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THE COMPLETE MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798


THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR MACHEN
TO WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED BY ARTHUR SYMONS.


[Etext Editors Note: This is a compilation of the 30 volumes of The
Memoires of Jacques Casanova previously published by The Gutenberg
Project in the individual files below.  These memoires were not written
for children and may outrage those readers who are offended by Chaucer,
La Fontaine, Rabelais and The Old Testament.  D.W.]


TABLE OF CONTENTS With file titles [in reverse order]

 Old Age and Death, by Jacques Casanova     [JC#30][jcagdxxx.xxx]2980
 Florence to Trieste, by Jacques Casanova   [JC#29][jcfltxxx.xxx]2979
 Rome, by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt      [JC#28][jcromxxx.xxx]2978
 Expelled from Spain, by Jacques Casanova   [JC#27][jcexpxxx.xxx]2977
 Spain, by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt     [JC#26][jcspnxxx.xxx]2976
 Russia and Poland, by Jacques Casanova     [JC#25][jcrplxxx.xxx]2975
 London to Berlin, by Jacques Casanova      [JC#24][jclbrxxx.xxx]2974
 The English, by Jacques Casanova           [JC#23][jcengxxx.xxx]2973
 To London, by Jacques Casanova             [JC#22][jclonxxx.xxx]2972
 South of France, by Jacques Casanova       [JC#21][jcsfrxxx.xxx]2971
 Milan, by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt     [JC#20][jcmilxxx.xxx]2970
 Back Again to Paris, by Jacques Casanova   [JC#19][jcbprxxx.xxx]2969
 Return to Naples, by Jacques Casanova      [JC#18][jcrnpxxx.xxx]2968
 Return to Italy, by Jacques Casanova       [JC#17][jcritxxx.xxx]2967
 Depart Switzerland, by Jacques Casanova    [JC#16][jcdswxxx.xxx]2966
 With Voltaire,  by Jacques Casanova        [JC#15][jcvltxxx.xxx]2965
 Switzerland, by Jacques Casanova           [JC#14][jcswtxxx.xxx]2964
 Holland and Germany, by Jacques Casanova   [JC#13][jchgrxxx.xxx]2963
 Return to Paris, by Jacques Casanova       [JC#12][jcrprxxx.xxx]2962
 Paris and Holland, by Jacques Casanova     [JC#11][jcphlxxx.xxx]2961
 Under the Leads, by Jacques Casanova       [JC#10][jculdxxx.xxx]2960
 The False Nun, by Jacques Casanova          [JC#9][jcflnxxx.xxx]2959
 Convent Affairs, by Jacques Casanova        [JC#8][jcconxxx.xxx]2958
 Venice, by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt     [JC#7][jcvenxxx.xxx]2957
 Paris, by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt      [JC#6][jcparxxx.xxx]2956
 Milan and Mantua, by Jacques Casanova       [JC#5][jcmmnxxx.xxx]2955
 Return to Venice, by Jacques Casanova       [JC#4][jcrvnxxx.xxx]2954
 Military Career, by Jacques Casanova        [JC#3][jcmcrxxx.xxx]2953
 A Cleric in Naples, by Jacques Casanova     [JC#2][jcclnxxx.xxx]2952
 Childhood, by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt  [JC#1][jccldxxx.xxx]2951





MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
VENETIAN YEARS, Volume 1a--CHILDHOOD


THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR MACHEN
TO WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED BY ARTHUR SYMONS.




CONTENTS:
     CASANOVA AT DUX
     TRANSLATOR'S PREFACE
     AUTHOR'S PREFACE
     CHILDHOOD AND ADOLESCENCE




CASANOVA AT DUX

An Unpublished Chapter of History, By Arthur Symons


I

The Memoirs of Casanova, though they have enjoyed the popularity of a
bad reputation, have never had justice done to them by serious
students of literature, of life, and of history.  One English writer,
indeed, Mr. Havelock Ellis, has realised that 'there are few more
delightful books in the world,' and he has analysed them in an essay
on Casanova, published in Affirmations, with extreme care and
remarkable subtlety.  But this essay stands alone, at all events in
English, as an attempt to take Casanova seriously, to show him in his
relation to his time, and in his relation to human problems.  And yet
these Memoirs are perhaps the most valuable document which we possess
on the society of the eighteenth century; they are the history of a
unique life, a unique personality, one of the greatest of
autobiographies; as a record of adventures, they are more
entertaining than Gil Blas, or Monte Cristo, or any of the imaginary
travels, and escapes, and masquerades in life, which have been
written in imitation of them.  They tell the story of a man who loved
life passionately for its own sake: one to whom woman was, indeed,
the most important thing in the world, but to whom nothing in the
world was indifferent.  The bust which gives us the most lively
notion of him shows us a great, vivid, intellectual face, full of
fiery energy and calm resource, the face of a thinker and a fighter
in one.  A scholar, an adventurer, perhaps a Cabalist, a busy stirrer
in politics, a gamester, one 'born for the fairer sex,' as he tells
us, and born also to be a vagabond; this man, who is remembered now
for his written account of his own life, was that rarest kind of
autobiographer, one who did not live to write, but wrote because he
had lived, and when he could live no longer.

And his Memoirs take one all over Europe, giving sidelights, all the
more valuable in being almost accidental, upon many of the affairs
and people most interesting to us during two-thirds of the eighteenth
century.  Giacomo Casanova was born in Venice, of Spanish and Italian
parentage, on April 2, 1725; he died at the Chateau of Dux, in
Bohemia, on June 4, 1798.  In that lifetime of seventy-three years he
travelled, as his Memoirs show us, in Italy, France, Germany,
Austria, England, Switzerland, Belgium, Russia, Poland, Spain,
Holland, Turkey; he met Voltaire at Ferney, Rousseau at Montmorency,
Fontenelle, d'Alembert and Crebillon at Paris, George III. in London,
Louis XV. at Fontainebleau, Catherine the Great at St. Petersburg,
Benedict XII. at Rome, Joseph II. at Vienna, Frederick the Great at
Sans-Souci.  Imprisoned by the Inquisitors of State in the Piombi at
Venice, he made, in 1755, the most famous escape in history.  His
Memoirs, as we have them, break off abruptly at the moment when he is
expecting a safe conduct, and the permission to return to Venice
after twenty years' wanderings.  He did return, as we know from
documents in the Venetian archives; he returned as secret agent of
the Inquisitors, and remained in their service from 1774 until 1782.
At the end of 1782 he left Venice; and next year we find him in
Paris, where, in 1784, he met Count Waldstein at the Venetian
Ambassador's, and was invited by him to become his librarian at Dux.
He accepted, and for the fourteen remaining years of his life lived
at Dux, where he wrote his Memoirs.

Casanova died in 1798, but nothing was heard of the Memoirs (which
the Prince de Ligne, in his own Memoirs, tells us that Casanova had
read to him, and in which he found 'du dyamatique, de la rapidite, du
comique, de la philosophie, des choses neuves, sublimes, inimitables
meme') until the year 1820, when a certain Carlo Angiolini brought to
the publishing house of Brockhaus, in Leipzig, a manuscript entitled
Histoire de ma vie jusqu a l'an 1797, in the handwriting of Casanova.
This manuscript, which I have examined at Leipzig, is written on
foolscap paper, rather rough and yellow; it is written on both sides
of the page, and in sheets or quires; here and there the paging shows
that some pages have been omitted, and in their place are smaller
sheets of thinner and whiter paper, all in Casanova's handsome,
unmistakable handwriting.  The manuscript is done up in twelve
bundles, corresponding with the twelve volumes of the original
edition; and only in one place is there a gap.  The fourth and fifth
chapters of the twelfth volume are missing, as the editor of the
original edition points out, adding: 'It is not probable that these
two chapters have been withdrawn from the manuscript of Casanova by a
strange hand; everything leads us to believe that the author himself
suppressed them, in the intention, no doubt, of re-writing them, but
without having found time to do so.' The manuscript ends abruptly
with the year 1774, and not with the year 1797, as the title would
lead us to suppose.

This manuscript, in its original state, has never been printed.  Herr
Brockhaus, on obtaining possession of the manuscript, had it
translated into German by Wilhelm Schutz, but with many omissions and
alterations, and published this translation, volume by volume, from
1822 to 1828, under the title, 'Aus den Memoiren des Venetianers
Jacob Casanova de Seingalt.'  While the German edition was in course
of publication, Herr Brockhaus employed a certain Jean Laforgue, a
professor of the French language at Dresden, to revise the original
manuscript, correcting Casanova's vigorous, but at times incorrect,
and often somewhat Italian, French according to his own notions of
elegant writing, suppressing passages which seemed too free-spoken
from the point of view of morals and of politics, and altering the
names of some of the persons referred to, or replacing those names by
initials.  This revised text was published in twelve volumes, the
first two in 1826, the third and fourth in 1828, the fifth to the
eighth in 1832, and the ninth to the twelfth in 1837; the first four
bearing the imprint of Brockhaus at Leipzig and Ponthieu et Cie at
Paris; the next four the imprint of Heideloff et Campe at Paris; and
the last four nothing but 'A Bruxelles.'  The volumes are all
uniform, and were all really printed for the firm of Brockhaus.
This, however far from representing the real text, is the only
authoritative edition, and my references throughout this article will
always be to this edition.

In turning over the manuscript at Leipzig, I read some of the
suppressed passages, and regretted their suppression; but Herr
Brockhaus, the present head of the firm, assured me that they are not
really very considerable in number.  The damage, however, to the
vivacity of the whole narrative, by the persistent alterations of M.
Laforgue, is incalculable.  I compared many passages, and found
scarcely three consecutive sentences untouched.  Herr Brockhaus
(whose courtesy I cannot sufficiently acknowledge) was kind enough to
have a passage copied out for me, which I afterwards read over, and
checked word by word.  In this passage Casanova says, for instance:
'Elle venoit presque tous les jours lui faire une belle visite.'
This is altered into: 'Cependant chaque jour Therese venait lui faire
une visite.'  Casanova says that some one 'avoit, comme de raison,
forme le projet d'allier Dieu avec le diable.'  This is made to read:
'Qui, comme de raison, avait saintement forme le projet d'allier les
interets du ciel aux oeuvres de ce monde.'  Casanova tells us that
Therese would not commit a mortal sin 'pour devenir reine du monde;'
pour une couronne,' corrects the indefatigable Laforgue.  'Il ne
savoit que lui dire' becomes 'Dans cet etat de perplexite;' and so
forth.  It must, therefore, be realized that the Memoirs, as we have
them, are only a kind of pale tracing of the vivid colours of the
original.

When Casanova's Memoirs were first published, doubts were expressed
as to their authenticity, first by Ugo Foscolo (in the Westminster
Review, 1827), then by Querard, supposed to be an authority in regard
to anonymous and pseudonymous writings, finally by Paul Lacroix, 'le
bibliophile Jacob', who suggested, or rather expressed his
'certainty,' that the real author of the Memoirs was Stendhal, whose
'mind, character, ideas and style' he seemed to recognise on every
page.  This theory, as foolish and as unsupported as the Baconian
theory of Shakespeare, has been carelessly accepted, or at all events
accepted as possible, by many good scholars who have never taken the
trouble to look into the matter for themselves.  It was finally
disproved by a series of articles of Armand Baschet, entitled
'Preuves curieuses de l'authenticite des Memoires de Jacques Casanova
de Seingalt,' in 'Le Livre,' January, February, April and May,
1881; and these proofs were further corroborated by two articles of
Alessandro d'Ancona, entitled 'Un Avventuriere del Secolo XVIII., in
the 'Nuovo Antologia,' February 1 and August 1, 1882.  Baschet had
never himself seen the manuscript of the Memoirs, but he had learnt
all the facts about it from Messrs. Brockhaus, and he had himself
examined the numerous papers relating to Casanova in the Venetian
archives.  A similar examination was made at the Frari at about the
same time by the Abbe Fulin; and I myself, in 1894, not knowing at
the time that the discovery had been already made, made it over again
for myself.  There the arrest of Casanova, his imprisonment in the
Piombi, the exact date of his escape, the name of the monk who
accompanied him, are all authenticated by documents contained in the
'riferte' of the Inquisition of State; there are the bills for the
repairs of the roof and walls of the cell from which he escaped;
there are the reports of the spies on whose information he was
arrested, for his too dangerous free-spokenness in matters of
religion and morality.  The same archives contain forty-eight letters
of Casanova to the Inquisitors of State, dating from 1763 to 1782,
among the Riferte dei Confidenti, or reports of secret agents; the
earliest asking permission to return to Venice, the rest giving
information in regard to the immoralities of the city, after his
return there; all in the same handwriting as the Memoirs.  Further
proof could scarcely be needed, but Baschet has done more than prove
the authenticity, he has proved the extraordinary veracity, of the
Memoirs.   F. W. Barthold, in 'Die Geschichtlichen Personlichkeiten
in J. Casanova's Memoiren,' 2 vols., 1846, had already examined about
a hundred of Casanova's allusions to well known people, showing the
perfect exactitude of all but six or seven, and out of these six or
seven inexactitudes ascribing only a single one to the author's
intention.  Baschet and d'Ancona both carry on what Barthold had
begun; other investigators, in France, Italy and Germany, have
followed them; and two things are now certain, first, that Casanova
himself wrote the Memoirs published under his name, though not
textually in the precise form in which we have them; and, second,
that as their veracity becomes more and more evident as they are
confronted with more and more independent witnesses, it is only fair
to suppose that they are equally truthful where the facts are such as
could only have been known to Casanova himself.


II

For more than two-thirds of a century it has been known that Casanova
spent the last fourteen years of his life at Dux, that he wrote his
Memoirs there, and that he died there.  During all this time people
have been discussing the authenticity and the truthfulness of the
Memoirs, they have been searching for information about Casanova in
various directions, and yet hardly any one has ever taken the
trouble, or obtained the permission, to make a careful examination in
precisely the one place where information was most likely to be
found.  The very existence of the manuscripts at Dux was known only
to a few, and to most of these only on hearsay; and thus the singular
good fortune was reserved for me, on my visit to Count Waldstein in
September 1899, to be the first to discover the most interesting
things contained in these manuscripts.  M. Octave Uzanne, though he
had not himself visited Dux, had indeed procured copies of some of
the manuscripts, a few of which were published by him in Le Livre, in
1887 and 1889.  But with the death of Le Livre in 1889 the 'Casanova
inedit' came to an end, and has never, so far as I know, been
continued elsewhere.  Beyond the publication of these fragments,
nothing has been done with the manuscripts at Dux, nor has an account
of them ever been given by any one who has been allowed to examine
them.

For five years, ever since I had discovered the documents in the
Venetian archives, I had wanted to go to Dux; and in 1899, when I was
staying with Count Lutzow at Zampach, in Bohemia, I found the way
kindly opened for me.  Count Waldstein, the present head of the
family, with extreme courtesy, put all his manuscripts at my
disposal, and invited me to stay with him.  Unluckily, he was called
away on the morning of the day that I reached Dux.  He had left
everything ready for me, and I was shown over the castle by a friend
of his, Dr. Kittel, whose courtesy I should like also to acknowledge.
After a hurried visit to the castle we started on the long drive to
Oberleutensdorf, a smaller Schloss near Komotau, where the Waldstein
family was then staying.  The air was sharp and bracing; the two
Russian horses flew like the wind; I was whirled along in an
unfamiliar darkness, through a strange country, black with coal
mines, through dark pine woods, where a wild peasantry dwelt in
little mining towns.  Here and there, a few men and women passed us
on the road, in their Sunday finery; then a long space of silence,
and we were in the open country, galloping between broad fields; and
always in a haze of lovely hills, which I saw more distinctly as we
drove back next morning.

The return to Dux was like a triumphal entry, as we dashed through
the market-place filled with people come for the Monday market, pots
and pans and vegetables strewn in heaps all over the ground, on the
rough paving stones, up to the great gateway of the castle, leaving
but just room for us to drive through their midst.  I had the
sensation of an enormous building: all Bohemian castles are big, but
this one was like a royal palace.  Set there in the midst of the
town, after the Bohemian fashion, it opens at the back upon great
gardens, as if it were in the midst of the country.  I walked through
room after room, along corridor after corridor; everywhere there were
pictures, everywhere portraits of Wallenstein, and battle-scenes in
which he led on his troops.  The library, which was formed, or at
least arranged, by Casanova, and which remains as he left it,
contains some 25,000 volumes, some of them of considerable value; one
of the most famous books in Bohemian literature, Skala's History of
the Church, exists in manuscript at Dux, and it is from this
manuscript that the two published volumes of it were printed.  The
library forms part of the Museum, which occupies a ground-floor wing
of the castle.  The first room is an armoury, in which all kinds of
arms are arranged, in a decorative way, covering the ceiling and the
walls with strange patterns.  The second room contains pottery,
collected by Casanova's Waldstein on his Eastern travels.  The third
room is full of curious mechanical toys, and cabinets, and carvings
in ivory.  Finally, we come to the library, contained in the two
innermost rooms.  The book-shelves are painted white, and reach to
the low-vaulted ceilings, which are whitewashed.  At the end of a
bookcase, in the corner of one of the windows, hangs a fine engraved
portrait of Casanova.

After I had been all over the castle, so long Casanova's home, I was
taken to Count Waldstein's study, and left there with the
manuscripts.  I found six huge cardboard cases, large enough to
contain foolscap paper, lettered on the back: 'Grafl. Waldstein-
Wartenberg'sches Real Fideicommiss.  Dux-Oberleutensdorf:
Handschriftlicher Nachlass Casanova.'  The cases were arranged so as
to stand like books; they opened at the side; and on opening them,
one after another, I found series after series of manuscripts roughly
thrown together, after some pretence at arrangement, and lettered
with a very generalised description of contents.  The greater part of
the manuscripts were in Casanova's handwriting, which I could see
gradually beginning to get shaky with years.  Most were written in
French, a certain number in Italian.  The beginning of a catalogue in
the library, though said to be by him, was not in his handwriting.
Perhaps it was taken down at his dictation.  There were also some
copies of Italian and Latin poems not written by him.  Then there
were many big bundles of letters addressed to him, dating over more
than thirty years.  Almost all the rest was in his own handwriting.

I came first upon the smaller manuscripts, among which I, found,
jumbled  together on the same and on separate scraps of paper,
washing-bills, accounts, hotel bills, lists of letters written, first
drafts of letters with many erasures, notes on books, theological and
mathematical notes, sums, Latin quotations, French and Italian
verses, with variants, a long list of classical names which have and
have not been 'francises,' with reasons for and against; 'what I must
wear at Dresden'; headings without anything to follow, such as:
'Reflexions on respiration, on the true cause of youth-the crows'; a
new method of winning the lottery at Rome; recipes, among which is a
long printed list of perfumes sold at Spa; a newspaper cutting, dated
Prague, 25th October 1790, on the thirty-seventh balloon ascent of
Blanchard; thanks to some 'noble donor' for the gift of a dog called
'Finette'; a passport for 'Monsieur de Casanova, Venitien, allant
d'ici en Hollande, October 13, 1758 (Ce Passeport bon pour quinze
jours)', together with an order for post-horses, gratis, from Paris
to Bordeaux and Bayonne.'

Occasionally, one gets a glimpse into his daily life at Dux, as in
this note, scribbled on a fragment of paper (here and always I
translate the French literally): 'I beg you to tell my servant what
the biscuits are that I like to eat; dipped in wine, to fortify my
stomach.  I believe that they can all be found at Roman's.'  Usually,
however, these notes, though often suggested by something closely
personal, branch off into more general considerations; or else begin
with general considerations, and end with a case in point.  Thus, for
instance, a fragment of three pages begins: 'A compliment which is
only made to gild the pill is a positive impertinence, and Monsieur
Bailli is nothing but a charlatan; the monarch ought to have spit in
his face, but the monarch trembled with fear.'  A manuscript entitled
'Essai d'Egoisme,' dated, 'Dux, this 27th June, 1769,' contains, in
the midst of various reflections, an offer to let his 'appartement'
in return for enough money to 'tranquillise for six months two Jew
creditors at Prague.'  Another manuscript is headed 'Pride and
Folly,' and begins with a long series of antitheses, such as: 'All
fools are not proud, and all proud men are fools.  Many fools are
happy, all proud men are unhappy.'  On the same sheet follows this
instance or application:

Whether it is possible to compose a Latin distich of the greatest
beauty without knowing either the Latin language or prosody.  We must
examine the possibility and the impossibility, and afterwards see who
is the man who says he is the author of the distich, for there are
extraordinary people in the world.  My brother, in short, ought to
have composed the distich, because he says so, and because he
confided it to me tete-'a-tete.  I had, it is true, difficulty in
believing him; but what is one to do!  Either one must believe, or
suppose him capable of telling a lie which could only be told by a
fool; and that is impossible, for all Europe knows that my brother is
not a fool.

Here, as so often in these manuscripts, we seem to see Casanova
thinking on paper.  He uses scraps of paper (sometimes the blank page
of a letter, on the other side of which we see the address) as a kind
of informal diary; and it is characteristic of him, of the man of
infinitely curious mind, which this adventurer really was, that there
are so few merely personal notes among these casual jottings.  Often,
they are purely abstract; at times, metaphysical 'jeux d'esprit,'
like the sheet of fourteen 'Different Wagers,' which begins:

I wager that it is not true that a man who weighs a hundred pounds
will weigh more if you kill him.  I wager that if there is any
difference, he will weigh less.  I wager that diamond powder has not
sufficient force to kill a man.

Side by side with these fanciful excursions into science, come more
serious ones, as in the note on Algebra, which traces its progress
since the year 1494, before which 'it had only arrived at the
solution of problems of the second degree, inclusive.'  A scrap of
paper tells us that Casanova 'did not like regular towns.'  'I like,'
he says, 'Venice, Rome, Florence, Milan, Constantinople, Genoa.'
Then he becomes abstract and inquisitive again, and writes two pages,
full of curious, out-of-the-way learning, on the name of Paradise:

The name of Paradise is a name in Genesis which indicates a place of
pleasure (lieu voluptueux): this term is Persian.  This place of
pleasure was made by God before he had created man.

It may be remembered that Casanova quarrelled with Voltaire, because
Voltaire had told him frankly that his translation of L'Ecossaise was
a bad translation.  It is piquant to read another note written in
this style of righteous indignation:

Voltaire, the hardy Voltaire, whose pen is without bit or bridle;
Voltaire, who devoured the Bible, and ridiculed our dogmas, doubts,
and after having made proselytes to impiety, is not ashamed, being
reduced to the extremity of life, to ask for the sacraments, and to
cover his body with more relics than St. Louis had at Amboise.

Here is an argument more in keeping with the tone of the Memoirs:

A girl who is pretty and good, and as virtuous as you please, ought
not to take it ill that a man, carried away by her charms, should set
himself to the task of making their conquest.  If this man cannot
please her by any means, even if his passion be criminal, she ought
never to take offence at it, nor treat him unkindly; she ought to be
gentle, and pity him, if she does not love him, and think it enough
to keep invincibly hold upon her own duty.

Occasionally he touches upon aesthetical matters, as in a fragment
which begins with this liberal definition of beauty:

Harmony makes beauty, says M. de S. P. (Bernardin de St. Pierre), but
the definition is too short, if he thinks he has said everything.
Here is mine.  Remember that the subject is metaphysical.  An object
really beautiful ought to seem beautiful to all whose eyes fall upon
it.  That is all; there is nothing more to be said.

At times we have an anecdote and its commentary, perhaps jotted down
for use in that latter part of the Memoirs which was never written,
or which has been lost.  Here is a single sheet, dated 'this 2nd
September, 1791,' and headed Souvenir:

The Prince de Rosenberg said to me, as we went down stairs, that
Madame de Rosenberg was dead, and asked me if the Comte de Waldstein
had in the library the illustration of the Villa d'Altichiero, which
the Emperor had asked for in vain at the city library of Prague, and
when I answered 'yes,' he gave an equivocal laugh.  A moment
afterwards, he asked me if he might tell the Emperor.  'Why not,
monseigneur?  It is not a secret, 'Is His Majesty coming to Dux?'
'If he goes to Oberlaitensdorf (sic) he will go to Dux, too; and he
may ask you for it, for there is a monument there which relates to
him when he was Grand Duke.'  'In that case, His Majesty can also see
my critical remarks on the Egyptian prints.'

The Emperor asked me this morning, 6th October, how I employed my
time at Dux, and I told him that I was making an Italian anthology.
'You have all the Italians, then?'  'All, sire.'  See what a lie
leads to.  If I had not lied in saying that I was making an
anthology, I should not have found myself obliged to lie again in
saying that we have all the Italian poets.  If the Emperor comes to
Dux, I shall kill myself.

'They say that this Dux is a delightful spot,' says Casanova in one
of the most personal of his notes, 'and I see that it might be for
many; but not for me, for what delights me in my old age is
independent of the place which I inhabit.  When I do not sleep I
dream, and when I am tired of dreaming I blacken paper, then I read,
and most often reject all that my pen has vomited.'  Here we see him
blackening paper, on every occasion, and for every purpose.  In one
bundle I found an unfinished story about Roland, and some adventure
with women in a cave; then a 'Meditation on arising from sleep, 19th
May 1789'; then a 'Short Reflection of a Philosopher who finds
himself thinking of procuring his own death.  At Dux, on getting out
of bed on 13th October 1793, day dedicated to St. Lucy, memorable in
my too long life.'  A big budget, containing cryptograms, is headed
'Grammatical Lottery'; and there is the title-page of a treatise on
The Duplication of the Hexahedron, demonstrated geometrically to all
the Universities and all the Academies of Europe.' [See Charles
Henry, Les Connaissances Mathimatiques de Casanova.  Rome, 1883.]
There are innumerable verses, French and Italian, in all stages,
occasionally attaining the finality of these lines, which appear in
half a dozen tentative forms:

    'Sans mystere point de plaisirs,
     Sans silence point de mystere.
     Charme divin de mes loisirs,
     Solitude! que tu mes chere!

Then there are a number of more or less complete manuscripts of some
extent.  There is the manuscript of the translation of Homer's
'Iliad, in ottava rima (published in Venice, 1775-8); of the
'Histoire de Venise,' of the 'Icosameron,' a curious book published
in 1787, purporting to be 'translated from English,' but really an
original work of Casanova; 'Philocalies sur les Sottises des
Mortels,' a long manuscript never published; the sketch and beginning
of 'Le Pollmarque, ou la Calomnie demasquee par la presence d'esprit.
Tragicomedie en trois actes, composed a Dux dans le mois de Juin de
l'Annee, 1791,' which recurs again under the form of the
'Polemoscope: La Lorgnette menteuse ou la Calomnie demasquge,' acted
before the Princess de Ligne, at her chateau at Teplitz, 1791.  There
is a treatise in Italian, 'Delle Passioni'; there are long dialogues,
such as 'Le Philosophe et le Theologien', and 'Reve': 'Dieu-Moi';
there is the 'Songe d'un Quart d'Heure', divided into minutes; there
is the very lengthy criticism of 'Bernardin de Saint-Pierre'; there
is the 'Confutation d'une Censure indiscrate qu'on lit dans la
Gazette de Iena, 19 Juin 1789'; with another large manuscript,
unfortunately imperfect, first called 'L'Insulte', and then 'Placet
au Public', dated 'Dux, this 2nd March, 1790,' referring to the same
criticism on the 'Icosameron' and the 'Fuite des Prisons.  L'Histoire
de ma Fuite des Prisons de la Republique de Venise, qu'on appelle les
Plombs', which is the first draft of the most famous part of the
Memoirs, was published at Leipzig in 1788; and, having read it in the
Marcian Library at Venice, I am not surprised to learn from this
indignant document that it was printed 'under the care of a young
Swiss, who had the talent to commit a hundred faults of orthography.'


III

We come now to the documents directly relating to the Memoirs, and
among these are several attempts at a preface, in which we see the
actual preface coming gradually into form.  One is entitled 'Casanova
au Lecteur', another 'Histoire de mon Existence', and a third
Preface.  There is also a brief and characteristic 'Precis de ma
vie', dated November 17, 1797.  Some of these have been printed in Le
Livre, 1887.  But by far the most important manuscript that I
discovered, one which, apparently, I am the first to discover, is a
manuscript entitled 'Extrait du Chapitre 4 et 5.  It is written on
paper similar to that on which the Memoirs are written; the pages are
numbered 104-148; and though it is described as Extrait, it seems to
contain, at all events, the greater part of the missing chapters to
which I have already referred, Chapters IV. and V.  of the last
volume of the Memoirs.  In this manuscript we find Armeliine and
Scolastica, whose story is interrupted by the abrupt ending of
Chapter III.; we find Mariuccia of Vol. VII, Chapter IX., who married
a hairdresser; and we find also Jaconine, whom Casanova recognises as
his daughter, 'much prettier than Sophia, the daughter of Therese
Pompeati, whom I had left at London.'   It is curious that this very
important manuscript, which supplies the one missing link in the
Memoirs, should never have been discovered by any of the few people
who have had the opportunity of looking over the Dux manuscripts.  I
am inclined to explain it by the fact that the case in which I found
this manuscript contains some papers not relating to Casanova.
Probably, those who looked into this case looked no further.  I have
told Herr Brockhaus of my discovery, and I hope to see Chapters IV.
and V.  in their places when the long-looked-for edition of the
complete text is at length given to the world.

Another manuscript which I found tells with great piquancy the whole
story of the Abbe de Brosses' ointment, the curing of the Princess de
Conti's pimples, and the birth of the Duc de Montpensier, which is
told very briefly, and with much less point, in the Memoirs (vol.
iii., p. 327).  Readers of the Memoirs will remember the duel at
Warsaw with Count Branicki in 1766 (vol. X., pp. 274-320), an affair
which attracted a good deal of attention at the time, and of which
there is an account in a letter from the Abbe Taruffi to the
dramatist, Francesco Albergati, dated Warsaw, March 19, 1766, quoted
in Ernesto Masi's Life of Albergati, Bologna, 1878.  A manuscript at
Dux in Casanova's handwriting gives an account of this duel in the
third person; it is entitled, 'Description de l'affaire arrivee a
Varsovie le 5 Mars, 1766'.  D'Ancona, in the Nuova Antologia (vol.
lxvii., p.  412), referring to the Abbe Taruffi's account, mentions
what he considers to be a slight discrepancy: that Taruffi refers to
the danseuse, about whom the duel was fought, as La Casacci, while
Casanova refers to her as La Catai.  In this manuscript Casanova
always refers to her as La Casacci; La Catai is evidently one of M.
Laforgue's arbitrary alterations of the text.

In turning over another manuscript, I was caught by the name
Charpillon, which every reader of the Memoirs will remember as the
name of the harpy by whom Casanova suffered so much in London, in
1763-4.  This manuscript begins by saying: 'I have been in London for
six months and have been to see them (that is, the mother and
daughter) in their own house,' where he finds nothing but 'swindlers,
who cause all who go there to lose their money in gambling.'  This
manuscript adds some details to the story told in the ninth and tenth
volumes of the Memoirs, and refers to the meeting with the
Charpillons four and a half years before, described in Volume V.,
pages 428-485.  It is written in a tone of great indignation.
Elsewhere, I found a letter written by Casanova, but not signed,
referring to an anonymous letter which he had received in reference
to the Charpillons, and ending: 'My handwriting is known.'  It was
not until the last that I came upon great bundles of letters
addressed to Casanova, and so carefully preserved that little scraps
of paper, on which postscripts are written, are still in their
places.  One still sees the seals on the backs of many of the
letters, on paper which has slightly yellowed with age, leaving the
ink, however, almost always fresh.  They come from Venice, Paris,
Rome, Prague, Bayreuth, The Hague, Genoa, Fiume, Trieste, etc., and
are addressed to as many places, often poste restante.  Many are
letters from women, some in beautiful handwriting, on thick paper;
others on scraps of paper, in painful hands, ill-spelt.  A Countess
writes pitifully, imploring help; one protests her love, in spite of
the 'many chagrins' he has caused her; another asks 'how they are to
live together'; another laments that a report has gone about that she
is secretly living with him, which may harm his reputation.  Some are
in French, more in Italian.  'Mon cher Giacometto', writes one woman,
in French; 'Carissimo a Amatissimo', writes another, in Italian.
These letters from women are in some confusion, and are in need of a
good deal of sorting over and rearranging before their full extent
can be realised.  Thus I found letters in the same handwriting
separated by letters in other handwritings; many are unsigned, or
signed only by a single initial; many are undated, or dated only with
the day of the week or month.  There are a great many letters, dating
from 1779 to 1786, signed 'Francesca Buschini,' a name which I cannot
identify; they are written in Italian, and one of them begins: 'Unico
Mio vero Amico' ('my only true friend').  Others are signed 'Virginia
B.'; one of these is dated, 'Forli, October 15, 1773.'  There is also
a 'Theresa B.,' who writes from Genoa.  I was at first unable to
identify the writer of a whole series of letters in French, very
affectionate and intimate letters, usually unsigned, occasionally
signed 'B.'  She calls herself votre petite amie; or she ends with a
half-smiling, half-reproachful 'goodnight, and sleep better than I'
In one letter, sent from Paris in 1759, she writes: 'Never believe
me, but when I tell you that I love you, and that I shall love you
always: In another letter, ill-spelt, as her letters often are, she
writes: 'Be assured that evil tongues, vapours, calumny, nothing can
change my heart, which is yours entirely, and has no will to change
its master.'  Now, it seems to me that these letters must be from
Manon Baletti, and that they are the letters referred to in the sixth
volume of the Memoirs.  We read there (page 60) how on Christmas Day,
1759, Casanova receives a letter from Manon in Paris, announcing her
marriage with 'M. Blondel, architect to the King, and member of his
Academy'; she returns him his letters, and begs him to return hers,
or burn them.  Instead of doing so he allows Esther to read them,
intending to burn them afterwards.  Esther begs to be allowed to keep
the letters, promising to 'preserve them religiously all her life.'
'These letters,' he says, 'numbered more than two hundred, and the
shortest were of four pages: Certainly there are not two hundred of
them at Dux, but it seems to me highly probable that Casanova made a
final selection from Manon's letters, and that it is these which I
have found.

But, however this may be, I was fortunate enough to find the set of
letters which I was most anxious to find the letters from Henriette,
whose loss every writer on Casanova has lamented.  Henriette, it will
be remembered, makes her first appearance at Cesena, in the year
1748; after their meeting at Geneva, she reappears, romantically 'a
propos', twenty-two years later, at Aix in Provence; and she writes
to Casanova proposing 'un commerce epistolaire', asking him what he
has done since his escape from prison, and promising to do her best
to tell him all that has happened to her during the long interval.
After quoting her letter, he adds: 'I replied to her, accepting the
correspondence that she offered me, and telling her briefly all my
vicissitudes.  She related to me in turn, in some forty letters, all
the history of her life.  If she dies before me, I shall add these
letters to these Memoirs; but to-day she is still alive, and always
happy, though now old.'  It has never been known what became of these
letters, and why they were not added to the Memoirs.  I have found a
great quantity of them, some signed with her married name in full,
'Henriette de Schnetzmann,' and I am inclined to think that she
survived Casanova, for one of the letters is dated Bayreuth, 1798,
the year of Casanova's death.  They are remarkably charming, written
with a mixture of piquancy and distinction; and I will quote the
characteristic beginning and end of the last letter I was able to
find.  It begins: 'No, it is impossible to be sulky with you!' and
ends: 'If I become vicious, it is you, my Mentor, who make me so, and
I cast my sins upon you.  Even if I were damned I should still be
your most devoted friend, Henriette de Schnetzmann.'  Casanova was
twenty-three when he met Henriette; now, herself an old woman, she
writes to him when he is seventy-three, as if the fifty years that
had passed were blotted out in the faithful affection of her memory.
How many more discreet and less changing lovers have had the quality
of constancy in change, to which this life-long correspondence bears
witness?  Does it not suggest a view of Casanova not quite the view
of all the world?  To me it shows the real man, who perhaps of all
others best understood what Shelley meant when he said:

          True love in this differs from gold or clay
          That to divide is not to take away.

But, though the letters from women naturally interested me the most,
they were only a certain proportion of the great mass of
correspondence which I turned over.  There were letters from Carlo
Angiolini, who was afterwards to bring the manuscript of the Memoirs
to Brockhaus; from Balbi, the monk with whom Casanova escaped from
the Piombi; from the Marquis Albergati, playwright, actor, and
eccentric, of whom there is some account in the Memoirs; from the
Marquis Mosca, 'a distinguished man of letters whom I was anxious to
see,' Casanova tells us in the same volume in which he describes his
visit to the Moscas at Pesaro; from Zulian, brother of the Duchess of
Fiano; from Richard Lorrain, 'bel homme, ayant de l'esprit, le ton et
le gout de la bonne societe', who came to settle at Gorizia in 1773,
while Casanova was there; from the Procurator Morosini, whom he
speaks of in the Memoirs as his 'protector,' and as one of those
through whom he obtained permission to return to Venice.  His other
'protector,' the 'avogador' Zaguri, had, says Casanova, 'since the
affair of the Marquis Albergati, carried on a most interesting
correspondence with me'; and in fact I found a bundle of no less than
a hundred and thirty-eight letters from him, dating from 1784 to
1798.  Another bundle contains one hundred and seventy-two letters
from Count Lamberg.  In the Memoirs Casanova says, referring to his
visit to Augsburg at the end of 1761:

I used to spend my evenings in a very agreeable manner at the house
of Count Max de Lamberg, who resided at the court of the
Prince-Bishop with the title of Grand Marshal.  What particularly
attached me to Count Lamberg was his literary talent.  A first-rate
scholar, learned to a degree, he has published several much esteemed
works.  I carried on an exchange of letters with him which ended only
with his death four years ago in 1792.

Casanova tells us that, at his second visit to Augsburg in the early
part of 1767, he 'supped with Count Lamberg two or three times a
week,' during the four months he was there.  It is with this year
that the letters I have found begin: they end with the year of his
death, 1792.  In his 'Memorial d'un Mondain' Lamberg refers to
Casanova as 'a man known in literature, a man of profound knowledge.'
In the first edition of 1774, he laments that 'a man such as M. de S.
Galt' should not yet have been taken back into favour by the Venetian
government, and in the second edition, 1775, rejoices over Casanova's
return to Venice.  Then there are letters from Da Ponte, who tells
the story of Casanova's curious relations with Mme. d'Urfe, in his
'Memorie scritte da esso', 1829; from Pittoni, Bono, and others
mentioned in different parts of the Memoirs, and from some dozen
others who are not mentioned in them.  The only letters in the whole
collection that have been published are those from the Prince de
Ligne and from Count Koenig.


IV

Casanova tells us in his Memoirs that, during his later years at Dux,
he had only been able to 'hinder black melancholy from devouring his
poor existence, or sending him out of his mind,' by writing ten or
twelve hours a day.  The copious manuscripts at Dux show us how
persistently he was at work on a singular variety of subjects, in
addition to the Memoirs, and to the various books which he published
during those years.  We see him jotting down everything that comes
into his head, for his own amusement, and certainly without any
thought of publication; engaging in learned controversies, writing
treatises on abstruse mathematical problems, composing comedies to be
acted before Count Waldstein's neighbours, practising verse-writing
in two languages, indeed with more patience than success, writing
philosophical dialogues in which God and himself are the speakers,
and keeping up an extensive correspondence, both with distinguished
men and with delightful women.  His mental activity, up to the age of
seventy-three, is as prodigious as the activity which he had expended
in living a multiform and incalculable life.  As in life everything
living had interested him so in his retirement from life every idea
makes its separate appeal to him; and he welcomes ideas with the same
impartiality with which he had welcomed adventures.  Passion has
intellectualised itself, and remains not less passionate.  He wishes
to do everything, to compete with every one; and it is only after
having spent seven years in heaping up miscellaneous learning, and
exercising his faculties in many directions, that he turns to look
back over his own past life, and to live it over again in memory, as
he writes down the narrative of what had interested him most in it.
'I write in the hope that my history will never see the broad day
light of publication,' he tells us, scarcely meaning it, we may be
sure, even in the moment of hesitancy which may naturally come to
him.  But if ever a book was written for the pleasure of writing it,
it was this one; and an autobiography written for oneself is not
likely to be anything but frank.

'Truth is the only God I have ever adored,' he tells us: and we now
know how truthful he was in saying so.  I have only summarised in
this article the most important confirmations of his exact accuracy
in facts and dates; the number could be extended indefinitely.  In
the manuscripts we find innumerable further confirmations; and their
chief value as testimony is that they tell us nothing which we should
not have already known, if we had merely taken Casanova at his word.
But it is not always easy to take people at their own word, when they
are writing about themselves; and the world has been very loth to
believe in Casanova as he represents himself.  It has been specially
loth to believe that he is telling the truth when he tells us about
his adventures with women.  But the letters contained among these
manuscripts shows us the women of Casanova writing to him with all
the fervour and all the fidelity which he attributes to them; and
they show him to us in the character of as fervid and faithful a
lover.  In every fact, every detail, and in the whole mental
impression which they convey, these manuscripts bring before us the
Casanova of the Memoirs.  As I seemed to come upon Casanova at home,
it was as if I came upon old friend, already perfectly known to me,
before I had made my pilgrimage to Dux.

1902




TRANSLATOR'S PREFACE

A series of adventures wilder and more fantastic than the wildest of
romances, written down with the exactitude of a business diary; a
view of men and cities from Naples to Berlin, from Madrid and London
to Constantinople and St. Petersburg; the 'vie intime' of the
eighteenth century depicted by a man, who to-day sat with cardinals
and saluted crowned heads, and to morrow lurked in dens of profligacy
and crime; a book  of confessions penned without reticence and
without penitence; a record of forty years of "occult" charlatanism;
a collection of tales of successful imposture, of 'bonnes fortunes',
of marvellous escapes, of transcendent audacity, told with the humour
of Smollett and the delicate wit of Voltaire.  Who is there
interested in men and letters, and in the life of the past, who would
not cry, "Where can such a book as this be found?"

Yet the above catalogue is but a brief outline, a bare and meagre
summary, of the book known as "THE MEMOIRS OF CASANOVA"; a work
absolutely unique in literature.  He who opens these wonderful pages
is as one who sits in a theatre and looks across the gloom, not on a
stage-play, but on another and a vanished world.  The curtain draws
up, and suddenly a hundred and fifty years are rolled away, and in
bright light stands out before us the whole life of the past; the gay
dresses, the polished wit, the careless morals, and all the revel and
dancing of those merry years before the mighty deluge of the
Revolution.  The palaces and marble stairs of old Venice are no
longer desolate, but thronged with scarlet-robed senators, prisoners
with the doom of the Ten upon their heads cross the Bridge of Sighs,
at dead of night the nun slips out of the convent gate to the dark
canal where a gondola is waiting, we assist at the 'parties fines' of
cardinals, and we see the bank made at faro.  Venice gives place to
the assembly rooms of Mrs. Cornely and the fast taverns of the London
of 1760; we pass from Versailles to the Winter Palace of St.
Petersburg in the days of Catherine, from the policy of the Great
Frederick to the lewd mirth of strolling-players, and the presence-
chamber of the Vatican is succeeded by an intrigue in a garret.  It
is indeed a new experience to read this history of a man who,
refraining from nothing, has concealed nothing; of one who stood in
the courts of Louis the Magnificent before Madame de Pompadour and
the nobles of the Ancien Regime, and had an affair with an
adventuress of Denmark Street, Soho; who was bound over to keep the
peace by Fielding, and knew Cagliostro.  The friend of popes and
kings and noblemen, and of all the male and female ruffians and
vagabonds of Europe, abbe, soldier, charlatan, gamester, financier,
diplomatist, viveur, philosopher, virtuoso, "chemist, fiddler, and
buffoon," each of these, and all of these was Giacomo Casanova,
Chevalier de Seingalt, Knight of the Golden Spur.

And not only are the Memoirs a literary curiosity; they are almost
equally curious from a bibliographical point of view.  The manuscript
was written in French and came into the possession of the publisher
Brockhaus, of Leipzig, who had it translated into German, and
printed.  From this German edition, M. Aubert de Vitry re-translated
the work into French, but omitted about a fourth of the matter, and
this mutilated and worthless version is frequently purchased by
unwary bibliophiles.  In the year 1826, however, Brockhaus, in order
presumably to protect his property, printed the entire text of the
original MS. in French, for the first time, and in this complete
form, containing a large number of anecdotes and incidents not to be
found in the spurious version, the work was not acceptable to the
authorities, and was consequently rigorously suppressed.  Only a few
copies sent out for presentation or for review are known to have
escaped, and from one of these rare copies the present translation
has been made and soley for private circulation.

In conclusion, both translator and 'editeur' have done their utmost
to present the English Casanova in a dress worthy of the wonderful
and witty original.





AUTHOR'S PREFACE

I will begin with this confession: whatever I have done in the course
of my life, whether it be good or evil, has been done freely; I am a
free agent.

The doctrine of the Stoics or of any other sect as to the force of
Destiny is a bubble engendered by the imagination of man, and is near
akin to Atheism.  I not only believe in one God, but my faith as a
Christian is also grafted upon that tree of philosophy which has
never spoiled anything.

I believe in the existence of an immaterial God, the Author and
Master of all beings and all things, and I feel that I never had any
doubt of His existence, from the fact that I have always relied upon
His providence, prayed to Him in my distress, and that He has always
granted my prayers.  Despair brings death, but prayer does away with
despair; and when a man has prayed he feels himself supported by new
confidence and endowed with power to act.  As to the means employed
by the Sovereign Master of human beings to avert impending dangers
from those who beseech His assistance, I confess that the knowledge
of them is above the intelligence of man, who can but wonder and
adore.  Our ignorance becomes our only resource, and happy, truly
happy; are those who cherish their ignorance!  Therefore must we pray
to God, and believe that He has granted the favour we have been
praying for, even when in appearance it seems the reverse.  As to the
position which our body ought to assume when we address ourselves to
the Creator, a line of Petrarch settles it:

          'Con le ginocchia della mente inchine.'

Man is free, but his freedom ceases when he has no faith in it; and
the greater power he ascribes to faith, the more he deprives himself
of that power which God has given to him when He endowed him with the
gift of reason.  Reason is a particle of the Creator's divinity.
When we use it with a spirit of humility and justice we are certain
to please the Giver of that precious gift.  God ceases to be God only
for those who can admit the possibility of His non-existence, and
that conception is in itself the most severe punishment they can
suffer.

Man is free; yet we must not suppose that he is at liberty to do
everything he pleases, for he becomes a slave the moment he allows
his actions to be ruled by passion.  The man who has sufficient power
over himself to wait until his nature has recovered its even balance
is the truly wise man, but such beings are seldom met with.

The reader of these Memoirs will discover that I never had any fixed
aim before my eyes, and that my system, if it can be called a system,
has been to glide away unconcernedly on the stream of life, trusting
to the wind wherever it led.  How many changes arise from such an
independent mode of life!  My success and my misfortunes, the bright
and the dark days I have gone through, everything has proved to me
that in this world, either physical or moral, good comes out of evil
just as well as evil comes out of good.  My errors will point to
thinking men the various roads, and will teach them the great art of
treading on the brink of the precipice without falling into it.  It
is only necessary to have courage, for strength without self-
confidence is useless.  I have often met with happiness after some
imprudent step which ought to have brought ruin upon me, and although
passing a vote of censure upon myself I would thank God for his
mercy.  But, by way of compensation, dire misfortune has befallen me
in consequence of actions prompted by the most cautious wisdom.  This
would humble me; yet conscious that I had acted rightly I would
easily derive comfort from that conviction.

In spite of a good foundation of sound morals, the natural offspring
of the Divine principles which had been early rooted in my heart, I
have been throughout my life the victim of my senses; I have found
delight in losing the right path, I have constantly lived in the
midst of error, with no consolation but the consciousness of my being
mistaken.  Therefore, dear reader, I trust that, far from attaching
to my history the character of impudent boasting, you will find in my
Memoirs only the characteristic proper to a general confession, and
that my narratory style will be the manner neither of a repenting
sinner, nor of a man ashamed to acknowledge his frolics.  They are
the follies inherent to youth; I make sport of them, and, if you are
kind, you will not yourself refuse them a good-natured smile.  You
will be amused when you see that I have more than once deceived
without the slightest qualm of conscience, both knaves and fools.  As
to the deceit perpetrated upon women, let it pass, for, when love is
in the way, men and women as a general rule dupe each other.  But on
the score of fools it is a very different matter.  I always feel the
greatest bliss when I recollect those I have caught in my snares, for
they generally are insolent, and so self-conceited that they
challenge wit.  We avenge intellect when we dupe a fool, and it is a
victory not to be despised for a fool is covered with steel and it is
often very hard to find his vulnerable part. In fact, to gull a fool
seems to me an exploit worthy of a witty man. I have felt in my very
blood, ever since I was born, a most unconquerable hatred towards the
whole tribe of fools, and it arises from the fact that I feel myself
a blockhead whenever I am in their company.  I am very far from
placing them in the same class with those men whom we call stupid,
for the latter are stupid only from deficient education, and I rather
like them.  I have met with some of them--very honest fellows, who,
with all their stupidity, had a kind of intelligence and an upright
good sense, which cannot be the characteristics of fools. They are
like eyes veiled with the cataract, which, if the disease could be
removed, would be very beautiful.

Dear reader, examine the spirit of this preface, and you will at once
guess at my purpose. I have written a preface because I wish you to
know me thoroughly before you begin the reading of my Memoirs.  It is
only in a coffee-room or at a table d'hote that we like to converse
with strangers.

I have written the history of my life, and I have a perfect right to
do so; but am I wise in throwing it before a public of which I know
nothing but evil?  No, I am aware it is sheer folly, but I want to be
busy, I want to laugh, and why should I deny myself this
gratification?

     'Expulit elleboro morbum bilemque mero.'

An ancient author tells us somewhere, with the tone of a pedagogue,
if you have not done anything worthy of being recorded, at least
write something worthy of being read.  It is a precept as beautiful
as a diamond of the first water cut in England, but it cannot be
applied to me, because I have not written either a novel, or the life
of an illustrious character.  Worthy or not, my life is my subject,
and my subject is my life.  I have lived without dreaming that I
should ever take a fancy to write the history of my life, and, for
that very reason, my Memoirs may claim from the reader an interest
and a sympathy which they would not have obtained, had I always
entertained the design to write them in my old age, and, still more,
to publish them.

I have reached, in 1797, the age of three-score years and twelve; I
can not say, Vixi, and I could not procure a more agreeable pastime
than to relate my own adventures, and to cause pleasant laughter
amongst the good company listening to me, from which I have received
so many tokens of friendship, and in the midst of which I have ever
lived.  To enable me to write well, I have only to think that my
readers will belong to that polite society:

     'Quoecunque dixi, si placuerint, dictavit auditor.'

Should there be a few intruders whom I can not prevent from perusing
my Memoirs, I must find comfort in the idea that my history was not
written for them.

By recollecting the pleasures I have had formerly, I renew them, I
enjoy them a second time, while I laugh at the remembrance of
troubles now past, and which I no longer feel.  A member of this
great universe, I speak to the air, and I fancy myself rendering an
account of my administration, as a steward is wont to do before
leaving his situation.  For my future I have no concern, and as a
true philosopher, I never would have any, for I know not what it may
be: as a Christian, on the other hand, faith must believe without
discussion, and the stronger it is, the more it keeps silent. I know
that I have lived because I have felt, and, feeling giving me the
knowledge of my existence, I know likewise that I shall exist no more
when I shall have ceased to feel.

Should I perchance still feel after my death, I would no longer have
any doubt, but I would most certainly give the lie to anyone
asserting before me that I was dead.

The history of my life must begin by the earliest circumstance which
my memory can evoke; it will therefore commence when I had attained
the age of eight years and four months.  Before that time, if to
think is  to live be a true axiom, I did not live, I could only lay
claim to a state of vegetation.  The mind of a human being is formed
only of comparisons made in order to examine analogies, and therefore
cannot precede the existence of memory.  The mnemonic organ was
developed in my head only eight years and four months after my birth;
it is then that my soul began to be susceptible of receiving
impressions.  How is it possible for an immaterial substance, which
can neither touch nor be touched to receive impressions?  It is a
mystery which man cannot unravel.

A certain philosophy, full of consolation, and in perfect accord with
religion, pretends that the state of dependence in which the soul
stands in relation to the senses and to the organs, is only
incidental and transient, and that it will reach a condition of
freedom and happiness when the death of the body shall have delivered
it from that state of tyrannic subjection.  This is very fine, but,
apart from religion, where is the proof of it all?  Therefore, as I
cannot, from my own information, have a perfect certainty of my being
immortal until the dissolution of my body has actually taken place,
people must kindly bear with me, if I am in no hurry to obtain that
certain knowledge, for, in my estimation, a knowledge to be gained at
the cost of life is a rather expensive piece of information.  In the
mean time I worship God, laying every wrong action under an interdict
which I endeavour to respect, and I loathe the wicked without doing
them any injury.  I only abstain from doing them any good, in the
full belief that we ought not to cherish serpents.

As I must likewise say a few words respecting my nature and my
temperament, I premise that the most indulgent of my readers is not
likely to be the most dishonest or the least gifted with
intelligence.

I have had in turn every temperament; phlegmatic in my infancy;
sanguine in my youth; later on, bilious; and now I have a disposition
which engenders melancholy, and most likely will never change.  I
always made my food congenial to my constitution, and my health was
always excellent.  I learned very early that our health is always
impaired by some excess either of food or abstinence, and I never had
any physician except myself.  I am bound to add that the excess in
too little has ever proved in me more dangerous than the excess in
too much; the last may cause indigestion, but the first causes death.

Now, old as I am, and although enjoying good digestive organs, I must
have only one meal every day; but I find a set-off to that privation
in my delightful sleep, and in the ease which I experience in writing
down my thoughts without having recourse to paradox or sophism, which
would be calculated to deceive myself even more than my readers, for
I never could make up my mind to palm counterfeit coin upon them if I
knew it to be such.

The sanguine temperament rendered me very sensible to the attractions
of voluptuousness: I was always cheerful and ever ready to pass from
one enjoyment to another, and I was at the same time very skillful in
inventing new pleasures.  Thence, I suppose, my natural disposition
to make fresh acquaintances, and to break with them so readily,
although always for a good reason, and never through mere fickleness.
The errors caused by temperament are not to be corrected, because our
temperament is perfectly independent of our strength: it is not the
case with our character.  Heart and head are the constituent parts of
character; temperament has almost nothing to do with it, and,
therefore, character is dependent upon education, and is susceptible
of being corrected and improved.

I leave to others the decision as to the good or evil tendencies of
my character, but such as it is it shines upon my countenance, and
there it can easily be detected by any physiognomist.  It is only on
the fact that character can be read; there it lies exposed to the
view.  It is worthy of remark that men who have no peculiar cast of
countenance, and there are a great many such men, are likewise
totally deficient in peculiar characteristics, and we may establish
the rule that the varieties in physiognomy are equal to the
differences in character.  I am aware that throughout my life my
actions have received their impulse more from the force of feeling
than from the wisdom of reason, and this has led me to acknowledge
that my conduct has been dependent upon my nature more than upon my
mind; both are generally at war, and in the midst of their continual
collisions I have never found in me sufficient mind to balance my
nature, or enough strength in my nature to counteract the power of my
mind.  But enough of this, for there is truth in the old saying: 'Si
brevis esse volo, obscurus fio', and I believe that, without
offending against modesty, I can apply to myself the following words
of my dear Virgil:

    'Nec sum adeo informis: nuper me in littore vidi
     Cum placidum ventis staret mare.'

The chief business of my life has always been to indulge my senses; I
never knew anything of greater importance.  I felt myself born for
the fair sex, I have ever loved it dearly, and I have been loved by
it as often and as much as I could.  I have likewise always had a
great weakness for good living, and I ever felt passionately fond of
every object which excited my curiosity.

I have had friends who have acted kindly towards me, and it has been
my good fortune to have it in my power to give them substantial
proofs of my gratitude.  I have had also bitter enemies who have
persecuted me, and whom I have not crushed simply because I could not
do it.  I never would have forgiven them, had I not lost the memory
of all the injuries they had heaped upon me.  The man who forgets
does not forgive, he only loses the remembrance of the harm inflicted
on him; forgiveness is the offspring of a feeling of heroism, of a
noble heart, of a generous mind, whilst forgetfulness is only the
result of a weak memory, or of an easy carelessness, and still
oftener of a natural desire for calm and quietness.  Hatred, in the
course of time, kills the unhappy wretch who delights in nursing it
in his bosom.

Should anyone bring against me an accusation of sensuality he would
be wrong, for all the fierceness of my senses never caused me to
neglect any of my duties.  For the same excellent reason, the
accusation of drunkenness ought not to have been brought against
Homer:

     'Laudibus arguitur vini vinosus Homerus.'

I have always been fond of highly-seasoned, rich dishes, such as
macaroni prepared by a skilful Neapolitan cook, the olla-podrida of
the Spaniards, the glutinous codfish from Newfoundland, game with a
strong flavour, and cheese the perfect state of which is attained
when the tiny animaculae formed from its very essence begin to shew
signs of life.  As for women, I have always found the odour of my
beloved ones exceeding pleasant.

What depraved tastes! some people will exclaim.  Are you not ashamed
to confess such inclinations without blushing!  Dear critics, you
make me laugh heartily.  Thanks to my coarse tastes, I believe myself
happier than other men, because I am convinced that they enhance my
enjoyment.  Happy are those who know how to obtain pleasures without
injury to anyone; insane are those who fancy that the Almighty can
enjoy the sufferings, the pains, the fasts and abstinences which they
offer to Him as a sacrifice, and that His love is granted only to
those who tax themselves so foolishly.  God can only demand from His
creatures the practice of virtues the seed of which He has sown in
their soul, and all He has given unto us has been intended for our
happiness; self-love, thirst for praise, emulation, strength,
courage, and a power of which nothing can deprive us--the power of
self-destruction, if, after due calculation, whether false or just,
we unfortunately reckon death to be advantageous.  This is the
strongest proof of our moral freedom so much attacked by sophists.
Yet this power of self-destruction is repugnant to nature, and has
been rightly opposed by every religion.

A so-called free-thinker told me at one time that I could not
consider myself a philosopher if I placed any faith in revelation.
But when we accept it readily in physics, why should we reject it in
religious matters?  The form alone is the point in question.  The
spirit speaks to the spirit, and not to the ears.  The principles of
everything we are acquainted with must necessarily have been revealed
to those from whom we have received them by the great, supreme
principle, which contains them all.  The bee erecting its hive, the
swallow building its nest, the ant constructing its cave, and the
spider warping its web, would never have done anything but for a
previous and everlasting revelation.  We must either believe that it
is so, or admit that matter is endowed with thought.  But as we dare
not pay such a compliment to matter, let us stand by revelation.

The great philosopher, who having deeply studied nature, thought he
had found the truth because he acknowledged nature as God, died too
soon.  Had he lived a little while longer, he would have gone much
farther, and yet his journey would have been but a short one, for
finding himself in his Author, he could not have denied Him: In Him
we move and have our being.  He would have found Him inscrutable, and
thus would have ended his journey.

God, great principle of all minor principles, God, who is Himself
without a principle, could not conceive Himself, if, in order to do
it, He required to know His own principle.

Oh, blissful ignorance!  Spinosa, the virtuous Spinosa, died before
he could possess it.  He would have died a learned man and with a
right to the reward his virtue deserved, if he had only supposed his
soul to be immortal!

It is not true that a wish for reward is unworthy of real virtue, and
throws a blemish upon its purity.  Such a pretension, on the
contrary, helps to sustain virtue, man being himself too weak to
consent to be virtuous only for his own 'gratification.  I hold as a
myth that Amphiaraus who preferred to be good than to seem good.  In
fact, I do not believe there is an honest man alive without some
pretension, and here is mine.

I pretend to the friendship, to the esteem, to the gratitude of my
readers.  I claim their gratitude, if my Memoirs can give them
instruction and pleasure; I claim their esteem if, rendering me
justice, they find more good qualities in me than faults, and I claim
their friendship as soon as they deem me worthy of it by the candour
and the good faith with which I abandon myself to their judgment,
without disguise and exactly as I am in reality.  They will find that
I have always had such sincere love for truth, that I have often
begun by telling stories for the purpose of getting truth to enter
the heads of those who could not appreciate its charms.  They will
not form a wrong opinion of me when they see one emptying the purse
of my friends to satisfy my fancies, for those friends entertained
idle schemes, and by giving them the hope of success I trusted to
disappointment to cure them.  I would deceive them to make them
wiser, and I did not consider myself guilty, for I applied to my own
enjoyment sums of money which would have been lost in the vain
pursuit of possessions denied by nature; therefore I was not actuated
by any avaricious rapacity.  I might think myself guilty if I were
rich now, but I have nothing.  I have squandered everything; it is my
comfort and my justification.  The money was intended for extravagant
follies, and by applying it to my own frolics I did not turn it into
a very different, channel.

If I were deceived in my hope to please, I candidly confess I would
regret it, but not sufficiently so to repent having written my
Memoirs, for, after all, writing them has given me pleasure.  Oh,
cruel ennui!  It must be by mistake that those who have invented the
torments of hell have forgotten to ascribe thee the first place among
them.  Yet I am bound to own that I entertain a great fear of hisses;
it is too natural a fear for me to boast of being insensible to them,
and I cannot find any solace in the idea that, when these Memoirs are
published, I shall be no more.  I cannot think without a shudder of
contracting any obligation towards death: I hate death; for, happy or
miserable, life is the only blessing which man possesses, and those
who do not love it are unworthy of it.  If we prefer honour to life,
it is because life is blighted by infamy; and if, in the alternative,
man sometimes throws away his life, philosophy must remain silent.

Oh, death, cruel death!  Fatal law which nature necessarily rejects
because thy very office is to destroy nature!  Cicero says that death
frees us from all pains and sorrows, but this great philosopher books
all the expense without taking the receipts into account.  I do not
recollect if, when he wrote his 'Tusculan Disputations', his own
Tullia was dead.  Death is a monster which turns away from the great
theatre an attentive hearer before the end of the play which deeply
interests him, and this is reason enough to hate it.

All my adventures are not to be found in these Memoirs; I have left
out those which might have offended the persons who have played a
sorry part therein.  In spite of this reserve, my readers will
perhaps often think me indiscreet, and I am sorry for it.  Should I
perchance become wiser before I give up the ghost, I might burn every
one of these sheets, but now I have not courage enough to do it.

It may be that certain love scenes will be considered too explicit,
but let no one blame me, unless it be for lack of skill, for I ought
not to be scolded because, in my old age, I can find no other
enjoyment but that which recollections of the past afford to me.
After all, virtuous and prudish readers are at liberty to skip over
any offensive pictures, and I think it my duty to give them this
piece of advice; so much the worse for those who may not read my
preface; it is no fault of mine if they do not, for everyone ought to
know that a preface is to a book what the play-bill is to a comedy;
both must be read.

My Memoirs are not written for young persons who, in order to avoid
false steps and slippery roads, ought to spend their youth in
blissful ignorance, but for those who, having thorough experience of
life, are no longer exposed to temptation, and who, having but too
often gone through the fire, are like salamanders, and can be
scorched by it no more.  True virtue is but a habit, and I have no
hesitation in saying that the really virtuous are those persons who
can practice virtue without the slightest trouble; such persons are
always full of toleration, and it is to them that my Memoirs are
addressed.

I have written in French, and not in Italian, because the French
language is more universal than mine, and the purists, who may
criticise in my style some Italian turns will be quite right, but
only in case it should prevent them from understanding me clearly.
The Greeks admired Theophrastus in spite of his Eresian style, and
the Romans delighted in their Livy in spite of his Patavinity.
Provided I amuse my readers, it seems to me that I can claim the same
indulgence.  After all, every Italian reads Algarotti with pleasure,
although his works are full of French idioms.

There is one thing worthy of notice: of all the living languages
belonging to the republic of letters, the French tongue is the only
one which has been condemned by its masters never to borrow in order
to become richer, whilst all other languages, although richer in
words than the French, plunder from it words and constructions of
sentences, whenever they find that by such robbery they add something
to their own beauty.  Yet those who borrow the most from the French,
are the most forward in trumpeting the poverty of that language, very
likely thinking that such an accusation justifies their depredations.
It is said that the French language has attained the apogee of its
beauty, and that the smallest foreign loan would spoil it, but I make
bold to assert that this is prejudice, for, although it certainly is
the most clear, the most logical of all languages, it would be great
temerity to affirm that it can never go farther or higher than it has
gone.  We all recollect that, in the days of Lulli, there was but one
opinion of his music, yet Rameau came and everything was changed.
The new impulse given to the French nation may open new and
unexpected horizons, and new beauties, fresh perfections, may spring
up from new combinations and from new wants.

The motto I have adopted justifies my digressions, and all the
commentaries, perhaps too numerous, in which I indulge upon my
various exploits: 'Nequidquam sapit qui sibi non sapit'.  For the
same reason I have always felt a great desire to receive praise and
applause from polite society:

    'Excitat auditor stadium, laudataque virtus
     Crescit, et immensum gloria calcar habet.

I would willingly have displayed here the proud axiom: 'Nemo laeditur
nisi a se ipso', had I not feared to offend the immense number of
persons who, whenever anything goes wrong with them, are wont to
exclaim, "It is no fault of mine!"  I cannot deprive them of that
small particle of comfort, for, were it not for it, they would soon
feel hatred for themselves, and self-hatred often leads to the fatal
idea of self-destruction.

As for myself I always willingly acknowledge my own self as the
principal cause of every good or of every evil which may befall me;
therefore I have always found myself capable of being my own pupil,
and ready to love my teacher.







                         THE MEMOIRS OF
                        JACQUES CASANOVA


CHAPTER I

My Family Pedigree--My Childhood


Don Jacob Casanova, the illegitimate son of Don Francisco Casanova,
was a native of Saragosa, the capital of Aragon, and in the year of
1428 he carried off Dona Anna Palofax from her convent, on the day
after she had taken the veil.  He was secretary to King Alfonso.  He
ran away with her to Rome, where, after one year of imprisonment, the
pope, Martin III., released Anna from her vows, and gave them the
nuptial blessing at the instance of Don Juan Casanova, majordomo of
the Vatican, and uncle of Don Jacob.  All the children born from that
marriage died in their infancy, with the exception of Don Juan, who,
in 1475, married Donna Eleonora Albini, by whom he had a son, Marco
Antonio.

In 1481, Don Juan, having killed an officer of the king of Naples,
was compelled to leave Rome, and escaped to Como with his wife and
his son; but having left that city to seek his fortune, he died while
traveling with Christopher Columbus in the year 1493.

Marco Antonio became a noted poet of the school of Martial, and was
secretary to Cardinal Pompeo Colonna.

The satire against Giulio de Medicis, which we find in his works,
having made it necessary for him to leave Rome, he returned to Como,
where he married Abondia Rezzonica.  The same Giulio de Medicis,
having become pope under the name of Clement VII, pardoned him and
called him back to Rome with his wife.  The city having been taken
and ransacked by the Imperialists in 1526, Marco Antonio died there
from an attack of the plague; otherwise he would have died of misery,
the soldiers of Charles V. having taken all he possessed.  Pierre
Valerien speaks of him in his work 'de infelicitate litteratorum'.

Three months after his death, his wife gave birth to Jacques
Casanova, who died in France at a great age, colonel in the army
commanded by Farnese against Henri, king of Navarre, afterwards king
of France.  He had left in the city of Parma a son who married
Theresa Conti, from whom he had Jacques, who, in the year 1681,
married Anna Roli.  Jacques had two sons, Jean-Baptiste and Gaetan-
Joseph-Jacques.  The eldest left Parma in 1712, and was never heard
of; the other also went away in 1715, being only nineteen years old.

This is all I have found in my father's diary: from my mother's lips
I have heard the following particulars:

Gaetan-Joseph-Jacques left his family, madly in love with an actress
named Fragoletta, who performed the chambermaids.  In his poverty, he
determined to earn a living by making the most of his own person.  At
first he gave himself up to dancing, and five years afterwards became
an actor, making himself conspicuous by his conduct still more than
by his talent.

Whether from fickleness or from jealousy, he abandoned the
Fragoletta, and joined in Venice a troop of comedians then giving
performances at the Saint-Samuel Theatre.  Opposite the house in
which he had taken his lodging resided a shoemaker, by name Jerome
Farusi, with his wife Marzia, and Zanetta, their only daughter--a
perfect beauty sixteen years of age.  The young actor fell in love
with this girl, succeeded in gaining her affection, and in obtaining
her consent to a runaway match.  It was the only way to win her, for,
being an actor, he never could have had Marzia's consent, still less
Jerome's, as in their eyes a player was a most awful individual.  The
young lovers, provided with the necessary certificates and
accompanied by two witnesses, presented themselves before the
Patriarch of Venice, who performed over them the marriage ceremony.
Marzia, Zanetta's mother, indulged in a good deal of exclamation, and
the father died broken-hearted.

I was born nine months afterwards, on the 2nd of April, 1725.

The following April my mother left me under the care of her own
mother, who had forgiven her as soon as she had heard that my father
had promised never to compel her to appear on the stage.  This is a
promise which all actors make to the young girls they marry, and
which they never fulfil, simply because their wives never care much
about claiming from them the performance of it.  Moreover, it turned
out a very fortunate thing for my mother that she had studied for the
stage, for nine years later, having been left a widow with six
children, she could not have brought them up if it had not been for
the resources she found in that profession.

I was only one year old when my father left me to go to London, where
he had an engagement.  It was in that great city that my mother made
her first appearance on the stage, and in that city likewise that she
gave birth to my brother Francois, a celebrated painter of battles,
now residing in Vienna, where he has followed his profession since
1783.

Towards the end of the year 1728 my mother returned to Venice with
her husband, and as she had become an actress she continued her
artistic life.  In 1730 she was delivered of my brother Jean, who
became Director of the Academy of painting at Dresden, and died there
in 1795; and during the three following years she became the mother
of two daughters, one of whom died at an early age, while the other
married in Dresden, where she still lived in 1798.  I had also a
posthumous brother, who became a priest; he died in Rome fifteen
years ago.

Let us now come to the dawn of my existence in the character of a
thinking being.

The organ of memory began to develop itself in me at the beginning of
August, 1733.  I had at that time reached the age of eight years and
four months.  Of what may have happened to me before that period I
have not the faintest recollection.  This is the circumstance.

I was standing in the corner of a room bending towards the wall,
supporting my head, and my eyes fixed upon a stream of blood flowing
from my nose to the ground.  My grandmother, Marzia, whose pet I was,
came to me, bathed my face with cold water, and, unknown to everyone
in the house, took me with her in a gondola as far as Muran, a
thickly-populated island only half a league distant from Venice.

Alighting from the gondola, we enter a wretched hole, where we find
an old woman sitting on a rickety bed, holding a black cat in her
arms, with five or six more purring around her.  The two old cronies
held together a long discourse of which, most likely, I was the
subject.  At the end of the dialogue, which was carried on in the
patois of Forli, the witch having received a silver ducat from my
grandmother, opened a box, took me in her arms, placed me in the box
and locked me in it, telling me not to be frightened--a piece of
advice which would certainly have had the contrary effect, if I had
had any wits about me, but I was stupefied.  I kept myself quiet in a
corner of the box, holding a handkerchief to my nose because it was
still bleeding, and otherwise very indifferent to the uproar going on
outside.  I could hear in turn, laughter, weeping, singing, screams,
shrieks, and knocking against the box, but for all that I cared
nought.  At last I am taken out of the box; the blood stops flowing.
The wonderful old witch, after lavishing caresses upon me, takes off
my clothes, lays me on the bed, burns some drugs, gathers the smoke
in a sheet which she wraps around me, pronounces incantations, takes
the sheet off me, and gives me five sugar-plums of a very agreeable
taste.  Then she immediately rubs my temples and the nape of my neck
with an ointment exhaling a delightful perfume, and puts my clothes
on me again.  She told me that my haemorrhage would little by little
leave me, provided I should never disclose to any one what she had
done to cure me, and she threatened me, on the other hand, with the
loss of all my blood and with death, should I ever breathe a word
concerning those mysteries.  After having thus taught me my lesson,
she informed me that a beautiful lady would pay me a visit during the
following night, and that she would make me happy, on condition that
I should have sufficient control over myself never to mention to
anyone my having received such a visit.  Upon this we left and
returned home.

I fell asleep almost as soon as I was in bed, without giving a
thought to the beautiful visitor I was to receive; but, waking up a
few hours afterwards, I saw, or fancied I saw, coming down the
chimney, a dazzling woman, with immense hoops, splendidly attired,
and wearing on her head a crown set with precious stones, which
seemed to me sparkling with fire.  With slow steps, but with a
majestic and sweet countenance, she came forward and sat on my bed;
then taking several small boxes from her pocket, she emptied their
contents over my head, softly whispering a few words, and after
giving utterance to a long speech, not a single word of which I
understood, she kissed me and disappeared the same way she had come.
I soon went again to sleep.

The next morning, my grandmother came to dress me, and the moment she
was near my bed, she cautioned me to be silent, threatening me with
death if I dared to say anything respecting my night's adventures.
This command, laid upon me by the only woman who had complete
authority over me, and whose orders I was accustomed to obey blindly,
caused me to remember the vision, and to store it, with the seal of
secrecy, in the inmost corner of my dawning memory.  I had not,
however, the slightest inclination to mention the circumstances to
anyone; in the first place, because I did not suppose it would
interest anybody, and in the second because I would not have known
whom to make a confidant of.  My disease had rendered me dull and
retired; everybody pitied me and left me to myself; my life was
considered likely to be but a short one, and as to my parents, they
never spoke to me.

After the journey to Muran, and the nocturnal visit of the fairy, I
continued to have bleeding at the nose, but less from day to day, and
my memory slowly developed itself.  I learned to read in less than a
month.

It would be ridiculous, of course, to attribute this cure to such
follies, but at the same time I think it would be wrong to assert
that they did not in any way contribute to it.  As far as the
apparition of the beautiful queen is concerned, I have always deemed
it to be a dream, unless it should have been some masquerade got up
for the occasion, but it is not always in the druggist's shop that
are found the best remedies for severe diseases.  Our ignorance is
every day proved by some wonderful phenomenon, and I believe this to
be the reason why it is so difficult to meet with a learned man
entirely untainted with superstition.  We know, as a matter of
course, that there never have been any sorcerers in this world, yet
it is true that their power has always existed in the estimation of
those to whom crafty knaves have passed themselves off as such.
'Somnio nocturnos lemures portentaque Thessalia vides'.

Many things become real which, at first, had no existence but in our
imagination, and, as a natural consequence, many facts which have
been attributed to Faith may not always have been miraculous,
although they are true miracles for those who lend to Faith a
boundless power.

The next circumstance of any importance to myself which I recollect
happened three months after my trip to Muran, and six weeks before my
father's death.  I give it to my readers only to convey some idea of
the manner in which my nature was expanding.

One day, about the middle of November, I was with my brother
Francois, two years younger than I, in my father's room, watching him
attentively as he was working at optics.  A large lump of crystal,
round and cut into facets, attracted my attention.  I took it up, and
having brought it near my eyes I was delighted to see that it
multiplied objects.  The wish to possess myself of it at once got
hold of me, and seeing myself unobserved I took my opportunity and
hid it in my pocket.

A few minutes after this my father looked about for his crystal, and
unable to find it, he concluded that one of us must have taken it.
My brother asserted that he had not touched it, and I, although
guilty, said the same; but my father, satisfied that he could not be
mistaken, threatened to search us and to thrash the one who had told
him a story.  I pretended to look for the crystal in every corner of
the room, and, watching my opportunity I slyly slipped it in the
pocket of my brother's jacket.  At first I was sorry for what I had
done, for I might as well have feigned to find the crystal somewhere
about the room; but the evil deed was past recall.  My father, seeing
that we were looking in vain, lost patience, searched us, found the
unlucky ball of crystal in the pocket of the innocent boy, and
inflicted upon him the promised thrashing.  Three or four years later
I was foolish enough to boast before my brother of the trick I had
then played on him; he never forgave me, and has never failed to take
his revenge whenever the opportunity offered.

However, having at a later period gone to confession, and accused
myself to the priest of the sin with every circumstance surrounding
it, I gained some knowledge which afforded me great satisfaction.  My
confessor, who was a Jesuit, told me that by that deed I had verified
the meaning of my first name, Jacques, which, he said, meant, in
Hebrew, "supplanter," and that God had changed for that reason the
name of the ancient patriarch into that of Israel, which meant
"knowing."  He had deceived his brother Esau.

Six weeks after the above adventure my father was attacked with an
abscess in the head which carried him off in a week.  Dr. Zambelli
first gave him oppilative remedies, and, seeing his mistake, he tried
to mend it by administering castoreum, which sent his patient into
convulsions and killed him.  The abscess broke out through the ear
one minute after his death, taking its leave after killing him, as if
it had no longer any business with him.  My father departed this life
in the very prime of his manhood.  He was only thirty-six years of
age, but he was followed to his grave by the regrets of the public,
and more particularly of all the patricians amongst whom he was held
as above his profession, not less on account of his gentlemanly
behaviour than on account of his extensive knowledge in mechanics.

Two days before his death, feeling that his end was at hand, my
father expressed a wish to see us all around his bed, in the presence
of his wife and of the Messieurs Grimani, three Venetian noblemen
whose protection he wished to entreat in our favour.  After giving us
his blessing, he requested our mother, who was drowned in tears, to
give her sacred promise that she would not educate any of us for the
stage, on which he never would have appeared himself had he not been
led to it by an unfortunate attachment.  My mother gave her promise,
and the three noblemen said that they would see to its being
faithfully kept.  Circumstances helped our mother to fulfill her
word.

At that time my mother had been pregnant for six months, and she was
allowed to remain away from the stage until after Easter.  Beautiful
and young as she was, she declined all the offers of marriage which
were made to her, and, placing her trust in Providence, she
courageously devoted herself to the task of bringing up her young
family.

She considered it a duty to think of me before the others, not so
much from a feeling of preference as in consequence of my disease,
which had such an effect upon me that it was difficult to know what
to do with me.  I was very weak, without any appetite, unable to
apply myself to anything, and I had all the appearance of an idiot.
Physicians disagreed as to the cause of the disease.  He loses, they
would say, two pounds of blood every week; yet there cannot be more
than sixteen or eighteen pounds in his body.  What, then, can cause
so abundant a bleeding?  One asserted that in me all the chyle turned
into blood; another was of opinion that the air I was breathing must,
at each inhalation, increase the quantity of blood in my lungs, and
contended that this was the reason for which I always kept my mouth
open.  I heard of it all six years afterward from M. Baffo, a great
friend of my late father.

This M.  Baffo consulted the celebrated Doctor Macop, of Padua, who
sent him his opinion by writing.  This consultation, which I have
still in my possession, says that our blood is an elastic fluid which
is liable to diminish or to increase in thickness, but never in
quantity, and that my haemorrhage could only proceed from the
thickness of the mass of my blood, which relieved itself in a natural
way in order to facilitate circulation.  The doctor added that I
would have died long before, had not nature, in its wish for life,
assisted itself, and he concluded by stating that the cause of the
thickness of my blood could only be ascribed to the air I was
breathing and that consequently I must have a change of air, or every
hope of cure be abandoned.  He thought likewise, that the stupidity
so apparent on my countenance was caused by nothing else but the
thickness of my blood.

M. Baffo, a man of sublime genius, a most lascivious, yet a great and
original poet, was therefore instrumental in bringing about the
decision which was then taken to send me to Padua, and to him I am
indebted for my life.  He died twenty years after, the last of his
ancient patrician family, but his poems, although obscene, will give
everlasting fame to his name.  The state-inquisitors of Venice have
contributed to his celebrity by their mistaken strictness.  Their
persecutions caused his manuscript works to become precious.  They
ought to have been aware that despised things are forgotten.

As soon as the verdict given by Professor Macop had been approved of,
the Abbe Grimani undertook to find a good boarding-house in Padua for
me, through a chemist of his acquaintance who resided in that city.
His name was Ottaviani, and he was also an antiquarian of some
repute.  In a few days the boarding-house was found, and on the 2nd
day of April, 1734, on the very day I had accomplished my ninth year,
I was taken to Padua in a 'burchiello', along the Brenta Canal.  We
embarked at ten o'clock in the evening, immediately after supper.

The 'burchiello' may be considered a small floating house.  There is
a large saloon with a smaller cabin at  each end, and rooms for
servants fore and aft.  It is a long square with a roof, and cut on
each side by glazed  windows with shutters.  The voyage takes eight
hours.  M. Grimani, M. Baffo, and my mother accompanied me. I slept
with her in the saloon, and the two friends passed the night in one
of the cabins.  My mother rose at day break, opened one of the
windows facing the bed, and the rays of the rising sun, falling on my
eyes, caused me to open them.  The bed was too low for me to see the
land; I could see through the window only the tops of the trees along
the river.  The boat was sailing with such an even movement that I
could not realize the fact of our moving, so that the trees, which,
one after the other, were rapidly disappearing from my sight, caused
me an extreme surprise.  "Ah, dear mother!" I exclaimed, "what is
this?  the trees are walking!"  At that very moment the two noblemen
came in, and reading astonishment on my countenance, they asked me
what my thoughts were so busy about.  "How is it," I answered, "that
the trees are walking."

They all laughed, but my mother, heaving a great sigh, told me, in a
tone of deep pity, "The boat is moving, the trees are not.  Now dress
yourself."

I understood at once the reason of the phenomenon.  "Then it may be,"
said I, "that the sun does not move, and that we, on the contrary,
are revolving from west to east."  At these words my good mother
fairly screamed.  M. Grimani pitied my foolishness, and I remained
dismayed, grieved, and ready to cry.  M.  Baffo brought me life
again.  He rushed to me, embraced me tenderly, and said, "Thou are
right, my child.  The sun does not move; take courage, give heed to
your reasoning powers and let others laugh."

My mother, greatly surprised, asked him whether he had taken leave of
his senses to give me such lessons; but the philosopher, not even
condescending to answer her, went on sketching a theory in harmony
with my young and simple intelligence.  This was the first real
pleasure I enjoyed in my life.  Had it not been for M. Baffo, this
circumstance might have been enough to degrade my understanding; the
weakness of credulity would have become part of my mind.  The
ignorance of the two others would certainly have blunted in me the
edge of a faculty which, perhaps, has not carried me very far in my
after life, but to which alone I feel that I am indebted for every
particle of happiness I enjoy when I look into myself.

We reached Padua at an early hour and went to Ottaviani's house; his
wife loaded me with caresses.  I found there five or six children,
amongst them a girl of eight years, named Marie, and another of
seven, Rose, beautiful as a seraph.  Ten years later Marie became the
wife of the broker Colonda, and Rose, a few years afterwards, married
a nobleman, Pierre Marcello, and had one son and two daughters, one
of whom was wedded to M. Pierre Moncenigo, and the other to a
nobleman of the Carrero family.  This last marriage was afterwards
nullified.  I shall have, in the course of events, to speak of all
these persons, and that is my reason for mentioning their names here.

Ottaviani took us at once to the house where I was to board.  It was
only a few yards from his own residence, at Sainte-Marie d'Advance,
in the parish of Saint-Michel, in the house of an old Sclavonian
woman, who let the first floor to Signora Mida, wife of a Sclavonian
colonel.  My small trunk was laid open before the old woman, to whom
was handed an inventory of all its contents, together with six
sequins for six months paid in advance.  For this small sum she
undertook to feed me, to keep me clean, and to send me to a day-
school.  Protesting that it was not enough, she accepted these terms.
I was kissed and strongly commanded to be always obedient and docile,
and I was left with her.

In this way did my family get rid of me.




CHAPTER II

My Grandmother Comes to Padua, and Takes Me to Dr. Gozzi's School
--My First Love Affair


As soon as I was left alone with the Sclavonian woman, she took me up
to the garret, where she pointed out my bed in a row with four
others, three of which belonged to three young boys of my age, who at
that moment were at school, and the fourth to a servant girl whose
province it was to watch us and to prevent the many peccadilloes in
which school-boys are wont to indulge.  After this visit we came
downstairs, and I was taken to the garden with permission to walk
about until dinner-time.

I felt neither happy nor unhappy; I had nothing to say.  I had
neither fear nor hope, nor even a feeling of curiosity; I was neither
cheerful nor sad.  The only thing which grated upon me was the face
of the mistress of the house.  Although I had not the faintest idea
either of beauty or of ugliness, her face, her countenance, her tone
of voice, her language, everything in that woman was repulsive to me.
Her masculine features repelled me every time I lifted my eyes
towards her face to listen to what she said to me.  She was tall and
coarse like a trooper; her complexion was yellow, her hair black, her
eyebrows long and thick, and her chin gloried in a respectable
bristly beard: to complete the picture, her hideous, half-naked bosom
was hanging half-way down her long chest; she may have been about
fifty.  The servant was a stout country girl, who did all the work of
the house; the garden was a square of some thirty feet, which had no
other beauty than its green appearance.

Towards noon my three companions came back from school, and they at
once spoke to me as if we had been old acquaintances, naturally
giving me credit for such intelligence as belonged to my age, but
which I did not possess.  I did not answer them, but they were not
baffled, and they at last prevailed upon me to share their innocent
pleasures.  I had to run, to carry and be carried, to turn head over
heels, and I allowed myself to be initiated into those arts with a
pretty good grace until we were summoned to dinner.  I sat down to
the table; but seeing before me a wooden spoon, I pushed it back,
asking for my silver spoon and fork to which I was much attached,
because they were a gift from my good old granny.  The servant
answered that the mistress wished to maintain equality between the
boys, and I had to submit, much to my disgust.  Having thus learned
that equality in everything was the rule of the house, I went to work
like the others and began to eat the soup out of the common dish, and
if I did not complain of the rapidity with which my companions made
it disappear, I could not help wondering at such inequality being
allowed.  To follow this very poor soup, we had a small portion of
dried cod and one apple each, and dinner was over: it was in Lent.
We had neither glasses nor cups, and we all helped ourselves out of
the same earthen pitcher to a miserable drink called graspia, which
is made by boiling in water the stems of grapes stripped of their
fruit.  From the following day I drank nothing but water.  This way
of living surprised me, for I did not know whether I had a right to
complain of it.  After dinner the servant took me to the school, kept
by a young priest, Doctor Gozzi, with whom the Sclavonian woman had
bargained for my schooling at the rate of forty sous a month, or the
eleventh part of a sequin.

The first thing to do was to teach me writing, and I was placed
amongst children of five and six years, who did not fail to turn me
into ridicule on account of my age.

On my return to the boarding-house I had my supper, which, as a
matter of course, was worse than the dinner, and I could not make out
why the right of complaint should be denied me.  I was then put to
bed, but there three well-known species of vermin kept me awake all
night, besides the rats, which, running all over the garret, jumped
on my bed and fairly made my blood run cold with fright.  This is the
way in which I began to feel misery, and to learn how to suffer it
patiently.  The vermin, which feasted upon me, lessened my fear of
the rats, and by a very lucky system of compensation, the dread of
the rats made me less sensitive to the bites of the vermin.  My mind
was reaping benefit from the very struggle fought between the evils
which surrounded me.  The servant was perfectly deaf to my screaming.

As soon as it was daylight I ran out of the wretched garret, and,
after complaining to the girl of all I had endured during the night,
I asked her to give me a Clean shirt, the one I had on being
disgusting to look at, but she answered that I could only change my
linen on a Sunday, and laughed at me when I threatened to complain to
the mistress.  For the first time in my life I shed tears of sorrow
and of anger, when I heard my companions scoffing at me.  The poor
wretches shared my unhappy condition, but they were used to it, and
that makes all the difference.

Sorely depressed, I went to school, but only to sleep soundly through
the morning.  One of my comrades, in the hope of turning the affair
into ridicule at my expense, told the doctor the reason of my being
so sleepy.  The good priest, however, to whom without doubt
Providence had guided me, called me into his private room, listened
to all I had to say, saw with his own eyes the proofs of my misery,
and moved by the sight of the blisters which disfigured my innocent
skin, he took up his cloak, went with me to my boarding-house, and
shewed the woman the state I was in.  She put on a look of great
astonishment, and threw all the blame upon the servant.  The doctor
being curious to see my bed, I was, as much as he was, surprised at
the filthy state of the sheets in which I had passed the night.  The
accursed woman went on blaming the servant, and said that she would
discharge her; but the girl, happening to be close by, and not
relishing the accusation, told her boldly that the fault was her own,
and she then threw open the beds of my companions to shew us that
they did not experience any better treatment.  The mistress, raving,
slapped her on the face, and the servant, to be even with her,
returned the compliment and ran away.  The doctor left me there,
saying that I could not enter his school unless I was sent to him as
clean as the other boys.  The result for me was a very sharp rebuke,
with the threat, as a finishing stroke, that if I ever caused such a
broil again, I would be ignominiously turned out of the house.

I could not make it out; I had just entered life, and I had no
knowledge of any other place but the house in which I had been born,
in which I had been brought up, and in which I had always seen
cleanliness and honest comfort.  Here I found myself ill-treated,
scolded, although it did not seem possible that any blame could be
attached to me.  At last the old shrew tossed a shirt in my face, and
an hour later I saw a new servant changing the sheets, after which we
had our dinner.

My schoolmaster took particular care in instructing me.  He gave me a
seat at his own desk, and in order to shew my proper appreciation of
such a favour, I gave myself up to my studies; at the end of the
first month I could write so well that I was promoted to the grammar
class.

The new life I was leading, the half-starvation system to which I was
condemned, and most likely more than everything else, the air of
Padua, brought me health such as I had never enjoyed before, but that
very state of blooming health made it still more difficult for me to
bear the hunger which I was compelled to endure; it became
unbearable.  I was growing rapidly; I enjoyed nine hours of deep
sleep, unbroken by any dreams, save that I always fancied myself
sitting at a well-spread table, and gratifying my cruel appetite, but
every morning I could realize in full the vanity and the unpleasant
disappointment of flattering dreams!  This ravenous appetite would at
last have weakened me to death, had I not made up my mind to pounce
upon, and to swallow, every kind of eatables I could find, whenever I
was certain of not being seen.

Necessity begets ingenuity.  I had spied in a cupboard of the kitchen
some fifty red herrings; I devoured them all one after the other, as
well as all the sausages which were hanging in the chimney to be
smoked; and in order to accomplish those feats without being
detected, I was in the habit of getting up at night and of
undertaking my foraging expeditions under the friendly veil of
darkness.  Every new-laid egg I could discover in the poultry-yard,
quite warm and scarcely dropped by the hen, was a most delicious
treat.  I would even go as far as the kitchen of the schoolmaster in
the hope of pilfering something to eat.

The Sclavonian woman, in despair at being unable to catch the
thieves, turned away servant after servant.  But, in spite of all my
expeditions, as I could not always find something to steal, I was as
thin as a walking skeleton.

My progress at school was so rapid during four or five months that
the master promoted me to the rank of dux.  My province was to
examine the lessons of my thirty school-fellows, to correct their
mistakes and report to the master with whatever note of blame or of
approval I thought they deserved; but my strictness did not last
long, for idle boys soon found out the way to enlist my sympathy.
When their Latin lesson was full of mistakes, they would buy me off
with cutlets and roast chickens; they even gave me money.  These
proceedings excited my covetousness, or, rather, my gluttony, and,
not satisfied with levying a tax upon the ignorant, I became a
tyrant, and I refused well-merited approbation to all those who
declined paying the contribution I demanded.  At last, unable to bear
my injustice any longer, the boys accused me, and the master, seeing
me convicted of extortion, removed me from my exalted position.  I
would very likely have fared badly after my dismissal, had not Fate
decided to put an end to my cruel apprenticeship.

Doctor Gozzi, who was attached to me, called me privately one day
into his study, and asked me whether I would feel disposed to carry
out the advice he would give me in order to bring about my removal
from the house of the Sclavonian woman, and my admission in his own
family.  Finding me delighted at such an offer, he caused me to copy
three letters which I sent, one to the Abbe Grimani, another to my
friend Baffo, and the last to my excellent grandam.  The half-year
was nearly out, and my mother not being in Venice at that period
there was no time to lose.

In my letters I gave a description of all my sufferings, and I
prognosticated my death were I not immediately removed from my
boarding-house and placed under the care of my school-master, who was
disposed to receive me; but he wanted two sequins a month.

M. Grimani did not answer me, and commissioned his friend Ottaviani
to scold me for allowing myself to be ensnared by the doctor; but M.
Baffo went to consult with my grandmother, who could not write, and
in a letter which he addressed to me he informed me that I would soon
find myself in a happier situation.  And, truly, within a week the
excellent old woman, who loved me until her death, made her
appearance as I was sitting down to my dinner.  She came in with the
mistress of the house, and the moment I saw her I threw my arms
around her neck, crying bitterly, in which luxury the old lady soon
joined me.  She sat down and took me on her knees; my courage rose
again.  In the presence of the Sclavonian woman I enumerated all my
grievances, and after calling her attention to the food, fit only for
beggars, which I was compelled to swallow, I took her upstairs to
shew her my bed.  I begged her to take me out and give me a good
dinner after six months of such starvation.  The boarding-house
keeper boldly asserted that she could not afford better for the
amount she had received, and there was truth in that, but she had no
business to keep house and to become the tormentor of poor children
who were thrown on her hands by stinginess, and who required to be
properly fed.

My grandmother very quietly intimated her intention to take me away
forthwith, and asked her to put all my things in my trunk.  I cannot
express my joy during these preparations.  For the first time I felt
that kind of happiness which makes forgiveness compulsory upon the
being who enjoys it, and causes him to forget all previous
unpleasantness.  My grandmother took me to the inn, and dinner was
served, but she could hardly eat anything in her astonishment at the
voracity with which I was swallowing my food.  In the meantime Doctor
Gozzi, to whom she had sent notice of her arrival, came in, and his
appearance soon prepossessed her in his favour.  He was then a fine-
looking priest, twenty-six years of age, chubby, modest, and
respectful.  In less than a quarter of an hour everything was
satisfactorily arranged between them.  The good old lady counted out
twenty-four sequins for one year of my schooling, and took a receipt
for the same, but she kept me with her for three days in order to
have me clothed like a priest, and to get me a wig, as the filthy
state of my hair made it necessary to have it all cut off.

At the end of the three days she took me to the doctor's house, so as
to see herself to my installation and to recommend me to the doctor's
mother, who desired her to send or to buy in Padua a bedstead and
bedding; but the doctor having remarked that, his own bed being very
wide, I might sleep with him, my grandmother expressed her gratitude
for all his kindness, and we accompanied her as far as the burchiello
she had engaged to return to Venice.

The family of Doctor Gozzi was composed of his mother, who had great
reverence for him, because, a peasant by birth, she did not think
herself worthy of having a son who was a priest, and still more a
doctor in divinity; she was plain, old, and cross; and of his father,
a shoemaker by trade, working all day long and never addressing a
word to anyone, not even during the meals.  He only became a sociable
being on holidays, on which occasions he would spend his time with
his friends in some tavern, coming home at midnight as drunk as a
lord and singing verses from Tasso.  When in this blissful state the
good man could not make up his mind to go to bed, and became violent
if anyone attempted to compel him to lie down.  Wine alone gave him
sense and spirit, for when sober he was incapable of attending to the
simplest family matter, and his wife often said that he never would
have married her had not his friends taken care to give him a good
breakfast before he went to the church.

But Doctor Gozzi had also a sister, called Bettina, who at the age of
thirteen was pretty, lively, and a great reader of romances.  Her
father and mother scolded her constantly because she was too often
looking out of the window, and the doctor did the same on account of
her love for reading.  This girl took at once my fancy without my
knowing why, and little by little she kindled in my heart the first
spark of a passion which, afterwards became in me the ruling one.

Six months after I had been an inmate in the house, the doctor found
himself without scholars; they all went away because I had become the
sole object of his affection.  He then determined to establish a
college, and to receive young boys as boarders; but two years passed
before he met with any success.  During that period he taught me
everything he knew; true, it was not much; yet it was enough to open
to me the high road to all sciences.  He likewise taught me the
violin, an accomplishment which proved very useful to me in a
peculiar circumstance, the particulars of which I will give in good
time.  The excellent doctor, who was in no way a philosopher, made me
study the logic of the Peripatetics, and the cosmography of the
ancient system of Ptolemy, at which I would laugh, teasing the poor
doctor with theorems to which he could find no answer.  His habits,
moreover, were irreproachable, and in all things connected with
religion, although no bigot, he was of the greatest strictness, and,
admitting everything as an article of faith, nothing appeared
difficult to his conception.  He believed the deluge to have been
universal, and he thought that, before that great cataclysm, men
lived a thousand years and conversed with God, that Noah took one
hundred years to build the ark, and that the earth, suspended in the
air, is firmly held in the very centre of the universe which God had
created from nothing.  When I would say and prove that it was absurd
to believe in the existence of nothingness, he would stop me short
and call me a fool.

He could enjoy a good bed, a glass of wine, and cheerfulness at home.
He did not admire fine wits, good jests or criticism, because it
easily turns to slander, and he would laugh at the folly of men
reading newspapers which, in his opinion, always lied and constantly
repeated the same things.  He asserted that nothing was more
troublesome than incertitude, and therefore he condemned thought
because it gives birth to doubt.

His ruling passion was preaching, for which his face and his voice
qualified him; his congregation was almost entirely composed of women
of whom, however, he was the sworn enemy; so much so, that he would
not look them in the face even when he spoke to them.  Weakness of
the flesh and fornication appeared to him the most monstrous of sins,
and he would be very angry if I dared to assert that, in my
estimation, they were the most venial of faults.  His sermons were
crammed with passages from the Greek authors, which he translated
into Latin.  One day I ventured to remark that those passages ought
to be translated into Italian because women did not understand Latin
any more than Greek, but he took offence, and I never had afterwards
the courage to allude any more to the matter.  Moreover he praised me
to his friends as a wonder, because I had learned to read Greek
alone, without any assistance but a grammar.

During Lent, in the year 1736, my mother, wrote to the doctor; and,
as she was on the point of her departure for St. Petersburg, she
wished to see me, and requested him to accompany me to Venice for
three or four days.  This invitation set him thinking, for he had
never seen Venice, never frequented good company, and yet he did not
wish to appear a novice in anything.  We were soon ready to leave
Padua, and all the family escorted us to the 'burchiello'.

My mother received the doctor with a most friendly welcome; but she
was strikingly beautiful, and my poor master felt very uncomfortable,
not daring to look her in the face, and yet called upon to converse
with her.  She saw the dilemma he was in, and thought she would have
some amusing sport about it should opportunity present itself.  I, in
the meantime, drew the attention of everyone in her circle; everybody
had known me as a fool, and was amazed at my improvement in the short
space of two years.  The doctor was overjoyed, because he saw that
the full credit of my transformation was given to him.

The first thing which struck my mother unpleasantly was my light-
coloured wig, which was not in harmony with my dark complexion, and
contrasted most woefully with my black eyes and eyebrows.  She
inquired from the doctor why I did not wear my own hair, and he
answered that, with a wig, it was easier for his sister to keep me
clean.  Everyone smiled at the simplicity of the answer, but the
merriment increased when, to the question made by my mother whether
his sister was married, I took the answer upon myself, and said that
Bettina was the prettiest girl of Padua, and was only fourteen years
of age.  My mother promised the doctor a splendid present for his
sister on condition that she would let me wear my own hair, and he
promised that her wishes would be complied with.  The peruke-maker
was then called, and I had a wig which matched my complexion.

Soon afterwards all the guests began to play cards, with the
exception of my master, and I went to see my brothers in my
grandmother's room.  Francois shewed me some architectural designs
which I pretended to admire; Jean had nothing to skew me, and I
thought him a rather insignificant boy.  The others were still very
young.

At the supper-table, the doctor, seated next to my mother, was very
awkward.  He would very likely not have said one word, had not an
Englishman, a writer of talent, addressed him in Latin; but the
doctor, being unable to make him out, modestly answered that he did
not understand English, which caused much hilarity.  M. Baffo,
however, explained the puzzle by telling us that Englishmen read and
pronounced Latin in the same way that they read and spoke their own
language, and I remarked that Englishmen were wrong as much as we
would be, if we pretended to read and to pronounce their language
according to Latin rules.  The Englishman, pleased with my reasoning,
wrote down the following old couplet, and gave it to me to read:

     'Dicite, grammatici, cur mascula nomina cunnus,
      Et cur femineum mentula nomen habet.'

After reading it aloud, I exclaimed, "This is Latin indeed."

"We know that," said my mother, "but can you explain it,"

"To explain it is not enough," I answered; "it is a question which is
worthy of an answer."  And after considering for a moment, I wrote
the following pentameter

     'Disce quod a domino nomina servus habet.'

This was my first literary exploit, and I may say that in that very
instant the seed of my love for literary fame was sown in my breast,
for the applause lavished upon me exalted me to the very pinnacle of
happiness.  The Englishman, quite amazed at my answer, said that no
boy of eleven years had ever accomplished such a feat, embraced me
repeatedly, and presented me with his watch.  My mother, inquisitive
like a woman, asked M.  Grimani to tell her the meaning of the lines,
but as the abbe was not any wiser than she was M. Baffo translated it
in a whisper.  Surprised at my knowledge, she rose from her chair to
get a valuable gold watch and presented to my master, who, not
knowing how to express his deep gratitude, treated us to the most
comic scene.  My mother, in order to save him from the difficulty of
paying her a compliment, offered him her cheek.  He had only to give
her a couple of kisses, the easiest and the most innocent thing in
good company; but the poor man was on burning coals, and so
completely out of countenance that he would, I truly believe, rather
have died than give the kisses.  He drew back with his head down, and
he was allowed to remain in peace until we retired for the night.

When we found ourselves alone in our room, he poured out his heart,
and exclaimed that it was a pity he could not publish in Padua the
distich and my answer.

"And why not?" I said.

"Because both are obscene."

"But they are sublime."

"Let us go to bed and speak no more on the subject.  Your answer was
wonderful, because you cannot possibly know anything of the subject
in question, or of the manner in which verses ought to be written."

As far as the subject was concerned, I knew it by theory; for,
unknown to the doctor, and because he had forbidden it, I had read
Meursius, but it was natural that he should be amazed at my being
able to write verses, when he, who had taught me prosody, never could
compose a single line.  'Nemo dat quod non habet' is a false axiom
when applied to mental acquirements.

Four days afterwards, as we were preparing for our departure, my
mother gave me a parcel for Bettina, and M. Grimani presented me with
four sequins to buy books.  A week later my mother left for St.
Petersburg.

After our return to Padua, my good master for three or four months
never ceased to speak of my mother, and Bettina, having found in the
parcel five yards of black silk and twelve pairs of gloves, became
singularly attached to me, and took such good care of my hair that
in less than six months I was able to give up wearing the wig.  She
used to comb my hair every morning, often before I was out of bed,
saying that she had not time to wait until I was dressed.  She washed
my face, my neck, my chest; lavished on me childish caresses which I
thought innocent, but which caused me to, be angry with myself,
because I felt that they excited me.  Three years younger than she
was, it seemed to me that she could not love me with any idea of
mischief, and the consciousness of my own vicious excitement put me
out of temper with myself.  When, seated on my bed, she would say
that I was getting stouter, and would have the proof of it with her
own hands, she caused me the most intense emotion; but I said
nothing, for fear she would remark my sensitiveness, and when she
would go on saying that my skin was soft, the tickling sensation made
me draw back, angry with myself that I did not dare to do the same to
her, but delighted at her not guessing how I longed to do it.  When I
was dressed, she often gave me the sweetest kisses, calling me her
darling child, but whatever wish I had to follow her example, I was
not yet bold enough.  After some time, however, Bettina laughing at
my timidity, I became more daring and returned her kisses with
interest, but I always gave way the moment I felt a wish to go
further; I then would turn my head, pretending to look for something,
and she would go away.  She was scarcely out of the room before I was
in despair at not having followed the inclination of my nature, and,
astonished at the fact that Bettina could do to me all she was in the
habit of doing without feeling any excitement from it, while I could
hardly refrain from pushing my attacks further, I would every day
determine to change my way of acting.

In the early part of autumn, the doctor received three new boarders;
and one of them, who was fifteen years old, appeared to me in less
than a month on very friendly terms with Bettina.

This circumstance caused me a feeling of which until then I had no
idea, and which I only analyzed a few years afterwards.  It was
neither jealousy nor indignation, but a noble contempt which I
thought ought not to be repressed, because Cordiani, an ignorant,
coarse boy, without talent or polite education, the son of a simple
farmer, and incapable of competing with me in anything, having over
me but the advantage of dawning manhood, did not appear to me a fit
person to be preferred to me; my young self-esteem whispered that I
was above him.  I began to nurse a feeling of pride mixed with
contempt which told against Bettina, whom I loved unknown to myself.
She soon guessed it from the way I would receive her caresses, when
she came to comb my hair while I was in bed; I would repulse her
hands, and no longer return her kisses.  One day, vexed at my
answering her question as to the reason of my change towards her by
stating that I had no cause for it, she, told me in a tone of
commiseration that I was jealous of Cordiani.  This reproach sounded
to me like a debasing slander.  I answered that Cordiani was, in my
estimation, as worthy of her as she was worthy of him.  She went away
smiling, but, revolving in her mind the only way by which she could
be revenged, she thought herself bound to render me jealous.
However, as she could not attain such an end without making me fall
in love with her, this is the policy she adopted.

One morning she came to me as I was in bed and brought me a pair of
white stockings of her own knitting.  After dressing my hair, she
asked my permission to try the stockings on herself, in order to
correct any deficiency in the other pairs she intended to knit for
me.  The doctor had gone out to say his mass.  As she was putting on
the stocking, she remarked that my legs were not clean, and without
any more ado she immediately began to wash them.  I would have been
ashamed to let her see my bashfulness; I let her do as she liked, not
foreseeing what would happen.  Bettina, seated on my bed, carried too
far her love for cleanliness, and her curiosity caused me such
intense voluptuousness that the feeling did not stop until it could
be carried no further.  Having recovered my calm, I bethought myself
that I was guilty and begged her forgiveness.  She did not expect
this, and, after considering for a few moments, she told me kindly
that the fault was entirely her own, but that she never would again
be guilty of it.  And she went out of the room, leaving me to my own
thoughts.

They were of a cruel character.  It seemed to me that I had brought
dishonour upon Bettina, that I had betrayed the confidence of her
family, offended against the sacred laws of hospitality, that I was
guilty of a most wicked crime, which I could only atone for by
marrying her, in case Bettina could make up her mind to accept for
her husband a wretch unworthy of her.

These thoughts led to a deep melancholy which went on increasing from
day to day, Bettina having entirely ceased her morning visits by my
bedside.  During the first week, I could easily account for the
girl's reserve, and my sadness would soon have taken the character of
the warmest love, had not her manner towards Cordiani inoculated in
my veins the poison of jealousy, although I never dreamed of accusing
her of the same crime towards him that she had committed upon me.

I felt convinced, after due consideration, that the act she had been
guilty of with me had been deliberately done, and that her feelings
of repentance kept her away from me.  This conviction was rather
flattering to my vanity, as it gave me the hope of being loved, and
the end of all my communings was that I made up my mind to write to
her, and thus to give her courage.

I composed a letter, short but calculated to restore peace to her
mind, whether she thought herself guilty, or suspected me of feelings
contrary to those which her dignity might expect from me.  My letter
was, in my own estimation, a perfect masterpiece, and just the kind
of epistle by which I was certain to conquer her very adoration, and
to sink for ever the sun of Cordiani, whom I could not accept as the
sort of being likely to make her hesitate for one instant in her
choice between him and me.  Half-an-hour after the receipt of my
letter, she told me herself that the next morning she would pay me
her usual visit, but I waited in vain.  This conduct provoked me
almost to madness, but my surprise was indeed great when, at the
breakfast table, she asked me whether I would let her dress me up as
a girl to accompany her five or six days later to a ball for which a
neighbour of ours, Doctor Olivo, had sent letters of invitation.
Everybody having seconded the motion, I gave my consent.  I thought
this arrangement would afford a favourable opportunity for an
explanation, for mutual vindication, and would open a door for the
most complete reconciliation, without fear of any surprise arising
from the proverbial weakness of the flesh.  But a most unexpected
circumstance prevented our attending the ball, and brought forth a
comedy with a truly tragic turn.

Doctor Gozzi's godfather, a man advanced in age, and in easy
circumstances, residing in the country, thought himself, after a
severe illness, very near his end, and sent to the doctor a carriage
with a request to come to him at once with his father, as he wished
them to be present at his death, and to pray for his departing soul.
The old shoemaker drained a bottle, donned his Sunday clothes, and
went off with his son.

I thought this a favourable opportunity and determined to improve it,
considering that the night of the ball was too remote to suit my
impatience.  I therefore managed to tell Bettina that I would leave
ajar the door of my room, and that I would wait for her as soon as
everyone in the house had gone to bed.  She promised to come.  She
slept on the ground floor in a small closet divided only by a
partition from her father's chamber; the doctor being away, I was
alone in the large room.  The three boarders had their apartment in a
different part of the house, and I had therefore no mishap to fear.
I was delighted at the idea that I had at last reached the moment so
ardently desired.

The instant I was in my room I bolted my door and opened the one
leading to the passage, so that Bettina should have only to push it
in order to come in; I then put my light out, but did not undress.
When we read of such situations in a romance we think they are
exaggerated; they are not so, and the passage in which Ariosto
represents Roger waiting for Alcine is a beautiful picture painted
from nature.

Until midnight I waited without feeling much anxiety; but I heard the
clock strike two, three, four o'clock in the morning without seeing
Bettina; my blood began to boil, and I was soon in a state of furious
rage.  It was snowing hard, but I shook from passion more than from
cold.  One hour before day-break, unable to master any longer my
impatience, I made up my mind to go downstairs with bare feet, so as
not to wake the dog, and to place myself at the bottom of the stairs
within a yard of Bettina's door, which ought to have been opened if
she had gone out of her room.  I reached the door; it was closed, and
as it could be locked only from inside I imagined that Bettina had
fallen asleep.  I was on the point of knocking at the door, but was
prevented by fear of rousing the dog, as from that door to that of
her closet there was a distance of three or four yards.  Overwhelmed
with grief, and unable to take a decision, I sat down on the last
step of the stairs; but at day-break, chilled, benumbed, shivering
with cold, afraid that the servant would see me and would think I was
mad, I determined to go back to my room.  I arise, but at that very
moment I hear some noise in Bettina's room.  Certain that I am going
to see her, and hope lending me new strength, I draw nearer to the
door.  It opens; but instead of Bettina coming out I see Cordiani,
who gives me such a furious kick in the stomach that I am thrown at a
distance deep in the snow.  Without stopping a single instant
Cordiani is off, and locks himself up in the room which he shared
with the brothers Feltrini.

I pick myself up quickly with the intention of taking my revenge upon
Bettina, whom nothing could have saved from the effects of my rage at
that moment.  But I find her door locked; I kick vigorously against
it, the dog starts a loud barking, and I make a hurried retreat to my
room, in which I lock myself up, throwing myself in bed to compose
and heal up my mind and body, for I was half dead.

Deceived, humbled, ill-treated, an object of contempt to the happy
and triumphant Cordiani, I spent three hours ruminating the darkest
schemes of revenge.  To poison them both seemed to me but a trifle in
that terrible moment of bitter misery.  This project gave way to
another as extravagant, as cowardly-namely, to go at once to her
brother and disclose everything to him.  I was twelve years of age,
and my mind had not yet acquired sufficient coolness to mature
schemes of heroic revenge, which are produced by false feelings of
honour; this was only my apprenticeship in such adventures.

I was in that state of mind when suddenly I heard outside of my door
the gruff voice of Bettina's mother, who begged me to come down,
adding that her daughter was dying.  As I would have been very sorry
if she had departed this life before she could feel the effects of my
revenge, I got up hurriedly and went downstairs.  I found Bettina
lying in her father's bed writhing with fearful convulsions, and
surrounded by the whole family.  Half dressed, nearly bent in two,
she was throwing her body now to the right, now to the left, striking
at random with her feet and with her fists, and extricating herself
by violent shaking from the hands of those who endeavoured to keep
her down.

With this sight before me, and the night's adventure still in my
mind, I hardly knew what to think.  I had no knowledge of human
nature, no knowledge of artifice and tricks, and I could not
understand how I found myself coolly witnessing such a scene, and
composedly calm in the presence of two beings, one of whom I intended
to kill and the other to dishonour.  At the end of an hour Bettina
fell asleep.

A nurse and Doctor Olivo came soon after.  The first said that the
convulsions were caused by hysterics, but the doctor said no, and
prescribed rest and cold baths.  I said nothing, but I could not
refrain from laughing at them, for I knew, or rather guessed, that
Bettina's sickness was the result of her nocturnal employment, or of
the fright which she must have felt at my meeting with Cordiani.  At
all events, I determined to postpone my revenge until the return of
her brother, although I had not the slightest suspicion that her
illness was all sham, for I did not give her credit for so much
cleverness.

To return to my room I had to pass through Bettina's closet, and
seeing her dress handy on the bed I took it into my head to search
her pockets.  I found a small note, and recognizing Cordiani's
handwriting, I took possession of it to read it in my room.  I
marvelled at the girl's imprudence, for her mother might have
discovered it, and being unable to read would very likely have given
it to the doctor, her son.  I thought she must have taken leave of
her senses, but my feelings may be appreciated when I read the
following words: "As your father is away it is not necessary to leave
your door ajar as usual.  When we leave the supper-table I will go to
your closet; you will find me there."

When I recovered from my stupor I gave way to an irresistible fit of
laughter, and seeing how completely I had been duped I thought I was
cured of my love.  Cordiani appeared to me deserving of forgiveness,
and Bettina of contempt.  I congratulated myself upon having received
a lesson of such importance for the remainder of my life.  I even
went so far as to acknowledge to myself that Bettina had been quite
right in giving the preference to Cordiani, who was fifteen years
old, while I was only a child.  Yet, in spite of my good disposition
to forgiveness, the kick administered by Cordiani was still heavy
upon my memory, and I could not help keeping a grudge against him.

At noon, as we were at dinner in the kitchen, where we took our meals
on account of the cold weather, Bettina began again to raise piercing
screams.  Everybody rushed to her room, but I quietly kept my seat
and finished my dinner, after which I went to my studies.  In the
evening when I came down to supper I found that Bettina's bed had
been brought to the kitchen close by her mother's; but it was no
concern of mine, and I remained likewise perfectly indifferent to the
noise made during the night, and to the confusion which took place in
the morning, when she had a fresh fit of convulsions.

Doctor Gozzi and his father returned in the evening.  Cordiani, who
felt uneasy, came to inquire from me what my intentions were, but I
rushed towards him with an open penknife in my hand, and he beat a
hasty retreat.  I had entirely abandoned the idea of relating the
night's scandalous adventure to the doctor, for such a project I
could only entertain in a moment of excitement and rage.  The next
day the mother came in while we were at our lesson, and told the
doctor, after a lengthened preamble, that she had discovered the
character of her daughter's illness; that it was caused by a spell
thrown over her by a witch, and that she knew the witch well.

"It may be, my dear mother, but we must be careful not to make a
mistake.  Who is the witch?"

"Our old servant, and I have just had a proof of it."

"How so?"

"I have barred the door of my room with two broomsticks placed in the
shape of a cross, which she must have undone to go in; but when she
saw them she drew back, and she went round by the other door.  It is
evident that, were she not a witch, she would not be afraid of
touching them."

"It is not complete evidence, dear mother; send the woman to me."

The servant made her appearance.

"Why," said the doctor, "did you not enter my mother's room this
morning through the usual door?"

"I do not know what you mean."

"Did you not see the St. Andrew's cross on the door?"

"What cross is that?"

"It is useless to plead ignorance," said the mother; "where did you
sleep last Thursday night?"

"At my niece's, who had just been confined."

"Nothing of the sort.  You were at the witches' Sabbath; you are a
witch, and have bewitched my daughter."

The poor woman, indignant at such an accusation, spits at her
mistress's face; the mistress, enraged, gets hold of a stick to give
the servant a drubbing; the doctor endeavours to keep his mother
back, but he is compelled to let her loose and to run after the
servant, who was hurrying down the stairs, screaming and howling in
order to rouse the neighbours; he catches her, and finally succeeds
in pacifying her with some money.

After this comical but rather scandalous exhibition, the doctor
donned his vestments for the purpose of exorcising his sister and of
ascertaining whether she was truly possessed of an unclean spirit.
The novelty of this mystery attracted the whole of my attention.  All
the inmates of the house appeared to me either mad or stupid, for I
could not, for the life of me, imagine that diabolical spirits were
dwelling in Bettina's body.  When we drew near her bed, her breathing
had, to all appearance, stopped, and the exorcisms of her brother did
not restore it.  Doctor Olivo happened to come in at that moment, and
inquired whether he would be in the way; he was answered in the
negative, provided he had faith.

Upon which he left, saying that he had no faith in any miracles
except in those of the Gospel.

Soon after Doctor Gozzi went to his room, and finding myself alone
with Bettina I bent down over her bed and whispered in her ear.

"Take courage, get well again, and rely upon my discretion."

She turned her head towards the wall and did not answer me, but the
day passed off without any more convulsions.  I thought I had cured
her, but on the following day the frenzy went up to the brain, and in
her delirium she pronounced at random Greek and Latin words without
any meaning, and then no doubt whatever was entertained of her being
possessed of the evil spirit.  Her mother went out and returned soon,
accompanied by the most renowned exorcist of Padua, a very ill-
featured Capuchin, called Friar Prospero da Bovolenta.

The moment Bettina saw the exorcist, she burst into loud laughter,
and addressed to him the most offensive insults, which fairly
delighted everybody, as the devil alone could be bold enough to
address a Capuchin in such a manner; but the holy man, hearing
himself called an obtrusive ignoramus and a stinkard, went on
striking Bettina with a heavy crucifix, saying that he was beating
the devil.  He stopped only when he saw her on the point of hurling
at him the chamber utensil which she had just seized.  "If it is the
devil who has offended thee with his words," she said, "resent the
insult with words likewise, jackass that thou art, but if I have
offended thee myself, learn, stupid booby, that thou must respect me,
and be off at once."

I could see poor Doctor Gozzi blushing; the friar, however, held his
ground, and, armed at all points, began to read a terrible exorcism,
at the end of which he commanded the devil to state his name.

"My name is Bettina."

"It cannot be, for it is the name of a baptized girl."

"Then thou art of opinion that a devil must rejoice in a masculine
name?  Learn, ignorant friar, that a devil is a spirit, and does not
belong to either sex.  But as thou believest that a devil is speaking
to thee through my lips, promise to answer me with truth, and I will
engage to give way before thy incantations."

"Very well, I agree to this."

"Tell me, then, art thou thinking that thy knowledge is greater than
mine?"

"No, but I believe myself more powerful in the name of the holy
Trinity, and by my sacred character."

"If thou art more powerful than I, then prevent me from telling thee
unpalatable truths.  Thou art very vain of thy beard, thou art
combing and dressing it ten times a day, and thou would'st not shave
half of it to get me out of this body.  Cut off thy beard, and I
promise to come out."

"Father of lies, I will increase thy punishment a hundred fold."

"I dare thee to do it."

After saying these words, Bettina broke into such a loud peal of
laughter, that I could not refrain from joining in it.  The Capuchin,
turning towards Doctor Gozzi, told him that I was wanting in faith,
and that I ought to leave the room; which I did, remarking that he
had guessed rightly.  I was not yet out of the room when the friar
offered his hand to Bettina for her to kiss, and I had the pleasure
of seeing her spit upon it.

This strange girl, full of extraordinary talent, made rare sport of
the friar, without causing any surprise to anyone, as all her answers
were attributed to the devil.  I could not conceive what her purpose
was in playing such a part.

The Capuchin dined with us, and during the meal he uttered a good
deal of nonsense.  After dinner, he returned to Bettina's chamber,
with the intention of blessing her, but as soon as she caught sight
of him, she took up a glass full of some black mixture sent from the
apothecary, and threw it at his head.  Cordiani, being close by the
friar, came in for a good share of the liquid-an accident which
afforded me the greatest delight.  Bettina was quite right to improve
her opportunity, as everything she did was, of course, put to the
account of the unfortunate devil.  Not overmuch pleased, Friar
Prospero, as he left the house, told the doctor that there was no
doubt of the girl being possessed, but that another exorcist must be
sent for, since he had not, himself, obtained God's grace to eject
the evil spirit.

After he had gone, Bettina kept very calm for six hours, and in the
evening, to our great surprise, she joined us at the supper table.
She told her parents that she felt quite well, spoke to her brother,
and then, addressing me, she remarked that, the ball taking place on
the morrow, she would come to my room in the morning to dress my hair
like a girl's.  I thanked her, and said that, as she had been so ill,
she ought to nurse herself.  She soon retired to bed, and we remained
at the table, talking of her.

When I was undressing for the night, I took up my night-cap, and
found in it a small note with these words: "You must accompany me to
the ball, disguised as a girl, or I will give you a sight which will
cause you to weep."

I waited until the doctor was asleep, and I wrote the following
answer: "I cannot go to the ball, because I have fully made up my
mind to avoid every opportunity of being alone with you.  As for the
painful sight with which you threaten to entertain me, I believe you
capable of keeping your word, but I entreat you to spare my heart,
for I love you as if you were my sister.  I have forgiven you, dear
Bettina, and I wish to forget everything.  I enclose a note which you
must be delighted to have again in your possession.  You see what
risk you were running when you left it in your pocket.  This
restitution must convince you of my friendship."




CHAPTER III

Bettina Is Supposed to Go Mad--Father Mancia--The Small-pox--
I Leave Padua


Bettina must have been in despair, not knowing into whose hands her
letter had fallen; to return it to her and thus to allay her anxiety,
was therefore a great proof of friendship; but my generosity, at the
same time that it freed her from a keen sorrow, must have caused her
another quite as dreadful, for she knew that I was master of her
secret.  Cordiani's letter was perfectly explicit; it gave the
strongest evidence that she was in the habit of receiving him every
night, and therefore the story she had prepared to deceive me was
useless.  I felt it was so, and, being disposed to calm her anxiety
as far as I could, I went to her bedside in the morning, and I placed
in her hands Cordiani's note and my answer to her letter.

The girl's spirit and talent had won my esteem; I could no longer
despise her; I saw in her only a poor creature seduced by her natural
temperament.  She loved man, and was to be pitied only on account of
the consequences.  Believing that the view I took of the situation
was a right one, I had resigned myself like a reasonable being, and
not like a disappointed lover.  The shame was for her and not for me.
I had only one wish, namely, to find out whether the two brothers
Feltrini, Cordiani's companions, had likewise shared Bettina's
favours.

Bettina put on throughout the day a cheerful and happy look.  In the
evening she dressed herself for the ball; but suddenly an attack of
sickness, whether feigned or real I did not know, compelled her to go
to bed, and frightened everybody in the house.  As for myself,
knowing the whole affair, I was prepared for new scenes, and indeed
for sad ones, for I felt that I had obtained over her a power
repugnant to her vanity and self-love.  I must, however, confess
that, in spite of the excellent school in which I found myself before
I had attained manhood, and which ought to have given me experience
as a shield for the future, I have through the whole of my life been
the dupe of women.  Twelve years ago, if it had not been for my
guardian angel, I would have foolishly married a young, thoughtless
girl, with whom I had fallen in love: Now that I am seventy-two years
old I believe myself no longer susceptible of such follies; but,
alas! that is the very thing which causes me to be miserable.

The next day the whole family was deeply grieved because the devil of
whom Bettina was possessed had made himself master of her reason.
Doctor Gozzi told me that there could not be the shadow of a doubt
that his unfortunate sister was possessed, as, if she had only been
mad, she never would have so cruelly ill-treated the Capuchin,
Prospero, and he determined to place her under the care of Father
Mancia.

This Mancia was a celebrated Jacobin (or Dominican) exorcist, who
enjoyed the reputation of never having failed to cure a girl
possessed of the demon.

Sunday had come; Bettina had made a good dinner, but she had been
frantic all through the day.  Towards midnight her father came home,
singing Tasso as usual, and so drunk that he could not stand.  He
went up to Bettina's bed, and after kissing her affectionately he
said to her: "Thou art not mad, my girl."

Her answer was that he was not drunk.

"Thou art possessed of the devil, my dear child."

"Yes, father, and you alone can cure me."

"Well, I am ready."

Upon this our shoemaker begins a theological discourse, expatiating
upon the power of faith and upon the virtue of the paternal blessing.
He throws off his cloak, takes a crucifix with one hand, places the
other over the head of his daughter, and addresses the devil in such
an amusing way that even his wife, always a stupid, dull, cross-
grained old woman, had to laugh till the tears came down her cheeks.
The two performers in the comedy alone were not laughing, and their
serious countenance added to the fun of the performance.  I marvelled
at Bettina (who was always ready to enjoy a good laugh) having
sufficient control over herself to remain calm and grave.  Doctor
Gozzi had also given way to merriment; but begged that the farce
should come to an end, for he deemed that his father's eccentricities
were as many profanations against the sacredness of exorcism.  At
last the exorcist, doubtless tired out, went to bed saying that he
was certain that the devil would not disturb his daughter during the
night.

On the morrow, just as we had finished our breakfast, Father Mancia
made his appearance.  Doctor Gozzi, followed by the whole family,
escorted him to his sister's bedside.  As for me, I was entirely
taken up by the face of the monk.  Here is his portrait.  His figure
was tall and majestic, his age about thirty; he had light hair and
blue eyes; his features were those of Apollo, but without his pride
and assuming haughtiness; his complexion, dazzling white, was pale,
but that paleness seemed to have been given for the very purpose of
showing off the red coral of his lips, through which could be seen,
when they opened, two rows of pearls.  He was neither thin nor stout,
and the habitual sadness of his countenance enhanced its sweetness.
His gait was slow, his air timid, an indication of the great modesty
of his mind.

When we entered the room Bettina was asleep, or pretended to be so.
Father Mancia took a sprinkler and threw over her a few drops of holy
water; she opened her eyes, looked at the monk, and closed them
immediately; a little while after she opened them again, had a better
look at him, laid herself on her back, let her arms droop down
gently, and with her head prettily bent on one side she fell into the
sweetest of slumbers.

The exorcist, standing by the bed, took out his pocket ritual and the
stole which he put round his neck, then a reliquary, which he placed
on the bosom of the sleeping girl, and with the air of a saint he
begged all of us to fall on our knees and to pray, so that God should
let him know whether the patient was possessed or only labouring
under a natural disease.  He kept us kneeling for half an hour,
reading all the time in a low tone of voice.  Bettina did not stir.

Tired, I suppose, of the performance, he desired to speak privately
with Doctor Gozzi.  They passed into the next room, out of which they
emerged after a quarter of an hour, brought back by a loud peal of
laughter from the mad girl, who, when she saw them, turned her back
on them.  Father Mancia smiled, dipped the sprinkler over and over in
the holy water, gave us all a generous shower, and took his leave.

Doctor Gozzi told us that the exorcist would come again on the
morrow, and that he had promised to deliver Bettina within three
hours if she were truly possessed of the demon, but that he made no
promise if it should turn out to be a case of madness.  The mother
exclaimed that he would surely deliver her, and she poured out her
thanks to God for having allowed her the grace of beholding a saint
before her death.

The following day Bettina was in a fine frenzy.  She began to utter
the most extravagant speeches that a poet could imagine, and did not
stop when the charming exorcist came into her room; he seemed to
enjoy her foolish talk for a few minutes, after which, having armed
himself 'cap-a-pie', he begged us to withdraw.  His order was obeyed
instantly; we left the chamber, and the door remained open.  But what
did it matter?  Who would have been bold enough to go in?

During three long hours we heard nothing; the stillness was unbroken.
At noon the monk called us in.  Bettina was there sad and very quiet
while the exorcist packed up his things.  He took his departure,
saying he had very good hopes of the case, and requesting that the
doctor would send him news of the patient.  Bettina partook of dinner
in her bed, got up for supper, and the next day behaved herself
rationally; but the following circumstance strengthened my opinion
that she had been neither insane nor possessed.

It was two days before the Purification of the Holy Virgin.  Doctor
Gozzi was in the habit of giving us the sacrament in his own church,
but he always sent us for our confession to the church of Saint-
Augustin, in which the Jacobins of Padua officiated.  At the supper
table, he told us to prepare ourselves for the next day, and his
mother, addressing us, said: "You ought, all of you, to confess to
Father Mancia, so as to obtain absolution from that holy man.  I
intend to go to him myself."  Cordiani and the two Feltrini agreed to
the proposal; I remained silent, but as the idea was unpleasant to
me, I concealed the feeling, with a full determination to prevent the
execution of the project.

I had entire confidence in the secrecy of confession, and I was
incapable of making a false one, but knowing that I had a right to
choose my confessor, I most certainly never would have been so simple
as to confess to Father Mancia what had taken place between me and a
girl, because he would have easily guessed that the girl could be no
other but Bettina.  Besides, I was satisfied that Cordiani would
confess everything to the monk, and I was deeply sorry.

Early the next morning, Bettina brought me a band for my neck, and
gave me the following letter: "Spurn me, but respect my honour and
the shadow of peace to which I aspire.  No one from this house must
confess to Father Mancia; you alone can prevent the execution of
that project, and I need not suggest the way to succeed.  It will
prove whether you have some friendship for me."

I could not express the pity I felt for the poor girl, as I read that
note.  In spite of that feeling, this is what I answered: "I can well
understand that, notwithstanding the inviolability of confession,
your mother's proposal should cause you great anxiety; but I cannot
see why, in order to prevent its execution, you should depend upon me
rather than upon Cordiani who has expressed his acceptance of it.
All I can promise you is that I will not be one of those who may go
to Father Mancia; but I have no influence over your lover; you alone
can speak to him."

She replied: "I have never addressed a word to Cordiani since the
fatal night which has sealed my misery, and I never will speak to him
again, even if I could by so doing recover my lost happiness.  To you
alone I wish to be indebted for my life and for my honour."

This girl appeared to me more wonderful than all the heroines of whom
I had read in novels.  It seemed to me that she was making sport of
me with the most barefaced effrontery.  I thought she was trying to
fetter me again with her chains; and although I had no inclination
for them, I made up my mind to render her the service she claimed at
my hands, and which she believed I alone could compass.  She felt
certain of her success, but in what school had she obtained her
experience of the human heart?  Was it in reading novels?  Most
likely the reading of a certain class of novels causes the ruin of a
great many young girls, but I am of opinion that from good romances
they acquire graceful manners and a knowledge of society.

Having made up my mind to shew her every kindness in my power, I took
an opportunity, as we were undressing for the night, of telling
Doctor Gozzi that, for conscientious motives, I could not confess to
Father Mancia, and yet that I did not wish to be an exception in that
matter.  He kindly answered that he understood my reasons, and that
he would take us all to the church of Saint-Antoine.  I kissed his
hand in token of my gratitude.

On the following day, everything having gone according to her wishes,
I saw Bettina sit down to the table with a face beaming with
satisfaction.  In the afternoon I had to go to bed in consequence of
a wound in my foot; the doctor accompanied his pupils to church; and
Bettina being alone, availed herself of the opportunity, came to my
room and sat down on my bed.  I had expected her visit, and I
received it with pleasure, as it heralded an explanation for which I
was positively longing.

She began by expressing a hope that I would not be angry with her for
seizing the first opportunity she had of some conversation with me.

"No," I answered, "for you thus afford me an occasion of assuring you
that, my feelings towards you being those of a friend only, you need
not have any fear of my causing you any anxiety or displeasure.
Therefore Bettina, you may do whatever suits you; my love is no more.
You have at one blow given the death-stroke to the intense passion
which was blossoming in my heart.  When I reached my room, after the
ill-treatment I had experienced at Cordiani's hands, I felt for you
nothing but hatred; that feeling soon merged into utter contempt, but
that sensation itself was in time, when my mind recovered its
balance, changed for a feeling of the deepest indifference, which
again has given way when I saw what power there is in your mind.  I
have now become your friend; I have conceived the greatest esteem for
your cleverness.  I have been the dupe of it, but no matter; that
talent of yours does exist, it is wonderful, divine, I admire it, I
love it, and the highest homage I can render to it is, in my
estimation, to foster for the possessor of it the purest feelings of
friendship.  Reciprocate that friendship, be true, sincere, and plain
dealing.  Give up all nonsense, for you have already obtained from me
all I can give you.  The very thought of love is repugnant to me; I
can bestow my love only where I feel certain of being the only one
loved.  You are at liberty to lay my foolish delicacy to the account
of my youthful age, but I feel so, and I cannot help it.  You have
written to me that you never speak to Cordiani; if I am the cause of
that rupture between you, I regret it, and I think that, in the
interest of your honour, you would do well to make it up with him;
for the future I must be careful never to give him any grounds for
umbrage or suspicion.  Recollect also that, if you have tempted him
by the same manoeuvres which you have employed towards me, you are
doubly wrong, for it may be that, if he truly loves you, you have
caused him to be miserable."

"All you have just said to me," answered Bettina, "is grounded upon
false impressions and deceptive appearances.  I do not love Cordiani,
and I never had any love for him; on the contrary, I have felt, and I
do feel, for him a hatred which he has richly deserved, and I hope to
convince you, in spite of every appearance which seems to convict me.
As to the reproach of seduction, I entreat you to spare me such an
accusation.  On our side, consider that, if you had not yourself
thrown temptation in my way, I never would have committed towards you
an action of which I have deeply repented, for reasons which you do
not know, but which you must learn from me.  The fault I have been
guilty of is a serious one only because I did not foresee the injury
it would do me in the inexperienced mind of the ingrate who dares to
reproach me with it."

Bettina was shedding tears: all she had said was not unlikely and
rather complimentary to my vanity, but I had seen too much.  Besides,
I knew the extent of her cleverness, and it was very natural to lend
her a wish to deceive me; how could I help thinking that her visit to
me was prompted only by her self-love being too deeply wounded to let
me enjoy a victory so humiliating to herself?  Therefore, unshaken in
my preconceived opinion, I told her that I placed implicit confidence
in all she had just said respecting the state of her heart previous
to the playful nonsense which had been the origin of my love for her,
and that I promised never in the future to allude again to my
accusation of seduction.  "But," I continued, "confess that the fire
at that time burning in your bosom was only of short duration, and
that the slightest breath of wind had been enough to extinguish it.
Your virtue, which went astray for only one instant, and which has so
suddenly recovered its mastery over your senses, deserves some
praise.  You, with all your deep adoring love for me, became all at
once blind to my sorrow, whatever care I took to make it clear to
your sight.  It remains for me to learn how that virtue could be so
very dear to you, at the very time that Cordiani took care to wreck
it every night."

Bettina eyed me with the air of triumph which perfect confidence in
victory gives to a person, and said: "You have just reached the point
where I wished you to be.  You shall now be made aware of things
which I could not explain before, owing to your refusing the
appointment which I then gave you for no other purpose than to tell
you all the truth.  Cordiani declared his love for me a week after he
became an inmate in our house; he begged my consent to a marriage, if
his father made the demand of my hand as soon as he should have
completed his studies.  My answer was that I did not know him
sufficiently, that I could form no idea on the subject, and I
requested him not to allude to it any more.  He appeared to have
quietly given up the matter, but soon after, I found out that it was
not the case; he begged me one day to come to his room now and then
to dress his hair; I told him I had no time to spare, and he remarked
that you were more fortunate.  I laughed at this reproach, as
everyone here knew that I had the care of you.  It was a fortnight
after my refusal to Cordiani, that I unfortunately spent an hour with
you in that loving nonsense which has naturally given you ideas until
then unknown to your senses.  That hour made me very happy: I loved
you, and having given way to very natural desires, I revelled in my
enjoyment without the slightest remorse of conscience.  I was longing
to be again with you the next morning, but after supper, misfortune
laid for the first time its hand upon me.  Cordiani slipped in my
hands this note and this letter which I have since hidden in a hole
in the wall, with the intention of shewing them to you at the first
opportunity."

Saying this, Bettina handed me the note and the letter; the first ran
as follows: "Admit me this evening in your closet, the door of which,
leading to the yard, can be left ajar, or prepare yourself to make
the best of it with the doctor, to whom I intend to deliver, if you
should refuse my request, the letter of which I enclose a copy."

The letter contained the statement of a cowardly and enraged
informer, and would certainly have caused the most unpleasant
results.  In that letter Cordiani informed the doctor that his sister
spent her mornings with me in criminal connection while he was saying
his mass, and he pledged himself to enter into particulars which
would leave him no doubt.

"After giving to the case the consideration it required," continued
Bettina, "I made up my mind to hear that monster; but my
determination being fixed, I put in my pocket my father's stilletto,
and holding my door ajar I waited for him there, unwilling to let him
come in, as my closet is divided only by a thin partition from the
room of my father, whom the slightest noise might have roused up.  My
first question to Cordiani was in reference to the slander contained
in the letter he threatened to deliver to my brother: he answered
that it was no slander, for he had been a witness to everything that
had taken place in the morning through a hole he had bored in the
garret just above your bed, and to which he would apply his eye the
moment he knew that I was in your room.  He wound up by threatening
to discover everything to my brother and to my mother, unless I
granted him the same favours I had bestowed upon you.  In my just
indignation I loaded him with the most bitter insults, I called him a
cowardly spy and slanderer, for he could not have seen anything but
childish playfulness, and I declared to him that he need not flatter
himself that any threat would compel me to give the slightest
compliance to his wishes.  He then begged and begged my pardon a
thousand times, and went on assuring me that I must lay to my rigour
the odium of the step he had taken, the only excuse for it being in
the fervent love I had kindled in his heart, and which made him
miserable.  He acknowledged that his letter might be a slander, that
he had acted treacherously, and he pledged his honour never to
attempt obtaining from me by violence favours which he desired to
merit only by the constancy of his love.  I then thought myself to
some extent compelled to say that I might love him at some future
time, and to promise that I would not again come near your bed during
the absence of my brother.  In this way I dismissed him satisfied,
without his daring to beg for so much as a kiss, but with the promise
that we might now and then have some conversation in the same place.
As soon as he left me I went to bed, deeply grieved that I could no
longer see you in the absence of my brother, and that I was unable,
for fear of consequences, to let you know the reason of my change.
Three weeks passed off in that position, and I cannot express what
have been my sufferings, for you, of course, urged me to come, and I
was always under the painful necessity of disappointing you.  I even
feared to find myself alone with you, for I felt certain that I could
not have refrained from telling you the cause of the change in my
conduct.  To crown my misery, add that I found myself compelled, at
least once a week, to receive the vile Cordiani outside of my room,
and to speak to him, in order to check his impatience with a few
words.  At last, unable to bear up any longer under such misery,
threatened likewise by you, I determined to end my agony.  I wished
to disclose to you all this intrigue, leaving to you the care of
bringing a change for the better, and for that purpose I proposed
that you should accompany me to the ball disguised as a girl,
although I knew it would enrage Cordiani; but my mind was made up.
You know how my scheme fell to the ground.  The unexpected departure
of my brother with my father suggested to both of you the same idea,
and it was before receiving Cordiani's letter that I promised to come
to you.  Cordiani did not ask for an appointment; he only stated that
he would be waiting for me in my closet, and I had no opportunity of
telling him that I could not allow him to come, any more than I could
find time to let you know that I would be with you only after
midnight, as I intended to do, for I reckoned that after an hour's
talk I would dismiss the wretch to his room.  But my reckoning was
wrong; Cordiani had conceived a scheme, and I could not help
listening to all he had to say about it.  His whining and exaggerated
complaints had no end.  He upbraided me for refusing to further the
plan he had concocted, and which he thought I would accept with
rapture if I loved him.  The scheme was for me to elope with him
during holy week, and to run away to Ferrara, where he had an uncle
who would have given us a kind welcome, and would soon have brought
his father to forgive him and to insure our happiness for life.  The
objections I made, his answers, the details to be entered into, the
explanations and the ways and means to be examined to obviate the
difficulties of the project, took up the whole night.  My heart was
bleeding as I thought of you; but my conscience is at rest, and I did
nothing that could render me unworthy of your esteem.  You cannot
refuse it to me, unless you believe that the confession I have just
made is untrue; but you would be both mistaken and  unjust.  Had I
made up my mind to sacrifice myself and to grant favours which love
alone ought to obtain, I might have got rid of the treacherous wretch
within one hour, but death seemed preferable to such a dreadful
expedient.  Could I in any way suppose that you were outside of my
door, exposed to the wind and to the  snow?  Both of us were
deserving of pity, but my misery  was still greater than yours.  All
these fearful circumstances were written in the book of fate, to make
me lose my reason, which now returns only at intervals, and I am in
constant dread of a fresh attack of those awful convulsions.  They
say I am bewitched, and possessed of the demon; I do not know
anything about it, but if it should be true I am the most miserable
creature in  existence."  Bettina ceased speaking, and burst into a
violent storm of tears, sobs, and groans.  I was deeply moved,
although I felt that all she had said might be true, and yet was
scarcely worthy of belief:

     'Forse era ver, ma non pero credibile
      A chi del senso suo fosse signor.'

But she was weeping, and her tears, which at all events were not
deceptive, took away from me the faculty of doubt.  Yet I put her
tears to the account of her wounded self-love; to give way entirely I
needed a thorough conviction, and to obtain it evidence was
necessary, probability was not enough.  I could not admit either
Cordiani's moderation or Bettina's patience, or the fact of seven
hours employed in innocent conversation.  In spite of all these
considerations, I felt a sort of pleasure in accepting for ready cash
all the counterfeit coins that she had spread out before me.

After drying her tears, Bettina fixed her beautiful eyes upon mine,
thinking that she could discern in them evident signs of her victory;
but I surprised her much by alluding to one point which, with all her
cunning, she had neglected to mention in her defence.  Rhetoric makes
use of nature's secrets in the same way as painters who try to
imitate it: their most beautiful work is false.  This young girl,
whose mind had not been refined by study, aimed at being considered
innocent and artless, and she did her best to succeed, but I had seen
too good a specimen of her cleverness.

"Well, my dear Bettina," I said, "your story has affected me; but how
do you think I am going to accept your convulsions as natural, and to
believe in the demoniac symptoms which came on so seasonably during
the exorcisms, although you very properly expressed your doubts on
the matter?"

Hearing this, Bettina stared at me, remaining silent for a few
minutes, then casting her eyes down she gave way to fresh tears,
exclaiming now and then: "Poor me! oh, poor me!"  This situation,
however, becoming most painful to me, I asked what I could do for
her.  She answered in a sad tone that if my heart did not suggest to
me what to do, she did not herself see what she could demand of me.

"I thought," said she, "that I would reconquer my lost influence over
your heart, but, I see it too plainly, you no longer feel an interest
in me.  Go on treating me harshly; go on taking for mere fictions
sufferings which are but too real, which you have caused, and which
you will now increase.  Some day, but too late, you will be sorry,
and your repentance will be bitter indeed."

As she pronounced these words she rose to take her leave; but judging
her capable of anything I felt afraid, and I detained her to say that
the only way to regain my affection was to remain one month without
convulsions and without handsome Father Mancia's presence being
required.

"I cannot help being convulsed," she answered, "but what do you mean
by applying to the Jacobin that epithet of handsome?  Could you
suppose--?"

"Not at all, not at all--I suppose nothing; to do so would be
necessary for me to be jealous.  But I cannot help saying that the
preference given by your devils to the exorcism of that handsome monk
over the incantations of the ugly Capuchin is likely to give birth to
remarks rather detrimental to your honour.  Moreover, you are free to
do whatever pleases you."

Thereupon she left my room, and a few minutes later everybody came
home.

After supper the servant, without any question on my part, informed
me that Bettina had gone to bed with violent feverish chills, having
previously had her bed carried into the kitchen beside her mother's.
This attack of fever might be real, but I had my doubts.  I felt
certain that she would never make up her mind to be well, for her
good health would have supplied me with too strong an argument
against her pretended innocence, even in the case of Cordiani; I
likewise considered her idea of having her bed placed near her
mother's nothing but artful contrivance.

The next day Doctor Olivo found her very feverish, and told her
brother that she would most likely be excited and delirious, but that
it would be the effect of the fever and not the work of the devil.
And truly, Bettina was raving all day, but Dr. Gozzi, placing
implicit confidence in the physician, would not listen to his mother,
and did not send for the Jacobin friar.  The fever increased in
violence, and on the fourth day the small-pox broke out.  Cordiani
and the two brothers Feitrini, who had so far escaped that disease,
were immediately sent away, but as I had had it before I remained at
home.

The poor girl was so fearfully covered with the loathsome eruption,
that on the sixth day her skin could not be seen on any part of her
body.  Her eyes closed, and her life was despaired of, when it was
found that her mouth and throat were obstructed to such a degree that
she could swallow nothing but a few drops of honey.  She was
perfectly motionless; she breathed and that was all.  Her mother
never left her bedside, and I was thought a saint when I carried my
table and my books into the patient's room.  The unfortunate girl had
become a fearful sight to look upon; her head was dreadfully swollen,
the nose could no longer be seen, and much fear was entertained for
her eyes, in case her life should be spared.  The odour of her
perspiration was most offensive, but I persisted in keeping my watch
by her.

On the ninth day, the vicar gave her absolution, and after
administering extreme unction, he left her, as he said, in the hands
of God.  In the midst of so much sadness, the conversation of the
mother with her son, would, in spite of myself, cause me some amount
of merriment.  The good woman wanted to know whether the demon who
was dwelling in her child could still influence her to perform
extravagant follies, and what would become of the demon in the case
of her daughter's death, for, as she expressed it, she could not
think of his being so stupid as to remain in so loathsome a body.
She particularly wanted to ascertain whether the demon had power to
carry off the soul of her child.  Doctor Gozzi, who was an
ubiquitarian, made to all those questions answers which had not even
the shadow of good sense, and which of course had no other effect
than to increase a hundred-fold the perplexity of his poor mother.

During the tenth and eleventh days, Bettina was so bad that we
thought every moment likely to be her last.  The disease had reached
its worst period; the smell was unbearable; I alone would not leave
her, so sorely did I pity her.  The heart of man is indeed an
unfathomable abyss, for, however incredible it may appear, it was
while in that fearful state that Bettina inspired me with the
fondness which I showed her after her recovery.

On the thirteenth day the fever abated, but the patient began to
experience great irritation, owing to a dreadful itching, which no
remedy could have allayed as effectually as these powerful words
which I kept constantly pouring into her ear: "Bettina, you are
getting better; but if you dare to scratch yourself, you will become
such a fright that nobody will ever love you." All the physicians in
the universe might be challenged to prescribe a more potent remedy
against itching for a girl who, aware that she has been pretty, finds
herself exposed to the loss of her beauty through her own fault, if
she scratches herself.

At last her fine eyes opened again to the light of heaven; she was
moved to her own room, but she had to keep her bed until Easter.  She
inoculated me with a few pocks, three of which have left upon my face
everlasting marks; but in her eyes they gave me credit for great
devotedness, for they were a proof of my constant care, and she felt
that I indeed deserved her whole love.  And she truly loved me, and I
returned her love, although I never plucked a flower which fate and
prejudice kept in store for a husband.  But what a contemptible
husband!

Two years later she married a shoemaker, by name Pigozzo--a base,
arrant knave who beggared and ill-treated her to such an extent that
her brother had to take her home and to provide for her.  Fifteen
years afterwards, having been appointed arch-priest at Saint-George
de la Vallee, he took her there with him, and when I went to pay him
a visit eighteen years ago, I found Bettina old, ill, and dying.  She
breathed her last in my arms in 1776, twenty-four hours after my
arrival.  I will speak of her death in good time.

About that period, my mother returned from St. Petersburg, where the
Empress Anne Iwanowa had not approved of the Italian comedy.  The
whole of the troop had already returned to Italy, and my mother had
travelled with Carlin Bertinazzi, the harlequin, who died in Paris in
the year 1783.  As soon as she had reached Padua, she informed Doctor
Gozzi of her arrival, and he lost no time in accompanying me to the
inn where she had put up.  We dined with her, and before bidding us
adieu, she presented the doctor with a splendid fur, and gave me the
skin of a lynx for Bettina.  Six months afterwards she summoned me to
Venice, as she wished to see me before leaving for Dresden, where she
had contracted an engagement for life in the service of the Elector
of Saxony, Augustus III., King of Poland.  She took with her my
brother Jean, then eight years old, who was weeping bitterly when he
left; I thought him very foolish, for there was nothing very tragic
in that departure.  He is the only one in the family who was wholly
indebted to our mother for his fortune, although he was not her
favourite child.

I spent another year in Padua, studying law in which I took the
degree of Doctor in my sixteenth year, the subject of my thesis being
in the civil law, 'de testamentis', and in the canon law, 'utrum
Hebraei possint construere novas synagogas'.

My vocation was to study medicine, and to practice it, for I felt a
great inclination for that profession, but no heed was given to my
wishes, and I was compelled to apply myself to the study of the law,
for which I had an invincible repugnance.  My friends were of opinion
that I could not make my fortune in any profession but that of an
advocate, and, what is still worse, of an ecclesiastical advocate.
If they had given the matter proper consideration, they would have
given me leave to follow my own inclinations, and I would have been a
physician--a profession in which quackery is of still greater avail
than in the legal business.  I never became either a physician or an
advocate, and I never would apply to a lawyer, when I had any legal
business, nor call in a physician when I happened to be ill.
Lawsuits and pettifoggery may support a good many families, but a
greater proportion is ruined by them, and those who perish in the
hands, of physicians are more numerous by far than those who get
cured strong evidence in my opinion, that mankind would be much less
miserable without either lawyers or doctors.

To attend the lectures of the professors, I had to go to the
university called the Bo, and it became necessary for me to go out
alone.  This was a matter of great wonder to me, for until then I had
never considered myself a free man; and in my wish to enjoy fully the
liberty I thought I had just conquered, it was not long before I had
made the very worst acquaintances amongst the most renowned students.
As a matter of course, the most renowned were the most worthless,
dissolute fellows, gamblers, frequenters of disorderly houses, hard
drinkers, debauchees, tormentors and suborners of honest girls,
liars, and wholly incapable of any good or virtuous feeling.  In the
company of such men did I begin my apprenticeship of the world,
learning my lesson from the book of experience.

The theory of morals and its usefulness through the life of man can
be compared to the advantage derived by running over the index of a
book before reading it when we have perused that index we know
nothing but the subject of the work.  This is like the school for
morals offered by the sermons, the precepts, and the tales which our
instructors recite for our especial benefit.  We lend our whole
attention to those lessons, but when an opportunity offers of
profiting by the advice thus bestowed upon us, we feel inclined to
ascertain for ourselves whether the result will turn out as
predicted; we give way to that very natural inclination, and
punishment speedily follows with concomitant repentance.  Our only
consolation lies in the fact that in such moments we are conscious of
our own knowledge, and consider ourselves as having earned the right
to instruct others; but those to whom we wish to impart our
experience act exactly as we have acted before them, and, as a matter
of course, the world remains in statu quo, or grows worse and worse.

When Doctor Gozzi granted me the privilege of going out alone, he
gave me an opportunity for the discovery of several truths which,
until then, were not only unknown to me, but the very existence of
which I had never suspected.  On my first appearance, the boldest
scholars got hold of me and sounded my depth.  Finding that I was a
thorough freshman, they undertook my education, and with that worthy
purpose in view they allowed me to fall blindly into every trap.
They taught me gambling, won the little I possessed, and then they
made me play upon trust, and put me up to dishonest practices in
order to procure the means of paying my gambling debts; but I
acquired at the same time the sad experience of sorrow!  Yet these
hard lessons proved useful, for they taught me to mistrust the
impudent sycophants who openly flatter their dupes, and never to rely
upon the offers made by fawning flatterers.  They taught me likewise
how to behave in the company of quarrelsome duellists, the society of
whom ought to be avoided, unless we make up our mind to be constantly
in the very teeth of danger.  I was not caught in the snares of
professional lewd women, because not one of them was in my eyes as
pretty as Bettina, but I did not resist so well the desire for that
species of vain glory which is the reward of holding life at a cheap
price.

In those days the students in Padua enjoyed very great privileges,
which were in reality abuses made legal through prescription, the
primitive characteristic of privileges, which differ essentially from
prerogatives.  In fact, in order to maintain the legality of their
privileges, the students often committed crimes.  The guilty were
dealt with tenderly, because the interest of the city demanded that
severity should not diminish the great influx of scholars who flocked
to that renowned university from every part of Europe.  The practice
of the Venetian government was to secure at a high salary the most
celebrated professors, and to grant the utmost freedom to the young
men attending their lessons.  The students acknowledged no authority
but that of a chief, chosen among themselves, and called syndic.  He
was usually a foreign nobleman, who could keep a large establishment,
and who was responsible to the government for the behaviour of the
scholars.  It was his duty to give them up to justice when they
transgressed the laws, and the students never disputed his sentence,
because he always defended them to the utmost, when they had the
slightest shadow of right on their side.

The students, amongst other privileges, would not suffer their trunks
to be searched by customhouse authorities, and no ordinary policeman
would have dared to arrest one of them.  They carried about them
forbidden weapons, seduced helpless girls, and often disturbed the
public peace by their nocturnal broils and impudent practical jokes;
in one word, they were a body of young fellows, whom nothing could
restrain, who would gratify every whim, and enjoy their sport without
regard or consideration for any human being.

It was about that time that a policeman entered a coffee-room, in
which were seated two students.  One of them ordered him out, but the
man taking no notice of it, the student fired a pistol at him, and
missed his aim.  The policeman returned the fire, wounded the
aggressor, and ran away.  The students immediately mustered together
at the Bo, divided into bands, and went over the city, hunting the
policemen to murder them, and avenge the insult they had received.
In one of the encounters two of the students were killed, and all the
others, assembling in one troop, swore never to lay their arms down
as long as there should be one policeman alive in Padua.  The
authorities had to interfere, and the syndic of the students
undertook to put a stop to hostilities provided proper satisfaction
was given, as the police were in the wrong.  The man who had shot the
student in the coffee-room was hanged, and peace was restored; but
during the eight days of agitation, as I was anxious not to appear
less brave than my comrades who were patrolling the city, I followed
them in spite of Doctor Gozzi's remonstrances.  Armed with a carbine
and a pair of pistols, I ran about the town with the others, in quest
of the enemy, and I recollect how disappointed I was because the
troop to which I belonged did not meet one policeman.  When the war
was over, the doctor laughed at me, but Bettina admired my valour.
Unfortunately, I indulged in expenses far above my means, owing to my
unwillingness to seem poorer than my new friends.  I sold or pledged
everything I possessed, and I contracted debts which I could not
possibly pay.  This state of things caused my first sorrows, and they
are the most poignant sorrows under which a young man can smart.  Not
knowing which way to turn, I wrote to my excellent grandmother,
begging her assistance, but instead of sending me some money, she
came to Padua on the 1st of October, 1739, and, after thanking the
doctor and Bettina for all their affectionate care, she bought me
back to Venice.  As he took leave of me, the doctor, who was shedding
tears, gave me what he prized most on earth; a relic of some saint,
which perhaps I might have kept to this very day, had not the setting
been of gold.  It performed only one miracle, that of being of
service to me in a moment of great need.  Whenever I visited Padua,
to complete my study of the law, I stayed at the house of the kind
doctor, but I was always grieved at seeing near Bettina the brute to
whom she was engaged, and who did not appear to me deserving of such
a wife.  I have always regretted that a prejudice, of which I soon
got rid, should have made me preserve for that man a flower which I
could have plucked so easily.




CHAPTER IV

I receive the minor orders from the patriarch of Venice--I get
acquainted with Senator Malipiero, with Therese Imer, with the niece
of the Curate, with Madame Orio, with Nanette and Marton, and with
the Cavamacchia--I become a preacher--my adventure with Lucie at
Pasean A rendezvous on the third story.


"He comes from Padua, where he has completed his studies."  Such were
the words by which I was everywhere introduced, and which, the moment
they were uttered, called upon me the silent observation of every
young man of my age and condition, the compliments of all fathers,
and the caresses of old women, as well as the kisses of a few who,
although not old, were not sorry to be considered so for the sake of
embracing a young man without impropriety.  The curate of Saint-
Samuel, the Abbe Josello, presented me to Monsignor Correre,
Patriarch of Venice, who gave me the tonsure, and who, four months
afterwards, by special favour, admitted me to the four minor orders.
No words could express the joy and the pride of my grandmother.
Excellent masters were given to me to continue my studies, and M.
Baffo chose the Abbe Schiavo to teach me a pure Italian style,
especially poetry, for which I had a decided talent.  I was very
comfortably lodged with my brother Francois, who was studying
theatrical architecture.  My sister and my youngest brother were
living with our grandam in a house of her own, in which it was her
wish to die, because her husband had there breathed his last.  The
house in which I dwelt was the same in which my father had died, and
the rent of which my mother continued to pay.  It was large and well
furnished.

Although Abbe Grimani was my chief protector, I seldom saw him, and I
particularly attached myself to M. de Malipiero, to whom I had been
presented by the Curate Josello.  M. de Malipiero was a senator, who
was unwilling at seventy years of age to attend any more to State
affairs, and enjoyed a happy, sumptuous life in his mansion,
surrounded every evening by a well-chosen party of ladies who had all
known how to make the best of their younger days, and of gentlemen
who were always acquainted with the news of the town.  He was a
bachelor and wealthy, but, unfortunately, he had three or four times
every year severe attacks of gout, which always left him crippled in
some part or other of his body, so that all his person was disabled.
His head, his lungs, and his stomach had alone escaped this cruel
havoc.  He was still a fine man, a great epicure, and a good judge of
wine; his wit was keen, his knowledge of the world extensive, his
eloquence worthy of a son of Venice, and he had that wisdom which
must naturally belong to a senator who for forty years has had the
management of public affairs, and to a man who has bid farewell to
women after having possessed twenty mistresses, and only when he felt
himself compelled to acknowledge that he could no longer be accepted
by any woman.  Although almost entirely crippled, he did not appear
to be so when he was seated, when he talked, or when he was at table.
He had only one meal a day, and always took it alone because, being
toothless and unable to eat otherwise than very slowly, he did not
wish to hurry himself out of compliment to his guests, and would have
been sorry to see them waiting for him.  This feeling deprived him of
the pleasure he would have enjoyed in entertaining at his board
friendly and agreeable guests, and caused great sorrow to his
excellent cook.

The first time I had the honour of being introduced to him by the
curate, I opposed earnestly the reason which made him eat his meals
in solitude, and I said that his excellency had only to invite guests
whose appetite was good enough to enable them to eat a double share.

"But where can I find such table companions?" he asked.

"It is rather a delicate matter," I answered; "but you must take your
guests on trial, and after they have been found such as you wish them
to be, the only difficulty will be to keep them as your guests
without their being aware of the real cause of your preference, for
no respectable man could acknowledge that he enjoys the honour of
sitting at your excellency's table only because he eats twice as much
as any other man."

The senator understood the truth of my argument, and asked the curate
to bring me to dinner on the following day.  He found my practice
even better than my theory, and I became his daily guest.

This man, who had given up everything in life except his own self,
fostered an amorous inclination, in spite of his age and of his gout.
He loved a young girl named Therese Imer, the daughter of an actor
residing near his mansion, her bedroom window being opposite to his
own.  This young girl, then in her seventeenth year, was pretty,
whimsical, and a regular coquette.  She was practising music with a
view to entering the theatrical profession, and by showing herself
constantly at the window she had intoxicated the old senator, and was
playing with him cruelly.  She paid him a daily visit, but always
escorted by her mother, a former actress, who had retired from the
stage in order to work out her salvation, and who, as a matter of
course, had made up her mind to combine the interests of heaven with
the works of this world.  She took her daughter to mass every day and
compelled her to go to confession every week; but every afternoon she
accompanied her in a visit to the amorous old man, the rage of whom
frightened me when she refused him a kiss under the plea that she had
performed her devotions in the morning, and that she could not
reconcile herself to the idea of offending the God who was still
dwelling in her.

What a sight for a young man of fifteen like me, whom the old man
admitted as the only and silent witness of these erotic scenes!  The
miserable mother applauded her daughter's reserve, and went so far as
to lecture the elderly lover, who, in his turn, dared not refute her
maxims, which savoured either too much or too little of Christianity,
and resisted a very strong inclination to hurl at her head any object
he had at hand.  Anger would then take the place of lewd desires, and
after they had retired he would comfort himself by exchanging with me
philosophical considerations.

Compelled to answer him, and not knowing well what to say, I ventured
one day upon advising a marriage.  He struck me with amazement when
he answered that she refused to marry him from fear of drawing upon
herself the hatred of his relatives.

"Then make her the offer of a large sum of money, or a position."

"She says that she would not, even for a crown, commit a deadly sin."

"In that case, you must either take her by storm, or banish her for
ever from your presence."

"I can do neither one nor the other; physical as well as moral
strength is deficient in me."

"Kill her, then."

"That will very likely be the case unless I die first."

"Indeed I pity your excellency."

"Do you sometimes visit her?"

"No, for I might fall in love with her, and I would be miserable."

"You are right."

Witnessing many such scenes, and taking part in many similar
conversations, I became an especial favourite with the old nobleman.
I was invited to his evening assemblies which were, as I have stated
before, frequented by superannuated women and witty men.  He told me
that in this circle I would learn a science of greater import than
Gassendi's philosophy, which I was then studying by his advice
instead of Aristotle's, which he turned into ridicule.  He laid down
some precepts for my conduct in those assemblies, explaining the
necessity of my observing them, as there would be some wonder at a
young man of my age being received at such parties.  He ordered me
never to open my lips except to answer direct questions, and
particularly enjoined me never to pass an opinion on any subject,
because at my age I could not be allowed to have any opinions.

I faithfully followed his precepts, and obeyed his orders so well,
that in a few days I had gained his esteem, and become the child of
the house, as well as the favourite of all the ladies who visited
him.  In my character of a young and innocent ecclesiastic, they
would ask me to accompany them in their visits to the convents where
their daughters or their nieces were educated; I was at all hours
received at their houses without even being announced; I was scolded
if a week elapsed without my calling upon them, and when I went to
the apartments reserved for the young ladies, they would run away,
but the moment they saw that the intruder was only I, they would
return at once, and their confidence was very charming to me.

Before dinner, M. de Malipiero would often inquire from me what
advantages were accruing to me from the welcome I received at the
hands of the respectable ladies I had become acquainted with at his
house, taking care to tell me, before I could have time to answer,
that they were all endowed with the greatest virtue, and that I would
give everybody a bad opinion of myself, if I ever breathed one word
of disparagement to the high reputation they all enjoyed.  In this
way he would inculcate in me the wise precept of reserve and
discretion.

It was at the senator's house that I made the acquaintance of Madame
Manzoni, the wife of a notary public, of whom I shall have to speak
very often.  This worthy lady inspired me with the deepest
attachment, and she gave me the wisest advice.  Had I followed it,
and profited by it, my life would not have been exposed to so many
storms; it is true that in that case, my life would not be worth
writing.

All these fine acquaintances amongst women who enjoyed the reputation
of being high-bred ladies, gave me a very natural desire to shine by
my good looks and by the elegance of my dress; but my father
confessor, as well as my grandmother, objected very strongly to this
feeling of vanity.  On one occasion, taking me apart, the curate told
me, with honeyed words, that in the profession to which I had devoted
myself my thoughts ought to dwell upon the best means of being
agreeable to God, and not on pleasing the world by my fine
appearance.  He condemned my elaborate curls, and the exquisite
perfume of my pomatum.  He said that the devil had got hold of me by
the hair, that I would be excommunicated if I continued to take such
care of it, and concluded by quoting for my benefit these words from
an oecumenical council: 'clericus qui nutrit coman, anathema sit'.
I answered him with the names of several fashionable perfumed abbots,
who were not threatened with excommunication, who were not interfered
with, although they wore four times as much powder as I did--for I
only used a slight sprinkling--who perfumed their hair with a certain
amber-scented pomatum which brought women to the very point of
fainting, while mine, a jessamine pomade, called forth the compliment
of every circle in which I was received.  I added that I could not,
much to my regret, obey him, and that if I had meant to live in
slovenliness, I would have become a Capuchin and not an abbe.

My answer made him so angry that, three or four days afterwards, he
contrived to obtain leave from my grandmother to enter my chamber
early in the morning, before I was awake, and, approaching my bed on
tiptoe with a sharp pair of scissors, he cut off unmercifully all my
front hair, from one ear to the other.  My brother Francois was in
the adjoining room and saw him, but he did not interfere as he was
delighted at my misfortune.  He wore a wig, and was very jealous of
my beautiful head of hair.  Francois was envious through the whole of
his life; yet he combined this feeling of envy with friendship; I
never could understand him; but this vice of his, like my own vices,
must by this time have died of old age.

After his great operation, the abbe left my room quietly, but when I
woke up shortly afterwards, and realized all the horror of this
unheard-of execution, my rage and indignation were indeed wrought to
the highest pitch.

What wild schemes of revenge my brain engendered while, with a
looking-glass in my hand, I was groaning over the shameful havoc
performed by this audacious priest!  At the noise I made my
grandmother hastened to my room, and amidst my brother's laughter the
kind old woman assured me that the priest would never have been
allowed to enter my room if she could have foreseen his intention,
and she managed to soothe my passion to some extent by confessing
that he had over-stepped the limits of his right to administer a
reproof.

But I was determined upon revenge, and I went on dressing myself and
revolving in my mind the darkest plots.  It seemed to me that I was
entitled to the most cruel revenge, without having anything to dread
from the terrors of the law.  The theatres being open at that time I
put on a mask to go out, and I, went to the advocate Carrare, with
whom I had become acquainted at the senator's house, to inquire from
him whether I could bring a suit against the priest.  He told me
that, but a short time since, a family had been ruined for having
sheared the moustache of a Sclavonian--a crime not nearly so
atrocious as the shearing of all my front locks, and that I had only
to give him my instructions to begin a criminal suit against the
abbe, which would make him tremble.  I gave my consent, and begged
that he would tell M. de Malipiero in the evening the reason for
which I could not go to his house, for I did not feel any inclination
to show myself anywhere until my hair had grown again.

I went home and partook with my brother of a repast which appeared
rather scanty in comparison to the dinners I had with the old
senator.  The privation of the delicate and plentiful fare to which
his excellency had accustomed me was most painful, besides all the
enjoyments from which I was excluded through the atrocious conduct of
the virulent priest, who was my godfather.  I wept from sheer
vexation; and my rage was increased by the consciousness that there
was in this insult a certain dash of comical fun which threw over me
a ridicule more disgraceful in my estimation than the greatest crime.

I went to bed early, and, refreshed by ten hours of profound slumber,
I felt in the morning somewhat less angry, but quite as determined to
summon the priest before a court.  I dressed myself with the
intention of calling upon my advocate, when I received the visit of a
skilful hair-dresser whom I had seen at Madame Cantarini's house.  He
told me that he was sent by M. de Malipiero to arrange my hair so
that I could go out, as the senator wished me to dine with him on
that very day.  He examined the damage done to my head, and said,
with a smile, that if I would trust to his art, he would undertake to
send me out with an appearance of even greater elegance than I could
boast of before; and truly, when he had done, I found myself so good-
looking that I considered my thirst for revenge entirely satisfied.

Having thus forgotten the injury, I called upon the lawyer to tell
him to stay all proceedings, and I hastened to M. de Malipiero's
palace, where, as chance would have it, I met the abbe.
Notwithstanding all my joy, I could not help casting upon him rather
unfriendly looks, but not a word was said about what had taken place.
The senator noticed everything, and the priest took his leave, most
likely with feelings of mortified repentance, for this time I most
verily deserved excommunication by the extreme studied elegance of my
curling hair.

When my cruel godfather had left us, I did not dissemble with M. de
Malipiero; I candidly told him that I would look out for another
church, and that nothing would induce me to remain under a priest
who, in his wrath, could go the length of such proceedings.  The wise
old man agreed with me, and said that I was quite right: it was the
best way to make me do ultimately whatever he liked.  In the evening
everyone in our circle, being well aware of what had happened,
complimented me, and assured me that nothing could be handsomer than
my new head-dress.  I was delighted, and was still more gratified
when, after a fortnight had elapsed, I found that M. de Malipiero did
not broach the subject of my returning to my godfather's church.  My
grandmother alone constantly urged me to return.  But this calm was
the harbinger of a storm.  When my mind was thoroughly at rest on
that subject, M. de Malipiero threw me into the greatest astonishment
by suddenly telling me that an excellent opportunity offered itself
for me to reappear in the church and to secure ample satisfaction
from the abbe.

"It is my province," added the senator, "as president of the
Confraternity of the Holy Sacrament, to choose the preacher who is to
deliver the sermon on the fourth Sunday of this month, which happens
to be the second Christmas holiday.  I mean to appoint you, and I am
certain that the abbe will not dare to reject my choice.  What say
you to such a triumphant reappearance?  Does it satisfy you?"

This offer caused me the greatest surprise, for I had never dreamt of
becoming a preacher, and I had never been vain enough to suppose that
I could write a sermon and deliver it in the church.  I told M. de
Malipiero that he must surely be enjoying a joke at my expense, but
he answered that he had spoken in earnest, and he soon contrived to
persuade me and to make me believe that I was born to become the most
renowned preacher of our age as soon as I should have grown fat--a
quality which I certainly could not boast of, for at that time I was
extremely thin.  I had not the shadow of a fear as to my voice or to
my elocution, and for the matter of composing my sermon I felt myself
equal to the production of a masterpiece.

I told M. de Malipiero that I was ready, and anxious to be at home in
order to go to work; that, although no theologian, I was acquainted
with my subject, and would compose a sermon which would take everyone
by surprise on account of its novelty.

On the following day, when I called upon him, he informed me that the
abbe had expressed unqualified delight at the choice made by him, and
at my readiness in accepting the appointment; but he likewise desired
that I should submit my sermon to him as soon as it was written,
because the subject belonging to the most sublime theology he could
not allow me to enter the pulpit without being satisfied that I would
not utter any heresies.  I agreed to this demand, and during the week
I gave birth to my masterpiece.  I have now that first sermon in my
possession, and I cannot help saying that, considering my tender
years, I think it a very good one.

I could not give an idea of my grandmother's joy; she wept tears of
happiness at having a grandson who had become an apostle.  She
insisted upon my reading my sermon to her, listened to it with her
beads in her hands, and pronounced it very beautiful.  M. de
Malipiero, who had no rosary when I read it to him, was of opinion
that it would not prove acceptable to the parson.  My text was from
Horace: 'Ploravere suis non respondere favorem sperdtum meritis'; and
I deplored the wickedness and ingratitude of men, through which had
failed the design adopted by Divine wisdom for the redemption of
humankind.  But M. de Malipiero was sorry that I had taken my text
from any heretical poet, although he was pleased that my sermon was
not interlarded with Latin quotations.

I called upon the priest to read my production; but as he was out I
had to wait for his return, and during that time I fell in love with
his niece, Angela.  She was busy upon some tambour work; I sat down
close by her, and telling me that she had long desired to make my
acquaintance, she begged me to relate the history of the locks of
hair sheared by her venerable uncle.

My love for Angela proved fatal to me, because from it sprang two
other love affairs which, in their turn, gave birth to a great many
others, and caused me finally to renounce the Church as a profession.
But let us proceed quietly, and not encroach upon future events.

On his return home the abbe found me with his niece, who was about my
age, and he did not appear to be angry.  I gave him my sermon: he
read it over, and told me that it was a beautiful academical
dissertation, but unfit for a sermon from the pulpit, and he added,

"I will give you a sermon written by myself, which I have never
delivered; you will commit it to memory, and I promise to let
everybody suppose that it is of your own composition."

"I thank you, very reverend father, but I will preach my own sermon,
or none at all."

"At all events, you shall not preach such a sermon as this in my
church."

"You can talk the matter over with M. de Malipiero.  In the meantime
I will take my work to the censorship, and to His Eminence the
Patriarch, and if it is not accepted I shall have it printed."

"All very well, young man.  The patriarch will coincide with me."

In the evening I related my discussion with the parson before all the
guests of M. de Malipiero.  The reading of my sermon was called for,
and it was praised by all.  They lauded me for having with proper
modesty refrained from quoting the holy fathers of the Church, whom
at my age I could not be supposed to have sufficiently studied, and
the ladies particularly admired me because there was no Latin in it
but the Text from Horace, who, although a great libertine himself,
has written very good things.  A niece of the patriarch, who was
present that evening, promised to prepare her uncle in my favour, as
I had expressed my intention to appeal to him; but M. de Malipiero
desired me not to take any steps in the matter until I had seen him
on the following day, and I submissively bowed to his wishes.

When I called at his mansion the next day he sent for the priest, who
soon made his appearance.  As he knew well what he had been sent for,
he immediately launched out into a very long discourse, which I did
not interrupt, but the moment he had concluded his list of objections
I told him that there could not be two ways to decide the question;
that the patriarch would either approve or disapprove my sermon.

"In the first case," I added, "I can pronounce it in your church, and
no responsibility can possibly fall upon your shoulders; in the
second, I must, of course, give way."

The abbe was struck by my determination and he said,

"Do not go to the patriarch; I accept your sermon; I only request you
to change your text.  Horace was a villain."

"Why do you quote Seneca, Tertullian, Origen, and Boethius?  They
were all heretics, and must, consequently, be considered by you as
worse wretches than Horace, who, after all, never had the chance of
becoming a Christian!"

However, as I saw it would please M. de Malipiero, I finally
consented to accept, as a substitute for mine, a text offered by the
abbe, although it did not suit in any way the spirit of my
production; and in order to get an opportunity for a visit to his
niece, I gave him my manuscript, saying that I would call for it the
next day.  My vanity prompted me to send a copy to Doctor Gozzi, but
the good man caused me much amusement by returning it and writing
that I must have gone mad, and that if I were allowed to deliver such
a sermon from the pulpit I would bring dishonour upon myself as well
as upon the man who had educated me.

I cared but little for his opinion, and on the appointed day I
delivered my sermon in the Church of the Holy Sacrament in the
presence of the best society of Venice.  I received much applause,
and every one predicted that I would certainly become the first
preacher of our century, as no young ecclesiastic of fifteen had ever
been known to preach as well as I had done.  It is customary for the
faithful to deposit their offerings for the preacher in a purse which
is handed to them for that purpose.

The sexton who emptied it of its contents found in it more than fifty
sequins, and several billets-doux, to the great scandal of the weaker
brethren.  An anonymous note amongst them, the writer of which I
thought I had guessed, let me into a mistake which I think better not
to relate.  This rich harvest, in my great penury, caused me to
entertain serious thoughts of becoming a preacher, and I confided my
intention to the parson, requesting his assistance to carry it into
execution.  This gave me the privilege of visiting at his house every
day, and I improved the opportunity of conversing with Angela, for
whom my love was daily increasing.  But Angela was virtuous.  She did
not object to my love, but she wished me to renounce the Church and
to marry her.  In spite of my infatuation for her, I could not make
up my mind to such a step, and I went on seeing her and courting her
in the hope that she would alter her decision.

The priest, who had at last confessed his admiration for my first
sermon, asked me, some time afterwards, to prepare another for St.
Joseph's Day, with an invitation to deliver it on the 19th of March,
1741.  I composed it, and the abbe spoke of it with enthusiasm, but
fate had decided that I should never preach but once in my life.  It
is a sad tale, unfortunately for me very true, which some persons are
cruel enough to consider very amusing.

Young and rather self-conceited, I fancied that it was not necessary
for me to spend much time in committing my sermon to memory.  Being
the author, I had all the ideas contained in my work classified in my
mind, and it did not seem to me within the range of possibilities
that I could forget what I had written.  Perhaps I might not remember
the exact words of a sentence, but I was at liberty to replace them
by other expressions as good, and as I never happened to be at a
loss, or to be struck dumb, when I spoke in society, it was not
likely that such an untoward accident would befall me before an
audience amongst whom I did not know anyone who could intimidate me
and cause me suddenly to lose the faculty of reason or of speech.  I
therefore took my pleasure as usual, being satisfied with reading my
sermon morning and evening, in order to impress it upon my memory
which until then had never betrayed me.

The 19th of March came, and on that eventful day at four o'clock in
the afternoon I was to ascend the pulpit; but, believing myself quite
secure and thoroughly master of my subject, I had not the moral
courage to deny myself the pleasure of dining with Count Mont-Real,
who was then residing with me, and who had invited the patrician
Barozzi, engaged to be married to his daughter after the Easter
holidays.

I was still enjoying myself with my fine company, when the sexton of
the church came in to tell me that they were waiting for me in the
vestry.  With a full stomach and my head rather heated, I took my
leave, ran to the church, and entered the pulpit.  I went through the
exordium with credit to myself, and I took breathing time; but
scarcely had I pronounced the first sentences of the narration,
before I forgot what I was saying, what I had to say, and in my
endeavours to proceed, I fairly wandered from my subject and I lost
myself entirely.  I was still more discomforted by a half-repressed
murmur of the audience, as my deficiency appeared evident.  Several
persons left the church, others began to smile, I lost all presence
of mind and every hope of getting out of the scrape.

I could not say whether I feigned a fainting fit, or whether I truly
swooned; all I know is that I fell down on the floor of the pulpit,
striking my head against the wall, with an inward prayer for
annihilation.

Two of the parish clerks carried me to the vestry, and after a few
moments, without addressing a word to anyone, I took my cloak and my
hat, and went home to lock myself in my room.  I immediately dressed
myself in a short coat, after the fashion of travelling priests, I
packed a few things in a trunk, obtained some money from my
grandmother, and took my departure for Padua, where I intended to
pass my third examination.  I reached Padua at midnight, and went to
Doctor Gozzi's house, but I did not feel the slightest temptation to
mention to him my unlucky adventure.

I remained in Padua long enough to prepare myself for the doctor's
degree, which I intended to take the following year, and after Easter
I returned to Venice, where my misfortune was already forgotten; but
preaching was out of the question, and when any attempt was made to
induce me to renew my efforts, I manfully kept to my determination
never to ascend the pulpit again.

On the eve of Ascension Day M. Manzoni introduced me to a young
courtesan, who was at that time in great repute at Venice, and was
nick-named Cavamacchia, because her father had been a scourer.  This
named vexed her a great deal, she wished to be called Preati, which
was her family name, but it was all in vain, and the only concession
her friends would make was to call her by her Christian name of
Juliette.  She had been introduced to fashionable notice by the
Marquis de Sanvitali, a nobleman from Parma, who had given her one
hundred thousand ducats for her favours.  Her beauty was then the
talk of everybody in Venice, and it was fashionable to call upon her.
To converse with her, and especially to be admitted into her circle,
was considered a great boon.

As I shall have to mention her several times in the course of my
history, my readers will, I trust, allow me to enter into some
particulars about her previous life.

Juliette was only fourteen years of age when her father sent her one
day to the house of a Venetian nobleman, Marco Muazzo, with a coat
which he had cleaned for him.  He thought her very beautiful in spite
of the dirty rags in which she was dressed, and he called to see her
at her father's shop, with a friend of his, the celebrated advocate,
Bastien Uccelli, who; struck by the romantic and cheerful nature of
Juliette still more than by her beauty and fine figure, gave her an
apartment, made her study music, and kept her as his mistress.  At
the time of the fair, Bastien took her with him to various public
places of resort; everywhere she attracted general attention, and
secured the admiration of every lover of the sex.  She made rapid
progress in music, and at the end of six months she felt sufficient
confidence in herself to sign an engagement with a theatrical manager
who took her to Vienna to give her a 'castrato' part in one of
Metastasio's operas.

The advocate had previously ceded her to a wealthy Jew who, after
giving her splendid diamonds, left her also.

In Vienna, Juliette appeared on the stage, and her beauty gained for
her an admiration which she would never have conquered by her very
inferior talent.  But the constant crowd of adorers who went to
worship the goddess, having sounded her exploits rather too loudly,
the august Maria-Theresa objected to this new creed being sanctioned
in her capital, and the beautfiul actress received an order to quit
Vienna forthwith.

Count Spada offered her his protection, and brought her back to
Venice, but she soon left for Padua where she had an engagement.  In
that city she kindled the fire of love in the breast of Marquis
Sanvitali, but the marchioness having caught her once in her own box,
and Juliette having acted disrespectfully to her, she slapped her
face, and the affair having caused a good deal of noise, Juliette
gave up the stage altogether.  She came back to Venice, where, made
conspicuous by her banishment from Vienna, she could not fail to make
her fortune.  Expulsion from Vienna, for this class of women, had
become a title to fashionable favour, and when there was a wish to
depreciate a singer or a dancer, it was said of her that she had not
been sufficiently prized to be expelled from Vienna.

After her return, her first lover was Steffano Querini de Papozzes,
but in the spring of 1740, the Marquis de Sanvitali came to Venice
and soon carried her off.  It was indeed difficult to resist this
delightful marquis!  His first present to the fair lady was a sum of
one hundred thousand ducats, and, to prevent his being accused of
weakness or of lavish prodigality, he loudly proclaimed that the
present could scarcely make up for the insult Juliette had received
from his wife--an insult, however, which the courtesan never
admitted, as she felt that there would be humiliation in such an
acknowledgment, and she always professed to admire with gratitude her
lover's generosity.  She was right; the admission of the blow
received would have left a stain upon her charms, and how much more
to her taste to allow those charms to be prized at such a high
figure!

It was in the year 1741 that M.  Manzoni introduced me to this new
Phryne as a young ecclesiastic who was beginning to make a
reputation.  I found her surrounded by seven or eight well-seasoned
admirers, who were burning at her feet the incense of their flattery.
She was carelessly reclining on a sofa near Querini.  I was much
struck with her appearance.  She eyed me from head to foot, as if I
had been exposed for sale, and telling me, with the air of a
princess, that she was not sorry to make my acquaintance, she invited
me to take a seat. I began then, in my turn, to examine her closely
and deliberately, and it was an easy matter, as the room, although
small, was lighted with at least twenty wax candles.

Juliette was then in her eighteenth year; the freshness of her
complexion was dazzling, but the carnation tint of her cheeks, the
vermilion of her lips, and the dark, very narrow curve of her
eyebrows, impressed me as being produced by art rather than nature.
Her teeth--two rows of magnificent pearls--made one overlook the fact
that her mouth was somewhat too large, and whether from habit, or
because she could not help it, she seemed to be ever smiling.  Her
bosom, hid under a light gauze, invited the desires of love; yet I
did not surrender to her charms. Her bracelets and the rings which
covered her fingers did not prevent me from noticing that her hand
was too large and too fleshy, and in spite of her carefully hiding
her feet, I judged, by a telltale slipper lying close by her dress,
that they were well proportioned to the height of her figure--a
proportion which is unpleasant not only to the Chinese and Spaniards,
but likewise to every man of refined taste.  We want a tall women to
have a small foot, and certainly it is not a modern taste, for
Holofernes of old was of the same opinion; otherwise he would not
have thought Judith so charming: 'et sandalid ejus rapuerunt oculos
ejus'.  Altogether I found her beautiful, but when I compared her
beauty and the price of one hundred thousand ducats paid for it, I
marvelled at my remaining so cold, and at my not being tempted to
give even one sequin for the privilege of making from nature a study
of the charms which her dress concealed from my eyes.

I had scarcely been there a quarter of an hour when the noise made by
the oars of a gondola striking the water heralded the prodigal
marquis.  We all rose from our seats, and M. Querini hastened,
somewhat blushing, to quit his place on the sofa.  M. de Sanvitali,
a man of middle age, who had travelled much, took a seat near
Juliette, but not on the sofa, so she was compelled to turn round.
It gave me the opportunity of seeing her full front, while I had
before only a side view of her face.

After my introduction to Juliette, I paid her four or five visits,
and I thought myself justified, by the care I had given to the
examination of her beauty, in saying in M. de Malipiero's draw-room,
one evening, when my opinion about her was asked, that she could
please only a glutton with depraved tastes; that she had neither the
fascination of simple nature nor any knowledge of society, that she
was deficient in well-bred, easy manners as well as in striking
talents and that those were the qualities which a thorough gentleman
liked to find in a woman.  This opinion met the general approbation
of his friends, but M. de Malipiero kindly whispered to me that
Juliette would certainly be informed of the portrait I had drawn of
her, and that she would become my sworn enemy.  He had guessed
rightly.

I thought Juliette very singular, for she seldom spoke to me, and
whenever she looked at me she made use of an eye-glass, or she
contracted her eye-lids, as if she wished to deny me the honour of
seeing her eyes, which were beyond all dispute very beautiful.  They
were blue, wondrously large and full, and tinted with that
unfathomable variegated iris which nature only gives to youth, and
which generally disappears, after having worked miracles, when the
owner reaches the shady side of forty.  Frederick the Great preserved
it until his death.

Juliette was informed of the portrait I had given of her to M. de
Malipiero's friends by the indiscreet pensioner, Xavier Cortantini.
One evening I called upon her with M. Manzoni, and she told him that
a wonderful judge of beauty had found flaws in hers, but she took
good care not to specify them.  It was not difficult to make out that
she was indirectly firing at me, and I prepared myself for the
ostracism which I was expecting, but which, however, she kept in
abeyance fully for an hour.  At last, our conversation falling upon a
concert given a few days before by Imer, the actor, and in which his
daughter, Therese, had taken a brilliant part, Juliette turned round
to me and inquired what M. de Malipiero did for Therese.  I said that
he was educating her.  "He can well do it," she answered, "for he is
a man of talent; but I should like to know what he can do with you?"

"Whatever he can."

"I am told that he thinks you rather stupid."

As a matter of course, she had the laugh on her side, and I,
confused, uncomfortable and not knowing what to say, took leave after
having cut a very sorry figure, and determined never again to darken
her door.  The next day at dinner the account of my adventure caused
much amusement to the old senator.

Throughout the summer, I carried on a course of Platonic love with my
charming Angela at the house of her teacher of embroidery, but her
extreme reserve excited me, and my love had almost become a torment
to myself.  With my ardent nature, I required a mistress like
Bettina, who knew how to satisfy my love without wearing it out.  I
still retained some feelings of purity, and I entertained the deepest
veneration for Angela.  She was in my eyes the very palladium of
Cecrops.  Still very innocent, I felt some disinclination towards
women, and I was simple enough to be jealous of even their husbands.

Angela would not grant me the slightest favour, yet she was no flirt;
but the fire beginning in me parched and withered me.  The pathetic
entreaties which I poured out of my heart had less effect upon her
than upon two young sisters, her companions and friends: had I not
concentrated every look of mine upon the heartless girl, I might have
discovered that her friends excelled her in beauty and in feeling,
but my prejudiced eyes saw no one but Angela.  To every outpouring of
my love she answered that she was quite ready to become my wife, and
that such was to be the limit of my wishes; when she condescended to
add that she suffered as much as I did myself, she thought she had
bestowed upon me the greatest of favours.

Such was the state of my mind, when, in the first days of autumn, I
received a letter from the Countess de Mont-Real with an invitation
to spend some time at her beautiful estate at Pasean.  She expected
many guests, and among them her own daughter, who had married a
Venetian nobleman, and who had a great reputation for wit and beauty,
although she had but one eye; but it was so beautiful that it made up
for the loss of the other.  I accepted the invitation, and Pasean
offering me a constant round of pleasures, it was easy enough for me
to enjoy myself, and to forget for the time the rigours of the cruel
Angela.

I was given a pretty room on the ground floor, opening upon the
gardens of Pasean, and I enjoyed its comforts without caring to know
who my neighbours were.

The morning after my arrival, at the very moment I awoke, my eyes
were delighted with the sight of the charming creature who brought me
my coffee.  She was a very young girl, but as well formed as a young
person of seventeen; yet she had scarcely completed her fourteenth
year.  The snow of her complexion, her hair as dark as the raven's
wing, her black eyes beaming with fire and innocence, her dress
composed only of a chemise and a short petticoat which exposed a
well-turned leg and the prettiest tiny foot, every detail I gathered
in one instant presented to my looks the most original and the most
perfect beauty I had ever beheld.  I looked at her with the greatest
pleasure, and her eyes rested upon me as if we had been old
acquaintances.

"How did you find your bed?" she asked.

"Very comfortable; I am sure you made it.  Pray, who are you?"

"I am Lucie, the daughter of the gate-keeper: I have neither brothers
nor sisters, and I am fourteen years old.  I am very glad you have no
servant with you; I will be your little maid, and I am sure you will
be pleased with me."

Delighted at this beginning, I sat up in my bed and she helped me to
put on my dressing-gown, saying a hundred things which I did not
understand.  I began to drink my coffee, quite amazed at her easy
freedom, and struck with her beauty, to which it would have been
impossible to remain indifferent.  She had seated herself on my bed,
giving no other apology for that liberty than the most delightful
smile.

I was still sipping my coffee, when Lucie's parents came into my
room.  She did not move from her place on the bed, but she looked at
them, appearing very proud of such a seat.  The good people kindly
scolded her, begged my forgiveness in her favour, and Lucie left the
room to attend to her other duties.  The moment she had gone her
father and mother began to praise their daughter.

"She is," they said, "our only child, our darling pet, the hope of
our old age.  She loves and obeys us, and fears God; she is as clean
as a new pin, and has but one fault."

"What is that?"

"She is too young."

"That is a charming fault which time will mend"

I was not long in ascertaining that they were living specimens of
honesty, of truth, of homely virtues, and of real happiness.  I was
delighted at this discovery, when Lucie returned as gay as a lark,
prettily dressed, her hair done in a peculiar way of her own, and
with well-fitting shoes.  She dropped a simple courtesy before me,
gave a couple of hearty kisses to both her parents, and jumped on her
father knees.  I asked her to come and sit on my bed, but she
answered that she could not take such a liberty now that she was
dressed, The simplicity, artlessness, and innocence of the answer
seemed to me very enchanting, and brought a smile on my lips.  I
examined her to see whether she was prettier in her new dress or in
the morning's negligee, and I decided in favour of the latter.  To
speak the truth, Lucie was, I thought, superior in everything, not
only to Angela, but even to Bettina.

The hair-dresser made his appearance, and the honest family left my
room.  When I was dressed I went to meet the countess and her amiable
daughter.  The day passed off very pleasantly, as is generally the
case in the country, when you are amongst agreeable people.

In the morning, the moment my eyes were opened,

I rang the bell, and pretty Lucie came in, simple and natural as
before, with her easy manners and wonderful remarks.  Her candour,
her innocence shone brilliantly all over her person.  I could not
conceive how, with her goodness, her virtue and her intelligence, she
could run the risk of exciting me by coming into my room alone, and
with so much familiarity.  I fancied that she would not attach much
importance to certain slight liberties, and would not prove over-
scrupulous, and with that idea I made up my mind to shew her that I
fully understood her.  I felt no remorse of conscience on the score
of her parents, who, in my estimation, were as careless as herself;
I had no dread of being the first to give the alarm to her innocence,
or to enlighten her mind with the gloomy light of malice, but,
unwilling either to be the dupe of feeling or to act against it, I
resolved to reconnoitre the ground.  I extend a daring hand towards
her person, and by an involuntary movement she withdraws, blushes,
her cheerfulness disappears, and, turning her head aside as if she
were in search of something, she waits until her agitation has
subsided.  The whole affair had not lasted one minute.  She came
back, abashed at the idea that she had proved herself rather knowing,
and at the dread of having perhaps given a wrong interpretation to an
action which might have been, on my part, perfectly innocent, or the
result of politeness.  Her natural laugh soon returned, and, having
rapidly read in her mind all I have just described, I lost no time in
restoring her confidence, and, judging that I would venture too much
by active operations, I resolved to employ the following morning in a
friendly chat during which I could make her out better.

In pursuance of that plan, the next morning, as we were talking, I
told her that it was cold, but that she would not feel it if she
would lie down near me.

"Shall I disturb you?" she said.

"No; but I am thinking that if your mother happened to come in, she
would be angry."

"Mother would not think of any harm."

"Come, then.  But Lucie, do you know what danger you are exposing
yourself to?"

"Certainly I do; but you are good, and, what is more, you are a
priest."

"Come; only lock the door."

"No, no, for people might think....  I do not know what." She laid
down close by me, and kept on her chatting, although I did not
understand a word of what she said, for in that singular position,
and unwilling to give way to my ardent desires, I remained as still
as a log.

Her confidence in her safety, confidence which was certainly not
feigned, worked upon my feelings to such an extent that I would have
been ashamed to take any advantage of it.  At last she told me that
nine o'clock had struck, and that if old Count Antonio found us as we
were, he would tease her with his jokes.  "When I see that man," she
said, "I am afraid and I run away." Saying these words, she rose from
the bed and left the room.

I remained motionless for a long while, stupefied, benumbed, and
mastered by the agitation of my excited senses as well as by my
thoughts.  The next morning, as I wished to keep calm, I only let her
sit down on my bed, and the conversation I had with her proved
without the shadow of a doubt that her parents had every reason to
idolize her, and that the easy freedom of her mind as well as of her
behaviour with me was entirely owing to her innocence and to her
purity.  Her artlessness, her vivacity, her eager curiosity, and the
bashful blushes which spread over her face whenever her innocent or
jesting remarks caused me to laugh, everything, in fact, convinced me
that she was an angel destined to become the victim of the first
libertine who would undertake to seduce her.  I felt sufficient
control over my own feelings to resist any attempt against her virtue
which my conscience might afterwards reproach me with.  The mere
thought of taking advantage of her innocence made me shudder, and my
self-esteem was a guarantee to her parents, who abandoned her to me
on the strength of the good opinion they entertained of me, that
Lucie's honour was safe in my hands.  I thought I would have despised
myself if I had betrayed the trust they reposed in me.  I therefore
determined to conquer my feelings, and, with perfect confidence in
the victory, I made up my mind to wage war against myself, and to be
satisfied with her presence as the only reward of my heroic efforts.
I was not yet acquainted with the axiom that "as long as the fighting
lasts, victory remains uncertain."

As I enjoyed her conversation much, a natural instinct prompted me to
tell her that she would afford me great pleasure if she could come
earlier in the morning, and even wake me up if I happened to be
asleep, adding, in order to give more weight to my request, that the
less I slept the better I felt in health.  In this manner I contrived
to spend three hours instead of two in her society, although this
cunning contrivance of mine did not prevent the hours flying, at
least in my opinion, as swift as lightning.

Her mother would often come in as we were talking, and when the good
woman found her sitting on my bed she would say nothing, only
wondering at my kindness.  Lucie would then cover her with kisses,
and the kind old soul would entreat me to give her child lessons of
goodness, and to cultivate her mind; but when she had left us Lucie
did not think herself more unrestrained, and whether in or out of her
mother's presence, she was always the same without the slightest
change.

If the society of this angelic child afforded me the sweetest
delight, it also caused me the most cruel suffering.  Often, very
often, when her face was close to my lips, I felt the most ardent
temptation to smother her with kisses, and my blood was at fever heat
when she wished that she had been a sister of mine.  But I kept
sufficient command over myself to avoid the slightest contact, for I
was conscious that even one kiss would have been the spark which
would have blown up all the edifice of my reserve.  Every time she
left me I remained astounded at my own victory, but, always eager to
win fresh laurels, I longed for the following morning, panting for a
renewal of this sweet yet very dangerous contest.

At the end of ten or twelve days, I felt that there was no
alternative but to put a stop to this state of things, or to become a
monster in my own eyes; and I decided for the moral side of the
question all the more easily that nothing insured me success, if I
chose the second alternative.  The moment I placed her under the
obligation to defend herself Lucie would become a heroine, and the
door of my room being open, I might have been exposed to shame and to
a very useless repentance.  This rather frightened me.  Yet, to put
an end to my torture, I did not know what to decide.  I could no
longer resist the effect made upon my senses by this beautiful girl,
who, at the break of day and scarcely dressed, ran gaily into my
room, came to my bed enquiring how I had slept, bent familiarly her
head towards me, and, so to speak, dropped her words on my lips.  In
those dangerous moments I would turn my head aside; but in her
innocence she would reproach me for being afraid when she felt
herself so safe, and if I answered that I could not possibly fear a
child, she would reply that a difference of two years was of no
account.

Standing at bay, exhausted, conscious that every instant increased
the ardour which was devouring me, I resolved to entreat from herself
the discontinuance of her visits, and this resolution appeared to me
sublime and infallible; but having postponed its execution until the
following morning, I passed a dreadful night, tortured by the image
of Lucie, and by the idea that I would see her in the morning for the
last time.  I fancied that Lucie would not only grant my prayer, but
that she would conceive for me the highest esteem.  In the morning,
it was barely day-light, Lucie beaming, radiant with beauty, a happy
smile brightening her pretty mouth, and her splendid hair in the most
fascinating disorder, bursts into my room, and rushes with open arms
towards my bed; but when she sees my pale, dejected, and unhappy
countenance, she stops short, and her beautiful face taking an
expression of sadness and anxiety:

"What ails you?" she asks, with deep sympathy.

"I have had no sleep through the night:"

"And why?"

"Because I have made up my mind to impart to you a project which,
although fraught with misery to myself, will at least secure me your
esteem."

"But if your project is to insure my esteem it ought to make you very
cheerful.  Only tell me, reverend sir, why, after calling me 'thou'
yesterday, you treat me today respectfully, like a lady?  What have I
done?  I will get your coffee, and you must tell me everything after
you have drunk it; I long to hear you"

She goes and returns, I drink the coffee, and seeing that my
countenance remains grave she tries to enliven me, contrives to make
me smile, and claps her hands for joy.  After putting everything in
order, she closes the door because the wind is high, and in her
anxiety not to lose one word of what I have to say, she entreats
artlessly a little place near me.  I cannot refuse her, for I feel
almost lifeless.

I then begin a faithful recital of the fearful state in which her
beauty has thrown me, and a vivid picture of all the suffering I have
experienced in trying to master my ardent wish to give her some proof
of my love; I explain to her that, unable to endure such torture any
longer, I see no other safety but in entreating her not to see me any
more.  The importance of the subject, the truth of my love, my wish
to present my expedient in the light of the heroic effort of a deep
and virtuous passion, lend me a peculiar eloquence.  I endeavour
above all to make her realize the fearful consequences which might
follow a course different to the one I was proposing, and how
miserable we might be.

At the close of my long discourse Lucie, seeing my eyes wet with
tears, throws off the bed-clothes to wipe them, without thinking that
in so doing she uncovers two globes, the beauty of which might have
caused the wreck of the most experienced pilot.  After a short
silence, the charming child tells me that my tears make her very
unhappy, and that she had never supposed that she could cause them.

"All you have just told me," she added, "proves the sincerity of your
great love for me, but I cannot imagine why you should be in such
dread of a feeling which affords me the most intense pleasure.  You
wish to banish me from your presence because you stand in fear of
your love, but what would you do if you hated me?  Am I guilty
because I have pleased you?  If it is a crime to have won your
affection, I can assure you that I did not think I was committing a
criminal action, and therefore you cannot conscientiously punish me.
Yet I cannot conceal the truth; I am very happy to be loved by you.
As for the danger we run, when we love, danger which I can
understand, we can set it at defiance, if we choose, and I wonder at
my not fearing it, ignorant as I am, while you, a learned man, think
it so terrible.  I am astonished that love, which is not a disease,
should have made you ill, and that it should have exactly the
opposite effect upon me.  Is it possible that I am mistaken, and that
my feeling towards you should not be love?  You saw me very cheerful
when I came in this morning; it is because I have been dreaming all
night, but my dreams did not keep me awake; only several times I woke
up to ascertain whether my dream was true, for I thought I was near
you; and every time, finding that it was not so, I quickly went to
sleep again in the hope of continuing my happy dream, and every time
I succeeded.  After such a night, was it not natural for me to be
cheerful this morning?  My dear abbe, if love is a torment for you I
am very sorry, but would it be possible for you to live without love?
I will do anything you order me to do, but, even if your cure
depended upon it, I would not cease to love you, for that would be
impossible.  Yet if to heal your sufferings it should be necessary
for you to love me no more, you must do your utmost to succeed, for I
would much rather see you alive without love, than dead for having
loved too much.  Only try to find some other plan, for the one you
have proposed makes me very miserable.  Think of it, there may be
some other way which will be less painful.  Suggest one more
practicable, and depend upon Lucie's obedience."

These words, so true, so artless, so innocent, made me realize the
immense superiority of nature's eloquence over that of philosophical
intellect.  For the first time I folded this angelic being in my
arms, exclaiming, "Yes, dearest Lucie, yes, thou hast it in thy power
to afford the sweetest relief to my devouring pain; abandon to my
ardent kisses thy divine lips which have just assured me of thy
love."

An hour passed in the most delightful silence, which nothing
interrupted except these words murmured now and then by Lucie, "Oh,
God! is it true?  is it not a dream?" Yet I respected her innocence,
and the more readily that she abandoned herself entirely and without
the slightest resistance.  At last, extricating herself gently from
my arms, she said, with some uneasiness, "My heart begins to speak, I
must go;" and she instantly rose.  Having somewhat rearranged her
dress she sat down, and her mother, coming in at that moment,
complimented me upon my good looks and my bright countenance, and
told Lucie to dress herself to attend mass.  Lucie came back an hour
later, and expressed her joy and her pride at the wonderful cure she
thought she had performed upon me, for the healthy appearance I was
then shewing convinced her of my love much better than the pitiful
state in which she had found me in the morning.  "If your complete
happiness," she said, "rests in my power, be happy; there is nothing
that I can refuse you."

The moment she left me, still wavering between happiness and fear, I
understood that I was standing on the very brink of the abyss, and
that nothing but a most extraordinary determination could prevent me
from falling headlong into it.

I remained at Pasean until the end of September, and the last eleven
nights of my stay were passed in the undisturbed possession of Lucie,
who, secure in her mother's profound sleep, came to my room to enjoy
in my arms the most delicious hours.  The burning ardour of my love
was increased by the abstinence to which I condemned myself, although
Lucie did everything in her power to make me break through my
determination.  She could not fully enjoy the sweetness of the
forbidden fruit unless I plucked it without reserve, and the effect
produced by our constantly lying in each other's arms was too strong
for a young girl to resist.  She tried everything she could to
deceive me, and to make me believe that I had already, and in
reality, gathered the whole flower, but Bettina's lessons had been
too efficient to allow me to go on a wrong scent, and I reached the
end of my stay without yielding entirely to the temptation she so
fondly threw in my way.  I promised her to return in the spring; our
farewell was tender and very sad, and I left her in a state of mind
and of body which must have been the cause of her misfortunes, which,
twenty years after, I had occasion to reproach myself with in
Holland, and which will ever remain upon my conscience.

A few days after my return to Venice, I had fallen back into all my
old habits, and resumed my courtship of Angela in the hope that I
would obtain from her, at least, as much as Lucie had granted to me.
A certain dread which to-day I can no longer trace in my nature, a
sort of terror of the consequences which might have a blighting
influence upon my future, prevented me from giving myself up to
complete enjoyment.  I do not know whether I have ever been a truly
honest man, but I am fully aware that the feelings I fostered in my
youth were by far more upright than those I have, as I lived on,
forced myself to accept.  A wicked philosophy throws down too many of
these barriers which we call prejudices.

The two sisters who were sharing Angela's embroidery lessons were her
intimate friends and the confidantes of all her secrets.  I made
their acquaintance, and found that they disapproved of her extreme
reserve towards me.  As I usually saw them with Angela and knew their
intimacy with her, I would, when I happened to meet them alone, tell
them all my sorrows, and, thinking only of my cruel sweetheart, I
never was conceited enough to propose that these young girls might
fall in love with me; but I often ventured to speak to them with all
the blazing inspiration which was burning in me--a liberty I would
not have dared to take in the presence of her whom I loved.  True
love always begets reserve; we fear to be accused of exaggeration if
we should give utterance to feelings inspired, by passion, and the
modest lover, in his dread of saying too much, very often says too
little.

The teacher of embroidery, an old bigot, who at first appeared not to
mind the attachment I skewed for Angela, got tired at last of my too
frequent visits, and mentioned them to the abbe, the uncle of my fair
lady.  He told me kindly one day that I ought not to call at that
house so often, as my constant visits might be wrongly construed, and
prove detrimental to the reputation of his niece.  His words fell
upon me like a thunder-bolt, but I mastered my feelings sufficiently
to leave him without incurring any suspicion, and I promised to
follow his good advice.

Three or four days afterwards, I paid a visit to the teacher of
embroidery, and, to make her believe that my visit was only intended
for her, I did not stop one instant near the young girls; yet I
contrived to slip in the hand of the eldest of the two sisters a note
enclosing another for my dear Angela, in which I explained why I had
been compelled to discontinue my visits, entreating her to devise
some means by which I could enjoy the happiness of seeing her and of
conversing with her.  In my note to Nanette, I only begged her to
give my letter to her friend, adding that I would see them again the
day after the morrow, and that I trusted to her to find an
opportunity for delivering me the answer.  She managed it all very
cleverly, and, when I renewed my visit two days afterwards, she gave
me a letter without attracting the attention of anyone.
Nanette's letter enclosed a very short note from Angela, who,
disliking letter-writing, merely advised me to follow, if I could,
the plan proposed by her friend.  Here is the copy of the letter
written by Nanette, which I have always kept, as well as all other
letters which I give in these Memoirs:

"There is nothing in the world, reverend sir, that I would not
readily do for my friend.  She visits at our house every holiday, has
supper with us, and sleeps under our roof.  I will suggest the best
way for you to make the acquaintance of Madame Orio, our aunt; but,
if you obtain an introduction to her, you must be very careful not to
let her suspect your preference for Angela, for our aunt would
certainly object to her house being made a place of rendezvous to
facilitate your interviews with a stranger to her family.  Now for
the plan I propose, and in the execution of which I will give you
every assistance in my power.  Madame Orio, although a woman of good
station in life, is not wealthy, and she wishes to have her name
entered on the list of noble widows who receive the bounties bestowed
by the Confraternity of the Holy Sacrament, of which M. de Malipiero
is president.  Last Sunday, Angela mentioned that you are in the good
graces of that nobleman, and that the best way to obtain his
patronage would be to ask you to entreat it in her behalf.  The
foolish girl added that you were smitten with me, that all your
visits to our mistress of embroidery were made for my special benefit
and for the sake of entertaining me, and that I would find it a very
easy task to interest you in her favour.  My aunt answered that, as
you are a priest, there was no fear of any harm, and she told me to
write to you with an invitation to call on her; I refused.  The
procurator Rosa, who is a great favourite of my aunt's, was present;
he approved of my refusal, saying that the letter ought to be written
by her and not by me, that it was for my aunt to beg the honour of
your visit on business of real importance, and that, if there was any
truth in the report of your love for me, you would not fail to come.
My aunt, by his advice, has therefore written the letter which you
will find at your house.  If you wish to meet Angela, postpone your
visit to us until next Sunday.  Should you succeed in obtaining M.
de Malipiero's good will in favour of my aunt, you will become the
pet of the household, but you must forgive me if I appear to treat
you with coolness, for I have said that I do not like you.  I would
advise you to make love to my aunt, who is sixty years of age;
M. Rosa will not be jealous, and you will become dear to everyone.
For my part, I will manage for you an opportunity for some private
conversation with Angela, and I will do anything to convince you of
my friendship.  Adieu."

This plan appeared to me very well conceived, and, having the same
evening received Madame Orio's letter, I called upon her on the
following day, Sunday.  I was welcomed in a very friendly manner, and
the lady, entreating me to exert in her behalf my influence with M.
de Malipiero, entrusted me with all the papers which I might require
to succeed.  I undertook to do my utmost, and I took care to address
only a few words to Angela, but I directed all my gallant attentions
to Nanette, who treated me as coolly as could be.  Finally, I won the
friendship of the old procurator Rosa, who, in after years, was of
some service to me.

I had so much at stake in the success of Madame Orio's petition, that
I thought of nothing else, and knowing all the power of the beautiful
Therese Imer over our amorous senator, who would be but too happy to
please her in anything, I determined to call upon her the next day,
and I went straight to her room without being announced.  I found her
alone with the physician Doro, who, feigning to be on a professional
visit, wrote a prescription, felt her pulse, and went off.  This Doro
was suspected of being in love with Therese; M. de Malipiero, who was
jealous, had forbidden Therese to receive his visits, and she had
promised to obey him.  She knew that I was acquainted with those
circumstances, and my presence was evidently unpleasant to her, for
she had certainly no wish that the old man should hear how she kept
her promise.  I thought that no better opportunity could be found of
obtaining from her everything I wished.

I told her in a few words the object of my visit, and I took care to
add that she could rely upon my discretion, and that I would not for
the world do her any injury.  Therese, grateful for this assurance,
answered that she rejoiced at finding an occasion to oblige me, and,
asking me to give her the papers of my protege, she shewed me the
certificates and testimonials of another lady in favour of whom she
had undertaken to speak, and whom, she said, she would sacrifice to
the person in whose behalf I felt interested.  She kept her word, for
the very next day she placed in my hands the brevet, signed by his
excellency as president of the confraternity.  For the present, and
with the expectation of further favours, Madame Orio's name was put
down to share the bounties which were distributed twice a year.

Nanette and her sister Marton were the orphan daughters of a sister
of Madame Orio.  All the fortune of the good lady consisted in the
house which was her dwelling, the first floor being let, and in a
pension given to her by her brother, member of the council of ten.
She lived alone with her two charming nieces, the eldest sixteen, and
the youngest fifteen years of age.  She kept no servant, and only
employed an old woman, who, for one crown a month, fetched water, and
did the rough work.  Her only friend was the procurator Rosa; he had,
like her, reached his sixtieth year, and expected to marry her as
soon as he should become a widower.

The two sisters slept together on the third floor in a large bed,
which was likewise shared by Angela every Sunday.

As soon as I found myself in possession of the deed for Madame Orio,
I hastened to pay a visit to the mistress of embroidery, in order to
find an opportunity of acquainting Nanette with my success, and in a
short note which I prepared, I informed her that in two days I would
call to give the brevet to Madame Orio, and I begged her earnestly
not to forget her promise to contrive a private interview with my
dear Angela.

When I arrived, on the appointed day, at Madame Orio's house,
Nanette, who had watched for my coming, dexterously conveyed to my
hand a billet, requesting me to find a moment to read it before
leaving the house.  I found Madame Orio, Angela, the old procurator,
and Marton in the room.  Longing to read the note, I refused the seat
offered to me, and presenting to Madame Orio the deed she had so long
desired, I asked, as my only reward, the pleasure of kissing her
hand, giving her to understand that I wanted to leave the room
immediately.

"Oh, my dear abbe!" said the lady, "you shall have a kiss, but not on
my hand, and no one can object to it, as I am thirty years older than
you."

She might have said forty-five without going much astray.  I gave her
two kisses, which evidently satisfied her, for she desired me to
perform the same ceremony with her nieces, but they both ran away,
and Angela alone stood the brunt of my hardihood.  After this the
widow asked me to sit down.

"I cannot, Madame."

"Why, I beg?"

"I have--."

"I understand.  Nanette, shew the way."

"Dear aunt, excuse me."

"Well, then, Marton."

"Oh! dear aunt, why do you not insist upon my sister obeying your
orders?"

"Alas! madame, these young ladies are quite right.  Allow me to
retire."

"No, my dear abbe, my nieces are very foolish; M. Rosa, I am sure,
will kindly."

The good procurator takes me affectionately by the hand, and leads me
to the third story, where he leaves me.  The moment I am alone I open
my letter, and I read the following:

"My aunt will invite you to supper; do not accept.  Go away as soon
as we sit down to table, and Marton will escort you as far as the
street door, but do not leave the house.  When the street door is
closed again, everyone thinking you are gone, go upstairs in the dark
as far as the third floor, where you must wait for us.  We will come
up the moment M.  Rosa has left the house, and our aunt has gone to
bed.  Angela will be at liberty to grant you throughout the night a
tete-a-tete which, I trust, will prove a happy one."

Oh! what joy-what gratitude for the lucky chance which allowed me to
read this letter on the very spot where I was to expect the dear
abject of my love! Certain of finding my way without the slightest
difficulty, I returned to Madame Orio's sitting-room, overwhelmed
with happiness.





CHAPTER V

An Unlucky Night I Fall in Love with the Two Sisters, and Forget
Angela--A Ball at My House--Juliette's Humiliation--My Return to
Pasian--Lucie's Misfortune--A Propitious Storm


On my reappearance, Madame Orio told me, with many heart-felt thanks,
that I must for the future consider myself as a privileged and
welcome friend, and the evening passed off very pleasantly.  As the
hour for supper drew near, I excused myself so well that Madame Orio
could not insist upon my accepting her invitation to stay.  Marton
rose to light me out of the room, but her aunt, believing Nanette to
be my favourite, gave her such an imperative order to accompany me
that she was compelled to obey.  She went down the stairs rapidly,
opened and closed the street door very noisily, and putting her light
out, she reentered the sitting room, leaving me in darkness.  I went
upstairs softly: when I reached the third landing I found the chamber
of the two sisters, and, throwing myself upon a sofa, I waited
patiently for the rising of the star of my happiness.  An hour passed
amidst the sweetest dreams of my imagination; at last I hear the
noise of the street door opening and closing, and, a few minutes
after, the two sisters come in with my Angela.  I draw her towards
me, and caring for nobody else, I keep up for two full hours my
conversation with her.  The clock strikes midnight; I am pitied for
having gone so late supperless, but I am shocked at such an idea; I
answer that, with such happiness as I am enjoying, I can suffer from
no human want.  I am told that I am a prisoner, that the key of the
house door is under the aunt's pillow, and that it is opened only by
herself as she goes in the morning to the first mass.  I wonder at my
young friends imagining that such news can be anything but delightful
to me.  I express all my joy at the certainty of passing the next
five hours with the beloved mistress of my heart.  Another hour is
spent, when suddenly Nanette begins to laugh, Angela wants to know
the reason, and Marton whispering a few words to her, they both laugh
likewise.  This puzzles me.  In my turn, I want to know what causes
this general laughter, and at last Nanette, putting on an air of
anxiety, tells me that they have no more candle, and that in a few
minutes we shall be in the dark.  This is a piece of news
particularly agreeable to me, but I do not let my satisfaction appear
on my countenance, and saying how truly I am sorry for their sake, I
propose that they should go to bed and sleep quietly under my
respectful guardianship.  My proposal increases their merriment.

"What can we do in the dark?"

"We can talk."

We were four; for the last three hours we had been talking, and I was
the hero of the romance.  Love is a great poet, its resources are
inexhaustible, but if the end it has in view is not obtained, it
feels weary and remains silent.  My Angela listened willingly, but
little disposed to talk herself, she seldom answered, and she
displayed good sense rather than wit.  To weaken the force of my
arguments, she was often satisfied with hurling at me a proverb,
somewhat in the fashion of the Romans throwing the catapult.  Every
time that my poor hands came to the assistance of love, she drew
herself back or repulsed me.  Yet, in spite of all, I went on talking
and using my hands without losing courage, but I gave myself up to
despair when I found that my rather artful arguing astounded her
without bringing conviction to her heart, which was only disquieted,
never softened.  On the other hand, I could see with astonishment
upon their countenances the impression made upon the two sisters by
the ardent speeches I poured out to Angela.  This metaphysical curve
struck me as unnatural, it ought to have been an angle; I was then,
unhappily for myself, studying geometry.  I was in such a state that,
notwithstanding the cold, I was perspiring profusely.  At last the
light was nearly out, and Nanette took it away.

The moment we were in the dark, I very naturally extended my arms to
seize her whom I loved; but I only met with empty space, and I could
not help laughing at the rapidity with which Angela had availed
herself of the opportunity of escaping me.  For one full hour I
poured out all the tender, cheerful words that love inspired me with,
to persuade her to come back to me; I could only suppose that it was
a joke to tease me.  But I became impatient.

"The joke," I said, "has lasted long enough; it is foolish, as I
could not run after you, and I am surprised to hear you laugh, for
your strange conduct leads me to suppose that you are making fun of
me.  Come and take your seat near me, and if I must speak to you
without seeing you let my hands assure me that I am not addressing my
words to the empty air.  To continue this game would be an insult to
me, and my love does not deserve such a return."

"Well, be calm.  I will listen to every word you may say, but you
must feel that it would not be decent for me to place myself near you
in this dark room."

"Do you want me to stand where I am until morning?"

"Lie down on the bed, and go to sleep."

"In wonder, indeed, at your thinking me capable of doing so in the
state I am in.  Well, I suppose we must play at blind man's buff."

Thereupon, I began to feel right and left, everywhere, but in vain.
Whenever I caught anyone it always turned out to be Nanette or
Marton, who at once discovered themselves, and I, stupid Don Quixote,
instantly would let them go!  Love and prejudice blinded me, I could
not see how ridiculous I was with my respectful reserve.  I had not
yet read the anecdotes of Louis XIII, king of France, but I had read
Boccacio.  I kept on seeking in vain, reproaching her with her
cruelty, and entreating her to let me catch her; but she would only
answer that the difficulty of meeting each other was mutual.  The
room was not large, and I was enraged at my want of success.

Tired and still more vexed, I sat down, and for the next hour I told
the history of Roger, when Angelica disappears through the power of
the magic ring which the loving knight had so imprudently given her:

     'Cosi dicendo, intorno a la fortuna
     Brancolando n'andava come cieco.
     O quante volte abbraccio l'aria vana
     Speyando la donzella abbracciar seco'.

Angela had not read Ariosto, but Nanette had done so several times.
She undertook the defence of Angelica, and blamed the simplicity of
Roger, who, if he had been wise, would never have trusted the ring to
a coquette.  I was delighted with Nanette, but I was yet too much of
a novice to apply her remarks to myself.

Only one more hour remained, and I was to leave before the break of
day, for Madame Orio would have died rather than give way to the
temptation of missing the early mass.  During that hour I spoke to
Angela, trying to convince her that she ought to come and sit by me.
My soul went through every gradation of hope and despair, and the
reader cannot possibly realize it unless he has been placed in a
similar position.  I exhausted the most convincing arguments; then I
had recourse to prayers, and even to tears; but, seeing all was
useless, I gave way to that feeling of noble indignation which lends
dignity to anger.  Had I not been in the dark, I might, I truly
believe, have struck the proud monster, the cruel girl, who had thus
for five hours condemned me to the most distressing suffering.  I
poured out all the abuse, all the insulting words that despised love
can suggest to an infuriated mind; I loaded her with the deepest
curses; I swore that my love had entirely turned into hatred, and, as
a finale, I advised her to be careful, as I would kill her the moment
I would set my eyes on her.

My invectives came to an end with the darkness.  At the first break
of day, and as soon as I heard the noise made by the bolt and the key
of the street door, which Madame Orio was opening to let herself out,
that she might seek in the church the repose of which her pious soul
was in need, I got myself ready and looked for my cloak and for my
hat.  But how can I ever portray the consternation in which I was
thrown when, casting a sly glance upon the young friends, I found the
three bathed in tears!  In my shame and despair I thought of
committing suicide, and sitting down again, I recollected my brutal
speeches, and upbraided myself for having wantonly caused them to
weep.  I could not say one word; I felt choking; at last tears came
to my assistance, and I gave way to a fit of crying which relieved
me.  Nanette then remarked that her aunt would soon return home; I
dried my eyes, and, not venturing another look at Angela or at her
friends, I ran away without uttering a word, and threw myself on my
bed, where sleep would not visit my troubled mind.

At noon, M. de Malipiero, noticing the change in my countenance,
enquired what ailed me, and longing to unburden my heart, I told him
all that had happened.  The wise old man did not laugh at my sorrow,
but by his sensible advice he managed to console me and to give me
courage.  He was in the same predicament with the beautiful Therese.
Yet he could not help giving way to his merriment when at dinner he
saw me, in spite of my grief, eat with increased appetite; I had gone
without my supper the night before; he complimented me upon my happy
constitution.

I was determined never to visit Madame Orio's house, and on that very
day I held an argument in metaphysics, in which I contended that any
being of whom we had only an abstract idea, could only exist
abstractedly, and I was right; but it was a very easy task to give to
my thesis an irreligious turn, and I was obliged to recant.  A few
days afterwards I went to Padua, where I took my degree of doctor
'utroque jure'.

When I returned to Venice, I received a note from M. Rosa, who
entreated me to call upon Madame Orio; she wished to see me, and,
feeling certain of not meeting Angela, I paid her a visit the same
evening.  The two graceful sisters were so kind, so pleasant, that
they scattered to the winds the shame I felt at seeing them after the
fearful night I had passed in their room two months before.  The
labours of writing my thesis and passing my examination were of
course sufficient excuses for Madame Orio, who only wanted to
reproach me for having remained so long away from her house.

As I left, Nanette gave me a letter containing a note from Angela,
the contents of which ran as follows:

"If you are not afraid of passing another night with me you shall
have no reason to complain of me, for I love you, and I wish to hear
from your own lips whether you would still have loved me if I had
consented to become contemptible in your eyes."

This is the letter of Nanette, who alone had her wits about her:

"M. Rosa having undertaken to bring you back to our house, I prepare
these few lines to let you know that Angela is in despair at having
lost you.  I confess that the night you spent with us was a cruel
one, but I do not think that you did rightly in giving up your visits
to Madame Orio.  If you still feel any love for Angela, I advise you
to take your chances once more.  Accept a rendezvous for another
night; she may vindicate herself, and you will be happy.  Believe me;
come.  Farewell!"

Those two letters afforded me much gratification, for I had it in my
power to enjoy my revenge by shewing to Angela the coldest contempt.
Therefore, on the following Sunday I went to Madame Orio's house,
having provided myself with a smoked tongue and a couple of bottles
of Cyprus wine; but to my great surprise my cruel mistress was not
there.  Nanette told me that she had met her at church in the
morning, and that she would not be able to come before supper-time.
Trusting to that promise I declined Madam Orio's invitation, and
before the family sat down to supper I left the room as I had done on
the former occasion, and slipped upstairs.  I longed to represent the
character I had prepared myself for, and feeling assured that Angela,
even if she should prove less cruel, would only grant me
insignificant favours, I despised them in anticipation, and resolved
to be avenged.

After waiting three quarters of an hour the street door was locked,
and a moment later Nanette and Marton entered the room.

"Where is Angela?" I enquired.

"She must have been unable to come, or to send a message.  Yet she
knows you are here."

"She thinks she has made a fool of me; but I suspected she would act
in this way.  You know her now.  She is trifling with me, and very
likely she is now revelling in her triumph.  She has made use of you
to allure me in the snare, and it is all the better for her; had she
come, I meant to have had my turn, and to have laughed at her."

"Ah!  you must allow me to have my doubts as to that."

"Doubt me not, beautiful Nanette; the pleasant night we are going to
spend without her must convince you."

"That is to say that, as a man of sense, you can accept us as a
makeshift; but you can sleep here, and my sister can lie with me on
the sofa in the next room."

"I cannot hinder you, but it would be great unkindness on your part.
At all events, I do not intend to go to bed."

"What! you would have the courage to spend seven hours alone with us?
Why, I am certain that in a short time you will be at a loss what to
say, and you will fall asleep."

"Well, we shall see.  In the mean-time here are provisions.  You will
not be so cruel as to let me eat alone?  Can you get any bread?"

"Yes, and to please you we must have a second supper."

"I ought to be in love with you.  Tell me, beautiful Nanette, if I
were as much attached to you as I was to Angela, would you follow her
example and make me unhappy?"

"How can you ask such a question?  It is worthy of a conceited man.
All I can answer is, that I do not know what I would do."

They laid the cloth, brought some bread, some Parmesan cheese and
water, laughing all the while, and then we went to work.  The wine,
to which they were not accustomed, went to their heads, and their
gaiety was soon delightful.  I wondered, as I looked at them, at my
having been blind enough not to see their merit.

After our supper, which was delicious, I sat between them, holding
their hands, which I pressed to my lips, asking them whether they
were truly my friends, and whether they approved of Angela's conduct
towards me.  They both answered that it had made them shed many
tears.  "Then let me," I said, "have for you the tender feelings of a
brother, and share those feelings yourselves as if you were my
sisters; let us exchange, in all innocence, proofs of our mutual
affection, and swear to each other an eternal fidelity."

The first kiss I gave them was prompted by entirely harmless motives,
and they returned the kiss, as they assured me a few days afterwards
only to prove to me that they reciprocated my brotherly feelings; but
those innocent kisses, as we repeated them, very soon became ardent
ones, and kindled a flame which certainly took us by surprise, for we
stopped, as by common consent, after a short time, looking at each
other very much astonished and rather serious.  They both left me
without affectation, and I remained alone with my thoughts.  Indeed,
it was natural that the burning kisses I had given and received
should have sent through me the fire of passion, and that I should
suddenly have fallen madly in love with the two amiable sisters.
Both were handsomer than Angela, and they were superior to her--
Nanette by her charming wit, Marton by her sweet and simple nature; I
could not understand how I had been so long in rendering them the
justice they deserved, but they were the innocent daughters of a
noble family, and the lucky chance which had thrown them in my way
ought not to prove a calamity for them.  I was not vain enough to
suppose that they loved me, but I could well enough admit that my
kisses had influenced them in the same manner that their kisses had
influenced me, and, believing this to be the case, it was evident
that, with a little cunning on my part, and of sly practices of which
they were ignorant, I could easily, during the long night I was going
to spend with them, obtain favours, the consequences of which might
be very positive.  The very thought made me shudder, and I firmly
resolved to respect their virtue, never dreaming that circumstances
might prove too strong for me.

When they returned, I read upon their countenances perfect security
and satisfaction, and I quickly put on the same appearance, with a
full determination not to expose myself again to the danger of their
kisses.

For one hour we spoke of Angela, and I expressed my determination
never to see her again, as I had every proof that she did not care
for me.  "She loves you," said the artless Marton; "I know she does,
but if you do not mean to marry her, you will do well to give up all
intercourse with her, for she is quite determined not to grant you
even a kiss as long as you are not her acknowledged suitor.  You must
therefore either give up the acquaintance altogether, or make up your
mind that she will refuse you everything."

"You argue very well, but how do you know that she loves me?"

"I am quite sure of it, and as you have promised to be our brother, I
can tell you why I have that conviction.  When Angela is in bed with
me, she embraces me lovingly and calls me her dear abbe."

The words were scarcely spoken when Nanette, laughing heartily,
placed her hand on her sister's lips, but the innocent confession had
such an effect upon me that I could hardly control myself.

Marton told Nanette that I could not possibly be ignorant of what
takes place between young girls sleeping together.

"There is no doubt," I said, "that everybody knows those trifles, and
I do not think, dear Nanette, that you ought to reproach your sister
with indiscretion for her friendly confidence."

"It cannot be helped now, but such things ought not to be mentioned.
If Angela knew it!"

"She would be vexed, of course; but Marton has given me a mark of her
friendship which I never can forget.  But it is all over; I hate
Angela, and I do not mean to speak to her any more! she is false, and
she wishes my ruin."

"Yet, loving you, is she wrong to think of having you for her
husband?"

"Granted that she is not; but she thinks only of her own self, for
she knows what I suffer, and her conduct would be very different if
she loved me.  In the mean time, thanks to her imagination, she finds
the means of satisfying her senses with the charming Marton who
kindly performs the part of her husband."

Nanette laughed louder, but I kept very serious, and I went on
talking to her sister, and praising her sincerity.  I said that very
likely, and to reciprocate her kindness, Angela must likewise have
been her husband, but she answered, with a smile, that Angela played
husband only to Nanette, and Nanette could not deny it.

"But," said I, "what name did Nanette, in her rapture, give to her
husband?"

"Nobody knows."

"Do you love anyone, Nanette?"

"I do; but my secret is my own."

This reserve gave me the suspicion that I had something to do with
her secret, and that Nanette was the rival of Angela.  Such a
delightful conversation caused me to lose the wish of passing an idle
night with two girls so well made for love.

"It is very lucky," I exclaimed, "that I have for you only feelings
of friendship; otherwise it would be very hard to pass the night
without giving way to the temptation of bestowing upon you proofs of
my affection, for you are both so lovely, so bewitching, that you
would turn the brains of any man."

As I went on talking, I pretended to be somewhat sleepy; Nanette
being the first to notice it, said, "Go to bed without any ceremony,
we will lie down on the sofa in the adjoining room."

"I would be a very poor-spirited fellow indeed, if I agreed to this;
let us talk; my sleepiness will soon pass off, but I am anxious about
you.  Go to bed yourselves, my charming friends, and I will go into
the next room.  If you are afraid of me, lock the door, but you would
do me an injustice, for I feel only a brother's yearnings towards
you."

"We cannot accept such an arrangement," said Nanette, "but let me
persuade you; take this bed."

"I cannot sleep with my clothes on."

"Undress yourself; we will not look at you."

"I have no fear of it, but how could I find the heart to sleep, while
on my account you are compelled to sit up?"

"Well," said Marton, "we can lie down, too, without undressing."

"If you shew me such distrust, you will offend me.  Tell me, Nanette,
do you think I am an honest man?"

"Most certainly."

"Well, then, give me a proof of your good opinion; lie down near me
in the bed, undressed, and rely on my word of honour that I will not
even lay a finger upon you.  Besides, you are two against one, what
can you fear?  Will you not be free to get out of the bed in case I
should not keep quiet?  In short, unless you consent to give me this
mark of your confidence in me, at least when I have fallen asleep, I
cannot go to bed."

I said no more, and pretended to be very sleepy.  They exchanged a
few words, whispering to each other, and Marton told me to go to bed,
that they would follow me as soon as I was asleep.  Nanette made me
the same promise, I turned my back to them, undressed myself quickly,
and wishing them good night, I went to bed.  I immediately pretended
to fall asleep, but soon I dozed in good earnest, and only woke when
they came to bed.  Then, turning round as if I wished to resume my
slumbers, I remained very quiet until I could suppose them fast
asleep; at all events, if they did not sleep, they were at liberty to
pretend to do so.  Their backs were towards me, and the light was
out; therefore I could only act at random, and I paid my first
compliments to the one who was lying on my right, not knowing whether
she was Nanette or Marton.  I find her bent in two, and wrapped up in
the only garment she had kept on.  Taking my time, and sparing her
modesty, I compel her by degrees to acknowledge her defeat, and
convince her that it is better to feign sleep and to let me proceed.
Her natural instincts soon working in concert with mine, I reach the
goal; and my efforts, crowned with the most complete success, leave
me not the shadow of a doubt that I have gathered those first-fruits
to which our prejudice makes us attach so great an importance.
Enraptured at having enjoyed my manhood completely and for the first
time, I quietly leave my beauty in order to do homage to the other
sister.  I find her motionless, lying on her back like a person
wrapped in profound and undisturbed slumber.  Carefully managing my
advance, as if I were afraid of waking her up, I begin by gently
gratifying her senses, and I ascertain the delightful fact that, like
her sister, she is still in possession of her maidenhood.  As soon as
a natural movement proves to me that love accepts the offering, I
take my measures to consummate the sacrifice.  At that moment, giving
way suddenly to the violence of her feelings, and tired of her
assumed dissimulation, she warmly locks me in her arms at the very
instant of the voluptuous crisis, smothers me with kisses, shares my
raptures, and love blends our souls in the most ecstatic enjoyment.

Guessing her to be Nanette, I whisper her name.

"Yes, I am Nanette," she answers; "and I declare myself happy, as
well as my sister, if you prove yourself true and faithful."

"Until death, my beloved ones, and as everything we have done is the
work of love, do not let us ever mention the name of Angela."

After this, I begged that she would give us a light; but Marton,
always kind and obliging, got out of bed leaving us alone.  When I
saw Nanette in my arms, beaming with love, and Marton near the bed,
holding a candle, with her eyes reproaching us with ingratitude
because we did not speak to her, who, by accepting my first caresses,
had encouraged her sister to follow her example, I realized all my
happiness.

"Let us get up, my darlings," said I, "and swear to each other
eternal affection."

When we had risen we performed, all three together, ablutions which
made them laugh a good deal, and which gave a new impetus to the
ardour of our feelings.  Sitting up in the simple costume of nature,
we ate the remains of our supper, exchanging those thousand trifling
words which love alone can understand, and we again retired to our
bed, where we spent a most delightful night giving each other mutual
and oft-repeated proofs of our passionate ardour.  Nanette was the
recipient of my last bounties, for Madame Orio having left the house
to go to church, I had to hasten my departure, after assuring the two
lovely sisters that they had effectually extinguished whatever flame
might still have flickered in my heart for Angela.  I went home and
slept soundly until dinner-time.

M. de Malipiero passed a remark upon my cheerful looks and the dark
circles around my eyes, but I kept my own counsel, and I allowed him
to think whatever he pleased.  On the following day I paid a visit to
Madame Orio, and Angela not being of the party, I remained to supper
and retired with M. Rosa.  During the evening Nanette contrived to
give me a letter and a small parcel.  The parcel contained a small
lump of wax with the stamp of a key, and the letter told me to have a
key made, and to use it to enter the house whenever I wished to spend
the night with them.  She informed me at the same time that Angela
had slept with them the night following our adventures, and that,
thanks to their mutual and usual practices, she had guessed the real
state of things, that they had not denied it, adding that it was all
her fault, and that Angela, after abusing them most vehemently, had
sworn never again to darken their doors; but they did not care a jot.

A few days afterwards our good fortune delivered us from Angela; she
was taken to Vicenza by her father, who had removed there for a
couple of years, having been engaged to paint frescoes in some houses
in that city.  Thanks to her absence, I found myself undisturbed
possessor of the two charming sisters, with whom I spent at least two
nights every week, finding no difficulty in entering the house with
the key which I had speedily procured.

Carnival was nearly over, when M.  Manzoni informed me one day that
the celebrated Juliette wished to see me, and regretted much that I
had ceased to visit her.  I felt curious as to what she had to say to
me, and accompanied him to her house.  She received me very politely,
and remarking that she had heard of a large hall I had in my house,
she said she would like to give a ball there, if I would give her the
use of it.  I readily consented, and she handed me twenty-four
sequins for the supper and for the band, undertaking to send people
to place chandeliers in the hall and in my other rooms.

M. de Sanvitali had left Venice, and the Parmesan government had
placed his estates in chancery in consequence of his extravagant
expenditure.  I met him at Versailles ten years afterwards.  He wore
the insignia of the king's order of knighthood, and was grand equerry
to the eldest daughter of Louis XV., Duchess of Parma, who, like all
the French princesses, could not be reconciled to the climate of
Italy.

The ball took place, and went off splendidly.  All the guests
belonged to Juliette's set, with the exception of Madame Orio, her
nieces, and the procurator Rosa, who sat together in the room
adjoining the hall, and whom I had been permitted to introduce as
persons of no consequence whatever.

While the after-supper minuets were being danced Juliette took me
apart, and said, "Take me to your bedroom; I have just got an amusing
idea."

My room was on the third story; I shewed her the way.  The moment we
entered she bolted the door, much to my surprise.  "I wish you," she
said, "to dress me up in your ecclesiastical clothes, and I will
disguise you as a woman with my own things.  We will go down and
dance together.  Come, let us first dress our hair."

Feeling sure of something pleasant to come, and delighted with such
an unusual adventure, I lose no time in arranging her hair, and I let
her afterwards dress mine.  She applies rouge and a few beauty spots
to my face; I humour her in everything, and to prove her
satisfaction, she gives me with the best of grace a very loving kiss,
on condition that I do not ask for anything else.

"As you please, beautiful Juliette, but I give you due notice that I
adore you!"

I place upon my bed a shirt, an abbe's neckband, a pair of drawers,
black silk stockings--in fact, a complete fit-out.  Coming near the
bed, Juliette drops her skirt, and cleverly gets into the drawers,
which were not a bad fit, but when she comes to the breeches there is
some difficulty; the waistband is too narrow, and the only remedy is
to rip it behind or to cut it, if necessary.  I undertake to make
everything right, and, as I sit on the foot of my bed, she places
herself in front of me, with her back towards me.  I begin my work,
but she thinks that I want to see too much, that I am not skilful
enough, and that my fingers wander in unnecessary places; she gets
fidgety, leaves me, tears the breeches, and manages in her own way.
Then I help her to put her shoes on, and I pass the shirt over her
head, but as I am disposing the ruffle and the neck-band, she
complains of my hands being too curious; and in truth, her bosom was
rather scanty.  She calls me a knave and rascal, but I take no notice
of her.  I was not going to be duped, and I thought that a woman who
had been paid one hundred thousand ducats was well worth some study.
At last, her toilet being completed, my turn comes.  In spite of her
objections I quickly get rid of my breeches, and she must put on me
the chemise, then a skirt, in a word she has to dress me up.  But all
at once, playing the coquette, she gets angry because I do not
conceal from her looks the very apparent proof that her charms have
some effect on a particular part of my being, and she refuses to
grant me the favour which would soon afford both relief and calm.  I
try to kiss her, and she repulses me, whereupon I lose patience, and
in spite of herself she has to witness the last stage of my
excitement.  At the sight of this, she pours out every insulting word
she can think of; I endeavour to prove that she is to blame, but it
is all in vain.

However, she is compelled to complete my disguise.  There is no doubt
that an honest woman would not have exposed herself to such an
adventure, unless she had intended to prove her tender feelings, and
that she would not have drawn back at the very moment she saw them
shared by her companion; but women like Juliette are often guided by
a spirit of contradiction which causes them to act against their own
interests.  Besides, she felt disappointed when she found out that I
was not timid, and my want of restraint appeared to her a want of
respect.  She would not have objected to my stealing a few light
favours which she would have allowed me to take, as being of no
importance, but, by doing that, I should have flattered her vanity
too highly.

Our disguise being complete, we went together to the dancing-hall,
where the enthusiastic applause of the guests soon restored our good
temper.  Everybody gave me credit for a piece of fortune which I had
not enjoyed, but I was not ill-pleased with the rumour, and went on
dancing with the false abbe, who was only too charming.  Juliette
treated me so well during the night that I construed her manners
towards me into some sort of repentance, and I almost regretted what
had taken place between us; it was a momentary weakness for which I
was sorely punished.

At the end of the quadrille all the men thought they had a right to
take liberties with the abbe, and I became myself rather free with
the young girls, who would have been afraid of exposing themselves to
ridicule had they offered any opposition to my caresses.

M. Querini was foolish enough to enquire from me whether I had kept
on my breeches, and as I answered that I had been compelled to lend
them to Juliette, he looked very unhappy, sat down in a corner of the
room, and refused to dance.

Every one of the guests soon remarked that I had on a woman's
chemise, and nobody entertained a doubt of the sacrifice having been
consummated, with the exception of Nanette and Marton, who could not
imagine the possibility of my being unfaithful to them.  Juliette
perceived that she had been guilty of great imprudence, but it was
too late to remedy the evil.

When we returned to my chamber upstairs, thinking that she had
repented of her previous behaviour, and feeling some desire to
possess her, I thought I would kiss her, and I took hold of her hand,
saying I was disposed to give her every satisfaction, but she quickly
slapped my face in so violent a manner that, in my indignation, I was
very near returning the compliment.  I undressed myself rapidly
without looking at her, she did the same, and we came downstairs;
but, in spite of the cold water I had applied to my cheek, everyone
could easily see the stamp of the large hand which had come in
contact with my face.

Before leaving the house, Juliette took me apart, and told me, in the
most decided and impressive manner, that if I had any fancy for being
thrown out of the window, I could enjoy that pleasure whenever I
liked to enter her dwelling, and that she would have me murdered if
this night's adventure ever became publicly known.  I took care not
to give her any cause for the execution of either of her threats, but
I could not prevent the fact of our having exchanged shirts being
rather notorious.  As I was not seen at her house, it was generally
supposed that she had been compelled by M. Querini to keep me at a
distance.  The reader will see how, six years later, this
extraordinary woman thought proper to feign entire forgetfulness of
this adventure.

I passed Lent, partly in the company of my loved ones, partly in the
study of experimental physics at the Convent of the Salutation.  My
evenings were always given to M. de Malipiero's assemblies.  At
Easter, in order to keep the promise I had made to the Countess of
Mont-Real, and longing to see again my beautiful Lucie, I went to
Pasean.  I found the guests entirely different to the set I had met
the previous autumn.  Count Daniel, the eldest of the family, had
married a Countess Gozzi, and a young and wealthy government
official, who had married a god-daughter of the old countess, was
there with his wife and his sister-in-law.  I thought the supper very
long.  The same room had been given to me, and I was burning to see
Lucie, whom I did not intend to treat any more like a child.  I did
not see her before going to bed, but I expected her early the next
morning, when lo! instead of her pretty face brightening my eyes, I
see standing before me a fat, ugly servant-girl!  I enquire after the
gatekeeper's family, but her answer is given in the peculiar dialect
of the place, and is, of course, unintelligible to me.

I wonder what has become of Lucie; I fancy that our intimacy has been
found out, I fancy that she is ill--dead, perhaps.  I dress myself
with the intention of looking for her.  If she has been forbidden to
see me, I think to myself, I will be even with them all, for somehow
or other I will contrive the means of speaking to her, and out of
spite I will do with her that which honour prevented love from
accomplishing.  As I was revolving such thoughts, the gate-keeper
comes in with a sorrowful countenance.  I enquire after his wife's
health, and after his daughter, but at the name of Lucie his eyes are
filled with tears.

"What! is she dead?"

"Would to God she were!"

"What has she done?"

"She has run away with Count Daniel's courier, and we have been
unable to trace her anywhere."

His wife comes in at the moment he replies, and at these words, which
renewed her grief, the poor woman faints away.  The keeper, seeing
how sincerely I felt for his misery, tells me that this great
misfortune befell them only a week before my arrival.

"I know that man l'Aigle," I say; "he is a scoundrel.  Did he ask to
marry Lucie?"

"No; he knew well enough that our consent would have been refused!"

"I wonder at Lucie acting in such a way."

"He seduced her, and her running away made us suspect the truth, for
she had become very stout."

"Had he known her long?"

"About a month after your last visit she saw him for the first time.
He must have thrown a spell over her, for our Lucie was as pure as a
dove, and you can, I believe, bear testimony to her goodness."

"And no one knows where they are?"

"No one.  God alone knows what this villain will do with her."

I grieved as much as the unfortunate parents; I went out and took a
long ramble in the woods to give way to my sad feelings.  During two
hours I cogitated over considerations, some true, some false, which
were all prefaced by an if.  If I had paid this visit, as I might
have done, a week sooner, loving Lucie would have confided in me, and
I would have prevented that self-murder.  If I had acted with her as
with Nanette and Marton, she would not have been left by me in that
state of ardent excitement which must have proved the principal cause
of her fault, and she would not have fallen a prey to that scoundrel.
If she had not known me before meeting the courier, her innocent soul
would never have listened to such a man.  I was in despair, for in my
conscience I acknowledged myself the primary agent of this infamous
seduction; I had prepared the way for the villain.

Had I known where to find Lucie, I would certainly have gone forth on
the instant to seek for her, but no trace whatever of her whereabouts
had been discovered.

Before I had been made acquainted with Lucie's misfortune I felt
great pride at having had sufficient power over myself to respect her
innocence; but after hearing what had happened I was ashamed of my
own reserve, and I promised myself that for the future I would on
that score act more wisely.  I felt truly miserable when my
imagination painted the probability of the unfortunate girl being
left to poverty and shame, cursing the remembrance of me, and hating
me as the first cause of her misery.  This fatal event caused me to
adopt a new system, which in after years I carried sometimes rather
too far.

I joined the cheerful guests of the countess in the gardens, and
received such a welcome that I was soon again in my usual spirits,
and at dinner I delighted everyone.

My sorrow was so great that it was necessary either to drive it away
at once or to leave Pasean.  But a new life crept into my being as I
examined the face and the disposition of the newly-married lady.  Her
sister was prettier, but I was beginning to feel afraid of a novice;
I thought the work too great.

This newly-married lady, who was between nineteen and twenty years of
age, drew upon herself everybody's attention by her over-strained and
unnatural manners. A great talker, with a memory crammed with maxims
and precepts often without sense, but of which she loved to make a
show, very devout, and so jealous of her husband that she did not
conceal her vexation when he expressed his satisfaction at being
seated at table opposite her sister, she laid herself open to much
ridicule.  Her husband was a giddy young fellow, who perhaps felt
very deep affection for his wife, but who imagined that, through good
breeding, he ought to appear very indifferent, and whose vanity found
pleasure in giving her constant causes for jealousy.  She, in her
turn, had a great dread of passing for an idiot if she did not shew
her appreciation of, and her resentment for, his conduct.  She felt
uneasy in the midst of good company, precisely because she wished to
appear thoroughly at home.  If I prattled away with some of my
trilling nonsense, she would stare at me, and in her anxiety not to
be thought stupid, she would laugh out of season.  Her oddity, her
awkwardness, and her self-conceit gave me the desire to know her
better, and I began to dance attendance upon her.

My attentions, important and unimportant, my constant care, ever my
fopperies, let everybody know that I meditated conquest.  The husband
was duly warned, but, with a great show of intrepidity, he answered
with a joke every time he was told that I was a formidable rival.  On
my side I assumed a modest, and even sometimes a careless appearance,
when, to shew his freedom from jealousy, he excited me to make love
to his wife, who, on her part, understood but little how to perform
the part of fancy free.

I had been paying my address to her for five or six days with great
constancy, when, taking a walk with her in the garden, she
imprudently confided to me the reason of her anxiety respecting her
husband, and how wrong he was to give her any cause for jealousy.  I
told her, speaking as an old friend, that the best way to punish him
would be to take no apparent notice of her, husband's preference for
her sister, and to feign to be herself in love with me.  In order to
entice her more easily to follow my advice, I added that I was well
aware of my plan being a very difficult one to carry out, and that to
play successfully such a character a woman must be particularly
witty.  I had touched her weak point, and she exclaimed that she
would play the part to perfection; but in spite of her self-
confidence she acquitted herself so badly that everybody understood
that the plan was of my own scheming.

If I happened to be alone with her in the dark paths of the garden,
and tried to make her play her part in real earnest, she would take
the dangerous step of running away, and rejoining the other guests;
the result being that, on my reappearance, I was called a bad
sportsman who frightened the bird away.  I would not fail at the
first opportunity to reproach her for her flight, and to represent
the triumph she had thus prepared for her spouse.  I praised her
mind, but lamented over the shortcomings of her education; I said
that the tone, the manners I adopted towards her, were those of good
society, and proved the great esteem I entertained for her
intelligence, but in the middle of all my fine speeches, towards the
eleventh or twelfth day of my courtship, she suddenly put me out of
all conceit by telling me that, being a priest, I ought to know that
every amorous connection was a deadly sin, that God could see every
action of His creatures, and that she would neither damn her soul nor
place herself under the necessity of saying to her confessor that she
had so far forgotten herself as to commit such a sin with a priest.
I objected that I was not yet a priest, but she foiled me by
enquiring point-blank whether or not the act I had in view was to be
numbered amongst the cardinal sins, for, not feeling the courage to
deny it, I felt that I must give up the argument and put an end to
the adventure.

A little consideration having considerably calmed my feelings,
everybody remarked my new countenance during dinner; and the old
count, who was very fond of a joke, expressed loudly his opinion that
such quiet demeanour on my part announced the complete success of my
campaign.  Considering such a remark to be favourable to me, I took
care to spew my cruel devotee that such was the way the world would
judge, but all this was lost labour.  Luck, however, stood me in good
stead, and my efforts were crowned with success in the following
manner.

On Ascension Day, we all went to pay a visit to Madame Bergali, a
celebrated Italian poetess.  On my return to Pasean the same evening,
my pretty mistress wished to get into a carriage for four persons in
which her husband and sister were already seated, while I was alone
in a two-wheeled chaise.  I exclaimed at this, saying that such a
mark of distrust was indeed too pointed, and everybody remonstrated
with her, saying that she ought not to insult me so cruelly.  She was
compelled to come with me, and having told the postillion that I
wanted to go by the nearest road, he left the other carriages, and
took the way through the forest of Cequini.  The sky was clear and
cloudless when we left, but in less than half-an-hour we were visited
by one of those storms so frequent in the south, which appear likely
to overthrow heaven and earth, and which end rapidly, leaving behind
them a bright sky and a cool atmosphere, so that they do more good
than harm.

"Oh, heavens!" exclaimed my companion, "we shall have a storm."

"Yes," I say, "and although the chaise is covered, the rain will
spoil your pretty dress.  I am very sorry."

"I do not mind the dress; but the thunder frightens me so!"

"Close your ears."

"And the lightning?"

"Postillion, let us go somewhere for shelter."

"There is not a house, sir, for a league, and before we come to it,
the storm will have passed off."

He quietly keeps on his way, and the lightning flashes, the thunder
sends forth its mighty voice, and the lady shudders with fright.  The
rain comes down in torrents, I take off my cloak to shelter us in
front, at the same moment we are blinded by a flash of lightning, and
the electric fluid strikes the earth within one hundred yards of us.
The horses plunge and prance with fear, and my companion falls in
spasmodic convulsions.  She throws herself upon me, and folds me in
her arms.  The cloak had gone down, I stoop to place it around us,
and improving my opportunity I take up her clothes.  She tries to
pull them down, but another clap of thunder deprives her of every
particle of strength.  Covering her with the cloak, I draw her
towards me, and the motion of the chaise coming to my assistance, she
falls over me in the most favourable position.  I lose no time, and
under pretence of arranging my watch in my fob, I prepare myself for
the assault.  On her side, conscious that, unless she stops me at
once, all is lost, she makes a great effort; but I hold her tightly,
saying that if she does not feign a fainting fit, the post-boy will
turn round and see everything; I let her enjoy the pleasure of
calling me an infidel, a monster, anything she likes, but my victory
is the most complete that ever a champion achieved.

The rain, however, was falling, the wind, which was very high, blew
in our faces, and, compelled to stay where she was, she said I would
ruin her reputation, as the postillion could see everything.

"I keep my eye upon him," I answered, "he is not thinking of us, and
even if he should turn his head, the cloak shelters us from him.  Be
quiet, and pretend to have fainted, for I will not let you go."

She seems resigned, and asks how I can thus set the storm at
defiance.

"The storm, dear one, is my best friend to-day."

She almost seems to believe me, her fear vanishes, and feeling my
rapture, she enquires whether I have done.  I smile and answer in the
negative, stating that I cannot let her go till the storm is over.
"Consent to everything, or I let the cloak drop," I say to her.

"Well, you dreadful man, are you satisfied, now that you have insured
my misery for the remainder of my life?"

"No, not yet."

"What more do you want?"

"A shower of kisses."

"How unhappy I am!  Well! here they are."

"Tell me you forgive me, and confess that you have shared all my
pleasure."

"You know I did.  Yes, I forgive you."

Then I give her her liberty, and treating her to some very pleasant
caresses, I ask her to have the same kindness for me, and she goes to
work with a smile on her pretty lips.

"Tell me you love me," I say to her.

"No, I do not, for you are an atheist, and hell awaits you."

The weather was fine again, and the elements calm; I kissed her hands
and told her that the postillion had certainly not seen anything, and
that I was sure I had cured her of her dread of thunder, but that she
was not likely to reveal the secret of my remedy.  She answered that
one thing at least was certain, namely that no other woman had ever
been cured by the same prescription.

"Why," I said, "the same remedy has very likely been applied a
million of times within the last thousand years.  To tell you the
truth, I had somewhat depended upon it, when we entered the chaise
together, for I did not know any other way of obtaining the happiness
of possessing you.  But console yourself with the belief that, placed
in the same position, no frightened woman could have resisted."

"I believe you; but for the future I will travel only with my
husband."

"You would be wrong, for your husband would not have been clever
enough to cure your fright in the way I have done."

"True, again.  One learns some curious things in your company; but we
shall not travel tete-d-tete again."

We reached Pasean an hour before our friends.  We get out of the
chaise, and my fair mistress ran off to her chamber, while I was
looking for a crown for the postillion.  I saw that he was grinning.

"What are you laughing at?"

"Oh! you know."

"Here, take this ducat and keep a quiet tongue in your head."




CHAPTER VI

My Grandmother's Death and Its Consequences I Lose M. de Malipiero's
Friendship--I Have No Longer a Home--La Tintoretta--I Am Sent to a
Clerical Seminary--I Am Expelled From It, and Confined in a Fortress


During supper the conversation turned altogether upon the storm, and
the official, who knew the weakness of his wife, told me that he was
quite certain I would never travel with her again.  "Nor I with him,"
his wife remarked, "for, in his fearful impiety, he exorcised the
lightning with jokes."

Henceforth she avoided me so skilfully that I never could contrive
another interview with her.

When I returned to Venice I found my grandmother ill, and I had to
change all my habits, for I loved her too dearly not to surround her
with every care and attention; I never left her until she had
breathed her last.  She was unable to leave me anything, for during
her life she had given me all she could, and her death compelled me
to adopt an entirely different mode of life.

A month after her death, I received a letter from my mother informing
me that, as there was no probability of her return to Venice, she had
determined to give up the house, the rent of which she was still
paying, that she had communicated her intention to the Abbe Grimani,
and that I was to be guided entirely by his advice.

He was instructed to sell the furniture, and to place me, as well as
my brothers and my sister, in a good boarding-house.  I called upon
Grimani to assure him of my perfect disposition to obey his commands.

The rent of the house had been paid until the end of the year; but,
as I was aware that the furniture would be sold on the expiration of
the term, I placed my wants under no restraint.  I had already sold
some linen, most of the china, and several tapestries; I now began to
dispose of the mirrors, beds, etc.  I had no doubt that my conduct
would be severely blamed, but I knew likewise that it was my father's
inheritance, to which my mother had no claim whatever, and, as to my
brothers, there was plenty of time before any explanation could take
place between us.

Four months afterwards I had a second letter from my mother, dated
from Warsaw, and enclosing another.  Here is the translation of my
mother's letter

"My dear son, I have made here the acquaintance of a learned Minim
friar, a Calabrian by birth, whose great qualities have made me think
of you every time he has honoured me with a visit.  A year ago I told
him that I had a son who was preparing himself for the Church, but
that I had not the means of keeping him during his studies, and he
promised that my son would become his own child, if I could obtain
for him from the queen a bishopric in his native country, and he
added that it would be very easy to succeed if I could induce the
sovereign to recommend him to her daughter, the queen of Naples.

"Full of trust in the Almighty, I threw myself at the feet of her
majesty, who granted me her gracious protection.  She wrote to her
daughter, and the worthy friar has been appointed by the Pope to the
bishopric of Monterano.  Faithful to his promise, the good bishop
will take you with him about the middle of next year, as he passes
through Venice to reach Calabria.  He informs you himself of his
intentions in the enclosed letter.  Answer him immediately, my dear
son, and forward your letter to me; I will deliver it to the bishop.
He will pave your way to the highest dignities of the Church, and you
may imagine my consolation if, in some twenty or thirty years, I had
the happiness of seeing you a bishop, at least!  Until his arrival,
M. Grimani will take care of you.  I give you my blessing, and I am,
my dear child, etc., etc."

The bishop's letter was written in Latin, and was only a repetition
of my mother's.  It was full of unction, and informed me that he
would tarry but three days in Venice.

I answered according to my mother's wishes, but those two letters had
turned my brain.  I looked upon my fortune as made.  I longed to
enter the road which was to lead me to it, and I congratulated myself
that I could leave my country without any regret.  Farewell, Venice,
I exclaimed; the days for vanity are gone by, and in the future I
will only think of a great, of a substantial career!  M.  Grimani
congratulated me warmly on my good luck, and promised all his
friendly care to secure a good boarding-house, to which I would go at
the beginning of the year, and where I would wait for the bishop's
arrival.

M. de Malipiero, who in his own way had great wisdom, and who saw
that in Venice I was plunging headlong into pleasures and
dissipation, and was only wasting a precious time, was delighted to
see me on the eve of going somewhere else to fulfil my destiny, and
much pleased with my ready acceptance of those new circumstances in
my life.  He read me a lesson which I have never forgotten.  "The
famous precept of the Stoic philosophers," he said to me, "'Sequere
Deum', can he perfectly explained by these words: 'Give yourself up
to whatever fate offers to you, provided you do not feel an
invincible repugnance to accept it.'"  He added that it was the
genius of Socrates, 'saepe revocans, raro impellens'; and that it was
the origin of the 'fata viam inveniunt' of the same philosophers.

M. de Malipiero's science was embodied in that very lesson, for he
had obtained his knowledge by the study of only one book--the book of
man.  However, as if it were to give me the proof that perfection
does not exist, and that there is a bad side as well as a good one to
everything, a certain adventure happened to me a month afterwards
which, although I was following his own maxims, cost me the loss of
his friendship, and which certainly did not teach me anything.

The senator fancied that he could trace upon the physiognomy of young
people certain signs which marked them out as the special favourites
of fortune.  When he imagined that he had discovered those signs upon
any individual, he would take him in hand and instruct him how to
assist fortune by good and wise principles; and he used to say, with
a great deal of truth, that a good remedy would turn into poison in
the hands of a fool, but that poison is a good remedy when
administered by a learned man.  He had, in my time, three favourites
in whose education he took great pains.  They were, besides myself,
Therese Imer, with whom the reader has a slight acquaintance already,
and the third was the daughter of the boatman Gardela, a girl three
years younger than I, who had the prettiest and most fascinating
countenance.  The speculative old man, in order to assist fortune in
her particular case, made her learn dancing, for, he would say, the
ball cannot reach the pocket unless someone pushes it.  This girl
made a great reputation at Stuttgard under the name of Augusta.  She
was the favourite mistress of the Duke of Wurtemburg in 1757.  She
was a most charming woman.  The last time I saw her she was in
Venice, and she died two years afterwards.  Her husband, Michel de
l'Agata, poisoned himself a short time after her death.

One day we had all three dined with him, and after dinner the senator
left us, as was his wont, to enjoy his siesta; the little Gardela,
having a dancing lesson to take, went away soon after him, and I
found myself alone with Therese, whom I rather admired, although I
had never made love to her.  We were sitting down at a table very
near each other, with our backs to the door of the room in which we
thought our patron fast asleep, and somehow or other we took a fancy
to examine into the difference of conformation between a girl and a
boy; but at the most interesting part of our study a violent blow on
my shoulders from a stick, followed by another, and which would have
been itself followed by many more if I had not ran away, compelled us
to abandon our interesting investigation unfinished.  I got off
without hat or cloak, and went home; but in less than a quarter of an
hour the old housekeeper of the senator brought my clothes with a
letter which contained a command never to present myself again at the
mansion of his excellency.  I immediately wrote him an answer in the
following terms: "You have struck me while you were the slave of your
anger; you cannot therefore boast of having given me a lesson, and I
have not learned anything.  To forgive you I must forget that you are
a man of great wisdom, and I can never forget it."

This nobleman was perhaps quite right not to be pleased with the
sight we gave him; yet, with all his prudence, he proved himself very
unwise, for all the servants were acquainted with the cause of my
exile, and, of course, the adventure was soon known through the city,
and was received with great merriment.  He dared not address any
reproaches to Therese, as I heard from her soon after, but she could
not venture to entreat him to pardon me.

The time to leave my father's house was drawing near, and one fine
morning I received the visit of a man about forty years old, with a
black wig, a scarlet cloak, and a very swarthy complexion, who handed
me a letter from M. Grimani, ordering me to consign to the bearer all
the furniture of the house according to the inventory, a copy of
which was in my possession.  Taking the inventory in my hand, I
pointed out every article marked down, except when the said article,
having through my instrumentality taken an airing out of the house,
happened to be missing, and whenever any article was absent I said
that I had not the slightest idea where it might be.  But the uncouth
fellow, taking a very high tone, said loudly that he must know what I
had done with the furniture.  His manner being very disagreeable to
me, I answered that I had nothing to do with him, and as he still
raised his voice I advised him to take himself off as quickly as
possible, and I gave him that piece of advice in such a way as to
prove to him that, at home, I knew I was the more powerful of the
two.

Feeling it my duty to give information to M. Grimani of what had
just taken place, I called upon him as soon as he was up, but I found
that my man was already there, and that he had given his own account
of the affair.  The abbe, after a very severe lecture to which I had
to listen in silence, ordered me to render an account of all the
missing articles.  I answered that I had found myself under the
necessity of selling them to avoid running into debt.  This
confession threw him in a violent passion; he called me a rascal,
said that those things did not belong to me, that he knew what he had
to do, and he commanded me to leave his house on the very instant.

Mad with rage, I ran for a Jew, to whom I wanted to sell what
remained of the furniture, but when I returned to my house I found a
bailiff waiting at the door, and he handed me a summons.  I looked
over it and perceived that it was issued at the instance of Antonio
Razetta.  It was the name of the fellow with the swarthy countenance.
The seals were already affixed on all the doors, and I was not even
allowed to go to my room, for a keeper had been left there by the
bailiff.  I lost no time, and called upon M. Rosa, to whom I related
all the circumstances.  After reading the summons he said,

"The seals shall be removed to-morrow morning, and in the meantime I
shall summon Razetta before the avogador.  But to-night, my dear
friend," he added, "you must beg the hospitality of some one of your
acquaintances.  It has been a violent proceeding, but you shall be
paid handsomely for it; the man is evidently acting under
M.  Grimani's orders."

"Well, that is their business."

I spent the night with Nanette and Marton, and on the following
morning, the seals having been taken off, I took possession of my
dwelling.  Razetta did not appear before the 'avogador', and M. Rosa
summoned him in my name before the criminal court, and obtained
against him a writ of 'capias' in case he should not obey the second
summons.  On the third day M. Grimani wrote to me, commanding me to
call upon him.  I went immediately.  As soon as I was in his presence
he enquired abruptly what my intentions were.

"I intend to shield myself from your violent proceedings under the
protection of the law, and to defend myself against a man with whom I
ought never to have had any connection, and who has compelled me to
pass the night in a disreputable place."

"In a disreputable place?"

"Of course.  Why was I, against all right and justice, prevented from
entering my own dwelling?"

"You have possession of it now.  But you must go to your lawyer and
tell him to suspend all proceedings against Razetta, who has done
nothing but under my instructions.  I suspected that your intention
was to sell the rest of the furniture; I have prevented it.  There is
a room at your disposal at St. Chrysostom's, in a house of mine, the
first floor of which is occupied by La Tintoretta, our first opera
dancer.  Send all your things there, and come and dine with me every
day.  Your sister and your brothers have been provided with a
comfortable home; therefore, everything is now arranged for the
best."

I called at once upon M. Rosa, to whom I explained all that had taken
place, and his advice being to give way to M. Grimani's wishes, I
determined to follow it.  Besides, the arrangement offered the best
satisfaction I could obtain, as to be a guest at his dinner table was
an honour for me.  I was likewise full of curiosity respecting my new
lodging under the same roof with La Tintoretta, who was much talked
of, owing to a certain Prince of Waldeck who was extravagantly
generous with her.

The bishop was expected in the course of the summer; I had,
therefore, only six months more to wait in Venice before taking the
road which would lead me, perhaps, to the throne of Saint Peter:
everything in the future assumed in my eyes the brightest hue, and my
imagination revelled amongst the most radiant beams of sunshine; my
castles in the air were indeed most beautiful.

I dined the same day with M. Grimani, and I found myself seated next
to Razetta--an unpleasant neighbour, but I took no notice of him.
When the meal was over, I paid a last visit to my beautiful house in
Saint-Samuel's parish, and sent all I possessed in a gondola to my
new lodging.

I did not know Signora Tintoretta, but I was well acquainted with her
reputation, character and manners.  She was but a poor dancer,
neither handsome nor plain, but a woman of wit and intellect.  Prince
Waldeck spent a great deal for her, and yet he did not prevent her
from retaining the titulary protection of a noble Venetian of the Lin
family, now extinct, a man about sixty years of age, who was her
visitor at every hour of the day.  This nobleman, who knew me, came
to my room towards the evening, with the compliments of the lady,
who, he added, was delighted to have me in her house, and would be
pleased to receive me in her intimate circle.

To excuse myself for not having been the first to pay my respects to
the signora, I told M. Lin that I did not know she was my neighbour,
that M. Grimani had not mentioned the circumstance, otherwise I would
have paid my duties to her before taking possession of my lodging.
After this apology I followed the ambassador, he presented me to his
mistress, and the acquaintance was made.

She received me like a princess, took off her glove before giving me
her hand to kiss, mentioned my name before five or six strangers who
were present, and whose names she gave me, and invited me to take a
seat near her.  As she was a native of Venice, I thought it was
absurd for her to speak French to me, and I told her that I was not
acquainted with that language, and would feel grateful if she would
converse in Italian.  She was surprised at my not speaking French,
and said I would cut but a poor figure in her drawing-room, as they
seldom spoke any other language there, because she received a great
many foreigners.  I promised to learn French.  Prince Waldeck came in
during the evening; I was introduced to him, and he gave me a very
friendly welcome.  He could speak Italian very well, and during the
carnival he chewed me great kindness.  He presented me with a gold
snuffbox as a reward for a very poor sonnet which I had written for
his dear Grizellini.  This was her family name; she was called
Tintoretta because her father had been a dyer.

The Tintoretta had greater claims than Juliette to the admiration of
sensible men.  She loved poetry, and if it had not been that I was
expecting the bishop, I would have fallen in love with her.  She was
herself smitten with a young physician of great merit, named
Righelini, who died in the prime of life, and whom I still regret.  I
shall have to mention him in another part of my Memoirs.

Towards the end of the carnival, my mother wrote to M. Grimani that
it would be a great shame if the bishop found me under the roof of an
opera dancer, and he made up his mind to lodge me in a respectable
and decent place.  He took the Abbe Tosello into consultation, and
the two gentlemen thought that the best thing they could do for me
would be to send me to a clerical seminary.  They arranged everything
unknown to me, and the abbe undertook to inform me of their plan and
to obtain from me a gracious consent.  But when I heard him speak
with beautiful flowers of rhetoric for the purpose of gilding the
bitter pill, I could not help bursting into a joyous laughter, and I
astounded his reverence when I expressed my readiness to go anywhere
he might think right to send me.

The plan of the two worthy gentlemen was absurd, for at the age of
seventeen, and with a nature like mine, the idea of placing me in a
seminary ought never to have been entertained, but ever a faithful
disciple of Socrates, feeling no unconquerable reluctance, and the
plan, on the contrary, appearing to me rather a good joke, I not only
gave a ready consent, but I even longed to enter the seminary.  I
told M. Grimani I was prepared to accept anything, provided Razetta
had nothing to do with it.  He gave me his promise, but he did not
keep it when I left the seminary.  I have never been able to decide
whether this Grimani was kind because he was a fool, or whether his
stupidity was the result of his kindness, but all his brothers were
the same.  The worst trick that Dame Fortune can play upon an
intelligent young man is to place him under the dependence of a fool.
A few days afterwards, having been dressed as a pupil of a clerical
seminary by the care of the abbe, I was taken to Saint-Cyprian de
Muran and introduced to the rector.

The patriarchal church of Saint-Cyprian is served by an order of the
monks, founded by the blessed Jerome Miani, a nobleman of Venice.
The rector received me with tender affection and great kindness.  But
in his address (which was full of unction) I thought I could perceive
a suspicion on his part that my being sent to the seminary was a
punishment, or at least a way to put a stop to an irregular life,
and, feeling hurt in my dignity, I told him at once, "Reverend
father, I do not think that any one has the right of punishing me."

"No, no, my son," he answered, "I only meant that you would be very
happy with us."

We were then shewn three halls, in which we found at least one
hundred and fifty seminarists, ten or twelve schoolrooms, the
refectory, the dormitory, the gardens for play hours, and every pain
was taken to make me imagine life in such a place the happiest that
could fall to the lot of a young man, and to make me suppose that I
would even regret the arrival of the bishop.  Yet they all tried to
cheer me up by saying that I would only remain there five or six
months.  Their eloquence amused me greatly.

I entered the seminary at the beginning of March, and prepared myself
for my new life by passing the night between my two young friends,
Nanette and Marton, who bathed their pillows with tears; they could
not understand, and this was likewise the feeling of their aunt and
of the good M. Rosa, how a young man like myself could shew such
obedience.

The day before going to the seminary, I had taken care to entrust all
my papers to Madame Manzoni.  They made a large parcel, and I left it
in her hands for fifteen years.  The worthy old lady is still alive,
and with her ninety years she enjoys good health and a cheerful
temper.  She received me with a smile, and told me that I would not
remain one month in the seminary.

"I beg your pardon, madam, but I am very glad to go there, and intend
to remain until the arrival of the bishop."

"You do not know your own nature, and you do not know your bishop,
with whom you will not remain very long either."

The abbe accompanied me to the seminary in a gondola, but at Saint-
Michel he had to stop in consequence of a violent attack of vomiting
which seized me suddenly; the apothecary cured me with some mint-
water.

I was indebted for this attack to the too frequent sacrifices which I
had been offering on the altar of love.  Any lover who knows what his
feelings were when he found himself with the woman he adored and with
the fear that it was for the last time, will easily imagine my
feelings during the last hours that I expected ever to spend with my
two charming mistresses.  I could not be induced to let the last
offering be the last, and I went on offering until there was no more
incense left.

The priest committed me to the care of the rector, and my luggage was
carried to the dormitory, where I went myself to deposit my cloak and
my hat.  I was not placed amongst the adults, because,
notwithstanding my size, I was not old enough.  Besides, I would not
shave myself, through vanity, because I thought that the down on my
face left no doubt of my youth.  It was ridiculous, of course; but
when does man cease to be so?  We get rid of our vices more easily
than of our follies.  Tyranny has not had sufficient power over me to
compel me to shave myself; it is only in that respect that I have
found tyranny to be tolerant.

"To which school do you wish to belong?" asked the rector.

"To the dogmatic, reverend father; I wish to study the history of the
Church."

"I will introduce you to the father examiner."

"I am doctor in divinity, most reverend father, and do not want to be
examined."

"It is necessary, my dear son; come with me."

This necessity appeared to me an insult, and I felt very angry; but a
spirit of revenge quickly whispered to me the best way to mystify
them, and the idea made me very joyful.  I answered so badly all the
questions propounded in Latin by the examiner, I made so many
solecisms, that he felt it his duty to send me to an inferior class
of grammar, in which, to my great delight, I found myself the
companion of some twenty young urchins of about ten years, who,
hearing that I was doctor in divinity, kept on saying: 'Accipiamus
pecuniam, et mittamus asinum in patriam suam'.

Our play hours afforded me great amusement; my companions of the
dormitory, who were all in the class of philosophy at least, looked
down upon me with great contempt, and when they spoke of their own
sublime discourses, they laughed if I appeared to be listening
attentively to their discussions which, as they thought, must have
been perfect enigmas to me.  I did not intend to betray myself, but
an accident, which I could not avoid, forced me to throw off the
mask.

Father Barbarigo, belonging to the Convent of the Salutation at
Venice, whose pupil I had been in physics, came to pay a visit to the
rector, and seeing me as we were coming from mass paid me his
friendly compliments.  His first question was to enquire what science
I was studying, and he thought I was joking when I answered that I
was learning the grammar.  The rector having joined us, I left them
together, and went to my class.  An our later, the rector sent for
me.

"Why did you feign such ignorance at the examination?" he asked.

"Why," I answered, "were you unjust enough to compel me to the
degradation of an examination?"

He looked annoyed, and escorted me to the dogmatic school, where my
comrades of the dormitory received me with great astonishment, and in
the afternoon, at play time, they gathered around me and made me very
happy with their professions of friendship.

One of them, about fifteen years old, and who at the present time
must, if still alive, be a bishop, attracted my notice by his
features as much as by his talents.  He inspired me with a very warm
friendship, and during recess, instead of playing skittles with the
others, we always walked together.  We conversed upon poetry, and we
both delighted in the beautiful odes of Horace.  We liked Ariosto
better than Tasso, and Petrarch had our whole admiration, while
Tassoni and Muratori, who had been his critics, were the special
objects of our contempt.  We were such fast friends, after four days
of acquaintance, that we were actually jealous of each other, and to
such an extent that if either of us walked about with any seminarist,
the other would be angry and sulk like a disappointed lover.

The dormitory was placed under the supervision of a lay friar, and it
was his province to keep us in good order.  After supper, accompanied
by this lay friar, who had the title of prefect, we all proceeded to
the dormitory.  There, everyone had to go to his own bed, and to
undress quietly after having said his prayers in a low voice.  When
all the pupils were in bed, the prefect would go to his own.  A large
lantern lighted up the dormitory, which had the shape of a
parallelogram eighty yards by ten.  The beds were placed at equal
distances, and to each bed there were a fold-stool, a chair, and room
for the trunk of the Seminarist.  At one end was the washing place,
and at the other the bed of the prefect.  The bed of my friend was
opposite mine, and the lantern was between us.

The principal duty of the prefect was to take care that no pupil
should go and sleep with one of his comrades, for such a visit was
never supposed an innocent one.  It was a cardinal sin, and, bed
being accounted the place for sleep and not for conversation, it was
admitted that a pupil who slept out of his own bed, did so only for
immoral purposes.  So long as he stopped in his own bed, he could do
what he liked; so much the worse for him if he gave himself up to bad
practices.  It has been remarked in Germany that it is precisely in
those institutions for young men in which the directors have taken
most pains to prevent onanism that this vice is most prevalent.

Those who had framed the regulations in our seminary were stupid
fools, who had not the slightest knowledge of either morals or human
nature.  Nature has wants which must be administered to, and Tissot
is right only as far as the abuse of nature is concerned, but this
abuse would very seldom occur if the directors exercised proper
wisdom and prudence, and if they did not make a point of forbidding
it in a special and peculiar manner; young people give way to
dangerous excesses from a sheer delight in disobedience,--
a disposition very natural to humankind, since it began with Adam and
Eve.

I had been in the seminary for nine or ten days, when one night I
felt someone stealing very quietly in my bed; my hand was at once
clutched, and my name whispered.  I could hardly restrain my
laughter.  It was my friend, who, having chanced to wake up and
finding that the lantern was out, had taken a sudden fancy to pay me
a visit.  I very soon begged him to go away for fear the prefect
should be awake, for in such a case we should have found ourselves in
a very unpleasant dilemma, and most likely would have been accused of
some abominable offence.  As I was giving him that good advice we
heard someone moving, and my friend made his escape; but immediately
after he had left me I heard the fall of some person, and at the same
time the hoarse voice of the prefect exclaiming:

"Ah, villain!  wait until to-morrow--until to-morrow!"

After which threat he lighted the lantern and retired to his couch.

The next morning, before the ringing of the bell for rising, the
rector, followed by the prefect, entered the dormitory, and said to
us:

"Listen to me, all of you.  You are aware of what has taken place
this last night.  Two amongst you must be guilty; but I wish to
forgive them, and to save their honour I promise that their names
shall not be made public.  I expect every one of you to come to me
for confession before recess."

He left the dormitory, and we dressed ourselves.  In the afternoon,
in obedience to his orders, we all went to him and confessed, after
which ceremony we repaired to the garden, where my friend told me
that, having unfortunately met the prefect after he left me, he had
thought that the best way was to knock him down, in order to get time
to reach his own bed without being known.

"And now," I said, "you are certain of being forgiven, for, of
course, you have wisely confessed your error?"

"You are joking," answered my friend; "why, the good rector would not
have known any more than he knows at present, even if my visit to you
had been paid with a criminal intent."

"Then you must have made a false confession: you are at all events
guilty of disobedience?"

"That may be, but the rector is responsible for the guilt, as he used
compulsion."

"My dear friend, you argue in a very forcible way, and the very
reverend rector must by this time be satisfied that the inmates of
our dormitory are more learned than he is himself."

No more would have been said about the adventure if, a few nights
after, I had not in my turn taken a fancy to return the visit paid by
my friend.  Towards midnight, having had occasion to get out of bed,
and hearing the loud snoring of the prefect, I quickly put out the
lantern and went to lie beside my friend.  He knew me at once, and
gladly received me; but we both listened attentively to the snoring
of our keeper, and when it ceased, understanding our danger, I got up
and reached my own bed without losing a second, but the moment I got
to it I had a double surprise.  In the first place I felt somebody
lying in my bed, and in the second I saw the prefect, with a candle
in his hand, coming along slowly and taking a survey of all the beds
right and left.  I could understand the prefect suddenly lighting a
candle, but how could I realize what I saw--namely, one of my
comrades sleeping soundly in my bed, with his back turned to me?  I
immediately made up my mind to feign sleep.  After two or three
shakings given by the prefect, I pretended to wake up, and my bed-
companion woke up in earnest.  Astonished at finding himself in my
bed, he offered me an apology:

"I have made a mistake," he said, "as I returned from a certain place
in the dark, I found your bed empty, and mistook it for mine."

"Very likely," I answered; "I had to get up, too."

"Yes," remarked the prefect; "but how does it happen that you went to
bed without making any remark when, on your return, you found your
bed already tenanted?  And how is it that, being in the dark, you did
not suppose that you were mistaken yourself?"

"I could not be mistaken, for I felt the pedestal of this crucifix of
mine, and I knew I was right; as to my companion here, I did not feel
him."

"It is all very unlikely," answered our Argus; and he went to the
lantern, the wick of which he found crushed down.

"The wick has been forced into the oil, gentlemen; it has not gone
out of itself; it has been the handiwork of one of you, but it will
be seen to in the morning."

My stupid companion went to his own bed, the prefect lighted the lamp
and retired to his rest, and after this scene, which had broken the
repose of every pupil, I quietly slept until the appearance of the
rector, who, at the dawn of day, came in great fury, escorted by his
satellite, the prefect.

The rector, after examining the localities and submitting to a
lengthy interrogatory first my accomplice, who very naturally was
considered as the most guilty, and then myself, whom nothing could
convict of the offence, ordered us to get up and go to church to
attend mass.  As soon as we were dressed, he came back, and
addressing us both, he said, kindly:

"You stand both convicted of a scandalous connivance, and it is
proved by the fact of the lantern having been wilfully extinguished.
I am disposed to believe that the cause of all this disorder is, if
not entirely innocent, at least due only to extreme thoughtlessness;
but the scandal given to all your comrades, the outrage offered to
the discipline and to the established rules of the seminary, call
loudly for punishment.  Leave the room."

We obeyed; but hardly were we between the double doors of the
dormitory than we were seized by four servants, who tied our hands
behind us, and led us to the class room, where they compelled us to
kneel down before the great crucifix.  The rector told them to
execute his orders, and, as we were in that position, the wretches
administered to each of us seven or eight blows with a stick, or with
a rope, which I received, as well as my companion, without a murmur.
But the moment my hands were free, I asked the rector whether I could
write two lines at the very foot of the cross.  He gave orders to
bring ink and paper, and I traced the following words:

"I solemnly swear by this God that I have never spoken to the
seminarist who was found in my bed.  As an innocent person I must
protest against this shameful violence.  I shall appeal to the
justice of his lordship the patriarch."

My comrade in misery signed this protest with me; after which,
addressing myself to all the pupils, I read it aloud, calling upon
them to speak the truth if any one could say the contrary of what I
had written.  They, with one voice, immediately declared that we had
never been seen conversing together, and that no one knew who had put
the lamp out.  The rector left the room in the midst of hisses and
curses, but he sent us to prison all the same at the top of the house
and in separate cells.  An hour afterwards, I had my bed, my trunk
and all my things, and my meals were brought to me every day.  On the
fourth day, the Abbe Tosello came for me with instructions to bring
me to Venice.  I asked him whether he had sifted this unpleasant
affair; he told me that he had enquired into it, that he had seen the
other seminarist, and that he believed we were both innocent; but the
rector would not confess himself in the wrong, and he did not see
what could be done.

I threw off my seminarist's habit, and dressed myself in the clothes
I used to wear in Venice, and, while my luggage was carried to a
boat, I accompanied the abbe to M. Grimani's gondola in which he had
come, and we took our departure.  On our way, the abbe ordered the
boatman to leave my things at the Palace Grimani, adding that he was
instructed by M. Grimani to tell me that, if I had the audacity to
present myself at his mansion, his servants had received orders to
turn me away.

He landed me near the convent of the Jesuits, without any money, and
with nothing but what I had on my back.

I went to beg a dinner from Madame Manzoni, who laughed heartily at
the realization of her prediction.  After dinner I called upon M.
Rosa to see whether the law could protect me against the tyranny of
my enemies, and after he had been made acquainted with the
circumstances of the case, he promised to bring me the same evening,
at Madame Orio's house, an extra-judicial act.  I repaired to the
place of appointment to wait for him, and to enjoy the pleasure of my
two charming friends at my sudden reappearance.  It was indeed very
great, and the recital of my adventures did not astonish them less
than my unexpected presence.  M. Rosa came and made me read the act
which he had prepared; he had not had time to have it engrossed by
the notary, but he undertook to have it ready the next day.

I left Madame Orio to take supper with my brother Francois, who
resided with a painter called Guardi; he was, like me, much oppressed
by the tyranny of Grimani, and I promised to deliver him.  Towards
midnight I returned to the two amiable sisters who were expecting me
with their usual loving impatience, but, I am bound to confess it
with all humility, my sorrows were prejudicial to love in spite of
the fortnight of absence and of abstinence.  They were themselves
deeply affected to see me so unhappy, and pitied me with all their
hearts.  I endeavoured to console them, and assured them that all my
misery would soon come to an end, and that we would make up for lost
time.

In the morning, having no money, and not knowing where to go, I went
to St. Mark's Library, where I remained until noon.  I left it with
the intention of dining with Madame Manzoni, but I was suddenly
accosted by a soldier who informed me that someone wanted to speak to
me in a gondola to which he pointed.  I answered that the person
might as well come out, but he quietly remarked that he had a friend
at hand to conduct me forcibly to the gondola, if necessary, and
without any more hesitation I went towards it.  I had a great dislike
to noise or to anything like a public exhibition.  I might have
resisted, for the soldiers were unarmed, and I would not have been
taken up, this sort of arrest not being legal in Venice, but I did
not think of it.  The 'sequere deum' was playing its part; I felt no
reluctance.  Besides, there are moments in which a courageous man has
no courage, or disdains to shew it.

I enter the gondola, the curtain is drawn aside, and I see my evil
genius, Razetta, with an officer.  The two soldiers sit down at the
prow; I recognize M. Grimani's own gondola, it leaves the landing and
takes the direction of the Lido.  No one spoke to me, and I remained
silent.  After half-an-hour's sailing, the gondola stopped before the
small entrance of the Fortress St. Andre, at the mouth of the
Adriatic, on the very spot where the Bucentaur stands, when, on
Ascension Day, the doge comes to espouse the sea.

The sentinel calls the corporal; we alight, the officer who
accompanied me introduces me to the major, and presents a letter to
him.  The major, after reading its contents, gives orders to M. Zen,
his adjutant, to consign me to the guard-house.  In another quarter
of an hour my conductors take their departure, and M. Zen brings me
three livres and a half, stating that I would receive the same amount
every week.  It was exactly the pay of a private.

I did not give way to any burst of passion, but I felt the most
intense indignation.  Late in the evening I expressed a wish to have
some food bought, for I could not starve; then, stretching myself
upon a hard camp bed, I passed the night amongst the soldiers without
closing my eyes, for these Sclavonians were singing, eating garlic,
smoking a bad tobacco which was most noxious, and drinking a wine of
their own country, as black as ink, which nobody else could swallow.

Early next morning Major Pelodoro (the governor of the fortress)
called me up to his room, and told me that, in compelling me to spend
the night in the guard-house, he had only obeyed the orders he had
received from Venice from the secretary of war.  "Now, reverend sir,"
he added, "my further orders are only to keep you a prisoner in the
fort, and I am responsible for your remaining here.  I give you the
whole of the fortress for your prison.  You shall have a good room in
which you will find your bed and all your luggage.  Walk anywhere you
please; but recollect that, if you should escape, you would cause my
ruin.  I am sorry that my instructions are to give you only ten sous
a day, but if you have any friends in Venice able to send you some
money, write to them, and trust to me for the security of your
letters.  Now you may go to bed, if you need rest."

I was taken to my room; it was large and on the first story, with two
windows from which I had a very fine view.  I found my bed, and I
ascertained with great satisfaction that my trunk, of which I had the
keys, had not been forced open.  The major had kindly supplied my
table with all the implements necessary for writing.  A Sclavonian
soldier informed me very politely that he would attend upon me, and
that I would pay him for his services whenever I could, for everyone
knew that I had only ten sous a day.  I began by ordering some soup,
and, when I had dispatched it, I went to bed and slept for nine
hours.  When I woke, I received an invitation to supper from the
major, and I began to imagine that things, after all, would not be so
very bad.

I went to the honest governor, whom I found in numerous company.  He
presented me to his wife and to every person present.  I met there
several officers, the chaplain of the fortress, a certain Paoli Vida,
one of the singers of St. Mark's Church, and his wife, a pretty
woman, sister-in-law of the major, whom the husband chose to confine
in the fort because he was very jealous (jealous men are not
comfortable at Venice), together with several other ladies, not very
young, but whom I thought very agreeable, owing to their kind
welcome.

Cheerful as I was by nature, those pleasant guests easily managed to
put me in the best of humours.  Everyone expressed a wish to know the
reasons which could have induced M. Grimani to send me to the
fortress, so I gave a faithful account of all my adventures since my
grandmother's death.  I spoke for three hours without any bitterness,
and even in a pleasant tone, upon things which, said in a different
manner, might have displeased my audience; all expressed their
satisfaction, and shewed so much sympathy that, as we parted for the
night, I received from all an assurance of friendship and the offer
of their services.  This is a piece of good fortune which has never
failed me whenever I have been the victim of oppression, until I
reached the age of fifty.  Whenever I met with honest persons
expressing a curiosity to know the history of the misfortune under
which I was labouring, and whenever I satisfied their curiosity, I
have inspired them with friendship, and with that sympathy which was
necessary to render them favourable and useful to me.

That success was owing to a very simple artifice; it was only to tell
my story in a quiet and truthful manner, without even avoiding the
facts which told against me.  It is simple secret that many men do
not know, because the larger portion of humankind is composed of
cowards; a man who always tells the truth must be possessed of great
moral courage.  Experience has taught me that truth is a talisman,
the charm of which never fails in its effect, provided it is not
wasted upon unworthy people, and I believe that a guilty man, who
candidly speaks the truth to his judge, has a better chance of being
acquitted, than the innocent man who hesitates and evades true
statements.  Of course the speaker must be young, or at least in the
prime of manhood; for an old man finds the whole of nature combined
against him.

The major had his joke respecting the visit paid and returned to the
seminarist's bed, but the chaplain and the ladies scolded him.  The
major advised me to write out my story and send it to the secretary
of war, undertaking that he should receive it, and he assured me that
he would become my protector.  All the ladies tried to induce me to
follow the major's advice.




CHAPTER VII

My Short Stay in Fort St. Andre--My First Repentance in Love Affairs
I Enjoy the Sweets of Revenge, and Prove a Clever Alibi--Arrest of
Count Bonafede--My Release--Arrival of the Bishop--Farewell to Venice


The fort, in which the Republic usually kept only a garrison of one
hundred half-pay Sclavonians, happened to contain at that time two
thousand Albanian soldiers, who were called Cimariotes.

The secretary of war, who was generally known under the title of
'sage a l'ecriture', had summoned these men from the East in
consequence of some impending promotion, as he wanted the officers to
be on the spot in order to prove their merits before being rewarded.
They all came from the part of Epirus called Albania, which belongs
to the Republic of Venice, and they had distinguished themselves in
the last war against the Turks.  It was for me a new and
extraordinary sight to examine some eighteen or twenty officers, all
of an advanced age, yet strong and healthy, shewing the scars which
covered their face and their chest, the last naked and entirely
exposed through military pride.  The lieutenant-colonel was
particularly conspicuous by his wounds, for, without exaggeration, he
had lost one-fourth of his head.  He had but one eye, but one ear,
and no jaw to speak of.  Yet he could eat very well, speak without
difficulty, and was very cheerful.  He had with him all his family,
composed of two pretty daughters, who looked all the prettier in
their national costume, and of seven sons, every one of them a
soldier.  This lieutenant-colonel stood six feet high, and his figure
was magnificent, but his scars so completely deformed his features
that his face was truly horrid to look at.  Yet I found so much
attraction in him that I liked him the moment I saw him, and I would
have been much pleased to converse with him if his breath had not
sent forth such a strong smell of garlic.  All the Albanians had
their pockets full of it, and they enjoyed a piece of garlic with as
much relish as we do a sugar-plum.  After this none can maintain it
to be a poison, though the only medicinal virtue it possesses is to
excite the appetite, because it acts like a tonic upon a weak
stomach.

The lieutenant-colonel could not read, but he was not ashamed of his
ignorance, because not one amongst his men, except the priest and the
surgeon, could boast greater learning.  Every man, officer or
private, had his purse full of gold; half of them, at least, were
married, and we had in the fortress a colony of five or six hundred
women, with God knows how many children!  I felt greatly interested
in them all.  Happy idleness!  I often regret thee because thou hast
often offered me new sights, and for the same reason I hate old age
which never offers but what I know already, unless I should take up a
gazette, but I cared nothing for them in my young days.

Alone in my room I made an inventory of my trunk, and having put
aside everything of an ecclesiastical character, I sent for a Jew,
and sold the whole parcel unmercifully.  Then I wrote to M. Rosa,
enclosing all the tickets of the articles I had pledged, requesting
him to have them sold without any exception, and to forward me the
surplus raised by the sale.  Thanks to that double operation, I was
enabled to give my Sclavonian servant the ten sous allowed to me
every day.  Another soldier, who had been a hair-dresser, took care
of my hair which I had been compelled to neglect, in consequence of
the rules of the seminary.  I spent my time in walking about the fort
and through the barracks, and my two places of resort were the
major's apartment for some intellectual enjoyment, and the rooms of
the Albanian lieutenant-colonel for a sprinkling of love.  The
Albanian feeling certain that his colonel would be appointed
brigadier, solicited the command of the regiment, but he had a rival
and he feared his success.  I wrote him a petition, short, but so
well composed that the secretary of war, having enquired the name of
the author, gave the Albanian his colonelcy.  On his return to the
fort, the brave fellow, overjoyed at his success, hugged me in his
arms, saying that he owed it all to me; he invited me to a family
dinner, in which my very soul was parched by his garlic, and he
presented me with twelve botargoes and two pounds of excellent
Turkish tobacco.

The result of my petition made all the other officers think that they
could not succeed without the assistance of my pen, and I willingly
gave it to everybody; this entailed many quarrels upon me, for I
served all interests, but, finding myself the lucky possessor of some
forty sequins, I was no longer in dread of poverty, and laughed at
everything.  However, I met with an accident which made me pass six
weeks in a very unpleasant condition.

On the 2nd of April, the fatal anniversary of my first appearance in
this world, as I was getting up in the morning, I received in my room
the visit of a very handsome Greek woman, who told me that her
husband, then ensign in the regiment, had every right to claim the
rank of lieutenant, and that he would certainly be appointed, if it
were not for the opposition of his captain who was against him,
because she had refused him certain favours which she could bestow
only upon her husband.  She handed me some certificates, and begged
me to write a petition which she would present herself to the
secretary of war, adding that she could only offer me her heart in
payment.  I answered that her heart ought not to go alone; I acted as
I had spoken, and I met with no other resistance than the objection
which a pretty woman is always sure to feign for the sake of
appearance.  After that, I told her to come back at noon, and that
the petition would be ready.  She was exact to the appointment, and
very kindly rewarded me a second time; and in the evening, under
pretence of some alterations to be made in the petition, she afforded
an excellent opportunity of reaping a third recompense.

But, alas! the path of pleasure is not strewn only with roses!  On
the third day, I found out, much to my dismay, that a serpent had
been hid under the flowers.  Six weeks of care and of rigid diet re-
established my health.

When I met the handsome Greek again, I was foolish enough to reproach
her for the present she had bestowed upon me, but she baffled me by
laughing, and saying that she had only offered me what she possessed,
and that it was my own fault if I had not been sufficiently careful.
The reader cannot imagine how much this first misfortune grieved me,
and what deep shame I felt.  I looked upon myself as a dishonoured
man, and while I am on that subject I may as well relate an incident
which will give some idea of my thoughtlessness.

Madame Vida, the major's sister-in-law, being alone with me one
morning, confided in me in a moment of unreserved confidence what she
had to suffer from the jealous disposition of her husband, and his
cruelty in having allowed her to sleep alone for the last four years,
when she was in the very flower of her age.

"I trust to God," she added, "that my husband will not find out that
you have spent an hour alone with me, for I should never hear the end
of it."

Feeling deeply for her grief, and confidence begetting confidence, I
was stupid enough to tell her the sad state to which I had been
reduced by the cruel Greek woman, assuring her that I felt my misery
all the more deeply, because I should have been delighted to console
her, and to give her the opportunity of a revenge for her jealous
husband's coldness.  At this speech, in which my simplicity and good
faith could easily be traced, she rose from her chair, and upbraided
me with every insult which an outraged honest woman might hurl at the
head of a bold libertine who has presumed too far.  Astounded, but
understanding perfectly well the nature of my crime, I bowed myself
out of her room; but as I was leaving it she told me in the same
angry tone that my visits would not be welcome for the future, as I
was a conceited puppy, unworthy of the society of good and
respectable women.  I took care to answer that a respectable woman
would have been rather more reserved than she had been in her
confidences.  On reflection I felt pretty sure that, if I had been in
good health, or had said nothing about my mishap, she would have been
but too happy to receive my consolations.

A few days after that incident I had a much greater cause to regret
my acquaintance with the Greek woman.  On Ascension Day, as the
ceremony of the Bucentaur was celebrated near the fort, M. Rosa
brought Madame Orio and her two nieces to witness it, and I had the
pleasure of treating them all to a good dinner in my room.  I found
myself, during the day, alone with my young friends in one of the
casements, and they both loaded me with the most loving caresses and
kisses.  I felt that they expected some substantial proof of my love;
but, to conceal the real state, of things, I pretended to be afraid
of being surprised, and they had to be satisfied with my shallow
excuse.

I had informed my mother by letter of all I had suffered from
Grimani's treatment; she answered that she had written to him on the
subject, that she had no doubt he would immediately set me at
liberty, and that an arrangement had been entered into by which M.
Grimani would devote the money raised by Razetta from the sale of the
furniture to the settlement of a small patrimony on my youngest
brother.  But in this matter Grimani did not act honestly, for the
patrimony was only settled thirteen years afterwards, and even then
only in a fictitious manner.  I shall have an opportunity later on of
mentioning this unfortunate brother, who died very poor in Rome
twenty years ago.

Towards the middle of June the Cimariotes were sent back to the East,
and after their departure the garrison of the fort was reduced to its
usual number.  I began to feel weary in this comparative solitude,
and I gave way to terrible fits of passion.

The heat was intense, and so disagreeable to me that I wrote to M.
Grimani, asking for two summer suits of clothes, and telling him
where they would be found, if Razetta had not sold them.  A week
afterwards I was in the major's apartment when I saw the wretch
Razetta come in, accompanied by a man whom he introduced as Petrillo,
the celebrated favourite of the Empress of Russia, just arrived from
St. Petersburg.  He ought to have said infamous instead of
celebrated, and clown instead of favourite.

The major invited them to take a seat, and Razetta, receiving a
parcel from Grimani's gondolier, handed it to me, saying,

"I have brought you your rags; take them."

I answered:

"Some day I will bring you a 'rigano':"

At these words the scoundrel dared to raise his cane, but the
indignant major compelled him to lower his tone by asking him whether
he had any wish to pass the night in the guard-house.  Petrillo, who
had not yet opened his lips, told me then that he was sorry not to
have found me in Venice, as I might have shewn him round certain
places which must be well known to me.

"Very likely we should have met your wife in such places,"
I answered.

"I am a good judge of faces," he said, "and I can see that you are a
true gallows-bird."

I was trembling with rage, and the major, who shared my utter
disgust, told them that he had business to transact, and they took
their leave.  The major assured me that on the following day he would
go to the war office to complain of Razetta, and that he would have
him punished for his insolence.

I remained alone, a prey to feelings of the deepest indignation, and
to a most ardent thirst for revenge.

The fortress was entirely surrounded by water, and my windows were
not overlooked by any of the sentinels.  A boat coming under my
windows could therefore easily take me to Venice during the night and
bring me back to the fortress before day-break.  All that was
necessary was to find a boatman who, for a certain amount, would risk
the galleys in case of discovery.  Amongst several who brought
provisions to the fort, I chose a boatman whose countenance pleased
me, and I offered him one sequin; he promised to let me know his
decision on the following day.  He was true to his time, and declared
himself ready to take me.  He informed me that, before deciding to
serve me, he had wished to know whether I was kept in the fort for
any great crime, but as the wife of the major had told him that my
imprisonment had been caused by very trifling frolics, I could rely
upon him.  We arranged that he should be under my window at the
beginning of the night, and that his boat should be provided with a
mast long enough to enable me to slide along it from the window to
the boat.

The appointed hour came, and everything being ready I got safely into
the boat, landed at the Sclavonian quay, ordered the boatman to wait
for me, and wrapped up in a mariner's cloak I took my way straight to
the gate of Saint-Sauveur, and engaged the waiter of a coffee-room to
take me to Razetta's house.

Being quite certain that he would not be at home at that time, I rang
the bell, and I heard my sister's voice telling me that if I wanted
to see him I must call in the morning.  Satisfied with this, I went
to the foot of the bridge and sat down, waiting there to see which
way he would come, and a few minutes before midnight I saw him
advancing from the square of Saint-Paul.  It was all I wanted to
know; I went back to my boat and returned to the fort without any
difficulty.  At five o'clock in the morning everyone in the garrison
could see me enjoying my walk on the platform.

Taking all the time necessary to mature my plans, I made the
following arrangements to secure my revenge with perfect safety, and
to prove an alibi in case I should kill my rascally enemy, as it was
my intention to do.  The day preceding the night fixed for my
expedition, I walked about with the son of the Adjutant Zen, who was
only twelve years old, but who amused me much by his shrewdness.  The
reader will meet him again in the year 1771.  As I was walking with
him, I jumped down from one of the bastions, and feigned to sprain my
ankle.  Two soldiers carried me to my room, and the surgeon of the
fort, thinking that I was suffering from a luxation, ordered me to
keep to bed, and wrapped up the ankle in towels saturated with
camphorated spirits of wine.  Everybody came to see me, and I
requested the soldier who served me to remain and to sleep in my
room.  I knew that a glass of brandy was enough to stupefy the man,
and to make him sleep soundly.  As soon as I saw him fast asleep, I
begged the surgeon and the chaplain, who had his room over mine, to
leave me, and at half-past ten I lowered myself in the boat.

As soon as I reached Venice, I bought a stout cudgel, and I sat
myself down on a door-step, at the corner of the street near Saint-
Paul's Square.  A narrow canal at the end of the street, was, I
thought, the very place to throw my enemy in.  That canal has now
disappeared.

At a quarter before twelve I see Razetta, walking along leisurely.  I
come out of the street with rapid strides, keeping near the wall to
compel him to make room for me, and I strike a first blow on the
head, and a second on his arm; the third blow sends him tumbling in
the canal, howling and screaming my name.  At the same instant a
Forlan, or citizen of Forli, comes out of a house on my left side
with a lantern in his hand.  A blow from my cudgel knocks the lantern
out of his grasp, and the man, frightened out of his wits, takes to
his heels.  I throw away my stick, I run at full speed through the
square and over the bridge, and while people are hastening towards
the spot where the disturbance had taken place, I jump into the boat,
and, thanks to a strong breeze swelling our sail, I get back to the
fortress.  Twelve o'clock was striking as I re-entered my room
through the window.  I quickly undress myself, and the moment I am in
my bed I wake up the soldier by my loud screams, telling him to go
for the surgeon, as I am dying of the colic.

The chaplain, roused by my screaming, comes down and finds me in
convulsions.  In the hope that some diascordium would relieve me, the
good old man runs to his room and brings it, but while he has gone
for some water I hide the medicine.  After half an hour of wry faces,
I say that I feel much better, and thanking all my friends, I beg
them to retire, which everyone does, wishing me a quiet sleep.

The next morning I could not get up in consequence of my sprained
ankle, although I had slept very well; the major was kind enough to
call upon me before going to Venice, and he said that very likely my
colic had been caused by the melon I had eaten for my dinner the day
before.

The major returned at one o'clock in the afternoon.  "I have good
news to give you," he said to me, with a joyful laugh.  "Razetta was
soundly cudgelled last night and thrown into a canal."

"Has he been killed?"

"No; but I am glad of it for your sake, for his death would make your
position much more serious.  You are accused of having done it."

"I am very glad people think me guilty; it is something of a revenge,
but it will be rather difficult to bring it home to me."

"Very difficult!  All the same, Razetta swears he recognized you, and
the same declaration is made by the Forlan who says that you struck
his hand to make him drop his lantern.  Razetta's nose is broken,
three of his teeth are gone, and his right arm is severely hurt.  You
have been accused before the avogador, and M. Grimani has written to
the war office to complain of your release from the fortress without
his knowledge.  I arrived at the office just in time.  The secretary
was reading Grimani's letter, and I assured his excellency that it
was a false report, for I left you in bed this morning, suffering
from a sprained ankle.  I told him likewise that at twelve o'clock
last night you were very near death from a severe attack of colic."

"Was it at midnight that Razetta was so well treated?"

"So says the official report.  The war secretary wrote at once to M.
Grimani and informed him that you have not left the fort, and that
you are even now detained in it, and that the plaintiff is at
liberty, if he chooses, to send commissaries to ascertain the fact.
Therefore, my dear abbe, you must prepare yourself for an
interrogatory."

"I expect it, and I will answer that I am very sorry to be innocent."

Three days afterwards, a commissary came to the fort with a clerk of
the court, and the proceedings were soon over.  Everybody knew that I
had sprained my ankle; the chaplain, the surgeon, my body-servant,
and several others swore that at midnight I was in bed suffering from
colic.  My alibi being thoroughly proved, the avogador sentenced
Razetta and the Forlan to pay all expenses without prejudice to my
rights of action.

After this judgment, the major advised me to address to the secretary
of war a petition which he undertook to deliver himself, and to claim
my release from the fort.  I gave notice of my proceedings to M.
Grimani, and a week afterwards the major told me that I was free, and
that he would himself take me to the abbe.  It was at dinnertime, and
in the middle of some amusing conversation, that he imparted that
piece of information.  Not supposing him to be in earnest, and in
order to keep up the joke, I told him very politely that I preferred
his house to Venice, and that, to prove it, I would be happy to
remain a week longer, if he would grant me permission to do so.  I
was taken at my word, and everybody seemed very pleased.  But when,
two hours later, the news was confirmed, and I could no longer doubt
the truth of my release, I repented the week which I had so foolishly
thrown away as a present to the major; yet I had not the courage to
break my word, for everybody, and particularly his wife, had shown
such unaffected pleasure, it would have been contemptible of me to
change my mind.  The good woman knew that I owed her every kindness
which I had enjoyed, and she might have thought me ungrateful.

But I met in the fort with a last adventure, which I must not forget
to relate.

On the following day, an officer dressed in the national uniform
called upon the major, accompanied by an elderly man of about sixty
years of age, wearing a sword, and, presenting to the major a
dispatch with the seal of the war office, he waited for an answer,
and went away as soon as he had received one from the governor.

After the officer had taken leave, the major, addressing himself to
the elderly gentleman, to whom he gave the title of count, told him
that his orders were to keep him a prisoner, and that he gave him the
whole of the fort for his prison.  The count offered him his sword,
but the major nobly refused to take it, and escorted him to the room
he was to occupy.  Soon after, a servant in livery brought a bed and
a trunk, and the next morning the same servant, knocking at my door,
told me that his master begged the honour of my company to breakfast.
I accepted the invitation, and he received me with these words:

"Dear sir, there has been so much talk in Venice about the skill with
which you proved your incredible alibi, that I could not help asking
for the honour of your acquaintance."

"But, count, the alibi being a true one, there can be no skill
required to prove it.  Allow me to say that those who doubt its truth
are paying me a very poor compliment, for--"

"Never mind; do not let us talk any more of that, and forgive me.
But as we happen to be companions in misfortune, I trust you will not
refuse me your friendship.  Now for breakfast."

After our meal, the count, who had heard from me some portion of my
history, thought that my confidence called for a return on his part,
and he began: "I am the Count de Bonafede.  In my early days I served
under Prince Eugene, but I gave up the army, and entered on a civil
career in Austria.  I had to fly from Austria and take refuge in
Bavaria in consequence of an unfortunate duel.  In Munich I made the
acquaintance of a young lady belonging to a noble family; I eloped
with her and brought her to Venice, where we were married.  I have
now been twenty years in Venice.  I have six children, and everybody
knows me.  About a week ago I sent my servant to the postoffice for
my letters, but they were refused him because he had not any money to
pay the postage.  I went myself, but the clerk would not deliver me
my letters, although I assured him that I would pay for them the next
time.  This made me angry, and I called upon the Baron de Taxis, the
postmaster, and complained of the clerk, but he answered very rudely
that the clerk had simply obeyed his orders, and that my letters
would only be delivered on payment of the postage.  I felt very
indignant, but as I was in his house I controlled my anger, went
home, and wrote a note to him asking him to give me satisfaction for
his rudeness, telling him that I would never go out without my sword,
and that I would force him to fight whenever and wherever I should
meet him.  I never came across him, but yesterday I was accosted by
the secretary of the inquisitors, who told me that I must forget the
baron's rude conduct, and go under the guidance of an officer whom he
pointed out to me, to imprison myself for a week in this fortress.  I
shall thus have the pleasure of spending that time with you."

I told him that I had been free for the last twenty-four hours, but
that to shew my gratitude for his friendly confidence I would feel
honoured if he would allow me to keep him company.  As I had already
engaged myself with the major, this was only a polite falsehood.

In the afternoon I happened to be with him on the tower of the fort,
and pointed out a gondola advancing towards the lower gate; he took
his spy-glass and told me that it was his wife and daughter coming to
see him.  We went to meet the ladies, one of whom might once have
been worth the trouble of an elopement; the other, a young person
between fourteen and sixteen, struck me as a beauty of a new style.
Her hair was of a beautiful light auburn, her eyes were blue and very
fine, her nose a Roman, and her pretty mouth, half-open and laughing,
exposed a set of teeth as white as her complexion, although a
beautiful rosy tint somewhat veiled the whiteness of the last.  Her
figure was so slight that it seemed out of nature, but her perfectly-
formed breast appeared an altar on which the god of love would have
delighted to breathe the sweetest incense.  This splendid chest was,
however, not yet well furnished, but in my imagination I gave her all
the embonpoint which might have been desired, and I was so pleased
that I could not take my looks from her.  I met her eyes, and her
laughing countenance seemed to say to me: "Only wait for two years,
at the utmost, and all that your imagination is now creating will
then exist in reality."

She was elegantly dressed in the prevalent fashion, with large hoops,
and like the daughters of the nobility who have not yet attained the
age of puberty, although the young countess was marriageable.  I had
never dared to stare so openly at the bosom of a young lady of
quality, but I thought there was no harm in fixing my eyes on a spot
where there was nothing yet but in expectation.

The count, after having exchanged a few words in German with his
wife, presented me in the most flattering manner, and I was received
with great politeness.  The major joined us, deeming it his duty to
escort the countess all over the fortress, and I improved the
excellent opportunity thrown in my way by the inferiority of my
position; I offered my arm to the young lady, and the count left us
to go to his room.

I was still an adept in the old Venetian fashion of attending upon
ladies, and the young countess thought me rather awkward, though I
believed myself very fashionable when I placed my hand under her arm,
but she drew it back in high merriment.  Her mother turned round to
enquire what she was laughing at, and I was terribly confused when I
heard her answer that I had tickled her.

"This is the way to offer your arm to a lady," she said, and she
passed her hand through my arm, which I rounded in the most clumsy
manner, feeling it a very difficult task to resume a dignified
countenance.  Thinking me a novice of the most innocent species, she
very likely determined to make sport of me.  She began by remarking
that by rounding my arm as I had done I placed it too far from her
waist, and that I was consequently out of drawing.  I told her I did
not know how to draw, and inquired whether it was one of her
accomplishments.

"I am learning," she answered, "and when you call upon us I will shew
you Adam and Eve, after the Chevalier Liberi; I have made a copy
which has been found very fine by some professors, although they did
not know it was my work."

"Why did you not tell them?"

"Because those two figures are too naked."

"I am not curious to see your Adam, but I will look at your Eve with
pleasure, and keep your secret."

This answer made her laugh again, and again her mother turned round.
I put on the look of a simpleton, for, seeing the advantage I could
derive from her opinion of me, I had formed my plan at the very
moment she tried to teach me how to offer my arm to a lady.

She was so convinced of my simplicity that she ventured to say that
she considered her Adam by far more beautiful than her Eve, because
in her drawing of the man she had omitted nothing, every muscle being
visible, while there was none conspicuous in Eve.  "It is," she
added, "a figure with nothing in it."

"Yet it is the one which I shall like best."

"No; believe me, Adam will please you most."

This conversation had greatly excited me.  I had on a pair of linen
breeches, the weather being very warm....  I was afraid of the major
and the countess, who were a few yards in front of us, turning round
.... I was on thorns.  To make matters worse, the young lady
stumbled, one of her shoes slipped off, and presenting me her pretty
foot she asked me to put the shoe right.  I knelt on the ground, and,
very likely without thinking, she lifted up her skirt....  she had
very wide hoops and no petticoat.... what I saw was enough to strike
me dead on the spot.... When I rose, she asked if anything was the
matter with me.

A moment after, coming out of one of the casemates, her head-dress
got slightly out of order, and she begged that I would remedy the
accident, but, having to bend her head down, the state in which I was
could no longer remain a secret for her.  In order to avoid greater
confusion to both of us, she enquired who had made my watch ribbon; I
told her it was a present from my sister, and she desired to examine
it, but when I answered her that it was fastened to the fob-pocket,
and found that she disbelieved me, I added that she could see for
herself.  She put her hand to it, and a natural but involuntary
excitement caused me to be very indiscreet.  She must have felt
vexed, for she saw that she had made a mistake in her estimate of my
character; she became more timid, she would not laugh any more, and
we joined her mother and the major who was shewing her, in a sentry-
box, the body of Marshal de Schulenburg which had been deposited
there until the mausoleum erected for him was completed.  As for
myself, I felt deeply ashamed.  I thought myself the first man who
had alarmed her innocence, and I felt ready to do anything to atone
for the insult.

Such was my delicacy of feeling in those days.  I used to credit
people with exalted sentiments, which often existed only in my
imagination.  I must confess that time has entirely destroyed that
delicacy; yet I do not believe myself worse than other men, my equals
in age and inexperience.

We returned to the count's apartment, and the day passed off rather
gloomily.  Towards evening the ladies went away, but the countess
gave me a pressing invitation to call upon them in Venice.

The young lady, whom I thought I had insulted, had made such a deep
impression upon me that the seven following days seemed very long;
yet I was impatient to see her again only that I might entreat her
forgiveness, and convince her of my repentance.

The following day the count was visited by his son; he was plain-
featured, but a thorough gentleman, and modest withal.  Twenty-five
years afterwards I met him in Spain, a cadet in the king's body-
guard.  He had served as a private twenty years before obtaining this
poor promotion.  The reader will hear of him in good time; I will
only mention here that when I met him in Spain, he stood me out that
I had never known him; his self-love prompted this very contemptible
lie.

Early on the eighth day the count left the fortress, and I took my
departure the same evening, having made an appointment at a coffee-
house in St. Mark's Square with the major who was to accompany me to
M. Grimani's house.  I took leave of his wife, whose memory will
always be dear to me, and she said, "I thank you for your skill in
proving your alibi, but you have also to thank me for having
understood you so well.  My husband never heard anything about it
until it was all over."

As soon as I reached Venice, I went to pay a visit to Madame Orio,
where I was made welcome.  I remained to supper, and my two charming
sweethearts who were praying for the death of the bishop, gave me the
most delightful hospitality for the night.

At noon the next day I met the major according to our appointment,
and we called upon the Abbe Grimani.  He received me with the air of
a guilty man begging for mercy, and I was astounded at his stupidity
when he entreated me to forgive Razetta and his companion.  He told
me that the bishop was expected very soon, and that he had ordered a
room to be ready for me, and that I could take my meals with him.
Then he introduced me to M. Valavero, a man of talent, who had just
left the ministry of war, his term of office having lasted the usual
six months.  I paid my duty to him, and we kept up a kind of
desultory conversation until the departure of the major.  When he had
left us M. Valavero entreated me to confess that I had been the
guilty party in the attack upon Razetta.  I candidly told him that
the thrashing had been my handiwork, and I gave him all the
particulars, which amused him immensely.  He remarked that, as I had
perpetrated the affair before midnight, the fools had made a mistake
in their accusation; but that, after all, the mistake had not
materially helped me in proving the alibi, because my sprained ankle,
which everybody had supposed a real accident, would of itself have
been sufficient.

But I trust that my kind reader has not forgotten that I had a very
heavy weight upon my conscience, of which I longed to get rid.  I had
to see the goddess of my fancy, to obtain my pardon, or die at her
feet.

I found the house without difficulty; the count was not at home.  The
countess received me very kindly, but her appearance caused me so
great a surprise that I did not know what to say to her.  I had
fancied that I was going to visit an angel, that I would find her in
a lovely paradise, and I found myself in a large sitting-room
furnished with four rickety chairs and a dirty old table.  There was
hardly any light in the room because the shutters were nearly closed.
It might have been a precaution against the heat, but I judged that
it was more probably for the purpose of concealing the windows, the
glass of which was all broken.  But this visible darkness did not
prevent me from remarking that the countess was wrapped up in an old
tattered gown, and that her chemise did not shine by its cleanliness.
Seeing that I was ill at ease, she left the room, saying that she
would send her daughter, who, a few minutes afterwards, came in with
an easy and noble appearance, and told me that she had expected me
with great impatience, but that I had surprised her at a time at
which she was not in the habit of receiving any visits.

I did not know what to answer, for she did not seem to me to be the
same person.  Her miserable dishabille made her look almost ugly, and
I wondered at the impression she had produced upon me at the
fortress.  She saw my surprise, and partly guessed my thoughts, for
she put on a look, not of vexation, but of sorrow which called forth
all my pity.  If she had been a philosopher she might have rightly
despised me as a man whose sympathy was enlisted only by her fine
dress, her nobility, or her apparent wealth; but she endeavoured to
bring me round by her sincerity.  She felt that if she could call a
little sentiment into play, it would certainly plead in her favour.

"I see that you are astonished, reverend sir, and I know the reason
of your surprise.  You expected to see great splendour here, and you
find only misery.  The government allows my father but a small
salary, and there are nine of us.  As we must attend church on
Sundays and holidays in a style proper to our condition, we are often
compelled to go without our dinner, in order to get out of pledge the
clothes which urgent need too often obliges us to part with, and
which we pledge anew on the following day.  If we did not attend
mass, the curate would strike our names off the list of those who
share the alms of the Confraternity of the Poor, and those alms alone
keep us afloat."

What a sad tale!  She had guessed rightly.  I was touched, but rather
with shame than true emotion.  I was not rich myself, and, as I was
no longer in love, I only heaved a deep sigh, and remained as cold as
ice.  Nevertheless, her position was painful, and I answered
politely, speaking with kindness and assuring her of my sympathy.
"Were I wealthy," I said, "I would soon shew you that your tale of
woe has not fallen on unfeeling ears; but I am poor, and, being at
the eve of my departure from Venice, even my friendship would be
useless to you."  Then, after some desultory talk, I expressed a hope
that her beauty would yet win happiness for her.  She seemed to
consider for a few minutes, and said, "That may happen some day,
provided that the man who feels the power of my charms understands
that they can be bestowed only with my heart, and is willing to
render me the justice I deserve; I am only looking for a lawful
marriage, without dreaming of rank or fortune; I no longer believe in
the first, and I know how to live without the second; for I have been
accustomed to poverty, and even to abject need; but you cannot
realize that.  Come and see my drawings."

"You are very good, mademoiselle."

Alas!  I was not thinking of her drawings, and I could no longer feel
interested in her Eve, but I followed her.

We came to a chamber in which I saw a table, a chair, a small toilet-
glass and a bed with the straw palliasse turned over, very likely for
the purpose of allowing the looker-on to suppose that there were
sheets underneath, but I was particularly disgusted by a certain
smell, the cause of which was recent; I was thunderstruck, and if I
had been still in love, this antidote would have been sufficiently
powerful to cure me instanter.  I wished for nothing but to make my
escape, never to return, and I regretted that I could not throw on
the table a handful of ducats, which I should have considered the
price of my ransom.

The poor girl shewed me.  her drawings; they were fine, and I praised
them, without alluding particularly to Eve, and without venturing a
joke upon Adam.  I asked her, for the sake of saying something, why
she did not try to render her talent remunerative by learning pastel
drawing.

"I wish I could," she answered, "but the box of chalks alone costs
two sequins."

"Will you forgive me if I am bold enough to offer you six?"

"Alas!  I accept them gratefully, and to be indebted to you for such
a service makes me truly happy."

Unable to keep back her tears, she turned her head round to conceal
them from me, and I took that opportunity of laying the money on the
table, and out of politeness, wishing to spare her every unnecessary
humiliation, I saluted her lips with a kiss which she was at liberty
to consider a loving one, as I wanted her to ascribe my reserve to
the respect I felt for her.  I then left her with a promise to call
another day to see her father.  I never kept my promise.  The reader
will see how I met her again after ten years.

How many thoughts crowded upon my mind as I left that house!  What a
lesson!  I compared reality with the imagination, and I had to give
the preference to the last, as reality is always dependent on it.  I
then began to forsee a truth which has been clearly proved to me in
my after life, namely, that love is only a feeling of curiosity more
or less intense, grafted upon the inclination placed in us by nature
that the species may be preserved.  And truly, woman is like a book,
which, good or bad, must at first please us by the frontispiece.  If
this is not interesting, we do not feel any wish to read the book,
and our wish is in direct proportion to the interest we feel.  The
frontispiece of woman runs from top to bottom like that of a book,
and her feet, which are most important to every man who shares my
taste, offer the same interest as the edition of the work.  If it is
true that most amateurs bestow little or no attention upon the feet
of a woman, it is likewise a fact that most readers care little or
nothing whether a book is of the first edition or the tenth.  At all
events, women are quite right to take the greatest care of their
face, of their dress, of their general appearance; for it is only by
that part of the frontispiece that they can call forth a wish to read
them in those men who have not been endowed by nature with the
privilege of blindness.  And just in the same manner that men, who
have read a great many books, are certain to feel at last a desire
for perusing new works even if they are bad, a man who has known many
women, and all handsome women, feels at last a curiosity for ugly
specimens when he meets with entirely new ones.  It is all very well
for his eye to discover the paint which conceals the reality, but his
passion has become a vice, and suggests some argument in favour of
the lying frontispiece.  It is possible, at least he thinks so, that
the work may prove better than the title-page, and the reality more
acceptable than the paint which hides it.  He then tries to peruse
the book, but the leaves have not been opened; he meets with some
resistance, the living book must be read according to established
rules, and the book-worm falls a victim to a coquetry, the monster
which persecutes all those who make a business of love.  As for thee,
intelligent man, who hast read the few preceding lines, let me tell
thee that, if they do not assist in opening thy eyes, thou art lost;
I mean that thou art certain of being a victim to the fair sex to the
very last moment of thy life.  If my candour does not displease thee,
accept my congratulations.  In the evening I called upon Madame Orio,
as I wanted to inform her charming nieces that, being an inmate of
Grimani's house, I could not sleep out for the first night.  I found
there the faithful Rosa, who told me that the affair of the alibi was
in every mouth, and  that, as such celebrity was evidently caused by
a very decided belief in the untruth of the alibi itself, I ought to
fear a retaliation of the same sort on the part of Razetta, and to
keep on my guard, particularly at night. I felt all the importance of
this advice, and I took care never to go out in the evening otherwise
than in a gondola, or accompanied by some friends.  Madame Manzoni
told me that I was acting wisely, because, although the judges could
not do otherwise than acquit me, everybody knew the real truth of the
matter, and Razetta could not fail to be my deadly foe.

Three or four days afterwards M.  Grimani announced the arrival of
the bishop, who had put up at the convent of his order, at Saint-
Francois de Paul.  He presented me himself to the prelate as a jewel
highly prized by himself, and as if he had been the only person
worthy of descanting upon its beauty.

I saw a fine monk wearing his pectoral cross.  He would have reminded
me of Father Mancia if he had not looked stouter and less reserved.
He was about thirty-four, and had been made a bishop by the grace of
God, the Holy See, and my mother.  After pronouncing over me a
blessing, which I received kneeling, and giving me his hand to kiss,
he embraced me warmly, calling me his dear son in the Latin language,
in which he continued to address me.  I thought that, being a
Calabrian, he might feel ashamed of his Italian, but he undeceived me
by speaking in that language to M. Grimani.  He told me that, as he
could not take me with him from Venice, I should have to proceed to
Rome, where Grimani would take care to send me, and that I would
procure his address at Ancona from one of his friends, called Lazari,
a Minim monk, who would likewise supply me with the means of
continuing my journey.

"When we meet in Rome," he added, "we can go together to Martorano by
way of Naples.  Call upon me to-morrow morning, and have your
breakfast with me.  I intend to leave the day after."

As we were on our way back to his house, M.  Grimani treated me to a
long lecture on morals, which nearly caused me to burst into loud
laughter.  Amongst other things, he informed me that I ought not to
study too hard, because the air in Calabria was very heavy, and I
might become consumptive from too close application to my books.

The next morning at day-break I went to the bishop.  After saying his
mass, we took some chocolate, and for three hours he laid me under
examination.  I saw clearly that he was not pleased with me, but I
was well enough pleased with him.  He seemed to me a worthy man, and
as he was to lead me along the great highway of the Church, I felt
attracted towards him, for, at the time, although I entertained a
good opinion of my personal appearance, I had no confidence whatever
in my talents.

After the departure of the good bishop, M.  Grimani gave me a letter
left by him, which I was to deliver to Father Lazari, at the Convent
of the Minims, in Ancona.  M. Grimani informed me that he would send
me to that city with the ambassador from Venice, who was on the point
of sailing.  I had therefore to keep myself in readiness, and, as I
was anxious to be out of his hands, I approved all his arrangements.
As soon as I had notice of the day on which the suite of the
ambassador would embark, I went to pay my last farewell to all my
acquaintances.  I left my brother Francois in the school of M. Joli,
a celebrated decorative painter.  As the peotta in which I was to
sail would not leave before daybreak, I spent the short night in the
arms of the two sisters, who, this time, entertained no hope of ever
seeing me again.  On my side I could not forsee what would happen,
for I was abandoning myself to fate, and I thought it would be
useless to think of the future.  The night was therefore spent
between joy and sadness, between pleasures and tears.  As I bade them
adieu, I returned the key which had opened so often for me the road
to happiness.

This, my first love affair, did not give me any experience of the
world, for our intercourse was always a happy one, and was never
disturbed by any quarrel or stained by any interested motive.  We
often felt, all three of us, as if we must raise our souls towards
the eternal Providence of God, to thank Him for having, by His
particular protection, kept from us all the accidents which might
have disturbed the sweet peace we were enjoying.

I left in the hands of Madame Manzoni all my papers, and all the
forbidden books I possessed.  The good woman, who was twenty years
older than I, and who, believing in an immutable destiny, took
pleasure in turning the leaves of the great book of fate, told me
that she was certain of restoring to me all I left with her, before
the end of the following year, at the latest.  Her prediction caused
me both surprise and pleasure, and feeling deep reverence for her, I
thought myself bound to assist the realization of her foresight.
After all, if she predicted the future, it was not through
superstition, or in consequence of some vain foreboding which reason
must condemn, but through her knowledge of the world, and of the
nature of the person she was addressing.  She used to laugh because
she never made a mistake.

I embarked from St: Mark's landing.  M. Grimani had given me ten
sequins, which he thought would keep me during my stay in the
lazzaretto of Ancona for the necessary quarantine, after which it was
not to be supposed that I could want any money.  I shared Grimani's
certainty on the subject, and with my natural thoughtlessness I cared
nothing about it.  Yet I must say that, unknown to everybody, I had
in my purse forty bright sequins, which powerfully contributed to
increase my cheerfulness, and I left Venice full of joy and without
one regret.




End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of MEMOIRES OF JACQUES CASANOVA
VENETION YEARS, Vol. 1a, CHILDHOOD  by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt






MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
VENETIAN YEARS, Volume 1b--A CLERIC IN NAPLES


THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR
MACHEN TO WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED
BY ARTHUR SYMONS.




A CLERIC IN NAPLES




CHAPTER VIII

My Misfortunes in Chiozza--Father Stephano--The Lazzaretto at Ancona
--The Greek Slave--My Pilgrimage to Our Lady of Loretto--I Go to Rome
on Foot, and From Rome to Naples to Meet the Bishop--I Cannot Join
Him--Good Luck Offers Me the Means of Reaching Martorano, Which Place
I Very Quickly Leave to Return to Naples


The retinue of the ambassador, which was styled "grand," appeared to
me very small.  It was composed of a Milanese steward, named
Carcinelli, of a priest who fulfilled the duties of secretary because
he could not write, of an old woman acting as housekeeper, of a man
cook with his ugly wife, and eight or ten servants.

We reached Chiozza about noon.  Immediately after landing, I politely
asked the steward where I should put up, and his answer was:

"Wherever you please, provided you let this man know where it is, so
that he can give you notice when the peotta is ready to sail.  My
duty," he added, "is to leave you at the lazzaretto of Ancona free of
expense from the moment we leave this place.  Until then enjoy
yourself as well as you can."

The man to whom I was to give my address was the captain of the
peotta.  I asked him to recommend me a lodging.

"You can come to my house," he said, "if you have no objection to
share a large bed with the cook, whose wife remains on board."

Unable to devise any better plan, I accepted the offer, and a sailor,
carrying my trunk, accompanied me to the dwelling of the honest
captain.  My trunk had to be placed under the bed which filled up the
room.  I was amused at this, for I was not in a position to be over-
fastidious, and, after partaking of some dinner at the inn, I went
about the town.  Chiozza is a peninsula, a sea-port belonging to
Venice, with a population of ten thousand inhabitants, seamen,
fishermen, merchants, lawyers, and government clerks.

I entered a coffee-room, and I had scarcely taken a seat when a young
doctor-at-law, with whom I had studied in Padua, came up to me, and
introduced me to a druggist whose shop was near by, saying that his
house was the rendezvous of all the literary men of the place.  A few
minutes afterwards, a tall Jacobin friar, blind of one eye, called
Corsini, whom I had known in Venice, came in and paid me many
compliments.  He told me that I had arrived just in time to go to a
picnic got up by the Macaronic academicians for the next day, after a
sitting of the academy in which every member was to recite something
of his composition.  He invited me to join them, and to gratify the
meeting with the delivery of one of my productions.  I accepted the
invitation, and, after the reading of ten stanzas which I had written
for the occasion, I was unanimously elected a member.  My success at
the picnic was still greater, for I disposed of such a quantity of
macaroni that I was found worthy of the title of prince of the
academy.

The young doctor, himself one of the academicians, introduced me to
his family.  His parents, who were in easy circumstances, received me
very kindly.  One of his sisters was very amiable, but the other, a
professed nun, appeared to me a prodigy of beauty.  I might have
enjoyed myself in a very agreeable way in the midst of that charming
family during my stay in Chiozza, but I suppose that it was my
destiny to meet in that place with nothing but sorrows.  The young
doctor forewarned me that the monk Corsini was a very worthless
fellow, despised by everybody, and advised me to avoid him.  I
thanked him for the information, but my thoughtlessness prevented me
from profiting by it.  Of a very easy disposition, and too giddy to
fear any snares, I was foolish enough to believe that the monk would,
on the contrary, be the very man to throw plenty of amusement in my
way.

On the third day the worthless dog took me to a house of ill-fame,
where I might have gone without his introduction, and, in order to
shew my mettle, I obliged a low creature whose ugliness ought to have
been a sufficient antidote against any fleshly desire.  On leaving
the place, he brought me for supper to an inn where we met four
scoundrels of his own stamp.  After supper one of them began a bank
of faro, and I was invited to join in the game.  I gave way to that
feeling of false pride which so often causes the ruin of young men,
and after losing four sequins I expressed a wish to retire, but my
honest friend, the Jacobin contrived to make me risk four more
sequins in partnership with him.  He held the bank, and it was
broken.  I did not wish to play any more, but Corsini, feigning to
pity me and to feel great sorrow at being the cause of my loss,
induced me to try myself a bank of twenty-five sequins; my bank was
likewise broken.  The hope of winning back my money made me keep up
the game, and I lost everything I had.

Deeply grieved, I went away and laid myself down near the cook, who
woke up and said I was a libertine.

"You are right," was all I could answer.

I was worn out with fatigue and sorrow, and I slept soundly.  My vile
tormentor, the monk, woke me at noon, and informed me with a
triumphant joy that a very rich young man had been invited by his
friends to supper, that he would be sure to play and to lose, and
that it would be a good opportunity for me to retrieve my losses.

"I have lost all my money.  Lend me twenty sequins."

"When I lend money I am sure to lose; you may call it superstition,
but I have tried it too often.  Try to find money somewhere else, and
come.  Farewell."

I felt ashamed to confess my position to my friend, and sending for,
a money-lender I emptied my trunk before him.  We made an inventory
of my clothes, and the honest broker gave me thirty sequins, with the
understanding that if I did not redeem them within three days all my
things would become his property.  I am bound to call him an honest
man, for he advised me to keep three shirts, a few pairs of
stockings, and a few handkerchiefs; I was disposed to let him take
everything, having a presentiment that I would win back all I had
lost; a very common error.  A few years later I took my revenge by
writing a diatribe against presentiments.  I am of opinion that the
only foreboding in which man can have any sort of faith is the one
which forbodes evil, because it comes from the mind, while a
presentiment of happiness has its origin in the heart, and the heart
is a fool worthy of reckoning foolishly upon fickle fortune.

I did not lose any time in joining the honest company, which was
alarmed at the thought of not seeing me.  Supper went off without any
allusion to gambling, but my admirable qualities were highly praised,
and it was decided that a brilliant fortune awaited me in Rome.
After supper there was no talk of play, but giving way to my evil
genius I loudly asked for my revenge.  I was told that if I would
take the bank everyone would punt.  I took the bank, lost every
sequin I had, and retired, begging the monk to pay what I owed to the
landlord, which he promised to do.

I was in despair, and to crown my misery I found out as I was going
home that I had met the day before with another living specimen of
the Greek woman, less beautiful but as perfidious.  I went to bed
stunned by my grief, and I believe that I must have fainted into a
heavy sleep, which lasted eleven hours; my awaking was that of a
miserable being, hating the light of heaven, of which he felt himself
unworthy, and I closed my eyes again, trying to sleep for a little
while longer.  I dreaded to rouse myself up entirely, knowing that I
would then have to take some decision; but I never once thought of
returning to Venice, which would have been the very best thing to do,
and I would have destroyed myself rather than confide my sad position
to the young doctor.  I was weary of my existence, and I entertained
vaguely some hope of starving where I was, without leaving my bed.
It is certain that I should not have got up if M. Alban, the master
of the peotta, had not roused me by calling upon me and informing me
that the boat was ready to sail.

The man who is delivered from great perplexity, no matter by what
means, feels himself relieved.  It seemed to me that Captain Alban
had come to point out the only thing I could possibly do; I dressed
myself in haste, and tying all my worldly possessions in a
handkerchief I went on board.  Soon afterwards we left the shore, and
in the morning we cast anchor in Orsara, a seaport of Istria.  We all
landed to visit the city, which would more properly be called a
village.  It belongs to the Pope, the Republic of Venice having
abandoned it to the Holy See.

A young monk of the order of the Recollects who called himself Friar
Stephano of Belun, and had obtained a free passage from the devout
Captain Alban, joined me as we landed and enquired whether I felt
sick.

"Reverend father, I am unhappy."

"You will forget all your sorrow, if you will come and dine with me
at the house of one of our devout friends."

I had not broken my fast for thirty-six hours, and having suffered
much from sea-sickness during the night, my stomach was quite empty.
My erotic inconvenience made me very uncomfortable, my mind felt
deeply the consciousness of my degradation, and I did not possess a
groat!  I was in such a miserable state that I had no strength to
accept or to refuse anything.  I was thoroughly torpid, and I
followed the monk mechanically.

He presented me to a lady, saying that he was accompanying me to
Rome, where I intend to become a Franciscan.  This untruth disgusted
me, and under any other circumstances I would not have let it pass
without protest, but in my actual position it struck me as rather
comical.  The good lady gave us a good dinner of fish cooked in oil,
which in Orsara is delicious, and we drank some exquisite refosco.
During our meal, a priest happened to drop in, and, after a short
conversation, he told me that I ought not to pass the night on board
the tartan, and pressed me to accept a bed in his house and a good
dinner for the next day in case the wind should not allow us to sail;
I accepted without hesitation.  I offered my most sincere thanks to
the good old lady, and the priest took me all over the town.  In the
evening, he brought me to his house where we partook of an excellent
supper prepared by his housekeeper, who sat down to the table with
us, and with whom I was much pleased.  The refosco, still better than
that which I had drunk at dinner, scattered all my misery to the
wind, and I conversed gaily with the priest.  He offered to read to
me a poem of his own composition, but, feeling that my eyes would not
keep open, I begged he would excuse me and postpone the reading until
the following day.

I went to bed, and in the morning, after ten hours of the most
profound sleep, the housekeeper, who had been watching for my
awakening, brought me some coffee.  I thought her a charming woman,
but, alas!  I was not in a fit state to prove to her the high
estimation in which I held her beauty.

Entertaining feelings of gratitude for my kind host, and disposed to
listen attentively to his poem, I dismissed all sadness, and I paid
his poetry such compliments that he was delighted, and, finding me
much more talented than he had judged me to be at first, he insisted
upon treating me to a reading of his idylls, and I had to swallow
them, bearing the infliction cheerfully. The day passed off very
agreeably; the housekeeper surrounded me with the kindest attentions
--a proof that she was smitten with me; and, giving way to that
pleasing idea, I felt that, by a very natural system of reciprocity,
she had made my conquest.  The good priest thought that the day had
passed like lightning, thanks to all the beauties I had discovered in
his poetry, which, to speak the truth, was below mediocrity, but time
seemed to me to drag along very slowly, because the friendly glances
of the housekeeper made me long for bedtime, in spite of the
miserable condition in which I felt myself morally and physically.
But such was my nature; I abandoned myself to joy and happiness,
when, had I been more reasonable, I ought to have sunk under my grief
and sadness.

But the golden time came at last.  I found the pretty housekeeper
full of compliance, but only up to a certain point, and as she
offered some resistance when I shewed myself disposed to pay a full
homage to her charms, I quietly gave up the undertaking, very well
pleased for both of us that it had not been carried any further, and
I sought my couch in peace.  But I had not seen the end of the
adventure, for the next morning, when she brought my coffee, her
pretty, enticing manners allured me to bestow a few loving caresses
upon her, and if she did not abandon herself entirely, it was only,
as she said, because she was afraid of some surprise.  The day passed
off very pleasantly with the good priest, and at night, the house-
keeper no longer fearing detection, and I having on my side taken
every precaution necessary in the state in which I was, we passed two
most delicious hours.  I left Orsara the next morning.

Friar Stephano amused me all day with his talk, which plainly showed
me his ignorance combined with knavery under the veil of simplicity.
He made me look at the alms he had received in Orsara--bread, wine,
cheese, sausages, preserves, and chocolate; every nook and cranny of
his holy garment was full of provisions.

"Have you received money likewise?" I enquired.

"God forbid!  In the first place, our glorious order does not permit
me to touch money, and, in the second place, were I to be foolish
enough to receive any when I am begging, people would think
themselves quit of me with one or two sous, whilst they dive me ten
times as much in eatables.  Believe me Saint-Francis, was a very
judicious man."

I bethought myself that what this monk called wealth would be poverty
to me.  He offered to share with me, and seemed very proud at my
consenting to honour him so far.

The tartan touched at the harbour of Pola, called Veruda, and we
landed.  After a walk up hill of nearly a quarter of an hour, we
entered the city, and I devoted a couple of hours to visiting the
Roman antiquities, which are numerous, the town having been the
metropolis of the empire.  Yet I saw no other trace of grand
buildings except the ruins of the arena.  We returned to Veruda, and
went again to sea.  On the following day we sighted Ancona, but the
wind being against us we were compelled to tack about, and we did not
reach the port till the second day.  The harbour of Ancona, although
considered one of the great works of Trajan, would be very unsafe if
it were not for a causeway which has cost a great deal of money, and
which makes it some what better.  I observed a fact worthy of notice,
namely, that, in the Adriatic, the northern coast has many harbours,
while the opposite coast can only boast of one or two.  It is evident
that the sea is retiring by degrees towards the east, and that in
three or four more centuries Venice must be joined to the land.  We
landed at the old lazzaretto, where we received the pleasant
information that we would go through a quarantine of twenty-eight
days, because Venice had admitted, after a quarantine of three
months, the crew of two ships from Messina, where the plague had
recently been raging.  I requested a room for myself and for Brother
Stephano, who thanked me very heartily.  I hired from a Jew a bed, a
table and a few chairs, promising to pay for the hire at the
expiration of our quarantine.  The monk would have nothing but straw.
If he had guessed that without him I might have starved, he would
most likely not have felt so much vanity at sharing my room.  A
sailor, expecting to find in me a generous customer, came to enquire
where my trunk was, and, hearing from me that I did not know, he, as
well as Captain Alban, went to a great deal of trouble to find it,
and I could hardly keep down my merriment when the captain called,
begging to be excused for having left it behind, and assuring me that
he would take care to forward it to me in less than three weeks.

The friar, who had to remain with me four weeks, expected to live at
my expense, while, on the contrary, he had been sent by Providence to
keep me.  He had provisions enough for one week, but it was necessary
to think of the future.

After supper, I drew a most affecting picture of my position, shewing
that I should be in need of everything until my arrival at Rome,
where I was going, I said, to fill the post of secretary of
memorials, and my astonishment may be imagined when I saw the
blockhead delighted at the recital of my misfortunes.

"I undertake to take care of you until we reach Rome; only tell me
whether you can write."

"What a question!  Are you joking?"

"Why should I?  Look at me; I cannot write anything but my name.
True, I can write it with either hand; and what else do I want to
know?"

"You astonish me greatly, for I thought you were a priest."

"I am a monk; I say the mass, and, as a matter of course, I must know
how to read.  Saint-Francis, whose unworthy son I am, could not read,
an that is the reason why he never said a mass.  But as you can
write, you will to-morrow pen a letter in my name to the persons
whose names I will give you, and I warrant you we shall have enough
sent here to live like fighting cocks all through our quarantine."

The next day he made me write eight letters, because, in the oral
tradition of his order, it is said that, when a monk has knocked at
seven doors and has met with a refusal at every one of them, he must
apply to the eighth with perfect confidence, because there he is
certain of receiving alms.  As he had already performed the
pilgrimage to Rome, he knew every person in Ancona devoted to the
cult of Saint-Francis, and was acquainted with the superiors of all
the rich convents.  I had to write to every person he named, and to
set down all the lies he dictated to me.  He likewise made me sign
the letters for him, saying, that, if he signed himself, his
correspondents would see that the letters had not been written by
him, which would injure him, for, he added, in this age of
corruption, people will esteem only learned men.  He compelled me to
fill the letters with Latin passages and quotations, even those
addressed to ladies, and I remonstrated in vain, for, when I raised
any objection, he threatened to leave me without anything to eat.  I
made up my mind to do exactly as he wished.  He desired me to write
to the superior of the Jesuits that he would not apply to the
Capuchins, because they were no better than atheists, and that that
was the reason of the great dislike of Saint-Francis for them.  It
was in vain that I reminded him of the fact that, in the time of
Saint-Francis, there were neither Capuchins nor Recollets.  His
answer was that I had proved myself an ignoramus.  I firmly believed
that he would be thought a madman, and that we should not receive
anything, but I was mistaken, for such a quantity of provisions came
pouring in that I was amazed.  Wine was sent from three or four
different quarters, more than enough for us during all our stay, and
yet I drank nothing but water, so great was my wish to recover my
health.  As for eatables, enough was sent in every day for six
persons; we gave all our surplus to our keeper, who had a large
family.  But the monk felt no gratitude for the kind souls who
bestowed their charity upon him; all his thanks were reserved for
Saint-Francis.

He undertook to have my men washed by the keeper; I would not have
dared to give it myself, and he said that he had nothing to fear, as
everybody was well aware that the monks of his order never wear any
kind of linen.

I kept myself in bed nearly all day, and thus avoided shewing myself
to visitors.  The persons who did not come wrote letters full of
incongruities cleverly worded, which I took good care not to point
out to him.  It was with great difficulty that I tried to persuade
him that those letters did not require any answer.

A fortnight of repose and severe diet brought me round towards
complete recovery, and I began to walk in the yard of the lazzaretto
from morning till night; but the arrival of a Turk from Thessalonia
with his family compelled me to suspend my walks, the ground-floor
having been given to him.  The only pleasure left me was to spend my
time on the balcony overlooking the yard.  I soon saw a Greek slave,
a girl of dazzling beauty, for whom I felt the deepest interest.  She
was in the habit of spending the whole day sitting near the door with
a book or some embroidery in her hand.  If she happened to raise her
eyes and to meet mine, she modestly bent her head down, and sometimes
she rose and went in slowly, as if she meant to say, "I did not know
that somebody was looking at me."  Her figure was tall and slender,
her features proclaimed her to be very young; she had a very fair
complexion, with beautiful black hair and eyes.  She wore the Greek
costume, which gave her person a certain air of very exciting
voluptuousness.

I was perfectly idle, and with the temperament which nature and habit
had given me, was it likely that I could feast my eyes constantly
upon such a charming object without falling desperately in love?  I
had heard her conversing in Lingua Franca with her master, a fine old
man, who, like her, felt very weary of the quarantine, and used to
come out but seldom, smoking his pipe, and remaining in the yard only
a short time.  I felt a great temptation to address a few words to
the beautiful girl, but I was afraid she might run away and never
come out again; however, unable to control myself any longer, I
determined to write to her; I had no difficulty in conveying the
letter, as I had only to let it fall from my balcony.  But she might
have refused to pick it up, and this is the plan I adopted in order
not to risk any unpleasant result.

Availing myself of a moment during which she was alone in the yard, I
dropped from my balcony a small piece of paper folded like a letter,
but I had taken care not to write anything on it, and held the true
letter in my hand.  As soon as I saw her stooping down to pick up the
first, I quickly let the second drop at her feet, and she put both
into her pocket.  A few minutes afterwards she left the yard.  My
letter was somewhat to this effect:

"Beautiful angel from the East, I worship you.  I will remain all
night on this balcony in the hope that you will come to me for a
quarter of an hour, and listen to my voice through the hole under my
feet.  We can speak softly, and in order to hear me you can climb up
to the top of the bale of goods which lies beneath the same hole."

I begged from my keeper not to lock me in as he did every night, and
he consented on condition that he would watch me, for if I had jumped
down in the yard his life might have been the penalty, and he
promised not to disturb me on the balcony.

At midnight, as I was beginning to give her up, she carne forward.  I
then laid myself flat on the floor of the balcony, and I placed my
head against the hole, about six inches square.  I saw her jump on
the bale, and her head reached within a foot from the balcony.  She
was compelled to steady herself with one hand against the wall for
fear of falling, and in that position we talked of love, of ardent
desires, of obstacles, of impossibilities, and of cunning artifices.
I told her the reason for which I dared not jump down in the yard,
and she observed that, even without that reason, it would bring ruin
upon us, as it would be impossible to come up again, and that,
besides, God alone knew what her master would do if he were to find
us together.  Then, promising to visit me in this way every night,
she passed her hand through the hole.  Alas! I could not leave off
kissing it, for I thought that I had never in my life touched so
soft, so delicate a hand.  But what bliss when she begged for mine!
I quickly thrust my arm through the hole, so that she could fasten
her lips to the bend of the elbow.  How many sweet liberties my hand
ventured to take!  But we were at last compelled by prudence to
separate, and when I returned to my room I saw with great pleasure
that the keeper was fast asleep.

Although I was delighted at having obtained every favour I could
possibly wish for in the uncomfortable position we had been in, I
racked my brain to contrive the means of securing more complete
enjoyment for the following night, but I found during the afternoon
that the feminine cunning of my beautiful Greek was more fertile than
mine.

Being alone in the yard with her master, she said a few words to him
in Turkish, to which he seemed to give his approval, and soon after a
servant, assisted by the keeper, brought under the balcony a large
basket of goods.  She overlooked the arrangement, and in order to
secure the basket better, she made the servant place a bale of cotton
across two others.  Guessing at her purpose, I fairly leaped for joy,
for she had found the way of raising herself two feet higher; but I
thought that she would then find herself in the most inconvenient
position, and that, forced to bend double, she would not be able to
resist the fatigue.  The hole was not wide enough for her head to
pass through, otherwise she might have stood erect and been
comfortable.  It was necessary at all events to guard against that
difficulty; the only way was to tear out one of the planks of the
floor of the balcony, but it was not an easy undertaking.  Yet I
decided upon attempting it, regardless of consequences; and I went to
my room to provide myself with a large pair of pincers.  Luckily the
keeper was absent, and availing myself of the opportunity, I
succeeded in dragging out carefully the four large nails which
fastened the plank.  Finding that I could lift it at my will, I
replaced the pincers, and waited for the night with amorous
impatience.

The darling girl came exactly at midnight, noticing the difficulty
she experienced in climbing up, and in getting a footing upon the
third bale of cotton, I lifted the plank, and, extending my arm as
far as I could, I offered her a steady point of support.  She stood
straight, and found herself agreeably surprised, for she could pass
her head and her arms through the hole.  We wasted no time in empty
compliments; we only congratulated each other upon having both worked
for the same purpose.

If, the night before, I had found myself master of her person more
than she was of mine, this time the position was entirely reversed.
Her hand roamed freely over every part of my body, but I had to stop
half-way down hers.  She cursed the man who had packed the bale for
not having made it half a foot bigger, so as to get nearer to me.
Very likely even that would not have satisfied us, but she would have
felt happier.

Our pleasures were barren, yet we kept up our enjoyment until the
first streak of light.  I put back the plank carefully, and I lay
down in my bed in great need of recruiting my strength.

My dear mistress had informed me that the Turkish Bairam began that
very morning, and would last three days during which it would be
impossible for her to see me.

The night after Bairam, she did not fail to make her appearance, and,
saying that she could not be happy without me, she told me that, as
she was a Christian woman, I could buy her, if I waited for her after
leaving the lazzaretto.  I was compelled to tell her that I did not
possess the means of doing so, and my confession made her sigh.  On
the following night, she informed me that her master would sell her
for two thousand piasters, that she would give me the amount, that
she was yet a virgin, and that I would be pleased with my bargain.
She added that she would give me a casket full of diamonds, one of
which was alone worth two thousand piasters, and that the sale of the
others would place us beyond the reach of poverty for the remainder
of our life.  She assured me that her master would not notice the
loss of the casket, and that, if he did, he would never think of
accusing her.

I was in love with this girl; and her proposal made me uncomfortable,
but when I woke in the morning I did not hesitate any longer.  She
brought the casket in the evening, but I told her that I never could
make up my mind to be accessory to a robbery; she was very unhappy,
and said that my love was not as deep as her own, but that she could
not help admiring me for being so good a Christian.

This was the last night; probably we should never meet again.  The
flame of passion consumed us.  She proposed that I should lift her up
to the balcony through the open space.  Where is the lover who would
have objected to so attractive a proposal?  I rose, and without being
a Milo, I placed my hands under her arms, I drew her up towards me,
and my desires are on the point of being fulfilled.  Suddenly I feel
two hands upon my shoulders, and the voice of the keeper exclaims,
"What are you about?" I let my precious burden drop; she regains her
chamber, and I, giving vent to my rage, throw myself flat on the
floor of the balcony, and remain there without a movement, in spite
of the shaking of the keeper whom I was sorely tempted to strangle.
At last I rose from the floor and went to bed without uttering one
word, and not even caring to replace the plank.

In the morning, the governor informed us that we were free.  As I
left the lazzaretto, with a breaking heart, I caught a glimpse of the
Greek slave drowned in tears.

I agreed to meet Friar Stephano at the exchange, and I took the Jew
from whom I had hired the furniture, to the convent of the Minims,
where I received from Father Lazari ten sequins and the address of
the bishop, who, after performing quarantine on the frontiers of
Tuscany, had proceeded to Rome, where he would expect me to meet him.

I paid the Jew, and made a poor dinner at an inn.  As I was leaving
it to join the monk, I was so unlucky as to meet Captain Alban, who
reproached me bitterly for having led him to believe that my trunk
had been left behind.  I contrived to appease his anger by telling
him all my misfortunes, and I signed a paper in which I declared that
I had no claim whatever upon him.  I then purchased a pair of shoes
and an overcoat, and met Stephano, whom I informed of my decision to
make a pilgrimage to Our Lady of Loretto.  I said I would await there
for him, and that we would afterwards travel together as far as Rome.
He answered that he did not wish to go through Loretto, and that I
would repent of my contempt for the grace of Saint-Francis.  I did
not alter my mind, and I left for Loretto the next day in the
enjoyment of perfect health.

I reached the Holy City, tired almost to death, for it was the first
time in my life that I had walked fifteen miles, drinking nothing but
water, although the weather was very warm, because the dry wine used
in that part of the country parched me too much.  I must observe
that, in spite of my poverty, I did not look like a beggar.

As I was entering the city, I saw coming towards me an elderly priest
of very respectable appearance, and, as he was evidently taking
notice of me, as soon as he drew near, I saluted him, and enquired
where I could find a comfortable inn.  "I cannot doubt," he said,
"that a person like you, travelling on foot, must come here from
devout motives; come with me."  He turned back, I followed him, and
he took me to a fine-looking house.  After whispering a few words to
a man who appeared to be a steward, he left me saying, very affably,
"You shall be well attended to."

My first impression was that I had been mistaken for some other
person, but I said nothing.

I was led to a suite of three rooms; the chamber was decorated with
damask hangings, the bedstead had a canopy, and the table was
supplied with all materials necessary for writing.  A servant brought
me a light dressing-gown, and another came in with linen and a large
tub full of water, which he placed before me; my shoes and stockings
were taken off, and my feet washed.  A very decent-looking woman,
followed by a servant girl, came in a few minutes after, and
curtsying very low, she proceeded to make my bed.  At that moment the
Angelus bell was heard; everyone knelt down, and I followed their
example.  After the prayer, a small table was neatly laid out, I was
asked what sort of wine I wished to drink, and I was provided with
newspapers and two silver candlesticks.  An hour afterwards I had a
delicious fish supper, and, before I retired to bed, a servant came
to enquire whether I would take chocolate in the morning before or
after mass.

As soon as I was in bed, the servant brought me a night-lamp with a
dial, and I remained alone.  Except in France I have never had such a
good bed as I had that night.  It would have cured the most chronic
insomnia, but I was not labouring under such a disease, and I slept
for ten hours.

This sort of treatment easily led me to believe that I was not in any
kind of hostelry; but where was I?  How was I to suppose that I was
in a hospital?

When I had taken my chocolate, a hair-dresser--quite a fashionable,
dapper fellow--made his appearance, dying to give vent to his
chattering propensities.  Guessing that I did not wish to be shaved,
he offered to clip my soft down with the scissors, saying that I
would look younger.

"Why do you suppose that I want to conceal my age?"

"It is very natural, because, if your lordship did not wish to do so,
your lordship would have shaved long ago.  Countess Marcolini is
here; does your lordship know her?  I must go to her at noon to dress
her hair."

I did not feel interested in the Countess Marcolini, and, seeing it,
the gossip changed the subject.

"Is this your lordship's first visit to this house?  It is the
finest hospital throughout the papal states."

"I quite agree with you, and I shall compliment His Holiness on the
establishment."

"Oh!  His Holiness knows all about it, he resided here before he
became pope.  If Monsignor Caraffa had not been well acquainted with
you, he would not have introduced you here."

Such is the use of barbers throughout Europe; but you must not put
any questions to them, for, if you do, they are sure to threat you to
an impudent mixture of truth and falsehood, and instead of you
pumping them, they will worm everything out of you.

Thinking that it was my duty to present my respectful compliments to
Monsignor Caraffa, I desired to be taken to his apartment.  He gave
me a pleasant welcome, shewed me his library, and entrusted me to the
care of one of his abbes, a man of parts, who acted as my cicerone
every where.  Twenty years afterwards, this same abbe was of great
service to me in Rome, and, if still alive, he is a canon of St. John
Lateran.

On the following day, I took the communion in the Santa-Casa.  The
third day was entirely employed in examining the exterior of this
truly wonderful sanctuary, and early the next day I resumed my
journey, having spent nothing except three paoli for the barber.
Halfway to Macerata, I overtook Brother Stephano walking on at a very
slow rate.  He was delighted to see me again, and told me that he had
left Ancona two hours after me, but that he never walked more than
three miles a day, being quite satisfied to take two months for a
journey which, even on foot, can easily be accomplished in a week.
"I want," he said, "to reach Rome without fatigue and in good health.
I am in no hurry, and if you feel disposed to travel with me and in
the same quiet way, Saint-Francis will not find it difficult to keep
us both during the journey."

This lazy fellow was a man about thirty, red-haired, very strong and
healthy; a true peasant who had turned himself into a monk only for
the sake of living in idle comfort. I answered that, as I was in a
hurry to reach Rome, I could not be his travelling companion.

"I undertake to walk six miles, instead of three, today," he said,
"if you will carry my cloak, which I find very heavy."

The proposal struck me as a rather funny one; I put on his cloak, and
he took my great-coat, but, after the exchange, we cut such a comical
figure that every peasant we met laughed at us.  His cloak would
truly have proved a load for a mule. There were twelve pockets quite
full, without taken into account a pocket behind, which he called 'il
batticulo', and which contained alone twice as much as all the
others. Bread, wine, fresh and salt meat, fowls, eggs, cheese, ham,
sausages--everything was to be found in those pockets, which
contained provisions enough for a fortnight.

I told him how well I had been treated in Loretto, and he assured me
that I might have asked Monsignor Caraffa to give me letters for all
the hospitals on my road to Rome, and that everywhere I would have
met with the same reception. "The hospitals," he added, "are all
under the curse of Saint-Francis, because the mendicant friars are
not admitted in them; but we do not mind their gates being shut
against us, because they are too far apart from each other. We prefer
the homes of the persons attached to our order; these we find
everywhere."

"Why do you not ask hospitality in the convents of your order?"

"I am not so foolish. In the first place, I should not be admitted,
because, being a fugitive, I have not the written obedience which
must be shown at every convent, and I should even run the risk of
being thrown into prison; your monks are a cursed bad lot.  In the
second place, I should not be half so comfortable in the convents as
I am with our devout benefactors."

"Why and how are you a fugitive?"

He answered my question by the narrative of his imprisonment and
flight, the whole story being a tissue of absurdities and lies.  The
fugitive Recollet friar was a fool, with something of the wit of
harlequin, and he thought that every man listening to him was a
greater fool than himself.  Yet with all his folly he was not went in
a certain species of cunning.  His religious principles were
singular.  As he did not wish to be taken for a bigoted man he was
scandalous, and for the sake of making people laugh he would often
make use of the most disgusting expressions.  He had no taste
whatever for women, and no inclination towards the pleasures of the
flesh; but this was only owing to a deficiency in his natural
temperament, and yet he claimed for himself the virtue of continence.
On that score, everything appeared to him food for merriment, and
when he had drunk rather too much, he would ask questions of such an
indecent character that they would bring blushes on everybody's
countenance.  Yet the brute would only laugh.

As we were getting within one hundred yards from the house of the
devout friend whom he intended to honour with his visit, he took back
his heavy cloak.  On entering the house he gave his blessing to
everybody, and everyone in the family came to kiss his hand.  The
mistress of the house requested him to say mass for them, and the
compliant monk asked to be taken to the vestry, but when I whispered
in his ear,---

"Have you forgotten that we have already broken our fast to-day?" he
answered, dryly,---

"Mind your own business."

I dared not make any further remark, but during the mass I was indeed
surprised, for I saw that he did not understand what he was doing.  I
could not help being amused at his awkwardness, but I had not yet
seen the best part of the comedy.  As soon as he had somehow or other
finished his mass he went to the confessional, and after hearing in
confession every member of the family he took it into his head to
refuse absolution to the daughter of his hostess, a girl of twelve or
thirteen, pretty and quite charming.  He gave his refusal publicly,
scolding her and threatening her with the torments of hell.  The poor
girl, overwhelmed with shame, left the church crying bitterly, and I,
feeling real sympathy for her, could not help saying aloud to
Stephano that he was a madman.  I ran after the girl to offer her my
consolations, but she had disappeared, and could not be induced to
join us at dinner.  This piece of extravagance on the part of the
monk exasperated me to such an extent that I felt a very strong
inclination to thrash him.  In the presence of all the family I told
him that he was an impostor, and the infamous destroyer of the poor
child's honour; I challenged him to explain his reasons for refusing
to give her absolution, but he closed my lips by answering very
coolly that he could not betray the secrets of the confessional.
I could eat nothing, and was fully determined to leave the scoundrel.
As we left the house I was compelled to accept one paolo as the price
of the mock mass he had said.  I had to fulfil the sorry duty of his
treasurer.

The moment we were on the road, I told him that I was going to part
company, because I was afraid of being sent as a felon to the galleys
if I continued my journey with him.  We exchanged high words; I
called him an ignorant scoundrel, he styled me beggar.  I struck him
a violent slap on the face, which he returned with a blow from his
stick, but I quickly snatched it from him, and, leaving him, I
hastened towards Macerata.  A carrier who was going to Tolentino took
me with him for two paoli, and for six more I might have reached
Foligno in a waggon, but unfortunately a wish for economy made me
refuse the offer.  I felt well, and I thought I could easily walk as
far as Valcimare, but I arrived there only after five hours of hard
walking, and thoroughly beaten with fatigue.  I was strong and
healthy, but a walk of five hours was more than I could bear, because
in my infancy I had never gone a league on foot.  Young people cannot
practise too much the art of walking.

The next day, refreshed by a good night's rest, and ready to resume
my journey, I wanted to pay the innkeeper, but, alas! a new
misfortune was in store for me!  Let the reader imagine my sad
position!  I recollected that I had forgotten my purse, containing
seven sequins, on the table of the inn at Tolentino.  What a
thunderbolt!  I was in despair, but I gave up the idea of going back,
as it was very doubtful whether I would find my money.  Yet it
contained all I possessed, save a few copper coins I had in my
pocket.  I paid my small bill, and, deeply grieved at my loss,
continued my journey towards Seraval.  I was within three miles of
that place when, in jumping over a ditch, I sprained my ankle, and
was compelled to sit down on one side of the road, and to wait until
someone should come to my assistance.

In the course of an hour a peasant happened to pass with his donkey,
and he agreed to carry me to Seraval for one paolo.  As I wanted to
spend as little as possible, the peasant took me to an ill-looking
fellow who, for two paoli paid in advance, consented to give me a
lodging.  I asked him to send for a surgeon, but I did not obtain one
until the following morning.  I had a wretched supper, after which I
lay down in a filthy bed.  I was in hope that sleep would bring me
some relief, but my evil genius was preparing for me a night of
torments.

Three men, armed with guns and looking like banditti, came in shortly
after I had gone to bed, speaking a kind of slang which I could not
make out, swearing, raging, and paying no attention to me.  They
drank and sang until midnight, after which they threw themselves down
on bundles of straw brought for them, and my host, who was drunk,
came, greatly to my dismay, to lie down near me.  Disgusted at the
idea of having such a fellow for my bed companion, I refused to let
him come, but he answered, with fearful blasphemies, that all the
devils in hell could not prevent him from taking possession of his
own bed.  I was forced to make room for him, and exclaimed "Heavens,
where am I?"  He told me that I was in the house of the most honest
constable in all the papal states.

Could I possibly have supposed that the peasant would have brought me
amongst those accursed enemies of humankind!

He laid himself down near me, but the filthy scoundrel soon compelled
me to give him, for certain reasons, such a blow in his chest that he
rolled out of bed.  He picked himself up, and renewed his beastly
attempt.  Being well aware that I could not master him without great
danger, I got out of bed, thinking myself lucky that he did not
oppose my wish, and crawling along as well as I could, I found a
chair on which I passed the night.  At day-break, my tormentor,
called up by his honest comrades, joined them in drinking and
shouting, and the three strangers, taking their guns, departed.  Left
alone by the departure of the vile rabble, I passed another
unpleasant hour, calling in vain for someone.  At last a young boy
came in, I gave him some money and he went for a surgeon.  The doctor
examined my foot, and assured me that three or four days would set me
to rights.  He advised me to be removed to an inn, and I most
willingly followed his counsel.  As soon as I was brought to the inn,
I went to bed, and was well cared for, but my position was such that
I dreaded the moment of my recovery.  I feared that I should be
compelled to sell my coat to pay the inn-keeper, and the very thought
made me feel ashamed.  I began to consider that if I had controlled
my sympathy for the young girl so ill-treated by Stephano, I should
not have fallen into this sad predicament, and I felt conscious that
my sympathy had been a mistake.  If I had put up with the faults of
the friar, if this and if that, and every other if was conjured up to
torment my restless and wretched brain.  Yet I must confess that the
thoughts which have their origin in misfortune are not without
advantage to a young man, for they give him the habit of thinking,
and the man who does not think never does anything right.

The morning of the fourth day came, and I was able to walk, as the
surgeon had predicted; I made up my mind, although reluctantly, to
beg the worthy man to sell my great coat for me--a most unpleasant
necessity, for rain had begun to fall.  I owed fifteen paoli to the
inn-keeper and four to the surgeon.  Just as I was going to proffer
my painful request, Brother Stephano made his appearance in my room,
and burst into loud laughter enquiring whether I had forgotten the
blow from his stick!

I was struck with amazement!  I begged the surgeon to leave me with
the monk, and he immediately complied.

I must ask my readers whether it is possible, in the face of such
extraordinary circumstances, not to feel superstitious!  What is
truly miraculous in this case is the precise minute at which the
event took place, for the friar entered the room as the word was
hanging on my lips.  What surprised me most was the force of
Providence, of fortune, of chance, whatever name is given to it, of
that very necessary combination which compelled me to find no hope
but in that fatal monk, who had begun to be my protective genius in
Chiozza at the moment my distress had likewise commenced.  And yet, a
singular guardian angel, this Stephano!  I felt that the mysterious
force which threw me in his hands was a punishment rather than a
favour.

Nevertheless he was welcome, because I had no doubt of his relieving
me from my difficulties,--and whatever might be the power that sent
him to me, I felt that I could not do better than to submit to its
influence; the destiny of that monk was to escort me to Rome.

"Chi va piano va sano," said the friar as soon as we were alone.  He
had taken five days to traverse the road over which I had travelled
in one day, but he was in good health, and he had met with no
misfortune.  He told me that, as he was passing, he heard that an
abbe, secretary to the Venetian ambassador at Rome, was lying ill at
the inn, after having been robbed in Valcimara.  "I came to see you,"
he added, "and as I find you recovered from your illness, we can
start again together; I agree to walk six miles every day to please
you.  Come, let us forget the past, and let us be at once on our
way."

"I cannot go; I have lost my purse, and I owe twenty paoli."

"I will go and find the amount in the name of Saint-Francis."

He returned within an hour, but he was accompanied by the infamous
constable who told me that, if I had let him know who I was, he would
have been happy to keep me in his house.  "I will give you," he
continued, "forty paoli, if you will promise me the protection of
your ambassador; but if you do not succeed in obtaining it for me in
Rome, you will undertake to repay me.  Therefore you must give me an
acknowledgement of the debt."

"I have no objection."  Every arrangement was speedily completed; I
received the money, paid my debts, and left Seraval with Stephano.

About one o'clock in the afternoon, we saw a wretched-looking house
at a short distance from the road, and the friar said, "It is a good
distance from here to Collefiorito; we had better put up there for
the night."  It was in vain that I objected, remonstrating that we
were certain of having very poor accommodation!  I had to submit to
his will.  We found a decrepit old man lying on a pallet, two ugly
women of thirty or forty, three children entirely naked, a cow, and a
cursed dog which barked continually.  It was a picture of squalid
misery; but the niggardly monk, instead of giving alms to the poor
people, asked them to entertain us to supper in the name of Saint-
Francis.

"You must boil the hen," said the dying man to the females, "and
bring out of the cellar the bottle of wine which I have kept now for
twenty years."  As he uttered those few words, he was seized with
such a fit of coughing that I thought he would die.  The friar went
near him, and promised him that, by the grace of Saint-Francis, he
would get young and well.  Moved by the sight of so much misery, I
wanted to continue my journey as far as Collefiorito, and to wait
there for Stephano, but the women would not let me go, and I
remained.  After boiling for four hours the hen set the strongest
teeth at defiance, and the bottle which I uncorked proved to be
nothing but sour vinegar.  Losing patience, I got hold of the monk's
batticaslo, and took out of it enough for a plentiful supper, and I
saw the two women opening their eyes very wide at the sight of our
provisions.

We all ate with good appetite, and, after our supper the women made
for us two large beds of fresh straw, and we lay down in the dark, as
the last bit of candle to be found in the miserable dwelling was
burnt out.  We had not been lying on the straw five minutes, when
Stephano called out to me that one of the women had just placed
herself near him, and at the same instant the other one takes me in
her arms and kisses me.  I push her away, and the monk defends
himself against the other; but mine, nothing daunted, insists upon
laying herself near me; I get up, the dog springs at my neck, and
fear compels me to remain quiet on my straw bed; the monk screams,
swears, struggles, the dog barks furiously, the old man coughs; all
is noise and confusion.  At last Stephano, protected by his heavy
garments, shakes off the too loving shrew, and, braving the dog,
manages to find his stick.  Then he lays about to right and left,
striking in every direction; one of the women exclaims, "Oh, God!"
the friar answers, "She has her quietus."  Calm reigns again in the
house, the dog, most likely dead, is silent; the old man, who perhaps
has received his death-blow, coughs no more; the children sleep, and
the women, afraid of the singular caresses of the monk, sheer off
into a corner; the remainder of the night passed off quietly.

At day-break I rose; Stephano was likewise soon up.  I looked all
round, and my surprise was great when I found that the women had gone
out, and seeing that the old man gave no sign of life, and had a
bruise on his forehead, I shewed it to Stephano, remarking that very
likely he had killed him.

"It is possible," he answered, "but I have not done it
intentionally."

Then taking up his batticulo and finding it empty he flew into a
violent passion; but I was much pleased, for I had been afraid that
the women had gone out to get assistance and to have us arrested, and
the robbery of our provisions reassured me, as I felt certain that
the poor wretches had gone out of the way so as to secure impunity
for their theft.  But I laid great stress upon the danger we should
run by remaining any longer, and I succeeded in frightening the friar
out of the house.  We soon met a waggoner going to Folligno; I
persuaded Stephano to take the opportunity of putting a good distance
between us and the scene of our last adventures; and, as we were
eating our breakfast at Folligno, we saw another waggon, quite empty,
got a lift in it for a trifle, and thus rode to Pisignano, where a
devout person gave us a charitable welcome, and I slept soundly
through the night without the dread of being arrested.

Early the next day we reached Spoleti, where Brother Stephano had two
benefactors, and, careful not to give either of them a cause of
jealousy, he favoured both; we dined with the first, who entertained
us like princes, and we had supper and lodging in the house of the
second, a wealthy wine merchant, and the father of a large and
delightful family.  He gave us a delicious supper, and everything
would have gone on pleasantly had not the friar, already excited by
his good dinner, made himself quite drunk.  In that state, thinking
to please his new host, he began to abuse the other, greatly to my
annoyance; he said the wine he had given us to drink was adulterated,
and that the man was a thief.  I gave him the lie to his face, and
called him a scoundrel.  The host and his wife pacified me, saying
that they were well acquainted with their neighbour, and knew what to
think of him; but the monk threw his napkin at my face, and the host
took him very quietly by the arm and put him to bed in a room in
which he locked him up.  I slept in another room.

In the morning I rose early, and was considering whether it would not
be better to go alone, when the friar, who had slept himself sober,
made his appearance and told me that we ought for the future to live
together like good friends, and not give way to angry feelings; I
followed my destiny once more.  We resumed our journey, and at Soma,
the inn-keeper, a woman of rare beauty, gave us a good dinner, and
some excellent Cyprus wine which the Venetian couriers exchanged with
her against delicious truffles found in the vicinity of Soma, which
sold for a good price in Venice.  I did not leave the handsome inn-
keeper without losing a part of my heart.

It would be difficult to draw a picture of the indignation which
overpowered me when, as we were about two miles from Terni, the
infamous friar shewed me a small bag full of truffles which the
scoundrel had stolen from the amiable woman by way of thanks for her
generous hospitality.  The truffles were worth two sequins at least.
In my indignation I snatched the bag from him, saying that I would
certainly return it to its lawful owner.  But, as he had not
committed the robbery to give himself the pleasure of making
restitution, he threw himself upon me, and we came to a regular
fight.  But victory did not remain long in abeyance; I forced his
stick out of his hands, knocked him into a ditch, and went off.  On
reaching Terni, I wrote a letter of apology to our beautiful hostess
of Soma, and sent back the truffles.

From Terni I went on foot to Otricoli, where I only stayed long
enough to examine the fine old bridge, and from there I paid four
paoli to a waggoner who carried me to Castel-Nuovo, from which place
I walked to Rome.  I reached the celebrated city on the 1st of
September, at nine in the morning.

I must not forget to mention here a rather peculiar circumstance,
which, however ridiculous it may be in reality, will please many of
my readers.

An hour after I had left Castel-Nuovo, the atmosphere being calm and
the sky clear, I perceived on my right, and within ten paces of me, a
pyramidal flame about two feet long and four or five feet above the
ground.  This apparition surprised me, because it seemed to accompany
me.  Anxious to examine it, I endeavoured to get nearer to it, but
the more I advanced towards it the further it went from me.  It would
stop when I stood still, and when the road along which I was
travelling happened to be lined with trees, I no longer saw it, but
it was sure to reappear as soon as I reached a portion of the road
without trees.  I several times retraced my steps purposely, but,
every time I did so, the flame disappeared, and would not shew itself
again until I proceeded towards Rome.  This extraordinary beacon left
me when daylight chased darkness from the sky.

What a splendid field for ignorant superstition, if there had been
any witnesses to that phenomenon, and if I had chanced to make a
great name in Rome!  History is full of such trifles, and the world
is full of people who attach great importance to them in spite of the
so-called light of science. I must candidly confess that, although
somewhat versed in physics, the sight of that small meteor gave me
singular ideas. But I was prudent enough not to mention the
circumstance to any one.

When I reached the ancient capital of the world, I possessed only
seven paoli, and consequently I did not loiter about.  I paid no
attention to the splendid entrance through the gate of the polar
trees, which is by mistake pompously called of the people, or to the
beautiful square of the same name, or to the portals of the
magnificent churches, or to all the stately buildings which generally
strike the traveller as he enters the city.  I went straight towards
Monte-Magnanopoli, where, according to the address given to me, I was
to find the bishop.  There I was informed that he had left Rome ten
days before, leaving instructions to send me to Naples free of
expense.  A coach was to start for Naples the next day; not caring to
see Rome, I went to bed until the time for the departure of the
coach.  I travelled with three low fellows to whom I did not address
one word through the whole of the journey.  I entered Naples on the
6th day of September.

I went immediately to the address which had been given to me in Rome;
the bishop was not there.  I called at the Convent of the Minims, and
I found that he had left Naples to proceed to Martorano.  I enquired
whether he had left any instructions for me, but all in vain, no one
could give me any information.  And there I was, alone in a large
city, without a friend, with eight carlini in my pocket, and not
knowing what to do!  But never mind; fate calls me to Martorano, and
to Martorano I must go.  The distance, after all, is only two hundred
miles.

I found several drivers starting for Cosenza, but when they heard
that I had no luggage, they refused to take me, unless I paid in
advance.  They were quite right, but their prudence placed me under
the necessity of going on foot.  Yet I felt I must reach Martorano,
and I made up my mind to walk the distance, begging food and lodging
like the very reverend Brother Stephano.

First of all I made a light meal for one fourth of my money, and,
having been informed that I had to follow the Salerno road, I went
towards Portici where I arrived in an hour and a half.  I already
felt rather fatigued; my legs, if not my head, took me to an inn,
where I ordered a room and some supper.  I was served in good style,
my appetite was excellent, and I passed a quiet night in a
comfortable bed.  In the morning I told the inn-keeper that I would
return for my dinner, and I went out to visit the royal palace.  As I
passed through the gate, I was met by a man of prepossessing
appearance, dressed in the eastern fashion, who offered to shew me
all over the palace, saying that I would thus save my money.  I was
in a position to accept any offer; I thanked him for his kindness.

Happening during the conversation to state that I was a Venetian, he
told me that he was my subject, since he came from Zante.  I
acknowledged his polite compliment with a reverence.

"I have," he said, "some very excellent muscatel wine 'grown in the
East, which I could sell you cheap."

"I might buy some, but I warn you I am a good judge."

"So much the better.  Which do you prefer?"

"The Cerigo wine."

"You are right.  I have some rare Cerigo muscatel, and we can taste
it if you have no objection to dine with me."

"None whatever."

"I can likewise give you the wines of Samos and Cephalonia.  I have
also a quantity of minerals, plenty of vitriol, cinnabar, antimony,
and one hundred quintals of mercury."

"Are all these goods here?"

"No, they are in Naples.  Here I have only the muscatel wine and the
mercury."

It is quite naturally and without any intention to deceive, that a
young man accustomed to poverty, and ashamed of it when he speaks to
a rich stranger, boasts of his means--of his fortune.  As I was
talking with my new acquaintance, I recollected an amalgam of mercury
with lead and bismuth, by which the mercury increases one-fourth in
weight.  I said nothing, but I bethought myself that if the mystery
should be unknown to the Greek I might profit by it.  I felt that
some cunning was necessary, and that he would not care for my secret
if I proposed to sell it to him without preparing the way.  The best
plan was to astonish my man with the miracle of the augmentation of
the mercury, treat it as a jest, and see what his intentions would
be.  Cheating is a crime, but honest cunning may be considered as a
species of prudence.  True, it is a quality which is near akin to
roguery; but that cannot be helped, and the man who, in time of need,
does not know how to exercise his cunning nobly is a fool.  The
Greeks call this sort of wisdom Cerdaleophyon from the word cerdo;
fox, and it might be translated by foxdom if there were such a word
in English.

After we had visited the palace we returned to the inn, and the Greek
took me to his room, in which he ordered the table to be laid for
two.  In the next room I saw several large vessels of muscatel wine
and four flagons of mercury, each containing about ten pounds.

My plans were laid, and I asked him to let me have one of the flagons
of mercury at the current price, and took it to my room.  The Greek
went out to attend to his business, reminding me that he expected me
to dinner.  I went out likewise, and bought two pounds and a half of
lead and an equal quantity of bismuth; the druggist had no more.  I
came back to the inn, asked for some large empty bottles, and made
the amalgam.

We dined very pleasantly, and the Greek was delighted because I
pronounced his Cerigo excellent.  In the course of conversation he
inquired laughingly why I had bought one of his flagons of mercury.

"You can find out if you come to my room," I said.

After dinner we repaired to my room, and he found his mercury divided
in two vessels.  I asked for a piece of chamois, strained the liquid
through it, filled his own flagon, and the Greek stood astonished at
the sight of the fine mercury, about one-fourth of a flagon, which
remained over, with an equal quantity of a powder unknown to him; it
was the bismuth.  My merry laugh kept company with his astonishment,
and calling one of the servants of the inn I sent him to the druggist
to sell the mercury that was left.  He returned in a few minutes and
handed me fifteen carlini.

The Greek, whose surprise was complete, asked me to give him back his
own flagon, which was there quite full, and worth sixty carlini.  I
handed it to him with a smile, thanking him for the opportunity he
had afforded me of earning fifteen carlini, and took care to add that
I should leave for Salerno early the next morning.

"Then we must have supper together this evening," he said.

During the afternoon we took a walk towards Mount Vesuvius.  Our
conversation went from one subject to another, but no allusion was
made to the mercury, though I could see that the Greek had something
on his mind.  At supper he told me, jestingly, that I ought to stop
in Portici the next day to make forty-five carlini out of the three
other flagons of mercury.  I answered gravely that I did not want the
money, and that I had augmented the first flagon only for the sake of
procuring him an agreeable surprise.

"But," said he, "you must be very wealthy."

"No, I am not, because I am in search of the secret of the
augmentation of gold, and it is a very expensive study for us."

"How many are there in your company?"

"Only my uncle and myself."

"What do you want to augment gold for?  The augmentation of mercury
ought to be enough for you.  Pray, tell me whether the mercury
augmented by you to-day is again susceptible of a similar increase."

"No, if it were so, it would be an immense source of wealth for us."

"I am much pleased with your sincerity."

Supper over I paid my bill, and asked the landlord to get me a
carriage and pair of horses to take me to Salerno early the next
morning.  I thanked the Greek for his delicious muscatel wine, and,
requesting his address in Naples, I assured him that he would see me
within a fortnight, as I was determined to secure a cask of his
Cerigo.

We embraced each other, and I retired to bed well pleased with my
day's work, and in no way astonished at the Greek's not offering to
purchase my secret, for I was certain that he would not sleep for
anxiety, and that I should see him early in the morning.  At all
events, I had enough money to reach the Tour-du-Grec, and there
Providence would take care of me.  Yet it seemed to me very difficult
to travel as far as Martorano, begging like a mendicant-friar,
because my outward appearance did not excite pity; people would feel
interested in me only from a conviction that I needed nothing--a very
unfortunate conviction, when the object of it is truly poor.

As I had forseen, the Greek was in my room at daybreak.  I received
him in a friendly way, saying that we could take coffee together.

"Willingly; but tell me, reverend abbe, whether you would feel
disposed to sell me your secret?"

"Why not?  When we meet in Naples--"

"But why not now?"

"I am expected in Salerno; besides, I would only sell the secret for
a large sum of money, and I am not acquainted with you."

"That does not matter, as I am sufficiently known here to pay you in
cash.  How much would you want?"

"Two thousand ounces."

"I agree to pay you that sum provided that I succeed in making the
augmentation myself with such matter as you name to me, which I will
purchase."

"It is impossible, because the necessary ingredients cannot be got
here; but they are common enough in Naples."

"If it is any sort of metal, we can get it at the Tourdu-Grec.  We
could go there together.  Can you tell me what is the expense of the
augmentation?"

"One and a half per cent. but are you likewise known at the Tour-du-
Grec, for I should not like to lose my time?"

"Your doubts grieve me."

Saying which, he took a pen, wrote a few words, and handed to me this
order:

"At sight, pay to bearer the sum of fifty gold ounces, on account of
Panagiotti."

He told me that the banker resided within two hundred yards of the
inn, and he pressed me to go there myself.  I did not stand upon
ceremony, but went to the banker who paid me the amount.  I returned
to my room in which he was waiting for me, and placed the gold on the
table, saying that we could now proceed together to the Tour-du-Grec,
where we would complete our arrangements after the signature of a
deed of agreement.  The Greek had his own carriage and horses; he
gave orders for them to be got ready, and we left the inn; but he had
nobly insisted upon my taking possession of the fifty ounces.

When we arrived at the Tour-du-Grec, he signed a document by which he
promised to pay me two thousand ounces as soon as I should have
discovered to him the process of augmenting mercury by one-fourth
without injuring its quality, the amalgam to be equal to the mercury
which I had sold in his presence at Portici.

He then gave me a bill of exchange payable at sight in eight days on
M. Genaro de Carlo.  I told him that the ingredients were lead and
bismuth; the first, combining with mercury, and the second giving to
the whole the perfect fluidity necessary to strain it through the
chamois leather.  The Greek went out to try the amalgam--I do not
know where, and I dined alone, but toward evening he came back,
looking very disconsolate, as I had expected.

"I have made the amalgam," he said, "but the mercury is not perfect."

"It is equal to that which I have sold in Portici, and that is the
very letter of your engagement."

"But my engagement says likewise without injury to the quality.  You
must agree that the quality is injured, because it is no longer
susceptible of further augmentation."

"You knew that to be the case; the point is its equality with the
mercury I sold in Portici.  But we shall have to go to law, and you
will lose.  I am sorry the secret should become public.  Congratulate
yourself, sir, for, if you should gain the lawsuit, you will have
obtained my secret for nothing.  I would never have believed you
capable of deceiving me in such a manner."

"Reverend sir, I can assure you that I would not willingly deceive
any one."

"Do you know the secret, or do you not?  Do you suppose I would have
given it to you without the agreement we entered into?  Well, there
will be some fun over this affair in Naples, and the lawyers will
make money out of it.  But I am much grieved at this turn of affairs,
and I am very sorry that I allowed myself to be so easily deceived by
your fine talk.  In the mean time, here are your fifty ounces."

As I was taking the money out of my pocket, frightened to death lest
he should accept it, he left the room, saying that he would not have
it.  He soon returned; we had supper in the same room, but at
separate tables; war had been openly declared, but I felt certain
that a treaty of peace would soon be signed.  We did not exchange one
word during the evening, but in the morning he came to me as I was
getting ready to go.  I again offered to return the money I received,
but he told me to keep it, and proposed to give me fifty ounces more
if I would give him back his bill of exchange for two thousand.  We
began to argue the matter quietly, and after two hours of discussion
I gave in.  I received fifty ounces more, we dined together like old
friends, and embraced each other cordially.  As I was bidding him
adieu, he gave me an order on his house at Naples for a barrel of
muscatel wine, and he presented me with a splendid box containing
twelve razors with silver handles, manufactured in the Tour-du-Grec.
We parted the best friends in the world and well pleased with each
other.

I remained two days in Salerno to provide myself with linen and other
necessaries.  Possessing about one hundred sequins, and enjoying good
health, I was very proud of my success, in which I could not see any
cause of reproach to myself, for the cunning I had brought into play
to insure the sale of my secret could not be found fault with except
by the most intolerant of moralists, and such men have no authority
to speak on matters of business.  At all events, free, rich, and
certain of presenting myself before the bishop with a respectable
appearance, and not like a beggar, I soon recovered my natural
spirits, and congratulated myself upon having bought sufficient
experience to insure me against falling a second time an easy prey to
a Father Corsini, to thieving gamblers, to mercenary women, and
particularly to the impudent scoundrels who barefacedly praise so
well those they intend to dupe--a species of knaves very common in
the world, even amongst people who form what is called good society.

I left Salerno with two priests who were going to Cosenza on
business, and we traversed the distance of one hundred and forty-two
miles in twenty-two hours.  The day after my arrival in the capital
of Calabria, I took a small carriage and drove to Martorano.  During
the journey, fixing my eyes upon the famous mare Ausonaum, I felt
delighted at finding myself in the middle of Magna Grecia, rendered
so celebrated for twenty-four centuries by its connection with
Pythagoras.  I looked with astonishment upon a country renowned for
its fertility, and in which, in spite of nature's prodigality, my
eyes met everywhere the aspect of terrible misery, the complete
absence of that pleasant superfluity which helps man to enjoy life,
and the degradation of the inhabitants sparsely scattered on a soil
where they ought to be so numerous; I felt ashamed to acknowledge
them as originating from the same stock as myself.  Such is, however
the Terra di Lavoro where labour seems to be execrated, where
everything is cheap, where the miserable inhabitants consider that
they have made a good bargain when they have found anyone disposed to
take care of the fruit which the ground supplies almost spontaneously
in too great abundance, and for which there is no market.  I felt
compelled to admit the justice of the Romans who had called them
Brutes instead of Byutians.  The good priests with whom I had been
travelling laughed at my dread of the tarantula and of the crasydra,
for the disease brought on by the bite of those insects appeared to
me more fearful even than a certain disease with which I was already
too well acquainted.  They assured me that all the stories relating
to those creatures were fables; they laughed at the lines which
Virgil has devoted to them in the Georgics as well as at all those I
quoted to justify my fears.

I found Bishop Bernard de Bernardis occupying a hard chair near an
old table on which he was writing.  I fell on my knees, as it is
customary to do before a prelate, but, instead of giving me his
blessing, he raised me up from the floor, and, folding me in his
arms, embraced me tenderly.  He expressed his deep sorrow when I told
him that in Naples I had not been able to find any instructions to
enable me to join him, but his face lighted up again when I added
that I was indebted to no one for money, and that I was in good
health.  He bade me take a seat, and with a heavy sigh he began to
talk of his poverty, and ordered a servant to lay the cloth for three
persons.  Besides this servant, his lordship's suite consisted of a
most devout-looking housekeeper, and of a priest whom I judged to be
very ignorant from the few words he uttered during our meal.  The
house inhabited by his lordship was large, but badly built and poorly
kept.  The furniture was so miserable that, in order to make up a bed
for me in the room adjoining his chamber, the poor bishop had to give
up one of his two mattresses!  His dinner, not to say any more about
it, frightened me, for he was very strict in keeping the rules of his
order, and this being a fast day, he did not eat any meat, and the
oil was very bad.  Nevertheless, monsignor was an intelligent man,
and, what is still better, an honest man.  He told me, much to my
surprise, that his bishopric, although not one of little importance,
brought him in only five hundred ducat-diregno yearly, and that,
unfortunately, he had contracted debts to the amount of six hundred.
He added, with a sigh, that his only happiness was to feel himself
out of the clutches of the monks, who had persecuted him, and made
his life a perfect purgatory for fifteen years.  All these
confidences caused me sorrow and mortification, because they proved
to me, not only that I was not in the promised land where a mitre
could be picked up, but also that I would be a heavy charge for him.
I felt that he was grieved himself at the sorry present his patronage
seemed likely to prove.

I enquired whether he had a good library, whether there were any
literary men, or any good society in which one could spend a few
agreeable hours.  He smiled and answered that throughout his diocese
there was not one man who could boast of writing decently, and still
less of any taste or knowledge in literature; that there was not a
single bookseller, nor any person caring even for the newspapers.
But he promised me that we would follow our literary tastes together,
as soon as he received the books he had ordered from Naples.

That was all very well, but was this the place for a young man of
eighteen to live in, without a good library, without good society,
without emulation and literacy intercourse?  The good bishop, seeing
me full of sad thoughts, and almost astounded at the prospect of the
miserable life I should have to lead with him, tried to give me
courage by promising to do everything in his power to secure my
happiness.

The next day, the bishop having to officiate in his pontifical robes,
I had an opportunity of seeing all the clergy, and all the faithful
of the diocese, men and women, of whom the cathedral was full; the
sight made me resolve at once to leave Martorano.  I thought I was
gazing upon a troop of brutes for whom my external appearance was a
cause of scandal.  How ugly were the women!  What a look of stupidity
and coarseness in the men!  When I returned to the bishop's house I
told the prelate that I did not feel in me the vocation to die within
a few months a martyr in this miserable city.

"Give me your blessing," I added, "and let me go; or, rather, come
with me.  I promise you that we shall make a fortune somewhere else."

The proposal made him laugh repeatedly during the day.  Had he agreed
to it he would not have died two years afterwards in the prime of
manhood.  The worthy man, feeling how natural was my repugnance,
begged me to forgive him for having summoned me to him, and,
considering it his duty to send me back to Venice, having no money
himself and not being aware that I had any, he told me that he would
give me an introduction to a worthy citizen of Naples who would lend
me sixty ducati-di-regno to enable me to reach my native city.  I
accepted his offer with gratitude, and going to my room I took out of
my trunk the case of fine razors which the Greek had given me, and I
begged his acceptance of it as a souvenir of me.  I had great
difficulty in forcing it upon him, for it was worth the sixty ducats,
and to conquer his resistance I had to threaten to remain with him if
he refused my present.  He gave me a very flattering letter of
recommendation for the Archbishop of Cosenza, in which he requested
him to forward me as far as Naples without any expense to myself.  It
was thus I left Martorano sixty hours after my arrival, pitying the
bishop whom I was leaving behind, and who wept as he was pouring
heartfelt blessings upon me.

The Archbishop of Cosenza, a man of wealth and of intelligence,
offered me a room in his palace.  During the dinner I made, with an
overflowing heart, the eulogy of the Bishop of Martorano; but I
railed mercilessly at his diocese and at the whole of Calabria in so
cutting a manner that I greatly amused the archbishop and all his
guests, amongst whom were two ladies, his relatives, who did the
honours of the dinner-table.  The youngest, however, objected to the
satirical style in which I had depicted her country, and declared war
against me; but I contrived to obtain peace again by telling her that
Calabria would be a delightful country if one-fourth only of its
inhabitants were like her.  Perhaps it was with the idea of proving
to me that I had been wrong in my opinion that the archbishop gave on
the following day a splendid supper.

Cosenza is a city in which a gentleman can find plenty of amusement;
the nobility are wealthy, the women are pretty, and men generally
well-informed, because they have been educated in Naples or in Rome.
I left Cosenza on the third day with a letter from the archbishop for
the far-famed Genovesi.

I had five travelling companions, whom I judged, from their
appearance, to be either pirates or banditti, and I took very good
care not to let them see or guess that I had a well-filled purse.  I
likewise thought it prudent to go to bed without undressing during
the whole journey--an excellent measure of prudence for a young man
travelling in that part of the country.

I reached Naples on the 16th of September, 1743, and I lost no time
in presenting the letter of the Bishop of Martorano.  It was
addressed to a M. Gennaro Polo at St. Anne's.  This excellent man,
whose duty was only to give me the sum of sixty ducats, insisted,
after perusing the bishop's letter, upon receiving me in his house,
because he wished me to make the acquaintance of his son, who was a
poet like myself.  The bishop had represented my poetry as sublime.
After the usual ceremonies, I accepted his kind invitation, my trunk
was sent for, and I was a guest in the house of M. Gennaro Polo.




CHAPTER IX

My Stay in Naples; It Is Short but Happy--Don Antonio Casanova--Don
Lelio Caraffa--I Go to Rome in Very Agreeable Company, and Enter the
Service of Cardinal Acquaviva--Barbara--Testaccio--Frascati


I had no difficulty in answering the various questions which Doctor
Gennaro addressed to me, but I was surprised, and even displeased, at
the constant peals of laughter with which he received my answers.
The piteous description of miserable Calabria, and the picture of the
sad situation of the Bishop of Martorano, appeared to me more likely
to call forth tears than to excite hilarity, and, suspecting that
some mystification was being played upon me, I was very near getting
angry when, becoming more composed, he told me with feeling that I
must kindly excuse him; that his laughter was a disease which seemed
to be endemic in his family, for one of his uncles died of it.

"What!  "I exclaimed, "died of laughing!"

"Yes.  This disease, which was not known to Hippocrates, is called li
flati."

"What do you mean?  Does an hypochondriac affection, which causes
sadness and lowness in all those who suffer from it, render you
cheerful?"

"Yes, because, most likely, my flati, instead of influencing the
hypochondrium, affects my spleen, which my physician asserts to be
the organ of laughter.  It is quite a discovery."

"You are mistaken; it is a very ancient notion, and it is the only
function which is ascribed to the spleen in our animal organization."

"Well, we must discuss the matter at length, for I hope you will
remain with us a few weeks."

"I wish I could, but I must leave Naples to-morrow or the day after."

"Have you got any money?"

"I rely upon the sixty ducats you have to give me."

At these words, his peals of laughter began again, and as he could
see that I was annoyed, he said, "I am amused at the idea that I can
keep you here as long as I like.  But be good enough to see my son;
he writes pretty verses enough."

And truly his son, although only fourteen, was already a great poet.

A servant took me to the apartment of the young man whom I found
possessed of a pleasing countenance and engaging manners.  He gave me
a polite welcome, and begged to be excused if he could not attend to
me altogether for the present, as he had to finish a song which he
was composing for a relative of the Duchess de Rovino, who was taking
the veil at the Convent of St. Claire, and the printer was waiting
for the manuscript.  I told him that his excuse was a very good one,
and I offered to assist him.  He then read his song, and I found it
so full of enthusiasm, and so truly in the style of Guidi, that I
advised him to call it an ode; but as I had praised all the truly
beautiful passages, I thought I could venture to point out the weak
ones, and I replaced them by verses of my own composition.  He was
delighted, and thanked me warmly, inquiring whether I was Apollo.  As
he was writing his ode, I composed a sonnet on the same subject, and,
expressing his admiration for it he begged me to sign it, and to
allow him to send it with his poetry.

While I was correcting and recopying my manuscript, he went to his
father to find out who I was, which made the old man laugh until
supper-time.  In the evening, I had the pleasure of seeing that my
bed had been prepared in the young man's chamber.

Doctor Gennaro's family was composed of this son and of a daughter
unfortunately very plain, of his wife and of two elderly, devout
sisters.  Amongst the guests at the supper-table I met several
literary men, and the Marquis Galiani, who was at that time
annotating Vitruvius.  He had a brother, an abbe whose acquaintance I
made twenty years after, in Paris, when he was secretary of embassy
to Count Cantillana.  The next day, at supper, I was presented to the
celebrated Genovesi; I had already sent him the letter of the
Archbishop of Cosenza.  He spoke to me of Apostolo Zeno and of the
Abbe Conti.  He remarked that it was considered a very venial sin for
a regular priest to say two masses in one day for the sake of earning
two carlini more, but that for the same sin a secular priest would
deserve to be burnt at the stake.

The nun took the veil on the following day, and Gennaro's ode and my
sonnet had the greatest success.  A Neapolitan gentleman, whose name
was the same as mine, expressed a wish to know me, and, hearing that
I resided at the doctor's, he called to congratulate him on the
occasion of his feast-day, which happened to fall on the day
following the ceremony at Sainte-Claire.

Don Antonio Casanova, informing me of his name, enquired whether my
family was originally from Venice.

"I am, sir," I answered modestly, "the great-grandson of the
unfortunate Marco Antonio Casanova, secretary to Cardinal Pompeo
Colonna, who died of the plague in Rome, in the year 1528, under the
pontificate of Clement VII."  The words were scarcely out of my lips
when he embraced me, calling me his cousin, but we all thought that
Doctor Gennaro would actually die with laughter, for it seemed
impossible to laugh so immoderately without risk of life.  Madame
Gennaro was very angry and told my newly-found cousin that he might
have avoided enacting such a scene before her husband, knowing his
disease, but he answered that he never thought the circumstance
likely to provoke mirth.  I said nothing, for, in reality, I felt
that the recognition was very comic.  Our poor laugher having
recovered his composure, Casanova, who had remained very serious,
invited me to dinner for the next day with my young friend Paul
Gennaro, who had already become my alter ego.

When we called at his house, my worthy cousin showed me his family
tree, beginning with a Don Francisco, brother of Don Juan.  In my
pedigree, which I knew by heart, Don Juan, my direct ancestor, was a
posthumous child.  It was possible that there might have been a
brother of Marco Antonio's; but when he heard that my genealogy began
with Don Francisco, from Aragon, who had lived in the fourteenth
century, and that consequently all the pedigree of the illustrious
house of the Casanovas of Saragossa belonged to him, his joy knew no
bounds; he did not know what to do to convince me that the same blood
was flowing in his veins and in mine.

He expressed some curiosity to know what lucky accident had brought
me to Naples; I told him that, having embraced the ecclesiastical
profession, I was going to Rome to seek my fortune.  He then
presented me to his family, and I thought that I could read on the
countenance of my cousin, his dearly beloved wife, that she was not
much pleased with the newly-found relationship, but his pretty
daughter, and a still prettier niece of his, might very easily have
given me faith in the doctrine that blood is thicker than water,
however fabulous it may be.

After dinner, Don Antonio informed me that the Duchess de Bovino had
expressed a wish to know the Abbe Casanova who had written the sonnet
in honour of her relative, and that he would be very happy to
introduce me to her as his own cousin.  As we were alone at that
moment, I begged he would not insist on presenting me, as I was only
provided with travelling suits, and had to be careful of my purse so
as not to arrive in Rome without money.  Delighted at my confidence,
and approving my economy, he said, "I am rich, and you must not
scruple to come with me to my tailor;" and he accompanied his offer
with an assurance that the circumstance would not be known to anyone,
and that he would feel deeply mortified if I denied him the pleasure
of serving me.  I shook him warmly by the hand, and answered that I
was ready to do anything he pleased.  We went to a tailor who took my
measure, and who brought me on the following day everything necessary
to the toilet of the most elegant abbe.  Don Antonio called on me,
and remained to dine with Don Gennaro, after which he took me and my
friend Paul to the duchess.  This lady, according to the Neapolitan
fashion, called me thou in her very first compliment of welcome.  Her
daughter, then only ten or twelve years old, was very handsome, and a
few years later became Duchess de Matalona.  The duchess presented me
with a snuff-box in pale tortoise-shell with arabesque incrustations
in gold, and she invited us to dine with her on the morrow, promising
to take us after dinner to the Convent of St. Claire to pay a visit
to the new nun.

As we came out of the palace of the duchess, I left my friends and
went alone to Panagiotti's to claim the barrel of muscatel wine.  The
manager was kind enough to have the barrel divided into two smaller
casks of equal capacity, and I sent one to Don Antonio, and the other
to Don Gennaro.  As I was leaving the shop I met the worthy
Panagiotti, who was glad to see me.  Was I to blush at the sight of
the good man I had at first deceived?  No, for in his opinion I had
acted very nobly towards him.

Don Gennaro, as I returned home, managed to thank me for my handsome
present without laughing, and the next day Don Antonio, to make up
for the muscatel wine I had sent him, offered me a gold-headed cane,
worth at least fifteen ounces, and his tailor brought me a travelling
suit and a blue great coat, with the buttonholes in gold lace.  I
therefore found myself splendidly equipped.

At the Duchess de Bovino's dinner I made the acquaintance of the
wisest and most learned man in Naples, the illustrious Don Lelio
Caraffa, who belonged to the ducal family of Matalona, and whom King
Carlos honoured with the title of friend.

I spent two delightful hours in the convent parlour, coping
successfully with the curiosity of all the nuns who were pressing
against the grating.  Had destiny allowed me to remain in Naples my
fortune would have been made; but, although I had no fixed plan, the
voice of fate summoned me to Rome, and therefore I resisted all the
entreaties of my cousin Antonio to accept the honourable position of
tutor in several houses of the highest order.

Don Antonio gave a splendid dinner in my honour, but he was annoyed
and angry because he saw that his wife looked daggers at her new
cousin.  I thought that, more than once, she cast a glance at my new
costume, and then whispered to the guest next to her.  Very likely
she knew what had taken place.  There are some positions in life to
which I could never be reconciled.  If, in the most brilliant circle,
there is one person who affects to stare at me I lose all presence of
mind.  Self-dignity feels outraged, my wit dies away, and I play the
part of a dolt.  It is a weakness on my part, but a weakness I cannot
overcome.

Don Lelio Caraffa offered me a very liberal salary if I would
undertake the education of his nephew, the Duke de Matalona, then ten
years of age.  I expressed my gratitude, and begged him to be my true
benefactor in a different manner--namely, by giving me a few good
letters of introduction for Rome, a favour which he granted at once.
He gave me one for Cardinal Acquaviva, and another for Father Georgi.

I found out that the interest felt towards me by my friends had
induced them to obtain for me the honour of kissing the hand of Her
Majesty the Queen, and I hastened my preparations to leave Naples,
for the queen would certainly have asked me some questions, and I
could not have avoided telling her that I had just left Martorano and
the poor bishop whom she had sent there.  The queen likewise knew my
mother; she would very likely have alluded to my mother's profession
in Dresden; it would have mortified Don Antonio, and my pedigree
would have been covered with ridicule.  I knew the force of
prejudice!  I should have been ruined, and I felt I should do well to
withdraw in good time.  As I took leave of him, Don Antonio presented
me with a fine gold watch and gave me a letter for Don Gaspar
Vidaldi, whom he called his best friend.  Don Gennaro paid me the
sixty ducats, and his son, swearing eternal friendship, asked me to
write to him.  They all accompanied me to the coach, blending their
tears with mine, and loading me with good wishes and blessings.

From my landing in Chiozza up to my arrival in Naples, fortune had
seemed bent upon frowning on me; in Naples it began to shew itself
less adverse, and on my return to that city it entirely smiled upon
me.  Naples has always been a fortunate place for me, as the reader
of my memoirs will discover.  My readers must not forget that in
Portici I was on the point of disgracing myself, and there is no
remedy against the degradation of the mind, for nothing can restore
it to its former standard.  It is a case of disheartening atony for
which there is no possible cure.

I was not ungrateful to the good Bishop of Martorano, for, if he had
unwittingly injured me by summoning me to his diocese, I felt that to
his letter for M.  Gennaro I was indebted for all the good fortune
which had just befallen me.  I wrote to him from Rome.

I was wholly engaged in drying my tears as we were driving through
the beautiful street of Toledo, and it was only after we had left
Naples that I could find time to examine the countenance of my
travelling companions.  Next to me, I saw a man of from forty to
fifty, with a pleasing face and a lively air, but, opposite to me,
two charming faces delighted my eyes.  They belonged to two ladies,
young and pretty, very well dressed, with a look of candour and
modesty.  This discovery was most agreeable, but I felt sad and I
wanted calm and silence.  We reached Avessa without one word being
exchanged, and as the vetturino stopped there only to water his
mules, we did not get out of the coach.  From Avessa to Capua my
companions conversed almost without interruption, and, wonderful to
relate!  I did not open my lips once.  I was amused by the Neapolitan
jargon of the gentleman, and by the pretty accent of the ladies, who
were evidently Romans.  It was a most wonderful feat for me to remain
five hours before two charming women without addressing one word to
them, without paying them one compliment.

At Capua, where we were to spend the night, we put up at an inn, and
were shown into a room with two beds--a very usual thing in Italy.
The Neapolitan, addressing himself to me, said,

"Am I to have the honour of sleeping with the reverend gentleman?"

I answered in a very serious tone that it was for him to choose or to
arrange it otherwise, if he liked.  The answer made the two ladies
smile, particularly the one whom I preferred, and it seemed to me a
good omen.

We were five at supper, for it is usual for the vetturino to supply
his travellers with their meals, unless some private agreement is
made otherwise, and to sit down at table with them.  In the desultory
talk which went on during the supper, I found in my travelling
companions decorum, propriety, wit, and the manners of persons
accustomed to good society.  I became curious to know who they were,
and going down with the driver after supper, I asked him.

"The gentleman," he told me, "is an advocate, and one of the ladies
is his wife, but I do not know which of the two."

I went back to our room, and I was polite enough to go to bed first,
in order to make it easier for the ladies to undress themselves with
freedom; I likewise got up first in the morning, left the room, and
only returned when I was called for breakfast.  The coffee was
delicious.  I praised it highly, and the lady, the one who was my
favourite, promised that I should have the same every morning during
our journey.  The barber came in after breakfast; the advocate was
shaved, and the barber offered me his services, which I declined, but
the rogue declared that it was slovenly to wear one's beard.

When we had resumed our seats in the coach, the advocate made some
remark upon the impudence of barbers in general.

"But we ought to decide first," said the lady, "whether or not it is
slovenly to go bearded."

"Of course it is," said the advocate.  "Beard is nothing but a dirty
excrescence."

"You may think so," I answered, "but everybody does not share your
opinion.  Do we consider as a dirty excrescence the hair of which we
take so much care, and which is of the same nature as the beard?  Far
from it; we admire the length and the beauty of the hair."

"Then," remarked the lady, "the barber is a fool."

"But after all," I asked, "have I any beard?"

"I thought you had," she answered.

"In that case, I will begin to shave as soon as I reach Rome, for
this is the first time that I have been convicted of having a beard."

"My dear wife," exclaimed the advocate, "you should have held your
tongue; perhaps the reverend abbe is going to Rome with the intention
of becoming a Capuchin friar."

The pleasantry made me laugh, but, unwilling that he should have the
last word, I answered that he had guessed rightly, that such had been
my intention, but that I had entirely altered my mind since I had
seen his wife.

"Oh! you are wrong," said the joyous Neapolitan, "for my wife is very
fond of Capuchins, and if you wish to please her, you had better
follow your original vocation."  Our conversation continued in the
same tone of pleasantry, and the day passed off in an agreeable
manner; in the evening we had a very poor supper at Garillan, but we
made up for it by cheerfulness and witty conversation.  My dawning
inclination for the advocate's wife borrowed strength from the
affectionate manner she displayed towards me.

The next day she asked me, after we had resumed our journey, whether
I intended to make a long stay in Rome before returning to Venice.  I
answered that, having no acquaintances in Rome, I was afraid my life
there would be very dull.

"Strangers are liked in Rome," she said, "I feel certain that you
will be pleased with your residence in that city."

"May I hope, madam, that you will allow me to pay you my respects?"

"We shall be honoured by your calling on us," said the advocate.

My eyes were fixed upon his charming wife.  She blushed, but I did
not appear to notice it.  I kept up the conversation, and the day
passed as pleasantly as the previous one.  We stopped at Terracina,
where they gave us a room with three beds, two single beds and a
large one between the two others.  It was natural that the two
sisters should take the large bed; they did so, and undressed
themselves while the advocate and I went on talking at the table,
with our backs turned to them.  As soon as they had gone to rest, the
advocate took the bed on which he found his nightcap, and I the
other, which was only about one foot distant from the large bed.  I
remarked that the lady by whom I was captivated was on the side
nearest my couch, and, without much vanity, I could suppose that it
was not owing only to chance.

I put the light out and laid down, revolving in my mind a project
which I could not abandon, and yet durst not execute.  In vain did I
court sleep.  A very faint light enabled me to perceive the bed in
which the pretty woman was lying, and my eyes would, in spite of
myself, remain open.  It would be difficult to guess what I might
have done at last (I had already fought a hard battle with myself for
more than an hour), when I saw her rise, get out of her bed, and go
and lay herself down near her husband, who, most likely, did not wake
up, and continued to sleep in peace, for I did not hear any noise.

Vexed, disgusted....  I tried to compose myself to sleep, and I woke
only at day-break.  Seeing the beautiful wandering star in her own
bed, I got up, dressed myself in haste, and went out, leaving all my
companions fast asleep.  I returned to the inn only at the time fixed
for our departure, and I found the advocate and the two ladies
already in the coach, waiting for me.

The lady complained, in a very obliging manner, of my not having
cared for her coffee; I pleaded as an excuse a desire for an early
walk, and I took care not to honour her even with a look; I feigned
to be suffering from the toothache, and remained in my corner dull
and silent.  At Piperno she managed to whisper to me that my
toothache was all sham; I was pleased with the reproach, because it
heralded an explanation which I craved for, in spite of my vexation.

During the afternoon I continued my policy of the morning.  I was
morose and silent until we reached Serinonetta, where we were to pass
the night.  We arrived early, and the weather being fine, the lady
said that she could enjoy a walk, and asked me politely to offer her
my arm.  I did so, for it would have been rude to refuse; besides I
had had enough of my sulking fit.  An explanation could alone bring
matters back to their original standing, but I did not know how to
force it upon the lady.  Her husband followed us at some distance
with the sister.

When we were far enough in advance, I ventured to ask her why she had
supposed my toothache to have been feigned.

"I am very candid," she said; "it is because the difference in your
manner was so marked, and because you were so careful to avoid
looking at me through the whole day.  A toothache would not have
prevented you from being polite, and therefore I thought it had been
feigned for some purpose.  But I am certain that not one of us can
possibly have given you any grounds for such a rapid change in your
manner."

"Yet something must have caused the change, and you, madam, are only
half sincere."

"You are mistaken, sir, I am entirely sincere; and if I have given
you any motive for anger, I am, and must remain, ignorant of it.  Be
good enough to tell me what I have done."

"Nothing, for I have no right to complain."

"Yes, you have; you have a right, the same that I have myself; the
right which good society grants to every one of its members.  Speak,
and shew yourself as sincere as I am."

"You are certainly bound not to know, or to pretend not to know the
real cause, but you must acknowledge that my duty is to remain
silent."

"Very well; now it is all over; but if your duty bids you to conceal
the cause of your bad humour, it also bids you not to shew it.
Delicacy sometimes enforces upon a polite gentleman the necessity of
concealing certain feelings which might implicate either himself or
others; it is a restraint for the mind, I confess, but it has some
advantage when its effect is to render more amiable the man who
forces himself to accept that restraint."  Her close argument made me
blush for shame, and carrying her beautiful hand to my lips, I
confessed my self in the wrong.

"You would see me at your feet," I exclaimed, "in token of my
repentance, were I not afraid of injuring you---"

"Do not let us allude to the matter any more," she answered.

And, pleased with my repentance, she gave me a look so expressive of
forgiveness that, without being afraid of augmenting my guilt, I took
my lips off her hand and I raised them to her half-open, smiling
mouth.  Intoxicated with rapture, I passed so rapidly from a state of
sadness to one of overwhelming cheerfulness that during our supper
the advocate enjoyed a thousand jokes upon my toothache, so quickly
cured by the simple remedy of a walk.  On the following day we dined
at Velletri and slept in Marino, where, although the town was full of
troops, we had two small rooms and a good supper.  I could not have
been on better terms with my charming Roman; for, although I had
received but a rapid proof of her regard, it had been such a true
one--such a tender one!  In the coach our eyes could not say much;
but I was opposite to her, and our feet spoke a very eloquent
language.

The advocate had told me that he was going to Rome on some
ecclesiastical business, and that he intended to reside in the house
of his mother-in-law, whom his wife had not seen since her marriage,
two years ago, and her sister hoped to remain in Rome, where she
expected to marry a clerk at the Spirito Santo Bank.  He gave me
their address, with a pressing invitation to call upon them, and I
promised to devote all my spare time to them.

We were enjoying our dessert, when my beautiful lady-love, admiring
my snuff-box, told her husband that she wished she had one like it.

"I will buy you one, dear."

"Then buy mine," I said; "I will let you have it for twenty ounces,
and you can give me a note of hand payable to bearer in payment.  I
owe that amount to an Englishman, and I will give it him to redeem my
debt."

"Your snuff-box, my dear abbe, is worth twenty ounces, but I cannot
buy it unless you agree to receive payment in cash; I should be
delighted to see it in my wife's possession, and she would keep it as
a remembrance of you."

His wife, thinking that I would not accept his offer, said that she
had no objection to give me the note of hand.

"But," exclaimed the advocate, "can you not guess the Englishman
exists only in our friend's imagination?  He would never enter an
appearance, and we would have the snuff-box for nothing.  Do not
trust the abbe, my dear, he is a great cheat."

"I had no idea," answered his wife, looking at me, "that the world
contained rogues of this species."

I affected a melancholy air, and said that I only wished myself rich
enough to be often guilty of such cheating.

When a man is in love very little is enough to throw him into
despair, and as little to enhance his joy to the utmost.  There was
but one bed in the room where supper had been served, and another in
a small closet leading out of the room, but without a door.  The
ladies chose the closet, and the advocate retired to rest before me.
I bid the ladies good night as soon as they had gone to bed; I looked
at my dear mistress, and after undressing myself I went to bed,
intending not to sleep through the night.  But the reader may imagine
my rage when I found, as I got into the bed, that it creaked loud
enough to wake the dead.  I waited, however, quite motionless, until
my companion should be fast asleep, and as soon as his snoring told
me that he was entirely under the influence of Morpheus, I tried to
slip out of the bed; but the infernal creaking which took place
whenever I moved, woke my companion, who felt about with his hand,
and, finding me near him, went to sleep again.  Half an hour after, I
tried a second time, but with the same result.  I had to give it up
in despair.

Love is the most cunning of gods; in the midst of obstacles he seems
to be in his own element, but as his very existence depends upon the
enjoyment of those who ardently worship him, the shrewd, all-seeing,
little blind god contrives to bring success out of the most desperate
case.

I had given up all hope for the night, and had nearly gone to sleep,
when suddenly we hear a dreadful noise.  Guns are fired in the
street, people, screaming and howling, are running up and down the
stairs; at last there is a loud knocking at our door.  The advocate,
frightened out of his slumbers, asks me what it can all mean; I
pretend to be very indifferent, and beg to be allowed to sleep.  But
the ladies are trembling with fear, and loudly calling for a light.
I remain very quiet, the advocate jumps out of bed, and runs out of
the room to obtain a candle; I rise at once, I follow him to shut the
door, but I slam it rather too hard, the double spring of the lock
gives way, and the door cannot be reopened without the key.

I approach the ladies in order to calm their anxiety, telling them
that the advocate would soon return with a light, and that we should
then know the cause of the tumult, but I am not losing my time, and
am at work while I am speaking.  I meet with very little opposition,
but, leaning rather too heavily upon my fair lady, I break through
the bottom of the bedstead, and we suddenly find ourselves, the two
ladies and myself, all together in a heap on the floor.  The advocate
comes back and knocks at the door; the sister gets up, I obey the
prayers of my charming friend, and, feeling my way, reach the door,
and tell the advocate that I cannot open it, and that he must get the
key.  The two sisters are behind me.  I extend my hand; but I am
abruptly repulsed, and judge that I have addressed myself to the
wrong quarter; I go to the other side, and there I am better
received.  But the husband returns, the noise of the key in the lock
announces that the door is going to be opened, and we return to our
respective beds.

The advocate hurries to the bed of the two frightened ladies,
thinking of relieving their anxiety, but, when he sees them buried in
their broken-down bedstead, he bursts into a loud laugh.  He tells me
to come and have a look at them, but I am very modest, and decline
the invitation.  He then tells us that the alarm has been caused by a
German detachment attacking suddenly the Spanish troops in the city,
and that the Spaniards are running away.  In a quarter of an hour the
noise has ceased, and quiet is entirely re-established.

The advocate complimented me upon my coolness, got into bed again,
and was soon asleep.  As for me, I was careful not to close my eyes,
and as soon as I saw daylight I got up in order to perform certain
ablutions and to change my shirt; it was an absolute necessity.

I returned for breakfast, and while we were drinking the delicious
coffee which Donna Lucrezia had made, as I thought, better than ever,
I remarked that her sister frowned on me.  But how little I cared for
her anger when I saw the cheerful, happy countenance, and the
approving looks of my adored Lucrezia!  I felt a delightful sensation
run through the whole of my body.

We reached Rome very early.  We had taken breakfast at the Tour, and
the advocate being in a very gay mood I assumed the same tone,
loading him with compliments, and predicting that a son would be born
to him, I compelled his wife to promise it should be so.  I did not
forget the sister of my charming Lucrezia, and to make her change her
hostile attitude towards me I addressed to her so many pretty
compliments, and behaved in such a friendly manner, that she was
compelled to forgive the fall of the bed.  As I took leave of them, I
promised to give them a call on the following day.

I was in Rome! with a good wardrobe, pretty well supplied with money
and jewellery, not wanting in experience, and with excellent letters
of introduction.  I was free, my own master, and just reaching the
age in which a man can have faith in his own fortune, provided he is
not deficient in courage, and is blessed with a face likely to
attract the sympathy of those he mixes with.  I was not handsome, but
I had something better than beauty--a striking expression which
almost compelled a kind interest in my favour, and I felt myself
ready for anything.  I knew that Rome is the one city in which a man
can begin from the lowest rung, and reach the very top of the social
ladder.  This knowledge increased my courage, and I must confess that
a most inveterate feeling of self-esteem which, on account of my
inexperience, I could not distrust, enhanced wonderfully my
confidence in myself.

The man who intends to make his fortune in this ancient capital of
the world must be a chameleon susceptible of reflecting all the
colours of the atmosphere that surrounds him--a Proteus apt to assume
every form, every shape.  He must be supple, flexible, insinuating;
close, inscrutable, often base, sometimes sincere, some times
perfidious, always concealing a part of his knowledge, indulging in
one tone of voice, patient, a perfect master of his own countenance.
as cold as ice when any other man would be all fire; and if
unfortunately he is not religious at heart--a very common occurrence
for a soul possessing the above requisites--he must have religion in
his mind, that is to say, on his face, on his lips, in his manners;
he must suffer quietly, if he be an honest man the necessity of
knowing himself an arrant hypocrite.  The man whose soul would loathe
such a life should leave Rome and seek his fortune elsewhere.  I do
not know whether I am praising or excusing myself, but of all those
qualities I possessed but one--namely, flexibility; for the rest, I
was only an interesting, heedless young fellow, a pretty good blood
horse, but not broken, or rather badly broken; and that is much
worse.

I began by delivering the letter I had received from Don Lelio for
Father Georgi.  The learned monk enjoyed the esteem of everyone in
Rome, and the Pope himself had a great consideration for him, because
he disliked the Jesuits, and did not put a mask on to tear the mask
from their faces, although they deemed themselves powerful enough to
despise him.

He read the letter with great attention, and expressed himself
disposed to be my adviser; and that consequently I might make him
responsible for any evil which might befall me, as misfortune is not
to be feared by a man who acts rightly.  He asked me what I intended
to do in Rome, and I answered that I wished him to tell me what to
do.

"Perhaps I may; but in that case you must come and see me often, and
never conceal from me anything, you understand, not anything, of what
interests you, or of what happens to you."

"Don Lelio has likewise given me a letter for the Cardinal
Acquaviva."

"I congratulate you; the cardinal's influence in Rome is greater even
than that of the Pope."

"Must I deliver the letter at once?"

"No; I will see him this evening, and prepare him for your visit.
Call on me to-morrow morning, and I will then tell you where and when
you are to deliver your letter to the cardinal.  Have you any money?"

"Enough for all my wants during one year."

"That is well.  Have you any acquaintances?"

"Not one."

"Do not make any without first consulting me, and, above all, avoid
coffee-houses and ordinaries, but if you should happen to frequent
such places, listen and never speak.  Be careful to form your
judgment upon those who ask any questions from you, and if common
civility obliges you to give an answer, give only an evasive one, if
any other is likely to commit you.  Do you speak French?"

"Not one word."

"I am sorry for that; you must learn French.  Have you been a
student?"

"A poor one, but I have a sufficient smattering to converse with
ordinary company."

"That is enough; but be very prudent, for Rome is the city in which
smatterers unmask each other, and are always at war amongst
themselves.  I hope you will take your letter to the cardinal,
dressed like a modest abbe, and not in this elegant costume which is
not likely to conjure fortune.  Adieu, let me see you to-morrow."

Highly pleased with the welcome I had received at his hands, and with
all he had said to me, I left his house and proceeded towards Campo-
di-Fiore to deliver the letter of my cousin Antonio to Don Gaspar
Vivaldi, who received me in his library, where I met two respectable-
looking priests.  He gave me the most friendly welcome, asked for my
address, and invited me to dinner for the next day.  He praised
Father Georgi most highly, and, accompanying me as far as the stairs,
he told me that he would give me on the morrow the amount his friend
Don Antonio requested him to hand me.

More money which my generous cousin was bestowing on me!  It is easy
enough to give away when one possesses sufficient means to do it, but
it is not every man who knows how to give.  I found the proceeding of
Don Antonio more delicate even than generous; I could not refuse his
present; it was my duty to prove my gratitude by accepting it.

Just after I had left M.  Vivaldi's house I found myself face to face
with Stephano, and this extraordinary original loaded me with
friendly caresses.  I inwardly despised him, yet I could not feel
hatred for him; I looked upon him as the instrument which Providence
had been pleased to employ in order to save me from ruin.  After
telling me that he had obtained from the Pope all he wished, he
advised me to avoid meeting the fatal constable who had advanced me
two sequins in Seraval, because he had found out that I had deceived
him, and had sworn revenge against me.  I asked Stephano to induce
the man to leave my acknowledgement of the debt in the hands of a
certain merchant whom we both knew, and that I would call there to
discharge the amount.  This was done, and it ended the affair.

That evening I dined at the ordinary, which was frequented by Romans
and foreigners; but I carefully followed the advice of Father Georgi.
I heard a great deal of harsh language used against the Pope and
against the Cardinal Minister, who had caused the Papal States to be
inundated by eighty thousand men, Germans as well as Spaniards.  But
I was much surprised when I saw that everybody was eating meat,
although it was Saturday.  But a stranger during the first few days
after his arrival in Rome is surrounded with many things which at
first cause surprise, and to which he soon gets accustomed.  There is
not a Catholic city in the world in which a man is half so free on
religious matters as in  Rome.  The inhabitants of Rome are like the
men employed at the Government tobacco works, who are allowed to take
gratis as much tobacco as they want for their own use.  One can live
in Rome with the most complete freedom, except that the 'ordini
santissimi' are as much to be dreaded as the famous Lettres-de-cachet
before the Revolution came and destroyed them, and shewed the whole
world the general character of the French nation.

The next day, the 1st of October, 1743, I made up my mind to be
shaved.  The down on my chin had become a beard, and I judged that it
was time to renounce some of the privileges enjoyed by adolescence.
I dressed myself completely in the Roman fashion, and Father Georgi
was highly pleased when he saw me in that costume, which had been
made by the tailor of my dear cousin, Don Antonio.

Father Georgi invited me to take a cup of chocolate with him, and
informed me that the cardinal had been apprised of my arrival by a
letter from Don Lelio, and that his eminence would receive me at noon
at the Villa Negroni, where he would be taking a walk.  I told Father
Georgi that I had been invited to dinner by M. Vivaldi, and he
advised me to cultivate his acquaintance.

I proceeded to the Villa Negroni; the moment he saw me the cardinal
stopped to receive my letter, allowing two persons who accompanied
him to walk forward.  He put the letter in his pocket without reading
it, examined me for one or two minutes, and enquired whether I felt
any taste for politics.  I answered that, until now, I had not felt
in me any but frivolous tastes, but that I would make bold to answer
for my readiness to execute all the orders which his eminence might
be pleased to lay upon me, if he should judge me worthy of entering
his service.

"Come to my office to-morrow morning," said the cardinal, "and ask
for the Abbe Gama, to whom I will give my instructions.  You must
apply yourself diligently to the study of the French language; it is
indispensable."  He then enquired after Don Leilo's health, and after
kissing his hand I took my leave.

I hastened to the house of M. Gaspar Vivaldi, where I dined amongst a
well-chosen party of guests.  M. Vivaldi was not married; literature
was his only passion.  He loved Latin poetry even better than
Italian, and Horace, whom I knew by heart, was his favourite poet.
After dinner, we repaired to his study, and he handed me one hundred
Roman crowns, and Don Antonio's present, and assured me that I would
be most welcome whenever I would call to take a cup of chocolate with
him.

After I had taken leave of Don Gaspar, I proceeded towards the
Minerva, for I longed to enjoy the surprise of my dear Lucrezia and
of her sister; I inquired for Donna Cecilia Monti, their mother, and
I saw, to my great astonishment, a young widow who looked like the
sister of her two charming daughters.  There was no need for me to
give her my name; I had been announced, and she expected me.  Her
daughters soon came in, and their greeting caused me some amusement,
for I did not appear to them to be the same individual.  Donna
Lucrezia presented me to her youngest sister, only eleven years of
age, and to her brother, an abbe of fifteen, of charming appearance.
I took care to behave so as to please the mother; I was modest,
respectful, and shewed a deep interest in everything I saw.  The good
advocate arrived, and was surprised at the change in my appearance.
He launched out in his usual jokes, and I followed him on that
ground, yet I was careful not to give to my conversation the tone of
levity which used to cause so much mirth in our travelling coach; so
that, to, pay me a compliment, he told nee that, if I had had the
sign of manhood shaved from my face, I had certainly transferred it
to my mind.  Donna Lucrezia did not know what to think of the change
in my manners.

Towards evening I saw, coming in rapid succession, five or six
ordinary-looking ladies, and as many abbes, who appeared to me some
of the volumes with which I was to begin my Roman education.  They
all listened attentively to the most insignificant word I uttered,
and I was very careful to let them enjoy their conjectures about me.
Donna Cecilia told the advocate that he was but a poor painter, and
that his portraits were not like the originals; he answered that she
could not judge, because the original was shewing under a mask, and I
pretended to be mortified by his answer.  Donna Lucrezia said that
she found me exactly the same, and her sister was of opinion that the
air of Rome gave strangers a peculiar appearance.  Everybody
applauded, and Angelique turned red with satisfaction.  After a visit
of four hours I bowed myself out, and the advocate, following me,
told me that his mother-in-law begged me to consider myself as a
friend of the family, and to be certain of a welcome at any hour I
liked to call.  I thanked him gratefully and took my leave, trusting
that I had pleased this amiable society as much as it had pleased me.

The next day I presented myself to the Abbe Gama.  He was a
Portuguese, about forty years old, handsome, and with a countenance
full of candour, wit, and good temper.  His affability claimed and
obtained confidence.  His manners and accent were quite Roman.  He
informed me, in the blandest manner, that his eminence had himself
given his instructions about me to his majordomo, that I would have a
lodging in the cardinal's palace, that I would have my meals at the
secretaries' table, and that, until I learned French, I would have
nothing to do but make extracts from letters that he would supply me
with.  He then gave me the address of the French teacher to whom he
had already spoken in my behalf.  He was a Roman advocate, Dalacqua
by name, residing precisely opposite the palace.

After this short explanation, and an assurance that I could at all
times rely upon his friendship, he had me taken to the major-domo,
who made me sign my name at the bottom of a page in a large book,
already filled with other names, and counted out sixty Roman crowns
which he paid me for three months salary in advance.  After this he
accompanied me, followed by a 'staffiere' to my apartment on the
third floor, which I found very comfortably furnished.  The servant
handed me the key, saying that he would come every morning to attend
upon me, and the major-domo accompanied me to the gate to make me
known to the gate-keeper.  I immediately repaired to my inn, sent my
luggage to the palace, and found myself established in a place in
which a great fortune awaited me, if I had only been able to lead a
wise and prudent life, but unfortunately it was not in my nature.
'Volentem ducit, nolentem trahit.'

I naturally felt it my duty to call upon my mentor, Father Georgi, to
whom I gave all my good news.  He said I was on the right road, and
that my fortune was in my hands.

"Recollect," added the good father, "that to lead a blameless life
you must curb your passions, and that whatever misfortune may befall
you it cannot be ascribed by any one to a want of good luck, or
attributed to fate; those words are devoid of sense, and all the
fault will rightly fall on your own head."

"I foresee, reverend father, that my youth and my want of experience
will often make it necessary for me to disturb you.  I am afraid of
proving myself too heavy a charge for you, but you will find me
docile and obedient."

"I suppose you will often think me rather too severe; but you are not
likely to confide everything to me."

"Everything, without any exception."

"Allow me to feel somewhat doubtful; you have not told me where you
spent four hours yesterday."

"Because I did not think it was worth mentioning.  I made the
acquaintance of those persons during my journey; I believe them to be
worthy and respectable, and the right sort of people for me to visit,
unless you should be of a different opinion."

"God forbid!  It is a very respectable house, frequented by honest
people.  They are delighted at having made your acquaintance; you are
much liked by everybody, and they hope to retain you as a friend; I
have heard all about it this morning; but you must not go there too
often and as a regular guest."

"Must I cease my visits at once, and without cause?"

"No, it would be a want of politeness on your part.  You may go there
once or twice every week, but do not be a constant visitor.  You are
sighing, my son?"

"No, I assure you not.  I will obey you."

"I hope it may not be only a matter of obedience, and I trust your
heart will not feel it a hardship, but, if necessary, your heart must
be conquered.  Recollect that the heart is the greatest enemy of
reason."

"Yet they can be made to agree."

"We often imagine so; but distrust the animism of your dear Horace.
You know that there is no middle course with it: 'nisi paret,
imperat'."

"I know it, but in the family of which we were speaking there is no
danger for my heart."

"I am glad of it, because in that case it will be all the easier for
you to abstain from frequent visits.  Remember that I shall trust
you."

"And I, reverend father; will listen to and follow your good advice.
I will visit Donna Cecilia only now and then."  Feeling most unhappy,
I took his hand to press it against my lips, but he folded me in his
arms as a father might have done, and turned himself round so as not
to let me see that he was weeping.

I dined at the cardinal's palace and sat near the Abbe Gama; the
table was laid for twelve persons, who all wore the costume of
priests, for in Rome everyone is a priest or wishes to be thought a
priest and as there is no law to forbid anyone to dress like an
ecclesiastic that dress is adopted by all those who wish to be
respected (noblemen excepted) even if they are not in the
ecclesiastical profession.

I felt very miserable, and did not utter a word during the dinner; my
silence was construed into a proof of my sagacity.  As we rose from
the table, the Abbe Gama invited me to spend the day with him, but I
declined under pretence of letters to be written, and I truly did so
for seven hours.  I wrote to Don Lelio, to Don Antonio, to my young
friend Paul, and to the worthy Bishop of Martorano, who answered that
he heartily wished himself in my place.

Deeply enamoured of Lucrezia and happy in my love, to give her up
appeared to me a shameful action.  In order to insure the happiness
of my future life, I was beginning to be the executioner of my
present felicity, and the tormentor of my heart.  I revolted against
such a necessity which I judged fictitious, and which I could not
admit unless I stood guilty of vileness before the tribunal of my own
reason.  I thought that Father Georgi, if he wished to forbid my
visiting that family, ought not to have said that it was worthy of
respect; my sorrow would not have been so intense.  The day and the
whole of the night were spent in painful thoughts.

In the morning the Abbe Gama brought me a great book filled with
ministerial letters from which I was to compile for my amusement.
After a short time devoted to that occupation, I went out to take my
first French lesson, after which I walked towards the Strada-
Condotta.  I intended to take a long walk, when I heard myself called
by my name.  I saw the Abbe Gama in front of a coffee-house.
I whispered to him that Minerva had forbidden me the coffee-rooms of
Rome.  "Minerva," he answered, "desires you to form some idea of such
places.  Sit down by me."

I heard a young abbe telling aloud, but without bitterness, a story,
which attacked in a most direct manner the justice of His Holiness.
Everybody was laughing and echoing the story.  Another, being asked
why he had left the services of Cardinal B., answered that it was
because his eminence did not think himself called upon to pay him
apart for certain private services, and everybody laughed outright.
Another came to the Abbe Gama, and told him that, if he felt any
inclination to spend the afternoon at the Villa Medicis, he would
find him there with two young Roman girls who were satisfied with a
'quartino', a gold coin worth one-fourth of a sequin.  Another abbe
read an incendiary sonnet against the government, and several took a
copy of it.  Another read a satire of his own composition, in which
he tore to pieces the honour of a family.  In the middle of all that
confusion, I saw a priest with a very attractive countenance come in.
The size of his hips made me take him for a woman dressed in men's
clothes, and I said so to Gama, who told me that he was the
celebrated castrato, Bepino delta Mamana.  The abbe called him to us,
and told him with a laugh that I had taken him for a girl.  The
impudent fellow looked me full in the face, and said that, if I
liked, he would shew me whether I had been right or wrong.

At the dinner-table everyone spoke to me, and I fancied I had given
proper answers to all, but, when the repast was over, the Abbe Gama
invited me to take coffee in his own apartment.  The moment we were
alone, he told me that all the guests I had met were worthy and
honest men, and he asked me whether I believed that I had succeeded
in pleasing the company.

"I flatter myself I have," I answered.

"You are wrong," said the abbe, "you are flattering yourself.  You
have so conspicuously avoided the questions put to you that everybody
in the room noticed your extreme reserve.  In the future no one will
ask you any questions."

"I should be sorry if it should turn out so, but was I to expose my
own concerns?"

"No, but there is a medium in all things."

"Yes, the medium of Horace, but it is often a matter of great
difficulty to hit it exactly."

"A man ought to know how to obtain affection and esteem at the same
time."

"That is the very wish nearest to my heart."

"To-day you have tried for the esteem much more than for the
affection of your fellow-creatures.  It may be a noble aspiration,
but you must prepare yourself to fight jealousy and her daughter,
calumny; if those two monsters do not succeed in destroying you, the
victory must be yours.  Now, for instance, you thoroughly refuted
Salicetti to-day.  Well, he is a physician, and what is more a
Corsican; he must feel badly towards you."

"Could I grant that the longings of women during their pregnancy have
no influence whatever on the skin of the foetus, when I know the
reverse to be the case?  Are you not of my opinion?"

"I am for neither party; I have seen many children with some such
marks, but I have no means of knowing with certainty whether those
marks have their origin in some longing experienced by the mother
while she was pregnant."

"But I can swear it is so."

"All the better for you if your conviction is based upon such
evidence, and all the worse for Salicetti if he denies the
possibility of the thing without certain authority.  But let him
remain in error; it is better thus than to prove him in the wrong and
to make a bitter enemy of him."

In the evening I called upon Lucrezia.  The family knew my success,
and warmly congratulated me.  Lucrezia told me that I looked sad, and
I answered that I was assisting at the funeral of my liberty, for I
was no longer my own master.  Her husband, always fond of a joke,
told her that I was in love with her, and his mother-in-law advised
him not to show so much intrepidity.  I only remained an hour with
those charming persons, and then took leave of them, but the very air
around me was heated by the flame within my breast.  When I reached
my room I began to write, and spent the night in composing an ode
which I sent the next day to the advocate.  I was certain that he
would shew it to his wife, who loved poetry, and who did not yet know
that I was a poet.  I abstained from seeing her again for three or
four days.  I was learning French, and making extracts from
ministerial letters.

His eminence was in the habit of receiving every evening, and his
rooms were thronged with the highest nobility of Rome; I had never
attended these receptions.  The Abbe Gama told me that I ought to do
so as well as he did, without any pretension.  I followed his advice
and went; nobody spoke to me, but as I was unknown everyone looked at
me and enquired who I was.  The Abbe Gama asked me which was the lady
who appeared to me the most amiable, and I shewed one to him; but I
regretted having done so, for the courtier went to her, and of course
informed her of what I had said.  Soon afterwards I saw her look at
me through her eye-glass and smile kindly upon me.  She was the
Marchioness G----, whose 'cicisbeo' was Cardinal S---- C----.

On the very day I had fixed to spend the evening with Donna Lucrezia
the worthy advocate called upon me.  He told me that if I thought I
was going to prove I was not in love with his wife by staying away I
was very much mistaken, and he invited me to accompany all the family
to Testaccio, where they intended to have luncheon on the following
Thursday.  He added that his wife knew my ode by heart, and that she
had read it to the intended husband of Angelique, who had a great
wish to make my acquaintance.  That gentleman was likewise a poet,
and would be one of the party to Testaccio.  I promised the advocate
I would come to his house on the Thursday with a carriage for two.

At that time every Thursday in the month of October was a festival
day in Rome.  I went to see Donna Cecilia in the evening, and we
talked about the excursion the whole time.  I felt certain that Donna
Lucrezia looked forward to it with as much pleasure as I did myself.
We had no fixed plan, we could not have any, but we trusted to the
god of love, and tacitly placed our confidence in his protection.

I took care that Father Georgi should not hear of that excursion
before I mentioned it to him myself, and I hastened to him in order
to obtain his permission to go.  I confess that, to obtain his leave,
I professed the most complete indifference about it, and the
consequence was that the good man insisted upon my going, saying that
it was a family party, and that it was quite right for me to visit
the environs of Rome and to enjoy myself in a respectable way.

I went to Donna Cecilia's in a carriage which I hired from a certain
Roland, a native of Avignon, and if I insist here upon his name it is
because my readers will meet him again in eighteen years, his
acquaintance with me having had very important results.  The charming
widow introduced me to Don Francisco, her intended son-in-law, whom
she represented as a great friend of literary men, and very deeply
learned himself.  I accepted it as gospel, and behaved accordingly;
yet I thought he looked rather heavy and not sufficiently elated for
a young man on the point of marrying such a pretty girl as Angelique.
But he had plenty of good-nature and plenty of money, and these are
better than learning and gallantry.

As we were ready to get into the carriages, the advocate told me that
he would ride with me in my carriage, and that the three ladies would
go with Don Francisco in the other.  I answered at once that he ought
to keep Don Francisco company, and that I claimed the privilege of
taking care of Donna Cecilia, adding that I should feel dishonoured
if things were arranged differently.  Thereupon I offered my arm to
the handsome widow, who thought the arrangement according to the
rules of etiquette and good breeding, and an approving look of my
Lucrezia gave me the most agreeable sensation.  Yet the proposal of
the advocate struck me somewhat unpleasantly, because it was in
contradiction with his former behaviour, and especially with what he
had said to me in my room a few days before.  "Has he become
jealous?"  I said to myself; that would have made me almost angry,
but the hope of bringing him round during our stay at Testaccio
cleared away the dark cloud on my mind, and I was very amiable to
Donna Cecilia.  What with lunching and walking we contrived to pass
the afternoon very pleasantly; I was very gay, and my love for
Lucrezia was not once mentioned; I was all attention to her mother.
I occasionally addressed myself to Lucrezia, but not once to the
advocate, feeling this the best way to shew him that he had insulted
me.

As we prepared to return, the advocate carried off Donna Cecilia and
went with her to the carriage in which were already seated Angelique
and Don Francisco.  Scarcely able to control my delight, I offered my
arm to Donna Lucrezia, paying her some absurd compliment, while the
advocate laughed outright, and seemed to enjoy the trick he imagined
he had played me.

How many things we might have said to each other before giving
ourselves up to the material enjoyment of our love, had not the
instants been so precious!  But, aware that we had only half an hour
before us, we were sparing of the minutes.  We were absorbed in
voluptuous pleasure when suddenly Lucrezia exclaims,---

"Oh!  dear, how unhappy we are!"

She pushes me back, composes herself, the carriage stops, and the
servant opens the door.  "What is the matter?" I enquire.  "We are at
home."  Whenever I recollect the circumstance, it seems to me
fabulous, for it is not possible to annihilate time, and the horses
were regular old screws.  But we were lucky all through.  The night
was dark, and my beloved angel happened to be on the right side to
get out of the carriage first, so that, although the advocate was at
the door of the brougham as soon as the footman, everything went
right, owing to the slow manner in which Lucrezia alighted.  I
remained at Donna Cecilia's until midnight.

When I got home again, I went to bed; but how could I sleep?  I felt
burning in me the flame which I had not been able to restore to its
original source in the too short distance from Testaccio to Rome.  It
was consuming me.  Oh! unhappy are those who believe that the
pleasures of Cythera are worth having, unless they are enjoyed in the
most perfect accord by two hearts overflowing with love!

I only rose in time for my French lesson.  My teacher had a pretty
daughter, named Barbara, who was always present during my lessons,
and who sometimes taught me herself with even more exactitude than
her father.  A good-looking young man, who likewise took lessons, was
courting her, and I soon perceived that she loved him.  This young
man called often upon me, and I liked him, especially on account of
his reserve, for, although I made him confess his love for Barbara,
he always changed the subject, if I mentioned it in our conversation.

I had made up my mind to respect his reserve, and had not alluded to
his affection for several days.  But all at once I remarked that he
had ceased his visits both to me and to his teacher, and at the same
time I observed that the young girl was no longer present at my
lessons; I felt some curiosity to know what had happened, although it
was not, after all, any concern of mine.

A few days after, as I was returning from church, I met the young
man, and reproached him for keeping away from us all.  He told me
that great sorrow had befallen him, which had fairly turned his
brain, and that he was a prey to the most intense despair.  His eyes
were wet with tears.  As I was leaving him, he held me back, and I
told him that I would no longer be his friend unless he opened his
heart to me.  He took me to one of the cloisters, and he spoke thus:

"I have loved Barbara for the last six months, and for three months
she has given me indisputable proofs of her affection.  Five days
ago, we were betrayed by the servant, and the father caught us in a
rather delicate position.  He left the room without saying one word,
and I followed him, thinking of throwing myself at his feet; but, as
I appeared before him, he took hold of me by the arm, pushed me
roughly to the door, and forbade me ever to present myself again at
his house.  I cannot claim her hand in marriage, because one of my
brothers is married, and my father is not rich; I have no profession,
and my mistress has nothing.  Alas, now that I have confessed all to
you, tell me, I entreat you, how she is.  I am certain that she is as
miserable as I am myself.  I cannot manage to get a letter delivered
to her, for she does not leave the house, even to attend church.
Unhappy wretch!  What shall I do?"

I could but pity him, for, as a man of honour, it was impossible for
me to interfere in such a business.  I told him that I had not seen
Barbara for five days, and, not knowing what to say, I gave him the
advice which is tendered by all fools under similar circumstances; I
advised him to forget his mistress.

We had then reached the quay of Ripetta, and, observing that he was
casting dark looks towards the Tiber, I feared his despair might lead
him to commit some foolish attempt against his own life, and, in
order to calm his excited feelings, I promised to make some enquiries
from the father about his mistress, and to inform him of all I heard.
He felt quieted by my promise, and entreated me not to forget him.

In spite of the fire which had been raging through my veins ever
since the excursion to Testaccio, I had not seen my Lucrezia for four
days.  I dreaded Father Georgi's suave manner, and I was still more
afraid of finding he had made up his mind to give me no more advice.
But, unable to resist my desires, I called upon Lucrezia after my
French lesson, and found her alone, sad and dispirited.

"Ah!" she exclaimed, as soon as I was by her side, "I think you might
find time to come and see me!"

"My beloved one, it is not that I cannot find time, but I am so
jealous of my love that I would rather die than let it be known
publicly.  I have been thinking of inviting you all to dine with me
at Frascati.  I will send you a phaeton, and I trust that some lucky
accident will smile upon our love."

"Oh!  yes, do, dearest!  I am sure your invitation will be accepted:"

In a quarter of an hour the rest of the family came in, and I
proffered my invitation for the following Sunday, which happened to
be the Festival of St. Ursula, patroness of Lucrezia's youngest
sister.  I begged Donna Cecilia to bring her as well as her son.  My
proposal being readily accepted, I gave notice that the phaeton would
be at Donna Cecilia's door at seven o'clock, and that I would come
myself with a carriage for two persons.

The next day I went to M. Dalacqua, and, after my lesson, I saw
Barbara who, passing from one room to another, dropped a paper and
earnestly looked at me.  I felt bound to pick it up, because a
servant, who was at hand, might have seen it and taken it.  It was a
letter, enclosing another addressed to her lover.  The note for me
ran thus: "If you think it to be a sin to deliver the enclosed to
your friend, burn it.  Have pity on an unfortunate girl, and be
discreet."

The enclosed letter which was unsealed, ran as follows: "If you love
me as deeply as 'I love you, you cannot hope to be happy without me;
we cannot correspond in any other way than the one I am bold enough
to adopt.  I am ready to do anything to unite our lives until death.
Consider and decide."

The cruel situation of the poor girl moved me almost to tears; yet I
determined to return her letter the next day, and I enclosed it in a
note in which I begged her to excuse me if I could not render her the
service she required at my hands.  I put it in my pocket ready for
delivery.  The next day I went for my lesson as usual, but, not
seeing Barbara, I had no opportunity of returning her letter, and
postponed its delivery to the following day.  Unfortunately, just
after I had returned to my room, the unhappy lover made his
appearance.  His eyes were red from weeping, his voice hoarse; he
drew such a vivid picture of his misery, that, dreading some mad
action counselled by despair, I could not withhold from him the
consolation which I knew it was in my power to give.  This was my
first error in this fatal business; I was the victim of my own
kindness.

The poor fellow read the letter over and over; he kissed it with
transports of joy; he wept, hugged me, and thanked me for saving his
life, and finally entreated me to take charge of his answer, as his
beloved mistress must be longing for consolation as much as he had
been himself, assuring me that his letter could not in any way
implicate me, and that I was at liberty to read it.

And truly, although very long, his letter contained nothing but the
assurance of everlasting love, and hopes which could not be realized.
Yet I was wrong to accept the character of Mercury to the two young
lovers.  To refuse, I had only to recollect that Father Georgi would
certainly have disapproved of my easy compliance.

The next day I found M. Dalacqua ill in bed; his daughter gave me my
lesson in his room, and I thought that perhaps she had obtained her
pardon.  I contrived to give her her lover's letter, which she
dextrously conveyed to her pocket, but her blushes would have easily
betrayed her if her father had been looking that way.  After the
lesson I gave M. Dalacqua notice that I would not come on the morrow,
as it was the Festival of St. Ursula, one of the eleven thousand
princesses and martyr-virgins.

In the evening, at the reception of his eminence, which I attended
regularly, although persons of distinction seldom spoke to me, the
cardinal beckoned to me.  He was speaking to the beautiful
Marchioness G----, to whom Gama had indiscreetly confided that I
thought her the handsomest woman amongst his eminence's guests.

"Her grace," said the Cardinal, "wishes to know whether you are
making rapid progress in the French language, which she speaks
admirably."

I answered in Italian that I had learned a great deal, but that I was
not yet bold enough to speak.

"You should be bold," said the marchioness, "but without showing any
pretension.  It is the best wav to disarm criticism."

My mind having almost unwittingly lent to the words "You should be
bold" a meaning which had very likely been far from the idea of the
marchioness, I turned very red, and the handsome speaker, observing
it, changed the conversation and dismissed me.

The next morning, at seven o'clock, I was at Donna Cecilia's door.
The phaeton was there as well as the carriage for two persons, which
this time was an elegant vis-a-vis, so light and well-hung that Donna
Cecilia praised it highly when she took her seat.

"I shall have my turn as we return to Rome," said Lucrezia; and I
bowed to her as if in acceptance of her promise.

Lucrezia thus set suspicion at defiance in order to prevent suspicion
arising.  My happiness was assured, and I gave way to my natural flow
of spirits.  I ordered a splendid dinner, and we all set out towards
the Villa Ludovisi.  As we might have missed each other during our
ramblings, we agreed to meet again at the inn at one o'clock.  The
discreet widow took the arm of her son-in-law, Angelique remained
with her sister, and Lucrezia was my delightful share; Ursula and her
brother were running about together, and in less than a quarter of an
hour I had Lucrezia entirely to myself.

"Did you remark," she said, "with what candour I secured for us two
hours of delightful 'tete-a-tete', and a 'tete-a-tete' in a 'vis-a-
vis', too!  How clever Love is!"

"Yes, darling, Love has made but one of our two souls.  I adore you,
and if I have the courage to pass so many days without seeing you it
is in order to be rewarded by the freedom of one single day like
this."

"I did not think it possible.  But you have managed it all very well.
You know too much for your age, dearest."

"A month ago, my beloved, I was but an ignorant child, and you are
the first woman who has initiated me into the mysteries of love.
Your departure will kill me, for I could not find another woman like
you in all Italy."

"What! am I your first love?  Alas! you will never be cured of it.
Oh! why am I not entirely your own?  You are also the first true love
of my heart, and you will be the last.  How great will be the
happiness of my successor!  I should not be jealous of her, but what
suffering would be mine if I thought that her heart was not like
mine!"

Lucrezia, seeing my eyes wet with tears, began to give way to her
own, and, seating ourselves on the grass, our lips drank our tears
amidst the sweetest kisses.  How sweet is the nectar of the tears
shed by love, when that nectar is relished amidst the raptures of
mutual ardour!  I have often tasted them--those delicious tears, and
I can say knowingly that the ancient physicians were right, and that
the modern are wrong.

In a moment of calm, seeing the disorder in which we both were, I
told her that we might be surprised.

"Do not fear, my best beloved," she said, "we are under the
guardianship of our good angels."

We were resting and reviving our strength by gazing into one
another's eyes, when suddenly Lucrezia, casting a glance to the
right, exclaimed,

"Look there!  idol of my heart, have I not told you so?  Yes, the
angels are watching over us!  Ah!  how he stares at us!  He seems to
try to give us confidence.  Look at that little demon; admire him!
He must certainly be your guardian spirit or mine."

I thought she was delirious.

"What are you saying, dearest?  I do not understand you.  What am I
to admire?"

"Do you not see that beautiful serpent with the blazing skin, which
lifts its head and seems to worship us?"

I looked in the direction she indicated, and saw a serpent with
changeable colours about three feet in length, which did seem to be
looking at us.  I was not particularly pleased at the sight, but I
could not show myself less courageous than she was.

"What!" said I, "are you not afraid?"

"I tell you, again, that the sight is delightful to me, and I feel
certain that it is a spirit with nothing but the shape, or rather the
appearance, of a serpent."

"And if the spirit came gliding along the grass and hissed at you?"

"I would hold you tighter against my bosom, and set him at defiance.
In your arms Lucrezia is safe.  Look!  the spirit is going away.
Quick, quick!  He is warning us of the approach of some profane
person, and tells us to seek some other retreat to renew our
pleasures.  Let us go."

We rose and slowly advanced towards Donna Cecilia and the advocate,
who were just emerging from a neighbouring alley.  Without avoiding
them, and without hurrying, just as if to meet one another was a very
natural occurrence, I enquired of Donna Cecilia whether her daughter
had any fear of serpents.

"In spite of all her strength of mind," she answered, "she is
dreadfully afraid of thunder, and she will scream with terror at the
sight of the smallest snake.  There are some here, but she need not
be frightened, for they are not venomous"

I was speechless with astonishment, for I discovered that I had just
witnessed a wonderful love miracle.  At that moment the children came
up, and, without ceremony, we again parted company.

"Tell me, wonderful being, bewitching woman, what would you have done
if, instead of your pretty serpent, you had seen your husband and
your mother?"

"Nothing.  Do you not know that, in moments of such rapture, lovers
see and feel nothing but love?  Do you doubt having possessed me
wholly, entirely?"

Lucrezia, in speaking thus, was not composing a poetical ode; she was
not feigning fictitious sentiments; her looks, the sound of her
voice, were truth itself!

"Are you certain," I enquired, "that we are not suspected?"

"My husband does not believe us to be in love with each other, or
else he does not mind such trifling pleasures as youth is generally
wont to indulge in.  My mother is a clever woman, and perhaps she
suspects the truth, but she is aware that it is no longer any concern
of hers.  As to my sister, she must know everything, for she cannot
have forgotten the broken-down bed; but she is prudent, and besides,
she has taken it into her head to pity me.  She has no conception of
the nature of my feelings towards you.  If I had not met you, my
beloved, I should probably have gone through life without realizing
such feelings myself; for what I feel for my husband.... well, I have
for him the obedience which my position as a wife imposes upon me."

"And yet he is most happy, and I envy him!  He can clasp in his arms
all your lovely person whenever he likes!  There is no hateful veil
to hide any of your charms from his gaze."

"Oh!  where art thou, my dear serpent?  Come to us, come and protect
us against the surprise of the uninitiated, and this very instant I
fulfil all the wishes of him I adore!"

We passed the morning in repeating that we loved each other, and in
exchanging over and over again substantial proofs of our mutual
passion.

We had a delicious dinner, during which I was all attention for the
amiable Donna Cecilia.  My pretty tortoise-shell box, filled with
excellent snuff, went more than once round the table.  As it happened
to be in the hands of Lucrezia who was sitting on my left, her
husband told her that, if I had no objection, she might give me her
ring and keep the snuff-box in exchange.  Thinking that the ring was
not of as much value as my box, I immediately accepted, but I found
the ring of greater value.  Lucrezia would not, however, listen to
anything on that subject.  She put the box in her pocket, and thus
compelled me to keep her ring.

Dessert was nearly over, the conversation was very animated, when
suddenly the intended husband of Angelique claimed our attention for
the reading of a sonnet which he had composed and dedicated to me.  I
thanked him, and placing the sonnet in my pocket promised to write
one for him.  This was not, however, what he wished; he expected
that, stimulated by emulation, I would call for paper and pen, and
sacrifice to Apollo hours which it was much more to my taste to
employ in worshipping another god whom his cold nature knew only by
name.  We drank coffee, I paid the bill, and we went about rambling
through the labyrinthine alleys of the Villa Aldobrandini.

What sweet recollections that villa has left in my memory!  It seemed
as if I saw my divine Lucrezia for the first time.  Our looks were
full of ardent love, our hearts were beating in concert with the most
tender impatience, and a natural instinct was leading us towards a
solitary asylum which the hand of Love seemed to have prepared on
purpose for the mysteries of its secret worship.  There, in the
middle of a long avenue, and under a canopy of thick foliage, we
found a wide sofa made of grass, and sheltered by a deep thicket;
from that place our eyes could range over an immense plain, and view
the avenue to such a distance right and left that we were perfectly
secure against any surprise.  We did not require to exchange one word
at the sight of this beautiful temple so favourable to our love; our
hearts spoke the same language.

Without a word being spoken, our ready hands soon managed to get rid
of all obstacles, and to expose in a state of nature all the beauties
which are generally veiled by troublesome wearing apparel.  Two whole
hours were devoted to the most delightful, loving ecstasies.  At last
we exclaimed together in mutual ecstasy, "O Love, we thank thee!"

We slowly retraced our steps towards the carriages, revelling in our
intense happiness.  Lucrezia informed me that Angelique's suitor was
wealthy, that he owned a splendid villa at Tivoli, and that most
likely he would invite us all to dine and pass the night there.
"I pray the god of love," she added, "to grant us a night as
beautiful as this day has been."  Then, looking sad, she said, "But
alas!  the ecclesiastical lawsuit which has brought my husband to
Rome is progressing so favourably that I am mortally afraid he will
obtain judgment all too soon."

The journey back to the city lasted two hours; we were alone in my
vis-a-vis and we overtaxed nature, exacting more than it can possibly
give.  As we were getting near Rome we were compelled to let the
curtain fall before the denouement of the drama which we had
performed to the complete satisfaction of the actors.

I returned home rather fatigued, but the sound sleep which was so
natural at my age restored my full vigour, and in the morning I took
my French lesson at the usual hour.




CHAPTER X

Benedict XIV--Excursion to Tivoli--Departure of Lucrezia--The
Marchioness G.--Barbara Dalacqua--My Misfortunes--I Leave Rome


M. Dalacqua being very ill, his daughter Barbara gave me my lesson.
When it was over, she seized an opportunity of slipping a letter into
my pocket, and immediately disappeared, so that I had no chance of
refusing.  The letter was addressed to me, and expressed feelings of
the warmest gratitude.  She only desired me to inform her lover that
her father had spoken to her again, and that most likely he would
engage a new servant as soon as he had recovered from his illness,
and she concluded her letter by assuring me that she never would
implicate me in this business.

Her father was compelled to keep his bed for a fortnight, and Barbara
continued to give me my lesson every day.  I felt for her an interest
which, from me towards a young and pretty girl, was, indeed, quite a
new sentiment.  It was a feeling of pity, and I was proud of being
able to help and comfort her.  Her eyes never rested upon mine, her
hand never met mine, I never saw in her toilet the slightest wish to
please me.  She was very pretty, and I knew she had a tender, loving
nature; but nothing interfered with the respect and the regard which
I was bound in honour and in good faith to feel towards her, and I
was proud to remark that she never thought me capable of taking
advantage of her weakness or of her position.

When the father had recovered he dismissed his servant and engaged
another.  Barbara entreated me to inform her friend of the
circumstance, and likewise of her hope to gain the new servant to
their interests, at least sufficiently to secure the possibility of
carrying on some correspondence.  I promised to do so, and as a mark
of her gratitude she took my hand to carry it to her lips, but
quickly withdrawing it I tried to kiss her; she turned her face away,
blushing deeply.  I was much pleased with her modesty.

Barbara having succeeded in gaining the new servant over, I had
nothing more to do with the intrigue, and I was very glad of it, for
I knew my interference might have brought evil on my own head.
Unfortunately, it was already too late.

I seldom visited Don Gaspar; the study of the French language took up
all my mornings, and it was only in the morning that I could see him;
but I called every evening upon Father Georgi, and, although I went
to him only as one of his 'proteges', it gave me some reputation.  I
seldom spoke before his guests, yet I never felt weary, for in his
circle his friends would criticise without slandering, discuss
politics without stubbornness, literature without passion, and I
profited by all.  After my visit to the sagacious monk, I used to
attend the assembly of the cardinal, my master, as a matter of duty.
Almost every evening, when she happened to see me at her card-table,
the beautiful marchioness would address to me a few gracious words in
French, and I always answered in Italian, not caring to make her
laugh before so many persons.  My feelings for her were of a singular
kind.  I must leave them to the analysis of the reader.  I thought
that woman charming, yet I avoided her; it was not because I was
afraid of falling in love with her; I loved Lucrezia, and I firmly
believed that such an affection was a shield against any other
attachment, but it was because I feared that she might love me or
have a passing fancy for me.  Was it self-conceit or modesty, vice or
virtue?  Perhaps neither one nor the other.

One evening she desired the Abbe Gama to call me to her; she was
standing near the cardinal, my patron, and the moment I approached
her she caused me a strange feeling of surprise by asking me in
Italian a question which I was far from anticipating:

"How did you like Frascati?"

"Very much, madam; I have never seen such a beautiful place."

"But your company was still more beautiful, and your vis-a-vis was
very smart."

I only bowed low to the marchioness, and a moment after Cardinal
Acquaviva said to me, kindly,

"You are astonished at your adventure being known?"

"No, my lord; but I am surprised that people should talk of it.  I
could not have believed Rome to be so much like a small village."

"The longer you live in Rome," said his eminence, "the more you will
find it so.  You have not yet presented yourself to kiss the foot of
our Holy Father?"

"Not yet, my lord."

"Then you must do so."

I bowed in compliance to his wishes.

The Abbe Gama told me to present myself to the Pope on the morrow,
and he added,

"Of course you have already shewn yourself in the Marchioness G.'s
palace?"

"No, I have never been there."

"You astonish me; but she often speaks to you!"

"I have no objection to go with you."

"I never visit at her palace."

"Yet she speaks to you likewise."

"Yes, but....  You do not know Rome; go alone; believe me, you ought
to go."

"Will she receive me?"

"You are joking, I suppose.  Of course it is out of the question for
you to be announced.  You will call when the doors are wide open to
everybody.  You will meet there all those who pay homage to her."

"Will she see me?"

"No doubt of it."

On the following day I proceeded to Monte-Cavallo, and I was at once
led into the room where the Pope was alone.  I threw myself on my
knees and kissed the holy cross on his most holy slipper.  The Pope
enquiring who I was, I told him, and he answered that he knew me,
congratulating me upon my being in the service of so eminent a
cardinal.  He asked me how I had succeeded in gaining the cardinal's
favour; I answered with a faithful recital of my adventures from my
arrival at Martorano.  He laughed heartily at all I said respecting
the poor and worthy bishop, and remarked that, instead of trying to
address him in Tuscan, I could speak in the Venetian dialect, as he
was himself speaking to me in the dialect of Bologna.  I felt quite
at my ease with him, and I told him so much news and amused him so
well that the Holy Father kindly said that he would be glad to see me
whenever I presented myself at Monte-Cavallo.  I begged his
permission to read all forbidden books, and he granted it with his
blessing, saying that I should have the permission in writing, but he
forgot it.

Benedict XIV, was a learned man, very amiable, and fond of a joke.
I saw him for the second time at the Villa Medicis.  He called me to
him, and continued his walk, speaking of trifling things.  He was
then accompanied by Cardinal Albani and the ambassador from Venice.
A man of modest appearance approached His Holiness, who asked what he
required; the man said a few words in a low voice, and, after
listening to him, the Pope answered, "You are right, place your trust
in God;" and he gave him his blessing.  The poor fellow went away
very dejected, and the Holy Father continued his walk.

"This man," I said, "most Holy Father, has not been pleased with the
answer of Your Holiness."

"Why?"

"Because most likely he had already addressed himself to God before
he ventured to apply to you; and when Your Holiness sends him to God
again, he finds himself sent back, as the proverb says, from Herod to
Pilate."

The Pope, as well as his two companions, laughed heartily; but I kept
a serious countenance.

"I cannot," continued the Pope, "do any good without God's
assistance."

"Very true, Holy Father; but the man is aware that you are God's
prime minister, and it is easy to imagine his trouble now that the
minister sends him again to the master.  His only resource is to give
money to the beggars of Rome, who for one 'bajocco' will pray for
him.  They boast of their influence before the throne of the
Almighty, but as I have faith only in your credit, I entreat Your
Holiness to deliver me of the heat which inflames my eyes by granting
me permission to eat meat."

"Eat meat, my son."

"Holy Father, give me your blessing."

He blessed me, adding that I was not dispensed from fasting.

That very evening, at the cardinal's assembly, I found that the news
of my dialogue with the Pope was already known.  Everybody was
anxious to speak to me.  I felt flattered, but I was much more
delighted at the joy which Cardinal Acquaviva tried in vain to
conceal.

As I wished not to neglect Gama's advice, I presented myself at the
mansion of the beautiful marchioness at the hour at which everyone
had free access to her ladyship.  I saw her, I saw the cardinal and a
great many abbes; but I might have supposed myself invisible, for no
one honoured me with a look, and no one spoke to me.  I left after
having performed for half an hour the character of a mute.  Five or
six days afterwards, the marchioness told me graciously that she had
caught a sight of me in her reception-rooms.

"I was there, it is true, madam; but I had no idea that I had had the
honour to be seen by your ladyship."

"Oh!  I see everybody.  They tell me that you have wit."

"If it is not a mistake on the part of your informants, your ladyship
gives me very good news."

"Oh! they are excellent judges."

"Then, madam, those persons must have honoured me with their
conversation; otherwise, it is not likely that they would have been
able to express such an opinion."

"No doubt; but let me see you often at my receptions."

Our conversation had been overheard by those who were around; his
excellency the cardinal told me that, when the marchioness addressed
herself particularly to me in French, my duty was to answer her in
the same language, good or bad.  The cunning politician Gama took me
apart, and remarked that my repartees were too smart, too cutting,
and that, after a time, I would be sure to displease.  I had made
considerable progress in French; I had given up my lessons, and
practice was all I required.  I was then in the habit of calling
sometimes upon Lucrezia in the morning, and of visiting in the
evening Father Georgi, who was acquainted with the excursion to
Frascati, and had not expressed any dissatisfaction.

Two days after the sort of command laid upon me by the marchioness, I
presented myself at her reception.  As soon as she saw me, she
favoured me with a smile which I acknowledged by a deep reverence;
that was all.  In a quarter of an hour afterwards I left the mansion.
The marchioness was beautiful, but she was powerful, and I could not
make up my mind to crawl at the feet of power, and, on that head, I
felt disgusted with the manners of the Romans.

One morning towards the end of November the advocate, accompanied by
Angelique's intended, called on me.  The latter gave me a pressing
invitation to spend twenty-four hours at Tivoli with the friends I
had entertained at Frascati.  I accepted with great pleasure, for I
had found no opportunity of being alone with Lucrezia since the
Festival of St. Ursula.  I promised to be at Donna Cecilia's house at
day-break with the same 'is-a-vis'.  It was necessary to start very
early, because Tivoli is sixteen miles from Rome, and has so many
objects of interest that it requires many hours to see them all.  As
I had to sleep out that night, I craved permission to do so from the
cardinal himself, who, hearing with whom I was going, told me that I
was quite right not to lose such an opportunity of visiting that
splendid place in such good society.

The first dawn of day found me with my 'vis-a-vis' and four at the
door of Donna Cecilia, who came with me as before.  The charming
widow, notwithstanding her strict morality, was delighted at my love
for her daughter.  The family rode in a large phaeton hired by Don
Francisco, which gave room for six persons.

At half-past seven in the morning we made a halt at a small place
where had been prepared, by Don Franciso's orders, an excellent
breakfast, which was intended to replace the dinner, and we all made
a hearty meal, as we were not likely to find time for anything but
supper at Tivoli.  I wore on my finger the beautiful ring which
Lucrezia had given me.  At the back of the ring I had had a piece of
enamel placed, on it was delineated a saduceus, with one serpent
between the letters Alpha and Omega.  This ring was the subject of
conversation during breakfast, and Don Francisco, as well as the
advocate, exerted himself in vain to guess the meaning of the
hieroglyphs; much to the amusement of Lucrezia, who understood the
mysterious secret so well.  We continued our road, and reached Tivoli
at ten o'clock.

We began by visiting Don Francisco's villa.  It was a beautiful
little house, and we spent the following six hours in examining
together the antiquities of Tivoli.  Lucrezia having occasion to
whisper a few words to Don Francisco, I seized the opportunity of
telling Angelique that after her marriage I should be happy to spend
a few days of the fine season with her.

"Sir," she answered, "I give you fair notice that the moment I become
mistress in this house you will be the very first person to be
excluded."

"I feel greatly obliged to you, signora, for your timely notice."

But the most amusing part of the affair was that I construed
Angelique's wanton insult into a declaration of love.  I was
astounded.  Lucrezia, remarking the state I was in, touched my arm,
enquiring what ailed me.  I told her, and she said at once,

"My darling, my happiness cannot last long; the cruel moment of our
separation is drawing near.  When I have gone, pray undertake the
task of compelling her to acknowledge her error.  Angelique pities
me, be sure to avenge me."

I have forgotten to mention that at Don Francisco's villa I happened
to praise a very pretty room opening upon the orange-house, and the
amiable host, having heard me, came obligingly to me, and said that
it should be my room that night.  Lucrezia feigned not to hear, but
it was to her Ariadne's clue, for, as we were to remain altogether
during our visit to the beauties of Tivoli, we had no chance of a
tete-a-tete through the day.

I have said that we devoted six hours to an examination of the
antiquities of Tivoli, but I am bound to confess here that I saw, for
my part, very little of them, and it was only twenty-eight years
later that I made a thorough acquaintance with the beautiful spot.

We returned to the villa towards evening, fatigued and very hungry,
but an hour's rest before supper--a repast which lasted two hours,
the most delicious dishes, the most exquisite wines, and particularly
the excellent wine of Tivoli--restored us so well that everybody
wanted nothing more than a good bed and the freedom to enjoy the bed
according to his own taste.

As everybody objected to sleep alone, Lucrezia said that she would
sleep with Angelique in one of the rooms leading to the orange-house,
and proposed that her husband should share a room with the young
abbe, his brother-in-law, and that Donna Cecilia should take her
youngest daughter with her.

The arrangement met with general approbation, and Don Francisco,
taking a candle, escorted me to my pretty little room adjoining the
one in which the two sisters were to sleep, and, after shewing me how
I could lock myself in, he wished me good night and left me alone.

Angelique had no idea that I was her near neighbour, but Lucrezia and
I, without exchanging a single word on the subject, had perfectly
understood each other.

I watched through the key-hole and saw the two sisters come into
their room, preceded by the polite Don Francisco, who carried a
taper, and, after lighting a night-lamp, bade them good night and
retired.  Then my two beauties, their door once locked, sat down on
the sofa and completed their night toilet, which, in that fortunate
climate, is similar to the costume of our first mother.  Lucrezia,
knowing that I was waiting to come in, told her sister to lie down on
the side towards the window, and the virgin, having no idea that she
was exposing her most secret beauties to my profane eyes, crossed the
room in a state of complete nakedness.  Lucrezia put out the lamp and
lay down near her innocent sister.

Happy moments which I can no longer enjoy, but the sweet remembrance
of which death alone can make me lose!  I believe I never undressed
myself as quickly as I did that evening.

I open the door and fall into the arms of my Lucrezia, who says to
her sister, "It is my angel, my love; never mind him, and go to
sleep."

What a delightful picture I could offer to my readers if it were
possible for me to paint voluptuousnes in its most enchanting
colours!  What ecstasies of love from the very onset!  What delicious
raptures succeed each other until the sweetest fatigue made us give
way to the soothing influence of Morpheus!

The first rays of the sun, piercing through the crevices of the
shutters, wake us out of our refreshing slumbers, and like two
valorous knights who have ceased fighting only to renew the contest
with increased ardour, we lose no time in giving ourselves up to all
the intensity of the flame which consumes us.

"Oh, my beloved Lucrezia! how supremely happy I am!  But, my darling,
mind your sister; she might turn round and see us."

"Fear nothing, my life; my sister is kind, she loves me, she pities
me; do you not love me, my dear Angelique?  Oh! turn round, see how
happy your sister is, and know what felicity awaits you when you own
the sway of love."

Angelique, a young maiden of seventeen summers, who must have
suffered the torments of Tantalus during the night, and who only
wishes for a pretext to shew that she has forgiven her sister, turns
round, and covering her sister with kisses, confesses that she has
not closed her eyes through the night.

"Then forgive likewise, darling Angelique, forgive him who loves me,
and whom I adore," says Lucrezia.

Unfathomable power of the god who conquers all human beings!

"Angelique hates me," I say, "I dare not...."

"No, I do not hate you!" answers the charming girl.

"Kiss her, dearest," says Lucrezia, pushing me towards her sister,
and pleased to see her in my arms motionless and languid.

But sentiment, still more than love, forbids me to deprive Lucrezia
of the proof of my gratitude, and I turn to her with all the rapture
of a beginner, feeling that my ardour is increased by Angelique's
ecstasy, as for the first time she witnesses the amorous contest.
Lucrezia, dying of enjoyment, entreats me to stop, but, as I do not
listen to her prayer, she tricks me, and the sweet Angelique makes
her first sacrifice to the mother of love.  It is thus, very likely,
that when the gods inhabited this earth, the voluptuous Arcadia, in
love with the soft and pleasing breath of Zephyrus, one day opened
her arms, and was fecundated.

Lucrezia was astonished and delighted, and covered us both with
kisses.  Angelique, as happy as her sister, expired deliciously in my
arms for the third time, and she seconded me with so much loving
ardour, that it seemed to me I was tasting happiness for the first
time.

Phoebus had left the nuptial couch, and his rays were already
diffusing light over the universe; and that light, reaching us
through the closed shutters, gave me warning to quit the place; we
exchanged the most loving adieus, I left my two divinities and
retired to my own room.  A few minutes afterwards, the cheerful voice
of the advocate was heard in the chamber of the sisters; he was
reproaching them for sleeping too long!  Then he knocked at my door,
threatening to bring the ladies to me, and went away, saying that he
would send me the hair-dresser.

After many ablutions and a careful toilet, I thought I could skew my
face, and I presented myself coolly in the drawing-room.  The two
sisters were there with the other members of our society, and I was
delighted with their rosy cheeks.  Lucrezia was frank and gay, and
beamed with happiness; Angelique, as fresh as the morning dew, was
more radiant than usual, but fidgety, and carefully avoided looking
me in the face.  I saw that my useless attempts to catch her eyes
made her smile, and I remarked to her mother, rather mischievously,
that it was a pity Angelique used paint for her face.  She was duped
by this stratagem, and compelled me to pass a handkerchief over her
face, and was then obliged to look at me.  I offered her my
apologies, and Don Francisco appeared highly pleased that the
complexion of his intended had met with such triumph.

After breakfast we took a walk through the garden, and, finding
myself alone with Lucrezia, I expostulated tenderly with her for
having almost thrown her sister in my arms.

"Do not reproach me," she said, "when I deserve praise.  I have
brought light into the darkness of my charming sister's soul; I have
initiated her in the sweetest of mysteries, and now, instead of
pitying me, she must envy me.  Far from having hatred for you, she
must love you dearly, and as I am so unhappy as to have to part from
you very soon, my beloved, I leave her to you; she will replace me."

"Ah, Lucrezia!  how can I love her?"

"Is she not a charming girl?"

"No doubt of it; but my adoration for you is a shield against any
other love.  Besides Don Francisco must, of course, entirely
monopolize her, and I do not wish to cause coolness between them, or
to ruin the peace of their home.  I am certain your sister is not
like you, and I would bet that, even now, she upbraids herself for
having given way to the ardour of her temperament:"

"Most likely; but, dearest, I am sorry to say my husband expects to
obtain judgment in the course of this week, and then the short
instants of happiness will for ever be lost to me."

This was sad news indeed, and to cause a diversion at the breakfast-
table I took much notice of the generous Don Francisco, and promised
to compose a nuptial song for his wedding-day, which had been fixed
for the early part of January.

We returned to Rome, and for the three hours that she was with me in
my vis-a-vis, Lucrezia had no reason to think that my ardour was at
all abated.  But when we reached the city I was rather fatigued, and
proceeded at once to the palace.

Lucrezia had guessed rightly; her husband obtained his judgment three
or four days afterwards, and called upon me to announce their
departure for the day after the morrow; he expressed his warm
friendship for me, and by his invitation I spent the two last
evenings with Lucrezia, but we were always surrounded by the family.
The day of her departure, wishing to cause her an agreeable surprise,
I left Rome before them and waited for them at the place where I
thought they would put up for the night, but the advocate, having
been detained by several engagements, was detained in Rome, and they
only reached the place next day for dinner.  We dined together, we
exchanged a sad, painful farewell, and they continued their journey
while I returned to Rome.

After the departure of this charming woman, I found myself in sort of
solitude very natural to a young man whose heart is not full of hope.

I passed whole days in my room, making extracts from the French
letters written by the cardinal, and his eminence was kind enough to
tell me that my extracts were judiciously made, but that he insisted
upon my not working so hard.  The beautiful marchioness was present
when he paid me that compliment.

Since my second visit to her, I had not presented myself at her
house; she was consequently rather cool to me, and, glad of an
opportunity of making me feel her displeasure, she remarked to his
eminence that very likely work was a consolation to me in the great
void caused by the departure of Donna Lucrezia.

"I candidly confess, madam, that I have felt her loss deeply.  She
was kind and generous; above all, she was indulgent when I did not
call often upon her.  My friendship for her was innocent."

"I have no doubt of it, although your ode was the work of a poet
deeply in love."

"Oh!" said the kindly cardinal, "a poet cannot possibly write without
professing to be in love."

"But," replied the marchioness, "if the poet is really in love, he
has no need of professing a feeling which he possesses."

As she was speaking, the marchioness drew out of her pocket a paper
which she offered to his eminence.

"This is the ode," she said, "it does great honour to the poet, for
it is admitted to be a masterpiece by all the literati in Rome, and
Donna Lucrezia knows it by heart."

The cardinal read it over and returned it, smiling, and remarking
that, as he had no taste for Italian poetry, she must give herself
the pleasure of translating it into French rhyme if she wished him to
admire it.

"I only write French prose," answered the marchioness, "and a prose
translation destroys half the beauty of poetry.  I am satisfied with
writing occasionally a little Italian poetry without any pretension
to poetical fame"

Those words were accompanied by a very significant glance in my
direction.

"I should consider myself fortunate, madam, if I could obtain the
happiness of admiring some of your poetry."

"Here is a sonnet of her ladyship's," said Cardinal S. C.

I took it respectfully, and I prepared to read it, but the amiable
marchioness told me to put it in my pocket and return it to the
cardinal the next day, although she did not think the sonnet worth so
much trouble.  "If you should happen to go out in the morning," said
Cardinal S. C., "you could bring it back, and dine with me." Cardinal
Aquaviva immediately answered for me: "He will be sure to go out
purposely."

With a deep reverence, which expressed my thanks, I left the room
quietly and returned to my apartment, very impatient to read the
sonnet.  Yet, before satisfying my wish, I could not help making some
reflections on the situation.  I began to think myself somebody since
the gigantic stride I had made this evening at the cardinal's
assembly.  The Marchioness de G. had shewn in the most open way the
interest she felt in me, and, under cover of her grandeur, had not
hesitated to compromise herself publicly by the most flattering
advances.  But who would have thought of disapproving?  A young abbe
like me, without any importance whatever, who could scarcely pretend
to her high protection!  True, but she was precisely the woman to
grant it to those who, feeling themselves unworthy of it, dared not
shew any pretensions to her patronage.  On that head, my modesty must
be evident to everyone, and the marchioness would certainly have
insulted me had she supposed me capable of sufficient vanity to fancy
that she felt the slightest inclination for me.  No, such a piece of
self-conceit was not in accordance with my nature.  Her cardinal
himself had invited me to dinner.  Would he have done so if he had
admitted the possibility of the beautiful marchioness feeling
anything for me?  Of course not, and he gave me an invitation to dine
with him only because he had understood, from the very words of the
lady, that I was just the sort of person with whom they could
converse for a few hours without any risk; to be sure, without any
risk whatever.  Oh, Master Casanova! do you really think so?

Well, why should I put on a mask before my readers?  They may think
me conceited if they please, but the fact of the matter is that I
felt sure of having made a conquest of the marchioness.  I
congratulated myself because she had taken the first, most difficult,
and most important step.  Had she not done so, I should never have
dared-to lay siege to her even in the most approved fashion; I should
never have even ventured to dream of winning her.  It was only this
evening that I thought she might replace Lucrezia.  She was
beautiful, young, full of wit and talent; she was fond of literary
pursuits, and very powerful in Rome; what more was necessary?  Yet I
thought it would be good policy to appear ignorant of her inclination
for me, and to let her suppose from the very next day that I was in
love with her, but that my love appeared to me hopeless.  I knew that
such a plan was infallible, because it saved her dignity.  It seemed
to me that Father Georgi himself would be compelled to approve such
an undertaking, and I had remarked with great satisfaction that
Cardinal Acquaviva had expressed his delight at Cardinal S. C.'s
invitation--an honour which he had never yet bestowed on me himself.
This affair might have very important results for me.

I read the marchioness's sonnet, and found it easy, flowing, and well
written.  It was composed in praise of the King of Prussia, who had
just conquered Silesia by a masterly stroke.  As I was copying it,
the idea struck me to personify Silesia, and to make her, in answer
to the sonnet, bewail that Love (supposed to be the author of the
sonnet of the marchioness) could applaud the man who had conquered
her, when that conqueror was the sworn enemy of Love.

It is impossible for a man accustomed to write poetry to abstain when
a happy subject smiles upon his delighted imagination.  If he
attempted to smother the poetical flame running through his veins it
would consume him.  I composed my sonnet, keeping the same rhymes as
in the original, and, well pleased with my muse, I went to bed.

The next morning the Abbe Gama came in just as I had finished
recopying my sonnet, and said he would breakfast with me.  He
complimented me upon the honour conferred on me by the invitation of
Cardinal S. C.

"But be prudent," he added, "for his eminence has the reputation of
being jealous:"

I thanked him for his friendly advice, taking care to assure him that
I had nothing to fear, because I did not feel the slightest
inclination for the handsome marchioness.

Cardinal S. C.  received me with great kindness mingled with dignity,
to make me realize the importance of the favour he was bestowing upon
me.

"What do you think," he enquired, "of the sonnet?"

"Monsignor, it is perfectly written, and, what is more, it is a
charming composition.  Allow me to return it to you with my thanks."

"She has much talent.  I wish to shew you ten stanzas of her
composition, my dear abbe, but you must promise to be very discreet
about it."

"Your eminence may rely on me."

He opened his bureau and brought forth the stanzas of which he was
the subject.  I read them, found them well written, but devoid of
enthusiasm; they were the work of a poet, and expressed love in the
words of passion, but were not pervaded by that peculiar feeling by
which true love is so easily discovered.  The worthy cardinal was
doubtless guilty of a very great indiscretion, but self-love is the
cause of so many injudicious steps!  I asked his eminence whether he
had answered the stanzas.

"No," he replied, "I have not; but would you feel disposed to lend me
your poetical pen, always under the seal of secrecy?"

"As to secrecy, monsignor, I promise it faithfully; but I am afraid
the marchioness will remark the difference between your style and
mine."

"She has nothing of my composition," said the cardinal; "I do not
think she supposes me a fine poet, and for that reason your stanzas
must be written in such a manner that she will not esteem them above
my abilities."

"I will write them with pleasure, monsignor, and your eminence can
form an opinion; if they do not seem good enough to be worthy of you,
they need not be given to the marchioness."

"That is well said.  Will you write them at once?"

"What! now, monsignor?  It is not like prose."

"Well, well!  try to let me have them to-morrow."

We dined alone, and his eminence complimented me upon my excellent
appetite, which he remarked was as good as his own; but I was
beginning to understand my eccentric host, and, to flatter him, I
answered that he praised me more than I deserved, and that my
appetite was inferior to his.  The singular compliment delighted him,
and I saw all the use I could make of his eminence.

Towards the end of the dinner, as we were conversing, the marchioness
made her appearance, and, as a matter of course, without being
announced.  Her looks threw me into raptures; I thought her a perfect
beauty.  She did not give the cardinal time to meet her, but sat down
near him, while I remained standing, according to etiquette.

Without appearing to notice me, the marchioness ran wittily over
various topics until coffee was brought in.  Then, addressing herself
to me, she told me to sit down, just as if she was bestowing charity
upon me.

"By-the-by, abbe," she said, a minute after, "have you read my
sonnet?"

"Yes, madam, and I have had the honour to return it to his eminence.
I have found it so perfect that I am certain it must have cost you a
great deal of time."

"Time?" exclaimed the cardinal; "Oh! you do not know the
marchioness."

"Monsignor," I replied, "nothing can be done well without time, and
that is why I have not dared to chew to your eminence an answer to
the sonnet which I have written in half an hour."

"Let us see it, abbe," said the marchioness; "I want to read it."

"Answer of Silesia to Love."  This title brought the most fascinating
blushes on her countenance.  "But Love is not mentioned in the
sonnet," exclaimed the cardinal.  "Wait," said the marchioness, "we
must respect the idea of the poet:"

She read the sonnet over and over, and thought that the reproaches
addressed by Silesia to Love were very just.  She explained my idea
to the cardinal, making him understand why Silesia was offended at
having been conquered by the King of Prussia.

"Ah, I see, I see!" exclaimed the cardinal, full of joy; "Silesia is
a woman....  and the King of Prussia....  Oh!  oh!  that is really a
fine idea!"  And the good cardinal laughed heartily for more than a
quarter of an hour.  "I must copy that sonnet," he added, "indeed I
must have it."

"The abbe," said the obliging marchioness, "will save you the
trouble: I will dictate it to him."

I prepared to write, but his eminence suddenly exclaimed, "My dear
marchioness, this is wonderful; he has kept the same rhymes as in
your own sonnet: did you observe it?"

The beautiful marchioness gave me then a look of such expression that
she completed her conquest.  I understood that she wanted me to know
the cardinal as well as she knew him; it was a kind of partnership in
which I was quite ready to play my part.

As soon as I had written the sonnet under the charming woman's
dictation, I took my leave, but not before the cardinal had told me
that he expected me to dinner the next day.

I had plenty of work before me, for the ten stanzas I had to compose
were of the most singular character, and I lost no time in shutting
myself up in my room to think of them.  I had to keep my balance
between two points of equal difficulty, and I felt that great care
was indispensable.  I had to place the marchioness in such a position
that she could pretend to believe the cardinal the author of the
stanzas, and, at the same time, compel her to find out that I had
written them, and that I was aware of her knowing it.  It was
necessary to speak so carefully that not one expression should
breathe even the faintest hope on my part, and yet to make my stanzas
blaze with the ardent fire of my love under the thin veil of poetry.
As for the cardinal, I knew well enough that the better the stanzas
were written, the more disposed he would be to sign them.  All I
wanted was clearness, so difficult to obtain in poetry, while a
little doubtful darkness would have been accounted sublime by my new
Midas.  But, although I wanted to please him, the cardinal was only a
secondary consideration, and the handsome marchioness the principal
object.

As the marchioness in her verses had made a pompous enumeration of
every physical and moral quality of his eminence, it was of course
natural that he should return the compliment, and here my task was
easy.  At last having mastered my subject well, I began my work, and
giving full career to my imagination and to my feelings I composed
the ten stanzas, and gave the finishing stroke with these two
beautiful lines from Ariosto:

          Le angelicche bellezze nate al cielo
          Non si ponno celar sotto alcum velo.

Rather pleased with my production, I presented it the next day to the
cardinal, modestly saying that I doubted whether he would accept the
authorship of so ordinary a composition.  He read the stanzas twice
over without taste or expression, and said at last that they were
indeed not much, but exactly what he wanted.  He thanked me
particularly for the two lines from Ariosto, saying that they would
assist in throwing the authorship upon himself, as they would prove
to the lady for whom they were intended that he had not been able to
write them without borrowing.  And, as to offer me some consolation,
he told me that, in recopying the lines, he would take care to make a
few mistakes in the rhythm to complete the illusion.

We dined earlier than the day before, and I withdrew immediately
after dinner so as to give him leisure to make a copy of the stanzas
before the arrival of the lady.

The next evening I met the marchioness at the entrance of the palace,
and offered her my arm to come out of her carriage.  The instant she
alighted, she said to me,

"If ever your stanzas and mine become known in Rome, you may be sure
of my enmity."

"Madam, I do not understand what you mean."

"I expected you to answer me in this manner," replied the
marchioness, "but recollect what I have said."

I left her at the door of the reception-room, and thinking that she
was really angry with me, I went away in despair.  "My stanzas," I
said to myself, "are too fiery; they compromise her dignity, and her
pride is offended at my knowing the secret of her intrigue with
Cardinal S. C.  Yet, I feel certain that the dread she expresses of
my want of discretion is only feigned, it is but a pretext to turn me
out of her favour.  She has not understood my reserve!  What would
she have done, if I had painted her in the simple apparel of the
golden age, without any of those veils which modesty imposes upon her
sex!"  I was sorry I had not done so.  I undressed and went to bed.
My head was scarcely on the pillow when the Abbe Gama knocked at my
door.  I pulled the door-string, and coming in, he said,

"My dear sir, the cardinal wishes to see you, and I am sent by the
beautiful marchioness and Cardinal S. C., who desire you to come
down."

"I am very sorry, but I cannot go; tell them the truth; I am ill in
bed."

As the abbe did not return, I judged that he had faithfully acquitted
himself of the commission, and I spent a quiet night.  I was not yet
dressed in the morning, when I received a note from Cardinal S. C.
inviting me to dinner, saying that he had just been bled, and that he
wanted to speak to me: he concluded by entreating me to come to him
early, even if I did not feel well.

The invitation was pressing; I could not guess what had caused it,
but the tone of the letter did not forebode anything unpleasant.  I
went to church, where I was sure that Cardinal Acquaviva would see
me, and he did.  After mass, his eminence beckoned to me.

"Are you truly ill?" he enquired.

"No, monsignor, I was only sleepy."

"I am very glad to hear it; but you are wrong, for you are loved.
Cardinal S. C.  has been bled this morning."

"I know it, monsignor.  The cardinal tells me so in this note, in
which he invites me to dine with him, with your excellency's
permission."

"Certainly.  But this is amusing!  I did not know that he wanted a
third person."

"Will there be a third person?"

"I do not know, and I have no curiosity about it."

The cardinal left me, and everybody imagined that his eminence had
spoken to me of state affairs.

I went to my new Maecenas, whom I found in bed.

"I am compelled to observe strict diet," he said to me; "I shall have
to let you dine alone, but you will not lose by it as my cook does
not know it.  What I wanted to tell you is that your stanzas are, I
am afraid, too pretty, for the marchioness adores them.  If you had
read them to me in the same way that she does, I could never have
made up my mind to offer them."  "But she believes them to be written
by your eminence?"

"Of course."

"That is the essential point, monsignor."

"Yes; but what should I do if she took it into her head to compose
some new stanzas for me?"

"You would answer through the same pen, for you can dispose of me
night and day, and rely upon the utmost secrecy."

"I beg of you to accept this small present; it is some negrillo snuff
from Habana, which Cardinal Acquaviva has given me."

The snuff was excellent, but the object which contained it was still
better.  It was a splendid gold-enamelled box.  I received it with
respect, and with the expression of the deepest gratitude.

If his eminence did not know how to write poetry, at least he knew
how to be generous, and in a delicate manner, and that science is, at
least in my estimation, superior to the other for a great nobleman.

At noon, and much to my surprise, the beautiful marchioness made her
appearance in the most elegant morning toilet.

"If I had known you were in good company," she said to the cardinal,
"I would not have come."

"I am sure, dear marchioness, you will not find our dear abbe in the
way."

"No, for I believe him to be honest and true."

I kept at a respectful distance, ready to go away with my splendid
snuff-box at the first jest she might hurl at me.

The cardinal asked her if she intended to remain to dinner.

"Yes," she answered; "but I shall not enjoy my dinner, for I hate to
eat alone."

"If you would honour him so far, the abbe would keep you company."

She gave me a gracious look, but without uttering one word.

This was the first time I had anything to do with a woman of quality,
and that air of patronage, whatever kindness might accompany it,
always put me out of temper, for I thought it made love out of the
question.  However, as we were in the presence of the cardinal, I
fancied that she might be right in treating me in that fashion.

The table was laid out near the cardinal's bed, and the marchioness,
who ate hardly anything, encouraged me in my good appetite.

"I have told you that the abbe is equal to me in that respect," said
S. C.

"I truly believe," answered the marchioness, "that he does not remain
far behind you; but," added she with flattery, "you are more dainty
in your tastes."

"Would her ladyship be so good as to tell me in what I have appeared
to her to be a mere glutton?  For in all things I like only dainty
and exquisite morsels."

"Explain what you mean by saying in all things," said the cardinal.
Taking the liberty of laughing, I composed a few impromptu verses in
which I named all I thought dainty and exquisite.  The marchioness
applauded, saying that she admired my courage.

"My courage, madam, is due to you, for I am as timid as a hare when I
am not encouraged; you are the author of my impromptu."

"I admire you.  As for myself, were I encouraged by Apollo himself, I
could not compose four lines without paper and ink."

"Only give way boldly to your genius, madam, and you will produce
poetry worthy of heaven."

"That--is my opinion, too," said the cardinal.  "I entreat you to
give me permission to skew your ten stanzas to the abbe."

"They are not very good, but I have no objection provided it remains
between us."

The cardinal gave me, then, the stanzas composed by the marchioness,
and I read them aloud with all the expression, all the feeling
necessary to such reading.

"How well you have read those stanzas!" said the marchioness; "I can
hardly believe them to be my own composition; I thank you very much.
But have the goodness to give the benefit of your reading to the
stanzas which his eminence has written in answer to mine.  They
surpass them much."

"Do not believe it, my dear abbe," said the cardinal, handing them to
me.  "Yet try not to let them lose anything through your reading."

There was certainly no need of his eminence enforcing upon me such a
recommendation; it was my own poetry.  I could not have read it
otherwise than in my best style, especially when I had before me the
beautiful woman who had inspired them, and when, besides, Bacchus was
in me giving courage to Apollo as much as the beautiful eyes of the
marchioness were fanning into an ardent blaze the fire already
burning through my whole being.

I read the stanzas with so much expression that the cardinal was
enraptured, but I brought a deep carnation tint upon the cheeks of
the lovely marchioness when I came to the description of those
beauties which the imagination of the poet is allowed to guess at,
but which I could not, of course, have gazed upon.  She snatched the
paper from my hands with passion, saying that I was adding verses of
my own; it was true, but I did not confess it.  I was all aflame, and
the fire was scorching her as well as me.

The cardinal having fallen asleep, she rose and went to take a seat
on the balcony; I followed her.  She had a rather high seat; I stood
opposite to her, so that her knee touched the fob-pocket in which was
my watch.  What a position!  Taking hold gently of one of her hands,
I told her that she had ignited in my soul a devouring flame, that I
adored her, and that, unless some hope was left to me of finding her
sensible to my sufferings, I was determined to fly away from her for
ever.

"Yes, beautiful marchioness, pronounce my sentence."

"I fear you are a libertine and an unfaithful lover."

"I am neither one nor the other."

With these words I folded her in my arms, and I pressed upon her
lovely lips, as pure as a rose, an ardent kiss which she received
with the best possible grace.  This kiss, the forerunner of the most
delicious pleasures, had imparted to my hands the greatest boldness;
I was on the point of....  but the marchioness, changing her
position, entreated me so sweetly to respect her, that, enjoying new
voluptuousness through my very obedience, I not only abandoned an
easy victory, but I even begged her pardon, which I soon read in the
most loving look.

She spoke of Lucrezia, and was pleased with my discretion.  She then
alluded to the cardinal, doing her best to make me believe that there
was nothing between them but a feeling of innocent friendship.  Of
course I had my opinion on that subject, but it was my interest to
appear to believe every word she uttered.  We recited together lines
from our best poets, and all the time she was still sitting down and
I standing before her, with my looks rapt in the contemplation of the
most lovely charms, to which I remained insensible in appearance, for
I had made up my mind not to press her that evening for greater
favours than those I had already received.

The cardinal, waking from his long and peaceful siesta, got up and
joined us in his night-cap, and good-naturedly enquired whether we
had not felt impatient at his protracted sleep.  I remained until
dark and went home highly pleased with my day's work, but determined
to keep my ardent desires in check until the opportunity for complete
victory offered itself.

From that day, the charming marchioness never ceased to give me the
marks of her particular esteem, without the slightest constraint; I
was reckoning upon the carnival, which was close at hand, feeling
certain that the more I should spare her delicacy, the more she would
endeavour to find the opportunity of rewarding my loyalty, and of
crowning with happiness my loving constancy.  But fate ordained
otherwise; Dame Fortune turned her back upon me at the very moment
when the Pope and Cardinal Acquaviva were thinking of giving me a
really good position.

The Holy Father had congratulated me upon the beautiful snuff-box
presented to me by Cardinal S. C., but he had been careful never to
name the marchioness.  Cardinal Acquaviva expressed openly his
delight at his brother-cardinal having given me a taste of his
negrillo snuff in so splendid an envelope; the Abbe Gama, finding me
so forward on the road to success, did not venture to counsel me any
more, and the virtuous Father Georgi gave me but one piece of advice-
namely, to cling to the lovely marchioness and not to make any other
acquaintances.

Such was my position-truly a brilliant one, when, on Christmas Day,
the lover of Barbara Dalacqua entered my room, locked the door, and
threw himself on the sofa, exclaiming that I saw him for the last
time.

"I only come to beg of you some good advice."

"On what subject can I advise you?"

"Take this and read it; it will explain everything."

It was a letter from his mistress; the contents were these:

"I am pregnant of a child, the pledge of our mutual love; I can no
longer have any doubt of it, my beloved, and I forewarn you that I
have made up my mind to quit Rome alone, and to go away to die where
it may please God, if you refuse to take care of me and save me.  I
would suffer anything, do anything, rather than let my father
discover the truth."

"If you are a man of honour," I said, "you cannot abandon the poor
girl.  Marry her in spite of your father, in spite of her own, and
live together honestly.  The eternal Providence of God will watch
over you and help you in your difficulties:"

My advice seemed to bring calm to his mind, and he left me more
composed.

At the beginning of January, 1744, he called again, looking very
cheerful.  "I have hired," he said, "the top floor of the house next
to Barbara's dwelling; she knows it, and to-night I will gain her
apartment through one of the windows of the garret, and we will make
all our arrangements to enable me to carry her off.  I have made up
my mind; I have decided upon taking her to Naples, and I will take
with us the servant who, sleeping in the garret, had to be made a
confidante of."

"God speed you, my friend!"

A week afterwards, towards eleven o'clock at night, he entered my
room accompanied by an abbe.

"What do you want so late?"

"I wish to introduce you to this handsome abbe."

I looked up, and to my consternation I recognized Barbara.

"Has anyone seen you enter the house?" I enquired.

"No; and if we had been seen, what of it?  It is only an abbe.  We
now pass every night together."

"I congratulate you."

"The servant is our friend; she has consented to follow us, and all
our arrangements are completed."

"I wish you every happiness.  Adieu.  I beg you to leave me."

Three or four days after that visit, as I was walking with the Abbe
Gama towards the Villa Medicis, he told me deliberately that there
would be an execution during the night in the Piazza di Spagna.

"What kind of execution?"

"The bargello or his lieutenant will come to execute some 'ordine
santissimo', or to visit some suspicious dwelling in order to arrest
and carry off some person who does not expect anything of the sort."

"How do you know it?"

"His eminence has to know it, for the Pope would not venture to
encroach upon his jurisdiction without asking his permission."

"And his eminence has given it?"

"Yes, one of the Holy Father's auditors came for that purpose this
morning."

"But the cardinal might have refused?"

"Of course; but such a permission is never denied."

"And if the person to be arrested happened to be under the protection
of the cardinal--what then?"

"His eminence would give timely warning to that person."

We changed the conversation, but the news had disturbed me.  I
fancied that the execution threatened Barbara and her lover, for her
father's house was under the Spanish jurisdiction.  I tried to see
the young man but I could not succeed in meeting him, and I was
afraid lest a visit at his home or at M. Dalacqua's dwelling might
implicate me.  Yet it is certain that this last consideration would
not have stopped me if I had been positively sure that they were
threatened; had I felt satisfied of their danger, I would have braved
everything.

About midnight, as I was ready to go to bed, and just as I was
opening my door to take the key from outside, an abbe rushed panting
into my room and threw himself on a chair.  It was Barbara; I guessed
what had taken place, and, foreseeing all the evil consequences her
visit might have for me, deeply annoyed and very anxious, I upbraided
her for having taken refuge in my room, and entreated her to go away.

Fool that I was!  Knowing that I was only ruining myself without any
chance of saving her, I ought to have compelled her to leave my room,
I ought to have called for the servants if she had refused to
withdraw.  But I had not courage enough, or rather I voluntarily
obeyed the decrees of destiny.

When she heard my order to go away, she threw herself on her knees,
and melting into tears, she begged, she entreated my pity!

Where is the heart of steel which is not softened by the tears, by
the prayers of a pretty and unfortunate woman?  I gave way, but I
told her that it was ruin for both of us.

"No one," she replied, "has seen me, I am certain, when I entered the
mansion and came up to your room, and I consider my visit here a week
ago as most fortunate; otherwise, I never could have known which was
your room."

"Alas!  how much better if you had never come!  But what has become
of your lover?"

"The 'sbirri' have carried him off, as well as the servant.  I will
tell you all about it.  My lover had informed me that a carriage
would wait to-night at the foot of the flight of steps before the
Church of Trinita del Monte, and that he would be there himself.  I
entered his room through the garret window an hour ago.  There I put
on this disguise, and, accompanied by the servant, proceeded to meet
him.  The servant walked a few yards before me, and carried a parcel
of my things.  At the corner of the street, one of the buckles of my
shoes being unfastened, I stopped an instant, and the servant went
on, thinking that I was following her.  She reached the carriage, got
into it, and, as I was getting nearer, the light from a lantern
disclosed to me some thirty sbirri; at the same instant, one of them
got on the driver's box and drove off at full speed, carrying off the
servant, whom they must have mistaken for me, and my lover who was in
the coach awaiting me.  What could I do at such a fearful moment?  I
could not go back to my father's house, and I followed my first
impulse which brought me here.  And here I am!  You tell me that my
presence will cause your ruin; if it is so, tell me what to do; I
feel I am dying; but find some expedient and I am ready to do
anything, even to lay my life down, rather than be the cause of your
ruin."

But she wept more bitterly than ever.

Her position was so sad that I thought it worse even than mine,
although I could almost fancy I saw ruin before me despite my
innocence.

"Let me," I said, "conduct you to your father; I feel sure of
obtaining your pardon."

But my proposal only enhanced her fears.

"I am lost," she exclaimed; "I know my father.  Ah! reverend sir,
turn me out into the street, and abandon me to my miserable fate."

No doubt I ought to have done so, and I would have done it if the
consciousness of what was due to my own interest had been stronger
than my feeling of pity.  But her tears!  I have often said it, and
those amongst my readers who have experienced it, must be of the same
opinion; there is nothing on earth more irresistible than two
beautiful eyes shedding tears, when the owner of those eyes is
handsome, honest, and unhappy.  I found myself physically unable to
send her away.

"My poor girl," I said at last, "when daylight comes, and that will
not be long, for it is past midnight, what do you intend to do?"

"I must leave the palace," she replied, sobbing.  "In this disguise
no one can recognize me; I will leave Rome, and I will walk straight
before me until I fall on the ground, dying with grief and fatigue."

With these words she fell on the floor.  She was choking; I could see
her face turn blue; I was in the greatest distress.

I took off her neck-band, unlaced her stays under the abbe's dress, I
threw cold water in her face, and I finally succeeded in bringing her
back to consciousness.

The night was extremely cold, and there was no fire in my room.  I
advised her to get into my bed, promising to respect her.

"Alas!  reverend sir, pity is the only feeling with which I can now
inspire anyone."

And, to speak the truth I was too deeply moved, and, at the same
time, too full of anxiety, to leave room in me for any desire.
Having induced her to go to bed, and her extreme weakness preventing
her from doing anything for herself, I undressed her and put her to
bed, thus proving once more that compassion will silence the most
imperious requirements of nature, in spite of all the charms which
would, under other circumstances, excite to the highest degree the
senses of a man.  I lay down near her in my clothes, and woke her at
day-break.  Her strength was somewhat restored, she dressed herself
alone, and I left my room, telling her to keep quiet until my return.
I intended to proceed to her father's house, and to solicit her
pardon, but, having perceived some suspicious-looking men loitering
about the palace, I thought it wise to alter my mind, and went to a
coffeehouse.

I soon ascertanied that a spy was watching my movements at a
distance; but I did not appear to notice him, and having taken some
chocolate and stored a few biscuits in my pocket, I returned towards
the palace, apparently without any anxiety or hurry, always followed
by the same individual.  I judged that the bargello, having failed in
his project, was now reduced to guesswork, and I was strengthened in
that view of the case when the gate-keeper of the palace told me,
without my asking any question, as I came in, that an arrest had been
attempted during the night, and had not succeeded.  While he was
speaking, one of the auditors of the Vicar-General called to enquire
when he could see the Abby Gama.  I saw that no time was to be lost,
and went up to my room to decide upon what was to be done.

I began by making the poor girl eat a couple of biscuits soaked in
some Canary wine, and I took her afterwards to the top story of the
palace, where, leaving her in a not very decent closet which was not
used by anyone, I told her to wait for me.

My servant came soon after, and I ordered him to lock the door of my
room as soon as he finished cleaning it, and to bring me the key at
the Abbe Gama's apartment, where I was going.  I found Gama in
conversation with the auditor sent by the Vicar-General.  As soon as
he had dismissed him, he came to me, and ordered his servant to serve
the chocolate.  When we were left alone he gave me an account of his
interview with the auditor, who had come to entreat his eminence to
give orders to turn out of his palace a person who was supposed to
have taken refuge in it about midnight.  "We must wait," said the
abbe, "until the cardinal is visible, but I am quite certain that, if
anyone has taken refuge here unknown to him, his eminence will compel
that person to leave the palace."  We then spoke of the weather and
other trifles until my servant brought my key.  Judging that I had at
least an hour to spare, I bethought myself of a plan which alone
could save Barbara from shame and misery.

Feeling certain that I was unobserved, I went up to my poor prisoner
and made her write the following words in French:

"I am an honest girl, monsignor, though I am disguised in the dress
of an abbe.  I entreat your eminence to allow me to give my name only
to you and in person.  I hope that, prompted by the great goodness of
your soul, your eminence will save me from dishonour." I gave her the
necessary instructions, as to sending the note to the cardinal,
assuring her that he would have her brought to him as soon as he read
it.

"When you are in his presence," I added, "throw yourself on your
knees, tell him everything without any concealment, except as regards
your having passed the night in my room.  You must be sure not to
mention that circumstance, for the cardinal must remain in complete
ignorance of my knowing anything whatever of this intrigue.  Tell him
that, seeing your lover carried off, you rushed to his palace and ran
upstairs as far as you could go, and that after a most painful night
Heaven inspired you with the idea of writing to him to entreat his
pity.  I feel certain that, one way or the other, his eminence will
save you from dishonour, and it certainly is the only chance you have
of being united to the man you love so dearly."

She promised to follow 'my instructions faithfully, and, coming down,
I had my hair dressed and went to church, where the cardinal saw me.
I then went out and returned only for dinner, during which the only
subject of conversation was the adventure of the night.  Gama alone
said nothing, and I followed his example, but I understood from all
the talk going on round the table that the cardinal had taken my poor
Barbara under his protection.  That was all I wanted, and thinking
that I had nothing more to fear I congratulated myself, in petto,
upon my stratagem, which had, I thought, proved a master-stroke.
After dinner, finding myself alone with Gama, I asked him what was
the meaning of it all, and this is what he told me:

"A father, whose name I do not know yet, had requested the assistance
of the Vicar-General to prevent his son from carrying off a young
girl, with whom he intended to leave the States of the Church; the
pair had arranged to meet at midnight in this very square, and the
Vicar, having previously obtained the consent of our cardinal, as I
told you yesterday, gave orders to the bargello to dispose his men in
such a way as to catch the young people in the very act of running
away, and to arrest them.  The orders were executed, but the 'sbirri'
found out, when they returned to the bargello, that they had met with
only a half success, the woman who got out of the carriage with the
young man not belonging to that species likely to be carried off.
Soon afterwards a spy informed the bargello that, at the very moment
the arrest was executed, he had seen a young abbe run away very
rapidly and take refuge in this palace, and the suspicion immediately
arose that it might be the missing young lady in the disguise of an
ecclesiastic.  The bargello reported to the Vicar-General the failure
of his men, as well as the account given by the spy, and the Prelate,
sharing the suspicion of the police, sent to his eminence, our
master, requesting him to have the person in question, man or woman,
turned out of the palace, unless such persons should happen to be
known to his excellency, and therefore above suspicion.  Cardinal
Acquaviva was made acquainted with these circumstances at nine this
morning through the auditor you met in my room, and he promised to
have the person sent away unless she belonged to his household.

"According to his promise, the cardinal ordered the palace to be
searched, but, in less than a quarter of an hour, the major-domo
received orders to stop, and the only reason for these new
instructions must be this:

"I am told by the major-domo that at nine o'clock exactly a very
handsome, young abbe, whom he immediately judged to be a girl in
disguise, asked him to deliver a note to his eminence, and that the
cardinal, after reading it, had desired the said abbe be brought to
his apartment, which he has not left since.  As the order to stop
searching the palace was given immediately after the introduction of
the abbe to the cardinal, it is easy enough to suppose that this
ecclesiastic is no other than the young girl missed by the police,
who took refuge in the palace in which she must have passed the whole
night."

"I suppose," said I, "that his eminence will give her up to-day, if
not to the bargello, at least to the Vicar-General."

"No, not even to the Pope himself," answered Gama.  "You have not yet
a right idea of the protection of our cardinal, and that protection
is evidently granted to her, since the young person is not only in
the palace of his eminence, but also in his own apartment and under
his own guardianship."

The whole affair being in itself very interesting, my attention could
not appear extraordinary to Gama, however suspicious he might be
naturally, and I was certain that he would not have told me anything
if he had guessed the share I had taken in the adventure, and the
interest I must have felt in it.

The next day, Gama came to my room with a radiant countenance, and
informed me that the Cardinal-Vicar was aware of the ravisher being
my friend, and supposed that I was likewise the friend of the girl,
as she was the daughter of my French teacher.  "Everybody," he added,
"is satisfied that you knew the whole affair, and it is natural to
suspect that the poor girl spent the night in your room.  I admire
your prudent reserve during our conversation of yesterday.  You kept
so well on your guard that I would have sworn you knew nothing
whatever of the affair."

"And it is the truth," I answered, very seriously; "I have only
learned all the circumstances from you this moment.  I know the girl,
but I have not seen her for six weeks, since I gave up my French
lessons; I am much better acquainted with the young man, but he never
confided his project to me.  However, people may believe whatever
they please.  You say that it is natural for the girl to have passed
the night in my room, but you will not mind my laughing in the face
of those who accept their own suppositions as realities."

"That, my dear friend," said the abbe, "is one of the vices of the
Romans; happy those who can afford to laugh at it; but this slander
may do you harm, even in the mind of our cardinal."

As there was no performance at the Opera that night, I went to the
cardinal's reception; I found no difference towards me either in the
cardinal's manners, or in those of any other person, and the
marchioness was even more gracious than usual.

After dinner, on the following day, Gama informed me that the
cardinal had sent the young girl to a convent in which she would be
well treated at his eminence's expense, and that he was certain that
she would leave it only to become the wife of the young doctor.

"I should be very happy if it should turn out so," I replied; "for
they are both most estimable people."

Two days afterwards, I called upon Father Georgi, and he told me,
with an air of sorrow, that the great news of the day in Rome was the
failure of the attempt to carry off Dalacqua's daughter, and that all
the honour of the intrigue was given to me, which displeased him
much.  I told him what I had already told Gama, and he appeared to
believe me, but he added that in Rome people did not want to know
things as they truly were, but only as they wished them to be.

"It is known, that you have been in the habit of going every morning
to Dalacqua's house; it is known that the young man often called on
you; that is quite enough.  People do not care, to know the
circumstances which might counteract the slander, but only those,
likely to give it new force for slander is vastly relished in the
Holy City.  Your innocence will not prevent the whole adventure being
booked to your account, if, in forty years time you were proposed as
pope in the conclave."

During the following days the fatal adventure began to cause me more
annoyance than I could express, for everyone mentioned it to me, and
I could see clearly that people pretended to believe what I said only
because they did not dare to do otherwise.  The marchioness told me
jeeringly that the Signora Dalacqua had contracted peculiar
obligations towards me, but my sorrow was very great when, during the
last days of the carnival, I remarked that Cardinal Acquaviva's
manner had become constrained, although I was the only person who
observed the change.

The noise made by the affair was, however, beginning to subside,
when, in the first days of Lent, the cardinal desired me to come to
his private room, and spoke as follows

"The affair of the girl Dalacqua is now over; it is no longer spoken
of, but the verdict of the public is that you and I have profited by
the clumsiness of the young man who intended to carry her off.  In
reality I care little for such a verdict, for, under similar
circumstances, I should always act in a similar manner, and I do not
wish to know that which no one can compel you to confess, and which,
as a man of honour, you must not admit.  If you had no previous
knowledge of the intrigue, and had actually turned the girl out of
your room (supposing she did come to you), you would have been guilty
of a wrong and cowardly action, because you would have sealed her
misery for the remainder of her days, and it would not have caused
you to escape the suspicion of being an accomplice, while at the same
time it would have attached to you the odium of dastardly treachery.
Notwithstanding all I have just said, you can easily imagine that, in
spite of my utter contempt for all gossiping fools, I cannot openly
defy them.  I therefore feel myself compelled to ask you not only to
quit my service, but even to leave Rome.  I undertake to supply you
with an honourable pretext for your departure, so as to insure you
the continuation of the respect which you may have secured through
the marks of esteem I have bestowed upon you.  I promise you to
whisper in the ear of any person you may choose, and even to inform
everybody, that you are going on an important mission which I have
entrusted to you.  You have only to name the country where you want
to go; I have friends everywhere, and can recommend you to such
purpose that you will be sure to find employment.  My letters of
recommendation will be in my own handwriting, and nobody need know
where you are going.  Meet me to-morrow at the Villa Negroni, and let
me know where my letters are to be addressed.  You must be ready to
start within a week.  Believe me, I am sorry to lose you; but the
sacrifice is forced upon me by the most absurd prejudice.  Go now,
and do not let me witness your grief."

He spoke the last words because he saw my eyes filling with tears,
and he did not give me time to answer.  Before leaving his room, I
had the strength of mind to compose myself, and I put on such an air
of cheerfulness that the Abbe Gama, who took me to his room to drink
some coffee, complimented me upon my happy looks.

"I am sure," he said, "that they are caused by the conversation you
have had with his eminence."

"You are right; but you do not know the sorrow at my heart which I
try not to shew outwardly."

"What sorrow?"

"I am afraid of failing in a difficult mission which the cardinal has
entrusted me with this morning.  I am compelled to conceal how little
confidence I feel in myself in order not to lessen the good opinion
his eminence is pleased to entertain of me."

"If my advice can be of any service to you, pray dispose of me; but
you are quite right to chew yourself calm and cheerful.  Is it any
business to transact in Rome?"

"No; it is a journey I shall have to undertake in a week or ten
days."

"Which way?"

"Towards the west."

"Oh! I am not curious to know."

I went out alone and took a walk in the Villa Borghese, where I spent
two hours wrapped in dark despair.  I liked Rome, I was on the high
road to fortune, and suddenly I found myself in the abyss, without
knowing where to go, and with all my hopes scattered to the winds.  I
examined my conduct, I judged myself severely, I could not find
myself guilty of any crime save of too much kindness, but I perceived
how right the good Father Georgi had been.  My duty was not only to
take no part in the intrigue of the two love, but also to change my
French teacher the moment I beard of it; but this was like calling in
a doctor after death has struck the patient.  Besides, young as I
was, having no experience yet of misfortune, and still less of the
wickedness of society, it was very difficult for me to have that
prudence which a man gains only by long intercourse with the world.

"Where shall I go?"  This was the question which seemed to me
impossible of solution.  I thought of it all through the night, and
through the morning, but I thought in vain; after Rome, I was
indifferent where I went to!

In the evening, not caring for any supper, I had gone to my room; the
Abbe Gama came to me with a request from the cardinal not to accept
any invitation to dinner for the next day, as he wanted to speak to
me.  I therefore waited upon his eminence the next day at the Villa
Negroni; he was walking with his secretary, whom he dismissed the
moment he saw me.  As soon as we were alone, I gave him all the
particulars of the intrigue of the two lovers, and I expressed in the
most vivid manner the sorrow I felt at leaving his service.

"I have no hope of success," I added, "for I am certain that Fortune
will smile upon me only as long as I am near your eminence."

For nearly an hour I told him all the grief with which my heart was
bursting, weeping bitterly; yet I could not move him from his
decision.  Kindly, but firmly he pressed me to tell him to what part
of Europe I wanted to go, and despair as much as vexation made me
name Constantinople.

"Constantinople!" he exclaimed, moving back a step or two.

"Yes, monsignor, Constantinople," I repeated, wiping away my tears.

The prelate, a man of great wit, but a Spaniard to the very back-
bone, after remaining silent a few minutes, said, with a smile,

"I am glad you have not chosen Ispahan, as I should have felt rather
embarrassed.  When do you wish to go?"

"This day week, as your eminence has ordered me."

"Do you intend to sail from Naples or from Venice?"

"From Venice."

"I will give you such a passport as will be needed, for you will find
two armies in winter-quarters in the Romagna.  It strikes me that you
may tell everybody that I sent you to Constantinople, for nobody will
believe you."

This diplomatic suggestion nearly made me smile.  The cardinal told
me that I should dine with him, and he left me to join his secretary.

When I returned to the palace, thinking of the choice I had made, I
said to myself, "Either I am mad, or I am obeying the impulse of a
mysterious genius which sends me to Constantinople to work out my
fate."  I was only astonished that the cardinal had so readily
accepted my choice.  "Without any doubt," I thought, "he did not wish
me to believe that he had boasted of more than he could achieve, in
telling me that he had friends everywhere.  But to whom can he
recommend me in Constantinople?  I have not the slightest idea, but
to Constantinople I must go."

I dined alone with his eminence; he made a great show of peculiar
kindness and I of great satisfaction, for my self-pride, stronger
even than my sorrow, forbade me to let anyone guess that I was in
disgrace.  My deepest grief was, however, to leave the marchioness,
with whom I was in love, and from whom I had not obtained any
important favour.

Two days afterwards, the cardinal gave me a passport for Venice, and
a sealed letter addressed to Osman Bonneval, Pacha of Caramania, in
Constantinople.  There was no need of my saying anything to anyone,
but, as the cardinal had not forbidden me to do it, I shewed the
address on the letter to all my acquaintances.

The Chevalier de Lezze, the Venetian Ambassador, gave me a letter for
a wealthy Turk, a very worthy man who had been his friend; Don Gaspar
and Father Georgi asked me to write to them, but the Abbe Gams,
laughed, and said he was quite sure I was not going to
Constantinople.

I went to take my farewell of Donna Cecilia, who had just received a
letter from Lucrezia, imparting the news that she would soon be a
mother.  I also called upon Angelique and Don Francisco, who had
lately been married and had not invited me to the wedding.

When I called to take Cardinal Acquaviva's final instructions he gave
me a purse containing one hundred ounces, worth seven hundred
sequins.  I had three hundred more, so that my fortune amounted to
one thousand sequins; I kept two hundred, and for the rest I took a
letter of exchange upon a Ragusan who was established in Ancona.  I
left Rome in the coach with a lady going to Our Lady of Loretto, to
fulfil a vow made during a severe illness of her daughter, who
accompanied her.  The young lady was ugly; my journey was a rather
tedious one.



CHAPTER XI

My Short But Rather Too Gay Visit To Ancona--Cecilia, Marina,
Bellino--the Greek Slave of the Lazzaretto--Bellino Discovers Himself


I arrived in Ancona on the 25th of February, 1744, and put up at the
best inn.  Pleased with my room, I told mine host to prepare for me a
good meat dinner; but he answered that during Lent all good Catholics
eat nothing but fish.

"The Holy Father has granted me permission to eat meat."

"Let me see your permission."

"He gave it to me by word of mouth."

"Reverend sir, I am not obliged to believe you."

"You are a fool."

"I am master in my own house, and I beg you will go to some other
inn."

Such an answer, coupled to a most unexpected notice to quit, threw me
into a violent passion.  I was swearing, raving, screaming, when
suddenly a grave-looking individual made his appearance in my room,
and said to me:

"Sir, you are wrong in calling for meat, when in Ancona fish is much
better; you are wrong in expecting the landlord to believe you on
your bare word; and if you have obtained the permission from the
Pope, you have been wrong in soliciting it at your age; you have been
wrong in not asking for such permission in writing; you are wrong in
calling the host a fool, because it is a compliment that no man is
likely to accept in his own house; and, finally, you are wrong in
making such an uproar."

Far from increasing my bad temper, this individual, who had entered
my room only to treat me to a sermon, made me laugh.

"I willingly plead guilty, sir," I answered, "to all the counts which
you allege against me; but it is raining, it is getting late, I am
tired and hungry, and therefore you will easily understand that I do
not feel disposed to change my quarters.  Will you give me some
supper, as the landlord refuses to do so?"

"No," he replied, with great composure, "because I am a good Catholic
and fast.  But I will undertake to make it all right for you with the
landlord, who will give you a good supper."

Thereupon he went downstairs, and I, comparing my hastiness to his
calm, acknowledged the man worthy of teaching me some lessons.  He
soon came up again, informed me that peace was signed, and that I
would be served immediately.

"Will you not take supper with me?"

"No, but I will keep you company."

I accepted his offer, and to learn who he was, I told him my name,
giving myself the title of secretary to Cardinal Acquaviva.

"My name is Sancio Pico," he said; "I am a Castilian, and the
'proveditore' of the army of H. C. M., which is commanded by Count de
Gages under the orders of the generalissimo, the Duke of Modem."

My excellent appetite astonished him, and he enquired whether I had
dined.  "No," said I; and I saw his countenance assume an air of
satisfaction.

"Are you not afraid such a supper will hurt you?" he said.

"On the contrary, I hope it will do me a great deal of good."

"Then you have deceived the Pope?"

"No, for I did not tell him that I had no appetite, but only that I
liked meat better than fish."

"If you feel disposed to hear some good music," he said a moment
after, "follow me to the next room; the prima donna of Ancona lives
there."

The words prima donna interested me at once, and I followed him.  I
saw, sitting before a table, a woman already somewhat advanced in
age, with two young girls and two boys, but I looked in vain for the
actress, whom Don Sancio Pico at last presented to me in the shape of
one of the two boys, who was remarkably handsome and might have been
seventeen.  I thought he was a 'castrato' who, as is the custom in
Rome, performed all the parts of a prima donna.  The mother presented
to, me her other son, likewise very good-looking, but more manly than
the 'castrato', although younger.  His name was Petronio, and,
keeping up the transformations of the family, he was the first female
dancer at the opera.  The eldest girl, who was also introduced to me,
was named Cecilia, and studied music; she was twelve years old; the
youngest, called Marina, was only eleven, and like her brother
Petronio was consecrated to the worship of Terpsichore.  Both the
girls were very pretty.

The family came from Bologna and lived upon the talent of its
members; cheerfulness and amiability replaced wealth with them.
Bellino, such was the name of the castrato, yielding to the
entreaties of Don Sancio, rose from the table, went to the
harpiscord, and sang with the voice of an angel and with delightful
grace.  The Castilian listened with his eyes closed in an ecstasy of
enjoyment, but I, far from closing my eyes, gazed into Bellino's,
which seemed to dart amorous lightnings upon me.  I could discover in
him some of the features of Lucrezia and the graceful manner of the
marchioness, and everything betrayed a beautiful woman, for his dress
concealed but imperfectly the most splendid bosom.  The consequence
was that, in spite of his having been introduced as a man, I fancied
that the so-called Bellino was a disguised beauty, and, my
imagination taking at once the highest flight, I became thoroughly
enamoured.

We spent two very pleasant hours, and I returned to my room
accompanied by the Castilian.  "I intend to leave very early to-
morrow morning," he said, "for Sinigaglia, with the Abbe Vilmarcati,
but I expect to return for supper the day after to-morrow."  I wished
him a happy journey, saying that we would most 'likely meet on the
road, as I should probably leave Ancona myself on the same day, after
paying a visit to my banker.

I went to bed thinking of Bellino and of the impression he had made
upon me; I was sorry to go away without having proved to him that I
was not the dupe of his disguise.  Accordingly, I was well pleased to
see him enter my room in the morning as soon as I had opened my door.
He came to offer me the services of his young brother Petronio during
my stay in Ancona, instead of my engaging a valet de place.  I
willingly agreed to the proposal, and sent Petronio to get coffee for
all the family.

I asked Bellino to sit on my bed with the intention of making love to
him, and of treating him like a girl, but the two young sisters ran
into my room and disturbed my plans.  Yet the trio formed before me a
very pleasing sight; they represented natural beauty and artless
cheerfulness of three different kinds; unobtrusive familiarity,
theatrical wit, pleasing playfulness, and pretty Bolognese manners
which I witnessed for the first time; all this would have sufficed to
cheer me if I had been downcast.  Cecilia and Marina were two sweet
rosebuds, which, to bloom in all their beauty, required only the
inspiration of love, and they would certainly have had the preference
over Bellino if I had seen in him only the miserable outcast of
mankind, or rather the pitiful victim of sacerdotal cruelty, for, in
spite of their youth, the two amiable girls offered on their dawning
bosom the precious image of womanhood.

Petronio came with the coffee which he poured out, and I sent some to
the mother, who never left her room.  Petronio was a true male harlot
by taste and by profession.  The species is not scare in Italy, where
the offence is not regarded with the wild and ferocious intolerance
of England and Spain.  I had given him one sequin to pay for the
coffee, and told him to keep the change, and, to chew me his
gratitude, he gave me a voluptuous kiss with half-open lips,
supposing in me a taste which I was very far from entertaining.  I
disabused him, but he did not seem the least ashamed.  I told him to
order dinner for six persons, but he remarked that he would order it
only for four, as he had to keep his dear mother company; she always
took her dinner in bed.  Everyone to his taste, I thought, and I let
him do as he pleased.

Two minutes after he had gone, the landlord came to my room and said,
"Reverend sir, the persons you have invited here have each the
appetite of two men at least; I give you notice of it, because I must
charge accordingly."  "All right," I replied, "but let us have a good
dinner."

When I was dressed, I thought I ought to pay my compliments to the
compliant mother.  I went to her room, and congratulated her upon her
children.  She thanked me for the present I had given to Petronio,
and began to make me the confidant of her distress.  "The manager of
the theatre," she said, "is a miser who has given us only fifty Roman
crowns for the whole carnival.  We have spent them for our living,
and, to return to Bologna, we shall have to walk and beg our way."
Her confidence moved my pity, so I took a gold quadruple from my
purse and offered it to her; she wept for joy and gratitude.

"I promise you another gold quadruple, madam," I said, "if you will
confide in me entirely.  Confess that Bellino is a pretty woman in
disguise."

"I can assure you it is not so, although he has the appearance of a
woman."

"Not only the appearance, madam, but the tone, the manners; I am a
good judge."

"Nevertheless, he is a boy, for he has had to be examined before he
could sing on the stage here."

"And who examined him?"

"My lord bishop's chaplain."

"A chaplain?"

"Yes, and you may satisfy yourself by enquiring from him."

"The only way to clear my doubts would be to examine him myself."

"You may, if he has no objection, but truly I cannot interfere, as I
do not know what your intentions are."

"They are quite natural."

I returned to my room and sent Petronio for a bottle of Cyprus wine.
He brought the wine and seven sequins, the change for the doubloon I
had given him.  I divided them between Bellino, Cecilia and Marina,
and begged the two young girls to leave me alone with their brother.

"Bellino, I am certain that your natural conformation is different
from mine; my dear, you are a girl."

"I am a man, but a castrato; I have been examined."

"Allow me to examine you likewise, and I will give you a doubloon."

"I cannot, for it is evident that you love me, and such love is
condemned by religion."

"You did not raise these objections with the bishop's chaplain."

"He was an elderly priest, and besides, he only just glanced at me."

"I will know the truth," said I, extending my hand boldly.

But he repulsed me and rose from his chair.  His obstinacy vexed me,
for I had already spent fifteen or sixteen sequins to satisfy my
curiosity.

I began my dinner with a very bad humour, but the excellent appetite
of my pretty guests brought me round, and I soon thought that, after
all, cheerfulness was better than sulking, and I resolved to make up
for my disappointment with the two charming sisters, who seemed well
disposed to enjoy a frolic.

I began by distributing a few innocent kisses right and left, as I
sat between them near a good fire, eating chestnuts which we wetted
with Cyprus wine.  But very soon my greedy hands touched every part
which my lips could not kiss, and Cecilia, as well as Marina,
delighted in the game.  Seeing that Bellino was smiling, I kissed him
likewise, and his half-open ruffle attracting my hand, I ventured and
went in without resistance.  The chisel of Praxiteles had never
carved a finer bosom!

"Oh!  this is enough," I exclaimed; "I can no longer doubt that you
are a beautifully-formed woman!"

"It is," he replied, "the defect of all castrati."

"No, it is the perfection of all handsome women.  Bellino, believe me,
I am enough of a good judge to distinguish between the deformed
breast of a castrato, and that of a beautiful woman; and your
alabaster bosom belongs to a young beauty of seventeen summers."

Who does not know that love, inflamed by all that can excite it,
never stops in young people until it is satisfied, and that one
favour granted kindles the wish for a greater one?  I had begun well,
I tried to go further and to smother with burning kisses that which
my hand was pressing so ardently, but the false Bellino, as if he had
only just been aware of the illicit pleasure I was enjoying, rose and
ran away.  Anger increased in me the ardour of love, and feeling the
necessity of calming myself either by satisfying my ardent desires or
by evaporating them, I begged Cecilia, Bellino's pupil, to sing a few
Neapolitan airs.

I then went out to call upon the banker, from whom I took a letter of
exchange at sight upon Bologna, for the amount I had to receive from
him, and on my return, after a light supper with the two young
sisters, I prepared to go to bed, having previously instructed
Petronio to order a carriage for the morning.

I was just locking my door when Cecilia, half undressed, came in to
say that Bellino begged me to take him to Rimini, where he was
engaged to sing in an opera to be performed after Easter.

"Go and tell him, my dear little seraph, that I am ready to do what
he wishes, if he will only grant me in your presence what I desire; I
want to know for a certainty whether he is a man or a woman."

She left me and returned soon, saying that Bellino had gone to bed,
but that if I would postpone my departure for one day only he
promised to satisfy me on the morrow.

"Tell me the truth, Cecilia, and I will give you six sequins."

"I cannot earn them, for I have never seen him naked, and I cannot
swear to his being a girl.  But he must be a man, otherwise he would
not have been allowed to perform here."

"Well, I will remain until the day after to-morrow, provided you keep
me company tonight."

"Do you love me very much?"

"Very much indeed, if you shew yourself very kind."

"I will be very kind, for I love you dearly likewise.  I will go and
tell my mother."

"Of course you have a lover?"

"I never had one."

She left my room, and in a short time came back full of joy, saying
that her mother believed me an honest man; she of course meant a
generous one.  Cecilia locked the door, and throwing herself in my
arms covered me with kisses.  She was pretty, charming, but I was not
in love with her, and I was not able to say to her as to Lucrezia:
"You have made me so happy!" But she said it herself, and I did not
feel much flattered, although I pretended to believe her.  When I
woke up in the morning I gave her a tender salutation, and presenting
her with three doubloons, which must have particularly delighted the
mother, I sent her away without losing my time in promising
everlasting constancy--a promise as absurd as it is trifling, and
which the most virtuous man ought never to make even to the most
beautiful of women.

After breakfast I sent for mine host and ordered an excellent supper
for five persons, feeling certain that Don Sancio, whom I expected in
the evening, would not refuse to honour me by accepting my
invitation, and with that idea I made up my mind to go without my
dinner.  The Bolognese family did not require to imitate my diet to
insure a good appetite for the evening.

I then summoned Bellino to my room, and claimed the performance of
his promise but he laughed, remarked that the day was not passed yet,
and said that he was certain of traveling with me.

"I fairly warn you that you cannot accompany me unless I am fully
satisfied."

"Well, I will satisfy you."

"Shall we go and take a walk together?"

"Willingly; I will dress myself."

While I was waiting for him, Marina came in with a dejected
countenance, enquiring how she had deserved my contempt.

"Cecilia has passed the night with you, Bellino will go with you to-
morrow, I am the most unfortunate of us all."

"Do you want money?"

"No, for I love you."

"But, Marinetta, you are too young."

"I am much stronger than my sister."

"Perhaps you have a lover."

"Oh! no."

"Very well, we can try this evening."

"Good!  Then I will tell mother to prepare clean sheets for to-morrow
morning; otherwise everybody here would know that I slept with you."

I could not help admiring the fruits of a theatrical education, and
was much amused.

Bellino came back, we went out together, and we took our walk towards
the harbour.  There were several vessels at anchor, and amongst them
a Venetian ship and a Turkish tartan.  We went on board the first
which we visited with interest, but not seeing anyone of my
acquaintance, we rowed towards the Turkish tartan, where the most
romantic surprise awaited me.  The first person I met on board was
the beautiful Greek woman I had left in Ancona, seven months before,
when I went away from the lazzaretto.  She was seated near the old
captain, of whom I enquired, without appearing to notice his handsome
slave, whether he had any fine goods to sell.  He took us to his
cabin, but as I cast a glance towards the charming Greek, she
expressed by her looks all her delight at such an unexpected meeting.

I pretended not to be pleased with the goods shewn by the Turk, and
under the impulse of inspiration I told him that I would willingly
buy something pretty which would take the fancy of his better-half.
He smiled, and the Greek slave-having whispered a few words to him,
he left the cabin.  The moment he was out of sight, this new Aspasia
threw herself in my arms, saying, "Now is your time!"  I would not be
found wanting in courage, and taking the most convenient position in
such a place, I did to her in one instant that which her old master
had not done in five years.  I had not yet reached the goal of my
wishes, when the unfortunate girl, hearing her master, tore herself
from my arms with a deep sigh, and placing herself cunningly in front
of me, gave me time to repair the disorder of my dress, which might
have cost me my life, or at least all I possessed to compromise the
affair.  In that curious situation, I was highly amused at the
surprise of Bellino, who stood there trembling like an aspen leaf.

The trifles chosen by the handsome slave cost me only thirty sequins.
'Spolaitis', she said to me in her own language, and the Turk telling
her that she ought to kiss me, she covered her face with her hands,
and ran away.  I left the ship more sad than pleased, for I regretted
that, in spite of her courage, she should have enjoyed only an
incomplete pleasure.  As soon as we were in our row boat, Bellino,
who had recovered from his fright, told me that I had just made him
acquainted with a phenomenon, the reality of which he could not
admit, and which gave him a very strange idea of my nature; that, as
far as the Greek girl was concerned, he could not make her out,
unless I should assure him that every woman in her country was like
her.  "How unhappy they must be!" he added.

"Do you think," I asked, "that coquettes are happier?"

"No, but I think that when a woman yields to love, she should not be
conquered before she has fought with her own desires; she should not
give way to the first impulse of a lustful desire and abandon herself
to the first man who takes her fancy, like an animal--the slave of
sense.  You must confess that the Greek woman has given you an
evident proof that you had taken her fancy, but that she has at the
same time given you a proof not less certain of her beastly lust, and
of an effrontery which exposed her to the shame of being repulsed,
for she could not possibly know whether you would feel as well
disposed for her as she felt for you.  She is very handsome, and it
all turned out well, but the adventure has thrown me into a whirlpool
of agitation which I cannot yet control."

I might easily have put a stop to Bellino's perplexity, and rectified
the mistake he was labouring under; but such a confession would not
have ministered to my self-love, and I held my peace, for, if Bellino
happened to be a girl, as I suspected, I wanted her to be convinced
that I attached, after all, but very little importance to the great
affair, and that it was not worth while employing cunning expedients
to obtain it.

We returned to the inn, and, towards evening, hearing Don Sancio's
travelling carriage roll into the yard, I hastened to meet him, and
told him that I hoped he would excuse me if I had felt certain that
he would not refuse me the honour of his company to supper with
Bellino.  He thanked me politely for the pleasure I was so delicately
offering him, and accepted my invitation.

The most exquisite dishes, the most delicious wines of Spain, and,
more than everything else, the cheerfulness and the charming voices
of Bellino and of Cecilia, gave the Castilian five delightful hours.
He left me at midnight, saying that he could not declare himself
thoroughly pleased unless I promised to sup with him the next evening
with the same guests.  It would compel me to postpone my departure
for another day, but I accepted.

As soon as Don Sancio had gone, I called upon Bellino to fulfil his
promise, but he answered that Marinetta was waiting for me, and that,
as I was not going away the next day, he would find an opportunity of
satisfying my doubts; and wishing me a good night, he left the room.

Marinetta, as cheerful as a lark, ran to lock the door and came back
to me, her eyes beaming with ardour.  She was more formed than
Cecilia, although one year younger, and seemed anxious to convince me
of her superiority, but, thinking that the fatigue of the preceding
night might have exhausted my strength, she unfolded all the armorous
ideas of her mind, explained at length all she knew of the great
mystery she was going to enact with me, and of all the contrivances
she had had recourse to in order to acquire her imperfect knowledge,
the whole interlarded with the foolish talk natural to her age.  I
made out that she was afraid of my not finding her a maiden, and of
my reproaching her about it.  Her anxiety pleased me, and I gave her
a new confidence by telling her that nature had refused to many young
girls what is called maidenhood, and that only a fool could be angry
with a girl for such a reason.

My science gave her courage and confidence, and I was compelled to
acknowledge that she was very superior to her sister.

"I am delighted you find me so," she said; "we must not sleep at all
throughout the night."

"Sleep, my darling, will prove our friend, and our strength renewed
by repose will reward you in the morning for what you may suppose
lost time."

And truly, after a quiet sleep, the morning was for her a succession
of fresh triumphs, and I crowned her happiness by sending her away
with three doubloons, which she took to her mother, and which gave
the good woman an insatiable desire to contract new obligations
towards Providence.

I went out to get some money from the banker, as I did not know what
might happen during my journey.  I had enjoyed myself, but I had
spent too much: yet there was Bellino who, if a girl, was not to find
me less generous than I had been with the two young sisters.  It was
to be decided during the day, and I fancied that I was sure of the
result.

There are some persons who pretend that life is only a succession of
misfortunes, which is as much as to say that life itself is a
misfortune; but if life is a misfortune, death must be exactly the
reverse and therefore death must be happiness, since death is the
very reverse of life.  That deduction may appear too finely drawn.
But those who say that life is a succession of misfortunes are
certainly either ill or poor; for, if they enjoyed good health, if
they had cheerfulness in their heart and money in their purse, if
they had for their enjoyment a Cecilia, a Marinetta, and even a more
lovely beauty in perspective, they would soon entertain a very
different opinion of life!  I hold them to be a race of pessimists,
recruited amongst beggarly philosophers and knavish, atrabilious
theologians.  If pleasure does exist, and if life is necessary to
enjoy pleasure, then life is happiness.  There are misfortunes, as I
know by experience; but the very existence of such misfortunes proves
that the sum-total of happiness is greater.  Because a few thorns are
to be found in a basket full of roses, is the existence of those
beautiful flowers to be denied?  No; it is a slander to deny that
life is happiness.  When I am in a dark room, it pleases me greatly
to see through a window an immense horizon before me.

As supper-time was drawing near, I went to Don Sancio, whom I found
in magnificently-furnished apartments.  The table was loaded with
silver plate, and his servants were in livery.  He was alone, but all
his guests arrived soon after me--Cecilia, Marina, and Bellino, who,
either by caprice or from taste, was dressed as a woman.  The two
young sisters, prettily arranged, looked charming, but Bellino, in
his female costume, so completely threw them into the shade, that my
last doubt vanished.

"Are you satisfied," I said to Don Sancio, "that Bellino is a woman?"

"Woman or man, what do I care!  I think he is a very pretty
'castrato', and 'I have seen many as good-looking as he is."

"But are you sure he is a 'castrato'?"

"'Valgame Dios'!" answered the grave Castilian, "I have not the
slightest wish to ascertain the truth."

Oh, how widely different our thoughts were!  I admired in him the
wisdom of which I was so much in need, and did not venture upon any
more indiscreet questions.  During the supper, however, my greedy
eyes could not leave that charming being; my vicious nature caused me
to feel intense voluptuousness in believing him to be of that sex to
which I wanted him to belong.

Don Sancio's supper was excellent, and, as a matter of course,
superior to mine; otherwise the pride of the Castilian would have
felt humbled.  As a general rule, men are not satisfied with what is
good; they want the best, or, to speak more to the point, the most.
He gave us white truffles, several sorts of shell-fish, the best fish
of the Adriatic, dry champagne, peralta, sherry and pedroximenes
wines.

After that supper worthy of Lucullus, Bellino sang with a voice of
such beauty that it deprived us of the small amount of reason left in
us by the excellent wine.  His movements, the expression of his
looks, his gait, his walk, his countenance, his voice, and, above
all, my own instinct, which told me that I could not possibly feel
for a castrato what I felt for Bellino, confirmed me in my hopes; yet
it was necessary that my eyes should ascertain the truth.

After many compliments and a thousand thanks, we took leave of the
grand Spaniard, and went to my room, where the mystery was at last to
be unravelled.  I called upon Bellino to keep his word, or I
threatened to leave him alone the next morning at day-break.

I took him by the hand, and we seated ourselves near the fire.  I
dismissed Cecilia and Marina, and I said to him,

"Bellino, everything must have an end; you have promised: it will
soon be over.  If you are what you represent yourself to be, I will
let you go back to your own room; if you are what I believe you to
be, and if you consent to remain with me to-night, I will give you
one hundred sequins, and we will start together tomorrow morning."

"You must go alone, and forgive me if I cannot fulfil my promise.  I
am what I told you, and I can neither reconcile myself to the idea of
exposing my shame before you, nor lay myself open to the terrible
consequences that might follow the solution of your doubts."

"There can be no consequences, since there will be an end to it at
the moment I have assured myself that you are unfortunate enough to
be what you say, and without ever mentioning the circumstances again,
I promise to take you with me to-morrow and to leave you at Rimini."

"No, my mind is made up; I cannot satisfy your curiosity."

Driven to madness by his words, I was very near using violence, but
subduing my angry feelings, I endeavored to succeed by gentle means
and by going straight to the spot where the mystery could be solved.
I was very near it, when his hand opposed a very strong resistance.
I repeated my efforts, but Bellino, rising suddenly, repulsed me, and
I found myself undone.  After a few moments of calm, thinking I
should take him by surprise, I extended my hand, but I drew back
terrified, for I fancied that I had recognized in him a man, and a
degraded man, contemptible less on account of his degradation than
for the want of feeling I thought I could read on his countenance.
Disgusted, confused, and almost blushing for myself, I sent him away.

His sisters came to my room, but I dismissed them, sending word to
their brother that he might go with me, without any fear of further
indiscretion on my part.  Yet, in spite of the conviction I thought I
had acquired, Bellino, even such as I believe him to be, filled my
thoughts; I could not make it out.

Early the next morning I left Ancona with him, distracted by the
tears of the two charming sisters and loaded with the blessings of
the mother who, with beads in hand, mumbled her 'paternoster', and
repeated her constant theme: 'Dio provedera'.

The trust placed in Providence by most of those persons who earn
their living by some profession forbidden by religion is neither
absurd, nor false, nor deceitful; it is real and even godly, for it
flows from an excellent source.  Whatever may be the ways of
Providence, human beings must always acknowledge it in its action,
and those who call upon Providence independently of all external
consideration must, at the bottom, be worthy, although guilty of
transgressing its laws.

                    'Pulchra Laverna,
     Da mihi fallere; da justo sanctoque videri;
     Noctem peccatis, et fraudibus objice nubem.'

Such was the way in which, in the days of Horace, robbers addressed
their goddess, and I recollect a Jesuit who told me once that Horace
would not have known his own language, if he had said justo
sanctoque: but there were ignorant men even amongst the Jesuits, and
robbers most likely have but little respect for the rules of grammar.

The next morning I started with Bellino, who, believing me to be
undeceived, could suppose that I would not shew any more curiosity
about him, but we had not been a quarter of an hour together when he
found out his mistake, for I could not let my looks fall upon his
splendid eyes without feeling in me a fire which the sight of a man
could not have ignited.  I told him that all his features were those
of a woman, and that I wanted the testimony of my eyes before I could
feel perfectly satisfied, because the protuberance I had felt in a
certain place might be only a freak of nature.  "Should it be the
case," I added, "I should have no difficulty in passing over a
deformity which, in reality, is only laughable.  Bellino, the
impression you produce upon me, this sort of magnetism, your bosom
worthy of Venus herself, which you have once abandoned to my eager
hand, the sound of your voice, every movement of yours, assure me
that you do not belong to my sex.  Let me see for myself, and, if my
conjectures are right, depend upon my faithful love; if, on the
contrary, I find that I have been mistaken, you can rely upon my
friendship.  If you refuse me, I shall be compelled to believe that
you are cruelly enjoying my misery, and that you have learned in the
most accursed school that the best way of preventing a young man from
curing himself of an amorous passion is to excite it constantly; but
you must agree with me that, to put such tyranny in practice, it is
necessary to hate the person it is practised upon, and, if that be
so, I ought to call upon my reason to give me the strength necessary
to hate you likewise."

I went on speaking for a long time; Bellino did not answer, but he
seemed deeply moved.  At last I told him that, in the fearful state
to which I was reduced by his resistance, I should be compelled to
treat him without any regard for his feelings, and find out the truth
by force.  He answered with much warmth and dignity: "Recollect that
you are not my master, that I am in your hands, because I had faith
in your promise, and that, if you use violence, you will be guilty of
murder.  Order the postillion to stop, I will get out of the
carriage, and you may rely upon my not complaining of your
treatment."

Those few words were followed by a torrent of tears, a sight which I
never could resist.  I felt myself moved in the inmost recesses of my
soul, and I almost thought that I had been wrong.  I say almost,
because, had I been convinced of it, I would have thrown myself at
his feet entreating pardon; but, not feeling myself competent to
stand in judgment in my own cause, I satisfied myself by remaining
dull and silent, and I never uttered one word until we were only half
a mile from Sinigaglia, where I intended to take supper and to remain
for the night.  Having fought long enough with my own feelings, I
said to him;

"We might have spent a little time in Rimini like good friends, if
you had felt any friendship for me, for, with a little kind
compliance, you could have easily cured me of my passion."

"It would not cure you," answered Bellino, courageously, but with a
sweetness of tone which surprised me; "no, you would not be cured,
whether you found me to be man or woman, for you are in love with me
independently of my sex, and the certainty you would acquire would
make you furious.  In such a state, should you find me inexorable,
you would very likely give way to excesses which would afterwards
cause you deep sorrow."

"You expect to make me admit that you are right, but you are
completely mistaken, for I feel that I should remain perfectly calm,
and that by complying with my wishes you would gain my friendship."

"I tell you again that you would become furious."

"Bellino, that which has made me furious is the sight of your charms,
either too real or too completely deceiving, the power of which you
cannot affect to ignore.  You have not been afraid to ignite my
amorous fury, how can you expect me to believe you now, when you
pretend to fear it, and when I am only asking you to let me touch a
thing, which, if it be as you say, will only disgust me?"

"Ah! disgust you; I am quite certain of the contrary.  Listen to me.
Were I a girl, I feel I could not resist loving you, but, being a
man, it is my duty not to grant what you desire, for your passion,
now very natural, would then become monstrous.  Your ardent nature
would be stronger than your reason, and your reason itself would
easily come to the assistance of your senses and of your nature.
That violent clearing-up of the mystery, were you to obtain it, would
leave you deprived of all control over yourself.  Disappointed in not
finding what you had expected, you would satisfy your passion upon
that which you would find, and the result would, of course, be an
abomination.  How can you, intelligent as you are, flatter yourself
that, finding me to be a man, you could all at once cease to love me?
Would the charms which you now see in me cease to exist then?
Perhaps their power would, on the contrary, be enhanced, and your
passion, becoming brutal, would lead you to take any means your
imagination suggested to gratify it.  You would persuade yourself
that you might change me into a woman, or, what is worse, that you
might change yourself into one.  Your passion would invent a thousand
sophisms to justify your love, decorated with the fine appellation of
friendship, and you would not fail to allege hundreds of similarly
disgusting cases in order to excuse your conduct.  You would
certainly never find me compliant; and how am I to know that you
would not threaten me with death?"

"Nothing of the sort would happen, Bellino," I answered, rather tired
of the length of his argument, "positively nothing, and I am sure you
are exaggerating your fears.  Yet I am bound to tell you that, even
if all you say should happen, it seems to me that to allow what can
strictly be considered only as a temporary fit of insanity, would
prove a less evil than to render incurable a disease of the mind
which reason would soon cut short."

Thus does a poor philosopher reason when he takes it into his head to
argue at those periods during which a passion raging in his soul
makes all its faculties wander.  To reason well, we must be under the
sway neither of love nor of anger, for those two passions have one
thing in common which is that, in their excess, they lower us to the
condition of brutes acting only under the influence of their
predominating instinct, and, unfortunately, we are never more
disposed to argue than when we feel ourselves under the influence of
either of those two powerful human passions.

We arrived at Sinigaglia late at night, and I went to the best inn,
and, after choosing a comfortable room, ordered supper.  As there was
but one bed in the room, I asked Bellino, in as calm a tone as I
could assume, whether he would have a fire lighted in another
chamber, and my surprise may be imagined when he answered quietly
that he had no objection to sleep in the same bed with me.  Such an
answer, however, unexpected, was necessary to dispel the angry
feelings under which I was labouring.  I guessed that I was near the
denouement of the romance, but I was very far from congratulating
myself, for I did not know whether the denouement would prove
agreeable or not.  I felt, however, a real satisfaction at having
conquered, and was sure of my self-control, in case the senses, my
natural instinct, led me astray.  But if I found myself in the right,
I thought I could expect the most precious favours.

We sat down to supper opposite each other, and during the meal, his
words, his countenance, the expression of his beautiful eyes, his
sweet and voluptuous smile, everything seemed to announce that he had
had enough of playing a part which must have proved as painful to him
as to me.

A weight was lifted off my mind, and I managed to shorten the supper
as much as possible.  As soon as we had left the table, my amiable
companion called for a night-lamp, undressed himself, and went to
bed.  I was not long in following him, and the reader will soon know
the nature of a denouement so long and so ardently desired; in the
mean time I beg to wish him as happy a night as the one which was
then awaiting me.




CHAPTER XII

Bellino's History--I Am Put Under Arrest--I Run Away Against My Will
--My Return To Rimini, and My Arrival In Bologna


Dear reader, I said enough at the end of the last chapter to make you
guess what happened, but no language would be powerful enough to make
you realize all the voluptuousness which that charming being had in
store for me.  She came close to me the moment I was in bed.  Without
uttering one word our lips met, and I found myself in the ecstasy of
enjoyment before I had had time to seek for it.  After so complete a
victory, what would my eyes and my fingers have gained from
investigations which could not give me more certainty than I had
already obtained?  I could not take my gaze off that beautiful face,
which was all aflame with the ardour of love.

After a moment of quiet rapture, a spark lighted up in our veins a
fresh conflagration which we drowned in a sea of new delights.
Bellino felt bound to make me forget my sufferings, and to reward me
by an ardour equal to the fire kindled by her charms.

The happiness I gave her increased mine twofold, for it has always
been my weakness to compose the four-fifths of my enjoyment from the
sum-total of the happiness which I gave the charming being from whom
I derived it.  But such a feeling must necessarily cause hatred for
old age which can still receive pleasure, but can no longer give
enjoyment to another.  And youth runs away from old age, because it
is its most cruel enemy.

An interval of repose became necessary, in consequence of the
activity of our enjoyment.  Our senses were not tired out, but they
required the rest which renews their sensitiveness and restores the
buoyancy necessary to active service.

Bellino was the first to break our silence.

"Dearest," she said, "are you satisfied now?  Have you found me truly
loving?"

"Truly loving?  Ah!  traitress that you are!  Do you, then, confess
that I was not mistaken when I guessed that you were a charming
woman?  And if you truly loved me, tell me how you could contrive to
defer your happiness and mine so long?  But is it quite certain that
I did not make a mistake?"

"I am yours all over; see for yourself."

Oh, what delightful survey!  what charming beauties! what an ocean of
enjoyment!  But I could not find any trace of the protuberance which
had so much terrified and disgusted me.

"What has become," I said, "of that dreadful monstrosity?"

"Listen to me," she replied, "and I will tell you everything.

"My name is Therese.  My father, a poor clerk in the Institute of
Bologna, had let an apartment in his house to the celebrated
Salimberi, a castrato, and a delightful musician.  He was young and
handsome, he became attached to me, and I felt flattered by his
affection and by the praise he lavished upon me.  I was only twelve
years of age; he proposed to teach me music, and finding that I had a
fine voice, he cultivated it carefully, and in less than a year I
could accompany myself on the harpsichord.  His reward was that which
his love for me induced him to ask, and I granted the reward without
feeling any humiliation, for I worshipped him.  Of course, men like
yourself are much above men of his species, but Salimberi was an
exception.  His beauty, his manners, his talent, and the rare
qualities of his soul, made him superior in my eyes to all the men I
had seen until then.  He was modest and reserved, rich and generous,
and I doubt whether he could have found a woman able to resist him;
yet I never heard him boast of having seduced any.  The mutilation
practised upon his body had made him a monster, but he was an angel
by his rare qualities and endowments.

"Salimberi was at that time educating a boy of the same age as
myself, who was in Rimini with a music teacher.  The father of the
boy, who was poor and had a large family, seeing himself near death,
had thought of having his unfortunate son maimed so that he should
become the support of his brothers with his voice.  The name of the
boy was Bellino; the good woman whom you have just seen in Ancona was
his mother, and everybody believes that she is mine.

"I had belonged to Salimberi for about a year, when he announced to
me one day, weeping bitterly, that he was compelled to leave me to go
to Rome, but he promised to see me again.  The news threw me into
despair.  He had arranged everything for the continuation of my
musical education, but, as he was preparing himself for his
departure, my father died very suddenly, after a short illness, and I
was left an orphan.

"Salimberi had not courage enough to resist my tears and my
entreaties; he made up his mind to take me to Rimini, and to place me
in the same house where his young 'protege' was educated.  We reached
Rimini, and put up at an inn; after a short rest, Salimberi left me
to call upon the teacher of music, and to make all necessary
arrangements respecting me with him; but he soon returned, looking
sad and unhappy; Bellino had died the day before.

"As he was thinking of the grief which the loss of the young man
would cause his mother, he was struck with the idea of bringing me
back to Bologna under the name of Bellino, where he could arrange for
my board with the mother of the deceased Bellino, who, being very
poor, would find it to her advantage to keep the secret.  'I will
give her,' he said, 'everything necessary for the completion of your
musical education, and in four years, I will take you to Dresden (he
was in the service of the Elector of Saxony, King of Poland), not as
a girl, but as a castrato.  There we will live together without
giving anyone cause for scandal, and you will remain with me and
minister to my happiness until I die.  All we have to do is to
represent you as Bellino, and it is very easy, as nobody knows you in
Bologna.  Bellino's mother will alone know the secret; her other
children have seen their brother only when he was very young, and can
have no suspicion.  But if you love me you must renounce your sex,
lose even the remembrance of it, and leave immediately for Bologna,
dressed as a boy, and under the name of Bellino.  You must be very
careful lest anyone should find out that you are a girl; you must
sleep alone, dress yourself in private, and when your bosom is
formed, as it will be in a year or two, it will only be thought a
deformity not uncommon amongst 'castrati'.  Besides, before leaving
you, I will give you a small instrument, and teach how to fix it in
such manner that, if you had at any time to submit to an examination,
you would easily be mistaken for a man.  If you accept my plan, I
feel certain that we can live together in Dresden without losing the
good graces of the queen, who is very religious.  Tell me, now,
whether you will accept my proposal?

"He could not entertain any doubt of my consent, for I adored him.
As soon as he had made a boy of me we left Rimini for Bologna, where
we arrived late in the evening.  A little gold made everything right
with Bellino's mother; I gave her the name of mother, and she kissed
me, calling me her dear son.  Salimberi left us, and returned a short
time afterwards with the instrument which would complete my
transformation.  He taught me, in the presence of my new mother, how
to fix it with some tragacanth gum, and I found myself exactly like
my friend.  I would have laughed at it, had not my heart been deeply
grieved at the departure of my beloved Salimberi, for he bade me
farewell as soon as the curious operation was completed.  People
laugh at forebodings; I do not believe in them myself, but the
foreboding of evil, which almost broke my heart as he gave me his
farewell kiss, did not deceive me.  I felt the cold shivering of
death run through me; I felt I was looking at him for the last time,
and I fainted away.  Alas!  my fears proved only too prophetic.
Salimberi died a year ago in the Tyrol in the prime of life, with the
calmness of a true philosopher.  His death compelled me to earn my
living with the assistance of my musical talent.  My mother advised
me to continue to give myself out as a castrato, in the hope of being
able to take me to Rome.  I agreed to do so, for I did not feel
sufficient energy to decide upon any other plan.  In the meantime she
accepted an offer for the Ancona Theatre, and Petronio took the part
of first female dancer; in this way we played the comedy of 'The
World Turned Upside Down.'

"After Salimberi, you are the only man I have known, and, if you
like, you can restore me to my original state, and make me give up
the name of Bellino, which I hate since the death of my protector,
and which begins to inconvenience me.  I have only appeared at two
theatres, and each time I have been compelled to submit to the
scandalous, degrading examination, because everywhere I am thought to
have too much the appearance of a girl, and I am admitted only after
the shameful test has brought conviction.  Until now, fortunately, I
have had to deal only with old priests who, in their good faith, have
been satisfied with a very slight examination, and have made a
favourable report to the bishop; but I might fall into the hands of
some young abbe, and the test would then become a more severe one.
Besides, I find myself exposed to the daily persecutions of two sorts
of beings: those who, like you, cannot and will not believe me to be
a man, and those who, for the satisfaction of their disgusting
propensities, are delighted at my being so, or find it advantageous
to suppose me so.  The last particularly annoy me! Their tastes are
so infamous, their habits so low,  that I fear I shall murder one of
them some day, when I can no longer control the rage in which their
obscene language throws me.  Out of pity, my beloved angel, be
generous; and, if you love me, oh! free me from this state of shame
and degradation!  Take me with you.  I do not ask to become your
wife, that would be too much happiness; I will only be your friend,
your mistress, as I would have been Salimberi's; my heart is pure and
innocent, I feel that I can remain faithful to my lover through my
whole life.  Do not abandon me.  The love I have for you is sincere;
my affection for Salimberi was innocent; it was born of my
inexperience and of my gratitude, and it is only with you that I have
felt myself truly a woman."

Her emotion, an inexpressible charm which seemed to flow from her
lips and to enforce conviction, made me shed tears of love and
sympathy.  I blended my tears with those falling from her beautiful
eyes, and deeply moved, I promised not to abandon her and to make her
the sharer of my fate.  Interested in the history, as singular as
extraordinary, that she had just narrated, and having seen nothing in
it that did not bear the stamp of truth, I felt really disposed to
make her happy but I could not believe that I had inspired her with a
very deep passion during my short stay in Ancona, many circumstances
of which might, on the contrary, have had an opposite effect upon her
heart.

"If you loved me truly," I said, "how could you let me sleep with
your sisters, out of spite at your resistance?"

"Alas, dearest! think of our great poverty, and how difficult it was
for me to discover myself.  I loved you; but was it not natural that
I should suppose your inclination for me only a passing caprice?
When I saw you go so easily from Cecilia to Marinetta, I thought that
you would treat me in the same manner as soon as your desires were
satisfied, I was likewise confirmed in my opinion of your want of
constancy and of the little importance you attached to the delicacy
of the sentiment of love, when I witnessed what you did on board the
Turkish vessel without being hindered by my presence; had you loved
me, I thought my being present would have made you uncomfortable.  I
feared to be soon despised, and God knows how much I suffered!  You
have insulted me, darling, in many different ways, but my heart
pleaded in your favour, because I knew you were excited, angry, and
thirsting for revenge.  Did you not threaten me this very day in your
carriage?  I confess you greatly frightened me, but do not fancy that
I gave myself to you out of fear.  No, I had made up my mind to be
yours from the moment you sent me word by Cecilia that you would take
me to Rimini, and your control over your own feelings during a part
of our journey confirmed me in my resolution, for I thought I could
trust myself to your honour, to your delicacy."

"Throw up," I said, "the engagement you have in Rimini; let us
proceed on our journey, and, after remaining a couple of days in
Bologna, you will go with me to Venice; dressed as a woman, and with
another name, I would challenge the manager here to find you out."

"I accept.  Your will shall always be my law.  I am my own mistress,
and I give myself to you without any reserve or restriction; my heart
belongs to you, and I trust to keep yours."

Man has in himself a moral force of action which always makes him
overstep the line on which he is standing.  I had obtained
everything, I wanted more.  "Shew me," I said, "how you were when I
mistook you for a man." She got out of bed, opened her trunk, took
out the instrument and fixed it with the gum: I was compelled to
admire the ingenuity of the contrivance.  My curiosity was satisfied,
and I passed a most delightful night in her arms.

When I woke up in the morning, I admired her lovely face while she
was sleeping: all I knew of her came back to my mind; the words which
had been spoken by her bewitching mouth, her rare talent, her
candour, her feelings so full of delicacy, and her misfortunes, the
heaviest of which must have been the false character she had been
compelled to assume, and which exposed her to humiliation and shame,
everything strengthened my resolution to make her the companion of my
destiny, whatever it might be, or to follow her fate, for our
positions were very nearly the same; and wishing truly to attach
myself seriously to that interesting being, I determined to give to
our union the sanction of religion and of law, and to take her
legally for my wife.  Such a step, as I then thought, could but
strengthen our love, increase our mutual esteem, and insure the
approbation of society which could not accept our union unless it was
sanctioned in the usual manner.

The talents of Therese precluded the fear of our being ever in want
of the necessaries of life, and, although I did not know in what way
my own talents might be made available, I had faith in myself.  Our
love might have been lessened, she would have enjoyed too great
advantages over me, and my self-dignity would have too deeply
suffered if I had allowed myself to be supported by her earnings
only.  It might, after a time, have altered the nature of our
feelings; my wife, no longer thinking herself under any obligation to
me, might have fancied herself the protecting, instead of the
protected party, and I felt that my love would soon have turned into
utter contempt, if it had been my misfortune to find her harbouring
such thoughts.  Although I trusted it would not be so, I wanted,
before taking the important step of marriage, to probe her heart, and
I resolved to try an experiment which would at once enable me to
judge the real feelings of her inmost soul.  As soon as she was
awake, I spoke to her thus:

"Dearest Therese, all you have told me leaves me no doubt of your
love for me, and the consciousness you feel of being the mistress of
my heart enhances my love for you to such a degree, that I am ready
to do everything to convince you that you were not mistaken in
thinking that you had entirely conquered me.  I wish to prove to you
that I am worthy of the noble confidence you have reposed in me by
trusting you with equal sincerity.

"Our hearts must be on a footing of perfect equality.  I know you, my
dearest Therese, but you do not know me yet.  I can read in your eyes
that you do not mind it, and it proves our great love, but that
feeling places me too much below you, and I do not wish you to have
so great an advantage over me.  I feel certain that my confidence is
not necessary to your love; that you only care to be mine, that your
only wish is to possess my heart, and I admire you, my Therese; but I
should feel humiliated if I found myself either too much above or too
much below you.  You have entrusted your secrets to me, now listen to
mine; but before I begin, promise me that, when you know everything
that concerns me, you will tell me candidly if any change has taken
place either in your feelings or in your hopes."

"I promise it faithfully; I promise not to conceal anything from you;
but be upright enough not to tell me anything that is not perfectly
true, for I warn you that it would be useless.  If you tried any
artifice in order to find me less worthy of you than I am in reality,
you would only succeed in lowering yourself in my estimation.  I
should be very sorry to see you guilty of any cunning towards me.
Have no more suspicion of me than I have of you; tell me the whole
truth."

"Here it is.  You suppose me wealthy, and I am not so; as soon as
what there is now in my purse is spent I shall have nothing left.
You may fancy that I was born a patrician, but my social condition is
really inferior to your own.  I have no lucrative talents, no
profession, nothing to give me the assurance that I am able to earn
my living.  I have neither relatives nor friends, nor claims upon
anyone, and I have no serious plan or purpose before me.  All I
possess is youth, health, courage, some intelligence, honour,
honesty, and some tincture of letters.  My greatest treasure consists
in being my own master, perfectly independent, and not afraid of
misfortune.  With all that, I am naturally inclined to extravagance.
Lovely Therese, you have my portrait.  What is your answer?"

"In the first place, dearest, let me assure you that I believe every
word you have just uttered, as I would believe in the Gospel; in the
second, allow me to tell you that several times in Ancona I have
judged you such as you have just described yourself, but far from
being displeased at such a knowledge of your nature, I was only
afraid of some illusion on my part, for I could hope to win you if
you were what I thought you to be.  In one word, dear one, if it is
true that you are poor and a very bad hand at economy, allow me to
tell you that I feel delighted, because, if you love me, you will not
refuse a present from me, or despise me for offering it.  The present
consists of myself, such as I am, and with all my faculties.  I give
myself to you without any condition, with no restriction; I am yours,
I will take care of you.  For the future think only of your love for
me, but love me exclusively.  From this moment I am no longer
Bellino.  Let us go to Venice, where my talent will keep us both
comfortably; if you wish to go anywhere else, let us go where you
please."

"I must go to Constantinople."

"Then let us proceed to Constantinople.  If you are afraid to lose me
through want of constancy, marry me, and your right over me will be
strengthened by law.  I should not love you better than I do now, but
I should be happy to be your wife."

"It is my intention to marry you, and I am delighted that we agree in
that respect.  The day after to-morrow, in Bologna, you shall be made
my legal-wife before the altar of God; I swear it to you here in the
presence of Love.  I want you to be mine, I want to be yours, I want
us to be united by the most holy ties."

"I am the happiest of women!  We have nothing to do in Rimini;
suppose we do not get up; we can have our dinner in bed, and go away
to-morrow well rested after our fatigues."

We left Rimini the next day, and stayed for breakfast at Pesaro.  As
we were getting into the carriage to leave that place, an officer,
accompanied by two soldiers, presented himself, enquired for our
names, and demanded our passports.  Bellino had one and gave it, but
I looked in vain for mine; I could not find it.

The officer, a corporal, orders the postillion to wait and goes to
make his report.  Half an hour afterwards, he returns, gives Bellino
his passport, saying that he can continue his journey, but tells me
that his orders are to escort me to the commanding officer, and I
follow him.

"What have you done with your passport?" enquires that officer.

"I have lost it."

"A passport is not so easily lost."

"Well, I have lost mine."

"You cannot proceed any further."

"I come from Rome, and I am going to Constantinople, bearing a letter
from Cardinal Acquaviva.  Here is the letter stamped with his seal."

"All I can do for you is to send you to M. de Gages."

I found the famous general standing, surrounded by his staff.  I told
him all I had already explained to the officer, and begged him to let
me continue my journey.

"The only favour I can grant you is to put you under arrest till you
receive another passport from Rome delivered under the same name as
the one you have given here.  To lose a passport is a misfortune
which befalls only a thoughtless, giddy man, and the cardinal will
for the future know better than to put his confidence in a giddy
fellow like you."

With these words, he gave orders to take me to the guard-house at St.
Mary's Gate, outside the city, as soon as I should have written to
the cardinal for a new passport.  His orders were executed.  I was
brought back to the inn, where I wrote my letter, and I sent it by
express to his eminence, entreating him to forward the document,
without loss of time, direct to the war office.  Then I embraced
Therese who was weeping, and, telling her to go to Rimini and to wait
there for my return, I made her take one hundred sequins.  She wished
to remain in Pesaro, but I would not hear of it; I had my trunk
brought out, I saw Therese go away from the inn, and was taken to the
place appointed by the general.

It is undoubtedly under such circumstances that the most determined
optimist finds himself at a loss; but an easy stoicism can blunt the
too sharp edge of misfortune.

My greatest sorrow was the heart-grief of Therese who, seeing me torn
from her arms at the very moment of our union, was suffocated by the
tears which she tried to repress.  She would not have left me if I
had not made her understand that she could not remain in Pesaro, and
if I had not promised to join her within ten days, never to be parted
again.  But fate had decided otherwise.

When we reached the gate, the officer confined me immediately in the
guard-house, and I sat down on my trunk.  The officer was a taciturn
Spaniard who did not even condescend to honour me with an answer,
when I told him that I had money and would like to have someone to
wait on me.  I had to pass the night on a little straw, and without
food, in the midst of the Spanish soldiers.  It was the second night
of the sort that my destiny had condemned me to, immediately after
two delightful nights.  My good angel doubtless found some pleasure
in bringing such conjunctions before my mind for the benefit of my
instruction.  At all events, teachings of that description have an
infallible effect upon natures of a peculiar stamp.

If you should wish to close the lips of a logician calling himself a
philosopher, who dares to argue that in this life grief overbalances
pleasure, ask him whether he would accept a life entirely without
sorrow and happiness.  Be certain that he will not answer you, or he
will shuffle, because, if he says no, he proves that he likes life
such as it is, and if he likes it, he must find it agreeable, which
is an utter impossibility, if life is painful; should he, on the
contrary, answer in the affirmative, he would declare himself a fool,
for it would be as much as to say that he can conceive pleasure
arising from indifference, which is absurd nonsense.

Suffering is inherent in human nature; but we never suffer without
entertaining the hope of recovery, or, at least, very seldom without
such hope, and hope itself is a pleasure.  If it happens sometimes
that man suffers without any expectation of a cure, he necessarily
finds pleasure in the complete certainty of the end of his life; for
the worst, in all cases, must be either a sleep arising from extreme
dejection, during which we have the consolation of happy dreams or
the loss of all sensitiveness.  But when we are happy, our happiness
is never disturbed by the thought that it will be followed by grief.
Therefore pleasure, during its active period, is always complete,
without alloy; grief is always soothed by hope.

I suppose you, dear reader, at the age of twenty, and devoting
yourself to the task of making a man of yourself by furnishing your
mind with all the knowledge necessary to render you a useful being
through the activity of your brain.  Someone comes in and tells you,
"I bring you thirty years of existence; it is the immutable decree of
fate; fifteen consecutive years must be happy, and fifteen years
unhappy.  You are at liberty to choose the half by which you wish to
begin."

Confess it candidly, dear reader, you will not require much more
consideration to decide, and you will certainly begin by the unhappy
series of years, because you will feel that the expectation of
fifteen delightful years cannot fail to brace you up with the courage
necessary to bear the unfortunate years you have to go through, and
we can even surmise, with every probability of being right, that the
certainty of future happiness will soothe to a considerable extent
the misery of the first period.

You have already guessed, I have no doubt, the purpose of this
lengthy argument.  The sagacious man, believe me, can never be
utterly miserable, and I most willingly agree with my friend Horace,
who says that, on the contrary, such a man is always happy.

     'Nisi quum pituita molesta est.'

But, pray where is the man who is always suffering from a rheum?

The fact is that the fearful night I passed in the guardhouse of St.
Mary resulted for me in a slight loss and in a great gain.  The small
loss was to be away from my dear Therese, but, being certain of
seeing her within ten days, the misfortune was not very great: as to
the gain, it was in experience the true school for a man.  I gained a
complete system against thoughtlessness, a system of foresight.  You
may safely bet a hundred to one that a young man who has once lost
his purse or his passport, will not lose either a second time. Each
of those misfortunes has befallen me once only, and I might have been
very often the victim of them, if experience had not taught me how
much they were to be dreaded.  A thoughtless fellow is a man who has
not yet found the word dread in the dictionary of his life.

The officer who relieved my cross-grained Castilian on the following
day seemed of a different nature altogether; his prepossessing
countenance pleased me much.  He was a Frenchman, and I must say that
I have always liked the French, and never the Spainards; there is in
the manners of the first something so engaging, so obliging, that you
feel attracted towards them as towards a friend, whilst an air of
unbecoming haughtiness gives to the second a dark, forbidding
countenance which certainly does not prepossess in their favour.  Yet
I have often been duped by Frenchmen, and never by Spaniards--a proof
that we ought to mistrust our tastes.

The new officer, approaching me very politely, said to me,--

"To what chance, reverend sir, am I indebted for the honour of having
you in my custody?"

Ah! here was a way of speaking which restored to my lungs all their
elasticity!  I gave him all the particulars of my misfortune, and he
found the mishap very amusing. But a man disposed to laugh at my
disappointment could not be disagreeable to me, for it proved that
the turn of his mind had more than one point of resemblance with
mine. He gave me at once a soldier to serve me, and I had very
quickly a bed, a table, and a few chairs. He was kind enough to have
my bed placed in his own room, and I felt very grateful to him for
that delicate attention.

He gave me an invitation to share his dinner, and proposed a game of
piquet afterwards, but from the very beginning he saw that I was no
match for him; he told me so, and he warned me that the officer who
would relieve him the next day was a better player even than he was
himself; I lost three or four ducats. He advised me to abstain from
playing on the following day, and I followed his advice. He told me
also that he would have company to supper, that there would be a game
of faro, but that the banker being a Greek and a crafty player, I
ought not to play. I thought his advice very considerate,
particularly when I saw that all the punters lost, and that the
Greek, very calm in the midst of the insulting treatment of those he
had duped, was pocketing his money, after handing a share to the
officer who had taken an interest in the bank.  The name of the
banker was Don Pepe il Cadetto, and by his accent I knew he was a
Neapolitan.  I communicated my discovery to the officer, asking him
why he had told me that the man was a Greek.  He explained to me the
meaning of the word greek applied to a gambler, and the lesson which
followed his explanation proved very useful to me in after years.

During the five following days, my life was uniform and rather dull,
but on the sixth day the same French officer was on guard, and I was
very glad to see him.  He told me, with a hearty laugh, that he was
delighted to find me still in the guard-house, and I accepted the
compliment for what it was worth.  In the evening, we had the same
bank at faro, with the same result as the first time, except a
violent blow from the stick of one of the punters upon the back of
the banker, of which the Greek stoically feigned to take no notice.
I saw the same man again nine years afterwards in Vienna, captain in
the service of Maria Theresa; he then called himself d'Afflisso.  Ten
years later, I found him a colonel, and some time after worth a
million; but the last time I saw him, some thirteen or fourteen years
ago, he was a galley slave.  He was handsome, but (rather a singular
thing) in spite of his beauty, he had a gallows look.  I have seen
others with the same stamp--Cagliostro, for instance, and another who
has not yet been sent to the galleys, but who cannot fail to pay them
a visit.  Should the reader feel any curiosity about it, I can
whisper the name in his ear.

Towards the ninth or tenth day everyone in the army knew and liked
me, and I was expecting the passport, which could not be delayed much
longer.  I was almost free, and I would often walk about even out of
sight of the sentinel.  They were quite right not to fear my running
away, and I should have been wrong if I had thought of escaping, but
the most singular adventure of my life happened to me then, and most
unexpectedly.

It was about six in the morning.  I was taking a walk within one
hundred yards of the sentinel, when an officer arrived and alighted
from his horse, threw the bridle on the neck of his steed, and walked
off.  Admiring the docility of the horse, standing there like a
faithful servant to whom his master has given orders to wait for him
I got up to him, and without any purpose I get hold of the bridle,
put my foot in the stirrup, and find myself in the saddle.  I was on
horseback for the first time in my life.  I do not know whether I
touched the horse with my cane or with my heels, but suddenly the
animal starts at full speed.  My right foot having slipped out of the
stirrup, I press against the horse with my heels, and, feeling the
pressure, it gallops faster and faster, for I did not know how to
check it.  At the last advanced post the sentinels call out to me to
stop; but I cannot obey the order, and the horse carrying me away
faster than ever, I hear the whizzing of a few musket balls, the
natural consequence of my, involuntary disobedience.  At last, when I
reach the first advanced picket of the Austrians, the horse is
stopped, and I get off his back thanking God.

An officer of Hussars asks where I am running so fast, and my tongue,
quicker than my thought, answers without any privity on my part, that
I can render no account but to Prince Lobkowitz, commander-in-chief
of the army, whose headquarters were at Rimini.  Hearing my answer,
the officer gave orders for two Hussars to get on horseback, a fresh
one is given me, and I am taken at full gallop to Rimini, where the
officer on guard has me escorted at once to the prince.

I find his highness alone, and I tell him candidly what has just
happened to me.  My story makes him laugh, although he observes that
it is hardly credible.

"I ought," he says, "to put you under arrest, but I am willing to
save you that unpleasantness."  With that he called one of his
officers and ordered him to escort me through the Cesena Gate.  "Then
you can go wherever you please," he added, turning round to me; "but
take care not to again enter the lines of my army without a passport,
or you might fare badly."

I asked him to let me have the horse again, but he answered that the
animal did not belong to me.  I forgot to ask him to send me back to
the place I had come from, and I regretted it; but after all perhaps
I did for the best.

The officer who accompanied me asked me, as we were passing a coffee-
house, whether I would like to take some chocolate, and we went in.
At that moment I saw Petronio going by, and availing myself of a
moment when the officer was talking to someone, I told him not to
appear to be acquainted with me, but to tell me where he lived.  When
we had taken our chocolate the officer paid and we went out.  Along
the road we kept up the conversation; he told me his name, I gave him
mine, and I explained how I found myself in Rimini.  He asked me
whether I had not remained some time in Ancona; I answered in the
affirmative, and he smiled and said I could get a passport in
Bologna, return to Rimini and to Pesaro without any fear, and recover
my trunk by paying the officer for the horse he had lost.  We reached
the gate, he wished me a pleasant journey, and we parted company.

I found myself free, with gold and jewels, but without my trunk.
Therese was in Rimini, and I could not enter that city.  I made up my
mind to go to Bologna as quickly as possible in order to get a
passport, and to return to Pesaro, where I should find my passport
from Rome, for I could not make up my mind to lose my trunk, and I
did not want to be separated from Therese until the end of her
engagement with the manager of the Rimini Theatre.

It was raining; I had silk stockings on, and I longed for a carriage.
I took shelter under the portal of a church, and turned my fine
overcoat inside out, so as not to look like an abbe.  At that moment
a peasant happened to come along, and I asked him if a carriage could
be had to drive me to Cesena.  "I have one, sir," he said, "but I
live half a league from here."

"Go and get it, I will wait for you here."

While I was waiting for the return of the peasant with his vehicle,
some forty mules laden with provisions came along the road towards
Rimini.  It was still raining fast, and the mules passing close by
me, I placed my hand mechanically upon the neck of one of them, and
following the slow pace of the animals I re-entered Rimini without
the slightest notice being taken of me, even by the drivers of the
mules.  I gave some money to the first street urchin I met, and he
took me to Therese's house.

With my hair fastened under a night-cap, my hat pulled down over my
face, and my fine cane concealed under my coat, I did not look a very
elegant figure.  I enquired for Bellino's mother, and the mistress of
the house took me to a room where I found all the family, and Therese
in a woman's dress.  I had reckoned upon surmising them, but Petronio
had told them of our meeting, and they were expecting me.  I gave a
full account of my adventures, but Therese, frightened at the danger
that threatened me, and in spite of her love, told me that it was
absolutely necessary for me to go to Bologna, as I had been advised
by M. Vais, the officer.

"I know him," she said, "and he is a worthy man, but he comes here
every evening, and you must conceal yourself."

It was only eight o'clock in the morning; we had the whole day before
us, and everyone promised to be discreet.  I allayed Therese's
anxiety by telling her that I could easily contrive to leave the city
without being observed.

Therese took me to her own room, where she told me that she had met
the manager of the theatre on her arrival in Rimini, and that he had
taken her at once to the apartments engaged for the family.  She had
informed him that she was a woman, and that she had made up her mind
not to appear as a castrato any more; he had expressed himself
delighted at such news, because women could appear on the stage at
Rimini, which was not under the same legate as Ancona.  She added
that her engagement would be at an end by the 1st of May, and that
she would meet me wherever it would be agreeable to me to wait for
her.

"As soon as I can get a passport," I said, "there is nothing to
hinder me from remaining near you until the end of your engagement.
But as M. Vais calls upon you, tell me whether you have informed him
of my having spent a few days in Ancona?"

"I did, and I even told him that you had been arrested because you
had lost your passport."

I understood why the officer had smiled as he was talking with me.
After my conversation with Therese, I received the compliments of the
mother and of the young sisters who appeared to me less cheerful and
less free than they had been in Ancona.  They felt that Bellino,
transformed into Therese, was too formidable a rival.  I listened
patiently to all the complaints of the mother who maintained that, in
giving up the character of castrato, Therese had bidden adieu to
fortune, because she might have earned a thousand sequins a year in
Rome.

"In Rome, my good woman," I said, "the false Bellino would have been
found out, and Therese would have been consigned to a miserable
convent for which she was never made."

Notwithstanding the danger of my position, I spent the whole of the
day alone with my beloved mistress, and it seemed that every moment
gave her fresh beauties and increased my love.  At eight o'clock in
the evening, hearing someone coming in, she left me, and I remained
in the dark, but in such a position that I could see everything and
hear every word.  The Baron Vais came in, and Therese gave him her
hand with the grace of a pretty woman and the dignity of a princess.
The first thing he told her was the news about me; she appeared to be
pleased, and listened with well-feigned indifference, when he said
that he had advised me to return with a passport.  He spent an hour
with her, and I was thoroughly well pleased with her manners and
behaviour, which had been such as to leave me no room for the
slightest feeling of jealousy.  Marina lighted him out and Therese
returned to me.  We had a joyous supper together, and, as we were
getting ready to go to bed, Petronio came to inform me that ten
muleteers would start for Cesena two hours before day-break, and that
he was sure I could leave the city with them if I would go and meet
them a quarter of an hour before their departure, and treat them to
something to drink.  I was of the same opinion, and made up my mind
to make the attempt.  I asked Petronio to sit up and to wake me in
good time.  It proved an unnecessary precaution, for I was ready
before the time, and left Therese satisfied with my love, without any
doubt of my constancy, but rather anxious as to my success in
attempting to leave Rimini.  She had sixty sequins which she wanted
to force back upon me, but I asked her what opinion she would have of
me if I accepted them, and we said no more about it.

I went to the stable, and having treated one of the muleteers to some
drink I told him that I would willingly ride one of his mules as far
as Sarignan.

"You are welcome to the ride," said the good fellow, "but I would
advise you not to get on the mule till we are outside the city, and
to pass through the gate on foot as if you were one of the drivers."

It was exactly what I wanted.  Petronio accompanied me as far as the
gate, where I gave him a substantial proof of my gratitude.  I got
out of the city without the slightest difficulty, and left the
muleteers at Sarignan, whence I posted to Bologna.

I found out that I could not obtain a passport, for the simple reason
that the authorities of the city persisted that it was not necessary;
but I knew better, and it was not for me to tell them why.  I
resolved to write to the French officer who had treated me so well at
the guardhouse.  I begged him to enquire at the war office whether my
passport had arrived from Rome, and, if so, to forward it to me.  I
also asked him to find out the owner of the horse who had run away
with me, offering to pay for it.  I made up my mind to wait for
Therese in Bologna, and I informed her of my decision, entreating her
to write very often.  The reader will soon know the new resolution I
took on the very same day.




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VENETION YEARS, Vol. 1b, A CLERIC IN NAPLES
by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt






MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
VENETIAN YEARS, Volume 1c--MILITARY CAREER


THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR
MACHEN TO WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED
BY ARTHUR SYMONS.




MILITARY CAREER



CHAPTER XIII

I Renounce the Clerical Profession, and Enter the Military Service--
Therese Leaves for Naples, and I Go to Venice--I Am Appointed Ensign
in the Army of My Native Country--I Embark for Corfu, and Land at
Orsera to Take a Walk


I had been careful, on my arrival in Bologna, to take up my quarters
at a small inn, so as not to attract any notice, and as soon as I had
dispatched my letters to Therese and the French officer, I thought of
purchasing some linen, as it was at least doubtful whether I should
ever get my trunk.  I deemed it expedient to order some clothes
likewise.  I was thus ruminating, when it suddenly struck me that I
was not likely now to succeed in the Church, but feeling great
uncertainty as to the profession I ought to adopt, I took a fancy to
transform myself into an officer, as it was evident that I had not to
account to anyone for my actions.  It was a very natural fancy at my
age, for I had just passed through two armies in which I had seen no
respect paid to any garb but to the military uniform, and I did not
see why I should not cause myself to be respected likewise.  Besides,
I was thinking of returning to Venice, and felt great delight at the
idea of shewing myself there in the garb of honour, for I had been
rather ill-treated in that of religion.

I enquired for a good tailor: death was brought to me, for the tailor
sent to me was named Morte.  I explained to him how I wanted my
uniform made, I chose the cloth, he took my measure, and the next day
I was transformed into a follower of Mars.  I procured a long sword,
and with my fine cane in hand, with a well-brushed hat ornamented
with a black cockade, and wearing a long false pigtail, I sallied
forth and walked all over the city.

I bethought myself that the importance of my new calling required a
better and more showy lodging than the one I had secured on my
arrival, and I moved to the best inn.  I like even now to recollect
the pleasing impression I felt when I was able to admire myself full
length in a large mirror.  I was highly pleased with my own person!
I thought myself made by nature to wear and to honour the military
costume, which I had adopted through the most fortunate impulse.
Certain that nobody knew me, I enjoyed by anticipation all the
conjectures which people would indulge in respecting me, when I made
my first appearance in the most fashionable cafe of the town.

My uniform was white, the vest blue, a gold and silver shoulder-knot,
and a sword-knot of the same material.  Very well pleased with my
grand appearance, I went to the coffee-room, and, taking some
chocolate, began to read the newspapers, quite at my ease, and
delighted to see that everybody was puzzled.  A bold individual, in
the hope of getting me into conversation, came to me and addressed
me; I answered him with a monosyllable, and I observed that everyone
was at a loss what to make of me.  When I had sufficiently enjoyed
public admiration in the coffee-room, I promenaded in the busiest
thoroughfares of the city, and returned to the inn, where I had
dinner by myself.

I had just concluded my repast when my landlord presented himself
with the travellers' book, in which he wanted to register my name.

"Casanova."

"Your profession, if you please, sir?"

"Officer."

"In which service?"

"None."

"Your native place?"

"Venice."

"Where do you come from?"

"That is no business of yours."

This answer, which I thought was in keeping with my external
appearance, had the desired effect: the landlord bowed himself out,
and I felt highly pleased with myself, for I knew that I should enjoy
perfect freedom in Bologna, and I was certain that mine host had
visited me at the instance of some curious person eager to know who I
was.

The next day I called on M. Orsi, the banker, to cash my bill of
exchange, and took another for six hundred sequins on Venice, and one
hundred sequins in gold after which I again exhibited myself in the
public places.  Two days afterwards, whilst I was taking my coffee
after dinner, the banker Orsi was announced.  I desired him to be
shewn in, and he made his appearance accompanied my Monsignor
Cornaro, whom I feigned not to know.  M. Orsi remarked that he had
called to offer me his services for my letters of exchange, and
introduced the prelate.  I rose and expressed my gratification at
making his acquaintance.  "But we have met before," he replied, "at
Venice and Rome."  Assuming an air of blank surprise, I told him he
must certainly be mistaken.  The prelate, thinking he could guess the
reason of my reserve, did not insist, and apologized.  I offered him
a cup of coffee, which he accepted, and, on leaving me, he begged the
honour of my company to breakfast the next day.

I made up my mind to persist in my denials, and called upon the
prelate, who gave me a polite welcome.  He was then apostolic
prothonotary in Bologna.  Breakfast was served, and as we were
sipping our chocolate, he told me that I had most likely some good
reasons to warrant my reserve, but that I was wrong not to trust him,
the more so that the affair in question did me great honour.  "I do
not know," said I, "what affair you are alluding to."  He then handed
me a newspaper, telling me to read a paragraph which he pointed out.
My astonishment may be imagined when I read the following
correspondence from Pesaro: "M. de Casanova, an officer in the
service of the queen, has deserted after having killed his captain in
a duel; the circumstances of the duel are not known; all that has
been ascertained is that M. de Casanova has taken the road to Rimini,
riding the horse belonging to the captain, who was killed on the
spot."

In spite of my surprise, and of the difficulty I had in keeping my
gravity at the reading of the paragraph, in which so much untruth was
blended with so little that was real, I managed to keep a serious
countenance, and I told the prelate that the Casanova spoken of in
the newspaper must be another man.

"That may be, but you are certainly the Casanova I knew a month ago
at Cardinal Acquaviva's, and two years ago at the house of my sister,
Madame Lovedan, in Venice.  Besides the Ancona banker speaks of you
as an ecclesiastic in his letter of advice to M. Orsi:"

"Very well, monsignor; your excellency compels me to agree to my
being the same Casanova, but I entreat you not to ask me any more
questions as I am bound in honour to observe the strictest reserve."

"That is enough for me, and I am satisfied.  Let us talk of something
else."

I was amused at the false reports which were being circulated about
me, and, I became from that moment a thorough sceptic on the subject
of historical truth.  I enjoyed, however, very great pleasure in
thinking that my reserve had fed the belief of my being the Casanova
mentioned in the newspaper.  I felt certain that the prelate would
write the whole affair to Venice, where it would do me great honour,
at least until the truth should be known, and in that case my reserve
would be justified, besides, I should then most likely be far away.
I made up my mind to go to Venice as soon as I heard from Therese, as
I thought that I could wait for her there more comfortably than in
Bologna, and in my native place there was nothing to hinder me from
marrying her openly.  In the mean time the fable from Pesaro amused
me a good deal, and I expected every day to see it denied in some
newspaper.  The real officer Casanova must have laughed at the
accusation brought against him of having run away with the horse, as
much as I laughed at the caprice which had metamorphosed me into an
officer in Bologna, just as if I had done it for the very purpose of
giving to the affair every appearance of truth.

On the fourth day of my stay in Bologna, I received by express a long
letter from Therese.  She informed me that, on the day after my
escape from Rimini, Baron Vais had presented to her the Duke de
Castropignano, who, having heard her sing, had offered her one
thousand ounces a year, and all travelling expenses paid, if she
would accept an engagement as prima-donna at the San Carlo Theatre,
at Naples, where she would have to go immediately after her Rimini
engagement.  She had requested and obtained a week to come to a
decision.  She enclosed two documents, the first was the written
memorandum of the duke's proposals, which she sent in order that I
should peruse it, as she did not wish to sign it without my consent;
the second was a formal engagement, written by herself, to remain all
her life devoted to me and at my service.  She added in her letter
that, if I wished to accompany her to Naples, she would meet me
anywhere I might appoint, but that, if I had any objection to return
to that city, she would immediately refuse the brilliant offer, for
her only happiness was to please me in all things.

For the first time in my life I found myself in need of thoughtful
consideration before I could make up my mind.  Therese's letter had
entirely upset all my ideas, and, feeling that I could not answer it
a once, I told the messenger to call the next day.

Two motives of equal weight kept the balance wavering; self-love and
love for Therese.  I felt that I ought not to require Therese to give
up such prospects of fortune; but I could not take upon myself either
to let her go to Naples without me, or to accompany her there.  On
one side, I shuddered at the idea that my love might ruin Therese's
prospects; on the other side, the idea of the blow inflicted on my
self-love, on my pride, if I went to Naples with her, sickened me.

How could I make up my mind to reappear in that city, in the guise of
a cowardly fellow living at the expense of his mistress or his wife?
What would my cousin Antonio, Don Polo and his dear son, Don Lelio
Caraffa, and all the patricians who knew me, have said?  The thought
of Lucrezia and of her husband sent a cold shiver through me.  I
considered that, in spite of my love for Therese, I should become
very miserable if everyone despised me.  Linked to her destiny as a
lover or as a husband, I would be a degraded, humbled, and mean
sycophant.  Then came the thought, Is this to be the end of all my
hopes?  The die was cast, my head had conquered my heart.  I fancied
that I had hit upon an excellent expedient, which at all events made
me gain time, and I resolved to act upon it.  I wrote to Therese,
advising her to accept the engagement for Naples, where she might
expect me to join her in the month of July, or after my return from
Constantinople.  I cautioned her to engage an honest-looking waiting-
woman, so as to appear respectably in the world, and, to lead such a
life as would permit me to make her my wife, on my return, without
being ashamed of myself.  I foresaw that her success would be insured
by her beauty even more than by her talent, and, with my nature, I
knew that I could never assume the character of an easy-going lover
or of a compliant husband.

Had I received Therese's letter one week sooner, it is certain that
she would not have gone to Naples, for my love would then have proved
stronger than my reason; but in matters of love, as well as in all
others, Time is a great teacher.

I told Therese to direct her answer to Bologna, and, three days
after, I received from her a letter loving, and at the same time sad,
in which she informed me that she had signed the engagement.  She had
secured the services of a woman whom she could present as her mother;
she would reach Naples towards the middle of May, and she would wait
for me there till she heard from me that I no longer wanted her.

Four days after the receipt of that letter, the last but one that
Therese wrote me, I left Bologna for Venice.  Before my departure I
had received an answer form the French officer, advising me that my
passport had reached Pesaro, and that he was ready to forward it to
me with my trunk, if I would pay M. Marcello Birna, the proveditore
of the Spanish army, whose address he enclosed, the sum of fifty
doubloons for the horse which I had run away with, or which had run
away with me.  I repaired at once to the house of the proveditore,
well pleased to settle that affair, and I received my trunk and my
passport a few hours before leaving Bologna.  But as my paying for
the horse was known all over the town, Monsignor Cornaro was
confirmed in his belief that I had killed my captain in a duel.

To go to Venice, it was necessary to submit to a quarantine, which
had been adhered to only because the two governments had fallen out.
The Venetians wanted the Pope to be the first in giving free passage
through his frontiers, and the Pope insisted that the Venetians
should take the initiative.  The result of this trifling pique
between the two governments was great hindrance to commerce, but very
often that which bears only upon the private interest of the people
is lightly treated by the rulers.  I did not wish to be quarantined,
and determined on evading it.  It was rather a delicate undertaking,
for in Venice the sanitary laws are very strict, but in those days I
delighted in doing, if not everything that was forbidden, at least
everything which offered real difficulties.

I knew that between the state of Mantua and that of Venice the
passage was free, and I knew likewise that there was no restriction
in the communication between Mantua and Modena; if I could therefore
penetrate into the state of Mantua by stating that I was coming from
Modena, my success would be certain, because I could then cross the
Po and go straight to Venice.  I got a carrier to drive me to Revero,
a city situated on the river Po, and belonging to the state of
Mantua.

The driver told me that, if he took the crossroads, he could go to
Revero, and say that we came from Mantua, and that the only
difficulty would be in the absence of the sanitary certificate which
is delivered in Mantua, and which was certain to be asked for in
Revero.  I suggested that the best way to manage would be for him to
say that he had lost it, and a little money removed every objection
on his part.

When we reached the gates of Revero, I represented myself as a
Spanish officer going to Venice to meet the Duke of Modena (whom I
knew to be there) on business of the greatest importance.  The
sanitary certificate was not even demanded, military honours were
duly paid to me, and I was most civilly treated.  A certificate was
immediately delivered to me, setting forth that I was travelling from
Revero, and with it I crossed the Po, without any difficulty, at
Ostiglia, from which place I proceeded to Legnago.  There I left my
carrier as much pleased with my generosity as with the good luck
which had attended our journey, and, taking post-horses, I reached
Venice in the evening.  I remarked that it was the and of April,
1744, the anniversary of my birth, which, ten times during my life,
has been marked by some important event.

The very next morning I went to the exchange in order to procure a
passage to Constantinople, but I could not find any passenger ship
sailing before two or three months, and I engaged a berth in a
Venetian ship called, Our Lady of the Rosary, Commander Zane, which
was to sail for Corfu in the course of the month.

Having thus prepared myself to obey my destiny, which, according to
my superstitious feelings, called me imperiously to Constantinople, I
went to St: Mark's Square in order to see and to be seen, enjoying by
anticipation the surprise of my acquaintances at not finding me any
longer an abbe.  I must not forget to state that at Revero I had
decorated my hat with a red cockade.

I thought that my first visit was, by right, due to the Abbe Grimani.
The moment he saw me he raised a perfect shriek of astonishment, for
he thought I was still with Cardinal Acquaviva, on the road to a
political career, and he saw standing before him a son of Mars.  He
had just left the dinner-table as I entered, and he had company.  I
observed amongst the guests an officer wearing the Spanish uniform,
but I was not put out of countenance.  I told the Abbe Grimani that I
was only passing through Venice, and that I had felt it a duty and a
pleasure to pay my respects to him.

"I did not expect to see you in such a costume."

"I have resolved to throw off the garb which could not procure me a
fortune likely to satisfy my ambition."

"Where are you going?"

"To Constantinople; and I hope to find a quick passage to Corfu, as I
have dispatches from Cardinal Acquaviva."

"Where do you come from now?"

"From the Spanish army, which I left ten days ago."

These words were hardly spoken, when I heard the voice of a young
nobleman exclaiming;

"That is not true."

"The profession to which I belong," I said to him with great
animation, "does not permit me to let anyone give me the lie."

And upon that, bowing all round, I went away, without taking any
notice of those who were calling me back.

I wore an uniform; it seemed to me that I was right in showing that
sensitive and haughty pride which forms one of the characteristics of
military men.  I was no longer a priest: I could not bear being given
the lie, especially when it had been given to me in so public a
manner.

I called upon Madame Manzoni, whom I was longing to see.  She was
very happy to see me, and did not fail to remind me of her
prediction.  I told her my history, which amused her much; but she
said that if I went to Constantinople I should most likely never see
her again.

After my visit to Madame Manzoni I went to the house of Madame Orio,
where I found worthy M. Rosa, Nanette, and Marton.  They were all
greatly surprised, indeed petrified at seeing me.  The two lovely
sisters looked more beautiful than ever, but I did not think it
necessary to tell them the history of my nine months absence, for it
would not have edified the aunt or pleased the nieces.  I satisfied
myself with telling them as much as I thought fit, and amused them
for three hours.  Seeing that the good old lady was carried away by
her enthusiasm, I told her that I should be very happy to pass under
her roof the four or five weeks of my stay in Venice, if she could
give me a room and supper, but on condition that I should not prove a
burden to her or to her charming nieces.

"I should be only too happy," she answered, "to have you so long, but
I have no room to offer you."

"Yes, you have one, my dear," exclaimed M. Rosa, "and I undertake to
put it to rights within two hours."

It was the room adjoining the chamber of the two sisters.  Nanette
said immediately that she would come downstairs with her sister, but
Madame Orio answered that it was unnecessary, as they could lock
themselves in their room.

"There would be no need for them to do that, madam," I said, with a
serious and modest air; "and if I am likely to occasion the slightest
disturbance, I can remain at the inn."

"There will be no disturbance whatever; but forgive my nieces, they
are young prudes, and have a very high opinion of themselves:"

Everything being satisfactorily arranged, I forced upon Madame Orio a
payment of fifteen sequins in advance, assuring her that I was rich,
and that I had made a very good bargain, as I should spend a great
deal more if I kept my room at the inn.  I added that I would send my
luggage, and take up my quarters in her house on the following day.
During the whole of the conversation, I could see the eyes of my two
dear little wives sparkling with pleasure, and they reconquered all
their influence over my heart in spite of my love for Therese, whose
image was, all the same, brilliant in my soul: this was a passing
infidelity, but not inconstancy.

On the following day I called at the war office, but, to avoid every
chance of unpleasantness, I took care to remove my cockade.  I found
in the office Major Pelodoro, who could not control his joy when he
saw me in a military uniform, and hugged me with delight.  As soon as
I had explained to him that I wanted to go to Constantinople, and
that, although in uniform, I was free, he advised me earnestly to
seek the favour of going to Turkey with the bailo, who intended to
leave within two months, and even to try to obtain service in the
Venetian army.

His advice suited me exactly, and the secretary of war, who had known
me the year before, happening to see me, summoned me to him.  He told
me that he had received letters from Bologna which had informed him
of a certain adventure entirely to my honour, adding that he knew
that I would not acknowledge it.  He then asked me if I had received
my discharge before leaving the Spanish army.

"I could not receive my discharge, as I was never in the service."

"And how did you manage to come to Venice without performing
quarantine?"

"Persons coming from Mantua are not subject to it."

"True; but I advise you to enter the Venetian service like Major
Pelodoro."

As I was leaving the ducal palace, I met the Abbe Grimani who told me
that the abrupt manner in which I had left his house had displeased
everybody.

"Even the Spanish officer?"

"No, for he remarked that, if you had truly been with the army, you
could not act differently, and he has himself assured me that you
were there, and to prove what he asserted he made me read an article
in the newspaper, in which it is stated that you killed your captain
in a duel.  Of course it is only a fable?"

"How do you know that it is not a fact?"

"Is it true, then?"

"I do not say so, but it may be true, quite as true as my having been
with the Spanish army ten days ago."

"But that is impossible, unless you have broken through the
quarantine."

"I have broken nothing.  I have openly crossed the Po at Revero, and
here I am.  I am sorry not to be able to present myself at your
excellency's palace, but I cannot do so until I have received the
most complete satisfaction from the person who has given me the lie.
I could put up with an insult when I wore the livery of humility, but
I cannot bear one now that I wear the garb of honour."

"You are wrong to take it in such a high tone.  The person who
attacked your veracity is M. Valmarana, the proveditore of the
sanitary department, and he contends that, as nobody can pass through
the cordon, it would be impossible for you to be here.  Satisfaction,
indeed!  Have you forgotten who you are?"

"No, I know who I am; and I know likewise that, if I was taken for a
coward before leaving Venice, now that I have returned no one shall
insult me without repenting it."

"Come and dine with me."

"No, because the Spanish officer would know it."

"He would even see you, for he dines with me every day."

"Very well, then I will go, and I will let him be the judge of my
quarrel with M. Valmarana."

I dined that day with Major Pelodoro and several other officers, who
agreed in advising me to enter the service of the Republic, and I
resolved to do so.  "I am acquainted," said the major, "with a young
lieutenant whose health is not sufficiently strong to allow him to go
to the East, and who would be glad to sell his commission, for which
he wants one hundred sequins.  But it would be necessary to obtain
the consent of the secretary of war."  "Mention the matter to him," I
replied, "the one hundred sequins are ready."  The major undertook
the commission.

In the evening I went to Madame Orio, and I found myself very
comfortably lodged.  After supper, the aunt told her nieces to shew
me, to my room, and, as may well be supposed, we spent a most
delightful night.  After that they took the agreeable duty by turns,
and in order to avoid any surprise in case the aunt should take it
into her head to pay them a visit, we skilfully displaced a part of
the partition, which allowed them to come in and out of my room
without opening the door.  But the good lady believed us three living
specimens of virtue, and never thought of putting us to the test.

Two or three days afterwards, M.  Grimani contrived an interview
between me and M. Valmarana, who told me that, if he had been aware
that the sanitary line could be eluded, he would never have impugned
my veracity, and thanked me for the information I had given him.  The
affair was thus agreeably arranged, and until my departure I honoured
M. Grimani's excellent dinner with my presence every day.

Towards the end of the month I entered the service of the Republic in
the capacity of ensign in the Bala regiment, then at Corfu; the young
man who had left the regiment through the magical virtue of my one
hundred sequins was lieutenant, but the secretary of war objected to
my having that rank for reasons to which I had to submit, if I wished
to enter the army; but he promised me that, at the end of the year, I
would be promoted to the grade of lieutenant, and he granted me a
furlough to go to Constantinople.  I accepted, for I was determined
to serve in the army.

M. Pierre Vendramin, an illustrious senator, obtained me the favour
of a passage to Constantinople with the Chevalier Venier, who was
proceeding to that city in the quality of bailo, but as he would
arrive in Corfu a month after me, the chevalier very kindly promised
to take me as he called at Corfu.

A few days before my departure, I received a letter from Therese, who
informed me that the Duke de Castropignano escorted her everywhere.
"The duke is old," she wrote, "but even if he were young, you would
have no cause for uneasiness on my account.  Should you ever want any
money, draw upon me from any place where you may happen to be, and be
quite certain that your letters of exchange will be paid, even if I
had to sell everything I possess to honour your signature."

There was to be another passenger on board the ship of the line on
which I had engaged my passage, namely, a noble Venetian, who was
going to Zante in the quality of counsellor, with a numerous and
brilliant retinue.  The captain of the ship told me that, if I was
obliged to take my meals alone, I was not likely to fare very well,
and he advised me to obtain an introduction to the nobleman, who
would not fail to invite me to share his table.  His name was Antonio
Dolfin, and he had been nicknamed Bucentoro, in consequence of his
air of grandeur and the elegance of his toilet.  Fortunately I did
not require to beg an introduction, for M. Grimani offered, of his
own accord, to present me to the magnificent councillor, who received
me in the kindest manner, and invited me at once to take my meals at
his table.  He expressed a desire that I should make the acquaintance
of his wife, who was to accompany him in the journey.  I called upon
her the next day, and I found a lady perfect in manners, but already
of a certain age and completely deaf.  I had therefore but little
pleasure to expect from her conversation.  She had a very charming
young daughter whom she left in a convent.  She became celebrated
afterwards, and she is still alive, I believe, the widow of
Procurator Iron, whose family is extinct.

I have seldom seen a finer-looking man, or a man of more imposing
appearance than M. Dolfin.  He was eminently distinguished for his
wit and politeness.  He was eloquent, always cheerful when he lost at
cards, the favourite of ladies, whom he endeavoured to please in
everything, always courageous, and of an equal temper, whether in
good or in adverse fortune.

He had ventured on travelling without permission, and had entered a
foreign service, which had brought him into disgrace with the
government, for a noble son of Venice cannot be guilty of a greater
crime.  For this offence he had been imprisoned in the Leads--a
favour which destiny kept also in reserve for me.

Highly gifted, generous, but not wealthy, M. Dolfin had been
compelled to solicit from the Grand Council a lucrative governorship,
and had been appointed to Zante; but he started with such a splendid
suite that he was not likely to save much out of his salary.  Such a
man as I have just portrayed could not make a fortune in Venice,
because an aristocratic government can not obtain a state of lasting,
steady peace at home unless equality is maintained amongst the
nobility, and equality, either moral or physical, cannot be
appreciated in any other way than by appearances.  The result is that
the man who does not want to lay himself open to persecution, and who
happens to be superior or inferior to the others, must endeavour to
conceal it by all possible means.  If he is ambitious, he must feign
great contempt for dignities; if he seeks employment, he must not
appear to want any; if his features are handsome, he must be careless
of his physical appearance; he must dress badly, wear nothing in good
taste, ridicule every foreign importation, make his bow without
grace, be careless in his manner; care nothing for the fine arts,
conceal his good breeding, have no foreign cook, wear an uncombed
wig, and look rather dirty.  M. Dolfin was not endowed with any of
those eminent qualities, and therefore he had no hope of a great
fortune in his native country.

The day before my departure from Venice I did not go out; I devoted
the whole of the day to friendship.  Madame Orio and her lovely
nieces shed many tears, and I joined them in that delightful
employment.  During the last night that I spent with both of them,
the sisters repeated over and over, in the midst of the raptures of
love, that they never would see me again.  They guessed rightly; but
if they had happened to see me again they would have guessed wrongly.
Observe how wonderful prophets are!

I went on board, on the 5th of May, with a good supply of clothing,
jewels, and ready cash.  Our ship carried twenty-four guns and two
hundred Sclavonian soldiers.  We sailed from Malamacca to the shores
of Istria during the night, and we came to anchor in the harbour of
Orsera to take ballast.  I landed with several others to take a
stroll through the wretched place where I had spent three days nine
months before, a recollection which caused me a pleasant sensation
when I compared my present position to what it was at that time.
What a difference in everything--health, social condition, and money!
I felt quite certain that in the splendid uniform I was now wearing
nobody would recognize the miserable-looking abbe who, but for Friar
Stephano, would have become--God knows what!




CHAPTER XIV

An Amusing Meeting in Orsera--Journey to Corfu--My Stay in
Constantinople--Bonneval--My Return to Corfu--Madame F.--The False
Prince--I Run Away from Corfu--My Frolics at Casopo--I Surrender My
self a Prisoner--My Speedy Release and Triumph--My Success with
Madame F.


I affirm that a stupid servant is more dangerous than a bad one, and
a much greater plague, for one can be on one's guard against a wicked
person, but never against a fool.  You can punish wickedness but not
stupidity, unless you send away the fool, male or female, who is
guilty of it, and if you do so you generally find out that the change
has only thrown you out of the frying-pan into the fire.

This chapter and the two following ones were written; they gave at
full length all the particulars which I must now abridge, for my
silly servant has taken the three chapters for her own purposes.  She
pleaded as an excuse that the sheets of paper were old, written upon,
covered with scribbling and erasures, and that she had taken them in
preference to nice, clean paper, thinking that I would care much more
for the last than for the first.  I flew into a violent passion, but
I was wrong, for the poor girl had acted with a good intent; her
judgment alone had misled her.  It is well known that the first
result of anger is to deprive the angry man of the faculty of reason,
for anger and reason do not belong to the same family.  Luckily,
passion does not keep me long under its sway: 'Irasci, celerem tamen
et placabilem esse'.  After I had wasted my time in hurling at her
bitter reproaches, the force of which did not strike her, and in
proving to her that she was a stupid fool, she refuted all my
arguments by the most complete silence.  There was nothing to do but
to resign myself, and, although not yet in the best of tempers, I
went to work.  What I am going to write will probably not be so good
as what I had composed when I felt in the proper humour, but  my
readers must be satisfied with it they will, like the engineer, gain
in time what they lose in strength.

I landed at Orsera while our ship was taking ballast, as a ship
cannot sail well when she is too light, and I was walking about when
I remarked a man who was looking at me very attentively.  As I had no
dread of any creditor, I thought that he was interested by my fine
appearance; I could not find fault with such a feeling, and kept
walking on, but as I passed him, he addressed me:

"Might I presume to enquire whether this is your first visit to
Orsera, captain?"

"No, sir, it is my second visit to this city."

"Were you not here last year?"

"I was."

"But you were not in uniform then?"

"True again; but your questions begin to sound rather indiscreet."

"Be good enough to forgive me, sir, for my curiosity is the offspring
of gratitude.  I am indebted to you for the greatest benefits, and I
trust that Providence has brought you here again only to give me the
opportunity of making greater still my debt of gratitude to you."

"What on earth have I done, and what can I do for you?  I am at a
loss to guess your meaning."

"Will you be so kind as to come and breakfast with me?  My house is
near at hand; my refosco is delicious, please to taste it, and I will
convince you in a few words that you are truly my benefactor, and
that I have a right to expect that you have returned Orsera to load
me with fresh benefits."

I could not suspect the man of insanity; but, as I could not make him
out, I fancied that he wanted to make me purchase some of his
refosco, and I accepted his invitation.  We went up to his room, and
he left me for a few moments to order breakfast.  I observed several
surgical instruments, which made me suppose that he was a surgeon,
and I asked him when he returned.

"Yes, captain; I have been practising surgery in this place for
twenty years, and in a very poor way, for I had nothing to do, except
a few cases of bleeding, of cupping, and occasionally some slight
excoriation to dress or a sprained ankle to put to rights.  I did not
earn even the poorest living.  But since last year a great change has
taken place; I have made a good deal of money, I have laid it out
advantageously, and it is to you, captain, to you (may God bless
you!) that I am indebted for my present comforts."

"But how so?"

"In this way, captain.  You had a connection with Don Jerome's
housekeeper, and you left her, when you went away, a certain souvenir
which she communicated to a friend of hers, who, in perfect good
faith, made a present of it to his wife.  This lady did not wish, I
suppose, to be selfish, and she gave the souvenir to a libertine who,
in his turn, was so generous with it that, in less than a month, I
had about fifty clients.  The following months were not less
fruitful, and I gave the benefit of my attendance to everybody, of
course, for a consideration.  There are a few patients still under my
care, but in a short time there will be no more, as the souvenir left
by you has now lost all its virtue.  You can easily realize now the
joy I felt when I saw you; you are a bird of good omen.  May I hope
that your visit will last long enough to enable you to renew the
source of my fortune?"

I laughed heartily, but he was grieved to hear that I was in
excellent health.  He remarked, however, that I was not likely to be
so well off on my return, because, in the country to which I was
going, there was abundance of damaged goods, but that no one knew
better than he did how to root out the venom left by the use of such
bad merchandise.  He begged that I would depend upon him, and not
trust myself in the hands of quacks, who would be sure to palm their
remedies upon me.  I promised him everything, and, taking leave of
him with many thanks, I returned to the ship.  I related the whole
affair to M. Dolfin, who was highly amused.  We sailed on the
following day, but on the fourth day, on the other side of Curzola,
we were visited by a storm which very nearly cost me my life.  This
is how it happened:

The chaplain of the ship was a Sclavonian priest, very ignorant,
insolent and coarse-mannered, and, as I turned him into ridicule
whenever the opportunity offered, he had naturally become my sworn
enemy.  'Tant de fiel entre-t-il dans l'ame d'un devot!'  When the
storm was at its height, he posted himself on the quarter-deck, and,
with book in hand, proceeded to exorcise all the spirits of hell whom
he thought he could see in the clouds, and to whom he pointed for the
benefit of the sailors who, believing themselves lost, were crying,
howling, and giving way to despair, instead of attending to the
working of the ship, then in great danger on account of the rocks and
of the breakers which surrounded us.

Seeing the peril of our position, and the evil effect of his stupid,
incantations upon the minds of the sailors whom the ignorant priest
was throwing into the apathy of despair, instead of keeping up their
courage, I thought it prudent to interfere.  I went up the rigging,
calling upon the sailors to do their duty cheerfully, telling them
that there were no devils, and that the priest who pretended to see
them was a fool.  But it was in vain that I spoke in the most
forcible manner, in vain that I went to work myself, and shewed that
safety was only to be insured by active means, I could not prevent
the priest declaring that I was an Atheist, and he managed to rouse
against me the anger of the greatest part of the crew.  The wind
continued to lash the sea into fury for the two following days, and
the knave contrived to persuade the sailors who listened to him that
the hurricane would not abate as long as I was on board.  Imbued with
that conviction, one of the men, thinking he had found a good
opportunity of fulfilling the wishes of the priest, came up to me as
I was standing at the extreme end of the forecastle, and pushed me so
roughly that I was thrown over.  I should have been irretrievably
lost, but the sharp point of an anchor, hanging along the side of the
ship, catching in my clothes, prevented me from falling in the sea,
and proved truly my sheet-anchor.  Some men came to my assistance,
and I was saved.  A corporal then pointed out to me the sailor who
had tried to murder me, and taking a stout stick I treated the
scoundrel to a sound thrashing; but the sailors, headed by the
furious priest, rushed towards us when they heard his screams, and I
should have been killed if the soldiers had not taken my part.  The
commander and M. Dolfin then came on deck, but they were compelled to
listen to the chaplain, and to promise, in order to pacify the vile
rabble, that they would land me at the first opportunity.  But even
this was not enough; the priest demanded that I should give up to him
a certain parchment that I had purchased from a Greek at Malamocco
just before sailing.  I had no recollection of it, but it was true.
I laughed, and gave it to M.  Dolfin; he handed it to the fanatic
chaplain, who, exulting in his victory, called for a large pan of
live coals from the cook's galley, and made an auto-da-fe of the
document.  The unlucky parchment, before it was entirely consumed,
kept writhing on the fire for half an hour, and the priest did not
fail to represent those contortions as a miracle, and all the sailors
were sure that it was an infernal manuscript given to me by the
devil.  The virtue claimed for that piece of parchment by the man who
had sold it to me was that it insured its lucky possessor the love of
all women, but I trust my readers will do me the justice to believe
that I had no faith whatever in amorous philtres, talismans, or
amulets of any kind: I had purchased it only for a joke.

You can find throughout Italy, in Greece, and generally in every
country the inhabitants of which are yet wrapped up in primitive
ignorance, a tribe of Greeks, of Jews, of astronomers, and of
exorcists, who sell their dupes rags and toys to which they
boastingly attach wonderful virtues and properties; amulets which
render invulnerable, scraps of cloth which defend from witchcraft,
small bags filled with drugs to keep away goblins, and a thousand
gewgaws of the same description.  These wonderful goods have no
marketable value whatever in France, in England, in Germany, and
throughout the north of Europe generally, but, in revenge, the
inhabitants of those countries indulge in knavish practices of a much
worse kind.

The storm abated just as the innocent parchment was writhing on the
fire, and the sailors, believing that the spirits of hell had been
exorcised, thought no more of getting rid of my person, and after a
prosperous voyage of a week we cast anchor at Corfu.  As soon as I
had found a comfortable lodging I took my letters to his eminence the
proveditore-generale, and to all the naval commanders to whom I was
recommended; and after paying my respects to my colonel, and making
the acquaintance of the officers of my regiment, I prepared to enjoy
myself until the arrival of the Chevalier Venier, who had promised to
take me to Constantinople.  He arrived towards the middle of June,
but in the mean time I had been playing basset, and had lost all my
money, and sold or pledged all my jewellery.

Such must be the fate awaiting every man who has a taste for
gambling, unless he should know how to fix fickle fortune by playing
with a real advantage derived from calculation or from adroitness,
which defies chance.  I think that a cool and prudent player can
manage both without exposing himself to censure, or deserving to be
called a cheat.

During the month that I spent in Corfu, waiting for the arrival of M.
Venier, I did not devote any time to the study, either moral or
physical, of the country, for, excepting the days on which I was on
duty, I passed my life at the coffee-house, intent upon the game, and
sinking, as a matter of course, under the adverse fortune which I
braved with obstinacy.  I never won, and I had not the moral strength
to stop till all my means were gone.  The only comfort I had, and a
sorry one truly, was to hear the banker himself call me--perhaps
sarcastically--a fine player, every time I lost a large stake.  My
misery was at its height, when new life was infused in me by the
booming of the guns fired in honour of the arrival of the bailo.  He
was on board the Europa, a frigate of seventy-two guns, and he had
taken only eight days to sail from Venice to Corfu.  The moment he
cast anchor, the bailo hoisted his flag of captain-general of the
Venetian navy, and the proveditore hauled down his own colours. The
Republic of Venice has not on the sea any authority greater than that
of Bailo to the Porte.  The Chevalier Venier had with him a
distinguished and brilliant suite; Count Annibal Gambera, Count
Charles Zenobio, both Venetian noblemen of the first class, and the
Marquis d'Anchotti of Bressan, accompanied him to Constantinople for
their own amusement.  The bailo remained a week in Corfu, and all the
naval authorities entertained him and his suite in turn, so that
there was a constant succession of balls and suppers.  When I
presented myself to his excellency, he informed me that he had
already spoken to the proveditore, who had granted me a furlough of
six months to enable me to accompany him to Constantinople as his
adjutant; and as soon as the official document for my furlough had
been delivered to me, I sent my small stock of worldly goods on board
the Europa, and we weighed anchor early the next day.

We sailed with a favourable wind which remained steady and brought us
in six days to Cerigo, where we stopped to take in some water.
Feeling some curiosity to visit the ancient Cythera, I went on shore
with the sailors on duty, but it would have been better for me if I
had remained on board, for in Cerigo I made a bad acquaintance.  I
was accompanied by the captain of marines.

The moment we set foot on shore, two men, very poorly dressed and of
unprepossessing appearance, came to us and begged for assistance.  I
asked them who they were, and one, quicker than the other, answered;

"We are sentenced to live, and perhaps to die, in this island by the
despotism of the Council of Ten.  There are forty others as
unfortunate as ourselves, and we are all born subjects of the
Republic.

"The crime of which we have been accused, which is not considered a
crime anywhere, is that we were in the habit of living with our
mistresses, without being jealous of our friends, when, finding our
ladies handsome, they obtained their favours with our ready consent.
As we were not rich, we felt no remorse in availing ourselves of the
generosity of our friends in such cases, but it was said that we were
carrying on an illicit trade, and we have been sent to this place,
where we receive every day ten sous in 'moneta lunga'.  We are called
'mangia-mayroni', and are worse off than galley slaves, for we are
dying of ennui, and we are often starving without knowing how to stay
our hunger.  My name is Don Antonio Pocchini, I am of a noble Paduan
family, and my mother belongs to the illustrious family of Campo San-
Piero."

We gave them some money, and went about the island, returning to the
ship after we had visited the fortress.  I shall have to speak of
that Pocchini in a few years.

The wind continued in our favour, and we reached the Dardanelles in
eight or ten days; the Turkish barges met us there to carry us to
Constantinople.  The sight offered by that city at the distance of a
league is truly wonderful; and I believe that a more magnificent
panorama cannot be found in any part of the world.  It was that
splendid view which was the cause of the fall of the Roman, and of
the rise of the Greek empire.  Constantine the Great, arriving at
Byzantium by sea, was so much struck with the wonderful beauty of its
position, that he exclaimed, "Here is the proper seat of the empire
of the whole world!" and in order to secure the fulfilment of his
prediction, he left Rome for Byzantium.  If he had known the prophecy
of Horace, or rather if he had believed in it, he would not have been
guilty of such folly.  The poet had said that the, downfall of the
Roman empire would begin only when one of the successors of Augustus
bethought him removing the capital of the empire to where it had
originated.  The Troad is not far distant from Thrace.

We arrived at the Venetian Embassy in Pera towards the middle of
July, and, for a wonder, there was no talk of the plague in
Constantinople just then.  We were all provided with very comfortable
lodgings, but the intensity of the heat induced the baili to seek for
a little coolness in a country mansion which had been hired by the
Bailo Dona.  It was situated at Bouyoudere.  The very first order
laid upon me was never to go out unknown to the bailo, and without
being escorted by a janissary, and this order I obeyed to the letter.
In those days the Russians had not tamed the insolence of the Turkish
people.  I am told that foreigners can now go about as much as they
please in perfect security.

The day after our arrival, I took a janissary to accompany me to
Osman Pacha, of Caramania, the name assumed by Count de Bonneval ever
since he had adopted the turban.  I sent in my letter, and was
immediately shewn into an apartment on the ground floor, furnished in
the French fashion, where I saw a stout elderly gentleman, dressed
like a Frenchman, who, as I entered the room, rose, came to meet me
with a smiling countenance, and asked me how he could serve the
'protege' of a cardinal of the Roman Catholic Church, which he could
no longer call his mother.  I gave him all the particulars of the
circumstances which, in a moment of despair, had induced me to ask
the cardinal for letters of introduction for Constantinople, and I
added that, the letters once in my possession, my superstitious
feelings had made me believe that I was bound to deliver them in
person.

"Then, without this letter," he said, "you never would have come to
Constantinople, and you have no need of me?"

"True, but I consider myself fortunate in having thus made the
acquaintance of a man who has attracted the attention of the whole of
Europe, and who still commands that attention."

His excellency made some remark respecting the happiness of young men
who, like me, without care, without any fixed purpose, abandon
themselves to fortune with that confidence which knows no fear, and
telling me that the cardinal's letter made it desirable that he
should do something for me, he promised to introduce me to three or
four of his Turkish friends who deserved to be known.  He invited me
to dine with him every Thursday, and undertook to send me a janissary
who would protect me from the insults of the rabble and shew me
everything worth seeing.

The cardinal's letter representing me as a literary man, the pacha
observed that I ought to see his library.  I followed him through the
garden, and we entered a room furnished with grated cupboards;
curtains could be seen behind the wirework; the books were most
likely behind the curtains.

Taking a key out of his pocket, he opened one of the cupboards, and,
instead of folios, I saw long rows of bottles of the finest wines.
We both laughed heartily.

"Here are," said the pacha.  "my library and my harem.  I am old,
women would only shorten my life but good wine will prolong it, or
at least, make it more agreeable.

"I imagine your excellency has obtained a dispensation from the
mufti?"

"You are mistaken, for the Pope of the Turks is very far from
enjoying as great a power as the Christian Pope.  He cannot in any
case permit what is forbidden by the Koran; but everyone is at
liberty to work out his own damnation if he likes.  The Turkish
devotees pity the libertines, but they do not persecute them; there
is no inquisition in Turkey.  Those who do not know the precepts of
religion, say the Turks, will suffer enough in the life to come;
there is no need to make them suffer in this life.  The only
dispensation I have asked and obtained, has been respecting
circumcision, although it can hardly be called so, because, at my
age, it might have proved dangerous.  That ceremony is generally
performed, but it is not compulsory."

During the two hours that we spent together, the pacha enquired after
several of his friends in Venice, and particularly after Marc Antonio
Dieto.  I told him that his friends were still faithful to their
affection for him, and did not find fault with his apostasy.  He
answered that he was a Mahometan as he had been a Christian, and that
he was not better acquainted with the Koran than he had been with the
Gospel.  "I am certain," he added, "that I shall die-calmer and much
happier than Prince Eugene.  I have had to say that God is God, and
that Mahomet is the prophet.  I have said it, and the Turks care very
little whether I believe it or not.  I wear the turban as the soldier
wears the uniform.  I was nothing but a military man; I could not
have turned my hand to any other profession, and I made up my mind to
become lieutenant-general of the Grand Turk only when I found myself
entirely at a loss how to earn my living.  When I left Venice, the
pitcher had gone too often to the well, it was broken at last, and if
the Jews had offered me the command of an army of fifty thousand men,
I would have gone and besieged Jerusalem."

Bonneval was handsome, but too stout.  He had received a sabre-cut in
the lower part of the abdomen, which compelled him to wear constantly
a bandage supported by a silver plate.  He had been exiled to Asia,
but only for a short time, for, as he told me, the cabals are not so
tenacious in Turkey as they are in Europe, and particularly at the
court of Vienna.  As I was taking leave of him, he was kind enough to
say that, since his arrival in Turkey, he had never passed two hours
as pleasantly as those he had just spent with me, and that he would
compliment the bailo about me.

The Bailo Dona, who had known him intimately in Venice, desired me to
be the bearer of all his friendly compliments for him, and M. Venier
expressed his deep regret at not being able to make his acquaintance.

The second day after my first visit to him being a Thursday, the
pacha did not forget to send a janissary according to his promise.
It was about eleven in the morning when the janissary called for me,
I followed him, and this time I found Bonneval dressed in the Turkish
style.  His guests soon arrived, and we sat down to dinner, eight of
us, all well disposed to be cheerful and happy.  The dinner was
entirely French, in cooking and service; his steward and his cook
were both worthy French renegades.

He had taken care to introduce me to all his guests and at the same
time to let me know who they were, but he did not give me an
opportunity of speaking before dinner was nearly over.  The
conversation was entirely kept up in Italian, and I remarked that the
Turks did not utter a single word in their own language, even to say
the most ordinary thing.  Each guest had near him a bottle which
might have contained either white wine or hydromel; all I know is
that I drank, as well as M. de Bonneval, next to whom I was seated,
some excellent white Burgundy.

The guests got me on the subject of Venice, and particularly of Rome,
and the conversation very naturally fell upon religion, but not upon
dogmatic questions; the discipline of religion and liturgical
questions were alone discussed.

One of the guests, who was addressed as effendi, because he had been
secretary for foreign affairs, said that the ambassador from Venice
to Rome was a friend of his, and he spoke of him in the highest
manner.  I told him that I shared his admiration for that ambassador,
who had given me a letter of introduction for a Turkish nobleman,
whom he had represented as an intimate friend.  He enquired for the
name of the person to whom the letter was addressed, but I could not
recollect it, and took the letter out of my pocket-book.  The effendi
was delighted when he found that the letter was for himself.  He
begged leave to read it at once, and after he had perused it, he
kissed the signature and came to embrace me.  This scene pleased M.
de Bonneval and all his friends.  The effendi, whose name was Ismail,
entreated the pacha to come to dine with him, and to bring me;
Bonneval accepted, and fixed a day.

Notwithstanding all the politeness of the effendi, I was particularly
interested during our charming dinner in a fine elderly man of about
sixty, whose countenance breathed at the same time the greatest
sagacity and the most perfect kindness.  Two years afterwards I found
again the same features on the handsome face of M. de Bragadin, a
Venetian senator of whom I shall have to speak at length when we come
to that period of my life.  That elderly gentleman had listened to me
with the greatest attention, but without uttering one word.  In
society, a man whose face and general appearance excite your
interest, stimulates strongly your curiosity if he remains silent.
When we left the dining-room I enquired from de Bonneval who he was;
he answered that he was wealthy, a philosopher, a man of acknowledged
merit, of great purity of morals, and strongly attached to his
religion.  He advised me to cultivate his acquaintance if he made any
advances to me.

I was pleased with his advice, and when, after a walk under the shady
trees of the garden, we returned to a drawing-room furnished in the
Turkish fashion, I purposely took a seat near Yusuf Ali.  Such was
the name of the Turk for whom I felt so much sympathy. He offered me
his pipe in a very graceful manner; I refused it politely, and took
one brought to me by one of M. de Bonneval's servants.  Whenever I
have been amongst smokers I have smoked or left the room; otherwise I
would have fancied that I was swallowing the smoke of the others, and
that idea which is true and unpleasant, disgusted me.  I have never
been able to understand how in Germany the ladies, otherwise so
polite and delicate, could inhale the suffocating fumes of a crowd of
smokers.

Yusuf, pleased to have me near him, at once led the conversation to
subjects similar to those which had been discussed at table, and
particularly to the reasons which had induced me to give up the
peaceful profession of the Church and to choose a military life; and
in order to gratify his curiosity without losing his good opinion, I
gave him, but with proper caution, some of the particulars of my
life, for I wanted him to be satisfied that, if I had at first
entered the career of the holy priesthood, it had not been through
any vocation of mine.  He seemed pleased with my recital, spoke of
natural vocations as a Stoic philosopher, and I saw that he was a
fatalist; but as I was careful not to attack his system openly, he
did not dislike my objections, most likely because he thought himself
strong enough to overthrow them.

I must have inspired the honest Mussulman with very great esteem, for
he thought me worthy of becoming his disciple; it was not likely that
he could entertain the idea of becoming himself the disciple of a
young man of nineteen, lost, as he thought, in a false religion.

After spending an hour in examining me, in listening to my
principles, he said that he believed me fit to know the real truth,
because he saw that I was seeking for it, and that I was not certain
of having obtained it so far.  He invited me to come and spend a
whole day with him, naming the days when I would be certain to find
him at home, but he advised me to consult the Pacha Osman before
accepting his invitation.  I told him that the pacha had already
mentioned him to me and had spoken very highly of his character; he
seemed much pleased.  I fixed a day for my visit, and left him.

I informed M. de Bonneval of all that had occurred; he was delighted,
and promised that his janissary would be every day at the Venetian
palace, ready to execute my orders.

I received the congratulations of the baili upon the excellent
acquaintances I had already made, and M. Venier advised me not to
neglect such friends in a country where weariness of life was more
deadly to foreigners than the plague.

On the day appointed, I went early to Yusuf's palace, but he was out.
His gardener, who had received his instructions, shewed me every
attention, and entertained me very agreeably for two hours in doing
the honours of his master's splendid garden, where I found the most
beautiful flowers.  This gardener was a Neapolitan, and had belonged
to Yusuf for thirty years.  His manners made me suspect that he was
well born and well educated, but he told me frankly that he had never
been taught even to read, that he was a sailor when he, was taken in
slavery, and that he was so happy in the service of Yusuf that
liberty would be a punishment to him.  Of course I did not venture to
address him any questions about his master, for his reserve might
have put my curiosity to the blush.

Yusuf had gone out on horseback; he returned, and, after the usual
compliments, we dined alone in a summerhouse, from which we had a
fine view of the sea, and in which the heat was cooled by a
delightful breeze, which blows regularly at the same hour every day
from the north-west; and is called the mistral.  We had a good
dinner; there was no prepared dish except the cauroman, a peculiar
delicacy of the Turks.  I drank water and hydromel, and I told Yusuf
that I preferred the last to wine, of which I never took much at that
time.  "Your hydromel," I said, "is very good, and the Mussulmans who
offend against the law by drinking wine do not deserve any
indulgence; I believe they drink wine only because it is forbidden."
"Many of the true believers," he answered.  "think that they can take
it as a medicine.  The Grand Turk's physician has brought it into
vogue as a medicine, and it has been the cause of his fortune, for he
has captivated the favour of his master who is in reality constantly
ill, because he is always in a state of intoxication."  I told Yusuf
that in my country drunkards were scarce, and that drunkenness was a
vice to be found only among the lowest people; he was much
astonished.  "I cannot understand," he said, "why wine is allowed by
all religions, when its use deprives man of his reason."--"All
religions," I answered, "forbid excess in drinking wine, and the
crime is only in the abuse."  I proved him the truth of what I had
said by telling him that opium produced the same results as wine, but
more powerfully, and consequently Mahomet ought to have forbidden the
use of it.  He observed that he had never taken either wine or opium
in the course of his life.

After dinner, pipes were brought in and we filled them ourselves.  I
was smoking with pleasure, but, at the same time, was expectorating.
Yusuf, who smoked like a Turk, that is to say, without spitting,
said,--

"The tobacco you are now smoking is of a very fine quality, and you
ought to swallow its balsam which is mixed with the saliva."

"I suppose you are right; smoking cannot be truly enjoyed without the
best tobacco."

"That is true to a certain extent, but the enjoyment found in smoking
good tobacco is not the principal pleasure, because it only pleases
our senses; true enjoyment is that which works upon the soul, and is
completely independent of the senses."

"I cannot realize pleasures enjoyed by the soul without the
instrumentality of the senses."

"Listen to me. When you fill your pipe do you feel any pleasure?"

"Yes."

"Whence does that pleasure arise, if it is not from your soul?  Let
us go further.  Do you not feel pleased when you give up your pipe
after having smoked all the tobacco in it--when you see that nothing
is left but some ashes?"

"It is true."

"Well, there are two pleasures in which your senses have certainly
nothing to do, but I want you to guess the third, and the most
essential."

"The most essential?  It is the perfume."

"No; that is a pleasure of the organ of smelling--a sensual
pleasure."

"Then I do not know."

"Listen.  The principal pleasure derived from tobacco smoking is the
sight of a smoke itself. You must never see it go out of the bowl of
your pipe,--but only from the corner o your mouth, at regular
intervals which must not be too frequent. It is so truly the greatest
pleasure connected with the pipe, that you cannot find anywhere a
blind man who smokes.  Try yourself the experiment of smoking a pipe
in your room, at night and without a light; you will soon lay the
pipe down."

"It is all perfectly true; yet you must forgive me if I give the
preference to several pleasures, in which my senses are interested,
over those which afford enjoyment only to my soul."

"Forty years ago I was of the same opinion, and in forty years, if
you succeed in acquiring wisdom, you will think like me.  Pleasures
which give activity to our senses, my dear son, disturb the repose of
our soul--a proof that they do not deserve the name of real
enjoyments."

"But if I feel them to be real enjoyments, it is enough to prove that
they are truly so."

"Granted; but if you would take the trouble of analyzing them after
you have tasted them, you would not find them unalloyed."

"It may be so, but why should I take a trouble which would only
lessen my enjoyment."

"A time will come when you will feel pleasure in that very trouble."

"It strikes me, dear father, that you prefer mature age to youth."

"You may boldly say old age."

"You surprise me.  Must I believe that your early life has been
unhappy?"

"Far from it.  It was always fortunate in good health, and the master
of my own passions; but all I saw in my equals was for me a good
school in which I have acquired the knowledge of man, and learned the
real road to happiness.  The happiest of men is not the most
voluptuous, but the one who knows how to choose the highest standards
of voluptuousness, which can be found, I say again, not in the
pleasures which excite our senses, but in those which give greater
repose to the soul."

"That is the voluptuousness which you consider unalloyed."

"Yes, and such is the sight of a vast prairie all covered with grass.
The green colour, so strongly recommended by our divine prophet,
strikes my eyes, and at the same moment I feel that my soul is
wrapped up in a calm so delightful that I fancy myself nearer the
Creator.  I enjoy the same peace, the same repose, when I am seated
on the banks of a river, when I look upon the water so quiet, yet
always moving, which flows constantly, yet never disappears from my
sight, never loses any of its clearness in spite of its constant
motion.  It strikes me as the image of my own existence, and of the
calm which I require for my life in order to reach, like the water I
am gazing upon, the goal which I do not see, and which can only be
found at the other end of the journey."

Thus did the Turk reason, and we passed four hours in this sort of
conversation.  He had buried two wives, and he had two sons and one
daughter.  The eldest son, having received his patrimony, had
established himself in the city of Salonica, where he was a wealthy
merchant; the other was in the seraglio, in the service of the Grand
Turk and his fortune was in the hands of a trustee.  His daughter,
Zelmi, then fifteen years of age, was to inherit all his remaining
property.  He had given her all the accomplishments which could
minister to the happiness of the man whom heaven had destined for her
husband.  We shall hear more of that daughter anon.  The mother of
the three children was dead, and five years previous to the time of
my visit, Yusuf had taken another wife, a native of Scio, young and
very beautiful, but he told me himself that he was now too old, and
could not hope to have any child by her.  Yet he was only sixty years
of age.  Before I left, he made me promise to spend at least one day
every week with him.

At supper, I told the baili how pleasantly the day had passed.

"We envy you," they said, "the prospect you have before you of
spending agreeably three or four months in this country, while, in
our quality of ministers, we must pine away with melancholy."

A few days afterwards, M. de Bonneval took me with him to dine at
Ismail's house, where I saw Asiatic luxury on a grand scale, but
there were a great many guests, and the conversation was held almost
entirely in the Turkish language--a circumstance which annoyed me and
M. de Bonneval also.  Ismail saw it, and he invited me to breakfast
whenever I felt disposed, assuring me that he would have much
pleasure in receiving me.  I accepted the invitation, and I went ten
or twelve days afterwards.  When we reach that period my readers must
kindly accompany me to the breakfast.  For the present I must return
to Yusuf who, during my second visit, displayed a character which
inspired, me with the greatest esteem and the warmest affection.

We had dined alone as before, and, conversation happening to turn
upon the fine arts, I gave my opinion upon one of the precepts in the
Koran, by which the Mahometans are deprived of the innocent enjoyment
of paintings and statues.  He told me that Mahomet, a very sagacious
legislator, had been right in removing all images from the sight of
the followers of Islam.

"Recollect, my son, that the nations to which the prophet brought the
knowledge of the true God were all idolators.  Men are weak; if the
disciples of the prophet had continued to see the same objects, they
might have fallen back into their former errors."

"No one ever worshipped an image as an image; the deity of which the
image is a representation is what is worshipped."

"I may grant that, but God cannot be matter, and it is right to
remove from the thoughts of the vulgar the idea of a material
divinity.  You are the only men, you Christians, who believe that you
see God."

"It is true, we are sure of it, but observe that faith alone gives us
that certainty."

"I know it; but you are idolators, for you see nothing but a material
representation, and yet you have a complete certainty that you see
God, unless you should tell me that faith disaffirms it."

"God forbid I should tell you such a thing!  Faith, on the contrary,
affirms our certainty."

"We thank God that we have no need of such self-delusion, and there
is not one philosopher in the world who could prove to me that you
require it."

"That would not be the province of philosophy, dear father, but of
theology--a very superior science."

"You are now speaking the language of our theologians, who differ
from yours only in this; they use their science to make clearer the
truths we ought to know, whilst your theologians try to render those
truths more obscure."

"Recollect, dear father, that they are mysteries."

"The existence of God is a sufficiently important mystery to prevent
men from daring to add anything to it.  God can only be simple; any
kind of combination would destroy His essence; such is the God
announced by our prophet, who must be the same for all men and in all
times.  Agree with me that we can add nothing to the simplicity of
God.  We say that God is one; that is the image of simplicity.  You
say that He is one and three at the same time, and such a definition
strikes us as contradictory, absurd, and impious."

"It is a mystery."

"Do you mean God or the definition?  I am speaking only of the
definition, which ought not to be a mystery or absurd.  Common sense,
my son, must consider as absurd an assertion which substantiallv
nonsensical.  Prove to me that three is not a compound, that it
cannot be a compound and I will become a Christian at once."

"My religion tells me to believe without arguing, and I shudder, my
dear Yusuf, when I think that, through some specious reasoning, I
might be led to renounce the creed of my fathers.  I first must be
convinced that they lived in error.  Tell me whether, respecting my
father's memory, I ought to have such a good opinion of myself as to
sit in judgement over him, with the intention of giving my sentence
against him?"

My lively remonstrance moved Yusuf deeply, but after a few instants
of silence he said to me,--

"With such feelings, my son, you are sure to find grace in the eyes
of God, and you are, therefore, one of the elect.  If you are in
error, God alone can convince you of it, for no just man on earth can
refute the sentiment you have just given expression to."

We spoke of many other things in a friendly manner, and in the
evening we parted with the often repeated assurance of the warmest
affection and of the most perfect devotion.

But my mind was full of our conversation, and as I went on pondering
over the matter, I thought that Yusuf might be right in his opinion
as to the essence of God, for it seemed evident that the Creator of
all beings ought to be perfectly simple; but I thought at the same
time how impossible it would be for me, because the Christian
religion had made a mistake, to accept the Turkish creed, which might
perhaps have just a conception of God, but which caused me to smile
when I recollected that the man who had given birth to it had been an
arrant imposter.  I had not the slightest idea, however, that Yusuf
wished to make a convert of me.

The third time I dined with him religion was again the subject of
conversation.

"Do you believe, dear father, that the religion of Mahomet is the
only one in which salvation can be secured?"

"No, my dear son, I am not certain of it, and no man can have such a
certainty; but I am sure that the Christian religion is not the true
one, because it cannot be universal."

"Why not?"

"Because there is neither bread nor wine to be found in three-fourths
of the world.  Observe that the precepts of the Koran can be followed
everywhere."

I did not know how to answer, and I would not equivocate.

"If God cannot be matter," I said, "then He must be a spirit?"

"We know what He is not but we do not know what He is: man cannot
affirm that God is a spirit, because he can only realize the idea in
an abstract manner.  God immaterial; that is the extent of our
knowledge and it can never be greater."

I was reminded of Plato, who had said exactly the same an most
certainly Yusuf  never read Plato.

He added that the existence of God could be useful only to those who
did not entertain a doubt of that existence, and that, as a natural
consequence, Atheists must be the most miserable of men.  God has
made in man His own image in order that, amongst all the animals
created by Him, there should be one that can understand and confess
the existence of the Creator.  Without man, God would have no witness
of His own glory, and man must therefore understand that his first
and highest duty is to glorify God by practising justice and trusting
to His providence.

"Observe, my son, that God never abandons the man who, in the midst
of misfortunes, falls down in prayer before Him, and that He often
allows the wretch who has no faith in prayer to die miserably."

"Yet we meet with Atheists who are fortunate and happy."

"True; but, in spite of their tranquillity, I pity them because they
have no hope beyond this life, and are on a level with animals.
Besides, if they are philosophers, they must linger in dark
ignorance, and, if they never think, they have no consolation, no
resource, when adversity reaches them.  God has made man in such a
manner that he cannot be happy unless he entertains no doubt of the
existence of his Divine Creator; in all stations of life man is
naturally prone to believe in that existence, otherwise man would
never have admitted one God, Creator of all beings and of all
things."

"I should like to know why Atheism has only existed in the systems of
the learned, and never as a national creed."

"Because the poor feel their wants much more than the rich, There are
amongst us a great many impious men who deride the true believers
because they have faith in the pilgrimage to Mecca.  Wretches that
they are, they ought to respect the ancient customs which, exciting
the devotion of fervent souls, feed religious principles, and impart
courage under all misfortunes.  Without such consolation, people
would give way to all the excess of despair."

Much pleased with the attention I gave to all he said, Yusuf would
thus yield to the inclination he felt to instruct me, and, on my
side, feeling myself drawn towards him by the charm which amiable
goodness exerts upon all hearts, I would often go and spend the day
with him, even without any previous invitation, and Yusuf's
friendship soon became one of my most precious treasures.

One morning, I told my janissary to take me to the palace of Ismail
Effendi, in order to fulfil my promise to breakfast with him.  He
gave me the most friendly welcome, and after an excellent breakfast
he invited me to take a walk in his garden.  We found there a pretty
summer-house which we entered, and Ismail attempted some liberties
which were not at all to my taste, and which I resented by rising in
a very abrupt manner.  Seeing that I was angry, the Turk affected to
approve my reserve, and said that he had only been joking.  I left
him after a few minutes, with the intention of not visiting him
again, but I was compelled to do so, as I will explain by-and-by.

When I saw M. de Bonneval I told him what had happened and he said
that, according to Turkish manners, Ismail had intended to give me a
great proof of his friendship, but that I need not be afraid of the
offence being repeated.  He added that politeness required that I
should visit him again, and that Ismail was, in spite of his failing,
a perfect gentleman, who had at his disposal the most beautiful
female slaves in Turkey.

Five or six weeks after the commencement of our intimacy, Yusuf asked
me one day whether I was married.  I answered that I was not; the
conversation turned upon several moral questions, and at last fell
upon chastity, which, in his opinion, could be accounted a virtue
only if considered from one point of view, namely, that of total
abstinence, but he added that it could not be acceptable to God;
because it transgressed against the very first precept He had given
to man.

"I would like to know, for instance," he said, "what name can be
given to the chastity of your knights of Malta.  They take a vow of
chastity, but it does not mean that they will renounce women
altogether, they renounce marriage only.  Their chastity, and
therefore chastity in general, is violated only by marriage; yet I
observe that marriage is one of your sacraments.  Therefore, those
knights of Malta promise not to give way to lustful incontinence in
the only case in which God might forgive it, but they reserve the
license of being lustful unlawfully as often as they please, and
whenever an opportunity may offer itself; and that immoral, illicit
license is granted to them to such an extent, that they are allowed
to acknowledge legally a child which can be born to them only through
a double crime!  The most revolting part of it all is that these
children of crime, who are of course perfectly innocent themselves,
are called natural children, as if children born in wedlock came into
the world in an unnatural manner!  In one word, my dear son, the vow
of chastity is so much opposed to Divine precepts and to human nature
that it can be agreeable neither to God nor to society, nor to those
who pledge themselves to keep it, and being in such opposition to
every divine and human law, it must be a crime."

He enquired for the second time whether I was married; I replied in
the negative, and added that I had no idea of ever getting married.

"What!" he exclaimed; "I must then believe that you are not a perfect
man, or that you intend to work out your own damnation; unless you
should tell me that you are a Christian only outwardly."

"I am a man in the very strongest sense of the word, and I am a true
Christian.  I must even confess that I adore women, and that I have
not the slightest idea of depriving myself of the most delightful of
all pleasures."

"According to your religion, damnation awaits you."

"I feel certain of the contrary, because, when we confess our sins,
our priests are compelled to give us absolution."

"I know it, but you must agree with me that it is absurd to suppose
that God will forgive a crime which you would, perhaps, not commit,
if you did not think that, after confession, a priest, a man like
you, will give you absolution.  God forgives only the repenting
sinner."

"No doubt of it, and confession supposes repentance; without it,
absolution has no effect."

"Is onanism a crime amongst you?"

"Yes, even greater than lustful and illegitimate copulation."

"I was aware of it, and it has always caused me great surprise, for
the legislator who enacts a law, the execution of which is
impossible, is a fool.  A man in good health, if he cannot have a
woman, must necessarily have recourse to onanism, whenever imperious
nature demands it, and the man who, from fear of polluting his soul,
would abstain from it, would only draw upon himself a mortal
disease."

"We believe exactly the reverse; we think that young people destroy
their constitutions, and shorten their lives through self-abuse.  In
several communities they are closely watched, and are as much as
possible deprived of every opportunity of indulging in that crime."

"Those who watch them are ignorant fools, and those who pay the
watchers for such a service are even more stupid, because prohibition
must excite the wish to break through such a tyrannical law, to set
at nought an interdiction so contrary to nature."

"Yet it seems to me that self-abuse in excess must be injurious to
health, for it must weaken and enervate."

"Certainly, because excess in everything is prejudicial and
pernicious; but all such excess is the result of our severe
prohibition.  If girls are not interfered with in the matter of self-
abuse, I do not see why boys should be."

"Because girls are very far from running the same risk; they do not
lose a great deal in the action of self-abuse, and what they lose
does not come from the same source whence flows the germinal liquid
in men."

"I do not know, but we have some physicians who say that chlorosis in
girls is the result of that pleasure indulged in to excess."

After many such conversations, in which he seemed to consider me as
endowed with reason and talent, even when I was not of his opinion,
Yusuf Ali surprised me greatly one day by the following proposition:

"I have two sons and a daughter.  I no longer think of my sons,
because they have received their share of my fortune.  As far as my
daughter is concerned she will, after my death, inherit all my
possessions, and I am, besides, in a position while I am alive to
promote the fortune of the man who may marry her.  Five years ago I
took a young wife, but she has not given me any progeny, and I know
to a certainty that no offspring will bless our union.  My daughter,
whose name is Zelmi, is now fifteen; she is handsome, her eyes are
black and lovely like her mother's, her hair is of the colour of the
raven's wing, her complexion is animated alabaster; she is tall, well
made, and of a sweet disposition; I have given her an education which
would make her worthy of our master, the Sultan.  She speaks Greek
and Italian fluently, she sings delightfully, and accompanies herself
on the harp; she can draw and embroider, and is always contented and
cheerful.  No living man can boast of having seen her features, and
she loves me so dearly that my will is hers.  My daughter is a
treasure, and I offer her to you if you will consent to go for one
year to Adrianople to reside with a relative of mine, who will teach
you our religion, our language, and our manners.  You will return at
the end of one year, and as soon as you have become a Mussulman my
daughter shall be your wife.  You will find a house ready furnished,
slaves of your own, and an income which will enable you to live in
comfort.  I have no more to say at present.  I do not wish you to
answer me either to-day, or to-morrow, or on any fixed day.  You will
give me your decision whenever you feel yourself called upon by your
genius to give it, and you need not give me any answer unless you
accept my offer, for, should you refuse it, it is not necessary that
the subject should be again mentioned.  I do not ask you to give full
consideration to my proposal, for now that I have thrown the seed in
your soul it must fructify.  Without hurry, without delay, without
anxiety, you can but obey the decrees of God and follow the immutable
decision of fate.  Such as I know you, I believe that you only
require the possession of Zelmi to be competely happy, and that you
will become one of the pillars of the Ottoman Empire."

Saying those words, Yusuf pressed me affectionately in his arms, and
left me by myself to avoid any answer I might be inclined to make.  I
went away in such wonder at all I had just heard, that I found myself
at the Venetian Embassy without knowing how I had reached it.  The
baili thought me very pensive, and asked whether anything was the
matter with me, but I did not feel disposed to gratify their
curiosity.  I found that Yusuf had indeed spoken truly: his proposal
was of such importance that it was my duty, not only not to mention
it to anyone, but even to abstain from thinking it over, until my
mind had recovered its calm sufficiently to give me the assurance
that no external consideration would weigh in the balance and
influence my decision.  I had to silence all my passions; prejudices,
principles already formed, love, and even self-interest were to
remain in a state of complete inaction.

When I awoke the next morning I began to think the matter over, and I
soon discovered that, if I wanted to come to a decision, I ought not
to ponder over it, as the more I considered the less likely I should
be to decide.  This was truly a case for the 'sequere Deum' of the
Stoics.

I did not visit Yusuf for four days, and when I called on him on the
fifth day, we talked cheerfully without once mentioning his proposal,
although it was very evident that we were both thinking of it.  We
remained thus for a fortnight, without ever alluding to the matter
which engrossed all our thoughts, but our silence was not caused by
dissimulation, or by any feeling contrary to our mutual esteem and
friendship; and one day Yusuf suggested that very likely I had
communicated his proposal to some wise friend, in order to obtain
good advice.  I immediately assured him it was not so, and that in a
matter of so delicate a nature I thought I ought not to ask anybody's
advice.

"I have abandoned myself to God, dear Yusuf, and, full of confidence
in Him, I feel certain that I shall decide for the best, whether I
make up my mind to become your son, or believe that I ought to remain
what I am now.  In the mean time, my mind ponders over it day and
night, whenever I am quiet and feel myself composed and collected.
When I come to a decision, I will impart it to you alone, and from
that moment you shall have over me the authority of a father."

At these words the worthy Yusuf, his eyes wet with tears, placed his
left hand over my head, and the first two fingers of the right hand
on my forehead, saying:

"Continue to act in that way, my dear son, and be certain that you
can never act wrongly."

"But," I said to him, "one thing might happen, Zelmi might not accept
me."

"Have no anxiety about that.  My daughter loves you; she, as well as
my wife and her nurse, sees you every time that we dine together, and
she listens to you with pleasure."

"Does she know that you are thinking of giving her to me as my wife?"

"She knows that I ardently wish you to become a true believer, so as
to enable me to link her destiny to yours."

"I am glad that your habits do not permit you to let me see her,
because she might dazzle me with her beauty, and then passion would
soon have too much weight in the scale; I could no longer flatter
myself that my decision had been taken in all the unbiased, purity of
my soul."

Yusuf was highly delighted at hearing me speak in that manner, and I
spoke in perfect good faith.  The mere idea of seeing Zelmi caused me
to shudder.  I felt that, if I had fallen in love with her, I would
have become a Mussulman in order to possess her, and that I might
soon have repented such a step, for the religion of Mahomet presented
to my eyes and to my mind nothing but a disagreeable picture, as well
for this life as for a future one.  As for wealth, I did not think it
deserved the immense sacrifice demanded from me.  I could find equal
wealth in Europe, without stamping my forehead with the shameful
brand of apostasy.  I cared deeply for the esteem of the persons of
distinction who knew me, and did not want to render myself unworthy
of it.  Besides, I felt an immense desire to obtain fame amongst
civilized and polite nations, either in the fine arts or in
literature, or in any other honourable profession, and I could not
reconcile myself to the idea of abandoning to my equals the triumph
which I might win if I lived amongst them.  It seemed to me, and I am
still of the same opinion, that the decision of wearing the turban
befits only a Christian despairing of himself and at the end of his
wits, and fortunately I was lost not in that predicament.  My
greatest objection was to spend a year in Adrianople to learn a
language for which I did not feel any liking, and which I should
therefore have learned but imperfectly.  How could I, at my age,
renounce the prerogative, so pleasant to my vanity, of being reputed
a fine talker?  and I had secured that reputation wherever I was
known.  Then I would often think that Zelmi, the eighth wonder of
creation in the eyes of her father might not appear such in my eyes,
and it would have been enough to make me miserable, for Yusuf was
likely to live twenty years longer, and I felt that gratitude, as
well as respect, would never have permitted me to give that excellent
man any cause for unhappiness by ceasing to shew myself a devoted and
faithful husband to his daughter.  Such were my thoughts, and, as
Yusuf could not guess them, it was useless to make a confidant of
him.

A few days afterwards, I dined with the Pacha Osman and met my
Effendi Ismail.  He was very friendly to me, and I reciprocated his
attentions, though I paid no attention to the reproaches he addressed
to me for not having come to breakfast with him for such a long time.
I could not refuse to dine at his house with Bonneval, and he treated
me to a very pleasing sight; Neapolitan slaves, men and women,
performed a pantomime and some Calabrian dances.  M. de Bonneval
happened to mention the dance called forlana, and Ismail expressing a
great wish to know it, I told him that I could give him that pleasure
if I had a Venetian woman to dance with and a fiddler who knew the
time.  I took a violin, and played the forlana, but, even if the
partner had been found, I could not play and dance at the same time.

Ismail whispered a few words to one of his eunuchs, who went out of
the room and returned soon with some message that he delivered to
him.  The effendi told me that he had found the partner I wanted, and
I answered that the musician could be had easily, if he would send a
note to the Venetian Embassy, which was done at once.  The Bailo Dona
sent one of his men who played the violin well enough for dancing
purposes.  As soon as the musician was ready, a door was thrown open,
and a fine looking woman came in, her face covered with a black
velvet mask, such as we call moretta in Venice.  The appearance of
that beautiful masked woman surprised and delighted every one of the
guests, for it was impossible to imagine a more interesting object,
not only on account of the beauty of that part of the face which the
mask left exposed, but also for the elegance of her shape, the
perfection of her figure, and the exquisite taste displayed in her
costume.  The nymph took her place, I did the same, and we danced the
forlana six times without stopping.

I was in perspiration and out of breath, for the foylana is the most
violent of our national dances; but my beautiful partner stood near
me without betraying the slightest fatigue, and seemed to challenge
me to a new performance.  At the round of the dance, which is the
most difficult step, she seemed to have wings.  I was astounded, for
I had never seen anyone, even in Venice, dance the forlana so
splendidly.  After a few minutes rest, rather ashamed of my feeling
tired, I went up to her, and said, 'Ancora sei, a poi basta, se non
volete vedermi a morire.'  She would have answered me if she had been
able, but she wore one of those cruel masks which forbid speech.  But
a pressure of her hand which nobody could see made me guess all I
wanted to know.  The moment we finished dancing the eunuch opened the
door, and my lovely partner disappeared.

Ismail could not thank me enough, but it was I who owed him my
thanks, for it was the only real pleasure which I enjoyed in
Constantinople.  I asked him whether the lady was from Venice, but he
only answered by a significant smile.

"The worthy Ismail," said M.  de Bonneval to me, as we were leaving
the house late in the evening, "has been to-day the dupe of his
vanity, and I have no doubt that he is sorry already for what he has
done.  To bring out his beautiful slave to dance with you!  According
to the prejudices of this country it is injurious to his dignity, for
you are sure to have kindled an amorous flame in the poor girl's
breast.  I would advise you to be careful and to keep on your guard,
because she will try to get up some intrigue with you; but be
prudent, for intrigues are always dangerous in Turkey."

I promised to be prudent, but I did not keep my promise; for, three
or four days afterwards, an old slave woman met me in the street, and
offered to sell me for one piaster a tobacco-bag embroidered in gold;
and as she put it in my hand she contrived to make me feel that there
was a letter in the bag.

I observed that she tried to avoid the eyes of the janissary who was
walking behind me; I gave her one piaster, she left me, and I
proceeded toward Yusuf's house.  He was not at home, and I went to
his garden to read the letter with perfect freedom.  It was sealed
and without any address, and the slave might have made a mistake; but
my curiosity was excited to the highest pitch; I broke the seal, and
found the following note written in good enough Italian:

"Should you wish to see the person with whom you danced the forlana,
take a walk towards evening in the garden beyond the fountain, and
contrive to become acquainted with the old servant of the gardener by
asking her for some lemonade.  You may perchance manage to see your
partner in the forlana without running any risk, even if you should
happen to meet Ismail; she is a native of Venice.  Be careful not to
mention this invitation to any human being."

"I am not such a fool, my lovely countrywoman," I exclaimed, as if
she had been present, and put the letter in my pocket.  But at that
very moment, a fine-looking elderly woman came out of a thicket,
pronounced my name, and enquired what I wanted and how I had seen
her.  I answered that I had been speaking to the wind, not supposing
that anyone could hear me, and without any more preparation, she
abruptly told me that she was very glad of the opportunity of
speaking with me, that she was from Rome, that she had brought up
Zelmi, and had taught her to sing and to play the harp.  She then
praised highly the beauty and the excellent qualities of her pupil,
saying that, if I saw her, I would certainly fall in love with her,
and expressing how much she regretted that the law should not allow
it.

"She sees us at this very moment," she added, "from behind that green
window-blind, and we love you ever since Yusuf has informed us that
you may, perhaps, become Zelmi's husband."

"May I mention our conversation to Yusuf ?" I enquired.

"No."

Her answering in the negative made me understand that, if I had
pressed her a little, she would have allowed me to see her lovely
pupil, and perhaps it was with that intention that she had contrived
to speak to me, but I felt great reluctance to do anything to
displease my worthy host.  I had another reason of even greater
importance: I was afraid of entering an intricate maze in which the
sight of a turban hovering over me made me shudder.

Yusuf came home, and far from being angry when he saw me with the
woman, he remarked that I must have found much pleasure in conversing
with a native of Rome, and he congratulated me upon the delight I
must have felt in dancing with one of the beauties from the harem of
the voluptuous Ismail.

"Then it must be a pleasure seldom enjoyed, if it is so much talked
of?"

"Very seldom indeed, for there is amongst us an invincible prejudice
against exposing our lovely women to the eyes of other men; but
everyone may do as he pleases in his own house: Ismail is a very
worthy and a very intelligent man."

"Is the lady with whom I danced known?"

"I believe not.  She wore a mask, and everybody knows that Ismail
possesses half a dozen slaves of surpassing beauty."

I spent a pleasant day with Yusuf, and when I left him, I ordered my
janissary to take me to Ismail's.  As I was known by his servants,
they allowed me to go in, and I proceeded to the spot described in
the letter.  The eunuch came to me, informed me that his master was
out, but that he would be delighted to hear of my having taken a walk
in the garden.  I told him that I would like a glass of lemonade, and
he took me to the summerhouse, where I recognized the old woman who
had sold me the tobacco-pouch.  The eunuch told her to give me a
glass of some liquid which I found delicious, and would not allow me
to give her any money.  We then walked together towards the fountain,
but he told me abruptly that we were to go back, as he saw three
ladies to whom he pointed, adding that, for the sake of decency, it
was necessary to avoid them.  I thanked him for his attentions, left
my compliments for Ismail, and went away not dissatisfied with my
first attempt, and with the hope of being more fortunate another
time.

The next morning I received a letter from Ismail inviting me to go
fishing with him on the following day, and stating that he intended
to enjoy the sport by moonlight.  I immediately gave way to my
suppositions, and I went so far as to fancy that Ismail might be
capable of arranging an interview between me and the lovely Venetian.
I did not mind his being present.  I begged permission of Chevalier
Venier to stop out of the palace for one night, but he granted it
with the greatest difficulty, because he was afraid of some love
affair and of the results it might have.  I took care to calm his
anxiety as much as I could, but without acquainting him with all the
circumstances of the case, for I thought I was wise in being
discreet.

I was exact to the appointed time, and Ismail received me with the
utmost cordiality, but I was surprised when I found myself alone with
him in the boat.  We had two rowers and a man to steer; we took some
fish, fried in oil, and ate it in the summer-house.  The moon shone
brightly, and the night was delightful.  Alone with Ismail, and
knowing his unnatural tastes, I did not feel very comfortable for, in
spite of what M. de Bonneval had told me, I was afraid lest the Turk
should take a fancy to give me too great a proof of his friendship,
and I did not relish our tete-a-tete.  But my fears were groundless.

"Let us leave this place quietly," said Ismail, "I have just heard a
slight noise which heralds something that will amuse us."

He dismissed his attendants, and took my hand, saying,

"Let us go to a small room, the key of which I luckily have with me,
but let us be careful not to make any noise.  That room has a window
overlooking the fountain where I think that two or three of my
beauties have just gone to bathe.  We will see them and enjoy a very
pleasing sight, for they do not imagine that anyone is looking at
them.  They know that the place is forbidden to everybody except me."

We entered the room, we went to the window, and, the moon shining
right over the basin of the fountain, we saw three nymphs who, now
swimming, now standing or sitting on the marble steps, offered
themselves to our eyes in every possible position, and in all the
attitudes of graceful voluptuousness.  Dear reader, I must not paint
in too vivid colours the details of that beautiful picture, but if
nature has endowed you with an ardent imagination and with equally
ardent senses, you will easily imagine the fearful havoc which that
unique, wonderful, and enchanting sight must have made upon my poor
body.

A few days after that delightful fishing and bathing party by
moonlight, I called upon Yusuf early in the morning; as it was
raining, I could not go to the garden, and I went into the dining-
room, in which I had never seen anyone.  The moment I entered the
room, a charming female form rose, covering her features with a thick
veil which fell to the feet.  A slave was sitting near the window,
doing some tambour-work, but she did not move.  I apologized, and
turned to leave the room, but the lady stopped me, observing, with a
sweet voice, that Yusuf had commanded her to entertain me before
going out.  She invited me to be seated, pointing to a rich cushion
placed upon two larger ones, and I obeyed, while, crossing her legs,
she sat down upon another cushion opposite to me.  I thought I was
looking upon Zelmi, and fancied that Yusuf had made up his mind to
shew me that he was not less courageous than Ismail.  Yet I was
surprised, for, by such a proceeding, he strongly contradicted his
maxims, and ran the risk of impairing the unbiased purity of my
consent by throwing love in the balance.  But I had no fear of that,
because, to become enamoured, I should have required to see her face.

"I suppose," said the veiled beauty, "that you do not know who I am?"

"I could not guess, if I tried."

"I have been for the last five years the wife of your friend, and I
am a native of Scio.  I was thirteen years of age when I became his
wife."

I was greatly astonished to find that my Mussulman philosopher had
gone so far as to allow me to converse with his wife, but I felt more
at ease after I had received that information, and fancied that I
might carry the adventure further, but it would be necessary to see
the lady's face, for a finely-dressed body, the head of which is not
seen, excites but feeble desires.  The fire lighted by amorous
desires is like a fire of straw; the moment it burns up it is near
its end.  I had before me a magnificent appearance, but I could not
see the soul of the image, for a thick gauze concealed it from my
hungry gaze.  I could see arms as white as alabaster, and hands like
those of Alcina, 'dove ne nodo appasisce ne vena accede', and my
active imagination fancied that all the rest was in harmony with
those beautiful specimens, for the graceful folds of the muslin,
leaving the outline all its perfection, hid from me only the living
satin of the surface; there was no doubt that everything was lovely,
but I wanted to see, in the expression of her eyes, that all that my
imagination created had life and was endowed with feeling.  The
Oriental costume is a beautiful varnish placed upon a porcelain vase
to protect from the touch the colours of the flowers and of the
design, without lessening the pleasure of the eyes.  Yusuf's wife was
not dressed like a sultana; she wore the costume of Scio, with a
short skirt which concealed neither the perfection of the leg nor the
round form of the thigh, nor the voluptuous plump fall of the hips,
nor the slender, well-made waist encompassed in a splendid band
embroidered in silver and covered with arabesques.  Above all those
beauties, I could see the shape of two globes which Apelles would
have taken for the model of those of his lovely Venus, and the rapid,
inequal movement of which proved to me that those ravishing hillocks
were animated.  The small valley left between them, and which my eyes
greedily feasted upon, seemed to me a lake of nectar, in which my
burning lips longed to quench their thirst with more ardour than they
would have drunk from the cup of the gods.

Enraptured, unable to control myself, I thrust my arm forward by a
movement almost independent of my will, and my hand, too audacious,
was on the point of lifting the hateful veil, but she prevented me by
raising herself quickly on tiptoe, upbraiding me at the same time for
my perfidious boldness, with a voice as commanding as her attitude.

"Dost thou deserve," she said, "Yusuf's friendship, when thou abusest
the sacred laws of hospitality by insulting his wife?"

"Madam, you must kindly forgive me, for I never had any intention to
insult you.  In my country the lowest of men may fix his eyes upon
the face of a queen."

"Yes, but he cannot tear off her veil, if she chooses to wear it.
Yusuf shall avenge me."

The threat, and the tone in which it was pronounced, frightened me.
I threw myself at her feet, and succeeded in calming her anger.

"Take a seat," she said.

And she sat down herself, crossing her legs with so much freedom that
I caught a glimpse of charms which would have caused me to lose all
control over myself if the delightful sight had remained one moment
longer exposed to my eyes.  I then saw that I had gone the wrong way
to work, and I felt vexed with myself; but it was too late.

"Art thou excited?" she said.

"How could I be otherwise," I answered, "when thou art scorching me
with an ardent fire?"

I had become more prudent, and I seized her hand without thinking any
more of her face.

"Here is my husband," she said, and Yusuf came into the room.  We
rose, Yusuf embraced me, I complimented him, the slave left the room.
Yusuf thanked his wife for having entertained me, and offered her his
arm to take her to her own apartment.  She took it, but when she
reached the door, she raised her veil, and kissing her husband she
allowed me to see her lovely face as if it had been done unwittingly.
I followed her with my eyes as long as I could, and Yusuf, coming
back to me, said with a laugh that his wife had offered to dine with
us.

"I thought," I said to him, "that I had Zelmi before me."

"That would have been too much against our established rules.  What I
have done is not much, but I do not know an honest man who would be
bold enough to bring his daughter into the presence of a stranger."

"I think your wife must be handsome; is she more beautiful than
Zelmi?"

"My daughter's beauty is cheerful, sweet, and gentle; that of Sophia
is proud and haughty.  She will be happy after my death.  The man who
will marry her will find her a virgin."

I gave an account of my adventure to M. de Bonneval, somewhat
exaggerating the danger I had run in trying to raise the veil of the
handsome daughter of Scio.

"She was laughing at you," said the count, "and you ran no danger.
She felt very sorry, believe me, to have to deal with a novice like
you.  You have been playing the comedy in the French fashion, when
you ought to have gone straight to the point.  What on earth did you
want to see her nose for?  She knew very well that she would have
gained nothing by allowing you to see her.  You ought to have secured
the essential point.  If I were young I would perhaps manage to give
her a revenge, and to punish my friend Yusuf.  You have given that
lovely woman a poor opinion of Italian valour.  The most reserved of
Turkish women has no modesty except on her face, and, with her veil
over it, she knows to a certainty that she will not blush at
anything.  I am certain that your beauty keeps her face covered
whenever our friend Yusuf wishes to joke with her."

"She is yet a virgin."

"Rather a difficult thing to admit, my good friend; but I know the
daughters of Scio; they have a talent for counterfeiting virginity."

Yusuf never paid me a similar compliment again, and he was quite
right.

A few days after, I happened to be in the shop of an Armenian
merchant, looking at some beautiful goods, when Yusuf entered the
shop and praised my taste; but, although I had admired a great many
things, I did not buy, because I thought they were too dear.  I said
so to Yusuf, but he remarked that they were, on the contrary, very
cheap, and he purchased them all.  We parted company at the door, and
the next morning I received all the beautiful things he had bought;
it was a delicate attention of my friend, and to prevent my refusal
of such a splendid present, he had enclosed a note stating that, on
my arrival in Corfu, he would let me know to whom the goods were to
be delivered.  He had thus sent me gold and silver filigrees from
Damascus, portfolios, scarfs, belts, handkerchiefs and pipes, the
whole worth four or five hundred piasters.  When I called to thank
him, I compelled him to confess that it was a present offered by his
friendship.

The day before my departure from Constantinople, the excellent man
burst into tears as I bade him adieu, and my grief was as great as
his own.  He told me that, by not accepting the offer of his
daughter's hand, I had so strongly captivated his esteem that his
feelings for me could not have been warmer if I had become his son.
When I went on board ship with the Bailo Jean Dona, I found another
case given to me by him, containing two quintals of the best Mocha
coffee, one hundred pounds of tobacco leaves, two large flagons
filled, one with Zabandi tobacco, the other with camussa, and a
magnificent pipe tube of jessamine wood, covered with gold filigrane,
which I sold in Corfu for one hundred sequins.  I had not it in my
power to give my generous Turk any mark of my gratitude until I
reached Corfu, but there I did not fail to do so.  I sold all his
beautiful presents, which made me the possessor of a small fortune.

Ismail gave me a letter for the Chevalier de Lezze, but I could not
forward it to him because I unfortunately lost it; he presented me
with a barrel of hydromel, which I turned likewise into money.
M. de Bonneval gave me a letter for Cardinal Acquaviva, which I sent
to Rome with an account of my journey, but his eminence did not think
fit to acknowledge the receipt of either.  Bonneval made me a present
of twelve bottles of malmsey from Ragusa, and of twelve bottles of
genuine scopolo--a great rarity, with which I made a present in Corfu
which proved very useful to me, as the reader will discover.

The only foreign minister I saw much in Constantinople was the lord
marshal of Scotland, the celebrated Keith, who represented the King
of Prussia, and who, six years later was of great service to me in
Paris.

We sailed from Constantinople in the beginning of September in the
same man-of-war which had brought us, and we reached Corfu in
fourteen days.  The Bailo Dona did not land.  He had with him eight
splendid Turkish horses; I saw two of them still alive in Gorizia in
the year 1773.

As soon as I had landed with my luggage, and had engaged a rather
mean lodging, I presented myself to M. Andre Dolfin, the
proveditore-generale, who promised me again that I should soon be
promoted to a lieutenancy.  After my visit to him, I called upon M.
Camporese, my captain, and was well received by him.  My third visit
was to the commander of galleases, M. D----R-----, to whom M. Antonio
Dolfin, with whom I had travelled from Venice to Corfu, had kindly
recommended me.  After a short conversation, he asked me if I would
remain with him with the title of adjutant.  I did not hesitate one
instant, but accepted, saying how deeply honoured I felt by his
offer, and assuring him that he would always find me ready to carry
out his orders.  He immediately had me taken to my room, and, the
next day, I found myself established in his house.  I obtained from
my captain a French soldier to serve me, and I was well pleased when
I found that the man was a hairdresser by trade, and a great talker
by nature, for he could take care of my beautiful head of hair, and I
wanted to practise French conversation.  He was a good-for-nothing
fellow, a drunkard and a debauchee, a peasant from Picardy, and he
could hardly read or write, but I did not mind all that; all I wanted
from him was to serve me, and to talk to me, and his French was
pretty good.  He was an amusing rogue, knowing by heart a quantity of
erotic songs and of smutty stories which he could tell in the most
laughable manner.

When I had sold my stock of goods from Constantinople (except the
wines), I found myself the owner of nearly five hundred sequins.
I redeemed all the articles which I had pledged in the hands of Jews,
and turned into money everything of which I had no need. I was
determined not to play any longer as a dupe, but to secure in
gambling all the advantages which a prudent young man could obtain
without sullying his honour.

I must now make my readers acquainted with the sort of life we were
at that time leading in Corfu.  As to the city itself, I will not
describe it, because there are already many descriptions better than
the one I could offer in these pages.

We had then in Corfu the 'proveditore-generale' who had sovereign
authority, and lived in a style of great magnificence.  That post was
then filled by M. Andre Dolfin, a man sixty years of age, strict,
headstrong, and ignorant.  He no longer cared for women, but liked to
be courted by them.  He received every evening, and the supper-table
was always laid for twenty-four persons.

We had three field-officers of the marines who did duty on the
galleys, and three field-officers for the troops of the line on board
the men-of-war. Each galeass had a captain called 'sopracomito', and
we had ten of those captains; we had likewise ten commanders, one for
each man-of-war, including three 'capi di mare', or admirals.  They
all belonged to the nobility of Venice.  Ten young Venetian noblemen,
from twenty to twenty-two years of age, were at Corfu as midshipmen
in the navy.  We had, besides, about a dozen civil clerks in the
police of the island, or in the administration of justice, entitled
'grandi offciali di terra'.  Those who were blessed with handsome
wives had the pleasure of seeing their houses very much frequented by
admirers who aspired to win the favours of the ladies, but there was
not much heroic love-making, perhaps for the reason that there were
then in Corfu many Aspasias whose favours could be had for money.
Gambling was allowed everywhere, and that all absorbing passion was
very prejudicial to the emotions of the heart.

The lady who was then most eminent for beauty and gallantry was
Madame F----.  Her husband, captain of a galley, had come to Corfu
with her the year before, and madam had greatly astonished all the
naval officers.  Thinking that she had the privilege of the choice,
she had given the preference to M. D---- R-----, and had dismissed
all the suitors who presented themselves.  M. F---- had married her
on the very day she had left the convent; she was only seventeen
years of age then, and he had brought her on board his galley
immediately after the marriage ceremony.

I saw her for the first time at the dinner-table on the very day of
my installation at M. D---- R-----'s, and she made a great impression
upon me.  I thought I was gazing at a supernatural being, so
infinitely above all the women I had ever seen, that it seemed
impossible to fall in love with her She appeared to me of a nature
different and so greatly superior to mine that I did not see the
possibility of rising up to her.  I even went so far as to persuade
myself that nothing but a Platonic friendship could exist between her
and M. D----R-----, and that M. F---- was quite right now not to shew
any jealousy.  Yet, that M. F---- was a perfect fool, and certainly
not worthy of such a woman. The impression made upon me by Madame
F----was too ridiculous to last long, and the nature of it soon
changed, but in a novel manner, at least as far as I was concerned.

My position as adjutant procured me the honour of dining at M. D----
R-----'s table, but nothing more. The other adjutant, like me, an
ensign in the army, but the greatest fool I had ever seen, shared
that honour with me.  We were not, however, considered as guests, for
nobody ever spoke to us, and, what is more, no one ever honoured us
with a look.  It used to put me in a rage.  I knew very well that
people acted in that manner through no real contempt for us, but it
went very hard with me.  I could very well understand that my
colleague, Sanzonio, should not complain of such treatment, because
he was a blockhead, but I did not feel disposed to allow myself to be
put on a par with him.  At the end of eight or ten days, Madame
F----, not having con descended to cast one glance upon my person,
began to appear disagreeable to me.  I felt piqued, vexed, provoked,
and the more so because I could not suppose that the lady acted in
that manner wilfully and purposely; I would have been highly pleased
if there had been premeditation on her part.  I felt satisfied that
I was a nobody in her estimation, and as I was conscious of being
somebody, I wanted her to know it.  At last a circumstance offered
itself in which, thinking that she could address me, she was
compelled to look at me.

M. D---- R----- having observed that a very, very fine turkey had
been placed before me, told me to carve it, and I immediately went to
work.  I was not a skilful carver, and Madame F----, laughing at my
want of dexterity, told me that, if I had not been certain of
performing my task with credit to myself, I ought not to have
undertaken it.  Full of confusion, and unable to answer her as my
anger prompted, I sat down, with my heart overflowing with spite and
hatred against her.  To crown my rage, having one day to address me,
she asked me what was my name.  She had seen me every day for a
fortnight, ever since I had been the adjutant of M. D---- R-----;
therefore she ought to have known my name.  Besides, I had been very
lucky at the gaming-table, and I had become rather famous in Corfu.
My anger against Madame F was at its height.

I had placed my money in the hands of a certain Maroli, a major in
the army and a gamester by profession, who held the faro bank at the
coffee-house.  We were partners; I helped him when he dealt, and he
rendered me the same office when I held the cards, which was often
the case, because he was not generally liked.  He used to hold the
cards in a way which frightened the punters; my manners were very
different, and I was very lucky.  Besides I was easy and smiling when
my bank was losing, and I won without shewing any avidity, and that
is a manner which always pleases the punters.

This Maroli was the man who had won all my money during my first stay
in Corfu, and finding, when I returned, that I was resolved not to be
duped any more, he judged me worthy of sharing the wise maxims
without which gambling must necessarily ruin all those who meddle
with it.  But as Maroli had won my confidence only to a very slight
extent, I was very careful.  We made up our accounts every night, as
soon as playing was over; the cashier kept the capital of the bank,
the winnings were divided, and each took his share away.
Lucky at play, enjoying good health and the friendship of my
comrades, who, whenever the opportunity offered, always found me
generous and ready to serve them, I would have been well pleased with
my position if I had been a little more considered at the table of
M. D---- R-----, and treated with less haughtiness by his lady who,
without any reason, seemed disposed to humiliate me.  My self-love
was deeply hurt, I hated her, and, with such a disposition of mind,
the more I admired the perfection of her charms, the more I found her
deficient in wit and intelligence.  She might have made the conquest
of my heart without bestowing hers upon me, for all I wanted was not
to be compelled to hate her, and I could not understand what pleasure
it could be for her to be detested, while with only a little kindness
she could have been adored.  I could not ascribe her manner to a
spirit of coquetry, for I had never given her the slightest proof of
the opinion I entertained of her beauty, and I could not therefore
attribute her behaviour to a passion which might have rendered me
disagreeable in her eyes; M. D---- R----- seemed to interest her only
in a very slight manner, and as to her husband, she cared nothing for
him.  In short, that charming woman made me very unhappy, and I was
angry with myself because I felt that, if it had not been for the
manner in which she treated me, I would not have thought of her, and
my vexation was increased by the feeling of hatred entertained by my
heart against her, a feeling which until then I had never known to
exist in me, and the discovery of which overwhelmed me with
confusion.

One day a gentleman handed me, as we were leaving the dinner-table, a
roll of gold that he had lost upon trust; Madame F---- saw it, and
she said to me very abruptly,--

"What do you do with your money?"

"I keep it, madam, as a provision against possible losses."

"But as you do not indulge in any expense it would be better for you
not to play; it is time wasted."

"Time given to pleasure is never time lost, madam; the only time
which a young man wastes is that which is consumed in weariness,
because when he is a prey to ennui he is likely to fall a prey to
love, and to be despised by the object of his affection."

"Very likely; but you amuse yourself with hoarding up your money, and
shew yourself to be a miser, and a miser is not less contemptible
than a man in love.  Why do you not buy yourself a pair of gloves?"

You may be sure that at these words the laughter was all on her side,
and my vexation was all the greater because I could not deny that she
was quite right.  It was the adjutant's business to give the ladies
an arm to their carriages, and it was not proper to fulfil that duty
without gloves.  I felt mortified, and the reproach of avarice hurt
me deeply.  I would a thousand times rather that she had laid my
error to a want of education; and yet, so full of contradictions is
the human heart, instead of making amends by adopting an appearance
of elegance which the state of my finances enabled me to keep up, I
did not purchase any gloves, and I resolved to avoid her and to
abandon her to the insipid and dull gallantry of Sanzonio, who
sported gloves, but whose teeth were rotten, whose breath was putrid,
who wore a wig, and whose face seemed to be covered with shrivelled
yellow parchment.

I spent my days in a continual state of rage and spite, and the most
absurd part of it all was that I felt unhappy because I could not
control my hatred for that woman whom, in good conscience, I could
not find guilty of anything.  She had for me neither love nor
dislike, which was quite natural; but being young and disposed to
enjoy myself I had become, without any wilful malice on her part, an
eye-sore to her and the butt of her bantering jokes, which my
sensitiveness exaggerated greatly.  For all that I had an ardent wish
to punish her and to make her repent.  I thought of nothing else.  At
one time I would think of devoting all my intelligence and all my
money to kindling an amorous passion in her heart, and then to
revenge myself by treating her with contempt.  But I soon realized
the impracticability of such a plan, for even supposing that I should
succeed in finding my way to her heart, was I the man to resist my
own success with such a woman?  I certainly could not flatter myself
that I was so strong-minded.  But I was the pet child of fortune, and
my position was suddenly altered.

M. D---- R---- having sent me with dispatches to M. de Condulmer,
captain of a 'galeazza', I had to wait until midnight to deliver
them, and when I returned I found that M. D---- R---- had retired to
his apartment for the night.  As soon as he was visible in the
morning I went to him to render an account of my mission.  I had been
with him only a few minutes when his valet brought a letter saying
that Madame F----'s adjutant was waiting for an answer.  M. D----
R----- read the note, tore it to pieces, and in his excitement
stamped with his foot upon the fragments.  He walked up and down the
room for a little time, then wrote an answer and rang for the
adjutant, to whom he delivered it.  He then recovered his usual
composure, concluded the perusal of the dispatch sent by M. de
Condulmer, and told me to write a letter.  He was looking it over
when the valet came in, telling me that Madame F---- desired to see
me.  M. D---- R---- told me that he did not require my services any
more for the present, and that I might go.  I left the room, but I
had not gone ten yards when he called me back to remind me that my
duty was to know nothing; I begged to assure him that I was well
aware of that.  I ran to Madame F-----'s house, very eager to know
what she wanted with me.  I was introduced immediately, and I was
greatly surprised to find her sitting up in bed, her countenance
flushed and excited, and her eyes red from the tears she had
evidently just been shedding.  My heart was beating quickly, yet I
did not know why.

"Pray be seated," she said, "I wish to speak with you."

"Madam," I answered, "I am not worthy of so great a favour, and I
have not yet done anything to deserve it; allow me to remain
standing."

She very likely recollected that she had never been so polite before,
and dared not press me any further.  She collected her thoughts for
an instant or two, and said to me:

"Last evening my husband lost two hundred sequins upon trust at your
faro bank; he believed that amount to be in my hands, and I must
therefore give it to him immediately, as he is bound in honour to pay
his losses to-day.  Unfortunately I have disposed of the money, and I
am in great trouble.  I thought you might tell Maroli that I have
paid you the amount lost by my husband.  Here is a ring of some
value; keep it until the 1st of January, when I will return the two
hundred sequins for which I am ready to give you my note of hand."

"I accept the note of hand, madam, but I cannot consent to deprive
you of your ring.  I must also tell you that M. F---- must go himself
to the bank, or send some one there, to redeem his debt.  Within ten
minutes you shall have the amount you require."

I left her without waiting for an answer, and I returned within a few
minutes with the two hundred ducats, which I handed to her, and
putting in my pocket her note of hand which she had just written, I
bowed to take my leave, but she addressed to me these precious words:

"I believe, sir, that if I had known that you were so well disposed
to oblige me, I could not have made up my mind to beg that service
from you."

"Well, madam, for the future be quite certain that there is not a man
in the world capable of refusing you such an insignificant service
whenever you will condescend to ask for it in person."

"What you say is very complimentary, but I trust never to find myself
again under the necessity of making such a cruel experiment."

I left Madame F-----, thinking of the shrewdness of her answer.  She
had not told me that I was mistaken, as I had expected she would, for
that would have caused her some humiliation: she knew that I was with
M. D---- R----- when the adjutant had brought her letter, and she
could not doubt that I was aware of the refusal she had met with.
The fact of her not mentioning it proved to me that she was jealous
of her own dignity; it afforded me great gratification, and I thought
her worthy of adoration.  I saw clearly that she could have no love
for M. D---- R-----, and that she was not loved by him, and the
discovery made me leap for joy.  From that moment I felt I was in
love with her, and I conceived the hope that she might return my
ardent affection.

The first thing I did, when I returned to my room, was to cross out
with ink every word of her note of hand, except her name, in such a
manner that it was impossible to guess at the contents, and putting
it in an envelope carefully sealed, I deposited it in the hands of a
public notary who stated, in the receipt he gave me of the envelope,
that he would deliver it only to Madame F-----, whenever she should
request its delivery.

The same evening M. F----- came to the bank, paid me, played with
cash in hand, and won some fifty ducats.  What caused me the greatest
surprise was that M. D---- R----- continued to be very gracious to
Madame F----, and that she remained exactly the same towards him as
she used to be before.  He did not even enquire what she wanted when
she had sent for me.  But if she did not seem to change her manner
towards my master, it was a very different case with me, for whenever
she was opposite to me at dinner, she often addressed herself to me,
and she thus gave me many opportunities of shewing my education and
my wit in amusing stories or in remarks, in which I took care to
blend instruction with witty jests.  At that time F---- had the great
talent of making others laugh while I kept a serious countenance
myself.  I had learnt that accomplishment from M. de Malipiero, my
first master in the art of good breeding, who used to say to me,--

"If you wish your audience to cry, you must shed tears yourself, but
if you wish to make them laugh you must contrive to look as serious
as a judge."

In everything I did, in every word I uttered, in the presence of
Madame F----, the only aim I had was to please her, but I did not
wish her to suppose so, and I never looked at her unless she spoke to
me.  I wanted to force her curiosity, to compel her to suspect nay,
to guess my secret, but without giving her any advantage over me: it
was necessary for me to proceed by slow degrees.  In the mean time,
and until I should have a greater happiness, I was glad to see that
my money, that magic talisman, and my good conduct, obtained me a
consideration much greater than I could have hoped to obtain either
through my position, or from my age, or in consequence of any talent
I might have shewn in the profession I had adopted.

Towards the middle of November, the soldier who acted as my servant
was attacked with inflammation of the chest; I gave notice of it to
the captain of his company, and he was carried to the hospital.  On
the fourth day I was told that he would not recover, and that he had
received the last sacraments; in the evening I happened to be at his
captain's when the priest who had attended him came to announce his
death, and to deliver a small parcel which the dying man had
entrusted to him to be given up to his captain only after his death.
The parcel contained a brass seal engraved with ducal arms, a
certificate of baptism, and a sheet of paper covered with writing in
French.  Captain Camporese, who only spoke Italian, begged me to
translate the paper, the contents of which were as follows:

"My will is that this paper, which I have written and signed with my
own hand, shall be delivered to my captain only after I have breathed
my last: until then, my confessor shall not make any use of it, for I
entrust it to his hands only under the seal of confession.  I entreat
my captain to have me buried in a vault from which my body can be
exhumed in case the duke, my father, should request its exhumation.
I entreat him likewise to forward my certificate of baptism, the seal
with the armorial bearings of my family, and a legal certificate of
my birth to the French ambassador in Venice, who will send the whole
to the duke, my father, my rights of primogeniture belonging, after
my demise, to the prince, my brother.  In faith of which I have
signed and sealed these presents: Francois VI.  Charles Philippe
Louis Foucaud, Prince de la Rochefoucault."

The certificate of baptism, delivered at St. Sulpice gave the same
names, and the title of the father was Francois V.  The name of the
mother was Gabrielle du Plessis.

As I was concluding my translation I could not help bursting into
loud laughter; but the foolish captain, who thought my mirth out of
place, hurried out to render an account of the affair to the
proveditore-generale, and I went to the coffee-house, not doubting
for one moment that his excellency would laugh at the captain, and
that the post-mortem buffoonery would greatly amuse the whole of
Corfu.

I had known in Rome, at Cardinal Acquaviva's, the Abbe de Liancourt,
great-grandson of Charles, whose sister, Gabrielle du Plessis, had
been the wife of Francois V., but that dated from the beginning of
the last century.  I had made a copy from the records of the cardinal
of the account of certain circumstances which the Abbe de Liancourt
wanted to communicate to the court of Spain, and in which there were
a great many particulars respecting the house of Du Plessis.  I
thought at the same time that the singular imposture of La Valeur
(such was the name by which my soldier generally went) was absurd and
without a motive, since it was to be known only after his death, and
could not therefore prove of any advantage to him.

Half an hour afterwards, as I was opening a fresh pack of cards, the
Adjutant Sanzonio came in, and told the important news in the most
serious manner.  He had just come from the office of the proveditore,
where Captain Camporese had run in the utmost hurry to deposit
in the hands of his excellency the seal and the papers of the
deceased prince.  His excellency had immediately issued his orders
for the burial of the prince in a vault with all the honours due to
his exalted rank.  Another half hour passed, and M.  Minolto,
adjutant of the proveditore-generale, came to inform me that his
excellency wanted to see me.  I passed the cards to Major Maroli, and
went to his excellency's house.  I found him at supper with several
ladies, three or four naval commanders, Madame F----, and M. D----
R-----.

"So, your servant was a prince!" said the old general to me.

"Your excellency, I never would have suspected it, and even now that
he is dead I do not believe it."

"Why?  He is dead, but he was not insane.  You have seen his armorial
bearings, his certificate of baptism, as well as what he wrote with
his own hand.  When a man is so near death, he does not fancy
practical jokes."

"If your excellency is satisfied of the truth of the story, my duty
is to remain silent."

"The story cannot be anything but true, and your doubts surprise me."

"I doubt, monsignor, because I happen to have positive information
respecting the families of La Rochefoucault and Du Plessis.  Besides,
I have seen too much of the man.  He was not a madman, but he
certainly was an extravagant jester.  I have never seen him write,
and he has told me himself a score of times that he had never
learned."

"The paper he has written proves the contrary.  His arms have the
ducal bearings; but perhaps you are not aware that M. de la
Rochefoucault is a duke and peer of the French realm?"

"I beg your eminence's pardon; I know all about it; I know even more,
for I know that Francois VI.  married a daughter of the house of
Vivonne."

"You know nothing."

When I heard this remark, as foolish as it was rude, I resolved on
remaining silent, and it was with some pleasure that I observed the
joy felt by all the male guests at what they thought an insult and a
blow to my vanity.  An officer remarked that the deceased was a fine
man, a witty man, and had shewn wonderful cleverness in keeping up
his assumed character so well that no one ever had the faintest
suspicion of what he really was.  A lady said that, if she had known
him, she would have been certain to find him out.  Another flatterer,
belonging to that mean, contemptible race always to be found near the
great and wealthy of the earth, assured us that the late prince had
always shewn himself cheerful, amiable, obliging, devoid of
haughtiness towards his comrades, and that he used to sing
beautifully.  "He was only twenty-five years of age," said Madame
Sagredo, looking me full in the face, "and if he was endowed with all
those qualities, you must have discovered them."

"I can only give you, madam, a true likeness of the man, such as I
have seen him.  Always gay, often even to folly, for he could throw a
somersault beautifully; singing songs of a very erotic kind, full of
stories and of popular tales of magic, miracles, and ghosts, and a
thousand marvellous feats which common-sense refused to believe, and
which, for that very reason, provoked the mirth of his hearers.  His
faults were that he was drunken, dirty, quarrelsome, dissolute, and
somewhat of a cheat.  I put up with all his deficiences, because he
dressed my hair to my taste, and his constant chattering offered me
the opportunity of practising the colloquial French which cannot be
acquired from books.  He has always assured me that he was born in
Picardy, the son of a common peasant, and that he had deserted from
the French army.  He may have deceived me when he said that he could
not write."

Just then Camporese rushed into the room, and announced that La
Veleur was yet breathing.  The general, looking at me significantly,
said that he would be delighted if the man could be saved.

"And I likewise, monsignor, but his confessor will certainly kill him
to-night."

"Why should the father confessor kill him?"

"To escape the galleys to which your excellency would not fail to
send him for having violated the secrecy of the confessional."

Everybody burst out laughing, but the foolish old general knitted his
brows.  The guests retired soon afterwards, and Madame F-----, whom
I had preceded to the carriage, M. D---- R----- having offered her
his arm, invited me to get in with her, saying that it was raining.
It was the first time that she had bestowed such an honour upon me.

"I am of your opinion about that prince," she said, "but you have
incurred the displeasure of the proveditore."

"I am very sorry, madam, but it could not have been avoided, for I
cannot help speaking the truth openly."

"You might have spared him," remarked M. D---- R-----, "the cutting
jest of the confessor killing the false prince."

"You are right, sir, but I thought it would make him laugh as well as
it made madam and your excellency.  In conversation people generally
do not object to a witty jest causing merriment and laughter."

"True; only those who have not wit enough to laugh do not like the
jest."

"I bet a hundred sequins that the madman will recover, and that,
having the general on his side, he will reap all the advantages of
his imposture.  I long to see him treated as a prince, and making
love to Madame Sagredo"

Hearing the last words, Madame F-----, who did not like Madame
Sagredo, laughed heartily, and, as we were getting out of the
carriage, M. D---- R----- invited me to accompany them upstairs.  He
was in the habit of spending half an hour alone with her at her own
house when they had taken supper together with the general, for her
husband never shewed himself.  It was the first time that the happy
couple admitted a third person to their tete-a-tete.  I felt very
proud of the compliment thus paid to me, and I thought it might have
important results for me.  My satisfaction, which I concealed as well
as I could, did not prevent me from being very gay and from giving a
comic turn to every subject brought forward by the lady or by her
lord.

We kept up our pleasant trio for four hours; and returned to the
mansion of M. D---- R----- only at two o'clock in the morning.  It
was during that night that Madame F---- and M. D---- R----- really
made my acquaintance.  Madame F---- told him that she had never
laughed so much, and that she had never imagined that a conversation,
in appearance so simple, could afford so much pleasure and merriment.
On my side, I discovered in her so much wit and cheerfulness, that I
became deeply enamoured, and went to bed fully satisfied that, in the
future, I could not keep up the show of indifference which I had so
far assumed towards her.

When I woke up the next morning, I heard from the new soldier who
served me that La Valeur was better, and had been pronounced out of
danger by the physician. At dinner the conversation fell upon him,
but I did not open my lips.  Two days afterwards, the general gave
orders to have him removed to a comfortable apartment, sent him a
servant, clothed him, and the over-credulous proveditore having paid
him a visit, all the naval commanders and officers thought it their
duty to imitate him, and to follow his example: the general curiosity
was excited, there was a rush to see the new prince.  M. D---- R-----
followed his leaders, and Madame Sagredo, having set the ladies in
motion, they all called upon him, with the exception of Madame F----,
who told me laughingly that she would not pay him a visit unless I
would consent to introduce her.  I begged to be excused.  The knave
was called your highness, and the wonderful prince styled Madame
Sagredo his princess.  M. D---- R----- tried to persuade me to call
upon the rogue, but I told him that I had said too much, and that I
was neither courageous nor mean enough to retract my words.  The
whole imposture would soon have been discovered if anyone had
possessed a peerage, but it just happened that there was not a copy
in Corfu, and the French consul, a fat blockhead, like many other
consuls, knew nothing of family trees.  The madcap La Valeur began to
walk out a week after his metamorphosis into a prince.  He dined and
had supper every day with the general, and every evening he was
present at the reception, during which, owing to his intemperance, he
always went fast asleep.  Yet, there were two reasons which kept up
the belief of his being a prince: the first was that he did not seem
afraid of the news expected from Venice, where the proveditore had
written immediately after the discovery; the second was that he
solicited from the bishop the punishment of the priest who had
betrayed his secret by violating the seal of confession.  The poor
priest had already been sent to prison, and the proveditore had not
the courage to defend him.  The new prince had been invited to dinner
by all the naval officers, but M. D---- R----- had not made up his
mind to imitate them so far, because Madame F---- had clearly warned
him that she would dine at her own house on the day he was invited.
I had likewise respectfully intimated that, on the same occasion, I
would take the liberty of dining somewhere else.

I met the prince one day as I was coming out of the old fortress
leading to the esplanade.  He stopped, and reproached me for not
having called upon him.  I laughed, and advised him to think of his
safety before the arrival of the news which would expose all the
imposture, in which case the proveditore was certain to treat him
very severely.  I offered to help him in his flight from Corfu, and
to get a Neapolitan captain, whose ship was ready to sail, to conceal
him on board; but the fool, instead of accepting my offer, loaded me
with insults.

He was courting Madame Sagredo, who treated him very well, feeling
proud that a French prince should have given her the preference over
all the other ladies.  One day that she was dining in great ceremony
at M. D---- R-----'s house, she asked me why I had advised the prince
to run away.

"I have it from his own lips," she added, "and he cannot make out
your obstinacy in believing him an impostor."

"I have given him that advice, madam, because my heart is good, and
my judgment sane."

"Then we are all of us as many fools, the proveditore included?"

"That deduction would not be right, madam.  An opinion contrary to
that of another does not necessarily make a fool of the person who
entertains it.  It might possibly turn out, in ten or twelve days,
that I have been entirely mistaken myself, but I should not consider
myself a fool in consequence.  In the mean time, a lady of your
intelligence must have discovered whether that man is a peasant or a
prince by his education and manners.  For instance, does he dance
well?"

"He does not know one step, but he is the first to laugh about it; he
says he never would learn dancing."

"Does he behave well at table?"

"Well, he doesn't stand on ceremony.  He does not want his plate to
be changed, he helps himself with his spoon out of the dishes; he
does not know how to check an eructation or a yawn, and if he feels
tired he leaves the table.  It is evident that he has been very badly
brought up."

"And yet he is very pleasant, I suppose.  Is he clean and neat?"

"No, but then he is not yet well provided with linen."

"I am told that he is very sober."

"You are joking.  He leaves the table intoxicated twice a day, but he
ought to be pitied, for he cannot drink wine and keep his head clear.
Then he swears like a trooper, and we all laugh, but he never takes
offence."

"Is he witty?"

"He has a wonderful memory, for he tells us new stories every day."

"Does he speak of his family?"

"Very often of his mother, whom he loved tenderly.  She was a Du
Plessis."

"If his mother is still alive she must be a hundred and fifty years
old."

"What nonsense!"

"Not at all; she was married in the days of Marie de Medicis."

"But the certificate of baptism names the prince's mother, and his
seal--"

"Does he know what armorial bearings he has on that seal?"

"Do you doubt it?"

"Very strongly, or rather I am certain that he knows nothing about
it."

We left the table, and the prince was announced.  He came in, and
Madame Sagredo lost no time in saying to him, "Prince, here is M.
Casanova; he pretends that you do not know your own armorial
bearings." Hearing these words, he came up to me, sneering, called me
a coward, and gave me a smack on the face which almost stunned me.  I
left the room very slowly, not forgetting my hat and my cane, and
went downstairs, while M. D---- R----- was loudly ordering the
servants to throw the madman out of the window.

I left the palace and went to the esplanade in order to wait for him.
The moment I saw him, I ran to meet him, and I beat him so violently
with my cane that one blow alone ought to have killed him.  He drew
back, and found himself brought to a stand between two walls, where,
to avoid being beaten to death, his only resource was to draw his
sword, but the cowardly scoundrel did not even think of his weapon,
and I left him, on the ground, covered with blood.  The crowd formed
a line for me to pass, and I went to the coffee-house, where I drank
a glass of lemonade, without sugar to precipitate the bitter saliva
which rage had brought up from my stomach.  In a few minutes, I found
myself surrounded by all the young officers of the garrison, who
joined in the general opinion that I ought to have killed him, and
they at last annoyed me, for it was not my fault if I had not done
so, and I would certainly have taken his life if he had drawn his
sword.

I had been in the coffee-house for half an hour when the general's
adjutant came to tell me that his excellency ordered me to put myself
under arrest on board the bastarda, a galley on which the prisoners
had their legs in irons like galley slaves.  The dose was rather too
strong to be swallowed, and I did not feel disposed to submit to it.
"Very good, adjutant," I replied, "it shall be done." He went away,
and I left the coffee-house a moment after him, but when I reached
the end of the street, instead of going towards the esplanade, I
proceeded quickly towards the sea.  I walked along the beach for a
quarter of an hour, and finding a boat empty, but with a pair of
oars, I got in her, and unfastening her, I rowed as hard as I could
towards a large caicco, sailing against the wind with six oars.  As
soon as I had come up to her, I went on board and asked the
carabouchiri to sail before the wind and to take me to a large wherry
which could be seen at some distance, going towards Vido Rock.  I
abandoned the row-boat, and, after paying the master of the caicco
generously, I got into the wherry, made a bargain with the skipper
who unfurled three sails, and in less than two hours we were fifteen
miles away from Corfu.  The wind having died away, I made the men row
against the current, but towards midnight they told me that they
could not row any longer, they were worn out with fatigue.  They
advised me to sleep until day-break, but I refused to do so, and for
a trifle I got them to put me on shore, without asking where I was,
in order not to raise their suspicions.  It was enough for me to know
that I was at a distance of twenty miles from Corfu, and in a place
where nobody could imagine me to be.  The moon was shining, and I saw
a church with a house adjoining, a long barn opened on both sides, a
plain of about one hundred yards confined by hills, and nothing more.
I found some straw in the barn, and laying myself down, I slept until
day-break in spite of the cold.  It was the 1st of December, and
although the climate is very mild in Corfu I felt benumbed when I
awoke, as I had no cloak over my thin uniform.

The bells begin to toll, and I proceed towards the church.  The long-
bearded papa, surprised at my sudden apparition, enquires whether I
am Romeo (a Greek); I tell him that I am Fragico (Italian), but he
turns his back upon me and goes into his house, the door of which he
shuts without condescending to listen to me.

I then turned towards the sea, and saw a boat leaving a tartan lying
at anchor within one hundred yards of the island; the boat had four
oars and landed her passengers.  I come up to them and meet a good-
looking Greek, a woman and a young boy ten or twelve years old.
Addressing myself to the Greek, I ask him whether he has had a
pleasant passage, and where he comes from.  He answers in Italian
that he has sailed from Cephalonia with his wife and his son, and
that he is bound for Venice; he had landed to hear mass at the Church
of Our Lady of Casopo, in order to ascertain whether his father-in-
law was still alive, and whether he would pay the amount he had
promised him for the dowry of his wife.

"But how can you find it out?"

"The Papa Deldimopulo will tell me; he will communicate faithfully
the oracle of the Holy Virgin."  I say nothing and follow him into the
church; he speaks to the priest, and gives him some money.  The papa
says the mass, enters the sanctum sanctorum, comes out again in a
quarter of an hour, ascends the steps of the altar, turns towards his
audience, and, after meditating for a minute and stroking his long
beard, he delivers his oracle in a dozen words.  The Greek of
Cephalonia, who certainly could not boast of being as wise as
Ulysses, appears very well pleased, and gives more money to the
impostor.  We leave the church, and I ask him whether he feels
satisfied with the oracle.

"Oh!  quite satisfied.  I know now that my father-in-law is alive,
and that he will pay me the dowry, if I consent to leave my child
with him.  I am aware that it is his fancy and I will give him the
boy."

"Does the papa know you?"

"No; he is not even acquainted with my name."

"Have you any fine goods on board your tartan?"

"Yes; come and breakfast with me; you can see all I have."

"Very willingly."

Delighted at hearing that oracles were not yet defunct, and satisfied
that they will endure as long as there are in this world simple-
minded men and deceitful, cunning priests, I follow the good man, who
took me to his tartan and treated me to an excellent breakfast.  His
cargo consisted of cotton, linen, currants, oil, and excellent wines.
He had also a stock of night-caps, stockings, cloaks in the Eastern
fashion, umbrellas, and sea biscuits, of which I was very fond; in
those days I had thirty teeth, and it would have been difficult to
find a finer set.  Alas!  I have but two left now, the other twenty-
eight are gone with other tools quite as precious; but 'dum vita
super est, bene est.'  I bought a small stock of everything he had
except cotton, for which I had no use, and without discussing his
price I paid him the thirty-five or forty sequins he demanded, and
seeing my generosity he made me a present of six beautiful botargoes.

I happened during our conversation to praise the wine of Xante, which
he called generoydes, and he told me that if I would accompany him to
Venice he would give me a bottle of that wine every day including the
quarantine.  Always superstitious, I was on the point of accepting,
and that for the most foolish reason-namely, that there would be no
premeditation in that strange resolution, and it might be the impulse
of fate.  Such was my nature in those days; alas; it is very
different now.  They say that it is because wisdom comes with old
age, but I cannot reconcile myself to cherish the effect of a most
unpleasant cause.

Just as I was going to accept his offer he proposes to sell me a very
fine gun for ten sequins, saying that in Corfu anyone would be glad
of it for twelve.  The word Corfu upsets all my ideas on the spot!  I
fancy I hear the voice of my genius telling me to go back to that
city.  I purchase the gun for the ten sequins, and my honest
Cephalonian, admiring my fair dealing, gives me, over and above our
bargain, a beautiful Turkish pouch well filled with powder and shot.
Carrying my gun, with a good warm cloak over my uniform and with a
large bag containing all my purchases, I take leave of the worthy
Greek, and am landed on the shore, determined on obtaining a lodging
from the cheating papa, by fair means or foul.  The good wine of my
friend the Cephalonian had excited me just enough to make me carry my
determination into immediate execution.  I had in my pockets four or
five hundred copper gazzette, which were very heavy, but which I had
procured from the Greek, foreseeing that I might want them during my
stay on the island.

I store my bag away in the barn and I proceed, gun in hand, towards
the house of the priest; the church was closed.

I must give my readers some idea of the state I was in at that
moment.  I was quietly hopeless.  The three or four hundred sequins I
had with me did not prevent me from thinking that I was not in very
great security on the island; I could not remain long, I would soon
be found out, and, being guilty of desertion, I should be treated
accordingly.  I did not know what to do, and that is always an
unpleasant predicament.  It would be absurd for me to return to Corfu
of my own accord; my flight would then be useless, and I should be
thought a fool, for my return would be a proof of cowardice or
stupidity; yet I did not feel the courage to desert altogether.  The
chief cause of my decision was not that I had a thousand sequins in
the hands of the faro banker, or my well-stocked wardrobe, or the
fear of not getting a living somewhere else, but the unpleasant
recollection that I should leave behind me a woman whom I loved to
adoration, and from whom I had not yet obtained any favour, not even
that of kissing her hand.  In such distress of mind I could not do
anything else but abandon myself to chance, whatever the result might
be, and the most essential thing for the present was to secure a
lodging and my daily food.

I knock at the door of the priest's dwelling.  He looks out of a
window and shuts it without listening to me, I knock again, I swear,
I call out loudly, all in vain, Giving way to my rage, I take aim at
a poor sheep grazing with several others at a short distance, and
kill it.  The herdsman begins to scream, the papa shows himself at
the window, calling out, "Thieves!  Murder!" and orders the alarm-
bell to be rung.  Three bells are immediately set in motion, I
foresee a general gathering: what is going to happen?  I do not know,
but happen what will, I load my gun and await coming events.

In less than eight or ten minutes, I see a crowd of peasants coming
down the hills, armed with guns, pitchforks, or cudgels: I withdraw
inside of the barn, but without the slightest fear, for I cannot
suppose that, seeing me alone, these men will murder me without
listening to me.

The first ten or twelve peasants come forward, gun in hand and ready
to fire: I stop them by throwing down my gazzette, which they lose no
time in picking up from the ground, and I keep on throwing money down
as the men come forward, until I had no more left.  The clowns were
looking at each other in great astonishment, not knowing what to make
out of a well-dressed young man, looking very peaceful, and throwing
his money to them with such generosity.  I could not speak to them
until the deafening noise of the bells should cease.  I quietly sit
down on my large bag, and keep still, but as soon as I can be heard I
begin to address the men.  The priest, however, assisted by his
beadle and by the herdsman, interrupts me, and all the more easily
that I was speaking Italian.  My three enemies, who talked all at
once, were trying to excite the crowd against me.

One of the peasants, an elderly and reasonable-looking man, comes up
to me and asks me in Italian why I have killed the sheep.

"To eat it, my good fellow, but not before I have paid for it."

"But his holiness, the papa, might choose to charge one sequin for
it."

"Here is one sequin."

The priest takes the money and goes away: war is over.  The peasant
tells me that he has served in the campaign of 1716, and that he was
at the defence of Corfu.  I compliment him, and ask him to find me a
lodging and a man able to prepare my meals.  He answers that he will
procure me a whole house, that he will be my cook himself, but I must
go up the hill.  No matter!  He calls two stout fellows, one takes my
bag, the other shoulders my sheep, and forward!  As we are walking
along, I tell him,--

"My good man, I would like to have in my service twenty-four fellows
like these under military discipline.  I would give each man twenty
gazzette a day, and you would have forty as my lieutenant."

"I will," says the old soldier, "raise for you this very day a body-
guard of which you will be proud."

We reach a very convenient house, containing on the ground floor
three rooms and a stable, which I immediately turned into a guard-
room.

My lieutenant went to get what I wanted, and particularly a
needlewoman to make me some shirts.  In the course of the day I had
furniture, bedding, kitchen utensils, a good dinner, twenty-four
well-equipped soldiers, a super-annuated sempstress and several young
girls to make my shirts.  After supper, I found my position highly
pleasant, being surrounded with some thirty persons who looked upon
me as their sovereign, although they could not make out what had
brought me to their island.  The only thing which struck me as
disagreeable was that the young girls could not speak Italian, and I
did not know Greek enough to enable me to make love to them.

The next morning my lieutenant had the guard relieved, and I could
not help bursting into a merry laugh.  They were like a flock of
sheep: all fine men, well-made and strong; but without uniform and
without discipline the finest band is but a herd.  However, they
quickly learned how to present arms and to obey the orders of their
officer.  I caused three sentinels to be placed, one before the
guardroom, one at my door, and the third where he could have a good
view of the sea.  This sentinel was to give me warning of the
approach of any armed boat or vessel.  For the first two or three
days I considered all this as mere amusement, but, thinking that I
might really want the men to repel force by force, I had some idea of
making my army take an oath of allegiance.  I did not do so, however,
although my lieutenant assured me that I had only to express my
wishes, for my generosity had captivated the love of all the
islanders.

My sempstress, who had procured some young needlewomen to sew my
shirts, had expected that I would fall in love with one and not with
all, but my amorous zeal overstepped her hopes, and all the pretty
ones had their turn; they were all well satisfied with me, and the
sempstress was rewarded for her good offices.  I was leading a
delightful life, for my table was supplied with excellent dishes,
juicy mutton, and snipe so delicious that I have never tasted their
like except in St. Petersburg.  I drank scopolo wine or the best
muscatel of the Archipelago.  My lieutenant was my only table
companion.  I never took a walk without him and two of my body-guard,
in order to defend myself against the attacks of a few young men who
had a spite against me because they fancied, not without some reason,
that my needlewomen, their mistresses, had left them on my account.
I often thought while I was rambling about the island, that without
money I should have been unhappy, and that I was indebted to my gold
for all the happiness I was enjoying; but it was right to suppose at
the same time that, if I had not felt my purse pretty heavy, I would
not have been likely to leave Corfu.

I had thus been playing the petty king with success for a week or ten
days, when, towards ten o'clock at night I heard the sentinel's
challenge.  My lieutenant went out, and returned announcing that an
honest-looking man, who spoke Italian, wished to see me on important
business.  I had him brought in, and, in the presence of my
lieutenant, he told me in Italian:

"Next Sunday, the Papa Deldimopulo will fulminate against you the
'cataramonachia'.  If you do not prevent him, a slow fever will send
you into the next world in six weeks."

"I have never heard of such a drug."

"It is not a drug.  It is a curse pronounced by a priest with the
Host in his hands, and it is sure to be fulfilled."

"What reason can that priest have to murder me?"

"You disturb the peace and discipline of his parish.  You have
seduced several young girls, and now their lovers refuse to marry
them."

I made him drink, and thanking him heartily, wished him good night.
His warning struck me as deserving my attention, for, if I had no
fear of the 'cataramonachia', in which I had not the slightest faith,
I feared certain poisons which might be by far more efficient.  I
passed a very quiet night, but at day-break I got up, and without
saying anything to my lieutenant, I went straight to the church where
I found the priest, and addressed him in the following words, uttered
in a tone likely to enforce conviction:

"On the first symptom of fever, I will shoot you like a dog.  Throw
over me a curse which will kill me instantly, or make your will.
Farewell!"

Having thus warned him, I returned to my royal palace.  Early on the
following Monday, the papa called on me.  I had a slight headache; he
enquired after my health, and when I told him that my head felt
rather heavy, he made me laugh by the air of anxiety with which he
assured me that it could be caused by nothing else than the heavy
atmosphere of the island of Casopo.

Three days after his visit, the advanced sentinel gave the war-cry.
The lieutenant went out to reconnoitre, and after a short absence he
gave me notice that the long boat of an armed vessel had just landed
an officer.  Danger was at hand.

I go out myself, I call my men to arms, and, advancing a few steps, I
see an officer, accompanied by a guide, who was walking towards my
dwelling.  As he was alone, I had nothing to fear.  I return to my
room, giving orders to my lieutenant to receive him with all military
honours and to introduce him.  Then, girding my sword, I wait for my
visitor.

In a few minutes, Adjutant Minolto, the same who had brought me the
order to put myself under arrest, makes his appearance.

"You are alone," I say to him, "and therefore you come as a friend.
Let us embrace."

"I must come as a friend, for, as an enemy, I should not have enough
men.  But what I see seems a dream."

"Take a seat, and dine with me.  I will treat you splendidly."

"Most willingly, and after dinner we will leave the island together."

"You may go alone, if you like; but I will not leave this place until
I have the certainty, not only that I shall not be sent to the
'bastarda', but also that I shall have every satisfaction from the
knave whom the general ought to send to the galleys."

"Be reasonable, and come with me of your own accord.  My orders are
to take you by force, but as I have not enough men to do so, I shall
make my report, and the general will, of course, send a force
sufficient to arrest you."

"Never; I will not be taken alive."

"You must be mad; believe me, you are in the wrong.  You have
disobeyed the order I brought you to go to the 'bastarda; in that you
have acted wrongly, and in that alone, for in every other respect you
were perfectly right, the general himself says so."

"Then I ought to have put myself under arrest?"

"Certainly; obedience is necessary in our profession."

"Would you have obeyed, if you had been in my place ?"

"I cannot and will not tell you what I would have done, but I know
that if I had disobeyed orders I should have been guilty of a crime:"

"But if I surrendered now I should be treated like a criminal, and
much more severely than if I had obeyed that unjust order."

"I think not.  Come with me, and you will know everything."

"What!  Go without knowing what fate may be in store for me?  Do not
expect it.  Let us have dinner.  If I am guilty of such a dreadful
crime that violence must be used against me, I will surrender only to
irresistible force.  I cannot be worse off, but there may be blood
spilled."

"You are mistaken, such conduct would only make you more guilty.  But
I say like you, let us have dinner.  A good meal will very likely
render you more disposed to listen to reason."

Our dinner was nearly over, when we heard some noise outside.  The
lieutenant came in, and informed me that the peasants were gathering
in the neighbourhood of my house to defend me, because a rumour had
spread through the island that the felucca had been sent with orders
to arrest me and take me to Corfu.  I told him to undeceive the good
fellows, and to send them away, but to give them first a barrel of
wine.

The peasants went away satisfied, but, to shew their devotion to me,
they all fired their guns.

"It is all very amusing," said the adjutant, "but it will turn out
very serious if you let me go away alone, for my duty compels me to
give an exact account of all I have witnessed."

"I will follow you, if you will give me your word of honour to land
me free in Corfu."

"I have orders to deliver your person to M. Foscari, on board the
bastarda."

"Well, you shall not execute your orders this time."

"If you do not obey the commands of the general, his honour will
compel him to use violence against you, and of course he can do it.
But tell me, what would you do if the general should leave you in
this island for the sake of the joke?  There is no fear of that,
however, and, after the report which I must give, the general will
certainly make up his mind to stop the affair without shedding
blood."

"Without a fight it will be difficult to arrest me, for with five
hundred peasants in such a place as this I would not be afraid of
three thousand men."

"One man will prove enough; you will be treated as a leader of
rebels.  All these peasants may be devoted to you, but they cannot
protect you against one man who will shoot you for the sake of
earning a few pieces of gold.  I can tell you more than that: amongst
all those men who surround you there is not one who would not murder
you for twenty sequins.  Believe me, go with me.  Come to enjoy the
triumph which is awaiting you in Corfu.  You will be courted and
applauded.  You will narrate yourself all your mad frolics, people
will laugh, and at the same time will admire you for having listened
to reason the moment I came here.  Everybody feels esteem for you,
and M. D---- R----- thinks a great deal of you.  He praises very
highly the command you have shewn over your passion in refraining
from thrusting your sword through that insolent fool, in order not to
forget the respect you owed to his house.  The general himself must
esteem you, for he cannot forget what you told him of that knave."

"What has become of him?"

"Four days ago Major Sardina's frigate arrived with dispatches, in
which the general must have found all the proof of the imposture, for
he has caused the false duke or prince to disappear very suddenly.
Nobody knows where he has been sent to, and nobody ventures to
mention the fellow before the general, for he made the most egregious
blunder respecting him."

"But was the man received in society after the thrashing I gave him?"

"God forbid!  Do you not recollect that he wore a sword?  From that
moment no one would receive him.  His arm was broken and his jaw
shattered to pieces.

But in spite of the state he was in, in spite of what he must have
suffered, his excellency had him removed a week after you had treated
him so severely.  But your flight is what everyone has been wondering
over.  It was thought for three days that M. D---- R----- had
concealed you in his house, and he was openly blamed for doing so.
He had to declare loudly at the general's table that he was in the
most complete ignorance of your whereabouts.  His excellency even
expressed his anxiety about your escape, and it was only yesterday
that your place of refuge was made known by a letter addressed by the
priest of this island to the Proto-Papa Bulgari, in which he
complained that an Italian officer had invaded the island of Casopo a
week before, and had committed unheard-of violence.  He accused you
of seducing all the girls, and of threatening to shoot him if he
dared to pronounce 'cataramonachia' against you.  This letter, which
was read publicly at the evening reception, made the general laugh,
but he ordered me to arrest you all the same."

"Madame Sagredo is the cause of it all."

"True, but she is well punished for it.  You ought to call upon her
with me to-morrow."

"To-morrow?  Are you then certain that I shall not be placed under
arrest?"

"Yes, for I know that the general is a man of honour."

"I am of the same opinion.  Well, let us go on board your felucca.
We will embark together after midnight."

"Why not now?"

"Because I will not run the risk of spending the night on board M.
Foscari's bastarda.  I want to reach Corfu by daylight, so as to make
your victory more brilliant."

"But what shall we do for the next eight hours?"

"We will pay a visit to some beauties of a species unknown in Corfu,
and have a good supper."

I ordered my lieutenant to send plenty to eat and to drink to the men
on board the felucca, to prepare a splendid supper, and to spare
nothing, as I should leave the island at midnight.  I made him a
present of all my provisions, except such as I wanted to take with
me; these I sent on board.  My janissaries, to whom I gave a week's
pay, insisted upon escorting me, fully equipped, as far as the boat,
which made the adjutant laugh all the way.

We reached Corfu by eight o'clock in the morning, and we went
alongside the 'bastarda.  The adjutant consigned me to M.  Foscari,
assuring me that he would immediately give notice of my arrival to
M. D---- R-----, send my luggage to his house, and report the success
of his expedition to the general.

M. Foscari, the commander of the bastarda, treated me very badly.  If
he had been blessed with any delicacy of feeling, he would not have
been in such a hurry to have me put in irons.  He might have talked
to me, and have thus delayed for a quarter of an hour that operation
which greatly vexed me.  But, without uttering a single word, he sent
me to the 'capo di scalo' who made me sit down, and told me to put my
foot forward to receive the irons, which, however, do not dishonour
anyone in that country, not even the galley slaves, for they are
better treated than soldiers.

My right leg was already in irons, and the left one was in the hands
of the man for the completion of that unpleasant ceremony, when the
adjutant of his excellency came to tell the executioner to set me at
liberty and to return me my sword.  I wanted to present my
compliments to the noble M. Foscari, but the adjutant, rather
ashamed, assured me that his excellency did not expect me to do so.
The first thing I did was to pay my respects to the general, without
saying one word to him, but he told me with a serious countenance to
be more prudent for the future, and to learn that a soldier's first
duty was to obey, and above all to be modest and discreet.  I
understood perfectly the meaning of the two last words, and acted
accordingly.

When I made my appearance at M. D---- R-----'s, I could see pleasure
on everybody's face.  Those moments have always been so dear to me
that I have never forgotten them, they have afforded me consolation
in the time of adversity.  If you would relish pleasure you must
endure pain, and delights are in proportion to the privations we have
suffered.  M. D---- R----- was so glad to see me that he came up to
me and warmly embraced me.  He presented me with a beautiful ring
which he took from his own finger, and told me that I had acted quite
rightly in not letting anyone, and particularly himself, know where I
had taken refuge.

"You can't think," he added, frankly, "how interested Madame F----
was in your fate.  She would be really delighted if you called on her
immediately."

How delightful to receive such advice from his own lips!  But the
word "immediately" annoyed me, because, having passed the night on
board the felucca, I was afraid that the disorder of my toilet might
injure me in her eyes.  Yet I could neither refuse M. D---- R-----,
nor tell him the reason of my refusal, and I bethought myself that I
could make a merit of it in the eyes of Madame F----
I therefore went at once to her house; the goddess was not yet
visible, but her attendant told me to come in, assuring me that her
mistress's bell would soon be heard, and that she would be very sorry
if I did not wait to see her.  I spent half an hour with that young
and indiscreet person, who was a very charming girl, and learned from
her many things which caused me great pleasure, and particularly all
that had been said respecting my escape.  I found that throughout the
affair my conduct had met with general approbation.

As soon as Madame F---- had seen her maid, she desired me to be shewn
in.  The curtains were drawn aside, and I thought I saw Aurora
surrounded with the roses and the pearls of morning.  I told her
that, if it had not been for the order I received from M. D---- R----
I would not have presumed to present myself before her in my
travelling costume; and in the most friendly tone she answered that
M. D---- R-----, knowing all the interest she felt in me, had been
quite right to tell me to come, and she assured me that M. D----
R----- had the greatest esteem for me.

"I do not know, madam, how I have deserved such great happiness, for
all I dared aim at was toleration."

"We all admired the control you kept over your feelings when you
refrained from killing that insolent madman on the spot; he would
have been thrown out of the window if he had not beat a hurried
retreat."

"I should certainly have killed him, madam, if you had not been
present."

"A very pretty compliment, but I can hardly believe that you thought
of me in such a moment."

I did not answer, but cast my eyes down, and gave a deep sigh.  She
observed my new ring, and in order to change the subject of
conversation she praised M. D---- R----- very highly, as soon as I
had told her how he had offered it to me.  She desired me to give her
an account of my life on the island, and I did so, but allowed my
pretty needlewomen to remain under a veil, for I had already learnt
that in this world the truth must often remain untold.

All my adventures amused her much, and she greatly admired my
conduct.

"Would you have the courage," she said, "to repeat all you have just
told me, and exactly in the same terms, before the proveditore-
generale?"

"Most certainly, madam, provided he asked me himself."

"Well, then, prepare to redeem your promise.  I want our excellent
general to love you and to become your warmest protector, so as to
shield you against every injustice and to promote your advancement.
Leave it all to me."

Her reception fairly overwhelmed me with happiness, and on leaving
her house I went to Major Maroli to find out the state of my
finances.  I was glad to hear that after my escape he had no longer
considered me a partner in the faro bank.  I took four hundred
sequins from the cashier, reserving the right to become again a
partner, should circumstances prove at any time favourable.

In the evening I made a careful toilet, and called for the Adjutant
Minolto in order to pay with him a visit to Madame Sagredo, the
general's favourite.  With the exception of Madame F---- she was the
greatest beauty of Corfu.  My visit surprised her, because, as she
had been the cause of all that had happened, she was very far from
expecting it.  She imagined that I had a spite against her.  I
undeceived her, speaking to her very candidly, and she treated me
most kindly, inviting me to come now and then to spend the evening at
her house.

But I neither accepted nor refused her amiable invitation, knowing
that Madame F---- disliked her; and how could I be a frequent guest
at her house with such a knowledge!  Besides, Madame Sagredo was very
fond of gambling, and, to please her, it was necessary either to lose
or make her win, but to accept such conditions one must be in love
with the lady or wish to make her conquest, and I had not the
slightest idea of either.  The Adjutant Minolto never played, but he
had captivated the lady's good graces by his services in the
character of Mercury.

When I returned to the palace I found Madame F---- alone, M. D----
R----- being engaged with his correspondence.  She asked me to sit
near her, and to tell her all my adventures in Constantinople.  I did
so, and I had no occasion to repent it.  My meeting with Yusuf's wife
pleased her extremely, but the bathing scene by moonlight made her
blush with excitement.  I veiled as much as I could the too brilliant
colours of my picture, but, if she did not find me clear, she would
oblige me to be more explicit, and if I made myself better understood
by giving to my recital a touch of voluptuousness which I borrowed
from her looks more than from my recollection, she would scold me and
tell me that I might have disguised a little more.  I felt that the
way she was talking would give her a liking for me, and I was
satisfied that the man who can give birth to amorous desires is
easily called upon to gratify them it was the reward I was ardently
longing for, and I dared to hope it would be mine, although I could
see it only looming in the distance.

It happened that, on that day, M. D---- R----- had invited a large
company to supper.  I had, as a matter of course, to engross all
conversation, and to give the fullest particulars of all that had
taken place from the moment I received the order to place myself
under arrest up to the time of my release from the 'bastarda'.
M. Foscari was seated next to me, and the last part of my narrative
was not, I suppose, particularly agreeable to him.

The account I gave of my adventures pleased everybody, and it was
decided that the proveditore-generale must have the pleasure of
hearing my tale from my own lips.  I mentioned that hay was very
plentiful in Casopo, and as that article was very scarce in Corfu,
M. D---- R----- told me that I ought to seize the opportunity of
making myself agreeable to the general by informing him of that
circumstance without delay.  I followed his advice the very next day,
and was very well received, for his excellency immediately ordered a
squad of men to go to the island and bring large quantities of hay to
Corfu.

A few days later the Adjutant Minolto came to me in the coffee-house,
and told me that the general wished to see me: this time I promptly
obeyed his commands.




CHAPTER XV

Progress of My Amour--My Journey to Otranto--I Enter the Service of
Madame F.--A Fortunate Excoriation


The room I entered was full of people.  His excellency, seeing me,
smiled and drew upon me the attention of all his guests by saying
aloud, "Here comes the young man who is a good judge of princes."

"My lord, I have become a judge of nobility by frequenting the
society of men like you."

"The ladies are curious to know all you have done from the time of
your escape from Corfu up to your return."

"Then you sentence me, monsignor, to make a public confession?"

"Exactly; but, as it is to be a confession, be careful not to omit
the most insignificant circumstance, and suppose that I am not in the
room."

"On the contrary, I wish to receive absolution only from your
excellency.  But my history will be a long one."

"If such is the case, your confessor gives you permission to be
seated."

I gave all the particulars of my adventures, with the exception of my
dalliance with the nymphs of the island.

"Your story is a very instructive one," observed the general.

"Yes, my lord, for the adventures shew that a young man is never so
near his utter ruin than when, excited by some great passion, he
finds himself able to minister to it, thanks to the gold in his
purse."

I was preparing to take my leave, when the majordomo came to inform
me that his excellency desired me to remain to supper.  I had
therefore the honour of a seat at his table, but not the pleasure of
eating, for I was obliged to answer the questions addressed to me
from all quarters, and I could not contrive to swallow a single
mouthful.  I was seated next to the Proto-Papa Bulgari, and I
entreated his pardon for having ridiculed Deldimopulo's oracle.  "It
is nothing else but regular cheating," he said, "but it is very
difficult to put a stop to it; it is an old custom."

A short time afterwards, Madame F---- whispered a few words to the
general, who turned to me and said that he would be glad to hear me
relate what had occurred to me in Constantinople with the wife of the
Turk Yusuf, and at another friend's house, where I had seen bathing
by moonlight.  I was rather surprised at such an invitation, and told
him that such frolics were not worth listening to, and the general
not pressing me no more was said about it.  But I was astonished at
Madame F----'s indiscretion; she had no business to make my
confidences public.  I wanted her to be jealous of her own dignity,
which I loved even more than her person.

Two or three days later, she said to me,

"Why did you refuse to tell your adventures in Constantinople before
the general?"

"Because I do not wish everybody to know that you allow me to tell
you such things.  What I may dare, madam, to say to you when we are
alone, I would certainly not say to you in public."

"And why not?  It seems to me, on the contrary, that if you are
silent in public out of respect for me, you ought to be all the more
silent when we are alone."

"I wanted to amuse you, and have exposed myself to the danger of
displeasing you, but I can assure you, madam, that I will not run
such a risk again."

"I have no wish to pry into your intentions, but it strikes me that
if your wish was to please me, you ought not to have run the risk of
obtaining the opposite result.  We take supper with the general this
evening, and M. D---- R----- has been asked to bring you.  I feel
certain that the general will ask you again for your adventures in
Constantinople, and this time you cannot refuse him."

M. D---- R----- came in and we went to the general's.  I thought as
we were driving along that, although Madame F---- seemed to have
intended to humiliate me, I ought to accept it all as a favour of
fortune, because, by compelling me to explain my refusal to the
general; Madame F---- had, at the same time, compelled me to a
declaration of my feelings, which was not without importance.

The 'proveditore-generale' gave me a friendly welcome, and kindly
handed me a letter which had come with the official dispatches from
Constantinople.  I bowed my thanks, and put the letter in my pocket:
but he told me that he was himself a great lover of news, and that I
could read my letter.  I opened it; it was from Yusuf, who announced
the death of Count de Bonneval.  Hearing the name of the worthy
Yusuf, the general asked me to tell him my adventure with his wife.
I could not now refuse, and I began a story which amused and
interested the general and his friends for an hour or so, but which
was from beginning to end the work of my imagination.

Thus I continued to respect the privacy of Yusuf, to avoid
implicating the good fame of Madame F----, and to shew myself in a
light which was tolerably advantageous to me.  My story, which was
full of sentiment, did me a great deal of honour, and I felt very
happy when I saw from the expression of Madame F----'s face that she
was pleased with me, although somewhat surprised.

When we found ourselves again in her house she told me, in the
presence of M. D---- R-----, that the story I had related to the
general was certainly very pretty, although purely imaginary, that
she was not angry with me, because I had amused her, but that she
could not help remarking my obstinacy in refusing compliance with her
wishes.  Then, turning to M. D---- R-----, she said,

"M. Casanova pretends that if he had given an account of his meeting
with Yusuf's wife without changing anything everybody would think
that I allowed him to entertain me with indecent stories.  I want you
to give your opinion about it.  Will you," she added, speaking to me,
"be so good as to relate immediately the adventure in the same words
which you have used when you told me of it?"

"Yes, madam, if you wish me to do so."

Stung to the quick by an indiscretion which, as I did not yet know
women thoroughly, seemed to me without example, I cast all fears of
displeasing to the winds, related the adventure with all the warmth
of an impassioned poet, and without disguising or attenuating in the
least the desires which the charms of the Greek beauty had inspired
me with.

"Do you think," said M. D---- R----- to Madame F-----, "that he ought
to have related that adventure before all our friends as he has just
related it to us?"

"If it be wrong for him to tell it in public, it is also wrong to
tell it to me in private."

"You are the only judge of that: yes, if he has displeased you; no,
if he has amused you.  As for my own opinion, here it is: He has just
now amused me very much, but he would have greatly displeased me if
he had related the same adventure in public."

"Then," exclaimed Madame F----, "I must request you never to tell me
in private anything that you cannot repeat in public."

"I promise, madam, to act always according to your wishes."

"It being understood," added M. D---- R-----, smiling, "that madam
reserves all rights of repealing that order whenever she may think
fit."

I was vexed, but I contrived not to show it.  A few minutes more, and
we took leave of Madame F----

I was beginning to understand that charming woman, and to dread the
ordeal to which she would subject me.  But love was stronger than
fear, and, fortified with hope, I had the courage to endure the
thorns, so as to gather the rose at the end of my sufferings.  I was
particularly pleased to find that M. D---- R----- was not jealous of
me, even when she seemed to dare him to it.  This was a point of the
greatest importance.

A few days afterwards, as I was entertaining her on various subjects,
she remarked how unfortunate it had been for me to enter the
lazzaretto at Ancona without any money.

"In spite of my distress," I said, "I fell in love with a young and
beautiful Greek slave, who very nearly contrived to make me break
through all the sanitary laws."

"How so?"

"You are alone, madam, and I have not forgotten your orders."

"Is it a very improper story?"

"No: yet I would not relate it to you in public."

"Well," she said, laughing, "I repeal my order, as M. D---- R-----
said I would.  Tell me all about it."

I told my story, and, seeing that she was pensive, I exaggerated the
misery I had felt at not being able to complete my conquest.

"What do you mean by your misery?  I think that the poor girl was
more to be pitied than you.  You have never seen her since?"

"I beg your pardon, madam; I met her again, but I dare not tell you
when or how."

"Now you must go on; it is all nonsense for you to stop.  Tell me
all; I expect you have been guilty of some black deed."

"Very far from it, madam, for it was a very sweet, although
incomplete, enjoyment."

"Go on!  But do not call things exactly by their names.  It is not
necessary to go into details."

Emboldened by the renewal of her order, I told her, without looking
her in the face, of my meeting with the Greek slave in the presence
of Bellino, and of the act which was cut short by the appearance of
her master.  When I had finished my story, Madame F---- remained
silent, and I turned the conversation into a different channel, for
though I felt myself on an excellent footing with her, I knew
likewise that I had to proceed with great prudence.  She was too
young to have lowered herself before, and she would certainly look
upon a connection with me as a lowering of her dignity.

Fortune which had always smiled upon me in the most hopeless cases,
did not intend to ill-treat me on this occasion, and procured me, on
that very same day, a favour of a very peculiar nature.  My charming
ladylove having pricked her finger rather severely, screamed loudly,
and stretched her hand towards me, entreating me to suck the blood
flowing from the wound.  You may judge, dear reader, whether I was
long in seizing that beautiful hand, and if you are, or if you have
ever been in love, you will easily guess the manner in which I
performed my delightful work.  What is a kiss?  Is it not an ardent
desire to inhale a portion of the being we love?  Was not the blood I
was sucking from that charming wound a portion of the woman I
worshipped?  When I had completed my work, she thanked me
affectionately, and told me to spit out the blood I had sucked.

"It is here," I said, placing my hand on my heart, "and God alone
knows what happiness it has given me."

"You have drunk my blood with happiness!  Are you then a cannibal?"

"I believe not, madam; but it would have been sacrilege in my eyes if
I had suffered one single drop of your blood to be lost."

One evening, there was an unusually large attendance at M. D----
R-----'s assembly, and we were talking of the carnival which was near
at hand.  Everybody was regretting the lack of actors, and the
impossibility of enjoying the pleasures of the theatre.  I
immediately offered to procure a good company at my expense, if the
boxes were at once subscribed for, and the monopoly of the faro bank
granted to me.  No time was to be lost, for the carnival was
approaching, and I had to go to Otranto to engage a troop.  My
proposal was accepted with great joy, and the proveditore-generale
placed a felucca at my disposal.  The boxes were all taken in three
days, and a Jew took the pit, two nights a week excepted, which I
reserved for my own profit.

The carnival being very long that year, I had every chance of
success.  It is said generally that the profession of theatrical
manager is difficult, but, if that is the case, I have not found it
so by experience, and am bound to affirm the contrary.

I left Corfu in the evening, and having a good breeze in my favour, I
reached Otranto by day-break the following morning, without the
oarsmen having had to row a stroke.  The distance from Corfu to
Otranto is only about fifteen leagues.

I had no idea of landing, owing to the quarantine which is always
enforced for any ship or boat coming to Italy from the east.  I only
went to the parlour of the lazaretto, where, placed behind a grating,
you can speak to any person who calls, and who must stand behind
another grating placed opposite, at a distance of six feet.

As soon as I announced that I had come for the purpose of engaging a
troupe of actors to perform in Corfu, the managers of the two
companies then in Otranto came to the parlour to speak to me.  I told
them at once that I wished to see all the performers, one company at
a time.

The two rival managers gave me then a very comic scene, each manager
wanting the other to bring his troupe first.  The harbour-master told
me that the only way to settle the matter was to say myself which of
the two companies I would see first: one was from Naples, the other
from Sicily.  Not knowing either I gave the preference to the first.
Don Fastidio, the manager, was very vexed, while Battipaglia, the
director of the second, was delighted because he hoped that, after
seeing the Neapolitan troupe, I would engage his own.

An hour afterwards, Fastidio returned with all his performers, and my
surprise may be imagined when amongst them I recognized Petronio and
his sister Marina, who, the moment she saw me, screamed for joy,
jumped over the grating, and threw herself in my arms.  A terrible
hubbub followed, and high words passed between Fastidio and the
harbour-master.  Marina being in the service of Fastidio, the captain
compelled him to confine her to the lazaretto, where she would have
to perform quarantine at his expense.  The poor girl cried bitterly,
but I could not remedy her imprudence.

I put a stop to the quarrel by telling Fastidio to shew me all his
people, one after the other.  Petronio belonged to his company, and
performed the lovers.  He told me that he had a letter for me from
Therese.  I was also glad to see a Venetian of my acquaintance who
played the pantaloon in the pantomime, three tolerably pretty
actresses, a pulcinella, and a scaramouch.  Altogether, the troupe
was a decent one.

I told Fastidio to name the lowest salary he wanted for all his
company, assuring him that I would give the preference to his rival,
if he should ask me too much.

"Sir," he answered, "we are twenty, and shall require six rooms with
ten beds, one sitting-room for all of us, and thirty Neapolitan
ducats a day, all travelling expenses paid.  Here is my stock of
plays, and we will perform those that you may choose."

Thinking of poor Marina who would have to remain in the lazaretto
before she could reappear on the stage at Otranto, I told Fastidio to
get the contract ready, as I wanted to go away immediately.

I had scarcely pronounced these words than war broke out again
between the manager-elect and his unfortunate competitor.
Battipaglia, in his rage, called Marina a harlot, and said that she
had arranged beforehand with Fastidio to violate the rules of the
lazaretto in order to compel me to choose their troupe.  Petronio,
taking his sister's part, joined Fastidio, and the unlucky
Battipaglia was dragged outside and treated to a generous dose of
blows and fisticuffs, which was not exactly the thing to console him
for a lost engagement.

Soon afterwards, Petronio brought me Therese's letter.  She was
ruining the duke, getting rich accordingly, and waiting for me in
Naples.

Everything being ready towards evening, I left Otranto with twenty
actors, and six large trunks containing their complete wardrobes.  A
light breeze which was blowing from the south might have carried us
to Corfu in ten hours, but when we had sailed about one hour my
cayabouchiri informed me that he could see by the moonlight a ship
which might prove to be a corsair, and get hold of us.  I was
unwilling to risk anything, so I ordered them to lower the sails and
return to Otranto.  At day-break we sailed again with a good westerly
wind, which would also have taken us to Corfu; but after we had gone
two or three hours, the captain pointed out to me a brigantine,
evidently a pirate, for she was shaping her course so as to get to
windward of us.  I told him to change the course, and to go by
starboard, to see if the brigantine would follow us, but she
immediately imitated our manoeuvre.  I could not go back to Otranto,
and I had no wish to go to Africa, so I ordered the men to shape our
course, so as to land on the coast of Calabria, by hard rowing and at
the nearest point.  The sailors, who were frightened to death,
communicated their fears to my comedians, and soon I heard nothing
but weeping and sobbing.  Every one of them was calling earnestly
upon some saint, but not one single prayer to God did I hear.  The
bewailings of scaramouch, the dull and spiritless despair of
Fastidio, offered a picture which would have made me laugh heartily
if the danger had been imaginary and not real.  Marina alone was
cheerful and happy, because she did not realize the danger we were
running, and she laughed at the terror of the crew and of her
companions.

A strong breeze sprang up towards evening, so I ordered them to clap
on all sail and scud before the wind, even if it should get stronger.
In order to escape the pirate, I had made up my mind to cross the
gulf.  We took the wind through the night, and in the morning we were
eighty miles from Corfu, which I determined to reach by rowing.  We
were in the middle of the gulf, and the sailors were worn out with
fatigue, but I had no longer any fear.  A gale began to blow from the
north, and in less than an hour it was blowing so hard that we were
compelled to sail close to the wind in a fearful manner.  The felucca
looked every moment as if it must capsize.  Every one looked
terrified but kept complete silence, for I had enjoined it on penalty
of death.  In spite of our dangerous position, I could not help
laughing when I heard the sobs of the cowardly scaramouch.  The
helmsman was a man of great nerve, and the gale being steady I felt
we would reach Corfu without mishap.  At day-break we sighted the
town, and at nine in the morning we landed at Mandrachia.  Everybody
was surprised to see us arrive that way.

As soon as my company was landed, the young officers naturally came
to inspect the actresses, but they did not find them very desirable,
with the exception of Marina, who received uncomplainingly the news
that I could not renew my acquaintance with her.  I felt certain that
she would not lack admirers.  But my actresses, who had appeared ugly
at the landing, produced a very different effect on the stage, and
particularly the pantaloon's wife.  M. Duodo, commander of a man-of-
war, called upon her, and, finding master pantaloon intolerant on the
subject of his better-half, gave him a few blows with his cane.
Fastidio informed me the next day that the pantaloon and his wife
refused to perform any more, but I made them alter their mind by
giving them a benefit night.

The pantaloon's wife was much applauded, but she felt insulted
because, in the midst of the applause, the pit called out, "Bravo,
Duodo!"  She presented herself to the general in his own box, in
which I was generally, and complained of the manner in which she was
treated.  The general promised her, in my name, another benefit night
for the close of the carnival, and I was of course compelled to
ratify his promise.  The fact is, that, to satisfy the greedy actors,
I abandoned to my comedians, one by one, the seventeen nights I had
reserved for myself.  The benefit I gave to Marina was at the special
request of Madame F----, who had taken her into great favour since
she had had the honour of breakfasting alone with M. D---- R---- in a
villa outside of the city.

My generosity cost me four hundred sequins, but the faro bank brought
me a thousand and more, although I never held the cards, my
management of the theatre taking up all my time.  My manner with the
actresses gained me great kindness; it was clearly seen that I
carried on no intrigue with any of them, although I had every
facility for doing so.  Madame F---- complimented me, saying that she
had not entertained such a good opinion of my discretion.  I was too
busy through the carnival to think of love, even of the passion which
filled my heart.  It was only at the beginning of Lent, and after the
departure of the comedians, that I could give rein to my feelings.

One morning Madame F---- sent, a messenger who, summoned me to her
presence.  It was eleven o'clock; I immediately went to her, and
enquired what I could do for her service.

"I wanted to see you," she said, "to return the two hundred sequins
which you lent me so nobly.  Here they are; be good enough to give me
back my note of hand."

"Your note of hand, madam, is no longer in my possession.  I have
deposited it in a sealed envelope with the notary  who, according to
this receipt of his, can return it only to you."

"Why did you not keep it yourself?"

"Because I was afraid of losing it, or of having it stolen.  And in
the event of my death I did not want such a document to fall into any
other hands but yours."

"A great proof of your extreme delicacy, certainly, but I think you
ought to have reserved the right of taking it out of the notary's
custody yourself."

"I did not forsee the possibility of calling for it myself."

"Yet it was a very likely thing.  Then I can send word to the notary
to transmit it to me?"

"Certainly, madam; you alone can claim it."

She sent to the notary, who brought the himself.

She tore the envelope open, and found only a piece of paper besmeared
with ink, quite illegible, except her own name, which had not been
touched.

"You have acted," she said, "most nobly; but you must agree with me
that I cannot be certain that this piece of paper is really my note
of hand, although I see my name on it."

"True, madam; and if you are not certain of it, I confess myself in
the wrong."

"I must be certain of it, and I am so; but you must grant that I
could not swear to it."

"Granted, madam."

During the following days it struck me that her manner towards me was
singularly altered.  She never received me in her dishabille, and I
had to wait with great patience until her maid had entirely dressed
her before being admitted into her presence.

If I related any story, any adventure, she pretened not to
understand, and affected not to see the point of an anecdote or a
jest; very often she would purposely not look at me, and then I was
sure to relate badly.  If M. D---- R----- laughed at something I had
just said, she would ask what he was laughing for, and when he had
told her, she would say it was insipid or dull.  If one of her
bracelets became unfastened, I offered to fasten it again, but either
she would not give me so much trouble, or I did not understand the
fastening, and the maid was called to do it.  I could not help
shewing my vexation, but she did not seem to take the slightest
notice of it.  If M. D---- R----- excited me to say something amusing
or witty, and I did not speak immediately, she would say that my
budget was empty, laughing, and adding that the wit of poor
M.  Casanova was worn out.  Full of rage, I would plead guilty by my
silence to her taunting accusation, but I was thoroughly miserable,
for I did not see any cause for that extraordinary change in her
feelings, being conscious that I had not given her any motive for it.
I wanted to shew her openly my indifference and contempt, but
whenever an opportunity offered, my courage would forsake me, and I
would let it escape.

One evening M. D---- R----- asking me whether I had often been in
love, I answered,

"Three times, my lord."

"And always happily, of course."

"Always unhappily.  The first time, perhaps, because, being an
ecclesiastic, I durst not speak openly of my love.  The second,
because a cruel, unexpected event compelled me to leave the woman I
loved at the very moment in which my happiness would have been
complete.  The third time, because the feeling of pity, with which I
inspired the beloved object, induced her to cure me of my passion,
instead of crowning my felicity."

"But what specific remedies did she use to effect your cure?"

"She has ceased to be kind."

"I understand she has treated you cruelly, and you call that pity, do
you?  You are mistaken."

"Certainly," said Madame F----, "a woman may pity the man she loves,
but she would not think of ill-treating him to cure him of his
passion.  That woman has never felt any love for you."

"I cannot, I will not believe it, madam."

"But are you cured?"

"Oh!  thoroughly; for when I happen to think of her, I feel nothing
but indifference and coldness.  But my recovery was long."

"Your convalescence lasted, I suppose, until you fell in love with
another."

"With another, madam?  I thought I had just told you that the third
time I loved was the last."

A few days after that conversation, M. D---- R----- told me that
Madame F---- was not well, that he could not keep her company, and
that I ought to go to her, as he was sure she would be glad to see
me.  I obeyed, and told Madame F---- what M. D---- R----- had said.
She was lying on a sofa.  Without looking at me, she told me she was
feverish, and would not ask me to remain with her, because I would
feel weary.

"I could not experience any weariness in your society, madam; at all
events, I can leave you only by your express command, and, in that
case, I must spend the next four hours in your ante-room, for M. D---
R----- has told me to wait for him here."

"If so, you may take a seat."

Her cold and distant manner repelled me, but I loved her, and I had
never seen her so beautiful, a slight fever animating her complexion
which was then truly dazzling in its beauty.  I kept where I was,
dumb and as motionless as a statue, for a quarter of an hour.  Then
she rang for her maid, and asked me to leave her alone for a moment.
I was called back soon after, and she said to me,

"What has become of your cheerfulness?"

"If it has disappeared, madam, it can only be by your will.  Call it
back, and you will see it return in full force."

"What must I do to obtain that result?"

"Only be towards me as you were when I returned from Casopo.  I have
been disagreeable to you for the last four months, and as I do not
know why, I feel deeply grieved."

"I am always the same: in what do you find me changed?"

"Good heavens!  In everything, except in beauty.  But I have taken my
decision."

"And what is it?"

"To suffer in silence, without allowing any circumstance to alter the
feelings with which you have inspired me; to wish ardently to
convince you of my perfect obedience to your commands; to be ever
ready to give you fresh proofs of my devotion."

"I thank you, but I cannot imagine what you can have to suffer in
silence on my account.  I take an interest in you, and I always
listen with pleasure to your adventures.  As a proof of it, I am
extremely curious to hear the history of your three loves."

I invented on the spot three purely imaginary stories, making a great
display of tender sentiments and of ardent love, but without alluding
to amorous enjoyment, particularly when she seemed to expect me to do
so.  Sometimes delicacy, sometimes respect or duty, interfered to
prevent the crowning pleasure, and I took care to observe, at such
moments of disappointment, that a true lover does not require that
all important item to feel perfectly happy.  I could easily see that
her imagination was travelling farther than my narrative, and that my
reserve was agreeable to her.  I believed I knew her nature well
enough to be certain that I was taking the best road to induce her to
follow me where I wished to lead her.  She expressed a sentiment
which moved me deeply, but I was careful not to shew it.  We were
talking of my third love, of the woman who, out of pity, had
undertaken to cure me, and she remarked,

"If she truly loved you, she may have wished not to cure you, but to
cure herself."

On the day following this partial reconciliation, M. F----, her
husband, begged my commanding officer, D---- R-----, to let me go
with him to Butintro for an excursion of three days, his own adjutant
being seriously ill.

Butintro is seven miles from Corfu, almost opposite to that city; it
is the nearest point to the island from the mainland. It is not a
fortress, but only a small village of Epirus, or Albania, as it is
now called, and belonging to the Venetians.  Acting on the political
axiom that "neglected right is lost right," the Republic sends every
year four galleys to Butintro with a gang of galley slaves to fell
trees, cut them, and load them on the galleys, while the military
keep a sharp look-out to prevent them from escaping to Turkey and
becoming Mussulmans.  One of the four galleys was commanded by M.
F---- who, wanting an adjutant for the occasion, chose me.

I went with him, and on the fourth day we came back to Corfu with a
large provision of wood. I found M. D---- R---- alone on the terrace
of his palace.  It was Good Friday. He seemed thoughtful, and, after
a silence of a few minutes, he spoke the following words, which I can
never forget:

"M. F-----, whose adjutant died yesterday, has just been entreating
me to give you to him until he can find another officer.  I have told
him that I had no right to dispose of your person, and that he, ought
to apply to you, assuring him that, if you asked me leave to go with
him, I would not raise any objection, although I require two
adjutants.  Has he not mentioned the matter to you?"

"No, monsignor, he has only tendered me his thanks for having
accompanied him to Butintro, nothing else."

"He is sure to speak to you about it. What do you intend to say?"

"Simply that I will never leave the service of your excellency
without your express command to do so."

"I never will give you such an order."

As M. D---- R---- was saying the last word, M. and Madame F---- came
in.  Knowing that the conversation would most likely turn upon the
subject which had just been broached, I hurried out of the room.  In
less than a quarter of an hour I was sent for, and M. F---- said to
me, confidentially,

"Well, M. Casanova, would you not be willing to live with me as my
adjutant?"

"Does his excellency dismiss me from his service?"

"Not at all," observed M. D---- R----, "but I leave you the choice."

"My lord, I could not be guilty of ingratitude."

And I remained there standing, uneasy, keeping my eyes on the ground,
not even striving to conceal my mortification, which was, after all,
very natural in such a position.  I dreaded looking at Madame F----,
for I knew that she could easily guess all my feelings.  An instant
after, her foolish husband coldly remarked that I should certainly
have a more fatiguing service with him than with M. D---- R----, and
that, of course, it was more honourable to serve the general governor
of the galeazze than a simple sopra-committo.  I was on the point of
answering, when Madame F---- said, in a graceful and easy manner,
"M. Casanova is right," and she changed the subject.  I left the
room, revolving in my mind all that had just taken place.

My conclusion was that M. F---- had asked M. D---- R---- to let me go
with him at the suggestion of his wife, or, at least with her
consent, and it was highly flattering to my love and to my vanity.
But I was bound in honour not to accept the post, unless I had a
perfect assurance that it would not be disagreeable to my present
patron.  "I will accept," I said to myself, "if M. D---- R----- tells
me positively that I shall please him by doing so.  It is for M. F to
make him say it."

On the same night I had the honour of offering my arm to Madame F---
during the procession which takes place in commemoration of the death
of our Lord and Saviour, which was then attended on foot by all the
nobility.  I expected she would mention the matter, but she did not.
My love was in despair, and through the night I could not close my
eyes.  I feared she had been offended by my refusal, and was
overwhelmed with grief.  I passed the whole of the next day without
breaking my fast, and did not utter a single word during the evening
reception.  I felt very unwell, and I had an attack of fever which
kept me in bed on Easter Sunday.  I was very weak on the Monday, and
intended to remain in my room, when a messenger from Madame F----
came to inform me that she wished to see me.  I told the messenger
not to say that he had found me in bed, and dressing myself rapidly I
hurried to her house.  I entered her room, pale, looking very ill:
yet she did not enquire after my health, and kept silent a minute or
two, as if she had been trying to recollect what she had to say to
me.

"Ah! yes, you are aware that our adjutant is dead, and that we want
to replace him.  My husband, who has a great esteem for you, and
feels that M. D---- R----- leaves you perfectly free to make your
choice, has taken the singular fancy that you will come, if I ask you
myself to do us that pleasure.  Is he mistaken?  If you would come to
us, you would have that room."

She was pointing to a room adjoining the chamber in which she slept,
and so situated that, to see her in every part of her room, I should
not even require to place myself at the window.


"M. D---- R----- ," she continued, "will not love you less, and as he
will see you here every, day, he will not be likely to forget his
interest in your welfare.  Now, tell me, will you come or not?"

"I wish I could, madam, but indeed I cannot."

"You cannot?  That is singular.  Take a seat, and tell me what there
is to prevent you, when, in accepting my offer, you are sure to
please M. D---- R----- as well as us."

"If I were certain of it, I would accept immediately; but all I have
heard from his lips was that he left me free to make a choice."

"Then you are afraid to grieve him, if you come to us ?"

"It might be, and for nothing on earth...."

"I am certain of the contrary."

"Will you be so good as to obtain that he says so to me himself?"

"And then you will come?"

"Oh, madam!  that very minute!"

But the warmth of my exclamation might mean a great deal, and I
turned my head round so as not to embarrass her.  She asked me to
give her her mantle to go to church, and we went out.  As we were
going down the stairs, she placed her ungloved hand upon mine.  It
was the first time that she had granted me such a favour, and it
seemed to me a good omen.  She took off her hand, asking me whether I
was feverish.  "Your hand," she said, "is burning."

When we left the church, M. D---- R-----'s carriage happened to pass,
and I assisted her to get in, and as soon as she had gone, hurried to
my room in order to breathe freely and to enjoy all the felicity
which filled my soul; for I no longer doubted her love for me, and I
knew that, in this case, M. D---- R----- was not likely to refuse her
anything.

What is love?  I have read plenty of ancient verbiage on that
subject, I have read likewise most of what has been said by modern
writers, but neither all that has been said, nor what I have thought
about it, when I was young and now that I am no longer so, nothing,
in fact, can make me agree that love is a trifling vanity.  It is a
sort of madness, I grant that, but a madness over which philosophy is
entirely powerless; it is a disease to which man is exposed at all
times, no matter at what age, and which cannot be cured, if he is
attacked by it in his old age.  Love being sentiment which cannot be
explained!  God of all nature!--bitter and sweet feeling!  Love!--
charming monster which cannot be fathomed!  God who, in the midst of
all the thorns with which thou plaguest us, strewest so many roses on
our path that, without thee, existence and death would be united and
blended together!

Two days afterwards, M. D---- R-----, told me to go and take orders
from M. F---- on board his galley, which was ready for a five or six
days' voyage.  I quickly packed a few things, and called for my new
patron who received me with great joy.  We took our departure without
seeing madam, who was not yet visible.  We returned on the sixth day,
and I went to establish myself in my new home, for, as I was
preparing to go to M. D---- R-----, to take his orders, after our
landing, he came himself, and after asking M. F---- and me whether we
were pleased with each other, he said to me,

"Casanova, as you suit each other so well, you may be certain that
you will greatly please me by remaining in the service of M. F."

I obeyed respectfully, and in less than one hour I had taken
possession of my new quarters.  Madame F---- told me how delighted
she was to see that great affair ended according to her wishes, and I
answered with a deep reverence.

I found myself like the salamander, in the very heart of the fire for
which I had been longing so ardently.

Almost constantly in the presence of Madame F----, dining often alone
with her, accompanying her in her walks, even when M. D---- R-----
was not with us, seeing her from my room, or conversing with her in
her chamber, always reserved and attentive without pretension, the
first night passed by without any change being brought about by that
constant intercourse.  Yet I was full of hope, and to keep up my
courage I imagined that love was not yet powerful enough to conquer
her pride.  I expected everything from some lucky chance, which I
promised myself to improve as soon as it should present itself, for I
was persuaded that a lover is lost if he does not catch fortune by
the forelock.

But there was one circumstance which annoyed me.  In public, she
seized every opportunity of treating me with distinction, while, when
we were alone, it was exactly the reverse.  In the eyes of the world
I had all the appearance of a happy lover, but I would rather have
had less of the appearance of happiness and more of the reality.  My
love for her was disinterested; vanity had no share in my feelings.

One day, being alone with me, she said,

"You have enemies, but I silenced them last night."

"They are envious, madam, and they would pity me if they could read
the secret pages of my heart.  You could easily deliver me from those
enemies."

"How can you be an object of pity for them, and how could I deliver
you from them?"

"They believe me happy, and I am miserable; you would deliver me from
them by ill-treating me in their presence."

"Then you would feel my bad treatment less than the envy of the
wicked?"

"Yes, madam, provided your bad treatment in public were compensated
by your kindness when we are alone, for there is no vanity in the
happiness I feel in belonging to you.  Let others pity me, I will be
happy on condition that others are mistaken."

"That's a part that I can never play."

I would often be indiscreet enough to remain behind the curtain of
the window in my room, looking at her when she thought herself
perfectly certain that nobody saw her; but the liberty I was thus
guilty of never proved of great advantage to me.  Whether it was
because she doubted my discretion or from habitual reserve, she was
so particular that, even when I saw her in bed, my longing eyes never
could obtain a sight of anything but her head.

One day, being present in her room while her maid was cutting off the
points of her long and beautiful hair, I amused myself in picking up
all those pretty bits, and put them all, one after the other, on her
toilettable, with the exception of one small lock which I slipped
into my pocket, thinking that she had not taken any notice of my
keeping it; but the moment we were alone she told me quietly, but
rather too seriously, to take out of my pocket the hair I had picked
up from the floor.  Thinking she was going too far, and such rigour
appearing to me as cruel as it was unjust and absurd, I obeyed, but
threw the hair on the toilet-table with an air of supreme contempt.

"Sir, you forget yourself."

"No, madam, I do not, for you might have feigned not to have observed
such an innocent theft."

"Feigning is tiresome."

"Was such petty larceny a very great crime?"

"No crime, but it was an indication of feelings which you have no
right to entertain for me."

"Feelings which you are at liberty not to return, madam, but which
hatred or pride can alone forbid my heart to experience.  If you had
a heart you would not be the victim of either of those two fearful
passions, but you have only head, and it must be a very wicked head,
judging by the care it takes to heap humiliation upon me.  You have
surprised my secret, madam, you may use it as you think proper, but
in the meantime I have learned to know you thoroughly.  That
knowledge will prove more useful than your discovery, for perhaps it
will help me to become wiser."

After this violent tirade I left her, and as she did not call me back
retired to my room.  In the hope that sleep would bring calm, I
undressed and went to bed.  In such moments a lover hates the object
of his love, and his heart distils only contempt and hatred.  I could
not go to sleep, and when I was sent for at supper-time I answered
that I was ill.  The night passed off without my eyes being visited
by sleep, and feeling weak and low I thought I would wait to see what
ailed me, and refused to have my dinner, sending word that I was
still very unwell.  Towards evening I felt my heart leap for joy when
I heard my beautiful lady-love enter my room.  Anxiety, want of food
and sleep, gave me truly the appearance of being ill, and I was
delighted that it should be so.  I sent her away very soon, by
telling her with perfect indifference that it was nothing but a bad
headache, to which I was subject, and that repose and diet would
effect a speedy cure.

But at eleven o'clock she came back with her friend, M. D---- R-----,
and coming to my bed she said, affectionately,

"What ails you, my poor Casanova?"

"A very bad headache, madam, which will be cured to-morrow."

"Why should you wait until to-morrow?  You must get better at once.
I have ordered a basin of broth and two new-laid eggs for you."

"Nothing, madam; complete abstinence can alone cure me."

"He is right," said M. D---- R-----, "I know those attacks."

I shook my head slightly.  M. D---- R----- having just then turned
round to examine an engraving, she took my hand, saying that she
would like me to drink some broth, and I felt that she was giving me
a small parcel.  She went to look at the engraving with M. D----
R-----.

I opened the parcel, but feeling that it contained hair, I hurriedly
concealed it under the bed-clothes: at the same moment the blood
rushed to my head with such violence that it actually frightened me.
I begged for some water, she came to me, with M. D---- R-----, and
then were both frightened to see me so red, when they had seen me
pale and weak only one minute before.

Madame F---- gave me a glass of water in which she put some Eau des
carmes which instantly acted as a violent emetic.  Two or three
minutes after I felt better, and asked for something to eat.  Madame
F---- smiled.  The servant came in with the broth and the eggs, and
while I was eating I told the history of Pandolfin.  M. D---- R-----
thought it was all a miracle, and I could read, on the countenance of
the charming woman, love, affection, and repentance.  If M. D----
R----- had not been present, it would have been the moment of my
happiness, but I felt certain that I should not have long to wait.
M. D---- R----- told Madame F---- that, if he had not seen me so
sick, he would have believed my illness to be all sham, for he did
not think it possible for anyone to rally so rapidly.

"It is all owing to my Eau des carmes," said Madame F-----, looking
at me, "and I will leave you my bottle."

"No, madam, be kind enough to take it with you, for the water would
have no virtue without your presence."

"I am sure of that," said M. D---- R-----, "so I will leave you here
with your patient."

"No, no, he must go to sleep now."

I slept all night, but in my happy dreams I was with her, and the
reality itself would hardly have procured me greater enjoyment than I
had during my happy slumbers.  I saw I had taken a very long stride
forward, for twenty-four hours of abstinence gave me the right to
speak to her openly of my love, and the gift of her hair was an
irrefutable confession of her own feelings.

On the following day, after presenting myself before M. F----, I went
to have a little chat with the maid, to wait until her mistress was
visible, which was not long, and I had the pleasure of hearing her
laugh when the maid told her I was there.  As soon as I went in,
without giving me time to say a single word, she told me how
delighted she was to see me looking so well, and advised me to call
upon M. D---- R-----.

It is not only in the eyes of a lover, but also in those of every man
of taste, that a woman is a thousand times more lovely at the moment
she comes out of the arms of Morpheus than when she has completed her
toilet.  Around Madame F---- more brilliant beams were blazing than
around the sun when he leaves the embrace of Aurora.  Yet the most
beautiful woman thinks as much of her toilet as the one who cannot do
without it--very likely because more human creatures possess the
more they want.

In the order given to me by Madame F---- to call on M. D---- R-----,
I saw another reason to be certain of approaching happiness, for I
thought that, by dismissing me so quickly, she had only tried to
postpone the consummation which I might have pressed upon her, and
which she could not have refused.

Rich in the possession of her hair, I held a consultation with my
love to decide what I ought to do with it, for Madame F----, very
likely in her wish to atone for the miserly sentiment which had
refused me a small bit, had given me a splendid lock, full a yard and
a half long.  Having thought it over, I called upon a Jewish
confectioner whose daughter was a skilful embroiderer, and I made her
embroider before me, on a bracelet of green satin, the four initial
letters of our names, and make a very thin chain with the remainder.
I had a piece of black ribbon added to one end of the chain, in the
shape of a sliding noose, with which I could easily strangle myself
if ever love should reduce me to despair, and I passed it round my
neck.  As I did not want to lose even the smallest particle of so
precious a treasure, I cut with a pair of scissors all the small bits
which were left, and devoutly gathered them together.  Then I reduced
them into a fine powder, and ordered the Jewish confectioner to mix
the powder in my presence with a paste made of amber, sugar, vanilla,
angelica, alkermes and storax, and I waited until the comfits
prepared with that mixture were ready.  I had some more made with the
same composition, but without any hair; I put the first in a
beautiful sweetmeat box of fine crystal, and the second in a
tortoise-shell box.

From the day when, by giving me her hair, Madame F---- had betrayed
the secret feelings of her heart, I no longer lost my time in
relating stories or adventures; I only spoke to her of my cove, of
my ardent desires; I told her that she must either banish me from her
presence, or crown my happiness, but the cruel, charming woman would
not accept that alternative.  She answered that happiness could not
be obtained by offending every moral law, and by swerving from our
duties.  If I threw myself at her feet to obtain by anticipation her
forgiveness for the loving violence I intended to use against her,
she would repulse me more powerfully than if she had had the strength
of a female Hercules, for she would say, in a voice full of sweetness
and affection,

"My friend, I do not entreat you to respect my weakness, but be
generous enough to spare me for the sake of all the love I feel for
you."

"What! you love me, and you refuse to make me happy! It is
impossible! it is unnatural.  You compel me to believe that you do
not love me.  Only allow me to press my lips one moment upon your
lips, and I ask no more."

"No, dearest, no; it would only excite the ardour of your desires,
shake my resolution, and we should then find ourselves more miserable
than we are now."

Thus did she every day plunge me in despair, and yet she complained
that my wit was no longer brilliant in society, that I had lost that
elasticity of spirits which had pleased her so much after my arrival
from Constantinople.  M. D---- R-----, who often jestingly waged war
against me, used to say that I was getting thinner and thinner every
day.  Madame F---- told me one day that my sickly looks were very
disagreeable to her, because wicked tongues would not fail to say
that she treated me with cruelty.  Strange, almost unnatural thought!
On it I composed an idyll which I cannot read, even now, without
feeling tears in my eyes.

"What!" I answered, "you acknowledge your cruelty towards me?  You
are afraid of the world guessing all your heartless rigour, and yet
you continue to enjoy it!  You condemn me unmercifully to the
torments of Tantalus!  You would be delighted to see me gay,
cheerful, happy, even at the expense of a judgment by which the world
would find you guilty of a supposed but false kindness towards me,
and yet you refuse me even the slightest favours!"

"I do not mind people believing anything, provided it is not true."

"What a contrast!  Would it be possible for me not to love you, for
you to feel nothing for me?  Such contradictions strike me as
unnatural.  But you are growing thinner yourself, and I am dying.  It
must be so; we shall both die before long, you of consumption, I of
exhausting decline; for I am now reduced to enjoying your shadow
during the day, during the night, always, everywhere, except when I
am in your presence."

At that passionate declaration, delivered with all the ardour of an
excited lover, she was surprised, deeply moved, and I thought that
the happy hour had struck. I folded her in my arms, and was already
tasting the first fruits of enjoyment....  The sentinel knocked
twice!...  Oh!  fatal mischance!  I recovered my composure and stood
in front of her....  M. D---- R----- made his appearance, and this
time he found me in so cheerful a mood that he remained with us until
one o'clock in the morning.

My comfits were beginning to be the talk of our society.  M. D----
R-----, Madame F----, and I were the only ones who had a box full of
them.  I was stingy with them, and no one durst beg any from me,
because I had said that they were very expensive, and that in all
Corfu there was no confectioner who could make or physician who could
analyse them.  I never gave one out of my crystal box, and Madame F.
remarked it.  I certainly did not believe them to be amorous philtre,
and I was very far from supposing that the addition of the hair made
them taste more delicious; but a superstition, the offspring of my
love, caused me to cherish them, and it made me happy to think that a
small portion of the woman I worshipped was thus becoming a part of
my being.

Influenced perhaps by some secret sympathy, Madame F. was exceedingly
fond of the comfits.  She asserted before all her friends that they
were the universal panacea, and knowing herself perfect mistress of
the inventor, she did not enquire after the secret of the
composition.  But having observed that I gave away only the comfits
which I kept in my tortoise-shell box, and that I never eat any but
those from the crystal box, she one day asked me what reason I had
for that.  Without taking time to think, I told her that in those I
kept for myself there was a certain ingredient which made the
partaker love her.

"I do not believe it," she answered; "but are they different from
those I eat myself?"

"They are exactly the same, with the exception of the ingredient I
have just mentioned, which has been put only in mine."

"Tell me what the ingredient is."

"It is a secret which I cannot reveal to you."

"Then I will never eat any of your comfits."

Saying which, she rose, emptied her box, and filled it again with
chocolate drops; and for the next few days she was angry with me, and
avoided my company.  I felt grieved, I became low-spirited, but I
could not make up my mind to tell her that I was eating her hair!

She enquired why I looked so sad.

"Because you refuse to take my comfits."

"You are master of your secret, and I am mistress of my diet."

"That is my reward for having taken you into my confidence."

And I opened my box, emptied its contents in my hand, and swallowed
the whole of them, saying, "Two more doses like this, and I shall die
mad with love for you.  Then you will be revenged for my reserve.
Farewell, madam."

She called me back, made me take a seat near her, and told me not to
commit follies which would make her unhappy; that I knew how much she
loved me, and that it was not owing to the effect of any drug.  "To
prove to you," she added, "that you do not require anything of the
sort to be loved, here is a token of my affection." And she offered
me her lovely lips, and upon them mine remained pressed until I was
compelled to draw a breath.  I threw myself at her feet, with tears
of love and gratitude blinding my eyes, and told her that I would
confess my crime, if she would promise to forgive me.

"Your crime!  You frighten me.  Yes, I forgive you, but speak
quickly, and tell me all."

"Yes, everything.  My comfits contain your hair reduced to a powder.
Here on my arm, see this bracelet on which our names are written with
your hair, and round my neck this chain of the same material, which
will help me to destroy my own life when your love fails me.  Such is
my crime, but I would not have been guilty of it, if I had not loved
you."

She smiled, and, bidding me rise from my kneeling position, she told
me that I was indeed the most criminal of men, and she wiped away my
tears, assuring me that I should never have any reason to strangle
myself with the chain.

After that conversation, in which I had enjoyed the sweet nectar of
my divinity's first kiss, I had the courage to behave in a very
different manner.  She could see the ardour which consumed me;
perhaps the same fire burned in her veins, but I abstained from any
attack.

"What gives you," she said one day, "the strength to control
yourself?"

"After the kiss which you granted to me of your own accord, I felt
that I ought not to wish any favour unless your heart gave it as
freely.  You cannot imagine the happiness that kiss has given me."

"I not imagine it, you ungrateful man!  Which of us has given that
happiness?"

"Neither you nor I, angel of my soul!  That kiss so tender, so sweet,
was the child of love!"

"Yes, dearest, of love, the treasures of which are inexhaustible."

The words were scarcely spoken, when our lips were engaged in happy
concert.  She held me so tight against her bosom that I could not use
my hands to secure other pleasures, but I felt myself perfectly
happy.  After that delightful skirmish, I asked her whether we were
never to go any further.

"Never, dearest friend, never.  Love is a child which must be amused
with trifles; too substantial food would kill it."

"I know love better than you; it requires that substantial food, and
unless it can obtain it, love dies of exhaustion.  Do not refuse me
the consolation of hope."

"Hope as much as you please, if it makes you happy."

"What should I do, if I had no hope?  I hope, because I know you have
a heart."

"Ah!  yes.  Do you recollect the day, when, in your anger, you told
me that I had only a head, but no heart, thinking you were insulting
me grossly!"

"Oh! yes, I recollect it."

"How heartily I laughed, when I had time to think!  Yes, dearest, I
have a heart, or I should not feel as happy as I feel now.  Let us
keep our happiness, and be satisfied with it, as it is, without
wishing for anything more."

Obedient to her wishes, but every day more deeply enamoured, I was in
hope that nature at last would prove stronger than prejudice, and
would cause a fortunate crisis.  But, besides nature, fortune was my
friend, and I owed my happiness to an accident.

Madame F. was walking one day in the garden, leaning on M. D----
R-----'s arm, and was caught by a large rose-bush, and the prickly
thorns left a deep cut on her leg.  M. D---- R----- bandaged the
wound with his handkerchief, so as to stop the blood which was
flowing abundantly, and she had to be carried home in a palanquin.

In Corfu, wounds on the legs are dangerous when they are not well
attended to, and very often the wounded are compelled to leave the
city to be cured.

Madame F----- was confined to her bed, and my lucky position in the
house condemned me to remain constantly at her orders.  I saw her
every minute; but, during the first three days, visitors succeeded
each other without intermission, and I never was alone with her.  In
the evening, after everybody had gone, and her husband had retired to
his own apartment, M. D---- R----- remained another hour, and for the
sake of propriety I had to take my leave at the same time that he
did.  I had much more liberty before the accident, and I told her so
half seriously, half jestingly.  The next day, to make up for my
disappointment, she contrived a moment of happiness for me.

An elderly surgeon came every morning to dress her wound, during
which operation her maid only was present, but I used to go, in my
morning dishabille, to the girl's room, and to wait there, so as to
be the first to hear how my dear one was.

That morning, the girl came to tell me to go in as the surgeon was
dressing the wound.

"See, whether my leg is less inflamed."

"To give an opinion, madam, I ought to have seen it yesterday."

"True.  I feel great pain, and I am afraid of erysipelas."

"Do not be afraid, madam," said the surgeon, "keep your bed, and I
answer for your complete recovery."

The surgeon being busy preparing a poultice at the other end of the
room, and the maid out, I enquired whether she felt any hardness in
the calf of the leg, and whether the inflammation went up the limb;
and naturally, my eyes and my hands kept pace with my questions....
I saw no inflammation, I felt no hardness, but....  and the lovely
patient hurriedly let the curtain fall, smiling, and allowing me to
take a sweet kiss, the perfume of which I had not enjoyed for many
days.  It was a sweet moment; a delicious ecstacy.  From her mouth my
lips descended to her wound, and satisfied in that moment that my
kisses were the best of medicines, I would have kept my lips there,
if the noise made by the maid coming back had not compelled me to
give up my delightful occupation.

When we were left alone, burning with intense desires, I entreated
her to grant happiness at least to my eyes.

"I feel humiliated," I said to her, "by the thought that the felicity
I have just enjoyed was only a theft."

"But supposing you were mistaken?"

The next day I was again present at the dressing of the wound, and as
soon as the surgeon had left, she asked me to arrange her pillows,
which I did at once.  As if to make that pleasant office easier, she
raised the bedclothes to support herself, and she thus gave me a
sight of beauties which intoxicated my eyes, and I protracted the
easy operation without her complaining of my being too slow.

When I had done I was in a fearful state, and I threw myself in an
arm-chair opposite her bed, half dead, in a sort of trance.  I was
looking at that lovely being who, almost artless, was continually
granting me greater and still greater favours, and yet never allowed
me to reach the goal for which I was so ardently longing.

"What are you thinking of?" she said.

"Of the supreme felicity I have just been enjoying."

"You are a cruel man."

"No, I am not cruel, for, if you love me, you must not blush for your
indulgence.  You must know, too, that, loving you passionately, I
must not suppose that it is to be a surprise that I am indebted for
my happiness in the enjoyment of the most ravishing sights, for if I
owed it only to mere chance I should be compelled to believe that any
other man in my position might have had the same happiness, and such
an idea would be misery to me.  Let me be indebted to you for having
proved to me this morning how much enjoyment I can derive from one of
my senses.  Can you be angry with my eyes?"

"Yes."

"They belong to you; tear them out."

The next day, the moment the doctor had gone, she sent her maid out
to make some purchases.

"Ah!" she said a few minutes after, "my maid has forgotten to change
my chemise."

"Allow me to take her place."

"Very well, but recollect that I give permission only to your eyes to
take a share in the proceedings."

"Agreed!"

She unlaced herself, took off her stays and her chemise, and told me
to be quick and put on the clean one, but I was not speedy enough,
being too much engaged by all I could see.

"Give me my chemise," she exclaimed; "it is there on that small
table."

"Where?"

"There, near the bed.  Well, I will take it myself."

She leaned over towards the table, and exposed almost everything I
was longing for, and, turning slowly round, she handed me the chemise
which I could hardly hold, trembling all over with fearful
excitement.  She took pity on me, my hands shared the happiness of my
eyes; I fell in her arms, our lips fastened together, and, in a
voluptuous, ardent pressure, we enjoyed an amorous exhaustion not
sufficient to allay our desires, but delightful enough to deceive
them for the moment.

With greater control over herself than women have generally under
similar circumstances, she took care to let me reach only the porch
of the temple, without granting me yet a free entrance to the
sanctuary.




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CHAPTER XVI

A Fearful Misfortune Befalls Me--Love Cools Down--Leave Corfu and
Return to Venice--Give Up the Army and Become a Fiddler


The wound was rapidly healing up, and I saw near at hand the moment
when Madame F---- would leave her bed, and resume her usual
avocations.

The governor of the galeasses having issued orders for a general
review at Gouyn, M. F----, left for that place in his galley, telling
me to join him there early on the following day with the felucca.  I
took supper alone with Madame F----, and I told her how unhappy it
made me to remain one day away from her.

"Let us make up to-night for to-morrow's disappointment," she said,
"and let us spend it together in conversation.  Here are the keys;
when you know that my maid has left me, come to me through my
husband's room."

I did not fail to follow her instructions to the letter, and we found
ourselves alone with five hours before us.  It was the month of June,
and the heat was intense.  She had gone to bed; I folded her in my
arms, she pressed me to her bosom, but, condemning herself to the
most cruel torture, she thought I had no right to complain, if I was
subjected to the same privation which she imposed upon herself.  My
remonstrances, my prayers, my entreaties were of no avail.

"Love," she said, "must be kept in check with a tight hand, and we
can laugh at him, since, in spite of the tyranny which we force him
to obey, we succeed all the same in gratifying our desires."

After the first ecstacy, our eyes and lips unclosed together, and a
little apart from each other we take delight in seeing the mutual
satisfaction beaming on our features.

Our desires revive; she casts a look upon my state of innocence
entirely exposed to her sight.  She seems vexed at my want of
excitement, and, throwing off everything which makes the heat
unpleasant and interferes with our pleasure, she bounds upon me.  It
is more than amorous fury, it is desperate lust.  I share her frenzy,
I hug her with a sort of delirium, I enjoy a felicity which is on the
point of carrying me to the regions of bliss....  but, at the very
moment of completing the offering, she fails me, moves off, slips
away, and comes back to work off my excitement with a hand which
strikes me as cold as ice.

"Ah, thou cruel, beloved woman!  Thou art burning with the fire of
love, and thou deprivest thyself of the only remedy which could bring
calm to thy senses!  Thy lovely hand is more humane than thou art,
but thou has not enjoyed the felicity that thy hand has given me.  My
hand must owe nothing to thine.  Come, darling light of my heart,
come!  Love doubles my existence in the hope that I will die again,
but only in that charming retreat from which you have ejected me in
the very moment of my greatest enjoyment."

While I was speaking thus, her very soul was breathing forth the most
tender sighs of happiness, and as she pressed me tightly in her arms
I felt that she was weltering in an ocean of bliss.

Silence lasted rather a long time, but that unnatural felicity was
imperfect, and increased my excitement.

"How canst thou complain," she said tenderly, "when it is to that
very imperfection of our enjoyment that we are indebted for its
continuance?  I loved thee a few minutes since, now I love thee a
thousand times more, and perhaps I should love thee less if thou
hadst carried my enjoyment to its highest limit."

"Oh! how much art thou mistaken, lovely one!  How great is thy error!
Thou art feeding upon sophisms, and thou leavest reality aside; I
mean nature which alone can give real felicity.  Desires constantly
renewed and never fully satisfied are more terrible than the torments
of hell."

"But are not these desires happiness when they are always accompanied
by hope?"

"No, if that hope is always disappointed.  It becomes hell itself,
because there is no hope, and hope must die when it is killed by
constant deception."

"Dearest, if hope does not exist in hell, desires cannot be found
there either; for to imagine desires without hopes would be more than
madness."

"Well, answer me.  If you desire to be mine entirely, and if you feel
the hope of it, which, according to your way of reasoning, is a
natural consequence, why do you always raise an impediment to your
own hope?  Cease, dearest, cease to deceive yourself by absurd
sophisms.  Let us be as happy as it is in nature to be, and be quite
certain that the reality of happiness will increase our love, and
that love will find a new life in our very enjoyment."

"What I see proves the contrary; you are alive with excitement now,
but if your desires had been entirely satisfied, you would be dead,
benumbed, motionless.  I know it by experience: if you had breathed
the full ecstacy of enjoyment, as you desired, you would have found a
weak ardour only at long intervals."

"Ah! charming creature, your experience is but very small; do not
trust to it.  I see that you have never known love.  That which you
call love's grave is the sanctuary in which it receives life, the
abode which makes it immortal.  Give way to my prayers, my lovely
friend, and then you shall know the difference between Love and
Hymen.  You shall see that, if Hymen likes to die in order to get rid
of life, Love on the contrary expires only to spring up again into
existence, and hastens to revive, so as to savour new enjoyment.  Let
me undeceive you, and believe me when I say that the full
gratification of desires can only increase a hundredfold the mutual
ardour of two beings who adore each other."

"Well, I must believe you; but let us wait.  In the meantime let us
enjoy all the trifles, all the sweet preliminaries of love.  Devour
thy mistress, dearest, but abandon to me all thy being.  If this
night is too short we must console ourselves to-morrow by making
arrangements for another one."

"And if our intercourse should be discovered?"

"Do we make a mystery of it?  Everybody can see that we love each
other, and those who think that we do not enjoy the happiness of
lovers are precisely the only persons we have to fear.  We must only
be careful to guard against being surprised in the very act of
proving our love.  Heaven and nature must protect our affection, for
there is no crime when two hearts are blended in true love.  Since I
have been conscious of my own existence, Love has always seemed to me
the god of my being, for every time I saw a man I was delighted; I
thought that I was looking upon one-half of myself, because I felt I
was made for him and he for me.  I longed to be married.  It was that
uncertain longing of the heart which occupies exclusively a young
girl of fifteen.  I had no conception of love, but I fancied that it
naturally accompanied marriage.  You can therefore imagine my
surprise when my husband, in the very act of making a woman of me,
gave me a great deal of pain without giving me the slightest idea of
pleasure!  My imagination in the convent was much better than the
reality I had been condemned to by my husband!  The result has
naturally been that we have become very good friends, but a very
indifferent husband and wife, without any desires for each other.  He
has every reason to be pleased with me, for I always shew myself
docile to his wishes, but enjoyment not being in those cases seasoned
by love, he must find it without flavour, and he seldom comes to me
for it.

"When I found out that you were in love with me, I felt delighted,
and gave you every opportunity of becoming every day more deeply
enamoured of me, thinking myself certain of never loving you myself.
As soon as I felt that love had likewise attacked my heart, I ill-
treated you to punish you for having made my heart sensible.  Your
patience and constancy have astonished me, and have caused me to be
guilty, for after the first kiss I gave you I had no longer any
control over myself.  I was indeed astounded when I saw the havoc
made by one single kiss, and I felt that my happiness was wrapped up
in yours.  That discovery flattered and delighted me, and I have
found out, particularly to-night, that I cannot be happy unless you
are so yourself."

"That is, my beloved, the most refined of all sentiments experienced
by love, but it is impossible for you to render me completely happy
without following in everything the laws and the wishes of nature."

The night was spent in tender discussions and in exquisite
voluptuousness, and it was not without some grief that at day-break I
tore myself from her arms to go to Gouyn.  She wept for joy when she
saw that I left her without having lost a particle of my vigour, for
she did not imagine such a thing possible.

After that night, so rich in delights, ten or twelve days passed
without giving us any opportunity of quenching even a small particle
of the amorous thirst which devoured us, and it was then that a
fearful misfortune befell me.

One evening after supper, M. D---- R----- having retired, M. F----
used no ceremony, and, although I was present, told his wife that he
intended to pay her a visit after writing two letters which he had to
dispatch early the next morning.  The moment he had left the room we
looked at each other, and with one accord fell into each other's
arms.  A torrent of delights rushed through our souls without
restraint, without reserve, but when the first ardour had been
appeased, without giving me time to think or to enjoy the most
complete, the most delicious victory, she drew back, repulsed me, and
threw herself, panting, distracted, upon a chair near her bed.
Rooted to the spot, astonished, almost mad, I tremblingly looked at
her, trying to understand what had caused such an extraordinary
action.  She turned round towards me and said, her eyes flashing with
the fire of love,

"My darling, we were on the brink of the precipice."

"The precipice!  Ah! cruel woman, you have killed me, I feel myself
dying, and perhaps you will never see me again."

I left her in a state of frenzy, and rushed out, towards the
esplanade, to cool myself, for I was choking.  Any man who has not
experienced the cruelty of an action like that of Madame F----, and
especially in the situation I found myself in at that moment,
mentally and bodily, can hardly realize what I suffered, and,
although I have felt that suffering, I could not give an idea of it.

I was in that fearful state, when I heard my name called from a
window, and unfortunately I condescended to answer.  I went near the
window, and I saw, thanks to the moonlight, the famous Melulla
standing on her balcony.

"What are you doing there at this time of night?" I enquired.

"I am enjoying the cool evening breeze.  Come up for a little while."

This Melulla, of fatal memory, was a courtezan from Zamte, of rare
beauty, who for the last four months had been the delight and the
rage of all the young men in Corfu.  Those who had known her agreed
in extolling her charms: she was the talk of all the city.  I had
seen her often, but, although she was very beautiful, I was very far
from thinking her as lovely as Madame F----, putting my affection for
the latter on one side.  I recollect seeing in Dresden, in the year
1790, a very handsome woman who was the image of Melulla.

I went upstairs mechanically, and she took me to a voluptuous
boudoir; she complained of my being the only one who had never paid
her a visit, when I was the man she would have preferred to all
others, and I had the infamy to give way....  I became the most
criminal of men.

It was neither desire, nor imagination, nor the merit of the woman
which caused me to yield, for Melulla was in no way worthy of me; no,
it was weakness, indolence, and the state of bodily and mental
irritation in which I then found myself: it was a sort of spite,
because the angel whom I adored had displeased me by a caprice,
which, had I not been unworthy of her, would only have caused me to
be still more attached to her.

Melulla, highly pleased with her success, refused the gold I wanted
to give her, and allowed me to go after I had spent two hours with
her.

When I recovered my composure, I had but one feeling-hatred for
myself and for the contemptible creature who had allured me to be
guilty of so vile an insult to the loveliest of her sex.  I went home
the prey to fearful remorse, and went to bed, but sleep never closed
my eyes throughout that cruel night.

In the morning, worn out with fatigue and sorrow, I got up, and as
soon as I was dressed I went to M. F----, who had sent for me to give
me some orders.  After I had returned, and had given him an account
of my mission, I called upon Madame F----, and finding her at her
toilet I wished her good morning, observing that her lovely face was
breathing the cheerfulness and the calm of happiness; but, suddenly,
her eyes meeting mine, I saw her countenance change, and an
expression of sadness replace her looks of satisfaction.  She cast
her eyes down as if she was deep in thought, raised them again as if
to read my very soul, and breaking our painful silence, as soon as
she had dismissed her maid, she said to me, with an accent full of
tenderness and of solemnity,

"Dear one, let there be no concealment either on my part or on yours.
I felt deeply grieved when I saw you leave me last night, and a
little consideration made me understand all the evil which might
accrue to you in consequence of what I had done.  With a nature like
yours, such scenes might cause very dangerous disorders, and I have
resolved not to do again anything by halves.  I thought that you went
out to breathe the fresh air, and I hoped it would do you good.  I
placed myself at my window, where I remained more than an hour
without seeing alight in your room.  Sorry for what I had done,
loving you more than ever, I was compelled, when my husband came to
my room, to go to bed with the sad conviction that you had not come
home.  This morning, M. F. sent an officer to tell you that he wanted
to see you, and I heard the messenger inform him that you were not
yet up, and that you had come home very late.  I felt my heart swell
with sorrow.  I am not jealous, dearest, for I know that you cannot
love anyone but me; I only felt afraid of some misfortune.  At last,
this morning, when I heard you coming, I was happy, because I was
ready to skew my repentance, but I looked at you, and you seemed a
different man.  Now, I am still looking at you, and, in spite of
myself, my soul reads upon your countenance that you are guilty, that
you have outraged my love.  Tell me at once, dearest, if I am
mistaken; if you have deceived me, say so openly. Do not be
unfaithful to love and to truth.  Knowing that I was the cause of it,
I should never forgive my self, but there is an excuse for you in my
heart, in my whole being."

More than once, in the course of my life, I have found myself under
the painful necessity of telling falsehoods to the woman I loved; but
in this case, after so true, so touching an appeal, how could I be
otherwise than sincere?  I felt myself sufficiently debased by my
crime, and I could not degrade myself still more by falsehood.  I was
so far from being disposed to such a line of conduct that I could not
speak, and I burst out crying.

"What, my darling! you are weeping! Your tears make me miserable.
You ought not to have shed any with me but tears of happiness and
love.  Quick, my beloved, tell me whether you have made me wretched.
Tell me what fearful revenge you have taken on me, who would rather
die than offend you.  If I have caused you any sorrow, it has been in
the innocence of a loving and devoted heart."

"My own darling angel, I never thought of revenge, for my heart,
which can never cease to adore you, could never conceive such a
dreadful idea.  It is against my own heart that my cowardly weakness
has allured me to the commission of a crime which, for the remainder
of my life, makes me unworthy of you."

"Have you, then, given yourself to some wretched woman?"

"Yes, I have spent two hours in the vilest debauchery, and my soul
was present only to be the witness of my sadness, of my remorse, of
my unworthiness."

"Sadness and remorse!  Oh, my poor friend!  I believe it.  But it is
my fault; I alone ought to suffer; it is I who must beg you to
forgive me."

Her tears made mine flow again.

"Divine soul," I said, "the reproaches you are addressing to yourself
increase twofold the gravity of my crime.  You would never have been
guilty of any wrong against me if I had been really worthy of your
love."

I felt deeply the truth of my words.

We spent the remainder of the day apparently quiet and composed,
concealing our sadness in the depths of our hearts.  She was curious
to know all the circumstances of my miserable adventure, and,
accepting it as an expiation, I related them to her.  Full of
kindness, she assured me that we were bound to ascribe that accident
to fate, and that the same thing might have happened to the best of
men.  She added that I was more to be pitied than condemned, and that
she did not love me less.  We both were certain that we would seize
the first favourable opportunity, she of obtaining her pardon, I of
atoning for my crime, by giving each other new and complete proofs of
our mutual ardour.  But Heaven in its justice had ordered
differently, and I was cruelly punished for my disgusting debauchery.

On the third day, as I got up in the morning, an awful pricking
announced the horrid state into which the wretched Melulla had thrown
me.  I was thunderstruck!  And when I came to think of the misery
which I might have caused if, during the last three days, I had
obtained some new favour from my lovely mistress, I was on the point
of going mad.  What would have been her feelings if I had made her
unhappy for the remainder of her life!  Would anyone, then, knowing
the whole case, have condemned me if I had destroyed my own life in
order to deliver myself from everlasting remorse?  No, for the man
who kills himself from sheer despair, thus performing upon himself
the execution of the sentence he would have deserved at the hands of
justice cannot be blamed either by a virtuous philosopher or by a
tolerant Christian.  But of one thing I am quite certain: if such a
misfortune had happened, I should have committed suicide.

Overwhelmed with grief by the discovery I had just made, but thinking
that I should get rid of the inconvenience as I had done three times
before, I prepared myself for a strict diet, which would restore my
health in six weeks without anyone having any suspicion of my
illness, but I soon found out that I had not seen the end of my
troubles; Melulla had communicated to my system all the poisons which
corrupt the source of life.  I was acquainted with an elderly doctor
of great experience in those matters; I consulted him, and he
promised to set me to rights in two months; he proved as good as his
word.  At the beginning of September I found myself in good health,
and it was about that time that I returned to Venice.

The first thing I resolved on, as soon as I discovered the state I
was in, was to confess everything to Madame F----.  I did not wish to
wait for the time when a compulsory confession would have made her
blush for her weakness, and given her cause to think of the fearful
consequences which might have been the result of her passion for me.
Her affection was too dear to me to run the risk of losing it through
a want of confidence in her.  Knowing her heart, her candour, and the
generosity which had prompted her to say that I was more to be pitied
than blamed, I thought myself bound to prove by my sincerity that I
deserved her esteem.

I told her candidly my position and the state I had been thrown in,
when I thought of the dreadful consequences it might have had for
her.  I saw her shudder and tremble, and she turned pale with fear
when I added that I would have avenged her by killing myself.

"Villainous, infamous Melulla!" she exclaimed.

And I repeated those words, but turning them against myself when I
realized all I had sacrificed through the most disgusting weakness.

Everyone in Corfu knew of my visit to the wretched Melulla, and
everyone seemed surprised to see the appearance of health on my
countenance; for many were the victims that she had treated like me.

My illness was not my only sorrow; I had others which, although of a
different nature, were not less serious.  It was written in the book
of fate that I should return to Venice a simple ensign as when I
left: the general did not keep his word, and the bastard son of a
nobleman was promoted to the lieutenancy instead of myself.  From
that moment the military profession, the one most subject to
arbitrary despotism, inspired me with disgust, and I determined to
give it up.  But I had another still more important motive for sorrow
in the fickleness of fortune which had completely turned against me.
I remarked that, from the time of my degradation with Melulla, every
kind of misfortune befell me.  The greatest of all--that which I felt
most, but which I had the good sense to try and consider a favour--
was that a week before the departure of the army M. D---- R----- took
me again for his adjutant, and M. F---- had to engage another in my
place.  On the occasion of that change Madame F told me, with an
appearance of regret, that in Venice we could not, for many reasons,
continue our intimacy.  I begged her to spare me the reasons, as I
foresaw that they would only throw humiliation upon me.  I began to
discover that the goddess I had worshipped was, after all, a poor
human being like all other women, and to think that I should have
been very foolish to give up my life for her.  I probed in one day
the real worth of her heart, for she told me, I cannot recollect in
reference to what, that I excited her pity.  I saw clearly that she
no longer loved me; pity is a debasing feeling which cannot find a
home in a heart full of love, for that dreary sentiment is too near a
relative of contempt.  Since that time I never found myself alone
with Madame F----.  I loved her still; I could easily have made her
blush, but I did not do it.

As soon as we reached Venice she became attached to M. F---- R-----,
whom she loved until death took him from her.  She was unhappy enough
to lose her sight twenty years after.  I believe she is still alive.

During the last two months of my stay in Corfu, I learned the most
bitter and important lessons.  In after years I often derived useful
hints from the experience I acquired at that time.

Before my adventure with the worthless Melulla, I enjoyed good
health, I was rich, lucky at play, liked by everybody, beloved by the
most lovely woman of Corfu.  When I spoke, everybody would listen and
admire my wit; my words were taken for oracles, and everyone
coincided with me in everything.  After my fatal meeting with the
courtezan I rapidly lost my health, my money, my credit;
cheerfulness, consideration, wit, everything, even the faculty of
eloquence vanished with fortune.  I would talk, but people knew that
I was unfortunate, and I no longer interested or convinced my
hearers.  The influence I had over Madame F---- faded away little by
little, and, almost without her knowing it, the lovely woman became
completely indifferent to me.

I left Corfu without money, although I had sold or pledged everything
I had of any value.  Twice I had reached Corfu rich and happy, twice
I left it poor and miserable.  But this time I had contracted debts
which I have never paid, not through want of will but through
carelessness.

Rich and in good health, everyone received me with open arms; poor
and looking sick, no one shewed me any consideration.  With a full
purse and the tone of a conqueror, I was thought witty, amusing; with
an empty purse and a modest air, all I said appeared dull and
insipid.  If I had become rich again, how soon I would have been
again accounted the eighth wonder of the world!  Oh, men! oh,
fortune!  Everyone avoided me as if the ill luck which crushed me
down was infectious.

We left Corfu towards the end of September, with five galleys, two
galeasses, and several smaller vessels, under the command of M.
Renier.  We sailed along the shores of the Adriatic, towards the
north of the gulf, where there are a great many harbours, and we put
in one of them every night.  I saw Madame F---- every evening; she
always came with her husband to take supper on board our galeass.  We
had a fortunate voyage, and cast anchor in the harbour of Venice on
the 14th of October, 1745, and after having performed quarantine on
board our ships, we landed on the 25th of November.  Two months
afterwards, the galeasses were set aside altogether.  The use of
these vessels could be traced very far back in ancient times; their
maintenance was very expensive, and they were useless.  A galeass had
the frame of a frigate with the rowing apparatus of the galley, and
when there was no wind, five hundred slaves had to row.

Before simple good sense managed to prevail and to enforce the
suppression of these useless carcasses, there were long discussions
in the senate, and those who opposed the measure took their principal
ground of opposition in the necessity of respecting and conserving
all the institutions of olden times.  That is the disease of persons
who can never identify themselves with the successive improvements
born of reason and experience; worthy persons who ought to be sent to
China, or to the dominions of the Grand Lama, where they would
certainly be more at home than in Europe.

That ground of opposition to all improvements, however absurd it may
be, is a very powerful one in a republic, which must tremble at the
mere idea of novelty either in important or in trifling things.
Superstition has likewise a great part to play in these conservative
views.

There is one thing that the Republic of Venice will never alter: I
mean the galleys, because the Venetians truly require such vessels to
ply, in all weathers and in spite of the frequent calms, in a narrow
sea, and because they would not know what to do with the men
sentenced to hard labour.

I have observed a singular thing in Corfu, where there are often as
many as three thousand galley slaves; it is that the men who row on
the galleys, in consequence of a sentence passed upon them for some
crime, are held in a kind of opprobrium, whilst those who are there
voluntarily are, to some extent, respected.  I have always thought it
ought to be the reverse, because misfortune, whatever it may be,
ought to inspire some sort of respect; but the vile fellow who
condemns himself voluntarily and as a trade to the position of a
slave seems to me contemptible in the highest degree.  The convicts
of the Republic, however, enjoy many privileges, and are, in every
way, better treated than the soldiers.  It very often occurs that
soldiers desert and give themselves up to a 'sopracomito' to become
galley slaves.  In those cases, the captain who loses a soldier has
nothing to do but to submit patiently, for he would claim the man in
vain.  The reason of it is that the Republic has always believed
galley slaves more necessary than soldiers.  The Venetians may
perhaps now (I am writing these lines in the year 1797) begin to
realize their mistake.

A galley slave, for instance, has the privilege of stealing with
impunity.  It is considered that stealing is the least crime they can
be guilty of, and that they ought to be forgiven for it.

"Keep on your guard," says the master of the galley slave; "and if
you catch him in the act of stealing, thrash him, but be careful not
to cripple him; otherwise you must pay me the one hundred ducats the
man has cost me."

A court of justice could not have a galley slave taken from a galley,
without paying the master the amount he has disbursed for the man.

As soon as I had landed in Venice, I called upon Madame Orio, but I
found the house empty.  A neighbour told me that she had married the
Procurator Rosa, and had removed to his house.  I went immediately to
M. Rosa and was well received.  Madame Orio informed me that Nanette
had become Countess R., and was living in Guastalla with her husband.

Twenty-four years afterwards, I met her eldest son, then a
distinguished officer in the service of the Infante of Parma.

As for Marton, the grace of Heaven had touched her, and she had
become a nun in the convent at Muran.  Two years afterwards, I
received from her a letter full of unction, in which she adjured me,
in the name of Our Saviour and of the Holy Virgin, never to present
myself before her eyes.  She added that she was bound by Christian
charity to forgive me for the crime I had committed in seducing her,
and she felt certain of the reward of the elect, and she assured me
that she would ever pray earnestly for my conversion.

I never saw her again, but she saw me in 1754, as I will mention when
we reach that year.

I found Madame Manzoni still the same.  She had predicted that I
would not remain in the military profession, and when I told her that
I had made up my mind to give it up, because I could not be
reconciled to the injustice I had experienced, she burst out
laughing.  She enquired about the profession I intended to follow
after giving up the army, and I answered that I wished to become an
advocate.  She laughed again, saying that it was too late.  Yet I was
only twenty years old.

When I called upon M. Grimani I had a friendly welcome from him, but,
having enquired after my brother Francois, he told me that he had had
him confined in Fort Saint Andre, the same to which I had been sent
before the arrival of the Bishop of Martorano.

"He works for the major there," he said; "he copies Simonetti's
battle-pieces, and the major pays him for them; in that manner he
earns his living, and is becoming a good painter."

"But he is not a prisoner?"

"Well, very much like it, for he cannot leave the fort.  The major,
whose name is Spiridion, is a friend of Razetta, who could not refuse
him the pleasure of taking care of your brother."

I felt it a dreadful curse that the fatal Razetta should be the
tormentor of all my family, but I concealed my anger.

"Is my sister," I enquired, "still with him?"

"No, she has gone to your mother in Dresden."

This was good news.

I took a cordial leave of the Abbe Grimani, and I proceeded to Fort
Saint Andre.  I found my brother hard at work, neither pleased nor
displeased with his position, and enjoying good health.  After
embracing him affectionately, I enquired what crime he had committed
to be thus a prisoner.

"Ask the major," he said, "for I have not the faintest idea."

The major came in just then, so I gave him the military salute, and
asked by what authority he kept my brother under arrest.

"I am not accountable to you for my actions."

"That remains to be seen."

I then told my brother to take his hat, and to come and dine with me.
The major laughed, and said that he had no objection provided the
sentinel allowed him to pass.

I saw that I should only waste my time in discussion, and I left the
fort fully bent on obtaining justice.

The next day I went to the war office, where I had the pleasure of
meeting my dear Major Pelodoro, who was then commander of the
Fortress of Chiozza.  I informed him of the complaint I wanted to
prefer before the secretary of war respecting my brother's arrest,
and of the resolution I had taken to leave the army.  He promised me
that, as soon as the consent of the secretary for war could be
obtained, he would find a purchaser for my commission at the same
price I had paid for it.

I had not long to wait.  The war secretary came to the office, and
everything was settled in half an hour.  He promised his consent to
the sale of my commission as soon as he ascertained the abilities of
the purchaser, and Major Spiridion happening to make his appearance
in the office while I was still there, the secretary ordered him
rather angrily, to set my brother at liberty immediately, and
cautioned him not to be guilty again of such reprehensible and
arbitrary acts.

I went at once for my brother, and we lived together in furnished
lodgings.

A few days afterwards, having received my discharge and one hundred
sequins, I threw off my uniform, and found myself once more my own
master.

I had to earn my living in one way or another, and I decided for the
profession of gamester.  But Dame Fortune was not of the same
opinion, for she refused to smile upon me from the very first step I
took in the career, and in less than a week I did not possess a
groat.  What was to become of me?  One must live, and I turned
fiddler.  Doctor Gozzi had taught me well enough to enable me to
scrape on the violin in the orchestra of a theatre, and having
mentioned my wishes to M.  Grimani he procured me an engagement at
his own theatre of Saint Samuel, where I earned a crown a day, and
supported myself while I awaited better things.

Fully aware of my real position, I never shewed myself in the
fashionable circles which I used to frequent before my fortune had
sunk so low.  I knew that I was considered as a worthless fellow, but
I did not care.  People despised me, as a matter of course; but I
found comfort in the consciousness that I was worthy of contempt.
I felt humiliated by the position to which I was reduced after having
played so brilliant a part in society; but as I kept the secret to
myself I was not degraded, even if I felt some shame.  I had not
exchanged my last word with Dame Fortune, and was still in hope of
reckoning with her some day, because I was young, and youth is dear
to Fortune.




CHAPTER XVII

I Turn Out A Worthless Fellow--My Good Fortune--I Become A Rich
Nobleman


With an education which ought to have ensured me an honourable
standing in the world, with some intelligence, wit, good literary and
scientific knowledge, and endowed with those accidental physical
qualities which are such a good passport into society, I found
myself, at the age of twenty, the mean follower of a sublime art, in
which, if great talent is rightly admired, mediocrity is as rightly
despised.  I was compelled by poverty to become a member of a musical
band, in which I could expect neither esteem nor consideration, and I
was well aware that I should be the laughing-stock of the persons who
had known me as a doctor in divinity, as an ecclesiastic, and as an
officer in the army, and had welcomed me in the highest society.

I knew all that, for I was not blind to my position; but contempt,
the only thing to which I could not have remained indifferent, never
shewed itself anywhere under a form tangible enough for me to have no
doubt of my being despised, and I set it at defiance, because I was
satisfied that contempt is due only to cowardly, mean actions, and I
was conscious that I had never been guilty of any.  As to public
esteem, which I had ever been anxious to secure, my ambition was
slumbering, and satisfied with being my own master I enjoyed my
independence without puzzling my head about the future.  I felt that
in my first profession, as I was not blessed with the vocation
necessary to it, I should have succeeded only by dint of hypocrisy,
and I should have been despicable in my own estimation, even if I had
seen the purple mantle on my shoulders, for the greatest dignities
cannot silence a man's own conscience.  If, on the other hand, I had
continued to seek fortune in a military career, which is surrounded
by a halo of glory, but is otherwise the worst of professions for the
constant self-abnegation, for the complete surrender of one's will
which passive obedience demands, I should have required a patience to
which I could not lay any claim, as every kind of injustice was
revolting to me, and as I could not bear to feel myself dependent.
Besides, I was of opinion that a man's profession, whatever it might
be, ought to supply him with enough money to satisfy all his wants;
and the very poor pay of an officer would never have been sufficient
to cover my expenses, because my education had given me greater wants
than those of officers in general.  By scraping my violin I earned
enough to keep myself without requiring anybody's assistance, and I
have always thought that the man who can support himself is happy.  I
grant that my profession was not a brilliant one, but I did not mind
it, and, calling prejudices all the feelings which rose in my breast
against myself, I was not long in sharing all the habits of my
degraded comrades.  When the play was over, I went with them to the
drinking-booth, which we often left intoxicated to spend the night in
houses of ill-fame.  When we happened to find those places already
tenanted by other men, we forced them by violence to quit the
premises, and defrauded the miserable victims of prostitution of the
mean salary the law allows them, after compelling them to yield to
our brutality.  Our scandalous proceedings often exposed us to the
greatest danger.

We would very often spend the whole night rambling about the city,
inventing and carrying into execution the most impertinent, practical
jokes.  One of our favourite pleasures was to unmoor the patricians'
gondolas, and to let them float at random along the canals, enjoying
by anticipation all the curses that gondoliers would not fail to
indulge in.  We would rouse up hurriedly, in the middle of the night,
an honest midwife, telling her to hasten to Madame So-and-so, who,
not being even pregnant, was sure to tell her she was a fool when she
called at the house.  We did the same with physicians, whom we often
sent half dressed to some nobleman who was enjoying excellent health.
The priests fared no better; we would send them to carry the last
sacraments to married men who were peacefully slumbering near their
wives, and not thinking of extreme unction.

We were in the habit of cutting the wires of the bells in every
house, and if we chanced to find a gate open we would go up the
stairs in the dark, and frighten the sleeping inmates by telling them
very loudly that the house door was not closed, after which we would
go down, making as much noise as we could, and leave the house with
the gate wide open.

During a very dark night we formed a plot to overturn the large
marble table of St. Angelo's Square, on which it was said that in the
days of the League of Cambray the commissaries of the Republic were
in the habit of paying the bounty to the recruits who engaged to
fight under the standard of St. Mark--a circumstance which secured
for the table a sort of public veneration.

Whenever we could contrive to get into a church tower we thought it
great fun to frighten all the parish by ringing the alarm bell, as if
some fire had broken out; but that was not all, we always cut the
bell ropes, so that in the morning the churchwardens had no means of
summoning the faithful to early mass.  Sometimes we would cross the
canal, each of us in a different gondola, and take to our heels
without paying as soon as we landed on the opposite side, in order to
make the gondoliers run after us.

The city was alive with complaints, and we laughed at the useless
search made by the police to find out those who disturbed the peace
of the inhabitants.  We took good care to be careful, for if we had
been discovered we stood a very fair chance of being sent to practice
rowing at the expense of the Council of Ten.

We were seven, and sometimes eight, because, being much attached to
my brother Francois, I gave him a share now and then in our nocturnal
orgies.  But at last fear put a stop to our criminal jokes, which in
those days I used to call only the frolics of young men.  This is the
amusing adventure which closed our exploits.

In every one of the seventy-two parishes of the city of Venice, there
is a large public-house called 'magazzino'.  It remains open all
night, and wine is retailed there at a cheaper price than in all the
other drinking houses.  People can likewise eat in the 'magazzino',
but they must obtain what they want from the pork butcher near by,
who has the exclusive sale of eatables, and likewise keeps his shop
open throughout the night.  The pork butcher is usually a very poor
cook, but as he is cheap, poor people are willingly satisfied with
him, and these resorts are considered very useful to the lower class.
The nobility, the merchants, even workmen in good circumstances, are
never seen in the 'magazzino', for cleanliness is not exactly
worshipped in such places.  Yet there are a few private rooms which
contain a table surrounded with benches, in which a respectable
family or a few friends can enjoy themselves in a decent way.

It was during the Carnival of 1745, after midnight; we were, all the
eight of us, rambling about together with our masks on, in quest of
some new sort of mischief to amuse us, and we went into the magazzino
of the parish of the Holy Cross to get something to drink.  We found
the public room empty, but in one of the private chambers we
discovered three men quietly conversing with a young and pretty
woman, and enjoying their wine.

Our chief, a noble Venetian belonging to the Balbi family, said to
us, "It would be a good joke to carry off those three blockheads, and
to keep the pretty woman in our possession."  He immediately
explained his plan, and under cover of our masks we entered their
room, Balbi at the head of us.  Our sudden appearance rather
surprised the good people, but you may fancy their astonishment when
they heard Balbi say to them: "Under penalty of death, and by order
of the Council of Ten, I command you to follow us immediately,
without making the slightest noise; as to you, my good woman, you
need not be frightened, you will be escorted to your house."  When he
had finished his speech, two of us got hold of the woman to take her
where our chief had arranged beforehand, and the others seized the
three poor fellows, who were trembling all over, and had not the
slightest idea of opposing any resistance.

The waiter of the magazzino came to be paid, and our chief gave him
what was due, enjoining silence under penalty of death.  We took our
three prisoners to a large boat.  Balbi went to the stern, ordered
the boatman to stand at the bow, and told him that he need not
enquire where we were going, that he would steer himself whichever
way he thought fit.  Not one of us knew where Balbi wanted to take
the three poor devils.

He sails all along the canal, gets out of it, takes several turnings,
and in a quarter of an hour, we reach Saint George where Balbi lands
our prisoners, who are delighted to find themselves at liberty.
After this, the boatman is ordered to take us to Saint Genevieve,
where we land, after paying for the boat.

We proceed at once to Palombo Square, where my brother and another of
our band were waiting for us with our lovely prisoner, who was
crying.

"Do not weep, my beauty," says Balbi to her, "we will not hurt you.
We intend only to take some refreshment at the Rialto, and then we
will take you home in safety."

"Where is my husband?"

"Never fear; you shall see him again to-morrow."

Comforted by that promise, and as gentle as a lamb, she follows us to
the "Two Swords."  We ordered a good fire in a private room, and,
everything we wanted to eat and to drink having been brought in, we
send the waiter away, and remain alone.  We take off our masks, and
the sight of eight young, healthy faces seems to please the beauty we
had so unceremoniously carried off.  We soon manage to reconcile her
to her fate by the gallantry of our proceedings; encouraged by a good
supper and by the stimulus of wine, prepared by our compliments and
by a few kisses, she realizes what is in store for her, and does not
seem to have any unconquerable objection.  Our chief, as a matter of
right, claims the privilege of opening the ball; and by dint of sweet
words he overcomes the very natural repugnance she feels at
consummating the sacrifice in so numerous company.  She, doubtless,
thinks the offering agreeable, for, when I present myself as the
priest appointed to sacrifice a second time to the god of love, she
receives me almost with gratitude, and she cannot conceal her joy
when she finds out that she is destined to make us all happy.  My
brother Francois alone exempted himself from paying the tribute,
saying that he was ill, the only excuse which could render his
refusal valid, for we had established as a law that every member of
our society was bound to do whatever was done by the others.

After that fine exploit, we put on our masks, and, the bill being
paid, escorted the happy victim to Saint Job, where she lived, and
did not leave her till we had seen her safe in her house, and the
street door closed.

My readers may imagine whether we felt inclined to laugh when the
charming creature bade us good night, thanking us all with perfect
good faith!

Two days afterwards, our nocturnal orgy began to be talked of.  The
young woman's husband was a weaver by trade, and so were his two
friends.  They joined together to address a complaint to the Council
of Ten.  The complaint was candidly written and contained nothing but
the truth, but the criminal portion of the truth was veiled by a
circumstance which must have brought a smile on the grave
countenances of the judges, and highly amused the public at large:
the complaint setting forth that the eight masked men had not
rendered themselves guilty of any act disagreeable to the wife.  It
went on to say that the two men who had carried her off had taken her
to such a place, where they had, an hour later, been met by the other
six, and that they had all repaired to the "Two Swords," where they
had spent an hour in drinking.  The said lady having been handsomely
entertained by the eight masked men, had been escorted to her house,
where she had been politely requested to excuse the joke perpetrated
upon her husband.  The three plaintiffs had not been able to leave
the island of Saint George until day-break, and the husband, on
reaching his house, had found his wife quietly asleep in her bed.
She had informed him of all that had happened; she complained of
nothing but of the great fright she had experienced on account of her
husband, and on that count she entreated justice and the punishment
of the guilty parties.

That complaint was comic throughout, for the three rogues shewed
themselves very brave in writing, stating that they would certainly
not have given way so easily if the dread authority of the council
had not been put forth by the leader of the band.  The document
produced three different results; in the first place, it amused the
town; in the second, all the idlers of Venice went to Saint Job to
hear the account of the adventure from the lips of the heroine
herself, and she got many presents from her numerous visitors; in the
third place, the Council of Ten offered a reward of five hundred
ducats to any person giving such information as would lead to the
arrest of the perpetrators of the practical joke, even if the
informer belonged to the band, provided he was not the leader.

The offer of that reward would have made us tremble if our leader,
precisely the one who alone had no interest in turning informer, had
not been a patrician.  The rank of Balbi quieted my anxiety at once,
because I knew that, even supposing one of us were vile enough to
betray our secret for the sake of the reward, the tribunal would have
done nothing in order not to implicate a patrician.  There was no
cowardly traitor amongst us, although we were all poor; but fear had
its effect, and our nocturnal pranks were not renewed.

Three or four months afterwards the chevalier Nicolas Iron, then one
of the inquisitors, astonished me greatly by telling me the whole
story, giving the names of all the actors.  He did not tell me
whether any one of the band had betrayed the secret, and I did not
care to know; but I could clearly see the characteristic spirit of
the aristocracy, for which the 'solo mihi' is the supreme law.

Towards the middle of April of the year 1746 M. Girolamo Cornaro, the
eldest son of the family Cornaro de la Reine, married a daughter of
the house of Soranzo de St. Pol, and I had the honour of being
present at the wedding--as a fiddler.  I played the violin in one of
the numerous bands engaged for the balls which were given for three
consecutive days in the Soranzo Palace.

On the third day, towards the end of the dancing, an hour before day-
break, feeling tired, I left the orchestra abruptly; and as I was
going down the stairs I observed a senator, wearing his red robes, on
the point of getting into a gondola.  In taking his handkerchief out
of his pocket he let a letter drop on the ground.  I picked it up,
and coming up to him just as he was going down the steps I handed it
to him.  He received it with many thanks, and enquired where I lived.
I told him, and he insisted upon my coming with him in the gondola
saying that he would leave me at my house.  I accepted gratefully,
and sat down near him.  A few minutes afterwards he asked me to rub
his left arm, which, he said, was so benumbed that he could not feel
it.  I rubbed it with all my strength, but he told me in a sort of
indistinct whisper that the numbness was spreading all along the left
side, and that he was dying.

I was greatly frightened; I opened the curtain, took the lantern, and
found him almost insensible, and the mouth drawn on one side.  I
understood that he was seized with an apoplectic stroke, and called
out to the gondoliers to land me at once, in order to procure a
surgeon to bleed the patient.

I jumped out of the gondola, and found myself on the very spot where
three years before I had taught Razetta such a forcible lesson; I
enquired for a surgeon at the first coffee-house, and ran to the
house that was pointed out to me.  I knocked as hard as I could; the
door was at last opened, and I made the surgeon follow me in his
dressing-gown as far as the gondola, which was waiting; he bled the
senator while I was tearing my shirt to make the compress and the
bandage.

The operation being performed, I ordered the gondoliers to row as
fast as possible, and we soon reached St. Marina; the servants were
roused up, and taking the sick man out of the gondola we carried him
to his bed almost dead.

Taking everything upon myself, I ordered a servant to hurry out for a
physician, who came in a short time, and ordered the patient to be
bled again, thus approving the first bleeding prescribed by me.
Thinking I had a right to watch the sick man, I settled myself near
his bed to give him every care he required.

An hour later, two noblemen, friends of the senator, came in, one a
few minutes after the other.  They were in despair; they had enquired
about the accident from the gondoliers, and having been told that I
knew more than they did, they loaded me with questions which I
answered.  They did not know who I was, and did not like to ask me;
whilst I thought it better to preserve a modest silence.

The patient did not move; his breathing alone shewed that he was
still alive; fomentations were constantly applied, and the priest who
had been sent for, and was of very little use under such
circumstances, seemed to be there only to see him die.  All visitors
were sent away by my advice, and the two noblemen and myself were the
only persons in the sick man's room.  At noon we partook silently of
some dinner which was served in the sick room.

In the evening one of the two friends told me that if I had any
business to attend to I could go, because they would both pass the
night on a mattress near the patient.

"And I, sir," I said, "will remain near his bed in this arm-chair,
for if I went away the patient would die, and he will live as long as
I am near him."

This sententious answer struck them with astonishment, as I expected
it would, and they looked at each other in great surprise.

We had supper, and in the little conversation we had I gathered the
information that the senator, their friend, was M. de Bragadin, the
only brother of the procurator of that name.  He was celebrated in
Venice not only for his eloquence and his great talents as a
statesman, but also for the gallantries of his youth.  He had been
very extravagant with women, and more than one of them had committed
many follies for him.  He had gambled and lost a great deal, and his
brother was his most bitter enemy, because he was infatuated with the
idea that he had tried to poison him.  He had accused him of that
crime before the Council of Ten, which, after an investigation of
eight months, had brought in a verdict of not guilty: but that just
sentence, although given unanimously by that high tribunal, had not
had the effect of destroying his brother's prejudices against him.

M. de Bragadin, who was perfectly innocent of such a crime and
oppressed by an unjust brother who deprived him of half of his
income, spent his days like an amiable philosopher, surrounded by his
friends, amongst whom were the two noblemen who were then watching
him; one belonged to the Dandolo family, the other was a Barbaro, and
both were excellent men.  M. de Bragadin was handsome, learned,
cheerful, and most kindly disposed; he was then about fifty years
old.

The physician who attended him was named Terro; he thought, by some
peculiar train of reasoning, that he could cure him by applying a
mercurial ointment to the chest, to which no one raised any
objection.  The rapid effect of the remedy delighted the two friends,
but it frightened me, for in less than twenty-four hours the patient
was labouring under great excitement of the brain.  The physician
said that he had expected that effect, but that on the following day
the remedy would act less on the brain, and diffuse its beneficial
action through the whole of the system, which required to be
invigorated by a proper equilibrium in the circulation of the fluids.

At midnight the patient was in a state of high fever, and in a
fearful state of irritation.  I examined him closely, and found him
hardly able to breathe.  I roused up his two friends; and declared
that in my opinion the patient would soon die unless the fatal
ointment was at once removed.  And without waiting for their answer,
I bared his chest, took off the plaster, washed the skin carefully
with lukewarm water, and in less than three minutes he breathed
freely and fell into a quiet sleep.  Delighted with such a fortunate
result, we lay down again.

The physician came very early in the morning, and was much pleased to
see his patient so much better, but when M.  Dandolo informed him of
what had been done, he was angry, said it was enough to kill his
patient, and asked who had been so audacious as to destroy the effect
of his prescription.  M. de Bragadin, speaking for the first time,
said to him--

"Doctor, the person who has delivered me from your mercury, which was
killing me, is a more skilful physician than you;" and, saying these
words, he pointed to me.

It would be hard to say who was the more astonished: the doctor, when
he saw an unknown young man, whom he must have taken for an impostor,
declared more learned than himself; or I, when I saw myself
transformed into a physician, at a moment's notice.  I kept silent,
looking very modest, but hardly able to control my mirth, whilst the
doctor was staring at me with a mixture of astonishment and of spite,
evidently thinking me some bold quack who had tried to supplant him.
At last, turning towards M. de Bragadin, he told him coldly that he
would leave him in my hands; he was taken at his word, he went away,
and behold!  I had become the physician of one of the most
illustrious members of the Venetian Senate!  I must confess that I
was very glad of it, and I told my patient that a proper diet was all
he needed, and that nature, assisted by the approaching fine season,
would do the rest.

The dismissed physician related the affair through the town, and, as
M. de Bragadin was rapidly improving, one of his relations, who came
to see him, told him that everybody was astonished at his having
chosen for his physician a fiddler from the theatre; but the senator
put a stop to his remarks by answering that a fiddler could know more
than all the doctors in Venice, and that he owed his life to me.

The worthy nobleman considered me as his oracle, and his two friends
listened to me with the deepest attention.  Their infatuation
encouraging me, I spoke like a learned physician, I dogmatized, I
quoted authors whom I had never read.

M. de Bragadin, who had the weakness to believe in the occult
sciences, told me one day that, for a young man of my age, he thought
my learning too extensive, and that he was certain I was the
possessor of some supernatural endowment.  He entreated me to tell
him the truth.

What extraordinary things will sometimes occur from mere chance, or
from the force of circumstances!  Unwilling to hurt his vanity by
telling him that he was mistaken, I took the wild resolution of
informing him, in the presence of his two friends, that I possessed a
certain numeral calculus which gave answers (also in numbers), to any
questions I liked to put.

M. de Bragadin said that it was Solomon's key, vulgarly called
cabalistic science, and he asked me from whom I learnt it.

"From an old hermit," I answered," "who lives on the Carpegna
Mountain, and whose acquaintance I made quite by chance when I was a
prisoner in the Spanish army."

"The hermit," remarked the senator, "has without informing you of it,
linked an invisible spirit to the calculus he has taught you, for
simple numbers can not have the power of reason.  You possess a real
treasure, and you may derive great advantages from it."

"I do not know," I said, "in what way I could make my science useful,
because the answers given by the numerical figures are often so
obscure that I have felt discouraged, and I very seldom tried to make
any use of my calculus.  Yet, it is very true that, if I had not
formed my pyramid, I never should have had the happiness of knowing
your excellency."

"How so?"

"On the second day, during the festivities at the Soranzo Palace, I
enquired of my oracle whether I would meet at the ball anyone whom I
should not care to see.  The answer I obtained was this: 'Leave the
ball-room precisely at four o'clock.' I obeyed implicitly, and met
your excellency."

The three friends were astounded.  M. Dandolo asked me whether I
would answer a question he would ask, the interpretation of which
would belong only to him, as he was the only person acquainted with
the subject of the question.

I declared myself quite willing, for it was necessary to brazen it
out, after having ventured as far as I had done.  He wrote the
question, and gave it to me; I read it, I could not understand either
the subject or the meaning of the words, but it did not matter, I had
to give an answer.  If the question was so obscure that I could not
make out the sense of it, it was natural that I should not understand
the answer.  I therefore answered, in ordinary figures, four lines of
which he alone could be the interpreter, not caring much, at least in
appearance, how they would be understood.  M. Dandolo read them twice
over, seemed astonished, said that it was all very plain to him; it
was Divine, it was unique, it was a gift from Heaven, the numbers
being only the vehicle, but the answer emanating evidently from an
immortal spirit.

M. Dandolo was so well pleased that his two friends very naturally
wanted also to make an experiment.  They asked questions on all sorts
of subjects, and my answers, perfectly unintelligible to myself, were
all held as Divine by them.  I congratulated them on their success,
and congratulated myself in their presence upon being the possessor
of a thing to which I had until then attached no importance whatever,
but which I promised to cultivate carefully, knowing that I could
thus be of some service to their excellencies.

They all asked me how long I would require to teach them the rules of
my sublime calculus.  "Not very long," I answered, "and I will teach
you as you wish, although the hermit assured me that I would die
suddenly within three days if I communicated my science to anyone,
but I have no faith whatever in that prediction."  M. de Bragadin who
believed in it more than I did, told me in a serious tone that I was
bound to have faith in it, and from that day they never asked me
again to teach them.  They very likely thought that, if they could
attach me to them, it would answer the purpose as well as if they
possessed the science themselves.  Thus I became the hierophant of
those three worthy and talented men, who, in spite of their literary
accomplishments, were not wise, since they were infatuated with
occult and fabulous sciences, and believed in the existence of
phenomena impossible in the moral as well as in the physical order of
things.  They believed that through me they possessed the
philosopher's stone, the universal panacea, the intercourse with all
the elementary, heavenly, and infernal spirits; they had no doubt
whatever that, thanks to my sublime science, they could find out the
secrets of every government in Europe.

After they had assured themselves of the reality of my cabalistic
science by questions respecting the past, they decided to turn it to
some use by consulting it upon the present and upon the future.  I
had no difficulty in skewing myself a good guesser, because I always
gave answers with a double meaning, one of the meanings being
carefully arranged by me, so as not to be understood until after the
event; in that manner, my cabalistic science, like the oracle of
Delphi, could never be found in fault.  I saw how easy it must have
been for the ancient heathen priests to impose upon ignorant, and
therefore credulous mankind.  I saw how easy it will always be for
impostors to find dupes, and I realized, even better than the Roman
orator, why two augurs could never look at each other without
laughing; it was because they had both an equal interest in giving
importance to the deceit they perpetrated, and from which they
derived such immense profits.  But what I could not, and probably
never shall, understand, was the reason for which the Fathers, who
were not so simple or so ignorant as our Evangelists, did not feel
able to deny the divinity of oracles, and, in order to get out of the
difficulty, ascribed them to the devil.  They never would have
entertained such a strange idea if they had been acquainted with
cabalistic science.  My three worthy friends were like the holy
Fathers; they had intelligence and wit, but they were superstitious,
and no philosophers.  But, although believing fully in my oracles,
they were too kind-hearted to think them the work of the devil, and
it suited their natural goodness better to believe my answers
inspired by some heavenly spirit.  They were not only good Christians
and faithful to the Church, but even real devotees and full of
scruples.  They were not married, and, after having renounced all
commerce with women, they had become the enemies of the female sex;
perhaps a strong proof of the weakness of their minds.  They imagined
that chastity was the condition 'sine qua non' exacted by the spirits
from those who wished to have intimate communication or intercourse
with them: they fancied that spirits excluded women, and 'vice
versa'.

With all these oddities, the three friends were truly intelligent and
even witty, and, at the beginning of my acquaintance with them, I
could not reconcile these antagonistic points.  But a prejudiced mind
cannot reason well, and the faculty of reasoning is the most
important of all.  I often laughed when I heard them talk on
religious matters; they would ridicule those whose intellectual
faculties were so limited that they could not understand the
mysteries of religion.  The incarnation of the Word, they would say,
was a trifle for God, and therefore easy to understand, and the
resurrection was so comprehensible that it did not appear to them
wonderful, because, as God cannot die, Jesus Christ was naturally
certain to rise again.  As for the Eucharist, transubstantiation, the
real presence, it was all no mystery to them, but palpable evidence,
and yet they were not Jesuits.  They were in the habit of going to
confession every week, without feeling the slightest trouble about
their confessors, whose ignorance they kindly regretted.  They
thought themselves bound to confess only what was a sin in their own
opinion, and in that, at least, they reasoned with good sense.

With those three extraordinary characters, worthy of esteem and
respect for their moral qualities, their honesty, their reputation,
and their age, as well as for their noble birth, I spent my days in a
very pleasant manner: although, in their thirst for knowledge, they
often kept me hard at work for ten hours running, all four of us
being locked up together in a room, and unapproachable to everybody,
even to friends or relatives.

I completed the conquest of their friendship by relating to them the
whole of my life, only with some proper reserve, so as not to lead
them into any capital sins.  I confess candidly that I deceived them,
as the Papa Deldimopulo used to deceive the Greeks who applied to him
for the oracles of the Virgin.  I certainly did not act towards them
with a true sense of honesty, but if the reader to whom I confess
myself is acquainted with the world and with the spirit of society, I
entreat him to think before judging me, and perhaps I may meet with
some indulgence at his hands.

I might be told that if I had wished to follow the rules of pure
morality I ought either to have declined intimate intercourse with
them or to have undeceived them.  I cannot deny these premises, but I
will answer that I was only twenty years of age, I was intelligent,
talented, and had just been a poor fiddler.  I should have lost my
time in trying to cure them of their weakness; I should not have
succeeded, for they would have laughed in my face, deplored my
ignorance, and the result of it all would have been my dismissal.
Besides, I had no mission, no right, to constitute myself an apostle,
and if I had heroically resolved on leaving them as soon as I knew
them to be foolish visionaries, I should have shewn myself a
misanthrope, the enemy of those worthy men for whom I could procure
innocent pleasures, and my own enemy at the same time; because, as a
young man, I liked to live well, to enjoy all the pleasures natural
to youth and to a good constitution.

By acting in that manner I should have failed in common politeness, I
should perhaps have caused or allowed M. de Bragadin's death, and I
should have exposed those three honest men to becoming the victims of
the first bold cheat who, ministering to their monomania, might have
won their favour, and would have ruined them by inducing them to
undertake the chemical operations of the Great Work.  There is also
another consideration, dear reader, and as I love you I will tell you
what it is.  An invincible self-love would have prevented me from
declaring myself unworthy of their friendship either by my ignorance
or by my pride; and I should have been guilty of great rudeness if I
had ceased to visit them.

I took, at least it seems to me so, the best, the most natural, and
the noblest decision, if we consider the disposition of their mind,
when I decided upon the plan of conduct which insured me the
necessaries of life and of those necessaries who could be a better
judge than your very humble servant?

Through the friendship of those three men, I was certain of obtaining
consideration and influence in my own country.  Besides, I found it
very flattering to my vanity to become the subject of the speculative
chattering of empty fools who, having nothing else to do, are always
trying to find out the cause of every moral phenomenon they meet
with, which their narrow intellect cannot understand.

People racked their brain in Venice to find out how my intimacy with
three men of that high character could possibly exist; they were
wrapped up in heavenly aspirations, I was a world's devotee; they
were very strict in their morals, I was thirsty of all pleasures!
At the beginning of summer, M. de Bragadin was once, more able to
take his seat in the senate, and, the day before he went out for the
first time, he spoke to me thus:

"Whoever you may be, I am indebted to you for my life.  Your first
protectors wanted to make you a priest, a doctor, an advocate, a
soldier, and ended by making a fiddler of you; those persons did not
know you.  God had evidently instructed your guardian angel to bring
you to me.  I know you and appreciate you.  If you will be my son,
you have only to acknowledge me for your father, and, for the future,
until my death, I will treat you as my own child.  Your apartment is
ready, you may send your clothes: you shall have a servant, a gondola
at your orders, my own table, and ten sequins a month.  It is the sum
I used to receive from my father when I was your age.  You need not
think of the future; think only of enjoying yourself, and take me as
your adviser in everything that may happen to you, in everything you
may wish to undertake, and you may be certain of always finding me
your friend."

I threw myself at his feet to assure him of my gratitude, and
embraced him calling him my father.  He folded me in his arms, called
me his dear son; I promised to love and to obey him; his two friends,
who lived in the same palace, embraced me affectionately, and we
swore eternal fraternity.

Such is the history of my metamorphosis, and of the lucky stroke
which, taking me from the vile profession of a fiddler, raised me to
the rank of a grandee.




CHAPTER XVIII

I lead a dissolute life--Zawoiski--Rinaldi--L'Abbadie--the young
countess--the Capuchin friar Z. Steffani--Ancilla--La Ramor--I take a
gondola at St. Job to go to Mestra.


Fortune, which had taken pleasure in giving me a specimen of its
despotic caprice, and had insured my happiness through means which
sages would disavow, had not the power to make me adopt a system of
moderation and prudence which alone could establish my future welfare
on a firm basis.

My ardent nature, my irresistible love of pleasure, my unconquerable
independence, would not allow me to submit to the reserve which my
new position in life demanded from me.  I began to lead a life of
complete freedom, caring for nothing but what ministered to my
tastes, and I thought that, as long as I respected the laws, I could
trample all prejudices under my feet.  I fancied that I could live
free and independent in a country ruled entirely by an aristocratic
government, but this was not the case, and would not have been so
even if fortune had raised me to a seat in that same government, for
the Republic of Venice, considering that its primary duty is to
preserve its own integrity, finds itself the slave of its own policy,
and is bound to sacrifice everything to self-preservation, before
which the laws themselves cease to be inviolable.

But let us abandon the discussion of a principle now too trite, for
humankind, at least in Europe, is satisfied that unlimited liberty is
nowhere consistent with a properly-regulated state of society.  I
have touched lightly on the matter, only to give to my readers some
idea of my conduct in my own country, where I began to tread a path
which was to lead me to a state prison as inscrutable as it was
unconstitutional.

With enough money, endowed by nature with a pleasing and commanding
physical appearance, a confirmed gambler, a true spendthrift, a great
talker, very far from modest, intrepid, always running after pretty
women, supplanting my rivals, and acknowledging no good company but
that which ministered to my enjoyment, I was certain to be disliked;
but, ever ready to expose myself to any danger, and to take the
responsibility of all my actions, I thought I had a right to do
anything I pleased, for I always broke down abruptly every obstacle I
found in my way.

Such conduct could not but be disagreeable to the three worthy men
whose oracle I had become, but they did not like to complain.  The
excellent M. de Bragadin would only tell me that I was giving him a
repetition of the foolish life he had himself led at my age, but that
I must prepare to pay the penalty of my follies, and to feel the
punishment when I should reach his time of life.  Without wanting in
the respect I owed him, I would turn his terrible forebodings into
jest, and continue my course of extravagance.  However, I must
mention here the first proof he gave me of his true wisdom.

At the house of Madame Avogadro, a woman full of wit in spite of her
sixty years, I had made the acquaintance of a young Polish nobleman
called Zawoiski.  He was expecting money from Poland, but in the mean
time the Venetian ladies did not let him want for any, being all very
much in love with his handsome face and his Polish manners.  We soon
became good friends, my purse was his, but, twenty years later, he
assisted me to a far greater extent in Munich.  Zawoiski was honest,
he had only a small dose of intelligence, but it was enough for his
happiness.  He died in Trieste five or six years ago, the ambassador
of the Elector of Treves.  I will speak of him in another part of
these Memoirs.

This amiable young man, who was a favourite with everybody and was
thought a free-thinker because he frequented the society of Angelo
Querini and Lunardo Venier, presented me one day, as we were out
walking, to an unknown countess who took my fancy very strongly.
We called on her in the evening, and, after introducing me to her
husband, Count Rinaldi, she invited us to remain and have supper.

The count made a faro bank in the course of the evening, I punted
with his wife as a partner, and won some fifty ducats.

Very much pleased with my new acquaintance, I called alone on the
countess the next morning.  The count, apologizing for his wife who
was not up yet, took me to her room.  She received me with graceful
ease, and, her husband having left us alone, she had the art to let
me hope for every favour, yet without committing herself; when I took
leave of her, she invited me to supper for the evening.  After supper
I played, still in partnership with her, won again, and went away
very much in love.  I did not fail to pay her another visit the next
morning, but when I presented myself at the house I was told that she
had gone out.

I called again in the evening, and, after she had excused herself for
not having been at home in the morning, the faro bank began, and I
lost all my money, still having the countess for my partner.  After
supper, and when the other guests had retired, I remained with
Zawoiski, Count Rinaldi having offered to give us our revenge.  As I
had no more money, I played upon trust, and the count threw down the
cards after I had lost five hundred sequins.  I went away in great
sorrow.  I was bound in honour to pay the next morning, and I did not
possess a groat.  Love increased my despair, for I saw myself on the
point of losing the esteem of a woman by whom I was smitten, and the
anxiety I felt did not escape M. de Bragadin when we met in the
morning.  He kindly encouraged me to confess my troubles to him.
I was conscious that it was my only chance, and candidly related the
whole affair, and I ended by saying that I should not survive my
disgrace.  He consoled me by promising that my debt would be
cancelled in the course of the day, if I would swear never to play
again upon trust.  I took an oath to that effect, and kissing his
hand, I went out for a walk, relieved from a great load.  I had no
doubt that my excellent father would give me five hundred sequins
during the day, and I enjoyed my anticipation the honour I would
derive, in the opinion of the lovely countess, by my exactitude and
prompt discharge of my debt.  I felt that it gave new strength to my
hopes, and that feeling prevented me from regretting my heavy loss,
but grateful for the great generosity of my benefactor I was fully
determined on keeping my promise.

I dined with the three friends, and the matter was not even alluded
to; but, as we were rising from the table, a servant brought M. de
Bragadin a letter and a parcel.

He read the letter, asked me to follow him into his study, and the
moment we were alone, he said;

"Here is a parcel for you."

I opened it, and found some forty sequins.  Seeing my surprise, M.
de Bragadin laughed merrily and handed me the letter, the contents of
which ran thus:

"M. de Casanova may be sure that our playing last night was only a
joke: he owes me nothing.  My wife begs to send him half of the gold
which he has lost in cash.

"COUNT RINALDI."

I looked at M. de Bragadin, perfectly amazed, and he burst out
laughing.  I guessed the truth, thanked him, and embracing him
tenderly I promised to be wiser for the future.  The mist I had
before my eyes was dispelled, I felt that my love was defunct, and I
remained rather ashamed, when I realized that I had been the dupe of
the wife as well as of the husband.

"This evening," said my clever physician, "you can have a gay supper
with the charming countess."

"This evening, my dear, respected benefactor, I will have supper with
you.  You have given me a masterly lesson."

"The next time you lose money upon trust, you had better not pay it."

"But I should be dishonoured."

"Never mind.  The sooner you dishonour yourself, the more you will
save, for you will always be compelled to accept your dishonour
whenever you find yourself utterly unable to pay your losses.  It is
therefore more prudent not to wait until then."

"It is much better still to avoid that fatal impossibility by never
playing otherwise than with money in hand."


"No doubt of it, for then you will save both your honour and your
purse.  But, as you are fond of games of chance, I advise you never
to punt.  Make the bank, and the advantage must be on your side."

"Yes, but only a slight advantage."

"As slight as you please, but it will be on your side, and when the
game is over you will find yourself a winner and not a loser.  The
punter is excited, the banker is calm.  The last says, 'I bet you do
not guess,' while the first says, 'I bet I can guess.'  Which is the
fool, and which is the wise man?  The question is easily answered.  I
adjure you to be prudent, but if you should punt and win, recollect
that you are only an idiot if at the end you lose."

"Why an idiot?  Fortune is very fickle."

"It must necessarily be so; it is a natural consequence.  Leave off
playing, believe me, the very moment you see luck turning, even if
you should, at that moment, win but one groat."

I had read Plato, and I was astonished at finding a man who could
reason like Socrates.

The next day, Zawoiski called on me very early to tell me that I had
been expected to supper, and that Count Rinaldi had praised my
promptness in paying my debts of honour.  I did not think it
necessary to undeceive him, but I did not go again to Count
Rinaldi's, whom I saw sixteen years afterwards in Milan.  As to
Zawoiski, I did not tell him the story till I met him in Carlsbad,
old and deaf, forty years later.

Three or four months later, M. de Bragadin taught me another of his
masterly lessons.  I had become acquainted, through Zawoiski, with a
Frenchman called L'Abbadie, who was then soliciting from the Venetian
Government the appointment of inspector of the armies of the
Republic.  The senate appointed, and I presented him to my protector,
who promised him his vote; but the circumstance I am going to relate
prevented him from fulfilling his promise.

I was in need of one hundred sequins to discharge a few debts, and I
begged M. de Bragadin to give them to me.

"Why, my dear son, do you not ask M. de l'Abbadie to render you that
service?"

"I should not dare to do so, dear father."

"Try him; I am certain that he will be glad to lend you that sum."

"I doubt it, but I will try."

I called upon L'Abbadie on the following day, and after a short
exchange of compliments I told him the service I expected from his
friendship.  He excused himself in a very polite manner, drowning his
refusal in that sea of commonplaces which people are sure to repeat
when they cannot or will not oblige a friend.  Zawoiski came in as he
was still apologizing, and I left them together.  I hurried at once
to M. de Bragadin, and told him my want of success.  He merely
remarked that the Frenchman was deficient in intelligence.

It just happened that it was the very day on which the appointment of
the inspectorship was to be brought before the senate.  I went out to
attend to my business (I ought to say to my pleasure), and as I did
not return home till after midnight I went to bed without seeing my
father.  In the morning I said in his presence that I intended to
call upon L'Abbadie to congratulate him upon his appointment.

"You may spare yourself that trouble; the senate has rejected his
nomination."

"How so?  Three days ago L'Abbadie felt sure of his success."

"He was right then, for he would have been appointed if I had not
made up my mind to speak against him.  I have proved to the senate
that a right policy forbade the government to trust such an important
post to a foreigner."

"I am much surprised, for your excellency was not of that opinion the
day before yesterday."

"Very true, but then I did not know M. de l'Abbadie.  I found out
only yesterday that the man was not sufficiently intelligent to fill
the position he was soliciting.  Is he likely to possess a sane
judgment when he refuses to lend you one hundred sequins?  That
refusal has cost him an important appointment and an income of three
thousand crowns, which would now be his."

When I was taking my walk on the same day I met Zawoiski with
L'Abbadie, and did not try to avoid them.  L'Abbadie was furious, and
he had some reason to be so.

"If you had told me," he said angrily, "that the one hundred sequins
were intended as a gag to stop M. de Bragadin's mouth, I would have
contrived to procure them for you."

"If you had had an inspector's brains you would have easily guessed
it."

The Frenchman's resentment proved very useful to me, because he
related the circumstance to everybody.  The result was that from that
time those who wanted the patronage of the senator applied to me.
Comment is needless; this sort of thing has long been in existence,
and will long remain so, because very often, to obtain the highest of
favours, all that is necessary is to obtain the good-will of a
minister's favourite or even of his valet.  My debts were soon paid.

It was about that time that my brother Jean came to Venice with
Guarienti, a converted Jew, a great judge of paintings, who was
travelling at the expense of His Majesty the King of Poland, and
Elector of Saxony.  It was the converted Jew who had purchased for
His Majesty the gallery of the Duke of Modena for one hundred
thousand sequins.  Guarienti and my brother left Venice for Rome,
where Jean remained in the studio of the celebrated painter Raphael
Mengs, whom we shall meet again hereafter.

Now, as a faithful historian, I must give my readers the story of a
certain adventure in which were involved the honour and happiness of
one of the most charming women in Italy, who would have been unhappy
if I had not been a thoughtless fellow.

In the early part of October, 1746, the theatres being opened, I was
walking about with my mask on when I perceived a woman, whose head
was well enveloped in the hood of her mantle, getting out of the
Ferrara barge which had just arrived.  Seeing her alone, and
observing her uncertain walk, I felt myself drawn towards her as if
an unseen hand had guided me.

I come up to her, and offer my services if I can be of any use to
her.  She answers timidly that she only wants to make some enquiries.

"We are not here in the right place for conversation," I say to her;
"but if you would be kind enough to come with me to a cafe, you would
be able to speak and to explain your wishes."

She hesitates, I insist, and she gives way.  The tavern was close at
hand; we go in, and are alone in a private room.  I take off my mask,
and out of politeness she must put down the hood of her mantle.  A
large muslin head-dress conceals half of her face, but her eyes, her
nose, and her pretty mouth are enough to let me see on her features
beauty, nobleness, sorrow, and that candour which gives youth such an
undefinable charm.  I need not say that, with such a good letter of
introduction, the unknown at once captivated my warmest interest.
After wiping away a few tears which are flowing, in spite of all her
efforts, she tells me that she belongs to a noble family, that she
has run away from her father's house, alone, trusting in God, to meet
a Venetian nobleman who had seduced her and then deceived her, thus
sealing her everlasting misery.

"You have then some hope of recalling him to the path of duty?  I
suppose he has promised you marriage?"

"He has engaged his faith to me in writing.  The only favour I claim
from your kindness is to take me to his house, to leave me there, and
to keep my secret."

"You may trust, madam, to the feelings of a man of honour.  I am
worthy of your trust.  Have entire confidence in me, for I already
take a deep interest in all your concerns.  Tell me his name."

"Alas! sir, I give way to fate."

With these words, she takes out of her bosom a paper which she gives
me; I recognize the handwriting of Zanetto Steffani.  It was a
promise of marriage by which he engaged his word of honour to marry
within a week, in Venice, the young countess A---- S----.  When I
have read the paper, I return it to her, saying that I knew the
writer quite well, that he was connected with the chancellor's
office, known as a great libertine, and deeply in debt, but that he
would be rich after his mother's death.

"For God's sake take me to his house."

"I will do anything you wish; but have entire confidence in me, and
be good enough to hear me.  I advise you not to go to his house. He
has already done you great injury, and, even supposing that you
should happen to find him at home, he might be capable of receiving
you badly; if he should not be at home, it is most likely that his
mother would not exactly welcome you, if you should tell her who you
are and what is your errand.  Trust to me, and be quite certain that
God has sent me on your way to assist you.  I promise you that
to-morrow at the latest you shall know whether Steffani is in Venice,
what he intends to do with you, and what we may compel him to do.
Until then my advice is not to let him know your arrival in Venice."

"Good God! where shall I go to-night?"

"To a respectable house, of course."

"I will go to yours, if you are married."

"I am a bachelor."

I knew an honest widow who resided in a lane, and who had two
furnished rooms.  I persuade the young countess to follow me, and we
take a gondola.  As we are gliding along, she tells me that, one
month before, Steffani had stopped in her neighbourhood for necessary
repairs to his travelling-carriage, and that, on the same day he had
made her acquaintance at a house where she had gone with her mother
for the purpose of offering their congratulations to a newly-married
lady.

"I was unfortunate enough," she continued, "to inspire him with love,
and he postponed his departure. He remained one month in C----, never
going out but in the evening, and spending every night under my
windows conversing with me.  He swore a thousand times that he adored
me, that his intentions were honourable.  I entreated him to present
himself to my parents to ask me in marriage, but he always excused
himself by alleging some reason, good or bad, assuring me that he
could not be happy unless I shewed him entire confidence.  He would
beg of me to make up my mind to run away with him, unknown to
everybody, promising that my honour should not suffer from such a
step, because, three days after my departure, everybody should
receive notice of my being his wife, and he assured me that he would
bring me back on a visit to my native place shortly after our
marriage.  Alas, sir! what shall I say now?  Love blinded me; I fell
into the abyss; I believed him; I agreed to everything.  He gave me
the paper which you have read, and the following night I allowed him
to come into my room through the window under which he was in the
habit of conversing with me.

"I consented to be guilty of a crime which I believed would be atoned
for within three days, and he left me, promising that the next night
he would be again under my window, ready to receive me in his arms.
Could I possibly entertain any doubt after the fearful crime I had
committed for him?  I prepared a small parcel, and waited for his
coming, but in vain.  Oh! what a cruel long night it was!  In the
morning I heard that the monster had gone away with his servant one
hour after sealing my shame.  You may imagine my despair!  I adopted
the only plan that despair could suggest, and that, of course, was
not the right one.  One hour before midnight I left my father's roof,
alone, thus completing my dishonour, but resolved on death, if the
man who has cruelly robbed me of my most precious treasure, and whom
a natural instinct told me I could find here, does not restore me the
honour which he alone can give me back.  I walked all night and
nearly the whole day, without taking any food, until I got into the
barge, which brought me here in twenty-four hours.  I travelled in
the boat with five men and two women, but no one saw my face or heard
my voice, I kept constantly sitting down in a corner, holding my head
down, half asleep, and with this prayer-book in my hands.  I was left
alone, no one spoke to me, and I thanked God for it.  When I landed
on the wharf, you did not give me time to think how I could find out
the dwelling of my perfidious seducer, but you may imagine the
impression produced upon me by the sudden apparition of a masked man
who, abruptly, and as if placed there purposely by Providence,
offered me his services; it seemed to me that you had guessed my
distress, and, far from experiencing any repugnance, I felt that I
was acting rightly in trusting myself in your hands, in spite of all
prudence which, perhaps, ought to have made me turn a deaf ear to
your words, and refuse the invitation to enter alone with you the
house to which you took me.

"You know all now, sir; but I entreat you not to judge me too
severely; I have been virtuous all through my life; one month ago I
had never committed a fault which could call a blush upon my face,
and the bitter tears which I shed every day will, I hope, wash out my
crime in the eyes of God.  I have been carefully brought up, but love
and the want of experience have thrown me into the abyss.  I am in
your hands, and I feel certain that I shall have no cause to repent
it."

I needed all she had just told' me to confirm me in the interest
which I had felt in her from the first moment.  I told her
unsparingly that Steffani had seduced and abandoned her of malice
aforethought, and that she ought to think of him only to be revenged
of his perfidy.  My words made her shudder, and she buried her
beautiful face in her hands.

We reached the widow's house.  I established her in a pretty,
comfortable room, and ordered some supper for her, desiring the good
landlady to skew her every attention and to let her want for nothing.
I then took an affectionate leave of her, promising to see her early
in the morning.

On leaving this interesting but hapless girl, I proceeded to the
house of Steffani.  I heard from one of his mother's gondoliers that
he had returned to Venice three days before, but that, twenty-four
hours after his return, he had gone away again without any servant,
and nobody knew his whereabouts, not even his mother.  The same
evening, happening to be seated next to an abbe from Bologna at the
theatre, I asked him several questions respecting the family of my
unfortunate protegee.

The abbe being intimately acquainted with them, I gathered from him
all the information I required, and, amongst other things, I heard
that the young countess had a brother, then an officer in the papal
service.

Very early the next morning I called upon her.  She was still asleep.
The widow told me that she had made a pretty good supper, but without
speaking a single word, and that she had locked herself up in her
room immediately afterwards.  As soon as she had opened her door, I
entered her room, and, cutting short her apologies for having kept me
waiting, I informed her of all I had heard.

Her features bore the stamp of deep sorrow, but she looked calmer,
and her complexion was no longer pale.  She thought it unlikely that
Steffani would have left for any other place but for C-----.
Admitting the possibility that she might be right, I immediately
offered to go to C----- myself, and to return without loss of time to
fetch her, in case Steffani should be there.  Without giving her time
to answer I told her all the particulars I had learned concerning her
honourable family, which caused her real satisfaction.

"I have no objection," she said, "to your going to C----, and I thank
you for the generosity of your offer, but I beg you will postpone
your journey.  I still hope that Steffani will return, and then I can
take a decision."

"I think you are quite right," I said.  "Will you allow me to have
some breakfast with you?"

"Do you suppose I could refuse you?"

"I should be very sorry to disturb you in any way.  How did you use
to amuse yourself at home?"

"I am very fond of books and music; my harpsichord was my delight."

I left her after breakfast, and in the evening I came back with a
basket full of good books and music, and I sent her an excellent
harpsichord.  My kindness confused her, but I surprised her much more
when I took out of my pocket three pairs of slippers.  She blushed,
and thanked me with great feeling.  She had walked a long distance,
her shoes were evidently worn out, her feet sore, and she appreciated
the delicacy of my present.  As I had no improper design with regard
to her, I enjoyed her gratitude, and felt pleased at the idea she
evidently entertained of my kind attentions.  I had no other purpose
in view but to restore calm to her mind, and to obliterate the bad
opinion which the unworthy Steffani had given her of men in general.
I never thought of inspiring her with love for me, and I had not the
slightest idea that I could fall in love with her.  She was unhappy,
and her unhappiness--a sacred thing in my eyes--called all the more
for my most honourable sympathy, because, without knowing me, she had
given me her entire confidence.  Situated as she was, I could not
suppose her heart susceptible of harbouring a new affection, and I
would have despised myself if I had tried to seduce her by any means
in my power.

I remained with her only a quarter of an hour, being unwilling that
my presence should trouble her at such a moment, as she seemed to be
at a loss how to thank me and to express all her gratitude.

I was thus engaged in a rather delicate adventure, the end of which I
could not possibly foresee, but my warmth for my protegee did not
cool down, and having no difficulty in procuring the means to keep
her I had no wish to see the last scene of the romance.  That
singular meeting, which gave me the useful opportunity of finding
myself endowed with generous dispositions, stronger even than my love
for pleasure, flattered my self-love more than I could express.  I
was then trying a great experiment, and conscious that I wanted sadly
to study myself, I gave up all my energies to acquire the great
science of the 'xxxxxxxxxxxx'.

On the third day, in the midst of expressions of gratitude which I
could not succeed in stopping she told me that she could not conceive
why I shewed her so much sympathy, because I ought to have formed but
a poor opinion of her in consequence of the readiness with which she
had followed me into the cafe.  She smiled when I answered that I
could not understand how I had succeeded in giving her so great a
confidence in my virtue, when I appeared before her with a mask on my
face, in a costume which did not indicate a very virtuous character.

"It was easy for me, madam," I continued, "to guess that you were a
beauty in distress, when I observed your youth, the nobleness of your
countenance, and, more than all, your candour.  The stamp of truth
was so well affixed to the first words you uttered that I could not
have the shadow of a doubt left in me as to your being the unhappy
victim of the most natural of all feelings, and as to your having
abandoned your home through a sentiment of honour.  Your fault was
that of a warm heart seduced by love, over which reason could have no
sway, and your flight--the action of a soul crying for reparation or
for revenge-fully justifies you.  Your cowardly seducer must pay with
his life the penalty due to his crime, and he ought never to receive,
by marrying you, an unjust reward, for he is not worthy of possessing
you after degrading himself by the vilest conduct."

"Everything you say is true.  My brother, I hope, will avenge me."

"You are greatly mistaken if you imagine that Steffani will fight
your brother; Steffani is a coward who will never expose himself to
an honourable death."

As I was speaking, she put her hand in her pocket and drew forth,
after a few moments' consideration, a stiletto six inches long, which
she placed on the table.

"What is this?" I exclaimed.

"It is a weapon upon which I reckoned until now to use against myself
in case I should not succeed in obtaining reparation for the crime I
have committed.  But you have opened my eyes.  Take away, I entreat
you, this stiletto, which henceforth is useless to me.  I trust in
your friendship, and I have an inward certainty that I shall be
indebted to you for my honour as well as for my life."

I was struck by the words she had just uttered, and I felt that those
words, as well as her looks, had found their way to my heart, besides
enlisting my generous sympathy.  I took the stiletto, and left her
with so much agitation that I had to acknowledge the weakness of my
heroism, which I was very near turning into ridicule; yet I had the
wonderful strength to perform, at least by halves, the character of a
Cato until the seventh day.

I must explain how a certain suspicion of the young lady arose in my
mind.  That doubt was heavy on my heart, for, if it had proved true,
I should have been a dupe, and the idea was humiliating.  She had
told me that she was a musician; I had immediately sent her a
harpsichord, and, yet, although the instrument had been at her
disposal for three days, she had not opened it once, for the widow
had told me so.  It seemed to me that the best way to thank me for my
attentive kindness would have been to give me a specimen of her
musical talent.  Had she deceived me?  If so, she would lose my
esteem.  But, unwilling to form a hasty judgment, I kept on my guard,
with a firm determination to make good use of the first opportunity
that might present itself to clear up my doubts.

I called upon her the next day after dinner, which was not my usual
time, having resolved on creating the opportunity myself.  I caught
her seated before a toilet-glass, while the widow dressed the most
beautiful auburn hair I had ever seen.  I tendered my apologies for
my sudden appearance at an unusual hour; she excused herself for not
having completed her toilet, and the widow went on with her work.  It
was the first time I had seen the whole of her face, her neck, and
half of her arms, which the graces themselves had moulded.  I
remained in silent contemplation.  I praised, quite by chance, the
perfume of the pomatum, and the widow took the opportunity of telling
her that she had spent in combs, powder, and pomatum the three livres
she had received from her.  I recollected then that she had told me
the first day that she had left C----- with ten paoli.

I blushed for very shame, for I ought to have thought of that.

As soon as the widow had dressed her hair, she left the room to
prepare some coffee for us.  I took up a ring which had been laid by
her on the toilet-table, and I saw that it contained a portrait
exactly like her; I was amused at the singular fancy she had had of
having her likeness taken in a man's costume, with black hair.  "You
are mistaken," she said, "it is a portrait of my brother.  He is two
years older than I, and is an officer in the papal army."

I begged her permission to put the ring on her finger; she consented,
and when I tried, out of mere gallantry, to kiss her hand, she drew
it back, blushing.  I feared she might be offended, and I assured her
of my respect.

"Ah, sir!" she answered, "in the situation in which I am placed, I
must think of defending myself against my own self much more than
against you."

The compliment struck me as so fine, and so complimentary to me, that
I thought it better not to take it up, but she could easily read in
my eyes that she would never find me ungrateful for whatever feelings
she might entertain in my favour.  Yet I felt my love taking such
proportions that I did not know how to keep it a mystery any longer.

Soon after that, as she was again thanking me for the books--I had
given her, saying that I had guessed her taste exactly, because she
did not like novels, she added, "I owe you an apology for not having
sung to you yet, knowing that you are fond of music."  These words
made me breathe freely; without waiting for any answer, she sat down
before the instrument and played several pieces with a facility, with
a precision, with an expression of which no words could convey any
idea.  I was in ecstacy.  I entreated her to sing; after some little
ceremony, she took one of the music books I had given her, and she
sang at sight in a manner which fairly ravished me.  I begged that
she would allow me to kiss her hand, and she did not say yes, but
when I took it and pressed my lips on it, she did not oppose any
resistance; I had the courage to smother my ardent desires, and the
kiss I imprinted on her lovely hand was a mixture of tenderness,
respect, and admiration.

I took leave of her, smitten, full of love, and almost determined on
declaring my passion.  Reserve becomes silliness when we know that
our affection is returned by the woman we love, but as yet I was not
quite sure.

The disappearance of Steffani was the talk of Venice, but I did not
inform the charming countess of that circumstance.  It was generally
supposed that his mother had refused to pay his debts, and that he
had run away to avoid his creditors.  It was very possible.  But,
whether he returned or not, I could not make up my mind to lose the
precious treasure I had in my hands.  Yet I did not see in what
manner, in what quality, I could enjoy that treasure, and I found
myself in a regular maze.  Sometimes I had an idea of consulting my
kind father, but I would soon abandon it with fear, for I had made a
trial of his empiric treatment in the Rinaldi affair, and still more
in the case of l'Abbadie.  His remedies frightened me to that extent
that I would rather remain ill than be cured by their means.

One morning I was foolish enough to enquire from the widow whether
the lady had asked her who I was.  What an egregious blunder!  I saw
it when the good woman, instead of answering me, said,

"Does she not know who you are?"

"Answer me, and do not ask questions," I said, in order to hide my
confusion.

The worthy woman was right; through my stupidity she would now feel
curious; the tittle-tattle of the neighbourhood would of course take
up the affair and discuss it; and all through my thoughtlessness!  It
was an unpardonable blunder.  One ought never to be more careful than
in addressing questions to half-educated persons.  During the
fortnight that she had passed under my protection, the countess had
shewn me no curiosity whatever to know anything about me, but it did
not prove that she was not curious on the subject.  If I had been
wise, I should have told her the very first day who I was, but I made
up for my mistake that evening better than anybody else could have
done it, and, after having told her all about myself, I entreated her
forgiveness for not having done so sooner.  Thanking me for my
confidence, she confessed how curious she had been to know me better,
and she assured me that she would never have been imprudent enough to
ask any questions about me from her landlady.  Women have a more
delicate, a surer tact than men, and her last words were a home-
thrust for me.

Our conversation having turned to the extraordinary absence of
Steffani, she said that her father must necessarily believe her to be
hiding with him somewhere.  "He must have found out," she added,
"that I was in the habit of conversing with him every night from my
window, and he must have heard of my having embarked for Venice on
board the Ferrara barge.  I feel certain that my father is now in
Venice, making secretly every effort to discover me.  When he visits
this city he always puts up at Boncousin; will you ascertain whether
he is there?"

She never pronounced Steffani's name without disgust and hatred, and
she said she would bury herself in a convent, far away from her
native place, where no one could be acquainted with her shameful
history.

I intended to make some enquiries the next day, but it was not
necessary for me to do so, for in the evening, at supper-time, M.
Barbaro said to us,

"A nobleman, a subject of the Pope, has been recommended to me, and
wishes me to assist him with my influence in a rather delicate and
intricate matter.  One of our citizens has, it appears, carried off
his daughter, and has been hiding somewhere with her for the last
fortnight, but nobody knows where.  The affair ought to be brought
before the Council of Ten, but the mother of the ravisher claims to
be a relative of mine, and I do not intend to interfere."

I pretended to take no interest in M. Barbaro's words, and early the
next morning I went to the young countess to tell her the interesting
news.  She was still asleep; but, being in a hurry, I sent the widow
to say that I wanted to see her only for two minutes in order to
communicate something of great importance.  She received me, covering
herself up to the chin with the bed-clothes.

As soon as I had informed her of all I knew, she entreated me to
enlist M. Barbaro as a mediator between herself and her father,
assuring me that she would rather die than become the wife of the
monster who had dishonoured her.  I undertook to do it, and she gave
me the promise of marriage used by the deceiver to seduce her, so
that it could be shewn to her father.

In order to obtain M. Barbaro's mediation in favour of the young
countess, it would have been necessary to tell him that she was under
my protection, and I felt it would injure my protegee.  I took no
determination at first, and most likely one of the reasons for my
hesitation was that I saw myself on the point of losing her, which
was particularly repugnant to my feelings.

After dinner Count A--- S---- was announced as wishing to see M.
Barbaro.  He came in with his son, the living portrait of his sister.
M. Barbaro took them to his study to talk the matter over, and within
an hour they had taken leave.  As soon as they had gone, the
excellent M.  Barbaro asked me, as I had expected, to consult my
heavenly spirit, and to ascertain whether he would be right in
interfering in favour of Count A---S---.  He wrote the question
himself, and I gave the following answer with the utmost coolness:

"You ought to interfere, but only to advise the father to forgive his
daughter and to give up all idea of compelling her to marry her
ravisher, for Steffani has been sentenced to death by the will of
God."

The answer seemed wonderful to the three friends, and I was myself
surprised at my boldness, but I had a foreboding that Steffani was to
meet his death at the hands of somebody; love might have given birth
to that presentiment.  M. de Bragadin, who believed my oracle
infallible, observed that it had never given such a clear answer, and
that Steffani was certainly dead.  He said to M. de Barbaro,

"You had better invite the count and his son to dinner hereto-morrow.
You must act slowly and prudently; it would be necessary to know
where the daughter is before you endeavour to make the father forgive
her."

M. Barbaro very nearly made me drop my serious countenance by telling
me that if I would try my oracle I could let them know at once where
the girl was.  I answered that I would certainly ask my spirit on the
morrow, thus gaining time in order to ascertain before hand the
disposition of the father and of his son.  But I could not help
laughing, for I had placed myself under the necessity of sending
Steffani to the next world, if the reputation of my oracle was to be
maintained.

I spent the evening with the young countess, who entertained no doubt
either of her father's indulgence or of the entire confidence she
could repose in me.

What delight the charming girl experienced when she heard that I
would dine the next day with her father and brother, and that I would
tell her every word that would be said about her!  But what happiness
it was for me to see her convinced that she was right in loving me,
and that, without me, she would certainly have been lost in a town
where the policy of the government tolerates debauchery as a solitary
species of individual freedom.  We congratulated each other upon our
fortuitous meeting and upon the conformity in our tastes, which we
thought truly wonderful.  We were greatly pleased that her easy
acceptance of my invitation, or my promptness in persuading her to
follow and to trust me, could not be ascribed to the mutual
attraction of our features, for I was masked, and her hood was then
as good as a mask.  We entertained no doubt that everything had been
arranged by Heaven to get us acquainted, and to fire us both, even
unknown to ourselves, with love for each other.

"Confess," I said to her, in a moment of enthusiasm, and as I was
covering her hand with kisses, "confess that if you found me to be in
love with you you would fear me."

"Alas!  my only fear is to lose you."

That confession, the truth of which was made evident by her voice and
by her looks, proved the electric spark which ignited the latent
fire.  Folding her rapidly in my arms, pressing my mouth on her lips,
reading in her beautiful eyes neither a proud indignation nor the
cold compliance which might have been the result of a fear of losing
me, I gave way entirely to the sweet inclination of love, and
swimming already in a sea of delights I felt my enjoyment increased a
hundredfold when I saw, on the countenance of the beloved creature
who shared it, the expression of happiness, of love, of modesty, and
of sensibility, which enhances the charm of the greatest triumph.

She had scarcely recovered her composure when she cast her eyes down
and sighed deeply.  Thinking that I knew the cause of it, I threw
myself on my knees before her, and speaking to her words of the
warmest affection I begged, I entreated her, to forgive me.

"What offence have I to forgive you for, dear friend?  You have not
rightly interpreted my thoughts.  Your love caused me to think of my
happiness, and in that moment a cruel recollection drew that sigh
from me.  Pray rise from your knees."

Midnight had struck already; I told her that her good fame made it
necessary for me to go away; I put my mask on and left the house.  I
was so surprised, so amazed at having obtained a felicity of which I
did not think myself worthy, that my departure must have appeared
rather abrupt to her.  I could not sleep.  I passed one of those
disturbed nights during which the imagination of an amorous young man
is unceasingly running after the shadows of reality.  I had tasted,
but not savoured, that happy reality, and all my being was longing
for her who alone could make my enjoyment complete.  In that
nocturnal drama love and imagination were the two principal actors;
hope, in the background, performed only a dumb part.  People may say
what they please on that subject but hope is in fact nothing but a
deceitful flatterer accepted by reason only because it is often in
need of palliatives.  Happy are those men who, to enjoy life to the
fullest extent, require neither hope nor foresight.

In the morning, recollecting the sentence of death which I had passed
on Steffani, I felt somewhat embarrassed about it.  I wished I could
have recalled it, as well for the honour of my oracle, which was
seriously implicated by it, as for the sake of Steffani himself, whom
I did not hate half so much since I was indebted to him for the
treasure in my possession.

The count and his son came to dinner.  The father was simple,
artless, and unceremonious.  It was easy to read on his countenance
the grief he felt at the unpleasant adventure of his daughter, and
his anxiety to settle the affair honourably, but no anger could be
traced on his features or in his manners.  The son, as handsome as
the god of love, had wit and great nobility of manner.  His easy,
unaffected carriage pleased me, and wishing to win his friendship I
shewed him every attention.

After the dessert, M. Barbaro contrived to persuade the count that we
were four persons with but one head and one heart, and the worthy
nobleman spoke to us without any reserve.  He praised his daughter
very highly.  He assured us that Steffani had never entered his
house, and therefore he could not conceive by what spell, speaking to
his daughter only at night and from the street under the window, he
had succeeded in seducing her to such an extent as to make her leave
her home alone, on foot, two days after he had left himself in his
post-chaise.

"Then," observed M.  Barbaro, "it is impossible to be certain that he
actually seduced her, or to prove that she went off with him."

"Very true, sir, but although it cannot be proved, there is no doubt
of it, and now that no one knows where Steffani is, he can be nowhere
but with her.  I only want him to marry her."

"It strikes me that it would be better not to insist upon a
compulsory marriage which would seal your daughter's misery, for
Steffani is, in every respect, one of the most worthless young men we
have amongst our government clerks."

"Were I in your place," said M. de Bragadin, "I would let my
daughter's repentance disarm my anger, and I would forgive her."

"Where is she?  I am ready to fold her in my arms, but how can I
believe in her repentance when it is evident that she is still with
him."

"Is it quite certain that in leaving C---- she proceeded to this
city?"

"I have it from the master of the barge himself, and she landed
within twenty yards of the Roman gate.  An individual wearing a mask
was waiting for her, joined her at once, and they both disappeared
without leaving any trace of their whereabouts."

"Very likely it was Steffani waiting there for her."

"No, for he is short, and the man with the mask was tall.  Besides, I
have heard that Steffani had left Venice two days before the arrival
of my daughter.  The man must have been some friend of Steffani, and
he has taken her to him."

"But, my dear count, all this is mere supposition."

"There are four persons who have seen the man with the mask, and
pretend to know him, only they do not agree.  Here is a list of four
names, and I will accuse these four persons before the Council of
Ten, if Steffani should deny having my daughter in his possession."

The list, which he handed to M.  Barbaro, gave not only the names of
the four accused persons, but likewise those of their accusers.  The
last name, which M. Barbaro read, was mine.  When I heard it, I
shrugged my shoulders in a manner which caused the three friends to
laugh heartily.

M.  de Bragadin, seeing the surprise of the count at such uncalled-
for mirth, said to him,

"This is Casanova my son, and I give you my word of honour that, if
your daughter is in his hands, she is perfectly safe, although he may
not look exactly the sort of man to whom young girls should be
trusted."

The surprise, the amazement, and the perplexity of the count and his
son were an amusing picture.  The loving father begged me to excuse
him, with tears in his eyes, telling me to place myself in his
position.  My only answer was to embrace him most affectionately.

The man who had recognized me was a noted pimp whom I had thrashed
some time before for having deceived me.  If I had not been there
just in time to take care of the young countess, she would not have
escaped him, and he would have ruined her for ever by taking her to
some house of ill-fame.

The result of the meeting was that the count agreed to postpone his
application to the Council of Ten until Steffani's place of refuge
should be discovered.

"I have not seen Steffani for six months, sir," I said to the count,
"but I promise you to kill him in a duel as soon as he returns."

"You shall not do it," answered the young count, very coolly, "unless
he kills me first."

"Gentlemen," exclaimed M. de Bragadin, "I can assure you that you
will neither of you fight a duel with him, for Steffani is dead."

"Dead!" said the count.

"We must not," observed the prudent Barbaro, "take that word in its
literal sense, but the wretched man is dead to all honour and self-
respect."

After that truly dramatic scene, during which I could guess that the
denouement of the play was near at hand, I went to my charming
countess, taking care to change my gondola three times--a necessary
precaution to baffle spies.

I gave my anxious mistress an exact account of all the conversation.
She was very impatient for my coming, and wept tears of joy when I
repeated her father's words of forgiveness; but when I told her that
nobody knew of Steffani having entered her chamber, she fell on her
knees and thanked God.  I then repeated her brother's words,
imitating his coolness: "You shall not kill him, unless he kills me
first." She kissed me tenderly, calling me her guardian angel, her
saviour, and weeping in my arms.  I promised to bring her brother on
the following day, or the day after that at the latest.  We had our
supper, but we did not talk of Steffani, or of revenge, and after
that pleasant meal we devoted two hours to the worship of the god of
love.

I left her at midnight, promising to return early in the morning--my
reason for not remaining all night with her was that the landlady
might, if necessary, swear without scruple that I had never spent a
night with the young girl.  It proved a very lucky inspiration of
mine, for, when I arrived home, I found the three friends waiting
impatiently for me in order to impart to me wonderful news which M.
de Bragadin had heard at the sitting of the senate.

"Steffani," said M.  de Bragadin to me, "is dead, as our angel
Paralis revealed it to us; he is dead to the world, for he has become
a Capuchin friar.  The senate, as a matter of course, has been
informed of it.  We alone are aware that it is a punishment which God
has visited upon him.  Let us worship the Author of all things, and
the heavenly hierarchy which renders us worthy of knowing what
remains a mystery to all men.  Now we must achieve our undertaking,
and console the poor father.  We must enquire from Paralis where the
girl is.  She cannot now be with Steffani.  Of course, God has not
condemned her to become a Capuchin nun."

"I need not consult my angel, dearest father, for it is by his
express orders that I have been compelled until now to make a mystery
of the refuge found by the young countess."

I related the whole story, except what they had no business to know,
for, in the opinion of the worthy men, who had paid heavy tribute to
Love, all intrigues were fearful crimes.  M. Dandolo and M. Barbaro
expressed their surprise when they heard that the young girl had been
under my protection for a fortnight, but M. de Bragadin said that he
was not astonished, that it was according to cabalistic science, and
that he knew it.

"We must only," he added, "keep up the mystery of his daughter's
place of refuge for the count, until we know for a certainty that he
will forgive her, and that he will take her with him to C----, or to
any other place where he may wish to live hereafter."

"He cannot refuse to forgive her," I said, "when he finds that the
amiable girl would never have left C---- if her seducer had not given
her this promise of marriage in his own handwriting.  She walked as
far as the barge, and she landed at the very moment I was passing the
Roman gate.  An inspiration from above told me to accost her and to
invite her to follow me.  She obeyed, as if she was fulfilling the
decree of Heaven, I took her to a refuge impossible to discover, and
placed her under the care of a God-fearing woman."

My three friends listened to me so attentively that they looked like
three statues.  I advised them to invite the count to dinner for the
day after next, because I needed some time to consult 'Paralis de
modo tenendi'.  I then told M.  Barbaro to let the count know in what
sense he was to understand Steffani's death.  He undertook to do it,
and we retired to rest.

I slept only four or five hours, and, dressing myself quickly,
hurried to my beloved mistress.  I told the widow not to serve the
coffee until we called for it, because we wanted to remain quiet and
undisturbed for some hours, having several important letters to
write.

I found the lovely countess in bed, but awake, and her eyes beaming
with happiness and contentment.  For a fortnight I had only seen her
sad, melancholy, and thoughtful.  Her pleased countenance, which I
naturally ascribed to my influence, filled me with joy.  We commenced
as all happy lovers always do, and we were both unsparing of the
mutual proofs of our love, tenderness, and gratitude.

After our delightful amorous sport, I told her the news, but love had
so completely taken possession of her pure and sensitive soul, that
what had been important was now only an accessory.  But the news of
her seducer having turned a Capuchin friar filled her with amazement,
and, passing very sensible remarks on the extraordinary event, she
pitied Steffani.  When we can feel pity, we love no longer, but a
feeling of pity succeeding love is the characteristic only of a great
and generous mind.  She was much pleased with me for having informed
my three friends of her being under my protection, and she left to my
care all the necessary arrangements for obtaining a reconciliation
with her father.

Now and then we recollected that the time of our separation was near
at hand, our grief was bitter, but we contrived to forget it in the
ecstacy of our amorous enjoyment.

"Ah! why can we not belong for ever to each other?" the charming girl
would exclaim.  "It is not my acquaintance with Steffani, it is your
loss which will seal my eternal misery."

But it was necessary to bring our delightful interview to a close,
for the hours were flying with fearful rapidity.  I left her happy,
her eyes wet with tears of intense felicity.

At the dinner-table M. Barbaro told me that he had paid a visit to
his relative, Steffani's mother, and that she had not appeared sorry
at the decision taken by her son, although he was her only child.

"He had the choice," she said, "between killing himself and turning
friar, and he took the wiser course."

The woman spoke like a good Christian, and she professed to be one;
but she spoke like an unfeeling mother, and she was truly one, for
she was wealthy, and if she had not been cruelly avaricious her son
would not have been reduced to the fearful alternative of committing
suicide or of becoming a Capuchin friar.

The last and most serious motive which caused the despair of
Steffani, who is still alive, remained a mystery for everybody.  My
Memoirs will raise the veil when no one will care anything about it.

The count and his son were, of course, greatly surprised, and the
event made them still more desirous of discovering the young lady.
In order to obtain a clue to her place of refuge, the count had
resolved on summoning before the Council of Ten all the parties,
accused and accusing, whose names he had on his list, with the
exception of myself.  His determination made it necessary for us to
inform him that his daughter was in my hands, and M. de Bragadin
undertook to let him know the truth.

We were all invited to supper by the count, and we went to his
hostelry, with the exception of M. de Bragadin, who had declined the
invitation.  I was thus prevented from seeing my divinity that
evening, but early the next morning I made up for lost time, and as
it had been decided that her father would on that very day be
informed of her being under my care, we remained together until noon.
We had no hope of contriving another meeting, for I had promised to
bring her brother in the afternoon.

The count and his son dined with us, and after dinner M. de Bragadin
said,

"I have joyful news for you, count; your beloved daughter has been
found!"

What an agreeable surprise for the father and son!  M. de Bragadin
handed them the promise of marriage written by Steffani, and said,

"This, gentlemen, evidently brought your lovely young lady to the
verge of madness when she found that he had gone from C---- without
her.  She left your house alone on foot, and as she landed in Venice
Providence threw her in the way of this young man, who induced her to
follow him, and has placed her under the care of an honest woman,
whom she has not left since, whom she will leave only to fall in your
arms as soon as she is certain of your forgiveness for the folly she
has committed."

"Oh! let her have no doubt of my forgiving her," exclaimed the
father, in the ecstacy of joy, and turning to me, "Dear sir, I beg of
you not to delay the fortunate moment on which the whole happiness of
my life depends."

I embraced him warmly, saying that his daughter would be restored to
him on the following day, and that I would let his son see her that
very afternoon, so as to give him an opportunity of preparing her by
degrees for that happy reconciliation.  M. Barbaro desired to
accompany us, and the young man, approving all my arrangements,
embraced me, swearing everlasting friendship and gratitude.

We went out all three together, and a gondola carried us in a few
minutes to the place where I was guarding a treasure more precious
than the golden apples of the Hesperides.  But, alas!  I was on the
point of losing that treasure, the remembrance of which causes me,
even now, a delicious trembling.

I preceded my two companions in order to prepare my lovely young
friend for the visit, and when I told her that, according to my
arrangements, her father would not see her till on the following day:

"Ah!" she exclaimed with the accent of true happiness, "then we can
spend a few more hours together!  Go, dearest, go and bring my
brother."

I returned with my companions, but how can I paint that truly
dramatic situation?  Oh! how inferior art must ever be to nature!
The fraternal love, the delight beaming upon those two beautiful
faces, with a slight shade of confusion on that of the sister, the
pure joy shining in the midst of their tender caresses, the most
eloquent exclamations followed by a still more eloquent silence,
their loving looks which seem like flashes of lightning in the midst
of a dew of tears, a thought of politeness which brings blushes on
her countenance, when she recollects that she has forgotten her duty
towards a nobleman whom she sees for the first time, and finally
there was my part, not a speaking one, but yet the most important of
all.  The whole formed a living picture to which the most skilful
painter could not have rendered full justice.

We sat down at last, the young countess between her brother and M.
Barbaro, on the sofa, I, opposite to her, on a low foot-stool.

"To whom, dear sister, are we indebted for the happiness of having
found you again?"

"To my guardian angel," she answered, giving me her hand, "to this
generous man who was waiting for me, as if Heaven had sent him with
the special mission of watching over your sister; it is he who has
saved me, who has prevented me from falling into the gulf which
yawned under my feet, who has rescued me from the shame threatening
me, of which I had then no conception; it is to him I am indebted for
all, to him who, as you see, kisses my hand now for the first time."

And she pressed her handkerchief to her beautiful eyes to dry her
tears, but ours were flowing at the same time.

Such is true virtue, which never loses its nobleness, even when
modesty compels it to utter some innocent falsehood.  But the
charming girl had no idea of being guilty of an untruth.  It was a
pure, virtuous soul which was then speaking through her lips, and she
allowed it to speak.  Her virtue seemed to whisper to her that, in
spite of her errors, it had never deserted her.  A young girl who
gives way to a real feeling of love cannot be guilty of a crime, or
be exposed to remorse.

Towards the end of our friendly visit, she said that she longed to
throw herself at her father's feet, but that she wished to see him
only in the evening, so as not to give any opportunity to the gossips
of the place, and it was agreed that the meeting, which was to be the
last scene of the drama, should take place the next day towards the
evening.

We returned to the count's hostelry for supper, and the excellent
man, fully persuaded that he was indebted to me for his honour as
well as for his daughter's, looked at me with admiration, and spoke
to me with gratitude.  Yet he was not sorry to have ascertained
himself, and before I had said so, that I had been the first man who
had spoken to her after landing.  Before parting in the evening, M.
Barbaro invited them to dinner for the next day.

I went to my charming mistress very early the following morning, and,
although there was some danger in protracting our interview, we did
not give it a thought, or, if we did, it only caused us to make good
use of the short time that we could still devote to love.

After having enjoyed, until our strength was almost expiring, the
most delightful, the most intense voluptuousness in which mutual
ardour can enfold two young, vigorous, and passionate lovers, the
young countess dressed herself, and, kissing her slippers, said she
would never part with them as long as she lived.  I asked her to give
me a lock of her hair, which she did at once.  I meant to have it
made into a chain like the one woven with the hair of Madame F----,
which I still wore round my neck.

Towards dusk, the count and his son, M.  Dandolo, M. Barbaro, and
myself, proceeded together to the abode of the young countess.  The
moment she saw her father, she threw herself on her knees before him,
but the count, bursting into tears, took her in his arms, covered her
with kisses, and breathed over her words of forgiveness, of love and
blessing.  What a scene for a man of sensibility!  An hour later we
escorted the family to the inn, and, after wishing them a pleasant
journey, I went back with my two friends to M. de Bragadin, to whom I
gave a faithful account of what had taken place.

We thought that they had left Venice, but the next morning they
called at the place in a peotta with six rowers.  The count said that
they could not leave the city without seeing us once more; without
thanking us again, and me particularly, for all we had done for them.
M. de Bragadin, who had not seen the young countess before, was
struck by her extraordinary likeness to her brother.

They partook of some refreshments, and embarked in their peotta,
which was to carry them, in twenty-four hours, to Ponte di Lago
Oscuro, on the River Po, near the frontiers of the papal states.  It
was only with my eyes that I could express to the lovely girl all the
feelings which filled my heart, but she understood the language, and
I had no difficulty in interpreting the meaning of her looks.

Never did an introduction occur in better season than that of the
count to M. Barbaro.  It saved the honour of a respectable family;
and it saved me from the unpleasant consequences of an interrogatory
in the presence of the Council of Ten, during which I should have
been convicted of having taken the young girl with me, and compelled
to say what I had done with her.

A few days afterwards we all proceeded to Padua to remain in that
city until the end of autumn.  I was grieved not to find Doctor Gozzi
in Padua; he had been appointed to a benefice in the country, and he
was living there with Bettina; she had not been able to remain with
the scoundrel who had married her only for the sake of her small
dowry, and had treated her very ill.

I did not like the quiet life of Padua, and to avoid dying from ennui
I fell in love with a celebrated Venetian courtesan.  Her name was
Ancilla; sometime after, the well-known dancer, Campioni, married her
and took her to London, where she caused the death of a very worthy
Englishman.  I shall have to mention her again in four years; now I
have only to speak of a certain circumstance which brought my love
adventure with her to a close after three or four weeks.

Count Medini, a young, thoughtless fellow like myself, and with
inclinations of much the same cast, had introduced me to Ancilla.
The count was a confirmed gambler and a thorough enemy of fortune.
There was a good deal of gambling going on at Ancilla's, whose
favourite lover he was, and the fellow had presented me to his
mistress only to give her the opportunity of making a dupe of me at
the card-table.

And, to tell the truth, I was a dupe at first; not thinking of any
foul play, I accepted ill luck without complaining; but one day I
caught them cheating.  I took a pistol out of my pocket, and, aiming
at Medini's breast, I threatened to kill him on the spot unless he
refunded at once all the gold they had won from me.  Ancilla fainted
away, and the count, after refunding the money, challenged me to
follow him out and measure swords.  I placed my pistols on the table,
and we went out.  Reaching a convenient spot, we fought by the bright
light of the moon, and I was fortunate enough to give him a gash
across the shoulder.  He could not move his arm, and he had to cry
for mercy.

After that meeting, I went to bed and slept quietly, but in the
morning I related the whole affair to my father, and he advised me to
leave Padua immediately, which I did.

Count Medini remained my enemy through all his life.  I shall have
occasion to speak of him again when I reach Naples.

The remainder of the year 1746 passed off quietly, without any events
of importance.  Fortune was now favourable to me and now adverse.

Towards the end of January, 1747, I received a letter from the young
countess A---- S----, who had married the Marquis of ---- .  She
entreated me not to appear to know her, if by chance I visited the
town in which she resided, for she had the happiness of having linked
her destiny to that of a man who had won her heart after he had
obtained her hand.

I had already heard from her brother that, after their return to
C----, her mother had taken her to the city from which her letter was
written, and there, in the house of a relative with whom she was
residing, she had made the acquaintance of the man who had taken upon
himself the charge of her future welfare and happiness.  I saw her
one year afterwards, and if it had not been for her letter, I should
certainly have solicited an introduction to her husband.  Yet, peace
of mind has greater charms even than love; but, when love is in the
way, we do not think so.

For a fortnight I was the lover of a young Venetian girl, very
handsome, whom her father, a certain Ramon, exposed to public
admiration as a dancer at the theatre.  I might have remained longer
her captive, if marriage had not forcibly broken my chains.  Her
protectress, Madame Cecilia Valmarano, found her a very proper
husband in the person of a French dancer, called Binet, who had
assumed the name of Binetti, and thus his young wife had not to
become a French woman; she soon won great fame in more ways than one.
She was strangely privileged; time with its heavy hand seemed to have
no power over her.  She always appeared young, even in the eyes of
the best judges of faded, bygone female beauty.  Men, as a general
rule, do not ask for anything more, and they are right in not racking
their brain for the sake of being convinced that they are the dupes
of external appearance.  The last lover that the wonderful Binetti
killed by excess of amorous enjoyment was a certain Mosciuski, a
Pole, whom fate brought to Venice seven or eight years ago; she had
then reached her sixty-third year!

My life in Venice would have been pleasant and happy, if I could have
abstained from punting at basset.  The ridotti were only open to
noblemen who had to appear without masks, in their patrician robes,
and wearing the immense wig which had become indispensable since the
beginning of the century.  I would play, and I was wrong, for I had
neither prudence enough to leave off when fortune was adverse, nor
sufficient control over myself to stop when I had won.  I was then
gambling through a feeling of avarice.  I was extravagant by taste,
and I always regretted the money I had spent, unless it had been won
at the gaming-table, for it was only in that case that the money had,
in my opinion, cost me nothing.

At the end of January, finding myself under the necessity of
procuring two hundred sequins, Madame Manzoni contrived to obtain for
me from another woman the loan of a diamond ring worth five hundred.
I made up my mind to go to Treviso, fifteen miles distant from
Venice, to pawn the ring at the Mont-de-piete, which there lends
money upon valuables at the rate of five per cent.  That useful
establishment does not exist in Venice, where the Jews have always
managed to keep the monopoly in their hands.

I got up early one morning, and walked to the end of the canale
regio, intending to engage a gondola to take me as far as Mestra,
where I could take post horses, reach Treviso in less than two hours,
pledge my diamond ring, and return to Venice the same evening.

As I passed along St. Job's Quay, I saw in a two-oared gondola a
country girl beautifully dressed.  I stopped to look at her; the
gondoliers, supposing that I wanted an opportunity of reaching Mestra
at a cheap rate, rowed back to the shore.

Observing the lovely face of the young girl, I do not hesitate, but
jump into the gondola, and pay double fare, on condition that no more
passengers are taken.  An elderly priest was seated near the young
girl, he rises to let me take his place, but I politely insist upon
his keeping it.




CHAPTER XIX

I Fall in Love with Christine, and Find a Husband Worthy of Her--
Christine's Wedding


"Those gondoliers," said the elderly priest, ad dressing me in order
to begin the conversation, "are very fortunate.  They took us up at
the Rialto for thirty soldi, on condition that they would be allowed
to embark other passengers, and here is one already; they will
certainly find more."

"When I am in a gondola, reverend sir, there is no room left for any
more passengers."

So saying, I give forty more soldi to the gondoliers, who, highly
pleased with my generosity, thank me and call me excellency.  The
good priest, accepting that title as truly belonging to me, entreats
my pardon for not having addressed me as such.

"I am not a Venetian nobleman, reverend sir, and I have no right to
the title of Excellenza."

"Ah!" says the young lady, "I am very glad of it."

"Why so, signora?"

"Because when I find myself near a nobleman I am afraid.  But I
suppose that you are an illustrissimo."

"Not even that, signora; I am only an advocate's clerk."

"So much the better, for I like to be in the company of persons who
do not think themselves above me.  My father was a farmer, brother of
my uncle here, rector of P----, where I was born and bred.  As I am
an only daughter I inherited my father's property after his death,
and I shall likewise be heiress to my mother, who has been ill a long
time and cannot live much longer, which causes me a great deal of
sorrow; but it is the doctor who says it.  Now, to return to my
subject, I do not suppose that there is much difference between an
advocate's clerk and the daughter of a rich farmer.  I only say so
for the sake of saying something, for I know very well that, in
travelling, one must accept all sorts of companions: is it not so,
uncle?"

"Yes, my dear Christine, and as a proof you see that this gentleman
has accepted our company without knowing who or what we are."

"But do you think I would have come if I had not been attracted by
the beauty of your lovely niece?"

At these words the good people burst out laughing.  As I did not
think that there was anything very comic in what I had said, I judged
that my travelling companions were rather simple, and I was not sorry
to find them so.

"Why do you laugh so heartily, beautiful 'demigella'?  Is it to shew
me your fine teeth?  I confess that I have never seen such a splendid
set in Venice."

"Oh! it is not for that, sir, although everyone in Venice has paid me
the same compliment.  I can assure you that in P---- all the 'girls
have teeth as fine as mine.  Is it not a fact, uncle?"

"Yes, my dear niece."

"I was laughing, sir, at a thing which I will never tell you."

"Oh! tell me, I entreat you."

"Oh!  certainly not, never."

"I will tell you myself," says the curate.

"You will not," she exclaims, knitting her beautiful eyebrows.  "If
you do I will go away."

"I defy you to do it, my dear.  Do you know what she said, sir, when
she saw you on the wharf?  'Here is a very handsome young man who is
looking at me, and would not be sorry to be with us.'  And when she
saw that the gondoliers were putting back for you to embark she was
delighted."

While the uncle was speaking to me, the indignant niece was slapping
him on the shoulder.

"Why are you angry, lovely Christine, at my hearing that you liked my
appearance, when I am so glad to let you know how truly charming I
think you?"

"You are glad for a moment.  Oh! I know the Venetians thoroughly now.
They have all told me that they were charmed with me, and not one of
those I would have liked ever made a declaration to me."

"What sort of declaration did you want?"

"There's only one sort for me, sir; the declaration leading to a good
marriage in church, in the sight of all men.  Yet we remained a
fortnight in Venice; did we not, uncle?"

"This girl," said the uncle, "is a good match, for she possesses
three thousand crowns.  She has always said that she would marry only
a Venetian, and I have accompanied her to Venice to give her an
opportunity of being known.  A worthy woman gave us hospitality for a
fortnight, and has presented my niece in several houses where she
made the acquaintance of marriageable young men, but those who
pleased her would not hear of marriage, and those who would have been
glad to marry her did not take her fancy."

"But do you imagine, reverend sir, that marriages can be made like
omelets?  A fortnight in Venice, that is nothing; you ought to live
there at least six months.  Now, for instance, I think your niece
sweetly pretty, and I should consider myself fortunate if the wife
whom God intends for me were like her, but, even if she offered me
now a dowry of fifty thousand crowns on condition that our wedding
takes place immediately, I would refuse her.  A prudent young man
wants to know the character of a girl before he marries her, for it
is neither money nor beauty which can ensure happiness in married
life."

"What do you mean by character?" asked Christine; "is it a beautiful
hand-writing?"

"No, my dear.  I mean the qualities of the mind and the heart.  I
shall most likely get married sometime, and I have been looking for a
wife for the last three years, but I am still looking in vain.  I
have known several young girls almost as lovely as you are, and all
with a good marriage portion, but after an acquaintance of two or
three months I found out that they could not make me happy."

"In what were they deficient?"

"Well, I will tell you, because you are not acquainted with them, and
there can be no indiscretion on my part.  One whom I certainly would
have married, for I loved her dearly, was extremely vain.  She would
have ruined me in fashionable clothes and by her love for luxuries.
Fancy! she was in the habit of paying one sequin every month to the
hair-dresser, and as much at least for pomatum and perfumes."

"She was a giddy, foolish girl.  Now, I spend only ten soldi in one
year on wax which I mix with goat's grease, and there I have an
excellent pomatum."

"Another, whom I would have married two years ago, laboured under a
disease which would have made me unhappy; as soon as I knew of it, I
ceased my visits."

"What disease was it?"

"A disease which would have prevented her from being a mother, and,
if I get married, I wish to have children."

"All that is in God's hands, but I know that my health is excellent.
Is it not, uncle?"

"Another was too devout, and that does not suit me.  She was so over-
scrupulous that she was in the habit of going to her confessor twice
a week, and every time her confession lasted at least one hour.  I
want my wife to be a good Christian, but not bigoted."

"She must have been a great sinner, or else she was very foolish.  I
confess only once a month, and get through everything in two minutes.
Is it not true, uncle?  and if you were to ask me any questions,
uncle, I should not know what more to say."

"One young lady thought herself more learned than I, although she
would, every minute, utter some absurdity.  Another was always low-
spirited, and my wife must be cheerful."

"Hark to that, uncle!  You and my mother are always chiding me for my
cheerfulness."

"Another, whom I did not court long, was always afraid of being alone
with me, and if I gave her a kiss she would run and tell her mother."

"How silly she must have been!  I have never yet listened to a lover,
for we have only rude peasants in P----, but I know very well that
there are some things which I would not tell my mother."

"One had a rank breath; another painted her face, and, indeed, almost
every young girl is guilty of that fault.  I am afraid marriage is
out of the question for me, because I want, for instance, my wife to
have black eyes, and in our days almost every woman colours them by
art; but I cannot be deceived, for I am a good judge."

"Are mine black?"

"You are laughing?"

"I laugh because your eyes certainly appear to be black, but they are
not so in reality.  Never mind, you are very charming in spite of
that."

"Now, that is amusing.  You pretend to be a good judge, yet you say
that my eyes are dyed black.  My eyes, sir, whether beautiful or
ugly, are now the same as God made them.  Is it not so, uncle?"

"I never had any doubt of it, my dear niece."

"And you do not believe me, sir?"

"No, they are too beautiful for me to believe them natural."

"Oh, dear me!  I cannot bear it."

"Excuse me, my lovely damigella, I am afraid I have been too
sincere."

After that quarrel we remained silent.  The good curate smiled now
and then, but his niece found it very hard to keep down her sorrow.

At intervals I stole a look at her face, and could see that she was
very near crying.  I felt sorry, for she was a charming girl.  In her
hair, dressed in the fashion of wealthy countrywomen, she had more
than one hundred sequins' worth of gold pins and arrows which
fastened the plaits of her long locks as dark as ebony.  Heavy gold
ear-rings, and a long chain, which was wound twenty times round her
snowy neck, made a fine contrast to her complexion, on which the
lilies and the roses were admirably blended.  It was the first time
that I had seen a country beauty in such splendid apparel.  Six years
before, Lucie at Pasean had captivated me, but in a different manner.

Christine did not utter a single word, she was in despair, for her
eyes were truly of the greatest beauty, and I was cruel enough to
attack them.  She evidently hated me, and her anger alone kept back
her tears.  Yet I would not undeceive her, for I wanted her to bring
matters to a climax.

When the gondola had entered the long canal of Marghera, I asked the
clergyman whether he had a carriage to go to Treviso, through which
place he had to pass to reach P----.

"I intended to walk," said the worthy man, "for my parish is poor and
I am the same, but I will try to obtain a place for Christine in some
carriage travelling that way."

"You would confer a real kindness on me if you would both accept a
seat in my chaise; it holds four persons, and there is plenty of
room."

"It is a good fortune which we were far from expecting"

"Not at all, uncle; I will not go with this gentleman."

"Why not, my dear niece?"

"Because I will not."

"Such is the way," I remarked, without looking at her, "that
sincerity is generally rewarded."

"Sincerity, sir! nothing of the sort," she exclaimed, angrily, "it is
sheer wickedness.  There can be no true black eyes now for you in the
world, but, as you like them, I am very glad of it."

"You are mistaken, lovely Christine, for I have the means of
ascertaining the truth."

"What means?"

"Only to wash the eyes with a little lukewarm rose-water; or if the
lady cries, the artificial colour is certain to be washed off."

At those words, the scene changed as if by the wand of a conjuror.
The face of the charming girl, which had expressed nothing but
indignation, spite and disdain, took an air of contentment and of
placidity delightful to witness.  She smiled at her uncle who was
much pleased with the change in her countenance, for the offer of the
carriage had gone to his heart.

"Now you had better cry a little, my dear niece, and 'il signore'
will render full justice to your eyes."

Christine cried in reality, but it was immoderate laughter that made
her tears flow.

That species of natural originality pleased me greatly, and as we
were going up the steps at the landing-place, I offered her my full
apologies; she accepted the carriage.  I ordered breakfast, and told
a 'vetturino' to get a very handsome chaise ready while we had our
meal, but the curate said that he must first of all go and say his
mass.

"Very well, reverend sir, we will hear it, and you must say it for my
intention."

I put a silver ducat in his hand.

"It is what I am in the habit of giving," I observed.

My generosity surprised him so much that he wanted to kiss my hand.
We proceeded towards the church, and I offered my arm to the niece
who, not knowing whether she ought to accept it or not, said to me,

"Do you suppose that I cannot walk alone?"

"I have no such idea, but if I do not give you my arm, people will
think me wanting in politeness."

"Well, I will take it.  But now that I have your arm, what will
people think?"

"Perhaps that we love each other and that we make a very nice
couple."

"And if anyone should inform your mistress that we are in love with
each other, or even that you have given your arm to a young girl?"

"I have no mistress, and I shall have none in future, because I could
not find a girl as pretty as you in all Venice."

"I am very sorry for you, for we cannot go again to Venice; and even
if we could, how could we remain there six months?  You said that six
months were necessary to know a girl well."

"I would willingly defray all your expenses."

"Indeed?  Then say so to my uncle, and he will think it over, for I
could not go alone."

"In six months you would know me likewise."

"Oh! I know-you very well already."

"Could you accept a man like me?"

"Why not?"

"And will you love me?"

"Yes, very much, when you are my husband."

I looked at the young girl with astonishment.  She seemed to me a
princess in the disguise of a peasant girl.  Her dress, made of 'gros
de Tours' and all embroidered in gold, was very handsome, and cost
certainly twice as much as the finest dress of a Venetian lady.  Her
bracelets, matching the neckchain, completed her rich toilet.  She
had the figure of a nymph, and the new fashion of wearing a mantle
not having yet reached her village, I could see the most magnificent
bosom, although her dress was fastened up to the neck.  The end of
the richly-embroidered skirt did not go lower than the ankles, which
allowed me to admire the neatest little foot and the lower part of an
exquisitely moulded leg.  Her firm and easy walk, the natural freedom
of all her movements, a charming look which seemed to say, "I am very
glad that you think me pretty," everything, in short, caused the
ardent fire of amorous desires to circulate through my veins.  I
could not conceive how such a lovely girl could have spent a
fortnight in Venice without finding a man to marry or to deceive her.
I was particularly delighted with her simple, artless way of talking,
which in the city might have been taken for silliness.

Absorbed in my thoughts, and having resolved in my own mind on
rendering brilliant homage to her charms, I waited impatiently for
the end of the mass.

After breakfast I had great difficulty in convincing the curate that
my seat in the carriage was the last one, but I found it easier to
persuade him on our arrival in Treviso to remain for dinner and for
supper at a small, unfrequented inn, as I took all the expense upon
myself.  He accepted very willingly when I added that immediately
after supper a carriage would be in readiness to convey him to P----,
where he would arrive in an hour after a peasant journey by
moonlight.  He had nothing to hurry him on, except his wish to say
mass in his own church the next morning.

I ordered a fire and a good dinner, and the idea struck me that the
curate himself might pledge the ring for me, and thus give me the
opportunity of a short interview with his niece.  I proposed it to
him, saying that I could not very well go myself, as I did not wish
to be known.  He undertook the commission at once, expressing his
pleasure at doing something to oblige me.

He left us, and I remained alone with Christine.  I spent an hour
with her without trying to give her even a kiss, although I was dying
to do so, but I prepared her heart to burn with the same desires
which were already burning in me by those words which so easily
inflame the imagination of a young 'girl.

The curate came back and returned me the ring, saying that it could
not be pledged until the day after the morrow, in consequence of the
Festival of the Holy Virgin.  He had spoken to the cashier, who had
stated that if I liked the bank would lend double the sum I had
asked.

"My dear sir," I said, "you would greatly oblige me if you would come
back here from P---- to pledge the ring yourself.  Now that it has
been offered once by you, it might look very strange if it were
brought by another person.  Of course I will pay all your expenses."

"I promise you to come back."

I hoped he would bring his niece with him.

I was seated opposite to Christine during the dinner, and discovered
fresh charms in her every minute, but, fearing I might lose her
confidence if I tried to obtain some slight favour, I made up my mind
not to go to work too quickly, and to contrive that the curate should
take her again to Venice.  I thought that there only I could manage
to bring love into play and to give it the food it requires.

"Reverend sir," I said, "let me advise you to take your niece again
to Venice.  I undertake to defray all expenses, and to find an honest
woman with whom your Christine will be as safe as with her own
mother.  I want to know her well in order to make her my wife, and if
she comes to Venice our marriage is certain."

"Sir, I will bring my niece myself to Venice as soon as you inform me
that you have found a worthy woman with whom I can leave her in
safety."

While we were talking I kept looking at Christine, and I could see
her smile with contentment.

"My dear Christine," I said, "within a week I shall have arranged the
affair.  In the meantime, I will write to you.  I hope that you have
no objection to correspond with me."

"My uncle will write for me, for I have never been taught writing."

"What, my dear child! you wish to become the wife of a Venetian, and
you cannot write."

"Is it then necessary to know how to write in order to become a wife?
I can read well."

"That is not enough, and although a girl can be a wife and a mother
without knowing how to trace one letter, it is generally admitted
that a young girl ought to be able to write.  I wonder you never
learned."

"There is no wonder in that, for not one girl in our village can do
it.  Ask my uncle."

"It is perfectly true, but there is not one who thinks of getting
married in Venice, and as you wish for a Venetian husband you must
learn."

"Certainly," I said, "and before you come to Venice, for everybody
would laugh at you, if you could not write.  I see that it makes you
sad, my dear, but it cannot be helped."

"I am sad, because I cannot learn writing in a week."

"I undertake," said her uncle, "to teach you in a fortnight, if you
will only practice diligently.  You will then know enough to be able
to improve by your own exertions."

"It is a great undertaking, but I accept it; I promise you to work
night and day, and to begin to-morrow."

After dinner, I advised the priest not to leave that evening, to rest
during the night, and I observed that, by going away before day-
break, he would reach P---- in good time, and feel all the better for
it.  I made the same proposal to him in the evening, and when he saw
that his niece was sleepy, he was easily persuaded to remain.  I
called for the innkeeper, ordered a carriage for the clergyman, and
desired that a fire might be lit for me in the next room where I
would sleep, but the good priest said that it was unnecessary,
because there were two large beds in our room, that one would be for
me and the other for him and his niece.

"We need not undress," he added, "as we mean to leave very early, but
you can take off your clothes, sir, because you are not going with
us, and you will like to remain in bed to-morrow morning."

"Oh!" remarked Christine, "I must undress myself, otherwise I could
not sleep, but I only want a few minutes to get ready in the
morning."

I said nothing, but I was amazed.  Christine then, lovely and
charming enough to wreck the chastity of a Xenocrates, would sleep
naked with her uncle!  True, he was old, devout, and without any of
the ideas which might render such a position dangerous, yet the
priest was a man, he had evidently felt like all men, and he ought to
have known the danger he was exposing himself to.  My carnal-
mindedness could not realize such a state of innocence.  But it was
truly innocent, so much so that he did it openly, and did not suppose
that anyone could see anything wrong in it.  I saw it all plainly,
but I was not accustomed to such things, and felt lost in wonderment.
As I advanced in age and in experience, I have seen the same custom
established in many countries amongst honest people whose good morals
were in no way debased by it, but it was amongst good people, and I
do not pretend to belong to that worthy class.

We had had no meat for dinner, and my delicate palate was not over-
satisfied.  I went down to the kitchen myself, and I told the
landlady that I wanted the best that could be procured in Treviso for
supper, particularly in wines.

"If you do not mind the expense, sir, trust to me, and I undertake to
please you.  I will give you some Gatta wine."

"All right, but let us have supper early."

When I returned to our room, I found Christine caressing the cheeks
of her old uncle, who was laughing; the good man was seventy-five
years old.

"Do you know what is the matter?" he said to me; "my niece is
caressing me because she wants me to leave her here until my return.
She tells me that you were like brother and sister during the hour
you have spent alone together this morning, and I believe it, but she
does not consider that she would be a great trouble to you."

"Not at all, quite the reverse, she will afford me great pleasure,
for I think her very charming.  As to our mutual behaviour, I believe
you can trust us both to do our duty."

"I have no doubt of it.  Well, I will leave her under your care until
the day after to-morrow.  I will come back early in the morning so as
to attend to your business."

This extraordinary and unexpected arrangement caused the blood to
rush to my head with such violence that my nose bled profusely for a
quarter of an hour.  It did not frighten me, because I was used to
such accidents, but the good priest was in a great fright, thinking
that it was a serious haemorrhage.

When I had allayed his anxiety, he left us on some business of his
own, saying that he would return at night-fall.  I remained alone
with the charming, artless Christine, and lost no time in thanking
her for the confidence she placed in me.

"I can assure you," she said, "that I wish you to have a thorough
knowledge of me; you will see that I have none of the faults which
have displeased you so much in the young ladies you have known in
Venice, and I promise to learn writing immediately."

"You are charming and true; but you must be discreet in P----, and
confide to no one that we have entered into an agreement with each
other.  You must act according to your uncle's instructions, for it
is to him that I intend to write to make all arrangements."

"You may rely upon my discretion.  I will not say anything even to my
mother, until you give me permission to do so."

I passed the afternoon, in denying myself even the slightest
liberties with my lovely companion, but falling every minute deeper
in love with her.  I told her a few love stories which I veiled
sufficiently not to shock her modesty.  She felt interested, and I
could see that, although she did not always understand, she pretended
to do so, in order not to appear ignorant.

When her uncle returned, I had arranged everything in my mind to make
her my wife, and I resolved on placing her, during her stay in
Venice, in the house of the same honest widow with whom I had found a
lodging for my beautiful Countess A---- S----.

We had a delicious supper.  I had to teach Christine how to eat
oysters and truffles, which she then saw for the first time.  Gatta
wine is like champagne, it causes merriment without intoxicating, but
it cannot be kept for more than one year.  We went to bed before
midnight, and it was broad daylight when I awoke.  The curate had
left the room so quietly that I had not heard him.

I looked towards the other bed, Christine was asleep.  I wished her
good morning, she opened her eyes, and leaning on her elbow, she
smiled sweetly.

"My uncle has gone.  I did not hear him."

"Dearest Christine, you are as lovely as one of God's angels.  I have
a great longing to give you a kiss."

"If you long for a kiss, my dear friend, come and give me one."

I jump out of my bed, decency makes her hide her face.  It was cold,
and I was in love.  I find myself in her arms by one of those
spontaneous movements which sentiment alone can cause, and we belong
to each other without having thought of it, she happy and rather
confused, I delighted, yet unable to realize the truth of a victory
won without any contest.

An hour passed in the midst of happiness, during which we forgot the
whole world.  Calm followed the stormy gusts of passionate love, and
we gazed at each other without speaking.

Christine was the first to break the silence

"What have we done?" she said, softly and lovingly.

"We have become husband and wife."

"What will my uncle say to-morrow?"

"He need not know anything about it until he gives us the nuptial
benediction in his own church."

"And when will he do so?"

"As soon as we have completed all the arrangements.  necessary for a
public marriage."

"How long will that be?"

"About a month."

"We cannot be married during Lent."

"I will obtain permission."

"You are not deceiving me?"

"No, for I adore you."

"Then, you no longer want to know me better?"

"No; I know you thoroughly now, and I feel certain that you will make
me happy."

"And will you make me happy, too?"

"I hope so."

"Let us get up and go to church.  Who could have believed that, to
get a husband, it was necessary not to go to Venice, but to come back
from that city!"

We got up, and, after partaking of some breakfast, we went to hear
mass.  The morning passed off quickly, but towards dinner-time I
thought that Christine looked different to what she did the day
before, and I asked her the reason of that change.

"It must be," she said, "the same reason which causes you to be
thoughtful."

"An air of thoughtfulness, my dear, is proper to love when it finds
itself in consultation with honour.  This affair has become serious,
and love is now compelled to think and consider.  We want to be
married in the church, and we cannot do it before Lent, now that we
are in the last days of carnival; yet we cannot wait until Easter, it
would be too long.  We must therefore obtain a dispensation in order
to be married.  Have I not reason to be thoughtful?"

Her only answer was to come and kiss me tenderly.  I had spoken the
truth, yet I had not told her all my reasons for being so pensive.  I
found myself drawn into an engagement which was not disagreeable to
me, but I wished it had not been so very pressing.  I could not
conceal from myself that repentance was beginning to creep into my
amorous and well-disposed mind, and I was grieved at it.  I felt
certain, however, that the charming girl would never have any cause
to reproach me for her misery.

We had the whole evening before us, and as she had told me that she
had never gone to a theatre, I resolved on affording her that
pleasure.  I sent for a Jew from whom I procured everything necessary
to disguise her, and we went to the theatre.  A man in love enjoys no
pleasure but that which he gives to the woman he loves.  After the
performance was over, I took her to the Casino, and her astonishment
made me laugh when she saw for the first time a faro bank.  I had not
money enough to play myself, but I had more than enough to amuse her
and to let her play a reasonable game.  I gave her ten sequins, and
explained what she had to do.  She did not even know the cards, yet
in less than an hour she had won one hundred sequins.  I made her
leave off playing, and we returned to the inn.  When we were in our
room, I told her to see how much money she had, and when I assured
her that all that gold belonged to her, she thought it was a dream.

"Oh! what will my uncle say?" she exclaimed.

We had a light supper, and spent a delightful night, taking good care
to part by day-break, so as not to be caught in the same bed by the
worthy ecclesiastic.  He arrived early and found us sleeping soundly
in our respective beds.  He woke me, and I gave him the ring which he
went to pledge immediately.  When he returned two hours later, he saw
us dressed and talking quietly near the fire.  As soon as he came in,
Christine rushed to embrace him, and she shewed him all the gold she
had in her possession.  What a pleasant surprise for the good old
priest!  He did not know how to express his wonder!  He thanked God
for what he called a miracle, and he concluded by saying that we were
made to insure each other's happiness.

The time to part had come.  I promised to pay them a visit in the
first days of Lent, but on condition that on my arrival in P---- I
would not find anyone informed of my name or of my concerns.  The
curate gave me the certificate of birth of his niece and the account
of her possessions.  As soon as they had gone I took my departure for
Venice, full of love for the charming girl, and determined on keeping
my engagement with her.  I knew how easy it would be for me to
convince my three friends that my marriage had been irrevocably
written in the great book of fate.

My return caused the greatest joy to the three excellent men,
because, not being accustomed to see me three days absent, M.
Dandolo and M.  Barbaro were afraid of some accident having befallen
me; but M. de Bragadin's faith was stronger, and he allayed their
fears, saying to them that, with Paralis watching over me, I could
not be in any danger.

The very next day I resolved on insuring Christine's happiness
without making her my wife.  I had thought of marrying her when I
loved her better than myself, but after obtaining possession the
balance was so much on my side that my self-love proved stronger than
my love for Christine.  I could not make up my mind to renounce the
advantages, the hopes which I thought were attached to my happy
independence.  Yet I was the slave of sentiment.  To abandon the
artless, innocent girl seemed to me an awful crime of which I could
not be guilty, and the mere idea of it made me shudder.  I was aware
that she was, perhaps, bearing in her womb a living token of our
mutual love, and I shivered at the bare possibility that her
confidence in me might be repaid by shame and everlasting misery.

I bethought myself of finding her a husband in every way better than
myself; a husband so good that she would not only forgive me for the
insult I should thus be guilty of towards her, but also thank me at
the end, and like me all the better for my deceit.

To find such a husband could not be very difficult, for Christine was
not only blessed with wonderful beauty, and with a well-established
reputation for virtue, but she was also the possessor of a fortune
amounting to four thousand Venetian ducats.

Shut up in a room with the three worshippers of my oracle, I
consulted Paralis upon the affair which I had so much at heart.  The
answer was:

"Serenus must attend to it."

Serenus was the cabalistic name of M. de Bragadin, and the excellent
man immediately expressed himself ready to execute all the orders of
Paralis.  It was my duty to inform him of those orders.

"You must," I said to him, "obtain from the Holy Father a
dispensation for a worthy and virtuous girl, so as to give her the
privilege of marrying during Lent in the church of her village; she
is a young country girl.  Here is her certificate of birth.  The
husband is not yet known; but it does not matter, Paralis undertakes
to find one."

"Trust to me," said my father, "I will write at once to our
ambassador in Rome, and I will contrive to have my letter sent by
special express.  You need not be anxious, leave it all to me, I will
make it a business of state, and I must obey Paralis all the more
readily that I foresee that the intended husband is one of us four.
Indeed, we must prepare ourselves to obey."

I had some trouble in keeping my laughter down, for it was in my
power to metamorphose Christine into a grand Venetian lady, the wife
of a senator; but that was not my intention.  I again consulted the
oracle in order to ascertain who would be the husband of the young
girl, and the answer was that M. Dandolo was entrusted with the care
of finding one, young, handsome, virtuous, and able to serve the
Republic, either at home or abroad.  M. Dandolo was to consult me
before concluding any arrangements.  I gave him courage for his task
by informing him that the girl had a dowry of four thousand ducats,
but I added that his choice was to be made within a fortnight.  M.
de Bragadin, delighted at not being entrusted with the commission,
laughed heartily.

Those arrangements made me feel at peace with myself.  I was certain
that the husband I wanted would be found, and I only thought of
finishing the carnival gaily, and of contriving to find my purse
ready for a case of emergency.

Fortune soon rendered me possessor of a thousand sequins.  I paid my
debts, and the licence for the marriage having arrived from Rome ten
days after M. de Bragadin had applied for it, I gave him one hundred
ducats, that being the sum it had cost.  The dispensation gave
Christine the right of being married in any church in Christendom,
she would only have to obtain the seal of the episcopal court of the
diocese in which the marriage was to take place, and no publication
of banns was required.  We wanted, therefore, but one thing--a
trifling one, namely, the husband.  M. Dandolo had already proposed
three or four to me, but I had refused them for excellent reasons.
At last he offered one who suited me exactly.

I had to take the diamond ring out of pledge, and not wishing to do
it myself, I wrote to the priest making an appointment in Treviso.  I
was not, of course, surprised when I found that he was accompanied by
his lovely niece, who, thinking that I had come to complete all
arrangements for our marriage, embraced me without ceremony, and I
did the same.  If the uncle had not been present, I am afraid that
those kisses would have caused all my heroism to vanish.  I gave the
curate the dispensation, and the handsome features of Christine shone
with joy.  She certainly could not imagine that I had been working so
actively for others, and, as I was not yet certain of anything, I did
not undeceive her then.  I promised to be in P---- within eight or
ten days, when we would complete all necessary arrangements.  After
dinner, I gave the curate the ticket for the ring and the money to
take it out of pledge, and we retired to rest.  This time, very
fortunately, there was but one bed in the room, and I had to take
another chamber for myself.

The next morning, I went into Christine's room, and found her in bed.
Her uncle had gone out for my diamond ring, and alone with that
lovely girl, I found that I had, when necessary, complete control
over my passions.  Thinking that she was not to be my wife, and that
she would belong to another, I considered it my duty to silence my
desires.  I kissed her, but nothing more.

I spent one hour with her, fighting like Saint Anthony against the
carnal desires of my nature.  I could see the charming girl full of
love and of wonder at my reserve, and I admired her virtue in the
natural modesty which prevented her from making the first advances.
She got out of bed and dressed herself without shewing any
disappointment.  She would, of course, have felt mortified if she bad
had the slightest idea that I despised her, or that I did not value
her charms.

Her uncle returned, gave me the ring, and we had dinner, after which
he treated me to a wonderful exhibition.  Christine had learned how
to write, and, to give me a proof of her talent, she wrote very
fluently and very prettily in my presence.

We parted, after my promising to come back again within ten days, and
I returned to Venice.

On the second Sunday in Lent, M. Dandolo told me with an air of
triumph that the fortunate husband had been found, and that there was
no doubt of my approval of the new candidate.  He named Charles ----
whom I knew by sight--very handsome young man, of irreproachable
conduct, and about twenty-two years of age.  He was clerk to M.
Ragionato and god-son of Count Algarotti, a sister of whom had
married M. Dandolo's brother.

"Charles," said M.  Dandolo to me, "has lost his father and his
mother, and I feel satisfied that his godfather will guarantee the
dowry brought by his wife.  I have spoken to him, and I believe him
disposed to marry an honest girl whose dowry would enable him to
purchase M. Ragionato's office."

"It seems to promise very well, but I cannot decide until I have seen
him."

"I have invited him to dine with us to-morrow."

The young man came, and I found him worthy of all M. Dandolo's
praise.  We became friends at once; he had some taste for poetry, I
read some of my productions to him, and having paid him a visit the
following day, he shewed me several pieces of his own composition
which were well written.  He introduced me to his aunt, in whose
house he lived with his sister, and I was much pleased with their
friendly welcome.  Being alone with him in his room, I asked him what
he thought of love.

"I do not care for love," he answered: "but I should like to get
married in order to have a house of my own."

When I returned to the palace, I told M. Dandolo that he might open
the affair with Count Algarotti, and the count mentioned it to
Charles, who said that he could not give any answer, either one way
or the other, until he should have seen the young girl, talked with
her, and enquired about her reputation.  As for Count Algarotti, he
was ready to be answerable for his god-son, that is to guarantee four
thousand ducats to the wife, provided her dowry was worth that
amount.  Those were only the preliminaries; the rest belonged to my
province.

Dandolo having informed Charles that the matter was entirely in my
hands, he called on me and enquired when I would be kind enough to
introduce him to the young person.  I named the day, adding that it
was necessary to devote a whole day to the visit, as she resided at a
distance of twenty miles from Venice, that we would dine with her and
return the same evening.  He promised to be ready for me by day-
break.  I immediately sent an express to the curate to inform him of
the day on which I would call with a friend of mine whom I wished to
introduce to his niece.

On the appointed day, Charles was punctual.  I took care to let him
know along the road that I had made the acquaintance of the young
girl and of her uncle as travelling companions from Venice to Mestra
about one month before, and that I would have offered myself as a
husband, if I had been in a position to guarantee the dowry of four
thousand ducats.  I did not think it necessary to go any further in
my confidences.

We arrived at the good priest's house two hours before mid-day, and
soon after our arrival, Christine came in with an air of great ease,
expressing all her pleasure at seeing me.  She only bowed to Charles,
enquiring from me whether he was likewise a clerk.

Charles answered that he was clerk at Ragionato.

She pretended to understand, in order not to appear ignorant.

"I want you to look at my writing," she said to me, "and afterwards
we will go and see my mother."

Delighted at the praise bestowed upon her writing by Charles, when he
heard that she had learned only one month, she invited us to follow
her.  Charles asked her why she had waited until the age of nineteen
to study writing.

"Well, sir, what does it matter to you?  Besides, I must tell you
that I am seventeen, and not nineteen years of age."

Charles entreated her to excuse him, smiling at the quickness of her
answer.

She was dressed like a simple country girl, yet very neatly, and she
wore her handsome gold chains round her neck and on her arms.  I told
her to take my arm and that of Charles, which she did, casting
towards me a look of loving obedience.  We went to her mother's
house; the good woman was compelled to keep her bed owing to
sciatica.  As we entered the room, a respectable-looking man, who was
seated near the patient, rose at the sight of Charles, and embraced
him affectionately.  I heard that he was the family physician, and
the circumstance pleased me much.

After we had paid our compliments to the good woman, the doctor
enquired after Charles's aunt and sister; and alluding to the sister
who was suffering from a secret disease, Charles desired to say a few
words to him in private; they left the room together.  Being alone
with the mother and Christine, I praised Charles, his excellent
conduct, his high character, his business abilities, and extolled the
happiness of the woman who would be his wife.  They both confirmed my
praises by saying that everything I said of him could be read on his
features.  I had no time to lose, so I told Christine to be on her
guard during dinner, as Charles might possibly be the husband whom
God had intended for her.

"For me?"

"Yes, for you.  Charles is one of a thousand; you would be much
happier with him than you could be with me; the doctor knows him, and
you could ascertain from him everything which I cannot find time to
tell you now about my friend."

The reader can imagine all I suffered in making this declaration, and
my surprise when I saw the young girl calm and perfectly composed!
Her composure dried the tears already gathering in my eyes.  After a
short silence, she asked me whether I was certain that such a
handsome young man would have her.  That question gave me an insight
into Christine's heart and feelings, and quieted all my sorrow, for I
saw that I had not known her well.  I answered that, beautiful as she
was, there was no doubt of her being loved by everybody.

"It will be at dinner, my dear Christine, that my friend will examine
and study you; do not fail to shew all the charms and qualities with
which God has endowed you, but do not let him suspect our intimacy."

"It is all very strange.  Is my uncle informed of this wonderful
change?"

"No."

"If your friend should feel pleased with me, when would he marry me?"

"Within ten days.  I will take care of everything, and you will see
me again in the course of the week:"

Charles came back with the doctor, and Christine, leaving her
mother's bedside, took a chair opposite to us.  She answered very
sensibly all the questions addressed to her by Charles, often
exciting his mirth by her artlessness, but not shewing any silliness.

Oh! charming simplicity! offspring of wit and of ignorance! thy charm
is delightful, and thou alone hast the privilege of saying anything
without ever giving offence!  But how unpleasant thou art when thou
art not natural!  and thou art the masterpiece of art when thou art
imitated with perfection!

We dined rather late, and I took care not to speak to Christine, not
even to look at her, so as not to engross her attention, which she
devoted entirely to Charles, and I was delighted to see with what
ease and interest she kept up the conversation.  After dinner, and as
we were taking leave, I heard the following words uttered by Charles,
which went to my very heart:

"You are made, lovely Christine, to minister to the happiness of a
prince."

And Christine?  This was her answer:

"I should esteem myself fortunate, sir, if you should judge me worthy
of ministering to yours."

These words excited Charles so much that he embraced me!

Christine was simple, but her artlessness did not come from her mind,
only from her heart.  The simplicity of mind is nothing but
silliness, that of the heart is only ignorance and innocence; it is a
quality which subsists even when the cause has ceased to be.  This
young girl, almost a child of nature, was simple in her manners, but
graceful in a thousand trifling ways which cannot be described.  She
was sincere, because she did not know that to conceal some of our
impressions is one of the precepts of propriety, and as her
intentions were pure, she was a stranger to that false shame and mock
modesty which cause pretended innocence to blush at a word, or at a
movement said or made very often without any wicked purpose.

During our journey back to Venice Crarles spoke of nothing but of his
happiness.  He had decidedly fallen in love.

"I will call to-morrow morning upon Count Algarotti," he said to me,
"and you may write to the priest to come with all the necessary
documents to make the contract of marriage which I long to sign."

His delight and his surprise were intense when I told him that my
wedding present to Christine was a dispensation from the Pope for her
to be married in Lent.

"Then," he exclaimed, "we must go full speed ahead!"

In the conference which was held the next day between my young
substitute, his god-father, and M. Dandolo, it was decided that the
parson should be invited to come with his niece.  I undertook to
carry the message, and leaving Venice two hours before morning I
reached P---- early.  The priest said he would be ready to start
immediately after mass.  I then called on Christine, and I treated
her to a fatherly and sentimental sermon, every word of which was
intended to point out to her the true road to happiness in the new
condition which she was on the point of adopting.  I told her how she
ought to behave towards her husband, towards his aunt and his sister,
in order to captivate their esteem and their love.  The last part of
my discourse was pathetic and rather disparaging to myself, for, as I
enforced upon her the necessity of being faithful to her husband, I
was necessarily led to entreat her pardon for having seduced her.
"When you promised to marry me, after we had both been weak enough to
give way to our love, did you intend to deceive me?"

"Certainly not."

"Then you have not deceived me.  On the contrary, I owe you some
gratitude for having thought that, if our union should prove unhappy,
it was better to find another husband for me, and I thank God that
you have succeeded so well.  Tell me, now, what I can answer to your
friend in case he should ask me, during the first night, why I am so
different to what a virgin ought to be?"

"It is not likely that Charles, who is full of reserve and propriety,
would ask you such a thing, but if he should, tell him positively
that you never had a lover, and that you do not suppose yourself to
be different to any other girl."

"Will he believe me?"

"He would deserve your contempt, and entail punishment on himself if
he did not.  But dismiss all anxiety; that will not occur.  A
sensible man, my dear Christine, when he has been rightly brought up,
never ventures upon such a question, because he is not only certain
to displease, but also sure that he will never know the truth, for if
the truth is likely to injure a woman in the opinion of her husband,
she would be very foolish, indeed, to confess it."

"I understand your meaning perfectly, my dear friend; let us, then,
embrace each other for the last time."

"No, for we are alone and I am very weak.  I adore thee as much as
ever."

"Do not cry, dear friend, for, truly speaking, I have no wish for
it."

That simple and candid answer changed my disposition suddenly, and,
instead of crying, I began to laugh.  Christine dressed herself
splendidly, and after breakfast we left P----.  We reached Venice in
four hours.  I lodged them at a good inn, and going to the palace, I
told M. Dandolo that our people had arrived, that it would be his
province to bring them and Charles together on the following day, and
to attend to the matter altogether, because the honour of the future
husband and wife, the respect due to their parents and to propriety,
forbade any further interference on my part.

He understood my reasons, and acted accordingly.  He brought Charles
to me, I presented both of them to the curate and his niece, and then
left them to complete their business.

I heard afterwards from M. Dandolo that they all called upon Count
Algarotti, and at the office of a notary, where the contract of
marriage was signed, and that, after fixing a day for the wedding,
Charles had escorted his intended back to P----.

On his return, Charles paid me a visit.  He told me that Christine
had won by her beauty and pleasing manners the affection of his aunt,
of his sister, and of his god-father, and that they had taken upon
themselves all the expense of the wedding.

"We intend to be married," he added, "on such a day at P----, and I
trust that you will crown your work of kindness by being present at
the ceremony."

I tried to excuse myself, but he insisted with such a feeling of
gratitude, and with so much earnestness, that I was compelled to
accept.  I listened with real pleasure to the account he gave me of
the impression produced upon all his family and upon Count Algarotti
by the beauty, the artlessness, the rich toilet, and especially by
the simple talk of the lovely country girl.

"I am deeply in love with her," Charles said to me, "and I feel that
it is to you that I shall be indebted for the happiness I am sure to
enjoy with my charming wife.  She will soon get rid of her country
way of talking in Venice, because here envy and slander will but too
easily shew her the absurdity of it."

His enthusiasm and happiness delighted me, and I congratulated myself
upon my own work.  Yet I felt inwardly some jealousy, and I could not
help envying a lot which I might have kept for myself.

M. Daridolo and M. Barbaro having been also invited by Charles, I
went with them to P----.  We found the dinner-table laid out in the
rector's house by the servants of Count Algarotti, who was acting as
Charles's father, and having taken upon himself all the expense of
the wedding, had sent his cook and his major-domo to P----.

When I saw Christine, the tears filled my eyes, and I had to leave
the room.  She was dressed as a country girl, but looked as lovely as
a nymph.  Her husband, her uncle, and Count Algarotti had vainly
tried to make her adopt the Venetian costume, but she had very wisely
refused.

"As soon as I am your wife," she had said to Charles, "I will dress
as you please, but here I will not appear before my young companions
in any other costume than the one in which they have always seen me.
I shall thus avoid being laughed at, and accused of pride, by the
girls among whom I have been brought up."

There was in these words something so noble, so just, and so
generous, that Charles thought his sweetheart a supernatural being.
He told me that he had enquired, from the woman with whom Christine
had spent a fortnight, about the offers of marriage she had refused
at that time, and that he had been much surprised, for two of those
offers were excellent ones.

"Christine," he added, "was evidently destined by Heaven for my
happiness, and to you I am indebted for the precious possession of
that treasure."

His gratitude pleased me, and I must render myself the justice of
saying that I entertained no thought of abusing it.  I felt happy in
the happiness I had thus given.

We repaired to the church towards eleven o'clock, and were very much
astonished at the difficulty we experienced in getting in.  A large
number of the nobility of Treviso, curious to ascertain whether it
was true that the marriage ceremony of a country girl would be
publicly performed during Lent when, by waiting only one month, a
dispensation would have been useless, had come to P----.  Everyone
wondered at the permission having been obtained from the Pope,
everyone imagined that there was some extraordinary reason for it,
and was in despair because it was impossible to guess that reason.
In spite of all feelings of envy, every face beamed with pleasure and
satisfaction when the young couple made their appearance, and no one
could deny that they deserved that extraordinary distinction, that
exception to all established rules.

A certain Countess of Tos...., from Treviso, Christine's god-mother,
went up to her after the ceremony, and embraced her most tenderly,
complaining that the happy event had not been communicated to her in
Treviso.  Christine, in her artless way, answered with as much
modesty as sweetness, that the countess ought to forgive her if she
had failed in her duty towards her, on account of the marriage having
been decided on so hastily.  She presented her husband, and begged
Count Algarotti to atone for her error towards her god-mother by
inviting her to join the wedding repast, an invitation which the
countess accepted with great pleasure.  That behaviour, which is
usually the result of a good education and a long experience of
society, was in the lovely peasant-girl due only to a candid and
well-balanced mind which shone all the more because it was all nature
and not art.

As they returned from the church, Charles and Christine knelt down
before the young wife's mother, who gave them her blessing with tears
of joy.

Dinner was served, and, of course, Christine and her happy spouse
took the seats of honour.  Mine was the last, and I was very glad of
it, but although everything was delicious, I ate very little, and
scarcely opened my lips.

Christine was constantly busy, saying pretty things to every one of
her guests, and looking at her husband to make sure that he was
pleased with her.

Once or twice she addressed his aunt and sister in such a gracious
manner that they could not help leaving their places and kissing her
tenderly, congratulating Charles upon his good fortune.  I was seated
not very far from Count Algarotti, and I heard him say several times
to Christine's god-mother that he had never felt so delighted in his
life.

When four o'clock struck, Charles whispered a few words to his lovely
wife, she bowed to her god-mother, and everybody rose from the table.
After the usual compliments--and in this case they bore the stamp of
sincerity--the bride distributed among all the girls of the village,
who were in the adjoining room, packets full of sugar-plums which had
been prepared before hand, and she took leave of them, kissing them
all without any pride.  Count Algarotti invited all the guests to
sleep at a house he had in Treviso, and to partake there of the
dinner usually given the day after the wedding.  The uncle alone
excused himself, and the mother could not come, owing to her disease
which prevented her from moving.  The good woman died three months
after Christine's marriage.

Christine therefore left her village to follow her husband, and for
the remainder of their lives they lived together in mutual happiness.

Count Algarotti, Christine's god-mother and my two noble friends,
went away together.  The bride and bridegroom had, of course, a
carriage to themselves, and I kept the aunt and the sister of Charles
company in another.  I could not help envying the happy man somewhat,
although in my inmost heart I felt pleased with his happiness.

The sister was not without merit.  She was a young widow of twenty-
five, and still deserved the homage of men, but I gave the preference
to the aunt, who told me that her new niece was a treasure, a jewel
which was worthy of everybody's admiration, but that she would not
let her go into society until she could speak the Venetian dialect
well.

"Her cheerful spirits," she added, "her artless simplicity, her
natural wit, are like her beauty, they must be dressed in the
Venetian fashion.  We are highly pleased with my nephew's choice, and
he has incurred everlasting obligations towards you.  I hope that for
the future you will consider our house as your own."

The invitation was polite, perhaps it was sincere, yet I did not
avail myself of it, and they were glad of it.  At the end of one year
Christine presented her husband with a living token of their mutual
love, and that circumstance increased their conjugal felicity.

We all found comfortable quarters in the count's house in Treviso,
where, after partaking of some refreshments, the guests retired to
rest.

The next morning I was with Count Algarotti and my two friends when
Charles came in, handsome, bright, and radiant.  While he was
answering with much wit some jokes of the count, I kept looking at
him with some anxiety, but he came up to me and embraced me warmly.
I confess that a kiss never made me happier.

People wonder at the devout scoundrels who call upon their saint when
they think themselves in need of heavenly assistance, or who thank
him when they imagine that they have obtained some favour from him,
but people are wrong, for it is a good and right feeling, which
preaches against Atheism.

At the invitation of Charles, his aunt and his sister had gone to pay
a morning visit to the young wife, and they returned with her.
Happiness never shone on a more lovely face!

M. Algarotti, going towards her, enquired from her affectionately
whether she had had a good night.  Her only answer was to rush to her
husband's arms.  It was the most artless, and at the same time the
most eloquent, answer she could possible give.  Then turning her
beautiful eyes towards me, and offering me her hand, she said,

"M. Casanova, I am happy, and I love to be indebted to you for my
happiness."

The tears which were flowing from my eyes, as I kissed her hand, told
her better than words how truly happy I was myself.

The dinner passed off delightfully.  We then left for Mestra and
Venice.  We escorted the married couple to their house, and returned
home to amuse M. Bragadin with the relation of our expedition.  This
worthy and particularly learned man said a thousand things about the
marriage, some of great profundity and others of great absurdity.

I laughed inwardly.  I was the only one who had the key to the
mystery, and could realize the secret of the comedy.




End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of MEMOIRES OF JACQUES CASANOVA
VENETION YEARS, Vol. 1d, RETURN TO VENICE
by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt






MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
VENETIAN YEARS, Volume 1e--MILAN AND MANTUA


THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR
MACHEN TO WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED
BY ARTHUR SYMONS.




MILAN AND MANTUA



CHAPTER XX

Slight Misfortunes Compel Me to Leave Venice--My Adventures in Milan
and Mantua


On Low Sunday Charles paid us a visit with his lovely wife, who
seemed totally indifferent to what Christine used to be.  Her hair
dressed with powder did not please me as well as the raven black of
her beautiful locks, and her fashionable town attire did not, in my
eyes, suit her as well as her rich country dress.  But the
countenances of husband and wife bore the stamp of happiness.
Charles reproached me in a friendly manner because I had not called
once upon them, and, in order to atone for my apparent negligence, I
went to see them the next day with M. Dandolo.  Charles told me that
his wife was idolized by his aunt and his sister who had become her
bosom friend; that she was kind, affectionate, unassuming, and of a
disposition which enforced affection.  I was no less pleased with
this favourable state of things than with the facility with which
Christine was learning the Venetian dialect.

When M. Dandolo and I called at their house, Charles was not at home;
Christine was alone with his two relatives.  The most friendly
welcome was proffered to us, and in the course of conversation the
aunt praised the progress made by Christine in her writing very
highly, and asked her to let me see her copy-book.  I followed her to
the next room, where she told me that she was very happy; that every
day she discovered new virtues in her husband.  He had told her,
without the slightest appearance of suspicion of displeasure, that he
knew that we had spent two days together in Treviso, and that he had
laughed at the well-meaning fool who had given him that piece of
information in the hope of raising a cloud in the heaven of their
felicity.

Charles was truly endowed with all the virtues, with all the noble
qualities of an honest and distinguished man.  Twenty-six years
afterwards I happened to require the assistance of his purse, and
found him my true friend.  I never was a frequent visitor at his
house, and he appreciated my delicacy.  He died a few months before
my last departure from Venice, leaving his widow in easy
circumstances, and three well-educated sons, all with good positions,
who may, for what I know, be still living with their mother.

In June I went to the fair at Padua, and made the acquaintance of a
young man of my own age, who was then studying mathematics under the
celebrated Professor Succi.  His name was Tognolo, but thinking it
did not sound well, he changed it for that of Fabris.  He became, in
after years, Comte de Fabris, lieutenant-general under Joseph II.,
and died Governor of Transylvania.  This man, who owed his high
fortune to his talents, would, perhaps, have lived and died unknown
if he had kept his name of Tognolo, a truly vulgar one.  He was from
Uderzo, a large village of the Venetian Friuli.  He had a brother in
the Church, a man of parts, and a great gamester, who, having a deep
knowledge of the world, had taken the name of Fabris, and the younger
brother had to assume it likewise.  Soon afterwards he bought an
estate with the title of count, became a Venetian nobleman, and his
origin as a country bumpkin was forgotten.  If he had kept his name
of Tognolo it would have injured him, for he could not have
pronounced it without reminding his hearers of what is called, by the
most contemptible of prejudices, low extraction, and the privileged
class, through an absurd error, does not admit the possibility of a
peasant having talent or genius.  No doubt a time will come when
society, more enlightened, and therefore more reasonable, will
acknowledge that noble feelings, honour, and heroism can be found in
every condition of life as easily as in a class, the blood of which
is not always exempt from the taint of a misalliance.

The new count, while he allowed others to forget his origin, was too
wise to forget it himself, and in legal documents he always signed
his family name as well as the one he had adopted.  His brother had
offered him two ways to win fortune in the world, leaving him
perfectly free in his choice.  Both required an expenditure of one
thousand sequins, but the abbe had put the amount aside for that
purpose.  My friend had to choose between the sword of Mars and the
bird of Minerva.  The abbe knew that he could purchase for his
brother a company in the army of his Imperial and Apostolic Majesty,
or obtain for him a professorship at the University of Padua; for
money can do everything.  But my friend, who was gifted with noble
feelings and good sense, knew that in either profession talents and
knowledge were essentials, and before making a choice he was applying
himself with great success to the study of mathematics.  He
utlimately decided upon the military profession, thus imitating
Achilles, who preferred the sword to the distaff, and he paid for it
with his life like the son of Peleus; though not so young, and not
through a wound inflicted by an arrow, but from the plague, which he
caught in the unhappy country in which the indolence of Europe allows
the Turks to perpetuate that fearful disease.

The distinguished appearance, the noble sentiments, the great
knowledge, and the talents of Fabris would have been turned into
ridicule in a man called Tognolo, for such is the force of
prejudices, particularly of those which have no ground to rest upon,
that an ill-sounding name is degrading in this our stupid society.
My opinion is that men who have an ill-sounding name, or one which
presents an indecent or ridiculous idea, are right in changing it if
they intend to win honour, fame, and fortune either in arts or
sciences.  No one can reasonably deny them that right, provided the
name they assume belongs to nobody.  The alphabet is general
property, and everyone has the right to use it for the creation of a
word forming an appellative sound.  But he must truly create it.
Voltaire, in spite of his genius, would not perhaps have reached
posterity under his name of Arouet, especially amongst the French,
who always give way so easily to their keen sense of ridicule and
equivocation.  How could they have imagined that a writer 'a rouet'
could be a man of genius?  And D'Alembert, would he have attained his
high fame, his universal reputation, if he had been satisfied with
his name of M. Le Rond, or Mr. Allround?  What would have become of
Metastasio under his true name of Trapasso?  What impression would
Melanchthon have made with his name of Schwarzerd?  Would he then
have dared to raise the voice of a moralist philosopher, of a
reformer of the Eucharist, and so many other holy things?  Would not
M. de Beauharnais have caused some persons to laugh and others to
blush if he had kept his name of Beauvit, even if the first founder
of his family had been indebted for his fortune to the fine quality
expressed by that name?

Would the Bourbeux have made as good a figure on the throne as the
Bourbons?  I think that King Poniatowski ought to have abdicated the
name of Augustus, which he had taken at the time of his accession to
the throne, when he abdicated royalty.  The Coleoni of Bergamo,
however, would find it rather difficult to change their name, because
they would be compelled at the same time to change their coat of arms
(the two generative glands), and thus to annihilate the glory of
their ancestor, the hero Bartholomeo.

Towards the end of autumn my friend Fabris introduced me to a family
in the midst of which the mind and the heart could find delicious
food.  That family resided in the country on the road to Zero.  Card-
playing, lovemaking, and practical jokes were the order of the day.
Some of those jokes were rather severe ones, but the order of the day
was never to get angry and to laugh at everything, for one was to
take every jest pleasantly or be thought a bore.  Bedsteads would at
night tumble down under their occupants, ghosts were personated,
diuretic pills or sugar-plums were given to young ladies, as well as
comfits who produced certain winds rising from the netherlands, and
impossible to keep under control.  These jokes would sometimes go
rather too far, but such was the spirit animating all the members of
that circle; they would laugh.  I was not less inured than the others
to the war of offence and defence, but at last there was such a
bitter joke played upon me that it suggested to me another, the fatal
consequences of which put a stop to the mania by which we were all
possessed.

We were in the habit of walking to a farm which was about half a
league distant by the road, but the distance could be reduced by half
by going over a deep and miry ditch across which a narrow plank was
thrown, and I always insisted upon going that way, in spite of the
fright of the ladies who always trembled on the narrow bridge,
although I never failed to cross the first, and to offer my hand to
help them over.  One fine day, I crossed first so as to give them
courage, but suddenly, when I reached the middle of the plank, it
gave way under me, and there I was in the ditch, up to the chin in
stinking mud, and, in spite of my inward rage, obliged, according to
the general understanding, to join in the merry laughter of all my
companions.  But the merriment did not last long, for the joke was
too bad, and everyone declared it to be so.  Some peasants were
called to the rescue, and with much difficulty they dragged me out in
the most awful state.  An entirely new dress, embroidered with
spangles, my silk stockings, my lace, everything, was of course
spoiled, but not minding it, I laughed more heartily that anybody
else, although I had already made an inward vow to have the most
cruel revenge.  In order to know the author of that bitter joke I had
only to appear calm and indifferent about it.  It was evident that
the plank had been purposely sawn.  I was taken back to the house, a
shirt, a coat, a complete costume, were lent me, for I had come that
time only for twenty-four hours, and had not brought anything with
me.  I went to the city the next morning, and towards the evening I
returned to the gay company.  Fabris, who had been as angry as
myself, observed to me that the perpetrator of the joke evidently
felt his guilt, because he took good care not to discover himself.
But I unveiled the mystery by promising one sequin to a peasant woman
if she could find out who had sawn the plank.  She contrived to
discover the young man who had done the work.  I called on him, and
the offer of a sequin, together with my threats, compelled him to
confess that he had been paid for his work by Signor Demetrio, a
Greek, dealer in spices, a good and amiable man of between forty-five
and fifty years, on whom I never played any trick, except in the case
of a pretty, young servant girl whom he was courting, and whom I had
juggled from him.

Satisfied with my discovery, I was racking my brain to invent a good
practical joke, but to obtain complete revenge it was necessary that
my trick should prove worse than the one he had played upon me.
Unfortunately my imagination was at bay.  I could not find anything.
A funeral put an end to my difficulties.

Armed with my hunting-knife, I went alone to the cemetery a little
after midnight, and opening the grave of the dead man who had been
buried that very day, I cut off one of the arms near the shoulder,
not without some trouble, and after I had re-buried the corpse, I
returned to my room with the arm of the defunct.  The next day, when
supper was over, I left the table and retired to my chamber as if I
intended to go to bed, but taking the arm with me I hid myself under
Demetrio's bed.  A short time after, the Greek comes in, undresses
himself, put his light out, and lies down.  I give him time to fall
nearly asleep; then, placing myself at the foot of the bed, I pull
away the clothes little by little until he is half naked.  He laughs
and calls out,

"Whoever you may be, go away and let me sleep quietly, for I do not
believe in ghosts;" he covers himself again and composes himself to
sleep.

I wait five or six minutes, and pull again at the bedclothes; but
when he tries to draw up the sheet, saying that he does not care for
ghosts, I oppose some resistance.  He sits up so as to catch the hand
which is pulling at the clothes, and I take care that he should get
hold of the dead hand.  Confident that he has caught the man or the
woman who was playing the trick, he pulls it towards him, laughing
all the time; I keep tight hold of the arm for a few instants, and
then let it go suddenly; the Greek falls back on his pillow without
uttering a single word.

The trick was played, I leave the room without any noise, and,
reaching my chamber, go to bed.

I was fast asleep, when towards morning I was awoke by persons going
about, and not understanding why they should be up so early, I got
up.  The first person I met--the mistress of the house--told me that
I had played an abominable joke.

"I?  What have I done?"

"M. Demetrio is dying."

"Have I killed him?"

She went away without answering me.  I dressed myself, rather
frightened, I confess, but determined upon pleading complete
ignorance of everything, and I proceeded to Demetrio's room; and I
was confronted with horror-stricken countenances and bitter
reproaches.  I found all the guests around him.  I protested my
innocence, but everyone smiled.  The archpriest and the beadle, who
had just arrived, would not bury the arm which was lying there, and
they told me that I had been guilty of a great crime.

"I am astonished, reverend sir," I said to the priest, "at the hasty
judgment which is thus passed upon me, when there is no proof to
condemn me."

"You have done it," exclaimed all the guests, "you alone are capable
of such an abomination; it is just like you.  No one but you would
have dared to do such a thing!"

"I am compelled," said the archpriest, "to draw up an official
report."

"As you please, I have not the slightest objection," I answered, "I
have nothing to fear."

And I left the room.

I continued to take it coolly, and at the dinner-table I was informed
that M.  Demetrio had been bled, that he had recovered the use of his
eyes, but not of his tongue or of his limbs.  The next day he could
speak, and I heard, after I had taken leave of the family, that he
was stupid and spasmodic.  The poor man remained in that painful
state for the rest of his life.  I felt deeply grieved, but I had not
intended to injure him so badly.  I thought that the trick he had
played upon me might have cost my life, and I could not help deriving
consolation from that idea.

On the same day, the archpriest made up his mind to have the arm
buried, and to send a formal denunciation .against me to the
episcopal chancellorship of Treviso.

Annoyed at the reproaches which I received on all sides, I returned
to Venice.  A fortnight afterwards I was summoned to appear before
the 'magistrato alla blasfemia'.  I begged M.  Barbaro to enquire the
cause of the aforesaid summons, for it was a formidable court.  I was
surprised at the proceedings being taken against me, as if there had
been a certainty of my having desecrated a grave, whilst there could
be nothing but suspicion.  But I was mistaken, the summons was not
relating to that affair.  M. Barbaro informed me in the evening that
a woman had brought a complaint against me for having violated her
daughter.  She stated in her complaint that, having decoyed her child
to the Zuecca, I had abused her by violence, and she adduced as a
proof that her daughter was confined to her bed, owing to the bad
treatment she had received from me in my endeavours to ravish her.
It was one of those complaints which are often made, in order to give
trouble and to cause expense, even against innocent persons.  I was
innocent of violation, but it was quite true that I had given the
girl a sound thrashing.  I prepared my defence, and begged M.
Barbaro to deliver it to the magistrate's secretary.


                         DECLARATION

I hereby declare that, on such a day, having met the woman with her
daughter, I accosted them and offered to give them some refreshments
at a coffee-house near by; that the daughter refused to accept my
caresses, and that the mother said to me,--

"My daughter is yet a virgin, and she is quite right not to lose her
maidenhood without making a good profit by it."

"If so," I answered, "I will give you ten sequins for her virginity."

"You may judge for yourself," said the mother.

Having assured myself of the fact by the assistance of the sense of
feeling, and having ascertained that it might be true, I told the
mother to bring the girl in the afternoon to the Zuecca, and that I
would give her the ten sequins.  My offer was joyfully accepted, the
mother brought her daughter to me, she received the money, and
leaving us together in the Garden of the Cross, she went away.
When I tried to avail myself of the right for which I had paid, the
girl, most likely trained to the business by her mother, contrived to
prevent me.  At first the game amused me, but at last, being tired of
it, I told her to have done.  She answered quietly that it was not
her fault if I was not able to do what I wanted.  Vexed and annoyed,
I placed her in such a position that she found herself at bay, but,
making a violent effort, she managed to change her position and
debarred me from making any further attempts.

"Why," I said to her, "did you move?"

"Because I would not have it in that position."

"You would not?"

"No."

Without more ado, I got hold of a broomstick, and gave her a good
lesson, in order to get something for the ten sequins which I had
been foolish enough to pay in advance.  But I have broken none of her
limbs, and I took care to apply my blows only on her posteriors, on
which spot I have no doubt that all the marks may be seen.  In the
evening I made her dress herself again, and sent her back in a boat
which chanced to pass, and she was landed in safety.  The mother
received ten sequins, the daughter has kept her hateful maidenhood,
and, if I am guilty of anything, it is only of having given a
thrashing to an infamous girl, the pupil of a still more infamous
mother.

My declaration had no effect.  The magistrate was acquainted with the
girl, and the mother laughed at having duped me so easily.  I was
summoned, but did not appear before the court, and a writ was on the
point of being issued against my body, when the complaint of the
profanation of a grave was filed against me before the same
magistrate.  It would have been less serious for me if the second
affair had been carried before the Council of Ten, because one court
might have saved me from the other.

The second crime, which, after all, was only a joke, was high felony
in the eyes of the clergy, and a great deal was made of it.  I was
summoned to appear within twenty-four hours, and it was evident that
I would be arrested immediately afterwards.  M. de Bragadin, who
always gave good advice, told me that the best way to avoid the
threatening storm was to run away.  The advice was certainly wise,
and I lost no time in getting ready.

I have never left Venice with so much regret as I did then, for I had
some pleasant intrigues on hand, and I was very lucky at cards.  My
three friends assured me that, within one year at the furthest, the
cases against me would be forgotten, and in Venice, when public
opinion has forgotten anything, it can be easily arranged.

I left Venice in the evening and the next day I slept at Verona.  Two
days afterwards I reached Mantua.  I was alone, with plenty of
clothes and jewels, without letters of introduction, but with a well-
filled purse, enjoying excellent health and my twenty-three years.

In Mantua I ordered an excellent dinner, the very first thing one
ought to do at a large hotel, and after dinner I went out for a walk.
In the evening, after I had seen the coffee-houses and the places of
resort, I went to the theatre, and I was delighted to see Marina
appear on the stage as a comic dancer, amid the greatest applause,
which she deserved, for she danced beautifully.  She was tall,
handsome, very well made and very graceful.  I immediately resolved
on renewing my acquaintance with her, if she happened to be free, and
after the opera I engaged a boy to take me to her house.  She had
just sat down to supper with someone, but the moment she saw me she
threw her napkin down and flew to my arms.  I returned her kisses,
judging by her warmth that her guest was a man of no consequence.

The servant, without waiting for orders, had already laid a plate for
me, and Marina invited me to sit down near her.  I felt vexed,
because the aforesaid individual had not risen to salute me, and
before I accepted Marina's invitation I asked her who the gentleman
was, begging her to introduce me.

"This gentleman," she said, "is Count Celi, of Rome; he is my lover."

"I congratulate you," I said to her, and turning towards the so-
called count, "Sir," I added, "do not be angry at our mutual
affection, Marina is my daughter."

"She is a prostitute."

"True," said Marina, "and you can believe the count, for he is my
procurer."

At those words, the brute threw his knife at her face, but she
avoided it by running away.  The scoundrel followed her, but I drew
my sword, and said,

"Stop, or you are a dead man."

I immediately asked Marina to order her servant to light me out, but
she hastily put a cloak on, and taking my arm she entreated me to
take her with me.

"With pleasure," I said.

The count then invited me to meet him alone, on the following day, at
the Casino of Pomi, to hear what he had to say.

"Very well, sir, at four in the afternoon," I answered.

I took Marina to my inn, where I lodged her in the room adjoining
mine, and we sat down to supper.

Marina, seeing that I was thoughtful, said,

"Are you sorry to have saved me from the rage of that brute?"

"No, I am glad to have done so, but tell me truly who and what he
is."

"He is a gambler by profession, and gives himself out as Count Celi.
I made his acquaintance here.  He courted me, invited me to supper,
played after supper, and, having won a large sum from an Englishman
whom he had decoyed to his supper by telling him that I would be
present, he gave me fifty guineas, saying that he had given me an
interest in his bank.  As soon as I had become his mistress, he
insisted upon my being compliant with all the men he wanted to make
his dupes, and at last he took up his quarters at my lodgings.  The
welcome I gave you very likely vexed him, and you know the rest.
Here I am, and here I will remain until my departure for Mantua where
I have an engagement as first dancer.  My servant will bring me all I
need for to-night, and I will give him orders to move all my luggage
to-morrow.  I will not see that scoundrel any more.  I will be only
yours, if you are free as in Corfu, and if you love me still."

"Yes, my dear Marina, I do love you, but if you wish to be my
mistress, you must be only mine."

"Oh! of course.  I have three hundred sequins, and I will give them
to you to-morrow if you will take me as your mistress."

"I do not want any money; all I want is yourself.  Well, it is all
arranged; to-morrow evening we shall feel more comfortable."

"Perhaps you are thinking of a duel for to-morrow?  But do not
imagine such a thing, dearest.  I know that man; he is an arrant
coward."

"I must keep my engagement with him."

"I know that, but he will not keep his, and I am very glad of it."

Changing the conversation and speaking of our old acquaintances, she
informed me that she had quarreled with her brother Petronio, that
her sister was primadonna in Genoa, and that Bellino Therese was
still in Naples, where she continued to ruin dukes.  She concluded by
saying;

"I am the most unhappy of the family."

"How so?  You are beautiful, and you have become an excellent dancer.
Do not be so prodigal of your favours, and you cannot fail to meet
with a man who will take care of your fortune."

"To be sparing of my favours is very difficult; when I love, I am no
longer mine, but when I do not love, I cannot be amiable.  Well,
dearest, I could be very happy with you."

"Dear Marina, I am not wealthy, and my honour would not allow me...."

"Hold your tongue; I understand you."

"Why have you not a lady's maid with you instead of a male servant?"

"You are right.  A maid would look more respectable, but my servant
is so clever and so faithful!"

"I can guess all his qualities, but he is not a fit servant for you."

The next day after dinner I left Marina getting ready for the
theatre, and having put everything of value I possessed in my pocket,
I took a carriage and proceeded to the Casino of Pomi.  I felt
confident of disabling the false count, and sent the carriage away.
I was conscious of being guilty of great folly in exposing my life
with such an adversary.  I might have broken my engagement with him
without implicating my honour, but, the fact is that I felt well
disposed for a fight, and as I was certainly in the right I thought
the prospect of a duel very delightful.  A visit to a dancer, a brute
professing to be a nobleman, who insults her in my presence, who
wants to kill her, who allows her to be carried off in his very
teeth, and whose only opposition is to give me an appointment!  It
seemed to me that if I had failed to come, I should have given him
the right to call me a coward.

The count had not yet arrived.  I entered the coffee-room to wait for
him.  I met a good-looking Frenchman there, and I addressed him.
Being pleased with his conversation, I told him that I expected the
arrival of a man, and that as my honour required that he should find
me alone I would feel grateful if he would go away as soon as I saw
the man approaching.  A short time afterwards I saw my adversary
coming along, but with a second.  I then told the Frenchman that he
would oblige me by remaining, and he accepted as readily as if I had
invited him to a party of pleasure.  The count came in with his
follower, who was sporting a sword at least forty inches long, and
had all the look of a cut-throat.  I advanced towards the count, and
said to him dryly,--

"You told me that you would come alone."

"My friend will not be in the way, as I only want to speak to you."

"If I had known that, I would not have gone out of my way.  But do
not let us be noisy, and let us go to some place where we can
exchange a few words without being seen.  Follow me."

I left the coffee-room with the young Frenchman, who, being well
acquainted with the place, took me to the most favourable spot, and
we waited there for the two other champions, who were walking slowly
and talking together.  When they were within ten paces I drew my
sword and called upon my adversary to get ready.  My Frenchman had
already taken out his sword, but he kept it under his arm.

"Two to one!" exclaimed Celi.

"Send your friend away, and this gentleman will go likewise; at all
events, your friend wears a sword, therefore we are two against two."

"Yes," said the Frenchman, "let us have a four-handed game."

"I do not cross swords with a dancer," said the cutthroat.

He had scarcely uttered those words when my friend, going up to him,
told him that a dancer was certainly as good as a blackleg, and gave
him a violent bow with the flat of his sword on the face.  I followed
his example with Celi, who began to beat a retreat, and said that he
only wanted to tell me something, and that he would fight afterwards.

"Well, speak."

"You know me and I do not know you.  Tell me who you are."

My only answer was to resume laying my sword upon the scoundrel,
while the Frenchman was shewing the same dexterity upon the back of
his companion, but the two cowards took to their heels, and there was
nothing for us to do but to sheathe our weapons.  Thus did the duel
end in a manner even more amusing than Marina herself had
anticipated.

My brave Frenchman was expecting someone at the casino.  I left him
after inviting him to supper for that evening after the opera.  I
gave him; the name which I had assumed for my journey and the address
of my hotel.

I gave Marina a full description of the adventure.

"I will," she said, "amuse everybody at the theatre this evening with
the story of your meeting.  But that which pleases me most is that,
if your second is really a dancer, he can be no other than M.
Baletti, who is engaged with me for the Mantua Theatre."

I stored all my valuables in my trunk again, and went to the opera,
where I saw Baletti, who recognized me, and pointed me out to all his
friends, to whom he was relating the adventure.  He joined me after
the performance, and accompanied me to the inn.  Marina, who had
already returned, came to my room as soon as she heard my voice, and
I was amused at the surprise of the amiable Frenchman, when he saw
the young artist with whom he had engaged to dance the comic parts.
Marina, although an excellent dancer, did not like the serious style.
Those two handsome adepts of Terpsichore had never met before, and
they began an amorous warfare which made me enjoy my supper
immensely, because, as he was a fellow artist, Marina assumed towards
Baletti a tone well adapted to the circumstances, and very different
to her usual manner with other men.  She shone with wit and beauty
that evening, and was in an excellent temper, for she had been much
applauded by the public, the true version of the Celi business being
already well known.

The theatre was to be open only for ten more nights, and as Marina
wished to leave Milan immediately after the last performance, we
decided on travelling together.  In the mean time, I invited Baletti
(it was an Italian name which he had adopted for the stage) to be our
guest during the remainder of our stay in Milan.  The friendship
between us had a great influence upon all the subsequent events of my
life, as the reader will see in these Memoirs.  He had great talent
as a dancer, but that was the least of his excellent qualities.  He
was honest, his feelings were noble, he had studied much, and he had
received the best education that could be given in those days in
France to a nobleman.

On the third day I saw plainly that Marina wished to make a conquest
of her colleague, and feeling what great advantage might accrue to
her from it I resolved on helping her.  She had a post-chaise for two
persons, and I easily persuaded her to take Baletti with her, saying
that I wished to arrive alone in Mantua for several reasons which I
could not confide to her.  The fact was that if I had arrived with
her, people would have naturally supposed that I was her lover, and I
wished to avoid that.  Baletti was delighted with the proposal; he
insisted upon paying his share of the expenses, but Marina would not
hear of it.  The reasons alleged by the young man for paying his own
expenses were excellent ones, and it was with great difficulty that I
prevailed upon him to accept Marina's offer, but I ultimately
succeeded.  I promised to wait for them on the road, so as to take
dinner and supper together, and on the day appointed for our
departure I left Milan one hour before them.

Reaching the city of Cremona very early, where we intended to sleep,
I took a walk about the streets, and, finding a coffee-house, I went
in.  I made there the acquaintance of a French officer, and we left
the coffee-room together to take a short ramble.  A very pretty woman
happened to pass in a carriage, and my companion stopped her to say a
few words.  Their conversation was soon over, and the officer joined
me again.

"Who is that lovely lady?" I enquired.

"She is a truly charming woman, and I can tell you an anecdote about
her worthy of being transmitted to posterity.  You need not suppose
that I am going to exaggerate, for the adventure is known to
everybody in Cremona.  The charming woman whom you have just seen is
gifted with wit greater even than her beauty, and here is a specimen
of it.  A young officer, one amongst many military men who were
courting her, when Marshal de Richelieu was commanding in Genoa,
boasted of being treated by her with more favour than all the others,
and one day, in the very coffee-room where we met, he advised a
brother officer not to lose his time in courting her, because he had
no chance whatever of obtaining any favour.

"'My dear fellow,' said the other officer, 'I have a much better
right to give you that piece of advice; for I have already obtained
from her everything which can be granted to a lover.'

"'I am certain that you are telling a lie,' exclaimed the young man,
'and I request you to follow me out.'

"'Most willingly,' said the indiscreet swain, 'but what is the good
of ascertaining the truth through a duel and of cutting our throats,
when I can make the lady herself certify the fact in your presence.'

"'I bet twenty-five louis that it is all untrue,' said the
incredulous officer.

"'I accept your bet.  Let us go.'

"The two contending parties proceeded together towards the dwelling
of the lady whom you saw just now, who was to name the winner of the
twenty-five louis.

"They found her in her dressing-room.  'Well gentlemen,' she said,
'what lucky wind has brought you here together at this hour?

"'It is a bet, madam,' answered the unbelieving officer, 'and you
alone can be the umpire in our quarrel.  This gentleman has been
boasting of having obtained from you everything a woman can grant to
the most favoured lover.  I have given him the lie in the most
impressive manner, and a duel was to ensue, when he offered to have
the truth of his boast certified by you.  I have bet twenty-five
Louis that you would not admit it, and he has taken my bet.  Now,
madam, you can say which of us two is right.'

"You have lost, sir," she said to him; 'but now I beg both of you to
quit my house, and I give you fair warning that if you ever dare to
shew your faces here again, you will be sorry for it.'

"The two heedless fellows went away dreadfully mortified.  The
unbeliever paid the bet, but he was deeply vexed, called the other a
coxcomb, and a week afterwards killed him in a duel.

"Since that time the lady goes to the casino, and continues to mix in
society, but does not see company at her own house, and lives in
perfect accord with her husband."

"How did the husband take it all?"

"Quite well, and like an intelligent, sensible man.  He said that, if
his wife had acted differently, he would have applied for a divorce,
because in that case no one would have entertained a doubt of her
being guilty."

"That husband is indeed a sensible fellow.  It is certain that, if
his wife had given the lie to the indiscreet officer, he would have
paid the bet, but he would have stood by what he had said, and
everybody would have believed him.  By declaring him the winner of
the bet she has cut the matter short, and she has avoided a judgment
by which she would have been dishonoured.  The inconsiderate boaster
was guilty of a double mistake for which he paid the penalty of his
life, but his adversary was as much wanting in delicacy, for in such
matters rightly-minded men do not venture upon betting.  If the one
who says yes is imprudent, the one who says no is a dupe.  I like the
lady's presence of mind."

"But what sentence would you pass on her.  Guilty or not guilty?"

"Not guilty."

"I am of the same opinion, and it has been the verdict of the public
likewise, for she has since been treated even better than before the
affair.  You will see, if you go to the casino, and I shall be happy
to introduce you to her"

I invited the officer to sup with us, and we spent a very pleasant
evening.  After he had gone, I remarked with pleasure that Marina was
capable of observing the rules of propriety.  She had taken a bedroom
to herself, so as not to hurt the feelings of her respectable fellow-
dancer.

When I arrived in Mantua, I put up at St. Mark's hotel.  Marina, to
whom I had given a notice that my intention was to call on her but
seldom, took up her abode in the house assigned to her by the
theatrical manager.

In the afternoon of the same day, as I was walking about, I went into
a bookseller's shop to ascertain whether there was any new work out.
I remained there without perceiving that the night had come, and on
being told that the shop was going to be closed, I went out.  I had
only gone a few yards when I was arrested by a patrol, the officer of
which told me that, as I had no lantern and as eight o'clock had
struck, his duty was to take me to the guardhouse.  It was in vain
that I observed that, having arrived only in the afternoon, I could
not know that order of the police.  I was compelled to follow him.

When we reached the guardhouse, the officer of the patrol introduced
me to his captain, a tall, fine-looking young man who received me in
the most cheerful manner.  I begged him to let me return to my hotel
as I needed rest after my journey.  He laughed and answered, "No,
indeed, I want you to spend a joyous night with me, and in good
company."  He told the officer to give me back my sword, and,
addressing me again, he said, "I only consider you, my dear sir, as
my friend and guest."

I could not help being amused at such a novel mode of invitation, and
I accepted it.  He gave some orders to a German soldier, and soon
afterwards the table was laid out for four persons.  The two other
officers joined us, and we had a very gay supper.  When the desert
had been served the company was increased by the arrival of two
disgusting, dissolute females.  A green cloth was spread over the
table, and one of the officers began a faro bank.  I punted so as not
to appear unwilling to join the game, and after losing a few sequins
I went out to breathe the fresh air, for we had drunk freely.  One of
the two females followed me, teased me, and finally contrived, in
spite of myself, to make me a present which condemned me to a regimen
of six weeks.  After that fine exploit, I went in again.

A young and pleasant officer, who had lost some fifteen or twenty
sequins, was swearing like a trooper because the banker had pocketed
his money and was going.  The young officer had a great deal of gold
before him on the table, and he contended that the banker ought to
have warned him that it would be the last game.

"Sir," I said to him, politely, "you are in the wrong, for faro is
the freest of games.  Why do you not take the bank yourself ?"

"It would be too much trouble, and these gentlemen do not punt high
enough for me, but if that sort of thing amuses you, take the bank
and I will punt."

"Captain," I said, "will you take a fourth share in my bank?"

"Willingly."

"Gentlemen, I beg you to give notice that I will lay the cards down
after six games."

I asked for new packs of cards, and put three hundred sequins on the
table.  The captain wrote on the back of a card, "Good for a hundred
sequins, O'Neilan," and placing it with my gold I began my bank.

The young officer was delighted, and said to me,

"Your bank might be defunct before the end of the sixth game."

I did not answer, and the play went on.

At the beginning of the fifth game, my bank was in the pangs of
death; the young officer was in high glee.  I rather astonished him
by telling him that I was glad to lose, for I thought him a much more
agreeable companion when he was winning.

There are some civilities which very likely prove unlucky for those
to whom they are addressed, and it turned out so in this case, for my
compliment turned his brain.  During the fifth game, a run of adverse
cards made him lose all he had won, and as he tried to do violence to
Dame Fortune in the sixth round, he lost every sequin he had.

"Sir," he said to me, "you have been very lucky, but I hope you will
give me my revenge to-morrow."

"It would be with the greatest pleasure, sir, but I never play except
when I am under arrest."

I counted my money, and found that I had wan two hundred and fifty
sequins, besides a debt of fifty sequins due by an officer who played
on trust which Captain O'Neilan took on his own account.  I completed
his share, and at day-break he allowed me to go away.

As soon as I got to my hotel, I went to bed, and when I awoke, I had
a visit from Captain Laurent, the officer who had played on trust.
Thinking that his object was to pay me what he had lost, I told him
that O'Neilan had taken his debt on himself, but he answered than he
had only called for the purpose of begging of me a loan of six
sequins on his note of hand, by which he would pledge his honour to
repay me within one week.  I gave him the money, and he begged that
the matter, might remain between us.

"I promise it," I said to him, "but do not break your word."

The next day I was ill, and the reader is aware of the nature of my
illness.  I immediately placed myself under a proper course of diet,
however unpleasant it was at my age; but I kept to my system, and it
cured me rapidly.

Three or four days afterwards Captain O'Neilan called on me, and when
I told him the nature of my sickness he laughed, much to my surprise.

"Then you were all right before that night?" he enquired.

"Yes, my health was excellent."

"I am sorry that you should have lost your health in such an ugly
place.  I would have warned you if I had thought you had any
intentions in that quarter."

"Did you know of the woman having...?"

"Zounds!  Did I not?  It is only a week since I paid a visit to the
very same place myself, and I believe the creature was all right
before my visit."

"Then I have to thank you for the present she has bestowed upon me."

"Most likely; but it is only a trifle, and you can easily get cured
if you care to take the trouble."

"What!  Do you not try to cure yourself?"

"Faith, no.  It would be too much trouble to follow a regular diet,
and what is the use of curing such a trifling inconvenience when I am
certain of getting it again in a fortnight.  Ten times in my life I
have had that patience, but I got tired of it, and for the last two
years I have resigned myself, and now I put up with it."

"I pity you, for a man like you would have great success in love."

"I do not care a fig for love; it requires cares which would bother
me much more than the slight inconvenience to which we were alluding,
and to which I am used now."

"I am not of your opinion, for the amorous pleasure is insipid when
love does not throw a little spice in it.  Do you think, for
instance, that the ugly wretch I met at the guard-room is worth what
I now suffer on her account?"

"Of course not, and that is why I am sorry for you.  If I had known,
I could have introduced you to something better."

"The very best in that line is not worth my health, and health ought
to be sacrificed only for love."

"Oh! you want women worthy of love?  There are a few here; stop with
us for some time, and when you are cured there is nothing to prevent
you from making conquests."

O'Neilan was only twenty-three years old; his father, who was dead,
had been a general, and the beautiful Countess Borsati was his
sister.  He presented me to the Countess Zanardi Nerli, still more
lovely than his sister, but I was prudent enough not to burn my
incense before either of them, for it seemed to me that everybody
could guess the state of my health.

I have never met a young man more addicted to debauchery than
O'Neilan.  I have often spent the night rambling about with him, and
I was amazed at his cynical boldness and impudence.  Yet he was
noble, generous, brave, and honourable.  If in those days young
officers were often guilty of so much immorality, of so many vile
actions, it was not so much their fault as the fault of the
privileges which they enjoyed through custom, indulgence, or party
spirit.  Here is an example:

One day O'Neilan, having drunk rather freely, rides through the city
at full speed.  A poor old woman who was crossing the street has no
time to avoid him, she falls, and her head is cut open by the horse's
feet.  O'Neilan places himself under arrest, but the next day he is
set at liberty.  He had, only to plead that it was an accident.

The officer Laurent not having called upon me to redeem his promisory
note of six sequins during the week, I told him in the street that I
would no longer consider myself bound to keep the affair secret.
Instead of excusing himself, he said,

"I do not care!"

The answer was insulting, and I intended to compel him to give me
reparation, but the next day O'Neilan told me that Captain Laurent
had gone mad and had been locked up in a mad-house.  He subsequently
recovered his reason, but his conduct was so infamous that he was
cashiered.

O'Neilan, who was as brave as Bayard, was killed a few years
afterwards at the battle of Prague.  A man of his complexion was
certain to fall the victim of Mars or of Venus.  He might be alive
now if he had been endowed only with the courage of the fox, but he
had the courage of the lion.  It is a virtue in a soldier, but almost
a fault in an officer.  Those who brave danger with a full knowledge
of it are worthy of praise, but those who do not realize it escape
only by a miracle, and without any merit attaching itself to them.
Yet we must respect those great warriors, for their unconquerable
courage is the offspring of a strong soul, of a virtue which places
them above ordinary mortals.

Whenever I think of Prince Charles de Ligne I cannot restrain my
tears.  He was as brave as Achilles, but Achilles was invulnerable.
He would be alive now if he had remembered during the fight that he
was mortal.  Who are they that, having known him, have not shed tears
in his memory?  He was handsome, kind, polished, learned, a lover of
the arts, cheerful, witty in his conversation, a pleasant companion,
and a man of perfect equability.  Fatal, terrible revolution!  A
cannon ball took him from his friends, from his family, from the
happiness which surrounded him.

The Prince de Waldeck has also paid the penalty of his intrepidity
with the loss of one arm.  It is said that he consoles himself for
that loss with the consciousness that with the remaining one he can
yet command an army.

O you who despise life, tell me whether that contempt of life renders
you worthy of it?

The opera opened immediately after Easter, and I was present at every
performance.  I was then entirely cured, and had resumed my usual
life.  I was pleased to see that Baletti shewed off Marina to the
best advantage.  I never visited her, but Baletti was in the habit of
breakfasting with me almost every morning.

He had often mentioned an old actress who had left the stage for more
than twenty years, and pretended to have been my father's friend.
One day I took a fancy to call upon her, and he accompanied me to her
house.

I saw an old, broken-down crone whose toilet astonished me as much as
her person.  In spite of her wrinkles, her face was plastered with
red and white, and her eyebrows were indebted to India ink for their
black appearance.  She exposed one-half of her flabby, disgusting
bosom, and there could be no doubt as to her false set of teeth.  She
wore a wig which fitted very badly, and allowed the intrusion of a
few gray hairs which had survived the havoc of time.  Her shaking
hands made mine quiver when she pressed them.  She diffused a perfume
of amber at a distance of twenty yards, and her affected, mincing
manner amused and sickened me at the same time.  Her dress might
possibly have been the fashion twenty years before.  I was looking
with dread at the fearful havoc of old age upon a face which, before
merciless time had blighted it, had evidently been handsome, but what
amazed me was the childish effrontery with which this time-withered
specimen of womankind was still waging war with the help of her
blasted charms.

Baletti, who feared lest my too visible astonishment should vex her,
told her that I was amazed at the fact that the beautiful strawberry
which bloomed upon her chest had not been withered by the hand of
Time.  It was a birth-mark which was really very much like a
strawberry.  "It is that mark," said the old woman, simpering, "which
gave me the name of 'La Fragoletta.'"

Those words made me shudder.

I had before my eyes the fatal phantom which was the cause of my
existence.  I saw the woman who had thirty years before, seduced my
father: if it had not been for her, he would never have thought of
leaving his father's house, and would never have engendered me in the
womb of a Venetian woman.  I have never been of the opinion of the
old author who says, 'Nemo vitam vellet si daretur scientibus'.

Seeing how thoughtful I was, she politely enquired my name from
Baletti, for he had presented me only as a friend, and without having
given her notice of my visit.  When he told her that my name was
Casanova, she was extremely surprised.

"Yes, madam," I said, "I am the son of Gaetan Casanova, of Parma."

"Heavens and earth! what is this?  Ah!  my friend, I adored your
father!  He was jealous without cause, and abandoned me.  Had he not
done so, you would have been my son!  Allow me to embrace you with
the feelings of a loving mother."

I expected as much, and, for fear she should fall, I went to her,
received her kiss, and abandoned myself to her tender recollections.
Still an actress, she pressed her handkerchief to her eyes,
pretending to weep, and assuring me that I was not to doubt the truth
of what she said.

"Although," she added, "I do not look an old woman yet."

"The only fault of your dear father," she continued, "was a want of
gratitude"

I have no doubt that she passed the same sentence upon the son, for,
in spite of her kind invitation, I never paid her another visit.

My purse was well filled, and as I did not care for Mantua, I
resolved on going to Naples, to see again my dear Therese, Donna
Lucrezia, Palo father and son, Don Antonio Casanova, and all my
former acquaintances.  However, my good genius did not approve of
that decision, for I was not allowed to carry it into execution.  I
should have left Mantua three days later, had I not gone to the opera
that night.

I lived like an anchorite during my two months' stay in Mantua, owing
to the folly.  I committed on the night of my arrival.  I played only
that time, and then I had been lucky. My slight erotic inconvenience,
by compelling me to follow the diet necessary to my cure, most likely
saved me from greater misfortunes which, perhaps, I should not have
been able to avoid.




CHAPTER XXI

My Journey to Cesena in Search of Treasure--I Take Up My Quarters in
Franzia's House--His Daughter Javotte


The opera was nearly over when I was accosted by a young man who,
abruptly, and without any introduction, told me that as a stranger--
I had been very wrong in spending two months in Mantua without paying
a visit to the natural history collection belonging to his father,
Don Antonio Capitani, commissary and prebendal president.

"Sir," I answered, "I have been guilty only through ignorance, and if
you would be so good as to call for me at my hotel to-morrow morning,
before the evening I shall have atoned for my error, and you will no
longer have the right to address me the same reproach"

The son of the prebendal commissary called for me, and I found in his
father a most eccentric, whimsical sort of man.  The curiosities of
his collection consisted of his family tree, of books of magic,
relics, coins which he believed to be antediluvian, a model of the
ark taken from nature at the time when Noah arrived in that
extraordinary harbour, Mount Ararat, in Armenia.  He load several
medals, one of Sesostris, another of Semiramis, and an old knife of a
queer shape, covered with rust.  Besides all those wonderful
treasures, he possessed, but under lock and key, all the
paraphernalia of freemasonry.

"Pray, tell me," I said to him, "what relation there is between this
collection and natural history?  I see nothing here representing the
three kingdoms."

"What!  You do not see the antediluvian kingdom, that of Sesostris
and that of Semiramis?  Are not those the three kingdoms?"

When I heard that answer I embraced him with an exclamation of
delight, which was sarcastic in its intent, but which he took for
admiration, and he at once unfolded all the treasures of his
whimsical knowledge respecting his possessions, ending with the rusty
blade which he said was the very knife with which Saint Peter cut off
the ear of Malek.

"What!" I exclaimed, "you are the possessor of this knife, and you
are not as rich as Croesus?"

"How could I be so through the possession of the knife?"

"In two ways.  In the first place, you could obtain possession of all
the treasures hidden under ground in the States of the Church."

"Yes, that is a natural consequence, because St. Peter has the keys."

"In the second place, you might sell the knife to the Pope, if you
happen to possess proof of its authenticity."

"You mean the parchment.  Of course I have it; do you think I would
have bought one without the other?"

"All right, then.  In order to get possession of that knife, the Pope
would, I have no doubt, make a cardinal of your son, but you must
have the sheath too."

"I have not got it, but it is unnecessary.  At all events I can have
one made."

"That would not do, you must have the very one in which Saint Peter
himself sheathed the knife when God said, 'Mitte gladium tuum in
vaginam'.  That very sheath does exist, and it is now in the hands of
a person who might sell it to you at a reasonable price, or you might
sell him your knife, for the sheath without the knife is of no use to
him, just as the knife is useless to you without the sheath."

"How much would it cost me?"

"One thousand sequins."

"And how much would that person give me for the knife?"

"One thousand sequins, for one has as much value as the other."

The commissary, greatly astonished, looked at his son, and said, with
the voice of a judge on the bench,

"Well, son, would you ever have thought that I would be offered one
thousand sequins for this knife?"

He then opened a drawer and took out of it an old piece of paper,
which he placed before me.  It was written in Hebrew, and a facsimile
of the knife was drawn on it.  I pretended to be lost in admiration,
and advised him very strongly to purchase the sheath.

"It is not necessary for me to buy it, or for your friend to purchase
the knife.  We can find out and dig up the treasures together."

"Not at all.  The rubric says in the most forcible manner that the
owner of the blade, 'in vaginam', shall be one.  If the Pope were in
possession of it he would be able, through a magical operation known
to me, to cut off one of the ears of every Christian king who might
be thinking of encroaching upon the rights of the Church."

"Wonderful, indeed!  But it is very true, for it is said in the
Gospel that Saint Peter did cut off the ear of somebody."

"Yes, of a king."

"Oh, no!  not of a king."

"Of a king, I tell you.  Enquire whether Malek or Melek does not mean
king."

"Well! in case I should make up my mind to sell the knife, who would
give me the thousand sequins?"

"I would; one half to-morrow, cash down; the balance of five hundred
in a letter of exchange payable one month after date."

"Ah! that is like business.  Be good enough, to accept a dish of
macaroni with us to-morrow, and under a solemn pledge of secrecy we
will discuss this important affair."

I accepted and took my leave, firmly resolved on keeping up the joke.
I came back on the following day, and the very first thing he told me
was that, to his certain knowledge, there was an immense treasure
hidden somewhere in the Papal States, and that he would make up his
mind to purchase the sheath.  This satisfied me that there was no
fear of his taking me at my word, so I produced a purse full of gold,
saying I was quite ready to complete our bargain for the purchase of
the knife.

"The Treasure," he said, "is worth millions; but let us have dinner.
You are not going to be served in silver plates and dishes, but in
real Raphael mosaic."

"My dear commissary, your magnificence astonishes me; mosaic is,
indeed, by far superior to silver plate, although an ignorant fool
would only consider it ugly earthen ware."

The compliment delighted him.

After dinner, he spoke as follows:

"A man in very good circumstances, residing in the Papal States, and
owner of the country house in which he lives with all his family, is
certain that there is a treasure in his cellar.  He has written to my
son, declaring himself ready to undertake all expenses necessary to
possess himself of that treasure, if we could procure a magician
powerful enough to unearth it."

The son then took a letter out of his pocket, read me some passages,
and begged me to excuse him if, in consequence of his having pledged
himself to keep the secret, he could not communicate all the contents
of the letter; but I had, unperceived by him, read the word Cesena,
the name of the village, and that was enough for me.

"Therefore all that is necessary is to give me the possibility of
purchasing the sheath on credit, for I have no ready cash at present.
You need not be afraid of endorsing my letters of exchange, and if
you should know the magician you might go halves with him."

"The magician is ready; it is I, but unless you give me five hundred
sequins cash down we cannot agree."

"I have no money."

"Then sell me the knife:"

"No."

"You are wrong, for now that I have seen it I can easily take it from
you.  But I am honest enough not to wish to play such a trick upon
you."

"You could take my knife from me?  I should like to be convinced of
that, but I do not believe it."

"You do not?  Very well, to-morrow the knife will be in my
possession, but when it is once in my hands you need not hope to see
it again.  A spirit which is under my orders will bring it to me at
midnight, and the same spirit will tell me where the treasure is
buried:"

"Let the spirit tell you that, and I shall be convinced."

"Give me a pen, ink and paper."

I asked a question from my oracle, and the answer I had was that the
treasure was to be found not far from the Rubicon.

"That is," I said, "a torrent which was once a river:"

They consulted a dictionary, and found that the Rubicon flowed
through Cesena.  They were amazed, and, as I wished them to have full
scope for wrong reasoning, I left them.

I had taken a fancy, not to purloin five hundred sequins from those
poor fools, but to go and unearth the amount at their expense in the
house of another fool, and to laugh at them all into the bargain.  I
longed to play the part of a magician.  With that idea, when I left
the house of the ridiculous antiquarian, I proceeded to the public
library, where, with the assistance of a dictionary, I wrote the
following specimen of facetious erudition:

"The treasure is buried in the earth at a depth of seventeen and a
half fathoms, and has been there for six centuries.  Its value
amounts to two millions of sequins, enclosed in a casket, the same
which was taken by Godfrey de Bouillon from Mathilda, Countess of
Tuscany, in the year 1081, when he endeavoured to assist Henry IV,
against that princess.  He buried the box himself in the very spot
where it now is, before he went to lay siege to Jerusalem.  Gregory
VII, who was a great magician, having been informed of the place
where it had been hidden, had resolved on getting possession of it
himself, but death prevented him from carrying out his intentions.
After the death of the Countess Mathilda, in the year 1116, the
genius presiding over all hidden treasures appointed seven spirits to
guard the box.  During a night with a full moon, a learned magician
can raise the treasure to the surface of the earth by placing himself
in the middle of the magical ring called maximus:"

I expected to see the father and son, and they came early in the
morning.  After some rambling conversation, I gave them what I had
composed at the library, namely, the history of the treasure taken
from the Countess Mathilda.

I told them that I had made up my mind to recover the treasure, and I
promised them the fourth part of it, provided they would purchase the
sheath; I concluded by threatening again to possess myself of their
knife.

"I cannot decide," said the commissary, "before I have seen the
sheath."

"I pledge my word to shew it to you to-morrow," I answered.

We parted company, highly pleased with each other.

In order to manufacture a sheath, such as the wonderful knife
required, it was necessary to combine the most whimsical idea with
the oddest shape.  I recollected very well the form of the blade,
and, as I was revolving in my mind the best way to produce something
very extravagant but well adapted to the purpose I had in view, I
spied in the yard of the hotel an old piece of leather, the remnant
of what had been a fine gentleman's boot; it was exactly what I
wanted.

I took that old sole, boiled it, and made in it a slit in which I was
certain that the knife would go easily.  Then I pared it carefully on
all sides to prevent the possibility of its former use being found
out; I rubbed it with pumice stone, sand, and ochre, and finally I
succeeded in imparting to my production such a queer, old-fashioned
shape that I could not help laughing in looking at my work.

When I presented it to the commissary, and he had found it an exact
fit for the knife, the good man remained astounded.  We dined
together, and after dinner it was decided that his son should
accompany me, and introduce me to the master of the house in which
the treasure was buried, that I was to receive a letter of exchange
for one thousand Roman crowns, drawn by the son on Bologna, which
would be made payable to my name only after I should have found the
treasure, and that the knife with the sheath would be delivered into
my hands only when I should require it for the great operation; until
then the son was to retain possession of it.

Those conditions having been agreed upon, we made an agreement in
writing, binding upon all parties, and our departure was fixed for
the day after the morrow.

As we left Mantua, the father pronounced a fervent blessing over his
son's head, and told me that he was count palatine, shewing me the
diploma which he had received from the Pope.  I embraced him, giving
him his title of count, and pocketed his letter of exchange.

After bidding adieu to Marina, who was then the acknowledged mistress
of Count Arcorati, and to Baletti whom I was sure of meeting again in
Venice before the end of the year, I went to sup with my friend
O'Neilan.

We started early in the morning, travelled through Ferrara and
Bologna, and reached Cesena, where we put up at the posting-house.
We got up early the next day and walked quietly to the house of
George Franzia, a wealthy peasant, who was owner of the treasure.  It
was only a quarter of a mile from the city, and the good man was
agreeably surprised by our arrival.  He embraced Capitani, whom he
knew already, and leaving me with his family he went out with my
companion to talk business.

Observant as usual, I passed the family in review, and fixed my
choice upon the eldest daughter.  The youngest girl was ugly, and the
son looked a regular fool.  The mother seemed to be the real master
of the household, and there were three or four servants going about
the premises.

The eldest daughter was called Genevieve, or Javotte, a very common
name among the girls of Cesena.  I told her that I thought her
eighteen; but she answered, in a tone half serious, half vexed, that
I was very much mistaken, for she had only just completed her
fourteenth year.

"I am very glad it is so, my pretty child."

These words brought back her smile.

The house was well situated, and there was not another dwelling
around it for at least four hundred yards.  I was glad to see that I
should have comfortable quarters, but I was annoyed by a very
unpleasant stink which tainted the air, and which could certainly not
be agreeable to the spirits I had to evoke.

"Madame Franzia," said I, to the mistress of the house, "what is the
cause of that bad smell?"

"Sir, it arises from the hemp which we are macerating."

I concluded that if the cause were removed, I should get rid of the
effect.

"What is that hemp worth, madam?" I enquired.

"About forty crowns."

"Here they are; the hemp belongs to me now, and I must beg your
husband to have it removed immediately."

Capitani called me, and I joined him.  Franzia shewed me all the
respect due to a great magician, although I had not much the
appearance of one.

We agreed that he should receive one-fourth of the treasure, Capitani
another fourth, and that the remainder should belong to me.  We
certainly did not shew much respect for the rights of Saint Peter.

I told Franzia that I should require a room with two beds for myself
alone, and an ante-room with bathing apparatus.  Capitani's room was
to be in a different part of the house, and my room was to be
provided with three tables, two of them small and one large.  I added
that he must at once procure me a sewing-girl between the ages of
fourteen and eighteen, she was to be a virgin, and it was necessary
that she should, as well as every person in the house, keep the
secret faithfully, in order that no suspicion of our proceedings
should reach the Inquisition, or all would be lost.

"I intend to take up my quarters here to-morrow," I added; "I require
two meals every day, and the only wine I can drink is jevese.  For my
breakfast I drink a peculiar kind of chocolate which I make myself,
and which I have brought with me.  I promise to pay my own expenses
in case we do not succeed.  Please remove the hemp to a place
sufficiently distant from the house, so that its bad smell may not
annoy the spirits to be evoked by me, and let the air be purified by
the discharge of gunpowder.  Besides, you must send a trusty servant
to-morrow to convey our luggage from the hotel here, and keep
constantly in the house and at my disposal one hundred new wax
candles and three torches."

After I had given those instructions to Franzia, I left him, and went
towards Cesena with Capitani, but we had not gone a hundred yards
when we heard the good man running after us.

"Sir," he said to me, "be kind enough to take back the forty crowns
which you paid to my wife for the hemp."

"No, I will not do anything of the sort, for I do not want you to
sustain any loss."

"Take them back, I beg.  I can sell the hemp in the course of the day
for forty crowns without difficulty"

"In that case I will, for I have confidence in what you say."

Such proceedings on my part impressed the excellent man very
favourably, and he entertained the deepest veneration for me, which
was increased, when, against Capitani's advice, I resolutely refused
one hundred sequins which he wanted to force upon me for my
travelling expenses.  I threw him into raptures by telling him that
on the eve of possessing an immense treasure, it was unnecessary to
think of such trifles.

The next morning our luggage was sent for, and we found ourselves
comfortably located in the house of the wealthy and simple Franzia.

He gave us a good dinner, but with too many dishes, and I told him to
be more economical, and to give only some good fish for our supper,
which he did.  After supper he told me that, as far as the young
maiden was concerned, he thought he could recommend his daughter
Javotte, as he had consulted his wife, and had found I could rely
upon the girl being a virgin.

"Very good," I said; "now tell me what grounds you have for supposing
that there is a treasure in your house?"

"In the first place, the oral tradition transmitted from father to
son for the last eight generations; in the second, the heavy sounds
which are heard under ground during the night.  Besides, the door of
the cellar opens and shuts of itself every three or four minutes;
which must certainly be the work of the devils seen every night
wandering through the country in the shape of pyramidal flames."

"If it is as you say, it is evident that you have a treasure hidden
somewhere in your house; it is as certain as the fact that two and
two are four.  Be very careful not to put a lock to the door of the
cellar to prevent its opening and shutting of itself; otherwise you
would have an earthquake, which would destroy everything here.
Spirits will enjoy perfect freedom, and they break through every
obstacle raised against them."

"God be praised for having sent here, forty years ago, a learned man
who told my father exactly the same thing!  That great magician
required only three days more to unearth the treasure when my father
heard that the Inquisition had given orders to arrest him, and he
lost no time in insuring his escape.  Can you tell me how it is that
magicians are not more powerful than the Inquisitors?"

"Because the monks have a greater number of devils under their
command than we have.  But I feel certain that your father had
already expended a great deal of money with that learned man."

"About two thousand crowns."

"Oh!  more, more."

I told Franzia to follow me, and, in order to accomplish something in
the magic line, I dipped a towel in some water, and uttering fearful
words which belonged to no human language, I washed the eyes, the
temples, and the chest of every person in the family, including
Javotte, who might have objected to it if I had not begun with her
father, mother, and brother.  I made them swear upon my pocket-book
that they were not labouring under any impure disease, and I
concluded the ceremony by compelling Javotte to swear likewise that
she had her maidenhood.  As I saw that she was blushing to the very
roots of her hair in taking the oath, I was cruel enough to explain
to her what it meant; I then asked her to swear again, but she
answered that there was no need of it now that she knew what it was.
I ordered all the family to kiss me, and finding that Javotte had
eaten garlic I forbade the use of it entirely, which order Franzia
promised should be complied with.

Genevieve was not a beauty as far as her features were concerned; her
complexion was too much sunburnt, and her mouth was too large, but
her teeth were splendid, and her under lip projected slightly as if
it had been formed to receive kisses.  Her bosom was well made and as
firm as a rock, but her hair was too light, and her hands too fleshy.
The defects, however, had to be overlooked, and altogether she was
not an unpleasant morsel.  I did not purpose to make her fall in love
with me; with a peasant girl that task might have been a long one;
all I wanted was to train her to perfect obedience, which, in default
of love, has always appeared to me the essential point.  True that in
such a case one does not enjoy the ecstatic raptures of love, but one
finds a compensation in the complete control obtained over the woman.

I gave notice to the father, to Capitani, and to Javotte, that each
would, in turn and in the order of their age, take supper with me,
and that Javotte would sleep every night in my ante-room, where was
to be placed a bath in which I would bathe my guest one half hour
before sitting down to supper, and the guest was not to have broken
his fast throughout the day.

I prepared a list of all the articles of which I pretended to be in
need, and giving it to Franzia I told him to go to Cesena himself the
next day, and to purchase everything without bargaining to obtain a
lower price.  Among other things, I ordered a piece, from twenty to
thirty yards long, of white linen, thread, scissors, needles, storax,
myrrh, sulphur, olive oil, camphor, one ream of paper, pens and ink,
twelve sheets of parchment, brushes, and a branch of olive tree to
make a stick of eighteen inches in length.

After I had given all my orders very seriously and without any wish
to laugh, I went to bed highly pleased with my personification of a
magician, in which I was astonished to find myself so completely
successful.

The next morning, as soon as I was dressed, I sent for Capitani, and
commanded him to proceed every day to Cesena, to go to the best
coffee-house, to learn carefully every piece of news and every
rumour, and to report them to me.

Franzia, who had faithfully obeyed my orders, returned before noon
from the city with all the articles I had asked for.

"I have not bargained for anything," he said to me, "and the
merchants must, I have no doubt, have taken me for a fool, for I have
certainly paid one-third more than the things are worth."

"So much the worse for them if they have deceived you, but you would
have spoilt everything if you had beaten them down in their price.
Now, send me your daughter and let me be alone with her."

As soon as Javotte was in my room, I made her cut the linen in seven
pieces, four of five feet long, two of two feet, and one of two feet
and a half; the last one was intended to form the hood of the robe I
was to wear for the great operation.  Then I said to Javotte:

"Sit down near my bed and begin sewing.  You will dine here and
remain at work until the evening.  When your father comes, you must
let us be alone, but as soon as he leaves me, come back and go to
bed."

She dined in my room, where her mother waited on her without
speaking, and gave her nothing to drink except St. Jevese wine.
Towards evening her father came, and she left us.

I had the patience to wash the good man while he was in the bath,
after which he had supper with me; he ate voraciously, telling me
that it was the first time in his life that he had remained twenty-
four hours without breaking his fast.  Intoxicated with the St.
Jevese wine he had drunk, he went to bed and slept soundly until
morning, when his wife brought me my chocolate.  Javotte was kept
sewing as on the day before; she left the room in the evening when
Capitani came in, and I treated him in the same manner as Franzia; on
the third day, it was Javotte's turn, and that had been the object I
had kept in view all the time.

When the hour came, I said to her,

"Go, Javotte, get into the bath and call me when you are ready, for I
must purify you as I have purified your father and Capitani."

She obeyed, and within a quarter of an hour she called me.  I
performed a great many ablutions on every part of her body, making
her assume all sorts of positions, for she was perfectly docile, but,
as I was afraid of betraying myself, I felt more suffering than
enjoyment, and my indiscreet hands, running over every part of her
person, and remaining longer and more willingly on a certain spot,
the sensitiveness of which is extreme, the poor girl was excited by
an ardent fire which was at last quenched by the natural result of
that excitement.  I made her get out of the bath soon after that, and
as I was drying her I was very near forgetting magic to follow the
impulse of nature, but, quicker than I, nature relieved itself, and I
was thus enabled to reach the end of the scene without anticipating
the denouement.  I told Javotte to dress herself, and to come back to
me as soon as she was ready.

She had been fasting all day, and her toilet did not take a long
time.  She ate with a ferocious appetite, and the St. Jevese wine,
which she drank like water, imparted so much animation to her
complexion that it was no longer possible to see how sunburnt she
was.  Being alone with her after supper, I said to her,

"My dear Javotte, have you been displeased at all I have compelled
you to submit to this evening?"

"Not at all; I liked it very much."

"Then I hope that you will have no objection to get in the bath with
me to-morrow, and to wash me as I have washed you."

"Most willingly, but shall I know how to do it well?"

"I will teach you, and for the future I wish you to sleep every night
in my room, because I must have a complete certainty that on the
night of the great operation I shall find you such as you ought to
be."

From that time Javotte was at her ease with me, all her restraint
disappeared, she would look at me and smile with entire confidence.
Nature had operated, and the mind of a young girl soon enlarges its
sphere when pleasure is her teacher.  She went to bed, and as she
knew that she had no longer anything to conceal from me, her modesty
was not alarmed when she undressed herself in my presence.  It was
very warm, any kind of covering is unpleasant in the hot weather, so
she stripped to the skin and soon fell asleep.  I did the same, but I
could not help feeling some regret at having engaged myself not to
take advantage of the position before the night of the great
incantation.  I knew that the operation to unearth the treasure would
be a complete failure, but I knew likewise that it would not fail
because Javotte's virginity was gone.

At day-break the girl rose and began sewing.  As soon as she had
finished the robe, I told her to make a crown of parchment with seven
long points, on which I painted some fearful figures and hieroglyphs.

In the evening, one hour before supper, I got into the bath, and
Javotte joined me as soon as I called her.  She performed upon me
with great zeal the same ceremonies that I had done for her the day
before, and she was as gentle and docile as possible.  I spent a
delicious hour in that bath, enjoying everything, but respecting the
essential point.

My kisses making her happy, and seeing that I had no objection to her
caresses, she loaded me with them.  I was so pleased at all the
amorous enjoyment her senses were evidently experiencing, that I made
her easy by telling her that the success of the great magic operation
depended upon the amount of pleasure she enjoyed.  She then made
extraordinary efforts to persuade me that she was happy, and without
overstepping the limits where I had made up my mind to stop, we got
out of the bath highly pleased with each other.

As we were on the point of going to bed, she said to me,

"Would it injure the success of your operation if we were to sleep
together?"

"No, my dear girl; provided you are a virgin on the day of the great
incantation, it is all I require."

She threw herself in my arms, and we spent a delightful night, during
which I had full opportunity of admiring the strength of her
constitution as well as my own restraint, for I had sufficient
control over myself not to break through the last obstacle.

I passed a great part of the following night with Franzia and
Capitani in order to see with my own eyes the wonderful things which
the worthy peasant had mentioned to me.  Standing in the yard, I
heard distinctly heavy blows struck under the ground at intervals of
three or four minutes.  It was like the noise which would be made by
a heavy pestle falling in a large copper mortar.  I took my pistols
and placed myself near the self-moving door of the cellar, holding a
dark lantern in my hand.  I saw the door open slowly, and in about
thirty seconds closing with violence.  I opened and closed it myself
several times, and, unable to discover any hidden physical cause for
the phenomenon, I felt satisfied that there was some unknown roguery
at work, but I did not care much to find it out.

We went upstairs again, and, placing myself on the balcony, I saw in
the yard several shadows moving about.  They were evidently caused by
the heavy and damp atmosphere, and as to the pyramidal flames which I
could see hovering over the fields, it was a phenomenon well known to
me.  But I allowed my two companions to remain persuaded that they
were the spirits keeping watch over the treasure.

That phenomenon is very common throughout southern Italy where the
country is often at night illuminated by those meteors which the
people believe to be devils, and ignorance has called night spirits,
or will-o'-the-wisps.

Dear reader, the next chapter will tell you how my magic undertaking
ended, and perhaps you will enjoy a good laugh at my expense, but you
need not be afraid of hurting my feelings.




CHAPTER XXII

The Incantation--A Terrible Storm--My Fright--Javotte's Virginity Is
Saved--I Give Up the Undertaking, and Sell the Sheath to Capitani--I
Meet Juliette and Count Alfani, Alias Count Celi--I Make Up My Mind
to Go to Naples--Why I Take a Different Road


My great operation had to be performed on the following day;
otherwise, according to all established rules, I would have had to
wait until the next full moon.  I had to make the gnomes raise the
treasure to the surface of the earth at the very spot on which my
incantations would be performed.  Of course, I knew well enough that
I should not succeed, but I knew likewise that I could easily
reconcile Franzia and Capitani to a failure, by inventing some
excellent reasons for our want of success.  In the mean time I had to
play my part of a magician, in which I took a real delight.  I kept
Javotte at work all day, sewing together, in the shape of a ring,
some thirty sheets of paper on which I painted the most wonderful
designs.  That ring, which I called maximus, had a diameter of three
geometric paces.  I had manufactured a sort of sceptre or magic wand
with the branch of olive brought by Franzia from Cesena.  Thus
prepared, I told Javotte that, at twelve o'clock at night, when I
came out of the magic ring, she was to be ready for everything.  The
order did not seem repugnant to her; she longed to give me that proof
of her obedience, and, on my side, considering myself as her debtor,
I was in a hurry to pay my debt and to give her every satisfaction.

The hour having struck, I ordered Franzia and Capitani to stand on
the balcony, so as to be ready to come to me if I called for them,
and also to prevent anyone in the house seeing my proceedings.  I
then threw off all profane garments.  I clothe myself in the long
white robe, the work of a virgin's innocent hands.  I allow my long
hair to fall loosely.  I place the extraordinary crown on my head,
the circle maximus on my shoulders, and, seizing the sceptre with one
hand, the wonderful knife with the other, I go down into the yard.
There I spread my circle on the ground, uttering the most barbarous
words, and after going round it three times I jump into the middle.

Squatting down there, I remain a few minutes motionless, then I rise,
and I fix my eyes upon a heavy, dark cloud coming from the west,
whilst from the same quarter the thunder is rumbling loudly.  What a
sublime genius I should have appeared in the eyes of my two fools,
if, having a short time before taken notice of the sky in that part
of the horizon, I had announced to them that my operation would be
attended by that phenomenon.

The cloud spreads with fearful rapidity, and soon the sky seems
covered with a funeral pall, on which the most vivid flashes of
lightning keep blazing every moment.

Such a storm was a very natural occurrence, and I had no reason to be
astonished at it, but somehow, fear was beginning to creep into me,
and I wished myself in my room.  My fright soon increased at the
sight of the lightning, and on hearing the claps of thunder which
succeeded each other with fearful rapidity and seemed to roar over my
very head.  I then realized what extraordinary effect fear can have
on the mind, for I fancied that, if I was not annihilated by the
fires of heaven which were flashing all around me, it was only
because they could not enter my magic ring.  Thus was I admiring my
own deceitful work!  That foolish reason prevented me from leaving
the circle in spite of the fear which caused me to shudder.  If it
had not been for that belief, the result of a cowardly fright, I
would not have remained one minute where I was, and my hurried flight
would no doubt have opened the eyes of my two dupes, who could not
have failed to see that, far from being a magician, I was only a
poltroon.  The violence of the wind, the claps of thunder, the
piercing cold, and above all, fear, made me tremble all over like an
aspen leaf.  My system, which I thought proof against every accident,
had vanished: I acknowledged an avenging God who had waited for this
opportunity of punishing me at one blow for all my sins, and of
annihilating me, in order to put an end to my want of faith.  The
complete immobility which paralyzed all my limbs seemed to me a proof
of the uselessness of my repentance, and that conviction only
increased my consternation.

But the roaring of the thunder dies away, the rain begins to fall
heavily, danger vanishes, and I feel my courage reviving.  Such is
man! or at all events, such was I at that moment.  It was raining so
fast that, if it had continued pouring with the same violence for a
quarter of an hour, the country would have been inundated.  As soon
as the rain had ceased, the wind abated, the clouds were dispersed,
and the moon shone in all its splendour, like silver in the pure,
blue sky.  I take up my magic ring, and telling the two friends to
retire to their beds without speaking to me, I hurry to my room.  I
still felt rather shaken, and, casting my eyes on Javotte, I thought
her so pretty that I felt positively frightened.  I allowed her to
dry me, and after that necessary operation I told her piteously to go
to bed.  The next morning she told me that, when she saw me come in,
shaking all over in spite of the heat, she had herself shuddered with
fear.

After eight hours of sound sleep I felt all right, but I had had
enough of the comedy, and to my great surprise the sight of Genevieve
did not move me in any way.  The obedient Javotte had certainly not
changed, but I was not the same.  I was for the first time in my life
reduced to a state of apathy, and in consequence of the superstitious
ideas which had crowded in my mind the previous night I imagined that
the innocence of that young girl was under the special protection of
Heaven, and that if I had dared to rob her of her virginity the most
rapid and terrible death would have been my punishment.

At all events, thanks to my youth and my exalted ideas, I fancied
that through my self-denying resolutions the father would not be so
great a dupe, and the daughter not so unhappy, unless the result
should prove as unfortunate for her as it had been for poor Lucy, of
Pasean.

The moment that Javotte became in my eyes an object of holy horror,
my departure was decided.  The resolution was all the more
irrevocable because I fancied some old peasant might have witnessed
all my tricks in the middle of the magic ring, in which case the most
Holy, or, if you like, the most infernal, Inquisition, receiving
information from him, might very well have caught me and enhanced my
fame by some splendid 'auto-da-fe' in which I had not the slightest
wish to be the principal actor.  It struck me as so entirely within
the limits of probability that I sent at once for Franzia and
Capitani, and in the presence of the unpolluted virgin I told them
that I had obtained from the seven spirits watching over the treasure
all the necessary particulars, but that I had been compelled to enter
into an agreement with them to delay the extraction of the treasure
placed under their guardianship.  I told Franzia that I would hand to
him in writing all the information which I had compelled the spirits
to give me.  I produced, in reality, a few minutes afterwards, a
document similar to the one I had concocted at the public library in
Mantua, adding that the treasure consisted of diamonds, rubies,
emeralds, and one hundred thousand pounds of gold dust.  I made him
take an oath on my pocket-book to wait for me, and not to have faith
in any magician unless he gave him an account of the treasure in
every way similar to the one which, as a great favor, I was leaving
in his hands.  I ordered him to burn the crown and the ring, but to
keep the other things carefully until my return.

"As for you, Capitani," I said to my companion, "proceed at once to
Cesena, and remain at the inn until our luggage has been brought by
the man whom Franzia is going to send with it."

Seeing that poor Javotte looked miserable, I went up to her, and,
speaking to her very tenderly, I promised to see her again before
long.  I told her at the same time that, the great operation having
been performed successfully, her virginity was no longer necessary,
and that she was at liberty to marry as soon as she pleased, or
whenever a good opportunity offered itself.

I at once returned to the city, where I found Capitani making his
preparations to go to the fair of Lugo, and then to Mantua.  He told
me, crying like a child, that his father would be in despair when he
saw him come back without the knife of Saint Peter.

"You may have it," I said, "with the sheath, if you will let me have
the one thousand Roman crowns, the amount of the letter of exchange:"

He thought it an excellent bargain, and accepted it joyfully.  I gave
him back the letter of exchange, and made him sign a paper by which
he undertook to return the sheath whenever I brought the same amount,
but he is still waiting for it.

I did not know what to do with the wonderful sheath, and I was not in
want of money, but I should have considered myself dishonoured if I
had given it to him for nothing; besides, I thought it a good joke to
levy a contribution upon the ignorant credulity of a count palatine
created by the grace of the Pope.  In after days, however, I would
willingly have refunded his money, but, as fate would have it, we did
not see each other for a long time, and when I met him again I was
not in a position to return the amount.  It is, therefore, only to
chance that I was indebted for the sum, and certainly Capitani never
dreamed of complaining, for being the possessor of 'gladium cum
vagina' he truly believed himself the master of every treasure
concealed in the Papal States.

Capitani took leave of me on the following day, and I intended to
proceed at once to Naples, but I was again prevented; this is how it
happened.

As I returned to the inn after a short walk, mine host handed me the
bill of the play announcing four performances of the Didone of
Metastasio at the Spada.  Seeing no acquaintance of mine among the
actors or actresses, I made up my mind to go to the play in the
evening, and to start early the next day with post-horses.  A remnant
of my fear of the Inquisition urged me on, and I could not help
fancying that spies were at my heels.

Before entering the house I went into the actresses dressing-room,
and the leading lady struck me as rather good-looking.  Her name was
Narici, and she was from Bologna.  I bowed to her, and after the
common-place conversation usual in such cases, I asked her whether
she was free.

"I am only engaged with the manager," she answered.

"Have you any lover?"

"No."

"I offer myself for the post, if you have no objection"

She smiled jeeringly, and said,

"Will you take four tickets for the four performances?"

I took two sequins out of my purse, taking care to let her see that
it was well filled, and when she gave me the four tickets, presented
them to the maid who was dressing her and was prettier than the
mistress, and so left the room without uttering a single word.  She
called me back; I pretended not to hear her, and took a ticket for
the pit.  After the first ballet, finding the whole performance very
poor, I was thinking of going away, when, happening to look towards
the chief box, I saw to my, astonishment that it was tenanted by the
Venetian Manzoni and the celebrated Juliette.  The reader will
doubtless remember the ball she gave at my house in Venice, and the
smack with which she saluted my cheek on that occasion.

They had not yet noticed me, and I enquired from the person seated
next to me who was that beautiful lady wearing so many diamonds.  He
told me that she was Madame Querini, from Venice, whom Count Spada,
the owner of the theatre, who was sitting near her, had brought with
him from Faenza.  I was glad to hear that M. Querini had married her
at last, but I did not think of renewing the acquaintance, for
reasons which my reader cannot have forgotten if he recollects our
quarrel when I had to dress her as an abbe.  I was on the point of
going away when she happened to see me and called me.  I went up to
her, and, not wishing to be known by anyone, I whispered to her that
my name was Farusi.  Manzoni informed me that I was speaking to her
excellency, Madame Querini.  "I know it," I said, "through a letter
which I have received from Venice, and I beg to offer my most sincere
congratulations to Madame."  She heard me and introduced me to Count
Spada, creating me a baron on the spot.  He invited me most kindly to
come to his box, asked me where I came from, where I was going to,
etc., and begged the pleasure of my company at supper for the same
evening.

Ten years before, he had been Juliette's friend in Vienna, when Maria
Theresa, having been informed of the pernicious influence of her
beauty, gave her notice to quit the city.  She had renewed her
acquaintance with him in Venice, and had contrived to make him take
her to Bologna on a pleasure trip.  M. Manzoni, her old follower, who
gave me all this information, accompanied her in order to bear
witness of her good conduct before M. Querini.  I must say that
Manzoni was not a well-chosen chaperon.

In Venice she wanted everybody to believe that Querini had married
her secretly, but at a distance of fifty leagues she did not think
such a formality necessary, and she had already been presented by the
general to all the nobility of Cesena as Madame Querini Papozzes.
M. Querini would have been wrong in being jealous of the count, for
he was an old acquaintance who would do no harm.  Besides, it is
admitted amongst certain women that the reigning lover who is jealous
of an old acquaintance is nothing but a fool, and ought to be treated
as such.  Juliette, most likely afraid of my being indiscreet, had
lost no time in making the first advances, but, seeing that I had
likewise some reason to fear her want of discretion, she felt
reassured.  From the first moment I treated her politely, and with
every consideration due to her position.

I found numerous company at the general's, and some pretty women.
Not seeing Juliette, I enquired for her from M. Manzoni, who told me
that she was at the faro table, losing her money.  I saw her seated
next to the banker, who turned pale at the sight of my face.  He was
no other than the so-called Count Celi.  He offered me a card, which
I refused politely, but I accepted Juliette's offer to be her
partner.  She had about fifty sequins, I handed her the same sum, and
took a seat near her.  After the first round, she asked me if I knew
the banker; Celi had heard the question; I answered negatively.  A
lady on my left told me that the banker was Count Alfani.  Half an
hour later, Madame Querini went seven and lost, she increased her
stake of ten sequins; it was the last deal of the game, and therefore
the decisive one.  I rose from my chair, and fixed my eyes on the
banker's hands.  But in spite of that, he cheated before me, and
Madame lost.

Just at that moment the general offered her his arm to go to supper;
she left the remainder of her gold on the table, and after supper,
having played again, she lost every sequin.

I enlivened the supper by my stories and witty jests.  I captivated
everybody's friendship, and particularly the general's, who, having
heard me say that I was going to Naples only to gratify an amorous
fancy, entreated me to spend a month with him and to sacrifice my
whim.  But it was all in vain.  My heart was unoccupied; I longed to
see Lucrezia and Therese, whose charms after five years I could
scarcely recollect.  I only consented to remain in Cesena the four
days during which the general intended to stay.

The next morning as I was dressing I had a call from the cowardly
Alfani-Celi; I received him with a jeering smile, saying that I had
expected him.

The hair-dresser being in the room Celi did not answer, but as soon
as we were alone he said,

"How could you possibly expect my visit?"

"I will tell you my reason as soon as you have handed me one hundred
sequins, and you are going to do so at once.'

"Here are fifty which I brought for you; you cannot demand more from
me."

"Thank you, I take them on account, but as I am good-natured I advise
you not to shew yourself this evening in Count Spada's drawing-rooms,
for you would not be admitted, and it would be owing to me."

"I hope that you will think twice before you are guilty of such an
ungenerous act."

"I have made up my mind; but now leave me."

There was a knock at my door, and the self-styled Count Alfani went
away without giving me the trouble of repeating my order.  My new
visitor proved to be the first castrato of the theatre, who brought
an invitation to dinner from Narici.  The invitation was curious, and
I accepted it with a smile.  The castrato was named Nicolas Peritti;
he pretended to be the grandson of a natural child of Sixtus V.; it
might have been so I shall have to mention him again in fifteen
years.

When I made my appearance at Narici's house I saw Count Alfani, who
certainly did not expect me, and must have taken me for his evil
genius.  He bowed to me with great politeness, and begged that I
would listen to a few words in private.

"Here are fifty sequins more," he said; "but as an honest man you can
take them only to give them to Madame Querini.  But how can you hand
the amount to her without letting her know that you have forced me to
refund it?  You understand what consequences such a confession might
have for me."

"I shall give her the money only when you have left this place; in
the mean time I promise to be discreet, but be careful not to assist
fortune in my presence, or I must act in a manner that will not be
agreeable to you."

"Double the capital of my bank, and we can be partners."

"Your proposal is an insult."

He gave me fifty sequins, and I promised to keep his secret.

There was a numerous attendance in Narici's rooms, especially of
young men, who after dinner lost all their money.  I did not play,
and it was a disappointment for my pretty hostess, who had invited me
only because she had judged me as simple as the others.  I remained
an indifferent witness of the play, and it gave me an opportunity of
realizing how wise Mahomet had been in forbidding all games of
chance.

In the evening after the opera Count Celi had the faro bank, and I
lose two hundred sequins, but I could only accuse ill luck.  Madame
Querini won.  The next day before supper I broke the bank, and after
supper, feeling tired and well pleased with what I had won, I
returned to the inn.

The following morning, which was the third day, and therefore the
last but one of my stay in Cesena, I called at the general's.  I
heard that his adjutant had thrown the cards in Alfani's face, and
that a meeting had been arranged between them for twelve o'clock.
I went to the adjutant's room and offered to be his second, assuring
him that there would be no blood spilt.  He declined my offer with
many thanks, and at dinner-time he told me that I had guessed
rightly, for Count Alfani had left for Rome.

"In that case," I said to the guests, "I will take the bank tonight."

After dinner, being alone with Madame Querini, I told her all about
Alfani, alias Celi, and handed her the fifty sequins of which I was
the depositary.

"I suppose," she said, "that by means of this fable you hope to make
me accept fifty sequins, but I thank you, I am not in want of money."

"I give you my word that I have compelled the thief to refund this
money, together with the fifty sequins of which he had likewise
cheated me."

"That may be, but I do not wish to believe you.  I beg to inform you
that I am not simple enough to allow myself to be duped, and, what is
worse, cheated in such a manner."

Philosophy forbids a man to feel repentance for a good deed, but he
must certainly have a right to regret such a deed when it is
malevolently misconstrued, and turned against him as a reproach.

In the evening, after the performance, which was to be the last, I
took the bank according to my promise: I lost a few sequins, but was
caressed by everybody, and that is much more pleasant than winning,
when we are not labouring under the hard necessity of making money.

Count Spada, who had got quite fond of me, wanted me to accompany him
to Brisighetta, but I resisted his entreaties because I had firmly
resolved on going to Naples.

The next morning I was awoke by a terrible noise in the passage,
almost at the door of my room.

Getting out of my bed, I open my door to ascertain the cause of the
uproar.  I see a troop of 'sbirri' at the door of a chamber, and in
that chamber, sitting up in bed, a fine-looking man who was making
himself hoarse by screaming in Latin against that rabble, the plague
of Italy, and against the inn-keeper who had been rascally enough to
open the door.

I enquire of the inn-keeper what it all means.

"This gentleman," answers the scoundrel, "who, it appears, can only
speak Latin, is in bed with a girl, and the 'sbirri' of the bishop
have been sent to know whether she is truly his wife; all perfectly
regular.  If she is his wife, he has only to convince them by shewing
a certificate of marriage, but if she is not, of course he must go to
prison with her.  Yet it need not happen, for I undertake to arrange
everything in a friendly manner for a few sequins.  I have only to
exchange a few words with the chief of the 'sbirri', and they will
all go away.  If you can speak Latin, you had better go in, and make
him listen to reason."

"Who has broken open the door of his room?"

"Nobody; I have opened it myself with the key, as is my duty."

"Yes, the duty of a highway robber, but not of an honest inn-keeper."

Such infamous dealing aroused my indignation, and I made up my mind
to interfere.  I enter the room, although I had still my nightcap on,
and inform the gentleman of the cause of the disturbance.  He answers
with a laugh that, in the first place, it was impossible to say
whether the person who was in bed with him was a woman, for that
person had only been seen in the costume of a military officer, and
that, in the second place, he did not think that any human being had
a right to compel him to say whether his bed-fellow was his wife or
his mistress, even supposing that his companion was truly a woman.

"At all events," he added, "I am determined not to give one crown to
arrange the affair, and to remain in bed until my door is shut.  The
moment I am dressed, I will treat you to an amusing denouement of the
comedy.  I will drive away all those scoundrels at the point of my
sword."

I then see in a corner a broad sword, and a Hungarian costume looking
like a military uniform.  I ask whether he is an officer.

"I have written my name and profession," he answers, "in the hotel
book."

Astonished at the absurdity of the inn-keeper, I ask him whether it
is so; he confesses it, but adds that the clergy have the right to
prevent scandal.

"The insult you have offered to that officer, Mr. Landlord, will cost
you very dear."

His only answer is to laugh in my face.  Highly enraged at seeing
such a scoundrel laugh at me, I take up the officer's quarrel warmly,
and asked him to entrust his passport to me for a few minutes.

"I have two," he says; "therefore I can let you have one."  And
taking the document out of his pocket-book, he hands it to me.  The
passport was signed by Cardinal Albani.  The officer was a captain in
a Hungarian regiment belonging to the empress and queen.  He was from
Rome, on his way to Parma with dispatches from Cardinal Albani
Alexander to M. Dutillot, prime minister of the Infante of Parma.

At the same moment, a man burst into the room, speaking very loudly,
and asked me to tell the officer that the affair must be settled at
once, because he wanted to leave Cesena immediately.

"Who are you?" I asked the man.

He answered that he was the 'vetturino' whom the captain had engaged.
I saw that it was a regular put-up thing, and begged the captain to
let me attend to the business, assuring him that I would settle it to
his honour and advantage.

"Do exactly as you please," he said.

Then turning towards the 'vetturino', I ordered him to bring up the
captain's luggage, saying that he would be paid at once.  When he had
done so, I handed him eight sequins out of my own purse, and made him
give me a receipt in the name of the captain, who could only speak
German, Hungarian, and Latin.  The vetturino went away, and the
'sbirri' followed him in the greatest consternation, except two who
remained.

"Captain," I said to the Hungarian, "keep your bed until I return.  I
am going now to the bishop to give him an account of these
proceedings, and make him understand that he owes you some
reparation.  Besides, General Spada is here, and...."

"I know him," interrupted the captain, "and if I had been aware of
his being in Cesena, I would have shot the landlord when he opened my
door to those scoundrels."

I hurried over my toilet, and without waiting for my hair to be
dressed I proceeded to the bishop's palace, and making a great deal
of noise I almost compelled the servants to take me to his room.  A
lackey who was at the door informed me that his lordship was still in
bed.

"Never mind, I cannot wait."

I pushed him aside and entered the room.  I related the whole affair
to the bishop, exaggerating the uproar, making much of the injustice
of such proceedings, and railing at a vexatious police daring to
molest travellers and to insult the sacred rights of individuals and
nations.

The bishop without answering me referred me to his chancellor, to
whom I repeated all I had said to the bishop, but with words
calculated to irritate rather than to soften, and certainly not
likely to obtain the release of the captain.  I even went so far as
to threaten, and I said that if I were in the place of the officer I
would demand a public reparation.  The priest laughed at my threats;
it was just what I wanted, and after asking me whether I had taken
leave of my senses, the chancellor told me to apply to the captain of
the 'sbirri'.

"I shall go to somebody else," I said, "reverend sir, besides the
captain of the 'sbirri'."

Delighted at having made matters worse, I left him and proceeded
straight to the house of General Spada, but being told that he could
not be seen before eight o'clock, I returned to the inn.

The state of excitement in which I was, the ardour with which I had
made the affair mine, might have led anyone to suppose that my
indignation had been roused only by disgust at seeing an odious
persecution perpetrated upon a stranger by an unrestrained, immoral,
and vexatious police; but why should I deceive the kind reader, to
whom I have promised to tell the truth; I must therefore say that my
indignation was real, but my ardour was excited by another feeling of
a more personal nature.  I fancied that the woman concealed under the
bed-clothes was a beauty.  I longed to see her face, which shame,
most likely, had prevented her from shewing.  She had heard me speak,
and the good opinion that I had of myself did not leave the shadow of
a doubt in my mind that she would prefer me to her captain.

The door of the room being still open, I went in and related to the
captain all I had done, assuring him that in the course of the day he
would be at liberty to continue his journey at the bishop's expense,
for the general would not fail to obtain complete satisfaction for
him.  He thanked me warmly, gave back the eight ducats I had paid for
him, and said that he would not leave the city till the next day.

"From what country," I asked him, "is your travelling companion?"

"From France, and he only speaks his native language."

"Then you speak French?"

"Not one word."

"That is amusing!  Then you converse in pantomime?"

"Exactly."

"I pity you, for it is a difficult language."

"Yes, to express the various shades of thought, but in the material
part of our intercourse we understand each other quite well."

"May I invite myself to breakfast with you?"

"Ask my friend whether he has any objection."

"Amiable companion of the captain," I said in French, "will you
kindly accept me as a third guest at the breakfast-table?"

At these words I saw coming out of the bed-clothes a lovely head,
with dishevelled hair, and a blooming, laughing face which, although
it was crowned with a man's cap, left no doubt that the captain's
friend belonged to that sex without which man would be the most
miserable animal on earth.

Delighted with the graceful creature, I told her that I had been
happy enough to feel interested in her even before I had seen her,
and that now that I had the pleasure of seeing her, I could but renew
with greater zeal all my efforts to serve her.

She answered me with the grace and the animation which are the
exclusive privilege of her native country, and retorted my argument
in the most witty manner; I was already under the charm.  My request
was granted; I went out to order breakfast, and to give them an
opportunity of making themselves comfortable in bed, for they were
determined not to get up until the door of their room was closed
again.

The waiter came, and I went in with him.  I found my lovely
Frenchwoman wearing a blue frock-coat, with her hair badly arranged
like a man's, but very charming even in that strange costume.  I
longed to see her up.  She ate her breakfast without once
interrupting the officer speaking to me, but to whom I was not
listening, or listening with very little attention, for I was in a
sort of ecstatic trance.

Immediately after breakfast, I called on the general, and related the
affair to him, enlarging upon it in such a manner as to pique his
martial pride.  I told him that, unless he settled the matter
himself, the Hungarian captain was determined to send an express to
the cardinal immediately.  But my eloquence was unnecessary, for the
general liked to see priests attend to the business of Heaven, but he
could not bear them to meddle in temporal affairs.

"I shall," he said, "immediately put a stop to this ridiculous
comedy, and treat it in a very serious manner."

"Go at once to the inn," he said to his aide-de-camp, "invite that
officer and his companion to dine with me to-day, and repair
afterwards to the bishop's palace.  Give him notice that the officer
who has been so grossly insulted by his 'sbirri' shall not leave the
city before he has received a complete apology, and whatever sum of
money he may claim as damages.  Tell him that the notice comes from
me, and that all the expenses incurred by the officer shall be paid
by him."

What pleasure it was for me to listen to these words!  In my vanity,
I fancied I had almost prompted them to the general.  I accompanied
the aide-de-camp, and introduced him to the captain who received him
with the joy of a soldier meeting a comrade.  The adjutant gave him
the general's invitation for him and his companion, and asked him to
write down what satisfaction he wanted, as well as the amount of
damages he claimed.  At the sight of the general's adjutant, the
'sbirri' had quickly vanished.  I handed to the captain pen, paper
and ink, and he wrote his claim in pretty good Latin for a native of
Hungary.  The excellent fellow absolutely refused to ask for more
than thirty sequins, in spite of all I said to make him claim one
hundred.  He was likewise a great deal too easy as to the
satisfaction he demanded, for all he asked was to see the landlord
and the 'sbirri' beg his pardon on their knees in the presence of the
general's adjutant.  He threatened the bishop to send an express to
Rome to Cardinal Alexander, unless his demands were complied with
within two hours, and to remain in Cesena at the rate of ten sequins
a day at the bishop's expense.

The officer left us, and a moment afterwards the landlord came in
respectfully, to inform the captain that he was free, but the captain
having begged me to tell the scoundrel that he owed him a sound
thrashing, he lost no time in gaining the door.

I left my friends alone to get dressed, and to attend to my own
toilet, as I dined with them at the general's.  An hour afterwards I
found them ready in their military costumes.  The uniform of the
Frenchwoman was of course a fancy one, but very elegant.  The moment
I saw her, I gave up all idea of Naples, and decided upon
accompanying the two friends to Parma.  The beauty of the lovely
Frenchwoman had already captivated me.  The captain was certainly on
the threshold of sixty, and, as a matter of course, I thought such a
union very badly assorted.  I imagined that the affair which I was
already concocting in my brain could be arranged amicably.

The adjutant came back with a priest sent by the bishop, who told the
captain that he should have the satisfaction as well as the damages
he had claimed, but that he must be content with fifteen sequins.

"Thirty or nothing," dryly answered the Hungarian.

They were at last given to him, and thus the matter ended.  The
victory was due to my exertions, and I had won the friendship of the
captain and his lovely companion.

In order to guess, even at first sight, that the friend of the worthy
captain was not a man, it was enough to look at the hips.  She was
too well made as a woman ever to pass for a man, and the women who
disguise themselves in male attire, and boast of being like men, are
very wrong, for by such a boast they confess themselves deficient in
one of the greatest perfections appertaining to woman.

A little before dinner-time we repaired to General Spada's mansion,
and the general presented the two officers to all the ladies.  Not
one of them was deceived in the young officer, but, being already
acquainted with the adventure, they were all delighted to dine with
the hero of the comedy, and treated the handsome officer exactly as
if he had truly been a man, but I am bound to confess that the male
guests offered the Frenchwoman homages more worthy of her sex.

Madame Querini alone did not seem pleased, because the lovely
stranger monopolized the general attention, and it was a blow to her
vanity to see herself neglected.  She never spoke to her, except to
shew off her French, which she could speak well.  The poor captain
scarcely opened his lips, for no one cared to speak Latin, and the
general had not much to say in German.

An elderly priest, who was one of the guests, tried to justify the
conduct of the bishop by assuring us that the inn-keeper and the
'sbirri' had acted only under the orders of the Holy Office.

"That is the reason," he said, "for which no bolts are allowed in the
rooms of the hotels, so that strangers may not shut themselves up in
their chambers.  The Holy Inquisition does not allow a man to sleep
with any woman but his wife."

Twenty years later I found all the doors in Spain with a bolt
outside, so that travellers were, as if they had been in prison,
exposed to the outrageous molestation of nocturnal visits from the
police.  That disease is so chronic in Spain that it threatens to
overthrow the monarchy some day, and I should not be astonished if
one fine morning the Grand Inquisitor was to have the king shaved,
and to take his place.




CHAPTER XXIII

I Purchase a Handsome Carriage, and Proceed to Parma With the Old
Captain and the Young Frenchwoman--I Pay a Visit to Javotte, and
Present Her With a Beautiful Pair of Gold Bracelets--My Perplexities
Respecting My Lovely Travelling Companion--A Monologue--Conversation
with the Captain--Tete-a-Tete with Henriette


The conversation was animated, and the young female officer was
entertaining everybody, even Madame Querini, although she hardly took
the trouble of concealing her spleen.

"It seems strange," she remarked, "that you and the captain should
live together without ever speaking to each other."

"Why, madam?  We understand one another perfectly, for speech is of
very little consequence in the kind of business we do together."

That answer, given with graceful liveliness, made everybody laugh,
except Madame Querini-Juliette, who, foolishly assuming the air of a
prude, thought that its meaning was too clearly expressed.

"I do not know any kind of business," she said, "that can be
transacted without the assistance of the voice or the pen."

"Excuse me, madam, there are some: playing at cards, for instance, is
a business of that sort."

"Are you always playing?"

"We do nothing else.  We play the game of the Pharaoh (faro), and I
hold the bank."

Everybody, understanding the shrewdness of this evasive answer,
laughed again, and Juliette herself could not help joining in the
general merriment.

"But tell me," said Count Spada, "does the bank receive much?"

"As for the deposits, they are of so little importance, that they are
hardly worth mentioning."

No one ventured upon translating that sentence for the benefit of the
worthy captain.  The conversation continued in the same amusing
style, and all the guests were delighted with the graceful wit of the
charming officer.

Late in the evening I took leave of the general, and wished him a
pleasant journey.

"Adieu," he said, "I wish you a pleasant journey to Naples, and hope
you will enjoy yourself there"

"Well, general, I am not going to Naples immediately; I have changed
my mind and intend to proceed to Parma, where I wish to see the
Infante.  I also wish to constitute myself the interpreter of these
two officers who know nothing of Italian:"

"Ah, young man!  opportunity makes a thief, does it not?  Well, if I
were in your place, I would do the same."

I also bade farewell to Madame Querini, who asked me to write to her
from Bologna.  I gave her a promise to do so, but without meaning to
fulfil it.

I had felt interested in the young Frenchwoman when she was hiding
under the bed-clothes: she had taken my fancy the moment she had
shewn her features, and still more when I had seen her dressed.  She
completed her conquest at the dinner-table by the display of a wit
which I greatly admired.  It is rare in Italy, and seems to belong
generally to the daughters of France.  I did not think it would be
very difficult to win her love, and I resolved on trying.  Putting my
self-esteem on one side, I fancied I would suit her much better than
the old Hungarian, a very pleasant man for his age, but who, after
all, carried his sixty years on his face, while my twenty-three were
blooming on my countenance.  It seemed to me that the captain himself
would not raise any great objection, for he seemed one of those men
who, treating love as a matter of pure fancy, accept all
circumstances easily, and give way good-naturedly to all the freaks
of fortune.  By becoming the travelling companion of this ill-matched
couple, I should probably succeed in my aims.  I never dreamed of
experiencing a refusal at their hands, my company would certainly be
agreeable to them, as they could not exchange a single word by
themselves.

With this idea I asked the captain, as we reached our inn, whether he
intended to proceed to Parma by the public coach or otherwise.

"As I have no carriage of my own," he answered, "we shall have to
take the coach."

"I have a very comfortable carriage, and I offer you the two back
seats if you have no objection to my society."

"That is a piece of good fortune.  Be kind enough to propose it to
Henriette."

"Will you, madam, grant me the favour of accompanying you to Parma?"

"I should be delighted, for we could have some conversation, but take
care, sir, your task will not be an easy one, you will often find
yourself obliged to translate for both of us."

"I shall do so with great pleasure; I am only sorry that the journey
is not longer.  We can arrange everything at supper-time; allow me to
leave you now as I have some business to settle."

My business was in reference to a carriage, for the one I had boasted
of existed only in my imagination.  I went to the most fashionable
coffee-house, and, as good luck would have it, heard that there was a
travelling carriage for sale, which no one would buy because it was
too expensive.  Two hundred sequins were asked for it, although it
had but two seats and a bracket-stool for a third person.  It was
just what I wanted.  I called at the place where it would be seen.  I
found a very fine English carriage which could not have cost less
than two hundred guineas.  Its noble proprietor was then at supper,
so I sent him my name, requesting him not to dispose of his carriage
until the next morning, and I went back to the hotel well pleased
with my discovery.  At supper I arranged with the captain that we
would not leave Cesena till after dinner on the following day, and
the conversation was almost entirely a dialogue between Henriette and
myself; it was my first talk with a French woman.  I thought this
young creature more and more charming, yet I could not suppose her to
be anything else but an adventurers, and I was astonished at
discovering in her those noble and delicate feelings which denote a
good education.  However, as such an idea would not have suited the
views I had about her, I rejected it whenever it presented itself to
my mind.  Whenever I tried to make her talk about the captain she
would change the subject of conversation, or evade my insinuations
with a tact and a shrewdness which astonished and delighted me at the
same time, for everything she said bore the impress of grace and wit.
Yet she did not elude this question:

"At least tell me, madam, whether the captain is your husband or your
father."

"Neither one nor the other," she answered, with a smile.

That was enough for me, and in reality what more did I want to know?
The worthy captain had fallen asleep.  When he awoke I wished them
both good night, and retired to my room with a heart full of love and
a mind full of projects.  I saw that everything had taken a good
turn, and I felt certain of success, for I was young, I enjoyed
excellent health, I had money and plenty of daring.  I liked the
affair all the better because it must come to a conclusion in a few
days.

Early the next morning I called upon Count Dandini, the owner of the
carriage, and as I passed a jeweller's shop I bought a pair of gold
bracelets in Venetian filigree, each five yards long and of rare
fineness.  I intended them as a present for Javotte.

The moment Count Dandini saw me he recognized me.  He had seen me in
Padua at the house of his father, who was professor of civil law at
the time I was a student there.  I bought his carriage on condition
that he would send it to me in good repair at one o'clock in the
afternoon.

Having completed the purchase, I went to my friend, Franzia, and my
present of the bracelets made Javotte perfectly happy.  There was.
not one girl in Cesena who could boast of possessing a finer pair,
and with that present my conscience felt at ease, for it paid the
expense I had occasioned during my stay of ten or twelve days at her
father's house four times over.  But this was not the most important
present I offered the family.  I made the father take an oath to wait
for me, and never to trust in any pretended magician for the
necessary operation to obtain the treasure, even if I did not return
or give any news of myself for ten years.

"Because," I said to him, "in consequence of the agreement in which I
have entered with the spirits watching the treasure, at the first
attempt made by any other person, the casket containing the treasure
will sink to twice its present depth, that is to say as deep as
thirty-five fathoms, and then I shall have myself ten times more
difficulty in raising it to the surface.  I cannot state precisely
the time of my return, for it depends upon certain combinations which
are not under my control, but recollect that the treasure cannot be
obtained by anyone but I."

I accompanied my advice with threats of utter ruin to his family if
he should ever break his oath.  And in this manner I atoned for all I
had done, for, far from deceiving the worthy man, I became his
benefactor by guarding against the deceit of some cheat who would
have cared for his money more than for his daughter.  I never saw him
again, and most likely he is dead, but knowing the deep impression I
left on his mind I am certain that his descendants are even now
waiting for me, for the name of Farusi must have remained immortal in
that family.

Javotte accompanied me as far as the gate of the city, where I kissed
her affectionately, which made me feel that the thunder and lightning
had had but a momentary effect upon me; yet I kept control over my
senses, and I congratulate myself on doing so to this day.  I told
her, before bidding her adieu, that, her virginity being no longer
necessary for my magic operations, I advised her to get married as
soon as possible, if I did not return within three months.  She shed
a few tears, but promised to follow my advice.

I trust that my readers will approve of the noble manner in which I
concluded my magic business.  I hardly dare to boast of it, but I
think I deserve some praise for my behaviour.  Perhaps, I might have
ruined poor Franzia with a light heart, had I not possessed a well-
filled purse.  I do not wish to enquire whether any young man, having
intelligence, loving pleasure, and placed in the same position, would
not have done the same, but I beg my readers to address that question
to themselves.

As for Capitani, to whom I sold the sheath of St. Peter's knife for
rather more than it was worth, I confess that I have not yet repented
on his account, for Capitani thought he had duped me in accepting it
as security for the amount he gave me, and the count, his father,
valued it until his death as more precious than the finest diamond in
the world.  Dying with such a firm belief, he died rich, and I shall
die a poor man.  Let the reader judge which of the two made the best
bargain.  But I must return now to my future travelling companions.

As soon as I had reached the inn, I prepared everything for our
departure for which I was now longing.  Henriette could not open her
lips without my discovering some fresh perfection, for her wit
delighted me even more than her beauty.  It struck me that the old
captain was pleased with all the attention I shewed her, and it
seemed evident to me that she would not be sorry to exchange her
elderly lover for me.  I had all the better right to think so,
inasmuch as I was perfection from a physical point of view, and I
appeared to be wealthy, although I had no servant.  I told Henriette
that, for the sake of having none, I spent twice as much as a servant
would have cost me, that, by my being my own servant, I was certain
of being served according to my taste, and I had the satisfaction of
having no spy at my heels and no privileged thief to fear.  She
agreed with everything I said, and it increased my love.

The honest Hungarian insisted upon giving me in advance the amount to
be paid for the post-horses at the different stages as far as Parma.
We left Cesena after dinner, but not without a contest of politeness
respecting the seats.  The captain wanted me to occupy the back seat-
near Henriette, but the reader will understand how much better the
seat opposite to her suited me; therefore I insisted upon taking the
bracket-seat, and had the double advantage of shewing my politeness,
and of having constantly and without difficulty before my eyes the
lovely woman whom I adored.

My happiness would have been too great if there had been no drawback
to it.  But where can we find roses without thorns?  When the
charming Frenchwoman uttered some of those witty sayings which
proceed so naturally from the lips of her countrywomen, I could not
help pitying the sorry face of the poor Hungarian, and, wishing to
make him share my mirth, I would undertake to translate in Latin
Henriette's sallies; but far from making him merry, I often saw his
face bear a look of astonishment, as if what I had said seemed to him
rather flat.  I had to acknowledge to myself that I could not speak
Latin as well as she spoke French, and this was indeed the case.  The
last thing which we learn in all languages is wit, and wit never
shines so well as in jests.  I was thirty years of age before I began
to laugh in reading Terence, Plautus and Martial.

Something being the matter with the carriage, we stopped at Forli to
have it repaired.  After a very cheerful supper, I retired to my room
to go to bed, thinking of nothing else but the charming woman by whom
I was so completely captivated.  Along the road, Henriette had struck
me as so strange that I would not sleep in the second bed in their
room.  I was afraid lest she should leave her old comrade to come to
my bed and sleep with me, and I did not know how far the worthy
captain would have put up with such a joke.  I wished, of course, to
possess that lovely creature, but I wanted everything to be settled
amicably, for I felt some respect for the brave officer.

Henriette had nothing but the military costume in which she stood,
not any woman's linen, not even one chemise.  For a change she took
the captain's shirt.  Such a state of things was so new to me that
the situation seemed to me a complete enigma.

In Bologna, excited by an excellent supper and by the amorous passion
which was every hour burning more fiercely in me, I asked her by what
singular adventure she had become the friend of the honest fellow who
looked her father rather than her lover.

"If you wish to know," she answered, with a smile, "ask him to relate
the whole story himself, only you must request him not to omit any of
the particulars."

Of course I applied at once to the captain, and, having first
ascertained by signs that the charming Frenchwoman had no objection,
the good man spoke to me thus:

"A friend of mine, an officer in the army, having occasion to go to
Rome, I solicited a furlough of six months, and accompanied him.  I
seized with great delight the opportunity of visiting a city, the
name of which has a powerful influence on the imagination, owing to
the memories of the past attached to it.  I did not entertain any
doubt that the Latin language was spoken there in good society, at
least as generally as in Hungary.  But I was indeed greatly mistaken,
for nobody can speak it, not even the priests, who only pretend to
write it, and it is true that some of them do so with great purity.
I was therefore rather uncomfortable during my stay in Rome, and with
the exception of my eyes my senses remained perfectly inactive.  I
had spent a very tedious month in that city, the ancient queen of the
world, when Cardinal Albani gave my friend dispatches for Naples.
Before leaving Rome, he introduced me to his eminence, and his
recommendation had so much influence that the cardinal promised to
send me very soon with dispatches for the Duke of Parma, Piacenza,
and Guastalla, assuring me that all my travelling expenses would be
defrayed.  As I wished to see the harbour called in former times
Centum cellae and now Civita-Vecchia, I gave up the remainder of my
time to that visit, and I proceeded there with a cicerone who spoke
Latin.

"I was loitering about the harbour when I saw, coming out of a
tartan, an elderly officer and this young woman dressed as she is
now.  Her beauty struck me, but I should not have thought any more
about it, if the officer had not put up at my inn, and in an
apartment over which I had a complete view whenever I opened my
window.  In the evening I saw the couple taking supper at the same
table, but I remarked that the elderly officer never addressed a word
to the young one.  When the supper was over, the disguised girl left
the room, and her companion did not lift his eyes from a letter which
he was reading, as it seemed to me, with the deepest attention.  Soon
afterwards the officer closed the windows, the light was put out, and
I suppose my neighbors went to bed.  The next morning, being up early
as is my habit, I saw the officer go out, and the girl remained alone
in the room.

"I sent my cicerone, who was also my servant, to tell the girl in the
garb of an officer that I would give her ten sequins for an hour's
conversation.  He fulfilled my instructions, and on his return he
informed me that her answer, given in French, had been to the effect
that she would leave for Rome immediately after breakfast, and that,
once in that city, I should easily find some opportunity of speaking
to her.

"'I can find out from the vetturino,' said my cicerone, 'where they
put up in Rome, and I promise you to enquire of him.'

"She left Civita-Vecchia with the elderly officer, and I returned
home on the following day.

"Two days afterwards, the cardinal gave me the dispatches, which were
addressed to M. Dutillot, the French minister, with a passport and
the money necessary for the journey.  He told me, with great
kindness, that I need not hurry on the road.

"I had almost forgotten the handsome adventuress, when, two days
before my departure, my cicerone gave me the information that he had
found out where she lived, and that she was with the same officer.  I
told him to try to see her, and to let her know that my departure was
fixed for the day after the morrow.  She sent me word by him that, if
I would inform her of the hour of my departure, she would meet me
outside of the gate, and get into the coach with me to accompany me
on my way.  I thought the arrangement very ingenious and during the
day I sent the cicerone to tell her the hour at which I intended to
leave, and where I would wait for her outside of the Porto del
Popolo.  She came at the appointed time, and we have remained
together ever since.  As soon as she was seated near me, she made me
understand by signs that she wanted to dine with me.  You may imagine
what difficulty we had in understanding one another, but we guessed
somehow the meaning expressed by our pantomime, and I accepted the
adventure with delight.

"We dined gaily together, speaking without understanding, but after
the dessert we comprehended each other very well.  I fancied that I
had seen the end of it, and you may imagine how surprised I was when,
upon my offering her the ten sequins, she refused most positively to
take any money, making me understand that she would rather go with me
to Parma, because she had some business in that city, and did not
want to return to Rome.

"The proposal was, after all, rather agreeable to me; I consented to
her wishes.  I only regretted my inability to make her understand
that, if she was followed by anyone from Rome, and if that person
wanted to take her back, I was not in a position to defend her
against violence.  I was also sorry that, with our mutual ignorance
of the language spoken by each of us, we had no opportunity of
conversation, for I should have been greatly pleased to hear her
adventures, which, I think, must be interesting.  You can, of course,
guess that I have no idea of who she can be.  I only know that she
calls herself Henriette, that she must be a Frenchwoman, that she is
as gentle as a turtledove, that she has evidently received a good
education, and that she enjoys good health.  She is witty and
courageous, as we have both seen, I in Rome and you in Cesena at
General Spada's table.  If she would tell you her history, and allow
you to translate it for me in Latin she would indeed please me much,
for I am sincerely her friend, and I can assure you that it will
grieve me to part from her in Parma.  Please to tell her that I
intend to give her the thirty sequins I received from the Bishop of
Cesena, and that if I were rich I would give her more substantial
proofs of my tender affection.  Now, sir, I shall feel obliged to you
if you will explain it all to her in French."

I asked her whether she would feel offended if I gave her an exact
translation.  She assured me that, on the contrary, she wished me to
speak openly, and I told her literally what the captain had related
to me.

With a noble frankness which a slight shade of-shame rendered more
interesting, Henriette confirmed the truth of her friend's narrative,
but she begged me to tell him that she could not grant his wish
respecting the adventures of her life.

"Be good enough to inform him," she added, "that the same principle
which forbids me to utter a falsehood, does not allow me to tell the
truth.  As for the thirty sequins which he intends to give me, I will
not accept even one of them, and he would deeply grieve me by
pressing them upon me.  The moment we reach Parma I wish him to allow
me to lodge wherever I may please, to make no enquiries whatever
about me, and, in case he should happen to meet me, to crown his
great kindness to me by not appearing to have ever known me."

As she uttered the last words of this short speech, which she had
delivered very seriously and with a mixture of modesty and
resolution, she kissed her elderly friend in a manner which indicated
esteem and gratitude rather than love.  The captain, who did not know
why she was kissing him, was deeply grieved when I translated what
Henriette had said.  He begged me to tell her that, if he was to obey
her with an easy conscience, he must know whether she would have
everything she required in Parma.

"You can assure him," she answered, "that he need not entertain any
anxiety about me."

This conversation had made us all very sad; we remained for a long
time thoughtful and silent, until, feeling the situation to be
painful, I rose, wishing them good night, and I saw that Henriette's
face wore a look of great excitement.

As soon as I found myself alone in my room, deeply moved by
conflicting feelings of love, surprise, and uncertainty, I began to
give vent to my feelings in a kind of soliloquy, as I always do when
I am strongly excited by anything; thinking is not, in those cases,
enough for me; I must speak aloud, and I throw so much action, so
much animation into these monologues that I forget I am alone.  What
I knew now of Henriette had upset me altogether.

"Who can she be," I said, speaking to the walls; "this girl who seems
to have the most elevated feelings under the veil of the most cynical
libertinism?  She says that in Parma she wishes to remain perfectly
unknown, her own mistress, and I cannot, of course, flatter myself
that she will not place me under the same restrictions as the captain
to whom she has already abandoned herself.  Goodbye to my
expectations, to my money, and my illusions!  But who is she--what is
she?  She must have either a lover or a husband in Parma, or she must
belong to a respectable family; or, perhaps, thanks to a boundless
love for debauchery and to her confidence in her own charms, she
intends to set fortune, misery, and degradation at defiance, and to
try to enslave some wealthy nobleman!  But that would be the plan of
a mad woman or of a person reduced to utter despair, and it does not
seem to be the case with Henriette.  Yet she possesses nothing.
True, but she refused, as if she had been provided with all she
needed, the kind assistance of a man who has the right to offer it,
and from whom, in sooth, she can accept without blushing, since she
has not been ashamed to grant him favours with which love had nothing
to do.  Does she think that it is less shameful for a woman to
abandon herself to the desires of a man unknown and unloved than to
receive a present from an esteemed friend, and particularly at the
eve of finding herself in the street, entirely destitute in the
middle of a foreign city, amongst people whose language she cannot
even speak?  Perhaps she thinks that such conduct will justify the
'faux pas' of which she has been guilty with the captain, and give
him to understand that she had abandoned herself to him only for the
sake of escaping from the officer with whom she was in Rome.  But she
ought to be quite certain that the captain does not entertain any
other idea; he shews himself so reasonable that it is impossible to
suppose that he ever admitted the possibility of having inspired her
with a violent passion, because she had seen him once through a
window in Civita-Vecchia.  She might possibly be right, and feel
herself justified in her conduct towards the captain, but it is not
the same with me, for with her intelligence she must be aware that I
would not have travelled with them if she had been indifferent to me,
and she must know that there is but one way in which she can obtain
my pardon.  She may be endowed with many virtues, but she has not the
only one which could prevent me from wishing the reward which every
man expects to receive at the hands of the woman he loves.  If she
wants to assume prudish manners towards me and to make a dupe of me,
I am bound in honour to shew her how much she is mistaken."

After this monologue, which had made me still more angry, I made up
my mind to have an explanation in the morning before our departure.

"I shall ask her," said I to myself, "to grant me the same favours
which she has so easily granted to her old captain, and if I meet
with a refusal the best revenge will be to shew her a cold and
profound contempt until our arrival in Parma."

I felt sure that she could not refuse me some marks of real or of
pretended affection, unless she wished to make a show of a modesty
which certainly did not belong to her, and, knowing that her modesty
would only be all pretence, I was determined not to be a mere toy in
her hands.

As for the captain, I felt certain, from what he had told me, that he
would not be angry with me if I risked a declaration, for as a
sensible man he could only assume a neutral position.

Satisfied with my wise reasoning, and with my mind fully made up, I
fell asleep.  My thoughts were too completely absorbed by Henriette
for her not to haunt my dreams, but the dream which I had throughout
the night was so much like reality that, on awaking, I looked for her
in my bed, and my imagination was so deeply struck with the delights
of that night that, if my door had not been fastened with a bolt, I
should have believed that she had left me during my sleep to resume
her place near the worthy Hungarian.

When I was awake I found that the happy dream of the night had turned
my love for the lovely creature into a perfect amorous frenzy, and it
could not be other wise.  Let the reader imagine a poor devil going
to bed broken down with fatigue and starvation; he succumbs to sleep,
that most imperative of all human wants, but in his dream he finds
himself before a table covered with every delicacy; what will then
happen?  Why, a very natural result.  His appetite, much more lively
than on the previous day, does not give him a minute's rest he must
satisfy it or die of sheer hunger.

I dressed myself, resolved on making sure of the possession of the
woman who had inflamed all my senses, even before resuming our
journey.

"If I do not succeed," I said to myself, "I will not go one step
further."

But, in order not to offend against propriety, and not to deserve the
reproaches of an honest man, I felt that it was my duty to have an
explanation with the captain in the first place.

I fancy that I hear one of those sensible, calm, passionless readers,
who have had the advantage of what is called a youth without storms,
or one of those whom old age has forced to become virtuous, exclaim,

"Can anyone attach so much importance to such nonsense?"

Age has calmed my passions down by rendering them powerless, but my
heart has not grown old, and my memory has kept all the freshness of
youth; and far from considering that sort of thing a mere trifle, my
only sorrow, dear reader, arises from the fact that I have not the
power to practise, to the day of my death, that which has been the
principal affair of my life!

When I was ready I repaired to the chamber occupied by my two
travelling companions, and after paying each of them the usual
morning compliments I told the officer that I was deeply in love with
Henriette, and I asked him whether he would object to my trying to
obtain her as my mistress.

"The reason for which she begs you," I added, "to leave her in Parma
and not to take any further notice of her, must be that she hopes to
meet some lover of hers there.  Let me have half an hour's
conversation with her, and I flatter myself I can persuade her to
sacrifice that lover for me.  If she refuses me, I remain here; you
will go with her to Parma, where you will leave my carriage at the
post, only sending me a receipt, so that I can claim it whenever I
please."

"As soon as breakfast is over," said the excellent man, "I shall go
and visit the institute, and leave you alone with Henriette.  I hope
you may succeed, for I should be delighted to see her under your
protection when I part with her.  Should she persist in her first
resolution, I could easily find a 'vetturino' here, and you could
keep your carriage.  I thank you for your proposal, and it will
grieve me to leave you."

Highly pleased at having accomplished half of my task, and at seeing
myself near the denouement, I asked the lovely Frenchwoman whether
she would like to see the sights of Bologna.

"I should like it very much," she said, "if I had some other clothes;
but with such a costume as this I do not care to shew myself about
the city."

"Then you do not want to go out?"

"No."

"Can I keep you company?"

"That would be delightful:"

The captain went out immediately after breakfast.  The moment he had
gone I told Henriette that her friend had left us alone purposely, so
as to give me the opportunity of a private interview with her.

"Tell me now whether you intended the order which you gave him
yesterday to forget you, never to enquire after you; and even not to
know you if he happened to meet you, from the time of our arrival in
Parma, for me as well as for him."

"It is not an order that I gave him; I have no right to do so, and I
could not so far forget myself; it is only a prayer I addressed to
him, a service which circumstances have compelled me to claim at his
hands, and as he has no right to refuse me, I never entertained any
doubt of his granting my command.  As far as you are concerned, it is
certain that I should have addressed the same prayer to you, if I had
thought that you had any views about me.  You have given me some
marks of your friendship, but you must understand that if, under the
circumstances, I am likely to be injured by the kind attentions of
the captain, yours would injure me much more.  If you have any
friendship for me, you would have felt all that."

"As you know that I entertain great friendship for you, you cannot
possibly suppose that I would leave you alone, without money, without
resources in the middle of a city where you cannot even make yourself
understood.  Do you think that a man who feels for you the most
tender affection can abandon you when he has been fortunate enough to
make your acquaintance, when he is aware of the sad position in which
you are placed?  If you think such a thing possible, you must have a
very false idea of friendship, and should such a man grant your
request, he would only prove that he is not your friend."

"I am certain that the captain is my friend; yet you have heard him,
he will obey me, and forget me."

"I do not know what sort of affection that honest man feels for you,
or how far he can rely upon the control he may have over himself, but
I know that if he can grant you what you have asked from him, his
friendship must be of a nature very different from mine, for I am
bound to tell you it is not only impossible for me to afford you
willingly the strange gratification of abandoning you in your
position, but even that, if I go to Parma, you could not possibly
carry out your wishes, because I love you so passionately that you
must promise to be mine, or I must remain here.  In that case you
must go to Parma alone with the captain, for I feel that, if I
accompanied you any further, I should soon be the most wretched of
men.  I could not bear to see you with another lover, with a husband,
not even in the midst of your family; in fact, I would fain see you
and live with you forever.  Let me tell you, lovely Henriette, that
if it is possible for a Frenchman to forget, an Italian cannot do it,
at least if I judge from my own feelings.  I have made up my mind,
you must be good enough to decide now, and to tell me whether I am to
accompany you or to remain here.  Answer yes or no; if I remain here
it is all over.  I shall leave for Naples to-morrow, and I know I
shall be cured in time of the mad passion I feel for you, but if you
tell me that I can accompany you to Parma, you must promise me that
your heart will forever belong to me alone.  I must be the only one
to possess you, but I am ready to accept as a condition, if you like,
that you shall not crown my happiness until you have judged me worthy
of it by my attentions and by my loving care.  Now, be kind enough to
decide before the return of the too happy captain.  He knows all, for
I have told him what I feel."

"And what did he answer?"

"That he would be happy to see you under my protection.  But what is
the meaning of that smile playing on your lips?"

"Pray, allow me to laugh, for I have never in my life realized the
idea of a furious declaration of love.  Do you understand what it is
to say to a woman in a declaration which ought to be passionate, but
at the same time tender and gentle, the following terrible words:

"'Madam, make your choice, either one or the other, and decide
instanter!' Ha!  ha!  ha!"

"Yes, I understand perfectly.  It is neither gentle, nor gallant, nor
pathetic, but it is passionate.  Remember that this is a serious
matter, and that I have never yet found myself so much pressed by
time.  Can you, on your side, realize the painful position of a man,
who, being deeply in love, finds himself compelled to take a decision
which may perhaps decide issues of life and death?  Be good enough to
remark that, in spite of the passion raging in me, I do not fail in
the respect I owe you; that the resolution I intend to take, if you
should persist in your original decision, is not a threat, but an
effort worthy of a hero, which ought to call for your esteem.  I beg
of you to consider that we cannot afford to lose time.  The word
choose must not sound harshly in your ears, since it leaves my fate
as well as yours entirely in your hands.  To feel certain of my love,
do you want to see me kneeling before you like a simpleton, crying
and entreating you to take pity on me?  No, madam, that would
certainly displease you, and it would not help me.  I am conscious of
being worthy of your love, I therefore ask for that feeling and not
for pity.  Leave me, if I displease you, but let me go away; for if
you are humane enough to wish that I should forget you, allow me to
go far away from you so as to make my sorrow less immense.  Should I
follow you to Parma, I would not answer for myself, for I might give
way to my despair.  Consider everything well, I beseech you; you
would indeed be guilty of great cruelty, were you to answer now:
'Come to Parma, although I must beg of you not to see me in that
city.'  Confess that you cannot, in all fairness, give me such an
answer; am I not right?"

"Certainly, if you truly love me."

"Good God! if I love you?  Oh, yes! believe me, my love is immense,
sincere!  Now, decide my fate."

"What! always the same song?"

"Yes."

"But are you aware that you look very angry?"

"No, for it is not so.  I am only in a state of uncontrollable
excitement, in one of the decisive hours of my life, a prey to the
most fearful anxiety.  I ought to curse my whimsical destiny and the
'sbirri' of Cesena (may God curse them, too!), for, without them, I
should never have known you."

"Are you, then, so very sorry to have made my acquaintance?"

"Have I not some reason to be so?"

"No, for I have not given you my decision yet."

"Now I breathe more freely, for I am sure you will tell me to
accompany you to Parma."

"Yes, come to Parma."




End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of MEMOIRES OF JACQUES CASANOVA
VENETION YEARS, Vol. 1e, MILAN AND MANTUA
by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt






MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
TO PARIS AND PRISON, Volume 2a--PARIS


THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR
MACHEN TO WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED
BY ARTHUR SYMONS.




PARIS

CHAPTER I

Leave Bologna a Happy Man--The Captain Parts from Us in Reggio, where
I Spend a Delightful Night with Henriette--Our Arrival in Parma--
Henriette Resumes the Costume of a Woman; Our Mutual Felicity--I Meet
Some Relatives of Mine, but Do not Discover Myself


The reader can easily guess that there was a change as sudden as a
transformation in a pantomime, and that the short but magic sentence,
"Come to Parma," proved a very fortunate catastrophe, thanks to which
I rapidly changed, passing from the tragic to the gentle mood, from
the serious to the tender tone.  Sooth to say, I fell at her feet,
and lovingly pressing her knees I kissed them repeatedly with
raptures of gratitude.  No more 'furore', no more bitter words; they
do not suit the sweetest of all human feelings!  Loving, docile,
grateful, I swear never to beg for any favour, not even to kiss her
hand, until I have shewn myself worthy of her precious love!  The
heavenly creature, delighted to see me pass so rapidly from despair
to the most lively tenderness, tells me, with a voice the tone of
which breathes of love, to get up from my knees.

"I am sure that you love me," says she, "and be quite certain that I
shall leave nothing undone to secure the constancy of your feelings."
Even if she had said that she loved me as much as I adored her, she
would not have been more eloquent, for her words expressed all that
can be felt.  My lips were pressed to her beautiful hands as the
captain entered the room.  He complimented us with perfect good
faith, and I told him, my face beaming with happiness, that I was
going to order the carriage.  I left them together, and in a short
time we were on our road, cheerful, pleased, and merry.

Before reaching Reggio the honest captain told me that in his opinion
it would be better for him to proceed to Parma alone, as, if we
arrived in that city all together, it might cause some remarks, and
people would talk about us much less if we were without him.  We both
thought him quite right, and we immediately made up our minds to pass
the night in Reggio, while the captain would take a post-chaise and
go alone to Parma.  According to that arrangement his trunk was
transferred to the vehicle which he hired in Reggio, he bade us
farewell and went away, after having promised to dine with us on the
following day in Parma.

The decision taken by the worthy Hungarian was, doubtless, as
agreeable to my lovely friend as to me, for our delicacy would have
condemned us to a great reserve in his presence.  And truly, under
the new circumstances, how were we to arrange for our lodgings in
Reggio?  Henriette could not, of course, share the bed of the captain
any more, and she could not have slept with me as long as he was with
us, without being guilty of great immodesty.  We should all three
have laughed at that compulsory reserve which we would have felt to
be ridiculous, but we should, for all that, have submitted to it.
Love is the little impudent god, the enemy of bashfulness, although
he may very often enjoy darkness and mystery, but if he gives way to
it he feels disgraced; he loses three-fourths of his dignity and the
greatest portion of his charms.

Evidently there could be no happiness for Henriette or for me unless
we parted with the person and even with the remembrance of the
excellent captain.

We supped alone.  I was intoxicated with a felicity which seemed too
immense, and yet I felt melancholy, but Henriette, who looked sad
likewise, had no reproach to address to me.  Our sadness was in
reality nothing but shyness; we loved each other, but we had had no
time to become acquainted.  We exchanged only a few words, there was
nothing witty, nothing interesting in our conversation, which struck
us both as insipid, and we found more pleasure in the thoughts which
filled our minds.  We knew that we were going to pass the night
together, but we could not have spoken of it openly.  What a night!
what a delightful creature was that Henriette whom I have loved so
deeply, who has made me so supremely happy!

It was only three or four days later that I ventured on asking her
what she would have done, without a groat in her possession, having
not one acquaintance in Parma, if I had been afraid to declare my
love, and if I had gone to Naples.  She answered that she would
doubtless have found herself in very great difficulties, but that she
had all along felt certain of my love, and that she had foreseen what
had happened.  She added that, being impatient to know what I thought
of her, she had asked me to translate to the captain what she had
expressed respecting her resolution, knowing that he could neither
oppose that resolution nor continue to live with her, and that, as
she had taken care not to include me in the prayer which she had
addressed to him through me, she had thought it impossible that I
should fail to ask whether I could be of some service to her, waiting
to take a decision until she could have ascertained the nature of my
feelings towards her.  She concluded by telling me that if she had
fallen it was the fault of her husband and of her father-in-law, both
of whom she characterized as monsters rather than men.

When we reached Parma, I gave the police the name of Farusi, the same
that I had assumed in Cesena; it was the family name of my mother;
while Henriette wrote down, "Anne D'Arci, from France."  While we
were answering the questions of the officer, a young Frenchman, smart
and intelligent-looking, offered me his services, and advised me not
to put up at the posting-inn, but to take lodgings at D'Andremorit's.
hotel, where I should find good apartments, French cooking, and the
best French wines.

Seeing that Henriette was pleased with the proposal, I told the young
man to take us there, and we were soon very comfortably lodged.  I
engaged the Frenchman by the day, and carefully settled all my
arrangements with D'Andremont.  After that I attended to the housing
of my carriage.

Coming in again for a few minutes, I told Henriette that I would
return in time for dinner, and, ordering the servant to remain in the
ante-room, I went out alone.

Parma was then groaning under a new government.  I had every reason
to suppose that there were spies everywhere and under every form.  I
therefore did not want to have at my heels a valet who might have
injured rather than served me.  Though I was in my father's native
city, I had no acquaintances there, but I knew that I should soon
find my way.

When I found myself in the streets, I scarcely could believe that I
was in Italy, for everything had a tramontane appearance.  I heard
nothing but French and Spanish, and those who did not speak one of
those languages seemed to be whispering to one another.  I was going
about at random, looking for a hosier, yet unwilling to enquire where
I could find one; at last I saw what I wanted.

I entered the shop, and addressing myself to a stout, good-looking
woman seated behind the counter, I said,

"Madam, I wish to make some purchases."

"Sir, shall I send for someone speaking French?"

"You need not do so, I am an Italian."

"God be praised!  Italians are scarce in these days."

"Why scarce?"

"Do you not know that Don Philip has arrived, and that his wife,
Madame de France, is on the road?"

"I congratulate you, for it must make trade very good.  I suppose
that money is plentiful, and that there is abundance of all
commodities."

"That is true, but everything is high in price, and we cannot get
reconciled to these new fashions.  They are a bad mixture of French
freedom and Spanish haughtiness which addles our brains.  But, sir,
what sort of linen do you require?"

"In the first place, I must tell you that I never try to drive a hard
bargain, therefore be careful.  If you charge me too much, I shall
not come again.  I want some fine linen for twenty-four chemises,
some dimity for stays and petticoats, some muslin, some cambric for
pocket-handkerchiefs, and many other articles which I should be very
glad to find in your shop, for I am a stranger here, and God knows in
what hands I am going to trust myself!"

"You will be in honest ones, if you will give me your confidence."

"I am sure that you deserve it, and I abandon my interests to you.
I want likewise to find some needlewomen willing to work in the
lady's room, because she requires everything to be made very
rapidly."

"And dresses?"

"Yes, dresses, caps, mantles-in fact, everything, for she is naked."

"With money she will soon have all she wants.  Is she young?"

"She is four years younger than I.  She is my wife."

"Ah!  may God bless you!  Any children?"

"Not yet, my good lady; but they will come, for we do all that is
necessary to have them."

"I have no doubt of it.  How pleased I am!  Well, sir, I shall send
for the very phoenix of all dressmakers.  In the mean time, choose
what you require, it will amuse you."

I took the best of everything and paid, and the dressmaker making her
appearance at that moment I gave my address, requesting that various
sorts of stuff might be sent at once.  I told the dressmaker and her
daughter, who had come with her, to follow me and to carry the linen.
On my way to the hotel I bought several pairs of silk stockings, and
took with me a bootmaker who lived close by.

Oh, what a delightful moment!  Henriette, who had not the slightest
idea of what I had gone out for, looked at everything with great
pleasure, yet without any of those demonstrations which announce a
selfish or interested disposition.  She shewed her gratitude only by
the delicate praise which she bestowed upon my taste and upon the
quality of the articles I had purchased.  She was not more cheerful
on account of my presents, but the tender affection with which she
looked at me was the best proof of her grateful feelings.

The valet I had hired had entered the room with the shoemaker.
Henriette told him quietly to withdraw, and not to come unless he was
called.  The dressmaker set to work, the shoemaker took her measure,
and I told him to bring some slippers.  He returned in a short time,
and the valet came in again with him without having been called.  The
shoemaker, who spoke French, was talking the usual nonsense of
dealers, when she interrupted him to ask the valet, who was standing
familiarly in the room, what he wanted.

"Nothing, madam, I am only waiting for your orders."

"Have I not told you that you would be called when your services were
required?"

"I should like to know who is my master, you or the gentleman?"

"Neither," I replied, laughing.  "Here are your day's wages.  Be off
at once."

The shoemaker, seeing that Henriette spoke only French, begged to
recommend a teacher of languages.

"What country does he belong to?" she enquired.

"To Flanders, madam," answered Crispin, "he is a very learned man,
about fifty years old.  He is said to be a good man.  He charges
three libbre for each lesson of one hour, and six for two hours, but
he requires to be paid each time."

"My dear," said Henriette to me, "do you wish me to engage that
master?"

"Yes, dearest, it will amuse you."

The shoemaker promised to send the Flemish professor the next
morning.

The dressmakers were hard at work, the mother cutting and the
daughter sewing, but, as progress could not be too rapid, I told the
mother that she would oblige us if she could procure another
seamstress who spoke French.

"You shall have one this very day, sir," she answered, and she
offered me the services of her own son as a servant, saying that if I
took him I should be certain to have neither a thief nor a spy about
me, and that he spoke French pretty well.  Henriette thought we could
not do better than take the young man.  Of course that was enough to
make me consent at once, for the slightest wish of the woman we love
is our supreme law.  The mother went for him, and she brought back at
the same time the half-French dressmaker.  It all amused my goddess,
who looked very happy.

The young man was about eighteen, pleasant, gentle and modest.  I
enquired his name, and he answered that it was Caudagna.

The reader may very likely recollect that my father's native place
had been Parma, and that one of his sisters had married a Caudagna.
"It would be a curious coincidence," I thought, "if that dressmaker
should be my aunt, and my valet my cousin!" but I did not say it
aloud.

Henriette asked me if I had any objection to the first dressmaker
dining at our table.

"I entreat you, my darling," I answered, "never, for the future, to
ask my consent in such trifling matters.  Be quite certain, my
beloved, that I shall always approve everything you may do."

She smiled and thanked me.  I took out my purse, and said to her;

"Take these fifty sequins, dearest, to pay for all your small
expenses, and to buy the many trifles which I should be sure to
forget."

She took the money, assuring me that she was vastly obliged to me.

A short time before dinner the worthy captain made his appearance.
Henriette ran to meet him and kissed him, calling him her dear
father, and I followed her example by calling him my friend.  My
beloved little wife invited him to dine with us every day.  The
excellent fellow, seeing all the women working busily for Henriette,
was highly pleased at having procured such a good position for his
young adventuress, and I crowned his happiness by telling him that I
was indebted to him for my felicity.

Our dinner was delicious, and it proved a cheerful meal.  I found out
that Henriette was dainty, and my old friend a lover of good wines.
I was both, and felt that I was a match for them.  We tasted several
excellent wines which D'Andremont had recommended, and altogether we
had a very good dinner.

The young valet pleased me in consequence of the respectful manner in
which he served everyone, his mother as well as his masters.  His
sister and the other seamstress had dined apart.

We were enjoying our dessert when the hosier was announced,
accompanied by another woman and a milliner who could speak French.
The other woman had brought patterns of all sorts of dresses.  I let
Henriette order caps, head-dresses, etc., as she pleased, but I would
interfere in the dress department although I complied with the
excellent taste of my charming friend.  I made her choose four
dresses, and I was indeed grateful for her ready acceptance of them,
for my own happiness was increased in proportion to the pleasure I
gave her and the influence I was obtaining over her heart.

Thus did we spend the first day, and we could certainly not have
accomplished more.

In the evening, as we were alone at supper, I fancied that her lovely
face looked sad.  I told her so.

"My darling," she answered, with a voice which went to my heart, "you
are spending a great deal of money on me, and if you do so in the
hope of my loving you more dearly I must tell you it is money lost,
for I do not love you now more than I did yesterday, but I do love
you with my whole heart.  All you may do that is not strictly
necessary pleases me only because I see more and more how worthy you
are of me, but it is not needed to make me feel all the deep love
which you deserve."

"I believe you, dearest, and my happiness is indeed great if you feel
that your love for me cannot be increased.  But learn also, delight
of my heart, that I have done it all only to try to love you even
more than I do, if possible.  I wish to see you beautiful and
brilliant in the attire of your sex, and if there is one drop of
bitterness in the fragrant cup of my felicity, it is a regret at not
being able to surround you with the halo which you deserve.  Can I be
otherwise than delighted, my love, if you are pleased?"

"You cannot for one moment doubt my being pleased, and as you have
called me your wife you are right in one way, but if you are not very
rich I leave it to you to judge how deeply I ought to reproach
myself."

"Ah, my beloved angel! let me, I beg of you, believe myself wealthy,
and be quite certain that you cannot possibly be the cause of my
ruin.  You were born only for my happiness.  All I wish is that you
may never leave me.  Tell me whether I can entertain such a hope."

"I wish it myself, dearest, but who can be sure of the future?  Are
you free?  Are you dependent on anyone?"

"I am free in the broadest meaning of that word, I am dependent on no
one but you, and I love to be so."

"I congratulate you, and I am very glad of it, for no one can tear
you from my arms, but, alas!  you know that I cannot say the same as
you.  I am certain that some persons are, even now, seeking for me,
and they will not find it very difficult to secure me if they ever
discover where I am.  Alas!  I feel how miserable I should be if they
ever succeeded in dragging me away from you!"

"You make me tremble.  Are you afraid of such a dreadful misfortune
here?"

"No, unless I should happen to be seen by someone knowing me."

"Are any such persons likely to be here at present?"

"I think not."

"Then do not let our love take alarm, I trust your fears will never
be verified.  Only, my darling one, you must be as cheerful as you
were in Cesena."

"I shall be more truly so now, dear friend.  In Cesena I was
miserable; while now I am happy.  Do not be afraid of my being sad,
for I am of a naturally cheerful disposition."

"I suppose that in Cesena you were afraid of being caught by the
officer whom you had left in Rome?"

"Not at all; that officer was my father-in-law, and I am quite
certain that he never tried to ascertain where I had gone.  He was
only too glad to get rid of me.  I felt unhappy because I could not
bear to be a charge on a man whom I could not love, and with whom I
could not even exchange one thought.  Recollect also that I could not
find consolation in the idea that I was ministering to his happiness,
for I had only inspired him with a passing fancy which he had himself
valued at ten sequins.  I could not help feeling that his fancy, once
gratified, was not likely at his time of life to become a more
lasting sentiment, and I could therefore only be a burden to him, for
he was not wealthy.  Besides, there was a miserable consideration
which increased my secret sorrow.  I thought myself bound in duty to
carress him, and on his side, as he thought that he ought to pay me
in the same money, I was afraid of his ruining his health for me, and
that idea made me very unhappy.  Having no love for each other, we
allowed a foolish feeling of regard to make both of us uncomfortable.
We lavished, for the sake of a well-meaning but false decorum, that
which belongs to love alone.  Another thing troubled me greatly.  I
was afraid lest  people might suppose that I was a source of profit
to him.  That idea made me feel the deepest shame, yet, whenever I
thought of it, I could not help admitting that such a supposition,
however false, was not wanting in probability.  It is owing to that
feeling that you found me so reserved towards you, for I was afraid
that you might harbour that fearful idea if I allowed, you to read in
my looks the favourable impression which you had made on my heart."

"Then it was not owing to a feeling of self-love?"

"No, I confess it, for you could but judge me as I deserved.  I had
been guilty of the folly now known to you because my father-in-law
intended to bury me in a convent, and that did not suit my taste.
But, dearest friend, you must forgive me if, I cannot confide even to
you the history of my life."

"I respect your secret, darling; you need not fear any intrusion from
me on that subject.  All we have to do is to love one another, and
not to allow any dread of the future to mar our actual felicity."

The next day, after a night of intense enjoyment, I found myself more
deeply in love than before, and the next three months were spent by
us in an intoxication of delight.

At nine o'clock the next morning the teacher of Italian was
announced.  I saw a man of respectable appearance, polite, modest,
speaking little but well, reserved in his answers, and with the
manners of olden times.  We conversed, and I could not help laughing
when he said, with an air of perfect good faith, that a Christian
could only admit the system of Copernicus as a clever hypothesis.
I answered that it was the system of God Himself because it was that
of nature, and that it was not in Holy Scripture that the laws of
science could be learned.

The teacher smiled in a manner which betrayed the Tartufe, and if I
had consulted only my own feelings I should have dismissed the poor
man, but I thought that he might amuse Henriette and teach her
Italian; after all it was what I wanted from him.  My dear wife told
him that she would give him six libbre for a lesson of two hours: the
libbra of Parma being worth only about threepence, his lessons were
not very expensive.  She took her first lesson immediately and gave
him two sequins, asking him to purchase her some good novels.

Whilst my dear Henriette was taking her lesson, I had some
conversation with the dressmaker, in order to ascertain whether she
was a relative of mine.

"What does your husband do?" I asked her.

"He is steward to the Marquis of Sissa."

"Is your father still alive?"

"No, sir, he is dead."

"What was his family name?"

"Scotti."

"Are your husband's parents still alive?"

"His father is dead, but his mother is still alive, and resides with
her uncle, Canon Casanova."

That was enough.  The good woman was my Welsh cousin, and her
children were my Welsh nephews.  My niece Jeanneton was not pretty;
but she appeared to be a good girl.  I continued my conversation with
the mother, but I changed the topic.

"Are the Parmesans satisfied with being the subjects of a Spanish
prince?"

"Satisfied?  Well, in that case, we should be easily pleased, for we
are now in a regular maze.  Everything is upset, we do not know where
we are.  Oh! happy times of the house of Farnese, whither have you
departed?  The day before yesterday I went to the theatre, and
Harlequin made everybody roar with laughter.  Well, now, fancy, Don
Philipo, our new duke, did all he could to remain serious, and when
he could not manage it, he would hide his face in his hat so that
people should not see that he was laughing, for it is said that
laughter ought never to disturb the grave and stiff countenance of an
Infante of Spain, and that he would be dishonoured in Madrid if he
did not conceal his mirth.  What do you think of that?  Can such
manners suit us?  Here we laugh willingly and heartily!  Oh! the good
Duke Antonio (God rest his soul!) was certainly as great a prince as
Duke Philipo, but he did not hide himself from his subjects when he
was pleased, and he would sometimes laugh so heartily that he could
be heard in the streets.  Now we are all in the most fearful
confusion, and for the last three months no one in Parma knows what's
o'clock."

"Have all the clocks been destroyed?"

"No, but ever since God created the world, the sun has always gone
down at half-past five, and at six the bells have always been tolled
for the Angelus.  All respectable people knew that at that time the
candle had to be lit.  Now, it is very strange, the sun has gone mad,
for he sets every day at a different hour.  Our peasants do not know
when they are to come to market.  All that is called a regulation but
do you know why?  Because now everybody knows that dinner is to be
eaten at twelve o'clock.  A fine regulation, indeed!  Under the
Farnese we used to eat when we were hungry, and that was much
better."

That way of reasoning was certainly singular, but I did not think it
sounded foolish in the mouth of a woman of humble rank.  It seems to
me that a government ought never to destroy ancient customs abruptly,
and that innocent errors ought to be corrected only by degrees.

Henriette had no watch.  I felt delighted at the idea of offering her
such a present, and I went out to purchase one, but after I had
bought a very fine watch, I thought of ear-rings, of a fan, and of
many other pretty nicknacks.  Of course I bought them all at once.
She received all those gifts offered by love with a tender delicacy
which overjoyed me.  She was still with the teacher when I came back.

"I should have been able," he said to me, "to teach your lady
heraldry, geography, history, and the use of the globes, but she
knows that already.  She has received an excellent education."

The teacher's name was Valentin de la Haye.  He told me that he was
an engineer and professor of mathematics.  I shall have to speak of
him very often in these Memoirs, and my readers will make his
acquaintance by his deeds better than by any portrait I could give of
him, so I will merely say that he was a true Tartufe, a worthy pupil
of Escobar.

We had a pleasant dinner with our Hungarian friend.  Henriette was
still wearing the uniform, and I longed to see her dressed as a
woman.  She expected a dress to be ready for the next day, and she
was already supplied with petticoats and chemises.

Henriette was full of wit and a mistress of repartee.  The milliner,
who was a native of Lyons, came in one morning, and said in French:

"Madame et Monsieur, j'ai l'honneur de vous souhaiter le bonjour."

"Why," said my friend, "do you not say Monsieur et madame?"

"I have always heard that in society the precedence is given to the
ladies."

"But from whom do we wish to receive that honour?"

"From gentlemen, of course."

"And do you not see that women would render themselves ridiculous if
they did not grant to men the same that they expect from them.  If we
wish them never to fail in politeness towards us, we must shew them
the example."

"Madam," answered the shrewd milliner, "you have taught me an
excellent lesson, and I will profit by it.  Monsieur et madame, je
suis votre servante."

This feminine controversy greatly amused me.

Those who do not believe that a woman can make a man happy through
the twenty-four hours of the day have never possessed a woman like
Henriette.  The happiness which filled me, if I can express it in
that manner, was much greater when I conversed with her even than
when I held her in my arms.  She had read much, she had great tact,
and her taste was naturally excellent; her judgment was sane, and,
without being learned, she could argue like a mathematician, easily
and without pretension, and in everything she had that natural grace
which is so charming.  She never tried to be witty when she said
something of importance, but accompanied her words with a smile which
imparted to them an appearance of trifling, and brought them within
the understanding of all.  In that way she would give intelligence
even to those who had none, and she won every heart.  Beauty without
wit offers love nothing but the material enjoyment of its physical
charms, whilst witty ugliness captivates by the charms of the mind,
and at last fulfils all the desires of the man it has captivated.

Then what was my position during all the time that I possessed my
beautiful and witty Henriette?  That of a man so supremely happy that
I could scarcely realize my felicity!

Let anyone ask a beautiful woman without wit whether she would be
willing to exchange a small portion of her beauty for a sufficient
dose of wit.  If she speaks the truth, she will say, "No, I am
satisfied to be as I am."  But why is she satisfied?  Because she is
not aware of her own deficiency.  Let an ugly but witty woman be
asked if she would change her wit against beauty, and she will not
hestitate in saying no.  Why?  Because, knowing the value of her wit,
she is well aware that it is sufficient by itself to make her a queen
in any society.

But a learned woman, a blue-stocking, is not the creature to minister
to a man's happiness.  Positive knowledge is not a woman's province.
It is antipathetic to the gentleness of her nature, to the amenity,
to the sweet timidity which are the greatest charms of the fair sex,
besides, women never carry their learning beyond certain limits, and
the tittle-tattle of blue-stockings can dazzle no one but fools.
There has never been one great discovery due to a woman.  The fair
sex is deficient in that vigorous power which the body lends to the
mind, but women are evidently superior to men in simple reasoning, in
delicacy of feelings, and in that species of merit which appertains
to the heart rather than to the mind.

Hurl some idle sophism at a woman of intelligence.  She will not
unravel it, but she will not be deceived by it, and, though she may
not say so, she will let you guess that she does not accept it.  A
man, on the contrary, if he cannot unravel the sophism, takes it in a
literal sense, and in that respect the learned woman is exactly the
same as man.  What a burden a Madame Dacier must be to a man!  May
God save every honest man from such!

When the new dress was brought, Henriette told me that she did not
want me to witness the process of her metamorphosis, and she desired
me to go out for a walk until she had resumed her original form.  I
obeyed cheerfully, for the slightest wish of the woman we love is a
law, and our very obedience increases our happiness.

As I had nothing particular to do, I went to a French bookseller in
whose shop I made the acquaintance of a witty hunchback, and I must
say that a hunchback without wit is a raga avis; I have found it so
in all countries.  Of course it is not wit which gives the hump, for,
thank God, all witty men are not humpbacked, but we may well say that
as a general rule the hump gives wit, for the very small number of
hunchbacks who have little or no wit only confirms the rule: The one
I was alluding to just now was called Dubois-Chateleraux.  He was a
skilful engraver, and director of the Mint of Parma for the Infante,
although that prince could not boast of such an institution.

I spent an hour with the witty hunchback, who shewed me several of
his engravings, and I returned to the hotel where I found the
Hungarian waiting to see Henriette.  He did not know that she would
that morning receive us in the attire of her sex.  The door was
thrown open, and a beautiful, charming woman met us with a courtesy
full of grace, which no longer reminded us of the stiffness or of the
too great freedom which belong to the military costume.  Her sudden
appearance certainly astonished us, and we did not know what to say
or what to do.  She invited us to be seated, looked at the captain in
a friendly manner, and pressed my hand with the warmest affection,
but without giving way any more to that outward familiarity which a
young officer can assume, but which does not suit a well-educated
lady.  Her noble and modest bearing soon compelled me to put myself
in unison with her, and I did so without difficulty, for she was not
acting a part, and the way in which she had resumed her natural
character made it easy for me to follow her on that ground.

I was gazing at her with admiration, and, urged by a feeling which I
did not take time to analyze, I took her hand to kiss it with
respect, but, without giving me an opportunity of raising it to my
lips, she offered me her lovely mouth.  Never did a kiss taste so
delicious.

"Am I not then always the same?" said she to me, with deep feeling.

"No, heavenly creature, and it is so true that you are no longer the
same in my eyes that I could not now use any familiarity towards you.
You are no longer the witty, free young officer who told Madame
Querini about the game of Pharaoh, end about the deposits made to
your bank by the captain in so niggardly a manner that they were
hardly worth mentioning."

"It is very true that, wearing the costume of my sex, I should never
dare to utter such words.  Yet, dearest friend, it does not prevent
my being your Henriette--that Henriette who has in her life been
guilty of three escapades, the last of which would have utterly
ruined me if it had not been for you, but which I call a delightful
error, since it has been the cause of my knowing you."

Those words moved me so deeply that I was on the point of throwing
myself at her feet, to entreat her to forgive me for not having shewn
her more respect, but Henriette, who saw the state in which I was,
and who wanted to put an end to the pathetic scene, began to shake
our poor captain, who sat as motionless as a statue, and as if he had
been petrified.  He felt ashamed at having treated such a woman as an
adventuress, for he knew that what he now saw was not an illusion.
He kept looking at her with great confusion, and bowing most
respectfully, as if he wanted to atone for his past conduct towards
her.  As for Henriette, she seemed to say to him, but without the
shadow of a reproach;

"I am glad that you think me worth more than ten sequins."

We sat down to dinner, and from that moment she did the honours of
the table with the perfect ease of a person who is accustomed to
fulfil that difficult duty.  She treated me like a beloved husband,
and the captain like a respected friend.  The poor Hungarian begged
me to tell her that if he had seen her, as she was now, in Civita
Vecchia, when she came out of the tartan, he should never have
dreamed of dispatching his cicerone to her room.

"Oh!  tell him that I do not doubt it.  But is it not strange that a
poor little female dress should command more respect than the garb of
an officer?"

"Pray do not abuse the officer's costume, for it is to it that I am
indebted for my happiness."

"Yes," she said, with a loving smile, "as I owe mine to the sbirri of
Cesena."

We remained for a long time at the table, and our delightful
conversation turned upon no other topic than our mutual felicity.
If it had not been for the uneasiness of the poor captain, which at
last struck us, we should never have put a stop either to the dinner
or to, our charming prattle.




CHAPTER II

I Engage a Box at the Opera, in Spite of Henriette's Reluctance--
M. Dubois Pays Us a Visit and Dines with Us; My Darling Plays Him a
Trick--Henriette Argues on Happiness--We Call on Dubois, and My Wife
Displays Her Marvellous Talent--M. Dutillot The Court gives a
Splendid Entertainment in the Ducal Gardens--A Fatal Meeting--I Have
an Interview with M. D'Antoine, the Favourite of the Infante of Spain


The happiness I was enjoying was too complete to last long.  I was
fated to lose it, but I must not anticipate events.  Madame de
France, wife of the Infante Don Philip, having arrived in Parma, the
opera house was opened, and I engaged a private box, telling
Henriette that I intended to take her to the theatre every night.
She had several times confessed that she had a great passion for
music, and I had no doubt that she would be pleased with my proposal.
She had never yet seen an Italian opera, and I felt certain that she
wished to ascertain whether the Italian music deserved its universal
fame.  But I was indeed surprised when she exclaimed,

"What, dearest!  You wish to go every evening to the opera?"

"I think, my love, that, if we did not go, we should give some excuse
for scandal-mongers to gossip.  Yet, should you not like it, you know
that there is no need for us to go.  Do not think of me, for I prefer
our pleasant chat in this room to the heavenly concert of the
seraphs."

"I am passionately fond of music, darling, but I cannot help
trembling at the idea of going out."

"If you tremble, I must shudder, but we ought to go to the opera or
leave Parma.  Let us go to London or to any other place.  Give your
orders, I am ready to do anything you like."

"Well, take a private box as little exposed as possible."

"How kind you are!"

The box I had engaged was in the second tier, but the theatre being
small it was difficult for a pretty woman to escape observation.

I told her so.

"I do not think there is any danger," she answered; "for I have not
seen the name of any person of my acquaintance in the list of
foreigners which you gave me to read."

Thus did Henriette go to the opera.  I had taken care that our box
should not be lighted up.  It was an opera-buffa, the music of
Burellano was excellent, and the singers were very good.

Henriette made no use of her opera-glass except to look on the stage,
and nobody paid any attention to us.  As she had been greatly pleased
with the finale of the second act, I promised to get it for her, and
I asked Dubois to procure it for me.  Thinking that she could play
the harpsichord, I offered to get one, but she told me that she had
never touched that instrument.

On the night of the fourth or fifth performance M. Dubois came to our
box, and as I did not wish to introduce him to my friend, I only
asked what I could do for him.  He then handed me the music I had
begged him to purchase for me, and I paid him what it had cost,
offering him my best thanks.  As we were just opposite the ducal box,
I asked him, for the sake of saying something, whether he had
engraved the portraits of their highnesses.  He answered that he had
already engraved two medals, and I gave him an order for both, in
gold.  He promised to let me have them, and left the box.  Henriette
had not even looked at him, and that was according to all established
rules, as I had not introduced him, but the next morning he was
announced as we were at dinner.  M. de la Haye, who was dining with
us, complimented us upon having made the acquaintance of Dubois, and
introduced him to his pupil the moment he came into the room.  It was
then right for Henriette to welcome him, which she did most
gracefully.

After she had thanked him for the 'partizione', she begged he would
get her some other music, and the artist accepted her request as a
favour granted to him.

"Sir," said Dubois to me, "I have taken the liberty of bringing the
medals you wished to have; here they are."

On one were the portraits of the Infante and his wife, on the other
was engraved only the head of Don Philip.  They were both beautifully
engraved, and we expressed our just admiration.  "The workmanship is
beyond all price," said Henriette, "but the gold can be bartered for
other gold."  "Madam," answered the modest artist, "the medals weight
sixteen sequins."  She gave him the amount immediately, and invited
him to call again at dinner-time.  Coffee was just brought in at that
moment, and she asked him to take it with us.  Before sweetening his
cup, she enquired whether he liked his coffee very sweet.

"Your taste, madam," answered the hunchback, gallantly, "is sure to
be mine."

"Then you have guessed that I always drink coffee without sugar.  I
am glad we have that taste in common."

And she gracefully offered him the cup of coffee without sugar.  She
then helped De la Haye and me, not forgetting to put plenty of sugar
in our cups, and she poured out one for herself exactly like the one
she handed to Dubois.  It was much ado for me not to laugh, for my
mischievous French-woman, who liked her coffee in the Parisian
fashion, that is to say very sweet, was sipping the bitter beverage
with an air of delight which compelled the director of the Mint to
smile under the infliction.  But the cunning hunchback was even with
her; accepting the penalty of his foolish compliment, and praising
the good quality of the coffee, he boldly declared that it was the
only way to taste the delicious aroma of the precious berry.

When Dubois and De la Haye had left us, we both laughed at the trick.

"But," said I to Henriette, "you will be the first victim of your
mischief, for whenever he dines with us, you must keep up the joke,
in order not to betray yourself."

"Oh! I can easily contrive to drink my coffee well sweetened, and to
make him drain the bitter cup."

At the end of one month, Henriette could speak Italian fluently, and
it was owing more to the constant practice she had every day with my
cousin Jeanneton, who acted as her maid, than to the lessons of
Professor de la Haye.  The lessons only taught her the rules, and
practice is necessary to acquire a language.  I have experienced it
myself.  I learned more French during the too short period that I
spent so happily with my charming Henriette than in all the lessons I
had taken from Dalacqua.

We had attended the opera twenty times without making any
acquaintance, and our life was indeed supremely happy.  I never went
out without Henriette, and always in a carriage; we never received
anyone, and nobody knew us.  Dubois was the only person, since the
departure of the good Hungarian, who sometimes dined with us; I do
not reckon De la Haye, who was a daily guest at our table.  Dubois
felt great curiosity about us, but he was cunning and did not shew
his curiosity; we were reserved without affectation, and his
inquisitiveness was at fault.  One day he mentioned to us that the
court of the Infante of Parma was very brilliant since the arrival of
Madame de France, and that there were many foreigners of both sexes
in the city.  Then, turning towards Henriette, he said to her;

"Most of the foreign ladies whom we have here are unknown to us."

"Very likely, many of them would not shew themselves if they were
known."

"Very likely, madam, as you say, but I can assure you that, even if
their beauty and the richness of their toilet made them conspicuous,
our sovereigns wish for freedom.  I still hope, madam, that we shall
have the happiness of seeing you at the court of the duke."

"I do not think so, for, in my opinion, it is superlatively
ridiculous for a lady to go to the court without being presented,
particularly if she has a right to be so."

The last words, on which Henriette had laid a little more stress than
upon the first part of her answer, struck our little hunchback dumb,
and my friend, improving her opportunity, changed the subject of
conversation.

When he had gone we enjoyed the check she had thus given to the
inquisitiveness of our guest, but I told Henriette that, in good
conscience, she ought to forgive all those whom she rendered curious,
because....  she cut my words short by covering me with loving
kisses.

Thus supremely happy, and finding in one another constant
satisfaction, we would laugh at those morose philosophers who deny
that complete happiness can be found on earth.

"What do they mean, darling--those crazy fools--by saying that
happiness is not lasting, and how do they understand that word?  If
they mean everlasting, immortal, unintermitting, of course they are
right, but the life of man not being such, happiness, as a natural
consequence, cannot be such either.  Otherwise, every happiness is
lasting for the very reason that it does exist, and to be lasting it
requires only to exist.  But if by complete felicity they understand
a series of varied and never-interrupted pleasures, they are wrong,
because, by allowing after each pleasure the calm which ought to
follow the enjoyment of it, we have time to realize happiness in its
reality.  In other words those necessary periods of repose are a
source of true enjoyment, because, thanks to them, we enjoy the
delight of recollection which increases twofold the reality of
happiness.  Man can be happy only when in his own mind he realizes
his happiness, and calm is necessary to give full play to his mind;
therefore without calm man would truly never be completely happy, and
pleasure, in order to be felt, must cease to be active.  Then what do
they mean by that word lasting?

"Every day we reach a moment when we long for sleep, and, although it
be the very likeness of non-existence, can anyone deny that sleep is
a pleasure?  No, at least it seems to me that it cannot be denied
with consistency, for, the moment it comes to us, we give it the
preference over all other pleasures, and we are grateful to it only
after it has left us.

"Those who say that no one can be happy throughout life speak
likewise frivolously.  Philosophy teaches the secret of securing that
happiness, provided one is free from bodily sufferings.  A felicity
which would thus last throughout life could be compared to a nosegay
formed of a thousand flowers so beautifully, so skillfully blended
together, that it would look one single flower.  Why should it be
impossible for us to spend here the whole of our life as we have
spent the last month, always in good health, always loving one
another, without ever feeling any other want or any weariness?  Then,
to crown that happiness, which would certainly be immense, all that
would be wanted would be to die together, in an advanced age,
speaking to the last moment of our pleasant recollections.  Surely
that felicity would have been lasting.  Death would not interrupt it,
for death would end it.  We could not, even then, suppose ourselves
unhappy unless we dreaded unhappiness after death, and such an idea
strikes me as absurd, for it is a contradiction of the idea of an
almighty and fatherly tenderness."

It was thus that my beloved Henriette would often make me spend
delightful hours, talking philosophic sentiment.  Her logic was
better than that of Cicero in his Tusculan Disputations, but she
admitted that such lasting felicity could exist only between two
beings who lived together, and loved each other with constant
affection, healthy in mind and in body, enlightened, sufficiently
rich, similar in tastes, in disposition, and in temperament.  Happy
are those lovers who, when their senses require rest, can fall back
upon the intellectual enjoyments afforded by the mind!  Sweet sleep
then comes, and lasts until the body has recovered its general
harmony.  On awaking, the senses are again active and always ready to
resume their action.

The conditions of existence are exactly the same for man as for the
universe, I might almost say that between them there is perfect
identity, for if we take the universe away, mankind no longer exists,
and if we take mankind away, there is no longer an universe; who
could realize the idea of the existence of inorganic matter?  Now,
without that idea, 'nihil est', since the idea is the essence of
everything, and since man alone has ideas.  Besides, if we abstract
the species, we can no longer imagine the existence of matter, and
vice versa.

I derived from Henriette as great happiness as that charming woman
derived from me.  We loved one another with all the strength of our
faculties, and we were everything to each other.  She would often
repeat those pretty lines of the good La, Fontaine:

    'Soyez-vous l'un a l'autre un monde toujours beau,
     Toujours divers, toujours nouveau;
     Tenez-vous lieu de tout; comptez pour rien le reste.'

And we did not fail to put the advice into practice, for never did a
minute of ennui or of weariness, never did the slightest trouble,
disturb our bliss.

The day after the close of the opera, Dubois, who was dining with us,
said that on the following day he was entertaining the two first
artists, 'primo cantatore' and 'prima cantatrice', and added that, if
we liked to come, we would hear some of their best pieces, which they
were to sing in a lofty hall of his country-house particularly
adapted to the display of the human voice.  Henriette thanked him
warmly, but she said that, her health being very delicate, she could
not engage herself beforehand, and she spoke of other things.

When we were alone, I asked her why she had refused the pleasure
offered by Dubois.

"I should accept his invitation," she answered, "and with delight, if
I were not afraid of meeting at his house some person who might know
me, and would destroy the happiness I am now enjoying with you."

"If you have any fresh motive for dreading such an occurrence, you
are quite right, but if it is only a vague, groundless fear, my love,
why should you deprive yourself of a real and innocent pleasure?  If
you knew how pleased I am when I see you enjoy yourself, and
particularly when I witness your ecstacy in listening to fine music!"

"Well, darling, I do not want to shew myself less brave than you.  We
will go immediately after dinner.  The artists will not sing before.
Besides, as he does not expect us, he is not likely to have invited
any person curious to speak to me.  We will go without giving him
notice of our coming, without being expected, and as if we wanted to
pay him a friendly visit.  He told us that he would be at his
country-house, and Caudagna knows where it is."

Her reasons were a mixture of prudence and of love, two feelings
which are seldom blended together.  My answer was to kiss her with as
much admiration as tenderness, and the next day at four o'clock in
the afternoon we paid our visit to M. Dubois.  We were much
surprised, for we found him alone with a very pretty girl, whom he
presented to us as his niece.

"I am delighted to see you," he said, "but as I did not expect to see
you I altered my arrangements, and instead of the dinner I had
intended to give I have invited my friends to supper.  I hope you
will not refuse me the honour of your company.  The two virtuosi will
soon be here."

We were compelled to accept his invitation.

"Will there be many guests?" I enquired.

"You will find yourselves in the midst of people worthy of you," he
answered, triumphantly.  "I am only sorry that I have not invited any
ladies."

This polite remark, which was intended for Henriette, made her drop
him a curtsy, which she accompanied with a smile.  I was pleased to
read contentment on her countenance, but, alas! she was concealing
the painful anxiety which she felt acutely.  Her noble mind refused
to shew any uneasiness, and I could not guess her inmost thoughts
because I had no idea that she had anything to fear.

I should have thought and acted differently if I had known all her
history.  Instead of remaining in Parma I should have gone with her
to London, and I know now that she would have been delighted to go
there.

The two artists arrived soon afterwards; they were the 'primo
cantatore' Laschi, and the 'prima donna' Baglioni, then a very pretty
woman.  The other guests soon followed; all of them were Frenchmen
and Spaniards of a certain age.  No introductions took place, and I
read the tact of the witty hunchback in the omission, but as all the
guests were men used to the manners of the court, that neglect of
etiquette did not prevent them from paying every honour to my lovely
friend, who received their compliments with that ease and good
breeding which are known only in France, and even there only in the
highest society, with the exception, however, of a few French
provinces in which the nobility, wrongly called good society, shew
rather too openly the haughtiness which is characteristic of that
class.

The concert began by a magnificent symphony, after which Laschi and
Baglioni sang a duet with great talent and much taste.  They were
followed by a pupil of the celebrated Vandini, who played a concerto
on the violoncello, and was warmly applauded.

The applause had not yet ceased when Henriette, leaving her seat,
went up to the young artist, and told him, with modest confidence, as
she took the violoncello from him, that she could bring out the
beautiful tone of the instrument still better.  I was struck with
amazement.  She took the young man's seat, placed the violoncello
between her knees, and begged the leader of the orchestra to begin
the concerto again.  The deepest silence prevailed.  I was trembling
all over, and almost fainting.  Fortunately every look was fixed upon
Henriette, and nobody thought of me.  Nor was she looking towards me,
she would not have then ventured even one glance, for she would have
lost courage, if she had raised her beautiful eyes to my face.
However, not seeing her disposing herself to play, I was beginning to
imagine that she had only been indulging in a jest, when she suddenly
made the strings resound.  My heart was beating with such force that
I thought I should drop down dead.

But let the reader imagine my situation when, the concerto being
over, well-merited applause burst from every part of the room!  The
rapid change from extreme fear to excessive pleasure brought on an
excitement which was like a violent fever.  The applause did not seem
to have any effect upon Henriette, who, without raising her eyes from
the notes which she saw for the first time, played six pieces with
the greatest perfection.  As she rose from her seat, she did not
thank the guests for their applause, but, addressing the young artist
with affability, she told him, with a sweet smile, that she had never
played on a finer instrument.  Then, curtsying to the audience, she
said,

"I entreat your forgiveness for a movement of vanity which has made
me encroach on your patience for half an hour."

The nobility and grace of this remark completely upset me, and I ran
out to weep like a child, in the garden where no one could see me.

"Who is she, this Henriette?" I said to myself, my heart beating, and
my eyes swimming with tears of emotion, "what is this treasure I have
in my possession?"

My happiness was so immense that I felt myself unworthy of it.

Lost in these thoughts which enhanced the pleasure of any tears, I
should have stayed for a long tune in the garden if Dubois had not
come out to look for me.  He felt anxious about me, owing to my
sudden disappearance, and I quieted him by saying that a slight
giddiness had compelled me to come out to breathe the fresh air.

Before re-entering the room, I had time to dry my tears, but my
eyelids were still red.  Henriette, however, was the only one to take
notice of it, and she said to me,

"I know, my darling, why you went into the garden"

She knew me so well that she could easily guess the impression made
on my heart by the evening's occurrence.

Dubois had invited the most amiable noblemen of the court, and his
supper was dainty and well arranged.  I was seated opposite Henriette
who was, as a matter of course, monopolizing the general attention,
but she would have met with the same success if she had been
surrounded by a circle of ladies whom she would certainly have thrown
into the shade by her beauty, her wit, and the distinction of her
manners.  She was the charm of that supper by the animation she
imparted to the conversation.  M. Dubois said nothing, but he was
proud to have such a lovely guest in his house.  She contrived to say
a few gracious words to everyone, and was shrewd enough never to
utter something witty without making me take a share in it.  On my
side, I openly shewed my submissiveness, my deference, and my respect
for that divinity, but it was all in vain.  She wanted everybody to
know that I was her lord and master.  She might have been taken for
my wife, but my behaviour to her rendered such a supposition
improbable.

The conversation having fallen on the respective merits of the French
and Spanish nations, Dubois was foolish enough to ask Henriette to
which she gave preference.

It would have been difficult to ask a more indiscreet question,
considering that the company was composed almost entirely of
Frenchmen and Spaniards in about equal proportion.  Yet my Henriette
turned the difficulty so cleverly that the Frenchmen would have liked
to be Spaniards, and 'vice versa'.  Dubois, nothing daunted, begged
her to say what she thought of the Italians.  The question made me
tremble.  A certain M. de la Combe, who was seated near me, shook his
head in token of disapprobation, but Henriette did not try to elude
the question.

"What can I say about the Italians," she answered, "I know only one?
If I am to judge them all from that one my judgment must certainly be
most favourable to them, but one single example is not sufficient to
establish the rule."

It was impossible to give a better answer, but as my readers may well
imagine, I did not appear to have heard it, and being anxious to
prevent any more indiscreet questions from Dubois I turned the
conversation into a different channel.

The subject of music was discussed, and a Spaniard asked Henriette
whether she could play any other instrument besides the violoncello.

"No," she answered, "I never felt any inclination for any other.  I
learned the violoncello at the convent to please my mother, who can
play it pretty well, and without an order from my father, sanctioned
by the bishop, the abbess would never have given me permission to
practise it."

"What objection could the abbess make?"

"That devout spouse of our Lord pretended that I could not play that
instrument without assuming an indecent position."

At this the Spanish guests bit their lips, but the Frenchmen laughed
heartily, and did not spare their epigrams against the over-
particular abbess.

After a short silence, Henriette rose, and we all followed her
example.  It was the signal for breaking up the party, and we soon
took our leave.

I longed to find myself alone with the idol of my soul.  I asked her
a hundred questions without waiting for the answers.

"Ah!  you were right, my own Henriette, when you refused to go to
that concert, for you knew that you would raise many enemies against
me.  I am certain that all those men hate me, but what do I care?
You are my universe!  Cruel darling, you almost killed me with your
violoncello, because, having no idea of your being a musician, I
thought you had gone mad, and when I heard you I was compelled to
leave the room in order to weep undisturbed.  My tears relieved my
fearful oppression.  Oh! I entreat you to tell me what other talents
you possess.  Tell me candidly, for you might kill me if you brought
them out unexpectedly, as you have done this evening."

"I have no other accomplishments, my best beloved.  I have emptied my
bag all at once.  Now you know your Henriette entirely.  Had you not
chanced to tell me about a month ago that you had no taste for music,
I would have told you that I could play the violoncello remarkably
well, but if I had mentioned such a thing, I know you well enough to
be certain that you would have bought an instrument immediately, and
I could not, dearest, find pleasure in anything that would weary
you."

The very next morning she had an excellent violoncello, and, far from
wearying me, each time she played she caused me a new and greater
pleasure.  I believe that it would be impossible even to a man
disliking music not to become passionately fond of it, if that art
were practised to perfection by the woman he adores.

The 'vox humana' of the violoncello; the king of instruments, went to
my heart every time that my beloved Henriette performed upon it.  She
knew I loved to hear her play, and every day she afforded me that
pleasure.  Her talent delighted me so much that I proposed to her to
give some concerts, but she was prudent enough to refuse my proposal.
But in spite of all her prudence we had no power to hinder the
decrees of fate.

The fatal hunchback came the day after his fine supper to thank us
and to receive our well-merited praises of his concert, his supper,
and the distinction of his guests.

"I foresee, madam," he said to Henriette, "all the difficulty I shall
have in defending myself against the prayers of all my friends, who
will beg of me to introduce them to you."

"You need not have much trouble on that score: you know that I never,
receive anyone."

Dubois did not again venture upon speaking of introducing any friend.

On the same day I received a letter from young Capitani, in which he
informed me that, being the owner of St. Peter's knife and sheath, he
had called on Franzia with two learned magicians who had promised to
raise the treasure out of the earth, and that to his great surprise
Franzia had refused to receive him: He entreated me to write to the
worthy fellow, and to go to him myself if I wanted to have my share
of the treasure.  I need not say that I did not comply with his
wishes, but I can vouch for the real pleasure I felt in finding that
I had succeeded in saving that honest and simple farmer from the
impostors who would have ruined him.

One month was gone since the great supper given by Dubois.  We had
passed it in all the enjoyment which can be derived both from the
senses and the mind, and never had one single instant of weariness
caused either of us to be guilty of that sad symptom of misery which
is called a yawn.  The only pleasure we took out of doors was a drive
outside of the city when the weather was fine.  As we never walked in
the streets, and never frequented any public place, no one had sought
to make our acquaintance, or at least no one had found an opportunity
of doing so, in spite of all the curiosity excited by Henriette
amongst the persons whom we had chanced to meet, particularly at the
house of Dubois.  Henriette had become more courageous, and I more
confident, when we found that she had not been recognized by any one
either at that supper or at the theatre.  She only dreaded persons
belonging to the high nobility.

One day as we were driving outside the Gate of Colorno, we met the
duke and duchess who were returning to Parma.  Immediately after
their carriage another vehicle drove along, in which was Dubois with
a nobleman unknown to us.  Our carriage had only gone a few yards
from theirs when one of our horses broke down.  The companion of
Dubois immediately ordered his coachman to stop in order to send to
our assistance.  Whilst the horse was raised again, he came politely
to our carriage, and paid some civil compliment to Henriette.
M. Dubois, always a shrewd courtier and anxious to shew off at the
expense of others, lost no time in introducing him as M. Dutillot,
the French ambassador.  My sweetheart gave the conventional bow.  The
horse being all right again, we proceeded on our road after thanking
the gentlemen for their courtesy.  Such an every-day occurrence could
not be expected to have any serious consequences, but alas! the most
important events are often the result of very trifling circumstances!

The next day, Dubois breakfasted with us.  He told us frankly that
M. Dutillot had been delighted at the fortunate chance which had
afforded him an opportunity of making our acquaintance, and that he
had entreated him to ask our permission to call on us.

"On madam or on me?" I asked at once.

"On both."

"Very well, but one at a time.  Madam, as you know, has her own room
and I have mine."

"Yes, but they are so near each other!"

"Granted, yet I must tell you that, as far as I am concerned, I
should have much pleasure in waiting upon his excellency if he should
ever wish to communicate with me, and you will oblige me by letting
him know it.  As for madam, she is here, speak to her, my dear M.
Dubois, for I am only her very humble servant."

Henriette assumed an air of cheerful politeness, and said to him,

"Sir, I beg you will offer my thanks to M. Dutillot, and enquire from
him whether he knows me."

"I am certain, madam," said the hunchback, "that he does not."

"You see he does not know me, and yet he wishes to call on me.  You
must agree with me that if I accepted his visits I should give him a
singular opinion of my character.  Be good enough to tell him that,
although known to no one and knowing no one, I am not an adventuress,
and therefore I must decline the honour of his visits."

Dubois felt that he had taken a false step, and remained silent.  We
never asked him how the ambassador had received our refusal.

Three weeks after the last occurrence, the ducal court residing then
at Colorno, a great entertainment was given in the gardens which were
to be illuminated all night.  Everybody had permission to walk about
the gardens.  Dubois, the fatal hunchback appointed by destiny, spoke
so much of that festival, that we took a fancy to see it.  Always the
same story of Adam's apple.  Dubois accompanied us.  We went to
Colorno the day before the entertainment, and put up at an inn.

In the evening we walked through the gardens, in which we happened to
meet the ducal family and suite.  According to the etiquette of the
French court, Madame de France was the first to curtsy to Henriette,
without stopping.  My eyes fell upon a gentleman walking by the side
of Don Louis, who was looking at my friend very attentively.  A few
minutes after, as we were retracing our steps, we came across the
same gentleman who, after bowing respectfully to us, took Dubois
aside.  They conversed together for a quarter of an hour, following
us all the time, and we were passing out of the gardens, when the
gentleman, coming forward, and politely apologizing to me, asked
Henriette whether he had the honour to be known to her.

"I do not recollect having ever had the honour of seeing you before."

"That is enough, madam, and I entreat you to forgive me."

Dubois informed us that the gentleman was the intimate friend of the
Infante Don Louis, and that, believing he knew madam, he had begged
to be introduced.  Dubois had answered that her name was D'Arci, and
that, if he was known to the lady, he required no introduction.
M.  d'Antoine said that the name of D'Arci was unknown to him, and
that he was afraid of making a mistake.  "In that state of doubt,"
added Dubois, "and wishing to clear it, he introduced himself, but
now he must see that he was mistaken."

After supper, Henriette appeared anxious.  I asked her whether she
had only pretended not to know M. d'Antoine.

"No, dearest, I can assure you.  I know his name which belongs to an
illustrious family of Provence, but I have never seen him before."

"Perhaps he may know you?"

"He might have seen me, but I am certain that he never spoke to me,
or I would have recollected him."

"That meeting causes me great anxiety, and it seems to have troubled
you."

"I confess it has disturbed my mind."

"Let us leave Parma at once and proceed to Genoa.  We will go to
Venice as soon as my affairs there are settled."

"Yes, my dear friend, we shall then feel more comfortable.  But I do
not think we need be in any hurry."

We returned to Parma, and two days afterwards my servant handed me a
letter, saying that the footman who had brought it was waiting in the
ante-room.

"This letter," I said to Henriette, "troubles me."

She took it, and after she had read it--she gave it back to me,
saying,

"I think M. d'Antoine is a man of honour, and I hope that we may have
nothing to fear."

The letter ran as, follows:

"Either at your hotel or at my residence, or at any other place you
may wish to appoint, I entreat you, sir, to give me an opportunity of
conversing with you on a subject which must be of the greatest
importance to you.

"I have the honour to be, etc.

                                        "D'ANTOINE."

It was addressed M. Farusi.

"I think I must see him," I said, "but where?"

"Neither here nor at his residence, but in the ducal gardens.  Your
answer must name only the place and the hour of the meeting."

I wrote to M. d'Antoine that I would see him at half-past eleven in
the ducal gardens, only requesting him to appoint another hour in
case mine was not convenient to him.

I dressed myself at once in order to be in good time, and meanwhile
we both endeavoured, Henriette and I, to keep a cheerful countenance,
but we could not silence our sad forebodings.  I was exact to my
appointment and found M. d'Antoine waiting for me.  As soon as we
were together, he said to me,

"I have been compelled, sir, to beg from you the favour of an
interview, because I could not imagine any surer way to get this
letter to Madame d'Arci's hands.  I entreat you to deliver it to her,
and to excuse me if I give it you sealed.  Should I be mistaken, my
letter will not even require an answer, but should I be right, Madame
d'Arci alone can judge whether she ought to communicate it to you.
That is my reason for giving it to you sealed.  If you are truly her
friend, the contents of that letter must be as interesting to you as
to her.  May I hope, sir, that you will be good enough to deliver it
to her?"

"Sir, on my honour I will do it."

We bowed respectfully to each other, and parted company.  I hurried
back to the hotel.




CHAPTER III

Henriette Receives the Visit of M. d'Antoine I Accompany Her as Far
as Geneva and Then I Lose Her--I Cross the St.  Bernard, and Return
to Parma--A Letter from Hensiette--My Despair De La Haye Becomes
Attached to Me--Unpleasant Adventure with an Actress and Its
Consequences--I Turn a Thorough Bigot--Bavois--I Mystify a Bragging
Officer.


As soon as I had reached our apartment, my heart bursting with
anxiety, I repeated to Henriette every word spoken by M. d'Antoine,
and delivered his letter which contained four pages of writing.  She
read it attentively with visible emotion, and then she said,

"Dearest friend, do not be offended, but the honour of two families
does not allow of my imparting to you the contents of this letter.  I
am compelled to receive M. d'Antoine, who represents himself as being
one of my relatives."

"Ah!" I exclaimed, "this is the beginning of the end!  What a
dreadful thought!  I am near the end of a felicity which was too
great to last!  Wretch that I have been!  Why did I tarry so long in
Parma?  What fatal blindness!  Of all the cities in the whole world,
except France, Parma was the only one I had to fear, and it is here
that I have brought you, when I could have taken you anywhere else,
for you had no will but mine!  I am all the more guilty that you
never concealed your fears from me.  Why did I introduce that fatal
Dubois here?  Ought I not to have guessed that his curiosity would
sooner or later prove injurious to us?  And yet I cannot condemn that
curiosity, for it is, alas! a natural feeling.  I can only accuse all
the perfections which Heaven has bestowed upon you!--perfections
which have caused my happiness, and which will plunge me in an abyss
of despair, for, alas!  I foresee a future of fearful misery."

"I entreat you, dearest, to foresee nothing, and to calm yourself.
Let us avail ourselves of all our reason in order to prove ourselves
superior to circumstances, whatever they may be.  I cannot answer
this letter, but you must write to M. d'Antoine to call here tomorrow
and to send up his name."

"Alas! you compel me to perform a painful task."

"You are my best, my only friend; I demand nothing, I impose no task
upon you, but can you refuse me?"

"No, never, no matter what you ask.  Dispose of me, I am yours in
life and death."

"I knew what you would answer.  You must be with me when M.
d'Antoine calls, but after a few minutes given to etiquette, will
you find some pretext to go to your room, and leave us alone?
M. d'Antoine knows all my history; he knows in what I have done
wrong, in what I have been right; as a man of honour, as my relative,
he must shelter me from all affront.  He shall not do anything
against my will, and if he attempts to deviate from the conditions I
will dictate to him, I will refuse to go to France, I will follow you
anywhere, and devote to you the remainder of my life.  Yet, my
darling, recollect that some fatal circumstances may compel us to
consider our separation as the wisest course to adopt, that we must
husband all our courage to adopt it, if necessary, and to endeavour
not to be too unhappy.

"Have confidence in me, and be quite certain that I shall take care to
reserve for myself the small portion of happiness which I can be
allowed to enjoy without the man who alone has won all my devoted
love.  You will have, I trust, and I expect it from your generous
soul, the same care of your future, and I feel certain that you must
succeed.  In the mean time, let us drive away all the sad forebodings
which might darken the hours we have yet before us."

"Ah! why did we not go away immediately after we had met that
accursed favourite of the Infante!"

"We might have made matters much worse; for in that case
M. d'Antoine might have made up his mind to give my family a proof of
his zeal by instituting a search to discover our place of residence,
and I should then have been exposed to violent proceedings which you
would not have endured.  It would have been fatal to both of us."

I did everything she asked me.  From that moment our love became sad,
and sadness is a disease which gives the death-blow to affection.  We
would often remain a whole hour opposite each other without
exchanging a single word, and our sighs would be heard whatever we
did to hush them.

The next day, when M. d'Antoine called, I followed exactly the
instructions she had given me, and for six mortal hours I remained
alone, pretending to write.

The door of my room was open, and a large looking-glass allowed us to
see each other.  They spent those six hours in writing, occasionally
stopping to talk of I do not know what, but their conversation was
evidently a decisive one.  The reader can easily realize how much I
suffered during that long torture, for I could expect nothing but the
total wreck of my happiness.

As soon as the terrible M. d'Antoine had taken leave of her,
Henriette came to me, and observing that her eyes were red I heaved a
deep sigh, but she tried to smile.

"Shall we go away to-morrow, dearest?"

"Oh! yes, I am ready.  Where do you wish me to take you?"

"Anywhere you like, but we must be here in a fortnight."

"Here!  Oh, fatal illusion!"

"Alas! it is so.  I have promised to be here to receive the answer to
a letter I have just written.  We have no violent proceedings to
fear, but I cannot bear to remain in Parma."

"Ah! I curse the hour which brought us to this city.  Would you like
to go to Milan?"

"Yes."

"As we are unfortunately compelled to come back, we may as well take
with us Caudagna and his sister."

"As you please."

"Let me arrange everything.  I will order a carriage for them, and
they will take charge of your violoncello.  Do you not think that you
ought to let M. d'Antoine know where we are going?"

"No, it seems to me, on the contrary, that I need not account to him
for any of my proceedings.  So much the worse for him if he should,
even for one moment, doubt my word."

The next morning, we left Parma, taking only what we wanted for an
absence of a fortnight.  We arrived in Milan without accident, but
both very sad, and we spent the following fifteen days in constant
tete-a-tete, without speaking to anyone, except the landlord of the
hotel and to a dressmaker.  I presented my beloved Henriette with a
magnificent pelisse made of lynx fur--a present which she prized
highly.

Out of delicacy, she had never enquired about my means, and I felt
grateful to her for that reserve.  I was very careful to conceal from
her the fact that my purse was getting very light.  When we came back
to Parma I had only three or four hundred sequins.

The day after our return M. d'Antoine invited himself to dine with
us, and after we had drunk coffee, I left him alone with Henriette.
Their interview was as long as the first, and our separation was
decided.  She informed me of it, immediately after the departure of
M. d'Antoine, and for a long time we remained folded in each other's
arms, silent, and blending our bitter tears.

"When shall I have to part from you, my beloved, alas! too much
beloved one?"

"Be calm, dearest, only when we reach Geneva, whither you are going
to accompany me.  Will you try to find me a respectable maid by
to-morrow?  She will accompany me from Geneva to the place where I am
bound to go."

"Oh! then, we shall spend a few days more together!  I know no one
but Dubois whom I could trust to procure a good femme-de-chambre;
only I do not want him to learn from her what you might not wish him
to know."

"That will not be the case, for I will take another maid as soon as I
am in France."

Three days afterwards, Dubois, who had gladly undertaken the
commission, presented to Henriette a woman already somewhat advanced
in years, pretty well dressed and respectable-looking, who, being
poor, was glad of an opportunity of going back to France, her native
country.  Her husband, an old military officer, had died a few months
before, leaving her totally unprovided for.  Henriette engaged her,
and told her to keep herself ready to start whenever M. Dubois should
give her notice.  The day before the one fixed for our departure, M.
d'Antoine dined with us, and, before taking leave of us, he gave
Henriette a sealed letter for Geneva.

We left Parma late in the evening, and stopped only two hours in
Turin, in order to engage a manservant whose services we required as
far as Geneva.  The next day we ascended Mont Cenis in sedan-chairs,
and we descended to the Novalaise in mountain-sledges.  On the fifth
day we reached Geneva, and we put up at the Hotel des Balances.  The
next morning, Henriette gave me a letter for the banker Tronchin,
who, when he had read it, told me that he would call himself at the
hotel, and bring me one thousand louis d'or.

I came back and we sat down to dinner.  We had not finished our meal
when the banker was announced.  He had brought the thousand louis
d'or, and told Henriette that he would give her two men whom he could
recommend in every way.

She answered that she would leave Geneva as soon as she had the
carriage which he was to provide for her, according to the letter I
had delivered to him.  He promised that everything would be ready for
the following day, and he left us.  It was indeed a terrible moment!
Grief almost benumbed us both.  We remained motionless, speechless,
wrapped up in the most profound despair.

I broke that sad silence to tell her that the carriage which M.
Tronchin would provide could not possibly be as comfortable and as
safe as mine, and I entreated her to take it, assuring her that by
accepting it she would give me a last proof of her affection.

"I will take in exchange, my dearest love, the carriage sent by the
banker."

"I accept the change, darling," she answered, "it will be a great
consolation to possess something which has belonged to you."

As she said these words, she slipped in my pocket five rolls
containing each one hundred louis d'or--a slight consolation for my
heart, which was almost broken by our cruel separation!  During the
last twenty-four hours we could boast of no other eloquence but that
which finds expression in tears, in sobs, and in those hackneyed but
energetic exclamations, which two happy lovers are sure to address to
reason, when in its sternness it compels them to part from one
another in the very height of their felicity.  Henriette did not
endeavour to lure me with any hope for the future, in order to allay
my sorrow!  Far from that, she said to me,

"Once we are parted by fate, my best and only friend, never enquire
after me, and, should chance throw you in my way, do not appear to
know me."

She gave me a letter for M. d'Antoine, without asking me whether I
intended to go back to Parma, but, even if such had not been my
intention, I should have determined at once upon returning to that
city.  She likewise entreated me not to leave Geneva until I had
received a letter which she promised to, write to me from the first
stage on her journey.  She started at day-break, having with her a
maid, a footman on the box of the carriage, and being preceded by a
courier on horseback.  I followed her with my eyes as long as I
could, see her carriage, and I was still standing on the same spot
long after my eyes had lost sight of it.  All my thoughts were
wrapped up in the beloved object I had lost for ever.  The world was
a blank!

I went back to my room, ordered the waiter not to disturb me until
the return of the horses which had drawn Henriette's carriage, and I
lay down on my bed in the hope that sleep would for a time silence a
grief which tears could not drown.

The postillion who had driven Henriette did not return till the next
day; he had gone as far as Chatillon.  He brought me a letter in
which I found one single word: Adieu!  He told me that they had
reached Chatillon without accident, and that the lady had immediately
continued her journey towards Lyons.  As I could not leave Geneva
until the following day, I spent alone in my room some of the most
melancholy hours of my life.  I saw on one of the panes of glass of a
window these words which she had traced with the point of a diamond I
had given her: "You will forget Henriette."  That prophecy was not
likely to afford me any consolation.  But had she attached its full
meaning to the word "forget?"  No; she could only mean that time
would at last heal the deep wounds of my heart, and she ought not to
have made it deeper by leaving behind her those words which sounded
like a reproach.  No, I have not forgotten her, for even now, when my
head is covered with white hair, the recollection of her is still a
source of happiness for my heart!  When I think that in my old age I
derive happiness only from my recollections of the past, I find that
my long life must have counted more bright than dark days, and
offering my thanks to God, the Giver of all, I congratulate myself,
and confess that life is a great blessing.

The next day I set off again for Italy with a servant recommended by
M. Tronchin, and although the season was not favourable I took the
road over Mont St. Bernard, which I crossed in three days, with seven
mules carrying me, my servant, my luggage, and the carriage sent by
the banker to the beloved woman now for ever lost to me.  One of the
advantages of a great sorrow is that nothing else seems painful.  It
is a sort of despair which is not without some sweetness.  During
that journey I never felt either hunger or thirst, or the cold which
is so intense in that part of the Alps that the whole of nature seems
to turn to ice, or the fatigue inseparable from such a difficult and
dangerous journey.

I arrived in Parma in pretty good health, and took up my quarters at
a small inn, in the hope that in such a place I should not meet any
acquaintance of mine.  But I was much disappointed, for I found in
that inn M. de la Haye, who had a room next to mine.  Surprised at
seeing me, he paid me a long compliment, trying to make me speak, but
I eluded his curiosity by telling him that I was tired, and that we
would see each other again.

On the following day I called upon M. d'Antoine, and delivered the
letter which Henriette had written to him.  He opened it in my
presence, and finding another to my address enclosed in his, he
handed it to me without reading it, although it was not sealed.
Thinking, however, that it might have been Henriette's intention that
he should read it because it was open, he asked my permission to do
so, which I granted with pleasure as soon as I had myself perused it.
He handed it back to me after he had read it, telling me very
feelingly that I could in everything rely upon him and upon his
influence and credit.

Here is Henriette's letter

"It is I, dearest and best friend, who have been compelled to abandon
you, but do not let your grief be increased by any thought of my
sorrow.  Let us be wise enough to suppose that we have had a happy
dream, and not to complain of destiny, for never did so beautiful a
dream last so long!  Let us be proud of the consciousness that for
three months we gave one another the most perfect felicity.  Few
human beings can boast of so much!  Let us swear never to forget one
another, and to often remember the happy hours of our love, in order
to renew them in our souls, which, although divided, will enjoy them
as acutely as if our hearts were beating one against the other.  Do
not make any enquiries about me, and if chance should let you know
who I am, forget it for ever.  I feel certain that you will be glad
to hear that I have arranged my affairs so well that I shall, for the
remainder of my life, be as happy as I can possibly be without you,
dear friend, by my side.  I do not know who you are, but I am certain
that no one in the world knows you better than I do.  I shall not
have another lover as long as I live, but I do not wish you to
imitate me.  On the contrary I hope that you will love again, and I
trust that a good fairy will bring along your path another Henriette.
Farewell .  .  .  farewell."

                    ......................

I met that adorable woman fifteen years later; the reader will see
where and how, when we come to that period of my life.

                    ......................

I went back to my room, careless of the future, broken down by the
deepest of sorrows, I locked myself in, and went to bed.  I felt so
low in spirits that I was stunned.  Life was not a burden, but only
because I did not give a thought to life.  In fact I was in a state
of complete apathy, moral and physical.  Six years later I found
myself in a similar predicament, but that time love was not the cause
of my sorrow; it was the horrible and too famous prison of The Leads,
in Venice.

I was not much better either in 1768, when I was lodged in the prison
of Buen Retiro, in Madrid, but I must not anticipate events.
At the end of twenty-four hours, my exhaustion was very great, but I
did not find the sensation disagreeable, and, in the state of mind in
which I was then, I was pleased with the idea that, by increasing,
that weakness would at last kill me.  I was delighted to see that no
one disturbed me to offer me some food, and I congratulated myself
upon having dismissed my servant.  Twenty-four more hours passed by,
and my weakness became complete inanition.

I was in that state when De la Haye knocked at my door.  I would not
have answered if he had not said that someone insisted upon seeing
me.  I got out of bed, and, scarcely able to stand, I opened my door,
after which I got into bed again.

"There is a stranger here," he said, "who, being in want of a
carriage, offers to buy yours"

"I do not want to sell it."

"Excuse me if I have disturbed you, but you look ill."

"Yes, I wish to be left alone."

"What is the matter with you?"

Coming nearer my bed, he took my hand, and found my pulse extremely
low and weak.

"What did you eat yesterday?"

"I have eaten nothing, thank God I for two days."

Guessing the real state of things, De la Haye became anxious, and
entreated me to take some broth.  He threw so much kindness, so much
unction, into his entreaties that, through weakness and weariness, I
allowed myself to be persuaded.  Then, without ever mentioning the
name of Henriette, he treated me to a sermon upon the life to come,
upon the vanity of the things of this life which we are foolish
enough to prefer, and upon the necessity of respecting our existence,
which does not belong to us.

I was listening without answering one word, but, after all, I was
listening, and De la Haye, perceiving his advantage, would not leave
me, and ordered dinner.  I had neither the will nor the strength to
resist, and when the dinner was served, I ate something.  Then De la
Have saw that he had conquered, and for the remainder of the day
devoted himself to amusing me by his cheerful conversation.

The next day the tables were turned, for it was I who invited him to
keep me company and to dine with me.  It seemed to me that I had not
lost a particle of my sadness, but life appeared to me once more
preferable to death, and, thinking that I was indebted to him for the
preservation of my life, I made a great friend of him.  My readers
will see presently that my affection for him went very far, and they
will, like me, marvel at the cause of that friendship, and at the
means through which it was brought about.

Three or four days afterwards, Dubois, who had been informed of
everything by De la Haye, called on me, and persuaded me to go out.
I went to the theatre, where I made the acquaintance of several
Corsican officers, who had served in France, in the Royal Italian
regiment.  I also met a young man from Sicily, named Paterno, the
wildest and most heedless fellow it was possible to see.  He was in
love with an actress who made a fool of him.  He amused me with the
enumeration of all her adorable qualities, and of all the cruelties
she was practising upon him, for, although she received him at all
hours, she repulsed him harshly whenever he tried to steal the
slightest favour.  In the mean time, she ruined him by making him pay
constantly for excellent dinners and suppers, which were eaten by her
family, but which did not advance him one inch towards the fulfilment
of his wishes.

He succeeded at last in exciting my curiosity.  I examined the
actress on the stage, and finding that she was not without beauty I
expressed a wish to know her.  Paterno was delighted to introduce me
to her.

I found that she was of tolerably easy virtue, and, knowing that she
was very far from rolling in riches, I had no doubt that fifteen or
twenty sequins would be quite sufficient to make her compliant.  I
communicated my thoughts to Paterno, but he laughed and told me that,
if I dared to make such a proposition to her, she would certainly
shut her door against me.  He named several officers whom she had
refused to receive again, because they had made similar offers.

"Yet," added the young man, "I wish you would make the attempt, and
tell me the result candidly."

I felt piqued, and promised to do it.

I paid her a visit in her dressing-room at the theatre, and as she
happened during our conversation to praise the beauty of my watch, I
told her that she could easily obtain possession of it, and I said at
what price.  She answered, according to the catechism of her
profession, that an honourable man had no right to make such an offer
to a respectable girl.

"I offer only one ducat," said I, "to those who are not respectable."

And I left her.

When I told Paterno what had occurred, he fairly jumped for joy, but
I knew what to think of it all, for 'cosi sono tutte', and in spite
of all his entreaties, I declined to be present at his suppers, which
were far from amusing, and gave the family of the actress an
opportunity of laughing at the poor fool who was paying for them.

Seven or eight days afterwards, Paterno told me that the actress had
related the affair to him exactly in the same words which I had used,
and she had added that, if I had ceased my visits, it was only
because I was afraid of her taking me at my word in case I should
renew my proposal.  I commissioned him to tell her that I would pay
her another visit, not to renew my offer, but to shew my contempt for
any proposal she might make me herself.

The heedless fellow fulfilled his commission so well that the
actress, feeling insulted, told him that she dared me to call on her.
Perfectly determined to shew that I despised her, I went to her
dressing-room the same evening, after the second act of a play in
which she had not to appear again.  She dismissed those who were with
her, saying that she wanted to speak with me, and, after she had
bolted the door, she sat down gracefully on my knees, asking me
whether it was true that I despised her so much.

In such a position a man has not the courage to insult a woman, and,
instead of answering, I set to work at once, without meeting even
with that show of resistance which sharpens the appetite.  In spite
of that, dupe as I always was of a feeling truly absurd when an
intelligent man has to deal with such creatures, I gave her twenty
sequins, and I confess that it was paying dearly for very smarting
regrets.  We both laughed at the stupidity of Paterno, who did not
seem to know how such challenges generally end.

I saw the unlucky son of Sicily the next morning, and I told him
that, having found the actress very dull, I would not see her again.
Such was truly my intention, but a very important reason, which
nature took care to explain to me three days afterwards, compelled me
to keep my word through a much more serious motive than a simple
dislike for the woman.

However, although I was deeply grieved to find myself in such a
disgraceful position, I did not think I had any right to complain.
On the contrary, I considered that my misfortune to be a just and
well-deserved punishment for having abandoned myself to a Lais, after
I had enjoyed the felicity of possessing a woman like Henriette.

My disease was not a case within the province of empirics, and I
bethought myself of confiding in M. de is Haye who was then dining
every day with me, and made no mystery of his poverty.  He placed me
in the hands of a skilful surgeon, who was at the same time a
dentist.  He recognized certain symptoms which made it a necessity to
sacrifice me to the god Mercury, and that treatment, owing to the
season of the year, compelled me to keep my room for six weeks.  It
was during the winter of 1749.

While I was thus curing myself of an ugly disease, De la Haye
inoculated me with another as bad, perhaps even worse, which I should
never have thought myself susceptible of catching.  This Fleming, who
left me only for one hour in the morning, to go--at least he said so-
-to church to perform his devotions, made a bigot of me!  And to such
an extent, that I agreed with him that I was indeed fortunate to have
caught a disease which was the origin of the faith now taking
possession of my soul.  I would thank God fervently and with the most
complete conviction for having employed Mercury to lead my mind,
until then wrapped in darkness, to the pure light of holy truth!
There is no doubt that such an extraordinary change in my reasoning
system was the result of the exhaustion brought on by the mercury.
That impure and always injurious metal had weakened my mind to such
an extent that I had become almost besotted, and I fancied that until
then my judgment had been insane.  The result was that, in my newly
acquired wisdom, I took the resolution of leading a totally different
sort of life in future.  De la Haye would often cry for joy when he
saw me shedding tears caused by the contrition which he had had the
wonderful cleverness to sow in my poor sickly soul.  He would talk to
me of paradise and the other world, just as if he had visited them in
person, and I never laughed at him!  He had accustomed me to renounce
my reason; now to renounce that divine faculty a man must no longer
be conscious of its value, he must have become an idiot.  The reader
may judge of the state to which I was reduced by the following
specimen.  One day, De la Haye said to me:

"It is not known whether God created the world during the vernal
equinox or during the autumnal one."

"Creation being granted," I replied, in spite of the mercury, "such a
question is childish, for the seasons are relative, and differ in the
different quarters of the globe."

De la Haye reproached me with the heathenism of my ideas, told me
that I must abandon such impious reasonings....  and I gave way!

That man had been a Jesuit.  He not only, however, refused to admit
it, but he would not even suffer anyone to mention it to him.  This
is how he completed his work of seduction by telling me the history
of his life.

"After I had been educated in a good school," he said, "and had
devoted myself with some success to the arts and sciences, I was for
twenty years employed at the University of Paris.  Afterwards I
served as an engineer in the army, and since that time I have
published several works anonymously, which are now in use in every
boys' school.  Having given up the military service, and being poor,
I undertook and completed the education of several young men, some of
whom shine now in the world even more by their excellent conduct than
by their talents.  My last pupil was the Marquis Botta.  Now being
without employment I live, as you see, trusting in God's providence.
Four years ago, I made the acquaintance of Baron Bavois, from
Lausanne, son of General Bavois who commanded a regiment in the
service of the Duke of Modem, and afterwards was unfortunate enough
to make himself too conspicuous.  The young baron, a Calvinist like
his father, did not like the idle life he was leading at home, and he
solicited me to undertake his education in order to fit him for a
military career.  Delighted at the opportunity of cultivating his
fine natural disposition, I gave up everything to devote myself
entirely to my task.  I soon discovered that, in the question of
faith, he knew himself to be in error, and that he remained a
Calvinist only out of respect to his family.  When I had found out
his secret feelings on that head, I had no difficulty in proving to
him that his most important interests were involved in that question,
as his eternal salvation was at stake.  Struck by the truth of my
words, he abandoned himself to my affection, and I took him to Rome,
where I presented him to the Pope, Benedict XIV., who, immediately
after the abjuration of my pupil got him a lieutenancy in the army of
the Duke of Modena.  But the dear proselyte, who is only twenty-five
years of age, cannot live upon his pay of seven sequins a month, and
since his abjuration he has received nothing from his parents, who
are highly incensed at what they call his apostacy.  He would find
himself compelled to go back to Lausanne, if I did not assist him.
But, alas!  I am poor, and without employment, so I can only send him
the trifling sums which I can obtain from the few good Christians
with whom I am acquainted.

"My pupil, whose heart is full of gratitude, would be very glad to
know his benefactors, but they refuse to acquaint him with their
names, and they are right, because charity, in order to be
meritorious, must not partake of any feeling of vanity.  Thank God,
I have no cause for such a feeling!  I am but too happy to act as a
father towards a young saint, and to have had a share, as the humble
instrument of the Almighty, in the salvation of his soul.  That
handsome and good young man trusts no one but me, and writes to me
regularly twice a week.  I am too discreet to communicate his letters
to you, but, if you were to read them, they would make you weep for
sympathy.  It is to him that I have sent the three gold pieces which
you gave me yesterday."

As he said the last words my converter rose, and went to the window
to dry his tears, I felt deeply moved, anal full of admiration for
the virtue of De la Haye and of his pupil, who, to save his soul, had
placed himself under the hard necessity of accepting alms.  I cried
as well as the apostle, and in my dawning piety I told him that I
insisted not only upon remaining unknown to his pupil, but also upon
ignoring the amount of the sums he might take out of my purse to
forward to him, and I therefore begged that he would help himself
without rendering me any account.  De la Haye embraced me warmly,
saying that, by following the precepts of the Gospel so well, I
should certainly win the kingdom of heaven.

The mind is sure to follow the body; it is a privilege enjoyed by
matter.  With an empty stomach, I became a fanatic; and the hollow
made in my brain by the mercury became the home of enthusiasm.
Without mentioning it to De la Haye, I wrote to my three friends,
Messrs.  Bragadin and company, several letters full of pathos
concerning my Tartufe and his pupil, and I managed to communicate my
fanaticism to them.  You are aware, dear reader, that nothing is so
catching as the plague; now, fanaticism, no matter of what nature, is
only the plague of the human mind.

I made my friends to understand that the good of our society depended
upon the admission of these two virtuous individuals.  I allowed them
to guess it, but, having myself became a Jesuit, I took care not to
say it openly.  It would of course be better if such an idea appeared
to have emanated from those men, so simple, and at the same time so
truly virtuous.  "It is God's will," I wrote to them (for deceit must
always take refuge under the protection of that sacred name), "that
you employ all your influence in Venice to find an honourable
position for M. de la Haye, and to promote the interests of young
M.  Bavois in his profession."

M. de Bragadin answered that De la Haye could take up his quarters
with us in his palace, and that Bavois was to write to his protector,
the Pope, entreating His Holiness to recommend him to the ambassador
of Venice, who would then forward that recommendation to the Senate,
and that Bavois could, in that way, feel sure of good employment.

The affair of the Patriarchate of Aquileia was at that time under
discussion; the Republic of Venice was in possession of it as well as
the Emperor of Austria, who claimed the 'jus eligendi': the Pope
Benedict XIV. had been chosen as arbitrator, and as he had not yet
given his decision it was evident that the Republic would shew very
great deference to his recommendation.

While that important affair was enlisting all our sympathies, and
while they were expecting in Venice a letter stating the effect of
the Pope's recommendation, I was the hero of a comic adventure which,
for the sake of my readers, must not pass unnoticed.

At the beginning of April I was entirely cured of my last misfortune.
I had recovered all my usual vigour, and I accompanied my converter
to church every day, never missing a sermon.  We likewise spent the
evening together at the cafe, where we generally met a great many
officers.  There was among them a Provencal who amused everybody with
his boasting and with the recital of the military exploits by which
he pretended to have distinguished himself in the service of several
countries, and principally in Spain.  As he was truly a source of
amusement, everybody pretended to believe him in order to keep up the
game.  One day as I was staring at him, he asked me whether I knew
him.

"By George, sir!"--I exclaimed, "know you!  Why, did we not fight
side by side at the battle of Arbela?"

At those words everybody burst out laughing, but the boaster, nothing
daunted, said, with animation,

"Well, gentlemen, I do not see anything so very laughable in that.  I
was at that battle, and therefore this gentleman might very well have
remarked me; in fact, I think I can recollect him."

And, continuing to speak to me, he named the regiment in which we
were brother officers.  Of course we embraced one another,
congratulating each other upon the pleasure we both felt in meeting
again in Parma.  After that truly comic joke I left the coffee-room
in the company of my inseparable preacher.

The next morning, as I was at breakfast with De la Haye, the boasting
Provencal entered my room without taking off his hat, and said,

"M. d'Arbela, I have something of importance to tell you; make haste
and follow me.  If you are afraid, you may take anyone you please
with you.  I am good for half a dozen men."

I left my chair, seized my pistols, and aimed at him.

"No one," I said, with decision, "has the right to come and disturb
me in my room; be off this minute, or I blow your brains out."

The fellow, drawing his sword, dared me to murder him, but at the
same moment De la Haye threw himself between us, stamping violently
on the floor.  The landlord came up, and threatened the officer to
send for the police if he did not withdraw immediately.

He went away, saying that I had insulted him in public, and that he
would take care that the reparation I owed him should be as public as
the insult.

When he had gone, seeing that the affair might take a tragic turn, I
began to examine with De la Haye how it could be avoided, but we had
not long to puzzle our imagination, for in less than half an hour an
officer of the Infante of Parma presented himself, and requested me
to repair immediately to head-quarters, where M. de Bertolan,
Commander of Parma, wanted to speak to me.

I asked De la Haye to accompany me as a witness of what I had said in
the coffee-room as well as of what had taken place in my apartment.

I presented myself before the commander, whom I found surrounded by
several officers, and, among them, the bragging Provencal.

M. de Bertolan, who was a witty man, smiled when he saw me; then,
with a very serious countenance, he said to me,

"Sir, as you have made a laughing-stock of this officer in a public
place, it is but right that you should give him publicly the
satisfaction which he claims, and as commander of this city I find
myself bound in duty to ask you for that satisfaction in order to
settle the affair amicably."

"Commander," I answered, "I do not see why a satisfaction should be
offered to this gentleman, for it is not true that I have insulted
him by turning him into ridicule.  I told him that I had seen him at
the battle of Arbela, and I could not have any doubt about it when he
said that he had been present at that battle, and that he knew me
again."

"Yes," interrupted the officer, "but I heard Rodela and not Arbela,
and everybody knows that I fought at Rodela.  But you said Arbela,
and certainly with the intention of laughing at me, since that battle
has been fought more than two thousand years ago, while the battle of
Rodela in Africa took place in our time, and I was there under the
orders of the Duke de Mortemar."

"In the first place, sir, you have no right to judge of my
intentions, but I do not dispute your having been present at Rodela,
since you say so; but in that case the tables are turned, and now I
demand a reparation from you if you dare discredit my having been at
Arbela.  I certainly did not serve under the Duke de Mortemar,
because he was not there, at least to my knowledge, but I was aid-de-
camp of Parmenion, and I was wounded under his eyes.  If you were to
ask me to shew you the scar, I could not satisfy you, for you must
understand that the body I had at that time does not exist any
longer, and in my present bodily envelope I am only twenty-three
years old."

"All this seems to me sheer madness, but, at all events, I have
witnesses to prove that you have been laughing at me, for you stated
that you had seen me at that battle, and, by the powers! it is not
possible, because I was not there.  At all events, I demand
satisfaction."

"So do I, and we have equal rights, if mine are not even better than
yours, for your witnesses are likewise mine, and these gentlemen will
assert that you said that you had seen me at Rodela, and, by the
powers! it is not possible, for I was not there."

"Well, I may have made a mistake."

"So may I, and therefore we have no longer any claim against one
another."

The commander, who was biting his lips to restrain his mirth, said to
him,

"My dear sir, I do not see that you have the slightest right to
demand satisfaction, since this gentleman confesses, like you, that
he might have been mistaken."

"But," remarked the officer, "is it credible that he was at the
battle of Arbela?"

"This gentleman leaves you free to believe or not to believe, and he
is at liberty to assert that he was there until you can prove the
contrary.  Do you wish to deny it to make him draw his sword?"

"God forbid!  I would rather consider the affair ended."

"Well, gentlemen," said the commander, "I have but one more duty to
perform, and it is to advise you to embrace one another like two
honest men."

We followed the advice with great pleasure.

The next day, the Provencal, rather crestfallen, came to share my
dinner, and I gave him a friendly welcome.  Thus was ended that comic
adventure, to the great satisfaction of M. de la Haye.




CHAPTER IV

I Receive Good News From Venice, to Which City I Return with De la
Haye and Bavois--My Three Friends Give Me a Warm Welcome; Their
Surprise at Finding Me a Model of Devotion--Bavois Lures
Me Back to My Former Way of Living--De la Haye a Thorough Hypocrite--
Adventure with the Girl Marchetti--I Win a Prize in the Lottery--I
Meet Baletti--De la Haye Leaves M. de Bragadin's Palace--My
Departure for Paris


Whilst De la Haye was every day gaining greater influence over my
weakened mind, whilst I was every day devoutly attending mass,
sermons, and every office of the Church, I received from Venice a
letter containing the pleasant information that my affair had
followed its natural course, namely, that it was entirely forgotten;
and in another letter M. de Bragadin informed me that the minister
had written to the Venetian ambassador in Rome with instructions to
assure the Holy Father that Baron Bavois would, immediately after his
arrival in Venice, receive in the army of the Republic an appointment
which would enable him to live honourably and to gain a high position
by his talents.

That letter overcame M. de la Haye with joy, and I completed his
happiness by telling him that nothing hindered me from going back to
my native city.

He immediately made up his mind to go to Modena in order to explain
to his pupil how he was to act in Venice to open for himself the way
to a brilliant fortune.  De la Haye depended on me in every way; he
saw my fanaticism, and he was well aware that it is a disease which
rages as long as the causes from which it has sprung are in
existence.  As he was going with me to Venice, he flattered himself
that he could easily feed the fire he had lighted.  Therefore he
wrote to Bavois that he would join him immediately, and two days
after he took leave of me, weeping abundantly, praising highly the
virtues of my soul, calling me his son, his dear son, and assuring me
that his great affection for me had been caused by the mark of
election which he had seen on my countenance.  After that, I felt my
calling and election were sure.

A few days after the departure of De la Haye, I left Parma in my
carriage with which I parted in Fusina, and from there I proceeded to
Venice.  After an absence of a year, my three friends received me as
if I had been their guardian angel.  They expressed their impatience
to welcome the two saints announced by my letters.  An apartment was
ready for De la Haye in the palace of M. de Bragadin, and as state
reasons did not allow my father to receive in his own house a
foreigner who had not yet entered the service of the Republic, two
rooms had been engaged for Bavois in the neighbourhood.

They were thoroughly amazed at the wonderful change which had taken
place in my morals.  Every day attending mass, often present at the
preaching and at the other services, never shewing myself at the
casino, frequenting only a certain cafe which was the place of
meeting for all men of acknowledged piety and reserve, and always
studying when I was not in their company.  When they compared my
actual mode of living with the former one, they marvelled, and they
could not sufficiently thank the eternal providence of God whose
inconceivable ways they admired.  They blessed the criminal actions
which had compelled me to remain one year away from my native place.
I crowned their delight by paying all my debts without asking any
money from M. de Bragadin, who, not having given me anything for one
year, had religiously put together every month the sum he had allowed
me.  I need not say how pleased the worthy friends were, when they
saw that I had entirely given up gambling.

I had a letter from De la Haye in the beginning of May.  He announced
that he was on the eve of starting with the son so dear to his heart,
and that he would soon place himself at the disposition of the
respectable men to whom I had announced him.

Knowing the hour at which the barge arrived from Modena, we all went
to meet them, except M. de Bragadin, who was engaged at the senate.
We returned to the palace before him, and when he came back, finding
us all together, he gave his new guests the most friendly welcome.
De la Haye spoke to me of a hundred things, but I scarcely heard what
he said, so much was my attention taken up by Bavois.  He was so
different to what I had fancied him to be from the impression I had
received from De la Haye, that my ideas were altogether upset.  I had
to study him; for three days before I could make up my mind to like
him.  I must give his portrait to my readers.

Baron Bavois was a young man of about twenty-five, of middle size,
handsome in features, well made, fair, of an equable temper, speaking
well and with intelligence, and uttering his words with a tone of
modesty which suited him exactly.  His features were regular and
pleasing, his teeth were beautiful, his hair was long and fine,
always well taken care of, and exhaling the perfume of the pomatum
with which it was dressed.  That individual, who was the exact
opposite of the man that De la Haye had led me to imagine, surprised
my friends greatly, but their welcome did not in any way betray their
astonishment, for their pure and candid minds would not admit a
judgment contrary to the good opinion they had formed of his morals.
As soon as we had established De la Haye in his beautiful apartment,
I accompanied Bavois to the rooms engaged for him, where his luggage
had been sent by my orders.  He found himself in very comfortable
quarters, and being received with distinction by his worthy host, who
was already greatly prejudiced in his favour, the young baron
embraced me warmly, pouring out all his gratitude, and assuring me
that he felt deeply all I had done for him without knowing him, as De
la Haye had informed him of all that had occurred.  I pretended not
to understand what he was alluding to, and to change the subject of
conversation I asked him how he intended to occupy his time in Venice
until his military appointment gave him serious duties to perform.
"I trust," he answered, "that we shall enjoy ourselves in an
agreeable way, for I have no doubt that our inclinations are the
same."

Mercury and De la Haye had so completely besotted me that I should
have found some difficulty in understanding these words, however
intelligible they were; but if I did not go any further than the
outward signification of his answer, I could not help remarking that
he had already taken the fancy of the two daughters of the house.
They were neither pretty nor ugly, but he shewed himself gracious
towards them like a man who understands his business.  I had,
however, already made such great progress in my mystical education,
that I considered the compliments he addressed to the girls as mere
forms of politeness.

For the first day, I took my young baron only to the St. Mark's
Square and to the cafe, where we remained until supper-time, as it
had been arranged that he would take his meals with us.  At the
supper-table he shewed himself very witty, and M. Dandolo named an
hour for the next day, when he intended to present him to the
secretary for war.  In the evening I accompanied him to his lodging,
where I found that the two young girls were delighted because the
young Swiss nobleman had no servant, and because they hoped to
convince him that he would not require one.

The next day, a little earlier than the time appointed, I called upon
him with M. Dandolo and M. Barbaro, who were both to present him at
the war office.  We found him at his toilet under the delicate hands
of the eldest girl, who was dressing his hair.  His room, was
fragrant with the perfumes of his pomatums and scents.  This did not
indicate a sainted man; yet my two friends did not feel scandalized,
although their astonishment was very evident, for they had not
expected that show of gallantry from a young neophyte.  I was nearly
bursting into a loud laugh, when I heard M. Dandolo remark that,
unless we hurried, we would not have time to hear mass, whereupon
Bavois enquired whether it was a festival.  M. Dandolo, without
passing any remark, answered negatively, and after that, mass was not
again mentioned.  When Bavois was ready, I left them and went a
different way.  I met them again at dinner-time, during which the
reception given to the young baron by the secretary was discussed,
and in the evening my friends introduced him to several ladies who
were much pleased with him.  In less than a week he was so well known
that there was no fear of his time hanging wearily on his hands, but
that week was likewise enough to give me a perfect insight into his
nature and way of thinking.  I should not have required such a long
study, if I had not at first begun on a wrong scent, or rather if my
intelligence had not been stultified by my fanaticism.  Bavois was
particularly fond of women, of gambling, of every luxury, and, as he
was poor, women supplied him with the best part of his resources.  As
to religious faith he had none, and as he was no hypocrite he
confessed as much to me.

"How have you contrived," I said to him one day, "such as you are, to
deceive De la Haye?"

"God forbid I should deceive anyone.  De la Haye is perfectly well
aware of my system, and of my way of thinking on religious matters,
but, being himself very devout, he entertains a holy sympathy for my
soul, and I do not object to it.  He has bestowed many kindnesses
upon me, and I feel grateful to him; my affection for him is all the
greater because he never teases me with his dogmatic lessons or with
sermons respecting my salvation, of which I have no doubt that God,
in His fatherly goodness, will take care.  All this is settled
between De la Haye and me, and we live on the best of terms:"

The best part of the joke is that, while I was studying him, Bavois,
without knowing it, restored my mind to its original state, and I was
ashamed of myself when I realized that I had been the dupe of a
Jesuit who was an arrant hypocrite, in spite of the character of
holiness which he assumed, and which he could play with such
marvellous ability.  From that moment I fell again into all my former
practices.  But let us return to De la Haye.

That late Jesuit, who in his inmost heart loved nothing but his own
comfort, already advanced in years, and therefore no longer caring
for the fair sex, was exactly the sort of man to please my
simpleminded trio of friends.  As he never spoke to them but of God,
of His angels, and of everlasting glory, and as he was always
accompanying them to church, they found him a delightful companion.
They longed for the time when he would discover himself, for they
imagined he was at the very least a Rosicrucian, or perhaps the
hermit of Courpegna, who had taught me the cabalistic science and
made me a present of the immortal Paralis.  They felt grieved because
the oracle had forbidden them, through my cabalistic lips, ever to
mention my science in the presence of Tartufe.

As I had foreseen, that interdiction left me to enjoy as I pleased
all the time that I would have been called upon to devote to their
devout credulity, and besides, I was naturally afraid lest De la
Haye, such as I truly believed him to be, would never lend himself to
that trifling nonsense, and would, for the sake of deserving greater
favour at their hands, endeavour to undeceive them and to take my
place in their confidence.

I soon found out that I had acted with prudence, for in less than
three weeks the cunning fox had obtained so great an influence over
the mind of my three friends that he was foolish enough, not only to
believe that he did not want me any more to support his credit with
them, but likewise that he could supplant me whenever he chose.  I
could see it clearly in his way of addressing me, as well as in the
change in his proceedings.

He was beginning to hold with my friends frequent conversations to
which I was not summoned, and he had contrived to make them introduce
him to several families which I was not in the habit of visiting.  He
assumed his grand jesuitic airs, and, although with honeyed word he
would take the liberty of censuring me because I sometimes spent a
night out, and, as he would say, "God knows where!"

I was particularly vexed at his seeming to accuse me of leading his
pupil astray.  He then would assume the tone of a man speaking
jestingly, but I was not deceived.  I thought it was time to put an
end to his game, and with that intention I paid him a visit in his
bedroom.  When I was seated, I said,

"I come, as a true worshipper of the Gospel, to tell you in private
something that, another time, I would say in public."

"What is it, my dear friend?"

"I advise you for the future not to hurl at me the slightest taunt
respecting the life I am leading with Bavois, when we are in the
presence of my three worthy friends.  I do not object to listen to
you when we are alone."

"You are wrong in taking my innocent jests seriously."

"Wrong or right, that does not matter.  Why do you never attack your
proselyte?  Be careful for the future, or I might on my side, and
only in jest like you, throw at your head some repartee which you
have every reason to fear, and thus repay you with interest."

And bowing to him I left his room.

A few days afterwards I spent a few hours with my friends and
Paralis, and the oracle enjoined them never to accomplish without my
advice anything that might be recommended or even insinuated by
Valentine; that was the cabalistic name of the disciple of Escobar.
I knew I could rely upon their obedience to that order.

De la Haye soon took notice of some slight change; he became more
reserved, and Bavois, whom I informed of what I had done, gave me his
full approbation.  He felt convinced, as I was, that De la Haye had
been useful to him only through weak or selfish reasons, that is,
that he would have cared little for his soul if his face had not been
handsome, and if he had not known that he would derive important
advantages from having caused his so-called conversion.

Finding that the Venetian government was postponing his appointment
from day to day, Bavois entered the service of the French ambassador.
The decision made it necessary for him not only to cease his visits
to M. de Bragadin, but even to give up his intercourse with De la
Haye, who was the guest of that senator.

It is one of the strictest laws of the Republic that the patricians
and their families shall not hold any intercourse with the foreign
ambassadors and their suites.  But the decision taken by Bavois did
not prevent my friends speaking in his favour, and they succeeded in
obtaining employment for him, as will be seen further on.

The husband of Christine, whom I never visited, invited me to go to
the casino which he was in the habit of frequenting with his aunt and
his wife, who had already presented him with a token of their.
mutual affection.  I accepted his invitation, and I found Christine
as lovely as ever, and speaking the Venetian dialect like her
husband.  I made in that casino the acquaintance of a chemist, who
inspired me with the wish to follow a course of chemistry.  I went to
his house, where I found a young girl who greatly pleased me.  She
was a neighbour, and came every evening to keep the chemist's
elderly wife company, and at a regular hour a servant called to take
her home.  I had never made love to her but once in a trifling sort
of way, and in the presence of the old lady, but I was surprised not
to see her after that for several days, and I expressed my
astonishment.  The good lady told me that very likely the girl's
cousin, an abbe, with whom she was residing, had heard of my seeing
her every evening, had become jealous, and would not allow her to
come again.

"An abbe jealous?"

"Why not?  He never allows her to go out except on Sundays to attend
the first mass at the Church of Santa Maria Mater Domini, close by
his dwelling.  He did not object to her coming here, because he knew
that we never had any visitors, and very likely he has heard through
the servant of your being here every evening."

A great enemy to all jealous persons, and a greater friend to my
amorous fancies, I wrote to the young girl that, if she would leave
her cousin for me, I would give her a house in which she should be
the mistress, and that I would surround her with good society and
with every luxury to be found in Venice.  I added that I would be in
the church on the following Sunday to receive her answer.

I did not forget my appointment, and her answer was that the abbe
being her tyrant, she would consider herself happy to escape out of
his clutches, but that she could not make up her mind to follow me
unless I consented to marry her.  She concluded her letter by saying
that, in case I entertained honest intentions towards her, I had only
to speak to her mother, Jeanne Marchetti, who resided in Lusia, a
city thirty miles distant from Venice.

This letter piqued my curiosity, and I even imagined that she had
written it in concert with the abbe.  Thinking that they wanted to
dupe me, and besides, finding the proposal of marriage ridiculous, I
determined on having my revenge.  But I wanted to get to the bottom
of it, and I made up my mind to see the girl's mother.  She felt
honoured by my visit, and greatly pleased when, after I had shewn her
her daughter's letter, I told her that I wished to marry her, but
that I should never think of it as long as she resided with the abbe.

"That abbe," she said, "is a distant relative.  He used to live alone
in his house in Venice, and two years ago he told me that he was in
want of a housekeeper.  He asked me to let my daughter go to him in
that capacity, assuring me that in Venice she would have good
opportunities of getting married.  He offered to give me a deed in
writing stating that, on the day of her marriage, he would give her
all his furniture valued at about one thousand ducats, and the
inheritance of a small estate, bringing one hundred ducats a year,
which lie possesses here.  It seemed to me a good bargain, and, my
daughter being pleased with the offer, I accepted.  He gave me the
deed duly drawn by a notary, and my daughter went with him.  I know
that he makes a regular slave of her, but she chose to go.
Nevertheless, I need not tell you that my most ardent wish is to see
her married, for, as long as a girl is without a husband, she is too
much exposed to temptation, and the poor mother cannot rest in
peace."

"Then come to Venice with me.  You will take your daughter out of the
abbe's house, and I will make her my wife.  Unless that is done I
cannot marry her, for I should dishonour myself if I received my wife
from his hands."

"Oh, no!  for he is my cousin, although only in the fourth degree,
and, what is more, he is a priest and says the mass every day."

"You make me laugh, my good woman.  Everybody knows that a priest
says the mass without depriving himself of certain trifling
enjoyments.  Take your daughter with you, or give up all hope of ever
seeing her married."

"But if I take her with me, he will not give her his furniture, and
perhaps he will sell his small estate here."

"I undertake to look to that part of the business.  I promise to take
her out of his hands, and to make her come back to you with all the
furniture, and to obtain the estate when she is my wife.  If you knew
me better, you would not doubt what I say.  Come to Venice, and I
assure you that you shall return here in four or five days with your
daughter."

She read the letter which had been written to me by her daughter
again, and told me that, being a poor widow, she had not the money
necessary to pay the expenses of her journey to Venice, or of her
return to Louisa.

"In Venice you shall not want for anything," I said; "in the mean
time, here are ten sequins."

"Ten sequins!  Then I can go with my sister-in-law?"

"Come with anyone you like, but let us go soon so as to reach
Chiozza, where we must sleep.  To-morrow we shall dine in Venice, and
I undertake to defray all expenses."

We arrived in Venice the next day at ten o'clock, and I took the two
women to Castello, to a house the first floor of which was empty.  I
left them there, and provided with the deed signed by the abbe I went
to dine with my three friends, to whom I said that I had been to
Chiozza on important business.  After dinner, I called upon the
lawyer, Marco de Lesse, who told me that if the mother presented a
petition to the President of the Council of Ten, she would
immediately be invested with power to take her daughter away with all
the furniture in the house, which she could send wherever she
pleased.  I instructed him to have the petition ready, saying that I
would come the next morning with the mother, who would sign it in his
presence.

I brought the mother early in the morning, and after she had signed
the petition we went to the Boussole, where she presented it to the
President of the Council.  In less than a quarter of an hour a
bailiff was ordered to repair to the house of the priest with the
mother, and to put her in possession of her daughter, and of all the
furniture, which she would immediately take away.

The order was carried into execution to the very letter.  I was with
the mother in a gondola as near as possible to the house, and I had
provided a large boat in which the sbirri stowed all the furniture
found on the premises.  When it was all done, the daughter was
brought to the gondola, and she was extremely surprised to see me.
Her mother kissed her, and told her that I would be her husband the
very next day.  She answered that she was delighted, and that nothing
had been left in her tyrant's house except his bed and his clothes.

When we reached Castello, I ordered the furniture to be brought out
of the boat; we had dinner, and I told the three women that they must
go back to Lusia, where I would join them as soon as I had settled
all my affairs.  I spent the afternoon gaily with my intended.  She
told us that the abbe was dressing when the bailiff presented the
order of the Council of Ten, with injunctions to allow its free
execution under penalty of death; that the abbe finished his toilet,
went out to say his mass, and that everything had been done without
the slightest opposition.  "I was told," she added, "that my mother
was waiting for me in the gondola, but I did not expect to find you,
and I never suspected that you were at the bottom of the whole
affair."

"It is the first proof I give you of my love."

These words made her smile very pleasantly.

I took care to have a good supper and some excellent wines, and after
we had spent two hours at table in the midst of the joys of Bacchus,
I devoted four more to a pleasant tete-a-tete with my intended bride.

The next morning, after breakfast, I had the whole of the furniture
stowed in a peotta, which I had engaged for the purpose and paid for
beforehand.  I gave ten more sequins to the mother, and sent them
away all three in great delight.  The affair was completed to my
honour as well as to my entire satisfaction, and I returned home.

The case had made so much noise that my friends could not have
remained ignorant of it; the consequence was that, when they saw me,
they shewed their surprise and sorrow.  De la Haye embraced me with
an air of profound grief, but it was a feigned feeling--a harlequin's
dress, which he had the talent of assuming with the greatest
facility.  M. de Bragadin alone laughed heartily, saying to the
others that they did not understand the affair, and that it was the
forerunner of something great which was known only to heavenly
spirits.  On my side, being ignorant of the opinion they entertained
of the matter, and certain that they were not informed of all the
circumstances, I laughed like M. de Bragadin, but said nothing.  I
had nothing to fear, and I wanted to amuse myself with all that would
be said.

We sat down to table, and M. Barbaro was the first to tell me in a
friendly manner that he hoped at least that this was not the day
after my wedding.

"Then people say that I am married?"

"It is said everywhere and by everybody.  The members of the Council
themselves believe it, and they have good reason to believe that they
are right."

"To be right in believing such a thing, they ought to be certain of
it, and those gentlemen have no such certainty.  As they are not
infallible any more than any one, except God, I tell you that they
are mistaken.  I like to perform good actions and to get pleasure for
my money, but not at the expense of my liberty: Whenever you want to
know my affairs, recollect that you can receive information about
them only from me, and public rumour is only good to amuse fools."

"But," said M.  Dandolo, "you spent the night with the person who is
represented as your wife?"

"Quite true, but I have no account to give to anyone respecting what
I have done last night.  Are you not of my opinion, M. de la Haye?"

"I wish you would not ask my opinion, for I do not know.  But I must
say that public rumour ought not to be despised.  The deep affection
I have for you causes me to grieve for what the public voice says
about you."

"How is it that those reports do not grieve M. de Bragadin, who has
certainly greater affection for me than you have?"

"I respect you, but I have learned at my own expense that slander is
to be feared.  It is said that, in order to get hold of a young girl
who was residing with her uncle--a worthy priest, you suborned a
woman who declared herself to be the girl's mother, and thus deceived
the Supreme Council, through the authority of which she obtained
possession of the girl for you.  The bailiff sent by the Council
swears that you were in the gondola with the false mother when the
young girl joined her.  It is said that the deed, in virtue of which
you caused the worthy ecclesiastic's furniture to be carried off, is
false, and you are blamed for having made the highest body of the
State a stepping-stone to crime.  In fine, it is said that, even if
you have married the girl, and no doubt of it is entertained, the
members of the Council will not be silent as to the fraudulent means
you have had recourse to in order to carry out your intentions
successfully."

"That is a very long speech," I said to him, coldly, "but learn from
me that a wise man who has heard a criminal accusation related with
so many absurd particulars ceases to be wise when he makes himself
the echo of what he has heard, for if the accusation should turn out
to be a calumny, he would himself become the accomplice of the
slanderer."

After that sentence, which brought the blood to the face of the
Jesuit, but which my friends thought very wise, I entreated him, in a
meaning voice, to spare his anxiety about me, and to be quite certain
that I knew the laws of honour, and that I had judgment enough to
take care of myself, and to let foul tongues say what they liked
about me, just as I did when I heard them speak ill of him.

The adventure was the talk of the city for five or six days, after
which it was soon forgotten.

But three months having elapsed without my having paid any visit to
Lusia, or having answered the letters written to me by the damigella
Marchetti, and without sending her the money she claimed of me, she
made up her mind to take certain proceedings which might have had
serious consequences, although they had none whatever in the end.

One day, Ignacio, the bailiff of the dreaded tribunal of the State
inquisitors, presented himself as I was sitting at table with my
friends, De la Haye, and two other guests.  He informed me that the
Cavaliere Cantarini dal Zoffo wished to see me, and would wait for me
the next morning at such an hour at the Madonna de l'Orto.  I rose
from the table and answered, with a bow, that I would not fail to
obey the wishes of his excellency.  The bailiff then left us.

I could not possibly guess what such a high dignitary of State could
want with my humble person, yet the message made us rather anxious,
for Cantarini dal Zoffo was one of the Inquisitors, that is to say, a
bird of very ill omen.  M. de Bragadin, who had been Inquisitor while
he was Councillor, and therefore knew the habits of the tribunal,
told me that I had nothing to fear.

"Ignacio was dressed in private clothes," he added, "and therefore he
did not come as the official messenger of the dread tribunal.
M. Cantarini wishes to speak to you only as a private citizen, as he
sends you word to call at his palace and not at the court-house.  He
is an elderly man, strict but just, to whom you must speak frankly
and without equivocating, otherwise you would make matters worse."

I was pleased with M. de Bragadin's advice, which was of great use to
me.  I called at the appointed time.

I was immediately announced, and I had not long to wait.  I entered
the room, and his excellency, seated at a table, examined me from
head to foot for one minute without speaking to me; he then rang the
bell, and ordered his servant to introduce the two ladies who were
waiting in the next room.  I guessed at once what was the matter, and
felt no surprise when I saw the woman Marchetti and her daughter.
His excellency asked me if I knew them.

"I must know them, monsignor, as one of them will become my wife when
she has convinced me by her good conduct that she is worthy of that
honour."

"Her conduct is good, she lives with her mother at Lusia; you have
deceived her.  Why do you postpone your marriage with her?  Why do
you not visit her?  You never answer her letters, and you let her be
in want."

"I cannot marry her, your excellency, before I have enough to support
her.  That will come in three or four years, thanks to a situation
which M. de Bragadin, my only protector, promises to obtain for me.
Until then she must live honestly, and support herself by working.
I will only marry her when I am convinced of her honesty, and
particularly when I am certain that she has given up all intercourse
with the abbe, her cousin in the fourth degree.  I do not visit her
because my confessor and my conscience forbid me to go to her house."

"She wishes you to give her a legal promise of marriage, and
sustentation."

"Monsignor, I am under no obligation to give her a promise of
marriage, and having no means whatever I cannot support her.  She
must earn her own living with her mother"

"When she lived with her cousin," said her mother, "she never wanted
anything, and she shall go back to him."

"If she returns to his house I shall not take the trouble of taking
her out of his hands a second time, and your excellency will then see
that I was right to defer my marriage with her until I was convinced
of her honesty."

The judge told me that my presence, was no longer necessary.  It was
the end of the affair, and I never heard any more about it.  The
recital of the dialogue greatly amused my friends.

At the beginning of the Carnival of 1750 I won a prize of three
thousand ducats at the lottery.  Fortune made me that present when I
did not require it, for I had held the bank during the autumn, and
had won.  It was at a casino where no nobleman dared to present
himself, because one of the partners was an officer in the service of
the Duke de Montalegre, the Spanish Ambassador.  The citizens of
Venice felt ill at ease with the patricians, and that is always the
case under an aristocratic government, because equality exists in
reality only between the members of such a government.

As I intended to take a trip to Paris, I placed one thousand sequins
in M. de Bragadin's hands, and with that project in view I had the
courage to pass the carnival without risking my money at the faro-
table.  I had taken a share of one-fourth in the bank of an honest
patrician, and early in Lent he handed me a large sum.

Towards mid-Lent my friend Baletti returned from Mantua to Venice.
He was engaged at the St. Moses Theatre as ballet-master during the
Fair of the Assumption.  He was with Marina, but they did not live
together.  She made the conquest of an English Jew, called Mendez,
who spent a great deal of money for her.  That Jew gave me good news
of Therese, whom he had known in Naples, and in whose hands he had
left some of his spoils.  The information pleased me, and I was very
glad to have been prevented by Henriette from joining Therese in
Naples, as I had intended, for I should certainly have fallen in love
with her again, and God knows what the consequences might have been.

It was at that time that Bavois was appointed captain in the service
of the Republic; he rose rapidly in his profession, as I shall
mention hereafter.

De la Haye undertook the education of a young nobleman called Felix
Calvi, and a short time afterwards he accompanied him to Poland.  I
met him again in Vienna three years later.

I was making my preparations to go to the Fair of Reggio, then to
Turin, where the whole of Italy was congregating for the marriage of
the Duke of Savoy with a princess of Spain, daughter of Philip V.,
and lastly to Paris, where, Madame la Dauphine being pregnant,
magnificent preparations were made in the expectation of the birth of
a prince.  Baletti was likewise on the point of undertaking the same
journey.  He was recalled by his parents, who were dramatic artists:
his mother was the celebrated Silvia.

Baletti was engaged at the Italian Theatre in Paris as dancer and
first gentleman.  I could not choose a companion more to my taste,
more agreeable, or in a better position to procure me numerous
advantageous acquaintances in Paris.

I bade farewell to my three excellent friends, promising to return
within two years.

I left my brother Francois in the studio of Simonetti, the painter of
battle pieces, known as the Parmesan.  I gave him a promise to think
of him in Paris, where, at that time particularly, great talent was
always certain of a high fortune.  My readers will see how I kept my
word.

I likewise left in Venice my brother Jean, who had returned to that
city after having travelled through Italy with Guarienti.  He was on
the point of going to Rome, where he remained fourteen years in the
studio of Raphael Mengs.  He left Rome for Dresden in 1764, where he
died in the year 1795.

Baletti started before me, and I left Venice, to meet him in Reggio,
on the 1st of June, 1750.  I was well fitted out, well supplied with
money, and sure not to want for any, if I led a proper life.  We
shall soon see, dear reader, what judgment you will pass on my
conduct, or rather I shall not see it, for I know that when you are
able to judge, I shall no longer care for your sentence.




CHAPTER V

I Stop at Ferrara, Where I Have a Comic Adventure--My Arrival in
Paris


Precisely at twelve o'clock the peotta landed me at Ponte di Lago
Oscuro, and I immediately took a post-chaise to reach Ferrara in time
for dinner.  I put up at St.  Mark's Hotel.  I was following the
waiter up the stairs, when a joyful uproar, which suddenly burst from
a room the door of which was open, made me curious to ascertain the
cause of so much mirth.  I peeped into the room, and saw some twelve
persons, men and women, seated round a well-supplied table.  It was a
very natural thing, and I was moving on, when I was stopped by the
exclamation, "Ah, here he is!" uttered by the pretty voice of a
woman, and at the same moment, the speaker, leaving the table, came
to me with open arms and embraced me, saying,

"Quick, quick, a seat for him near me; take his luggage to his room."

A young man came up, and she said to him, "Well, I told you he would
arrive to-day?"

She made me sit near her at the table, after I had been saluted by
all the guests who had risen to do me honour.

"My dear cousin," she said, addressing me, "you must be hungry;" and
as she spoke she squeezed my foot under the table.  "Here is my
intended husband whom I beg to introduce to you, as well as my father
and mother-in-law.  The other guests round the table are friends of
the family.  But, my dear cousin, tell me why my mother has not come
with you?"

At last I had to open my lips!

"Your mother, my dear cousin, will be here in three or four days, at
the latest."

I thought that my newly-found cousin was unknown to me, but when I
looked at her with more attention, I fancied I recollected her
features.  She was the Catinella, a dancer of reputation, but I had
never spoken to her before.  I easily guessed that she was giving me
an impromptu part in a play of her own composition, and I was to be a
'deux ex machina'.  Whatever is singular and unexpected has always
attracted me, and as my cousin was pretty, I lent myself most
willingly to the joke, entertaining no doubt that she would reward me
in an agreeable manner.  All I had to do was to play my part well,
but without implicating myself.  Therefore, pretending to be very
hungry, I gave her the opportunity of speaking and of informing me by
hints of what I had to know, in order not to make blunders.
Understanding the reason of my reserve, she afforded me the proof of
her quick intelligence by saying sometimes to one person, sometimes
to the other, everything it was necessary for me to know.  Thus I
learnt that the wedding could not take place until the arrival of her
mother, who was to bring the wardrobe and the diamonds of my cousin.
I was the precentor going to Turin to compose the music of the opera
which was to be represented at the marriage of the Duke of Savoy.
This last discovery pleased me greatly, because I saw that I should
have no difficulty in taking my departure the next morning, and I
began to enjoy the part I had to play.  Yet, if I had not reckoned
upon the reward, I might very well have informed the honourable
company that my false cousin was mad, but, although Catinella was
very near thirty, she was very pretty and celebrated for her
intrigues; that was enough, and she could turn me round her little
finger.

The future mother-in-law was seated opposite, and to do me honour she
filled a glass and offered it to me.  Already identified with my part
in the comedy, I put forth my hand to take the glass, but seeing that
my hand was somewhat bent, she said to me,

"What is the matter with your hand, sir?"

"Nothing serious, madam; only a slight sprain which a little rest
will soon cure."

At these words, Catinella, laughing heartily, said that she regretted
the accident because it would deprive her friends of the pleasure
they would have enjoyed in hearing me play the harpsichord.

"I am glad to find it a laughing matter, cousin."

"I laugh, because it reminds me of a sprained ankle which I once
feigned to have in order not to dance."

After coffee, the mother-in-law, who evidently understood what was
proper, said that most likely my cousin wanted to talk with me on
family matters, and that we ought to be left alone.

Every one of the guests left the room.

As soon as I was alone with her in my room, which was next to her own
she threw herself on a sofa, and gave way to a most immoderate fit of
laughter.

"Although I only know you by name," she said to me, "I have entire
confidence in you, but you will do well to go away to-morrow.  I have
been here for two months without any money.  I have nothing but a few
dresses and some linen, which I should have been compelled to sell to
defray my expenses if I had not been lucky enough to inspire the son
of the landlord with the deepest love.  I have flattered his passion
by promising to become his wife, and to bring him as a marriage
portion twenty thousand crowns' worth of diamonds which I am supposed
to have in Venice, and which my mother is expected to bring with her.
But my mother has nothing and knows nothing of the affair, therefore
she is not likely to leave Venice."

"But, tell me, lovely madcap, what will be the end of this
extravaganza?  I am afraid it will take a tragic turn at the last."

"You are mistaken; it will remain a comedy, and a very amusing one,
too.  I am expecting every hour the arrival of Count Holstein,
brother of the Elector of Mainz.  He has written to me from
Frankfort; he has left that city, and must by this time have reached
Venice.  He will take me to the Fair of Reggio, and if my intended
takes it into his head to be angry, the count will thrash him and pay
my bill, but I am determined that he shall be neither thrashed nor
paid.  As I go away, I have only to whisper in his ear that I will
certainly return, and it will be all right.  I know my promise to
become his wife as soon as I come back will make him happy."

"That's all very well!  You are as witty as a cousin of Satan, but I
shall not wait your return to marry you; our wedding must take place
at once."

"What folly!  Well, wait until this evening."

"Not a bit of it, for I can almost fancy I hear the count's carriage.
If he should not arrive, we can continue the sport during the night."

"Do you love me?"

"To distraction!  but what does it matter?  However, your excellent
comedy renders you worthy of adoration.  Now, suppose we do not waste
our time."

"You are right: it is an episode, and all the more agreeable for
being impromptu."

I can well recollect that I found it a delightful episode.  Towards
evening all the family joined us again, a walk was proposed, and we
were on the point of going out, when a carriage drawn by six post-
horses noisily entered the yard.  Catinella looked through the
window, and desired to be left alone, saying that it was a prince who
had come to see her.  Everybody went away, she pushed me into my room
and locked me in.  I went to the window, and saw a nobleman four
times as big as myself getting out of the carriage.  He came
upstairs, entered the room of the intended bride, and all that was
left to me was the consolation of having seized fortune by the
forelock, the pleasure of hearing their conversation, and a
convenient view, through a crevice in the partition, of what
Catinella contrived to do with that heavy lump of flesh.  But at last
the stupid amusement wearied me, for it lasted five hours, which were
employed in amorous caresses, in packing Catinella's rags, in loading
them on the carriage, in taking supper, and in drinking numerous
bumpers of Rhenish wine.  At midnight the count left the hotel,
carrying away with him the beloved mistress of the landlord's son.

No one during those long hours had come to my room, and I had not
called.  I was afraid of being discovered, and I did not know how far
the German prince would have been pleased if he had found out that he
had an indiscreet witness of the heavy and powerless demonstrations
of his tenderness, which were a credit to neither of the actors, and
which supplied me with ample food for thoughts upon the miseries of
mankind.

After the departure of the heroine, catching through the crevice a
glimpse of the abandoned lover, I called out to him to unlock my
door.  The poor silly fellow told me piteously that, Catinella having
taken the key with her, it would be necessary to break the door open.
I begged him to have it done at once, because I was hungry.  As soon
as I was out of my prison I had my supper, and the unfortunate lover
kept me company.  He told me that Catinella had found a moment to
promise him that she would return within six weeks, that she was
shedding tears in giving him that assurance, and that she had kissed
him with great tenderness.

"Has the prince paid her expenses?"

"Not at all.  We would not have allowed him to do it, even if he had
offered.  My future wife would have felt offended, for you can have
no idea of the delicacy of her feelings."

"What does your father say of her departure?"

"My father always sees the worst side of everything; he says that she
will never come back, and my mother shares his opinion rather than
mine.  But you, signor maestro, what do you think?"

"That if she has promised to return, she will be sure to keep her
word."

"Of course; for if she did not mean to come back, she would not have
given me her promise."

"Precisely; I call that a good argument."

I had for my supper what was left of the meal prepared by the count's
cook, and I drank a bottle of excellent Rhenish wine which Catinella
had juggled away to treat her intended husband, and which the worthy
fellow thought could not have a better destination than to treat his
future cousin.  After supper I took post-horses and continued my
journey, assuring the unhappy, forlorn lover that I would do all I
could to persuade my cousin to come back very soon.  I wanted to pay
my bill, but he refused to receive any money.  I reached Bologna a
few minutes after Catinella, and put up at the same hotel, where I
found an opportunity of telling her all her lover had said.  I
arrived in Reggio before her, but I could not speak to her in that
city, for she was always in the company of her potent and impotent
lord.  After the fair, during which nothing of importance occurred to
me, I left Reggio with my friend Baletti and we proceeded to Turin,
which I wanted to see, for the first time I had gone to that city
with Henriette I had stopped only long enough to change horses.

I found everything beautiful in Turin, the city, the court, the
theatre, and the women, including the Duchess of Savoy, but I could
not help laughing when I was told that the police of the city was
very efficient, for the streets were full of beggars.  That police,
however, was the special care of the king, who was very intelligent;
if we are to believe history, but I confess that I laughed when I saw
the ridiculous face of that sovereign.

I had never seen a king before in my life, and a foolish idea made me
suppose that a king must be preeminent--a very rare being--by his
beauty and the majesty of his appearance, and in everything superior
to the rest of men.  For a young Republican endowed with reason, my
idea was not, after all, so very foolish, but I very soon got rid of
it when I saw that King of Sardinia, ugly, hump-backed, morose and
vulgar even in his manners.  I then realized that it was possible to
be a king without being entirely a man.

I saw L'Astrua and Gafarello, those two magnificent singers on the
stage, and I admired the dancing of La Geofroi, who married at that
time a worthy dancer named Bodin.

During my stay in Turin, no amorous fancy disturbed the peace of my
soul, except an accident which happened to me with the daughter of my
washerwoman, and which increased my knowledge in physics in a
singular manner.  That girl was very pretty, and, without being what
might be called in love with her, I wished to obtain her favours.
Piqued at my not being able to obtain an appointment from her, I
contrived one day to catch her at the bottom of a back staircase by
which she used to come to my room, and, I must confess, with the
intention of using a little violence, if necessary.

Having concealed myself for that purpose at the time I expected her,
I got hold of her by surprise, and, half by persuasion, half by the
rapidity of my attack, she was brought to a right position, and I
lost no time in engaging in action.  But at the first movement of the
connection a loud explosion somewhat cooled my ardour, the more so
that the young girl covered her face with her hands as if she wished
to hide her shame.  However, encouraging her with a loving kiss, I
began again.  But, a report, louder even than the first, strikes at
the same moment my ear and my nose.  I continue; a third, a fourth
report, and, to make a long matter short, each movement gives an
explosion with as much regularity as a conductor making the time for
a piece of music!

This extraordinary phenomenon, the confusion of the poor girl, our
position--everything, in fact, struck me as so comical, that I burst
into the most immoderate laughter, which compelled me to give up the
undertaking.  Ashamed and confused, the young girl ran away, and I
did nothing to hinder her.  After that she never had the courage to
present herself before me.  I remained seated on the stairs for a
quarter of an hour after she had left me, amused at the funny
character of a scene which even now excites my mirth.  I suppose that
the young girl was indebted for her virtue to that singular disease,
and most likely, if it were common to all the fair sex, there would
be fewer gallant women, unless we had different organs; for to pay
for one moment of enjoyment at the expense both of the hearing and of
the smell is to give too high a price.

Baletti, being in a hurry to reach Paris, where great preparations
were being made for the birth of a Duke of Burgundy--for the duchess
was near the time of her delivery--easily persuaded me to shorten my
stay in Turin.  We therefore left that city, and in five days we
arrived at Lyons, where I stayed about a week.

Lyons is a very fine city in which at that time there were scarcely
three or four noble houses opened to strangers; but, in compensation,
there were more than a hundred hospitable ones belonging to
merchants, manufacturers, and commission agents, amongst whom was to
be found an excellent society remarkable for easy manners,
politeness, frankness, and good style, without the absurd pride to be
met with amongst the nobility in the provinces, with very few
honourable exceptions.  It is true that the standard of good manners
is below that of Paris, but one soon gets accustomed to it.  The
wealth of Lyons arises from good taste and low prices, and Fashion is
the goddess to whom that city owes its prosperity.  Fashion alters
every year, and the stuff, to which the fashion of the day gives a
value equal, say to thirty, is the next year reduced to fifteen or
twenty, and then it is sent to foreign countries where it is bought
up as a novelty.

The manufacturers of Lyons give high salaries to designers of talent;
in that lies the secret of their success.  Low prices come from
Competition--a fruitful source of wealth, and a daughter of Liberty.
Therefore, a government wishing to establish on a firm basis the
prosperity of trade must give commerce full liberty; only being
careful to prevent the frauds which private interests, often wrongly
understood, might invent at the expense of public and general
interests.  In fact, the government must hold the scales, and allow
the citizens to load them as they please.

In Lyons I met the most famous courtezan of Venice.  It was generally
admitted that her equal had never been seen.  Her name was Ancilla.
Every man who saw her coveted her, and she was so kindly disposed
that she could not refuse her favours to anyone; for if all men loved
her one after the other, she returned the compliment by loving them
all at once, and with her pecuniary advantages were only a very
secondary consideration.

Venice has always been blessed with courtezans more celebrated by
their beauty than their wit.  Those who were most famous in my
younger days were Ancilla and another called Spina, both the
daughters of gondoliers, and both killed very young by the excesses
of a profession which, in their eyes, was a noble one.  At the age of
twenty-two, Ancilla turned a dancer and Spina became a singer.
Campioni, a celebrated Venetian dancer, imparted to the lovely
Ancilla all the graces and the talents of which her physical
perfections were susceptible, and married her.  Spina had for her
master a castrato who succeeded in making of her only a very ordinary
singer, and in the absence of talent she was compelled, in order to
get a living, to make the most of the beauty she had received from
nature.

I shall have occasion to speak again of Ancilla before her death.
She was then in Lyons with her husband; they had just returned from
England, where they had been greatly applauded at the Haymarket
Theatre.  She had stopped in Lyons only for her pleasure, and, the
moment she shewed herself, she had at her feet the most brilliant
young men of the town, who were the slaves of her slightest caprice.
Every day parties of pleasure, every evening magnificent suppers, and
every night a great faro bank.  The banker at the gaming table was a
certain Don Joseph Marratti, the same man whom I had known in the
Spanish army under the name of Don Pepe il Cadetto, and a few years
afterwards assumed the name of Afflisio, and came to such a bad end.
That faro bank won in a few days three hundred thousand francs.  In a
capital that would not have been considered a large sum, but in a
commercial and industrial city like Lyons it raised the alarm amongst
the merchants, and the Ultramontanes thought of taking their leave.

It was in Lyons that a respectable individual, whose acquaintance I
made at the house of M. de Rochebaron, obtained for me the favour of
being initiated in the sublime trifles of Freemasonry.  I arrived in
Paris a simple apprentice; a few months after my arrival I became
companion and master; the last is certainly the highest degree in
Freemasonry, for all the other degrees which I took afterwards are
only pleasing inventions, which, although symbolical, add nothing to
the dignity of master.

No one in this world can obtain a knowledge of everything, but every
man who feels himself endowed with faculties, and can realize the
extent of his moral strength, should endeavour to obtain the greatest
possible amount of knowledge.  A well-born young man who wishes to
travel and know not only the world, but also what is called good
society, who does not want to find himself, under certain
circumstances, inferior to his equals, and excluded from
participating in all their pleasures, must get himself initiated in
what is called Freemasonry, even if it is only to know superficially
what Freemasonry is.  It is a charitable institution, which, at
certain times and in certain places, may have been a pretext for
criminal underplots got up for the overthrow of public order, but is
there anything under heaven that has not been abused?  Have we not
seen the Jesuits, under the cloak of our holy religion, thrust into
the parricidal hand of blind enthusiasts the dagger with which kings
were to be assassinated!  All men of importance, I mean those whose
social existence is marked by intelligence and merit, by learning or
by wealth, can be (and many of them are) Freemasons: is it possible
to suppose that such meetings, in which the initiated, making it a
law never to speak, 'intra muros', either of politics, or of
religions, or of governments, converse only concerning emblems which
are either moral or trifling; is it possible to suppose, I repeat,
that those meetings, in which the governments may have their own
creatures, can offer dangers sufficiently serious to warrant the
proscriptions of kings or the excommunications of Popes?

In reality such proceedings miss the end for which they are
undertaken, and the Pope, in spite of his infallibility, will not
prevent his persecutions from giving Freemasonry an importance which
it would perhaps have never obtained if it had been left alone.
Mystery is the essence of man's nature, and whatever presents itself
to mankind under a mysterious appearance will always excite curiosity
and be sought, even when men are satisfied that the veil covers
nothing but a cypher.

Upon the whole, I would advise all well-born young men, who intend to
travel, to become Freemasons; but I would likewise advise them to be
careful in selecting a lodge, because, although bad company cannot
have any influence while inside of the lodge, the candidate must
guard against bad acquaintances.

Those who become Freemasons only for the sake of finding out the
secret of the order, run a very great risk of growing old under the
trowel without ever realizing their purpose.  Yet there is a secret,
but it is so inviolable that it has never been confided or whispered
to anyone.  Those who stop at the outward crust of things imagine
that the secret consists in words, in signs, or that the main point
of it is to be found only in reaching the highest degree.  This is a
mistaken view: the man who guesses the secret of Freemasonry, and to
know it you must guess it, reaches that point only through long
attendance in the lodges, through deep thinking, comparison, and
deduction.  He would not trust that secret to his best friend in
Freemasonry, because he is aware that if his friend has not found it
out, he could not make any use of it after it had been whispered in
his ear.  No, he keeps his peace, and the secret remains a secret.

Everything done in a lodge must be secret; but those who have
unscrupulously revealed what is done in the lodge, have been unable
to reveal that which is essential; they had no knowledge of it, and
had they known it, they certainly would not have unveiled the mystery
of the ceremonies.

The impression felt in our days by the non-initiated is of the same
nature as that felt in former times by those who were not initiated
in the mysteries enacted at Eleusis in honour of Ceres.  But the
mysteries of Eleusis interested the whole of Greece, and whoever had
attained some eminence in the society of those days had an ardent
wish to take a part in those mysterious ceremonies, while
Freemasonry, in the midst of many men of the highest merit, reckons a
crowd of scoundrels whom no society ought to acknowledge, because
they are the refuse of mankind as far as morality is concerned.

In the mysteries of Ceres, an inscrutable silence was long kept,
owing to the veneration in which they were held.  Besides, what was
there in them that could be revealed?  The three words which the
hierophant said to the initiated?  But what would that revelation
have come to?  Only to dishonour the indiscreet initiate, for they
were barbarous words unknown to the vulgar.  I have read somewhere
that the three sacred words of the mysteries of Eleusis meant: Watch,
and do no evil.  The sacred words and the secrets of the various
masonic degrees are about as criminal.

The initiation in the mysteries of Eleusis lasted nine days.  The
ceremonies were very imposing, and the company of the highest.
Plutarch informs us that Alcibiades was sentenced to death and his
property confiscated, because he had dared to turn the mysteries into
ridicule in his house.  He was even sentenced to be cursed by the
priests and priestesses, but the curse was not pronounced because one
of the priestesses opposed it, saying:

"I am a priestess to bless and not to curse!"

Sublime words!  Lessons of wisdom and of morality which the Pope
despises, but which the Gospel teaches and which the Saviour
prescribes.

In our days nothing is important, and nothing is sacred, for our
cosmopolitan philosophers.

Botarelli publishes in a pamphlet all the ceremonies of the
Freemasons, and the only sentence passed on him is:

"He is a scoundrel.  We knew that before!"

A prince in Naples, and M. Hamilton in his own house, perform the
miracle of St. Januarius; they are, most likely, very merry over
their performance, and many more with them.  Yet the king wears on
his royal breast a star with the following device around the image of
St. Januarius: 'In sanguine foedus'.  In our days everything is
inconsistent, and nothing has any meaning.  Yet it is right to go
ahead, for to stop on the road would be to go from bad to worse.

We left Lyons in the public diligence, and were five days on our road
to Paris.  Baletti had given notice of his departure to his family;
they therefore knew when to expect him.  We were eight in the coach
and our seats were very uncomfortable, for it was a large oval in
shape, so that no one had a corner.  If that vehicle had been built
in a country where equality was a principle hallowed by the laws, it
would not have been a bad illustration.  I thought it was absurd, but
I was in a foreign country, and I said nothing.  Besides, being an
Italian, would it have been right for me not to admire everything
which was French, and particularly in France?--Example, an oval
diligence: I respected the fashion, but I found it detestable, and
the singular motion of that vehicle had the same effect upon me as
the rolling of a ship in a heavy sea.  Yet it was well hung, but the
worst jolting would have disturbed me less.

As the diligence undulates in the rapidity of its pace, it has been
called a gondola, but I was a judge of gondolas, and I thought that
there was no family likeness between the coach and the Venetian boats
which, with two hearty rowers, glide along so swiftly and smoothly.
The effect of the movement was that I had to throw up whatever was on
my stomach.  My travelling companions thought me bad company, but
they did not say so.  I was in France and among Frenchmen, who know
what politeness is.  They only remarked that very likely I had eaten
too much at my supper, and a Parisian abbe, in order to excuse me,
observed that my stomach was weak.  A discussion arose.

"Gentlemen," I said, in my vexation, and rather angrily, "you are all
wrong, for my stomach is excellent, and I have not had any supper."

Thereupon an elderly man told me, with a voice full of sweetness,
that I ought not to say that the gentlemen were wrong, though I might
say that they were not right, thus imitating Cicero, who, instead of
declaring to the Romans that Catilina and the other conspirators were
dead, only said that they had lived.

"Is it not the same thing?"

"I beg your pardon, sir, one way of speaking is polite, the other is
not."  And after treating me to a long dissection on politeness, he
concluded by saying, with a smile, "I suppose you are an Italian?"

"Yes, I am, but would you oblige me by telling me how you have found
it out?"

"Oh! I guessed it from the attention with which you have listened to
my long prattle."

Everybody laughed, and, I, much pleased with his eccentricity, began
to coax him.  He was the tutor of a young boy of twelve or thirteen
years who was seated near him.  I made him give me during the journey
lessons in French politeness, and when we parted he took me apart in
a friendly manner, saying that he wished to make me a small present.

"What is it?"

"You must abandon, and, if I may say so, forget, the particle 'non',
which you use frequently at random.  'Non' is not a French word;
instead of that unpleasant monosyllable, say, 'Pardon'.  'Non' is
equal to giving the lie: never say it, or prepare yourself to give
and to receive sword-stabs every moment."

"I thank you, monsieur, your present is very precious, and I promise
you never to say non again."

During the first fortnight of my stay in Paris, it seemed to me that
I had become the most faulty man alive, for I never ceased begging
pardon.  I even thought, one evening at the theatre, that I should
have a quarrel for having begged somebody's pardon in the wrong
place.  A young fop, coming to the pit, trod on my foot, and I
hastened to say,

"Your pardon, sir."

"Sir, pardon me yourself."

"No, yourself."

"Yourself!"

"Well, sir, let us pardon and embrace one another!" The embrace put a
stop to the discussion.

One day during the journey, having fallen asleep from fatigue in the
inconvenient gondola, someone pushed my arm.

"Ah, sir! look at that mansion!"

"I see it; what of it?"

"Ah! I pray you, do you not find it...."

"I find nothing particular; and you?"

"Nothing wonderful, if it were not situated at a distance of forty
leagues from Paris.  But here!  Ah! would my 'badauds' of Parisians
believe that such a beautiful mansion can be found forty leagues
distant from the metropolis?  How ignorant a man is when he has never
travelled!"

"You are quite right."

That man was a Parisian and a 'badaud' to the backbone, like a Gaul
in the days of Caesar.

But if the Parisians are lounging about from morning till night,
enjoying everything around them, a foreigner like myself ought to
have been a greater 'badaud' than they! The difference between us was
that, being accustomed to see things such as they are, I was
astonished at seeing them often covered with a mask which changed
their nature, while their surprise often arose from their suspecting
what the mask concealed.

What delighted me, on my arrival in Paris, was the magnificent road
made by Louis XV., the cleanliness of the hotels, the excellent fare
they give, the quickness of the service, the excellent beds, the
modest appearance of the attendant, who generally is the most
accomplished girl of the house, and whose decency, modest manners,
and neatness, inspire the most shameless libertine with respect.
Where is the Italian who is pleased with the effrontery and the
insolence of the hotel-waiters in Italy?  In my days, people did not
know in France what it was to overcharge; it was truly the home of
foreigners.  True, they had the unpleasantness of often witnessing
acts of odious despotism, 'lettres de cachet', etc.; it was the
despotism of a king.  Since that time the French have the despotism
of the people.  Is it less obnoxious?

We dined at Fontainebleau, a name derived from Fontaine-belle-eau;
and when we were only two leagues from Paris we saw a berlin
advancing towards us.  As it came near the diligence, my friend
Baletti called out to the postillions to stop.  In the berlin was his
mother, who offered me the welcome given to an expected friend.  His
mother was the celebrated actress Silvia, and when I had been
introduced to her she said to me;

"I hope, sir, that my son's friend will accept a share of our family
supper this evening."

I accepted gratefully, sat down again in the gondola, Baletti got
into the berlin with his mother, and we continued our journey.

On reaching Paris, I found a servant of Silvia's waiting for me with
a coach; he accompanied me to my lodging to leave my luggage, and we
repaired to Baletti's house, which was only fifty yards distant from
my dwelling.

Baletti presented me to his father, who was known under the name of
Mario.  Silvia and Mario were the stage names assumed by M. and
Madame Baletti, and at that time it was the custom in France to call
the Italian actors by the names they had on the stage.  'Bon jour',
Monsieur Arlequin; 'bon jour', Monsieur Pantalon: such was the manner
in which the French used to address the actors who personified those
characters on the stage.




CHAPTER VI

My Apprenticeship in Paris--Portraits--Oddities--All Sorts of Things


To celebrate the arrival of her son, Silvia gave a splendid supper to
which she had invited all her relatives, and it was a good
opportunity for me to make their acquaintance.  Baletti's father, who
had just recovered from a long illness, was not with us, but we had
his father's sister, who was older than Mario.  She was known, under
her theatrical name of Flaminia, in the literary world by several
translations, but I had a great wish to make her acquaintance less on
that account than in consequence of the story, known throughout
Italy, of the stay that three literary men of great fame had made in
Paris.  Those three literati were the Marquis Maffei, the Abbe Conti,
and Pierre Jacques Martelli, who became enemies, according to public
rumour, owing to the belief entertained by each of them that he
possessed the favours of the actress, and, being men of learning,
they fought with the pen.  Martelli composed a satire against Maffei,
in which he designated him by the anagram of Femia.

I had been announced to Flaminia as a candidate for literary fame,
and she thought she honoured me by addressing me at all, but she was
wrong, for she displeased me greatly by her face, her manners, her
style, even by the sound of her voice.  Without saying it positively,
she made me understand that, being herself an illustrious member of
the republic of letters, she was well aware that she was speaking to
an insect.  She seemed as if she wanted to dictate to everybody
around her, and she very likely thought that she had the right to do
so at the age of sixty, particularly towards a young novice only
twenty-five years old, who had not yet contributed anything to the
literary treasury.  In order to please her, I spoke to her of the
Abbe Conti, and I had occasion to quote two lines of that profound
writer.  Madam corrected me with a patronizing air for my
pronounciation of the word 'scevra', which means divided, saying that
it ought to be pronounced 'sceura', and she added that I ought to be
very glad to have learned so much on the first day of my arrival in
Paris, telling me that it would be an important day in my life.

"Madam, I came here to learn and not to unlearn.  You will kindly
allow me to tell you that the pronunciation of that word 'scevra'
with a v, and not 'sceura' with a u, because it is a contraction of
'sceverra'."

"It remains to be seen which of us is wrong."

"You, madam, according to Ariosto, who makes 'scevra' rhyme with
'persevra', and the rhyme would be false with 'sceura', which is not
an Italian word."

She would have kept up the discussion, but her husband, a man eighty
years of age, told her that she was wrong.  She held her tongue, but
from that time she told everybody that I was an impostor.

Her husband, Louis Riccoboni, better known as Lelio, was the same who
had brought the Italian company to Paris in 1716, and placed it at
the service of the regent: he was a man of great merit.  He had been
very handsome, and justly enjoyed the esteem of the public, in
consequence not only of his talent but also of the purity of his
life.

During supper my principal occupation was to study Silvia, who then
enjoyed the greatest reputation, and I judged her to be even above
it.  She was then about fifty years old, her figure was elegant, her
air noble, her manners graceful and easy; she was affable, witty,
kind to everybody, simple and unpretending.  Her face was an enigma,
for it inspired everyone with the warmest sympathy, and yet if you
examined it attentively there was not one beautiful feature; she
could not be called handsome, but no one could have thought her ugly.
Yet she was not one of those women who are neither handsome nor ugly,
for she possessed a certain something which struck one at first sight
and captivated the interest.  Then what was she?

Beautiful, certainly, but owing to charms unknown to all those who,
not being attracted towards her by an irresistible feeling which
compelled them to love her, had not the courage to study her, or the
constancy to obtain a thorough knowledge of her.

Silvia was the adoration of France, and her talent was the real
support of all the comedies which the greatest authors wrote for her,
especially of, the plays of Marivaux, for without her his comedies
would never have gone to posterity.  Never was an actress found who
could replace her, and to find one it would be necessary that she
should unite in herself all the perfections which Silvia possessed
for the difficult profession of the stage: action, voice,
intelligence, wit, countenance, manners, and a deep knowledge of the
human heart.  In Silvia every quality was from nature, and the art
which gave the last touch of perfection to her qualities was never
seen.

To the qualities which I have just mentioned, Silvia added another
which surrounded her with a brilliant halo, and the absence of which
would not have prevented her from being the shining star of the
stage: she led a virtuous life.  She had been anxious to have
friends, but she had dismissed all lovers, refusing to avail herself
of a privilege which she could easily have enjoyed, but which would
have rendered her contemptible in her own estimation.  The
irreproachable conduct obtained for her a reputation of
respectability which, at her age, would have been held as ridiculous
and even insulting by any other woman belonging to the same
profession, and many ladies of the highest rank honoured her with her
friendship more even than with their patronage.  Never did the
capricious audience of a Parisian pit dare to hiss Silvia, not even
in her performance of characters which the public disliked, and it
was the general opinion that she was in every way above her
profession.

Silvia did not think that her good conduct was a merit, for she knew
that she was virtuous only because her self-love compelled her to be
so, and she never exhibited any pride or assumed any superiority
towards her theatrical sisters, although, satisfied to shine by their
talent or their beauty, they cared little about rendering themselves
conspicuous by their virtue.  Silvia loved them all, and they all
loved her; she always was the first to praise, openly and with good
faith, the talent of her rivals; but she lost nothing by it, because,
being their superior in talent and enjoying a spotless reputation,
her rivals could not rise above her.

Nature deprived that charming woman of ten year of life; she became
consumptive at the age of sixty, ten years after I had made her
acquaintance.  The climate of Paris often proves fatal to our Italian
actresses.  Two years before her death I saw her perform the
character of Marianne in the comedy of Marivaux, and in spite of her
age and declining health the illusion was complete.  She died in my
presence, holding her daughter in her arms, and she was giving her
the advice of a tender mother five minutes before she breathed her
last.  She was honourably buried in the church of St. Sauveur,
without the slightest opposition from the venerable priest, who, far
from sharing the anti-christain intolerancy of the clergy in general,
said that her profession as an actress had not hindered her from
being a good Christian, and that the earth was the common mother of
all human beings, as Jesus Christ had been the Saviour of all
mankind.

You will forgive me, dear reader, if I have made you attend the
funeral of Silvia ten years before her death; believe me I have no
intention of performing a miracle; you may console yourself with the
idea that I shall spare you that unpleasant task when poor Silvia
dies.

Her only daughter, the object of her adoration, was seated next to
her at the supper-table.  She was then only nine years old, and being
entirely taken up by her mother I paid no attention to her; my
interest in her was to come.

After the supper, which was protracted to a late hour, I repaired to
the house of Madame Quinson, my landlady, where I found myself very
comfortable.  When I woke in the morning, the said Madame Quinson
came to my room to tell me that a servant was outside and wished to
offer me his services.  I asked her to send him in, and I saw a man
of very small stature; that did not please me, and I told him so.

"My small stature, your honour, will be a guarantee that I shall
never borrow your clothes to go to some amorous rendezvous."

"Your name?"

"Any name you please."

"What do you mean?  I want the name by which you are known."

"I have none.  Every master I serve calls me according to his fancy,
and I have served more than fifty in my life.  You may call me what
you like."

"But you must have a family name."

"I never had any family.  I had a name, I believe, in my young days,
but I have forgotten it since I have been in service.  My name has
changed with every new master."

"Well! I shall call you Esprit."

"You do me a great honour."

"Here, go and get me change for a Louis."

"I have it, sir."

"I see you are rich."

"At your service, sir."

"Where can I enquire about you?"

"At the agency for servants.  Madame Quinson, besides, can answer
your enquiries.  Everybody in Paris knows me."

"That is enough.  I shall give you thirty sous a day; you must find
your own clothes: you will sleep where you like, and you must be here
at seven o'clock every morning."

Baletti called on me and entreated me to take my meals every day at
his house.  After his visit I told Esprit to take me to the Palais-
Royal, and I left him at the gates.  I felt the greatest curiosity
about that renowned garden, and at first I examined everything.  I
see a rather fine garden, walks lined with big trees, fountains, high
houses all round the garden, a great many men and women walking
about, benches here and there forming shops for the sale of
newspapers, perfumes, tooth-picks, and other trifles.  I see a
quantity of chairs for hire at the rate of one sou, men reading the
newspaper under the shade of the trees, girls and men breakfasting
either alone or in company, waiters who were rapidly going up and
down a narrow staircase hidden under the foliage.

I sit down at a small table: a waiter comes immediately to enquire my
wishes.  I ask for some chocolate made with water; he brings me some,
but very bad, although served in a splendid silver-gilt cup.  I tell
him to give me some coffee, if it is good.

"Excellent, I made it myself yesterday."

"Yesterday!  I do not want it."

"The milk is very good."

"Milk!  I never drink any.  Make me a cup of fresh coffee without
milk."

"Without milk!  Well, sir, we never make coffee but in the afternoon.
Would you like a good bavaroise, or a decanter of orgeat?"

"Yes, give me the orgeat."

I find that beverage delicious, and make up my mind to have it daily
for my breakfast.  I enquire from the waiter whether there is any
news; he answers that the dauphine has been delivered of a prince.
An abbe, seated at a table close by, says to him,--

"You are mad, she has given birth to a princess."

A third man comes forward and exclaims,--

"I have just returned from Versailles, and the dauphine has not been
delivered either of a prince or of a princess."

Then, turning towards me, he says that I look like a foreigner, and
when I say that I am an Italian he begins to speak to me of the
court, of the city, of the theatres, and at last he offers to
accompany me everywhere.  I thank him and take my leave.  The abbe
rises at the same time, walks with me, and tells me the names of all
the women we meet in the garden.

A young man comes up to him, they embrace one another, and the abbe
presents him to me as a learned Italian scholar.  I address him in
Italian, and he answers very wittily, but his way of speaking makes
me smile, and I tell him why.  He expressed himself exactly in the
style of Boccacio.  My remark pleases him, but I soon prove to him
that it is not the right way to speak, however perfect may have been
the language of that ancient writer.  In less than a quarter of an
hour we are excellent friends, for we find that our tastes are the
same.

My new friend was a poet as I was; he was an admirer of Italian
literature, while I admired the French.

We exchanged addresses, and promise to see one another very often.

I see a crowd in one corner of the garden, everybody standing still
and looking up.  I enquire from my friend whether there is anything
wonderful going on.

"These persons are watching the meridian; everyone holds his watch in
his hand in order to regulate it exactly at noon."

"Is there not a meridian everywhere?"

"Yes, but the meridian of the Palais-Royal is the most exact."

I laugh heartily.

"Why do you laugh?"

"Because it is impossible for all meridians not to be the same.  That
is true 'badauderie'."

My friend looks at me for a moment, then he laughs likewise, and
supplies me with ample food to ridicule the worthy Parisians.  We
leave the Palais-Royal through the main gate, and I observe another
crowd of people before a shop, on the sign-board of which I read "At
the Sign of the Civet Cat."

"What is the matter here?"

"Now, indeed, you are going to laugh.  All these honest persons are
waiting their turn to get their snuff-boxes filled."

"Is there no other dealer in snuff?"

"It is sold everywhere, but for the last three weeks nobody will use
any snuff but that sold at the 'Civet Cat.'"

"Is it better than anywhere else?"

"Perhaps it is not as good, but since it has been brought into
fashion by the Duchesse de Chartres, nobody will have any other."

"But how did she manage to render it so fashionable?"

"Simply by stopping her carriage two or three times before the shop
to have her snuff-box filled, and by saying aloud to the young girl
who handed back the box that her snuff was the very best in Paris.
The 'badauds', who never fail to congregate near the carriage of
princes, no matter if they have seen them a hundred times, or if they
know them to be as ugly as monkeys, repeated the words of the duchess
everywhere, and that was enough to send here all the snuff-takers of
the capital in a hurry.  This woman will make a fortune, for she
sells at least one hundred crowns' worth of snuff every day."

"Very likely the duchess has no idea of the good she has done."

"Quite the reverse, for it was a cunning artifice on her part.  The
duchess, feeling interested in the newly-married young woman, and
wishing to serve her in a delicate manner, thought of that expedient
which has met with complete success.  You cannot imagine how kind
Parisians are.  You are now in the only country in the world where
wit can make a fortune by selling either a genuine or a false
article: in the first case, it receives the welcome of intelligent
and talented people, and in the second, fools are always ready to
reward it, for silliness is truly a characteristic of the people
here, and, however wonderful it may appear, silliness is the daughter
of wit.  Therefore it is not a paradox to say that the French would
be wiser if they were less witty.

"The gods worshipped here although no altars are raised for them--are
Novelty and Fashion.  Let a man run, and everybody will run after
him.  The crowd will not stop, unless the man is proved to be mad;
but to prove it is indeed a difficult task, because we have a crowd
of men who, mad from their birth, are still considered wise.

"The snuff of the 'Civet Cat' is but one example of the facility with
which the crowd can be attracted to one particular spot.  The king
was one day hunting, and found himself at the Neuilly Bridge; being
thirsty, he wanted a glass of ratafia.  He stopped at the door of a
drinking-booth, and by the most lucky chance the poor keeper of the
place happened to have a bottle of that liquor.  The king, after he
had drunk a small glass, fancied a second one, and said that he had
never tasted such delicious ratafia in his life.  That was enough to
give the ratafia of the good man of Neuilly the reputation of being
the best in Europe: the king had said so.  The consequence was that
the most brilliant society frequented the tavern of the delighted
publican, who is now a very wealthy man, and has built on the very
spot a splendid house on which can be read the following rather comic
motto: 'Ex liquidis solidum,' which certainly came out of the head of
one of the forty immortals.  Which gods must the worthy tavern-keeper
worship?  Silliness, frivolity, and mirth."

"It seems to me," I replied, "that such approval, such ratification
of the opinion expressed by the king, the princes of the blood, etc.,
is rather a proof of the affection felt for them by the nation, for
the French carry that affection to such an extent that they believe
them infallible."

"It is certain that everything here causes foreigners to believe that
the French people adore the king, but all thinking men here know well
enough that there is more show than reality in that adoration, and
the court has no confidence in it.  When the king comes to Paris,
everybody calls out, 'Vive le Roi!' because some idle fellow begins,
or because some policeman has given the signal from the midst of the
crowd, but it is really a cry which has no importance, a cry given
out of cheerfulness, sometimes out of fear, and which the king
himself does not accept as gospel.  He does not feel comfortable in
Paris, and he prefers being in Versailles, surrounded by twenty-five
thousand men who protect him against the fury of that same people of
Paris, who, if ever they became wiser, might very well one day call
out, 'Death to the King!' instead of, 'Long life to the King!'  Louis
XIV. was well aware of it, and several councillors of the upper
chamber lost their lives for having advised the assembling of the
states-general in order to find some remedy for the misfortunes of
the country.  France never had any love for any kings, with the
exception of St. Louis, of Louis XII, and of the great and good Henry
IV.; and even in the last case the love of the nation was not
sufficient to defend the king against the dagger of the Jesuits, an
accursed race, the enemy of nations as well as of kings.  The present
king, who is weak and entirely led by his ministers, said candidly at
the time he was just recovering from illness, 'I am surprised at the
rejoicings of the people in consequence of my health being restored,
for I cannot imagine why they should love me so dearly.'  Many kings
might repeat the same words, at least if love is to be measured
according to the amount of good actually done.  That candid remark of
Louis XV. has been highly praised, but some philosopher of the court
ought to have informed him that he was so much loved because he had
been surnamed 'le bien aime'."

"Surname or nickname; but are there any philosophers at the court of
France?"

"No, for philosophers and courtiers are as widely different as light
and darkness; but there are some men of intelligence who champ the
bit from motives of ambition and interest."

As we were thus conversing, M. Patu (such was the name of my new
acquaintance) escorted me as far as the door of Silvia's house; he
congratulated me upon being one of her friends, and we parted
company.

I found the amiable actress in good company.  She introduced me to
all her guests, and gave me some particulars respecting every one of
them.  The name of Crebillon struck my ear.

"What, sir!" I said to him, "am I fortunate enough to see you?  For
eight years you have charmed me, for eight years I have longed to
know you.  Listen, I beg 'of you."

I then recited the finest passage of his 'Zenobie et Rhadamiste',
which I had translated into blank verse.  Silvia was delighted to see
the pleasure enjoyed by Crebillon in hearing, at the age of eighty,
his own lines in a language which he knew thoroughly and loved as
much as his own.  He himself recited the same passage in French, and
politely pointed out the parts in which he thought that I had
improved on the original.  I thanked him, but I was not deceived by
his compliment.

We sat down to supper, and, being asked what I had already seen in
Paris, I related everything I had done, omitting only my conversation
with Patu.  After I had spoken for a long time, Crebillon, who had
evidently observed better than anyone else the road I had chosen in
order to learn the good as well as the bad qualities by his
countrymen, said to me,

"For the first day, sir, I think that what you have done gives great
hopes of you, and without any doubt you will make rapid progress.
You tell your story well, and you speak French in such a way as to be
perfectly understood; yet all you say is only Italian dressed in
French.  That is a novelty which causes you to be listened to with
interest, and which captivates the attention of your audience; I must
even add that your Franco-Italian language is just the thing to
enlist in your favour the sympathy of those who listen to you,
because it is singular, new, and because you are in a country where
everybody worships those two divinities--novelty and singularity.
Nevertheless, you must begin to-morrow and apply yourself in good
earnest, in order to acquire a thorough knowledge of our language,
for the same persons who warmly applaud you now, will, in two or
three months, laugh at you."

"I believe it, sir, and that is what I fear; therefore the principal
object of my visit here is to devote myself entirely to the study of
the French language.  But, sir, how shall I find a teacher?  I am a
very unpleasant pupil, always asking questions, curious, troublesome,
insatiable, and even supposing that I could meet with the teacher I
require, I am afraid I am not rich enough to pay him."

"For fifty years, sir, I have been looking out for a pupil such as
you have just described yourself, and I would willingly pay you
myself if you would come to my house and receive my lessons.  I
reside in the Marais, Rue de Douze Portes.  I have the best Italian
poets.  I will make you translate them into French, and you need not
be afraid of my finding you insatiable."

I accepted with joy.  I did not know how to express my gratitude, but
both his offer and the few words of my answer bore the stamp of truth
and frankness.

Crebillon was a giant; he was six feet high, and three inches taller
than I.  He had a good appetite, could tell a good story without
laughing, was celebrated for his witty repartees and his sociable
manners, but he spent his life at home, seldom going out, and seeing
hardly anyone because he always had a pipe in his mouth and was
surrounded by at least twenty cats, with which he would amuse himself
all day.  He had an old housekeeper, a cook, and a man-servant.  His
housekeeper had the management of everything; she never allowed him
to be in need of anything, and she gave no account of his money,
which she kept altogether, because he never asked her to render any
accounts.  The expression of Crebillon's face was that of the lion's
or of the cat's, which is the same thing.  He was one of the royal
censors, and he told me that it was an amusement for him.  His
housekeeper was in the habit of reading him the works brought for his
examination, and she would stop reading when she came to a passage
which, in her opinion, deserved his censure, but sometimes they were
of a different opinion, and then their discussions were truly
amusing.  I once heard the housekeeper send away an author with these
words:

"Come again next week; we have had no time to examine your
manuscript."

During a whole year I paid M. Crebillon three visits every week, and
from him I learned all I know of the French language, but I found it
impossible to get rid of my Italian idioms.  I remark that turn
easily enough when I meet with it in other people, but it flows
naturally from my pen without my being aware of it.  I am satisfied
that, whatever I may do, I shall never be able to recognize it any
more than I can find out in what consists the bad Latin style so
constantly alleged against Livy.

I composed a stanza of eight verses on some subject which I do not
recollect, and I gave it to Crebillon, asking him to correct it.  He
read it attentively, and said to me,

"These eight verses are good and regular, the thought is fine and
truly poetical, the style is perfect, and yet the stanza is bad."

"How so?"

"I do not know.  I cannot tell you what is wanting.  Imagine that you
see a man handsome, well made, amiable, witty-in fact, perfect,
according to your most severe judgment.  A woman comes in, sees him,
looks at him, and goes away telling you that the man does not please
her.  'But what fault do you find in him, madam?'  'None, only he
does not please me.'  You look again at the man, you examine him a
second time, and you find that, in order to give him a heavenly
voice, he has been deprived of that which constitutes a man, and you
are compelled to acknowledge that a spontaneous feeling has stood the
woman in good stead."

It was by that comparison that Crebillon explained to me a thing
almost inexplicable, for taste and feeling alone can account for a
thing which is subject to no rule whatever.

We spoke a great deal of Louis XIV., whom Crebillon had known well
for fifteen years, and he related several very curious anecdotes
which were generally unknown.  Amongst other things he assured me
that the Siamese ambassadors were cheats paid by Madame de Maintenon.
He told us likewise that he had never finished his tragedy of
Cromwell, because the king had told him one day not to wear out his
pen on a scoundrel.

Crebillon mentioned likewise his tragedy of Catilina, and he told me
that, in his opinion, it was the most deficient of his works, but
that he never would have consented, even to make a good tragedy, to
represent Caesar as a young man, because he would in that case have
made the public laugh, as they would do if Madea were to appear
previous to her acquaintances with Jason.

He praised the talent of Voltaire very highly, but he accused him of
having stolen from him, Crebillon, the scene of the senate.  He,
however, rendered him full justice, saying that he was a true
historian, and able to write history as well as tragedies, but that
he unfortunately adulterated history by mixing with it such a number
of light anecdotes and tales for the sake of rendering it more
attractive.  According to Crebillon, the Man with the Iron Mask was
nothing but an idle tale, and he had been assured of it by Louis XIV.
himself.

On the day of my first meeting with Crebillon at Silvia's, 'Cenie', a
play by Madame de Graffigny, was performed at the Italian Theatre,
and I went away early in order to get a good seat in the pit.

The ladies all covered with diamonds, who were taking possession of
the private boxes, engrossed all my interest and all my attention.  I
wore a very fine suit, but my open ruffles and the buttons all along
my coat shewed at once that I was a foreigner, for the fashion was
not the same in Paris.  I was gaping in the air and listlessly
looking round, when a gentleman, splendidly dressed, and three times
stouter than I, came up and enquired whether I was a foreigner.  I
answered affirmatively, and he politely asked me how I liked Paris.
I praised Paris very warmly.  But at that moment a very stout lady,
brilliant with diamonds, entered the box near us.  Her enormous size
astonished me, and, like a fool, I said to the gentleman:

"Who is that fat sow?"

"She is the wife of this fat pig."

"Ah! I beg your pardon a thousand times!"

But my stout gentleman cared nothing for my apologies, and very far
from being angry he almost choked with laughter.  This was the happy
result of the practical and natural philosophy which Frenchmen
cultivate so well, and which insures the happiness of their existence
under an appearance of frivolity!

I was confused, I was in despair, but the stout gentleman continued
to laugh heartily.  At last he left the pit, and a minute afterwards
I saw him enter the box and speak to his wife.  I was keeping an eye
on them without daring to look at them openly, and suddenly the lady,
following the example of her husband, burst into a loud laugh.  Their
mirth making me more uncomfortable, I was leaving the pit, when the
husband called out to me, "Sir!  Sir!"

"I could not go away without being guilty of impoliteness, and I went
up to their box.  Then, with a serious countenance and with great
affability, he begged my pardon for having laughed so much, and very
graciously invited me to come to his house and sup with them that
same evening.  I thanked him politely, saying that I had a previous
engagement.  But he renewed his entreaties, and his wife pressing me
in the most engaging manner I told them, in order to prove that I was
not trying to elude their invitation, that I was expected to sup at
Silvia's house.

"In that case I am certain," said the gentleman, "of obtaining your
release if you do not object.  Allow me to go myself to Silvia."

It would have been uncourteous on my part to resist any longer.  He
left the box and returned almost immediately with my friend Baletti,
who told me that his mother was delighted to see me making such
excellent acquaintances, and that she would expect to see me at
dinner the next day.  He whispered to me that my new acquaintance was
M. de Beauchamp, Receiver-General of Taxes.

As soon as the performance was over, I offered my hand to madame, and
we drove to their mansion in a magnificent carriage.  There I found
the abundance or rather the profusion which in Paris is exhibited by
the men of finance; numerous society, high play, good cheer, and open
cheerfulness.  The supper was not over till one o'clock in the
morning.  Madame's private carriage drove me to my lodgings.  That
house offered me a kind welcome during the whole of my stay in Paris,
and I must add that my new friends proved very useful to me.  Some
persons assert that foreigners find the first fortnight in Paris very
dull, because a little time is necessary to get introduced, but I was
fortunate enough to find myself established on as good a footing as I
could desire within twenty-four hours, and the consequence was that I
felt delighted with Paris, and certain that my stay would prove an
agreeable one.

The next morning Patu called and made me a present of his prose
panegyric on the Marechal de Saxe.  We went out together and took a
walk in the Tuileries, where he introduced me to Madame du Boccage,
who made a good jest in speaking of the Marechal de Saxe.

"It is singular," she said, "that we cannot have a 'De profundis' for
a man who makes us sing the 'Te Deum' so often."

As we left the Tuileries, Patu took me to the house of a celebrated
actress of the opera, Mademoiselle Le Fel, the favourite of all
Paris, and member of the Royal Academy of Music.  She had three very
young and charming children, who were fluttering around her like
butterflies.

"I adore them," she said to me.

"They deserve adoration for their beauty," I answered, "although they
have all a different cast of countenance."

"No wonder!  The eldest is the son of the Duke d'Anneci, the second
of Count d'Egmont, and the youngest is the offspring of Maison-Rouge,
who has just married the Romainville."

"Ah! pray excuse me, I thought you were the mother of the three."

"You were not mistaken, I am their mother."

As she said these words she looked at Patu, and both burst into
hearty laughter which did not make me blush, but which shewed me my
blunder.

I was a, novice in Paris, and I had not been accustomed to see women
encroach upon the privilege which men alone generally enjoy.  Yet
mademoiselle Le Fel was not a bold-faced woman; she was even rather
ladylike, but she was what is called above prejudices.  If I had
known the manners of the time better, I should have been aware that
such things were every-day occurrences, and that the noblemen who
thus sprinkled their progeny everywhere were in the habit of leaving
their children in the hands of their mothers, who were well paid.
The more fruitful, therefore, these ladies were, the greater was
their income.

My want of experience often led me into serious blunders, and
Mademoiselle Le Fel would, I have no doubt, have laughed at anyone
telling her that I had some wit, after the stupid mistake of which I
had been guilty.

Another day, being at the house of Lani, ballet-master of the opera,
I saw five or six young girls of thirteen or fourteen years of age
accompanied by their mothers, and all exhibiting that air of modesty
which is the characteristic of a good education.  I addressed a few
gallant words to them, and they answered me with down-cast eyes.  One
of them having complained of the headache, I offered her my smelling-
bottle, and one of her companions said to her,

"Very likely you did not sleep well last night."

"Oh! it is not that," answered the modest-looking Agnes, "I think I
am in the family-way."

On receiving this unexpected reply from a girl I had taken for a
maiden, I said to her,

"I should never have supposed that you were married, madam."

She looked at me with evident surprise for a moment, then she turned
towards her friend, and both began to laugh immoderately.  Ashamed,
but for them more than myself, I left the house with a firm
resolution never again to take virtue for granted in a class of women
amongst whom it is so scarce.  To look for, even to suppose, modesty,
amongst the nymphs of the green room, is, indeed, to be very foolish;
they pride themselves upon having none, and laugh at those who are
simple enough to suppose them better than they are.

Thanks to my friend Patu, I made the acquaintance of all the women
who enjoyed some reputation in Paris.  He was fond of the fair sex,
but unfortunately for him he had not a constitution like mine, and
his love of pleasure killed him very early.  If he had lived, he
would have gone down to posterity in the wake of Voltaire, but he
paid the debt of nature at the age of thirty.

I learned from him the secret which several young French literati
employ in order to make certain of the perfection of their prose,
when they want to write anything requiring as perfect a style as they
can obtain, such as panegyrics, funeral orations, eulogies,
dedications, etc.  It was by surprise that I wrested that secret from
Patu.

Being at his house one morning, I observed on his table several
sheets of paper covered with dode-casyllabic blank verse.

I read a dozen of them, and I told him that, although the verses were
very fine, the reading caused me more pain than pleasure.

"They express the same ideas as the panegyric of the Marechal de
Saxe, but I confess that your prose pleases me a great deal more."

"My prose would not have pleased you so much, if it had not been at
first composed in blank verse."

"Then you take very great trouble for nothing."

"No trouble at all, for I have not the slightest difficulty in
writing that sort of poetry.  I write it as easily as prose."

"Do you think that your prose is better when you compose it from your
own poetry?"

"No doubt of it, it is much better, and I also secure the advantage
that my prose is not full of half verses which flow from the pen of
the writer without his being aware of it."

"Is that a fault?"

"A great one and not to be forgiven.  Prose intermixed with
occasional verses is worse than prosaic poetry."

"Is it true that the verses which, like parasites, steal into a
funeral oration, must be sadly out of place?"

"Certainly.  Take the example of Tacitus, who begins his history of
Rome by these words: 'Urbem Roman a principio reges habuere'.  They
form a very poor Latin hexameter, which the great historian certainly
never made on purpose, and which he never remarked when he revised
his work, for there is no doubt that, if he had observed it, he would
have altered that sentence.  Are not such verses considered a blemish
in Italian prose?"

"Decidedly.  But I must say that a great many poor writers have
purposely inserted such verses into their prose, believing that they
would make it more euphonious.  Hence the tawdriness which is justly
alleged against much Italian literature.  But I suppose you are the
only writer who takes so much pains."

"The only one?  Certainly not.  All the authors who can compose blank
verses very easily, as I can, employ them when they intend to make a
fair copy of their prose.  Ask Crebillon, the Abby de Voisenon,
La Harpe, anyone you like, and they will all tell you the same thing.
Voltaire was the first to have recourse to that art in the small
pieces in which his prose is truly charming.  For instance, the
epistle to Madame du Chatelet, which is magnificent.  Read it, and if
you find a single hemistich in it I will confess myself in the
wrong."

I felt some curiosity about the matter, and I asked Crebillon about
it.  He told me that Fatu was right, but he added that he had never
practised that art himself.

Patu wished very much to take me to the opera in order to witness the
effect produced upon me by the performance, which must truly astonish
an Italian.  'Les Fetes Venitiennes' was the title of the opera which
was in vogue just then--a title full of interest for me.  We went for
our forty sous to the pit, in which, although the audience was
standing, the company was excellent, for the opera was the favourite
amusement of the Parisians.

After a symphony, very fine in its way and executed by an excellent
orchestra, the curtain rises, and I see a beautiful scene
representing the small St. Mark's Square in Venice, taken from the
Island of St. George, but I am shocked to see the ducal palace on my
left, and the tall steeple on my right, that is to say the very
reverse of reality.  I laugh at this ridiculous mistake, and Patu, to
whom I say why I am laughing, cannot help joining me.  The music,
very fine although in the ancient style, at first amused me on
account of its novelty, but it soon wearied me.  The melopaeia
fatigued me by its constant and tedious monotony, and by the shrieks
given out of season.  That melopaeia, of the French replaces--at
least they think so--the Greek melapaeia and our recitative which
they dislike, but which they would admire if they understood Italian.

The action of the opera was limited to a day in the carnival, when
the Venetians are in the habit of promenading masked in St. Mark's
Square.  The stage was animated by gallants, procuresses, and women
amusing themselves with all sorts of intrigues.  The costumes were
whimsical and erroneous, but the whole was amusing.  I laughed very
heartily, and it was truly a curious sight for a Venetian, when I saw
the Doge followed by twelve Councillors appear on the stage, all
dressed in the most ludicrous style, and dancing a 'pas d'ensemble'.
Suddenly the whole of the pit burst into loud applause at the
appearance of a tall, well-made dancer, wearing a mask and an
enormous black wig, the hair of which went half-way down his back,
and dressed in a robe open in front and reaching to his heels.  Patu
said, almost reverently, "It is the inimitable Dupres."  I had heard
of him before, and became attentive.  I saw that fine figure coming
forward with measured steps, and when the dancer had arrived in front
of the stage, he raised slowly his rounded arms, stretched them
gracefully backward and forward, moved his feet with precision and
lightness, took a few small steps, made some battements and
pirouettes, and disappeared like a butterfly.  The whole had not
lasted half a minute.  The applause burst from every part of the
house.  I was astonished, and asked my friend the cause of all those
bravos.

"We applaud the grace of Dupres and, the divine harmony of his
movements.  He is now sixty years of age, and those who saw him forty
years ago say that he is always the same."

"What!  Has he never danced in a different style?"

"He could not have danced in a better one, for his style is perfect,
and what can you want above perfection?"

"Nothing, unless it be a relative perfection."

"But here it is absolute.  Dupres always does the same thing, and
everyday we fancy we see it for the first time.  Such is the power of
the good and beautiful, of the true and sublime, which speak to the
soul.  His dance is true harmony, the real dance, of which you have
no idea in Italy."

At the end of the second act, Dupres appeared again, still with a
mask, and danced to a different tune, but in my opinion doing exactly
the same as before.  He advanced to the very footlights, and stopped
one instant in a graceful attitude.  Patu wanted to force my
admiration, and I gave way.  Suddenly everyone round me exclaimed,--

"Look! look! he is developing himself!"

And in reality he was like an elastic body which, in developing
itself, would get larger.  I made Patu very happy by telling him that
Dupres was truly very graceful in all his movements.  Immediately
after him we had a female dancer, who jumped about like a fury,
cutting to right and left, but heavily, yet she was applauded 'con
furore'.

"This is," said Patu, "the famous Camargo.  I congratulate you, my
friend, upon having arrived in Paris in time to see her, for she has
accomplished her twelfth lustre."

I confessed that she was a wonderful dancer.

"She is the first artist," continued my friend, "who has dared to
spring and jump on a French stage.  None ventured upon doing it
before her, and, what is more extraordinary, she does not wear any
drawers."

"I beg your pardon, but I saw...."

"What?  Nothing but her skin which, to speak the truth, is not made
of lilies and roses."

"The Camargo," I said, with an air of repentance, "does not please
me.  I like Dupres much better."

An elderly admirer of Camargo, seated on my left, told me that in her
youth she could perform the 'saut de basque' and even the
'gargouillade', and that nobody had ever seen her thighs, although
she always danced without drawers.

"But if you never saw her thighs, how do you know that she does not
wear silk tights?"

"Oh! that is one of those things which can easily be ascertained.  I
see you are a foreigner, sir."

"You are right."

But I was delighted at the French opera, with the rapidity of the
scenic changes which are done like lightning, at the signal of a
whistle--a thing entirely unknown in Italy.  I likewise admired the
start given to the orchestra by the baton of the leader, but he
disgusted me with the movements of his sceptre right and left, as if
he thought that he could give life to all the instruments by the mere
motion of his arm.  I admired also the silence of the audience, a
thing truly wonderful to an Italian, for it is with great reason that
people complain of the noise made in Italy while the artists are
singing, and ridicule the silence which prevails through the house as
soon as the dancers make their appearance on the stage.  One would
imagine that all the intelligence of the Italians is in their eyes.
At the same time I must observe that there is not one country in the
world in which extravagance and whimsicalness cannot be found,
because the foreigner can make comparisons with what he has seen
elsewhere, whilst the natives are not conscious of their errors.
Altogether the opera pleased me, but the French comedy captivated me.
There the French are truly in their element; they perform splendidly,
in a masterly manner, and other nations cannot refuse them the palm
which good taste and justice must award to their superiority.  I was
in the habit of going there every day, and although sometimes the
audience was not composed of two hundred persons, the actors were
perfect.  I have seen 'Le Misanthrope', 'L'Avare', 'Tartufe', 'Le
Joueur', 'Le Glorieux', and many other comedies; and, no matter how
often I saw them.  I always fancied it was the first time.  I arrived
in Paris to admire Sarrazin, La Dangeville, La Dumesnil, La Gaussin,
La Clairon, Preville, and several actresses who, having retired from
the stage, were living upon their pension, and delighting their
circle of friends.  I made, amongst others, the acquaintance of the
celebrated Le Vasseur.  I visited them all with pleasure, and they
related to me several very curious anecdotes.  They were generally
most kindly disposed in every way.

One evening, being in the box of Le Vasseur, the performance was
composed of a tragedy in which a very handsome actress had the part
of a dumb priestess.

"How pretty she is!" I said.

"Yes, charming," answered Le Vasseur, "She is the daughter of the
actor who plays the confidant.  She is very pleasant in company, and
is an actress of good promise."

"I should be very happy to make her acquaintance."

"Oh! well; that is not difficult.  Her father and mother are very
worthy people, and they will be delighted if you ask them to invite
you to supper.  They will not disturb you; they will go to bed early,
and will let you talk with their daughter as long as you please.  You
are in France, sir; here we know the value of life, and try to make
the best of it.  We love pleasure, and esteem ourselves fortunate
when we can find the opportunity of enjoying life."

"That is truly charming, madam; but how could I be so bold as to
invite myself to supper with worthy persons whom I do not know, and
who have not the slightest knowledge of me?"

"Oh, dear me!  What are you saying?  We know everybody.  You see how
I treat you myself.  After the performance, I shall be happy to
introduce you, and the acquaintance will be made at once."

"I certainly must ask you to do me that honour, but another time."

"Whenever you like."




CHAPTER VII

My Blunders in the French Language, My Success, My Numerous
Acquaintances--Louis XV.--My Brother Arrives in Paris.


All the Italian actors in Paris insisted upon entertaining me, in
order to shew me their magnificence, and they all did it in a
sumptuous style.  Carlin Bertinazzi who played Harlequin, and was a
great favourite of the Parisians, reminded me that he had already
seen me thirteen years before in Padua, at the time of his return
from St. Petersburg with my mother.  He offered me an excellent
dinner at the house of Madame de la Caillerie, where he lodged.  That
lady was in love with him.  I complimented her upon four charming
children whom I saw in the house.  Her husband, who was present, said
to me;

"They are M. Carlin's children."

"That may be, sir, but you take care of them, and as they go by your
name, of course they will acknowledge you as their father."

"Yes, I should be so legally; but M.  Carlin is too honest a man not
to assume the care of his children whenever I may wish to get rid of
them.  He is well aware that they belong to him, and my wife would be
the first to complain if he ever denied it."

The man was not what is called a good, easy fellow, far from it; but
he took the matter in a philosophical way, and spoke of it with calm,
and even with a sort of dignity.  He was attached to Carlin by a warm
friendship, and such things were then very common in Paris amongst
people of a certain class.  Two noblemen, Boufflers and Luxembourg,
had made a friendly exchange of each other's wives, and each had
children by the other's wife.  The young Boufflers were called
Luxembourg, and the young Luxembourg were called Boufflers.  The
descendants of those tiercelets are even now known in France under
those names.  Well, those who were in the secret of that domestic
comedy laughed, as a matter of course, and it did not prevent the
earth from moving according to the laws of gravitation.

The most wealthy of the Italian comedians in Paris was Pantaloon, the
father of Coraline and Camille, and a well-known usurer.  He also
invited me to dine with his family, and I was delighted with his two
daughters.  The eldest, Coraline, was kept by the Prince of Monaco,
son of the Duke of Valentinois, who was still alive; and Camille was
enamoured of the Count of Melfort, the favourite of the Duchess of
Chartres, who had just become Duchess of Orleans by the death of her
father-in-law.

Coraline was not so sprightly as Camille, but she was prettier.  I
began to make love to her as a young man of no consequence, and at
hours which I thought would not attract attention: but all hours
belong by right to the established lover, and I therefore found
myself sometimes with her when the Prince of Monaco called to see
her.  At first I would bow to the prince and withdraw, but afterwards
I was asked to remain, for as a general thing princes find a tete-a-
tete with their mistresses rather wearisome.  Therefore we used to
sup together, and they both listened, while it was my province to
eat, and to relate stories.

I bethought myself of paying my court to the prince, and he received
my advances very well.  One morning, as I called on Coraline, he said
to me,

"Ah!  I am very glad to see you, for I have promised the Duchess of
Rufe to present you to her, and we can go to her immediately."

Again a duchess!  My star is decidedly in the ascendant.  Well, let
us go!  We got into a 'diable', a sort of vehicle then very
fashionable, and at eleven o'clock in the morning we were introduced
to the duchess.

Dear reader, if I were to paint it with a faithful pen, my portrait
of that lustful vixen would frighten you.  Imagine sixty winters
heaped upon a face plastered with rouge, a blotched and pimpled
complexion, emaciated and gaunt features, all the ugliness of
libertinism stamped upon the countenance of that creature relining
upon the sofa.  As soon as she sees me, she exclaims with rapid joy,

"Ah!  this is a good-looking man!  Prince, it is very amiable on your
part to bring him to me.  Come and sit near me, my fine fellow!"

I obeyed respectfully, but a noxious smell of musk, which seemed to
me almost corpse-like, nearly upset me.  The infamous duchess had
raised herself on the sofa and exposed all the nakedness of the most
disgusting bosom, which would have caused the most courageous man to
draw back.  The prince, pretending to have some engagement, left us,
saying that he would send his carriage for me in a short time.

As soon as we were alone, the plastered skeleton thrust its arms
forward, and, without giving me time to know what I was about, the
creature gave me a horrible kiss, and then one of her hands began to
stray with the most bare-faced indecency.

"Let me see, my fine cock," she said, "if you have a fine . . ."

I was shuddering, and resisted the attempt.

"Well, well!  What a baby you are!" said the disgusting Messaline;
"are you such a novice?"

"No, madam; but...."

"But what?"

"I have...."

"Oh, the villain!" she exclaimed, loosing her hold; "what was I going
to expose myself to!"

I availed myself of the opportunity, snatched my hat, and took to my
heels, afraid lest the door-keeper should stop me.

I took a coach and drove to Coraline's, where I related the
adventure.  She laughed heartily, and agreed with me that the prince
had played me a nasty trick.  She praised the presence of mind with
which I had invented an impediment, but she did not give me an
opportunity of proving to her that I had deceived the duchess.

Yet I was not without hope, and suspected that she did not think me
sufficiently enamoured of her.

Three or four days afterwards, however, as we had supper together and
alone, I told her so many things, and I asked her so clearly to make
me happy or else to dismiss me, that she gave me an appointment for
the next day.

"To-morrow," she said, "the prince goes to Versailles, and he will
not return until the day after; we will go together to the warren to
hunt ferrets, and have no doubt we shall come back to Paris pleased
with one another."

"That is right."

The next day at ten o'clock we took a coach, but as we were nearing
the gate of the city a vis-a-vis, with servants in a foreign livery
came tip to us, and the person who was in it called out, "Stop!
Stop!"

The person was the Chevalier de Wurtemburg, who, without deigning to
cast even one glance on me, began to say sweet words to Coraline, and
thrusting his head entirely out of his carriage he whispered to her.
She answered him likewise in a whisper; then taking my hand, she said
to me, laughingly,

"I have some important business with this prince; go to the warren
alone, my dear friend, enjoy the hunt, and come to me to-morrow."

And saying those words she got out, took her seat in the vis-a-vis,
and I found myself very much in the position of Lot's wife, but not
motionless.

Dear reader, if you have ever been in such a predicament you will
easily realize the rage with which I was possessed: if you have never
been served in that way, so much the better for you, but it is
useless for me to try to give you an idea of my anger; you would not
understand me.

I was disgusted with the coach, and I jumped out of it, telling the
driver to go to the devil. I took the first hack which happened to
pass, and drove straight to Patu's house, to whom I related my
adventure, almost foaming with rage. But very far from pitying me or
sharing my anger, Patu, much wiser, laughed and said,

"I wish with all my heart that the same thing might happen to me; for
you are certain of possessing our beautiful Coraline the very first
time you are with her."

"I would not have her, for now I despise her heartily."  "Your
contempt ought to have come sooner.  But, now that is too late to
discuss the matter, I offer you, as a compensation, a dinner at the
Hotel du Roule."

"Most decidedly yes; it is an excellent idea.  Let us go."

The Hotel du Roule was famous in Paris, and I had not been there yet.
The woman who kept it had furnished the place with great elegance,
and she always had twelve or fourteen well-chosen nymphs, with all
the conveniences that could be desired.  Good cooking, good beds,
cleanliness, solitary and beautiful groves.  Her cook was an artist,
and her wine-cellar excellent.  Her name was Madame Paris; probably
an assumed name, but it was good enough for the purpose.  Protected
by the police, she was far enough from Paris to be certain that those
who visited her liberally appointed establishment were above the
middle class.  Everything was strictly regulated in her house and
every pleasure was taxed at a reasonable tariff.  The prices were six
francs for a breakfast with a nymph, twelve for dinner, and twice
that sum to spend a whole night.  I found the house even better than
its reputation, and by far superior to the warren.

We took a coach, and Patu said to the driver,

"To Chaillot."

"I understand, your honour."

After a drive of half an hour, we stopped before a gate on which
could be read, "Hotel du Roule."

The gate was closed.  A porter, sporting long mustachioes, came out
through a side-door and gravely examined us.  He was most likely
pleased with our appearance, for the gate was opened and we went in.
A woman, blind of one eye, about forty years old, but with a remnant
of beauty, came up, saluted us politely, and enquired whether we
wished to have dinner.  Our answer being affirmative, she took us to
a fine room in which we found fourteen young women, all very
handsome, and dressed alike in muslin.  As we entered the room, they
rose and made us a graceful reverence; they were all about the same
age, some with light hair, some with dark; every taste could be
satisfied.  We passed them in review, addressing a few words to each,
and made our choice.  The two we chose screamed for joy, kissed us
with a voluptuousness which a novice might have mistaken for love,
and took us to the garden until dinner would be ready.  That garden
was very large and artistically arranged to minister to the pleasures
of love.  Madame Paris said to us,

"Go, gentlemen, enjoy the fresh air with perfect security in every
way; my house is the temple of peace and of good health."

The girl I had chosen was something like Coraline, and that made me
find her delightful.  But in the midst of our amorous occupations we
were called to dinner.  We were well served, and the dinner had given
us new strength, when our single-eyed hostess came, watch in hand, to
announce that time was up.  Pleasure at the "Hotel du Roule" was
measured by the hour.

I whispered to Patu, and, after a few philosophical considerations,
addressing himself to madame la gouvernante, he said to her,

"We will have a double dose, and of course pay double."

"You are quite welcome, gentlemen."

We went upstairs, and after we had made our choice a second time, we
renewed our promenade in the garden.  But once more we were
disagreeably surprised by the strict punctuality of the lady of the
house.  "Indeed!  this is too much of a good thing, madam."

"Let us go up for the third time, make a third choice, and pass the
whole night here."

"A delightful idea which I accept with all my heart."

"Does Madame Paris approve our plan?"

"I could not have devised a better one, gentlemen; it is a
masterpiece."

When we were in the room, and after we had made a new choice, the
girls laughed at the first ones who had not contrived to captivate
us, and by way of revenge these girls told their companions that we
were lanky fellows.

This time I was indeed astonished at my own choice.  I had taken a
true Aspasia, and I thanked my stars that I had passed her by the
first two times, as I had now the certainty of possessing her for
fourteen hours.  That beauty's name was Saint Hilaire; and under that
name she became famous in England, where she followed a rich lord the
year after.  At first, vexed because I had not remarked her before,
she was proud and disdainful; but I soon proved to her that it was
fortunate that my first or second choice had not fallen on her, as
she would now remain longer with me.  She then began to laugh, and
shewed herself very agreeable.

That girl had wit, education and talent-everything, in fact, that is
needful to succeed in the profession she had adopted.  During the
supper Patu told me in Italian that he was on the point of taking her
at the very moment I chose her, and the next morning he informed me
that he had slept quietly all night.  The Saint Hilaire was highly
pleased with me, and she boasted of it before her companions.  She
was the cause of my paying several visits to the Hotel du Roule, and
all for her; she was very proud of my constancy.

Those visits very naturally cooled my ardour for Coraline.  A singer
from Venice, called Guadani, handsome, a thorough musician, and very
witty, contrived to captivate her affections three weeks after my
quarrel with her.  The handsome fellow, who was a man only in
appearance, inflamed her with curiosity if not with love, and caused
a rupture with the prince, who caught her in the very act.  But
Coraline managed to coax him back, and, a short time after, a
reconciliation took place between them, and such a good one, that a
babe was the consequence of it; a girl, whom the prince named
Adelaide, and to whom he gave a dowry.  After the death of his
father, the Duke of Valentinois, the prince left her altogether and
married Mlle. de Brignole, from Genoa.  Coraline became the mistress
of Count de la Marche, now Prince de Conti.  Coraline is now dead, as
well as a son whom she had by the count, and whom his father named
Count de Monreal.

Madame la Dauphine was delivered of a princess, who received the
title of Madame de France.

In the month of August the Royal Academy had an exhibition at the
Louvre, and as there was not a single battle piece I conceived the
idea of summoning my brother to Paris.  He was then in Venice, and he
had great talent in that particular style.  Passorelli, the only
painter of battles known in France, was dead, and I thought that
Francois might succeed and make a fortune.  I therefore wrote to M.
Grimani and to my brother; I persuaded them both, but Francois did
not come to Paris till the beginning of the following year.

Louis XV., who was passionately fond of hunting, was in the habit of
spending six weeks every year at the Chateau of Fontainebleau.  He
always returned to Versailles towards the middle of November.  That
trip cost him, or rather cost France, five millions of francs.  He
always took with him all that could contribute to the amusement of
the foreign ambassadors and of his numerous court.  He was followed
by the French and the Italian comedians, and by the actors and
actresses of the opera.

During those six weeks Fontainebleau was more brilliant than
Versailles; nevertheless, the artists attached to the theatres were
so numerous that the Opera, the French and Italian Comedies, remained
open in Paris.

Baletti's father, who had recovered his health, was to go to
Fontainebleau with Silvia and all his family.  They invited me to
accompany them, and to accept a lodging in a house hired by them.

It was a splendid opportunity; they were my friends, and I accepted,
for I could not have met with a better occasion to see the court and
all the foreign ministers.  I presented myself to M. de Morosini, now
Procurator at St. Mark's, and then ambassador from the Republic to
the French court.

The first night of the opera he gave me permission to accompany him;
the music was by Lulli.  I had a seat in the pit precisely under the
private box of Madame de Pompadour, whom I did not know.  During the
first scene the celebrated Le Maur gave a scream so shrill and so
unexpected that I thought she had gone mad.  I burst into a genuine
laugh, not supposing that any one could possibly find fault with it.
But a knight of the Order of the Holy Ghost, who was near the
Marquise de Pompadour, dryly asked me what country I came from.  I
answered, in the same tone,

"From Venice."

"I have been there, and have laughed heartily at the recitative in
your operas."

"I believe you, sir, and I feel certain that no one ever thought of
objecting to your laughing."

My answer, rather a sharp one, made Madame de Pompadour laugh, and
she asked me whether I truly came from down there.

"What do you mean by down there?"

"I mean Venice."

"Venice, madam, is not down there, but up there."

That answer was found more singular than the first, and everybody in
the box held a consultation in order to ascertain whether Venice was
down or up.  Most likely they thought I was right, for I was left
alone.  Nevertheless, I listened to the opera without laughing; but
as I had a very bad cold I blew my nose often.  The same gentleman
addressing himself again to me, remarked that very likely the windows
of my room did not close well.  That gentleman, who was unknown to me
was the Marechal de Richelieu.  I told him he was mistaken, for my
windows were well 'calfoutrees'.  Everyone in the box burst into a
loud laugh, and I felt mortified, for I knew my mistake; I ought to
have said 'calfeutrees'. But these 'eus' and 'ous' cause dire misery
to all foreigners.

Half an hour afterwards M. de Richelieu asked me which of the two
actresses pleased me most by her beauty.

"That one, sir."

"But she has ugly legs."

"They are not seen, sir; besides, whenever I examine the beauty of a
woman, 'la premiere chose que j'ecarte, ce sont les jambes'."

That word said quite by chance, and the double meaning of which I did
not understand, made at once an important personage of me, and
everybody in the box of Madame de Pompadour was curious to know me.
The marshal learned who I was from M. de Morosini, who told me that
the duke would be happy to receive me.  My 'jeu de mots' became
celebrated, and the marshal honoured me with a very gracious welcome.
Among the foreign ministers, the one to whom I attached myself most
was Lord Keith, Marshal of Scotland and ambassador of the King of
Prussia.  I shall have occasion to speak of him.

The day after my arrival in Fontainebleau I went alone to the court,
and I saw Louis XV., the handsome king, go to the chapel with the
royal family and all the ladies of the court, who surprised me by
their ugliness as much as the ladies of the court of Turin had
astonished me by their beauty.  Yet in the midst of so many ugly ones
I found out a regular beauty.  I enquired who she was.

"She is," answered one of my neighbours, "Madame de Brionne, more
remarkable by her virtue even than by her beauty.  Not only is there
no scandalous story told about her, but she has never given any
opportunity to scandal-mongers of inventing any adventure of which
she was the heroine."

"Perhaps her adventures are not known."

"Ah, monsieur! at the court everything is known."

I went about alone, sauntering through the apartments, when suddenly
I met a dozen ugly ladies who seemed to be running rather than
walking; they were standing so badly upon their legs that they
appeared as if they would fall forward on their faces.  Some
gentleman happened to be near me, curiosity impelled me to enquire
where they were coming from, and where they were going in such haste.

"They are coming from the apartment of the queen who is going to
dine, and the reason why they walk so badly is that their shoes have
heels six inches high, which compel them to walk on their toes and
with bent knees in order to avoid falling on their faces."

"But why do they not wear lower heels?"

"It is the fashion."

"What a stupid fashion!"

I took a gallery at random, and saw the king passing along, leaning
with one arm on the shoulder of M. d'Argenson.  "Oh, base servility!"
I thought to myself.  "How can a man make up his mind thus to bear
the yoke, and how can a man believe himself so much above all others
as to take such unwarrantable liberties!"

Louis XV. had the most magnificent head it was possible to see, and
he carried it with as much grace as majesty.  Never did even the most
skilful painter succeed in rendering justice to the expression of
that beautiful head, when the king turned it on one side to look with
kindness at anyone.  His beauty and grace compelled love at once.  As
I saw him, I thought I had found the ideal majesty which I had been
so surprised not to find in the king of Sardinia, and I could not
entertain a doubt of Madame de Pompadour having been in love with the
king when she sued for his royal attention.  I was greatly mistaken,
perhaps, but such a thought was natural in looking at the countenance
of Louis XV.

I reached a splendid room in which I saw several courtiers walking
about, and a table large enough for twelve persons, but laid out only
for one.

"For whom is this table?"

"For the queen.  Her majesty is now coming in."

It was the queen of France, without rouge, and very simply dressed;
her head was covered with a large cap; she looked old and devout.
When she was near the table, she graciously thanked two nuns who were
placing a plate with fresh butter on it.  She sat down, and
immediately the courtiers formed a semicircle within five yards of
the table; I remained near them, imitating their respectful silence.

Her majesty began to eat without looking at anyone, keeping her eyes
on her plate.  One of the dishes being to her taste, she desired to
be helped to it a second time, and she then cast her eyes round the
circle of courtiers, probably in order to see if among them there was
anyone to whom she owed an account of her daintiness.  She found that
person, I suppose, for she said,

"Monsieur de Lowendal!"

At that name, a fine-looking man came forward with respectful
inclination, and said,

"Your majesty?"

"I believe this is a fricassee of chickens."

"I am of the same opinion, madam."

After this answer, given in the most serious tone, the queen
continued eating, and the marshal retreated backward to his original
place.  The queen finished her dinner without uttering a single word,
and retired to her apartments the same way as she had come.  I
thought that if such was the way the queen of France took all her
meals, I would not sue for the honour of being her guest.

I was delighted to have seen the famous captain who had conquered
Bergen-op-Zoom, but I regretted that such a man should be compelled
to give an answer about a fricassee of chickens in the serious tone
of a judge pronouncing a sentence of death.

I made good use of this anecdote at the excellent dinner Silvia gave
to the elite of polite and agreeable society.

A few days afterwards, as I was forming a line with a crowd of
courtiers to enjoy the ever new pleasure of seeing the king go to
mass, a pleasure to which must be added the advantage of looking at
the naked and entirely exposed arms and bosoms of Mesdames de France,
his daughters, I suddenly perceived the Cavamacchia, whom I had left
in Cesena under the name of Madame Querini.  If I was astonished to
see her, she was as much so in meeting me in such a place.  The
Marquis of Saint Simon, premier 'gentilhomme' of the Prince de Conde,
escorted her.

"Madame Querini in Fontainebleau?"

"You here?  It reminds me of Queen Elizabeth saying,

"'Pauper ubique facet.'"

"An excellent comparison, madam."

"I am only joking, my dear friend; I am here to see the king, who
does not know me; but to-morrow the ambassador will present me to his
majesty."

She placed herself in the line within a yard or two from me, beside
the door by which the king was to come.  His majesty entered the
gallery with M. de Richelieu, and looked at the so-called Madame
Querini.  But she very likely did not take his fancy, for, continuing
to walk on, he addressed to the marshal these remarkable words, which
Juliette must have overheard,

"We have handsomer women here."

In the afternoon I called upon the Venetian ambassador.  I found him
in numerous company, with Madame Querini sitting on his right.  She
addressed me in the most flattering and friendly manner; it was
extraordinary conduct on the part of a giddy woman who had no cause
to like me, for she was aware that I knew her thoroughly, and that I
had mastered her vanity; but as I understood her manoeuvring I made
up my mind not to disoblige her, and even to render her all the good
offices I could; it was a noble revenge.

As she was speaking of M. Querini, the ambassador congratulated her
upon her marriage with him, saying that he was glad M. Querini had
rendered justice to her merit, and adding,

"I was not aware of your marriage."

"Yet it took place more than two years since," said Juliette.

"I know it for a fact," I said, in my turn; "for, two years ago, the
lady was introduced as Madame Querini and with the title of
excellency by General Spada to all the nobility in Cesena, where I
was at that time."

"I have no doubt of it," answered the ambassador, fixing his eyes
upon me, "for Querini has himself written to me on the subject."

A few minutes afterwards, as I was preparing to take my leave, the
ambassador, under pretense of some letters the contents of which he
wished to communicate to me, invited me to come into his private
room, and he asked me what people generally thought of the marriage
in Venice.

"Nobody knows it, and it is even rumoured that the heir of the house
of Querini is on the point of marrying a daughter of the Grimani
family; but I shall certainly send the news to Venice."

"What news?"

"That Juliette is truly Madame Querini, since your excellency will
present her as such to Louis XV."

"Who told you so?"

"She did."

"Perhaps she has altered her mind."

I repeated to the ambassador the words which the king had said to
M. de Richelieu after looking at Juliette.

"Then I can guess," remarked the ambassador, "why Juliette does not
wish to be presented to the king."

I was informed some time afterwards that M. de Saint Quentin, the
king's confidential minister, had called after mass on the handsome
Venetian, and had told her that the king of France had most certainly
very bad taste, because he had not thought her beauty superior to
that of several ladies of his court.  Juliette left Fontainebleau the
next morning.

In the first part of my Memoirs I have spoken of Juliette's beauty;
she had a wonderful charm in her countenance, but she had already
used her advantages too long, and her beauty was beginning to fade
when she arrived in Fontainebleau.

I met her again in Paris at the ambassador's, and she told me with a
laugh that she had only been in jest when she called herself Madame
Querini, and that I should oblige her if for the future I would call
her by her real name of Countess Preati.  She invited me to visit her
at the Hotel de Luxembourg, where she was staying.  I often called on
her, for her intrigues amused me, but I was wise enough not to meddle
with them.

She remained in Paris four months, and contrived to infatuate M.
Ranchi, secretary of the Venetian Embassy, an amiable and learned
man.  He was so deeply in love that he had made up his mind to marry
her; but through a caprice which she, perhaps, regretted afterwards,
she ill-treated him, and the fool died of grief.  Count de Canes.
ambassador of Maria Theresa, had some inclination for her, as well as
the Count of Zinzendorf.  The person who arranged these transient and
short-lived intrigues was a certain Guasco, an abbe not over-favoured
with the gifts of Plutus.  He was particularly ugly, and had to
purchase small favours with great services.

But the man whom she really wished to marry was Count Saint Simon.
He would have married her if she had not given him false addresses to
make enquiries respecting her birth.  The Preati family of Verona
denied all knowledge of her, as a matter of course, and M. de Saint
Simon, who, in spite of all his love, had not entirely lost his
senses, had the courage to abandon her.  Altogether, Paris did not
prove an 'el dorado' for my handsome countrywoman, for she was
obliged to pledge her diamonds, and to leave them behind her.  After
her return to Venice she married the son of the Uccelli, who sixteen
years before had taken her out of her poverty.  She died ten years
ago.

I was still taking my French lessons with my good old Crebillon; yet
my style, which was full of Italianisms, often expressed the very
reverse of what I meant to say.  But generally my 'quid pro quos'
only resulted in curious jokes which made my fortune; and the best of
it is that my gibberish did me no harm on the score of wit: on the
contrary, it procured me fine acquaintances.

Several ladies of the best society begged me to teach them Italian,
saying that it would afford them the opportunity of teaching me
French; in such an exchange I always won more than they did.

Madame Preodot, who was one of my pupils, received me one morning;
she was still in bed, and told me that she did not feel disposed to
have a lesson, because she had taken medicine the night previous.
Foolishly translating an Italian idiom, I asked her, with an air of
deep interest, whether she had well 'decharge'?

"Sir, what a question!  You are unbearable."

I repeated my question; she broke out angrily again.

"Never utter that dreadful word."

"You are wrong in getting angry; it is the proper word."

"A very dirty word, sir, but enough about it.  Will you have some
breakfast?"

"No, I thank you.  I have taken a 'cafe' and two 'Savoyards'."

"Dear me!  What a ferocious breakfast!  Pray, explain yourself."

"I say that I have drunk a cafe and eaten two Savoyards soaked in it,
and that is what I do every morning."

"You are stupid, my good friend.  A cafe is the establishment in
which coffee is sold, and you ought to say that you have drunk 'use
tasse de cafe'"

"Good indeed!  Do you drink the cup?  In Italy we say a 'caffs', and
we are not foolish enough to suppose that it means the coffee-house."

"He will have the best of it!  And the two 'Savoyards', how did you
swallow them?"

"Soaked in my coffee, for they were not larger than these on your
table."

"And you call these 'Savoyards'?  Say biscuits."

"In Italy, we call them 'Savoyards' because they were first invented
in Savoy; and it is not my fault if you imagined that I had swallowed
two of the porters to be found at the corner of the streets--big
fellows whom you call in Paris Savoyards, although very often they
have never been in Savoy."

Her husband came in at that moment, and she lost no time in relating
the whole of our conversation.  He laughed heartily, but he said I
was right.  Her niece arrived a few minutes after; she was a young
girl about fourteen years of age, reserved, modest, and very
intelligent.  I had given her five or six lessons in Italian, and as
she was very fond of that language and studied diligently she was
beginning to speak.

Wishing to pay me her compliments in Italian, she said to me,

"'Signore, sono in cantata di vi Vader in bona salute'."

"I thank you, mademoiselle; but to translate 'I am enchanted', you
must say 'ho pacer', and for to see you, you must say 'di vedervi'."

"I thought, sir, that the 'vi' was to be placed before."

"No, mademoiselle, we always put it behind."

Monsieur and Madame Preodot were dying with laughter; the young lady
was confused, and I in despair at having uttered such a gross
absurdity; but it could not be helped.  I took a book sulkily, in the
hope of putting a stop to their mirth, but it was of no use: it
lasted a week.  That uncouth blunder soon got known throughout Paris,
and gave me a sort of reputation which I lost little by little, but
only when I understood the double meanings of words better.
Crebillon was much amused with my blunder, and he told me that I
ought to have said after instead of behind.  Ah! why have not all
languages the same genius!  But if the French laughed at my mistakes
in speaking their language, I took my revenge amply by turning some
of their idioms into ridicule.

"Sir," I once said to a gentleman, "how is your wife?"

"You do her great honour, sir."

"Pray tell me, sir, what her honour has to do with her health?"

I meet in the Bois de Boulogne a young man riding a horse which he
cannot master, and at last he is thrown. I stop the horse, run to the
assistance of the young man and help him up.

"Did you hurt yourself, sir?"

"Oh, many thanks, sir, au contraire."

"Why au contraire!  The deuce!  It has done you good?  Then begin
again, sir."

And a thousand similar expressions entirely the reverse of good
sense. But it is the genius of the language.

I was one day paying my first visit to the wife of President de
N----, when her nephew, a brilliant butterfly, came in, and she
introduced me to him, mentioning my name and my country.

"Indeed, sir, you are Italian?" said the young man.  "Upon my word,
you present yourself so gracefully that I would have betted you were
French."

"Sir, when I saw you, I was near making the same mistake; I would
have betted you were Italian."

Another time, I was dining at Lady Lambert's in numerous and
brilliant company. Someone remarked on my finger a cornelian ring on
which was engraved very beautifully the head of Louis XV.  My ring
went round the table, and everybody thought that the likeness was
striking.

A young marquise, who had the reputation of being a great wit, said
to me in the most serious tone,

"It is truly an antique?"

"The stone, madam, undoubtedly."

Everyone laughed except the thoughtless young beauty, who did not
take any notice of it.  Towards the end of the dinner, someone spoke
of the rhinoceros, which was then shewn for twenty-four sous at the
St. Germain's Fair.

"Let us go and see it!" was the cry.

We got into the carriages, and reached the fair.  We took several
turns before we could find the place.  I was the only gentleman; I
was taking care of two ladies in the midst of the crowd, and the
witty marquise was walking in front of us.  At the end of the alley
where we had been told that we would find the animal, there was a man
placed to receive the money of the visitors.  It is true that the
man, dressed in the African fashion, was very dark and enormously
stout, yet he had a human and very masculine form, and the beautiful
marquise had no business to make a mistake.  Nevertheless, the
thoughtless young creature went up straight to him and said,

"Are you the rhinoceros, sir?"

"Go in, madam, go in."

We were dying with laughing; and the marquise, when she had seen the
animal, thought herself bound to apologize to the master; assuring
him that she had never seen a rhinoceros in her life, and therefore
he could not feel offended if she had made a mistake.

One evening I was in the foyer of the Italian Comedy, where between
the acts the highest noblemen were in the habit of coming, in order
to converse and joke with the actresses who used to sit there waiting
for their turn to appear on the stage, and I was seated near Camille,
Coraline's sister, whom I amused by making love to her.  A young
councillor, who objected to my occupying Camille's attention, being a
very conceited fellow, attacked me upon some remark I made respecting
an Italian play, and took the liberty of shewing his bad temper by
criticizing my native country.  I was answering him in an indirect
way, looking all the time at Camille, who was laughing.  Everybody
had congregated around us and was attentive to the discussion, which,
being carried on as an assault of wit, had nothing to make it
unpleasant.

But it seemed to take a serious turn when the young fop, turning the
conversation on the police of the city, said that for some time it
had been dangerous to walk alone at night through the streets of
Paris.

"During the last month," he added, "the Place de Greve has seen the
hanging of seven men, among whom there were five Italians.  An
extraordinary circumstance."

"Nothing extraordinary in that," I answered; "honest men generally
contrive to be hung far away from their native country; and as a
proof of it, sixty Frenchmen have been hung in the course of last
year between Naples, Rome, and Venice.  Five times twelve are sixty;
so you see that it is only a fair exchange."

The laughter was all on my side, and the fine councillor went away
rather crestfallen.  One of the gentlemen present at the discussion,
finding my answer to his taste, came up to Camille, and asked her in
a whisper who I was.  We got acquainted at once.

It was M. de Marigni, whom I was delighted to know for the sake of my
brother whose arrival in Paris I was expecting every day.  M. de
Marigni was superintendent of the royal buildings, and the Academy of
Painting was under his jurisdiction.  I mentioned my brother to him,
and he graciously promised to protect him.  Another young nobleman,
who conversed with me, invited me to visit him.  It was the Duke de
Matalona.

I told him that I had seen him, then only a child, eight years before
in Naples, and that I was under great obligations to his uncle, Don
Lelio.  The young duke was delighted, and we became intimate friends.

My brother arrived in Paris in the spring of 1751, and he lodged with
me at Madame Quinson's.  He began at once to work with success for
private individuals; but his main idea being to compose a picture to
be submitted to the judgment of the Academy, I introduced him to M.
de Marigni, who received him with great distinction, and encouraged
him by assuring him of his protection.  He immediately set to work
with great diligence.

M. de Morosini had been recalled, and M. de Mocenigo had succeeded
him as ambassador of the Republic.  M. de Bragadin had recommended me
to him, and he tendered a friendly welcome both to me and to my
brother, in whose favour he felt interested as a Venetian, and as a
young artist seeking to build up a position by his talent.

M. de Mocenigo was of a very pleasant nature; he liked gambling
although he was always unlucky at cards; he loved women, and he was
not more fortunate with them because he did not know how to manage
them.  Two years after his arrival in Paris he fell in love with
Madame de Colande, and, finding it impossible to win her affections,
he killed himself.

Madame la Dauphine was delivered of a prince, the Duke of Burgundy,
and the rejoicings indulged in at the birth of that child seem to me
incredible now, when I see what the same nation is doing against the
king.  The people want to be free; it is a noble ambition, for
mankind are not made to be the slaves of one man; but with a nation
populous, great, witty, and giddy, what will be the end of that
revolution?  Time alone can tell us.

The Duke de Matalona procured me the acquaintance of the two princes,
Don Marc Antoine and Don Jean Baptiste Borghese, from Rome, who were
enjoying themselves in Paris, yet living without display.  I had
occasion to remark that when those Roman princes were presented at
the court of France they were only styled "marquis:" It was the same
with the Russian princes, to whom the title of prince was refused
when they wanted to be presented; they were called "knees," but they
did not mind it, because that word meant prince.  The court of France
has always been foolishly particular on the question of titles, and
is even now sparing of the title of monsieur, although it is common
enough everywhere every man who was not titled was called Sieur.  I
have remarked that the king never addressed his bishops otherwise
than as abbes, although they were generally very proud of their
titles.  The king likewise affected to know a nobleman only when his
name was inscribed amongst those who served him.

Yet the haughtiness of Louis XV. had been innoculated into him by
education; it was not in his nature.  When an ambassador presented
someone to him, the person thus presented withdrew with the certainty
of having been seen by the king, but that was all.  Nevertheless,
Louis XV. was very polite, particularly with ladies, even with his
mistresses, when in public.  Whoever failed in respect towards them
in the slightest manner was sure of disgrace, and no king ever
possessed to a greater extent the grand royal virtue which is called
dissimulation.  He kept a secret faithfully, and he was delighted
when he knew that no one but himself possessed it.

The Chevalier d'Eon is a proof of this, for the king alone knew and
had always known that the chevalier was a woman, and all the long
discussions which the false chevalier had with the office for foreign
affairs was a comedy which the king allowed to go on, only because it
amused him.

Louis XV. was great in all things, and he would have had no faults if
flattery had not forced them upon him.  But how could he possibly
have supposed himself faulty in anything when everyone around him
repeated constantly that he was the best of kings?  A king, in the
opinion of which he was imbued respecting his own person, was a being
of a nature by far too superior to ordinary men for him not to have
the right to consider himself akin to a god.  Sad destiny of kings!
Vile flatterers are constantly doing everything necessary to reduce
them below the condition of man.

The Princess of Ardore was delivered about that time of a young
prince.  Her husband, the Neapolitan ambassador, entreated Louis XV.
to be god-father to the child; the king consented and presented his
god-son with a regiment; but the mother, who did not like the
military career for her son, refused it.  The Marshal de Richelieu
told me that he had never known the king laugh so heartily as when he
heard of that singular refusal.

At the Duchess de Fulvie's I made the acquaintance of Mdlle.
Gaussin, who was called Lolotte.  She was the mistress of Lord
Albemarle, the English ambassador, a witty and very generous
nobleman.  One evening he complained of his mistress praising the
beauty of the stars which were shining brightly over her head, saying
that she ought to know he could not give them to her.  If Lord
Albemarle had been ambassador to the court of France at the time of
the rupture between France and England, he would have arranged all
difficulties amicably, and the unfortunate war by which France lost
Canada would not have taken place.  There is no doubt that the
harmony between two nations depends very often upon their respective
ambassadors, when there is any danger of a rupture.

As to the noble lord's mistress, there was but one opinion respecting
her.  She was fit in every way to become his wife, and the highest
families of France did not think that she needed the title of Lady
Albemarle to be received with distinction; no lady considered it
debasing to sit near her, although she was well known as the mistress
of the English lord.  She had passed from her mother's arms to those
of Lord Albemarle at the age of thirteen, and her conduct was always
of the highest respectability.  She bore children whom the ambassador
acknowledged legally, and she died Countess d'Erouville.  I shall
have to mention her again in my Memoirs.

I had likewise occasion to become acquainted at the Venetian Embassy
with a lady from Venice, the widow of an English baronet named Wynne.
She was then coming from London with her children, where she had been
compelled to go in order to insure them the inheritance of their late
father, which they would have lost if they had not declared
themselves members of the Church of England.  She was on her way back
to Venice, much pleased with her journey.  She was accompanied by her
eldest daughter--a young girl of twelve years, who, notwithstanding
her youth, carried on her beautiful face all the signs of perfection.

She is now living in Venice, the widow of Count de Rosenberg, who
died in Venice ambassador of the Empress-Queen Maria Theresa.  She is
surrounded by the brilliant halo of her excellent conduct and of all
her social virtues.  No one can accuse her of any fault, except that
of being poor, but she feels it only because it does not allow her to
be as charitable as she might wish.

The reader will see in the next chapter how I managed to embroil
myself with the French police.




CHAPTER VIII

My Broil With Parisian Justice--Mdlle. Vesian


The youngest daughter of my landlady, Mdlle. Quinson, a young girl
between fifteen and sixteen years of age, was in the habit of often
coming to my room without being called.  It was not long before I
discovered that she was in love with me, and I should have thought
myself ridiculous if I had been cruel to a young brunette who was
piquant, lively, amiable, and had a most delightful voice.

During the first four or five months nothing but childish trifles
took place between us; but one night, coming home very late and
finding her fast asleep on my bed, I did not see the necessity of
waking her up, and undressing myself I lay down beside her.... She
left me at daybreak.

Mimi had not been gone three hours when a milliner came with a
charming young girl, to invite herself and her friend to breakfast; I
thought the young girl well worth a breakfast, but I was tired and
wanted rest, and I begged them both to withdraw.  Soon after they had
left me, Madame Quinson came with her daughter to make my bed.  I put
my dressing-gown on, and began to write.

"Ah! the nasty hussies!" exclaims the mother.

"What is the matter, madam?"

"The riddle is clear enough, sir; these sheets are spoiled."

"I am very sorry, my dear madam, but change them, and the evil will
be remedied at once."

She went out of the room, threatening and grumbling,

"Let them come again, and see if I don't take care of them!"

Mimi remained alone with me, and I addressed her some reproaches for
her imprudence.  But she laughed, and answered that Love had sent
those women on purpose to protect Innocence!  After that, Mimi was no
longer under any restraint, she would come and share my bed whenever
she had a fancy to do so, unless I sent her back to her own room, and
in the morning she always left me in good time.  But at the end of
four months my beauty informed me that our secret would soon be
discovered.

"I am very sorry," I said to her, "but I cannot help it."

"We ought to think of something."

"Well, do so."

"What can I think of?  Well, come what will; the best thing I can do
is not to think of it."

Towards the sixth month she had become so large, that her mother, no
longer doubting the truth, got into a violent passion, and by dint of
blows compelled her to name the father.  Mimi said I was the guilty
swain, and perhaps it was not an untruth.

With that great discovery Madame Quinson burst into my room in high
dudgeon.  She threw herself on a chair, and when she had recovered
her breath she loaded me with insulting words, and ended by telling
me that I must marry her daughter.  At this intimation, understanding
her object and wishing to cut the matter short, I told her that I was
already married in Italy.

"Then why did you come here and get my daughter with child?"

"I can assure you that I did not mean to do so.  Besides, how do you
know that I am the father of the child?"

"Mimi says so, and she is certain of it."

"I congratulate her; but I warn you, madam, that I am ready to swear
that I have not any certainty about it."

"What then?"

"Then nothing.  If she is pregnant, she will be confined."

She went downstairs, uttering curses and threats: the next day I was
summoned before the commissary of the district.  I obeyed the
summons, and found Madame Quinson fully equipped for the battle.  The
commissary, after the preliminary questions usual in all legal cases,
asked me whether I admitted myself guilty towards the girl Quinson of
the injury of which the mother, there present personally, complained.

"Monsieur le Commissaire, I beg of you to write word by word the
answer which I am going to give you."

"Very well."

"I have caused no injury whatever to Mimi, the plaintiff's daughter,
and I refer you to the girl herself, who has always had as much
friendship for me as I have had for her."

"But she declares that she is pregnant from your doings."

"That may be, but it is not certain."

"She says it is certain, and she swears that she has never known any
other man."

"If it is so, she is unfortunate; for in such a question a man cannot
trust any woman but his own wife."

"What did you give her in order to seduce her?"

"Nothing; for very far from having seduced her, she has seduced me,
and we agreed perfectly in one moment; a pretty woman does not find
it very hard to seduce me."

"Was she a virgin?"

"I never felt any curiosity about it either before or after;
therefore, sir, I do not know."

"Her mother claims reparation, and the law is against you."

"I can give no reparation to the mother; and as for the law I will
obey it when it has been explained to me, and when I am convinced
that I have been guilty against it."

"You are already convinced.  Do you imagine that a man who gets an
honest girl with child in a house of which he is an inmate does not
transgress the laws of society?"

"I admit that to be the case when the mother is deceived; but when
that same mother sends her daughter to the room of a young man, are
we not right in supposing that she is disposed to accept peacefully
all the accidents which may result from such conduct?"

"She sent her daughter to your room only to wait on you."

"And she has waited on me as I have waited on her if she sends her to
my room this evening, and if it is agreeable to Mimi, I will
certainly serve her as well as I can; but I will have nothing to do
with her against her will or out of my room, the rent of which I have
always paid punctually."

"You may say what you like, but you must pay the fine."

"I will say what I believe to be just, and I will pay nothing; for
there can be no fine where there is no law transgressed.  If I am
sentenced to pay I shall appeal even to the last jurisdiction and
until I obtain justice, for believe me, sir, I know that I am not
such an awkward and cowardly fellow as to refuse my caresses to a
pretty woman who pleases me, and comes to provoke them in my own
room, especially when I feel myself certain of the mother's
agreement."

I signed the interrogatory after I had read it carefully, and went
away.  The next day the lieutenant of police sent for me, and after
he had heard me, as well as the mother and the daughter, he acquitted
me and condemned Madame Quinson in costs.  But I could not after all
resist the tears of Mimi, and her entreaties for me to defray the
expenses of her confinement.  She was delivered of a boy, who was
sent to the Hotel Dieu to be brought up at the nation's expense.
Soon afterwards Mimi ran away from her mother's house, and she
appeared on the stage at St. Laurent's Fair.  Being unknown, she had
no difficulty in finding a lover who took her for a maiden.  I found
her very pretty on the stage.

"I did not know," I said to her, "that you were a musician."

"I am a musician about as much as all my companions, not one of whom
knows a note of music.  The girls at the opera are not much more
clever, and in spite of that, with a good voice and some taste, one
can sing delightfully."

I advised her to invite Patu to supper, and he was charmed with her.
Some time afterwards, however, she came to a bad end, and
disappeared.

The Italian comedians obtained at that time permission to perform
parodies of operas and of tragedies.  I made the acquaintance at that
theatre of the celebrated Chantilly, who had been the mistress of the
Marechal de Saxe, and was called Favart because the poet of that name
had married her.  She sang in the parody of 'Thetis et Pelee', by M.
de Fontelle, the part of Tonton, amidst deafening applause.  Her
grace and talent won the love of a man of the greatest merit, the
Abbe de Voisenon, with whom I was as intimate as with Crebillon.  All
the plays performed at the Italian Comedy, under the name of Madame
Favart, were written by the abbe, who became member of the Academie
after my departure from Paris.  I cultivated an acquaintance the
value of which I could appreciate, and he honoured me with his
friendship.  It was at my suggestions that the Abbe de Voisenon
conceived the idea of composing oratorios in poetry; they were sung
for the first time at the Tuileries, when the theatres were closed in
consequence of some religious festival.  That amiable abbe, who had
written several comedies in secret, had very poor health and a very
small body; he was all wit and gracefulness, famous for his shrewd
repartees which, although very cutting, never offended anyone.  It
was impossible for him to have any enemies, for his criticism only
grazed the skin and never wounded deeply.  One day, as he was
returning from Versailles, I asked him the news of the court.

"The king is yawning," he answered, "because he must come to the
parliament to-morrow to hold a bed of justice."

"Why is it called a bed of justice?"

"I do not know, unless it is because justice is asleep during the
proceedings."

I afterwards met in Prague the living portrait of that eminent writer
in Count Francois Hardig, now plenipotentiary of the emperor at the
court of Saxony.

The Abbe de Voisenon introduced me to Fontenelle, who was then
ninety-three years of age.  A fine wit, an amiable and learned man,
celebrated for his quick repartees, Fontenelle could not pay a
compliment without throwing kindness and wit into it.  I told him
that I had come from Italy on purpose to see him.

"Confess, sir," he said to me, "that you have kept me waiting a very
long time."

This repartee was obliging and critical at the same time, and pointed
out in a delicate and witty manner the untruth of my compliment.  He
made me a present of his works, and asked me if I liked the French
plays; I told him that I had seen 'Thetis et Pelee' at the opera.
That play was his own composition, and when I had praised it, he told
me that it was a 'tete pelee'.

"I was at the Theatre Francais last night," I said, "and saw
Athalie."

"It is the masterpiece of Racine; Voltaire, has been wrong in
accusing me of having criticized that tragedy, and in attributing to
me an epigram, the author of which has never been known, and which
ends with two very poor lines:

          "Pour avoir fait pis qu'Esther,
          Comment diable as-to pu faire"

I have been told that M. de Fontenelle had been the tender friend of
Madame du Tencin, that M. d'Alembert was the offspring of their
intimacy, and that Le Rond had only been his foster-father.  I knew
d'Alembert at Madame de Graffigny's.  That great philosopher had the
talent of never appearing to be a learned man when he was in the
company of amiable persons who had no pretension to learning or
the sciences, and he always seemed to endow with intelligence those
who conversed with him.

When I went to Paris for the second time, after my escape from The
Leads of Venice, I was delighted at the idea of seeing again the
amiable, venerable Fontenelle, but he died a fortnight after my
arrival, at the beginning of the year 1757.

When I paid my third visit to Paris with the intention of ending my
days in that capital, I reckoned upon the friendship of
M. d'Alembert, but he died, like Fontenelle, a fortnight after my
arrival, towards the end of 1783.  Now I feel that I have seen Paris
and France for the last time.  The popular effervescence has
disgusted me, and I am too old to hope to see the end of it.

Count de Looz, Polish ambassador at the French court, invited me in
1751 to translate into Italian a French opera susceptible of great
transformations, and of having a grand ballet annexed to the subject
of the opera itself.  I chose 'Zoroastre', by M. de Cahusac.  I had
to adapt words to the music of the choruses, always a difficult task.
The music remained very beautiful, of course, but my Italian poetry
was very poor.  In spite of that the generous sovereign sent me a
splendid gold snuff-box, and I thus contrived at the same time to
please my mother very highly.

It was about that time that Mdlle. Vesian arrived in Paris with her
brother.  She was quite young, well educated, beautiful, most
amiable, and a novice; her brother accompanied her.  Her father,
formerly an officer in the French army, had died at Parma, his native
city.  Left an orphan without any means of support, she followed the
advice given by her friends; she sold the furniture left by her
father, with the intention of going to Versailles to obtain from the
justice and from the generosity of the king a small pension to enable
her to live.  As she got out of the diligence, she took a coach, and
desired to be taken to some hotel close by the Italian Theatre; by
the greatest chance she was brought to the Hotel de Bourgogne, where
I was then staying myself.

In the morning I was told that there were two young Italians, brother
and sister, who did not appear very wealthy, in the next room to
mine.  Italians, young, poor and newly arrived, my curiosity was
excited.  I went to the door of their room, I knocked, and a young
man came to open it in his shirt.

"I beg you to excuse me, sir," he said to me, "if I receive you in
such a state."

"I have to ask your pardon myself.  I only come to offer you my
services, as a countryman and as a neighbour."

A mattress on the floor told me where the young man had slept; a bed
standing in a recess and hid by curtains made me guess where the
sister was.  I begged of her to excuse me if I had presented myself
without enquiring whether she was up.

She answered without seeing me, that the journey having greatly tried
her she had slept a little later than usual, but that she would get
up immediately if I would excuse her for a short time.

"I am going to my room, mademoiselle, and I will come back when you
send for me; my room is next door to your own."

A quarter of an hour after, instead of being sent for, I saw a young
and beautiful person enter my room; she made a modest bow, saying
that she had come herself to return my visit, and that her brother
would follow her immediately.

I thanked her for her visit, begged her to be seated, and I expressed
all the interest I felt for her.  Her gratitude shewed itself more by
the tone of her voice than by her words, and her confidence being
already captivated she told me artlessly, but not without some
dignity, her short history or rather her situation, and she concluded
by these words:

"I must in the course of the day find a less expensive lodging, for I
only possess six francs."

I asked her whether she had any letters of recommendation, and she
drew out of her pocket a parcel of papers containing seven or eight
testimonials of good conduct and honesty, and a passport.

"Is this all you have, my dear countrywoman?"

"Yes. I intend to call with my brother upon the secretary of war, and
I hope he will take pity on me."

"You do not know anybody here?"

"Not one person, sir; you are the first man in France to whom I have
exposed my situation."

"I am a countryman of yours, and you are recommended to me by your
position as well as by your age; I wish to be your adviser, if you
will permit me."

"Ah, sir! how grateful I would be!"

"Do not mention it.  Give me your papers, I will see what is to be
done with them.  Do not relate your history to anyone, and do not say
one word about your position.  You had better remain at this hotel.
Here are two Louis which I will lend you until you are in a position
to return them to me."

She accepted, expressing her heart-felt gratitude.

Mademoiselle Vesian was an interesting brunette of sixteen.  She had
a good knowledge of French and Italian, graceful manners, and a
dignity which endowed her with a very noble appearance.  She informed
me of her affairs without meanness, yet without that timidity which
seems to arise from a fear of the person who listens being disposed
to take advantage of the distressing position confided to his honour.
She seemed neither humiliated nor bold; she had hope, and she did not
boast of her courage.  Her virtue was by no means ostentatious, but
there was in her an air of modesty which would certainly have put a
restraint upon anyone disposed to fail in respect towards her.  I
felt the effect of it myself, for in spite of her beautiful eyes, her
fine figure, of the freshness of her complexion, her transparent
skin, her negligee--in one word, all that can tempt a man and which
filled me with burning desires, I did not for one instant lose
control over myself; she had inspired me with a feeling of respect
which helped me to master my senses, and I promised myself not only
to attempt nothing against her virtue, but also not to be the first
man to make her deviate from the right path.  I even thought it
better to postpone to another interview a little speech on that
subject, the result of which might be to make me follow a different
course.

"You are now in a city," I said to her, "in which your destiny must
unfold itself, and in which all the fine qualities which nature has
so bountifully bestowed upon you, and which may ultimately cause your
fortune, may likewise cause your ruin; for here, by dear
countrywoman, wealthy men despise all libertine women except those
who have offered them the sacrifice of their virtue.  If you are
virtuous, and are determined upon remaining so, prepare yourself to
bear a great deal of misery; if you feel yourself sufficiently above
what is called prejudice, if, in one word, you feel disposed to
consent to everything, in order to secure a comfortable position, be
very careful not to make a mistake.  Distrust altogether the sweet
words which every passionate man will address to you for the sake of
obtaining your favours, for, his passion once satisfied, his ardour
will cool down, and you will find yourself deceived.  Be wary of your
adorers; they will give you abundance of counterfeit coin, but do not
trust them far.  As far as I am concerned, I feel certain that I
shall never injure you, and I hope to be of some use to you.  To
reassure you entirely on my account, I will treat you as if you were
my sister, for I am too young to play the part of your father, and I
would not tell you all this if I did not think you a very charming
person."

Her brother joined us as we were talking together.  He was a good-
looking young man of eighteen, well made, but without any style about
him; he spoke little, and his expression was devoid of individuality.
We breakfasted together, and having asked him as we were at table for
what profession he felt an inclination, he answered that he was
disposed to do anything to earn an honourable living.

"Have you any peculiar talent?"

"I write pretty well."

"That is something.  When you go out, mistrust everybody; do not
enter any cafe, and never speak to anyone in the streets.  Eat your
meals in your room with your sister, and tell the landlady to give
you a small closet to sleep in.  Write something in French to-day,
let me have it to-morrow morning, and we will see what can be done.
As for you, mademoiselle, my books are at your disposal, I have your
papers; to-morrow I may have some news to tell you; we shall not see
each other again to-day, for I generally come home very late."  She
took a few books, made a modest reverence, and told me with a
charming voice that she had every confidence in me.

Feeling disposed to be useful to her, wherever I went during that day
I spoke of nothing but of her and of her affairs; and everywhere men
and women told me that if she was pretty she could not fail, but that
at all events it would be right for her to take all necessary steps.
I received a promise that the brother should be employed in some
office.  I thought that the best plan would be to find some
influential lady who would consent to present Mdlle. Vesian to
M. d'Argenson, and I knew that in the mean time I could support her.
I begged Silvia to mention the matter to Madame de Montconseil, who
had very great influence with the secretary of war.  She promised to
do so, but she wished to be acquainted with the young girl.

I returned to the hotel towards eleven o'clock, and seeing that there
was a light still burning in the room of Mdlle.  Vesian I knocked at
her door.  She opened it, and told me that she had sat up in the hope
of seeing me.  I gave her an account of what I had done.  I found her
disposed to undertake all that was necessary, and most grateful for
my assistance.  She spoke of her position with an air of noble
indifference which she assumed in order to restrain her tears; she
succeeded in keeping them back, but the moisture in her eyes proved
all the efforts she was making to prevent them from falling.  We had
talked for two hours, and going from one subject to another I learned
that she had never loved, and that she was therefore worthy of a
lover who would reward her in a proper manner for the sacrifice of
her virtue.  It would have been absurd to think that marriage was to
be the reward of that sacrifice; the young girl had not yet made what
is called a false step, but she had none of the prudish feelings of
those girls who say that they would not take such a step for all the
gold in the universe, and usually give way before the slightest
attack; all my young friend wanted was to dispose of herself in a
proper and advantageous manner.

I could not help sighing as I listened to her very sensible remarks,
considering the position in which she was placed by an adverse
destiny.  Her sincerity was charming to me; I was burning with
desire.  Lucie of Pasean came back to my memory; I recollected how
deeply I had repented the injury I had done in neglecting a sweet
flower, which another man, and a less worthy one, had hastened to
pluck; I felt myself near a lamb which would perhaps become the prey
of some greedy wolf; and she, with her noble feelings, her careful
education, and a candour which an impure breath would perhaps destroy
for ever, was surely not destined for a lot of shame.  I regretted I
was not rich enough to make her fortune, and to save her honour and
her virtue.  I felt that I could neither make her mine in an
illegitimate way nor be her guardian angel, and that by becoming her
protector I should do her more harm than good; in one word, instead
of helping her out of the unfortunate position in which she was, I
should, perhaps, only contribute to her entire ruin.  During that
time I had her near me, speaking to her in a sentimental way, and not
uttering one single word of love; but I kissed her hand and her arms
too often without coming to a resolution, without beginning a thing
which would have too rapidly come to an end, and which would have
compelled me to keep her for myself; in that case, there would have
been no longer any hope of a fortune for her, and for me no means of
getting rid of her.  I have loved women even to madness, but I have
always loved liberty better; and whenever I have been in danger of
losing it fate has come to my rescue.

I had remained about four hours with Mdlle. Vesian, consumed by the
most intense desires, and I had had strength enough to conquer them.
She could not attribute my reserve to a feeling of modesty, and not
knowing why I did not shew more boldness she must have supposed that
I was either ill or impotent.  I left her, after inviting her to
dinner for the next day.

We had a pleasant dinner, and her brother having gone out for a walk
after our meal we looked together out of the window from which we
could see all the carriages going to the Italian Comedy.  I asked her
whether she would like to go; she answered me with a smile of
delight, and we started at once.

I placed her in the amphitheatre where I left her, telling her that
we would meet at the hotel at eleven o'clock.  I would not remain
with her, in order to avoid the questions which would have been
addressed to me, for the simpler her toilet was the more interesting
she looked.

After I had left the theatre, I went to sup at Silvia's and returned
to the hotel.  I was surprised at the sight of an elegant carriage; I
enquired to whom it belonged, and I was told that it was the carriage
of a young nobleman who had supped with Mdlle. Vesian.  She was
getting on.

The first thing next morning, as I was putting my head out of the
window, I saw a hackney coach stop at the door of the hotel; a young
man, well dressed in a morning costume, came out of it, and a minute
after I heard him enter the room of Mdlle.  Vesian.  Courage!  I had
made up my mind; I affected a feeling of complete indifference in
order to deceive myself.

I dressed myself to go out, and while I was at my toilet Vesian came
in and told me that he did not like to go into his sister's room
because the gentleman who had supped with her had just arrived.

"That's a matter of course," I said.

"He is rich and very handsome.  He wishes to take us himself to
Versailles, and promises to procure some employment for me."

"I congratulate you.  Who is he?"

"I do not know."

I placed in an envelope the papers she had entrusted to me, and I
handed them to him to return to his sister.  I then went out.  When I
came home towards three o'clock, the landlady gave me a letter which
had been left for me by Mdlle. Vesian, who had left the hotel.

I went to my room, opened the letter, and read the following lines:

"I return the money you have lent me with my best thanks.  The Count
de Narbonne feels interested in me, and wishes to assist me and my
brother.  I shall inform you of everything, of the house in which he
wishes me to go and live, where he promises to supply me all I want.
Your friendship is very dear to me, and I entreat you not to forget
me.  My brother remains at the hotel, and my room belongs to me for
the month.  I have paid everything."

"Here is," said I to myself, "a second Lucie de Pasean, and I  am a
second time the dupe of my foolish delicacy, for I feel certain that
the count will not make her happy.  But I wash my hands of it all."

I went to the Theatre Francais in the evening, and enquired about
Narbonne.  The first person I spoke to told me,

"He is the son of a wealthy man, but a great libertine and up to his
neck in debts."

Nice references, indeed!  For a week I went to all the theatres and
public places in the hope of making the acquaintance of the count,
but I could not succeed, and I was beginning to forget the adventure
when one morning, towards eight o'clock Vesian calling on me, told me
that his sister was in her room and wished to speak to me.  I
followed him immediately.  I found her looking unhappy and with eyes
red from crying.  She told her brother to go out for a walk, and when
he had gone she spoke to me thus:

"M. de Narbonne, whom I thought an honest man, because I wanted him
to be such, came to sit by me where you had left me at the theatre;
he told me that my face had interested him, and he asked me who I
was.  I told him what I had told you.  You had promised to think of
me, but Narbonne told me that he did not want your assistance, as he
could act by himself.  I believed him, and I have been the dupe of my
confidence in him; he has deceived me; he is a villain."

The tears were choking her: I went to the window so as to let her cry
without restraint: a few minutes after, I came back and I sat down by
her.

"Tell me all, my dear Vesian, unburden your heart freely, and do not
think yourself guilty towards me; in reality I have been wrong more
than you.  Your heart would not now be a prey to sorrow if I had not
been so imprudent as to leave you alone at the theatre."

"Alas, sir! do not say so; ought I to reproach you because you
thought me so virtuous?  Well, in a few words, the monster promised
to shew me every care, every attention, on condition of my giving him
an undeniable, proof of my affection and confidence--namely, to take
a lodging without my brother in the house of a woman whom he
represented as respectable.  He insisted upon my brother not living
with me, saying that evil-minded persons might suppose him to be my
lover.  I allowed myself to be persuaded.  Unhappy creature!  How
could I give way without consulting you?  He told me that the
respectable woman to whom he would take me would accompany me to
Versailles, and that he would send my brother there so that we should
be both presented to the war secretary.  After our first supper he
told me that he would come and fetch me in a hackney coach the next
morning.  He presented me with two louis and a gold watch, and I
thought I could accept those presents from a young nobleman who
shewed so much interest in me.  The woman to whom he introduced me
did not seem to me as respectable as he had represented her to be.
I have passed one week with her without his doing anything to benefit
my position.  He would come, go out, return as he pleased, telling me
every day that it would be the morrow, and when the morrow came there
was always some impediment.  At last, at seven o'clock this morning,
the woman told me that the count was obliged to go into the country,
that a hackney coach would bring me back to his hotel, and that he
would come and see me on his return.  Then, affecting an air of
sadness, she told me that I must give her back the watch because the
count had forgotten to pay the watchmaker for it.  I handed it to her
immediately without saying a word, and wrapping the little I
possessed in my handkerchief I came back here, where I arrived half
an hour since."

"Do you hope to see him on his return from the country?"

"To see him again!  Oh, Lord! why have I ever seen him?"

She was crying bitterly, and I must confess that no young girl ever
moved me so deeply as she did by the expression of her grief.  Pity
replaced in my heart the tenderness I had felt for her a week before.
The infamous proceedings of Narbonne disgusted me to that extent
that, if I had known where to find him alone, I would immediately
have compelled him to give me reparation.  Of course, I took good
care not to ask the poor girl to give me a detailed account of her
stay in the house of Narbonne's respectable procurers; I could guess
even more than I wanted to know, and to insist upon that recital
would have humiliated Mdlle. Vesian.  I could see all the infamy of
the count in the taking back of the watch which belonged to her as a
gift, and which the unhappy girl had earned but too well.  I did all
I could to dry her tears, and she begged me to be a father to her,
assuring me that she would never again do anything to render her
unworthy of my friendship, and that she would always be guided by my
advice.

"Well, my dear young friend, what you must do now is not only to
forget the unworthy count and his criminal conduct towards you, but
also the fault of which you have been guilty.  What is done cannot be
undone, and the past is beyond remedy; but compose yourself, and
recall the air of cheerfulness which shone on your countenance a week
ago.  Then I could read on your face honesty, candour, good faith,
and the noble assurance which arouses sentiment in those who can
appreciate its charm.  You must let all those feelings shine again on
your features; for they alone can interest honest people, and you
require the general sympathy more than ever.  My friendship is of
little importance to you, but you may rely upon it all the more
because I fancy that you have now a claim upon it which you had not a
week ago: Be quite certain, I beg, that I will not abandon you until
your position is properly settled.  I cannot at present tell you
more; but be sure that I will think of you."

"Ah, my friend!  if you promise to think of me, I ask for no more.
Oh! unhappy creature that I am; there is not a soul in the world who
thinks of me."

She was: so deeply moved that she fainted away.  I came to her
assistance without calling anyone, and when she had recovered her
consciousness and some calm, I told her a hundred stories, true or
purely imaginary, of the knavish tricks played in Paris by men who
think of nothing but of deceiving young girls.  I told her a few
amusing instances in order to make her more cheerful, and at last I
told her that she ought to be thankful for what had happened to her
with Narbonne, because that misfortune would give her prudence for
the future.

During that long tete-a-tete I had no difficulty in abstaining from
bestowing any caresses upon her; I did not even take her hand, for
what I felt for her was a tender pity; and I was very happy when at
the end of two hours I saw her calm and determined upon bearing
misfortune like a heroine.

She suddenly rose from her seat, and, looking at me with an air of
modest trustfulness, she said to me,

"Are, you particularly engaged in any way to-day?"

"No, my dear:"

"Well, then, be good enough to take me somewhere out of Paris; to
some place where I can breathe the fresh air freely; I shall then
recover that appearance which you think I must have to interest in my
favour those who will see me; and if I can enjoy a quiet sleep
throughout the next night I feel I shall be happy again."

"I am grateful to you for your confidence in me.  We will go out as
soon as I am dressed.  Your brother will return in the mean time."

"Oh, never mind my brother!"

"His presence is, on the contrary, of great importance.  Recollect,
my dear Vesian, you must make Narbonne ashamed of his own conduct.
You must consider that if he should happen to hear that, on the very
day he abandoned you, you went into the country alone with me, he
would triumph, and would certainly say that he has only treated you
as you deserved.  But if you go with your brother and me your
countryman, you give no occasion for slander."

"I blush not to have made that remark myself.  We will wait for my
brother's return."

He was not long in coming back, and having sent for a coach we were
on the point of going, when Baletti called on me.  I introduced him
to the young lady, and invited him to join our party.  He accepted,
and we started.  As my only purpose was to amuse Mdlle. Vesian, I
told the coachman to drive us to the Gros Caillou, where we made an
excellent impromptu dinner, the cheerfulness of the guests making up
for the deficiencies of the servants.

Vesian, feeling his head rather heavy, went out for a walk after
dinner, and I remained alone with his sister and my friend Baletti.
I observed with pleasure that Baletti thought her an agreeable girl,
and it gave me the idea of asking him to teach her dancing.  I
informed him of her position, of the reason which had brought her to
Paris, of the little hope there was of her obtaining a pension from
the king, and of the necessity there was for her to do something to
earn a living.  Baletti answered that he would be happy to do
anything, and when he had examined the figure and the general
conformation of the young girl he said to her,

"I will get Lani to take you for the ballet at the opera."

"Then," I said, "you must begin your lessons tomorrow.  Mdlle. Vesian
stops at my hotel."

The young girl, full of wonder at my plan, began to laugh heartily,
and said,

"But can an opera dancer be extemporized like a minister of state?
I can dance the minuet, and my ear is good enough to enable me to go
through a quadrille; but with the exception of that I cannot dance
one step."

"Most of the ballet girls," said Baletti, "know no more than you do."

"And how much must I ask from M. Lani?  I do not think I can expect
much."

"Nothing. The ballet girls are not paid."

"Then where is the advantage for me?" she said, with a sigh; "how
shall I live?"

"Do not think of that.  Such as you are, you will soon find ten
wealthy noblemen who will dispute amongst themselves for the honour
of making up for the absence of salary.  You have only to make a good
choice, and I am certain that it will not be long before we see you
covered with diamonds."

"Now I understand you.  You suppose some great lord will keep me?"

"Precisely; and that will be much better than a pension of four
hundred francs, which you would, perhaps, not obtain without making
the same sacrifice."

Very much surprised, she looked at me to ascertain whether I was
serious or only jesting.

Baletti having left us, I told her it was truly the best thing she
could do, unless she preferred the sad position of waiting-maid to
some grand lady.

"I would not be the 'femme de chambre' even of the queen."

"And 'figurante' at the opera?"

"Much rather."

"You are smiling?"

"Yes, for it is enough to make me laugh.  I the mistress of a rich
nobleman, who will cover me with diamonds!  Well, I mean to choose
the oldest."

"Quite right, my dear; only do not make him jealous."

"I promise you to be faithful to him.  But shall he find a situation
for my brother?  However, until I am at the opera, until I have met
with my elderly lover, who will give me the means to support myself?"

"I, my dear girl, my friend Baletti, and all my friends, without
other interest than the pleasure of serving you, but with the hope
that you will live quietly, and that we shall contribute to your
happiness.  Are you satisfied?"

"Quite so; I have promised myself to be guided entirely by your
advice, and I entreat you to remain always my best friend."

We returned to Paris at night, I left Mdlle. Vesian at the hotel, and
accompanied Baletti to his mother's.  At supper-time, my friend
begged Silvia to speak to M. Lani in favour of our 'protegee', Silvia
said that it was a much better plan than to solicit a miserable
pension which, perhaps, would not be granted.  Then we talked of a
project which was then spoken of, namely to sell all the appointments
of ballet girls and of chorus singers at the opera.  There was even
some idea of asking a high price for them, for it was argued that the
higher the price the more the girls would be esteemed.  Such a
project, in the midst of the scandalous habits and manners of the
time, had a sort of apparent wisdom; for it would have ennobled in a
way a class of women who with very few exceptions seem to glory in
being contemptible.

There were, at that time at the opera, several figurantes, singers
and dancers, ugly rather than plain, without any talent, who, in
spite of it all, lived in great comfort; for it is admitted that at
the opera a girl must needs renounce all modesty or starve.  But if a
girl, newly arrived there, is clever enough to remain virtuous only
for one month, her fortune is certainly made, because then the
noblemen enjoying a reputation of wisdom and virtue are the only ones
who seek to get hold of her.  Those men are delighted to hear their
names mentioned in connection with the newly-arrived beauty; they
even go so far as to allow her a few frolics, provided she takes
pride in what they give her, and provided her infidelities are not
too public.  Besides, it is the fashion never to go to sup with one's
mistress without giving her notice of the intended visit, and
everyone must admit that it is a very wise custom.

I came back to the hotel towards eleven o'clock, and seeing that
Mdlle. Vesian's room was still open I went in.  She was in bed.

"Let me get up," she said, "for I want to speak to you."

"Do not disturb yourself; we can talk all the same, and I think you
much prettier as you are."

"I am very glad of it."

"What have you got to tell me?"

"Nothing, except to speak of the profession I am going to adopt.
I am going to practice virtue in order to find a man who loves it
only to destroy it."

"Quite true; but almost everything is like that in this life.  Man
always refers everything to himself, and everyone is a tyrant in his
own way.  I am pleased to see you becoming a philosopher."

"How can one become a philosopher?"

"By thinking."

"Must one think a long while?"

"Throughout life."

"Then it is never over?"

"Never; but one improves as much as possible, and obtains the sum of
happiness which one is susceptible of enjoying."

"And how can that happiness be felt?"

"By all the pleasure which the philosopher can procure when he is
conscious of having obtained them by his own exertions, and
especially by getting rid of the many prejudices which make of the
majority of men a troop of grown-up children."

"What is pleasure?  What is meant by prejudices?"

"Pleasure is the actual enjoyment of our senses; it is a complete
satisfaction given to all our natural and sensual appetites; and,
when our worn-out senses want repose, either to have breathing time,
or to recover strength, pleasure comes from the imagination, which
finds enjoyment in thinking of the happiness afforded by rest.  The
philosopher is a person who refuses no pleasures which do not produce
greater sorrows, and who knows how to create new ones."

"And you say that it is done by getting rid of prejudices?  Then tell
me what prejudices are, and what must be done to get rid of them."

"Your question, my dear girl, is not an easy one to answer, for moral
philosophy does not know a more important one, or a more difficult
one to decide; it is a lesson which lasts throughout life.  I will
tell you in a few words that we call prejudice every so-called duty
for the existence of which we find no reason in nature."

"Then nature must be the philosopher's principal study?"

"Indeed it is; the most learned of philosophers is the one who
commits the fewest errors."

"What philosopher, in your opinion, has committed the smallest
quantity of errors?"

"Socrates."

"Yet he was in error sometimes?"

"Yes, in metaphysics."

"Oh! never mind that, for I think he could very well manage without
that study."

"You are mistaken; morals are only the metaphysics of physics; nature
is everything, and I give you leave to consider as a madman whoever
tells you that he has made a new discovery in metaphysics.  But if I
went on, my dear, I might appear rather obscure to you.  Proceed
slowly, think; let your maxims be the consequence of just reasoning,
and keep your happiness in view; in the end you must be happy."

"I prefer the lesson you have just taught me to the one which M.
Baletti will give me to-morrow; for I have an idea that it will weary
me, and now I am much interested."

"How do you know that you are interested?"

"Because I wish you not to leave me."

"Truly, my dear Vesian, never has a philosopher described sympathy
better than you have just done.  How happy I feel!  How is it that I
wish to prove it by kissing you?"

"No doubt because, to be happy, the soul must agree with the senses."

"Indeed, my divine Vesian?  Your intelligence is charming."

"It is your work, dear friend; and I am so grateful to you that I
share your desires."

"What is there to prevent us from satisfying such natural desires?
Let us embrace one another tenderly."

What a lesson in philosophy!  It seemed to us such a sweet one, our
happiness was so complete, that at daybreak we were still kissing one
another, and it was only when we parted in the morning that we
discovered that the door of the room had remained open all night.

Baletti gave her a few lessons, and she was received at the opera;
but she did not remain there more than two or three months,
regulating her conduct carefully according to the precepts I had laid
out for her.  She never received Narbonne again, and at last accepted
a nobleman who proved himself very different from all others, for the
first thing he did was to make her give up the stage, although it was
not a thing according to the fashion of those days.  I do not
recollect his name exactly; it was Count of Tressan or Trean.  She
behaved in a respectable way, and remained with him until his death.
No one speaks of her now, although she is living in very easy
circumstances; but she is fifty-six, and in Paris a woman of that age
is no longer considered as being among the living.

After she left the Hotel de Bourgogne, I never spoke to her.
Whenever I met her covered with jewels and diamonds, our souls
saluted each other with joy, but her happiness was too precious for
me to make any attempt against it.  Her brother found a situation,
but I lost sight of him.




CHAPTER IX

The Beautiful O-Morphi--The Deceitful Painter--I Practice Cabalism
for the Duchess de Chartres I Leave Paris--My Stay in Dresden and My
Departure from that City


I went to St. Lawrence's Fair with my friend Patu, who, taking it
into his head to sup with a Flemish actress known by the name of
Morphi, invited me to go with him.  I felt no inclination for the
girl, but what can we refuse to a friend?  I did as he wished.  After
we had supped with the actress, Patu fancied a night devoted to a
more agreeable occupation, and as I did not want to leave him I asked
for a sofa on which I could sleep quietly during the night.

Morphi had a sister, a slovenly girl of thirteen, who told me that if
I would give her a crown she would abandon her bed to me.  I agreed
to her proposal, and she took me to a small closet where I found a
straw palliasse on four pieces of wood.

"Do you call this a bed, my child?"

"I have no other, sir."

"Then I do not want it, and you shall not have the crown."

"Did you intend undressing yourself?"

"Of course."

"What an idea!  There are no sheets."

"Do you sleep with your clothes on?"

"Oh, no!"

"Well, then, go to bed as usual, and you shall have the crown."

"Why?"

"I want to see you undressed."

"But you won't do anything to me?"

"Not the slightest thing."

She undressed, laid herself on her miserable straw bed, and covered
herself with an old curtain.  In that state, the impression made by
her dirty tatters disappeared, and I only saw a perfect beauty.  But
I wanted to see her entirely.  I tried to satisfy my wishes, she
opposed some resistance, but a double crown of six francs made her
obedient, and finding that her only fault was a complete absence of
cleanliness, I began to wash her with my own hands.

You will allow me, dear reader, to suppose that you possess a simple
and natural knowledge, namely, that admiration under such
circumstances is inseparable from another kind of approbation;
luckily, I found the young Morphi disposed to let me do all I
pleased, except the only thing for which I did not care!  She told me
candidly that she would not allow me to do that one thing, because in
her sister's estimation it was worth twenty-five louis.  I answered
that we would bargain on that capital point another time, but that we
would not touch it for the present.  Satisfied with what I said, all
the rest was at my disposal, and I found in her a talent which had
attained great perfection in spite of her precocity.

The young Helene faithfully handed to her sister the six francs I had
given her, and she told her the way in which she had earned them.
Before I left the house she told me that, as she was in want of
money, she felt disposed to make some abatement on the price of
twenty-five louis.  I answered with a laugh that I would see her
about it the next day.  I related the whole affair to Patu, who
accused me of exaggeration; and wishing to prove to him that I was a
real connoisseur of female beauty I insisted upon his seeing Helene
as I had seen her.  He agreed with me that the chisel of Praxiteles
had never carved anything more perfect.  As white as a lily, Helene
possessed all the beauties which nature and the art of the painter
can possibly combine.  The loveliness of her features was so heavenly
that it carried to the soul an indefinable sentiment of ecstacy, a
delightful calm.  She was fair, but her beautiful blue eyes equalled
the finest black eyes in brilliance.

I went to see her the next evening, and, not agreeing about the
price, I made a bargain with her sister to give her twelve francs
every time I paid her a visit, and it was agreed that we would occupy
her room until I should make up my mind to pay six hundred francs.
It was regular usury, but the Morphi came from a Greek race, and was
above prejudices.  I had no idea of giving such a large sum, because
I felt no wish to obtain what it would have procured me; what I
obtained was all I cared for.

The elder sister thought I was duped, for in two months I had paid
three hundred francs without having done anything, and she attributed
my reserve to avarice.  Avarice, indeed!  I took a fancy to possess a
painting of that beautiful body, and a German artist painted it for
me splendidly for six louis.  The position in which he painted it was
delightful.  She was lying on her stomach, her arms and her bosom
leaning on a pillow, and holding her head sideways as if she were
partly on the back.  The clever and tasteful artist had painted her
nether parts with so much skill and truth that no one could have
wished for anything more beautiful; I was delighted with that
portrait; it was a speaking likeness, and I wrote under it,
"O-Morphi," not a Homeric word, but a Greek one after all, and
meaning beautiful.

But who can anticipate the wonderful and secret decrees of destiny!
My friend Patu wished to have a copy of that portrait; one cannot
refuse such a slight service to a friend, and I gave an order for it
to the same painter.  But the artist, having been summoned to
Versailles, shewed that delightful painting with several others, and
M. de St.  Quentin found it so beautiful that he lost no time in
shewing it the king.  His Most Christian Majesty, a great connoisseur
in that line, wished to ascertain with his own eyes if the artist had
made a faithful copy; and in case the original should prove as
beautiful as the copy, the son of St. Louis knew very well what to do
with it.

M. de St. Quentin, the king's trusty friend, had the charge of that
important affair; it was his province: He enquired from the painter
whether the original could be brought to Versailles, and the artist,
not supposing there would be any difficulty, promised to attend to
it.

He therefore called on me to communicate the proposal; I thought it
was delightful, and I immediately told the sister, who jumped for
joy.  She set to work cleaning, washing and clothing the young
beauty, and two or three days after they went to Versailles with the
painter to see what could be done.  M. de St.  Quentin's valet,
having received his instructions from his master, took the two
females to a pavilion in the park, and the painter went to the hotel
to await the result of his negotiation.  Half an hour afterwards the
king entered the pavilion alone, asked the young O-Morphi if she was
a Greek woman, took the portrait out of his pocket, and after a
careful examination exclaimed,

"I have never seen a better likeness."

His majesty then sat down, took the young girl on his knees, bestowed
a few caresses on her, and having ascertained with his royal hand
that the fruit had not yet been plucked, he gave her a kiss.

O-Morphi was looking attentively at her master, and smiled.

"What are you laughing at?" said the king.

"I laugh because you and a crown of six francs are as like as two
peas."

That naivete made the king laugh heartily, and he asked her whether
she would like to remain in Versailles.

"That depends upon my sister," answered the child.

But the sister hastened to tell the king that she could not aspire to
a greater honour.  The king locked them up again in the pavilion and
went away, but in less than a quarter of an hour St. Quentin came to
fetch them, placed the young girl in an apartment under the care of a
female attendant, and with the sister he went to meet at the hotel
the German artist to whom he gave fifty Louis for the portrait, and
nothing to Morphi.  He only took her address, promising her that she
would soon hear from him; the next day she received one thousand
Louis.  The worthy German gave me twenty-five louis for my portrait,
with a promise to make a careful copy of the one I had given to Patu,
and he offered to paint for me gratuitously the likeness of every
girl of whom I might wish to keep a portrait.

I enjoyed heartily the pleasure of the good Fleeting, when she found
herself in possession of the thousand gold pieces which she had
received.  Seeing herself rich, and considering me as the author of
her fortune, she did not know how to shew me her gratitude.

The young and lovely O-Morphi--for the king always called her by that
name--pleased the sovereign by her simplicity and her pretty ways
more even than by her rare beauty--the most perfect, the most
regular, I recollect to have ever seen.  He placed her in one of the
apartments of his Parc-dux-cerfs--the voluptuous monarch's harem, in
which no one could get admittance except the ladies presented at the
court.  At the end of one year she gave birth to a son who went, like
so many others, God knows where! for as long as Queen Mary lived no
one ever knew what became of the natural children of Louis XV.

O-Morphi fell into disgrace at the end of three years, but the king,
as he sent her away, ordered her to receive a sum of four hundred
thousand francs which she brought as a dowry to an officer from
Britanny.  In 1783, happening to be in Fontainebleau, I made the
acquaintance of a charming young man of twenty-five, the offspring of
that marriage and the living portrait of his mother, of the history
of whom he had not the slightest knowledge, and I thought it my duty
not to enlighten him.  I wrote my name on his tablets, and I begged
him to present my compliments to his mother.

A wicked trick of Madame de Valentinois, sister-in-law of the Prince
of Monaco, was the cause of O-Morphi's disgrace.  That lady, who was
well known in Paris, told her one day that, if she wished to make the
king very merry, she had only to ask him how he treated his old wife.
Too simple to guess the snare thus laid out for her, O-Morphi
actually asked that impertinent question; but Louis XV. gave her a
look of fury, and exclaimed,

"Miserable wretch! who taught you to address me that question?"

The poor O-Morphi, almost dead with fright, threw herself on her
knees, and confessed the truth.

The king left her and never would see her again.  The Countess de
Valentinois was exiled for two years from the court.  Louis XV., who
knew how wrongly he was behaving towards his wife as a husband, would
not deserve any reproach at her hands as a king, and woe to anyone
who forgot the respect due to the queen!

The French are undoubtedly the most witty people in Europe, and
perhaps in the whole world, but Paris is, all the same, the city for
impostors and quacks to make a fortune.  When their knavery is found
out people turn it into a joke and laugh, but in the midst of the
merriment another mountebank makes his appearance, who does something
more wonderful than those who preceded him, and he makes his fortune,
whilst the scoffing of the people is in abeyance.  It is the
unquestionable effects of the power which fashion has over that
amiable, clever, and lively nation.  If anything is astonishing, no
matter how extravagant it may be, the crowd is sure to welcome it
greedily, for anyone would be afraid of being taken for a fool if he
should exclaim, "It is impossible!"  Physicians are, perhaps, the
only men in France who know that an infinite gulf yawns between the
will and the deed, whilst in Italy it is an axiom known to everybody;
but I do not mean to say that the Italians are superior to the
French.

A certain painter met with great success for some time by announcing
a thing which was an impossibility--namely, by pretending that he
could take a portrait of a person without seeing the individual, and
only from the description given.  But he wanted the description to be
thoroughly accurate.  The result of it was that the portrait did
greater honour to the person who gave the description than--to the
painter himself, but at the same time the informer found himself
under the obligation of finding the likeness very good; otherwise the
artist alleged the most legitimate excuse, and said that if the
likeness was not perfect the fault was to be ascribed to the person
who had given an imperfect description.

One evening I was taking supper at Silvia's when one of the guests
spoke of that wonderful new artist, without laughing, and with every
appearance of believing the whole affair.

"That painter," added he, "has already painted more than one hundred
portraits, and they are all perfect likenesses."

Everybody was of the same opinion; it was splendid.  I was the only
one who, laughing heartily, took the liberty of saying it was absurd
and impossible.  The gentleman who had brought the wonderful news,
feeling angry, proposed a wager of one hundred louis.  I laughed all
the more because his offer could not be accepted unless I exposed
myself to being made a dupe.

"But the portraits are all admirable likenesses."

"I do not believe it, or if they are then there must be cheating
somewhere."

But the gentleman, being bent upon convincing Silvia and me--for she
had taken my part proposed to make us dine with the artist; and we
accepted.

The next day we called upon the painter, where we saw a quantity of
portraits, all of which the artist claimed to be speaking likenesses;
as we did not know the persons whom they represented we could not
deny his claim.

"Sir," said Silvia to the artist, "could you paint the likeness of my
daughter without seeing her?"

"Yes, madam, if you are certain of giving me an exact description of
the expression of her features."

We exchanged a glance, and no more was said about it.  The painter
told us that supper was his favourite meal, and that he would be
delighted if we would often give him the pleasure of our company.
Like all quacks, he possessed an immense quantity of letters and
testimonials from Bordeaux, Toulouse, Lyons, Rouen, etc., which paid
the highest compliments to the perfection of his portraits, or gave
descriptions for new pictures ordered from him.  His portraits, by
the way, had to be paid for in advance.

Two or three days afterwards I met his pretty niece, who obligingly
upbraided me for not having yet availed myself of her uncle's
invitation to supper; the niece was a dainty morsel worthy of a king,
and, her reproaches being very flattering to my vanity I promised I
would come the next day.  In less than a week it turned out a serious
engagement.  I fell in love with the interesting niece, who, being
full of wit and well disposed to enjoy herself, had no love for me,
and granted me no favour.  I hoped, and, feeling that I was caught, I
felt it was the only thing I could do.

One day that I was alone in my room, drinking my coffee and thinking
of her, the door was suddenly opened without anyone being announced,
and a young man came in.  I did not recollect him, but, without
giving me time to ask any questions, he said to me,

"Sir, I have had the honour of meeting you at the supper-table of M.
Samson, the painter."

"Ah!  yes; I beg you to excuse me, sir, I did not at first recollect
you."

"It is natural, for your eyes are always on Mdlle. Samson."

"Very likely, but you must admit that she is a charming creature."

"I have no difficulty whatever in agreeing with you; to my misery, I
know it but too well."

"You are in love with her?"

"Alas, yes!  and I say, again, to my misery."

"To your misery?  But why, do not you gain her love?"

"That is the very thing I have been striving for since last year, and
I was beginning to have some hope when your arrival has reduced me to
despair."

"I have reduced you to despair?"

"Yes, sir."

"I am very sorry, but I cannot help it."

"You could easily help it; and, if you would allow me, I could
suggest to you the way in which you could greatly oblige me."

"Speak candidly."

"You might never put your foot in the house again."

"That is a rather singular proposal, but I agree that it is truly the
only thing I can do if I have a real wish to oblige you.  Do you
think, however, that in that case you would succeed in gaining her
affection?"

"Then it will be my business to succeed.  Do not go there again, and
I will take care of the rest."

"I might render you that very great service; but you must confess
that you must have a singular opinion of me to suppose that I am a
man to do such a thing."

"Yes, sir, I admit that it may appear singular; but I take you for a
man of great sense and sound intellect, and after considering the
subject deeply I have thought that you would put yourself in my
place; that you would not wish to make me miserable, or to expose
your own life for a young girl who can have inspired you with but a
passing fancy, whilst my only wish is to secure the happiness or the
misery of my life, whichever it may prove, by uniting her existence
with mine."

"But suppose that I should intend, like you, to ask her in marriage?"

"Then we should both be worthy of pity, and one of us would have
ceased to exist before the other obtained her, for as long as I shall
live Mdlle. Samson shall not be the wife of another."

This young man, well-made, pale, grave, as cold as a piece of marble,
madly in love, who, in his reason mixed with utter despair, came to
speak to me in such a manner with the most surprising calm, made me
pause and consider.  Undoubtedly I was not afraid, but although in
love with Mdlle. Samson I did not feel my passion sufficiently strong
to cut the throat of a man for the sake of her beautiful eyes, or to
lose my own life to defend my budding affection.  Without answering
the young man, I began to pace up and down my room, and for a quarter
of an hour I weighed the following question which I put to myself:
Which decision will appear more manly in the eyes of my rival and
will win my own esteem to the deeper degree, namely-to accept coolly
his offer to cut one another's throats, or to allay his anxiety by
withdrawing from the field with dignity?

Pride whispered, Fight; Reason said, Compel thy rival to acknowledge
thee a wiser man than he is.

"What would you think of me, sir," I said to him, with an air of
decision, "if I consented to give up my visits to Mdlle. Samson?"

"I would think that you had pity on a miserable man, and I say that
in that case you will ever find me ready to shed the last drop of my
blood to prove my deep gratitude."

"Who are you?"

"My name is Garnier, I am the only son of M. Garnier, wine merchant
in the Rue de Seine."

"Well, M.  Gamier, I will never again call on Mdlle. Samson.  Let us
be friends."

"Until death.  Farewell, sir."

"Adieu, be happy!"

Patu came in five minutes after Garnier had left me: I related the
adventure to him, and he thought I was a hero.

"I would have acted as you have done," he observed, "but I would not
have acted like Garnier."

It was about that time that the Count de Melfort, colonel of the
Orleans regiment, entreated me through Camille, Coraline's sister, to
answer two questions by means of my cabalism.  I gave two answers
very vague, yet meaning a great deal; I put them under a sealed
envelope and gave them to Camille, who asked me the next day to
accompany her to a place which she said she could not name to me.
I followed her; she took me to the Palais-Royal, and then, through a
narrow staircase, to the apartments of the Duchess de Chartres.
I waited about a quarter of an hour, at the end of which time the
duchess came in and loaded Camille with caresses for having brought
me.  Then addressing herself to me, she told me, with dignity yet
very graciously, the difficulty she experienced in understanding the
answers I had sent and which she was holding in her hand.  At first I
expressed some perplexity at the questions having emanated from her
royal highness, and I told her afterwards that I understood cabalism,
but that I could not interpret the meaning of the answers obtained
through it, and that her highness must ask new questions likely to
render the answers easier to be understood.  She wrote down all she
could not make out and all she wanted to know.

"Madam, you must be kind enough to divide the questions, for the
cabalistic oracle never answers two questions at the same time."

"Well, then, prepare the questions yourself."

"Your highness will excuse me, but every word must be written with
your own hand.  Recollect, madam, that you will address yourself to a
superior intelligence knowing all your secrets"

She began to write, and asked seven or eight questions.  She read
them over carefully, and said, with a face beaming with noble
confidence,

"Sir, I wish to be certain that no one shall ever know what I have
just written."

"Your highness may rely on my honour."

I read attentively, and I saw that her wish for secrecy was
reasonable, and that if I put the questions in my pocket I should run
the risk of losing them and implicating myself.

"I only require three hours to complete my task," I said to the
duchess, "and I wish your highness to feel no anxiety.  If you have
any other engagement you can leave me here alone, provided I am not
disturbed by anybody.  When it is completed, I will put it all in a
sealed envelope; I only want your highness to tell me to whom I must
deliver the parcel."

"Either to me or to Madame de Polignac, if you know her."

"Yes, madam, I have the honour to know her."

The duchess handed me a small tinder-box to enable me to light a wax-
candle, and she went away with Camille.  I remained alone locked up
in the room, and at the end of three hours, just as I had completed
my task, Madame de Polignac came for the parcel and I left the
palace.

The Duchess de Chartres, daughter of the Prince of Conti, was twenty-
six years of age.  She was endowed with that particular sort of wit
which renders a woman adorable.  She was lively, above the prejudices
of rank, cheerful, full of jest, a lover of pleasure, which she
preferred to a long life.  "Short and sweet," were the words she had
constantly on her lips.  She was pretty but she stood badly, and used
to laugh at Marcel, the teacher of graceful deportment, who wanted to
correct her awkward bearing.  She kept her head bent forward and her
feet turned inside when dancing; yet she was a charming dancer.
Unfortunately her face was covered with pimples, which injured her
beauty very greatly.  Her physicians thought that they were caused by
a disease of the liver, but they came from impurity of the blood,
which at last killed her, and from which she suffered throughout her
life.

The questions she had asked from my oracle related to affairs
connected with her heart, and she wished likewise to know how she
could get rid of the blotches which disfigured her.  My answers were
rather obscure in such matters as I was not specially acquainted
with, but they were very clear concerning her disease, and my oracle
became precious and necessary to her highness.

The next day, after dinner, Camille wrote me a note, as I expected,
requesting me to give up all other engagements in order to present
myself at five o'clock at the Palais-Royal, in the same room in which
the duchess had already received me the day before.  I was punctual.

An elderly valet de chambre, who was waiting for me, immediately went
to give notice of my arrival, and five minutes after the charming
princess made her appearance.  After addressing me in a very
complimentary manner, she drew all my answers from her pocket, and
enquired whether I had any pressing engagements.

"Your highness may be certain that I shall never have any more
important business than to attend to your wishes."

"Very well; I do not intend to go out, and we can work."

She then shewed me all the questions which she had already prepared
on different subjects, and particularly those relating to the cure of
her pimples.  One circumstance had contributed to render my oracle
precious to her, because nobody could possibly know it, and I had
guessed it.  Had I not done so, I daresay it would have been all the
same.  I had laboured myself under the same disease, and I was enough
of a physician to be aware that to attempt the cure of a cutaneous
disease by active remedies might kill the patient.

I had already answered that she could not get rid of the pimples on
her face in less than a week, but that a year of diet would be
necessary to effect a radical cure.

We spent three hours in ascertaining what she was to do, and,
believing implicitly in the power and in the science of the oracle,
she undertook to follow faithfully everything ordered.  Within one
week all the ugly pimples had entirely disappeared.

I took care to purge her slightly; I prescribed every day what she
was to eat, and forbade the use of all cosmetics; I only advised her
to wash herself morning and evening with plantain water.  The modest
oracle told the princess to make use of the same water for her
ablutions of every part of her body where she desired to obtain the
same result, and she obeyed the prescription religiously.

I went to the opera on purpose on the day when the duchess shewed
herself there with a smooth and rosy shin.  After the opera, she took
a walk in the great alley of the Palais-Royal, followed by the ladies
of her suite and flattered by everybody.  She saw me, and honoured me
with a smile.  I was truly happy.  Camille, Madame de Polignac, and
M. de Melfort were the only persons who knew that I was the oracle of
the duchess, and I enjoyed my success.  But the next day a few
pimples reappeared on her beautiful complexion, and I received an
order to repair at once to the Palais-Royal.

The valet, who did not know me, shewed me into a delightful boudoir
near a closet in which there was a bath.  The duchess came in; she
looked sad, for she had several small pimples on the forehead and the
chin.  She held in her hand a question for the oracle, and as it was
only a short one I thought it would give her the pleasure of finding
the answer by herself.  The numbers translated by the princess
reproached her with having transgressed the regimen prescribed; she
confessed to having drunk some liquors and eaten some ham; but she
was astounded at having found that answer herself, and she could not
understand how such an answer could result from an agglomeration of
numbers.  At that moment, one of her women came in to whisper a few
words to her; she told her to wait outside, and turning towards me,
she said,

"Have you any objection to seeing one of your friends who is as
delicate as discreet?"

With these words, she hastily concealed in her pocket all the papers
which did not relate to her disease; then she called out.

A man entered the room, whom I took for a stableboy; it was M. de
Melfort.

"See," said the princess to him, "M. Casanova has taught me the
cabalistic science."

And she shewed him the answer she had obtained herself.  The count
could not believe it.

"Well," said the duchess to me, "we must convince him.  What shall I
ask?"

"Anything your highness chooses."

She considered for one instant, and, drawing from her pocket a small
ivory box, she wrote, "Tell me why this pomatum has no longer any
effect"

She formed the pyramid, the columns, and the key, as I had taught
her, and as she was ready to get the answer, I told her how to make
the additions and subtractions which seem to come from the numbers,
but which in reality are only arbitrary; then I told her to interpret
the numbers in letters, and I left the room under some pretext.  I
came back when I thought that she had completed her translation, and
I found her wrapped in amazement.

"Ah, sir!" she exclaimed, "what an answer!"

"Perhaps it is not the right one; but that will sometimes happen,
madam."

"Not the right one, sir?  It is divine!  Here it is: That pomatum has
no effect upon the skin of a woman who has been a mother."

"I do not see anything extraordinary in that answer, madam."

"Very likely, sir, but it is because you do not know that the pomatum
in question was given to me five years ago by the Abbe de Brosses; it
cured me at that time, but it was ten months before the birth of the
Duke de Montpensier.  I would give anything in the world to be
thoroughly acquainted with that sublime cabalistic science."

"What!" said the count, "is it the pomatum the history of which I
know?"

"Precisely."

"It is astonishing."

"I wish to ask one more question concerning a woman the name of whom
I would rather not give."

"Say the woman whom I have in my thoughts."

She then asked this question: "What disease is that woman suffering
from?" She made the calculation, and the answer which I made her
bring forth was this: "She wants to deceive her husband."  This time
the duchess fairly screamed with astonishment.

It was getting very late, and I was preparing to take leave, when M.
de Melfort, who was speaking to her highness, told me that we might
go together.  When we were out, he told me that the cabalistic answer
concerning the pomatum was truly wonderful.  This was the history of
it:

"The duchess, pretty as you see her now, had her face so fearfully
covered with pimples that the duke, thoroughly disgusted, had not the
courage to come near her to enjoy his rights as a husband, and the
poor princess was pining with useless longing to become a mother.
The Abbe de Brosses cured her with that pomatum, and her beautiful
face having entirely recovered it original bloom she made her
appearance at the Theatre Francais, in the queen's box.  The Duke de
Chartres, not knowing that his wife had gone to the theatre, where
she went but very seldom, was in the king's box.  He did not
recognize the duchess, but thinking her very handsome he enquired who
she was, and when he was told he would not believe it; he left the
royal box, went to his wife, complimented her, and announced his
visit for the very same night.  The result of that visit was, nine
months afterwards, the birth of the Duke of Montpensier, who is now
five years old and enjoys excellent health.  During the whole of her
pregnancy the duchess kept her face smooth and blooming, but
immediately after her delivery the pimples reappeared, and the
pomatum remained without any effect."

As he concluded his explanation, the count offered me a tortoise-
shell box with a very good likeness of her royal highness, and said,

"The duchess begs your acceptance of this portrait, and, in case you
would like to have it set she wishes you to make use of this for that
purpose."

It was a purse of one hundred Louis.  I accepted both, and entreated
the count to offer the expressions of my profound gratitude to her
highness.  I never had the portrait mounted, for I was then in want
of money for some other purpose.

After that, the duchess did me the honour of sending for me several
times; but her cure remained altogether out of the question; she
could not make up her mind to follow a regular diet.  She would
sometimes keep me at work for five or six hours, now in one corner,
now in another, going in and out herself all the time, and having
either dinner or supper brought to me by the old valet, who never
uttered a word.

Her questions to the oracle alluded only to secret affairs which she
was curious to know, and she often found truths with which I was not
myself acquainted, through the answers.  She wished me to teach her
the cabalistic science, but she never pressed her wish upon me.  She,
however, commissioned M. de Melfort to tell me that, if I would teach
her, she would get me an appointment with an income of twenty-five
thousand francs.  Alas! it was impossible!  I was madly in love with
her, but I would not for the world have allowed her to guess my
feelings.  My pride was the corrective of my love.  I was afraid of
her haughtiness humiliating me, and perhaps I was wrong.  All I know
is that I even now repent of having listened to a foolish pride.  It
is true that I enjoyed certain privileges which she might have
refused me if she had known my love.

One day she wished my oracle to tell her whether it was possible to
cure a cancer which Madame de la Popeliniere had in the breast; I
took it in my head to answer that the lady alluded to had no cancer,
and was enjoying excellent health.

"How is that?" said the duchess; "everyone in Paris believes her to
be suffering from a cancer, and she has consultation upon
consultation.  Yet I have faith in the oracle."

Soon afterwards, seeing the Duke de Richelieu at the court, she told
him she was certain that Madame de la Popeliniere was not ill.  The
marshal, who knew the secret, told her that she was mistaken; but she
proposed a wager of a hundred thousand francs.  I trembled when the
duchess related the conversation to me.

"Has he accepted your wages?" I enquired, anxiously.

"No; he seemed surprised; you are aware that he ought to know the
truth."

Three or four days after that conversation, the duchess told me
triumphantly that M. de Richelieu had confessed to her that the
cancer was only a ruse to excite the pity of her husband, with whom
Madame de la Popeliniere wanted to live again on good terms; she
added that the marshal had expressed his willingness to pay one
thousand Louis to know how she had discovered the truth.

"If you wish to earn that sum," said the duchess to me, "I will tell
him all about it."

But I was afraid of a snare; I knew the temper of the marshal, and
the story of the hole in the wall through which he introduced himself
into that lady's apartment, was the talk of all Paris.  M. de la
Popeliniere himself had made the adventure more public by refusing to
live with his wife, to whom he paid an income of twelve thousand
francs.

The Duchess de Chartres had written some charming poetry on that
amusing affair; but out of her own coterie no one knew it except the
king, who was fond of the princess, although she was in the habit of
scoffing at him.  One day, for instance, she asked him whether it was
true that the king of Prussia was expected in Paris.  Louis XV.
having answered that it was an idle rumour,

"I am very sorry," she said, "for I am longing to see a king."

My brother had completed several pictures and having decided on
presenting one to M. de Marigny, we repaired one morning to the
apartment of that nobleman, who lived in the Louvre, where all the
artists were in the habit of paying their court to him.  We were
shewn into a hall adjoining his private apartment, and having arrived
early we waited for M. de Marigny.  My brother's picture was exposed
there; it was a battle piece in the style of Bourguignon.

The first person who passed through the room stopped before the
picture, examined it attentively, and moved on, evidently thinking
that it was a poor painting; a moment afterwards two more persons
came in, looked at the picture, smiled, and said,

"That's the work of a beginner."

I glanced at my brother, who was seated near me; he was in a fever.
In less than a quarter of an hour the room was full of people, and
the unfortunate picture was the butt of everybody's laughter.  My
poor brother felt almost dying, and thanked his stars that no one
knew him personally.

The state of his mind was such that I heartily pitied him; I rose
with the intention of going to some other room, and to console him I
told him that M. de Marigny would soon come, and that his approbation
of the picture would avenge him for the insults of the crowd.
Fortunately, this was not my brother's opinion; we left the room
hurriedly, took a coach, went home, and sent our servant to fetch
back the painting.  As soon as it had been brought back my brother
made a battle of it in real earnest, for he cut it up with a sword
into twenty pieces.  He made up his mind to settle his affairs in
Paris immediately, and to go somewhere else to study an art which he
loved to idolatry; we resolved on going to Dresden together.

Two or three days before leaving the delightful city of Paris I dined
alone at the house of the gate-keeper of the Tuileries; his name was
Conde.  After dinner his wife, a rather pretty woman, presented me
the bill, on which every item was reckoned at double its value.  I
pointed it out to her, but she answered very curtly that she could
not abate one sou.  I paid, and as the bill was receipted with the
words 'femme Conde', I took the pen and to the word 'Conde' I added
'labre', and I went away leaving the bill on the table.

I was taking a walk in the Tuileries, not thinking any more of my
female extortioner, when a small man, with his hat cocked on one side
of his head and a large nosegay in his button-hole, and sporting a
long sword, swaggered up to me and informed me, without any further
explanation, that he had a fancy to cut my throat.

"But, my small specimen of humanity," I said, "you would require to
jump on a chair to reach my throat.  I will cut your ears."

"Sacre bleu, monsieur!"

"No vulgar passion, my dear sir; follow me; you shall soon be
satisfied."

I walked rapidly towards the Porte de l'Etoile, where, seeing that
the place was deserted, I abruptly asked the fellow what he wanted,
and why he had attacked me.

"I am the Chevalier de Talvis," he answered.  "You have insulted an
honest woman who is under my protection; unsheath!"

With these words he drew his long sword; I unsheathed mine; after a
minute or two I lunged rapidly, and wounded him in the breast.  He
jumped backward, exclaiming that I had wounded him treacherously.

"You lie, you rascally mannikin!  acknowledge it, or I thrust my
sword through your miserable body."

"You will not do it, for I am wounded; but I insist upon having my
revenge, and we will leave the decision of this to competent judges."

"Miserable wrangler, wretched fighter, if you are not satisfied, I
will cut off your ears!"

I left him there, satisfied that I had acted according to the laws of
the duello, for he had drawn his sword before me, and if he had not
been skilful enough to cover himself in good time, it was not, of
course, my business to teach him.  Towards the middle of August I
left Paris with my brother.  I had made a stay of two years in that
city, the best in the world.  I had enjoyed myself greatly, and had
met with no unpleasantness except that I had been now and then short
of money.  We went through Metz, Mayence, and Frankfort, and arrived
in Dresden at the end of the same month.  My mother offered us the
most affectionate welcome, and was delighted to see us again.  My
brother remained four years in that pleasant city, constantly engaged
in the study of his art, and copying all the fine paintings of
battles by the great masters in the celebrated Electoral Gallery.

He went back to Paris only when he felt certain that he could set
criticism at defiance; I shall say hereafter how it was that we both
reached that city about the same time.  But before that period, dear,
reader, you will see what good and adverse fortune did for or against
me.

My life in Dresden until the end of the carnival in 1753 does not
offer any extraordinary adventure.  To please the actors, and
especially my mother, I wrote a kind of melodrama, in which I brought
out two harlequins.  It was a parody of the 'Freres Ennemis', by
Racine.  The king was highly amused at the comic fancies which filled
my play, and he made me a beautiful present.  The king was grand and
generous, and these qualities found a ready echo in the breast of the
famous Count de Bruhl.  I left Dresden soon after that, bidding adieu
to my mother, to my brother Francois, and to my sister, then the wife
of Pierre Auguste, chief player of the harpsichord at the Court, who
died two years ago, leaving his widow and family in comfortable
circumstances.

My stay in Dresden was marked by an amorous souvenir of which I got
rid, as in previous similar circumstances, by a diet of six weeks.  I
have often remarked that the greatest part of my life was spent in
trying to make myself ill, and when I had succeeded, in trying to
recover my health.  I have met with equal success in both things; and
now that I enjoy excellent health in that line, I am very sorry to be
physically unable to make myself ill again; but age, that cruel and
unavoidable disease, compels me to be in good health in spite of
myself.  The illness I allude to, which the Italians call 'mal
francais', although we might claim the honour of its first
importation, does not shorten life, but it leaves indelible marks on
the face.  Those scars, less honourable perhaps than those which are
won in the service of Mars, being obtained through pleasure, ought
not to leave any regret behind.

In Dresden I had frequent opportunities of seeing the king, who was
very fond of the Count de Bruhl, his minister, because that favourite
possessed the double secret of shewing himself more extravagant even
than his master, and of indulging all his whims.

Never was a monarch a greater enemy to economy; he laughed heartily
when he was plundered and he spent a great deal in order to have
occasion to laugh often.  As he had not sufficient wit to amuse
himself with the follies of other kings and with the absurdities of
humankind, he kept four buffoons, who are called fools in Germany,
although these degraded beings are generally more witty than their
masters.  The province of those jesters is to make their owner laugh
by all sorts of jokes which are usually nothing but disgusting
tricks, or low, impertinent jests.

Yet these professional buffoons sometimes captivate the mind of their
master to such an extent that they obtain from him very important
favours in behalf of the persons they protect, and the consequence is
that they are often courted by the highest families.  Where is the
man who will not debase himself if he be in want?  Does not Agamemnon
say, in Homer, that in such a case man must necessarily be guilty of
meanness?  And Agamemnon and Homer lived long before our time!  It
evidently proves that men are at all times moved by the same motive-
namely, self-interest.

It is wrong to say that the Count de Bruhl was the ruin of Saxony,
for he was only the faithful minister of his royal master's
inclinations.  His children are poor, and justify their father's
conduct.

The court at Dresden was at that time the most brilliant in Europe;
the fine arts flourished, but there was no gallantry, for King
Augustus had no inclination for the fair sex, and the Saxons were not
of a nature to be thus inclined unless the example was set by their
sovereign.

At my arrival in Prague, where I did not intend to stop, I delivered
a letter I had for Locatelli, manager of the opera, and went to pay a
visit to Madame Morelli, an old acquaintance, for whom I had great
affection, and for two or three days she supplied all the wants of my
heart.

As I was on the point of leaving Prague, I met in the street my
friend Fabris, who had become a colonel, and he insisted upon my
dining with him.  After 'embracing him, I represented to him, but in
vain, that I had made all my arrangements to go away immediately.

"You will go this evening," he said, "with a friend of mine, and you
will catch the coach."

I had to give way, and I was delighted to have done so, for the
remainder of the day passed in the most agreeable manner.  Fabris was
longing for war, and his wishes were gratified two years afterwards;
he covered himself with glory.

I must say one word about Locatelli, who was an original character
well worthy to be known.  He took his meals every day at a table laid
out for thirty persons, and the guests were his actors, actresses,
dancers of both sexes, and a few friends.  He did the honours of his
well-supplied board nobly, and his real passion was good living.  I
shall have occasion to mention him again at the time of my journey to
St. Petersburg, where I met him, and where he died only lately at the
age of ninety.




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MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
TO PARIS AND PRISON, Volume 2b--VENICE


THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR
MACHEN TO WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED
BY ARTHUR SYMONS.




VENICE


CHAPTER X

My Stay in Vienna--Joseph II--My Departure for Venice


Arrived, for the first time, in the capital of Austria, at the age of
eight-and-twenty, well provided with clothes, but rather short of
money--a circumstance which made it necessary for me to curtail my
expenses until the arrival of the proceeds of a letter of exchange
which I had drawn upon M. de Bragadin.  The only letter of
recommendation I had was from the poet Migliavacca, of Dresden,
addressed to the illustrious Abbe Metastasio, whom I wished ardently
to know.  I delivered the letter the day after my arrival, and in one
hour of conversation I found him more learned than I should have
supposed from his works.  Besides, Metastasio was so modest that at
first I did not think that modesty natural, but it was not long
before I discovered that it was genuine, for when he recited
something of his own composition, he was the first to call the
attention of his hearers to the important parts or to the fine
passages with as much simplicity as he would remark the weak ones.
I spoke to him of his tutor Gravina, and as we were on that subject
he recited to me five or six stanzas which he had written on his
death, and which had not been printed.  Moved by the remembrance of
his friend, and by the sad beauty of his own poetry, his eyes were
filled with tears, and when he had done reciting the stanzas he said,
in a tone of touching simplicity,'Ditemi il vero, si puo air meglio'?

I answered that he alone had the right to believe it impossible.
I then asked him whether he had to work a great deal to compose his
beautiful poetry; he shewed me four or five pages which he had
covered with erasures and words crossed and scratched out only
because he had wished to bring fourteen lines to perfection, and he
assured me that he had never been able to compose more than that
number in one day.  He confirmed my knowledge of a truth which I had
found out before, namely, that the very lines which most readers
believe to have flowed easily from the poet's pen are generally those
which he has had the greatest difficulty in composing.

"Which of your operas," I enquired, "do you like best?"

"'Attilio Regolo; ma questo non vuol gia dire che sia il megliore'."

"All your works have been translated in Paris into French prose, but
the publisher was ruined, for it is not possible to read them, and it
proves the elevation and the power of your poetry."

"Several years ago, another foolish publisher ruined himself by a
translation into French prose of the splendid poetry of Ariosto.
I laugh at those who maintain that poetry can be translated into
prose."

"I am of your opinion."

"And you are right."

He told me that he had never written an arietta without composing the
music of it himself, but that as a general rule he never shewed his
music to anyone.

"The French," he added, "entertain the very strange belief that it is
possible to adapt poetry to music already composed."

And he made on that subject this very philosophical remark:

"You might just as well say to a sculptor, 'Here is a piece of
marble, make a Venus, and let her expression be shewn before the
features are chiselled.'"

I went to the Imperial Library, and was much surprised to meet De la
Haye in the company of two Poles, and a young Venetian whom his
father had entrusted to him to complete his education.  I believed
him to be in Poland, and as the meeting recalled interesting
recollections I was pleased to see him.  I embraced him repeatedly
with real pleasure.

He told me that he was in Vienna on business, and that he would go to
Venice during the summer.  We paid one another several visits, and
hearing that I was rather short of money he lent me fifty ducats,
which I returned a short time after.  He told me that Bavois was
already lieutenant-colonel in the Venetian army, and the news
afforded me great pleasure.  He had been fortunate enough to be
appointed adjutant-general by M. Morosini, who, after his return from
his embassy in France, had made him Commissary of the Borders.  I was
delighted to hear of the happiness and success of two men who
certainly could not help acknowledging me as the original cause of
their good fortune.  In Vienna I acquired the certainty of De la Haye
being a Jesuit, but he would not let anyone allude to the subject.

Not knowing where to go, and longing for some recreation, I went to
the rehearsal of the opera which was to be performed after Easter,
and met Bodin, the first dancer, who had married the handsome
Jeoffroi, whom I had seen in Turin.  I likewise met in the same place
Campioni, the husband of the beautiful Ancilla.  He told me that he
had been compelled to apply for a divorce because she dishonoured him
too publicly.  Campioni was at the same time a great dancer and a
great gambler.  I took up my lodgings with him.

In Vienna everything is beautiful; money was then very plentiful, and
luxury very great; but the severity of the empress made the worship
of Venus difficult, particularly for strangers.  A legion of vile
spies, who were decorated with the fine title of Commissaries of
Chastity, were the merciless tormentors of all the girls.  The
empress did not practise the sublime virtue of tolerance for what is
called illegitimate love, and in her excessive devotion she thought
that her persecutions of the most natural inclinations in man and
woman were very agreeable to God.  Holding in her imperial hands the
register of cardinal sins, she fancied that she could be indulgent
for six of them, and keep all her severity for the seventh, lewdness,
which in her estimation could not be forgiven.

"One can ignore pride," she would say, "for dignity wears the same
garb.  Avarice is fearful, it is true; but one might be mistaken
about it, because it is often very like economy.  As for anger, it is
a murderous disease in its excess, but murder is punishable with
death.  Gluttony is sometimes nothing but epicurism, and religion
does not forbid that sin; for in good company it is held a valuable
quality; besides, it blends itself with appetite, and so much the
worse for those who die of indigestion.  Envy is a low passion which
no one ever avows; to punish it in any other way than by its own
corroding venom, I would have to torture everybody at Court; and
weariness is the punishment of sloth.  But lust is a different thing
altogether; my chaste soul could not forgive such a sin, and I
declare open war against it.  My subjects are at liberty to think
women handsome as much as they please; women may do all in their
power to appear beautiful; people may entertain each other as they
like, because I cannot forbid conversation; but they shall not
gratify desires on which the preservation of the human race depends,
unless it is in the holy state of legal marriage.  Therefore, all the
miserable creatures who live by the barter of their caresses and of
the charms given to them by nature shall be sent to Temeswar.  I am
aware that in Rome people are very indulgent on that point, and that,
in order to prevent another greater crime (which is not prevented),
every cardinal has one or more mistresses, but in Rome the climate
requires certain concessions which are not necessary here, where the
bottle and the pipe replace all pleasures.  (She might have added,
and the table, for the Austrians are known to be terrible eaters.)

"I will have no indulgence either for domestic disorders, for the
moment I hear that a wife is unfaithful to her husband, I will have
her locked up, in spite of all, in spite of the generally received
opinion that the husband is the real judge and master of his wife;
that privilege cannot be granted in my kingdom where husbands are by
far too indifferent on that subject.  Fanatic husbands may complain
as much as they please that I dishonour them by punishing their
wives; they are dishonoured already by the fact of the woman's
infidelity."

"But, madam, dishonour rises in reality only from the fact of
infidelity being made public; besides, you might be deceived,
although you are empress."

"I know that, but that is no business of yours, and I do not grant
you the right of contradicting me."

Such is the way in which Maria Teresa would have argued, and
notwithstanding the principle of virtue from which her argument had
originated, it had ultimately given birth to all the infamous deeds
which her executioners, the Commissaries of Chastity, committed with
impunity under her name.  At every hour of the day, in all the
streets of Vienna, they carried off and took to prison the poor girls
who happened to live alone, and very often went out only to earn an
honest living.  I should like to know how it was possible to know
that a girl was going to some man to get from him consolations for
her miserable position, or that she was in search of someone disposed
to offer her those consolations?  Indeed, it was difficult.  A spy
would follow them at a distance.  The police department kept a crowd
of those spies, and as the scoundrels wore no particular uniform, it
was impossible to know them; as a natural consequence, there was a
general distrust of all strangers.  If a girl entered a house, the
spy who had followed her, waited for her, stopped her as she came
out, and subjected her to an interrogatory.  If the poor creature
looked uneasy, if she hesitated in answering in such a way as to
satisfy the spy, the fellow would take her to prison; in all cases
beginning by plundering her of whatever money or jewellery she
carried about her person, and the restitution of which could never be
obtained.  Vienna was, in that respect a true den of privileged
thieves.  It happened to me one day in Leopoldstadt that in the midst
of some tumult a girl slipped in my hand a gold watch to secure it
from the clutches of a police-spy who was pressing upon her to take
her up.  I did not know the poor girl, whom I was fortunate enough to
see again one month afterwards.  She was pretty, and she had been
compelled to more than one sacrifice in order to obtain her liberty.
I was glad to be able to hand her watch back to her, and although she
was well worthy of a man's attention I did not ask her for anything
to reward my faithfulness.  The only way in which girls could walk
unmolested in the streets was to go about with their head bent down
with beads in hand, for in that case the disgusting brood of spies
dared not arrest them, because they might be on their way to church,
and Maria Teresa would certainly have sent to the gallows the spy
guilty of such a mistake.

Those low villains rendered a stay in Vienna very unpleasant to
foreigners, and it was a matter of the greatest difficulty to gratify
the slightest natural want without running the risk of being annoyed.
One day as I was standing close to the wall in a narrow street, I was
much astonished at hearing myself rudely addressed by a scoundrel
with a round wig, who told me that, if I did not go somewhere else to
finish what I had begun, he would have me arrested!

"And why, if you please?"

"Because, on your left, there is a woman who can see you."

I lifted up my head, and I saw on the fourth story, a woman who, with
the telescope she had applied to her eye, could have told whether I
was a Jew or a Christian.  I obeyed, laughing heartily, and related
the adventure everywhere; but no one was astonished, because the same
thing happened over and over again every day.

In order to study the manners and habits of the people, I took my
meals in all sorts of places.  One day, having gone with Campioni to
dine at "The Crawfish," I found, to my great surprise, sitting at the
table d'hote, that Pepe il Cadetto, whose acquaintance I had made at
the time of my arrest in the Spanish army, and whom I had met
afterwards in Venice and in Lyons, under the name of Don Joseph
Marcati.  Campioni, who had been his partner in Lyons, embraced him,
talked with him in private, and informed me that the man had resumed
his real name, and that he was now called Count Afflisio.  He told me
that after dinner there would be a faro bank in which I would have an
interest, and he therefore requested me not to play.  I accepted the
offer.  Afflisio won: a captain of the name of Beccaxia threw the
cards at his face--a trifle to which the self-styled count was
accustomed, and which did not elicit any remark from him.  When the
game was over, we repaired to the coffee-room, where an officer of
gentlemanly appearance, staring at me, began to smile, but not in an
offensive manner.

"Sir," I asked him, politely, "may I ask why you are laughing?"

"It makes me laugh to see that you do not recognize me."

"I have some idea that I have seen you somewhere, but I could not say
where or when I had that honour."

"Nine years ago, by the orders of the Prince de Lobkowitz, I escorted
you to the Gate of Rimini."

"You are Baron Vais:"

"Precisely."

We embraced one another; he offered me his friendly services,
promising to procure me all the pleasure he could in Vienna.  I
accepted gratefully, and the same evening he presented me to a
countess, at whose house I made the acquaintance of the Abbe
Testagrossa, who was called Grosse-Tete by everybody.  He was
minister of the Duke of Modem, and great at Court because he had
negotiated the marriage of the arch-duke with Beatrice d'Este.  I
also became acquainted there with the Count of Roquendorf and Count
Sarotin, and with several noble young ladies who are called in
Germany frauleins, and with a baroness who had led a pretty wild
life, but who could yet captivate a man.  We had supper, and I was
created baron.  It was in vain that I observed that I had no title
whatever: "You must be something," I was told, "and you cannot be
less than baron.  You must confess yourself to be at least that, if
you wish to be received anywhere in Vienna."

"Well, I will be a baron, since it is of no importance."

The baroness was not long before she gave me to understand that she
felt kindly disposed towards me, and that she would receive my
attentions with pleasure; I paid her a visit the very next day.  "If
you are fond of cards," she said, "come in the evening."  At her
house I made the acquaintance of several gamblers, and of three or
four frauleins who, without any dread of the Commissaries of
Chastity, were devoted to the worship of Venus, and were so kindly
disposed that they were not afraid of lowering their nobility by
accepting some reward for their kindness--a circumstance which proved
to me that the Commissaries were in the habit of troubling only the
girls who did not frequent good houses.

The baroness invited me to introduce, all my friends, so I brought to
her house Vais, Campioni, and Afflisio.  The last one played, held
the bank, won; and Tramontini, with whom I had become acquainted,
presented him to his wife, who was called Madame Tasi.  It was
through her that Afflisio made the useful acquaintance of the Prince
of Saxe-Hildburghausen.  This introduction was the origin of the
great fortune made by that contrabrand count, because Tramontini, who
had become his partner in all important gambling transactions,
contrived to obtain for him from the prince the rank of captain in
the service of their imperial and royal majesties, and in less than
three weeks Afflisio wore the uniform and the insignia of his grade.
When I left Vienna he possessed one: hundred thousand florins.  Their
majesties were fond of gambling but not of punting.  The emperor had
a creature of his own to hold the bank.  He was a kind, magnificent,
but not extravagant, prince.  I saw him in his grand imperial
costume, and I was surprised to see him dressed in the Spanish
fashion.  I almost fancied I had before my eyes Charles V. of Spain,
who had established that etiquette which was still in existence,
although after him no emperor had been a Spaniard, and although
Francis I. had nothing in common with that nation.

In Poland, some years afterwards, I saw the same caprice at the
coronation of Stanislas Augustus Poniatowski, and the old palatine
noblemen almost broke their hearts at the sight of that costume; but
they had to shew as good a countenance as they could, for under
Russian despotism the only privilege they enjoyed was that of
resignation.

The Emperor Francis I. was, handsome, and would have looked so under
the hood of a monk as well as under an imperial crown.  He had every
possible consideration for his wife, and allowed her to get the state
into debt, because he possessed the art of becoming himself the
creditor of the state.  He favoured commerce because it filled his
coffers.  He was rather addicted to gallantry, and the empress, who
always called him master feigned not to notice it, because she did
not want the world to know that her charms could no longer captivate
her royal spouse, and the more so that the beauty of her numerous
family was generally admired.  All the archduchesses except the
eldest seemed to me very handsome; but amongst the sons I had the
opportunity of seeing only the eldest, and I thought the expression
of his face bad and unpleasant, in spite of the contrary opinion of
Abbe Grosse-Tete, who prided himself upon being a good physiognomist.

"What do you see," he asked me one day, "on the countenance of that
prince?"

"Self-conceit and suicide."

It was a prophecy, for Joseph II. positively killed himself, although
not wilfully, and it was his self-conceit which prevented him from
knowing it.  He was not wanting in learning, but the knowledge which
he believed himself to possess destroyed the learning which he had in
reality.  He delighted in speaking to those who did not know how to
answer him, whether because they were amazed at his arguments, or
because they pretended to be so; but he called pedants, and avoided
all persons, who by true reasoning pulled down the weak scaffolding
of his arguments.  Seven years ago I happened to meet him at
Luxemburg, and he spoke to me with just contempt of a man who had
exchanged immense sums of money, and a great deal of debasing
meanness against some miserable parchments, and he added,--

"I despise men who purchase nobility."

"Your majesty is right, but what are we to think of those who sell
it?"

After that question he turned his back upon me, and hence forth he
thought me unworthy of being spoken to.

The great passion of that king was to see those who listened to him
laugh, whether with sincerity or with affectation, when he related
something; he could narrate well and amplify in a very amusing manner
all the particulars of an anecdote; but he called anyone who did not
laugh at his jests a fool, and that was always the person who
understood him best.  He gave the preference to the opinion of
Brambilla, who encouraged his suicide, over that of the physicians
who were directing him according to reason.  Nevertheless, no one
ever denied his claim to great courage; but he had no idea whatever
of the art of government, for he had not the slightest knowledge of
the human heart, and he could neither dissemble nor keep a secret; he
had so little control over his own countenance that he could not even
conceal the pleasure he felt in punishing, and when he saw anyone
whose features did not please him, he could not help making a wry
face which disfigured him greatly.

Joseph II. sank under a truly cruel disease, which left him until the
last moment the faculty of arguing upon everything, at the same time
that he knew his death to be certain.  This prince must have felt the
misery of repenting everything he had done and of seeing the
impossibility of undoing it, partly because it was irreparable,
partly because if he had undone through reason what he had done
through senselessness, he would have thought himself dishonoured, for
he must have clung to the last to the belief of the infallibility
attached to his high birth, in spite of the state of languor of his
soul which ought to have proved to him the weakness and the
fallibility of his nature.  He had the greatest esteem for his
brother, who has now succeeded him, but he had not the courage to
follow the advice which that brother gave him.  An impulse worthy of
a great soul made him bestow a large reward upon the physician, a man
of intelligence, who pronounced his sentence of death, but a
completely opposite weakness had prompted him, a few months before,
to load with benefits the doctors and the quack who made him believe
that they had cured him.  He must likewise have felt the misery of
knowing that he would not be regretted after his death--a grievous
thought, especially for a sovereign.  His niece, whom he loved
dearly, died before him, and, if he had had the affection of those
who surrounded him, they would have spared him that fearful
information, for it was evident that his end was near at hand, and no
one could dread his anger for having kept that event from him.

Although very much pleased with Vienna and with the pleasures I
enjoyed with the beautiful frauleins, whose acquaintance I had made
at the house of the baroness, I was thinking of leaving that
agreeable city, when Baron Vais, meeting me at Count Durazzo's
wedding, invited me to join a picnic at Schoenbrunn.  I went, and I
failed to observe the laws of temperance; the consequence was that I
returned to Vienna with such a severe indigestion that in twenty-four
hours I was at the point of death.

I made use of the last particle of intelligence left in me by the
disease to save my own life.  Campioni, Roquendorf and Sarotin were
by my bedside.  M. Sarotin, who felt great friendship for me, had
brought a physician, although I had almost positively declared that I
would not see one.  That disciple of Sangrado, thinking that he could
allow full sway to the despotism of science, had sent for a surgeon,
and they were going to bleed me against my will.  I was half-dead; I
do not know by what strange inspiration I opened my eyes, and I saw a
man, standing lancet in hand and preparing to open the vein.

"No, no!" I said.

And I languidly withdrew my arm; but the tormentor wishing, as the
physician expressed it, to restore me to life in spite of myself, got
hold of my arm again.  I suddenly felt my strength returning.  I put
my hand forward, seized one of my pistols, fired, and the ball cut
off one of the locks of his hair.  That was enough; everybody ran
away, with the exception of my servant, who did not abandon me, and
gave me as much water as I wanted to drink.  On the fourth day I had
recovered my usual good health.

That adventure amused all the idlers of Vienna for several days, and
Abbe Grosse-Tete assured me that if I had killed the poor surgeon, it
would not have gone any further, because all the witnesses present in
my room at the time would have declared that he wanted to use
violence to bleed me, which made it a case of legitimate self-
defence.  I was likewise told by several persons that all the
physicians in Vienna were of opinion that if I had been bled I should
have been a dead man; but if drinking water had not saved me, those
gentlemen would certainly not have expressed the same opinion.  I
felt, however, that I had to be careful, and not to fall ill in the
capital of Austria, for it was likely that I should not have found a
physician without difficulty.  At the opera, a great many persons
wished after that to make my acquaintance, and I was looked upon as a
man who had fought, pistol in hand, against death.  A miniature-
painter named Morol, who was subject to indigestions and who was at
last killed by one, had taught me his system which was that, to cure
those attacks, all that was necessary was to drink plenty of water
and to be patient.  He died because he was bled once when he could
not oppose any resistance.

My indigestion reminded me of a witty saying of a man who was not
much in the habit of uttering many of them; I mean M. de Maisonrouge,
who was taken home one day almost dying from a severe attack of
indigestion: his carriage having been stopped opposite the Quinze-
Vingts by some obstruction, a poor man came up and begged alms,
saying,

"Sir, I am starving."

"Eh! what are you complaining of?" answered Maisonrouge, sighing
deeply; "I wish I was in your place, you rogue!"

At that time I made the acquaintance of a Milanese dancer, who had
wit, excellent manners, a literary education, and what is more--great
beauty.  She received very good society, and did the honours of her
drawing-room marvellously well.  I became acquainted at her house
with Count Christopher Erdodi, an amiable, wealthy and generous man;
and with a certain Prince Kinski who had all the grace of a
harlequin.  That girl inspired me with love, but it was in vain, for
she was herself enamoured of a dancer from Florence, called
Argiolini.  I courted her, but she only laughed at me, for an
actress, if in love with someone, is a fortress which cannot be
taken, unless you build a bridge of gold, and I was not rich.  Yet I
did not despair, and kept on burning my incense at her feet.  She
liked my society because she used to shew me the letters she wrote,
and I was very careful to admire her style.  She had her own portrait
in miniature, which was an excellent likeness.  The day before my
departure, vexed at having lost my time and my amorous compliments, I
made up my mind to steal that portrait--a slight compensation for not
having won the original.  As I was taking leave of her, I saw the
portrait within my reach, seized it, and left Vienna for Presburg,
where Baron Vais had invited me to accompany him and several lovely
frauleins on a party of pleasure.

When we got out of the carriages, the first person I tumbled upon was
the Chevalier de Talvis, the protector of Madame Conde-Labre, whom I
had treated so well in Paris.  The moment he saw me, he came up and
told me that I owed him his revenge.

"I promise to give it to you, but I never leave one pleasure for
another," I answered; "we shall see one another again."

"That is enough.  Will you do me the honour to introduce me to these
ladies?"

"Very willingly, but not in the street."

We went inside of the hotel and he followed us.  Thinking that the
man, who after all was as brave as a French chevalier, might amuse
us, I presented him to my friends.  He had been staying at the same
hotel for a couple of days, and he was in mourning.  He asked us if
we intended to go to the prince-bishop's ball; it was the first news
we had of it.  Vais answered affirmatively.

"One can attend it," said Talvis, "without being presented, and that
is why we intend to go, for I am not known to anybody here."

He left us, and the landlord, having come in to receive our orders,
gave us some particulars respecting the ball.  Our lovely frauleins
expressing a wish to attend it, we made up our minds to gratify them.

We were not known to anyone, and were rambling through the
apartments, when we arrived before a large table at which the prince-
bishop was holding a faro bank.  The pile of gold that the noble
prelate had before him could not have been less than thirteen or
fourteen thousand florins.  The Chevalier de Talvis was standing
between two ladies to whom he was whispering sweet words, while the
prelate was shuffling the cards.

The prince, looking at the chevalier, took it into his head to ask
him, in a most engaging manner to risk a card.

"Willingly, my lord," said Talvis; "the whole of the bank upon this
card."

"Very well," answered the prelate, to shew that he was not afraid.

He dealt, Talvis won, and my lucky Frenchman, with the greatest
coolness, filled his pockets with the prince's gold.  The bishop,
astonished, and seeing but rather late how foolish he had been, said
to the chevalier,

"Sir, if you had lost, how would you have managed to pay me?"

"My lord, that is my business."

"You are more lucky than wise."

"Most likely, my lord; but that is my business."

Seeing that the chevalier was on the point of leaving, I followed
him, and at the bottom of the stairs, after congratulating him, I
asked him to lend me a hundred sovereigns.  He gave them to me at
once, assuring me that he was delighted to have it in his power to
oblige me.

"I will give you my bill."

"Nothing of the sort."

I put the gold into my pocket, caring very little for the crowd of
masked persons whom curiosity had brought around the lucky winner,
and who had witnessed the transaction.  Talvis went away, and I
returned to the ball-room.

Roquendorf and Sarotin, who were amongst the guests, having heard
that the chevalier had handed me some gold, asked me who he was.  I
gave them an answer half true and half false, and I told them that
the gold I had just received was the payment of a sum I had lent him
in Paris.  Of course they could not help believing me, or at least
pretending to do so.

When we returned to the inn, the landlord informed us that the
chevalier had left the city on horseback, as fast as he could gallop,
and that a small traveling-bag was all his luggage.  We sat down to
supper, and in order to make our meal more cheerful, I told Vais and
our charming frauleins the manner in which I had known Talvis, and
how I had contrived to have my share of what he had won.

On our arrival in Vienna, the adventure was already known; people
admired the Frenchman and laughed at the bishop.  I was not spared by
public rumour, but I took no notice of it, for I did not think it
necessary to defend myself.  No one knew the Chevalier de Talvis, and
the French ambassador was not even acquainted with his name.  I do
not know whether he was ever heard of again.

I left Vienna in a post-chaise, after I had said farewell to my
friends, ladies and gentlemen, and on the fourth day I slept in
Trieste.  The next day I sailed for Venice, which I reached in the
afternoon, two days before Ascension Day.  After an absence of three
years I had the happiness of embracing my beloved protector, M. de
Bragadin, and his two inseparable friends, who were delighted to see
me in good health and well equipped.




CHAPTER XI

I Return the Portrait I Had Stolen in Vienna I Proceed to Padua; An
Adventure on My Way Back, and Its Consequences--I Meet Therese Imer
Again--My Acquaintance With Mademoiselle C. C.


I found myself again in my native country with that feeling of
delight which is experienced by all true-hearted men, when they see
again the place in which they have received the first lasting
impressions.  I had acquired some experience; I knew the laws of
honour and politeness; in one word, I felt myself superior to most of
my equals, and I longed to resume my old habits and pursuits; but I
intended to adopt a more regular and more reserved line of conduct.

I saw with great pleasure, as I entered my study, the perfect 'statu
quo' which had been preserved there.  My papers, covered with a thick
layer of dust, testified well enough that no strange hand had ever
meddled with them.

Two days after my arrival, as I was getting ready to accompany the
Bucentoro, on which the Doge was going, as usual, to wed the
Adriatic, the widow of so many husbands, and yet as young as on the
first day of her creation, a gondolier brought me a letter.  It was
from M. Giovanni Grimani, a young nobleman, who, well aware that he
had no right to command me, begged me in the most polite manner to
call at his house to receive a letter which had been entrusted to him
for delivery in my own hands.  I went to him immediately, and after
the usual compliments he handed me a letter with a flying seal, which
he had received the day before.

Here are the contents:

"Sir, having made a useless search for my portrait after you left,
and not being in the habit of receiving thieves in my apartment, I
feel satisfied that it must be in your possession.  I request you to
deliver it to the person who will hand you this letter.

                                        "FOGLIAZZI."

Happening to have the portrait with me, I took it out of my pocket,
and gave it at once to M.  Grimani, who received it with a mixture of
satisfaction and surprise for he had evidently thought that the
commission entrusted to him would be more difficult to fulfil, and he
remarked,

"Love has most likely made a thief of you but I congratulate you, for
your passion cannot be a very ardent one."

"How can you judge of that?"

"From the readiness with which you give up this portrait."

"I would not have given it up so easily to anybody else."

"I thank you; and as a compensation I beg you to accept my
friendship."

"I place it in my estimation infinitely above the portrait, and even
above the original.  May I ask you to forward my answer?"

"I promise you to send it.  Here is some paper, write your letter;
you need not seal it."

I wrote the following words:

"In getting rid of the portrait, Casanova experiences a satisfaction
by far superior to that which he felt when, owing to a stupid fancy,
he was foolish enough to put it in his pocket."

Bad weather having compelled the authorities to postpone the
wonderful wedding until the following Sunday, I accompanied M. de
Bragadin, who was going to Padua.  The amiable old man ran away from,
the noisy pleasures which no longer suited his age, and he was going
to spend in peace the few days which the public rejoicings would have
rendered unpleasant for him in Venice.  On the following Saturday,
after dinner, I bade him farewell, and got into the post-chaise to
return to Venice.  If I had left Padua two minutes sooner or later,
the whole course of my life would have been altered, and my destiny,
if destiny is truly shaped by fatal combinations, would have been
very different.  But the reader can judge for himself.

Having, therefore, left Padua at the very instant marked by fatality,
I met at Oriago a cabriolet, drawn at full speed by two post-horses,
containing a very pretty woman and a man wearing a German uniform.
Within a few yards from me the vehicle was suddenly upset on the side
of the river, and the woman, falling over the officer, was in great
danger of rolling into the Brenta.  I jumped out of my chaise without
even stopping my postillion, and rushing to the assistance of the
lady I remedied with a chaste hand the disorder caused to her toilet
by her fall.

Her companion, who had picked himself up without any injury, hastened
towards us, and there was the lovely creature sitting on the ground
thoroughly amazed, and less confused from her fall than from the
indiscretion of her petticoats, which had exposed in all their
nakedness certain parts which an honest woman never shews to a
stranger.  In the warmth of her thanks, which lasted until her
postillion and mine had righted the cabriolet, she often called me
her saviour, her guardian angel.

The vehicle being all right, the lady continued her journey towards
Padua, and I resumed mine towards Venice, which I reached just in
time to dress for the opera.

The next day I masked myself early to accompany the Bucentoro, which,
favoured by fine weather, was to be taken to the Lido for the great
and ridiculous ceremony.  The whole affair is under the
responsibility of the admiral of the arsenal, who answers for the
weather remaining fine, under penalty of his head, for the slightest
contrary wind might capsize the ship and drown the Doge, with all the
most serene noblemen, the ambassadors, and the Pope's nuncio, who is
the sponsor of that burlesque wedding which the Venetians respect
even to superstition.  To crown the misfortune of such an accident it
would make the whole of Europe laugh, and people would not fail to
say that the Doge of Venice had gone at last to consumate his
marriage.

I had removed my mask, and was drinking some coffee under the
'procuraties' of St.  Mark's Square, when a fine-looking female mask
struck me gallantly on the shoulder with her fan.  As I did not know
who she was I did not take much notice of it, and after I had
finished my coffee I put on my mask and walked towards the Spiaggia
del Sepulcro, where M. de Bragadin's gondola was waiting for me.  As
I was getting near the Ponte del Paglia I saw the same masked woman
attentively looking at some wonderful monster shewn for a few pence.
I went up to her; and asked her why she had struck me with her fan.

"To punish you for not knowing me again after having saved my life."
I guessed that she was the person I had rescued the day before on the
banks of the Brenta, and after paying her some compliments I enquired
whether she intended to follow the Bucentoro.

"I should like it," she said, "if I had a safe gondola."

I offered her mine, which was one of the largest, and, after
consulting a masked person who accompanied her, she accepted.  Before
stepping in I invited them to take off their masks, but they told me
that they wished to remain unknown.  I then begged them to tell me if
they belonged to the suite of some ambassador, because in that case I
should be compelled, much to my regret, to withdraw my invitation;
but they assured me that they were both Venetians.  The gondola
belonging to a patrician, I might have committed myself with the
State Inquisitors-a thing which I wished particularly to avoid.
We were following the Bucentoro, and seated near the lady I allowed
myself a few slight liberties, but she foiled my intentions by
changing her seat.  After the ceremony we returned to Venice, and the
officer who accompanied the lady told me that I would oblige them by
dining in their company at "The Savage."  I accepted, for I felt
somewhat curious about the woman.  What I had seen of her at the time
of her fall warranted my curiosity.  The officer left me alone with
her, and went before us to order dinner.

As soon as I was alone with her, emboldened by the mask, I told her
that I was in love with her, that I had a box at the opera, which I
placed entirely at her disposal, and that, if she would only give me
the hope that I was not wasting my time and my attentions, I would
remain her humble servant during the carnival.

"If you mean to be cruel," I added, "pray say so candidly."

"I must ask you to tell me what sort of a woman you take me for?"

"For a very charming one, whether a princess or a maid of low degree.
Therefore, I hope that you will give me, this very day, some marks of
your kindness, or I must part with you immediately after dinner."

"You will do as you please; but I trust that after dinner you will
have changed your opinion and your language, for your way of speaking
is not pleasant.  It seems to me that, before venturing upon such an
explanation, it is necessary to know one another.  Do you not think
so?"

"Yes, I do; but I am afraid of being deceived."

"How very strange!  And that fear makes you begin by what ought to be
the end?"

"I only beg to-day for one encouraging word.  Give it to me and I
will at once be modest, obedient and discreet."

"Pray calm yourself."

We found the officer waiting for us before the door of "The Savage,"
and went upstairs.  The moment we were in the room, she took off her
mask, and I thought her more beautiful than the day before.  I wanted
only to ascertain, for the sake of form and etiquette, whether the
officer was her husband, her lover, a relative or a protector,
because, used as I was to gallant adventures, I wished to know the
nature of the one in which I was embarking.

We sat down to dinner, and the manners of the gentleman and of the
lady made it necessary for me to be careful.  It was to him that I
offered my box, and it was accepted; but as I had none, I went out
after dinner under pretence of some engagement, in order to get one
at the opera-buffa, where Petrici and Lasqui were then the shining
stars.  After the opera I gave them a good supper at an inn, and I
took them to their house in my gondola.  Thanks to the darkness of
the night, I obtained from the pretty woman all the favours which can
be granted by the side of a third person who has to be treated with
caution.  As we parted company, the officer said,

"You shall hear from me to-morrow."

"Where, and how?"

"Never mind that."

The next morning the servant announced an officer; it was my man.
After we had exchanged the usual compliments, after I had thanked him
for the honour he had done me the day before, I asked him to tell me
his name.  He answered me in the following manner, speaking with
great fluency, but without looking at me:

"My name is P----C----.  My father is rich, and enjoys great
consideration at the exchange; but we are not on friendly terms at
present.  I reside in St. Mark's Square.  The lady you saw with me
was a Mdlle.  O----; she is the wife of the broker C----, and her
sister married the patrician P----M----.  But Madame C---- is at
variance with her husband on my account, as she is the cause of my
quarrel with my father.

"I wear this uniform in virtue of a captaincy in the Austrian
service, but I have never served in reality.  I have the contract for
the supply of oxen to the City of Venice, and I get the cattle from
Styria and Hungary.  This contract gives me a net profit of ten
thousand florins a year; but an unforeseen embarrassment, which I
must remedy; a fraudulent bankruptcy, and some extraordinary
expenditure, place me for the present in monetary difficulties.  Four
years ago I heard a great deal about you, and wished very much to
make your acquaintance; I firmly believe that it was through the
interference of Heaven that we became acquainted the day before
yesterday.  I have no hesitation in claiming from you an important
service which will unite us by the ties of the warmest friendship.
Come to my assistance without running any risk yourself; back these
three bills of exchange.  You need not be afraid of having to pay
them, for I will leave in your hands these three other bills which
fall due before the first.  Besides, I will give you a mortgage upon
the proceeds of my contract during the whole year, so that, should I
fail to take up these bills, you could seize my cattle in Trieste,
which is the only road through which they can come."

Astonished at his speech and at his proposal, which seemed to me a
lure and made me fear a world of trouble which I always abhorred,
struck by the strange idea of that man who, thinking that I would
easily fall into the snare, gave me the preference over so many other
persons whom he certainly knew better than me, I did not hesitate to
tell him that I would never accept his offer.  He then had recourse
to all his eloquence to persuade me, but I embarrassed him greatly by
telling him how surprised I was at his giving me the preference over
all his other acquaintances, when I had had the honour to know him
only for two days.

"Sir" he said, with barefaced impudence, "having recognised in you a
man of great intelligence, I felt certain that you would at once see
the advantages of my offer, and that you would not raise any
objection."

"You must see your mistake by this time, and most likely you will
take me for a fool now you see that I should believe myself a dupe if
I accepted."

He left me with an apology for having troubled me, and saying that he
hoped to see me in the evening at St. Mark's Square, where he would
be with Madame C----, he gave me his address, telling me that he had
retained possession of his apartment unknown to his father.  This was
as much as to say that he expected me to return his visit, but if I
had been prudent I should not have done so.

Disgusted at the manner in which that man had attempted to get hold
of me, I no longer felt any inclination to try my fortune with his
mistress, for it seemed evident that they were conspiring together to
make a dupe of me, and as I had no wish to afford them that
gratification I avoided them in the evening.  It would have been wise
to keep to that line of conduct; but the next day, obeying my evil
genius, and thinking that a polite call could not have any
consequences, I called upon him.

A servant having taken me to his room, he gave me the most friendly
welcome, and reproached me in a friendly manner for not having shewn
myself the evening before.  After that, he spoke again of his
affairs, and made me look at a heap of papers and documents; I found
it very wearisome.

"If you make up your mind to sign the three bills of exchange," he
said, "I will take you as a partner in my contract."

By this extraordinary mark of friendship, he was offering me--at
least he said so--an income of five thousand florins a year; but my
only answer was to beg that the matter should never be mentioned
again.  I was going to take leave of him, when he said that he wished
to introduce me to his mother and sister.

He left the room, and came back with them.  The mother was a
respectable, simple-looking woman, but the daughter was a perfect
beauty; she literally dazzled me.  After a few minutes, the over-
trustful mother begged leave to retire, and her daughter remained.
In less than half an hour I was captivated; her perfection delighted
me; her lively wit, her artless reasoning, her candour, her
ingenuousness, her natural and noble feelings, her cheerful and
innocent quickness, that harmony which arises from beauty, wit, and
innocence, and which had always the most powerful influence over me--
everything in fact conspired to make me the slave of the most perfect
woman that the wildest dreams could imagine.

Mdlle. C---- C---- never went out without her mother who, although
very pious, was full of kind indulgence.  She read no books but her
father's--a serious man who had no novels in his library, and she was
longing to read some tales of romance.  She had likewise a great wish
to know Venice, and as no one visited the family she had never been
told that she was truly a prodigy of beauty.  Her brother was writing
while I conversed with her, or rather answered all the questions
which she addressed to me, and which I could only satisfy by
developing the ideas that she already had, and that she was herself
amazed to find in her own mind, for her soul had until then been
unconscious of its own powers.  Yet I did not tell her that she was
lovely and that she interested me in the highest degree, because I
had so often said the same to other women, and without truth, that I
was afraid of raising her suspicions.

I left the house with a sensation of dreamy sadness; feeling deeply
moved by the rare qualities I had discovered in that charming girl, I
promised myself not to see her again, for I hardly thought myself the
man to sacrifice my liberty entirely and to ask her in marriage,
although I certainly believed her endowed with all the qualities
necessary to minister to my happiness.

I had not seen Madame Manzoni since my return to Venice, and I went
to pay her a visit.  I found the worthy woman the same as she had
always been towards me, and she gave me the most affectionate
welcome.  She told me that Therese Imer, that pretty girl who had
caused M. de Malipiero to strike me thirteen years before, had just
returned from Bayreuth, where the margrave had made her fortune.  As
she lived in the house opposite, Madame Manzoni, who wanted to enjoy
her surprise, sent her word to come over.  She came almost
immediately, holding by the hand a little boy of eight years--a
lovely child--and the only one she had given to her husband, who was
a dancer in Bayreuth.  Our surprise at seeing one another again was
equal to the pleasure we experienced in recollecting what had
occurred in our young days; it is true that we had but trifles to
recollect.  I congratulated her upon her good fortune, and judging of
my position from external appearances, she thought it right to
congratulate me, but her fortune would have been established on a
firmer basis than mine if she had followed a prudent line of conduct.
She unfortunately indulged in numerous caprices with which my readers
will become acquainted.  She was an excellent musician, but her
fortune was not altogether owing to her talent; her charms had done
more for her than anything else.  She told me her adventures, very
likely with some restrictions, and we parted after a conversation of
two hours.  She invited me to breakfast for the following day.  She
told me that the margrave had her narrowly watched, but being an old
acquaintance I was not likely to give rise to any suspicion; that is
the aphorism of all women addicted to gallantry.  She added that I
could, if I liked, see her that same evening in her box, and that M.
Papafava, who was her god-father, would be glad to see me.  I called
at her house early the next morning, and I found her in bed with her
son, who, thanks to the principles in which he had been educated, got
up and left the room as soon as he saw me seated near his mother's
bed.  I spent three hours with her, and I recollect that the last was
delightful; the reader will know the consequence of that pleasant
hour later.  I saw her a second time during the fortnight she passed
in Venice, and when she left I promised to pay her a visit in
Bayreuth, but I never kept my promise.

I had at that time to attend to the affairs of my posthumous brother,
who had, as he said, a call from Heaven to the priesthood, but he
wanted a patrimony.  Although he was ignorant and devoid of any merit
save a handsome face, he thought that an ecclesiastical career would
insure his happiness, and he depended a great deal upon his
preaching, for which, according to the opinion of the women with whom
he was acquainted, he had a decided talent.  I took everything into
my hands, and I succeeded in obtaining for him a patrimony from M.
Grimani, who still owed us the value of the furniture in my father's
house, of which he had never rendered any account.  He transferred to
him a life-interest in a house in Venice, and two years afterwards my
brother was ordained.  But the patrimony was only fictitious, the
house being already mortgaged; the Abbe Grimani was, however, a kind
Jesuit, and those sainted servants of God think that all is well that
ends well and profitably to themselves.  I shall speak again of my
unhappy brother whose destiny became involved with mine.

Two days had passed since I had paid my visit to P---- C----, when I
met him in the street.  He told me that his sister was constantly
speaking of me, that she quoted a great many things which I had told
her, and that his mother was much pleased at her daughter having made
my acquaintance.  "She would be a good match for you," he added, "for
she will have a dowry of ten thousand ducats.  If you will call on me
to-morrow, we will take coffee with my mother and sister."

I had promised myself never again to enter his house, but I broke my
word.  It is easy enough for a man to forget his promises under such
circumstances.

I spent three hours in conversation with the charming girl and when I
left her I was deeply in love.  As I went away, I told her that I
envied the destiny of the man who would have her for his wife, and my
compliment, the first she had ever received, made her blush.

After I had left her I began to examine the nature of my feelings
towards her, and they frightened me, for I could neither behave
towards Mdlle. C---- C---- as an honest man nor as a libertine.
I could not hope to obtain her hand, and I almost fancied I would
stab anyone who advised me to seduce her.  I felt that I wanted some
diversion: I went to the gaming-table.  Playing is sometimes an
excellent lenitive to calm the mind, and to smother the ardent fire
of love.  I played with wonderful luck, and I was going home with
plenty of gold, when in a solitary narrow street I met a man bent
down less by age than by the heavy weight of misery.  As I came near
him I recognized Count Bonafede, the sight of whom moved me with
pity.  He recognized me likewise.  We talked for some time, and at
last he told me the state of abject poverty to which he was reduced,
and the great difficulty he had to keep his numerous family.  "I do
not blush," he added, "in begging from you one sequin which will keep
us alive for five or six days."  I immediately gave him ten, trying
to prevent him from lowering himself in his anxiety to express his
gratitude, but I could not prevent him from shedding tears.  As we
parted, he told me that what made him most miserable was to see the
position of his daughter, who had become a great beauty, and would
rather die than make a sacrifice of her virtue.  "I can neither
support her in those feelings," he said, with a sigh, "nor reward her
for them."

Thinking that I understood the wishes with which misery had inspired
him, I took his address, and promised to pay him a visit.  I was
curious to see what had become of a virtue of which I did not
entertain a very high opinion.  I called the next day.  I found a
house almost bare of furniture, and the daughter alone--
a circumstance which did not astonish me.  The young countess had
seen me arrive, and received me on the stairs in the most amiable
manner.  She was pretty well dressed, and I thought her handsome,
agreeable, and lively, as she had been when I made her acquaintance
in Fort St. Andre.  Her father having announced my visit, she was in
high spirits, and she kissed me with as much tenderness as if I had
been a beloved lover.  She took me to her own room, and after she had
informed me that her mother was ill in bed and unable to see me, she
gave way again to the transport of joy which, as she said, she felt
in seeing me again.  The ardour of our mutual kisses, given at first
under the auspices of friendship, was not long in exciting our senses
to such an extent that in less than a quarter of an hour I had
nothing more to desire.  When it was all over, it became us both, of
course, to be, or at least to appear to be, surprised at what had
taken place, and I could not honestly hesitate to assure the poor
countess that it was only the first token of a constant and true
love.  She believed it, or she feigned to believe it, and perhaps I
myself fancied it was true--for the moment.  When we had become calm
again, she told me the fearful state to which they were reduced, her
brothers walking barefooted in the streets, and her father having
positively no bread to give them.

"Then you have not any lover?"

"What? a lover!  Where could I find a man courageous enough to be my
lover in such a house as this?  Am I a woman to sell myself to the
first comer for the sum of thirty sous?  There is not a man in Venice
who would think me worth more than that, seeing me in such a place as
this.  Besides, I was not born for prostitution."

Such a conversation was not very cheerful; she was weeping, and the
spectacle of her sadness, joined to the picture of misery which
surrounded me, was not at all the thing to excite love.  I left her
with a promise to call again, and I put twelve sequins in her hand.
She was surprised at the amount; she had never known herself so rich
before.  I have always regretted I did not give her twice as much.

The next day P---- C---- called on me, and said cheerfully that his
mother had given permission to her daughter to go to the opera with
him, that the young girl was delighted because she had never been
there before, and that, if I liked, I could wait for them at some
place where they would meet me.

"But does your sister know that you intend me to join you?"

"She considers it a great pleasure."

"Does your mother know it?"

"No; but when she knows it she will not be angry, for she has a great
esteem for you."

"In that case I will try to find a private box."

"Very well; wait for us at such a place."

The scoundrel did not speak of his letters of exchange again, and as
he saw that I was no longer paying my attentions to his mistress, and
that I was in love with his sister, he had formed the fine project of
selling her to me.  I pitied the mother and the daughter who had
confidence in such a man; but I had not the courage to resist the
temptation.  I even went so far as to persuade myself that as I loved
her it was my duty to accept the offer, in order to save her from
other snares; for if I had declined her brother might have found some
other man less scrupulous, and I could not bear the idea.  I thought
that in my company her innocence ran no risk.

I took a box at the St. Samuel Opera, and I was waiting for them at
the appointed place long before the time.  They came at last, and the
sight of my young friend delighted me.  She was elegantly masked, and
her brother wore his uniform.  In order not to expose the lovely girl
to being recognized on account of her brother, I made them get into
my gondola.  He insisted upon being landed near the house of his
mistress, who was ill, he said, and he added that he would soon join
us in our box.  I was astonished that C---- C---- did not shew any
surprise or repugnance at remaining alone with me in the gondola; but
I did not think the conduct of her brother extraordinary, for it was
evident that it was all arranged beforehand in his mind.

I told C---- C---- that we would remain in the gondola until the
opening of the theatre, and that as the heat was intense she would do
well to take off her mask, which she did at once.  The law I had laid
upon myself to respect her, the noble confidence which was beaming on
her countenance and in her looks, her innocent joy--everything
increased the ardour of my love.

Not knowing what to say to her, for I could speak to her of nothing
but love--and it was a delicate subject--I kept looking at her
charming face, not daring to let my eyes rest upon two budding globes
shaped by the Graces, for fear of giving the alarm to her modesty.
"Speak to me," she said at last; "you only look at me without
uttering a single word.  You have sacrificed yourself for me, because
my brother would have taken you with him to his lady-love, who, to
judge from what he says, must be as beautiful as an angel."

"I have seen that lady."

"I suppose she is very witty."

"She may be so; but I have no opportunity of knowing, for I have
never visited her, and I do not intend ever to call upon her.  Do not
therefore imagine, beautiful C---- C----, that I have made the
slightest sacrifice for your sake."

"I was afraid you had, because as you did not speak I thought you
were sad."

"If I do not speak to you it is because I am too deeply moved by your
angelic confidence in me."

"I am very glad it is so; but how could I not trust you?  I feel much
more free, much more confident with you than with my brother himself.
My mother says it is impossible to be mistaken, and that you are
certainly an honest man.  Besides, you are not married; that is the
first thing I asked my brother.  Do you recollect telling me that you
envied the fate of the man who would have me for his wife?  Well, at
that very moment I was thinking that your wife would be the happiest
woman in Venice."

These words, uttered with the most candid artlessness, and with that
tone of sincerity which comes from the heart, had upon me an effect
which it would be difficult to describe; I suffered because I could
not imprint the most loving kiss upon the sweet lips which had just
pronounced them, but at the same time it caused me the most delicious
felicity to see that such an angel loved me.

"With such conformity of feelings," I said, "we would, lovely C----,
be perfectly happy, if we could be united for ever.  But I am old
enough to be your father."

"You my father?  You are joking!  Do you know that I am fourteen?"

"Do you know that I am twenty-eight?"

"Well, where can you see a man of your age having a daughter of mine?
If my father were like you, he would certainly never frighten me; I
could not keep anything from him."

The hour to go to the theatre had come; we landed, and the
performance engrossed all her attention.  Her brother joined us only
when it was nearly over; it had certainly been a part of his
calculation.  I took them to an inn for supper, and the pleasure I
experienced in seeing the charming girl eat with a good appetite made
me forget that I had had no dinner.  I hardly spoke during the
supper, for love made me sick, and I was in a state of excitement
which could not last long.  In order to excuse my silence, I feigned
to be suffering from the toothache.

After supper, P---- C---- told his sister that I was in love with
her, and that I should certainly feel better if she would allow me to
kiss her.  The only answer of the innocent girl was to offer me her
laughing lips, which seemed to call for kisses.  I was burning; but
my respect for that innocent and naive young creature was such that I
only kissed her cheek, and even that in a manner very cold in
appearance.

"What a kiss!" exclaimed P---- C----.  "Come, come, a good lover's
kiss!"

I did not move; the impudent fellow annoyed me; but his sister,
turning her head aside sadly, said,

"Do not press him; I am not so happy as to please him."

That remark gave the alarm to my love; I could no longer master my
feelings.

"What!" I exclaimed warmly, "what!  beautiful C----, you do not
condescend to ascribe my reserve to the feeling which you have
inspired me with?  You suppose that you do not please me?  If a kiss
is all that is needed to prove the contrary to you, oh! receive it
now with all the sentiment that is burning in my heart!"

Then folding her in my arms, and pressing her lovingly against my
breast, I imprinted on her mouth the long and ardent kiss which I had
so much wished to give her; but the nature of that kiss made the
timid dove feel that she had fallen into the vulture's claws.  She
escaped from my arms, amazed at having discovered my love in such a
manner.  Her brother expressed his approval, while she replaced her
mask over her face, in order to conceal her confusion.  I asked her
whether she had any longer any doubts as to my love.

"You have convinced me," she answered, "but, because you have
undeceived me, you must not punish me."

I thought that this was a very delicate answer, dictated by true
sentiment; but her brother was not pleased with it, and said it was
foolish.

We put on our masks, left the inn, and after I had escorted them to
their house I went home deeply in love, happy in my inmost soul, yet
very sad.

The reader will learn in the following chapters the progress of my
love and the adventures in which I found myself engaged.




CHAPTER XII

Progress of My Intrigue with the Beautiful C. C.


The next morning P---- C---- called on me with an air of triumph; he
told me that his sister had confessed to her mother that we loved one
another, and that if she was ever to be married she would be unhappy
with any other husband.

"I adore your sister," I said to him; "but do you think that your
father will be willing to give her to me?"

"I think not; but he is old.  In the mean time, love one another.  My
mother has given her permission to go to the opera this evening with
us."

"Very well, my dear friend, we must go."

"I find myself under the necessity of claiming a slight service at
your hands."

"Dispose of me."

"There is some excellent Cyprus wine to be sold very cheap, and I can
obtain a cask of it against my bill at six months.  I am certain of
selling it again immediately with a good profit; but the merchant
requires a guarantee, and he is disposed to accept yours, if you will
give it.  Will you be kind enough to endorse my note of hand?"

"With pleasure."

I signed my name without hesitation, for where is the man in love who
in such a case would have refused that service to a person who to
revenge himself might have made him miserable?  We made an
appointment for the evening, and parted highly pleased with each
other.

After I had dressed myself, I went out and bought a dozen pairs of
gloves, as many pairs of silk stockings, and a pair of garters
embroidered in gold and with gold clasps, promising myself much
pleasure in offering that first present to my young friend.

I need not say that I was exact in reaching the appointed place, but
they were there already, waiting for me.  Had I not suspected the
intentions of P---- C----, their coming so early would have been very
flattering to my vanity.  The moment I had joined them, P---- C----
told me that, having other engagements to fulfil, he would leave his
sister with me, and meet us at the theatre in the evening.  When he
had gone, I told C---- C---- that we would sail in a gondola until
the opening of the theatre.

"No," she answered, "let us rather go to the Zuecca Garden."

"With all my heart."

I hired a gondola and we went to St. Blaze, where I knew a very
pretty garden which, for one sequin, was placed at my disposal for
the remainder of the day, with the express condition that no one else
would be allowed admittance.  We had not had any dinner, and after I
had ordered a good meal we went up to a room where we took off our
disguises and masks, after which we went to the garden.

My lovely C---- C---- had nothing on but a bodice made of light silk
and a skirt of the same description, but she was charming in that
simple costume!  My amorous looks went through those light veils, and
in my imagination I saw her entirely naked!  I sighed with burning
desires, with a mixture of discreet reserve and voluptuous love.

The moment we had reached the long avenue, my young companion, as
lively as a fawn, finding herself at liberty on the green sward, and
enjoying that happy freedom for the first time in her life, began to
run about and to give way to the spirit of cheerfulness which was
natural to her.  When she was compelled to stop for want of breath,
she burst out laughing at seeing me gazing at her in a sort of
ecstatic silence.  She then challenged me to run a race; the game was
very agreeable to me.  I accepted, but I proposed to make it
interesting by a wager.

"Whoever loses the race," I said, "shall have to do whatever the
winner asks."

"Agreed!"

We marked the winning-post, and made a fair start.  I was certain to
win, but I lost on purpose, so as to see what she would ask me to do.
At first she ran with all her might while I reserved my strength, and
she was the first to reach the goal.  As she was trying to recover
her breath, she thought of sentencing me to a good penance: she hid
herself behind a tree and told me, a minute afterwards, that I had to
find her ring.  She had concealed it about her, and that was putting
me in possession of all her person.  I thought it was a delightful
forfeit, for I could easily see that she had chosen it with
intentional mischief; but I felt that I ought not to take too much
advantage of her, because her artless confidence required to be
encouraged.  We sat on the grass, I visited her pockets, the folds of
her stays, of her petticoat; then I looked in her shoes, and even at
her garters which were fastened below the knees.  Not finding
anything, I kept on my search, and as the ring was about her, I was
of course bound to discover it.  My reader has most likely guessed
that I had some suspicion of the charming hiding-place in which the
young beauty had concealed the ring, but before coming to it I wanted
to enjoy myself.  The ring was at last found between the two most
beautiful keepers that nature had ever rounded, but I felt such
emotion as I drew it out that my hand was trembling.

"What are you trembling for?" she asked.

"Only for joy at having found the ring; you had concealed it so well!
But you owe me a revenge, and this time you shall not beat me."

"We shall see."

We began a new race, and seeing that she was not running very fast, I
thought I could easily distance her whenever I liked.  I was
mistaken.  She had husbanded her strength, and when we had run about
two-thirds of the race she suddenly sprang forward at full speed,
left me behind, and I saw that I had lost.  I then thought of a
trick, the effect of which never fails; I feigned a heavy fall, and I
uttered a shriek of pain.  The poor child stopped at once, ran back
to me in great fright, and, pitying me, she assisted me to raise
myself from the ground.  The moment I was on my feet again, I laughed
heartily and, taking a spring forward, I had reached the goal long
before her.

The charming runner, thoroughly amazed, said to me,

"Then you did not hurt yourself?"

"No, for I fell purposely."

"Purposely?  Oh, to deceive me!  I would never have believed you
capable of that.  It is not fair to win by fraud; therefore I have
not lost the race."

"Oh!  yes, you have, for I reached the goal before you."

"Trick for trick; confess that you tried to deceive me at the start."

"But that is fair, and your trick is a very different thing."

"Yet it has given me the victory, and

          "Vincasi per fortund o per ingano,
          Il vincer sempre fu laudabil cosa"...

"I have often heard those words from my brother, but never from my
father.  Well, never mind, I have lost.  Give your judgment now, I
will obey."

"Wait a little.  Let me see.  Ah! my sentence is that you shall
exchange your garters for mine."

"Exchange our garters!  But you have seen mine, they are ugly and
worth nothing."

"Never mind.  Twice every day I shall think of the person I love, and
as nearly as possible at the same hours you will have to think of
me."

"It is a very pretty idea, and I like it.  Now I forgive you for
having deceived me.  Here are my ugly garters!  Ah! my dear deceiver,
how beautiful yours are!  What a handsome present!  How they will
please my mother!  They must be a present which you have just
received, for they are quite new."

"No, they have not been given to me.  I bought them for you, and I
have been racking my brain to find how I could make you accept them.
Love suggested to me the idea of making them the prize of the race.
You may now imagine my sorrow when I saw that you would win.
Vexation inspired me with a deceitful stratagem which arose from a
feeling you had caused yourself, and which turned entirely to your
honour, for you must admit that you would have shewn a very hard
heart if you had not come to my assistance."

"And I feel certain that you would not have had recourse to that
stratagem, if you could have guessed how deeply it would pain me."

"Do you then feel much interest in me?"

"I would do anything in the world to convince you of it.  I like my
pretty garters exceedingly; I will never have another pair, and I
promise you that my brother shall not steal them from me."

"Can you suppose him capable of such an action?"

"Oh! certainly, especially if the fastenings are in gold."

"Yes, they are in gold; but let him believe that they are in gilt
brass."

"Will you teach me how to fasten my beautiful garters?"

"Of course I will."

We went upstairs, and after our dinner which we both enjoyed with a
good appetite, she became more lively and I more excited by love, but
at the same time more to be pitied in consequence of the restraint to
which I had condemned myself.  Very anxious to try her garters, she
begged me to help her, and that request was made in good faith,
without mischievous coquetry.  An innocent young girl, who, in spite
of her fifteen years, has not loved yet, who has not frequented the
society of other girls, does not know the violence of amorous desires
or what is likely to excite them.  She has no idea of the danger of a
tete-a-tete.  When a natural instinct makes her love for the first
time, she believes the object of her love worthy of her confidence,
and she thinks that to be loved herself she must shew the most
boundless trust.

Seeing that her stockings were too short to fasten the garter above
the knee, she told me that she would in future use longer ones, and I
immediately offered her those that I had purchased.  Full of
gratitude she sat on my knees, and in the effusion of her
satisfaction she bestowed upon me all the kisses that she would have
given to her father if he had made her such a present.  I returned
her kisses, forcibly keeping down the violence of my feelings.  I
only told her that one of her kisses was worth a kingdom.  My
charming C---- C---- took off her shoes and stockings, and put on one
of the pairs I had given her, which went halfway up her thigh.  The
more innocent I found her to be, the less I could make up my mind to
possess myself of that ravishing prey.

We returned to the garden, and after walking about until the evening
we went to the opera, taking care to keep on our masks, because, the
theatre being small, we might easily have been recognized, and my
lovely friend was certain that her father would not allow her to come
out again, if he found out that she had gone to the opera.

We were rather surprised not to see her brother.  On our left we had
the Marquis of Montalegre, the Spanish ambassador, with his
acknowledged mistress, Mdlle. Bola, and in the box on our right a man
and a woman who had not taken off their masks.  Those two persons
kept their eyes constantly fixed upon us, but my young friend did not
remark it as her back was turned towards them.  During the ballet,
C---- C---- having left the libretto of the opera on the ledge of the
box, the man with the mask stretched forth his hand and took it.
That proved to me that we were known to him, and I said so to my
companion, who turned round and recognized her brother.  The lady who
was with him could be no other than Madame C----.  As P---- C----
knew the number of our box, he had taken the next one; he could not
have done so without some intention, and I foresaw that he meant to
make his sister have supper with that woman.  I was much annoyed, but
I could not prevent it without breaking off with him, altogether, and
I was in love.

After the second ballet, he came into our box with his lady, and
after the usual exchange of compliments the acquaintance was made,
and we had to accept supper at his casino.  As soon as the two ladies
had thrown off their masks, they embraced one another, and the
mistress of P---- C---- overwhelmed my young friend with compliments
and attentions.  At table she affected to treat her with extreme
affability, and C---- C---- not having any experience of the world
behaved towards her with the greatest respect.  I could, however, see
that C----, in spite of all her art, could hardly hide the vexation
she felt at the sight of the superior beauty which I had preferred to
her own charms.  P---- C----, who was of an extravagant gaiety,
launched forth in stupid jokes at which his mistress alone laughed;
in my anger, I shrugged my shoulders, and his sister, not
understanding his jests, took no notice of them.  Altogether our
'partie caree' was not formed of congenial spirits, and was rather a
dull affair.

As the dessert was placed on the table, P---- C----, somewhat excited
by the wine he had drunk, kissed his lady-love, and challenged me to
follow his example with his sister.  I told him that I loved Mdlle.
C---- C---- truly, and that I would not take such liberties with her
until I should have acquired a legal right to her favours.  P----
C---- began to scoff at what I had said, but C---- stopped him.
Grateful for that mark of propriety, I took out of my pocket the
twelve pairs of gloves which I had bought in the morning, and after I
had  begged her acceptance of half a dozen pairs I gave the other six
to my young friend.  P---- C---- rose from the table with a sneer,
dragging along with him his mistress, who had likewise drunk rather
freely, and he threw himself on a sofa with her.  The scene taking a
lewd turn, I placed myself in such a manner as to hide them from the
view of my young friend, whom I led into the recess of a window.  But
I had not been able to prevent C---- C---- from seeing in a looking-
glass the position of the two impudent wretches, and her face was
suffused with blushes; I, however, spoke to her quietly of
indifferent things, and recovering her composure she answered me,
speaking of her gloves, which she was folding on the pier-table.
After his brutal exploit, P---- C---- came impudently to me and
embraced me; his dissolute companion, imitating his example, kissed
my young friend, saying she was certain that she had seen nothing.
C---- C---- answered modestly that she did not know what she could
have seen, but the look she cast towards me made me understand all
she felt.  If the reader has any knowledge of the human heart, he
must guess what my feelings were.  How was it possible to endure such
a scene going on in the presence of an innocent girl whom I adored,
when I had to fight hard myself with my own burning desires so as not
to abuse her innocence!  I was on a bed of thorns!  Anger and
indignation, restrained by the reserve I was compelled to adopt for
fear of losing the object of my ardent love, made me tremble all
over.  The inventors of hell would not have failed to place that
suffering among its torments, if they had known it.  The lustful P---
C---- had thought of giving me a great proof of his friendship by the
disgusting action he had been guilty of, and he had reckoned as
nothing the dishonour of his mistress, and the delicacy of his sister
whom he had thus exposed to prostitution.  I do not know how I
contrived not to strangle him.  The next day, when he called on me,
I overwhelmed him with the most bitter reproaches, and he tried to
excuse himself by saying that he never would have acted in that
manner if he had not felt satisfied that I had already treated his
sister in the tete-a-tete in the same way that he treated his
mistress before us.

My love for C---- C---- became every instant more intense, and I had
made up my mind to undertake everything necessary to save her from
the fearful position in which her unworthy brother might throw her by
selling her for his own profit to some man less scrupulous than I
was.  It seemed to me urgent.  What a disgusting state of things!
What an unheard-of species of seduction!  What a strange way to gain
my friendship!  And I found myself under the dire necessity of
dissembling with the man whom I despised most in the world!  I had
been told that he was deeply in debt, that he had been a bankrupt in
Vienna, where he had a wife and a family of children, that in Venice
he had compromised his father who had been obliged to turn him out of
his house, and who, out of pity, pretended not to know that he had
kept his room in it.  He had seduced his wife, or rather his
mistress, who had been driven away by her husband, and after he had
squandered everything she possessed, and he found himself at the end
of his wits, he had tried to turn her prostitution to advantage.  His
poor mother who idolized him had given him everything she had, even
her own clothes, and I expected him to plague me again for some loan
or security, but I was firmly resolved on refusing.  I could not bear
the idea of C---- C---- being the innocent cause of my ruin, and used
as a tool by her brother to keep up his disgusting life.

Moved by an irresistible feeling, by what is called perfect love, I
called upon P---- C---- on the following day, and, after I had told
him that I adored his sister with the most honourable intentions, I
tried to make him realize how deeply he had grieved me by forgetting
all respect, and that modesty which the most inveterate libertine
ought never to insult if he has any pretension to be worthy of
respectable society.

"Even if I had to give up," I added, "the pleasure of seeing your
angelic sister, I have taken the firm resolution of not keeping
company with you; but I candidly warn you that I will do everything
in my power to prevent her from going out with you, and from being
the victim of some infamous bargain in your hands."

He excused himself again by saying that he had drunk too much, and
that he did not believe that my love for his sister was such as to
despise the gratification of my senses.  He begged my pardon, he
embraced me with tears in his eyes, and I would, perhaps have given
way to my own emotion, when his mother and sister entered the room.
They offered me their heart-felt thanks for the handsome present I
had given to the young lady.  I told the mother that I loved her
daughter, and that my fondest hope was to obtain her for my wife.

"In the hope of securing that happiness, madam," I added, "I shall
get a friend to speak to your husband as soon as I shall have secured
a position giving me sufficient means to keep her comfortably, and to
assure her happiness."

So saying I kissed her hand, and I felt so deeply moved that the
tears ran down my cheeks.  Those tears were sympathetic, and the
excellent woman was soon crying like me.  She thanked me
affectionately, and left me with her daughter and her son, who looked
as if he had been changed into a statue.

There are a great many mothers of that kind in the world, and very
often they are women who have led a virtuous life; they do not
suppose that deceit can exist, because their own nature understands
only what is upright and true; but they are almost always the victims
of their good faith, and of their trust in those who seem to them to
be patterns of honesty.  What I had told the mother surprised the
daughter, but her astonishment was much greater when she heard of
what I had said to her brother.  After one moment of consideration,
she told him that, with any other man but me, she would have been
ruined; and that, if she had been in the place of Madame C----, she
would never have forgiven him, because the way he had treated her was
as debasing for her as for himself.  P---- C---- was weeping, but the
traitor could command tears whenever he pleased.

It was Whit Sunday, and as the theatres were closed he told me that,
if I would be at the same place of Appointment as before, the next
day, he would leave his sister with me, and go by himself with Madame
C----, whom he could not honourably leave alone.

"I will give you my key," he added, "and you can bring back my sister
here as soon as you have supper together wherever you like."

And he handed me his key, which I had not the courage to refuse.
After that he left us.  I went away myself a few minutes afterwards,
having previously agreed with C---- C---- that we would go to the
Zuecca Garden on the following day.

I was punctual, and love exciting me to the highest degree I foresaw
what would happen on that day.  I had engaged a box at the opera, and
we went to our garden until the evening.  As it was a holiday there
were several small parties of friends sitting at various tables, and
being unwilling to mix with other people we made up our minds to
remain in the apartment which was given to us, and to go to the opera
only towards the end of the performance.  I therefore ordered a good
supper.  We had seven hours to spend together, and my charming young
friend remarked that the time would certainly not seem long to us.
She threw off her disguise and sat on my knees, telling me that I had
completed the conquest of her heart by my reserve towards her during
the supper with her brother; but all our conversation was accompanied
by kisses which, little by little, were becoming more and more
ardent.

"Did you see," she said to me, "what my brother did to Madame C----
when she placed herself astride on his knees?  I only saw it in the
looking-glass, but I could guess what it was."

"Were you not afraid of my treating you in the same manner?"

"No, I can assure you.  How could I possibly fear such a thing,
knowing how much you love me?  You would have humiliated me so deeply
that I should no longer have loved you.  We will wait until we are
married, will we not, dear?  You cannot realize the extent of the joy
I felt when I heard you speak to my mother as you did!  We will love
each other for ever.  But will you explain to me, dearest, the
meaning of the words embroidered upon my garters?"

"Is there any motto upon them?  I was not aware of it."

"Oh, yes!  it is in French; pray read it."

Seated on my knees, she took off one of her garters while I was
unclasping the other, and here are the two lines which I found
embroidered on them, and which I ought to have read before offering
them to her:

    'En voyant chaque jour le bijou de ma belle,
     Vous lui direz qu'Amour veut qu'il lui soit fidele.'

Those verses, rather free I must confess, struck me as very comic.
I burst out laughing, and my mirth increased when, to please her, I
had to translate their meaning.  As it was an idea entirely new to
her, I found it necessary to enter into particulars which lighted an
ardent fire in our veins.

"Now," she observed, "I shall not dare to shew my garters to anybody,
and I am very sorry for it."

As I was rather thoughtful, she added,

"Tell me what you are thinking of?"

"I am thinking that those lucky garters have a privilege which
perhaps I shall never enjoy.  How I wish myself in their place: I may
die of that wish, and die miserable."

"No, dearest, for I am in the same position as you, and I am certain
to live.  Besides, we can hasten our marriage.  As far as I am
concerned, I am ready to become your wife to-morrow if you wish it.
We are both free, and my father cannot refuse his consent."

"You are right, for he would be bound to consent for the sake of his
honour.  But I wish to give him a mark of my respect by asking for
your hand, and after that everything will soon be ready.  It might be
in a week or ten days."

"So soon?  You will see that my father will say that I am too young."

"Perhaps he is right."

"No; I am young, but not too young, and I am certain that I can be
your wife."

I was on burning coals, and I felt that it was impossible for me to
resist any longer the ardent fire which was consuming me.

"Oh, my best beloved!" I exclaimed, "do you feel certain of my love?
Do you think me capable of deceiving you?  Are you sure that you will
never repent being my wife?"

"More than certain, darling; for you could not wish to make me
unhappy."

"Well, then, let our marriage take place now.  Let God alone receive
our mutual pledges; we cannot have a better witness, for He knows the
purity of our intentions.  Let us mutually engage our faith, let us
unite our destinies and be happy.  We will afterwards legalize our
tender love with your father's consent and with the ceremonies of the
Church; in the mean time be mine, entirely mine."

"Dispose of me, dearest.  I promise to God, I promise to you that,
from this very moment and for ever, I will be your faithful wife; I
will say the same to my father, to the priest who will bless our
union--in fact, to everybody."

"I take the same oath towards you, darling, and I can assure you that
we are now truly married.  Come to my arms!  Oh, dearest, complete my
felicity!"

"Oh, dear! am I indeed so near happiness!"

After kissing her tenderly, I went down to tell the mistress of the
house not to disturb us, and not to bring up our dinner until we
called for it.  During my short absence, my charming C---- C---- had
thrown herself dressed on the bed, but I told her that the god of
love disapproved of unnecessary veils, and in less than a minute I
made of her a new Eve, beautiful in her nakedness as if she had just
come out of the hands of the Supreme Artist.  Her skin, as soft as
satin, was dazzlingly white, and seemed still more so beside her
splendid black hair which I had spread over her alabaster shoulders.
Her slender figure, her prominent hips, her beautifully-modelled
bosom, her large eyes, from which flashed the sparkle of amorous
desire, everything about her was strikingly beautiful, and presented
to my hungry looks the perfection of the mother of love, adorned by
all the charms which modesty throws over the attractions of a lovely
woman.

Beside myself, I almost feared lest my felicity should not prove
real, or lest it should not be made perfect by complete enjoyment,
when mischievous love contrived, in so serious a moment, to supply me
with a reason for mirth.

"Is there by any chance a law to prevent the husband from undressing
himself?" enquired beautiful C---- C----.

"No, darling angel, no; and even if there were such a barbarous law,
I would not submit to it."

In one instant, I had thrown off all my garments, and my mistress, in
her turn, gave herself up to all the impulse of natural instinct and
curiosity, for every part of my body was an entirely new thing to
her.  At last, as if she had had enough of the pleasure her eyes were
enjoying, she pressed me against her bosom, and exclaimed,


"Oh!  dearest, what a difference between you and my pillow!"

"Your pillow, darling?  You are laughing; what do you mean?"

"Oh! it is nothing but a childish fancy; I am afraid you will be
angry."

"Angry!  How could I be angry with you, my love, in the happiest
moment of my life?"

"Well, for several days past, I could not go to sleep without holding
my pillow in my arms; I caressed it, I called it my dear husband; I
fancied it was you, and when a delightful enjoyment had left me
without movement, I would go to sleep, and in the morning find my
pillow still between my arms."

My dear C---- C---- became my wife with the courage of a true
heroine, for her intense love caused her to delight even in bodily
pain.  After three hours spent in delicious enjoyment, I got up and
called for our supper.  The repast was simple, but very good.  We
looked at one another without speaking, for how could we find words
to express our feelings?  We thought that our felicity was extreme,
and we enjoyed it with the certainty that we could renew it at will.

The hostess came up to enquire whether we wanted anything, and she
asked if we were not going to the opera, which everybody said was so
beautiful.

"Have you never been to the opera?"

"Never, because it is too dear for people in our position.  My
daughter has such a wish to go, that, God forgive me for saying it!
she would give herself, I truly believe, to the man who would take
her there once."

"That would be paying very dear for it," said my little wife,
laughing.  "Dearest, we could make her happy at less cost, for that
hurts very much."

"I was thinking of it, my love.  Here is the key of the box, you can
make them a present of it."

"Here is the key of a box at the St. Moses Theatre," she said to the
hostess; "it costs two sequins; go instead of us, and tell your
daughter to keep her rose-bud for something better."

"To enable you to amuse yourself, my good woman; take these two
sequins," I added.  "Let your daughter enjoy herself well."

The good hostess, thoroughly amazed at the generosity of her guests,
ran in a great hurry to her daughter, while we were delighted at
having laid ourselves under the pleasant necessity of again going to
bed.  She came up with her daughter, a handsome, tempting blonde, who
insisted upon kissing the hands of her benefactors.

"She is going this minute with her lover," said the mother.  "He is
waiting for her; but I will not let her go alone with him, for he is
not to be trusted; I am going with them."

"That is right, my good woman; but when you come back this evening,
let the gondola wait for us; it will take us to Venice."

"What!  Do you mean to remain here until we return?"

"Yes, for this is our wedding-day."

"To-day?  God bless you!"

She then went to the bed, to put it to rights, and seeing the marks
of my wife's virginity she came to my dear C---- C---- and, in her
joy, kissed her, and immediately began a sermon for the special
benefit of her daughter, shewing her those marks which, in her
opinion, did infinite honour to the young bride: respectable marks,
she said, which in our days the god of Hymen sees but seldom on his
altar.

The daughter, casting down her beautiful blue eyes, answered that the
same would certainly be seen on her wedding-day.

"I am certain of it," said the mother, "for I never lose sight of
thee.  Go and get some water in this basin, and bring it here.  This
charming bride must be in need of it."

The girl obeyed.  The two women having left us, we went to bed, and
four hours of ecstatic delights passed off with wonderful rapidity.
Our last engagement would have lasted longer, if my charming
sweetheart had not taken a fancy to take my place and to reverse the
position.  Worn out with happiness and enjoyment, we were going to
sleep, when the hostess came to tell us that the gondola was waiting
for us.  I immediately got up to open the door, in the hope that she
would amuse us with her description of the opera; but she left that
task to her daughter, who had come up with her, and she went down
again to prepare some coffee for us.  The young girl assisted my
sweetheart to dress, but now and then she would wink at me in a
manner which made me think that she had more experience than her
mother imagined.

Nothing could be more indiscreet than the eyes of my beloved
mistress; they wore the irrefutable marks of her first exploits.  It
is true that she had just been fighting a battle which had positively
made her a different being to what she was before the engagement.

We took some hot coffee, and I told our hostess to get us a nice
dinner for the next day; we then left in the gondola.  The dawn of
day was breaking when we landed at St. Sophia's Square, in order to
set the curiosity of the gondoliers at fault, and we parted happy,
delighted, and certain that we were thoroughly married.  I went to
bed, having made up my mind to compel M. de Bragadin, through the
power of the oracle, to obtain legally for me the hand of my beloved
C---- C----.  I remained in bed until noon, and spent the rest of the
day in playing with ill luck, as if Dame Fortune had wished to warn
me that she did not approve of my love.




CHAPTER XIII

Continuation of My Intrigues with C. C.--M. de Bragadin Asks the Hand
of That Young Person for Me--Her Father Refuses, and Sends Her to a
Convent--De la Haye--I Lose All my Money at the Faso-table--My
Partnership with Croce Replenishes My Purse--Various Incidents

The happiness derived from my love had prevented me from attaching
any importance to my losses, and being entirely engrossed with the
thought of my sweetheart my mind did not seem to care for whatever
did not relate to her.

I was thinking of her the next morning when her brother called on me
with a beaming countenance, and said,

"I am certain that you have slept with my sister, and I am very glad
of it.  She does not confess as much, but her confession is not
necessary.  I will bring her to you to-day."

"You will oblige me, for I adore her, and I will get a friend of mine
to ask her in marriage from your father in such a manner that he will
not be able to refuse."

"I wish it may be so, but I doubt it.  In the mean time, I find
myself compelled to beg another service from your kindness.  I can
obtain, against a note of hand payable in six months, a ring of the
value of two hundred sequins, and I am certain to sell it again this
very day for the same amount.  That sum, is very necessary to me just
now, but the jeweller, who knows you, will not let me have it without
your security.  Will you oblige me in this instance?  I know that you
lost a great deal last night; if you want some money I will give you
one hundred sequins, which you will return when the note of hand
falls due."

How could I refuse him?  I knew very well that I would be duped, but
I loved his sister so much:

"I am ready," said I to him, "to sign the note of hand, but you are
wrong in abusing my love for your sister in such a manner."

We went out, and the jeweller having accepted my security the bargain
was completed.  The merchant, who knew me only by name, thinking of
paying me a great compliment, told P---- C---- that with my guarantee
all his goods were at his service.  I did not feel flattered by the
compliment, but I thought I could see in it the knavery of P----
C----, who was clever enough to find out, out of a hundred, the fool
who without any reason placed confidence in me when I possessed
nothing.  It was thus that my angelic C---- C----, who seemed made to
insure my happiness, was the innocent cause of my ruin.

At noon P---- C---- brought his sister; and wishing most likely to
prove its honesty--for a cheat always tries hard to do that--he gave
me back the letter of exchange which I had endorsed for the Cyprus
wine, assuring me likewise that at our next meeting he would hand me
the one hundred sequins which he had promised me.

I took my mistress as usual to Zuecca; I agreed for the garden to be
kept closed, and we dined under a vine-arbour.  My dear C---- C----
seemed to me more beautiful since she was mine, and, friendship being
united to love we felt a delightful sensation of happiness which
shone on our features.  The hostess, who had found me generous, gave
us some excellent game and some very fine fish; her daughter served
us.  She also came to undress my little wife as soon as we had gone
upstairs to give ourselves up to the sweet pleasures natural to a
young married couple.

When we were alone my loved asked me what was the meaning of the one
hundred sequins which her brother had promised to bring me, and I
told her all that had taken place between him and me.

"I entreat you, darling," she said to me, "to refuse all the demands
of my brother in future; he is, unfortunately, in such difficulties
that he would at the end drag you down to the abyss into which he
must fall"

This time our enjoyment seemed to us more substantial; we relished it
with a more refined delight, and, so to speak, we reasoned over it.

"Oh, my best beloved!" she said to me, "do all in your power to
render me pregnant; for in that case my father could no longer refuse
his consent to my marriage, under the pretext of my being too young."

It was with great difficulty that I made her understand that the
fulfilment of that wish, however much I shared it myself, was not
entirely in our power; but that, under the circumstances, it would
most probably be fulfilled sooner or later.

After working with all our might at the completion of that great
undertaking, we gave several hours to a profound and delightful
repose.  As soon as we were awake I called for candles and coffee,
and we set to work again in the hope of obtaining the mutual harmony
of ecstatic enjoyment which was necessary to insure our future
happiness.  It was in the midst of our loving sport that the too
early dawn surprised us, and we hurried back to Venice to avoid
inquisitive eyes.

We renewed our pleasures on the Friday, but, whatever delight I may
feel now in the remembrance of those happy moments, I will spare my
readers the description of my new enjoyment, because they might not
feel interested in such repetitions.  I must therefore only say that,
before parting on that day, we fixed for the following Monday, the
last day of the carnival, our last meeting in the Garden of Zuecca.
Death alone could have hindered me from keeping that appointment, for
it was to be the last opportunity of enjoying our amorous sport.

On the Monday morning I saw P---- C----, who confirmed the
appointment for the same hour, and at the place previously agreed
upon, and I was there in good time.  In spite of the impatience of a
lover, the first hour of expectation passes rapidly, but the second
is mortally long.  Yet the third and the fourth passed without my
seeing my beloved mistress.  I was in a state of fearful anxiety; I
imagined the most terrible disasters.  It seemed to me that if C---
C---- had been unable to go out her brother ought to have come to let
me know it.

But some unexpected mishap might have detained him, and I could not
go and fetch her myself at her house, even if I had feared nothing
else than to miss them on the road.  At last, as the church bells
were tolling the Angelus, C---- C---- came alone, and masked.

"I was certain," she said, "that you were here, and here I am in
spite of all my mother could say.  You must be starving.  My brother
has not put in an appearance through the whole of this day.  Let us
go quickly to our garden, for I am very hungry too, and love will
console us for all we have suffered today."

She had spoken very rapidly, and without giving me time to utter a
single word; I had nothing more to ask her.  We went off, and took a
gondola to our garden.  The wind was very high, it blew almost a
hurricane, and the gondola having only one rower the danger was
great.  C---- C----, who had no idea of it, was playing with me to
make up for the restraint under which she had been all day; but her
movements exposed the gondolier to danger; if he had fallen into the
water, nothing could have saved us, and we would have found death on
our way to pleasure.  I told her to keep quiet, but, being anxious
not to frighten her, I dared not acquaint her with the danger we were
running.  The gondolier, however, had not the same reasons for
sparing her feelings, and he called out to us in a stentorian voice
that, if we did not keep quiet, we were all lost.  His threat had the
desired effect, and we reached the landing without mishap.  I paid
the man generously, and he laughed for joy when he saw the money for
which he was indebted to the bad weather.

We spent six delightful hours in our casino; this time sleep was not
allowed to visit us.  The only thought which threw a cloud over our
felicity was that, the carnival being over, we did not know how to
contrive our future meetings.  We agreed, however, that on the
following Wednesday morning I should pay a visit to her brother, and
that she would come to his room as usual.

We took leave of our worthy hostess, who, entertaining no hope of
seeing us again, expressed her sorrow and overwhelmed us with
blessings.  I escorted my darling, without any accident, as far as
the door of her house, and went home.

I had just risen at noon, when to my great surprise I had a visit
from De la Haye with his pupil Calvi, a handsome young man, but the
very copy of his master in everything.  He walked, spoke, laughed
exactly like him; it was the same language as that of the Jesuits
correct but rather harsh French.  I thought that excess of imitation
perfectly scandalous, and I could not help telling De la Haye that he
ought to change his pupil's deportment, because such servile mimicry
would only expose him to bitter raillery.  As I was giving him my
opinion on that subject, Bavois made his appearance, and when he had
spent an hour in the company of the young man he was entirely of the
same mind.  Calvi died two or three years later.  De la Haye, who was
bent upon forming pupils, became, two or three months after Calvi's
death, the tutor of the young Chevalier de Morosini, the nephew of
the nobleman to whom Bavois was indebted for his rapid fortune, who
was then the Commissioner of the Republic to settle its boundaries
with the Austrian Government represented by Count Christiani.

I was in love beyond all measure, and I would not postpone an
application on which my happiness depended any longer.  After dinner,
and as soon as everybody had retired, I begged M. de Bragadin and his
two friends to grant me an audience of two hours in the room in which
we were always inaccessible.  There, without any preamble, I told
them that I was in love with C---- C----, and determined on carrying
her off if they could not contrive to obtain her from her father for
my wife.  "The question at issue," I said to M.  de Bragadin, "is how
to give me a respectable position, and to guarantee a dowry of ten
thousand ducats which the young lady would bring me."  They answered
that, if Paralis gave them the necessary instructions, they were
ready to fulfil them.  That was all I wanted.  I spent two hours in
forming all the pyramids they wished, and the result was that M. de
Bragadin himself would demand in my name the hand of the young lady;
the oracle explaining the reason of that choice by stating that it
must be the same person who would guarantee the dowry with his own
fortune.  The father of my mistress being then at his country-house,
I told my friends that they would have due notice of his return, and
that they were to be all three together when M. de Bragadin demanded
the young lady's hand.

Well pleased with what I had done, I called on P----C---- the next
morning.  An old woman, who opened the door for me, told me that he
was not at home, but that his mother would see me.  She came
immediately with her daughter, and they both looked very sad, which
at once struck me as a bad sign.  C---- C---- told me that her
brother was in prison for debt, and that it would be difficult to get
him out of it because his debts amounted to a very large sum.  The
mother, crying bitterly, told me how deeply grieved she was at not
being able to support him in the prison, and she shewed me the letter
he had written to her, in which he requested her to deliver an
enclosure to his sister.  I asked C---- C----- whether I could read
it; she handed it to me, and I saw that he begged her to speak to me
in his behalf.  As I returned it to her, I told her to write to him
that I was not in a position to do anything for him, but I entreated
the mother to accept twenty-five sequins, which would enable her to
assist him by sending him one or two at a time.  She made up her mind
to take them only when her daughter joined her entreaties to mine.

After this painful scene I gave them an account of what I had done in
order to obtain the hand of my young sweetheart.  Madame C--- thanked
me, expressed her appreciation of my honourable conduct, but she told
me not to entertain any hope, because her husband, who was very
stubborn in his ideas, had decided that his daughter should marry a
merchant, and not before the age of eighteen.  He was expected home
that very day.  As I was taking leave of them, my mistress contrived
to slip in my hand a letter in which she told me that I could safely
make use of the key which I had in my possession, to enter the house
at midnight, and that I would find her in her brother's room.  This
news made me very happy, for, notwithstanding all the doubts of her
mother, I hoped for success in obtaining her hand.

When I returned home, I told M. de Bragadin of the expected arrival
of the father of my charming C---- C----, and the kind old man wrote
to him immediately in my presence.  He requested him to name at what
time he might call on him on important business.  I asked M. de
Bragadin not to send his letter until the following day.

The reader can very well guess that C---- C---- had not to wait for
me long after midnight.  I gained admittance without any difficulty,
and I found my darling, who received me with open arms.

"You have nothing to fear," she said to me; "my father has arrived in
excellent health, and everyone in the house is fast asleep."

"Except Love," I answered, "which is now inviting us to enjoy
ourselves.  Love will protect us, dearest, and to-morrow your father
will receive a letter from my worthy protector."

At those words C---- C---- shuddered.  It was a presentiment of the
future.

She said to me,

"My father thinks of me now as if I were nothing but a child; but his
eyes are going to be opened respecting me; he will examine my
conduct, and God knows what will happen!  Now, we are happy, even
more than we were during our visits to Zuecca, for we can see each
other every night without restraint.  But what will my father do when
he hears that I have a lover?"

"What can he do?  If he refuses me your hand, I will carry you off,
and the patriarch would certainly marry us.  We shall be one
another's for life"

"It is my most ardent wish, and to realize it I am ready to do
anything; but, dearest, I know my father."

We remained two hours together, thinking less of our pleasures than
of our sorrow; I went away promising to see her again the next night.
The whole of the morning passed off very heavily for me, and at noon
M. de Bragadin informed me that he had sent his letter to the father,
who had answered that he would call himself on the following day to
ascertain M. de Bragadin's wishes.  At midnight I saw my beloved
mistress again, and I gave her an account of all that had transpired.
C---- C---- told me that the message of the senator had greatly
puzzled her father, because, as he had never had any intercourse with
that nobleman, he could not imagine what he wanted with him.
Uncertainty, a sort of anxious dread, and a confused hope, rendered
our enjoyment much less lively during the two hours which we spent
together.  I had no doubt that M. Ch. C---- the father of my young
friend, would 'go home immediately after his interview with M. de
Bragadin, that he would ask his daughter a great many questions, and
I feared lest C---- C----, in her trouble and confusion, should
betray herself.  She felt herself that it might be so, and I could
see how painfully anxious she was.  I was extremely uneasy myself,
and I suffered much because, not knowing how her father would look at
the matter, I could not give her any advice.  As a matter of course,
it was necessary for her to conceal certain circumstances which would
have prejudiced his mind against us; yet it was urgent to tell him
the truth and to shew herself entirely submissive to his will.  I
found myself placed in a strange position, and above all, I regretted
having made the all-important application, precisely because it was
certain to have too decisive a result.  I longed to get out of the
state of indecision in which I was, and I was surprised to see my
young mistress less anxious than I was.  We parted with heavy hearts,
but with the hope that the next night would again bring us together,
for the contrary did not seem to us possible.

The next day, after dinner, M. Ch. C---- called upon M. de Bragadin,
but I did not shew myself.  He remained a couple of hours with my
three friends, and as soon as he had gone I heard that his answer had
been what the mother had told me, but with the addition of a
circumstance most painful to me--namely, that his daughter would pass
the four years which were to elapse, before she could think of
marriage, in a convent.  As a palliative to his refusal he had added,
that, if by that time I had a well-established position in the world,
he might consent to our wedding.

That answer struck me as most cruel, and in the despair in which it
threw me I was not astonished when the same night I found the door by
which I used to gain admittance to C---- C---- closed and locked
inside.

I returned home more dead than alive, and lost twenty-four hours in
that fearful perplexity in which a man is often thrown when he feels
himself bound to take a decision without knowing what to decide.  I
thought of carrying her off, but a thousand difficulties combined to
prevent the execution of that scheme, and her brother was in prison.
I saw how difficult it would be to contrive a correspondence with my
wife, for I considered C---- C---- as such, much more than if our
marriage had received the sanction of the priest's blessing or of the
notary's legal contract.

Tortured by a thousand distressing ideas, I made up my mind at last
to pay a visit to Madame C----.  A servant opened the door, and
informed me that madame had gone to the country; she could not tell
me when she was expected to return to Venice.  This news was a
terrible thunder-bolt to me; I remained as motionless as a statue;
for now that I had lost that last resource I had no means of
procuring the slightest information.

I tried to look calm in the presence of my three friends, but in
reality I was in a state truly worthy of pity, and the reader will
perhaps realize it if I tell him that in my despair I made up my mind
to call on P---- C---- in his prison, in the hope that he might give
me some information.

My visit proved useless; he knew nothing, and I did not enlighten his
ignorance.  He told me a great many lies which I pretended to accept
as gospel, and giving him two sequins I went away, wishing him a
prompt release.

I was racking my brain to contrive some way to know the position of
my mistress--for I felt certain it was a fearful one--and believing
her to be unhappy I reproached myself most bitterly as the cause of
her misery.  I had reached such a state of anxiety that I could
neither eat nor sleep.

Two days after the refusal of the father, M. de Bragadin and his two
friends went to Padua for a month.  I had not had the heart to go
with them, and I was alone in the house.  I needed consolation and I
went to the gaming-table, but I played without attention and lost a
great deal.  I had already sold whatever I possessed of any value,
and I owed money everywhere.  I could expect no assistance except
from my three kind friends, but shame prevented me from confessing my
position to them.  I was in that disposition which leads easily to
self-destruction, and I was thinking of it as I was shaving myself
before a toilet-glass, when the servant brought to my room a woman
who had a letter for me.  The woman came up to me, and, handing me
the letter, she said,

"Are you the person to whom it is addressed?"

I recognized at once a seal which I had given to C---- C----; I
thought I would drop down dead.  In order to recover my composure, I
told the woman to wait, and tried to shave myself, but my hand
refused to perform its office.  I put the razor down, turned my back
on the messenger, and opening the letter I read the following lines,

"Before I can write all I have to say, I must be sure of my
messenger.  I am boarding in a convent, and am very well treated, and
I enjoy excellent health in spite of the anxiety of my mind.  The
superior has been instructed to forbid me all visitors and
correspondence.  I am, however, already certain of being able to
write to you, notwithstanding these very strict orders.  I entertain
no doubt of your good faith, my beloved husband, and I feel sure that
you will never doubt a heart which is wholly yours.  Trust to me for
the execution of whatever you may wish me to do, for I am yours and
only yours.  Answer only a few words until we are quite certain of
our messenger.

"Muran, June 12th."


In less than three weeks my young friend had become a clever
moralist; it is true that Love had been her teacher, and Love alone
can work miracles.  As I concluded the reading of her letter, I was
in the state of a criminal pardoned at the foot of the scaffold.  I
required several minutes before I recovered the exercise of my will
and my presence of mind.

I turned towards the messenger, and asked her if she could read.

"Ah, sir!  if I could not read, it would be a great misfortune for
me.  There are seven women appointed for the service of the nuns of
Muran.  One of us comes in turn to Venice once a week; I come every
Wednesday, and this day week I shall be able to bring you an answer
to the letter which, if you like, you can write now."

"Then you can take charge of the letters entrusted to you by the
nuns?"

"That is not supposed to be one of our duties but the faithful
delivery of letters being the most important of the commissions
committed to our care, we should not be trusted if we could not read
the address of the letters placed in our hands.  The nuns wanted to
be sure that we shall not give to Peter the letter addressed to Paul.
The good mothers are always afraid of our being guilty of such
blunders.  Therefore I shall be here again, without fail, this day
week at the same hour, but please to order your servant to wake you
in case you should be asleep, for our time is measured as if it were
gold.  Above all, rely entirely upon my discretion as long as you
employ me; for if I did not know how to keep a silent tongue in my
head I should lose my bread, and then what would become of me--
a widow with four children, a boy eight years old, and three pretty
girls, the eldest of whom is only sixteen?  You can see them when you
come to Muran.  I live near the church, on the garden side, and I am
always at home when I am not engaged in the service of the nuns, who
are always sending me on one commission or another.  The young lady--
I do not know her name yet, for she has only been one week with us--
gave me this letter, but so cleverly!  Oh! she must be as witty as
she is pretty, for three nuns who were there were completely
bamboozled.  She gave it to me with this other letter for myself,
which I likewise leave in your hands.  Poor child! she tells me to be
discreet!  She need not be afraid.  Write to her, I entreat you, sir,
that she can trust me, and answer boldly.  I would not tell you to
act in the same manner with all the other messengers of the convent,
although I believe them to be honest--and God forbid I should speak
ill of my fellow-creature--but they are all ignorant, you see; and it
is certain that they babble, at least, with their confessors, if with
nobody else.  As for me, thank God!  I know very well that I need not
confess anything but my sins, and surely to carry a letter from a
Christian woman to her brother in Christ is not a sin.  Besides, my
confessor is a good old monk, quite deaf, I believe, for the worthy
man never answers me; but that is his business, not mine!"

I had not intended to ask her any questions, but if such had been my
intention she would not have given me time to carry it into
execution; and without my asking her anything, she was telling me
everything I cared to know, and she did so in her anxiety for me to
avail myself of her services exclusively.

I immediately sat down to write to my dear recluse, intending at
first to write only a few lines, as she had requested me; but my time
was too short to write so little.  My letter was a screed of four
pages, and very likely it said less than her note of one short page.
I told her her letter had saved my life, and asked her whether I
could hope to see her.  I informed her that I had given a sequin to
the messenger, that she would find another for herself under the seal
of my letter, and that I would send her all the money she might want.
I entreated her not to fail writing every Wednesday, to be certain
that her letters would never be long enough to give me full
particulars, not only of all she did, of all she was allowed to do,
but also of all her thoughts respecting her release from
imprisonment, and the overcoming of all the obstacles which were in
the way of our mutual happiness; for I was as much hers as she was
mine.  I hinted to her the necessity of gaining the love of all the
nuns and boarders, but without taking them into her confidence, and
of shewing no dislike of her convent life.  After praising her for
the clever manner in which she had contrived to write to me, in spite
of superior orders, I made her understand how careful she was to be
to avoid being surprised while she was writing, because in such a
case her room would certainly be searched and all her papers seized.

"Burn all my letters, darling," I added, "and recollect that you must
go to confession often, but without implicating our love.  Share with
me all your sorrows, which interest me even more than your joys."

I sealed my letter in such a manner that no one could possibly guess
that there was a sequin hidden under the sealing wax, and I rewarded
the woman, promising her that I would give her the same reward every
time that she brought me a letter from my friend.  When she saw the
sequin which I had put in her hand the good woman cried for joy, and
she told me that, as the gates of the convent were never closed for
her, she would deliver my letter the moment she found the young lady
alone.

Here is the note which C---- C---- had given to the woman, with the
letter addressed to me:

"God Himself, my good woman, prompts me to have confidence in you
rather than in anybody else.  Take this letter to Venice, and should
the person to whom it is addressed not be in the city, bring it back
to me.  You must deliver it to that person himself, and if you find
him you will most likely have an answer, which you must give me, but
only when you are certain that nobody can see you."

If Love is imprudent, it is only in the hope of enjoyment; but when
it is necessary to bring back happiness destroyed by some untoward
accident, Love foresees all that the keenest perspicacity could
possibly find out.  The letter of my charming wife overwhelmed me
with joy, and in one moment I passed from a state of despair to that
of extreme felicity.  I felt certain that I should succeed in
carrying her off even if the walls of the convent could boast of
artillery, and after the departure of the messenger my first thought
was to endeavour to spend the seven days, before I could receive the
second letter, pleasantly.  Gambling alone could do it, but everybody
had gone to Padua.  I got my trunk ready, and immediately sent it to
the burchiello then ready to start, and I left for Frusina.  From
that place I posted, and in less than three hours I arrived at the
door of the Bragadin Palace, where I found my dear protector on the
point of sitting down to dinner.  He embraced me affectionately, and
seeing me covered with perspiration he said to me,

"I am certain that you are in no hurry."

"No," I answered, "but I am starving."

I brought joy to the brotherly trio, and I enhanced their happiness
when I told my friends that I would remain six days with them.  De la
Haye dined with us on that day; as soon as dinner was over he
closeted himself with M. Dandoio, and for two hours they remained
together.  I had gone to bed during that time, but M. Dandolo came up
to me and told me that I had arrived just in time to consult the
oracle respecting an important affair entirely private to himself.
He gave me the questions, and requested me to find the answers.  He
wanted to know whether he would act rightly if he accepted a project
proposed to him by De la Haye.

The oracle answered negatively.

M. Dandolo, rather surprised, asked a second question: he wished
Paralis to give his reasons for the denial.

I formed the cabalistic pile, and brought out this answer:

"I asked Casanova's opinion, and as I find it opposed to the proposal
made by De la Haye, I do not wish to hear any more about it."

Oh! wonderful power of self-delusion!  This worthy man, pleased at
being able to throw the odium of a refusal on me, left me perfectly
satisfied.  I had no idea of the nature of the affair to which he had
been alluding, and I felt no curiosity about it; but it annoyed me
that a Jesuit should interfere and try to make my friends do anything
otherwise than through my instrumentality, and I wanted that
intriguer to know that my influence was greater than his own.

After that, I dressed, masked myself, and went to the opera, where I
sat down to a faro-table and lost all my money.  Fortune was
determined to shew me that it does not always agree with love.  My
heart was heavy, I felt miserable; I went to bed.  When I woke in the
morning, I saw De la Haye come into my room with a beaming
countenance, and, assuming an air of devoted friendship, he made a
great show of his feelings towards me.  I knew what to think of it
all, and I waited for the 'denouement'.

"My dear friend," he said to me at last, "why did you dissuade
M. Dandolo from doing what I had insinuated to him?"

"What had you insinuated to him?"

"You know well enough."

"If I knew it, I would not ask you"

"M. Dandolo himself told me that you had advised him against it."

"Advised against, that may be, but certainly not dissuaded, for if he
had been persuaded in his own mind he would not have asked my
advice."

"As you please; but may I enquire your reasons?"

"Tell me first what your proposal was."

"Has he not told you?"

"Perhaps he has; but if you wish to know my reasons, I must hear the
whole affair from your own lips, because M. Dandolo spoke to me under
a promise of secrecy."

"Of what good is all this reserve?"

"Everyone has his own principles and his own way of thinking: I have
a sufficiently good opinion of you to believe that you would act
exactly as I do, for I have heard you say that in all secret matters
one ought to guard against surprise."

"I am incapable of taking such an advantage of a friend; but as a
general rule your maxim is a right one; I like prudence.  I will tell
you the whole affair.  You are aware that Madame Tripolo has been
left a widow, and that M. Dandolo is courting her assiduously, after
having done the same for fourteen years during the life of the
husband.  The lady, who is still young, beautiful and lovely, and
also is very respectable, wishes to become his wife.  It is to me
that she has confided her wishes, and as I saw nothing that was not
praiseworthy, either in a temporal or in a spiritual point of view,
in that union, for after all we are all men, I took the affair in
hand with real pleasure.  I fancied even that M. Dandolo felt some
inclination for that marriage when he told me that he would give me
his decision this morning.  I am not astonished at his having asked
your advice in such an important affair, for a prudent man is right
in asking the opinion of a wise friend before taking a decisive step;
but I must tell you candidly that I am astonished at your disapproval
of such a marriage.  Pray excuse me if, in order to improve by the
information, I ask why your opinion is exactly the reverse of mine."

Delighted at having discovered the whole affair, at having arrived in
time to prevent my friend who was goodness itself contracting an
absurd marriage, I answered the hypocrite that I loved M. Dandolo,
that I knew his temperament, and that I was certain that a marriage
with a woman like Madame Tripolo would shorten his life.

"That being my opinion," I added, "you must admit that as a true
friend I was right in advising him against your proposal.  Do you
recollect having told me that you never married for the very same
reason?  Do you recollect your strong arguments in favour of celibacy
while we were at Parma?  Consider also, I beg, that every man has a
certain small stock of selfishness, and that I may be allowed to have
mine when I think that if M. Dandolo took a wife the influence of
that wife would of course have some weight, and that the more she
gained in influence over him the more I should lose.  So you see it
would not be natural for me to advise him to take a step which would
ultimately prove very detrimental to my interests.  If you can prove
that my reasons are either trifling or sophistical, speak openly: I
will tell M. Dandolo that my mind has changed; Madame Tripolo will
become his wife when we return to Venice.  But let me warn you that
thorough conviction can alone move me."

"I do not believe myself clever enough to convince you.  I shall
write to Madame Tripolo that she must apply to you."

"Do not write anything of the sort to that lady, or she will think
that you are laughing at her.  Do you suppose her foolish enough to
expect that I will give way to her wishes?  She knows that I do not
like her."

"How can she possibly know that?"

"She must have remarked that I have never cared to accompany
M. Dandolo to her house.  Learn from me once for all, that as long as
I live with my three friends they shall have no wife but me.  You may
get married as soon as you please; I promise not to throw any
obstacle in your way; but if you wish to remain on friendly terms
with me give up all idea of leading my three friends astray."

"You are very caustic this morning."

"I lost all my money last night.

"Then I have chosen a bad time.  Farewell."

From that day, De la Haye became my secret enemy, and to him I was in
a great measure indebted, two years later, for my imprisonment under
The Leads of Venice; not owing to his slanders, for I do not believe
he was capable of that, Jesuit though he was--and even amongst such
people there is sometimes some honourable feeling--but through the
mystical insinuations which he made in the presence of bigoted
persons.  I must give fair notice to my readers that, if they are
fond of such people, they must not read these Memoirs, for they
belong to a tribe which I have good reason to attack unmercifully.

The fine marriage was never again alluded to.  M. Dandolo continued
to visit his beautiful widow every day, and I took care to elicit
from Paralis a strong interdiction ever to put my foot in her house.

Don Antonio Croce, a young Milanese whom I had known in Reggio, a
confirmed gambler, and a downright clever hand in securing the
favours of Dame Fortune, called on me a few minutes after De la Haye
had retired.  He told me that, having seen me lose all my money the
night before, he had come to offer me the means of retrieving my
losses, if I would take an equal interest with him in a faro bank
that he meant to hold at his house, and in which he would have as
punters seven or eight rich foreigners who were courting his wife.

"If you will put three hundred sequins in my bank," he added, "you
shall be my partner.  I have three hundred sequins myself, but that
is not enough because the punters play high.  Come and dine at my
house, and you will make their acquaintance.  We can play next Friday
as there will be no opera, and you may rely upon our winning plenty
of gold, for a certain Gilenspetz, a Swede, may lose twenty thousand
sequins."

I was without any resources, or at all events I could expect no
assistance except from M.  de Bragadin upon whom I felt ashamed of
encroaching.  I was well aware that the proposal made by Croce was
not strictly moral, and that I might have chosen a more honourable
society; but if I had refused, the purse of Madame Croce's admirers
would not have been more mercifully treated; another would have
profited by that stroke of good fortune.  I was therefore not rigid
enough to refuse my assistance as adjutant and my share of the pie; I
accepted Croce's invitation.




CHAPTER XIV

I Get Rich Again--My Adventure At Dolo--Analysis of a Long Letter
From C. C.--Mischievous Trick Played Upon Me By P. C.--At Vincenza
--A Tragi-comedy At the Inn


Necessity, that imperious law and my only excuse, having made me
almost the partner of a cheat, there was still the difficulty of
finding the three hundred sequins required; but I postponed the task
of finding them until after I should have made the acquaintance of
the dupes of the goddess to whom they addressed their worship.  Croce
took me to the Prato delta Valle, where we found madame surrounded
with foreigners.  She was pretty; and as a secretary of the imperial
ambassador, Count Rosemberg, had attached himself to her, not one of
the Venetian nobles dared court her.  Those who interested me among
the satellites gravitating around that star were the Swede
Gilenspetz, a Hamburger, the Englishman Mendez, who has already been
mentioned, and three or four others to whore Croce called my
attention.

We dined all together, and after dinner there was a general call for
a faro bank; but Croce did not accept.  His refusal surprised me,
because with three hundred sequins, being a very skilful player, he
had enough to try his fortune.  He did not, however, allow my
suspicions to last long, for he took me to his own room and shewed me
fifty pieces of eight, which were equal to three hundred sequins.
When I saw that the professional gambler had not chosen me as his
partner with the intention of making a dupe of me, I told him that I
would certainly procure the amount, and upon that promise he invited
everybody to supper for the following day.  We agreed that we would
divide the spoils before parting in the evening, and that no one
should be allowed to play on trust.

I had to procure the amount, but to whom could I apply?  I could ask
no one but M. de Bragadin.  The excellent man had not that sum in his
possession, for his purse was generally empty; but he found a usurer-
-a species of animal too numerous unfortunately for young men--who,
upon a note of hand endorsed by him, gave me a thousand ducats, at
five per cent. for one month, the said interest being deducted by
anticipation from the capital.  It was exactly the amount I required.
I went to the supper; Croce held the bank until daylight, and we
divided sixteen hundred sequins between us.  The game continued the
next evening, and Gilenspetz alone lost two thousand sequins; the Jew
Mendez lost about one thousand.  Sunday was sanctified by rest, but
on Monday the bank won four thousand sequins.  On the Tuesday we all
dined together, and the play was resumed; but we had scarcely begun
when an officer of the podesta made his appearance and informed Croce
that he wanted a little private conversation with him.  They left the
room together, and after a short absence Croce came back rather
crestfallen; he announced that by superior orders he was forbidden to
hold a bank at his house.  Madame fainted away, the punters hurried
out, and I followed their example, as soon as I had secured one-half
of the gold which was on the table.  I was glad enough it was not
worse.  As I left, Croce told me that we would meet again in Venice,
for he had been ordered to quit Padua within twenty-four hours.  I
expected it would be so, because he was to well known; but his
greatest crime, in the opinion of the podesta, was that he attracted
the players to his own house, whilst the authorities wanted all the
lovers of play to lose their money at the opera, where the bankers
were mostly noblemen from Venice.

I left the city on horseback in the evening and in very bad weather,
but nothing could have kept me back, because early the next morning I
expected a letter from my dear prisoner.  I had only travelled six
miles from Padua when my horse fell, and I found my left leg caught
under it.  My boots were soft ones, and I feared I had hurt myself.
The postillion was ahead of me, but hearing the noise made by the
fall he came up and disengaged me; I was not hurt, but my horse was
lame.  I immediately took the horse of the postillion, to which I was
entitled, but the insolent fellow getting hold of the bit refused to
let me proceed.  I tried to make him understand that he was wrong;
but, far from giving way to my arguments, he persisted in stopping
me, and being in a great hurry to continue my journey I fired one of
my pistols in his face, but without touching him.  Frightened out of
his wits, the man let go, and I galloped off.  When I reached the
Dolo, I went straight to the stables, and I myself saddled a horse
which a postillion, to whom I gave a crown, pointed out to me as
being excellent.  No one thought of being astonished at my other
postillion having remained behind, and we started at full speed.  It
was then one o'clock in the morning; the storm had broken up the
road, and the night was so dark that I could not see anything within
a yard ahead of me; the day was breaking when we arrived in Fusina.

The boatmen threatened me with a fresh storm; but setting everything
at defiance I took a four-oared boat, and reached my dwelling quite
safe but shivering with cold and wet to the skin.  I had scarcely
been in my room for a quarter of an hour when the messenger from
Muran presented herself and gave me a letter, telling me that she
would call for the answer in two hours.  That letter was a journal of
seven pages, the faithful translation of which might weary my
readers, but here is the substance of it:

After the interview with M. de Bragadin, the father of C---- C----
had gone home, had his wife and daughter to his room, and enquired
kindly from the last where she had made my acquaintance.  She
answered that she had seen me five or six times in her brother's
room, that I had asked her whether she would consent to be my wife,
and that she had told me that she was dependent upon her father and
mother.  The father had then said that she was too young to think of
marriage, and besides, I had not yet conquered a position in society.
After that decision he repaired to his son's room, and locked the
small door inside as well as the one communicating with the apartment
of the mother, who was instructed by him to let me believe that she
had gone to the country, in case I should call on her.

Two days afterwards he came to C---- C----, who was beside her sick
mother, and told her that her aunt would take her to a convent, where
she was to remain until a husband had been provided for her by her
parents.  She answered that, being perfectly disposed to submit to
his will, she would gladly obey him.  Pleased with her ready
obedience he promised to go and see her, and to let his mother visit
her likewise, as soon as her health was better.  Immediately after
that conversation the aunt had called for her, and a gondola had
taken them to the convent, where she had been ever since.  Her bed
and her clothes had been brought to her; she was well pleased with
her room and with the nun to whom she had been entrusted, and under
whose supervision she was.  It was by her that she had been forbidden
to receive either letters or visits, or to write to anybody, under
penalty of excommunication from the Holy Father, of everlasting
damnation, and of other similar trifles; yet the same nun had
supplied her with paper, ink and books, and it was at night that my
young friend transgressed the laws of the convent in order to write
all these particulars to me.  She expressed her conviction respecting
the discretion and the faithfulness of the messenger, and she thought
that she would remain devoted, because, being poor, our sequins were
a little fortune for her.

She related to me in the most assuring manner that the handsomest of
all the nuns in the convent loved her to distraction, gave her a
French lesson twice a-day, and had amicably forbidden her to become
acquainted with the other boarders.  That nun was only twenty-two
years of age; she was beautiful, rich and generous; all the other
nuns shewed her great respect.  "When we are alone," wrote my friend,
"she kisses me so tenderly that you would be jealous if she were not
a woman."  As to our project of running away, she did not think it
would be very difficult to carry it into execution, but that it would
be better to wait until she knew the locality better.  She told me to
remain faithful and constant, and asked me to send her my portrait
hidden in a ring by a secret spring known only to us.  She added that
I might send it to her by her mother, who had recovered her usual
health, and was in the habit of attending early mass at her parish
church every day by herself.  She assured me that the excellent woman
would be delighted to see me, and to do anything I might ask her.
"At all events," she concluded, "I hope to find myself in a few
months in a position which will scandalize the convent if they are
obstinately bent upon keeping me here."

I was just finishing my answer when Laura, the messenger, returned
for it.  After I had paid the sequin I had promised her, I gave her a
parcel containing sealing-wax, paper, pens, and a tinder-box, which
she promised to deliver to C---- C----.  My darling had told her that
I was her cousin, and Laura feigned to believe it.

Not knowing what to do in Venice, and believing that I ought for the
sake of my honour to shew myself in Padua, or else people might
suppose that I had received the same order as Croce, I hurried my
breakfast, and procured a 'bolletta' from the booking-office for
Rome; because I foresaw that the firing of my pistol and the lame
horse might not have improved the temper of the post-masters; but by
shewing them what is called in Italy a 'bolletta', I knew that they
could not refuse to supply me with horses whenever they had any in
their stables.  As far as the pistol-shot was concerned I had no
fear, for I had purposely missed the insolent postillion; and even if
I had killed him on the spot it would not have been of much
importance.

In Fusina I took a two-wheeled chaise, for I was so tired that I
could not have performed the journey on horseback, and I reached the
Dolo, where I was recognized and horses were refused me.

I made a good deal of noise, and the post-master, coming out,
threatened to have me arrested if I did not pay him for his dead
horse.  I answered that if the horse were dead I would account for it
to the postmaster in Padua, but what I wanted was fresh horses
without delay.

And I shewed him the dread 'bolletta', the sight of which made him
lower his tone; but he told me that, even if he supplied me with
horses, I had treated the postillion so badly that not one of his men
would drive me.  "If that is the case," I answered, "you shall
accompany me yourself."  The fellow laughed in my face, turned his
back upon me, and went away.  I took two witnesses, and I called with
them at the office of a public notary, who drew up a properly-worded
document, by which I gave notice to the post-master that I should
expect an indemnity of ten sequins for each hour of delay until I had
horses supplied to me.

As soon as he had been made acquainted with the contents of this, he
gave orders to bring out two restive horses.  I saw at once that his
intention was to have me upset along the road, and perhaps thrown
into the river; but I calmly told the postillion that at the very
moment my chaise was upset I would blow his brains out with a pistol-
shot; this threat frightened the man; he took his horses back to the
stables, and declared to his master that he would not drive me.  At
that very moment a courier arrived, who called for six carriage
horses and two saddle ones.  I warned the post-master that no one
should leave the place before me, and that if he opposed my will
there would be a sanguinary contest; in order to prove that I was in
earnest I took out my pistols.  The fellow began to swear, but,
everyone saying that he was in the wrong, he disappeared.

Five minutes afterwards whom should I see, arriving in a beautiful
berlin drawn by six horses, but Croce with his wife, a lady's maid,
and two lackeys in grand livery.  He alighted, we embraced one
another, and I told him, assuming an air of sadness, that he could
not leave before me.  I explained how the case stood; he said I was
right, scolded loudly, as if he had been a great lord, and made
everybody tremble.  The postmaster had disappeared; his wife came and
ordered the postillions to attend to my wants.  During that time
Croce said to me that I was quite right in going back to Padua, where
the public rumour had spread the report of my having left the city in
consequence of an order from the police.  He informed me that the
podesta had likewise expelled M. de Gondoin, a colonel in the service
of the Duke of Modena, because he held a faro bank at his house.
I promised him to pay him a visit in Venice in the ensuing week.
Croce, who had dropped from the sky to assist me in a moment of great
distress, had won ten thousand sequins in four evenings: I had
received five thousand for my share; and lost no time in paying my
debts and in redeeming all the articles which I had been compelled to
pledge.  That scamp brought me back the smiles of Fortune, and from
that moment I got rid of the ill luck which had seemed to fasten on
me.

I reached Padua in safety, and the postillion, who very likely out of
fear had driven me in good style, was well pleased with my
liberality; it was the best way of making peace with the tribe.  My
arrival caused great joy to my three friends, whom my sudden
departure had alarmed, with the exception of M. de Bragadin, in whose
hands I had placed my cash-box the day before.  His two friends had
given credence to the general report, stating that the podesta had
ordered me to leave Padua.  They forgot that I was a citizen of
Venice, and that the podesta could not pass such a sentence upon me
without exposing himself to legal proceedings.  I was tired, but
instead of going to bed I dressed myself in my best attire in order
to go to the opera without a mask.  I told my friends that it was
necessary for me to shew myself, so as to give the lie to all that
had been reported about me by slandering tongues.  De la Haye said to
me,

"I shall be delighted if all those reports are false; but you have no
one to blame but yourself, for your hurried departure gave sufficient
cause for all sorts of surmises."

"And for slander."

"That may be; but people want to know everything, and they invent
when they cannot guess the truth."

"And evil-minded fools lose no time in repeating those inventions
everywhere."

"But there can be no doubt that you wanted to kill the postillion.
Is that a calumny likewise?"

"The greatest of all.  Do you think that a good shot can miss a man
when he is firing in his very face, unless he does it purposely?"

"It seems difficult; but at all events it is certain that the horse
is dead, and you must pay for it."

"No, sir, not even if the horse belonged to you, for the postillion
preceded me.  You know a great many things; do you happen to know the
posting regulations?  Besides, I was in a great hurry because I had
promised a pretty woman to breakfast with her, and such engagements,
as you are well aware, cannot be broken."

Master de la Haye looked angry at the rather caustic irony with which
I had sprinkled the dialogue; but he was still more vexed when,
taking some gold out of my pocket, I returned to him the sum he had
lent me in Vienna.  A man never argues well except when his purse is
well filled; then his spirits are pitched in a high key, unless he
should happen to be stupefied by some passion raging in his soul.

M. de Bragadin thought I was quite right to shew myself at the opera
without a mask.

The moment I made my appearance in the pit everybody seemed quite
astonished, and I was overwhelmed with compliments, sincere or not.
After the first ballet I went to the card-room, and in four deals I
won five hundred sequins.  Starving, and almost dead for want of
sleep, I returned to my friends to boast of my victory.  My friend
Bavois was there, and he seized the opportunity to borrow from me
fifty sequins, which he never returned; true, I never asked him for
them.

My thoughts being constantly absorbed in my dear C---- C----, I spent
the whole of the next day in having my likeness painted in miniature
by a skilful Piedmontese, who had come for the Fair of Padua, and who
in after times made a great deal of money in Venice.  When he had
completed my portrait he painted for me a beautiful St. Catherine of
the same size, and a clever Venetian jeweller made the ring, the
bezel of which shewed only the sainted virgin; but a blue spot,
hardly visible on the white enamel which surrounded it, corresponded
with the secret spring which brought out my portrait, and the change
was obtained by pressing on the blue spot with the point of a pin.

On the following Friday, as we were rising from the dinner-table, a
letter was handed to me.  It was with great surprise that I
recognized the writing of P---- C----.  He asked me to pay him a
visit at the "Star Hotel," where he would give me some interesting
information.  Thinking that he might have something to say concerning
his sister, I went to him at once.

I found him with Madame C----, and after congratulating him upon his
release from prison I asked him for the news he had to communicate.

"I am certain," he said, "that my sister is in a convent, and I shall
be able to tell you the name of it when I return to Venice."

"You will oblige me," I answered, pretending not to know anything.

But his news had only been a pretext to make me come to him, and his
eagerness to communicate it had a very different object in view than
the gratification of my curiosity.

"I have sold," he said to me, "my privileged contract for three years
for a sum of fifteen thousand florins, and the man with whom I have
made the bargain took me out of prison by giving security for me, and
advanced me six thousand florins in four letters of exchange."

He shewed me the letters of exchange, endorsed by a name which I did
not know, but which he said was a very good one, and he continued,

"I intend to buy six thousand florins worth of silk goods from the
looms of Vicenza, and to give in payment to the merchants these
letters of exchange.  I am certain of selling those goods rapidly
with a profit of ten per cent.  Come with us to Vicenza; I will give
you some of my goods to the amount of two hundred sequins, and thus
you will find yourself covered for the guarantee which you have been
kind enough to give to the jeweller for the ring.  We shall complete
the transaction within twenty-four hours."

I did not feel much inclination for the trip, but I allowed myself to
be blinded by the wish to cover the amount which I had guaranteed,
and which I had no doubt I would be called upon to pay some day or
other.

"If I do not go with him," I said to myself "he will sell the goods
at a loss of twenty-five per cent., and I shall get nothing."

I promised to accompany him.  He shewed me several letters of
recommendation for the best houses in Vicenza, and our departure was
fixed for early the next morning.  I was at the "Star Hotel" by
daybreak.  A carriage and four was ready; the hotel-keeper came up
with his bill, and P---- C---- begged me to pay it.  The bill
amounted to five sequins; four of which had been advanced in cash by
the landlord to pay the driver who had brought them from Fusina.
I saw that it was a put-up thing, yet I paid with pretty good grace,
for I guessed that the scoundrel had left Venice without a penny.  We
reached Vicenza in three hours, and we put up at the "Cappello,"
where P---- C---- ordered a good dinner before leaving me with the
lady to call upon the manufacturers.

When the beauty found herself alone with me, she began by addressing
friendly reproaches to me.

"I have loved you," she said, "for eighteen years; the first time
that I saw you we were in Padua, and we were then only nine years
old."

I certainly had no recollection of it.  She was the daughter of the
antiquarian friend of M. Grimani, who had placed me as a boarder with
the accursed Sclavonian woman.  I could not help smiling, for I
recollected that her mother had loved me.

Shop-boys soon began to make their appearance, bringing pieces of
goods, and the face of Madame C---- brightened up.  In less than two
hours the room was filled with them, and P---- C---- came back with
two merchants, whom he had invited to dinner.  Madame allured them by
her pretty manners; we dined, and exquisite wines were drunk in
profusion.  In the afternoon fresh goods were brought in; P---- C----
made a list of them with the prices; but he wanted more, and the
merchants promised to send them the next day, although it was Sunday.
Towards the evening several counts arrived, for in Vicenza every
nobleman is a count.  P---- C---- had left his letters of
recommendation at their houses.  We had a Count Velo, a Count Sesso,
a Count Trento--all very amiable companions.  They invited us to
accompany them to the casino, where Madame C---- shone by her charms
and her coquettish manners.  After we had spent two hours in that
place, P---- C---- invited all his new friends to supper, and it was
a scene of gaiety and profusion.  The whole affair annoyed me
greatly, and therefore I was not amiable; the consequence was that no
one spoke to me.  I rose from my seat and went to bed, leaving the
joyous company still round the festive board.  In the morning I came
downstairs, had my breakfast, and looked about me.  The room was so
full of goods that I did not see how P---- C---- could possibly pay
for all with his six thousand florins.  He told me, however, that his
business would be completed on the morrow, and that we were invited
to a ball where all the nobility would be present.  The merchants
with whom he had dealt came to dine with us, and the dinner was
remarkable for its extreme profusion.

We went to the ball; but I soon got very weary of it, for every body
was speaking to Madame C---- and to P---- C----, who never uttered a
word with any meaning, but whenever I opened my lips people would
pretend not to hear me.  I invited a lady to dance a minuet; she
accepted, but she looked constantly to the right or to the left, and
seemed to consider me as a mere dancing machine.  A quadrille was
formed, but the thing was contrived in such a manner as to leave me
out of it, and the very lady who had refused me as a partner danced
with another gentleman.  Had I been in good spirits I should
certainly have resented such conduct, but I preferred to leave the
ball-room.  I went to bed, unable to understand why the nobility of
Vicenza treated me in such a way.  Perhaps they neglected me because
I was not named in the letters of introduction given to P---- C----,
but I thought that they might have known the laws of common
politeness.  I bore the evil patiently, however, as we were to leave
the city the next day.

On Monday, the worthy pair being tired, they slept until noon, and
after dinner P---- C---- went out to pay for the goods.

We were to go away early on the Tuesday, and I instinctively longed
for that moment.  The counts whom P---- C---- had invited were
delighted with his mistress, and they came to supper; but I avoided
meeting them.

On the Tuesday morning I was duly informed that breakfast was ready,
but as I did not answer the summons quickly enough the servant came
up again, and told me that my wife requested me to make haste.
Scarcely had the word "wife" escaped his lips than I visited the
cheek of the poor fellow with a tremendous smack, and in my rage
kicked him downstairs, the bottom of which he reached in four
springs, to the imminent risk of his neck.  Maddened with rage I
entered the breakfast-room, and addressing myself to P---- C----,
I asked him who was the scoundrel who had announced me in the hotel
as the husband of Madame C----.  He answered that he did not know;
but at the same moment the landlord came into the room with a big
knife in his hand, and asked me why I had kicked his servant down the
stairs.  I quickly drew a pistol, and threatening him with it I
demanded imperatively from him the name of the person who had
represented me as the husband of that woman.

"Captain P---- C----," answered the landlord, "gave the names,
profession, etc., of your party."

At this I seized the impudent villain by the throat, and pinning him
against the wall with a strong hand I would have broken his head with
the butt of my pistol, if the landlord had not prevented me.  Madame
had pretended to swoon, for those women can always command tears or
fainting fits, and the cowardly P---- C---- kept on saying,

"It is not true, it is not true!"

The landlord ran out to get the hotel register, and he angrily thrust
it under the nose of the coward, daring him to deny his having
dictated: Captain P---- C----, with M.  and Madame Casanova.  The
scoundrel answered that his words had certainly not been heard
rightly, and the incensed landlord slapped the book in his face with
such force that he sent him rolling, almost stunned, against the
wall.

When I saw that the wretched poltroon was receiving such degrading
treatment without remembering that he had a sword hanging by his
side, I left the room, and asked the landlord to order me a carriage
to take me to Padua.

Beside myself with rage, blushing for very shame, seeing but too late
the fault I had committed by accepting the society of a scoundrel, I
went up to my room, and hurriedly packed up my carpet-bag.  I was
just going out when Madame C---- presented herself before me.

"Begone, madam," I said to her, "or, in my rage, I might forget the
respect due to your sex."

She threw herself, crying bitterly, on a chair, entreated me to
forgive her, assuring me that she was innocent, and that she was not
present when the knave had given the names.  The landlady, coming in
at that moment, vouched for the truth of her assertion.  My anger
began to abate, and as I passed near the window I saw the carriage I
had ordered waiting for me with a pair of good horses.  I called for
the landlord in order to pay whatever my share of the expense might
come to, but he told me that as I had ordered nothing myself I had
nothing to pay.  Just at that juncture Count Velo came in.

"I daresay, count," I said, "that you believe this woman to be my
wife."

"That is a fact known to everybody in the city."

"Damnation!  And you have believed such a thing, knowing that I
occupy this room alone, and seeing me leave the ball-room and the
supper-table yesterday alone, leaving her with you all!"

"Some husbands are blessed with such easy dispositions!"

"I do not think I look like one of that species, and you are not a
judge of men of honour, let us go out, and I undertake to prove it to
you."

The count rushed down the stairs and out of the hotel.  The miserable
C---- was choking, and I could not help pitying her; for a woman has
in her tears a weapon which through my life I have never known to
resist.  I considered that if I left the hotel without paying
anything, people might laugh at my anger and suppose that I had a
share in the swindle; I requested the landlord to bring me the
account, intending to pay half of it.  He went for it, but another
scene awaited me.  Madame C----, bathed in tears, fell on her knees,
and told me that if I abandoned her she was lost, for she had no
money and nothing to leave as security for her hotel bill.

"What, madam!  Have you not letters of exchange to the amount of six
thousand florins, or the goods bought with them?"

"The goods are no longer here; they have all been taken away, because
the letters of exchange, which you saw, and which we considered as
good as cash, only made the merchants laugh; they have sent for
everything.  Oh!  who could have supposed it?"

"The scoundrel!  He knew it well enough, and that is why he was so
anxious to bring me here.  Well, it is right that I should pay the
penalty of my own folly."

The bill brought by the landlord amounted to forty sequins, a very
high figure for three days; but a large portion of that sum was cash
advanced by the landlord, I immediately felt that my honour demanded
that I should pay the bill in full; and I paid without any
hesitation, taking care to get a receipt given in the presence of two
witnesses.  I then made a present of two sequins to the nephew of the
landlord to console him for the thrashing he had received, and I
refused the same sum to the wretched C----, who had sent the landlady
to beg it for her.

Thus ended that unpleasant adventure, which taught me a lesson, and a
lesson which I ought not to have required.  Two or three weeks later,
I heard that Count Trento had given those two miserable beings some
money to enable them to leave the city; as far as I was concerned, I
would not have anything to do with them.  A month afterwards P----
C---- was again arrested for debt, the man who had been security for
him having become a bankrupt.  He had the audacity to write a long
letter to me, entreating me to go and see him, but I did not answer
him.  I was quite as inflexible towards Madame C----, whom I always
refused to see.  She was reduced to great poverty.

I returned to Padua, where I stopped only long enough to take my ring
and to dine with M. de Bragadin, who went back to Venice a few days
afterwards.

The messenger from the convent brought me a letter very early in the
morning; I devoured its contents; it was very loving, but gave no
news.  In my answer I gave my dear C---- C---- the particulars of the
infamous trick played upon me by her villainous brother, and
mentioned the ring, with the secret of which I acquainted her.

According to the information I had received from C---- C----,
I placed myself, one morning, so as to see her mother enter the
church, into which I followed her.  Kneeling close to her, I told her
that I wished to speak with her, and she followed me to the cloister.
I began by speaking a few consoling words; then I told her that I
would remain faithful to her daughter, and I asked her whether she
visited her.

"I intend," she said, "to go and kiss my dear child next Sunday, and
I shall of course speak of you with her, for I know well enough that
she will be delighted to have news of you; but to my great regret I
am not at liberty to tell you where she is."

"I do not wish you to tell me, my good mother, but allow me to send
her this ring by you.  It is the picture of her patroness, and I wish
you to entreat her to wear it always on her finger; tell her to look
at the image during her daily prayers, for without that protection
she can never become my wife.  Tell her that, on my side, I address
every day a credo to St. James."

Delighted with the piety of my feelings and with the prospect of
recommending this new devotion to her daughter, the good woman
promised to fulfil my commission.  I left her, but not before I had
placed in her hand ten sequins which I begged her to force upon her
daughter's acceptance to supply herself with the trifles she might
require.  She accepted, but at the same time she assured me that her
father had taken care to provide her with all necessaries.
The letter which I received from C---- C----, on the following
Wednesday, was the expression of the most tender affection and the
most lively gratitude.  She said that the moment she was alone
nothing could be more rapid than the point of the pin which made St.
Catherine cut a somersault, and presented to her eager eyes the
beloved features of the being who was the whole world to her.
"I am constantly kissing you," she added, "even when some of the nuns
are looking at me, for whenever they come near me I have only to let
the top part of the ring fall back and my dear patroness takes care
to conceal everything.  All the nuns are highly pleased with my
devotion and with the confidence I have in the protection of my
blessed patroness, whom they think very much like me in the face."
It was nothing but a beautiful face created by the fancy of the
painter, but my dear little wife was so lovely that beauty was sure
to be like her.

She said, likewise, that the nun who taught her French had offered
her fifty sequins for the ring on account of the likeness between her
and the portrait of the saint, but not out of veneration for her
patroness, whom she turned into ridicule as she read her life.  She
thanked me for the ten sequins I had sent her, because, her mother
having given them to her in the presence of several of the sisters,
she was thus enabled to spend a little money without raising the
suspicions of those curious and inquisitive nuns.  She liked to offer
trifling presents to the other boarders, and the money allowed her to
gratify that innocent taste.

"My mother,"  added she, "praised your piety very highly; she is
delighted with your feelings of devotion.  Never mention again, I
beg, the name of my unworthy brother."

For five or six weeks her letters were full of the blessed St.
Catherine, who caused her to tremble with fear every time she found
herself compelled to trust the ring to the mystic curiosity of the
elderly nuns, who, in order to see the likeness better through their
spectacles, brought it close to their eyes, and rubbed the enamel.
"I am in constant fear," C---- C---- wrote, "of their pressing the
invisible blue spot by chance.  What would become of me, if my
patroness, jumping up, discovered to their eyes a face--very divine,
it is true, but which is not at all like that of a saint?  Tell me,
what could I do in such a case?"

One month after the second arrest of P---- C----, the jeweller, who
had taken my security for the ring, called on me for payment of the
bill.  I made an arrangement with him; and on condition of my giving
him twenty sequins, and leaving him every right over the debtor, he
exonerated me.  From his prison the impudent P---- C---- harassed me
with his cowardly entreaties for alms and assistance.

Croce was in Venice, and engrossed a great share of the general
attention.  He kept a fine house, an excellent table, and a faro bank
with which he emptied the pockets of his dupes.  Foreseeing what
would happen sooner or later, I had abstained from visiting him at
his house, but we were friendly whenever we met.  His wife having
been delivered of a boy, Croce asked me to stand as god-father, a
favour which I thought I could grant; but after the ceremony and the
supper which was the consequence of it, I never entered the house of
my former partner, and I acted rightly.  I wish I had always been as
prudent in my conduct.




CHAPTER XV

Croce Is Expelled From Venice--Sgombro--His Infamy and Death--
Misfortune Which Befalls My Dear C. C.--I Receive An Anonymous Letter
From a Nun, and Answer It--An Amorous Intrigue

My former partner was, as I have said before, a skilful and
experienced hand at securing the favours of Fortune; he was driving a
good trade in Venice, and as he was amiable, and what is called in
society a gentleman, he might have held that excellent footing for a
long time, if he had been satisfied with gambling; for the State
Inquisitors would have too much to attend to if they wished to compel
fools to spare their fortunes, dupes to be prudent, and cheats not to
dupe the fools; but, whether through the folly of youth or through a
vicious disposition, the cause of his exile was of an extraordinary
and disgusting nature.

A Venetian nobleman, noble by birth, but very ignoble in his
propensities, called Sgombro, and belonging to the Gritti family,
fell deeply in love with him, and Croce, either for fun or from
taste, shewed himself very compliant.  Unfortunately the reserve
commanded by common decency was not a guest at their amorous feats,
and the scandal became so notorious that the Government was compelled
to notify to Croce the order to quit the city, and to seek his
fortune in some other place.

Some time afterwards the infamous Sgombro seduced his own two sons,
who were both very young, and, unfortunately for him, he put the
youngest in such a state as to render necessary an application to a
surgeon.  The infamous deed became publicly known, and the poor child
confessed that he had not had the courage to refuse obedience to his
father.  Such obedience was, as a matter of course, not considered as
forming a part of the duties which a son owes to his father, and the
State Inquisitors sent the disgusting wretch to the citadel of
Cataro, where he died after one year of confinement.

It is well known that the air of Cataro is deadly, and that the
Tribunal sentences to inhale it only such criminals as are not judged
publicly for fear of exciting too deeply the general horror by the
publication of the trial.

It was to Cataro that the Council of Ten sent, fifteen years ago, the
celebrated advocate Cantarini, a Venetian nobleman, who by his
eloquence had made himself master of the great Council, and was on
the point of changing the constitution of the State.  He died there
at the end of the year.  As for his accomplices, the Tribunal thought
that it was enough to punish the four or five leaders, and to pretend
not to know the others, who through fear of punishment returned
silently to their allegiance.

That Sgombro, of whom I spoke before, had a charming wife who is
still alive, I believe.  Her name was Cornelia Gitti; she was as
celebrated by her wit as by her beauty, which she kept in spite of
her years.  Having recovered her liberty through the death of her
husband, she knew better than to make herself a second time the
prisoner of the Hymenean god; she loved her independence too much;
but as she loved pleasure too, she accepted the homage of the lovers
who pleased her taste.

One Monday, towards the end of July, my servant woke me at day-break
to tell me that Laura wished to speak to me.  I foresaw some
misfortune, and ordered the servant to shew her in immediately.
These are the contents of the letter which she handed to me:

"My dearest, a misfortune has befallen me last evening, and it makes
me very miserable because I must keep it a secret from everyone in
the convent.  I am suffering from a very severe loss of blood, and I
do not know what to do, having but very little linen.  Laura tells me
I shall require a great deal of it if the flow of blood continues.  I
can take no one into my confidence but you, and I entreat you to send
me as much linen as you can.  You see that I have been compelled to
make a confidante of Laura, who is the only person allowed to enter
my room at all times.  If I should die, my dear husband, everybody in
the convent would, of course, know the cause of my death; but I think
of you, and I shudder.  What will you do in your grief?  Ah, darling
love!  what a pity!"

I dressed myself hurriedly, plying Laura with questions all the time.
She told me plainly that it was a miscarriage, and that it was
necessary to act with great discretion in order to save the
reputation of my young friend; that after all she required nothing
but plenty of linen, and that it would be nothing.  Commonplace words
of consolation, which did not allay the fearful anxiety under which I
was labouring.  I went out with Laura, called on a Jew from whom I
bought a quantity of sheets and two hundred napkins, and, putting it
all in a large bag, I repaired with her to Muran.  On our way there I
wrote in pencil to my sweetheart, telling her to have entire
confidence in Laura, and assuring her that I would not leave Muran
until all danger had passed.  Before we landed, Laura told me that,
in order not to be remarked, I had better conceal myself in her
house.  At any other time it would have been shutting up the wolf in
the sheep-fold.  She left me in a miserable-looking small room on the
ground floor, and concealing about herself as much linen as she could
she hurried to her patient, whom she had not seen since the previous
evening.  I was in hopes that she would find her out of danger, and I
longed to see her come back with that good news.

She was absent about one hour, and when she returned her looks were
sad.  She told me that my poor friend, having lost a great deal of
blood during the night, was in bed in a very weak state, and that all
we could do was to pray to God for her, because, if the flooding of
the blood did not stop soon, she could not possibly live twenty-four
hours.

When I saw the linen which she had concealed under her clothes to
bring it out, I could not disguise my horror, and I thought the sight
would kill me.  I fancied myself in a slaughter-house!  Laura,
thinking of consoling me, told me that I could rely upon the secret
being well kept.

"Ah!  what do I care!" I exclaimed.  "Provided she lives, let the
whole world know that she is my wife!"

At any other time, the foolishness of poor Laura would have made me
laugh; but in such a sad moment I had neither the inclination nor the
courage to be merry.

"Our dear patient," added Laura, "smiled as she was reading your
letter, and she said that, with you so near her, she was certain not
to die."

Those words did me good, but a man needs so little to console him or
to soothe his grief.

"When the nuns are at their dinner," said Laura, "I will go back to
the convent with as much linen as I can conceal about me, and in the
mean time I am going to wash all this."

"Has she had any visitors?"

"Oh, yes! all the convent; but no one has any suspicion of the
truth."

"But in such hot weather as this she can have only a very light
blanket over her, and her visitors must remark the great bulk of the
napkins."

"There is no fear of that, because she is sitting up in her bed."

"What does she eat?"

"Nothing, for she must not eat."

Soon afterwards Laura went out, and I followed her.  I called upon a
physician, where I wasted my time and my money, in order to get from
him a long prescription which was useless, for it would have put all
the convent in possession of the secret, or, to speak more truly, her
secret would have been known to the whole world, for a secret known
to a nun soon escapes out of the convent's walls.  Besides, the
physician of the convent himself would most likely have betrayed it
through a spirit of revenge.

I returned sadly to my miserable hole in Laura's house.  Half an hour
afterwards she came to me, crying bitterly, and she placed in my
hands this letter, which was scarcely legible:

"I have not strength enough to write to you, my darling; I am getting
weaker and weaker; I am losing all my blood, and I am afraid there is
no remedy.  I abandon myself to the will of God, and I thank Him for
having saved me from dishonour.  Do not make yourself unhappy.  My
only consolation is to know that you are near me.  Alas!  if I could
see you but for one moment I would die happy."

The sight of a dozen napkins brought by Laura made me shudder, and
the good woman imagined that she afforded me some consolation by
telling me that as much linen could be soaked with a bottle of blood.
My mind was not disposed to taste such consolation; I was in despair,
and I addressed to myself the fiercest reproaches, upbraiding myself
as the cause of the death of that adorable creature.  I threw myself
on the bed, and remained there, almost stunned, for more than six
hours, until Laura's return from the convent with twenty napkins
entirely soaked.  Night had come on, and she could not go back to her
patient until morning.  I passed a fearful night without food,
without sleep, looking upon myself with horror, and refusing all the
kind attentions that Laura's daughters tried to shew me.

It was barely daylight when Laura same to announce to me, in the
saddest tone, that my poor friend did not bleed any more.  I thought
she was dead, and I screamed loudly,

"Oh! she is no more!"

"She is still breathing, sir; but I fear she will not outlive this
day, for she is worn out.  She can hardly open her eyes, and her
pulse is scarcely to be felt."

A weight was taken off me; I was instinctively certain that my
darling was saved.

"Laura," I said, "this is not bad news; provided the flooding has
ceased entirely, all that is necessary is to give her some light
food."

"A physician has been sent for.  He will prescribe whatever is right,
but to tell you the truth I have not much hope."

"Only give me the assurance that she is still alive."

"Yes, she is, I assure you; but you understand very well that she
will not tell the truth to the doctor, and God knows what he will
order.  I whispered to her not to take anything, and she understood
me."

"You are the best of women.  Yes, if she does not die from weakness
before to-morrow, she is saved; nature and love will have been her
doctors."

"May God hear you!  I shall be back by twelve."

"Why not before?"

"Because her room will be full of people."

Feeling the need of hope, and almost dead for want of food, I ordered
some dinner, and prepared a long letter for my beloved mistress, to
be delivered to her when she was well enough to read it.  The
instants given to repentance are very sad, and I was truly a fit
subject for pity.  I longed to see Laura again, so as to hear what
the doctor had said.  I had very good cause for laughing at all sorts
of oracles, yet through some unaccountable weakness I longed for that
of the doctor; I wanted, before all, to find it a propitious one.

Laura's young daughters waited upon me at dinner; I could not manage
to swallow a mouthful, but it amused me to see the three sisters
devour my dinner at the first invitation I gave them.  The eldest
sister, a very fine girl, never raised her large eyes once towards
me.  The two younger ones seemed to me disposed to be amiable, but if
I looked at them it was only to feed my despair and the cruel pangs
of repentance.

At last Laura, whom I expected anxiously, came back; she told me that
the dear patient remained in the same state of debility; the doctor
had been greatly puzzled by her extreme weakness because he did not
know to what cause to attribute it.  Laura added,

"He has ordered some restoratives and a small quantity of light
broth; if she can sleep, he answers for her life.  He has likewise
desired her to have someone to watch her at night, and she
immediately pointed her finger at me, as if she wished me to
undertake that office.  Now, I promise you never to leave her either
night or day, except to bring you news."

I thanked her, assuring her that I would reward her generously.  I
heard with great pleasure that her mother had paid her a visit, and
that she had no suspicion of the real state of things, for she had
lavished on her the most tender caresses.

Feeling more at ease I gave six sequins to Laura, one to each of her
daughters, and ate something for my supper: I then laid myself down
on one of the wretched beds in the room.  As soon as the two younger
sisters saw me in bed, they undressed themselves without ceremony,
and took possession of the second bed which was close by mine.  Their
innocent confidence pleased me.  The eldest sister, who most likely
had more practical experience, retired to the adjoining room; she had
a lover to whom she was soon to be married.  This time, however, I
was not possessed with the evil spirit of concupiscence, and I
allowed innocence to sleep peacefully without attempting anything
against it.

Early the next morning Laura was the bearer of good news.  She came
in with a cheerful air to announce that the beloved patient had slept
well, and that she was going back soon to give her some soup.  I felt
an almost maddening joy in listening to her, and I thought the oracle
of AEsculapius a thousand times more reliable than that of Apollo.
But it was not yet time to exult in our victory, for my poor little
friend had to recover her strength and to make up for all the blood
she had lost; that could be done only by time and careful nursing.  I
remained another week at Laura's house, which I left only after my
dear C---- C---- had requested me to do so in a letter of four pages.
Laura, when I left, wept for joy in seeing herself rewarded by the
gift of all the fine linen I had bought for my C---- C----, and her
daughters were weeping likewise, most probably because, during the
ten days I had spent near them, they had not obtained a single kiss
from me.

After my return to Venice, I resumed my usual habits; but with a
nature like mine how could I possibly remain satisfied without
positive love?  My only pleasure was to receive a letter from my dear
recluse every Wednesday, who advised me to wait patiently rather than
to attempt carrying her off.  Laura assured me that she had become
more lovely than ever, and I longed to see her.  An opportunity of
gratifying my wishes soon offered itself, and I did not allow it to
escape.  There was to be a taking of the veil--a ceremony which
always attracts a large number of persons.  On those occasions the
nuns always received a great many visitors, and I thought that the
boarders were likely to be in the parlour on such an occasion.  I ran
no risk of being remarked any more than any other person, for I would
mingle with the crowd.  I therefore went without saying anything
about it to Laura, and without acquainting my dear little wife of my
intentions.  I thought I would fall, so great was my emotion, when I
saw her within four yards from me, and looking at me as if she had
been in an ecstatic state.  I thought her taller and more womanly,
and she certainly seemed to me more beautiful than before.  I saw no
one but her; she never took her eyes off me, and I was the last to
leave that place which on that day struck me as being the temple of
happiness.

Three days afterwards I received a letter from her.  She painted with
such vivid colours the happiness she had felt in seeing me, that I
made up my mind to give her that pleasure as often as I could.
I answered at once that I would attend mass every Sunday at the
church of her convent.  It cost me nothing: I could not see her, but
I knew that she saw me herself, and her happiness made me perfectly
happy.  I had nothing to fear, for it was almost impossible that
anyone could recognize me in the church which was attended only by
the people of Muran.

After hearing two or three masses, I used to take a gondola, the
gondolier of which could not feel any curiosity about me.  Yet I kept
on my guard, for I knew that the father of C---- C---- wanted her to
forget me, and I had no doubt he would have taken her away, God knew
where if he had had the slightest suspicion of my being acquainted
with the place where he had confined her.

Thus I was reasoning in my fear to lose all opportunity of
corresponding with my dear C---- C----, but I did not yet know the
disposition and the shrewdness of the sainted daughters of the Lord.
I did not suppose that there was anything remarkable in my person, at
least for the inmates of a convent; but I was yet a novice respecting
the curiosity of women, and particularly of unoccupied hearts; I had
soon occasion to be convinced.

I had executed my Sunday manoeuvering only for a month or five weeks,
when my dear C---- C---- wrote me jestingly that I had become a
living enigma for all the convent, boarders and nuns, not even
excepting the old ones.  They all expected me anxiously; they warned
each other of my arrival, and watched me taking the holy water.  They
remarked that I never cast a glance toward the grating, behind which
were all the inmates of the convent; that I never looked at any of
the women coming in or going out of the church.  The old nuns said
that I was certainly labouring under some deep sorrow, of which I had
no hope to be cured except through the protection of the Holy Virgin,
and the young ones asserted that I was either melancholy or
misanthropic.

My dear wife, who knew better than the others, and had no occasion to
lose herself in suppositions, was much amused, and she entertained me
by sending me a faithful report of it all.  I wrote to her that, if
she had any fear of my being recognized I would cease my Sunday
visits to the church.  She answered that I could not impose upon her
a more cruel privation, and she entreated me to continue my visits.
I thought it would be prudent, however, to abstain from calling at
Laura's house, for fear of the chattering nuns contriving to know it,
and discovering in that manner a great deal more than I wished them
to find out.  But that existence was literally consuming me by slow
degrees, and could not last long.  Besides, I was made to have a
mistress, and to live happily with her.  Not knowing what to do with
myself, I would gamble, and I almost invariably won; but, in spite of
that, weariness had got hold of me and I was getting thinner every
day.

With the five thousand sequins which my partner Croce had won for me
in Padua I had followed M. Bragadin's advice.  I had hired a casino
where I held a faro bank in partnership with a matador, who secured
me against the frauds of certain noblemen--tyrants, with whom a
private citizen is always sure to be in the wrong in my dear country.

On All Saints' Day, in the year 1753, just as, after hearing mass, I
was going to step into a gondola to return to Venice, I saw a woman,
somewhat in Laura's style who, passing near me, looked at me and
dropped a letter.  I picked it up, and the woman, seeing me in
possession of the epistle, quietly went on.  The letter had no
address, and the seal represented a running knot.  I stepped
hurriedly into the gondola, and as soon as we were in the offing I
broke the seal.  I read the following words.

"A nun, who for the last two months and a half has seen you every
Sunday in the church of her convent, wishes to become acquainted with
you.  A pamphlet which you have lost, and which chance has thrown
into her hands, makes her believe that you speak French; but, if you
like it better, you can answer in Italian, because what she wants
above all is a clear and precise answer.  She does not invite you to
call for her at the parlour of the convent, because, before you place
yourself under the necessity of speaking to her, she wishes you to
see her, and for that purpose she will name a lady whom you can
accompany to the parlour.  That lady shall not know you and need not
therefore introduce you, in case you should not wish to be known.

"Should you not approve of that way to become acquainted, the nun
will appoint a certain casino in Muran, in which you will find her
alone, in the evening, any night you may choose.  You will then be at
liberty either to sup with her, or to retire after an interview of a
quarter of an hour, if you have any other engagements.

"Would you rather offer her a supper in Venice?  Name the night, the
hour, the place of appointment, and you will see her come out of a
gondola.  Only be careful to be there alone, masked and with a
lantern.

"I feel certain that you will answer me, and that you will guess how
impatiently I am waiting for your letter.  I entreat you, therefore,
to give it to-morrow to the same woman through whom you will receive
mine!  you will find her one hour before noon in the church of St.
Cancian, near the first altar on the right.

"Recollect that, if I did not suppose you endowed with a noble soul
and a high mind, I could never have resolved on taking a step which
might give you an unfavorable opinion of my character"

The tone of that letter, which I have copied word by word, surprised
me even more than the offer it contained.  I had business to attend
to, but I gave up all engagements to lock myself in my room in order
to answer it.  Such an application betokened an extravagant mind, but
there was in it a certain dignity, a singularity, which attracted me.
I had an idea that the writer might be the same nun who taught French
to C---- C----.  She had represented her friend in her letters as
handsome, rich, gallant, and generous.  My dear wife had, perhaps,
been guilty of some indiscretion.  A thousand fancies whirled through
my brain, but I would entertain only those which were favourable to a
scheme highly pleasing to me.  Besides, my young friend had informed
me that the nun who had given her French lessons was not the only one
in the convent who spoke that language.  I had no reason to suppose
that, if C---- C---- had made a confidante of her friend, she would
have made a mystery of it to me.  But, for all that, the nun who had
written to me might be the beautiful friend of my dear little wife,
and she might also turn out to be a different person; I felt somewhat
puzzled.  Here is, however, the letter which I thought I could write
without implicating myself:

"I answer in French, madam, in the hope that my letter will have the
clearness and the precision of which you give me the example in
yours.

"The subject is highly interesting and of the highest importance,
considering all the circumstances.  As I must answer without knowing
the person to whom I am writing, you must feel, madam, that, unless I
should possess a large dose of vanity, I must fear some
mystification, and my honour requires that I should keep on my guard.

"If it is true that the person who has penned that letter is a
respectable woman, who renders me justice in supposing me endowed
with feeling as noble as her own, she will find, I trust, that I
could not answer in any other way than I am doing now.

"If you have judged me worthy, madam, of the honour which you do me
by offering me your acquaintance, although your good opinion can have
been formed only from my personal appearance, I feel it my duty to
obey you, even if the result be to undeceive you by proving that I
had unwittingly led you into a mistaken appreciation of my person.

"Of the three proposals which you so kindly made in your letter, I
dare not accept any but the first, with the restriction suggested by
your penetrating mind.  I will accompany to the parlour of your
convent a lady who shall not know who I am, and, consequently, shall
have no occasion to introduce me.

"Do not judge too severely, madam, the specious reasons which compel
me not to give you my name, and receive my word of honour that I
shall learn yours only to render you homage.  If you choose to speak
to me, I will answer with the most profound respect.  Permit me to
hope that you will come to the parlour alone.  I may mention that I
am a Venetian, and perfectly free.

"The only reason which prevents me from choosing one of the two other
arrangements proposed by you, either of which would have suited me
better because they greatly honour me, is, allow me to repeat it, a
fear of being the victim of a mystification; but these modes of
meeting will not be lost when you know me and when I have seen you.
I entreat you to have faith in my honour, and to measure my patience
by your own.  Tomorrow, at the same place and at the same hour, I
shall be anxiously expecting your answer."

I went to the place appointed, and having met the female Mercury I
gave her my letter with a sequin, and I told her that I would come
the next day for the answer.  We were both punctual.  As soon as she
saw me, she handed me back the sequin which I had given her the day
before, and a letter, requesting me to read it and to let her know
whether she was to wait for an answer.  Here is the exact copy of the
letter:

"I believe, sir, that I have not been mistaken in anything.  Like
you, I detest untruth when it can lead to important consequences, but
I think it a mere trifle when it can do no injury to anyone.  Of my
three proposals you have chosen the one which does the greatest
honour to your intelligence, and, respecting the reasons which induce
you to keep your incognito, I have written the enclosed to the
Countess of S----, which I request you to read.  Be kind enough to
seal it before delivery of it to her.  You may call upon her whenever
convenient to yourself.  She will name her own hour, and you will
accompany her here in her gondola.  The countess will not ask you any
questions, and you need not give her any explanation.  There will be
no presentation; but as you will be made acquainted with my name, you
can afterwards call on me here, masked, whenever you please, and by
using the name of the countess.  In that way we shall become
acquainted without the necessity of disturbing you, or of your losing
at night some hours which may be precious to you.  I have instructed
my servant to wait for your answer in case you should be known to the
countess and object to her.  If you approve of the choice I have made
of her, tell the messenger that there is no answer."

As I was an entire stranger to the countess, I told the woman that I
had no answer to give, and she left me.

Here are the contents of the note addressed by the nun to the
countess, and which I had to deliver to her:

"I beg of you, my dear friend, to pay me a visit when you are at
leisure, and to let the masked gentleman-bearer of this note know the
hour, so that he can accompany you.  He will be punctual.  Farewell.
You will much oblige your friend."

That letter seemed to me informed by a sublime spirit of intrigue;
there was in it an appearance of dignity which captivated me,
although I felt conscious that I was playing the character of a man
on whom a favour seemed to be bestowed.

In her last letter, my nun, pretending not to be anxious to know who
I was, approved of my choice, and feigned indifference for nocturnal
meetings; but she seemed certain that after seeing her I would visit
her.  I knew very well what to think of it all, for the intrigue was
sure to have an amorous issue.  Nevertheless, her assurance, or
rather confidence, increased my curiosity, and I felt that she had
every reason to hope, if she were young and handsome.  I might very
well have delayed the affair for a few days, and have learned from C-
--- C---- who that nun could be; but, besides the baseness of such a
proceeding, I was afraid of spoiling the game and repenting it
afterwards.  I was told to call on the countess at my convenience,
but it was because the dignity of my nun would not allow her to shew
herself too impatient; and she certainly thought that I would myself
hasten the adventure.  She seemed to me too deeply learned in
gallantry to admit the possibility of her being an inexperienced
novice, and I was afraid of wasting my time; but I made up my mind to
laugh at my own expense if I happened to meet a superannuated female.
It is very certain that if I had not been actuated by curiosity I
should not have gone one step further, but I wanted to see the
countenance of a nun who had offered to come to Venice to sup with
me.  Besides, I was much surprised at the liberty enjoyed by those
sainted virgins, and at the facility with which they could escape out
of their walls.

At three o'clock I presented myself before the countess and delivered
the note, and she expressed a wish to see me the next day at the same
hour.  We dropped a beautiful reverence to one another, and parted.
She was a superior woman, already going down the hill, but still very
handsome.

The next morning, being Sunday, I need not say that I took care to
attend mass at the convent, elegantly dressed, and already
unfaithful--at least in idea--to my dear C---- C----, for I was
thinking of being seen by the nun, young or old, rather than of
shewing myself to my charming wife.

In the afternoon I masked myself again, and at the appointed time I
repaired to the house of the countess who was waiting for me.  We
went in a two-oared gondola, and reached the convent without having
spoken of anything but the weather.  When we arrived at the
gate, the countess asked for M---- M----.  I was surprised by that
name, for the woman to whom it belonged was celebrated.  We were
shewn into a small parlour, and a few minutes afterwards a nun came
in, went straight to the grating, touched a spring, and made four
squares of the grating revolve, which left an opening sufficiently
large to enable the two friends to embrace the ingenious window was
afterwards carefully closed.  The opening was at least eighteen
inches wide, and a man of my size could easily have got through it.
The countess sat opposite the nun, and I took my seat a little on one
side so as to be able to observe quietly and at my ease one of the
most beautiful women that it was possible to see.  I had no doubt
whatever of her being the person mentioned by my dear C---- C---- as
teaching her French.  Admiration kept me in a sort of ecstacy, and I
never heard one word of their conversation; the beautiful nun, far
from speaking to me, did not even condescend to honour me with one
look. She was about twenty-two or twenty-three years of age, and the
shape of her face was most beautiful.  Her figure was much above the
ordinary height, her complexion rather pale, her appearance noble,
full of energy, but at the same time reserved and modest; her eyes,
large and full, were of a lovely blue; her countenance was soft and
cheerful; her fine lips seemed to breathe the most heavenly
voluptuousness, and her teeth were two rows of the most brilliant
enamel.  Her head-dress did not allow me to see her hair, but if she
had any I knew by the colour of her eyebrows that it was of a
beautiful light brown.  Her hand and her arm, which I could see as
far as the elbow, were magnificent; the chisel of Praxiteles never
carved anything more grace fully rounded and plump, I was not sorry
to have refused the two rendezvous which had been offered to me
by the beauty, for I was sure of possessing her in a few days, and it
was a pleasure for me to lay my desires at her feet.  I longed to
find myself alone with her near that grating, and I would have
considered it an insult to her if, the very next day, I had not come
to tell her how fully I rendered to her charms the justice they
deserved.  She was faithful to her determination not to look at me
once, but after all I was pleased with her reserve.  All at once the
two friends lowered their voices, and out of delicacy I withdrew
further.  Their private conversation lasted about a quarter of an
hour, during which I pretended to be intently looking at a painting;
then they kissed one another again by the same process as at the
beginning of the interview; the nun closed the opening, turned her
back on us, and disappeared without casting one glance in my
direction.

As we were on our way back to Venice, the countess, tired perhaps of
our silence, said to me, with a smile,

"M---- M---- is beautiful and very witty."

"I have seen her beauty, and I believe in her wit."

"She did not address one word to you."

"I had refused to be introduced to her, and she punished me by
pretending not to know that I was present."

The countess made no answer, and we reached her house without
exchanging another word.  At her door a very ceremonious curtesy,
with these words, "Adieu, sir!" warned me that I was not to go any
further.  I had no wish to do so, and went away dreaming and
wondering at the singularity of the adventure, the end of which I
longed to see.




End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of MEMOIRES OF JACQUES CASANOVA
PARIS AND PRISON, Vol. 2b, VENICE by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt






MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
TO PARIS AND PRISON, Volume 2c--Convent Affairs


THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR
MACHEN TO WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED
BY ARTHUR SYMONS.




CONVENT AFFAIRS




CHAPTER XVI

Countess Coronini--A Lover's Pique--Reconciliation--The First
Meeting--A Philosophical Parenthesis


My beautiful nun had not spoken to me, and I was glad of it, for I
was so astonished, so completely under the spell of her beauty, that
I might have given her a very poor opinion of my intelligence by the
rambling answers which I should very likely have given to her
questions.  I knew her to be certain that she had not to fear the
humiliation of a refusal from me, but I admired her courage in
running the risk of it in her position.  I could hardly understand
her boldness, and I could not conceive how she contrived to enjoy so
much liberty.  A casino at Muran!  the possibility of going to Venice
to sup with a young man!  It was all very surprising, and I decided
in my own mind that she had an acknowledged lover whose pleasure it
was to make her happy by satisfying her caprices.  It is true that
such a thought was rather unpleasant to my pride, but there was too
much piquancy in the adventure, the heroine of it was too attractive,
for me to be stopped by any considerations.  I saw very well that I
was taking the high road to become unfaithful to my dear C---- C----,
or rather that I was already so in thought and will, but I must
confess that, in spite of all my love for that charming child, I felt
no qualms of conscience.  It seemed to me that an infidelity of that
sort, if she ever heard of it, would not displease her, for that
short excursion on strange ground would only keep me alive and in
good condition for her, because it would save me from the weariness
which was surely killing me.

I had been presented to the celebrated Countess Coronini by a nun, a
relative of M. Dandolo.  That countess, who had been very handsome
and was very witty, having made up her mind to renounce the political
intrigues which had been the study of her whole life, had sought a
retreat in the Convent of St. Justine, in the hope of finding in that
refuge the calm which she wanted, and which her disgust of society
had rendered necessary to her.  As she had enjoyed a very great
reputation, she was still visited at the convent by all the foreign
ambassadors and by the first noblemen of Venice; inside of the walls
of her convent the countess was acquainted with everything that
happened in the city.  She always received me very kindly, and,
treating me as a young man, she took pleasure in giving me, every
time I called on her, very agreeable lessons in morals.  Being quite
certain to find out from her, with a little manoeuvering, something
concerning M---- M----, I decided on paying her a visit the day after
I had seen the beautiful nun.

The countess gave me her usual welcome, and, after the thousand
nothings which it is the custom to utter in society before anything
worth saying is spoken, I led the conversation up to the convents of
Venice.  We spoke of the wit and influence of a nun called Celsi,
who, although ugly, had an immense credit everywhere and in
everything.  We mentioned afterwards the young and lovely Sister
Michali, who had taken the veil to prove to her mother that she was
superior to her in intelligence and wit.  After speaking of several
other nuns who had the reputation of being addicted to gallantry, I
named M---- M----, remarking that most likely she deserved that
reputation likewise, but that she was an enigma.  The countess
answered with a smile that she was not an enigma for everybody,
although she was necessarily so for most people.

"What is incomprehensible," she said, "is the caprice that she took
suddenly to become a nun, being handsome, rich, free, well-educated,
full of wit, and, to my knowledge, a Free-thinker.  She took the veil
without any reason, physical or moral; it was a mere caprice."

"Do you believe her to be happy, madam?"

"Yes, unless she has repented her decision, or if she does not repent
it some day.  But if ever she does, I think she will be wise enough
never to say so to anyone."

Satisfied by the mysterious air of the countess that M---- M---- had
a lover, I made up my mind not to trouble myself about it, and having
put on my mask I went to Muran in the afternoon.  When I reached the
gate of the convent I rang the bell, and with an anxious heart I
asked for M---- M---- in the name of Madame de S----.  The small
parlour being closed, the attendant pointed out to me the one in
which I had to go.  I went in, took off my mask, and sat down waiting
for my divinity.

My heart was beating furiously; I was waiting with great impatience;
yet that expectation was not without charm, for I dreaded the
beginning of the interview.  An hour passed pretty rapidly, but I
began then to find the time rather long, and thinking that, perhaps,
the attendant had not rightly understood me, I rang the bell, and
enquired whether notice of my visit had being given to Sister M----
M----.  A voice answered affirmatively.  I took my seat again, and a
few minutes afterwards an old, toothless nun came in and informed me
that Sister M---- M---- was engaged for the whole day.  Without
giving me time to utter a single word, the woman left the parlour.
This was one of those terrible moments to which the man who worships
at the shrine of the god of love is exposed!  They are indeed cruel
moments; they bring fearful sorrow, they may cause death.

Feeling myself disgraced, my first sensation was utter contempt for
myself, an inward despair which was akin to rage; the second was
disdainful indignation against the nun, upon whom I passed the severe
judgment which I thought she deserved, and which was the only way I
had to soothe my grief.  Such behaviour proclaimed her to be the most
impudent of women, and entirely wanting in good sense; for the two
letters she had written to me were quite enough to ruin her character
if I had wished to revenge myself, and she evidently could not expect
anything else from me.  She must have been mad to set at defiance my
revengeful feelings, and I should certainly have thought that she was
insane if I had not heard her converse with the countess.

Time, they say, brings good counsel; it certainly brings calm, and
cool reflection gives lucidity to the mind.  At last I persuaded
myself that what had occurred was after all in no way extraordinary,
and that I would certainly have considered it at first a very common
occurrence if I had not been dazzled by the wonderful beauty of the
nun, and blinded by my own vanity.  As a very natural result I felt
that I was at liberty to laugh at my mishap, and that nobody could
possibly guess whether my mirth was genuine or only counterfeit.
Sophism is so officious!

But, in spite of all my fine arguments, I still cherished the thought
of revenge; no debasing element, however, was to form part of it, and
being determined not to leave the person who had been guilty of such
a bad practical joke the slightest cause of triumph, I had the
courage not to shew any vexation.  She had sent word to me that she
was engaged; nothing more natural; the part I had to play was to
appear indifferent.  "Most likely she will not be engaged another
time," I said to myself, "but I defy her to catch me in the snare
again.  I mean to shew her that I only laugh at her uncivil
behaviour."  Of course I intended to send back her letters, but not
without the accompaniment of a billet-doux, the gallantry of which
was not likely to please her.

The worse part of the affair for me was to be compelled to go to her
church; because, supposing her not to be aware of my going there for
C---- C----, she might imagine that the only object of my visits was
to give her the opportunity of apologizing for her conduct and of
appointing a new meeting.  I wanted her to entertain no doubt of my
utter contempt for her person, and I felt certain that she had
proposed the other meetings in Venice and at the casino of Muran only
to deceive me more easily.

I went to bed with a great thirst for revenge, I fell asleep thinking
of it, and I awoke with the resolution of quenching it.  I began to
write, but, as I wished particularly that my letter should not show
the pique of the disappointed lover, I left it on my table with the
intention of reading it again the next day.  It proved a useful
precaution, for when I read it over, twenty-four hours afterwards, I
found it unworthy of me, and tore it to pieces.  It contained some
sentences which savoured too much of my weakness, my love, and my
spite, and which, far from humiliating her, would only have given her
occasion to laugh at me.

On the Wednesday after I had written to C---- C---- that very serious
reasons compelled me to give up my visits to the church of her
convent, I wrote another letter to the nun, but on Thursday it had
the same fate as the first, because upon a second perusal I found the
same deficiencies.  It seemed to me that I had lost the faculty of
writing.  Ten days afterwards I found out that I was too deeply in
love to have the power of expressing myself in any other way than
through the feelings of my heart.

'Sincerium est nisi vas, quodcunque infundis acescit.'

The face of M---- M---- had made too deep an impression on me;
nothing could possibly obliterate it except the all-powerful
influence of time.

In my ridiculous position I was sorely tempted to complain to
Countess S----; but I am happy to say I was prudent enough not to
cross the threshold of her door.  At last I bethought myself that the
giddy nun was certainly labouring under constant dread, knowing that
I had in my possession her two letters, with which I could ruin her
reputation and cause the greatest injury to the convent, and I sent
them back to her with the following note, after I had kept them ten
days:

"I can assure you, madam, that it was owing only to forgetfulness
that I did not return your two letters which you will find enclosed.
I have never thought of belying my own nature by taking a cowardly
revenge upon you, and I forgive you most willingly the two giddy acts
of which you have been guilty, whether they were committed
thoughtlessly or because you wanted to enjoy a joke at my expense.
Nevertheless, you will allow me to advise you not to treat any other
man in the same way, for you might meet with one endowed with less
delicacy.  I know your name, I know who you are, but you need not be
anxious; it is exactly as if I did not know it.  You may, perhaps,
care but little for my discretion, but if it should be so I should
greatly pity you.

"You may be aware that I shall not shew myself again at your church;
but let me assure you that it is not a sacrifice on my part, and that
I can attend mass anywhere else.  Yet I must tell you why I shall
abstain from frequenting the church of your convent.  It is very
natural for me to suppose that to the two thoughtless acts of which
you have been guilty, you have added another not less serious,
namely, that of having boasted of your exploits with the other nuns,
and I do not want to be the butt of your jokes in cell or parlour.
Do not think me too ridiculous if, in spite of being five or six
years older than you, I have not thrown off all feelings of
self-respect, or trodden under, my feet all reserve and propriety; in
one word, if I have kept some prejudices, there are a few which in my
opinion ought never to be forgotten.  Do not disdain, madam, the
lesson which I take the liberty to teach you, as I receive in the
kindest spirit the one which you have given me, most likely only for
the sake of fun, but by which I promise you to profit as long as I
live."

I thought that, considering all circumstances, my letter was a very
genial one; I made up my parcel, put on my mask, and looked out for a
porter who could have no knowledge of me; I gave him half a sequin,
and I promised him as much more when he could assure me that he had
faithfully delivered my letter at the convent of Muran.  I gave him
all the necessary instructions, and cautioned him to go away the very
moment he had delivered the letter at the gate of the convent, even
if he were told to wait.  I must say here that my messenger was a man
from Forli, and that the Forlanese were then the most trustworthy men
in Venice; for one of them to be guilty of a breach of trust was an
unheard-of thing.  Such men were formerly the Savoyards, in Paris;
but everything is getting worse in this world.

I was beginning to forget the adventure, probably because I thought,
rightly or wrongly, that I had put an insurmountable barrier between
the nun and myself, when, ten days after I had sent my letter, as I
was coming out of the opera, I met my messenger, lantern in hand.
I called him, and without taking off my mask I asked him whether he
knew me.  He looked at me, eyed me from head to foot, and finally
answered that he did not.

"Did you faithfully carry the message to Muran?"

"Ah, sir!  God be praised!  I am very happy to see you again, for I
have an important communication to make to you. I took your letter,
delivered it according to your instructions, and I went away as soon
as it was in the hands of the attendant, although she requested me to
wait.  When I returned from Muran I did not see you, but that did not
matter.  On the following day, one of my companions, who happened to
be at the gate of the convent when I delivered your letter, came
early in the morning to tell me to go to Muran, because the attendant
wanted particularly to speak to me.  I went there, and after waiting
for a few minutes I was shewn into the parlour, where I was kept for
more than an hour by a nun as beautiful as the light of day, who
asked me a thousand questions for the purpose of ascertaining, if not
who you are, at least where I should be likely to find you. You know
that I could not give her any satisfactory information.  She then
left the parlour, ordering me to wait, and at the end of two hours
she came back with a letter which she entrusted to my hands, telling
me that, if I succeeded in finding you out and in bringing her an
answer, she would give me two sequins.  In the mean time I was to
call at the convent every day, shew her the letter, and receive forty
sons every time.  Until now I have earned twenty crowns, but I am
afraid the lady will get tired of it, and you can make me earn two
sequins by answering a line."

"Where is the letter?"

"In my room under lock and key, for I am always afraid of losing it."

"Then how can I answer?"

"If you will wait for me here, you shall have the letter in less than
a quarter of an hour."

"I will not wait, because I do not care about the letter.  But tell
me how you could flatter the nun with the hope of finding me out?
You are a rogue, for it is not likely that she would have trusted you
with the letter if you had not promised her to find me."

"I am not a rogue, for I have done faithfully what you told me; but
it is true that I gave her a description of your coat, your buckles,
and your figure, and I can assure you that for the last ten days I
have examined all the masks who are about your size, but in vain.
Now I recognize your buckles, but I do not think you have the same
coat.  Alas, sir!  it will not cost you much to write only one line.
Be kind enough to wait for me in the coffee-house close by."

I could not resist my curiosity any longer, and I made up my mind not
to wait for him but to accompany him as far as his house.  I had only
to write, "I have received the letter," and my curiosity was
gratified and the Forlanese earned his two sequins.  I could
afterwards change my buckles and my mask, and thus set all enquiries
at defiance.

I therefore followed him to his door; he went in and brought me the
letter.  I took him to an inn, where I asked for a room with a good
fire, and I told my man to wait.  I broke the seal of the parcel--a
rather large one, and the first papers that I saw were the two
letters which I had sent back to her in order to allay her anxiety as
to the possible consequences of her giddiness.

The sight of these letters caused me such a palpitation of the heart
that I was compelled to sit down: it was a most evident sign of my
defeat.  Besides these two letters I found a third one signed "S."
and addressed to M---- M----.  I read the following lines:

"The mask who accompanied me back to my house would not, I believe,
have uttered a single word, if I had not told him that the charms of
your witty mind were even more bewitching than those of your person;
and his answer was, 'I have seen the one, and I believe in the
other.'  I added that I did not understand why you had not spoken to
him, and he said, with a smile, 'I refused to be presented to her,
and she punished me for it by not appearing to know that I was
present.'  These few words were all our dialogue.  I intended to send
you this note this morning, but found it impossible.  Adieu."

After reading this note, which stated the exact truth, and which
could be considered as proof, my heart began to beat less quickly.
Delighted at seeing myself on the point of being convicted of
injustice, I took courage, and I read the following letter:

"Owing to an excusable weakness, feeling curious to know what you
would say about me to the countess after you had seen me, I took an
opportunity of asking her to let me know all you said to her on the
following day at latest, for I foresaw that you would pay me a visit
in the afternoon.  Her letter, which I enclose, and which I beg you
to read, did not reach me till half an hour after you had left the
convent.

"This was the first fatality.

"Not having received that letter when you called, I had not the
courage to see you.  This absurd weakness on my part was the second
fatality, but the weakness you will; I hope; forgive.  I gave orders
to the lay-sister to tell you that I was ill for the whole day; a
very legitimate excuse; whether true or false, for it was an
officious untruth, the correction of which, was to be found in the
words: for the whole day. You had already left the convent, and I
could not possibly send anyone to run after you, when the old fool
informed me of her having told you that I was engaged.

"This was the third fatality.

"You cannot imagine what I had a mind to do and to say to that
foolish sister; but here one must say or do nothing; one must be
patient and dissemble, thanking God when mistakes are the result of
ignorance and not of wickedness--a very common thing in convents.
I foresaw at once, at least partly; what would happen; and what has
actually, happened; for no reasonable being could, I believe, have
foreseen it all.  I guessed that, thinking yourself the victim of a
joke, you would be incensed, and I felt miserable, for I did not see
any way of letting you know the truth before the following Sunday.
My heart longed ardently for that day.  Could I possibly imagine
that you, would take a resolution not to come again to our church!
I tried to be patient until that Sunday; but when I found myself
disappointed in my hope, my misery became unbearable, and it will
cause my death if you refuse to listen to my justification.  Your
letter has made me completely unhappy, and I shall not resist my
despair if you persist in the cruel resolve expressed by your
unfeeling letter.  You have considered yourself trifled with; that is
all you can say; but will this letter convince you of your error?
And even believing yourself deceived in the most scandalous manner,
you must admit that to write such an awful letter you must have
supposed me an abominable wretch--a monster, such as a woman of noble
birth and of refined education cannot possibly be.  I enclose the two
letters you sent back to me, with the idea of allaying my fears which
you cruelly supposed very different to what they are in reality.
I am a better physiognomist than you, and you must be quite certain
that I have not acted thoughtlessly, for I never thought you capable,
I will not say of crime, but even of an indelicate action.  You must
have read on my features the signs only of giddy impudence, and that
is not my nature.  You may be the cause of my death, you will
certainly make me miserable for the remainder of my life, if you do
not justify yourself; on my side I think the justification is
complete.

"I hope that, even if you feel no interest in my life, you will think
that you are bound in honour to come and speak to me.  Come yourself
to recall all you have written; it is your duty, and I deserve it.
If you do not realize the fatal effect produced upon me by your
letter, I must indeed pity you, in spite of my misery, for it proves
that you have not the slightest knowledge of the human heart.  But I
feel certain that you will come back, provided the man to whom I
trust this letter contrives to find you.  Adieu!  I expect life or
death from you."

I did not require to read that letter twice; I was ashamed and in
despair.  M---- M---- was right.  I called the Forlanese, enquired
from him whether he had spoken to her in the morning, and whether she
looked ill.  He answered that he had found her looking more unhappy
every day, and that her eyes were red from weeping.

"Go down again and wait," I said to him.

I began to write, and I had not concluded my long screed before the
dawn of day; here are, word by word, the contents of the letter which
I wrote to the noblest of women, whom in my unreasonable spite I had
judged so wrongly.

"I plead guilty, madam; I cannot possibly justify myself, and I am
perfectly convinced of your innocence.  I should be disconsolate if I
did not hope to obtain pardon, and you will not refuse to forgive me
if you are kind enough to recollect the cause of my guilt.  I saw
you; I was dazzled, and I could not realize a happiness which seemed
to me a dream; I thought myself the prey of one of those delightful
illusions which vanish when we wake up.  The doubt under which I was
labouring could not be cleared up for twenty-four hours, and how
could I express my feverish impatience as I was longing for that
happy moment!  It came at last! and my heart, throbbing with desire
and hope, was flying towards you while I was in the parlour counting
the minutes!  Yet an hour passed almost rapidly, and not unnaturally,
considering my impatience and the deep impression I felt at the idea
of seeing you.  But then, precisely at the very moment when I
believed myself certain that I was going to gaze upon the beloved
features which had been in one interview indelibly engraved upon my
heart, I saw the most disagreeable face appear, and a creature
announced that you were engaged for the whole day, and without giving
me time to utter one word she disappeared!  You may imagine my
astonishment and...  the rest.  The lightning would not have produced
upon me a more rapid, a more terrible effect!  If you had sent me a
line by that sister--a line from your hand--I would have gone away,
if not pleased, at least submissive and resigned.

"But that was a fourth fatality which you have forgotten to add to
your delightful and witty justification.  Thinking myself scoffed at,
my self-love rebelled, and indignation for the moment silenced love.
Shame overwhelmed me!  I thought that everybody could read on my face
all the horror in my heart, and I saw in you, under the outward
appearance of an angel, nothing but a fearful daughter of the Prince
of Darkness.  My mind was thoroughly upset, and at the end of eleven
days I lost the small portion of good sense that was left in me--at
least I must suppose so, as it is then that I wrote to you the letter
of which you have so good a right to complain, and which at that time
seemed to me a masterpiece of moderation.

"But I hope it is all over now, and this very day at eleven o'clock
you will see me at your feet--tender, submissive and repentant.  You
will forgive me, divine woman, or I will myself avenge you for the
insult I have hurled at you.  The only thing which I dare to ask from
you as a great favour is to burn my first letter, and never to
mention it again.  I sent it only after I had written four, which I
destroyed one after the other: you may therefore imagine the state of
my heart.

"I have given orders to my messenger to go to your convent at once,
so that my letter can be delivered to you as soon as you wake in the
morning.  He would never have discovered me, if my good angel had not
made me go up to him at the door of the opera-house.  But I shall not
require his services any more; do not answer me, and receive all the
devotion of a heart which adores you."

When my letter was finished, I called my Forlanese, gave him one
sequin, and I made him promise me to go to Muran immediately, and to
deliver my letter only to the nun herself.  As soon as he had gone I
threw myself on my bed, but anxiety and burning impatience would not
allow me to sleep.

I need not tell the reader who knows the state of excitement under
which I was labouring, that I was punctual in presenting myself at
the convent.  I was shewn into the small parlour where I had seen her
for the first time, and she almost immediately made her entrance.
As soon as I saw her near the grating I fell on my knees, but she
entreated me to rise at once as I might be seen.  Her face was
flushed with excitement, and her looks seemed to me heavenly.  She
sat down, and I took a seat opposite to her.  We remained several
minutes motionless, gazing at each other without speaking, but I
broke the silence by asking her, in a voice full of love and anxiety,
whether I could hope to obtain my pardon.  She gave me her beautiful
hand through the grating, and I covered it with tears and kisses.

"Our acquaintance," she said, "has begun with a violent storm; let us
hope that we shall now enjoy it long in perfect and lasting calm.
This is the first time that we speak to one another, but what has
occurred must be enough to give us a thorough knowledge of each
other.  I trust that our intimacy will be as tender as sincere, and
that we shall know how to have a mutual indulgence for our faults."

"Can such an angel as you have any?"

"Ah, my friend!  who is without them?"

"When shall I have the happiness of convincing you of my devotion
with complete freedom and in all the joy of my heart?"

"We will take supper together at my casino whenever you please,
provided you give me notice two days beforehand; or I will go and sup
with you in Venice, if it will not disturb your arrangements."

"It would only increase my happiness.  I think it right to tell you
that I am in very easy circumstances, and that, far from fearing
expense, I delight in it: all I possess belongs to the woman I love."

"That confidence, my dear friend, is very agreeable to me, the more
so that I have likewise to tell you that I am very rich, and that I
could not refuse anything to my lover."

"But you must have a lover?"

"Yes; it is through him that I am rich, and he is entirely my master.
I never conceal anything from him.  The day after to-morrow, when I
am alone with you, I will tell you more."

"But I hope that your lover...."

"Will not be there?  Certainly not.  Have you a mistress?"

"I had one, but, alas!  she has been taken from me by violent means,
and for the last six months I have led a life of complete celibacy."

"Do you love her still?"

"I cannot think of her without loving her.  She has almost as great
charms, as great beauty, as you have; but I foresee that you will
make me forget her."

"If your happiness with her was complete, I pity you.  She has been
violently taken from you, and you shun society in order to feed your
sorrow.  I have guessed right, have I not?  But if I happen to take
possession of her place in your heart, no one, my sweet friend, shall
turn me out of it."

"But what will your lover say?"

"He will be delighted to see me happy with such a lover as you.  It
is in his nature."

"What an admirable nature!  Such heroism is quite beyond me!"

"What sort of a life do you lead in Venice?"

"I live at the theatres, in society, in the casinos, where I fight
against fortune sometimes with good sometimes with bad success."

"Do you visit the foreign ambassadors?"

"No, because I am too much acquainted with the nobility; but I know
them all."

"How can you know them if you do not see them?"

"I have known them abroad.  In Parma the Duke de Montalegre, the
Spanish ambassador; in Vienna I knew Count Rosemberg; in Paris, about
two years ago, the French ambassador."

"It is near twelve o'clock, my dear friend; it is time for us to
part.  Come at the same hour the day after tomorrow, and I will give
you all the instructions which you will require to enable you to come
and sup with me."

"Alone?"

"Of course."

"May I venture to ask you for a pledge?  The happiness which you
promise me is so immense!"

"What pledge do you want?"

"To see you standing before that small window in the grating with
permission for me to occupy the same place as Madame de S----."

She rose at once, and, with the most gracious smile, touched the
spring; after a most expressive kiss, I took leave of her.  She
followed me with her eyes as far as the door, and her loving gaze
would have rooted me to the spot if she had not left the room.

I spent the two days of expectation in a whirl of impatient joy,
which prevented me from eating and sleeping; for it seemed to me that
no other love had ever given me such happiness, or rather that I was
going to be happy for the first time.

Irrespective of birth, beauty, and wit, which was the principal merit
of my new conquest, prejudice was there to enhance a hundredfold my
felicity, for she was a vestal: it was forbidden fruit, and who does
not know that, from Eve down to our days, it was that fruit which has
always appeared the most delicious!  I was on the point of
encroaching upon the rights of an all-powerful husband; in my eyes
M---- M---- was above all the queens of the earth.

If my reason had not been the slave of passion, I should have known
that my nun could not be a different creature from all the pretty
women whom I had loved for the thirteen years that I had been
labouring in the fields of love.  But where is the man in love who
can harbour such a thought?  If it presents itself too often to his
mind, he expels it disdainfully!  M---- M---- could not by any means
be otherwise than superior to  all other women in the wide world.

Animal nature, which chemists call the animal kingdom, obtains
through instinct the three various means necessary for the
perpetuation of its species.

There are three real wants which nature has implanted in all human
creatures.  They must feed themselves, and to prevent that task from
being insipid and tedious they have the agreeable sensation of
appetite, which they feel pleasure in satisfying.  They must
propagate their respective species; an absolute necessity which
proves the wisdom of the Creator, since without reproduction all
would, be annihilated--by the constant law of degradation, decay and
death.  And, whatever St. Augustine may say, human creatures would
not perform the work of generation if they did not find pleasure in
it, and if there was not in that great work an irresistible
attraction for them.  In the third place, all creatures have a
determined and invincible propensity to destroy their enemies; and it
is certainly a very wise ordination, for that feeling of self-
preservation makes it a duty for them to do their best for the
destruction of whatever can injure them.

Each species obeys these laws in its own way.  The three sensations:
hunger, desire, and hatred--are in animals the satisfaction of
habitual instinct, and cannot be called pleasures, for they can be so
only in proportion to the intelligence of the individual.  Man alone
is gifted with the perfect organs which render real pleasure peculiar
to him; because, being, endowed with the sublime faculty of reason,
he foresees enjoyment, looks for it, composes, improves, and
increases it by thought and recollection.  I entreat you, dear
reader, not to get weary of following me in my ramblings; for now
that I am but the shadow of the once brilliant Casanova, I love to
chatter; and if you were to give me the slip, you would be neither
polite nor obliging.

Man comes down to the level of beasts whenever he gives himself up to
the three natural propensities without calling reason and judgment to
his assistance; but when the mind gives perfect equilibrium to those
propensities, the sensations derived from them become true enjoyment,
an unaccountable feeling which gives us what is called happiness, and
which we experience without being able to describe it.

The voluptuous man who reasons, disdains greediness, rejects with
contempt lust and lewdness, and spurns the brutal revenge which is
caused by a first movement of anger: but he is dainty, and satisfies
his appetite only in a manner in harmony with his nature and his
tastes; he is amorous, but he enjoys himself with the object of his
love only when he is certain that she will share his enjoyment, which
can never be the case unless their love is mutual; if he is offended,
he does not care for revenge until he has calmly considered the best
means to enjoy it fully.  If he is sometimes more cruel than
necessary, he consoles himself with the idea that he has acted under
the empire of reason; and his revenge is sometimes so noble that he
finds it in forgiveness.  Those three operations are the work of the
soul which, to procure enjoyment for itself, becomes the agent of our
passions.  We sometimes suffer from hunger in order to enjoy better
the food which will allay it; we delay the amorous enjoyment for the
sake of making it more intense, and we put off the moment of our
revenge in order to mike it more certain.  It is true, however, that
one may die from indigestion, that we allow ourselves to be often
deceived in love, and that the creature we want to annihilate often
escapes our revenge; but perfection cannot be attained in anything,
and those are risks which we run most willingly.




CHAPTER XVII

Continuation of the Last Chapter--My First Assignation With M. M.
--Letter From C. C.--My Second Meeting With the Nun At My Splendid
Casino In Venice I Am Happy


There is nothing, there can be nothing, dearer to a thinking being
than life; yet the voluptuous men, those who try to enjoy it in the
best manner, are the men who practise with the greatest perfection
the difficult art of shortening life, of driving it fast.  They do
not mean to make it shorter, for they would like to perpetuate it in
the midst of pleasure, but they wish enjoyment to render its course
insensible; and they are right, provided they do not fail in
fulfilling their duties.  Man must not, however, imagine that he has
no other duties but those which gratify his senses; he would be
greatly mistaken, and he might fall the victim of his own error.  I
think that my friend Horace made a mistake when he said to Florus:

'Nec metuam quid de me judicet heres,
Quod non plura datis inveniet.'

The happiest man is the one who knows how to obtain the greatest sum
of happiness without ever failing in the discharge of his duties, and
the most unhappy is the man who has adopted a profession in which he
finds himself constantly under the sad necessity of foreseeing the
future.

Perfectly certain that M---- M---- would keep her word, I went to the
convent at ten o'clock in the morning, and she joined me in the
parlour as soon as I was announced.

"Good heavens!" she exclaimed, "are you ill?"

"No, but I may well look so, for the expectation of happiness wears
me out.  I have lost sleep and appetite, and if my felicity were to
be deferred my life would be the forfeit."

"There shall be no delay, dearest; but how impatient you are!  Let us
sit down.  Here is the key of my casino.  You will find some persons
in it, because we must be served; but nobody will speak to you, and
you need not speak to anyone.  You must be masked, and you must not
go there till two hours after sunset; mind, not before.  Then go up
the stairs opposite the street-door, and at the top of those stairs
you will see, by the light of a lamp, a green door which you will
open to enter the apartment which you will find lighted.  You will
find me in the second room, and in case I should not be there you
will wait for me a few minutes; you may rely upon my being punctual.
You can take off your mask in that room, and make yourself
comfortable; you will find some books and a good fire."

The description could not be clearer; I kissed the hand which was
giving me the key of that mysterious temple, and I enquired from the
charming woman whether I should see her in her conventual garb.

"I always leave the convent with it," she said, "but I have at the
casino a complete wardrobe to transform myself into an elegant woman
of the world, and even to disguise myself."

"I hope you will do me the favour to remain in the dress of a nun."

"Why so, I beg?"

"I love to see you in that dress."

"Ah! ah!  I understand.  You fancy that my head is shaved, and you
are afraid.  But comfort yourself, dear friend, my wig is so
beautifully made that it defies detection; it is nature itself."

"Oh, dear!  what are you saying?  The very name of wig is awful.  But
no, you may be certain that I will find you lovely under all
circumstances.  I only entreat you not to put on that cruel wig in my
presence.  Do I offend you?  Forgive me; I am very sorry to have
mentioned that subject.  Are you sure that no one can see you leave
the convent?"

"You will be sure of it yourself when you have gone round the island
and seen the small door on the shore.  I have the key of a room
opening on the shore, and I have every confidence in the sister who
serves me."

"And the gondola?"

"My lover himself answers for the fidelity of the gondoliers."

"What a man that lover is!  I fancy he must be an old man."

"You are mistaken; if he were old, I should be ashamed.  He is not
forty, and he has everything necessary to be loved--beauty, wit,
sweet temper, and noble behaviour."

"And he forgives your amorous caprices?"

"What do you mean by caprices?  A year ago he obtained possession of
me, and before him I had never belonged to a man; you are the first
who inspired me with a fancy.  When I confessed it to him he was
rather surprised, then he laughed, and read me a short lecture upon
the risk I was running in trusting a man who might prove indiscreet.
He wanted me to know at least who you were before going any further,
but it was too late.  I answered for your discretion, and of course I
made him laugh by my being so positively the guarantee of a man whom
I did not know."

"When did you confide in him?"

"The day before yesterday, and without concealing anything from him.
I have shewn him my letters and yours; he thinks you are a Frenchman,
although you represent yourself as a Venetian.  He is very curious to
know who you are, but you need not be afraid; I promise you
faithfully never to take any steps to find it out myself."

"And I promise you likewise not to try to find out who is this
wonderful man as wonderful as you are yourself.  I am very miserable
when I think of the sorrow I have caused you."

"Do not mention that subject any more; when I consider the matter, I
see that only a conceited man would have acted differently."

Before leaving her, she granted me another token of her affection
through the little window, and her gaze followed me as far as the
door.

In the evening, at the time named by her, I repaired to the casino,
and obeying all her instructions I reached a sitting-room in which I
found my new conquest dressed in a most elegant costume.  The room
was lighted up by girandoles, which were reflected by the looking-
glasses, and by four splendid candlesticks placed on a table covered
with books.  M---- M---- struck me as entirely different in her
beauty to what she had seemed in the garb of a nun.  She wore no cap,
and her hair was fastened behind in a thick twist; but I passed
rapidly over that part of her person, because I could not bear the
idea of a wig, and I could not compliment her about it.  I threw
myself at her feet to shew her my deep gratitude, and I kissed with
rapture her beautiful hands, waiting impatiently for the amorous
contest which I was longing for; but M---- M---- thought fit to
oppose some resistance.  Oh, how sweet they are! those denials of a
loving mistress, who delays the happy moment only for the sake of
enjoying its delights better!  As a lover respectful, tender, but
bold, enterprising, certain of victory, I blended delicately the
gentleness of my proceedings with the ardent fire which was consuming
me; and stealing the most voluptuous kisses from the most beautiful
mouth I felt as if my soul would burst from my body.  We spent two
hours in the preliminary contest, at the end of which we
congratulated one another, on her part for having contrived to
resist, on mine for having controlled my impatience.

Wanting a little rest, and understanding each other as if by a
natural instinct, she said to me,

"My friend, I have an appetite which promises to do honour to the
supper; are you able to keep me good company?"

"Yes," I said, knowing well what I could do in that line, "yes, I
can; and afterwards you shall judge whether I am able to sacrifice to
Love as well as to Comus."

She rang the bell, and a woman, middle-aged but well-dressed and
respectable-looking, laid out a table for two persons; she then
placed on another table close by all that was necessary to enable us
to do without attendance, and she brought, one after the other, eight
different dishes in Sevres porcelain placed on silver heaters.  It
was a delicate and plentiful supper.

When I tasted the first dish I at once recognized the French style of
cooking, and she did not deny it.  We drank nothing but Burgundy and
Champagne.  She dressed the salad cleverly and quickly, and in
everything she did I had to admire the graceful ease of her manners.
It was evident that she owed her education to a lover who was a
first-rate connoisseur.  I was curious to know him, and as we were
drinking some punch I told her that if she would gratify my curiosity
in that respect I was ready to tell her my name.

"Let time, dearest," she answered, "satisfy our mutual curiosity."

M---- M---- had, amongst the charms and trinkets fastened to the
chain of her watch, a small crystal bottle exactly similar to one
that I wore myself.  I called her attention to that fact, and as mine
was filled with cotton soaked in otto of roses I made her smell it.

"I have the same," she observed.

And she made me inhale its fragrance.

"It is a very scarce perfume," I said, "and very expensive."

"Yes; in fact it cannot be bought."

"Very true; the inventor of that essence wears a crown; it is the
King of France; his majesty made a pound of it, which cost him thirty
thousand crowns."

"Mine was a gift presented to my lover, and he gave it to me:"

"Madame de Pompadour sent a small phial of it to M. de Mocenigo, the
Venetian ambassador in Paris, through M. de B----, now French
ambassador here."

"Do you know him?"

"I have had the honour to dine with him on the very day he came to
take leave of the ambassador by whom I had been invited.  M. de B----
is a man whom fortune has smiled upon, but he has captivated it by
his merit; he is not less distinguished by his 'talents than by his
birth; he is, I believe, Count de Lyon.  I recollect that he was
nicknamed 'Belle Babet,' on account of his handsome face.  There is a
small collection of poetry written by him which does him great
honour."

It was near midnight; we had made an excellent supper, and we were
near a good fire.  Besides, I was in love with a beautiful woman, and
thinking that time was precious--I became very pressing; but she
resisted.

"Cruel darling, have you promised me happiness only to make me suffer
the tortures of Tantalus?  If you will not give way to love, at least
obey the laws of nature after such a delicious supper, go to bed."

"Are you sleepy?"

"Of course I am not; but it is late enough to go to bed.  Allow me to
undress you; I will remain by your bedside, or even go away if you
wish it."

"If you were to leave me, you would grieve me."

"My grief would be as great as yours, believe me, but if I remain
what shall we do?"

"We can lie down in our clothes on this sofa."

"With our clothes!  Well, let it be so; I will let you sleep, if you
wish it; but you must forgive me if I do not sleep myself; for to
sleep near you and without undressing would be impossible."

"Wait a little."

She rose from her seat, turned the sofa crosswise, opened it, took
out pillows, sheets, blankets, and in one minute we had a splendid
bed, wide and convenient.  She took a large handkerchief, which she
wrapped round my head, and she gave me another, asking me to render
her the same service.  I began my task, dissembling my disgust for
the wig, but a precious discovery caused me the most agreeable
surprise; for, instead of the wig, my, hands found the most
magnificent hair I had ever seen.  I uttered a scream of delight and
admiration.  which made her laugh, and she told me that a nun was
under no other obligation than to conceal her hair, from the
uninitiated.  Thereupon she pushed me adroitly, and made me fall' an
the sofa.  I got up again, and, having thrown off my clothes as quick
as lightning I threw myself on her rather than near her.  She was
very strong; and folding me in her arms she thought that I ought to
forgive her for all the torture she was condemning me to.  I had not
obtained any essential favour; I was burning, but I was trying to
master my impatience, for I did not think that I had yet the right to
be exacting.  I contrived to undo five or six bows of ribbons, and
satisfied, with her not opposing any resistance in that quarter my
heart throbbed with  pleasure, and I possessed myself of the most
beautiful bosom, which I smothered under my kisses.  But her favours
went no further; and my excitement increasing in proportion to the
new perfections I discovered in her, I doubled my efforts; all in
vain.  At last, compelled to give way to fatigue, I fell asleep in
her arms, holding her tightly, against me.  A noisy chime of bells
woke us.

"What is the matter?" I exclaimed.

"Let us get up, dearest; it is time for me to return to the convent."

"Dress yourself, and let me have the pleasure of seeing you in the
garb of a saint, since you are going away a virgin."

"Be satisfied for this time, dearest, and learn from me how to
practice abstinence; we shall be happier another time.  When I have
gone, if you have nothing to hurry you, you can rest here."

She rang the bell, and the same woman who had appeared in the
evening, and was most likely the secret minister and the confidante
of her amorous mysteries, came in.  After her hair had been dressed,
she took off her gown, locked up her jewellery in her bureau, put on
the stays of a nun, in which she hid the two magnificent globes which
had been during that fatiguing night the principal agents of my
happiness, and assumed her monastic robes.  The woman having gone out
to call the gondoliers, M---- M---- kissed me warmly and tenderly,
and said to me,

"I expect to see you the day after to-morrow, so as to hear from you
which night I am to meet you in Venice; and then, my beloved lover,
you shall be happy and I too.  Farewell."

Pleased without being satisfied, I went to bed and slept soundly
until noon.

I left the casino without seeing anyone, and being well masked I
repaired to the house of Laura, who gave me a letter from my dear
C---- C----.  Here is a copy of it:

"I am going to give you, my best beloved, a specimen of my way of
thinking; and I trust that, far from lowering me in your estimation,
you will judge me, in spite of my youth, capable of keeping a secret
and worthy of being your wife.  Certain that your heart is mine, I do
not blame you for having made a mystery of certain things, and not
being jealous of what can divert your mind and help you to bear
patiently our cruel separation, I can only delight in whatever
procures you some pleasure.  Listen now.  Yesterday, as I was going
along one of the halls, I dropped a tooth-pick which I held in my
hand, and to get it again, I was compelled to displace a stool which
happened to be in front of a crack in the partition.  I have already
become as curious as a nun--a fault very natural to idle people--I
placed my eye against the small opening, and whom did I see?  You in
person, my darling, conversing in the most lively manner with my
charming friend, Sister M---- M----.  It would be difficult for you
to imagine my surprise and joy.  But those two feelings gave way soon
to the fear of being seen and of exciting the curiosity of some
inquisitive nun.  I quickly replaced the stool, and I went away.
Tell me all, dearest friend, you will make me happy.  How could I
cherish you with all my soul, and not be anxious to know the history
of your adventure?  Tell me if she knows you, and how you have made
her acquaintance.  She is my best friend, the one of whom I have
spoken so often to you in my letters, without thinking it necessary
to tell you her name.  She is the friend who teaches me French, and
has lent me books which gave me a great deal of information on a
matter generally little known to women.  If it had not been for her,
the cause of the accident which has been so near costing me my life,
would have been discovered.  She gave me sheets and linen
immediately; to her I owe my honour; but she has necessarily learned
in that way that I have a lover, as I know that she has one; but
neither of us has shewn any anxiety to know the secrets of the other.
Sister M---- M---- is a rare woman.  I feel certain, dearest, that
you love one another; it cannot be otherwise since you are
acquainted; but as I am not jealous of that affection, I deserve that
you should tell me all.  I pity you both, however; for all you may do
will, I fear, only irritate your passion.  Everyone in the convent
thinks that you are ill, and I am longing to see you.  Come, at
least, once.  Adieu!"

The letter of C---- C---- inspired me with the deepest esteem for
her, but it caused me great anxiety, because, although I felt every
confidence in my dear little wife, the small crack in the wall might
expose M---- M---- and myself to the inquisitive looks of other
persons.  Besides, I found myself compelled to deceive that amiable,
trusting friend, and to tell a falsehood, for delicacy and honour
forbade me to tell her the truth.  I wrote to her immediately that
her friendship for M---- M---- made it her duty to warn her friend at
once that she had seen her in the parlour with a masked gentleman.
I added that, having heard a great deal of M---- M----'s merit, and
wishing to make her acquaintance, I had called on her under an
assumed name; that I entreated her not to tell her friend who I was,
but she might say that she had recognized in me the gentleman who
attended their church.  I assured her with barefaced impudence that
there was no love between M---- M---- and me, but without concealing
that I thought her a superior woman.

On St. Catherine's Day, the patroness of my dear C---- C----, I
bethought myself of affording that lovely prisoner the pleasure of
seeing me.  As I was leaving the church after mass, and just as I was
going to take a gondola, I observed that a man was following me.  It
looked suspicious, and I determined to ascertain whether I was right.
The man took a gondola and followed mine.  It might have been purely
accidental; but, keeping on my guard for fear of surprise, I alighted
in Venice at the Morosini Palace; the fellow alighted at the same
place; his intentions were evident.  I left the palace, and turning
towards the Flanders Gate I stopped in a narrow street, took my knife
in my hand, waited for the spy, seized him by the collar, and pushing
him against the wall with the knife at his throat I commanded him to
tell me what business he had with me.  Trembling all over he would
have confessed everything, but unluckily someone entered the street.
The spy escaped and I was no wiser, but I had no doubt that for the
future that fellow at least would keep at a respectful distance.  It
shewed me how easy it would be for an obstinate spy to discover my
identity, and I made up my mind never to go to Muran but with a mask,
or at night.

The next day I had to see my beautiful nun in order to ascertain
which day she would sup with me in Venice, and I went early to the
convent.  She did not keep me waiting, and her face was radiant with
joy.  She complimented me upon my having resumed my attendance at
their church; all the nuns had been delighted to see me again after
an absence of three weeks.

"The abbess," she said, "told me how glad she was to see you, and
that she was certain to find out who you are."

I then related to her the adventure of the spy, and we both thought
that it was most likely the means taken by the sainted woman to
gratify her curiosity about me.

"I have resolved not to attend your church any more."

"That will be a great deprivation to me, but in our common interest I
can but approve your resolution."

She related the affair of the treacherous crack in the partition, and
added,

"It is already repaired, and there is no longer any fear in that
quarter.  I heard of it from a young boarder whom I love dearly, and
who is much attached to me.  I am not curious to know her name, and
she has never mentioned it to me."

"Now, darling angel, tell me whether my happiness will be postponed."

"Yes, but only for twenty-four hours; the new professed sister has
invited me to supper in her room, and you must understand I cannot
invent any plausible excuse for refusing her invitation."

"You would not, then, tell her in confidence the very legitimate
obstacle which makes me wish that the new sisters never take supper?"

"Certainly not: we never trust anyone so far in a convent.  Besides,
dearest, such an invitation cannot be declined unless I wish to gain
a most bitter enemy."

"Could you not say that you are ill?"

"Yes; but then the visits!"

"I understand; if you should refuse, the escape might be suspected."

"The escape! impossible; here no one admits the possibility of
breaking out of the convent."

"Then you are the only one able to perform that miracle?"

"You may be sure of that; but, as is always the case, it is gold
which performs that miracle."

"And many others, perhaps."

"Oh! the time has gone by for them!  But tell me, my love, where will
you wait for me to-morrow, two hours after the setting of the sun?"

"Could I not wait for you at your casino?"

"No, because my lover will take me himself to Venice."

"Your lover?"

"Yes, himself."

"It is not possible."

"Yet it is true."

"I can wait for you in St. John and St. Paul's Square behind the
pedestal of the statue of Bartholomew of Bergamo."

"I have never seen either the square or the statue except in
engravings; it is enough, however, and I will not fail.  Nothing but
very stormy weather could prevent me from coming to a rendezvous for
which my heart is panting."

"And if the weather were bad?"

"Then, dearest, there would be nothing lost; and you would come here
again in order to appoint another day."

I had no time to lose, for I had no casino.  I took a second rower so
as to reach St.  Mark's Square more rapidly, and I immediately set to
work looking for what I wanted.  When a mortal is so lucky as to be
in the good graces of the god Plutus, and is not crackbrained, he is
pretty sure to succeed in everything: I had not to search very long
before I found a casino suiting my purpose exactly.  It was the
finest in the neighbourhood of Venice, but, as a natural consequence,
it was likewise the most expensive.  It had belonged to the English
ambassador, who had sold it cheap to his cook before leaving Venice.
The owner let it to me until Easter for one hundred sequins, which I
paid in advance on condition that he would himself cook the dinners
and the suppers I might order.

I had five rooms furnished in the most elegant style, and everything
seemed to be calculated for love, pleasure, and good cheer.  The
service of the dining-room was made through a sham window in the
wall, provided with a dumb-waiter revolving upon itself, and fitting
the window so exactly that master and servants could not see each
other.  The drawing-room was decorated with magnificent looking-
glasses, crystal chandeliers, girandoles in gilt, bronze, and with a
splendid pier-glass placed on a chimney of white marble; the walls
were covered with small squares of real china, representing little
Cupids and naked amorous couples in all sorts of positions, well
calculated to excite the imagination; elegant and very comfortable
sofas were placed on every side.  Next to it was an octagonal room,
the walls, the ceiling, and the floor of which were entirely covered
with splendid Venetian glass, arranged in such a manner as to reflect
on all sides every position of the amorous couple enjoying the
pleasures of love.  Close by was a beautiful alcove with two secret
outlets; on the right, an elegant dressing-room, on the left, a
boudoir which seemed to have been arranged by the mother of Love,
with a bath in Carrara marble.  Everywhere the wainscots were
embossed in ormolu or painted with flowers and arabesques.

After I had given my orders for all the chandeliers to be filled with
wax candles, and the finest linen to be provided wherever necessary,
I ordered a most delicate and sumptuous supper for two, without
regard to expense, and especially the most exquisite wines.  I then
took possession of the key of the principal entrance, and warned the
master that I did not want to be seen by anyone when I came in or
went out.

I observed with pleasure that the clock in the alcove had an alarum,
for I was beginning, in spite of love, to be easily influenced by the
power of sleep.

Everything being arranged according to my wishes, I went, as a
careful and delicate lover, to purchase the finest slippers I could
find, and a cap in Alencon point.

I trust my reader does not think me too particular; let him recollect
that I was to receive the most accomplished of the sultanas of the
master of the universe, and I told that fourth Grace that I had a
casino.  Was I to begin by giving her a bad idea of my truthfulness?
At the appointed time, that is two hours after sunset, I repaired to
my palace; and it would be difficult to imagine the surprise of his
honour the French cook, when he saw me arrive alone.  Not finding all
the chandeliers lighted-up as I had ordered, I scolded him well,
giving him notice that I did not like to repeat an order.

"I shall not fail; sir, another time, to execute your commands."

"Let the supper be served."

"Your honour ordered it for two."

"Yes, for two; and, this time, be present during my supper, so that I
can tell you which dishes I find good or bad."

The supper came through the revolving: dumb-waiter in very good
order, two dishes at a tune.  I passed some remarks upon everything;
but, to tell the truth, everything was excellent: game, fish,
oysters, truffles, wine, dessert, and the whole served in very fine
Dresden china and silver-gilt plate.

I told him that he had forgotten hard eggs, anchovies, and prepared
vinegar to dress a salad.  He lifted his eyes towards heaven, as if
to plead guilty, to a very heinous crime.

After a supper which lasted two hours, and during which I must
certainly have won the admiration of my host, I asked him to bring me
the bill.  He presented it to me shortly afterwards, and I found it
reasonable.  I then dismissed him, and lay down in the splendid bed
in the alcove; my excellent supper brought on very soon the most
delicious sleep which, without the Burgundy and the Champagne, might
very likely not have visited me, if I had thought that the following
night would see me in the same place, and in possession of a lovely
divinity.  It was broad day-light when I awoke, and after ordering
the finest fruit and some ices for the evening I left the casino.  In
order to shorten a day which my impatient desires would have caused
me to find very long, I went to the faro-table, and I saw with
pleasure that I was as great a favourite with fortune as with love.
Everything proceeded according to my wishes, and I delighted in
ascribing my happy success to the influence of my nun.

I was at the place of meeting one hour before the time appointed, and
although the night was cold I did not feel it.  Precisely as the hour
struck I saw a two-oared gondola reach the shore and a mask come out
of it, speak a few words to the gondolier, and take the direction of
the statue.  My heart was beating quickly, but seeing that it was a
man I avoided him, and regretted not having brought my pistols.  The
mask, however, turning round the statue, came up to me with
outstretched hands; I then recognized my angel, who was amused at my
surprise and took my arm.  Without speaking we went towards St.
Mark's Square, and reached my casino, which was only one hundred
yards from the St. Moses Theatre.

I found everything in good order; we went upstairs and I threw off my
mask and my disguise; but M---- M---- took delight in walking about
the rooms and in examining every nook of the charming place in which
she was received.  Highly gratified to see me admire the grace of her
person, she wanted me likewise to admire in her attire the taste and
generosity of her lover.  She was surprised at the almost magic spell
which, although she remained motionless, shewed her lovely person in
a thousand different manners.  Her multiplied portraits, reproduced
by the looking-glasses, and the numerous wax candles disposed to that
effect, offered to her sight a spectacle entirely new to her, and
from which she could not withdraw her eyes.  Sitting down on a stool
I contemplated her elegant person with rapture.  A coat of rosy
velvet, embroidered with gold spangles, a vest to match, embroidered
likewise in the richest fashion, breeches of black satin, diamond
buckles, a solitaire of great value on her little finger, and on the
other hand a ring: such was her toilet.  Her black lace mask was
remarkable for its fineness and the beauty of the design.  To enable
me to see her better she stood before me.  I looked in her pockets,
in which I found a gold snuff-box, a sweetmeat-box adorned with
pearls, a gold case, a splendid opera-glass, handkerchiefs of the
finest cambric, soaked rather than perfumed with the most precious
essences.  I examined attentively the richness and the workmanship of
her two watches, of her chains, of her trinkets, brilliant with
diamonds.  The last article I found was a pistol; it was an English
weapon of fine steel, and of the most beautiful finish.

"All I see, my divine angel, is not worthy of you; yet I cannot
refrain from expressing my admiration for the wonderful, I might
almost say adorable, being who wants to convince you that you are
truly his mistress."

"That is what he said when I asked him to bring me to Venice, and to
leave me.  'Amuse yourself,' he said, 'and I hope that the man whom
you are going to make happy will convince you that he is worthy of
it.'"

"He is indeed an extraordinary man, and I do not think there is
another like him.  Such a lover is a unique being; and I feel that I
could not be like him, as deeply as I fear to be unworthy of a
happiness which dazzles me."

"Allow me to leave you, and to take off these clothes alone."

"Do anything you please."

A quarter of an hour afterwards my mistress came back to me.  Her
hair was dressed like a man's; the front locks came down her cheeks,
and the black hair, fastened with a knot of blue ribbon, reached the
bend of her legs; her form was that of Antinous; her clothes alone,
being cut in the French style, prevented the illusion from being
complete.  I was in a state of ecstatic delight, and I could not
realize my happiness.

"No, adorable woman," I exclaimed, "you are not made for a mortal,
and I do not believe that you will ever be mine.  At the very moment
of possessing you some miracle will wrest you from my arms.  Your
divine spouse, perhaps, jealous of a simple mortal, will annihilate
all my hope.  It is possible that in a few minutes I shall no longer
exist."

"Are you mad, dearest?  I am yours this very instant, if you wish
it."

"Ah! if I wish it!  Although fasting, come!  Love and happiness will
be my food!"

She felt cold, we sat near the fire; and unable to master my
impatience I unfastened a diamond brooch which pinned her ruffle.
Dear reader, there are some sensations so powerful and so sweet that
years cannot weaken the remembrance of them.  My mouth had already
covered with kisses that ravishing bosom; but then the troublesome
corset had not allowed me to admire all its perfection.  Now I felt
it free from all restraint and from all unnecessary support; I have
never seen, never touched, anything more beautiful, and the two
magnificent globes of the Venus de Medicis, even if they had been
animated by the spark of life given by Prometheus, would have yielded
the palm to hose of my divine nun.

I was burning with ardent desires, and I would have satisfied them on
the spot, if my adorable mistress had not calmed my impatience by
these simple words:

"Wait until after supper."

I rang the bell; she shuddered.

"Do not be anxious, dearest."

And I shewed her the secret of the sham window.

"You will be able to tell your lover that no one saw you."

"He will appreciate your delicate attention, and that will prove to
him that you are not a novice in the art of love.  But it is evident
that I am not the only one who enjoys with you the delights of this
charming residence."

"You are wrong, believe me: you are the first woman I have seen here.
You are not, adorable creature, my first love, but you shall be the
last."

"I shall be happy if you are faithful.  My lover is constant, kind,
gentle and amiable; yet my heart has ever been fancy-free with him."

"Then his own heart must be the same; for if his love was of the same
nature as mine you would never have made me happy."

"He loves me as I love you; do you believe in my love for you?"

"Yes, I want to believe in it; but you would not allow me to...."

"Do not say any more; for I feel that I could forgive you in
anything, provided you told me all.  The joy I experience at this
moment is caused more by the hope I have of gratifying your desires
than by the idea that I am going to pass a delightful night with you.
It will be the first in my life."

"What!  Have you never passed such a night with your lover?"

"Several; but friendship, compliance, and gratitude, perhaps, were
then the only contributors to our pleasures; the most essential--
love--was never present.  In spite of that, my lover is like you; his
wit is lively, very much the same as yours, and, as far as his
features are concerned, he is very handsome; yet it is not you.  I
believe him more wealthy than you, although this casino almost
convinces me that I am mistaken, but what does love care for riches?
Do not imagine that I consider you endowed with less merit than he,
because you confess yourself incapable of his heroism in allowing me
to enjoy another love.  Quite the contrary; I know that you would not
love me as you do, if you told me that you could be as indulgent as
he is for one of my caprices."

"Will he be curious to hear the particulars of this night?"

"Most likely he will think that he will please me by asking what has
taken place, and I will tell him everything, except such particulars
as might humiliate him."

After the supper, which she found excellent, she made some punch, and
she was a very good hand at it.  But I felt my impatience growing
stronger every moment, and I said,

"Recollect that we have only seven hours before us, and that we
should be very foolish to waste them in this room."

"You reason better than Socrates," she answered, "and your eloquence
has convinced me.  Come!"

She led me to the elegant dressing-room, and I offered her the fine
night-cap which I had bought for her, asking her at the same time to
dress her hair like a woman.  She took it with great pleasure, and
begged me to go and undress myself in the drawing-room, promising to
call me as soon as she was in bed.

I had not long to wait: when pleasure is waiting for us, we all go
quickly to work.  I fell into her arms, intoxicated with love and
happiness, and during seven hours I gave her the most positive proofs
of my ardour and of the feelings I entertained for her.  It is true
that she taught me nothing new, materially speaking, but a great deal
in sighs, in ecstasies, in enjoyments which can have their full
development only in a sensitive soul in the sweetest of all moments.
I varied our pleasures in a thousand different ways, and I astonished
her by making her feel that she was susceptible of greater enjoyment
than she had any idea of.  At last the fatal alarum was heard: we had
to stop our amorous transports; but before she left my arms she
raised her eyes towards heaven as if to thank her Divine Master for
having given her the courage to declare her passion to me.

We dressed ourselves, and observing that I put the lace night-cap in
her pocket she assured me that she would keep it all her life as a
witness of the happiness which overwhelmed her.  After drinking a cup
of coffee we went out, and I left her at St. John and St. Paul's
Square, promising to call on her the day after the morrow; I watched
her until I saw her safe in her gondola, and I then went to bed.  Ten
hours of profound sleep restored me to my usual state of vigour.




CHAPTER XVIII

Visit to the Convent and Conversation With M. M.--A Letter from Her,
and My Answer--Another Interview At the Casino of Muran In the
Presence of Her Lover


According to my promise, I went to see M---- M---- two days
afterwards, but as soon as she came to the parlour she told me that
her lover had said he was coming, and that she expected him every
minute, and that she would be glad to see me the next day.  I took
leave of her, but near the bridge I saw a man, rather badly masked,
coming out of a gondola.  I looked at the gondolier, and I recognized
him as being in the service of the French ambassador.  "It is he,"
I said to myself, and without appearing to observe him I watched him
enter the convent.  I had no longer any doubt as to his identity, and
I returned to Venice delighted at having made the discovery, but I
made up my mind not to say anything to my mistress.

I saw her on the following day, and we, had a long conversation
together, which I am now going to relate.

"My friend," she said to me, "came yesterday in order to bid farewell
to me until the Christmas holidays.  He is going to Padua, but
everything has been arranged so that we can sup at his casino
whenever we wish."

"Why not in Venice?"

"He has begged me not to go there during his absence.  He is wise and
prudent; I could not refuse his request."

"You are quite right.  When shall we sup together?"

"Next Sunday, if you like."

"If I like is not the right expression, for I always like.  On
Sunday, then, I will go to the casino towards nightfall, and wait for
you with a book.  Have you told your friend that you were not very
uncomfortable in my small palace?"

"He knows all about it, but, dearest, he is afraid of one thing--he
fears a certain fatal plumpness...."

"On my life, I never thought of that!  But, my darling, do you not
run the same risk with him?"

"No, it is impossible."

"I understand you.  Then we must be very prudent for the future.  I
believe that, nine days before Christmas, the mask is no longer
allowed, and then I shall have to go to your casino by water,
otherwise, I might easily be recognized by the same spy who has
already followed me once."

"Yes, that idea proves your prudence, and I can easily, shew you the
place.  I hope you will be able to come also during Lent, although we
are told that at that time God wishes us to mortify our senses.
Is it not strange that there is a time during which God wants us to
amuse ourselves almost to frenzy, and another during which, in order
to please Him, we must live in complete abstinence?  What is there in
common between a yearly observance and the Deity, and how can the
action of the creature have any influence over the Creator, whom my
reason cannot conceive otherwise than independent?  It seems to me
that if God had created man with the power of offending Him, man
would be right in doing everything that is forbidden to him, because
the deficiencies of his organization would be the work of the Creator
Himself.  How can we imagine God grieved during Lent?"

"My beloved one, you reason beautifully, but will you tell me where
you have managed, in a convent, to pass the Rubicon?"

"Yes.  My friend has given me some good books which I have read with
deep attention, and the light of truth has dispelled the darkness
which blinded my eyes.  I can assure you that, when I look in my own
heart, I find myself more fortunate in having met with a person who
has brought light to my mind than miserable at having taken the veil;
for the greatest happiness must certainly consist in living and in
dying peacefully--a happiness which can hardly be obtained by
listening to all the idle talk with which the priests puzzle our
brains."

"I am of your opinion, but I admire you, for it ought to be the work
of more than a few months to bring light to a mind prejudiced as
yours was."

"There is no doubt that I should have seen light much sooner if I had
not laboured under so many prejudices.  There was in my mind a
curtain dividing truth from error, and reason alone could draw it
aside, but that poor reason--I had been taught to fear it, to repulse
it, as if its bright flame would have devoured, instead of
enlightening me.  The moment it was proved to me that a reasonable
being ought to be guided only by his own inductions I acknowledged
the sway of reason, and the mist which hid truth from me was
dispelled.  The evidence of truth shone before my eyes, nonsensical
trifles disappeared, and I have no fear of their resuming their
influence over my mind, for every day it is getting stronger; and I
may say that I only began to love God when my mind was disabused of
priestly superstitions concerning Him."

"I congratulate you; you have been more fortunate than I, for you
have made more progress in one year than I have made in ten."

"Then you did not begin by reading the writings of Lord Bolingbroke?
Five or six months ago, I was reading La Sagesse, by Charron, and
somehow or other my confessor heard of it; when I went to him for
confession, he took upon himself to tell me to give up reading that
book.  I answered that my conscience did not reproach me, and that I
could not obey him.  'In that case,' replied he, 'I will not give you
absolution.'  'That will not prevent me from taking the communion,' I
said.  This made him angry, and, in order to know what he ought to
do, he applied to Bishop Diedo.  His eminence came to see me, and
told me that I ought to be guided by my confessor.  I answered that
we had mutual duties to perform, and that the mission of a priest in
the confessional was to listen to me, to impose a reasonable penance,
and to give me absolution; that he had not even the right of offering
me any advice if I did not ask for it.  I added that the confessor
being bound to avoid scandal, if he dared to refuse me the
absolution, which, of course, he could do, I would all the same go to
the altar with the other nuns.  The bishop, seeing that he was at his
wit's end, told the priest to abandon me to my conscience.  But that
was not satisfactory to me, and my lover obtained a brief from the
Pope authorizing me to go to confession to any priest I like.  All
the sisters are jealous of the privilege, but I have availed myself
of it only once, for the sake of establishing a precedent and of
strengthening the right by the fact, for it is not worth the trouble.
I always confess to the same priest, and he has no difficulty in
giving me absolution, for I only tell him what I like."

"And for the rest you absolve yourself?"

"I confess to God, who alone can know my thoughts and judge the
degree of merit or of demerit to be attached to my actions."

Our conversation shewed me that my lovely friend was what is called a
Free-thinker; but I was not astonished at it, because she felt a
greater need of peace for her conscience than of gratification for
her senses.

On the Sunday, after dinner, I took a two-oared gondola, and went
round the island of Muran to reconnoitre the shore, and to discover
the small door through which my mistress escaped from the convent.
I lost my trouble and my time, for I did not become acquainted with
the shore till the octave of Christmas, and with the small door six
months afterwards.  I shall mention the circumstance in its proper
place.

As soon as it was time, I repaired to the temple, and while I was
waiting for the idol I amused myself in examining the books of a
small library in the boudoir.  They were not numerous, but they were
well chosen and worthy of the place.  I found there everything that
has been written against religion, and all the works of the most
voluptuous writers on pleasure; attractive books, the incendiary
style of which compels the reader to seek the reality of the image
they represent.  Several folios, richly bound, contained nothing but
erotic engravings.  Their principal merit consisted much more in the
beauty of the designs, in the finish of the work, than in the
lubricity of the positions.  I found amongst them the prints of the
Portier des Chartreux, published in England; the engravings of
Meursius, of Aloysia Sigea Toletana, and others, all very beautifully
done.  A great many small pictures covered the walls of the boudoir,
and they were all masterpieces in the same style as the engravings.

I had spent an hour in examining all these works of art, the sight of
which had excited me in the most irresistible manner, when I saw my
beautiful mistress enter the room, dressed as a nun.  Her appearance
was not likely to act as a sedative, and therefore, without losing
any time in compliments, I said to her,

"You arrive most opportunely.  All these erotic pictures have fired
my imagination, and it is in your garb of a saint that you must
administer the remedy that my love requires."

"Let me put on another dress, darling, it will not take more than
five minutes."

"Five minutes will complete my happiness, and then you can attend to
your metamorphosis."

"But let me take off these woollen robes, which I dislike."

"No; I want you to receive the homage of my love in the same dress
which you had on when you gave birth to it."

She uttered in the humblest manner a 'fiat voluntas tua', accompanied
by the most voluptuous smile, and sank on the sofa.  For one instant
we forgot all the world besides.  After that delightful ecstacy I
assisted her to undress, and a simple gown of Indian muslin soon
metamorphosed my lovely nun into a beautiful nymph.

After an excellent supper, we agreed not to meet again till the first
day of the octave.  She gave me the key of the gate on the shore, and
told me that a blue ribbon attached to the window over the door would
point it out by day, so as to prevent my making a mistake at night.
I made her very happy by telling her that I would come and reside in
her casino until the return of her friend.  During the ten days that
I remained there, I saw her four times, and I convinced her that I
lived only for her.

During my stay in the casino I amused myself in reading, in writing
to C---- C----, but my love for her had become a calm affection.  The
lines which interested me most in her letters were those in which she
mentioned her friend.  She often blamed me for not having cultivated
the acquaintance of M---- M----, and my answer was that I had not
done so for fear of being known.  I always insisted upon the
necessity of discretion.

I do not believe in the possibility of equal love being bestowed upon
two persons at the same time, nor do I believe it possible to keep
love to a high degree of intensity if you give it either too much
food or none at all.  That which maintained my passion for M--- M----
in a state of great vigour was that I could never possess her without
running the risk of losing her.

"It is impossible," I said to her once, "that some time or other one
of the nuns should not want to speak to you when you are absent?"

"No," she answered, "that cannot happen, because there is nothing
more religiously respected in a convent than the right of a nun to
deny herself, even to the abbess.  A fire is the only circumstance I
have to fear, because in that case there would be general uproar and
confusion, and it would not appear natural that a nun should remain
quietly locked up in her cell in the midst of such danger; my escape
would then be discovered.  I have contrived to gain over the lay-
sister and the gardener, as well as another nun, and that miracle was
performed by my cunning assisted by my lover's gold.

"He answers for the fidelity of the cook and his wife who take care of
the casino.  He has likewise every confidence in the two gondoliers,
although one of them is sure to be a spy of the State Inquisitors."

On Christmas Eve she announced the return of her lover, and she told
him that on St. Stephen's Day she would go with him to the opera, and
that they would afterwards spend the night together.

"I shall expect you, my beloved one," she added, "on the last day of
the year, and here is a letter which I beg you not to read till you
get home."

As I had to move in order to make room for her lover, I packed my
things early in the morning, and, bidding farewell to a place in
which during ten days I had enjoyed so many delights, I returned to
the Bragadin Palace, where I read the following letter:

"You have somewhat offended me, my own darling, by telling me,
respecting the mystery which I am bound to keep on the subject of my
lover, that, satisfied to possess my heart, you left me mistress of
my mind.  That division of the heart and of the mind appears to me a
pure sophism, and if it does not strike you as such you must admit
that you do not love me wholly, for I cannot exist without mind, and
you cannot cherish my heart if it does not agree with my mind.  If
your love cannot accept a different state of things it does not excel
in delicacy.  However, as some circumstance might occur in which you
might accuse me of not having acted towards you with all the
sincerity that true love inspires, and that it has a right to demand,
I have made up my mind to confide to you a secret which concerns my
friend, although I am aware that he relies entirely upon my
discretion.  I shall certainly be guilty of a breach of confidence,
but you will not love me less for it, because, compelled to choose
between you two, and to deceive either one or the other, love has
conquered friendship; do not punish me for it, for it has not been
done blindly, and you will, I trust, consider the reasons which have
caused the scale to weigh down in your favour.

"When I found myself incapable of resisting my wish to know you and
to become intimate with you, I could not gratify that wish without
taking my friend into my confidence, and I had no doubt of his
compliance.  He conceived a very favourable opinion of your character
from your first letter, not only because you had chosen the parlour
of the convent for our first interview, but also because you
appointed his casino at Muran instead of your own.  But he likewise
begged of me to allow him to be present at our first meeting-place,
in a small closet--a true hiding-place, from which one can see and
hear everything without being suspected by those in the drawing-room.
You have not yet seen that mysterious closet, but I will shew it to
you on the last day of the year.  Tell me, dearest, whether I could
refuse that singular request to the man who was shewing me such
compliant kindness?  I consented, and it was natural for me not to
let you know it.  You are therefore aware now that my friend was a
witness of all we did and said during the first night that we spent
together, but do not let that annoy you, for you pleased him in
everything, in your behaviour towards me as well as in the witty
sayings which you uttered to make me laugh.  I was in great fear,
when the conversation turned upon him, lest you would say something
which might hurt his self-love, but, very fortunately, he heard only
the most flattering compliments.  Such is, dearest love, the sincere
confession of my treason, but as a wise lover you will forgive me
because it has not done you the slightest harm.  My friend is
extremely curious to ascertain who you are.  But listen to me, that
night you were natural and thoroughly amiable, would you have been
the same, if you had known that there was a witness?  It is not
likely, and if I had acquainted you with the truth, you might have
refused your consent, and perhaps you would have been right.

"Now that we know each other, and that you entertain no doubt, I
trust, of my devoted love, I wish to ease my conscience and to
venture all.  Learn then, dearest, that on the last day of the year,
my friend will be at the casino, which he will leave only the next
morning.  You will not see him, but he will see us.  As you are
supposed not to know anything about it, you must feel that you will
have to be natural in everything, otherwise, he might guess that I
have betrayed the secret.  It is especially in your conversation that
you must be careful.  My friend possesses every virtue except the
theological one called faith, and on that subject you can say
anything you like.  You will be at liberty to talk literature,
travels, politics, anything you please, and you need not refrain from
anecdotes.  In fact you are certain of his approbation.

"Now, dearest, I have only this to say.  Do you feel disposed to
allow yourself to be seen by another man while you are abandoning
yourself to the sweet voluptuousness of your senses?  That doubt
causes all my anxiety, and I entreat from you an answer, yes or no.
Do you understand how painful the doubt is for me?  I expect not to
close my eyes throughout the night, and I shall not rest until I have
your decision.  In case you should object to shew your tenderness in
the presence of a third person, I will take whatever determination
love may suggest to me.  But I hope you will consent, and even if you
were not to perform the character of an ardent lover in a masterly
manner, it would not be of any consequence.  I will let my friend
believe that your love has not reached its apogee"

That letter certainly took me by surprise, but all things considered,
thinking that my part was better than the one accepted by the lover,
I laughed heartily at the proposal.  I confess, however, that I
should not have laughed if I had not known the nature of the
individual who was to be the witness of my amorous exploits.
Understanding all the anxiety of my friend, and wishing to allay it,
I immediately wrote to her the following lines:

"You wish me, heavenly creature, to answer you yes or no, and I, full
of love for you, want my answer to reach you before noon, so that you
may dine in perfect peace.

"I will spend the last night of the year with you, and I can assure
you that the friend, to whom we will give a spectacle worthy of
Paphos and Amathos, shall see or hear nothing likely to make him
suppose that I am acquainted with his secret.  You may be certain
that I will play my part not as a novice but as a master.  If it is
man's duty to be always the slave of his reason; if, as long as he
has control over himself, he ought not to act without taking it for
his guide, I cannot understand why a man should be ashamed to shew
himself to a friend at the very moment that he is most favoured by
love and nature.

"Yet I confess that you would have been wrong if you had confided the
secret to me the first time, and that most likely I should then have
refused to grant you that mark of my compliance, not because I loved
you less then than I do now, but there are such strange tastes in
nature that I might have imagined that your lover's ruling taste was
to enjoy the sight of an ardent and frantic couple in the midst of
amorous connection, and in that case, conceiving an unfavourable
opinion of you, vexation might have frozen the love you had just sent
through my being.  Now, however, the case is very different.  I know
all I possess in you, and, from all you have told me of your lover,
I am well disposed towards him, and I believe him to be my friend.
If a feeling of modesty does not deter you from shewing yourself
tender, loving, and full of amorous ardour with me in his presence,
how could I be ashamed, when, on the contrary, I ought to feel proud
of myself?  I have no reason to blush at having made a conquest of
you, or at shewing myself in those moments during which I prove the
liberality with which nature has bestowed upon me the shape and the
strength which assure such immense enjoyment to me, besides the
certainty that I can make the woman I love share it with me.  I am
aware that, owing to a feeling which is called natural, but which is
perhaps only the result of civilization and the effect of the
prejudices inherent in youth, most men object to any witness in those
moments, but those who cannot give any good reasons for their
repugnance must have in their nature something of the cat.  At the
same time, they might have some excellent reasons, without their
thinking themselves bound to give them, except to the woman, who is
easily deceived.  I excuse with all my heart those who know that they
would only excite the pity of the witnesses, but we both have no fear
of that sort.  All you have told me of your friend proves that he
will enjoy our pleasures.  But do you know what will be the result of
it?  The intensity of our ardour will excite his own, and he will
throw himself at my feet, begging and entreating me to give up to him
the only object likely to calm his amorous excitement.  What could I
do in that case?  Give you up?  I could hardly refuse to do so with
good grace, but I would go away, for I could not remain a quiet
spectator.

"Farewell, my darling love; all will be well, I have no doubt.
Prepare yourself for the athletic contest, and rely upon the
fortunate being who adores you."

I spent the six following days with my three worthy friends, and at
the 'ridotto', which at that time was opened on St. Stephen's Day.
As I could not hold the cards there, the patricians alone having the
privilege of holding the bank, I played morning and evening, and I
constantly lost; for whoever punts must lose.  But the loss of the
four or five thousand sequins I possessed, far from cooling my love,
seemed only to increase its ardour.

At the end of the year 1774 the Great Council promulgated a law
forbidding all games of chance, the first effect of which was to
close the 'ridotto'.  This law was a real phenomenon, and when the
votes were taken out of the urn the senators looked at each other
with stupefaction.  They had made the law unwittingly, for three-
fourths of the voters objected to it, and yet three-fourths of the
votes were in favour of it.  People said that it was a miracle of St.
Mark's, who had answered the prayers of Monsignor Flangini, then
censor-in-chief, now cardinal, and one of the three State
Inquisitors.

On the day appointed I was punctual at the place of rendezvous, and I
had not to wait for my mistress.  She was in the dressing-room, where
she had had time to attend to her toilet, and as soon as she heard me
she came to me dressed with the greatest elegance.

"My friend is not yet at his post," she said to me, "but the moment
he is there I will give you a wink."

"Where is the mysterious closet?"

"There it is.  Look at the back of this sofa against the wall.  All
those flowers in relief have a hole in the centre which communicates
with the closet behind that wall.  There is a bed, a table, and
everything necessary to a person who wants to spend the night in
amusing himself by looking at what is going on in this room.  I will
skew it to you whenever you like."

"Was it arranged by your lover's orders?"

"No, for he could not foresee that he would use it."

"I understand that he may find great pleasure in such a sight, but
being unable to possess you at the very moment nature will make you
most necessary to him, what will he do?"

"That is his business.  Besides, he is at liberty to go away when he
has had enough of it, or to sleep if he has a mind to, but if you
play your part naturally he will not feel any weariness."

"I will be most natural, but I must be more polite."

"No, no politeness, I beg, for if you are polite, goodbye to nature.
Where have you ever seen, I should like to know, two lovers, excited
by all the fury of love, think of politeness?"

"You are right, darling, but I must be more delicate."

"Very well, delicacy can do no harm, but no more than usual.  Your
letter greatly pleased me, you have treated the subject like a man of
experience."

I have already stated that my mistress was dressed most elegantly,
but I ought to have added that it was the elegance of the Graces, and
that it did not in any way prevent ease and simplicity.  I only
wondered at her having used some paint for the face, but it rather
pleased me because she had applied it according to the fashion of the
ladies of Versailles.  The charm of that style consists in the
negligence with which the paint is applied.  The rouge must not
appear natural; it is used to please the eyes which see in it the
marks of an intoxication heralding the most amorous fury.  She told
me that she had put some on her face to please her inquisitive
friend, who was very fond of it.

"That taste," I said, "proves him to be a Frenchman."

As I was uttering these words, she made a sign to me; the friend was
at his post, and now the play began.

"The more I look at you, beloved angel, the more I think you worthy
of my adoration."

"But are you not certain that you do not worship a cruel divinity?"

"Yes, and therefore I do not offer my sacrifices to appease you, but
to excite you.  You shall feel all through the night the ardour of my
devotion."

"You will not find me insensible to your offerings."

"I would begin them at once, but I think that, in order to insure
their efficiency, we ought to have supper first.  I have taken
nothing to-day but a cup of chocolate and a salad of whites of eggs
dressed with oil from Lucca and Marseilles vinegar."

"But, dearest, it is folly! you must be ill?"

"Yes, I am just now, but I shall be all right when I have distilled
the whites of eggs, one by one, into your amorous soul."

"I did not think you required any such stimulants."

"Who could want any with you?  But I have a rational fear, for if I
happened to prime without being able to fire, I would blow my brains
out."

"My dear browny, it would certainly be a misfortune, but there would
be no occasion to be in despair on that account."

"You think that I would only have to prime again."

"Of course."

While we were bantering in this edifying fashion, the table had been
laid, and we sat down to supper.  She ate for two and I for four, our
excellent appetite being excited by the delicate cheer.  A sumptuous
dessert was served in splendid silver-gilt plate, similar to the two
candlesticks which held four wax candles each.  Seeing that I admired
them, she said:

"They are a present from my friend."

"It is a magnificent present, has he given you the snuffers
likewise?"

"No"

"It is a proof that your friend is a great nobleman."

"How so?"

"Because great lords have no idea of snuffing the candle."

"Our candles have wicks which never require that operation."

"Good!  Tell me who has taught you French."

"Old La Forest.  I have been his pupil for six years.  He has also
taught me to write poetry, but you know a great many words which I
never heard from him, such as 'a gogo, frustratoire, rater,
dorloter'.  Who taught you these words?"

"The good company in Paris, and women particularly."

We made some punch, and amused ourselves in eating oysters after the
voluptuous fashion of lovers.  We sucked them in, one by one, after
placing them on the other's tongue.  Voluptuous reader, try it, and
tell me whether it is not the nectar of the gods!

At last, joking was over, and I reminded her that we had to think of
more substantial pleasures.  "Wait here," she said, "I am going to
change my dress.  I shall be back in one minute."  Left alone, and
not knowing what to do, I looked in the drawers of her writing-table.
I did not touch the letters, but finding a box full of certain
preservative sheaths against the fatal and dreaded plumpness, I
emptied it, and I placed in it the following lines instead of the
stolen goods:

'Enfants de L'Amitie, ministres de la Peur,
Je suis l'Amour, tremblez, respectez le voleur!
Et toi, femme de Dieu, ne crains pas d'etre mere;
Car si to le deviens, Dieu seal sera le pere.
S'iL est dit cependant que tu veux le barren,
Parle; je suis tout pret, je me ferai chatrer.'

My mistress soon returned, dressed like a nymph.  A gown of Indian
muslin, embroidered with gold lilies, spewed to admiration the
outline of her voluptuous form, and her fine lace-cap was worthy of a
queen.  I threw myself at her feet, entreating her not to delay my
happiness any longer.

"Control your ardour a few moments," she said, "here is the altar,
and in a few minutes the victim will be in your arms."

"You will see," she added, going to her writing-table, "how far the
delicacy and the kind attention of my friend can extend."

She took the box and opened it, but instead of the pretty sheaths
that she expected to see, she found my poetry.  After reading it
aloud, she called me a thief, and smothering me with kisses she
entreated me to give her back what I had stolen, but I pretended not
to understand.  She then read the lines again, considered for one
moment, and under pretence of getting a better pen, she left the
room, saying,

"I am going to pay you in your own coin."

She came back after a few minutes and wrote the following six lines:

'Sans rien oter au plaisir amoureux,
L'objet de ton larcin sert a combier nos voeux.
A l'abri du danger, mon ame satisfaite
Savoure en surete parfaite;
Et si tu veux jauer avec securite,
Rends-moi mon doux ami, ces dons de l'amitie.

After this I could not resist any longer, and I gave her back those
objects so precious to a nun who wants to sacrifice on the altar of
Venus.

The clock striking twelve, I shewed her the principal actor who was
longing to perform, and she arranged the sofa, saying that the alcove
being too cold we had better sleep on it.  But the true reason was
that, to satisfy the curious lover, it was necessary for us to be
seen.

Dear reader, a picture must have shades, and there is nothing, no
matter how beautiful in one point of view, that does not require to
be sometimes veiled if you look at it from a different one.  In order
to paint the diversified scene which took place between me and my
lovely mistress until the dawn of day, I should have to use all the
colours of Aretino's palette.  I was ardent and full of vigour, but I
had to deal with a strong partner, and in the morning, after the last
exploit, we were positively worn out; so much so that my charming nun
felt some anxiety on my account.  It is true that she had seen my
blood spurt out and cover her bosom during my last offering; and as
she did not suspect the true cause of that phenomenon, she turned
pale with fright.  I allayed her anxiety by a thousand follies which
made her laugh heartily.  I washed her splendid bosom with rosewater,
so as to purify it from the blood by which it had been dyed for the
first time.  She expressed a fear that she had swallowed a few drops,
but I told her that it was of no consequence, even if were the case.
She resumed the costume of a nun, and entreating me to lie down and
to write to her before returning to Venice, so as to let her know how
I was, she left the casino.

I had no difficulty in obeying her, for I was truly in great need of
rest.  I slept until evening.  As soon as I awoke, I wrote to her
that my health was excellent, and that I felt quite inclined to begin
our delightful contest all over again.  I asked her to let me know
how she was herself, and after I had dispatched my letter I returned
to Venice.




CHAPTER XIX

I Give My Portrait to M. M.--A Present From Her--I Go to the Opera
With Her--She Plays At the Faro Table and Replenishes My Empty Purse-
-Philosophical Conversation With M. M.--A Letter From C. C.--She
Knows All--A Ball At the Convent; My Exploits In the Character of
Pierrot--C. C.  Comes to the Casino Instead of M. M.--I Spend the
Night With Her In A Very Silly Way.


My dear M---- M---- had expressed a wish to have my portrait,
something like the one I had given to C---- C----, only larger, to
wear it as a locket.  The outside was to represent some saint, and an
invisible spring was to remove the sainted picture and expose my
likeness.  I called upon the artist who had painted the other
miniature for me, and in three sittings I had what I wanted.  He
afterwards made me an Annunciation, in which the angel Gabriel was
transformed into a dark-haired saint, and the Holy Virgin into a
beautiful, light-complexioned woman holding her arms towards the
angel.  The celebrated painter Mengs imitated that idea in the
picture of the Annunciation which he painted in Madrid twelve years
afterwards, but I do not know whether he had the same reasons for it
as my painter.  That allegory was exactly of the same size as my
portrait, and the jeweller who made the locket arranged it in such a
manner that no one could suppose the sacred image to be there only
for the sake of hiding a profane likeness.

The end of January, 1754, before going to the casino, I called upon
Laura to give her a letter for C---- C----, and she handed me one
from her which amused me.  My beautiful nun had initiated that young
girl, not only into the mysteries of Sappho, but also in high
metaphysics, and C---- C---- had consequently become a Freethinker.
She wrote to me that, objecting to give an account of her affairs to
her confessor, and yet not wishing to tell him falsehoods, she had
made up her mind to tell him nothing.

"He has remarked," she added, "that perhaps I do not confess anything
to him because I did not examine my conscience sufficiently, and I
answered him that I had nothing to say, but that if he liked I would
commit a few sins for the purpose of having something to tell him in
confession."

I thought this reply worthy of a thorough sophist, and laughed
heartily.

On the same day I received the following letter from my adorable nun
"I write to you from my bed, dearest browny, because I cannot remain
standing on my feet.  I am almost dead.  But I am not anxious about
it; a little rest will make me all right, for I eat well and sleep
soundly.  You have made me very happy by writing to me that your
bleeding has not had any evil consequences, and I give you fair
notice that I shall have the proof of it on Twelfth Night, at least
if you like; that is understood, and you will let me know.  In case
you should feel disposed to grant me that favour, my darling, I wish
to go to the opera.  At all events, recollect that I positively
forbid the whites of eggs for the future, for I would rather have a
little less enjoyment and more security respecting your health.  In
future, when you go to the casino of Muran, please to enquire whether
there is anybody there, and if you receive an affirmative answer, go
away.  My friend will do the same.  In that manner you will not run
the risk of meeting one another, but you need not observe these
precautions for long, if you wish, for my friend is extremely fond of
you, and has a great desire to make your acquaintance.  He has told
me that, if he had not seen it with his own eyes, he never would have
believed that a man could run the race that you ran so splendidly the
other night, but he says that, by making love in that manner, you bid
defiance to death, for he is certain that the blood you lost comes
from the brain.  But what will he say when he hears that you only
laugh at the occurrence?  I am going to make you very merry: he wants
to eat the salad of whites of eggs, and he wants me to ask you for
some of your vinegar, because there is none in Venice.  He said that
he spent a delightful night, in spite of his fear of the evil
consequences of our amorous sport, and he has found my own efforts
superior to the usual weakness of my sex.  That may be the case,
dearest browny, but I am delighted to have done such wonders, and to
have made such trial of my strength.  Without you, darling of my
heart, I should have lived without knowing myself, and I wonder
whether it is possible for nature to create a woman who could remain
insensible in your arms, or rather one who would not receive new life
by your side.  It is more than love that I feel for you, it is
idolatry; and my mouth, longing to meet yours, sends forth thousands
of kisses which are wasted in the air.  I am panting for your divine
portrait, so as to quench by a sweet illusion the fire which devours
my amorous lips.  I trust my likeness will prove equally dear to you,
for it seems to me that nature has created us for one another, and I
curse the fatal instant in which I raised an invincible barrier
between us.  You will find enclosed the key of my bureau.  Open it,
and take a parcel on which you will see written, 'For my darling.' It
is a small present which my friend wishes me to offer you in exchange
for the beautiful night-cap that you gave me.  Adieu."

The small key enclosed in the letter belonged to a bureau in the
boudoir.  Anxious to know the nature of the present that she could
offer me at the instance of her friend, I opened the bureau, and
found a parcel containing a letter and a morocco-leather case.

The letter was as follows:

"That which will, I hope, render this present dear to you is the
portrait of a woman who adores you.  Our friend had two of them, but
the great friendship he entertains towards you has given him the
happy idea of disposing of one in your favour.  This box contains two
portraits of me, which are to be seen in two different ways: if you
take off the bottom part, of the case in its length, you will see me
as a nun; and if you press on the corner, the top will open and
expose me to your sight in a state of nature.  It is not possible,
dearest, that a woman can ever have loved you as I do.  Our friend
excites my passion by the flattering opinion that he entertains of
you.  I cannot decide whether I am more fortunate in my friend or in
my lover, for I could not imagine any being superior to either one or
the other."

The case contained a gold snuff-box, and a small quantity of Spanish
snuff which had been left in it proved that it had been used.  I
followed the instructions given in the letter, and I first saw my
mistress in the costume of a nun, standing and in half profile.  The
second secret spring brought her before my eyes, entirely naked,
lying on a mattress of black satin, in the position of the Madeleine
of Coreggio.  She was looking at Love, who had the quiver at his
feet, and was gracefully sitting on the nun's robes.  It was such a
beautiful present that I did not think myself worthy of it.  I wrote
to M---- M---- a letter in which the deepest gratitude was blended
with the most exalted love.  The drawers of the bureau contained all
her diamonds and four purses full of sequins.  I admired her noble
confidence in me.  I locked the bureau, leaving everything
undisturbed, and returned to Venice.  If I had been able to escape
out of the capricious clutches of fortune by giving up gambling, my
happiness would have been complete.

My own portrait was set with rare perfection, and as it was arranged
to be worn round the neck I attached it to six yards of Venetian
chain, which made it a very handsome present.  The secret was in the
ring to which it was suspended, and it was very difficult to discover
it.  To make the spring work and expose my likeness it was necessary
to pull the ring with some force and in a peculiar manner.
Otherwise, nothing could be seen but the Annunciation; and it was
then a beautiful ornament for a nun.

On Twelfth Night, having the locket and chain in my pocket, I went
early in the evening to watch near the fine statue erected to the
hero Colleoni after he had been poisoned, if history does not deceive
us.  'Sit divus, modo non vivus', is a sentence from the enlightened
monarch, which will last as long as there are monarchs on earth.

At six o'clock precisely my mistress alighted from the gondola, well
dressed and well masked, but this time in the garb of a woman.  We
went to the Saint Samuel opera, and after the second ballet we
repaired to the 'ridotto', where she amused herself by looking at all
the ladies of the nobility who alone had the right to walk about
without masks.  After rambling about for half an hour, we entered the
hall where the bank was held.  She stopped before the table of M.
Mocenigo, who at that time was the best amongst all the noble
gamblers.  As nobody was playing, he was carelessly whispering to a
masked lady, whom I recognized as Madame Marina Pitani, whose adorer
he was.

M---- M---- enquired whether I wanted to play, and as I answered in
the negative she said to me,

"I take you for my partner."

And without waiting for my answer she took a purse, and placed a pile
of gold on a card.  The banker without disturbing himself shuffled
the cards, turned them up, and my friend won the paroli.  The banker
paid, took another pack of cards, and continued his conversation with
his lady, shewing complete indifference for four hundred sequins
which my friend had already placed on the same card.  The banker
continuing his conversations, M---- M---- said to me, in excellent
French,

"Our stakes are not high enough to interest this gentleman; let us
go."

I took up the gold, which I put in my pocket, without answering
M. de Mocenigo, who said to me:

"Your mask is too exacting."

I rejoined my lovely gambler, who was surrounded.  We stopped soon
afterwards before the bank of M. Pierre Marcello, a charming young
man, who had near him Madame Venier, sister of the patrician Momolo.
My mistress began to play, and lost five rouleaux of gold one after
the other.  Having no more money, she took handfuls of gold from my
pocket, and in four or five deals she broke the bank.  She went away,
and the noble banker, bowing, complimented her upon her good fortune.
After I had taken care of all the gold she had won, I gave her my
arm, and we left the 'ridotto', but remarking that a few inquisitive
persons were following us, I took a gondola which landed us according
to my instructions.  One can always escape prying eyes in this way in
Venice.

After supper I counted our winnings, and I found myself in possession
of one thousand sequins as my share.  I rolled the remainder in
paper, and my friend asked me to put it in her bureau.  I then took
my locket and threw it over her neck; it gave her the greatest
delight, and she tried for a long time to discover the secret.  At
last I showed it her, and she pronounced my portrait an excellent
likeness.

Recollecting that we had but three hours to devote to the pleasures
of love, I entreated her to allow me to turn them to good account.

"Yes," she said, "but be prudent, for our friend pretends that you
might die on the spot."

"And why does he not fear the same danger for you, when your
ecstasies are in reality much more frequent than mine?"

"He says that the liquor distilled by us women does not come from the
brain, as is the case with men, and that the generating parts of
woman have no contact with her intellect.  The consequence of it, he
says, is that the child is not the offspring of the mother as far as
the brain, the seat of reason, is concerned, but of the father, and
it seems to me very true.  In that important act the woman has
scarcely the amount of reason that she is in need of, and she cannot
have any left to enable her to give a dose to the being she is
generating."  "Your friend is a very learned man.  But do you know
that such a way of arguing opens my eyes singularly?  It is evident
that, if that system be true, women ought to be forgiven for all the
follies which they commit on account of love, whilst man is
inexcusable, and I should be in despair if I happened to place you in
a position to become a mother."

"I shall know before long, and if it should be the case so much the
better.  My mind is made up, and my decision taken."

"And what is that decision?"

"To abandon my destiny entirely to you both.  I am quite certain that
neither one nor the other would let me remain at the convent."

"It would be a fatal event which would decide our future destinies.
I would carry you off, and take you to England to marry you."

"My friend thinks that a physician might be bought, who, under the
pretext of some disease of his own invention, would prescribe to me
to go somewhere to drink the waters--a permission which the bishop
might grant.  At the watering-place I would get cured, and come back
here, but I would much rather unite our destinies for ever.  Tell me,
dearest, could you manage to live anywhere as comfortably as you do
here?"

"Alas! my love, no, but with you how could I be unhappy?  But we will
resume that subject whenever it may be necessary.  Let us go to bed."

"Yes.  If I have a son my friend wishes to act towards him as a
father."

"Would he believe himself to be the father?"

"You might both of you believe it, but some likeness would soon
enlighten me as to which of you two was the true father."

"Yes.  If, for instance, the child composed poetry, then you would
suppose that he was the son of your friend."

"How do you know that my friend can write poetry?"

"Admit that he is the author of the six lines which you wrote in
answer to mine."

"I cannot possibly admit such a falsehood, because, good or bad, they
were of my own making, and so as to leave you no doubt let me
convince you of it at once."

"Oh, never mind!  I believe you, and let us go to bed, or Love will
call out the god of Parnassus."

"Let him do it, but take this pencil and write; I am Apollo, you may
be Love:"

'Je ne me battrai pas; je te cede la place.
Si Venus est ma sceur, L'Amour est de ma race.
Je sais faire des vers.  Un instant de perdu
N'offense pas L'Amour, si je l'ai convaincu.


"It is on my knees that I entreat your pardon, my heavenly friend,
but how could I expect so much talent in a young daughter of Venice,
only twenty-two years of age, and, above all, brought up in a
convent?"

"I have a most insatiate desire to prove myself more and more worthy
of you.  Did you think I was prudent at the gaming-table?"

"Prudent enough to make the most intrepid banker tremble."

"I do not always play so well, but I had taken you as a partner, and
I felt I could set fortune at defiance.  Why would you not play?"

"Because I had lost four thousand sequins last week and I was without
money, but I shall play to-morrow, and fortune will smile upon me.
In the mean time, here is a small book which I have brought from your
boudoir: the postures of Pietro Aretino; I want to try some of
them."

"The thought is worthy of you, but some of these positions could not
be executed, and others are insipid."

"True, but I have chosen four very interesting ones."

These delightful labours occupied the remainder of the night until
the alarum warned us that it was time to part.  I accompanied my
lovely nun as far as her gondola, and then went to bed; but I could
not sleep.  I got up in order to go and pay a few small debts, for
one of the greatest pleasures that a spendthrift can enjoy is, in my
opinion, to discharge certain liabilities.  The gold won by my
mistress proved lucky for me, for I did not pass a single day of the
carnival without winning.

Three days after Twelfth Night, having paid a visit to the casino of
Muran for the purpose of placing some gold in M---- M----'s bureau,
the door-keeper handed me a letter from my nun.  Laura had, a few
minutes before, delivered me one from C---- C----.

My new mistress, after giving me an account of her health, requested
me to enquire from my jeweller whether he had not by chance made a
ring having on its bezel a St. Catherine which, without a doubt,
concealed another portrait; she wished to know the secret of that
ring.  "A young boarder," she added, "a lovely girl, and my friend,
is the owner of that ring.  There must be a secret, but she does not
know it."  I answered that I would do what she wished.  But here is
the letter of C---- C----.  It was rather amusing, because it placed
me in a regular dilemma; it bore a late date, but the letter of M----
M---- had been written two days before it.

"Ali!  how truly happy I am, my beloved husband!  You love Sister
M---- M----, my dear friend.  She has a locket as big as a ring, and
she cannot have received it from anyone but you.  I am certain that
your dear likeness is to be found under the Annunciation.  I
recognized the style of the artist, and it is certainly the same who
painted the locket and my ring.  I am satisfied that Sister M--- M---
has received that present from you.  I am so pleased to know all that
I would not run the risk of grieving her by telling her that I knew
her secret, but my dear friend, either more open or more curious, has
not imitated my reserve.  She told me that she had no doubt of my St.
Catherine concealing the portrait of my lover.  Unable to say
anything better, I told her that the ring was in reality a gift from
my lover, but that I had no idea of his portrait being concealed
inside of it.  'If it is as you say,' observed M---- M----, 'and if
you have no objection, I will try to find out the secret, and
afterwards I will let you know mine.'  Being quite certain that she
would not discover it, I gave her my ring, saying that, if she could
find out the secret, I should be very much pleased.

"Just as that moment my aunt paid me a visit, and I left my ring in
the hands of M---- M----, who returned it to me after dinner,
assuring me that, although she had not been able to find out the
secret, she was certain there was one.  I promise you that she shall
never hear anything about it from me, because if she saw your
portrait, she would guess everything, and then I should have to tell
her who you are.  I am sorry to be compelled to conceal anything from
her, but I am very glad you love one another.  I pity you both,
however, with all my heart, because I know that you are obliged to
make love through a grating in that horrid parlour.  How I wish,
dearest, I could give you my place!  I would make two persons happy
at the same time!  Adieu!"

I answered that she had guessed rightly, that the locket of her
friend was a present from me and contained my likeness, but that she
was to keep the secret, and to be certain that my friendship for
M---- M---- interfered in no way with the feeling which bound me to
her for ever.  I certainly was well aware that I was not behaving in
a straightforward manner, but I endeavoured to deceive myself, so
true it is that a woman, weak as she is, has more influence by the
feeling she inspires than man can possibly have with all his
strength.  At all events, I was foolishly trying to keep up an
intrigue which I knew to be near its denouement through the intimacy
that had sprung up between these two friendly rivals.

Laura having informed me that there was to be on a certain day a ball
in the large parlour of the convent, I made up my mind to attend it
in such a disguise that my two friends could not recognize me.  I
decided upon the costume of a Pierrot, because it conceals the form
and the gait better than any other.  I was certain that my two
friends would be behind the grating, and that it would afford me the
pleasant opportunity of seeing them together and of comparing them.
In Venice, during the carnival, that innocent pleasure is allowed in
convents.  The guests dance in the parlour, and the sisters remain
behind the grating, enjoying the sight of the ball, which is over by
sunset.  Then all the guests retire, and the poor nuns are for a long
time happy in the recollection of the pleasure enjoyed by their eyes.
The ball was to take place in the afternoon of the day appointed for
my meeting with M---- M----, in the evening at the casino of Muran,
but that could not prevent me from going to the ball; besides, I
wanted to see my dear C---- C----.

I have said before that the dress of a Pierrot is the costume which
disguises the figure and the gait most completely.  It has also the
advantage, through a large cap, of concealing the hair, and the white
gauze which covers the face does not allow the colour of the eyes or
of the eyebrows to be seen, but in order to prevent the costume from
hindering the movements of the mask, he must not wear anything
underneath, and in winter a dress made of light calico is not
particularly agreeable.  I did not, however, pay any attention to
that, and taking only a plate of soup I went to Muran in a gondola.
I had no cloak, and--in my pockets I had nothing but my handkerchief,
my purse, and the key of the casino.

I went at once to the convent.  The parlour was full, but thanks to
my costume of Pierrot, which was seen in Venice but very seldom,
everybody made room for me.  I walked on, assuming the gait of a
booby, the true characteristic of my costume, and I stopped near the
dancers.  After I had examined the Pantaloons, Punches, Harlequins,
and Merry Andrews, I went near the grating, where I saw all the nuns
and boarders, some seated, some standing, and, without appearing to,
notice any of them in particular, I remarked my two friends together,
and very intent upon the dancers.  I then walked round the room,
eyeing everybody from head to foot, and calling the general attention
upon myself.

I chose for my partner in the minuet a pretty girl dressed as a
Columbine, and I took her hand in so awkward a manner and with such
an air of stupidity that everybody laughed and made room for us.  My
partner danced very well according to her costume, and I kept my
character with such perfection that the laughter was general.  After
the minuet I danced twelve forlanas with the greatest vigour.  Out of
breath, I threw myself on a sofa, pretending to go to sleep, and the
moment I began to snore everybody respected the slumbers of Pierrot.
The quadrille lasted one hour, and I took no part in it, but
immediately after it, a Harlequin approached me with the impertinence
which belongs to his costume, and flogged me with his wand.  It is
Harlequin's weapon.  In my quality of Pierrot I had no weapons.  I
seized him round the waist and carried him round the parlour, running
all the time, while he kept on flogging me.  I then put him down.
Adroitly snatching his wand out of his hand, I lifted his Columbine
on my shoulders, and pursued him, striking him with the wand, to the
great delight and mirth of the company.  The Columbine was screaming
because she was afraid of my tumbling down and of shewing her centre
of gravity to everybody in the fall.  She had good reason to fear,
for suddenly a foolish Merry Andrew came behind me, tripped me up,
and down I tumbled.  Everybody hooted Master Punch.  I quickly picked
myself up, and rather vexed I began a regular fight with the insolent
fellow.  He was of my size, but awkward, and he had nothing but
strength.  I threw him, and shaking him vigorously on all sides I
contrived to deprive him of his hump and false stomach.  The nuns,
who had never seen such a merry sight, clapped their hands, everybody
laughed loudly, and improving my opportunity I ran through the crowd
and disappeared.

I was in a perspiration, and the weather was cold; I threw myself
into a gondola, and in order not to get chilled I landed at the
'ridotto'.  I had two hours to spare before going to the casino of
Muran, and I longed to enjoy the astonishment of my beautiful nun
when she saw M.  Pierrot standing before her.  I spent those two
hours in playing at all the banks, winning, losing, and performing
all sorts of antics with complete freedom, being satisfied that no
one could recognize me; enjoying the present, bidding defiance to the
future, and laughing at all those reasonable beings who exercise
their reason to avoid the misfortunes which they fear, destroying at
the same time the pleasure that they might enjoy.

But two o'clock struck and gave me warning that Love and Comus were
calling me to bestow new delights upon me.  With my pockets full of
gold and silver, I left the ridotto, hurried to Muran, entered the
sanctuary, and saw my divinity leaning against the mantelpiece.  She
wore her convent dress.  I come near her by stealth, in order to
enjoy her surprise.  I look at her, and I remain petrified,
astounded.

The person I see is not M---- M----

It is C---- C----, dressed as a nun, who, more astonished even than
myself, does not utter one word or make a movement.  I throw myself
in an arm-chair in order to breathe and to recover from my surprise.
The sight of C---- C---- had annihilated me, and my mind was as much
stupefied as my body.  I found myself in an inextricable maze.

It is M---- M----, I said to myself, who has played that trick upon
me, but how has she contrived to know that I am the lover of C----
C----?  Has C---- C---- betrayed my secret?  But if she has betrayed
it, how could M---- M---- deprive herself of the pleasure of seeing
me, and consent to her place being taken by her friend and rival?
That cannot be a mark of kind compliance, for a woman never carries
it to such an extreme.  I see in it only a mark of contempt--a
gratuitous insult.

My self-love tried hard to imagine some reason likely to disprove the
possibility of that contempt, but in vain.  Absorbed in that dark
discontent, I believed myself wantonly trifled with, deceived,
despised, and I spent half an hour silent and gloomy, staring at
C---- C----, who scarcely dared to breathe, perplexed, confused, and
not knowing in whose presence she was, for she could only know me as
the Pierrot whom she had seen at the ball.

Deeply in love with M---- M----, and having come to the casino only
for her, I did not feel disposed to accept the exchange, although I
was very far from despising C---- C----, whose charms were as great,
at least, as those of M---- M----.  I loved her tenderly, I adored
her, but at that moment it was not her whom I wanted, because at
first her presence had struck me as a mystification.  It seemed to me
that if I celebrated the return of C---- C---- in an amorous manner,
I would fail in what I owed to myself, and I thought that I was bound
in honour not to lend myself to the imposition.  Besides, without
exactly realizing that feeling, I was not sorry to have it in my
power to reproach M---- M---- with an indifference very strange in a
woman in love, and I wanted to act in such a manner that she should
not be able to say that she had procured me a pleasure.  I must add
that I suspected M---- M---- to be hiding in the secret closet,
perhaps with her friend.

I had to take a decision, for I could not pass the whole night in my
costume of Pierrot, and without speaking.  At first I thought of
going away, the more so that both C---- C---- and her friend could
not be certain that I and Pierrot were the same individual, but I
soon abandoned the idea with horror, thinking of the deep sorrow
which would fill the loving soul of C---- C---- if she ever heard I
was the Pierrot.  I almost fancied that she knew it already, and I
shared the grief which she evidently would feel in that case.  I had
seduced her.  I had given her the right to call me her husband.
These thoughts broke my heart.

If M---- M---- is in the closet, said I to myself, she will shew
herself in good time.  With that idea, I took off the gauze which
covered my features.  My lovely C---- C---- gave a deep sigh, and
said:

"I breathe again! it could not be anyone but you, my heart felt it.
You seemed surprised when you saw me, dearest; did you not know that
I was waiting for you?"

"I had not the faintest idea of it."

"If you are angry, I regret it deeply, but I am innocent."

"My adored friend, come to my arms, and never suppose that I can be
angry with you.  I am delighted to see you; you are always my dear
wife: but I entreat you to clear up a cruel doubt, for you could
never have betrayed my secret."

"I!  I would never have been guilty of such a thing, even if death
had stared me in the face."

"Then, how did you come here?  How did your friend contrive to
discover everything?  No one but you could tell her that I am your
husband.  Laura perhaps....'

"No, Laura is faithful, dearest, and I cannot guess how it was."

"But how could you be persuaded to assume that disguise, and to come
here?  You can leave the convent, and you have never apprised me of
that important circumstance."

"Can you suppose that I would not have told you all about it, if I
had ever left the convent, even once?  I came out of it two hours
ago, for the first time, and I was induced to take that step in the
simplest, the most natural manner."

"Tell me all about it, my love.  I feel extremely curious."

"I am glad of it, and I would conceal nothing from you.  You know how
dearly M---- M---- and I love each other.  No intimacy could be more
tender than ours; you can judge of it by what I told you in my
letters.  Well, two days ago, my dear friend begged the abbess and my
aunt to allow me to sleep in her room in the place of the lay-sister,
who, having a very bad cold, had carried her cough to the infirmary.
The permission was granted, and you cannot imagine our pleasure in
seeing ourselves at liberty, for the first time, to sleep in the same
bed.  To-day, shortly after you had left the parlour, where you so
much amused us, without our discovering that the delightful Pierrot
was our friend, my dear M---- M---- retired to her room and I
followed her.  The moment we were alone she told me that she wanted
me to render her a service from which depended our happiness.  I need
not tell you how readily I answered that she had only to name it.
Then she opened a drawer, and much to my surprise she dressed me in
this costume.  She was laughing; and I did the same without
suspecting the end of the joke.  When she saw me entirely
metamorphosed into a nun, she told me that she was going to trust me
with a great secret, but that she entertained no fear of my
discretion.  'Let me tell you, clearest friend,' she said to me,
'that I was on the point of going out of the convent, to return only
tomorrow morning.  I have, however, just decided that you shall go
instead.  You have nothing to fear and you do not require any
instructions, because I know that you will meet with no difficulty.
In an hour, a lay-sister will come here, I will speak a few words
apart to her, and she will tell you to follow her.  You will go out
with her through the small gate and across the garden as far as the
room leading out to the low shore.  There you will get into the
gondola, and say to the gondolier these words: 'To the casino.'  You
will reach it in five minutes; you will step out and enter a small
apartment, where you will find a good fire; you will be alone, and
you will wait.'  'For whom?  I enquired.  'For nobody.  You need not
know any more: you may only be certain that nothing unpleasant will
happen to you; trust me for that.  You will sup at the casino, and
sleep, if you like, without being disturbed.  Do not ask any
questions, for I cannot answer them.  Such is, my dear husband, the
whole truth.  Tell me now what I could do after that speech of my
friend, and after she had received my promise to do whatever she
wished.  Do not distrust what I tell you, for my lips cannot utter a
falsehood.  I laughed, and not expecting anything else but an
agreeable adventure, I followed the lay-sister and soon found myself
here.  After a tedious hour of expectation, Pierrot made his
appearance.  Be quite certain that the very moment I saw you my heart
knew who it was, but a minute after I felt as if the lightning had
struck me when I saw you step back, for I saw clearly enough that you
did not expect to find me.  Your gloomy silence frightened me, and I
would never have dared to be the first in breaking it; the more so
that, in spite of the feelings of my heart, I might have been
mistaken.  The dress of Pierrot might conceal some other man, but
certainly no one that I could have seen in this place without horror.
Recollect that for the last eight months I have been deprived of the
happiness of kissing you, and now that you must be certain of my
innocence, allow me to congratulate you upon knowing this casino.
You are happy, and I congratulate you with all my heart.  M----M----
is, after me, the only woman worthy of your love, the only one with
whom I could consent to share it.  I used to pity you, but I do so no
longer, and your happiness makes me happy.  Kiss me now."

I should have been very ungrateful, I should, even have been cruel,
if I had not then folded in my arms with the warmth of true love the
angel of goodness and beauty who was before me, thanks to the most
wonderful effort of friendship.

After assuring her that I no longer entertained any doubt of her
innocence, I told her that I thought the behaviour of her friend very
ambiguous.  I said that, notwithstanding the pleasure I felt in
seeing her, the trick played upon me by her friend was a very bad
one, that it could not do otherwise than displease me greatly,
because it was an insult to me.

"I am not of your opinion," replied C---- C----.

"My dear M---- M---- has evidently contrived, somehow or other, to
discover that, before you were acquainted with her, you were my
lover.  She thought very likely that you still loved me, and she
imagined, for I know her well, that she could not give us a greater
proof of her love than by procuring us, without forewarning us, that
which two lovers fond of each other must wish for so ardently.  She
wished to make us happy, and I cannot be angry with her for it."

"You are right to think so, dearest, but my position is very
different from yours.  You have not another lover; you could not have
another; but I being free and unable to see you, have not found it
possible to resist the charms of M---- M----.  I love her madly; she
knows it, and, intelligent as she is, she must have meant to shew her
contempt for me by doing what she has done.  I candidly confess that
I feel hurt in the highest degree.  If she loved me as I love her,
she never could have sent you here instead of coming herself."

"I do not think so, my beloved friend.  Her soul is as noble as her
heart is generous; and just in the same manner that I am not sorry to
know that you love one another and that you make each other happy, as
this beautiful casino proves to me, she does not regret our love, and
she is, on the contrary, delighted to shew us that she approves of
it.  Most likely she meant to prove that she loved you for your own
sake, that your happiness makes her happy, and that she is not
jealous of her best friend being her rival.  To convince you that you
ought not to be angry with her for having discovered our secret, she
proves, by sending me here in her place, that she is pleased to see
your heart divided between her and me.  You know very well that she
loves me, and that I am often either her wife or her husband, and as
you do not object to my being your rival and making her often as
happy as I can, she does not want you either to suppose that her love
is like hatred, for the love of a jealous heart is very much like
it."

"You plead the cause of your friend with the eloquence of an angel,
but, dear little wife, you do not see the affair in its proper light.
You have intelligence and a pure soul, but you have not my
experience.  M---- M----'s love for me has been nothing but a passing
fancy, and she knows that I am not such an idiot as to be deceived by
all this affair.  I am miserable, and it is her doing."

"Then I should be right if I complained of her also, because she
makes me feel that she is the mistress of my lover, and she shews me
that, after seducing him from me, she gives him back to me without
difficulty.  Then she wishes me to understand that she despises also
my tender affection for her, since she places me in a position to
shew that affection for another person."

"Now, dearest, you speak without reason, for the relations between
you two are of an entirely different nature.  Your mutual love is
nothing but trifling nonsense, mere illusion of the senses.  The
pleasures which you enjoy together are not exclusive.  To become
jealous of one another it would be necessary that one of you two
should feel a similar affection for another woman but M---- M----
could no more be angry at your having a lover than you could be so
yourself if she had one; provided, however, that the lover should not
belong to the other"

"But that is precisely our case, and you are mistaken.  We are not
angry at your loving us both equally.  Have I not written to you that
I would most willingly give you my place near M---- M----?  Then you
must believe that I despise you likewise?"

"My darling, that wish of yours to give me up your place, when you
did not know that I was happy with M---- M----, arose from your
friendship rather than from your love, and for the present I must be
glad to see that your friendship is stronger than your love, but I
have every reason to be sorry when M---- M---- feels the same.
I love her without any possibility of marrying her.  Do you
understand me, dearest?  As for you, knowing that you must be my
wife, I am certain of our love, which practice will animate with new
life.  It is not the same with M---- M----; that love cannot spring
up again into existence.  Is it not humiliating for me to have
inspired her with nothing but a passing fancy?  I understand your
adoration for her very well.  She has initiated you into all her
mysteries, and you owe her eternal friendship and everlasting
gratitude."

It was midnight, and we went on wasting our time in this desultory
conversation, when the prudent and careful servant brought us an
excellent supper.  I could not touch anything, my heart was too full,
but my dear little wife supped with a good appetite.  I could not
help laughing when I saw a salad of whites of eggs, and C---- C----
thought it extraordinary because all the yolks had been removed.  In
her innocence, she could not understand the intention of the person
who had ordered the supper.  As I looked at her, I was compelled to
acknowledge that she had improved in beauty; in fact C---- C---- was
remarkably beautiful, yet I remained cold by her side.  I have always
thought that there is no merit in being faithful to the person we
truly love.

Two hours before day-light we resumed our seats near the fire, and
C---- C----, seeing how dull I was, was delicately attentive to me.
She attempted no allurement, all her movements wore the stamp of the
most decent reserve, and her conversation, tender in its expressions
and perfectly easy, never conveyed the shadow of a reproach for my
coolness.

Towards the end of our long conversation, she asked me what she
should say to her friend on her return to the convent.

"My dear M---- M---- expects to see me full of joy and gratitude for
the generous present she thought she was making me by giving me this
night, but what shall I tell her?"

"The whole truth.  Do not keep from her a single word of our
conversation, as far as your memory will serve you, and tell her
especially that she has made me miserable for a long time."

"No, for I should cause her too great a sorrow; she loves you dearly,
and cherishes the locket which contains your likeness.  I mean, on
the contrary, to do all I can to bring peace between you two, and I
must succeed before long, because my friend is not guilty of any
wrong, and you only feel some spite, although with no cause.  I will
send you my letter by Laura, unless you promise me to go and fetch it
yourself at her house."

"Your letters will always be dear to me, but, mark my words, M----
M---- will not enter into any explanation.  She will believe you in
everything, except in one."

"I suppose you mean our passing a whole night together as innocently
as if we were brother and sister.  If she knows you as well as I do,
she will indeed think it most wonderful."

"In that case, you may tell her the contrary, if you like."

"Nothing of the sort.  I hate falsehoods, and I will certainly never
utter one in such a case as this; it would be very wrong.  I do not
love you less on that account, my darling, although, during this long
night, you have not condescended to give me the slightest proof of
your love."

"Believe me, dearest, I am sick from unhappiness.  I love you with my
whole soul, but I am in such a situation that...."

"What!  you are weeping, my love!  Oh! I entreat you, spare my heart!
I am so sorry to have told you such a thing, but I can assure you I
never meant to make you unhappy.  I am sure that in a quarter of an
hour M---- M---- will be crying likewise."

The alarum struck, and, having no longer any hope of seeing M----
M---- come to justify herself, I kissed C---- C----.  I gave her the
key of the casino, requesting her to return it for me to M---- M----,
and my young friend having gone back to the convent, I put on my mask
and left the casino.




CHAPTER XX

I Am in Danger of Perishing in the Lagunes--Illness--Letters from
C. C. and M. M.--The Quarrel is Made Up--Meeting at the Casino of
Muran I Learn the Name of M. M.'s Friend, and Consent to Give Him A
Supper at My Casino in the Company of Our Common Mistress

The weather was fearful.  The wind was blowing fiercely, and it was
bitterly cold.  When I reached the shore, I looked for a gondola, I
called the gondoliers, but, in contravention to the police
regulations, there was neither gondola nor gondolier.  What was I to
do?  Dressed in light linen, I was hardly in a fit state to walk
along the wharf for an hour in such weather.  I should most likely
have gone back to the casino if I had had the key, but I was paying
the penalty of the foolish spite which had made me give it up.  The
wind almost carried me off my feet, and there was no house that I
could enter to get a shelter.

I had in my pockets three hundred philippes that I had won in the
evening, and a purse full of gold.  I had therefore every reason to
fear the thieves of Muran--a very dangerous class of cutthroats,
determined murderers who enjoyed and abused a certain impunity,
because they had some privileges granted to them by the Government on
account of the services they rendered in the manufactories of
looking-glasses and in the glassworks which are numerous on the
island.  In order to prevent their emigration, the Government had
granted them the freedom of Venice.  I dreaded meeting a pair of
them, who would have stripped me of everything, at least.  I had not,
by chance, with me the knife which all honest men must carry to
defend their lives in my dear country.  I was truly in an unpleasant
predicament.

I was thus painfully situated when I thought I could see a light
through the crevices of a small house.  I knocked modestly against
the shutter.  A voice called out:

"Who is knocking?"

And at the same moment the shutter was pushed open.

"What do you want?" asked a man, rather astonished at my costume.

I explained my predicament in a few words, and giving him one sequin
I begged his permission to shelter myself under his roof.  Convinced
by my sequin rather than my words, he opened the door, I went in, and
promising him another sequin for his trouble I requested him to get
me a gondola to take me to Venice.  He dressed himself hurriedly,
thanking God for that piece of good fortune, and went out assuring me
that he would soon get me a gondola.  I remained alone in a miserable
room in which all his family, sleeping together in a large, ill-
looking bed, were staring at me in consequence of my extraordinary
costume.  In half an hour the good man returned to announce that the
gondoliers were at the wharf, but that they wanted to be paid in
advance.  I raised no objection, gave a sequin to the man for his
trouble, and went to the wharf.

The sight of two strong gondoliers made me get into the gondola
without anxiety, and we left the shore without being much disturbed
by the wind, but when we had gone beyond the island, the storm
attacked us with such fury that I thought myself lost, for, although
a good swimmer, I was not sure I had strength enough to resist the
violence of the waves and swim to the shore.  I ordered the men to go
back to the island, but they answered that I had not to deal with a
couple of cowards, and that I had no occasion to be afraid.  I knew
the disposition of our gondoliers, and I made up my mind to say no
more.

But the wind increased in violence, the foaming waves rushed into the
gondola, and my two rowers, in spite of their vigour and of their
courage, could no longer guide it.  We were only within one hundred
yards of the mouth of the Jesuits' Canal, when a terrible gust of
wind threw one of the 'barcarols' into the sea; most fortunately he
contrived to hold by the gondola and to get in again, but he had lost
his oar, and while he was securing another the gondola had tacked,
and had already gone a considerable distance abreast.  The position
called for immediate decision, and I had no wish to take my supper
with Neptune.  I threw a handful of philippes into the gondola, and
ordered the gondoliers to throw overboard the 'felce' which covered
the boat.  The ringing of money, as much as the imminent danger,
ensured instant obedience, and then, the wind having less hold upon
us, my brave boatmen shewed AEolus that their efforts could conquer
him, for in less than five minutes we shot into the Beggars' Canal,
and I reached the Bragadin Palace.  I went to bed at once, covering
myself heavily in order to regain my natural heat, but sleep, which
alone could have restored me to health, would not visit me.

Five or six hours afterwards, M. de Bragadin and his two inseparable
friends paid me a visit, and found me raving with fever.  That did
not prevent my respectable protector from laughing at the sight of
the costume of Pierrot lying on the sofa.  After congratulating me
upon having escaped with my life out of such a bad predicament, they
left me alone.  In the evening I perspired so profusely that my bed
had to be changed.  The next day my fever and delirium increased, and
two days after, the fever having abated, I found myself almost
crippled and suffering fearfully with lumbago.  I felt that nothing
could relieve me but a strict regimen, and I bore the evil patiently.

Early on the Wednesday morning, Laura, the faithful messenger, called
on me; I was still in my bed: I told her that I could neither read
nor write, and I asked her to come again the next day.  She placed on
the table, near my bed, the parcel she had for me, and she left me,
knowing what had occurred to me sufficiently to enable her to inform
C---- C---- of the state in which I was.

Feeling a little better towards the evening, I ordered my servant to
lock me in my room, and I opened C---- C----'s letter.  The first
thing I found in the parcel, and which caused me great pleasure, was
the key of the casino which she returned to me.  I had already
repented having given it up, and I was beginning to feel that I had
been in the wrong.  It acted like a refreshing balm upon me.  The
second thing, not less dear after the return of the precious key, was
a letter from M---- M----, the seal of which I was not long in
breaking, and I read the following lines:

"The particulars which you have read, or which you are going to read,
in the letter of my friend, will cause you, I hope, to forget the
fault which I have committed so innocently, for I trusted, on the
contrary, that you would be very happy.  I saw all and heard all, and
you would not have gone away without the key if I had not, most
unfortunately, fallen asleep an hour before your departure.  Take
back the key and come to the casino to-morrow night, since Heaven has
saved you from the storm.  Your love may, perhaps, give you the right
to complain, but not to ill-treat a woman who certainly has not given
you any mark of contempt."

I afterwards read the letter of my dear C---- C----, and I will give
a copy of it here, because I think it will prove interesting:

"I entreat you, dear husband, not to send back this key, unless you
have become the most cruel of men, unless you find pleasure in
tormenting two women who, love you ardently, and who love you for
yourself only.  Knowing your excellent heart, I trust you will go to
the casino to-morrow evening and make it up with M---- M----, who
cannot go there to-night.  You will see that you are in the wrong,
dearest, and that, far from despising you, my dear friend loves you
only.  In the mean time, let me tell you what you are not acquainted
with, and what you must be anxious to know.

"Immediately after you had gone away in that fearful storm which
caused me such anguish, and just as I was preparing to return to the
convent, I was much surprised to see standing before me my dear M----
M----, who from some hiding-place had heard all you had said.  She
had several times been on the point of shewing herself, but she had
always been prevented by the fear of coming out of season, and thus
stopping a reconciliation which she thought was inevitable between
two fond lovers.  Unfortunately, sleep had conquered her before your
departure, and she only woke when the alarum struck, too late to
detain you, for you had rushed with the haste of a man who is flying
from some terrible danger.  As soon as I saw her, I gave her the key,
although I did not know what it meant, and my friend, heaving a deep
sigh, told me that she would explain everything as soon as we were
safe in her room.  We left the casino in a dreadful storm, trembling
for your safety, and not thinking of our own danger.  As soon as we
were in the convent I resumed my usual costume, and M----M---- went
to bed.  I took a seat near her, and this is what she told me.  'When
you left your ring in my hands to go to your aunt, who had sent for
you, I examined it with so much attention that at last I suspected
the small blue spot to be connected with the secret spring; I took a
pin, succeeded in removing the top part, and I cannot express the joy
I felt when I saw that we both loved the same man, but no more can I
give you an idea of my sorrow when I thought that I was encroaching
upon your rights.  Delighted, however, with my discovery, I
immediately conceived a plan which would procure you the pleasure of
supping with him.  I closed the ring again and returned it to you,
telling you at the same time that I had not been able to discover
anything.  I was then truly the happiest of women.  Knowing your
heart, knowing that you were aware of the love of your lover for me,
since I had innocently shewed you his portrait, and happy in the idea
that you were not jealous of me, I would have despised myself if I
had entertained any feelings different from your own, the more so
that your rights over him were by far stronger than mine.  As for the
mysterious manner in which you always kept from me the name of your
husband, I easily guessed that you were only obeying his orders, and
I admired your noble sentiments and the goodness of your heart.  In
my opinion your lover was afraid of losing us both, if we found out
that neither the one nor the other of us possessed his whole heart.
I could not express my deep sorrow when I thought that, after you had
seen me in possession of his portrait, you continued to act in the
same manner towards me, although you could not any longer hope to be
the sole object of his love.  Then I had but one idea; to prove to
both of you that M---- M---- is worthy of your affection, of your
friendship, of your esteem.  I was indeed thoroughly happy when I
thought that the felicity of our trio would be increased a
hundredfold, for is it not an unbearable misery to keep a secret from
the being we adore?  I made you take my place, and I thought that
proceeding a masterpiece.  You allowed me to dress you as a nun, and
with a compliance which proves your confidence in me you went to my
casino without knowing where you were going.  As soon as you had
landed, the gondola came back, and I went to a place well known to
our friend from which, without being seen, I could follow all your
movements and hear everything you said.  I was the author of the
play; it was natural that I should witness it, the more so that I
felt certain of seeing and hearing nothing that would not be very
agreeable to me.  I reached the casino a quarter of an hour after
you, and I cannot tell you my delightful surprise when I saw that
dear Pierrot who had amused us so much, and whom we had not
recognized.  But I was fated to feel no other pleasure than that of
his appearance.  Fear, surprise, and anxiety overwhelmed me at once
when I saw the effect produced upon him by the disappointment of his
expectation, and I felt unhappy.  Our lover took the thing wrongly,
and he went away in despair; he loves me still, but if he thinks of
me it is only to try to forget me.  Alas! he will succeed but too
soon!  By sending back that key he proves that he will never again go
to the casino.  Fatal night!  When my only wish was to minister to
the happiness of three persons, how is it that the very reverse of my
wish has occurred?  It will kill me, dear friend, unless you contrive
to make him understand reason, for I feel that without him I cannot
live.  You must have the means of writing to him, you know him, you
know his name.  In the name of all goodness, send back this key to
him with a letter to persuade him to come to the casino to-morrow or
on the following day, if it is only to speak to me; and I hope to
convince him of my love and my innocence.  Rest to-day, dearest, but
to-morrow write to him, tell him the whole truth; take pity on your
poor friend, and forgive her for loving your lover.  I shall write a
few lines myself; you will enclose them in your letter.  It is my
fault if he no longer loves you; you ought to hate me, and yet you
are generous enough to love me.  I adore you; I have seen his tears,
I have seen how well his soul can love; I know him now.  I could not
have believed that men were able to love so much.  I have passed a
terrible night.  Do not think I am angry, dear friend, because you
confided to him that we love one another like two lovers; it does not
displease me, and with him it was no indiscretion, because his mind
is as free of prejudices as his heart is good.'

"Tears were choking her.  I tried to console her, and I most
willingly promised her to write to you.  She never closed her eyes
throughout that day, but I slept soundly for four hours.

"When we got up we found the convent full of bad news, which
interested us a great deal more than people imagined.  It was
reported that, an hour before daybreak, a fishing-boat had been lost
in the lagune, that two gondolas had been capsized, and that the
people in them had perished.  You may imagine our anguish!  We dared
not ask any questions, but it was just the hour at which you had left
me, and we entertained the darkest forebodings.  We returned to our
room, where M---- M---- fainted away.  More courageous than she is, I
told her that you were a good swimmer, but I could not allay her
anxiety, and she went to bed with a feverish chill.  Just at that
moment, my aunt, who is of a very cheerful disposition, came in,
laughing, to tell us that during the storm the Pierrot who had made
us laugh so much had had a narrow escape of being drowned.  'Ah! the
poor Pierrot!' I exclaimed, 'tell us all about him, dear aunt.  I am
very glad he was saved.  Who is he?  Do you know?'  'Oh! yes,' she
answered, 'everything is known, for he was taken home by our
gondoliers.  One of them has just told me that Pierrot, having spent
the night at the Briati ball, did not find any gondola to return to
Venice, and that our gondoliers took him for a sequin.  One of the
men fell into the sea, but then the brave Pierrot, throwing handfuls
of silver upon the 'Zenia' pitched the 'felce' over board, and the
wind having less hold they reached Venice safely through the Beggars'
Canal.  This morning the lucky gondoliers divided thirty philippes
which they found in the gondola, and they have been fortunate enough
to pick up their 'felce'.  Pierrot will remember Muran and the ball
at Briati.  The man says that he is the son of M. de Bragadin, the
procurator's brother.  He was taken to the palace of that nobleman
nearly dead from cold, for he was dressed in light calico, and had no
cloak.'

"When my aunt had left us, we looked at one another for several
minutes without uttering a word, but we felt that the good news had
brought back life to us.  M---- M---- asked me whether you were
really the son of M, de Bragadin.  'It might be so,' I said to her,
'but his name does not shew my lover to be the bastard of that
nobleman, and still less his legitimate child, for M. de Bragadin was
never married.'  'I should be very sorry,' said M---- M----, 'if he
were his son.'  I thought it right, then, to tell her your true name,
and of the application made to my father by M. de Bragadin for my
hand, the consequence of which was that I had been shut up in the
convent.  Therefore, my own darling, your little wife has no longer
any secret to keep from M---- M----, and I hope you will not accuse
me of indiscretion, for it is better that our dear friend should know
all the truth than only half of it.  We have been greatly amused, as
you may well suppose, by the certainty with which people say that you
spent all the night at the Briati ball.  When people do not know
everything, they invent, and what might be is often accepted in the
place of what is in reality; sometimes it proves very fortunate.  At
all events the news did a great deal of good to my friend, who is now
much better.  She has had an excellent night, and the hope of seeing
you at the casino has restored all her beauty.  She has read this
letter three or four times, and has smothered me with kisses.  I long
to give her the letter which you are going to write to her.  The
messenger will wait for it.  Perhaps I shall see you again at the
casino, and in a better temper, I hope.  Adieu."

It did not require much argument to conquer me.  When I had finished
the letter, I was at once the admirer of C---- C---- and the ardent
lover of M---- M----.  But, alas!  although the fever had left me, I
was crippled.  Certain that Laura would come again early the next
morning, I could not refrain from writing to both of them a short
letter, it is true, but long enough to assure them that reason had
again taken possession of my poor brain.  I wrote to C---- C---- that
she had done right in telling her friend my name, the more so that,
as I did not attend their church any longer, I had no reason to make
a mystery of it.  In everything else I freely acknowledged myself in
the wrong, and I promised her that I would atone by giving M--- M----
the strongest possible proofs of my repentance as soon as I could go
again to her casino.

This is the letter that I wrote to my adorable nun:

"I gave C---- C---- the key of your casino, to be returned to you, my
own charming friend, because I believed myself trifled with and
despised, of malice aforethought, by the woman I worship.  In my
error I thought myself unworthy of presenting myself before your
eyes, and, in spite of love, horror made me shudder.  Such was the
effect produced upon me by an act which would have appeared to me
admirable, if my self-love had not blinded me and upset my reason.
But, dearest, to admire it it would have been necessary for my mind
to be as noble as yours, and I have proved how far it is from being
so.  I am inferior to you in all things, except in passionate love,
and I will prove it to you at our next meeting, when I will beg on my
knees a generous pardon.  Believe me, beloved creature, if I wish
ardently to recover my health, it is only to have it in my power to
prove by my love a thousand times increased, how ashamed I am of my
errors.  My painful lumbago has alone prevented me from answering
your short note yesterday, to express to you my regrets, and the love
which has been enhanced in me by your generosity, alas! so badly
rewarded.  I can assure you that in the lagunes, with death staring
me in the face, I regretted no one but you, nothing but having
outraged you.  But in the fearful danger then threatening me I only
saw a punishment from Heaven.  If I had not cruelly sent back to you
the key of the casino, I should most likely have returned there, and
should have avoided the sorrow as well as the physical pains which I
am now suffering as an expiation.  I thank you a thousand times for
having recalled me to myself, and you may be certain that for the
future I will keep better control over myself; nothing shall make me
doubt your love.  But, darling, what do you say of C---- C----?  Is
she not an incarnate angel who can be compared to no one but you?
You love us both equally.  I am the only one weak and faulty, and you
make me ashamed of myself.  Yet I feel that I would give my life for
her as well as for you.  I feel curious about one thing, but I cannot
trust it to paper.  You will satisfy that curiosity the first time I
shall be able to go to the casino before two days at the earliest.
I will let you know two days beforehand.  In the mean time, I entreat
you to think a little of me, and to be certain of my devoted love.
Adieu."


The next morning Laura found me sitting up in bed, and in a fair way
to recover my health.  I requested her to tell C---- C---- that I
felt much better, and I gave her the letter I had written.  She had
brought me one from my dear little wife, in which I found enclosed a
note from M---- M----.  Those two letter were full of tender
expressions of love, anxiety for my health, and ardent prayers for my
recovery.

Six days afterwards, feeling much stronger, I went to Muran, where
the keeper of the casino handed me a letter from M---- M----.  She
wrote to me how impatient she was for my complete recovery, and how
desirous she was to see me in possession of her casino, with all the
privileges which she hoped I would retain for ever.

"Let me know, I entreat you," she added, "when we are likely to meet
again, either at Muran or in Venice, as you please.  Be quite certain
that whenever we meet we shall be alone and without a witness."

I answered at once, telling her that we would meet the day after the
morrow at her casino, because I wanted to receive her loving
absolution in the very spot where I had outraged the most generous of
women.

I was longing to see her again, for I was ashamed of my cruel
injustice towards her, and panting to atone for my wrongs.  Knowing
her disposition, and reflecting calmly upon what had taken place, it
was now evident to me that what she had done, very far from being a
mark of contempt, was the refined effort of a love wholly devoted to
me.  Since she had found out that I was the lover of her young
friend, could she imagine that my heart belonged only to herself?  In
the same way that her love for me did not prevent her from being
compliant with the ambassador, she admitted the possibility of my
being the same with C---- C----.  She overlooked the difference of
constitution between the two sexes, and the privileges enjoyed by
women.

Now that age has whitened my hair and deadened the ardour of my
senses, my imagination does not take such a high flight, and I think
differently.  I am conscious that my beautiful nun sinned against
womanly reserve and modesty, the two most beautiful appanages of the
fair sex, but if that unique, or at least rare, woman was guilty of
an eccentricity which I then thought a virtue, she was at all events
exempt from that fearful venom called jealousy--an unhappy passion
which devours the miserable being who is labouring under it, and
destroys the love that gave it birth.

Two days afterwards, on the 4th of February, 1754, I had the supreme
felicity of finding myself again alone with my beloved mistress.  She
wore the dress of a nun.  As we both felt guilty, the moment we saw
each other, by a spontaneous movement, we fell both on our knees,
folded in each other's arms.  We had both ill-treated Love; she had
treated him like a child, I had adored him after the fashion of a
Jansenist.  But where could we have found the proper language for the
excuses we had to address to each other for the mutual forgiveness we
had to entreat and to grant?  Kisses--that mute, yet expressive
language, that delicate, voluptuous contact which sends sentiment
coursing rapidly through the veins, which expresses at the same time
the feeling of the heart and the impressions of the mind--that
language was the only one we had recourse to, and without having
uttered one syllable, dear reader, oh, how well we agreed!

Both overwhelmed with emotion, longing to give one another some
proofs of the sincerity of our reconciliation and of the ardent fire
which was consuming us, we rose without unclasping our arms, and
falling (a most amorous group!) on the nearest sofa, we remained
there until the heaving of a deep sigh which we would not have
stopped, even if we had known that it was to be the last!

Thus was completed our happy reconciliation, and the calm infused
into the soul by contentment, burst into a hearty laugh when we
noticed that I had kept on my cloak and my mask.  After we had
enjoyed our mirth, I unmasked myself, and I asked her whether it was
quite true that no one had witnessed our reconciliation.

She took up one of the candlesticks, and seizing my hand:

"Come," she said.

She led me to the other end of the room, before a large cupboard
which I had already suspected of containing the secret.  She opened
it, and when she had moved a sliding plank I saw a door through which
we entered a pretty closet furnished with everything necessary to a
person wishing to pass a few hours there.  Near the sofa was a
sliding panel.  M---- M---- removed it, and through twenty holes
placed at a distance from each other I saw every part of the room in
which nature and love had performed for our curious friend a play in
six acts, during which I did not think he had occasion to be
dissatisfied with the actors.

"Now," said M---- M----, "I am going to satisfy the curiosity which
you were prudent enough not to trust to paper."

"But you cannot guess...."

"Silence, dearest!  Love would not be of divine origin did he not
possess the faculty of divination.  He knows all, and here is the
proof.  Do you not wish to know whether my friend was with me during
the fatal night which has cost me so many tears?"

"You have guessed rightly."

"Well, then, he was with me, and you must not be angry, for you then
completed your conquest of him.  He admired your character, your
love, your sentiments, your honesty.  He could not help expressing
his astonishment at the rectitude of my instinct, or his approval of
the passion I felt for you.  It was he who consoled me in the morning
assuring me that you would certainly come back to me as soon as you
knew my real feelings, the loyalty of my intentions and my good
faith."

"But you must often have fallen asleep, for unless excited by some
powerful interest, it is impossible to pass eight hours in darkness
and in silence."

"We were moved by the deepest interest: besides, we were in darkness
only when we kept these holes open. The plank was on during our
supper, and we were listening in religious silence to your slightest
whisper.  The interest which kept my friend awake was perhaps greater
than mine.  He told me that he never had had before a better
opportunity of studying the human heart, and that you must have
passed the most painful night.  He truly pitied you.  We were
delighted with C---- C----, for it is indeed wonderful that a young
girl of fifteen should reason as she did to justify my conduct,
without any other weapons but those given her by nature and truth;
she must have the soul of an angel.  If you ever marry her, you will
have the most heavenly wife.  I shall of course feel miserable if I
lose her, but your happiness will make amends for all.  Do you know,
dearest, that I cannot understand how you could fall in love with me
after having known her, any more than I can conceive how she does not
hate me ever since she has discovered that I have robbed her of your
heart.  My dear C---- C---- has truly something divine in her
disposition.  Do you know why she confided to you her barren loves
with me?  Because, as she told me herself, she wished to ease her
conscience, thinking that she was in some measure unfaithful to you."

"Does she think herself bound to be entirely faithful to me, with the
knowledge she has now of my own unfaithfulness?"

"She is particularly delicate and conscientious, and though she
believes herself truly your wife, she does not think that she has any
right to control your actions, but she believes herself bound to give
you an account of all she does."

"Noble girl!"

The prudent wife of the door-keeper having brought the supper, we sat
down to the well-supplied table.  M---- M---- remarked that I had
become much thinner.

"The pains of the body do not fatten a man," I said, "and the
sufferings of the mind emaciate him.  But we have suffered
sufficiently, and we must be wise enough never to recall anything
which can be painful to us."

"You are quite right, my love; the instants that man is compelled to
give up to misfortune or to suffering are as many moments stolen from
his life, but he doubles his existence when he has the talent of
multiplying his pleasures, no matter of what nature they may be."

We amused ourselves in talking over past dangers, Pierrot's disguise,
and the ball at Briati, where she had been told that another Pierrot
had made his appearance.

M---- M---- wondered at the extraordinary effect of a disguise, for,
said she to me:

"The Pierrot in the parlour of the convent seemed to me taller and
thinner than you.  If chance had not made you take the convent
gondola, if you had not had the strange idea of assuming the disguise
of Pierrot, I should not have known who you were, for my friends in
the convent would not have been interested in you.  I was delighted
when I heard that you were not a patrician, as I feared, because, had
you been one, I might in time have run some great danger."

I knew very well what she had to fear, but pretending complete
ignorance:

"I cannot conceive," I said, "what danger you might run on account of
my being a patrician."

"My darling, I cannot speak to you openly, unless you give me your
word to do what I am going to ask you."

"How could I hesitate, my love, in doing anything to please you,
provided my honour is not implicated?  Have we not now everything in
common?  Speak, idol of my heart, tell me your reasons, and rely upon
my love; it is the guarantee of my ready compliance in everything
that can give you pleasure:"

"Very well.  I want you to give a supper in your casino to me and my
friend, who is dying to make your acquaintance."

"And I foresee that after supper you will leave me to go with him."

"You must feel that propriety compels me to do so."

"Your friend already knows, I suppose, who I am?"

"I thought it was right to tell him, because if I had not told him he
could not have entertained the hope of supping with you, and
especially at your house."

"I understand.  I guess your friend is one of the foreign
ambassadors."

"Precisely."

"But may I hope that he will so far honour me as to throw up his
incognito?"

"That is understood.  I shall introduce him to you according to
accepted forms, telling his name and his political position."

"Then it is all for the best, darling.  How could you suppose that I
would have any difficulty in procuring you that pleasure, when on the
contrary, nothing could please me more myself?  Name the day, and be
quite certain that I shall anxiously look for it."

"I should have been sure of your compliance, if you had not given me
cause to doubt it."

"It is a home-thrust, but I deserve it."

"And I hope it will not make you angry.  Now I am happy.  Our friend
is M. de Bernis, the French ambassador.  He will come masked, and as
soon as he shews his features I shall present him to you.  Recollect
that you must treat him as my lover, but you must not appear to know
that he is aware of our intimacy."

"I understand that very well, and you shall have every reason to be
pleased with my urbanity.  The idea of that supper is delightful to
me, and I hope that the reality will be as agreeable.  You were quite
right, my love, to dread my being a patrician, for in that case the
State-Inquisitors, who very often think of nothing but of making a
show of their zeal, would not have failed to meddle with us, and the
mere idea of the possible consequences makes me shudder.  I under The
Leads--you dishonoured--the abbess--the convent!  Good God!  Yes, if
you had told me what you thought, I would have given you my name, and
I could have done so all the more easily that my reserve was only
caused by the fear of being known, and of C---- C---- being taken to
another convent by her father.  But can you appoint a day for the
supper?  I long to have it all arranged."

"To-day is the fourth; well, then, in four days."

"That will be the eighth?"

"Exactly so.  We will go to your casino after the second ballet.
Give me all necessary particulars to enable us to find the house
without enquiring from anyone."

I sat down and I wrote down the most exact particulars to find the
casino either by land or by water.  Delighted with the prospect of
such a party of pleasure, I asked my mistress to go to bed, but I
remarked to her that, being convalescent and having made a hearty
supper, I should be very likely to pay my first homages to Morpheus.
Yielding to the circumstances, she set the alarum for ten o'clock,
and we went to bed in the alcove.  As soon as we woke up, Love
claimed our attention and he had no cause of complaint, but towards
midnight we fell asleep, our lips fastened together, and we found
ourselves in that position in the morning when we opened our eyes.
Although there was no time to lose, we could not make up our minds to
part without making one more offering to Venus.

I remained in the casino after the departure of my divinity, and
slept until noon.  As soon as I had dressed myself, I returned to
Venice, and my first care was to give notice to my cook, so that the
supper of the 8th of February should be worthy of the guests and
worthy of me.



End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of MEMOIRES OF JACQUES CASANOVA,
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by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt






MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
TO PARIS AND PRISON, Volume 2d--The False Nun


THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR
MACHEN TO WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED
BY ARTHUR SYMONS.




THE FALSE NUN



CHAPTER XXI

Supper at My Casino With M. M. and M. de Bernis, the French
Ambassador--A Proposal from M. M.; I Accept It--Consequences--
C. C. is Unfaithful to Me, and I Cannot Complain


I felt highly pleased with the supper-party I had arranged with M----
M----, and I ought to have been happy.  Yet I was not so; but whence
came the anxiety which was a torment to me?  Whence?  From my fatal
habit of gambling.  That passion was rooted in me; to live and to
play were to me two identical things, and as I could not hold the
bank I would go and punt at the ridotto, where I lost my money
morning and night.  That state of things made me miserable.  Perhaps
someone will say to me:

"Why did you play, when there was no need of it, when you were in
want of nothing, when you had all the money you could wish to satisfy
your fancies?"

That would be a troublesome question if I had not made it a law to
tell the truth.  Well, then, dear inquisitive reader, if I played
with almost the certainty of losing, although no one, perhaps, was
more sensible than I was to the losses made in gambling, it is
because I had in me the evil spirit of avarice; it is because I loved
prodigality, and because my heart bled when I found myself compelled
to spend any money that I had not won at the gaming-table.  It is an
ugly vice, dear reader, I do not deny it.  However, all I can say is
that, during the four days previous to the supper, I lost all the
gold won for me by M---- M----

On the anxiously-expected day I went to my casino, where at the
appointed hour M---- M---- came with her friend, whom she introduced
to me as soon as he had taken off his mask.

"I had an ardent wish, sir," said M. de Bernis to me, "to renew
acquaintance with you, since I heard from madame that we had known
each other in Paris."

With these words he looked at me attentively, as people will do when
they are trying to recollect a person whom they have lost sight of.
I then told him that we had never spoken to one another, and that he
had not seen enough of me to recollect my features now.

"I had the honour," I added, "to dine with your excellency at M. de
Mocenigo's house, but you talked all the time with Marshal Keith, the
Prussian ambassador, and I was not fortunate enough to attract your
attention.  As you were on the point of leaving Paris to return to
Venice, you went away almost immediately after dinner, and I have
never had the honour of seeing you since that time."

"Now I recollect you," he answered, "and I remember asking whether
you were not the secretary of the embassy.  But from this day we
shall not forget each other again, for the mysteries which unite us
are of a nature likely to establish a lasting intimacy between us."

The amiable couple were not long before they felt thoroughly at ease,
and we sat down to supper, of which, of course, I did the honours.
The ambassador, a fine connoisseur in wines, found mine excellent,
and was delighted to hear that I had them from Count Algarotti, who
was reputed as having the best cellar in Venice.

My supper was delicate and abundant, and my manners towards my
handsome guests were those of a private individual receiving his
sovereign and his mistress.  I saw that M---- M---- was charmed with
the respect with which I treated her, and with my conversation, which
evidently interested the ambassador highly.  The serious character of
a first meeting did not prevent the utterance of witty jests, for in
that respect M. de Bernis was a true Frenchman.  I have travelled
much, I have deeply studied men, individually and in a body, but I
have never met with true sociability except in Frenchmen; they alone
know how to jest, and it is rare, delicate, refined jesting, which
animates conversation and makes society charming.

During our delightful supper wit was never wanting, and the amiable
M---- M---- led the conversation to the romantic combination which
had given her occasion to know me.  Naturally, she proceeded to speak
of my passion for C---- C----, and she gave such an interesting
description of that young girl that the ambassador listened with as
much attention as if he had never seen the object of it.  But that
was his part, for he was not aware that I had been informed of his
having witnessed from his hiding-place my silly interview with C----
C----.  He told M---- M---- that he would have been delighted if she
had brought her young friend to sup with us.

"That would be running too great a risk," answered the cunning nun,
"but if you approve of it," she added, looking at me, "I can make you
sup with her at my casino, for we sleep in the same room."

That offer surprised me much, but it was not the moment to shew it,
so I replied:

"It is impossible, madam, to add anything to the pleasure of your
society, yet I confess I should be pleased if you could contrive to
do us that great favour:"

"Well, I will think of it."

"But," observed the ambassador, "if I am to be one of the party, I
think it would be right to apprize the young lady of it."

"It is not necessary, for I will write to her to agree to whatever
madam may propose to her.  I will do so to-morrow."

I begged the ambassador to prepare himself with a good stock of
indulgence for a girl of fifteen who had no experience of the world.
In the course of the evening I related the history of O-Morphi, which
greatly amused him.  He entreated me to let him see her portrait.  He
informed me that she was still an inmate of the 'Parc-aux-cerfs',
where she continued to be the delight of Louis XV., to whom she had
given a child.  My guests left me after midnight, highly pleased, and
I remained alone.

The next morning, faithful to the promise I had made to my beautiful
nun, I wrote to C---- C---- without informing her that there would be
a fourth person at the projected supper, and having given my note to
Laura I repaired to Muran, where I found the following letter from
M---- M----:

"I could not sleep soundly, my love, if I did not ease my conscience
of an unpleasant weight.  Perhaps you did not approve of the 'partie
carree' with our young friend, and you may not have objected out of
mere politeness.  Tell me the truth, dearest, for, should you not
look forward to that meeting with pleasure, I can contrive to undo it
without implicating you in any way; trust me for that.  If, however,
you have no objection to the party, it will take place as agreed.
Believe me, I love your soul more than your heart--I mean than your
person.  Adieu."


Her fear was very natural, but out of shamefacedness I did not like
to retract.  M---- M---- knew me well, and as a skilful tactician she
attacked my weak side.

Here is my answer:

"I expected your letter, my best beloved, and you cannot doubt it,
because, as you know me thoroughly, you must be aware that I know you
as well.  Yes, I know your mind, and I know what idea you must
entertain of mine, because I have exposed to you all my weakness and
irritability by my sophisms.  I do penance for it, dearest, when I
think that having raised your suspicions your tenderness for me must
have been weakened.  Forget my visions, I beg, and be quite certain
that for the future my soul will be in unison with yours.  The supper
must take place, it will be a pleasure for me, but let me confess
that in accepting it I have shewn myself more grateful than polite.
C---- C---- is a novice, and I am not sorry to give her an
opportunity of seeing the world.  In what school could she learn
better than yours?  Therefore I recommend her to you, and you will
please me much by continuing to shew your care and friendship towards
her, and by increasing, if possible, the sum of your goodness.  I
fear that you may entice her to take the veil, and if she did I would
never console myself.  Your friend has quite captivated me; he is a
superior man, and truly charming."

Thus did I wittingly deprive myself of the power of drawing back, but
I was able to realize the full force of the situation.  I had no
difficulty in guessing that the ambassador was in love with C----
C----, and that he had confessed as much to M---- M----, who, not
being in a position to object to it, was compelled to shew herself
compliant, and to assist him in everything that could render his
passion successful.  She could certainly not do anything without my
consent, and she had evidently considered the affair too delicate to
venture upon proposing the party point-blank to me.  They had, no
doubt, put their heads together, so that by bringing the conversation
on that subject I should find myself compelled, for the sake of
politeness and perhaps of my inward feelings, to fall into the snare.
The ambassador, whose profession it was to carry on intrigues
skilfully, had succeeded well, and I had taken the bait as he wished.
There was nothing left for me but to put a good face on the matter,
not only so as not to shew myself a very silly being, but also in
order not to prove myself shamefully ungrateful towards a man who had
granted me unheard-of privileges.  Nevertheless, the consequence of
it all was likely to be some coolness in my feelings towards both my
mistresses.  M---- M---- had become conscious of this after she had
returned to the convent, and wishing to screen herself from all
responsibility she had lost no time in writing to me that she would
cause the projected supper to be abandoned, in case I should
disapprove of it, but she knew very well that I would not accept her
offer.  Self-love is a stronger passion even than jealousy; it does
not allow a man who has some pretension to wit to shew himself
jealous, particularly towards a person who is not tainted by that
base passion, and has proved it.

The next day, having gone early to the casino, I found the ambassador
already there, and he welcomed me in the most friendly manner.  He
told me that, if he had known me in Paris he would have introduced me
at the court, where I should certainly have made my fortune.  Now,
when I think of that, I say to myself, "That might have been the
case, but of what good would it have been to me?"  Perhaps I should
have fallen a victim of the Revolution, like so many others.  M. de
Bernis himself would have been one of those victims if Fate had not
allowed him to die in Rome in 1794.  He died there unhappy, although
wealthy, unless his feelings had undergone a complete change before
his death, and I do not believe it.

I asked him whether he liked Venice, and he answered that he could
not do otherwise than like that city, in which he enjoyed excellent
health, and in which, with plenty of money, life could be enjoyed
better than anywhere else.

"But I do not expect," he added, "to be allowed to keep this embassy
very long.  Be kind enough to let that remain between us.  I do not
wish to make M---- M----- unhappy."

We were conversing in all confidence when M---- M---- arrived with
her young friend, who showed her surprise at seeing another man with
me, but I encouraged her by the most tender welcome; and she
recovered all her composure when she saw the delight of the stranger
at being answered by her in good French.  It gave us both an
opportunity of paying the warmest compliments to the mistress who had
taught her so well.

C---- C---- was truly charming; her looks, bright and modest at the
same time, seemed to say to me, "You must belong to me:" I wished to
see her shine before our friends; and I contrived to conquer a
cowardly feeling of jealousy which, in spite of myself, was beginning
to get hold of me.  I took care to make her talk on such subjects as
I knew to be familiar to her.  I developed her natural intelligence,
and had the satisfaction of seeing her admired.

Applauded, flattered, animated by the satisfaction she could read in
my eyes, C---- C---- appeared a prodigy to M. de Bernis, and, oh!
what a contradiction of the human heart!  I was pleased, yet I
trembled lest he should fall in love with her!  What an enigma!  I
was intent myself upon a work which would have caused me to murder
any man who dared to undertake it.

During the supper, which was worthy of a king, the ambassador treated
C---- C---- with the most delicate attentions.  Wit, cheerfulness,
decent manners, attended our delightful party, and did not expel the
gaiety and the merry jests with which a Frenchman knows how to season
every conversation.

An observing critic who, without being acquainted with us, wished to
guess whether love was present at our happy party, might have
suspected, perhaps, but he certainly could not have affirmed, that it
was there.  M---- M---- treated the ambassador as a friend.  She
shewed no other feeling towards me than that of deep esteem, and she
behaved to C---- C---- with the tender affection of a sister.  M. de
Bernis was kind, polite, and amiable with M---- M-----, but he never
ceased to take the greatest interest in every word uttered by C----
C----, who played her part to perfection, because she had only to
follow her own nature, and, that nature being beautiful, C---- C----
could not fail to be most charming.

We had passed five delightful hours, and the ambassador seemed more
pleased even than any of us.  M---- M---- had the air of a person
satisfied with her own work, and I was playing the part of an
approving spectator.  C---- C---- looked highly pleased at having
secured the general approbation, and there was, perhaps, a slight
feeling of vanity in her arising from the special attention which the
ambassador had bestowed on her.  She looked at me, smiling, and I
could easily understand the language of her soul, by which she wished
to tell me that she felt perfectly well the difference between the
society in which she was then, and that in which her brother had
given us such a disgusting specimen of his depravity.

After midnight it was time to think of our departure, and M. de
Bernis undertook all the complimentary part.  Thanking M---- M----
for the most agreeable supper he had ever made in his life, he
contrived to make her offer a repetition of it for two days
afterwards, and he asked me, for the sake of appearance, whether I
should not find as much delight in that second meeting as himself.
Could he have any doubt of my answering affirmatively?  I believe
not, for I had placed myself under the necessity of being compliant.
All being agreed, we parted company.

The next day, when I thought of that exemplary supper, I had no
difficulty in guessing what the ultimate result would be.  The
ambassador owed his great fortune entirely to the fair sex, because
he possessed to the highest degree the art of coddling love; and as
his nature was eminently voluptuous he found his advantage in it,
because he knew how to call desires into existence, and this procured
him enjoyments worthy of his delicate taste.  I saw that he was
deeply in love with C---- C----, and I was far from supposing him the
man to be satisfied with looking at her lovely eyes.  He certainly
had some plan arranged, and M---- M----, in spite of all her honesty,
was the prime manager of it.  I knew that she would carry it on with
such delicate skill that I should not see any evidence of it.
Although I did not feel disposed to shew more compliance than was
strictly just, I foresaw that in the end I should be the dupe, and my
poor C---- C---- the victim, of a cunningly-contrived trick.  I could
not make up my mind either to consent with a good grace, or to throw
obstacles in the way, and, believing my dear little wife incapable of
abandoning herself to anything likely to displease me, I allowed
myself to be taken off my guard, and to rely upon the difficulty of
seducing her.  Stupid calculation!  Self-love and shamefacedness
prevented me from using my common sense.  At all events, that
intrigue kept me in a state of fever because I was afraid of its
consequences, and yet curiosity mastered me to such an extent that I
was longing for the result.  I knew very well that a second edition
of the supper did not imply that the same play would be performed a
second time, and I foresaw that the changes would be strongly marked.
But I thought myself bound in honour not to retract.  I could not
lead the intrigue, but I believed myself sufficiently skilful to
baffle all their manoeuvrings.

After all those considerations, however, considerations which enabled
me to assume the countenance of false bravery, the inexperience of C-
--- C----, who, in spite of all the knowledge she had lately
acquired, was only a novice, caused me great anxiety.  It was easy to
abuse her natural wish to be polite, but that fear gave way very soon
before the confidence I had in M---- M----s delicacy.  I thought
that, having seen how I had spent six hours with that young girl,
knowing for a certainty that I intended to marry her, M---- M----
would never be guilty of such base treason.  All these thoughts,
worthy only of a weak and bashful jealousy, brought no conclusive
decision.  I had to follow the current and watch events.

At the appointed time I repaired to the casino, where I found my two
lovely friends sitting by the fire.

"Good evening, my two divinities, where is our charming Frenchman?"

"He has not arrived yet," answered M---- M----, "but he will
doubtless soon be here."

I took off my mask, and sitting between them, I gave them a thousand
kisses, taking good care not to shew any preference, and although I
knew that they were aware of the unquestionable right I had upon both
of them, I kept within the limits of the utmost decency.  I
congratulated them upon the mutual inclination they felt for each
other, and I saw that they were pleased not to have to blush on that
account.

More than one hour was spent in gallant and friendly conversation,
without my giving any satisfaction to my burning desires.  M--- M----
attracted me more than C---- C----, but I would not for the world
have offended the charming girl.  M---- M---- was beginning to shew
some anxiety about the absence of M. de Bernis, when the door-keeper
brought her a note from him.

"A courier," he wrote, "who arrived two hours ago, prevents my being
happy to-night, for I am compelled to pass it in answering the
dispatches I have received.  I trust that you will forgive and pity
me.  May I hope that you will kindly grant me on Friday the pleasure
of which I am so unfortunately deprived to-day?  Let me know your
answer by to-morrow.  I wish ardently, in that case, to find you with
the same guests, to whom I beg you will present my affectionate
compliments."

"Well," said M---- M----, "it is not his fault.  We will sup without
him.  Will you come on Friday?"

"Yes, with the greatest pleasure.  But what is the matter with you,
dear C---- C----?  You look sad."

"Sad, no, unless it should be for the sake of my friend, for I have
never seen a more polite and more obliging gentleman."

"Very well, dear, I am glad he has rendered you so sensible."

"What do you mean?  Could anyone be insensible to his merit?"

"Better still, but I agree with you.  Only tell me if you love him?"

"Well, even if I loved him, do you think I would go and tell him?
Besides, I am certain that he loves my friend."

So saying, she sat down on M---- M----'s knee, calling her her own
little wife, and my two beauties began to bestow on one another
caresses which made me laugh heartily.  Far from troubling their
sport, I excited them, in order to enjoy a spectacle with which I had
long been acquainted.

M---- M---- took up a book full of the most lascivious engravings,
and said, with a significant glance in my direction:

"Do you wish me to have a fire lighted in the alcove?"

I understood her, and replied:

"You would oblige me, for the bed being large we can all three sleep
comfortably in it."

I guessed that she feared my suspecting the ambassador of enjoying
from the mysterious closet the sight of our amorous trio, and she
wished to destroy that suspicion by her proposal.

The table having been laid in front of the alcove, supper was served,
and we all did honour to it.  We were all blessed with a devouring
appetite.  While M---- M---- was teaching her friend how to mix
punch, I was admiring with delight the progress made in beauty by
C---- C----.

"Your bosom," I said to her, "must have become perfect during the
last nine months."

"It is like mine," answered M---- M----, "would you like to see for
yourself?"

Of course I did not refuse.  M---- M---- unlaced her friend, who made
no resistance, and performing afterwards the same office upon
herself, in less than two minutes I was admiring four rivals
contending for the golden apple like the three goddesses, and which
would have set at defiance the handsome Paris himself to adjudge the
prize without injustice.  Need I say what an ardent fire that
ravishing sight sent coursing through my veins?  I placed immediately
an the table the Academie des Dames, and pointed out a certain
position to M---- M----, who, understanding my wishes, said to C----
C----:

"Will you, darling, represent that group with me?"

A look of compliance was C---- C----'s only answer; she was not yet
inured to amorous pleasures as much as her lovely teacher.  While I
was laughing with delight, the two friends were getting ready, and in
a few minutes we were all three in bed, and in a state of nature.  At
first, satisfied with enjoying the sight of the barren contest of my
two bacchanalians, I was amused by their efforts and by the contrast
of colours, for one was dark and the other fair, but soon, excited
myself, and consumed by all the fire of voluptuousness, I threw
myself upon them, and I made them, one after the other, almost faint
away from the excess of love and enjoyment.

Worn out and satiated with pleasure, I invited them to take some
rest.  We slept until we were awakened by the alarum, which I had
taken care to set at four o'clock.  We were certain of turning to
good account the two hours we had then to spare before parting
company, which we did at the dawn of day, humiliated at having to
confess our exhaustion, but highly pleased with each other, and
longing for a renewal of our delightful pleasures.

The next day, however, when I came to think of that rather too lively
night, during which, as is generally the case, Love had routed
Reason, I felt some remorse.  M---- M---- wanted to convince me of
her love, and for that purpose she had combined all the virtues which
I attached to my own affection--namely, honour, delicacy, and truth,
but her temperament, of which her mind was the slave, carried her
towards excess, and she prepared everything in order to give way to
it, while she awaited the opportunity of making me her accomplice.
She was coaxing love to make it compliant, and to succeed in
mastering it, because her heart, enslaved by her senses, never
reproached her.  She likewise tried to deceive herself by
endeavouring to forget that I might complain of having been
surprised.  She knew that to utter such a complaint I would have to
acknowledge myself weaker or less courageous than she was, and she
relied upon my being ashamed to make such a confession.  I had no
doubt whatever that the absence of the ambassador had been arranged
and concerted beforehand.  I could see still further, for it seemed
evident to me that the two conspirators had foreseen that I would
guess the artifice, and that, feeling stung to the quick, in spite of
all my regrets, I would not shew myself less generous than they had
been themselves.  The ambassador having first procured me a
delightful night, how could I refuse to let him enjoy as pleasant a
one?  My friends had argued very well, for, in spite of all the
objections of my mind, I saw that I could not on my side put any
obstacle in their way.  C---- C---- was no impediment to them.  They
were certain of conquering her the moment she was not hindered by my
presence.  It rested entirely with M---- M----, who had perfect
control over her.  Poor girl!  I saw her on the high road to
debauchery, and it was my own doing!  I sighed when I thought how
little I had spared them in our last orgie, and what would become of
me if both of them should happen to be, by my doing, in such a
position as to be compelled to run away from the convent?  I could
imagine both of them thrown upon my hands, and the prospect was not
particularly agreeable.  It would be an 'embarras de richesse'.  In
this miserable contest between reason and prejudice, between nature
and sentiment, I could not make up my mind either to go to the supper
or to remain absent from it.  "If I go," said I to myself, "that
night will pass with perfect decency, but I shall prove myself very
ridiculous, jealous, ungrateful, and even wanting in common
politeness: if I remain absent, C---- C---- is lost, at least, in my
estimation, for I feel that my love will no longer exist, and then
good-bye to all idea of a marriage with her."  In the perplexity of
mind in which I found myself, I felt a want of something more certain
than mere probabilities to base my decision upon.  I put on my mask,
and repaired to the mansion of the French ambassador.  I addressed
myself to the gate-keeper, saying that I had a letter for Versailles,
and that I would thank him to deliver it to the courier when he went
back to France with his excellency's dispatches.

"But, sir," answered the man, "we have not had a special courier for
the last two months:"

"What?  Did not a special cabinet messenger arrive here last night?"

"Then he must have come in through the garret window or down the
chimney, for, on the word of an honest man, none entered through the
gate."

"But the ambassador worked all night?"

"That may be, sir, but not here, for his excellency dined with the
Spanish ambassador, and did not return till very late:"

I had guessed rightly.  I could no longer entertain any doubt.  It
was all over; I could not draw back without shame.  C---- C---- must
resist, if the game was distasteful to her; no violence would of
course be offered to her.  The die was cast!

Towards evening I went to the casino of Muran, and wrote a short note
to M---- M----, requesting her to excuse me if some important
business of M. de Bragadin's prevented me from spending the night
with her and with our two friends, to whom I sent my compliments as
well as my apologies.  After that I returned to Venice, but in rather
an unpleasant mood; to divert myself I went to the gaming table, and
lost all night.

Two days afterwards, being certain that a letter from M---- M----
awaited me at Muran, I went over, and the door-keeper handed me a
parcel in which I found a note from my nun and a letter from C----
C----, for everything was now in common between them.

Here is C---- C ----'s letter"

"We were very sorry, dearest friend, when we heard that we should not
have the happiness of seeing you.  My dear M---- M----'s friend came
shortly afterwards, and when he read your note he likewise expressed
his deep regret.  We expected to have a very dull supper, but the
witty sayings of that gentleman enlivened us and you cannot imagine
of what follies we were guilty after partaking of some champagne
punch.  Our friend had become as gay as ourselves, and we spent the
night in trios, not very fatiguing, but very pleasant.  I can assure
you that that man deserves to be loved, but he must acknowledge
himself inferior to you in everything.  Believe me, dearest, I shall
ever love you, and you must for ever remain the master of my heart."

In spite of all my vexation, that letter made me laugh, but the note
of M---- M---- was much more singular.  Here are the contents of it:

"I am certain, my own beloved, that you told a story out of pure
politeness, but you had guessed that I expected you to do so.  You
have made our friend a splendid present in exchange for the one he
made you when he did not object to his M---- M---- bestowing her
heart upon you.  You possess that heart entirely, dearest, and you
would possess it under all circumstances, but how sweet it is to
flavour the pleasures of love with the charms of friendship!  I was
sorry not to see you, but I knew that if you had come we would not
have had much enjoyment; for our friend, notwithstanding all his wit,
is not exempt from some natural prejudices.  As for C---- C-----, her
mind is now quite as free of them as our own, and I am glad she owes
it to me.  You must feel thankful to me for having completed her
education, and for rendering her in every way worthy of you.  I wish
you had been hiding in the closet, where I am certain you would have
spent some delightful hours.  On Wednesday next I shall be yours, and
all alone with you in your casino in Venice; let me know whether you
will be at the usual hour near the statue of the hero Colleoni.  In
case you should be prevented, name any other day."

I had to answer those two letters in the same spirit in which they
had been written, and in spite of all the bitter feelings which were
then raging in my heart, my answers were to be as sweet as honey.  I
was in need of great courage, but I said to myself: "George Dandin,
tu las voulu!"  I could not refuse to pay the penalty of my own
deeds, and I have never been able to ascertain whether the shame I
felt was what is called shamefacedness.  It is a problem which I
leave to others.

In my letter to C---- C---- I had the courage, or the effrontery, to
congratulate her, and to encourage her to imitate M---- M----, the
best model, I said, I could propose to her.

I wrote to my nun that I would be punctual at the appointment near
the statue, and amidst many false compliments, which ought to have
betrayed the true state of my heart, I told her that I admired the
perfect education she had given to C---- C-----, but that I
congratulated myself upon having escaped the torture I should have
suffered in the mysterious observatory, for I felt that I could not
have borne it.

On the Wednesday I was punctual at the rendezvous, and I had not to
wait long for M---- M----, who came disguised in male attire.  "No
theatre to-night," she said to me; "let us go to the 'ridotto', to
lose or double our money."  She had six hundred sequins.  I had about
one hundred.  Fortune turned her back upon us, and we lost a11.  I
expected that we would then leave that cutthroat place, but M----
M----, having left me for a minute, came back with three hundred
sequins which had been given to her by her friend, whom she knew
where to find.  That money given by love or by friendship brought her
luck for a short time, and she soon won back all we had lost, but in
our greediness or imprudence we continued to play, and finally we
lost our last sequin.

When we could play no longer, M---- M---- said to me,

"Now that we need not fear thieves, let us go to our supper."

That woman, religious and a Free-thinker, a libertine and gambler,
was wonderful in all she did.  She had just lost five hundred pounds,
and she was as completely at her ease as if she had won a very large
sum.  It is true that the money she had just lost had not cost her
much.

As soon as we were alone, she found me sad and low-spirited, although
I tried hard not to appear so, but, as for her, always the same, she
was handsome, brilliant, cheerful, and amorous.

She thought she would bring back my spirits by giving me the fullest
particulars of the night she had passed with C---- C---- and her
friend, but she ought to have guessed that she was going the wrong
way.  That is a very common error, it comes from the mind, because
people imagine that what they feel themselves others must feel
likewise.

I was on thorns, and I tried everything to avoid that subject, and to
lead the conversation into a different channel, for the amorous
particulars, on which she was dwelling with apparent delight, vexed
me greatly, and spite causing coldness, I was afraid of not playing
my part very warmly in the amorous contest which was at hand.  When a
lover doubts his own strength, he may almost always be sure that he
will fail in his efforts.

After supper we went to bed in the alcove, where the beauty, the
mental and physical charms, the grace and the ardour of my lovely
nun, cast all my bad temper to the winds, and soon restored me to my
usual good-spirits.  The nights being shorter we spent two hours in
the most delightful pleasures, and then parted, satisfied and full of
love.

Before leaving, M---- M---- asked me to go to her casino, to take
some money and to play, taking her for my partner.  I did so.  I took
all the gold I found, and playing the martingale, and doubling my
stakes continuously, I won every day during the remainder of the
carnival.  I was fortunate enough never to lose the sixth card, and,
if I had lost it, I should have been without money to play, for I had
two thousand sequins on that card.  I congratulated myself upon
having increased the treasure of my dear mistress, who wrote to me
that, for the sake of civility, we ought to have a supper 'en partie
carree' on Shrove Monday.  I consented.

That supper was the last I ever had in my life with C---- C----.  She
was in excellent spirits, but I had made up my mind, and as I paid
all my attentions to M---- M----, C---- C---- imitated my example
without difficulty, and she devoted herself wholly to her new lover.

Foreseeing that we would, a little later, be all of us in each
other's way, I begged M---- M---- to arrange everything so that we
could be apart, and she contrived it marvellously well.

After supper, the ambassador proposed a game of faro, which our
beauties did not know; he called for cards, and placed one hundred
Louis on the table before him; he dealt, and took care to make C----
C---- win the whole of that sum.  It was the best way to make her
accept it as pin-money.  The young girl, dazzled by so much gold, and
not knowing what to do with it, asked her friend to take care of it
for her until such time as she should leave the convent to get
married.

When the game was over, M---- M---- complained of a headache, and
said that she would go to bed in the alcove: she asked me to come and
lull her to sleep.  We thus left the new lovers free to be as gay as
they chose.  Six hours afterwards, when the alarum warned us that it
was time to part, we found them asleep in each other's embrace.  I
had myself passed an amorous and quiet night, pleased with M----
M----, and with out giving one thought to C---- C----.




CHAPTER XXII

M. De Bernis Goes Away Leaving Me the Use of His Casino--His Good
Advice: How I Follow It--Peril of M. M. and Myself--Mr. Murray, the
English Ambassador--Sale of the Casino and End of Our Meetings--
Serious Illness of M. M.--Zorzi and Condulmer--Tonnie


Though the infidelities of C---- C----made me look at her with other
eyes than before, and I had now no intention of making her the
companion of my life, I could not help feeling that it had rested
with me to stop her on the brink of the stream, and I therefore
considered it my duty always to be her friend.

If I had been more logical, the resolution I took with respect to her
would doubtless have been of another kind.  I should have said to
myself: After seducing her, I myself have set the example of
infidelity; I have bidden her to follow blindly the advice of her
friend, although I knew that the advice and the example of M--- M----
would end in her ruin; I had insulted, in the most grievous manner,
the delicacy of my mistress, and that before her very eyes, and after
all this how could I ask a weak woman to do what a man, priding
himself on his strength, would shrink from at tempting?  I should
have stood self-condemned, and have felt that it was my duty to
remain the same to her, but flattering myself that I was overcoming
mere prejudices, I was in fact that most degraded of slaves, he who
uses his strength to crush the weak.

The day after Shrove Tuesday, going to the casino of Muran, I found
there a letter from M---- M----, who gave me two pieces of bad news:
that C---- C---- had lost her mother, and that the poor girl was in
despair; and that the lay-sister, whose rheum was cured, had returned
to take her place.  Thus C---- C---- was deprived of her friend at a
time when she would have given her consolation, of which she stood in
great need.  C---- C----, it seemed, had gone to share the rooms of
her aunt, who, being very fond of her, had obtained permission from
the superior.  This circumstance would prevent the ambassador taking
any more suppers with her, and I should have been delighted if chance
had put this obstacle in his path a few days sooner.

All these misfortunes seemed of small account com pared with what I
was afraid of, for C---- C---- might have to pay the price for her
pleasures, and I so far regarded myself as the origin of her
unhappiness as to feel bound never to abandon her, and this might
have involved me in terrible complications.

M---- M---- asked me to sup with her and her lover on the following
Monday.  I went and found them both sad--he for the loss of his new
mistress, and she because she had no longer a friend to make the
seclusion of the convent pleasant.

About midnight M. de Bemis left us, saying in a melancholy manner
that he feared he should be obliged to pass several months in Vienna
on important diplomatic business.  Before parting we agreed to sup
together every Friday.

When we were alone M---- M---- told me that the ambassador would be
obliged to me if in the future I would come to the casino two hours
later.  I understood that the good-natured and witty profligate had a
very natural prejudice against indulging his amorous feelings except
when he was certain of being alone.

M. de Bemis came to all our suppers till he left for Vienna, and
always went away at midnight.  He no longer made use of his hiding-
place, partly because we now only lay in the recess, and partly
because, having had time to make love before my arrival, his desires
were appeased.  M---- M---- always found me amorous.  My love,
indeed, was even hotter than it had been, since, only seeing her once
a week and remaining faithful to her, I had always an abundant
harvest to gather in.  C---- C----'s letters which she brought to me
softened me to tears, for she said that after the loss of her mother
she could not count upon the friendship of any of her relations.  She
called me her sole friend, her only protector, and in speaking of her
grief in not being able to see me any more whilst she remained in the
convent, she begged me to remain faithful to her dear friend.

On Good Friday, when I got to the casino, I found the lovers over-
whelmed with grief.  Supper was served, but the ambassador, downcast
and absent, neither ate nor spoke; and M---- M---- was like a statue
that moves at intervals by some mechanism.  Good sense and ordinary
politeness prevented me from asking any questions, but on M---- M----
leaving us together, M.  de Bemis told me that she was distressed,
and with reason, since he was obliged to set out for Vienna fifteen
days after Easter.  "I may tell you confidentially," he added, "that
I believe I shall scarcely be able to return, but she must not be
told, as she would be in despair."  M---- M---- came back in a few
minutes, but it was easy to see that she had been weeping.

After some commonplace conversation, M.  de Bernis, seeing M----M----
still low-spirited, said,

"Do not grieve thus, sweetheart, go I must, but my return is a matter
of equal certainty when I have finished the important business which
summons me to Vienna.  You will still have the casino, but, dearest,
both friendship and prudence make me advise you not to come here in
my absence, for after I have left Venice I cannot depend upon the
faith of the gondoliers in my service, and I suspect our friend here
cannot flatter himself on his ability to get reliable ones.  I may
also tell you that I have strong reasons for suspecting that our
intercourse is known to the State Inquisitors, who conceal their
knowledge for political reasons, but I fancy the secret would soon
come to light when I am no longer here, and when the nun who connives
at your departure from the convent knows that it is no longer for me
that you leave it.  The only people whom I would trust are the
housekeeper and his wife.  I shall order them, before I go, to look
upon our friend here as myself, and you can make your arrangements
with them.  I trust all will go well till my return, if you will only
behave discreetly.  I will write to you under cover of the
housekeeper, his wife will give you my letters as before, and in the
same way you may reply.  I must needs go, dearest one, but my heart
is with you, and I leave you, till my return, in the hands of a
friend, whom I rejoice to have known.  He loves you, he has a heart
and knowledge of the world, and he will not let you make any
mistakes."

M---- M---- was so affected by what the ambassador had said that she
entreated us to let her go, as she wished to be alone and to lie
down.  As she went we agreed to sup together on the following
Thursday.

As soon as we were alone the ambassador impressed me with the
absolute necessity of concealing from her that he was going to return
no more.  "I am going," said he, "to work in concert with the
Austrian cabinet on a treaty which will be the talk of Europe.  I
entreat you to write to me unreservedly, and as a friend, and if you
love our common mistress, have a care for her honour, and above all
have the strength of mind to resist all projects which are certain to
involve you in misfortune, and which will be equally fatal to both.
You know what happened to Madame de Riva, a nun in the convent of
St.----.  She had to disappear after it became known that she was
with child, and M. de Frulai, my predecessor, went mad, and died
shortly after.  J. J. Rousseau told me that he died of poison, but he
is a visionary who sees the black side of everything.  For my part, I
believe that he died of grief at not being able to do anything for
the unfortunate woman, who afterwards procured a dispensation from
her vows from the Pope, and having got married is now living at Padua
without any position in society.

"Let the prudent and loyal friend master the lover: go and see M----
M---- sometimes in the parlour of the convent, but not here, or the
boatmen will betray you.  The knowledge which we both have that the
girls are in a satisfactory condition is a great alleviation to my
distress, but you must confess that you have been very imprudent.
You have risked a terrible misfortune; consider the position you
would have been in, for I am sure you would not have abandoned her.
She had an idea that the danger might be overcome by means of drugs
but I convinced her that she was mistaken.  In God's name, be
discreet in the future, and write to me fully, for I shall always be
interested in her fate, both from duty and sentiment."

We returned together to Venice, where we separated, and I passed the
rest of the night in great distress.  In the morning I wrote to the
fair afflicted, and whilst endeavouring to console her to the best of
my ability, I tried to impress on her the necessity for prudence and
the avoidance of such escapades as might eventually ruin us.

Next day I received her reply, every word of which spelt despair.
Nature had given her a disposition which had become so intensified by
indulgence that the cloister was unbearable to her, and I foresaw the
hard fights I should have to undergo.

We saw each other the Thursday after Easter, and I told her that I
should not come to the casino before midnight.  She had had four
hours to pass with her lover in tears and regrets, amongst which she
had often cursed her cruel fate and the foolish resolution which made
her take the veil.  We supped together, and although the meal was a
rich and delicate one we did it little honour.  When we had finished,
the ambassador left, entreating me to remain, which I did, without
thinking at all of the pleasures of a party of two, for Love lighteth
not his torch at the hearts of two lovers who are full of grief and
sorrow.  M---- M---- had grown thin, and her condition excited my
pity and shut out all other feelings.  I held her a long time in my
arms, covering her with tender and affectionate kisses, but I shewed
no intention of consoling her by amusements in which her spirit could
not have taken part.  She said, before we parted, that I had shewn
myself a true lover, and she asked me to consider myself from
henceforth as her only friend and protector.

Next week, when we were together as usual, M. de Bemis called the
housekeeper just before supper, and in his presence executed a deed
in my behalf, which he made him sign.  In this document he
transferred to me all rights over the contents of the casino, and
charged him to consider me in all things as his master.

We arranged to sup together two days after, to make our farewells,
but on my arrival I found by herself, standing up, and pale as death,
or rather as white as a statue of Carrara marble.

"He is gone," she said, "and he leaves me to your care.  Fatal being,
whom perchance I shall see no more, whom I thought I loved but as a
friend, now you are lost to me I see my mistake.  Before I knew him I
was not happy, but neither was I unhappy as I now am."

I passed the whole night beside her, striving by the most delicate
attentions to soften her grief, but with out success.  Her character,
as abandoned to sorrow as to pleasure, was displayed to me during
that long and weary night.  She told me at what hour I should come to
the convent parlour, the next day, and on my arrival I was delighted
to find her not quite so sad.  She shewed me a letter which her lover
had written to her from Trevisa, and she then told me that I must
come and see her twice a week, warning me that she would be
accompanied sometimes by one nun and sometimes by another, for she
foresaw that my visits would become the talk of the convent, when it
became known that I was the individual who used to go to mass at
their church. She therefore told me to give in another name, to
prevent C---- C----'s aunt from becoming suspicious.

"Nevertheless," she added, "this will not prevent my coming alone
when I nave any matter of importance to communicate to you.  Promise
me, sweetheart, to sup and sleep at the casino at least once a week,
and write me a note each time by the housekeeper's wife."

I made no difficulty in promising her that much.

We thus passed a fortnight quietly enough, as she was happy again,
and her amorous inclinations had returned in full force.  About this
time she gave me a piece of news which delighted me--namely, that
C---- C---- had no longer anything to fear.

Full of amorous wishes and having to be content with the teasing
pleasure of seeing one another through a wretched grating, we racked
our brains to find out some way to be alone together to do what we
liked, without any risk.

"I am assured," she said, "of the good faith of the gardener's
sister.  I can go out and come in without fear of being seen, for the
little door leading to the convent is not overlooked by any window--
indeed it is thought to be walled up.  Nobody can see me crossing the
garden to the little stream, which is considered unnavigable.  All we
want is a one-oared gondola, and I cannot believe that with the help
of money you will be unable to find a boatman on whom we may rely."

I understood from these expressions that she suspected me of becoming
cold towards her, and this suspicion pierced me to the heart.

"Listen," said I, "I will be the boatman myself.  I will come to the
quay, pass by the little door, and you shall lead me to your room
where I will pass the whole night with you, and the day, too, if you
think you can hide me."

"That plan," said she, "makes me shudder.  I tremble at the danger to
which you might be exposed.  No, I should be too unfortunate if I
were to be the cause of your misfortune, but, as you can row, come in
the boat, let me know the time as closely as possible; the trusty
woman will be on the watch, and I will not keep you four minutes
waiting.  I will get into the boat, we will go to our beloved casino,
and then we shall be happy without fearing anything."

"I will think it over"

The way I took to satisfy her was as follows: I bought a small boat,
and without telling her I went one night all by myself round the
island to inspect the walls of the convent on the side of the lagune.
With some difficulty I made out a little door, which I judged to be
the only one by which she could pass, but to go from there to the
casino was no small matter, since one was obliged to fetch a wide
course, and with one oar I could not do the passage in less than a
quarter of an hour, and that with much toil.  Nevertheless, feeling
sure of success, I told my pretty nun of the plan, and never was news
received with so much pleasure.  We set our watches together, and
fixed our meeting for the Friday following.

On the day appointed, an hour before sunset, I betook myself to St.
Francis de la Vigne, where I kept my boat, and having set it in order
and dressed myself as a boatman, I got upon the poop and held a
straight course for the little door, which opened the moment I
arrived.  M---- M---- came out wrapped in a cloak, and someone
shutting the door after her she got on board my frail bark, and in a
quarter of an hour we were at the casino.  M---- M---- made haste to
go in, but I stayed to belay my boat with a lock and chain against
thieves, who pass the night pleasantly by stealing whatever they can
lay hands on.

Though I had rowed easily enough, I was in a bath of perspiration,
which, however, by no means hindered my charming mistress from
falling on my neck; the pleasure of meeting seemed to challenge her
love, and, proud of what I had done, I enjoyed her transports.

Not dreaming that I should have any occasion for a change of linen, I
had brought none with me, but she soon found a cure for this defect;
for after having undressed me she dried me lovingly, gave me one of
her smocks, and I found myself dressed to admiration.

We had been too long deprived of our amorous pleasures to think of
taking supper before we had offered a plenteous sacrifice to love.
We spent two hours in the sweetest of intoxications, our bliss
seeming more acute than at our first meeting.  In spite of the fire
which consumed me, in spite of the ardour of my mistress, I was
sufficiently master of myself to disappoint her at the critical
moment, for the picture which our friend had drawn was always before
my eyes.  M---- M----, joyous and wanton, having me for the first
time in the character of boatman, augmented our delights by her
amorous caprices, but it was useless for her to try to add fuel to my
flame, since I loved her better than myself.

The night was short, for she was obliged to return at three in the
morning, and it struck one as we sat down to table.  As the climax of
ill luck a storm came on whilst we were at supper.  Our hair stood on
end; our only hope was founded in the nature of these squalls, which
seldom last more than an hour.  We were in hopes, also, that it would
not leave behind it too strong a wind, as is sometimes the case, for
though I was strong and sturdy I was far from having the skill or
experience of a professional boatman.

In less than half an hour the storm became violent, one flash of
lightning followed another, the thunder roared, and the wind grew to
a gale.  Yet after a heavy rain, in less than an hour, the sky
cleared, but there was no moon, it being the day after the Ascension.
Two o'clock stuck.  I put my head out at the window, but perceive
that a contrary gale is blowing.

     'Ma tiranno del mar Libecchio resta.'

This Libecchio which Ariosto calls--and with good reason--the tyrant
of the sea, is the southwesterly wind, which is commonly called
'Garbin' at Venice.  I said nothing, but I was frightened.  I told my
sweetheart that we must needs sacrifice an hour of pleasure, since
prudence would have it so.

"Let us set out forthwith, for if the gale gets stronger I shall not
be able to double the island."

She saw my advice was not to be questioned, and taking the key of her
strong box, whence she desired to get some money, she was delighted
to find her store increased fourfold.  She thanked me for having told
her nothing about it, assuring me she would have of me nothing but my
heart, and following me she got into my boat and lay down at full
length so as not to hinder its motion, I got upon the poop, as full
of fear as courage, and in five minutes I had the good luck to double
the point.  But there it was that the tyrant was waiting for me, and
it was not long before I felt that my strength would not outlast that
of the winds.  I rowed with all my strength, but all I could do was
to prevent my boat from going back.  For half an hour I was in this
pitiful state, and I felt my strength failing without daring to say a
word.  I was out of breath, but could not rest a moment, since the
least relaxation would have let the boat slip a far way back, and
this would have been a distance hard to recover.  M---- M---- lay
still and silent, for she perceived I had no breath wherewith to
answer her.  I began to give ourselves up as lost.

At that instant I saw in the distance a barque coming swiftly towards
us.  What a piece of luck!  I waited till she caught us up, for if I
had not done so I should not have been able to make myself heard, but
as soon as I saw her at my left hand, twelve feet off, I shouted,
"Help!  I will give two sequins!"

They lowered sail and came towards me, and on their hailing me I
asked for a man to take us to the opposite point of the island.  They
asked a sequin in advance, I gave it them, and promised the other to
the man who would get on my poop and help me to make the point.  In
less than ten minutes we were opposite to the little stream leading
to the convent, but the secret of it was too dear to be hazarded, so
as soon as we reached the point I paid my preserver and sent him
back.  Henceforth the wind was in our favour, and we soon got to the
little door, where M---- M---- landed, saying to me, "Go and sleep in
the casino."  I thought her advice wise, and I followed it, and
having the wind behind me I got to the casino without trouble, and
slept till broad day.  As soon as I had risen I wrote to my dear
mistress that I was well, and that we should see each other at the
grating.  Having taken my boat back to St. Francis, I put on my mask
and went to Liston.

In the morning M---- M---- came to the grating by herself, and we
made all such observations as our adventures of the night would be
likely to suggest, but in place of deciding to follow the advice
which prudence should have given us-namely, not to expose ourselves
to danger for the future, we thought ourselves extremely prudent in
resolving that if we were again threatened by a storm we would set
out as soon as we saw it rising.  All the same we had to confess that
if chance had not thrown the barque in our way we should have been
obliged to return to the casino, for M---- M---- could not have got
to the convent, and how could she ever have entered its walls again?
I should have been forced to leave Venice with her, and that for
ever.  My life would have been finally and irretrievably linked with
hers, and, without doubt, the various adventures which at the age of
seventy-two years impel me to write these Memoirs, would never have
taken place.

For the next three months we continued to meet each other once a
week, always amorous, and never disturbed by the slightest accidents.

M---- M---- could not resist giving the ambassador a full account of
our adventures, and I had promised to write to him, and always to
write the whole truth.  He replied by congratulating us on our good
fortune, but he prophesied inevitable disaster if we had not the
prudence to stop our intercourse.

Mr. Murray, the English ambassador, a witty and handsome man, and a
great amateur of the fair sex, wine, and good cheer, then kept the
fair Ancilla, who introduced me to him.  This fine fellow became my
friend in much the same way as M. de Bernis, the only difference
being that the Frenchman liked to look on while the Englishman
preferred to give the show.  I was never unwelcome at their amorous
battles, and the voluptuous Ancilla was delighted to have me for a
witness.  I never gave them the pleasure of mingling in the strife.
I loved M---- M----, but I should avow that my fidelity to her was
not entirely dependent on my love.  Though Ancilla was handsome she
inspired me with repugnance, for she was always hoarse, and
complained of a sharp pain in the throat, and though her lover kept
well, I was afraid of her, and not without cause, for the disease
which ended the days of Francis I. of France brought her to the grave
in the following autumn.  A quarter of an hour before she died, her
brave Briton, yielding to the lascivious requests of this new
Messalina, offered in my presence the last sacrifice, in spite of a
large sore on her face which made her look hideous.

This truly heroic action was known all over the town, and it was
Murray himself who made it known, citing me as his witness.

This famous courtezan, whose beauty was justly celebrated, feeling
herself eaten away by an internal disease, promised to give a hundred
louis to a doctor named Lucchesi, who by dint of mercury undertook to
cure her, but Ancilla specified on the agreement that she was not to
pay the aforesaid sum till Lucchesi had offered with her an amorous
sacrifice.

The doctor having done his business as well as he could wished to be
paid without submitting to the conditions of the treaty, but Ancilla
held her ground, and the matter was brought before a magistrate.

In England, where all agreements are binding, Ancilla would have won
her case, but at Venice she lost it.

The judge, in giving sentence, said a condition, criminal per se, not
fulfilled, did not invalidate an agreement--a sentence abounding in
wisdom, especially in this instance.

Two months before this woman had become disgusting, my friend M.
Memmo, afterwards procurator, asked me to take him to her house.  In
the height of the conversation, what should come but a gondola, and
we saw Count Rosemberg, the ambassador from Vienna, getting out of
it.  M. Memmo was thunderstruck (for a Venetian noble conversing with
a foreign ambassador becomes guilty of treason to the state), and ran
in hot haste from Ancilla's room, I after him, but on the stair he
met the ambassador, who, seeing his distress, burst into a laugh, and
passed on.  I got directly into M. Memmo's gondola, and we went
forthwith to M. Cavalli, secretary to the State Inquisitors.
M. Memmo could have taken no better course to avoid the troublesome
consequences which this fatal meeting might have had, and he was very
glad that I was with him to testify to his innocence and to the
harmlessness of the occurrence.

M. Cavalli received M.  Memmo with a smile, and told him he did well
to come to confession without wasting any time.  M. Memmo, much
astonished at this reception, told him the brief history of the
meeting, and the secretary replied with a grave air that he had no
doubt as to the truth of his story, as the circumstances were in
perfect correspondence with what he knew of the matter.

We came away extremely puzzled at the secretary's reply, and
discussed the subject for some time, but then we came to the
conclusion that M. Cavalli could have had no positive knowledge of
the matter before we came, and that he only spoke as he did from the
instinct of an Inquisitor, who likes it to be understood that nothing
is hid from him for a moment.

After the death of Ancilla, Mr. Murray remained without a titular
mistress, but, fluttering about like a butterfly, he had, one after
another, the prettiest girls in Venice.  This good-natured Epicurean
set out for Constantinople two years later, and was for twenty years
the ambassador of the Court of St. James at the Sublime Porte.  He
returned to Venice in 1778 with the intention of ending his days
there, far from affairs of state, but he died in the lazaretto eight
days before the completion of his quarantine.

At play fortune continued to favour me; my commerce with M---- M----
could not be discovered now that I was my own waterman ; and the nuns
who were in the secret were too deeply involved not to keep it.  I
led them a merry life, but I foresaw that as soon as M. de Bernis
decided to let M---- M---- know that he would not return to Venice,
he would recall his people, and we should then have the casino no
longer.  I knew, besides, that when the rough season came on it would
be impossible for me by myself to continue our voyages.

The first Monday in October, when the theatres are opened and masks
may be worn, I went to St. Francis to get my boat, and thence to
Muran for my mistress, afterwards making for the casino.  The nights
were now long enough for us to have ample time for enjoyment, so we
began by making an excellent supper, and then devoted ourselves to
the worship of Love and Sleep.  Suddenly, in the midst of a moment of
ecstasy, I heard a noise in the direction of the canal, which aroused
my suspicions, and I rushed to the window.  What was my astonishment
and anger to see a large boat taking mine in tow!  Nevertheless,
without giving way to my passion, I shouted to the robbers that I
would give them ten sequins if they would be kind enough to return me
my boat.

A shout of laughter was all the reply they made, and not believing
what I said they continued their course.  What was I to do?  I dared
not cry, "Stop thief!" and not being endued with the power of walking
on the water dry-footed, I could not give chase to the robbers.  I
was in the utmost distress, and for the moment M---- M---- shewed
signs of terror, for she did not see how I could remedy this
disaster.

I dressed myself hastily, giving no more thoughts to love, my only
comfort being that I had still two hours to get the indispensable
boat, should it cost me a hundred sequins.  I should have been in no
perplexity if I had been able to take one, but the gondoliers would
infallibly make proclamation over the whole of Muran that they had
taken a nun to such a convent, and all would have been lost.

The only way, then, that was open to me was either to buy a boat or
to steal one.  I put my pistols and dagger in my pocket, took some
money, and with an oar on my shoulder set out.

The robbers had filed the chain of my boat with a silent file; this I
could not do, and I could only reckon on having the good luck to find
a boat moored with cords.

Coming to the large bridge I saw boats and to spare, but there were
people on the quay, and I would not risk taking one.  Seeing a tavern
open at the end of the quay I ran like a madman, and asked if there
were any boatmen there; the drawer told me there were two, but that
they were drunk.  I came up to them, and said, "Who will take me to
Venice for eighty sous?"

"I," and "I"; and they began to quarrel as to who should go.  I
quieted them by giving forty sous to the more drunken of the two, and
I went out with the other.

As soon as we were on our way, I said,

"You are too drunk to take me, lend me your boat, and I will give it
you back to-morrow."

"I don't know you."

"I will deposit ten sequins, but your boat is not worth that.  Who
will be your surety?"

He took me back to the tavern, and the drawer went bail for him.
Well pleased, I took my man to the boat, and having furnished it with
a second oar and two poles he went away, chuckling at having made a
good bargain, while I was as glad to have had the worst of it.  I had
been an hour away, and on entering the casino found my dear M----
M---- in an agony, but as soon as she saw my beaming face all the
laughter came back on hers.  I took her to the convent, and then went
to St. Francis, where the keeper of the boathouse looked as if he
thought me a fool, when I told him that I had trucked away my boat
for the one I had with me.  I put on my mask, and went forthwith to
my lodging and to bed, for these annoyances had been too much for me.

About this time my destiny made me acquainted with a nobleman called
Mark Antony Zorzi, a man of parts and famous for his skill in writing
verses in the Venetian dialect.  Zorzi, who was very fond of the
play, and desired to offer a sacrifice to Thalia, wrote a comedy
which the audience took the liberty of hissing; but having persuaded
himself that his piece only failed through the conspiracies of the
Abbe Chiari, who wrote for the Theatre of St. Angelo, he declared
open war against all the abbe's plays.

I felt no reluctance whatever to visit M. Zorzi, for he possessed an
excellent cook and a charming wife.  He knew that I did not care for
Chiari as an author, and M. Zorzi had in his pay people who, without
pity, rhyme, or reason, hissed all the compositions of the
ecclesiastical playwright.  My part was to criticise them in hammer
verses--a kind of doggerel then much in fashion, and Zorzi took care
to distribute my lucubrations far and wide.  These manoeuvres made me
a powerful enemy in the person of M. Condulmer, who liked me none the
better for having all the appearance of being in high favour with
Madame Zorzi, to whom before my appearance he had paid diligent
court.  This M. Condulmer was to be excused for not caring for me,
for, having a large share in the St. Angelo Theatre, the failure of
the abbe's pieces was a loss to him, as the boxes had to be let at a
very low rent, and all men are governed by interested motives.

This M.  Condulmer was sixty years old, but with all the greenness of
youth he was still fond of women, gaming, and money, and he was, in
fact, a money-lender, but he knew how to pass for a saint, as he took
care to go to mass every morning at St. Mark's, and never omitted to
shed tears before the crucifix.  The following year he was made a
councillor, and in that capacity he was for eight months a State
Inquisitor.  Having thus attained this diabolically-eminent, or
eminently-diabolical, position, he had not much difficulty in shewing
his colleagues the necessity of putting me under The Leads as a
disturber of the peace of the Republic.  In the beginning of the
winter the astounding news of the treaty between France and Austria
was divulged--a treaty by which the political balance was entirely
readjusted, and which was received with incredulity by the Powers.
The whole of Italy had reason to rejoice, for the treaty guarded that
fair land from becoming the theatre of war on the slightest
difference which might arise between the two Powers.  What astonished
the most acute was that this wonderful treaty was conceived and
carried out by a young ambassador who had hitherto been famed only as
a wit.  The first foundations had been laid in 1750 by Madame de
Pompadour, Count Canes (who was created a prince), and M. l'Abbe de
Bernis, who was not known till the following year, when the king made
him ambassador to Venice.  The House of Bourbon and the House of
Hapsburg had been foes for two hundred and forty years when this
famous treaty was concluded, but it only lasted for forty years, and
it is not likely that any treaty will last longer between two courts
so essentially opposed to one another.

The Abbe de Bernis was created minister for foreign affairs some time
after the ratification of the treaty; three years after he re-
established the parliament, became a cardinal, was disgraced, and
finally sent to Rome, where he died.  'Mors ultimo linea rerum est'.

Affairs fell out as I had foreseen, for nine months after he left
Venice he conveyed to M---- M---- the news of his recall, though he
did it in the most delicate manner.  Nevertheless, M---- M---- felt
the blow so severely that she would very possibly have succumbed, had
I not been preparing her for it in every way I could think of  M. de
Bernis sent me all instructions.

He directed that all the contents of the casino should be sold and
the proceeds given to M---- M----, with the exception of the books
and prints which the housekeeper was ordered to bring to Paris.  It
was a nice breviary for a cardinal, but would to God they had nothing
worse!

Whilst M---- M---- abandoned herself to grief I carried out the
orders of M. de Bernis, and by the middle of January we had no longer
a casino.  She kept by her two thousand sequins and her pearls,
intending to sell them later on to buy herself an annuity.

We were now only able to see each other at the grating; and soon,
worn with grief, she fell dangerously ill, and on the 2nd of February
I recognized in her features the symptoms of approaching death.  She
sent me her jewel-case, with all her diamonds and nearly all her
money, all the scandalous books she possessed, and all her letters,
telling me that if she did not die I was to return her the whole, but
that all belonged to me if, as she thought, she should succumb to the
disease.  She also told me that C---- C---- was aware of her state,
and asked me to take pity on her and write to her, as my letters were
her only comfort, and that she hoped to have strength to read them
till her latest breath.

I burst into tears, for I loved her passionately, and I promised her
to come and live in Muran until she recovered her health.

Having placed the property in a gondola, I went to the Bragadin
Palace to deposit it, and then returned to Muran to get Laura to find
me a furnished room where I could live as I liked.  "I know of a good
room, with meals provided," she said; "you will be quite comfortable
and will get it cheaply, and if you like to pay in advance, you need
not even say who you are.  The old man to whom the house belongs
lives on the ground floor; he will give you all the keys and if you
like you need see no one."

She gave me the address, and I went there on the spot, and having
found everything to my liking I paid a month in advance and the thing
was done.  It was a little house at the end of a blind alley abutting
on the canal.  I returned to Laura's house to tell her that I wanted
a servant to get my food and to make my bed, and she promised to get
me one by the next day.

Having set all in order for my new lodging, I returned to Venice and
packed my mails as if I were about to make a long journey.  After
supper I took leave of M.  de Bragadin and of his two friends,
telling them that I was going to be away for several weeks on
important business.

Next day, going to my new room, I was surprised to find there Tonine,
Laura's daughter, a pretty girl not more than fifteen years old, who
told me with a blush, but with more spirit than I gave her credit
for, that she would serve me as well as her mother would have done.

I was in too much distress to thank Laura for this pretty present,
and I even determined that her daughter should not stay in my
service.  We know how much such resolutions are commonly worth.  In
the meanwhile I was kind to the girl: "I am sure," I said, "of your
goodwill, but I must talk to your mother.  I must be alone," I added,
"as I have to write all day, and I shall not take anything till the
evening."  She then gave me a letter, begging pardon for not having
given it me sooner.  "You must never forget to deliver messages,"
I said, "for if you had waited any longer before bringing me this
letter, it might have had the most serious consequences."  She
blushed, begged pardon, and went out of the room.  The letter was
from C---- C----, who told me that her friend was in bed, and that
the doctor had pronounced her illness to be fever.  I passed the rest
of the day in putting my room in order, and in writing to C---- C----
and her suffering friend.

Towards evening Tonine brought in the candles, and told me that my
supper was ready.  "Follow me," I said.  Seeing that she had only
laid supper for one--a pleasing proof of her modesty, I told her to
get another knife and fork, as I wished her always to take her meals
with me.  I can give no account of my motives.  I only wished to be
kind to her, and I did everything in good faith.  By and by, reader,
we shall see whether this is not one of the devices by which the
devil compasses his ends.

Not having any appetite, I ate little, but I thought everything good
with the exception of the wine; but Tonine promised to get some
better by the next day, and when supper was over she went to sleep in
the ante-room.

After sealing my letters, wishing to know whether the outer door was
locked, I went out and saw Tonine in bed, sleeping peacefully, or
pretending to do so.  I might have suspected her thoughts, but I had
never been in a similar situation, and I measured the extremity of my
grief by the indifference with which I looked at this girl; she was
pretty, but for all that I felt that neither she nor I ran any risk.

Next day, waking very early, I called her, and she came in neatly
dressed.  I gave her my letter to C---- C----, which enclosed the
letter to M---- M----, telling her to take it to her mother and then
to return to make my coffee.

"I shall dine at noon, Tonine," I said, "take care to get what is
necessary in good time."

"Sir, I prepared yesterday's supper myself, and if you like I can
cook all your meals."

"I am satisfied with your abilities, go on, and here is a sequin for
expenses."

"I still have a hundred and twenty sous remaining from the one you
gave me yesterday, and that will be enough."

"No, they are for yourself, and I shall give you as much every day."

Her delight was so great that I could not prevent her covering my
hand with kisses.  I took care to draw it back and not to kiss her in
return, for I felt as if I should be obliged to laugh, and this would
have dishonoured my grief.

The second day passed like the first.  Tonine was glad that I said no
more about speaking to her mother, and drew the conclusion that her
services were agreeable to me.  Feeling tired and weak, and fearing
that I should not wake early enough to send the letter to the
convent, but not wishing to rouse Tonine if she were asleep, I called
her softly.  She rose immediately and came into my room with nothing
on but a slight petticoat.  Pretending to see nothing, I gave her my
letter, and told her to take it to her mother in the morning before
she came into my room.  She went out, saying that my instructions
should be carried out, but as soon as she was gone I could not resist
saying to myself that she was very pretty; and I felt both sad and
ashamed at the reflection that this girl could very easily console
me.  I hugged my grief, and I determined to separate myself from a
being who made me forget it.

"In the morning," I said, "I will tell Laura to get me something less
seducing;" but the night brought counsel, and in the morning I put on
the armour of sophism, telling myself that my weakness was no fault
of the girl's, and that it would therefore be unjust to punish her
for it.  We shall see, dear reader, how all this ended.




CHAPTER XXIII

Continues the Preceding Chapter--M. M. Recovers--I Return to Venice--
Tonine Consoles Me--Decrease of My Love For M. M.--Doctor Righelini--
Curious Conversation With Him--How This Conversation Affected M. M.--
Mr. Murray Undeceived and Avenged


Tontine had what is called tact and common sense, and thinking these
qualities were required in our economy she behaved with great
delicacy, not going to bed before receiving my letters, and never
coming into my room except in a proper dress, and all this pleased
me.  For a fortnight M---- M---- was so ill that I expected every
moment to hear the news of her death.  On Shrove Tuesday C---- C----
wrote that her friend was not strong enough to read my letter, and
that she was going to receive 'extreme unction'.  This news so
shocked me that I could not rise, and passed the whole day in weeping
and writing, Tonine not leaving me till midnight.  I could not sleep.
On Ash Wednesday I got a letter, in which C---- C---- told me that
the doctor had no hopes for her friend, and that he only gave her a
fortnight to live.  A low fever was wasting her away, her weakness
was extreme, and she could scarcely swallow a little broth.  She had
also the misfortune to be harassed by her confessor, who made her
foretaste all the terrors of death.  I could only solace my grief by
writing, and Tonine now and again made bold to observe that I was
cherishing my grief, and that it would be the death of me.  I knew
myself that I was making my anguish more poignant, and that keeping
to my bed, continued writing, and no food, would finally drive me
mad.  I had told my grief to poor Tonine, whose chief duty was to
wipe away my tears.  She had compassion on me.

A few days later, after assuring C---- C---- that if our friend died
I should not survive her, I asked her to tell M---- M---- that if she
wanted me to take care of my life she must promise to let me carry
her off on her recovery.

"I have," I said, "four thousand sequins and her diamonds, which are
worth six thousand; we should, therefore, have a sufficient sum to
enable us to live honourably in any part of Europe."

C---- C---- wrote to me on the following day, and said that my
mistress, after hearing my letter read, had fallen into a kind of
convulsion, and, becoming delirious, she talked incessantly in French
for three whole hours in a fashion which would have made all the nuns
take to their heels, if they had understood her.  I was in despair,
and was nearly raving as wildly as my poor nun.  Her delirium lasted
three days, and as soon as she got back her reason she charged her
young friend to tell me that she was sure to get well if I promised
to keep to my word, and to carry her off as soon as her health would
allow.  I hastened to reply that if I lived she might be sure my
promise would be fulfilled.

Thus continuing to deceive each other in all good faith, we got
better, for every letter from C---- C----, telling me how the
convalescence of her friend was progressing, was to me as balm.  And
as my mind grew more composed my appetite also grew better, and my
health improving day by day, I soon, though quite unconsciously,
began to take pleasure in the simple ways of Tonine, who now never
left me at night before she saw that I was asleep.

Towards the end of March M---- M---- wrote to me herself, saying that
she believed herself out of danger, and that by taking care she hoped
to be able to leave her room after Easter.  I replied that I should
not leave Muran till I had the pleasure of seeing her at the grating,
where, without hurrying ourselves, we could plan the execution of our
scheme.

It was now seven weeks since M. de Bragadin had seen me, and thinking
that he would be getting anxious I resolved to go and see him that
very day.  Telling Tonine that I should not be back till the evening,
I started for Venice without a cloak, for having gone to Muran masked
I had forgotten to take one.  I had spent forty-eight days without
going out of my room, chiefly in tears and distress, and without
taking any food.  I had just gone through an experience which
flattered my self-esteem.  I had been served by a girl who would have
passed for a beauty anywhere in Europe.  She was gentle, thoughtful,
and delicate, and without being taxed with foppishness I think I may
say that, if she was not in love with me, she was at all events
inclined to please me to the utmost of her ability; for all that I
had been able to withstand her youthful charms, and I now scarcely
dreaded them.  Seeing her every day, I had dispersed my amorous
fancies, and friendship and gratitude seemed to have vanquished all
other feelings, for I was obliged to confess that this charming girl
had lavished on me the most tender and assiduous care.

She had passed whole nights on a chair by my bedside, tending me like
a mother, and never giving me the slightest cause for complaint.

Never had I given her a kiss, never had I allowed myself to undress
in her presence, and never (with one exception) had she come into my
room without being properly dressed.  For all that, I knew that I had
fought a battle, and I felt inclined to boast at having won the
victory.  There was only one circumstance that vexed me--namely, that
I was nearly certain that neither M. M. nor C. C. would consider such
continence to be within the bounds of possibility, if they heard of
it, and that Laura herself, to whom her daughter would tell the whole
story, would be sceptical, though she might out of kindness pretend
to believe it all.

I got to M. de Bragadin's just as the soup was being served.  He
welcomed me heartily, and was delighted at having foreseen that I
should thus surprise them.  Besides my two other old friends, there
were De la Haye, Bavois, and Dr. Righelini at table.

"What! you without a cloak!" said M. Dandolo.

"Yes," said I; "for having gone out with my mask on I forgot to
bring one:"

At this they laughed, and, without putting myself out, I sat down.
No one asked where I had been so long, for it was understood that
that question should be left to me to answer or not.  Nevertheless,
De la Haye, who was bursting with curiosity, could not refrain from
breaking some jests on me.

"You have got so thin," said he, "that uncharitable people will be
rather hard on you."

"I trust they will not say that I have been passing my time with the
Jesuits."

"You are sarcastic.  They may say, perhaps, that you have passed your
time in a hot-house under the influence of Mercury."

"Don't be afraid, sir, for to escape this hasty judgment I shall go
back this evening."

"No, no, I am quite sure you will not."

"Believe me, sir," said I, with a bantering tone, "that I deem your
opinion of too much consequence not to be governed by it."

Seeing that I was in earnest, my friends were angry with him; and the
Aristarchus was in some confusion.

Righelini, who was one of Murray's intimate friends, said to me in a
friendly way that he had been longing to tell Murray of my re-
appearance, and of the falsity of all the reports about me.

"We will go to sup with him," said I, "and I will return after
supper."

Seeing that M. de Bragadin and his two friends were uneasy about me,
I promised to dine with them on April 25th, St. Mark's Day.

As soon as Mr. Murray saw me, he fell on my neck and embraced me.  He
introduced me to his wife, who asked me to supper with great
politeness.  After Murray had told me the innumerable stories which
had been made about my disappearance, he asked me if I knew a little
story by the Abbe Chiari, which had come out at the end of the
carnival.  As I said that I knew nothing about it, he gave me a copy,
telling me that I should like it.  He was right.  It was a satire in
which the Zorzi clique was pulled to pieces, and in which I played a
very poor part.  I did not read it till some time after, and in the
mean time put it in my pocket.  After a very good supper I took a
gondola to return to Muran.

It was midnight and very dark, so that I did not perceive the gondola
to be ill covered and in wretched order.  A fine rain was falling
when I got in, and the drops getting larger I was soon wet to the
skin.  No great harm was done, as I was close to my quarters.  I
groped my way upstairs and knocked at the door of the ante-room,
where Tonine, who had not waited for me, was sleeping.
Awake in a moment she came to open the door in her smock, and without
a light.  As I wanted one, I told her to get the flint and steel,
which she did, warning me in a modest voice that she was not dressed.
"That's of no consequence," said I, "provided you are covered."  She
said no more, and soon lighted a candle, but she could not help
laughing when she saw me dripping wet.

"I only want you, my dear," said I, "to dry my hair."  She quickly
set to work with powder and powder-puff in hand, but her smock was
short and loose at the top, and I repented, rather too late, that I
had not given her time to dress.  I felt that all was lost, all the
more as having to use both her hands she could not hold her smock and
conceal two swelling spheres more seductive than the apples of the
Hesperides.  How could I help seeing them?  I shut my eyes and, said
"For shame!" but I gave in at last, and fixed such a hungry gaze upon
poor Tonine that she blushed.  "Come," said I, "take your smock
between your teeth and then I shall see no more."  But it was worse
than before, and I had only added fuel to the fire; for, as the veil
was short, I could see the bases and almost the frieze of two marble
columns; and at this sight I gave a voluptuous cry.  Not knowing how
to conceal everything from my gaze, Tonine let herself fall on the
sofa, and I, my passions at fever-heat, stood beside her, not knowing
what to do.

"Well," she said, "shall I go and dress myself and then do your
hair?"

"No, come and sit on my knee, and cover my eyes with your hands."
She came obediently, but the die was cast, and my resistance
overcome.  I clasped her between my arms, and without any more
thoughts of playing at blind man's buff I threw her on the bed and
covered her with kisses.  And as I swore that I would always love
her, she opened her arms to receive me in a way that shewed how long
she had been waiting for this moment.

I plucked the rose, and then, as ever, I thought it the rarest I had
ever gathered since I had laboured in the harvest of the fruitful
fields of love.

When I awoke in the morning I found myself more deeply in love with
Tonine than I had been with any other woman.  She had got up without
waking me, but as soon as she heard me stirring she came, and I
tenderly chid her for not waiting for me to give her good morrow.
Without answering she gave me M---- M---- 's letter.  I thanked her,
but putting the letter on one side I took her in my arms, and set her
by my side.  "What a wonder!" cried Tonine.  "You are not in a hurry
to read that letter!  Faithless man, why did you not let me cure you
six weeks ago.  How lucky I am; thanks to the rain!  I do not blame
you, dear, but love me as you love her who writes to you every day,
and I shall be satisfied."

"Do you know who she is?"

"She lives in a boarding-house, and is as beautiful as an angel; but
she is there, and I am here.  You are my master, and I will be your
servant as long as you like."

I was glad to leave her in error, and swore an ever-lasting love; but
during our conversation she had let herself drop down in the bottom
of the bed, and I entreated her to lie down again; but she said that
on the contrary it was time for me to get up for dinner, for she
wanted to give me a dainty meal cooked in the Venetian manner.

"Who is the cook?" said I.

"I am, and I have been using all my skill on it since five, when I
got up."

"What time is it now, then?"

"Past one."

The girl astonished me.  She was no longer the shy Tonine of last
night; she had that exultant air which happiness bestows, and the
look of pleasure which the delights of love give to a young beauty.
I could not understand how I had escaped from doing homage to her
beauty when I first saw her at her mother's house.  But I was then
too deeply in love with C---- C----; I was in too great distress;
and, moreover, Tonine was then unformed.  I got up, and making her
bring me a cup of coffee I asked her to keep the dinner back for a
couple of hours.

I found M---- M----'s letter affectionate, but not so interesting as
it would have been the day before.  I set myself to answer it, and
was almost thunderstruck to find the task, for the first time, a
painful one.  However, my short journey to Venice supplied me with
talk which covered four pages.

I had an exquisite dinner with my charming Tonine.  Looking at her as
at the same time my wife, my mistress, and my housekeeper, I was
delighted to find myself made happy at such a cheap rate.  We spent
the whole day at the table talking of our love, and giving each other
a thousand little marks of it; for there is no such rich and pleasant
matter for conversation as when they who talk are parties to an
amorous suit.  She told with charming simplicity that she knew
perfectly well that she could not make me amorous of her, because I
loved another, and that her only hope was therefore in a surprise,
and that she had foreseen the happy moment when I told her that she
need not dress herself to light a candle.

Tonine was naturally quick-witted, but she did not know either how to
read or to write.  She was enchanted to see herself become rich (for
she thought herself so) without a soul at Muran being able to breathe
a word against her honour.  I passed three weeks in the company of
this delightful girl--weeks which I still reckon among the happiest
of my life; and what embitters my old age is that, having a heart as
warm as ever, I have no longer the strength necessary to secure a
single day as blissful as those which I owed to this charming girl.

Towards the end of April I saw M. M. at the grating, looking thin and
much changed, but out of danger.  I therefore returned to Venice.  In
my interview, calling my attachment and tender feelings to my aid, I
succeeded in behaving myself in such wise that she could not possibly
detect the change which a new love had worked in my heart.  I shall
be, I trust, easily believed when I say that I was not imprudent
enough to let her suspect that I had given up the idea of escaping
with her, upon which she counted more than ever.  I was afraid lest
she should fall ill again, if I took this hope away from her.  I kept
my casino, which cost me little, and as I went to see M. M. twice a
week I slept there on those occasions, and made love with my dashing
Tonine.

Having kept my word with my friends by dining with them on St. Mark's
Day, I went with Dr. Righelini to the parlour of the Vierges to see
the taking of the veil.

The Convent of the Vierges is within the jurisdiction of the Doge,
whom the nuns style "Most Serene Father."  They all belong to the
first families in Venice.

While I was praising the beauty of Mother M---- E----- to Dr.
Righelini, he whispered to me that he could get her me for a money
payment, if I were curious in the matter.  A hundred sequins for her
and ten sequins for the go-between was the price fixed on.  He
assured me that Murray had had her, and could have her again.  Seeing
my surprise, he added that there was not a nun whom one could not
have by paying for her: that Murray had the courage to disburse five
hundred sequins for a nun of Muran--a rare beauty, who was afterwards
the mistress of the French ambassador.

Though my passion for M---- M---- was on the wane, I felt my heart
gripped as by a hand of ice, and it was with the greatest difficulty
that I made no sign.  Notwithstanding, I took the story for an
atrocious calumny, but yet the matter was too near my heart for me to
delay in bringing it to light at the earliest opportunity.  I
therefore replied to Righelini in the calmest manner possible, that
one or two nuns might be had for money, but that it could happen very
rarely on account of the difficulties in most convents.

"As for the nun of Muran, justly famous for her beauty, if she be
M---- M----, nun of the convent..., I not only disbelieve that Murray
ever had her, but I am sure she was never the French ambassador's
mistress.  If he knew her it could only have been at the grating,
where I really cannot say what happens."

Righelini, who was an honourable and spirited man, answered me coldly
that the English ambassador was a man of his word, and that he had
the story from his own lips.

"If Mr. Murray," he continued, "had not told it me under the seal of
secrecy I would make him tell it you himself.  I shall be obliged if
you will take care that he never knows I told you of it."

"You may rely on my discretion."

The same evening, supping at Murray's casino with Righelini, having
the matter at heart, and seeing before me the two men who could clear
up everything to my satisfaction, I began to speak with enthusiasm of
the beauty of M---- E----, whom I had seen at the Vierges.

Here the ambassador struck in, taking the ball on the hop:

"Between friends," said he, "you can get yourself the enjoyment of
those charms, if you are willing to sacrifice a sum of money--not too
much, either, but you must have the key."

"Do you think you have it?"

"No, I am sure; and had less trouble than you might suppose."

"If you are sure; I congratulate you, and doubt no more.  I envy your
fortune, for I don't believe a more perfect beauty could be found in
all the convents of Venice."

"There you are wrong.  Mother M---- M----, at ---- in Muran, is
certainly handsomer."

"I have heard her talked of and I have seen her once, but I do not
think it possible that she can be procured for money."

"I think so," said he, laughing, "and when I think I mostly have good
reasons."

"You surprise me; but all the same I don't mind betting you are
deceived."

"You would lose.  As you have only seen her once, I suppose you would
not recognize her portrait?"

"I should, indeed, as her face left a strong impression on my mind."

"Wait a minute."

He got up from the table, went out, and returned a minute after with
a box containing eight or ten miniatures, all in the same style,
namely, with hair in disorder and bare necks.

"These," said I, "are rare charms, with which you have doubtless a
near acquaintance?"

"Yes, and if you recognize any of them be discreet."

"You need not be afraid.  Here are three I recognize, and this looks
like M---- M----; but confess that you may have been deceived--at
least, that you did not have her in the convent or here, for there
are women like her."

"Why do you think I have been deceived?  I have had her here in her
religious habit, and I have spent a whole night with her; and it was
to her individually that I sent a purse containing five hundred
sequins.  I gave fifty to the good procurer."

"You have, I suppose, visited her in the parlour, after having her
here?"

"No, never, as she was afraid her titular lover might hear of it.
You know that was the French ambassador."

"But she only saw him in the parlour;"

"She used to go to his house in secular dress whenever he wanted her.
I was told that by the man who brought her here."

"Have you had her several times?"

"Only once and that was enough, but I can have her whenever I like
for a hundred sequins."

"All that may be the truth, but I would wager five hundred sequins
that you have been deceived."

"You shall have your answer in three days."

I was perfectly certain, I repeat, that the whole affair was a piece
of knavery; but it was necessary to have it proved, and I shuddered
when the thought came into my head that after all it might be a true
story.  In this case I should have been freed from a good many
obligations, but I was strongly persuaded of her innocence.  At all
events, if I were to find her guilty (which was amongst possible
occurrences), I resigned myself to lose five hundred sequins as the
price of this horrible discovery and addition to my experience of
life.  I was full of restless anguish--the worst, perhaps, of the
torments of the mind.  If the honest Englishman had been the victim
of a mystification, or rather knavery, my regard for M---- M----'s
honour compelled me to find a way to undeceive him without
compromising her; and such was my plan, and thus fortune favoured me.
Three or four days after, Mr. Murray told the doctor that he wished
to see me.  We went to him, and he greeted me thus:

"I have won; for a hundred sequins I can have the fair nun!

"Alas!" said I, "there go my five hundred sequins."

"No, not five hundred, my dear fellow, for I should be ashamed to win
so much of you, but the hundred she would cost me.  If I win, you
shall pay for my pleasure, and if I lose I shall give her nothing."

"How is the problem to be solved?"  "My Mercury tells me that we must
wait for a day when masks are worn.  He is endeavouring at present to
find out a way to convince both of us; for otherwise neither you nor
I would feel compelled to pay the wager, and if I really have M. M.
my honour would not allow me to let her suspect that I had betrayed
the secret."

"No, that would be an unpardonable crime.  Hear my plan, which will
satisfy us both; for after it has been carried out each of us will be
sure that he has fairly won or fairly lost.

"As soon as you have possessed yourself of the real or pretended nun,
leave her on some pretext, and meet me in a place to be agreed upon.
We will then go together to the convent, and I will ask for M. M.

"Will seeing her and speaking to her convince you that the woman you
have left at home is a mere impostor?"

"Perfectly, and I shall pay my wager with the greatest willingness."

"I may say the same.  If, when I summon M. M. to the parlour, the
lay-sister tells us she is ill or busy, we will go, and the wager
will be yours; you will sup with the fair, and I will go elsewhere."

"So be it; but since all this will be at nighttime, it is possible
that when you ask for her, the sister will tell you that no one can
be seen at such an hour."

"Then I shall lose."

"You are quite sure, then, that if she be in the convent she will
come down?"

"That's my business.  I repeat, if you don't speak to her, I shall
hold myself to have lost a hundred sequins, or a thousand if you
like."

"One can't speak plainer than that, my dear fellow, and I thank you
beforehand."

"The only thing I ask you is to come sharp to time; and not to come
too late for a convent."

"Will an hour after sunset suit you?"

"Admirably."

"I shall also make it my business to compel my masked mistress to
stop where she is, even though it be M. M. herself."

"Some won't have long to wait, if you will take her to a casino which
I myself possess at Muran, and where I secretly keep a girl of whom I
am amorous.  I will take care that she shall not be there on the
appointed day, and I will give you the key of the casino.  I shall
also see that you find a delicate cold supper ready."

"That is admirable, but I must be able to point out the place to my
Mercury."

"True!  I will give you a supper to-morrow, the greatest secrecy to
be observed between us.  We will go to my casino in a gondola, and
after supper we will go out by the street door; thus you will know
the way by land and water.  You will only have to tell the procurer
the name of the canal and of the house, and on the day fixed you
shall have the key.  You will only find there an old man who lives on
the ground floor, and he will see neither those who go out nor those
who come in.  My sweetheart will see nothing and will not be seen;
and all, trust me, will turn out well."

"I begin to think that I have lost my bet," said the Englishman, who
was delighted with the plan; "but it matters not, I can gaily
encounter either loss or gain."  We made our appointment for the next
day, and separated.

On the following morning I went to Muran to warn Tonine that I was
going to sup with her, and to bring two of my friends; and as my
English friend paid as great court to Bacchus as to Cupid, I took
care to send my little housekeeper several bottles of excellent wine.

Charmed with the prospect of doing the honours of the table, Tonine
only asked me if my friends would go away after supper.  I said yes,
and this reply made her happy; she only cared for the dessert.

After leaving her I went to the convent and passed an hour with M. M.
in the parlour.  I was glad to see that she was getting back her
health and her beauty every day, and having complimented her upon it
I returned to Venice.  In the evening my two friends kept their
appointments to the minute, and we went to my little casino at two
hours after sunset.

Our supper was delicious, and my Tonine charmed me with the
gracefulness of her carriage.  I was delighted to see Righelini
enchanted, and the ambassador dumb with admiration.  When I was in
love I did not encourage my friends to cajole my sweetheart, but I
became full of complaisance when time had cooled the heat of my
passion.

We parted about midnight, and having taken Mr.  Murray to the spot
where I was to wait for him on the day of trial, I returned to
compliment my charming Tonine as she deserved.  She praised my two
friends, and could not express her surprise at seeing our English
friend going away, fresh and nimble on his feet, notwithstanding his
having emptied by himself six bottles of my best wine.  Murray looked
like a fine Bacchus after Rubens.

On Whit Sunday Righelini came to tell me that the English ambassador
had made all arrangements with the pretended procurer of M. M. for
Whit Tuesday.  I gave him the keys of my abode at Muran, and told him
to assure Murray that I would keep the appointment at the exact time
arranged upon.

My impatience brought on palpitation of the heart, which was
extremely painful, and I passed the two nights without closing an
eye; for although I was convinced of M---- M----'s innocence, my
agitation was extreme.  But whence all this anxiety?  Merely from a
desire to see the ambassador undeceived.  M. M. must in his eyes have
seemed a common prostitute, and the moment in which he would be
obliged to confess himself the victim of roguery would re-establish
the honour of the nun.

Mr. Murray was as impatient as myself, with this difference, that
whereas he, looking upon the adventure as a comic one, only laughed,
I who found it too tragic shuddered with indignation.

On Tuesday morning I went to Muran to tell Tonine to get a cold
supper after my instruction, to lay the table for two, to get wax
lights ready, and having sent in several bottles of wine I bade her
keep to the room occupied by the old landlord, and not to come out
till the people who were coming in the evening were gone.  She
promised to do so, and asked no questions.  After leaving her I went
to the convent parlour, and asked to see M---- M----.  Not expecting
to see me, she asked me why I had not gone to the pageant of the
Bucentaur, which, the weather being favourable, would set out on this
day.  I do not know what I answered, but I know that she found my
words little to the purpose.  I came at last to the important point,
and told her I was going to ask a favour of her, on which my peace of
mind depended, but which she must grant blindly without asking any
questions.

"Tell me what I am to do, sweetheart," said she, "and be sure I will
refuse nothing which may be in my power."

"I shall be here this evening an hour after sunset, and ask for you
at this grating; come.  I shall be with another man, to whom I beg of
you to say a few words of politeness; you can then leave us.  Let us
find some pretext to justify the unseasonable hour."

"I will do what you ask, but you cannot imagine how troublesome it is
in a convent, for at six o'clock the parlours are shut up and the
keys are taken to the abbess' room.  However, as you only want me for
five minutes, I will tell the abbess that I am expecting a letter
from my brother, and that it can be sent to me on this evening only.
You must give me a letter that the nun who will be with me may be
able to say that I have not been guilty of deception."

"You will not come alone, then?"

"I should not dare even to ask for such a privilege."

"Very good, but try to come with some old nun who is short-sighted."

"I will keep the light in the background."

"Pray do not do so, my beloved; on the contrary, place it so that you
may be distinctly seen."

"All this is very strange, but I have promised passive obedience, and
I will come down with two lights.  May I hope that you will explain
this riddle to me at your next interview?"

"By to-morrow, at latest, you shall know the whole story."

"My curiosity will prevent me from sleeping."

"Not so, dear heart; sleep peacefully, and be sure of my gratitude."

The reader will think that after this conversation my heart was
perfectly at rest; but how far was I from resting!  I returned to
Venice, tortured lest I should be told in the evening at the door of
the cathedral, where we were to meet, that the nun had been obliged
to put off her appointment.  If that had happened, I should not have
exactly suspected M---- M----, but the ambassador would have thought
that I had caused the scheme to miscarry.  It is certain that in that
case I should not have taken my man to the parlour, but should have
gone there sadly by myself.

I passed the whole day in these torments, thinking it would never
come to an end, and in the evening I put a letter in my pocket, and
went to my post at the hour agreed upon.

Fortunately, Murray kept the appointment exactly.

"Is the nun there?" said I, as soon as he was near me.

"Yes, my dear fellow.  We will go, if you like, to the parlour; but
you will find that we shall be told she is ill or engaged.  If you
like, the bet shall be off."

"God forbid, my dear fellow!  I cling to that hundred ducats.  Let us
be gone."

We presented ourselves at the wicket, and I asked for M---- M----,
and the doorkeeper made me breathe again by saying that I was
expected.  I entered the parlour with my English friend, and saw that
it was lighted by four candles.  I cannot recall these moments
without being in love with life.  I take note not only of my noble
mistress's innocence, but also of the quickness of her wit.  Murray
remained serious, without a smile on his face.  Full of grace and
beauty, M---- M---- came into the room with a lay-sister, each of
them holding a candlestick.  She paid me a compliment in good French;
I gave her the letter, and looking at the address and the seal she
put it in her pocket.  After thanking me and saying she would reply
in due course, she turned towards my companion:

"I shall, perhaps, make you lose the first act of the opera," said
she.

"The pleasure of seeing you, madam, is worth all the operas in the
world."

"You are English, I think?"

"Yes, madam."

"The English are now the greatest people in the world, because they
are free and powerful.  Gentlemen, I wish you a very good evening."

I had never seen M---- M---- looking so beautiful as then, and I went
out of the parlour ablaze with love, and glad as I had never been
before.  I walked with long strides towards my casino, without taking
notice of the ambassador, who did not hurry himself in following me;
I waited for him at my door.

"Well," said I, "are you convinced now that you have been cheated?"

"Be quiet, we have time enough to talk about that.  Let us go
upstairs."

"Shall I come?"

"Do.  What do you think I could do by myself for four hours with that
creature who is waiting for me?  We will amuse ourselves with her."

"Had we not better turn her out?"

"No; her master is coming for her at two o'clock in the morning.  She
would go and warn him, and he would escape my vengeance.  We will
throw them both out of the window."

"Be moderate, for M---- M----s honour depends on the secrecy we
observe.  Let us go upstairs.  We shall have some fun.  I should like
to see the hussy."

Murray was the first to enter the room.  As soon as the girl saw me,
she threw her handkerchief over her face, and told the ambassador
that such behaviour was unworthy of him.  He made no answer.  She was
not so tall as M---- M----, and she spoke bad French.

Her cloak and mask were on the bed, but she was dressed as a nun.  As
I wanted to see her face, I politely asked her to do me the favour of
shewing it.

"I don't know you," said she; "who are you?"

"You are in my house, and don't know who I am?"

"I am in your house because I have been betrayed.  I did not think
that I should have to do with a scoundrel."

At this word Murray commanded her to be silent, calling her by the
name of her honourable business; and the slut got up to take her
cloak, saying she would go.  Murray pushed her back, and told her
that she would have to wait for her worthy friend, warning her to
make no noise if she wanted to keep out of prison.

"Put me in prison!"

With this she directed her hand towards her dress, but I rushed
forward and seized one hand while Murray mastered the other.  We
pushed her back on a chair while we possessed ourselves of the
pistols she carried in her pockets.

Murray tore away the front of her holy habit, and I extracted a
stiletto eight inches long, the false nun weeping bitterly all the
time.

"Will you hold your tongue, and keep quiet till Capsucefalo comes,"
said the ambassador, "or go to prison?"

"If I keep quiet what will become of me?"

"I promise to let you go."

"With him?"

"Perhaps."

"Very well, then, I will keep quiet."

"Have you got any more weapons?"

Hereupon the slut took off her habit and her petticoat, and if we had
allowed her she would have soon been in a state of nature, no doubt
in the expectation of our passions granting what our reason refused.
I was much astonished to find in her only a false resemblance to
M.M.  I remarked as much to the ambassador, who agreed with me, but
made me confess that most men, prepossessed with the idea that they
were going to see M. M., would have fallen into the same trap.  In
fact, the longing to possess one's self of a nun who has renounced
all the pleasures of the world, and especially that of cohabitation
with the other sex, is the very apple of Eve, and is more delightful
from the very difficulty of penetrating the convent grating.

Few of my readers will fail to testify that the sweetest pleasures
are those which are hardest to be won, and that the prize, to obtain
which one would risk one's life, would often pass unnoticed if it
were freely offered without difficulty or hazard.

In the following chapter, dear reader, you will see the end of this
farcical adventure.  In the mean time, let us take a little breath.




CHAPTER XXIV

Pleasant Ending of the Adventure of the False Nun--M. M. Finds Out
That I Have d Mistress--She is Avenged on the Wretch Capsucefalo--
I Ruin Myself at Play, and at the Suggestion of M. M. I Sell all Her
Diamonds, One After Another--I Hand Over Tonine to Murray, Who Makes
Provision for Her--Her Sister Barberine Takes Her Place.


How did you make this nice acquaintance?" I asked the ambassador.

"Six months ago," he replied, "while standing at the convent gate
with Mr. Smith, our consul, in whose company I had been to see some
ceremony or other, I remarked to him, as we were talking over some
nuns we had noticed, 'I would gladly give five hundred sequins for a
few hours of Sister M---- M----s company.'  Count Capsucefalo heard
what I said, but made no remark.  Mr. Smith answered that one could
only see her at the grating as did the ambassador of France, who
often came to visit her.  Capsucefalo called on me the next morning,
and said that if I had spoken in good faith he was sure he could get
me a night with the nun in whatever place I liked, if she could count
on my secrecy. 'I have just been speaking to her,' said he, 'and on
my mentioning your name she said she had noticed you with Mr. Smith,
and vowed she would sup with you more for love than money.  'I,' said
the rascal, 'am the only man she trusts, and I take her to the French
ambassador's casino in Venice whenever she wants to go there.  You
need not be afraid of being cheated, as you will give the money to
her personally when you have possessed yourself of her.'  With this
he took her portrait from his pocket and shewed it me; and here it
is.  I bought it of him two days after I believed myself to have
spent a night with the charming nun, and a fortnight after our
conversation.  This beauty here came masked in a nun's habit, and I
was fool enough to think I had got a treasure.  I am vexed with
myself for not having suspected the cheat--at all events, when I saw
her hair, as I know that nuns' hair should be cut short.  But when I
said something about it to the hussy, she told me they were allowed
to keep their hair under their caps, and I was weak enough to believe
her."

I knew that on this particular Murray had not been deceived, but I
did not feel compelled to tell him so then and there.

I held the portrait Murray had given me in my hand, and compared it
with the face before me.  In the portrait the breast was bare, and as
I was remarking that painters did those parts as best they could, the
impudent wench seized the opportunity to shew me that the miniature
was faithful to nature.  I turned my back upon her with an expression
of contempt which would have mortified her, if these creatures were
ever capable of shame.  As we talked things over, I could not help
laughing at the axiom, Things which are equal to the same thing are
equal to one another, for the miniature was like M. M. and like the
courtezan, and yet the two women were not like each other.  Murray
agreed with me, and we spent an hour in a philosophical discussion on
the matter.  As the false M. M. was named Innocente, we expressed a
wish to know how her name agreed with her profession, and how the
knave had induced her to play the part she had taken; and she told us
the following story:

"I have known Count Capsucefalo for two years, and have found him
useful, for, though he has given me no money, he has made me profit
largely through the people he has introduced to me.  About the end of
last autumn he came to me one day, and said that if I could make up
as a nun with some clothes he would get me, and in that character
pass a night with an Englishman, I should be the better by five
hundred sequins.  'You need not be afraid of anything,' said he, 'as
I myself will take you to the casino where the dupe will be awaiting
you, and I will come and take you back to your imaginary convent
towards the end of the night.  He shewed me how I must behave, and
told me what to reply if my lover asked any questions about the
discipline of the convent.

"I liked the plot, gentlemen, and I told him I was ready to carry it
out.  And be pleased to consider that there are not many women of my
profession who would hesitate over a chance of getting five hundred
sequins.  Finding the scheme both agreeable and profitable, I
promised to play my part with the greatest skill.  The bargain was
struck, and he gave me full instructions as to my dialogue.  He told
me that the Englishman could only talk about my convent and any
lovers I might have had; that on the latter point I was to cut him
short, and to answer with a laugh that I did not know what he was
talking about, and even to tell him that I was a nun in appearance
only, and that in the course of toying I might let him see my hair.
'That,' said Capsucefalo, 'won't prevent him from thinking you a nun
--yes! and the very nun he is amorous of, for he will have made up
his mind that you cannot possibly be anyone else.'  Seizing the point
of the jest, I did not take the trouble to find out the name of the
nun I was to represent, nor the convent whence I was to come; the
only thing in my head was the five hundred sequins.  So little have I
troubled about aught else that, though I passed a delicious night
with you, and found you rather worthy of being paid for than paying,
I have not ascertained who and what you are, and I don't know at this
moment to whom I am speaking.  You know what a night I had; I have
told you it was delicious, and I was happy in the idea that I was
going to have another.  You have found everything out.  I am sorry,
but I am not afraid of anything, since I can put on any disguise I
like, and can't prevent my lovers taking me for a saint if they like
to do so.  You have found weapons in my possession, but everyone is
allowed to bear arms in self-defence.  I plead not guilty on all
counts."

"Do you know me?" said I.

"No, but I have often seen you passing under my window.  I live at
St. Roch, near the bridge."

The way in which the woman told her yarn convinced us that she was an
adept in the science of prostitution, but we thought Capsucefalo, in
spite of the count, worthy of the pillory.  The girl was about ten
years older than M. M., she was pretty, but light-complexioned, while
my beautiful nun had fine dark brown hair and was at least three
inches taller.

After twelve o'clock we sat down to supper, and did honour to the
excellent meal which my dear Antoinette had prepared for us.  We were
cruel enough to leave the poor wretch without offering her so much as
a glass of wine, but we thought it our duty.

While we were talking, the jolly Englishman made some witty comments
on my eagerness to convince him that he had not enjoyed M. M.'s
favours.

"I can't believe," said he, "that you have shewn so much interest
without being in love with the divine nun."

I answered by saying that if I were her lover I was much to be pitied
in being condemned to go to the parlour, and no farther.

"I would gladly give a hundred guineas a month," said he, "to have
the privilege of visiting her at the grating."

So saying he gave me my hundred sequins, complimenting me on my
success, and I slipped them forthwith into my pocket.

At two o'clock in the morning we heard a soft knock on the street
door.

"Here is our friend," I said, "be discreet, and you will see that he
will make a full confession."

He came in and saw Murray and the lady, but did not discover that a
third party was present till he heard the ante-room door being
locked.  He turned round and saw me, and as he knew me, merely said,
without losing countenance:

"Ah, you are here; you know, of course, that the secret must be
kept?"

Murray laughed and calmly asked him to be seated, and he enquired,
with the lady's pistols in his hands, where he was going to take her
before day-break.

"Home."

"I think you may be mistaken, as it is very possible that when you
leave this place you will both of you be provided with a bed in
prison."

"No, I am not afraid of that happening; the thing would make too much
noise, and the laugh would not be on your side.  Come," said he to
his mate, "put on your cloak and let us be off."

The ambassador, who like an Englishman kept quite cool the whole
time, poured him out a glass of Chambertin, and the blackguard drank
his health.  Murray seeing he had on a fine ring set with brilliants,
praised it, and shewing some curiosity to see it more closely he drew
it off the fellow's finger, examined it, found it without flaw, and
asked how much it was worth.  Capsucefalo, a little taken aback, said
it cost him four hundred sequins.

"I will hold it as a pledge for that sum," said the ambassador,
putting the ring into his pocket.  The other looked chop-fallen, and
Murray laughing at his retiring manners told the girl to put on her
cloak and to pack off with her worthy acolyte.  She did so directly,
and with a low bow they disappeared.

"Farewell, nun procurer!" said the ambassador, but the count made no
answer.

As soon as they were gone I thanked Murray warmly for the moderation
he had shewn, as a scandal would have only injured three innocent
people.

"Be sure," said he, "that the guilty parties shall be punished
without anyone's knowing the reason"

I then made Tonine come upstairs, and my English friend offered her a
glass of wine, which she declined with much modesty and politeness.
Murray looked at her with flaming glances, and left after giving me
his heartiest thanks.

Poor little Tonine had been resigned, and obedient for many hours,
and she had good cause to think I had been unfaithful to her;
however, I gave her the most unmistakable proofs of my fidelity.  We
stayed in bed for six hours, and rose happy in the morning.

After dinner I hurried off to my noble M---- M----, and told her the
whole story.  She listened eagerly, her various feelings flitting
across her face.  Fear, anger, wrath, approval of my method of
clearing up my natural suspicions, joy at discovering me still her
lover--all were depicted in succession in her glance, and in the play
of her features, and in the red and white which followed one another
on her cheeks and forehead.  She was delighted to hear that the
masker who was with me in the parlour was the English ambassador, but
she became nobly disdainful when I told her that he would gladly give
a hundred guineas a month for the pleasure of visiting her in the
parlour.  She was angry with him for fancying that she had been in
his power, and for finding a likeness between her and a portrait,
when, so she said, there was no likeness at all; I had given her the
portrait.  She added, with a shrewd smile, that she was sure I had
not let my little maid see the false nun, as she might have been
mistaken.

"You know, do you, that I have a young servant?"

"Yes, and a pretty one, too.  She is Laura's daughter, and if you
love her I am very glad, and so is C---- C----.  I hope you will let
me have a sight of her.  C---- C---- has seen her before."

As I saw that she knew too much for me to be able to deceive her, I
took my cue directly and told her in detail the history of my amours.
She shewed her satisfaction too openly not to be sincere.  Before I
left her she said her honour obliged her to get Capsucefalo
assassinated, for the wretch had wronged her beyond pardon.  By way
of quieting her I promised that if the ambassador did not rid us of
him within the week I would charge myself with the execution of our
common vengeance.

About this time died Bragadin the procurator, brother of my patron,
leaving M. de Bragadin sufficiently well off.  However, as the family
threatened to become extinct, he desired a woman who had been his
mistress, and of whom he had had a natural son, to become his wife.
By this marriage the son would have become legitimate, and the family
renewed again.  The College of Cardinals would have recognized the
wife for a small fee, and all would have gone admirably.

The woman wrote to me, asking me to call on her; and I was going to,
curious to know what a woman, whom I did not know from Adam, could
want with me, when I received a summons from M. de Bragadin.  He
begged me to ask Paralis if he ought to follow De la Haye's advice in
a matter he had promised not to confide to me, but of which the
oracle must be informed.  The oracle, naturally opposed to the
Jesuit, told him to consult his own feelings and nothing else.  After
this I went to the lady.

She began by telling me the whole story.  She introduced her son to
me, and told me that if the marriage could be performed, a deed would
be delivered in my favour by which, at the death of M. de Bragadin,
I should become entitled to an estate worth five thousand crowns per
annum.

As I guessed without much trouble that this was the same matter which
De la Haye had proposed to M.  de Bragadin, I answered without
hesitation that since De la Haye was before me I could do nothing,
and thereupon made her my bow.

I could not help wondering at this Jesuit's continually intriguing to
marry my old friends without my knowledge.  Two years ago, if I had
not set my face against it, he would have married M. Dandolo.  I
cared not a whit whether the family of Bragadin became extinct or
not, but I did care for the life of my benefactor, and was quite sure
that marriage would shorten it by many years; he was already sixty-
three, and had recovered from a serious apoplectic stroke.

I went to dine with Lady Murray (English-women who are daughters of
lords keep the title), and after dinner the ambassador told me that
he had told M. Cavalli the whole story of the false nun, and that the
secretary had informed him, the evening before, that everything had
been done to his liking.  Count Capsucefalo had been sent to
Cephalonia, his native country, with the order never to return to
Venice, and the courtezan had disappeared.

The fine part, or rather the fearful part, about these sentences is
that no one ever knows the reason why or wherefore, and that the lot
may fall on the innocent as well as the guilty.  M. M. was delighted
with the event, and I was more pleased than she, for I should have
been sorry to have been obliged to soil my hands with the blood of
that rascally count.

There are seasons in the life of men which may be called 'fasti' and
'nefasti'; I have proved this often in my long career, and on the
strength of the rubs and struggles I have had to encounter.  I am
able, as well as any man, to verify the truth of this axiom.  I had
just experienced a run of luck.  Fortune had befriended me at play, I
had been happy in the society of men, and from love I had nothing to
ask; but now the reverse of the medal began to appear.  Love was
still kind, but Fortune had quite left me, and you will soon see,
reader, that men used me no better than the blind goddess.
Nevertheless, since one's fate has phases as well as the moon, good
follows evil as disasters succeed to happiness.

I still played on the martingale, but with such bad luck that I was
soon left without a sequin.  As I shared my property with M. M. I was
obliged to tell her of my losses, and it was at her request that I
sold all her diamonds, losing what I got for them; she had now only
five hundred sequins by her.  There was no more talk of her escaping
from the convent, for we had nothing to live on!  I still gamed, but
for small stakes, waiting for the slow return of good luck.

One day the English ambassador, after giving me a supper at his
casino with the celebrated Fanny Murray, asked me to let him sup at
my casino at Muran, which I now only kept up for the sake of Tonine.
I granted him the favour, but did not imitate his generosity.  He
found my little mistress smiling and polite, but always keeping
within the bounds of decency, from which he would have very willingly
excused her.  The next morning he wrote to me as follows:

"I am madly in love with Tonine.  If you like to hand her over to me
I will make the following provision for her: I will set her up in a
suitable lodging which I will furnish throughout, and which I will
give to her with all its contents, provided that I may visit her
whenever I please, and that she gives me all the rights of a
fortunate lover.  I will give her a maid, a cook, and thirty sequins
a month as provision for two people, without reckoning the wine,
which I will procure myself.  Besides this I will give her a life
income of two hundred crowns per annum, over which she will have full
control after living with me for a year.  I give you a week to send
your answer."

I replied immediately that I would let him know in three days whether
his proposal were accepted, for Tonine had a mother of whom she was
fond, and she would possibly not care to do anything without her
consent.  I also informed him that in all appearance the girl was
with child.

The business was an important one for Tonine.  I loved her, but I
knew perfectly well that we could not pass the rest of our lives
together, and I saw no prospect of being able to make her as good a
provision as that offered by the ambassador.  Consequently I had no
doubts on the question, and the very same day I went to Muran and
told her all.

"You wish to leave me, then," said she, in tears.

"I love you, dearest, and what I propose ought to convince you of my
love."

"Not so; I cannot serve two masters."

"You will only serve your new lover, sweetheart.  I beg of you to
reflect that you will have a fine dowry, on the strength of which you
may marry well; and that however much I love you I cannot possibly
make so good a provision for you."

"Leave me to-day for tears and reflection, and come to supper with me
to-morrow."

I did not fail to keep the appointment.

"I think your English friend is a very pretty man," she said, "and
when he speaks in the Venetian dialect it makes me die with laughter.
If my mother agrees, I might, perhaps, force myself to love him.
Supposing we did not agree we could part at the end of a year, and I
should be the richer by an income of two hundred crowns."

"I am charmed with the sense of your arguments; speak about it to
your mother."

"I daren't, sweetheart; this kind of thing is too delicate to be
discussed between a mother and her daughter speak to her yourself."

"I will, indeed."

Laura, whom I had not seen since she had given me her daughter, asked
for no time to think it over, but full of glee told me that now her
daughter would be able to soothe her declining years, and that she
would leave Muran of which she was tired.  She shewed me a hundred
and thirty sequins which Tonine had gained in my service, and which
she had placed in her hands.

Barberine, Tonine's younger sister, came to kiss my hand.  I thought
her charming, and I gave her all the silver in my pocket.  I then
left, telling Laura that I should expect her at my house.  She soon
followed me, and gave her child a mother's blessing, telling her that
she and her family could go and live in Venice for sixty sous a day.
Tonine embraced her, and told her that she should have it.

This important affair having been managed to everybody's
satisfaction, I went to see M---- M----, who came into the parlour
with C---- C----, whom I found looking sad, though prettier than
ever.  She was melancholy, but none the less tender.  She could not
stay for more than a quarter of an hour for fear of being seen, as
she was forbidden ever to go into the parlour.  I told M. M. the
story of Tonine, who was going to live with Murray in Venice; she was
sorry to hear it, "for," said she, "now that you have no longer any
attraction at Muran, I shall see you less than ever."  I promised to
come and see her often, but vain promises!  The time was near which
parted us for ever.

The same evening I went to tell the good news to my friend Murray.
He was in a transport of joy, and begged me to come and sup with him
at his casino the day after next, and to bring the girl with me, that
the surrender might be made in form.  I did not fail him, for once
the matter was decided, I longed to bring it to an end.  In my
presence he assigned to her the yearly income for her life of two
hundred Venetian ducats, and by a second deed he gave her all the
contents of the house with which he was going to provide her,
provided always that she lived with him for a year.  He allowed her
to receive me as a friend, also to receive her mother and sisters,
and she was free to go and see them when she would.  Tonine threw her
arms about his neck, and assured him that she would endeavour to
please him to the utmost of her ability.  "I will see him," said she,
pointing to me, "but as his friend he shall have nothing more from
me."  Throughout this truly affecting scene she kept back her tears,
but I could not conceal mine.  Murray was happy, but I was not long a
witness of his good fortune, the reason of which I will explain a
little later.

Three days afterwards Laura came to me, told me that she was living
in Venice, and asked me to take her to her daughter's.  I owed this
woman too much to refuse her, and I took her there forthwith.  Tonine
gave thanks to God, and also to me, and her mother took up the song,
for they were not quite sure whether they were more indebted to God
or to me.  Tonine was eloquent in her praise of Murray, and made no
complaint at my not having come to see her, at which I was glad.  As
I was going Laura asked me to take her back in my gondola, and as we
had to pass by the house in which she lived she begged me to come in
for a moment, and I could not hurt her feelings by refusing.  I owe
it to my honour to remark here that I was thus polite without
thinking that I should see Barberine again.

This girl, as pretty as her sister, though in another style, began by
awakening my curiosity--a weakness which usually renders the
profligate man inconstant.  If all women were to have the same
features, the same disposition, and the same manners, men would not
only never be inconstant, but would never be in love.  Under that
state of things one would choose a wife by instinct and keep to her
till death, but our world would then be under a different system to
the present.  Novelty is the master of the soul.  We know that what
we do not see is very nearly the same as what we have seen, but we
are curious, we like to be quite sure, and to attain our ends we give
ourselves as much trouble as if we were certain of finding some prize
beyond compare.

Barberine, who looked upon me as an old friend--for her mother had
accustomed her to kiss my hand whenever I went there, who had
undressed more than once in my presence without troubling about me,
who knew I had made her sister's fortune and the family fortune as
well, and thought herself prettier than Tonine because her skin was
fairer, and because she had fine black eyes, desiring to take her
sister's place, knew that to succeed she must take me by storm.  Her
common sense told her that as I hardly ever came to the house, I
should not be likely to become amorous of her unless she won me by
storm; and to this end she shewed the utmost complaisance when she
had the chance, so that I won her without any difficulty.  All this
reasoning came from her own head, for I am sure her mother gave her
no instructions.  Laura was a mother of a kind common the world over,
but especially in Italy.  She was willing to take advantage of the
earnings of her daughters, but she would never have induced them to
take the path of evil.  There her virtue stopped short.

After I had inspected her two rooms and her little kitchen, and had
admired the cleanness which shone all around, Barberine asked me if I
would like to see their small garden.

"With pleasure," I replied, "for a garden is a rarity in Venice."

Her mother told her to give me some figs if there were any ripe ones.
The garden consisted of about thirty square feet, and grew only salad
herbs and a fine fig tree.  It had not a good crop, and I told her
that I could not see any figs.

"I can see some at the top," said Barberine, "and I will gather them
if you will hold me the ladder."

"Yes, climb away; I will hold it quite firmly."

She stepped up lightly, and stretching out an arm to get at some figs
to one side of her, she put her body off its balance, holding on to
the ladder with the other hand.

"My dear Barberine, what do you think I can see?"

"What you have often seen with my sister."

"That's true!  but you are prettier than she is."

The girl made no reply, but, as if she could not reach the fruit, she
put her foot on a high branch, and spewed me the most seductive
picture.  I was in an ecstasy, and Barberine, who saw it, did not
hurry herself.  At last I helped her to come down, and letting my
hand wander indiscreetly, I asked her if the fruit I held had been
plucked, and she kept me a long time telling me it was quite fresh.
I took her within my arms, and already her captive, I pressed her
amorously to my heart, printing on her lips a fiery kiss, which she
gave me back with as much ardour.

"Will you give me what I have caught, dearest?"

"My mother is going to Muran to-morrow, and she will stay there all
the day; if you come, there is nothing I will refuse you."

When speech like this proceeds from a mouth still innocent, the man
to whom it is addressed ought to be happy, for desires are but pain
and torment, and enjoyment is sweet because it delivers us from them.
This shews that those who prefer a little resistance to an easy
conquest are in the wrong; but a too easy conquest often points to a
depraved nature, and this men do not like, however depraved they
themselves may be.

We returned to the house, and I gave Barberine a tender kiss before
Laura's eyes, telling her that she had a very jewel in her daughter--
a compliment which made her face light up with pleasure.  I gave the
dear girl ten sequins, and I went away congratulating myself, but
cursing my luck at not being able to make as good provision for
Barberine as Murray had made for her sister.

Tonine had told me that for manners' sake I should sup once with her.
I went the same evening and found Righelini and Murray there.  The
supper was delicious, and I was delighted with the excellent
understanding the two lovers had already come to.  I complimented the
ambassador on the loss of one of his tastes, and he told me he should
be very sorry at such a loss, as it would warn him of his declining
powers.

"But," said I, "you used to like to perform the mysterious sacrifice
of Love without a veil."

"It was not I but Ancilla who liked it, and as I preferred pleasing
her to pleasing myself, I gave in to her taste without any
difficulty."

"I am delighted with your answer, as I confess it would cost me
something to be the witness of your exploits with Tonine."

Having casually remarked that I had no longer a house in Muran,
Righelini told me that if I liked he could get me a delightful house
at a low rent on the Tondamente Nuovo.

As this quarter facing north, and as agreeable in summer as
disagreeable in winter, was opposite to Muran, where I should have to
go twice a week, I told the doctor I should be glad to look at the
house.

I took leave of the rich and fortunate ambassador at midnight, and
before passing the day with my new prize I went to sleep so as to be
fresh and capable of running a good course.

I went to Barberine at an early hour, and as soon as she saw me she
said,

"My mother will not be back till the evening, and my brother will
take his dinner at the school.  Here is a fowl, a ham, some cheese,
and two bottles of Scopolo wine.  We will take our mess whenever you
like:"

"You astonish me, sweetheart, for how did you manage to get such a
good dinner?"

"We owe it to my mother, so to her be the praise."

"You have told her, then, what we are going to do?"

"No, not I, for I know nothing about it; but I told her you were
coming to see me, and at the same time I gave her the ten sequins."

"And what did your mother say?"

"She said she wouldn't be sorry if you were to love me as you loved
my sister."

"I love you better, though I love her well."

"You love her?  Why have you left her, then?"

"I have not left her, for we supped together yesterday evening; but
we no longer live together as lovers, that is all.  I have yielded
her up to a rich friend of mine, who has made her fortune."

"That is well, though I don't understand much about these affairs.  I
hope you will tell Tonine that I have taken her place, and I should
be very pleased if you would let her know that you are quite sure you
are my first lover."

"And supposing the news vexes her?"

"So much the better.  Will you do it for me? it's the first favour I
have asked of you."

"I promise to do so."

After this rapid dialogue we took breakfast, and then, perfectly
agreed, we went to bed, rather as if we were about to sacrifice to
Hymen than to love.

The game was new to Barberine, and her transports, her green notions-
-which she told me openly--her inexperience, or rather her
awkwardness, enchanted me.  I seemed for the first time to pluck the
fruit of the tree of knowledge, and never had I tasted fruit so
delicious.  My little maid would have been ashamed to let me see how
the first thorn hurt her, and to convince me that she only smelt the
rose, she strove to make me think she experienced more pleasure than
is possible in a first trial, always more or less painful.  She was
not yet a big girl, the roses on her swelling breasts were as yet but
buds, and she was a woman only in her heart.

After more than one assault delivered and sustained with spirit, we
got up for dinner, and after we had refreshed ourselves we mounted
once more the altar of love, where we remained till the evening.
Laura found us dressed and well pleased with each other on her
return.  I made Barberine another present of twenty sequins, I swore
to love her always, and went on my way.  At the time I certainly
meant to keep to my oath, but that which destiny had in store for me
could not be reconciled with these promises which welled forth from
my soul in a moment of excitement.

The next morning Righelini took me to see the lodging he had spoken
to me about.  I liked it and took it on the spot, paying the first
quarter in advance.  The house belonged to a widow with two
daughters, the elder of whom had just been blooded.  Righelini was
her doctor, and had treated her for nine months without success.  As
he was going to pay her a visit I went in with him, and found myself
in the presence of a fine waxen statue.  Surprise drew from me these
words:

"She is pretty, but the sculptor should give her some colour."

On which the statue smiled in a manner which would have been charming
if her lips had but been red.

"Her pallor," said Righelini, "will not astonish you when I tell you
she has just been blooded for the hundred and fourth time."

I gave a very natural gesture of surprise.

This fine girl had attained the age of eighteen years without
experiencing the monthly relief afforded by nature, the result being
that she felt a deathly faintness three or four times a week, and the
only relief was to open the vein.

"I want to send her to the country," said the doctor, "where pure and
wholesome air, and, above all, more exercise, will do her more good
than all the drugs in the world."

After I had been told that my bed should be made ready by the
evening, I went away with Righelini, who told me that the only cure
for the girl would be a good strong lover.

"But my dear doctor," said I, "can't you make your own prescription?"

"That would be too risky a game, for I might find myself compelled to
marry her, and I hate marriage like the devil."

Though I was no better inclined towards marriage than the doctor, I
was too near the fire not to get burnt, and the reader will see in
the next chapter how I performed the miraculous cure of bringing the
colours of health into the cheeks of this pallid beauty.




CHAPTER XXV

The Fair Invalid I Cure Her--A Plot Formed to Ruin Me--What Happened
at the House of the Young Countess Bonafede--The Erberia--Domiciliary
Visit--My Conversation with M. de Bragadin--I Am Arrested by Order of
the State Inquisitors.

After leaving Dr. Righelini I went to sup with M. de Bragadin, and
gave the generous and worthy old man a happy evening.  This was
always the case; I made him and his two good friends happy whenever I
took meals with them.

Leaving them at an early hour, I went to my lodging and was greatly
surprised to find my bedroom balcony occupied.  A young lady of an
exquisite figure rose as soon as she saw me, and gracefully asked me
pardon for the liberty she had taken.

"I am," she said, "the statue you saw this morning.  We do not light
the candles in the evening for fear of attracting the gnats, but when
you want to go to bed we will shut the door and go away.  I beg to
introduce you to my younger sister, my mother has gone to bed."

I answered her to the effect that the balcony was always at her
service, and that since it was still early I begged their permission
to put on my dressing-gown and to keep them company.  Her
conversation was charming; she made me spend two most delightful
hours, and did not leave me till twelve o'clock.  Her younger sister
lighted me a candle, and as they went they wished me a good night.

I lay down full of this pretty girl, and I could not believe that she
was really ill.  She spoke to the point, she was cheerful, clever,
and full of spirits.  I could not understand how it came to pass that
she had not been already cured in a town like Venice, if her cure was
really only to be effected in the manner described by Dr. Righelini;
for in spite of her pallor she seemed to me quite fair enough to
charm a lover, and I believed her to be spirited enough to determine
to take the most agreeable medicine a doctor can prescribe.

In the morning I rang the bell as I was getting up, and the younger
sister came into my room, and said that as they kept no servant she
had come to do what I wanted.  I did not care to have a servant when
I was not at M. de Bragadin's, as I found myself more at liberty to
do what I liked.  After she had done me some small services, I asked
her how her sister was.

"Very well," said she, "for her pale complexion is not an illness,
and she only suffers when her breath fails her.  She has a very good
appetite, and sleeps as well as I do."

"Whom do I hear playing the violin?"

"It's the dancing master giving my sister a lesson."

I hurried over my dressing that I might see her; and I found her
charming, though her old dancing master allowed her to turn in her
toes.  All that this young and beautiful girl wanted was the
Promethean spark, the colour of life; her whiteness was too like
snow, and was distressing to look at.

The dancing master begged me to dance a minuet with his pupil, and I
assented, asking him to play larghissimo.  "The signorina would find
it too tiring," said he; but she hastened to answer that she did not
feel weak, and would like to dance thus.  She danced very well, but
when we had done she was obliged to throw herself in a chair.  "In
future, my dear master," said she, "I will only dance like that, for
I think the rapid motion will do me good."

When the master was gone, I told her that her lessons were too short,
and that her master was letting her get into bad habits.  I then set
her feet, her shoulders, and her arms in the proper manner.  I taught
her how to give her hand gracefully, to bend her knees in time; in
fine, I gave her a regular lesson for an hour, and seeing that she
was getting rather tired I begged her to sit down, and I went out to
pay a visit to M. M.

I found her very sad, for C---- C----'s father was dead, and they had
taken her out of the convent to marry her to a lawyer.  Before
leaving C---- C---- had left a letter for me, in which she said that
if I would promise to marry her at some time suitable to myself, she
would wait for me, and refuse all other offers.  I answered her
straightforwardly that I had no property and no prospects, that I
left her free, advising her not to refuse any offer which might be to
her advantage.

In spite of this dismissal C---- C---- did not marry N---- till after
my flight from The Leads, when nobody expected to see me again in
Venice.  I did not see her for nineteen years, and then I was grieved
to find her a widow, and poorly off.  If I went to Venice now I
should not marry her, for at my age marriage is an absurdity, but I
would share with her my little all, and live with her as with a dear
sister.

When I hear women talking about the bad faith and inconstancy of men,
and maintaining that when men make promises of eternal constancy they
are always deceivers, I confess that they are right, and join in
their complaints.  Still it cannot be helped, for the promises of
lovers are dictated by the heart, and consequently the lamentations
of women only make me want to laugh.  Alas! we love without heeding
reason, and cease to love in the same manner.

About this time I received a letter from the Abbe de Bernis, who
wrote also to M---- M----.  He told me that I ought to do my utmost
to make our nun take a reasonable view of things, dwelling on the
risks I should run in carrying her off and bringing her to Paris,
where all his influence would be of no avail to obtain for us that
safety so indispensable to happiness.  I saw M---- M----; we shewed
each other our letters, she had some bitter tears, and her grief
pierced me to the heart.  I still had a great love for her in spite
of my daily infidelities, and when I thought of those moments in
which I had seen her given over to voluptuousness I could not help
pitying her fate as I thought of the days of despair in store for
her.  But soon after this an event happened which gave rise to some
wholesome reflections.  One day, when I had come to see her, she
said,

"They have just been burying a nun who died of consumption the day
before yesterday in the odour of sanctity.  She was called 'Maria
Concetta.'  She knew you, and told C---- C---- your name when you
used to come to mass on feast days.  C---- C---- begged her to be
discreet, but the nun told her that you were a dangerous man, whose
presence should be shunned by a young girl.  C---- C---- told me all
this after the mask of Pierrot."

"What was this saint's name when she was in the world?"

"Martha."

"I know her."

I then told M---- M---- the whole history of my loves with Nanette
and Marton, ending with the letter she wrote me, in which she said
that she owed me, indirectly, that eternal salvation to which she
hoped to attain.

In eight or ten days my conversation with my hostess' daughter--
conversation which took place on the balcony, and which generally
lasted till midnight--and the lesson I gave her every morning,
produced the inevitable and natural results; firstly, that she no
longer complained of her breath failing, and, secondly, that I fell
in love with her.  Nature's cure had not yet relieved her, but she no
longer needed to be let blood.  Righelini came to visit her as usual,
and seeing that she was better he prophesied that nature's remedy,
without which only art could keep her alive, would make all right
before the autumn.  Her mother looked upon me as an angel sent by God
to cure her daughter, who for her part shewed me that gratitude which
with women is the first step towards love.  I had made her dismiss
her old dancing master, and I had taught her to dance with extreme
grace.

At the end of these ten or twelve days, just as I was going to give
her her lesson, her breath failed instantaneously, and she fell back
into my arms like a dead woman.  I was alarmed, but her mother, who
had become accustomed to see her thus, sent for the surgeon, and her
sister unlaced her.  I was enchanted with her exquisite bosom, which
needed no colouring to make it more beautiful.  I covered it up,
saying that the surgeon would make a false stroke if he were to see
her thus uncovered; but feeling that I laid my hand upon her with
delight, she gently repulsed me, looking at me with a languishing
gaze which made the deepest impression on me.

The surgeon came and bled her in the arm, and almost instantaneously
she recovered full consciousness.  At most only four ounces of blood
were taken from her, and her mother telling me that this was the
utmost extent to which she was blooded, I saw it was no such matter
for wonder as Righelini represented it, for being blooded twice a
week she lost three pounds of blood a month, which she would have
done naturally if the vessels had not been obstructed.

The surgeon had hardly gone out of the door when to my astonishment
she told me that if I would wait for her a moment she would come back
and begin her dancing.  This she did, and danced as if there had been
nothing the matter.

Her bosom, on which two of my senses were qualified to give evidence,
was the last stroke, and made me madly in love with her.  I returned
to the house in the evening, and found her in her room with the
sister.  She told me that she was expecting her god-father, who was
an intimate friend of her father's, and had come every evening to
spend an hour with her for the last eighteen years.

"How old is he?"

"He is over fifty."

"Is he a married man?"

"Yes, his name is Count S----.  He is as fond of me as a father would
be, and his affection has continued the same since my childhood.
Even his wife comes to see me sometimes, and to ask me to dinner.
Neat autumn I am going into the country with her, and I hope the
fresh air will do me good.  My god-father knows you are staying with
us and is satisfied.  He does not know you, but if you like you can
make his acquaintance."

I was glad to hear all this, as I gained a good deal of useful
information without having to ask any awkward questions.  The
friendship of this Greek looked very like love.  He was the husband
of Countess S----, who had taken me to the convent at Muran two years
before.

I found the count a very polite man.  He thanked me in a paternal
manner for my kindness to his daughter, and begged me to do him the
honour of dining with him on the following day, telling me that he
would introduce me to his wife.  I accepted his invitation with
pleasure, for I was fond of dramatic situations, and my meeting with
the countess promised to be an exciting one.  This invitation bespoke
the courteous gentleman, and I charmed my pretty pupil by singing his
praises after he had gone.

"My god-father," said she, "is in possession of all the necessary
documents for withdrawing from the house of Persico our family
fortune, which amounts to forty thousand crowns.  A quarter of this
sum belongs to me, and my mother has promised my sister and myself
to share her dowry between us."

I concluded from this that she would bring her husband fifteen
thousand Venetian ducats.

I guessed that she was appealing to me with her fortune, and wished
to make me in love with her by shewing herself chary of her favours;
for whenever I allowed myself any small liberties, she checked me
with words, of remonstrance to which I could find no answer.  I
determined to make her pursue another course.

Next day I took her with me to her god-father's without telling her
that I knew the countess.  I fancied the lady would pretend not to
know me, but I was wrong, as she welcomed me in the handsomest manner
as if I were an old friend.  This, no doubt, was a surprise for the
count, but he was too much a man of the world to, shew any
astonishment.  He asked her when she had made my acquaintance, and
she, like a woman of experience, answered without the slightest
hesitation that we had seen each other two years ago at Mira.  The
matter was settled, and we spent a very pleasant day.

Towards evening I took the young lady in my gondola back to the
house, but wishing to shorten the journey I allowed myself to indulge
in a few caresses.  I was hurt at being responded to by reproaches,
and for that reason, as soon as she had set foot on her own doorstep,
instead of getting out I went to Tonine's house, and spent nearly the
whole night there with the ambassador, who came a little after me.
Next day, as I did not get up till quite late, there was no dancing
lesson, and when I excused myself she told me not to trouble any more
about it.  In the evening I sat on the balcony far into the night,
but she did not come.  Vexed at this air of indifference I rose early
in the morning and went out, not returning till nightfall.  She was
on the balcony, but as she kept me at a respectful distance I only
talked to her on commonplace subjects.  In the morning I was roused
by a tremendous noise.  I got up, and hurriedly putting on my
dressing-gown ran into her room to see what was the matter, only to
find her dying.  I had no need to feign an interest in her, for I
felt the most tender concern.  As it was at the beginning of July it
was extremely hot, and my fair invalid was only covered by a thin
sheet.  She could only speak to me with her eyes, but though the lids
were lowered she looked upon me so lovingly!  I asked her if she
suffered from palpitations, and laying my hand upon her heart I
pressed a fiery kiss upon her breast.  This was the electric spark,
for she gave a sigh which did her good.  She had not strength to
repulse the hand which I pressed amorously upon her heart, and
becoming bolder I fastened my burning lips upon her languid mouth.
I warmed her with my breath, and my audacious hand penetrated to the
very sanctuary of bliss.  She made an effort to push me back, and
told me with her eyes, since she could not speak, how insulted she
felt.  I drew back my hand, and at that moment the surgeon came.
Hardly was the vein opened when she drew a long breath, and by the
time the operation was over she wished to get up.  I entreated her to
stay in bed, and her mother added her voice to mine; at last I
persuaded her, telling her that I would not leave her for a second,
and that I would have my dinner by her bedside.  She then put on a
corset and asked her sister to draw a sarcenet coverlet over her, as
her limbs could be seen as plainly as through a crape veil.

Having given orders for my dinner, I sat down by her bedside, burning
with love, and taking her hand and covering it with kisses I told her
that I was sure she would get better if she would let herself love.

"Alas!" she said, "whom shall I love, not knowing whether I shall be
loved in return?"

I did not leave this question unanswered, and continuing the amorous
discourse with animation I won a sigh and a lovelorn glance.  I put
my hand on her knee, begging her to let me leave it there, and
promising to go no farther, but little by little I attained the
center, and strove to give her some pleasant sensations.

"Let me alone," said she, in a sentimental voice, drawing away, "'tis
perchance the cause of my illness."

"No, sweetheart," I replied, "that cannot be."  And my mouth stopped
all her objections upon her lips.

I was enchanted, for I was now in a fair way, and I saw the moment of
bliss in the distance, feeling certain that I could effect a cure if
the doctor was not mistaken.  I spared her all indiscreet questions
out of regard for her modesty; but I declared myself her lover,
promising to ask nothing of her but what was necessary to feed the
fire of my love.  They sent me up a very good dinner, and she did
justice to it; afterwards saying that she was quite well she got up,
and I went away to dress myself for going out.  I came back early in
the evening, and found her on my balcony.  There, as I sat close to
her looking into her face, speaking by turns the language of the eyes
and that of sighs, fixing my amorous gaze upon those charms which the
moonlight rendered sweeter, I made her share in the fire which
consumed me; and as I pressed her amorously to my bosom she completed
my bliss with such warmth that I could easily see that she thought
she was receiving a favour and not granting one.  I sacrificed the
victim without staining the altar with blood.

Her sister came to tell her that it grew late.

"Do you go to bed," she answered; "the fresh air is doing me good,
and I want to enjoy it a little longer."

As soon as we were alone we went to bed together as if we had been
doing it for a whole year, and we passed a glorious night, I full of
love and the desire of curing her, and she of tender and ardent
voluptuousness.  At day-break she embraced me, her eyes dewy with
bliss, and went to lie down in her own bed.  I, like her, stood in
need of a rest, and on that day there was no talk of a dancing
lesson.  In spite of the fierce pleasure of enjoyment and the
transports of this delightful girl, I did not for a moment lay
prudence aside.  We continued to pass such nights as these for three
weeks, and I had the pleasure of seeing her thoroughly cured.  I
should doubtless have married her, if an event had not happened to me
towards the end of the month, of which I shall speak lower down.

You will remember, dear reader, about a romance by the Abbe Chiari, a
satirical romance which Mr. Murray had given me, and in which I fared
badly enough at the author's hands I had small reason to be pleased
with him, and I let him know my opinion in such wise that the abbe
who dreaded a caning, kept upon his guard.  About the same time I
received an anonymous letter, the writer of which told me that I
should be better occupied in taking care of myself than in thoughts
of chastising the abbe, for I was threatened by an imminent danger.
Anonymous letter-writers should be held in contempt, but one ought to
know how, on occasion, to make the best of advice given in that way.
I did nothing, and made a great mistake.

About the same time a man named Manuzzi, a stone setter for his first
trade, and also a spy, a vile agent of the State Inquisitors--a man
of whom I knew nothing--found a way to make my acquaintance by
offering to let me have diamonds on credit, and by this means he got
the entry of my house.  As he was looking at some books scattered
here and there about the room, he stopped short at the manuscripts
which were on magic.  Enjoying foolishly enough, his look of
astonishment, I shewed him the books which teach one how to summon
the elementary spirits.  My readers will, I hope, do me the favour to
believe that I put no faith in these conjuring books, but I had them
by me and used to amuse myself with them as one does amuse one's self
with the multitudinous follies which proceed from the heads of
visionaries.  A few days after, the traitor came to see me and told
me that a collector, whose name he might not tell me, was ready to
give me a thousand sequins for my five books, but that he would like
to examine them first to see if they were genuine.  As he promised to
let me have them back in twenty-four hours, and not thinking much
about the matter, I let him have them.  He did not fail to bring them
back the next day, telling me that the collector thought them
forgeries.  I found out, some years after, that he had taken them to
the State Inquisitors, who thus discovered that I was a notable
magician.

Everything that happened throughout this fatal month tended to my
ruin, for Madame Memmo, mother of Andre, Bernard, and Laurent Memmo,
had taken it into her head that I had inclined her sons to atheistic
opinions, and took counsel with the old knight Antony Mocenigo,
M.  de Bragadin's uncle, who was angry with me, because, as he said,
I had conspired to seduce his nephew.  The matter was a serious one,
and an auto-da-fe was very possible, as it came under the
jurisdiction of the Holy Office--a kind of wild beast, with which it
is not good to quarrel.  Nevertheless, as there would be some
difficulty in shutting me up in the ecclesiastical prisons of the
Holy Office, it was determined to carry my case before the State
Inquisitors, who took upon themselves the provisional duty of putting
a watch upon my manner of living.

M. Antony Condulmer, who as a friend of Abbe Chiari's was an enemy of
mine, was then an Inquisitor of State, and he took the opportunity of
looking upon me in the light of a disturber of the peace of the
commonwealth.  A secretary of an embassy, whom I knew some years
after, told me that a paid informer, with two other witnesses, also,
doubtless, in the pay of this grand tribunal, had declared that I was
guilty of only believing in the devil, as if this absurd belief, if
it were possible, did not necessarily connote a belief in God!  These
three honest fellows testified with an oath that when I lost money at
play, on which occasion all the faithful are wont to blaspheme, I was
never heard to curse the devil.  I was further accused of eating meat
all the year round, of only going to hear fine masses, and I was
vehemently suspected of being a Freemason.  It was added that I
frequented the society of foreign ministers, and that living as I did
with three noblemen, it was certain that I revealed, for the large
sums which I was seen to lose, as many state secrets as I could worm
out of them.

All these accusations, none of which had any foundation in fact,
served the Tribunal as a pretext to treat me as an enemy of the
commonwealth and as a prime conspirator.  For several weeks I was
counselled by persons whom I might have trusted to go abroad whilst
the Tribunal was engaged on my case.  This should have been enough,
for the only people who can live in peace at Venice are those whose
existence the Tribunal is ignorant of, but I obstinately despised all
these hints.  If I had listened to the indirect advice which was
given me, I should have become anxious, and I was the sworn foe of
all anxiety.  I kept saying to myself, "I feel remorse for nothing
and I am therefore guilty of nothing, and the innocent have nothing
to fear."  I was a fool, for I argued as if I had been a free man in
a free country.  I must also confess that what to a great extent kept
me from thinking of possible misfortune was the actual misfortune
which oppressed me from morning to night.  I lost every day, I owed
money everywhere, I had pawned all my jewels, and even my portrait
cases, taking the precaution, however, of removing the portraits,
which with my important papers and my amorous letters I had placed in
the hands of Madame Manzoni.  I found myself avoided in society.  An
old senator told me, one day, that it was known that the young
Countess Bonafede had become mad in consequence of the love philtres
I had given her.  She was still at the asylum, and in her moments of
delirium she did nothing but utter my name with curses.  I must let
my readers into the secret of this small history.

This young Countess Bonafede, to whom I had given some sequins a few
days after my return to Venice, thought herself capable of making me
continue my visits, from which she had profited largely.  Worried by
her letters I went to see her several times, and always left her a
few sequins, but with the exception of my first visit I was never
polite enough to give her any proofs of my affection.  My coldness
had baulked all her endeavours for a year, when she played a criminal
part, of which, though I was never able absolutely to convict her, I
had every reason to believe her guilty.

She wrote me a letter, in which she importuned me to come and see her
at a certain hour on important business.

My curiosity, as well as a desire to be of service to her, took me
there at the appointed time; but as soon as she saw me she flung her
arms round my neck, and told me that the important business was love.
This made me laugh heartily, and I was pleased to find her looking
neater than usual, which, doubtless, made me find her looking
prettier.  She reminded me of St. Andre, and succeeded so well in her
efforts that I was on the point of satisfying her desires.  I took
off my cloak, and asked her if her father were in.  She told me he
had gone out.  Being obliged to go out for a minute, in coming back I
mistook the door, and I found myself in the next room, where I was
much astonished to see the count and two villainous-looking fellows
with him.

"My dear count," I said, "your daughter has just told me that you
were out."

"I myself told her to do so, as I have some business with these
gentlemen, which, however, can wait for another day."

I would have gone, but he stopped me, and having dismissed the two
men he told me that he was delighted to see me, and forthwith began
the tale of his troubles, which were of more than one kind.  The
State Inquisitors had stopped his slender pension, and he was on the
eve of seeing himself driven out with his family into the streets to
beg his bread.  He said that he had not been able to pay his landlord
anything for three years, but if he could pay only a quarter's rent,
he would obtain a respite, or if he persisted in turning him out, he
could make a night-flitting of it, and take up his abode somewhere
else.  As he only wanted twenty ducats, I took out six sequins and
gave them to him.  He embraced me, and shed tears of joy; then,
taking his poor cloak, he called his daughter, told her to keep me
company, and went out.

Alone with the countess, I examined the door of communication between
the two rooms and found it slightly open.

"Your father," I said, "would have surprised me, and it is easy to
guess what he would have done with the two sbirri who were with him.
The plot is clear, and I have only escaped from it by the happiest of
chances."

She denied, wept, called God to witness, threw herself on her knees;
but I turned my head away, and taking my cloak went away without a
word.  She kept on writing to me, but her letters remained
unanswered, and I saw her no more.

It was summer-time, and between the heat, her passions, hunger, and
wretchedness, her head was turned, and she became so mad that she
went out of the house stark naked, and ran up and down St. Peter's
Place, asking those who stopped her to take her to my house.  This
sad story went all over the town and caused me a great deal of
annoyance.  The poor wretch was sent to an asylum, and did not
recover her reason for five years.  When she came out she found
herself reduced to beg her bread in the streets, like all her
brothers, except one, whom I found a cadet in the guards of the King
of Spain twelve years afterwards.

At the time of which I am speaking all this had happened a year ago,
but the story was dug up against me, and dressed out in the attire of
fiction, and thus formed part of those clouds which were to discharge
their thunder upon me to my destruction.

In the July of 1755 the hateful court gave Messer-Grande instructions
to secure me, alive or dead.  In this furious style all orders for
arrests proceeding from the Three were issued, for the least of their
commands carried with it the penalty of death.

Three or four days before the Feast of St. James, my patron saint,
M---- M---- made me a present of several ells of silver lace to trim
a sarcenet dress which I was going to wear on the eve of the feast.
I went to see her, dressed in my fine suit, and I told her that I
should come again on the day following to ask her to lend me some
money, as I did not know where to turn to find some.  She was still
in possession of the five hundred sequins which she had put aside
when I had sold her diamonds.

As I was sure of getting the money in the morning I passed the night
at play, and I lost the five hundred sequins in advance.  At day-
break, being in need of a little quiet, I went to the Erberia, a
space of ground on the quay of the Grand Canal.  Here is held the
herb, fruit, and flower market.

People in good society who come to walk in the Erberia at a rather
early hour usually say that they come to see the hundreds of boats
laden with vegetables, fruit and flowers, which hail from the
numerous islands near the town; but everyone knows that they are men
and women who have been spending the night in the excesses of Venus
or Bacchus, or who have lost all hope at the gaming-table, and come
here to breath a purer air and to calm their minds.  The fashion of
walking in this place shews how the character of a nation changes.
The Venetians of old time who made as great a mystery of love as of
state affairs, have been replaced by the modern Venetians, whose most
prominent characteristic is to make a mystery of nothing.  Those who
come to the Erberia with women wish to excite the envy of their
friends by thus publishing their good fortune.  Those who come alone
are on the watch for discoveries, or on the look-out for materials to
make wives or husbands jealous, the women only come to be seen, glad
to let everybody know that they are without any restraint upon their
actions.  There was certainly no question of smartness there,
considering the disordered style of dress worn.  The women seemed to
have agreed to shew all the signs of disorder imaginable, to give
those who saw them something to talk about.  As for the men, on whose
arms they leaned, their careless and lounging airs were intended to
give the idea of a surfeit of pleasure, and to make one think that
the disordered appearance of their companions was a sure triumph they
had enjoyed.  In short it was the correct thing to look tired out,
and as if one stood in need of sleep.

This veracious description, reader, will not give you a very high
opinion of the morals of my dear fellow citizens; but what object
should I have at my age for deceiving?  Venice is not at the world's
end, but is well enough known to those whose curiosity brings them
into Italy; and everyone can see for himself if my pictures are
overdrawn.

After walking up and down for half an hour, I came away, and thinking
the whole house still a-bed I drew my key out to open the door, but
what was my astonishment to find it useless, as the door was open,
and what is more, the lock burst off.  I ran upstairs, and found them
all up, and my landlady uttering bitter lamentations.

"Messer-Grande," she told me, "has entered my house forcibly,
accompanied by a band of sbirri.  He turned everything upside down,
on the pretext that he was in search of a portmanteau full of salt--a
highly contraband article.  He said he knew that a portmanteau had
been landed there the evening before, which was quite true; but it
belonged to Count S----, and only contained linen and clothes.
Messer-Grande, after inspecting it, went out without saying a word."

He had also paid my room a visit.  She told me that she must have
some reparation made her, and thinking she was in the right I
promised to speak to M. de Bragadin on the matter the same day.
Needing rest above all things, I lay down, but my nervous excitement,
which I attributed to my heavy losses at play, made me rise after
three or four hours, and I went to see M. de Bragadin, to whom I told
the whole story begging him to press for some signal amends.  I made
a lively representation to him of all the grounds on which my
landlady required proportionate amends to be made, since the laws
guaranteed the peace of all law-abiding people.

I saw that the three friends were greatly saddened by what I said,
and the wise old man, quietly but sadly, told me that I should have
my answer after dinner.

De la Haye dined with us, but all through the meal, which was a
melancholy one, he spoke not a word.  His silence should have told me
all, if I had not been under the influence of some malevolent genii
who would not allow me to exercise my common sense: as to the sorrow
of my three friends, I put that down to their friendship for me.
My connection with these worthy men had always been the talk of the
town, and as all were agreed that it could not be explained on
natural grounds, it was deemed to be the effect of some sorcery
exercised by me.  These three men were thoroughly religious and
virtuous citizens; I was nothing if not irreligious, and Venice did
not contain a greater libertine.  Virtue, it was said, may have
compassion on vice, but cannot become its friend.

After dinner M. de Bragadin took me into his closet with his two
friends, from whom he had no secrets.  He told me with wonderful
calmness that instead of meditating vengeance on Messer-Grande I
should be thinking of putting myself in a place of safety.
"The portmanteau," said he, "was a mere pretext; it was you they
wanted and thought to find.  Since your good genius has made them
miss you, look out for yourself; perhaps by to-morrow it may be too
late.  I have been a State Inquisitor for eight months, and I know
the way in which the arrests ordered by the court are carried out.
They would not break open a door to look for a box of salt.  Indeed,
it is possible that they knew you were out, and sought to warn you to
escape in this manner.  Take my advice, my dear son, and set out
directly for Fusina, and thence as quickly as you can make your way
to Florence, where you can remain till I write to you that you may
return with safety.  If you have no money I will give you a hundred
sequins for present expenses.  Believe me that prudence bids you go."

Blinded by my folly, I answered him that being guilty of nothing I
had nothing to fear, and that consequently, although I knew his
advice was good, I could not follow it.

"The high court," said he, "may deem you guilty of crimes real or
imaginary; but in any case it will give you no account of the
accusations against you.  Ask your oracle if you shall follow my
advice or not."  I refused because I knew the folly of such a
proceeding, but by way of excuse I said that I only consulted it when
I was in doubt.  Finally, I reasoned that if I fled I should be
shewing fear, and thus confessing my guilt, for an innocent man,
feeling no remorse, cannot reasonably be afraid of anything.

"If secrecy," said I, "is of the essence of the Court, you cannot
possibly judge, after my escape, whether I have done so rightly or
wrongly.  The same reasons, which, according to your excellence, bid
me go, would forbid my return.  Must I then say good-bye for ever to
my country, and all that is dear to me?"  As a last resource he tried
to persuade me to pass the following day and night, at least, at the
palace.  I am still ashamed of having refused the worthy old man to
whom I owed so much this favour; for the palace of a noble is sacred
to the police who dare not cross its threshold without a special
order from the Tribunal, which is practically never given; by
yielding to his request I should have avoided a grievous misfortune,
and spared the worthy old man some acute grief.

I was moved to see M.  de Bragadin weeping, and perhaps I might have
granted to his tears that which I had obstinately refused to his
arguments and entreaties.  "For Heaven's sake!" said I, "spare me the
harrowing sight of your tears."  In an instant he summoned all his
strength to his assistance, made some indifferent remarks, and then,
with a smile full of good nature, he embraced me, saying, "Perhaps I
may be fated never to see you again, but 'Fata viam invenient'."

I embraced him affectionately, and went away, but his prediction was
verified, for I never saw him again; he died eleven years afterwards.
I found myself in the street without feeling the slightest fear, but
I was in a good deal of trouble about my debts.  I had not the heart
to go to Muran to take away from M. M. her last five hundred sequins,
which sum I owed to the man who won it from me in the night; I
preferred asking him to wait eight days, and I did so.  After
performing this unpleasant piece of business I returned home, and,
having consoled my landlady to the utmost of my power, I kissed the
daughter, and lay down to sleep.  The date was July 25th, 1755.

Next morning at day-break who should enter my room but the awful
Messer-Grande.  To awake, to see him, and to hear him asking if I
were Jacques Casanova, was the work of a moment.  At my "yes, I am
Casanova," he told me to rise, to put on my clothes, to give him all
the papers and manuscripts in my possession, and to follow him.

"On whose authority do you order me to do this?"

"By the authority of the Tribunal."




End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of MEMOIRES OF JACQUES CASANOVA
TO PARIS AND PRISON, Vol. 2d, THE FALSE NUN
by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt






MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
TO PARIS AND PRISON, Volume 2e--UNDER THE LEADS


THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR
MACHEN TO WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED
BY ARTHUR SYMONS.




UNDER THE LEADS


CHAPTER XXVI

Under The Leads--The Earthquake

What a strange and unexplained power certain words exercise upon the
soul!  I, who the evening before so bravely fortified myself with my
innocence and courage, by the word tribunal was turned to a stone,
with merely the faculty of passive obedience left to me.

My desk was open, and all my papers were on a table where I was
accustomed to write.

"Take them," said I, to the agent of the dreadful Tribunal, pointing
to the papers which covered the table.  He filled a bag with them,
and gave it to one of the sbirri, and then told me that I must also
give up the bound manuscripts which I had in my possession.  I shewed
him where they were, and this incident opened my eyes.  I saw now,
clearly enough, that I had been betrayed by the wretch Manuzzi.  The
books were, "The Key of Solomon the King," "The Zecorben," a
"Picatrix," a book of "Instructions on the Planetary Hours," and the
necessary incantations for conversing with demons of all sorts.
Those who were aware that I possessed these books took me for an
expert magician, and I was not sorry to have such a reputation.

Messer-Grande took also the books on the table by my bed, such as
Petrarch, Ariosto, Horace.  "The Military' Philosopher" (a manuscript
which Mathilde had given me), "The Porter of Chartreux," and "The
Aretin," which Manuzzi had also denounced, for Messer-Grande asked me
for it by name.  This spy, Manuzzi, had all the appearance of an
honest man--a very necessary qualification for his profession.  His
son made his fortune in Poland by marrying a lady named Opeska, whom,
as they say, he killed, though I have never had any positive proof
on the matter, and am willing to stretch Christian charity to the
extent of believing he was innocent, although he was quite capable of
such a crime.

While Messer-Grande was thus rummaging among my manuscripts, books
and letters, I was dressing myself in an absent-minded manner,
neither hurrying myself nor the reverse.  I made my toilette, shaved
myself, and combed my hair; putting on mechanically a laced shirt and
my holiday suit without saying a word, and without Messer-Grande--who
did not let me escape his sight for an instant--complaining that I
was dressing myself as if I were going to a wedding.

As I went out I was surprised to see a band of forty men-at-arms in
the ante-room.  They had done me the honour of thinking all these men
necessary for my arrest, though, according to the axiom 'Ne Hercules
quidem contra duos', two would have been enough.  It is curious that
in London, where everyone is brave, only one man is needed to arrest
another, whereas in my dear native land, where cowardice prevails,
thirty are required.  The reason is, perhaps, that the coward on the
offensive is more afraid than the coward on the defensive, and thus a
man usually cowardly is transformed for the moment into a man of
courage.  It is certain that at Venice one often sees a man.
defending himself against twenty sbirri, and finally escaping after
beating them soundly.  I remember once helping a friend of mine at
Paris to escape from the hands of forty bum-bailiffs, and we put the
whole vile rout of them to flight.

Messer-Grande made me get into a gondola, and sat down near me with
an escort of four men.  When we came to our destination he offered me
coffee, which I refused; and he then shut me up in a room.  I passed
these four hours in sleep, waking up every quarter of an hour to pass
water--an extraordinary occurrence, as I was not at all subject to
stranguary; the heat was great, and I had not supped the evening
before.  I have noticed at other times that surprise at a deed of
oppression acts on me as a powerful narcotic, but I found out at the
time I speak of that great surprise is also a diuretic.  I make this
discovery over to the doctors, it is possible that some learned man
may make use of it to solace the ills of humanity.  I remember
laughing very heartily at Prague six years ago, on learning that some
thin-skinned ladies, on reading my flight from The Leads, which was
published at that date, took great offence at the above account,
which they thought I should have done well to leave out.  I should
have left it out, perhaps, in speaking to a lady, but the public is
not a pretty woman whom I am intent on cajoling, my only aim is to be
instructive.  Indeed, I see no impropriety in the circumstance I have
narrated, which is as common to men and women as eating and drinking;
and if there is anything in it to shock too sensitive nerves, it is
that we resemble in this respect the cows and pigs.

It is probable that just as my overwhelmed soul gave signs of its
failing strength by the loss of the thinking faculty, so my body
distilled a great part of those fluids which by their continual
circulation set the thinking faculty in motion.  Thus a sudden shock
might cause instantaneous death, and send one to Paradise by a cut
much too short.

In course of time the captain of the men-at-arms came to tell me that
he was under orders to take me under the Leads.  Without a word I
followed him.  We went by gondola, and after a thousand turnings
among the small canals we got into the Grand Canal, and landed at the
prison quay.  After climbing several flights of stairs we crossed a
closed bridge which forms the communication between the prisons and
the Doge's palace, crossing the canal called Rio di Palazzo.  On the
other side of this bridge there is a gallery which we traversed.  We
then crossed one room, and entered another, where sat an individual
in the dress of a noble, who, after looking fixedly at me, said,
"E quello, mettetelo in deposito:"

This man was the secretary of the Inquisitors, the prudent Dominic
Cavalli, who was apparently ashamed to speak Venetian in my presence
as he pronounced my doom in the Tuscan language.

Messer-Grande then made me over to the warden of The Leads, who stood
by with an enormous bunch of keys, and accompanied by two guards,
made me climb two short flights of stairs, at the top of which
followed a passage and then another gallery, at the end of which he
opened a door, and I found myself in a dirty garret, thirty-six feet
long by twelve broad, badly lighted by a window high up in the roof.
I thought this garret was my prison, but I was mistaken; for, taking
an enormous key, the gaoler opened a thick door lined with iron,
three and a half feet high, with a round hole in the middle, eight
inches in diameter, just as I was looking intently at an iron
machine.  This machine was like a horse shoe, an inch thick and about
five inches across from one end to the other.  I was thinking what
could be the use to which this horrible instrument was put, when the
gaoler said, with a smile,

"I see, sir, that you wish to know what that is for, and as it
happens I can satisfy your curiosity.  When their excellencies give
orders that anyone is to be strangled, he is made to sit down on a
stool, the back turned to this collar, and his head is so placed that
the collar goes round one half of the neck.  A silk band, which goes
round the other half, passes through this hole, and the two ends are
connected with the axle of a wheel which is turned by someone until
the prisoner gives up the ghost, for the confessor, God be thanked!
never leaves him till he is dead."

"All this sounds very ingenious, and I should think that it is you
who have the honour of turning the wheel."

He made no answer, and signing to me to enter, which I did by bending
double, he shut me up, and afterwards asked me through the grated
hole what I would like to eat.

"I haven't thought anything about it yet," I answered.  And he went
away, locking all the doors carefully behind him.

Stunned with grief, I leant my elbows on the top of the grating.  It
was crossed, by six iron bars an inch thick, which formed sixteen
square holes.  This opening would have lighted my cell, if a square
beam supporting the roof which joined the wall below the window had
not intercepted what little light came into that horrid garret.
After making the tour of my sad abode, my head lowered, as the cell
was not more than five and a half feet high, I found by groping along
that it formed three-quarters of a square of twelve feet.  The fourth
quarter was a kind of recess, which would have held a bed; but there
was neither bed, nor table, nor chair, nor any furniture whatever,
except a bucket--the use of which may be guessed, and a bench fixed
in the wall a foot wide and four feet from the ground.  On it I
placed my cloak, my fine suit, and my hat trimmed with Spanish paint
and adorned with a beautiful white feather.  The heat was great, and
my instinct made me go mechanically to the grating, the only place
where I could lean on my elbows.  I could not see the window, but I
saw the light in the garret, and rats of a fearful size, which walked
unconcernedly about it; these horrible creatures coming close under
my grating without shewing the slightest fear.  At the sight of these
I hastened to close up the round hole in the middle of the door with
an inside shutter, for a visit from one of the rats would have frozen
my blood.  I passed eight hours in silence and without stirring, my
arms all the time crossed on the top of the grating.

At last the clock roused me from my reverie, and I began to feel
restless that no one came to give me anything to eat or to bring me a
bed whereon to sleep.  I thought they might at least let me have a
chair and some bread and water.  I had no appetite, certainly; but
were my gaolers to guess as much?  And never in my life had I been so
thirsty.  I was quite sure, however, that somebody would come before
the close of the day; but when I heard eight o'clock strike I became
furious, knocking at the door, stamping my feet, fretting and fuming,
and accompanying this useless hubbub with loud cries.  After more
than an hour of this wild exercise, seeing no one, without the
slightest reason to think I could be heard, and shrouded in darkness,
I shut the grating for fear of the rats, and threw myself at full
length upon the floor.  So cruel a desertion seemed to me unnatural,
and I came to the conclusion that the Inquisitors had sworn my death.
My investigation as to what I had done to deserve such a fate was not
a long one, for in the most scrupulous examination of my conduct I
could find no crimes.  I was, it is true, a profligate, a gambler, a
bold talker, a man who thought of little besides enjoying this
present life, but in all that there was no offence against the state.
Nevertheless, finding myself treated as a criminal, rage and despair
made me express myself against the horrible despotism which oppressed
me in a manner which I will leave my readers to guess, but which I
will not repeat here.  But notwithstanding my brief and anxiety, the
hunger which began to make itself felt, and the thirst which
tormented me, and the hardness of the boards on which I lay, did not
prevent exhausted nature from reasserting her rights; I fell asleep.

My strong constitution was in need of sleep; and in a young and
healthy subject this imperious necessity silences all others, and in
this way above all is sleep rightly termed the benefactor of man.

The clock striking midnight awoke me.  How sad is the awaking when it
makes one regret one's empty dreams.  I could scarcely believe that I
had spent three painless hours.  As I lay on my left side, I
stretched out my right hand to get my handkerchief, which I
remembered putting on that side.  I felt about for it, when--heavens!
what was my surprise to feel another hand as cold as ice.  The fright
sent an electric shock through me, and my hair began to stand on end.

Never had I been so alarmed, nor should I have previously thought
myself capable of experiencing such terror.  I passed three or four
minutes in a kind of swoon, not only motionless but incapable of
thinking.  As I got back my senses by degrees, I tried to make myself
believe that the hand I fancied I had touched was a mere creature of
my disordered imagination; and with this idea I stretched out my hand
again, and again with the same result.  Benumbed with fright, I
uttered a piercing cry, and, dropping the hand I held, I drew back my
arm, trembling all over:

Soon, as I got a little calmer and more capable of reasoning, I
concluded that a corpse had been placed beside me whilst I slept, for
I was certain it was not there when I lay down.

"This," said I, "is the body of some strangled wretch, and they would
thus warn me of the fate which is in store for me."

The thought maddened me; and my fear giving place to rage, for the
third time I stretched my arm towards the icy hand, seizing it to
make certain of the fact in all its atrocity, and wishing to get up,
I rose upon my left elbow, and found that I had got hold of my other
hand.  Deadened by the weight of my body and the hardness of the
boards, it had lost warmth, motion, and all sensation.

In spite of the humorous features in this incident, it did not cheer
me up, but, on the contrary, inspired me with the darkest fancies.  I
saw that I was in a place where, if the false appeared true, the
truth might appear false, where understanding was bereaved of half
its prerogatives, where the imagination becoming affected would
either make the reason a victim to empty hopes or to dark despair.  I
resolved to be on my guard; and for the first time in my life, at the
age of thirty, I called philosophy to my assistance.  I had within me
all the seeds of philosophy, but so far I had had no need for it.

I am convinced that most men die without ever having thought, in the
proper sense of the word, not so much for want of wit or of good
sense, but rather because the shock necessary to the reasoning
faculty in its inception has never occurred to them to lift them out
of their daily habits.

After what I had experienced, I could think of sleep no more, and to
get up would have been useless as I could not stand upright, so I
took the only sensible course and remained seated.  I sat thus till
four o'clock in the morning, the sun would rise at five, and I longed
to see the day, for a presentiment which I held infallible told me
that it would set me again at liberty.  I was consumed with a desire
for revenge, nor did I conceal it from myself.  I saw myself at the
head of the people, about to exterminate the Government which had
oppressed me; I massacred all the aristocrats without pity; all must
be shattered and brought to the dust.  I was delirious; I knew the
authors of my misfortune, and in my fancy I destroyed them.  I
restored the natural right common to all men of being obedient only
to the law, and of being tried only by their peers and by laws to
which they have agreed-in short, I built castles in Spain.  Such is
man when he has become the prey of a devouring passion.  He does not
suspect that the principle which moves him is not reason but wrath,
its greatest enemy.

I waited for a less time than I had expected, and thus I became a
little more quiet.  At half-past four the deadly silence of the
place--this hell of the living--was broken by the shriek of bolts
being shot back in the passages leading to my cell.

"Have you had time yet to think about what you will take to eat?"
said the harsh voice of my gaoler from the wicket.

One is lucky when the insolence of a wretch like this only shews
itself in the guise of jesting.  I answered that I should like some
rice soup, a piece of boiled beef, a roast, bread, wine, and water.
I saw that the lout was astonished not to hear the lamentations he
expected.  He went away and came back again in a quarter of an hour
to say that he was astonished I did not require a bed and the
necessary pieces of furniture, "for" said he, "if you flatter
yourself that you are only here for a night, you are very much
mistaken."

"Then bring me whatever you think necessary."

"Where shall I go for it?  Here is a pencil and paper; write it
down."

I skewed him by writing where to go for my shirts, stockings, and
clothes of all sorts, a bed, table, chair, the books which Messer-
Grande had confiscated, paper, pens, and so forth.  On my reading out
the list to him (the lout did not know how to read) he cried,
"Scratch out," said he, "scratch out books, paper, pens, looking-
glass and razors, for all that is forbidden fruit here, and then give
me some money to get your dinner."  I had three sequins so I gave him
one, and he went off.  He spent an hour in the passages engaged, as I
learnt afterwards, in attending on seven other prisoners who were
imprisoned in cells placed far apart from each other to prevent all
communication.

About noon the gaoler reappeared followed by five guards, whose duty
it was to serve the state prisoners.  He opened: the cell door to
bring in my dinner and the furniture I had asked for.  The bed was
placed in the recess; my dinner was laid out on a small table, and I
had to eat with an ivory spoon he had procured out of the money I had
given him; all forks, knives, and edged tools being forbidden.

"Tell me what you would like for to-morrow," said he, "for I can only
come here once a day at sunrise.  The Lord High Secretary has told me
to inform you that he will send you some suitable books, but those
you wish for are forbidden."

"Thank him for his kindness in putting me by myself."

"I will do so, but you make a mistake in jesting thus."

"I don't jest at all, for I think truly that it is much better to be
alone than to mingle with the scoundrels who are doubtless here."

"What, sir! scoundrels?  Not at all, not at all.  They are only
respectable people here, who, for reasons known to their excellencies
alone, have to be sequestered from society.  You have been put by
yourself as an additional punishment, and you want me to thank the
secretary on that account?"

"I was not aware of that."

The fool was right, and I soon found it out.  I discovered that a man
imprisoned by himself can have no occupations.  Alone in a gloomy
cell where he only sees the fellow who brings his food once a day,
where he cannot walk upright, he is the most wretched of men.  He
would like to be in hell, if he believes in it, for the sake of the
company.  So strong a feeling is this that I got to desire the
company of a murderer, of one stricken with the plague, or of a bear.
The loneliness behind the prison bars is terrible, but it must be
learnt by experience to be understood, and such an experience I would
not wish even to my enemies.  To a man of letters in my situation,
paper and ink would take away nine-tenths of the torture, but the
wretches who persecuted me did not dream of granting me such an
alleviation of my misery.

After the gaoler had gone, I set my table near the grating for the
sake of the light, and sat down to dinner, but I could only swallow a
few spoonfuls of soup.  Having fasted for nearly forty-eight hours,
it was not surprising that I felt ill.  I passed the day quietly
enough seated on my sofa, and proposing myself to read the "suitable
books" which they had been good enough to promise me.  I did not shut
my eyes the whole night, kept awake by the hideous noise made by the
rats, and by the deafening chime of the clock of St. Mark's, which
seemed to be striking in my room.  This double vexation was not my
chief trouble, and I daresay many of my readers will guess what I am
going to speak of-namely, the myriads of fleas which held high
holiday over me.  These small insects drank my blood with unutterable
voracity, their incessant bites gave me spasmodic convulsions and
poisoned my blood.

At day-break, Lawrence (such was the gaoler's name) came to my cell
and had my bed made, and the room swept and cleansed, and one of the
guards gave me water wherewith to wash myself.  I wanted to take a
walk in the garret, but Lawrence told me that was forbidden.  He gave
me two thick books which I forbore to open, not being quite sure of
repressing the wrath with which they might inspire me, and which the
spy would have infallibly reported to his masters.  After leaving me
my fodder and two cut lemons he went away.

As soon as I was alone I ate my soup in a hurry, so as to take it
hot, and then I drew as near as I could to the light with one of the
books, and was delighted to find that I could see to read.  I looked
at the title, and read, "The Mystical City of Sister Mary of Jesus,
of Agrada."  I had never heard of it.  The other book was by a Jesuit
named Caravita.  This fellow, a hypocrite like the rest of them, had
invented a new cult of the "Adoration of the Sacred Heart of our Lord
Jesus Christ."  This, according to the author, was the part of our
Divine Redeemer, which above all others should be adored a curious
idea of a besotted ignoramus, with which I got disgusted at the first
page, for to my thinking the heart is no more worthy a part than the
lungs, stomach; or any other of the inwards.  The "Mystical City"
rather interested me.

I read in it the wild conceptions of a Spanish nun, devout to
superstition, melancholy, shut in by convent walls, and swayed by the
ignorance and bigotry of her confessors.  All these grotesque,
monstrous, and fantastic visions of hers were dignified with the name
of revelations.  The lover and bosom-friend of the Holy Virgin, she
had received instructions from God Himself to write the life of His
divine mother; the necessary information was furnished her by the
Holy Ghost.

This life of Mary began, not with the day of her birth, but with her
immaculate conception in the womb of Anne, her mother.  This Sister
Mary of Agrada was the head of a Franciscan convent founded by
herself in her own house.  After telling in detail all the deeds of
her divine heroine whilst in her mother's womb, she informs us that
at the age of three she swept and cleansed the house with the
assistance of nine hundred servants, all of whom were angels whom God
had placed at her disposal, under the command of Michael, who came
and went between God and herself to conduct their mutual
correspondence.

What strikes the judicious reader of the book is the evident belief
of the more than fanatical writer that nothing is due to her
invention; everything is told in good faith and with full belief.
The work contains the dreams of a visionary, who, without vanity but
inebriated with the idea of God, thinks to reveal only the
inspirations of the Divine Spirit.

The book was published with the permission of the very holy and very
horrible Inquisition.  I could not recover from my astonishment!  Far
from its stirring up in my breast a holy and simple zeal of religion,
it inclined me to treat all the mystical dogmas of the Faith as
fabulous.

Such works may have dangerous results; for example, a more
susceptible reader than myself, or one more inclined to believe in
the marvellous, runs the risk of becoming as great a visionary as the
poor nun herself.

The need of doing something made me spend a week over this
masterpiece of madness, the product of a hyper-exalted brain.  I took
care to say nothing to the gaoler about this fine work, but I began
to feel the effects of reading it.  As soon as I went off to sleep I
experienced the disease which Sister Mary of Agrada had communicated
to my mind weakened by melancholy, want of proper nourishment and
exercise, bad air, and the horrible uncertainty of my fate.  The
wildness of my dreams made me laugh when I recalled them in my waking
moments.  If I had possessed the necessary materials I would have
written my visions down, and I might possibly have produced in my
cell a still madder work than the one chosen with such insight by
Cavalli.

This set me thinking how mistaken is the opinion which makes human
intellect an absolute force; it is merely relative, and he who
studies himself carefully will find only weakness.  I perceived that
though men rarely become mad, still such an event is well within the
bounds of possibility, for our reasoning faculties are like powder,
which, though it catches fire easily, will never catch fire at all
without a spark.  The book of the Spanish nun has all the properties
necessary to make a man crack-brained; but for the poison to take
effect he must be isolated, put under the Leads, and deprived of all
other employments.

In November, 1767, as I was going from Pampeluna to Madrid, my
coachman, Andrea Capello, stopped for us to dine in a town of Old
Castille.  So dismal and dreary a place did I find it that I asked
its name.  How I laughed when I was told that it was Agrada!

"Here, then," I said to myself, "did that saintly lunatic produce
that masterpiece which but for M. Cavalli I should never have known."

An old priest, who had the highest possible opinion of me the moment
I began to ask him about this truthful historian of the mother of
Christ, shewed me the very place where she had written it, and
assured me that the father, mother, sister, and in short all the
kindred of the blessed biographer, had been great saints in their
generation.  He told me, and spoke truly, that the Spaniards had
solicited her canonization at Rome, with that of the venerable
Palafox.  This "Mystical City," perhaps, gave Father Malagrida the
idea of writing the life of St. Anne, written, also, at the dictation
of the Holy Ghost, but the poor devil of a Jesuit had to suffer
martyrdom for it--an additional reason for his canonization, if the
horrible society ever comes to life again, and attains the universal
power which is its secret aim.

At the end of eight or nine days I found myself moneyless.  Lawrence
asked me for some, but I had not got it.

"Where can I get some?"

"Nowhere."

What displeased this ignorant and gossiping fellow about me was my
silence and my laconic manner of talking.

Next day he told me that the Tribunal had assigned me fifty sous per
diem of which he would have to take charge, but that he would give me
an account of his expenditure every month, and that he would spend
the surplus on what I liked.

"Get me the Leyden Gazette twice a week."

"I can't do that, because it is not allowed by the authorities."

Sixty-five livres a month was more than I wanted, since I could not
eat more than I did: the great heat and the want of proper
nourishment had weakened me.  It was in the dog-days; the strength of
the sun's rays upon the lead of the roof made my cell like a stove,
so that the streams of perspiration which rolled off my poor body as
I sat quite naked on my sofa-chair wetted the floor to right and left
of me.

I had been in this hell-on-earth for fifteen days without any
secretion from the bowels.  At the end of this almost incredible time
nature re-asserted herself, and I thought my last hour was come.  The
haemorrhoidal veins were swollen to such an extent that the pressure
on them gave me almost unbearable agony.  To this fatal time I owe
the inception of that sad infirmity of which I have never been able
to completely cure myself.  The recurrence of the same pains, though
not so acute, remind me of the cause, and do not make my remembrance
of it any the more agreeable.  This disease got me compliments in
Russia when I was there ten years later, and I found it in such
esteem that I did not dare to complain.  The same kind of thing
happened to me at Constantinople, when I was complaining of a cold in
the head in the presence of a Turk, who was thinking, I could see,
that a dog of a Christian was not worthy of such a blessing.

The same day I sickened with a high fever and kept my bed.  I said
nothing to Lawrence about it, but the day after, on finding my dinner
untouched, he asked me how I was.

"Very well."

"That can't be, sir, as you have eaten nothing.  You are ill, and you
will experience the generosity of the Tribunal who will provide you,
without fee or charge, with a physician, surgeon, and all necessary
medicines."

He went out, returning after three hours without guards, holding a
candle in his hand, and followed by a grave-looking personage; this
was the doctor.  I was in the height of the fever, which had not left
me for three days.  He came up to me and began to ask me questions,
but I told him that with my confessor and my doctor I would only
speak apart.  The doctor told Lawrence to leave the room, but on the
refusal of that Argus to do so, he went away saying that I was
dangerously ill, possibly unto death.  For this I hoped, for my life
as it had become was no longer my chiefest good.  I was somewhat glad
also to think that my pitiless persecutors might, on hearing of my
condition, be forced to reflect on the cruelty of the treatment to
which they had subjected me.

Four hours afterwards I heard the noise of bolts once more, and the
doctor came in holding the candle himself.  Lawrence remained
outside.  I had become so weak that I experienced a grateful
restfulness.  Kindly nature does not suffer a man seriously ill to
feel weary.  I was delighted to hear that my infamous turnkey was
outside, for since his explanation of the iron collar I had looked an
him with loathing.

In a quarter of an hour I had told the doctor all.

"If we want to get well," said he, "we must not be melancholy."

"Write me the prescription, and take it to the only apothecary who
can make it up.  M. Cavalli is the bad doctor who exhibited 'The
Heart of Jesus,' and 'Tire Mystical City.'"

"Those two preparations are quite capable of having brought on the
fever and the haemorrhoids.  I will not forsake you"

After making me a large jug of lemonade, and telling the to drink
frequently, he went away.  I slept soundly, dreaming fantastic
dreams.

In he morning the doctor came again with Lawrence and a surgeon, who
bled me.  The doctor left me some medicine which he told me to take
in the evening, and a bottle of soap.  "I have obtained leave," said
he, "for you to move into the garret where the heat is less, and the
air better than here."

"I decline the favour, as I abominate the rats, which you know
nothing about, and which would certainly get into my bed."

"What a pity!  I told M. Cavalli that he had almost killed you with
his books, and he has commissioned me to take them back, and to give
you Boethius; and here it is."

"I am much obliged to you.  I like it better than Seneca, and I am
sure it will do me good."

"I am leaving you a very necessary instrument, and some barley water
for you to refresh yourself with."

He visited me four times, and pulled me through; my constitution did
the rest, and my appetite returned.  At the beginning of September I
found myself, on the whole, very well, suffering from no actual ills
except the heat, the vermin, and weariness, for I could not be always
reading Boethius.

One day Lawrence told me that I might go out of my cell to wash
myself whilst the bed was being made and the room swept.  I took
advantage of the favour to walk up and down for the ten minutes taken
by these operations, and as I walked hard the rats were alarmed and
dared not shew themselves.  On the same day Lawrence gave me an
account of my money, and brought himself in as my debtor to the
amount of thirty livres, which however, I could not put into my
pocket.  I left the money in his hands, telling him to lay it out on
masses on my behalf, feeling sure that he would make quite a
different use of it, and he thanked me in a tone that persuaded me he
would be his own priest.  I gave him the money every month, and I
never saw a priest's receipt.  Lawrence was wise to celebrate the
sacrifice at the tavern; the money was useful to someone at all
events.

I lived from day to day, persuading myself every night that the next
day I should be at liberty; but as I was each day deceived, I decided
in my poor brain that I should be set free without fail on the 1st of
October, on which day the new Inquisitors begin their term of office.
According to this theory, my imprisonment would last as long as the
authority of the present Inquisitors, and thus was explained the fact
that I had seen nothing of the secretary, who would otherwise have
undoubtedly come to interrogate, examine, and convict me of my
crimes, and finally to announce my doom.  All this appeared to me
unanswerable, because it seemed natural, but it was fallacious under
the Leads, where nothing is done after the natural order.  I imagined
the Inquisitors must have discovered my innocence and the wrong they
had done me, and that they only kept me in prison for form's sake,
and to protect their repute from the stain of committing injustice;
hence I concluded that they would give me my freedom when they laid
down their tyrannical authority.  My mind was so composed and quiet
that I felt as if I could forgive them, and forget the wrong that
they had done me.  "How can they leave me here to the mercy of their
successors," I thought, "to whom they cannot leave any evidence
capable of condemning me?" I could not believe that my sentence had
been pronounced and confirmed, without my being told of it, or of the
reasons by which my judges had been actuated.  I was so certain that
I had right on my side, that I reasoned accordingly; but this was not
the attitude I should have assumed towards a court which stands aloof
from all the courts in the world for its unbounded absolutism.  To
prove anyone guilty, it is only necessary for the Inquisitors to
proceed against him; so there is no need to speak to him, and when he
is condemned it would be useless to announce to the prisoner his
sentence, as his consent is not required, and they prefer to leave
the poor wretch the feeling of hope; and certainly, if he were told
the whole process, imprisonment would not be shortened by an hour.
The wise man tells no one of his business, and the business of the
Tribunal of Venice is only to judge and to doom.  The guilty party is
not required to have any share in the matter; he is like a nail,
which to be driven into a wall needs only to be struck.

To a certain extent I was acquainted with the ways of the Colossus
which was crushing me under foot, but there are things on earth which
one can only truly understand by experience.  If amongst my readers
there are any who think such laws unjust, I forgive them, as I know
they have a strong likeness to injustice; but let me tell them that
they are also necessary, as a tribunal like the Venetian could not
subsist without them.  Those who maintain these laws in full vigour
are senators, chosen from amongst the fittest for that office, and
with a reputation for honour and virtue.

The last day of September I passed a sleepless night, and was on
thorns to see the dawn appear, so sure was I that that day would make
me free.  The reign of those villains who had made me a captive drew
to a close; but the dawn appeared, Lawrence came as usual, and told
me nothing new.  For five or six days I hovered between rage and
despair, and then I imagined that for some reasons which to me were
unfathomable they had decided to keep me prisoner for the remainder
of my days.  This awful idea only made me laugh, for I knew that it
was in my power to remain a slave for no long time, but only till I
should take it into my own hands to break my prison.  I knew that I
should escape or die: 'Deliberata morte ferocior'.

In the beginning of November I seriously formed the plan of forcibly
escaping from a place where I was forcibly kept.  I began to rack my
brains to find a way of carrying the idea into execution, and I
conceived a hundred schemes, each one bolder than the other, but a
new plan always made me give up the one I was on the point of
accepting.

While I was immersed in this toilsome sea of thought, an event
happened which brought home to me the sad state of mind I was in.

I was standing up in the garret looking towards the top, and my
glance fell on the great beam, not shaking but turning on its right
side, and then, by slow and interrupted movement in the opposite
direction, turning again and replacing itself in its original
position.  As I lost my balance at the same time, I knew it was the
shock of an earthquake.  Lawrence and the guards, who just then came
out of my room, said that they too, had felt the earth tremble.  In
such despair was I that this incident made me feel a joy which I kept
to myself, saying nothing.  Four or five seconds after the same
movement occurred, and I could not refrain from saying,

"Another, O my God! but stronger."

The guards, terrified with what they thought the impious ravings of a
desperate madman, fled in horror.

After they were gone, as I was pondering the matter over, I found
that I looked upon the overthrow of the Doge's palace as one of the
events which might lead to liberty; the mighty pile, as it fell,
might throw me safe and sound, and consequently free, on St.  Mark's
Place, or at the worst it could only crush me beneath its ruins.
Situated as I was, liberty reckons for all, and life for nothing, or
rather for very little.  Thus in the depths of my soul I began to
grow mad.

This earthquake shock was the result of those which at the same time
destroyed Lisbon.





CHAPTER XXVII

Various Adventures--My Companions--I Prepare to Escape--Change of
Cell


To make the reader understand how I managed to escape from a place
like the Leads, I must explain the nature of the locality.

The Leads, used for the confinement of state prisoners, are in fact
the lofts of the ducal palace, and take their name from the large
plates of lead with which the roof is covered.  One can only reach
them through the gates of the palace, the prison buildings, or by the
bridge of which I have spoken called the Bridge of Sighs.  It is
impossible to reach the cells without passing through the hall where
the State Inquisitors hold their meetings, and their secretary has
the sole charge of the key, which he only gives to the gaoler for a
short time in the early morning whilst he is attending to the
prisoners.  This is done at day-break, because otherwise the guards
as they came and went would be in the way of those who have to do
with the Council of Ten, as the Council meets every day in a hall
called The Bussola, which the guards have to cross every time they go
to the Leads.

The prisons are under the roof on two sides of the palace; three to
the west (mine being among the number) and four to the east.  On the
west the roof looks into the court of the palace, and on the east
straight on to the canal called Rio di Palazzo.  On this side the
cells are well lighted, and one can stand up straight, which is not
the case in the prison where I was, which was distinguished by the
name of 'Trave', on account of the enormous beam which deprived me of
light.  The floor of my cell was directly over the ceiling of the
Inquisitors' hall, where they commonly met only at night after the
sitting of the Council of Ten of which the whole three are members.

As I knew my ground and the habits of the Inquisitors perfectly well,
the only way to escape--the only way at least which I deemed likely
to succeed--was to make a hole in the floor of my cell; but to do
this tools must be obtained--a difficult task in a place where all
communication with the outside world was forbidden, where neither
letters nor visits were allowed.  To bribe a guard a good deal of
money would be necessary, and I had none.  And supposing that the
gaoler and his two guards allowed themselves to be strangled--for my
hands were my only weapons--there was always a third guard on duty at
the door of the passage, which he locked and would not open till his
fellow who wished to pass through gave him the password.  In spite of
all these difficulties my only thought was how to escape, and as
Boethius gave me no hints on this point I read him no more, and as I
was certain that the difficulty was only to be solved by stress of
thinking I centered all my thoughts on this one object.

It has always been my opinion that when a man sets himself
determinedly to do something, and thinks of nought but his design, he
must succeed despite all difficulties in his path: such an one may
make himself Pope or Grand Vizier, he may overturn an ancient line of
kings--provided that he knows how to seize on his opportunity, and be
a man of wit and pertinacity.  To succeed one must count on being
fortunate and despise all ill success, but it is a most difficult
operation.

Towards the middle of November, Lawrence told me that Messer-Grande
had a prisoner in his hands whom the new secretary, Businello, had
ordered to be placed in the worst cell, and who consequently was
going to share mine.  He told me that on the secretary's reminding
him that I looked upon it as a favour to be left alone, he answered
that I had grown wiser in the four months of my imprisonment.  I was
not sorry to hear the news or that there was a new secretary.  This
M. Pierre Businello was a worthy man whom I knew at Paris.  He
afterwards went to London as ambassador of the Republic.

In the afternoon I heard the noise of the bolts, and presently
Lawrence and two guards entered leading in a young man who was
weeping bitterly; and after taking off his handcuffs they shut him up
with me, and went out without saying a word.  I was lying on my bed,
and he could not see me.  I was amused at his astonishment.  Being,
fortunately for himself, seven or eight inches shorter than I, he was
able to stand upright, and he began to inspect my arm-chair, which he
doubtless thought was meant for his own use.  Glancing at the ledge
above the grating he saw Boethius, took it up, opened it, and put it
down with a kind of passion, probably because being in Latin it was
of no use to him.  Continuing his inspection of the cell he went to
the left, and groping about was much surprised to find clothes.  He
approached the recess, and stretching out his hand he touched me, and
immediately begged my pardon in a respectful manner.  I asked him to
sit down and we were friends.

"Who are you?" said I.

"I am Maggiorin, of Vicenza.  My father, who was a coachman, kept me
at school till I was eleven, by which time I had learnt to read and
write; I was afterwards apprenticed to a barber, where I learnt my
business thoroughly.  After that I became valet to the Count of X---.
I had been in the service of the nobleman for two years when his
daughter came from the convent.  It was my duty to do her hair, and
by degrees I fell in love with her, and inspired her with a
reciprocal passion.  After having sworn a thousand times to exist
only for one another, we gave ourselves up to the task of shewing
each other marks of our affection, the result of which was that the
state of the young countess discovered all.  An old and devoted
servant was the first to find out our connection and the condition of
my mistress, and she told her that she felt in duty bound to tell her
father, but my sweetheart succeeded in making her promise to be
silent, saying that in the course of the week she herself would tell
him through her confessor.  She informed me of all this, and instead
of going to confession we prepared for flight.  She had laid hands on
a good sum of money and some diamonds which had belonged to her
mother, and we were to set out for Milan to-night.  But to-day the
count called me after dinner, and giving me a letter, he told me to
start at once and to deliver it with my own hand to the person to
whom it was addressed at Venice.  He spoke to me so kindly and
quietly that I had not the slightest suspicion of the fate in store
for me.  I went to get my cloak, said good-bye to my little wife,
telling her that I should soon return.  Seeing deeper below the
surface than I, and perchance having a presentiment of my misfortune,
she was sick at heart.  I came here in hot haste, and took care to
deliver the fatal letter.  They made me wait for an answer, and in
the mean time I went to an inn; but as I came out I was arrested and
put in the guard-room, where I was kept till they brought me here.  I
suppose, sir, I might consider the young countess as my wife?"

"You make a mistake."

"But nature----"

"Nature, when a man listens to her and nothing else, takes him from
one folly to another, till she puts him under the Leads."

"I am under the Leads, then, am I?"

"As I am."

The poor young man shed some bitter tears.  He was a well-made lad,
open, honest, and amorous beyond words.  I secretly pardoned the
countess, and condemned the count for exposing his daughter to such
temptation.  A shepherd who shuts up the wolf in the fold should not
complain if his flock be devoured.  In all his tears and lamentations
he thought not of himself but always of his sweetheart.  He thought
that the gaoler would return and bring him some food and a bed; but I
undeceived him, and offered him a share of what I had.  His heart,
however, was too full for him to eat.  In the evening I gave him my
mattress, on which he passed the night, for though he looked neat and
clean enough I did not care to have him to sleep with me, dreading
the results of a lover's dreams.  He neither understood how wrongly
he had acted, nor how the count was constrained to punish him
publicly as a cloak to the honour of his daughter and his house.
The next day he was given a mattress and a dinner to the value of
fifteen sous, which the Tribunal had assigned to him, either as a
favour or a charity, for the word justice would not be appropriate in
speaking of this terrible body.  I told the gaoler that my dinner
would suffice for the two of us, and that he could employ the young
man's allowance in saying masses in his usual manner.  He agreed
willingly, and having told him that he was lucky to be in my company,
he said that we could walk in the garret for half an hour.  I found
this walk an excellent thing for my health and my plan of escape,
which, however, I could not carry out for eleven months afterwards.
At the end of this resort of rats, I saw a number of old pieces of
furniture thrown on the ground to the right and left of two great
chests, and in front of a large pile of papers sewn up into separate
volumes.  I helped myself to a dozen of them for the sake of the
reading, and I found them to be accounts of trials, and very
diverting; for I was allowed to read these papers, which had once
contained such secrets.  I found some curious replies to the judges'
questions respecting the seduction of maidens, gallantries carried a
little too far by persons employed in girls' schools, facts relating
to confessors who had abused their penitents, schoolmasters convicted
of pederasty with their pupils, and guardians who had seduced their
wards.  Some of the papers dating two or three centuries back, in
which the style and the manners illustrated gave me considerable
entertainment.  Among the pieces of furniture on the floor I saw a
warming-pan, a kettle, a fire-shovel, a pair of tongs, some old
candle-sticks, some earthenware pots, and even a syringe.  From this
I concluded that some prisoner of distinction had been allowed to
make use of these articles.  But what interested me most was a
straight iron bar as thick as my thumb, and about a foot and a half
long.  However, I left everything as it was, as my plans had not been
sufficiently ripened by time for me to appropriate any object in
particular.

One day towards the end of the month my companion was taken away, and
Lawrence told me that he had been condemned to the prisons known as
The Fours, which are within the same walls as the ordinary prisons,
but belong to the State Inquisitors.  Those confined in them have the
privilege of being able to call the gaoler when they like.  The
prisons are gloomy, but there is an oil lamp in the midst which gives
the necessary light, and there is no fear of fire as everything is
made of marble.  I heard, a long time after, that the unfortunate
Maggiorin was there for five years, and was afterwards sent to Cerigo
for ten.  I do not know whether he ever came from there.  He had kept
me good company, and this I discovered as soon as he was gone, for in
a few days I became as melancholy as before.  Fortunately, I was
still allowed my walk in the garret, and I began to examine its
contents with more minuteness.  One of the chests was full of fine
paper, pieces of cardboard, uncut pens, and clews of pack thread; the
other was fastened down.  A piece of polished black marble, an inch
thick, six inches long, and three broad, attracted my attention, and
I possessed myself of it without knowing what I was going to do with
it, and I secreted it in my cell, covering it up with my shirts.

A week after Maggiorin had gone, Lawrence told me that in all
probability I should soon get another companion.  This fellow
Lawrence, who at bottom was a mere gabbling fool, began to get uneasy
at my never asking him any questions.  This fondness for gossip was
not altogether appropriate to his office, but where is one to find
beings absolutely vile?  There are such persons, but happily they are
few and far between, and are not to be sought for in the lower
orders.  Thus my gaoler found himself unable to hold his tongue, and
thought that the reason I asked no questions must be that I thought
him incapable of answering them; and feeling hurt at this, and
wishing to prove to me that I made a mistake, he began to gossip
without being solicited.

"I believe you will often have visitors," said he, "as the other six
cells have each two prisoners, who are not likely to be sent to the
Fours."  I made him no reply, but he went on, in a few seconds, "They
send to the Fours all sorts of people after they have been sentenced,
though they know nothing of that.  The prisoners whom I have charge
of under the Leads are like yourself, persons of note, and are only
guilty of deeds of which the inquisitive must know nothing.  If you
knew, sir, what sort of people shared your fate, you would be
astonished, It's true that you are called a man of parts; but you
will pardon me....  You know that all men of parts are treated well
here.  You take me, I see.  Fifty sous a day, that's something.  They
give three livres to a citizen, four to a gentleman, and eight to a
foreign count.  I ought to know, I think, as everything goes through
my hands."

He then commenced to sing his own praises, which consisted of
negative clauses.

"I'm no thief, nor traitor, nor greedy, nor malicious, nor brutal, as
all my predecessors were, and when I have drunk a pint over and above
I am all the better for it.  If my father had sent me to school I
should have learnt to read and write, and I might be Messer-Grande
to-day, but that's not my fault.  M. Andre Diedo has a high opinion
of me.  My wife, who cooks for you every day, and is only twenty-
four, goes to see him when she will, and he will have her come in
without ceremony, even if he be in bed, and that's more than he'll do
for a senator.  I promise you you will be always having the new-
comers in your cell, but never for any length of time, for as soon
as the secretary has got what he wants to know from them, he sends
them to their place--to the Fours, to some fort, or to the Levant;
and if they be foreigners they are sent across the frontier, for our
Government does not hold itself master of the subjects of other
princes, if they be not in its service.  The clemency of the Court is
beyond compare; there's not another in the world that treats its
prisoners so well.  They say it's cruel to disallow writing and
visitors; but that's foolish, for what are writing and company but
waste of time?  You will tell me that you have nothing to do, but we
can't say as much."

Such was, almost word for word, the first harangue with which the
fellow honoured me, and I must say I found it amusing.  I saw that if
the man had been less of a fool he would most certainly have been
more of a scoundrel.

The next day brought me a new messmate, who was treated as Maggiorin
had been, and I thus found it necessary to buy another ivory spoon,
for as the newcomers were given nothing on the first day of their
imprisonment I had to do all the honours of the cell.

My new mate made me a low bow, for my beard, now four inches long,
was still more imposing than my figure.  Lawrence often lent me
scissors to cut my nails, but he was forbidden, under pain of very
heavy punishment, to let me touch my beard.  I knew not the reason of
this order, but I ended by becoming used to my beard as one gets used
to everything.

The new-comer was a man of about fifty, approaching my size, a little
bent, thin, with a large mouth, and very bad teeth.  He had small
grey eyes hidden under thick eyebrows of a red colour, which made him
look like an owl; and this picture was set off by a small black wig,
which exhaled a disagreeable odour of oil, and by a dress of coarse
grey cloth.  He accepted my offer of dinner, but was reserved, and
said not a word the whole day, and I was also silent, thinking he
would soon recover the use of his tongue, as he did the next day.

Early in the morning he was given a bed and a bag full of linen.  The
gaoler asked him, as he had asked me, what he would have for dinner,
and for money to pay for it.

"I have no money."

"What!  a moneyed man like you have no money?"

"I haven't a sou."

"Very good; in that case I will get you some army biscuit and water,
according to instructions."

He went out, and returned directly afterwards with a pound and a half
of biscuit, and a pitcher, which he set before the prisoner, and then
went away.

Left alone with this phantom I heard a sigh, and my pity made me
break the silence.

"Don't sigh, sir, you shall share my dinner.  But I think you have
made a great mistake in coming here without money."

"I have some, but it does not do to let those harpies know of it:"

"And so you condemn yourself to bread and water.  Truly a wise
proceeding!  Do you know the reason of your imprisonment?"

"Yes, sir, and I will endeavour in a few words to inform you of it."

"My name is Squaldo Nobili.  My father was a countryman who had me
taught reading and writing, and at his death left me his cottage and
the small patch of ground belonging to it.  I lived in Friuli, about
a day's journey from the Marshes of Udine.  As a torrent called Corno
often damaged my little property, I determined to sell it and to set
up in Venice, which I did ten years ago.  I brought with me eight
thousand livres in fair sequins, and knowing that in this happy
commonwealth all men enjoyed the blessings of liberty, I believed
that by utilizing my capital I might make a little income, and I
began to lend money, on security.  Relying on my thrift, my judgment,
and my, knowledge of the world, I chose this business in preference
to all others.  I rented a small house in the neighbourhood of the
Royal Canal, and having furnished it I lived there in comfort by
myself; and in the course of two years I found I had made a profit of
ten thousand livres, though I had expended two thousand on household
expenses as I wished to live in comfort.  In this fashion I saw
myself in a fair way of making a respectable fortune in time; but
one, day, having lent a Jew two sequins upon some books, I found one
amongst them called "La Sagesse," by Charron.  It was then I found
out how good a thing it is to be able to read, for this book, which
you, sir, may not have read, contains all that a man need know--
purging him of all the prejudices of his childhood.  With Charron
good-bye to hell and all the empty terrors of a future life; one's
eyes are opened, one knows the way to bliss, one becomes wise indeed.
Do you, sir, get this book, and pay no heed to those foolish persons
who would tell you this treasure is not to be approached."

This curious discourse made me know my man.  As to Charron, I had
read the book though I did not know it had been translated into
Italian.  The author who was a great admirer of Montaigne thought to
surpass his model, but toiled in vain.  He is not much read despite
the prohibition to read his works, which should have given them some
popularity.  He had the impudence to give his book the title of one
of Solomon's treatises--a circumstance which does not say much for
his modesty.  My companion went on as follows:

"Set free by Charron from any scruples I still might have, and from
those false ideas so hard to rid one's self of, I pushed my business
in such sort, that at the end of six years I could lay my hand on ten
thousand sequins.  There is no need for you to be astonished at that,
as in this wealthy city gambling, debauchery, and idleness set all
the world awry and in continual need of money; so do the wise gather
what the fool drops.

"Three years ago a certain Count Seriman came and asked me to take
from him five hundred sequins, to put them in my business, and to
give him half profits.  All he asked for was an obligation in which I
promised to return him the whole sum on demand.  At the end of a year
I sent him seventy-five sequins, which made fifteen per cent. on his
money; he gave me a receipt for it, but was ill pleased.  He was
wrong, for I was in no need of money, and had not used his for
business purposes.  At the end of the second year, out of pure
generosity, I sent him the same amount; but we came to a quarrel and
he demanded the return of the five hundred sequins.  'Certainly,' I
said, 'but I must deduct the hundred and fifty you have already
received.'  Enraged at this he served me with a writ for the payment
of the whole sum.  A clever lawyer undertook my defence and was able
to gain me two years.  Three months ago I was spoken to as to an
agreement, and I refused to hear of it, but fearing violence I went
to the Abbe Justiniani, the Spanish ambassador's secretary, and for a
small sum he let me a house in the precincts of the Embassy, where
one is safe from surprises.  I was quite willing to let Count Seriman
have his money, but I claimed a reduction of a hundred sequins on
account of the costs of the lawsuit.  A week ago the lawyers on both
sides came to me.  I shewed them a purse of two hundred and fifty
sequins, and told them they might take it, but not a penny more.
They went away without saying a word, both wearing an ill-pleased
air, of which I took no notice.  Three days ago the Abbe Justiniani
told me that the ambassador had thought fit to give permission to the
State Inquisitors to send their men at once to my house to make
search therein.  I thought the thing impossible under the shelter of
a foreign ambassador, and instead of taking the usual precautions, I
waited the approach of the men-at-arms, only putting my money in a
place of safety.  At daybreak Messer-Grande came to the house, and
asked me for three hundred and fifty sequins, and on my telling him
that I hadn't a farthing he seized me, and here I am."

I shuddered, less at having such an infamous companion than at his
evidently considering me as his equal, for if he had thought of me in
any other light he would certainly not have told me this long tale,
doubtless in the belief that I should take his part.  In all the
folly about Charron with which he tormented me in the three days we
were together, I found by bitter experience the truth of the Italian
proverb: 'Guardati da colui che non ha letto che un libro solo'.  By
reading the work of the misguided priest he had become an Atheist,
and of this he made his boast all the day long.  In the afternoon
Lawrence came to tell him to come and speak with the secretary.  He
dressed himself hastily, and instead of his own shoes he took mine
without my seeing him.  He came back in half an hour in tears, and
took out of his shoes two purses containing three hundred and fifty
sequins, and, the gaoler going before, he went to take them to the
secretary.  A few moments afterwards he returned, and taking his
cloak went away.  Lawrence told me that he had been set at liberty.
I thought, and with good reason, that, to make him acknowledge his
debt and pay it, the secretary had threatened him with the torture;
and if it were only used in similar cases, I, who detest the
principle of torture, would be the first to proclaim its utility.

On New Year's Day, 1733, I received my presents.  Lawrence brought me
a dressing-gown lined with foxskin, a coverlet of wadded silk, and a
bear-skin bag for me to put my legs in, which I welcomed gladly, for
the coldness was unbearable as the heat in August.  Lawrence told me
that I might spend to the amount of six sequins a month, that I might
have what books I liked, and take in the newspaper, and that this
present came from M. de Bragadin.  I asked him for a pencil, and I
wrote upon a scrap of paper: "I am grateful for the kindness of the
Tribunal and the goodness of M. de Bragadin."

The man who would know what were my feelings at all this must have
been in a similar situation to my own.  In the first gush of feeling
I forgave my oppressors, and was on the point of giving up the idea
of escape; so easily shall you move a man that you have brought low
and overwhelmed with misfortune.  Lawrence told me that M. de
Bragadin had come before the three Inquisitors, and that on his
knees, and with tears in his eyes, he had entreated them to let him
give me this mark of his affection if I were still in the land of the
living; the Inquisitors were moved, and were not able to refuse his
request.

I wrote down without delay the names of the books I wanted.

One fine morning, as I was walking in the garret, my eyes fell on the
iron bar I have mentioned, and I saw that it might very easily be
made into a defensive or offensive weapon.  I took possession of it,
and having hidden it under my dressing-gown I conveyed it into my
cell.  As soon as I was alone, I took the piece of black marble, and
I found that I had to my hand an excellent whetstone; for by rubbing
the bar with the stone I obtained a very good edge.

My interest roused in this work in which I was but an apprentice, and
in the fashion in which I seemed likely to become possessed of an
instrument totally prohibited under the Leads, impelled, perhaps,
also by my vanity to make a weapon without any of the necessary
tools, and incited by my very difficulties (for I worked away till
dark without anything to hold my whetstone except my left hand, and
without a drop of oil to soften the iron), I made up my mind to
persevere in my difficult task.  My saliva served me in the stead of
oil, and I toiled eight days to produce eight edges terminating in a
sharp point, the edges being an inch and a half in length.  My bar
thus sharpened formed an eight-sided dagger, and would have done
justice to a first-rate cutler.  No one can imagine the toil and
trouble I had to bear, nor the patience required to finish this
difficult task without any other tools than a loose piece of stone.
I put myself, in fact, to a kind of torture unknown to the tyrants of
all ages.  My right arm had become so stiff that I could hardly move
it; the palm of my hand was covered with a large scar, the result of
the numerous blisters caused by the hardness and the length of the
work.  No one would guess the sufferings I underwent to bring my work
to completion.

Proud of what I had done, without thinking what use I could make of
my weapon, my first care was to hide it in such a manner as would
defy a minute search.  After thinking over a thousand plans, to all
of which there was some objection, I cast my eyes on my arm-chair,
and there I contrived to hide it so as to be secure from all
suspicion.  Thus did Providence aid me to contrive a wonderful and
almost inconceivable plan of escape.  I confess to a feeling of
vanity, not because I eventually succeeded--for I owed something to
good luck--but because I was brave enough to undertake such a scheme
in spite of the difficulties which might have ruined my plans and
prevented my ever attaining liberty.

After thinking for three or four days as to what I should do with the
bar I had made into an edged tool, as thick as a walking-stick and
twenty inches long, I determined that the best plan would be to make
a hole in the floor under my bed.

I was sure that the room below my cell was no other than the one in
which I had seen M.  Cavalli.  I knew that this room was opened every
morning, and I felt persuaded that, after I had made my hole, I could
easily let myself down with my sheets, which I would make into a rope
and fasten to my bed.  Once there, I would hide under the table of
the court, and in the morning, when the door was opened, I could
escape and get to a place of safety before anyone could follow me.  I
thought it possible that a sentry might be placed in the hall, but my
short pike ought to soon rid me of him.  The floor might be of double
or even of triple thickness, and this thought puzzled me; for in that
case how was I to prevent the guard sweeping out the room throughout
the two months my work might last.  If I forbade them to do so, I
might rouse suspicion; all the more as, to free myself of the fleas,
I had requested them to sweep out the cell every day, and in sweeping
they would soon discover what I was about.  I must find some way out
of this difficulty.

I began by forbidding them to sweep, without giving any reason.  A
week after, Lawrence asked me why I did so.  I told him because of
the dust which might make me cough violently and give me some fatal
injury.

"I will make them water the floor," said he.

"That would be worse, Lawrence, for the damp might cause a plethora."

In this manner I obtained a week's respite, but at the end of that.
time the lout gave orders that my cell should be swept.  He had the
bed carried out into the garret, and on pretence of having the
sweeping done with greater care, he lighted a candle.  This let me
know that the rascal was suspicious of something; but I was crafty
enough to take no notice of him, and so far from giving up my plea, I
only thought how I could put it on good train.  Next morning I
pricked my finger and covered my handkerchief with the blood, and
then awaited Lawrence in bed.  As soon as he came I told him that I
had coughed so violently as to break a blood-vessel, which had made
me bring up all the blood he saw.  "Get me a doctor."  The doctor
came, ordered me to be bled, and wrote me a prescription.  I told him
it was Lawrence's fault, as he had persisted in having the room
swept.  The doctor blamed him for doing so, and just as if I had
asked him he told us of a young man who had died from the same cause,
and said that there was nothing more dangerous than breathing in
dust.  Lawrence called all the gods to witness that he had only had
the room swept for my sake, and promised it should not happen again.
I laughed to myself, for the doctor could not have played his part
better if I had given him the word.  The guards who were there were
delighted, and said they would take care only to sweep the cells of
those prisoners who had angered them.

When the doctor was gone, Lawrence begged my pardon, and assured me
that all the other prisoners were in good health although their cells
were swept out regularly.

"But what the doctor says is worth considering," said he, "and I
shall tell them all about it, for I look upon them as my children."

The blood-letting did me good, as it made me sleep, and relieved me
of the spasms with which I was sometimes troubled.  I had regained my
appetite and was getting back my strength every day, but the time to
set about my work was not yet come; it was still too cold, and I
could not hold the bar for any length of time without my hand
becoming stiff.  My scheme required much thought.  I had to exercise
boldness and foresight to rid myself of troubles which chance might
bring to pass or which I could foresee.  The situation of a man who
had to act as I had, is an unhappy one, but in risking all for all
half its bitterness vanishes.

The long nights of winter distressed me, for I had to pass nineteen
mortal hours in darkness; and on the cloudy days, which are common
enough at Venice, the light I had was not sufficient for me to be
able to read.  Without any distractions I fell back on the idea of my
escape, and a man who always thinks on one subject is in danger of
becoming a monomaniac.  A wretched kitchen-lamp would have made me
happy, but how am I to get such a thing?  O blessed prerogative of
thought!  how happy was I when I thought I had found a way to possess
myself of such a treasure!  To make such a lamp I required a vase,
wicks, oil, a flint and steel, tinder, and matches.  A porringer
would do for the vase, and I had one which was used for cooking eggs
in butter.  Pretending that the common oil did not agree with me, I
got them to buy me Lucca oil for my salad, and my cotton counterpane
would furnish me with wicks.  I then said I had the toothache, and
asked Lawrence to get me a pumice-stone, but as he did not know what
I meant I told him that a musket-flint would do as well if it were
soaked in vinegar for a day, and, then being applied to the tooth the
pain would be eased.  Lawrence told me that the vinegar I had was
excellent, and that I could soak the stone myself, and he gave me
three or four flints he had in his pocket.  All I had to do was to
get some sulphur and tinder, and the procuring of these two articles
set all my wits to work.  At last fortune came to my assistance.

I had suffered from a kind of rash, which as it came off had left
some red spots on my arms, and occasionally caused me some
irritation.  I told Lawrence to ask the doctor for a cure, and the
next day he brought me a piece of paper which the secretary had seen,
and on which the doctor had written, "Regulate the food for a day,
and the skin will be cured by four ounces of oil of sweet almonds or
an ointment of flour of sulphur, but this local application is
hazardous."

"Never mind the danger," said I to Lawrence; "buy me the ointment, or
rather get me the sulphur, as I have some butter by me, and I can
make it up myself.  Have you any matches?  Give me a few."

He found some in his pockets, and he gave me them.

What a small thing brings comfort in distress!  But in my place these
matches were no small thing, but rather a great treasure.

I had puzzled my head for several hours as to what substitute I could
find for tinder--the only thing I still lacked, and which I could not
ask for under any pretense whatsoever--when I remembered that I had
told the tailor to put some under the armpits of my coat to prevent
the perspiration spoiling the stuff.  The coat, quite new, was before
me, and my heart began to beat, but supposing the tailor had not put
it in!  Thus I hung between hope and fear.  I had only to take a step
to know all; but such a step would have been decisive, and I dared
not take it.  At last I drew nigh, and feeling myself unworthy of
such mercies I fell on my knees and fervently prayed of God that the
tailor might not have forgotten the tinder.  After this heartfelt
prayer I took my coat, unsewed it, and found-the tinder!  My joy knew
no bounds.  I naturally gave thanks to God, since it was with
confidence in Him that I took courage and searched my coat, and I
returned thanks to Him with all my heart.

I now had all the necessary materials, and I soon made myself a lamp.
Let the reader imagine my joy at having in a manner made light in the
midst of darkness, and it was no less sweet because against the
orders of my infamous oppressors.  Now there was no more night for
me, and also no more salad, for though I was very fond of it the need
of keeping the oil to give light caused me to make this sacrifice
without it costing me many pangs.  I fixed upon the first Monday in
Lent to begin the difficult work of breaking through the floor, for I
suspected that in the tumult of the carnival I might have some
visitors, and I was in the right.

At noon, on Quinquagesima Sunday, I heard the noise of the bolts, and
presently Lawrence entered, followed by a thick-set man whom I
recognized as the Jew, Gabriel Schalon, known for lending money to
young men.

We knew each other, so exchanged compliments.  His company was by no
means agreeable to me, but my opinion was not asked.  He began by
congratulating me on having the pleasure of his society; and by way
of answer I offered him to share my dinner, but he refused, saying he
would only take a little soup, and would keep his appetite for a
better supper at his own house.

"When?"

"This evening.  You heard when I asked for my bed he told me that we
would talk about that to-morrow.  That means plainly that I shall
have no need of it.  And do you think it likely that a man like me
would be left without anything to eat?"

"That was my experience."

"Possibly, but between ourselves our cases are somewhat different;
and without going any farther into that question, the Inquisitors
have made a mistake in arresting me, and they will be in some
trouble, I am certain, as to how to atone for doing so."

"They will possibly give you a pension.  A man of your importance has
to be conciliated."

"True, there's not a broker on the exchange more useful than myself,
and the five sages have often profited by the advice I have given
them.  My detention is a curious incident, which, perchance, will be
of service to you."

"Indeed.  How, may I ask?"

"I will get you out of here in a month's time.  I know to whom to
speak and what way to do it:"

"I reckon on you, then."

"You may do so."

This knave and fool together believed himself to be somebody.  He
volunteered to inform me as to what was being said of me in the town,
but as he only related the idle tales of men as ignorant as himself,
he wearied me, and to escape listening to him I took up a book.  The
fellow had the impudence to ask me not to read, as he was very fond
of talking, but henceforth he talked only to himself.  I did not dare
to light my lamp before this creature, and as night drew on he
decided on accepting some bread and Cyprus wine, and he was
afterwards obliged to do as best he could with my mattress, which was
now the common bed of all new-comers.

In the morning he had a bed and some food from his own house.  I was
burdened with this wretched fellow for two months, for before
condemning him to the Fours the secretary had several interviews with
him to bring to light his knaveries, and to oblige him to cancel a
goodly number of illegal agreements.  He confessed to me himself that
he had bought of M. Domenico Micheli the right to moneys which could
not belong to the buyer till after the father of the seller was dead.
"It's true," said he, "that he agreed to give me fifty per cent., but
you must consider that if he died before his father I should lose
all."  At last, seeing that my cursed fellow did not go, I determined
to light my lamp again after having made him promise to observe
secrecy.  He only kept his promise while he was with me, as Lawrence
knew all about it, but luckily he attached no importance to the fact.

This unwelcome guest was a true burden to me, as he not only
prevented me from working for my escape but also from reading.  He
was troublesome, ignorant, superstitious, a braggart, cowardly, and
sometimes like a madman.  He would have had me cry, since fear made
him weep, and he said over and over again that this imprisonment
would ruin his reputation.  On this count I reassured him with a
sarcasm he did not understand.  I told him that his reputation was
too well known to suffer anything from this little misfortune, and he
took that for a compliment.  He would not confess to being a miser,
but I made him admit that if the Inquisitors would give him a hundred
sequins for every day of his imprisonment he would gladly pass the
rest of his life under the Leads.

He was a Talmudist, like all modern Jews, and he tried to make me
believe that he was very devout; but I once extracted a smile of
approbation from him by telling him that he would forswear Moses if
the Pope would make him a cardinal.  As the son of a rabbi he was
learned in all the ceremonies of his religion, but like most men he
considered the essence of a religion to lie in its discipline and
outward forms.

This Jew, who was extremely fat, passed three-quarters of his life in
bed; and though he often dozed in the daytime, he was annoyed at not
being able to sleep at night--all the more as he saw that I slept
excellently.  He once took it into his head to wake me up as I was
enjoying my sleep.

"What do you want?" said I; "waking me up with a start like this."

"My dear fellow, I can't sleep a wink.  Have compassion on me and let
us have a little talk."

"You scoundrel!  You act thus and you dare to call yourself my friend!
I know your lack of sleep torments you, but if you again deprive me
of the only blessing I enjoy I will arise and strangle you."

I uttered these words in a kind of transport.

"Forgive me, for mercy's sake! and be sure that I will not trouble
you again."

It is possible that I should not have strangled him, but I was very
much tempted to do so.  A prisoner who is happy enough to sleep
soundly, all the while he sleeps is no longer a captive, and feels no
more the weight of his chains.  He ought to look upon the wretch who
awakens him as a guard who deprives him of his liberty, and makes him
feel his misery once more, since, awakening, he feels all his former
woes.  Furthermore, the sleeping prisoner often dreams that he is
free again, in like manner as the wretch dying of hunger sees himself
in dreams seated at a sumptuous feast.

I congratulated myself on not having commenced my great work before
he came, especially as he required that the room should be swept out.
The first time he asked for it to be dote, the guards made me laugh
by saying that it would kill me.  However, he insisted; and I had my
revenge by pretending to be ill, but from interested motives I made
no further opposition.

On the Wednesday in Holy Week Lawrence told us that the secretary
would make us the customary visit in the afternoon, the object being
to give peace to them that would receive the sacrament at Easter, and
also to know if they had anything to say against the gaoler.  "So,
gentlemen," said Lawrence, "if you have any complaints to make of me
make them.  Dress yourselves fully, as is customary."  I told
Lawrence to get me a confessor for the day.

I put myself into full dress, and the Jew followed my example, taking
leave of me in advance, so sure was he that the secretary would set
him free on hearing what he had to say.  "My presentiment," said he,
"is of the same kind as I have had before, and I have never been
deceived."

"I congratulate you, but don't reckon without your host."  He did not
understand what I meant.

In course of time the secretary came, and as soon as the cell-door
was opened the Jew ran out and threw himself at his feet on both
knees, I heard for five minutes nothing but his tears and complaints,
for the secretary said not one word.  He came back, and Lawrence told
me to go out.  With a beard of eight months' growth, and a dress made
for love-making in August, I must have presented a somewhat curious
appearance.  Much to my disgust I shivered with cold, and was afraid
that the secretary would think I was trembling with fear.  As I was
obliged to bend low to come out of my hole, my bow was ready made,
and drawing myself up, I looked at him calmly without affecting any
unseasonable hardihood, and waited for him to speak.  The secretary
also kept silence, so that we stood facing each other like a pair of
statues.  At the end of two minutes, the secretary, seeing that I
said nothing, gave me a slight bow, and went away.  I re-entered my
cell, and taking off my clothes in haste, got into bed to get warm
again.  The Jew was astonished at my not having spoken to the
secretary, although my silence had cried more loudly than his
cowardly complaints.  A prisoner of my kind has no business to open
his mouth before his judge, except to answer questions.  On Maundy
Thursday a Jesuit came to confess me, and on Holy Saturday a priest
of St. Mark's came to administer to me the Holy Communion.  My
confession appearing rather too laconic to the sweet son of Ignatius
he thought good to remonstrate with me before giving me his
absolution.

"Do you pray to God?" he said.

"From the morning unto the evening, and from the evening unto the
morning, for, placed as I am, all that I feel--my anxiety, my grief,
all the wanderings of my mind--can be but a prayer in the eyes of the
Divine Wisdom which alone sees my heart."

The Jesuit smiled slightly and replied by a discourse rather
metaphysical than moral, which did not at all tally with my views.
I should have confuted him on every point if he had not astonished me
by a prophecy he made.  "Since it is from us," said he, "that you
learnt what you know of religion, practise it in our fashion, pray
like us, and know that you will only come out of this place on the
day of the saint whose name you bear."  So saying he gave me
absolution, and left me.  This man left the strongest possible
impression on my mind.  I did my best, but I could not rid myself of
it.  I proceeded to pass in review all the saints in the calendar.

The Jesuit was the director of M. Flaminio Corner, an old senator,
and then a State Inquisitor.  This statesman was a famous man of
letters, a great politician, highly religious, and author of several
pious and ascetic works written in Latin.  His reputation was
spotless.

On being informed that I should be set free on the feast-day of my
patron saint, and thinking that my informant ought to know for
certain what he told me, I felt glad to have a patron-saint.  "But
which is it?" I asked myself.  "It cannot be St. James of
Compostella, whose name I bear, for it was on the feast-day of that
saint that Messer-Grande burst open my door."  I took the almanac and
looking for the saints' days nearest at hand I found St. George--a
saint of some note, but of whom I had never thought.  I then devoted
myself to St. Mark, whose feast fell on the twenty-fifth of the
month, and whose protection as a Venetian I might justly claim.  To
him, then, I addressed my vows, but all in vain, for his feast came
round and still I was in prison.  Then I took myself to St. James,
the brother of Christ, who comes before St. Philip, but again in the
wrong.  I tried St. Anthony, who, if the tale told at Padua be true,
worked thirteen miracles a day.  He worked none for me.  Thus I
passed from one to the other, and by degrees I got to hope in the
protection of the saints just as one hopes for anything one desires,
but does not expect to come to pass; and I finished up by hoping only
in my Saint Bar, and in the strength of my arms.  Nevertheless the
promise of the Jesuit came to pass, since I escaped from The Leads on
All Hallows Day; and it is certain that if I had a patron-saint, he
must be looked for in their number since they are all honoured on
that day.

A fortnight after Easter I was delivered from my troublesome
Israelite, and the poor devil instead of being sent back to his home
had to spend two years in The Fours, and on his gaining his freedom
he went and set up in Trieste, where he ended his days.

No sooner was I again alone than I set zealously about my work.  I
had to make haste for fear of some new visitor, who, like the Jew,
might insist on the cell being swept.  I began by drawing back my
bed, and after lighting my lamp I lay down on my belly, my pike in my
hand, with a napkin close by in which to gather the fragments of
board as I scooped them out.  My task was to destroy the board by
dint of driving into it the point of my tool.  At first the pieces I
got away were not much larger than grains of wheat, but they soon
increased in size.

The board was made of deal, and was sixteen inches broad.  I began to
pierce it at its juncture with another board, and as there were no
nails or clamps my work was simple.  After six hours' toil I tied up
the napkin, and put it on one side to empty it the following day
behind the pile of papers in the garret.  The fragments were four or
five times larger in bulk than the hole from whence they came.  I put
back my bed in its place, and on emptying the napkin the next morning
I took care so to dispose the fragments that they should not be seen.

Having broken through the first board, which I found to be two inches
thick, I was stopped by a second which I judged to be as thick as the
first.  Tormented by the fear of new visitors I redoubled my efforts,
and in three weeks I had pierced the three boards of which the floor
was composed; and then I thought that all was lost, for I found I had
to pierce a bed of small pieces of marble known at Venice as terrazzo
marmorin.  This forms the usual floor of venetian houses of all
kinds, except the cottages, for even the high nobility prefer the
terrazzo to the finest boarded floor.  I was thunderstruck to find
that my bar made no impression on this composition; but,
nevertheless, I was not altogether discouraged and cast down.  I
remembered Hannibal, who, according to Livy, opened up a passage
through the Alps by breaking the rocks with axes and other
instruments, having previously softened them with vinegar.  I thought
that Hannibal had succeeded not by aceto, but aceta, which in the
Latin of Padua might well be the same as ascia; and who can guarantee
the text to be free from the blunders of the copyist?  All the same,
I poured into the hole a bottle of strong vinegar I had by me, and in
the morning, either because of the vinegar or because I, refreshed
and rested, put more strength and patience into the work, I saw that
I should overcome this new difficulty; for I had not to break the
pieces of marble, but only to pulverize with the end of my bar the
cement which kept them together.  I soon perceived that the greatest
difficulty was on the surface, and in four days the whole mosaic was
destroyed without the point of my pike being at all damaged.

Below the pavement I found another plank, but I had expected as much.
I concluded that this would be the last; that is the first to be put
down when the rooms below were being ceiled.  I pierced it with some
difficulty, as, the hole being ten inches deep, it had become
troublesome to work the pike.  A thousand times I commended myself to
the mercy of God.  Those Free-thinkers who say that praying is no
good do not know what they are talking about; for I know by
experience that, having prayed to God, I always felt myself grow
stronger, which fact amply proves the usefulness of prayer, whether
the renewal of strength come straight from God, or whether it comes
only from the trust one has in Him.

On the 25th of June, on which day the Republic celebrates the
wonderful appearance of St.  Mark under the form of a winged lion in
the ducal church, about three o'clock in the afternoon, as I was
labouring on my belly at the hole, stark naked, covered with sweat,
my lamp beside me.  I heard with mortal fear the shriek of a bolt and
the noise of the door of the first passage.  It was a fearful moment!
I blew out my lamp, and leaving my bar in the hole I threw into it
the napkin with the shavings it contained, and as swift as lightning
I replaced my bed as best I could, and threw myself on it just as the
door of my cell opened.  If Lawrence had come in two seconds sooner
he would have caught me.  He was about to walk over me, but crying
out dolefully I stopped him, and he fell back, saying,

"Truly, sir, I pity you, for the air here is as hot as a furnace.
Get up, and thank God for giving you such good company."

"Come in, my lord, come in," said he to the poor wretch who followed
him.  Then, without heeding my nakedness, the fellow made the noble
gentleman enter, and he seeing me to be naked, sought to avoid me
while I vainly tried to find my shirt.

The new-comer thought he was in hell, and cried out,

"Where am I?  My God! where have I been put?  What heat!  What a
stench!  With whom am I?"

Lawrence made him go out, and asked me to put on my shirt to go into
the garret for a moment.  Addressing himself to the new prisoner, he
said that, having to get a bed and other necessaries, he would leave
us in the garret till he came back, and that, in the mean time, the
cell would be freed from the bad smell, which was only oil.  What a
start it gave me as I heard him utter the word "oil."  In my hurry I
had forgotten to snuff the wick after blowing it out.  As Lawrence
asked me no questions about it, I concluded that he knew all, and the
accursed Jew must have betrayed me.  I thought myself lucky that he
was not able to tell him any more.

From that time the repulsion which I had felt for Lawrence
disappeared.

After putting on my shirt and dressing-gown, I went out and found my
new companion engaged in writing a list of what he wanted the gaoler
to get him.  As soon as he saw me, he exclaimed, "Ah! it's Casanova."
I, too, recognised him as the Abbe and Count Fenarolo, a man of
fifty, amiable, rich, and a favourite in society.  He embraced me,
and when I told him that I should have expected to see anybody in
that place rather than him, he could not keep back his tears, which
made me weep also.

When we were alone I told him that, as soon as his bed came, I should
offer him the recess, begging him at the same time not to accept it.
I asked him, also, not to ask to have the cell swept, saying that I
would tell him the reason another time.  He promised to keep all
secrecy in the matter, and said he thought himself fortunate to be
placed with me.  He said that as no one knew why I was imprisoned,
everyone was guessing at it.  Some said that I was the heresiarch of
a new sect; others that Madame Memmo had persuaded the Inquisitors
that I had made her sons Atheists, and others that Antony Condulmer,
the State Inquisitor, had me imprisoned as a disturber of the peace,
because I hissed Abbe Chiari's plays, and had formed a design to go
to Padua for the express purpose of killing him.

All these accusations had a certain foundation in fact which gave
them an air of truth, but in reality they were all wholly false.  I
cared too little for religion to trouble myself to found a new one.
The sons of Madame Memmo were full of wit, and more likely to seduce
than to be seduced; and Master Condulmer would have had too much on
his hands if he had imprisoned all those who hissed the Abbe Chiari;
and as for this abbe, once a Jesuit, I had forgiven him, as the
famous Father Origo, himself formerly a Jesuit, had taught me to take
my revenge by praising him everywhere, which incited the malicious to
vent their satire on the abbe; and thus I was avenged without any
trouble to myself.

In the evening they brought a good bed, fine linen, perfumes, an
excellent supper, and choice wines.  The abbe ate nothing, but I
supped for two.  When Lawrence had wished us good night and had shut
us up till the next day, I got out my lamp, which I found to be
empty, the napkin having sucked up all the oil.  This made me laugh,
for as the napkin might very well have caught and set the room on
fire, the idea of the confusion which would have ensued excited my
hilarity.  I imparted the cause of my mirth to my companion, who
laughed himself, and then, lighting the lamp, we spent the night in
pleasant talk.  The history of his imprisonment was as follows:

"Yesterday, at three o'clock in the afternoon, Madame Alessandria,
Count Martinengo, and myself, got into a gondola.  We went to Padua
to see the opera, intending to return to Venice afterwards.  In the
second act my evil genius led me to the gaming-table, where I
unfortunately saw Count Rosenberg, the Austrian ambassador, without
his mask, and about ten paces from him was Madame Ruzzini, whose
husband is going to Vienna to represent the Republic.  I greeted them
both, and was just going away, when the ambassador called out to me,
so as to be heard by everyone, 'You are very fortunate in being able
to pay your court to so sweet a lady.  At present the personage I
represent makes the fairest land in the world no better for me than a
galley.  Tell the lady, I beseech you, that the laws which now
prevent me speaking to her will be without force at Venice, where I
shall go next year, and then I shall declare war against her.'
Madame Ruzzini, who saw that she was being spoken of, asked me what
the count had said, and I told her, word for word.  'Tell him,' said
she, 'that I accept his declaration of war, and that we shall see who
will wage it best.'  I did not think I had committed a crime in
reporting her reply, which was after all a mere compliment.  After
the opera we set out, and got here at midnight.  I was going to sleep
when a messenger brought me a note ordering me to go to the Bussola
at one o'clock, Signor Bussinello, Secretary of the Council of Ten,
having something to say to me.  Astonished at such an order--always
of bad omen, and vexed at being obliged to obey, I went at the time
appointed, and my lord secretary, without giving me a word, ordered
me to be taken here."

Certainly no fault could be less criminal than that which Count
Fenarolo had committed, but one can break certain laws in all
innocence without being any the less punishable.  I congratulated him
on knowing what his crime had been, and told him that he would be set
free in a week, and would be requested to spend six months in the
Bressian.  "I can't think," said he, "that they will leave me here
for a week."  I determined to keep him good company, and to soften
the bitterness of his imprisonment, and so well did I sympathize with
his position that I forgot all about my own.

The next morning at day-break, Lawrence brought coffee and a basket
filled with all the requisites for a good dinner.  The abbe was
astonished, for he could not conceive how anyone could eat at such an
early hour.  They let us walk for an hour in the garret and then shut
us up again, and we saw no more of them throughout the day.  The
fleas which tormented us made the abbe ask why I did not have the
cell swept out.  I could not let him think that dirt and untidiness
was agreeable to me, or that my skin was any harder than his own, so
I told him the whole story, and shewed him what I had done.  He was
vexed at having as it were forced me to make him my confidant, but he
encouraged me to go on, and if possible to finish what I was about
that day, as he said he would help me to descend and then would draw
up the rope, not wishing to complicate his own difficulties by an
escape.  I shewed him the model of a contrivance by means of which I
could certainly get possession of the sheets which were to be my
rope; it was a short stick attached by one end to a long piece of
thread.  By this stick I intended to attach my rope to the bed, and
as the thread hung down to the floor of the room below, as soon as I
got there I should pull the thread and the rope would fall down.  He
tried it, and congratulated me on my invention, as this was a
necessary part of my scheme, as otherwise the rope hanging down would
have immediately discovered me.  My noble companion was convinced
that I ought to stop my work, for I might be surprised, having to do
several days' work before finishing the hole which would cost
Lawrence his life.  Should the thought of gaining my liberty at the
expense of a fellow-creature have made me desist?  I should have
still persisted if my escape had meant death to the whole body of
Venetian guards, and even to the Inquisitors themselves.  Can the
love of country, all holy though it be, prevail in the heart of the
man whose country is oppressing him?

My good humour did not prevent my companion having some bad quarters
of an hour.  He was in love with Madame Alessandria, who had been a
singer, and was either the mistress or the wife of his friend
Martinengo; and he should have deemed himself happy, but the happier
a lover is, so much the more his unhappiness when he is snatched from
the beloved object.  He sighed, wept, and declared that he loved a
woman in whom all the noble virtues were contained.  I compassionated
him, and took care not to comfort him by saying that love is a mere
trifle--a cold piece of comfort given to lovers by fools, and,
moreover, it is not true that love is a mere trifle.

The week I had mentioned as the probable term of his imprisonment
passed quickly enough, and I lost my friend, but did not waste my
time by mourning for him; he was set free, and I was content.  I did
not beg him to be discreet, for the least doubt on that score would
have wounded his noble spirit.  During the week he was with me he
only ate soup and fruit, taking a little Canary wine.  It was I who
made good cheer in his stead and greatly to his delight.  Before he
left we swore eternal friendship.

The next day Lawrence gave me an account of my money, and on finding
that I had a balance of four sequins I gave them to him, telling him
it was a present from me to his wife.  I did not tell him that it was
for the rent of my lamp, but he was free to think so if he chose.
Again betaking myself to my work, and toiling without cessation, on
the 23rd of August I saw it finished.  This delay was caused by an
inevitable accident.  As I was hollowing out the last plank, I put my
eye to a little hole, through which I ought to have seen the hall of
the Inquisitors-in fact, I did see it, but I saw also at one side of
the hole a surface about eight inches thick.  It was, as I had feared
all the time it would be, one of the beams which kept up the ceiling.
I was thus compelled to enlarge my hole on the other side, for the
beam would have made it so narrow that a man of my size could never
have got through.  I increased the hole, therefore, by a fourth,
working--between fear and hope, for it was possible that the space
between two of the beams would not be large enough.  After I had
finished, a second little hole assured me that God had blessed my
labour.  I then carefully stopped up the two small holes to prevent
anything falling down into the hall, and also lest a ray from my lamp
should be perceived, for this would have discovered all and ruined
me.

I fixed my escape for the eve of St. Augustine's Day, because I knew
that the Grand Council assembled on that feast, and there would
consequently be nobody near the room through which I must pass in
getting away.  This would have been on the twenty-seventh of the
month, but a misfortune happened to me on the twenty-fifth which
makes me still shudder when I think of it, notwithstanding the years
which have passed since then.

Precisely at noon I heard the noise of bolts, and I thought I should
die; for a violent beating of the heart made me imagine my last hour
was come.  I fell into my easy chair, and waited.  Lawrence came into
the garret and put his head at the grating, and said, "I give you
joy, sir, for the good news I am bringing you."  At first, not being
able to think of any other news which could be good to me, I fancied
I had been set at liberty, and I trembled, for I knew that the
discovery of the hole I had made would have caused my pardon to be
recalled.

Lawrence came in and told me to follow him.

"Wait till I put on my clothes."

"It's of no consequence, as you only have to walk from this
abominable cell to another, well lighted and quite fresh, with two
windows whence you can see half Venice, and you can stand upright
too."  -----I could bear no more, I felt that I was fainting.
"Give me the vinegar," said I, "and go and tell the secretary that I
thank the Court for this favour, and entreat it to leave me where I
am."

"You make me laugh, sir.  Have you gone mad?  They would take you
from hell to put you in heaven, and you would refuse to stir?  Come,
come, the Court must be obeyed, pray rise, sir.  I will give you my
arm, and will have your clothes and your books brought for you."
Seeing that resistance was of no avail, I got up, and was much
comforted at hearing him give orders for my arm-chair to be brought,
for my pike was to follow me, and with it hope.  I should have much
liked to have been able to take the hole--the object of so much
wasted trouble and hope--with me.  I may say with truth that, as I
came forth from that horrible and doleful place, my spirit remained
there.

Leaning on Lawrence's shoulder, while he, thinking to cheer me up,
cracked his foolish jokes, I passed through two narrow passages, and
going down three steps I found myself in a well-lighted hall, at the
end of which, on the left-hand side, was a door leading into another
passage two feet broad by about twelve long, and in the corner was my
new cell.  It had a barred window which was opposite to two windows,
also barred, which lighted the passage, and thus one had a fine view
as far as Lido.  At that trying moment I did not care much for the
view; but later on I found that a sweet and pleasant wind came
through the window when it was opened, and tempered the insufferable
heat; and this was a true blessing for the poor wretch who had to
breathe the sultry prison air, especially in the hot season.

As soon as I got into my new cell Lawrence had my arm-chair brought
in, and went away, saying that he would have the remainder of my
effects brought to me.  I sat on my arm-chair as motionless as a
statue, waiting for the storm, but not fearing it.  What overwhelmed
me was the distressing idea that all my pains and contrivances were
of no use, nevertheless I felt neither sorry nor repentant for what I
had done, and I made myself abstain from thinking of what was going
to happen, and thus kept myself calm.

Lifting up my soul to God I could not help thinking that this
misfortune was a Divine punishment for neglecting to escape when all
was ready.  Nevertheless, though I could have escaped three days
sooner, I thought my punishment too severe, all the more as I had put
off my escape from motives of prudence, which seemed to me worthy of
reward, for if I had only consulted my own impatience to be gone I
should have risked everything.  To controvert the reasons which made
me postpone my flight to the 27th of August, a special revelation
would have been requisite; and though I had read "Mary of Agrada" I
was not mad enough for that.




CHAPTER XXVIII

The Subterranean Prisons Known as the Wells--Lawrence's Vengeance--
I Enter into a Correspondence With Another Prisoner, Father Balbi:
His Character--I Plan With Him a Means of Escape--How I Contrived to
Let Him Have My Pike I Am Given a Scoundrelly Companion: His
Portrait.

I was thus anxious and despairing when two of the guards brought me
my bed.  They went back to fetch the rest of my belongings, and for
two hours I saw no one, although the door of my cell remained open.
This unnatural delay engendered many thoughts, but I could not fix
exactly on the reason of it.  I only knew that I had everything to
fear, and this knowledge made me brace up my mind so that I should be
able to meet calmly all possible misfortunes.

Besides The Leads and The Fours the State Inquisitors also possess
certain horrible subterranean cells beneath the ducal palace, where
are sent men whom they do not wish to put to death, though they be
thought worthy of it.

These subterranean prisons are precisely like tombs, but they call
them "wells," because they always contain two feet of water, which
penetrates from the sea by the same grating by which light is given,
this grating being only a square foot in size.  If the unfortunates
condemned to live in these sewers do not wish to take a bath of
filthy water, they have to remain all day seated on a trestle, which
serves them both for bed and cupboard.  In the morning they are given
a pitcher of water, some thin soup, and a ration of army bread which
they have to eat immediately, or it becomes the prey of the enormous
water rats who swarm in those dreadful abodes.  Usually the wretches
condemned to The Wells are imprisoned there for life, and there have
been prisoners who have attained a great age.  A villain who died
whilst I was under the Leads had passed thirty-seven years in The
Wells, and he was forty-four when sentenced.  Knowing that he
deserved death, it is possible that he took his imprisonment as a
favour, for there are men who fear nought save death.  His name was
Beguelin.  A Frenchman by birth, he had served in the Venetian army
during the last war against the Turks in 1716, under the command of
Field-Marshal the Count of Schulenbourg, who made the Grand Vizier
raise the siege of Corfu.  This Beguelin was the marshal's spy.  He
disguised himself as a Turk, and penetrated into the Mussulman
quarters, but at the same time he was also in the service of the
Grand Vizier, and being detected in this course he certainly had
reason to be thankful for being allowed to die in The Wells.  The
rest of his life must have been divided between weariness and hunger,
but no doubt he often said, 'Dum vita superest, bene est'.

I have seen at Spiegelberg, in Moravia, prisons fearful in another
way.  There mercy sends the prisoners under sentence of death, and
not one of them ever survives a year of imprisonment.  What mercy!

During the two mortal hours of suspense, full of sombre thoughts and
the most melancholy ideas, I could not help fancying that I was going
to be plunged in one of these horrible dens, where the wretched
inhabitants feed on idle hopes or become the prey of panic fears.
The Tribunal might well send him to hell who had endeavoured to
escape from purgatory.

At last I heard hurried steps, and I soon saw Lawrence standing
before me, transformed with rage, foaming at the mouth, and
blaspheming God and His saints.  He began by ordering me to give him
the hatchet and the tools I had used to pierce the floor, and to tell
him from which of the guards I had got the tools.  Without moving,
and quite calmly, I told him that I did not know what he was talking
about.  At this reply he gave orders that I should be searched, but
rising with a determined air I shook my fist at the knaves, and
having taken off my clothes I said to them, "Do your duty, but let no
one touch me."

They searched my mattress, turned my bed inside out, felt the
cushions of my arm-chair, and found nothing.

"You won't tell me, then, where are the instruments with which you
made the hole.  It's of no matter, as we shall find a way to make you
speak."

"If it be true that I have made a hole at all, I shall say that you
gave me the tools, and that I have returned them to you."

At this threat, which made his followers smile with glee, probably
because he had been abusing them, he stamped his feet, tore his hair,
and went out like one possessed.  The guards returned and brought me
all my properties, the whetstone and lamp excepted.  After locking up
my cell he shut the two windows which gave me a little air.  I thus
found myself confined in a narrow space without the possibility of
receiving the least breath of air from any quarter.  Nevertheless, my
situation did not disturb me to any great extent, as I must confess I
thought I had got off cheaply.  In spite of his training, Lawrence
had not thought of turning the armchair over; and thus, finding
myself still possessor of the iron bar, I thanked Providence, and
thought myself still at liberty to regard the bar as means by which,
sooner or later, I should make my escape.

I passed a sleepless night, as much from the heat as the change in my
prospects.  At day-break Lawrence came and brought some insufferable
wine, and some water I should not have cared to drink.  All the rest
was of a piece; dry salad, putrid meat, and bread harder than English
biscuit.  He cleaned nothing, and when I asked him to open the
windows he seemed not to hear me; but a guard armed with an iron bar
began to sound all over my room, against the wall, on the floor, and
above all under my bed.  I looked on with an unmoved expression, but
it did not escape my notice that the guard did not sound the ceiling.
"That way," said I to myself, "will lead me out of this place of
torments."  But for any such project to succeed I should have to
depend purely on chance, for all my operations would leave visible
traces.  The cell was quite new, and the least scratch would have
attracted the notice of my keepers.

I passed a terrible day, for the heat was like that of a furnace, and
I was quite unable to make any use of the food with which I had been
provided.  The perspiration and the lack of nourishment made me so
weak that I could neither walk nor read.  Next day my dinner was the
same; the horrible smell of the veal the rascal brought me made me
draw back from it instantly.  "Have you received orders," said I, "to
kill me with hunger and heat?"

He locked the door, and went out without a word.  On the third day I
was treated in the same manner.  I asked for a pencil and paper to
write to the secretary.  Still no answer.

In despair, I eat my soup, and then soaking my bread in a little
Cyprus wine I resolved to get strength to avenge myself on Lawrence
by plunging my pike into his throat.  My rage told me that I had no
other course, but I grew calmer in the night, and in the morning,
when the scoundrel appeared, I contented myself with saying that I
would kill him as soon as I was at liberty.  He only laughed at my
threat, and again went out without opening his lips.

I began to think that he was acting under orders from the secretary,
to whom he must have told all.  I knew not what to do.  I strove
between patience and despair, and felt as if I were dying for want of
food.  At last on the eighth day, with rage in my heart and in a
voice of thunder, I bade him, under the name of "hangman," and in the
presence of the archers, give me an account of my money.  He answered
drily that I should have it the next day.  Then as he was about to go
I took my bucket, and made as if I would go and empty it in the
passage.  Foreseeing my design, he told a guard to take it, and
during the disgusting operation opened a window, which he shut as
soon as the affair was done, so that in spite of my remonstrances I
was left in the plague-stricken atmosphere.  I determined to speak to
him still worse the next day; but as soon as he appeared my anger
cooled, for before giving me the account of my money he presented me
with a basket of lemons which M. de Bragadin had sent me, also a
large bottle of water, which seemed drinkable, and a nice roasted
fowl; and, besides this, one of the guards opened the two windows.
When he gave me the account I only looked at the sum total, and I
told him to give the balance to his wife with the exception of a
sequin, which I told him to give the guards who were with him.  I
thus made friends with these fellows, who thanked me heartily.

Lawrence, who remained alone with me on purpose, spoke as follows:

"You have already told me, sir, that I myself furnished you with the
tools to make that enormous hole, and I will ask no more about it;
but would you kindly tell me where you got the materials to make a
lamp?"

"From you."

"Well, for the moment, sir, I'm dashed, for I did not think that wit
meant impudence."

"I am not telling you any lies.  You it was who with your own hands
gave me all the requisites--oil, flint, and matches; the rest I had
by me."

"You are right; but can you shew me as simply that I gave you the
tools to make that hole?"

"Certainly, for you are the only person who has given me anything."

"Lord have mercy upon me! what do I hear?  Tell me, then, how I gave
you a hatchet?"

"I will tell you the whole story and I will speak the truth, but only
in the presence of the secretary."

"I don't wish to know any more, and I believe everything you say.  I
only ask you to say nothing about it, as I am a poor man with a
family to provide for."  He went out with his head between his hands.

I congratulated myself heartily on having found a way to make the
rascal afraid of me; he thought that I knew enough to hang him.  I
saw that his own interest would keep him from saying anything to his
superiors about the matter.

I had told Lawrence to bring me the works of Maffei, but the expense
displeased him though he did not dare to say so.  He asked me what I
could want with books with so many to my hand.

"I have read them all," I said, "and want some fresh ones."

"I will get someone who is here to lend you his books, if you will
lend yours in return; thus you will save your money."

"Perhaps the books are romances, for which I do not care."

"They are scientific works; and if you think yours is the only long
head here, you are very much mistaken."

"Very good, we shall see.  I will lend this book to the 'long head,'
and do you bring me one from him."

I had given him Petau's Rationarium, and in four minutes he brought
me the first volume of Wolff's works.  Well pleased with it I told
him, much to his delight, that I would do without Maffei.

Less pleased with the learned reading than at the opportunity to
begin a correspondence with someone who might help me in my plan of
escape (which I had already sketched out in my head), I opened the
book as soon as Lawrence was gone, and was overjoyed to find on one
of the leaves the maxim of Seneca, 'Calamitosus est animus futuri
anxius', paraphrased in six elegant verses.  I made another six on
the spot, and this is the way in which I contrived to write them, I
had let the nail of my little finger grow long to serve as an
earpick; I out it to a point, and made a pen of it.  I had no ink,
and I was going to prick myself and write in my blood, when I
bethought me that the juice of some mulberries I had by me would be
an excellent substitute for ink.  Besides the six verses I wrote out
a list of my books, and put it in the back of the same book.  It must
be understood that Italian books are generally bound in parchment,
and in such a way that when the book is opened the back becomes a
kind of pocket.  On the title page I wrote, 'latet'.  I was anxious
to get an answer, so the next day I told Lawrence that I had read the
book and wanted another; and in a few minutes the second volume was
in my hands.

As soon as I was alone I opened the book, and found a loose leaf with
the following communication in Latin:

"Both of us are in the same prison, and to both of us it must be
pleasant to find how the ignorance of our gaoler procures us a
privilege before unknown to such a place.  I, Marin Balbi, who write
to you, am a Venetian of high birth, and a regular cleric, and my
companion is Count Andre Asquin, of Udine, the capital of Friuli.  He
begs me to inform you that all the books in his possession, of which
you will find a list at the back of this volume, are at your service;
but we warn you that we must use all possible care to prevent our
correspondence being discovered by Lawrence."

In our position there was nothing wonderful in our both pitching on
the idea of sending each other the catalogues of our small libraries,
or in our choosing the same hiding-place--the back of the books; all
this was plain common sense; but the advice to be careful contained
on the loose leaf struck me with some astonishment.  It seemed next
to impossible that Lawrence should leave the book unopened, but if he
had opened it he would have seen the leaf, and not knowing how to
read he would have kept it in his pocket till he could get someone to
tell him the contents, and thus all would have been strangled at its
birth.  This made me think that my correspondent was an arrant block-
head.

After reading through the list, I wrote who I was, how I had been
arrested, my ignorance as to what crime I had committed, and my hope
of soon becoming free.  Balbi then wrote me a letter of sixteen
pages, in which he gave me the history of all his misfortunes.  He
had been four years in prison, and the reason was that he had enjoyed
the good graces of three girls, of whom he had three children, all of
whom he baptized under his own name.

The first time his superior had let him off with an admonition, the
second time he was threatened with punishment, and on the third and
last occasion he was imprisoned.  The father-superior of his convent
brought him his dinner every day.  He told me in his letter that both
the superior and the Tribunal were tyrants, since they had no lawful
authority over his conscience: that being sure that the three
children were his, he thought himself constrained as a man of honour
not to deprive them of the advantage of bearing his name.  He
finished by telling me that he had found himself obliged to recognize
his children to prevent slander attributing them to others, which
would have injured the reputation of the three honest girls who bore
them; and besides he could not stifle the voice of nature, which
spoke so well on behalf of these little ones.  His last words were,
"There is no danger of the superior falling into the same fault, as
he confines his attention to the boys."

This letter made me know my man.  Eccentric, sensual, a bad logician,
vicious, a fool, indiscreet, and ungrateful, all this appeared in his
letter, for after telling me that he should be badly off without
Count Asquin who was seventy years old, and had books and money, he
devoted two pages to abusing him, telling me of his faults and
follies.  In society I should have had nothing more to do with a man
of his character, but under the Leads I was obliged to put everything
to some use.  I found in the back of the book a pencil, pens, and
paper, and I was thus enabled to write at my ease.

He told me also the history of the prisoners who were under the
Leads, and of those who had been there since his imprisonment.  He
said that the guard who secretly brought him whatever he wanted was
called Nicolas, he also told me the names of the prisoners, and what
he knew about them, and to convince me he gave me the history of the
hole I had made.  It seems I had been taken from my cell to make room
for the patrician Priuli, and that Lawrence had taken two hours to
repair the damage I had done, and that he had imparted the secret to
the carpenter, the blacksmith, and all the guards under pain of death
if they revealed it.  "In another day," the guard had said, "Casanova
would have escaped, and Lawrence would have swung, for though he
pretended great astonishment when he saw the hole, there can be no
doubt that he and no other provided the tools."  "Nicolas has told
me," added my correspondent, "that M. de Bragadin has promised him a
thousand sequins if he will aid you to make your escape but that
Lawrence, who knows of it, hopes to get the money without risking his
neck, his plan being to obtain your liberty by means of the influence
of his wife with M. Diedo.  None of the guards dare to speak of what
happened for fear Lawrence might get himself out of the difficulty,
and take his revenge by having them dismissed."  He begged me to tell
him all the details, and how I got the tools, and to count upon his
keeping the secret.

I had no doubts as to his curiosity, but many as to his discretion,
and this very request shewed him to be the most indiscreet of men.
Nevertheless, I concluded that I must make use of him, for he seemed
to me the kind of man to assist me in my escape.  I began to write an
answer to him, but a sudden suspicion made me keep back what I had
written.  I fancied that the correspondence might be a mere artifice
of Lawrence's to find out who had given me the tools, and what I had
done with them.  To satisfy him without compromising myself I told
him that I had made the hole with a strong knife in my possession,
which I had placed on the window-ledge in the passage.  In less than
three days this false confidence of mine made me feel secure, as
Lawrence did not go to the window, as he would certainly have done if
the letter had been intercepted.  Furthermore, Father Balbi told me
that he could understand how I might have a knife, as Lawrence had
told him that I had not been searched previous to my imprisonment.
Lawrence himself had received no orders to search me, and this
circumstance might have stood him in good stead if I had succeeded in
escaping, as all prisoners handed over to him by the captain of the
guard were supposed to have been searched already.  On the other
hand, Messer-Grande might have said that, having seen me get out of
my bed, he was sure that I had no weapons about me, and thus both of
them would have got out of trouble.  The monk ended by begging me to
send him my knife by Nicolas, on whom I might rely.

The monk's thoughtlessness seemed to me almost incredible.  I wrote
and told him that I was not at all inclined to put my trust in
Nicolas, and that my secret was one not to be imparted in writing.
However, I was amused by his letters.  In one of them he told me why
Count Asquin was kept under the Leads, in spite of his helplessness,
for he was enormously fat, and as he had a broken leg which had been
badly set he could hardly put one foot before another.  It seems that
the count, not being a very wealthy man, followed the profession of
a barrister at Udine, and in that capacity defended the country-folk
against the nobility, who wished to deprive the peasants of their
vote in the assembly of the province.  The claims of the farmers
disturbed the public peace, and by way of bringing them to reason the
nobles had recourse to the State Inquisitors, who ordered the count-
barrister to abandon his clients.  The count replied that the
municipal law authorized him to defend the constitution, and would
not give in; whereon the Inquisitors arrested him, law or no law, and
for the last five years he had breathed the invigorating air of The
Leads.  Like myself he had fifty sous a day, but he could do what he
liked with the money.  The monk, who was always penniless, told me a
good deal to the disadvantage of the count, whom he represented as
very miserly.  He informed me that in the cell on the other side of
the hall there were two gentlemen of the "Seven Townships," who were
likewise imprisoned for disobedience, but one of them had become mad,
and was in chains; in another cell, he said, there were two lawyers.

My suspicions quieted, I reasoned as follows:

I wish to regain my liberty at all hazards.  My pike is an admirable
instrument, but I can make no use of it as my cell is sounded all
over (except the ceiling) every day.  If I would escape, it is by the
ceiling, therefore, that way I must go, but to do that I must make a
hole through it, and that I cannot do from my side, for it would not
be the work of a day.  I must have someone to help me; and not having
much choice I had to pick out the monk.  He was thirty-eight, and
though not rich in common sense I judged that the love of liberty--
the first need of man--would give him sufficient courage to carry out
any orders I might give.  I must begin by telling him my plan in its
entirety, and then I shall have to find a way to give him the bar.  I
had, then, two difficult problems before me.

My first step was to ask him if he wished to be free, and if he were
disposed to hazard all in attempting his escape in my company.  He
replied that his mate and he would do anything to break their chains,
but, added he, "it is of no use to break one's head against a stone
wall."  He filled four pages with the impossibilities which presented
themselves to his feeble intellect, for the fellow saw no chance of
success on any quarter.  I replied that I did not trouble myself with
general difficulties, and that in forming my plan I had only thought
of special difficulties, which I would find means to overcome, and I
finished by giving him my word of honour to set him free, if he would
promise to carry out exactly whatever orders I might give.

He gave me his promise to do so.  I told him that I had a pike twenty
inches long, and with this tool he must pierce the ceiling of his
cell next the wall which separated us, and he would then be above my
head; his next step would be to make a hole in the ceiling of my cell
and aid me to escape by it.  "Here your task will end and mine will
begin, and I will undertake to set both you and Count Asquin at
liberty."

He answered that when I had got out of my cell I should be still in
prison, and our position would be the same as now, as we should only
be in the garrets which were secured by three strong doors.

"I know that, reverend father," I replied, "but we are not going to
escape by the doors.  My plan is complete, and I will guarantee its
success.  All I ask of you is to carry out my directions, and to make
no difficulties.  Do you busy yourself to find out some way of
getting my bar without the knowledge of the gaoler.  In the
meanwhile, make him get you about forty pictures of saints, large
enough to cover all the walls of your cell.  Lawrence will suspect
nothing, and they will do to conceal the opening you are to make in
the ceiling.  To do this will be the work of some days, and of
mornings Lawrence will not see what you have done the day before, as
you will have covered it up with one of the pictures.  If you ask me
why I do not undertake the work myself, I can only say that the
gaoler suspects me, and the objection will doubtless seem to you a
weighty one."

Although I had told him to think of a plan to get hold of the pike, I
thought of nothing else myself, and had a happy thought which I
hastened to put into execution.  I told Lawrence to buy me a folio
Bible, which had been published recently; it was the Vulgate with the
Septuagint.  I hoped to be able to put the pike in the back of the
binding of this large volume, and thus to convey it to the monk, but
when I saw the book I found the tool to be two inches longer.

My correspondent had written to tell me that his cell was covered
with pictures, and I had communicated him my idea about the Bible and
the difficulty presented by its want of length.  Happy at being able
to display his genius, he rallied me on the poverty of my
imagination, telling me that I had only to send him the pike wrapped
up in my fox-skin cloak.

"Lawrence," said he, "had often talked about your cloak, and Count
Asquin would arouse no suspicion by asking to see it in order to buy
one of the same kind.  All you have to do is to send it folded up.
Lawrence would never dream of unfolding it."

I, on the other hand, was sure that he would.  In the first place,
because a cloak folded up is more troublesome to carry than when it
is unfolded.  However, not to rebuff him and at the same time to shew
him that I was the wiser, I wrote that he had only to send for the
cloak.  The next day Lawrence asked me for it, and I gave it folded
up, but without the bar, and in a quarter of an hour he brought it
back to me, saying that the gentleman had admired it very much.

The monk wrote me a doleful letter, in which he confessed he had
given me a piece of bad advice, adding that I was wrong to follow it.
According to him the pike was lost, as Lawrence had brought in the
cloak all unfolded.  After this, all hope was gone.  I undeceived
him, and begged him for the future to be a little more sparing of his
advice.  It was necessary to bring the matter to a head, and I
determined to send him the bar under cover of my Bible, taking
measures to prevent the gaoler from seeing the ends of the great
volume.  My scheme was as follows:

I told Lawrence that I wanted to celebrate St. Michael's Day with a
macaroni cheese; but wishing to shew my gratitude to the person who
had kindly lent me his books, I should like to make him a large dish
of it, and to prepare it with my own hands.  Lawrence told me (as had
been arranged between the monk and myself) that the gentleman in
question wished to read the large book which cost three sequins.

"Very good," said I, "I will send it him with the macaroni; but get
me the largest dish you have, as I wish to do the thing on a grand
scale."

He promised to do what I asked him.  I wrapped up the pike in paper
and put it in the back of the Bible, taking care that it projected an
equal distance at each end.  Now, if I placed on the Bible a great
dish of macaroni full of melted butter I was quite sure that Lawrence
would not examine the ends.  All his gaze would be concentrated upon
the plate, to avoid spilling the grease on the book.  I told Father
Balbi of my plan, charging him to take care how he took the dish, and
above all to take dish and Bible together, and not one by one.
On the day appointed Lawrence came earlier than usual, carrying a
saucepan full of boiling macaroni, and all the necessary ingredients
for seasoning the dish.  I melted a quantity of butter, and after
putting the macaroni into the dish I poured the butter over it till
it was full to the brim.  The dish was a huge one, and was much
larger than the book on which I placed it.  I did all this at the
door of my cell, Lawrence being outside.

When all was ready I carefully took up the Bible and dish, placing
the back of the book next to the bearer, and told Lawrence to stretch
out his arms and take it, to be careful not to spill the grease over
the book, and to carry the whole to its destination immediately.  As
I gave him this weighty load I kept my eyes fixed on his, and I saw
to my joy that he did not take his gaze off the butter, which he was
afraid of spilling.  He said it would be better to take the dish
first, and then to come back for the book; but I told him that this
would spoil the present, and that both must go together.  He then
complained that I had put in too much butter, and said, jokingly,
that if it were spilt he would not be responsible for the loss.
As soon as I saw the Bible in the lout's arms I was certain of
success, as he could not see the ends of the pike without twisting
his head, and I saw no reason why he should divert his gaze from the
plate, which he had enough to do to carry evenly.  I followed him
with my eyes till he disappeared into the ante-chamber of the monk's
cell, and he, blowing his nose three times, gave me the pre-arranged
signal that all was right, which was confirmed by the appearance of
Lawrence in a few moments afterwards.

Father Balbi lost no time in setting about the work, and in eight
days he succeeded in making a large enough opening in the ceiling,
which he covered with a picture pasted to the ceiling with
breadcrumbs.  On the 8th of October he wrote to say that he had
passed the whole night in working at the partition wall, and had only
succeeded in loosening one brick.  He told me the difficulty of
separating the bricks joined to one another by a strong cement was
enormous, but he promised to persevere, "though," he said, "we shall
only make our position worse than it is now."  I told him that I was
certain of success; that he must believe in me and persevere.
Alas!  I was certain of nothing, but I had to speak thus or to give
up all.  I was fain to escape from this hell on earth, where I was
imprisoned by a most detestable tyranny, and I thought only of
forwarding this end, with the resolve to succeed, or at all events
not to stop before I came to a difficulty which was insurmountable.
I had read in the great book of experience that in important schemes
action is the grand requisite, and that the rest must be left to
fortune.  If I had entrusted Father Balbi with these deep mysteries
of moral philosophy he would have pronounced me a madman.
His work was only toilsome on the first night, for the more he worked
the easier it became, and when he had finished he found he had taken
out thirty-six bricks.

On the 16th of October, as I was engaged in translating an ode of
Horace, I heard a trampling noise above my head, and then three light
blows were struck.  This was the signal agreed upon to assure us that
our calculations were correct.  He worked till the evening, and the
next day he wrote that if the roof of my cell was only two boards
thick his work would be finished that day.  He assured me that he was
carefully making the hole round as I had charged him, and that he
would not pierce the ceiling.  This was a vital point, as the
slightest mark would have led to discovery.  "The final touch," he
said, "will only take a quarter of an hour."  I had fixed on the day
after the next to escape from my cell at night-time to enter no more,
for with a mate I was quite sure that I could make in two or three
hours a hole in the roof of the ducal palace, and once on the outside
of the roof I would trust to chance for the means of getting to the
ground.

I had not yet got so far as this, for my bad luck had more than one
obstacle in store for me.  On the same day (it was a Monday) at two
o'clock in the afternoon, whilst Father Balbi was at work, I heard
the door of the hall being opened.  My blood ran cold, but I had
sufficient presence of mind to knock twice-the signal of alarm--at
which it had been agreed that Father Balbi was to make haste back to
his cell and set all in order.  In less than a minute afterwards
Lawrence opened the door, and begged my pardon for giving me a very
unpleasant companion.  This was a man between forty and fifty, short,
thin, ugly, and badly dressed, wearing a black wig; while I was
looking at him he was unbound by two guards.  I had no reason to
doubt that he was a knave, since Lawrence told me so before his face
without his displaying the slightest emotion.  "The Court," I said,
"can do what seems good to it."  After Lawrence had brought him a bed
he told him that the Court allowed him ten sous a day, and then
locked us up together.

Overwhelmed by this disaster, I glanced at the fellow, whom his every
feature proclaimed rogue.  I was about to speak to him when he began
by thanking me for having got him a bed.  Wishing to gain him over, I
invited him to take his meals with me.  He kissed my hand, and asked
me if he would still be able to claim the ten sous which the Court
had allowed him.  On my answering in the affirmative he fell on his
knees, and drawing an enormous rosary from his pocket he cast his
gaze all round the cell.

"What do you want?"

"You will pardon me, sir, but I am looking for some statue of the
Holy Virgin, for I am a Christian; if there were even a small
crucifix it would be something, for I have never been in so much need
of the protection of St. Francis d'Assisi, whose name I bear, though
all unworthy."

I could scarcely help laughing, not at his Christian piety, since
faith and conscience are beyond control, but at the curious turn he
gave his remonstrance.  I concluded he took me for a Jew; and to
disabuse him of this notion I made haste to give him the "Hours of
the Holy Virgin," whose picture he kissed, and then gave me the book
back, telling me in a modest voice that his father--a, galley
officer--had neglected to have him taught to read.  "I am," said he,
"a devotee of the Holy Rosary," and he told me a host of miracles, to
which I listened with the patience of an angel.  When he had come to
an end I asked him if he had had his dinner, and he replied that he
was dying of hunger.  I gave him everything I had, which he devoured
rather than ate; drinking all my wine, and then becoming maudlin he
began to weep, and finally to talk without rhyme or reason.  I asked
him how he got into trouble, and he told me the following story:

"My aim and my only aim has always been the glory of God, and of the
holy Republic of Venice, and that its laws may be exactly obeyed.
Always lending an attentive ear to the plots of the wicked, whose end
is to deceive, to deprive their prince of his just dues, and to
conspire secretly, I have over and again unveiled their secret plans,
and have not failed to report to Messer-Grande all I know.  It is
true that I am always paid, but the money has never given me so much
pleasure as the thought that I have been able to serve the blessed
St. Mark.  I have always despised those who think there is something
dishonourable in the business of a spy.  The word sounds ill only to
the ill-affected; for a spy is a lover of the state, the scourge of
the guilty, and faithful subject of his prince.  When I have been put
to the test, the feeling of friendship, which might count for
something with other men, has never had the slightest influence over
me, and still less the sentiment which is called gratitude.  I have
often, in order to worm out a secret, sworn to be as silent as the
grave, and have never failed to reveal it.  Indeed, I am able to do
so with full confidence, as my director who is a good Jesuit has told
me that I may lawfully reveal such secrets, not only because my
intention was to do so, but because, when the safety of the state is
at stake, there is no such thing as a binding oath.  I must confess
that in my zeal I have betrayed my own father, and that in me the
promptings of our weak nature have been quite mortified.  Three weeks
ago I observed that there was a kind of cabal between four or five
notables of the town of Isola, where I live.  I knew them to be
disaffected to the Government on account of certain contraband
articles which had been confiscated.  The first chaplain--a subject
of Austria by birth--was in the plot.  They gathered together of
evenings in an inn, in a room where there was a bed; there they drank
and talked, and afterwards went their ways.  As I was determined to
discover the conspiracy, I was brave enough to hide under the bed on
a day on which I was sure I would not be seen.  Towards the evening
my gentlemen came, and began to talk; amongst other things, they said
that the town of Isola was not within the jurisdiction of St. Mark,
but rather in the principality of Trieste, as it could not possibly
be considered to form part of the Venetian territory.  The chaplain
said to the chief of the plot, a man named Pietro Paolo, that if he
and the others would sign a document to that effect, he himself would
go to the imperial ambassador, and that the Empress would not only
take possession of the island, but would reward them for what they
had done.  They all professed themselves ready to go on, and the
chaplain promised to bring the document the next day, and afterwards
to take it to the ambassadors.

"I determined to frustrate this detestable project, although one of
the conspirators was my gossip--a spiritual relationship which gave
him a greater claim on me than if he had been my own brother.

"After they were gone, I came out of my hiding-place and did not
think it necessary to expose myself to danger by hiding again as I
had found out sufficient for my purpose.  I set out the same night in
a boat, and reached here the next day before noon.  I had the names
of the six rebels written down, and I took the paper to the secretary
of the Tribunal, telling him all I had heard.  He ordered me to
appear, the day following, at the palace, and an agent of the
Government should go back with me to Isola that I might point the
chaplain out to him, as he had probably not yet gone to the Austrian
ambassador's.  'That done,' said the lord secretary, 'you will no
longer meddle in the matter.'  I executed his orders, and after
having shewn the chaplain to the agent, I was at leisure for my own
affairs.

"After dinner my gossip called me in to shave him (for I am a barber
by profession), and after I had done so he gave me a capital glass of
refosco with some slices of sausages, and we ate together in all good
fellowship.  My love for him had still possession of my soul, so I
took his hand, and, shedding some heartfelt tears, I advised him to
have no more to do with the canon, and above all, not to sign the
document he knew of.  He protested that he was no particular friend
of the chaplain's, and swore he did not know what document I was
talking about.  I burst into a laugh, telling him it was only my
joke, and went forth very sorry at having yielded to a sentiment of
affection which had made me commit so grievous a fault.  The next day
I saw neither the man nor the chaplain.  A week after, having paid a
visit to the palace, I was promptly imprisoned, and here I am with
you, my dear sir.  I thank St. Francis for having given me the
company of a good Christian, who is here for reasons of which I
desire to know nothing, for I am not curious.  My name is Soradaci,
and my wife is a Legrenzi, daughter of a secretary to the Council of
Ten, who, in spite of all prejudice to the contrary, determined to
marry me.  She will be in despair at not knowing what has become of
me, but I hope to be here only for a few days, since the only reason
of my imprisonment is that the secretary wishes to be able to examine
me more conveniently."

I shuddered to think of the monster who was with me, but feeling that
the situation was a risky one, And that I should have to make use of
him, I compassionated him, praised his patriotism, and predicted that
he would be set at liberty in a few days.  A few moments after he
fell asleep, and I took the opportunity of telling the whole story to
Father Balbi, shewing him that we should be obliged to put off our
work to a more convenient season.  Next day I told Lawrence to buy me
a wooden crucifix, a statue of Our Lady, a portrait of St. Francis,
and two bottles of holy water.  Soradaci asked for his ten sous, and
Lawrence, with an air of contempt, gave him twenty.  I asked Lawrence
to buy me four times the usual amount of garlic, wine, and salt--a
diet in which my hateful companion delighted.  After the gaoler was
gone I deftly drew out the letter Balbi had written me, and in which
he drew a vivid picture of his alarm.  He thought all was lost, and
over and over again thanked Heaven that Lawrence had put Soradaci in
my cell, "for," said he, "if he had come into mine, he would not have
found me there, and we should possibly have shared a cell in The
Wells as a reward for our endeavours."

Soradaci's tale had satisfied me that he was only imprisoned to be
examined, as it seemed plain that the secretary had arrested him on
suspicion of bearing false witness.  I thereupon resolved to entrust
him with two letters which would do me neither good nor harm if they
were delivered at their addresses, but which would be beneficial to
me if the traitor gave them to the secretary as a proof of his
loyalty, as I had not the slightest doubt he would do.

I spent two hours in writing these two letters in pencil.  Next day
Lawrence brought me the crucifix, the two pictures, and the holy
water, and having worked the rascal well up to the point, I said,
"I reckon upon your friendship and your courage.  Here are two
letters I want you to deliver when you recover your liberty.  My
happiness depends on your loyality, but you must hide the letters, as
they were found upon you we should both of us be undone.  You must
swear by the crucifix and these holy pictures not to betray me."

"I am ready, dear master, to swear to anything you like, and I owe
you too much to betray you."

This speech was followed by much weeping and lamentation.  He called
himself unhappy wretch at being suspected of treason towards a man
for whom he would have given his life.  I knew my man, but I played
out the comedy.  Having given him a shirt and a cap, I stood up bare-
headed, and then having sprinkled the cell with holy water, and
plentifully bedewed him with the same liquid, I made him swear a
dreadful oath, stuffed with senseless imprecations, which for that
very reason were the better fitted to strike terror to his soul.
After his having sworn the oath to deliver my letters to their
addresses, I gave him them, and he himself proposed to sew them up at
the back of his waistcoat, between the stuff and the lining, to which
proceedings I assented.

I was morally sure that he would deliver my letters to the secretary
in the first opportunity, so I took the utmost care that my style of
writing should not discover the trick.  They could only gain me the
esteem of the Court, and possibly its mercy.  One of the letters was
addressed to M. de Bragadin and the other to the Abbe Grimani, and I
told them not to be anxious about me as I was in good hopes of soon
being set at liberty, that they would find when I came out that my
imprisonment had done me more good than harm, as there was no one in
Venice who stood in need of reform more than I.

I begged M. de Bragadin to be kind enough to send me a pair of fur
boots for the winter, as my cell was high enough for me to stand
upright and to walk up and down.

I took care that Soradaci should not suspect the innocent nature of
these letters, as he might then have been seized with the temptation
to do an honest thing for me, and have delivered them, which was not
what I was aiming at.  You will see, dear reader, in the following
chapter, the power of oaths over the vile soul of my odious
companion, and also if I have not verified the saying 'In vino
veritas', for in the story he told me the wretch had shewn himself in
his true colours.




CHAPTER XXIX

Treason of Soradaci--How I Get the Best of Him--Father Balbi Ends His
Work--I Escape from My Cell--Unseasonable Observations of Count
Asquin The Critical Moment

Soradaci had had my letters for two or three days when Lawrence came
one afternoon to take him to the secretary.  As he was several hours
away, I hoped to see his face no more; but to my great astonishment
he was brought back in the evening.  As soon as Lawrence had gone, he
told me that the secretary suspected him of having warned the
chaplain, since that individual had never been near the ambassador's
and no document of any kind was found upon him.  He added that after
a long examination he had been confined in a very small cell, and was
then bound and brought again before the secretary, who wanted him to
confess that he told someone at Isola that the priest would never
return, but that he had not done so as he had said no such thing.  At
last the secretary got tired, called the guards, and had him brought
back to my cell.

I was distressed to hear his account, as I saw that the wretch would
probably remain a long time in my company.  Having to inform Father
Balbi of this fatal misadventure, I wrote to him during the night,
and being obliged to do so more than once, I got accustomed to write
correctly enough in the dark.

On the next day, to assure myself that my suspicions were well
founded, I told the spy to give me the letter I had written to M. de
Bragadin as I wanted to add something to it.  "You can sew it up
afterwards," said I.

"It would be dangerous," he replied, "as the gaoler might come in in
the mean time, and then we should be both ruined."

"No matter.  Give me my letters:"

Thereupon the hound threw himself at my feet, and swore that on his
appearing for a second time before the dreaded secretary, he had been
seized with a severe trembling; and that he had felt in his back,
especially in the place where the letters were, so intolerable an
oppression, that the secretary had asked him the cause, and that he
had not been able to conceal the truth.  Then the secretary rang his
bell, and Lawrence came in, unbound him, and took off his waist-coat
and unsewed the lining.  The secretary then read the letters and put
them in a drawer of his bureau, telling him that if he had taken the
letters he would have been discovered and have lost his life.

I pretended to be overwhelmed, and covering my face with my hands I
knelt down at the bedside before the picture of the Virgin, and
asked, her to avenge me on the wretch who had broken the most sacred
oaths.  I afterwards lay down on the bed, my face to the wall, and
remained there the whole day without moving, without speaking a word,
and pretending not to hear the tears, cries, and protestations of
repentance uttered by the villain.  I played my part in the comedy I
had sketched out to perfection.  In the night I wrote to Father Balbi
to come at two o'clock in the afternoon, not a minute sooner or
later, to work for four hours, and not a minute more.  "On this
precision," I wrote, "our liberty depends and if you observe it all
will be well."

It was the 25th of October, and the time for me to carry out my
design or to give it up for ever drew near.  The State Inquisitors
and their secretary went every year to a village on the mainland, and
passed there the first three days of November.  Lawrence, taking
advantage of his masters' absence, did not fail to get drunk every
evening, and did not appear at The Leads in the morning till a late
hour.

Advised of these circumstances, I chose this time to make my escape,
as I was certain that my flight would not be noticed till late in the
morning.  Another reason for my determination to hurry my escape,
when I could no longer doubt the villainy of my detestable companion,
seems to me to be worthy of record.

The greatest relief of a man in the midst of misfortune is the hope
of escaping from it.  He sighs for the hour when his sorrows are to
end; he thinks he can hasten it by his prayers; he will do anything
to know when his torments shall cease.  The sufferer, impatient and
enfeebled, is mostly inclined to superstition.  "God," says he,
"knows the time, and God may reveal it to me, it matters not how."
Whilst he is in this state he is ready to trust in divination in any
manner his fancy leads him, and is more or less disposed to believe
in the oracle of which he makes choice.

I then was in this state of mind; but not knowing how to make use of
the Bible to inform me of the moment in which I should recover my
liberty, I determined to consult the divine Orlando Furioso, which I
had read a hundred times, which I knew by heart, and which was my
delight under the Leads.  I idolized the genius of Ariosto, and
considered him a far better fortune-teller than Virgil.

With this idea I wrote a question addressed to the supposed
Intelligence, in which I ask in what canto of Ariosto I should find
the day of my deliverance.  I then made a reversed pyramid composed
of the number formed from the words of the question, and by
subtracting the number nine I obtained, finally, nine.  This told me
that I should find my fate in the ninth canto.  I followed the same
method to find out the exact stanza and verse, and got seven for the
stanza and one for the verse.

I took up the poem, and my heart beating as if I trusted wholly in
the oracle, I opened it, turned down the leaf, and read;

'Fra il fin d'ottobre, a il capo di novembre'.

The precision of the line and its appropriateness to my circumstances
appeared so wonderful to me, that I will not confess that I placed my
faith entirely in it; but the reader will pardon me if I say that I
did all in my power to make the prediction a correct one.  The most
singular circumstance is that between the end of October and the
beginning of November, there is only the instant midnight, and it was
just as the clock was striking midnight on the 3ist of October that I
escaped from my cell, as the reader will soon see.

The following is the manner in which I passed the morning to strike
awe into the soul of that vicious brute, to confound his feeble
intellect, and to render him harmless to me.

As soon as Lawrence had left us I told Soradaci to come and take some
soup.  The scoundrel was in bed, and he had told Lawrence that he was
ill.  He would not have dared to approach me if I had not called him.
However, he rose from his bed, and threw himself flat upon the ground
at my feet, and said, weeping violently, that if I would not forgive
him he would die before the day was done, as he already felt the
curse and the vengeance of the Holy Virgin which I had denounced
against him.  He felt devouring pains in his bowels, and his mouth
was covered with sores.  He shewed it me, and I saw it was full of
ulcers, but I cannot say whether it was thus the night before.  I did
not much care to examine him to see if he were telling me the truth.
My cue was to pretend to believe him, and to make him hope for mercy.
I began by making him eat and drink. The traitor most likely intended
to deceive me, but as I was myself determined to deceive him it
remained to be seen which was the a cuter.  I had planned an attack
against which it was improbable that he could defend himself.

Assuming an inspired air, I said, "Be seated and take this soup, and
afterwards I will tell you of your good fortune, for know that the
Virgin of the Rosary appeared to me at day-break, and bids me pardon
you.  Thou shalt not die but live, and shalt come out of this place
with me."  In great wonderment, and kneeling on the ground for want
of a chair, he ate the soup with me, and afterwards seated himself on
the bed to hear what I had to say.  Thus I spoke to him:

"The grief I experienced at your dreadful treason made me pass a
sleepless night, as the letters might condemn me to spend here the
remnant of my days.  My only consolation, I confess, was the
certainty that you would die here also before my eyes within three
days.  Full of this thought not worthy of a Christian (for God bids
us forgive our enemies) my weariness made me sleep, and in my sleep I
had a vision.  I saw that Holy Virgin, Mother of God, whose likeness
you behold--I saw her before me, and opening her lips she spoke thus:

"'Soradaci is a devotee of my Holy Rosary.  I protect him, and I will
that you forgive him, and then the curse he has drawn on himself will
cease.  In return for your generosity, I will order one of my angels
to take the form of man, to come down from heaven, to break open the
roof of your prison, and set you free within five or six days.  The
angel will begin his task this day at two o'clock precisely, and he
will work till half an hour before sunset, since he must ascend again
into heaven while the daylight lasts.  When you come out of this
place, take Soradaci with you, and have a care for him if he will
renounce his business of spying.  Tell him all.'

"With these words the Holy Virgin vanished out of my sight, and I
awoke."

I spoke all the while with a serious face and the air of one
inspired, and I saw that the traitor was petrified.  I then took my
Book of Hours, sprinkled the cell with holy water, and pretended to
pray, kissing from time to time the picture of the Virgin.  An hour
afterwards the brute, who so far had not opened his mouth, asked me
bluntly at what time the angel would come down from heaven, and if we
should hear him breaking in the cell.

"I am certain that he will begin at two o'clock, that we shall hear
him at his work, and that he will depart at the hour named by the
Holy Virgin."

"You may have dreamt it all."

"Nay, not so.  Will you swear to me to spy no more?"

Instead of answering he went off to sleep, and did not awake for two
hours after, when he asked if he could put off taking the oath.  I
asked of him,

"You can put off taking it," I said, "till the angel enters to set me
free; but if you do not then renounce by an oath the infamous trade
which has brought you here, and which will end by bringing you to the
gallows, I shall leave you in the cell, for so the Mother of God
commands, and if you do not obey you will lose her protection."

As I had expected, I saw an expression of satisfaction on his hideous
features, for he was quite certain that the angel would not come.  He
looked at me with a pitying air.  I longed to hear the hour strike.
The play amused me intensely, for I was persuaded that the approach
of the angel would set his miserable wits a-reeling.  I was sure,
also, that the plan would succeed if Lawrence had not forgotten to
give the monk the books, and this was not likely.

An hour before the time appointed I was fain to dine.  I only drank
water, and Soradaci drank all the wine and consumed all the garlic I
had, and thus made himself worse.

As soon as I heard the first stroke of two I fell on my knees,
ordering him, in an awful voice, to do the like.  He obeyed, looking
at me in a dazed way.  When I heard the first slight noise I
examined, "Lo!  the angel cometh!" and fell down on my face, and with
a hearty fisticuff forced him into the same position.  The noise of
breaking was plainly heard, and for a quarter of an hour I kept in
that troublesome position, and if the circumstances had been
different I should have laughed to see how motionless the creature
was; but I restrained myself, remembering my design of completely
turning the fellow's head, or at least of obsessing him for a time.
As soon as I got up I knelt and allowed him to imitate me, and I
spent three hours in saying the rosary to him.  From time to time he
dozed off, wearied rather by his position than by the monotony of the
prayer, but during the whole time he never interrupted me.  Now and
again he dared to raise a furtive glance towards the ceiling.  With a
sort of stupor on his face, he turned his head in the direction of
the Virgin, and the whole of his behaviour was for me the highest
comedy.  When I heard the clock strike the hour for the work to
cease, I said to him,

"Prostrate thyself, for the angel departeth."

Balbi returned to his cell, and we heard him no more.  As I rose to
my feet, fixing my gaze on the wretched fellow, I read fright on
every feature, and was delighted.  I addressed a few words to him
that I might see in what state of mind he was.  He shed tears in
abundance, and what he said was mostly extravagant, his ideas having
no sequence or connection.  He spoke of his sins, of his acts of
devotion, of his zeal in the service of St. Mark, and of the work he
had done for the Commonwealth, and to this attributed the special
favours Mary had shewn him.  I had to put up with a long story about
the miracles of the Rosary which his wife, whose confessor was a
young Dominican, had told him.  He said that he did not know what use
I could make of an ignorant fellow like him.

"I will take you into my service, and you shall have all that you
need without being obliged to pursue the hazardous trade of a spy."

"Shall we not be able to remain at Venice?"

"Certainly not.  The angel will take us to a land which does not
belong to St. Mark.  Will you swear to me that you will spy no more?
And if you swear, will you become a perjurer a second time?"

"If I take the oath, I will surely keep it, of that there can be no
doubt; but you must confess that if I had not perjured myself you
would never have received such favour at the hands of the Virgin.  My
broken faith is the cause of your bliss.  You ought, therefore, to
love me and to be content with my treason."

"Dost love Judas who betrayed Jesus Christ?"

"No."

"You perceive, then, that one detests the traitor and at the same
time adores the Divine Providence, which knows how to bring good out
of evil.  Up to the present time you have done wickedly.  You have
offended God and the Virgin His Mother, and I will not receive your
oath till you have expiated your sins."

"What sin have I done?"

"You have sinned by pride, Soradaci, in thinking that I was under an
obligation to you for betraying me and giving my letters to the
secretary."

"How shall I expiate this sin?"

"Thus.  To-morrow, when Lawrence comes, you must lie on your bed,
your face towards the wall, and without the slightest motion or a
single glance at Lawrence.  If he address you, you must answer,
without looking at him, that you could not sleep, and need rest.  Do
you promise me entirely to do this thing?"

"I will do whatsoever you tell me."

"Quick, then, take your oath before this holy picture."

"I promise, Holy Mother of God, that when Lawrence comes I will not
look at him, nor stir from my bed."

"And I, Most Holy Virgin, swear by the bowels of your Divine Son that
if I see Soradici move in the least or look towards Lawrence, I will
throw myself straightway upon him and strangle him without mercy, to
your honour and glory."

I counted on my threat having at least as much effect upon him as his
oath.  Nevertheless, as I was anxious to make sure, I asked him if he
had anything to say against the oath, and after thinking for a moment
he answered that he was quite content with it.  Well pleased myself,
I gave him something to eat, and told him to go to bed as I needed
sleep.

As soon as he was asleep I began to write, and wrote on for two
hours.  I told Balbi all that had happened, and said that if the work
was far enough advanced he need only come above my cell to put the
final stroke to it and break through.  I made him note that we should
set out on the night of the 31st of October, and that we should be
four in all, counting his companion and mine.  It was now the twenty-
eighth of the month.

In the morning the monk wrote me that the passage was made, and that
he should only require to work at the ceiling of my cell to break
through the last board and this would be done in four minutes.
Soradaci observed his oath, pretending to sleep, and Lawrence said
nothing to him.  I kept my eyes upon him the whole time, and I verily
believe I should have strangled him if he had made the slightest
motion towards Lawrence, for a wink would have been enough to betray
me.

The rest of the day was devoted to high discourses and exalted
expressions, which I uttered as solemnly as I could, and I enjoyed
the sight of seeing him become more and more fanatical.  To heighten
the effect of my mystic exhortation I dosed him heavily with wine,
and did not let him go till he had fallen into a drunken sleep.

Though a stranger to all metaphysical speculations, and a man who had
never exercised his reasoning faculties except in devising some piece
of spy-craft, the fellow confused me for a moment by saying that he
could not conceive how an angel should have to take so much trouble
to break open our cell.  But after lifting my eyes to heaven, or
rather to the roof of my dungeon-cell, I said,

"The ways of God are inscrutable; and since the messenger of Heaven
works not as an angel (for then a slight single blow would be
enough), he works like a man, whose form he has doubtless taken, as
we are not worthy to look upon his celestial body.  And,
furthermore," said I, like a true Jesuit, who knows how to draw
advantage from everything, "I foresee that the angel, to punish us
for your evil thought, which has offended the Holy Virgin, will not
come to-day.  Wretch, your thoughts are not those of an honest,
pious, and religious man, but those of a sinner who thinks he has to
do with Messer-Grande and his myrmidons."

I wanted to drive him to despair, and I had succeeded.  He began to
weep bitterly, and his sobs almost choked him, when two o'clock
struck and not sign of the angel was heard.  Instead of calming him I
endeavoured to augment his misery by my complaints.  The next morning
he was obedient to my orders, for when Lawrence asked him how he was,
he replied without moving his head.  He behaved in the same manner on
the day following, and until I saw Lawrence for the last time on the
morning of the 31st October.  I gave him the book for Barbi, and told
the monk to come at noon to break through the ceiling.  I feared
nothing, as Lawrence had told me that the Inquisitors and the
secretary had already set out for the country.  I had no reason to
dread the arrival of a new companion, and all I had to do was to
manage my knave.

After Lawrence was gone I told Soradaci that the angel would come and
make an opening in the ceiling about noon.

"He will bring a pair of scissors with him," I said, "and you will
have to cut the angel's beard and mine."

"Has the angel a beard?"

"Yes, you shall see it for yourself.  Afterwards we will get out of
the cell and proceed to break the roof of the palace, whence we shall
descend into St. Mark's Place and set out for Germany."

He answered nothing.  He had to eat by himself, for my mind was too
much occupied to think about dinner--indeed, I had been unable to
sleep.

The appointed hour struck--and the angel came, Soradaci was going to
fall down on his face, but I told him it was not necessary.  In three
minutes the passage was completed, the piece of board fell at my
feet, and Father Balbi into my arms.  "Your work is ended and mine
begun," said I to him.  We embraced each other, and he gave me the
pike and a pair of scissors.  I told Soradaci to cut our beards, but
I could not help laughing to see the creature--his mouth all agape-
staring at the angel, who was more like a devil.  However, though
quite beside himself, he cut our beards admirably.

Anxious to see how the land lay, I told the monk to stay with
Soradaci, as I did not care to leave him alone, and I went out.  I
found the hole in the wall narrow, but I succeeded in getting through
it.  I was above the count's cell, and I came in and greeted the
worthy old man.  The man before me was not fitted to encounter such
diffiulties as would be involved in an escape by a steep roof covered
with plates of lead.  He asked me what my plan was, and told me that
he thought I had acted rather inconsiderately.  "I only ask to go
forward," said I, "till I find death or freedom."  "If you intend,"
he answered, "to pierce the roof and to descend from thence, I see no
prospect of success, unless you have wings; and I at all events have
not the courage to accompany you.  I will remain here, and pray to
God on your behalf."

I went out again to look at the roof, getting as close as I could to
the sides of the loft.  Touching the lower part of the roof, I took
up a position between the beams, and feeling the wood with the end of
the bar I luckily found them to be half rotten.  At every blow of the
bar they fell to dust, so feeling certain of my ability to make a
large enough hole in less than a hour I returned to my cell, and for
four hours employed myself in cutting up sheets, coverlets, and
bedding, to make ropes.  I took care to make the knots myself and to
be assured of their strength, for a single weak knot might cost us
our lives.  At last I had ready a hundred fathoms of rope.

In great undertakings there are certain critical points which the
leader who deserves to succeed trusts to no one but himself.  When
the rope was ready I made a parcel of my suit, my cloak, a few
shirts, stockings, and handkerchiefs, and the three of us went into
the count's cell.  The first thing the count did was to congratulate
Soradaci on having been placed in the same cell as myself, and on
being so soon about to regain his liberty.  His air of speechless
confusion made me want to laugh.  I took no more trouble about him,
for I had thrown off the mask of Tartuffe which I had found terribly
inconvenient all the time I had worn it for the rascal's sake.  He
knew, I could see, that he had been deceived, but he understood
nothing else, as he could not make out how I could have arranged with
the supposed angel to come and go at certain fixed times.  He
listened attentively to the count, who told us we were going to our
destruction, and like the coward that he was, he began to plan how to
escape from the dangerous journey.  I told the monk to put his bundle
together while I was making the hole in the roof by the side of the
loft.

At eight o'clock, without needing any help, my opening was made.  I
had broken up the beams, and the space was twice the size required.
I got the plate of lead off in one piece.  I could not do it by
myself, because it was riveted.  The monk came to my aid, and by dint
of driving the bar between the gutter and the lead I succeeded in
loosening it, and then, heaving at it with our shoulders, we beat it
up till the opening was wide enough.  On putting my head out through
the hole I was distressed to see the brilliant light of the crescent
moon then entering in its first quarter.  This was a piece of bad
luck which must be borne patiently, and we should have to wait till
midnight, when the moon would have gone to light up the Antipodes.
On such a fine night as this everybody would be walking in St.
Mark's Place, and I dared not shew myself on the roof as the
moonlight would have thrown a huge shadow of me on the place, and
have drawn towards me all eyes, especially those of Messer-Grande and
his myrmidons, and our fine scheme would have been brought to nothing
by their detestable activity.  I immediately decided that we could
not escape till after the moon set; in the mean time I prayed for the
help of God, but did not ask Him to work any miracles for me.  I was
at the mercy of Fortune, and I had to take care not to give her any
advantages; and if my scheme ended in failure I should be consoled by
the thought that I had not made a single mistake.  The moon would set
at eleven and sunrise was at six, so we had seven hours of perfect
darkness at our service; and though we had a hard task, I considered
that in seven hours it would be accomplished.

I told Father Balbi that we could pass the three hours in talking to
Count Asquin.  I requested him to go first and ask the count to lend
me thirty sequins, which would be as necessary to me as my pike had
been hitherto.  He carried my message, and a few minutes after came
and asked me to go myself, as the count wished to talk to me alone.
The poor old man began by saying with great politeness that I really
stood in no need of money to escape, that he had none, that he had a
large family, that if I was killed the money would be lost, with a
thousand other futilities of the same kind to disguise his avarice,
or the dislike he felt to parting with his money.  My reply lasted
for half an hour, and contained some excellent arguments, which never
have had and never will have any force, as the finest weapons of
oratory are blunted when used against one of the strongest of the
passions.  It was a matter of a 'nolenti baculus'; not that I was
cruel enough to use force towards an unhappy old man like the count.
I ended my speech by saying that if he would flee with us I would
carry him upon my back like AEneas carried Anchises; but if he was
going to stay in prison to offer up prayers for our success, his
prayers would be observed, as it would be a case of praying God to
give success when he himself had refused to contribute the most
ordinary aid.

He replied by a flood of tears, which affected me.  He then asked if
two sequins would be enough, and I answered in the affirmative.  He
then gave them to me begging me to return them to him if after
getting on the roof I saw my wisest course would be to come back.  I
promised to do so, feeling somewhat astonished that he should deem me
capable of a retreat.  He little knew me, for I would have preferred
death to an imprisonment which would have been life-long.

I called my companions, and we set all our baggage near the hole.  I
divided the hundred fathoms of rope into two packets, and we spent
two hours in talking over the chances of our undertaking.  The first
proof which Father Balbi gave me of his fine character was to tell
me, ten times over, that I had broken my word with him, since I had
assured him that my scheme was complete and certain, while it was
really nothing of the kind.  He went so far as to tell me that if he
had known as much he would not have taken me from my cell.  The count
also, with all the weight of his seventy years, told me that I should
do well to give up so hazardous an undertaking, in which success was
impossible and death probable.  As he was a barrister he made me a
speech as follows, and I had not much difficulty in guessing that he
was inspired by the thought of the two sequins which I should have
had to give him back, if he had succeeded in persuading me to stay
where I was:

"The incline of the roof covered with lead plates," said he, "will
render it impossible for you to walk, indeed you will scarcely be
able to stand on your feet.  It is true that the roof has seven or
eight windows, but they are all barred with iron, and you could not
keep your footing near them since they are far from the sides.  Your
ropes are useless, as you will find nothing whereon to fasten them;
and even if you did, a man descending from such a height cannot reach
the ground by himself.  One of you will therefore have to lower the
two others one at a time as one lowers a bucket or a bundle of wood,
and he who does so will have to stay behind and go back to his cell.
Which of you three has a vocation for this dangerous work of charity?
And supposing that one of you is heroic enough to do so, can you tell
me on which side you are going to descend?  Not by the side towards
the palace, for you would be seen; not by the church, as you would
find yourselves still shut up, and as to the court side you surely
would not think of it, for you would fall into the hands of the
'arsenalotti' who are always going their rounds there.  You have only
the canal side left, and where is your gondola to take you off?  Not
having any such thing, you will be obliged to throw yourself in and
escape by swimming towards St. Appollonia, which you will reach in a
wretched condition, not knowing where to turn to next.  You must
remember that the leads are slippery, and that if you were to fall
into the canal, considering the height of the fall and the
shallowness of the water, you would most certainly be killed if you
could swim like sharks.  You would be crushed to death, for three or
four feet of water are not sufficient to counteract the effect of a
fall from such a height.  In short, the best fate you can expect is
to find yourselves on the ground with broken arms and legs."

The effect of this discourse--a very unseasonable one, under the
circumstances--was to make my blood boil, but I listened with a
patience wholly foreign to my nature.  The rough reproaches of the
monk enraged me, and inclined me to answer him in his own way; but I
felt that my position was a difficult one, and that unless I was
careful I might ruin all, for I had to do with a coward quite capable
of saying that he was not going to risk his life, and by myself I
could not hope to succeed.  I constrained myself, therefore, and as
politely as I could I told them that I was sure of success, though I
could not as yet communicate the details of my plan.  "I shall profit
by your wise counsels," said I to Count Asquin, "and be very prudent,
but my trust in God and in my own strength will carry me through all
difficulties."

From time to time I stretched out my hand to assure myself that
Soradaci was there, for he did not speak a word.  I laughed to myself
to think what he might be turning in his head now that he was
convinced that I had deceived him.  At half-past ten I told him to go
and see what was the position of the moon.  He obeyed and returned,
saying that in an hour and a-half it would have disappeared, and that
there was a thick fog which would make the leads very dangerous.

"All I ask," I said, "is that the fog be not made of oil.  Put your
cloak in a packet with some of the rope which must be divided equally
between us."

At this I was astonished to find him at my knees kissing my hands,
and entreating me not to kill him.  "I should be sure," said he, "to
fall over into the canal, and I should not be of any use to you.  Ah!
leave me here, and all the night I will pray to St.  Francis for you.
You can kill me or save me alive; but of this I am determined, never
to follow you."

The fool never thought how he had responded to my prayers.

"You are right," I said, "you may stop here on the condition that you
will pray to St. Francis; and that you go forthwith and fetch my
books, which I wish to leave to the count."

He did so without answering me, doubtless with much joy.  My books
were worth at least a hundred crowns.  The count told me that he
would give them back on my return.

"You may be sure," I said, "that you will never see me here again.
The books will cover your expenditure of two sequins.  As to this
rascal, I am delighted, as he cannot muster sufficient courage to
come with me.  He would be in the way, and the fellow is not worthy
of sharing with Father Balbi and myself the honours of so brave a
flight."

"That's true," said the count, "provided that he does not
congratulate himself to-morrow."

I asked the count to give me pens, ink, and paper, which he possessed
in spite of the regulations to the contrary, for such prohibitions
were nothing to Lawrence, who would have sold St. Mark himself for a
crown.  I then wrote the following letter, which I gave to Soradaci,
not being able to read it over, as I had written it in the dark.  I
began by a fine heading, which I wrote in Latin, and which in English
would run thus:

"'I shall not die, but live and declare the works of the Lord.'"

"Our lords of state are bound to do all in their power to keep a
prisoner under the Leads, and on the other hand the prisoner, who is
fortunately not on parole, is bound also to make his escape.  Their
right to act thus is founded on justice, while the prisoner follows
the voice of nature; and since they have not asked him whether he
will be put in prison, so he ought not to ask them leave to escape.

"Jacques Casanova, writing in the bitterness of his heart, knows that
he may have the ill luck to be recaptured before he succeeds in
leaving the Venetian territory and escaping to a friendly state; but
if so, he appeals to the humanity of the judges not to add to the
misery of the condition from which, yielding to the voice of nature,
he is endeavouring to escape.  He begs them, if he be taken, to
return him whatever may be in his cell, but if he succeed he gives
the whole to Francis Soradaci, who is still a captive for want of
courage to escape, not like me preferring liberty to life.  Casanova
entreats their excellencies not to refuse the poor wretch this gift.
Dated an hour before midnight, in the cell of Count Asquin, on
October 31st, 1756."

I warned Soradaci not to give this letter to Lawrence, but to the
secretary in person, who, no doubt, would interrogate him if he did
not go himself to the cell, which was the more likely course.  The
count said my letter was perfect, but that he would give me back all
my books if I returned.  The fool said he wished to see me again to
prove that he would return everything gladly.

But our time was come.  The moon had set.  I hung the half of the
ropes by Father Balbi's neck on one side and his clothes on the
other.  I did the same to myself, and with our hats on and our coats
off we went to the opening.

          E quindi uscimmo a rimirar le stelle.--DANTE.




CHAPTER XXX

The Escape I Nearly Lose My Life on the Roof I Get out of the Ducal
Palace, Take a Boat, and Reach the Mainland--Danger to Which I Am
Exposed by Father Balbi--My Scheme for Ridding Myself of Him

I got out the first, and Father Balbi followed me.  Soradaci who had
come as far as the opening, had orders to put the plate of lead back
in its place, and then to go and pray to St. Francis for us.  Keeping
on my hands and knees, and grasping my pike firmly I pushed it
obliquely between the joining of the plates of lead, and then holding
the side of the plate which I had lifted I succeeded in drawing
myself up to the summit of the roof.  The monk had taken hold of my
waistband to follow me, and thus I was like a beast of burden who has
to carry and draw along at the same time; and this on a steep and
slippery roof.

When we were half-way up the monk asked me to stop, as one of his
packets had slipped off, and he hoped it had not gone further than
the gutter.  My first thought was to give him a kick and to send him
after his packet, but, praised be to God!  I had sufficient self-
control not to yield to it, and indeed the punishment would have been
too heavy for both of us, as I should have had no chance of escaping
by myself.  I asked him if it were the bundle of rope, and on his
replying that it was a small packet of his own containing manuscript
he had found in one of the garrets under the Leads, I told him he
must bear it patiently, as a single step might be our destruction.
The poor monk gave a sigh, and he still clinging to my waist we
continued climbing.

After having surmounted with the greatest difficulty fifteen or
sixteen plates we got to the top, on which I sat astride, Father
Balbi imitating my example.  Our backs were towards the little island
of St. George the Greater, and about two hundred paces in front of us
were the numerous cupolas of St. Mark's Church, which forms part of
the ducal palace, for St. Mark's is really the Doge's private chapel,
and no monarch in the world can boast of having a finer.  My first
step was to take off my bundle, and I told my companion to do the
same.  He put the rope as best he could upon his thighs, but wishing
to take off his hat, which was in his way, he took hold of it
awkwardly, and it was soon dancing from plate to plate to join the
packet of linen in the gutter.  My poor companion was in despair.

"A bad omen," he exclaimed; "our task is but begun and here am I
deprived of shirt, hat, and a precious manuscript, containing a
curious account of the festivals of the palace."

I felt calmer now that I was no longer crawling on hands and knees,
and I told him quietly that the two accidents which had happened to
him had nothing extraordinary in them, and that not even a
superstitious person would call them omens, that I did not consider
them in that light, and that they were far from damping my spirits.

"They ought rather," said I, "to warn you to be prudent, and to
remind you that God is certainly watching over us, for if your hat
had fallen to the left instead of to the right, we should have been
undone; as in that case it would have fallen into the palace court,
where it would have caught the attention of the guards, and have let
them know that there was someone on the roof; and in a few minutes we
should have been retaken."

After looking about me for some time I told the monk to stay still
till I came back, and I set out, my pike in my hand, sitting astride
the roof and moving along without any difficulty.  For nearly an hour
I went to this side and that, keeping a sharp look-out, but in vain;
for I could see nothing to which the rope could be fastened, and I
was in the greatest perplexity as to what was to be done.  It was of
no use thinking of getting down on the canal side or by the court of
the palace, and the church offered only precipices which led to
nothing.  To get to the other side of the church towards the
Canonica, I should have had to climb roofs so steep that I saw no
prospect of success.  The situation called for hardihood, but not the
smallest piece of rashness.

It was necessary, however, either to escape, or to reenter the
prison, perhaps never again to leave it, or to throw myself into the
canal.  In such a dilemma it was necessary to leave a good deal to
chance, and to make a start of some kind.  My eye caught a window on
the canal sides, and two-thirds of the distance from the gutter to
the summit of the roof.  It was a good distance from the spot I had
set out from, so I concluded that the garret lighted by it did not
form part of the prison I had just broken.  It could only light a
loft, inhabited or uninhabited, above some rooms in the palace, the
doors of which would probably be opened by day-break.  I was morally
sure that if the palace servants saw us they would help us to escape,
and not deliver us over to the Inquisitors, even if they recognized
us as criminals of the deepest dye; so heartily was the State
Inquisition hated by everyone.

It was thus necessary for me to get in front of the window, and
letting myself slide softly down in a straight line I soon found
myself astride on top of the dormer-roof.  Then grasping the sides I
stretched my head over, and succeeded in seeing and touching a small
grating, behind which was a window of square panes of glass joined
with thin strips of lead.  I did not trouble myself about the window,
but the grating, small as it was, appeared an insurmountable
difficulty, failing a file, and I had only my pike.

I was thoroughly perplexed, and was beginning to lose courage, when
an incident of the simplest and most natural kind came to my aid and
fortified my resolution.

Philosophic reader, if you will place yourself for a moment in my
position, if you will share the sufferings which for fifteen months
had been my lot, if you think of my danger on the top of a roof,
where the slightest step in a wrong direction would have cost me my
life, if you consider the few hours at my disposal to overcome
difficulties which might spring up at any moment, the candid
confession I am about to make will not lower me in your esteem; at
any rate, if you do not forget that a man in an anxious and dangerous
position is in reality only half himself.

It was the clock of St.  Mark's striking midnight, which, by a
violent shock, drew me out of the state of perplexity I had fallen
into.  The clock reminded me that the day just beginning was All
Saints' Day--the day of my patron saint (at least if I had one)--and
the prophecy of my confessor came into my mind.  But I confess that
what chiefly strengthened me, both bodily and mentally, was the
profane oracle of my beloved Ariosto: 'Fra il fin d'ottobre, a il
capo di novembre'.

The chime seemed to me a speaking talisman, commanding me to be up
and doing,--and--promising me the victory.  Lying on my belly I
stretched my head down towards the grating, and pushing my pike into
the sash which held it I resolved to take it out in a piece.  In a
quarter of an hour I succeeded, and held the whole grate in my hands,
--and putting it on one side I easily broke the glass window, though
wounding my left hand.

With the aid of my pike, using it as I had done before, I regained
the ridge of the roof, and went back to the spot where I had left
Balbi.  I found him enraged and despairing, and he abused me heartily
for having left him for so long.  He assured me that he was only
waiting for it to get light to return to the prison.

"What did you think had become of me?"

"I thought you must have fallen over."

"And you can find no better way than abuse to express the joy you
ought to feel at seeing me again?"

"What have you been doing all this time?"

"Follow me, and you shall see."

I took up my packets again and made my way towards the window.  As
soon as were opposite to it I told Balbi what I had done, and asked
him if he could think of any way of getting into the loft.  For one
it was easy enough, for the other could lower him by the rope; but I
could not discover how the second of us was to get down afterwards,
as there was nothing to which the rope could be fastened.  If I let
myself fall I might break my arms and legs, for I did not know the
distance between the window and the floor of the room.  To this chain
of reasoning uttered in the friendliest possible tone, the brute
replied thus:

"You let me down, and when I have got to the bottom you will have
plenty of time to think how you are going to follow me."

I confess that my first indignant impulse was to drive my pike into
his throat.  My good genius stayed my arm, and I uttered not a word
in reproach of his base selfishness.  On the contrary, I straightway
untied my bundle of rope and bound him strongly under the elbows, and
making him lie flat down I lowered him feet foremost on to the roof
of the dormer-window.  When he got there I told him to lower himself
into the window as far as his hips, supporting himself by holding his
elbows against the sides of the window.  As soon as he had done so, I
slid down the roof as before, and lying down on the dormer-roof with
a firm grasp of the rope I told the monk not to be afraid but to let
himself go.  When he reached the floor of the loft he untied himself,
and on drawing the rope back I found the fall was one of fifty feet-
too dangerous a jump to be risked.  The monk who for two hours had
been a prey to terror; seated in a position which I confess was not a
very reassuring one, was not quite cool, and called out to me to
throw him the ropes for him to take care of--a piece of advice you
may be sure I took care not to follow.

Not knowing what to do next, and waiting for some fortunate idea, I
made my way back to the ridge of the roof, and from there spied out a
corner near a cupola; which I had not visited.  I went towards it and
found a flat roof, with a large window closed with two shutters.  At
hand was a tubful of plaster, a trowel, and ladder which I thought
long enough for my purpose.  This was enough, and tying my rope to
the first round I dragged this troublesome burden after me to the
window.  My next task was to get the end of the ladder (which was
twelve fathoms long) into the opening, and the difficulties I
encountered made me sorry that I had deprived myself of the aid of
the monk. [The unit of measure:'fathoms' describing the ladder and
earlier the 100 fathoms of rope, is likely a translation error:
Casanova might have manufactured 100 feet of rope and might have
dragged a 12 foot ladder up the steep roof, but not a longer.  D.W.]

I had set the ladder in such a way that one end touched the window,
and the other went below the gutter.  I next slid down to the roof of
the window, and drawing the ladder towards me I fastened the end of
my rope to the eighth round, and then let it go again till it was
parallel with the window.  I then strove to get it in, but I could
not insert it farther than the fifth round, for the end of the ladder
being stopped by the inside roof of the window no force on earth
could have pushed it any further without breaking either the ladder
or the ceiling.  There was nothing to be done but to lift it by the
other end; it would then slip down by its own weight.  I might, it is
true, have placed the ladder across the window, and have fastened the
rope to it, in which manner I might have let myself down into the
loft without any risk; but the ladder would have been left outside to
shew Lawrence and the guards where to look for us and possibly to
find us in the morning.

I did not care to risk by a piece of imprudence the fruit of so much
toil and danger, and to destroy all traces of our whereabouts the
ladder must be drawn in.  Having no one to give me a helping hand, I
resolved to go myself to the parapet to lift the ladder and attain
the end I had in view.  I did so, but at such a hazard as had almost
cost me my life.  I could let go the ladder while I slackened the
rope without any fear of its falling over, as it had caught to the
parapet by the third rung.  Then, my pike in my hand, I slid down
beside the ladder to the parapet, which held up the points of my
feet, as I was lying on my belly.  In this position I pushed the
ladder forward, and was able to get it into the window to the length
of a foot, and that diminished by a good deal its weight.  I now only
had to push it in another two feet, as I was sure that I could get it
in altogether by means of the rope from the roof of the window.  To
impel the ladder to the extent required I got on my knees, but the
effort I had to use made me slip, and in an instant I was over the
parapet as far as my chest, sustained by my elbows.

I shudder still when I think of this awful moment, which cannot be
conceived in all its horror.  My natural instinct made me almost
unconsciously strain every nerve to regain the parapet, and--I had
nearly said miraculously--I succeeded.  Taking care not to let myself
slip back an inch I struggled upwards with my hands and arms, while
my belly was resting on the edge of the parapet.  Fortunately the
ladder was safe, for with that unlucky effort which had nearly cost
me so dearly I had pushed it in more than three feet, and there it
remained.

Finding myself resting on my groin on the parapet, I saw that I had
only to lift up my right leg and to put up first one knee and then
the other to be absolutely out of danger; but I had not yet got to
the end of my trouble.  The effort I made gave me so severe a spasm
that I became cramped and unable to use my limbs.  However, I did not
lose my head, but kept quiet till the pain had gone off, knowing by
experience that keeping still is the best cure for the false cramp.
It was a dreadful moment!  In two minutes I made another effort, and
had the good fortune to get my two knees on to the parapet, and as
soon as I had taken breath I cautiously hoisted the ladder and pushed
it half-way through the window.  I then took my pike, and crawling up
as I had done before I reached the window, where my knowledge of the
laws of equilibrium and leverage aided me to insert the ladder to its
full length, my companion receiving the end of it.  I then threw into
the loft the bundles and the fragments that I had broken off the
window, and I stepped down to the monk, who welcomed me heartily and
drew in the ladder.  Arm in arm, we proceeded to inspect the gloomy
retreat in which we found ourselves, and judged it to be about thirty
paces long by twenty wide.

At one end were folding-doors barred with iron.  This looked bad, but
putting my hand to the latch in the middle it yielded to the
pressure, and the door opened.  The first thing we did was to make
the tour of the room, and crossing it we stumbled against a large
table surrounded by stools and armchairs.  Returning to the part
where we had seen windows, we opened the shutters of one of them, and
the light of the stars only shewed us: the cupolas and the depths
beneath them.  I did not think for a moment of lowering myself down,
as I wished to know where I was going, and I did not recognize our
surroundings.  I shut the window up, and we returned to the place
where we had left our packages.  Quite exhausted I let myself fall on
the floor, and placing a bundle of rope under my head a sweet sleep
came to my, relief.  I abandoned myself to it without resistance, and
indeed, I believe if death were to have been the result, I should
have slept all the same, and I still remember how I enjoyed that
sleep.

It lasted for three and a half hours, and I was awakened by the
monk's calling out and shaking me.  He told me that it had just
struck five.  He said it was inconceivable to him how I could sleep
in the situation we were in.  But that which was inconceivable to him
was not so to me.  I had not fallen asleep on purpose, but had only
yielded to the demands of exhausted nature, and, if I may say so, to
the extremity of my need.  In my exhaustion there was nothing to
wonder at, since I had neither eaten nor slept for two days, and the
efforts I had made--efforts almost beyond the limits of mortal
endurance--might well have exhausted any man.  In my sleep my
activity had come back to me, and I was delighted to see the darkness
disappearing, so that we should be able to proceed with more
certainty and quickness.

Casting a rapid glance around, I said to myself, "This is not a
prison, there ought, therefore, be some easy exit from it."  We
addressed ourselves to the end opposite to the folding-doors, and in
a narrow recess I thought I made out a doorway.  I felt it over and
touched a lock, into which I thrust my pike, and opened it with three
or four heaves.  We then found ourselves in a small room, and I
discovered a key on a table, which I tried on a door opposite to us,
which, however, proved to be unlocked.  I told the monk to go for our
bundles, and replacing the key we passed out and came into a gallery
containing presses full of papers.  They were the state archives.  I
came across a short flight of stone stairs, which I descended, then
another, which I descended also, and found a glass door at the end,
on opening which I entered a hall well known to me: we were in the
ducal chancery.  I opened a window and could have got down easily,
but the result would have been that we should have been trapped in
the maze of little courts around St. Mark's Church.  I saw on a desk
an iron instrument, of which I took possession; it had a rounded
point and a wooden handle, being used by the clerks of the chancery
to pierce parchments for the purpose of affixing the leaden seals.
On opening the desk I saw the copy of a letter advising the
Proveditore of Corfu of a grant of three thousand sequins for the
restoration of the old fortress.  I searched for the sequins but they
were not there.  God knows how gladly I would have taken them, and
how I would have laughed the monk to scorn if he had accused me of
theft! I should have received the money as a gift from Heaven, and
should have regarded myself as its master by conquest.

Going to the door of the chancery, I put my bar in the keyhole, but
finding immediately that I could not break it open, I resolved on
making a hole in the door.  I took care to choose the side where the
wood had fewest knots, and working with all speed I struck as hard
and as cleaving strokes as I was able.  The monk, who helped me as
well as he could with the punch I had taken from the desk, trembled
at the echoing clamour of my pike which must have been audible at
some distance.  I felt the danger myself, but it had to be risked.

In half an hour the hole was large enough--a fortunate circumstance,
for I should have had much trouble in making it any larger without
the aid of a saw.  I was afraid when I looked at the edges of the
hole, for they bristled with jagged pieces of wood which seemed made
for tearing clothes and flesh together.  The hole was at a height of
five feet from the ground.  We placed beneath it two stools, one
beside the other, and when we had stepped upon them the monk with
arms crossed and head foremost began to make his way through the
hole, and taking him by the thighs, and afterwards by the legs, I
succeeded in pushing him through, and though it was dark I felt quite
secure, as I knew the surroundings.  As soon as my companion had
reached the other side I threw him my belongings, with the exception
of the ropes, which I left behind, and placing a third stool on the
two others, I climbed up, and got through as far as my middle, though
with much difficulty, owing to the extreme narrowness of the hole.
Then, having nothing to grasp with my hands, nor anyone to push me as
I had pushed the monk, I asked him to take me, and draw me gently and
by slow degrees towards him.  He did so, and I endured silently the
fearful torture I had to undergo, as my thighs and legs were torn by
the splinters of wood.

As soon as I got through I made haste to pick up my bundle of linen,
and going down two flights of stairs I opened without difficulty the
door leading into the passage whence opens the chief door to the
grand staircase, and in another the door of the closet of the 'Savio
alla scrittura'.  The chief door was locked, and I saw at once that,
failing a catapult or a mine of gunpowder, I could not possibly get
through.  The bar I still held seemed to say, "Hic fines posuit.  My
use is ended and you can lay me down."  It was dear to me as the
instrument of freedom, and was worthy of being hung as an 'ex voto'
on the altar of liberty.

I sat down with the utmost tranquillity, and told the monk to do the
same.

"My work is done," I said, "the rest must be left to God and fortune.

"Abbia chi regge il ciel cura del resto,
O la fortuna se non tocca a lui.

"I do not know whether those who sweep out the palace will come here
to-day, which is All Saints' Day, or tomorrow, All Souls' Day.  If
anyone comes, I shall run out as soon as the door opens, and do you
follow after me; but if nobody comes, I do not budge a step, and if I
die of hunger so much the worse for me."

At this speech of mine he became beside himself.  He called me a
madman, seducer, deceiver, and a liar.  I let him talk, and took no
notice.  It struck six; only an hour had passed since I had my
awakening in the loft.

My first task was to change my clothes.  Father Balbi looked like a
peasant, but he was in better condition than I, his clothes were not
torn to shreds or covered with blood, his red flannel waistcoat and
purple breeches were intact, while my figure could only inspire pity
or terror, so bloodstained and tattered was I.  I took off my
stockings, and the blood gushed out of two wounds I had given myself
on the parapet, while the splinters in the hole in the door had torn
my waistcoat, shirt, breeches, legs and thighs.  I was dreadfully
wounded all over my body.  I made bandages of handkerchiefs, and
dressed my wounds as best I could, and then put on my fine suit,
which on a winter's day would look odd enough.  Having tied up my
hair, I put on white stockings, a laced shirt, failing any other, and
two others over it, and then stowing away some stockings and
handkerchiefs in my pockets, I threw everything else into a corner of
the room.  I flung my fine cloak over the monk, and the fellow looked
as if he had stolen it.  I must have looked like a man who has been
to a dance and has spent the rest of the night in a disorderly house,
though the only foil to my reasonable elegance of attire was the
bandages round my knees.

In this guise, with my exquisite hat trimmed with Spanish lace and
adorned with a white feather on my head, I opened a window.  I was
immediately remarked by some lounger in the palace court, who, not
understanding what anyone of my appearance was doing there at such an
early hour, went to tell the door-keeper of the circumstance.  He,
thinking he must have locked somebody in the night before, went for
his keys and came towards us.  I was sorry to have let myself be seen
at the window, not knowing that therein chance was working for our
escape, and was sitting down listening to the idle talk of the monk,
when I heard the jingling of keys.  Much perturbed I got up and put
my eye to a chink in the door, and saw a man with a great bunch of
keys in his hand mounting leisurely up the stairs.  I told the monk
not to open his mouth, to keep well behind me, and to follow my
steps.  I took my pike, and concealing it in my right sleeve I got
into a corner by the door, whence I could get out as soon as it was
opened and run down the stairs.  I prayed that the man might make no
resistance, as if he did I should be obliged to fell him to the
earth, and I determined to do so.

The door opened; and the poor man as soon as he saw me seemed turned
to a stone.  Without an instant's delay and in dead silence, I made
haste to descend the stairs, the monk following me.  Avoiding the
appearance of a fugitive, but walking fast, I went by the giants'
Stairs, taking no notice of Father Balbi, who kept cabling: out "To
the church! to the church!"

The church door was only about twenty paces from the stairs, but the
churches were no longer sanctuaries in Venice; and no one ever took
refuge in them.  The monk knew this, but fright had deprived him of
his faculties.  He told me afterwards that the motive which impelled
him to go to the church was the voice of religion bidding him seek
the horns of the altar.

"Why didn't you go by yourself?" said I.

"I did not, like to abandon you," but he should rather have said, "I
did not like to lose the comfort of your company."

The safety I sought was beyond the borders of the Republic, and
thitherward I began to bend my steps.  Already there in spirit, I
must needs be there in body also.  I went straight towards the chief
door of the palace, and looking at no one that might be tempted to
look at me I got to the canal and entered the first gondola that I
came across, shouting to the boatman on the poop,

"I want to go to Fusina; be quick and, call another gondolier."

This was soon done, and while the gondola was being got off I sat
down on the seat in the middle, and Balbi at the side.  The odd
appearance of the monk, without a hat and with a fine cloak on his
shoulders, with my unseasonable attire, was enough to make people
take us for an astrologer and his man.

As soon as we had passed the custom-house, the gondoliers began to
row with a will along the Giudecca Canal, by which we must pass to go
to Fusina or to Mestre, which latter place was really our
destination.  When we had traversed half the length of the canal I
put my head out, and said to the waterman on the poop,

"When do you think we shall get to Mestre?"

"But you told me to go to Fusina."

"You must be mad; I said Mestre."

The other boatman said that I was mistaken, and the fool of a monk,
in his capacity of zealous Christian and friend of truth, took care
to tell me that I was wrong.  I wanted to give him a hearty kick as a
punishment for his stupidity, but reflecting that common sense comes
not by wishing for it I burst into a peal of laughter, and agreed
that I might have made a mistake, but that my real intention was to
go to Mestre.  To that they answered nothing, but a minute after the
master boatman said he was ready to take me to England if I liked.

"Bravely spoken," said I, "and now for Mestre, ho!"  "We shall be
there in three quarters of an hour, as the wind and tide are in our
favour."

Well pleased I looked at the canal behind us, and thought it had
never seemed so fair, especially as there was not a single boat
coming our way.  It was a glorious morning, the air was clear and
glowing with the first rays of the sun, and my two young watermen
rowed easily and well; and as I thought over the night of sorrow, the
dangers I had escaped, the abode where I had been fast bound the day
before, all the chances which had been in my favour, and the liberty
of which I now began to taste the sweets, I was so moved in my heart
and grateful to my God that, well nigh choked with emotion, I burst
into tears.

My nice companion who had hitherto only spoken to back up the
gondoliers, thought himself bound to offer me his consolations.  He
did not understand why I was weeping, and the tone he took made me
pass from sweet affliction to a strange mirthfulness which made him
go astray once more, as he thought I had got mad.  The poor monk, as
I have said, was a fool, and whatever was bad about him was the
result of his folly.  I had been under the sad necessity of turning
him to account, but though without intending to do so he had almost
been my ruin.  It was no use trying to make him believe that I had
told the gondoliers to go to Fusina whilst I intended to go to
Mestre; he said I could not have thought of that till I got on to the
Grand Canal.

In due course we reached Mestre.  There were no horses to ride post,
but I found men with coaches who did as well, and I agreed with one
of them to take me to Trevisa in an hour and a quarter.  The horses
were put in in three minutes, and with the idea that Father Balbi was
behind me I turned round to say "Get up," but lie was not there.  I
told an ostler to go and look for him, with the intention of
reprimanding him sharply, even if he had gone for a necessary
occasion, for we had no time to waste, not even thus.  The man came
back saying he could not find' him, to my great rage and indignation.
I was tempted to abandon him, but a feeling of humanity restrained
me.  I made enquiries all round; everybody had seen him, but not a
soul knew where he was.  I walked along the High Street, and some
instinct prompting me to put my head in at the window of a cafe.
I saw the wretched man standing at the bar drinking chocolate and
making love to the girl.  Catching sight of me, he pointed to the
girl and said--

"She's charming," and then invited me to take a cup of chocolate,
saying that I must pay, as he hadn't a penny.  I kept back my wrath
and answered,

"I don't want any, and do you make haste!" and caught hold of his arm
in such sort that he turned white with pain.  I paid the money and we
went out.  I trembled with anger.  We got into our coach, but we had
scarcely gone ten paces before I recognised: an inhabitant, of Mestre
named Balbi Tommasi, a good sort of man; but reported to be one of
the familiars of the Holy Office.  He knew me, too, and coming up
called out,

"I am delighted to see you here.  I suppose you have just escaped.
How did you do it?"

"I have not escaped, but have been set at liberty."

"No, no, that's not possible, as I was at M. Grimani's yesterday
evening, and I should have heard of it."

It will be easier for the reader to imagine my state of mind than for
me to describe it.  I was discovered by a man whom I believed to be a
hired agent of the Government, who only had to give a glance to one
of the sbirri with whom Mestre swarmed to have me arrested.  I told
him to speak softly, and getting down I asked him to come to one
side.  I took him behind a house, and seeing that there was nobody in
sight, a ditch in front, beyond which the open country extended, I
grasped my pike and took him by the neck.  At this: he gave a
struggle, slipped out of my hands, leapt over the ditch, and without
turning round set off to run at, full speed.  As soon as he was some
way off he slackened his course, turned round and kissed his hand to
me, in token of wishing me a prosperous journey.  And as soon; as he
was out of my sight I gave thanks to God that, this man by his
quickness had preserved me from the commission of a crime, for I
would have killed him; and he, as it turned out, bore me no ill will.

I was in a terrible position.  In open war with all the powers of-
the Republic, everything had to give way to my safety, which made me
neglect no means of attaining my ends.

With the gloom of a man who has passed through a great peril, I gave
a glance of contempt towards the monk, who now saw to what danger he
had exposed us, and then got up again into the carriage.  We reached
Trevisa without further adventure, and I told the posting-master to
get me a carriage and two horses ready by ten o'clock; though I had
no intention of continuing my journey along the highway, both
because.  I lacked means; and because I feared pursuit.  The inn-
keeper asked me, if I would take any breakfast, of which I stood in
great need, for I was dying with hunger, but I did not dare to,
accept his offer, as a quarter of an hour's delay might, prove fatal.
I was afraid of being retaken, and of being ashamed of it for the
rest of my life; for a man of sense ought to be able to snap his
fingers at four hundred thousand men in the open country, and if he
cannot escape capture he must be a fool.

I went out by St. Thomas's Gate as if I was going for a short walk,
and after walking for a mile on the highway I struck into the fields,
resolving not to leave them as long as I should be within the borders
of the Republic.  The shortest way was by Bassano, but I took the
longer path, thinking I might possibly be expected on the more direct
road, while they would never think of my leaving the Venetian
territory by way of Feltre, which is the longest way of getting into
the state subject to the Bishop of Trent.

After walking for three hours I let myself drop to the ground, for I
could not move a step further.  I must either take some food or die
there, so I told the monk to leave the cloak with me and go to a farm
I saw, there to buy something to eat.  I gave him the money, and he
set off, telling me that he thought I had more courage.  The
miserable man did not know what courage was, but he was more robust
than myself, and he had, doubtless, taken in provisions before
leaving the prison.  Besides he had had some chocolate; he was thin
and wiry, and a monk, and mental anxieties were unknown to him.

Although the house was not an inn, the good farmer's wife sent me a
sufficient meal which only cost me thirty Venetian sous.  After
satisfying my appetite, feeling that sleep was creeping on me, I set
out again on the tramp, well braced up.  In four hours' time I
stopped at a hamlet, and found that I was twenty-four miles from
Trevisa.  I was done up, my ankles were swollen, and my shoes were in
holes.  There was only another hour of day-light before us.
Stretching myself out beneath a grove of trees I made Father Balbi
sit by me, and discoursed to him in the manner following:

"We must make for Borgo di Valsugano, it is the first town beyond the
borders of the Republic.  We shall be as safe there as if we were in
London, and we can take our ease for awhile; but to get there we must
go carefully to work, and the first thing we must do is to separate.
You must go by Mantello Woods, and I by the mountains; you by the
easiest and shortest way, and I by the longest and most difficult;
you with money and I without a penny.  I will make you a present of
my cloak, which you must exchange for a great coat and a hat, and
everybody will take you for a countryman, as you are luckily rather
like one in the face.  Take these seventeen livres, which is all that
remains to me of the two sequins Count Asquin gave me.  You will
reach Borgo by the day after to-morrow, and I shall be twenty-four
hours later.  Wait for me in the first inn on the left-hand side of
the street, and be sure I shall come in due season.  I require a good
night's rest in a good bed; and Providence will get me one somewhere,
but I must sleep without fear of being disturbed, and in your company
that would be out of the question.  I am certain that we are being
sought for on all sides, and that our descriptions have been so
correctly given that if we went into any inn together we should be
certain to be arrested.  You see the state I am in, and my urgent
necessity for a ten hours' rest.  Farewell, then, do you go that way
and I will take this, and I will find somewhere near here a rest for
the sole of my foot."

"I have been expecting you to say as much," said Father Balbi, "and
for answer I will remind you of the promise you gave me when I let
myself be persuaded to break into your cell.  You promised me that we
should always keep company; and so don't flatter yourself that I
shall leave you, your fate and mine are linked together.  We shall be
able to get a good refuge for our money, we won't go to the inns, and
no one will arrest us."

"You are determined, are you, not to follow the good advice I have
given you?"

"I am."

"We shall see about that."

I rose to my feet, though with some difficulty, and taking the
measure of his height I marked it out upon the ground, then drawing
my pike from my pocket, I proceeded with the utmost coolness to
excavate the earth, taking no notice of the questions the monk asked
me.  After working: for a quarter of an hour I set myself to gaze
sadly upon him, and I told him that I felt obliged as a Christian to
warn him to commend his soul to God, "since I am about to bury you
here, alive or dead; and if you prove the stronger, you will bury me.
You can escape if you wish to, as I shall not pursue you."

He made no reply, and I betook myself to my work again, but I confess
that I began to be afraid of being rushed to extremities by this
brute, of whom I was determined to rid myself.

At last, whether convinced by my arguments or afraid Of my pike, he
came towards me.  Not guessing.  What he was about, I presented the
point of my pike towards him, but I had nothing to fear.

"I will do what you want," said he.

I straightway gave him all the money I had, and promising to rejoin
him at Borgo I bade him farewell.  Although I had not a penny in my
pocket and had two rivers to cross over, I congratulated myself on
having got rid of a man of his character, for by myself I felt
confident of being able to cross the bounds of the Republic.




CHAPTER XXXI

I Find a Lodging in the House of the Chief of the Sbirri--I Pass a
Good Night There and Recover My Strength--I Go to Mass--
A Disagreeable Meeting I Am Obliged to Take Six Sequins by Force--
Out of Danger--Arrived at Munich--Balbi I Set Out for Paris--
My Arrival--Attempt on the Life of Louis XV


As soon as I saw Father Balbi far enough off I got up, and seeing at
a little distance a shepherd keeping his flock on the hill-side, I
made my way-towards him to obtain such information as I needed.
"What is the name of this village, my friend?" said I.

"Valde Piadene, signor," he answered, to my surprise, for I found I
was much farther on my way that I thought.  I next asked him the
owners of five or six houses which I saw scattered around, and the
persons he mentioned chanced to be all known to me, but were not the
kind of men I should have cared to trouble with my presence.  On my
asking him the name of a palace before me, he said it belonged to the
Grimanis, the chief of whom was a State Inquisitor, and then resident
at the palace, so I had to take care not to let him see me.  Finally,
an my enquiring the owner of a red house in the distance, he told me,
much to my surprise, that it belonged to the chief of the sbirri.
Bidding farewell to the kindly shepherd I began to go down the hill
mechanically, and I am still puzzled to know what instinct directed
my steps towards that house, which common sense and fear also should
have made me shun.  I steered my course for it in a straight line,
and I can say with truth that I did so quite unwittingly.  If it be
true that we have all of us an invisible intelligence--a beneficent
genius who guides our steps aright--as was the case with Socrates, to
that alone I should attribute the irresistible attraction which drew
me towards the house where I had most to dread.  However that may be,
it was the boldest stroke I have played in my whole life.

I entered with an easy and unconstrained air, and asked a child who
was playing at top in the court-yard where his father was.  Instead
of replying, the child went to call his mother, and directly
afterwards appeared a pretty woman in the family way, who politely
asked me my business with her husband, apologizing for his absence.

"I am sorry," I said, "to hear that my gossip is not in, though at
the same time I am delighted to make the acquaintance of his charming
wife."

"Your gossip?  You will be M. Vetturi, then?  My husband told me that
you had kindly promised to be the god-father of our next child.  I am
delighted to know you, but my husband will be very vexed to have been
away:

"I hope he will soon return, as I wanted to ask him for a night's
lodging.  I dare not go anywhere in the state you see me."

"You shall have the best bed in the house, and I will get you a good
supper.  My husband when he comes back will thank your excellence for
doing us so much honour.  He went away with all his people an hour
ago, and I don't expect him back for three or four days."

"Why is he away for such a long time, my dear madam?"

"You have not heard, then, that two prisoners have escaped from The
Leads?  One is a noble and the other a private individual named
Casanova.  My husband has received a letter from Messer-Grande
ordering him to make a search for them; if he find them he will take
them back to Venice, and if not he will return here, but he will be
on the look-out for three days at least."

"I am sorry for this accident, my dear madam, but I should not like
to put you out, and indeed I should be glad to lie down immediately."

"You shall do so, and my mother shall attend to your wants.  But what
is the matter with your knees?"

"I fell down whilst hunting on the mountains, and gave myself some
severe wounds, and am much weakened by loss of blood."

"Oh! my poor gentleman, my poor gentleman!  But my mother will cure
you."

She called her mother, and having told her of my necessities she went
out.  This pretty sbirress had not the wit of her profession, for the
story I had told her sounded like a fairy-tale.  On horseback with
white silk stockings!  Hunting in sarcenet, without cloak and without
a man!  Her husband would make fine game of her when he came back;
but God bless her for her kind heart and benevolent stupidity.  Her
mother tended me with all the politeness I should have met with in
the best families.  The worthy woman treated me like a mother, and
called me "son" as she attended to my wounds.  The name sounded
pleasantly in my ears, and did no little towards my cure by the
sentiments it awoke in my breast.  If I had been less taken up with
the position I was in I should have repaid her care with some evident
marks of the gratitude I felt, but the place I was in and the part I
was playing made the situation too serious a one for me to think of
anything else.

This kindly woman, after looking at my knees and my thighs, told me
that I must make my mind to suffer a little pain, but I might be sure
of being cured by the morning.  All I had to do was to bear the
application of medicated linen to my wounds, and not to stir till the
next day.  I promised to bear the pain patiently, and to do exactly
as she told me.

I was given an excellent supper, and I ate and drank with good
appetite.  I then gave myself up to treatment, and fell asleep whilst
my nurse was attending to me.  I suppose she undressed me as she
would a child, but I remembered nothing about it when I woke up--I
was, in fact, totally unconscious.  Though I had made a good supper I
had only done so to satisfy my craving for food and to regain my
strength, and sleep came to me with an irresistible force, as my
physical exhaustion did not leave me the power of arguing myself out
of it.  I took my supper at six o'clock in the evening, and I heard
six striking as I awoke.  I seemed to have been enchanted.  Rousing
myself up and gathering my wits together, I first took off the linen
bandages, and I was astonished to find my wounds healed and quite
free from pain.  I did my hair, dressed myself in less than five
minutes, and finding the door of my room open I went downstairs,
crossed the court, and left the house behind me, without appearing to
notice two individuals who were standing outside, and must have been
sbirri.  I made haste to lengthen the distance between me and the
place where I had found the kindliest hospitality, the utmost
politeness, the most tender care, and best of all, new health and
strength, and as I walked I could not help feeling terrified at the
danger I had been in.  I shuddered involuntarily; and at the present
moment, after so many years, I still shudder when I think of the
peril to which I had so heedlessly exposed myself.  I wondered how I
managed to go in, and still more how I came out; it seemed absurd
that I should not be followed.  For five hours I tramped on, keeping
to the woods and mountains, not meeting a soul besides a few
countryfolk, and turning neither to the right nor left.

It was not yet noon, when, as I went along my way, I stopped short at
the sound of a bell.  I was on high ground, and looking in the
direction from which the sound came I saw, a little church in the
valley, and many, people going towards it to hear mass.  My heart
desired to express thankfulness for the protection of Providence,
and, though all nature was a temple worthy of its Creator, custom
drew me to the church.  When men are in trouble, every passing
thought seems an inspiration.  It was All Souls' Day.  I went down
the hill, and came into the church, and saw, to my astonishment, M.
Marc Antoine Grimani, the nephew of the State Inquisitor, with Madame
Marie Visani, his wife.  I made my bow; which was returned, and after
I had heard mass I left the church.  M. Grimani followed me by
himself, and when he had got near me, called me by name, saying,
"What are you doing here, Casanova, and what has become of your
friend?"

"I have given him what little money I had for him to escape by
another road, whilst I, without a penny in my pocket, am endeavouring
to reach a place of safety by this way.  If your excellence would
kindly give me some help, it would speed my journey for me."

"I can't give you anything, but you will find recluses on your way
who won't let you die of hunger.  But tell me how you contrived to
pierce the roof of The Leads."

"The story is an interesting one, but it would take up too much time,
and in the meanwhile the recluses might eat up the food which is to
keep me from dying of hunger."

With this sarcasm I made him a profound bow, and went upon my way.
In spite of my great want, his refusal pleased me, as it made me
think myself a better gentleman than the "excellence" who had
referred me to the charity of recluses.  I heard at Paris afterwards
that when his wife heard of it she reproached him for his hard-
hearted behaviour.  There can be no doubt that kindly and generous
feelings are more often to be found in the hearts of women than of
men.

I continued my journey till sunset.  Weary and faint with hunger I
stopped at a good-looking house, which stood by itself.  I asked to
speak to the master, and the porter told me that he was not in as he
had gone to a wedding on the other side of the river, and would be
away for two days, but that he had bidden him to welcome all his
friends while he was away.  Providence! luck! chance! whichever you
like.

I went in and was treated to a good supper and a good bed.  I found
by the addresses of some letters which were lying about that I was
being entertained in the house of M. Rombenchi--a consul, of what
nation I know not.  I wrote a letter to him and sealed it to await
his return.  After making an excellent supper and having had a good
sleep, I rose, and dressing myself carefully set out again without
being able to leave the porter any mark of my gratitude, and shortly
afterwards crossed the river, promising to pay when I came back.
After walking for five hours I dined in a monastery of Capuchins, who
are very useful to people in my position.  I then set out again,
feeling fresh and strong, and walked along at a good pace till three
o'clock.  I halted at a house which I found from a countryman
belonged to a friend of mine.  I walked in, asked if the master was
at home, and was shewn into a room where he was writing by himself.
I stepped forward to greet him, but as soon as he saw me he seemed
horrified and bid me be gone forthwith, giving me idle and insulting
reasons for his behaviour.  I explained to him how I was situated,
and asked him to let me have sixty sequins on my note of hand, drawn
on M. de Bragadin.  He replied that he could not so much as give me a
glass of water, since he dreaded the wrath of the Tribunal for my
very presence in his house.  He was a stockbroker, about sixty years
old, and was under great obligations to me.  His inhuman refusal
produced quite a different effect on me than that of M. Grimani.
Whether from rage, indignation, or nature, I took him by the collar,
I shewed him my pike, and raising my voice threatened to kill him.
Trembling all over, he took a key from his pocket and shewing me a
bureau told me he kept money there, and I had only to open it and
take what I wanted; I told him to open it himself.  He did so, and on
his opening a drawer containing gold, I told him to count me out six
sequins.

"You asked me for sixty."

"Yes, that was when I was asking a loan of you as a friend; but since
I owe the money to force, I require six only, and I will give you no
note of hand.  You shall be repaid at Venice, where I shall write of
the pass to which you forced me, you cowardly wretch!"

"I beg your pardon!  take the sixty sequins, I entreat you."

"No, no more.  I am going on my way, and I advise you not to hinder
me, lest in my despair I come back and burn your house about your
ears."

I went out and walked for two hours, until the approach of night and
weariness made me stop short at the house of a farmer, where I had a
bad supper and a bed of straw.  In the morning, I bought an old
overcoat, and hired an ass to journey on, and near Feltre I bought a
pair of boots.  In this guise I passed the hut called the Scala.
There was a guard there who, much to my delight, as the reader will
guess, did not even honour me by asking my name.  I then took a two-
horse carriage and got to Borgo de Valsugano in good time, and found
Father Balbi at the inn I had told him of.  If he had not greeted me
first I should not have known him.  A great overcoat, a low hat over
a thick cotton cap, disguised him to admiration.  He told me that a
farmer had given him these articles in exchange for my cloak, that he
had arrived without difficulty, and was faring well.  He was kind
enough to tell me that he did not expect to see me, as he did not
believe my promise to rejoin him was made in good faith.  Possibly I
should have been wise not to undeceive him on this account.

I passed the following day in the inn, where, without getting out of
my bed, I wrote more than twenty letters to Venice, in many of which
I explained what I had been obliged to do to get the six sequins.

The monk wrote impudent letters to his superior, Father Barbarigo,
and to his brother nobles, and love-letters to the servant girls who
had been his ruin.  I took the lace off my dress, and sold my hat,
and thus got rid of a gay appearance unsuitable to my position, as it
made me too much an object of notice.

The next day I went to Pergina and lay there, and was visited by a
young Count d'Alberg, who had discovered, in some way or another,
that we had escaped from the state-prisons of Venice.  From Pergina I
went to Trent and from there to Bolzan, where, needing money for my
dress, linen, and the continuation of my journey, I introduced myself
to an old banker named Mensch, who gave me a man to send to Venice
with a letter to M. de Bragadin.  In the mean time the old banker put
me in a good inn where I spent the six days the messenger was away in
bed.  He brought me the sum of a hundred sequins, and my first care
was to clothe my companion, and afterwards myself.  Every day I found
the society of the wretched Balbi more intolerable.  "Without me you
would never have escaped" was continually in his mouth, and he kept
reminding me that I had promised him half of whatever money I got.
He made love to all the servant girls, and as he had neither the
figure nor the manners to please them, his attentions were returned
with good hearty slaps, which he bore patiently, but was as
outrageous as ever in the course of twenty-four hours.  I was amused,
but at the same time vexed to be coupled to a man of so low a nature.

We travelled post, and in three days we got to Munich, where I went
to lodge at the sign of the "Stag."  There I found two young
Venetians of the Cantarini family, who had been there some time in
company with Count Pompei, a Veronese; but not knowing them, and
having no longer any need of depending on recluses for my daily
bread, I did not care to pay my respects to them.  It was otherwise
with Countess Coronini, whom I knew at St. Justine's Convent at
Venice, and who stood very well with the Bavarian Court.

This illustrious lady, then seventy years old, gave me a good
reception and promised to speak on my behalf to the Elector, with a
view to his granting me an asylum in his country.  The next day,
having fulfilled her promise, she told me that his highness had
nothing to say against me, but as for Balbi there was no safety for
him in Bavaria, for as a fugitive monk he might be claimed by the
monks at Munich, and his highness had no wish to meddle with the
monks.  The countess advised me therefore to get him out of the town
as soon as possible, for him to fly to some other quarter, and thus
to avoid the bad turn which his beloved brethren the monks were
certain to do him.

Feeling in duty bound to look after the interests of the wretched
fellow, I went to the Elector's confessor to ask him to give Balbi
letters of introduction to some town in Swabia.  The confessor, a
Jesuit, did not give the lie to the fine reputation of his brethren
of the order; his reception of me was as discourteous as it well
could be.  He told me in a careless way that at Munich I was well
known.  I asked him without flinching if I was to take this as a
piece of good or bad news; but he made no answer, and left me
standing.  Another priest told me that he had gone out to verify the
truth of a miracle of which the whole town was talking.

"What miracle is that, reverend father?" I said.

"The empress, the widow of Charles VII, whose body is still exposed
to the public gaze, has warm feet, although she is dead."

"Perhaps something keeps them warm."

"You can assure yourself personally of the truth of this wonderful
circumstance."

To neglect such an opportunity would have been to lose the chance of
mirth or edification, and I was as desirous of the one as of the
other.  Wishing to be able to boast that I had seen a miracle--and
one, moreover, of a peculiar interest for myself, who have always had
the misfortune to suffer from cold feet--I went to see the mighty
dead.  It was quite true that her feet were warm, but the matter was
capable of a simple explanation, as the feet of her defunct majesty
were turned towards a burning lamp at a little distance off.  A
dancer of my acquaintance, whom curiosity had brought there with the
rest, came up to me, complimented me upon my fortunate escape, and
told me everybody was talking about it.  His news pleased me, as it
is always a good thing to interest the public.  This son of
Terpsichore asked me to dinner, and I was glad to accept his
invitation.  His name was Michel de l'Agata, and his wife was the
pretty Gandela, whom I had known sixteen years ago at the old
Malipiero's.  The Gandela was enchanted to see me, and to hear from
my own lips the story of my wondrous escape.  She interested herself
on behalf of the monk, and offered me to give him a letter of
introduction for Augsburg Canon Bassi, of Bologna, who was Dean of
St. Maurice's Chapter, and a friend of hers.  I took advantage of the
offer, and she forthwith wrote me the letter, telling me that I need
not trouble myself any more about the monk, as she was sure that the
dean would take care of him, and even make it all right at Venice.

Delighted at getting rid of him in so honourable a manner, I ran to
the inn, told him what I had done, gave him the letter, and promised
not to abandon him in the case of the dean's not giving him a warm
welcome.  I got him a good carriage, and started him off the next day
at daybreak.  Four days after, Balbi wrote that the dean had received
him with great kindness, that he had given him a room in the deanery,
that he had dressed him as an abbe, that he had introduced him to
the Prince-Bishop of Armstadt, and that he had received assurances of
his safety from the civil magistrates.  Furthermore, the dean had
promised to keep him till he obtained his secularization from Rome,
and with it freedom to return to Venice, for as soon as he ceased to
be a monk the Tribunal would have no lien upon him.  Father Balbi
finished by asking me to send him a few sequins for pocket-money, as
he was too much of a gentleman to ask the dean who, quoth the
ungrateful fellow, "is not gentleman enough to offer to give me
anything."  I gave him no answer.

As I was now alone in peace and quietness, I thought seriously of
regaining my health, for my sufferings had given me nervous spasms
which might become dangerous.  I put myself on diet, and in three
weeks I was perfectly well.  In the meanwhile Madame Riviere came
from Dresden with her son and two daughters.  She was going to Paris
to marry the elder.  The son had been diligent, and would have passed
for a young man of culture.  The elder daughter, who was going to
marry an actor, was extremely beautiful, an accomplished dancer, and
played on the clavichord like a professional, and was altogether most
charming and graceful.  This pleasant family was delighted to see me
again, and I thought myself fortunate when Madame Riviere,
anticipating my wishes, intimated to me that my company as far as
Paris would give them great pleasure.  I had nothing to say
respecting the expenses of the journey.  I had to accept their offer
in its entirety.  My design was to settle in Paris, and I took this
stroke of fortune as an omen of success in the only town where the
blind goddess freely dispenses her favours to those who leave
themselves to be guided by her, and know how to take advantage of her
gifts.  And, as the reader will see by and by, I was not mistaken;
but all the gifts of fortune were of no avail, since I abused them
all by my folly.  Fifteen months under the Leads should have made me
aware of my weak points, but in point of fact I needed a little
longer stay to learn how to cure myself of my failings.

Madame Riviere wished to take me with her, but she could not put off
her departure, and I required a week's delay to get money and letters
from Venice.  She promised to wait a week in Strassburg, and we
agreed that if possible I would join her there.  She left Munich on
the 18th of December.

Two days afterwards I got from Venice the bill of exchange for which
I was waiting.  I made haste to pay my debts, and immediately
afterwards I started for Augsburg, not so much for the sake of seeing
Father Balbi, as because I wanted to make the acquaintance of the
kindly dean who had rid me of him.  I reached Augsburg in seven hours
after leaving Munich, and I went immediately to the house of the good
ecclesiastic.  He was not in, but I found Balbi in an abbe's dress,
with his hair covered with white powder, which set off in a new but
not a pleasing manner the beauties of his complexion of about the
same colour as a horse chestnut.  Balbi was under forty, but he was
decidedly ugly, having one of those faces in which baseness,
cowardice, impudence, and malice are plainly expressed, joining to
this advantage a tone of voice and manners admirably calculated to
repulse anyone inclined to do him a service.  I found him comfortably
housed, well looked after, and well clad; he had books and all the
requisites for writing.  I complimented him upon his situation,
calling him a fortunate fellow, and applying the same epithet to
myself for having gained him all the advantages he enjoyed, and the
hope of one day becoming a secular priest.  But the ungrateful hound,
instead of thanking me, reproached me for having craftily rid myself
of him, and added that, as I was going to Paris, I might as well take
him with me, as the dullness of Augsburg was almost killing him.

"What do you want at Paris?"

"What do you want yourself?"

"To put my talents to account."

"So do I."

"Well, then, you don't require me, and can fly on your own wings.
The people who are taking me to Paris would probably not care for me
if I had you for a companion."

"You promised not to abandon me."

"Can a man who leaves another well provided for and an assured future
be said to abandon him?"

"Well provided!  I have not got a penny."

"What do you want with money?  You have a good table, a good lodging,
clothes, linen, attendance, and so forth.  And if you want pocket-
money, why don't you ask your brethren the monks?"

"Ask monks for money?  They take it, but they don't give it."

"Ask your friends, then."

"I have no friends."

"You are to be pitied, but the reason probably is that you have never
been a friend to anyone.  You ought to say masses, that is a good way
of getting money."

"I am unknown."

"You must wait, then, till you are known, and then you can make up
for lost time."

"Your suggestions are idle; you will surely give me a few sequins."

"I can't spare any."

"Wait for the dean.  He will be back to-morrow.  You can talk to him
and persuade him to lend me some money.  You can tell him that I will
pay it back."

"I cannot wait, for I am setting out on my journey directly, and were
he here this moment I should not have the face to tell him to lend
you money after all his generous treatment of you, and when he or
anyone can see that you have all you need."

After this sharp dialogue I left him, and travelling post I set out,
displeased with myself for having given such advantages to a man
wholly unworthy of them.  In the March following I had a letter from
the good Dean Bassi, in which he told me how Balbi had run away,
taking with him one of his servant girls, a sum of money, a gold
watch, and a dozen silver spoons and forks.  He did not know where he
was gone.

Towards the end of the same year I learnt at Paris that the wretched
man had taken refuge at Coire, the capital of the Grisons, where he
asked to be made a member of the Calvinistic Church, and to be
recognized as lawful husband of the woman with him; but in a short
time the community discovered that the new convert was no good, and
expelled him from the bosom of the Church of Calvin.  Our ne'er-do-
well having no more money, his wife left him, and he, not knowing
what to do next, took the desperate step of going to Bressa, a town
within the Venetian territory, where he sought the governor, telling
him his name, the story of his flight, and his repentance, begging
the governor to take him under his protection and to obtain his
pardon.

The first effect of the podesta's protection was that the penitent
was imprisoned, and he then wrote to the Tribunal to know what to do
with him.  The Tribunal told him to send Father Balbi in chains to
Venice, and on his arrival Messer-Grande gave him over to the
Tribunal, which put him once more under the Leads.  He did not find
Count Asquin there, as the Tribunal, out of consideration for his
great age, had moved him to The Fours a couple of months after our
escape.

Five or six years later, I heard that the Tribunal, after keeping the
unlucky monk for two years under the Leads, had sent him to his
convent.  There, his superior fearing lest his flock should take
contagion from this scabby sheep, sent him to their original
monastery near Feltre, a lonely building on a height.  However, Balbi
did not stop there six months.  Having got the key of the fields, he
went to Rome, and threw himself at the feet of Pope Rezzonico, who
absolved him of his sins, and released him from his monastic vows.
Balbi, now a secular priest, returned to Venice, where he lived a
dissolute and wretched life.  In 1783 he died the death of Diogenes,
minus the wit of the cynic.

At Strassburg I rejoined Madame Riviere and her delightful family,
from whom I received a sincere and hearty welcome.  We were staying
at the "Hotel de l'Esprit," and we passed a few days there most
pleasurably, afterwards setting out in an excellent travelling
carriage for Paris the Only, Paris the Universal.  During the journey
I thought myself bound to the expense of making it a pleasant one, as
I had not to put my hand in my pocket for other expenses.  The charms
of Mdlle. Riviere enchanted me, but I should have esteemed myself
wanting in gratitude and respect to this worthy family if I had
darted at her a single amorous glance, or if I had let her suspect my
feelings for her by a single word.  In fact I thought myself obliged
to play the heavy father, though my age did not fit me for the part,
and I lavished on this agreeable family all the care which can be
given in return for pleasant society, a seat in a comfortable
travelling carriage, an excellent table, and a good bed.

We reached Paris on the 5th of January, 1757, and I went to the house
of my friend Baletti, who received me with open arms, and assured me
that though I had not written he had been expecting me, since he
judged that I would strive to put the greatest possible distance
between myself and Venice, and he could think of no other retreat for
me than Paris.  The whole house kept holiday when my arrival became
known, and I have never met with more sincere regard than in that
delightful family.  I greeted with enthusiasm the father and mother,
whom I found exactly the same as when I had seen them last in 1752,
but I was struck with astonishment at the daughter whom I had left a
child, for she was now a tall and well-shaped girl.  Mdlle. Baletti
was fifteen years old, and her mother had brought her up with care,
had given her the best masters, virtue, grace, talents, a good
manner, tact, a knowledge of society-in short, all that a clever
mother can give to a dear daughter.

After finding a pleasant lodging near the Baletti's, I took a coach
and went to the "Hotel de Bourbon" with the intention of calling on
M. de Bernis, who was then chief secretary for foreign affairs.  I
had good reasons for relying on his assistance.  He was out; he had
gone to Versailles.  At Paris one must go sharply to work, and, as it
is vulgarly but forcibly said, "strike while the iron's hot."  As I
was impatient to see what kind of a reception I should get from the
liberal-minded lover of my fair M---- M----, I went to the Pont-
Royal, took a hackney coach, and went to Versailles.  Again bad luck!

Our coaches crossed each other on the way, and my humble equipage had
not caught his excellency's eye.  M. de Bernis had returned to Paris
with Count de Castillana, the ambassador from Naples, and I
determined to return also; but when I got to the gate I saw a mob of
people running here and there in the greatest confusion, and from all
sides I heard the cry, "The king is assassinated!  The king is
assassinated!"

My frightened coachman only thought of getting on his way, but the
coach was stopped.  I was made to get out and taken to the guard-
room, where there were several people already, and in less than three
minutes there were twenty of us, all under arrest, all astonished at
the situation, and all as much guilty as I was.  We sat glum and
silent, looking at each other without daring to speak.  I knew not
what to think, and not believing in enchantment I began to think I
must be dreaming.  Every face expressed surprise, as everyone, though
innocent, was more or less afraid.

We were not left in this disagreeable position for long, as in five
minutes an officer came in, and after some polite apologies told us
we were free.

"The king is wounded," he said, "and he has been taken to his room.
The assassin, whom nobody knows, is under arrest.  M. de la
Martiniere is being looked for everywhere."

As soon as I had got back to my coach, and was thinking myself lucky
for being there, a gentlemanly-looking young man came up to me and
besought me to give him a seat in my coach, and he would gladly pay
half the fare; but in spite of the laws of politeness I refused his
request.  I may possibly have been wrong.  On any other occasion I
should have been most happy to give him a place, but there are times
when prudence does not allow one to be polite.  I was about three
hours on the way, and in this short time I was overtaken every minute
by at least two hundred couriers riding at a breakneck pace.  Every
minute brought a new courier, and every courier shouted his news to
the winds.  The first told me what I already knew; then I heard that
the king had been bled, that the wound was not mortal, and finally,
that the wound was trifling, and that his majesty could go to the
Trianon if he liked.

Fortified with this good news, I went to Silvia's and found the
family at table.  I told them I had just come from Versailles.

"The king has been assassinated."

"Not at all; he is able to go to the Trianon, or the Parc-aux-cerfs,
if he likes.  M. de la Martiniere has bled him, and found him to be
in no danger.  The assassin has been arrested, and the wretched man
will be burnt, drawn with red-hot pincers, and quartered."

This news was soon spread abroad by Silvia's servants, and a crowd of
the neighbours came to hear what I had to say, and I had to repeat
the same thing ten times over.  At this period the Parisians fancied
that they loved the king.  They certainly acted the part of loyal
subjects to admiration.  At the present day they are more
enlightened, and would only love the sovereign whose sole desire is
the happiness of his people, and such a king--the first citizens of a
great nation--not Paris and its suburbs, but all France, will be
eager to love and obey.  As for kings like Louis XV., they have
become totally impracticable; but if there are any such, however much
they may be supported by interested parties, in the eyes of public
opinion they will be dishonoured and disgraced before their bodies
are in a grave and their names are written in the book of history.




CHAPTER XXXII

The Minister of Foreign Affairs M. de Boulogne, the Comptroller--
M. le Duc de Choiseul--M. Paris du Vernai--Establishment of the
Lottery--My Brother's Arrival at Paris; His Reception by the Academy

Once more, then, I was in Paris, which I ought to regard as my
fatherland, since I could return no more to that land which gave me
birth: an unworthy country, yet, in spite of all, ever dear to me,
possibly on account of early impressions and early prejudices, or
possibly because the beauties of Venice are really unmatched in the
world.  But mighty Paris is a place of good luck or ill, as one takes
it, and it was my part to catch the favouring gale.

Paris was not wholly new to me, as my readers know I had spent two
years there, but I must confess that, having then no other aim than
to pass the time pleasantly, I had merely devoted myself to pleasure
and enjoyment.  Fortune, to whom I had paid no court, had not opened
to me her golden doors; but I now felt that I must treat her more
reverently, and attach myself to the throng of her favoured sons whom
she loads with her gifts.  I understood now that the nearer one draws
to the sun the more one feels the warmth of its rays.  I saw that to
attain my end I should have to employ all my mental and physical
talents, that I must make friends of the great, and take cue from all
whom I found it to be my interest to please.  To follow the plans
suggested by these thoughts, I saw that I must avoid what is called
bad company, that I must give up my old habits and pretensions, which
would be sure to make me enemies, who would have no scruple in
representing me as a trifler, and not fit to be trusted with affairs
of any importance.

I think I thought wisely, and the reader, I hope, will be of the same
opinion.  "I will be reserved," said I, "in what I say and what I do,
and thus I shall get a reputation for discretion which will bring its
reward."

I was in no anxiety on the score of present needs, as I could reckon
on a monthly allowance of a hundred crowns, which my adopted father,
the good and generous M. de Bragadin, sent me, and I found this sum
sufficient in the meanwhile, for with a little self-restraint one can
live cheaply at Paris, and cut a good figure at the same time.  I was
obliged to wear a good suit of clothes, and to have a decent lodging;
for in all large towns the most important thing is outward show, by
which at the beginning one is always judged.  My anxiety was only for
the pressing needs of the moment, for to speak the truth I had
neither clothes nor linen--in a word, nothing.

If my relations with the French ambassador are recalled, it will be
found natural that my first idea was to address myself to him, as I
knew him sufficiently well to reckon on his serving me.

Being perfectly certain that the porter would tell me that my lord
was engaged, I took care to have a letter, and in the morning I went
to the Palais Bourbon.  The porter took my letter, and I gave him my
address and returned home.

Wherever I went I had to tell the story of my escape from The Leads.
This became a service almost as tiring as the flight itself had been,
as it took me two hours to tell my tale, without the slightest bit of
fancy-work; but I had to be polite to the curious enquirers, and to
pretend that I believed them moved by the most affectionate interest
in my welfare.  In general, the best way to please is to take the
benevolence of all with whom one has relation for granted.

I supped at Silvia's, and as the evening was quieter than the night
before, I had time to congratulate myself on all the friendship they
shewed me.  The girl was, as I had said, fifteen years old, and I was
in every way charmed with her.  I complimented the mother on the good
results of her education, and I did not even think of guarding myself
from falling a victim to her charms.  I had taken so lately such
well-founded and philosophical resolutions, and I was not yet
sufficiently at my ease to value the pain of being tempted.  I left
at an early hour, impatient to see what kind of an answer the
minister had sent me.  I had not long to wait, and I received a short
letter appointing a meeting for two o'clock in the afternoon.  It may
be guessed that I was punctual, and my reception by his excellence
was most flattering.  M. de Bernis expressed his pleasure at seeing
me after my fortunate escape, and at being able to be of service to
me.  He told me that M---- M---- had informed him of my escape, and
he had flattered himself that the first person I should go and see in
Paris would be himself.  He shewed me the letters from M---- M----
relating to my arrest and escape, but all the details in the latter
were purely imaginary and had no foundation in fact.  M---- M---- was
not to blame, as she could only write what she had heard, and it was
not easy for anyone besides myself to know the real circumstances of
my escape.  The charming nun said that, no longer buoyed up by the
hope of seeing either of the men who alone had made her in love with
life, her existence had become a burden to her, and she was
unfortunate in not being able to take any comfort in religion.  "C---
C---- often comes to see me," she said, "but I grieve to say she is
not happy with her husband."

I told M. de Bernis that the account of my flight from The Leads, as
told by our friend, was wholly inaccurate, and I would therefore take
the liberty of writing out the whole story with the minutest details.
He challenged me to keep my word, assuring me that he would send a
copy to M---- M----, and at the same time, with the utmost courtesy,
he put a packet of a hundred Louis in my hand, telling me that he
would think what he could do for me, and would advise me as soon as
he had any communication to make.

Thus furnished with ample funds, my first care was for my dress; and
this done I went to work, and in a week sent my generous protector
the result, giving him permission to have as many copies printed as
he liked, and to make any use he pleased of it to interest in my
behalf such persons as might be of service to me.

Three weeks after, the minister summoned me to say that he had spoken
of me to M. Erizzo, the Venetian ambassador, who had nothing to say
against me, but for fear of embroiling himself with the State
Inquisitors declined to receive me.  Not wanting anything from him--
his refusal did me no harm.  M. de Bernis then told me that he had
given a copy of my history to Madame la Marquise de Pompadour, and he
promised to take the first opportunity of presenting me to this all-
powerful lady.  "You can present yourself, my dear Casanova," added
his excellence, "to the Duc de Choiseul, and M. de Boulogne, the
comptroller.  You will be well received, and with a little wit you
ought to be able to make good use of the letter.  He himself will
give you the cue, and you will see that he who listens obtains.  Try
to invent some useful plan for the royal exchequer; don't let it be
complicated or chimerical, and if you don't write it out at too great
length I will give you my opinion on it."

I left the minister in a pleased and grateful mood, but extremely
puzzled to find a way of increasing the royal revenue.  I knew
nothing of finance, and after racking my brains all that I could
think of was new methods of taxation; but all my plans were either
absurd or certain to be unpopular, and I rejected them all on
consideration.

As soon as I found out that M. de Choiseul was in Paris I called on
him.  He received me in his dressing-room, where he was writing while
his valet did his hair.  He stretched his politeness so far as to
interrupt himself several times to ask me questions, but as soon as I
began to reply his grace began to write again, and I suspect did not
hear what I was saying; and though now and again he seemed to be
looking at me, it was plain that his eyes and his thoughts were
occupied on different objects.  In spite of this way of receiving
visitors--or me, at all events, M. de Choiseul was a man of wit.

When he had finished writing he said in Italian that M. de Bernis had
told him of some circumstances of my escape, and he added,

"Tell me how you succeeded."

"My lord, it would be too long a story; it would take me at least two
hours, and your grace seems busy."

"Tell me briefly about it."

"However much I speak to the point, I shall take two hours."

"You can keep the details for another time."

"The story is devoid of interest without the details"

"Well, well, you can tell me the whole story in brief, without losing
much of the interest:"

"Very good; after that I can say no more.  I must tell your lordship,
then, that, the State Inquisitors shut me up under the Leads; that
after fifteen months and five days of imprisonment I succeeded in
piercing the roof; that after many difficulties I reached the
chancery by a window, and broke open the door; afterwards I got to
St. Mark's Place, whence, taking a gondola which bore me to the
mainland, I arrived at Paris, and have had the honour to pay my duty
to your lordship."

"But....  what are The Leads?"

"My lord, I should take a quarter of an hour, at least, to explain."

"How did you pierce the roof?"

"I could not tell your lordship in less than half an hour:"

"Why were you shut up?"

"It would be a long tale, my lord."

"I think you are right.  The interest of the story lies chiefly in
the details."

"I took the liberty of saying as much to your grace."

"Well, I must go to Versailles, but I shall be delighted if you will
come and see me sometimes.  In the meanwhile, M. Casanova, think what
I can do for you."

I had been almost offended at the way in which M.  de Choiseul had
received me, and I was inclined to resent it; but the end of our
conversation, and above all the kindly tone of his last words,
quieted me, and I left him, if not satisfied, at least without
bitterness in my heart.

From him I went to M. de Boulogne's, and found him a man of quite a
different stamp to the duke--in manners, dress, and appearance.  He
received me with great politeness, and began by complimenting me on
the high place I enjoyed in the opinion of M. de Bernis, and on my
skill in matters of finance.

I felt that no compliment had been so ill deserved, and I could
hardly help bursting into laughter.  My good angel, however, made me
keep my countenance.

M. de Boulogne had an old man with him, every feature bore the
imprint of genius, and who inspired me with respect.

"Give me your views;" said the comptroller, "either on paper or 'viva
voce'.  You will find me willing to learn and ready to grasp your
ideas.  Here is M. Paris du Vernai, who wants twenty millions for his
military school; and he wishes to get this sum without a charge on
the state or emptying the treasury."

"It is God alone, sir, who has the creative power."

"I am not a god," said M. du Vernai, "but for all that I have now and
then created but the times have changed."

"Everything," I said, "is more difficult than it used to be; but in
spite of difficulties I have a plan which would give the king the
interest of a hundred millions."

"What expense would there be to the Crown?"

"Merely the cost of receiving."

"The nation, then, would furnish the sum in question?"

"Undoubtedly, but voluntarily."

"I know what you are thinking of."

"You astonish me, sir, as I have told nobody of my plan."

"If you have no other engagement, do me the honour of dining with me
to-morrow, and I will tell you what your project is.  It is a good
one, but surrounded, I believe, with insuperable difficulties.
Nevertheless, we will talk it over and see what can be done.  Will
you come?"

"I will do myself that honour."

"Very good, I will expect you at Plaisance."

After he had gone, M. de Boulogne praised his talents and honesty.
He was the brother of M. de Montmartel, whom secret history makes the
father of Madame de Pompadour, for he was the lover of Madame Poisson
at the same time as M. le Normand.

I left the comptroller's and went to walk in the Tuileries, thinking
over the strange stroke of luck which had happened to me.  I had been
told that twenty millions were wanted, and I had boasted of being
able to get a hundred, without the slightest idea of how it was to be
done; and on that a well-known man experienced in the public business
had asked me to dinner to convince me that he knew what my scheme
was.  There was something odd and comic about the whole affair; but
that corresponded very well with my modes of thought and action.  "If
he thinks he is going to pump me," said I, "he will find himself
mistaken.  When he tells me what the plan is, it will rest with me to
say he has guessed it or he is wrong as the inspiration of the moment
suggests.  If the question lies within my comprehension I may,
perhaps, be able to suggest something new; and if I understand
nothing I will wrap myself up in a mysterious silence, which
sometimes produces a good effect.  At all events, I will not repulse
Fortune when she appears to be favourable to me."

M. de Bernis had only told M. de Boulogne that I was a financier to
get me a hearing, as otherwise he might have declined to see me.  I
was sorry not to be master, at least, of the jargon of the business,
as in that way men have got out of a similar difficulty, and by
knowing the technical terms, and nothing more, have made their mark.
No matter, I was bound to the engagement.  I must put a good face on
a bad game, and if necessary pay with the currency of assurance.  The
next morning I took a carriage, and in a pensive mood I told the
coachman to take me to M. du Vernai's, at Plaisance--a place a little
beyond Vincennes.

I was set down at the door of the famous man who, forty years ago,
had rescued France on the brink of the precipice down which Law had
almost precipitated her.  I went in and saw a great fire burning on
the hearth, which was surrounded by seven or eight persons, to whom I
was introduced as a friend of the minister for foreign affairs and of
the comptroller; afterwards he introduced these gentlemen to me,
giving to each his proper title, and I noted that four of them were
treasury officials.  After making my bow to each, I gave myself over
to the worship of Harpocrates, and without too great an air of
listening was all ears and eyes.

The conversation at first was of no special interest as they were
talking of the Seine being frozen over, the ice being a foot thick.
Then came the recent death of M. de Fontenelle, then the case of
Damien, who would confess nothing, and of the five millions his trial
would cost the Crown.  Then coming to war they praised M. de Soubise,
who had been chosen by the king to command the army.  Hence the
transition was easy to the expenses of the war, and how they were to
be defrayed.

I listened and was weary, for all they said was so full of
technicalities that I could not follow the meaning; and if silence
can ever be imposing, my determined silence of an hour and a half's
duration ought to have made me seem a very important personage in the
eyes of these gentlemen.  At last, just as I was beginning to yawn,
dinner was announced, and I was another hour and a half without
opening my mouth, except to do honour to an excellent repast.
Directly the dessert had been served, M. du Vernai asked me to follow
him into a neighbouring apartment, and to leave the other guests at
the table.  I followed him, and we crossed a hall where we found a
man of good aspect, about fifty years old, who followed us into a
closet and was introduced to me by M. du Vernai under the name of
Calsabigi.  Directly after, two superintendents of the treasury came
in, and M. du Vernai smilingly gave me a folio book, saying,

"That, I think, M.  Casanova, is your plan."

I took the book and read, Lottery consisting of ninety tickets, to be
drawn every month, only one in eighteen to be a winning number.  I
gave him back the book and said, with the utmost calmness,

"I confess, sir, that is exactly my idea."

"You have been anticipated, then; the project is by M. de Calsabigi
here."

"I am delighted, not at being anticipated, but to find that we think
alike; but may I ask you why you have not carried out the plan?"

"Several very plausible reasons have been given against it, which
have had no decisive answers."

"I can only conceive one reason against it," said I, coolly; "perhaps
the king would not allow his subjects to gamble."

"Never mind that, the king will let his subjects gamble as much as
they like: the question is, will they gamble?"

"I wonder how anyone can have any doubt on that score, as the winners
are certain of being paid."

"Let us grant, then, that they will gamble: how is the money to be
found?"

"How is the money to be found?  The simplest thing in the world.  All
you want is a decree in council authorizing you to draw on the
treasury.  All I want is for the nation to believe that the king can
afford to pay a hundred millions."

"A hundred millions!"

"Yes, a hundred millions, sir.  We must dazzle people."

"But if France is to believe that the Crown can afford to pay a
hundred millions, it must believe that the Crown can afford to lose a
hundred millions, and who is going to believe that?  Do you?"

"To be sure I do, for the Crown, before it could lose a hundred
millions, would have received at least a hundred and fifty millions,
and so there need be no anxiety on that score."

"I am not the only person who has doubts on the subject.  You must
grant the possibility of the Crown losing an enormous sum at the
first drawing?"

"Certainly, sir, but between possibility and reality is all the
region of the infinite.  Indeed, I may say that it would be a great
piece of good fortune if the Crown were to lose largely on the first
drawing."

"A piece of bad fortune, you mean, surely?"

"A bad fortune to be desired.  You know that all the insurance
companies are rich.  I will undertake to prove before all the
mathematicians in Europe that the king is bound to gain one in five
in this lottery.  That is the secret.  You will confess that the
reason ought to yield to a mathematical proof?"

"Yes, of course; but how is it that the Castelletto cannot guarantee
the Crown a certain gain?"

"Neither the Castelletto nor anybody in the world can guarantee
absolutely that the king shall always win.  What guarantees us
against any suspicion of sharp practice is the drawing once a month,
as then the public is sure that the holder of the lottery may lose."

"Will you be good enough to express your sentiments on the subject
before the council?"

"I will do so with much pleasure."

"You will answer all objections?"

"I think I can promise as much."

"Will you give me your plan?"

"Not before it is accepted, and I am guaranteed a reasonable profit."

"But your plan may possibly be the same as the one before us."

"I think not.  I see M. de Calsabigi for the first time, and as he
has not shewn me his scheme, and I have not communicated mine to him,
it is improbable, not to say impossible, that we should agree in all
respects.  Besides, in my plan I clearly shew how much profit the
Crown ought to get per annum."

"It might, therefore, be formed by a company who would pay the Crown
a fixed sum?"

"I think not."

"Why?"

"For this reason.  The only thing which would make the lottery pay,
would be an irresistible current of public opinion in its favour.
I should not care to have anything to do with it in the service of a
company, who, thinking to increase their profits, might extend their
operations--a course which would entail certain loss."

"I don't see how."

"In a thousand ways which I will explain to you another time, and
which I am sure you can guess for yourself.  In short, if I am to
have any voice in the matter, it must be a Government lottery or
nothing."

"M. de Calsabigi thinks so, too."

"I am delighted to hear it, but not at all surprised; for, thinking
on the same lines, we are bound to arrive at the same results."

"Have you anybody ready for the Castelletto?"

"I shall only want intelligent machines, of whom there are plenty in
France."

I went out for a moment and found them in groups on my return,
discussing my project with great earnestness.

M. Calsabigi after asking me a few questions took my hand, which he
shook heartily, saying he should like to have some further
conversation with me; and returning the friendly pressure, I told him
that I should esteem it as an honour to be numbered amongst his
friends.  Thereupon I left my address with M. du Vernai and took my
leave, satisfied, by my inspection of the faces before me, that they
all had a high opinion of my talents.

Three days after, M. de Calsabigi called on me; and after receiving
him in my best style I said that if I had not called on him it was
only because I did not wish to be troublesome.  He told me that my
decisive way of speaking had made a great impression, and he was
certain that if I cared to make interest with the comptroller we
could set up the lottery and make a large profit.

"I think so, too," said I, "but the financiers will make a much
larger profit, and yet they do not seem anxious about it.  They have
not communicated with me, but it is their look-out, as I shall not
make it my chief aim."

"You will undoubtedly hear something about it today, for I know for a
fact that M. de Boulogne has spoken of you to M. de Courteuil."

"Very good, but I assure you I did not ask him to do so."

After some further conversation he asked me, in the most friendly
manner possible, to come and dine with him, and I accepted his
invitation with a great pleasure; and just as we were starting I
received a note from M. de Bernis, in which he said that if I could
come to Versailles the next day he would present me to Madame de
Pompadour, and that I should have an opportunity of seeing M. de
Boulogne.

In high glee at this happy chance, less from vanity than policy I
made M. de Calsabigi read the letter, and I was pleased to see him
opening his eyes as he read it.

"You can force Du Vernai himself to accept the lottery," he said,
"and your fortune is made if you are not too rich already to care
about such matters."

"Nobody is ever rich enough to despise good fortune, especially when
it is not due to favour."

"Very true.  We have been doing our utmost for two years to get the
plan accepted, and have met with nothing beyond foolish objections
which you have crushed to pieces.  Nevertheless, our plans must be
very similar.  Believe me it will be best for us to work in concert,
for by yourself you would find insuperable difficulties in the
working, and you will find no 'intelligent machines' in Paris.  My
brother will do all the work, and you will be able to reap the
advantages at your ease."

"Are you, then, not the inventor of the scheme which has been shewn
me?"

"No, it is the work of my brother."

"Shall I have the pleasure or seeing him?"

"Certainly.  His body is feeble, but his mind is in all its vigour.
We shall see him directly."

The brother was not a man of a very pleasing appearance, as he was
covered with a kind of leprosy; but that did not prevent him having a
good appetite, writing, and enjoying all his bodily and intellectual
faculties; he talked well and amusingly.  He never went into society,
as, besides his personal disfigurement, he was tormented with an
irresistible and frequent desire of scratching himself, now in one
place, and now in another; and as all scratching is accounted an
abominable thing in Paris, he preferred to be able to use his
fingernails to the pleasures of society.  He was pleased to say that,
believing in God and His works, he was persuaded his nails had been
given him to procure the only solace he was capable of in the kind of
fury with which he was tormented.

"You are a believer, then, in final causes?  I think you are right,
but still I believe you would have scratched yourself if God had
forgotten to give you any nails."

My remarks made him laugh, and he then began to speak of our common
business, and I soon found him to be a man of intellect.  He was the
elder of the two brothers, and a bachelor.  He was expert in all
kinds of calculations, an accomplished financier, with a universal
knowledge of commerce, a good historian, a wit, a poet, and a man of
gallantry.  His birthplace was Leghorn, he had been in a Government
office at Naples, and had come to Paris with M. de l'Hopital.  His
brother was also a man of learning and talent, but in every respect
his inferior.

He shewed me the pile of papers, on which he had worked out all the
problems referring to the lottery.

"If you think you can do without me," said he, "I must compliment you
on your abilities; but I think you will find yourself mistaken, for
if you have no practical knowledge of the matter and no business men
to help you, your theories will not carry you far.  What will you do
after you have obtained the decree?  When you speak before the
council, if you take my advice, you will fix a date after which you
are not to be held responsible--that is to say, after which you will
have nothing more to do with it.  Unless you do so, you will be
certain to encounter trifling and procrastination which will defer
your plan to the Greek Kalends.  On the other hand, I can assure you
that M. du Vernai would be very glad to see us join hands:"

Very much inclined to take these gentlemen into partnership, for the
good reason that I could not do without them, but taking care that
they should suspect nothing, I went down with the younger brother,
who introduced me to his wife before dinner.  I found present an old
lady well known at Paris under the name of General La Mothe, famous
for her former beauty and her gout, another lady somewhat advanced in
years, who was called Baroness Blanche, and was still the mistress of
M. de Vaux, another styled the President's lady, and a fourth, fair
as the dawn, Madame Razzetti, from Piedmont, the wife of one of the
violin players at the opera, and said to be courted by M. de
Fondpertuis, the superintendent of the opera.

We sat down to dinner, but I was silent and absorbed, all my thoughts
being monopolized by the lottery.  In the evening, at Silvia's, I was
pronounced absent and pensive, and so I was in spite of the sentiment
with which Mademoiselle Baletti inspired me--a sentiment which every
day grew in strength.

I set out for Versailles next morning two hours before day-break, and
was welcomed by M. de Bernis, who said he would bet that but for him
I should never have discovered my talent for finance.

"M. de Boulogne tells me you astonished M. du Vernai, who is
generally esteemed one of the acutest men in France.  If you will
take my advice, Casanova, you will keep up that acquaintance and pay
him assiduous court.  I may tell you that the lottery is certain to
be established, that it will be your doing, and that you ought to
make something considerable out of it.  As soon as the king goes out
to hunt, be at hand in the private apartments, and I will seize a
favourable moment for introducing you to the famous marquise.
Afterwards go to the Office for Foreign Affairs, and introduce
yourself in my name to the Abbe de la Ville.  He is the chief
official there, and will give you a good reception."

M. de Boulogne told me that, as soon as the council of the military
school had given their consent, he would have the decree for the
establishment of the lottery published, and he urged me to
communicate to him any ideas which I might have on the subject of
finance.

At noon Madame de Pompadour passed through the private apartments
with the Prince de Soubise, and my patron hastened to point me out to
the illustrious lady.  She made me a graceful curtsy, and told me
that she had been much interested in the subject of my flight.

"Do you go," said she, "to see your ambassador?"

"I shew my respect to him, madam, by keeping away."

"I hope you mean to settle in France."

"It would be my dearest wish to do so, madam, but I stand in need of
patronage, and I know that in France patronage is only given to men
of talent, which is for me a discouraging circumstance."

"On the contrary, I think you have reason to be hopeful, as you have
some good friends.  I myself shall be delighted if I can be of any
assistance to you."

As the fair marquise moved on, I could only stammer forth my
gratitude.

I next went to the Abbe de la Ville, who received me with the utmost
courtesy, and told me that he would remember me at the earliest
opportunity.

Versailles was a beautiful spot, but I had only compliments and not
invitations to expect there, so after leaving M. de la Ville I went
to an inn to get some dinner.  As I was sitting down, an abbe of
excellent appearance, just like dozens of other French abbes,
accosted me politely, and asked me if I objected to our dining
together.  I always thought the company of a pleasant man a thing to
be desired, so I granted his request; and as soon as he sat down he
complimented me on the distinguished manner in which I had been
treated by M. de la Ville.  "I was there writing a letter," said he,
"and I could hear all the obliging things the abbe said to you.  May
I ask, sir, how you obtained access to him?"

"If you really wish to know, I may be able to tell you."

"It is pure curiosity on my part."

"Well, then, I will say nothing, from pure prudence."

"I beg your pardon."

"Certainly, with pleasure."

Having thus shut the mouth of the curious impertinent, he confined
his conversation to ordinary and more agreeable topics.  After
dinner, having no further business at Versailles, I made preparations
for leaving, on which the abbe begged to be of my company.  Although
a man who frequents the society of abbes is not thought much more of
than one who frequents the society of girls.  I told him that as I
was going to Paris in a public conveyance--far from its being a
question of permission--I should be only too happy to have the
pleasure of his company.  On reaching Paris we parted, after
promising to call on each other, and I went to Silvia's and took
supper there.  The agreeable mistress of the house complimented me on
my noble acquaintances, and made me promise to cultivate their
society.

As soon as I got back to my own lodging, I found a note from M. du
Vernai, who requested me to come to the military school at eleven
o'clock on the next day, and later in the evening Calsabigi came to
me from his brother, with a large sheet of paper containing all the
calculations pertaining to the lottery.

Fortune seemed to be in my favour, for this tabular statement came to
me like a blessing from on high.  Resolving, therefore, to follow the
instructions which I pretended to receive indifferently.  I went to
the military school, and as soon as I arrived the conference began.
M. d'Alembert had been requested to be present as an expert in
arithmetical calculations.  If M. du Vernai had been the only person
to be consulted, this step would not have been necessary; but the
council contained some obstinate heads who were unwilling to give in.
The conference lasted three hours.

After my speech, which only lasted half an hour, M. de Courteuil
summed up my arguments, and an hour was passed in stating objections
which I refuted with the greatest ease.  I finally told them that no
man of honour and learning would volunteer to conduct the lottery on
the understanding that it was to win every time, and that if anyone
had the impudence to give such an undertaking they should turn him
out of the room forthwith, for it was impossible that such an
agreement could be maintained except by some roguery.

This had its effect, for nobody replied; and M. du Vernai remarked
that if the worst came to the worst the lottery could be suppressed.
At this I knew my business was done, and all present, after signing a
document which M. du Vernai gave them, took their leave, and I myself
left directly afterwards with a friendly leave-taking from M. du
Vernal.

M. Calsabigi came to see me the next day, bringing the agreeable news
that the affair was settled, and that all that was wanting was the
publication of the decree.

"I am delighted to hear it," I said, "and I will go to M. de
Boulogne's every day, and get you appointed chief administrator as
soon as I know what I have got for myself."

I took care not to leave a stone unturned in this direction, as I
knew that, with the great, promising and keeping a promise are two
different things.  The decree appeared a week after.  Calsabigi was
made superintendent, with an allowance of three thousand francs for
every drawing, a yearly pension of four thousand francs for us both,
and the chief of the lottery.  His share was a much larger one than
mine, but I was not jealous as I knew he had a greater claim than I.
I sold five of the six offices that had been allotted to me for two
thousand francs each, and opened the sixth with great style in the
Rue St. Denis, putting my valet there as a clerk.  He was a bright
young Italian, who had been valet to the Prince de la Catolica, the
ambassador from Naples.

The day for the first drawing was fixed, and notice was given that
the winning numbers would be paid in a week from the time of drawing
at the chief office.

With the idea of drawing custom to my office, I gave notice that all
winning tickets bearing my signature would be paid at my office in
twenty-four hours after the drawing.  This drew crowds to my office
and considerably increased my profits, as I had six per cent. on the
receipts.  A number of the clerks in the other offices were foolish
enough to complain to Calsabigi that I had spoilt their gains, but he
sent them about their business telling them that to get the better of
me they had only to do as I did--if they had the money.

My first taking amounted to forty thousand francs.  An hour after the
drawing my clerk brought me the numbers, and shewed me that we had
from seventeen to eighteen thousand francs to pay, for which I gave
him the necessary funds.

Without my thinking of it I thus made the fortune of my clerk, for
every winner gave him something, and all this I let him keep for
himself.

The total receipts amounted to two millions, and the administration
made a profit of six hundred thousand francs, of which Paris alone
had contributed a hundred thousand francs.  This was well enough for
a first attempt.

On the day after the drawing I dined with Calsabigi at M. du
Vernai's, and I had the pleasure of hearing him complain that he had
made too much money.  Paris had eighteen or twenty ternes, and
although they were small they increased the reputation of the
lottery, and it was easy to see that the receipts at the next drawing
would be doubled.  The mock assaults that were made upon me put me in
a good humour, and Calsabigi said that my idea had insured me an
income of a hundred thousand francs a year, though it would ruin the
other receivers.

"I have played similar strokes myself," said M. du Vernai, "and have
mostly succeeded; and as for the other receivers they are at perfect
liberty to follow M. Casanova's example, and it all tends to increase
the repute of an institution which we owe to him and to you."

At the second drawing a terne of forty thousand francs obliged me to
borrow money.  My receipts amounted to sixty thousand, but being
obliged to deliver over my chest on the evening before the drawing, I
had to pay out of my own funds, and was not repaid for a week.

In all the great houses I went to, and at the theatres, as soon as I
was seen, everybody gave me money, asking me to lay it out as I liked
and to send them the tickets, as, so far, the lottery was strange to
most people.  I thus got into the way of carrying about me tickets of
all sorts, or rather of all prices, which I gave to people to choose
from, going home in the evening with my pockets full of gold.  This
was an immense advantage to me, as kind of privilege which I enjoyed
to the exclusion of the other receivers who were not in society, and
did not drive a carriage like myself--no small point in one's favour,
in a large town where men are judged by the state they keep.  I found
I was thus able to go into any society, and to get credit everywhere.

I had hardly been a month in Paris when my brother Francis, with whom
I had parted in 1752, arrived from Dresden with Madame Sylvestre.
He had been at Dresden for four years, taken up with the pursuit of
his art, having copied all the battle pieces in the Elector's Galley.
We were both of us glad to meet once more, but on my offering to see
what my great friends could do for him with the Academicians, he
replied with all an artist's pride that he was much obliged to me,
but would rather not have any other patrons than his talents.  "The
French," said he, "have rejected me once, and I am far from bearing
them ill-will on that account, for I would reject myself now if I
were what I was then; but with their love of genius I reckon on a
better reception this time."

His confidence pleased me, and I complimented him upon it, for I have
always been of the opinion that true merit begins by doing justice to
itself.

Francis painted a fine picture, which on being exhibited at the
Louvre, was received with applause.  The Academy bought the picture
for twelve thousand francs, my brother became famous, and in twenty-
six years he made almost a million of money; but in spite of that,
foolish expenditure, his luxurious style of living, and two bad
marriages, were the ruin of him.




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THE ETERNAL QUEST, Volume 2a--PARIS AND HOLLAND


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CHAPTER I

Count Tiretta of Trevisa Abbe Coste--Lambertini, the Pope's Niece Her
Nick--Name for Tiretta The Aunt and Niece--Our Talk by the Fireside--
Punishment of Damien--Tiretta's Mistake Anger of Madame***--Their
Reconciliation--My Happiness with Mdlle. de la Meure Silvia's
Daughter--Mdlle, de la Meure Marries My Despair and Jealousy--A
Change far the Better


In the beginning of March, 1757, I received a letter from my friend
Madame Manzoni, which she sent to me by a young man of good
appearance, with a frank and high-born air, whom I recognized as a
Venetian by his accent.  He was young Count Tiretta de Trevisa,
recommended to my care by Madame Manzoni, who said that he would tell
me his story, which I might be sure would be a true one.  The kind
woman sent to me by him a small box in which she told me I should
find all my manuscripts, as she did not think she would ever see me
again.

I gave Tiretta the heartiest of welcomes, telling him that he could
not have found a better way to my favour than through a woman to whom
I was under the greatest obligations.

"And now, that you may be at your ease with me, I should like to know
in what manner I can be of service to you?"

"I have need of your friendship, perhaps of your purse, but at any
rate of your protection."

"You have my friendship and my protection already, and my purse is at
your service."

After expressing his gratitude to me, Tiretta said,

"A year ago the Supreme Council of my country entrusted me with an
employment dangerous to one of my years.  I was made, with some other
young gentlemen of my own age, a keeper of the Mont de Piete.  The
pleasures of the carnival having put us to a good deal of expense, we
were short of money, and borrowed from the till hoping to be able to
make up the money before balancing-day, but hoping all in vain.

"The fathers of my two companions, richer than mine, paid the sums
they had taken, and I, not being able to pay, took the part of
escaping by flight from the shame and the punishment I should have
undergone.

"Madame Manzoni advised me to throw myself on your mercy, and she
gave me a little box which you shall have to-day.  I only got to
Paris yesterday, and have only two louis, a little linen, and the
clothes on my back.  I am twenty-five, have an iron constitution, and
a determination to do all in my power to make an honest living; but I
can do nothing.  I have not cultivated any one talent in a manner to
make use of it now.  I can play on the flute, but only as an amateur.
I only know my own language, and I have no taste for literature.  So
what can you make of me?   I must add that I have not a single
expectation, least of all from my father, for to save the honour of
the family he will be obliged to sell my portion of the estate, to
which I shall have to bid an eternal farewell."

If the count's story had surprised me, the simplicity with which he
told it had given me pleasure; and I was resolved to do honour to
Madame Manzoni's introduction, feeling that it was my duty to serve a
fellow-countryman, who was really guilty of nothing worse than gross
thoughtlessness.

"Begin," said I, "by bringing your small belongings to the room next
to mine, and get your meals there.  I will pay for everything while I
am looking out for something which may do for you.

"We will talk of business to-morrow, for as I never dine here I
rarely if ever come home till late, and I do not expect to have the
honour of seeing you again today.  Leave me for the present, as I
have got some work to do; and if you go out to walk, beware of bad
company, and whatever you do keep your own counsel.  You are fond of
gaming, I suppose?"

"I hate it, as it has been the cause of half my troubles."

"And the other half, I'll wager, was caused by women."

"You have guessed aright--oh, those women!"

"Well, don't be angry with them, but make them pay for the ill they
have done you."

"I will, with the greatest pleasure, if I can."

"If you are not too particular in your goods, you will find Paris
rich in such commodities."

"What do you mean by particular?   I would never be a prince's
pathic."

"No, no, I was not thinking of that.  I mean by 'particular' a man
who cannot be affectionate unless be is in love.  The man who...."

"I see what you mean, and I can lay no claim to such a character.
Any hag with golden eyes will always find me as affectionate as a
Celadon."

"Well said!  I shall soon be able to arrange matters for you."

"I hope you will."

"Are you going to the ambassador's?"

"Good God!--no!  What should I do when I got there?   Tell him my
story?   He might make things unpleasant for me."

"Not without your going to see him, but I expect he is not concerning
himself with your case."

"That's all I ask him."

"Everybody, my dear count, is in mourning in Paris, so go to my
tailor's and get yourself a black suit.  Tell him you come from me,
and say you want it by tomorrow.  Good bye."

I went out soon after, and did not come back till midnight.  I found
the box which Madame Manzoni had sent me in my room, and in it my
manuscripts and my beloved portraits, for I never pawned a snuff-box
without taking the portrait out.

Next day Tiretta made his appearance all in black, and thanked me for
his transformation.

"They are quick, you see, at Paris.  It would have taken a week at
Trevisa."

"Trevisa, my dear fellow, is not Paris."

As I said this, the Abbe de la Coste was announced.  I did not know
the name, but I gave orders for him to be admitted; and there
presently appeared the same little priest with whom I had dined at
Versailles after leaving the Abbe de la Ville.

After the customary greetings he began by complimenting me on the
success of my lottery, and then remarked that I had distributed
tickets for more than six thousand francs.

"Yes," I said, "and I have tickets left for several thousands more."

"Very good, then I will invest a thousand crowns in it."

"Whenever you please.  If you call at my office you can choose the
numbers."

"No, I don't think I'll trouble to do so; give me any numbers just as
they come."

"Very good; here is the list you can choose from."

He chose numbers to the amount of three thousand francs, and then
asked me for a piece of paper to write an acknowledgment.

"Why so?   I can't do business that way, as I only dispose of my
tickets for cash."

"But you may be certain that you will have the money to-morrow."

"I am quite sure I should, but you ought to be certain that you will
have the tickets to-morrow.  They are registered at my office, and I
can dispose of them in no other manner."

"Give me some which are not registered."

"Impossible; I could not do it."

"Why not?"

"Because if they proved to be winning numbers I should have to pay
out of my own pocket an honour I do not desire."

"Well, I think you might run the risk."

"I think not, if I wish to remain an honest man, at all events."

The abbe, who saw he could get nothing out of me, turned to Tiretta,
and began to speak to him in bad Italian, and at last offered to
introduce him to Madame de Lambertini, the widow of one of the Pope's
nephews.  Her name, her relationship to the Pope, and the abbe's
spontaneous offer, made me curious to know more, so I said that my
friend would accept his offer, and that I would have the honour to be
of the party; whereupon we set out.

We got down at the door of the supposed niece of the Holy Father in
the Rue Christine, and we proceeded to go upstairs.  We saw a woman
who, despite her youthful air, was, I am sure, not a day under forty.
She was rather thin, had fine black eyes, a good complexion, lively
but giddy manners, was a great laugher, and still capable of exciting
a passing fancy.  I soon made myself at home with her, and found out,
when she began to talk, that she was neither a widow nor the niece of
the Pope.  She came from Modena, and was a mere adventuress.  This
discovery shewed me what sort of a man the abbe was.

I thought from his expression that the count had taken a fancy to
her, and when she asked us to dinner I refused on the plea of an
engagement; but Tiretta, who took my meaning, accepted.  Soon after I
went away with the abbe, whom I dropped at the Quai de la Ferraille,
and I then went to beg a dinner at Calsabigi's.

After dinner Calsabigi took me on one side, and told me that M. du
Vernai had commissioned him to warn me that I could not dispose of
tickets on account.

"Does M. du Vernai take me for a fool or a knave?   As I am neither,
I shall complain to M. de Boulogne."

"You will be wrong; he merely wanted to warn you and not offend you."

"You offend me very much yourself, sir, in talking to me in that
fashion; and you may make up your mind that no one shall talk to me
thus a second time."

Calsabigi did all in his power to quiet me down, and at last
persuaded me to go with him to M. du Vernai's.  The worthy old
gentleman seeing the rage I was in apologized to me for what he had
said, and told me that a certain Abbe de la Coste had informed him
that I did so.  At this I was highly indignant, and I told him what
had happened that morning, which let M. du Vernai know what kind of a
man the abbe was.  I never saw him again, either because he got wind
of my discovery, or because a happy chance kept him out of my way;
but I heard, three years after, that he had been condemned to the
hulks for selling tickets of a Trevaux lottery which was non-
existent, and in the hulks he died.

Next day Tiretta came in, and said he had only just returned.

"You have been sleeping out, have you, master profligate?"

"Yes, I was so charmed with the she-pope that I kept her company all
the night."

"You were not afraid of being in the way?"

"On the contrary, I think she was thoroughly satisfied with my
conversation."

"As far as I can see, you had to bring into play all your powers of
eloquence."

"She is so well pleased with my fluency that she has begged me to
accept a room in her house, and to allow her to introduce me as a
cousin to M. le Noir, who, I suppose, is her lover."

"You will be a trio, then; and how do you think you will get on
together?"

"That's her business.  She says this gentleman will give me a good
situation in the Inland Revenue."

"Have you accepted her offer?"

"I did not refuse it, but I told her that I could do nothing without
your advice.  She entreated me to get you to come to dinner with her
on Sunday."

"I shall be happy to go."

I went with my friend, and as soon as the harebrain saw us she fell
on Tiretta's neck, calling him dear Count "Six-times"--a name which
stuck to him all the time he was at Paris.

"What has gained my friend so fine a title, madam?"

"His erotic achievements.  He is lord of an honour of which little is
known in France, and I am desirous of being the lady."

"I commend you for so noble an ambition."

After telling me of his feats with a freedom which chewed her
exemption from vulgar prejudice, she informed me that she wished her
cousin to live in the same house, and had already obtained M. le
Noir's permission, which was given freely.

"M. le Noir," added the fair Lambertini, "will drop in after.
dinner, and I am dying to introduce Count 'Sixtimes' to him."

After dinner she kept on speaking of the mighty deeds of my
countryman, and began to stir him up, while he, no doubt, pleased to
have a witness to his exploits, reduced her to silence.  I confess
that I witnessed the scene without excitement, but as I could not
help seeing the athletic person of the count, I concluded that he
might fare well everywhere with the ladies.

About three o'clock two elderly women arrived, to whom the Lambertini
eagerly introduced Count "Six-times."  In great astonishment they
enquired the origin of his title, and the heroine of the story having
whispered it to them, my friend became an object of interest.

"I can't believe it," said one of these ladies, ogling the count,
while his face seemed to say,

"Would you like to try?"

Shortly after, a coach stopped at the door, and a fat woman of
middle-aged appearance and a very pretty girl were ushered in; after
them came a pale man in a black suit and a long wig.  After greeting
them in a manner which implied intimacy, the Pope's niece introduced
her cousin Count "Six-strokes".  The elderly woman seemed to be
astonished at such a name, but the Lambertini gave no explanation.
Nevertheless, people seemed to think it rather curious that a man who
did not know a word of French should be living in Paris, and that in
spite of his ignorance he continued to jabber away in an easy manner,
though nobody could understand what he was talking about.

After some foolish conversation, the Pope's niece proposed a game at
Loo.  She asked me to play but on my refusing did not make a point of
it, but she insisted on her cousin being her partner.

"He knows nothing about cards," said she; "but that's no matter, he
will learn, and I will undertake to instruct him."

As the girl, by whose beauty I was struck, did not understand the
game, I offered her a seat by the fire, asking her to grant me the
honour of keeping her company, whereupon the elderly woman who had
brought her began to laugh, and said I should have some difficulty in
getting her niece to talk about anything, adding, in a polite manner,
that she hoped I would be lenient with her as she had only just left
a convent.  I assured her that I should have no difficulty in amusing
myself with one so amiable, and the game having begun I took up my
position near the pretty niece.

I had been near her for several minutes, and solely occupied in mute
admiration of her beauty, when she asked me who was that handsome
gentleman who talked so oddly.

"He is a nobleman, and a fellow-countryman of mine, whom an affair of
honour has banished from his country."

"He speaks a curious dialect."

"Yes, but the fact is that French is very little spoken in Italy; he
will soon pick it up in Paris, and then he will be laughed at no
longer.  I am sorry to have brought him here, for in less than
twenty-four hours he was spoiled."

"How spoiled?"

"I daren't tell you as, perhaps, your aunt would not like it."

"I don't think I should tell her, but, perhaps, I should not have
asked."

"Oh, yes!  you should; and as you wish to know I will make no mystery
of it.  Madame Lambertini took a fancy to him; they passed the night
together, and in token of the satisfaction he gave her she has given
him the ridiculous nickname of 'Count Sixtimes.'  That's all.  I am
vexed about it, as my friend was no profligate."

Astonishment--and very reasonable astonishment--will be expressed
that I dared to talk in this way to a girl fresh from a convent; but
I should have been astonished myself at the bare idea of any
respectable girl coming to Lambertini's house.  I fixed my gaze on my
fair companion, and saw the blush of shame mounting over her pretty
face; but I thought that might have more than one meaning.

Judge of my surprise when, two minutes afterwards, I heard this
question:

"But what has 'Sixtimes' got to do with sleeping with Madame
Lambertini?"

"My dear young lady, the explanation is perfectly simple: my friend
in a single night did what a husband often takes six weeks to do."

"And you think me silly enough to tell my aunt of what we have been
talking?   Don't believe it."

"But there's another thing I am sorry about."

"You shall tell me what that is directly."

The reason which obliged the charming niece to retire for a few
minutes may be guessed without our going into explanations.  When she
came back she went behind her aunt's chair, her eyes fixed on
Tiretta, and then came up to me, and taking her seat again, said:

"Now, what else is it that you are sorry about?" her eyes sparkling
as she asked the question.

"May I tell you, do you think?"

"You have said so much already, that I don't think you need have any
scruples in telling me the rest."

"Very good: you must know, then, that this very day and in my
presence he ------ her."

"If that displeased you, you must be jealous."

"Possibly, but the fact is that I was humbled by a circumstance I
dare not tell you."

"I think you are laughing at me with your 'dare not tell you.'"

"God forbid, mademoiselle!  I will confess, then, that I was humbled
because Madame Lambertini made me see that my friend was taller than
myself by two inches."

"Then she imposed on you, for you are taller than your friend."

"I am not speaking of that kind of tallness, but another; you know
what I mean, and there my friend is really monstrous."

"Monstrous!  then what have you to be sorry about?   Isn't it better
not to be monstrous?"

"Certainly; but in the article we are discussing, some women, unlike
you, prefer monstrosity."

"I think that's absurd of them, or rather mad; or perhaps, I have not
sufficiently clear ideas on the subject to imagine what size it would
be to be called monstrous; and I think it is odd that such a thing
should humble you."

"You would not have thought it of me, to see me?"

"Certainly not, for when I came into the room I thought you looked a
well-proportioned man, but if you are not I am sorry for you."

"I won't leave you in doubt on the subject; look for yourself, and
tell me what you think."

"Why, it's you who are the monster!  I declare you make me feel quite
afraid."

At this she began to perspire violently, and went behind her aunt's
chair.  I did not stir, as I was sure she would soon come back,
putting her down in my own mind as very far removed from silliness or
innocence either.  I supposed she wished to affect what she did not
possess.  I was, moreover, delighted at having taken the opportunity
so well.  I had punished her for having tried to impose on me; and as
I had taken a great fancy to her, I was pleased that she seemed to
like her punishment.  As for her possession of wit, there could be no
doubt on that point, for it was she who had sustained the chief part
in our dialogue, and my sayings and doings were all prompted by her
questions, and the persevering way in which she kept to the subject.

She had not been behind her aunt's chair for five minutes when the
latter was looed.  She, not knowing whom to attack, turned on her
niece and said, "Get you gone, little silly, you are bringing me bad
luck!  Besides, it is bad manners to leave the gentleman who so
kindly offered to keep you company all by himself."

The amiable niece made not answer, and came back to me smiling.  "If
my aunt knew," said she, "what you had done to me, she would not have
accused me of bad manners."

"I can't tell you how sorry I am.  I want you to have some evidence
of my repentance, but all that I can do is to go.  Will you be
offended if I do?"

"If you leave me, my aunt will call me a dreadful stupid, and will
say that I have tired you out."

"Would you like me to stay, then?"

"You can't go."

"Had you no idea what I shewed you was like till just now?"

"My ideas on the subject were inaccurate.  My aunt only took me out
of the convent a month ago, and I had been there since I was seven."

"How old are you now?"

"Seventeen.  They tried to make me take the veil, but not having any
relish for the fooleries of the cloister I refused."

"Are you vexed with me?"

"I ought to be very angry with you, but I know it was my fault, so I
will only ask you to be discreet."

"Don't be afraid, if I were indiscreet I should be the first to
suffer."

"You have given me a lesson which will come in useful.  Stop! stop!
or I will go away."

"No, keep quiet; it's done now."

I had taken her pretty hand, with which she let me do as I liked, and
at last when she drew it back she was astonished to find it wanted
wiping.

"What is that?"

"The most pleasant of substances, which renovates the world."

"I see you are an excellent master.  Your pupils make rapid progress,
and you give your lessons with such a learned air."

"Now don't be angry with me for what has happened.  I should never
have dared to go so far if your beauty had not inspired me."

"Am I to take that speech as a declaration of love?"

"Yes, it is bold, sweetheart, but it is sincere.  If it were not, I
should be unworthy both of you and of myself."

"Can I believe you?"

"Yes, with all your heart.  But tell me if I may hope for your love?"

"I don't know.  All I know at present is that I ought to hate you,
for in the space of a quarter of an hour you have taught me what I
thought I should never know till I was married."

"Are you sorry?"

"I ought to be, although I feel that I have nothing more to learn on
a matter which I never dared to think about.  But how is it that you
have got so quiet?"

"Because we are talking reasonably and after the rapture love
requires some repose.  But look at this!"

"What! again?   Is that the rest of the lesson?"

"It is the natural result of it."

"How is it that you don't frighten me now?"

"The soldier gets used to fire."

"I see our fire is going out."

With these words she took up a stick to poke the fire, and as she was
stooping down in a favourable position my rash hand dared to approach
the porch of the temple, and found the door closed in such sort that
it would be necessary to break it open if one wished to enter the
sanctuary.  She got up in a dignified way, and told me in a polite
and feeling manner that she was a well-born girl and worthy of
respect.  Pretending to be confused I made a thousand excuses, and I
soon saw the amiable expression return to the face which it became so
well.  I said that in spite of my repentance I was glad to know that
she had never made another man happy.

"Believe me," she said, "that if I make anyone happy it will be my
husband, to whom I have given my hand and heart."

I took her hand, which she abandoned to my rapturous kisses.  I had
reached this pleasant stage in the proceedings when M. le Noir was
announced, he having come to enquire what the Pope's niece had to say
to him.

M. le Noir, a man of a certain age and of a simple appearance, begged
the company to remain seated.  The Lambertini introduced me to him,
and he asked if I were the artist; but on being informed that I was
his elder brother, he congratulated me on my lottery and the esteem
in which M. du Vernai held me.  But what interested him most was the
cousin whom the fair niece of the Pope introduced to him under his
real name of Tiretta, thinking, doubtless, that his new title would
not carry much weight with M. le Noir.  Taking up the discourse, I
told him that the count was commanded to me by a lady whom I greatly
esteemed, and that he had been obliged to leave his country for the
present on account of an affair of honour.  The Lambertini added that
she wished to accommodate him, but had not liked to do so till she
had consulted M. le Noir.  "Madam," said the worthy man, "you have
sovereign power in your house, and I shall be delighted to see the
count in your society."

As M. le Noir spoke Italian very well, Tiretta left the table, and we
sat down all four of us by the fire, where my fresh conquest had an
opportunity of shewing her wit.  M. le Noir was a man of much
intelligence and great experience.  He made her talk of the convent
where she had been, and as soon as he knew her name he began to speak
of her father, with whom he had been well acquainted.  He was a
councillor of the Parliament of Rouen, and had enjoyed a great
reputation during his lifetime.

My sweetheart was above the ordinary height, her hair was a fine
golden colour, and her regular features, despite the brilliance of
her eyes, expressed candour and modesty.  Her dress allowed me to
follow all the lines of her figure, and the eyes dwelt pleasantly on
the beauty of her form, and on the two spheres which seemed to lament
their too close confinement.  Although M. le Noir said nothing of all
this, it was easy to see that in his own way he admired her
perfections no less than I.  He left us at eight o'clock, and half an
hour afterwards the fat aunt went away followed by her charming niece
and the pale man who had come with them.  I lost no time in taking
leave with Tiretta, who promised the Pope's niece to join her on the
morrow, which he did.

Three or four days later I received at my office a letter from Mdlle.
de la Meure--the pretty niece.  It ran as follows: "Madame, my aunt,
my late mother's sister, is a devotee, fond of gaming, rich, stingy,
and unjust.  She does not like me, and not having succeeded in
persuading me to take the veil, she wants to marry me to a wealthy
Dunkirk merchant, whom I do not know, but (mark this) whom she does
not know any more than I do.  The matrimonial agent has praised him
very much, and very naturally, as a man must praise his own goods.
This gentleman is satisfied with an income of twelve hundred francs
per annum, but he promises to leave me in his will no less than a
hundred and fifty thousand francs.  You must know that by my mother's
will my aunt is obliged to pay me on my wedding day twenty-five
thousand crowns.

"If what has taken place between us has not made me contemptible in
your sight, I offer you my hand and heart with sixty-five thousand
francs, and as much more on my aunt's death.

"Don't send me any answer, as I don't know how or by whom to receive
your letter.  You can answer me in your own person next Sunday at
Madame Lambertini's.  You will thus have four days whereon to
consider this most important question.  I do not exactly know whether
I love you, but I am quite sure that I prefer you to any other man.
I know that each of us has still to gain the other's esteem, but I am
sure you would make my life a happy one, and that I should be a
faithful wife.  If you think that the happiness I seek can add to
your own, I must warn you that you will need the aid of a lawyer, as
my aunt is miserly, and will stick at trifles.

"If you decide in the affirmative you must find a convent for me to
take refuge in before I commit myself to anything, as otherwise I
should be exposed to the harsh treatment I wish to avoid.  If, on the
other hand, my proposal does not meet your views, I have one favour
to ask by granting which you will earn my everlasting gratitude.
This is that you will endeavour to see me no more, and will take care
not to be present in any company in which you think I am to be found.
Thus you will help me to forget you, and this is the least you can do
for me.  You may guess that I shall never be happy till I have become
your wife or have forgotten you.  Farewell!  I reckon upon seeing you
on Sunday."

This letter affected me.  I felt that it was dictated by prudent,
virtuous, and honourable feelings, and I found even more merit in the
intellectual endowments of the girl than in her beauty.  I blushed at
having in a manner led her astray, and I should have thought myself
worthy of punishment if I had been capable of refusing the hand
offered to me with so much nobility of feeling.  And a second but
still a powerful consideration made me look complacently upon a
fortune larger than I could reasonably expect to win.  Nevertheless,
the idea of the marriage state, for which I felt I had no vocation,
made me tremble.

I knew myself too well not to be aware that as a married man I should
be unhappy, and, consequently, with the best intentions I should fail
in making the woman's life a happy one.  My uncertainty in the four
days which she had wisely left me convinced me that I was not in love
with her.  In spite of that, so weak was I that I could not summon up
courage to reject her offer--still less to tell her so frankly, which
would have made her esteem me.

During these four days I was entirely absorbed in this one subject.
I bitterly repented of having outraged her modesty, for I now
esteemed and respected her, but yet I could not make up my mind to
repair the wrong I had done her.  I could not bear to incur her
dislike, but the idea of tying myself down was dreadful to me; and
such is the condition of a man who has to choose between two
alternatives, and cannot make up his mind.

Fearing lest my evil genius should take me to the opera or elsewhere,
and in spite of myself make me miss my appointment, I resolved to
dine with the Lambertini without having come to any decision.  The
pious niece of the Pope was at mass when I reached her house.  I
found Tiretta engaged in playing on the flute, but as soon as he saw
me he dropped the instrument, ran up to me, embraced me, and gave me
back the money his suit had cost me.

"I see you are in cash, old fellow; I congratulate you."

"It's a grievous piece of luck to me, for the money is stolen, and I
am sorry I have got it though I was an accomplice in the theft."

"What! the money is stolen?"

"Yes, sharping is done here, and I have been taught to help.  I share
in their ill-gotten gains because I have not the strength of mind to
refuse.  My landlady and two or three women of the same sort pluck
the pigeons.  The business does not suit me, and I am thinking of
leaving it.  Sooner or later I shall kill or be killed, and either
event will be the death of me, so I am thinking of leaving this
cutthroat place as soon as possible."

"I advise you--nay, I bid you do so by all means, and I should think
you had better be gone to-day than to-morrow."

"I don't want to do anything suddenly, as M. le Noir is a gentleman
and my friend, and he thinks me a cousin to this wretched woman.  As
he knows nothing of the infamous trade she carries on, he would
suspect something, and perhaps would leave her after learning the
reason of my departure.  I shall find some excuse or other in the
course of the next five or six days, and then I will make haste and
return to you."

The Lambertini thanked me for coming to dinner in a friendly manner,
and told me that we should have the company of Mdlle. de la Meure and
her aunt.  I asked her if she was still satisfied with my friend
"Sixtimes," and she told me that though the count did not always
reside on his manor, she was for all that delighted with him; and
said she,

"I am too good a monarch to ask too much of my vassals."

I congratulated her, and we continued to jest till the arrival of the
two other guests.

As soon as Mdlle. de la Meure saw me she could scarcely conceal her
pleasure.  She was in half mourning, and looked so pretty in this
costume, which threw up the whiteness of her skin, that I still
wonder why that instant did not determine my fate.

Tiretta, who had been making his toilette, rejoined us, and as
nothing prevented me from shewing the liking I had taken for the
amiable girl I paid her all possible attention.  I told the aunt that
I found her niece so pretty that I would renounce my bachelorhood if
I could find such a mate.

"My niece is a virtuous and sweet-tempered 'girl, sir, but she is
utterly devoid either of intelligence or piety."

"Never mind the intelligence," said the niece, "but I was never found
wanting in piety at the convent."

"I dare say the nuns are of the jesuitical party."

"What has that got to do with it, aunt?"

"Very much, child; the Jesuits and their adherents are well known to
have no vital religion.  But let us talk of something else.  All that
I want you to do is to know how to please your future husband."

"Is mademoiselle about to marry, then?"

"Her intended will probably arrive at the beginning of next month."

"Is he a lawyer?"

"No, sir; he is a well-to-do merchant."

"M. le Noir told me that your niece was the daughter of a councillor,
and I did not imagine that you would sanction her marrying beneath
her."

"There will be no question of such a thing in this instance, sir;
and, after all, what is marrying beneath one?   My niece's intended
is an honest, and therefore a noble, man, and I am sure it will be
her fault if she does not lead a life of perfect happiness with him"

"Quite so, supposing she loves him."

"Oh! love and all that kind of thing will come in good time, you
know."

As these remarks could only give pain to the young lady, who listened
in silence, I changed the conversation to the enormous crowd which
would be present at the execution of Damien, and finding them
extremely desirous of witnessing this horrible sight I offered them a
large window with an excellent view.  The ladies accepted with great
pleasure, and I promised to escort them in good time.

I had no such thing as a window, but I knew that in Paris, as
everywhere, money will procure anything.  After dinner I went out on
the plea of business, and, taking the first coach I came across, in a
quarter of an hour I succeeded in renting a first floor window in
excellent position for three louis.  I paid in advance, taking care
to have a receipt.

My business over, I hastened to rejoin the company, and found them
engaged in piquet.  Mdlle. de la Meure, who knew nothing about it,
was tired of looking on.  I came up to her, and having something to
say we went to the other end of the room.

"Your letter, dearest, has made me the happiest of men.  You have
displayed in it such intelligence and such admirable characteristics
as would win you the fervent adoration of every man of good sense."

"I only want one man's love.  I will be content with the esteem of
the rest."

"My angel, I will make you my wife, and I shall bless till my latest
breath the lucky audacity to which I owe my being chosen before other
men who would not have refused your hand, even without the fifty
thousand crowns, which are nothing in comparison with your beauty and
your wit."

"I am very glad you like me so much."

"Could I do otherwise?   And now that you know my heart, do nothing
hastily, but trust in me."

"You will not forget how I am placed."

"I will bear it in mind.  Let me have time to take a house, to
furnish it and to put myself in a position in which I shall be worthy
of your hand.  You must remember that I am only in furnished
apartments; that you are well connected, and that I should not like
to be regarded as a fortune-hunter."

"You know that my intended husband will soon arrive?"

"Yes, I will take care of that."

"When he does come, you know, matters will be pushed on rapidly."

"Not too rapidly for me to be able to set you free in twenty-four
hours, and without letting your aunt know that the blow comes from
me.  You may rest assured, dearest, that the minister for foreign
affairs, on being assured that you wish to marry me, and me only,
will get you an inviolable asylum in the best convent in Paris.  He
will also retain counsel on your behalf, and if your mother's will is
properly drawn out your aunt will soon be obliged to hand over your
dowry, and to give security for the rest of the property.  Do not
trouble yourself about the matter, but let the Dunkirk merchant come
when he likes.  At all hazards, you may reckon upon me, and you may
be sure you will not be in your aunt's house on the day fixed for the
wedding."

"I confide in you entirely, but for goodness' sake say no more on a
circumstance which wounds my sense of modesty.  You said that I
offered you marriage because you took liberties with me?"

"Was I wrong?"

"Yes, partly, at all events; and you ought to know that if I had not
good reasons I should have done a very foolish thing in offering to
marry you, but I may as well tell you that, liberties or no
liberties, I should always have liked you better than anyone."

I was beside myself with joy, and seizing her hand I covered it with
tender and respectful kisses; and I feel certain that if a notary and
priest had been then and there available, I should have married her
without the smallest hesitation.

Full of each other, like all lovers, we paid no attention to the
horrible racket that was going on at the other end of the room.  At
last I thought it my duty to see what was happening, and leaving my
intended I rejoined the company to quiet Tiretta.

I saw on the table a casket, its lid open, and full of all sorts of
jewels; close by were two men who were disputing with Tiretta, who
held a book in one hand.  I saw at once that they were talking about
a lottery, but why were they disputing?   Tiretta told me they were a
pair of knaves who had won thirty or forty louis of him by means of
the book, which he handed to me.

"Sir," said one of the gamesters, "this book treats of a lottery in
which all the calculations are made in the fairest manner possible.
It contains twelve hundred leaves, two hundred being winning leaves,
while the rest are blanks.  Anyone who wants to play has only to pay
a crown, and then to put a pin's point at random between two leaves
of the closed book.  The book is then opened at the place where the
pin is, and if the leaf is blank the player loses; but if, on the
other hand, the leaf bears a number, he is given the corresponding
ticket, and an article of the value indicated on the ticket is then
handed to him.  Please to observe, sir, that the lowest prize is
twelve francs, and there are some numbers worth as much as six
hundred francs, and even one to the value of twelve hundred.  We have
been playing for an hour, and have lost several costly articles, and
madam," pointing to my sweetheart's aunt, "has won a ring worth six
louis, but as she preferred cash, she continued playing and lost the
money she had gained."

"Yes," said the aunt, "and these gentlemen have won everybody's money
with their accursed game; which proves it is all a mere cheat."

"It proves they are rogues," said Tiretta.

"But gentlemen," answered one of them, "in that case the receivers of
the Government lottery are rogues too"; whereon Tiretta gave him a
box on the ear.  I threw myself between the two combatants, and told
them not to speak a word.

"All lotteries," said I, "are advantageous to the holders, but the
king is at the head of the Government lottery, and I am the principal
receiver, in which character I shall proceed to confiscate this
casket, and give you the choice of the following alternatives: You
can, if you like, return to the persons present the money you have
unlawfully won from them, whereupon I will let you go with your box.
If you refuse to do so, I shall send for a policeman, who will take
you to prison, and to-morrow you will be tried by M. Berier, to whom
I shall take this book in the morning.  We shall soon see whether we
are rogues as well as they."

Seeing that they had to do with a man of determination, and that
resistance would only result in their losing all, they resolved with
as good a grace as they could muster to return all their winnings,
and for all I know double the sum, for they were forced to return
forty louis, though they swore they had only won twenty.  The company
was too select for me to venture to decide between them.  In point of
fact I was rather inclined to believe the rascals, but I was angry
with them, and I wanted them to pay a good price for having made a
comparison, quite right in the main, but odious to me in the extreme.
The same reason, doubtless, prevented me from giving them back their
book, which I had no earthly right to keep, and which they asked me
in vain to return to them.  My firmness and my threats, and perhaps
also the fear of the police, made them think themselves lucky to get
off with their jewel-box.  As soon as they were gone the ladies, like
the kindly creatures they were, began to pity them.  "You might have
given them back their book," they said to me.

"And you, ladies, might have let them keep their money."

"But they cheated us of it."

"Did they?  Well, their cheating was done with the book, and I have
done them a kindness by taking it from them."

They felt the force of my remarks, and the conversation took another
turn.

Early next morning the two gamesters paid me a visit bringing with
them as a bribe a beautiful casket containing twenty-four lovely
pieces of Dresden china.  I found this argument irresistible, and I
felt obliged to return them the book, threatening them at the same
time with imprisonment if they dared to carry on their business in
Paris for the future.  They promised me to abstain from doing so--no
doubt with a mental reservation, but I cared nothing about that.

I resolved to offer this beautiful gift to Mdlle. de la Meure, and I
took it to her the same day.  I had a hearty welcome, and the aunt
loaded me with thanks.

On March the 28th, the day of Damien's martyrdom, I went to fetch the
ladies in good time; and as the carriage would scarcely hold us all,
no objection was made to my taking my sweetheart on my knee, and in
this order we reached the Place de Greve.  The three ladies packing
themselves together as tightly as possible took up their positions at
the window, leaning forward on their elbows, so as to prevent us
seeing from behind.  The window had two steps to it, and they stood
on the second; and in order to see we had to stand on the same step,
for if we had stood on the first we should not have been able to see
over their heads.  I have my reasons for giving these minutiae, as
otherwise the reader would have some difficulty in guessing at the
details which I am obliged to pass over in silence.

We had the courage to watch the dreadful sight for four hours.  The
circumstances of Damien's execution are too well known to render it
necessary for me to speak of them; indeed, the account would be too
long a one, and in my opinion such horrors are an offence to our
common humanity.

Damien was a fanatic, who, with the idea of doing a good work and
obtaining a heavenly reward, had tried to assassinate Louis XV.; and
though the attempt was a failure, and he only gave the king a slight
wound, he was torn to pieces as if his crime had been consummated.

While this victim of the Jesuits was being executed, I was several
times obliged to turn away my face and to stop my ears as I heard his
piercing shrieks, half of his body having been torn from him, but the
Lambertini and the fat aunt did not budge an inch.  Was it because
their hearts were hardened?   They told me, and I pretended to
believe them, that their horror at the wretch's wickedness prevented
Them feeling that compassion which his unheard-of torments should
have excited.  The fact was that Tiretta kept the pious aunt
curiously engaged during the whole time of the execution, and this,
perhaps, was what prevented the virtuous lady from moving or even
turning her head round.

Finding himself behind her, he had taken the precaution to lift up
her dress to avoid treading on it.  That, no doubt, was according to
the rule; but soon after, on giving an involuntary glance in their
direction, I found that Tiretta had carried his precautions rather
far, and, not wishing to interrupt my friend or to make the lady feel
awkward, I turned my head and stood in such a way that my sweetheart
could see nothing of what was going on; this put the good lady at her
ease.  For two hours after I heard a continuous rustling, and
relishing the joke I kept quiet the whole time.  I admired Tiretta's
hearty appetite still more than his courage, but what pleased me most
was the touching resignation with which the pious aunt bore it all.

At the end of this long session I saw Madame turn round, and doing
the same I fixed my gaze on Tiretta, and found him looking as fresh
and cool as if nothing had happened, but the aunt seemed to me to
have a rather pensive appearance.  She had been under the fatal
necessity of keeping quiet and letting Tiretta do what he liked for
fear of the Lambertini's jests, and lest her niece might be
scandalized by the revelation of mysteries of which she was supposed
to know nothing.

We set out, and having dropped the Pope's niece at her door, I begged
her to lend me Tiretta for a few hours, and I then took Madame to her
house in the Rue St.  Andre-des-Arts.  She asked me to come and see
her the following day as she had something to tell me, and I remarked
that she took no notice of my friend as she left us.  We went to the
"Hotel de Russie," where they gave you an excellent dinner for six
francs a head, and I thought my mad friend stood in need of
recruiting his strength.

"What were you doing behind Madame--?" said I.

"I am sure you saw nothing, or anybody else either."

"No, because when I saw the beginning of your manoeuvres, and guessed
what was coming, I stood in such a way that neither the Lambertini or
the pretty niece could see you.  I can guess what your goal was, and
I must say I admire your hearty appetite.  But your wretched victim
appears to be rather angry."

"Oh! my dear fellow, that's all the affectation of an old maid.  She
may pretend to be put out, but as she kept quiet the whole time I am
certain she would be glad to begin all over again."

"I think so, too, in her heart of hearts; but her pride might suggest
that you had been lacking in respect, and the suggestion would be by
no means groundless."

"Respect, you say; but must one not always be lacking in respect to
women when one wants to come to the point?"

"Quite so, but there's a distinction between what lovers may do when
they are together, and what is proper in the presence of a mixed
company."

"Yes, but I snatched four distinct favours from her, without the
least opposition; had I not therefore good reasons for taking her
consent for granted?"

"You reason well, but you see she is out of humour with you.  She
wants to speak to me to-morrow, and I have no doubt that you will be
the subject of our conversation."

"Possibly, but still I should think she would not speak to you of the
comic piece of business; it would be very silly of her."

"Why so?  You don't know these pious women.  They are brought up by
Jesuits, who often give them some good lessons on the subject, and
they are delighted to confess to a third party; and these confessions
with a seasoning of tears gives them in their own eyes quite a halo
of saintliness."

"Well, let her tell you if she likes.  We shall see what comes of
it."

"Possibly she may demand satisfaction; in which case I shall be glad
to do my best for her."

"You make me laugh!  I can't imagine what sort of satisfaction she
could claim, unless she wants to punish me by the 'Lex talionis',
which would be hardly practicable without a repetition of the
original offence.  If she had not liked the game, all she had to do
was to give me a push which would have sent me backwards."

"Yes, but that would have let us know what you had been trying to
do."

"Well, if it comes to that, the slightest movement would have
rendered the whole process null and void; but as it was she stood in
the proper position as quiet as a lamb; nothing could be easier."

"It's an amusing business altogether.  But did you notice that the
Lambertini was angry with you, too?  She, perhaps, saw what you were
doing, and felt hurt."

"Oh! she has got another cause of complaint against me.  We have
fallen out, and I am leaving her this evening."

"Really?"

"Yes, I will tell you all about it.  Yesterday evening, a young
fellow in the Inland Revenue who had been seduced to sup with us by a
hussy of Genoa, after losing forty louis, threw, the cards in the
face of my landlady and called her a thief.  On the impulse of the
moment I took a candle and put it out on his face.  I might have
destroyed one of his eyes, but I fortunately hit him on the cheek.
He immediately ran for his sword, mine was ready, and if the Genoese
had not thrown herself between us murder might have been committed.
When the poor wretch saw his cheek in the glass, he became so furious
that nothing short of the return of all his money would appease him.
They gave it him back, in spite of my advice, for in doing so they
admitted, tacitly at all events, that it had been won by cheating.
This caused a sharp dispute between the Lambertini and myself after
he had gone.  She said we should have kept the forty louis, and
nothing would have happened except for my interference, that it was
her and not me whom the young man had insulted.  The Genoese added
that if we had kept cool we should have had the plucking of him, but
that God alone knew what he would do now with the mark of the burn on
his face.  Tired of the talk of these infamous women, I was about to
leave them, but my landlady began to ride the high horse, and went so
far as to call me a beggar.

"If M. le Noir had not come in just then, she would have had a bad
time of it, as my stick was already in my hand.  As soon as they saw
him they told me to hold my tongue, but my blood was up; and turning
towards the worthy man I told him that his mistress had called me a
beggar, that she was a common prostitute, that I was not her cousin,
nor in any way related to her, and that I should leave her that very
day.  As soon as I had come to the end of this short and swift
discourse, I went out and shut myself up in my room.  In the course
of the next two hours I shall go and fetch my linen, and I hope to
breakfast with you to-morrow."

Tiretta did well.  His heart was in the right place, and he was wise
not to allow the foolish impulses of youth to plunge him in the sink
of corruption.  As long as a man has not committed a dishonourable
action, as long as his heart is sound, though his head may go astray,
the path of duty is still open to him.  I should say the same of
women if prejudice were not so strong in their case, and if they were
not much more under the influence of the heart than the head.

After a good dinner washed down by some delicious Sillery we parted,
and I spent the evening in writing.  Next morning I did some
business, and at noon went to see the distressed devotee, whom I
found at home with her charming niece.  We talked a few minutes about
the weather, and she then told my sweetheart to leave us as she
wanted to speak to me.  I was prepared for what was coming and I
waited for her to break the silence which all women of her position
observe.  "You will be surprised, sir, at what I am going to tell
you, for I have determined to bring before you a complaint of an
unheard-of character.  The case is really of the most delicate
nature, and I am impelled to make a confidant of you by the
impression you made on me when I first saw you.  I consider you to be
a man of discretion, of honour, and above all a moral man; in short,
I believe you have experienced religion, and if I am making a mistake
it will be a pity, for though I have been insulted I don't lack means
of avenging myself, and as you are his friend you will be sorry for
him."

"Is Tiretta the guilty party, madam?"

"The same."

"And what is his crime?"

"He is a villain; he has insulted me in the most monstrous manner."

"I should not have thought him capable of doing so."

"I daresay not, but then you are a moral man."

"But what was the nature of his offence?  You may confide in my
secrecy."

"I really couldn't tell you, it's quite out of the question; but I
trust you will be able to guess it.  Yesterday, during the execution
of the wretched Damien, he strongly abused the position in which he
found himself behind me."

"I see; I understand what you mean; you need say no more.  You have
cause for anger, and he is to blame for acting in such a manner.  But
allow me to say that the case is not unexampled or even uncommon, and
I think you might make some allowance for the strength of love, the
close quarters, and above all for the youth and passion of the
sinner.  Moreover, the offence is one which may be expiated in a
number of ways, provided the parties come to an agreement.  Tiretta
is young and a perfect gentleman, he is handsome and at bottom a good
fellow; could not a marriage be arranged?"

I waited for a reply, but perceiving that the injured party kept
silence (a circumstance which seemed to me a good omen) I went on.

"If marriage should not meet your views, we might try a lasting
friendship, in which he could shew his repentance and prove himself
deserving of pardon.  Remember, madam, that Tiretta is only a man,
and therefore subject to all the weaknesses of our poor human nature;
and even you have your share of the blame."

"I, sir?"

"Involuntarily, madam, involuntarily; not you but your charms led him
astray.  Nevertheless, without this incentive the circumstance would
never have taken place, and I think you should consider your beauty
as a mitigation of the offence."

"You plead your cause well, sir, but I will do you justice and
confess that all your remarks have been characterized by much
Christian feeling.  However, you are reasoning on false premises; you
are ignorant of his real crime, yet how should you guess it?"

With this she burst into tears, leading me completely off the scent,
and not knowing what to think.

"He can't have stolen her purse," said I to myself, "as I don't think
him capable of such an action; and if I did I'd blow his brains out."

The afflicted lady soon dried her tears, and went on as follows:

"You are thinking of a deed which one might possibly succeed in
reconciling with reason, and in making amends for; but the crime of
which that brute has been guilty I dare scarcely imagine, as it is
almost enough to drive me mad."

"Good heavens!  you can't mean it?   This is dreadful; do I hear you
aright?"

"Yes.  You are moved, I see, but such are the circumstances of the
case.  Pardon my tears, which flow from anger and the shame with
which I am covered."

"Yes, and from outraged religion, too."

"Certainly, certainly.  That is the chief source of my grief, and I
should have mentioned it if I had not feared you were not so strongly
attached to religion as myself."

"Nobody, God be praised! could be more strongly attached to religion
than I, and nothing can ever unloose the ties which bind me to it:"

"You will be grieved, then, to hear that I am destined to suffer
eternal punishment, for I must and will be avenged."

"Not so, madam, perish the thought, as I could not become your
accomplice in such a design, and if you will not abandon it at least
say nothing to me on the subject.  I will promise you to tell him
nothing, although as he lives with me the sacred laws of hospitality
oblige me to give him due warning."

"I thought he lived with the Lambertini"

"He left her yesterday.  The connection between them was a criminal
one, and I have drawn him back from the brink of the precipice."

"You don't mean to say so!"

"Yes, upon my word of honour:"

"You astonish one.  This is very edifying.  I don't wish the young
man's death, but you must confess he owes me some reparation."

"He does indeed.  A charming Frenchwoman is not to be handled in the
Italian manner without signal amends, but I can think of nothing at
all commensurate with the offence.  There is only one plan, which I
will endeavour to carry out if you will agree to it."

"What is that?"

"I will put the guilty party in your power without his knowing what
is to happen, and I will leave you alone, so that you can wreak all
your wrath upon him, provided you will allow me to be, unknown to
him, in the next room, as I shall regard myself as responsible for
his safety."

"I consent.  You will stay in this room, and he must be left in the
other where I shall receive you, but take care he has no suspicion of
your presence."

"He shan't dream of it.  He will not even know where I am taking him,
for he must not think that I have been informed of his misdoings.  As
soon as we be there, and the conversation becomes general, I shall
leave the room, pretending to be going away."

"When will you bring him?   I long to cover him with confusion.  I
will make him tremble.  I am curious to hear how he will justify
himself for such an offence."

"I can't say, but I think and hope that your presence will make him
eloquent, as I should like to see your differences adjusted."

At one o'clock the Abbe des Forges arrived, and she made me sit down
to dinner with them.  This abbe was a pupil of the famous Bishop of
Auxerre, who was still living.  I talked so well on the subject of
grace, and made so many quotations from St. Augustine, that the abbe
and the devotee took me for a zealous Jansenista character with which
my dress and appearance did not at all correspond.  My sweetheart did
not give me a single glance while the meal was going on, and thinking
she had some motives I abstained from speaking to her.

After dinner, which, by the way, was a very good one, I promised the
offended lady to bring her the culprit bound hand and foot next day,
after the play was over.  To put her at her ease I said I should
walk, as I was certain that he would not recognize the house in the
dark.

As soon as I saw Tiretta, I began with a seriocomic air to reproach
him for the dreadful crime he had committed on the body of a lady in
every way virtuous and respectable, but the mad fellow began to
laugh, and it would have been waste of time for me to try to stop
him.

"What!" said he, "she has had the courage to tell you all?"

"You don't deny the fact, then?"

"If she says it is so, I don't think I can give her the lie, but I am
ready to swear that I don't know how the land lay.  In the position I
was in it was impossible for me to say where I took up my dwelling.
However, I will quiet her indignation, as I shall come to the point
quickly, and not let her wait."

"You will ruin the business if you don't take care; be as long as you
can; she will like that best, and it will be to your interest.  Don't
hurry yourself, and never mind me, as I am sure to get on all right
while you are changing anger into a softer passion.  Remember not to
know that I am in the house, and if you only stay with her a short
time (which I don't think will be the case) take a coach and be off.
You know the least a pious woman like her can do will be to provide
me with fire and company.  Don't forget that she is well-born like
yourself.  These women of quality are, no doubt, as immoral as any
other women, since they are constructed of the same material, but
they like to have their pride flattered by certain attentions.  She
is rich, a devote, and, what is more, inclined to pleasure; strive to
gain her friendship 'faciem ad faciem', as the King of Prussia says.
You may, perhaps, make your fortune."

"If she asks you why you have left the Pope's niece, take care not to
tell her the reason.  She will be pleased with your discretion.  In
short, do your best to expiate the enormity of your offence."

"I have only to speak the truth.  I went in in the dark."

"That's an odd reason, but it may seem convincing to a Frenchwoman."

I need not tell the reader that I gave Tiretta a full account of my
conversation with the lady.  If any complain of this breach of
honour, I must tell them that I had made a mental reservation not to
keep my promise, and those who are acquainted with the morality of
the children of Ignatius will understand that I was completely at my
ease.

Next day we went to the opera, and afterwards, our plans made out, we
walked to the house of the insulted and virtuous lady.  She received
us with great dignity, but yet there was an agreeable undercurrent in
her voice and manner which I thought very promising.

"I never take supper," she said, "but if you had forewarned me of
your visit I should have got something for you:"

After telling her all the news I had heard in the theatre, I
pretended to be obliged to go, and begged her to let me leave the
count with her for a few minutes.

"If I am more than a quarter of an hour," said I to the count, "don't
wait.  Take a coach home and we shall see each other to-morrow."

Instead of going downstairs I went into the next room, and two
minutes after who should enter but my sweetheart, who looked charmed
and yet puzzled at my appearance.

"I think I must be dreaming," said she, "but my aunt has charged me
not to leave you alone, and to tell her woman not to come upstairs
unless she rings the bell.  Your friend is with her, and she told me
to speak low as he is not to know that you are here.  What does it
all mean?"

"You are curious, are you?"

"I confess I am in this instance, for all this mystery seems designed
to excite curiosity."

"Dearest, you shall know all; but how cold it is."

"My aunt has told me to make a good fire, she has become liberal or
rather lavish all of a sudden; look at the wax candles."

"That's a new thing, is it?"

"Oh, quite new."

As soon as we were seated in front of the fire I began to tell her
the story, to which she listened with all the attention a young girl
can give to such a matter; but as I had thought it well to pass over
some of the details, she could not properly understand what crime it
was that Tiretta had committed.  I was not sorry to be obliged to
tell her the story in plain language, and to give more expression I
employed the language of gesture, which made her blush and laugh at
the same time.  I then told her that, having taken up the question of
the reparation that was due to her aunt, I had so arranged matters
that I was certain of being alone with her all the time my friend was
engaged.  Thereupon I began to cover her pretty face with kisses, and
as I allowed myself no other liberties she received my caresses as a
proof of the greatness of my love and the purity of my feelings.

"Dearest," she said, "what you say puzzles me; there are two things
which I can't understand.  How could Tiretta succeed in committing
this crime with my aunt, which I think would only be possible with
the consent of the party attacked, but quite impossible without it;
and this makes me believe that if the thing was done it was done with
her hearty good will."

"Very true, for if she did not like it she had only to change her
position."

"Not so much as that; she need only have kept the door shut."

"There, sweetheart, you are wrong, for a properly-made man only asks
you to keep still and he will overcome all obstacles.  Moreover, I
don't expect that your aunt's door is so well shut as yours."

"I believe that I could defy all the Tirettas in the world.

"There's another thing I don't understand, and that is how my blessed
aunt came to tell you all about it; for if she had any sense she
might have known that it would only make you laugh.  And what
satisfaction does she expect to get from a brute like that, who
possibly thinks the affair a matter of no consequence.  I should
think he would do the same to any woman who occupied the same
position as my aunt."

"You are right, for he told me he went in like a blind man, not
knowing where he was going."

"Your friend is a queer fellow, and if other men are like him I am
sure I should have no feeling but contempt for them."

"She has told me nothing about the satisfaction she is thinking of,
and which she possibly feels quite sure of attaining; but I think I
can guess what it will benamely, a formal declaration of love; and I
suppose he will expiate his crime by becoming her lover, and
doubtless this will be their wedding night."

"The affair is getting amusing.  I can't believe it.  My dear aunt is
too anxious about her salvation; and how do you imagine the young man
can ever fall in love with her, or play the part with such a face as
hers before his eyes.  Have you ever seen a countenance as disgusting
as my aunt's?   Her skin is covered with pimples, her eyes distil
humours, and her teeth and breath are enough to discourage any man.
She's hideous."

"All that is nothing to a young spark of twenty-five; one is always
ready for an assault at that age; not like me who only feel myself a
man in presence of charms like yours, of which I long to be the
lawful possessor."

"You will find me the most affectionate of wives, and I feel quite
sure that I shall have your heart in such good keeping that I shall
never be afraid of losing it."

We had talked thus pleasantly for an hour, and Tiretta was still with
the aunt.  I thought things pointed towards a reconciliation, and
judged the matter was getting serious.  I told my sweetheart my
opinion, and asked her to give me something to eat.

"I can only give you," said she, "some bread and cheese, a slice of
ham, and some wine which my aunt pronounces excellent."

"Bring them quick, then; I am fainting with hunger."

She soon laid the table for two, and put on it all the food she had.
The cheese was Roquefort, and the ham had been covered with jelly.
About ten persons with reasonable appetites should have been able to
sup on what there was; but (how I know not) the whole disappeared,
and also two bottles of Chambertin, which I seem to taste now.  My
sweetheart's eyes gleamed with pleasure: truly Chambertin and
Roquefort are excellent thinks to restore an old love and to ripen a
young one.

"Don't you want to know what your aunt has been doing the last two
hours with M. Sixtimes?"

"They are playing, perhaps; but there is a small hole in the wall,
and I will look and see.  I can only see the two candles, and the
wicks are an inch long."

"Didn't I say so?   Give me a coverlet and I will sleep on the sofa
here, and do you go to bed.  But let me look at it first:"

She made me come into her little room, where I saw a pretty bed, a
prayer desk, and a large crucifix.

"Your bed is too small for you, dear heart."

"Oh, not at all!  I am very comfortable"; and so saying she laid down
at full length.

"What a beautiful wife I shall have!  Nay, don't move, let me look at
you so."  My hand began to press the bosom of her dress, where were
imprisoned two spheres which seemed to lament their captivity.  I
went farther, I began to untie strings .  .  .  for where does desire
stop short?

"Sweetheart, I cannot resist, but you will not love me afterwards."

"I will always love you:"

Soon her beautiful breasts were exposed to my burning kisses.  The
flame of my love lit another in her heart, and forgetting her former
self she opened her arms to me, making me promise not to despise her,
and what would one not promise!  The modesty inherent in the sex, the
fear of results, perhaps a kind of instinct which reveals to them the
natural faithlessness of men make women ask for such promises, but
what mistress, if really amorous, would even think of asking her
lover to respect her in the moment of delirious ecstacy, when all
one's being is centred on the fulfilment of desire?

After we had passed an hour in these amorous toyings, which set my
sweetheart on fire, her charms having never before been exposed to
the burning lips or the free caresses of a man, I said to her,

"I grieve to leave you without having rendered to your beauty the
greatest homage which it deserves so well."

A sigh was her only answer.

It was cold, the fire was out, and I had to spend the night on the
sofa.

"Give me a coverlet, dearest, that I may go away from you, for I
should die here between love and cold if you made me abstain."

"Lie where I have been, sweetheart.  I will get up and rekindle the
fire."

She got up in all her naked charms, and as she put a stick to the
fire the flame leapt up; I rose, I found her standing so as to
display all her beauties, and I could refrain no longer.  I pressed
her to my heart, she returned my caresses, and till day-break we gave
ourselves up to an ecstacy of pleasure.

We had spent four or five delicious hours on the sofa.  She then left
me, and after making a good fire she went to her room, and I remained
on the sofa and slept till noon.  I was awakened by Madame, who wore
a graceful undress.

"Still asleep, M. Casanova?"

"Ah! good morning, madam, good morning.  And what has become of my
friend?"

"He has become mine, I have forgiven him."

"What has he done to be worthy of so generous a pardon?"

"He proved to me that he made a mistake."

"I am delighted to hear it; where is he?"

"He has gone home, where you will find him; but don't say anything
about your spending the night here, or he will think it was spent
with my niece.  I am very much obliged to you for what you have done,
and I have only to ask you to be discreet."

"You can count on me entirely, for I am grateful to you for having
forgiven my friend."

"Who would not do so?   The dear young man is something more than
mortal.  If you knew how he loved me!  I am grateful to him, and I
have taken him to board for a year; he will be well lodged, well fed,
and so on."

"What a delightful plan!  You have arranged the terms, I suppose."

"All that will be settled in a friendly way, and we shall not need to
have recourse to arbitration.  We shall set out to-day for Villette,
where I have a nice little house; for you know that it is necessary,
at first, to act in such a way as to give no opportunity to
slanderers.  My lover will have all he wants, and whenever you, sir,
honour us with your presence you will find a pretty room and a good
bed at your disposal.  All I am sorry for is that you will find it
tedious; my poor niece is so dull."

"Madam, your niece is delightful; she gave me yesterday evening an
excellent supper and kept me company till three o'clock this
morning."

"Really?  I can't make it out how she gave you anything, as there was
nothing in the house."

"At any rate, madam, she gave me an excellent supper, of which there
are no remains, and after keeping me company she went to bed, and I
have had a good night on this comfortable sofa."

"I am glad that you, like myself, were pleased with everything, but I
did not think my niece so clever."

"She is very clever, madam--in my eyes, at all events:"

"Oh, sir!  you are a judge of wit, let us go and see her.  She has
locked her door.  Come open the door, why have you shut yourself up,
you little prude?  what are you afraid of.  My Casanova is incapable
of hurting you."

The niece opened her door and apologized for the disorder of her
dress, but what costume could have suited her better?  Her costume
was dazzling."

"There she is," said the aunt, "and she is not so bad looking after
all, but it is a pity she is so stupid.  You were very right to give
this gentleman a supper.  I am much obliged to you for doing so.
I have been playing all night, and when one is playing one only
thinks of the game.  I have determined on taking young Tiretta to
board with us.  He is an excellent and clever young man, and I am
sure he will learn to speak French before long.  Get dressed, my
dear, as we must begin to pack.  We shall set out this afternoon for
Villette, and shall spend there the whole of the spring.  There is no
need, you know, to say anything about this to my sister:"

"I, aunt?   Certainly not.  Did I ever tell her anything on the other
occasions?"

"Other occasions!  You see what a silly girl it is.  Do you mean by
'other occasions,' that I have been circumstanced like this before?"

"No, aunt.  I only meant to say that I had never told her anything of
what you did."

"That's right, my dear, but you must learn to express yourself
properly.  We dine at two, and I hope to have the pleasure of M.
Casanova's company at dinner; we will start immediately after the
meal.  Tiretta promised to bring his small portmanteau with him, and
it will go with our luggage."

After promising to dine with them, I bade the ladies good-bye; and I
went home as fast as I could walk, for I was as curious as a woman to
know what arrangements had been made.

"Well," said I to Tiretta, "I find you have got a place.  Tell me all
about it"

"My dear fellow, I have sold myself for a year.  My pay is to be
twenty-five louis a month, a good table, good lodging, etc., etc."

"I congratulate you."

"Do you think it is worth the trouble?"

"There's no rose without a thorn.  She told me you were something
more than mortal."

"I worked hard all night to prove it to her; but I am quite sure your
time was better employed than mine."

"I slept like a king.  Dress yourself, as I am coming to dinner, and
I want to see you set out for Villette.  I shall come and see you
there now and then, as your sweetheart has told me that a room shall
be set apart for my convenience."

We arrived at two o'clock.  Madame dressed in a girlish style
presented a singular appearance, but Mdlle. de la Meure's beauty
shone like a star.  Love and pleasure had given her a new life, a new
being.  We had a capital dinner, as the good lady had made the repast
dainty like herself; but in the dishes there was nothing absurd,
while her whole appearance was comic in the highest degree.  At four
they all set out, and I spent my evening at the Italian comedy.

I was in love with Mdlle. de la Meure, but Silvia's daughter, whose
company at supper was all I had of her, weakened a love which now
left nothing more to desire.

We complain of women who, though loving us and sure of our love,
refuse us their favours; but we are wrong in doing so, for if they
love they have good reason to fear lest they lose us in the moment of
satisfying our desires.  Naturally they should do all in their power
to retain our hearts, and the best way to do so is to cherish our
desire of possessing them; but desire is only kept alive by being
denied: enjoyment kills it, since one cannot desire what one has got.
I am, therefore, of opinion that women are quite right to refuse us.
But if it be granted that the passions of the two sexes are of equal
strength, how comes it that a man never refuses to gratify a woman
who loves him and entreats him to be kind?

We cannot receive the argument founded on the fear of results, as
that is a particular and not a general consideration.  Our
conclusion, then, will be that the reason lies in the fact that a man
thinks more of the pleasure he imparts than that which he receives,
and is therefore eager to impart his bliss to another.  We know,
also, that, as a general rule, women, when once enjoyed, double their
love and affection.  On the other hand, women think more of the
pleasure they receive than of that which they impart, and therefore
put off enjoyment as long as possible, since they fear that in giving
themselves up they lose their chief good--their own pleasure.  This
feeling is peculiar to the sex, and is the only cause of coquetry,
pardonable in a woman, detestable in a man.

Silvia's daughter loved me, and she knew I loved her, although I had
never said so, but women's wit is keen.  At the same time she
endeavoured not to let me know her feelings, as she was afraid of
encouraging me to ask favours of her, and she did not feel sure of
her strength to refuse them; and she knew my inconstant nature.  Her
relations intended her for Clement, who had been teaching her the
clavichord for the last three years.  She knew of the arrangement and
had no objection, for though she did not love him she liked him very
well.  Most girls are wedded without love, and they are not sorry for
it afterwards.  They know that by marriage they become of some
consequence in the world, and they marry to have a house of their own
and a good position in society.  They seem to know that a husband and
a lover need not be synonymous terms.  At Paris men are actuated by
the same views, and most marriages are matters of convenience.  The
French are jealous of their mistresses, but never of their wives.

There could be no doubt that M. Clement was very much in love, and
Mdlle. Baletti was delighted that I noticed it, as she thought this
would bring me to a declaration, and she was quite right.  The
departure of Mdlle. de la Meure had a good deal to do with my
determination to declare myself; and I was very sorry to have done so
afterwards, for after I had told her I loved her Clement was
dismissed, and my position was worse than before.  The man who
declares his love for a woman in words wants to be sent to school
again.

Three days after the departure of Tiretta, I took him what small
belongings he had, and Madame seemed very glad to see me.  The Abbe
des Forges arrived just as we were sitting down to dinner, and though
he had been very friendly to me at Paris he did not so much as look
at me all through the meal, and treated Tiretta in the same way.
I, for my part, took no notice of him, but Tiretta, not so patient as
I, at last lost his temper and got up, begging Madame to tell him
when she was going to have that fellow to dine with her.  We rose
from table without saying a word, and the silent abbe went with madam
into another room.

Tiretta took me to see his room, which was handsomely furnished, and,
as was right, adjoined his sweetheart's.  Whilst he was putting his
things in order, Mdlle. de la Meure made me come and see my
apartment.  It was a very nice room on the ground floor, and facing
hers.  I took care to point out to her how easily I could pay her a
visit after everyone was in bed, but she said we should not be
comfortable in her room, and that she would consequently save me the
trouble of getting out of bed.  It will be guessed that I had no
objections to make to this arrangement.

She then told me of her aunt's folly about Tiretta.

"She believes," said she, "that we do not know he sleeps with her."

"Believes, or pretends to believe."

"Possibly.  She rang for me at eleven o'clock this morning and told
me to go and ask him what kind of night he had passed.  I did so, but
seeing his bed had not been slept in I asked him if he had not been
to sleep.

"'No,' said he, 'I have been writing all night, but please don't say
anything about it to your aunt: I promised with all my heart to be as
silent as the grave."

"Does he make sheep's eyes at you?"

"No, but if he did it would be all the same.  Though he is not over
sharp he knows, I think, what I think of him."

"Why have you such a poor opinion of him?"

"Why?  My aunt pays him.  I think selling one's self is a dreadful
idea."

"But you pay me."

"Yes, but in the same coin as you give me."

The old aunt was always calling her niece stupid, but on the contrary
I thought her very clever, and as virtuous as clever.  I should never
have seduced her if she had not been brought up in a convent.

I went back to Tiretta, and had some pleasant conversation with him.
I asked him how he liked his place.

"I don't like it much, but as it costs me nothing I am not absolutely
wretched."

"But her face!"

"I don't look at it, and there's one thing I like about her--she is
so clean."

"Does she take good care of you?"

"O yes, she is full of feeling for me.  This morning she refused the
greeting I offered her.  'I am sure,' said she, 'that my refusal will
pain you, but your health is so dear to me that I feel bound to look
after it."

As soon as the gloomy Abbe des Forges was gone and Madame was alone,
we rejoined her.  She treated me as her gossip, and played the timid
child for Tiretta's benefit, and he played up to her admirably, much
to my admiration.

"I shall see no more of that foolish priest," said she; "for after
telling me that I was lost both in this world and the next he
threatened to abandon me, and I took him at his word."

An actress named Quinault, who had left the stage and lived close by,
came to call, and soon after Madame Favart and the Abbe de Voisenon
arrived, followed by Madame Amelin with a handsome lad named Calabre,
whom she called her nephew.  He was as like her as two peas, but she
did not seem to think that a sufficient reason for confessing she was
his mother.  M. Patron, a Piedmontese, who also came with her, made a
bank at faro and in a couple of hours won everybody's money with the
exception of mine, as I knew better than to play.  My time was better
occupied in the company of my sweet mistress.  I saw through the
Piedmontese, and had put him down as a knave; but Tiretta was not so
sharp, and consequently lost all the money he had in his pockets and
a hundred louis besides.  The banker having reaped a good harvest put
down the cards, and Tiretta told him in good Italian that he was a
cheat, to which the Piedmontese replied with the greatest coolness
that he lied.  Thinking that the quarrel might have an unpleasant
ending, I told him that Tiretta was only jesting, and I made my
friend say so, too.  He then left the company and went to his room.

Eight years afterwards I saw this Patron at St. Petersburg, and in
the year 1767 he was assassinated in Poland.

The same evening I preached Tiretta a severe yet friendly sermon.
I pointed out to him that when he played he was at the mercy of the
banker, who might be a rogue but a man of courage too, and so in
calling him a cheat he was risking his life.

"Am I to let myself be robbed, then?"

"Yes, you have a free choice in the matter; nobody will make you
play."

"I certainly will not pay him that hundred louis."

"I advise you to do so, and to do so before you are asked."

"You have a knack of persuading one to do what you will, even though
one be disposed to take no notice of your advice."

"That's because I speak from heart and head at once, and have some
experience in these affairs as well."

Three quarters of an hour afterwards I went to bed and my mistress
came to me before long.  We spent a sweeter night than before, for it
is often a matter of some difficulty to pluck the first flower; and
the price which most men put on this little trifle is founded more on
egotism than any feeling of pleasure.

Next day, after dining with the family and admiring the roses on my
sweetheart's cheeks, I returned to Paris.  Three or four days later
Tiretta came to tell me that the Dunkirk merchant had arrived, that
he was coming to dine at Madame's, and that she requested me to make
one of the party.  I was prepared for the news, but the blood rushed
into my face.  Tiretta saw it, and to a certain extent divined my
feelings.  "You are in love with the niece," said he.

"Why do you think so?"

"By the mystery you make about her; but love betrays itself even by
its silence."

"You are a knowing fellow, Tiretta.  I will come to dinner, but don't
say a word to anybody."

My heart was rent in twain.  Possibly if the merchant had put off his
arrival for a month I should have welcomed it; but to have only just
lifted the nectar to my lips, and to see the precious vessel escape
from my hands!  To this day I can recall my feelings, and the very
recollection is not devoid of bitterness.

I was in a fearful state of perplexity, as I always was whenever it
was necessary for me to resolve, and I felt that I could not do so.
If the reader has been placed in the same position he will understand
my feelings.  I could not make up my mind to consent to her marrying,
nor could I resolve to wed her myself and gain certain happiness.

I went to Villette and was a little surprised to find Mdlle. de la
Meure more elaborately dressed than usual.

"Your intended," I said, "would have pronounced you charming without
all that."

"My aunt doesn't think so"

"You have not seen him yet?"

"No, but I should like to, although I trust with your help never to
become his wife."

Soon after, she arrived with Corneman, the banker, who had been the
agent in this business transaction.  The merchant was a fine man,
about forty, with a frank and open face.  His dress was good though
not elaborate.  He introduced himself simply but in a polite manner
to Madame, and he did not look at his future wife till the aunt
presented her to him.  His manner immediately became more pleasing;
and without making use of flowers of speech he said in a very feeling
way that he trusted the impression he had made on her was equal to
that which she had made on him.  Her only answer was a low curtsy,
but she studied him carefully.

Dinner was served, and in the course of the meal we talked of almost
everything--except marriage.  The happy pair only caught each other's
eyes by chance, and did not speak to one another.  After dinner
Mdlle. de la Meure went to her room, and the aunt went into her
closet with the banker and the merchant, and they were in close
conversation for two hours.  At the end of that time the gentlemen
were obliged to return to Paris, and Madame, after summoning her
niece, told the merchant she would expect him to dinner on the day
following, and that she was sure that her niece would be glad to see
him again.

"Won't you, my dear?"

"Yes, aunt, I shall be very glad to see the gentleman again."

If she had not answered thus, the merchant would have gone away
without hearing his future bride speak.

"Well," said the aunt, "what do you think of your husband?"

"Allow me to put off my answer till to-morrow; but be good enough,
when we are at table, to draw me into the conversation, for it is
very possible that my face has not repelled him, but so far he knows
nothing of my mental powers; possibly my want of wit may destroy any
slight impression my face may have made."

"Yes, I am afraid you will begin to talk nonsense, and make him lose
the good opinion he seems to have formed of you."

"It is not right to deceive anybody.  If he is disabused of his
fictitious ideas by the appearance of the truth, so much the better
for him; and so much the worse for both of us, if we decide on
marrying without the slightest knowledge of each other's habits and
ways of thought."

"What do you think of him?"

"I think he is rather nice-looking, and his manners are kind and
polite; but let us wait till to-morrow."

"Perhaps he will have nothing more to say to me; I am so stupid."

"I know very well that you think yourself very clever, and that's
where your fault lies; it's your self-conceit which makes you stupid,
although M. Casanova takes you for a wit."

"Perhaps he may know what he is talking about."

"My poor dear, he is only laughing at you."

"I have good reasons for thinking otherwise, aunt."

"There you go; you will never get any sense."

"Pardon me, madam, if I cannot be of your opinion.  Mademoiselle is
quite right in saying that I do not laugh at her.  I dare to say that
to-morrow she will shine in the conversation."

"You think so?  I am glad to hear it.  Now let us have a game at
piquet, and I will play against you and my niece, for she must learn
the game."

Tiretta asked leave of his darling to go to the play, and we played
on till supper-time.  On his return, Tiretta made us almost die of
laughing with his attempts to tell us in his broken French the plot
of the play he had seen.

I had been in my bedroom for a quarter of an hour, expecting to see
my sweetheart in some pretty kind of undress, when all of a sudden I
saw her come in with all her clothes on.  I was surprised at this
circumstance, and it seemed to me of evil omen.

"You are astonished to see me thus," said she, "but I want to speak
to you for a moment, and then I will take off my clothes.  Tell me
plainly whether I am to consent to this marriage or no?"

"How do you like him?"

"Fairly well."

"Consent, then!"

"Very good; farewell!  From this moment our love ends, and our
friendship begins.  Get you to bed, and I will go and do the same.
Farewell!"

"No, stay, and let our friendship begin to-morrow."

"Not so, were my refusal to cost the lives of both of us.  You know
what it must cost me to speak thus, but it is my irrevocable
determination.  If I am to become another's wife, I must take care to
be worthy of him; perhaps I may be happy.  Do not hold me, let me go.
You know how well I love you."

"At least, let us have one final embrace."

"Alas! no."

"You are weeping."

"No, I am not.  In God's name let me go."

"Dear heart, you go but to weep in your chamber; stay here.  I will
marry you."

"Nay, no more of that."

With these words she made an effort, escaped from my hands, and fled
from the room.  I was covered with shame and regret, and could not
sleep.  I hated myself, for I knew not whether I had sinned most
grievously in seducing her or in abandoning her to another.

I stayed to dinner next day in spite of my heartbreak and my sadness.
Mdlle. de la Meure talked so brilliantly and sensibly to her intended
that one could easily see he was enchanted with her.  As for me,
feeling that I had nothing pleasant to say, I pretended to have the
toothache as an excuse for not talking.  Sick at heart, absent-
minded, and feeling the effects of a sleepless night, I was well-nigh
mad with love, jealousy, and despair.  Mdlle. de la Meure did not
speak to me once, did not so much as look at me.  She was quite
right, but I did not think so then.  I thought the dinner would never
come to an end, and I do not think I was ever present at so painful a
meal.

As we rose from the table, Madame went into her closet with her niece
and nephew that was to be, and the niece came out in the course of an
hour and bade us congratulate her, as she was to be married in a
week, and after the wedding she would accompany her husband to
Dunkirk.  "To-morrow," she added, "we are all to dine with M.
Corneman, where the deed of settlement will be signed."

I cannot imagine how it was I did not fall dead on the spot.  My
anguish cannot be expressed.

Before long it was proposed that we should go to the play, but
excusing myself on the plea of business I returned to Paris.  As I
got to my door I seemed to be in a fever, and I lay down on my bed,
but instead of the rest I needed I experienced only remorse and
fruitless repentance-the torments of the damned.  I began to think it
was my duty to stop the marriage or die.  I was sure that Mdlle. de
la Meure loved me, and I fancied she would not say no if I told her
that her refusal to marry me would cost me my life.  Full of that
idea I rose and wrote her a letter, strong with all the strength of
tumultuous passion.  This was some relief, and getting into bed I
slept till morning.  As soon as I was awake I summoned a messenger
and promised him twelve francs if he would deliver my letter, and
report its receipt in an hour and a half.  My letter was under cover
of a note addressed to Tiretta, in which I told him that I should not
leave the house till I had got an answer.  I had my answer four hours
after; it ran as follows: "Dearest, it is too late; you have decided
on my destiny, and I cannot go back from my word.  Come to dinner at
M. Corneman's, and be sure that in a few weeks we shall be
congratulating ourselves on having won a great victory.  Our love,
crowned all too soon, will soon live only in our memories.  I beg of
you to write to me no more."

Such was my fate.  Her refusal, with the still more cruel charge not
to write to her again, made me furious.  In it I only saw
inconstancy.  I thought she had fallen in love with the merchant.  My
state of mind may be judged from the fact that I determined to kill
my rival.  The most savage plans, the most cruel designs, ran a race
through my bewildered brain.  I was jealous, in love, a different
being from my ordinary self; anger, vanity, and shame had destroyed
my powers of reasoning.  The charming girl whom I was forced to
admire, whom I should have esteemed all the more for the course she
had taken, whom I had regarded as an angel, became in my eyes a
hateful monster, a meet object for punishment.  At last I determined
on a sure method of revenge, which I knew to be both dishonourable
and cowardly, but in my blind passion I did not hesitate for a
moment.  I resolved to go to the merchant at M. Corneman's, where he
was staying, to tell him all that had passed between the lady and
myself, and if that did not make him renounce the idea of marrying
her I would tell him that one of us must die, and if he refused my
challenge I determined to assassinate him.

With this terrible plan in my brain, which makes me shudder now when
I think of it, I ate with the appetite of a wild beast, lay down and
slept till day.  I was in the same mind when I awoke, and dressed
myself hastily yet carefully, put two good pistols in my pocket and
went to M. Corneman's.  My rival was still asleep; I waited for him,
and for a quarter of an hour my thoughts only grew more bitter and my
determination more fixed.  All at once he came into the room, in his
dressing-gown, and received me with open arms, telling me in the
kindest of voices that he had been expecting me to call, as he could
guess what feelings I, a friend of his future wife's, could have for
him, and saying that his friendship for me should always be as warm
as hers.  His honest open face, his straightforward words,
overwhelmed me, and I was silent for a few minutes--in fact I did not
know what to say.  Luckily he gave me enough time to recollect
myself, as he talked on for a quarter of an hour without noticing
that I did not open my lips.

M. Corneman then came in; coffee was served, and my speech returned
to me; but I am happy to say I refrained from playing the
dishonourable part I had intended; the crisis was passed.

It may be remarked that the fiercest spirits are like a cord
stretched too tight, which either breaks or relaxes.  I have known
several persons of that temperament--the Chevalier L----, amongst
others, who in a fit of passion used to feel his soul escaping by
every pore.  If at the moment when his anger burst forth he was able
to break something and make a great noise, he calmed down in a
moment; reason resumed her sway, and the raging lion became as mild
as a lamb.

After I had taken a cup of coffee, I felt myself calmed but yet dizzy
in the head, so I bade them good morning and went out.  I was
astonished but delighted that I had not carried my detestable scheme
into effect.  I was humbled by being forced to confess to myself that
chance and chance alone had saved me from becoming a villain.  As I
was reflecting on what had happened I met my brother, and he
completed my cure.  I took him to dine at Silvia's and stayed there
till midnight.  I saw that Mdlle. Baletti would make me forget the
fair inconstant, whom I wisely determined not to see again before the
wedding.  To make sure I set out the next day for Versailles, to look
after my interests with the Government.




CHAPTER II

The Abby de la Ville--The Abby Galiani--The Neapolitan Dialect--I Set
Out for Dunkirk on a Secret Mission I Succeed--I Return to Paris by
Amiens--My Adventure by the Way--M. de la Bretonniere--My Report
Gives Satisfaction--I Am Paid Five Hundred Louis--Reflections.


A new career was opening before me.  Fortune was still my friend, and
I had all the necessary qualities to second the efforts of the blind
goddess on my behalf save one--perseverance.  My immoderate life of
pleasure annulled the effect of all my other qualities.

M. de Bernis received me in his usual manner, that is more like a
friend than a minister.  He asked me if I had any inclination for a
secret mission.

"Have I the necessary talents?"

"I think so."

"I have an inclination for all honest means of earning a livelihood,
and as for my talents I will take your excellency's opinion for
granted."

This last observation made him smile, as I had intended.

After a few words spoken at random on the memories of bygone years
which time had not entirely defaced, the minister told me to go to
the Abbe de la Ville and use his name.

This abbe, the chief permanent official of the foreign office, was a
man of cold temperament, a profound diplomatist, and the soul of the
department, and high in favour with his excellency the minister.  He
had served the state well as an agent at The Hague, and his grateful
king rewarded him by giving him a bishopric on the day of his death.
It was a little late, but kings have not always sufficient leisure to
remember things.  His heir was a wealthy man named Gamier, who had
formerly been chief cook at M. d'Argenson's, and had become rich by
profiting by the friendship the Abbe de la Ville had always had for
him.  These two friends, who were nearly of the same age, had
deposited their wills in the hands of the same attorney, and each had
made the other his residuary legatee.

After the abbe had delivered a brief discourse on the nature of
secret missions and the discretion necessary to those charged with
them, he told me that he would let me know when anything suitable for
me presented itself.

I made the acquaintance of the Abbe Galiani, the secretary of the
Neapolitan Embassy.  He was a brother to the Marquis de Galiani, of
whom I shall speak when we come to my Italian travels.  The Abbe
Galiani was a man of wit.  He had a knack of making the most serious
subjects appear comic; and being a good talker, speaking French with
the ineradicable Neapolitan accent, he was a favourite in every
circle he cared to enter.  The Abbe de la Ville told him that
Voltaire had complained that his Henriade had been translated into
Neapolitan verse in such sort that it excited laughter.

"Voltaire is wrong," said Galiani, "for the Neapolitan dialect is of
such a nature that it is impossible to write verses in it that are
not laughable.  And why should he be vexed; he who makes people laugh
is sure of being beloved.  The Neapolitan dialect is truly a singular
one; we have it in translations of the Bible and of the Iliad, and
both are comic."

"I can imagine that the Bible would be, but I should not have thought
that would have been the case with the Iliad."

"It is, nevertheless."

I did not return to Paris till the day before the departure of Mdlle.
de la Meure, now Madame P----.  I felt in duty bound to go and see
her, to give her my congratulations, and to wish her a pleasant
journey.  I found her in good spirits and quite at her ease, and, far
from being vexed at this, I was pleased, a certain sign that I was
cured.  We talked without the slightest constraint, and I thought her
husband a perfect gentleman.  He invited us to visit him at Dunkirk,
and I promised to go without intending to do so, but the fates willed
otherwise.

Tiretta was now left alone with his darling, who grew more infatuated
with her Strephon every day, so well did he prove his love for her.

With a mind at ease, I now set myself to sentimentalize with Mdlle.
Baletti, who gave me every day some new mark of the progress I was
making.

The friendship and respect I bore her family made the idea of
seduction out of the question, but as I grew more and more in love
with her, and had no thoughts of marriage, I should have been puzzled
to say at what end I was aiming, so I let myself glide along the
stream without thinking where I was going.

In the beginning of May the Abbe de Bernis told me to come and call
on him at Versailles, but first to see the Abbe de la Ville.  The
first question the abbe asked me was whether I thought myself capable
of paying a visit to eight or ten men-of-war in the roads at Dunkirk,
of making the acquaintance of the officers, and of completing a
minute and circumstantial report on the victualling, the number of
seamen, the guns, ammunition, discipline, etc., etc.

"I will make the attempt," I said, "and will hand you in my report on
my return, and it will be for you to say if I have succeeded or not."

"As this is a secret mission, I cannot give you a letter of
commendation; I can only give you some money and wish you a pleasant
journey."

"I do not wish to be paid in advance--on my return you can give me
what you think fit.  I shall want three or four days before setting
out, as I must procure some letters of introduction."

"Very good.  Try to come back before the end of the month.  I have no
further instructions to give you."

On the same day I had some conversation at the Palais Bourbon with my
patron, who could not admire sufficiently my delicacy in refusing
payment in advance; and taking advantage of my having done so he made
me accept a packet of a hundred Louis.  This was the last occasion on
which I made use of his purse; I did not borrow from him at Rome
fourteen years afterwards.

"As you are on a secret mission, my dear Casanova, I cannot give you
a passport.  I am sorry for it, but if I did so your object would be
suspected.  However, you will easily be able to get one from the
first gentleman of the chamber, on some pretext or other.  Silvia
will be more useful to you in that way than anybody else.  You quite
understand how discreet your behaviour must be.  Above all, do not
get into any trouble; for I suppose you know that, if anything
happened to you, it would be of no use to talk of your mission.  We
should be obliged to know nothing about you, for ambassadors are the
only avowed spies.  Remember that you must be even more careful and
reserved than they, and yet, if you wish to succeed, all this must be
concealed, and you must have an air of freedom from constraint that
you may inspire confidence.  If, on your return, you like to shew me
your report before handing it in, I will tell you what may require to
be left out or added."

Full of this affair, the importance of which I exaggerated in
proportion to my inexperience, I told Silvia that I wanted to
accompany some English friends as far as Calais, and that she would
oblige me by getting me a passport from the Duc de Gesvres.  Always
ready to oblige me, she sat down directly and wrote the duke a
letter, telling me to deliver it myself since my personal description
was necessary.  These passports carry legal weight in the Isle de
France only, but they procure one respect in all the northern parts
of the kingdom.

Fortified with Silvia's letter, and accompanied by her husband, I
went to the duke who was at his estate at St. Toro, and he had
scarcely read the letter through before he gave me the passport.
Satisfied on this point I went to Villette, and asked Madame if she
had anything I could take to her niece.  "You can take her the box of
china statuettes," said she, "if M. Corneman has not sent them
already."  I called on the banker who gave me the box, and in return
for a hundred Louis a letter of credit on a Dunkirk house.  I begged
him to name me in the letter in a special manner, as I was going for
the sake of pleasure.  He seemed glad to oblige me, and I started the
same evening, and three days later I was at the "Hotel de la
Conciergerie," in Dunkirk.

An hour after my arrival I gave the charming Madame P---- an
agreeable surprise by handing her the box, and giving her her aunt's
messages.  Just as she was praising her husband, and telling me how
happy she was, he came in, saying he was delighted to see me and
asked me to stay in his house, without enquiring whether my stay in
Dunkirk would be a long or short one.  I of course thanked him, and
after promising to dine now and again at his house I begged him to
take me to the banker on whom I had a letter.

The banker read my letter, and gave me the hundred louis, and asked
me to wait for him at my inn where he would come for me with the
governor, a M. de Barail.  This gentleman who, like most Frenchmen,
was very polite, after making some ordinary enquiries, asked me to
sup with him and his wife who was still at the play.  The lady gave
me as kind a reception as I had received from her husband.  After we
had partaken of an excellent supper several persons arrived, and play
commenced in which I did not join, as I wished to study the society
of the place, and above all certain officers of both services who
were present.  By means of speaking with an air of authority about
naval matters, and by saying that I had served in the navy of the
Venetian Republic, in three days I not only knew but was intimate
with all the captains of the Dunkirk fleet.  I talked at random about
naval architecture, on the Venetian system of manoeuvres, and I
noticed that the jolly sailors were better pleased at my blunders
than at my sensible remarks.

Four days after I had been at Dunkirk, one of the captains asked me
to dinner on his ship, and after that all the others did the same;
and on every occasion I stayed in the ship for the rest of the day.
I was curious about everything--and Jack is so trustful!  I went into
the hold, I asked questions innumerable, and I found plenty of young
officers delighted to shew their own importance, who gossipped
without needing any encouragement from me.  I took care, however, to
learn everything which would be of service to me, and in the evenings
I put down on paper all the mental notes I had made during the day.
Four or five hours was all I allowed myself for sleep, and in fifteen
days I had learnt enough.

Pleasure, gaming, and idleness--my usual companions--had no part in
this expedition, and I devoted all my energies to the object of my
mission.  I dined once with the banker, once with Madame P----, in
the town, and once in a pretty country house which her husband had,
at about a league's distance from Dunkirk.  She took me there
herself, and on finding myself alone with the woman I had loved so
well I delighted her by the delicacy of my behaviour, which was
marked only by respect and friendship.  As I still thought her
charming, and as our connection had only ended six weeks ago, I was
astonished to see myself so quiet, knowing my disposition too well to
attribute my restraint to virtue.  What, then, was the reason?   An
Italian proverb, speaking for nature, gives the true solution of the
riddle.

'La Mona non vuol pensieri', and my head was full of thought.

My task was done, and bidding good-bye to all my friends, I set out
in my post-chaise for Paris, going by another way for the sake of the
change.  About midnight, on my asking for horses at some stage, the
name of which I forget, they told me that the next stage was the
fortified town of Aire, which we should not be allowed to pass
through at midnight.

"Get me the horses," said I, "I will make them open the gates."

I was obeyed, and in due time we reached the gates.

The postillion cracked his whip and the sentry called out, "Who goes
there?"

"Express messenger."

After making me wait for an hour the gate was opened, and I was told
that I must go and speak to the governor.  I did so, fretting and
fuming on my way as if I were some great person, and I was taken to a
room where a man in an elegant nightcap was lying beside a very
pretty woman.

"Whose messenger are you?"

"Nobody's, but as I am in a hurry."

"That will do.  We will talk the matter over tomorrow.  In the
meanwhile you will accept the hospitality of the guard-room."

"But, sir .  .  ."

"But me no buts, if you please; leave the room."

I was taken to the guard-room where I spent the night seated on the
ground.  The daylight appeared.  I shouted, swore, made all the
racket I could, said I wanted to go on, but nobody took any notice of
me.

Ten o'clock struck.  More impatient than I can say, I raised my voice
and spoke to the officer, telling him that the governor might
assassinate me if he liked, but had no right to deny me pen and
paper, or to deprive me of the power of sending a messenger to Paris.

"Your name, sir?"

"Here is my passport."

He told me that he would take it to the governor, but I snatched it
away from him.

"Would you like to see the governor?"

"Yes, I should."

We started for the governor's apartments.  The officer was the first
to enter, and in two minutes came out again and brought me in.  I
gave up my passport in proud silence.  The governor read it through,
examining me all the while to see if I was the person described; he
then gave it me back, telling me that I was free to go where I liked.

"Not so fast, sir, I am not in such a hurry now.  I shall send a
messenger to Paris and wait his return; for by stopping me on my
journey you have violated all the rights of the subject."

"You violated them yourself in calling yourself a messenger."

"Not at all; I told you that I was not one."

"Yes, but you told your postillion that you were, and that comes to
the same thing."

"The postillion is a liar, I told him nothing of the kind."

"Why didn't you shew your passport?"

"Why didn't you give me time to do so?   In the course of the next
few days we shall see who is right."

"Just as you please."

I went out with the officer who took me to the posting-place, and a
minute afterwards my carriage drew up.  The posting-place was also an
inn, and I told the landlord to have a special messenger ready to
carry out my orders, to give me a good room and a good bed, and to
serve me some rich soup immediately; and I warned him that I was
accustomed to good fare.  I had my portmanteau and all my belongings
taken into my room, and having washed and put on my dressing-gown I
sat down to write, to whom I did not know, for I was quite wrong in
my contention.  However, I had begun by playing the great man, and I
thought myself bound in honour to sustain the part, without thinking
whether I stood to have to back out of it or no.  All the same I was
vexed at having to wait in Aire till the return of the messenger,
whom I was about to send to the-moon!  In the meanwhile, not having
closed an eye all night, I determined to take a rest.  I was sitting
in my shirt-sleeves and eating the soup which had been served to me,
when the governor came in unaccompanied.  I was both surprised and
delighted to see him.

"I am sorry for what has happened, sir, and above all that you think
you have good reason for complaint, inasmuch as I only did my duty,
for how was I to imagine that your postillion had called you a
messenger on his own responsibility."

"That's all very well, sir, but your sense of duty need not have made
you drive me from your room."

"I was in need of sleep."

"I am in the same position at the present moment, but a feeling of
politeness prevents me from imitating your example."

"May I ask if you have ever been in the service?"

"I have served by land and sea, and have left off when most people
are only beginning."

"In that case you will be aware that the gates of a fortified town
are only opened by night to the king's messengers or to military
superiors."

"Yes, I know; but since they were opened the thing was done, and you
might as well have been polite."

"Will you not put on your clothes, and walk a short distance with
me!"

His invitation pleased me as well as his pride had displeased me.  I
had been thinking of a duel as a possible solution of the difficulty,
but the present course took all trouble out of my hands.  I answered
quietly and politely that the honour of walking with him would be
enough to make me put off all other calls, and I asked him to be
seated while I made haste to dress myself.

I drew on my breeches, throwing the splendid pistols in my pockets on
to the bed, called up the barber, and in ten minutes was ready.  I
put on my sword, and we went out.

We walked silently enough along two or three streets, passed through
a gate, up a court, till we got to a door where my guide stopped
short.  He asked me to come in, and I found myself in a fine room
full of people.  I did not think of going back, but behaved as if I
had been in my own house.

"Sir-my wife," said the governor; and turning to her without pausing,
"here is M. de Casanova, who has come to dinner with us."

"I am delighted to hear it, sir, as otherwise I should have had no
chance of forgiving you for waking me up the other night."

"I paid dearly for my fault, madam, but after the purgatory I had
endured I am sure you will allow me to be happy in this paradise."

She answered with a charming smile, and after asking me to sit beside
her she continued whatever conversation was possible in the midst of
a game at cards.

I found myself completely outwitted, but the thing was done so
pleasantly that all I could do was to put a good face on it--a feat
which I found sufficiently easy from the relief I felt at no longer
being bound to send a messenger to I did not know whom.

The governor well satisfied with his victory, got all at once into
high spirits, and began to talk about military matters, the Court,
and on general topics, often addressing me with that friendly ease
which good French society knows so well how to reconcile with the
rules of politeness; no one could have guessed that there had ever
been the slightest difference between us.  He had made himself
the hero of the piece by the dexterous manner in which he had led up
to the situation, but I had a fair claim to the second place, for I
had made an experienced officer high in command give me the most
flattering kind of satisfaction, which bore witness to the esteem
with which I had inspired him.

The dinner was served.  The success of my part depended on the manner
in which it was played, and my wit has seldom been keener than during
this meal.  The whole conversation was in a pleasant vein, and I took
great care to give the governor's wife opportunities for shining in
it.  She was a charming and pretty woman, still quite youthful, for
she was at least thirty years younger than the governor.  Nothing was
said about my six hours' stay in the guard-room, but at dessert the
governor escaped speaking plainly by a joke that was not worth the
trouble of making.

"You're a nice man," said he, "to think I was going to fight you.
Ah! ha! I have caught you, haven't I?"

"Who told you that I was meditating a duel?"

"Confess that such was the case?"

"I protest; there is a great difference between believing and
supposing; the one is positive, the other merely hypothetical.  I
must confess, however, that your invitation to take a walk roused my
curiosity as to what was to come next, and I admire your wit.  But
you must believe me that I do not regard myself as caught in a trap--
far from that, I am so well pleased that I feel grateful to you."

In the afternoon we all took a walk, and I gave my arm to the
charming mistress of the house.  In the evening I took my leave, and
set out early the next day having made a fair copy of my report.

At five o'clock in the morning I was fast asleep in my carriage, when
I was suddenly awakened.  We were at the gate of Amiens.  The fellow
at the door was an exciseman--a race everywhere detested and with
good cause, for besides the insolence of their manners nothing makes
a man feel more like a slave than the inquisitorial search they are
accustomed to make through one's clothes and most secret possessions.
He asked me if I had anything contraband; and being in a bad temper
at being deprived of my sleep to answer such a question I replied
with an oath that I had nothing of the sort, and that he would have
done better to let me sleep.

"As you talk in that style," said the creature, "we will see what we
can see."

He ordered the postillion to pass on with the carriage.  He had my
luggage hauled down, and not being able to hinder him I fumed in
silence.

I saw my mistake, but there was nothing to be done; and having no
contraband goods I had nothing to fear, but my bad temper cost me two
weary hours of delay.  The joys of vengeance were depicted on the
features of the exciseman.  At the time of which I am writing these
gaugers were the dregs of the people, but would become tractable on
being treated with a little politeness.  The sum of twenty-four sous
given with good grace would make them as supple as a pair of gloves;
they would bow to the travellers, wish them a pleasant journey, and
give no trouble.  I knew all this, but there are times when a man
acts mechanically as I had done, unfortunately.

The scoundrels emptied my boxes and unfolded everything even to my
shirts, between which they said I might have concealed English lace.

After searching everything they gave me back my keys, but they had
not yet done with us; they began to search my carriage.  The rascal
who was at the head of them began to shout "victory," he had
discovered the remainder of a pound of snuff which I had bought at
St. Omer on my way to Dunkirk.

With a voice of triumph the chief exciseman gave orders that my
carriage should be seized, and warned me that I would have to pay a
fine of twelve hundred francs.

For the nonce my patience was exhausted, and I leave the names I
called them to the imagination of the reader; but they were proof
against words.  I told them to take me to the superintendent's.

"You can go if you like," said they, "we are not your servants."

Surrounded by a curious crowd, whom the noise had drawn together, I
began to walk hurriedly towards the town, and entering the first open
shop I came to, I begged the shopkeeper to take me to the
superintendent's.  As I was telling the circumstances of the case, a
man of good appearance, who happened to be in the shop, said that he
would be glad to show me the way himself, though he did not think I
should find the superintendent in, as he would doubtless be warned of
my coming.

"Without your paying either the fine or caution money," said he, "you
will find it a hard matter to get yourself out of the difficulty."

I entreated him to shew me the way to the superintendent's, and not
to trouble about anything else.  He advised me to give the rabble a
louis to buy drink, and thus to rid myself of them, on which I gave
him the louis, begging him to see to it himself, and the bargain was
soon struck.  He was a worthy attorney, and knew his men.

We got to the superintendent's; but, as my guide had warned me, my
gentleman was not to be seen.  The porter told us that he had gone
out alone, that he would not be back before night, and that he did
not know where he had gone.

"There's a whole day lost, then," said the attorney.

"Let us go and hunt him up; he must have well-known resorts and
friends, and we will find them out.  I will give you a louis for the
day's work; will that be enough?"

"Ample."

We spent in vain four hours in looking for the superintendent in ten
or twelve houses.  I spoke to the masters of all of them,
exaggerating considerably the injury that had been done to me.  I was
listened to, condoled with, and comforted with the remark that he
would certainly be obliged to return to his house at night, and then
he could not help hearing what I had to say.  That would not suit me,
so I continued the chase.

At one o'clock the attorney took me to an old lady, who was thought a
great deal of in the town.  She was dining all by herself.  After
giving great attention to my story, she said that she did not think
she could be doing wrong in telling a stranger the whereabouts of an
individual who, in virtue of his office, ought never to be
inaccessible.

"And so, sir, I may reveal to you what after all is no secret.  My
daughter told me yesterday evening that she was going to dine at
Madame N----'s, and that the superintendent was to be there.  Do you
go after him now, and you will find him at table in the best society
in Amiens, but," said she, with a smile, "I advise you not to give
your name at the door.  The numerous servants will shew you the way
without asking for your name. You can then speak to him whether he
likes it or not, and though you don't know him he will hear all you
say.  I am sorry that I cannot be present at so fine a situation."

I gratefully took leave of the worthy lady, and I set off in all
haste to the house I had been told of, the attorney, who was almost
tired out, accompanying me.  Without the least difficulty he and I
slipped in between the crowds of servants till we got to a hall where
there were more than twenty people sitting down to a rich and
delicate repast.

"Ladies and gentlemen, you will excuse my troubling your quiet on
this festive occasion with a tale of terror."

At these words, uttered in the voice of Jupiter Tonans, everybody
rose.  The surprise of the high-born company of knights and ladies at
my apparition can easily be imagined.

"Since seven o'clock this morning I have been searching from door to
door and from street to street for his honour the superintendent,
whom I have at last been fortunate enough to find here, for I know
perfectly well that he is present, and that if he have ears he hears
me now.  I am come to request him to order his scoundrelly myrmidons
who have seized my carriage to give it up, so that I may continue my
journey.  If the laws bid me pay twelve hundred francs for seven
ounces of snuff for my own private use, I renounce those laws and
declare that I will not pay a farthing.  I shall stay here and send a
messenger to my ambassador, who will complain that the 'jus gentium'
has been violated in the Ile-de-France in my person, and I will have
reparation.  Louis XV. is great enough to refuse to become an
accomplice in this strange onslaught.  And if that satisfaction which
is my lawful right is not granted me, I will make the thing an affair
of state, and my Republic will not revenge itself by assaulting
Frenchmen for a few pinches of snuff, but will expel them all root
and branch.  If you want to know whom I am, read this."

Foaming with rage, I threw my passport on the table.

A man picked it up and read it, and I knew him to be the
superintendent.  While my papers were being handed round I saw
expressed on every face surprise and indignation, but the
superintendent replied haughtily that he was at Amiens to administer
justice, and that I could not leave the town unless I paid the fine
or gave surety.

"If you are here to do justice, you will look upon my passport as a
positive command to speed me on my way, and I bid you yourself be my
surety if you are a gentleman."

"Does high birth go bail for breaches of the law in your country?"

"In my country men of high birth do not condescend to take
dishonourable employments."

"No service under the king can be dishonourable."

"The hangman would say the same thing."

"Take care what you say."

"Take care what you do.  Know, sir, that I am a free man who has been
grievously outraged, and know, too, that I fear no one.  Throw me out
of the window, if you dare."

"Sir," said a lady to me in the voice of the mistress of the house,
"in my house there is no throwing out of windows."

"Madam, an angry man makes use of terms which his better reason
disowns.  I am wronged by a most cruel act of injustice, and I humbly
crave your pardon for having offended you.  Please to reflect that
for the first time in my life I have been oppressed and insulted, and
that in a kingdom where I thought myself safe from all but highway
robbers.  For them I have my pistols, and for the worthy
superintendents I have a passport, but I find the latter useless.
For the sake of seven ounces of snuff which I bought at St. Omer
three weeks ago, this gentleman robs me and interrupts my journey,
though the king's majesty is my surety that no one shall interfere
with me; he calls on me to pay fifty louis, he delivers me to the
rage of his impudent menials and to the derision of the mob, from
whom I had to rid myself by my money and the aid of this worthy man
beside me.  I am treated like a scoundrel, and the man who should
have been my defender and deliverer slinks away and hides himself,
and adds to the insults I have received.  His myrmidons have turned
my clothes upside down, and pitchforked my linen at the foot of the
town gates, to revenge themselves on me for not giving them twenty,
four sous.  To-morrow the manner in which I have been treated will be
known to the diplomatic bodies at Versailles and Paris, and in a few
days it will be in all the newspapers.  I will pay not a farthing
because I owe not a farthing.  Now, sir, am I to send a courier to
the Duc de Gesvres?"

"What you have got to do is to pay, and if you do not care to pay,
you may do whatever you like."

"Then, ladies and gentlemen, good-bye.  As for you, sir, we shall
meet again."

As I was rushing out of the room like a madman, I heard somebody
calling out to me in good Italian to wait a minute.  I turned round,
and saw the voice had proceeded from a man past middle age, who
addressed the superintendent thus:--

"Let this gentleman proceed on his journey; I will go bail for him.
Do you understand me, superintendent?   I will be his surety.  You
don't know these Italians.  I went through the whole of the last war
in Italy, and I understand the national character.  Besides, I think
the gentleman is in the right."

"Very good," said the official, turning to me.  "All you have to do
is to pay a matter of thirty or forty francs at the customs' office
as the affair is already booked."

"I thought I told you that I would not pay a single farthing, and I
tell it you again.  But who are you, sir," said I, turning to the
worthy old man, "who are good enough to become surety for me without
knowing me?"

"I am a commissary of musters, sir, and my name is de la Bretonniere.
I live in Paris at the 'Hotel de Saxe,' Rue Colombien, where I shall
be glad to see you after to-morrow.  We will go together to M.
Britard, who, after hearing your case, will discharge my bail."

After I had expressed my gratitude, and told him that I would wait
upon him without fail, I made my excuses to the mistress of the house
and the guests, and left them.

I took my worthy attorney to dinner at the best inn in the place, and
I gave him two louis for his trouble.  Without his help and that of
the commissary I should have been in great difficulty; it would have
been a case of the earthen pot and the iron pot over again; for with
jacks-in-office reason is of no use, and though I had plenty of money
I would never have let the wretches rob me of fifty louis.

My carriage was drawn up at the door of the tavern; and just as I was
getting in, one of the excisemen who had searched my luggage came and
told me that I should find everything just as I left it:--

"I wonder at that since it has been left in the hands of men of your
stamp; shall I find the snuff?"

"The snuff has been confiscated, my lord."

"I am sorry for you, then; for if it had been there I would have
given you a louis."

"I will go and look for it directly."

"I have no time to wait for it.  Drive on, postillion."

I got to Paris the next day, and four days after I waited on M. de la
Bretonniere, who gave me a hearty welcome, and took me to M.
Britard, the fermier-general, who discharged his bail.  This M.
Britard was a pleasant young man.  He blushed when he heard all I had
gone through.

I took my report to M. de Bernis, at the "Hotel Bourbon," and his
excellence spent two hours over it, making me take out all
unnecessary matter.  I spent the time in making a fair copy, and the
next day I took it to M. de la Ville, who read it through in silence,
and told me that he would let me know the result.  A month after I
received five hundred louis, and I had the pleasure of hearing that
M. de Cremille, the first lord of the admiralty, had pronounced my
report to be not only perfectly accurate but very suggestive.
Certain reasonable apprehensions prevented me from making myself
known to him--an honour which M.  de Bernis wished to procure for me.

When I told him my adventures on the way back, he laughed, but said
that the highest merit of a secret agent was to keep out of
difficulties; for though he might have the tact to extricate himself
from them, yet he got talked of, which it should be his chief care to
avoid.

This mission cost the admiralty twelve thousand francs, and the
minister might easily have procured all the information I gave him
without spending a penny.  Any intelligent young naval officer would
have done it just as well, and would have acquitted himself with zeal
and discretion, to gain the good opinion of the ministers.  But all
the French ministers are the same.  They lavished money which came
out of other people's pockets to enrich their creatures, and they
were absolute; the downtrodden people counted for nothing, and of
this course the indebtedness of the state and the confusion of the
finances were the inevitable results.  It is quite true that the
Revolution was a necessity, but it should have been marked with
patriotism and right feeling, not with blood.  However, the nobility
and clergy were not men of sufficient generosity to make the
necessary sacrifices to the king, the state, and to themselves.

Silvia was much amused at my adventures at Aire and Amiens, and her
charming daughter shewed much pity for the bad night I had passed in
the guard-room.  I told her that the hardship would have been much
less if I had had a wife beside me.  She replied that a wife, if a
good one, would have been only too happy to alleviate my troubles by
sharing in them, but her mother observed that a woman of parts, after
seeing to the safety of my baggage and my coach, would have busied
herself in taking the necessary steps for setting me at liberty, and
I supported this opinion as best indicating the real duty of a good
wife.




CHAPTER III

The Count de la Tour D'Auvergne and Madame D'Urfe--Camille--My
Passion for the Count's Mistress--The Ridiculous Incident Which Cured
Me--The Count de St. Germain


In spite of my love for Mdlle. Baletti, I did not omit to pay my
court to the most noted ladies of the pavement; but I was chiefly
interested in kept women, and those who consider themselves as
belonging to the public only in playing before them night by night,
queens or chamber-maids.

In spite of this affection, they enjoy what they call their
independence, either by devoting themselves to Cupid or to Plutus,
and more frequently to both together.  As it is not very difficult to
make the acquaintance of these priestesses of pleasure and
dissipation, I soon got to know several of them.

The halls of the theatres are capital places for amateurs to exercise
their talents in intriguing, and I had profited tolerably well by the
lessons I had learnt in this fine school.

I began by becoming the friend of their lovers, and I often succeeded
by pretending to be a man of whom nobody need be afraid.

Camille, an actress and dancer at the Italian play, with whom I had
fallen in love at Fontainebleu seven years ago, was one of those of
whom I was most fond, liking the society at her pretty little house,
where she lived with the Count d'Eigreville, who was a friend of
mine, and fond of my company.  He was a brother of the Marquis de
Gamache and of the Countess du Rumain, and was a fine young fellow of
an excellent disposition.  He was never so well pleased as when he
saw his mistress surrounded by people--a taste which is rarely found,
but which is very convenient, and the sign of a temperament not
afflicted by jealousy.  Camille had no other lovers--an astonishing
thing in an actress of the kind, but being full of tact and wit she
drove none of her admirers to despair.  She was neither over sparing
nor over generous in the distribution of her favours, and knew how to
make the whole town rave about her without fearing the results of
indiscretion or sorrows of being abandoned.

The gentleman of whom, after her lover, she took most notice, was the
Count de la Tour d'Auvergne, a nobleman of an old family, who
idolized her, and, not being rich enough to possess her entirely, had
to be content with what she gave him.  Camille had given him a young
girl, for whose keep she paid, who lived with Tour d'Auvergne in
furnished apartments in the Rue de Taranne, and whom he said he loved
as one loves a portrait, because she came from Camille.  The count
often took her with him to Camille's to supper.  She was fifteen,
simple in her manners, and quite devoid of ambition.  She told her
lover that she would never forgive him an act of infidelity except
with Camille, to whom she felt bound to yield all since to her she
owed all.

I became so much in love with her that I often went to Camille's
solely to see her and to enjoy those artless speeches with which she
delighted the company.  I strove as best I could to conceal my flame,
but often I found myself looking quite sad at the thought of the
impossibility of my love being crowned with success.  If I had let my
passion be suspected I should have been laughed at, and should have
made myself a mark for the pitiless sarcasms of Camille.  However, I
got my cure in the following ridiculous manner:--

Camille lived at the Barriere Blanche, and on leaving her house, one
rainy evening, I sought in vain for a coach to take me home.

"My dear Casanova," said Tour d'Auvergne, "I can drop you at your own
door without giving myself the slightest inconvenience, though my
carriage is only seated for two; however, my sweetheart can sit on
our knees."

I accepted his offer with pleasure, and we seated ourselves in the
carriage, the count on my left hand and Babet on both our knees.

Burning with amorous passion I thought I would take the opportunity,
and, to lose no time, as the coachman was driving fast, I took her
hand and pressed it softly.  The pressure was returned.  Joy!  I
carried the hand to my lips, and covered it with affectionate though
noiseless kisses.  Longing to convince her of the ardour of my
passion, and thinking that her hand would not refuse to do me a sweet
service, I .  .  .  but just at critical moment,

"I am really very much obliged to you, my dear fellow," said the
Count de la Tour d'Auvergne, "for a piece of politeness thoroughly
Italian, of which, however, I do not feel worthy; at least, I hope
it's meant as politeness and not as a sign of contempt."

At these dreadful words I stretched out my hand and felt the sleeve
of his coat.  Presence of mind was no good in a situation like this,
when his words were followed by a peal of loud laughter which would
have confounded the hardiest spirit.  As for me, I could neither join
in his laughter nor deny his accusation; the situation was a fearful
one, or would have been if the friendly shades of night had not
covered my confusion.  Babet did her best to find out from the count
why he laughed so much, but he could not tell her for laughing, for
which I gave thanks with all my heart.  At last the carriage stopped
at my house, and as soon as my servant had opened the door of my
carriage I got down as fast as I could, and wished them good night--a
compliment which Tour d'Auvergne returned with fresh peals of
laughter.  I entered my house in a state of stupefaction, and half an
hour elapsed before I, too, began to laugh at the adventure.  What
vexed me most was the expectation of having malicious jests passed
upon me, for I had not the least right to reckon on the count's
discretion.  However, I had enough sense to determine to join in the
laughter if I could, and if not, to take it well, for this is, and
always will be, the best way to get the laughers on one's own side at
Paris.

For three days I saw nothing of the delightful count, and on the
fourth I resolved to ask him to take breakfast with me, as Camille
had sent to my house to enquire how I was.  My adventure would not
prevent me visiting her house, but I was anxious to know how it had
been taken.

As soon as Tour d'Auvergne saw me he began to roar with laughter, and
I joined in, and we greeted each other in the friendliest manner
possible.  "My dear count," said I, "let us forget this foolish
story.  You have no business to attack me, as I do not know how to
defend myself."

"Why should you defend yourself, my dear fellow.  We like you all the
better for it, and this humorous adventure makes us merry every
evening."

"Everybody knows it, then?"

"Of course, why not?  It makes Camille choke with laughter.  Come
this evening; I will bring Babet, and she will amuse you as she
maintains that you were not mistaken."

"She is right."

"Eh? what?   You do me too much honour, and I don't believe you; but
have it as you like."

"I can't do better, but I must confess when all's said that you were
not the person to whom my fevered imagination offered such ardent
homage."

At supper I jested, pretended to be astonished at the count's
indiscretion, and boasted of being cured of my passion.  Babet called
me a villain, and maintained that I was far from cured; but she was
wrong, as the incident had disgusted me with her, and had attached me
to the count, who, indeed, was a man of the most amiable character.
Nevertheless, our friendship might have been a fatal one, as the
reader will see presently.

One evening, when I was at the Italian theatre, Tour d'Auvergne came
up to me and asked me to lend him a hundred louis, promising to repay
me next Saturday.

"I haven't got the money," I said, "but my purse and all it contains
is at your service."

"I want a hundred louis, my dear fellow, and immediately, as I lost
them at play yesterday evening at the Princess of Anhalt's."

"But I haven't got them."

"The receiver of the lottery ought always to be able to put his hand
on a hundred louis."

"Yes, but I can't touch my cash-box; I have to give it up this day
week."

"So you can; as I will repay you on Saturday.  Take a hundred louis
from the box, and put in my word of honour instead; don't you think
that is worth a hundred Louis?"

"I have nothing to say to that, wait for me a minute."

I ran to my office, took out the money and gave it to him.  Saturday
came but no count, and as I had no money I pawned my diamond ring and
replaced the hundred louis I owed the till.  Three or four days
afterwards, as I was at the Comedie Francaise, the Count de la Tour
d'Auvergne came up to me and began to apologize.  I replied by
shewing my hand, and telling him that I had pawned my ring to save my
honour.  He said, with a melancholy air, that a man had failed to
keep his word with him, but he would be sure to give me the hundred
louis on the Saturday following, adding, "I give you my word of
honour."

"Your word of honour is in my box, so let's say nothing about that.
You can repay me when you like."

The count grew as pale as death.

"My word of honour, my dear Casanova, is more precious to me than my
life; and I will give you the hundred louis at nine o'clock to-morrow
morning at a hundred paces from the cafe at the end of the Champs-
Elysees.  I will give you them in person, and nobody will see us.  I
hope you will not fail to be there, and that you will bring your
sword.  I shall have mine."

"Faith, count! that's making me pay rather dear for my jest.  You
certainly do me a great honour, but I would rather beg your pardon,
if that would prevent this troublesome affair from going any
further."

"No, I am more to blame than you, and the blame can only be removed
by the sword's point.  Will you meet me?

"I do not see how I can refuse you, although I am very much averse to
the affair."

I left him and went to Silvia's, and took my supper sadly, for I
really liked this amiable nobleman, and in my opinion the game we
were going to play was not worth the candle.  I would not have fought
if I could have convinced myself that I was in the wrong, but after
turning the matter well-over, and looking at it from every point of
view, I could not help seeing that the fault lay in the count's
excessive touchiness, and I resolved to give him satisfaction.  At
all hazards I would not fail to keep the appointment.

I reached the cafe a moment after him.  We took breakfast together
and he payed.  We then went out and walked towards the Etoile.  When
we got to a sheltered place he drew a bundle of a hundred louis from
his pocket, gave it to me with the greatest courtesy, and said that
one stroke of the sword would be sufficient.  I could not reply.

He went off four paces and drew his sword.  I did the same without
saying a word, and stepping forward almost as soon as our blades
crossed I thrust and hit him.  I drew back my sword and summoned him
to keep his word, feeling sure that I had wounded him in his chest.

He gently kissed his sword, and putting his hand into his breast he
drew it out covered with blood, and said pleasantly to me, "I am
satisfied."

I said to him all that I could, and all that it was my duty to say in
the way of compliment, while he was stanching the blood with his
handkerchief, and on looking at the point of my sword I was delighted
to find that the wound was of the slightest.  I told him so offering
to see him home.  He thanked me and begged me to keep my own counsel,
and to reckon him henceforth amongst my truest friends.  After I had
embraced him, mingling my tears with my embraces, I returned home,
sad at heart but having learnt a most useful lesson.  No one ever
knew of our meeting, and a week afterwards we supped together at
Camille's.

A few days after, I received from M. de la Ville the five hundred
louis for my Dunkirk mission.  On my going to see Camille she told me
that Tour d'Auvergne was kept in bed by an attack of sciatica, and
that if I liked we could pay him a visit the next day.  I agreed, and
we went.  After breakfast was over I told him in a serious voice that
if he would give me a free hand I could cure him, as he was not
suffering from sciatica but from a moist and windy humour which I
could disperse my means of the Talisman of Solomon and five mystic
words.  He began to laugh, but told me to do what I liked.

"Very good, then I will go out and buy a brush."

"I will send a servant."

"No, I must get it myself, as I want some drugs as well."  I bought
some nitre, mercury, flower of sulphur, and a small brush, and on my
return said, "I must have a little of your -----, this liquid is
indispensable, and it must be quite fresh."

Camille and he began to laugh, but I succeeded in keeping the serious
face suitable to my office.  I handed him a mug and modestly lowered
the curtains, and he then did what I wanted.

I made a mixture of the various ingredients, and I told Camille that
she must rub his thigh whilst I spoke the charm, but I warned her
that if she laughed while she was about it it would spoil all.  This
threat only increased their good humour, and they laughed without
cessation; for as soon as they thought they had got over it, they
would look at one another, and after repressing themselves as long as
they could would burst out afresh, till I began to think that I had
bound them to an impossible condition.  At last, after holding their
sides for half an hour, they set themselves to be serious in real
earnest, taking my imperturbable gravity for their example.  De la
Tour d'Auvergne was the first to regain a serious face, and he then
offered Camille his thigh, and she, fancying herself on the boards,
began to rub the sick man, whilst I mumbled in an undertone words
which they would not have understood however clearly I had spoken,
seeing that I did not understand them myself.

I was nearly spoiling the efficacy of the operation when I saw the
grimaces they made in trying to keep serious.  Nothing could be more
amusing than the expression on Camille's face.  At last I told her
that she had rubbed enough, and dipping the brush into the mixture I
drew on his thigh the five-pointed star called Solomon's seal.  I
then wrapped up the thigh in three napkins, and I told him that if he
would keep quiet for twenty-four hours without taking off--his
napkins, I would guarantee a cure.

The most amusing part of it all was, that by the time I had done the
count and Camille laughed no more, their faces wore a bewildered
look, and as for me .  .  .  I could have sworn I had performed the
most wonderful work in the world.  If one tells a lie a sufficient
number of times, one ends by believing it.

A few minutes after this operation, which I had performed as if by
instinct and on the spur of the moment, Camille and I went away in a
coach, and I told her so many wonderful tales that when she got out
at her door she looked quite mazed.

Four or five days after, when I had almost forgotten the farce, I
heard a carriage stopping at my door, and looking out of my window
saw M. de la Tour d'Auvergne skipping nimbly out of the carriage.

"You were sure of success, then," said he, "as you did not come to
see me the day after your astounding operation."

"Of course I was sure, but if I had not been too busy you would have
seen me, for all that."

"May I take a bath?"

"No, don't bathe till you feel quite well."

"Very good.  Everybody is in a state of astonishment at your feat, as
I could not help telling the miracle to all my acquaintances.  There
are certainly some sceptics who laugh at me, but I let them talk."

"You should have kept your own counsel; you know what Paris is like.
Everybody will be considering me as a master-quack."

"Not at all, not at all.  I have come to ask a favour of you."

"What's that?"

"I have an aunt who enjoys a great reputation for her skill in the
occult sciences, especially in alchemy.  She is a woman of wit, very,
rich, and sole mistress of her fortune; in short, knowing her will do
you no harm.  She longs to see you, for she pretends to know you, and
says that you are not what you seem.  She has entreated me to take
you to dine with her, and I hope you will accept the invitation.  Her
name is the Marchioness d'Urfe"

I did not know this lady, but the name of d'Urfe caught my attention
directly, as I knew all about the famous Anne d'Urfe who flourished
towards the end of the seventeenth century.  The lady was the widow
of his great-grandson, and on marrying into the family became a
believer in the mystical doctrines of a science in which I was much
interested, though I gave it little credit.  I therefore replied that
I should be glad to go, but on the condition that the party should
not exceed the count, his aunt, and myself.

"She has twelve people every day to dinner, and you will find
yourself in the company of the best society in Paris."

"My dear fellow, that's exactly what I don't want; for I hate to be
thought a magician, which must have been the effect of the tales you
have told."

"Oh, no!  not at all; your character is well known, and you will find
yourself in the society of people who have the greatest regard for
you."

"Are you sure of that?"

"The Duchess de l'Oragnais told me, that, four or five years ago, you
were often to be seen at the Palais Royal, and that you used to spend
whole days with the Duchess d'Orleans; Madame de Bouffers, Madame de
Blots, and Madame de Melfort have also talked to me about you.  You
are wrong not to keep up your old acquaintances.  I know at least a
hundred people of the first rank who are suffering from the same
malady as that of which you cured me, and would give the half of
their goods to be cured."

De la Tour d'Auvergne had reason on his side, but as I knew his
wonderful cure had been due to a singular coincidence, I had no
desire to expose myself to public ridicule.  I therefore told him
that I did not wish to become a public character, and that he must
tell Madame d'Urfe that I would have the honour of calling on her in
strict privacy only, and that she might tell me the day and hour on
which I should kneel before her.

The same evening I had a letter from the count making an appointment
at the Tuileries for the morrow; he was to meet me there, and take me
to his aunt's to dinner.  No one else was to be present.

The next day we met each other as had been arranged, and went to see
Madame d'Urfe, who lived on the Quai des Theatins, on the same side
as the "Hotel Bouillon."

Madame d'Urfe, a woman advanced in years, but still handsome,
received me with all the courtly grace of the Court of the Regency.
We spent an hour and a half in indifferent conversation, occupied in
studying each other's character.  Each was trying to get at the
bottom of the other.

I had not much trouble in playing the part of the unenlightened, for
such, in point of fact, was my state of mind, and Madame d'Urfe
unconsciously betrayed the desire of shewing her learning; this put
me at my ease, for I felt sure I could make her pleased with me if I
succeeded in making her pleased with herself.

At two o'clock the same dinner that was prepared every day for twelve
was served for us three.  Nothing worthy of note (so far as
conversation went) was done at dinner, as we talked commonplace after
the manner of people of fashion.

After the dessert Tour d'Auvergne left us to go and see the Prince de
Turenne, who was in a high fever, and after he was gone Madame d'Urfe
began to discuss alchemy and magic, and all the other branches of her
beloved science, or rather infatuation.  When we got on to the magnum
opus, and I asked her if she knew the nature of the first matter, it
was only her politeness which prevented her from laughing; but
controlling herself, she replied graciously that she already
possessed the philosopher's stone, and that she was acquainted with
all the operations of the work.  She then shewed me a collection of
books which had belonged to the great d'Urfe, and Renee of Savoy, his
wife; but she had added to it manuscripts which had cost her more
than a hundred thousand francs.  Paracelsus was her favourite author,
and according to her he was neither man, woman, nor hermaphrodite,
and had the misfortune to poison himself with an overdose of his
panacea, or universal medicine.  She shewed me a short manuscript in
French, where the great work was clearly explained.  She told me that
she did not keep it under lock and key, because it was written in a
cypher, the secret of which was known only to herself.

"You do not believe, then, in steganography."

"No, sir, and if you would like it, I will give you this which has
been copied from the original."

"I accept it, madam, with all the more gratitude in that I know its
worth."

From the library we went into the laboratory, at which I was truly
astonished.  She shewed me matter that had been in the furnace for
fifteen years, and was to be there for four or five years more.  It
was a powder of projection which was to transform instantaneously all
metals into the finest gold.  She shewed me a pipe by which the coal
descended to the furnace, keeping it always at the same heat.  The
lumps of coal were impelled by their own weight at proper intervals
and in equal quantities, so that she was often three months without
looking at the furnace, the temperature remaining the same the whole
time.  The cinders were removed by another pipe, most ingeniously
contrived, which also answered the purpose of a ventilator.

The calcination of mercury was mere child's play to this wonderful
woman.  She shewed me the calcined matter, and said that whenever I
liked she would instruct me as to the process.  I next saw the Tree
of Diana of the famous Taliamed, whose pupil she was.  His real name
was Maillot, and according to Madame d'Urfe he had not, as was
supposed, died at Marseilles, but was still alive; "and," added she,
with a slight smile, "I often get letters from him.  If the Regent of
France," said she, "had listened to me he would be alive now.  He was
my first friend; he gave me the name of Egeria, and he married me to
M. d'Urfe"

She possessed a commentary on Raymond Lully, which cleared up all
difficult points in the comments of Arnold de Villanova on the works
of Roger Bacon and Heber, who, according to her, were still alive.
This precious manuscript was in an ivory casket, the key of which she
kept religiously; indeed her laboratory was a closed room to all but
myself.  I saw a small cask full of 'platina del Pinto', which she
told me she could transmute into gold when she pleased.  It had been
given her by M. Vood himself in 1743.  She shewed me the same metal
in four phials.  In the first three the platinum remained intact in
sulphuric, nitric, and muriatic acid, but in the fourth, which
contained 'aqua regia', the metal had not been able to resist the
action of the acid.  She melted it with the burning-glass, and said
it could be melted in no other way, which proved, in her opinion, its
superiority to gold.  She shewed me some precipitated by sal
ammoniac, which would not precipitate gold.

Her athanor had been alight for fifteen years.  The top was full of
black coal, which made me conclude that she had been in the
laboratory two or three days before.  Stopping before the Tree of
Diana, I asked her, in a respectful voice, if she agreed with those
who said it was only fit to amuse children.  She replied, in a
dignified manner, that she had made it to divert herself with the
crystallization of the silver, spirit of nitre, and mercury, and that
she looked upon it as a piece of metallic vegetation, representing in
little what nature performed on a larger scale; but she added, very
seriously, that she could make a Tree of Diana which should be a very
Tree of the Sun, which would produce golden fruit, which might be
gathered, and which would continue to be produced till no more
remained of a certain ingredient.  I said modestly that I could not
believe the thing possible without the powder of projection, but her
only answer was a pleased smile.

She then pointed out a china basin containing nitre, mercury, and
sulphur, and a fixed salt on a plate.

"You know the ingredients, I suppose?" said she.

"Yes; this fixed salt is a salt of urine."

"You are right."

"I admire your sagacity, madam.  You have made an analysis of the
mixture with which I traced the pentacle on your nephew's thigh, but
in what way can you discover the words which give the pentacle its
efficacy?"

"In the manuscript of an adept, which I will shew you, and where you
will find the very words you used."

I bowed my head in reply, and we left this curious laboratory.

We had scarcely arrived in her room before Madame d'Urfe drew from a
handsome casket a little book, bound in black, which she put on the
table while she searched for a match.  While she was looking about, I
opened the book behind her back, and found it to be full of
pentacles, and by good luck found the pentacle I had traced on the
count's thigh.  It was surrounded by the names of the spirits of the
planets, with the exception of those of Saturn and Mars.  I shut up
the book quickly.  The spirits named were the same as those in the
works of Agrippa, with which I was acquainted.  With an unmoved
countenance I drew near her, and she soon found the match, and her
appearance surprised me a good deal; but I will speak of that another
time.

The marchioness sat down on her sofa, and making me to do the like
she asked me if I was acquainted with the talismans of the Count de
Treves?

"I have never heard of them, madam, but I know those of Poliphilus:"

"It is said they are the same."

"I don't believe it."

"We shall see.  If you will write the words you uttered, as you drew
the pentacle on my nephew's thigh, and if I find the same talisman
with the same words around it, the identity will be proved."

"It will, I confess.  I will write the words immediately."

I wrote out the names of the spirits.  Madame d'Urfe found the
pentacle and read out the names, while I pretending astonishment,
gave her the paper, and much to her delight she found the names to be
the same.

"You see," said she, "that Poliphilus and the Count de Treves
possessed the same art."

"I shall be convinced that it is so, if your book contains the manner
of pronouncing the ineffable names.  Do you know the theory of the
planetary hours?"

"I think so, but they are not needed in this operation."

"They are indispensable, madam, for without them one cannot work with
any certainty.  I drew Solomon's pentacle on the thigh of Count de la
Tour d'Auvergne in the hour of Venus, and if I had not begun with
Arael, the spirit of Venus, the operation would have had no effect."

"I did not know that.  And after Arael?"

"Next comes Mercury, then the Moon, then Jupiter, and then the Sun.
It is, you see, the magic cycle of Zoroaster, in which Saturn and
Mars are omitted."

"And how would you have proceeded if you had gone to work in the hour
of the Moon?"

"I should have begun with Jupiter, passed to the Sun, then to Arael
or Venus, and I should have finished at Mercury."

"I see sir, that you are most apt in the calculation of the planetary
hours."

"Without it one can do nothing in magic, as one would have no proper
data; however, it is an easy matter to learn.  Anyone could pick it
up in a month's time.  The practical use, however, is much more
difficult than the theory; this, indeed, is a complicated affair.  I
never leave my house without ascertaining the exact number of minutes
in the day, and take care that my watch is exact to the time, for a
minute more or less would make all the difference in the world"

"Would you have the goodness to explain the theory to me."

"You will find it in Artephius and more clearly in Sandivogius."

"I have both works, but they are in Latin."

"I will make you a translation of them."

"You are very kind; I shall be extremely obliged to you."

"I have seen such things here, madam, that I could not refuse, for
reasons which I may, perhaps, tell you to-morrow."

"Why not to-day?"

"Because I ought to know the name of your familiar spirit before I
tell you."

"You know, then, that I have a familiar?  You should have one, if it
is true that you possess the powder of projection."

"I have one."

"Give me the oath of the order."

"I dare not, and you know why."

"Perhaps I shall be able to remove your fears by tomorrow."

This absurd oath was none other than that of the princes of the Rosy
Cross, who never pronounce it without being certain that each party
is a Rosicrucian, so Madame d'Urfe was quite right in her caution,
and as for me I had to pretend to be afraid myself.  The fact is I
wanted to gain time, for I knew perfectly well the nature of the
oath.  It may be given between men without any indecency, but a woman
like Madame d'Urfe would probably not relish giving it to a man whom
she saw for the first time.

"When we find this oath alluded to in the Holy Scriptures," she said,
"it is indicated by the words 'he swore to him by laying his hand on
his thigh.'"

"But the thigh is not really what is meant; and consequently we never
find any notice of a man taking this oath to a woman, as a woman has
no 'verbum'."

The Count de la Tour d'Auvergne came back at nine o'clock in the
evening, and he skewed no little astonishment at seeing me still with
his aunt.  He told us that his cousin's fever had increased, and that
small-pox had declared itself; "and I am going to take leave of you,
my dear aunt, at least for a month, as I intend to shut myself up
with the sick man."

Madame d'Urfe praised his zeal, and gave him a little bag on his
promising to return it to her after the cure of the prince.

"Hang it round his neck and the eruption will come out well, and he
will be perfectly cured."

He promised to do so, and having wished us good evening he went out.

"I do not know, madam, what your bag contains, but if it have aught
to do with magic, I have no confidence in its efficacy, as you have
neglected to observe the planetary hour."

"It is an electrum, and magic and the observance of the hour have
nothing to do with it."

"I beg your pardon."

She then said that she thought my desire for privacy praiseworthy,
but she was sure I should not be ill pleased with her small circle,
if I would but enter it.

"I will introduce you to all my friends," said she, "by asking them
one at a time, and you will then be able to enjoy the company of them
all."

I accepted her proposition.

In consequence of this arrangement I dined the next day with M. Grin
and his niece, but neither of them took my fancy.  The day after, I
dined with an Irishman named Macartney, a physician of the old
school, who bored me terribly.  The next day the guest was a monk who
talked literature, and spoke a thousand follies against Voltaire,
whom I then much admired, and against the "Esprit des Lois," a
favourite work of mine, which the cowled idiot refused to attribute
to Montesquieu, maintaining it had been written by a monk.  He might
as well have said that a Capuchin created the heavens and the earth.

On the day following Madame d'Urfe asked me to dine with the
Chevalier d'Arzigny, a man upwards of eighty, vain, foppish, and
consequently ridiculous, known as "The Last of the Beaus."  However,
as he had moved in the court of Louis XIV., he was interesting
enough, speaking with all the courtesy of the school, and having a
fund of anecdote relating to the Court of that despotic and luxurious
monarch.

His follies amused me greatly.  He used rouge, his clothes were cut
in the style which obtained in the days of Madame de Sevigne, he
professed himself still the devoted lover of his mistress, with whom
he supped every night in the company of his lady friends, who were
all young and all delightful, and preferred his society to all
others; however, in spite of these seductions, he remained faithful
to his mistress.

The Chevalier d'Arzigny had an amiability of character which gave
whatever he said an appearance of truth, although in his capacity of
courtier truth was probably quite unknown to him.  He always wore a
bouquet of the most strongly-smelling flowers, such as tuberoses,
jonquils, and Spanish jasmine; his wig was plastered down with amber-
scented pomade, his teeth were made of ivory, and his eyebrows dyed
and perfumed, and his whole person exhaled an odour to which Madame
d'Urfe did not object, but which I could scarcely bear.  If it had
not been for this drawback I should probably have cultivated his
society.  He was a professed Epicurean, and carried out the system
with an amazing tranquillity.  He said that he would undertake to
receive twenty-four blows with the stick every morning on the
condition that he should not die within the twenty-four hours, and
that the older he grew the more blows he would gladly submit to.
This was being in love with life with a vengeance.

Another day I dined with M. Charon, who was a counsellor, and in
charge of a suit between Madame d'Urfe and her daughter Madame du
Chatelet, whom she disliked heartily.  The old counsellor had been
the favoured lover of the marchioness forty years before, and he
thought himself bound by the remembrance of their love-passages to
support the cause of his old sweetheart.  In those days French
magistrates thought they had a right to take the side of their
friends, or of persons in whom they had an interest, sometimes for
friendship's sake, and sometimes for a monetary consideration; they
thought, in fact, that they were justified in selling justice.

M. Charon bored me like the others, as was natural, considering we
had no two tastes in common.

The scene was changed the next day when I was amused with the company
of M. de Viarme, a young counsellor, a nephew of Madame d'Urfe's, and
his pretty and charming wife.  He was the author of the
"Remonstrances to the King," a work which got him a great reputation,
and had been read eagerly by the whole town.  He told me that the
business of a counsellor was to oppose everything done by the crown,
good and bad.  His reasons for this theory were those given by all
minorities, and I do not think I need trouble my readers with them.

The most enjoyable dinner I had was with Madame de Gergi, who came
with the famous adventurer, known by the name of the Count de St.
Germain.  This individual, instead of eating, talked from the
beginning of the meal to the end, and I followed his example in one
respect as I did not eat, but listened to him with the greatest
attention.  It may safely be said that as a conversationalist he was
unequalled.

St. Germain gave himself out for a marvel and always aimed at
exciting amazement, which he often succeeded in doing.  He was
scholar, linguist, musician, and chemist, good-looking, and a perfect
ladies' man.  For awhile he gave them paints and cosmetics; he
flattered them, not that he would make them young again (which he
modestly confessed was beyond him) but that their beauty would be
preserved by means of a wash which, he said, cost him a lot of money,
but which he gave away freely.

He had contrived to gain the favour of Madame de Pompadour, who had
spoken about him to the king, for whom he had made a laboratory, in
which the monarch--a martyr to boredom--tried to find a little
pleasure or distraction, at all events, by making dyes.  The king had
given him a suite of rooms at Chambord, and a hundred thousand francs
for the construction of a laboratory, and according to St. Germain
the dyes discovered by the king would have a materially beneficial
influence on the quality of French fabrics.

This extraordinary man, intended by nature to be the king of
impostors and quacks, would say in an easy, assured manner that he
was three hundred years old, that he knew the secret of the Universal
Medicine, that he possessed a mastery over nature, that he could melt
diamonds, professing himself capable of forming, out of ten or twelve
small diamonds, one large one of the finest water without any loss of
weight.  All this, he said, was a mere trifle to him.
Notwithstanding his boastings, his bare-faced lies, and his manifold
eccentricities, I cannot say I thought him offensive.  In spite of my
knowledge of what he was and in spite of my own feelings, I thought
him an astonishing man as he was always astonishing me.  I shall have
something more to say of this character further on.

When Madame d'Urfe had introduced me to all her friends, I told her
that I would dine with her whenever she wished, but that with the
exception of her relations and St.  Germain, whose wild talk amused
me, I should prefer her to invite no company.  St. Germain often
dined with the best society in the capital, but he never ate
anything, saying that he was kept alive by mysterious food known only
to himself.  One soon got used to his eccentricities, but not to his
wonderful flow of words which made him the soul of whatever company
he was in.

By this time I had fathomed all the depths of Madame d'Urfe's
character.  She firmly believed me to be an adept of the first order,
making use of another name for purposes of my own; and five or six
weeks later she was confirmed in this wild idea on her asking me if I
had diciphered the manuscript which pretended to explain the Magnum
Opus.

"Yes," said I, "I have deciphered it, and consequently read it, and I
now beg to return it you with my word of honour that I have not made
a copy; in fact, I found nothing in it that I did not know before."

"Without the key you mean, but of course you could never find out
that."

"Shall I tell you the key?"

"Pray do so."

I gave her the word, which belonged to no language that I know of,
and the marchioness was quite thunderstruck.

"This is too amazing," said she; "I thought myself the sole possessor
of that mysterious word--for I had never written it down, laying it
up in my memory--and I am sure I have never told anyone of it."

I might have informed her that the calculation which enabled me to
decipher the manuscript furnished me also with the key, but the whim
took me to tell her that a spirit had revealed it to me.  This
foolish tale completed my mastery over this truly learned and
sensible woman on everything but her hobby.  This false confidence
gave me an immense ascendancy over Madame d'Urfe, and I often abused
my power over her.  Now that I am no longer the victim of those
illusions which pursued me throughout my life, I blush at the
remembrance of my conduct, and the penance I impose on myself is to
tell the whole truth, and to extenuate nothing in these Memoirs.

The wildest notion in the good marchioness's brain was a firm belief
in the possibility of communication between mortals and elementary
spirits.  She would have given all her goods to attain to such
communication, and she had several times been deceived by impostors
who made her believe that she attained her aim.

"I did not think," said she, sadly, "that your spirit would have been
able to force mine to reveal my secrets."

"There was no need to force your spirit, madam, as mine knows all
things of his own power."

"Does he know the inmost secrets of my soul?"

"Certainly, and if I ask him he is forced to disclose all to me."

"Can you ask him when you like?"

"Oh, yes! provided I have paper and ink.  I can even ask him
questions through you by telling you his name."

"And will you tell it me?"

"I can do what I say; and, to convince you, his name is Paralis.  Ask
him a simple question in writing, as you would ask a common mortal.
Ask him, for instance, how I deciphered your manuscript, and you
shall see I will compel him to answer you."

Trembling with joy, Madame d'Urfe put her question, expressed it in
numbers, then following my method in pyramid shape; and I made her
extract the answer, which she wrote down in letters.  At first she
only obtained consonants, but by a second process which supplied the
vowels she received a clear and sufficient answer.  Her every feature
expressed astonishment, for she had drawn from the pyramid the word
which was the key to her manuscript.  I left her, carrying with me
her heart, her soul, her mind, and all the common sense which she had
left.




CHAPTER IV

Absurd Ideas of Madame D'Urfe on My Supernatural Powers--Marriage of
My Brother--I Conceive a Plan on His Wedding Day--I Go to Holland on
a Financial Mission--The Jew Boaz Gives Me a Lesson--M. d'Afri--
Esther--Another Casanova--I Find Therese Imer Again


By the time that the Prince du Turenne had recovered from the small-
pox and the Count de la Tour d'Auvergne had left him, the latter,
knowing his aunt's taste for the occult sciences, was not surprised
to find me become her confident and most intimate friend.

I was glad so see him and all the relations of the marchioness at
dinner, as I was delighted with the courtesy with which they treated
me.  I am referring more especially to her brothers MM. de Pont-Carre
and de Viarme who had lately been chosen head of the trade companies,
and his son.  I have already spoken of Madame du Chatelet, the
marchioness's daughter, but an unlucky lawsuit separated them, and
she no longer formed one of the family circle.

De la Tour d'Auvergne having been obliged to rejoin his regiment
which was in garrison in Brittany, the marchioness and I dined
together almost every day and people looked upon me as her husband,
and despite the improbability of the supposition this was the only
way in which they could account for the long hours we spent together.
Madame d'Urfe thought that I was rich and looked upon my position at
the lottery as a mere device for preserving my incognito.

I was the possessor in her estimation, not only of the philosopher's
stone, but also of the power of speaking with the whole host of
elementary spirits; from which premises she drew the very logical
deduction that I could turn the world upside down if I liked, and be
the blessing or the plague of France; and she thought my object in
remaining incognito was to guard myself from arrest and imprisonment;
which according to her would be the inevitable result of the
minister's discovering my real character.  These wild notions were
the fruit of the nocturnal revelations of her genius, that is, of the
dreams of her disordered spirit, which seemed to her realities.  She
did not seem to think that if I was endowed as she supposed no one
would have been able to arrest me, in the first place, because I
should have had foreknowledge of the attempt, and in the second place
because my power would have been too strong for all bolts and bars.
All this was clear enough, but strong passion and prejudice cannot
reason.

One day, in the course of conversation, she said, with the utmost
seriousness, that her genius had advised her that not even I had
power to give her speech with the spirits, since she was a woman, and
the genii only communicated with men, whose nature is more perfect.
Nevertheless, by a process which was well known to me, I might make
her soul pass into the body of a male child born of the mystic
connection between a mortal and an immortal, or, in other words,
between an ordinary man and a woman of a divine nature.

If I had thought it possible to lead back Madame d'Urfe to the right
use of her senses I would have made the attempt, but I felt sure that
her disease was without remedy, and the only course before me seemed
to abet her in her ravings and to profit by them.

If I had spoken out like an honest man and told her that her theories
were nonsensical, she would not have believed me; she would have
thought me jealous of her knowledge, and I should have lost her
favour without any gain to her or to myself.  I thus let things take
their course, and to speak the truth I was flattered to see myself
treated as one of the most profound brothers of the Rosy Cross, as
the most powerful of men by so distinguished a lady, who was in high
repute for her learning, who entertained and was related to the first
families of France, and had an income of eighty thousand francs, a
splendid estate, and several magnificent houses in Paris.  I was
quite sure that she would refuse me nothing, and though I had no
definite plan of profiting by her wealth I experienced a certain
pleasure at the thought that I could do so if I would.

In spite of her immense fortune and her belief in her ability to make
gold, Madame d'Urfe was miserly in her habits, for she never spent
more than thirty thousand francs in a year, and she invested her
savings in the exchange, and in this way had nearly doubled them.  A
brother used to buy her in Government securities at their lowest rate
and sell at their rise, and in this manner, being able to wait for
their rise, and fall, she had amassed a considerable sum.

She had told me more than once that she would give all she possessed
to become a man, and that she knew I could do this for her if I
would.  One day, as she was speaking to me on this subject in a tone
of persuasion almost irresistible, I told her that I must confess I
had the power to do what she wanted, but that I could not make up my
mind to perform the operation upon her as I should have to kill her
first.  I thought this would effectually check her wish to go any
further, but what was my surprise to hear her say,

"I know that, and what is more I know the death I shall have to die;
but for all that I am ready."

"What, then, is that death, madam?"

"It is by the same poison which killed Paracelsus."

"Do you think that Paracelsus obtained the hypostasis?"

"No, but I know the reason of his not doing so."

"What is the reason?"

"It is that he was neither man or woman, and a composite nature is
incapable of the hypostasis, to obtain which one must be either the
one or the other."

"Very true, but do you know how to make the poison, and that the
thing is impossible without the aid of a salamander?"

"That may or may not be!  I beseech you to enquire of the oracle
whether there be anyone in Paris in possession of this potion."

It was easy to see that she thought herself in possession of it, so I
had no hesitation in extracting her name from the oracular pyramid.
I pretended to be astonished at the answer, but she said boastfully,

"You see that all we want is a male child born of an immortal.  This,
I am advised, will be provided by you; and I do not think you will be
found wanting out of a foolish pity for this poor old body of mine."

At these words I rose and went to the window, where I stayed for more
than a quarter of an hour reflecting on her infatuation.  When I
returned to the table where she was seated she scanned my features
attentively, and said, with much emotion, "Can it be done, my dear
friend?   I see that you have been weeping."

I did not try to undeceive her, and, taking my sword and hat, I took
leave of her sadly.  Her carriage, which was always at my disposal,
was at the door, and I drove to the Boulevards, where I walked till
the evening, wondering all the while at the extraordinary fantasies
of the marchioness.

My brother had been made a member of the Academy, on the exhibition
of a battle piece which had taken all the critics by storm.  The
picture was purchased by the Academy for five hundred louis.

He had fallen in love with Caroline, and would have married her but
for a piece of infidelity on her part, which so enraged him that in a
week after he married an Italian dancer.  M. de Sanci, the
ecclesiastical commissioner, gave the wedding party.  He was fond of
the girl, and out of gratitude to my brother for marrying her he got
him numerous orders among his friends, which paved the way to the
large fortune and high repute which my brother afterwards attained.

M. Corneman, the banker, who was at my brother's wedding, spoke to me
at considerable length on the great dearth of money, and asked me to
discuss the matter with the comptroller-general.

He told me that one might dispose of Government securities to an
association of brokers at Amsterdam, and take in exchange the
securities of any other country whose credit was higher than that of
France, and that these securities could easily be realized.  I begged
him to say no more about it, and promised to see what I could do.

The plan pleased me, and I turned it over all night; and the next day
I went to the Palais Bourbon to discuss the question with M. de
Bernis.  He thought the whole idea an excellent one, and advised me
to go to Holland with a letter from M. de Choiseul for M. d'Afri, the
ambassador at the Hague.  He thought that the first person I should
consult with M. de Boulogne, with whom he warned me to appear as if I
was sure of my ground.

"As you do not require money in advance," said he, "you will be able
to get as many letters of recommendation as you like."

The same day I went to the comptroller-general, who approved of my
plan, and told me that M. le Duc de Choiseul would be at the
Invalides the next day, and that I should speak to him at once, and
take a letter he would write for me.

"For my part," said he, "I will credit our ambassador with twenty
millions, and if, contrary to my hopes, you do not succeed, the paper
can be sent back to France."

I answered that there would be no question of the paper being
returned, if they would be content with a fair price.

"The margin will be a small one; however, you will hear about that
from the ambassador, who will have full instructions."

I felt so flattered by this mission that I passed the night in
thinking it over.  The next day I went to the Invalides, and M. de
Choiseul, so famous for taking decisive action, had no sooner read
M. de Boulogne's letter and spoken a few words to me on the subject,
than he got me to write a letter for M. d'Afri, which he signed,
sealed, returned to me, and wished me a prosperous journey.

I immediately got a passport from M. de Berkenrode, and the same day
took leave of Madame Baletti and all my friends except Madame d'Urfe,
with whom I was to spend the whole of the next day.  I gave my clerk
at the lottery office full authority to sign all tickets.

About a month before, a girl from Brussels, as excellent as she was
pretty, had been married under my auspices to an Italian named
Gaetan, by trade a broker.  This fellow, in his fit of jealousy, used
to ill-treat her shamefully; I had reconciled them several times
already, and they regarded me as a kind of go-between.  They came to
see me on the day on which I was making my preparations for going to
Holland.  My brother and Tiretta were with me, and as I was still
living in furnished apartments I took them all to Laudel's, where
they gave one an excellent dinner.  Tiretta, drove his coach-and-
four; he was ruining his ex-methodist, who was still desperately in
love with him.

In the course of dinner Tiretta, who was always in high spirits and
loved a jest, began to flirt with the girl, whom he saw for the first
time.  She, who neither meant nor suspected any ill, was quite at her
ease, and we should have enjoyed the joke, and everything would have
gone on pleasantly, if her husband had possessed some modicum of
manners and common sense, but he began to get into a perfect fury of
jealousy.  He ate nothing, changed colour ten times in a minute, and
looked daggers at his wife, as much as to say he did not see the
joke.  To crown all, Tiretta began to crack jests at the poor
wretch's expense, and I, foreseeing unpleasantness, endeavoured,
though all in vain, to moderate his high spirits and his sallies.  An
oyster chanced to fall on Madame Gaetan's beautiful breast; and
Tiretta, who was sitting near her, took it up with his lips as quick
as lightning.  Gaetan was mad with rage and gave his wife such a
furious box on the ear that his hand passed on from her cheek to that
of her neighbour.  Tiretta now as enraged as Gaetan took him by his
middle and threw him down, where, having no arms, he defended himself
with kicks and fisticuffs, till the waiter came, and we put him out
of the room.

The poor wife in tears, and, like Tiretta, bleeding at the nose,
besought me to take her away somewhere, as she feared her husband
would kill her if she returned to him.  So, leaving Tiretta with my
brother, I got into a carriage with her and I took her, according to
her request, to her kinsman, an old attorney who lived in the fourth
story of a house in the Quai de Gevres.  He received us politely, and
after having heard the tale, he said,

"I am a poor man, and I can do nothing for this unfortunate girl;
while if I had a hundred crowns I could do everything."

"Don't let that stand in your way," said I, and drawing three hundred
francs from my pockets I gave him the money.

"Now, sir," said he, "I will be the ruin of her husband, who shall
never know where his wife is."

She thanked me and I left her there; the reader shall hear what
became of her when I return from my journey.

On my informing Madame d'Urfe that I was going to Holland for the
good of France, and that I should be coming back at the beginning of
February, she begged me to take charge of some shares of hers and to
sell them for her.  They amounted in value to sixty thousand francs,
but she could not dispose of them on the Paris Exchange owing to the
tightness in the money market.  In addition, she could not obtain the
interest due to her, which had mounted up considerably, as she had
not had a dividend for three years.

I agreed to sell the shares for her, but it was necessary for me to
be constituted depositary and owner of the property by a deed, which
was executed the same day before a notary, to whose office we both
went.

On returning to her house I wished to give her an I O U for the
moneys, but she would not hear of such a thing, and I let her remain
satisfied of my honesty.

I called on M. Corneman who gave me a bill of exchange for three
hundred florins on M. Boaz, a Jewish banker at the Hague, and I then
set out on my journey.  I reached Anvers in two days, and finding a
yacht ready to start I got on board and arrived at Rotterdam the next
day.  I got to the Hague on the day following, and after depositing
my effects at the "Hotel d'Angleterre" I proceeded to M. d'Afri's,
and found him reading M. de Choiseul's letter, which informed him of
my business.  He asked me to dine in his company and in that of the
ambassador of the King of Poland, who encouraged me to proceed in my
undertaking though he had not much opinion of my chances of success.

Leaving the ambassador I went to see Boaz, whom I found at table in
the midst of a numerous and ugly family.  He read my letter and told
me he had just received a letter from M. Corneman in which I was
highly commended to him.  By way of a joke he said that as it was
Christmas Eve he supposed I should be going to rock the infant Jesus
asleep, but I answered that I was come to keep the Feast of the
Maccabees with him--a reply which gained me the applause of the whole
family and an invitation to stay with them.  I accepted the offer
without hesitation, and I told my servant to fetch my baggage from
the hotel.  Before leaving the banker I asked him to shew me some way
of making twenty thousand florins in the short time I was going to
stay in Holland.

Taking me quite seriously he replied that the thing might easily be
done and that he would think it over.

The next morning after breakfast, Boaz said,

"I have solved your problem, sir; come in here and I will tell you
about it"

He took me into his private office, and, after counting out three
thousand florins in notes and gold, he told me that if I liked I
could undoubtedly make the twenty thousand florins I had spoken of.

Much surprised at the ease with which money may be got in Holland, as
I had been merely jesting in the remarks I had made, I thanked him
for his kindness, and listened to his explanation.

"Look at this note," said he, "which I received this morning from the
Mint.  It informs me that an issue of four hundred thousand ducats is
about to be made which will be disposed of at the current rate of
gold, which is fortunately not high just now.  Each ducat will fetch
five florins, two stivers and three-fifths.  This is the rate of
exchange with Frankfort.  Buy in four hundred thousand ducats; take
them or send them to Frankfort, with bills of exchange on Amsterdam,
and your business is done.  On every ducat you will make a stiver and
one-ninth, which comes to twenty-two thousand, two hundred and
twenty-two of our florins.  Get hold of the gold to-day, and in a
week you will have your clear profit.  That's my idea."

"But," said I, "will the clerks of the Mint trust me with such a
sum?"

"Certainly not, unless you pay them in current money or in good
paper."

"My dear sir, I have neither money nor credit to that amount."

"Then you will certainly never make twenty thousand florins in a
week.  By the way you talked yesterday I took you for a millionaire."

"I am very sorry you were so mistaken."

"I shall get one of my sons to transact the business to-day."

After giving me this rather sharp lesson, M. Boaz went into his
office, and I went to dress.

M. d'Afri had paid his call on me at the "Hotel d'Angleterre," and
not finding me there he had written me a letter asking me to come and
see him.  I did so, and he kept me to dinner, shewing me a letter he
had received from M. de Boulogne, in which he was instructed not to
let me dispose of the twenty millions at a greater loss than eight
per cent., as peace was imminent.  We both of us laughed at this calm
confidence of the Parisian minister, while we who were in a country
where people saw deeper into affairs knew that the truth was quite
otherwise.

On M. d'Afri's hearing that I was staying with a Jew, he advised me
to keep my own counsel when with Jews, "because," said he, "in
business, most honest and least knavish mean pretty much the same
thing.  If you like," he added, "I will give you a letter of
introduction to M. Pels, of Amsterdam."  I accepted his offer with
gratitude, and in the hope of being useful to me in the matter of my
foreign shares he introduced me to the Swedish ambassador, who sent
me to M. d'O----.

Wanting to be present at a great festival of Freemasons on St.
John's Day, I remained at the Hague till the day after the
celebration.  The Comte de Tot, brother of the baron, who lost all
his money at the seraglio, and whom I had met again at the Hague,
introduced me.  I was not sorry to be in company with all the best
society in Holland.

M. d'Afri introduced me to the mother of the stadtholder, who was
only twelve, and whom I thought too grave for his years.  His mother
was a worthy, patient kind of woman, who fell asleep every minute,
even while she was speaking.  She died shortly after, and it was
discovered at the postmortem examination that she had a disease of
the brain which caused her extreme propensity to sleep.  Beside her I
saw Count Philip de Zinzendorf, who was looking for twelve millions
for the empress--a task which was not very difficult, as he offered
five per cent. interest.

At the play I found myself sitting next to the Turkish minister, and
I thought he would die with laughter before my eyes.  It happened
thus:

They were playing Iphigenia, that masterpiece of Racine's.  The
statue of Diana stood in the midst of the stage, and at the end of
one act Iphigenia and her train of priestesses, while passing before
it, all made a profound bow to the goddess.  The candlesnuffer, who
perhaps may have been a bad wit, crossed the stage just after wards,
and likewise bowed to the goddess.  This put pit and boxes in a good
humour, and peals of laughter sounded from all parts of the house.
All this had to be explained to the Turk, and he fell into such a fit
of laughter that I thought he would burst.  At last he was carried to
his inn still laughing but almost senseless.

To have taken no notice of the Dutchman's heavy wit would have been,
I confess, a mark of stupidity, but no one but a Turk could have
laughed like that.  It may be said that a great Greek philosopher
died of laughter at seeing a toothless old woman trying to eat figs.
But there is a great difference between a Turk and a Greek,
especially an ancient Greek.

Those who laugh a good deal are more fortunate than those who do not
laugh at all, as laughter is good for the digestion; but there is a
just mean in everything.

When I had gone two leagues from Amsterdam in my posting-chaise on
two wheels, my servant sitting beside me, I met a carriage on four
wheels, drawn like mine by two horses, and containing a fine-looking
young man and his servant.  His coachman called out to mine to make
way for him.  My coachman answered that if he did he might turn me
into the ditch, but the other insisted on it.  I spoke to the master,
begging him to tell his coachman to make way for me.

"I am posting, sir," said I; "and, moreover, I am a foreigner."

"Sir," answered he, "in Holland we take no notice of posting or not
posting; and if you are foreigner, as you say, you must confess that
you have fewer rights than I who am in my own country."

The blood rushed to my face.  I flung open the door with one hand and
took my sword with the other; and leaping into the snow, which was up
to my knees, I drew my sword, and summoned the Dutchman to give way
or defend himself.  He was cooler than I, and replied, smiling, that
he was not going to fight for so foolish a cause, and that I might
get into my carriage again, as he would make way for me.  I was
somewhat interested in his cool but pleasant manner.  I got back into
my chaise, and the next night reached Amsterdam.

I put up at the excellent inn "L'Etoile d'Orient," and in the morning
I went on 'Change and found M. Pels.  He told me he would think my
business over, and finding M, d'O---- directly afterwards he offered
to do me my sixty bills and give me twelve per cent.  M. Pels told me
to wait, as he said he could get me fifteen per cent.  He asked me to
dinner, and, on my admiring his Cape wine, he told me with a laugh
that he had made it himself by mixing Bordeaux and Malaga.

M. d'O---- asked me to dinner on the day following; and on calling I
found him with his daughter Esther, a young lady of fourteen, well
developed for her age, and exquisite in all respects except her
teeth, which were somewhat irregular.  M. d'O was a widower, and had
this only child; consequently, Esther was heiress to a large fortune.
Her excellent father loved her blindly, and she deserved his love.
Her skin was snow white, delicately tinted with red; her hair was
black as ebony, and she had the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen.
She made an impression on me.  Her father had given her an excellent
education; she spoke French perfectly, played the piano admirably,
and was passionately fond of reading.

After dinner M. d'O---- shewed me the uninhabited part of the house,
for since the death of his wife, whose memory was dear to him, he
lived on the ground floor only.  He shewed me a set of rooms where he
kept a treasure in the way of old pottery.  The walls and windows
were covered with plates of marble, each room a different colour, and
the floors were of mosaic, with Persian carpets.  The dining-hall was
cased in alabaster, and the table and the cupboards were of cedar
wood.  The whole house looked like a block of solid marble, for it
was covered with marble without as well as within, and must have cost
immense sums.  Every Saturday half-a-dozen servant girls, perched on
ladders, washed down these splendid walls.  These girls wore wide
hoops, being obliged to put on breeches, as otherwise they would have
interested the passers by in an unseemly manner.  After looking at
the house we went down again, and M. d'O---- left me alone with
Esther in the antechamber, where he worked with his clerks.  As it
was New Year's Day there was not business going on.

After playing a sonata, Mdlle. d'O---- asked me if I would go to a
concert.  I replied that, being in her company, nothing could make me
stir.  "But would you, mademoiselle, like to go?"

"Yes, I should like to go very well, but I cannot go by myself."

"If I might presume to offer to escort you .  .  .  but I dare not
think you would accept."

"I should be delighted, and if you were to ask my father I am sure he
would not refuse his permission."

"Are you sure of that?"

"Quite sure, for otherwise he would be guilty of impoliteness, and my
father would not do such a thing.  But I see you don't know the
manners of the country."

"I confess I do not:"

"Young ladies enjoy great liberty here--liberty which they lose only
by marrying.  Go and ask, and you will see:"

I went to M. d'O---- and made my request, trembling lest I should
meet with a refusal.

"Have you a carriage?"

"Yes, sir."

"Then I need not give orders to get mine ready.  Esther!"

"Yes, father."

"Go and dress, my dear; M. Casanova has been kind enough to offer to
take you to the concert."

"How good of him!  Thank you, papa, for letting me go."

She threw her arms around his neck, ran to dress, and reappeared an
hour after, as fair as the joy which was expressed on her every
feature.  I could have wished she had used a little powder, but
Esther was jealous of her ebon tresses, which displayed the whiteness
of her skin to admiration.  The chief aim of women in making their
toilette is to please men, but how poor is the judgment of most men
in such matters compared to the unerring instinct of the generality
of women!

A beautiful lace kerchief veiled her bosom, whose glories made my
heart beat faster.

We went down the stair, I helped her into the carriage, and stopped,
thinking she would be accompanied by one of her women; but seeing
nobody I got in myself.  The door was shut, and we were off.  I was
overwhelmed with astonishment.  A treasure like this in my keeping I
could hardly think.  I asked myself whether I was to remember that I
was a free-lance of love, or whether honour bade me forget it.
Esther, in the highest spirits, told me that we were going to hear an
Italian singer whose voice was exquisite, and noticing my confusion
she asked what was the matter.  I did not know what to say, and began
to stammer out something, but at last succeeded in saying that she
was a treasure of whom I was not worthy to be the keeper.

"I know that in other countries a young girl would not be trusted
alone with a gentleman, but here they teach us discretion and how to
look after ourselves."

"Happy the man who is charged with your welfare, and happier still he
on whom your choice has fallen!"

"That choice is not for me to make; 'tis my father's business."

"But supposing your father's choice is not pleasing to you, or
supposing you love another?"

"We are not allowed to love a man until we know he is to be our
husband."

"Then you are not in love with anyone?"

"No, and I have never felt the desire to love."

"Then I may kiss your hand?"

"Why should you kiss my hand?"

She drew away her hand and offered me her lovely lips.  I took a
kiss, which she gave modestly enough, but which went to my heart.  My
delight was a little alloyed when she said that she would give me
another kiss before her father whenever I liked.

We reached the concert-room, where Esther found many of her young
friends--all daughters of rich merchants, some pretty, some plain,
and all curious to know who I was.  The fair Esther, who knew no more
than my name, could not satisfy them.  All at once seeing a fair
young girl a little way off she pointed her out to me and asked me my
opinion of her.  Naturally enough I replied that I did not care for
fair girls.

"All the same, I must introduce you to her, for she may be a relation
of yours.  Her name is the same; that is her father over there:"

"M. Casanova," said she, speaking to a gentleman, "I beg to introduce
to you M. Casanova, a friend of my father's."

"Really?  The same name; I wish, sir, you were my friend, as we are,
perhaps, related.  I belong to the Naples branch."

"Then we are related, though distantly, as my father came from Parma.
Have you your pedigree?"

"I ought to have such a thing, but to tell you the truth, I don't
think much of such matters.  Besants d'or and such heraldic moneys
are not currency in a mercantile republic."

"Pedigree-hunting is certainly a somewhat foolish pursuit; but it may
nevertheless afford us a few minutes' amusement without our making
any parade of our ancestry."

"With all my heart."

"I shall have the honour of calling on you to-morrow, and I will
bring my family-tree with me.  Will you be vexed if you find the root
of your family also?"

"Not at all; I shall be delighted.  I will call on you myself to-
morrow.  May I ask if you are a business man?"

"No, I am a financial agent in the employ of the French ministry.  I
am staying with M. Pels."

M. Casanova made a sign to his daughter and introduced me to her.
She was Esther's dearest friend, and I sat down between them, and the
concert began.

After a fine symphony, a concerto for the violin, another for the
hautbois, the Italian singer whose repute was so great and who was
styled Madame Trend made her appearance.  What was my surprise when I
recognized in her Therese Imer, wife of the dancer Pompeati, whose
name the reader may remember.  I had made her acquaintance eighteen
years ago, when the old senator Malipiero had struck me because we
were playing together.  I had seen her again at Venice in 1753, and
then our pastime had been of a more serious nature.  She had gone to
Bayreuth, where she had been the margrave's mistress.  I had promised
to go and see her, but C---- C---- and my fair nun M---- M---- had
left me neither the time nor the wish to do so.  Soon after I was put
under the Leads, and then I had other things to think about.  I was
sufficiently self-controlled not to shew my astonishment, and
listened to an aria which she was singing, with her exquisite voice,
beginning "Eccoti giunta al fin, donna infelice," words which seemed
made for the case.

The applause seemed as if it would never come to an end.  Esther told
me that it was not known who she was, but that she was said to be a
woman with a history, and to be very badly off.  "She goes from one
town to another, singing at all the public concerts, and all she
receives is what those present choose to give her on a plate which
she takes round."

"Does she find that pay?"

"I should suspect not, as everyone has paid already at coming in.
She cannot get more than thirty or forty florins.  The day after to-
morrow she will go to the Hague, then to Rotterdam, then back here
again.  She had been performing for six months, and she is always
well received."

"Has she a lover?"

"She is said to have lovers in every town, but instead of enriching
her they make her poorer.  She always wears black, not only because
she is a widow, but also on account of a great grief she is reported
to have gone through.  She will soon be coming round."  I took out my
purse; and counted out twelve ducats, which I wrapped in paper; my
heart beating all the while in a ridiculous manner, for I had really
nothing to be excited about.

When Therese was going along the seats in front of me, I glanced at
her for an instant, and I saw that she looked surprised.  I turned my
head to speak to Esther, and when she was directly in front of me I
put my little packet on the plate without looking at her, and she
passed on.  A little girl, four or five years old, followed her, and
when she got to the end of the bench she came back to kiss my hand.
I could not help recognizing in her a facsimile of myself, but I
concealed my emotion.  The child stood still, and gazed at me
fixedly, to my no small confusion.  "Would you like some sweets, my
dear?" said I, giving her my box, which I should have been glad to
turn into gold.  The little girl took it smilingly, made me a curtsy,
and went on.

"Does it strike you, M. Casanova," said Esther, with a laugh, "that
you and that little girl are as like each other as two peas?"

"Yes, indeed," added Mdlle. Casanova, "there is a striking likeness."

"These resemblances are often the work of chance."

"Just so," said Esther, with a wicked smile, "but you admit a
likeness, don't you?"

"I confess I was struck with it, though of course I cannot judge so
well as you."

After the concert M. d'O---- arrived, and giving back his daughter to
his care I betook myself to my lodging.  I was just sitting down to a
dish of oysters, before going to bed, when Therese made her
appearance, holding her child by the hand.  Although I had not
expected her to visit me that evening, I was nevertheless not much
surprised to see her.  I, of course, rose to greet her, when all at
once she fell fainting on the sofa, though whether the fainting fit
was real or assumed I cannot say.  Thinking that she might be really
ill I played my part properly, and brought her to herself by
sprinkling her with cold water and putting my vinaigrette to her
nose.  As soon as she came to herself she began to gaze at me without
saying a word.  At last, tired of her silence, I asked her if she
would take any supper; and on her replying in the affirmative, I rang
the bell and ordered a good supper for three, which kept us at the
table till seven o'clock in the morning, talking over our various
fortunes and misfortunes.  She was already acquainted with most of my
recent adventures, but I knew nothing at all about hers, and she
entertained me with a recital of them for five or six hours.

Sophie, the little girl, slept in my bed till day, and her mother,
keeping the best of her tale to the last, told me that she was my
daughter, and shewed me her baptismal certificate.  The birth of the
child fell in with the period at which I had been intimate with
Therese, and her perfect likeness to myself left no room for doubt.
I therefore raised no objections, but told the mother that I was
persuaded of my paternity, and that, being in a position to give the
child a good education, I was ready to be a father to her.

"She is too precious a treasure in my sight; if we were separated I
should die."

"You are wrong; for if I took charge of the little girl I should see
that she was well provided for."

"I have a son of twelve to whom I cannot give a proper education;
take charge of him instead of Sophie."

"Where is he?"

"He is boarding, or rather in pawn, at Rotterdam."

"What do you mean by in pawn?"

"I mean that he will not be returned to me until I pay the person who
has got him all my debts."

"How much do you owe?"

"Eighty florins.  You have already given me sixty-two, give me four
ducats more; you can then take my son, and I shall be the happiest of
mothers.  I will send my son to you at the Hague next week, as I
think you will be there."

"Yes, my dear Therese; and instead of four ducats, here are twenty."

"We shall see each other again at the Hague."

She was grateful to excess, but I only felt pity for her and a sort
of friendly interest, and kept quite cool, despite the ardour of her
embraces.  Seeing that her trouble was of no avail, she sighed, shed
some tears, and, taking her daughter, she bid me adieu, promising
once more to send me her son.

Therese was two years older than I.  She was still pretty, and even
handsome, but her charms no longer retained their first beauty, and
my passion for her, having been a merely physical one, it was no
wonder that she had no longer any attraction for me.  Her adventures
during the six years in which I had lost her would certainly interest
my readers, and form a pleasing episode in my book, and I would tell
the tale if it were a true one; but not being a romance writer, I am
anxious that this work shall contain the truth and nothing but the
truth.  Convicted by her amorous and jealous margarve of infidelity,
she had been sent about her business.  She was separated from her
husband Pompeati, had followed a new lover to Brussels, and there had
caught the fancy of Prince Charles de Lorraine, who had obtained her
the direction of all the theatres in the Austrian Low Countries.  She
had then undertaken this vast responsibility, entailing heavy
expenditure, till at last, after selling all her diamonds and lace,
she had fled to Holland to avoid arrest.  Her husband killed himself
at Vienna in a paroxysm caused by internal pain--he had cut open his
stomach with a razor, and died tearing at his entrails.

My business left me no time for sleep.  M. Casanova came and asked me
to dinner, telling me to meet him on the Exchange--a place well worth
seeing.  Millionaires are as plentiful as blackberries, and anyone
who is not worth more than a hundred thousand florins is considered
a poor man.  I found M. d'O---- there, and was asked by him to dinner
the following day at a small house he had on the Amstel.  M. Casanova
treated me with the greatest courtesy.  After reading my pedigree he
went for his own, and found it exactly the same; but he merely
laughed, and seemed to care little about it, differing in that
respect from Don Antonio of Naples, who set such store by my
pedigree, and treated me with such politeness on that account.
Nevertheless, he bade me make use of him in anything relating to
business if I did anything in that way.  I thought his daughter
pretty, but neither her charms nor her wit made any impression on me.
My thoughts were taken up with Esther, and I talked so much about her
at dinner that at last my cousin declared that she did not consider
her pretty.  Oh, you women! beauty is the only unpardonable offence
in your eyes.  Mdlle. Casanova was Esther's friend, and yet she could
not bear to hear her praised.

On my seeing M. d'O---- again after dinner, he told me that if I
cared to take fifteen per cent. on my shares, he would take them from
me and save broker's expenses.  I thought the offer a good one, and I
accepted it, taking a bill of exchange on Tourton & Baur.  At the
rate of exchange at Hamburg I found I should have seventy-two
thousand francs, although at five per cent.  I had only expected
sixty-nine thousand.  This transaction won me high favour with Madame
d'Urfe, who, perhaps, had not expected me to be so honest.

In the evening I went with M. Pels to Zaandam, in a boat placed on a
sleigh and impelled by a sail.  It was an extraordinary, but at the
same time an amusing and agreeable, mode of travelling.  The wind was
strong, and we did fifteen miles an hour; we seemed to pass through
the air as swiftly as an arrow.  A safer and more convenient method
of travelling cannot be imagined; it would be an ideal way of
journeying round the world if there were such a thing as a frozen sea
all round.  The wind, however, must be behind, as one cannot sail on
a side wind, there being no rudder.  I was pleased and astonished at
the skill of our two sailors in lowering sail exactly at the proper
time; for the sleigh ran a good way, from the impetus it had already
received, and we stopped just at the bank of the river, whereas if
the sail had been lowered a moment later the sleigh might have been
broken to pieces.  We had some excellent perch for dinner, but the
strength of the wind prevented us from walking about.  I went there
again, but as Zaandam is well known as the haunt of the millionaire
merchants who retire and enjoy life there in their own way, I will
say no more about it.  We returned in a fine sleigh drawn by two
horses, belonging to M. Pels, and he kept me to supper.  This worthy
man, whose face bore witness to his entire honesty, told me that as I
was now the friend of M. d'O---- and himself, I should have nothing
whatever to do with the Jews, but should address myself to them
alone.  I was pleased with this proposal, which made a good many of
my difficulties disappear, and the reader will see the results of
this course.

Next day snow fell in large flakes, and I went early to M. d'O----'s,
where I found Esther in the highest of spirits.  She gave me a warm
welcome, and began to rally me on having spent the whole night with
Madame Trenti.

I might possibly have shewn some slight confusion, but her father
said an honest man had nothing to be ashamed of in admiring talent.
Then, turning to me, he said,

"Tell me, M. Casanova, who this woman is?"

"She is a Venetian whose husband died recently; I knew her when I was
a lad, and it was six years since I had seen her last."

"You were agreeably surprised, then, to see your daughter?" said
Esther.

"Why do you think the child is my daughter?   Madame Trenti was
married then."

"The likeness is really too strong.  And how about your falling
asleep yesterday when you were supping with M. Pels?"

"It was no wonder that I went asleep, as I had not closed an eye the
night before."

"I am envious of anyone who possesses the secret of getting a good
sleep, for I have always to wait long hours before sleep comes to me,
and when I awake, instead of being refreshed, I feel heavy and
languid from fatigue."

"Try passing the night in listening to one in whom you take an
interest, telling the story of her life, and I promise you that you
will sleep well the night after."

"There is no such person for me."

"No, because you have as yet only seen fourteen summers; but
afterwards there will be someone."

"Maybe, but what I want just now is books, and the help of someone
who will guide my reading."

"That would be an easy matter for anyone who knew your tastes."

"I like history and travels, but for a book to please me it must be
all true, as I lay it down at the slightest suspicion of its
veracity."

"Now I think I may venture to offer my services, and if you will
accept them I believe I shall be able to give satisfaction."

"I accept your offer, and shall keep you to your word."

"You need not be afraid of my breaking it, and before I leave for the
Hague I will prove that I am reliable."

She then began to rally me on the pleasure I should have at the
Hague, where I should see Madame Trenti again.  Her freedom, mirth,
and extreme beauty set my blood on fire, and M. d'O---- laughed
heartily at the war his charming daughter waged on me.  At eleven
o'clock we got into a well-appointed sleigh and we set out for his
small house, where she told me I should find Mdlle. Casanova and her
betrothed.

"Nevertheless," said I, "you will continue to be my only attraction."

She made no answer, but it was easy to perceive that my avowal had
not displeased her.

When we had gone some distance we saw the lovers, who had come out,
in spite of the snow, to meet us.  We got down, and after taking off
our furs we entered the house.  I gazed at the young gentleman, who
looked at me a moment in return and then whispered in Mdlle.
Casanova's ear.  She smiled and whispered something to Esther.
Esther stepped up to her father and said a few words to him in a low
voice, and everybody began to laugh at once.  They all looked at me
and I felt certain that I was somehow the point of the joke, but I
put on an indifferent air.

"There may be a mistake," said M. d'O---- ; "at any rate we should
ascertain the truth of the matter."

"M. Casanova, had you any adventures on your journey from the Hague
to Amsterdam?"

At this I looked again at the young gentleman, and I guessed what
they were talking about.

"No adventure to speak of," I answered, "except a meeting with a fine
fellow who desired to see my carriage turn upside down into the
ditch, and who I think is present now."

At these words the laughter broke out afresh, and the gentleman and I
embraced each other; but after he had given the true account of the
adventure his mistress pretended to be angry, and told him that he
ought to have fought.  Esther observed that he had shewn more true
courage in listening to reason, and M. d'O---- said he was strongly
of his daughter's opinion; however, Mdlle. Casanova, after airing her
high-flown ideas, began to sulk with her lover.

To restore the general mirth, Esther said, gaily, "Come, come, let us
put on our skates, and try the Amstel, for I am afraid that unless we
go forthwith the ice will have melted."  I was ashamed to ask her to
let me off, though I would gladly have done so! but what will not
love do!  M. d'O---- left us to our own devices.  Mdlle. Casanova's
intended put on my skates, and the ladies put on their short
petticoats with black velvet drawers to guard against certain
accidents.  We reached the river, and as I was a perfect neophyte in
this sport the figure I cut may be imagined.  However, I resolutely
determined to conquer my awkwardness, and twenty times, to the peril
of my spine, did I fall down upon the ice.  I should have been wiser
to have left off, but I was ashamed to do so, and I did not stop
till, to my huge delight, we were summoned in to dinner.  But I paid
dear for my obstinacy, for when I tried to rise from the table I felt
as if I had lost the use of my limbs.  Esther pitied me, and said she
would cure me.  There was a good deal of laughter at my expense, and
I let them laugh, as I felt certain that the whole thing had been
contrived to turn me into derision, and wishing to make Esther love
me I thought it best to stimulate a good temper.  I passed the
afternoon with M. d'O----, letting the young people go by themselves
on the Amstel, where they stopped till dusk.

Next morning when I awoke I thought I was a lost man.  I suffered a
martyrdom of pain.  The last of my vertebral bones, called by doctors
the os sacrum, felt as if it had been crushed to atoms, although I
had used almost the whole of a pot of ointment which Esther had given
me for that purpose.  In spite of my torments I did not forget my
promise, and I had myself taken to a bookseller's where I bought all
the books I thought likely to interest her.  She was very grateful,
and told me to come and embrace her before I started if I wanted a
pretty present.

It was not likely that I was going to refuse such an invitation as
that, so I went early in the morning, leaving my post-chaise at the
door Her governess took me to her bed, where she was lying as fair
and gay as Venus herself.

"I am quite sure," said she, "that you would not have come at all
unless I had asked you to come and embrace me."

At this my lips were fastened on her mouth, her eyes, and on every
spot of her lovely face.  But seeing my eyes straying towards her
bosom, and guessing that I should make myself master of it, she
stopped laughing and put herself on the defensive.

"Go away," said she, slyly, "go away and enjoy yourself at the Hague
with the fair Trenti, who possesses so pretty a token of your love."

"My dear Esther, I am going to the Hague to talk business with the
ambassador, and for no other reason, and in six days at latest you
will see me back again, as much your lover as before, and desiring
nothing better than to please you."

"I rely upon your word of honour, but mind you do not deceive me."

With these words she put up her mouth and gave me so tender and
passionate a kiss that I went away feeling certain of my bliss being
crowned on my return.  That evening, at supper-time, I reached Boaz's
house.




End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of MEMOIRES OF JACQUES CASANOVA
THE ETERNAL QUEST, Vol. 3a, PARIS AND HOLLAND
by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt






MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
THE ETERNAL QUEST, Volume 3b--RETURN TO PARIS


THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR
MACHEN TO WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED
BY ARTHUR SYMONS.



THE ETERNAL QUEST



RETURN TO PARIS



CHAPTER V

My Fortune in Holland--My Return to Paris with Young Pompeati


Amongst the letters which were waiting for me was one from the
comptroller-general, which advised me that twenty millions in
Government securities had been placed in the hands of M. d'Afri, who
was not to go beyond a loss of eight per cent.; and another letter
from my good patron, M. de Bernis, telling me to do the best I could,
and to be assured that the ambassador would be instructed to consent
to whatever bargain might be made, provided the rate was not more
disadvantageous than that of the exchange at Paris.  Boaz, who was
astonished at the bargain I had made with my shares, wanted to
discount the Government securities for me, and I should very likely
have agreed to his terms if he had not required me to give him three
months, and the promise that the agreement should hold even in the
case of peace being concluded in the meanwhile.  It was not long
before I saw that I should do well to get back to Amsterdam, but I
did not care to break my word to Therese, whom I had promised to meet
at the Hague.  I received a letter from her while I was at the play,
and the servant who brought it told me he was waiting to conduct me
to her.  I sent my own servant home, and set out on my quest.

My guide made me climb to the fourth floor of a somewhat wretched
house, and there I found this strange woman in a small room, attended
by her son and daughter.  The table stood in the midst of the room,
and was covered with a black cloth, and the two candles standing upon
it made it look like some sort of sepulchral altar.  The Hague was a
Court town.  I was richly dressed; my elaborate attire made the
saddest possible contrast with the gloom of my surroundings.
Therese, dressed in black and seated between her children at that
black table, reminded me of Medea.  To see these two fair young
creatures vowed to a lot of misery and disgrace was a sad and
touching sight.  I took the boy between my arms, and pressing him to
my breast called him my son.  His mother told him to look upon me as
his father from henceforth.  The lad recognized me; he remembered,
much to my delight, seeing me in the May of 1753, in Venice, at
Madame Manzoni's.  He was slight but strong; his limbs were well
proportioned, and his features intellectual.  He was thirteen years
old.

His sister sat perfectly still, apparently waiting for her turn to
come.  I took her on my knee, and as I embraced her, nature herself
seemed to tell me that she was my daughter.  She took my kisses in
silence, but it was easy to see that she thought herself preferred to
her brother, and was charmed with the idea.  All her clothing was a
slight frock, and I was able to feel every limb and to kiss her
pretty little body all over, delighted that so sweet a being owed her
existence to me.

"Mamma, dear," said she, "is not this fine gentleman the same we saw
at Amsterdam, and who was taken for my papa because I am like him?
But that cannot be, for my papa is dead."

"So he is, sweetheart; but I may be your dear friend, mayn't I?
Would you like to have me for a friend?"

"Yes, yes!" she cried, and throwing her arms about my neck gave me a
thousand kisses, which I returned with delight.

After we had talked and laughed together we sat down at table, and
the heroine Therese gave me a delicate supper accompanied by
exquisite wines.  "I have never given the margrave better fare," said
she, "at those nice little suppers we used to take together."

Wishing to probe the disposition of her son, whom I had engaged to
take away with me, I addressed several remarks to him, and soon
discovered that he was of a false and deceitful nature, always on his
guard, taking care of what he said, and consequently speaking only
from his head and not from his heart.  Every word was delivered with
a quiet politeness which, no doubt, was intended to please me.

I told him that this sort of thing was all very well on occasion; but
that there were times when a man's happiness depended on his freedom
from constraint; then and only then was his amiability, if he had
any, displayed.  His mother, thinking to praise him, told me that
reserve was his chief characteristic, that she had trained him to
keep his counsel at all times and places, and that she was thus used
to his being reserved with her as with everyone else.

"All I can say is," said I, "your system is an abominable one.  You
may have strangled in their infancy all the finer qualities with
which nature has endowed your son, and have fairly set him on the way
to become a monster instead of an angel.  I don't see how the most
devoted father can possibly have any affection for a son who keeps
all his emotions under lock and key."

This outburst, which proceeded from the tenderness I would fain have
felt for the boy, seemed to strike his mother dumb.

"Tell me, my dear, if you feel yourself capable of shewing me that
confidence which a father has a right to expect of a good son, and if
you can promise to be perfectly open and unreserved towards me?"

"I promise that I will die rather than tell you a falsehood."

"That's just like him," said the mother.  "I have succeeded in
inspiring him with the utmost horror of untruthfulness."

"That's all very well, my dear madam, but you might have pursued a
still better course, and one which would have been still more
conducive to his happiness."

"What is that?"

"I will tell you.  It was necessary to make him detest a lie; you
should have rather endeavoured to make him a lover of the truth by
displaying it to him in all its native beauty.  This is the only way
to make him lovable, and love is the sole bestower of happiness in
this world."

"But isn't it the same thing not to lie and to tell the truth," said
the boy, with a smile which charmed his mother and displeased me.

"Certainly not; there is a great difference--for to avoid lying you
have only to hold your tongue; and do you think that comes to the
same thing as speaking the truth?   You must open your mind to me, my
son, and tell me all your thoughts, even if you blush in the recital.
I will teach you how to blush, and soon you will have nothing to fear
in laying open all your thoughts and deeds.  When we know each other
a little longer we shall see how we agree together.  You must
understand that I cannot look upon you as my son until I see cause to
love you, and I cannot have you call me father till you treat me as
the best friend you have.  You may be quite sure that I shall find a
way to discover your thoughts, however cleverly you try to hide them.
If I find you deceitful and suspicious I shall certainly entertain no
regard for you.  As soon as I have finished my business at Amsterdam
we will set out for Paris.  I am leaving the Hague to-morrow, and on
my return I hope to find you instructed by your mother in a system of
morality more consonant with my views, and more likely to lead to
your happiness."

On glancing at my little daughter, who had been listening to me with
the greatest attention, I saw that her eyes were swimming with tears,
which she could hardly retain.

"Why are you crying?" said the mother; "it is silly to cry."  And
with that the child ran to her mother and threw her arms round her
neck.

"Would you like to come to Paris, too?" said I to her.

"Oh, yes!  But mamma must come too, as she would die without me."

"What would you do if I told you to go?" said the mother.

"I would obey you, mamma, but how could I exist away from you?"

Thereupon my little daughter pretended to cry.  I say pretended, as
it was quite evident that the child did not mean what she said, and I
am sure that her mother knew it as well as I.

It was really a melancholy thing to see the effects of a bad
education on this young child, to whom nature had given intelligence
and feeling.  I took the mother on one side, and said that if she had
intended to make actors of her children she had succeeded to
admiration; but if she wished them to become useful members of
society her system had failed lamentably, as they were in a fair way
to become monsters of deceit.  I continued making her the most
pointed remonstrances until, in spite of her efforts to control
herself, she burst into tears.  However, she soon recovered her
composure, and begged me to stay at the Hague a day longer, but I
told her it was out of the question, and left the room.  I came in
again a few minutes after, and Sophie came up to me and said, in a
loving little voice,

"If you are really my friend, you will give me some proof of your
friendship."

"And what proof do you want, my dear?"

"I want you to come and sup with me to-morrow."

"I can't, Sophie dear, for I have just said no to your mother, and
she would be offended if I granted you what I had refused her."

"Oh, no! she wouldn't; it was she who told me to ask you just now."

I naturally began to laugh, but on her mother calling the girl a
little fool, and the brother adding that he had never committed such
an indiscretion, the poor child began to tremble all over, and looked
abashed.  I reassured her as best I could, not caring whether what I
said displeased her mother or not, and I endeavoured to instill into
her principles of a very different nature to those in which she had
been reared, while she listened with an eagerness which proved that
her heart was still ready to learn the right way.  Little by little
her face cleared, and I saw that I had made an impression, and though
I could not flatter myself that any good I might do her would be
lasting in its effects as long as she remained under the bad
influence of her mother, I promised to come and sup with her next
evening, "but on the condition," I said, "that you give me a plain
meal, and one bottle of chambertin only, for you are not too well
off."

"I know that, but mamma says that you pay for everything."

This reply made me go off into a roar of laughter; and in spite of
her vexation the mother was obliged to follow my example.  The poor
woman, hardened by the life she led, took the child's simplicity for
stupidity, but I saw in her a rough diamond which only wanted
polishing.

Therese told me that the wine did not cost her anything, as the son
of the Rotterdam burgomaster furnished her with it, and that he would
sup with us the next day if I would allow him to be present.  I
answered smilingly that I should be delighted to see him, and I went
away after giving my daughter, of whom I felt fond, a tender embrace.
I would have done anything to be entrusted with her, but I saw it
would be no good trying to get possession of her, as the mother was
evidently keeping her as a resource for her old age.  This is a
common way for adventuresses to look upon their daughters, and
Therese was an adventuress in the widest acceptation of the term.  I
gave her twenty ducats to get clothes for my adopted son and Sophie,
who, with spontaneous gratitude, and her eyes filled with tears, came
and gave me a kiss.  Joseph was going to kiss my hand, but I told him
that it was degrading for one man to kiss another's hand, and that
for the future he was to shew his gratitude by embracing me as a son
embraces his father.

Just as I was leaving, Therese took me to the closet where the two
children were sleeping.  I knew what she was thinking of; but all
that was over long ago; I could think of no one but Esther.

The next day I found the burgomaster's son at my actress's house.  He
was a fine young fellow of twenty or twenty-one, but totally devoid
of manner.  He was Therese's lover, but he should have regulated his
behaviour in my presence.  Therese, seeing that he was posing as
master of the field, and that his manners disgusted me, began to snub
him, much to his displeasure, and after sneering at the poorness of
the dishes, and praising the wine which he had supplied, he went out
leaving us to finish our dessert by ourselves.  I left myself at
eleven, telling Therese that I should see her again before I went
away.  The Princesse de Galitzin, a Cantimir by birth, had asked me
to dinner, and this made me lose another day.

Next day I heard from Madame d'Urfe, who enclosed a bill of exchange
on Boaz for twelve thousand francs.  She said that she had bought her
shares for sixty thousand, that she did not wish to make anything of
them, and that she hoped I would accept the overplus as my broker's
fee.  She worded her offer with too much courtesy for me to refuse
it.  The remainder of the letter was devoted to the wildest fancies.
She said that her genius had revealed to her that I should bring back
to Paris a boy born of the Mystical Marriage, and she hoped I would
take pity on her.  It was a strange coincidence, and seemed likely to
attach the woman still more closely to her visionary theories.  I
laughed when I though how she would be impressed by Therese's son,
who was certainly not born of the Mystical Marriage.

Boaz paid me my twelve thousand francs in ducats, and I made him my
friend, as he thanked me for receiving the moneys in ducats, and he
doubtless made a profit on the transaction, gold being a commodity in
Holland, and all payments being made in silver or paper money.

At that time gold was at a low rate, and nobody would take ducats.

After having an excellent dinner with the Princesse de Galitzin, I
put on my cloak and went to the cafe.  I found there the
burgomaster's son, who was just beginning a game of billiards.  He
whispered to me that I might back him with advantage, and thinking he
was sure of his stroke I thanked him and followed his advice.
However, after losing three games one after the other, I took his
measure and began to lay against him without his knowledge.  After
playing for three hours and losing all the time, he stopped play and
came to condole with me on my heavy loss.  It is impossible to
describe his amazed expression when I shewed him a handful of ducats,
and assured him that I had spent a very profitable evening in laying
against him.  Everybody in the room began to laugh at him, but he was
the sort of young man who doesn't understand a joke, and he went out
in a rage.  Soon after I left the billiard-room myself, and,
according to my promise went to see Therese, as I was leaving for
Amsterdam the next day.

Therese was waiting for her young wine merchant, but on my recounting
his adventures she expected him no longer.  I took my little daughter
on my knee and lavished my caresses on her, and so left them, telling
them that we should see each other again in the course of three weeks
or a month at latest.

As I was going home in the moonlight by myself, my sword under my
arm, I was encountered all of a sudden by the poor dupe of a
burgomaster's son.

"I want to know," said he, "if your sword has as sharp a point as
your tongue."

I tried to quiet him by speaking common sense, and I kept my sword
wrapped in my cloak, though his was bared and directed against me.

"You are wrong to take my jests in such bad part," said I; "however,
I apologize to you."

"No apologies; look to yourself."

"Wait till to-morrow, you will be cooler then, but if you still wish
it I will give you satisfaction in the midst of the billiard-room."

"The only satisfaction you can give me is to fight; I want to kill
you."

As evidence of his determination, and to provoke me beyond recall, he
struck me with the flat of his sword, the first and last time in my
life in which I have received such and insult.  I drew my sword, but
still hoping to bring him to his senses I kept strictly on the
defensive and endeavoured to make him leave off.  This conduct the
Dutchman mistook for fear, and pushed hard on me, lunging in a manner
that made me look to myself.  His sword passed through my necktie; a
quarter of an inch farther in would have done my business.

I leapt to one side, and, my danger no longer admitting of my
fighting on the defensive, I lunged out and wounded him in the chest.
I thought this would have been enough for him, so I proposed we
should terminate our engagement.

"I'm not dead yet," said he; "I want to kill you."

This was his watchword; and, as he leapt on me in a paroxysm of rage,
more like a madman than a sensible being, I hit him four times.  At
the fourth wound he stepped back, and, saying he had had enough,
begged me to leave him.

I went off as fast as I could, and was very glad to see from the look
of my sword that his wounds were slight.  I found Boaz still up, and
on hearing what had taken place he advised me to go to Amsterdam at
once, though I assured him that the wounds were not mortal.  I gave
in to his advice, and as my carriage was at the saddler's he lent me
his, and I set out, bidding my servant to come on the next day with
my luggage, and to rejoin me at the "Old Bible," in Amsterdam.  I
reached Amsterdam at noon and my man arrived in the evening.

I was curious to hear if my duel had made any noise, but as my
servant had left at an early hour he had heard nothing about it.
Fortunately for me nothing whatever was known about it at Amsterdam
for a week after; otherwise, things might not have gone well with me,
as the reputation of being a duellist is not a recommendation to
financiers with whom one is about to transact business of importance.

The reader will not be surprised when I tell him that my first call
was on M. d'O, or rather on his charming daughter Esther, for she
it was on whom I waited.  It will be remembered that the way in which
we parted did a good deal towards augmenting the warmth of my
affection for her.  On entering the room I found Esther writing at a
table.

"What are you doing Esther, dear?"

"An arithmetical problem."

"Do you like problems?"

"I am passionately fond of anything which contains difficulties and
offers curious results."

"I will give you something which will please you."

I made her, by way of jest, two magic squares, which delighted her.
In return, she spewed me some trifles with which I was well
acquainted, but which I pretended to think very astonishing.  My good
genius then inspired me with the idea of trying divination by the
cabala.  I told her to ask a question in writing, and assured her
that by a certain kind of calculation a satisfactory answer would be
obtained.  She smiled, and asked why I had returned to Amsterdam so
soon.  I shewed her how to make the pyramid with the proper numbers
and the other ceremonies, then I made her extract the answer in
numbers, translating it into French, and greatly was she surprised to
find that the cause which had made me return to Amsterdam so soon
was--love.

Quite confounded, she said it was very wonderful, even though the
answer might not be true, and she wished to know what masters could
teach this mode of calculation.

"Those who know it cannot teach it to anyone."

"How did you learn it, then?"

"From a precious manuscript I inherited from my father."

"Sell it me."

"I have burnt it; and I am not empowered to communicate the secret to
anyone before I reach the age of fifty."

"Why fifty?"

"I don't know; but I do know that if I communicated it to anyone
before that age I should run the risk of losing it myself.  The
elementary spirit who is attached to the oracle would leave it."

"How do you know that?"

"I saw it so stated in the manuscript I have spoken of."

"Then you are able to discover all secrets?"

"Yes, or I should be if the replies were not sometimes too obscure to
be understood."

"As it does not take much time, will you be kind enough to get me an
answer to another question?"

"With pleasure; you can command me in anything not forbidden by my
familiar spirit."

She asked what her destiny would be, and the oracle replied that she
had not yet taken the first step towards it.  Esther was astonished
and called her governess to see the two answers, but the good woman
saw nothing wonderful in them whatever.  Esther impatiently called
her a blockhead, and entreated me to let her ask another question.  I
begged her to do so, and she asked,

"Who loves me most in Amsterdam?"  The oracle replied that no one
loved her as well as he who had given her being: Poor Esther then
told me that I had made her miserable, and that she would die of
grief if she could not succeed in learning the method of calculation.
I gave no answer, and pretended to feel sad at heart.  She began to
write down another question, putting her hand in front so as to
screen the paper.  I rose as if to get out of her way, but while she
was arranging the pyramid I cast my eyes on the paper whilst walking
up and down the room, and read her question.  After she had gone as
far as I had taught her, she asked me to extract the answer, saying
that I could do so without reading the question.  I agreed to do so
on the condition that she would not ask a second time.

As I had seen her question, it was easy for me to answer it.  She had
asked the oracle if she might shew the questions she had propounded
to her father, and the answer was that she would be happy as long as
she had no secrets from her father.

When she read these words she gave a cry of surprise, and could find
no words wherewith to express her gratitude to me.  I left her for
the Exchange, where I had a long business conversation with M. Pels.

Next morning a handsome and gentlemanly man came with a letter of
introduction from Therese, who told me that he would be useful in
case I wanted any assistance in business.  His name was Rigerboos.
She informed me that the burgomaster's son was only slightly wounded,
and that I had nothing to fear as the matter was not generally known,
and that if I had business at the Hague I might return there in
perfect safety.  She said that my little Sophie talked of me all day,
and that I should find my son much improved on my return.  I asked M.
Rigerboos to give me his address, assuring him that at the proper
time I should rely on his services.

A moment after Rigerboos had gone, I got a short note from Esther,
who begged me, in her father's name, to spend the day with her--at
least, if I had no important engagement.  I answered that, excepting
a certain matter of which her father knew, I had no chiefer aim than
to convince her that I desired a place in her heart, and that she
might be quite sure that I would not refuse her invitation.

I went to M. d'O---- at dinner time.  I found Esther and her father
puzzling over the method which drew reasonable answers out of a
pyramid of numbers.  As soon as her father saw me, he embraced me,
saying how happy he was to possess a daughter capable of attracting
me.

"She will attract any man who has sufficient sense to appreciate
her."

"You appreciate her, then?"

"I worship her."

"Then embrace her."

Esther opened her arms, and with a cry of delight threw them round my
neck, and gave the back all my caresses, kiss for kiss.

"I have got through all my business," said M. d'O----, "and the rest
of my day is at your disposal.  I have known from my childhood that
there is such a science as the one you profess, and I was acquainted
with a Jew who by its aid made an immense fortune.  He, like you,
said that, under pain of losing the secret, it could only be
communicated to one person, but he put off doing so so long that at
last it was too late, for a high fever carried him off in a few days.
I hope you will not do as the Jew did; but in the meanwhile allow me
to say that if You do not draw a profit from this treasure, you do
not know what it really is."

"You call this knowledge of mine a treasure, and yet you possess one
far more excellent," looking at Esther as I spoke.

"We will discuss that again.  Yes, sir, I call your science a
treasure."

"But the answers of the oracle are often very obscure."

"Obscure!  The answers my daughter received are as clear as day."

"Apparently, she is fortunate in the way she frames her questions;
for on this the reply depends."

"After dinner we will try if I am so fortunate--at least, if you will
be so kind as to help me."

"I can refuse you nothing, as I consider father and daughter as one
being."

At table we discussed other subjects, as the chief clerks were
present--notably the manager, a vulgar-looking fellow, who had very
evident aspirations in the direction of my fair Esther.  After dinner
we went into M. d'O 's private closet, and thereupon he drew two long
questions out of his pocket.  In the first he desired to know how to
obtain a favourable decision from the States-General in an important
matter, the details of which he explained.  I replied in terms, the
obscurity of which would have done credit to a professed Pythoness,
and I left Esther to translate the answer into common sense, and find
a meaning in it.

With regard to the second answer I acted in a different manner; I was
impelled to answer clearly, and did so.  M.  d'O asked what had
become of a vessel belonging to the India Company of which nothing
had been heard.  It was known to have started on the return voyage,
and should have arrived two months ago, and this delay gave rise to
the supposition that it had gone down.  M. d'O---- wished to know if
it were still above water, or whether it were lost, etc.  As no
tidings of it had come to hand, the company were on the look-out for
someone to insure it, and offered ten per cent., but nobody cared to
run so great a risk, especially as a letter had been received from an
English sea captain who said he had seen her sink.

I may confess to my readers, though I did not do so to M. d'O----.
that with inexplicable folly I composed an answer that left no doubt
as to the safety of the vessel, pronouncing it safe and sound, and
that we should hear of it in a few days.  No doubt I felt the need of
exalting my oracle, but this method was likely to destroy its credit
for ever.  In truth, if I had guessed M. d'O----'s design, I would
have curbed my vanity, for I had no wish to make him lose a large sum
without profiting myself.

The answer made him turn pale, and tremble with joy.  He told us that
secrecy in the matter was of the last importance, as he had
determined to insure the vessel and drive a good bargain.  At this,
dreading the consequences, I hastened to tell him that for all I knew
there might not be a word of truth in the oracle's reply, and that I
should die of grief if I were the involuntary cause of his losing an
enormous sum of money through relying on an oracle, the hidden sense
of which might be completely opposed to the literal translation.

"Have you ever been deceived by it?"

"Often."

Seeing my distress, Esther begged her father to take no further steps
in the matter.  For some moments nobody spoke.

M. d'O---- looked thoughtful and full of the project which his fancy
had painted in such gay colours.  He said a good deal about it,
dwelling on the mystic virtues of numbers, and told his daughter to
read out all the questions she had addressed to the oracle with the
answers she had received.  There were six or seven of them, all
briefly worded, some direct and some equivocal.  Esther, who had
constructed the pyramids, had shone, with my potent assistance, in
extracting the answers, which I had really invented, and her father,
in the joy of his heart, seeing her so clever, imagined that she
would become an adept in the science by the force of intelligence.
The lovely Esther, who was much taken with the trifle; was quite
ready to be of the same opinion.

After passing several hours in the discussion of the answers, which
my host thought divine, we had supper, and at parting M. d'O---- said
that as Sunday was a day for pleasure and not business he hoped I
would honour them by passing the day at their pretty house on the
Amstel, and they were delighted at my accepting their invitation.

I could not help pondering over the mysteries of the commercial mind,
which narrows itself down to considerations of profit and loss.
M. d'O---- was decidedly an honest man; but although he was rich, he
was by no means devoid of the greed incident to his profession.  I
asked myself the question, how a man, who would consider it
dishonourable to steal a ducat, or to pick one up in the street and
keep it, knowing to whom it belonged, could reconcile it with his
conscience to make an enormous profit by insuring a vessel of the
safety of which he was perfectly certain, as he believed the oracle
infallible.  Such a transaction was certainly fraudulent, as it is
dishonest to play when one is certain of winning.

As I was going home I passed a tea-garden, and seeing a good many
people going in and coming out I went in curious to know how these
places were managed in Holland.  Great heavens!  I found myself the
witness of an orgy, the scene a sort of cellar, a perfect cesspool of
vice and debauchery.  The discordant noise of the two or three
instruments which formed the orchestra struck gloom to the soul and
added to the horrors of the cavern.  The air was dense with the fumes
of bad tobacco, and vapours reeking of beer and garlic issued from
every mouth.  The company consisted of sailors, men of the lowest-
class, and a number of vile women.  The sailors and the dregs of the
people thought this den a garden of delight, and considered its
pleasures compensation for the toils of the sea and the miseries of
daily labour.  There was not a single woman there whose aspect had
anything redeeming about it.  I was looking at the repulsive sight in
silence, when a great hulking fellow, whose appearance suggested the
blacksmith, and his voice the blackguard, came up to me and asked me
in bad Italian if I would like to dance.  I answered in the negative,
but before leaving me he pointed out a Venetian woman who, he said,
would oblige me if I gave her some drink.

Wishing to discover if she was anyone I knew I looked at her
attentively, and seemed to recollect her features, although I could
not decide who she could be.  Feeling rather curious on the subject I
sat down next to her, and asked if she came from Venice, and if she
had left that country some time ago.

"Nearly eighteen years," she replied.

I ordered a bottle of wine, and asked if she would take any; she said
yes, and added, if I liked, she would oblige me.

"I haven't time," I said; and I gave the poor wretch the change I
received from the waiter.  She was full of gratitude, and would have
embraced me if I had allowed her.

"Do you like being at Amsterdam better than Venice?" I asked.

"Alas, no! for if I were in my own country I should not be following
this dreadful trade."

"How old were you when you left Venice."

"I was only fourteen and lived happily with my father and mother, who
now may have died of grief."

"Who seduced you?"

"A rascally footman."

"In what part of Venice did you live?"

"I did not live in Venice, but at Friuli, not far off."

Friuli .  .  .  eighteen years ago .  .  .  a footman .  .  .  I felt
moved, and looking at the wretched woman more closely I soon
recognized in her Lucie of Pasean.  I cannot describe my sorrow,
which I concealed as best I could, and tried hard to keep up my
indifferent air.  A life of debauchery rather than the flight of time
had tarnished her beauty, and ruined the once exquisite outlines of
her form.  Lucie, that innocent and pretty maiden, grown ugly, vile,
a common prostitute!  It was a dreadful thought.  She drank like a
sailor, without looking at me, and without caring who I was.  I took
a few ducats from my purse, and slipped them into her hand, and
without waiting for her to find out how much I had given her I left
that horrible den.

I went to bed full of saddening thoughts.  Not even under the Leads
did I pass so wretched a day.  I thought I must have risen under some
unhappy star!  I loathed myself.  With regard to Lucie I felt the
sting of remorse, but at the thought of M. d'O---- I hated myself.
I considered that I should cause him a loss of three or four hundred
thousand florins; and the thought was a bitter drop in the cup of my
affection for Esther.  I fancied, she, as well as her father, would
become my implacable foe; and love that is not returned is no love at
all.

I spent a dreadful night.  Lucie, Esther, her father, their hatred of
me, and my hatred of myself, were the groundwork of my dreams.  I saw
Esther and her father, if not ruined, at all events impoverished by
my fault, and Lucie only thirty-two years old, and already deep in
the abyss of vice, with an infinite prospect of misery and shame
before her.  The dawn was welcome indeed, for with its appearance a
calm came to my spirit; it is, the darkness which is terrible to a
heart full of remorse.

I got up and dressed myself in my best, and went in a coach to do my
suit to the Princesse de Galitzin, who, was staying at the "Etoile
d'Orient."  I found her out; she had gone to the Admiralty.  I went
there, and found her accompanied by M. de Reissak and the Count de
Tot, who had just received news of my friend Pesselier, at whose
house I made his acquaintance, and who was dangerously ill when I
left Paris.

I sent away my coach and began to walk towards M. d'O----'s house on
the Amsel.  The extreme elegance of my costume was displeasing in the
eyes of the Dutch populace, and they hissed and hooted me, after the
manner of the mob all the world over, Esther saw me coming from the
window, drew the rope, and opened the door.  I ran in, shut the door
behind me, and as I was going up the wooden staircase, on the fourth
or fifth step my foot struck against some yielding substance.  I
looked down and saw a green pocket-book.  I stooped down to pick it
up, but was awkward enough to send it through an opening in the
stairs, which had been doubtless made for the purpose of giving light
to a stair below.  I did not stop, but went up the steps and was
received with the usual hospitality, and on their expressing some
wonder as to the unusual brilliance of my attire I explained the
circumstances of the case.  Esther smiled and said I looked quite
another person, but I saw that both father and daughter were sad at
heart.  Esther's governess came in and said something to her in
Dutch, at which, in evident distress, she ran and embraced her
father.

"I see, my friends, that something has happened to you.  If my
presence is a restraint, treat me without ceremony, and bid me go."

"It's not so great an ill-hap after all; I have enough money left to
bear the loss patiently"

"If I may ask the question, what is the nature of your loss?"

"I have lost a green pocket-book containing a good deal of money,
which if I had been wise I would have left behind, as I did not
require it till to-morrow."

"And you don't know where you lost it?"

"It must have been in the street, but I can't imagine how it can have
happened.  It contained bills of exchange for large amounts, and of
course they don't matter, as I can stop payment of them, but there
were also notes of the Bank of England for heavy sums, and they are
gone, as they are payable to the bearer.  Let us give thanks to God,
my dear child, that it is no worse, and pray to Him to preserve to us
what remains, and above all to keep us in good health.  I have had
much heavier losses than this, and I have been enabled not only to
bear the misfortune but to make up the loss.  Let us say no more
about the matter."

While he was speaking my heart was full of joy, but I kept up the
sadness befitting the scene.  I had not the slightest doubt that the
pocket-book in question was the one I had unluckily sent through the
staircase, but which could not be lost irretrievably.  My first point
was how to make capital of my grand discovery in the interests of my
cabalistic science.  It was too fine an opportunity to be lost,
especially as I still felt the sting of having been the cause of an
enormous loss to the worthy man.  I would give them a grand proof of
the infallibility of my oracle: how many miracles are done in the
same way!  The thought put me into a good humour.  I began to crack
jokes, and my jests drew peals of laughter from Esther.

We had an excellent dinner and choice wine.  After we had taken
coffee I said that if they liked we would have a game of cards, but
Esther said that this would be a waste of time, as she would much
prefer making the oracular pyramids.  This was exactly what I wanted.

"With all my heart," I said.

"We will do as you suggest."

"Shall I ask where my father lost his pocket-book?"

"Why not?  It's a plain question: write it down."

She made the pyramid, and the reply was that the pocket-book had not
been found by anyone.  She leapt up from her seat, danced for joy,
and threw her arms round her father's neck, saying,

"We shall find it, we shall find it, papa!"

"I hope so, too, my dear, that answer is really very consoling."

Wherewith Esther gave her father one kiss after another.

"Yes," said I, "there is certainly ground for hope, but the oracle
will be dumb to all questions."

"Dumb!  Why?"

"I was going to say it will be dumb if you do not give me as many
kisses as you have given your father."

"Oh, then I will soon make it speak!" said she, laughing; and
throwing her arms about my neck she began to kiss me, and I to give
her kisses in return.

Ah! what happy days they seem when I recall them; and still I like
dwelling on these days despite my sad old age, the foe of love.  When
I recall these events I grow young again and feel once more the
delights of youth, despite the long years which separate me from that
happy time.

At last Esther sat down again, and asked, "Where is the pocket-book?"
And the pyramid told her that the pocket-book had fallen through the
opening in the fifth step of the staircase.

M. d'O---- said to his daughter,

"Come, my dear Esther, let us go and test the truth of the oracle."
And full of joy and hope they went to the staircase, I following
them, and M. d'O shewed her the hole through which the pocket-book
must have fallen.  He lighted a candle and we went down to the
cellar, and before long he picked up the book, which had fallen into
some water.  We went up again in high spirits, and there we talked
for over an hour as seriously as you please on the divine powers of
the oracle, which, according to them, should render its possessor the
happiest of mortals.

He opened the pocket-book and shewed us the four thousand pound
notes.  He gave two to his daughter, and made me take the two
remaining; but I took them with one hand and with the other gave them
to Esther begging her to keep them for me; but before she would agree
to do so I had to threaten her with the stoppage of the famous
cabalistic oracle.  I told M.  d'O that all I asked was his
friendship, and thereon he embraced me, and swore to be my friend to
the death.

By making the fair Esther the depositary of my two thousand pounds, I
was sure of winning her affection by an appeal, not to her interest,
but to her truthfulness.  This charming girl had about her so
powerful an attraction that I felt as if my life was wound up with
hers.

I told M. d'O  that my chief object was to negotiate the twenty
millions at a small loss.

"I hope to be of service to you in the matter," he said, "but as I.
shall often want to speak to you, you must come and live in our
house, which you must look upon as your own."

"My presence will be a restraint on you.  I shall be a trouble."

"Ask Esther."

Esther joined her entreaties to her father's and I gave in, taking
good care not to let them see how pleased I was.  I contented myself
with expressing my gratitude, to which they answered that it was I
who conferred a favour.

M. d'O went into his closet, and as soon as I found myself alone with
Esther I kissed her tenderly, saying that I should not be happy till
I had won her heart.

"Do you love me?"

"Dearly, and I will do all in my power to shew how well I love you,
if you will love me in return."

She gave me her hand, which I covered with kisses, and she went on to
say, "As soon as you come and live with us, you must look out for a
good opportunity for asking my hand of my father.  You need not be
afraid he will refuse you, but the first thing for you to do is to
move into our house."

"My dear little wife!  I will come to-morrow."

We said many sweet things to one another, talked about the future,
and told each other our inmost thoughts; and I was undoubtedly truly
in love, for not a single improper fancy rose in my mind in the
presence of my dear who loved me so well.

The first thing that M. d'O said on his return was, that there would
be a piece of news on the Exchange the next day.

"What is that, papa dear?"

"I have decided to take the whole risk--amounting to three hundred
thousand florins-of the ship which is thought to have gone down.
They will call me mad, but they themselves will be the madmen; which
is what I should be if, after the proof we have had, I doubted the
oracle any more."

"My dear sir, you make me frightened.  I have told you that I have
been often deceived by the oracle."

"That must have been, my dear fellow, when the reply was obscure, and
you did not get at the real sense of it; but in the present case
there is no room, for doubt.  I shall make three million florins, or,
if the worst comes to the worse, my loss won't ruin me."

Esther, whom the finding of the pocket-book had made enthusiastic,
told her father to lose no time.  As for me, I could not recall what
I had done, but I was again overwhelmed with sadness.  M. d'O---- saw
it, and taking my hand said, "If the oracle does lie this time, I
shall be none the less your friend."

"I am glad to hear it," I answered; "but as this is a matter of the
utmost importance, let me consult the oracle a second time before you
risk your three hundred thousand florins."  This proposition pleased
the father and daughter highly; they could not express their
gratitude to me for being so careful of their interests.

What followed was truly surprising--enough to make one believe in
fatality.  My readers probably will not believe it; but as these
Memoirs will not be published till I have left this world, it would
be of no use for me to disguise the truth in any way, especially as
the writing of them is only the amusement of my leisure hours.  Well,
let him who will believe it; this is absolutely what happened.  I
wrote down the question myself, erected the pyramid, and carried out
all the magical ceremonies without letting Esther have a hand in it.
I was delighted to be able to check an act of extreme imprudence, and
I was determined to do so.  A double meaning, which I knew how to
get, would abate M. d'O----'s courage and annihilate his plans.  I
had thought over what I wanted to say, and I thought I had expressed
it properly in the numbers.  With that idea, as Esther knew the
alphabet perfectly well, I let her extract the answer, and transfer
it into letters.  What was my surprise when I heard her read these
words:

"In a matter of this kind neither fear nor hesitate.  Your repentance
would be too hard for you to bear."

That was enough.  Father and daughter ran to embrace me, and M. d'O-
said that when the vessel was sighted a tithe of the profits should
be mine.  My surprise prevented me giving any answer; I had intended
to write trust and hazard, and I had written fear and hesitate.  But
thanks to his prejudice, M. d'O---- only saw in my silence
confirmation of the infallibility of the oracle.  In short, I could
do nothing more, and I took my leave leaving everything to the care
of chance, who sometimes is kind to us in spite of ourselves.

The next morning I took up my abode in a splendid suite of rooms in
Esther's house, and the day after I took her to a concert, where she
joked with me on the grief I should endure on account of the absence
of Madame Trend and my daughter.  Esther was the only mistress of my
soul.  I lived but to adore her, and I should have satisfied my love
had not Esther been a girl of good principles.  I could not gain
possession of her, and was full of longing and desire.

Four or five days after my installation in my new quarters, M. d'O---
communicated to me the result of a conference which he had had with
M. Pels and six other bankers on the twenty millions.  They offered
ten millions in hard cash and seven millions in paper money, bearing
interest at five or six per cent. with a deduction of one per cent.
brokerage.  Furthermore, they would forgive a sum of twelve hundred
thousand florins owed by the French India Company to the Dutch
Company.

With such conditions I could not venture to decide on my own
responsibility, although, personally, I thought them reasonable
enough, the impoverished state of the French treasury being taken
into consideration.  I sent copies of the proposal to M. de Boulogne
and M. d'Afri, begging from them an immediate reply.  At the end of a
week I received an answer in the writing of M. de Courteil, acting
for M. de Boulogne, instructing me to refuse absolutely any such
proposal, and to report myself at Paris if I saw no chance of making
a better bargain.  I was again informed that peace was imminent,
though the Dutch were quite of another opinion.

In all probability I should have immediately left for Paris, but for
a circumstance which astonished nobody but myself in the family of
which I had become a member.  The confidence of M. d'O---- increased
every day, and as if chance was determined to make me a prophet in
spite of myself, news was received of the ship which was believed to
be lost, and which, on the faith of my oracle, M. d'O had bought for
three hundred thousand florins.  The vessel was at Madeira.  The joy
of Esther, and still more my own, may be imagined when we saw the
worthy man enter the house triumphantly with confirmation of the good
news.

"I have insured the vessel from Madeira to the mouth of the Texel for
a trifle," said he, "and so," turning to me, "you may count from this
moment on the tenth part of the profit, which I owe entirely to you."

The reader may imagine my delight; but there is one thing he will not
imagine, unless he knows my character better than I do myself, the
confusion into which I was thrown by the following remarks:

"You are now rich enough," said M. d'O----, "to set up for yourself
amongst us, and you are positively certain to make an enormous
fortune in a short time merely by making use of your cabala.  I will
be your agent; let us live together, and if you like my daughter as
she likes you, you can call yourself my son as soon as you please."

In Esther's face shone forth joy and happiness, and in mine, though I
adored her, there was to be seen, alas! nothing but surprise.  I was
stupid with happiness and the constraint in which I held myself.  I
did not analyze my feelings, but, though I knew it not, there can be
no doubt that my insuperable objection to the marriage tie was
working within my soul.  A long silence followed; and last,
recovering my powers of speech, I succeeded, with an effort, in
speaking to them of my gratitude, my happiness, my love, and I ended
by saying that, in spite of my affection for Esther, I must, before
settling in Holland, return to Paris, and discharge the confidential
and responsible duty which the Government had placed in my hands.  I
would then return to Amsterdam perfectly independent.

This long peroration won their approval.  Esther was quite pleased,
and we spent the rest of the day in good spirits.  Next day M. d'O---
gave a splendid dinner to several of his friends, who congratulated
him on his good fortune, being persuaded that his courageous action
was to be explained by his having had secret information of the
safety of the vessel, though none of them could see from what source
he, and he only, had obtained it.

A week after this lucky event he gave me an ultimatum on the matter
of the twenty millions, in which he guaranteed that France should not
lose more than nine per cent. in the transaction.

I immediately sent a copy of his proposal to M. d'Afri, begging him
to be as prompt as possible, and another copy to the comptroller-
general, with a letter in which I warned him that the thing would
certainly fall through if he delayed a single day in sending full
powers to M. d'Afri to give me the necessary authority to act.

I wrote to the same effect to M. de Courteil and the Duc de Choiseul,
telling them that I was to receive no brokerage; but that I should
all the same accept a proposal which I thought a profitable one, and
saying that I had no doubt of obtaining my expenses from the French
Government.

As it was a time of rejoicing with us, M. d'O---- thought it would be
a good plan to give a ball.  All the most distinguished people in
Amsterdam were invited to it.  The ball and supper were of the most
splendid description, and Esther, who was a blaze of diamonds, danced
all the quadrilles with me, and charmed every beholder by her grace
and beauty.

I spent all my time with Esther, and every day we grew more and more
in love, and more unhappy, for we were tormented by abstinence, which
irritated while it increased our desires.

Esther was an affectionate mistress, but discreet rather by training
than disposition the favours she accorded me were of the most
insignificant description.  She was lavish of nothing but her kisses,
but kisses are rather irritating than soothing.  I used to be nearly
wild with love.  She told me, like other virtuous women, that if she
agreed to make me happy she was sure I would not marry her, and that
as soon as I made her my wife she would be mine and mine only.  She
did not think I was married, for I had given her too many assurances
to the contrary, but she thought I had a strong attachment to someone
in Paris.  I confessed that she was right, and said that I was going
there to put an end to it that I might be bound to her alone.  Alas!
I lied when I said so, for Esther was inseparable from her father, a
man of forty, and I could not make up my mind to pass the remainder
of my days in Holland.

Ten or twelve days after sending the ultimatum, I received a letter
from M. de Boulogne informing me that M. d'Afri had all necessary
instructions for effecting the exchange of the twenty millions, and
another letter from the ambassador was to the same effect.  He warned
me to take care that everything was right, as he should not part with
the securities before receiving 18,200,000 francs in current money.

The sad time of parting at last drew near, amid many regrets and
tears from all of us.  Esther gave me the two thousand pounds I had
won so easily, and her father at my request gave me bills of exchange
to the amount of a hundred thousand florins, with a note of two
hundred thousand florins authorizing me to draw upon him till the
whole sum was exhausted.  Just as I was going, Esther gave me fifty
shirts and fifty handkerchiefs of the finest quality.

It was not my love for Manon Baletti, but a foolish vanity and a
desire to cut a figure in the luxurious city of Paris, which made me
leave Holland.  But such was the disposition that Mother Nature had
given me that fifteen months under The Leads had not been enough to
cure this mental malady of mine.  But when I reflect upon after
events of my life I am not astonished that The Leads proved
ineffectual, for the numberless vicissitudes which I have gone
through since have not cured me--my disorder, indeed, being of the
incurable kind.  There is no such thing as destiny.  We ourselves
shape our lives, notwithstanding that saying of the Stoics, 'Volentem
ducit, nolentem trahit'.

After promising Esther to return before the end of the year, I set
out with a clerk of the company who had brought the French
securities, and I reached the Hague, where Boaz received me with a
mingled air of wonder and admiration.  He told me that I had worked a
miracle; "but," he added, "to succeed thus you must have persuaded
them that peace was on the point of being concluded."

"By no means," I answered; "so far from my persuading them, they are
of the opposite opinion; but all the same I may tell you that peace
is really imminent."

"If you like to give me that assurance in writing," said he, "I will
make you a present of fifty thousand florins' worth of diamonds."

"Well," I answered, "the French ambassador is of the same opinion as
myself; but I don't think the certainty is sufficiently great as yet
for you to risk your diamonds upon it."

Next day I finished my business with the ambassador, and the clerk
returned to Amsterdam.

I went to supper at Therese's, and found her children very well
dressed.  I told her to go on to Rotterdam the next day and wait for
me there with her son, as I had no wish to give scandal at the Hague.

At Rotterdam, Therese told me that she knew I had won half a million
at Amsterdam, and that her fortune would be made if she could leave
Holland for London.  She had instructed Sophie to tell me that my
good luck was the effect of the prayers she had addressed to Heaven
on my behalf.  I saw where the land lay, and I enjoyed a good laugh
at the mother's craft and the child's piety, and gave her a hundred
ducats, telling her that she should have another hundred when she
wrote to me from London.  It was very evident that she thought the
sum a very moderate one, but I would not give her any more.  She
waited for the moment when I was getting into my carriage to beg me
to give her another hundred ducats, and I said, in a low tone, that
she should have a thousand if she would give me her daughter.  She
thought it over for a minute, and then said that she could not part
with her.

"I know very well why," I answered; and drawing a watch from my fob I
gave it to Sophie, embraced her, and went on my way.  I arrived at
Paris on February 10th, and took sumptuous apartments near the Rue
Montorgueil.




CHAPTER VI

I Meet With a Flattering Reception From My Patron--Madame D'Urfe's
Infatuation--Madame X. C. V. And Her Family--Madame du Rumain


During my journey from the Hague to Paris, short as it was, I had
plenty of opportunities for seeing that the mental qualities of my
adopted son were by no means equal to his physical ones.

As I had said, the chief point which his mother had impressed on him
was reserve, which she had instilled into him out of regard for her
own interests.  My readers will understand what I mean, but the
child, in following his mother's instructions, had gone beyond the
bounds of moderation; he possessed reserve, it is true, but he was
also full of dissimulation, suspicion, and hypocrisy--a fine trio of
deceit in one who was still a boy.  He not only concealed what he
knew, but he pretended to know that which he did not.  His idea of
the one quality necessary to success in life was an impenetrable
reserve, and to obtain this he had accustomed himself to silence the
dictates of his heart, and to say no word that had not been carefully
weighed.  Giving other people wrong impressions passed with him for
discretion, and his soul being incapable of a generous thought, he
seemed likely to pass through life without knowing what friendship
meant.

Knowing that Madame d'Urfe counted on the boy for the accomplishment
of her absurd hypostasis, and that the more mystery I made of his
birth the more extravagant would be her fancies about it, I told the
lad that if I introduced him to a lady who questioned him by himself
about his birth, he was to be perfectly open with her.

On my arrival at Paris my first visit was to my patron, whom I found
in grand company amongst whom I recognized the Venetian ambassador,
who pretended not to know me.

"How long have you been in Paris?" said the minister, taking me by
the hand.

"I have only just stepped out of my chaise."

"Then go to Versailles.  You will find the Duc de Choiseul and the
comptroller-general there.  You have been wonderfully successful, go
and get your meed of praise and come and see me afterwards.  Tell the
duke that Voltaire's appointment to be a gentleman-in-ordinary to the
king is ready."

I was not going to start for Versailles at midday, but ministers in
Paris are always talking in this style, as if Versailles were at the
end of the street.  Instead of going there, I went to see Madame
d'Urfe.

She received me with the words that her genius had informed her that
I should come to-day, and that she was delighted with the fulfilment
of the prophecy.

"Corneman tells me that you have been doing wonders in Holland; but I
see more in the matter than he does, as I am quite certain that you
have taken over the twenty millions yourself.  The funds have risen,
and a hundred millions at least will be in circulation in the course
of the next week.  You must not be offended at my shabby present,
for, of course, twelve thousand francs are nothing to you.  You must
look upon them as a little token of friendship."

"I am going to tell my servants to close all the doors, for I am too
glad to see you not to want to have you all to myself."

A profound bow was the only reply I made to this flattering speech,
and I saw her tremble with joy when I told her that I had brought a
lad of twelve with me, whom I intended to place in the best school I
could find that he might have a good education.

"I will send him myself to Viar, where my nephews are.  What is his
name?   Where is he?   I know well what this boy is, I long to see
him.  Why did you not alight from your journey at my house?"

Her questions and replies followed one another in rapid succession.
I should have found it impossible to get in a word edgeways, even if
I had wanted to, but I was very glad to let her expend her
enthusiasm, and took good care not to interrupt her.  On the first
opportunity, I told her that I should have the pleasure of presenting
the young gentleman to her the day after tomorrow, as on the morrow I
had an engagement at Versailles.

"Does the dear lad speak French?   While I am arranging for his going
to school you must really let him come and live with me."

"We will discuss that question on the day after tomorrow, madam."

"Oh, how I wish the day after to-morrow was here!"

On leaving Madame d'Urfe I went to my lottery office and found
everything in perfect order.  I then went to the Italian play, and
found Silvia and her daughter in their dressing-room.

"My dear friend," said she when she saw me, "I know that you have
achieved a wonderful success in Holland, and I congratulate you."


I gave her an agreeable surprise by saying that I had been working
for her daughter, and Marion herself blushed, and lowered her eyes in
a very suggestive manner.  "I will be with you at supper," I added,
"and then we can talk at our ease."  On leaving them I went to the
amphitheatre, and what was my surprise to see in one of the first
boxes Madame X---- C---- V----, with all her family.  My readers will
be glad to hear their history.

Madame X---- C---- V----, by birth a Greek, was the widow of an
Englishman, by whom she had six children, four of whom were girls.
On his death-bed he became a Catholic out of deference to the tears
of his wife; but as his children could not inherit his forty thousand
pounds invested in England, without conforming to the Church of
England, the family returned to London, where the widow complied with
all the obligations of the law of England.  What will people not do
when their interests are at stake! though in a case like this there
is no need to blame a person for yielding, to prejudices which had
the sanction of the law.

It was now the beginning of the year 1758, and five years before,
when I was at Padua, I fell in love with the eldest daughter, but a
few months after, when we were at Venice, Madame X. C. V. thought
good to exclude me from her family circle.  The insult which the
mother put upon me was softened by the daughter, who wrote me a
charming letter, which I love to read even now.  I may as well
confess that my grief was the easier to bear as my time was taken up
by my fair nun, M---- M----, and my dear C---- C-----.  Nevertheless,
Mdlle.  X. C. V., though only fifteen, was of a perfect beauty, and
was all the more charming in that to her physical advantages she
joined those of a cultured mind.

Count Algarotti, the King of Prussia's chamberlain, gave her lessons,
and several young nobles were among her suitors, her preference
apparently being given to the heir of the family of Memmo de St.
Marcuola.  He died a year afterwards, while he was procurator.

My surprise at seeing this family at such a time and place may be
imagined.  Mdlle. X. C. V. saw me directly, and pointed me out to her
mother, who made a sign to me with her fan to come to their box.

She received me in the friendliest manner possible, telling me that
we were not at Venice now, and that she hoped I would often come and
see them at the "Hotel de Bretagne," in the Rue St.  Andre des Arts.
I told them that I did not wish to recall any events which might have
happened at Venice, and her daughter having joined her entreaties to
those of her mother, I promised to accept their invitation.

Mdlle. X. C. V. struck me as prettier than ever; and my love, after
sleeping for five years, awoke to fresh strength and vigour.  They
told me that they were going to pass six months at Paris before
returning to Venice.  In return I informed them that I intended
making Paris my home, that I had just left Holland, that I was going
to Versailles the next day, so that I could not pay my respects to
them till the day after.  I also begged them to accept my services,
in a manner which let them know I was a person of some importance.

Mdlle. X. C. V. said that she was aware that the results of my Dutch
mission should render me dear to France, that she had always lived in
hopes of seeing me once more, that my famous flight from The Leads
had delighted them; "for," she added, "we have always been fond of
you."

"I fancy your mother has kept her fondness for me very much to
herself," I whispered to her.

"We won't say anything about that," said she in the same tone.  "We
learnt all the circumstances of your wonderful flight from a letter
of sixteen pages you wrote to M. Memmo.  We trembled with joy and
shuddered with fear as we read it."

"How did you know I have been in Holland?"

"M. de la Popeliniere told us about it yesterday."

M. de la Popeliniere, the fermier-general, whom I had known seven
years ago at Passi, came into the box just as his name was spoken.
After complimenting me he said that if I could carry through the same
operation for the India Company my fortune would be made.

"My advice to you is," he said, "to get yourself naturalized before
it becomes generally known that you have made half a million of
money."

"Half a million!  I only wish I had!"

"You must have made that at the lowest calculation."

"On the contrary, I give you my assurance, that if my claim for
brokerage is not allowed, the transaction will prove absolutely
ruinous to me."

"Ah! no doubt you are right to take that tone.  Meanwhile, everyone
wants to make your acquaintance, for France is deeply indebted to
you.  You have caused the funds to recover in a very marked degree."

After the play was over I went to Silvia's, where I was received as
if I had been the favourite child of the family; but on the other
hand I gave them certain proofs that I wished to be regarded in that
light.  I was impressed with the idea that to their unshaken
friendship I owed all my good luck, and I made the father, mother,
the daughter, and the two sons, receive the presents I had got for
them.  The best was for the mother, who handed it on to her daughter.
It was a pair of diamond ear-rings of great beauty, for which I had
given fifteen thousand francs.  Three days after I sent her a box
containing fine linen from Holland, and choice Mechlin and Alencon
lace.  Mario, who liked smoking, got a gold pipe; the father a choice
gold and enamelled snuff-box, and I gave a repeater to the younger
son, of whom I was very fond.  I shall have occasion later on to
speak of this lad, whose natural qualities were far superior to his
position in life.  But, you will ask, was I rich enough to make such
presents?   No, I was not, and I knew it perfectly well; but I gave
these presents because I was afraid of not being able to do so if I
waited.

I set out for Versailles at day-break, and M. de Choiseul received me
as before, his hair was being dressed, but for a moment he laid down
his pen, which shewed that I had become a person of greater
importance in his eyes.  After a slight but grateful compliment, he
told me that if I thought myself capable of negotiating a loan of a
hundred millions to bear interest at four per cent., he would do all
in his power to help me.  My answer was that I would think it over
when I heard how much I was to have for what I had done already.

"But everybody says that you have made two hundred thousand florins
by it."

"That would not be so bad; half a million of francs would be a fair
foundation on which to build a fortune; but I can assure your
excellence that there is not a word of truth in the report.  I defy
anyone to prove it; and till some substantial proof is offered, I
think I can lay claim to brokerage."

"True, true.  Go to the comptroller-general and state your views to
him."

M. de Boulogne stopped the occupation on which he was engaged to give
me a most friendly greeting, but when I said that he owed me a
hundred thousand florins he smiled sardonically.

"I happen to know," he said, "that you have bills of exchange to the
amount of a hundred thousand crowns payable to yourself."

"Certainly, but that money has no connection with my mission, as I
can prove to you by referring you to M. d'Afri.  I have in my head an
infallible project for increasing the revenue by twenty millions, in
a manner which will cause no irritation."

"You don't say so!  Communicate your plan, and I promise to get you a
pension of a hundred thousand francs, and letters of nobility as
well, if you like to become a Frenchman."

"I will think it over."

On leaving M.  de Boulogne I went to the Palace, where a ballet was
going on before the Marquise de Pompadour.

She bowed to me as soon as she saw me, and on my approaching her she
told me that I was an able financier, and that the "gentlemen below"
could not appreciate my merits.  She had not forgotten what I had
said to her eight years before in the theatre at Fontainebleau.  I
replied that all good gifts were from above, whither, with her help,
I hoped to attain.

On my return to Paris I went to the "Hotel Bourbon" to inform my
patron of the result of my journey.  His advice to me was to continue
to serve the Government well, as its good fortune would come to be
mine.  On my telling him of my meeting with the X. C. V.'s, he said
that M. de la Popeliniere was going to marry the elder daughter.

When I got to my house my son was nowhere to be found.  My landlady
told me that a great lady had come to call on my lord, and that she
had taken him away with her.  Guessing that this was Madame d'Urfe, I
went to bed without troubling myself any further.  Early next morning
my clerk brought me a letter.  It came from the old attorney, uncle
to Gaetan's wife, whom I had helped to escape from the jealous fury
of her brutal husband.  The attorney begged me to come and speak to
him at the courts, or to make an appointment at some place where he
could see me.  I went to the courts and found him there.

"My niece," he began, "found herself obliged to go into a convent;
and from this vantage ground she is pleading against her husband,
with the aid of a barrister, who will be responsible for the costs.
However, to win our case, we require the evidence of yourself, Count
Tiretta, and other servants who witnessed the scene at the inn."

I did all I could, and four months afterwards Gaetan simplified
matters by a fraudulent bankruptcy, which obliged him to leave
France: in due time and place, I shall have something more to say
about him.  As for his wife, who was young and pretty, she paid her
counsel in love's money, and was very happy with him, and may be
happy still for all I know, but I have entirely lost sight of her.

After my interview with the old attorney I went to Madame---- to see
Tiretta, who was out.  Madame was still in love with him, and he
continued to make a virtue of necessity.  I left my address, and went
to the "Hotel de Bretagne" to pay my first call on Madame X. C. V.
The lady, though she was not over fond of me, received me with great
politeness.  I possibly cut a better figure in her eyes when rich,
and at Paris, then when we were in Venice.  We all know that diamonds
have the strange power of fascination, and that they form an
excellent substitute for virtue!

Madame X. C. V. had with her an old Greek named Zandiri, brother to
M. de Bragadin's major-domo, who was just dead.  I uttered some
expressions of sympathy, and the boor did not take the trouble to
answer me, but I was avenged for his foolish stiffness by the
enthusiasm with which I was welcomed by everyone else.  The eldest
girl, her sisters, and the two sons, almost overwhelmed me with
friendliness.  The eldest son was only fourteen, and was a young
fellow of charming manners, but evidently extremely independent, and
sighed for the time when he would be able to devote himself to a
career of profligacy for which he was well fitted.  Mdlle. X. C. V.
was both beautiful and charming in her manner, and had received an
excellent education of which, however, she made no parade.  One could
not stay in her presence without loving her, but she was no flirt,
and I soon saw that she held out no vain hopes to those who had the
misfortune not to please her.  Without being rude she knew how to be
cold, and it was all the worse for those whom her coldness did not
shew that their quest was useless.

The first hour I passed in her company chained me a captive to her
triumphant car.  I told her as much, and she replied that she was
glad to have such a captive.  She took the place in my heart where
Esther had reigned a week before, but I freely confess that Esther
yielded only because she was away.  As to my attachment to Sylvia's
daughter, it was of such a nature as not to hinder me falling in love
with any other woman who chanced to take my fancy.  In the
libertine's heart love cannot exist without substantial food, and
women who have had some experience of the world are well aware of
this fact.  The youthful Baletti was a beginner, and so knew nothing
of these things.

M. Farsetti, a Venetian of noble birth, a knight of Malta, a great
student of the occult sciences, and a good Latin versifier, came in
at one o'clock.  Dinner was just ready and Madame X. C. V. begged him
to stay.  She asked me also to dine with them, but wishing to dine
with Madame d'Urfe I refused the invitation for the nonce.

M. Farsetti, who had known me very well at Venice, only noticed me by
a side-glance, and without shewing any vexation I paid him back in
the same coin.  He smiled at Mdlle. X. C. V.'s praise of my courage.
She noticed his expression, and as if to punish him for it went on to
say that I had now the admiration of every Venetian, and that the
French were anxious to have the honour of calling me a fellow-
citizen.  M. Farsetti asked me if my post at the lottery paid well. I
replied, coolly,

"Oh, yes, well enough for me to pay my clerks' salaries."

He understood the drift of my reply, and Mdlle. X. C. V. smiled.

I found my supposed son with Madame d'Urfe, or rather in that amiable
visionary's arms.  She hastened to apologize for carrying him off,
and I turned it off with a jest, having no other course to take.

"I made him sleep with me," she said, "but I shall be obliged to
deprive myself of this privilege for the future, unless he promises
to be more discreet."

I thought the idea a grand one, and the little fellow, in spite of
his blushes, begged her to say how he had offended.

"We shall have the Comte de St. Germain," said Madame d'Urfe, "to
dinner.  I know he amuses you, and I like you to enjoy yourself in my
house."

"For that, madam, your presence is all I need; nevertheless, I thank
you for considering me."

In due course St. Germain arrived, and in his usual manner sat
himself down, not to eat but to talk.  With a face of imperturbable
gravity he told the most incredible stories, which one had to pretend
to believe, as he was always either the hero of the tale or an eye
witness of the event.  All the same, I could not help bursting into
laughter when he told us of something that happened as he was dining
with the Fathers of the Council of Trent.

Madame d'Urfe wore on her neck a large magnet.  She said that it
would one day happen that this magnet would attract the lightning,
and that she would consequently soar into the sun.  I longed to tell
her that when, she got there she could be no higher up than on the
earth, but I restrained myself; and the great charlatan hastened to
say that there could be no doubt about it, and that he, and he only,
could increase the force of the magnet a thousand times.  I said,
dryly, that I would wager twenty thousand crowns he would not so much
as double its force, but Madame d'Urfe would not let us bet, and
after dinner she told me in private that I should have lost, as St.
Germain was a magician.  Of course I agreed with her.

A few days later, the magician set out for Chambord, where the king
had given him a suite of rooms and a hundred thousand francs, that he
might be at liberty to work on the dyes which were to assure the
superiority of French materials over those of any other country.  St.
Germain had got over the king by arranging a laboratory where he
occasionally tried to amuse himself, though he knew little about
chemistry, but the king was the victim of an almost universal
weariness.  To enjoy a harem recruited from amongst the most
ravishing beauties, and often from the ranks of neophytes, with whom
pleasure had its difficulties, one would have needed to be a god, and
Louis XV. was only a man after all.

It was the famous marquise who had introduced the adept to the king
in the hope of his distracting the monarch's weariness, by giving him
a taste for chemistry.  Indeed Madame de Pompadour was under the
impression that St. Germain had given her the water of perpetual
youth, and therefore felt obliged to make the chemist a good return.
This wondrous water, taken according to the charlatan's directions,
could not indeed make old age retire and give way to youth, but
according to the marquise it would preserve one in statu quo for
several centuries.

As a matter of fact, the water, or the giver of it, had worked
wonders, if not on her body, at least on her mind; she assured the
king that she was not getting older.  The king was as much deluded by
this grand impostor as she was, for one day he shewed the Duc des
Deux-Ponts a diamond of the first water, weighing twelve carats,
which he fancied he had made himself.  "I melted down," said Louis
XV., "small diamonds weighing twenty-four carats, and obtained this
one large one weighing twelve."  Thus it came to pass that the
infatuated monarch gave the impostor the suite formerly occupied by
Marshal Saxe.  The Duc des Deux-Ponts told me this story with his own
lips, one evening, when I was supping with him and a Swede, the Comte
de Levenhoop, at Metz.

Before I left Madame d'Urfe, I told her that the lad might be he who
should make her to be born again, but that she would spoil all if she
did not wait for him to attain the age of puberty.  After what she
had said about his misbehavior, the reader will guess what made me
say this.  She sent him to board with Viar, gave him masters on
everything, and disguised him under the name of the Comte d'Aranda,
although he was born at Bayreuth, and though his mother never had
anything to do with a Spaniard of that name.  It was three or four
months before I went to see him, as I was afraid of being insulted on
account of the name which the visionary Madame d'Urfe had given him.

One day Tiretta came to see me in a fine coach.  He told me that his
elderly mistress wanted to become his wife, but that he would not
hear of it, though she offered to endow him with all her worldly
goods.  I told him that if he gave in he might pay his debts, return
to Trevisa, and live pleasantly there; but his destiny would not
allow him to take my advice.

I had resolved on taking a country house, and fixed on one called
"Little Poland," which pleased me better than all the others I had
seen.  It was well furnished, and was a hundred paces distant from
the Madeleine Gate.  It was situated on slightly elevated ground near
the royal park, behind the Duc de Grammont's garden, and its owner
had given it the name of "Pleasant Warsaw."  It had two gardens, one
of which was on a level with the first floor, three reception rooms,
large stables, coach houses, baths, a good cellar, and a splendid
kitchen.  The master was called "The Butter King," and always wrote
himself down so; the name had been given to him by Louis XV. on the
monarch's stopping at the house and liking the butter.  The "Butter
King" let me his house for a hundred Louis per annum, and he gave me
an excellent cook called "The Pearl," a true blue-ribbon of the order
of cooks, and to her he gave charge of all his furniture and the
plate I should want for a dinner of six persons, engaging to get me
as much plate as I wanted at the hire of a sous an ounce.  He also
promised to let me have what wine I wanted, and said all he had was
of the best, and, moreover, cheaper than I could get it at Paris, as
he had no gate-money to pay on it.

Matters having been arranged on these terms, in the course of a week
I got a good coachman, two fine carriages, five horses, a groom, and
two footmen.  Madame d'Urfe, who was my first guest, was delighted
with my new abode, and as she imagined that I had done it all for
her, I left her in that flattering opinion.  I never could believe in
the morality of snatching from poor mortal man the delusions which
make them happy.  I also let her retain the notion that young
d'Aranda, the count of her own making, was a scion of the nobility,
that he was born for a mysterious operation unknown to the rest of
mankind, that I was only his caretaker (here I spoke the truth), and
that he must die and yet not cease to live.  All these whimsical
ideas were the products of her brain, which was only occupied with
the impossible, and I thought the best thing I could do was to agree
with everything.  If I had tried to undeceive her, she would have
accused me of want of trust in her, for she was convinced that all
her knowledge was revealed to her by her genius, who spoke to her
only by night.  After she had dined with me I took her back to her
house, full of happiness.

Camille sent me a lottery ticket, which she had invested in at my
office, and which proved to be a winning one, I think, for a thousand
crowns or thereabouts.  She asked me to come and sup with her, and
bring the money with me.  I accepted her invitation, and found her
surrounded by all the girls she knew and their lovers.  After supper
I was asked to go to the opera with them, but we had scarcely got
there when I lost my party in the crowd.  I had no mask on, and I
soon found myself attacked by a black domino, whom I knew to be a
woman, and as she told me a hundred truths about myself in a falsetto
voice, I was interested, and determined on finding out who she was.
At last I succeeded in persuading her to come with me into a box, and
as soon as we were in and I had taken off her mask I was astonished
to find she was Mdlle. X. C. V.

"I have come to the ball," said she, "with one of my sisters, my
elder brother, and M. Farsetti.  I left them to go into a box and
change my domino:

"They must feel very uneasy."

"I dare say they do, but I am not going to take pity on them till the
end of the ball."

Finding myself alone with her, and certain of having her in my
company for the rest of the night, I began to talk of our old love-
making; and I took care to say that I was more in love with her than
ever.  She listened to me kindly, did not oppose my embraces, and by
the few obstacles she placed in my way I judged that the happy moment
was not far off.  Nevertheless I felt that I must practice restraint
that evening, and she let me see that she was obliged to me.

"I heard at Versailles, my dear mademoiselle, that you are going to
marry M. de la Popeliniere."

"So they say.  My mother wishes me to do so, and the old financier
fancies he has got me in his talons already; but he makes a mistake,
as I will never consent to such a thing."

"He is old, but he is very rich."

"He is very rich and very generous, for he promises me a dowry of a
million if I become a widow without children; and if I had a son he
would leave me all his property."

"You wouldn't have much difficulty in complying with the second
alternative."

"I shall never have anything to do with his money, for I should never
make my life miserable by a marriage with a man whom I do not love,
while I do love another."

"Another!  Who is the fortunate mortal to whom you have given your
heart's treasure?"

"I do not know if my loved one is fortunate.  My lover is a Venetian,
and my mother knows of it; but she says that I should not be happy,
that he is not worthy of me."

"Your mother is a strange woman, always crossing your affections."

"I cannot be angry with her.  She may possibly be wrong, but she
certainly loves me.  She would rather that I should marry M.
Farsetti, who would be very glad to have me, but I detest him."

"Has he made a declaration in terms?"

"He has, and all the marks of contempt I have given him seem to have
no effect."

"He clings hard to hope; but the truth is you have fascinated him."

"Possibly, but I do not think him susceptible of any tender or
generous feeling.  He is a visionary; surly, jealous, and envious in
his disposition.  When he heard me expressing myself about you in the
manner you deserve, he had the impudence to say to my mother before
my face that she ought not to receive you."

"He deserves that I should give him a lesson in manners, but there
are other ways in which he may be punished.  I shall be delighted to
serve you in any way I can."

"Alas! if I could only count on your friendship I should be happy."

The sigh with which she uttered these words sent fire through my
veins, and I told her that I was her devoted slave; that I had fifty
thousand crowns which were at her service, and that I would risk my
life to win her favours.  She replied that she was truly grateful to
me, and as she threw her arms about my neck our lips met, but I saw
that she was weeping, so I took care that the fire which her kisses
raised should be kept within bounds.  She begged me to come and see
her often, promising that as often as she could manage it we should
be alone.  I could ask no more, and after I had promised to come and
dine with them on the morrow, we parted.

I passed an hour in walking behind her, enjoying my new position of
intimate friend, and I then returned to my Little Poland.  It was a
short distance, for though I lived in the country I could get to any
part of Paris in a quarter of an hour.  I had a clever coachman, and
capital horses not used to being spared.  I got them from the royal
stables, and as soon as I lost one I got another from the same place,
having to pay two hundred francs.  This happened to me several times,
for, to my mind, going fast is one of the greatest pleasures which
Paris offers.

Having accepted an invitation to dinner at the X. C. V.'s, I did not
give myself much time for sleep, and I went out on foot with a cloak
on.  The snow was falling in large flakes, and when I got to madame's
I was as white as a sheet from head to foot.  She gave me a hearty
welcome, laughing, and saying that her daughter had been telling her
how she had puzzled me, and that she was delighted to see me come to
dinner without ceremony.  "But," added she, "it's Friday today, and
you will have to fast, though, after all, the fish is very good.
Dinner is not ready yet.  You had better go and see my daughter, who
is still a-bed."

As may be imagined, this invitation had not to be repeated, for a
pretty woman looks better in bed than anywhere else.  I found Mdlle.
X. C. V. sitting up in bed writing, but she stopped as soon as she
saw me.

"How is this, sweet lie-a-bed, not up yet?"

"Yes, I am staying in bed partly because I feel lazy, and partly
because I am freer here."

"I was afraid you were not quite well."

"Nor am I.  However, we will say no more about that now.  I am just
going to take some soup, as those who foolishly establish the
institution of fasting were not polite enough to ask my opinion on
the subject.  It does not agree with my health, and I don't like it,
so I am not going to get up even to sit at table, though I shall thus
deprive myself of your society."

I naturally told her that in her absence dinner would have no savour;
and I spoke the truth.

As the presence of her sister did not disturb us, she took out of her
pocket-book an epistle in verse which I had addressed to her when her
mother had forbidden me the house.  "This fatal letter," said she,
"which you called 'The Phoenix,' has shaped my life and may prove the
cause of my death."

I had called it the Phoenix because, after bewailing my unhappy lot,
I proceeded to predict how she would afterwards give her heart to a
mortal whose qualities would make him deserve the name of Phoenix.  A
hundred lines were taken up in the description of these imaginary
mental and moral characteristics, and certainly the being who should
have them all would be right worthy of worship, for he would be
rather a god than a man.

"Alas!" said Mdlle. X. C. V., "I fell in love with this imaginary
being, and feeling certain that such an one must exist I set myself
to look for him.  After six months I thought I had found him.  I gave
him my heart, I received his, we loved each other fondly.  But for
the last four months we have been separated, and during the whole
time I have only had one letter from him.  Yet I must not blame him,
for I know he cannot help it.  Such, is my sorry fate: I can neither
hear from him nor write to him:"

This story was a confirmation of a theory of mine namely, that the
most important events in our lives proceed often from the most
trifling causes.  My epistle was nothing better than a number of
lines of poetry more or less well written, and the being I had
delineated was certainly not to be found, as he surpassed by far all
human perfections, but a woman's heart travels so quickly and so far!
Mdlle. X. C. V. took the thing literally, and fell in love with a
chimera of goodness, and then was fain to turn this into a real
lover, not thinking of the vast difference between the ideal and the
real.  For all that, when she thought that she had found the original
of my fancy portrait, she had no difficulty in endowing him with all
the good qualities I had pictured.  Of course Mdlle. X. C. V. would
have fallen in love if I had never written her a letter in verse, but
she would have done so in a different manner, and probably with
different results.

As soon as dinner was served we were summoned to do justice to the
choice fish which M. de la Popeliniere had provided.  Madame X. C. V.
a narrowminded Greek, was naturally bigoted and superstitious.  In
the mind of a silly woman the idea of an alliance between the most
opposite of beings, God and the Devil, seems quite natural.  A priest
had told her that, since she had converted her husband, her salvation
was secure, for the Scriptures solemnly promised a soul for a soul to
every one who would lead a heretic or a heathen within the fold of
the church.  And as Madame X. C. V. had converted her husband, she
felt no anxiety about the life of the world to come, as she had done
all that was necessary.  However, she ate fish on the days appointed;
the reason being that she preferred it to flesh.

Dinner over, I returned to the lady's bedside, and there stayed till
nearly nine o'clock, keeping my passions well under control all the
time.  I was foppish enough to think that her feelings were as lively
as mine, and I did not care to shew myself less self-restrained than
she, though I knew then, as I know now, that this was a false line of
argument.  It is the same with opportunity as with fortune; one must
seize them when they come to us, or else they go by, often to return
no more.

Not seeing Farsetti at the table, I suspected there had been a
quarrel, and I asked my sweetheart about it; but she told me I was
mistaken in supposing they had quarreled with him, and that the
reason of his absence was that he would never leave his house on a
Friday.  The deluded man had had his horoscope drawn, and learning by
it that he would be assassinated on a Friday he resolved always to
shut himself up on that day.  He was laughed at, but persisted in the
same course till he died four years ago at the age of seventy.  He
thought to prove by the success of his precautions that a man's
destiny depends on his discretion, and on the precautions he takes to
avoid the misfortunes of which he has had warning.  The line of
argument holds good in all cases except when the misfortunes are
predicted in a horoscope; for either the ills predicted are
avoidable, in which case the horoscope is a useless piece of folly,
or else the horoscope is the interpreter of destiny, in which case
all the precautions in the world are of no avail.  The Chevalier
Farsetti was therefore a fool to imagine he had proved anything at
all.  He would have proved a good deal for many people if he had gone
out on a Friday, and had chanced to have been assassinated.  Picas de
la Mirandola, who believed in astrology, says, "I have no doubt
truly, 'Astra influunt, non cogunt'.  "But would it have been a real
proof of the truth of astrology, if Farsetti had been assassinated on
a Friday?  In my opinion, certainly not.

The Comte d'Eigreville had introduced me to his sister, the Comtesse
du Remain, who had been wanting to make my acquaintance ever since
she had heard of my oracle.  It was not long before I made friends
with her husband and her two daughters, the elder of whom, nicknamed
"Cotenfau," married M. de Polignac later on.  Madame du Remain was
handsome rather than pretty, but she won the love of all by her
kindness, her frank courtesy, and her eagerness to be of service to
her friends.  She had a magnificent figure, and would have awed the
whole bench of judges if she had pleaded before them.

At her house I got to know Mesdames de Valbelle and de Rancerolles,
the Princess de Chimai, and many others who were then in the best
society of Paris.  Although Madame du Remain was not a proficient in
the occult sciences, she had nevertheless consulted my oracle more
frequently than Madame d'Urfe.  She was of the utmost service to me
in connection with an unhappy circumstance of which I shall speak
presently.

The day after my long conversation with Mdlle.  X. C. V., my servant
told me that there was a young man waiting who wanted to give me a
letter with his own hands.  I had him in, and on my asking him from
whom the letter came, he replied that I should find all particulars
in the letter, and that he had orders to wait for an answer.  The
epistle ran as follows:

"I am writing this at two o'clock in the morning.  I am weary and in
need of rest, but a burden on my soul deprives me of sleep.  The
secret I am about to tell you will no longer be so grievous when I
have confided in you; I shall feel eased by placing it in your
breast.  I am with child, and my situation drives me to despair.  I
was obliged to write to you because I felt I could not say it.  Give
me a word in reply."

My feelings on reading the above may be guessed.  I was petrified
with astonishment and could only write, "I will be with you at eleven
o'clock."

No one should say that he has passed through great misfortunes unless
they have proved too great for his mind to bear.  The confidence of
Mdlle. X. C. V. shewed me that she was in need of support.  I
congratulated myself on having the preference, and I vowed to do my
best for her did it cost me my life.  These were the thoughts of a
lover, but for all that I could not conceal from myself the
imprudence of the step she had taken.  In such cases as these there
is always the choice between speaking or writing, and the only
feeling which can give the preference to writing is false shame, at
bottom mere cowardice.  If I had not been in love with her, I should
have found it easier to have refused my aid in writing than if she
had spoken to me, but I loved her to distraction.

"Yes," said I to myself, "she can count on me.  Her mishap makes her
all the dearer to me."

And below this there was another voice, a voice which whispered to me
that if I succeeded in saving her my reward was sure.  I am well
aware that more than one grave moralist will fling stones at me for
this avowal, but my answer is that such men cannot be in love as I
was.

I was punctual to my appointment, and found the fair unfortunate at
the door of the hotel.

"You are going out, are you?  Where are you going?"

"I am going to mass at the Church of the Augustinians."

"Is this a saint's day?"

"No; but my mother makes me go every day."

"I will come with you."

"Yes do, give me your arm; we will go into the cloisters and talk
there."

Mdlle.  X. C. V. was accompanied by her maid, but she knew better
than to be in the way, so we left her in the cloisters.  As soon as
we were alone she said to me,

"Have you read my letter?"

"Yes, of course; here it is, burn it yourself."

"No, keep it, and do so with your own hands."

"I see you trust in me, and I assure you I will not abuse your
trust."

"I am sure you will not.  I am four months with child; I can doubt it
no longer, and the thought maddens me!"

"Comfort yourself, we will find some way to get over it."

"Yes; I leave all to you.  You must procure an abortion."

"Never, dearest!  that is a crime!"

"Alas! I know that well; but it is not a greater crime than suicide,
and there lies my choice: either to destroy the wretched witness of
my shame, or to poison myself.  For the latter alternative I have
everything ready.  You are my only friend, and it is for you to
decide which it shall be.  Speak to me!  Are you angry that I have
not gone to the Chevalier Farsetti before you?"

She saw my astonishment, and stopped short, and tried to wipe away
the tears which escaped from her eyes.  My heart bled for her.

"Laying the question of crime on one side," said I, "abortion is out
of our power.  If the means employed are not violent they are
uncertain, and if they are violent they are dangerous to the mother.
I will never risk becoming your executioner; but reckon on me, I will
not forsake you.  Your honour is as dear to me as your life.  Becalm,
and henceforth think that the peril is mine, not yours.  Make up your
mind that I shall find some way of escape, and that there will be no
need to cut short that life, to preserve which I would gladly die.
And allow me to say that when I read your note I felt glad, I could
not help it, that at such an emergency you chose me before all others
to be your helper.  You will find that your trust was not given in
vain, for no one loves you as well as I, and no one is so fain to
help you.  Later you shall begin to take the remedies I will get for
you, but I warn you to be on your guard, for this is a serious
matter--one of life and death.  Possibly you have already told
somebody about it--your maid or one of your sisters?"

"I have not told anybody but you, not even the author of my shame.
I tremble when I think what my mother would do and say if she found
out my situation.  I am afraid she will draw her conclusions from my
shape."

"So far there is nothing to be observed in that direction, the beauty
of the outline still remains intact."

"But every day increases its size, and for that reason we must be
quick in what we do.  You must find a surgeon who does not know my
name and take me to him to be bled."

"I will not run the risk, it might lead to the discovery of the whole
affair.  I will bleed you myself; it is a simple operation."

"How grateful I am to you!  I feel as if you had already brought me
from death to life.  What I should like you to do would be to take me
to a midwife's.  We can easily go without attracting any notice at
the first ball at the opera."

"Yes, sweetheart, but that step is not necessary, and it might lead
to our betrayal."

"No, no, in this great town there are midwives in every quarter, and
we should never be known; we might keep our masks on all the time.
Do me this kindness.  A midwife's opinion is certainly worth having."

I could not refuse her request, but I made her agree to wait till the
last ball, as the crowd was always greater, and we had a better
chance of going out free from observation.  I promised to be there in
a black domino with a white mask in the Venetian fashion, and a rose
painted beside the left eye.  As soon as she saw me go out she was to
follow me into a carriage.  All this was carried out, but more of it
anon.

I returned with her, and dined with them without taking any notice of
Farsetti, who was also at the table, and had seen me come back from
mass with her.  We did not speak a word to one another; he did not
like me and I despised him.

I must here relate a grievous mistake of which I was guilty, and
which I have not yet forgiven myself.

I had promised to take Mdlle. X. C. V. to a midwife, but I certainly
ought to have taken her to a respectable woman's, for all we wanted
to know was how a pregnant woman should regulate her diet and manner
of living.  But my evil genius took me by the Rue St. Louis, and
there I saw the Montigni entering her house with a pretty girl whom I
did not know, and so out of curiosity I went in after them.  After
amusing myself there, with Mdlle. X. C. V. running in my head all the
time, I asked the woman to give me the address of a midwife, as I
wanted to consult one.  She told me of a house in the Marais, where
according to her dwelt the pearl of midwives, and began telling me
some stories of her exploits, which all went to prove that the woman
was an infamous character.  I took her address, however, and as I
should have to go there by night, I went the next day to see where
the house was.

Mdlle. X. C. V. began to take the remedies which I brought her, which
ought to have weakened and destroyed the result of love, but as she
did not experience any benefit, she was impatient to consult a
midwife.  On the night of the last ball she recognized me as we had
agreed, and followed me out into the coach she saw me enter, and in
less than a quarter of an hour we reached the house of shame.

A woman of about fifty received us with great politeness, and asked
what she could do.

Mdlle.  X. C. V. told her that she believed herself pregnant, and
that she desired some means of concealing her misfortune.  The wretch
answered with a smile that she might as well tell her plainly that it
would be easy to procure abortion.  "I will do your business," said
she, "for fifty Louis, half to be paid in advance on account of
drugs, and the rest when it's all over.  I will trust in your
honesty, and you will have to trust in mine.  Give me the twenty-five
Louis down, and come or send to-morrow for the drugs, and
instructions for using them."

So saying she turned up her clothes without any ceremony, and as I,
at Mdlle.  X. C. V.'s request, looked away, she felt her and
pronounced, as she let down her dress, that she was not beyond the
fourth month.

"If my drugs," said she, "contrary to my expectation, do not do any
good, we will try some other ways, and, in any case, if I do not
succeed in obliging you I will return you your money."

"I don't doubt it for a moment," said I, "but would you tell me what
are those other ways!"

"I should tell the lady how to destroy the foetus."

I might have told her that to kill the child meant giving a mortal
wound to the mother, but I did not feel inclined to enter into a
argument with this vile creature.

"If madame decides on taking your advice," said I, "I will bring you
the money for drugs to-morrow."

I gave her two Louis and left.  Mdlle. X. C. V. told me that she had
no doubt of the infamy of this woman, as she was sure it was
impossible to destroy the offspring without the risk of killing the
mother also.  "My only trust," said she, "is in you."  I encouraged
her in this idea, dissuading her from any criminal attempts, and
assured her over and over again that she should not find her trust in
me misplaced.  All at once she complained of feeling cold, and asked
if we had not time to warm ourselves in Little Poland, saying that
she longed to see my pretty house.  I was surprised and delighted
with the idea.  The night was too dark for her to see the exterior
charms of my abode, she would have to satisfy herself with the
inside, and leave the rest to her imagination.  I thought my hour had
come.  I made the coach stop and we got down and walked some way, and
then took another at the corner of the Rue de la Ferannerie.  I
promised the coachman six francs beyond his fare, and in a quarter of
an hour he put us down at my door.

I rang with the touch of the master, the Pearl opened the door, and
told me that there was nobody within, as I very well knew, but it was
her habit to do so.

"Quick!" said I, "light us a fire, and bring some glasses and a
bottle of champagne."

"Would you like an omelette?"

"Very well."

"Oh, I should like an omelette so much!" said Mdlle. X. C. V.  She
was ravishing, and her laughing air seemed to promise me a moment of
bliss.  I sat down before the blazing fire and made her sit on my
knee, covering her with kisses which she gave me back as lovingly.  I
had almost won what I wanted when she asked me in a sweet voice to
stop.  I obeyed, thinking it would please her, feeling sure that she
only delayed my victory to make it more complete, and that she would
surrender after the champagne.  I saw love, kindness, trust, and
gratitude shining in her face, and I should have been sorry for her
to think that I claimed her as a mere reward.  No, I wanted her love,
and nothing but her love.

At last we got to our last glass of champagne, we rose from the
table, and sentimentally but with gentle force I laid her on a couch
and held her amorously in my arms.  But instead of giving herself up
to my embraces she resisted them, at first by those prayers which
usually make lovers more enterprising, then by serious remonstrances,
and at last by force.  This was too much, the mere idea of using
violence has always shocked me, and I am still of opinion that the
only pleasure in the amorous embrace springs from perfect union and
agreement.  I pleaded my cause in every way, I painted myself as the
lover flattered, deceived, despised!  At last I told her that I had
had a cruel awakening, and I saw that the shaft went home.  I fell on
my knees and begged her to forgive me.  "Alas!" said she, in a voice
full of sadness, "I am no longer mistress of my heart, and have far
greater cause for grief than you."  The tears flowed fast down her
cheeks, her head rested on my shoulder, and our lips met; but for all
that the piece was over.  The idea of renewing the attack never came
into my head, and if it had I should have scornfully rejected it.
After a long silence, of which we both stood in need, she to conquer
her shame, and I to repress my anger, we put on our masks and
returned to the opera.  On our way she dared to tell me that she
should be obliged to decline my friendship if she had to pay for it
so dearly.

"The emotions of love," I replied, "should yield to those of honour,
and your honour as well as mine require us to continue friends.  What
I would have done for love I will now do for devoted friendship, and
for the future I will die rather than make another attempt to gain
those favours of which I thought you deemed me worthy."

We separated at the opera, and the vast crowd made me lose sight of
her in an instant.  Next day she told me that she had danced all
night.  She possibly hoped to find in that exercise the cure which no
medicine seemed likely to give her.

I returned to my house in a bad humour, trying in vain to justify a
refusal which seemed humiliating and almost incredible.  My good
sense shewed me, in spite of all sophisms, that I had been grievously
insulted.  I recollected the witty saying of Populia, who was never
unfaithful to her husband except when she was with child; "Non tollo
vectorem," said she, "nisi navi plena."

I felt certain that I was not loved, and the thought grieved me; and
I considered that it would be unworthy of me to love one whom I could
no longer hope to possess.  I resolved to avenge myself by leaving
her to her fate, feeling that I could not allow myself to be duped as
I had been.

The night brought wisdom with it, and when I awoke in the morning my
mind was calm and I was still in love.  I determined to act
generously by the unfortunate girl.  Without my aid she would be
ruined; my course, then, would be to continue my services and to shew
myself indifferent to her favours.  The part was no easy one, but I
played it right well, and at last my reward came of itself.




CHAPTER VII

I Continue My Relations With Mdlle. X. C. V.--Vain Attempts to
Procure Abortion--The Aroph--She Flies From Home and Takes Refuge in
a Convent


The difficulties I encountered only served to increase my love for my
charming Englishwoman.  I went to see her every morning, and as my
interest in her condition was genuine, she could have no suspicion
that I was acting a part, or attribute my care of her to anything but
the most delicate feelings.  For her part she seemed well pleased in
the alteration of my behaviour, though her satisfaction may very
probably have been assumed.  I understood women well enough to know
that though she did not love me she was probably annoyed at seeing my
new character sit upon me so easily.

One morning in the midst of an unimportant and disconnected
conversation, she complimented me upon my strength of mind in
subduing my passion, adding, with a smile, that my desire could not
have pricked me very sharply, seeing that I had cured myself so well
in the course of a week.  I quietly replied that I owed my cure not
to the weakness of my passion but to my self-respect.

"I know my own character," I said, "and without undue presumption, I
think I may say that I am worthy of a woman's love.  Naturally, after
your convincing me that you think differently, I feel humiliated and
indignant.  Do you know what effect such feelings have on the heart?"

"Alas!" said she, "I know too well.  Their effect is to inspire one
with contempt for her who gave rise to them."

"That is going too far, at least in my case.  My indignation was
merely succeeded by a renewed confidence in myself, and a
determination to be revenged."

"To be revenged!  In what way?"

"I wish to compel you to esteem me, by proving to you that I am lord
of myself, and can pass by with indifference what I once so ardently
desired.  I do not know whether I have succeeded yet, but I may say
that I can now contemplate your charms without desiring to possess
them."

"You are making a mistake, for I never ceased to esteem you, and I
esteemed you as much a week ago as I do to-day.  Nor for a moment I
did think you capable of leaving me to my fate as a punishment for
having refused to give way to your transports, and I am glad that I
read your character rightly."

We went on to speak of the opiate I made her take, and as she saw no
change in her condition she wanted me to increase the dose--a request
I took care not to grant, as I knew that more than half a drachm
might kill her.  I also forbade her to bleed herself again, as she
might do herself a serious injury without gaining anything by it.
Her maid, of whom she had been obliged to make a confidante, had had
her bled by a student, her lover.  I told Mdlle.  X. C. V. that if
she wanted these people to keep her counsel she must be liberal with
them, and she replied that she had no money.  I offered her money and
she accepted fifty louis, assuring me that she would repay me that
sum which she needed for her brother Richard.  I had not as much
money about me, but I sent her the same day a packet of twelve
hundred francs with a note in which I begged her to have recourse to
me in all her necessities.  Her brother got the money, and thought
himself authorized to apply to me for aid in a much more important
matter.

He was a young man and a profligate, and had got into a house of ill-
fame, from which he came out in sorry plight.  He complained bitterly
that M. Farsetti had refused to lend him four louis, and he asked me
to speak to his mother that she might pay for his cure.  I consented,
but when his mother heard what was the matter with him, she said it
would be much better to leave him as he was, as this was the third
time he had been in this condition, and that to have him cured was a
waste of money, as no sooner was he well than he began his dissipated
life afresh.  She was quite right, for I had him cured at my expense
by an able surgeon, and he was in the same way a month after.  This
young man seemed intended by nature for shameful excesses, for at the
age of fourteen he was an accomplished profligate.

His sister was now six months with child, and as her figure grew
great so did her despair.  She resolved not to leave her bed, and it
grieved me to see her thus cast down.  Thinking me perfectly cured of
my passion for her, she treated me purely as a friend, making me
touch her all over to convince me that she dare not shew herself any
longer.  I played in short the part of a midwife, but with what a
struggle!  I had to pretend to be calm and unconcerned when I was
consumed with passion.  She spoke of killing herself in a manner that
made me shudder, as I saw that she had reflected on what she was
saying.  I was in a difficult position when fortune came to my
assistance in a strange and amusing manner.

One day, as I was dining with Madame d'Urfe, I asked her if she knew
of any way by which a girl, who had allowed her lover to go too far,
might be protected from shame.  "I know of an infallible method," she
replied, "the aroph of Paracelsus to wit, and it is easy of
application.  Do you wish to know more about it?" she added; and
without waiting for me to answer she brought a manuscript, and put it
in my hands.  This powerful emmenagogue was a kind of unguent
composed of several drugs, such as saffron, myrrh, etc., compounded
with virgin honey.  To obtain the necessary result one had to employ
a cylindrical machine covered with extremely soft skin, thick enough
to fill the opening of the vagina, and long enough to reach the
opening of the reservoir or case containing the foetus.  The end of
this apparatus was to be well anointed with aroph, and as it only
acted at a moment of uterine excitement it was necessary to apply it
with the same movement as that of coition.  The dose had to be
repeated five or six times a day for a whole week.

This nostrum, and the manner of administering it, struck me in so
laughable a light that I could not keep my countenance.  I laughed
with all my heart, but for all that I spent the next two hours in
reading the dreams of Paracelsus, in which Madame d'Urfe put more
trust than in the truths of the Gospel; I afterwards referred to
Boerhaave, who speaks of the aroph in more reasonable terms.

Seeing, as I have remarked, the charming X. C. V. several hours a day
without any kind of constraint, feeling in love with her all the
time, and always restraining my feelings, it is no wonder if the
hidden fire threatened at every moment to leap up from the ashes of
its concealment.  Her image pursued me unceasingly, of her I always
thought, and every day made it more evident that I should know rest
no more till I succeeded in extinguishing my passion by obtaining
possession of all her charms.

As I was thinking of her by myself I resolved to tell her of my
discovery, hoping she would need my help in the introduction of the
cylinder.  I went to see her at ten o'clock, and found her, as usual,
in bed; she was weeping because the opiate I gave her did not take
effect.  I thought the time a good one for introducing the aroph of
Paracelsus, which I assured her was an infallible means of attaining
the end she desired; but whilst I was singing the praises of this
application the idea came into my head to say that, to be absolutely
certain, it was necessary for the aroph to be mingled with semen
which had not lost its natural heat.

"This mixture," said I, "moistening several times a day the opening
of the womb, weakens it to such a degree that the foetus is expelled
by its own weight:"

To these details I added lengthy arguments to persuade her of the
efficacy of this cure, and then, seeing that she was absorbed in
thought, I said that as her lover was away she would want a sure
friend to live in the same house with her, and give her the dose
according to the directions of Paracelsus.

All at once she burst into a peal of laughter, and asked me if I had
been jesting all the time.

I thought the game was up.  The remedy was an absurd one, on the face
of it; and if her common sense told her as much it would also make
her guess my motive.  But what limits are there to the credulity of a
woman in her condition?

"If you wish," said I, persuasively, "I will give you the manuscript
where all that I have said is set down plainly.  I will also shew you
what Boerhaeve thinks about it."

I saw that these words convinced her; they had acted on her as if by
magic, and I went on while the iron was hot.

"The aroph," said I, "is the most powerful agent for bringing on
menstruation."

"And that is incompatible with the state I am now in; so the aroph
should procure me a secret deliverance.  Do you know its
composition?"

"Certainly; it is quite a simple preparation composed of certain
ingredients which are well known to me, and which have to be made
into a paste with butter or virgin honey.  But this composition must
touch the orifice of the uterus at a moment of extreme excitement."

"But in that case it seems to me that the person who gives the dose
must be in love."

"Certainly, unless he is a mere animal requiring only physical
incentives."

She was silent for some time, for though she was quick-witted enough,
a woman's natural modesty and her own frankness, prevented her from
guessing at my artifice.  I, too, astonished at my success in making
her believe this fable, remained silent.

At last, breaking the silence, she said, sadly,

"The method seems to me an excellent one, but I do not think I ought
to make use of it."

Then she asked me if the aroph took much time to make.

"Two hours at most," I answered, "if I succeed in procuring English
saffron, which Paracelsus prefers to the Oriental saffron."

At that moment her mother and the Chevalier Farsetti came in, and
after some talk of no consequence she asked me to stay to dinner.  I
was going to decline, when Mdlle. X. C. V. said she would sit at
table, on which I accepted; and we all left the room to give her time
to dress.  She was not long in dressing, and when she appeared her
figure seemed to me quite nymph-like.  I was astonished, and could
scarcely believe my eyes, and I was on the point of thinking that I
had been imposed on, for I could not imagine how she could manage to
conceal the fulness I had felt with my own hands.

M. Farsetti sat by her, and I by the mother.  Mdlle.  X. C. V., whose
head was full of the aroph, asked her neighbour, who gave himself out
for a great chemist, if he knew it.

"I fancy I know it better than anyone," answered Farsetti, in a self-
satisfied manner.

"What is it good for?"

"That is too vague a question."

"What does the word mean?"

"It is an Arabic word, of which I do not know the meaning; but no
doubt Paracelsus would tell us."

"The word," said I, "is neither Arabic nor Hebrew, nor, indeed, of
any language at all.  It is a contraction which conceals two other
words."

"Can you tell us what they are?" said the chevalier.

"Certainly; aro comes from aroma, and ph is the initial of
philosophorum:"

"Did you get that out of Paracelsus?" said Farsetti, evidently
annoyed.

"No, sir; I saw it in Boerhaave."

"That's good," said he, sarcastically; "Boerhaave says nothing of the
sort, but I like a man who quotes readily."

"Laugh, sir, if you like," said I, proudly, "but here is the test of
what I say; accept the wager if you dare.  I don't quote falsely,
like persons who talk of words being Arabic."

So saying I flung a purse of gold on the table, but Farsetti, who was
by no means sure of what he was saying, answered disdainfully that he
never betted.

However, Mdlle. X. C. V., enjoying his confusion, told him that was
the best way never to lose, and began to joke him on his Arabic
derivation.  But, for my part, I replaced my purse in my pocket, and
on some trifling pretext went out and sent my servant to Madame
d'Urfe's to get me Boerhaave.

On my return to the room I sat down again at table, and joined gaily
in the conversation till the return of my messenger with the book.  I
opened it, and as I had been reading it the evening before I soon
found the place I wanted, and giving it to him begged him to satisfy
himself that I had quoted not readily but exactly.  Instead of taking
the book, he got up and went out without saying a word.

"He has gone away in a rage," said the mother; "and I would wager
anything that he will not come back again."

"I wager he will," said the daughter, "he will honour us with his
agreeable company before to-morrow's sun has set."

She was right.  From that day Farsetti became my determined enemy,
and let no opportunity slip of convincing me of his hatred.

After dinner we all went to Passy to be present at a concert given by
M. de la Popeliniere, who made us stay to supper.  I found there
Silvia and her charming daughter, who pouted at me and not without
cause, as I had neglected her.  The famous adept, St. Germain,
enlivened the table with his wild tirades so finely delivered.  I
have never seen a more intellectual or amusing charlatan than he.

Next day I shut myself up to answer a host of questions that Esther
had sent me.  I took care to answer all those bearing on business
matters as obscurely as possible, not only for the credit of the
oracle, but also for fear of misleading the father and making him
lose money.  The worthy man was the most honest of Dutch
millionaires, but he might easily make a large hole in his fortune,
if he did not absolutely ruin himself, by putting an implicit trust
in my infallibility.  As for Esther, I confess that she was now no
more to me than a pleasant memory.

In spite of my pretence of indifference, my whole heart was given to
Mdlle. X. C. V., and I dreaded the moment when she would be no longer
able to hide her condition from her family.  I was sorry for having
spoken about the aroph, as three days had gone by without her
mentioning it, and I could not very well reopen the question myself.
I was afraid that she suspected my motives, and that the esteem she
professed for me had been replaced by a much less friendly sentiment.
I felt that her scorn would be too much for me to bear.  So
humiliated was I that I could not visit her, and I doubt if I should
have seen her again if she had not intervened.  She wrote me a note,
in which she said I was her only friend, and that the only mark of
friendship she wanted was that I should come and see her every day,
if it were but for a moment.  I hasted to take her my reply in my own
person, and promised not to neglect her, assuring her that at all
hazards she might rely on me.  I flattered myself that she would
mention the aroph, but she did not do so.  I concluded that, after
thinking it over, she had resolved to think no more about it.

"Would you like me," I said, "to invite your mother and the rest of
you to dine with me?"

"I shall be delighted," she replied.  "It will be a forbidden
pleasure to me before long."

I gave them a dinner both sumptuous and delicate.  I had spared no
expense to have everything of the best.  I had asked Silvia, her
charming daughter, an Italian musician named Magali, with whom a
sister of Mdlle. X. C. V.'s was taken, and the famous bass La Garde.
Mdlle.  X. C. V. was in the highest spirits all the time.  Sallies of
wit, jests, good stories and enjoyment, were the soul of the banquet.
We did not separate till midnight, and before leaving Mdlle. X. C. V.
found a moment to whisper to me to come and see her early next
morning, as she wanted to speak to me on matters of importance.

It will be guessed that I accepted the invitation.  I waited on her
before eight o'clock.  She was very melancholy, and told me that she
was in despair, that la Popeliniere pressed on the marriage, and that
her mother persecuted her.

"She tells me that I must sign the contract, and that the dressmaker
will soon be coming to take my measure for my wedding dress.  To that
I cannot consent, for a dressmaker would certainly see my situation.
I will die rather than confide in my mother, or marry before I am
delivered."

"There is always time enough to talk about dying," said I, "when all
other means have failed.  I think you could easily get rid of la
Popeliniere, who is a man of honour.  Tell him how you are situated,
and he will act without compromising you, as his own interest is
sufficiently involved to make him keep the secret."

"But should I be much better off then?   And how about my mother?"

"Your mother?   Oh! I will make her listen to reason."

"You know not what she is like.  The honour of the family would
oblige her to get me out of the way, but before that she would make
me suffer torments to which death is preferable by far.  But why have
you said no more about the aroph?   Is it not all a jest?   It would
be a very cruel one."

"On the contrary, I believe it to be infallible, though I have never
been a witness of its effects; but what good is it for me to speak to
you?   You can guess that a delicacy of feeling has made me keep
silence.  Confide in your lover, who is at Venice; write him a
letter, and I will take care that it is given into his hands, in five
or six days, by a sure messenger.  If he is not well off I will give
you whatever money may be needed for him to come without delay, and
save your honour and life by giving you the aroph."

"This idea is a good one and the offer generous on your part, but it
is not feasible, as you would see if you knew more about my
circumstances.  Do not think any more of my lover; but supposing I
made up my mind to receive the aroph from another, tell me how it
could be done.  Even if my lover were in Paris, how could he spend an
entire week with me, as he would have to?   And how could he give me
the dose five or six times a day for a week?  You see yourself that
this remedy is out of the question."

"So you would give yourself to another, if you thought that would
save your honour?"

"Certainly, if I were sure that the thing would be kept secret. But
where shall I find such a person?   Do you think he would be easy to
find, or that I can go and look for him?"

I did not know what to make of this speech; for she knew I loved her,
and I did not see why she should put herself to the trouble of going
far when what she wanted was to her hand.  I was inclined to think
that she wanted me to ask her to make choice of myself as the
administrator of the remedy, either to spare her modesty, or to have
the merit of yielding to my love and thus obliging me to be grateful;
but I might be wrong, and I did not care to expose myself to the
humiliation of a refusal.  On the other hand I could hardly think she
wanted to insult me.  Not knowing what to say or which way to turn,
and wanting to draw an explanation from her, I sighed profoundly,
took up my hat, and made as if I were going, exclaiming, "Cruel girl,
my lot is more wretched than yours."

She raised herself in the bed and begged me with tears in her eyes to
remain, and asked me how I could call myself more wretched than her.
Pretending to be annoyed and yet full of love for her, I told her
that the contempt in which she held me had affected me deeply, since
in her necessity she preferred the offices of one who was unknown to
her rather than make use of me.

"You are cruel and unjust," she said, weeping.  "I see, for my part,
that you love me no longer since you wish to take advantage of my
cruel necessity to gain a triumph over me.  This is an act of revenge
not worthy of a man of feeling."

Her tears softened me, and I fell on my knees before her.

"Since you know, dearest, that I worship you, how can you think me
capable of revenging myself on you?  Do you think that I can bear to
hear you say that since your lover cannot help you you do not know
where to look for help?"

"But after refusing you my favours, could I ask this office of you
with any decency?   Have I not good reason to be afraid that as I
refused to take pity on your love so you would refuse to take pity on
my necessity?"

"Do you think that a passionate lover ceases to love on account of a
refusal which may be dictated by virtue?   Let me tell you all I
think.  I confess I once thought you did not love me, but now I am
sure of the contrary; and that your heart would have led you to
satisfy my love, even if you had not been thus situated.  I may add
that you no doubt feel vexed at my having any doubts of your love."

"You have interpreted my feelings admirably.  But how we are to be
together with the necessary freedom from observation remains to be
seen."

"Do not be afraid.  Now I am sure of your consent, it will not be
long before I contrive some plan.  In the meanwhile I will go and
make the aroph."

I had resolved that if ever I succeeded in persuading Mdlle. X. C. V.
to make use of my specific I would use nothing but honey, so the
composition of the aroph would not be a very complicated process.
But if one point was then plain and simple, another remained to be
solved, and its solution gave me some difficulty.  I should have to
pass several nights in continual toils.  I feared I had promised more
than I could perform, and I should not be able to make any abatement
without hazarding, not the success of the aroph, but the bliss I had
taken such pains to win.  Again, as her younger sister slept in the
same room with her and close to her, the operation could not be
performed there.  At last chance--a divinity which often helps
lovers--came to my aid.

I was obliged to climb up to the fourth floor and met the scullion on
my way, who guessed where I was going, and begged me not to go any
farther as the place was taken.

"But," said I, "you have just come out of it."

"Yes, but I only went in and came out again."

"Then I will wait till the coast is clear."

"For goodness' sake, sir, do not wait!"

"Ah, you rascal!  I see what is going on.  Well I will say nothing
about it, but I must see her."

"She won't come out, for she heard your steps and shut herself in."

"She knows me, does she?"

"Yes, and you know her."

"All right, get along with you!  I won't say anything about it."

He went down, and the idea immediately struck me that the adventure
might be useful to me.  I went up to the top, and through a chink I
saw Madelaine, Mdlle. X. C. V.'s maid.  I reassured her, and promised
to keep the secret, whereon she opened the door, and after I had
given her a louis, fled in some confusion. Soon after, I came down,
and the scullion who was waiting for me on the landing begged me to
make Madelaine give him half the louis.

"I will give you one all to yourself," said I, "if you will tell me
the story"--an offer which pleased the rogue well enough.  He told me
the tale of his loves, and said he always spent the night with her in
the garret, but that for three days they had been deprived of their
pleasures, as madam had locked the door and taken away the key.  I
made him shew me the place, and looking through the keyhole I saw
that there was plenty of room for a mattress.  I gave the scullion a
Louis, and went away to ripen my plans.

It seemed to me that there was no reason why the mistress should not
sleep in the garret as well as the maid.  I got a picklock and
several skeleton keys, I put in a tin box several doses of the aroph-
that is, some honey mixed with pounded stag's horn to make it thick
enough, and the next morning I went to the "Hotel de Bretagne," and
immediately tried my picklock.  I could have done without it, as the
first skeleton key I tried opened the wornout lock.

Proud of my idea, I went down to see Mdlle.  X. C. V., and in a few
words told her the plan.

"But," said she, "I should have to go through Madelaine's room to get
to the garret."

"In that case, dearest, we must win the girl over."

"Tell her my secret?"

"Just so."

"Oh, I couldn't!"

"I will see to it; the golden key opens all doors."

The girl consented to all I asked her, but the scullion troubled me,
for if he found us out he might be dangerous.  I thought, however,
that I might trust to Madelaine, who was a girl of wit, to look after
him.

Before going I told the girl that I wanted to discuss some important
matters with her, and I told her to meet me in the cloisters of the
Augustinian Church.  She came at the appointed time and I explained
to her the whole plan in all its details.  She soon understood me,
and after telling me that she would take care to put her own bed in
the new kind of boudoir, she added that, to be quite safe, we must
make sure of the scullion.

"He is a sharp lad," said Madelaine, "and I think I can answer for
him.  However, you may leave that to me."

I gave her the key and six louis, bidding her inform her mistress of
what we had agreed upon, and get the garret ready to receive us.  She
went away quite merry.  A maid who is in love is never so happy as
when she can make her mistress protect her intrigues.

Next morning the scullion called on me at my house.  The first thing
I told him was to take care not to betray himself to my servants, and
never to come and see me except in a case of necessity.  He promised
discretion, and assured me of his devotion to my service.  He gave me
the key of the garret and told me that he had got another.  I admired
his forethought, and gave him a present of six louis, which had more
effect on him than the finest words.

Next morning I only saw Mdlle. X. C. V. for a moment to warn her that
I should be at the appointed place at ten that evening.  I went there
early without being seen by anybody.  I was in a cloak, and carried
in my pocket the aroph, flint and steel, and a candle.  I found a
good bed, pillows, and a thick coverlet--a very useful provision, as
the nights were cold, and we should require some sleep in the
intervals of the operation.

At eleven a slight noise made my heart begin to beat--always a good
sign.  I went out, and found my mistress by feeling for her, and
reassured her by a tender kiss.  I brought her in, barricaded the
door, and took care to cover up the keyhole to baffle the curious,
and, if the worse happened, to avoid a surprise.

On my lighting the candle she seemed uneasy, and said that the light
might discover us if anybody came up to the fourth floor.

"That's not likely," I said; "and besides, we can't do without it,
for how am I to give you the aroph in the dark?"

"Very good," she replied, "we can put it out afterwards."

Without staying for those preliminary dallyings which are so sweet
when one is at ease, we undressed ourselves, and began with all
seriousness to play our part, which we did to perfection.  We looked
like a medical student about to perform an operation, and she like a
patient, with this difference that it was the patient who arranged
the dressing.  When she was ready--that is, when she had placed the
aroph as neatly as a skull-cap fits a parson--she put herself in the
proper position for the preparation to mix with the semen.

The most laughable part of it all was that we were both as serious as
two doctors of divinity.

When the introduction of the aroph was perfect the timid lady put out
the candle, but a few minutes after it had to be lighted again.  I
told her politely that I was delighted to begin again, and the voice
in which I paid her this compliment made us both burst into laughter.

I didn't take so short a time over my second operation as my first,
and my sweetheart, who had been a little put out, was now quite at
her ease.

Her modesty had now been replaced by confidence, and as she was
looking at the aroph fitted in its place, she shewed me with her
pretty finger very evident signs of her co-operation in the work.
Then with an affectionate air, she asked me if I would not like to
rest, as we had still a good deal to do before our work was at an
end.

"You see," said I, "that I do not need rest, and I think we had
better set to again."

No doubt she found my reason a good one, for, without saying
anything, she put herself ready to begin again, and afterwards we
took a good long sleep.  When I woke up, feeling as fresh as ever, I
asked her to try another operation; and after carrying this through
successfully, I determined to be guided by her and take care of
myself, for we had to reserve our energies for the following nights.
So, about four o'clock in the morning she left me, and softly made
her way to her room, and at daybreak I left the hotel under the
protection of the scullion, who took me by a private door I did not
know of.

About noon, after taking an aromatic bath, I went to call on Mdlle.
X. C. V., whom I found sitting up in bed as usual, elegantly attired,
and with a happy smile on her lips.  She spoke at such length on her
gratitude, and thanked me so often, that, believing myself, and with
good cause, to be her debtor, I began to get impatient.

"Is it possible," I said, "that you do not see how degrading your
thanks are to me?   They prove that you do not love me, or that if
you love me, you think my love less strong than yours."

Our conversation then took a tender turn, and we were about to seal
our mutual ardours without troubling about the aroph, when prudence
bade us beware.  It would not have been safe, and we had plenty of
time before us.  We contented ourselves with a tender embrace till
the night should come.

My situation was a peculiar one, for though I was in love with this
charming girl I did not feel in the least ashamed of having deceived
her, especially as what I did could have no effect, the place being
taken.  It was my self-esteem which made me congratulate myself on
the sharp practice which had procured me such pleasures.  She told me
that she was sorry she had denied me when I had asked her before, and
said that she felt now that I had good reason to suspect the reality
of her love.  I did my best to reassure her, and indeed all
suspicions on my part would have been but idle thoughts, as I had
succeeded beyond all expectation.  However, there is one point upon
which I congratulate myself to this day--namely, that during those
nightly toils of mine, which did so little towards the object of her
desires, I succeeded in inspiring her with such a feeling of
resignation that she promised, of her own accord, not to despair any
more, but to trust in and be guided by me.  She often told me during
our nocturnal conversations that she was happy and would continue to
be so, even though the aroph had no effect.  Not that she had ceased
to believe in it, for she continued the application of the harmless
preparation till our last assaults, in which we wanted in those sweet
combats to exhaust all the gifts of pleasure.

"Sweetheart," said she, just before we parted finally, "it seems to
me that what we have been about is much more likely to create than to
destroy, and if the aperture had not been hermetically closed we
should doubtless have given the little prisoner a companion."

A doctor of the Sorbonne could not have reasoned better.

Three or four days afterwards I found her thoughtful but quiet.  She
told me that she had lost all hope of getting rid of her burden
before the proper time.  All the while, however, her mother
persecuted her, and she would have to choose in a few days between
making a declaration as to her state and signing the marriage
contract.  She would accept neither of these alternatives, and had
decided on escaping from her home, and asked me to help her in doing
so.

I had determined to help her, but I desired to save my reputation,
for it might have been troublesome if it had been absolutely known
that I had carried her off or furnished her with the means to escape.
And as for any other alternative, neither of us had any idea of
matrimony.

I left her and went to the Tuileries, where a sacred concert was
being given.  The piece was a motet composed by Moudonville, the
words by the Abbe de Voisenon, whom I had furnished with the idea,
"The Israelites on Mount Horeb."

As I was getting out of my carriage, I saw Madame du Remain
descending alone from hers.  I ran up.  to her, and received a hearty
welcome.  "I am delighted," said she, "to find you here, it is quite
a piece of luck.  I am going to hear this novel composition, and have
two reserved seats.  Will you do me the honour of accepting one?"

Although I had my ticket in my pocket I could not refuse so
honourable an offer, so, giving her my arm, we walked up to two of
the best places in the house.

At Paris no talking is allowed during the performance of sacred
music, especially when the piece is heard for the first time; so
Madame du Remain could draw no conclusions from my silence throughout
the performance, but she guessed that something was the matter from
the troubled and absent expression of my face, which was by no means
natural to me.

"M. Casanova," said she, "be good enough to give me your company for
an hour.  I want to ask you-two or three questions which can only be
solved by your cabala.  I hope you will oblige me, as I am, very
anxious to know the answers, but we must be quick as I have an
engagement to sup in Paris."

It may be imagined that I did not wait to be asked twice, and as soon
as we got to her house I went to work on the questions, and solved
them all in less than half an hour.

When I had finished, "M. Casanova;" said she, in the kindest manner
possible, "what is the matter with you?   You are not in your usual
state of equanimity, and if I am not mistaken you are dreading some
dire event.  Or perhaps you are on the eve of taking some important
resolution?   I am not inquisitive, but if I can be of any service to
you at Court, make use of me, and be sure that I will do my best.  If
necessary, I will go to Versailles to-morrow morning.  I know all the
ministers.  Confide in me your troubles, if I cannot lighten them I
can at least share them, and be sure I will keep your counsel."

Her words seemed to me a voice from heaven, a warning from my good
genius to open my heart to this lady, who had almost read my
thoughts, and had so plainly expressed her interest in my welfare.

After gazing at her for some seconds without speaking, but with a
manner that shewed her how grateful I was, "Yes madam," I said, "I am
indeed critically situated, may be on the serge of ruin, but your
kindness has calmed my soul and made me once more acquainted with
hope.  You shall hear how I am placed.  I am going to trust you with
a secret of the most delicate description, but I can rely on your
being as discreet as you are good.  And if after hearing my story you
deign to give me your advice, I promise to follow it and never to
divulge its author."

After this beginning, which gained her close attention, I told her
all the circumstances of the case, neither concealing the young
lady's name nor any of the circumstances which made it my duty to
watch over her welfare.  All the same I said nothing about the aroph
or the share I had taken in its exhibition.  The incident appeared to
me too farcical for a serious drama, but I confessed that I had
procured the girl drugs in the hope of relieving her of her burden.

After this weighty communication I stopped, and Madame du Rumain
remained silent, as if lost in thought, for nearly a quarter of an
hour.  At last she rose, saying,

"I am expected at Madame de la Marque's, and I must go, as I am to
meet the Bishop of Montrouge, to whom I want to speak, but I hope I
shall eventually be able to help you.  Come here the day after
tomorrow, you will find me alone; above all, do nothing before you
see me.  Farewell."

I left her full of hope, and resolved to follow her advice and hers
only in the troublesome affair in which I was involved.

The Bishop of Montrouge whom she was going to address on an important
matter, the nature of which was well known to me, was the Abbe de
Voisenon, who was thus named because he often went there.  Montrouge
is an estate near Paris, belonging to the Duc de la Valiere.

I saw Mdlle. X. C. V. the following day, and contented myself with
telling her that in a couple of days I hope to give her some good
news.  I was pleased with her manner, which was full of resignation
and trust in my endeavours.

The day after, I went to Madame du Rumain's punctually at eight.  The
porter told me that I should find the doctor with my lady, but I went
upstairs all the same, and as soon as the doctor saw me he took his
leave.  His name was Herrenschwand, and all the ladies in Paris ran
after him.  Poor Poinsinet put him in a little one-act play called Le
Cercle, which, though of very ordinary merit, was a great success.

"My dear sir," said Madame du Rumain, as soon as we were alone, "I
have succeeded in my endeavours on your behalf, and it is now for you
to keep secret my share in the matter.  After I had pondered over the
case of conscience you submitted to me, I went to the convent of C---
where the abbess is a friend of mine, and I entrusted her with the
secret, relying on her discretion.  We agreed that she should receive
the young lady in her convent, and give her a good lay-sister to
nurse her through her confinement.  Now you will not deny," said she,
with a smile, "that the cloisters are of some use.  Your young friend
must go by herself to the convent with a letter for the abbess, which
I will give her, and which she must deliver to the porter.  She will
then be admitted and lodged in a suitable chamber.  She will receive
no visitors nor any letters that have not passed through my hands.
The abbess will bring her answers to me, and I will pass them on to
you.  You must see that her only correspondent must be yourself, and
you must receive news of her welfare only through me.  On your hand
in writing to her you must leave the address to be filled in by me.
I had to tell the abbess the lady's name, but not yours as she did
not require it.

"Tell your young friend all about our plans, and when she is ready
come and tell me, and I will give you the letter to the abbess.  Tell
her to bring nothing but what is strictly necessary, above all no
diamonds or trinkets of any value.  You may assure her that the
abbess will be friendly, will come and see her every now and then,
will give her proper books--in a word, that she will be well looked
after.  Warn her not to confide in the laysister who will attend on
her.  I have no doubt she is an excellent woman, but she is a nun,
and the secret might leak out.  After she is safely delivered, she
must go to confession and perform her Easter duties, and the abbess
will give her a certificate of good behaviour; and she can then
return to her mother, who will be too happy to see her to say
anything more about the marriage, which, of course, she ought to give
as her reason of her leaving home."

After many expressions of my gratitude to her, and of my admiration
of her plan, I begged her to give me the letter on the spot, as there
was no time to be lost.  She was good enough to go at once to her
desk, where she wrote as follows:

"My dear abbess--The young lady who will give you this letter is
the same of whom we have spoken.  She wishes to spend three of four
months under your protection, to recover her peace of mind, to
perform her devotions, and to make sure that when she returns to her
mother nothing more will be said about the marriage, which is partly
the cause of her temporary separation from her family."

After reading it to me, she put it into my hands unsealed that Mdlle.
X. C. V. might be able to read it.  The abbess in question was a
princess, and her convent was consequently a place above all
suspicion.  As Madame du Rumain gave me the letter, I felt such an
impulse of gratitude that I fell on my knees before her.  This
generous woman was useful to me on another occasion, of which I shall
speak later on.

After leaving Madame du Rumain I went straight to the "Hotel de
Bretagne," where I saw Mdlle.  X. C. V., who had only time to tell me
that she was engaged for the rest of the day, but that she would come
to the garret at eleven o'clock that night, and that then we could
talk matters over.  I was overjoyed at this arrangement, as I foresaw
that after this would come the awakening from a happy dream, and that
I should be alone with her no more.

Before leaving the hotel I gave the word to Madelaine, who in turn
got the scullion to have everything in readiness.

I kept the appointment, and had not long to wait for my mistress.
After making her read the letter written by Madame du Rumain (whose
name I withheld from her without her taking offence thereat) I put
out the candle, and without troubling about the aroph, we set
ourselves to the pleasant task of proving that we truly loved each
other.

In the morning, before we separated, I gave her all the instructions
I had received from Madame du Rumain; and we agreed that she should
leave the house at eight o'clock with such things as she absolutely
required, that she should take a coach to the Place Maubert, then
send it away, and take another to the Place Antoine, and again,
farther on, a third coach, in which she was to go to the convent
named.  I begged her not to forget to burn all the letters she had
received from me, and to write to me from the convent as often as she
could, to seal her letters but to leave the address blank.  She
promised to carry out my instructions, and I then made her accept a
packet of two hundred louis, of which she might chance to be in need.
She wept, more for my situation than her own, but I consoled her by
saying that I had plenty of money and powerful patrons.

"I will set out," said she, "the day after to-morrow, at the hour
agreed on."  And thereupon, I having promised to come to the house
the day after her departure, as if I knew nothing about it, and to
let her know what passed, we embraced each other tenderly, and I left
her.

I was troubled in thinking about her fate.  She had wit and courage,
but when experience is wanting wit often leads men to commit acts of
great folly.

The day after the morrow I took a coach, and posted myself in a
corner of the street by which she had to pass.  I saw her come, get
out of the coach, pay the coachman, go down a narrow street, and a
few minutes after reappear again, veiled and hooded, carrying a small
parcel in her hand.  She then took another conveyance which went off
in the direction we had agreed upon.

The day following being Low Sunday, I felt that I must present myself
at the "Hotel de Bretagne," for as I went there every day before the
daughter's flight I could not stop going there without strengthening
any suspicions which might be entertained about me.  But it was a
painful task.  I had to appear at my ease and cheerful in a place
where I was quite sure all would be sadness and confusion.  I must
say that it was an affair requiring higher powers of impudence than
fall to the lot of most men.

I chose a time when all the family would be together at table, and I
walked straight into the dining-room.  I entered with my usual
cheerful manner, and sat down by madame, a little behind her,
pretending not to see her surprise, which, however, was plainly to be
seen, her whole face being flushed with rage and astonishment.  I had
not been long in the room before I asked where her daughter was.  She
turned round, looked me through and through, and said not a word.

"Is she ill?" said I.

"I know nothing about her."

This remark, which was pronounced in a dry manner, put me at my ease,
as I now felt at liberty to look concerned.  I sat there for a
quarter of an hour, playing the part of grave and astonished silence,
and then, rising, I asked if I could do anything, for which all my
reward was a cold expression of thanks.  I then left the room and
went to Mdlle. X. C. V.'s chamber as if I had thought she was there,
but found only Madelaine.  I asked her with a meaning look where her
mistress was. She replied by begging me to tell her, if I knew.

"Has she gone by herself?"

"I know nothing at all about it, sir, but they say you know all.  I
beg of you to leave me."

Pretending to be in the greatest astonishment, I slowly walked away
and took a coach, glad to have accomplished this painful duty.  After
the reception I had met with I could without affectation pose as
offended, and visit the family no more, for whether I were guilty or
innocent, Madame X. C. V. must see that her manner had been plain
enough for me to know what it meant.

I was looking out of my window at an early hour two or three days
afterwards, when a coach stopped before my door, and Madame X C V-,
escorted by M. Farsetti got out.  I made haste to meet them on the
stair, and welcomed them, saying I was glad they had done me the
honour to come and take breakfast with me, pretending not to know of
any other reason.  I asked them to sit down before the fire, and
enquired after the lady's health; but without noticing my question
she said that she had not come to take breakfast, but to have some
serious conversation.

"Madam," said I, "I am your humble servant; but first of all pray be
seated."

She sat down, while Farsetti continued standing.  I did not press
him, but turning towards the lady begged her to command me.

"I am come here," she said, "to ask you to give me my daughter if she
be in your power, or to tell me where she is."

"Your daughter, madam?  I know nothing about her!  Do you think me
capable of a crime?"

"I do not accuse you of abducting her; I have not come here to
reproach you nor to utter threats, I have only come to ask you to
shew yourself my friend.  Help me to get my daughter again this very
day; you will give me my life.  I am certain that you know all.  You
were her only confidant and her only friend; you passed hours with
her every day; she must have told you of her secret.  Pity a bereaved
mother!  So far no one knows of the facts; give her back to me and
all shall be forgotten, and her honour saved."

"Madam, I feel for you acutely, but I repeat that I know nothing of
your daughter."

The poor woman, whose grief touched me, fell at my feet and burst
into tears.  I was going to lift her from the ground, when Farsetti
told her, in a voice full of indignation, that she should blush to
humble herself in such a manner before a man of my description.  I
drew myself up, and looking at him scornfully said,

"You insolent scoundrel!  What do you mean by talking of me like
that?"

"Everybody is certain that you know all about it."

"Then they are impudent fools, like you.  Get out of my house this
instant and wait for me, I will be with you in a quarter of an hour."

So saying, I took the poor chevalier by the shoulders, and giving him
sundry shakes I turned him out of the room.  He came back and called
to the lady to come, too, but she rose and tried to quiet me.

"You ought to be more considerate towards a lover," said she, "for he
would marry my daughter now, even after what she has done."

"I am aware of the fact, madam, and I have no doubt that his
courtship was one of the chief reasons which made your daughter
resolve to leave her home, for she hated him even more than she hated
the fermier-general."

"She has behaved very badly, but I promise not to say anything more
about marrying her.  But I am sure you know all about it, as you gave
her fifty louis, without which she could not have done anything."

"Nay, not so."

"Do not deny it, sir; here is the evidence--a small piece of your
letter to her."

She gave me a scrap of the letter I had sent the daughter, with the
fifty louis for her brother.  It contained the following lines,

"I hope that these wretched louis will convince you that I am ready
to sacrifice everything, my life if need be, to assure you of my
affection."

"I am far from disavowing this evidence of my esteem for your
daughter, but to justify myself I am obliged to tell you a fact which
I should have otherwise kept secret--namely, that I furnished your
daughter with this sum to enable her to pay your son's debts, for
which he thanked me in a letter which I can shew you."

"My son?"

"Your son, madam."

"I will make you an ample atonement for my suspicions."

Before I had time to make any objection, she ran down to fetch
Farsetti, who was waiting in the courtyard, and made him come up and
hear what I had just told her.

"That's not a likely tale," said the insolent fellow.

I looked at him contemptuously, and told him he was not worth
convincing, but that I would beg the lady to ask her son and see
whether I told the truth.

"I assure you," I added, "that I always urged your daughter to marry
M. de la Popeliniere."

"How can you have the face to say that," said Farsetti, "when you
talk in the letter of your affection?"

"I do not deny it," said I.  "I loved her, and I was proud of my
affection for her.  This affection, of whatever sort it may have been
(and that is not this gentleman's business), was the ordinary topic
of conversation between us.  If she had told me that she was going to
leave her home, I should either have dissuaded her or gone with her,
for I loved her as I do at this moment; but I would never have given
her money to go alone."

"My dear Casanova," said the mother, "if you will help me to find her
I shall believe in your innocence."

"I shall be delighted to aid you, and I promise to commence the quest
to-day."

"As soon as you have any news, come and tell me."

"You may trust me to do so," said I, and we parted.

I had to play my part carefully; especially it was essential that I
should behave in public in a manner consistent with my professions.
Accordingly, the next day I went to M. Chaban, first commissary of
police, requesting him to institute enquiries respecting the flight
of Mdlle. X. C. V.  I was sure that in this way the real part I had
taken in the matter would be the better concealed; but the
commissary, who had the true spirit of his profession, and had liked
me when he first saw me six years before, began to laugh when he
heard what I wanted him to do.

"Do you really want the police to discover," said he, "where the
pretty Englishwoman is to be found?"

"Certainly."

It then struck me that he was trying to make me talk and to catch me
tripping, and I had no doubt of it when I met Farsetti going in as I
was coming out.

Next day I went to acquaint Madame X. C. V. with the steps I had
taken, though as yet my efforts had not been crowned with success.

"I have been more fortunate than you," said she, "and if you will
come with me to the place where my daughter has gone, and will join
me in persuading her to return, all will be well."

"Certainly," said I, "I shall be most happy to accompany you."

Taking me at my word, she put on her cloak, and leaning on my arm
walked along till we came to a coach.  She then gave me a slip of
paper, begging me to tell the coachman to drive us to the address
thereon.

I was on thorns, and my heart beat fast, for I thought I should have
to read out the address of the convent.  I do not know what I should
have done if my fears had been well grounded, but I should certainly
not have gone to the convent.  At last I read what was written; it
was "Place Maubert," and I grew calm once more.

I told the coachman to drive us to the Place Maubert.  We set off,
and in a short time stopped at the opening of an obscure back street
before a dirty-looking house, which did not give one a high idea of
the character of its occupants.  I gave Madame X. C. V. my arm, and
she had the satisfaction of looking into every room in the five
floors of the house, but what she sought for was not there, and I
expected to see her overwhelmed with grief.  I was mistaken, however.
She looked distressed but satisfied, and her eyes seemed to ask
pardon of me.  She had found out from the coachman, who had taken her
daughter on the first stage of her journey, that she had alighted in
front of the house in question, and had gone down the back street.
She told me that the scullion had confessed that he had taken me
letters twice from his young mistress, and that Madelaine said all
the time that she was sure her mistress and I were in love with each
other.  They played their parts well.

As soon as I had seen Madame X. C. V. safely home, I went to Madame
du Rumain to tell her what had happened; and I then wrote to my fair
recluse, telling her what had gone on in the world since her
disappearance.

Three or four days after this date, Madame du Rumain gave me the
first letter I received from Mdlle.  X. C. V.  She spoke in it of the
quiet life she was leading, and her gratitude to me, praised the
abbess and the lay-sister, and gave me the titles of the books they
lent her, which she liked reading.  She also informed me what money
she had spent, and said she was happy in everything, almost in being
forbidden to leave her room.

I was delighted with her letter, but much more with the abbess's
epistle to Madame du Rumain.  She was evidently fond of the girl, and
could not say too much in her praise, saying how sweet-tempered,
clever, and lady-like she was; winding up by assuring her friend that
she went to see her every day.

I was charmed to see the pleasure this letter afforded Madame du
Rumain--pleasure which was increased by the perusal of the letter I
had received.  The only persons who were displeased were the poor
mother, the frightful Farsetti, and the old fermier, whose misfortune
was talked about in the clubs, the Palais-Royal, and the coffee-
houses.  Everybody put me down for some share in the business, but I
laughed at their gossip, believing that I was quite safe.

All the same, la Popeliniere took the adventure philosophically and
made a one-act play out of it, which he had acted at his little
theatre in Paris.  Three months afterwards he got married to a very
pretty girl, the daughter of a Bordeaux alderman.  He died in the
course of two years, leaving his widow pregnant with a son, who came
into the world six months after the father's death.  The unworthy
heir to the rich man had the face to accuse the widow of adultery,
and got the child declared illegitimate to the eternal shame of the
court which gave this iniquitous judgment and to the grief of every
honest Frenchman.  The iniquitous nature of the judgment was
afterwards more clearly demonstrated--putting aside the fact that
nothing could be said against the mother's character--by the same
court having the, face to declare a child born eleven months after
the father's death legitimate.

I continued for ten days to call upon Madame X. C. V., but finding
myself coldly welcomed, decided to go there no more.




CHAPTER VIII

Fresh Adventures--J. J. Rousseau--I set Up A Business--Castel--Bajac
--A Lawsuit is Commenced Against Me--M. de Sartine


Mdlle. X. C. V. had now been in the convent for a month, and her
affair had ceased to be a common topic of conversation.  I thought I
should hear no more of it, but I was mistaken.  I continued, however,
to amuse myself, and my pleasure in spending freely quite prevented
me from thinking about the future.  The Abbe de Bernis, whom I went
to see regularly once a week, told me one day that the comptroller-
general often enquired how I was getting on.  "You are wrong," said
the abbe, "to neglect him."  He advised me to say no more about my
claims, but to communicate to him the means I had spoken of for
increasing the revenues of the state.  I laid too great store by the
advice of the man who had made my fortune not to follow it.  I went
to the comptroller, and trusting in his probity I explained my scheme
to him.  This was to pass a law by which every estate, except that
left by father to son, should furnish the treasury with one year's
income; every deed of gift formally drawn up being subject to the
same provision.  It seemed to me that the law could not give offence
to anyone; the heir had only to imagine that he had inherited a year
later than was actually the case. The minister was of the same
opinion as myself, told me that there would not be the slightest
difficulty involved, and assured me that my fortune was made.  In a
week afterwards his place was taken by M. de Silhouette, and when I
called on the new minister he told me coldly that when my scheme
became law he would tell me.  It became law two years afterwards, and
when, as the originator of the scheme, I attempted to get my just
reward, they laughed in my face.

Shortly after, the Pope died, and he was succeeded by the Venetian
Rezzonico, who created my patron, the Abby de Bernis, a cardinal.
However, he had to go into exile by order of the king two days after
his gracious majesty had presented him with the red cap: so good a
thing it is to be the friend of kings!

The disgrace of my delightful abbe left me without a patron, but I
had plenty of money, and so was enabled to bear this misfortune with
resignation.

For having undone all the work of Cardinal Richelieu, for having
changed the old enmity between France and Austria into friendship,
for delivering Italy from the horrors of war which befell her
whenever these countries had a bone to pick, although he was the
first cardinal made by a pope who had had plenty of opportunities for
discovering his character, merely because, on being asked, he had
given it as his opinion that the Prince de Soubise was not a fit
person to command the French armies, this great ecclesiastic was
driven into exile.  The moment the Pompadour heard of this opinion of
his, she decreed his banishment--a sentence which was unpopular with
all classes of society; but they consoled themselves with epigrams,
and the new cardinal was soon forgotten.  Such is the character of
the French people; it cares neither for its own misfortunes nor for
those of others, if only it can extract laughter from them.

In my time epigrammatists and poetasters who assailed ministers or
even the king's mistresses were sent to the Bastille, but the wits
still persisted in being amusing, and there were some who considered
a jest incomplete that was not followed by a prosecution.  A man
whose name I have forgotten--a great lover of notoriety--appropriated
the following verses by the younger Crebellon and went to the
Bastille rather than disown them.

     "All the world's upside down!
     Jupiter has donned the gown--the King.
     Venus mounts the council stair--the Pompadour.
     Plutus trifles with the fair--M.  de Boulogne.
     Mercury in mail is drest--Marechal de Richelieu.
     Mighty Mars has turned a priest--the Duc de Clermont, abbe of
     St. Germain-des-pres."

Crebillon, who was not the sort of man to conceal his writings, told
the Duc de Choiseul that he had written some verses exactly like
these, but that it was possible the prisoner had been inspired with
precisely the same ideas.  This jest was applauded, and the author of
"The Sofa" was let alone.

Cardinal de Bernis passed ten years in exile, 'procul negotiis', but
he was not happy, as he told me himself when I knew him in Rome
fifteen years afterwards.  It is said that it is better to be a
minister than a king--an, opinion which seems ridiculous when it is
analyzed.  The question is, which is the better, independence or its
contrary.  The axiom may possibly be verified in a despotic
government under an absurd, weak, or careless king who serves as a
mere mask for his master the minister; but in all other cases it is
an absurdity.

Cardinal de Bernis was never recalled; there is no instance of Louis
XV. having ever recalled a minister whom he had disgraced; but on the
death of Rezzonico he had to go to Rome to be present at the
conclave, and there he remained as French ambassador.

About this time Madame d'Urfe conceived a wish to make the
acquaintance of J. J. Rousseau, and we went to call upon him at
Montmorenci, on the pretext of giving him music to copy--an
occupation in which he was very skilled.  He was paid twice the sum
given to any other copyist, but he guaranteed that the work should be
faultlessly done.  At that period of his life copying music was the
great writer's sole means of subsistence.

We found him to be a man of a simple and modest demeanour, who talked
well, but who was not otherwise distinguished either intellectually
or physically.  We did not think him what would be called a good-
natured man, and as he was far from having the manners of good
society Madame d'Urfe did not hesitate to pronounce him vulgar.  We
saw the woman with whom he lived, and of whom we had heard, but she
scarcely looked at us.  On our way home we amused ourselves by
talking about Rousseau's eccentric habits.

I will here note down the visit of the Prince of Conti (father of the
gentleman who is now known as the Comte de la March) to Rousseau.

The prince--a good-natured man-went by himself to Montmorenci, on
purpose to spend a day in conversation with the philosopher, who was
even then famous.  He found him in the park, accosted him, and said
that he had come to dine with him and to talk without restraint.

"Your highness will fare but badly," said Rousseau: "however, I will
tell them to lay another knife and fork."

The philosopher gave his instructions, and came out and rejoined the
prince, with whom he walked up and down for two or three hours.  When
it was dinner-time he took the prince into his dining-room, where the
table was laid for three.

"Who is going to dine with us?" said the prince.  "I thought we were
to be alone."

"The third party," said Rousseau, "is my other self--a being who is
neither my wife, nor my mistress, nor my servant-maid, nor my mother,
nor my daughter, but yet personates all these characters at once."

"I daresay, my dear fellow, I daresay; but as I came to dine with you
alone, I will not dine with your--other self, but will leave you with
all the rest of you to keep your company."

So saying the prince bade him farewell and went out.  Rousseau did
not try to keep him.

About this time I witnessed the failure of a play called 'Aristides'
Daughter', written by the ingenious Madame de Graffini, who died of
vexation five days after her play was damned.  The Abbe de Voisenon
was horrified, as he had advised the lady to produce it, and was
thought to have had some hand in its composition, as well as in that
of the 'Lettres Peruviennes' and 'Cenie'.  By a curious coincidence,
just about the same date, Rezzonico's mother died of joy because her
son had become pope.  Grief and joy kill many more women than men,
which proves that if women have mere feeling than men they have also
less strength.

When Madame d'Urfe thought that my adopted son was comfortably
settled in Viar's house, she made me go with her and pay him a visit.
I found him lodged like a prince, well dressed, made much of, and
almost looked up to.  I was astonished, for this was more than I had
bargained for.  Madame d'Urfe had given him masters of all sorts, and
a pretty little pony for him to learn riding on.  He was styled M.
le Comte d'Aranda.  A girl of sixteen, Viar's daughter, a fine-
looking young woman, was appointed to look after him, and she was
quite proud to call herself my lord's governess.  She assured Madame
d'Urfe that she took special care of him; that as soon as he woke she
brought him his breakfast in bed; that she then dressed him, and did
not leave his side the whole day.  Madame d'Urfe approved of
everything, told the girl to take even greater care of the count, and
promised that she should not go unrewarded.  As for the young
gentleman, he was evidently quite happy, as he told me himself again
and again, but I suspected a mystery somewhere, and determined that I
would go and see him by myself another time and solve it.

On our journey home I told Madame d'Urfe how grateful I was for all
her goodness to the boy, and that I approved of all the arrangements
that had been made with the exception of the name Aranda, "which,"
said I, "may some day prove a thorn in his side."  She answered that
the lad had said enough to convince her that he had a right to bear
that name.  "I had," she said, "in my desk a seal with the arms of
the house of Aranda, and happening to take it up I shewed it him as
we shew trinkets to children to amuse them, but as soon as he saw it
he burst out,

"'How came you to have my arms?'

"Your arms!" I answered.  "I got this seal from the Comte d'Aranda;
how can you prove that you are a scion of that race?"

"'Do not ask me, madam; my birth is a secret I can reveal to no
one.'"

The imposition and above all the impudence of the young knave
astounded me.  I should not have thought him capable of it, and a
week after I went to see him by myself to get at the bottom of all
this mystery.

I found my young count with Viar, who, judging by the awe the child
shewed of me, must have thought he belonged to me.  He was unsparing
in his praises of his pupil, saying that he played the flute
capitally, danced and fenced admirably, rode well, and wrote a good
hand.  He shewed me the pens he had cut himself with three, five, and
even nine points, and begged to be examined on heraldry, which, as
the master observed, was so necessary a science for a young nobleman.

The young gentleman then commenced in the jargon of heraldry to
blazon his own pretended arms, and I felt much inclined to burst into
laughter, partly because I did not understand a word he said, and
partly because he seemed to think the matter as important as would a
country squire with his thirty-two quarters.  However, I was
delighted to see his dexterity in penmanship, which was undoubtedly
very great, and I expressed my satisfaction to Viar, who soon left us
to ourselves.  We proceeded into the garden.

"Will you kindly inform me," I said, "how you can be so foolish as to
call yourself the Comte d'Aranda?"

He replied, with the utmost calmness, "I know it is foolish, but
leave me my title; it is of service to me here and gains me respect."

"It is an imposition I cannot wink at, as it may be fraught with
serious results, and may do harm to both of us.  I should not have
thought that at your age you would be capable of such a knavish
trick.  I know you did it out of stupidity, but after a certain limit
stupidity becomes criminal; and I cannot see how I am to remedy your
fault without disgracing you in the eyes of Madame d'Urfe."

I kept on scolding him till he burst into tears, saying,

"I had rather the shame of being sent back to my mother than the
shame of confessing to Madame d'Urfe that I had imposed on her; and I
could not bear to stay here if I had to give up my name."

Seeing that I could do nothing with him, unless, indeed, I sent him
to some place far removed from Paris under his proper name, I told
him to take comfort as I would try and do the best I could for both
of us.

"And now tell me--and take care to tell the truth--what sort of
feelings does Viar's daughter entertain for you?"

"I think, papa, that this is a case in which the reserve commended by
yourself, as well as by mother, would be appropriate."

"Yes, that sort of answer tells me a good deal, but I think you are
rather too knowing for your age.  And you may as well observe that
when you are called upon for a confession, reserve is out of place,
and it's a confession I require from you."

"Well, papa, Viar's daughter is very fond of me, and she shews her
love in all sorts of ways."

"And do you love her?"

"Oh, yes!"

"Is she much with you in the morning?"

"She is with me the whole day."

"She is present when you go to bed?"

"Yes, she helps me to undress."

"Nothing else?"

"I do not care to tell you."

I was astonished at the measured way in which he answered me, and as
I had heard enough to guess that the boy and girl were very good
friends indeed, I contented myself with warning him to take care of
his health, and with this I left him.

Some time after, my thoughts were occupied with a business
speculation which all my calculations assured me would be extremely
profitable.  The plan was to produce on silks, by means of printing,
the exquisite designs which are produced at Lyons by the tedious
process of weaving, and thus to give customers excellent value at
much lower prices.  I had the requisite knowledge of chemistry, and
enough capital to make the thing a success.  I obtained the
assistance of a man with the necessary technical skill and knowledge,
intending to make him my manager.

I told my plan to the Prince de Conti, who encouraged me to
persevere, promising me his patronage, and all the privileges I could
wish for.  That decided me to begin.

I rented a very large house near the Temple for a thousand crowns per
annum.  The house contained a spacious hall, in which I meant to put
my workmen; another hall which was to be the shop; numerous rooms for
my workpeople to live in; and a nice room for myself in case I cared
to live on the premises.

I made the scheme into a company with thirty shares, of which I gave
five to my designer, keeping the remaining twenty-five to distribute
to those who were inclined to join the company.  I gave one to a
doctor who, on giving surety, became the storekeeper, and came to
live in the house with his whole family; and I engaged four servants,
a waiting-maid, and a porter.  I had to give another share to an
accountant, who furnished me with two clerks, who also took up their
abode in the house.  The carpenters, blacksmiths, and painters worked
hard from morning to night, and in less than three weeks the place
was ready.  I told the manager to engage twenty girls to paint, who
were to be paid every Saturday.  I stocked the warehouse with three
hundred pieces of sarcenet and camlet of different shades and colours
to receive the designs, and I paid for everything in ready money.

I had made an approximate calculation with my manager that I should
have to spend three hundred thousand francs, and that would not break
me.  If the worst happened I could fall back on my shares, which
produced a good income, but I hoped I should not be compelled to do
so, as I wanted to have an income of two hundred thousand francs a
year.

All the while I did not conceal from myself that the speculation
might be my ruin, if custom did not come in, but on looking at my
beautiful materials these fears were dispelled, especially as I heard
everybody saying that I sold them much too cheap.

To set up the business I spent in the course of a month about sixty
thousand francs, and my weekly expenses amounted to twelve hundred
francs.

As for Madame d'Urfe she laughed every time she saw me, for she was
quite certain that this business was only meant to put the curious
off the scent and to preserve my incognito: so persuaded was she of
my omnipotence.

The sight of twenty girls, all more or less pretty, the eldest of
whom was not twenty-five, far from making me tremble as it ought,
delighted me.  I fancied myself in the midst of a seraglio, and I
amused myself by watching their meek and modest looks as they did
their work under the direction of the foreman.  The best paid did not
get more than twenty-four sous a day, and all of them had excellent
reputations, for they had been selected at her own request by the
manager's wife, a devout woman of ripe age, whom I hoped to find
obliging if the fancy seized me to test her choice.  Manon Baletti
did not share my satisfaction in them.  She trembled to see me the
owner of a harem, well knowing that sooner or later the barque of my
virtue would run on the rocks.  She scolded me well about these
girls, though I assured her that none of them slept in the house.

This business increased my own ideas of my importance; partly from
the thought that I was on the high road to fortune, and partly
because I furnished so many people with the means of subsistence.
Alas! I was too fortunate; and my evil genius soon crossed my career.

It was now three months since Mdlle. X. C. V. had gone into the
convent, and the time of her delivery drew near.  We wrote to each
other twice a week, and I considered the matter happily settled; M.
de la Popeliniere had married, and when Mdlle. X. C. V. returned to
her mother there would be nothing more to be said But just at this
period, when my happiness seemed assured, the hidden fire leapt forth
and threatened to consume me; how, the reader will see.

One day after leaving Madame d'Urfe's I went to walk in the
Tuileries.  I had taken a couple of turns in the chief walk when I
saw that an old woman, accompanied by a man dressed in black, was
looking at me closely and communicating her observations to her
companion.  There was nothing very astonishing in this in a public
place, and I continued my walk, and on turning again saw the same
couple still watching me.  In my turn I looked at them, and
remembered seeing the man in a gaming-house, where he was known by
the name of Castel-Bajac.  On scrutinizing the features of the hag, I
at last succeeded in recollecting who she was; she was the woman to
whom I had taken Mdlle. X. C. V.  I felt certain that she had
recognized me, but not troubling myself about the matter I left the
gardens to walk elsewhere.  The day after next, just as I was going
to get into my carriage, a man of evil aspect gave me a paper and
asked me to read it.  I opened it, but finding it covered with an
illegible scrawl I gave it him back, telling him to read it himself.
He did so, and I found myself summoned to appear before the
commissary of police to answer to the plea which the midwife (whose
name I forget) brought against me.

Although I could guess what the charge would be, and was certain that
the midwife could furnish no proofs of her accusation, I went to an
attorney I knew and told him to appear for me.  I instructed him that
I did not know any midwife in Paris whatsoever.  The attorney waited
on the commissary, and on the day after brought me a copy of the
pleas.

The midwife said that I came to her one night, accompanied by a young
lady about five months with child, and that, holding a pistol in one
hand and a packet of fifty Louis in the other, I made her promise to
procure abortion.  We both of us (so she said) had masks on, thus.
shewing that we had been at the opera ball.  Fear, said she, had
prevented her from flatly refusing to grant my request; but she had
enough presence of mind to say that the necessary drugs were not
ready, that she would have all in order by the next night; whereupon
we left, promising to return.  In the belief that we would not fail
to keep the appointment, she went in to M. Castel-Bajac to ask him to
hide in the next room that she might be protected from my fury, and
that he might be a witness of what I said, but she had not seen me
again.  She added that she would have given information the day after
the event if she had known who I was, but since M. Castel-Bajac had
told her my name on her recognizing me in the Tuileries, she had
thought it her bounden duty to deliver me to the law that she might
be compensated for the violence I had used to her.  And this document
was signed by the said Castel-Bajac as a witness.

"This is an evident case of libel," said my attorney, "at least, if
she can't prove the truth of her allegations.  My advice to you is to
take the matter before the criminal lieutenant, who will be able to
give you the satisfaction you require."

I authorized him to do what he thought advisable, and three or four
days after he told me that the lieutenant wished to speak to me in
private, and would expect me the same day at three o'clock in the
afternoon.

As will be expected, I was punctual to the appointment.  I found the
magistrate to be a polite and good-hearted gentleman.  He was, in
fact, the well-known M. de Sartine, who was the chief of police two
years later.  His office of criminal lieutenant was saleable, and M.
de Sartine sold it when he was appointed head of the police.

As soon as I had made my bow, he asked me to sit down by him, and
addressed me as follows:

"I have asked you to call upon me in the interests of both of us, as
in your position our interests are inseparable.  If you are innocent
of the charge which has been brought against you, you are quite right
to appeal to me; but before proceedings begin, you should tell me the
whole truth.  I am ready to forget my position as judge, and to give
you my help, but you must see yourself that to prove the other side
guilty of slander, you must prove yourself innocent.  What I want
from you is an informal and strictly confidential declaration, for
the case against you is a serious one, and of such a kind as to
require all your efforts to wipe off this blot upon your honour.
Your enemies will not respect your delicacy of feeling.  They will
press you so hard that you will either be obliged to submit to a
shameful sentence, or to wound your feelings of honour in proving
your innocence.  You see I am confiding in you, for in certain cases
honour seems so precious a thing to me that I am ready to defend it
with all the power of the law.  Pay me back, then, in the same coin,
trust in me entirely, tell me the whole story without any reserves,
and you may rely upon my good offices.  All will be well if you are
innocent, for I shall not be the less a judge because I am your
friend; but if you are guilty I am sorry for you, for I warn you that
I shall be just."

After doing my best to express my gratitude to him, I said that my
position did not oblige me to make any reservations on account of
honour, and that I had, consequently, no informal statement to make
him.

"The midwife," I added, "is absolutely unknown to me.  She is most
likely an abandoned woman, who with her worthy companion wants to
cheat me of my money."

"I should be delighted to think so," he answered, "but admitting the
fact, see how chance favours her, and makes it a most difficult thing
for you to prove your innocence.

"The young lady disappeared three months ago.  She was known to be
your intimate friend, you called upon her at all hours; you spent a
considerable time with her the day before she disappeared, and no one
knows what has become of her; but everyone's suspicions point at you,
and paid spies are continually dogging your steps.  The midwife sent
me a requisition yesterday by her counsel, Vauversin.  She says that
the pregnant lady you brought to her house is the same whom Madame X.
C. V. is searching for.  She also says that you both wore black
dominoes, and the police have ascertained that you were both at the
ball in black dominoes on the same night as that on which the midwife
says you came to her house; you are also known to have left the ball-
room together.  All this, it is true, does not constitute full proof
of your guilt, but it makes one tremble for your innocence."

"What cause have I to tremble?"

"What cause!  Why a false witness, easily enough hired for a little
money, might swear with impunity that he saw you come from the opera
together; and a coachman in the same way might swear he had taken you
to the midwife's.  In that case I should be compelled to order your
arrest and examination, with a view to ascertain the name of the
person whom you took with you.  Do you realize that you are accused
of procuring abortion; that three months have gone by without the
lady's retreat having been discovered; that she is said to be dead.
Do you realize, in short, what a very serious charge murder is?"

"Certainly; but if I die innocent, you will have condemned me
wrongly, and will be more to be pitied than I."

"Yes, yes, but that wouldn't make your case any better.  You may be
sure, however, that I will not condemn an innocent man; but I am
afraid that you will be a long time in prison before you succeed in
proving your innocence.  To be brief, you see that in twenty-four
hours the case looks very bad, and in the course of a week it might
look very much worse.  My interest was aroused in your favour by the
evident absurdity of the accusations, but it is the other
circumstances about the case which make it a serious one for you.  I
can partly understand the circumstances, and the feelings of love and
honour which bid you be silent.  I have spoken to you, and I hope you
will have no reserves with me.  I will spare you all the unpleasant
circumstances which threaten you, believing, as I do, that you are
innocent.  Tell me all, and be sure that the lady's honour will not
suffer; but if, on the other hand, you are unfortunately guilty of
the crimes laid to your charge, I advise you to be prudent, and to
take steps which it is not my business to suggest.  I warn you that
in three or four days I shall cite you to the bar of the court, and
that you will then find in me only the judge--just, certainly, but
severe and impartial."

I was petrified; for these words shewed me my danger in all its
nakedness.  I saw how I should esteem this worthy man's good offices,
and said to him in quite another tone, that innocent as I was, I saw
that my best course was to throw myself on his kindness respecting
Mdlle. X. C. V., who had committed no crime, but would lose her
reputation by this unhappy business.

"I know where she is," I added, "and I may tell you that she would
never have left her mother if she had not endeavoured to force her
into a marriage she abhorred"

"Well, but the man is now married; let her return to her mother's
house, and you will be safe, unless the midwife persists in
maintaining that you incited her to procure abortion."

"There is no abortion in the matter; but other reasons prevent her
returning to her family.  I can tell you no more without obtaining
the consent of another party.  If I succeed in doing so I shall be
able to throw the desired light on the question.  Be kind enough to
give me a second hearing on the day after to-morrow."

"I understand.  I shall be delighted to hear what you have to say.
I thank and congratulate you.  Farewell!"

I was on the brink of the precipice, but I was determined to leave
the kingdom rather than betray the honour of my poor dear sweetheart.
If it had been possible, I would gladly have put an end to the case
with money; but it was too late.  I was sure that Farsetti had the
chief hand in all this trouble, that he was continually on my track,
and that he paid the spies mentioned by M. de Sartine.  He it was who
had set Vauversin, the barrister, after me, and I had no doubt that
he would do all in his power to ruin me.

I felt that my only course was to tell the whole story to M. de
Sartine, but to do that I required Madame du Rumain's permission.




CHAPTER IX

My Examination I Give the Clerk Three Hundred Louis--The Midwife and
Cartel-Bajac Imprisoned--Mdlle. X. C. V. Is Brought to Bed of a Son
and Obliges Her Mother to Make Me Amends--The Suit Against Me Is
Quashed--Mdlle. X. C. V.  Goes With Her Mother to Brussels and From
Thence to Venice, Where She Becomes a Great Lady--My Work-girls--
Madame Baret--I Am Robbed, Put in Prison, and Set at Liberty Again--
I Go to Holland--Helvetius' "Esprit"--Piccolomini

The day after my interview with M. de Sartine I waited on Madame du
Rumain at an early hour.  Considering the urgency of the case I took
the liberty of rousing her from her slumbers, and as soon as she was
ready to receive me I told her all.

"There can be no hesitation in the matter," said this delightful
woman.  "We must make a confidant of M. de Sartine, and I will speak
to him myself to-day without fail."

Forthwith she went to her desk and wrote to the criminal lieutenant
asking him to see her at three o'clock in the afternoon.  In less
than an hour the servant returned with a note in which he said he
would expect her.  We agreed that I should come again in the evening,
when she would tell me the result of her interview.

I went to the house at five o'clock, and had only a few minutes to
wait.

"I have concealed nothing," said she; "he knows that she is on the
eve of her confinement, and that you are not the father, which speaks
highly for your generosity.  I told him that as soon as the
confinement was over, and the young lady had recovered her health,
she would return to her mother, though she would make no confession,
and that the child should be well looked after.  You have now nothing
to fear, and can calm yourself; but as the case must go on you will
be cited before the court the day after to-morrow.  I advise you to
see the clerk of the court on some pretext or other, and to make him
accept a sum of money."

I was summoned to appear, and I appeared.  I saw M. de Sartine,
'sedentem pro tribunali'.  At the end of the sitting he told me that
he was obliged to remand me, and that during my remand I must not
leave Paris or get married, as all my civil rights were in suspense
pending the decision.  I promised to follow his commands.

I acknowledged in my examination that I was at the ball in a black
domino on the night named in my accusation, but I denied everything
else.  As for Mdlle. X. C. V., I said that neither I nor anyone of
her family had any suspicion that she was with child.

Recollecting that I was an alien, and that this circumstance might
make Vauversin call for my arrest, on the plea that I might fly the
kingdom, I thought the moment opportune for making interest with the
clerk of the court, and I accordingly paid him a visit.  After
telling him of my fears, I slipped into his hand a packet of three
hundred louis, for which I did not ask for a receipt, saying that
they were to defray expenses if I were mulcted in costs.  He advised
me to require the midwife to give bail for her appearance, and I told
my attorney to do so; but, four days after, the following incident
took place:

I was walking in the Temple Gardens, when I was accosted by a
Savoyard, who gave me a note in which I was informed that somebody in
an alley, fifty paces off, wanted to speak to me.  "Either a love
affair or a challenge," I said to myself, "let's see."  I stopped my
carriage, which was following me, and went to the place.

I cannot say how surprised I was to see the wretched Cartel-Bajac
standing before me.  "I have only a word to say," said he, when he
saw me.  "We will not be overheard here.  The midwife is quite sure
that you are the man who brought a pregnant lady to her, but she is
vexed that you are accused of making away with her.  Give her a
hundred louis; she will then declare to the court that she has been
mistaken, and your trouble will be ended.  You need not pay the money
till she has made her declaration; we will take your word for it.
Come with me and talk it over with Vauversin.  I am sure he will
persuade you to do as I suggest.  I know where to find him, follow me
at some distance."

I had listened to him in silence, and I was delighted to see that the
rascals were betraying themselves.  "Very good," said I to the
fellow, "you go on, and I will follow."  I went after him to the
third floor of a house in the Rue aux Ours, where I found Vauversin
the barrister.  No sooner had I arrived than he went to business
without any prefatory remarks.

"The midwife," he said, "will call on you with a witness apparently
with the intention of maintaining to your face that you are her man;
but she won't be able to recognize you.  She will then proceed with
the witness to the court, and will declare that she has made a
mistake, and the criminal lieutenant will forthwith put an end to the
proceedings.  You will thus be certain of gaining your case against
the lady's mother."

I thought the plan well conceived, and said that they would find me
at the Temple any day up to noon.

"But the midwife wants a hundred louis badly."

"You mean that the worthy woman rates her perjury at that price.
Well, never mind, I will pay the money, and you may trust to my word;
but I can't do so before she has taken oath to her mistake before the
court."

"Very good, but you must first give me twenty-five louis to reimburse
me for my costs and fees."

"Certainly, if you will give me a formal receipt for the money."

He hesitated at first, but after talking it over the money proved too
strong a bait, and he wrote out the receipt and I gave him the
twenty-five louis.  He thanked me, and said that though Madame X. C.
V. was his client, he would let me know confidentially how best to
put a stop to the proceedings.  I thanked him with as much gratitude
as if I had really intended to make use of his services, and I left
to write and tell M. de Sartine what had taken place.

Three days afterwards I was told that a man and woman wanted to see
me.  I went down and asked the woman what she wanted.

"I want to speak to M. Casanova."

"I am he."

"Then I have made a mistake, for which I hope you will forgive me."

Her companion smiled, and they went off.

The same day Madame du Rumain had a letter from the abbess telling
her that her young friend had given birth to a fine boy, who had been
sent away to a place where he would be well looked after.  She stated
that the young lady could not leave the convent for the next six
weeks, at the end of which time she could return to her mother with a
certificate which would protect her from all annoyance.

Soon after the midwife was put in solitary confinement, Castel-Bajac
was sent to The Bicetre, and Vauversin's name was struck off the
rolls.  The suit instituted against me by Madame X. C. V. went on
till her daughter reappeared, but I knew that I had nothing to fear.
The girl returned to her mother about the end of August armed with a
certificate from the abbess, who said she had been under her
protection for four months, during which time she had never left the
convent or seen any persons from outside.  This was perfectly true,
but the abbess added that her only reason for her going back to her
family was that she had nothing more to dread from the attentions of
M. de la Popeliniere, and in this the abbess lied.

Mdlle. X. C. V. profited by the delight of her mother in seeing her
again safe and sound, and made her wait on M. de Sartine with the
abbess's certificate, stop all proceedings against me, and withdraw
all the charges she had made.  Her daughter told her that if I liked
I might claim damages for libel, and that if she did not wish to
injure her reputation she would say nothing more about what had
happened.

The mother wrote me a letter of the most satisfactory character,
which I had registered in court, thus putting an end to the
prosecution.  In my turn I wrote to congratulate her on the recovery
of her daughter, but I never set foot in her house again, to avoid
any disagreeable scenes with Farsetti.

Mdlle. X. C. V. could not stay any longer in Paris, where her tale
was known to everyone, and Farsetti took her to Brussels with her
sister Madelaine.  Some time after, her mother followed her, and they
then went on to Venice, and there in three years' time she became a
great lady.  Fifteen years afterwards I saw her again, and she was a
widow, happy enough apparently, and enjoying a great reputation on
account of her rank, wit, and social qualities, but our connection
was never renewed.

In four years the reader will hear more of Castel-Bajac.  Towards the
end of the same year (1759), before I went to Holland, I spent
several hundred francs to obtain the release of the midwife.

I lived like a prince, and men might have thought me happy, but I was
not.  The enormous expenses I incurred, my love of spending money,
and magnificent pleasures, warned me, in spite of myself, that there
were rocks ahead.  My business would have kept me going for a long
time, if custom had not been paralyzed by the war; but as it was, I,
like everybody else, experienced the effect of bad times.  My
warehouse contained four hundred pieces of stuffs with designs on
them, but as I could not hope to dispose of them before the peace,
and as peace seemed a long way off, I was threatened with ruin.

With this fear I wrote to Esther to get her father to give me the
remainder of my money, to send me a sharp clerk, and to join in my
speculation.  M. d'O---- said that if I would set up in Holland he
would become responsible for everything and give me half profits, but
I liked Paris too well to agree to so good an offer.  I was sorry for
it afterwards.

I spent a good deal of money at my private house, but the chief
expense of my life, which was unknown to others but which was ruining
me, was incurred in connection with the girls who worked in my
establishment.  With my complexion and my pronounced liking for
variety, a score of girls, nearly all of them pretty and seductive,
as most Paris girls are, was a reef on which my virtue made shipwreck
every day.  Curiosity had a good deal to do with it, and they
profited by my impatience to take possession by selling their favours
dearly.  They all followed the example of the first favourite, and
everyone claimed in turn an establishment, furniture, money, and
jewels; and I knew too little of the value of money to care how much
they asked.  My fancy never lasted longer than a week, and often
waned in three or four days, and the last comer always appeared the
most worthy of my attentions.

As soon as I had made a new choice I saw no more of my old loves, but
I continued to provide for them, and that with a good deal of money.
Madame d'Urfe, who thought I was rich, gave me no trouble.  I made
her happy by using my oracle to second the magical ceremonies of
which she grew fonder every day, although she never attained her aim.
Manon Baletti, however, grieved me sorely by her jealousy and her
well-founded reproaches.  She would not understand--and I did not
wonder at it--how I could put off marrying her if I really loved her.
She accused me of deceiving her.  Her mother died of consumption in
our arms.  Silvia had won my true friendship.  I looked upon her as a
most worthy woman, whose kindness of heart and purity of life
deserved the esteem of all.  I stayed in the family for three days
after her death, sincerely sympathizing with them in their
affliction.

A few days afterwards, my friend Tiretta lost his mistress through a
grievous illness.  Four days before her death, perceiving that she
was near her end, she willed to consecrate to God that which man
could have no longer, and dismissed her lover with the gift of a
valuable jewel and a purse of two hundred louis.  Tiretta marched off
and came and told me the sad news.  I got him a lodging near the
Temple, and a month after, approving his idea to try his fortune in
India, I gave him a letter of introduction to M. d'O----, of
Amsterdam; and in the course of a week this gentleman got him a post
as clerk, and shipped him aboard one of the company's ships which was
bound for Batavia.  If he had behaved well he might have become a
rich man, but he got involved in some conspiracy and had to fly, and
afterwards experienced many vicissitudes of fortune.  I heard from
one of his relations that he was in Bengal in 1788, in good
circumstances, but unable to realize his property and so return to
his native country.  I do not know what became of him eventually.

In the beginning of November an official belonging to the Duc
d'Elbeuf's household came to my establishment to buy a wedding dress
for his daughter.  I was dazzled with her beauty.  She chose a fine
satin, and her pretty face lighted up when she heard her father say
he did not think it was too much; but she looked quite piteous when
she heard the clerk tell her father that he would have to buy the
whole piece, as they could not cut it.  I felt that I must give in,
and to avoid making an exception in her favour I beat a hasty retreat
into my private room.  I wish I had gone out of the house, as I
should have saved a good deal of money; but what pleasure should I
have also lost!  In her despair the charming girl begged the manager
to take her to me, and he dared not refuse to do so.  She came in;
two big tears falling down her cheeks and dimming the ardour of her
gaze.

"Oh, sir!" she began, "you are rich, do you buy the piece and let me
have enough for a dress, which will make me happy."

I looked at her father and saw he wore an apologetic air, as if
deprecating the boldness of his child.

"I like your simplicity," I said to her, "and since it will make you
happy, you shall have the dress."

She ran up to me, threw her arms round my neck and kissed me, while
her worthy father was dying with laughter.  Her kisses put the last
stroke to my bewitchment.  After he had paid for the dress, her
father said,

"I am going to get this little madcap married next Sunday; there will
be a supper and a ball, and we shall be delighted if you will honour
us with your presence.  My name is Gilbert.  I am comptroller of the
Duc d'Elbeuf's household."

I promised to be at the wedding, and the young lady gave a skip of
joy which made me think her prettier than ever.

On Sunday I repaired to the house, but I could neither eat nor drink.
The fair Mdlle. Gilbert kept me in a kind of enchantment which lasted
while I was in company with her friends, for whom I did not care.
They were all officials in noblemen's houses, with their wives and
daughters, who all aped the manners of their betters in the most
ridiculous way; nobody knew me and I was known to nobody, and I cut a
sorry figure amongst them all, for in a company of this sort the
wittiest man is the greatest fool.  Everybody cracked his joke to the
bride, she answered everybody, and people laughed at nothing.

Her husband, a thin and melancholy man, with a rather foolish
expression, was delighted at his wife's keeping everybody amused.
Although I was in love with her, I pitied rather than envied him.
I guessed that he had married for monetary considerations, and I knew
pretty well what kind of a head-dress his handsome, fiery wife would
give her husband, who was plain-featured, and seemed not to be aware
of his wife's beauty.  I was seized with the desire of asking her
some questions, and she gave me the opportunity by coming to sit next
to me after a quadrille.  She thanked me again for my kindness, and
said that the beautiful dress I had supplied had won her many
compliments.

"All the same," I said, "I know you are longing to take it off.  I
know what love is and how impatient it makes one."

"It's very funny that everyone persists in thinking that I am in
love, though I saw M. Baret for the first time only a week ago.
Before then I was absolutely unconscious of his existence."

"But why are you getting married in such a hurry without waiting till
you know him better?"

"Because my father does everything in a hurry."

"I suppose your husband is a very rich man?"

"No, but he may become rich.  We are going to open a shop for silk
stockings at the corner of the Rue St. Honore and the Rue des
Prouveres, and I hope that you will deal with us, as we would serve
you with the best."

"I shall certainly do so--nay, I will be your first customer, if I
have to wait at the door."

"You are kind!  M. Baret," said she to her husband, who was standing
close by, "this gentleman promises to be our first customer."

"The gentleman is very good," said the husband, "and I am sure he
will be satisfied, as my stockings are genuine silk."

Next Tuesday at day-break I began to dance attendance at the corner
of the Rue des Prouveres, and waited there till the servant came out
to take down the shutters.  I went in and the girl asked me my
business.

"I want to buy some stockings," was my answer.

"Master and mistress are still in bed, so you had better come later
on."

"No, I will wait here.  Stop a minute," said I, giving her six
francs, "go and get me some coffee; I will drink it in the shop."

"I might go and get you some coffee, but I am not so silly as to
leave you in the shop by yourself."

"You are afraid I might steal something!"

"Well, one does hear of such things being done, and I don't know you
from Adam."

"Very good; but I shall stay here all the same."

Before long Baret came down and scolded the poor girl for not having
told him of my presence.  "Go and tell my wife to come," said he, as
he began opening packets of stockings for me to choose from.  He kept
stockings, vests, and silk drawers, and I turned one packet over
after another, looking at them all and not fixing on anything till I
saw his wife coming down as fresh as a rose and as bright as a lily.
She smiled at me in the most seductive manner, apologized for the
disorder of her dress, and thanked me for keeping my word.

"I never break my word," I said, "especially when such a charming
lady is concerned!"

Madame Baret was seventeen, of a moderate height, and an exquisite
figure; without being classically beautiful, a Raphael could not wish
to depict a more enticing face.  Her eyes were large and brilliant.
Her drooping eyelids, which gave her so modest and yet so voluptuous
an appearance, the ever-smiling mouth, her splendid teeth, the
dazzling whiteness of her complexion, the pleasing air with which she
listened to what was being said, her silvery voice, the sweetness and
sparkling vivacity of her manner, her lack of conceit, or rather her
unconsciousness of the power of her charms-in fine, everything about
this masterpiece of nature made me wonder and admire; while she, by
chance or vile monetary considerations, was in the power of Baret,
who, pale and sickly, thought a good deal more of his stockings than
of the treasure marriage had given him--a treasure of which he was
all unworthy, since he could not see its beauty nor taste its
sweetness.

I chose stockings and vests to the amount of twenty-five louis, and I
paid the price without trying to cheapen them.  I saw the face of the
fair shopwoman light up, and I augured well for my success, though I
could not expect to do much while the honeymoon lasted.  I told the
servant that I would give her six francs if she would bring the
packet to my house, and so I left them.

Next Sunday Baret came himself with my purchases.  I gave him six
francs to hand over to his servant, but he hinted that he was not too
proud to keep them himself.  I was disgusted at this petty greed, and
at his meanness in depriving his maid of the six francs after having
made a good profit in what he had sold me; but I wanted to stand well
with him, and I was not sorry to find so simple a way of throwing
dust into his eyes.  So while I resolved that the servant should not
be a loser I gave the husband a good reception that I might the
better mould him to my purpose.  I had breakfast brought to him,
asking why he had not brought his wife.

"She wanted me to take her," said he, "but I was afraid you might be
offended."

"Not at all, I should have been delighted.  I think your wife a
charming woman."

"You are very kind to say so; but she's young, she's young."

"I don't think that's any objection; and if she cares for the walk,
bring her with you another time."  He said he should be very pleased
to do so.

When I passed by the shop in my carriage I blew kisses to her with my
hand, but I did not stop as I did not want any more stockings.
Indeed, I should have been bored with the crowd of fops with which
the shop was always full.  She began to be a topic of conversation in
the town; the Palais Royal was full of her; and I was glad to hear
that she kept to herself as if she had richer prey in view.  That
told me that no one possessed her so far, and I hoped that I might be
the prey myself; I was quite willing to be captured.

Some days after, she saw my carriage coming, and beckoned to me as I
passed.  I got out, and her husband with many apologies told me that
he wanted me to be the first to see a new fashion in breeches he had
just got in.  The breeches were parti-coloured, and no man of fashion
would be seen without them.  They were odd-looking things, but became
a well-made young man.  As they had to fit exactly, I told him to
measure me for six pairs, offering to pay in advance.  "We have them
in all sizes," said he, "go up to my wife's room and try some on."

It was a good opportunity and I accepted, especially when I heard him
tell his wife to go and help me.  I went upstairs, she following, and
I began to undress, apologizing for doing so before her.

"I will fancy I am your valet," said she, "and I will help you."

I did not make any difficulties, and after taking off my shoes I gave
her my breeches, taking care, however, to keep on my drawers, lest
her modesty should receive too severe a shock.  This done she took a
pair of breeches, drew them on me, took them off, and tried on
others, and all this without any impropriety on either side; for I
had determined to behave with discretion till the opportunity came to
be indiscreet.  She decided that four pairs fitted me admirably, and,
not wishing to contradict her, I gave her the sixteen louis she
asked, and told her I should be delighted if she would bring them
herself at any time when she was at leisure.  She came downstairs
quite proud of her knowledge of business, and Baret said that next
Sunday he and his wife would have the honour of bringing me my
purchase.

"I shall be charmed, M.  Baret," said I, "especially if you will stay
to dinner."

He answered that having an important engagement for two o'clock he
could only accept on the condition that I would let him go at that
time, and he would return at about five to fetch his wife.  I found
the plan vastly to my taste, but I knew how to conceal my joy; and I
quietly said that though I should lose the pleasure of his society,
he was free to go when he liked, especially as I had not to go out
myself before six.

I looked forward to the Sunday, and the tradesman and his wife did
not fail me.  As soon as they arrived, I told my servant to say "Not
at home" for the rest of the day, and as I was impatient to know what
would happen in the afternoon I had dinner served at an early hour.
The dishes were exquisite, and the wines delicious.  The good man ate
much and drank deeply, indeed to such an extent that in common
politeness I was obliged to remind him that he had an important
appointment at two.  His wits being sharpened with champagne, the
happy thought occurred to him to tell his wife to go home by herself,
if he were kept later than five; and I hastened to add that I would
take her home myself in my carriage.  He thanked me, and I soothed
his uneasiness about being punctual to his appointment by telling him
that a coach was waiting, and that the fare had been paid.  He went
off, and I found myself alone with my jewel, whom I was certain of
possessing till six o'clock.

As soon as I heard the hall door shut on the kind husband, I said to
his wife,

"You are to be congratulated on having such a kind husband; with a
man like that your happiness is assured."

"It is easy to say happiness, but enjoying it is a different thing.
My husband's health is so delicate that I can only consider myself as
his nurse; and then he contracted heavy debts to set up in business
which oblige us to observe the strictest economy.  We came here on
foot to save the twenty-four sons.  We could live on the profits of
the business, if there were no debts, but as it is everything goes to
pay the interest, and our sales are not large enough to cover
everything."

"But you have plenty of customers, for whenever I pass I see the shop
full of people."

"These customers you see are idlers, crackers of bad jokes, and
profligates, who come and make my head ache with their jests.  They
have not a penny to bless themselves with, and we dare not let them
out of our sight for fear of their hands wandering.  If we had cared
to give them credit, our shop would have been emptied long ago.  I am
rude to them, in the hopes that they may leave me alone, but it's of
no use.  Their impudence is astonishing.  When my husband is in I
retreat to my room, but he is often away, and then I am obliged to
put up with them.  And the scarcity of money prevents us from doing
much business, but we are obliged to pay our workmen all the same.
As far as I can see, we shall be obliged to dismiss them, as we shall
soon have to meet several bills.  Next Saturday we have got to pay
six hundred francs, and we have only got two hundred."

"I am surprised at your having all this worry in these early days of
your marriage.  I suppose your father knew about your husband's
circumstances; how about your dowry?"

"My dowry of six thousand francs has served, most of it, to stock the
shop and to pay our debts.  We have goods which would pay our debts
three times over; but in bad times capital sunk is capital dead."

"I am sorry to hear all this, as if peace is not made your situation
will become worse, for as you go on your needs will become greater."

"Yes, for when my husband is better we may have children."

"What!  Do you mean to say his health prevents him from making you a
mother?   I can't believe it."

"I don't see how I can be a mother who am still a maid; not that I
care much about the matter."

"I shouldn't have believed it!  How can a man not in the agony of
death feel ill beside you?   He must be dead."

"Well, he is not exactly dead, but he doesn't shew many signs of
life."

This piece of wit made me laugh, and under cover of my applause I
embraced her without experiencing much resistance.  The first kiss
was like an electric spark; it fired my imagination and I increased
my attentions till she became as submissive as a lamb.

"I will help you, dearest, to meet the bill on Saturday;" and so
saying I drew her gently into a closet where a soft divan formed a
suitable altar for the completion of an amorous sacrifice.

I was enchanted to find her submissive to my caresses and my
inquisitiveness, but she surprised me greatly when, as I placed
myself in readiness for the consummation of the act, and was already
in the proper posture between the two columns, she moved in such a
way as to hinder my advance.  I thought at first that it was only one
of those devices intended to make the final victory more sweet by
putting difficulties in the way; but, finding that her resistance was
genuine, I exclaimed,

"How was I to expect a refusal like this at a moment when I thought I
saw my ardours reflected in your eyes?"

"Your eyes did not deceive you; but what would my husband say if he
found me otherwise than as God has made me?"

"He can't have left you untouched!"

"He really has done so.  You can see for yourself if you like.  Can
I, then, give to you what appertains to the genius of the marriage-
bed."

"You are right, my angel; this fruit must be kept for a mouth
unworthy to taste it.  I pity and adore you.  Come to my arms,
abandon yourself to my love, and fear nothing.  The fruit shall not
be damaged; I will but taste the outer surface and leave no trace
behind."

We passed three hours in trifling together in a manner calculated to
inflame our passions despite the libations which we now and again
poured forth.  I was consoled by her swearing to be mine as soon as
Baret had good grounds for thinking that she was his, and, after
taking her on the Boulevards, I left her at her door, with a present
of twenty-five Louis.

I was in love with her as I had never been before, and I passed the
shop three or four times a day, going round and round, to the wrath
of my coachman, who got sick of telling me that I was ruining my
horses.  I was happy to see her watch for the moment that I passed,
and waft me a kiss by putting her pretty fingers to her mouth.

We had agreed that she should not make me a sign to leave my coach
till her husband had forced a passage.  At last this day, so ardently
desired and so long waited for, arrived.  The sign was given, and I
stopped the coach and she came out and, standing on the step, told me
to go and wait for her at the church door of St. Germain l'Auxerrois.

I was curious to know what the results would be, and had not been at
the place appointed more than a quarter of an hour when she came
towards me, her head muffled in a hood.  She got into the carriage
and, saying that she wanted to make some purchases, begged me to take
her to the shops.

I had business of my own, and pressing business too, but who can
refuse the Beloved Object anything?   I told the coachman to drive to
the Place Dauphine, and I prepared to loosen my purse-strings, as I
had a feeling she was going to treat me as a friend.  In point of
fact she left few shops unvisited, going from jewels to pretty
trifles and toys of different kinds, and from these to dresses of the
latest fashion, which they displayed before her, addressing her as
princess, and saying that this would become her admirably.  She
looked at me, and said it must be confessed that it was very pretty
and that she would like it if it were not so dear.  I was a willing
dupe, and assured her that if she liked it it could not be too dear,
and that I would pay.

While my sweetheart was thus choosing one trifle after another my
ill-luck brought about an incident which placed me in a fearful
situation four years afterwards.  The chain of events is endless.

I perceived at my left hand a pretty girl of twelve or thirteen, with
an old and ugly woman who was disparaging a pair of ear-rings which
the girl had in her hands, and on which she had evidently set her
heart: she looked sad at not being able to buy them.  I heard her say
to the old woman that they would make her happy, but she snatched
them from the girl's hands and told her to, come away.

"I can let you have a cheaper pair and almost as fine," said the
shopwoman, but the young lady said she did not; care about it, and
was getting ready to go, making a profound reverence to my princess
Baret.

She, no doubt flattered by this sign of respect went up to her,
called her little queen, told her she was as fair as a May morning,
and asked the old woman her name,

"She is Mdlle. de Boulainvilier, my niece."

"How can you be so hard-hearted," said I to the aunt, "as to refuse
your charming niece a toy which would make her happy?   Allow me to
make her a present of them."

So saying I put the ear-rings in the girl's hands, while she blushed
and looked at her aunt as if to ask her permission.

"You may have the ear-rings," said she, "as this gentleman has been
kind enough to give you such a present, and you should give him a
kiss by way of thanks."

"The ear-rings," said the shopwoman, "will be only three louis."

Hereupon the affair took a comic turn; the old woman got into a rage
and said,

"How can you be such a cheat?  You told me they were only two louis."

"Nay, madam, I asked three."

"That's a lie, and I shall not allow you to rob this gentleman.
Niece, put those ear-rings down; let the shopwoman keep them."

So far all was well enough; but the old aunt spoilt everything by
saying that if I liked to give her niece the three louis she could
get her a pair twice as good at another shop.  It was all the same to
me, so I smilingly put the three louis in front of the young lady,
who still had the ear-rings in her hands.  The shop-woman, who was on
the look-out, pocketed the money, saying that the bargain was made,
that the three louis belonged to her and the ear-rings to the young
lady.

"You are a cheat," cried out the enraged old woman.

"And you are an old b----d," answered the shop-woman, "I know you
well."  A crowd began to gather in front of the shop, hearing the
cries of the two harpies.  Foreseeing a good deal of unpleasantness,
I took the aunt by the arm and led her gently away.  The niece, who
was quite content with the ear-rings, and did not care whether they
cost three louis or two, followed her.  We shall hear of them again
in due course.

My dear Baret having made me waste a score of louis, which her poor
husband would have regretted much more than myself, we got into the
carriage again, and I took her to the church door from which we had
started.  On the way she told me she was coming to stop a few days
with me at Little Poland, and that it was her husband who would ask
me for the invitation.

"When will he do that?"

"To-morrow, if you go by the shop.  Come and buy some stockings; I
shall have a bad headache, and Baret will speak to you."

It may be imagined that I took care to call the next day, and as I
did not see his wife in the shop I asked in a friendly way after her
health.

"She is ill in bed," he replied; "she wants a little country air."

"If you have not fixed for any place, I shall be happy to put you up
at Little Poland."

He replied by a smile of delight.

"I will go and urge her to come myself; in the meanwhile, M. Baret,
will you pack me up a dozen pairs of stockings?"

I went upstairs and found the invalid in bed, and laughing in spite
of her imaginary headache.  "The business is done," said I, "you will
soon hear of it."  As I had said, the husband came upstairs with my
stockings and told her that I had been good enough to give her a room
in my house.  The crafty little creature thanked me, assuring her
husband that the fresh air would soon cure her.

"You shall be well looked after," said I, "but you must excuse me if
I do not keep you company--I have to attend to my business.
M. Baret will be able to come and sleep with you every night, and
start early enough in the morning to be in time for the opening of
his shop."

After many compliments had been interchanged, Baret decided on having
his sister stay in the house while his wife was away, and as I took
leave I said that, I should give orders for their reception that very
evening, in case I was out when they came.

Next day I stayed out till after midnight, and the cook told me that
the wedded couple had made a good supper and had gone to bed.  I
warned her that I should be dining at home every day, and that I
should not see my company.

The following day I was up betimes, and on enquiring if the husband
had risen I learnt that he had got up at day-break and would not be
back till supper-time.  The wife was still asleep.  I thought with
reason she was not asleep for me, and I went to pay her my first
visit.  In point of fact she was awake, and I took a foretaste of
greater joys by a thousand kisses, which she returned with interest.
We jested at the expense of the worthy man who had trusted me with a
jewel of which I was about to make such good use, and we
congratulated each other on the prospect of a week's mutual
pleasures.

"Come, my dear," said I, "get up and put on a few clothes and we will
take breakfast in my room."

She did not make an elaborate toilette; a cotton dressing gown, a
pretty lace cap, a lawn kerchief, that was all, but how the simple
dress was lighted by the roses of her cheeks!  We were quick over our
breakfast, we were in a hurry, and when we had done I shut the door
and we gave ourselves over to the enjoyment of our bliss.

Surprised to find her in the same condition in which I had left her,
I told her I had hoped .  .  .  but she, without giving me time to
finish the phrase, said,

"My jewel, Baret thinks, or pretends to think, that he has done his
duty as a husband; but he is no hand at the business, and I am
disposed to put myself in your hands, and then there will be no doubt
of my condition."

"We shall thus, my sweet, be doing him a service, and the service
shall be well done."

As I said these words I was on the threshold of the temple, and I
opened the door in a manner that overthrew all obstacles.  A little
scream and then several sighs announced the completion of the
sacrifice, and, to tell the truth, the altar of love was covered with
the blood of the victim.  After the necessary ablutions the priest
once more began his pious work, while the victim growing bolder so
provoked his rage that it was not till the fourth mactation that we
rested and put off our joust to another season.  We swore a thousand
times to love each other and to remain constant, and we may possibly
have been sincere, as we were in our ecstasy of pleasure.

We only separated to dress; then after taking a turn in the garden we
dined together, sure that in a sumptuous repast, washed down by the
choicest wines, we should find strength to reanimate our desires and
to lull them to sleep in bliss.

At dessert, as I was pouring champagne into her glass, I asked her
how with such a fiery temperament she had managed to preserve her
virtue?

"Cupid," said I, "might have gathered the fruit that Hymen could not
taste.  You are seventeen, and the pear has been ripe for two years
at least."

"Very true, but I have never had a lover."

"Never?"

"I have been courted, but to no effect.  My heart was ever silent.
Possibly my father thought otherwise when I begged him, a month ago,
to get me married soon."

"Very likely, but as you were not in love, why were you in such a
hurry?"

"I knew that the Duc d'Elbeuf would soon be coming to town, and that
if he found me still single he would oblige me to become the wife of
a man I detest, who would have me at any price."

"Who is this man for whom you have such an aversion?"

"He is one of the duke's pets, a monster who sleeps with his master."

"Really!  I did not know the duke had such tastes."

"Oh yes; he is eighty-four, and he thinks himself a woman; he says he
must have a husband."

"That is very funny.  And is this aspirant to your hand a handsome
man?"

"I think him horrible; but everybody else thinks he is a fine man."

The charming Baret spent a week with me, and each day we renewed the
combat in which we were always conquerors and always conquered.  I
have seen few women as pretty and seductive, and none whose skin was
more exquisitely soft and fair.  Her breath was aromatic, and this
made her kisses most sweet.  Her neck was exquisitely shaped, and the
two globes, tipped with coral, were as hard as marble.  The exquisite
curves of her figure would have defied the skill of the ablest
painter.  I experienced an ineffable joy in contemplating her, and in
the midst of my happiness I called myself unhappy because I could not
satisfy all the desires which her charms aroused in me.  The frieze
which crowned her columns was composed of links of pale gold of the
utmost fineness, and my fingers strove in vain to give them another
direction to that which nature had given them.  She could easily have
been taught those lively yet graceful movements which double the
pleasure; nature had done her part in that direction, and I do not
think a more expert mistress in the art of love could be found.

Each of us looked forward to the day of her departure with equal
grief, and our only consolation lay in the hope of meeting again, and
often.  Three days after she went away, I went to see her, more in
love than ever, and I gave her two notes of five thousand francs
apiece.  Her husband might have his suspicions, but he was too happy
at being enabled to pay his debts and to keep his shop open to say
anything unpleasant.  Many husbands besides himself think themselves
lucky to have such productive wives.

In the beginning of November I sold shares for fifty thousand francs
to a man named Gamier, living in the Rue du Mail, giving up to him a
third part of the materials in my warehouse, and accepting a manager
chosen by him and paid by the company.  Three days after signing the
deed I received the money; but in the night the doctor, my
warehouseman, emptied the till and absconded.  I have always thought
that this robbery could not have been effected without the connivance
of the painter.  This loss was a serious blow to me, as my affairs
were getting into an embroiled condition; and, for a finishing touch
to my misfortunes, Gamier had me served with a summons to repay him
the fifty thousand francs.  My answer was that I was not liable, that
his manager had been appointed, the agreement and sale of the shares
was valid, and that he being one of the company would have to share
in the loss.  As he persisted in his claim, I was advised to go to
law, but Gamier declared the agreement null and void, accusing me in
an indirect manner of having appropriated the money which I had said
was stolen.  I would willingly have given him a good thrashing, but
he was an old man, and that course would not have mended matters, so
I kept my temper.  The merchant who had given surety for the doctor
was not to be found; he had become bankrupt.  Garnier had all my
stock seized, and sequestrated my horses, carriages, and all my
private property.

While these troubles were harassing me, I dismissed all my work-
girls, who had always been a great expense, and replaced them with
workmen and some of my servants.  The painter still retained his
position, which was an assured one, as he always paid himself out of
the sales.

My attorney was an honest man--a rare bird amongst lawyers--but my
counsel, who kept telling me that the case would soon be decided, was
a rascal.  While the decision was pending, Garnier served me with a
writ to pay the sum claimed.  I took it to my counsel, who promised
to appeal the same day, which he did not do, while he appropriated to
his own use the money assigned by me for the costs of an action
which, if there had been justice in France, I should certainly have
gained.  Two other summonses were issued against me, and before I
knew what was going on a warrant was issued for my arrest.  I was
seized at eight o'clock in the morning, as I was driving along the
Rue St. Denis.  The sergeant of police sat beside me, a second got up
beside the coachman, and a third stationed himself at the back of the
coach, and in this state we drove to Fort l'Eveque.

As soon as the police had handed me over to the gaoler, he informed
me that by payment of the fifty thousand francs, or by giving good
bail, I might instantly regain my freedom.

"For the moment," said I, "I can neither command money nor bail."

"Very good, then you will stay in prison."

The gaoler took me to a decent-looking room, and I told him I had
only been served with one writ.

"Very likely," answered he, "it often happens like that; but it is
rather difficult to prove."

"Bring me writing materials, and have a trusty messenger at my
disposal."

I wrote to my counsel, my attorney, to Madame d'Urfe, and to all my
friends, including my brother, who was just married.  The attorney
called immediately, but the barrister contented himself with writing
to the effect that as he had put in an appeal my seizure was illegal,
and that damages might be recovered.  He ended by begging me to give
him a free hand, and to have patience for a few days.

Manon Baletti sent her brother with her diamond earrings.  Madame du
Rumain dispatched her barrister--a man of rare honesty--to me, and
wrote a friendly note in which she said that if I wanted five hundred
louis I should have them to-morrow.  My brother neither wrote nor
came to see me.  As to dear Madame d'Urfe she sent to say that she
would expect me at dinner.  I thought she had gone mad, as I could
not think she was making fun of me.

At eleven o'clock my room was full of people.  Poor Baret had come
weeping, and offering me all his shop held.  I was touched by the
worthy man's kindness.  At last I was told that a lady in a coach
wanted to see me.  I waited, but nobody came.  In my impatience I
called the turnkey, who told me that, after questioning the clerk of
the prison, she had gone away again.  From the description I was
given I had no difficulty in identifying the lady with Madame d'Urfe.

To find myself deprived of my liberty was a disagreeable shock to me.
I thought of The Leads, and though my present situation was not to be
compared with that, I cursed my fate as I foresaw that my
imprisonment would damage my reputation.  I had thirty thousand
francs in hard cash and jewels to more than double that amount, but I
could not decide on making such a sacrifice, in spite of the advice
given by Madame du Rumain's barrister, who would have me got out of
prison at any cost.

"All you have to do," said the barrister, "is to deposit half the sum
demanded which I will give to the clerk of the court, and in a short
time I can promise a decision in your favour and the restoration of
your money."

We were discussing the matter, when the gaoler entered, and said,
very politely,

"Sir, you are a free man again, and a lady is waiting for you at the
door in her carriage"

I called Le Duc, my man, and told him to go and see who the lady was.
He returned with the information that it was Madame d'Urfe.  I made
my bow to everybody, and after four very disagreeable hours of
imprisonment, I found myself free again and sitting in a splendid
coach.

Madame d'Urfe received me with dignified kindness, and a judge who
was in the carriage apologized for his country, where strangers were
exposed to such insults.  I thanked Madame d'Urfe in a few words,
telling her that I was glad to become her debtor, but that it was
Garnier who benefited by her generosity.  She replied with a pleasant
smile that she was not so sure of that, and that we would talk it
over at dinner.  She wanted me to go and walk in the Tuileries and
the Palais Royal, to convince people that the report of my
imprisonment had been false.  I thought the advice excellent, and as
I set out I promised to be with her at two o'clock.

After skewing myself at the two principal walks of Paris, amusing
myself by the astonishment depicted on certain faces well known to
me, I went and returned the ear-rings to my dear Manon, who gave an
astonished but a happy cry when she saw me.  I thanked her tenderly
for the proof she had given me of her attachment, and said that I had
been arrested by a plot for which I would make the plotters pay dear.
After promising to spend the evening with them I went to Madame
d'Urfe's.

This good lady, whose foible is well known to my readers, made me
laugh when she said that her genius had told her that I had got
myself arrested to be talked about, for reasons which were known only
to myself.

"As soon as I was informed of your arrest," said she, "I went to the
Fort l'Eveque, and on learning from the clerk what the affair was
about, I deposited bonds to bail you out.  If you are not in a
position to have justice done you, Gamier will have to reckon with me
before he takes the money I have deposited.  But your first step
should be to commence a criminal prosecution against your counsel,
who has not only failed to put in your appeal but has robbed and
deceived you."

I left her in the evening, assuring her that in a few days her bail
should be returned to her; and went to the French and Italian plays
in succession, taking care to render myself conspicuous that my
reappearance might be complete.  Afterwards I went to sup with Manon
Baletti, who was too happy to have had an opportunity of spewing her
affection for me; and her joy was full when I told her that I was
going to give up business, for she thought that my seraglio was the
only obstacle to my marriage with her.

The next day was passed with Madame du Rumain.  I felt that my
obligations to her were great, while she, in the goodness of her
heart, was persuaded that she could make no adequate return to me for
the oracles with which I furnished her, and by following which she
was safely guided through the perplexities of life.  I cannot
understand how she, whose wit was keen, and whose judgment on other
subjects was of the soundest kind, could be liable to such folly.  I
was sorry when I reflected that I could not undeceive her, and glad
when I reflected that to this deceit of mine the kindness she had
shewn me was chiefly due.

My imprisonment disgusted me with Paris, and made me conceive a
hatred of the law, which I feel now.  I found myself entangled in a
double maze of knavery--Garnier was my foe, and so was my own
counsel.  Every time I went to plead, to spend my money amongst
lawyers, and to waste the time better given to pleasure, I felt as if
I was going to execution.  In this perturbed kind of life, so
contrary to my inclinations, I resolved to set to work in earnest to
make my fortune, so that I might become independent and free to enjoy
life according to my tastes.  I decided in the first place that I
would cut myself free of all that bound me to Paris, make a second
journey into Holland to replenish my purse and invest my money in a
yearly income for two lives, and from thenceforth live free from
care.  The two lives were those of my wife and myself; my wife would
be Manon Baletti, and when I told her my plans she would have thought
them delightful if I had begun by marrying her.

The first thing I did was to give up Little Poland.  I then drew the
twenty-four thousand francs which were my surety for keeping a
lottery office in the Rue St. Denis.  Thus I got rid of my ridiculous
office of lottery receiver, and after getting my clerk married I
handed over the office to him; in short, I made his fortune.  A
friend of his wife's was his surety; such things often happen.

I did not like to leave Madame d'Urfe involved in a troublesome suit
with Gamier, so I went to Versailles to see the Abbe de la Ville, a
great friend of his, and begged him to induce Gamier to make a
composition.

The abbe saw that his friend was in the wrong, and so was all the
more willing to help me; and a few days afterwards he wrote to me to
go and see him, assuring me that I should find him inclined to
arrange matters in a friendly manner.

Gamier was at Ruelle, where he had a house which cost him four
hundred thousand francs--a fine estate for a man who had made his
money as an army contractor during the last war.  He was rich, but he
was so unfortunate as to be still fond of women at the age of
seventy, while his impotence debarred him from the proper enjoyment
of their society.  I found him in company with three young ladies,
all of whom were pretty, and (as I heard afterwards) of good
families; but they were poor, and their necessities forced them to
submit to a disgusting intercourse with the old profligate.  I stayed
to dinner and admired the propriety and modesty of their behaviour in
spite of the humiliation which accompanies poverty.  After dinner,
Gamier went to sleep, and left me to entertain these girls whom I
would willingly have rescued from their unfortunate situation if I
had been able.  After Gamier woke, we went into his study to talk
over our business.

At first he maintained his claim tenaciously, and seemed unwilling to
yield an inch; but when I told him that I was leaving Paris in a few
days, he saw that as he could not keep me, Madame d'Urfe might take
the suit over and carry it on to infinity, and that he might lose it
at last.  That made him think it over, and he asked me to stay in his
house for the night.  The next day, after breakfast, he said,--

"I have made up my mind: I will have twenty-five thousand francs, or
keep the matter before the courts till my dying day."

I answered that he would find the sum in the hands of Madame d'Urfe's
solicitor, and that he could receive it as soon as he had given
replevy on the bail at the Fort l'Eveque.

I could not persuade Madame d'Urfe that I had acted wisely in coming
to an arrangement till I had told her that my genius had commanded me
not to leave Paris before my affairs were settled, so that no one
might be able to accuse me of having gone away to avoid creditors
whose claims I could not satisfy.

Three or four days afterwards I went to take leave of M. de Choiseul,
who promised to instruct M. d'Afri to aid me in negotiating a loan at
five per cent. either with the States-General or a private company.

"You can tell everyone," said he, "that peace is certain to be made
in the course of the winter, and I will take care that you shall have
what is due to you on your return to France."

M. de Choiseul deceived me, for he knew very well that peace would
not be made; but I had no definite project, and I repented of having
given M. de Boulogne my confidence, and also of having done anything
for the Government, the reward of which was not immediate and
certain.

I sold my horses, my carriages, my furniture; I went bail for my
brother who had contracted debts he was sure of paying, as he had
several pictures on the easel which he had been ordered to paint by
some of his rich and noble patrons.  I took leave of Manon, whom I
left in floods of tears, though I swore with the utmost sincerity to
come back soon and marry her.

At last all my preparations were finished, and I left Paris with a
hundred thousand francs in bills of exchange and jewels to the same
amount.  I was alone in my post-chaise, Le Duc preceding me on
horseback, which the rascal preferred to being shut up in a carriage.

This Le Duc of mine was a Spaniard, aged eighteen, a sharp fellow,
whom I valued highly, especially because he did my hair better than
anyone else.  I never refused him a pleasure which a little money
would buy.  Besides him I had a good Swiss servant, who served as my
courier.

It was the 1st of December, 1759, and the air was frosty, but I was
fortified against the inclemency of the season.  I was able to read
comfortably, and I took Helvetius's "Esprit," which I had never had
time to read before.  After perusing it I was equally astonished at
the sensation it created and at the stupidity of the High Court which
condemned it.  Of course that exalted body was largely influenced by
the king and the clergy, and between them all no effort was spared to
ruin Helvetius, a good-hearted man with more wit than his book.  I
saw nothing novel either in the historical part relating to the
morals of nations (in which Helvetius dismisses us as triflers), or
in the position that morality is dependent on the reason.  All that
he says has been said over and over again, and Blaise Pascal went
much farther, but he wrote more skilfully and better in every way
than Helvetius, who, wishing to remain in France, was obliged to
retract.  He preferred a quiet life to his honour and his philosophy.
His wife had a nobler soul than he, as she wanted to sell all they
had, and to take refuge in Holland rather than submit to the shame of
a recantation.  Perhaps Helvetius would have followed the noble
advice of his wife if he had foreseen that this monstrous recantation
would make his book into a fraud; for he had to confess that he had
written without due reflection, that he was more in jest than
earnest, and that his arguments were mere sophisms.  But many men of
keen intellects had not waited for him to recant before exposing this
wretched system of his.  And admitting that whatever man does is done
for his own interest, does it follow that gratitude is a folly, and
virtue and vice identical?   Are a villain and a man of honour to be
weighed in the same balance?   If such a dreadful system were not
absurd, virtue would be mere hypocrisy; and if by any possibility it
were true, it ought to be proscribed by general consent, since it
would lead to general ruin and corruption.

It might have been proved to Helvetius that the propositions that the
first motive is always self-interest, and that we should always
consult our own interest first, are fallacious.  It is a strange
thing that so virtuous a man would not admit the existence of virtue.
It is an amusing suggestion that he only published his book out of
modesty, but that would have contradicted his own system.  But if it
were so, was it well done to render himself contemptible to escape
the imputation of pride?   Modesty is only a virtue when it is
natural; if it is put on, or merely the result of training, it is
detestable.  The great d'Alembert was the most truly modest man I
have ever seen.

When I got to Brussels, where I spent two days, I went to the "Hotel
de l'Imperatrice," and chance sent Mdlle.  X. C. V. and Farsetti in
my way, but I pretended not to see them.  From Brussels I went
straight to the Hague, and got out at the "Prince of Orange."  On my
asking the host who sat down at his table, he told me his company
consisted of general officers of the Hanoverian army, same English
ladies, and a Prince Piccolomini and his wife; and this made me make
up my mind to join this illustrious assemblage.

I was unknown to all, and keeping my eyes about me I gave my chief
attention to the observation of the supposed Italian princess, who
was pretty enough, and more especially of her husband whom I seemed
to recognize.  In the course of conversation I heard some talk of the
celebrated St. Germain, and it seemed that he was stopping in the
same hotel.

I had returned to my room, and was thinking of going to bed, when
Prince Piccolomini entered, and embraced me as an old friend.

"A look in your face," said he, "tells me that the recognition has
been mutual.  I knew you directly in spite of the sixteen years that
have passed since we saw each other at Vicenza.  To-morrow you can
tell everybody that we are friends, and that though I am not a prince
I am really a count; here is my passport from the King of Naples,
pray read it."

During this rapid monologue I could not get in a single word, and on
attentively scanning his features I could only recollect that I had
seen him before, but when or where or how I knew not.  I opened the
passport and read the name of Ruggero di Rocco, Count Piccolomini.
That was enough; I remembered an individual of that name who was a
fencing-master in Vicenza, and on looking at him again his aspect,
though much changed left no doubt as to the identity of the swordsman
and the count.

"I congratulate you," said I, "on your change of employment, your new
business is doubtless much better than the old."

"I taught fencing," he replied, "to save myself from dying of hunger,
for my father was so hard a man that he would not give me the
wherewithal to live, and I disguised my name so as not to disgrace
it.  On my father's death I succeeded to the property, and at Rome I
married the lady you have seen."

"You had good taste, for she's a pretty woman."

"She is generally thought so, and it was a love match on my side."

He ended by asking me to come and see him in his room the next day,
after dinner, telling me that I should find good company and a bank
at faro, which he kept himself.  He added, without ceremony, that if
I liked we could go half shares, and that I should find it
profitable.  I thanked him, and promised to pay him a visit.

I went abroad at an early hour next morning, and after having spent
some time with the Jew, Boaz, and having given a polite refusal to
his offer of a bed, I went to pay my respects to M. d'Afri, who since
the death of the Princess of Orange, the Regent of the Low Countries,
was generally known as His Most Christian Majesty's ambassador.  He
gave me an excellent reception, but he said that if I had returned to
Holland hoping to do business on behalf of the Government I should
waste my time, since the action of the comptroller-general had
lowered the credit of the nation, which was thought to be on the
verge of bankruptcy.

"This M. Silhouette," said he, "has served the king very badly.  It
is all very well to say that payments are only suspended for a year,
but it is not believed."

He then asked me if I knew a certain Comte de St. Germain, who had
lately arrived at the Hague.

"He has not called on me," said the ambassador, "though he says he is
commissioned by the king to negotiate a loan of a hundred millions.
When I am asked about him, I am obliged to say that I know nothing
about him, for fear of compromising myself.  Such a reply, as you can
understand, is not likely to increase his chance of success, but that
is his fault and not mine.  Why has he not brought me a letter from
the Duc de Choiseul or the Marquise de Pompadour?   I take him to
be an impostor, but I shall know something more about him in the
course of ten days."

I told him, in my turn, all I knew of this truly eccentric
individual.  He was not a little surprised to hear that the king had
given him an apartment at Chambord, but when I told him that the
count professed to be able to make diamonds he laughed and said that
in that case he would no doubt make the hundred millions.  Just as I
was leaving, M. d'Afri asked me to dine with him on the following
day.

On returning to the hotel I called on the Comte de St. Germain.

"You have anticipated me," said he, on seeing me enter, "I intended
to have called on you.  I suppose, my dear Casanova, that you have
come to try what you can do for our Court, but you will find your
task a difficult one, as the Exchange is highly offended at the late
doings of that fool Silhouette.  All the same I hope I shall be able
to get my hundred millions.  I have passed my word to my friend,
Louis XV.  (I may call him so), and I can't disappoint him; the
business will be done in the next three or four weeks."

"I should think M. d'Afri might assist you."

"I do not require his assistance.  Probably I shall not even call
upon him, as he might say he helped me.  No, I shall have all the
trouble, and I mean to have all the glory, too."

"I presume you will be going to Court, where the Duke of Brunswick
may be of service to you?"

"Why should I go to Court?  As for the Duke of Brunswick, I do not
care to know him.  All I have got to do is to go to Amsterdam, where
my credit is sufficiently good for anything.  I am fond of the King
of France; there's not a better man in the kingdom."

"Well, come and dine at the high table, the company is of the best
and will please you."

"You know I never eat; moreover, I never sit down at a table where I
may meet persons who are unknown to me."

"Then, my lord, farewell; we shall see each other again at
Amsterdam."

I went down to the dining-roam, where, while dinner was being served,
I conversed with some officers.  They asked me if I knew Prince
Piccolomini, to which I answered that he was not a prince but a
count, and that it was many years since I had seen him.

When the count and his fair wife (who only spoke Italian) came down,
I shewed them some polite attentions, and we then sat down to dinner.




End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of MEMOIRES OF JACQUES CASANOVA
THE ETERNAL QUEST, Vol. 3b, RETURN TO PARIS
by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt






MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
THE ETERNAL QUEST, Volume 3c--HOLLAND AND GERMANY


THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR
MACHEN TO WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED
BY ARTHUR SYMONS.




THE ETERNAL QUEST




HOLLAND AND GERMANY


CHAPTER X

Portrait of the Pretended Countess Piccolomini--Quarrel and Duel--
Esther and Her Father, M. D'O.--Esther Still Taken with the Cabala--
Piccolomini Forges a Bill of Exchange: Results I Am Fleeced, and in
Danger of Being Assassinated--Debauch with the Two Paduan Girls--
I Reveal A Great Secret To Esther--I Bate the Rascally St. Germain;
His Flight--Manon Baletti Proves Faithless to Me; Her Letter
Announcing Her Marriage: My Despair--Esther Spends a Day With Me--My
Portrait and My Letters to Manon Get Into Esther's Hands--I Pass a
Day with Her--We Talk of Marrying Each Other


The so-called Countess Piccolomini was a fine example of the
adventurers.  She was young, tall, well-made, had eyes full of fire,
and skin of a dazzling whiteness; not, however, that natural
whiteness which delights those who know the value of a satin skin and
rose petals, but rather that artificial fairness which is commonly to
be seen at Rome on the faces of courtezans, and which disgusts those
who know how it is produced.  She had also splendid teeth, glorious
hair as black as jet, and arched eyebrows like ebony.  To these
advantages she added attractive manners, and there was something
intelligent about the way she spoke; but through all I saw the
adventuress peeping out, which made me detest her.

As she did not speak anything but Italian the countess had to play
the part of a mute at table, except where an English officer named
Walpole was concerned, who, finding her to his taste, set himself to
amuse her.  I felt friendly disposed towards this Englishman, though
my feelings were certainly not the result of sympathy.  If I had been
blind or deaf Sir James Walpole would have been totally indifferent
to me, as what I felt for him was the result of my observation.

Although I did not care for the countess, for all that I went up to
her room after dinner with the greater part of the guests.  The count
arranged a game of whist, and Walpole played at primero with the
countess, who cheated him in a masterly manner; but though he saw it
he laughed and paid, because it suited his purpose to do so.  When he
had lost fifty Louis he called quarter, and the countess asked him to
take her to the theatre.  This was what the good-natured Englishman
wanted; and he and the countess went off, leaving the husband playing
whist.

I, too, went to the play, and as chance would have it my neighbour in
the pit was Count Tot, brother to the count famous for his stay in
Constantinople.

We had some conversation together, and he told me he had been obliged
to leave France on account of a duel which he had had with a man who
had jested with him for not being present at the battle of Minden,
saying that he had absented himself in view of the battle.  The count
had proved his courage with the sword on the other's body--a rough
kind of argument which was fashionable then as now.  He told me he
had no money, and I immediately put my purse at his service; but, as
the saying goes, a kindness is never thrown away, and five years
later he did the same by me at St. Petersburg.  Between the acts he
happened to notice the Countess Piccolomini, and asked me if I knew
her husband.  "I know him very slightly," I answered, "but we happen
to be staying at the same hotel."

"He's a regular black sheep," said the count, "and his wife's no
better than he."

It seemed that they had already won a reputation in the town.

After the play I went back to the hotel by myself, and the head-
waiter told me that Piccolomini had set out hot-foot with his
servant, his only luggage being a light portmanteau.  He did not know
the reason of this sudden departure, but a minute afterwards the
countess came in, and her maid having whispered something to her she
told me that the count had gone away because he had fought a duel but
that often happened.  She asked me to sup with her and Walpole, and
her appetite did not seem to suffer from the absence of her spouse.

Just as we were finishing supper, an Englishman, who had been of the
whist party, came up and told Walpole that the Italian had been
caught cheating and had given the lie to their fellow Englishman, who
had detected him, and that they had gone out together.  An hour
afterwards the Englishman returned with two wounds, one on the fore-
arm and one on the shoulder.  It was a trifling affair altogether.

Next day, after I had had dinner with the Comte d'Afri, I found a
letter from Piccolomini, with an enclosure addressed to the countess,
waiting for me at the inn.  He begged me to give his wife the letter,
which would inform her of his plans, and then to bring her to the
Ville de Lyon at Amsterdam, where he was staying.  He wanted to know
how the Englishman whom he had wounded was getting on.

The duty struck me as an amusing one, and I should have laughed with
all my heart if I had felt the least desire to profit by the
confidence he was pleased to place in me.  Nevertheless I went up to
the countess, whom I found sitting up in bed playing with Walpole.
She read the letter, told me that she could not start till the day
following, and informed me what time she would go, as if it had been
all settled; but I smiled sardonically, and told her that my business
kept me at the Hague, and that I could not possibly escort her.  When
Walpole heard me say this he offered to be my substitute, to which
she agreed.  They set out the day following, intending to lie at
Leyden.

Two days after their departure, I was sitting down to dinner with the
usual company, increased by two Frenchmen who had just come.  After
the soup one of them said, coolly,

"The famous Casanova is now in Holland."

"Is he?" said the other, "I shall be glad to see him, and ask for an
explanation which he will not like."

I looked at the man, and feeling certain that I had never seen him
before I began to get enraged; but I merely asked the fellow if he
knew Casanova.

I'll ought too know him," said he, in that self-satisfied tone which
is always so unpleasant.

"Nay, sir, you are mistaken; I am Casanova."

Without losing his self-possession, he replied, insolently,

"You are really very much mistaken if you think you are the only
Casanova in the world."

It was a sharp answer, and put me in the wrong.  I bit my lips and
held my tongue, but I was grievously offended, and determined to make
him find the Casanova who was in Holland, and from whom he was going
to extract an unpleasant explanation, in myself.  In the meanwhile I
bore as well as I could the poor figure he must be cutting before the
officers at table, who, after hearing the insolence of this young
blockhead, might take me for a coward.  He, the insolent fellow, had
no scruple in abusing the triumph his answer had given him, and
talked away in the random fashion.  At last he forgot himself so far
as to ask from what country I came.

"I am a Venetian, sir," I replied.

"Ah! then you are a good friend to France, as your republic is under
French protection."

At these words my ill-temper boiled aver, and, in the tone of voice
one uses to put down a puppy, I replied that the Republic of Venice
was strong enough to do without the protection of France or of any
other power, and that during the thirteen centuries of its existence
it had had many friends and allies but no protectors.  "Perhaps," I
ended, "you will reply by begging my pardon for not knowing that
these was only one Venice in the world."

I had no sooner said this than a burst of laughter from the whole
table set me right again.  The young blockhead seemed taken aback and
in his turn bit his lips, but his evil genius made him, strike in
again at dessert.  As usual the conversation went from one subject to
another, and we began to talk about the Duke of Albermarle.  The
Englishmen spoke in his favour, and said that if he had been alive
there would have been no war between England and France; they were
probably right, but even if the duke had lived war might have broken
out, as the two nations in question have never yet succeeded in
understanding that it is for both their interests to live at peace
together.  Another Englishman praised Lolotte, his mistress.  I said
I had seen that charming woman at the Duchess of Fulvi's, and that no
one deserved better to become the Countess of Eronville.  The Count
of Eronville, a lieutenant-general and a man of letters, had just
married her.

I had scarcely finished what I had to say when Master Blockhead said,
with a laugh, that he knew Lolotte to be a good sort of girl, as he
had slept with her at Paris.  I could restrain myself no longer; my
indignation and rage consumed me.  I took up my plate, and made as if
I would throw it at his head, saying at the same time, "You infernal
liar!"  He got up, and stood with his back to the fire, but I could
see by his sword-knot that he was a soldier.

Everybody pretended not to hear anything of this, and the
conversation went on for some time on indifferent subjects; and at
last they all rose from their seats and left the room.

My enemy said to his companion that they would see one another again
after the play, and remained by the fire, with his elbow resting on
the chimney-piece.  I remained at table till the company had all left
the room, and when we were alone together I got up and looked him
straight in the face, and went out, walking towards Sheveningue, sure
that he would follow me if he were a man of any mettle.  When I had
got to some distance from the hotel I looked round, and saw that he
was following me at a distance of fifty paces.

When I got to the wood I stopped at a suitable place, and stood
awaiting my antagonist.  He was ten paces off when he drew his sword,
and I had plenty of time to draw mine though he came on fast.  The
fight did not last long, for as soon as he was near enough I gave him
a thrust which has never failed me, and sent him back quicker than he
came.  He was wounded in the chest above the right breast, but as my
sword was flat and the opening large enough the wound bled easily.  I
lowered my sword and ran up to him, but I could do nothing; he said
that we should meet again at Amsterdam, if I was going there, and
that he would have his revenge.  I saw him again five or six years
afterwards at Warsaw, and then I did him a kindness.  I heard
afterwards that his name was Varnier, but I do not know whether he
was identical with the president of the National Convention under the
infamous Robespierre.

I did not return to the hotel till after the play, and I then heard
that the Frenchman, after having the surgeon with him for an hour,
had set out for Rotterdam with his friend.  We had a pleasant supper
and talked cheerfully together without a word being said about the
duel, with the exception that an English lady said, I forget in what
connection, that a man of honour should never risk sitting down to
dinner at an hotel unless he felt inclined, if necessary, to fight.
The remark was very true at that time, when one had to draw the sword
for an idle word, and to expose one's self to the consequences of a
duel, or else be pointed at, even by the ladies, with the finger of
scorn.

I had nothing more to keep me at the Hague, and I set out next
morning before day-break for Amsterdam.  On the way I stopped for
dinner and recognized Sir James Walpole, who told me that he had
started from Amsterdam the evening before, an hour after giving the
countess into her husband's charge.  He said that he had got very
tired of her, as he had nothing more to get from a woman who gave
more than one asked, if one's purse-strings were opened wide enough.
I got to Amsterdam about midnight and took up my abode at "The Old
Bible."  The neighbourhood of Esther had awakened my love for that
charming girl, and I was so impatient to see her that I could not
sleep.

I went out about ten o'clock and called on M. d'O, who welcomed me
in the friendliest manner and reproached me for not having alighted
at his house.  When he heard that I had given up business he
congratulated me on not having removed it into Holland, as I should
have been ruined.  I did not tell him that I had nearly come to that
in France, as I considered such a piece of information would not
assist my designs.  He complained bitterly of the bad faith of the
French Government, which had involved him in considerable losses; and
then he asked me to come and see Esther.

I was too impatient to embrace her to stay to be asked twice; I ran
to greet her.  As soon as she saw me she gave a cry of surprise and
delight, and threw herself in my arms, where I received her with
fondness equal to her own.  I found her grown and improved; she
looked lovely.  We had scarcely sat down when she told me that she
had become as skilled in the cabala as myself.

"It makes my life happy," said she, "for it gives me a power over my
father, and assures me that he will never marry me to anyone but the
man of my choice."

"I am delighted that you extract the only good that can proceed from
this idle science, namely, the power to guide persons devoid of
strength of will.  But your father must think that I taught you the
secret?"

"Yes, he does; and he said, one day, that he would forgive me any
sacrifices I might have made to obtain this precious secret from
you."

"He goes a little further than we did, my dearest Esther."

"Yes, and I told him that I had gained it from you without any
sacrifice, and that now I was a true Pythoness without having to
endure the torments of the tripod; and I am sure that the replies you
gave were invented by yourself."

"But if that were so how could I have known where the pocket-book
was, or whether the ship was safe?"

"You saw the portfolio yourself and threw it where it was discovered,
and as for the vessel you spoke at random; but as you are an honest
man, confess that you were afraid of the results.  I am never so bold
as that, and when my father asks me questions of that kind, my
replies are more obscure than a sibyl's.  I don't wish him to lose
confidence in my oracle, nor do I wish him to be able to reproach me
with a loss that would injure my own interests."

"If your mistake makes you happy I shall leave you in it.  You are
really a woman of extraordinary talents--, you are quite unique."

"I don't want your compliments," said she, in a rather vexed manner,
"I want a sincere avowal of the truth."

"I don't think I can go as far as that."

At these words, which I pronounced in a serious way, Esther went into
a reverie, but I was not going to lose the superiority I had over
her, and racked my brains to find some convincing prediction the
oracle might make to her, and while I was doing so dinner was
announced.

There were four of us at table, and I concluded that the fourth of
the party must be in love with Esther, as he kept his eyes on her the
whole time.  He was her father's favourite clerk, and no doubt her
father would have been glad if she had fallen in love with him, but I
soon saw that she was not likely to do so.  Esther was silent all
through dinner, and we did not mention the cabala till the clerk was
gone.

"Is it possible," said M. d'O, "for my daughter to obtain the
answers of the oracle without your having taught her?"

"I always thought such a thing impossible till to-day," I answered,
"but Esther has convinced me that I was mistaken.  I can teach the
secret to no one without losing it myself, for the oath I swore to
the sage who taught me forbids me to impart it to another under pain
of forfeiture.  But as your daughter has taken no such oath, having
acquired it herself, she may be for all I know at perfect liberty to
communicate the secret to anyone."

Esther, who was as keen as a razor, took care to say that the same
oath that I had taken had been imposed on her by the oracle, and that
she could not communicate the cabalistic secret to anyone without the
permission of her genius, under pain of losing it herself.

I read her inmost thoughts, and was rejoiced to see that her mind was
calmed.  She had reason to be grateful to me, whether I had lied or
not, for I had given her a power over her father which a father's
kindness could not have assured; but she perceived that what I had
said about her oracular abilities had been dictated merely by
politeness, and she waited till we were alone to make me confess as
much.

Her worthy father, who believed entirely in the infallibility of our
oracles, had the curiosity to put the same question to both of us, to
see if we should agree in the answer.  Esther was delighted with the
idea, as she suspected that the one answer would flatly contradict
the other, and M. d'O having written his question on two sheets of
paper gave them to us.  Esther went up to her own room for the
operation, and I questioned the oracle on the table at which we had
had dinner, in the presence of the father.  Esther was quick, as she
came down before I had extracted from the pyramid the letters which
were to compose my reply, but as I knew what to say as soon as I saw
her father read the answer she gave him I was not long in finishing
what I had to do.

M. d'O---- asked if he should try to get rid of the French securities
he held in spite of the loss he would incur by selling out.

Esther's oracle replied,

"You must sow plentifully before you reap.  Pluck not up the vine
before the season of the vintage, for your vine is planted in a
fruitful soil."

Mine ran as follows:--

"If you sell out you will repent, for there will be a new
comptroller-general, who will pay all claims before another year has
elapsed."

Esther's answer was conceived in the sibylline style, and I admired
the readiness of her wit; but mine went right to the point, and the
worthy man embraced us joyfully, and, taking his hat and stick, said
that since our replies agreed he would run the risk of losing three
million francs and make a profit of five or six hundred thousand in
the course of the year.  His daughter began to recant, and would have
warned him against the danger, but he, who was as firm as a
Mussulman, kissed her again, saying,

"The oracle is not wont to lie, and even if it does deceive me this
time it will only be a fourth part of my fortune that I shall lose."

When Esther and I were alone I began to compliment her, much to her
delight, on the cleverness of her answer, the elegance of her style,
and her boldness, for she could not be as well acquainted with French
affairs as I was.

"I am much obliged to you," said she, "for having confirmed my reply,
but confess that you lied to please me."

"I confess, since that will please you, and I will even tell you that
you have nothing more to learn."

"You are a cruel man!  But how could you reply that there would be
another comptroller-general in a year's time, and run the risk of
compromising the oracle?   I never dare to say things like that; I
love the oracle too well to expose it to shame and confusion."

"That shews that I do not invent the answers; but since the oracle
has pronounced it I am willing to bet that Silhouette will be
dismissed."

"Your obstinacy drives me to despair, for I shall not rest till I
know that I am as much a master of the cabala as you are, and yet you
will not confess that you invent the answers yourself.  For charity's
sake do something to convince me of the contrary."

"I will think it over."

I passed the whole day with this delightful girl, whose amiable
disposition and great wealth would have made me a happy man if it
were not for my master-passion, the love of independence, and my
aversion to make up my mind to live for the rest of my days in
Holland.

In the course of my life I have often observed that the happiest
hours are often the heralds of misfortune.  The very next day my evil
genius took me to the Ville de Lyon.  This was the inn where
Piccolomini and his wife were staying, and I found them there in the
midst of a horde of cheats and sharpers, like themselves.  As soon as
the good people heard my name they rushed forward, some to greet me,
and others to have a closer look at me, as if I were some strange
wild beast.  Amongst those present were a Chevalier de Sabi, who wore
the uniform of a Polish major, and protested he had known me at
Dresden; a Baron de Wiedan, claiming Bohemia as his fatherland, who
greeted me by saying that his friend the Comte St. Germain had
arrived at the Etoile d'Orient, and had been enquiring after me; an
attenuated-looking bravo who was introduced to me as the Chevalier de
la Perine, whom I recognized at the first glance as the fellow called
Talvis, who had robbed the Prince-Bishop of Presburg, who had lent me
a hundred Louis the same day, and with whom I had fought a duel at
Paris.  Finally, there was an Italian named Neri, who looked like a
blacksmith minus his honesty, and said that he remembered seeing me
one evening at the casino.  I recollected having seen him at the
place where I met the wretched Lucie.

In the midst of this band of cut-purses I saw the so-called wife of
the pretended Chevalier de Sabi, a pretty woman from Saxony, who,
speaking Italian indifferently well, was paying her addresses to the
Countess Piccolomini.

I bit my lips with anger to find myself in such honourable company,
but putting a good face on a bad game I greeted everybody politely,
and then drawing a roll of a hundred Louis from my pocket I presented
them to Master Perine Talvis, telling him I was glad to be able to
return them to him with my best thanks.

My politeness did not meet with much of a reception, for the impudent
scoundrel answered me, as he pocketed the money, that he remembered
having lent it me at Presburg, but he also remembered a more
important matter.

"And pray what is that?" said I, in a dry and half-disdainful tone.

"You owe me a revenge at the sword's point, as you know right well.
Here is the mark of the gash you gave me seven years ago."

So saying, the wretched little man opened his shirt and shewed the
small round scar.  This scene, which belonged more to farce than
comedy, seemed to have struck all tongues with paralysis.

"Anywhere else than in Holland, where important and delicate business
debars me from fighting, I shall be glad to meet you and mark you
again, if you still desire to cross swords with me; but while I am
here I must beg you not to disturb me.  All the same, you may as well
know that I never go out without a couple of friends in my pockets,
and that if you attack me I shall blow your brains out in self-
defence"

"My revenge must be with crossed swords," said he.  "However, I will
let you finish your business."

"You will do wisely."

Piccolomini, who had been casting a hungry eye upon my hundred louis,
proposed immediately afterwards a bank at faro, and began to deal.
Prudence would have restrained me from playing in such company, but
the dictates of prudence were overcome by my desire to get back the
hundred louis which I had given Talvis, so I cut in.  I had a run of
bad luck and lost a hundred ducats, but, as usual, my loss only
excited me.  I wished to regain what I had lost, so I stayed to
supper, and afterwards, with better luck, won back my money.  I was
content to stop at this, and to let the money I had paid to Talvis
go, so I asked Piccolomini to pay me, which he did with a bill of
exchange on an Amsterdam bank drawn by a firm in Middlesburg.  At
first I made some difficulty in taking it, on the pretext that it
would be difficult to negotiate, but he promised to let me have the
money next day, and I had to give in.

I made haste to leave this cut-throat place, after refusing to lend
Talvis a hundred Louis, which he wanted to borrow of me on the
strength of the revenge I owed him.  He was in a bad humour, both on
this account and because he had lost the hundred Louis I had paid
him, and he allowed himself to use abusive language, which I treated
with contempt.  I went to bed, promising myself never to set foot in
such a place again.

The next morning, however, I went out with the intention of calling
on Piccolomini to get the bill of exchange cashed, but on my way I
happened to go into a coffee-house and to meet Rigerboos, Therese's
friend, whose acquaintance the reader has already made.  After
greeting each other, and talking about Therese, who was now in London
and doing well, I skewed him my bill, telling him the circumstances
under which I had it.  He looked at it closely, and said,

"It's a forgery, and the original from which it was copied was
honoured yesterday."

He saw that I could scarcely believe it, and told me to come with him
to be convinced of the truth of what he said.

He took me to a merchant of his acquaintance, who skewed me the
genuine bill, which he had cashed the day before for an individual
who was unknown to him.  In my indignation I begged Rigerboos to come
with me to Piccolomini, telling him that he might cash it without
remark, and that otherwise he would witness what happened.

We arrived at the count's and were politely received, the count
asking me to give him the bill and he would send it to the bank to be
cashed, but Rigerboos broke in by saying that it would be
dishonoured, as it was a mere copy of a bill which had been cashed
the evening before.

Piccolomini pretended to be greatly astonished, and said that,
"though he could not believe it, he would look into the matter."

"You may look into it when you please," said I, "but in the mean time
I should be obliged by your giving me five hundred florins."

"You know me, sir," said he, raising his voice, "I guarantee to pay
you, and that ought to be enough."

"No doubt it would be enough, if I chose; but I want my money."

At this his wife came in and began to take her part in the dispute,
and on the arrival of the count's man, a very cut-threat, Rigerboos
took hold of me by the arm and drew me forcibly away.  "Follow me,"
said he, when we were outside, "and let me see to this business
myself."  He took me to a fine-looking man, who turned out to be the
lieutenant of police, and after he had heard the case he told me to
give him the bill of exchange and to say where I was going to dine.
I told him I should be at M. d'O 's, and saying that would do he went
off.  I thanked Rigerboos, and went to Esther, who reproached me
tenderly for not having been to see her the evening before.  That
flattered me, and I thought her a really charming girl.

"I must take care," said I, "not to see you every day, for your eyes
have a sway over me that I shall not be able to resist much longer."

"I shall believe as much of that as I choose, but, by-the-by, have
you thought of any way of convincing me?"

"What do you want to be convinced about?"

"If it be true that there is in your cabala an intelligence distinct
from your own you ought to be able to find some way of proving it to
me."

"That is a happy thought; I will think it over."

At that moment her father came in from the Exchange, and we sat dawn
to dinner.

We were at dessert when a police official brought me five hundred
florins, for which I gave him a receipt.

When he had gone I told my entertainers what had happened the evening
before and in the morning, and the fair Esther reproached me for
preferring such bad company to her.  "By way of punishment," said
she, "I hope you will come with me to the theatre this evening,
though they are going to give a Dutch play, of which you will not
understand a word."

"I shall be near you, and that is enough for me:"

In fact, I did not comprehend a word of the actors' gibberish, and
was terribly bored, as Esther preserved a solemn and serious silence
the whole time.

As we were coming from the theatre she told me all about the piece
with charming grace and wonderful memory; she seemed to wish to give
me some pleasure in return for the tedium to which she had condemned
me.  When we got home we had supper, and that evening, Heaven be
thanked!  I heard nothing more about the cabala.  Before we parted,
Esther and her father made me promise to dine with them every day,
and to let them know if anything prevented my coming.

Next morning, about eight o'clock, while I was still dressing, I
suddenly saw Piccolomini standing before me, and as he had not sent
in his name I began to feel suspicious.  I rang the bell for my
faithful Spaniard, who came in directly.

"I want to speak to you privately," said he, "tell that fellow to go
out."

"He can stay," I answered, "he does not know a word of Italian."  Le
Duc, of course, knew Italian perfectly well.

"Yesterday, about noon," he began, "two men came into my room.  They
were accompanied by the innkeeper, who served as interpreter.  One of
the men asked me if I felt inclined to cash there and then a forged
bill of exchange, which I had given the night before, and which he
held in his hands.  As I gave no reply, he told me that there was no
time for consideration or argument; I must say yes or no there and
then, for such were their instructions from the chief of police.  I
had no choice in the matter, so I paid the five hundred florins, but
I did not get back the bill, and the man told me I could not have it
unless I told the police the name of the person from whom I got it,
as, in the interests of commerce, the forger must be prosecuted.  My
reply was that I could not possibly tell them what they wanted, as I
had got it of a stranger who had come into my room while I was
holding a small bank of faro, to pass the time.

"I told him that after this person (who I had thought introduced by
someone in the company) had gone, I found to my surprise that nobody
knew him; and I added that if I had been aware of this I would not
only have refused the bill but would not have allowed him to play.
Thereupon the second policeman said that I had better find out who
this person was, or else I should be considered as the forger and
prosecuted accordingly; after this threat they went out.

"In the afternoon my wife called on the chief of police and was
politely received, but after hearing what she had to say he informed
her that she must find out the forger, since M.  Casanova's honour
might be endangered by the banker taking proceedings against him, in
which case he would have to prosecute me.

"You see in what a difficult position we are placed, and I think you
ought to try to help us.  You have got your money and you are not
without friends.  Get their influence exerted in the matter, and we
shall hear no more about it.  Your interests as well as mine are
concerned."

"Except as a witness of the fact," I answered, "I can have nothing to
do with this affair.  You agree that I received the bill from you,
since you cashed it; that is enough for me.  I should be glad to be
of service to you, but I really don't see what I can do.  The best
advice I can give you is to make a sacrifice of the rascally sharper
who gave you the forged bill, and if you can't do that I would
counsel you to disappear, and the sooner the better, or else you may
come to the galleys, or worse."

He got into a rage at this, and turning his back on me went out,
saying I should be sorry for what I had said.

My Spaniard followed him down the stair and came back to tell me that
the signor had gone off threatening vengeance, and that, in his
opinion, I would do well to be on my guard.

"All right," said I, "say no more about it."

All the same I was really very grateful for his advice, and I gave
the matter a good deal of thought.

I dressed myself and went to see Esther, whom I had to convince of
the divinity of my oracle, a different task with one whose own wits
had told her so much concerning my methods.  This was the problem she
gave me to solve,

"Your oracle must tell me something which I, and only I, know."

Feeling that it would be impossible to fulfil these conditions, I
told her that the oracle might reveal some secret she might not care
to have disclosed.

"That is impossible," she answered, "as the secret will be known only
to myself."

"But, if the oracle replies I shall know the answer as well as you,
and it may be something you would not like me to know."

"There is no such thing, and, even if there were, if the oracle is
not your own brain you can always find out anything you want to
know."

"But there is some limit to the powers of the oracle."

"You are making idle excuses; either prove that I am mistaken in my
ideas or acknowledge that my oracle is as good as yours."

This was pushing me hard, and I was on the point of declaring myself
conquered when a bright idea struck me.

In the midst of the dimple which added such a charm to her chin
Esther had a little dark mole, garnished with three or four extremely
fine hairs.  These moles, which we call in Italian 'neo, nei', and
which are usually an improvement to the prettiest face, when they
occur on the face, the neck, the arms, or the hands, are duplicated
on the corresponding parts of the body.  I concluded, therefore, that
Esther had a mole like that on her chin in a certain place which a
virtuous girl does not shew; and innocent as she was I suspected
that she herself did not know of this second mole's existence.  "I
shall astonish her," I said to myself, "and establish my superiority
in a manner which will put the idea of having equal skill to mine out
of her head for good."  Then with the solemn and far-away look of a
seer I made my pyramid and extracted these words from it,

"Fair and discreet Esther, no one knows that at the entrance of the
temple of love you have a mole precisely like that which appears on
your chin."

While I was working at my calculations, Esther was leaning over me
and following every movement.  As she really knew as much about the
cabala as I did she did not want it to be explained to her, but
translated the numbers into letters as I wrote them down.  As soon as
I had extracted all the combinations of numbers from the pyramid she
said, quietly, that as I did not want to know the answer, she would
be much obliged if I would let her translate the cypher.

"With pleasure," I replied.  "And I shall do so all the more
willingly as I shall thereby save your delicacy from sharing with me
a secret which may or may not be agreeable.  I promise you not to try
to find it out.  It is enough for me to see you convinced."

"I shall be convinced when I have verified the truth of the reply."

"Are you persuaded, dearest Esther, that I have had nothing to do
with framing this answer?"

"I shall he quite sure of it if it has spoken the truth, and if so
the oracle will have conquered, for the matter is so secret a one
that even I do not know of it.  You need not know yourself, as it is
only a trifle which would not interest you; but it will be enough to
convince me that the answers of your oracle are dictated by an
intelligence which has nothing in common with yours."

There was so much candour and frankness in what she said that a
feeling of shame replaced the desire of deceiving her, and I shed
some tears, which Esther could only interpret favourably to me.
Nevertheless, they were tears of remorse, and now, as I write after
such a lapse of years, I still regret having deceived one so worthy
of my esteem and love.  Even then I reproached myself, but a pitiable
feeling of shame would not let me tell the truth; but I hated myself
for thus leading astray one whose esteem I desired to gain.

In the mean time I was not absolutely sure that I had hit the mark,
for in nature, like everything else, every law has its exceptions,
and I might possibly have dug a pitfall for myself.  On the other
hand, if I were right, Esther would no doubt be convinced for the
moment, but her belief would speedily disappear if she chanced to
discover that the correspondence of moles on the human body was a
necessary law of nature.  In that case I could only anticipate her
scorn.  But however I might tremble I had carried the deception too
far, and could not draw back.

I left Esther to call on Rigerboos, whom I thanked for his offices on
my behalf with the chief of the police.  He told me that I had
nothing to fear from Piccolomini in Holland, but all the same he
advised me not to go about without pistols.  "I am on the eve of
embarking for Batavia," said he, "in a vessel which I have laden with
the ruins of my fortune.  In the state my affairs are in I thought
this the best plan.  I have not insured the cargo, so as not diminish
my profits, which will be considerable if I succeed.  If the ship is
taken or wrecked I shall take care not to survive its loss; and after
all I shall not lose much."

Poor Riberboos said all this as if he were jesting, but despair had
no doubt a good deal to do with his resolve, since it is only in
great misery that we despise both life and fortune.  The charming
Therese Trenti, whom Rigerboos always spoke of as Our Lady, had
contributed to his ruin in no small degree.  She was then in London,
where, by her own account, she was doing well.  She had exchanged the
name of Trenti for that of Cornelis, or Cornely, which, as I found
out afterwards, was Rigerboo's real name.  We spent an hour in
writing to this curious woman, as we desired to take advantage of the
circumstance that a man whom Rigerboos desired to commend to her was
shortly going to England.  When we had finished we went sleighing on
the Amstel, which had been frozen over for several days.  This
diversion, of which the Dutch are very fond, is, to my thinking, the
dullest imaginable, for an objectless journey is no pleasure to me.
After we were well frozen we went to eat oysters, with Sillery, to
warm ourselves again, and after that we went from one casino to
another, not intending to commit any debauchery, but for want of
something better to do; but it seemed decreed that whenever I
preferred any amusement of this kind to the charms of Esther's
society I should come to grief.

I do not know how it happened, but as we were going into one of these
casinos Rigerboos called me loudly by my name, and at that instant a
woman, such as one usually finds in these places, came forward and
began to gaze at me.  Although the room was ill enough lighted I saw
it was the wretched Lucie, whom I had met a year before without her
recognizing me.  I turned away, pretending not to know her, for the
sight of her was disagreeable to me, but in a sad voice she called me
by my name, congratulating me on my prosperity and bewailing her own
wretchedness.  I saw that I could neither avoid her nor repulse her
without inhumanity, so I called to Rigerboos to come upstairs and the
girl would divert us by recounting the history of her life.

Strictly speaking, Lucie had not become ugly; one could still see
that she had been a beautiful woman; but for all that her appearance
inspired me with terror and disgust.  Since the days when I had known
her at Pasean, nineteen years of misery, profligacy, and shame had
made her the most debased, the vilest creature that can be imagined.
She told us her story at great length; the pith of it might be
expressed in six lines.

The footman who had seduced her had taken her to Trieste to lie in,
and the scoundrel lived on the sale of her charms for five or six
months, and then a sea captain, who had taken a fancy to her, took
her to Zante with the footman, who passed for her husband.

At Zante the footman turned soldier, and deserted the army four years
after.  She was left alone and continued living on the wages of
prostitution for six years; but the goods she had to offer lowering
in value, and her customers being of the inferior kind, she set out
for England with a young Greek girl, whom an English officer of
marines treated as his wife, and whom he abandoned in the streets of
London when he got tired of her.  After living for two or three years
in the vilest haunts in London, Lucie came to Holland, where, not
being able to sell her own person any longer, she became a procuress
--a natural ending to her career.  Lucie was only thirty-three, but
she was the wreck of a woman, and women are always as old as they
look.

While she told her history she emptied two bottles of Burgundy I had
ordered, and which neither I nor my friend touched.  Finally, she
told us she was now supported by two pretty girls whom she kept, and
who had to give her the half of what they got.

Rigerboos asked her, jokingly, if the girls were at the casino.

"No," said she, "they are not here, and shall never come here, for
they are ladies of high birth, and their uncle, who looks after their
interests, is a Venetian gentleman."

At this I could not keep back my laughter, but Lucie, without losing
countenance, told me that she could only repeat the account they had
given of themselves, that if we wanted to be convinced we had only to
go and see them at a house she rented fifty paces off, and that we
need not be afraid of being disturbed if we went, as their uncle
lived in a different part of the town.

"Oh, indeed!" said I, "he does not live with his highborn nieces,
then?"

"No, he only comes to dinner to hear how business has been going, and
to take all the money from them."

"Come along," said Rigerboos, "we will go and see them."

As I was desirous of seeing and addressing the noble Venetian ladies
of so honourable a profession, I told Lucie to take us to the house.
I knew very well that the girls were impostors, and their gentleman-
uncle a blackguard; but the die was cast.

We found them to be young and pretty.  Lucie introduced me as a
Venetian, and they were beside themselves with joy to have someone to
whom they could talk.  I found out directly that they came from
Padua, not Venice, as they spoke the Paduan dialect, which I knew
very well.  I told them so, and they confessed it was the truth.  I
asked the name of their uncle, but they said they could not tell me.

"We can get on without knowing," said Rigerboos, catching hold of the
one he liked best.  Lucie brought in some ham, oysters, a pie, and a
good many bottles of wine, and then left us.

I was not in the humour for wantonness, but Rigerboos was disposed to
be merry; his sweetheart was at first inclined to be prudish on his
taking liberties with her, but as I began to follow his example the
ladies relaxed their severity; we went first to one and then the
other, and before long they were both in the state of Eve before she
used the fig-leaf.

After passing an hour in these lascivious combats we gave each of the
girls four ducats, paid for the provisions we had consumed, and sent
six Louis to Lucie.  We then left them, I going to bed cross with
myself for having engaged in such brutal pleasures.

Next morning I awoke late and in a bad humour, partly from the
debauch of the night before (for profligacy depresses as well as
degrades the mind) and partly from the thought that I had neglected
Esther, who had unquestionably been grieved by my absence.  I felt
that I must hasten to reassure her, feeling certain that I should
find some excuses to make, and that they would be well received.  I
rang for Le Duc, put on my dressing-gown, and sent him for my coffee.
He had scarcely left the room when the door opened and I saw Perine
and the fellow named Wiedan, whom I had seen at Piccolomini's, and
who styled himself a friend of St. Germain.  I was sitting on my bed,
putting on my stockings.  My apartments consisted of three fine
rooms, but they were at the back of the house, and all the noise I
could have made would not have been heard.  The bell was on the other
side of the room; Le Duc would be gone fully ten minutes, and I was
in imminent danger of being assassinated without the possibility of
self-defence.

The above thoughts flashed through my head with lightning speed, and
all that I could do was to keep calm and say,

"Well, gentlemen, what can I do for you?" Wiedan took upon himself to
answer me.

"Count Piccolomini has found himself forced to declare that he
received the forged bill from us, in order that he may escape from
the difficult position in which your denunciation placed him.  He has
warned us that he is going to do so, and we must escape forthwith if
we want to avoid prosecution.  We have not a penny; we are desperate
men."

"Well, gentlemen, what have I to do with that?"

"Give us four hundred florins immediately; we do not want more, but
we must have that much, and now.  If you refuse we will take to
flight with everything of yours that we can lay our hands on; and our
arguments are these."

With this, each man drew a pistol from his pocket and aimed it at my
head.

"You need not have recourse to violence," said I, "it can only be
fatal to you.  Stay, here are a hundred ducats more than you asked.
Begone, and I wish you a pleasant journey, but I would not be here
when my servant comes back if I were you."

Wiedan took the roll of money with a trembling hand and put it in his
pocket without examining it; but Perine came up, and praising my
noble generosity, would have put his arms around my neck and kissed
me.  I repulsed him, but without rudeness, and they went their ways,
leaving me very glad to have rid myself of them at so cheap a rate.

As soon as I was out of this snare I rang my bell, not to have them
followed but that I might get dressed as quickly as possible.  I did
not say a word to Le Duc about what had happened, I was silent even
to my landlord; and, after I had sent my Spaniard to M. d'O to excuse
my dining there that day, I went to the chief of police, but had to
wait two hours before I could see him.  As soon as the worthy man had
heard my account of my misfortune he said he would do his best to
catch the two rascals, but he did not conceal from me his fears that
it was already too late.

I took the opportunity of telling him of Piccolomini's visit to me,
his claims and threats.  He thanked me for doing so, and promised to
see to it; but he advised me for the future to be on my guard and
ready to defend myself in case I was attacked before he could place
my enemies in a place where they could do me no harm.

I hastened home again, as I felt ill.  An acid taste in my mouth
skewed me how all these shocks had upset me; but I knew what to do.
I took a strong glass of lemonade, which made me bring up a good deal
of bile, and I then felt much better.

Towards evening I went to see Esther, and found her looking serious
and rather vexed; but as soon as she saw how pale I was her face
lighted up, and she asked me, in a voice of tenderest interest, if I
had been ill.  I told her I had been out of sorts, that I had taken
some medicine, and that I now felt better.

"You will see my appetite at supper," added I, to calm her fears, "I
have had nothing to eat since dinner yesterday."

This was really the truth, as I had only eaten a few oysters with the
Paduan girls.

She could scarcely contain her joy at my recovery, and bade me kiss
her, with which request I complied gladly, all unworthy though I felt
of so great a favour.

"I am going to tell you an important piece of news," said she, "and
that is that I am sure that you do not invent the answers to your
oracle, or at least that you only do so when you choose.  The reply
you procured me was wonderful-nay, divine, for it told me of a secret
unknown to all, even to myself.  You may imagine my surprise when I
convinced myself, with no little trouble of the truth of the answer.

"You possess a treasure, your oracle is infallible; but surely it can
never lie, and my oracle tells me that you love me.  It makes me glad
to know that, for you are the man of my heart.  But I want you to
give me an exemplary proof of your love, and if you do love me you
will not hesitate to do so.  Stay, read the reply you got me; I am
sure you do not know what it says; then I will tell you how you can
make me quite happy."

I pretended to read, and kissed the words which declared I loved her.
"I am delighted," said I, "that the oracle has convinced you so
easily, but I must be excused if I say that I believe you knew as
much long ago."  She replied, blushing, that if it were possible to
chew me the object in question I should not wonder at her ignorance.
Then, coming to the proof of my love, she told me that she wanted me
to communicate the secret to her.  "You love me," said she, "and you
ought to make no difficulty in assuring the bliss of a girl who will
be your wife, and in your power.  My father will agree to our
marriage, and when I become your wife I will do whatever you please.
We will even go and live in another country if that would add to your
happiness.  But you must teach me how to obtain the answer to any
question without inventing it myself."

I took Esther's hands in mine; she inspired me with the tenderest
feelings, and I kissed her hands with respectful fervour, saying,
"You know, Esther, dear, that my word is passed at Paris.  Certainly,
Manon is not to be compared to you; but for all that I gave my
promise to her poor mother, and I must keep it."

A sigh escaped from Esther, and her head fell upon her breast: but
what could I do?   I could not teach her any other way of consulting
the oracle than the method she understood as well as I: my
superiority over her only consisting in my greater craft and more
extensive experience.

Early one morning, two or three days later, a man was announced as
wanting to see me.  He called himself an officer, but his name was
perfectly unknown to me.  I sent down to say that I could not see
him, and as soon as my Spaniard went out I locked my door.  What had
happened already had made me suspicious, and I did not care to see
any more gentlemen alone.  The two scoundrels who had robbed me had
eluded all the snares of the police, and Piccolomini was not to be
found; but I knew a good many of the gang were still in Amsterdam,
and I thought it well to be on my guard.

Some time after, Le Duc came in with a letter written in bad Italian,
saying that it had been given him by an officer who was waiting for
an answer.  I opened it, and recognized the name I had heard a short
while ago.  The writer said we knew each other, but that he could
only give his true name with his own lips, and that he had important
information to give me.

I told Le Duc to shew him in, and to stay by the door.  I saw enter a
well-made man of about forty, dressed in the uniform of an officer of
I do not know what army, and bearing on his countenance all the marks
of an escaped gallows'-bird.

"What can I do for you, sir?" said I, as soon as he entered.

"Sir, we knew each other at Cerigo, sixteen or seventeen years ago,
and I am delighted to have an opportunity of renewing the
acquaintance."

I knew that I had spent but a few minutes at Cerigo, on my way to
Constantinople, and concluded that my visitor must be one of the
unfortunate wretches to whom I gave alms.

"Are you the man," I said, "who told me that you were the son of a
Count Peccini, of Padua, although there is no such count in Padua at
all?"

"I congratulate you on your excellent memory," said he, coolly, "I am
that very individual."

"Well, what do you want with me now?"

"I can't divulge my business in the presence of your servant."

"My servant does not understand Italian, so you can speak out;
however, if you like, I will send him away."

I ordered Le Duc to stay in the ante-chamber, and when he had left
the room my Paduan count told me that I had been with his nieces, and
had treated them as if they were courtezans, and that he was come to
demand satisfaction.

I was tired of being cheated, and I took hold of my pistols and
pointed them at him, bidding him be gone instantly.  Le Duc came in
and the third robber took himself off, muttering that "a time would
come."

I was placed in a disagreeable position; if I wanted to prosecute, I
should have to tell the whole story to the police.  I thought of my
honour and determined to be silent, and the only person to whom I
mentioned the matter was Rigerboos, who not being in the same
position as myself took his measures, the result of which was that
Lucie had to send her high-born dames about their business.  But the
wretched woman came to me to say that this misfortune had plunged her
into the deepest distress, so I made her a present of a few ducats,
and she went away somewhat consoled.  I begged her not to call on me
again.

Everything I did when I was away from Esther seemed to turn out ill,
and I felt that if I wanted to be happy I should do well to keep near
her; but my destiny, or rather my inconstancy, drew me away.

Three days afterwards, the villainous Major Sabi called on me to warn
me to be on my guard, as, according to his account, a Venetian
officer I had insulted and refused to give satisfaction to had vowed
vengeance against me.

"Then," said I, "I shall have him arrested as an escaped galley
slave, in which character I have given him alms, and for wearing
without the right to do so the uniform of an officer, thereby
disgracing the whole army.  And pray what outrage can I have
committed against girls who live in a brothel, and whom I have paid
according to their deserts?"

"If what you say is true you are quite right, but this poor devil is
in a desperate situation; he wants to leave the country, and does not
possess a single florin.  I advise you to give him an alms once more,
and you will have done with him.  Two score florins will not make you
any the poorer, and will rid you of a villainous enemy."

"A most villainous one, I think."  At last I agreed to give him the
forty florins, and I handed them to him in a coffee-house where the
major told me I should find him.  The reader will see how I met this
blackguard four months later.

Now, when all these troubles have been long over and I can think over
them calmly, reflecting on the annoyances I experienced at Amsterdam,
where I might have been so happy, I am forced to admit that we
ourselves are the authors of almost all our woes and griefs, of which
we so unreasonably complain.  If I could live my life over again,
should I be wiser?   Perhaps; but then I should not be myself.

M. d'O---- asked me to sup with him at the Burgomasters' Lodge, and
this was a great distinction, for, contrary to the rules of
Freemasonry, no one but the twenty-four members who compose the lodge
is admitted, and these twenty-four masons were the richest men on the
Exchange.

"I have told them that you are coming," said M. d'O----, "and to
welcome you more honourably the lodge will be opened in French."  In
short, these gentlemen gave me the most distinguished reception, and
I had the fortune to make myself so agreeable to them that I was
unanimously chosen an honorary member during the time I should stay
at Amsterdam.  As we were going away, M. d'O---- told me that I had
supped with a company which represented a capital of three hundred
millions.

Next day the worthy Dutchman begged me to oblige him by answering a
question to which his daughter's oracle had replied in a very obscure
manner.  Esther encouraged me, and I asked what the question was.  It
ran as follows:

"I wish to know whether the individual who desires me and my company
to transact a matter of the greatest importance is really a friend of
the King of France?"

It was not difficult for me to divine that the Comte de St. Germain
was meant.  M. d'O was not aware that I knew him, and I had not
forgotten what M. d'Afri had told me.

"Here's a fine opportunity," thought I, "for covering my oracle with
glory, and giving my fair Esther something to think about."

I set to work, and after erecting my pyramid and placing above the
four keys the letters O, S, A, D, the better to impose on Esther, I
extracted the reply, beginning with the fourth key, D.  The oracle
ran as follows:

"The friend disavows.  The order is signed.  They grant.  They
refuse.  All vanishes.  Delay."

I pretended to think the reply a very obscure one, but Esther gave a
cry of astonishment and declared that it gave a lot of information in
an extraordinary style.  M. d'O----, in an ecstasy of delight,
exclaimed,

"The reply is clear enough for me.  The oracle is divine; the word
'delay' is addressed to me.  You and my daughter are clever enough in
making the oracle speak, but I am more skilled than you in the
interpretation thereof.  I shall prevent the thing going any further.
The project is no less a one than to lend a hundred millions, taking
in pledge the diamonds of the French crown.  The king wishes the loan
to be concluded without the interference of his ministers and without
their even knowing anything about it.  I entreat you not to mention
the matter to anyone."

He then went out.

"Now," said Esther, when we were by ourselves, "I am quite sure that
that reply came from another intelligence than yours.  In the name of
all you hold sacred, tell me the meaning of those four letters, and
why you usually omit them."

"I omit them, dearest Esther, because experience has taught me that
in ordinary cases they are unnecessary; but while I was making the
pyramid the command came to me to set them down, and I thought it
well to obey."

"What do they mean?"

"They are the initial letters of the holy names of the cardinal
intelligences of the four quarters of the world."

"I may not tell you, but whoever deals with the oracle should know
them."

"Ah! do not deceive me; I trust in you, and it would be worse than
murder to abuse so simple a faith as mine."

"I am not deceiving you, dearest Esther."

"But if you were to teach me the cabala, you would impart to me these
holy names?"

"Certainly, but I cannot reveal them except to my successor.  If I
violate this command I should lose my knowledge; and this condition
is well calculated to insure secrecy, is it not?"

"It is, indeed.  Unhappy that I am, your successor will be, of
course, Manon."

"No, Manon is not fitted intellectually for such knowledge as this."

"But you should fix on someone, for you are mortal after all.  If you
like, my father would give you the half of his immense fortune
without your marrying me."

"Esther! what is it that you have said?   Do you think that to
possess you would be a disagreeable condition in my eyes?"

After a happy day--I think I may call it the happiest of my life--I
left the too charming Esther, and went home towards the evening.

Three or four days after, M. d'O---- came into Esther's room, where
he found us both calculating pyramids.  I was teaching her to double,
to triple, and to quadruple the cabalistic combinations.  M. d'O----
strode into the room in a great hurry, striking his breast in a sort
of ecstasy.  We were surprised and almost frightened to see him so
strangely excited, and rose to meet him, but he running up to us
almost forced us to embrace him, which we did willingly.

"But what is the matter, papa dear?" said Esther, "you surprise me
more than I can say."

"Sit down beside me, my dear children, and listen to your father and
your best friend.  I have just received a letter from one of the
secretaries of their high mightinesses informing me that the French
ambassador has demanded, in the name of the king his master, that the
Comte St. Germain should be delivered over, and that the Dutch
authorities have answered that His Most Christian Majesty's requests
shall be carried out as soon as the person of the count can be
secured.  In consequence of this the police, knowing that the Comte
St. Germain was staying at the Etoile d'Orient, sent to arrest him at
midnight, but the bird had flown.  The landlord declared that the
count had posted off at nightfall, taking the way to Nimeguen.  He
has been followed, but there are small hopes of catching him up.

"It is not known how he can have discovered that a warrant existed
against him, or how he continued to evade arrest."

"It is not known;" went an M. d'O----, laughing, "but everyone
guesses that M. Calcoen, the same that wrote to me, let this friend
of the French king's know that he would be wanted at midnight, and
that if he did not get the key of the fields he would be arrested.
He is not so foolish as to despise a piece of advice like that.  The
Dutch Government has expressed its sorrow to M. d'Afri that his
excellence did not demand the arrest of St. Germain sooner, and the
ambassador will not be astonished at this reply, as it is like many
others given on similar occasions.

"The wisdom of the oracle has been verified, and I congratulate
myself on having seized its meaning, for we were on the point of
giving him a hundred thousand florins on account, which he said he
must have immediately.  He gave us in pledge the finest of the crown
diamonds, and this we still retain.  But we will return it to him an
demand, unless it is claimed by the ambassador.  I have never seen a
finer stone.

"And now, my children, you see what I owe to the oracle.  On the
Exchange the whole company can do nothing but express their gratitude
to me.  I am regarded as the most prudent and most farseeing man in
Holland.  To you, my dear children, I owe this honour, but I wear my
peacock's feathers without scruple.

"My dear Casanova, you will dine with us, I hope.  After dinner I
shall beg you to enquire of your inscrutable intelligence whether we
ought to declare ourselves in possession of the splendid diamond, or
to observe secrecy till it is reclaimed."

After this discourse papa embraced us once more and left us.

"Sweetheart," said Esther, throwing her arms round my neck, "you have
an opportunity for giving me a strong proof of your friendship.  It
will cost you nothing, but it will cover me with honour and
happiness."

"Command me, and it shall be done.  You cannot think that I would
refuse you a favour which is to cost me nothing, when I should deem
myself happy to shed my blood for your sake."

"My father wishes you to tell him after dinner whether it will be
better to declare that they have the diamond or to keep silence till
it is claimed.  When he asks you a second time, tell him to seek the
answer of me, and offer to consult the oracle also, in case my answer
may be too obscure.  Then perform the operation, and I will make my
father love me all the better, when he sees that my knowledge is
equal to yours."

"Dearest one, would I not do for thee a task a thousand times more
difficult than this to prove my love and my devotion?  Let us set to
work.  Do you write the question, set up the pyramids, and inscribe
with your own hand the all-powerful initials.  Good.  Now begin to
extract the answer by means of the divine key.  Never was a cleverer
pupil!"

When all this had been done, I suggested the additions and
subtractions I wanted made, and she was quite astonished to read the
following reply:  "Silence necessary.  Without silence, general
derision.  Diamond valueless; mere paste."

I thought she would have gone wild with delight.  She laughed and
laughed again.

"What an amazing reply!" said she.  "The diamond is false, and it is
I who am about to reveal their folly to them.  I shall inform my
father of this important secret.  It is too much, it overwhelms me; I
can scarcely contain myself for joy!  How much I owe you, you
wonderful and delightful man!  They will verify the truth of the
oracle immediately, and when it is found that the famous diamond is
but glittering paste the company will adore my father, for it will
feel that but for him it would have been covered with shame, by
avowing itself the dupe of a sharper.  Will you leave the pyramid
with me?"

"Certainly; but it will not teach you anything you do not know."  The
father came in again and we had dinner, and after the dessert, when
the worthy d 'O---- learnt from his daughter's oracle that the stone
was false, the scene became a truly comical one.  He burst into
exclamations of astonishment, declared the thing impossible,
incredible, and at last begged me to ask the same question, as he was
quite sure that his daughter was mistaken, or rather that the oracle
was deluding her.

I set to work, and was not long in obtaining my answer.  When he saw
that it was to the same effect as Esther's, though differently
expressed, he had no longer any doubts as to his daughter's skill,
and hastened to go and test the pretended diamond, and to advise his
associates to say nothing about the matter after they had received
proofs of the worthlessness of the stone.  This advice was, as it
happened, useless; for though the persons concerned said nothing,
everybody knew about it, and people said, with their usual malice,
that the dupes had been duped most thoroughly, and that St. Germain
had pocketed the hundred thousand florins; but this was not the case.

Esther was very proud of her success, but instead of being satisfied
with what she had done, she desired more fervently every day to
possess the science in its entirety, as she supposed I possessed it.

It soon became known that St. Germain had gone by Emden and had
embarked for England, where he had arrived in safety.  In due time we
shall hear some further details concerning this celebrated impostor;
and in the meanwhile I must relate a catastrophe of another kind,
which was near to have made me die the death of a fool.

It was Christmas Day.  I had got up early in the morning in better
spirits than usual.  The old women tell you that always presages
misfortune, but I was as far then as I am now from making my
happiness into an omen of grief.  But this time chance made the
foolish belief of good effect.  I received a letter and a large
packet from Paris; they came from Manon.  I opened the letter and I
thought I should have died of grief when I read,--

"Be wise, and receive the news I give you calmly.  The packet
contains your portrait and all the letters you have written to me.
Return me my portrait, and if you have kept my letters be kind enough
to burn them.  I rely on your honour.  Think of me no more.  Duty
bids me do all I can to forget you, for at this hour to-morrow I
shall become the wife of M. Blondel of the Royal Academy, architect
to the king.  Please do not seem as if you knew me if we chance to
meet on your return to Paris."

This letter struck me dumb with astonishment, and for more than two
hours after I read it I was, as it were, bereft of my senses.  I sent
word to M. d'O---- that, not feeling well, I was going to keep my
room all day.  When I felt a little better I opened the packet.  The
first thing to fall out was my portrait.  I looked at it, and such
was the perturbation of my mind, that, though the miniature really
represented me as of a cheerful and animated expression, I thought I
beheld a dreadful and a threatening visage.  I went to my desk and
wrote and tore up a score of letters in which I overwhelmed the
faithless one with threats and reproaches.

I could bear no more; the forces of nature were exhausted, and I was
obliged to lie down and take a little broth, and court that sleep
which refused to come.  A thousand designs came to my disordered
imagination.  I rejected them one by one, only to devise new ones.  I
would slay this Blondel, who had carried off a woman who was mine and
mine only; who was all but my wife.  Her treachery should be punished
by her losing the object for whom she had deserted me.  I accused her
father, I cursed her brother for having left me in ignorance of the
insult which had so traitorously been put upon me.

I spent the day and night in these delirious thoughts, and in the
morning, feeling worse than ever, I sent to M. d'O---- to say that I
could not possibly leave my room.  Then I began to read and re-read
the letters I had written to Manon, calling upon her name in a sort
of frenzy; and again set myself to write to her without finishing a
single letter.  The emptiness of my stomach and the shock I had
undergone began to stupefy me, and for a few moments I forgot my
anguish only to re-awaken to acuter pains soon after.

About three o'clock, the worthy M. d'O---- came to invite me to go
with him to the Hague, where the chief masons of Holland met on the
day following to keep the Feast of St. John, but when he saw my
condition he did not press me to come.

"What is the matter with you, my dear Casanova?" said he.

"I have had a great grief, but let us say no more about it."

He begged me to come and see Esther, and left me looking almost as
downcast as I was.  However, the next morning Esther anticipated my
visit, for at nine o'clock she and her governess came into the room.
The sight of her did me good.  She was astonished to see me so undone
and cast down, and asked me what was the grief of which I had spoken
to her father, and which had proved too strong for my philosophy.

"Sit down beside me, Esther dear, and allow me to make a mystery of
what has affected me so grievously.  Time, the mighty healer, and
still more your company, will effect a cure which I should in vain
seek by appealing to my reason.  Whilst we talk of other things I
shall not feel the misfortune which gnaws at my heart."

"Well, get up, dress yourself, and come and spend the day with me,
and I will do my best to make you forget your sorrow."

"I feel very weak; for the last three days I have only taken a little
broth and chocolate."

At these words her face fell, and she began to weep.

After a moment's silence she went to my desk, took a pen, and wrote a
few lines, which she brought to me.  They were,--

"Dear, if a large sum of money, beyond what my father owes you, can
remove or even soothe your grief I can be your doctor, and you ought
to know that your accepting my treatment would make me happy."

I took her hands and kissed them affectionately, saying,--

"No, dear Esther, generous Esther, it is not money I want, for if I
did I would ask you and your father as a friend: what I want, and
what no one can give me, is a resolute mind, and determination to act
for the best."

"Ask advice of your oracle."

I could not help laughing.

"Why do you laugh?" said she, "if I am not mistaken, the oracle must
know a remedy for your woes."

"I laughed, dearest, because I felt inclined to tell you to consult
the oracle this time.  As for me I will have nothing to do with it,
lest the cure be worse than the disease."

"But you need not follow your advice unless you like it."

"No, one is free to act as one thinks fit; but not to follow the
advice of the oracle would be a contempt of the intelligence which
directs it."

Esther could say no more, and stood silent for several minutes, and
then said that if I like she would stay with me for the rest of the
day.  The joy which illumined my countenance was manifest, and I said
that if she would stay to dinner I would get up, and no doubt her
presence would give me an appetite.  "Ah!" said she, "I will make you
the dish you are so fond of."  She ordered the sedan-chairs to be
sent back, and went to my landlady to order an appetising repast, and
to procure the chafing-dish and the spirits of wine she required for
her own cooking.

Esther was an angel, a treasure, who consented to become mine if I
would communicate to her a science which did not exist.  I felt that
I was looking forward to spending a happy day; this shewed me that I
could forget Manon, and I was delighted with the idea.  I got out of
bed, and when Esther came back and found me on my feet she gave a
skip of pleasure.  "Now," said she, "you must oblige me by dressing,
and doing your hair as if you were going to a ball."

"That," I answered, "is a funny idea, but as it pleases you it
pleases me."

I rang for Le Duc, and told him I wanted to have my hair done, and to
be dressed as if I were going to a ball.  "Choose the dress that
suits me best."

"No," said Esther, "I will choose it myself."

Le Duc opened my trunk, and leaving her to rummage in it he came to
shave me, and to do my hair.  Esther, delighted with her task, called
in the assistance of her governess.  She put on my bed a lace shirt,
and the suit she found most to her taste.  Then coming close, as if
to see whether Le Duc was dressing my hair properly, she said,

"A little broth would do you good; send for a dish, it will give you
an appetite for dinner."

I thought her advice dictated by the tenderest care, and I determined
to benefit by it.  So great was the influence of this charming girl
over me, that, little by little, instead of loving Manon, I hated
her.  That gave me courage, and completed my cure.  At the present
time I can see that Manon was very wise in accepting Blondel's offer,
and that my love for self and not my love for her was wounded.

I was in my servant's hands, my face turned away towards the fire, so
that I could not see Esther, but only divert myself with the idea
that she was inspecting my belongings, when all at once she presented
herself with a melancholy air, holding Mamon's fatal letter in her
hand.

"Am I to blame," said she, timidly, "for having discovered the cause
of your sorrow?"

I felt rather taken aback, but looking kindly at her, I said,

"No, no, my dear Esther; pity your friend, and say no more about it."

"Then I may read all the letters?"

"Yes, dearest, if it will amuse you."

All the letters of the faithless Manon Baletti to me, with mine to
her, were together on my table.  I pointed them out to Esther, who
begun to read them quite eagerly.

When I was dressed, as if for some Court holiday, Le Duc went out and
left us by ourselves, for the worthy governess, who was working at
her lace by the window, looked at her lace, and nothing else.  Esther
said that nothing had ever amused her so much as those letters.

"Those cursed epistles, which please you so well, will be the death
of me."

"Death?   Oh, no! I will cure you, I hope."

"I hope so, too; but after dinner you must help me to burn them all
from first to last."

"Burn them!  No; make me a present of them.  I promise to keep them
carefully all my days."

"They are yours, Esther.  I will send them to you to-morrow."

These letters were more than two hundred in number, and the shortest
were four pages in length.  She was enchanted to find herself the
possessor of the letters, and she said she would make them into a
parcel and take them away herself.

"Shall you send back the portrait to your faithless mistress?" said
she.

"I don't know what to do with it."

"Send it back to her; she is not worthy of your honouring her by
keeping it.  I am sure that your oracle would give you the same
advice.  Where is the portrait?   Will you shew it me?"

I had the portrait in the interior of a gold snuff-box, but I had
never shewn it to Esther for fear she should think Manon handsomer
than herself, and conclude that I only shewd it her out of vanity;
but as she now asked to see it I opened the box where it was and gave
it her.

Any other woman besides Esther would have pronounced Manon downright
ugly, or have endeavored at the least to find some fault with her,
but Esther pronounced her to be very beautiful, and only said it was
a great pity so fair a body contained so vile a soul.

The sight of Manon's portrait made Esther ask to see all the other
portraits which Madame Manzoni had sent me from Venice.  There were
naked figures amongst them, but Esther was too pure a spirit to put
on the hateful affectations of the prude, to whom everything natural
is an abomination.  O-Murphy pleased her very much, and her history,
which I related, struck her as very curious.  The portrait of the
fair nun, M----M----, first in the habit of her order and afterwards
naked, made her laugh, but I would not tell Esther her story, in
spite of the lively desire she displayed to hear it.

At dinner-time a delicate repast was brought to us, and we spent two
delightful hours in the pleasures of a conversation and the table.
I seemed to have passed from death to life, and Esther was delighted
to have been my physician.  Before we rose from table I had declared
my intention of sending Manon's portrait to her husband on the day
following, but her good nature found a way of dissuading me from
doing so without much difficulty.

Some time after, while we were talking in front of the fire, she took
a piece of paper, set up the pyramids, and inscribed the four keys O,
S, A, D.  She asked if I should send the portrait to the husband, or
whether it would not be more generous to return it to the faithless
Manon.  Whilst she was calculating she said over and over again, with
a smile, "I have not made up the answer."  I pretend to believe her,
and we laughed like two augurs meeting each other alone.  At last the
reply came that I ought to return the portrait, but to the giver,
since to send it to the husband would be an act unworthy of a man of
honour.

I praised the wisdom of the oracle, and kissed the Pythoness a score
of times, promising that the cabala should be obeyed implicitly,
adding that she had no need of being taught the science since she
knew it as well as the inventor.

I spoke the truth, but Esther laughed, and, fearing lest I should
really think so, took pains to assure me of the contrary.

It is thus that love takes his pleasure, thus his growth increases,
and thus that he so soon becomes a giant in strength.

"Shall I be impertinent," said Esther, "if I ask you where your
portrait is?   Manon says in her letter that she is sending it back;
but I don't see it anywhere."

"In my first paroxysm of rage, I threw it down; I don't know in what
direction.  What was thus despised by her cannot be of much value to
me."

"Let us look for it; I should like to see it."

We soon found it on my table, in the midst of a of books; Esther said
it was a speaking likeness.

"I would give it you if such a present were worthy of you."

"Ah! you could not give me anything I would value more."

"Will you deign to accept it, Esther, though it has been possessed by
another?"

"It will be all the dearer to me."

At last she had to leave me, after a day which might be called
delightful if happiness consists of calm and mutual joys without the
tumultuous raptures of passion.  She went away at ten, after I had
promised to spend the whole of the next day with her.

After an unbroken sleep of nine hours' duration I got up refreshed
and feeling once more in perfect health, and I went to see Esther
immediately.  I found she was still abed and asleep, but her
governess went and roused her in spite of my request that her repose
should be respected.

She received me with a sweet smile as she sat up in bed, and shewd me
my voluminous correspondence with Manon on her night-table, saying
that she had been reading it till two o'clock in the morning.

Her appearance was ravishing.  A pretty cambric night-cap, tied with
a light-blue ribbon and ornamented with lace, set off the beauties of
her face; and a light shawl of Indian muslin, which she had hastily
thrown on, veiled rather than concealed her snowy breast, which would
have shamed the works of Praxiteles.  She allowed me to take a
hundred kisses on her rosy lips--ardent kisses which the sight of
such charms made yet more ardent; but her hands forbade my approach
to those two spheres I so longed to touch.

I sat down by her and told her that her charms of body and mind would
make a man forget all the Manons that ever were.

"Is your Marion fair to see all over?" said she.

"I really can't say, for, not being her husband, I never had an
opportunity of investigating the matter."

"Your discretion is worthy of all praise," she said, with a smile,
"such conduct becomes a man of delicate feeling."

"I was told by her nurse that she was perfect in all respects, and
that no mote or blemish relieved the pure whiteness of her skin."

"You must have a different notion of me?"

"Yes, Esther, as the oracle revealed to me the great secret you
desired to know.  Nevertheless, I should find you perfect in all your
parts."

Hereupon I was guilty of a stupidity which turned to my confusion.  I
said,

"If I became your husband, I could easily refrain from touching you
there."

"I suppose you think," said she, blushing, and evidently a little
vexed, "that if you touched it your desires might be lessened?"

This question probed me to the core and covered me with shame.  I
burst into tears, and begged her pardon in so truly repentant a voice
that sympathy made her mingle her tears with mine.  The incident only
increased our intimacy, for, as I kissed her tears away, the same
desires consumed us, and if the voice of prudence had not intervened,
doubtless all would have been over.  As it was, we had but a
foretaste and an earnest of that bliss which it was in our power to
procure.  Three hours seemed to us as many minutes.  She begged me to
go into her sitting-room while she dressed, and we then went down and
dined with the wretched secretary, who adored her, whom she did not
love, and who must have borne small love to me, seeing how high I
stood in her graces.

We passed the rest of the day together in that confidential talk
which is usual when the foundations of the most intimate friendship
have been laid between two persons of opposite sex, who believe
themselves created for each other.  Our flames burnt as brightly, but
with more restraint, in the dining-room as in the bedroom.  In the
very air of the bedroom of a woman one loves there is something so
balmy and voluptuous that the lover, asked to choose between this
garden of delights and Paradise, would not for one moment hesitate in
his choice.

We parted with hearts full of happiness, saying to each other, "Till
to-morrow."

I was truly in love with Esther, for my sentiment for her was
composed of sweeter, calmer, and more lively feelings than mere
sensual love, which is ever stormy and violent.  I felt sure I could
persuade her to marry me without my first teaching her what could not
be taught.  I was sorry I had not let her think herself as clever as
myself in the cabala, and I feared it would be impossible to
undeceive her without exciting her to anger, which would cast out
love.  Nevertheless, Esther was the only woman who would make me
forget Manon, whom I began to think unworthy of all I had proposed
doing for her.

M. d'O---- came back and I went to dine with him.  He was pleased to
hear that his daughter had effected a complete cure by spending a day
with me.  When we were alone he told me that he had heard at the
Hague that the Comte St. Germain had the art of making diamonds which
only differed from the real ones in weight, and which, according to
him, would make his fortune.  M. d'O---- would have been amused if I
had told him all I knew about this charlatan.

Next day I took Esther to the concert, and while we were there she
told me that on the day following she would not leave her room, so
that we could talk about getting married without fear of
interruption.  This was the last day of the year 1759.




CHAPTER XI

I Undeceive Esther--I set out for Germany--Adventure Near Cologne--
The Burgomaster's Wife; My Conquest of Her--Ball at Bonn--Welcome
From the Elector of Cologne--Breakfast at Bruhl--First Intimacy--
I sup Without Being Asked at General Kettler's I am Happy--I Leave
Cologne--The Toscani The Jewel My Arrival at Stuttgart


The appointment which Esther had made with me would probably have
serious results; and I felt it due to my honour not to deceive her
any longer, even were it to cost me my happiness; however, I had some
hope that all would turn out well.

I found her in bed, and she told me that she intended to stop there
throughout the day.  I approved, for in bed I thought her ravishing.

"We will set to work," said she; and her governess set a little table
by her bed, and she gave me a piece of paper covered with questions
tending to convince me that before I married her I should communicate
to her my supposed science.  All these questions were artfully
conceived, all were so worded as to force the oracle to order me to
satisfy her, or to definitely forbid my doing so.  I saw the snare,
and all my thoughts were how to avoid it, though I pretended to be
merely considering the questions.  I could not make the oracle speak
to please Esther, and I could still less make it pronounce a positive
prohibition, as I feared that she would resent such an answer
bitterly and revenge herself on me.  Nevertheless, I had to assume an
indifferent air, and I got myself out of the difficulty by equivocal
answers, till the good-humoured papa came to summon me to dinner.

He allowed his daughter to stay in bed on the condition that she was
to do no more work, as he was afraid that by applying herself so
intently she would increase her headache.  She promised, much to my
delight, that he should be obeyed, but on my return from dinner I
found her asleep, and sitting at her bedside I let her sleep on.

When she awoke she said she would like to read a little; and as if by
inspiration, I chanced to take up Coiardeau's 'Heroides', and we
inflamed each other by reading the letters of Heloise and Abelard.
The ardours thus aroused passed into our talk and we began to discuss
the secret which the oracle had revealed.

"But, Esther dear," said I, "did not the oracle reveal a circumstance
of which you knew perfectly well before?"

"No, sweetheart, the secret was perfectly unknown to me and would
have continued unknown."

"Then you have never been curious enough to inspect your own person?"

"However curious I may have been, nature placed that mole in such a
position as to escape any but the most minute search."

"You have never felt it, then?"

"It is too small to be felt."

"I don't believe it."

She allowed my hand to wander indiscreetly, and my happy fingers felt
all the precincts of the temple of love.  This was enough to fire the
chastest disposition.  I could not find the object of my research,
and, not wishing to stop short at so vain an enjoyment, I was allowed
to convince myself with my eyes that it actually existed.  There,
however, her concessions stopped short, and I had to content myself
by kissing again and again all those parts which modesty no longer
denied to my gaze.

Satiated with bliss, though I had not attained to the utmost of
enjoyment, which she wisely denied me, after two hours had been
devoted to those pastimes which lead to nothing, I resolved to tell
her the whole truth and to shew her how I had abused her trust in me,
though I feared that her anger would be roused.

Esther, who had a large share of intelligence (indeed if she had had
less I could not have deceived her so well), listened to me without
interrupting me and without any signs of anger or astonishment.  At
last, when I had brought my long and sincere confession to an end,
she said,

"I know your love for me is as great as mine for you; and if I am
certain that what you have just said cannot possibly be true, I am
forced to conclude that if you do not communicate to me all the
secrets of your science it is because to do so is not in your power.
Let us love one another till death, and say no more about this
matter."

After a moment's silence, she went on,--

"If love has taken away from you the courage of sincerity I forgive
you, but I am sorry for you.  You have given me too positive proof of
the reality of your science to be able to shake my belief.  You could
never have found out a thing of which I myself was ignorant, and of
which no mortal man could know."

"And if I shew you, Esther dear, that I knew you had this mole, that
I had good reasons for supposing you to be ignorant of it, will your
belief be shaken then?"  "You knew it?  How could you have seen it?
It's incredible!"

"I will tell you all."

I then explained to her the theory of the correspondence of moles on
the various parts of the human body, and to convince her I ended by
saying that her governess who had a large mark on her right cheek
ought to have one very like it on her left thigh.  At this she burst
into laughter, and said, "I will find out, but after all you have
told me I can only admire you the more for knowing what no one else
does."

"Do you really think, Esther, that I am the sole possessor of this
science?   Undeceive yourself.  All who have studied anatomy,
physiology, and astrology, know of it."

"Then I beg you to get me, by to-morrow--yes, tomorrow--all the books
which will teach me secrets of that nature.  I long to be able to
astonish the ignorant with my cabala, which I see requires a mixture
of knowledge and imposition.  I wish to devote myself entirely to
this study.  We can love each other to the death, but we can do that
without getting married."

I re-entered my lodging in a peaceful and happy frame of mind; an
enormous weight seemed taken off my spirits.  Next morning I
purchased such volumes as I judged would instruct and amuse her at
the same time, and went to present them to her.  She was most pleased
with my Conis, as she found in it the character of truth.  As she
wished to shine by her answers through the oracle it was necessary
for her to have an extensive knowledge of science, and I put her on
the way.

About that time I conceived the idea of making a short tour in
Germany before returning to Paris, and Esther encouraged me to do so,
after I had promised that she should see me again before the end of
the year.  This promise was sincerely, given; and though from that
day to this I have not beheld the face of that charming and
remarkable woman, I cannot reproach myself with having deceived her
wilfully, for subsequent events prevented me from keeping my word.

I wrote to M. d'Afri requesting him to procure me a passport through
the empire, where the French and other belligerent powers were then
campaigning.  He answered very politely that I had no need of a
passport, but that if I wished to have one he would send it me
forthwith.  I was content with this letter and put it among my
papers, and at Cologne it got me a better reception than all the
passports in the world.

I made M. d'O---- the depositary of the various moneys I had in
different banking houses, and the worthy man, who was a true friend
to me, gave me a bill of exchange on a dozen of the chief houses in
Germany.

When my affairs were all in order I started in my post-chaise, with
the sum of nearly a hundred thousand Dutch florins to my credit, some
valuable jewels, and a well-stocked wardrobe.  I sent my Swiss
servant back to Paris, keeping only my faithful Spaniard, who on this
occasion travelled with me, seated behind my chaise.

Thus ends the history of my second visit to Holland, where I did
nothing to augment my fortune.  I had some unpleasant experiences
there for which I had my own imprudence to thank, but after the lapse
of so many years I feel that these mishaps were more than compensated
by the charms of Esther's society.

I only stopped one day at Utrecht, and two days after I reached
Cologne at noon, without accident, but not without danger, for at a
distance of half a league from the town five deserters, three on the
right hand and two on the left, levelled their pistols at me, with
the words, "Your money or your life."  However, I covered the
postillion with my own pistol, threatening to fire if he did not
drive on, and the robbers discharged their weapons at the carriage,
not having enough spirit to shoot the postillion.

If I had been like the English, who carry a light purse for the
benefit of the highwaymen, I would have thrown it to these poor
wretches; but, as it was, I risked my life rather than be robbed.  My
Spaniard was quite astonished not to have been struck by any of the
balls which whistled past his ears.

The French were in winter quarters at Cologne, and I put up at the
"Soleil d'Or."  As I was going in, the first person I met was the
Comte de Lastic, Madame d'Urfe's nephew, who greeted me with the
utmost politeness, and offered to take me to M. de Torci, who was in
command.  I accepted, and this gentleman was quite satisfied with the
letter M. d'Afri had written me.  I told him what had happened to me
as I was coming into Cologne, and he congratulated me on the happy
issue of the affair, but with a soldier's freedom blamed the use I
had made of my courage."

"You played high," said he, "to save your money, but you might have
lost a limb, and nothing would have made up for that."

I answered that to make light of a danger often diminished it.  We
laughed at this, and he said that if I was going to make any stay in
Cologne I should probably have the pleasure of seeing the highwaymen
hanged.

"I intend to go to-morrow," said I, "and if anything could keep me at
Cologne it would certainly not be the prospect of being present at an
execution, as such sights are not at all to my taste."

I had to accept M. de Lastic's invitation to dinner, and he persuaded
me to go with himself and his friend, M. de Flavacour, an officer of
high rank, and an agreeable man, to the theatre.  As I felt sure that
I should be introduced to ladies, and wished to make something of a
figure, I spent an hour in dressing.

I found myself in a box opposite to a pretty woman, who looked at me
again and again through her opera-glass.  That was enough to rouse my
curiosity, and I begged M. de Lastic to introduce me; which he did
with the best grace imaginable.  He first presented me to Count
Kettler, lieutenant-general in the Austrian army, and on the general
staff of the French army--just as the French General Montacet was on
the staff of the Austrian army.  I was then presented to the lady
whose beauty had attracted my attention the moment I entered my box.
She greeted me graciously, and asked me questions about Paris and
Brussels, where she had been educated, without appearing to pay any
attention to my replies, but gazing at my lace and jewellery.

While we were talking of indifferent matters, like new acquaintances,
she suddenly but politely asked me if I intended to make a long stay
in Cologne.

"I think of crossing the Rhine to-morrow," I answered, "and shall
probably dine at Bonn."

This reply, which was given as indifferently as her question,
appeared to vex her; and I thought her vexation a good omen.  General
Kettler then rose, saying,--

"I am sure, sir, that this lady will persuade you to delay your
departure--at least, I hope so, that I may bane the pleasure of
seeing more of your company."

I bowed and he went out with Lastic, leaving me alone with this
ravishing beauty.  She was the burgomaster's wife, and the general
was nearly always with her.

"Is the count right," said she, pleasantly, "in attributing such
power to me?"

"I think so, indeed," I answered, "but he may possibly be wrong in
thinking you care to exercise it."

"Very good!  We must catch him, then, if only as the punishment of
his indiscretion.  Stay."

I was so astonished at this speech that I looked quite foolish and
had to collect my senses.  I thought the word indiscretion sublime,
punishment exquisite, and catching admirable; and still more the idea
of catching him by means of me.  I thought it would be a mistake to
enquire any further, and putting on an expression of resignation and
gratitude I lowered my lips and kissed her hand with a mixture of
respect and sentiment, which, without exactly imparting my feelings
for her, let her know that they might be softened without much
difficulty.

"Then you will stay, sir!  It is really very kind of you, for if you
went off to-morrow people might say that you only came here to shew
your disdain for us.  Tomorrow the general gives a ball, and I hope
you will be one of the party."

"Can I hope to dance with you all the evening?"

"I promise to dance with nobody but you, till you get tired of me."

"Then we shall dance together through all the ball."

"Where did you get that pomade which perfumes the air?   I smelt it
as soon as you came into the box."

"It came from Florence, and if you do not like it you shall not be
troubled with it any more."

"Oh! but I do like it.  I should like some of it myself."

"And I shall be only too happy if you will permit me to send you a
little to-morrow."

Just then the door of the box opened and the entrance of the general
prevented her from replying.  I was just going, when the count said:

"I am sure madame has prevailed on you to stay, and to come to my
ball and supper to-morrow?"

"She has led me to anticipate that you would do me that honour, and
she promises to dance the quadrilles with me.  How can one resist
entreaty from such lips?"

"Quite so, and I am obliged to her for having kept you with us.  I
hope to see you to-morrow."

I went out of the box in love, and almost happy in anticipation.  The
pomade was a present from Esther, and it was the first time I had
used it.  The box contained twenty-four pots of beautiful china.  The
next day I put twelve into an elegant casket, which I wrapped up in
oil-cloth and sent to her without a note.

I spent the morning by going over Cologne with a guide; I visited all
the marvels of the place, and laughed with all my heart to see the
horse Bayard, of whom Ariosto has sung, ridden by the four sons of
Aimon, or Amone, father of Bradamante the Invincible, and
Ricciardetto the Fortunate.

I dined with M. de Castries, and everybody was surprised that the
general had asked me himself to the ball, as his jealousy was known,
while the lady was supposed only to suffer his attentions through a
feeling of vanity.  The dear general was well advanced in years, far
from good-looking, and as his mental qualities by no means
compensated for his lack of physical ones he was by no means an
object to inspire love.  In spite of his jealousy, he had to appear
pleased that I sat next the fair at supper, and that I spent the
night in dancing with her or talking to her.  It was a happy night
for me, and I re-entered my lodging no longer thinking of leaving
Cologne.  In a moment of ecstasy, emboldened by the turn the
conversation had taken, I had dared to tell her that if she would
meet me alone I would stay in Cologne till the end of the carnival.
"And what would you say," she asked, "if I give my promise, and do
not keep it?"

"I should bemoan my lot, without accusing you; I should say to myself
that you had found it impossible to keep your word."

"You are very good; you must stay with us."

The day after the ball I went to pay her my first visit.  She made me
welcome, and introduced me to her worthy husband, who, though neither
young nor handsome, was extremely good-hearted.  After I had been
there an hour, we heard the general's carriage coming, and she said
to me:

"If he asks you whether you are going to the Elector's ball at Bonn,
say yes!"

The general came in, and after the usual compliments had been passed
I withdrew.

I did not know by whom the ball was to be given, or when it was to
take place, but scenting pleasure from afar off I hastened to make
enquiries about it, and heard that all the good families in Cologne
were going.  It was a masked ball, and consequently open to all.  I
decided then that I would go; indeed I concluded that I had had
orders to that effect, and at all events my lady would be there, and
I might hope for a happy meeting with her.  But as I wished to keep
up my incognito as much as possible, I resolved to reply to all who
asked me that important business would prevent my being present.

It fell out that the general asked me this very question in the
presence of the lady, and without regard to the orders I had received
from her I replied that my health would forbid my having that
pleasure.

"You are very wise, sir," said the general, "all the pleasures on
earth should be sacrificed when it is a question of one's health."

I think so, too, now, but I thought differently then.

On the day of the ball, towards the evening, I set out in a post-
chaise, disguised so that not a soul in Cologne could have recognized
me, and provided with a box containing two dominoes; and on my
arrival at Bonn I took a room and put on one of the dominoes, locking
up the other in the box; and I then had myself carried to the ball in
a sedan-chair.

I got in easily and unperceived, and recognized all the ladies of
Cologne without their masks, and my mistress sitting at a faro-table
risking a ducat.  I was glad to see in the banker, Count Verita of
Verona, whom I had known in Bavaria.  He was in the Elector's
service.  His small bank did not contain more than five or six
ducats, and the punters, men and women, were not more than twelve.  I
took up a position by my mistress, and the banker asked me to cut.  I
excused myself with a gesture, and my neighbour cut without being
asked.  I put ten ducats on a single card, and lost four times
running; I played at the second deal, and experienced the same fate.
At the third deal nobody would cut, and the general, who was standing
by but not playing, agreed to do so.  I fancied his cutting would be
lucky, and I put fifty ducats on one card.  I won.  I went 'paroli',
and at the second deal I broke the bank.  Everybody was curious about
me; I was stared at and followed, but seizing a favourable
opportunity I made my escape.

I went to my room, took out my money, changed my costume, and
returned to the ball.  I saw the table occupied by new gamsters, and
another banker who seemed to have a good deal of gold, but not caring
to play any more I had not brought much money with me.  I mingled in
all the groups in the ballroom, and on all sides I heard expressions
of curiosity about the mask who broke the first bank.

I did not care to satisfy the general curiosity, but made my way from
one side of the room to the other till I found the object of my
search talking to Count Verita, and as I drew near I found out that
they were talking of me.  The count was saying that the Elector had
been asking who had broken the bank, and that General Kettler had
expressed his opinion that it was a Venetian who had been in Cologne
for the last week.  My mistress answered that she did not think I was
there, as she had heard me say that the state of my health would keep
me at home.

"I know Casanova," said the count, "and if he be at Bonn the Elector
shall hear of it, and he shan't go off without my seeing him."
I saw that I might easily be discovered after the ball, but I defied
the keenest eyes to penetrate beneath my present disguise.  I should
have, no doubt, remained unknown, but when the quadrilles were being
arranged I took my place in one, without reflecting that I should
have to take off my mask.

As soon as my mistress saw me she told me she had been deceived, as
she would have wagered that I was the masker who broke Count Verita's
bank.  I told her I had only just come.

At the end of the dance the count spied me out and said, "My dear
fellow-countryman, I am sure you are the man who broke my bank; I
congratulate you."  "I should congratulate myself if I were the
fortunate individual."

"I am sure that it was you."

I left him laughing, and after having taken some refreshments I
continued dancing.  Two hours afterwards the count saw me again and
said,--

"You changed your domino in such a room, in such a house.  The
Elector knows all about it, and as a punishment for this deceit he
has ordered me to tell you that you are not to leave Bonn to-morrow."

"Is he going to arrest me, then?"

"Why not, if you refuse his invitation to dinner tomorrow?"

"Tell his highness that his commands shall be obeyed.  Will you
present me to him now?"

"He has left the ball, but wait on me to-morrow at noon."  So saying,
he gave me his hand and went away.

I took care to keep the appointment on the day following, but when I
was presented I was in some confusion, as the Elector was surrounded
by five or six courtiers, and never having seen him I looked in vain
for an ecclesiastic.  He saw my embarrassment and hastened to put an
end to it, saying, in bad Venetian, "I am wearing the costume of
Grand Master of the Teutonic Order to-day."  In spite of his costume
I made the usual genuflexion, and when I would have kissed his hand
he would not allow it, but shook mine in an affectionate manner.
"I was at Venice," said he, "when you were under the Leads, and my
nephew, the Elector of Bavaria, told me that after your fortunate
escape you stayed some time at Munich; if you had come to Cologne I
should have kept you.  I hope that after dinner you will be kind
enough to tell us the story of your escape, that you will stay to
supper, and will join in a little masquerade with which we propose to
amuse ourselves."

I promised to tell my tale if he thought it would not weary him,
warning him that it would take two hours.  "One could never have too
much of a good thing," he was kind enough to say; and I made him
laugh by my account of the conversation between the Duc de Choiseul
and myself.

At dinner the prince spoke to me in Venetian, and was pleased to be
most gracious towards me.  He was a man of a jovial and easy-going
disposition, and with his look of health one would not have
prophesied so soon an end as came to him.  He died the year
following.

As soon as we rose from table he begged me to begin my story, and for
two hours I had the pleasure of keeping this most brilliant company
amused.

My readers know the history; its interest lies in the dramatic nature
of the details, but it is impossible to communicate the fire of a
well-told story to an account in writing.

The Elector's little bail was very pleasant.  We were all dressed as
peasants, and the costumes were taken from a special wardrobe of the
prince's.  It would have been ridiculous to choose any other dresses,
as the Elector wore one of the same kind himself.  General Kettler
was the best disguised of us all; he looked the rustic to the life.
My mistress was ravishing.  We only danced quadrilles and German
dances.  There were only four or five ladies of the highest rank; all
the others, who were more or less pretty, were favourites of the
prince, all his days a great lover of the fair sex.  Two of these
ladies danced the Forlana, and the Elector was much amused in making
me dance it also.  I have already said that the Forlana is a Venetian
dance, and one of the most energetic kind imaginable.  It is danced
by a lady and gentleman opposite to one another, and as the two
ladies relieved one another they were almost the death of me.  One
has to be strong to dance twelve turns, and after the thirteenth I
felt I could do no more, and begged for mercy.

Soon after we danced another dance, where each gentleman kisses a
lady.  I was not too shy, and each time I continued to kiss my
mistress with considerable ardour, which made the peasant-elector
burst with laughter and the peasant-general burst with rage.

In a lull between the dances, this charming and original woman found
means to tell me in private that all the Cologne ladies would leave
at noon on the next day, and that I would increase my popularity by
inviting them all to breakfast at Bruhl.

"Send each one a note with the name of her cavalier, and trust in
Count Verita to do everything for the best; you need only tell him
that you wish to give an entertainment similar to that given two
years ago by the Prince de Deux-Ponts.  Lose no time.  You will have
a score of guests; mind you let them know the hour of the repast.
Take care, too, that your invitations are sent round by nine o'clock
in the morning."

All these instructions were uttered with lightning speed, and I,
enchanted with the power my mistress thought she possessed over me,
thought only of obeying, without reflecting whether I owed her
obedience.  Bruhl, breakfast, a score of people like the Prince Deux-
Ponts, invitations to the ladies, Count Verita; I knew as much as
she could have told me if she had taken an hour.

I left the room in my peasant's dress, and begged a page to take me
to Count Verita, who began to laugh on seeing my attire.  I told my
business with the importance of an ambassador, and this made him in a
still better humour.

"It can all easily be arranged," said he, "I have only to write to
the steward, and I will do so immediately.  But how much do you want
to spend?"

"As much as possible."

"As little as possible, I suppose you mean."

"Not at all; I want to treat my guests with magnificance."

"All the same you must fix on a sum, as I know whom I've got to deal
with."

"Well, well!  two-three hundred ducats; will that do?"

"Two hundred; the Prince de Deux-Ponts did not spend more."

He began to write, and gave me his word that everything should be in
readiness.  I left him and addressing myself to a sharp Italian page
said that I would give two ducats to the valet who would furnish me
with the names of the Cologne ladies who were in Bonn, and of the
gentlemen who had accompanied them.  I got what I wanted in less than
half an hour, and before leaving the ball I told my mistress that all
should be done according to her desires.

I wrote eighteen notes before I went to bed, and in the morning a
confidential servant had delivered them before nine o'clock.

At nine o'clock I went to take leave of Count Verita, who gave me, on
behalf of the Elector, a superb gold snuff-box with his portrait set
in diamonds.  I was very sensible of this mark of kindness, and I
wished to go and thank his serene highness before my departure, but
my friendly fellow-countryman told me that I might put off doing so
till I passed through Bonn on my way to Frankfort.

Breakfast was ordered for one o'clock.  At noon I had arrived at
Bruhl, a country house of the Elector's, with nothing remarkable
about it save its furniture.  In this it is a poor copy of the
Trianon.  In a fine hall I found a table laid for twenty-four
persons, arranged with silver gilt plates, damask linen, and
exquisite china, while the sideboard was adorned with an immense
quantity of silver and silvergilt plate.  At one end of the room were
two other tables laden with sweets and the choicest wines procurable.
I announced myself as the host, and the cook told me I should be
perfectly satisfied.

"The collation," said he, "will be composed of only twenty-four
dishes, but in addition there will be twenty-four dishes of English
oysters and a splendid dessert."

I saw a great number of servants, and told him that they would not be
necessary, but he said they were, as the guests' servants could not
be admitted.

I received all my guests at the door, confining my compliments to
begging their pardons for having been so bold as to procure myself
this great honour.

The breakfast was served at one exactly, and I had the pleasure of
enjoying the astonishment in my mistress's eyes when she saw that I
had treated them as well as a prince of the empire.  She was aware
that everybody knew her to be the chief object of this lavish outlay,
but she was delighted to see that I did not pay her any attentions
which were at all invidious.  The table was seated for twenty-four,
and though I had only asked eighteen people every place was occupied.
Three couples, therefore, had come without being asked; but that
pleased me all the more.  Like a courtly cavalier I would not sit
down, but waited on the ladies, going from one to the other, eating
the dainty bits they gave me, and seeing that all had what they
wanted.

By the time the oysters were done twenty bottles of champagne had
been emptied, so that when the actual breakfast commenced everybody
began to talk at once.  The meal might easily have passed for a
splendid dinner, and I was glad to see that not a drop of water was
drunk, for the Champagne, Tokay, Rhine wine, Madeira, Malaga, Cyprus,
Alicante, and Cape wine would not allow it.

Before dessert was brought on an enormous dish of truffles was placed
on the table.  I advised my guests to take Maraschino with it, and
those ladies who appreciated the liqueur drank it as if it had been
water.  The dessert was really sumptuous.  In it were displayed the
portraits of all the monarchs of Europe.  Everyone complimented the
cook on his achievement, and he, his vanity being tickled and wishing
to appear good-natured, said that none of it would spoil in the
pocket, and accordingly everybody took as much as they chose.

General Kettler, who, in spite of his jealousy and the part he saw me
play, had no suspicion of the real origin of the banquet, said,

"I will wager that this is the Elector's doing.  His highness has
desired to preserve his incognito, and M. Casanova has played his
part to admiration."

This remark set all the company in a roar.

"General," said I, "if the Elector had given me such an order, I
should, of course, have obeyed him, but I should have felt it a
humiliating part to play.  His highness, however, has deigned to do
me a far greater honour; look here."  So saying, I shewed him the
gold snuff-box, which made the tour of the table two or three times
over.

When we had finished, we rose from table, astonished to find we had
been engaged for three hours in a pleasurable occupation, which all
would willingly have prolonged; but at last we had to part, and after
many compliments they all went upon their way, in order to be in time
for the theatre.  As well pleased as my guests, I left twenty ducats
with the steward, for the servants, and promised him to let Count
Verita know of my satisfaction in writing.

I arrived at Cologne in time for the French play, and as I had no
carriage I went to the theatre in a sedan chair.  As soon as I got
into the house, I saw the Comte de Lastic alone with my fair one.
I thought this a good omen, and I went to them directly.  As soon as
she saw me, she said with a melancholy air that the general had got
so ill that he had been obliged to go to bed.  Soon after, M. de
Lastic left us, and dropping her assumed melancholy she made me, with
the utmost grace, a thousand compliments, which compensated me for
the expenses of my breakfast a hundred times over.

"The general," said she, "had too much to drink; he is an envious
devil, and has discovered that it is not seemly of you to treat us as
if you were a prince.  I told him that, on the contrary, you had
treated us as if we were princes, waiting on us with your napkin on
your arm.  He thereupon found fault with me for degrading you."

"Why do you not send him about his business?  So rude a fellow is not
worthy of serving so famous a beauty."

"It's too late.  A woman whom you don't know would get possession of
him.  I should be obliged to conceal my feelings, and that would vex
me."

"I understand--I understand.  Would that I were a great prince!  In
the mean time, let me tell you that my sickness is greater than
Kettler's."

"You are joking, I hope."

"Nay, not at all; I am speaking seriously, for the kisses I was so
happy to snatch from you at the ball have inflamed my blood, and if
you have not enough kindness to cure me in the only possible way I
shall leave Cologne with a life-long grief."

"Put off your departure: why should you desire to go to Stuttgart so
earnestly?  I think of you, believe me, and I do not wish to deceive
you; but it is hard to find an opportunity."

"If you had not the general's carriage waiting for you to-night, and
I had mine, I could take you home with perfect propriety."

"Hush!  As you have not your carriage, it is my part to take you
home.  It is a splendid idea, that we must so contrive it that it may
not seem to be a concerted plan.  You must give me your arm to my
carriage, and I shall then ask you where your carriage is; you will
answer that you have not got one.  I shall ask you to come into mine,
and I will drop you at your hotel.  It will only give us a couple of
minutes, but that is something till we are more fortunate."

I replied to her only by a look which expressed the intoxication of
my spirits at the prospect of so great bliss.

Although the play was quite a short one, it seemed to me to last for
ever.  At last the curtain fell, and we went downstairs.  When we got
to the portico she asked me the questions we had agreed upon, and
when I told her I had not got a carriage, she said, "I am going to
the general's to ask after his health; if it will not take you too
much out of your way, I can leave you at your lodging as we come
back."

It was a grand idea.  We should pass the entire length of the ill-
paved town twice, and thus we secured a little more time.
Unfortunately, the carriage was a chariot, and as we were going the
moon shone directly on us.  On that occasion the planet was certainly
not entitled to the appellation of the lovers' friend.  We did all we
could, but that was almost nothing, and I found the attempt a
desperate one, though my lovely partner endeavoured to help me as
much as possible.  To add to our discomforts, the inquisitive and
impudent coachman kept turning his head round, which forced us to
moderate the energy of our movements.  The sentry at the general's
door told our coachman that his excellency could see no one, and we
joyfully turned towards my hotel, and now that the moon was behind us
and the man's curiosity less inconvenient, we got on a little better,
or rather not so badly as before, but the horses seemed to me to fly
rather than gallop; however, feeling that it would be well to have
the coachman on my side in case of another opportunity, I gave him a
ducat as I got down.

I entered the hotel feeling vexed and unhappy, though more in love
than ever, for my fair one had convinced me that she was no passive
mistress, but could experience pleasure as well as give it.  That
being the case I resolved not to leave Cologne before we had drained
the cup of pleasure together, and that, it seemed to me, could not
take place till the general was out of the way.

Next day, at noon, I went to the general's house to write down my
name, but I found he was receiving visitors and I went in.  I made
the general an appropriate compliment, to which the rude Austrian
only replied by a cold inclination of the head.  He was surrounded by
a good many officers, and after four minutes I made a general bow and
went out.  The boor kept his room for three days, and as my mistress
did not come to the theatre I had not the pleasure of seeing her.

On the last day of the carnival Kettler asked a good many people to a
ball and supper.  On my going to pay my court to my mistress in her
box at the theatre, and being left for a moment alone with her, she
asked me if I were invited to the general's supper.  I answered in
the negative.

"What!" said she, in an imperious and indignant voice, "he has not
asked you?  You must go, for all that."

"Consider what you say," said I, gently, "I will do anything to
please you but that."

"I know all you can urge; nevertheless, you must go.  I should feel
insulted if you were not at that supper.  If you love me you will
give me this proof of your affection and (I think I may say) esteem."

"You ask me thus?  Then I will go.  But are you aware that you are
exposing me to the danger of losing my life or taking his? for I am
not the man to pass over an affront."

"I know all you can say," said she.  "I have your honour at heart as
much as mine, or perhaps more so, but nothing will happen to you; I
will answer for everything.  You must go, and you must give me your
promise now, for I am resolved if you do not go, neither will I, but
we must never see each other more."

"Then you may reckon upon me."

At that moment M.  de Castries came in, and I left the box and went
to the pit, where I passed two anxious hours in reflecting on the
possible consequences of the strange step this woman would have me
take.  Nevertheless, such was the sway of her beauty aver my soul, I
determined to abide by my promise and to carry the matter through,
and to put myself in the wrong as little as possible.  I went to the
general's at the end of the play, and only found five or six people
there.  I went up to a canoness who was very fond of Italian poetry,
and had no trouble in engaging her in an interesting discussion.  In
half an hour the room was full, my mistress coming in last on the
general's arm.  I was taken up with the canoness and did not stir,
and consequently Kettler did not notice me, while the lady in great
delight at seeing me left him no time to examine his guests, and he
was soon talking to some people at the other end of the room.  In a
quarter of an hour afterwards supper was announced.  The canoness
rose, took my arm, and we seated ourselves at table together, still
talking about Italian literature.  Then came the catastrophe.  When
all the places had been taken one gentleman was left standing, there
being no place for him.  "How can that have happened?" said the
general, raising his voice, and while the servants were bringing
another chair and arranging another place he passed his guests in
review.  All the while I pretended not to notice what was going on,
but when he came to me he said loudly,

"Sir, I did not ask you to come."

"That is quite true, general," I said, respectfully, "but I thought,
no doubt correctly, that the omission was due to forgetfulness, and I
thought myself obliged all the same to come and pay my court to your
excellency."

Without a pause I renewed my conversation with the canoness, not so
much as looking around.  A dreadful silence reigned for four or five
minutes, but the canoness began to utter witticisms which I took up
and communicated to my neighbours, so that in a short time the whole
table was in good spirits except the general, who preserved a sulky
silence.  This did not much matter to me, but my vanity was concerned
in smoothing him down, and I watched for my opportunity.

M. de Castries was praising the dauphin, and his brothers, the Comte
de Lusace and the Duc de Courlande, were mentioned; this led the
conversation up to Prince Biron, formerly a duke, who was in Siberia,
and his personal qualities were discussed, one of the guests having
said that his chiefest merit was to have pleased the Empress Anne.
I begged his pardon, saying,--

"His greatest merit was to have served faithfully the last Duke
Kettler; who if it had not been for the courage of him who is now so
unfortunate, would have lost all his belongings in the war.  It was
Duke Kettler who so heroically sent him to the Court of St.
Petersburg, but Biron never asked for the duchy.  An earldom would
have satisfied him, as he recognized the rights of the younger branch
of the Kettler family, which would be reigning now if it were not for
the empress's whim: nothing would satisfy her but to confer a dukedom
on the favourite."

The general, whose face had cleared while I was speaking, said, in
the most polite manner of which he was capable, that I was a person
of remarkable information, adding regretfully,--

"Yes, if it were not for that whim I should be reigning now."

After this modest remark he burst into a fit of laughter and sent me
down a bottle of the best Rhine wine, and addressed his conversation
to me till the supper was over.  I quietly enjoyed the turn things
had taken, but still more the pleasure I saw expressed in the
beautiful eyes of my mistress.

Dancing went on all night, and I did not leave my canoness, who was a
delightful woman and danced admirably.  With my lady I only danced
one minuet.  Towards the end of the ball the general, to finish up
with a piece of awkwardness, asked me if I was going soon.  I replied
that I did not think of leaving Cologne till after the grand review.

I went to bed full of joy at having given the burgomaster's wife such
a signal proof of my love, and full of gratitude to fortune who had
helped me so in dealing with my doltish general, for God knows what I
should have done if he had forgotten himself so far as to tell me to
leave the table!  The next time I saw the fair she told me she had
felt a mortal pang of fear shoot through her when the general said he
had not asked me.

"I am quite sure," said she, "that he would have gone further, if
your grand answer had not stopped his mouth; but if he had said
another word, my mind was made up."

"To do what?"

"I should have risen from the table and taken your arm, and we should
have gone out together.  M. de Castries has told me that he would
have done the same, and I believe all the ladies whom you asked to
breakfast would have followed our example."

"But the affair would not have stopped then, for I should certainly
have demanded immediate satisfaction, and if he had refused it I
should have struck him with the flat of my sword."

"I know that, but pray forget that it was I who exposed you to this
danger.  For my part, I shall never forget what I owe to you, and I
will try to convince you of my gratitude."

Two days later, on hearing that she was indisposed, I went to call on
her at eleven o'clock, at which time I was sure the general would not
be there.  She received me in her husband's room, and he, in the
friendliest manner possible, asked me if I had come to dine with
them.  I hastened to thank him for his invitation, which I accepted
with pleasure, and I enjoyed this dinner better than Kettler's
supper.  The burgomaster was a fine-looking man, pleasant-mannered
and intelligent, and a lover of peace and quietness.  His wife, whom
he adored, ought to have loved him, since he was by no means one of
those husbands whose motto is, "Displease whom you like, so long as
you please me."

On her husband's going out for a short time, she shewed me over the
house.

"Here is our bedroom," said she; "and this is the closet in which I
sleep for five or six nights in every month.  Here is a church which
we may look upon as our private chapel, as we hear mass from those
two grated windows.  On Sundays we go down this stair and enter the
church by a door, the key to which is always in my keeping."
It was the second Saturday in Lent; we had an excellent fasting
dinner, but I did not for once pay much attention to eating.  To see
this young and beautiful woman surrounded by her children, adored by
her family, seemed to me a beautiful sight.  I left them at an early
hour to write to Esther, whom I did not neglect, all occupied as I
was with this new flame.

Next day I went to hear mass at the little church next to the
burgomaster's house.  I was well cloaked so as not to attract
attention.  I saw my fair one going out wearing a capuchin, and
followed by her family.  I noted the little door which was so
recessed in the wall that it would have escaped the notice of anyone
who was unaware of its existence; it opened, I saw, towards the
staircase.

The devil, who, as everybody knows, has more power in a church than
anywhere else, put into my head the idea of enjoying my mistress by
means of the door and stair.  I told her my plan the next day at the
theatre.

"I have thought of it as well as you," said she, laughing, "and I
will give you the necessary instructions in writing; you will find
them in the first gazette I send you."

We could not continue this pleasant interview, as my mistress had
with her a lady from Aix-la-Chapelle, who was staying with her for a
few days.  And indeed the box was full of company.

I had not long to wait, for next day she gave me back the gazette
openly, telling me that she had not found anything to interest her in
it.  I knew that it would be exceedingly interesting to me.  Her note
was as follows:

"The design which love inspired is subject not to difficulty but
uncertainty.  The wife only sleeps in the closet when her husband
asks her--an event which only occurs at certain periods, and the
separation does not last for more than a few days.  This period is
not far off, but long custom has made it impossible for the wife to
impose on her husband.  It will, therefore, be necessary to wait.
Love will warn you when the hour of bliss has come.  The plan will be
to hide in the church; and there must be no thought of seducing the
door-keeper, for though poor he is too stupid to be bribed, and would
betray the secret.  The only way will be to hide so as to elude his
watchfulness.  He shuts the church at noon on working days; on feast
days he shuts it at evening, and he always opens it again at dawn.
When the time comes, all that need be done is to give the door a
gentle push-it will not be locked.  As the closet which is to be the
scene of the blissful combat is only separated from the room by a
partition, there must be no spitting, coughing, nor nose-blowing: it
would be fatal.  The escape will be a matter of no difficulty; one
can go down to the church, and go out as soon as it is opened.  Since
the beadle has seen nobody in the evening, it is not likely that he
will see more in the morning."

I kissed again and again this charming letter, which I thought shewed
great power of mental combination, and I went next day to see how the
coast lay: this was the first thing to be done.  There was a chair in
the church in which I should never have been seen, but the stair was
on the sacristy side, and that was always locked up.  I decided on
occupying the confessional, which was close to the door.  I could
creep into the space beneath the confessor's seat, but it was so
small that I doubted my ability to stay there after the door was
shut.  I waited till noon to make the attempt, and as soon as the
church was empty I took up my position.  I had to roll myself up into
a ball, and even then I was so badly concealed by the folding door
that anyone happening to pass by at two paces distance might easily
have seen me.  However I did not care for that, for in adventures of
that nature one must leave a great deal to fortune.  Determined to
run all risks I went home highly pleased with my observations.  I put
everything I had determined down in writing, and sent it to her box
at the theatre, enclosed in an old gazette.

A week after she asked the general in my presence if her husband
could do anything for him at Aix-la-Chapelle, where he was going on
the morrow, with the intention of returning in three days.  That was
enough for me, but a glance from her added meaning to her words.  I
was all the more glad as I had a slight cold, and the next day being
a feast day I could take up my position at night fall, and thus avoid
a painful vigil of several hours' duration.

I curled myself up in the confessional at four o'clock, hiding myself
as best I could, and commending myself to the care of all the saints.
At five o'clock the beadle made his usual tour of inspection, went
out and locked the door.  As soon as I heard the noise of the key I
came out of my narrow cell and sat down on a bench facing the
windows.  Soon after my mistress's shadow appeared on the grated
panes, and I knew she had seen me.

I sat on the bench for a quarter of an hour and then pushed open the
little door and entered.  I shut it and sat down on the lowest step
of the stair, and spent there five hours which would probably have
not been unpleasant ones if I had not been dreadfully tormented by
the rats running to and fro close to me.  Nature has given me a great
dislike to this animal, which is comparatively harmless; but the
smell of rats always sickens me.

At last I heard the clock strike ten, the hour of bliss, and I saw
the form of my beloved holding a candle, and I was then freed from my
painful position.  If my readers have been in such a situation they
can imagine the pleasures of that happy night, but they cannot divine
the minute circumstances; for if I was an expert my partner had an
inexhaustible store of contrivances for augmenting the bliss of that
sweet employment.  She had taken care to get me a little collation,
which looked delicious, but which I could not touch, my appetite
lying in another quarter.

For seven hours, which I thought all too short, we enjoyed one
another, not resting, except for talk, which served to heighten our
pleasure.

The burgomaster was not the man for an ardent passion, but his
strength of constitution enabled him to do his duty to his wife every
night without failing, but, whether from regard to his health or from
a religious scruple, he suspended his rights every month while the
moon exercised hers, and to put himself out of temptation he made his
wife sleep apart.  But for once in a way, the lady was not in the
position of a divorcee.

Exhausted, but not satiated with pleasure, I left her at day-break,
assuring her that when we met again she would find me the same; and
with that I went to hide in the confessional, fearing lest the
growing light might betray me to the beadle.  However, I got away
without any difficulty, and passed nearly the whole day in bed,
having my dinner served to me in my room.  In the evening I went to
the theatre, to have the pleasure of seeing the beloved object of
whom my love and constancy had made me the possessor.

At the end of a fortnight she sent me a note in which she told me
that she would sleep by herself on the night following.  It was a
ferial day, and I therefore went to the church at eleven in the
morning after making an enormous breakfast.  I hid myself as before,
and the beadle locked me in without making any discovery.

I had a wait of ten hours, and the reflection that I should have to
spend the time partly in the church and partly on the dark and rat-
haunted staircase, without being able to take a pinch of snuff for
fear of being obliged to blow my nose, did not tend to enliven the
prospect; however, the hope of the great reward made it easy to be
borne.  But at one o'clock I heard a slight noise, and looking up saw
a hand appear through the grated window, and a paper drop on the
floor of the church.  I ran to pick it up, while my heart beat fast,
for my first idea was that some obstacle had occurred which would
compel me to pass the night on a bench in the church.  I opened it,
and what was my joy to read as follows:

"The door is open, and you will be more comfortable on the staircase,
where you will find a light, a little dinner, and some books, than in
the church.  The seat is not very easy, but I have done my best to
remedy the discomfort with a, cushion.  Trust me, the time will seem
as long to me as to you, but be patient.  I have told the general
that I do not feel very well, and shall not go out to-day.  May God
keep you from coughing, especially during the night, for on the least
noise we should be undone."

What stratagems are inspired by love! I opened the door directly, and
found a nicely-laid meal, dainty viands, delicious wine, coffee, a
chafing dish, lemons, spirits of wine, sugar, and rum to make some
punch if I liked.  With these comforts and some books, I could wait
well enough; but I was astonished at the dexterity of my charming
mistress in doing all this without the knowledge of anybody in the
house.

I spent three hours in reading, and three more in eating, and making
coffee and punch, and then I went to sleep.  At ten o'clock my
darling came and awoke me.  This second night was delicious, but not
so much so as the former, as we could not see each other, and the
violence of our ecstatic combats was restrained by the vicinity of
the good husband.  We slept part of the time, and early in the
morning I had to make good my retreat.  Thus ended my amour with this
lady.  The general went to Westphalia, and she was soon to go into
the country.  I thus made my preparations for leaving Cologne,
promising to come and see her the year following, which promise
however I was precluded, as the reader will see, from keeping.  I
took leave of my acquaintance and set out, regretted by all.

The stay of two months and a half which I made in Cologne did not
diminish my monetary resources, although I lost whenever I was
persuaded to play.  However, my winnings at Bonn made up all
deficiencies, and my banker, M. Franck, complained that I had not
made any use of him.  However, I was obliged to be prudent so that
those persons who spied into my actions might find nothing
reprehensible.

I left Cologne about the middle of March, and I stopped at Bonn, to
present my respects to the Elector, but he was away.  I dined with
Count Verita and the Abbe Scampar, a favourite of the Elector's.
After dinner the count gave me a letter of introduction to a canoness
at Coblentz, of whom he spoke in very high terms.  That obliged me to
stop at Coblentz; but when I got down at the inn, I found that the
canoness was at Manheim, while in her stead I encountered an actress
named Toscani, who was going to Stuttgart with her young and pretty
daughter.  She was on her way from Paris, where her daughter had been
learning character-dancing with the famous Vestris.  I had known her
at Paris, but had not seen much of her, though I had given her a
little spaniel dog, which was the joy of her daughter.  This daughter
was a perfect jewel, who had very little difficulty in persuading me
to come with them to Stuttgart, where I expected, for other reasons,
to have a very pleasant stay.  The mother was impatient to know what
the duke would think of her daughter, for she had destined her from
her childhood to serve the pleasures of this voluptuous prince, who,
though he had a titular mistress, was fond of experimenting with all
the ballet-girls who took his fancy.

We made up a little supper-party, and it may be guessed that two of
us belonging to the boards the conversation was not exactly a course
in moral theology.  The Toscani told me that her daughter was a
neophyte, and that she had made up her mind not to let the duke touch
her till he had dismissed his reigning mistress, whose place she was
designed to take.  The mistress in question was a dancer named
Gardella, daughter of a Venetian boatman, whose name has been
mentioned in my first volume--in fine, she was the wife of Michel
d'Agata, whom I found at Munich fleeing from the terrible Leads,
where I myself languished for so long.

As I seemed to doubt the mother's assertion, and threw out some
rather broad hints to the effect that I believed that the first bloom
had been plucked at Paris, and that the Duke of Wurtemburg would only
have the second, their vanity was touched; and on my proposing to
verify the matter with my own eyes it was solemnly agreed that this
ceremony should take place the next day.  They kept their promise,
and I was pleasantly engaged for two hours the next morning, and was
at last obliged to extinguish in the mother the flames her daughter
had kindled in my breast.

Although the Toscani was young enough, she would have found me ice if
her daughter had been able to satisfy my desires, but she did not
trust me well enough to leave us alone together.  As it was she was
well satisfied.

I resolved, then, on going to Stuttgart in company with the two
nymphs, and I expected to see there the Binetti, who was always an
enthusiastic admirer of mine.  This actress was the daughter of a
Roman boatman.  I had helped her to get on the boards the same year
that Madame de Valmarana had married her to a French dancer named
Binet, whose name she had Italianized by the addition of one
syllable, like those who ennoble themselves by adding another
syllable to their names.  I also expected to see the Gardella, young
Baletti, of whom I was very fond, his young wife the Vulcani, and
several other of my old friends, who I thought would combine to make
my stay at Stuttgart a very pleasant one.  But it will be seen that
it is a risky thing to reckon without one's host.  At the last
posting station I bid adieu to my two friends, and went to the
"Bear."




CHAPTER XII

Gardella Portrait of The Duke of Wurtemburg--My Dinner with Gardella,
And its Consequences--Unfortunate Meeting I Play and Lose Four
Thousand Louis--Lawsuit--Lucky Flight--My Arrival at Zurich--Church
Consecrated By Jesus Christ Himself


At that period the Court of the Duke of Wurtemburg was the most
brilliant in Europe.  The heavy subsidies paid by France for
quartering ten thousand men upon him furnished him with the means for
indulging in luxury and debauchery.  The army in question was a fine
body of men, but during the war it was distinguished only by its
blunders.

The duke was sumptuous in his tastes, which were for splendid
palaces, hunting establishments on a large scale, enormous stables--
in short, every whim imaginable; but his chief expense was the large
salaries he paid his theatre, and, above all, his mistresses.  He had
a French play, an Italian opera, grand and comic, and twenty Italian
dancers, all of whom had been principal dancers in Italian theatres.
His director of ballets was Novers, and sometimes five hundred
dancers appeared at once.  A clever machinist and the best scene
painters did their best to make the audience believe in magic.  All
the ballet-girls were pretty, and all of them boasted of having been
enjoyed at least once by my lord.  The chief of them was a Venetian,
daughter of a gondolier named Gardella.  She was brought up by the
senator Malipiero, whom my readers know for his good offices towards
myself, who had her taught for the theatre, and gave her a dancing-
master.  I found her at Munich, after my flight from The Leads,
married to Michel Agata.  The duke took a fancy to her, and asked her
husband, who was only too happy to agree, to yield her; but he was
satisfied with her charms in a year, and put her on the retired list
with the title of madame.

This honour had made all the other ballet-girls jealous, and they all
thought themselves as fit as she to be taken to the duke's titular
mistress, especially as she only enjoyed the honour without the
pleasure.  They all intrigued to procure her dismissal, but the
Venetian lady succeeded in holding her ground against all cabals.

Far from reproaching the duke for this incorrigible infidelity, she
encouraged him in it, and was very glad to be left to herself, as she
cared nothing for him.  Her chief pleasure was to have the ballet-
girls who aspired to the honours of the handkerchief come to her to
solicit her good offices.  She always received them politely, gave
them her advice, and bade them do their best to please the prince.
In his turn the duke thought himself bound to shew his gratitude for
her good nature, and gave her in public all the honours which could
be given to a princess.

I was not long in finding out that the duke's chief desire was to be
talked about.  He would have liked people to say that there was not a
prince in Europe to compare with him for wit, taste, genius, in the
invention of pleasures, and statesman-like capacities; he would fain
be regarded as a Hercules in the pleasures of Bacchus and Venus, and
none the less an Aristides in governing his people.  He dismissed
without pity an attendant who failed to wake him after he had been
forced to yield to sleep for three or four hours, but he did not care
how roughly he was awakened.

It has happened that after having given his highness a large cup of
coffee, the servant has been obliged to throw him into a bath of cold
water, where the duke had to choose between awaking or drowning.

As soon as he was dressed the duke would assemble his council and
dispatch whatever business was on hand, and then he would give
audience to whoever cared to come into his presence.  Nothing could
be more comic than the audiences he gave to his poorer subjects.
Often there came to him dull peasants and workmen of the lowest
class; the poor duke would sweat and rage to make them hear reason,
in which he was sometimes unsuccessful, and his petitioners would go
away terrified, desperate, and furious.  As to the pretty country
maidens, he examined into their complaints in private, and though he
seldom did anything for them they went away consoled.

The subsidies which the French Crown was foolish enough to pay him
for a perfectly useless service did not suffice for his extravagant
expenses.  He loaded his subjects with taxes till the patient people
could bear it no longer, and some years after had recourse to the
Diet of Wetzlar, which obliged him to change his system.  He was
foolish enough to wish to imitate the King of Prussia, while that
monarch made fun of the duke, and called him his ape.  His wife was
the daughter of the Margrave of Bayreuth, the prettiest and most
accomplished princess in all Germany.  When I had come to Stuttgart
she was no longer there; she had taken refuge with her father, on
account of a disgraceful affront which had been offered her by her
unworthy husband.  It is incorrect to say that this princess fled
from her husband because of his infidelities.

After I had dined by myself, I dressed and went to the opera provided
gratis by the duke in the fine theatre he had built.  The prince was
in the front of the orchestra, surrounded by his brilliant Court.  I
sat in a box on the first tier, delighted to be able to hear so well
the music of the famous Jumella, who was in the duke's service.  In
my ignorance of the etiquette of small German Courts I happened to
applaud a solo, which had been exquisitely sung by a castrato whose
name I have forgotten, and directly afterwards an individual came
into my box and addressed me in a rude manner.  However, I knew no
German, and could only answer by 'nich verstand'--"I don't
understand."

He went out, and soon after an official came in, who told me, in good
French, that when the sovereign was present all applause was
forbidden.

"Very good, sir.  Then I will go away and come again when the
sovereign is not here, as when an air pleases me I always applaud."

After this reply I called for my carriage, but just as I was getting
into it the same official came and told me that the duke wanted to
speak to me.  I accordingly followed him to the presence.

"You are M. Casanova, are you?" said the duke.

"Yes, my lord."

"Where do you come from?"

"From Cologne."

"Is this the first time you have been to Stuttgart?"

"Yes, my lord."

"Do you think of staying long?"

"For five or six days, if your highness will allow me."

"Certainly, you may stay as long as you like, and you may clap when
you please."

"I shall profit by your permission, my lord."

"Good."

I sat down again, and the whole audience settled down to the play.
Soon after, an actor sung an air which the duke applauded, and of
course all the courtiers, but not caring much for the song I sat
still--everyone to his taste.  After the ballet the duke went to the
favourite's box, kissed her hand, and left the theatre.  An official,
who was sitting by me and did not know that I was acquainted with the
Gardella, told me that as I had had the honour of speaking to the
prince I might obtain the honour of kissing his favourite's hand.

I felt a strong inclination to laugh, but I restrained myself; and a
sudden and very irrational impulse made me say that she was a
relation of mine.  The words had no sooner escaped me than I bit my
lip, for this stupid lie could only do me harm, but it was decreed
that I should do nothing at Stuttgart but commit blunders.  The
officer, who seemed astonished at my reply, bowed and went to the
favourite's box to inform her of my presence.  The Gardelia looked in
my direction and beckoned to me with her fan, and I hastened to
comply with the invitation, laughing inwardly at the part I was going
to play.  As soon as I came in she graciously gave me her hand, which
I kissed, calling her my cousin.

"Did you tell the duke you were my cousin?" said she.

"No," I replied.

"Very good, then I will do so myself; come and dine with me
to-morrow."

She then left the house, and I went to visit the ballet-girls, who
were undressing: The Binetti, who was one of the oldest of my
acquaintances, was in an ecstasy of joy at seeing me, and asked me to
dine with her every day.  Cartz, the violin, who had been with me in
the orchestra at St. Samuel's, introduced me to his pretty daughter,
saying,

"She is not made for the duke's eyes to gaze on, and he shall never
have her."

The good man was no prophet, as the duke got possession of her a
short time after.  She presented him with two babies, but these
pledges of affection could not fix the inconstant prince.
Nevertheless, she was a girl of the most captivating kind, for to the
most perfect beauty she added grace, wit, goodness, and kindness,
which won everyone's heart.  But the duke was satiated, and his only
pleasure lay in novelty.

After her I saw the Vulcani, whom I had known at Dresden, and who
suddenly presented her husband to me.  He threw his arms round my
neck.  He was Baletti, brother of my faithless one, a young man of
great talent of whom I was very fond.

I was surrounded by all these friends, when the officer whom I had so
foolishly told that I was related to the Gardella came in and began
to tell the story.  The Binetti, after hearing it, said to him,

"It's a lie."

"But my dear," said I to her, "you can't be better informed on the
subject than I am."  She replied by laughing, but Cartz said, very
wittily,

"As Gardella is only a boatman's daughter, like Binetti, the latter
thinks, and very rightly, that you ought to have given her the
refusal of your cousinship."

Next day I had a pleasant dinner with the favourite, though she told
me that, not having seen the duke, she could not tell me how he would
take my pleasantry, which her mother resented very much.  This mother
of hers, a woman of the lowest birth, had become very proud since her
daughter was a prince's mistress, and thought my relationship a blot
on their escutcheon.  She had the impudence to tell me that her
relations had never been players, without reflecting that it must be
worse to descend to this estate than to rise from it, if it were
dishonourable.  I ought to have pitied her, but not being of a
forbearing nature I retorted by asking if her sister was still alive,
a question which made her frown and to which she gave no answer.  The
sister I spoke of was a fat blind woman, who begged on a bridge in
Venice.

After having spent a pleasant day with the favourite, who was the
oldest of my theatrical friends, I left her, promising to come to
breakfast the next day; but as I was going out the porter bade me not
to put my feet there again, but would not say on whose authority he
gave me this polite order.  It would have been wiser to hold my
tongue, as this stroke must have come from the mother; or, perhaps,
from the daughter, whose vanity I had wounded: she was a good-enough
actress to conceal her anger.

I was angry with myself, and went away in an ill humour; I was
humiliated to see myself treated in such a manner by a wretched
wanton of an actress; though if I had been more discreet I could have
got a welcome in the best society.  If I had not promised to dine
with Binetti the next day I should have posted off forthwith, and I
should thus have escaped all the misadventures which befell me in
that wretched town.

The Binetti lived in the house of her lover, the Austrian ambassador,
and the part of the house she occupied adjoined the town wall.  As
will be seen; this detail is an important one.  I dined alone with my
good fellow-countrywoman, and if I had felt myself capable of love at
that period all my old affection would have resumed its sway over me,
as her beauty was undiminished, and she had more tact and knowledge
of the world than when I knew her formerly.

The Austrian ambassador was a good-natured, easygoing, and generous
man; as for her husband he was not worthy of her, and she never saw
him.  I spent a pleasant day with her, talking of our old friends,
and as I had nothing to keep me in Wurtemburg I decided to leave in
two days, as I had promised the Toscani and her daughter to go with
them on the next day to Louisbourg.  We were to start at five in the
morning, but the following adventure befell me:--

As I was leaving Binetti's house I was greeted very courteously by
three officers whom I had become acquainted with at the coffee house,
and I walked along the promenade with them.

"We are going," said one of them, "to visit certain ladies of easy
virtue; we shall be glad to have you of our company."

"I only speak a few words of German," I answered, "and if I join you
I shall be bored."

"Ah! but the ladies are Italians," they exclaimed, "nothing could
suit you better."

I did not at all like following them, but my evil genius led me in
that wretched town from one blunder to another, and so I went in
spite of myself.

We turned back into the town, and I let myself be led up to the third
floor of an ill-looking house, and in the meanest of rooms I saw the
pretended nieces of Peccini.  A moment after Peccini appeared, and
had the impudence to throw his arms around my neck, calling me his
best friend.  His nieces overwhelmed me with caresses, and seemed to
confirm the idea that we were old friends.  I did nothing and held my
tongue.

The officers prepared for a debauch; I did not imitate their example,
but this made no difference to them.  I saw into what an evil place I
had been decoyed, but a false shame prevented me from leaving the
house without ceremony.  I was wrong, but I determined to be more
prudent for the future.

Before long a pot-house supper was served, of which I did not
partake; but not wishing to seem bad company I drank two or three
small glasses of Hungarian wine.  After supper, which did not last
very long, cards were produced, and one of the officers held a bank
at faro.  I punted and lost the fifty or sixty Louis I had about me.
I felt that I was drunk, my head was reeling, and I would have gladly
given over playing and gone away, but I have never been so possessed
as on that day, either from false shame or from the effects of the
drugged wine they gave me.  My noble officers seemed vexed that I had
lost, and would give me my revenge.  They made me hold a bank of a
hundred Louis in fish, which they counted out to me.  I did so, and
lost.  I made a bank again, and again I lost.  My inflamed
understanding, my increasing drunkenness, and my anger, deprived me
of all sense, and I kept increasing my bank, losing all the time,
till at midnight my good rascals declared they would play no more.
They made a calculation, and declared that I had lost nearly a
hundred thousand francs.  So great was my intoxication, although I
had had no more wine, that they were obliged to send for a sedan
chair to take me to my inn.  While my servant was undressing me he
discovered that I had neither my watches nor my gold snuff-boy.

"Don't forget to wake me at four in the morning," said I.  Therewith
I went to bed and enjoyed a calm and refreshing sleep.

While I was dressing next morning I found a hundred Louis in my
pocket, at which I was much astonished, for my dizziness of brain
being over now, I remembered that I had not this money about me the
evening before; but my mind was taken up with the pleasure party, and
I put off thinking of this incident and of my enormous losses till
afterwards.  I went to the Toscani and we set out for Louisbourg,
where we had a capital dinner, and my spirits ran so high that my
companions could never have guessed the misfortune that had just
befallen me.  We went back to Stuttgart in the evening.

When I got home my Spaniard told me that they knew nothing about my
watches and snuff-box at the house where I had been the evening
before, and that the three officers had come to call on me, but not
finding me at home they had told him to warn me that they would
breakfast with me on the following morning.  They kept the
appointment.

"Gentlemen," said I, as soon as they came in, "I have lost a sum
which I cannot pay, and which I certainly should not have lost
without the drugged wine you gave me.  You have taken me to a den of
infamy, where I was shamefully robbed of jewellery to the value of
more than three hundred Louis.  I complain of no one, since I have
only my own folly to complain of.  If I had been wiser all this would
not have happened to me."

They exclaimed loudly at this speech, and tried to play the part of
men of honour.  They spoke in vain, as I had made up my mind to pay
nothing.

Whilst we were in the thick of the fight, and were beginning to get
angry over it, Baletti, Toscani, and Binetti came in, and heard the
discussion.  I then had breakfast brought in, and after we had
finished my friends left me.

When we were once more alone, one of the rascals addressed me as
follows:

"We are too honest, sir, to take advantage of your position.  You
have been unfortunate, but all men are sometimes unfortunate, and we
ask nothing better than a mutual accommodation.  We will take over
all your properties; jewels, diamonds, arms, and carriage, and have
them valued; and if the sum realized does not cover your debt we will
take your acceptance, payable at date, and remain good friends."

"Sir, I do not wish for the friendship of robbers, and I will not
play a single farthing."

At this they tried threats, but I kept cool and said,--

"Gentlemen, your menaces will not intimidate me, and, as far as I can
see, you have only two ways of getting paid; either by way of the
law, in which case I do not think I shall find it difficult to get a
barrister to take up my case, or, secondly, you can pay yourselves on
my body, honourably, with sword in hand."

As I had expected, they replied that if I wished they would do me the
honour of killing me after I had paid them.  They went off cursing,
telling me that I would be sorry for what I had said.

Soon after I went out and spent the day with the Toscani in gaiety
which, situated as I was, was not far off madness.  At the time I
placed it to the daughter's charms, and to the need my spirits were
in of recovering their elasticity.

However, the mother having witnessed the rage of the three robbers
was the first to urge me to fortify myself against their villainy by
an appeal to the law.

"If you give them the start," said she, "they may possibly gain a
great advantage over you in spite of the right being on your side."

And whilst I toyed with her charming daughter, she sent for a
barrister.  After hearing my case the counsel told me that my best
way would be to tell the whole story to the sovereign as soon as
possible.

"They took you to the house of ill-fame; they poured out the drugged
wine which deprived you of your reason; they made you play in spite
of their prince's prohibition (for gaming is strictly forbidden); in
this company you were robbed of your jewels after they had made you
lose an enormous sum.  It's a hanging matter, and the duke's interest
will be to do you justice, for an act of scoundrelism like this
committed by his officers would dishonour him all over Europe."

I felt some repugnance to this course, for though the duke was a
shameless libertine I did not like telling him such a disgraceful
story.  However, the case was a serious one, and after giving it due
reflection I determined to wait on the dike on the following morning.

"As the duke gives audience to the first comer," I said to myself,
"why should I not have as good a reception as a labouring man?  "In
this way I concluded that it would be no use to write to him, and I
was on my way to the Court, when, at about twenty paces from the gate
of the castle, I met my three gentlemen who accosted me rudely and
said I had better make up my mind to pay, or else they would play the
devil with me.

I was going on without paying any attention to them, when I felt
myself rudely seized by the right arm.  A natural impulse of self-
defence made me put my hand to my sword, and I drew it in a manner
that shewed I was in earnest.  The officer of the guard came running
up, and I complained that the three were assaulting me and
endeavouring to hinder my approach to the prince.  On enquiry being
made, the sentry and the numerous persons who were present declared
that I had only drawn in self-defence, so the officer decided that I
had perfect liberty to enter the castle.

I was allowed to penetrate to the last antechamber without any
obstacle being raised.  Here I addressed myself to the chamberlain,
demanding an audience with the sovereign, and he assured me that I
should be introduced into the presence.  But directly afterwards the
impudent scoundrel who had taken hold of my arm came up and began to
speak to the chamberlain in German.  He said his say without my being
able to contradict him, and his representations were doubtless not in
my favour.  Very possibly, too, the chamberlain was one of the gang,
and I went from Herod to Pilate.  An hour went by without my being
able to see the prince, and then the chamberlain, who had assured me
that I should have an audience, came and told me that I might go
home, as the duke had heard all the circumstances of the case, and
would no doubt see that justice was done me.

I saw at once that I should get no justice at all, and as I was
walking away I thought how best I could get out of the difficulty.
On my way I met Binetti, who knew how I was placed, and he asked me
to come and dine with him, assuring me that the Austrian ambassador
would take me under his protection, and that he would save me from
the violent measures which the rascals no doubt intended to take, in
spite of the chamberlain's assurances.  I accepted the invitation,
and Binetti's charming wife, taking the affair to heart, did not lose
a moment in informing her lover, the ambassador, of all the
circumstances.

This diplomatist came into the room with her, and after hearing all
the details from my lips he said that in all probability the duke
knew nothing about it.

"Write a brief account of the business," said he, "and I will lay it
before the sovereign, who will no doubt see justice done."

I went to Binetti's desk, and as soon as I had written down my true
relation I gave it, unsealed, to the ambassador, who assured me that
it should be in the duke's hands in the course of an hour.

At dinner my country-woman assured me again that her lover should
protect me, and we spent the day pleasantly enough; but towards
evening my Spaniard came and assured me that if I returned to the inn
I should be arrested, "for" said he, "an officer came to see you, and
finding you were out he took up his position at the street door and
has two soldiers standing at the foot of the staircase."

The Binetti said, "You must not go to the inn; stay here, where you
have nothing to fear.  Send for what you want, and we will wait and
see what happens."  I then gave orders to my Spaniard to go and fetch
the belongings which were absolutely necessary to me.

At midnight the ambassador came in; we were still up, and he seemed
pleased that his mistress had sheltered me.  He assured me that my
plea had been laid before the sovereign, but during the three days I
was in the house I heard no more about it.

On the fourth day, whilst I was pondering as to how I should act, the
ambassador received a letter from a minister requesting him, on
behalf of the sovereign, to dismiss me from his house, as I had a
suit pending with certain officers of his highness, and whilst I was
with the ambassador justice could not take its course.  The
ambassador gave me the letter, and I saw that the minister promised
that strict justice should be done me.  There was no help for it; I
had to make up my mind to return to my inn, but the Binetti was so
enraged that she began to scold her lover, at which he laughed,
saying, with perfect truth, that he could not keep me there in
defiance of the prince.

I re-entered the inn without meeting anyone, but when I had had my
dinner and was just going to see my counsel an officer served me with
a summons, which was interpreted to me by my landlord, which ordered
me to appear forthwith before the notary appointed to take my
deposition.  I went to him with the officer of the court, and spent
two hours with the notary, who wrote down my deposition in German
while I gave it in Latin.  When it was done he told me to sign my
name; to which I answered that I must decline to sign a document I
did not understand.  He insisted on my doing it, but I was immovable.
He then got in a rage and said I ought to be ashamed of myself for
suspecting a notary's honour. I replied calmly that I had no doubts
as to his honour, but that I acted from principle, and that as I did
not understand what he had written I refused to sign it.  I left him,
and was accompanied by the officer to my own counsel, who said I had
done quite right, and promised to call on me the next day to receive
my power of attorney.

"And when I have done that," he said, "your business will be mine."

I was comforted by this man, who inspired me with confidence, and
went back to the hotel, where I made a good supper and went
tranquilly to sleep.  Next morning, however, when I awoke, my
Spaniard announced an officer who had followed him, and told me in
good French that I must not be astonished to find myself a prisoner
in my room, for being a stranger and engaged in a suit at law it was
only right that the opposite party should be assured that I would not
escape before judgment was given.  He asked very politely for my
sword, and to my great regret I was compelled to give it him.  The
hilt was of steel, exquisitely chased; it was a present from Madame
d'Urfe, and was worth at least fifty louis.

I wrote a note to my counsel to tell him what had happened; he came
to see me and assured me that I should only be under arrest for a few
days.

As I was obliged to keep my room, I let my friends know of my
confinement, and I received visits from dancers and ballet-girls, who
were the only decent people I was acquainted with in that wretched
Stuttgart, where I had better never have set foot.  My situation was
not pleasant to contemplate: I had been drugged, cheated, robbed,
abused, imprisoned, threatened with a mulct of a hundred thousand
francs, which would have stripped me to my shirt, as nobody knew the
contents of my pocket-book.  I could think of nothing else.  I had
written to Madame the Gardella, but to no purpose, as I got no
answer.  All the consolation I got was from Binetti, Toscani, and
Baletti, who dined or supped with me every day.  The three rascals
came to see me one by one, and each tried to get me to give him money
unknown to the other two, and each promised that if I would do that,
he would get me out of the difficulty.  Each would have been content
with three or four hundred louis, but even if I had given that sum to
one of them I had no guarantee that the others would desist from
their persecution.  Indeed, if I had done so I should have given some
ground to their pretensions, and bad would have been made worse.  My
answer was that they wearied me, and that I should be glad if they
would desist from visiting me.

On the fifth day of my arrest the duke left for Frankfort; and the
same day Binetti came and told me from her lover that the duke had
promised the officers not to interfere, and that I was therefore in
danger of an iniquitous sentence.  His advice was to neglect no means
of getting out of the difficulty, to sacrifice all my property,
diamonds, and jewellery, and thus to obtain a release from my
enemies.  The Binetti, like a wise woman, disliked this counsel, and
I relished it still less, but she had to perform her commission.

I had jewellery and lace to the value of more than a hundred thousand
francs, but I could not resolve to make the sacrifice.  I did not
know which way to turn or where to go, and while I was in this state
of mind my barrister came in.  He spoke as follows:

"Sir, all my endeavors on your behalf have been unsuccessful.  There
is a party against you which seems to have support in some high
quarter, and which silences the voice of justice.  It is my duty to
warn you that unless you find some way of arranging matters with
these rascals you are a ruined man.  The judgment given by the police
magistrate, a rascal like the rest of them, is of a summary
character, for as a stranger you will not be allowed to have recourse
to the delays of the law.  You would require bail to do that.  They
have managed to procure witnesses who swear that you are a
professional gamester, that it was you who seduced the three officers
into the house of your countryman Peccini, that it is not true that
your wine was drugged that you did not lose your watches nor your
snuff-box, for, they say, these articles will be found in your mails
when your goods are sold.  For that you will only have to wait till
to-morrow or the day after, and do not think that I am deceiving you
in any particular, or you will be sorry for it.  They will come here
and empty your mails, boxes, and pockets, a list will be made, and
they will be sold by auction the same day.  If the sum realized is
greater than the debt the surplus will go in costs, and you may
depend upon it that a very small sum will be returned to you; but if,
on the other hand, the sum is not sufficient to pay everything,
including the debt, costs, expenses of the auction, etc., you will be
enrolled as a common soldier in the forces of His Most Serene
Highness.  I heard it said to the officer, who is your greatest
creditor, that the four Louis enlistment money would be taken into
account, and that the duke would be glad to get hold of such a fine
man."

The barrister left me without my noticing him.  I was so petrified by
what he had said.  I was in such a state of collapse that in less
than an hour all the liquids in my body must have escaped.  I, a
common soldier in the army of a petty sovereign like the duke, who
only existed by the horrible traffic in human flesh which he carried
on after the manner of the Elector of Hesse.  I, despoiled by those
knaves, the victim of an iniquitous sentence.  Never!  I would
endeavour to hit upon some plan to gain time.

I began by writing to my chief creditor that I had decided to come to
an agreement with them, but I wished them all to wait upon my notary,
with witnesses, to put a formal close to the action and render me a
free man again.

I calculated that one of them was sure to be on duty on the morrow,
and thus I should gain a day at any rate.  In the mean time I hoped
to discover some way of escape.

I next wrote to the head of the police, whom I styled "your
excellency" and "my lord," begging him to vouchsafe his all-powerful
protection.  I told him that I had resolved on selling all my
property to put an end to the suit which threatened to overwhelm me,
and I begged him to suspend the proceedings, the cost of which could
only add to my difficulties.  I also asked him to send me a
trustworthy man to value my effects as soon as I had come to an
agreement with my creditors, with whom I begged for his good offices.
When I had done I sent my Spaniard to deliver the letters.

The officer to whom I had written, who pretended that I was his
debtor to the amount of two thousand Louis, came to see me after
dinner.  I was in bed; and I told him I thought I had fever.  He
began to offer his sympathy, and, genuine or not, I was pleased with
it.  He told me he had just had some conversation with the chief of
the police, who had shewn him my letter.

"You are very wise," said he, "in consenting to a composition, but we
need not all three be present.  I have full powers from the other
two, and that will be sufficient for the notary:"

"I am in bad enough case," I replied, "for you to grant me the favour
of seeing you all together; I cannot think you will refuse me."

"Well, well, you shall be satisfied, but if you are in a hurry to
leave Stuttgart I must warn you that we cannot come before Monday,
for we are on duty for the next four days."

"I am sorry to hear it, but I will wait.  Give me your word of honour
that all proceedings shall be suspended in the mean time."

"Certainly; here is my hand, and you may reckon on me.  In my turn I
have a favour to ask.  I like your post-chaise; will you let me have
it for what it cost you?"

"With pleasure."

"Be kind enough to call the landlord, and tell him in my presence
that the carriage belongs to me."

I had the landlord upstairs and did as the rascal had asked me, but
mine host told him that he could dispose of it after he had paid for
it, and with that he turned his back on him and left the room.

"I am certain of having the chaise," said the officer, laughing.  He
then embraced me, and went away.

I had derived so much pleasure from my talk with him that I felt
quite another man.  I had four days before me; it was a rare piece of
good luck.

Some hours after, an honest-looking fellow who spoke Italian well
came to tell me, from the chief of police, that my creditors would
meet on the ensuing Monday, and that he himself was appointed to
value my goods.  He advised me to make it a condition of the
agreement that my goods should not be sold by auction, and that my
creditors should consider his valuation as final and binding.  He
told me that I should congratulate myself if I followed his advice.

I told him that I would not forget his services, and begged him to
examine my mails and my jewel-box.  He examined everything and told
me that my lace alone was worth twenty thousand francs.  "In all," he
added, "your goods are worth more than a hundred thousand francs, but
I promise to tell your adversaries another story, Thus, if you can
persuade them to take half their debt, you will get off with half
your effects."

"In that ease," I said, "you shall have fifty louis, and here are six
as an earnest."

"I am grateful to you, and you can count upon my devotion.  The whole
town and the duke as well know your creditors to be knaves, but they
have their reasons for refusing to see their conduct in its true
light."

I breathed again, and now all my thoughts were concentrated on making
my escape with all I possessed, my poor chaise excepted.  I had a
difficult task before me, but not so difficult a one as my flight
from The Leads, and the recollection of my great escape gave me fresh
courage.

My first step was to ask Toscani, Baletti, and the dancer Binetti to
supper, as I had measures to concert with these friends of mine, whom
I could rely on, and who had nothing to fear from the resentment of
three rascals.

After we had had a good supper I told them how the affair stood, and
that I was determined to escape, and to carry my goods with me.  "And
now," I said, "I want your advice."

After a brief silence Binetti said if I could get to his house I
could lower myself down from a window, and once on the ground I
should be outside the town walls and at a distance of a hundred paces
from the high road, by which I could travel post and be out of the
duke's dominions by daybreak.  Thereupon Baletti opened the window
and found that it would be impossible to escape that way, on account
of a wooden roof above a shop.  I looked out also, and seeing that he
was right I said that I should no doubt hit on some way of making my
escape from the inn, but what troubled me chiefly was my luggage.
The Toscani then said:--

"You will have to abandon your mails, which you could not take off
without attracting attention, and you must send all your effects to
my house.  I engage to deliver safely whatever you may put in my
care.  I will take away your effects under my clothes in several
journeys, and I can begin to-night."

Baletti thought this idea a good one, and said that to do it the
quicker his wife would come and help.  We fixed on this plan, and I
promised Binetti to be with him at midnight on Sunday, even if I had
to stab the sentry, who was at my door all day, but who went away at
night after locking me in.  Baletti said he would provide me with a
faithful servant, and a post-chaise with swift horses, which would
take my effects in other mails.  To make the best use of the time,
the Toscani began to load herself, putting two of my suits of clothes
under her dress.  For the next few days my friends served me so well
that, at midnight on Saturday, my mails and my dressing case were
empty; I kept back all the jewellery intending to carry it in my
pocket.

On Sunday, the Toscani brought me the keys of the two mails, in which
she had put my goods; and Baletti came also to tell me that all the
necessary measures had been taken, and that I should find a post-
chaise, under the charge of his servant, waiting for me on the high
road.  So far good, and the reader shall now hear how I contrived to
escape from my inn.

The sentry confined himself to a small ante-chamber, where he walked
up and down, without ever coming into my room, except at my
invitation.  As soon as he heard that I had gone to bed he locked the
door, and went off till the next day.  He used to sup on a little
table in a corner of the ante-room; his food being sent out by me.
Profiting by my knowledge of his habits, I gave my Spaniard the
following instructions:

"After supper, instead of going to bed, I shall hold myself in
readiness for leaving my room, and I shall leave it when I see the
light extinguished in the ante-room, while I shall take care that my
candle be so placed as not to shew any light outside, or to reflect
my shadow.  Once out of my room, I shall have no difficulty in
reaching the stairs, and my escape will be accomplished.  I shall go
to Binetti's, leave the town by his house, and wait for you at
Furstenburg.  No one can hinder you from joining me in the course of
a day or two.  So when you see me ready in my room, and this will be
whilst the sentry is having his supper, put out the candle on the
table: you can easily manage to do so whilst snuffing it.  You will
then take it to re-light it, and I shall seize that moment to get off
in the darkness.  When you conclude that I have got out of the ante-
room, you can come back to the soldier with the lighted candle, and
you can help him to finish his bottle.  By that time I shall be safe,
and when you tell him I have gone to bed he will come to the door,
wish me good night, and after locking the door and putting the key in
his pocket he will go away with you.  It is not likely that he will
come in and speak to me when he hears I have gone to bed."

Nevertheless, as he might possibly take it into his head to come into
the room, I carefully arranged a wig-block in a night-cap on the
pillow, and huddled up the coverlet so as to deceive a casual glance.

All my plans were successful, as I heard afterwards from my Spaniard.
Whilst he was drinking with the sentry I was getting on my great
coat, girding on my hanger (I had no longer a sword), and putting my
loaded pistols in my pocket.  As soon as the darkness told me that Le
Duc had put out the candle I went out softly, and reached the
staircase without making the least noise.  Once there the rest was
easy, for the stair led into the passage, and the passage to the main
door, which was always open till nearly midnight.

I stepped out along the street, and at a quarter to twelve I got to
Binetti's, and found his wife looking out for me at the window.  When
I was in the room, whence I intended to escape, we lost no time.  I
threw my overcoat to Baletti, who was standing in the ditch below, up
to the knees in mud, and binding a strong cord round my waist I
embraced the Binetti and Baletti's wife, who lowered me down as
gently as possible.  Baletti received me in his arms, I cut the cord,
and after taking my great coat I followed his footsteps.  We strode
through the mud, and going along a hedge we reached the high road in
a state of exhaustion, although it was not more than a hundred paces
as the crow flies from where we stood to the house.  At a little
distance off, beside a small wayside inn, we found the postchaise in
which sat Baletti's servant.  He got out, telling us that the
postillion had just gone into the inn to have a glass of beer and
light his pipe.  I took the good servant's place, and gave him a
reward, and begged them both to be gone, saying I would manage all
the rest myself.

It was April and, 1760--my birthday--and a remarkable period in my
career, although my whole life has been filled with adventures, good
or bad.

I had been in the carriage for two or three minutes when the
postillion came and asked me if we had much longer to wait.  He
thought he was speaking to the same person that he had left in the
chaise, and I did not undeceive him.  "Drive on," I answered, "and
make one stage of it from here to Tubingen, without changing horses
at Waldenbach."  He followed my instructions, and we went along at a
good pace, but I had a strong inclination to laugh at the face he
made when he saw me at Tubingen.  Baletti's servant was a youth, and
slightly built; I was tall, and quite a man.  He opened his eyes to
their utmost width, and told me I was not the same gentleman that was
in the carriage when he started.  "You're drunk," said I, putting in
his hand four times what he was accustomed to get, and the poor devil
did not say a word.  Who has not experienced the persuasive influence
of money?   I went on my journey, and did not stop till I reached
Furstenburg, where I was quite safe.

I had eaten nothing on the way, and by the time I got to the inn I
was dying of hunger.  I had a good supper brought to me, and then I
went to bed and slept well.  As soon as I awoke I wrote to my three
rascals.  I promised to wait ten days for them at the place from
which I dated the letter, and I challenged them to a duel a
l'outrance, swearing that I would publish their cowardice all over
Europe if they refused to measure swords with me.  I next wrote to
the Toscani, to Baletti, and to the good-natured mistress of the
Austrian ambassador, commending Le Duc to their care, and thanking
them for their friendly help.

The three rascals did not come, but the landlord's two daughters,
both of them pretty, made me pass the three days very agreeably.

On the fourth day, towards noon, I had the pleasure of seeing my
faithful Spaniard riding into the town carrying his portmanteau on
his saddle.

"Sir," said he, "all Stuttgart knows you to be here, and I fear, lest
the three officers who were too cowardly to accept your challenge may
have you assassinated.  If you are wise you will set out for
Switzerland forthwith."

"That's cowardly, my lad," said I.  "Don't be afraid about me, but
tell me all that happened after my escape."

"As soon as you were gone, sir, I carried out your instructions, and
helped the poor devil of a sentry to empty his bottle, though he
would have willingly dispensed with my assistance in the matter; I
then told him you had gone to bed, and he locked the door as usual,
and went away after shaking me by the hand.  After he had gone I went
to bed.  Next morning the worthy man was at his post by nine o'clock,
and at ten the three officers came, and on my telling them that you
were still asleep they went away, bidding me come to a coffee-house,
and summon them when you got up.  As they waited and waited to no
purpose, they came again at noon, and told the soldier to open the
door.  What followed amused me, though I was in some danger in the
midst of the rascals.

"They went in, and taking the wig-block for your head they came up to
the bed and politely wished you good morning.  You took no notice, so
one of them proceeded to give you a gentle shake, and the bauble fell
and rolled along the floor.  I roared with laughter at the sight of
their amazement.

"'You laugh, do you, rascal?   Tell us where your master is.' And to
give emphasis to their words they accompanied them with some strokes
of the cane.

"I was not going to stand this sort of thing, so I told them, with an
oath, that if they did not stop I should defend myself, adding that I
was not my master's keeper, and advising them to ask the sentry.

"The sentry on his part swore by all the saints that you must have
escaped by the window, but in spite of this a corporal was summoned,
and the poor man was sent to prison.

"The clamour that was going on brought up the landlord, who opened
your mails, and on finding them empty said that he would be well
enough paid by your postchaise, replying only with a grin to the
officer who pretended you had given it him.

"In the midst of the tumult a superior officer came up, who decided
that you must have escaped through the window, and ordered the sentry
to be set at liberty on the spot.  Then came my turn, for, as I kept
on laughing and answered all questions by 'I don't know,' these
gentleman had me taken to prison, telling me I should stay there till
I informed them where you, or at least your effects, could be found.

"The next day one of them came to the prison, and told me that unless
I confessed I should undoubtedly be sent to the galleys.

"'On the faith of a Spaniard,' I answered, I know nothing, but if I
did it would be all the same to you, for no one can make an honest
servant betray his master.

"At this the rascal told the turnkey to give me a taste of the lash,
and after this had been done I was set at liberty.

"My back was somewhat scarified, but I had the proud consciousness of
having done my duty, and I went back and slept at the inn, where they
were glad to see me.  Next morning everyone knew you were here and
had sent a challenge to the three sharpers, but the universal opinion
was that they were too knowing to risk their lives by meeting you.
Nevertheless, Madame Baletti told me to beg you to leave Furstenburg,
as they might very likely have you assassinated.  The landlord sold
your chaise and your mails to the Austrian ambassador, who, they say,
let you escape from a window in the apartment occupied by his
mistress.  No one offered to prevent me coming here.

"Three hours after Le Duc's arrival I took post and went to
Schaffhaus, and from there to Zurich, with hired horses, as there are
no posts in Switzerland.  At Zurich I put up at the "Sward," an
excellent inn.

"After supper, powdering over my arrival in Zurich where I had dropped
from the clouds as it were, I began, to reflect seriously upon my
present situation and the events of my past life.  I recalled my
misfortunes and scrutinized my conduct; and was not long in
concluding that all I had suffered was through my own fault, and that
when fortune would have crowned me with happiness I had persistently
trifled that happiness away.  I had just succeeded in escaping from a
trap where I might have perished, or at least have been overwhelmed
with shame, and I shuddered at the thought.  I resolved to be no more
fortune's plaything, but to escape entirely from her hands.  I
calculated my assets and found I was possessed of a hundred thousand
crowns.  "With that," said I, "I can live secure amidst the changes
and chances of this life, and I shall at last experience true
happiness."

I went to bed pondering over these fancies, and my sleep was full of
happy dreams.  I saw myself dwelling in a retired spot amidst peace
and plenty.  I thought I was surrounded on all sides by a fair
expanse of country which belonged to me, where I enjoyed that freedom
the world cannot give.  My dreams had all the force of reality, till
a sudden awakening at day-break came to give them the lie.  But the
imaginary bliss I had enjoyed had so taken my fancy that I could not
rest till I realized it.  I arose, dressed myself hastily, and went
out, fasting, without knowing where I was going.

I walked on and on, absorbed in contemplation, and did not really
awake till I found myself in a ravine between two lofty mountains.
Stepping forward I reached a valley surrounded by mountains on all
sides, and in the distance a fine church, attached to a pile of
buildings, magnificently situated.  I guessed it to be a monastery,
and I made my way towards it.

The church door was open, and I went in and was amazed at the rich
marbles and the beauty of the altars; and, after hearing the last
mass, I went to the sacristy and found myself in a crowd of
Benedictines.

The abbot, whom I recognized by his cross, came towards me and asked
if I wished to see the church and monastery.  I replied that I should
be delighted, and he, with two other brethren, offered to shew me
all.  I saw their rich ornaments, chasubles embroidered with gold and
pearls, the sacred vessels adorned with diamonds and other precious
stones, a rich balustrade, etc.

As I understood German very imperfectly and the Swiss dialect (which
is hard to acquire and bears the same relation to German that Genoese
has to Italian) not at all, I began to speak Latin, and asked the
abbot if the church had been built for long.  Thereupon the very
reverend father entered into a long history, which would have made me
repent my inquisitiveness if he had not finished by saying that the
church was consecrated by Jesus Christ Himself.  This was carrying
its foundation rather far back, and no doubt my face expressed some
surprise, for to convince me of the truth of the story the abbot bade
me follow him into the church, and there on a piece of marble
pavement he shewed me the imprint of the foot of Jesus, which He had
left there at the moment of the consecration, to convince the
infidels and to save the bishop the trouble of consecrating the
church.

The abbot had had this divinely revealed to him in a dream, and going
into the church to verify the vision he saw the print of the Divine
Foot, and gave thanks to the Lord.




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MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
THE ETERNAL QUEST, Volume 3d--SWITZERLAND


THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR
MACHEN TO WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED
BY ARTHUR SYMONS.




THE ETERNAL QUEST




SWITZERLAND


CHAPTER XIII

I Resolve to Become a Monk--I go to Confession--Delay of a Fortnight
--Giustiniani, the Apostle Capuchin--I Alter my Mind; My Reasons--My
Pranks at the Inn--I Dine With the Abbot


The cool way in which the abbot told these cock-and-bull stories gave
me an inclination to laughter, which the holiness of the place and
the laws of politeness had much difficulty in restraining.  All the
same I listened with such an attentive air that his reverence was
delighted with me and asked where I was staying.

"Nowhere," said I;  "I came from Zurich on foot, and my first visit
was to your church."

I do not know whether I pronounced these words with an air of
compunction, but the abbot joined his hands and lifted them to
heaven, as if to thank God for touching my heart and bringing me
there to lay down the burden of my sins.  I have no doubt that these
were his thoughts, as I have always had the look of a great sinner.

The abbot said it was near noon and that he hoped I would do him the
honour of dining with him, and I accepted with pleasure, for I had
had nothing to eat and I knew that there is usually good cheer in
such places.  I did not know where I was and I did not care to ask,
being willing to leave him under the impression that I was a pilgrim
come to expiate my sins.

On our way from the church the abbot told me that his monks were
fasting, but that we should eat meat in virtue of a dispensation he
had received from Benedict XIV., which allowed him to eat meat all
the year round with his guests.  I replied that I would join him all
the more willingly as the Holy Father had given me a similar
dispensation.  This seemed to excite his curiosity about myself, and
when we got to his room, which did not look the cell of a penitent,
he hastened to shew me the brief, which he had framed and glazed and
hung up opposite the table so that the curious and scrupulous might
have it in full view.

As the table was only laid for two, a servant in full livery came in
and brought another cover; and the humble abbot then told me that he
usually had his chancellor with him at dinner, "for," said he, "I
have a chancery, since as abbot of Our Lady of Einsiedel I am a
prince of the Holy Roman Empire."

This was a relief to me, as I now knew where I was, and I no longer
ran the risk of shewing my ignorance in the course of conversation.

This monastery (of which I had heard before) was the Loretto of the
Mountains, and was famous for the number of pilgrims who resorted to
it.

In the course of dinner the prince--abbot asked me where I came from,
if I were married, if I intended to make a tour of Switzerland,
adding that he should be glad to give me letters of introduction.
I replied that I was a Venetian, a bachelor, and that I should be
glad to accept the letters of introduction he had kindly offered me,
after I had had a private conference with him, in which I desired to
take his advice on my conscience.

Thus, without premeditation, and scarcely knowing what I was saying,
I engaged to confess to the abbot.

This was my way.  Whenever I obeyed a spontaneous impulse, whenever I
did anything of a sudden, I thought I was following the laws of my
destiny, and yielding to a supreme will.  When I had thus plainly
intimated to him that he was to be my confessor, he felt obliged to
speak with religious fervour, and his discourses seemed tolerable
enough during a delicate and appetising repast, for we had snipe and
woodcock; which made me exclaim,--

"What!  game like that at this time of year?"

"It's a secret," said he, with a pleased smile, "which I shall be
glad to communicate to you."

The abbot was a man of taste, for though he affected sobriety he had
the choicest wines and the most delicious dishes on the table.  A
splendid salmon-trout was brought, which made him smile with
pleasure, and seasoning the good fare with a jest, he said in Latin
that we must taste it as it was fish, and that it was right to fast a
little.

While he was talking the abbot kept a keen eye on me, and as my fine
dress made him feel certain that I had nothing to ask of him he spoke
at ease.

When dinner was over the chancellor bowed respectfully and went out.
Soon after the abbot took me over the monastery, including the
library, which contained a portrait of the Elector of Cologne in
semi-ecclesiastical costume.  I told him that the portrait was a good
though ugly likeness, and drew out of my pocket the gold snuffbox the
prince had given me, telling him that it was a speaking likeness.  He
looked at it with interest, and thought his highness had done well to
be taken in the dress of a grand-master.  But I perceived that the
elegance of the snuff-box did no harm to the opinion the abbot had
conceived of me.  As for the library, if I had been alone it would
have made me weep.  It contained nothing under the size of folio, the
newest books were a hundred years old, and the subject-matter of all
these huge books was solely theology and controversy.  There were
Bibles, commentators, the Fathers, works on canon law in German,
volumes of annals, and Hoffman's dictionary.

"I suppose your monks have private libraries of their own," I said,
"which contain accounts of travels, with historical and scientific
works."

"Not at all," he replied; "my monks are honest folk, who are content
to do their duty, and to live in peace and sweet ignorance."

I do not know what happened to me at that moment, but a strange whim
came into my head--I would be a monk, too.  I said nothing about it
at the moment, but I begged the abbot to take me to his private
chamber.

"I wish to make a general confession of all my sins," said I, "that I
may obtain the benefit of absolution, and receive the Holy Eucharist
on the morrow."

He made no answer, but led the way to a pretty little room, and
without requiring me to kneel down said he was ready to hear me.

I sat down before him and for three consecutive hours I narrated
scandalous histories unnumerable, which, however, I told simply and
not spicily, since I felt ascetically disposed and obliged myself to
speak with a contrition I did not feel, for when I recounted my
follies I was very far from finding the remembrance of them
disagreeable.

In spite of that, the serene or reverend abbot believed, at all
events, in my attrition, for he told me that since by the appointed
means I had once more placed myself in a state of grace, contrition
would be perfected in me.

According to the good abbot, and still more according to me, without
grace contrition is impossible.

After he had pronounced the sacramental words which take away the
sins of men, he advised me to retire to the chamber he had appointed
for me, to pass the rest of the day in prayer, and to go to bed at an
early hour, but he added that I could have supper if I was accustomed
to that meal.  He told me that I might communicate at the first mass
next morning, and with that we parted.

I obeyed with a docility which has puzzled me ever since, but at the
time I thought nothing of it.  I was left alone in a room which I did
not even examine, and there I pondered over the idea which had come
into my head before making my confession; and I quite made up my mind
that chance, or rather my good genius, had led me to that spot, where
happiness awaited me, and where I might shelter all my days from the
tempests of the world.

"Whether I stay here," said I, "depends on myself alone, as I am sure
the abbot will not refuse me the cowl if I give him ten thousand
crowns for my support."

All that was needed to secure my happiness seemed a library of my own
choosing, and I did not doubt but that the abbot would let me have
what books I pleased if I promised to leave them to the monastery
after my death.

As to the society of the monks, the discord, envy, and all the
bickerings inseparable from such a mode of life, I thought I had
nothing to pass in that way, since I had no ambitions which could
rouse the jealousy of the other monks.  Nevertheless, despite my
fascination, I foresaw the possibility of repentance, and I shuddered
at the thought, but I had a cure for that also.

"When I ask for the habit," I said, "I will also ask that my
novitiate be extended for ten years, and if repentance do not come in
ten years it will not come at all.  I shall declare that I do not
wish for any cure or any ecclesiastical dignity.  All I want is peace
and leave to follow my own tastes, without scandalising anyone."
I thought: I could easily remove any objections which might be made
to the long term of my novitiate, by agreeing, in case I changed my
mind, to forfeit the ten thousand crowns which I would pay in
advance.

I put down this fine idea in writing before I went to bed; and in the
morning, finding myself unshaken in my resolve, after I had
communicated I gave my plan to the abbot, who was taking chocolate in
his room.

He immediately read my plan, and without saying anything put it on
the table, and after breakfast he walked up and down the room and
read it again, and finally told me that he would give me an answer
after dinner.

I waited till night with the impatience of a child who has been
promised toys on its birthday--so completely and suddenly can an
infatuation change one's nature.  We had as good a dinner as on the
day before, and when we had risen from the table the good abbot said,

"My carriage is at the door to take you to Zurich.  Go, and let me
have a fortnight to think it over.  I will bring my answer in person.
In the meanwhile here are two sealed letters, which please deliver
yourself."

I replied that I would obey his instructions and that I would wait
for him at the "Sword," in the hope that be would deign to grant my
wishes.  I took his hand, which he allowed me to kiss, and I then set
out for Zurich.

As soon as my Spaniard saw me the rascal began to laugh.  I guessed
what he was thinking, and asked him what he was laughing at.

"I am amazed to see that no sooner do you arrive in Switzerland than
you contrive to find some amusement which keeps you away for two
whole days."

"Ah, I see; go and tell the landlord that I shall want the use of a
good carriage for the next fortnight, and also a guide on whom I can
rely."

My landlord, whose name was Ote, had been a captain, and was thought
a great deal of at Zurich.  He told me that all the carriages in the
neighbourhood were uncovered.  I said they would do, as there was
nothing better to be had, and he informed me I could trust the
servant he would provide me with.

Next morning I took the abbot's letters.  One was for M. Orelli and
the other for a M. Pestalozzi, neither of whom I found at home; but
in the afternoon they both called on me, asked me to dinner, and made
me promise to come with them the same evening to a concert.  This is
the only species of entertainment allowed at Zurich, and only members
of the musical society can be present, with the exception of
strangers, who have to be introduced by a member, and are then
admitted on the payment of a crown.  The two gentlemen both spoke in
very high terms of the Abbot of Einsiedel.

I thought the concert a bad one, and got bored at it.  The men sat on
the right hand and the women on the left.  I was vexed with this
arrangement, for in spite of my recent conversation I saw three or
four ladies who pleased me, and whose eyes wandered a good deal in my
direction.  I should have liked to make love to them, to make the
best of my time before I became a monk.

When the concert was over, men and women went out together, and the
two citizens presented me to their wives and daughters, who looked
pleasant, and were amongst those I had noticed.

Courtesy is necessarily cut short in the street, and, after I had
thanked the two gentlemen, I went home to the "Sword."

Next day I dined with M. Orelli, and I had an opportunity for doing
justice to his daughter's amiability without being able to let her
perceive how she had impressed me.  The day after, I played the same
part with M. Pestalozzi, although his charming daughter was pretty
enough to excite my gallantry.  But to my own great astonishment I
was a mirror of discretion, and in four days that was my character
all over the town.  I was quite astonished to find myself accosted in
quite a respectful manner, to which I was not accustomed; but in the
pious state of mind I was in, this confirmed me in the belief that my
idea of taking the cowl had been a Divine inspiration.  Nevertheless,
I felt listless and weary, but I looked upon that as the inevitable
consequence of so complete a change of life, and thought it would
disappear when I grew more accustomed to goodness.

In order to put myself, as soon as possible, on an equality with my
future brethren, I passed three hours every morning in learning
German.  My master was an extraordinary man, a native of Genoa, and
an apostate Capuchin.  His name was Giustiniani.  The poor man, to
whom I gave six francs every morning, looked upon me as an angel from
heaven, although I, with the enthusiasm of a devotee, took him for a
devil of hell, for he lost no opportunity of throwing a stone at the
religious orders.  Those orders which had the highest reputation,
were, according to him, the worst of all, since they led more people
astray.  He styled monks in general as a vile rabble, the curse of
the human race.

"But," said I to him one day, "you will confess that Our Lady of
Einsiedel .  .  ."

"What!" replied the Genoese, without letting me finish my remark, "do
you think I should make an exception in favour of a set of forty
ignorant, lazy, vicious, idle, hypocritical scoundrels who live bad
lives under the cloak of humility, and eat up the houses of the poor
simpletons who provide for them, when they ought to be earning their
own bread?"

"But how about his reverend highness the abbot?"

"A stuck-up peasant who plays the part of a prince, and is fool
enough to think himself one."

"But he is a prince."

"As much a prince as I am.  I look upon him as a mere buffoon."

"What has he done to you?"

"Nothing; but he is a monk."

"He is a friend of mine."

"I cannot retract what I have said, but I beg your pardon."

This Giustiniani had a great influence upon me, although I did not
know it, for I thought my vocation was sure.  But my idea of becoming
a monk at Einsiedel came to an end as follows:

The day before the abbot was coming to see me, at about six o'clock
in the evening, I was sitting at my window, which looked out on the
bridge, and gazing at the passers-by, when all at once a carriage and
four came up at a good pace and stopped at the inn.  There was no
footman on it, and consequently the waiter came out and opened the
door, and I saw four well-dressed women leave the carriage.  In the
first three I saw nothing noticeable, but the fourth, who was dressed
in a riding-habit, struck me at once with her elegance and beauty.
She was a brunette with fine and well-set eyes, arched eyebrows, and
a complexion in which the hues of the lily and the rose were mingled.
Her bonnet was of blue satin with a silver fillet, which gave her an
air I could not resist.  I stretched out from the window as far as I
could, and she lifted her eyes and looked at me as if I had bade her
do so.  My position obliged me to look at her for half a minute; too
much for a modest woman, and more than was required to set me all
ablaze.

I ran and took up my position at the window of my ante-chamber, which
commanded a view of the staircase, and before long I saw her running
by to rejoin her three companions.  When she got opposite to my
window she chanced to turn in that direction, and on seeing me cried
out as if she had seen a ghost; but she soon recollected herself and
ran away, laughing like a madcap, and rejoined the other ladies who
were already in their room.

Reader, put yourself in my place, and tell me how I could have
avoided this meeting.  And you who would bury yourselves in monastic
shades, persevere, if you can, after you have seen what I saw at
Zurich on April 23rd.

I was in such a state of excitement that I had to lie down on my bed.
After resting a few minutes, I got up and almost unconsciously went
towards the passage window and saw the waiter coming out of the
ladies' room.

"Waiter," said I, "I will take supper in the dining-room with
everybody else."

"If you want to see those ladies, that won't do, as they have ordered
their supper to be brought up to them.  They want to go to bed in
good time as they are to leave at day-break."

"Where are they going?"

"To Our Lady of Einsiedel to pay their vows."

"Where do they come from?"

"From Soleure."

"What are their names?"

"I don't know."

I went to lie down again, and thought how I could approach the fair
one of my thoughts.  Should I go to Einsiedel, too?  But what could I
do when I got there?   These ladies are going to make their
confessions; I could not get into the confessional.  What kind of a
figure should I cut among the monks?   And if I were to meet the
abbot on the way, how could I help returning with him?   If I had had
a trusty friend I would have arranged an ambuscade and carried off my
charmer.  It would have been an easy task, as she had nobody to
defend her.  What if I were to pluck up my heart and beg them to let
me sup in their company?   I was afraid of the three devotees; I
should meet with a refusal.  I judged that my charmer's devotion was
more a matter of form than any thing else, as her physiognomy
declared her to be a lover of pleasure, and I had long been
accustomed to read womens' characters by the play of their features.

I did not know which way to turn, when a happy idea came into my
head.  I went to the passage window and stayed there till the waiter
went by.  I had him into the room, and began my discourse by sliding
a piece of gold into his hand.  I then asked him to lend me his green
apron, as I wished to wait upon the ladies at supper.

"What are you laughing at?"

"At your taking such a fancy, sir, though I think I know why."

"You are a sharp fellow."

"Yes, sir, as sharp as most of them; I will get you a new apron.  The
pretty one asked me who you were."

"What did you tell her?"

"I said you were an Italian; that's all."

"If you will hold your tongue I will double that piece of gold."

"I have asked your Spaniard to help me, sir, as I am single-handed,
and supper has to be served at the same time both upstairs and
downstairs."

"Very good; but the rascal mustn't come into the room or he would be
sure to laugh.  Let him go to the kitchen, bring up the dishes, and
leave them outside the door."

The waiter went out, and returned soon after with the apron and Le
Duc, to whom I explained in all seriousness what he had to do.  He
laughed like a madman, but assured me he would follow my directions.
I procured a carving-knife, tied my hair in a queue, took off my
coat, and put on the apron over my scarlet waistcoat ornamented with
gold lace.  I then looked at myself in the glass, and thought my
appearance mean enough for the modest part I was about to play.  I
was delighted at the prospect, and thought to myself that as the
ladies came from Soleure they would speak French.

Le Duc came to tell me that the waiter was going upstairs.  I went
into the ladies' room and said, "Supper is about to be served,
ladies."

"Make haste about it, then," said the ugliest of them, "as we have
got to rise before day-break."

I placed the chairs round the table and glanced at my fair one, who
looked petrified.  The waiter came in, and I helped him to put the
dishes on the table, and he then said to me, "Do you stay here, as I
have to go downstairs."

I took a plate and stood behind a chair facing the lady, and without
appearing to look at her I saw her perfectly, or rather I saw nothing
else.  She was astonished the others did not give me a glance, and
they could not have pleased me better.  After the soup I hurried to
change her plate, and then did the same office for the rest: they
helped themselves to the boiled beef.

While they were eating, I took a boiled capon and cut it up in a
masterly manner.

"We have a waiter who knows his work," said the lady of my thoughts.

"Have you been long at this inn?"

"Only a few weeks, madam."

"You wait very well."

"Madam is very good."

I had tucked in my superb ruffles of English point lace, but my
frilled shirt front of the same material protruded slightly through
my vest, which I had not buttoned carefully.  She saw it, and said,
"Come here a moment."

"What does madam require?"

"Let me see it.  What beautiful lace!"

"So I have been told, madam, but it is very old.  An Italian
gentleman who was staying here made me a present of it."

"You have ruffles of the same kind, I suppose?"

"Yes, madam;" and so saying I stretched out my hand, unbuttoning my
waistcoat.  She gently drew out the ruffle, and seemed to place
herself in a position to intoxicate me with the sight of her charms,
although she was tightly laced.  What an ecstatic moment!  I knew she
had recognized me, and the thought that I could not carry the
masquerade beyond a certain point was a veritable torment to me.

When she had looked a long time, one of the others said,

"You are certainly very curious, my dear, one would think you had
never seen lace before."

At this she blushed.

When the supper was done, the three ugly ladies each went apart to
undress, while I took away the dishes, and my heroine began to write.
I confess that I was almost infatuated enough to think that she was
writing to me; however, I had too high an opinion of her to entertain
the idea.

As soon as I had taken away the dishes, I stood by the door in the
respectful manner becoming the occasion.

"What are you waiting for?" she said.

"For your orders, madam."

"Thank you, I don't want anything."

"Your boots, madam, you will like them removed before you retire."

"True, but still I don't like to give you so much trouble."

"I am here to attend on you, madam."

So saying, I knelt on one knee before her, and slowly unplaced her
boots while she continued writing.  I went farther; I unbuckled her
garters, delighting in the contemplation and still more in the touch
of her delicately-shaped legs, but too soon for me she turned her
head, and said,

"That will do, thank you.  I did not notice that you were giving
yourself so much trouble.  We shall see you to-morrow evening."

"Then you will sup here, ladies?"

"Certainly."

I took her boots away, and asked if I should lock the door.

"No, my good fellow," said she, in the voice of a syren, "leave the
key inside."

Le Duc took the charmer's boots from me, and said, laughing,--

"She has caught you."

"What?"

"I saw it all, sir, you played your part as well as any actor in
Paris; and I am certain that she will give you a louis to-morrow, but
if you don't hand it over to me I will blow on the whole thing."

"That's enough, you rascal; get me my supper as quickly as possible."

Such are the pleasures which old age no longer allows me to enjoy,
except in my memory.  There are monsters who preach repentance, and
philosophers who treat all pleasures as vanity.  Let them talk on.
Repentance only befits crimes, and pleasures are realities, though
all too fleeting.

A happy dream made me pass the night with the fair lady; doubtless it
was a delusion, but a delusion full of bliss.  What would I not give
now for such dreams, which made my nights so sweet!

Next morning at day-break I was at her door with her boots in my hand
just as their coachman came to call them.  I asked them, as a matter
of form, if they would have breakfast, and they replied merrily that
they had made too good a supper to have any appetite at such an early
hour.  I went out of the room to give them time to dress, but the
door was half open, and I saw reflected in the glass the snow-white
bosom of my fair one; it was an intoxicating sight.  When she had
laced herself and put on her dress she called for her boots.  I asked
if I should put them on, to which she consented with a good grace,
and as she had green velvet breeches, she seemed to consider herself
as almost a man.  And, after all, a waiter is not worth putting one's
self out about.  All the worst for him if he dare conceive any hopes
from the trifling concessions he receives.  His punishment will be
severe, for who would have thought he could have presumed so far?
As for me, I am now, sad to say, grown old, and enjoy some few
privileges of this description, which I relish, though despising
myself, and still more those who thus indulge me.

After she had gone I went to sleep again, hoping to see her in the
evening.  When I awoke I heard that the abbot of Einsiedel was at
Zurich, and my landlord told me that his reverend highness would dine
with me in my room.  I told him that I wished to treat the abbot
well, and that he must set the best dinner he could for us.

At noon the worthy prelate was shewn up to my room, and began by
complimenting me on the good reputation I had at Zurich, saying that
this made him believe that my vocation was a real one.

"The following distich," he added, "should now become your motto:
     "Inveni portum.  Spes et fortuna valete;
     Nil mihi vobiscum est: ludite nuns alios."

"That is a translation of two verses from Euripides," I answered;
"but, my lord, they will not serve me, as I have changed my mind
since yesterday."

"I congratulate you," said he, "and I hope you will accomplish all
your desires.  I may tell you confidentially that it is much easier
to save one's soul in the world where one can do good to one's
neighbours, than in the convent, where a man does no good to himself
nor to anyone else."

This was not speaking like the hypocrite Guistiniani had described to
me; on the contrary, it was the language of a good and sensible man.

We had a princely dinner, as my landlord had made each of the three
courses a work of art.  The repast was enlivened by an interesting
conversation, to which wit and humour were not lacking.  After coffee
I thanked the abbot with the greatest respect, and accompanied him to
his carriage, where the reverend father reiterated his offers of
serving me, and thus, well pleased with one another, we parted.

The presence and the conversation of this worthy priest had not for a
moment distracted my thoughts from the pleasing object with which
they were occupied.  So soon as the abbot had gone, I went to the
bridge to await the blessed angel, who seemed to have been sent from
Soleure with the express purpose of delivering me from the temptation
to become a monk, which the devil had put into my heart.  Standing on
the bridge I built many a fine castle in Spain, and about six in the
evening I had the pleasure of seeing my fair traveller once more.  I
hid myself so as to see without being seen.  I was greatly surprised
to see them all four looking towards my window.  Their curiosity
shewed me that the lady had told them of the secret, and with my
astonishment there was some admixture of anger.  This was only
natural, as I not only saw myself deprived of the hope of making any
further advances, but I felt that I could no longer play my part of
waiter with any confidence.  In spite of my love for the lady I would
not for the world become the laughing-stock of her three plain
companions.  If I had interested her in my favour, she would
certainly not have divulged my secret, and I saw in her doing so
proof positive that she did not want the jest to go any further, or
rather of her want of that spirit so necessary to ensure the success
of an intrigue.  If the three companions of my charmer had had
anything attractive about them, I might possibly have persevered and
defied misfortune; but in the same measure as beauty cheers my heart,
ugliness depresses it.  Anticipating the melancholy which I foresaw
would result from this disappointment, I went out with the idea of
amusing myself, and happening to meet Giustiniani I told him of my
misfortune, saying that I should not be sorry to make up for it by a
couple of hours of the society of some mercenary beauty.

"I will take you to a house," said he, "where you will find what you
want.  Go up to the second floor and you will be well received by an
old woman, if you whisper my name to her.  I dare not accompany you,
as I am well known in the town and it might get me into trouble with
the police, who are ridiculously strict in these matters.  Indeed I
advise you to take care that nobody sees you going in."

I followed the ex-Capuchin's advice and waited for the dusk of the
evening.  I had a good reception, but the supper was poor, and the
hours that I spent with two young girls of the working class were
tedious.  They were pretty enough, but my head was full of my
perfidious charmer, and besides, despite their neatness and
prettiness, they were wanting in that grace which adds so many charms
to pleasure.  The liberality of my payment, to which they were not
accustomed, captivated the old woman, who said she would get me all
the best stuff in the town; but she warned me to take care that
nobody saw me going into her house.

When I got back Le Duc told me that I had been wise to slip away, as
my masquerade had become generally known, and the whole house,
including the landlord, had been eagerly waiting to see me play the
part of waiter.  "I took your place," he added.  "The lady who has
taken your fancy is Madame----, and I must confess she is vastly
fine."

"Did she ask where the other waiter was?"

"No, but the other ladies asked what had become of you several
times."

"And Madame said nothing?"

"She didn't open her mouth, but looked sad and seemed to care for
nothing, till I said you were away because you were ill."

"That was stupid of you.  Why did you say that?"

"I had to say something."

"True.  Did you untie her shoe?"

"No; she did not want me to do so."

"Good.  Who told you her name?"

"Her coachman.  She is just married to a man older than herself."

I went to bed, but could only think of the indiscretion and sadness
of my fair lady.  I could not reconcile the two traits in her
character.  Next day, knowing that she would be starting early, I
posted myself at the window to see her get into the carriage, but I
took care to arrange the curtain in such a way that I could not be
seen.  Madame was the last to get in, and pretending that she wanted
to see if it rained, she took off her bonnet and lifted her head.
Drawing the curtain with one hand, and taking off my cap with the
other, I wafted her a kiss with the tips of my fingers.  In her turn
she bowed graciously, returning my kiss with a good-natured smile.




CHAPTER XIV

I Leave Zurich--Comic Adventure at Baden--Soleure--M. De Chavigni--
M. and Madame * * * I Act in a Play--I Counterfeit Sickness to Attain
Happiness


M. Mote, my landlord, introduced his two sons to me.  He had brought
them up like young princes.  In Switzerland, an inn-keeper is not
always a man of no account.  There are many who are as much respected
as people of far higher rank are in other countries.  But each
country has its own manners.  My landlord did the honours of the
table, and thought it no degradation to make his guests pay for the
meal.  He was right; the only really degrading thing in the world is
vice.  A Swiss landlord only takes the chief place at table to see
that everyone is properly attended to.  If he have a son, he does not
sit down with his father, but waits on the guests, with napkin in
hand.  At Schaffhaus, my landlord's son, who was a captain in the
Imperial army, stood behind my chair and changed my plate, while his
father sat at the head of the table.  Anywhere else the son would
have been waited on, but in his father's house he thought, and
rightly, that it was an honour to wait.

Such are Swiss customs, of which persons of superficial understanding
very foolishly make a jest.  All the same, the vaunted honour and
loyalty of the Swiss do not prevent them from fleecing strangers, at
least as much as the Dutch, but the greenhorns who let themselves be
cheated, learn thereby that it is well to bargain before-hand, and
then they treat one well and charge reasonably.  In this way, when I
was at Bale, I baffled the celebrated Imhoff, the landlord of the
"Three Kings."

M. Ote complimented me on my waiter's disguise, and said he was sorry
not to have seen me officiating, nevertheless, he said he thought I
was wise not to repeat the jest.  He thanked me for the honour I had
done his house, and begged me to do him the additional favour of
dining at his table some day before I left.  I answered that I would
dine with him with pleasure that very day.  I did so, and was treated
like a prince.

The reader will have guessed that the last look my charmer gave me
had not extinguished the fire which the first sight of her had
kindled in my breast.  It had rather increased my flame by giving me
hopes of being better acquainted with her; in short, it inspired me
with the idea of going to Soleure in order to give a happy ending to
the adventure.  I took a letter of credit on Geneva, and wrote to
Madame d'Urfe, begging her to give me a written introduction, couched
in strong terms to M. de Chavigni, the French ambassador, telling her
that the interests of our order were highly involved in my knowing
this diplomatist, and requesting her to address letters to me at the
post office at Soleure.  I also wrote to the Duke of Wurtemburg, but
had no answer from him, and indeed he must have found my epistle very
unpleasant reading.

I visited the old woman whom Giustiniani had told me of several times
before I left Zurich, and although I ought to have been well
satisfied as far as physical beauty was concerned, my enjoyment was
very limited, as the nymphs I wooed only spoke Swiss dialect--a
rugged corruption of German.  I have always found that love without
speech gives little enjoyment, and I cannot imagine a more
unsatisfactory mistress than a mute, were she as lovely as Venus
herself.

I had scarcely left Zurich when I was obliged to stop at Baden to
have the carriage M. Ote had got me mended.  I might have started
again at eleven, but on hearing that a young Polish lady on her way
to Our Lady of Einseidel was to dine at the common table, I decided
to wait; but I had my trouble for nothing, as she turned out to be
quite unworthy of the delay.

After dinner, while my horses were being put in, the host's daughter,
a pretty girl enough, came into the room and made me waltz with her;
it chanced to be a Sunday.  All at once her father came in, and the
girl fled.

"Sir," said the rascal, "you are condemned to pay a fine of one
louis."

"Why?"

"For having danced on a holy day."

"Get out; I won't pay."

"You will pay, though," said he, shewing me a great parchment covered
with writing I did not understand.

"I will appeal."

"To whom, sir?"

"To the judge of the place."

He left the room, and in a quarter of an hour I was told that the
judge was waiting for me in an adjoining chamber.  I thought to
myself that the judges were very polite in that part of the world,
but when I got into the room I saw the rascally host buried in a wig
and gown.

"Sir," said he, "I am the judge."

"Judge and plaintiff too, as far as I can see."

He wrote in his book, confirming the sentence, and mulcting me in six
francs for the costs of the case.

"But if your daughter had not tempted me."  said I, "I should not have
danced; she is therefore as guilty as I."

"Very true, sir; here is a Louis for her."  So saying he took a Louis
out of his pocket, put it into a desk beside him, and said; "Now
yours."

I began to laugh, paid my fine, and put off my departure till the
morrow.

As I was going to Lucerne I saw the apostolic nuncio (who invited me
to dinner), and at Fribourg Comte d'Afri's young and charming wife;
but at ten leagues from Soleure I was a witness of the following
curious circumstances.

I was stopping the night in a village, and had made friends with the
surgeon, whom I had found at the inn, and while supper, which he was
to share with me, was getting ready, we walked about the village
together.  It was in the dusk of the evening, and at a distance of a
hundred paces I saw a man climbing up the wall of a house, and
finally vanishing through a window on the first floor.

"That's a robber," said I, pointing him out to the surgeon.  He
laughed and said,--

"The custom may astonish you, but it is a common one in many parts of
Switzerland.  The man you have just seen is a young lover who is
going to pass the night with his future bride.  Next morning he will
leave more ardent than before, as she will not allow him to go too
far.  If she was weak enough to yield to his desires he would
probably decline to marry her, and she would find it difficult to get
married at all."

At Soleure I found a letter from Madame d'Urfe, with an enclosure
from the Duc de Choiseul to the ambassador, M. de Chavigni.  It was
sealed, but the duke's name was written below the address.

I made a Court toilet, took a coach, and went to call on the
ambassador.  His excellency was not at home, so I left my card and
the letter.  It was a feast-day, and I went to high mass, not so
much, I confess, to seek for God as for my charmer, but she was not
there.  After service I walked around the town, and on my return
found an officer who asked me to dinner at the ambassador's.

Madame d'Urfe said that on the receipt of my letter she had gone
straightway to Versailles, and that with the help of Madame de
Grammont she had got me an introduction of the kind I wanted.  This
was good news for me, as I desired to cut an imposing figure at
Soleure.  I had plenty of money, and I knew that this magic metal
glittered in the eyes of all.  M. de Chavigni had been ambassador at
Venice thirty years before, and I knew a number of anecdotes about
his adventures there, and I was eager to see what I could make out of
him.

I went to his house at the time appointed, and found all his servants
in full livery, which I looked upon as a happy omen.  My name was not
announced, and I remarked that when I came in both sides of the door
were opened for me by the page.  A fine old man came forward to meet
me, and paying me many well-turned compliments introduced me to those
present.  Then, with the delicate tact of the courtier, pretending
not to recollect my name, he drew the Duc de Choiseul's letter from
his pocket, and read aloud the paragraph in which the minister
desired him to treat me with the utmost consideration.  He made me
sit on an easy chair at his right hand, and asked me questions to
which I could only answer that I was travelling for my pleasure, and
that I considered the Swiss nation to be in many respects superior to
all other nations whatsoever.

Dinner was served, and his excellency set me on his right hand in a
position of equal honour to his own.  We were sixteen in company, and
behind every chair stood a magnificent lackey in the ambassador's
livery.  In the course of conversation I got an opportunity of
telling the ambassador that he was still spoken of at Venice with the
utmost affection.

"I shall always remember," he said, "the kindness with which the
Venetians treated me; but tell me, I beg, the names of those
gentlemen who still remember me; they must be quite old now."

This was what I was waiting for.  M. de Malipiero had told me of
certain events which had happened during the regency, and M. de
Bragadin had informed me of the ambassador's amours with the
celebrated Stringhetta.

His excellency's fare was perfect, but in the pleasure of conversing
I forgot that of eating.  I told all my anecdotes so racily that his
features expressed the pleasure I was affording him, and when we rose
from the table he shook me by the hand, and told me he had not had so
agreeable a dinner since he had been at Soleure.

"The recollection of my Venetian gallantries," said the worthy old
man, "makes me recall many a happy moment; I feel quite young again."

He embraced me, and bade me consider myself as one of his family
during my stay at Soleure.

After dinner he talked a good deal about Venice, praising the
Government, and saying that there was not a town in the world where a
man could fare better, provided he took care to get good oil and
foreign wines.  About five o'clock he asked me to come for a drive
with him, getting into the carriage first to give me the best place.

We got out at a pretty country house where ices were served to us.
On our way back he said that he had a large party every evening, and
that he hoped I would do him the honour to be present whenever it
suited my inclinations, assuring me that he would do his best to
amuse me.  I was impatient to take part in the assembly, as I felt
certain I should see my charmer there.  It was a vain hope, however,
for I saw several ladies, some old and ugly, some passable, but not
one pretty.

Cards were produced, and I soon found myself at a table with a young
lady of fair complexion and a plain-looking woman well advanced in
years, who seemed, however, not to be destitute of wit.  Though I was
looed I played on, and I lost five or six hundred fish without
opening my lips.  When it came to a profit and loss account, the
plain woman told me I owed three louis.

"Three louis, madam."

"Yes, sir; we have been playing at two sous the fish.  You thought,
perhaps, we were playing for farthings."

"On the contrary, I thought it was for francs, as I never play
lower."  She did not answer this boast of mine, but she seemed
annoyed.  On rejoining the company after this wearisome game, I
proceeded to scrutinize all the ladies present rapidly but keenly,
but I could not see her for whom I looked, and was on the point of
leaving, when I happened to notice two ladies who were looking at me
attentively.  I recognized them directly.  They were two of my fair
one's companions, whom I had had the honour of waiting on at Zurich.
I hurried off, pretending not to recognize them.

Next day, a gentleman in the ambassador's suite came to tell me that
his excellency was going to call on me.  I told him that I would not
go out till I had the honour of receiving his master, and I conceived
the idea of questioning him concerning that which lay next to my
heart.  However, he spared me the trouble, as the reader will see for
himself.

I gave M. de Chavigni the best reception I could, and after we had
discussed the weather he told me, with a smile, that he had the most
ridiculous affair to broach to me, begging me to credit him when he
said that he did not believe it for a moment.

"Proceed, my lord."

"Two ladies who saw you at my house yesterday told me in confidence,
after you had gone, that I should do well to be on my guard, as you
were the waiter in an inn at Zurich where they had stayed.  They
added that they had seen the other waiter by the Aar, and that in all
probability you had run away from the inn together; God alone knows
why!  They said, furthermore, that you slipped away from my house
yesterday as soon as you saw them.  I told them that even if you were
not the bearer of a letter from his grace the Duc de Choiseul I
should have been convinced that they were mistaken, and that they
should dine with you to-day, if they would accept my invitation.  I
also hinted that you might have merely disguised yourself as a waiter
in the hopes of winning some favours from them, but they rejected the
hypothesis as absurd, and said that you could carve a capon and
change a plate dexterously enough, but were only a common waiter for
all that, adding that with my permission they would compliment you on
your skill to-day.

"'Do so, by all means, ladies,' said I, "M. Casanova and myself will
be highly amused.' And now do you mind telling me whether there be
any foundation of truth in the whole story?"

"Certainly, my lord, I will tell you all without reserve, but in
confidence, as this ridiculous report may injure the honour of one
who is dear to me, and whom I would not injure for the world."

"It is true, then?  I am quite interested to hear all about it."

"It is true to a certain extent; I hope you don't take me for the
real waiter at the 'Sword.'"

"Certainly not, but I supposed you played the part of waiter?"

"Exactly.  Did they tell you that they were four in company."

"Ah, I have got it!  Pretty Madame was one of the party.  That
explains the riddle; now I understand everything.  But you were quite
right in saying that discretion was needful; she has a perfectly
blameless reputation."

"Ah! I did not know that.  What happened was quite innocent, but it
might be so garbled in the telling as to become prejudicial to the
honour of a lady whose beauty struck me with admiration."

I told him all the details of the case, adding that I had only come
to Soleure in the hopes of succeeding in my suit.

"If that prove an impossibility," said I, "I shall leave Soleure in
three or four days; but I will first turn the three ugly companions
of my charmer into ridicule.  They might have had sense enough to
guess that the waiter's apron was only a disguise.  They can only
pretend to be ignorant of the fact in the hope of getting some
advantage over me, and injuring their friend, who was ill advised to
let them into the secret."

"Softly, softly, you go too fast and remind me of my own young days.
Permit me to embrace you, your story has delighted me.  You shall not
go away, you shall stay here and court your charmer.  To-day you can
turn two mischievous women into ridicule, but do it in an easy way.
The thing is so straightforward that M.---- will be the first to
laugh at it.  His wife cannot be ignorant of your love for her, and I
know enough of women to pronounce that your disguise cannot have
displeased her.  She does know of your love?"

"Undoubtedly."

He went away laughing, and at the door of his coach embraced me for
the third time.

I could not doubt that my charmer had told the whole story to her
three friends as they were returning from Einsiedel to Zurich, and
this made the part they had played all the more ill-natured; but I
felt that it was to my interest to let their malice pass for wit.

I went to the ambassador's at half-past one, and after making my bow
to him I proceeded to greet the company, and saw the two ladies.
Thereupon, with a frank and generous air, I went up to the more
malicious-looking of the two (she was lame, which may have made me
think her more ill-looking) and asked if she recognized me.

"You confess, then, that you are the waiter at the 'Sword'?"

"Well, not quite that, madam, but I confess that I was the waiter for
an hour, and that you cruelly disdained to address a single word to
me, though I was only a waiter, because I longed for the bliss of
seeing you.  But I hope I shall be a little more fortunate here, and
that you will allow me to pay you my respectful homage."

"This is very wonderful!  You played your part so well that the
sharpest eye would have been deceived.  Now we shall see if you play
your new part as well.  If you do me the honour to call on me I will
give you a good welcome."

After these complimentary speeches, the story became public property,
and the whole table was amusing itself with it, when I had the
happiness of seeing M.----  and Madame coming into the room.

"There is the good-natured waiter," said she to her husband.

The worthy man stepped forward, and politely thanked me for having
done his wife the honour of taking off her boots.

This told me that she had concealed nothing, and I was glad.  Dinner
was served, M. de Chavigni made my charmer sit at his right hand, and
I was placed between my two calumniators.  I was obliged to hide my
game, so, although I disliked them intensely, I made love to them,
hardly raising my eyes to glance at Madame, who looked ravishing.  I
did not find her husband either as old or as jealous as I had
expected.  The ambassador asked him and his wife to stay the evening
to an impromptu ball, and then said, that in order for me to be able
to tell the Duc de Choiseul that I was well amused at Soleure, he
would be delighted to have a play, if Madame would act the fair
'Ecossaise' again.  She said she should be delighted, but two more
actors were wanted.

"That is all right," said the kind old gentleman, "I will play
Montrose."

"And I, Murray," I remarked.

My lame friend, angry at this arrangement, which only left her the
very bad part of Lady Alton, could not help lancing a shaft at me.

"Oh! why isn't there a waiter's part in the play?" said she, "you
would play it so well."

"That is well said, but I hope you will teach me to play Murray even
better."

Next morning, I got the words of my part, and the ambassador told me
that the ball would be given in my honour.  After dinner I went to my
inn, and after making an elaborate toilette I returned to the
brilliant company.

The ambassador begged me to open the ball, and introduced me to the
highest born but not the most beautiful lady in the place.  I then
danced with all the ladies present until the good-natured old man got
me the object of my vows as a partner in the quadrilles, which he did
so easily that no one could have made any remark.  "Lord Murray,"
said he, "must dance with no one but Lindane."

At the first pause I took the opportunity of saying that I had only
come to Soleure for her sake, that it was for her sake that I had
disguised myself at Zurich, and that I hoped she would permit me to
pay my addresses to her.

"I cannot invite you to my house," said she, "for certain sufficient
reasons; but if you will stay here some time we shall be able to see
each other.  But I entreat you not to shew me any marked attention in
public, for there are those who will spy upon our actions, and it is
not pleasant to be talked about."

I was quite satisfied with this, and told her that I would do all in
my power to please her, and that the most prying eyes should have
nothing to fix on.  I felt that the pleasure I looked forward to
would be rendered all the sweeter by a tincture of mystery.

I had proclaimed myself as a novice in the mimic art, and had
entreated my lame friend to be kind enough to instruct me.  I
therefore went to her in the morning, but she could only flatter
herself that hers was a reflected light, as I had opportunities for
paying my court to my charmer in her house, and however great her
vanity may have been, she must have had some suspicions of the truth.

This woman was a widow, aged between thirty and forty years, of a
jaundiced complexion, and a piercing and malicious aspect.  In her
efforts to hide the inequality of her legs, she walked with a stiff
and awkward air; and, wishing to be thought a wit, she increased her
natural dullness by a ceaseless flow of small talk.  I persisted in
behaving towards her with a great air of respect, and one day she
said that, having seen me in the disguise of a waiter, she would not
have thought I was a man of a timid nature.

"In what respect do you think me timid?" said I; to which she gave me
no answer, but I knew perfectly well what she meant.  I was tired of
my part, and I had determined to play it no more when we had acted
L'Ecossaise.

All the best people at Soleure were present at our first performance.
The lame lady was delighted with the horror inspired by her acting;
but she might credit a great deal of it to her appearance.  M. de
Chavigni drew forth the tears of the audience, his acting was said to
be better than the great Voltaire's.  As for me, I remember how near
I was to fainting when, in the third scene of the fifth act, Lindane
said to me,

"What!  You!  You dare to love me?"

She pronounced these words with such fiery scorn that all the
spectators applauded vehemently.  I was almost put out of
countenance, for I thought I detected in her voice an insult to my
honour.  However, I collected myself in the minute's respite which
the loud applause gave me, and I replied,---

"Yes; I adore you!  How should I not?"

So pathetically and tenderly did I pronounce these words that the
hall rang again with the applause, and the encores from four hundred
throats made me repeat the words which, indeed, came from my heart.

In spite of the pleasure we had given to the audience, we judged
ourselves not perfect in our parts, and M. de Chavigni advised us to
put off our second performance for a couple of days.

"We will have a rehearsal to-morrow at my country house," said he,
"and I beg the favour of all your companies to dinner there."

However, we all made each other compliments on our acting.  My lame
friend told me I had played well, but not so well as in the part of
waiter, which really suited me admirably.  This sarcasm got the laugh
on her side, but I returned it by telling her that my performance was
a work of art, while her playing of Lady Alton was pure nature.
M. de Chavigni told Madame that the spectators were wrong to applaud
when she expressed her wonder at my loving her, since she had spoken
the words disdainfully; and it was impossible that Lindane could have
despised Murray.  The ambassador called for me the next day in his
carriage, and when we reached his country-house we found all the
actors assembled there.  His excellency addressed himself in the
first place to M.----, telling him he thought his business was as
good as done, and that  they would talk about it after dinner. We sat
down to table, and afterwards rehearsed the piece without any need of
the prompter's assistance.

Towards evening the ambassador told the company that he would expect
them to supper that evening at Soleure, and everyone left with the
exception of the ambassador, myself, and M.---- and Madame----.  Just
as we were going I had an agreeable surprise.

"Will you come with me," said the Ambassador to M.---- , "we can talk
the matter over at our ease?   M. Casanova will have the honour of
keeping your wife company in your carriage."

I gave the fair lady my hand respectfully, and she took it with an
air of indifference, but as I was helping her in she pressed my hand
with all her might.  The reader can imagine how that pressure made my
blood circulate like fire in my veins.

Thus we were seated side by side, our knees pressed tenderly against
each other.  Half an hour seemed like a minute, but it must not be
thought that we wasted the time.  Our lips were glued together, and
were not set apart till we came within ten paces of the ambassador's
house, which I could have wished at ten leagues distance.  She was
the first to get down, and I was alarmed to see the violent blush
which overspread her whole face.  Such redness looked unnatural; it
might betray us; our spring of happiness would soon be dry.  The
watchful eye of the envious Alton would be fixed upon us, and not in
vain; her triumph would outweigh her humiliation.  I was at my wits'
end.

Love and luck, which have so favoured me throughout the course of my
life, came to my aid.  I had about me a small box containing
hellebore.  I opened it as if by instinct, and invited her to take a
small pinch.  She did so, and I followed her example; but the dose
was too strong, and as we were going up the stairs we began to
sneeze, and for the next quarter of an hour we continued sneezing.
People were obliged to attribute her high colour to the sneezing, or
at least no one could give voice to any other suppositions.  When the
sneezing fit was over, this woman, who was as clever as she was
pretty, said her headache was gone, but she would take care another
time not to take so strong a dose.  I looked out of the corner of my
eye at the malicious widow, who said nothing but seemed deep in
thought.

This piece of good luck decided me on staying at Soleure till my love
was crowned with success, and I determined to take a country house.
I shall not have much opinion of my readers if they find themselves
in my position--rich, young, independent, full of fire, and having
only pleasure to seek for--and do not follow my example.  A perfect
beauty was before me with whom I was madly in love, and who, I was
sure, shared that love.  I had plenty of money, and I was my own
master.  I thought this a much better plan than turning monk, and I
was above caring "what people would say."  As soon as the ambassador
had returned, which he always did at an early hour on account of his
advanced age, I left the company and went to see him in his private
room.  In truth I felt I must give him that confidence which he had
so well deserved.

As soon as he saw me he said,--

"Well, well, did you profit by the interview I got you?"

I embraced him, and said,--

"I may hope for everything."

When I was telling him about the hellebore he was lavish in his
compliments on my presence of mind, for, as he said, such an unusual
colour would have made people think there had been some kind of a
combat--a supposition which would not have tended towards my success.
After I had told him all, I imparted my plan.

"I shall do nothing in a hurry," said I, "as I have to take care that
the lady's honour does not suffer, and I trust to time to see the
accomplishment of my wishes.  I shall want a pretty country house, a
good carriage, two lackeys, a good cook, and a housekeeper.  All that
I leave to your excellency, as I look upon you as my refuge and
guardian angel."

"To-morrow, without fail, I will see what I can do, and I have good
hopes of doing you a considerable service and of rendering you well
content with the attractions of Soleure."

Next day our rehearsal went off admirably, and the day after the
ambassador spoke to me as follows:

"So far as I can see, what you are aiming at in this intrigue is the
satisfying of your desires without doing any harm to the lady's
reputation.  I think I know the nature of your love for her well
enough to say that if she told you that your leaving Soleure was
necessary to her peace of mind you would leave her at once.  You see
that I have sounded you well enough to be a competent adviser in this
delicate and important affair, to which the most famous events in the
annals of diplomacy are not to be compared."

"Your excellency does not do sufficient justice to a career which has
gained you such distinction."

"That's because I am an old man, my dear fellow, and have shaken off
the rust and dust of prejudices, and am able to see things as they
really are, and appreciate them at their true value.  But let us
return to your love-affair.  If you wish to keep it in the dark, you
must avoid with the greatest care any action which may awaken
suspicion in the minds of people who do not believe that anything is
indifferent.  The most malicious and censorious will not be able to
get anything but the merest chance out of the interview I procured
you today, and the accident of the sneezing bout, defy the most ill-
natured to draw any deductions; for an eager lover does not begin his
suit by sending the beloved one into convulsions.  Nobody can guess
that your hellebore was used to conceal the blush that your caresses
occasioned, since it does not often happen that an amorous combat
leaves such traces; and how can you be expected to have foreseen the
lady's blushes, and to have provided yourself with a specific against
them?   In short, the events of to-day will not disclose your secret.
M.---- who, although he wishes to pass for a man devoid of jealousy,
is a little jealous; M.----  himself cannot have seen anything out of
the common in my asking him to return with me, as I had business of
importance with him, and he has certainly no reasons for supposing
that I should be likely to help you to intrigue with his wife.
Furthermore, the laws of politeness would have forbidden me, under
any circumstances, offering the lady the place I offered him, and as
he prides himself on his politeness he can raise no possible
objection to the arrangement which was made.  To be sure I am old and
you are young--a distinction not unimportant in a husband's eyes.
"After this exordium," added the good-natured ambassador, with a
laugh, "an exordium which I have delivered in the official style of a
secretary of state, let us see where we are.  Two things are
necessary for you to obtain your wished-for bliss.  The first thing,
which concerns you more particularly, is to make M.----  your friend,
and to conceal from him that you have conceived a passion for his
wife, and here I will aid you to the best of my ability.  The second
point concerns the lady's honour; all your relations with her must
appear open and above-board.  Consider yourself under my protection;
you must not even take a country house before we have found out some
plan for throwing dust into the eyes of the observant.  However, you
need not be anxious; I have hit upon a plan.

"You must pretend to be taken ill, but your illness must be of such a
kind that your doctor will be obliged to take your word for the
symptoms.  Luckily, I know a doctor whose sole idea is to order
country air for all complaints.  This physician, who is about as
clever as his brethren, and kills or cures as well as any of them,
will come and feel my pulse one of these days.  You must take his
advice, and for a couple of louis he will write you a prescription
with country air as the chief item.  He will then inform everybody
that your case is serious, but that he will answer for your cure."

"What is his name?"

"Doctor Herrenschwand."

"What is he doing here?  I knew him at Paris; he was Madame du
Rumain's doctor."

"That is his brother.  Now find out some polite complaint, which will
do you credit with the public.  It will be easy enough to find a
house, and I will get you an excellent cook to make your gruel and
beef-tea."

The choice of a complaint cost me some thought; I had to give it a
good deal of attention.  The same evening I managed to communicate my
plan to Madame who approved of it.  I begged her to think of some way
of writing to me, and she said she would.

"My husband," said she, "has a very high opinion of you.  He has
taken no offence at our coming in the same carriage.  But tell me,
was it an accident or design that made M. de Chavigni take my husband
and leave us together?"

"It was the result of design, dearest."  She raised her beautiful
eyes and bit her lips.  "Are you sorry it was so?"

"Alas! no."

In three or four days, on the day on which we were going to act
L'Ecossaise, the doctor came to dine with the ambassador and stayed
till the evening to see the play.  At dessert he complimented me on
my good health, on which I took the opportunity, and told him that
appearances were deceitful, and that I should be glad to consult him
the next day.  No doubt he was delighted to be deceived in his
estimate of my health, and he said he should be glad if he could be
of any service.  He called on me at the hour agreed upon, and I told
him such symptoms as my fancy dictated; amongst other things, that I
was subject to certain nocturnal irritations which made me extremely
weak, especially in the reins.

"Quite so, quite so; it's a troublesome thing, but we will see what
can be done.  My first remedy, which you may possibly not care much
for, is for you to pass six weeks in the country, where you will not
see those objects which impress your brain, acting on the seventh
pair of nerves, and causing that lumbar discharge which no doubt
leaves you in a very depressed state."

"Yes, it certainly does."

"Quite so, quite so.  My next remedy is cold bathing."

"Are the baths far from here?"

"They are wherever you like.  I will write you a prescription, and
the druggist will make it up."

I thanked him, and after he had pouched the double-louis I slipped
politely into his hand, he went away assuring me that I should soon
experience an improvement in my health.  By the evening the whole
town knew that I was ill and had to go into the country.  M. de
Chavigni said pleasantly at dinner to the doctor, that he should have
forbidden me all feminine visitors; and my lame friend, refining on
the idea, added that I should above all be debarred access to certain
portraits, of which I had a box-full.  I laughed approvingly, and
begged M. de Chavigni, in the presence of the company, to help me to
find a pretty house and a good cook, as I did not intend to take my
meals alone.

I was tired of playing a wearisome part, and had left off going to
see my lame friend, but she soon reproached me for my inconstancy,
telling me that I had made a tool of her.  "I know all," said this
malicious woman, "and I will be avenged."

"You cannot be avenged for nothing," said I, "for I have never done
you an injury.  However, if you intend to have me assassinated, I
shall apply for police protection."

"We don't assassinate here," said she, savagely.  "We are not
Italians."

I was delighted to be relieved from the burden of her society, and
henceforth Madame was the sole object of my thoughts.  M. de
Chavigni, who seemed to delight in serving me, made her husband
believe that I was the only person who could get the Duc de Choiseul
to pardon a cousin of his who was in the guards, and had had the
misfortune to kill his man in a duel.  "This," said the kindly old
gentleman, "is the best way possible of gaining the friendship of
your rival.  Do you think you can manage it?"

"I am not positive of success."

"Perhaps I have gone a little too far; but I told him that by means
of your acquaintance with the Duchesse de Grammont you could do
anything with the minister."

"I must make you a true prophet; I will do all I can."

The consequence was that M.----  informed me of the facts in the
ambassador's presence, and brought me all the papers relative to the
case.

I spent the night in writing to the Duchesse de Grammont.  I made my
letter as pathetic as possible, with a view to touching her heart,
and then her father's; and I then wrote to the worthy Madame d'Urfe
telling her that the well-being of the sublime order of the Rosy
Cross was concerned in the pardon of a Swiss officer, who had been
obliged to leave the kingdom on account of a duel in which the order
was highly concerned.

In the morning, after resting for an hour, I went to the ambassador,
and shewed him the letter I had written to the duchess.  He thought
it excellently expressed, and advised me to skew it to M.----  I
found him with his night-cap on; he was extremely grateful for the
interest I took in a matter which was so near to his heart.  He told
me that his wife had not yet risen, and asked me to wait and take
breakfast with her.  I should have much liked to accept the
invitation, but I begged him to make my excuses to his lady for my
absence, on the pretence that I had to finish my letters, and hand
them to the courier who was just leaving.  I hoped in this way to
scatter any jealousy that might be hovering in his brain, by the
slight importance I attached to a meeting with his wife.

I went to dine with M. de Chavigni, who thought my conduct had been
very politic, and said that he was certain that henceforth M.----
would be my best friend.  He then skewed me a letter from Voltaire
thanking him for playing Montrose in his Ecossaise; and another from
the Marquis de Chauvelin, who was then at Delices with the
philosopher of Ferney.  He promised to come and see him after he had
been to Turin, where he had been appointed ambassador.




CHAPTER XV

My Country House--Madame Dubois--Malicious Trick Played on Me by My
Lame Enemy--My Vexation

There was a reception and a supper at the Court, as they styled the
hotel of M. de Chavigni, or rather of the ambassador of the King of
France in Switzerland.  As I came in I saw my charmer sitting apart
reading a letter.  I accosted her, apologizing for not having stayed
to breakfast, but she said I had done quite right, adding that if I
had not chosen a country house she hoped I would take one her husband
would probably mention to me that evening.  She could not say any
more, as she was called away to a game at quadrille.  For my part I
did not play, but wandered from one table to another.

At supper everybody talked to me about my health, and my approaching
stay in the country.  This gave M.---- an opportunity to mention a
delightful house near the Aar; "but," he added, "it is not to be let
for less than six months."

"If I like it," I replied, "and am free to leave it when I please, I
will willingly pay the six months' rent in advance."

"There is a fine hall in it."

"All the better; I will give a ball as evidence of my gratitude to
the people of Soleure for the kind welcome I have received from
them."

"Would you like to come and see it to-morrow?"

"With pleasure."

"Very good, then I will call for you at eight o'clock, if that hour
will suit you."

"I shall expect you."

When I got back to my lodging I ordered a travelling carriage and
four, and the next morning, before eight o'clock, I called for M.
who was ready, and seemed flattered at my anticipating him.

"I made my wife promise to come with us; but she is a sluggard, who
prefers her bed to the fresh air."

In less than an hour we reached our journey's end, and I found the
house a beautiful one and large enough to lodge the whole court of a
prince of the Holy Roman Empire.  Besides the hall, which I thought
magnificent, I noted with great pleasure a closet arranged as a
boudoir, and covered with the most exquisite pictures.  A fine
garden, fountains, baths, several well-furnished rooms, a good
kitchen--in a word, everything pleased me, and I begged M.---- to
arrange for me to take up my abode there in two days' time.

When we got back to Soleure, Madame told me how pleased she was that
I liked the house; and seizing the opportunity, I said that I hoped
they would often do me the honour of dining with me.  They promised
they would do so.  I drew from my pocket a packet containing a
hundred louis, which I gave M.----  to pay the rent.  I then embraced
him, and after imprinting a respectful kiss on the hand of his fair
mate I went to M. de Chavigni, who approved of my having taken the
house as it pleased my lady, and asked me if it was true that I was
going to give a ball.

"Yes, if I see any prospect of its being a brilliant one, and if I
have your approbation."

"You need have no doubts on that point, my dear fellow, and whatever
you can't find in the shops come to me for.  Come, I see you are
going to spend a little money.  It is a good plan, and overcomes many
difficulties.  In the meanwhile you shall have two footmen, an
excellent cook, a housekeeper, and whatever other servants you
require.  The head of my household will pay them, and you can settle
with him afterwards, he is a trustworthy man.  I will come now and
then and take a spoonful of soup with you, and you shall reward me
for what services I may have done you by telling me how things are
getting on.  I have a great esteem for your charming friend, her
discretion is beyond her years, and the pledges of love you will
obtain of her will doubtless increase your passion and your esteem.
Is she aware that I know all?"

"She knows that we are firm friends, and she is glad of it, as she is
sure that you will be discreet."

"She may count on my discretion.  She is really a delicious woman; I
should have been tempted to seduce her myself thirty years ago."

A druggist, whom the doctor had recommended to me, set out the same
day to get ready the baths which were to cure me of my imaginary
complaint, and in two days I went myself, after having given Le Duc
orders to bring my baggage on.

I was extremely surprised, on entering the apartment I was to occupy,
to see a pretty young woman who came up to me in a modest way to kiss
my hand.  I stopped her doing so, and my astonished air made her
blush.

"Do you belong to the household?" I said.

"The ambassador's steward has engaged me as your housekeeper."

"Pardon my surprise.  Take me to my room."

She obeyed, and sitting down on the couch I begged her to sit beside
me.

"That is an honour," said she, in the most polite and modest way,
"I cannot allow myself.  I am only your servant."

"Very good, but when I am alone I hope you will consent to take your
meals with me, as I don't like eating by myself."

"I will do so, sir."

"Where is your room?"

"This is the one the steward assigned to me, but you have only to
speak if you wish me to sleep in another."

"Not at all; it will do very well."

Her room was just behind the recess in which my bed stood.  I went in
with her and was astonished to see a great display of dresses, and in
an adjoining closet all the array of the toilette, linen in
abundance, and a good stock of shoes and embroidered slippers.  Dumb
with surprise I looked at her, and was thoroughly satisfied with what
I saw.  Nevertheless I determined to subject her to a close
examination, as I thought her manners too interesting and her linen
too extensive for her to be a mere servant.  All at once I was struck
with the idea that it might be a trick of the ambassador's, for a
fine woman, well educated, and aged twenty-four or at the most
twenty-five years, seemed to me more fitted to be my mistress than my
housekeeper.  I therefore asked her if she knew the ambassador, and
what wages she was to receive.  She replied that she only knew M. de
Chavigni by sight, and that the steward had promised her two louis a
month and her meals in her own room.

"Where do you come from?   What's your name?"

"I come from Lyons; I am a widow, and my name is Dubois."

"I am delighted to have you in my service.  I shall see you again."

She then left me, and I could not help thinking her a very
interesting woman, as her speech was as dignified as her appearance.
I went down to the kitchen and found the cook, an honest-looking
fellow, who told me his name was Rosier.  I had known his brother in
the service of the French ambassador at Venice.  He told me that
supper would be ready at nine o'clock.

"I never eat by myself," said I.

"So I hear, sir; and I will serve supper accordingly."

"What are your wages?"

"Four louis a month."

I then went to see the rest of my people.  I found two sharp-looking
footmen, and the first of them told me he would see I had what wine I
wanted.  Then I inspected my bath, which seemed convenient.  An
apothecary was preparing certain matters for my imaginary cure.
Finally, I took a walk round my garden, and before going in I went
into the gate-keeper's, where I found a numerous family, and some
girls who were not to be despised.  I was delighted to hear everybody
speak French, and I talked with them some time.

When I got back to my room, I found Le Duc occupied in unpacking my
mails; and telling him to give my linen to Madame Dubois, I went into
a pretty cabinet adjoining, where there was a desk and all materials
necessary for writing.  This closet had only one window facing north,
but it commanded a view capable of inspiring the finest thoughts.  I
was amusing myself with the contemplation of this sublime prospect,
when I heard a knock at my door.  It was my pretty housekeeper, who
wore a modest and pleasant expression, and did not in the least
resemble a person who bears a complaint.

"What can I do for you, madam?"

"I hope you will be good enough to order your man to be polite to
me?"

"Certainly; how has he failed in politeness?"

"He might possibly tell you in no respect.  He wanted to kiss me, and
as I refused he thought himself justified in being rather insolent."

"How?"

"By laughing at me.  You will pardon me, sir, but I do not like
people who make game."

"You are right; they are sure to be either silly or malicious.  Make
yourself easy; Le Duc shall understand that you are to be treated
with respect.  You will please sup with me."

Le Duc came in soon after, and I told him to behave respectfully
towards Madame Dubois.

"She's a sly cat," said the rascal; "she wouldn't let me kiss her."

"I am afraid you are a bad fellow."

"Is she your servant or your mistress?"

"She might be my wife."

"Oh! well, that's different.  That will do; Madame Dubois shall have
all respect, and I will try my luck somewhere else."

I had a delicious supper.  I was contented with my cook, my butler,
my housekeeper, and even with my Spaniard, who waited capitally at
table.

After supper I sent out Le Duc and the other servant, and as soon as
I was alone with my too lovely housekeeper, who had behaved at table
like a woman of the world, I begged her to tell me her history.

"My history, sir, is short enough, and not very interesting.  I was--
born at Lyons, and my relations took me to Lausanne, as I have been
told, for I was too young at the time to remember anything about it.
My father, who was in the service of Madame d'Ermance, left me an
orphan when I was fourteen.  Madame d'Ermance was fond of me, and
knowing that my mother's means were small she took me to live with
her.  I had attained my seventeenth year when I entered the service
of Lady Montagu as lady's maid, and some time after I was married to
Dubois, an old servant of the house.  We went to England, and three
years after my marriage I lost my husband.  The climate of England
affected my lungs, and I was obliged to beg my lady to allow me to
leave her service.  The worthy lady saw how weak I was, and paid the
expenses of my journey and loaded me with rich presents.  I returned
to my mother at Lausanne, where my health soon returned, and I went
into the service of an English lady who was very fond of me, and
would have taken me with her to Italy if she had not conceived some
suspicions about the young Duke of Rosebury, with whom she was in
love, and whom she thought in love with me.  She suspected me, but
wrongfully, of being her rival in secret.  She sent me away, after
giving me rich presents, and saying how sorry she was she could not
keep me.  I went back to my mother, and for two years I have lived
with the toil of my hands.  Four days ago M. Lebel, the ambassador's
steward, asked me if I would enter the service of an Italian
gentleman as housekeeper.  I agreed, in the hope of seeing Italy, and
this hope is the cause of my stupidity.  In short: here I am."

"What stupidity are you referring to?"

"The stupidity of having entered your service before I knew you."

"I like your freedom.  You would not have come, then, if you had not
known me?"

"Certainly not, for no lady will ever take me after having been with
you."

"Why not? may I ask."

"Well, sir; do you think you are the kind of man to have a house-
keeper like myself without the public believing my situation to be of
quite a different nature?"

"No, you are too pretty, and I don't look like a fossil, certainly;
but after all, what matter does it make?"

"It is all very well for you to make light of it, and if I were in
your place I would do the same; but how am I, who am a woman and not
in an independent position, to set myself above the rules and
regulations of society?"

"You mean, Madame Dubois, that you would very much like to go back to
Lausanne?"

"Not exactly, as that would not be just to you."

"How so?"

"People would be sure to say that either your words or your deeds
were too free, and you might possibly pass a rather uncharitable
judgment on me."

"What judgment could I pass on you?"

"You might think I wanted to impose on you."

"That might be, as I should be very much hurt by so sudden and
uncalled-for a departure.  All the same I am sorry for you, as with
your ideas you can neither go nor stay with any satisfaction.
Nevertheless, you must do one or the other."

"I have made up my mind.  I shall stay, and I am almost certain I
shall not regret it."

"I am glad to hear that, but there is one point to which I wish to
call your attention."

"What is that?"

"I will tell you.  Let us have no melancholy and no scruples."

"You shall not see me melancholy, I promise you; but kindly explain
what you mean by the word 'scruples.'"

"Certainly.  In its ordinary acceptation, the word 'scruple'
signifies a malicious and superstitious whim, which pronounces an
action which may be innocent to be guilty."

"When a course of action seems doubtful to me, I never look upon the
worst side of it.  Besides, it is my duty to look after myself and
not other people."

"I see you have read a good deal."

"Reading is my greatest luxury.  Without books I should find life
unbearable."

"Have you any books?"

"A good many.  Do you understand English?"

"Not a word."

"I am sorry for that, as the English books would amuse you."

"I do not care for romances."

"Nor do I.  But you don't think that there are only romances in
English, do you?   I like that.  Why do you take me for such a lover
of the romantic, pray?"

"I like that, too.  That pretty outburst is quite to my taste, and I
am delighted to be the first to make you laugh."

"Pardon me if I laugh, but .  . ."

"But me no buts, my dear; laugh away just as you like, you will find
that the best way to get over me.  I really think, though, that you
put your services at too cheap a rate."

"That makes me laugh again, as it is for you to increase my wages if
you like."

"I shall take care that it is done."

I rose from table, not taken, but surprised, with this young woman,
who seemed to be getting on my blind side.  She reasoned well, and in
this first interview she had made a deep impression on me.  She was
young, pretty, elegant, intellectual, and of distinguished manners; I
could not guess what would be the end of our connection.  I longed to
speak to M. Lebel, to thank him for getting me such a marvel, and
still more, to ask him some questions about her.

After the supper had been taken away, she came to ask if I would have
my hair put in curl papers.

"It's Le Duc's business," I answered, "but if you like, it shall be
yours for the future."

She acquitted herself like an expert.

"I see," said I, "that you are going to serve me as you served Lady
Montagu."

"Not altogether; but as you do not like melancholy, allow me to ask a
favour."

"Do so, my dear."

"Please do not ask me to give you your bath."

"Upon my honour, I did not think of doing so.  It would be
scandalous.  That's Le Duc's business."

"Pardon me, and allow me to ask another favour."

"Tell me everything you want."

"Allow me to have one of the door-keeper's daughters to sleep with
me."

"If it had come into my head, I would have proposed it to you.  Is
she in your room now?"

"No."

"Go and call her, then."

"Let us leave that till to-morrow, as if I went at this time of night
it might make people talk."

"I see you have a store of discretion, and you may be sure I will not
deprive you of any of it."

She helped me to undress, and must have found me very modest, but I
must say it was not from virtue.  My heart was engaged elsewhere, and
Madame Dubois had impressed me; I was possibly duped by her, but I
did not trouble myself to think whether I was or not.  I rang for Le
Duc in the morning, and on coming in he said he had not expected the
honour.

"You're a rascal," I said, "get two cups of chocolate ready directly
after I have had my bath."

After I had taken my first cold bath, which I greatly enjoyed, I went
to bed again.  Madame Dubois came in smiling, dressed in a style of
careless elegance.

"You look in good spirits."

"I am, because I am happy with you.  I have had a good night, and
there is now in my room a girl as lovely as an angel, who is to sleep
with me."

"Call her in."

She called her, and a monster of ugliness entered, who made me turn
my head away.

"You haven't given yourself a rival certainly, my dear, but if she
suits you it is all right.  You shall have your breakfast with me,
and I hope you will take chocolate with me every morning."

"I shall be delighted, as I am very fond of it."

I had a pleasant afternoon.  M. de Chavigni spent several hours with
me.  He was pleased with everything, and above all with my fair
housekeeper, of whom Lebel had said nothing to him.

"She will be an excellent cure for your love for Madame," said he.

"There you are wrong," I answered, "she might make me fall in love
with her without any diminution of my affection for my charmer."

Next day, just as I was sitting down to table with my housekeeper, I
saw a carriage coming into the courtyard, and my detestable lame
widow getting out of it.  I was terribly put out, but the rules of
politeness compelled me to go and receive her.

"I was far from anticipating that you would do me so great an honour,
madam."

"I daresay; I have come to dine with you, and to ask you to do me a
favour."

"Come in, then, dinner is just being served.  I beg to introduce
Madame Dubois to you."

I turned towards my charming housekeeper, and told her that the lady
would dine with us.

Madame Dubois, in the character of mistress of the house, did the
honours admirably, and my lame friend, in spite of her pride, was
very polite to her.  I did not speak a dozen words during the meal,
and paid no sort of attention to the detestable creature; but I was
anxious to know what she could want me to do for her.  As soon as
Madame Dubois had left the room she told me straight out that she had
come to ask me to let her have a couple of rooms in my house for
three weeks or a month at the most.

I was astonished at such a piece of impudence, and told her she asked
more than I was at liberty to give.

"You can't refuse me, as everybody knows I have come on purpose to
ask you."

"Then everybody must know that I have refused you.  I want to be
alone--absolutely alone, without any kind of restriction on my
liberty.  The least suspicion of company would bore me."

"I shall not bore you in any way, and you will be at perfect liberty
to ignore my presence.  I shall not be offended if you don't enquire
after me, and I shall not ask after you--even if you are ill.  I
shall have my meals served to me by my own servant, and I shall take
care not to walk in the garden unless I am perfectly certain you are
not there.  You must allow that if you have any claims to politeness
you cannot refuse me."

"If you were acquainted with the most ordinary rules of politeness,
madam, you would not persist in a request to which I have formally
declined to accede."

She did not answer, but my words had evidently produced no effect.
I was choking with rage.  I strode up and down the room, and felt
inclined to send her away by force as a madwoman.  However, I
reflected that she had relations in a good position whom I might
offend if I treated her roughly, and that I might make an enemy
capable of exacting a terrible revenge; and, finally, that Madame
might disapprove of my using violence to this hideous harpy....

"Well, madam," said I, "you shall have the apartment you have
solicited with so much importunity, and an hour after you come in I
shall be on my way back to Soleure."

"I accept the apartment, and I shall occupy it the day after to-
morrow.  As for your threat of returning to Soleure, it is an idle
one, as you would thereby make yourself the laughing-stock of the
whole town."

With this final impertinence she rose and went away, without taking
any further notice of me.  I let her go without moving from my seat.
I was stupefied.  I repented of having given in; such impudence was
unparalleled.  I called myself a fool, and vowed I deserved to be
publicly hooted.  I ought to have taken the whole thing as a jest; to
have contrived to get her out of the house on some pretext, and then
to have sent her about her business as a madwoman, calling all my
servants as witnesses.

My dear Dubois came in, and I told my tale.  She was thunderstruck.

"I can hardly credit her requesting, or your granting, such a thing,"
said she, "unless you have some motives of your own."

I saw the force of her argument, and not wishing to make a confidante
of her I held my tongue, and went out to work off my bile.

I came in tired, after taking a stiff walk.  I took supper with
Madame Dubois, and we sat at table till midnight.  Her conversation
pleased me more and more; her mind was well-furnished, her speech
elegant, and she told her stories and cracked her jokes with charming
grace.  She was devoid of prejudices, but by no means devoid of
principle.  Her discretion was rather the result of system than of
virtue; but if she had not a virtuous spirit, her system would not
have shielded her from the storms of passion or the seductions of
vice.

My encounter with the impudent widow had so affected me that I could
not resist going at an early hour on the following day to communicate
it to M. de Chavigni.  I warned Madame Dubois that if I were not back
by dinner-time she was not to wait for me.

M. de Chavigni had been told by my enemy that she was going to pay me
a visit, but he roared with laughter on hearing the steps she had
taken to gain her ends.

"Your excellency may find it very funny," said I, "but I don't."

"So I see; but take my advice, and be the first to laugh at the
adventure.  Behave as if you were unaware of her presence, and that
will be a sufficient punishment for her.  People will soon say she is
smitten with you, and that you disdain her love.  Go and tell the
story to M.----, and stay without ceremony to dinner.  I have spoken
to Lebel about your pretty housekeeper: the worthy man had no
malicious intent in sending her to you.  He happened to be going to
Lausanne, and just before, I had told him to find you a good
housekeeper; thinking it over on his way, he remembered his friend
Madame Dubois, and the matter was thus arranged without malice or
pretense.  She is a regular find, a perfect jewel for you, and if you
get taken with her I don't think she will allow you to languish for
long."

"I don't know, she seems to be a woman of principle."

"I shouldn't have thought you would be taken in by that sort of
thing.  I will ask you both to give me a dinner to-morrow, and shall
be glad to hear her chatter."

M---- welcomed me most kindly, and congratulated me on my conquest,
which would make my country house a paradise.  I joined in the jest,
of course, with the more ease that his charming wife, though I could
see that she suspected the truth, added her congratulations to those
of her husband; but I soon changed the course of their friendly mirth
by telling them the circumstances of the case.  They were indignant
enough then, and the husband said that if she had really quartered
herself on me in that fashion, all I had to do was to get an
injunction from the courts forbidding her to put her foot within my
doors.

"I don't want to do that," said I, "as besides publicly disgracing
her I should be skewing my own weakness, and proclaiming that I was
not the master in my own house, and that I could not prevent her
establishing herself with me."

"I think so, too," said the wife, "and I am glad you gave way to her.
That shews how polite you are, and I shall go and call on her to
congratulate her on the welcome she got, as she told me that her
plans had succeeded."

Here the matter ended, and I accepted their invitation to dine with
them.  I behaved as a friend, but with that subtle politeness which
takes away all ground for suspicion; accordingly, the husband felt no
alarm.  My charmer found the opportunity to tell me that I had done
wisely in yielding to the ill-timed demand of that harpy, and that as
soon as M. de Chauvelin, whom they were expecting, had gone away
again, I could ask her husband to spend a few days with me, and that
she would doubtless come too.

"Your door-keeper's wife," she added, "was my nurse.  I have been
kind to her, and when necessary I can write to you by her without
running any risk."

After calling on two Italian Jesuits who were passing through
Soleure, and inviting them to dine with me on the following day, I
returned home where the good Dubois amused me till midnight by
philosophical discussions.  She admired Locke; and maintained that
the faculty of thought was not a proof of the existence of spirit in
us, as it was in the power of God to endow matter with the capacity
for thought; I was unable to controvert this position.  She made me
laugh by saying that there was a great difference between thinking
and reasoning, and I had the courage to say,--

"I think you would reason well if you let yourself be persuaded to
sleep with me, and you think you reason well in refusing to be so
persuaded."

"Trust me, sir," said she; "there is as much difference between the
reasoning powers of men and women as there is between their physical
characteristics."

Next morning at nine o'clock we were taking our chocolate, when my
enemy arrived.  I heard her carriage, but I did not take the
slightest notice.  The villainous woman sent away the carriage and
installed herself in her room with her maid.

I had sent Le Duc to Soleure for my letters, so I was obliged to beg
my housekeeper to do my hair; and she did it admirably, as I told her
we should have the ambassador and the two Jesuits to dinner.  I
thanked her, and kissed her for the first time on the cheek, as she
would not allow me to touch her beautiful lips.  I felt that we were
fast falling in love with one another, but we continued to keep
ourselves under control, a task which was much easier for her than
for me, as she was helped by that spirit of coquetry natural to the
fair sex, which often has greater power over them than love itself.

M. de Chavigni came at two; I had consulted him before asking the
Jesuits, and had sent my carriage for them.  While we were waiting
for these gentlemen we took a turn in the garden, and M. de Chavigni
begged my fair housekeeper to join us as soon as she had discharged
certain petty duties in which she was then engaged.

M. de Chavigni was one of those men who were sent by France to such
powers as she wished to cajole and to win over to her interests.
M. de l'Hopital, who knew how to gain the heart of Elizabeth
Petrovna, was another; the Duc de Nivernois, who did what he liked
with the Court of St. James's in 1762, is a third instance.

Madame Dubois came out to us in due course, and entertained us very
agreeably; and M. de Chavigni told me that he considered she had all
the qualities which would make a man happy.  At dinner she enchanted
him and captivated the two Jesuits by her delicate and subtle wit.
In the evening this delightful old nobleman told me he had spent a
most pleasant day, and after asking me to dine at his house while M.
de Chauvelin was there, he left me with an effusive embrace.

M. de Chauvelin, whom I had the honour to know at Versailles, at M.
de Choiseul's, was an extremely pleasant man.  He arrived at Soleure
in the course of two days, and M. de Chavigni having advised me of
his presence I hastened to pay my court to him.  He remembered me,
and introduced me to his wife, whom I had not the honour of knowing.
As chance placed me next to my charmer at table, my spirits rose, and
my numerous jests and stories put everybody in a good temper.  On M.
de Chauvelin remarking that he knew some pleasant histories of which
I was the hero, M. de Chavigni told him that he did not know the best
of all, and recounted to him my adventure at Zurich.  M. de Chauvelin
then told Madame that to serve her he would willingly transform
himself into a footman, on which M. ---- joined in and said that I
had a finer taste for beauty, as she, for whose sake I had made
myself into a waiter, was at that moment a guest of mine in my
country house.

"Ah, indeed!" said M.  de Chauvelin, "then we must come and see your
quarters, M. Casanova."

I was going to reply, when M. de Chavigni anticipated me by saying,

"Yes, indeed! and I hope he will lend me his beautiful hall to give
you a ball next Sunday."

In this manner the good-natured courtier prevented me from promising
to give a ball myself, and relieved me of my foolish boast, which I
should have been wrong in carrying out, as it would have been an
encroachment on his privilege as ambassador of entertaining these
distinguished strangers during the five or six days they might stay
at Soleure.  Besides, if I had kept to my word, it would have
involved me in a considerable expense, which would not have helped me
in my suit.

The conversation turning on Voltaire, the Ecossaise was mentioned,
and the acting of my neighbour was highly commended in words that
made her blush and shine in her beauty like a star, whereat her
praises were renewed.

After dinner the ambassador invited us to his ball on the day after
the morrow, and I went home more deeply in love than ever with my
dear charmer, whom Heaven had designed to inflict on me the greatest
grief I have had in my life, as the reader shall see.

I found that my housekeeper had gone to bed, and I was glad of it,
for the presence of my fair one had excited my passions to such an
extent that my reason might have failed to keep me within the bounds
of respect.  Next morning she found me sad, and rallied me in such a
way that I soon recovered my spirits.  While we were taking our
chocolate the lame creature's maid brought me a note, and I sent her
away, telling her that I would send the answer by my own servant.
This curious letter ran as follows:

"The ambassador has asked me to his ball on Sunday.  I answered that
I was not well, but if I found myself better in the evening I would
come.  I think that as I am staying in your house I ought to be
introduced by you or stay away altogether.  So if you do not wish to
oblige me by taking me, I must beg of you to tell the ambassador that
I am ill.  Pardon me if I have taken the liberty of infringing our
agreement in this peculiar instance, but it is a question of keeping
up some sort of appearance in public."

"Not so," I cried, mad with rage; and taking my pen I wrote thus:

"I think your idea is a beautiful one, madam.  You will have to be
ill, as I mean to keep to the conditions you made yourself, and to
enjoy full liberty in all things, and I shall therefore deny myself
the honour of taking you to the ball which the ambassador is to give
in my hall."

I read her insolent letter and my reply to my housekeeper, who
thought the answer just what she deserved.  I then sent it to her.

I passed the next two days quietly and agreeably without going out or
seeing any visitors, but the society of Madame Dubois was all-
sufficient for me.  Early on Sunday morning the ambassador's people
came to make the necessary preparations for the ball and supper.
Lebel came to pay me his respects while I was at table.  I made him
sit down, while I thanked him for procuring me a housekeeper who was
all perfection.

Lebel was a fine man, middle-aged, witty, and an excellent steward,
though perfectly honest.

"Which of you two," said he to me, "is the most taken in?"

"We are equally pleased with each other," answered my charming
housekeeper.

To my great delight the first pair to appear were M.---- and Madame.
She was extremely polite to Madame Dubois, and did not shew the
slightest astonishment when I introduced her as my housekeeper.  She
told me that I must take her to see her lame friend, and to my great
disgust I had to go.  We were received with a show of great
friendship, and she went out with us into the garden, taking M.----'s
arm, while his wife leant amorously on mine.

When we had made a few turns of the garden, Madame begged me to take
her to her nurse.  As her husband was close by, I said,--

"Who is your nurse?"

"Your door-keeper's wife," said her husband, "we will wait for you in
this lady's apartment."

"Tell me, sweetheart," said she on the way, "does not your pretty
housekeeper sleep with you?"

"I swear she does not; I can only love you."

"I would like to believe you, but I find it hard to do so; however,
if you are speaking the truth it is wrong of you to keep her in the
house, as nobody will believe in your innocence."

"It is enough for me that you believe in it.  I admire her, and at
any other time I expect we could not sleep under the same roof
without sleeping in the same bed; but now that you rule my heart I am
not capable of a passion for her."

"I am delighted to hear it; but I think she is very pretty."

We went in to see her nurse, who called her "my child," and kissed
her again and again, and then left us alone to prepare some lemonade
for us.  As soon as we found ourselves alone our mouths were glued
together, and my hands touched a thousand beauties, covered only by a
dress of light sarcenet; but I could not enjoy her charms without
this cruel robe, which was all the worse because it did not conceal
the loveliness beneath it.  I am sure that the good nurse would have
kept us waiting a long time if she had known how we longed to be left
alone for a few moments longer; but, alas! the celerity with which
she made those two glasses of lemonade was unexampled.

"It was made beforehand, was it?" said I, when I saw her coming in.

"Not at all, sir; but I am a quick hand."

"You are, indeed."

These words made my charmer go off into a peal of laughter, which she
accompanied with a significant glance in my direction.  As we were
going away she said that as things seemed to be against us we must
wait till her husband came to spend a few days with me.

My terrible enemy gave us some sweets, which she praised very highly,
and above all some quince marmalade, which she insisted on our
testing.  We begged to be excused, and Madame pressed my foot with
hers.  When we had got away she told me I had been very wise not to
touch anything, as the widow was suspected of having poisoned her
husband.

The ball, the supper, the refreshments, and the guests were all of
the most exquisite and agreeable kind.  I only danced one minuet with
Madame de Chauvelin, nearly all my evening being taken up with
talking to her husband.  I made him a present of my translation of
his poem on the seven deadly sins, which he received with much
pleasure.

"I intend," said I, "to pay you a visit at Turin."

"Are you going to bring your housekeeper with you?"

"No."

"You are wrong, for she is a delightful person."

Everybody spoke of my dear Dubois in the same way.  She had a perfect
knowledge of the rules of good breeding, and she knew how to make
herself respected without being guilty of the slightest presumption.
In vain she was urged to dance, and she afterwards told me that if
she had yielded she would have become an object of hatred to all the
ladies.  She knew that she could dance exquisitely.

M. de Chauvelin went away in two days, and towards the end of the
week I heard from Madame d'Urfe, who told me that she had spent two
days at Versailles in furtherance of my desires.  She sent me a copy
of the letters of pardon signed by the king in favour of the relation
of M.----, assuring me that the original had been sent to the colonel
of his regiment, where he would be reinstated in the rank which he
held before the duel.

I had my horses put into my carriage, and hastened to carry this good
news to M. de Chavigni.  I was wild with joy, and I did not conceal
it from the ambassador, who congratulated me, since M.---- having
obtained by me, without the expenditure of a penny, a favour which
would have cost him dear if he had succeeded in purchasing it, would
henceforth be only too happy to treat me with the utmost confidence.

To make the matter still more important, I begged my noble friend to
announce the pardon to M.---- in person, and he immediately wrote a
note to that gentleman requesting his presence.

As soon as he made his appearance, the ambassador handed him the copy
of the pardon, telling him that he owed it all to me.  The worthy man
was in an ecstasy, and asked what he owed me.

"Nothing, sir, unless you will give me your friendship, which I value
more than all the gold in the world; and if you would give me a proof
of your friendship, come and spend a few days with me; I am
positively dying of loneliness.  The matter I have done for you is a
mere trifle; you see how quickly it has been arranged."

"A mere trifle!  I have devoted a year's labour to it; I have moved
heaven and earth without succeeding, and in a fortnight you have
accomplished it.  Sir, you may dispose of my life."

"Embrace me, and come and see me.  I am the happiest of men when I am
enabled to serve persons of your merit."

"I will go and tell the good news to my wife, who will love you as
well as I do."

"Yes, do so," said the ambassador, "and bring her to dinner here to-
morrow."

When we were alone together, the Marquis de Chavigni, an old courtier
and a wit, began to make some very philosophical reflections on the,
state of a court where nothing can be said to be easy or difficult
per se, as the one at a moment's notice may become the other; a court
where justice often pleads in vain, while interest or even
importunity get a ready hearing.  He had known Madame d'Urfe, had
even paid his court to her at the period when she was secretly
beloved by the regent.  He it was who had given her the name of
Egeria, because she said she had a genius who directed her and passed
the nights with her when she slept by herself.  The ambassador then
spoke of M.----, who had undoubtedly become a very great friend of
mine.

"The only way to blind a jealous husband," said he, "is to make him
your friend, for friendship will rarely admit jealousy."

The next day at dinner, at the ambassador's, Madame gave me a
thousand proofs of grateful friendship, which my heart interpreted as
pledges of love.  The husband and wife promised to pay me a three
days' visit in the following week at my country house.

They kept their word without giving me any further warning, but I was
not taken by surprise as I had made all preparations for their
reception.

My heart leapt with joy on seeing my charmer getting down from the
carriage, but my joy was not unalloyed, as the husband told me that
they must absolutely return on the fourth day, and the wife insisted
on the horrible widow being present at all our conversation.

I took my guests to the suite of rooms I had prepared for them, and
which I judged most suitable for my designs.  It was on the ground
floor, opposite to my room.  The bedroom had a recess with two beds,
separated by a partition through which one passed by a door.  I had
the key to all the doors, and the maid would sleep in a closet beyond
the ante-chamber.

In obedience to my divinity's commands we went and called on the
widow, who gave us a cordial welcome; but under the pretext of
leaving us in freedom refused to be of our company during the three
days.  However, she gave in when I told her that our agreement was
only in force when I was alone.

My dear Dubois, with her knowledge of the rules of society, did not
need a hint to have her supper in her room, and we had an exquisite
meal as I had given orders that the fare should be of the best.
After supper I took my guests to their apartment, and felt obliged to
do the same by the widow.  She wanted me to assist at her toilet, but
I excused myself with a bow.  She said, maliciously, that after all
the pains I had taken I deserved to be successful.  I gave her no
answer.

Next morning, as we were walking in the garden, I warned my charmer
that I had all the keys of the house, and that I could introduce
myself into her room at any moment.

"I am waiting," said she, "for my husband's embraces, which he has
prefaced with caresses, as is usual with him.  We must therefore wait
till the night after next, which will take away all risk, as I have
never known him to embrace me for two nights in succession."

About noon we had a visit from M. de Chavigni, who came to ask for
dinner, and made a great to-do when he heard that my housekeeper
dined in her room.  The ladies said he was quite right, so we all
went and made her sit down at table with us.  She must have been
flattered, and the incident evidently increased her good humour, as
she amused us by her wit and her piquant stories about Lady Montagu.
When we had risen from table Madame said to me,--

"You really must be in love with that young woman; she is ravishing."

"If I could pass two hours in your company to-night, I would prove to
you that I am yours alone."

"It is still out of the question, as my husband has ascertained that
the moon changes to-day."

"He has to ask leave of the moon, has he, before discharging so sweet
a duty?"

"Exactly.  According to his system of astrology, it is the only way
to keep his health and to have the son that Heaven wills to grant
him, and indeed without aid from above it is hardly likely that his
wishes will be accomplished."

"I hope to be the instrument of Heaven," said I, laughing.

"I only hope you may."

Thus I was obliged to wait.  Next morning, as we were walking in the
garden, she said to me,--

"The sacrifice to the moon has been performed, and to make sure I
will cause him to renew his caresses tonight as soon as we go to bed;
and after that he is certain to sleep soundly.  You can come at an
hour after midnight; love will await you."

Certain of my bliss, I gave myself up to the joy that such a
certainty kindles in a fiery heart.  It was the only night remaining,
as M.---- had decided that on the next day they would return to
Soleure.

After supper I took the ladies to their apartments, and on returning
told my housekeeper that I had a good deal of writing to do, and that
she should go to bed.

Just before one o'clock I left my room, and the night being a dark
one I had to feel my way half round my house, and to my surprise
found the door open; but I did not pay any attention to this
circumstance.  I opened the door of the second ante-chamber, and the
moment I shut it again a hand seized mine, whilst another closed my
lips.  I only heard a whispered "hush!" which bade me silent.  A sofa
was at hand; we made it our altar of sacrifice, and in a moment I was
within the temple of love.  It was summer time and I had only two
hours before me, so I did not lose a moment, and thinking I held
between my arms the woman I had so long sighed for I renewed again
and again the pledges of my ardent love.  In the fulness of my bliss
I thought her not awaiting me in her bed an admirable idea, as the
noise of our kisses and the liveliness of our motions might have
awakened the troublesome husband.  Her tender ecstasies equalled
mine, and increased my bliss by making me believe (oh, fatal error!)
that of all my conquests this was the one of which I had most reason
to boast.

To my great grief the clock warned me that it was time for me to be
gone.  I covered her with the tenderest kisses, and returning to my
room, in the greatest gladness, I resigned myself to sleep.

I was roused at nine o'clock by M.----, who seemed in a happy frame
of mind, and shewed me a letter he had just received, in which his
relative thanked me for restoring him to his regiment.  In this
letter, which was dictated by gratitude, he spoke of me as if I had
been a divinity.

"I am delighted," I said, "to have been of service to you."

"And I," said he, "am equally pleased to assure you of my gratitude.
Come and breakfast with us, my wife is still at her toilette.  Come
along."

I rose hastily, and just as I was leaving the room I saw the dreadful
widow, who seemed full of glee, and said,--

"I thank you, sir; I thank you with all my heart.  I beg to leave you
at liberty again; I am going back to Soleure."

"Wait for a quarter of an hour, we are going to breakfast with
Madame."

"I can't stop a moment, I have just wished her good day, and now I
must be gone.  Farewell, and remember me."

"Farewell, madam."

She had hardly gone before M.---- asked me if the woman was beside
herself.

"One might think so, certainly," I replied, "for she has received
nothing but politeness at my hands, and I think she might have waited
to go back with you in the evening."

We went to breakfast and to discuss this abrupt leave-taking, and
afterwards we took a turn in the garden where we found Madame Dubois.
M.----  took possession of her; and as I thought his wife looking
rather downcast I asked her if she had not slept well.

"I did not go to sleep till four o'clock this morning," she replied,
"after vainly sitting up in bed waiting for you till that time.  What
unforeseen accident prevented your coming?"

I could not answer her question.  I was petrified.  I looked at her
fixedly without replying; I could not shake off my astonishment.  At
last a dreadful suspicion came into my head that I had held within my
arms for two hours the horrible monster whom I had foolishly received
in my house.  I was seized with a terrible tremor, which obliged me
to go and take shelter behind the arbour and hide my emotion.  I felt
as though I should swoon away.  I should certainly have fallen if I
had not rested my head against a tree.

My first idea had been a fearful thought, which I hastened to repel,
that Madame, having enjoyed me, wished to deny all knowledge of the
fact--a device which is in the power of any woman who gives up her
person in the dark to adopt, as it is impossible to convict her of
lying.  However, I knew the divine creature I had thought I possessed
too well to believe her capable of such base deceit.  I felt that she
would have been lacking in delicacy, if she had said she had waited
for me in vain by way of a jest; as in such a case as this the least
doubt is a degradation.  I was forced, then, to the conclusion that
she had been supplanted by the infernal widow.  How had she managed
it?   How had she ascertained our arrangements?   I could not
imagine, and I bewildered myself with painful surmises.  Reason only
comes to the aid of the mind when the confusion produced by painful
thoughts has almost vanished.  I concluded, then, that I had spent
two hours with this abominable monster; and what increased my
anguish, and made me loathe and despise myself still more, was that I
could not help confessing that I had been perfectly happy.  It was an
unpardonable mistake, as the two women differed as much as white does
from black, and though the darkness forbade my seeing, and the
silence my hearing, my sense of touch should have enlightened me--
after the first set-to, at all events, but my imagination was in a
state of ecstasy.  I cursed love, my nature, and above all the
inconceivable weakness which had allowed me to receive into my house
the serpent that had deprived me of an angel, and made me hate myself
at the thought of having defiled myself with her.  I resolved to die,
after having torn to pieces with my own hands the monster who had
made me so unhappy.

While I was strengthening myself in this resolution M.---- came up to
me and asked me kindly if I were ill; he was alarmed to see me pale
and covered with drops of sweat.  "My wife," said the worthy man,
"is uneasy about you, and sent me to look after you."  I told him I
had to leave her on account of a sudden dizziness, but that I began
to feel better.  "Let us rejoin her."  Madame Dubois brought me a
flask of strong waters, saying pleasantly that she was sure it was
only the sudden departure of the widow that had put me out.

We continued our walk, and when we were far enough from the husband,
who was with my housekeeper, I said I had been overcome by what she
had said, but that it had doubtless been spoken jestingly.

"I was not jesting at all," said she, with a sigh, "tell me what
prevented your coming."

Again I was struck dumb.  I could not make up my mind to tell her the
story, and I did not know what to say to justify myself.  I was
silent and confused when my housekeeper's little servant came up and
gave me a letter which the wretched widow had sent her by an express.
She had opened it, and found an enclosure addressed to me inside.  I
put it in my pocket, saying I would read it at my leisure.  On Madame
saying in joke that it was a love-letter, I could not laugh, and made
no answer.  The servant came to tell us that dinner was served, but I
could touch nothing.  My abstinence was put down to my being unwell.

I longed to read the letter, but I wished to be alone to do so, and
that was a difficult matter to contrive.

Wishing to avoid the game of piquet which formed our usual
afternoon's amusement, I took a cup of coffee, and said that I
thought the fresh air would do me good.  Madame seconded me, and
guessing what I wanted she asked me to walk up and down with her in a
sheltered alley in the garden.  I offered her my arm, her husband
offered his to my housekeeper, and we went out.

As soon as my mistress saw that we were free from observation, she
spoke as follows,--

"I am sure that you spent the night with that malicious woman, and I
am afraid of being compromised in consequence.  Tell me everything;
confide in me without reserve; 'tis my first intrigue, and if it is
to serve as a lesson you should conceal nothing from me.  I am sure
you loved me once, tell me that you have not become my enemy."

"Good heavens! what are you saying?  I your enemy!"

"Then tell me all, and before you read that wretched creature's
letter.  I adjure you in the name of love to hide nothing from me."

"Well, divine creature, I will do as you bid me.  I came to your
apartment at one o'clock, and as soon as I was in the second ante-
chamber, I was taken by the arm, and a hand was placed upon my lips
to impose silence; I thought I held you in my arms, and I laid you
gently on the sofa.  You must remember that I felt absolutely certain
it was you; indeed, I can scarcely doubt it even now.  I then passed
with you, without a word being spoken, two of the most delicious
hours I have ever experienced.  Cursed hours!  of which the
remembrance will torment me for the remainder of my days.  I left you
at a quarter past three.  The rest is known to you."

"Who can have told the monster that you were going to visit me at
that hour?"

"I can't make out, and that perplexes me."

"You must confess that I am the most to be pitied of us three, and
perhaps, alas!  the only one who may have a just title to the name
'wretched.'"

"If you love me, in the name of Heaven do not say that; I have
resolved to stab her, and to kill myself after having inflicted on
her that punishment she so well deserves."

"Have you considered that the publicity of such an action would
render me the most unfortunate of women?   Let us be more moderate,
sweetheart; you are not to blame for what has happened, and if
possible I love you all the more.  Give me the letter she has written
to you.  I will go away from you to read it, and you can read it
afterwards, as if we were seen reading it together we should have to
explain matters."

"Here it is."

I then rejoined her husband, whom my housekeeper was sending into
fits of laughter.  The conversation I had just had had calmed me a
little, and the trustful way in which she had asked for the letter
had done me good.  I was in a fever to know the contents, and yet I
dreaded to read it, as it could only increase my rage and I was
afraid of the results.

Madame rejoined us, and after we had separated again she gave me the
letter, telling me to keep it till I was alone.  She asked me to give
her my word of honour to do nothing without consulting her, and to
communicate all my designs to her by means of her nurse.

"We need not fear the harpy saying anything about it," she remarked,
"as she would first have to proclaim her own prostitution, and as for
us, concealment is the best plan.  And I would have you note that the
horrible creature gives you a piece of advice you would do well to
follow."

What completely tore my heart asunder during this interview was to
see great tears--tears of love and grief--falling from her beautiful
eyes; though to moderate my anguish she forced a smile.  I knew too
well the importance she attached to her fair fame not to guess that
she was tormented with the idea that the terrible widow knew of the
understanding between us, and the thought added fresh poignancy to my
sorrow.

This amiable pair left me at seven in the evening, and I thanked the
husband in such a manner that he could not doubt my sincerity, and,
in truth, I said no more than I felt.  There is no reason why the
love one feels for a woman should hinder one from being the true
friend of her husband--if she have a husband.  The contrary view is a
hateful prejudice, repugnant both to nature and to philosophy.  After
I had embraced him I was about to kiss the hand of his charming wife,
but he begged me to embrace her too, which I did respectfully but
feelingly.

I was impatient to read the terrible letter, and as soon as they were
gone I shut myself up in my room to prevent any interruptions.  The
epistle was as follows:

"I leave your house, sir, well enough pleased, not that I have spent
a couple of hours with you, for you are no better than any other man,
but that I have revenged myself on the many open marks of contempt
you have given me; for your private scorn I care little, and I
willingly forgive you.  I have avenged myself by unmasking your
designs and the hypocrisy of your pretty prude, who will no longer be
able to treat me with that irritating air of superiority which she,
affecting a virtue which she does not possess, has displayed towards
me.  I have avenged myself in the fact that she must have been
waiting for you all the night, and I would have given worlds to have
heard the amusing conversation you must have had when she found out
that I had taken for vengeance's sake, and not for love, the
enjoyment which was meant for her.  I have avenged myself because you
can no longer pretend to think her a marvel of beauty, as having
mistaken me for her, the difference between us must needs be slight;
but I have done you a service, too, as the thought of what has
happened should cure you of your passion.  You will no longer adore
her before all other women who are just as good as she.  Thus I have
disabused you, and you ought to feel grateful to me; but I dispense
you from all gratitude, and do not care if you choose to hate me,
provided your hatred leaves me in peace; but if I find your conduct
objectionable in the future, I warn you that I will tell all, since I
do not care for my own fame as I am a widow and mistress of my own
actions.  I need no man's favour, and care not what men may say of
me.  Your mistress, on the other hand, is in quite a different
position.

"And here I will give you a piece of advice, which should convince
you of my generosity.  For the last ten years I have been troubled
with a little ailment which has resisted all attempts at treatment.
You exerted yourself to such an extent to prove how well you loved me
that you must have caught the complaint.  I advise you, then, to put
yourself under treatment at once to weaken the force of the virus;
but above all do not communicate it to your mistress, who might
chance to hand it on to her husband and possibly to others, which
would make a wretched woman of her, to my grief and sorrow, since she
has never done me any harm.  I felt certain that you two would
deceive the worthy husband, and I wished to have proof; thus I made
you take me in, and the position of the apartment you gave them was
enough to remove all doubts; still I wanted to have proof positive.
I had no need of any help to arrive at my ends, and I found it a
pleasant joke to keep you in the dark.  After passing two nights on
the sofa all for nothing, I resolved on passing the third night
there, and my perseverance was crowned with success.  No one saw me,
and my maid even is ignorant of my nocturnal wanderings, though in
any case she is accustomed to observe silence.  You are, then, at
perfect liberty to bury the story in oblivion, and I advise you to do
so.

"If you want a doctor, tell him to keep his counsel, for people at
Soleure know of my little indisposition, and they might say you
caught it from me, and this would do us both harm."

Her impudence struck me so gigantic in its dimensions that I almost
laughed.  I was perfectly aware that after the way I had treated her
she must hate me, but I should not have thought she would have
carried her perverse hatred so far.  She had communicated to me an
infectious disease, though I did not so far feel any symptoms;
however, they would no doubt appear, and I sadly thought I should
have to go away to be cured, to avoid the gossip of malicious wits.
I gave myself up to reflection, and after two hours' thought I wisely
resolved to hold my tongue, but to be revenged when the opportunity
presented itself.

I had eaten nothing at dinner, and needed a good supper to make me
sleep.  I sat down to table with my housekeeper, but, like a man
ashamed of himself, I dared not look her in the face.




CHAPTER XVI

Continuation of the Preceding Chapter--I Leave Soleure


When the servants had gone away and left us alone, it would have
looked strange if we had remained as dumb as two posts; but in my
state of mind I did not feel myself capable of breaking the silence.
My dear Dubois, who began to love me because I made her happy, felt
my melancholy react on herself, and tried to make me talk.

"Your sadness," said she, "is not like you; it frightens me.  You may
console yourself by telling me of your troubles, but do not imagine
that my curiosity springs from any unworthy motive, I only want to be
of service to you.  You may rely on my being perfectly discreet; and
to encourage you to speak freely, and to give you that trust in me
which I think I deserve, I will tell you what I know and what I have
learnt about yourself.  My knowledge has not been obtained by any
unworthy stratagems, or by a curiosity in affairs which do not
concern me."

"I am pleased with what you say, my dear housekeeper.  I see you are
my friend, and I am grateful to you.  Tell me all you know about the
matter which is now troubling me, and conceal nothing."

"Very good.  You are the lover and the beloved of Madame----.  The
widow whom you have treated badly has played you some trick which has
involved you with your mistress, and then the wretched woman has 477
left your house with the most unpardonable rudeness this tortures
you.  You fear some disastrous consequences from which you cannot
escape, your heart and mind are at war, and there is a struggle in
your breast between passion and sentiment.  Perhaps I am wrong, but
yesterday you seemed to me happy and to-day miserable.  I pity you,
because you have inspired me with the tenderest feelings of
friendship.  I did my best to-day to converse with the husband that
you might be free to talk to the wife, who seems to me well worthy of
your love."

"All that you have said is true.  Your friendship is dear to me, and
I have a high opinion of your intellectual powers.  The widow is a
monster who has made me wretched in return for my contempt, and I
cannot revenge myself on her.  Honour will not allow me to tell you
any more, and indeed it would be impossible for you or any one else
to alleviate the grief that overwhelms me.  It may possibly be my
death, but in the mean time, my dear Dubois, I entreat you to
continue your friendship towards me, and to treat me with entire
candour.  I shall always attend to what you say, and thus you will be
of the greatest service to me.  I shall not be ungrateful."

I spent a weary night as I had expected, for anger, the mother of
vengeance, always made me sleepless, while sudden happiness had
sometimes the same effect.

I rang for Le Duc early in the morning, but, instead of him, Madame
Dubois's ugly little attendant came, and told me that my man was ill,
and that the housekeeper would bring me my chocolate.  She came in
directly after, and I had no sooner swallowed the chocolate than I
was seized with a violent attack of sickness, the effect of anger,
which at its height may kill the man who cannot satisfy it.  My
concentrated rage called for vengeance on the dreadful widow, the
chocolate came on the top of the anger, and if it had not been
rejected I should have been killed; as it was I was quite exhausted.
Looking at my housekeeper I saw she was in tears, and asked her why
she wept.

"Good heavens!  Do you think I have a heart of stone?"

"Calm yourself; I see you pity me.  Leave me, and I hope I shall be
able to get some sleep."

I went to sleep soon after, and I did not wake till I had slept for
seven hours.  I felt restored to life.  I rang the bell, my
housekeeper came in, and told me the surgeon of the place had called.
She looked very melancholy, but on seeing my more cheerful aspect I
saw gladness reappearing on her pretty face.

"We will dine together, dearest," said I, "but tell the surgeon to
come in.  I want to know what he has to say to me."

The worthy man entered, and after looking carefully round the room to
see that we were alone, he came up to me, and whispered in my ear
that Le Duc had a malady of a shameful character.

I burst out laughing, as I had been expecting some terrible news.

"My dear doctor," said I, "do all you can to cure him, and I will pay
you handsomely, but next time don't look so doleful when you have
anything to tell me.  How old are you?"

"Nearly eighty."

"May God help you!"

I was all the more ready to sympathize with my poor Spaniard, as I
expected to find myself in a like case.

What a fellow-feeling there is between the unfortunate!  The poor man
will seek in vain for true compassion at the rich man's doors; what
he receives is a sacrifice to ostentation and not true benevolence;
and the man in sorrow should not look for pity from one to whom
sorrow is unknown, if there be such a person on the earth.

My housekeeper came in to dress me, and asked me what had been the
doctor's business.

"He must have said something amusing to make you laugh."

"Yes, and I should like to tell you what it was; but before I do so I
must ask you if you know what the venereal disease is?"

"Yes, I do; Lady Montagu's footman died of it while I was with her"

"Very good, but you should pretend not to know what it is, and
imitate other ladies who assume an ignorance which well becomes them.
Poor Le Duc has got this disease."

"Poor fellow, I am sorry for him!  Were you laughing at that?"

"No; it was the air of mystery assumed by the old doctor which amused
me."

"I too have a confidence to make, and when you have heard it you must
either forgive me or send me away directly."

"Here is another bother.  What the devil can you have done?   Quick!
tell me."

"Sir, I have robbed you!"

"What robbed me?   When?   How?   Can you return me what you have
taken?   I should not have thought you capable of such a thing.  I
never forgive a robber or a liar."

"You are too hasty, sir.  I am sure you will forgive me, as I robbed
you only half an hour ago, and I am now going to return to you the
theft."

"You are a singular woman, my dear.  Come, I will vouchsafe full
forgiveness, but restore immediately what you have taken."

"This is what I stole."

"What! that monster's letter?   Did you read it?"

"Yes, of course, for otherwise I should not have committed a theft,
should I?"

"You have robbed me my secret, then, and that is a thing you cannot
give me back.  You have done very wrong."

"I confess I have.  My theft is all the greater in that I cannot make
restoration.  Nevertheless, I promise never to speak a word of it all
my life, and that ought to gain me my pardon.  Give it me quickly."

"You are a little witch.  I forgive you, and here is the pledge of my
mercy."  So saying I fastened my lips on hers.

"I don't doubt the validity of your pardon; you have signed with a
double and a triple seal."

"Yes; but for the future do not read, or so much as touch, any of my
papers, as I am the depositary of secrets of which I am not free to
dispose."

"Very good; but what shall I do when I find papers on the ground, as
that letter was?"

"You must pick them up, but not read them."

"I promise to do so."

"Very well, my dear; but you must forget the horrors you have read."

"Listen to me.  Allow me to remember what I have read; perhaps you
may be the gainer.  Let us talk over this affair, which has made my
hair stand on end.  This monster of immodesty has given you two
mortal blows--one in the body and one in the soul; but that is not
the worst, as she thinks that Madame's honour is in her keeping.
This, in my thinking, is the worst of all; for, in spite of the
affront, your mutual love might continue, and the disease which the
infamous creature has communicated to you would pass off; but if the
malicious woman carries out her threats, the honour of your charming
mistress is gone beyond return.  Do not try to make me forget the
matter, then, but let us talk it over and see what can be done."

I thought I was dreaming when I heard a young woman in her position
reasoning with more acuteness than Minerva displays in her colloquies
with Telemachus.  She had captured not only my esteem but my respect.

"Yes, my dear," I answered, "let us think over some plan for
delivering a woman who deserves the respect of all good men from this
imminent danger; and the very thought that we have some chance of
success makes me indebted to you.  Let us think of it and talk of it
from noon to night.  Think kindly of Madame ----, pardon her first
slip, protect her honour, and have pity on my distress.  From
henceforth call me no more your master but your friend.  I will be
your friend till death; I swear it to you.  What you say is full of
wisdom; my heart is yours.  Embrace me."

"No, no, that is not necessary; we are young people, and we might
perhaps allow ourselves to go astray.  I only wish for your
friendship; but I do not want you to give it to me for nothing.  I
wish to deserve it by giving you solid proofs of my friendship for
you.  In the meanwhile I will tell them to serve dinner, and I hope
that after you have eaten something you will be quite well."

I was astonished at her sagacity.  It might all be calculated
artifice, and her aim might be to seduce me, but I did not trouble
myself about that.  I found myself almost in love with her, and like
to be the dupe of her principles, which would have made themselves
felt, even if she had openly shared my love.  I decided that I would
add no fuel to my flames, and felt certain that they would go out of
their own accord.  By leaving my love thus desolate it would die of
exhaustion.  I argued like a fool.  I forgot that it is not possible
to stop at friendship with a pretty woman whom one sees constantly,
and especially when one suspects her of being in love herself.  At
its height friendship becomes love, and the palliative one is forced
to apply to soothe it for a moment only increases its intensity.
Such was the experience of Anacreon with Smerdis, and Cleobulus with
Badyllus.  A Platonist who pretends that one is able to live with a
young woman of whom one is fond, without becoming more than her
friend, is a visionary who knows not what he says.  My housekeeper
was too young, too pretty, and above all too pleasant, she had too
keen a wit, for me not to be captivated by all these qualities
conjoined; I was bound to become her lover.

We dined quietly together without saying anything about the affair we
had at heart, for nothing is more imprudent or more dangerous than to
speak in the presence of servants, who out of maliciousness or
ignorance put the worst construction on what they hear; add or
diminish, and think themselves privileged to divulge their master's
secrets, especially as they know them without having been entrusted
with them.

As soon as we were alone, my dear Dubois asked me if I had sufficient
proof of Le Duc's fidelity.

"Well, my dear, he is a rascal and a profligate, full of impudence,
sharp-witted, ignorant, a fearful liar, and nobody but myself has any
power over him.  However, he has one good quality, and that is blind
obedience to my orders.  He defies the stick, and he would defy the
gallows if it were far enough off.  When I have to ford a river on my
travels, he strips off his clothes without my telling him, and jumps
in to see if I can across in safety."

"That will do; he is just what we want under the circumstances.  I
will begin by assuring you, my dear friend, as you will have me style
you thus, that Madame's honour is perfectly safe.  Follow my advice,
and if the detestable widow does not take care she will be the only
person put to shame.  But we want Le Duc; without him we can do
nothing.  Above all we must find out how he contracted his disease,
as several circumstances might throw obstacles in the way of my
design.  Go to him at once and find out all particulars, and if he
has told any of the servants what is the matter with him.  When you
have heard what he has to say, warn him to keep the matter quiet."

I made no objection, and without endeavouring to penetrate her design
I went to Le Duc.  I found him lying on his bed by himself.  I sat
down beside him with a smile on my face, and promised to have him
cured if he would tell me all the circumstances of the case.

"With all my heart, sir, the matter happened like this.  The day you
sent me to Soleure to get your letters, I got down at a roadside
dairy to get a glass of milk.  It was served to me by a young wench
who caught my fancy, and I gave her a hug; she raised no objection,
and in a quarter of an hour she made me what you see."

"Have you told anyone about it?"

"I took good care not to do so, as I should only have got laughed at.
The doctor is the only one who knows what is the matter, and he tells
me the swelling will be gone down before tomorrow, and I hope I shall
be able by that time to wait upon you."

"Very good, but remember to keep your own counsel."

I proceeded to inform my Minerva of our conversation, and she said,--

"Tell me whether the widow could take her oath that she had spent the
two hours on the sofa with you."

"No, for she didn't see me, and I did not say a word."

"Very good; then sit down at your desk and write, and tell her she is
a liar, as you did not leave your room at all, and that you are
making the necessary enquiries in your household to find out who is
the wretched person she has unwittingly contaminated.  Write at once
and send off your letter directly.  In an hour and a half's time you
can write another letter; or rather you can copy what I am just going
to put down."

"My dear, I see your plan; it is an ingenious one, but I have given
my word of honour to Madame to take no steps in the matter without
first consulting her."

"Then your word of honour must give way to the necessity of saving
her honour.  Your love retards your steps, but everything depends on
our promptitude, and on the interval between the first and second
letter.  Follow my advice, I beg of you, and you will know the rest
from the letter I am going to write for you to copy.  Quick I write
letter number one."

I did not allow myself to reflect.  I was persuaded that no better
plan could be found than that of my charming governess, and I
proceeded to write the following love-letter to the impudent monster:

"The impudence of your letter is in perfect accord with the three
nights you spent in discovering a fact which has no existence save in
your own perverse imagination.  Know, cursed woman, that I never left
my room, and that I have not to deplore the shame of having passed
two hours with a being such as you.  God knows with whom you did pass
them, but I mean to find out if the whole story is not the creation
of your devilish brain, and when I do so I will inform you.

"You may thank Heaven that I did not open your letter till after M.
and Madame had gone.  I received it in their presence, but despising
the hand that wrote it I put it in my pocket, little caring what
infamous stuff it contained.  If I had been curious enough to read it
and my guests had seen it, I would have you know that I would have
gone in pursuit of you, and at this moment you would have been a
corpse.  I am quite well, and have no symptoms of any complaint, but
I shall not lower myself to convince you of my health, as your eyes
would carry contagion as well as your wretched carcase."

I shewed the letter to my dear Dubois, who thought it rather strongly
expressed, but approved of it on the whole; I then sent it to the
horrible being who had caused me such unhappiness.  An hour and a
half afterwards I sent her the following letter, which I copied
without addition or subtraction:

"A quarter of an hour after I had sent off my letter, the village
doctor came to tell me that my man had need of his treatment for a
disease of a shameful nature which he had contracted quite recently.
I told him to take care of his patient; and when he had gone I went
to see the invalid, who confessed, after some pressure, that he had
received this pretty present from you.  I asked him how he had
contrived to obtain access to you, and he said that he saw you going
by your self in the dark into the apartment of M.----.  Knowing that
I had gone to bed, and having no further services to render me,
curiosity made him go and see what you were doing there by stealth,
as if you had wanted to see the lady, who would be in bed by that
time, you would not have gone by the door leading to the garden.  He
at first thought that you went there with ill-intent, and he waited
an hour to see if you stole anything, in which case he would have
arrested you; but as you did not come out, and he heard no noise, he
resolved to go in after you, and found you had left the door open.
He has assured me that he had no intentions in the way of carnal
enjoyment, and I can well believe him.  He tells me he was on the
point of crying for help, when you took hold of him and put your hand
over his mouth; but he changed his plans on finding himself drawn
gently to a couch and covered with kisses.  You plainly took him for
somebody else, 'and,' said he, 'I did her a service which she has
done ill to recompense in this fashion.'  He left you without saying
a word as soon as the day began to dawn, his motive being fear of
recognition.  It is easy to see that you took my servant for myself,
for in the night, you know, all cats are grey, and I congratulate you
on obtaining an enjoyment you certainly would not have had from me,
as I should most surely have recognized you directly from your breath
and your aged charms, and I can tell you it would have gone hard with
you.  Luckily for you and for me, things happened otherwise.  I may
tell you that the poor fellow is furious, and intends making you a
visit, from which course I believe I have no right to dissuade him.
I advise you to hear him politely, and to be in a generous mood when
he comes, as he is a determined fellow like all Spaniards, and if you
do not treat him properly he will publish the matter, and you will
have to take the consequences.  He will tell you himself what his
terms are, and I daresay you will be wise enough to grant them."

An hour after I had sent off this epistle I received a reply to my
first letter.  She told me that my device was an ingenious one, but
that it was no good, as she knew what she was talking about.  She
defied me to shew her that I was healthy in the course of a few days.

While we were at supper, my dear Dubois tried her utmost to cheer me
up, but all to no purpose; I was too much under the influence of
strong emotion to yield to her high spirits.  We discussed the third
step, which would put an apex to the scheme and cover the impudent
woman with shame.  As I had written the two letters according to my
housekeeper's instructions, I determined to follow her advice to the
end.  She told me what to say to Le Duc in the morning; and she was
curious to know what sort of stuff he was made of, she begged me to
let her listen behind the curtains of my bed.

Next morning Le Due came in, and I asked if he could ride on
horseback to Soleure.

"Yes, sir," he replied, "but the doctor tells me I must begin to
bathe to-morrow."

"Very good.  As soon as your horse is ready, set out and go to Madame
F----, but do not let her know you come from me, or suspect that you
are a mere emissary of mine.  Say that you want to speak to her.  If
she refuses to receive you, wait outside in the street; but I fancy
she will receive you, and without a witness either.  Then say to her,
'You have given me my complaint without having been asked, and I
require you to give me sufficient money to get myself cured.' Add
that she made you work for two hours in the dark, and that if it had
not been for the fatal present she had given to you, you would have
said nothing about it; but that finding yourself in such a state (you
needn't be ashamed to shew her) she ought not to be astonished at
your taking such a course.  If she resists, threaten her with the
law.  That's all you have to do, but don't let my name appear.
Return directly without loss of time, that I may know how you have
got on."

"That's all very fine, sir, but if this jolly wench has me pitched
out of window, I shan't come home quite so speedily."

"Quite so, but you needn't be afraid; I will answer for your safety."

"It's a queer business you are sending me on."

"You are the only man I would trust to do it properly."

"I will do it all right, but I want to ask you one or two essential
questions.  Has the lady really got the what d'you call it?"

"She has."

"I am sorry for her.  But how am I to stick to it that she has
peppered me, when I have never spoken to her?"

"Do you usually catch that complaint by speaking, booby?"

"No, but one speaks in order to catch it, or while one is catching
it."

"You spent two hours in the dark with her without a word being
spoken, and she will see that she gave this fine present to you while
she thought she was giving it to another."

"Ah! I begin to see my way, sir.  But if we were in the dark, how was
I to know it was she I had to do with?

"Thus:  you saw her going in by the garden door, and you marked her
unobserved.  But you may be sure she won't ask you any of these
questions."

"I know what to do now.  I will start at once, and I am as curious as
you to know what her answer will be.  But here's another question
comes into my head.  She may try to strike a bargain over the sum I
am to ask for my cure; if so, shall I be content with three hundred
francs?"

"That's too much for her, take half."

"But it isn't much for two hours of such pleasure for her and six
weeks of such pain for me."

"I will make up the rest to you."

"That's good hearing.  She is going to pay for damage she has done.
I fancy I see it all, but I shall say nothing.  I would bet it is you
to whom she has made this fine present, and that you want to pay her
out."

"Perhaps so; but keep your own counsel and set out."

"Do you know I think the rascal is unique," said my dear Dubois,
emerging from her hiding-place, "I had hard work to keep from
laughing when he said that if he were pitched out of the window he
would not come back so soon.  I am sure he will acquit himself better
than ever did diplomatist.  When he gets to Soleure the monster will
have already dispatched her reply to your second letter.  I am
curious to see how it will turn out."

"To you, my dear, the honour of this comedy belongs.  You have
conducted this intrigue like a past master in the craft.  It could
never be taken for the work of a novice."

"Nevertheless, it is my first and I hope it will be my last intrigue"

"I hope she won't defy me to 'give evidence of my health."

"You are quite well so far, I think?"

"Yes; and, by the way, it is possible she may only have leucorrhoea.
I am longing to see the end of the piece, and to set my mind at
rest."

"Will you give Madame an account of our scheme?"

"Yes; but I shall not be able to give you the credit you deserve."

"I only want to have credit in your eyes."

"You cannot doubt that I honour you immensely, and I shall certainly
not deprive you of the reward that is your due."

"The only reward I ask for is for you to be perfectly open with me."

"You are very wonderful.  Why do you interest yourself so much in my
affairs?   I don't like to think you are really inquisitive."

"You would be wrong to think that I have a defect which would lower
me in my own eyes.  Be sure, sir, that I shall only be curious when
you are sad."

"But what can have made you feel so generously towards me?"

"Only your honourable conduct towards me."

"You touch me profoundly, and I promise to confide in you for the
future."

"You will make me happy."

Le Duc had scarcely gone an hour when a messenger on foot came to
bring me a second letter from the widow.  He also gave me a small
packet, telling me that he had orders to wait for a reply.  I sent
him down to wait, and I gave the letter to Madame Dubois, that she
might see what it contained.  While she was reading it I leant upon
the window, my heart beating violently.

"Everything is getting on famously," cried my housekeeper.  "Here is
the letter; read it."

"Whether I am being told the truth, or whether I am the victim of a
myth arising from your fertile imagination (for which you are too
well known all over Europe), I will regard the whole story as being
true, as I am not in a position to disprove it.  I am deeply grieved
to have injured an innocent man who has never done me any ill, and I
will willingly pay the penalty by giving him a sum which will be more
than sufficient to cure him of the plague with which I infected him.
I beg that you will give him the twenty-five louis I am sending you;
they will serve to restore him to health, and to make him forget the
bitterness of the pleasure I am so sorry to have procured for him.
And now are you sufficiently generous to employ your authority as
master to enjoin on your man the most absolute secrecy?   I hope so,
for you have reason to dread my vengeance otherwise.  Consider that,
if this affair is allowed to transpire, it will be easy for me to
give it a turn which may be far from pleasant to you, and which will
force the worthy man you are deceiving to open his eyes; for I have
not changed my opinion, as I have too many proofs of your
understanding with his wife.  As I do not desire that we should meet
again, I shall go to Lucerne on the pretext of family concerns.  Let
me know that you have got this letter."

"I am sorry," I said, "to have sent Le Duc, as the harpy is violent,
and I am afraid of something happening to him."

"Don't be afraid," she replied, "nothing will happen, and it is
better that they should see each other; it makes it more certain.
Send her the money directly; she will have to give it to him herself,
and your vengeance will be complete.  She will not be able to
entertain the slightest suspicion, especially if Le Duc shews her her
work, and in two or three hours you will have the pleasure of hearing
everything from his lips.  You have reason to bless your stars, as
the honour of the woman you love is safe.  The only thing that can
trouble you is the remembrance of the widow's foul embraces, and the
certainty that the prostitute has communicated her complaint to you.
Nevertheless, I hope it may prove a slight attack and be easily
cured.  An inveterate leucorrhoea is not exactly a venereal disease,
and I have heard people in London say that it was rarely contagious.
We ought to be very thankful that she is going to Lucerne.  Laugh and
be thankful; there is certainly a comic touch in our drama."

"Unfortunately, it is tragi-comic.  I know the human heart, and I am
sure that I must have forfeited Madame's affections."

"It is true that----; but this is not the time to be thinking of such
matters.  Quick!  write to her briefly and return her the twenty-five
Louis."

My reply was as follows:

"Your unworthy suspicions, your abominable design of revenge, and the
impudent letter you wrote me, are the only causes of your no doubt
bitter repentance.  I hope that it will restore peace to your
conscience.  Our messengers have crossed, through no fault of mine.
I send you the twenty-five Louis; you can give them to the man
yourself.  I could not prevent my servant from paying you a visit,
but this time you will not keep him two hours, and you will not find
it difficult to appease his anger.  I wish you a good journey, and I
shall certainly flee all occasions of meeting you, for I always avoid
the horrible; and you must know, odious woman, that it isn't
everybody who endeavours to ruin the reputation of their friends.
If you see the apostolic nuncio at Lucerne, ask him about me, and he
will tell you what sort of a reputation I have in Europe.  I can
assure you that Le Duc has only spoken to me of his misadventure, and
that if you treat him well he will be discreet, as he certainly has
nothing to boast of.  Farewell."

My dear Minerva approved of this letter, and I sent it with the money
by the messenger.

"The piece is not yet done," said my housekeeper, "we have three
scenes more:"

"What are they?"

"The return of your Spaniard, the appearance of the disease, and the
astonishment of Madame when she hears it all."

I counted the moments for Le Duc to return, but in vain; he did not
appear.  I was in a state of great anxiety, although my dear Dubois
kept telling me that the only reason he was away so long was that the
widow was out.  Some people are so happily constituted that they
never admit the possibility of misfortune.  I was like that myself
till the age of thirty, when I was put under the Leads.  Now I am
getting into my dotage and look on the dark side of everything.  I am
invited to a wedding, and see nought but gloom; and witnessing the
coronation of Leopold, at Prague, I say to myself, 'Nolo coronari'.
Cursed old age, thou art only worthy of dwelling in hell, as others
before me have thought also, 'tristisque senectus'.

About half-past nine my housekeeper looked out, and saw Le Duc by the
moonlight coming along at a good pace.  That news revived me.  I had
no light in the room, and my housekeeper ran to hide in the recess,
for she would not have missed a word of the Spaniard's communication.

"I am dying of hunger," said he, as he came in.  "I had to wait for
that woman till half-past six.  When she came in she found me on the
stairs and told me to go about my business, as she had nothing to say
to me.

"'That may be, fair lady,' I replied; 'but I have a few words to say
to you, and I have been waiting here for a cursed time with that
intent.'

"'Wait a minute,' she replied; and then putting into her pocket a
packet and a letter which I thought was addressed in your writing,
she told me to follow her.  As soon as I got to her room, I saw there
was no one else present, and I told her that she had infected me, and
that I wanted the wherewithal to pay the doctor.  As she said nothing
I proceeded to convince her of my infected state, but she turned away
her head, and said,--

"'Have you been waiting for me long?

"'Since eleven, without having had a bite or a sup.'

"Thereupon she went out, and after asking the servant, whom I suppose
she had sent here, what time he had come back, she returned to me,
shut the door, and gave me the packet, telling me that it contained
twenty-five Louis for my cure, and that if I valued my life I would
keep silence in the matter.  I promised to be discreet, and with that
I left here, and here I am.

"Does the packet belong to me?"

"Certainly.  Have some supper and go to bed."

My dear Dubois came out of her recess and embraced me, and we spent a
happy evening.  Next morning I noticed the first symptoms of the
disease the hateful widow had communicated to me, but in three or
four days I found it was of a very harmless character, and a week
later I was quite rid of it.  My poor Spaniard, on the other hand,
was in a pitiable case.

I passed the whole of the next morning in writing to Madame.  I told
her circumstantially all I had done, in spite of my promise to
consult her, and I sent her copies of all the letters to convince her
that our enemy had gone to Lucerne with the idea that her vengeance
had been only an imaginary one.  Thus I shewed her that her honour
was perfectly safe.  I ended by telling her that I had noticed the
first symptoms of the disease, but that I was certain of getting rid
of it in a very few days.  I sent my letter through her nurse, and in
two days' time I had a few lines from her informing me that I should
see her in the course of the week in company with her husband and
M. de Chavigni.

Unhappy I!  I was obliged to renounce all thoughts of love, but my
Dubois, who was with me nearly all day on account of Le Duc's
illness, began to stand me in good stead.  The more I determined to
be only a friend to her, the more I was taken with her; and it was in
vain that I told myself that from seeing her without any love-making
my sentiment for her would die a natural death.  I had made her a
present of a ring, telling her that whenever she wanted to get rid of
it I would give her a hundred louis for it; but this could only
happen in time of need--an impossible contingency while she continued
with me, and I had no idea of sending her away.  She was natural and
sincere, endowed with a ready wit and good reasoning powers.  She had
never been in love, and she had only married to please Lady Montagu.
She only wrote to her mother, and to please her I read the letters.
They were full of filial piety, and were admirably written.

One day the fancy took me to ask to read the letters her mother wrote
in reply.  "She never replies," said she, "For an excellent reason,
namely, that she cannot write.  I thought she was dead when I came
back from England, and it was a happy surprise to find her in perfect
health when I got to Lausanne."

"Who came with you from England?"

"Nobody."

"I can't credit that.  Young, beautiful, well dressed, obliged to
associate casually with all kinds of people, young men and
profligates (for there are such everywhere), how did you manage to
defend yourself?"

"Defend myself?  I never needed to do so.  The best plan for a young
woman is never to stare at any man, to pretend not to hear certain
questions and certainly not to answer them, to sleep by herself in a
room where there is a lock and key, or with the landlady when
possible.  When a girl has travelling adventures, one may safely say
that she has courted them, for it is easy to be discreet in all
countries if one wishes."

She spoke justly.  She assured me that she had never had an adventure
and had never tripped, as she was fortunate enough not to be of an
amorous disposition.  Her naive stories, her freedom from prudery,
and her sallies full of wit and good sense, amused me from morning
till night, and we sometimes thoued each other; this was going rather
far, and should have shewn us that we were on the brink of the
precipice.  She talked with much admiration of the charms of Madame,
and shewed the liveliest interest in my stories of amorous adventure.
When I got on risky ground, I would make as if I would fain spare her
all unseemly details, but she begged me so gracefully to hide
nothing, that I found myself obliged to satisfy her; but when my
descriptions became so faithful as almost to set us on fire, she
would burst into a laugh, put her hand over my mouth, and fly like a
hunted gazelle to her room, and then lock herself in.  One day I
asked her why she did so, and she answered, "To hinder you from
coming to ask me for what I could not refuse you at such moments."

The day before that on which M. and Madame and M. de Chavigni came to
dine with me, she asked me if I had had any amorous adventures in
Holland.  I told her about Esther, and when I came to the mole and my
inspection of it, my charming curiosity ran to stop my mouth, her
sides shaking with laughter.  I held her gently to me, and could not
help seeking whether she had a mole in the same place, to which she
opposed but a feeble resistance.  I was prevented by my unfortunate
condition from immolating the victim on the altar of love, so we
confined ourselves to a make-believe combat which only lasted a
minute; however, our eyes took in it, and our excited feelings were
by no means appeased.  When we had done she said, laughing, but yet
discreetly,--

"My dear friend, we are in love with one another; and if we do not
take care we shall not long be content with this trifling."

Sighing as she spoke, she wished me good night and went to bed with
her ugly little maid.  This was the first time we had allowed
ourselves to be overcome by the violence of our passion, but the
first step was taken.  As I retired to rest I felt that I was in
love, and foresaw that I should soon be under the rule of my charming
housekeeper.

M. and Madame--and M.  Chavigni gave us an agreeable surprise, the
next day, by coming to dine with us, and we passed the time till
dinner by walking in the garden.  My dear Dubois did the honours of
the table, and I was glad to see that my two male guests were
delighted with her, for they did not leave her for a moment during
the afternoon, and I was thus enabled to tell my charmer all I had
written to her.  Nevertheless I took care not to say a word about the
share my housekeeper had had in the matter, for my mistress would
have been mortified at the thought that her weakness was known to
her.

"I was delighted to read your letters," said she, "and to hear that
that villainous woman can no longer flatter herself upon having spent
two hours with you.  But tell me, how can you have actually spent
them with her without noticing, in spite of the dark, the difference
between her and me?   She is much shorter, much thinner, and ten
years older.  Besides, her breath is disagreeable, and I think you
know that I have not that defect.  Certainly, you could not see her
hair, but you could touch, and yet you noticed nothing!  I can
scarcely believe it!"

"Unhappily, it is only too true.  I was inebriated with love, and
thinking only of you, I saw nothing but you."

"I understand how strong the imagination would be at first, but this
element should have been much diminished after the first or second
assault; and, above all, because she differs from me in a matter
which I cannot conceal and she cannot supply."

"You are right--a burst of Venus!  When I think that I only touched
two dangling flabby breasts, I feel as if I did not deserve to live!"

"And you felt them, and they did not disgust you!"

"Could I be disgusted, could I even reflect, when I felt certain that
I held you in my arms, you for whom I would give my life.  No, a
rough skin, a stinking breath, and a fortification carried with far
too much ease; nothing could moderate my amorous fury."

"What do I hear?  Accursed and unclean woman, nest of impurities!
And could you forgive me all these defects?"

"I repeat, the idea that I possessed you deprived me of my thinking
faculties; all seemed to me divine."

"You should have treated me like a common prostitute, you should even
have beaten me on finding me such as you describe."

"Ah!  now you are unjust"

"That may be; I am so enraged against that monster that my anger
deprives me of reason.  But now that she thinks that she had to do
with a servant, and after the degrading visit she has had she ought
to die of rage and shame.  What astonishes me is her believing it,
for he is shorter than you by four inches.  And how can she imagine
that a servant would do it as well as you?   It's not likely.  I am
sure she is in love with him now.  Twenty-five louis!  He would have
been content with ten.  What a good thing that the poor fellow's
illness happened so conveniently.  But I suppose you had to tell him
all?"

"Not at all.  I gave him to understand that she had made an
appointment with me in that room, and that I had really spent two
hours with her, not speaking for fear of being heard.  Then, thinking
over the orders I gave him, he came to the conclusion that on finding
myself diseased afterwards I was disgusted, and being able to disavow
my presence I had done so for the sake of revenge."

"That's admirable, and the impudence of the Spaniard passes all
belief.  But her impudence is the most astonishing thing of all.  But
supposing her illness had been a mere trick to frighten you, what a
risk the rascal would have run!"

"I was afraid of that, as I had no symptoms of disease whatever."

"But now you really have it, and all through my fault.  I am in
despair."

"Be calm, my angel, my disease is of a very trifling nature.  I am
only taking nitre, and in a week I shall be quite well again.  I hope
that then .  .  .  ."

"Ah! my dear friend."

"What?"

"Don't let us think of that any more, I beseech you."

"You are disgusted, and not unnaturally; but your love cannot be very
strong, Ah! how unhappy I am."

"I am more unhappy than you.  I love you, and you would be thankless
indeed if you ceased to love me.  Let us love each other, but let us
not endeavour to give one another proofs of our love.  It might be
fatal.  That accursed widow!  She is gone away, and in a fortnight we
shall be going also to Bale, where we remain till the end of
November."

The die is cast, and I see that I must submit to your decision, or
rather to my destiny, for none but fatal events have befallen me
since I came to Switzerland.  My only consoling thought is that I
have made your honour safe."

"You have won my husband's friendship and esteem; we shall always be
good friends."

"If you are going I feel that I must go before you.  That will tend
to convince the wretched author of my woe that there is nothing
blame-worthy in my friendship for you."

"You reason like an angel, and you convince me more and more of your
love.  Where are you going?"

"To Italy; but I shall take Berne and Geneva on my way."

"You will not be coming to Bale, then?  I am glad to hear it, in
spite of the pleasure it would give me to see you.  No doubt your
arrival would give a handle for the gossips, and I might suffer by
it.  But if possible, in the few days you are to remain, shew
yourself to be in good spirits, for sadness does not become you."

We rejoined the ambassador and M.----  who had not had time to think
about us, as my dear Dubois had kept them amused by her lively
conversation.  I reproached her for the way in which she husbanded
her wit as far as I was concerned, and M. de Chavigni, seizing the
opportunity, told us it was because we were in love, and lovers are
known to be chary of their words.  My housekeeper was not long in
finding a repartee, and she again began to entertain the two
gentlemen, so that I was enabled to continue my walk with Madame, who
said,--

"Your housekeeper, my dear friend, is a masterpiece.  Tell me the
truth, and I promise to give you a mark of my gratitude that will
please you before I go."

"Speak; what do you wish to know?"

"You love her and she loves you in return."

"I think you are right, but so far .  .  .  ."

"I don't want to know any more, for if matters are not yet arranged
they soon will be, and so it comes to the same thing.  If you had
told me you did not love her I should not have believed you, for I
can't conceive that a man of your age can live with a woman like that
without loving her.  She is very pretty and exceedingly intelligent,
she has good spirits, talents, an excellent manner, and she speaks
exceedingly well: that is enough to charm you, and I expect you will
find it difficult to separate from her.  Lebel did her a bad turn in
sending her to you, as she used to have an excellent reputation, and
now she will no longer be able to get a place with ladies in the
highest society."

"I shall take her to Berne."

"That is a good idea."

Just as they were going I said that I should soon be coming to
Soleure to thank them for the distinguished reception they had given
me, as I proposed leaving in a few days.  The idea of never seeing
Madame again was so painful to me that as soon as I got in I went to
bed, and my housekeeper, respecting my melancholy, retired after
wishing me good-night.

In two or three days I received a note from my charmer, bidding me
call upon them the day following at about ten o'clock, and telling me
I was to ask for dinner.  I carried out her orders to the letter.
M. gave me a most friendly reception, but saying that he was obliged
to go into the country and could not be home till one o'clock, he
begged me not to be offended if he delivered me over to his wife for
the morning.  Such is the fate of a miserable husband!  His wife was
engaged with a young girl at tambour-work; I accepted her company on
the condition that she would not allow me to disturb her work.

The girl went away at noon, and soon after we went to enjoy the fresh
air outside the house.  We sat in a summer-house from which,
ourselves unseen, we could see all the carriages that approached the
house.

"Why, dearest, did you not procure me the bliss when I was in good
health."

"Because at that time my husband suspected that you turned yourself
into a waiter for my sake, and that you could not be indifferent
towards me.  Your discretion has destroyed his suspicions; and also
your housekeeper, whom he believes to be your wife, and who has taken
his fancy to such an extent, that I believe he would willingly
consent to an exchange, for a few days at any rate.  Would you
agree?"

"Ah! if the exchange could be effected."

Having only an hour before me, and foreseeing that it would be the
last I should pass beside her, I threw myself at her feet.  She was
full of affection, and put no obstacles in the way of my desires,
save those which my own feelings dictated, for I loved her too well
to consent to injure her health.  I did all I could to replace the
utmost bliss, but the pleasure she enjoyed doubtless consisted in a
great measure in shewing me her superiority to the horrible widow.

When we saw the husband's carriage coming, we rose and took care that
the worthy man should not find us in the arbour.  He made a thousand
excuses for not having returned sooner.

We had an excellent dinner, and at table he talked almost entirely of
my housekeeper, and he seemed moved when I said I meant to take her
to Lausanne to her mother.  I took leave of them at five o'clock with
a broken heart, and from there I went to M. de Chavigni and told him
all my adventures.  He had a right to be told, as he had done all in
his power to insure the success of a project which had only failed by
an unexampled fatality.

In admiration of my dear Dubois's wit--for I did not conceal the part
she played he said that old as he was he should think himself quite
happy if he had such a woman with him, and he was much pleased when I
told him that I was in love with her.  "Don't give yourself the
trouble, my dear Casanova, of running from house to house to take
leave," said the amiable nobleman.  "It can be done just as well at
the assembly, and you need not even stay to supper, if you don't want
to."

I followed his advice, and thus saw again Madame as I thought, for
the last time, but I was wrong; I saw her ten years afterwards; and
at the proper time the reader will see where, when, how, and under
what circumstances.

Before going away, I followed the ambassador to his room to thank him
as he deserved, for his kindness, and to ask him to give me a letter
of introduction for Berne, where I thought of staying a fortnight.
I also begged him to send Lebel to me that we might settle our
accounts.  He told me that Lebel should bring me a letter for M. de
Muralt, the Mayor of Thun.

When I got home, feeling sad on this, the eve of my leaving a town
where I had but trifling victories and heavy losses, I thanked my
housekeeper for waiting for me, and to give her a good night I told
her that in three days we should set out for Berne, and that my mails
must be packed.

Next day, after a somewhat silent breakfast, she said,--

"You will take me with you, won't you?"

"Certainly, if you like me well enough to want to go."

"I would go with you to the end of the world, all the more as you are
now sick and sad, and when I saw you first you were blithe and well.
If I must leave you, I hope at least to see you happy first."

The doctor came in just then to tell me that my poor Spaniard was so
ill that he could not leave his bed.

"I will have him cured at Berne," said I; "tell him that we are
going to dine there the day after to-morrow."

"I must tell you, sir, that though it's only a seven leagues'
journey, he cannot possibly undertake it as he has lost the use of
all his limbs."

"I am sorry to hear that, doctor."

"I dare say, but it's true."

"I must verify the matter with my own eyes;" and so saying I went to
see Le Duc.

I found the poor rascal, as the doctor had said, incapable of motion.
He had only the use of his tongue and his eyes.

"You are in a pretty state," said I to him.

"I am very ill, sir, though otherwise I feel quite well."

"I expect so, but as it is you can't move, and I want to dine at
Berne the day after to-morrow."

"Have me carried there, I shall get cured."

"You are right, I will have you carried in a litter."

"I shall look like a saint out for a walk."

I told one of the servants to look after him, and to see to all that
was necessary for our departure.  I had him taken to the "Falcon" by
two horses who drew his litter.

Lebel came at noon and gave me the letter his master had written for
M. de Murat.  He brought his receipts and I paid everything without
objection, as I found him an entirely honest man, and I had him to
dinner with Madame Dubois and myself.  I did not feel disposed to
talk, and I was glad to see that they got on without me; they talked
away admirably and amused me, for Lebel was by no means wanting in
wit.  He said he was very glad I had given him an opportunity of
knowing the housekeeper, as he could not say he had known her before,
having only seen her two or three times in passing through Lausanne.
On rising from the table he asked my permission to write to her, and
she, putting in her voice, called on him not to forget to do so.

Lebel was a good-natured man, of an honest appearance, and
approaching his fiftieth year.  Just as he was going, without asking
my leave, he embraced her in the French fashion, and she seemed not
to have the slightest objection.

She told me as soon as he was gone that this worthy man might be
useful to her, and that she was delighted to enter into a
correspondence with him.

The next day was spent in putting everything in order for our short
journey, and Le Duc went off in his litter, intending to rest for the
night at four leagues from Soleure.  On the day following, after I
had remembered the door-keeper, the cook, and the man-servant I was
leaving behind, I set out in my carriage with the charming Dubois,
and at eleven o'clock I arrived at the inn at Berne, where Le Duc had
preceded me by two hours.  In the first place, knowing the habits of
Swiss innkeepers, I made an agreement with the landlord; and I then
told the servant I had kept, who came from Berne, to take care of Le
Duc, to put him under good medical superintendence, and to bid the
doctor spare nothing to cure him completely.

I dined with my housekeeper in her room, for she had a separate
lodging, and after sending my letter to M. de Muralt I went out for a
walk.




CHAPTER XVII

Berne--La Mata Madame de la Saone--Sara--My Departure--Arrival at
Bale


I reached an elevation from which I could look over a vast stretch of
country watered by a little river, and noticing a path leading to a
kind of stair, the fancy took me to follow it.  I went down about a
hundred steps, and found forty small closets which I concluded were
bathing machines.  While I was looking at the place an honest-looking
fellow came up to me, and asked me if I would like a bath.  I said I
would, and he opened one of the closets, and before long I surrounded
by a crowd of young girls.

"Sir," said the man, "they all aspire to the honour of attending you
while you bathe; you have only to choose which it shall be.  Half-a-
crown will pay for the bath, the girl, and your coffee."

As if I were the Grand Turk, I examined the swarm of rustic beauties,
and threw my handkerchief at the one I liked the best.  We went into
a closet, and shutting the door with the most serious air, without
even looking at me, she undressed me, and put a cotton cap on my
head, and as soon as she saw me in the water she undressed herself as
coolly as possible, and without a word came into the bath.  Then she
rubbed me all over, except in a certain quarter, which I had covered
with my hands.  When I thought I had been manipulated sufficiently, I
asked for coffee.  She got out of the bath, opened the door, and
after asking for what I wanted got in again without the slightest
consciousness.

When the coffee came she got out again to take it, shut the door, and
returned to the bath, and held the tray while I was drinking, and
when I had finished she remained beside me.

Although I had taken no great notice of her, I could see that she
possessed all the qualifications a man could desire in a woman: fine
features, lively eyes, a pretty mouth, and an excellent row of teeth,
a healthy complexion, a well-rounded bosom a curved back, and all
else in the same sort.  I certainly thought her hands might have been
softer, but their hardness was probably due to hard work.
Furthermore, she was only eighteen, and yet I remained cold to all
her charms.  How was that?   That was the question I asked myself;
and I think the reason probably was that she was too natural, too
devoid of those assumed graces and coquettish airs which women employ
with so much art for the seduction of men.  We only care for artifice
and false show.  Perhaps, too, our senses, to be irritated, require
woman's charms to be veiled by modesty.  But if, accustomed as we are
to clothe ourselves, the face is the smallest factor in our perfect
happiness, how is it that the face plays the principal part in
rendering a man amorous?   Why do we take the face as an index of a
woman's beauty, and why do we forgive her when the covered parts are
not in harmony with her features?   Would it not be much more
reasonable and sensible to veil the face, and to have the rest of the
body naked?   Thus when we fall in love with a woman, we should only
want, as the crown of our bliss, to see a face answerable to those
other charms which had taken our fancy.  There can be no doubt that
that would be the better plan, as in that case we should only be
seduced by a perfect beauty, and we should grant an easy pardon if at
the lifting of the mask we found ugliness instead of loveliness.
Under those circumstances an ugly woman, happy in exercising the
seductive power of her other charms, would never consent to unveil
herself; while the pretty ones would not have to be asked.  The plain
women would not make us sigh for long; they would be easily subdued
on the condition of remaining veiled, and if they did consent to
unmask, it would be only after they had practically convinced one
that enjoyment is possible without facial beauty.  And it is evident
and undeniable that inconstancy only proceeds from the variety of
features.  If a man did not see the face, he would always be constant
and always in love with the first woman who had taken his fancy.  I
know that in the opinion of the foolish all this will seem folly, but
I shall not be on the earth to answer their objections.

When I had left the bath, she wiped me with towels, put on my shirt,
and then in the same state--that is, quite naked, she did my hair.

While I was dressing she dressed herself too, and having soon
finished she came to buckle my shoes.  I then gave her half-a-crown
for the bath and six francs for herself; she kept the half-crown, but
gave me back the six francs with silent contempt.  I was mortified; I
saw that I had offended her, and that she considered her behaviour
entitled her to respect.  I went away in a bad enough humour.

After supper I could not help telling my dear Dubois of the adventure
I had had in the afternoon, and she made her own comments on the
details.  "She can't have been pretty," said she, "for if she had
been, you would certainly have given way.  I should like to see her."

"If you like I will take you there."

"I should be delighted."

"But you will have to dress like a man:"

She rose, went out without a word, and in a quarter of an hour
returned in a suit of Le Duc's, but minus the trousers, as she had
certain protuberances which would have stood out too much I told her
to take a pair of my breeches, and we settled to go to the bath next
morning.

She came to wake at six o'clock.  She was dressed like a man, and
wore a blue overcoat which disguised her shape admirably.  I rose and
went to La Mata, as the place is called.

Animated by the pleasure the expedition gave her, my dear Dubois
looked radiant.  Those who saw her must have seen through her
disguise, she was so evidently a woman; so she wrapped herself up in
her overcoat as well as she could.

As soon as we arrived we saw the master of the baths, who asked me if
I wanted a closet for four, and I replied in the affirmative.  We
were soon surrounded by the girls, and I shewed my housekeeper the
one who had not seduced me; she made choice of her, and I having
fixed upon a big, determined-looking wench, we shut ourselves up in
the bath.

As soon as I was undressed I went into the water with my big
attendant.  My housekeeper was not so quick; the novelty of the thing
astonished her, and her expression told me that she repented of
having come; but putting a good face on it, she began to laugh at
seeing me rubbed by the feminine grenadier.  She had some trouble
before she could take off her chemise, but as it is only the first
step that costs, she let it fall off, and though she held her two
hands before her she dazzled me, in spite of myself, by the beauty of
her form.  Her attendant prepared to treat her as she had treated me,
but she begged to be left alone; and on my following her example she
felt obliged to let me look after her.

The two Swiss girls, who had no doubt often been present at a similar
situation, began to give us a spectacle which was well known to me,
but which was quite strange to my dear Dubois.

These two Bacchantes began to imitate the caresses I lavished on my
housekeeper, who was quite astonished at the amorous fury with which
my attendant played the part of a man with the other girl.  I confess
I was a little surprised myself, in spite of the transports which my
fair Venetian nun had shewn me six years before in conjunction with
C---- C----.

I could not have imagined that anything of the kind could have
distracted my attention, holding, as I did, the woman I loved, whose
charms were sufficient to captivate all the senses; but the strange
strife of the two young Menads took up her attention as well as mine.

"Your attendant," said she, "must be a boy, not a girl."

"But," said I, "you saw her breasts."

"Yes, but she may be a boy all the same."

The big Swiss girl who had heard what we had said turned round and
shewed me what I should not have credited.  There could be no
mistake, however.  It was a feminine membrane, but much longer than
my little finger, and stiff enough to penetrate.  I explained to my
dear Dubois what it was, but to convince her I had to make her touch
it.  The impudent creature pushed her shamelessness so far as to
offer to try it on her, and she insisted so passionately that I was
obliged to push her away.  She then turned to her companion and
satiated on her body her fury of lust.  In spite of its disgusting
nature, the sight irritated us to such a degree that my housekeeper
yielded to nature and granted me all I could desire.

This entertainment lasted for two hours, and we returned to the town
well pleased with one another.  On leaving the bath I gave a Louis to
each of the two Bacchantes, and we went away determined to go there
no more.  It will be understood that after what had happened there
could be no further obstacle to the free progress of our love; and
accordingly my dear Dubois became my mistress, and we made each other
happy during all the time we spent at Berne.  I was quite cured of my
misadventure with the horrible widow, and I found that if love's
pleasures are fleeting so are its pains.  I will go farther and
maintain that the pleasures are of much longer duration, as they
leave memories which can be enjoyed in old age, whereas, if a man
does happen to remember the pains, it is so slightly as to have no
influence upon his happiness.

At ten o'clock the Mayor of Thun was announced.  He was dressed in
the French fashion, in black, and had a manner at once graceful and
polite that pleased me.  He was middle-aged, and enjoyed a
considerable position in the Government.  He insisted on my reading
the letter that M. de Chavigni had written to him on my account.  It
was so flattering that I told him that if it had not been sealed I
should not have had the face to deliver it.  He asked me for the next
day to a supper composed of men only, and for the day after that, to
a supper at which women as well as men would be present.  I went with
him to the library where we saw M. Felix, an unfrocked monk, more of
a scribbler than a scholar, and a young man named Schmidt, who gave
good promise, and was already known to advantage in the literary
world.  I also had the misfortune of meeting here a very learned man
of a very wearisome kind; he knew the names of ten thousand shells by
heart, and I was obliged to listen to him for two hours, although I
was totally ignorant of his science.  Amongst other things he told me
that the Aar contained gold.  I replied that all great rivers
contained gold, but he shrugged his shoulders and did not seem
convinced.

I dined with M. de Muralt in company with four or five of the most
distinguished women in Berne.  I liked them very well, and above all
Madame de Saconai struck me as particularly amiable and well-
educated.  I should have paid my addresses to her if I had been
staying long in the so-called capital of Switzerland.

The ladies of Berne are well though not extravagantly dressed, as
luxury is forbidden by the laws.  Their manners are good and they
speak French with perfect ease.  They enjoy the greatest liberty
without abusing it, for in spite of gallantry decency reigns
everywhere.  The husbands are not jealous, but they require their
wives to be home by supper-time.

I spent three weeks in the town, my time being divided between my
dear Dubois and an old lady of eighty-five who interested me greatly
by her knowledge of chemistry.  She had been intimately connected
with the celebrated Boerhaave, and she shewed me a plate of gold he
had transmuted in her presence from copper.  I believed as much as I
liked of this, but she assured me that Boerhaave possessed the
philosopher's stone, but that he had not discovered the secret of
prolonging life many years beyond the century.  Boerhaave, however,
was not able to apply this knowledge to himself, as he died of a
polypus on the heart before he had attained the age of perfect
maturity, which Hypocrates fixes at between sixty and seventy years.
The four millions he left to his daughter, if they do not prove that
he could make gold, certainly prove that he could save it.  The
worthy old woman told me he had given her a manuscript in which the
whole process was explained, but that she found it very obscure.

"You should publish it," said I.

"God forbid!"

"Burn it, then."

"I can't make up my mind to do so."

M. de Muralt took me to see the military evolutions gone through by
the citizens of Berne, who are all soldiers, and I asked him the
meaning of the bear to be seen above the gate of the town.  The
German for bear is 'bar', 'bern', and the animal has given its name
to the town and canton which rank second in the Republic, although it
is in the first place for its wealth and culture.  It is a peninsula
formed by the Aar, which rises near the Rhine.  The mayor spoke to me
of the power of the canton, its lordships and bailiwicks, and
explained his own powers; he then described the public policy, and
told me of the different systems of government which compose the
Helvetic Union.

"I understand perfectly well," I said, "that each of the thirteen
cantons has its own government."

"I daresay you do," he replied, "but what you don't understand any
more than I do is, that there is a canton which has four separate
governments."

I had an excellent supper with fourteen or fifteen senators.  There
were no jokes, no frivolous conversation, and no literature; but law,
the commonweal, commerce, political economy, speculation, love of
country, and the duty of preferring liberty to life, in abundance.

I felt as if I were in a new element, but I enjoyed the privilege of
being a man amidst men who were all in honour to our common humanity.
But as the supper went on, these rigid republicans began to expand,
the discourse became less measured, there were even some bursts of
laughter, owing to the wine.  I excited their pity, and though they
praised sobriety they thought mine excessive.  However, they
respected my liberty, and did not oblige me to drink, as the
Russians, Swedes, Poles, and most northern peoples do.

We parted at midnight--a very late hour in Switzerland, and as they
wished me a good night, each of them made me a sincere offer of his
friendship.  One of the company at an early period of the supper,
before he had begun to get mellow, had condemned the Venetian
Republic for banishing the Grisons, but on his intellect being
enlightened by Bacchus he made his apologies.

"Every government," said he, "ought to know its own interests better
than strangers, and everybody should be allowed to do what he wills
with his own."

When I got home I found my housekeeper lying in my bed.  I gave her a
hundred caresses in witness of my joy, and I assured her practically
of my love and gratitude.  I considered her as my wife, we cherished
each other, and did not allow the thought of separating to enter our
minds.  When two lovers love each other in all freedom, the idea of
parting seems impossible.

Next morning I got a letter from the worthy Madame d'Urfe, who begged
me to call on Madame de la Saone, wife of a friend of hers--a
lieutenant-general.  This lady had come to Berne in the hope of
getting cured of a disease which had disfigured her in an incredible
manner.  Madame de la Saone was immediately introduced to all the
best society in the place.  She gave a supper every day, only asking
men; she had an excellent cook.  She had given notice that she would
pay no calls, and she was quite right.  I hastened to make my bow to
her; but, good Heavens! what a terrible and melancholy sight did I
behold!

I saw a woman dressed with the utmost elegance, reclining
voluptuously upon a couch.  As soon as she saw me she arose, gave me
a most gracious reception, and going back to her couch invited me to
sit beside her.  She doubtless noticed my surprise, but being
probably accustomed to the impression which the first sight of her
created, she talked on in the most friendly manner, and by so doing
diminished my aversion.

Her appearance was as follows: Madame de Saone was beautifully
dressed, and had the whitest hands and the roundest arms that can be
imagined.  Her dress, which was cut very low, allowed me to see an
exquisite breast of dazzling whiteness, heightened by two rosy buds;
her figure was good, and her feet the smallest I have ever seen.  All
about her inspired love, but when one's eyes turned to her face every
other feeling gave way to those of horror and pity.  She was fearful.
Instead of a face, one saw a blackened and disgusting scab.  No
feature was distinguishable, and her ugliness was made more
conspicuous and dreadful by two fine eyes full of fire, and by a
lipless mouth which she kept parted, as if to disclose two rows of
teeth of dazzling whiteness.  She could not laugh, for the pain
caused by the contraction of the muscles would doubtless have drawn
tears to her eyes; nevertheless she appeared contented, her
conversation was delightful, full of wit and humour, and permeated
with the tone of good society.  She might be thirty at the most, and
she had left three beautiful young children behind in Paris.  Her
husband was a fine, well-made man, who loved her tenderly, and had
never slept apart from her.  It is probable that few soldiers have
shewn such courage as this, but it is to be supposed that he did not
carry his bravery so far as to kiss her, as the very thought made one
shudder.  A disorder contracted after her first child-bed had left
the poor woman in this sad state, and she had borne it for ten years.
All the best doctors in France had tried in vain to cure her, and she
had come to Berne to put herself into the hands of two well-known
physicians who had promised to do so.  Every quack makes promises of
this sort; their patients are cured or not cured as it happens, and
provided that they pay heavily the doctor is ready enough to lay the
fault, not on his ignorance, but at the door of his poor deluded
patient.

The doctor came while I was with her, and just as her intelligent
conversation was making me forget her face.  She had already began to
take his remedies, which were partly composed of mercury.

"It seems to me," said she, "that the itching has increased since I
have taken your medicines."

"It will last," said the son of AEsculapius, "till the end of the
cure, and that will take about three months."

"As long as I scratch myself," said she, "I shall be in the same
state, and the cure will never be completed."

The doctor replied in an evasive manner.  I rose to take my leave,
and holding my hand she asked me to supper once for all.  I went the
same evening; the poor woman took everything and drank some wine, as
the doctor had not put her on any diet.  I saw that she would never
be cured.

Her good temper and her charming conversational powers kept all the
company amused.  I conceived that it would be possible to get used to
her face, and to live with her without being disgusted.  In the
evening I talked about her to my housekeeper, who said that the
beauty of her body and her mental endowments might be sufficient to
attract people to her.  I agreed, though I felt that I could never
become one of her lovers.

Three or four days after, I went to a bookseller's to read the
newspaper, and was politely accosted by a fine young man of twenty,
who said that Madame de la Saone was sorry not to have seen me again
at supper.

"You know the lady?"

"I had the honour to sup at her house with you."

"True; I remember you."

"I get her the books she likes, as I am a bookseller, and not only do
I sup with her every evening, but we breakfast together every morning
before she gets up."

"I congratulate you.  I bet you are in love with her."

"You are pleased to jest, but she is pleasanter than you think."

"I do not jest at all, but I would wager she would not have the
courage to push things to an extremity."

"Perhaps you would lose."

"Really?  I should be very glad to."

"Let us make a bet."

"How will you convince me I have lost?"

"Let us bet a louis, and you must promise to be discreet."

"Very good."

"Come and sup at her house this evening, and I will tell you
something."

"You shall see me there."

When I got home I told my housekeeper what I had heard.

"I am curious to know," said she, "how he will convince you."  I
promised to tell her, which pleased her very much.

I was exact to my appointment.  Madame de la Saone reproached me
pleasantly for my absence, and gave me a delicious supper.  The young
bookseller was there, but as his sweetheart did not speak a word to
him he said nothing and passed unnoticed.

After supper we went out together, and he told me on the way that if
I liked he would satisfy me the next morning at eight o'clock.  "Call
here, and the lady's maid will tell you her mistress is not visible,
but you have only to say that you will wait, and that you will go
into the ante-chamber.  This room has a glass door commanding a view
of madame's bed, and I will take care to draw back the curtains over
the door so that you will be able to see at your ease all that passes
between us.  When the affair is over I shall go out by another door,
she will call her maid, and you will be shewn in.  At noon, if you
will allow me, I will bring you some books to the 'Falcon,' and if
you find that you have lost you shall pay me my louis."  I promised
to carry out his directions, and we parted.

I was curious to see what would happen, though I by no means regarded
it as an impossibility; and on my presenting myself at eight o'clock,
the maid let me in as soon as I said that I could wait.  I found a
corner of the glass door before which there was no curtain, and on
applying my eye to the place I saw my young adventurer holding his
conquest in his arms on the bed.  An enormous nightcap entirely
concealed her face--an excellent precaution which favoured the
bookseller's enterprise.

When the rascal saw that I had taken up my position, he did not keep
me waiting, for, getting up, he presented to my dazzled gaze, not
only the secret treasures of his sweetheart, but his own also.  He
was a small man, but where the lady was most concerned he was a
Hercules, and the rogue seemed to make a parade of his proportions as
if to excite my jealousy.  He turned his victim round so that I
should see her under all aspects, and treated her manfully, while she
appeared to respond to his ardour with all her might.  Phidias could
not have modelled his Venus on a finer body; her form was rounded and
voluptuous, and as white as Parian marble.  I was affected in a
lively manner by the spectacle, and re-entered my lodging so inflamed
that if my dear Dubois had not been at hand to quench my fire I
should have been obliged to have extinguished it in the baths of La
Mata.

When I had told her my tale she wanted to know the hero of it, and at
noon she had that pleasure.  The young bookseller brought me some
books I had ordered, and while paying him for them I gave him our bet
and a Louis over and above as a mark of my satisfaction at his
prowess.  He took it with a smile which seemed to shew that he
thought I ought to think myself lucky to have lost.  My housekeeper
looked at him for some time, and asked if he knew her; he said he did
not.

"I saw you when you were a child," said she.  "You are the son of M.
Mignard, minister of the Gospel.  You must have been ten when I saw
you."

"Possibly, madam."

"You did not care to follow your father's profession, then?"

"No madam, I feel much more inclined to the worship of the creature
than to that of the Creator, and I did not think my father's
profession would suit me."

"You are right, for a minister of the Gospel ought to be discreet,
and discretion is a restraint."

This stroke made him blush, but we did not give him time to lose
courage.  I asked him to dine with me, and without mentioning the
name of Madame de la Saone he told his amorous adventures and
numerous anecdotes about the pretty women of Berne.

After he had gone, my housekeeper said that once was quite enough to
see a young man of his complexion.  I agreed with her, and had no
more to do with him; but I heard that Madame de Saone took him to
Paris and made his fortune.  Many fortunes are made in this manner,
and there are some which originated still more nobly.  I only
returned to Madame de la Saone to take my leave, as I shall shortly
relate.

I was happy with my charmer, who told me again and again that with me
she lived in bliss.  No fears or doubts as to the future troubled her
mind; she was certain, as I was, that we should never leave each
other; and she told me she would pardon all the infidelities I might
be guilty of, provided I made full confession.  Hers, indeed, was a
disposition with which to live in peace and content, but I was not
born to enjoy such happiness.

After we had been a fortnight at Berne, my housekeeper received a
letter from Soleure.  It came from Lebel.  As I saw she read it with
great attention, I asked her what it was about.

"Take it and read it," said she; and she sat down in front of me to
read my soul by the play of my features.

Lebel asked her, in concise terms, if she would become his wife.

"I have only put off the proposition," said he, "to set my affairs in
order, and to see if I could afford to marry you, even if the consent
of the ambassador were denied us.  I find I am rich enough to live
well in Berne or elsewhere without the necessity of my working;
however I shall not have to face the alternative, for at the first
hint of the matter M. de Chavigni gave his consent with the best
grace imaginable."

He went on begging her not to keep him long waiting for a reply, and
to tell him in the first place if she consented; in the second,
whether she would like to live at Berne and be mistress in her own
house, or whether she would prefer to return to Soleure and live with
the ambassador, which latter plan might bring them some profit.  He
ended by declaring that whatever she had would be for her sole use,
and that he would give her a dower of a hundred thousand francs.  He
did not say a word about me.

"Dearest," said I, "you are at perfect liberty to choose your own
course, but I cannot contemplate your leaving me without considering
myself as the most unhappy of men."

"And if I lose you I should be the most unhappy of women; for if you
love me I care not whether we are married or no."

"Very good; but what answer are you going to make."

"You shall see my letter to-morrow.  I shall tell him politely but
plainly that I love you, that I am yours, that I am happy, and that
it is thus impossible for me to accept his flattering propositions.
I shall also say that I appreciate his generosity, and that if I were
wise I should accept him, but that being the slave of my love for you
I can only follow my inclination."

"I think you give an excellent turn to your letter.  In refusing such
an offer you could not have better reasons than those you give, and
it would be absurd to try and persuade him that we are not lovers, as
the thing is self-evident.  Nevertheless, my darling, the letter
saddens me."

"Why, dearest?"

"Because I have not a hundred thousand francs to offer you."

"I despise them; and if you were to offer me such a sum, I should
only accept it to lay it at your feet.  You are certainly not
destined to become miserable, but if that should come to pass, be
sure that I should be only too happy to share your misery."

We fell into one another's arms, and love made us taste all its
pleasures.  Nevertheless, in the midst of bliss, some tinge of
sadness gained upon our souls.  Languishing love seems to redouble
its strength, but it is only in appearance; sadness exhausts love
more than enjoyment.  Love is a madcap who must be fed on laughter
and mirth, otherwise he dies of inanition.

Next day my sweetheart wrote to Lebel in the sense she had decided
on, and I felt obliged to write M. de Chavigni a letter in which
love, sentiment, and philosophy were mingled.  I did not conceal from
him that I loved the woman whom Lebel coveted to distraction, but I
said that as a man of honour I would rather die than deprive my
sweetheart of such solid advantages.

My letter delighted the housekeeper, for she was anxious to know what
the ambassador thought of the affair, which needed much reflection.

I got on the same day the letters of introduction I had asked Madame
d'Urfe to give me, and I determined, to the joy of my dear Dubois, to
set out for Lausanne.  But we must hark back a little.

When one is sincerely in love, one thinks the beloved object full of
deserts, and the mind, the dupe of the feelings, thinks all the world
jealous of its bliss.

A. M. de F----, member of the Council of the Two Hundred, whom I had
met at Madame de la Saone's, had become my friend.  He came to see me
and I introduced him to my dear Dubois, whom he treated with the same
distinction he would have used towards my wife.  He had presented us
to his wife, and had come several times to see us with her and her
daughter Sara.  Sara was only thirteen, but she was extremely
precocious, dark complexioned, and full of wit; she was continually
uttering naivetes, of which she understood the whole force, although
looking at her face one would have thought her perfectly innocent.
She excelled in the art of making her father and mother believe in
her innocence, and thus she enjoyed plenty of liberty.

Sara had declared that she was in love with my housekeeper, and as
her parents laughed at her she lavished her caresses on my dear
Dubois.  She often came to breakfast with us, and when she found us
in bed she would embrace my sweetheart, whom she called her wife,
passing her hand over the coverlet to tickle her, telling her that
she was her wife, and that she wanted to have a child.  My sweetheart
laughed and let her go on.

One day I told her jokingly that she would make me jealous, that I
thought she really was a man, and that I was going to make sure.  The
sly little puss told me that I was making a mistake, but her hand
seemed rather to guide mine than to oppose it.  That made me curious,
and my mind was soon set at rest as to her sex.  Perceiving that she
had taken me in and got exactly what she wanted, I drew back my hand,
and imparted my suspicions to my housekeeper, who said I was right.
However, as the little girl had no part in my affections, I did not
push the thing any farther.

Two or three days after, this girl came in as I was getting up, and
said in her usual simple way,

"Now that you know I am not really a man you can not be jealous or
have objection to my taking your place beside my little wife, if she
will let me."

My housekeeper, who looked inclined to laugh, said,

"Come along."

In the twinkling of an eye she was undressed and in the arms of her
little wife, whom she proceeded to treat as an amorous husband.  My
sweetheart laughed, and Sara, having contrived in the combat to rid
herself of her chemise and the coverlet, displayed herself to me
without any veil, while at the same time she shewed me all the
beauties of my sweetheart.  This sight inflamed me.  I shut the door,
and made the little hussy witness of my ardour with my sweetheart.
Sara looked on attentively, playing the part of astonishment to
perfection, and when I had finished she said, with the utmost
simplicity,

"Do it again:"

"I can't, my dear; don't you see I am a dead man?"

"That's very funny," she cried; and with the most perfect innocence
she came over, and tried to effect my resurrection.

When she had succeeded in placing me in the wished-for condition, she
said, "Now go in;" and I should doubtless have obeyed, but my
housekeeper said, "No, dearest, since you have effected its
resurrection, you must make it die again."

"I should like to," said she, "but I am afraid I have not got enough
room;" and so saying she placed herself in a position to shew me that
she was speaking the truth, and that if she did not make me die it
was not her fault.

Imitating her simplicity I approached her, as if I wished to oblige
her, but not to go too far; but not finding any resistance I
accomplished the act in all its forms, without her giving the
slightest evidence of pain, without any of the accidents of a first
trial, but, on the contrary, with all the marks of the utmost
enjoyment.

Although I was sure of the contrary, I kept my self-possession enough
to tell my housekeeper that Sara had given me what can only be given
once, and she pretended to believe me.

When the operation was finished, we had another amusing scene.  Sara
begged us not to say a word about it to her papa or mamma, as they
would be sure to scold her as they had scolded her when she got her
ears pierced without asking their leave.

Sara knew that we saw through her feigned simplicity, but she
pretended not to do so as it was to her own advantage.  Who could
have instructed her in the arts of deceit?   Nobody; only her natural
wit, less rare in childhood than in youth, but always rare and
astonishing.  Her mother said her simplicities shewed that she would
one day be very intelligent, and her father maintained that they were
signs of her stupidity.  But if Sara had been stupid, our bursts of
laughter would have disconcerted her; and she would have died for
shame, instead of appearing all the better pleased when her father
deplored her stupidity.  She would affect astonishment, and by way of
curing one sort of stupidity she corroborated it by displaying
another.  She asked us questions to which we could not reply, and
laughed at her instead, although it was evident that before putting
such questions she must have reasoned over them.  She might have
rejoined that the stupidity was on our side, but by so doing she
would have betrayed herself.

Lebel did not reply to his sweetheart, but M. de Chavigni wrote me a
letter of four pages.  He spoke like a philosopher and an experienced
man of the world.

He shewed me that if I were an old man like him, and able to insure a
happy and independent existence to my sweetheart after my death, I
should do well to keep her from all men, especially as there was so
perfect a sympathy between us; but that as I was a young man, and did
not intend to bind myself to her by the ties of marriage, I should
not only consent to a union which seemed for her happiness, but that
as a man of honour it was my duty to use my influence with her in
favour of the match.  "With your experience," said the kind old
gentleman, "you ought to know that a time would come when you would
regret both having lost this opportunity, for your love is sure to
become friendship, and then another love will replace that which you
now think as firm as the god Terminus.

"Lebel," he added, "has told me his plans, and far from disapproving,
I have encouraged him, for your charming friend won my entire esteem
in the five or six times I had the pleasure of seeing her with you.
I shall be delighted, therefore, to have her in my house, where I can
enjoy her conversation without transgressing the laws of propriety.
Nevertheless, you will understand that at my age I have formed no
desires, for I could not satisfy them even if their object were
propitious."  He ended by telling me that Lebel had not fallen in
love in a young man's style, that he had reflected on what he was
doing, and that he would consequently not hurry her, as she would see
in the letter he was going to send her.  A marriage ought always to
be undertaken in cold blood.

I gave the letter to my housekeeper, who read it attentively, and
gave it back to me quite coolly.

"What do you think of his advice, dearest?"

"I think I had better follow it: he says there is no hurry, and delay
is all we want.  Let us love each other and think only of that.  This
letter is written with great wisdom, but I cannot imagine our
becoming indifferent to each other, though I know such a thing is
possible."

"Never indifferent; you make a mistake there."

"Well, friends, then; and that is not much better after being
lovers."

"But friendship, dearest, is never indifferent.  Love, it is true,
may be in its composition.  We know it, as it has been thus from the
beginning of the world."

"Then the ambassador was right.  Repentance might come and torment us
when love had been replaced by calmer friendship."

"If you think so, let us marry each other to-morrow, and punish
thereby the vices of our human nature."

"Yes, we will marry, but there is no hurry; fearing lest hymen should
quicken the departure of love, let us enjoy our happiness while we
can."

"You speak admirably, my angel, and deserve the greatest good
fortune."

"I wish for no greater than what you procure me."

We went to bed, continuing our discussions, and when we were in each
other's arms we made an arrangement which suited us very well.

"Lausanne," said she, "is a little town where you would meet with the
warmest hospitality, and during your fortnight's stay you will have
nothing to do but to make visits and to go to suppers.  I am known to
all the nobility, and the Duke of Rosebury, who wearied me with his
love-making, is still there.  My appearance with you will make
everybody talk, and it will be as annoying for you as for me.  My
mother lives there, too.  She would say nothing, but in her heart she
would be ill-pleased to see me as the housekeeper of a man like you,
for common sense would inform everyone that I was your mistress."

I thought she was right, and that it would be well to respect the
rules of society.  We decided that she should go to Lausanne by
herself and stay with her mother, that in two or three days I should
follow her, and should live by myself, as long as I liked, having
full liberty to see her at her mother's.

"When you leave Lausanne," said she, "I will rejoin you at Geneva,
and then we will travel together where you please and as long as our
love lasts."

In two days she started early in the morning, sure of my constancy,
and congratulating herself on her discretion.  I was sad at her
leaving me, but my calls to take leave served to rouse me from my
grief.  I wished to make M. Haller's acquaintance before I left
Switzerland, and the mayor, M. de Muralt, gave me a letter of
introduction to him very handsomely expressed.  M. de Haller was the
bailiff of Roche.

When I called to take leave of Madame de la Saone I found her in bed,
and I was obliged to remain by her bedside for a quarter of an hour.
She spoke of her disease, and gave the conversation such a turn that
she was able with perfect propriety to let me see that the ravages of
the disease had not impaired the beauty of her body.  The sight
convinced me that Mignard had need of less courage than I thought,
and I was within an inch of doing her the same service.  It was easy
enough to look only at her body, and it would have been difficult to
behold anything more beautiful.

I know well that prudes and hypocrites, if they ever read these
Memoirs, will be scandalized at the poor lady, but in shewing her
person so readily she avenged herself on the malady which had
disfigured her.  Perhaps, too, her goodness of heart and politeness
told her what a trial it was to look at her face, and she wished to
indemnify the man who disguised his feelings of repugnance by shewing
him what gifts nature had given her.  I am sure, ladies, that the
most prudish--nay, the most virtuous, amongst you, if you were
unfortunate enough to be so monstrously deformed in the face, would
introduce some fashion which would conceal your ugliness, and display
those beauties which custom hides from view.  And doubtless Madame de
la Saone would have been more chary of her person if she had been
able to enchant with her face like you.

The day I left I dined with M---- I----, and was severely taken to
task by pretty Sara for having sent her little wife away before me.
The reader will see how I met her again at London three years later.
Le Duc was still in the doctor's hands, and very weak; but I made him
go with me, as I had a good deal of property, and I could not trust
it to anybody else.

I left Berne feeling naturally very sad.  I had been happy there, and
to this day the thought of it is a pleasant one.

I had to consult Dr. Herrenschwand about Madame d'Urfe, so I stopped
at Morat, where he lived, and which is only four leagues from Berne.
The doctor made me dine with him that I might try the fish of the
lake, which I found delicious.  I had intended to go on directly
after dinner, but I was delayed by a curiosity of which I shall
inform the reader.

After I had given the doctor a fee of two Louis for his advice, in
writing, on a case of tapeworm, he made me walk with him by the
Avanches road, and we went as far as the famous mortuary of Morat.

"This mortuary," said the doctor, "was constructed with part of the
bones of the Burgundians, who perished here at the well-known battle
lost by Charles the Bold."

The Latin inscription made me laugh.

"This inscription," said I, "contains an insulting jest; it is almost
burlesque, for the gravity of an inscription should not allow of
laughter."

The doctor, like a patriotic Swiss, would not allow it, but I think
it was false shame on his part.  The inscription ran as follows, and
the impartial reader can judge of its nature:

     "Deo. opt. Max.  Caroli inclyti et fortisimi Burgundie duds
     exercitus Muratum obsidens, ab Helvetiis cesus, hoc sui
     monumentum reliquit anno MCDLXXVI."

Till then I had had a great idea of Morat.  Its fame of seven
centuries, three sieges sustained and repulsed, all had given me a
sublime notion of it; I expected to see something and saw nothing.

"Then Morat has been razed to the ground?" said I to the doctor.

"Not at all, it is as it always has been, or nearly so."

I concluded that a man who wants to be well informed should read
first and then correct his knowledge by travel.  To know ill is worse
than not to know at all, and Montaigne says that we ought to know
things well.

But it was the following comic adventure which made me spend the
night at Morat:

I found at the inn a young maid who spoke a sort of rustic Italian.
She struck me by her great likeness to my fair stocking-seller at
Paris.  She was called Raton, a name which my memory has happily
preserved.  I offered her six francs for her favours, but she refused
the money with a sort of pride, telling me that I had made a mistake
and that she was an honest girl.

"It may be so," said I, and I ordered my horses to be put in.  When
the honest Raton saw me on the point of leaving, she said, with an
air that was at once gay and timid, that she wanted two louis, and if
I liked to give her them and pass the night with her I should be well
content.

"I will stay, but remember to be kind."

"I will."

When everybody had gone to bed, she came into my room with a little
frightened manner, calculated to redouble my ardour, but by great
good luck, feeling I had a necessity, I took the light and ran to the
place where I could satisfy it.  While there I amused myself by
reading innumerable follies one finds written in such places, and
suddenly my eyes lighted on these words:--

"This tenth day of August, 1760, the wretched Raton gave me the what-
d'-you-call-it: reader, beware."

I was almost tempted to believe in miracles, for I could not think
there were two Ratons in the same house.  I returned gaily to my room
and found my sweetheart in bed without her chemise.  I went to the
place beside the bed where she had thrown it down, and as soon as she
saw me touching it she begged me in a fright not to do so, as it was
not clean.  She was right, for it bore numerous marks of the disease
which infected her.  It may be imagined that my passion cooled, and
that I sent her away in a moment; but I felt at the same time the
greatest gratitude to what is called chance, for I should have never
thought of examining a girl whose face was all lilies and roses, and
who could not be more than eighteen.

Next day I went to Roche to see the celebrated Haller.





CHAPTER XVIII

M. Haller--My Stay at Lausanne--Lord Rosebury--The Young Saconai--
Dissertation on Beauty--The Young Theologian


M. Haller was a man six feet high and broad in a proportion; he was a
well-made man, and a physical as well as a mental colossus.  He
received me courteously, and when he had read M. de Muralt's letter,
he displayed the greatest politeness, which shews that a good letter
of introduction is never out of place.  This learned man displayed to
me all the treasures of his knowledge, replying with exactitude to
all my questions, and above all with a rare modesty which astonished
me greatly, for whilst he explained the most difficult questions, he
had the air of a scholar who would fain know; but on the other hand,
when he asked me a scientific question, it was with so delicate an
art that I could not help giving the right answer.

M. de Haller was a great physiologist, a great doctor, and a great
anatomist.  He called Morgagni his master, though he had himself made
numerous discoveries relating to the frame of man.  While I stayed
with him he shewed me a number of letters from Morgagni and
Pontedera, a professor of botany, a science of which Haller had an
extensive knowledge.  Hearing me speak of these learned men whose
works I had read at an early age, he complained that Pontedera's
letters were almost illegible and written in extremely obscure Latin.
He shewed me a letter from a Berlin Academician, whose name I have
forgotten, who said that since the king had read his letter he had no
more thoughts of suppressing the Latin language.  Haller had written
to Frederick the Great that a monarch who succeeded in the unhappy
enterprise of proscribing the language of Cicero and Virgil from the
republic of letters would raise a deathless monument to his own
ignorance.  If men of letters require a universal language to
communicate with one another, Latin is certainly the best, for Greek
and Arabic do not adapt themselves in the same way to the genius of
modern civilization.

Haller was a good poet of the Pindaric kind; he was also an excellent
statesman, and had rendered great services to his country.  His
morals were irreproachable, and I remember his telling me that the
only way to give precepts was to do so by example.  As a good citizen
he was an admirable paterfamilias, for what greater proof could he
give of his love of country than by presenting it with worthy
subjects in his children, and such subjects result from a good
education.  His wife was still young, and bore on her features the
marks of good nature and discretion.  He had a charming daughter of
about eighteen; her appearance was modest, and at table she only
opened her mouth to speak in a low tone to a young man who sat beside
her.  After dinner, finding myself alone with M. Haller, I asked him
who this young man was.  He told me he was his daughter's tutor.

"A tutor like that and so pretty a pupil might easily become lovers."

"Yes, please God."

This Socratic reply made me see how misplaced my remark had been, and
I felt some confusion.  Finding a book to my hand I opened it to
restore my composure.

It was an octavo volume of his works, and I read in it:

"Utrum memoria post mortem dubito."

"You do not think, then," said I, "that the memory is an essential
part of the soul?"

"How is that question to be answered?"  M. de Haller replied,
cautiously, as he had his reasons for being considered orthodox.

During dinner I asked if M. de Voltaire came often to see him.  By
way of reply he repeated these lines of the poet:--

"Vetabo qui Cereris sacrum vulgarit arcanum sub usdem sit trabibus."

I spent three days with this celebrated man, but I thought myself
obliged to refrain from asking his opinion on any religious
questions, although I had a great desire to do so, as it would have
pleased me to have had his opinion on that delicate subject; but I
believe that in matters of that kind M. Haller judged only by his
heart.  I told him, however, that I should consider a visit to
Voltaire as a great event, and he said I was right.  He added,
without the slightest bitterness,

"M. de Voltaire is a man who ought to be known, although, in spite of
the laws of nature, many persons have found him greater at a distance
than close at hand."

M. de Haller kept a good and abundant though plain table; he only
drank water.  At dessert only he allowed himself a small glass of
liqueur drowned in an enormous glass of water.  He talked a great
deal of Boerhaave, whose favourite pupil he had been.  He said that
after Hypocrates, Boerhaave was the greatest doctor and the greatest
chemist that had ever existed.

"How is it," said I, "that he did not attain mature age?"

"Because there is no cure for death.  Boerhaave was born a doctor, as
Homer was born a poet; otherwise he would have succumbed at the age
of fourteen to a malignant ulcer which had resisted all the best
treatment of the day.  He cured it himself by rubbing it constantly
with salt dissolved in his own urine."

"I have been told that he possessed the philosopher's stone."

"Yes, but I don't believe it."

"Do you think it possible?"

"I have been working for the last thirty years to convince myself of
its impossibility; I have not yet done so, but I am sure that no one
who does not believe in the possibility of the great work can be a
good chemist."

When I left him he begged me to write and tell him what I thought of
the great Voltaire, and in, this way our French correspondence began.
I possess twenty-two letters from this justly celebrated man; and the
last word written six months before, his too, early death.  The
longer I live the more interest I take in my papers.  They are the
treasure which attaches me to life and makes death more hateful
still.

I had been reading at Berne Rousseau's "Heloise," and I asked M.
Haller's opinion of it.  He told me that he had once read part of it
to oblige a friend, and from this part he could judge of the whole.
"It is the worst of all romances, because it is the most eloquently
expressed.  You will see the country of Vaud, but don't expect to see
the originals of the brilliant portraits which Jean Jacques painted.
He seems to have thought that lying was allowable in a romance, but
he has abused the privilege.  Petrarch, was a learned man, and told
no lies in speaking of his love for Laura, whom he loved as every man
loves the woman with whom he is taken; and if Laura had not contented
her illustrious lover, he would not have celebrated her."

Thus Haller spoke to me of Petrarch, mentioning Rousseau with
aversion.  He disliked his very eloquence, as he said it owed all its
merits to antithesis and paradox. Haller was a learned man of the
first class, but his knowledge was not employed for the purpose of
ostentation, nor in private life, nor when he was in the company of
people who did not care for science.  No one knew better than he how
to accommodate himself to his company he was friendly with everyone,
and never gave offence.  But what were his qualifications?  It would
be much easier to say what he had not than what he had.  He had no
pride, self-sufficiency, nor tone of superiority--in fact, none of
those defects which are often the reproach of the learned and the
witty.

He was a man of austere virtue, but he took care to hide the
austerity under a veil of a real and universal kindness.  Undoubtedly
he thought little of the ignorant, who talk about everything right or
wrong, instead of remaining silent, and have at bottom only contempt
for the learned; but he only shewed his contempt by saying nothing.
He knew that a despised ignoramus becomes an enemy, and Haller wished
to be loved.  He neither boasted of nor concealed his knowledge, but
let it run like a limpid stream flowing through the meadows.  He
talked well, but never absorbed the conversation.  He never spoke of
his works; when someone mentioned them he would turn the conversation
as soon as he conveniently could.  He was sorry to be obliged to
contradict anyone who conversed with him.

When I reached Lausanne I found myself enabled to retain my incognito
for a day at any rate.  I naturally gave the first place to my
affections.  I went straight to my sweetheart without needing to ask
my way, so well had she indicated the streets through which I had to
pass.  I found her with her mother, but I was not a little astonished
to see Lebel there also.  However, my surprise must have passed
unnoticed, for my housekeeper, rising from her seat with a cry of
joy, threw her arms about my neck, and after having kissed me
affectionately presented me to her worthy mother, who welcomed me in
the friendliest manner.  I asked Lebel after the ambassador, and how
long he had been at Lausanne.

He replied, with a polite and respectful air, that his master was
quite well, and that he had come to Lausanne on business, and had
only been there a few hours; and that, wishing to pay his regards to
Madame Dubois's mother, he had been pleasantly surprised to see the
daughter there as well.

"You know," he added, "what my intentions are.  I have to go back to-
morrow, and when you have made up your minds, write to me and I will
come and take her to Soleure, where I will marry her."

He could not have spoken more plainly or honourably.  I said that I
would never oppose the will of my sweetheart, and my Dubois,
interrupting me, said in her turn that she would never leave me until
I sent her away.

Lebel found these replies too vague, and told me with noble freedom
that we must give him a definite reply, since in such cases
uncertainty spoils all.  At that moment I felt as if I could never
agree to his wishes, and I told him that in ten days I would let him
know of our resolution, whatever it was.  At that he was satisfied,
and left us.

After his departure my sweetheart's mother, whose good sense stood
her instead of wit, talked to us in a manner that answered our
inclinations, for, amorous as we were, we could not bear the idea of
parting.  I agreed that my housekeeper should wait up for me till
midnight, and that we could talk over our reply with our heads on the
pillow.

My Dubois had a separate room with a good bed and excellent
furniture.  She gave me a very good supper, and we spent a delicious
night.  In the morning we felt more in love than ever, and were not
at all disposed to comply with Lebel's wishes.  Nevertheless, we had
a serious conversation.

The reader will remember that my mistress had promised to pardon my
infidelities, provided that I confessed them.  I had none to confess,
but in the course of conversation I told her about Raton.

"We ought to think ourselves very fortunate," said she, "for if it
had not been for chance, we should have been in a fine state now."

"Yes, and I should be in despair."

"I don't doubt it, and you would be all the more wretched as I should
never complain to you."

"I only see one way of providing against such a misfortune.  When I
have been unfaithful to you I will punish myself by depriving myself
of the pleasure of giving you proofs of my affection till I am
certain that I can do so without danger."

"Ah! you would punish me for your faults, would you?   If you love me
as I love you, believe me you would find a better remedy than that."

"What is that?"

"You would never be unfaithful to me."

"You are right.  I am sorry I was not the first to think of this
plan, which I promise to follow for the future."

"Don't make any promises," said she, with a sigh, "it might prove too
difficult to keep them."

It is only love which can inspire such conversations, but
unfortunately it gains nothing by them.

Next morning, just as I was going out to take my letters, the Baron
de Bercei, uncle of my friend Bavois, entered.

"I know," said he, "that my nephew owes his fortune to you; he is
just going to be made general, and I and all the family will be
enchanted to make your acquaintance.  I have come to offer my
services, and to beg that you will dine with me to-day, and on any
other day you please when you have nothing better to do, and I hope
you will always consider yourself of the family.

"At the same time I beg of you not to tell anybody that my nephew has
become a Catholic, as according to the prejudices of the country it
would be a dishonour which would reflect on the whole family."

I accepted his invitation, and promised to say nothing about the
circumstance he had mentioned.

I left my letters of introduction, and I received everywhere a
welcome of the most distinguished kind.  Madame de Gentil-Langalerie
appeared the most amiable of all the ladies I called on, but I had
not time to pay my court to one more than another.  Every day
politeness called me to some dinner, supper, ball, or assembly.  I
was bored beyond measure, and I felt inclined to say how troublesome
it is to have such a welcome.  I spent a fortnight in the little
town, where everyone prides himself on his liberty, and in all my
life I have never experienced such a slavery, for I had not a moment
to myself.  I was only able to pass one night with my sweetheart, and
I longed to set off with her for Geneva.  Everybody would give me
letters of introduction for M. de Voltaire, and by their eagerness
one would have thought the great man beloved, whereas all detested
him on account of his sarcastic humour.

"What, ladies!" said I, "is not M.  de Voltaire good-natured, polite,
and affable to you who have been kind enough to act in his plays with
him?"

"Not in the least.  When he hears us rehearse he grumbles all the
time.  We never say a thing to please him: here it is a bad
pronunciation, there a tone not sufficiently passionate, sometimes
one speaks too softly, sometimes too loudly; and it's worse when we
are acting.  What a hubbub there is if one add a syllable, or if some
carelessness spoil one of his verses.  He frightens us.  So and so
laughed badly; so and so in Alzire had only pretended to weep."

"Does he want you to weep really?"

"Certainly.  He will have real tears.  He says that if an actor wants
to draw tears he must shed them himself."

"I think he is right there; but he should not be so severe with
amateurs, above all with charming actresses like you.  Such
perfection is only to be looked for from professionals, but all
authors are the same.  They never think that the actor has pronounced
the words with the force which the sense, as they see it, requires."

"I told him, one day, that it was not my fault if his lines had not
the proper force."

"I am sure he laughed."

"Laughed?   No, sneered, for he is a rude and impertinent man."

"But I suppose you overlook all these failings?"

"Not at all; we have sent him about his business."

"Sent him about his business?"

"Yes.  He left the house he had rented here, at short notice, and
retired to where you will find him now.  He never comes to see us
now, even if we ask him."

"Oh, you do ask him, though you sent him about his business?"

"We cannot deprive ourselves of the pleasure of admiring his talents,
and if we have teased him, that was only from revenge, and to teach
him something of the manners of good society."

"You have given a lesson to a great master."

"Yes; but when you see him mention Lausanne, and see what he will say
of us.  But he will say it laughingly, that's his way."

During my stay I often saw Lord Rosebury, who had vainly courted my
charming Dubois.  I have never known a young man more disposed to
silence.  I have been told that he had wit, that he was well
educated, and even in high spirits at times, but he could not get
over his shyness, which gave him an almost indefinable air of
stupidity.  At balls, assemblies--in fact, everywhere, his manners
consisted of innumerable bows.  When one spoke to him, he replied in
good French but with the fewest possible words, and his shy manner
shewed that every question was a trouble to him.  One day when I was
dining with him, I asked him some question about his country, which
required five or six small phrases by way of answer.  He gave me an
excellent reply, but blushed all the time like a young girl when she
comes out.  The celebrated Fox who was then twenty, and was at the
same dinner, succeeded in making him laugh, but it was by saying
something in English, which I did not understand in the least.  Eight
months after I saw him again at Turin, he was then amorous of a
banker's wife, who was able to untie his tongue.

At Lausanne I saw a young girl of eleven or twelve by whose beauty I
was exceedingly struck.  She was the daughter of Madame de Saconai,
whom I had known at Berne.  I do not know her after history, but the
impression she made on me has never been effaced.  Nothing in nature
has ever exercised such a powerful influence over me as a pretty
face, even if it be a child's.

The Beautiful, as I have been told, is endowed with this power of
attraction; and I would fain believe it, since that which attracts me
is necessarily beautiful in my eyes, but is it so in reality?   I
doubt it, as that which has influenced me has not influenced others.
The universal or perfect beauty does not exist, or it does not
possess this power.  All who have discussed the subject have
hesitated to pronounce upon it, which they would not have done if
they had kept to the idea of form.  According to my ideas, beauty is
only form, for that which is not beautiful is that which has no form,
and the deformed is the opposite of the 'pulchrum' and 'formosum'.

We are right to seek for the definitions of things, but when we have
them to hand in the words; why should we go farther?   If the word
'forma' is Latin, we should seek for the Latin meaning and not the
French, which, however, often uses 'deforme' or 'difforme' instead of
'laid', ugly, without people's noticing that its opposite should be a
word which implies the existence of form; and this can only be
beauty.  We should note that 'informe' in French as well as in Latin
means shapeless, a body without any definite appearance.

We will conclude, then, that it is the beauty of woman which has
always exercised an irresistible sway over me, and more especially
that beauty which resides in the face.  It is there the power lies,
and so true is that, that the sphinxes of Rome and Versailles almost
make me fall in love with them.  though, the face excepted, they are
deformed in every sense of the word.  In looking at the fine
proportions of their faces one forgets their deformed bodies.  What,
then, is beauty?   We know not; and when we attempt to define it or
to enumerate its qualities we become like Socrates, we hesitate.  The
only thing that our minds can seize is the effect produced by it, and
that which charms, ravishes, and makes me in love, I call beauty.  It
is something that can be seen with the eyes, and for my eyes I speak.
If they had a voice they would speak better than I, but probably in
the same sense.

No painter has surpassed Raphael in the beauty of the figures which
his divine pencil produced; but if this great painter had been asked
what beauty was, he would probably have replied that he could not
say, that he knew it by heart, and that he thought he had reproduced
it whenever he had seen it, but that he did not know in what it
consisted.

"That face pleases me," he would say, "it is therefore beautiful!"

He ought to have thanked God for having given him such an exquisite
eye for the beautiful; but 'omne pulchrum difficile'.

The painters of high renown, all those whose works proclaim genius,
have excelled in the delineation of the beautiful; but how small is
their number compared to the vast craved who have strained every
nerve to depict beauty and have only left us mediocrity!

If a painter could be dispensed from making his works beautiful,
every man might be an artist; for nothing is easier than to fashion
ugliness, and brush and canvas would be as easy to handle as mortar
and trowel.

Although portrait-painting is the most important branch of the art,
it is to be noted that those who have succeeded in this line are very
few.  There are three kinds of portraits: ugly likenesses, perfect
likenesses, and those which to a perfect likeness add an almost
imperceptible character of beauty.  The first class is worthy only of
contempt and their authors of stoning, for to want of taste and
talent they add impertinence, and yet never seem to see their
failings.  The second class cannot be denied to possess real merit;
but the palm belongs to the third, which, unfortunately, are seldom
found, and whose authors deserve the large fortunes they amass.  Such
was the famous Notier, whom I knew in Paris in the year 1750.  This
great artist was then eighty, and in spite of his great age his
talents seemed in all their freshness.  He painted a plain woman; it
was a speaking likeness, and in spite of that those who only saw the
portrait pronounced her to be a handsome woman.  Nevertheless, the
most minute examination would not have revealed any faithlessness to
the original, but some imperceptible touches gave a real but
indefinite air of beauty to the whole.  Whence does that magic art
take its source?   One day, when he had been painting the plain-
looking "Mesdames de France," who on the canvas looked like two
Aspasias, I asked him the above question.  He answered:--

"It is a magic which the god of taste distils from my brains through
my brushes.  It is the divinity of Beauty whom all the world adores,
and which no one can define, since no one knows of what it consists.
That canvas shews you what a delicate shade there is between beauty
and ugliness; and nevertheless this shade seems an enormous
difference to those unacquainted with art."

The Greek painters made Venus, the goddess of beauty, squint-eyed,
and this odd idea has been praised by some; but these painters were
certainly in the wrong.

Two squinting eyes might be beautiful, but certainly not so beautiful
as if they did not squint, for whatever beauty they had could not
proceed from their deformity.

After this long digression, with which the reader may not be very
well pleased, it is time for me to return to my sweetheart.  The
tenth day of my visit to Lausanne, I went to sup and sleep with my
mistress, and that night was the happiest I remember.  In the
morning, while we were taking coffee with her mother, I observed that
we seemed in no hurry to part.  At this, the mother, a woman of few
words, took up the discourse in a polite and dignified manner, and
told me it was my duty to undeceive Lebel before I left; and at the
same time she gave me a letter she had had from him the evening
before.  The worthy man begged her to remind me that if I could not
make up my mind to separate from her daughter before I left Lausanne,
it would be much more difficult for me to do so when I was farther
off; above all, if, as would probably be the case, she gave me a
living pledge of her love.  He said that he had no thoughts of
drawing back from his word, but he should wish to be able to say that
he had taken his wife from her mother's hands.

When I had read the letter aloud, the worthy mother wept, and left us
alone.  A moment's silence ensued, and with a sigh that shewed what
it cost her, my dear Dubois had the courage to tell me that I must
instantly write to Lebel to give up all pretensions to her, or to
come and take her at once.

"If I write and tell him to think no more of you, I must marry you
myself."

"No."

With this no she arose and left me.  I thought it over for a quarter
of an hour, I weighed the pros and cons and still my love shrank from
the sacrifice.  At last, on consideration that my housekeeper would
never have such a chance again, that I was not sure that I could
always make her happy, I resolved to be generous, and determined to
write to Lebel that Madame Dubois had decided of her own free will to
become his wife, that I had no right to oppose her resolution, and
that I would go so far as to congratulate him on a happiness I envied
him.  I begged him to leave Soleure at once and come and receive her
in my presence from the hands of her worthy mother.

I signed the letter and took it to my housekeeper, who was in her
mother's room.  "Take this letter, dearest, and read it, and if you
approve its contents put your signature beside mine."  She read it
several times, while her good mother wept, and then, with an
affectionate and sorrowful air, she took the pen and signed.  I
begged her mother to find somebody to take the letter to Soleure
immediately, before my resolution was weakened by repentance.

The messenger came, and as soon as he had gone, "Farewell," said I,
embracing her, with my eyes wet with tears, "farewell, we shall see
each other again as soon as Lebel comes."

I went to my inn, a prey to the deepest grief.  This sacrifice had
given a new impetus to my love for this charming woman, and I felt a
sort of spasm, which made me afraid I should get ill.  I shut myself
up in my room, and I ordered the servants to say I was unwell and
could see no one.

In the evening of the fourth day after, Lebel was announced.  He
embraced me, saying his happiness would be due to me.  He then left
me, telling me he would expect me at the house of his future bride.

"Excuse me to-day, my dear fellow," said I, "but I will dine with you
there to-morrow."

When he had left me, I told Le Duc to make all preparations for our
leaving the next day after dinner.

I went out early on the following day to take leave of everybody, and
at noon Lebel came to take me to that sad repast, at which, however,
I was not so sad as I had feared.

As I was leaving I begged the future Madame Lebel to return me the
ring I had given her, and as we had agreed, I presented her with a
roll of a hundred Louis, which she took with a melancholy air.

"I should never have sold it," she said, "for I have no need of
money."

"In that case I will give it back to you, but promise me never to
part with it, and keep the hundred Louis as some small reward of the
services you have rendered me."

She shook my hand affectionately, put on my finger her wedding ring,
and left me to hide her grief.  I wiped my tears away, and said to
Lebel,

"You are about to possess yourself of a treasure which I cannot
commend too highly.  You are a man of honour; you will appreciate her
excellent qualities, and you will know how to make her happy.  She
will love you only, take care of your household, and keep no secrets
from you.  She is full of wit and spirits, and will easily disperse
the slightest shadow of ill humour which may fall on you."

I went in with him to the mother's room to take leave of her, and
Madame Dubois begged me to delay my departure and sup once more with
her.  I told her that my horses were put in and the carriage waiting
at my door, and that such a delay would set tongues talking; but that
if she liked, she, her future husband and her mother, could come and
see me at an inn two leagues off on the Geneva road, where we could
stay as long as we liked.  Lebel approved of the plan, and my
proposition was accepted.

When I got back to my inn I found my carriage ready, and I got in and
drove to the meeting-place, and ordered a good supper for four, and
an hour later my guests arrived.

The gay and even happy air of the newly betrothed surprised me, but
what astonished me more was the easy way with which she threw herself
into my arms as soon as she saw me.  It put me quite out of
countenance, but she had more wit than I.  However, I mustered up
sufficient strength to follow her cue, but I could not help thinking
that if she had really loved me she would not have found it possible
to pass thus from love to mere friendship.  However, I imitated her,
and made no objections to those marks of affection allowed to
friendship, which are supposed to have no tincture of love in them.

At supper I thought I saw that Lebel was more delighted at having
such a wife than at the prospect of enjoying her and satisfying a
strong passion.  That calmed me; I could not be jealous of a man like
that.  I perceived, too, that my sweetheart's high spirits were more
feigned than real; she wished to make me share them so as to render
our separation less bitter, and to tranquillise her future husband as
to the nature of our feelings for one another.  And when reason and
time had quieted the tempest in my heart, I could not help thinking
it very natural that she should be pleased at the prospect of being
independent, and of enjoying a fortune.

We made an excellent supper, which we washed down so well that at
last the gaiety which had been simulated ended by being real.  I
looked at the charming Dubois with pleasure; I regarded her as a
treasure which had belonged to me, and which after making me happy
was with my full consent about to ensure the happiness of another.
It seemed to me that I had been magnanimous enough to give her the
reward she deserved, like a good Mussulman who gives a favourite
slave his freedom in return for his fidelity.  Her sallies made me
laugh and recalled the happy moments I had passed with her, but the
idea of her happiness prevented my regretting having yielded my
rights to another.

As Lebel was obliged to return to Lausanne in order to get back to
Soleure in two days, we had to part.  I embraced him and asked him to
continue his friendship towards me, and he promised with great
effusion to be my friend till death.  As we were going down the
stair, my charming friend said, with great candour,

"I am not really gay, but I oblige myself to appear so.  I shall not
be happy till the scar on my heart has healed.  Lebel can only claim
my esteem, but I shall be his alone though my love be all for you.
When we see each other again, as from what you say I hope we shall,
we shall be able to meet as true friends, and perhaps we shall
congratulate each other on the wise part we have taken.  As for you,
though I do not think you will forget me, I am sure that before long
some more or less worthy object will replace me and banish your
sorrow.  I hope it will be so.  Be happy.  I may be with child; and
if it prove to be so, you shall have no cause to complain of my care
of your child, which you shall take away when you please.  We made an
agreement on this point yesterday.  We arranged that the marriage
should not be consummated for two months; thus we shall be certain
whether the child belongs to you or no, and we will let people think
that it is the legitimate offspring of our marriage.  Lebel conceived
this plan that he might have his mind at rest on the supposed force
of blood, in which he declares he believes no more than I do.  He has
promised to love the child as if he were its father.  If you write to
me, I will keep you acquainted with everything; and if I have the
happiness to give you a child, it will be much dearer to me than your
ring."

We wept, and Lebel laughed to see us.

I could only reply by pressing her to my breast, and then I gave her
over to her future husband, who told me as he got into the carriage
that our long talk had pleased him very much.

I went to bed sadly enough.  Next morning when I awoke, a pastor of
the Church of Geneva carne to ask me to give him a place in my
carriage.  I agreed, and was not sorry I had done so.

This priest was an eloquent man, although a theologian, who answered
the most difficult religious questions I could put to him.  There was
no mystery with him, everything was reason.  I have never found a
more compliant Christianity than that of this worthy man, whose
morals, as I heard afterwards at Geneva, were perfectly pure.  But I
found out that this kind of Christianity was not peculiar to him, all
his fellow-Calvinists thought in the same way.

Wishing to convince him that he was a Calvinist in name only, since
he did not believe that Jesus Christ was of the same substance as the
Father, he replied that Calvin was only infallible where he spoke 'ex
cathedra', but I struck him dumb by quoting the words of the Gospel.
He blushed when I reproached him with Calvin's belief that the Pope
was the Antichrist of the Apocalypse.

"It will be impossible to destroy this prejudice at Geneva," said he,
"till the Government orders the effacement of an inscription on the
church door which everybody reads, and which speaks of the head of
the Roman Church in this manner."

"The people," he added, "are wholly ignorant; but I have a niece of
twenty, who does not belong to the people in this way.  I shall have
the honour of making you known to her; she is a theologian, and
pretty as well."

"I shall be delighted to see her, but God preserve me from arguing
with her!"

"She will make you argue, and I can assure you that it will be a
pleasure for you!"

"We shall see; but will you give me your address?"

"No sir, but I shall have the honour of conducting you to your inn
and acting as your guide."

I got down at Balances, and was well lodged.  It was the 20th of
August, 1760.  On going to the window I noticed a pane of glass on
which I read these words, written with the point of a diamond: "You
will forget Henriette."  In a moment my thoughts flew back to the
time in which Henriette had written these words, thirteen years ago,
and my hair stood on end.  We had been lodged in this room when she
separated from me to return to France.  I was overwhelmed, and fell
on a chair where I abandoned myself to deep thought.  Noble
Henriette, dear Henriette, whom I had loved so well; where was she
now?   I had never heard of her; I had never asked anyone about her.
Comparing my present and past estates, I was obliged to confess that
I was less worthy of possessing her now than then.  I could still
love, but I was no longer so delicate in my thoughts; I had not those
feelings which justify the faults committed by the senses, nor that
probity which serves as a contrast to the follies and frailties of
man; but, what was worst of all, I was not so strong.  Nevertheless,
it seemed that the remembrance of Henriette restored me to my
pristine vigour.  I had no longer my housekeeper; I experienced a
great void; and I felt so enthusiastic that if I had known where
Henriette was I should have gone to seek her out, despite her
prohibition.

Next day, at an early hour, I went to the banker Tronchin, who had
all my money.  After seeing my account, he gave me a letter of credit
on Marseilles, Genoa, Florence and Rome, and I only took twelve
thousand francs in cash.  I had only fifty thousand crowns, three
hundred francs, but that would take me a good way.  As soon as I had
delivered my letters, I returned to Balances, impatient to see M. de
Voltaire.

I found my fellow-traveller in my room.  He asked me to dinner,
telling me that I should have M. Vilars-Chandieu, who would take me
after dinner to M. de Voltaire, who had been expecting me for several
days.  I followed the worthy man, and found at his house excellent
company, and the young theologian whom the uncle did not address till
dessert.

I will endeavour to report as faithfully as possible the young
woman's conversation.

"What have you been doing this morning, my dear niece?"

"I have been reading St. Augustine, whom I thought absurd, and I
think I can refute him very shortly."

"On what point?"

"Concerning the mother of the Saviour."

"What does St. Augustine say?"

"You have no doubt remarked the passage, uncle.  He says that the
Virgin Mary conceived Jesus Christ through the ears."

"You do not believe that?"

"Certainly not, and for three good reasons.  In the first place
because God, being immaterial, had no need of a hole to go in or come
out by; in the second place, because the ear has no connection with
the womb; and in the third place, because Mary, if she had conceived
by the ear, would have given birth by the same channel.  This would
do well enough for the Catholics," said she, giving me a glance, "as
then they would be reasonable in calling her a virgin before her
conception, during her pregnancy, and after she had given birth to
the child."

I was extremely astonished, and my astonishment was shared by the
other guests.  Divine theology rises above all fleshly
considerations, and after what we had heard we had either to allow
her this privilege, or to consider the young theologian as a woman
without shame.  The learned niece did not seem to care what we
thought, as she asked for my opinion on the matter.

"If I were a theologian and allowed myself an exact examination into
the miracles, it is possible I should be of your opinion; but as this
is by no means the case, I must limit myself to condemning St.
Augustine for having analysed the mystery of the Annunciation.  I may
say, however, that if the Virgin had been deaf, St. Augustine would
have been guilty of a manifest absurdity, since the Incarnation would
have been an impossibility, as in that case the nerves of the ear
would have had no sort of communication with the womb, and the
process would have been inconceivable; but the Incarnation is a
miracle."

She replied with great politeness that I had shown myself a greater
theologian than she, and her uncle thanked me for having given her a
lesson.  He made her discuss various subjects, but she did not shine.
Her only subject was the New Testament.  I shall have occasion to
speak of this young woman when I get back to Geneva.

After dinner we went to see Voltaire, who was just leaving the table
as we came in.  He was in the middle of a court of gentlemen and
ladies, which made my introduction a solemn one; but with this great
man solemnity could not fail to be in my favour.




End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of MEMOIRES OF JACQUES CASANOVA
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MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
THE ETERNAL QUEST, Volume 3e--WITH VOLTAIRE


THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR
MACHEN TO WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED
BY ARTHUR SYMONS.




THE ETERNAL QUEST




WITH VOLTAIRE



CHAPTER XIX

M. de Voltaire; My Discussions with That Great Man--Ariosto--The Duc
de Villars--The Syndic and the Three Girls--Dispute with Voltaire--
Aix-en-Savoie--The Marquis Desarmoises


"M. de Voltaire," said I, "this is the happiest moment of my life.
I have been your pupil for twenty years, and my heart is full of joy
to see my master."

"Honour me with your attendance on my course for twenty years more,
and promise me that you will bring me my fees at the end of that
time."

"Certainly, if you promise to wait for me."

This Voltairean sally made all present laugh, as was to be expected,
for those who laugh keep one party in countenance at the other's
expense, and the side which has the laughter is sure to win; this is
the rule of good society.

I was not taken by surprise, and waited to have my revenge.

Just then two Englishmen came in and were presented to him.

"These gentlemen are English," said Voltaire; "I wish I were."

I thought the compliment false and out of place; for the gentlemen
were obliged to reply out of politeness that they wished they had
been French, or if they did not care to tell a lie they would be too
confused to tell the truth.  I believe every man of honour should put
his own nation first.

A moment after, Voltaire turned to me again and said that as I was a
Venetian I must know Count Algarotti.

"I know him, but not because I am a Venetian, as seven-eights of my
dear countrymen are not even aware of his existence."

"I should have said, as a man of letters."

"I know him from having spent two months with him at Padua, seven
years ago, and what particularly attracted my attention was the
admiration he professed for M. de Voltaire."

"That is flattering for me, but he has no need of admiring anyone."

"If Algarotti had not begun by admiring others, he would never have
made a name for himself.  As an admirer of Newton he endeavoured to
teach the ladies to discuss the theory of light."

"Has he succeeded?"

"Not as well as M. de Fontenelle in his "Plurality of Worlds;"
however, one may say he has succeeded."

"True.  If you see him at Bologna, tell him I am expecting to hear
from him about Russia.  He can address my letters to my banker,
Bianchi, at Milan, and they will be sent on to me."

"I will not fail to do so if I see him."

"I have heard that the Italians do not care for his style."

"No; all that he writes is full of French idioms.  His style is
wretched."

"But do not these French turns increase the beauty of your language?"

"They make it insufferable, as French would be mixed with Italian or
German even though it were written by M. de Voltaire."

"You are right; every language should preserve its purity.  Livy has
been criticised on this account; his Latin is said to be tainted with
patavinity."

"When I began to learn Latin, the Abbe Lazzarini told me he preferred
Livy to Sallust."

"The Abbe Lazzarini, author of the tragedy, 'Ulisse il giovine'?
You must have been very young; I wish I had known him.  But I knew
the Abbe Conti well; the same that was Newton's friend, and whose
four tragedies contain the whole of Roman history."

"I also knew and admired him.  I was young, but I congratulated
myself on being admitted into the society of these great men.  It
seems as if it were yesterday, though it is many years ago; and now
in your presence my inferiority does not humiliate me.  I wish to be
the younger son of all humanity."

"Better so than to be the chief and eldest.  May I ask you to what
branch of literature you have devoted yourself?"

"To none; but that, perhaps, will come afterwards.  In the meantime I
read as much as I can, and try to study character on my travels."

"That is the way to become learned, but the book of humanity is too
vast.  Reading a history is the easier way."

"Yes, if history did not lie.  One is not sure of the truth of the
facts.  It is tiring, while the study of the world is amusing.
Horace, whom I know by heart, is my guide-book."

"Algarotti, too, is very fond of Horace.  Of course you are fond of
poetry?"

"It is my passion."

"Have you made many sonnets?"

"Ten or twelve I like, and two or three thousand which in all
probability I have not read twice."

"The Italians are mad after sonnets."

"Yes; if one can call it a madness to desire to put thought into
measured harmony.  The sonnet is difficult because the thought has to
be fitted exactly into the fourteen lines."

"It is Procrustes' bed, and that's the reason you have so few good
ones.  As for us, we have not one; but that is the fault of our
language."

"And of the French genius, which considers that a thought when
extended loses all its force."

"And you do not think so?"

"Pardon me, it depends on the kind of thought.  A witty saying, for
example, will not make a sonnet; in French or Italian it belongs to
the domain of epigram."

"What Italian poet do you like best?"

"Ariosto; but I cannot say I love him better than the others, for he
is my only love."

"You know the others, though?"

"I think I have read them all, but all their lights pale before
Ariosto's.  Fifteen years ago I read all you have written against
him, and I said that you, would retract when you had read his works."

"I am obliged to you for thinking that I had not read them.  As a
matter of fact I had done so, but I was young.  I knew Italian very
imperfectly, and being prejudiced by the learned Italians who adore
Tasso I was unfortunate enough to publish a criticism of Ariosto
which I thought my own, while it was only the echo of those who had
prejudiced me.  I adore your Ariosto!"

"Ah!  M. de Voltaire, I breathe again.  But be good enough to have
the work in which you turned this great man into ridicule
excommunicated."

"What use would that be?   All my books are excommunicated; but I
will give you a good proof of my retractation."

I was astonished!  The great man began to recite the two fine
passages from the thirty-fourth and thirty-fifth cantos, in which the
divine poet speaks of the conversation of Astolpho with St. John and
he did it without missing a single life or committing the slightest
fault against the laws of prosody.  He then pointed out the beauties
of the passages with his natural insight and with a great man's
genius.  I could not have had anything better from the lips of the
most skilled commentators in Italy.  I listened to him with the
greatest attention, hardly daring to breath, and waiting for him to
make a mistake, but I had my trouble for nothing.  I turned to the
company crying that I was more than astonished, and that all Italy
should know what I had seen.  "And I, sir," said the great man, "will
let all Europe know of the amends I owe to the greatest genius our
continent has produced."

Greedy of the praise which he deserved so well, Voltaire gave me the
next day his translation which Ariosto begins thus:

"Quindi avvien the tra principi a signori."


At the end of the recitation which gained the applause of all who
heard it, although not one of them knew Italian, Madame Denis, his
niece, asked me if I thought the passage her uncle had just recited
one of the finest the poet had written.

"Yes, but not the finest."

"It ought to be; for without it Signor Lodovico would not have gained
his apotheosis."

"He has been canonised, then?  I was not aware of that."

At these words the laugh, headed by Voltaire, went for Madame Denis.
Everybody laughed except myself, and I continued to look perfectly
serious.

Voltaire was vexed at not seeing me laugh like the rest, and asked me
the reason.

"Are you thinking," said he, "of some more than human passage?"

"Yes," I answered.

"What passage is that?"

"The last thirty-six stanzas of the twenty-third canto, where the
poet describes in detail how Roland became mad.  Since the world has
existed no one has discovered the springs of madness, unless Ariosto
himself, who became mad in his old age.  These stanzas are terrible,
and I am sure they must have made you tremble."

"Yes, I remember they render love dreadful.  I long to read them
again."

"Perhaps the gentleman will be good enough to recite them," said
Madame Denis, with a side-glance at her uncle.

"Willingly," said I, "if you will have the goodness to listen to me."

"You have learn them by heart, then, have you?" said Voltaire.

"Yes, it was a pleasure and no trouble.  Since I was sixteen, I have
read over Ariosto two or three times every year; it is my passion,
and the lines naturally become linked in my memory without my having
given myself any pains to learn them.  I know it all, except his long
genealogies and his historical tirades, which fatigue the mind and do
not touch the heart.  It is only Horace that I know throughout, in
spite of the often prosaic style of his epistles, which are certainly
far from equalling Boileau's."

"Boileau is often too lengthy; I admire Horace, but as for Ariosto,
with his forty long cantos, there is too much of him."

"It is fifty-one cantos, M. de Voltaire."

The great man was silent, but Madame Denis was equal to the occasion.

"Come, come," said she, "let us hear the thirty-six stanzas which
earned the author the title of divine, and which are to make us
tremble."

I then began, in an assured voice, but not in that monotonous tone
adopted by the Italians, with which the French so justly reproach us.
The French would be the best reciters if they were not constrained by
the rhyme, for they say what they feel better than any other people.
They have neither the passionate monotonous tone of my fellow-
countrymen, nor the sentimentality of the Germans, nor the fatiguing
mannerisms of the English; to every period they give its proper
expression, but the recurrence of the same sounds partly spoils their
recitation.  I recited the fine verses of Ariosto, as if it had been
rhythmic prose, animating it by the sound of my voice and the
movements of my eyes, and by modulating my intonation according to
the sentiments with which I wished to inspire my audience.  They saw
how hardly I could restrain my tears, and every eye was wet; but when
I came to the stanza,

     "Poiche allargare il freno al dolor puote,
     Che resta solo senza altrui rispetto,
     Giu dagli occhi rigando per le gote
     Sparge un fiume de lacrime sul petto,"

my tears coursed down my cheeks to such an extent that everyone began
to sob.  M. de Voltaire and Madame Denis threw their arms round my
neck, but their embraces could not stop me, for Roland, to become
mad, had to notice that he was in the same bed in which Angelica had
lately been found in the arms of the too fortunate Medor, and I had
to reach the next stanza.  For my voice of sorrow and wailing I
substituted the expression of that terror which arose naturally from
the contemplation of his fury, which was in its effects like a
tempest, a volcano, or an earthquake.

When I had finished I received with a sad air the congratulations of
the audience.  Voltaire cried,

"I always said so; the secret of drawing tears is to weep one's self,
but they must be real tears, and to shed them the heart must be
stirred to its depths.  I am obliged to you, sir," he added,
embracing me, "and I promise to recite the same stanzas myself to-
morrow, and to weep like you."

He kept his word.

"It is astonishing," said Madame Denis, "that intolerant Rome should
not have condemned the song of Roland."

"Far from it," said Voltaire, "Leo X. excommunicated whoever should
dare to condemn it.  The two great families of Este and Medici
interested themselves in the poet's favour.  Without that protection
it is probable that the one line on the donation of Rome by
Constantine to Silvester, where the poet speaks 'puzza forte' would
have sufficed to put the whole poem under an interdict."

"I believe," said I, "that the line which has excited the most talk
is that in which Ariosto throws doubt on the general resurrection.
Ariosto," I added, "in speaking of the hermit who would have hindered
Rhodomonte from getting possession of Isabella, widow of Zerbin,
paints the African, who wearied of the hermit's sermons, seizes him
and throws him so far that he dashes him against a rock, against
which he remains in a dead swoon, so that 'che al novissimo di forse
fia desto'."

This 'forse' which may possibly have only been placed there as a
flower of rhetoric or as a word to complete the verse, raised a great
uproar, which would doubtless have greatly amused the poet if he had
had time!

"It is a pity," said Madame Denis, "that Ariosto was not more careful
in these hyperbolical expressions."

"Be quiet, niece, they are full of wit.  They are all golden grains,
which are dispersed throughout the work in the best taste."

The conversation was then directed towards various topics, and at
last we got to the 'Ecossaise' we had played at Soleure.

They knew all about it.

M. de Voltaire said that if I liked to play it at his house he would
write to M. de Chavigni to send the Lindane, and that he himself
would play Montrose.  I excused myself by saying that Madame was at
Bale and that I should be obliged to go on my journey the next day.
At this he exclaimed loudly, aroused the whole company against me,
and said at last that he should consider my visit as an insult unless
I spared him a week at least of my society.

"Sir," said I, "I have only come to Geneva to have the honour of
seeing you, and now that I have obtained that favour I have nothing
more to do."

"Have you come to speak to me, or for me to speak to you?"

"In a measure, of course, to speak to you, but much more for you to
speak to me."

"Then stay here three days at least; come to dinner every day, and we
will have some conversation."

The invitation was so flattering and pressing that I could not refuse
it with a good grace.  I therefore accepted, and I then left to go
and write.

I had not been back for a quarter of an hour when a syndic of the
town, an amiable man, whom I had seen at M. de Voltaire's, and whose
name I shall not mention, came and asked me to give him supper.
"I was present," said he, "at your argument with the great man, and
though I did not open my mouth I should much like to have an hour's
talk with you."  By way of reply, I embraced him, begging him to
excuse my dressing-gown, and telling him that I should be glad if he
would spend the whole night with me.

The worthy man spent two hours with me, without saying a word on the
subject of literature, but to please me he had no need to talk of
books, for he was a disciple of Epicurus and Socrates, and the
evening was spent in telling little stories, in bursts of laughter,
and in accounts of the various kinds of pleasure obtainable at
Geneva.  Before leaving me he asked me to come and sup with him on
the following evening, promising that boredom should not be of the
party.

"I shall wait for you," said I.

"Very good, but don't tell anyone of the party."

I promised to follow his instructions.

Next morning, young Fox came to see me with the two Englishmen I had
seen at M. de Voltaire's.  They proposed a game of quinze, which I
accepted, and after losing fifty louis I left off, and we walked
about the town till dinner-time.

We found the Duc de Villars at Delices; he had come there to consult
Dr. Tronchin, who had kept him alive for the last ten years.

I was silent during the repast, but at dessert, M. de Voltaire,
knowing that I had reasons for not liking the Venetian Government,
introduced the subject; but I disappointed him, as I maintained that
in no country could a man enjoy more perfect liberty than in Venice.

"Yes," said he, "provided he resigns himself to play the part of a
dumb man."

And seeing that I did not care for the subject, he took me by the arm
to his garden, of which, he said, he was the creator.  The principal
walk led to a pretty running stream.

"'Tis the Rhone," said he, "which I send into France."

"It does not cost you much in carriage, at all events," said I.

He smiled pleasantly and shewed me the principal street of Geneva,
and Mont Blanc which is the highest point of the Alps.

Bringing back the conversation to Italian literature, he began to
talk nonsense with much wit and learning, but always concluding with
a false judgment.  I let him talk on.  He spoke of Homer, Dante, and
Petrarch, and everybody knows what he thought of these great
geniuses, but he did himself wrong in writing what he thought.  I
contented myself with saying that if these great men did not merit
the esteem of those who studied them; it would at all events be a
long time before they had to come down from the high place in which
the praise of centuries, had placed them.

The Duc de Villars and the famous Tronchin came and joined us.  The
doctor, a tall fine man, polite, eloquent without being a
conversationalist, a learned physician, a man of wit, a favourite
pupil of Boerhaeve, without scientific jargon, or charlatanism, or
self-sufficiency, enchanted me.  His system of medicine was based on
regimen, and to make rules he had to be a man of profound science.
I have been assured, but can scarcely believe it, that he cured a
consumptive patient of a secret disease by means of the milk of an
ass, which he had submitted to thirty strong frictions of mercury by
four sturdy porters.

As to Villars he also attracted my attention, but in quite a
different way to Tronchin.  On examining his face and manner I
thought I saw before me a woman of seventy dressed as a man, thin and
emaciated, but still proud of her looks, and with claims to past
beauty.  His cheeks and lips were painted, his eyebrows blackened,
and his teeth were false; he wore a huge wig, which, exhaled amber,
and at his buttonhole was an enormous bunch of flowers, which touched
his chin.  He affected a gracious manner, and he spoke so softly that
it was often impossible to hear what he said.  He was excessively
polite and affable, and his manners were those of the Regency.  His
whole appearance was supremely ridiculous.  I was told that in his
youth he was a lover of the fair sex, but now that he was no longer
good for anything he had modestly made himself into a woman, and had
four pretty pets in his employ, who took turns in the disgusting duty
of warming his old carcase at night.

Villars was governor of Provence, and had his back eaten up with
cancer.  In the course of nature he should have been buried ten years
ago, but Tronchin kept him alive with his regimen and by feeding the
wounds on slices of veal.  Without this the cancer would have killed
him.  His life might well be called an artificial one.

I accompanied M. de Voltaire to his bedroom, where he changed his wig
and put on another cap, for he always wore one on account of the
rheumatism to which he was subject.  I saw on the table the Summa of
St. Thomas, and among other Italian poets the 'Secchia Rapita' of
Tassoni.

"This," said Voltaire, "is the only tragicomic poem which Italy has.
Tassoni was a monk, a wit and a genius as well as a poet."

"I will grant his poetical ability but not his learning, for he
ridiculed the system of Copernicus, and said that if his theories
were followed astronomers would not be able to calculate lunations or
eclipses."

"Where does he make that ridiculous remark?"

"In his academical discourses."

"I have not read them, but I will get them."

He took a pen and noted the name down, and said,--

"But Tassoni has criticised Petrarch very ingeniously."

"Yes, but he has dishonoured taste and literature, like Muratori."

"Here he is.  You must allow that his learning is immense."

"Est ubi peccat."

Voltaire opened a door, and I saw a hundred great files full of
papers.

"That's my correspondence," said he.  "You see before you nearly
fifty thousand letters, to which I have replied."

"Have you a copy of your answers?"

"Of a good many of them.  That's the business of a servant of mine,
who has nothing else to do."

"I know plenty of booksellers who would give a good deal to get hold
of your answers.

"Yes; but look out for the booksellers when you publish anything, if
you have not yet begun; they are greater robbers than Barabbas."

"I shall not have anything to do with these gentlemen till I am an
old man."

"Then they will be the scourge of your old age."

Thereupon I quoted a Macaronic verse by Merlin Coccaeus.

"Where's that from?"

"It's a line from a celebrated poem in twenty-four cantos."

"Celebrated?"

"Yes; and, what is more, worthy of being celebrated; but to
appreciate it one must understand the Mantuan dialect."

"I could make it out, if you could get me a copy."

"I shall have the honour of presenting you with one to-morrow."

"You will oblige me extremely."

We had to leave his room and spend two hours in the company, talking
over all sorts of things.  Voltaire displayed all the resources of
his brilliant and fertile wit, and charmed everyone in spite of his
sarcastic observations which did not even spare those present, but he
had an inimitable manner of lancing a sarcasm without wounding a
person's feelings.  When the great man accompanied his witticisms
with a graceful smile he could always get a laugh.

He kept up a notable establishment and an excellent table, a rare
circumstance with his poetic brothers, who are rarely favourites of
Plutus as he was.  He was then sixty years old, and had a hundred and
twenty thousand francs a year.  It has been said maliciously that
this great man enriched himself by cheating his publishers; whereas
the fact was that he fared no better than any other author, and
instead of duping them was often their dupe.  The Cramers must be
excepted, whose fortune he made.  Voltaire had other ways of making
money than by his pen; and as he was greedy of fame, he often gave
his works away on the sole condition that they were to be printed and
published.  During the short time I was with him, I was a witness of
such a generous action; he made a present to his bookseller of the
"Princess of Babylon," a charming story which he had written in three
days.

My epicurean syndic was exact to his appointment, and took me to a
house at a little distance where he introduced me to three young
ladies, who, without being precisely beautiful, were certainly
ravishing.  Two of them were sisters.  I had an easy and pleasant
welcome, and from their intellectual appearance and gay manners I
anticipated a delightful evening, and I was not disappointed.  The
half hour before supper was passed in conversation, decent but
without restraint, and during supper, from the hints the syndic gave
me, I guessed what would happen after dessert.

It was a hot evening, and on the pretext of cooling ourselves, we
undressed so as to be almost in a state of nature.  What an orgy we
had!  I am sorry I am obliged to draw a veil over the most exciting
details.  In the midst of our licentious gaiety, whilst we were
heated by love, champagne, and a discourse of an exciting nature, I
proposed to recite Grecourt's 'Y Gyec'.  When I had finished the
voluptuous poem, worthy of an abbe's pen, I saw that the eyes of the
three beauties were all aflame, and said,--

"Ladies, if you like, I will shew you all three, one after the other,
why the sentence, 'Gaudeant bene nati', was uttered"; and without
waiting for their reply, I succeeded in making them happy.  The
syndic was radiant, he was pleased at having given me a present
entirely to my taste; and I fancied that the entertainment was not
displeasing to the three Graces, who were kept low by the Sybarite,
as his powers were almost limited to desires.  The girls lavished
their thanks on me, while I endeavoured to assure them of my
gratitude; but they leapt for joy when they heard the syndic asking
me to come next day.

As he was taking me back to my inn I told him how great a pleasure he
had given me, and he said he had brought up the three jewels himself.

"You," he added, "are the only man besides myself they know.  You
shall see them again, but I beg you will take care not to leave
anything behind you, for in this town of prejudices that would be a
great misfortune for them and for me."

"You are always moderate in your enjoyment, then?" I said to him.

"Unfortunately, that is no merit as far as I am concerned.  I was
born for the service of love, and Venus has punished me for
worshipping her when I was too young."

After a good night's sleep I awoke in an active mood, and began to
write a letter to Voltaire in blank verse, which cost me four times
the pains that rhymed verses would have done.  I sent it to him with
the poem of Theophile Falengue, but I made a mistake in doing so, as
I might have known he would not care for it; one cannot appreciate
what one does not understand.  I then went to Mr. Fox, where I found
the two Englishmen who offered me my revenge.  I lost a hundred
Louis, and was glad to see them set out for Lausanne.

The syndic had told me that the three young ladies belonged to
respectable families, but were not rich.  I puzzled my head to think
of some useful present I might make them without offending them, and
at last I hit on a plan of the most ridiculous nature, as the reader
will see.  I went to a jeweller and told him to make me three golden
balls, each of two ounces in weight.

At noon I went to M. de Voltaire's.  He was not to be seen, but
Madame Denis consoled me for his absence.  She had wit, learning
without pretension, taste, and a great hatred for the King of
Prussia, whom she called a villain.  She asked about my beautiful
housekeeper, and congratulated me on having married her to a
respectable man.  Although I feel now that she was quite right, I was
far from thinking so then; the impression was too fresh on my mind.
Madame Denis begged me to tell her how I had escaped from The Leads,
but as the story was rather a long one I promised to satisfy her
another time.

M. de Voltaire did not dine with us; he appeared, however, at five
o'clock, holding a letter in his hand.

"Do you know," said he, "the Marquis Albergati Capacelli, senator of
Bologna, and Count Paradisi?"

"I do not know Paradisi, but I know Albergati by sight and by
reputation; he is not a senator, but one of the Forty, who at Bologna
are Fifty."

"Dear me!  That seems rather a riddle!"

"Do you know him?"

"No, but he has sent me Goldoni's 'Theatre,' the translation of my
Tancred, and some Bologna sausages, and he says he will come and see
me."

"He will not come; he is not such a fool."

"How a fool?  Would there be anything foolish in coming to see me?"

"Certainly not, as far as you are concerned; but very much so far his
own sake."

"Would you mind telling me why?"

"He knows what he would lose; for he enjoys the idea you seem to have
of him, and if he came you would see his nothingness, and good-bye to
the illusion.  He is a worthy man with six thousand sequins a year,
and a craze for the theatre.  He is a good actor enough, and has
written several comedies in prose, but they are fit neither for the
study nor the stage."

"You certainly give him a coat which does not make him look any
bigger."

"I assure you it is not quite small enough."

"But tell me how he can belong to the Forty and the Fifty?"

"Just as at Bale noon is at eleven."

"I understand; just as your Council of Ten is composed of seventeen
members."

"Exactly; but the cursed Forty of Bologna are men of another kind."

"Why cursed?"

"Because they are not subject to the fisc, and are thus enabled to
commit whatever crimes they like with perfect impunity; all they have
got to do is to live outside the state borders on their revenues."

"That is a blessing, and not a curse; but let me return to our
subject.  I suppose the Marquis Albergati is a man of letters?"

"He writes well enough, but he is fond of the sound of his own voice,
his style is prolix, and I don't think he has much brains."

"He is an actor, I think you said?"

"Yes, and a very good one, above all, when he plays the lover's part
in one of his own plays."

"Is he a handsome man?"

"Yes, on the stage, but not elsewhere; his face lacks expression."

"But his plays give satisfaction?"

"Not to persons who understand play writing; they would be hissed if
they were intelligible."

"And what do you think of Goldoni?"

"I have the highest opinion of him.  Goldoni is the Italian Moliere."

"Why does he call himself poet to the Duke of Parma?"

"No doubt to prove that a wit as well as a fool has his weak points;
in all probability the duke knows nothing about it.  He also calls
himself a barrister, though he is such only in his own imagination.
Goldoni is a good play writer, and nothing more.  Everybody in Venice
knows me for his friend, and I can therefore speak of him with
authority.  He does not shine in society, and in spite of the fine
satire of his works he is a man of an extremely gentle disposition."

"So I have been told.  He is poor, and wants to leave Venice.  The
managers of the theatres where they play his pieces will not like
that."

"People talked about getting him a pension, but the project has been
relegated to the Greek Kalends, as they said that if he had a pension
he would write no more."

"Cumae refused to give a pension to Homer, for fear that all the
blind men would ask for a pension."

We spent a pleasant day, and he thanked me heartily for the copy of
the Macaronicon, which he promised to read.  He introduced me to a
Jesuit he had in his household, who was called Adam, and he added,
after telling me his name, "not the first Adam."  I was told
afterwards that Voltaire used to play backgammon with him, and when
he lost he would throw the dice and the box at his head.  If Jesuits
were treated like that all the world over, perhaps we should have
none but inoffensive Jesuits at last, but that happy time is still
far off.

I had scarcely got to my inn in the evening when I received my three
golden balls, and as soon as the syndic came we set off to renew our
voluptuous orgy.  On the way he talked about modesty, and said,--

"That feeling which prevents our shewing those parts which we have
been taught to cover from our childhood, may often proceed from
virtue, but is weaker than the force of education, as it cannot
resist an attack when the attacking party knows what he is about.
I think the easiest way to vanquish modesty is to ignore its
presence, to turn it into ridicule, to carry it by storm.  Victory is
certain.  The hardihood of the assailer subdues the assailed, who
usually only wishes to be conquered, and nearly always thanks you for
your victory.

"Clement of Alexandria, a learned man and a philosopher, has remarked
that the modesty which appears so deeply rooted in women's hearts
really goes no farther than the clothes they wear, and that when
these are plucked off no trace of it remains."

We found the three girls lightly clad and sitting on a large sopha,
and we sat down opposite to them.  Pleasant talk and a thousand
amorous kisses occupied the half hour just before supper, and our
combat did not begin till we had eaten a delicious repast, washed
down with plenty of champagne.

We were sure of not being interrupted by the maid and we put
ourselves at our ease, whilst our caresses became more lively and
ardent.  The syndic, like a careful man, drew a packet of fine French
letters from his pocket, and delivered a long eulogium on this
admirable preservative from an accident which might give rise to a
terrible and fruitless repentance.  The ladies knew them, and seemed
to have no objection to the precaution; they laughed heartily to see
the shape these articles took when they were blown out.  But after
they had amused themselves thus for some time, I said,

"My dear girls, I care more for your honour than your beauty; but do
not think I am going to shut myself in a piece of dead skin to prove
that I am alive.  Here," I added, drawing out the three golden balls,
"is a surer and less disagreeable way of securing you from any
unpleasant consequences.  After fifteen years' experience I can
assure you that with these golden balls you can give and take without
running the least risk.  For the future you will have no need of
those humiliating sheaths.  Trust in me and accept this little
present from a Venetian who adores you."

"We are very grateful," said the elder of the two sisters, "but how
are these pretty balls used?"

"The ball has to be at the rear of the temple of love, whilst the
amorous couple are performing the sacrifice.  The antipathy
communicated to the metal by its being soaked for a certain time in
an alkaline solution prevents impregnation."

"But," said the cousin, "one must take great care that the ball is
not shaken out by the motion before the end of the sacrifice."

"You needn't be afraid of that if you place yourself in a proper
position."

"Let us see how it's done," said the syndic, holding a candle for me
to put the ball in place.

The charming cousin had gone too far to turn back; she had to submit
to the operation. I placed the ball in such a position that it could
not fall out before I was in; however, it fell out towards the end,
just as we were separating. The victim perceived that I had taken her
in.  However, she said nothing, picked up the ball, and challenged
the two sisters to submit to the pleasant experiment, to which they
lent themselves with the greatest interest; while the syndic, who had
no faith in the virtues of the metal, contented himself with looking
on.  After half an hour's rest I began again, without balls, assuring
them that I would be careful, and I kept my word, without depriving
them of the pleasure in the slightest degree.

When it was time to part, these girls, who had formerly been scantily
provided for, threw their arms round my neck, overwhelmed me with
caresses, and declared how much they owed me.  The syndic told them
that I was going in two days, and suggested that they should make me
stay a day longer in Geneva, and I made this sacrifice joyfully.  The
worthy syndic had an engagement on the following day, and I sorely
needed a holiday myself.  He took me back to my inn, thanking me
almost as heartily as his charming nymphs.

After having enjoyed a calm and refreshing sleep ten hours, I felt
myself able to enjoy the delightful society of M. de Voltaire.  I
went to his house, but I was disappointed in my hopes, as it pleased
the great man to be in a fault-finding and sarcastic mood the whole
day.  He knew I had to leave on the morrow.

He began by thanking me at table for my present of Merlin Coccaeus.

"You certainly gave it me with good intentions," said he, "but I owe
you no thanks for praising it so highly, as you made me lose four
hours in reading nonsense."

I felt my hair stand on end, but I mastered my emotions, and told him
quietly enough that one day, perhaps, he would find himself obliged
to praise the poem more highly than I had done.  I quoted several
instances of the insufficiency of a first perusal.

"That's true," said he; "but as for your Merlin, I will read him no
more.  I have put him beside Chapelain's 'Pucelle'."

"Which pleases all the critics, in spite of its bad versification,
for it is a good poem, and Chapelain was a real poet though he wrote
bad verses.  I cannot overlook his genius."

My freedom must have shocked him, and I might have guessed it when he
told me he had put the 'Macaronicon' beside the 'Pucelle'.  I knew
that there was a poem of the same title in circulation, which passed
for Voltaire's; but I also knew that he disavowed it, and I thought
that would make him conceal the vexation my explanation must have
caused him.  It was not so, however; he contradicted me sharply, and
I closed with him.

"Chapelain," said I, "has the merit of having rendered his
subject-matter pleasant, without pandering to the tastes of his
readers by saying things shocking to modesty and piety.  So thinks my
master Crebillon:"

"Crebillon!  You cite a weighty authority.  But how is my friend
Crebillon your master, may I ask?"

"He taught me to speak French in less than two years, and as a mark
of my gratitude I translated his Radamiste into Italian Alexandrines.
I am the first Italian who has dared to use this metre in our
language."

"The first?  I beg your pardon, as that honour belongs to my friend
Pierre Jacques Martelli."

"I am sorry to be obliged to tell you that you are making a mistake."

"Why, I have his works, printed at Bologna, in my room!"

"I don't deny that, I am only talking about the metre used by
Martelli.  What you are thinking of must be verses of fourteen
syllables; without alternative masculine and feminine rhymes.
However, I confess that he thinks he has imitated the French
Alexandrines, and his preface made me explode with laughter.  Did you
read it?"

"Read it?  I always read prefaces, and Martelli proves there that his
verses have the same effect in Italian as our Alexandrine verses have
in French."

"Exactly, that's what's so amusing.  The worthy man is quite
mistaken, and I only ask you to listen to what I have to say on the
subject.  Your masculine verse has only twelve poetic syllables, and
the feminine thirteen.  All Martelli's lines have fourteen syllables,
except those that finish with a long vowel, which at the end of a
line always counts as two syllables.  You will observe that the first
hemistitch in Martelli always consists of seven syllables, while in
French it only has six.  Your friend Pierre Jacques was either stone
deaf or very hard of hearing."

"Then you have followed our theory of versification rigorously."

"Just so, in spite of the difficulty, as nearly all our words end
with a short syllable."

"What reception has been accorded to your innovation?"

"It has not been found pleasing, because nobody knows how to recite
my verses; but I hope to triumph when I deliver them myself before
our literary clubs."

"Do you remember any of your version of the Radamiste?"

"I remember it all."

"You have a wonderful memory; I should be glad to hear it."

I began to recite the same scene that I had recited to Crebillon ten
years before, and I thought M. de Voltaire listened with pleasure.

"It doesn't strike one as at all harsh," said he.

This was the highest praise he would give me.  In his turn the great
man recited a passage from Tancred which had not as yet been
published, and which was afterwards considered, and rightly, as a
masterpiece.

We should have got on very well if we had kept to that, but on my
quoting a line of Horace to praise one of his pieces, he said that
Horace was a great master who had given precepts which would never be
out of date.  Thereupon I answered that he himself had violated one
of them, but that he had violated it grandly.

"Which is that?"

"You do not write, 'Contentus paucis lectoribus'."

"If Horace had had to combat the hydra-headed monster of
superstition, he would have written as I have written--for all the
world."

"It seems to me that you might spare yourself the trouble of
combating what you will never destroy."

"That which I cannot finish others will, and I shall always have the
glory of being the first in the field."

"Very good; but supposing you succeed in destroying superstition,
what are you going to put in its place?"

"I like that.  If I deliver the race of man from a wild beast which
is devouring it, am I to be asked what I intend to put in its place?"

"It does not devour it; on the contrary, it is necessary to its
existence."

"Necessary to its existence!  That is a horrible blasphemy, the
falsity of which will be seen in the future.  I love the human race;
I would fain see men like myself, free and happy, and superstition
and freedom cannot go together.  Where do you find an enslaved and
yet a happy people?"

"You wish, then, to see the people sovereign?"

"God forbid!  There must be a sovereign to govern the masses."

"In that case you must have superstition, for without it the masses
will never obey a mere man decked with the name of monarch."

"I will have no monarch; the word expresses despotism, which I hate
as I do slavery."

"What do you mean, then?  If you wish to put the government in the
hands of one man, such a man, I maintain, will be a monarch."

"I would have a sovereign ruler of a free people, of which he is the
chief by an agreement which binds them both, which would prevent him
from becoming a tyrant."

"Addison will tell you that such a sovereign is a sheer
impossibility.  I agree with Hobbes, of two evils choose the least.
A nation without superstition would be a nation of philosophers, and
philosophers would never obey.  The people will only be happy when
they are crushed and down-trodden, and bound in chains."

"This is horrible; and you are of the people yourself.  If you have
read my works you must have seen how I shew that superstition is the
enemy of kings."

"Read your works?  I have read and re-read them, especially in places
where I have differed from you.  Your ruling passion is the love of
humanity.  'Est ubi peccas'.  This blinds you.  Love humanity, but
love it as it is.  It is not fit to receive the blessings you would
lavish on it, and which would only make it more wretched and
perverse.  Leave men their devouring monster, it is dear to them.
I have never laughed so heartily as at Don Quixote assailed by the
galley-slaves whom his generosity had set free."

"I am sorry that you have such a bad opinion of your fellow-
creatures.  And by the way, tell me whether there is freedom in
Venice."

"As much as can be expected under an aristocracy.  Our liberty is not
so great as that which the English enjoy, but we are content."

"Even under The Leads?"

"My imprisonment was certainly despotic; but as I had knowingly
abused my liberty I am satisfied that the Government was within its
rights in shutting me up without the usual formalities."

"All the same, you made your escape."

"I used my rights as they had used theirs."

"Very good!  But as far as I can see, no one in Venice is really
free."

"That may be; but you must agree that the essence of freedom consists
in thinking you have it."

"I shall not agree to that so easily.  You and I see liberty from
very different points of view.  The aristocrats, the members of the
Government even, are not free at Venice; for example, they cannot
travel without permission."

"True, but that is a restriction of their own making to preserve
their power.  Would you say that a Bernese is not free, because he is
subject to the sumptuary laws, which he himself had made."

"Well, well, I wish the people made the laws everywhere."

After this lively answer, he abruptly asked me what part I came from.

"From Roche," said I.  "I should have been very sorry to leave
Switzerland without seeing the famous Haller.  In my travels I render
homage to my learned contemporaries, and you come the last and best."

"You must have liked Haller."

"I spent three of the happiest days of my life with him."

"I congratulate you.  He is a great man and worthy of all honour."

"I think as you do, and I am glad to hear you doing him justice; I am
sorry he was not so just towards you."

"Well, you see we may be both of us mistaken."

At this reply, the quickness of which constituted its chief merit,
everybody present began to laugh and applaud.

No more was said of literature, and I became a silent actor till
M. de Voltaire retired, when I approached Madame Denis, and asked her
if she had any commands for me at Rome.  I went home well pleased at
having compelled the giant of intellect to listen to reason, as I
then thought foolishly enough; but there was a rankling feeling left
in my heart against him which made me, ten years later, criticise all
he had written.

I am sorry now for having done so, though on reading my censures over
again I find that in many places I was right.  I should have done
better, however, to have kept silence, to have respected his genius,
and to have suspected my own opinions.  I should have considered that
if it had not been for those quips and cranks which made me hate him
on the third day, I should have thought him wholly sublime.  This
thought alone should have silenced me, but an angry man always thinks
himself right.  Posterity on reading my attack will rank me among the
Zoyluses, and the humble apology I now make to the great man's shades
may not be read.

If we meet in the halls of Pluto, the more peccant parts of our
mortal nature purged away, all will be made up; he will receive my
heartfelt apologies, and he will be my friend, I his sincere admirer.

I spent part of the night and the whole of the following day in
writing down my conversations with Voltaire, and they amounted nearly
to a volume, of which I have only given a mere abridgment.  Towards
the evening my Epicurean syndic called on me, and we went to sup with
the three nymphs, and for five hours we indulged in every species of
wantonness, in which I had a somewhat fertile imagination.  On
leaving I promised to call on them again on my return from Rome, and
I kept my word.  I set out the next day, after dining with the
syndic, who accompanied me as far as Anneci, where I spent the night.
Next day I dined at Aix, with the intention of lying at Chamberi, but
my destiny ordered otherwise.

Aix is a villainous hole where the mineral waters attract people of
fashion towards the end of the summer--a circumstance of which I was
then ignorant.  I dined hastily, wishing to set out immediately for
Chamberi, when in the middle of my repast a crowd of fashionable
people burst into the room.  I looked at them without stirring,
replying with an inclination of the head to the bows which some of
them made me.  I soon discovered from their conversation that they
had all come to take the waters.  A gentleman of a fine presence came
up to me and asked if I were going to Turin; I answered that my way
was to Marseilles.

Their dinner was served, and everybody sat down.  Among them I
noticed several pleasant-looking ladies, with gentlemen who were
either their husbands or their lovers.  I concluded that I might find
some amusement with them, as they all spoke French with that easy
tone of good society which is so attractive, and I felt that I should
be inclined to stay without much pressing, for that day at all
events.

I finished my dinner before the company had come to the end of their
first course, and as my coach could not go for another hour I went up
to a pretty woman, and complimented her on the good the waters of Aix
seemed to have done her, for her appetite made all who looked at her
feel hungry.

"I challenge you to prove that you are speaking the truth," said she,
with a smile.  I sat down next to her, and she gave me a nice piece
of the roast which I ate as if I had been fasting.

While I was talking with the lady, and eating the morsels she gave
me, I heard a voice saying that I was in the abbe's place, and
another voice replying that the abbe had been gone for half an hour.

"Why has he gone?" asked a third, "he said he was going to stay here
for another week."  At this there was some whispering, but the
departure of an abbe had nothing interesting in it for me, and I
continued eating and talking.  I told Le Duc, who was standing behind
my chair, to get me some champagne.  I offered the lady some, she
accepted, and everyone began to call for champagne.  Seeing my
neighbour's spirits rising, I proceeded to make love to her, and
asked her if she were always as ready to defy those who paid their
court to her.

"So many of them," she answered, "are not worthy the trouble."

She was pretty and quick-witted, and I took a fancy to her, and
wished for some pretext on which I could put off my departure, and
chance came to my aid.

"The place next to you was conveniently empty," said a lady to my
neighbour who was drinking with me.

"Very conveniently, for my neighbour wearied me."

"Had he no appetite?" said I.

"Gamesters only have an appetite for money."

"Usually, but your power is extraordinary; for I have never made two
dinners on one day before now."

"Only out of pride; as I am sure you will eat no supper."

"Let us make a bet on it."

"We will; we will bet the supper."

"All right."

All the guests began to clap, and my fair neighbour blushed with
pleasure.  I ordered Le Duc to tell my coachman that I should not be
going till the next day.

"It is my business," said the lady, "to order the supper."

"Yes, you are right; for he who pays, orders.  My part will be to
oppose you to the knife, and if I eat as much as you I shall be the
winner."

"Very good."

At the end of dinner, the individual who had addressed me before
called for cards, and made a small bank of faro.  He put down twenty-
five Piedmontese pistoles, and some silver money to amuse the ladies
--altogether it amounted nearly to forty louis.  I remained a
spectator during the first deal, and convinced myself that the banker
played very well.

Whilst he was getting ready for the second deal, the lady asked me
why I did not play.  I whispered to her that she had made me lose my
appetite for money.  She repaid this compliment with a charming
smile.

After this declaration, feeling myself entitled to play, I put down
forty louis, and lost them in two deals.  I got up, and on the banker
saying very politely that he was sorry for my loss, I replied that it
was a mere nothing, but that I always made it a rule never to risk a
sum of money larger than the bank.  Somebody then asked me if I knew
a certain Abbe Gilbert.

"I knew a man of that name," said I, "at Paris; he came from Lyons,
and owes me a pair of ears, which I mean to cut off his head when I
meet him."

My questioner made no reply to this, and everybody remained silent,
as if nothing had been said.  From this I concluded that the abbe
aforesaid must be the same whose place I had occupied at dinner.  He
had doubtless seen me on my arrival and had taken himself off.  This
abbe was a rascal who had visited me at Little Poland, to whom I had
entrusted a ring which had cost me five thousand florins in Holland;
next day the scoundrel had disappeared.

When everybody had left the table, I asked Le Duc if I were well
lodged.

"No," said he; "would you like to see your room?"

He took me to a large room, a hundred paces from the inn, whose sole
furniture consisted of its four walls, all the other rooms being
occupied.  I complained vainly to the inn-keeper, who said,

"It's all I can offer you, but I will have a good bed, a table, and
chairs taken there."

I had to content myself with it, as there was no choice.

"You will sleep in my room," said I to Le Duc, "take care to provide
yourself with a bed, and bring my baggage in."

"What do you think of Gilbert, sir?" said my Spaniard; "I only
recognized him just as he was going, and I had a lively desire to
take him by the back of his neck."

"You would have done well to have satisfied that desire."

"I will, when I see him again."

As I was leaving my big room, I was accosted politely by a man who
said he was glad to be my neighbour, and offered to take me to the
fountain if I were going there.  I accepted his offer.  He was a tall
fair man, about fifty years old; he must once have been handsome, but
his excessive politeness should have made me suspect him; however, I
wanted somebody to talk to, and to give me the various pieces of
information I required.  On the way he informed me of the condition
of the people I had seen, and I learnt that none of them had come to
Aix for the sake of the waters.

"I am the only one," said he, "who takes them out of necessity.  I am
consumptive; I get thinner every day, and if the waters don't do me
any good I shall not last much longer."

So all the others have only come here for amusement's sake?"

"And to game, sir, for they are all professional gamesters."

"Are they French?"

"They are all from Piedmont or Savoy; I am the only Frenchman here."

"What part of France do you come from?"

"From Lorraine; my father, who is eighty years old, is the Marquis
Desarmoises.  He only keeps on living to spite me, for as I married
against his wishes he has disinherited me.  However, as I am his only
son, I shall inherit his property after his death, in spite of him.
My house is at Lyons, but I never go there, as I have the misfortune
to be in love with my eldest daughter, and my wife watches us so
closely as to make my courtship hopeless."

"That is very fine; otherwise, I suppose, your daughter would take
pity on her amorous papa?"

"I daresay, for she is very fond of me, and has an excellent heart."




CHAPTER XX

My Adventures at Aix--My Second M. M.--Madame Zeroli


This man, who, though he did not know me, put the utmost confidence
in me, so far from thinking he was horrifying me by the confession of
such wickedness, probably considered he was doing me a great honour.
While I listened to him I reflected that though depraved he might
have his good points, and that his weakness might have a pitiable if
not a pardonable side.  However, wishing to know more of him, I
said,--

"In spite of your father's sternness, you live very well."

"On the contrary, I live very ill.  I enjoy a pension from the
Government, which I surrender to my wife, and as for me I make a
livelihood on my travels.  I play black gammon and most other games
perfectly.  I win more often than I lose, and I live on my winnings."

"But is what you have told me about your daughter known to the
visitors here?"

"Everybody knows it; why should I hide it?  I am a man of honour and
injure no one; and, besides, my sword is sharp."

"Quite so; but would you tell me whether you allow your daughter to
have a lover?"

"I should have no objection, but my wife is religious."

"Is your daughter pretty?"

"Very; if you are going to Lyons, you can go and see her; I will give
you a letter of introduction for her."  "Thank you, but I am going to
Italy.  Can you tell me the name of the gentleman who kept the bank?"

"That is the famous Parcalier, Marquis de Prie since the death of his
father, whom you may have known as ambassador at Venice.  The
gentleman who asked you if you knew the Abbe Gilbert is the Chevalier
Zeroli, husband of the lady you are to sup with.  The rest are
counts, marquises, and barons of the usual kind, some from Piedmont
and some from Savoy.  Two or three are merchants' sons, and the
ladies are all their friends or relations.  They are all professional
gamblers and sharp-witted.  When a stranger comes here they know how
to get over him, and if he plays it is all up with him, for they go
together like pickpockets at a fair.  They think they have got you,
so take care of yourself."

In the evening we returned to the inn, and found all the company
playing, and my companion proceeded to play with a Count de
Scarnafisch.

The Chevalier Zeroli offered to play faro with me for forty sequins,
and I had just lost that sum when supper was served.  My loss had not
affected my spirits, and the lady finding me at once hungry and gay
paid the bet with a good grace.  At supper I surprised her in certain
side-glances, which warned me that she was going to try to dupe me; I
felt myself safe as far as love was concerned, but I had reason to
dread fortune, always the friend of those who keep a bank at faro,
especially as I had already lost.  I should have done well to go, but
I had not the strength; all I could do was to promise myself that I
would be extremely prudent.  Having large sums in paper money and
plenty of gold, it was not difficult for me to be careful.

Just after supper the Marquis de Prie made a bank of about three
hundred sequins.  His staking this paltry sum shewed me that I had
much to lose and little to win, as it was evident that he would have
made a bank of a thousand sequins if he had had them.  I put down
fifty Portuguese crowns, and said that as soon as I had lost them I
should go to bed.  In the middle of the third deal I broke the bank.

"I am good for another two hundred louis," said the marquis.

"I should be glad to continue playing," I replied, "if I had not to
go at day-break"; and I thereupon left the room.

Just as I was going to bed, Desarmoises came and asked me to lend him
twelve louis.  I had expected some such request, and I counted them
out to him.  He embraced me gratefully, and told me that Madame
Zeroli had sworn to make me stay on at least for another day.  I
smiled and called Le Duc, and asked him if my coachman knew that I
was starting early; he replied that he would be at the door by five
o'clock.

"Very good," said Desarmoises, "but I will wager that you will not go
for all that."

He went out and I went to bed, laughing at his prophecy.

At five o'clock next morning the coachman came to tell me that one of
the horses was ill and could not travel.  I saw that Desarmoises had
had an inkling of some plot, but I only laughed.  I sent the man
roughly about his business, and told Le Duc to get me post-horses at
the inn.  The inn-keeper came and told me that there were no horses,
and that it would take all the morning to find some, as the Marquis
de Prie, who was leaving at one o'clock in the morning, had emptied
his stables.  I answered that in that case I would dine at Aix, but
that I counted on his getting me horses by two o'clock in the
afternoon.

I left the room and went to the stable, where I found the coachman
weeping over one of his horses stretched out on the straw.  I thought
it was really an accident, and consoled the poor devil, paying him as
if he had done his work, and telling him I should not want him any
more.  I then went towards the fountain, but the reader will be
astonished by a meeting of the most romantic character, but which is
yet the strict truth.

At a few paces from the fountain I saw two nuns coming from it.  They
were veiled, but I concluded from their appearance that one was young
and the other old.  There was nothing astonishing in such a sight,
but their habit attracted my attention, for it was the same as that
worn by my dear M---- M----, whom I had seen for the last time on
July 24th, 1755, five years before.  The look of them was enough, not
to make me believe that the young nun was M---- M----, but to excite
my curiosity.  They were walking towards the country, so I turned to
cut them off that I might see them face to face and be seen of them.
What was my emotion when I saw the young nun, who, walking in front,
and lifting her veil, disclosed the veritable face of M---- M----.
I could not doubt that it was she, and I began to walk beside her;
but she lowered her veil, and turned to avoid me.

The reasons she might have for such a course passed in a moment
through my mind, and I followed her at a distance, and when she had
gone about five hundred paces I saw her enter a lonely house of poor
appearance that was enough for me.  I returned to the fountain to see
what I could learn about the nun.

On my way there I lost myself in a maze of conjectures.

"The too charming and hapless M---- M----," said I to myself, "must
have left her convent, desperate--nay, mad; for why does she still
wear the habit of her order?   Perhaps, though, she has got a
dispensation to come here for the waters; that must be the reason why
she has a nun with her, and why she has not left off her habit.  At
all events the journey must have been undertaken under false
pretences.  Has she abandoned herself to some fatal passion, of which
the result has been pregnancy?   She is doubtless perplexed, and must
have been pleased to see me.  I will not deceive her expectations; I
will do all in my power to convince her that I am worthy of her."

Lost in thought I did not notice I had arrived at the fountain, round
which stood the whole host of gamesters.  They all crowded round me,
and said how charmed they were to see me still there.  I asked the
Chevalier Zeroli after his wife, and he told me she was still abed,
and that it would be a good thing if I would go and make her get up.
I was just going when the doctor of the place accosted me, saying,
that the waters of the Aix would increase my good health.  Full of
the one idea, I asked him directly if he were the doctor in
attendance on a pretty nun I had seen.

"She takes the waters," he replied, "but she does not speak to
anyone."

"Where does she come from?"

"Nobody knows; she lives in a peasant's house."

I left the doctor, and instead of going towards the inn, where the
hussy Zeroli was doubtless waiting for me, I made my way towards the
peasant's house, which already seemed to me the temple of the most
blissful deities, determined to obtain the information I required as
prudently as might be.  But as if love had favoured my vows, when I
was within a hundred paces of the cottage I saw the peasant woman
coming out to meet me.

"Sir," said she, accosting me, "the young nun begs you to return this
evening at nine o'clock; the lay-sister will be asleep then, and she
will be able to speak freely to you."

There could be no more doubt.  My heart leapt with joy.  I gave the
country-woman a louis, and promised to be at the house at nine
exactly.

With the certainty of seeing my dear M---- M---- again I returned to
the inn, and on ascertaining which was Madame Zeroli's room I entered
without ceremony, and told her that her husband had sent me to make
her get up.

"I thought you were gone?"

"I am going at two."

I found her still more enticing in bed than at table.  I helped her
to put on her stays, and the sight of her charms inflamed my ardour,
but I experienced more resistance than I had anticipated.  I sat down
at the foot of the bed, and told her how fervently I loved her, and
how unhappy I was at not being able to give her marks of my love
before I left.

"But," said she, laughing, "you have only got to stay."

"Give me some hope, and I will stay till to-morrow."

"You are in too much of a hurry, take things more quietly."

I contented myself with the few favours she granted me, pretending as
usual only to yield to violence, when I was obliged to restrain
myself on the appearance of her husband, who took the precaution of
making a noise before he carne in.  As soon as she saw him, she said,
without the slightest perturbation, "I have persuaded the gentleman
to stay tell the day after to-morrow."

"I am all the more pleased to hear it, my dear," said the chevalier,
"as I owe him his revenge."

With these words he took up a pack of cards, which came as readily to
his hands as if they had been placed there on purpose, and seating
himself beside his wife, whom he made into the table, he began to
deal.

I could not draw back, and as my thoughts were distracted I kept on
losing till they came to tell me dinner was ready.

"I have no time to dress," said the lady, "so I will have my dinner
in bed, if you gentlemen will keep me company."

How could I refuse?   The husband went out to order the dinner, and
feeling myself authorized by the loss of twenty Louis, I told the
hussy that if she would not give me a plain promise to make me happy
that afternoon I should go away when I had had my dinner.

"Breakfast with me to-morrow morning.  We shall be alone."

After receiving from her certain earnests of her promise, I promised
to stay on.

We dined by her bedside, and I told Le Duc that I should not be going
till the afternoon of the next day, which made the husband and wife
radiant.  When we had done, the lady said she would like to get up;
and I went out, promising to return and play piquet with her.  I
proceeded to reline my purse, and I met Desarmoises, who said,

"I have found out the secret; they gave her coachman two Louis to
substitute a sick horse for his own."

"It's a matter of give and take," said I; "I am in love with the
chevalier's wife, and I am putting off my departure till I have got
all I want out of her."

"I am afraid you will have to pay pretty dearly for your pleasure.
However, I will do what I can for your interests."

I thanked him smilingly, and returned to the lady, whom I left at
eight o'clock under pretext of a violent headache, after having lost
ten louis to her.  I reminded her of her promise for next morning at
nine o'clock, and I left her in the midst of the company.

It was a fine moonlight night as I walked towards the peasant's
house, where I was to see my dear M---- M---- once more.  I was
impatient to see what the visit, on which the rest of my life might
depend, would bring forth.

I had taken the precaution to provide myself with a pair of pistols,
and my sword hung at my side, for I was not wholly devoid of
suspicion in this place, where there were so many adventurers; but at
twenty paces from the cottage I saw the woman coming towards me.  She
told me that the nun could not come down, so I must be content to
enter through the window, by means of a ladder which she had placed
there for the purpose.  I drew near, and not seeing any light I
should not have easily decided on going up, if I had not heard the
voice I thought I knew so well, saying, "Fear nothing; come."
Besides, the window was not very high up, and there could not be much
danger of a trap.  I ascended, and thought for certain that I held my
dear M---- M---- in my arms, as I covered her face with my ardent
kisses.

"Why," said I, in Venetian, "have you not a light?  I hope you are
going to inform me of an event which seems wonderful to me; quick,
dearest, satisfy my impatience."

The reader will guess my surprise when he learns that on hearing her
voice close to me I found that she was not M---- M----.  She told me
that she did not understand Venetian, and that I did not require a
light to tell her what M.  de Coudert had decided on doing to save
her from her peril.

"You surprise me; I do not know M. de Coudert.  What!  Are you not a
Venetian?  Are you not the nun I saw this morning?"

"Hapless one!  I have made a mistake.  I am the nun you saw this
morning, but I am French.  In the name of God keep my counsel and
begone, for I have nothing to say to you!  Whisper, for if the lay-
sister woke up I should be undone."

"Do not be afraid of my discretion.  What deceived me was your exact
likeness to a nun of your order who will be always dear to me: and if
you had not allowed me to see your features I should not have
followed you.  Forgive the tenderness I shewed towards you, though
you must think me very audacious."

"You astonished me very much, but you did not offend me.  I wish I
were the nun in whom you are interested.  I am on the brink of a
fearful precipice."

"If ten louis are any good to you, it will be an honour for me to
give you them."

"Thank you, I have no need of money.  Allow me to give you back the
louis you sent me this morning."

"The louis was for the country-woman.  You increase my surprise; pray
tell me what is the misfortune under which you labour, for which
money can do nothing."

"Perhaps God has sent you to my aid.  Maybe you will give me good
advice.  Listen to what I am about to tell you."

"I am at your service, and I will listen with the greatest attention.
Let us sit down."

"I am afraid there is neither seat nor bed."

"Say on, then; we will remain standing."

"I come from Grenoble.  I was made to take the veil at Chamberi.  Two
years after my profession, M. de Coudert found means to see me.  I
received him in the convent garden, the walls of which he scaled, and
at last I was so unfortunate as to become pregnant.  The idea of
giving birth to a child at the convent was too dreadful--I should
have languished till I died in a terrible dungeon--and M. de Coudert
thought of a plan for taking me out of the convent.  A doctor whom he
gained over with a large sum of money declared that I should die
unless I came here to take the waters, which he declared were the
only cure for my illness.  A princess whom M. de Coudert knew was
partly admitted to the secret, and she obtained the leave of absence
for three months from the Bishop of Chamberi, and the abbess
consented to my going.

"I thus hoped to be delivered before the expiration of the three
months; but I have assuredly made a mistake, for the time draws to an
end and I feel no signs of a speedy delivery.  I am obliged to return
to the convent, and yet I cannot do so.  The lay-sister who is with
me is a perfect shrew.  She has orders not to let me speak to
anybody, and never to let my face be seen.  She it was who made me
turn when she saw you following us.  I lifted my veil for you to see
that I was she of whom I thought you were in search, and happily the
lay-sister did not notice me.  She wants me to return with her to the
convent in three days, as she thinks I have an incurable dropsy.  She
does not allow me to speak to the doctor, whom I might, perhaps, have
gained over by telling him the truth.  I am only twenty-one, and yet
I long for death."

"Do not weep so, dear sister, and tell me how you expect to be
delivered here without the lay-sister being aware of it?"

"The worthy woman with whom I am staying is an angel of goodness.  I
have confided in her, and she promised me that when I felt the pangs
coming on she would give that malicious woman a sporific, and thus we
should be freed from all fears of her.  By virtue of the drug she now
sleeps soundly in the room under this garret."

"Why was I not let in by the door?"

"To prevent the woman's brother seeing you; he is a rude boor."

"What made you think that I had anything to do with M. de Coudert?"

"Ten or twelve days ago, I wrote to him and told him of my dreadful
position.  I painted my situation with such lively colours that I
thought he must do all in his power to help me.  As the wretched
cling to every straw, I thought, when I saw you following me, that
you were the deliverer he had sent."

"Are you sure he got your letter?"

"The woman posted it at Anneci."

"You should write to the princess."

"I dare not."

"I will see her myself, and I will see M. de Coudert.  In fine, I
will move heaven and earth, I will even go to the bishop, to obtain
an extension of your leave; for it is out of the question for you to
return to the convent in your present situation.  You must decide,
for I can do nothing without your consent.  Will you trust in me?
If so, I will bring you a man's clothes to-morrow and take you to
Italy with me, and while I live I swear I will care for you."

For reply, I only heard long-drawn sobs, which distressed me beyond
words, for I felt acutely the situation of this poor creature whom
Heaven had made to be a mother, and whom the cruelty of her parents
had condemned to be a useless nun.

Not knowing what else to say, I took her hand and promised to return
the next day and hear her decision, for it was absolutely necessary
that she should decide on some plan.  I went away by the ladder, and
gave a second louis to the worthy woman, telling her that I should be
with her on the morrow at the same hour, but that I should like to be
able to enter by the door.  I begged her to give the lay-sister a
stronger dose of opium, so that there should be no fear of her
awaking while I talked with the young nun.

I went to bed glad at heart that I had been wrong in thinking that
the nun was M---- M----.  Nevertheless the great likeness between
them made me wish to see her nearer at hand, and I was sure that she
would not refuse me the privilege of looking at her the next day.  I
smiled at the thought of the ardent kisses I had given her, but I
felt that I could not leave her to her fate.  I was glad to find that
I did not need any sensual motive to urge me to a good deed, for as
soon as I found that it was not M---- M---- who had received those
tender kisses I felt ashamed of having given them.  I had not even
given her a friendly kiss when I left her.

In the morning Desarmoises came and told me that all the company, not
seeing me at supper, had been puzzling itself to find out what had
become of me.  Madame Zeroli had spoken enthusiastically about me,
and had taken the jests of the two other ladies in good part,
boasting that she could keep me at Aix as long as she remained there
herself.  The fact was that I was not amorous but curious where she
was concerned, and I should have been sorry to have left the place
without obtaining complete possession of her, for once at all events.

I kept my appointment, and entered her room at nine o'clock exactly.
I found her dressed, and on my reproaching her she said that it
should be of no consequence to me whether she were dressed or
undressed.  I was angry, and I took my chocolate without so much as
speaking to her.  When I had finished she offered me my revenge at
piquet, but I thanked her and begged to be excused, telling her that
in the humour in which she had put me I should prove the better
player, and that I did not care to win ladies' money.  So saying I
rose to leave the room.

"At least be kind enough to take me to the fountain."

"I think not.  If you take me for a freshman, you make a mistake, and
I don't care to give the impression that I am pleased when I am
displeased.  You can get whomsoever you please to take you to the
fountain, but as for me I must beg to be excused.  Farewell, madam."

With these words I went out, paying no attention to her efforts to
recall me.

I found the inn-keeper, and told him that I must leave at three
o'clock without a fail.  The lady, who was at her window, could hear
me.  I went straight to the fountain where the chevalier asked me
what had become of his wife, and I answered that I had left her in
her room in perfect health.  In half an hour we saw her coming with a
stranger, who was welcomed by a certain M. de St. Maurice.  Madame
Zeroli left him, and tacked herself on to me, as if there had been
nothing the matter.  I could not repulse her without the most
troublesome consequences, but I was very cold.  After complaining of
my conduct she said that she had only been trying me, that if I
really loved her I should put off my departure, and that I should
breakfast with her at eight o'clock the next day.  I answered coolly
that I would think it over.  I was serious all dinner-time, and said
once or twice that I must go at three o'clock, but as I wanted to
find some pretext for staying on account of the nun, I let myself be
persuaded into making a bank at faro.

I staked all the gold I had, and I saw every face light up as I put
down about four hundred louis in gold, and about six hundred francs
in silver.  "Gentlemen," said I, "I shall rise at eight o'clock
precisely."  The stranger said, with a smile, that possibly the bank
might not live so long, but I pretended not to understand him.  It
was just three o'clock.  I begged Desarmoises to be my croupier, and
I began to deal with due deliberation to eighteen or twenty punters,
all professional gamblers.  I took a new pack at every deal.

By five o'clock I had lost money.  We heard carriage wheels, and they
said it was three Englishmen from Geneva, who were changing horses to
go on to Chamberi.  A moment after they came in, and I bowed.  It was
Mr. Fox and his two friends, who had played quinze with me.  My
croupier gave them cards, which they received gladly, and went ten
louis, playing on two and three cards, going paroli, seven and the
'va', as well as the 'quinze', so that my bank was in danger of
breaking.  However, I kept up my face, and even encouraged them to
play, for, God being neutral, the chances were in my favour.  So it
happened, and at the third deal I had cleared the Englishmen out, and
their carriage was ready.

While I was shuffling a fresh pack of cards, the youngest of them
drew out of his pocket-book a paper which he spewed to his two
companions.  It was a bill of exchange.  "Will you stake the value of
this bill on a card, without knowing its value?" said he.

"Yes," I replied, "if you will tell me upon whom it is drawn, and
provided that it does not exceed the value of the bank."

After a rapid glance at the pile of gold before me, he said, "The
bill is not for so large a sum as your bank, and it is payable at
sight by Zappata, of Turin."

I agreed, he cut, and put his money on an ace, the two friends going
half shares.  I drew and drew and drew, but no ace appeared.  I had
only a dozen cards left.

"Sir," said I, calmly to the punter, "you can draw back if you like."

"No, go on."

Four cards more, and still no ace; I had only eight cards left.

"My lord," said I, "it's two to one that I do not hold the ace, I
repeat you can draw back."

"No, no, you are too generous, go on."

I continued dealing, and won; I put the bill of exchange in my pocket
without looking at it.  The Englishmen shook me by the hand and went
off laughing.  I was enjoying the effect this bold stroke had made on
the company, when young Fox came in and with a roar of laughter
begged me to lend him fifty Louis.  I counted them out with the
greatest pleasure, and he paid me them back in London three years
later.

Everyone was curious to know the value of the bill of exchange, but I
was not polite enough to satisfy their curiosity.  It was for eight
thousand Piedmontese francs, as I saw as soon as I was alone.
The Englishmen had brought me good luck, for when they had gone
fortune declared for the bank.  I rose at eight o'clock, some ladies
having won a few louis, all the others were dried up.  I had won more
than a thousand louis, and I gave twenty-five to Desarmoises, who
jumped for joy.  I locked up my money, put my pistols in my pocket,
and set out towards the meeting-place.

The worthy peasant woman brought me in by the door, telling me that
everybody was asleep, and that she had not found it necessary to
renew the lay-sister's dose, as she was still asleep.

I was terrified.  I went upstairs, and by the light of a single
candle I saw the wretched, veiled figure of the nun, extended upon a
sack which the peasant woman had placed along the wall instead of a
sofa.  The candle which lighted this dreary place was fixed in a
bottle.

"What have you decided on doing?" said I.

"I have decided on nothing, for an unforeseen incident has confounded
us.  The lay-sister has been asleep for eighteen hours."

"She will die of convulsions or of an apoplectic fit to-night if you
do not call a doctor, who may possibly restore her to life with a
dose of castor oil."

"We have thought of that, but we did not dare to take that step for
fear of consequences; for whether he restores her or not, he will say
that we have poisoned her."

"I pity you, upon my soul!  Indeed, I believe that it is too late,
and that a doctor could do nothing.  One must obey the laws of
prudence and let her die.  The mischief is done, and I see no
remedy."

"At any rate, we ought to think of her soul and send for a priest."

"A priest would do her no good, as she is in a perfect lethargy; her
soul is safe enough.  Besides, an ignorant priest would find out too
much, and would tell the whole story either through malice or
stupidity.  It will be time to call a priest when she has ceased to
breathe.  You must tell him that she died very suddenly; you must
weep a great deal, and give him a fee, and he will think only of
calming your grief, and nothing about the sudden death."

"Then we must let her die?"

"We must leave her to nature."

"If she dies I will send a messenger to the abbess, who will dispatch
another lay-sister."

"Yes, and that will give you another ten days.  During that time you
may be delivered, and you will confess that every cloud has a silver
lining.  Do not grieve so, but let us endeavour to submit to the will
of God.  Send for the country-woman, for I must give her some hints
as to her conduct in this delicate matter, on which the honour and
life of all three may depend.  For instance, if it were discovered
that I had come here, I might be taken for the poisoner."

The woman came, and I shewed her how necessary it was for her to be
prudent and discreet.  She understood me perfectly, perceived her own
dangerous position, and promised that she would not send for the
priest till she was certain of the sister's death.  I then made her
accept ten louis in case of need.

Seeing herself made rich by my liberality, she kissed my hands, knelt
down, and bursting into tears promised to follow my advice carefully.
When she had left us, the nun began to weep bitterly, accusing
herself of the murder of the lay-sister, and thinking that she saw
hell opening beneath her feet.  I sought in vain to calm her; her
grief increased, and at last she fell in a dead faint on the sack.  I
was extremely distressed, and not knowing what to do I called to the
woman to bring some vinegar, as I had no essences about me.  All at
once I remembered the famous hellebore, which had served me so well
with Madame and, taking the little box, I held it to her nostrils.
It took effect just as the woman brought the vinegar.  "Rub her
temples," said I.  She took off her cap, and the blackness of her
hair was the only thing that convinced me it was not my fair
Venetian.  The hellebore having brought her to her senses, she opened
her large black eyes, and from that moment I fell madly in love with
her.  The peasant woman, seeing that she was herself again and out of
danger, went away, and taking her between my arms I covered her with
fiery kisses, in spite of her continuous sneezes.

"Please let me put on my veil again," said she, "or else I shall be
excommunicated."

I laughed at her fears, and continued to lavish my burning kisses on
her face.

"I see you do not believe me, but I assure you that the abbess
threatened me with excommunication if I let myself be seen by a man."

"Fear these bolts no longer, dear, they cannot hurt you."

But she sneezed more violently than ever, and fearing lest her
efforts might bring on her delivery I called the woman again, and
left the nun in her care, promising to return at the same hour on the
next day.

It would not have been like me to leave this interesting creature in
her distress, but my devotion to her cause had no merit, since I was
madly in love with this new M---- M---- with black eyes; and love
always makes men selfish, since all the sacrifices they make for the
beloved object are always ultimately referable to their own desires.

I had determined, then, to do all in my power for her, and certainly
not to allow her to return to the convent in the state she was in.
I concluded that to save her would be an action pleasing to God,
since God alone could have made her so like my beloved, and God had
willed that I should win a good deal of money, and had made me find
the Zeroli, who would serve as a shield to my actions and baffle the
curiosity of spies.  The philosophers and the mystics may perhaps
laugh at me, but what do I care?   I have always delighted in
referring all the actions of my life to God, and yet people have
charged me with Atheism!

Next morning I did not forget the Zeroli, and I went to her room at
eight and found her asleep.  Her maid begged me to go in quietly for
fear of awakening her, and then left me and shut the door.  I knew my
part, for I remembered how, twenty years before, a Venetian lady,
whose sleep I had foolishly respected, had laughed at me and sent me
about my business.  I therefore knew what to do; and having gently
uncovered her, I gave myself up to those delicate preliminary
delights which sweeten the final pleasure.  The Zeroli wisely
continued to sleep; but at last, conquered by passion, she seconded
my caresses with greater ardour than my own, and she was obliged to
laugh at her stratagem.  She told me that her husband had gone to
Geneva to buy a repeating watch, and that he would not return till
next day, and that she could spend the night with me.

"Why the night, dearest, while we have the day before us?  The night
is for slumber, and in the day one enjoys double bliss, since the
light allows all the senses to be satisfied at once.  If you do not
expect anybody, I will pass the whole morning with you."

"Very good; nobody will interrupt us."

I was soon in her arms, and for four hours we gave ourselves up to
every kind of pleasure, cheating each other the better to succeed,
and laughing with delight each time we convinced each other of our
love.  After the last assault she asked me, in return for her
kindness, to spend three more days at Aix.

"I promise you," I said, "to stay here as long as you continue giving
me such marks of your love as you have given me this morning."

"Let us get up, then, and go to dinner."

"In company, dearest?  Look at your eyes."

"All the better.  People will guess what has happened, and the two
countesses will burst with envy.  I want everybody to know that it is
for me alone that you are remaining at Aix."

"I am not worth the trouble, my angel, but so be it; I will gladly
oblige you, even though I lose all my money in the next three days."

"I should be in despair if you lost; but if you abstain from punting
you will not lose, though you may let yourself be robbed."

"You may be sure that I know what I am about, and that I shall only
allow ladies to rob me.  You have had some money out of me yourself."

"Yes, but not nearly so much as the countesses, and I am sorry you
allowed them to impose on you, as they no doubt put it down to your
being in love with them."

"They are quite wrong, poor dears, for neither would have kept me
here a day."

"I am delighted to hear it.  But let me tell you what the Marquis of
St. Maurice was saying about you yesterday."

"Say on.  I hope he did not allow himself any offensive remarks."

"No; he only said that you should never have offered the Englishman
to be off at eight cards, as you had as much chance as he, and if he
had won he might have thought that you knew the card was there."

"Very good, but tell the marquis that a gentleman is incapable of
such a thought, and besides I knew the character of the young
nobleman, and I was almost sure he would not accept my offer."

When we appeared in the dining-room we were received with applause.
The fair Zeroli had the air of regarding me as her property, and I
affected an extremely modest manner.  No one dared to ask me to make
a bank after dinner; the purses were too empty, and they contented
themselves with trente-quarante, which lasted the whole day, and
which cost me a score of louis.

I stole away as usual towards evening, and after having ordered Le
Duc not to leave my room for a moment during my stay at Aix, I went
towards the cottage where the unfortunate nun was no doubt expecting
me anxiously.  Soon, in spite of the darkness, I thought I made out
somebody following me.  I stopped short, and some persons passed me.
In two or three minutes I went on again, and I saw the same people,
whom I could not have caught up if they had not slackened their pace.
It might all be accidental, but I wanted to be sure about it.  I left
the road without losing my reckoning, feeling quite sure of finding
my way when I ceased to be followed; but I soon felt sure that my
steps were dogged, as I saw the same shadowy figures at a little
distance off.  I doubled my speed, hid behind a tree, and as soon as
I saw the spies fired a pistol in the air.  I looked round shortly
after, saw no one, and went on my way.

I went upstairs and found the nun in bed, with two candles on the
table.

"Are you ill?"

"I was ill for a time, but praised be God!  I am now quite well,
having given birth to a fine boy at two o'clock this morning."

"Where is the child?"

"Alas!  I did but kiss him once, and my good hostess carried him away
I know not where.  The Holy Virgin heard my prayers, for my pains,
though sharp, were soon over, and a quarter of an hour after my
delivery I was still sneezing.  Tell me whether you are a man or an
angel, for I fear lest I sin in adoring you."

"This is good news indeed.  And how about the lay-sister?"

She still breathes, but we have no hope that she will recover.  Her
face is terribly distorted.  We have sinned exceedingly, and God will
punish me for it."

"No, dearest, God will forgive you, for the Most Holy judges by the
heart, and in your heart you had no evil thoughts.  Adore Divine
Providence, which doeth all things well."

"You console me.  The country-woman assures me that you are an angel,
for the powder you gave me delivered me.  I shall never forget you,
though I do not know your name."

The woman then came, and I thanked her for the care she had taken of
the invalid.  I again warned her to be prudent, and above all to
treat the priest well when the lay-sister breathed her last, and thus
he would not take notice of anything that might involve leer in
disaster.

"All will be well," said she, "for no one knows if the lay-sister is
well or ill, or why the lady does not leave her bed."

"What have you done with the child?"

"I took him with my own hands to Anneci, where I bought everything
necessary for the well-being of this lady and for the death of the
other one."

"Doesn't your brother know anything about it?"

"Lord preserve us--no!  He went away yesterday, and will not be back
for a week.  We have nothing to fear."

I gave her another ten louis, begging her to buy some furniture, and
to get me something to eat by the time I came next day.  She said she
had still plenty of money left, and I thought she would go mad when I
told her that whatever was over was her own.  I thought the invalid
stood in need of rest, and I left her, promising to return at the
same hour on the following day.

I longed to get this troublesome matter safely over, and I knew that
I could not regard myself as out of the wood till the poor lay-sister
was under the sod.  I was in some fear on this account, for if the
priest was not an absolute idiot he must see that the woman had been
poisoned.

Next morning I went to see the fair Zeroli, and I found her and her
husband examining the watch he had bought her.  He came up to me,
took my hand, and said he was happy that his wife had the power to
keep me at Aix.  I replied that it was an easy task for her, and a
"bravo" was all he answered.

The chevalier was one of those men who prefer to pass for good-
natured than foolish husbands.  His wife took my arm, and we left him
in his room while we proceeded to the fountain.  On the way she said
she would be alone the next day, and that she would no longer indulge
her curiosity in my nocturnal excursions.

"Oh! it is you who have had me followed, is it?"

"No, it is I who followed you, but to no effect.  However, I did not
think you were so wicked.  You frightened me dreadfully!  Do you
know, sir, you might have killed me if your shot had not luckily
missed."

"I missed on purpose, dearest; for though I did not suspect that it
was you, I fired in the air, feeling certain that that would be
enough to scare off the spies."

"You won't be troubled with them any more."

"If they like to follow me, perhaps I shall let them, for my walk is
quite innocent.  I am always back by ten."

While we were at table we saw a travelling carriage and six horses
drawn up.  It was the Marquis de Prie, with a Chevalier de St. Louis
and two charming ladies, of whom one, as the Zeroli hastened to
inform me, was the Marquis's mistress.  Four places were laid, and
while the newcomers were waiting to be served, they were told the
story of my bet with the Englishman.

The marquis congratulated me, telling me that he had not hoped to
find me at Aix on his return; and here Madame Zeroli put in her word,
and said that if it had not been for her he would not have seen me
again.  I was getting used to her foolish talk, and I could only
agree with a good grace, which seemed to delight her intensely
although her husband was present, but he seemed to share her triumph.

The marquis said that he would make a little bank for me, and feeling
obliged to accept I soon lost a hundred louis.  I went to my room to
write some letters, and at twilight I set out to see my nun.

"What news have you?"

"The lay-sister is dead, and she is to be buried tomorrow.  To-morrow
is the day we were to have returned to the convent.  This is the
letter I am sending to the abbess.  She will dispatch another
laysister, unless she orders the country-woman to bring me back to
the convent."

"What did the priest say?"

"He said the lay-sister died of a cerebral lethargy, which super-
induced an attack of apoplexy."

"Very good, very good."

"I want him to say fifteen masses for her, if you will let me?"

"Certainly, my dear, they will serve as the priest's reward, or
rather as the reward of his happy ignorance."

I called the peasant woman, and gave her the order to have the masses
said, and bade her tell the priest that the masses were to be said
for the intention of the person who paid for them.  She told me that
the aspect of the dead sister was dreadful, and that she had to be
guarded by two women who sprinkled her with holy water, lest witches,
under the form of cats, should come and tear her limb from limb.  Far
from laughing at her, I told her she was quite right, and asked where
she had got the laudanum.

"I got it from a worthy midwife, and old friend of mine.  We got it
to send the poor lay-sister to sleep when the pains of child-birth
should come on."

"When you put the child at the hospital door, were you recognized?"

"Nobody saw me as I put it into the box, and I wrote a note to say
the child had not been baptized."

"Who wrote the note?"

"I did."

"You will, of course, see that the funeral is properly carried out?"

"It will only cost six francs, and the parson will take that from two
louis which were found on the deceased; the rest will do for masses
to atone for her having had the money."

"What! ought she not to have had the two louis?"

"No," said the nun, "we are forbidden to have any money without the
knowledge of the abbess, under pain of excommunication."

"What did they give you to come here?"

"Ten Savoy sols a day.  But now I live like a princess, as you shall
see at supper, for though this worthy woman knows the money you gave
her is for herself she lavishes it on me."

"She knows, dear sister, that such is my intention, and here is some
more to go on with."

So saying I took another ten louis from my purse, and bade the
country-woman spare nothing for the invalid's comfort.  I enjoyed the
worthy woman's happiness; she kissed my hands, and told me that I had
made her fortune, and that she could buy some cows now.

As soon as I was alone with the charming nun, whose face recalled to
my memory the happy hours I had passed with M---- M----, my
imagination began to kindle, and drawing close to her I began to talk
of her seducer, telling her I was surprised that be had not helped
her in the cruel position in which he had placed her.  She replied
that she was debarred from accepting any money by her vow of poverty
and obedience, and that she had given up to the abbess what remained
of the alms the bishop had procured her.

"As to my state when I was so fortunate as to meet you, I think he
cannot have received my letter."

"Possibly, but is he a rich or handsome man?"

"He is rich but certainly not handsome.  On the contrary, he is
extremely ugly, deformed, and over fifty."

"How did you become amorous of a fellow like that?"

"I never loved him, but he contrived to gain my pity.  I thought he
would kill himself, and I promised to be in the garden on the night
he appointed, but I only went there with the intention of bidding him
begone, and he did so, but after he had carried his evil designs into
effect."

"Did he use violence towards you, then?"

"No, for that would have been no use.  He wept, threw himself on his
knees, and begged so hard, that I let him do what he liked on the
condition that he would not kill himself, and that he would come no
more to the garden."

"Had you no fear of consequences?"

"I did not understand anything about it; I always thought that one
could not conceive under three times at least."

"Unhappy ignorance!  how many woes are caused by it!  Then he did not
ask you to give him any more assignations?"

"He often asked me, but I would not grant his request because our
confessor made me promise to withstand him thenceforth, if I wished
to be absolved."

"Did you tell him the name of the seducer?"

"Certainly not; the good confessor would not have allowed me to do
so; it would have been a great sin."

"Did you tell your confessor the state you were in?"

"No, but he must have guessed it.  He is a good old man, who
doubtless prayed to God for me, and my meeting you was, perhaps, the
answer to his prayers."

I was deeply moved, and for a quarter of an hour I was silent, and
absorbed in my thoughts.  I saw that this interesting girl's
misfortune proceeded from her ignorance, her candour, her perfect
innocence, and a foolish feeling of pity, which made her grant this
monster of lubricity a thing of which she thought little because she
had never been in love.  She was religious, but from mere habit and
not from reflection, and her religion was consequently very weak.
She abhorred sin, because she was obliged to purge herself of it by
confession under pain of everlasting damnation, and she did not want
to be damned.  She had plenty of natural common sense, little wit,
for the cultivation of which she had no opportunities, and she was in
a state of ignorance only pardonable in a nun.  On weighing these
facts I foresaw that I should find it a difficult task to gain those
favours which she had granted to Coudert; her repentance had been
too bitter for her to expose herself to the same danger over again.

The peasant woman returned, laid the table for two, and brought us
our supper.  Everything was new--napkins, plates, glasses, spoons,
knives, etc., and everything was exquisitely clean.  The wines were
excellent, and the dishes delightful in their simplicity.  We had
roast game, fish, cheese with cream, and very good fruit.  I spent an
hour and a half at supper, and drank two bottles of wine as I talked
to the nun, who ate very little.

I was in the highest spirits, and the woman, delighted with my praise
of her provision, promised I should be served the same way every
evening.

When I was alone with the nun, whose face filled me with such burning
recollections, I began to speak of her health, and especially of the
inconveniences attached to child-birth.  She said she felt quite
well, and would be able to return to Chamberi on foot.  "The only
thing that troubles me is my breasts, but the woman assures me that
the milk will recede to-morrow, and that they will then assume their
usual shape."

"Allow me to examine them, I know something about it."

"Look!"

She uncovered her bosom, not thinking it would give me any pleasure,
but wishing to be polite, without supposing I had any concealed
desires.  I passed my hands over two spheres whose perfect shape and
whiteness would have restored Lazarus to life.  I took care not to
offend her modesty, but in the coolest manner possible asked her how
she felt a little lower down, and as I put the question I softly
extended my hand.  However, she kept it back gently, telling me not
to go any further as she still felt a little uneasy.  I begged her
pardon, and said I hoped I should find everything quite right by the
next day.

"The beauty of your bosom," I added, "makes me take a still greater
interest in you."

So saying I let my mouth meet hers, and I felt a kiss escape as if
involuntarily from her lips.  It ran like fire through my veins, my
brain began to whirl, and I saw that unless I took to a speedy flight
I should lose all her confidence.  I therefore left her, calling her
"dear daughter" as I bade her farewell.

It poured with rain, and I got soaked through before I reached my
lodging.  This was a bath well fitted to diminish the ardour of my
passion, but it made me very late in rising the next morning.

I took out the two portraits of M---- M----, one in a nun's dress,
and the other nude, as Venus.  I felt sure they would be of service
to me with the nun.

I did not find the fair Zeroli in her room, so I went to the
fountain, where she reproached me with a tenderness I assessed at its
proper value, and our quarrel was made up in the course of our walk.
When dinner was over the Marquis the Prie made a bank, but as he only
put down a hundred louis I guessed that he wanted to win a lot and
lose a little.  I put down also a hundred louis, and he said that it
would be better sport if I did not stake my money on one card only.
I replied that I would stake a louis on each of the thirteen.

"You will lose."

"We will see.  Here is my hand on the table, and I stake a louis on
each of the thirteen cards."

According to the laws of probability, I should certainly have lost,
but fate decided otherwise and I won eighty louis.  At eight o'clock
I bowed to the company, and I went as usual to the place where my new
love dwelt.  I found the invalid ravishing.  She said she had had a
little fever, which the country-woman pronounced to be milk fever,
and that she would be quite well and ready to get up by the next day.
As I stretched out my hand to lift the coverlet; she seized it and
covered it with kisses, telling me that she felt as if she must give
me that mark of her filial affection.  She was twenty-one, and I was
thirty-five.  A nice daughter for a man like me!  My feelings for her
were not at all of a fatherly character.  Nevertheless, I told her
that her confidence in me, as shewn by her seeing me in bed,
increased my affection for her, and that I should be grieved if I
found her dressed in her nun's clothes next day.

"Then I will stop in bed," said she; "and indeed I shall be very glad
to do so, as I experience great discomfort from the heat of my
woollen habit; but I think I should please you more if I were
decently dressed; however, as you like it better, I will stop in
bed."

The country-woman came in at that moment, and gave her the abbess'
letter which her nephew had just brought from Chamberi.  She read it
and gave it to me.  The abbess told her that she would send two lay-
sisters to bring her back to the convent, and that as she had
recovered her health she could come on-foot, and thus save money
which could be spent in better ways.  She added that as the bishop
was away, and she was unable to send the lay-sisters without his
permission, they could not start for a week or ten days.  She ordered
her, under pain of the major excommunication, never to leave her
room, never to speak to any man, not even to the master of the house,
and to have nothing to do with anybody except with the woman.  She
ended by saying that she was going to have a mass said for the repose
of the departed sister's soul.

"I am obliged to you for having shewn me this letter, but be pleased
to tell me if I may visit you for the next week or ten days, without
doing hurt to your conscience; for I must tell you I am a man.  I
have only stopped in this place because of the lively interest with
which you have inspired me, but if you have the least objection to
receive me on account of the singular excommunication with which you
are threatened, I will leave Aix tomorrow.  Speak."

"Sir, our abbess is lavish of these thunders, and I have already
incurred the excommunication with which she threatens me; but I hope
it will not be ratified by God, as my fault has made me happy and not
miserable.  I will be sincere with you; your visits are my only joy,
and that joy is doubled when you tell me you like to come.  But if
you can answer my question without a breach of confidence, I should
like to know for whom you took me the first time you saw me; you
cannot imagine how you astonished and frightened me.  I have never
felt such kisses as those you lavished on me, but they cannot
increase my sin as I was not a consenting party, and you told me
yourself that you thought you were kissing another."

"I will satisfy your curiosity.  I think I can do so as you are aware
by this time that the flesh is weak, or rather stronger than the
spirit, and that it compels the strongest intellects to commit faults
against right reason.  You shall hear the history of an amour that
lasted for two years with the fairest and the best of all the nuns of
Venice."

"Tell me all, sir.  I have fallen myself, and I should be cruel and
unjust if I were to take offence at anything you may tell me, for you
cannot have done anything with her that Coudert did not do to me."

"I did much more and much less, for I never gave her a child.  If I
had been so unfortunate I should have carried her off to Rome, where
we should have fallen at the feet of the Holy Father, who would have
absolved her from her vows, and my dear M---- M---- would now be my
wife."

"Good heavens M---- M---- is my name."

This circumstance, which was really a mere coincidence, rendered our
meeting still more wonderful, and astonished me as much as it did
her.  Chance is a curious and fickle element, but it often has the
greatest influence on our lives.

After a brief silence I told her all that had taken place between the
fair Venetian and myself.  I painted our amorous combats in a lively
and natural manner, for, besides my recollections, I had her living
picture before my eyes, and I could follow on her features the
various emotions aroused by my recital.  When I had finished she
said,

"But is your M---- M---- really so like me, that you mistook me for
her?"

Drawing from my pocket-book the portrait in which M---- M---- was
dressed as a nun, I gave it to her, saying,

"Judge for yourself."

"She really is; it might pass for my portrait.  It is my dress and my
face; it is wonderful.  To this likeness I owe all my good fortune.
Thanks be to God that you do not love me as you loved her, whom I am
glad to call my sister.  There are indeed two M---- M----s.  Mighty
Providence, all Thy least ways are wonderful, and we are at best
poor, weak, ignorant mortals."

The worthy country-woman came up and have us a still better supper
than on the previous night.  The invalid only ate soup, but she
promised to do better by the following evening.

I spent an hour with her after supper, and I convinced her by my
reserve that she had made a mistake in thinking that I only loved her
as a daughter.  Of her own accord she shewed me that her breast had
regained its usual condition.  I assured myself of the fact by my
sense of touch, to which she made no opposition, not thinking that I
could be moved by such a trifle.  All the kisses which I lavished on
her lips and eyes she put down to the friendship for her.  She said,
smiling, that she thanked God she was not fair like her sister, and I
smiled myself at her simplicity.

But I could not keep up this sort of thing for long, and I had to be
extremely careful.  As soon as I felt that passion was getting the
upper hand, I gave her a farewell kiss and went away.  When I got
home Le Duc gave me a note from Madame Zeroli, who said she would
expect me at the fountain, as she was going to breakfast with the
marquis's mistress.

I slept well, but in my dreams I saw again and again the face of the
new M---- M----.  Next day, as soon as I got to the fountain, Madame
Zeroli told me that all the company maintained that I ought to have
lost in playing on thirteen cards at once, as it was not true that
one card won four times in each deal; however, the marquis, though he
agreed with the rest, had said that he would not let me play like
that again.

"I have only one objection to make to that--namely, that if I wanted
to play in the same way again he could only prevent me by fighting
for it."

"His mistress swears she will make you play in the usual way."

I smiled, and thanked her for her information.

When I got back to the inn I played a game of quinze with the
marquis, and lost fifty louis; afterwards I let myself be persuaded
to hold a bank.  I put down five hundred louis, and defied fortune.
Desarmoises was my croupier, and I warned the company that every card
must have the stake placed on it, and that I should rise at half-past
seven.  I was seated between two ladies.  I put the five hundred
louis on the board, and I got change from the inn-keeper to the
amount of a hundred crowns, to amuse the ladies with.  But something
happened.  All the cards before me were loose packs, and I called for
new ones.  The inn-keeper said he had sent to Chamberi for a hundred
packs, and that the messenger would be back soon.

"In the meanwhile," said he, "you can use the cards on the table,
which are as good as new."

"I want them new, not as good as new.  I have my prejudices, and they
are so strong as to be invincible.  In the meanwhile I shall remain a
spectator, though I am sorry to keep the ladies waiting."

Nobody dared say a word, and I rose, after replacing my money in my
cash-box.  The Marquis de Prie took the bank, and played splendidly.
I stood beside Madame Zeroli, who made me her partner, and gave me
five or six Louis the next day.  The messenger who was to be back
soon did not return till midnight, and I thanked my stars for the
escape I had had, for in such a place, full of professional
gamesters, there are people whose eyes are considerably sharper than
a lynx's.  I put the money back in my room, and proceeded on my usual
way.

I found my fair nun in bed, and asked her,

"How do you feel to-day, madam?"

"Say daughter, that name is so sweet to me that I would you were my
father that I might clasp you in my arms without fearing anyone."

"Well, my dear daughter, do not fear anything, but open your arms to
me."

"I will; we will embrace one another."

"My little ones are prettier than they were yesterday let me suck
them."

"You silly papa, you are drinking your daughter's milk."

"It is so sweet, darling, and the little drop I tasted has made me
feel so happy.  You cannot be angry at my enjoying this harmless
privilege."

"Of course I am not angry; you delighted me.  But I shall have to
call you baby, not papa."

"How glad I am to find you in better spirits to-night!"

"You have 'given me back my happiness, and I feel at peace once more.
The country-woman told me that in a few days I should be just the
same as if I had never seen Coudert."

"That is not quite true; how about your stomach, for instance?"

"Be quiet; you can't know anything about such things, and I am quite
astonished myself."

"Let me see."

"Oh, no; you mustn't see, but you may feel."

"All right."

"Oh! please don't go there."

"Why not?  You can't be made differently from your sister, who would
be now about thirty.  I want to shew you her portrait naked."

"Have you got it with you?  I should so like to see it."

I drew it out and gave it to her.  She admired it, kissed it, and
asked me if the painter had followed nature in all respects.

"Certainly," said I.  "She knew that such a picture would give me
pleasure."

"It is very fine.  It is more like me than the other picture.  But I
suppose the long hair is only put in to please you?"

"Not at all.  Italian nuns are allowed to wear their hair as long as
they please, provided they do not shew it.

"We have the same privilege.  Our hair is cut once, and then we may
let it grow as long as we like."


"Then you have long hair?"

"As long as in the picture; but you would not like my hair as it is
black."

"Why, black is my favourite colour.  In the name of God, let me see
it."

"You ask me in God's name to commit a sin; I shall incur another
excommunication, but I cannot refuse you anything.  You shall see my
hair after supper, as I don't want to scandalize the countrywoman."

"You are right; I think you are the sweetest of your sex.  I shall
die of grief when you leave this cottage to return to your sad
prison."

"I must indeed return and do penance for my sins."

"I hope you have the wit to laugh at the abbess's silly
excommunications?"

"I begin not to dread them so much as I used to."

"I am delighted to hear it, as I see you will make me perfectly happy
after supper."

The country-woman came up, and I gave her another ten louis; but it
suddenly dawned upon me that she took me for a madman.  To disabuse
her of this idea I told her that I was very rich, and that I wanted
to make her understand that I could not give her enough to testify my
gratitude to her for the care she had taken of the good nun.  She
wept, kissed my hand, and served us a delicious supper.  The nun ate
well and drank indifferently, but I was in too great a hurry to see
the beautiful black hair of this victim to her goodness of heart, and
I could not follow her example.  The one appetite drove out the
other.

As soon as we were relieved of the country-woman's presence, she
removed her hood, and let a mass of ebon hair fall upon her alabaster
shoulders, making a truly ravishing contrast.  She put the portrait
before her, and proceeded to arrange her hair like the first M----
M----.

"You are handsomer than your sister," said I, "but I think she was
more affectionate than you."

"She may have been more affectionate, but she had not a better
heart."

"She was much more amorous than you."

"I daresay; I have never been in love."

"That is strange; how about your nature and the impulse of the
senses?"

"We arrange all that easily at the convent.  We accuse ourselves to
the confessor, for we know it is a sin, but he treats it as a
childish fault, and absolves us without imposing any penances."

"He knows human nature, and makes allowances for your sad position."

"He is an old man, very learned, and of ascetic habits, but he is all
indulgence.  It will be a sad day when we lose him."

"But in your amorous combats with another nun, don't you feel as if
you would like her to change into a man?"

"You make me laugh.  To be sure, if my sweetheart became a man I
should not be sorry, but we do not desire such a miracle."

"That is, perhaps, through a coldness of temperament.  In that your
sister was better, for she liked me much more than C---- C----, and
you do not like me as well as the sweetheart you left behind you at
the convent."

"Certainly not, for with you I should violate my own chastity and
expose myself to consequences I tremble to think of."

"You do not love me, then?"

"What are you saying?  I adore you, and I am very sorry you are not a
woman."

"I love you too, but your desire makes me laugh; for I would rather
not be turned into a woman to please you, especially as I expect I
should not think you nearly as beautiful.  Sit down, my dear, and let
me see your fine hair flowing over your beautiful body."

"Do you want me to take off my chemise?"

"Of course; how handsome you look without it.  Let me suck your
pretty breasts, as I am your baby."

She granted me this privilege, and looking at me with a face full of
pleasure, she allowed me to press her naked body to my breast, not
seeing, or pretending not to see, the acuteness of my enjoyment.  She
then said,

"If such delights as these were allowed friendship, I should say it
is better than love; for I have never experienced so great pleasure
as when you put your lips to my bosom.  Let me do the same to you."

"I wish you could, but you will find nothing there."

"Never mind; it will amuse us."

After she had fulfilled her desire, we spent a quarter of an hour in
mutual embraces, and my excitement was more than I could bear.

"Tell me truly," said I, "amidst our kisses, amidst these ecstacies
which we call child-like, do you not feel a desire for something
more?"

"I confess that I do, but such desires are sinful; and as I am sure
that your passions are as high as mine, I think we had better stop
our agreeable employment; for, papa dear, our friendship is becoming
burning love, is it not?"

"Yes, love, and love that cannot be overcome."

"I know it."

"If you know it, let us perform to love the sweetest of all
sacrifices."

"No, no; on the contrary, let us stop and be more prudent in the
future, lest we become the victims of love.  If you love me, you
should say so too."

With these words she slipped gently from my arms, put back her
beautiful hair under her cap, and when I had helped her on with her
chemise, the coarseness of which horrified me, I told her she might
calm herself.  I told her how sorry I felt to see her delicate body
frayed by so coarse a stuff, and she told me it was of the usual
material, and that all the nuns wore chemises of the same kind.

My mind was in a state of consternation, for the constraint I had
imposed on myself seemed much greater than the utmost pleasure I
could have gained.  I neither determined on persevering in nor on
abandoning the pursuit; all I wanted was to be sure that I should not
encounter the least resistance.  A folded rose-leaf spoilt the repose
of the famous Smindyrides, who loved a soft bed.  I preferred,
therefore, to go away, than to risk finding the rose-leaf which
troubled the voluptuous Sybarite.  I left the cottage in love and
unhappy, and as I did not go to bed till two o'clock in the morning I
slept till mid-day.

When I woke up Le Duc gave me a note which he should have given me
the night before.  He had forgotten it, and I was not sorry.  The
note came from Madame Zeroli, who said she would expect me at nine
o'clock in the morning, as she would be alone.  She told me that she
was going to give a supper-party, that she was sure I would come, and
that as she was leaving Aix directly after, she counted on my coming
too--at any rate, as far as Chamberi.  Although I still liked her,
her pretensions made me laugh.  It was too late now to be with her at
nine, I could not go to her supper-party because of my fair nun, whom
I would not have left just then for the seraglio of the Grand Turk;
and it was impossible for me to accompany her to Chamberi, as when I
came back I might no longer find the only object which kept me at
Aix.

However, as soon as I had finished dressing, I went to see her and
found her furious.  I excused myself by saying that I had only had
her letter for an hour, but she went away without giving me time to
tell her that I could not sup with her or go to Chamberi with her.
She scowled at me at table, and when the meal was over the Marquis de
Prie told me that they had some new cards, and that everybody was
longing to see me make a bank.  I went for my money, and I made a
bank of five hundred louis.  At seven o'clock I had lost more than
half that sum, but for all that I put the rest in my pocket and rose
from the table.

After a sad glance in the direction of Madame Zeroli I went to the
cottage, where I found my angel in a large new bed, with a small but
pretty bed beside it which was meant for me.  I laughed at the
incongruity of these pieces of furniture with our surroundings, but
by way of thanking the thoughtful country-woman I drew fifty louis
from my purse and gave them to her, telling her it was for the
remainder of the time the lady was with her, and I told her to spend
no more money in furniture.

This was done in true gamester fashion.  I had lost nearly three
hundred louis, but I had risked more than five hundred, and I looked
on the difference as pure profit.  If I had gained as much as I had
lost I should probably have contented myself with giving her ten
louis, but I fancied I was losing the fifty louis on a card.  I have
always liked spending money, but I have never been careless with it
except in gaming.

I was in an ecstasy to see the face of my M---- M----light up with
delight and astonishment.

"You must be very rich," said she.

"Don't think it, dearest, but I love you passionately; and not being
able to give you anything by reason of your unfortunate vow of
poverty, I lavish what I possess on this worthy woman, to induce her
to spare nothing for your comfort while you are here.  Perhaps, too--
though it is not a definite thought--I hope that it will make you
love me more."

"How can I love you more than I do?   The only thing that makes me
unhappy is the idea of returning to the convent."

"But you told me yesterday that it was exactly that idea which made
you happy."

"I have changed my mind since yesterday.  I passed a cruel night, for
as soon as I fell asleep I was in your arms, and I awoke again and
again on the point of consummating the greatest of crimes."

"You did not go through such a struggle before committing the same
crime with a man you did--not love."

"It is exactly because I did not love him that my sin struck me as
venial.  Do you understand what I mean?"

"It's a piece of superstitious metaphysics, but I understand you
perfectly."

"You have made me happy, and I feel very grateful to you, and I feel
glad and certain of conquering when I reflect that your situation is
different to mine."

"I will not dispute it with you, although I am sorry for what you
say."

"Why?"

"Because you think yourself in duty bound to refuse caresses which
would not hurt you, and which would give me new life and happiness."

"I have thought it over."

"Are you weeping?"

"Yes, and what is more, these tears are dear to me."

"I do not understand."

"I have two favours to ask of you."

"Say on, and be sure you will obtain what you ask."




CHAPTER XXI

End of My Adventure with the Nun from Chamberi--My Flight from Aix


"Yesterday," said the charming nun, "you left in my hands the two
portraits of my Venetian sister.  I want you to give them to me."

"They are yours."

"I thank you.  My second favour is, that you will be good enough to
take my portrait in exchange; you shall have it to-morrow."

"I shall be delighted.  It will be the most precious of all my
jewels, but I wonder how you can ask me to take it as a favour,
whereas you are doing me a favour I should never have dared to
demand.  How shall I make myself worthy of giving you my portrait?"

"Ah, dearest!  it would be a dear possession, but God preserve me
from having it at the convent!"

"I will get myself painted under the costume of St. Louis of Gonzaga,
or St. Anthony of Padua."

"I shall be damned eternally."

"We will say no more about it."

She had on a dimity corset, trimmed with red ribbon, and a cambric
chemise.  I was surprised, but politeness did not allow me to ask
where they came from, so I contented myself with staring at them.
She guessed my thoughts, and said, smilingly, that it was a present
from the countrywoman.

"Seeing her fortune made, the worthy woman tries every possible way
to convince her benefactor that she is grateful to him.  Look at the
bed; she was certainly thinking of you, and look at these fine
materials.  I confess I enjoy their softness extremely.  I shall
sleep better to-night if I am not plagued by those seductive dreams
which tormented me last night."

"Do you think that the bed and the fine linen will deliver you from
the dreams you fear?"

"No doubt they will have a contrary effect, for softness irritates
the passions.  I shall leave everything with the good woman.  I do
not know what they would say if I took them with me to the convent."

"You are not so comfortable there?"

"Oh, no!  A straw bed, a couple of blankets, and sometimes, as a
great favour, a thin mattress and two coarse sheets.  But you seem
sad; you were so happy yesterday."

"How can I be happy when I can no longer toy with you without making
you unhappy."

"You should have said without giving me the greatest delight."

"Then will you consent to receive pleasure in return for that which
you give me?"

"But yours is innocent and mine is not."

"What would you do, then, if mine and yours were the same?"

"You might have made me wretched yesterday, for I could not have
refused you anything."

"Why wretched?  You would have had none of those dreams, but would
have enjoyed a quiet night.  I am very sorry the peasant woman has
given you that corset, as otherwise I might at least have seen my
little pets without fear of bad dreams."

"But you must not be angry with the good woman, for she knows that a
corset is easy to unlace.  And I cannot bear to see you sad."

With these words she turned her ardent gaze upon me, and I covered
her with kisses which she returned with interest.  The country-woman
came up to lay the pretty new table, just as I was taking off her
corset without her offering the least resistance.

This good omen put me in high spirits, but as I looked at her I saw a
shadow passing across her face.  I took care not to ask her the
reason, for I guessed what was the matter, and I did not wish to
discuss those vows which religion and honour should have made
inviolable.  To distract her mind from these thoughts, I made her eat
by the example I set, and she drank the excellent claret with as much
pleasure as I, not thinking that as she was not used to it it would
put her in a frame of mind not favourable to continence.  But she did
not notice this, for her gaiety made her look prettier than before,
and aroused her passions.

When we were alone I congratulated her on her high spirits, telling
her that my sadness had fled before her gaiety, and that the hours I
could spend with her would be all too short.

"I should be blithe," said she, "if it were only to please you."

"Then grant me the favour you accorded me yesterday evening."

"I would rather incur all the excommunications in the world than run
the risk of appearing unjust to you.  Take me."

"So saying, she took off her cap, and let down her beautiful hair.
I unlaced her corset, and in the twinkling of an eye I had before me
such a siren as one sees on the canvas of Correggio.  I could not
look upon her long without covering her with my burning kisses, and,
communicating my ardour, before long she made a place for me beside
herself.  I felt that there was no time for thinking, that nature had
spoken out, and that love bade me seize the opportunity offered by
that delicious weakness.  I threw myself on her, and with my lips
glued to hers I pressed her between my amorous arms, pending the
moment of supreme bliss.

But in the midst of these joys, she turned her head, closed her
eyelids, and fell asleep.  I moved away a little, the better to
contemplate the treasures that love displayed before me.  The nun
slept, as I thought; but even if her sleep was feigned, should I be
angry with her for the stratagem?   Certainly not; true or feigned,
the sleep of a loved one should always be respected by a delicate
lover, although there are some pleasures he may allow himself.  If
the sleep is real there is no harm done, and if it is put on the
lover only responds to the lady's desires.  All that is necessary is
so to manage one's caresses that they are pleasant to the beloved
object.  But M---- M---- was really asleep; the claret had numbed her
senses, and she had yielded to its influence without any ulterior
motives.  While I gazed at her I saw that she was dreaming.  Her lips
uttered words of which I could not catch the meaning, but her
voluptuous aspect told me of what she dreamt.  I took off my clothes;
and in two minutes I had clasped her fair body to mine, not caring
much whether she slept on or whether I awoke her and brought our
drama to a climax, which seemed inevitable.

I was not long uncertain, for the instinctive movements she made when
she felt the minister that would fain accomplish the sacrifice at the
door of the sanctuary, convinced me that her dream still lasted, and
that I could not make her happier than by changing it into reality.
I delicately moved away all obstacles, and gently and by degrees
consummated this sweet robbery, and when at last I abandoned myself
to all the force of passion, she awoke with a sigh of bliss,
murmuring,

"Ah! it is true then."

"Yes, my angel!  are you happy?"

For all reply she drew me to her and fastened her lips on mine, and
thus we awaited the dawn of day, exhausting all imaginable kinds of
pleasure, exciting each other's desires, and only wishing to prolong
our enjoyment.

"Alas!" said she, "I am happy now, but you must leave me till the
evening.  Let us talk of our happiness, and enjoy it over again."

"Then you do not repent having made me a happy man?"

"No; it is you who have made me happy.  You are an angel from heaven.
We loved, we crowned our love; I cannot have done aught to offend
God.  I am free from all my fears.  We have obeyed nature and our
destinies.  Do you love me still?"

"Can you ask me?  I will shew you to-night."

I dressed myself as quickly as possible while we talked of our love,
and I left her in bed, bidding her rest.

It was quite light when I got home.  Le Duc had not gone to bed, and
gave me a letter from the fair Zeroli, telling me that it had been
delivered at eleven o'clock.  I had not gone to her supper, and I had
not escorted her to Chamberi; I had not had time to give her a
moment's thought.  I was sorry, but I could not do anything.  I
opened her letter which consisted of only six lines, but they were
pregnant ones.  She advised me never to go to Turin, for if I went
there she would find means to take vengeance on me for the dastardly
affront I had put upon her.  She reproached me with having put her to
public shame, said I had dishonoured her, and vowed she would never
forgive me.  I did not distress myself to any great extent; I tore up
the friendly missive, and after I had had my hair done I went to the
fountain.

Everybody flew at me for not having been at Madame Zeroli's supper.
I defended myself as best I could, but my excuses were rather tame,
about which I did not trouble myself.  I was told that all was known,
and this amused me as I was aware that nothing was known.  The
marquis's mistress took hold of my arm, and told me, without any
circumlocution, that I had the reputation of being inconstant, and by
way of reply I observed politely that I was wrongfully accused, but
that if there was any ground for the remark it was because I had
never served so sweet a lady as herself.  She was flattered by my
compliment, and I bit my lip when I heard her ask in the most
gracious manner why I did not breakfast sometimes with the marquis.

"I was afraid of disturbing him," said I.

"How do you mean?"

"I should be interrupting him in his business."

"He has no business, and he would be delighted to see you.  Come to-
morrow, he always breakfasts in my room"

This lady was the widow of a gentleman of quality; she was young,
undoubtedly pretty, and possessing in perfection the jargon of good
society; nevertheless, she did not attract me.  After recently
enjoying the fair Zeroli, and finding my suit with the fair nun at
the height of its prosperity, I was naturally hard to please, and in
plain words--I was perfectly contented with my situation.  For all
that, I had foolishly placed myself in such a position that I was
obliged to give her to understand that she had delighted me by her
preference.

She asked the marquis if she could return to the inn.

"Yes," said he, "but I have some business in hand, and cannot come
with you."

"Would you be kind enough to escort me?" said she to me.  I bowed in
assent.

On the way she told me that if Madame Zeroli were still there she
would not have dared to take my arm.  I could only reply by
equivocating, as I had no wish to embark in a fresh intrigue.
However, I had no choice; I was obliged to accompany her to her room
and sit down beside her; but as I had had no sleep the night before I
felt tired and began to yawn, which was not flattering for the lady.
I excused myself to the best of my ability, telling her that I was
ill, and she believed me or pretended to believe me.  But I felt
sleep stealing upon me, and I should have infallibly dropped off if
it had not been for my hellebore, which kept me awake by making me
sneeze.

The marquis came in, and after a thousand compliments he proposed a
game of quinze.  I begged him to excuse me, and the lady backed me
up, saying I could not possibly play in the midst of such a sneezing
fit.  We went down to dinner, and afterwards I easily consented to
make a bank, as I was vexed at my loss of the day before.  As usual I
staked five hundred louis, and about seven o'clock, though two-thirds
of the bank had gone, I announced the last deal.  The marquis and two
other heavy gamesters then endeavoured to break the bank, but fortune
turned, and I not only got back my losses but won three hundred Louis
besides.  Thereupon I rose, promising the company to begin again next
day.  All the ladies had won, as Desarmoises had orders to let them
play as they liked up to a certain limit.

I locked up my money, and warning my faithful Spaniard that I should
not be coming back, I went to my idol, having got wet through on the
way, and being obliged to undress as soon as I arrived.  The good
woman' of the house took care to dry my clothes.

I found the fair nun dressed in her religious habit, and lying on the
small bed.

"Why are you not in your own bed, dearest?"

"Because I feel quite well again, my darling, and I wished to sup
with you at table.  We will go to bed afterwards, if that will give
you any pleasure."

"It will give me pleasure if you share in my delight."

"Alas!  I am undone, and I shall doubtless die when I have to leave
you."

"Do not leave me, sweetheart; come with me to Rome; and leave the
matter in my hands.  I will make you my wife, and we will live
happily together ever after."

"That would be too great a bliss, but I could never make up my mind
to it; say no more about it."

I was sure of spending a delicious night--in the possession of all
her charms, and we stayed an hour at table, seasoning the dishes with
sweet converse.  When we had done, the woman came up, gave her a
packet, and went away again, wishing us good night.

"What does this packet contain, darling?"

"It is the present I have got for you-my portrait, but you must not
see it till I am in bed."

"I will indulge you in that fancy, although I am very curious to see
the portrait."

"You will say I am right afterwards."

I wanted to undress her myself, and she submitted like a lamb.  When
she was in bed, she opened the packet, and shewed me her portrait,
naked, and very like the naked portrait of M---- M----.  I praised
the painter for the excellence of the copy he had made; nothing was
altered but the colour of the hair and eyes.

"It isn't a copy," she said, "there would not have been time.  He
only made the eyes and hair black, and the latter more abundant.
Thus you have in it a portrait of the first and also of the second
M---- M----, in whom you must forget the first.  She has also
vanished from the clothed portrait, for you see the nun has black
eyes.  I could shew this picture to anyone as my portrait."

"You do not know how precious your present is to me!  Tell me,
dearest, how you succeeded in carrying out your plan so well."

"I told the country-woman about it yesterday morning, and she said
that she had a foster-son at Anneci, who was a miniature painter.
Through him she sent the two miniatures to a more skilful painter at
Geneva, who made the change you see for four or five Louis; he was
probably able to do it in two or three hours.  I entrusted the two
portraits to him, and you see how well he did his work.  The woman
has no doubt just received them, and to-morrow she may be able to
tell you more about it."

"She is really a wonderful woman.  I will indemnify her for the
expense.  But now tell me why you did not want me to see the portrait
before you were in bed?"

"Guess."

"Because I can now see you in the same posture as that in which you
are represented."

"Exactly."

"It is an excellent idea; only love can have given it you.  But you
must wait till I am in the same state."

When we were both in a state of nature, exactly like Adam and Eve
before they tasted the fatal apple, I placed her in the position of
the portrait, and guessing my intention from my face she opened her
arms for me to come to her; but I asked her to wait a moment, for I
had a little packet too, which contained something she would like.
I then drew from my pocket-book a little article of transparent skin,
about eight inches long, with one opening, which was ornamented with
a red rosette.  I gave her this preventive sheath, and she looked,
admired, and laughed loudly, asking me if I had used such articles
with her Venetian sister.  "I will put it on myself; you don't know
how I shall enjoy it.  Why didn't you use one last night?   How could
you have forgotten it?   Well, I shall be very wretched if anything
comes of it.  What shall I do in four or five months, when my
condition becomes past doubt?"

"Dearest, the only thing to do is not to think of it, for if the
damage is done, there is no cure for it; but from my experience and
knowledge of the laws of nature I expect that our sweet combats of
last night will probably have no troublesome consequences.  It has
been stated that after child-birth a woman cannot conceive afresh
without having seen something which I expect you have not seen."

"No, God be thanked!"

"Good.  Then let us not give any thought to the dismal future lest we
lose our present bliss."

"I am quite comforted; but I can't understand why you are afraid to-
day of what you were not afraid yesterday; my state is the same."

"The event has sometimes given the lie to the most eminent
physicians.  Nature, wiser than they, has exceptions to her rules,
let us not defy them for the future, but let us not trouble ourselves
if we have defied there in the past."

"I like to hear you talk so sagely.  Yes, we will be prudent whatever
it costs.  There you are, hooded like a mother abbess, but in spite
of the fineness of the sheath I like the little fellow better quite
naked.  I think that this covering degrades us both."

"You are right, it does.  But let us not dwell on these ideas which
will only spoil our pleasure."

"We will enjoy our pleasure directly; let me be reasonable now, for I
have never thought of these matters before.  Love must have invented
these little sheaths, but it must first have listened to the voice of
prudence, and I do not like to see love and prudence allied."

"The correctness of your arguments surprises me, but we will
philosophize another time."

"Wait a minute.  I have never seen a man before, and I have never
wished to enjoy the sight as much as now.  Ten months ago I should
have called that article an invention of the devil; but now I look
upon the inventor as a benefactor, for if my wretched hump-back had
provided himself with such a sheath he would not have exposed me to
the danger of losing my honour and my life.  But, tell me, how is
that the makers of these things remain unmolested; I wonder they are
not found out, excommunicated, or heavily fined, or even punished
corporeally, if they are Jews as I expect.  Dear me, the maker of
this one must have measured you badly!  Look!  it is too large here,
and too small there; it makes you into a regular curve.  What a
stupid the fellow must be, he can't know his own trade!  But what is
that?"

"You make me laugh; it's all your fault.  You have been feeling and
fondling, and you see the natural consequence.  I knew it would be
so."

"And you couldn't keep it back a minute.  It is going on now.  I am
so sorry; it is a dreadful pity."

"There is not much harm done, so console yourself."

"How can I?  you are quite dead.  How can you laugh?"

"At your charming simplicity.  You shall see in a moment that your
charms will give me new life which I shall not lose so easily."

"Wonderful!  I couldn't have believed it!"

I took off the sheath, and gave her another, which pleased her
better, as it seemed to fit me better, and she laughed for joy as she
put it on.  She knew nothing of these wonders.  Her thoughts had been
bound in chains, and she could not discover the truth before she knew
me; but though she was scarcely out of Egypt she shewed all the
eagerness of an enquiring and newly emancipated spirit.  "But how if
the rubbing makes the sheath fall off?" said she.  I explained to her
that such an accident could scarcely happen, and also told her of
what material the English made these articles.

After all this talking, of which my ardour began to weary, we
abandoned ourselves to love, then to sleep, then to love again, and
so on alternately till day-break.  As I was leaving, the woman of the
house told us that the painter had asked four louis, and that she had
give two louis to her foster-son.  I gave her twelve, and went home,
where I slept till morn, without thinking of breakfasting with the
Marquis de Prie, but I think I should have given him some notice of
my inability to come.  His mistress sulked with me all dinner-time,
but softened when I allowed myself to be persuaded into making a
bank.  However, I found she was playing for heavy stakes, and I had
to check her once or twice, which made her so cross that she went to
hide her ill-temper in a corner of the hall.  However, the marquis
won, and I was losing, when the taciturn Duke of Rosebury, his tutor
Smith, and two of his fellow-countrymen, arrived from Geneva.  He
came up to me and said, "How do you do?" and without another word
began to play, inviting his companions to follow his example.

Seeing my bank in the last agony I sent Le Duc to my room for the
cash-box, whence I drew out five rolls of a hundred louis each.  The
Marquis de Prie said, coolly, that he wouldn't mind being my partner,
and in the same tone I begged to be excused.  He continued punting
without seeming to be offended at my refusal and when I put down the
cards and rose from the table he had won two hundred louis; but all
the others had lost, especially one of the Englishmen, so that I had
made a profit of a thousand louis.  The marquis asked me if I would
give him chocolate in my room next morning, and I replied that I
should be glad to see him.  I replaced my cash-box in my room, and
proceeded to the cottage, pleased with the day's work and feeling
inclined to crown it with love.

I found my fair friend looking somewhat sad, and on my enquiring the
reason she told me that a nephew of the country-woman's, who had come
from Chamberi that morning, had told her that he had heard from a
lay-sister of the same convent, whom he knew, that two sisters would
start at day-break in two days' time to fetch her; this sad news, she
said, had made her tears flow fast.

"But the abbess said the sisters could not start before ten days had
expired."

"She must have changed her mind."

"Sorrow intrudes into our happy state.  Will you be my wife?   Will
you follow me to Rome and receive absolution from your vows.  You may
be sure that I shall have a care for your happiness."

"Nay, I have lived long enough; let me return to my tomb."

After supper I told the good woman that if she could rely on her
nephew, she would do well to send him at once to Chamberi with orders
to return directly the lay-sisters started, and to endeavour to reach
Aix two hours before them.  She told me that I might reckon on the
young man's silence, and on his carrying out my orders.  I quieted in
this way the charming nun's alarm, and got into bed with her, feeling
sad though amorous; and on the pretext that she required rest I left
her at midnight, as I wanted to be at home in the morning since I had
an engagement with the marquis.  In due course he arrived with his
mistress, two other ladies, and their husbands or lovers.

I did not limit myself to giving them chocolate; my breakfast
consisted of all the luxuries the place afforded.  When I had got rid
of my troublesome company, I told Le Duc to shut my door, and to tell
everybody that I was ill in bed and could not see any visitors.  I
also warned him that I should be away for two days, and that he must
not leave my room a moment till I came back.  Having made these
arrangements, I slipped away unperceived and went to my mistress,
resolved not to leave her till half an hour before the arrival of the
lay-sisters.

When she saw me and heard that I was not going to leave her till she
went away, she jumped for joy; and we conceived the idea of not
having any dinner that we might enjoy our supper the better.

"We will go to bed after supper," said she, "and will not get up till
the messenger brings the fatal news that the lay-sisters have
started."

I thought the idea an excellent one, and I called the, woman of the
house to tell her of our arrangements, and she promised to see that
we were not disturbed.

We did not find the time long, for two passionate lovers find plenty
to talk about since their talk is of themselves.  And besides our
caresses, renewed again and again, there was something so mysterious
and solemn in our situation that our souls and our senses were
engaged the whole time.

After a supper which would have pleased a Lucullus, we spent twelve
hours in giving each other proofs, of our passionate love, sleeping
after our amorous struggles, and waking only to renew the fight.  The
next day we rose to refresh ourselves, and after a good dinner,
mashed down by some excellent Burgundy, we went to bed again; but at
four the country-woman came to tell us that the lay-sisters would
arrive about six.  We had nothing now to look for in the future, the
die was cast, and we began our farewell caresses.  I sealed the last
with my blood.  My first M---- M---- had seen it, and my second
rightly saw it also.  She was frightened, but I calmed her fears.  I
then rose, and taking a roll containing fifty louis I begged her to
keep them for me, promising to come for them in two years, and take
them from her hands through the grating of her terrible prison.  She
spent the last quarter of an hour in tears, and mine were only
restrained lest I should add to her grief.  I cut off a piece of her
fleece and a lock of her beautiful hair, promising her always to bear
them next my heart.

I left her, telling the country-woman that she should see me again
the next day, and I went to bed as soon as I got home.  Next morning
I was on the way to Chamberi.  At a quarter of a league's distance
from Aix I saw my angel slowly walking along.  As soon as the lay-
sisters were near enough they asked an alms in the name of God.  I
gave them a Louis, but my saint did not look at me.

With a broken heart I went to the good countrywoman, who told me that
M---- M---- had gone at day-break, bidding her to remind me of the
convent grating.  I kissed the Worthy woman, and I gave her nephew
all the loose silver I had about me, and returning to the inn I had
my luggage put on to the carriage, and would have started that moment
if I had had any horses.  But I had two hours to wait, and I went and
bade the marquis farewell.  He was out, but his mistress was in the
room by herself.  On my telling her of my departure, she said,

"Don't go, stay with me a couple of days longer."

"I feel the honour you are conferring on me, but business of the
greatest importance obliges me to be gone forthwith."

"Impossible," said the lady, as she went to a glass the better to
lace herself, shewing me a superb breast.  I saw her design, but I
determined to baulk her.  She then put one foot upon a couch to retie
her garter, and when she put up the other foot I saw beauties more
enticing than Eve's apple.  It was nearly all up with me, when the
marquis came in.  He proposed a little game of quinze, and his
mistress asked me to be her partner.  I could not escape; she sat
next to me, and I had lost forty Louis by dinner-time.

"I owe you twenty," said the lady, as we were going down.

At dessert Le Duc came to tell me that my carriage was at the door,
and I got up, but under the pretence of paying me the twenty louis
the marquis's mistress made me come with her to her room.

When we were there she addressed me in a serious and supplicating
voice, telling me that if I went she would be dishonoured, as
everybody knew that she had engaged to make me stay.

"Do I look worthy of contempt?" said she, making me sit down upon the
sofa.

Then with a repetition of her tactics in the morning she contrived
that I should see everything.  Excited by her charms I praised her
beauties, I kissed, I touched; she let herself fall on me, and looked
radiant when her vagrant hand found palpable proof of her powers of
attraction.

"I promise to be yours to-morrow, wait till then."

Not knowing how to refuse, I said I would keep her to her word, and
would have my horses taken out.  Just then the marquis came in,
saying he would give me my revenge and without answering I went
downstairs as if to come back again, but I ran out of the inn, got
into my carriage, and drove off, promising a good fee to the
postillion if he would put his horses at a gallop.




End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of MEMOIRES OF JACQUES CASANOVA
THE ETERNAL QUEST, Vol. 3e, WITH VOLTAIRE
by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt






MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
ADVENTURES IN THE SOUTH, Volume 4a--DEPART SWITZERLAND


THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR
MACHEN TO WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED
BY ARTHUR SYMONS.




DEPART SWITZERLAND


CHAPTER I

The Door--Keeper's Daughters--The Horoscopes--Mdlle. Roman

The idea of the sorry plight in which I had left the Marquis de
Prie, his mistress, and perhaps all the company, who had
undoubtedly coveted the contents of my cash-box, amused me till I
reached Chamberi, where I only stopped to change horses.  When I
reached Grenoble, where I intended to stay a week, I did not find
my lodging to my liking, and went in my carriage to the
post-office, where I found several letters, amongst others, one
from Madame d'Urfe, enclosing a letter of introduction to an
officer named Valenglard, who, she told me, was a learned man, and
would present me at all the best houses in the town.

I called on this officer and received a cordial welcome.  After
reading Madame d'Urfe's letter he said he was ready to be useful
to me in anything I pleased.

He was an amiable, middle aged man, and fifteen years before had
been Madame d'Urfe's friend, and in a much more intimate degree
the friend of her daughter, the Princess de Toudeville.  I told
him that I was uncomfortable at the inn, and that the first
service I would ask of him would be to procure me a comfortable
lodging.  He rubbed his head, and said,--

"I think I can get you rooms in a beautiful house, but it is
outside the town walls.  The door-keeper is an excellent cook, and
for the sake of doing your cooking I am sure he will lodge you for
nothing."

"I don't wish that," said I.

"Don't be afraid," said the baron, "he will make it up by means of
his dishes; and besides, the house is for sale and costs him
nothing.  Come and see it."

I took a suite of three rooms and ordered supper for two, warning
the man that I was dainty, liked good things, and did not care for
the cost.  I also begged M.  de Valenglard to sup with me.  The
doorkeeper said that if I was not pleased with his cooking I had
only to say so, and in that case I should have nothing to pay.  I
sent for my carriage, and felt that I had established myself in my
new abode.  On the ground floor I saw three charming girls and the
door-keeper's wife, who all bowed profoundly.  M. de Valenglard
took me to a concert with the idea of introducing me to everybody,
but I begged him not to do so, as I wished to see the ladies
before deciding which of them I should like to know.

The company was a numerous one, especially where women were
concerned, but the only one to attract my attention was a pretty
and modest-looking brunette, whose fine figure was dressed with
great simplicity.  Her charming eyes, after having thrown one
glance in my direction, obstinately refused to look at me again.
My vanity made me conclude at once that she behaved thus only to
increase my desire of knowing her, and to give me plenty of time
to examine her side-face and her figure, the proportions of which
were not concealed by her simple attire.  Success begets
assurance, and the wish is father to the thought.  I cast a hungry
gaze on this young lady without more ado, just as if all the women
in Europe were only a seraglio kept for my pleasures.  I told the
baron I should like to know her.

"She is a good girl," said he, "who sees no company, and is quite
poor."

"Those are three reasons which make me the more anxious to know
her."

"You will really find nothing to do in that quarter."

"Very good."

"There is her aunt, I will introduce you to her as we leave the
concert-room."

After doing me this service, he came to sup with me.  The
door-keeper and cook struck me as being very like Lebel.  He made
his two pretty daughters wait on me, and I saw that Valenglard was
delighted at having lodged me to my satisfaction, but he grumbled
when he saw fifteen dishes.

"He is making a fool of you and me," he said.

"On the contrary, he has guessed my tastes.  Don't you think
everything was very good?"

"I don't deny it, but .  .  .  "

"Don't be afraid; I love spending my money."

"I beg your pardon, I only want you to be pleased."

We had exquisite wines, and at dessert some ratafia superior to
the Turkish 'visnat' I had tasted seventeen years before at Yussuf
Ali's.  When my landlord came up at the end of supper, I told him
that he ought to be Louis XV.'s head cook.

"Go on as you have begun, and do better if you can; but let me
have your bill every morning."

"You are quite right; with such an arrangement one can tell how
one is getting on."

"I should like you always to give me ices, and you must let me
have two more lights.  But, unless I am mistaken, those are
candles that I see.  I am a Venetian, and accustomed to wax
lights."

"That is your servant's fault, sir."

"How is that?"

"Because, after eating a good supper, he went to bed, saying he
was ill.  Thus I heard nothing as to how you liked things done."

"Very good, you shall learn from my own lips."

"He asked my wife to make chocolate for you tomorrow morning; he
gave her the chocolate, I will make it myself."

When he had left the room M. de Valenglard said, in a manner that
was at the same time pleased and surprised, that Madame d'Urfe had
been apparently joking in telling him to spare me all expense.

"It's her goodness of heart.  I am obliged to her all the same.
She is an excellent woman."

We stayed at table till eleven o'clock, discussing in numerable
pleasant topics, and animating our talk with that choice liqueur
made at Grenoble, of which we drank a bottle.  It is composed of
the juice of cherries, brandy, sugar, and cinnamon, and cannot be
surpassed, I am sure, by the nectar of Olympus.

I sent home the baron in my carriage, after thanking him for his
services, and begging him to be my companion early and late while
I stayed at Grenoble--a re quest which he granted excepting for
those days on which he was on duty.  At supper I had given him my
bill of exchange on Zappata, which I endorsed with the name de
Seingalt, which Madame d'Urfe had given me.  He  discounted it for
me next day.  A banker brought me four hundred louis and I had
thirteen hundred in my cash-box.  I always had a dread of
penuriousness, and I delighted myself at the thought that M. de
Valenglard would write and tell Madame d'Urfe, who was always
preaching economy to me, what he had seen.  I escorted my guest to
the carriage, and I was agreeably surprised when I got back to
find the doorkeeper's two charming daughters.

Le Duc had not waited for me to tell him to find some pretext for
not serving me.  He knew my tastes, and that when there were
pretty girls in a house, the less I saw of him the better I was
pleased.

The frank eagerness of the two girls to wait on me, their utter
freedom from suspicion or coquetry, made me determine that I would
shew myself deserving of their trust.  They took off my shoes and
stockings, did my hair and put on my night-gown with perfect
propriety on both sides.  When I was in bed I wished them a
goodnight, and told them to shut the door and bring me my
chocolate at eight o'clock next morning.

I could not help confessing that I was perfectly happy as I
reflected over my present condition.  I enjoyed perfect health, I
was in the prime of life, I had no calls on me, I was thoroughly
independent, I had a rich store of experience, plenty of money,
plenty of luck, and I was a favourite with women.  The pains and
troubles I had gone through had been followed by so many days of
happiness that I felt disposed to bless my destiny.  Full of these
agreeable thoughts I fell asleep, and all the night my dreams were
of happiness and of the pretty brunette who had played with me at
the concert.

I woke with thoughts of her, and feeling sure that we should
become acquainted I felt curious to know what success I should
have with her.  She was discreet and poor; and as I was discreet
in my own way she ought not to despise my friendship.

At eight o'clock, one of the door-keeper's daughters brought me my
chocolate, and told me that Le Duc had got the fever.

"You must take care of the poor fellow."

"My cousin has just taken him some broth."

"What is your name?"

"My name is Rose, and my sister is Manon."

Just then Manon came in with my shirt, on which she had put fresh
lace.  I thanked her, and she said with a blush that she did her
father's hair very well.

"I am delighted to hear it, and I shall be very pleased if you
will be kind enough to do the same offices for me till my servant
recovers."

"With pleasure, sir."

"And I," said Rose, laughing, "will shave you."

"I should like to see how you do it; get the water."

I rose hastily, while Manon was preparing to do my hair.  Rose
returned and shaved me admirably.  As soon as she had washed off
the lather, I said,

"You must give me a kiss," presenting my cheek to her.  She
pretended not to understand.

"I shall be vexed," said I, gravely but pleasantly, "if you refuse
to kiss me,"

She begged to be excused, saying with a little smile, that it was
not customary to do so at Grenoble.

"Well, if you won't kiss me, you shan't shave me."

The father came in at that point, bringing his bill.

"Your daughter has just shaved me admirably," said I, "and she
refuses to kiss me, because it is not the custom at Grenoble."

"You little silly," said he, "it is the custom in Paris.  You kiss
me fast enough after you have shaved me, why should you be less
polite to this gentleman?"

She then kissed me with an air of submission to the paternal
decree which made Manon laugh.

"Ah!" said the father, "your turn will come when you have finished
doing the gentleman's hair."

He was a cunning fellow, who knew the best way to prevent me
cheapening him, but there was no need, as I thought his charges
reasonable, and as I paid him in full he went off in great glee.

Manon did my hair as well as my dear Dubois, and kissed me when
she had done without making as many difficulties as Rose.  I
thought I should get on well with both of them.  They went
downstairs when the banker was announced.

He was quite a young man, and after he had counted me out four
hundred Louis, he observed that I must be very comfortable.

"Certainly," said I, "the two sisters are delightful."

"Their cousin is better.  They are too discreet."

"I suppose they are well off."

"The father has two thousand francs a year.  They will be able to
marry well-to-do tradesmen."

I was curious to see the cousin who was said to be prettier than
the sisters, and as soon as the banker had gone I went downstairs
to satisfy my curiosity.  I met the father and asked him which was
Le Duc's room, and thereon I went to see my fine fellow.  I found
him sitting up in a comfortable bed with a rubicund face which did
not look as if he were dangerously ill.

"What is the matter with you?

"Nothing, sir.  I am having a fine time of it.  Yesterday I
thought I would be ill."

"What made you think that?"

"The sight of the three Graces here, who are made of better stuff
than your handsome housekeeper, who would not let me kiss her.
They are making me wait too long for my broth, however.  I shall
have to speak severely about it."

"Le Duc, you are a rascal."

"Do you want me to get well?"

"I want you to put a stop to this farce, as I don't like it."
Just then the door opened, and the cousin came in with the broth.
I thought her ravishing, and I noticed that in waiting on Le Duc
she had an imperious little air which well became her.

"I shall dine in bed," said my Spaniard.

"You shall be attended to," said the pretty girl, and she went
out.

"She puts on big airs," said Le Duc, "but that does not impose on
me.  Don't you think she is very pretty?"

"I think you are very impudent.  You ape your betters, and I don't
approve of it.  Get up.  You must wait on me at table, and
afterwards you will eat your dinner by yourself, and try to get
yourself respected as an honest man always is, whatever his
condition, so long as he does not forget himself.  You must not
stay any longer in this room, the doorkeeper will give you
another."

I went out, and on meeting the fair cousin I told her that I was
jealous of the honour which she had done my man, and that I begged
her to wait on him no longer.

"Oh, I am very glad!"

The door-keeper came up, and I gave him my orders, and went back
to my room to write.

Before dinner the baron came and told me that he had just come
from the lady to whom he had introduced me.  She was the wife of a
barrister named Morin, and aunt to the young lady who had so
interested me.

"I have been talking of you," said the baron, "and of the
impression her niece made on you.  She promised to send for her,
and to keep her at the house all day."

After a dinner as good as the supper of the night before, though
different from it in its details, and appetising enough to awaken
the dead, we went to see Madame Morin, who received us with the
easy grace of a Parisian lady.  She introduced me to seven
children, of whom she was the mother.  Her eldest daughter, an
ordinary-looking girl, was twelve years old, but I should have
taken her to be fourteen, and said so.  To convince me of her age
the mother brought a book in which the year, the month, the day,
the hour, and even the minute of her birth were entered.  I was
astonished at such minute accuracy, and asked if she had had a
horoscope drawn.

"No," said she, "I have never found anybody to do it."

"It is never too late," I replied, "and without doubt God has
willed that this pleasure should be reserved for me."

At this moment M. Morin came in, his wife introduced me, and after
the customary compliments had passed, she returned to the subject
of the horoscope.  The barrister sensibly observed that if
judicial astrology was not wholly false, it was, nevertheless, a
suspected science; that he had been so foolish as once to devote a
considerable portion of his time to it, but that on recognizing
the inability of man to deal with the future he had abandoned
astrology, contenting himself with the veritable truths of
astronomy.  I saw with pleasure that I had to deal with a man of
sense and education, but Valenglard, who was a believer in
astrology, began an argument with him on the subject.  During
their discussion I quietly copied out on my tablets the date of
Mdlle. Morin's birth.  But M. Morin saw what I was about, and
shook his head at me, with a smile.  I understood what he meant,
but I did not allow that to disconcert me, as I had made up my
mind fully five minutes ago that I would play the astrologer on
this occasion.

At last the fair niece arrived.  Her aunt introduced me to her as
Mdlle. Roman Coupier, her sister's daughter; and then, turning to
her, she informed her how ardently I had been longing to know her
since I had seen her at the concert.

She was then seventeen.  Her satin skin by its dazzling whiteness
displayed to greater advantage her magnificent black hair.  Her
features were perfectly regular, and her complexion had a slight
tinge of red; her fine eyes were at once sweet and sparkling, her
eyebrows were well arched, her mouth small, her teeth regular and
as white as pearls, and her lips, of an exquisite rosy hue,
afforded a seat to the deities of grace and modesty.

After some moments' conversation, M. Morin was obliged to go out
on business, and a game of quadrille was proposed, at which I was
greatly pitied for having lost a louis.  I thought Mdlle. Roman
discreet, judicious, pleasant without being brilliant, and, still
better, without any pretensions.  She was high-spirited,
even-tempered, and had a natural art which did not allow her to
seem to understand too flattering a compliment, or a joke which
passed in any way the bounds of propriety.  She was neatly
dressed, but had no ornaments, and nothing which shewed wealth;
neither ear-rings, rings, nor a watch.  One might have said that
her beauty was her only adornment, the only ornament she wore
being a small gold cross hanging from her necklace of black
ribbon.  Her breast was well shaped and not too large.  Fashion
and custom made her shew half of it as innocently as she shewed
her plump white hand, or her cheeks, whereon the lily and the rose
were wedded.  I looked at her features to see if I might hope at
all; but I was completely puzzled, and could come to no
conclusion.  She gave no sign which made me hope, but on the other
hand she did nothing to make me despair.  She was so natural and
so reserved that my sagacity was completely at fault.
Nevertheless, a liberty which I took at supper gave me a gleam of
hope.  Her napkin fell down, and in returning it to her I pressed
her thigh amorously, and could not detect the slightest
displeasure on her features.  Content with so much I begged
everybody to come to dinner with me next day, telling Madame Morin
that I should not be going out, and that I was therefore delighted
to put my carriage at her service.

When I had taken Valenglard home, I went to my lodging building
castles in Spain as to the conquest of Mdlle. Roman.

I warned my landlord that we should be six at dinner and supper
the following day, and then I went to bed.  As Le Duc was
undressing me he said,

"Sir, you are punishing me, but what makes me sorry you are
punishing yourself in depriving yourself of the services of those
pretty girls."

"You are a rogue."

"I know it, but I serve you with all my heart, and I love your
pleasure as well as my own."

"You plead well for yourself; I am afraid I have spoilt you."

"Shall I do your hair to-morrow?"

"No; you may go out every day till dinner-time."

"I shall be certain to catch it."

"Then I shall send you to the hospital."

"That is a fine prospect, 'por Dios'."

He was impudent, sly, profligate, and a rascally fellow; but also
obedient, devoted, discreet, and faithful, and his good qualities
made me overlook his defects.

Next morning, when Rose brought my chocolate, she told me with a
laugh that my man had sent for a carriage, and after dressing
himself in the height of fashion he had gone off with his sword at
his side, to pay calls, as he said.

"We laughed at him."

"You were quite right, my dear Rose."

As I spoke, Manon came in under some pretext or other.  I saw that
the two sisters had an understanding never to be alone with me; I
was displeased, but pretended not to notice anything.  I got up,
and I had scarcely put on my dressing-gown when the cousin came in
with a packet under her arm.

"I am delighted to see you, and above all to look at your smiling
face, for I thought you much too serious yesterday."

"That's because M. le Duc is a greater gentleman than you are; I
should not have presumed to laugh in his presence; but I had my
reward in seeing him start off this morning in his gilded coach."

"Did he see you laughing at him?"

"Yes, unless he is blind."

"He will be vexed."

"All the better."

"You are really very charming.  What have you got in that parcel?"

"Some goods of our own manufacture.  Look; they are embroidered
gloves."

"They are beautiful; the embroidery is exquisitely done.  How much
for the lot?"

"Are you a good hand at a bargain."

"Certainly."

"Then we must take that into account."

After some whisperings together the cousin took a pen, put down
the numbers of gloves, added up and said,

"The lot will cost you two hundred and ten francs."

"There are nine louis; give me six francs change."

"But you told us you would make a bargain."

"You were wrong to believe it."

She blushed and gave me the six francs.  Rose and Manon shaved me
and did my hair, giving me a kiss with the best grace imaginable;
and when I offered my cheek to the cousin she kissed me on the
mouth in a manner that told me she would be wholly mine on the
first opportunity.

"Shall we have the pleasure of waiting on you at the table?" said
Rose.

"I wish you would."

"But we should like to know who is coming to dinner first; as if
it is officers from the garrison we dare not come; they make so
free."

"My guests are Madame Morin, her husband, and her niece."

"Very good"

The cousin said,

"Mdlle. Roman is the prettiest and the best girl in Grenoble; but
she will find some difficulty in marrying as she has no money."

"She may meet some rich man who will think her goodness and her
beauty worth a million of money."

"There are not many men of that kind."

"No; but there are a few."

Manon and the cousin went out, and I was left alone with Rose, who
stayed to dress me.  I attacked her, but she defended herself so
resolutely that I desisted, and promised it should not occur
again.  When she had finished I gave her a louis, thanked her, and
sent her away.

As soon as I was alone I locked the door, and proceeded to concoct
the horoscope I had promised to Madame Morin.  I found it an easy
task to fill eight pages with learned folly; and I confined myself
chiefly to declaring the events which had already happened to the
native.  I had deftly extracted some items of information in the
course of conversation, and filling up the rest according to the
laws of probability and dressing up the whole in astrological
diction, I was pronounced to be a seer, and no doubts were cast on
my skill.  I did not indeed run much risk, for everything hung
from an if, and in the judicious employment of ifs lies the secret
of all astrology.

I carefully re-read the document, and thought it admirable.  I
felt in the vein, and the use of the cabala had made me an expert
in this sort of thing.

Just after noon all my guests arrived, and at one we sat down to
table.  I have never seen a more sumptuous or more delicate
repast.  I saw that the cook was an artist more in need of
restraint than encouragement.  Madame Morin was very polite to the
three girls, whom she knew well, and Le Duc stood behind her chair
all the time, looking after her wants, and dressed as richly as
the king's chamberlain.  When we had nearly finished dinner Mdlle.
Roman passed a compliment on my three fair waiting-maids, and this
giving me occasion to speak of their talents I got up and brought
the gloves I had purchased from them.  Mdlle. Roman praised the
quality of the material and the work.  I took the opportunity, and
begged leave of the aunt to give her and her niece a dozen pair
apiece.  I obtained this favour, and I then gave Madame Morin the
horoscope.  Her husband read it, and though an unbeliever he was
forced to admire, as all the deductions were taken naturally from
the position of the heavenly bodies at the instant of his
daughter's birth.  We spent a couple of hours in talking about
astrology, and the same time in playing at quadrille, and then we
took a walk in the garden, where I was politely left to enjoy the
society of the fair Roman.

Our dialogue, or rather my monologue, turned solely on the
profound impression she had made on me, on the passion she had
inspired, on her beauty, her goodness, the purity of my
intentions, and on my need of love, lest I should go down to the
grave the most hapless of men.

"Sir," said she, at last, "if my destiny points to marriage I do
not deny that I should be happy to find a husband like you."

I was emboldened by this frank declaration, and seizing her hand I
covered it with fiery kisses, saying passionately that I hoped she
would not let me languish long.  She turned her head to look for
her aunt.  It was getting dark, and she seemed to be afraid of
something happening to her.  She drew me gently with her, and on
rejoining the other guests we returned to the dining-room, where I
made a small bank at faro for their amusement.  Madame Morin gave
her daughter and niece, whose pockets were empty, some money, and
Valenglard directed their play so well that when we left off to go
to supper I had the pleasure of seeing that each of the three
ladies had won two or three louis.

We sat at table till midnight.  A cold wind from the Alps stopped
my plan of proposing a short turn in the garden.  Madame Morin
overwhelmed me with thanks for my entertainment, and I gave each
of my lady-visitors a respectful kiss.

I heard singing in the kitchen, and on going in I found Le Duc in
a high state of excitement and very drunk.  As soon as he saw me
he tried to rise, but he lost his centre of gravity, and fell
right under the kitchen table.  He was carried away to bed.

I thought this accident favourable to my desire of amusing myself,
and I might have succeeded if the three Graces had not all been
there.  Love only laughs when two are present, and thus it is that
the ancient mythology tells no story of the loves of the Graces,
who were always together.  I had not yet found an opportunity of
getting my three maids one after the other, and I dared not risk a
general attack, which might have lost me the confidence of each
one.  Rose, I saw, was openly jealous of her cousin, as she kept a
keen look-out after her movements.  I was not sorry, for jealousy
leads to anger, and anger goes a long way.  When I was in bed I
sent them away with a modest good night.

Next morning, Rose came in by herself to ask me for a cake of
chocolate, for, as she said, Le Duc was now ill in real earnest.
She brought me the box, and I gave her the chocolate, and in doing
so I took her hand and shewed her how well I loved her.  She was
offended, drew back her hand sharply, and left the room.  A moment
after Manon came in under the pretext of shewing me a piece of
lace I had torn away in my attempts of the day before, and of
asking me if she should mend it.  I took her hand to kiss it, but
she did not give me time, presenting her lips, burning with
desire.  I took her hand again, and it was just on the spot when
the cousin came in.  Manon held the piece of lace, and seemed to
be waiting for my answer.  I told her absently that I should be
obliged if she would mend it when she had time, and with this she
went out.

I was troubled by this succession of disasters, and thought that
the cousin would not play me false from the earnest of her
affection which she had given me the day before in that ardent
kiss of hers.  I begged her to give me my handkerchief, and gently
drew her hand towards me.  Her mouth fastened to mine, and her
hand, which she left to my pleasure with all the gentleness of a
lamb, was already in motion when Rose came in with my chocolate.
We regained our composure in a moment, but I was furious at heart.
I scowled at Rose, and I had a right to do so after the manner in
which she had repulsed me a quarter of an hour before.  Though the
chocolate was excellent, I pronounced it badly made.  I chid her
for her awkwardness in waiting on me, and repulsed her at every
step.  When I got up I would not let her shave me; I shaved
myself, which seemed to humiliate her, and then Manon did my hair.
Rose and the cousin then went out, as if to make common cause
together, but it was easy to see that Rose was less angry with her
sister than her cousin.

As Manon was finishing my toilette, M. de Valenglard came in.  As
soon as we were alone, the officer, who was a man of honour and of
much sense, in spite of his belief in astrology and the occult
sciences, said that he thought me looking rather melancholy, and
that if my sadness had any connection with the fair Roman, he
warned me to think no more of her, unless I had resolved to ask
her hand in marriage.  I replied that to put an end to all
difficulties I had decided on leaving Grenoble in a few days.  We
dined together and we then called on Madame Morin, with whom we
found her fair niece.

Madame Morin gave me a flattering welcome, and Mdlle. Roman
received me so graciously that I was emboldened to kiss her and
place her on my knee.  The aunt laughed, the niece blushed, and
then slipping into my hand a little piece of paper made her
escape.  I read on the paper the year, day, Hour, and minute of
her birth, and guessed what she meant.  She meant, I thought, that
I could do nothing with her before I had drawn up her horoscope.
My resolve was soon taken to profit by this circumstance, and I
told her that I would tell her whether I could oblige her or not
next day, if she would come to a ball I was giving.  She looked at
her aunt and my invitation was accepted.

Just then the servant announced "The Russian Gentleman."  I saw a
well-made man of about my own age, slightly marked with the
small-pox, and dressed as a traveller.  He accosted Madame Morin
with easy grace, was welcomed heartily by her, spoke well,
scarcely gave me a glance, and did not say a word to the nieces.
In the evening M. Morin came in, and the Russian gave him a small
phial full of a white liquid, and then made as if he would go,
but he was kept to supper.

At table the conversation ran on this marvellous liquid of his.
M. Morin told me that he had cured a young man of a bruise from a
billiard ball in five minutes, by only rubbing it with the liquid.
He said modestly that it was a trifling thing of his own
invention, and he talked a good deal about chemistry to
Valenglard.  As my attention was taken up by the fair Mdlle.
Roman I could not take part in their conversation; my hope of
succeeding with her on the following day absorbed all my thoughts.
As I was going away with Valenglard he told me that nobody knew
who the Russian was, and that he was nevertheless received
everywhere.

"Has he a carriage and servants?"

"He has nothing, no servants and no money."

"Where did he come from?"

"From the skies."

"A fair abode, certainly; how long has he been here?"

"For the last fortnight.  He visits, but asks for nothing."

"How does he live?"

"On credit at the inn; he is supposed to be waiting for his
carriage and servants."

"He is probably a vagabond."

"He does not look like one, as you saw for yourself, and his
diamonds contradict that hypothesis."

"Yes, if they are not imitation stones, for it seems to me that if
they were real he would sell them."

When I got home Rose came by herself to attend on me, but she
continued to sulk.  I tried to rouse her up, but as I had no
success I ordered her to go and tell her father that I was going
to give a ball next day in the room by the garden, and that supper
was to be laid for twenty.

When the door-keeper came to take my orders the following morning,
I told him that I should like his girls to dance if he didn't
mind.  At this Rose condescended to smile, and I thought it a good
omen.  Just as she went out with her father, Manon carne in under
the pretext of asking me what lace I would wear for the day.  I
found her as gentle as a lamb and as loving as a dove.  The affair
was happily consummated, but we had a narrow escape of being
caught by Rose, who came in with Le Duc and begged me to let him
dance, promising that he would behave himself properly.  I was
glad that everybody should enjoy themselves and consented, telling
him to thank Rose, who had got him this favour.

I had a note from Madame Morin, asking me if she might bring with
her to the ball two ladies of her acquaintance and their
daughters.  I replied that I should be delighted for her to invite
not only as many ladies but as many gentlemen as she pleased, as I
had ordered supper for twenty people.  She came to dinner with her
niece and Valenglard, her daughter being busy dressing and her
husband being engaged till the evening.  She assured me that I
should have plenty of guests.

The fair Mdlle. Roman wore the same dress, but her beauty
unadorned was dazzling.  Standing by me she asked if I had thought
about her horoscope.  I took her hand, made her sit on my knee,
and promised that she should have it on the morrow.  I held her
thus, pressing her charming breasts with my left hand, and
imprinting fiery kisses on her lips, which she only opened to beg
me to calm myself.  She was more astonished than afraid to see me
trembling, and though she defended herself successfully she did
not lose countenance for a moment, and in spite of my ardent gaze
she did not turn her face away.  I calmed myself with an effort,
and her eyes expressed the satisfaction of one who has vanquished
a generous enemy by the force of reason.  By my silence I praised
the virtue of this celestial being, in whose destiny I only had a
part by one of those caprices of chance which philosophy seeks to
explain in vain.

Madame Morin came up to me, and asked me to explain some points in
her daughter's horoscope.  She then told me that if I wanted to
have four beauties at my ball she had only to write a couple of
notes.

"I shall only see one beauty," said I, looking at her niece.  "God
alone knows," said Valenglard, "what people will say in Grenoble!"
"They will say it is your wedding ball," said Madame Morin to her
niece.

"Yes, and they will doubtless talk of my magnificent dress, my
lace, and my diamonds," said the niece, pleasantly.

"They will talk of your beauty, your wit, and your goodness,"
I replied, passionately, "goodness which will make your husband a
happy man."

There was a silence, because they all thought I was alluding to
myself.  I was doing nothing of the sort.  I should have been glad
to give five hundred louis for her, but I did not see how the
contract was to be drawn up, and I was not going to throw my money
away.

We went to my bedroom, and while Mdlle. Roman was amusing herself
with looking at the jewellry on my toilette-table, her aunt and
Valenglard examined the books on the table by my bedside.  I saw
Madame Morin going to the window and looking closely at something
she held in her hand.  I remembered I had left out the portrait of
the fair nun.  I ran to her and begged her to give me the indecent
picture I had so foolishly left about.

"I don't mind the indecency of it," she said, "but what strikes me
is the exact likeness."

I understood everything, and I shuddered at the carelessness of
which I had been guilty.

"Madam," I said, "that is the portrait of a Venetian, lady, of
whom I was very found."

"I daresay, but it's very curious.  These two M's, these cast-off
robes sacrificed to love, everything makes my surprise greater."

"She is a nun and named M---- M----."

"And a Welsh niece of mine at Camberi is also named M---- M----,
and belongs to the same order.  Nay, more, she has been at Aix,
whence you have come, to get cured of an illness."

"And this portrait is like her?"

"As one drop of water is like another."

"If you go to Chamberi call on her and say you come from me; you
will be welcome and you will be as much surprised as I am."

"I will do so, after I have been in Italy.  However, I will not
shew her this portrait, which would scandalize her; I will put it
away carefully."

"I beg you not to shew it to anyone."

"You may rely on me."

I was in an ecstasy at having put her off so effectually.

At eight o'clock all my guests arrived, and I saw before me all
the fairest ladies and the noblest gentlemen of Grenoble.  The
only thing which vexed me was the compliments they lavished on me,
as is customary in the provinces.

I opened the ball with the lady pointed out to me by
M. Valenglard, and then I danced with all the ladies in succession;
but my partner in all the square dances was the fair Mdlle. Roman,
who shone from her simplicity--at least, in my eyes.

After a quadrille, in which I had exerted myself a good deal, I
felt hot and went up to my room to put on a lighter suit, and as I
was doing so, in came the fair cousin, who asked me if I required
anything.

"Yes, you, dearest," I replied, going up to her and taking her in
my arms.  "Did anyone see you coming in here?"

"No, I came from upstairs, and my cousins are in the
dancing-room."

"That is capital.  You are fair as Love himself, and this is an
excellent opportunity for skewing you how much I love you."

"Good heavens!  What are you doing?  Let me go, somebody might
come in.  Well, put out the light!"

I put it out, shut the door, and, my head full of Mdlle. Roman,
the cousin found me as ardent as I should have been with that
delightful person.  I confess, too, that the door-keeper's niece
was well worthy of being loved on her own merits.  I found her
perfect, perhaps better than Mdlle. Roman, a novice, would have
been.  In spite of my ardour her passion was soon appeased, and
she begged me to let her go, and I did so; but it was quite time.
I wanted to begin over again, but she was afraid that our absence
would be noticed by her two Argus-eyed cousins, so she kissed me
and left the room.

I went back to the ball-room, and we danced on till the king of
door-keepers came to tell us supper was ready.

A collation composed of the luxuries which the season and the
country afforded covered the table; but what pleased the ladies
most was the number and artistic arrangement of the wax lights.

I sat down at a small table with a few of my guests, and I
received the most pressing invitations to spend the autumn in
their town.  I am sure that if I had accepted I should have been
treated like a prince, for the nobility of Grenoble bear the
highest character for hospitality.  I told them that if it had
been possible I should have had the greatest pleasure in accepting
their invitation, and in that case I should have been delighted to
have made the acquaintance of the family of an illustrious
gentleman, a friend of my father's.

"What name is it?" they asked me, altogether.

"Bouchenu de Valbonnais."

"He was my uncle.  Ah!  sir, you must come and stay with us.  You
danced with my daughter.  What was your father's name?"

This story, which I invented, and uttered as I was wont, on the
spur of the moment, turned me into a sort of wonder in the eyes of
the worthy people.

After we had laughed, jested, drank, and eaten, we rose from the
table and began to dance anew.

Seeing Madame Morin, her niece, and Valenglard going into the
garden, I followed them, and as we walked in the moonlight I led
the fair Mdlle. Roman through a covered alley; but all my fine
speeches were in vain; I could do nothing.  I held her between my
arms, I covered her with burning kisses, but not one did she
return to me, and her hands offered a successful resistance to my
hardy attempts.  By a sudden effort, however, I at last attained
the porch of the temple of love, and held her in such a way that
further resistance would have been of no avail; but she stopped me
short by saying in a voice which no man of feeling could have
resisted,--

"Be my friend, sir, and not my enemy and the cause of my ruin."

I knelt before her, and taking her hand begged her pardon,
swearing not to renew my attempts.  I then rose and asked her to
kiss me as a pledge of her forgiveness.  We rejoined her aunt, and
returned to the ball-room, but with all my endeavours I could not
regain my calm.

I sat down in a corner of the room, and I asked Rose, who passed
by me, to get me a glass of lemonade.  When she brought it she
gently chid me for not having danced with her, her sister, or her
cousin.

"It will give people but a poor opinion of our merits."

"I am tired," said I, "but if you will promise to be kind I will
dance a minuet with you."

"What do want me to do?" said she.

"Go into my bedroom and wait for me there in the dark when you see
your sister and your cousin busy dancing."

"And you will only dance with me."

"I swear"

"Then you will find me in your room."

I found her passionate, and I had full satisfaction.  To keep my
word with her I waited for the closing minuet, for having danced
with Rose I felt obliged in common decency to dance with the other
two, especially as I owed them the same debt.

At day-break the ladies began to vanish, and as I put the Morins
into my carriage I told them that I could not have the pleasure of
seeing them again that day, but that if they would come and spend
the whole of the day after with me I would have the horoscope
ready.

I went to the kitchen to thank the worthy door-keeper for having
made me cut such a gallant figure, and I found the three nymphs
there, filling their pockets with sweetmeats.  He told them,
laughing, that as the master was there they might rob him with a
clear conscience, and I bade them take as much as they would.  I
informed the door-keeper that I should not dine till six, and I
then went to bed.

I awoke at noon, and feeling myself well rested I set to work at
the horoscope, and I resolved to tell the fair Mdlle. Roman that
fortune awaited her at Paris, where she would become her master's
mistress, but that the monarch must see her before she had
attained her eighteenth year, as at that time her destiny would
take a different turn.  To give my prophecy authority, I told her
some curious circumstances which had hitherto happened to her, and
which I had learnt now and again from herself or Madame Morin
without pretending to heed what they said.

With an Ephemeris and another astrological book, I made out and
copied in six hours Mdlle. Roman's horoscope, and I had so well
arranged it that it struck Valenglard and even M. Morin with
astonishment, and made the two ladies quite enthusiastic.

My horoscope must only be known to the young lady and her family,
who would no doubt keep the secret well.  After I had put the
finishing touches to it, read it, and read it again, I felt
certain that I had made a masterpiece, and I then dined in bed
with my three nymphs.  I was polite and affectionate to them all,
and we were all happy together, but I was the happiest.  M. de
Valenglard came to see me early the next day, and informed me that
nobody suspected me of being in love with Mdlle. Roman, but that I
was thought to be amorous of my landlord's girls.

"Well, let them think so," said I; "they are worthy of love,
though not to be named in the same breath with one past compare,
but who leaves me no hope."

"Let me tell Madame d'Urfe all about it."

"Certainly; I shall be delighted."

M. and Madame Morin and their niece came at noon, and we spent the
hour before dinner in reading the horoscope.  It would be
impossible to describe the four distinct sorts of surprise which I
saw before me.  The interesting Mdlle. Roman looked very grave,
and, not knowing whether she had a will of her own, listened to
what was said in silence.  M. Morin looked at me now and again,
and seeing that I kept a serious countenance did not dare to
laugh.  Valenglard shewed fanatic belief in astrology in every
feature.  Madame Morin seemed struck as by a miracle, and, far
from thinking the fact prophesied too improbable, remarked that
her niece was much more worthy of becoming her sovereign's wife or
mistress than the bigoted Maintenon had been.

"She would never have done anything," said Madame Morin, "if she
had not left America and come to France; and if my niece does not
go to Paris nobody can say that the horoscope has prophesied
falsely.  We should therefore--go to Paris, but how is it to be
done?  I don't see my way to it.  The prediction of the birth of a
son has something divine and entrancing about it.  I don't wish to
seem prejudiced, but my niece has certainly more qualifications
for gaining the king's affection than the Maintenon had: my niece
is a good girl and young, while the Maintenon was no longer as
young as she had been, and had led a strange life before she
became a devotee.  But we shall never accomplish this journey to
Paris."

"Nay," said Valenglard, in a serious tone, which struck me as
supremely ridiculous, "she must go; her fate must be fulfilled."

The fair Mdlle. Roman seemed all amazed.  I let them talk on, and
we sat down to dinner.

[The next two paragraphs were misplaced in the original,
likely by the typesetter, and have been inserted here where it
seems that they belong.  D.W.]

I hoped I should be asked to take the diamond to Paris myself, and
I felt inclined to grant the request.  I flattered myself that
they could not do without me, and that I should get what I wanted,
if not for love at any rate through gratitude; indeed, who knew
what might become of the plan?  The monarch would be sure to be
caught directly.  I had no doubts on that subject, for where is
the man in love who does not think that his beloved object will
win the hearts of all others?  For the moment I felt quite jealous
of the king, but, from my thorough knowledge of my own
inconstancy, I felt sure that my jealousy would cease when my love
had been rewarded, and I was aware that Louis XV. did not
altogether hold the opinions of a Turk in such concerns.  What
gave an almost divine character to the horoscope was the
prediction of a son to be born, who would make the happiness of
France, and could only come from the royal blood and from a
singular vessel of election.

A curious fancy increased my delight, namely, the thought of
becoming a famous astrologer in an age when reason and science had
so justly demolished astrology.  I enjoyed the thought of seeing
myself sought out by crowned heads, which are always the more
accessible to superstitious notions.  I determined I would be
particular to whom I gave my advice.  Who has not made his castles
in Spain?  If Mdlle.  Roman gave birth to a daughter instead of a
son I should be amused, and all would not be lost, for a son might
come afterwards.

At first silence reigned, and then the conversation ran on a
thousand trifles, as is usual in good society, but by degrees, as
I had thought, they returned to the horoscope.

"According to the horoscope," said the aunt, "the king is to fall
in love with my niece in her eighteenth year; she is now close on
it.  What are we to do?  Where are we to get the hundred louis
necessary?  And when she gets to Paris is she to go to the king
and say, 'Here I am, your majesty'?  And who is going to take her
there?  I can't."

"My aunt Roman might," said the young lady, blushing up to her
eyes at the roar of laughter which none of us could restrain.

"Well," said Madame Morin, "there is Madame Varnier, of the Rue de
Richelieu; she is an aunt of yours.  She has a good establishment,
and knows everybody."

"See," said Valenglard, "how the ways of destiny are made plain.
You talk of a hundred louis; twelve will be sufficient to take you
to Madame Varnier's.  When you get there, leave the rest to your
fate, which will surely favour you."

"If you do go to Paris," said I, "say nothing to Madame Roman or
Madame Varnier about the horoscope."

"I will say nothing to anyone about it; but, after all, it is only
a happy dream.  I shall never see Paris, still less Louis XV."

I arose, and going to my cash-box I took out a roll of a hundred
and fifty louis, which I gave to her, saying it was a packet of
sweetmeats.  It felt rather heavy, and on opening it she found it
to contain fifty pieces-of-eight, which she took for medals.

"They are gold," said Valenglard.

"And the goldsmith will give you a hundred and fifty louis for
them," added M. Morin.

"I beg you will keep them; you can give me a bill payable at Paris
when you become rich."

I knew she would refuse to accept my present, although I should
have been delighted if she had kept the money.  But I admired her
strength of mind in restraining her tears, and that without
disturbing for a moment the smile on her face.

We went out to take a turn in the garden.  Valenglard and Madame
Morin began on the topic of the horoscope anew, and I left them,
taking Mdlle. Roman with me.

"I wish you would tell me," said she, when we were out of hearing
of the others, "if this horoscope is not all a joke."

"No," I answered, "it is quite serious, but it all depends on an
if.  If you do not go to Paris the prophecy will never be
fulfilled."

"You must think so, certainly, or you would never have offered me
those fifty medals."

"Do me the pleasure of accepting them now; nobody will know
anything about it."

"No, I cannot, though I am much obliged to you.  But why should
you want to give me such a large sum?"

"For the pleasure of contributing to your happiness, and in the
hope that you will allow me to love you."

"If you really love met why should I oppose your love?  You need
not buy my consent; and to be happy I do not want to possess the
King of France, if you did but know to what my desires are
limited."

"Tell me."

"I would fain find a kind husband, rich enough for us not to lack
the necessaries of life."

"But how if you did not love him?"

"If he was a good, kind man how could I help loving him?"

"I see that you do not know what love is."

"You are right.  I do not know the love that maddens, and I thank
God for it."

"Well, I think you are wise; may God preserve you from that love."

"You say, that as soon as the king sees me he will fall in love
with me, and to tell you the truth that strikes me as vastly
improbable; for though it is quite possible that he may not think
me plain, or he might even pronounce me pretty, yet I do not think
he will become so madly in love as you say."

"You don't?  Let us sit down.  You have only got to fancy that the
king will take the same liking to you that I have done; that is
all."

"But what do you find in me that you will not find in most girls
of my age?  I certainly may have struck you; but that only proves
that I was born to exercise this sway over you, and not at all
that I am to rule the king in like manner.  Why should I go and
look for the king, if you love me yourself?"

"Because I cannot give you the position you deserve."

"I should have thought you had plenty of money."

"Then there's another reason: you are not in love with me."

"I love you as tenderly as if I were your wife.  I might then kiss
you, though duty now forbids my doing so."

"I am much obliged to you for not being angry with me for being so
happy with you!"

"On the contrary, I am delighted to please you."

"Then you will allow me to call on you at an early hour to-morrow,
and to take coffee at your bedside."

"Do not dream of such a thing.  If I would I could not.  I sleep
with my aunt, and I always rise at the same time she does.  Take
away your hand; you promised not to do it again.  In God's name,
let me alone."

Alas! I had to stop; there was no overcoming her.  But what
pleased me extremely was that in spite of my amorous persecution
she did not lose that smiling calm which so became her.  As for
myself I looked as if I deserved that pardon for which I pleaded
on my knees, and in her eyes I read that she was sorry that she
could not grant what I required of her.

I could no longer stay beside her, my senses were too excited by
her beauty.  I left her and went to my room where I found the kind
Manon busying herself on my cuffs, and she gave me the relief I
wanted, and when we were both satisfied made her escape.  I
reflected that I should never obtain more than I had obtained
hitherto from young Mdlle. Roman--at least, unless I gave the lie
to my horoscope by marrying her, and I decided that I would not
take any further steps in the matter.  I returned to the garden,
and going up to the aunt I begged her to walk with me.  In vain I
urged the worthy woman to accept a hundred louis for her niece's
journey from me.  I swore to her by all I held sacred that no one
else should ever know of the circumstance.  All my eloquence and
all my prayers were in vain.  She told me that if her niece's
destiny only depended on that journey all would be well, for she
had thought over a plan which would, with her husband's consent,
enable Mdlle.  Roman to go to Paris.  At the same time she gave me
her sincerest thanks, and said that her niece was very fortunate
to have pleased me so well.

"She pleased me so well," I replied, "that I have resolved to go
away to-morrow to avoid making proposals to you which would bring
the great fortune that awaits her to nought.  If it were not for
that I should have been happy to have asked her hand of you."

"Alas! her happiness would, perhaps, be built on a better
foundation.  Explain yourself."

"I dare not wage war with fate."

"But you are not going to-morrow?"

"Excuse me, but I shall call to take leave at two o'clock."

The news of my approaching departure saddened the supper-table.
Madame Morin, who, for all I know, may be alive now, was a most
kind-hearted woman.  At table she announced her resolve that as I
had decided on going, and as I should only leave my house to take
leave of her, she would not force me to put myself out to such an
extent, and ordained that our farewells should be said that
evening.

"At least," I said, "I may have the honour of escorting you to
your door?"

"That will protract our happiness for some minutes."  Valenglard
went away on foot, and the fair Mdlle. Roman sat on my knee.  I
dared to be bold with her, and contrary to expectation she shewed
herself so kind that I was half sorry I was going; but the die was
cast.

A carriage lying overturned on the road outside an inn made my
coachman stop a short while, and this accident which made the poor
driver curse overwhelmed me with joy, for in these few moments I
obtained all the favours that she could possibly give under the
circumstances.

Happiness enjoyed alone is never complete.  Mine was not until I
assured myself, by looking at my sweetheart's features, that the
part she had taken had not been an entirely passive one; and I
escorted the ladies to their room.  There, without any conceit, I
was certain that I saw sadness and love upon that fair creature's
face.  I could see that she was neither cold nor insensible, and
that the obstacles she had put in my way were only suggested by
fear and virtue.  I gave Madame Morin a farewell kiss, and she was
kind enough to tell her niece to give me a similar mark of
friendship, which she did in a way that shewed me how completely
she had shared my ardour.

I left them, feeling amorous and sorry I had obliged myself to go.
On entering my room I found the three nymphs together, which vexed
me as I only wanted one.  I whispered my wishes to Rose as she
curled my hair, but she told me it was impossible for her to slip
away as they all slept in one room.  I then told them that I was
going away the next day, and that if they would pass the night
with me I would give them a present of six louis each.  They
laughed at my proposal and said it couldn't possibly be done.  I
saw by this they had not made confidantes of one another, as girls
mostly do, and I also saw that they were jealous of each other.  I
wished them a good night, and as soon as I was in bed the god of
dreams took me under his care, and made me pass the night with the
adorable Mdlle. Roman.

I rang rather late in the morning, and the cousin came in and said
that Rose would bring my chocolate, and that M. Charles Ivanoff
wanted to speak to me.  I guessed that this was the Russian, but
as he had not been introduced to me I thought I might decline to
see him.

"Tell him I don't know his name."

Rose went out, and came in again saying he was the gentleman who
had had the honour of supping with me at Madame Morin's.

"Tell him to come in."

"Sir," said he, "I want to speak with you in private."

"I cannot order these young ladies to leave my room, sir.  Be kind
enough to wait for me outside till I have put on my dressing-gown,
and then I shall be ready to speak to you."

"If I am troubling you, I will call again to-morrow."

"You would not find me, as I am leaving Grenoble to-day."

"In that case I will wait."

I got up in haste and went out to him.

"Sir," said he, "I must leave this place, and I have not a penny
to pay my landlord.  I beg of you to come to my aid.  I dare not
have recourse to anyone else in the town for fear of exposing
myself to the insult of a refusal."

"Perhaps I ought to feel myself flattered at the preference you
have shewn me, but without wishing to insult you in any way I am
afraid I shall be obliged to refuse your request."

"If you knew who I am I am sure you would not refuse me some small
help."

"If you think so, tell me who you are; you may count on my
silence."

"I am Charles, second son of Ivan, Duke of Courland, who is in
exile in Siberia.  I made my escape."

"If you go to Genoa you will find yourself beyond the reach of
poverty; for no doubt the brother of your lady-mother would never
abandon you."

"He died in Silesia."

"When?"

"Two years ago, I believe."

"You have been deceived, for I saw him at Stuttgart scarcely six
months ago.  He is the Baron de Treiden."

It did not cost me much to get wind of the adventurer, but I felt
angry that he had had the impudence to try and dupe me.  If it had
not been for that I would willingly have given him six louis, for
it would have been bad form on my part to declare war against
adventurers, as I was one myself, and I ought to have pardoned his
lies as nearly all adventurers are more or less impostors.
I gave a glance at his diamond buckles, which were considered real
at Grenoble, and I saw directly that they were counterfeits of a
kind made in Venice, which imitate the facets of the diamonds in
perfection, except to people who are experienced in diamonds.

"You have diamond buckles," said I.  "Why don't you sell them?"

"It's the last piece of jewellery I possess out of all my mother
gave me, and I promised her never to part with them."

"I would not shew those buckles if I were you; your pocket would
be a better place for them.  I may tell you frankly that I believe
the stones to be counterfeit, and that your lie displeases me."

"Sir, I am not a liar."

"We shall see.  Prove that the stones are genuine, and I will give
you six louis.  I shall be delighted if I am in the wrong.
Farewell."

Seeing M. de Valerlglard coming up to my door, he begged me not to
tell him of what had passed between us; and I promised that I
would tell no one.

Valenglard came to wish me a prosperous journey; he himself was
obliged to go with M. Monteinard.  He begged me to correspond
constantly with him, and I had been intending to prefer the same
request, as I took too great an interest in the fair Mdlle. Roman
not to wish to hear of her fate, and the correspondence the worthy
officer desired was the best way possible for me to hear about
her.  As will be imagined, I promised what he asked without making
any difficulty.  He shed tears as he embraced me, and I promised
to be his friend.




CHAPTER II

My Departure from Grenoble--Avignon--The Fountain of Vaucluse--The
False Astrodi and the Humpback--Gaetan Costa--I Arrive at
Marseilles

While the three girls were helping Le Duc to pack my mails my
landlord entered, gave me his bill, and finding everything correct
I paid him, much to his satisfaction.  I owed him a compliment,
too, at which he seemed extremely gratified.

"Sir," said I, "I do not wish to leave your house without having
the pleasure of dining with your charming girls, to shew them how
I appreciate the care they have taken of me.  Let me have, then, a
delicate repast for four, and also order post horses, that I may
start in the evening."

"Sir," broke in Le Duc, "I entreat you to order a saddle-horse
besides; I was not made for a seat behind a chaise."

The cousin laughed openly at his vain boasting, and to avenge
himself the rascal told her that he was better than she.

"Nevertheless, M. le Duc, you will have to wait on her at table."

"Yes, as she waits on you in bed."

I ran for my stick, but the rogue, knowing what was going to
happen, opened the window and jumped into the courtyard.  The
girls gave a shriek of terror, but when we looked out we saw him
jumping about and performing a thousand apish tricks.

Very glad to find that he had not broken a limb, I called out,
"Come back, I forgive you."  The girls, and the man himself who
escaped so readily, were as delighted as I.  Le Duc came in in
high spirits, observing that he did not know he was such a good
jumper.

"Very good, but don't be so impudent another time.  Here, take
this watch."

So saying, I gave him a valuable gold watch, which he received,
saying,--

"I would jump again for another watch like this."

Such was my Spaniard, whom I had to dismiss two years afterwards.
I have often missed him.

The hours went by with such speed when I was seated at table with
the three girls, whom I vainly endeavoured to intoxicate, that I
decided that I would not leave till the next day.  I was tired of
making mysteries and wanted to enjoy them all together, and
resolved that the orgy should take place that night.  I told them
that if they would pass the night in my room I would not go till
the next day.  This proposition was received with a storm of
exclamations and with laughter, as at an impossibility, while I
endeavoured to excite them to grant my request.  In the midst of
this the door-keeper came in, advising me not to travel by night,
but to go to Avignon by a boat in which I could ship my carriage.

"You will save time and money," said he.

"I will do so," I answered, "if these girls of yours will keep me
company all night, as I am determined I will not go to bed."

"O Lord!" said he with a laugh, "that's their business."

This decided them and they gave in.  The door-keeper sent to order
the boat, and promised to let me have a dainty supper by midnight.

The hours passed by in jests and merriment, and when we sat down
to supper I made the champagne corks fly to such an extent that
the girls began to get rather gay.  I myself felt a little heated,
and as I held each one's secret I had the hardihood to tell them
that their scruples were ridiculous, as each of them had shewn no
reserve to me in private.

At this they gazed at one another in a kind of blank surprise, as
if indignant at what I had said.  Foreseeing that feminine pride
might prompt them to treat my accusation as an idle calumny, I
resolved not to give them time, and drawing Manon on to my knee I
embraced her with such ardour that she gave in and abandoned
herself to my passion.  Her example overcame the others, and for
five hours we indulged in every kind of voluptuous enjoyment.  At
the end of that time we were all in need of rest, but I had to go.
I wanted to give them some jewels, but they said they would rather
I ordered gloves to the amount of thirty louis, the money to be
paid in advance, and the gloves not to be called for.

I went to sleep on board the boat, and did not awake till we got
to Avignon.  I was conducted to the inn of "St. Omen" and supped
in my room in spite of the marvellous tales which Le Duc told me
of a young beauty at the public table.

Next morning my Spaniard told me that the beauty and her husband
slept in a room next to mine.  At the same time he brought me a
bill of the play, and I saw Company from Paris, with Mdlle.
Astrodi, who was to sing and dance.  I gave a cry of wonder, and
exclaimed,--

"The famous Astrodi at Avignon--how she will be astonished to see
me!"

Not wanting to live in hermit fashion, I went downstairs to dine
at the public table, and I found a score of people sitting down to
such a choice repast that I could not conceive how it could be
done for forty sous a head.  The fair stranger drew all eyes, and
especially mine, towards her.  She was a young and perfect beauty,
silent, her eyes fixed on a napkin, replying in monosyllables to
those who addressed her, and glancing at the speaker with large
blue eyes, the beauty of which it would be difficult to describe.
Her husband was seated at the other end of the table--a man of a
kind that inspires contempt at the first glance.  He was young,
marked with the small-pox, a greedy eater, a loud talker, laughing
and speaking at random, and altogether I took him for a servant in
disguise.  Feeling sure that such a fellow did not know how to
refuse, I sent him a glass of champagne, which he drank off to my
health forthwith.  "May I have the pleasure of sending a glass to
your wife?"  He replied, with a roar of laughter, to ask her
myself; and with a slight bow she told me that she never took
anything to drink.  When the dessert came in she rose, and her
husband followed her to their room.

A stranger who like myself had never seen her before, asked me who
she was.  I said I was a newcomer and did not know, and somebody
else said that her husband called himself the Chevalier Stuard,
that he came from Lyons, and was going to Marseilles; he came, it
appeared, to Avignon a week ago, without servants, and in a very
poor carriage.

I intended staying at Avignon only as long as might be necessary
to see the Fountain or Fall of Vaucluse, and so I had not got any
letters of introduction, and had not the pretext of acquaintance
that I might stay and enjoy her fine eyes.  But an Italian who had
read and enjoyed the divine Petrarch would naturally wish to see
the place made divine by the poet's love for Laura.  I went to the
theatre, where I saw the vice-legate Salviati, women of fashion,
neither fair nor foul, and a wretched comic opera; but I neither
saw Astrodi nor any other actor from the Comedie Italienne at
Paris.

"Where is the famous Astrodi?" said I, to a young man sitting by
me, "I have not seen her yet."

"Excuse me, she has danced and sang before your eyes."

"By Jove, it's impossible!  I know her perfectly, and if she has
so changed as not to be recognized she is no longer herself."

I turned to go, and two minutes after the young man I had
addressed came up and begged me to come back, and he would take me
to Astradi's dressing-room, as she had recognized me.  I followed
him without saying a word, and saw a plain-looking girl, who threw
her arms round my neck and addressed me by my name, though I could
have sworn I had never seen her before, but she did not leave me
time to speak.  Close by I saw a man who gave himself out as the
father of the famous Astrodi, who was known to all Paris, who had
caused the death of the Comte d'Egmont, one of the most amiable
noblemen of the Court of Louis XV.  I thought this ugly female
might be her sister, so I sat down and complimented her on her
talents.  She asked if I would mind her changing her dress; and in
a moment she was running here and there, laughing and shewing a
liberality which possibly might have been absent if what she had
to display had been worth seeing.

I laughed internally at her wiles, for after my experiences at
Grenoble she would have found it a hard task to arouse my desires
if she had been as pretty as she was ugly.  Her thinness and her
tawny skin could not divert my attention from other still less
pleasing features about her.  I admired her confidence in spite of
her disadvantages.  She must have credited me with a diabolic
appetite, but these women often contrive to extract charms out of
their depravity which their delicacy would be impotent to furnish.
She begged me to sup with her, and as she persisted I was obliged
to refuse her in a way I should not have allowed myself to use
with any other woman.  She then begged me to take four tickets for
the play the next day, which was to be for her benefit.  I saw it
was only a matter of twelve francs, and delighted to be quit of
her so cheaply I told her to give me sixteen.  I thought she would
have gone mad with joy when I gave her a double louis.  She was
not the real Astrodi.  I went back to my inn and had a delicious
supper in my own room.

While Le Duc was doing my hair before I went to bed, he told me
that the landlord had paid a visit to the fair stranger and her
husband before supper, and had said in clear terms that he must be
paid next morning; and if he were not, no place would be laid for
them at table, and their linen would be detained.

"Who told you that?"

"I heard it from here; their room is only separated from this by a
wooden partition.  If they were in it now, I am sure they could
hear all we are saying."

"Where are they, then?"

"At table, where they are eating for to-morrow, but the lady is
crying.  There's a fine chance for you, sir."

"Be quiet; I shan't have anything to do with it.  It's a trap, for
a woman of any worth would die rather than weep at a public
table."

"Ah, if you saw how pretty she looks in tears!  I am only a poor
devil, but I would willingly give her two louis if she would earn
them."

"Go and offer her the money."

A moment after the gentleman and his wife came back to their room,
and I heard the loud voice of the one and the sobs of the other,
but as he was speaking Walloon I did not understand what he said.

"Go to bed," said I to Le Duc, "and next morning tell the landlord
to get me another room, for a wooden partition is too thin a
barrier to keep off people whom despair drive to extremities."

I went to bed myself, and the sobs and muttering did not die away
till midnight.

I was shaving next morning, when Le Duc announced the Chevalier
Stuard.

"Say I don't know anybody of that name."

He executed my orders, and returned saying that the chevalier on
hearing my refusal to see him had stamped with rage, gone into his
chamber, and come out again with his sword beside him.

"I am going to see," added Le Duc, "that your pistols are well
primed for the future."

I felt inclined to laugh, but none the less I admired the
foresight of my Spaniard, for a man in despair is capable of
anything.

"Go," said I, "and ask the landlord to give me another room."

In due course the landlord came himself and told me that he could
not oblige me until the next day.

"If you don't get me another room I shall leave your house on the
spot, because I don't like hearing sobs and reproaches all night."

"Can you hear them, sir?"

"You can hear them yourself now.  What do you think of it?  The
woman will kill herself, and you will be the cause of her death."

"I, sir?  I have only asked them to pay me my just debts."

"Hush! there goes the husband.  I am sure he is telling his wife
in his language that you are an unfeeling monster."

"He may tell her what he likes so long as he pays me."

"You have condemned them to die of hunger.  How much do they owe
you?"

"Fifty francs."

"Aren't you ashamed of making such a row for a wretched sum like
that?"

"Sir, I am only ashamed of an ill deed, and I do not commit such a
deed in asking for my own."

"There's your money.  Go and tell them that you have been paid,
and that they may eat again; but don't say who gave you the
money."

"That's what I call a good action," said the fellow; and he went
and told them that they did not owe him anything, but that they
would never know who paid the money.

"You may dine and sup," he added, "at the public table, but you
must pay me day by day."

After he had delivered this speech in a high voice, so that I
could hear as well as if I had been in the room, he came back to
me.

"You stupid fool!" said I, pushing him away, "they will know
everything."  So saying I shut my door.

Le Duc stood in front of me, staring stupidly before him.

"What's the matter with you, idiot?" said I.

"That's fine.  I see.  I am going on the stage.  You would do well
to become an actor."

"You are a fool."

"Not so big a fool as you think."

"I am going for a walk; mind you don't leave my room for a
moment."

I had scarcely shut the door when the chevalier accosted me and
overwhelmed me with thanks.

"Sir, I don't know to what you are referring."

He thanked me again and left me, and walking by the banks of the
Rhone, which geographers say is the most rapid river in Europe, I
amused myself by looking at the ancient bridge.  At dinner-time I
went back to the inn, and as the landlord knew that I paid six
francs a meal he treated me to an exquisite repast.  Here, I
remember, I had some exceedingly choice Hermitage.  It was so
delicious that I drank nothing else.  I wished to make a
pilgrimage to Vaucluse and begged the landlord to procure me a
good guide, and after I had dressed I went to the theatre.

I found the Astrodi at the door, and giving her my sixteen
tickets, I sat down near the box of the vice-legate Salviati, who
came in a little later, surrounded by a numerous train of ladies
and gentlemen bedizened with orders and gold lace.

The so-called father of the false Astrodi came and whispered that
his daughter begged me to say that she was the celebrated Astrodi
I had known at Paris.  I replied, also in a whisper, that I would
not run the risk of being posted as a liar by bolstering up an
imposture.  The ease with which a rogue invites a gentleman to
share in a knavery is astonishing; he must think his confidence
confers an honour.

At the end of the first act a score of lackeys in the prince's
livery took round ices to the front boxes.  I thought it my duty
to refuse.  A young gentleman, as fair as love, came up to me, and
with easy politeness asked me why I had refused an ice.

"Not having the honour to know anyone here, I did not care that
anyone should be able to say that he had regaled one who was
unknown to him."

"But you, sir, are a man who needs no introduction."

"You do me too much honour."

"You are staying at the 'St. Omer'!"

"Yes; I am only stopping here to see Vaucluse, where I think of
going to-morrow if I can get a good guide."

"If you would do me the honour of accepting me, I should be
delighted.  My name is Dolci, I am son of the captain of the vice-
legate's guard."

"I feel the honour you do me, and I accept your obliging offer.  I
will put off my start till your arrival."

"I will be with you at seven."

I was astonished at the easy grace of this young Adonis, who might
have been a pretty girl if the tone of his voice had not announced
his manhood.  I laughed at the false Astrodi, whose acting was as
poor as her face, and who kept staring at me all the time.  While
she sang she regarded me with a smile and gave me signs of an
understanding, which must have made the audience notice me, and
doubtless pity my bad taste.  The voice and eyes of one actress
pleased me; she was young and tall, but hunchbacked to an
extraordinary degree.  She was tall in spite of her enormous
humps, and if it had not been for this malformation she would have
been six feet high.  Besides her pleasing eyes and very tolerable
voice I fancied that, like all hunchbacks, she was intelligent.  I
found her at the door with the ugly Astrodi when I was leaving the
theatre.  The latter was waiting to thank me, and the other was
selling tickets for her benefit.

After the Astrodi had thanked me, the hunchbacked girl turned
towards me, and with a smile that stretched from ear to ear and
displayed at least twenty-four exquisite teeth, she said that she
hoped I would honour her by being present at her benefit.

"If I don't leave before it comes off, I will," I replied.

At this the impudent Astrodi laughed, and in the hearing of
several ladies waiting for their carriages told me that her friend
might be sure of my presence, as she would not let me go before
the benefit night.  "Give him sixteen tickets," she added.  I was
ashamed to refuse, and gave her two louis.  Then in a lower voice
the Astrodi said, "After the show we will come and sup with you,
but on the condition that you ask nobody else, as we want to be
alone."

In spite of a feeling of anger, I thought that such a supper-party
would be amusing, and as no one in the town knew me I resolved to
stay in the hope of enjoying a hearty laugh.

I was having my supper when Stuard and his wife went to their
room.  This night I heard no sobs nor reproaches, but early next
morning I was surprised to see the chevalier who said, as if we
had been old friends, that he had heard that I was going to
Vaucluse, and that as I had taken a carriage with four places he
would be much obliged if I would allow him and his wife, who
wanted to see the fountain, to go with me.  I consented.

Le Duc begged to be allowed to accompany me on horseback, saying
that he had been a true prophet.  In fact it seemed as if the
couple had agreed to repay me for my expenditure by giving me new
hopes.  I was not displeased with the expedition, and it was all
to my advantage, as I had had recourse to no stratagems to obtain
it.

Dolci came, looking as handsome as an angel; my neighbours were
ready, and the carriage loaded with the best provisions in food
and drink that were obtainable; and we set off, Dolci seated
beside the lady and I beside the chevalier.

I had thought that the lady's sadness would give place, if not to
gaiety, at least to a quiet cheerfulness, but I was mistaken; for,
to all my remarks, grave or gay, she replied, either in
monosyllables or in a severely laconic style.  Poor Dolci, who was
full of wit, was stupefied.  He thought himself the cause of her
melancholy, and was angry with himself for having innocently cast
a shadow on the party of pleasure.  I relieved him of his fears by
telling him that when he offered me his pleasant society I was not
aware that I was to be of service to the fair lady.  I added that
when at day-break I received this information, I was pleased that
he would have such good company.  The lady did not say a word.
She kept silent and gloomy all the time, and gazed to right and
left like one who does not see what is before his [her] eyes.

Dolci felt at ease after my explanation, and did his best to
arouse the lady, but without success.  He talked on a variety of
topics to the husband, always giving her an opportunity of joining
in, but her lips remained motionless.  She looked like the statue
of Pandora before it had been quickened by the divine flame.

The beauty of her face was perfect; her eyes were of a brilliant
blue, her complexion a delicate mixture of white and red, her arms
were as rounded as a Grace's, her hands plump and well shaped, her
figure was that of a nymph's, giving delightful hints of a
magnificent breast; her hair was a chestnut brown, her foot small:
she had all that constitutes a beautiful woman save that gift of
intellect, which makes beauty more beautiful, and gives a charm to
ugliness itself.  My vagrant fancy shewed me her naked form, all
seemed ravishing, and yet I thought that though she might inspire
a passing fancy she could not arouse a durable affection.  She
might minister to a man's pleasures, she could not make him happy.
I arrived at the isle resolved to trouble myself about her no
more; she might, I thought, be mad, or in despair at finding
herself in the power of a man whom she could not possibly love.  I
could not help pitying her, and yet I could not forgive her for
consenting to be of a party which she knew she must spoil by her
morose behaviour.

As for the self-styled Chevalier Stuard, I did not trouble my head
whether he were her husband or her lover.  He was young,
commonplace-looking, he spoke affectedly; his manners were not
good, and his conversation betrayed both ignorance and stupidity.
He was a beggar, devoid of money and wits, and I could not make
out why he took with him a beauty who, unless she were over-kind,
could add nothing to his means of living.  Perhaps he expected to
live at the expense of simpletons, and had come to the conclusion,
in spite of his ignorance, that the world is full of such;
however, experience must have taught him that this plan cannot be
relied on.

When we got to Vaucluse I let Dolci lead; he had been there a
hundred times, and his merit was enhanced in my eyes by the fact
that he was a lover of the lover of Laura.  We left the carriage
at Apt, and wended our way to the fountain which was honoured that
day with a numerous throng of pilgrims.  The stream pours forth
from a vast cavern, the handiwork of nature, inimitable by man.
It is situated at the foot of a rock with a sheer descent of more
than a hundred feet.  The cavern is hardly half as high, and the
water pours forth from it in such abundance that it deserves the
name of river at its source.  It is the Sorgue which falls into
the Rhone near Avignon.  There is no other stream as pure and
clear, for the rocks over which it flows harbour no deposits of
any kind.  Those who dislike it on account of its apparent
blackness should remember that the extreme darkness of the cavern
gives it that gloomy tinge.

          Chiare fresche a dolce aque
          Ove le belle membra
          Pose colei the sola a me pay donna.

I wished to ascend to that part of the rock where Petrarch's house
stood.  I gazed on the remains with tears in my eyes, like Leo
Allatius at Homer's grave.  Sixteen years later I slept at Arqua,
where Petrarch died, and his house still remains.  The likeness
between the two situations was astonishing, for from Petrarch's
study at Arqua a rock can be seen similar to that which may be
viewed at Vaucluse; this was the residence of Madonna Laura.

"Let us go there," said I, "it is not far off."

I will not endeavour to delineate my feelings as I contemplated
the ruins of the house where dwelt the lady whom the amorous
Petrarch immortalised in his verse--verse made to move a heart of
stone:

          "Morte bella parea nel suo bel viso"

I threw myself with arms outstretched upon the ground as if I
would embrace the very stones.  I kissed them, I watered them with
my tears, I strove to breathe the holy breath they once contained.
I begged Madame Stuard's pardon for having left her arm to do
homage to the spirit of a woman who had quickened the profoundest
soul that ever lived.

I say soul advisedly, for after all the body and the senses had
nothing to do with the connection.

"Four hundred years have past and gone," said I to the statue of a
woman who gazed at me in astonishment, "since Laura de Sade walked
here; perhaps she was not as handsome as you, but she was lively,
kindly, polite, and good of heart.  May this air which she
breathed and which you breathe now kindle in you the spark of fire
divine; that fire that coursed through her veins, and made her
heart beat and her bosom swell.  Then you would win the worship of
all worthy men, and from none would you receive the least offence.
Gladness, madam, is the lot of the happy, and sadness the portion
of souls condemned to everlasting pains.  Be cheerful, then, and
you will do something to deserve your beauty."

The worthy Dolci was kindled by my enthusiasm.  He threw himself
upon me, and kissed me again and again; the fool Stuard laughed;
and his wife, who possibly thought me mad, did not evince the
slightest emotion.  She took my arm, and we walked slowly towards
the house of Messer Francesco d'Arezzo, where I spent a quarter of
an hour in cutting my name.  After that we had our dinner.

Dolci lavished more attention on the extraordinary woman than I
did.  Stuard did nothing but eat and drink, and despised the
Sorgue water, which, said he, would spoil the Hermitage; possibly
Petrarch may have been of the same opinion.  We drank deeply
without impairing our reason, but the lady was very temperate.
When we reached Avignon we bade her farewell, declining the
invitation of her foolish husband to come and rest in his rooms.

I took Dolci's arm and we walked beside the Rhone as the sun went
down.  Among other keen and witty observations the young man
said,--

"That woman is an old hand, infatuated with a sense of her own
merit.  I would bet that she has only left her own country because
her charms, from being too freely displayed, have ceased to please
there.  She must be sure of making her fortune out of anybody she
comes across.  I suspect that the fellow who passes for her
husband is a rascal, and that her pretended melancholy is put on
to drive a persistent lover to distraction.  She has not yet
succeeded in finding a dupe, but as she will no doubt try to catch
a rich man, it is not improbable that she is hovering over you.".

When a young man of Dolci's age reasons like that, he is bound to
become a great master.  I kissed him as I bade him good-night,
thanked him for his kindness, and we agreed that we would see more
of one another.

As I came back to my inn I was accosted by a fine-looking man of
middle age, who greeted me by name and asked with great politeness
if I had found Vaucluse as fine as I had expected.  I was
delighted to recognize the Marquis of Grimaldi, a Genoese, a
clever and good-natured man, with plenty of money, who always
lived at Venice because he was more at liberty to enjoy himself
there than in his native country; which shews that there is no
lack of freedom at Venice.

After I had answered his question I followed him into his room,
where having exhausted the subject of the fountain he asked me
what I thought of my fair companion.

"I did not find her satisfactory in all respects," I answered; and
noticing the reserve with which I spoke, he tried to remove it by
the following confession:

"There are some very pretty women in Genoa, but not one to compare
with her whom you took to Vaucluse to-day.  I sat opposite to her
at table yesterday evening, and I was struck with her perfect
beauty.  I offered her my arm up the stair; I told her that I was
sorry to see her so sad, and if I could do anything for her she
had only to speak.  You know I was aware she had no money.  Her
husband, real or pretended, thanked me for my offer, and after I
had wished them a good night I left them.

"An hour ago you left her and her husband at the door of their
apartment, and soon afterwards I took the liberty of calling.  She
welcomed me with a pretty bow, and her husband went out directly,
begging me to keep her company till his return.  The fair one made
no difficulty in sitting next to me on a couch, and this struck me
as a good omen, but when I took her hand she gently drew it away.
I then told, her, in as few words as I could, that her beauty had
made me in love with her, and that if she wanted a hundred louis
they were at her service, if she would drop her melancholy, and
behave in a manner suitable to the feelings with which she had
inspired me.  She only replied by a motion of the head, which
shewed gratitude, but also an absolute refusal of my offer.  'I am
going to-morrow,' said I.  No answer.  I took her hand again, and
she drew it back with an air of disdain which wounded me.  I
begged her to excuse me, and I left the room without more ado.

"That's an account of what happened an hour ago.  I am not amorous
of her, it was only a whim; but knowing, as I do, that she has no
money, her manner astonished me.  I fancied that you might have
placed her in a position to despise my offer, and this would
explain her conduct, in a measure; otherwise I can't understand it
at all.  May I ask you to tell me whether you are more fortunate
than I?"

I was enchanted with the frankness of this noble gentleman, and
did not hesitate to tell him all, and we laughed together at our
bad fortune: I had to promise to call on him at Genoa, and tell
him whatever happened between us during the two days I purposed to
remain at Avignon.  He asked me to sup with him and admire the
fair recalcitrant.

"She has had an excellent dinner," said I, "and in all probability
she will not have any supper."

"I bet she will," said the marquis; and he was right, which made
me see clearly that the woman was playing a part.  A certain Comte
de Bussi, who had just come, was placed next to her at table.  He
was a good-looking young man with a fatuous sense of his own
superiority, and he afforded us an amusing scene.

He was good-natured, a wit, and inclined to broad jokes, and his
manner towards women bordered on the impudent.  He had to leave at
midnight and began to make love to his fair neighbour forthwith,
and teased her in a thousand ways; but she remained as dumb as a
statue, while he did all the talking and laughing, not regarding
it within the bounds of possibility that she might be laughing at
him.

I looked at M. Grimaldi, who found it as difficult to keep his
countenance as I did.  The young roue was hurt at her silence, and
continued pestering her, giving her all the best pieces on his
plate after tasting them first.  The lady refused to take them,
and he tried to put them into her mouth, while she repulsed him in
a rage.  He saw that no one seemed inclined to take her part, and
determined to continue the assault, and taking her hand he kissed
it again and again.  She tried to draw it away, and as she rose he
put his arm round her waist and made her sit down on his knee; but
at this point the husband took her arm and led her out of the
room.  The attacking party looked rather taken aback for a moment
as he followed her with his eyes, but sat down again and began to
eat and laugh afresh, while everybody else kept a profound
silence.  He then turned to the footman behind his chair and asked
him if his sword was upstairs.  The footman said no, and then the
fatuous young man turned to an abbe who sat near me, and enquired
who had taken away his mistress:

"It was her husband," said the abbe.

"Her husband!  Oh, that's another thing; husbands don't fight--a
man of honour always apologises to them."

With that he got up, went upstairs, and came down again directly,
saying,--

"The husband's a fool.  He shut the door in my face, and told me
to satisfy my desires somewhere else.  It isn't worth the trouble
of stopping, but I wish I had made an end of it."

He then called for champagne, offered it vainly to everybody, bade
the company a polite farewell and went upon his way.

As M. Grimaldi escorted me to my room he asked me what I had
thought of the scene we had just witnessed.  I told him I would
not have stirred a finger, even if he had turned up her clothes.

"No more would I," said he, "but if she had accepted my hundred
louis it would have been different.  I am curious to know the
further history of this siren, and I rely upon you to tell me all
about it as you go through Genoa."

He went away at day-break next morning.

When I got up I received a note from the false Astrodi, asking me
if I expected her and her great chum to supper.  I had scarcely
replied in the affirmative, when the sham Duke of Courland I had
left at Grenoble appeared on the scene.  He confessed in a humble
voice that he was the son of clock-maker at Narva, that his
buckles were valueless, and that he had come to beg an alms of me.
I gave him four Louis, and he asked me to keep his secret.  I
replied that if anyone asked me about him that I should say what
was absolutely true, that I knew him nothing about him.  "Thank
you; I am now going to Marseilles."  "I hope you will have a
prosperous journey."  Later on my readers will hear.  how I found
him at Genoa.  It is a good thing to know something about people
of his kind, of whom there are far too many in the world.

I called up the landlord and told him I wanted a delicate supper
for three in my own room.

He told me that I should have it, and then said, "I have just had
a row with the Chevalier Stuard."

"What about?"

"Because he has nothing to pay me with, and I am going to turn
them out immediately, although the lady is in bed in convulsions
which are suffocating her."

"Take out your bill in her charms."

"Ah, I don't care for that sort of thing!  I am getting on in
life, and I don't want any more scenes to bring discredit on my
house."

"Go and tell her that from henceforth she and her husband will
dine and sup in their own room and that I will pay for them as
long as I remain here."

"You are very generous, sir, but you know that meals in a private
room are charged double."

"I know they are."

"Very good."

I shuddered at the idea of the woman being turned out of doors
without any resources but her body, by which she refused to
profit.  On the other hand I could not condemn the inn-keeper who,
like his fellows, was not troubled with much gallantry.  I had
yielded to an impulse of pity without any hopes of advantage for
myself.  Such were my thoughts when Stuard came to thank me,
begging me to come and see his wife and try and persuade her to
behave in a different manner.

"She will give me no answers, and you know that that sort of thing
is rather tedious."

"Come, she knows what you have done for her; she will talk to you,
for her feelings .  .  .  ."

"What business have you to talk about feelings after what happened
yesterday evening?"

"It was well for that gentleman that he went away at midnight,
otherwise I should have killed him this morning."

"My dear sir, allow me to tell you that all that is pure
braggadocio.  Yesterday, not to-day, was the time to kill him, or
to throw your plate at his head, at all events.  We will now go
and see your wife."

I found her in bed, her face to the wall, the coverlet right up to
her chin, and her body convulsed with sobs.  I tried to bring her
to reason, but as usual got no reply.  Stuard wanted to leave me,
but I told him that if he went out I would go too, as I could do
nothing to console her, as he might know after her refusing the
Marquis of Grimaldi's hundred louis for a smile and her hand to
kiss.

"A hundred Louis!" cried the fellow with a sturdy oath; "what
folly! We might have been at home at Liege by now.  A princess
allows one to kiss her hand for nothing, and she....  A hundred
Louis!  Oh, damnable!"

His exclamations, very natural under the circumstances, made me
feel inclined to laugh.  The poor devil swore by all his gods, and
I was about to leave the room, when all at once the wretched woman
was seized with true or false convulsions.  With one hand she
seized a water-bottle and sent it flying into the middle of the
room, and with the other she tore the clothes away from her
breast.  Stuard tried to hold her, but her disorder increased in
violence, and the coverlet was disarranged to such a degree that I
could see the most exquisite naked charms imaginable.  At last she
grew calm, and her eyes closed as if exhausted; she remained in
the most voluptuous position that desire itself could have
invented.  I began to get very excited.  How was I to look on such
beauties without desiring to possess them?  At this point her
wretched husband left the room, saying he was gone to fetch some
water.  I saw the snare, and my self-respect prevented my being
caught in it.  I had an idea that the whole scene had been
arranged with the intent that I should deliver myself up to brutal
pleasure, while the proud and foolish woman would be free to
disavow all participation in the fact.  I constrained myself, and
gently veiled what I would fain have revealed in all its naked
beauty.  I condemned to darkness these charms which this monster
of a woman only wished me to enjoy that I might be debased.

Stuard was long enough gone.  When he came back with the water-
bottle full, he was no doubt surprised to find me perfectly calm,
and in no disorder of any kind, and a few minutes afterwards I
went out to cool myself by the banks of the Rhone.

I walked along rapidly, feeling enraged with myself, for I felt
that the woman had bewitched me.  In vain I tried to bring myself
to reason; the more I walked the more excited I became, and I
determined that after what I had seen the only cure for my
disordered fancy was enjoyment, brutal or not.  I saw that I
should have to win her, not by an appeal to sentiment but by hard
cash, without caring what sacrifices I made.  I regretted my
conduct, which then struck me in the light of false delicacy, for
if I had satisfied my desires and she chose to turn prude, I might
have laughed her to scorn, and my position would have been
unassailable.  At last I determined on telling the husband that I
would give him twenty-five louis if he could obtain me an
interview in which I could satisfy my desires.

Full of this idea I went back to the inn, and had my dinner in my
own room without troubling to enquire after her.  Le Duc told me
that she was dining in her room too, and that the landlord had
told the company that she would not take her meals in public any
more.  This was information I possessed already.

After dinner I called on the good-natured Dolci, who introduced me
to his father, an excellent man, but not rich enough to satisfy
his son's desire of travelling.  The young man was possessed of
considerable dexterity, and performed a number of very clever
conjuring tricks.  He had an amiable nature, and seeing that I was
curious to know about his love affairs he told me numerous little
stories which shewed me that he was at that happy age when one's
inexperience is one's sole misfortune.

There was a rich lady for whom he did not care, as she wanted him
to give her that which he would be ashamed to give save for love,
and there was a girl who required him to treat her with respect.
I thought I could give him a piece of good advice, so I told him
to grant his favours to the rich woman, and to fail in respect now
and again to the girl, who would be sure to scold and then
forgive.  He was no profligate, and seemed rather inclined to
become a Protestant.  He amused himself innocently with his
friends of his own age, in a garden near Avignon, and a sister of
the gardener's wife was kind to him when they were alone.

In the evening I went back to the inn, and I had not long to wait
for the Astrodi and the Lepi (so the hunchbacked girl was named);
but when I saw these two caricatures of women I felt stupefied.  I
had expected them, of course, but the reality confounded me.  The
Astrodi tried to counterbalance her ugliness by an outrageous
freedom of manners; while the Lepi, who though a hunchback was
very talented and an excellent actress, was sure of exciting
desire by the rare beauty of her eyes and teeth, which latter
challenged admiration from her enormous mouth by their regularity
and whiteness.  The Astrodi rushed up to me and gave me an Italian
embrace, to which, willy nilly, I was obliged to submit.  The
quieter Lepi offered me her cheek, which I pretended to kiss.  I
saw that the Astrodi was in a fair way to become intolerable, so I
begged her to moderate her transports, because as a novice at
these parties I wanted to get accustomed to them by degrees.  She
promised that she would be very good.

While we were waiting for supper I asked her, for the sake of
something to say, whether she had found a lover at Avignon.

"Only the vice-legate's auditor," she replied; "and though he
makes me his pathic he is good-natured and generous.  I have
accustomed myself to his taste easily enough, though I should have
thought such a thing impossible a year ago, as I fancied the
exercise a harmful one, but I was wrong."

"So the auditor makes a boy of you?"

"Yes.  My sister would have adored him, as that sort of love is
her passion."

"But your sister has such fine haunches."

"So have I!  Look here, feel me."

"You are right; but wait a bit, it is too soon for that kind of
thing yet."

"We will be wanton after supper."

"I think you are wanton now," said the Lepi.

"Why?"

"Why?  Ought you to shew your person like that?"

"My dear girl, you will be shewing yourself soon.  When one is in
good company, one is in the golden age."

"I wonder at your telling everyone what sort of a connection you
have with the auditor," said I.

"Nonsense!  I don't tell everyone, but everyone tells me and
congratulates me too.  They know the worthy man never cared for
women, and it would be absurd to deny what everybody guesses.  I
used to be astonished at my sister, but the best plan in this
world is to be astonished at nothing.  But don't you like that?"

"No, I only like this."

As I spoke I laid hands on the Lepi, on the spot where one usually
finds what I called "this;" but the Astrodi, seeing that I found
nothing, burst into a roar of laughter, and taking my hand put it
just under her front hump, where at last I found what I wanted.
The
reader will guess my surprise.  The poor creature, too ashamed to
be prudish, laughed too.  My spirits also begin to rise, as I
thought of the pleasure I should get out of this new discovery
after supper.

"Have you never had a lover?" said I to the Lepi.

"No," said the Astrodi, "she is still a maid."

"No, I am not," replied the Lepi, in some confusion, "I had a
lover at Bordeaux, and another at Montpellier."

"Yes, I know, but you are still as you were born."

"I can't deny it."

"What's that?  Two lovers and still a maid!  I don't understand;
please tell me about it, for I have never heard of such a thing."

"Before I satisfied my first lover which happened when I was only
twelve, I was just the same as I am now."

"It's wonderful.  And what did he say when he saw it?"

"I swore that he was my first, and he believed me, putting it down
to the peculiar shape of my body."

"He was a man of spirit; but didn't he hurt you?"

"Not a bit; but then he was very gentle."

"You must have a try after supper," said the Astrodi to me, "that
would be fine fun."

"No, no," said the Lepi, "the gentleman would be too big for me."

"Nonsense!  You don't want to take in all of him.  I will show you
how it is."

With these words the impudent hussy proceeded to exhibit me, and I
let her do what she liked.

"That's just what I should have thought," cried the Lepi; "it
could never be done."

"Well, he is rather big," answered the Astrodi; "but there's a
cure for everything, and he will be content with half-measures."

"It's not the length, my dear, but the thickness which frightens
me; I am afraid the door is too narrow."

"All the better for you, for you can sell your maidenhead after
having had two lovers."

This conversation, not devoid of wit, and still more the
simplicity of the hunchback, had made me resolve to verify things
for myself.

Supper came up, and I had the pleasure of seeing the two nymphs
eat like starving savages, and drink still better.  When the
Hermitage had done its work the Astrodi proposed that we should
cast off the clothes which disfigure nature.

"Certainly," said I; "and I will turn away while you are getting
ready."

I went behind the curtains, took off my clothes, and went to bed
with my back to them.  At last the Astrodi told me that they were
ready, and when I looked the Lepi took up all my attention.  In
spite of her double deformity she was a handsome woman.  My
glances frightened her, for she was doubtless taking part in an
orgy for the first time.  I gave her courage, however, by dint of
praising those charms which the white and beautiful hands could
not hide, and at last I persuaded her to come and lie beside me.
Her hump prevented her lying on her back, but the ingenious
Astrodi doubled up the pillows and succeeded in placing her in a
position similar to that of a ship about to be launched.  It was
also by the tender care of the Astrodi that the introduction of
the knife was managed, to the great delight of priest and victim.
After the operation was over she got up and kissed me, which she
could not do before, for her mouth reached to the middle of my
chest, while my feet were scarcely down to her knees.  I would
have given ten louis to have been able to see the curious sight we
must have presented at work.

"Now comes my turn," said the Astrodi; "but I don't want you to
infringe on the rights of my auditor, so come and look round and
see where the path lies.  Take that."

"What am I to do with this slice of lemon?"

"I want you to try whether the place is free from infection, or
whether it would be dangerous for you to pay it a visit."

"Is that a sure method?"

"Infallible; if everything were not right I could not bear the
smart."

"There you are.  How's that?"

"All right; but don't deceive me, I want no half measures.  My
reputation would be made if I became with child."

I ask my reader's leave to draw a veil over some incidents of this
truly scandalous orgy, in which the ugly woman taught me some
things I did not know before.  At last, more tired than exhausted,
I told them to begone, but the Astrodi insisted on finishing up
with a bowl of punch.  I agreed, but not wishing to have anything
more to do with either of them I dressed myself again.  However,
the champagne punch excited them to such an extent that at last
they made me share their transports.  The Astrodi placed her
friend in such a singular position that the humps were no longer
visible, and imagining that I had before me the high priestess of
Jove, I paid her a long sacrifice, in which death and resurrection
followed one another in succession.  But I felt disgusted with
myself, and drew away from their lascivious frenzies, and gave
them ten Louis to get rid of them.  The Astrodi fell on her knees,
blessed me, thanked me, called me her god; and the Lepi wept and
laughed for joy at the same time; and thus for a quarter of an
hour I was treated to a scene of an extraordinary kind.

I had them taken home in my carriage, and slept till ten o'clock
next morning.  Just as I was going out for a walk Stuard came to
my room and told me, with an air of despair, that if I did not
give him the means of going away before I left he would throw
himself in the Rhine.

"That's rather tragic," said I, "but I can find a cure.  I will
disburse twenty-five Louis, but it is your wife who must receive
them; and the only condition is that she must receive me alone for
an hour, and be entirely kind."

"Sir, we need just that sum; my wife is disposed to receive you;
go and talk to her.  I shall not be in till noon."

I put twenty-five Louis in a pretty little purse, and left my room
thinking that the victory was won.  I entered her room and
approached her bed respectfully.  When she heard me she sat up in
bed without taking the trouble to cover her breast, and before I
could wish her good-day she spoke to me as follows:

"I am ready, sir, to pay with my body for the wretched twenty-five
Louis of which my husband is in need.  You can do what you like
with me; but remember that in taking advantage of my position to
assuage your brutal lust you are the viler of the two, for I only
sell myself so cheaply because necessity compels me to do so.
Your baseness is more shameful than mine.  Come on; here I am."

With this flattering address she threw off the coverlet with a
vigorous gesture, and displayed all her beauties, which I might
have gazed on with such different feelings from those which now
filled my breast.  For a moment I was silent with indignation.
All my passion had evaporated; in those voluptuous rounded limbs I
saw now only the covering of a wild beast's soul.  I put back the
coverlet with the greatest calmness, and addressed her in a tone
of cold contempt:

"No, madam, I shall not leave this room degraded because you have
told me so, but I shall leave it after imparting to you a few
degrading truths, of which you cannot be ignorant if you are a
woman of any decency whatever.  Here are twenty-five louis, a
wretched sum to give a virtuous woman in payment of her favours,
but much more than you deserve.  I am not brutal, and to convince
you of the fact I am going to leave you in the undisturbed
possession of your charms, which I despise as heartily as I should
have admired them if your behaviour had been different.  I only
give you the money from a feeling of compassion which I cannot
overcome, and which is the only feeling I now have for you.
Nevertheless, let me tell you that whether a woman sells herself
for twenty-five louis or twenty-five million louis she is as much
a prostitute in the one case as in the other, if she does not give
her love with herself, or at all events the semblance of love.
Farewell."

I went back to my room, and in course of time Stuard came to thank
me.

"Sir," said I, "let me alone; I wish to hear no more about your
wife."

They went away the next day for Lyons, and my readers will hear of
them again at Liege.

In the afternoon Dolci took me to his garden that I might see the
gardener's sister.  She was pretty, but not so pretty as he was.
He soon got her into a good humour, and after some trifling
objection she consented to be loved by him in my presence.  I saw
that this Adonis had been richly dowered by nature, and I told him
that with such a physical conformation he had no need of emptying
his father's purse to travel, and before long he took my advice.
This fair Ganymede might easily have turned me into Jove, as he
struggled amorously with the gardener's sister.

As I was going home I saw a young man coming out of a boat; he was
from twenty to twenty-five years old, and looked very sad.  Seeing
me looking at him, he accosted me, and humbly asked for alms,
shewing me a document authorizing him to beg, and a passport
stating he had left Madrid six weeks before.  He came from Parma,
and was named Costa.  When I saw Parma my national prejudice spoke
in his favour, and I asked him what misfortune had reduced him to
beggary.

"Only lack of money to return to my native country," said he.

"What were you doing at Madrid, and why did you leave?"

"I was there four years as valet to Dr. Pistoria, physician to the
King of Spain, but on my health failing I left him.  Here is a
certificate which will shew you that I gave satisfaction."

"What can you do?"

"I write a good hand, I can assist a gentleman as his secretary,
and I intend being a scribe when I get home.  Here are some verses
I copied yesterday."

"You write well; but can you write correctly without a book?"

"I can write from dictation in French, Latin, and Spanish."

"Correctly?"

"Yes, sir, if the dictation is done properly, for it is the
business of the one who dictates to see that everything is
correct."

I saw that Master Gaetan Costa was an ignoramus, but in spite of
that I took him to my room and told Le Duc to address him in
Spanish.  He answered well enough, but on my dictating to him in
Italian and French I found he had not the remotest ideas on
orthography.

"But you can't write," said I to him.  However, I saw he was
mortified at this, and I consoled him by saying that I would take
him to his own country at my expense.  He kissed my hand, and
assured me that I should find a faithful servant in him.

This young fellow took my fancy by his originality; he had
probably assumed it to distinguish himself from the blockheads
amongst whom he had hitherto lived, and now used it in perfect
good faith with everybody.  He thought that the art of a scribe
solely consisted in possessing a good hand, and that the fairest
writer would be the best scribe.  He said as much while he was
examining a paper I had written, and as my writing was not as
legible as his he tacitly told me I was his inferior, and that I
should therefore treat him with some degree of respect.  I laughed
at this fad, and, not thinking him incorrigible I took him into my
service.  If it had not been for that odd notion of his I should
probably have merely given him a louis, and no more.  He said that
spelling was of no consequence, as those who knew how to spell
could easily guess the words, while those who did not know were
unable to pick out the mistakes.  I laughed, but as I said nothing
he thought the laugh signified approval.  In the dictation I gave
him the Council of Trent happened to occur.  According to his
system he wrote Trent by a three and a nought.  I burst out
laughing; but he was not in the least put out, only remarking that
the pronunciation being the same it was of no consequence how the
word was spelt.  In point of fact this lad was a fool solely
through his intelligence, matched with ignorance and unbounded
self-confidence.  I was pleased with his originality and kept him,
and was thus the greater fool of the two, as the reader will see.

I left Avignon next day, and went straight to Marseilles, not
troubling to stop at Aix.  I halted at the "Treize Cantons,"
wishing to stay for a week at least in this ancient colony of the
Phocaeans, and to do as I liked there.  With this idea I took no
letter of introduction; I had plenty of money, and needed nobody's
help.  I told my landlord to give me a choice fish dinner in my
own room, as I was aware that the fish in those parts is better
than anywhere else.

I went out the next morning with a guide, to take me back to the
inn when I was tired of walking.  Not heeding where I went, I
reached a fine quay; I thought I was at Venice again, and I felt
my bosom swell, so deeply is the love of fatherland graven on the
heart of every good man.  I saw a number of stalls where Spanish
and Levantine wines were kept, and a number of people drinking in
them.  A crowd of business men went hither and thither, running up
against each other, crossing each other's paths, each occupied
with his own business, and not caring whose way he got into.
Hucksters, well dressed and ill dressed, women, pretty and plain,
women who stared boldly at everyone, modest maidens with downcast
eyes, such was the picture I saw.

The mixture of nationalities, the grave Turk and the glittering
Andalusian, the French dandy, the gross Negro, the crafty Greek,
the dull Hollander; everything reminded me of Venice, and I
enjoyed the scene.

I stopped a moment at a street corner to read a playbill, and then
I went back to the inn and refreshed my weary body with a
delicious dinner, washed down with choice Syracusan wine.  After
dinner I dressed and took a place in the amphitheatre of the
theatre.




CHAPTER III

Rosalie--Toulon--Nice--I Arrive at Genoa--M. Grimaldi--Veronique
and Her Sister


I noticed that the four principal boxes on both sides of the
proscenium were adorned with pretty women, but not a single
gentleman.  In the interval between the first and second acts I
saw gentlemen of all classes paying their devoirs to these ladies.
Suddenly I heard a Knight of Malta say to a girl, who was the sole
occupant of a box next to me,

"I will breakfast with you to-morrow."

This was enough for me.  I looked at her more closely and finding
her to be a dainty morsel I said, as soon as the knight had gone,-

"Will you give me my supper?"

"With pleasure; but I have been taken in so often that I shan't
expect you without an earnest."

"How can I give you an earnest?  I don't understand."

"You must be a new-comer here."

"Just arrived."

She laughed, called the knight, and said,--

"Be pleased to explain to this gentleman, who has just asked me
for supper, the meaning of the word 'earnest.'"

The good-natured knight explained, with a smile, that the lady,
fearing lest my memory should prove defective, wanted me to pay
for my supper in advance.  I thanked him, and asked her if a louis
would be enough; and on her replying in the affirmative, I gave
her the Louis and asked for her address.  The knight told me
politely that he would take me there himself after the theatre,
adding,--

"She's the wantonest wench in all Marseilles."

He then asked me if I knew the town, and when I told him that I
had only come that day he said he was glad to be the first to make
my acquaintance.  We went to the middle of, the amphitheatre and
he pointed out a score of girls to right and left, all of them
ready to treat the first comer to supper.  They are all on the
free list, and the manager finds they serve his ends as
respectable women will not sit in their boxes, and they draw
people to the theatre.  I noticed five or six of a better type
than the one I had engaged, but I resolved to stick to her for the
evening, and to make the acquaintance of the others another time.

"Is your favourite amongst them?" I said to the knight.

"No, I keep a ballet-girl, and I will introduce you to her, as I
am glad to say that I am free from all jealousy."

When the play came to an end he took me to my nymph's lodging, and
we parted with the understanding that we were to see more of one
another.

I found the lady in undress--a circumstance which went against
her, for what I saw did not please me.  She gave me a capital
supper, and enlivened me by some witty and wanton sallies which
made me regard her in a more favourable light.  When we had supper
she got into bed, and asked me to follow her example; but I told
her that I never slept out.  She then offered me the English
article which brings peace to the soul, but I did not accept the
one she offered as I thought it looked of a common make.

"I have finer ones, but they are three francs each, and the maker
only sells them by the dozen," she said.  "I will take a dozen if
they are really good," I replied.

She rang the bell, and a young, charming, and modest-looking girl
came in.  I was struck with her.

"You have got a nice maid," I remarked, when the girl had gone for
the protective sheaths.

"She is only fifteen," she said, "and won't do anything, as she is
new to it."

"Will you allow me to see for myself?"

"You may ask her if you like, but I don't think she will consent."

The girl came back with the packet, and putting myself in a proper
position I told her to try one on.  She proceeded to do so with a
sulky air and with a kind of repugnance which made me feel
interested in her.  Number one would not go on, so she had to try
on a second, and the result was that I besprinkled her
plentifully.  The mistress laughed, but she was indignant, threw
the whole packet in my face, and ran away in a rage.  I wanted
nothing more after this, so I put the packet in my pocket, gave
the woman two Louis, and left the room.  The girl I had treated so
cavalierly came to light me downstairs, and thinking I owed her an
apology I gave her a Louis and begged her pardon.  The poor girl
was astonished, kissed my hand, and begged me to say nothing to
her mistress.

"I will not, my dear, but tell me truly whether you are still a
'virgo intacta'."

"Certainly, sir!"

"Wonderful!  but tell me why you wouldn't let me see for myself?"

"Because it revolted me."

"Nevertheless you will have to do so, for otherwise, in spite of
your prettiness, people will not know what to make of you.  Would
you like to let me try?"

"Yes, but not in this horrible house."

"Where, then?"

"Go to my mother's to-morrow, I will be there.  Your guide knows
where she lives."

When I got outside, I asked the man if he knew her.  He replied in
the affirmative, and said he believed her to be an honest girl.

"You will take me to-morrow to see her mother," I said.

Next morning he took me to the end of the town, to a poor house,
where I found a poor woman and poor children living on the ground
floor, and eating hard black bread.

"What do you want?" said she.

"Is you daughter here?"

"No, and what if she were?  I am not her bawd."

"No, of course not, my good woman."

Just then the girl came in, and the enraged mother flung an old
pot which came handy, at her head.  Luckily it missed, but she
would not have escaped her mother's talons if I had not flung
myself between them.  However, the old woman set up a dismal
shriek, the children imitated her, and the poor girl began to cry.
This hubbub made my man come in.

"You hussy!" screamed the mother, "you are bringing disgrace on
me; get out of my house.  You are no longer my daughter!"

I was in a difficult position.  The man begged her not to make
such a noise, as it would draw all the neighbours about the house;
but the enraged woman answered only by abuse.  I drew six francs
from my pocket and gave them to her, but she flung them in my
face.  At last I went out with the daughter, whose hair she
attempted to pull out by the roots, which project was defeated by
the aid of my man.  As soon as we got outside, the mob which the
uproar had attracted hooted me and followed me, and no doubt I
should have been torn to pieces if I had not escaped into a
church, which I left by another door a quarter of an hour later.
My fright saved me, for I knew the ferocity of the Provencals, and
I took care not to reply a word to the storm of abuse which poured
on me.  I believe that I was never in greater danger than on that
day.

Before I got back to my inn I was rejoined by the servant and the
girl.

"How could you lead me into such a dangerous position?" said I.
"You must have known your mother was savage."

"I hoped she would behave respectfully to you."

"Be calm; don't weep any more.  Tell me how I can serve you."

"Rather than return to that horrible house I was in yesterday I
would throw myself into the sea."

"Do you know of any respectable house where I can keep her?" said
I to the man.

He told me he did know a respectable individual who let furnished
apartments.

"Take me to it, then."

The man was of an advanced age, and he had rooms to let on all the
floors.

"I only want a little nook," said the girl; and the old man took
us to the highest story, and opened the door of a garret, saying,-

"This closet is six francs a month, a month's rent to be paid in
advance, and I may tell you that my door is always shut at ten
o'clock, and that nobody can come and pass the night with you."

The room held a bed with coarse sheets, two chairs, a little
table, and a chest of drawers.

"How much will you board this young woman for?" said I.

He asked twenty sous, and two sous for the maid who would bring
her meals and do her room.

"That will do," said the girl, and she paid the month's rent and
the day's board.  I left her telling her I would come back again.

As I went down the stairs I asked the old man to shew me a room
for myself.  He skewed me a very nice one at a Louis a month, and
I paid in advance.  He then gave me a latch-key, that I might go
and come when I liked.

"If you wish to board here," said he, "I think I could give
satisfaction."

Having done this good work, I had my dinner by myself, and then
went to a coffee-house where I found the amiable Knight of Malta
who was playing.  He left the game as soon as he saw me, put the
fistfull of gold he had won into his pocket, accosted me with the
politeness natural to a Frenchman, and asked me how I had liked
the lady who had given me my supper.  I told him what had
happened, at which he laughed, and asked me to come and see his
ballet-girl.  We found her under the hairdresser's hands, and she
received me with the playful familiarity with which one greets an
old acquaintance.  I did not think much of her, but I pretended to
be immensely struck, with the idea of pleasing the good-natured
knight.

When the hairdresser left her, it was time for her to get ready
for the theatre, and she dressed herself, without caring who was
present.  The knight helped her to change her chemise, which she
allowed him to do as a matter of course, though indeed she begged
me to excuse her.

As I owed her a compliment, I could think of nothing better than
to tell her that though she had not offended me she had made me
feel very uncomfortable.

"I don't believe you," said she.

"It's true all the same."

She came up to me to verify the fact, and finding I had deceived
her, she said half crossly,

"You are a bad fellow."

The women of Marseilles are undoubtedly the most profligate in
France.  They not only pride themselves on never refusing, but
also on being the first to propose.  This girl skewed me a
repeater, for which she had got up a lottery at twelve francs a
ticket.  She had ten tickets left; I took them all, and so
delighted was she to touch my five Louis that she came and kissed
me, and told the knight that her unfaithfulness to him rested only
with me.

"I am charmed to hear it," said the Maltese.  He asked me to sup
with her, and I accepted the invitation, but the sole pleasure I
had was looking at the knight at work.  He was far inferior to
Dolci!

I wished them good night, and went to the house where I had placed
the poor girl.  The maid skewed me to my room, and I asked her if
I might go to the garret.  She took the light, I followed her up,
and Rosalie, as the poor girl was named, heard my voice and opened
the door.  I told the maid to wait for me in my room, and I went
in and sat down on the bed.

"Are you contented, dear?" I said.

"I am quite happy."

"Then I hope you will be kind, and find room for me in your bed."

"You may come if you like, but I must tell you that you will not
find me a maid, as I have had one lover."

"You told me a lie, then?"

"Forgive me, I could not guess you would be my lover."

"I forgive you willingly; all the more so as I am no great
stickler for maidenheads."

She was as gentle as a lamb, and allowed me to gaze on all those
charms of which my hands and my lips disputed the possession; and
the notion that I was master of all these treasures put fire in
all my veins, but her submissive air distressed me.

"How is it you do not partake my desires?" said I.

"I dare not, lest you take me for a pretender."

Artifice or studied coquetry might have prompted such an answer,
but the real timidity and the frankness with which these words
were uttered could not have been assumed.  Impatient to gain
possession of her I took off my clothes, and on getting into bed
to her I was astonished to find her a maid.

"Why did you tell me you had a lover?" said I.  "I never heard of
a girl telling a lie of that sort before."

"All the same I did not tell a lie, but I am very glad that I seem
as if I had done so."

"Tell me all about it."

"Certainly I will, for I want to win your confidence.  This is
the story:

"Two years ago my mother, though she was hot-tempered, still loved
me.  I was a needle-woman, and earned from twenty to thirty sous a
day.  Whatever I earned I gave my mother.  I had never had a
lover, never thought of such a thing, and when my goodness was
praised I felt inclined to laugh.  I had been brought up from a
child never to look at young men when I met them in the street,
and never to reply to them when they addressed any impudence to
me.

"Two months ago a fine enough looking young man, a native of
Genoa, and a merchant in a small way, came to my mother to get her
to wash some very fine cotton stockings which the sea-water had
stained.  When he saw me he was very complimentary, but in an
honest way.  I liked him, and, no doubt seeing it, he came and
came again every evening.  My mother was always present at our
interviews, and he looked at me and talked to me, but did not so
much as ask to kiss my hand.  My mother was very pleased to notice
that the young man liked me, and often scolded me because I was
not polite enough to him.  In time he had to go to Genoa in a
small ship which belonged to him, and which was laden with goods.
He assured us that he would return again the next spring and
declare his intentions.  He said he hoped he should find me as
good as ever, and still without any lover.  This was enough; my
mother looked upon him as my betrothed, and let us talk together
at the door till midnight.  When he went I would shut the door and
lie down beside my mother, who was always asleep.

"Four or five days before his departure, he took my arm and got me
to go with him to a place about fifty paces from the house to
drink a glass of Muscat at a Greek's, who kept his tavern open all
night.  We were only away for half an hour, and then it was that
he first kissed me.  When I got home I found my mother awake, and
told her all; it seemed so harmless to me.

"Next day, excited by the recollection of what had happened the
night before, I went with him again, and love began to gain
ground.  We indulged in caresses which were no longer innocent, as
we well knew.  However, we forgave each other, as we had abstained
from the chief liberty.

"The day after, my lover--as he had to journey in the night--took
leave of my mother, and as soon as she was in bed I was not longer
in granting what I desired as much as he.  We went to the Greek's,
ate and drank, and our heated senses gained love's cause; we
forgot our duty, and fancied our misdemeanour a triumph.

"Afterwards we fell asleep, and when we awoke we saw our fault in
the clear, cold light of day.  We parted sorrowful rather than
rejoicing, and the reception my mother gave me was like that you
witnessed this morning.  I assured her that marriage would take
away the shame of my sin, and with this she took up a stick and
would have done for me, if I had not taken to my heels, more from
instinct than from any idea of what I was doing.

"Once in the street I knew not where to turn, and taking refuge in
a church I stayed there like one in a dream till noon.  Think of
my position.  I was hungry, I had no refuge, nothing but the
clothes I wore, nothing that would get me a morsel of bread.  A
woman accosted me in the street.  I knew her and I also knew that
she kept a servants' agency.  I asked her forthwith if she could
get me a place.

"'I had enquiries about a maid this morning,' said she, 'but it is
for a gay woman, and you are pretty.  You would have a good deal
of difficulty in remaining virtuous.'

"'I can keep off the infection,' I answered, 'and in the position
I am in I cannot pick and choose.'

"She thereupon took me to the lady, who was delighted to see me,
and still more delighted when I told her that I had never had
anything to do with a man.  I have repented of this lie bitterly
enough, for in the week I spent at that profligate woman's house I
have had to endure the most humiliating insults that an honest
girl ever suffered.  No sooner did the men who came to the house
hear that I was a maid than they longed to slake their brutal lust
upon me, offering me gold if I would submit to their caresses.  I
refused and was reviled, but that was not all.  Five or six times
every day I was obliged to remain a witness of the disgusting
scenes enacted between my mistress and her customers, who, when I
was compelled to light them about the house at night, overwhelmed
me with insults, because I would not do them a disgusting service
for a twelve-sous piece.  I could not bear this sort of life much
longer, and I was thinking of drowning myself.  When you came you
treated me so ignominiously that my resolve to die was
strengthened, but you were so kind and polite as you went away
that I fell in love with you directly, thinking that Providence
must have sent you to snatch me away from the abyss.  I thought
your fine presence might calm my mother and persuade her to take
me back till my lover came to marry me.  I was undeceived, and I
saw that she took me for a prostitute.  Now, if you like, I am
altogether yours, and I renounce my lover of whom I am no longer
worthy.  Take me as your maid, I will love you and you only; I
will submit myself to you and do whatever you bid me."

Whether it were weakness or virtue on my part, this tale of woe
and a mother's too great severity drew tears from my eyes, and
when she saw my emotion she wept profusely, for her heart was in
need of some relief.

"I think, my poor Rosalie, you have only one chemise."

"Alas! that is all."

Comfort yourself, my dear; all your wants shall be supplied
tomorrow, and in the evening you shall sup with me in my room on
the second floor.  I will take care of you."

"You pity me, then?"

"I fancy there is more love than pity in it."

"Would to God it were so!"

This "would to God," which came from the very depths of her soul,
sent me away in a merry mood.  The servant who had been waiting
for me for two hours, and was looking rather glum, relaxed when
she saw the colour of a crown which I gave her by way of
atonement.

"Tell your master," said I, "that Rosalie will sup with me to-
morrow; let us have a fasting dinner, but let it be a good one."

I returned to my inn quite in love with Rosalie, and I
congratulated myself on having at last heard a true tale from a
pretty mouth.  She appeared to me so well disposed that her small
failing seemed to make her shine the more.  I resolved never to
abandon her, and I did so in all sincerity; was I not in love?

After I had had my chocolate next morning I went out with a guide
to the shops, where I got the necessary articles, paying a good
but not an excessive price.  Rosalie was only fifteen, but with
her figure, her well-formed breasts, and her rounded arms, she
would have been taken for twenty.  Her shape was so imprinted on
my brain that everything I got for her fitted as if she had been
measured for it.  This shopping took up all the morning, and in
the afternoon the man took her a small trunk containing two
dresses, chemises, petticoats, handkerchiefs, stockings, gloves,
caps, a pair of slippers, a fan, a work-bag, and a mantle.  I was
pleased at giving her such a delightful surprise, and I longed for
suppertime that I might enjoy the sight of her pleasure.

The Knight of Malta came to dine with me without ceremony, and I
was charmed to see him.  After we had dined he persuaded me to go
to the theatre, as in consequence of the suspense of the
subscription arrangements the boxes would be filled with all the
quality in Marseilles.

"There will be no loose women in the amphitheatre," said he, "as
everybody has to pay."

That decided me and I went.  He presented me to a lady with an
excellent connection, who asked me to come and see her.  I excused
myself on the plea that I was leaving so shortly.  Nevertheless
she was very useful to me on my second visit to Marseilles.  Her
name was Madame Audibert.

I did not wait for the play to end, but went where love called me.
I had a delightful surprise when I saw Rosalie; I should not have
known her.  But I cannot resist the pleasure of recalling her
picture as she stood before me then, despite the years that have
rolled by since that happy moment.

Rosalie was an enticing-looking brunette, above the middle height.
Her face was a perfect oval, and exquisitely proportioned.  Two
fine black eyes shed a soft and ravishing light around.  Her
eyebrows were arched, and she had a wealth of hair, black and
shining as ebony; her skin was while and lightly tinged with
colour.  On her chin was a dimple, and her slightest smile
summoned into being two other dimples, one on each cheek.  Her
mouth was small, disclosing two rows of fairest orient pearls, and
from her red lips flowed forth an indefinable sweetness.  The
lower lip projected ever so lightly, and seemed designed to hold a
kiss.  I have spoken of her arms, her breast, and her figure,
which left nothing to be desired, but I must add to this catalogue
of her charms, that her hand was exquisitely shaped, and that her
foot was the smallest I have ever seen.  As to her other beauties,
I will content myself with saying that they were in harmony with
those I have described.

To see her at her best, one had to see her smiling; and hitherto
she had been sad or vexed--states of mind which detract from a
woman's appearance.  But now sadness was gone, and gratitude and
pleasure had taken its place.  I examined her closely, and felt
proud, as I saw what a transformation I had effected; but I
concealed my surprise, lest she should think I had formed an
unfavourable impression of her.  I proceeded, therefore, to tell
her that I should expose myself to ridicule if I attempted to keep
a beauty like herself for a servant.

"You shall be my mistress," I said, "and my servants shall respect
you as if you were my wife."

At this Rosalie, as if I had given her another being, began to try
and express her gratitude for what I had done.  Her words, which
passion made confused, increased my joy; here was no art nor
deceit, but simple nature.

There was no mirror in her garret, so she had dressed by her sense
of touch, and I could see that she was afraid to stand up and look
at herself in the mirror in my room.  I knew the weak spot in all
women's hearts (which men are very wrong in considering as matter
for reproach), and I encouraged her to admire herself, whereupon
she could not restrain a smile of satisfaction.

"I think I must be in disguise," said she, "for I have never seen
myself so decked out before."

She praised the tasteful simplicity of the dress I had chosen, but
was vexed at the thought that her mother would still be
displeased.

"Think no more of your mother, dearest one.  You look like a lady
of quality, and I shall be quite proud when the people at Genoa
ask me if you are my daughter."

"At Genoa?"

"Yes, at Genoa.  Why do you blush?"

"From surprise; perhaps I may see there one whom I have not yet
forgotten."

"Would you like to stay here better?"

"No, no!  Love me and be sure that I love you and for your own
sake, not from any thought of my own interests."

"You are moved, my angel; let me wipe away your tears with
kisses."

She fell into my arms, and she relieved the various feelings of
which her heart was full by weeping for some time.  I did not try
to console her, for she had not grief; she wept as tender souls,
and women, more especially, often will.  We had a delicious supper
to which I did honour for two, for she ate nothing.  I asked her
if she was so unfortunate as not to care for good food.

"I have as good an appetite as anyone," she replied, "and an
excellent digestion.  You shall see for yourself when I grow more
accustomed to my sudden happiness."

"At least you can drink; this wine is admirable.  If you prefer
Greek muscat I will send for some.  It will remind you of your
lover."

"If you love me at all, I beg you will spare me that
mortification."

"You shall have no more mortification from me, I promise you.  It
was only a joke, and I beg your pardon for it."

"As I look upon you I feel in despair at not having known you
first."

"That feeling of yours, which wells forth from the depths of your
open soul, is grand.  You are beautiful and good, for you only
yielded to the voice of love with the prospect of becoming his
wife; and when I think what you are to me I am in despair at not
being sure you love me.  An evil genius whispers in my ear that
you only bear with me because I had the happiness of helping you."

"Indeed, that is an evil genius.  To be sure, if I had met you in
the street I should not have fallen head over ears in love with
you, like a wanton, but you would certainly have pleased me.  I am
sure I love you, and not for what you have done for me; for if I
were rich and you were poor, I would do anything in the world for
you.  But I don't want it to be like that, for I had rather be
your debtor than for you to be mine.  These are my real feelings,
and you can guess the rest."

We were still talking on the same subject when midnight struck,
and my old landlord came and asked me if I were pleased.

"I must thank you," I replied, "I am delighted.  Who cooked this
delicious supper?"

"My daughter."

"She understands her craft; tell her I thought it excellent."

"Yes, sir, but it is dear."

"Not too dear for me.  You shall be pleased with me as I with you,
and take care to have as good a supper to-morrow evening, as I
hope the lady will be well enough to do justice to the products of
your daughter's culinary skill."

"Bed is a capital place to get an appetite.  Ah! it is sixty years
since I have had anything to do with that sort of thing.  What are
you laughing at, mademoiselle?"

"At the delight with which you must recollect it."

"You are right, it is a pleasant recollection; and thus I am
always ready to forgive young folks the peccadilloes that love
makes them commit."

"You are a wise old man," said I, "everyone should sympathise with
the tenderest of all our mortal follies."

"If the old man is wise," said Rosalie, when he had left the room,
"my mother must be very foolish."

"Would you like me to take you to the play to-morrow?"

"Pray do not.  I will come if you like, but it will vex me very
much.  I don't want to walk out with you or to go to the theatre
with you here.  Good heavens!  What would people say.  No,
neither at Marseilles; but elsewhere, anything you please and with
all my heart."

"Very good, my dear, just as you please.  But look at your room;
no more garret for you; and in three days we will start."

"So soon?"

"Yes; tell me to-morrow what you require for the journey, for I
don't want you to lack for anything, and if you leave it all to me
I might forget something which would vex me."

"Well, I should like another cloak, a cloak with a lining, some
boots, a night-cap, and a prayer-book."

"You know how to read, do you?"

"Certainly; and I can write fairly well."

"I am glad to hear it.  Your asking me so freely for what you want
is a true proof of your love; where confidence dwells not there is
no love.  I will not forget anything, but your feet are so small
that I should advise you to get your boots yourself."

Our talk was so pleasant, and I experienced such delight in
studying her disposition, that we did not go to bed till five
o'clock.  In the arms of love and sleep we spent seven delicious
hours, and when we rose at noon we were fast lovers.  She called
me thou, talked of love and not of gratitude, and, grown more
familiar with her new estate, laughed at her troubles.  She kissed
me at every opportunity, called me her darling boy, her joy, and
as the present moment is the only real thing in this life, I
enjoyed her love, I was pleased with her caresses, and put away
all ideas of the dreadful future, which has only one certainty--
death, 'ultima linea rerum'.

The second night was far sweeter than the first; she had made a
good supper, and drunk well, though moderately; thus she was
disposed to refine on her pleasure, and to deliver herself with
greater ardour to all the voluptuous enjoyments which love
inspires.

I gave her a pretty watch and a gold shuttle for her to amuse
herself with.

"I wanted it," said she, "but I should never have dared to ask for
it."

I told her that this fear of my displeasure made me doubt once
more whether she really loved me.  She threw herself into my arms,
and promised that henceforth she would shew me the utmost
confidence.

I was pleased to educate this young girl, and I felt that when her
mind had been developed she would be perfect.

On the fourth day I warned her to hold herself in readiness to
start at a moment's notice.  I had said nothing about my plans to
Costa or Le Duc, but Rosalie knew that I had two servants, and I
told her that I should often make them talk on the journey for the
sake of the laughter their folly would afford me.

"You, my dear," I had said to her, "must be very reserved with
them, and not allow them to take the slightest liberty.  Give them
your orders as a mistress, but without pride, and you will be
obeyed and respected.  If they forget themselves in the slightest
particular, tell me at once."

I started from the hotel of the "Treize Cantons" with four post-
horses, Le Duc and Costa sitting on the coachman's seat.  The
guide, whom I had paid well for his services, took us to Rosalie's
door.  I got out of the carriage, and after thanking the kindly
old landlord, who was sorry to lose so good a boarder, I made her
get in, sat down beside her, and ordered the postillions to go to
Toulon, as I wished to see that fine port before returning to
Italy.  We got to Toulon at five o'clock.

My Rosalie behaved herself at supper like the mistress of a house
accustomed to the best society.  I noticed that Le Duc as head man
made Costa wait upon her, but I got over him by telling my
sweetheart that he would have the honour of doing her hair, as he
could do it as well as the best barber in Paris.  He swallowed the
golden pill, and gave in with a good grace, and said, with a
profound bow, that he hoped to give madam satisfaction.

We went out next morning to see the port, and were shewn over the
place by the commandant, whose acquaintance we made by a lucky
chance.  He offered his arm to Rosalie, and treated her with the
consideration she deserved for her appearance and the good sense
of her questions.  The commandant accepted my invitation to
dinner, at which Rosalie spoke to the point though not to excess,
and received the polite compliments of our worthy guest with much
grace.  In the afternoon he took us over the arsenal, and after
having him to dinner could not refuse his invitation to supper.
There was no difficulty about Rosalie; the commandant introduced
her immediately to his wife, his daughter, and his son.  I was
delighted to see that her manner with ladies even surpassed her
manner with gentlemen.  She was one of Nature's own ladies.  The
commandant's wife and daughter caressed her again and again, and
she received their attentions with that modest sensibility which
is the seal of a good education.

They asked me to dinner the next day, but I was satisfied with
what I had seen, so I took leave, intending to start on the
morrow.

When we got back to the inn I told her how pleased I was with her,
and she threw her arms round my neck for joy.

"I am always afraid," said she, "of being asked who I am."

"You needn't be afraid, dearest; in France no gentleman or lady
would think of asking such a question."

"But if they did, what ought I to do?"

"You should make use of an evasion."

"What's an evasion?"

"A way of escaping from a difficulty without satisfying
impertinent curiosity."

"Give me an example."

"Well, if such a question were asked you, you might say, 'You had
better ask this gentleman.'"

"I see, the question is avoided; but is not that impolite?"

"Yes; but not so impolite as to ask an embarrassing question."

"And what would you say if the question was passed on to you?"

"Well, my answer would vary in a ratio with the respect in which I
held the questioner.  I would not tell the truth, but I should say
something.  And I am glad to see you attentive to my lessons.
Always ask questions, and you will always find me ready to answer,
for I want to teach you.  And now let us to bed; we have to start
for Antibes at an early hour, and love will reward you for the
pleasure you have given me to-day."

At Antibes I hired a felucca to take me to Genoa, and as I
intended to return by the same route I had my carriage warehoused
for a small monthly payment.  We started early with a good wind,
but the sea becoming rough, and Rosalie being mortally afraid, I
had the felucca rowed into Villafranca, where I engaged a carriage
to take me to Nice.  The weather kept us back for three days, and
I felt obliged to call on the commandant, an old officer named
Peterson.

He gave me an excellent reception, and after the usual compliments
had passed, said,--

"Do you know a Russian who calls himself Charles Ivanoff?"

"I saw him once at Grenoble."

"It is said that he has escaped from Siberia, and that he is the
younger son of the Duke of Courland."

"So I have heard, but I know no proof of his claim to the title."

"He is at Genoa, where it is said a banker is to give him twenty
thousand crowns.  In spite of that, no one would give him a sou
here, so I sent him to Genoa at my own expense, to rid the place
of him."

I felt very glad that the Russian had gone away before my arrival.
An officer named Ramini, who was staying at the same inn as
myself, asked if I would mind taking charge of a packet which
M. de St.  Pierre, the Spanish consul, had to send to the Marquis
Grimaldi, at Genoa.  It was the nobleman I had just seen at Avignon,
and I was pleased to execute the commission.  The same officer
asked me whether I had ever seen a certain Madame Stuard.

"She came here a fortnight ago with a man who calls himself her
husband.  The poor devils hadn't a penny, and she, a great beauty,
enchanted everybody, but would give no one a smile or a word."

"I have both seen and know her," I answered.  "I furnished her
with the means to come here.  How could she leave Nice without any
money?"

"That's just what no one can understand.  She went off in a
carriage, and the landlord's bill was paid.  I was interested in
the woman.  The Marquis Grimaldi told me that she had refused a
hundred louis he offered her, and that a Venetian of his
acquaintance had fared just as badly.  Perhaps that is you?"

"It is, and I gave her some money despite my treatment."

M. Peterson came to see me, and was enchanted with Rosalie's
amiable manner.  This was another conquest for her, and I duly
complimented her upon it.

Nice is a terribly dull place, and strangers are tormented by the
midges, who prefer them to the inhabitants.  However, I amused
myself at a small bank at faro, which was held at a coffee-house,
and at which Rosalie, whose play I directed, won a score of
Piedmontese pistoles.  She put her little earnings into a purse,
and told me she liked to have some money of her own.  I scolded
her for not having told me so before, and reminded her of her
promise.

"I don't really want it," said she, "it's only my
thoughtlessness."

We soon made up our little quarrel.

In such ways did I make this girl my own, in the hope that for the
remnant of my days she would be mine, and so I should not be
forced to fly from one lady to another.  But inexorable fate
ordained it otherwise.

The weather grew fine again, and we got on board once more, and
the next day arrived at Genoa, which I had never seen before.  I
put up at "St. Martin's Inn," and for decency's sake took two
rooms, but they were adjoining one another.  The following day I
sent the packet to M. Grimaldi, and a little later I left my card
at his palace.

My guide took me to a linen-draper's, and I bought some stuff for
Rosalie, who was in want of linen.  She was very pleased with it.

We were still at table when the Marquis Grimaldi was announced; he
kissed me and thanked me for bringing the parcel.  His next remark
referred to Madame Stuard.  I told him what had happened, and he
laughed, saying that he was not quite sure what he would have done
under the circumstances.

I saw him looking at Rosalie attentively, and I told him she was
as good as she was beautiful.

"I want to find her a maid," I said, "a good seamstress, who could
go out with her, and above all who could talk Italian to her, for
I want her to learn the language that I may take her into society
at Florence, Rome and Naples."

"Don't deprive Genoa of the pleasure of entertaining her," said
the marquis.  "I will introduce her under whatever name she
pleases, and in my own house to begin with."

"She has good reasons for preserving her incognito here."

"Ah, I see!--Do you think of staying here long?"

"A month, or thereabouts, and our pleasures will be limited to
seeing the town and its surroundings and going to the theatre.  We
shall also enjoy the pleasures of the table.  I hope to eat
champignons every day, they are better here than anywhere else"

"An excellent plan.  I couldn't suggest a better.  I am going to
see what I can do in the way of getting you a maid, mademoiselle."

"You sir?  How can I deserve such great kindness?"

"My interest in you is the greater, as I think you come from
Marseilles."

Rosalie blushed.  She was not aware that she lisped, and that this
betrayed her.  I extricated her from her confusion by telling the
marquis his conjecture was well founded.

I asked him how I could get the Journal de Savans, the Mercure de
France, and other papers of the same description.  He promised to
send me a man who would get me all that kind of thing.  He added
that if I would allow him to send me some of his excellent
chocolate he would come and breakfast with us.  I said that both
gift and guest were vastly agreeable to me.

As soon as he had gone Rosalie asked me to take her to a
milliner's.

"I want ribbons and other little things," said she, "but I should
like to bargain for them and pay for them out of my own money,
without your having anything to do with it."

"Do whatever you like, my dear, and afterwards we will go to the
play."

The milliner to whom we went proved to be a Frenchwoman.  It was a
charming sight to see Rosalie shopping.  She put on an important
air, seemed to know all about it, ordered bonnets in the latest
fashion, bargained, and contrived to spend five or six louis with
great grandeur.  As we left the shop I told her that I had been
taken for her footman, and I meant to be revenged.  So saying, I
made her come into a jeweller's, where I bought her a necklace,
ear-rings, and brooches in imitation diamonds, and without letting
her say a word I paid the price and left the shop.

"You have bought me some beautiful things," said she, "but you are
too lavish with your money; if you had bargained you might have
saved four louis at least."

"Very likely, dearest, but I never was any hand at a bargain."

I took her to the play, but as she did not understand the language
she got dreadfully tired, and asked me to take her home at the end
of the first act, which I did very willingly.  When we got in I
found a box waiting for me from M. Grimaldi.  It proved to contain
twenty-four pounds of chocolate.  Costa, who had boasted of his
skill in making chocolate in the Spanish fashion, received orders
to make us three cups in the morning.

At nine o'clock the marquis arrived with a tradesman, who sold me
some beautiful oriental materials.  I gave them to Rosalie to make
two 'mezzaro' for herself.  The 'mezzaro' is a kind of hooded
cloak worn by the Genoese women, as the 'cendal' is worn at
Venice, and the 'mantilla' at Madrid.

I thanked M. Grimaldi for the chocolate, which was excellent;
Costa was quite proud of the praise the marquis gave him.  Le Duc
came in to announce a woman, whose name I did not know.

"It's the mother of the maid I have engaged," said M. Grimaldi.

She came in, and I saw before me a well-dressed woman, followed by
a girl from twenty to twenty-four years old, who pleased me at the
first glance.  The mother thanked the marquis, and presented her
daughter to Rosalie, enumerating her good qualities, and telling
her that she would serve her well, and walk with her when she
wished to go out.

"My daughter," she added, "speaks French, and you will find her a
good, faithful, and obliging girl."

She ended by saying that her daughter had been in service lately
with a lady, and that she would be obliged if she could have her
meals by herself.

The girl was named Veronique.  Rosalie told her that she was a
good girl, and that the only way to be respected was to be
respectable.  Veronique kissed her hand, the mother went away, and
Rosalie took the girl into her room to begin her work.

I did not forget to thank the marquis, for he had evidently chosen
a maid more with a view to my likings than to those of my
sweetheart.  I told him that I should not fail to call on him, and
he replied that he would be happy to see me at any hour, and that
I should easily find him at his casino at St. Pierre d'Arena,
where he often spent the night.



End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of MEMOIRES OF JACQUES CASANOVA
ADVENTURES IN THE SOUTH, Vol. 4a, DEPART SWITZERLAND
by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt






MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
ADVENTURES IN THE SOUTH, Volume 4b--RETURN TO ITALY


THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR
MACHEN TO WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED
BY ARTHUR SYMONS.




RETURN TO ITALY

GENOA--TUSCANY--ROME




CHAPTER IV

The Play--The Russian--Petri--Rosalie at the Convent


When the marquis had gone, seeing Rosalie engaged with Veronique,
I set myself to translate the 'Ecossaise' for the actors at Genoa,
who seemed pretty good ones, to play.

I thought Rosalie looking sad at dinner, and said,

"What is the matter, dearest?  You know I do not like to see you
looking melancholy."

"I am vexed at Veronique's being prettier than I."

"I see what you mean; I like that!  But console your, self,
Veronique is nothing compared to you, in my eyes at all events.
You are my only beauty; but to reassure you I will ask M. de
Grimaldi to tell her mother to come and fetch her away, and to get
me another maid as ugly as possible."

"Oh, no!  pray do not do so; he will think I am jealous, and I
wouldn't have him think so for the world."

"Well, well, smile again if you do not wish to vex me."

"I shall soon do that, if, as you assure me, she will not make me
lose your love.  But what made the old gentleman get me a girl
like that?  Do you think he did it out of mischief?"

"No, I don't think so.  I am sure, on the other hand, that he
wanted to let you know that you need not fear being compared with
anybody.  Are you pleased with her in other respects?"

"She works well, and she is very respectful.  She does not speak
four words without addressing me as signora, and she is careful to
translate what she says from Italian into French.  I hope that in
a month I shall speak well enough for us to dispense with her
services when we go to Florence.  I have ordered Le Duc to clear
out the room I have chosen for her, and I will send her her dinner
from our own table.  I will be kind to her, but I hope you will
not make me wretched."

"I could not do so; and I do not see what there can be in common
between the girl and myself."

"Then you will pardon my fears."

"The more readily as they shew your love."

"I thank you, but keep my secret."

I promised never to give a glance to Veronique, of whom I was
already afraid, but I loved Rosalie and would have done anything
to save her the least grief.

I set to at my translation after dinner; it was work I liked.  I
did not go out that day, and I spent the whole of the next morning
with M. de Grimaldi.

I went to the banker Belloni and changed all my gold into gigliati
sequins.  I made myself known after the money was changed, and the
head cashier treated me with great courtesy.  I had bills on this
banker for forty thousand Roman crowns, and on Lepri bills for
twenty thousand.

Rosalie did not want to go to the play again, so I got her a piece
of embroidery to amuse her in the evening.  The theatre was a
necessity for me; I always went unless it interferred with some
still sweeter pleasure.  I went by myself, and when I got home I
found the marquis talking to my mistress.  I was pleased, and
after I had embraced the worthy nobleman I complimented Rosalie on
having kept him till my arrival, adding gently that she should
have put down her work.

"Ask him," she replied, "if he did not make me keep on.  He said
he would go if I didn't, so I gave in to keep him."

She then rose, stopped working, and in the course of an
interesting conversation she succeeded in making the marquis
promise to stay to supper, thus forestalling my intention.  He was
not accustomed to take anything at that hour, and ate little; but
I saw he was enchanted with my treasure, and that pleased me, for
I did not think I had anything to fear from a man of sixty;
besides, I was glad at the opportunity of accustoming Rosalie to
good society.  I wanted her to be a little coquettish, as a woman
never pleases in society unless she shews a desire to please.

Although the position was quite a strange one for her, she made me
admire the natural aptitude of women, which may be improved or
spoiled by art but which exists more or less in them all, from the
throne to the milk-pail.  She talked to M. de Grimaldi in a way
that seemed to hint she was willing to give a little hope.  As our
guest did not eat, she said graciously that he must come to dinner
some day that she might have an opportunity of seeing whether he
really had any appetite.

When he had gone I took her on my knee, and covering her with
kisses asked her where she had learnt to talk to great people so
well.

"It's an easy matter," she replied.  "Your eyes speak to my soul,
and tell me what to do and what to say."

A professed rhetorician could not have answered more elegantly or
more flatteringly.

I finished the translation; I had it copied out by Costa and took
it to Rossi, the manager, who said he would put it on directly,
when I told him I was going to make him a present of the play.  I
named the actors of my choice, and asked him to bring them to dine
with me at my inn, that I might read the play and distribute the
parts.

As will be guessed, my invitation was accepted, and Rosalie
enjoyed dining with the actors and actresses, and especially
hearing herself called Madame Casanova every moment.  Veronique
explained everything she did not understand.

When my actors were round me in a ring, they begged me to tell
them their parts, but I would not give in on this point.

"The first thing to be done," said I, "is for you to listen
attentively to the whole piece without minding about your parts.
When you know the whole play I will satisfy your curiosity."

I knew that careless or idle actors often pay no attention to
anything except their own parts, and thus a piece, though well
played in its parts, is badly rendered as a whole.

They submitted with a tolerably good grace, which the high and
mighty players of the Comedie Francaise would certainly not have
done.  Just as I was beginning my heading the Marquis de Grimaldi
and the banker Belloni came in to call on me.  I was glad for them
to be present at the trial, which only lasted an hour and a
quarter.

After I had heard the opinion of the actors, who by their praise
of various situations shewed me that they had taken in the plot, I
told Costa to distribute the parts; but no sooner was this done
than the first actor and the first actress began to express their
displeasure; she, because I had given her the part of Lady Alton;
he, because I had not given him Murray's part; but they had to
bear it as it was my will.  I pleased everybody by asking them all
to dinner for the day after the morrow, after dinner the piece to
be rehearsed for the first time.

The banker Belloni asked me to dinner for the following day,
including my lady, who excused herself with great politeness, in
the invitation; and M. Grimaldi was glad to take my place at
dinner at her request.

When I got to M. Belloni's, I was greatly surprised to see the
impostor Ivanoff, who instead of pretending not to know me, as he
ought to have done, came forward to embrace me.  I stepped back
and bowed, which might be put down to a feeling of respect,
although my coldness and scant ceremony would have convinced any
observant eye of the contrary.  He was well dressed, but seemed
sad, though he talked a good deal, and to some purpose, especially
on politics.  The conversation turned on the Court of Russia,
where Elizabeth Petrovna reigned; and he said nothing, but sighed
and turned away pretending to wipe the tears from his eyes.  At
dessert, he asked me if I had heard anything of Madame Morin,
adding, as if to recall the circumstance to my memory, that we had
supped together there:

"I believe she is quite well," I answered.

His servant, in yellow and red livery, waited on him at table.
After dinner he contrived to tell me that he had a matter of the
greatest importance he wanted to discuss with me.

"My only desire sir, is to avoid all appearance of knowing
anything about you."

"One word from you will gain me a hundred thousand crowns, and you
shall have half."

I turned my back on him, and saw him no more at Genoa.

When I got back to the inn I found M.  de Grimaldi giving Rosalie
a lesson in Italian.

"She has given me an exquisite dinner," said he, "you must be very
happy with her."

In spite of his honest face, M.  Grimaldi was in love with her,
but I thought I had nothing to fear.  Before he went she invited
him to come to the rehearsal next day.

When the actors came I noticed amongst them a young man whose face
I did not know, and on my enquiring Rossi told me he was the
prompter.

"I won't have any prompter; send him about his business."

"We can't get on without him."

"You'll have to; I will be the prompter."

The prompter was dismissed, but the three actresses began to
complain.

"If we knew our parts as well as the 'pater noster' we should be
certain to come to a dead stop if the prompter isn't in his box."

"Very good," said I to the actress, who was to play Lindane, "I
will occupy the box myself, but I shall see your drawers."

"You would have some difficulty in doing that," said the first
actor, "she doesn't wear any."

"So much the better."

"You know nothing about it," said the actress.

These remarks put us all in high spirits, and the ministers of
Thalia ended by promising that they would dispense with a
prompter.  I was pleased with the way the piece was read, and they
said they would be letter-perfect in three days.  But something
happened.

On the day fixed for the rehearsal they came without the Lindane
and Murray.  They were not well, but Rossi said they would not
fail us eventually.  I took the part of Murray, and asked Rosalie
to be the Lindane.

"I don't read Italian well enough," she whispered, "and I don't
wish to have the actors laughing at me; but Veronique could do
it."

"Ask if she will read the part."

However, Veronique said that she could repeat it by heart.

"All the better," said I to her, laughing internally, as I thought
of Soleure, for I saw that I should thus be obliged to make love
to the girl to whom I had not spoken for the fortnight she had
been with us.  I had not even had a good look at her face.  I was
so afraid of Rosalie (whom I loved better every day) taking
fright.

What I had feared happened.  When I took Veronique's hand, and
said, "Si, bella Lindana, debbe adorarvi!" everybody clapped,
because I gave the words their proper expression; but glancing at
Rosalie I saw a shadow on her face, and I was angry at not having
controlled myself better.  Nevertheless, I could not help feeling
amazed at the way Veronique played the part.  When I told her that
I adored her she blushed up to her eyes; she could not have played
the love-sick girl better.

We fixed a day for the dress-rehearsal at the theatre, and the
company announced the first night a week in advance to excite
public curiosity.  The bills ran:

"We shall give Voltaire's Ecossaise, translated by an anonymous
author: no prompter will be present."

I cannot give the reader any idea of the trouble I had to quiet
Rosalie.  She refused to be comforted; wept incessantly, and
touched my heart by gentle reproaches.

"You love Veronique," said she, "and you only translated that
piece to have an opportunity of declaring your love."

I succeeded in convincing her that she wronged me, and at last
after I had lavished caresses on her she suffered herself to be
calmed.  Next morning she begged pardon for her jealousy, and to
cure it insisted on my speaking constantly to Veronique.  Her
heroism went farther.  She got up before me and sent me my coffee
by Veronique, who was as astonished as I was.

At heart Rosalie was a great creature, capable of noble resolves,
but like all women she gave way to sudden emotions.  From that day
she gave me no more signs of jealousy, and treated her maid with
more kindness than ever.  Veronique was an intelligent and well-
mannered girl, and if my heart had not been already occupied she
would have reigned there.

The first night of the play I took Rosalie to a box, and she would
have Veronique with her.  M. de Grimaldi did not leave her for a
moment.  The play was praised to the skies; the large theatre was
full of the best people in Genoa.  The actors surpassed
themselves, though they had no prompter, and were loudly
applauded.  The piece ran five nights and was performed to full
houses.  Rossi, hoping perhaps that I would make him a present of
another play, asked my leave to give my lady a superb pelisse of
lynx-fur, which pleased her immensely.

I would have done anything to spare my sweetheart the least
anxiety, and yet from my want of thought I contrived to vex her.
I should never have forgiven myself if Providence had not ordained
that I should be the cause of her final happiness.

"I have reason to suspect," she said one day, "that I am with
child, and I am enchanted at the thought of giving you a dear
pledge of my love."

"If it comes at such a time it will be mine, and I assure you I
shall love it dearly."

"And if it comes two or three weeks sooner you will not be sure
that you are the parent?"

"Not quite sure; but I shall love it just as well, and look upon
it as my child as well as yours."

"I am sure you must be the father.  It is impossible the child can
be Petri's, who only knew me once, and then very imperfectly,
whilst you and I have lived in tender love for so long a time."

She wept hot tears.

"Calm yourself, dearest, I implore you!  You are right; it cannot
be Petri's child.  You know I love you, and I cannot doubt that
you are with child by me and by me alone.  If you give me a baby
as pretty as yourself, it will be mine indeed.  Calm yourself."

"How can I be calm when you can have such a suspicion?"

We said no more about it; but in spite of my tenderness, my
caresses, and all the trifling cares which bear witness to love,
she was often sad and thoughtful.  How many times I reproached
myself bitterly for having let out my silly calculations.

A few days later she gave me a sealed letter, saying,--

"The servant has given me this letter when you were away.  I am
offended by his doing so, and I want you to avenge me."

I called the man, and said,--

"Where did you get this letter?"

"From a young man, who is unknown to me.  He gave me a crown, and
begged me to give the letter to the lady without your seeing me,
and he promised to give me two crowns more if I brought him a
reply tomorrow.  I did not think I was doing wrong, sir, as the
lady was at perfect liberty to tell you."

"That's all very well, but you must go, as the lady, who gave me
the letter unopened, as you can see for yourself, is offended with
you."

I called Le Duc, who paid the man and sent him away.  I opened the
letter, and found it to be from Petri.  Rosalie left my side, not
wishing to read the contents.  The letter ran as follows:

"I have seen you, my dear Rosalie.  It was just as you were coming
out of the theatre, escorted by the Marquis de Grimaldi, who is my
godfather.  I have not deceived you; I was still intending to come
and marry you at Marseilles next spring, as I promised.  I love
you faithfully, and if you are still my good Rosalie I am ready to
marry you here in the presence of my kinfolk.  If you have done
wrong I promise never to speak of it, for I know that it was I who
led you astray.  Tell me, I entreat you, whether I may speak to
the Marquis de Grimaldi with regard to you.  I am ready to receive
you from the hands of the gentleman with whom you are living,
provided you are not his wife.  Be sure, if you are still free,
that you can only recover your honour by marrying your seducer."

"This letter comes from an honourable man who is worthy of
Rosalie," I thought to myself, "and that's more than I shall be,
unless I marry her myself.  But Rosalie must decide."

I called her to me, gave her the letter, and begged her to read it
attentively.  She did so, and gave it me back, asking me if I
advised her to accept Petri's offer.

"If you do dear Rosalie, I shall die of grief; but if I do not
yield you, my honour bids me marry you, and that I am quite ready
to do."

At this the charming girl threw herself on my breast, crying in
the voice of true love, "I love you and you alone, darling; but it
is not true that your honour bids you marry me.  Ours is a
marriage of the heart; our love is mutual, and that is enough for
my happiness."

"Dear Rosalie, I adore you, but I am the best judge of my own
honour.  If Petri is a well-to-do man and a man who would make you
happy, I must either give you up or take you myself."

"No, no; there is no hurry to decide.  If you love me I am happy,
for I love you and none other.  I shall not answer the letter, and
I don't want to hear anything more of Petri."

"You may be sure that I will say no more of him, but I am sure
that the marquis will have a hand in it."

"I daresay, but he won't speak to me twice on the subject."

After this treaty--a more sincere one than the Powers of Europe
usually make--I resolved to leave Genoa as soon as I got some
letters for Florence and Rome.  In the meanwhile all was peace and
love between myself and Rosalie.  She had not the slightest shadow
of jealousy in her soul, and M. de Grimaldi was the sole witness
of our happiness.

Five or six days later I went to see the marquis at his casino at
St.  Pierre d'Arena, and he accosted me by saying that he was
happy to see me as he had an important matter he wished to discuss
with me.  I guessed what it would be, but begged him to explain
himself.  He then spoke as follows:

"A worthy merchant of the town brought his nephew, a young man
named Petri, to see me two days ago.  He told me that the young
man is my godson, and he asked me to protect him.  I answered that
as his godfather I owed him my protection, and I promised to do
what I could.

"He left my godson to talk it over with me, and he informed me
that he knew your mistress before you did at Marseilles, that he
had promised to marry her next spring, that he had seen her in my
company, and that having followed us he found out that she lived
with you.  He was told that she was your wife, but not believing
it, wrote her a letter saying that he was ready to marry her; but
this letter fell into your hands, and he has had no reply to it.

"He could not make up his mind to lose a hope which made his
happiness, so he resolved to ascertain, through my good offices,
whether Rosalie would accept his proposition.  He flatters himself
that on his informing me of his prosperous condition, I can tell
you that he is a likely man to make his wife happy.  I told him
that I knew you, and would speak to you on the matter, and
afterwards inform him of the result of our interview.

"I have made enquires into his condition, and find that he has
already amassed a considerable sum of money.  His credit, morals,
and reputation, are all excellent; besides, he is his uncle's sole
heir, and the uncle passes for a man very comfortably off.  And
now, my dear M. Casanova, tell me what answer I am to make."

"Tell him that Rosalie is much obliged to him, and begs him to
forget her.  We are going away in three or four days.  Rosalie
loves me, and I her, and I am ready to marry her whenever she
likes."

"That's plain speaking; but I should have thought a man like you
would prefer freedom to a woman, however beautiful, to whom you
would be bound by indissoluble ties.  Will you allow me to speak
to Rosalie myself about it?"

"You need not ask, my leave; speak to her, but in your own person
and not as representing my opinions.  I adore her, and would not
have her think that I could cherish the thought of separating from
her."

"If you don't want me to meddle in the matter, tell me so
frankly."

"On the contrary, I wish you to see for yourself that I am not the
tyrant of the woman I adore."

"I will talk to her to-night."

I did not come home till supper-time, that the marquis might say
what he had to say in perfect freedom.  The noble Genoese supped
with us, and the conversation turned on indifferent subjects.
After he had gone, my sweetheart told me what had passed between
them.  He had spoken to her in almost the same words that he had
addressed to me, and our replies were nearly identical, though she
had requested the marquis to say no more about his godson, to
which request he had assented.

We thought the matter settled, and busied ourselves with
preparations for our departure; but three or four days after, the
marquis (who we imagined had forgotten all about his godson) came
and asked us to dine with him at St. Pierre d'Arena, where Rosalie
had never been.

"I want you to see my beautiful garden before you go," said M.
Grimaldi to her; "it will be one more pleasant recollection of
your stay for me."

We went to see him at noon the next day.  He was with an elderly
man and woman, to whom he introduced us.  He introduced me by
name, and Rosalie as a person who belonged to me.

We proceeded to walk in the garden, where the two old people got
Rosalie between them, and overwhelmed her with politeness and
complimentary remarks.  She, who was happy and in high spirits,
answered in Italian, and delighted them by her intelligence, and
the grace which she gave to her mistakes in grammar.

The servants came to tell us that dinner was ready, and what was
my astonishment on entering the room to see the table laid for
six.  I did not want much insight now to see through the marquis's
trick, but it was too late.  We sat down, and just then a young
man came in.

"You are a little late," said the marquis; and then, without
waiting for his apology, he introduced him to me as M.  Petri, his
godson, and nephew to his other guests, and he made him sit down
at his left hand, Rosalie being on his right.  I sat opposite to
her, and seeing that she turned as pale as death the blood rushed
to my face; I was terribly enraged.  This small despot's plot
seemed disgraceful to me; it was a scandalous insult to Rosalie
and myself--an insult which should be washed away in blood.  I was
tempted to stab him at his table, but in spite of my agitation I
constrained myself.  What could I do?  Take Rosalie's arm, and
leave the room with her?  I thought it over, but foreseeing the
consequences I could not summon up courage.

I have never spent so terrible an hour as at that fatal dinner.
Neither Rosalie nor myself ate a morsel, and the marquis who
helped all the guests was discreet enough not to see that we left
one course after another untouched.  Throughout dinner he only
spoke to Petri and his uncle, giving them opportunities for saying
how large a trade they did.  At dessert the marquis told the young
man that he had better go and look after his affairs, and after
kissing his hand he withdrew with a bow to which nobody replied.

Petri was about twenty-four, of a moderate height, with ordinary
but yet good-natured and honest features; respectful in his
manner, and sensible though not witty in what he said.  After all
was said and done, I thought him worthy of Rosalie, but I
shuddered at the thought that if she became his wife she was lost
to me forever.  After he had gone, the marquis said he was sorry
he had not known him before as he might be of use to him in his
business.

"However, we will see to that in the future," said he, meaningly,
"I mean to make his fortune."

At this the uncle and aunt, who no doubt knew what to say, began
to laud and extol their nephew, and ended by saying that as they
had no children they were delighted that Petri, who would be their
heir, was to have his excellency's patronage.

"We are longing," they added, "to see the girl from Marseilles he
is going to marry.  We should welcome her as a beloved daughter."

Rosalie whispered to me that she could bear it no longer, and
begged me to take her away.  We rose, and after we had saluted the
company with cold dignity we left the room.  The marquis was
visibly disconcerted.  As he escorted us to the door he stammered
out compliments, for the want of something to say, telling Rosalie
that he should not have the honour of seeing her that evening, but
that he hoped to call on her the next day.

When we were by ourselves we seemed to breathe again, and spoke to
one another to relieve ourselves of the oppression which weighed
on our minds.

Rosalie thought, as well as I, that the marquis had played us a
shameful trick, and she told me I ought to write him a note,
begging him not to give himself the trouble of calling on us
again.

"I will find some means of vengeance," said I; "but I don't think
it would be a good plan to write to him.  We will hasten our
preparations for leaving, and receive him to-morrow with that cold
politeness which bears witness to indignation.  Above all, we will
not make the slightest reference to his godson."

"If Petri really loves me," said she, "I pity him.  I think he is
a good fellow, and I don't feel angry with him for being present
at dinner, as he may possibly be unaware that leis presence was
likely to give me offence.  But I still shudder when I think of
it: I thought I should have died when our eyes met!  Throughout
dinner he could not see my eyes, as I kept them nearly shut, and
indeed he could hardly see me.  Did he look at me while he was
talking?"

"No, he only looked at me.  I am as sorry for him as you are, for,
as you say, he looks an honest fellow."

"Well, it's over now, and I hope I shall make a good supper.  Did
you notice what the aunt said?  I am sure she was in the plot.
She thought she would gain me over by saying she was ready to
treat me like her own child.  She was a decent-looking woman,
too."

We made a good supper, and a pleasant night inclined us to forget
the insult the marquis had put upon us.  When we woke up in the
morning we laughed at it.  The marquis came to see us in the
evening, and greeting me with an air of mingled confusion and
vexation, he said that he knew he had done wrong in surprising me
as he had, but that he was ready to do anything in his power by
way of atonement, and to give whatever satisfaction I liked.

Rosalie did not give me time to answer.  "If you really feel,"
said she, "that you have insulted us, that is enough; we are amply
avenged.  But all the same, sir, we shall be on our guard against
you for the future, though that will be for a short while, as we
are just leaving."

With this proud reply she made him a low bow and left the room.

When he was left alone with me M.  Grimaldi addressed me as
follows:

"I take a great interest in your mistress's welfare; and as I feel
sure that she cannot long be happy in her present uncertain
position, while I am sure that she would make my godson an
excellent wife, I was determined that both of you should make his
acquaintance, for Rosalie herself knows very little of him.  I
confess that the means I employed were dishonourable, but you will
pardon the means for the sake of the excellent end I had in view.
I hope you will have a pleasant journey, and that you may live for
a long time in uninterrupted happiness with your charming
mistress.  I hope you will write to me, and always reckon on my
standing your friend, and doing everything in my power for you.
Before I go, I will tell you something which will give you an idea
of the excellent disposition of young Petri, to whose happiness
Rosalie seems essential.

"He only told me the following, after I had absolutely refused to
take charge of a letter he had written to Rosalie, despairing of
being able to send it any other way.  After assuring me that
Rosalie had loved him, and that consequently she could not have
any fixed aversion for him, he added that if the fear of being
with child was the reason why she would not marry him he would
agree to put off the marriage till after the child was born,
provided that she would agree to stay in Genoa in hiding, her
presence to be unknown to all save himself.  He offers to pay all
the expenses of her stay.  He made a remarkably wise reflection
when we were talking it over.

"'If she gave birth to a child too soon after our marriage,' said
he, 'both her honour and mine would suffer hurt; she might also
lose the liking of my relations, and if Rosalie is to be my wife I
want her to be happy in everything."'

At this Rosalie, who had no doubt been listening at the door after
the manner of her sex, burst into the room, and astonished me by
the following speech:

"If M. Petri chid not tell you that it was possible that I might
be with child by him, he is a right honest man, but now I tell you
so myself.  I do not think it likely, but still it is possible.
Tell him, sir, that I will remain at Genoa until the child is
born, in the case of my being pregnant, of which I have no certain
knowledge, or until I am quite sure that I am not with child.  If
I do have a child the truth will be made known.  In the case of
there being no doubt of M. Petri's being the parent, I am ready to
marry him; but if he sees for himself that the child is not his I
hope he will be reasonable enough to let me alone for the future.
As to the expenses and my lodging at Genoa, tell him that he need
not trouble himself about either."

I was petrified.  I saw the consequence of my own imprudent words,
and my heart seemed broken.  The marquis asked me if this decision
was given with my authority, and I replied that as my sweetheart's
will was mine he might take her words for law.  He went away in
high glee, for he foresaw that all would go well with his plans
when once he was able to exert his influence on Rosalie.  The
absent always fare ill.

"You want to leave me, then, Rosalie?" said I, when we were alone.

"Yes, dearest, but it will not be for long."

"I think we shall never see each other again."

"Why not, dearest?  You have only to remain faithful to me.
Listen to me.  Your honour and my own make it imperative that I
should convince Petri that I am not with child by him, and you
that I am with child by you."

"I never doubted it, dear Rosalie."

"Yes, dear, you doubted it once and that is enough.  Our parting
will cost me many a bitter tear, but these pangs are necessary to
my future happiness.  I hope you will write to me, and after the
child is born it will be for you to decide on how I shall rejoin
you.  If I am not pregnant I will rejoin you in a couple of months
at latest."

"Though I may grieve at your resolve I will not oppose it, for I
promised I would never cross you.  I suppose you will go into a
convent; and the marquis must find you a suitable one, and protect
you like a father.  Shall I speak to him on the subject?  I will
leave you as much money as you will want."

"That will not be much.  As for M. de Grimaldi, he is bound in
honour to procure me an asylum.  I don't think it will be
necessary for you to speak to him about it."

She was right, and I could not help admiring the truly astonishing
tact of this girl.

In the morning I heard that the self-styled Ivanoff had made his
escape an hour before the police were to arrest him at the suit of
the banker, who had found out that one of the bills he had
presented was forged.  He had escaped on foot, leaving all his
baggage behind him.

Next day the marquis came to tell Rosalie that his godson had no
objection to make to her plan.  He added that the young man hoped
she would become his wife, whether the child proved to be his or
not.

"He may hope as much as he likes," said Rosalie, with a smile.

"He also hopes that you will allow him to call on you now and
then.  I have spoken to my kinswoman, the mother-superior of
convent.  You are to have two rooms, and a very good sort of woman
is to keep you company, wait on you, and nurse you when the time
comes.  I have paid the amount you are to pay every month for your
board.  Every morning I will send you a confidential man, who will
see your companion and will bring me your orders.  And I myself
will come and see you at the grating as often as you please."

It was then my sad duty, which the laws of politeness enjoined, to
thank the marquis for his trouble.

"'Tis to you, my lord," said I, "I entrust Rosalie.  I am placing
her, I am sure, in good hands.  I will go on my way as soon as she
is in the convent; I hope you will write a letter to the mother-
superior for her to take."

"I will write it directly," said he.

And as Rosalie had told him before that she would pay for
everything herself, he gave her a written copy of the agreement he
had made.

"I have resolved," said Rosalie to the marquis, "to go into the
convent to-morrow, and I shall be very glad to have a short visit
from you the day after."

"I will be there," said the marquis, "and you may be sure that I
will do all in my power to make your stay agreeable."

The night was a sad one for both of us.  Love scarcely made a
pause amidst our alternate complaints and consolations.  We swore
to be faithful for ever, and our oaths were sincere, as ardent
lovers' oaths always are.  But they are as nought unless they are
sealed by destiny, and that no mortal mind may know.

Rosalie, whose eyes were red and wet with tears, spent most of the
morning in packing up with Veronique, who cried too.  I could not
look at her, as I felt angry with myself for thinking how pretty
she was.  Rosalie would only take two hundred sequins, telling me
that if she wanted more she could easily let me know.

She told Veronique to look after me well for the two or three days
I should spend at Genoa, made me a mute curtsy, and went out with
Costa to get a sedan-chair.  Two hours after, a servant of the
marquis's came to fetch her belongings, and I was thus left alone
and full of grief till the marquis came and asked me to give him
supper, advising that Veronique should be asked in to keep us
company.

"That's a rare girl," said he, "you really don't know her, and you
ought to know her better."

Although I was rather surprised, I did not stop to consider what
the motives of the crafty Genoese might be, and I went and asked
Veronique to come in.  She replied politely that she would do so,
adding that she knew how great an honour I did her.

I should have been the blindest of men if I had not seen that the
clever marquis had succeeded in his well-laid plans, and that he
had duped me as if I had been the merest freshman.  Although I
hoped with all my heart that I should get Rosalie back again, I
had good reasons for suspecting that all the marquis's wit would
be employed to seduce her, and I could not help thinking that he
would succeed.

Nevertheless, in the position I was in, I could only keep my fears
to myself and let him do his utmost.

He was nearly sixty, a thorough disciple of Epicurus, a heavy
player, rich, eloquent, a master of state-craft, highly popular at
Genoa, and well acquainted with the hearts of men, and still more
so with the hearts of women.  He had spent a good deal of time at
Venice to be more at liberty, and to enjoy the pleasures of life
at his ease.  He had never married, and when asked the reason
would reply that he knew too well that women would be either
tyrants or slaves, and that he did not want to be a tyrant to any
woman, nor to be under any woman's orders.  He found some way of
returning to his beloved Venice, in spite of the law forbidding
any noble who has filled the office of doge to leave his native
soil.  Though he behaved to me in a very friendly manner he knew
how to maintain an air of superiority which imposed on me.
Nothing else could have given him the courage to ask me to dinner
when Petri was to be present.  I felt that I had been tricked, and
I thought myself in duty bound to make him esteem me by my
behaviour for the future.  It was gratitude on his part which made
him smooth the way to my conquest of Veronique, who doubtless
struck him as a fit and proper person to console me for the loss
of Rosalie.

I did not take any part in the conversation at supper, but the
marquis drew out Veronique, and she shone.  It was easy for me to
see that she had more wit and knowledge of the world than Rosalie,
but in my then state of mind this grieved rather than rejoiced me.
M. de Grimaldi seemed sorry to see me melancholy, and forced me,
as it were, to join in the conversation.  As he was reproaching me
in a friendly manner for my silence, Veronique said with a
pleasing smile that I had a good reason to be silent after the
declaration of love I had made to her, and which she had received
so ill.  I was astonished at this, and said that I did not
remember having ever made her such a declaration; but she made me
laugh in spite of myself, when she said that her name that day was
Lindane.

"Ah, that's in a play," said I, "in real life the man who declares
his love in words is a simpleton; 'tis with deeds the true lover
shews his love."

"Very true, but your lady was frightened all the same."

"No, no, Veronique; she is very fond of you."

"I know she is; but I have seen her jealous of me."

"If so, she was quite wrong."

This dialogue, which pleased me little, fell sweetly on the
marquis's ears; he told me that he was going to call on Rosalie
next morning, and that if I liked to give him a supper, he would
come and tell me about her in the evening.  Of course I told him
that he would be welcome.

After Veronique had lighted me to my room, she asked me to let my
servants wait on me, as if she did so now that my lady was gone,
people might talk about her.

"You are right," said I, "kindly send Le Duc to me."

Next morning I had a letter from Geneva.  It came from my
Epicurean syndic, who had presented M. de Voltaire with my
translation of his play, with an exceedingly polite letter from
me, in which I begged his pardon for having taken the liberty of
travestying his fine French prose in Italian.  The syndic told me
plainly that M. de Voltaire had pronounced my translation to be a
bad one.

My self-esteem was so wounded by this, and by his impoliteness in
not answering my letter, with which he could certainly find no
fault, whatever his criticism of my translation might be, that I
became the sworn enemy of the great Voltaire.  I have censured him
in all the works I have published, thinking that in wronging him I
was avenging myself, to such an extent did passion blind me.  At
the present time I feel that even if my works survive, these
feeble stings of mine can hurt nobody but myself.  Posterity will
class me amongst the Zoiluses whose own impotence made them attack
this great man to whom civilization and human happiness owe so
much.  The only crime that can truthfully be alleged against
Voltaire is his attacks on religion.  If he had been a true
philosopher he would never have spoken on such matters, for, even
if his attacks were based on truth, religion is necessary to
morality, without which there can be no happiness.




CHAPTER V

I Fall in Love With Veronique--Her Sister--Plot Against Plot--My
Victory--Mutual Disappointment

I have never liked eating by myself, and thus I have never turned
hermit, though I once thought of turning monk; but a monk without
renouncing all the pleasures of life lives well in a kind of holy
idleness.  This dislike to loneliness made me give orders that the
table should be laid for two, and indeed, after supping with the
marquis and myself, Veronique had some right to expect as much, to
say nothing of those rights which her wit and beauty gave her.

I only saw Costa, and asked him what had become of Le Duc.  He
said he was ill.  "Then go behind the lady's chair," said I.  He
obeyed, but smiled as he did so.  Pride is a universal failing,
and though a servant's pride is the silliest of all it is often
pushed to the greatest extremes.

I thought Veronique prettier than before.  Her behaviour, now free
and now reserved, as the occasion demanded, shewed me that she was
no new hand, and that she could have played the part of a princess
in the best society.  Nevertheless (so strange a thing is the
heart of man), I was sorry to find I liked her, and my only
consolation was that her mother would come and take her away
before the day was over.  I had adored Rosalie, and my heart still
bled at the thought of our parting.

The girl's mother came while we were still at table.  She was
astounded at the honour I shewed her daughter, and she overwhelmed
me with thanks.

"You owe me no gratitude," said I to her; "your daughter is
clever, good, and beautiful."

"Thank the gentleman for his compliment," said the mother, "for
you are really stupid, wanton, and ugly;" and then she added, "But
how could you have the face to sit at table with the gentleman in
a dirty chemise?"

"I should blush, mother, if I thought you were right; but I put a
clean one on only two hours ago."

"Madam," said I to the mother, "the chemise cannot look white
beside your daughter's whiter skin."

This made the mother laugh, and pleased the girl immensely.  When
the mother told her that she was come to take her back, Veronique
said, with a sly smile,--

"Perhaps the gentleman won't be pleased at my leaving him twenty-
four hours before he goes away."

"On the contrary," said I, "I should be very vexed."

"Well; then, she can stay, sir," said the mother; "but for
decency's sake I must send her younger sister to sleep with her."

"If you please," I rejoined.  And with that I left them.

The thought of Veronique troubled me, as I knew I was taken with
her, and what I had to dread was a calculated resistance.

The mother came into my room where I was writing, and wished me a
pleasant journey, telling me for the second time that she was
going to send her daughter Annette.  The girl came in the evening,
accompanied by a servant, and after lowering her mezzaro, and
kissing my hand respectfully, she ran gaily to kiss her sister.

I wanted to see what she was like, and called for candles; and on
their being brought I found she was a blonde of a kind I had never
before seen.  Her hair, eyebrows, and eyelashes were the colour of
pale gold, fairer almost than her skin, which was extremely
delicate.  She was very short-sighted, but her large pale blue
eyes were wonderfully beautiful.  She had the smallest mouth
imaginable, but her teeth, though regular, were not so white as
her skin.  But for this defect Annette might have passed for a
perfect beauty.

Her shortness of sight made too brilliant a light painful to her,
but as she stood before me she seemed to like me looking at her.
My gaze fed hungrily on the two little half-spheres, which were
not yet ripe, but so white as to make me guess how ravishing the
rest of her body must be.  Veronique did not shew her breasts so
freely.  One could see that she was superbly shaped, but
everything was carefully hidden from the gaze.  She made her
sister sit down beside her and work, but when I saw that she was
obliged to hold the stuff close to her face I told her that she
should spare her eyes, for that night at all events, and with that
she obediently put the work down.

The marquis came as usual, and like myself he thought Annette,
whom he had never seen before, an astonishing miniature beauty.
Taking advantage of his age and high rank, the voluptuous old man
dared to pass his hand over her breast, and she, who was too
respectful to cross my lord, let him do it without making the
slightest objection.  She was a compound of innocence and
coquetry.

The woman who shewing little succeeds in making a man want to see
more, has accomplished three-fourths of the task of making him
fall in love with her; for is love anything else than a kind of
curiosity? I think not; and what makes me certain is that when the
curiosity is satisfied the love disappears.  Love, however,
is the strongest kind of curiosity in existence, and I was already
curious about Annette.

M. Grimaldi told Veronique that Rosalie wished her to stay with me
till I left Genoa, and she was as much astonished at this as I
was.

"Be kind enough to tell her," said I to the marquis, "that
Veronique has anticipated her wishes and has got her sister
Annette to stay with her."

"Two are always better than one, my dear fellow," replied the
crafty Genoese.

After these remarks we left the two sisters together and went into
my room, where he said,--

"Your Rosalie is contented, and you ought to congratulate yourself
on having made her happy, as I am sure she will be.  The only
thing that vexes me is that you can't go and see her yourself with
any decency."

"You are in love with her, my lord."

"I confess that I am, but I am an old man, and it vexes me."

"That's no matter, she will love you tenderly; and if Petri ever
becomes her husband, I am sure she will never be anything more
than a good friend to him.  Write to me at Florence and tell me
how she receives him."

"Stay here for another three days; the two beauties there will
make the time seem short."

"It's exactly for that reason that I want to go tomorrow.  I am
afraid of Veronique."

"I shouldn't have thought that you would have allowed any woman to
frighten you."

"I am afraid she has cast her fatal nets around me, and when the
time comes she will be strictly moral.  Rosalie is my only love."

"Well, here's a letter from her."

I went apart to read the letter, the sight of which made my heart
beat violently; it ran as follows:

     "Dearest,--I see you have placed me in the hands of one who
     will care for me like a father.  This is a new kindness which
     I owe to the goodness of your heart.  I will write to you at
     whatever address you send me.  If you like Veronique, my
     darling, do not fear any jealousy from me; I should be wrong
     to entertain such a feeling in my present position.  I expect
     that if you make much of her she will not be able to resist,
     and I shall be glad to hear that she is lessening your
     sadness.  I hope you will write me a few lines before you
     go."

I went up to the marquis and told him to read it.  He seemed
greatly moved.

"Yes," said he, "the dear girl will find in me her friend and
father, and if she marries my godson and he does not treat her as
he ought, he will not possess her long.  I shall remember her in
my will, and thus when I am dead my care will still continue.  But
what do you think of her advice as to Veronique?  I don't expect
she is exactly a vestal virgin, though I have never heard anything
against her."

I had ordered that the table should be laid for four, so Annette
sat down without our having to ask her.  Le Duc appeared on the
scene, and I told him that if he were ill he might go to bed.

"I am quite well," said he.

"I am glad to hear it; but don't trouble now, you shall wait on me
when I am at Leghorn."

I saw that Veronique was delighted at my sending him away, and I
resolved then and there to lay siege to her heart.  I began by
talking to her in a very meaning manner all supper-time, while the
marquis entertained Annette.  I asked him if he thought I could
get a felucca next day to take me to Lerici.

"Yes," said he, "whenever you like and with as many oarsmen as you
please; but I hope you will put off your departure for two or
three days."

"No," I replied, ogling Veronique, "the delay might cost me too
dear."

The sly puss answered with a smile that shewed she understood my
meaning.

When we rose from the table I amused myself with Annette, and the
marquis with Veronique.  After a quarter of an hour he came and
said to me,--

"Certain persons have asked me to beg you to stay a few days
longer, or at least to sup here to-morrow night."

"Very good.  We will talk of the few days more at supper to-
morrow."

"Victory!" said the marquis; and Veronique seemed very grateful to
me for granting her request.  When our guest was gone, I asked my
new housekeeper if I might send Costa to bed.

"As my sister is with me, there can be no ground for any
suspicion."

"I am delighted that you consent; now I am going to talk to you."

She proceeded to do my hair, but she gave no answer to my soft
speeches.  When I was on the point of getting into bed she wished
me good night, and I tried to kiss her by way of return.  She
repulsed me and ran to the door, much to my surprise.  She was
going to leave the room, when I addressed her in a voice of grave
politeness.

"I beg you will stay; I want to speak to you; come and sit by me.
Why should you refuse me a pleasure which after all is a mere mark
of friendship?"

"Because, things being as they are, we could not remain friends,
neither could we be lovers."

"Lovers! why not, we are perfectly free"

"I am not free; I am bound by certain prejudices which do not
trouble you."

"I should have thought you were superior to prejudices."

"There are some prejudices which a woman ought to respect.  The
superiority you mention is a pitiful thing; always the dupe of
itself.  What would become of me, I should like to know, if I
abandoned myself to the feelings I have for you?"

"I was waiting for you to say that, dear Veronique.  What you feel
for me is not love.  If it were so, you would feel as I do, and
you would soon break the bonds of prejudice."

"I confess that my head is not quite turned yet, but still I feel
that I shall grieve at your departure."

"If so, that is no fault of mine.  But tell me what I can do for
you during my short stay here."

"Nothing; we do not know one another well enough."

"I understand you, but I would have you know that I do not intend
to marry any woman who is not my friend."

"You mean you will not marry her till you have ceased to be her
lover?"

"Exactly."

"You would like to finish where I would begin."

"You may be happy some day, but you play for high stakes."

"Well, well, it's a case of win all or lose all."

"That's as may be.  But without further argument it seems to me
that we could safely enjoy our love, and pass many happy moments
undisturbed by prejudice."

"Possibly, but one gets burnt fingers at that game, and I shudder
at the very thought of it.  No, no; leave me alone, there is my
sister who will wonder why I am in your arms."

"Very good; I see I was mistaken, and Rosalie too."

"Why what did she think about me?"

"She wrote and told me that she thought you would be kind."

"I hope she' mayn't have to repent for having been too kind
herself."

"Good bye, Veronique."

I felt vexed at having made the trial, for in these matters one
always feels angry at failure.  I decided I would leave her and
her precepts, true or false, alone; but when I awoke in the
morning and saw her coming to my bed with a pleasant smile on her
face, I suddenly changed my mind.  I had slept upon my anger and I
was in love again.  I thought she had repented, and that I should
be victorious when I attacked her again.  I put on a smile myself
and breakfasted gaily with her and her sister.  I behaved in the
same way at dinner; and the general high spirits which M.  de
Grimaldi found prevailing in the evening, made him think,
doubtless, that we were getting on well, and he congratulated us.
Veronique behaved exactly as if the marquis had guessed the truth,
and I felt sure of having her after supper, and in the ecstasy of
the thought I promised to stay for four days longer.

"Bravo, Veronique!" said the marquis, "that's the way.  You are
intended by nature to rule your lovers with an absolute sway."

I thought she would say something to diminish the marquis's
certainty that there was an agreement between us, but she did
nothing of the sort, seeming to enjoy her triumph which made her
appear more beautiful than ever; whilst I looked at her with the
submissive gaze of a captive who glories in, his chain.  I took
her behaviour as an omen of my approaching conquest, and did not
speak to M. de Grimaldi alone lest he might ask me questions which
I should not care to answer.  He told us before he went away that
he was engaged on the morrow, and so could not come to see us till
the day after.

As soon as we were alone Veronique said to me, "You see how I let
people believe what they please; I had rather be thought kind, as
you call it, than ridiculous, as an honest girl is termed now-a-
days.  Is it not so?"

"No, dear Veronique, I will never call you ridiculous, but I shall
think you hate me if you make me pass another night in torture.
You have inflamed me."

"Oh, pray be quiet!  For pity's sake leave me alone!  I will not
inflame you any more.  Oh!  Oh!"


I had enraged her by thrusting a daring hand into the very door of
the sanctuary.  She repulsed me and fled.  Three or four minutes
later her sister came to undress me.  I told her gently to go to
bed as I had to write for three or four hours; but not caring that
she should come on a bootless errand I opened a box and gave her a
watch.  She took it modestly, saying,--

"This is for my sister, I suppose?"

"No, dear Annette, it's for you."

She gave a skip of delight, and I could not prevent her kissing my
hand.

I proceeded to write Rosalie a letter of four pages.  I felt
worried and displeased with myself and everyone else.  I tore up
my letter without reading it over, and making an effort to calm
myself I wrote her another letter more subdued than the first, in
which I said nothing of Veronique, but informed my fair recluse
that I was going on the day following.

I did not go to bed till very late, feeling out of temper with the
world.  I considered that I had failed in my duty to Veronique,
whether she loved me or not, for I loved her and I was a man of
honour.  I had a bad night, and when I awoke it was noon, and on
ringing Costa and Annette appeared.  The absence of Veronique
shewed how I had offended her.  When Costa had left the room I
asked Annette after her sister, and she said that she was working.
I wrote her a note, in which I begged her pardon, promising that I
would never offend her again, and begging her to forget everything
and to be just the same as before.  I was taking my coffee when
she came into my room with an expression of mortification which
grieved me excessively.

"Forget everything, I beg, and I will trouble you no more.  Give
me my buckles, as I am going for a country walk, and I shall not
be in till suppertime.  I shall doubtless get an excellent
appetite, and as you have nothing more to fear you need not
trouble to send me Annette again."

I dressed myself in haste, and left the town by the first road
that came in my way, and I walked fast for two hours with the
intention of tiring myself, and of thus readjusting the balance
between mind and body.  I have always found that severe exercise
and fresh air are the best cure for any mental perturbation.

I had walked for more than three leagues when hunger and weariness
made me stop at a village inn, where I had an omelette cooked.  I
ate it hungrily with brown bread and wine, which seemed to me
delicious though it was rather sharp.

I felt too tired to walk back to Genoa, so I asked for a carriage;
but there was no such thing to be had.  The inn-keeper provided me
with a sorry nag and a man to guide me.  Darkness was coming on,
and we had more than six miles to do.  Fine rain began to fall
when I started, and continued all the way, so that I got home by
eight o'clock wet to the skin, shivering with cold, dead tired,
and in a sore plight from the rough saddle, against which my satin
breeches were no protection.  Costa helped me to change my
clothes, and as he went out Annette came in.

"Where is your sister?"

"She is in bed with a bad headache.  She gave me a letter for you;
here it is."

"I have been obliged to go to bed on account of a severe headache
to which I am subject.  I feel better already, and I shall be able
to wait on you to-morrow.  I tell you as much, because I do not
wish you to think that my illness is feigned.  I am sure that your
repentance for having humiliated me is sincere, and I hope in your
turn that you will forgive me or pity me, if my way of thinking
prevents me from conforming to yours."

"Annette dear, go and ask your sister if she would like us to sup
in her room."

She soon came back telling me that Veronique was obliged, but
begged me to let her sleep.

I supped with Annette, and was glad to see that, though she only
drank water, her appetite was better than mine.  My passion for
her sister prevented me thinking of her, but I felt that Annette
would otherwise have taken my fancy.  When we were taking dessert,
I conceived the idea of making her drunk to get her talk of her
sister, so I gave her a glass of Lunel muscat.

"I only drink water, sir."

"Don't you like wine?"

"Yes, but as I am not used to it I am afraid of its getting into
my head."

"Then you can go to bed; you will sleep all the better."

She drank the first glass, which she enjoyed immensely, then a
second, and then a third.  Her little brains were in some
confusion when she had finished the third glass.  I made her talk
about her sister, and in perfect faith she told me all the good
imaginable.

"Then you are very fond of Veronique?" said I.

"Oh, yes!  I love her with all my heart, but she will not let me
caress her."

"No doubt she is afraid of your ceasing to love her.  But do you
think she ought to make me suffer so?"

"No, but if you love her you ought to forgive her."

Annette was still quite reasonable.  I made her drink a fourth
glass of muscat, but an instant after she told me that she could
not see anything, and we rose from the table.  Annette began to
please me a little too much, but I determined not to make any
attempts upon her for fear of finding her too submissive.  A
little resistance sharpens the appetite, while favours granted
with too much ease lose a great deal of their charm.  Annette was
only fourteen, she had a soft heart, no knowledge of the world or
her own rights, and she would not have resisted my embraces for
fear of being rude.  That sort of thing would only please a rich
and voluptuous Turk.

I begged her to do my hair, intending to dismiss her directly
after, but when she had finished I asked her to give me the
ointment.

"What do you want it for?"

"For the blisters that cursed saddle on which I rode six miles
gave me."

"Does the ointment do them good?"

"Certainly; it takes away the smart, and by to-morrow I shall be
cured, but you must send Costa to me, as I cannot put it on
myself."

"Can't I do it?"

"Yes, but I am afraid that would be an abuse of your kindness."

"I guess why; but as I am short-sighted, how shall I see the
blisters?"

"If you want to do it for me, I will place myself so that it will
be easier for you.  Stay, put the candle on this table."

"There you are, but don't let Costa put it on again to-morrow, or
he will guess that I or my sister did it to-night."

"You will do me the same service, then, to-morrow?"

"I or my sister, for she will get up early."

"Your sister!  No, my dear; she would be afraid of giving me too
much pleasure by touching me so near."

"And I am only afraid of hurting you.  Is that right?  Good
heavens! what a state your skin is in!"

"You have not finished yet."

"I am so short-sighted; turn round."

"With pleasure.  Here I am."

The little wanton could not resist laughing at what she saw,
doubtless, for the first time.  She was obliged to touch it to
continue rubbing the ointment in, and I saw that she liked it, as
she touched it when she had no need, and not being able to stand
it any longer I took hold of her hand and made her stop her work
in favour of a pleasanter employment.

When she had finished I burst out laughing to hear her ask, in the
most serious way, the pot of ointment still in her left hand,

"Did I do it right!"

"Oh, admirably, dear Annette!  You are an angel, and I am sure you
know what pleasure you gave me.  Can you come and spend an hour
with me?"

"Wait a bit."

She went out and shut the door, and I waited for her to return;
but my patience being exhausted I opened the door slightly, and
saw her undressing and getting into bed with her sister.  I went
back to my room and to bed again, without losing all hope.  I was
not disappointed, for in five minutes back she came, clad in her
chemise and walking on tip-toe.

"Come to my arms, my love; it is very cold."

"Here I am.  My sister is asleep and suspects nothing; and even if
she awoke the bed is so large that she would not notice my
absence."

"You are a divine creature, and I love you with all my heart."

"So much the better.  I give myself up to you; do what you like
with me, on the condition that you think of my sister no more."

"That will not cost me much.  I promise that I will not think of
her."

I found Annette a perfect neophyte, and though I saw no blood on
the altar of love next morning I did not suspect her on that
account.  I have often seen such cases, and I know by experience
that the effusion of blood or its absence proves nothing.  As a
general rule a girl cannot be convicted of having had a lover
unless she be with child.

I spent two hours of delight with this pretty baby, for she was so
small, so delicate, and so daintily shaped all over, that I can
find no better name for her.  Her docility did not detract from
the piquancy of the pleasure, for she was voluptuously inclined.

When I rose in the morning she came to my room with Veronique, and
I was glad to see that while the younger sister was radiant with
happiness the elder looked pleasant and as if she desired to make
herself agreeable.  I asked her how she was, and she told me that
diet and sleep had completely cured her.  "I have always found
them the best remedy for a headache."  Annette had also cured me
of the curiosity I had felt about her.  I congratulated myself on
my achievement.

I was in such high spirits at supper that M. de Grimaldi thought I
had won everything from Veronique, and I let him think so.  I
promised to dine with him the next day, and I kept my word.  After
dinner I gave him a long letter for Rosalie, whom I did not expect
to see again except as Madame Petri, though I took care not to let
the marquis know what I thought.

In the evening I supped with the two sisters, and I made myself
equally agreeable to both of them.  When Veronique was alone with
me, putting my hair into curl-papers, she said that she loved me
much more now that I behaved discreetly.

"My discretion," I replied, "only means that I have given up the
hope of winning you.  I know how to take my part."

"Your love was not very great, then?"

"It sprang up quickly, and you, Veronique, could have made it
increase to a gigantic size."

She said nothing, but bit her lip, wished me good night and left
the room.  I went to bed expecting a visit from Annette, but I
waited in vain.  When I rang the next morning the dear girl
appeared looking rather sad.  I asked her the reason.

"Because my sister is ill, and spent the whole night in writing,"
said she.

Thus I learnt the reason of her not having paid me a visit.

"Do you know what she was writing about?"

"Oh, no!  She does not tell me that kind of thing, but here is a
letter for you."

I read through the long and well-composed letter, but as it bore
marks of craft and dissimulation it made me laugh.  After several
remarks of no consequence she said that she had repulsed me
because she loved me so much and that she was afraid that if she
satisfied my fancy she might lose me.

"I will be wholly yours," she added, "if you will give me the
position which Rosalie enjoyed.  I will travel in your company,
but you must give me a document, which M. de Grimaldi will sign as
a witness, in which you must engage to marry me in a year, and to
give me a portion of fifty thousand francs; and if at the end of a
year you do not wish to marry me, that sum to be at my absolute
disposal."

She stipulated also that if she became a mother in the course of a
year the child should be hers in the event of our separating.  On
these conditions she would become my mistress, and would have for
me all possible love and kindness.

This proposal, cleverly conceived, but foolishly communicated to
me, shewed me that Veronique had not the talent of duping others.
I saw directly that M. de Grimaldi had nothing to do with it, and
I felt sure that he would laugh when I told him the story.

Annette soon came back with the chocolate, and told me that her
sister hoped I would answer her letter.

"Yes, dear," said I, "I will answer her when I get up."

I took my chocolate, put on my dressing-gown, and went to
Veronique's room.  I found her sitting up in bed in a negligent
attire that might have attracted me if her letter had not deprived
her of my good opinion.  I sat on the bed, gave her back the
letter, and said,--

"Why write, when we can talk the matter over?"

"Because one is often more at ease in writing than in speaking."

"In diplomacy and business that will pass, but not in love.  Love
makes no conditions.  Let us have no documents, no safeguards, but
give yourself up to me as Rosalie did, and begin to-night without
my promising anything.  If you trust in love, you will make him
your prisoner.  That way will honour us and our pleasures, and if
you like I will consult M. de Grimaldi on the subject.  As to your
plan, if it does not injure your honour, it does small justice to
your common sense, and no one but a fool would agree to it.  You
could not possibly love the man to whom you make such a proposal,
and as to M. de Grimaldi, far from having anything to do with it,
I am sure he would be indignant at the very idea."

This discourse did not put Veronique out of countenance.  She said
she did not love me well enough to give herself to me
unconditionally; to which I replied that I was not sufficiently
taken with her charms to buy them at the price she fixed, and so I
left her.

I called Costa, and told him to go and warn the master of the
felucca that I was going the next day, and with this idea I went
to bid good-bye to the marquis, who informed me that he had just
been taking Petri to see Rosalie, who had received him well
enough.  I told him I was glad to hear it, and said that I
commended to him the care of her happiness, but such commendations
were thrown away.

It is one of the most curious circumstances of my history, that in
one year two women whom I sincerely loved and whom I might have
married were taken from me by two old men, whose affections I had
fostered without wishing to do so.  Happily these gentlemen made
my mistresses' fortunes, but on the other hand they did me a still
greater service in relieving me of a tie which I should have found
very troublesome in course of time.  No doubt they both saw that
my fortune, though great in outward show, rested on no solid
basis, which, as the reader will see, was unhappily too true.  I
should be happy if I thought that my errors or rather follies
would serve as a warning to the readers of these Memoirs.

I spent the day in watching the care with which Veronique and
Annette packed up my trunks, for I would not let my two servants
help in any way.  Veronique was neither sad nor gay.  She looked
as if she had made up her mind, and as if there had never been any
differences between us.  I was very glad, for as I no longer cared
for her I should have been annoyed to find that she still cared
for me.

We supped in our usual manner, discussing only commonplace topics,
but just as I was going to bed Annette shook my hand in a way that
told me to prepare for a visit from her.  I admired the natural
acuteness of young girls, who take their degrees in the art of
love with so much ease and at such an early age.  Annette, almost
a child, knew more than a young man of twenty.  I decided on
giving her fifty sequins without letting Veronique see me, as I
did not intend to be so liberal towards her.  I took a roll of
ducats and gave them to her as soon as she came.

She lay down beside me, and after a moment devoted to love she
said that Veronique was asleep, adding,--

"I heard all you said to my sister, and I am sure you love her."

"If I did, dear Annette, I should not have made my proposal in
such plain terms."

"I should like to believe that, but what would you have done if
she had accepted your offer?  You would be in one bed by this, I
suppose?"

"I was more than certain, dearest, that her pride would hinder her
receiving me."

We had reached this point in our conversation when we were
surprised by the sudden appearance of Veronique with a lighted
candle, and wearing only her chemise.  She laughed at her sister
to encourage her, and I joined in the laughter, keeping a firm
hold on the little one for fear of her escaping.  Veronique looked
ravishing in her scanty attire, and as she laughed I could not be
angry with her.  However, I said,--

"You have interrupted our enjoyment, and hurt your sister's
feelings; perhaps you will despise her for the future?"

"On the contrary, I shall always love her."

"Her feelings overcame her, and she surrendered to me without
making any terms."

"She has more sense than I"

"Do you mean that?"

"I do, really."

"I am astonished and delighted to hear it; but as it is so, kiss
your sister."

At this invitation Veronique put down the candle, and covered
Annette's beautiful body with kisses.  The scene made me feel very
happy.

"Come, Veronique," said I, "you will die of cold; come and lie
down."

I made room for her, and soon there were three of us under the
same sheet.  I was in an ecstasy at this group, worthy of Aretin's
pencil.

"Dearest ones," said I, "you have played me a pretty trick; was it
premeditated?  And was Veronique false this morning, or is she
false now?"

"We did not premeditate anything, I was true this morning, and I
am true now.  I feel that I and my plan were very silly, and I
hope you will forgive me, since I have repented and have had my
punishment.  Now I think I am in my right senses, as I have
yielded to the feelings with which you inspired me when I saw you
first, and against which I have fought too long."

"What you say pleases me extremely."

"Well, forgive me and finish my punishment by shewing that you are
not angry with me."

"How am I to do that?"

"By telling me that you are vexed no longer, and by continuing to
give my sister proofs of your love."

"I swear to you that so far from being angry with you I am very
fond of you; but would you like us to be fond in your presence?"

"Yes, if you don't mind me."

Feeling excited by voluptuous emotions, I saw that my part could
no longer be a passive one.

"What do you say," said I to my blonde, "will you allow your
heroic sister to remain a mere looker-on at our sweet struggles?
Are you not generous enough to let me make her an actress in the
drama?"

"No; I confess I do not feel as if I could be so generous to-
night, but next night, if you will play the same part, we will
change.  Veronique shall act and I will look on."

"That would do beautifully," said Veronique, with some vexation in
her manner, "if the gentleman was not going to-morrow morning."

"I will stay, dear Veronique, if only to prove how much I love
you,"

I could not have wished for plainer speech on her part, and I
should have liked to shew her how grateful I felt on the spot; but
that would have been at Annette's expense, as I had no right to
make any alteration in the piece of which she was the author and
had a right to expect all the profits.  Whenever I recall this
pleasant scene I feel my heart beat with voluptuous pleasure, and
even now, with the hand of old age upon me, I can not recall it
without delight.

Veronique resigned herself to the passive part which her younger
sister imposed on her, and turning aside she leant her head on her
hand, disclosing a breast which would have excited the coldest of
men, and bade me begin my attack on Annette.  It was no hard task
she laid upon me, for I was all on fire, and I was certain of
pleasing her as long as she looked at me.  As Annette was short-
sighted, she could not distinguish in the heat of the action which
way I was looking, and I succeeded in getting my right hand free,
without her noticing me, and I was thus enabled to communicate a
pleasure as real though not as acute as that enjoyed by her
sister.  When the coverlet was disarranged, Veronique took the
trouble to replace it, and thus offered me, as if by accident, a
new spectacle.  She saw how I enjoyed the sight of her charms, and
her eye brightened.  At last, full of unsatisfied desire, she
shewed me all the treasures which nature had given her, just as I
had finished with Annette for the fourth time.  She might well
think that I was only rehearsing for the following night, and her
fancy must have painted her coming joys in the brightest colours.
Such at all events were my thoughts, but the fates determined
otherwise.  I was in the middle of the seventh act, always slower
and more pleasant for the actress than the first two or three,
when Costa came knocking loudly at my door, calling out that the
felucca was ready.  I was vexed at this untoward incident, got up
in a rage, and after telling him to pay the master for the day, as
I was not going till the morrow, I went back to bed, no longer,
however, in a state to continue the work I begun.  My two
sweethearts were delighted with me, but we all wanted rest, though
the piece should not have finished with an interruption.  I wanted
to get some amusement out of the interval, and proposed an
ablution, which made Annette laugh and which Veronique pronounced
to be absolutely necessary.  I found it a delicious hors d'oeuvre
to the banquet I had enjoyed.  The two sisters rendered each other
various services, standing in the most lascivious postures, and I
found my situation as looker-on an enviable one.

When the washing and the laughter it gave rise to were over, we
returned to the stage where the last act should have been
performed.  I longed to begin again, and I am sure I should have
succeeded if I had been well backed up by my partner; but Annette,
who was young and tired out with the toils of the night, forgot
her part, and yielded to sleep as she had yielded to love.
Veronique began to laugh when she saw her asleep, and I had to do
the same, when I saw that she was as still as a corpse.

"What a pity!" said Veronique's eyes; but she said it with her
eyes alone, while I was waiting for these words to issue from her
lips.  We were both of us wrong: she for not speaking, and I for
waiting for her to speak.  It was a favourable moment, but we let
it pass by, and love punished us.  I had, it is true, another
reason for abstaining.  I wished to reserve myself for the night.
Veronique went to her own bed to quiet her excited feelings, and I
stayed in bed with my sleeping beauty till noon, when I wished her
good morning by a fresh assault which was completed neither on her
side nor on mine to the best of my belief.

The day was spent in talking about ourselves, and determined to
eat only one meal, we did not sit down to table till night began
to fall.  We spent two hours in the consumption of delicate
dishes, and in defying Bacchus to make us feel his power.  We rose
as we saw Annette falling asleep, but we were not much annoyed at
the thought that she would not see the pleasures we promised each
other.  I thought that I should have enough to do to contemplate
the charms of the one nymph without looking at Annette's beauties.
We went to bed, our arms interlaced, our bodies tight together,
and lip pressed on lip, but that was all.  Veronique saw what
prevented me going any further, and she was too polite and modest
to complain.  She dissembled her feelings and continued to caress
me, while I was in a frenzy of rage.  I had never had such a
misfortune, unless as the result of complete exhaustion, or from a
strong mental impression capable of destroying my natural
faculties.  Let my readers imagine what I suffered; in the flower
of my age, with a strong constitution, holding the body of a woman
I had ardently desired in my arms, while she tenderly caressed me,
and yet I could do nothing for her.  I was in despair; one cannot
offer a greater insult to a woman.

At last we had to accept the facts and speak reasonably, and I was
the first to bewail my misfortune.

"You tired yourself too much yesterday," said she, "and you were
not sufficiently temperate at supper.  Do not let it trouble you,
dearest, I am sure you love me.  Do not try to force nature, you
will only weaken yourself more.  I think a gentle sleep would
restore your manly powers better than anything.  I can't sleep myself,
but don't mind me.  Sleep, we will make love together afterwards."

After those excellent and reasonable suggestions, Veronique turned
her back to me and I followed her example, but in vain did I
endeavour to obtain a refreshing slumber; nature which would not
give me the power of making her, the loveliest creature, happy,
envied me the power of repose as well.  My amorous ardour and my
rage forbade all thoughts of rest, and my excited passions
conspired against that which would enable them to satisfy their
desires.  Nature punished me for having distrusted her, and
because I had taken stimulants fit only for the weak.  If I had
fasted, I should have done great things, but now there was a
conflict between the stimulants and nature, and by my desire for
enjoyment I had deprived myself of the power to enjoy.  Thus
nature, wise like its Divine Author, punishes the ignorance and
presumption of poor weak mortals.

Throughout this terrible and sleepless night my mind roamed
abroad, and amidst the reproaches with which I overwhelmed myself
I found a certain satisfaction in the thought that they were not
wholly undeserved.  This is the sole enjoyment I still have when I
meditate on my past life and its varied adventures.  I feel that
no misfortune has befallen me save by my own fault, whilst I
attribute to natural causes the blessings, of which I have enjoyed
many.  I think I should go mad if in my soliloquies I came across
any misfortune which I could not trace to my own fault, for I
should not know where to place the reason, and that would degrade
me to the rank of creatures governed by instinct alone.  I feel
that I am somewhat more than a beast.  A beast, in truth, is a
foolish neighbour of mine, who tries to argue that the brutes
reason better than we do.

"I will grant," I said, "that they reason better than you, but I
can go no farther; and I think every reasonable man would say as
much."

This reply has made me an enemy, although he admits the first part
of the thesis.

Happier than I, Veronique slept for three hours; but she was
disagreeably surprised on my telling her that I had not been able
to close an eye, and on finding me in the same state of impotence
as before.  She began to get angry when I tried to convince her
rather too forcibly that my misfortune was not due to my want of
will, and then she blamed herself as the cause of my impotence;
and mortified by the idea, she endeavoured to destroy the spell by
all the means which passion suggested, and which I had hitherto
thought infallible; but her efforts and mine were all thrown away.
My despair was as great as hers when at last, wearied, ashamed,
and degraded in her own eyes, she discontinued her efforts, her
eyes full of tears.  She went away without a word, and left me
alone for the two or three hours which had still to elapse before
the dawn appeared.

At day-break Costa came and told me that the sea being rough and a
contrary wind blowing, the felucca would be in danger of
perishing.

"We will go as soon as the weather improves," said I; "in the
mean time light me a fire"

I arose, and proceeded to write down the sad history of the night.
This occupation soothed me, and feeling inclined to sleep I lay
down again and slept for eight hours.  When I awoke I felt better,
but still rather sad.  The two sisters were delighted to see me in
good health, but I thought I saw on Veronique's features an
unpleasant expression of contempt.  However, I had deserved it,
and I did not take the trouble of changing her opinion, though if
she had been more caressing she might easily have put me in a
state to repair the involuntary wrongs I had done her in the
night.  Before we sat down to table I gave her a present of a
hundred sequins, which made her look a little more cheerful.  I
gave an equal present to my dear Annette, who had not expected
anything, thinking herself amply recompensed by my first gift and
by the pleasure I had afforded her.

At midnight the master of the felucca came to tell me that the
wind had changed, and I took leave of the sisters.  Veronique shed
tears, but I knew to what to attribute them.  Annette kissed me
affectionately; thus each played her own part.  I sailed for
Lerici, where I arrived the next day, and then posted to Leghorn.
Before I speak of this town I think I shall interest my readers by
narrating a circumstance not unworthy of these Memoirs.




CHAPTER VI

A Clever Cheat--Passano--Pisa--Corilla--My Opinion of Squinting
Eyes--Florence--I See Therese Again--My Son--Corticelli

I was standing at some distance from my carriage into which they
were putting four horses, when a man accosted me and asked me if I
would pay in advance or at the next stage.  Without troubling to
look at him I said I would pay in advance, and gave him a coin
requesting him to bring me the change.

"Directly, sir," said he, and with that he went into the inn.

A few minutes after, just as I was going to look after my change,
the post-master came up and asked me to pay for the stage.

"I have paid already, and I am waiting for my change.  Did I not
give the money to you?"

"Certainly not, sir."

"Whom did I give it to, then?"

"I really can't say; but you will be able to recognize the man,
doubtless."

"It must have been you or one of your people."

I was speaking loud, and all the men came about me.

"These are all the men in my employ," said the master, and he
asked if any of them had received the money from me.

They all denied the fact with an air of sincerity which left no
room for suspicion.  I cursed and swore, but they let me curse and
swear as much as I liked.  At last I discovered that there was no
help for it, and I paid a second time, laughing at the clever
rascal who had taken me in so thoroughly.  Such are the lessons of
life; always full of new experiences, and yet one never knows
enough.  From that day I have always taken care not to pay for
posting except to the proper persons.

In no country are knaves so cunning as in Italy, Greece ancient
and modern excepted.

When I got to the best inn at Leghorn they told me that there was
a theatre, and my luck made me go and see the play.  I was
recognized by an actor who accosted me, and introduced me to one
of his comrades, a self-styled poet, and a great enemy of the Abbe
Chiari, whom I did not like, as he had written a biting satire
against me, and I had never succeeded in avenging myself on him.
I asked them to come and sup with me--a windfall which these
people are not given to refusing.  The pretended poet was a
Genoese, and called himself Giacomo Passano.  He informed me that
he had written three hundred sonnets against the abbe, who would
burst with rage if they were ever printed.  As I could not
restrain a smile at the good opinion the poet had of his works, he
offered to read me a few sonnets.  He had the manuscript about
him, and I could not escape the penance.  He read a dozen or so,
which I thought mediocre, and a mediocre sonnet is necessarily a
bad sonnet, as this form of poetry demands sublimity; and thus
amongst the myriads of sonnets to which Italy gives birth very few
can be called good.

If I had given myself time to examine the man's features, I
should, no doubt, have found him to be a rogue; but I was blinded
by passion, and the idea of three hundred sonnets against the Abbe
Chiari fascinated me.

I cast my eyes over the title of the manuscript, and read, "La
Chiareide di Ascanio Pogomas."

"That's an anagram of my Christian name and my surname; is it not
a happy combination?"

This folly made me smile again.  Each of the sonnets was a dull
diatribe ending with "l'abbate Chiari e un coglione."  He did not
prove that he was one, but he said so over and over again, making
use of the poet's privilege to exaggerate and lie.  What he wanted
to do was to annoy the abbe, who was by no means what Passano
called him, but on the contrary, a wit and a poet; and if he had
been acquainted with the requirements of the stage he would have
written better plays than Goldoni, as he had a greater command of
language.

I told Passano, for civility's sake, that he ought to get his
Chiareide printed.

"I would do so," said he, "if I could find a publisher, for I am
not rich enough to pay the expenses, and the publishers are a pack
of ignorant beggars.  Besides, the press is not free, and the
censor would not let the epithet I give to my hero pass.  If I
could go to Switzerland I am sure it could be managed; but I must
have six sequins to walk to Switzerland, and I have not got them."

"And when you got to Switzerland, where there are no theatres,
what would you do for a living?"

"I would paint in miniature.  Look at those."

He gave me a number of small ivory tablets, representing obscene
subjects, badly drawn and badly painted.

"I will give you an introduction to a gentleman at Berne," I said;
and after supper I gave him a letter and six sequins.  He wanted
to force some of his productions on me, but I would not have them.

I was foolish enough to give him a letter to pretty Sara's father,
and I told him to write to me at Rome, under cover of the banker
Belloni.

I set out from Leghorn the next day and went to Pisa, where I
stopped two days.  There I made the acquaintance of an Englishman,
of whom I bought a travelling carriage.  He took me to see
Corilla, the celebrated poetess.  She received me with great
politeness, and was kind enough to improvise on several subjects
which I suggested.  I was enchanted, not so much with her grace
and beauty, as by her wit and perfect elocution.  How sweet a
language sounds when it is spoken well and the expressions are
well chosen.  A language badly spoken is intolerable even from a
pretty mouth, and I have always admired the wisdom of the Greeks
who made their nurses teach the children from the cradle to speak
correctly and pleasantly.  We are far from following their good
example; witness the fearful accents one hears in what is called,
often incorrectly, good society.

Corilla was 'straba', like Venus as painted by the ancients--why,
I cannot think, for however fair a squint-eyed woman may be
otherwise, I always look upon her face as distorted.  I am sure
that if Venus had been in truth a goddess, she would have made the
eccentric Greek, who first dared to paint her cross-eyed, feel the
weight of her anger.  I was told that when Corilla sang, she had
only to fix her squinting eyes on a man and the conquest was
complete; but, praised be God! she did not fix them on me.

At Florence I lodged at the "Hotel Carrajo," kept by Dr. Vannini,
who delighted to confess himself an unworthy member of the Academy
Della Crusca.  I took a suite of rooms which looked out on the
bank of the Arno.  I also took a carriage and a footman, whom, as
well as a coachman, I clad in blue and red livery.  This was M.
de Bragadin's livery, and I thought I might use his colours, not
with the intention of deceiving anyone, but merely to cut a dash.

The morning after my arrival I put on my great coat to escape
observation, and proceeded to walk about Florence.  In the evening
I went to the theatre to see the famous harlequin, Rossi, but I
considered his reputation was greater than he deserved.  I passed
the same judgment on the boasted Florentine elocution; I did not
care for it at all.  I enjoyed seeing Pertici; having become old,
and not being able to sing any more, he acted, and, strange to
say, acted well; for, as a rule, all singers, men and women, trust
to their voice and care nothing for acting, so that an ordinary
cold entirely disables them for the time being.

Next day I called on the banker, Sasso Sassi, on whom I had a good
letter of credit, and after an excellent dinner I dressed and went
to the opera an via della Pergola, taking a stage box, not so much
for the music, of which I was never much of an admirer, as because
I wanted to look at the actress.

The reader may guess my delight and surprise when I recognised in
the prima donna Therese, the false Bellino, whom I had left at
Rimini in the year 1744; that charming Therese whom I should
certainly have married if M. de Gages had not put me under arrest.
I had not seen her for seventeen years, but she looked as
beautiful and ravishing as ever as she came forward on the stage.
It seemed impossible.  I could not believe my eyes, thinking the
resemblance must be a coincidence, when, after singing an air, she
fixed her eyes on mine and kept them there.  I could no longer
doubt that it was she; she plainly recognized me.  As she left the
stage she stopped at the wings and made a sign to me with her fan
to come and speak to her.

I went out with a beating heart, though I could not explain my
perturbation, for I did not feel guilty in any way towards
Therese, save in that I had not answered the last letter she had
written me from Naples, thirteen years ago.  I went round the
theatre, feeling a greater curiosity as to the results of our
interview than to know what had befallen her during the seventeen
years which seemed an age to me.

I came to the stage-door, and I saw Therese standing at the top of
the stair.  She told the door-keeper to let me pass; I went up and
we stood face to face.  Dumb with surprise I took her hand and
pressed it against my heart.

"Know from that beating heart," said I, "all that I feel."

"I can't follow your example," said she, "but when I saw you I
thought I should have fainted.  Unfortunately I am engaged to
supper.  I shall not shut my eyes all night.  I shall expect you
at eight o'clock to-morrow morning.  Where are you staying?"

"At Dr. Vannini's."

"Under what name?"

"My own."

"How long have you been here?"

"Since yesterday."

"Are you stopping long in Florence?"

"As long as you like."

"Are you married?"

"No."

"Cursed be that supper!  What an event!  You must leave me now,
I have to go on.  Good-bye till seven o'clock to-morrow."

She had said eight at first, but an hour sooner was no harm.
I returned to the theatre, and recollected that I had neither asked
her name or address, but I could find out all that easily.  She
was playing Mandane, and her singing and acting were admirable.
I asked a well-dressed young man beside me what that admirable
actress's name was.

"You have only come to Florence to-day, sir?"

"I arrived yesterday."

"Ah! well, then it's excusable.  That actress has the same name as
I have.  She is my wife, and I am Cirillo Palesi, at your
service."

I bowed and was silent with surprise.  I dared not ask where she
lived, lest he might think my curiosity impertinent.  Therese
married to this handsome young man, of whom, of all others, I had
made enquiries about her!  It was like a scene in a play.

I could bear it no longer.  I longed to be alone and to ponder
over this strange adventure at my ease, and to think about my
visit to Therese at seven o'clock the next morning.  I felt the
most intense curiosity to see what the husband would do when he
recognized me, and he was certain to do so, for he had looked at
me attentively as he spoke.  I felt that my old flame for Therese
was rekindled in my heart, and I did not know whether I was glad
or sorry at her being married.

I left the opera-house and told my footman to call my carriage.

"You can't have it till nine o'clock, sir; it was so cold the
coachman sent the horses back to the stable."

"We will return on foot, then."

"You will catch a cold."

"What is the prima donna's name?"

"When she came here, she called herself Lanti, but for the last
two months she has been Madame Palesi.  She married a handsome
young man with no property and no profession, but she is rich, so
he takes his ease and does nothing."

"Where does she live?"

"At the end of this street.  There's her house, sir; she lodges on
the first floor."

This was all I wanted to know, so I said no more, but took note of
the various turnings, that I might be able to find my way alone
the next day.  I ate a light supper, and told Le Duc to call me at
six o'clock.

"But it is not light till seven."

"I know that."

"Very good"

At the dawn of day, I was at the door of the woman I had loved so
passionately.  I went to the first floor, rang the bell, and an
old woman came out and asked me if I were M. Casanova.  I told her
that I was, whereupon she said that the lady had informed her I
was not coming till eight.

"She said seven."

"Well, well, it's of no consequence.  Kindly walk in here.  I will
go and awake her."

In five minutes, the young husband in his night-cap and dressing-
gown came in, and said that his wife would not be long.  Then
looking at me attentively with an astounded stare, he said,

"Are you not the gentleman who asked me my wife's name last
night?"

"You are right, I did.  I have not seen your wife for many years,
but I thought I recognized her.  My good fortune made me enquire
of her husband, and the friendship which formerly attached me to
her will henceforth attach me to you."

As I uttered this pretty compliment Therese, as fair as love,
rushed into the room with open arms.  I took her to my bosom in a
transport of delight, and thus we remained for two minutes, two
friends, two lovers, happy to see one another after a long and sad
parting.  We kissed each other again and again, and then bidding
her husband sit down she drew me to a couch and gave full course
to her tears.  I wept too, and my tears were happy ones.  At last
we wiped our eyes, and glanced towards the husband whom we had
completely forgotten.  He stood in an attitude of complete
astonishment, and we burst out laughing.  There was something so
comic in his surprise that it would have taxed all the talents of
the poet and the caricaturist to depict his expression of
amazement.  Therese, who knew how to manage him, cried in a
pathetic an affectionate voice,--

"My dear Palesi, you see before you my father--nay, more than a
father, for this is my generous friend to whom I owe all.  Oh,
happy moment for which my heart has longed for these ten years
past."

At the word "father" the unhappy husband fixed his gaze on me, but
I restrained my laughter with considerable difficulty.  Although
Therese was young for her age, she was only two years younger than
I; but friendship gives a new meaning to the sweet name of father.

"Yes, sir," said I, "your Therese is my daughter, my sister, my
cherished friend; she is an angel, and this treasure is your
wife."

"I did not reply to your last letter," said I, not giving him time
to come to himself.

"I know all," she replied.  "You fell in love with a nun.  You
were imprisoned under the Leads, and I heard of your almost
miraculous flight at Vienna.  I had a false presentiment that I
should see you in that town.  Afterwards I heard of you in Paris
and Holland, but after you left Paris nobody could tell me any
more about you.  You will hear some fine tales when I tell you all
that has happened to me during the past ten years.  Now I am
happy.  I have my dear Palesi here, who comes from Rome.  I
married him a couple of months ago.  We are very fond of each
other, and I hope you will be as much his friend as mine."

At this I arose and embraced the husband, who cut such an
extraordinary figure.  He met me with open arms, but in some
confusion; he was, no doubt, not yet quite satisfied as to the
individual who was his wife's father, brother, friend, and perhaps
lover, all at once.  Therese saw this feeling in his eyes, and
after I had done she came and kissed him most affectionately,
which confused me in my turn, for I felt all my old love for her
renewed, and as ardent as it was when Don Sancio Pico introduced
me to her at Ancona.

Reassured by my embrace and his wife's caress, M.  Palesi asked me
if I would take a cup of chocolate with them, which he himself
would make.  I answered that chocolate was my favourite breakfast-
dish, and all the more so when it was made by a friend.  He went
away to see to it.  Our time had come.

As soon as we were alone Therese threw herself into my arms, her
face shining with such love as no pen can describe.

"Oh, my love!  whom I shall love all my life, clasp me to your
breast!  Let us give each other a hundred embraces on this happy
day, but not again, since my fate has made me another's bride.
To-morrow we will be like brother and sister; to-day let us be
lovers."

She had not finished this speech before my bliss was crowned.  Our
transports were mutual, and we renewed them again and again during
the half hour in which we had no fear of an interruption.  Her
negligent morning dress and my great coat were highly convenient
under the circumstances.

After we had satiated in part our amorous ardour we breathed again
and sat down.  There was a short pause, and then she said,

"You must know that I am in love with my husband and determined
not to deceive him.  What I have just done was a debt I had to pay
to the remembrance of my first love.  I had to pay it to prove how
much I love you; but let us forget it now.  You must be contented
with the thought of my great affection for you--of which you can
have no doubt--and let me still think that you love me; but
henceforth do not let us be alone together, as I should give way,
and that would vex me.  What makes you look so sad?"

"I find you bound, while I am free.  I thought we had met never to
part again; you had kindled the old fires.  I am the same to you
as I was at Ancona.  I have proved as much, and you can guess how
sad I feel at your decree that I am to enjoy you no more.  I find
that you are not only married but in love with your husband.
Alas!  I have come too late, but if I had not stayed at Genoa I
should not have been more fortunate.  You shall know all in due
time, and in the meanwhile I will be guided by you in everything.
I suppose your husband knows nothing of our connection, and my
best plan will be to be reserved, will it not?"

"Yes, dearest, for he knows nothing of my affairs, and I am glad
to say he shews no curiosity respecting them. Like everybody else,
he knows I made my fortune at Naples; I told him I went there when
I was ten years old.  That was an innocent lie which hurts nobody;
and in my position I find that inconvenient truths have to give
way to lies. I give myself out as only twenty-four, how do you
think I look?"

"You look as if you were telling the truth, though I know you must
be thirty-two."

"You mean thirty-one, for when I knew you I couldn't have been
more than fourteen."

"I thought you were fifteen at least."

"Well, I might admit that between ourselves; but tell me if I look
more than twenty-four."

"I swear to you you don't look as old, but at Naples . . . ."

"At Naples some people might be able to contradict me, but nobody
would mind them.  But I am waiting for what ought to be the
sweetest moment of your life."

"What is that, pray?"

"Allow me to keep my own counsel, I want to enjoy your surprise.
How are you off?  If you want money, I can give you back all you
gave me, and with compound interest.  All I have belongs to me; my
husband is not master of anything.  I have fifty thousand ducats
at Naples, and an equal sum in diamonds.  Tell me how much you
want--quick! the chocolate is coming."

Such a woman was Therese.  I was deeply moved, and was about to
throw my arms about her neck without answering when the chocolate
came.  Her husband was followed by a girl of exquisite beauty, who
carried three cups of chocolate on a silver-gilt dish.  While we
drank it Palesi amused us by telling us with much humour how
surprised he was when he recognized the man who made him rise at
such an early hour as the same who had asked him his wife's name
the night before.  Therese and I laughed till our sides ached, the
story was told so wittily and pleasantly.  This Roman displeased
me less than I expected; his jealousy seemed only put on for
form's sake.

"At ten o'clock," said Theresa, "I have a rehearsal here of the
new opera.  You can stay and listen if you like.  I hope you will
dine with us every day, and it will give me great pleasure if you
will look upon my house as yours."

"To-day," said I, "I will stay with you till after supper, and
then I will leave you with your fortunate husband."

As I pronounced these words M. Palesi embraced me with effusion,
as if to thank me for not objecting to his enjoying his rights as
a husband.

He was between the ages of twenty and twenty-two, of a fair
complexion, and well-made, but too pretty for a man. I did not
wonder at Therese being in love with him, for I knew too well the
power of a handsome face; but I thought that she had made a
mistake in marrying him, for a husband acquires certain rights
which may become troublesome.

Therese's pretty maid came to tell me that my carriage was at the
door.

"Will you allow me," said I to her, "to have my footman in?"

"Rascal," said I, as soon as he came in, "who told you to come
here with my carriage?"

"Nobody, sir, but I know my duty."

"Who told you that I was here?"

"I guessed as much."

"Go and fetch Le Duc, and come back with him."

When they arrived I told Le Duc to pay the impertinent fellow
three days' wages, to strip him of his livery, and to ask Dr.
Vannini to get me a servant of the same build, not gifted with the
faculty of divination, but who knew how to obey his master's
orders.  The rascal was much perturbed at the result of his
officiousness, and asked Therese to plead for him; but, like a
sensible woman, she told him that his master was the best judge of
the value of his services.

At ten o'clock all the actors and actresses arrived, bringing with
them a mob of amateurs who crowded the hall.  Therese received
their greetings graciously, and I could see she enjoyed a great
reputation.  The rehearsal lasted three hours, and wearied me
extremely.  To relieve my boredom I talked to Palesi, whom I liked
for not asking me any particulars of my acquaintance with his
wife.  I saw that he knew how to behave in the position in which
he was placed.

A girl from Parma, named Redegonde, who played a man's part and
sang very well, stayed to dinner.  Therese had also asked a young
Bolognese, named Corticelli.  I was struck with the budding charms
of this pretty dancer, but as I was just then full of Therese, I
did not pay much attention to her.  Soon after we sat down I saw a
plump abbe coming in with measured steps.  He looked to me a
regular Tartuffe, after nothing but Therese.  He came up to her as
soon as he saw her, and going on one knee in the Portuguese
fashion, kissed her hand tenderly and respectfully.  Therese
received him with smiling courtesy and put him at her right hand;
I was at their left.  His voice, manner, and all about him told me
that I had known him, and in fact I soon recognized him as the
Abbe Gama, whom I had left at Rome seventeen years before with
Cardinal Acquaviva; but I pretended not to recognize him, and
indeed he had aged greatly.  This gallant priest had eyes for no
one but Therese, and he was too busy with saying a thousand soft
nothings to her to take notice of anybody else in the company.  I
hoped that in his turn he would either not recognize me or pretend
not to do so, so I was continuing my trifling talk with the
Corticelli, when Therese told me that the abbe wanted to know
whether I did not recollect him.  I looked at his face
attentively, and with the air of a man who is trying to recollect
something, and then I rose and asked if he were not the Abbe Gama,
with whose acquaintance I was honoured.

"The same," said he, rising, and placing his arms round my neck he
kissed me again and again.  This was in perfect agreement with his
crafty character; the reader will not have forgotten the portrait
of him contained in the first volume of these Memoirs.

After the ice had been thus broken it will be imagined that we had
a long conversation.  He spoke of Barbaruccia, of the fair
Marchioness G----, of Cardinal S---- C----, and told me how he had
passed from the Spanish to the Portuguese service, in which he
still continued.  I was enjoying his talk about numerous subjects
which had interested me in my early youth, when an unexpected
sight absorbed all my thinking faculties.  A young man of fifteen
or sixteen, as well grown as Italians usually are at that age,
came into the room, saluted the company with easy grace, and
kissed Therese.  I was the only person who did not know him, but I
was not the only one who looked surprised.  The daring Therese
introduced him to me with perfect coolness with the words:--

"That is my brother."

I greeted him as warmly as I could, but my manner was slightly
confused, as I had not had time to recover my composure.  This so-
called brother of Therese was my living image, though his
complexion was rather clearer than mine.  I saw at once that he
was my son; nature had never been so indiscreet as in the amazing
likeness between us.  This, then, was the surprise of which
Therese had spoken; she had devised the pleasure of seeing me at
once astounded and delighted, for she knew that my heart would be
touched at the thought of having left her such a pledge of our
mutual love.  I had not the slightest foreknowledge in the matter,
for Therese had never alluded to her being with child in her
letters.  I thought, however, that she should not have brought
about this meeting in the presence of a third party, for everyone
has eyes in their head, and anyone with eyes must have seen that
the young man was either my son or my brother.  I glanced at her,
but she avoided meeting my eye, while the pretended brother was
looking at me so attentively that he did not hear what was said to
him.  As to the others, they did nothing but look first at me and
then at him, and if they came to the conclusion that he was my son
they would be obliged to suppose that I had been the lover of
Therese's mother, if she were really his sister, for taking into
consideration the age she looked and gave herself out to be she
could not possibly be his mother.  It was equally impossible that
I could be Therese's father, as I did not look any older than she
did.

My son spoke the Neapolitan dialect perfectly, but he also spoke
Italian very well, and in whatever he said I was glad to recognize
taste, good sense, and intelligence.  He was well-informed, though
he had been brought up at Naples, and his manners were very
distinguished.  His mother made him sit between us at table.

"His favourite amusement," she said to me, "is music.  You must
hear him on the clavier, and though I am eight years older I shall
not be surprised if you pronounce him the better performer."

Only a woman's delicate instinct could have suggested this remark;
men hardly ever approach women in this respect.

Whether from natural impulses or self-esteem, I rose from the
table so delighted with my son that I embraced him with the utmost
tenderness, and was applauded by the company.  I asked everybody
to dine with me the next day, and my invitation was joyfully
accepted; but the Corticelli said, with the utmost simplicity,

"May I come, too?"

"Certainty; you too."

After dinner the Abbe Gama asked me to breakfast with him, or to
have him to breakfast the next morning, as be was longing for a
good talk with me.

"Come and breakfast with me," said I, "I shall be delighted to see
you."

When the guests had gone Don Cesarino, as the pretended brother of
Therese was called, asked me if I would walk with him.  I kissed
him, and replied that my carriage was at his service, and that he
and his brother-in-law could drive in it, but that I had resolved
not to leave his sister that day.  Palesi seemed quite satisfied
with the arrangement, and they both went away.

When we were alone, I gave Therese an ardent embrace, and
congratulated her on having such a brother.

"My dear, he is the fruit of our amours; he is your son.  He makes
me happy, and is happy himself, and indeed he has everything to
make him so."

"And I, too, am happy, dear Therese.  You must have seen that I
recognized him at once."

"But do you want to give him a brother?  How ardent you are!"

"Remember, beloved one, that to-morrow we are to be friends, and
nothing more."

By this my efforts were crowned with success, but the thought that
it was the last time was a bitter drop in the cup of happiness.

When we had regained our composure, Therese said,--

"The duke who took me from Rimini brought up our child; as soon as
I knew that I was pregnant I confided my secret to him.  No one
knew of my delivery, and the child was sent to nurse at Sorrento,
and the duke had him baptized under the name of Caesar Philip
Land.  He remained at Sorrento till he was nine, and then he was
boarded with a worthy man, who superintended his education and
taught him music.  From his earliest childhood he has known me as
his sister, and you cannot think how happy I was when I saw him
growing so like you.  I have always considered him as a sure
pledge of our final union.  I was ever thinking what would happen
when we met, for I knew that he would have the same influence over
you as he has over me.  I was sure you would marry me and make him
legitimate."

"And you have rendered all this, which would have made me happy,
an impossibility."

"The fates decided so; we will say no more about it.  On the death
of the duke I left Naples, leaving Cesarino at the same boarding
school, under the protection of the Prince de la Riccia, who has
always looked upon him as a brother.  Your son, though he does not
know it, possesses the sum of twenty thousand ducats, of which I
receive the interest, but you may imagine that I let him want for
nothing.  My only regret is that I cannot tell him I am his
mother, as I think he would love me still more if he knew that he
owed his being to me.  You cannot think how glad I was to see your
surprise to-day, and how soon you got to love him."

"He is wonderfully like me."

"That delights me.  People must think that you were my mother's
lover.  My husband thinks that our friendship is due to the
connection between you and my mother.  He told me yesterday that
Cesarino might be my brother on the mother's side, but not on my
father's; as he had seen his father in the theatre, but that he
could not possibly be my father, too.  If I have children by
Palesi all I have will go to them, but if not Cesarino will be my
heir.  My property is well secured, even if the Prince de Riccia
were to die."

"Come," said she, drawing me in the direction of her bed-room.
She opened a large box which contained her jewels and diamonds,
and shares to the amount of fifty thousand ducats.  Besides that
she had a large amount of plate, and her talents which assured her
the first place in all the Italian theatres.

"Do you know whether our dear Cesarino has been in love yet?" said I.

"I don't think so, but I fancy my pretty maid is in love with him.
I shall keep my eyes open."

"You mustn't be too strict."

"No, but it isn't a good thing for a young man to engage too soon
in that pleasure which makes one neglect everything else."

"Let me have him, I will teach him how to live."

"Ask all, but leave me my son.  You must know that I never kiss
him for fear of my giving way to excessive emotion.  I wish you
knew how good and pure he is, and how well he loves me, I could
not refuse him anything."

"What will people say in Venice when they see Casanova again, who
escaped from The Leads and has become twenty years younger?"

"You are going to Venice, then, for the Ascensa?"

"Yes, and you are going to Rome?"

"And to Naples, to see my friend the Duke de Matalone."

"I know him well.  He has already had a son by the daughter of the
Duke de Bovino, whom he married.  She must be a charming woman to
have made a man of him, for all Naples knew that he was impotent."

"Probably, she only knew the secret of making him a father."

"Well, it is possible."

We spent the time by talking with interest on various topics till
Cesarino and the husband came back.  The dear child finished his
conquest of me at supper; he had a merry random wit, and all the
Neapolitan vivacity.  He sat down at the clavier, and after
playing several pieces with the utmost skill he began to sing
Neapolitan songs which made us all laugh.  Therese only looked at
him and me, but now and again she embraced her husband, saying,
that in love alone lies happiness.

I thought then, and I think now, that this day was one of the
happiest I have ever spent.




CHAPTER VII

The Corticelli--The Jew Manager Beaten--The False Charles Ivanoff
and the Trick He Played Me--I Am Ordered to Leave Tuscany
--I Arrive at Rome--My Brother Jean

At nine o'clock the next morning, the Abbe Gama was announced.
The first thing he did was to shed tears of joy (as he said) at
seeing me so well and prosperous after so many years.  The reader
will guess that the abbe addressed me in the most flattering
terms, and perhaps he may know that one may be clever, experienced
in the ways of the world, and even distrustful of flattery, but
yet one's self-love, ever on the watch, listens to the flatterer,
and thinks him pleasant.  This polite and pleasant abbe, who had
become extremely crafty from having lived all his days amongst the
high dignitaries at the court of the 'Servus Servorum Dei' (the
best school of strategy), was not altogether an ill-disposed man,
but both his disposition and his profession conspired to make him
inquisitive; in fine, such as I have depicted him in the first
volume of these Memoirs.  He wanted to hear my adventures, and did
not wait for me to ask him to tell his story.  He told me at great
length the various incidents in his life for the seventeen years
in which we had not seen one another.  He had left the service of
the King of Spain for that of the King of Portugal, he was
secretary of embassy to the Commander Almada, and be had been
obliged to leave Rome because the Pope Rezzonico would not allow
the King of Portugal to punish certain worthy Jesuit assassins,
who had only broken his arm as it happened, but who had none the
less meant to take his life.  Thus, Gama was staying in Italy
corresponding with Almada and the famous Carvalho, waiting for the
dispute to be finished before he returned to Rome.  In point of
fact this was the only substantial incident in the abbe's story,
but he worked in so many episodes of no consequence that it lasted
for an hour.  No doubt he wished me to shew my gratitude by
telling him all my adventures without reserve; but the upshot of
it was that we both shewed ourselves true diplomatists, he in
lengthening his story, I in shortening mine, while I could not
help feeling some enjoyment in bulking the curiosity of my
cassocked friend.

"What are you going to do in Rome?" said he, indifferently.

"I am going to beg the Pope to use his influence in my favour with
the State Inquisitors at Venice."

It was not the truth, but one lie is as good as another, and if I
had said I was only going for amusement's sake he would not have
believed me.  To tell the truth to an unbelieving man is to
prostitute, to murder it.  He then begged me to enter into a
correspondence with him, and as that bound me to nothing I agreed
to do so.

"I can give you a mark of my friendship," said he, "by introducing
you to the Marquis de Botta-Adamo, Governor of Tuscany; he is
supposed to be a friend of the regent's."

I accepted his offer gratefully, and he began to sound me about
Therese, but found my lips as tightly closed as the lid of a
miser's coffer.  I told him she was a child when I made the
acquaintance of her family at Bologna, and that the resemblance
between her brother and myself was a mere accident--a freak of
nature.  He happened to catch sight of a well-written manuscript
on the table, and asked me if that superb writing was my
secretary's.  Costa, who was present, answered in Spanish that he
wrote it.  Gama overwhelmed him with compliments, and begged me to
send Costa to him to copy some letters.  I guessed that he wanted
to pump him about me, and said that I needed his services all the
day.

"Well, well," said the abbe, "another time will do."  I gave him no
answer.  Such is the character of the curious.

I am not referring to that curiosity which depends on the occult
sciences, and endeavours to pry into the future--the daughter of
ignorance and superstition, its victims are either foolish or
ignorant.  But the Abbe Gama was neither; he was naturally
curious, and his employment made him still more so, for he was
paid to find out everything.  He was a diplomatist; if he had been
a little lower down in the social scale he would have been treated
as a spy.

He left me to pay some calls, promising to be back by dinner-time.

Dr. Vannini brought me another servant, of the same height as the
first, and engaged that he should obey orders and guess nothing.
I thanked the academician and inn-keeper, and ordered him to get
me a sumptuous dinner.

The Corticelli was the first to arrive, bringing with her her
brother, an effeminate-looking young man, who played the violin
moderately well, and her mother, who informed me that she never
allowed her daughter to dine out without herself and her son.

"Then you can take her back again this instant," said I, "or take
this ducat to dine somewhere else, as I don't want your company or
your son's."

She took the ducat, saying that she was sure she was leaving her
daughter in good hands.

"You may be sure of that," said I, "so be off."

The daughter made such witty observations on the above dialogue
that I could not help laughing, and I began to be in love with
her.  She was only thirteen, and was so small that she looked ten.
She was well-made, lively, witty, and fairer than is usual with
Italian women, but to this day I cannot conceive how I fell in
love with her.

The young wanton begged me to protect her against the manager of
the opera, who was a Jew.  In the agreement she had made with him
he had engaged to let her dance a 'pas de deux' in the second
opera, and he had not kept his word.  She begged me to compel the
Jew to fulfil his engagement, and I promised to do so.

The next guest was Redegonde, who came from Parma.  She was a
tall, handsome woman, and Costa told me she was the sister of my
new footman.  After I had talked with her for two or three minutes
I found her remarks well worthy of attention.

Then came the Abbe Gama, who congratulated me on being seated
between two pretty girls.  I made him take my place, and he began
to entertain them as if to the manner born; and though the girls
were laughing at him, he was not in the least disconcerted.  He
thought he was amusing them, and on watching his expression I saw
that his self-esteem prevented him seeing that he was making a
fool of himself; but I did not guess that I might make the same
mistake at his age.

Wretched is the old man who will not recognize his old age;
wretched unless he learn that the sex whom he seduced so often
when he was young will despise him now if he still attempts to
gain their favour.

My fair Therese, with her husband and my son, was the last to
arrive.  I kissed Therese and then my son, and sat down between
them, whispering to Therese that such a dear mysterious trinity
must not be parted; at which Therese smiled sweetly.  The abbe sat
down between Redegonde and the Corticelli, and amused us all the
time by his agreeable conversation.

I laughed internally when I observed how respectfully my new
footman changed his sister's plate, who appeared vain of honours
to which her brother could lay no claim.  She was not kind; she
whispered to me, so that he could not hear,--

"He is a good fellow, but unfortunately he is rather stupid."

I had put in my pocket a superb gold snuff-box, richly enamelled
and adorned with a perfect likeness of myself.  I had had it made
at Paris, with the intention of giving it to Madame d'Urfe, and I
had not done so because the painter had made me too young.  I had
filled it with some excellent Havana snuff which M. de Chavigny
had given me, and of which Therese was very fond; I was waiting
for her to ask me for a pinch before I drew it out of my pocket.

The Abbe Gama, who had some exceedingly good snuff in an Origonela
box, sent a pinch to Therese, and she sent him her snuff in a
tortoise-shell box encrusted with gold in arabesques--an exquisite
piece of workmanship.  Gama criticised Therese's snuff, while I
said that I found it delicious but that I thought I had some
better myself.  I took out my snuff-box, and opening it offered
her a pinch.  She did not notice the portrait, but she agreed that
my snuff was vastly superior to hers.

"Well, would you like to make an exchange?" said I.  "Certainly,
give me some paper."

"That is not requisite; we will exchange the snuff and the snuff-
boxes."

So saying, I put Therese's box in my pocket and gave her mine
shut.  When she saw the portrait, she gave a cry which puzzled
everybody, and her first motion was to kiss the portrait.

"Look," said she to Cesarino, "here is your portrait."

Cesarino looked at it in astonishment, and the box passed from
hand to hand.  Everybody said that it was my portrait, taken ten
years ago, and that it might pass for a likeness of Cesarino.
Therese got quite excited, and swearing that she would never let
the box out of her hands again, she went up to her son and kissed
him several times.  While this was going on I watched the Abbe
Gama, and I could see that he was making internal comments of his
own on this affecting scene.

The worthy abbe went away towards the evening, telling me that he
would expect me to breakfast next morning.

I spent the rest of the day in making love to Redegonde, and
Therese, who saw that I was pleased with the girl, advised me to
declare myself, and promised that she would ask her to the house
as often as I liked.  But Therese did not know her.

Next morning Gama told me that he had informed Marshal Botta that
I would come and see him, and he would present me at four o'clock.
Then the worthy abbe, always the slave of his curiosity,
reproached me in a friendly manner for not having told him
anything about my fortune.

"I did not think it was worth mentioning, but as you are
interested in the subject I may tell you that my means are small,
but that I have friends whose purses are always open to me."

"If you have true friends you are a rich man, but true friends are
scarce."

I left the Abbe Gama, my head full of Redegonde, whom I preferred
to the young Corticelli, and I went to pay her a visit; but what a
reception!  She received me in a room in which were present her
mother, her uncle, and three or four dirty, untidy little monkeys:
these were her brothers.'

"Haven't you a better room to receive your friends in?" said I.

"I have no friends, so I don't want a room."

"Get it, my dear, and you will find the friends come fast enough.
This is all very well for you to welcome your relations in, but
not persons like myself who come to do homage to your charms and
your talents."

"Sir," said the mother, "my daughter has but few talents, and
thinks nothing of her charms, which are small."

"You are extremely modest, and I appreciate your feelings; but
everybody does not see your daughter with the same eyes, and she
pleased me greatly."

"That is an honour for her, and we are duly sensible of it, but
not so as to be over-proud.  My daughter will see you as often as
you please, but here, and in no other place."

"But I am afraid of being in the way here."

"An honest man is never in the way."

I felt ashamed, for nothing so confounds a libertine as modesty in
the mouth of poverty; and not knowing what to answer I took my
leave.

I told Therese of my unfortunate visit, and we both, laughed at
it; it was the best thing we could do.

"I shall be glad to see you at the opera," said she, "and you can
get into my dressing-room if you give the door-keeper a small
piece of money."

The Abbe Gama came as he promised, to take me to Marshal Botta, a
man of high talents whom the affair of Genoa had already rendered
famous.  He was in command of the Austrian army when the people,
growing angry at the sight of the foreigners, who had only come to
put them under the Austrian yoke, rose in revolt and made them
leave the town.  This patriotic riot saved the Republic.  I found
him in the midst of a crowd of ladies and gentlemen, whom he left
to welcome me.  He talked about Venice in a way that shewed he
understood the country thoroughly, and I conversed to him on
France, and, I believe, satisfied him.  In his turn he spoke of
the Court of Russia, at which he was staying when Elizabeth
Petrovna, who was still reigning at the period in question, so
easily mounted the throne of her father, Peter the Great.  "It is
only in Russia," said he, "that poison enters into politics."

At the time when the opera began the marshal left the room, and
everybody went away.  On my way the abbe assured me, as a matter
of course, that I had pleased the governor, and I afterwards went
to the theatre, and obtained admission to Therese's dressing-room
for a tester.  I found her in the hands of her pretty chamber-
maid, and she advised me to go to Redegonde's dressing-room, as
she played a man's part, and might, perhaps, allow me to assist in
her toilette.

I followed her advice, but the mother would not let me come in, as
her daughter was just going to dress.  I assured her that I would
turn my back all the time she was dressing, and on this condition
she let me in, and made me sit down at a table on which stood a
mirror, which enabled me to see all Redegonde's most secret parts
to advantage; above all, when she lifted her legs to put on her
breeches, either most awkwardly or most cleverly, according to her
intentions.  She did not lose anything by what she shewed,
however, for I was so pleased, that to possess her charms I would
have signed any conditions she cared to impose upon me.

"Redegonde must know," I said to myself, "that I could see
everything in the glass;" and the idea inflamed me.  I did not
turn round till the mother gave me leave, and I then admired my
charmer as a young man of five feet one, whose shape left nothing
to be desired.

Redegonde went out, and I followed her to the wings.

"My dear," said I, "I am going to talk plainly to you.  You have
inflamed my passions and I shall die if you do not make me happy."

"You do not say that you will die if you chance to make me
unhappy."

"I could not say so, because I cannot conceive such a thing as
possible.  Do not trifle with me, dear Redegonde, you must be
aware that I saw all in the mirror, and I cannot think that you
are so cruel as to arouse my passions and then leave me to
despair."

"What could you have seen?  I don't know what you are talking
about."

"May be, but know that I have seen all your charms.  What shall I
do to possess you?"

"To possess me?  I don't understand you, sir; I'm an honest girl."

"I dare say; but you wouldn't be any less honest after making me
happy.  Dear Redegonde, do not let me languish for you, but tell
me my fate now this instant."

"I do not know what to tell you, but you can come and see me
whenever you like"

"When shall I find you alone?"

"Alone!  I am never alone."

"Well, well, that's of no consequence; if only your mother is
present, that comes to the same thing.  If she is sensible, she
will pretend not to see anything, and I will give you a hundred
ducats each time."

"You are either a madman, or you do not know what sort of people
we are."

With these words she went on, and I proceeded to tell Therese what
had passed.

"Begin," said she, "by offering the hundred ducats to the mother,
and if she refuses, have no more to do with them, and go
elsewhere."

I returned to the dressing-room, where I found the mother alone,
and without any ceremony spoke as follows:--

"Good evening, madam, I am a stranger here; I am only staying a
week, and I am in love with your daughter.  If you like to be
obliging, bring her to sup with me.  I will give you a hundred
sequins each time, so you see my purse is in your power."

"Whom do you think you are talking to, sir?  I am astonished at
your impudence.  Ask the townsfolk what sort of character I bear,
and whether my daughter is an honest girl or not! and you will not
make such proposals again."

"Good-bye, madam."

"Good-bye, sir."

As I went out I met Redegonde, and I told her word for word the
conversation I had had with her mother.  She burst out laughing.

"Have I done well or ill?" said I.

"Well enough, but if you love me come and see me."

"See you after what your mother said?"

"Well, why not, who knows of it?"

"Who knows?  You don't know me, Redegonde.  I do not care to
indulge myself in idle hopes, and I thought I had spoken to you
plainly enough."

Feeling angry, and vowing to have no more to do with this strange
girl, I supped with Therese, and spent three delightful hours with
her.  I had a great deal of writing to do the next day and kept in
doors, and in the evening I had a visit from the young Corticelli,
her mother and brother.  She begged me to keep my promise
regarding the manager of the theatre, who would not let her dance
the 'pas de deux' stipulated for in the agreement.

"Come and breakfast with me to-morrow morning," said I, "and I
will speak to the Israelite in your presence--at least I will do
so if he comes."

"I love you very much," said the young wanton, "can't I stop a
little longer here."

"You may stop as long as you like, but as I have got some letters
to finish, I must ask you to excuse my entertaining you."

"Oh! just as you please."

I told Costa to give her some supper.

I finished my letters and felt inclined for a little amusement, so
I made the girl sit by me and proceeded to toy with her, but in
such a way that her mother could make no objection.  All at once
the brother came up and tried to join in the sport, much to my
astonishment.

"Get along with you," said I, "you are not a girl."

At this the young scoundrel proceeded to shew me his sex, but in
such an indecent fashion that his sister, who was sitting on my
knee, burst out laughing and took refuge with her mother, who was
sitting at the other end of the room in gratitude for the good
supper I had given her.  I rose from my chair, and after giving
the impudent pederast a box on the ear I asked the mother with
what intentions she had brought the young rascal to my house.  By
way of reply the infamous woman said,--

"He's a pretty lad, isn't he?"

I gave him a ducat for the blow I had given him, and told the
mother to begone, as she disgusted me.  The pathic took my ducat,
kissed my hand, and they all departed.

I went to bed feeling amused at the incident, and wondering at the
wickedness of a mother who would prostitute her own son to the
basest of vices.

Next morning I sent and asked the Jew to call on me.  The
Corticelli came with her mother, and the Jew soon after, just as
we were going to breakfast.

I proceeded to explain the grievance of the young dancer, and I
read the agreement he had made with her, telling him politely that
I could easily force him to fulfil it.  The Jew put in several
excuses, of which the Corticelli demonstrated the futility.  At
last the son of Judah was forced to give in, and promised to speak
to the ballet-master the same day, in order that she might dance
the 'pas' with the actor she named.

"And that, I hope, will please your excellency," he added, with a
low bow, which is not often a proof of sincerity, especially among
Jews.

When my guests had taken leave I went to the Abbe Gama, to dine
with Marshal Botta who had asked us to dinner.  I made the
acquaintance there of Sir Mann, the English ambassador, who was
the idol of Florence, very rich, of the most pleasing manners
although an Englishman; full of wit, taste, and a great lover of
the fine arts.  He invited me to come next day and see his house
and garden.  In this home he had made--furniture, pictures, choice
books--all shewed the man of genius.  He called on me, asked me to
dinner, and had the politeness to include Therese, her husband,
and Cesarino in the invitation.  After dinner my son sat down at
the clavier and delighted the company by his exquisite playing.
While we were talking of likenesses, Sir Mann shewed us some
miniatures of great beauty.

Before leaving, Therese told me that she had been thinking
seriously of me.

"In what respect?" I asked.

"I have told Redegonde that I am going to call for her, that I
will keep her to supper, and have her taken home.  You must see
that this last condition is properly carried out.  Come to supper
too, and have your carriage in waiting.  I leave the rest to you.
You will only be a few minutes with her, but that's something; and
the first step leads far."

"An excellent plan.  I will sup with you, and my carriage shall be
ready.  I will tell you all about it to-morrow."

I went to the house at nine o'clock, and was welcomed as an
unexpected guest.  I told Redegonde that I was glad to meet her,
and she replied that she had not hoped to have the pleasure of
seeing me.  Redegonde was the only one who had any appetite; she
ate capitally, and laughed merrily at the stories I told her.

After supper Therese asked her if she would like to have a sedan-
chair sent for, or if she would prefer to be taken back in my
carriage.

"If the gentleman will be so kind," said she, "I need not send for
a chair."

I thought this reply of such favourable omen that I no longer
doubted of my success.  After she had wished the others good
night, she took my arm, pressing it as she did so; we went down
the stairs, and she got into the carriage.  I got in after her,
and on attempting to sit down I found the place taken.

"Who is that?" I cried.

Redegonde burst out laughing, and informed me it was her mother.

I was done; I could not summon up courage to pass it off as a
jest.  Such a shock makes a man stupid; for a moment it numbs all
the mental faculties, and wounded self-esteem only gives place to
anger.

I sat down on the front seat and coldly asked the mother why she
had not come up to supper with us.  When the carriage stopped at
their door, she asked me to come in, but I told her I would rather
not.  I felt that for a little more I would have boxed her ears,
and the man at the house door looked very like a cut-throat.

I felt enraged and excited physically as well as mentally, and
though I had never been to see the Corticelli, told the coachman
to drive there immediately, as I felt sure of finding her well
disposed.  Everybody was gone to bed.  I knocked at the door till
I got an answer, I gave my name, and I was let in, everything
being in total darkness.  The mother told me she would light a
candle, and that if she had expected me she would have waited up
in spite of the cold.  I felt as if I were in the middle of an
iceberg.  I heard the girl laughing, and going up to the bed and
passing my hand over it I came across some plain tokens of the
masculine gender.  I had got hold of her brother.  In the
meanwhile the mother had got a candle, and I saw the girl with the
bedclothes up to her chin, for, like her brother, she was as naked
as my hand.  Although no Puritan, I was shocked.

"Why do you allow this horrible union?" I said to the mother.

"What harm is there?  They are brother and sister."

"That's just what makes it a criminal matter."

"Everything is perfectly innocent."

"Possibly; but it's not a good plan."

The pathic escaped from the bed and crept into his mother's, while
the little wanton told me there was really no harm, as they only
loved each other as brother and sister, and that if I wanted her
to sleep by herself all I had to do was to get her a new bed.
This speech, delivered with arch simplicity, in her Bolognese
jargon, made me laugh with all my heart, for in the violence of
her gesticulations she had disclosed half her charms, and I saw
nothing worth looking at.  In spite of that, it was doubtless
decreed that I should fall in love with her skin, for that was all
she had.

If I had been alone I should have brought matters to a crisis on
the spot, but I had a distaste to the presence of her mother and
her scoundrelly brother.  I was afraid lest some unpleasant scenes
might follow.  I gave her ten ducats to buy a bed, said good
night, and left the house.  I returned to my lodging, cursing the
too scrupulous mothers of the opera girls.

I passed the whole of the next morning with Sir Mann, in his
gallery, which contained some exquisite paintings, sculptures,
mosaics, and engraved gems.  On leaving him, I called on Therese
and informed her of my misadventure of the night before.  She
laughed heartily at my story, and I laughed too, in spite of a
feeling of anger due to my wounded self-esteem.

"You must console yourself," said she; "you will not find much
difficulty in filling the place in your affections."

"Ah! why are you married?"

"Well, it's done; and there's no helping it.  But listen to me.
As you can't do without someone, take up with the Corticelli;
she's as good as any other woman, and won't keep you waiting
long."

On my return to my lodging, I found the Abbe Gama, whom I had
invited to dinner, and he asked me if I would accept a post to
represent Portugal at the approaching European Congress at
Augsburg.  He told me that if I did the work well, I could get
anything I liked at Lisbon.

"I am ready to do my best," said I; "you have only to write to
me, and I will tell you where to direct your letters."  This
proposal made me long to become a diplomatist.

In the evening I went to the opera-house and spoke to the ballet-
master, the dancer who was to take part in the 'pas de deux', and
to the Jew, who told me that my protegee should be satisfied in
two or three days, and that she should perform her favourite 'pas'
for the rest of the carnival.  I saw the Corticelli, who told me
she had got her bed, and asked me to come to supper.  I accepted
the invitation, and when the opera was over I went to her house.

Her mother, feeling sure that I would pay the bill, had ordered an
excellent supper for four, and several flasks of the best Florence
wine.  Besides that, she gave me a bottle of the wine called
Oleatico, which I found excellent.  The three Corticellis
unaccustomed to good fare and wine, ate like a troop, and began to
get intoxicated.  The mother and son went to bed without ceremony,
and the little wanton invited me to follow their example.  I
should have liked to do so, but I did not dare.  It was very cold
and there was no fire in the room, there was only one blanket on
the bed, and I might have caught a bad cold, and I was too fond of
my good health to expose myself to such a danger.  I therefore
satisfied myself by taking her on my knee, and after a few
preliminaries she abandoned herself to my transports, endeavouring
to persuade me that I had got her maidenhead.  I pretended to
believe her, though I cared very little whether it were so or not.

I left her after I had repeated the dose three or four times, and
gave her fifty sequins, telling her to get a good wadded coverlet
and a large brazier, as I wanted to sleep with her the next night.

Next morning I received an extremely interesting letter from
Grenoble.  M. de Valenglard informed me that the fair Mdlle.
Roman, feeling convinced that her horoscope would never come true
unless she went to Paris, had gone to the capital with her aunt.

Her destiny was a strange one; it depended on the liking I had
taken to her and my aversion to marriage, for it lay in my power
to have married the handsomest woman in France, and in that case
it is not likely that she would have become the  mistress of Louis
XV.  What strange whim could have made me indicate in her
horoscope the necessity of her journeying to Paris; for even if
there were such a science as astrology I was no astrologer; in
fine, her destiny depended on my absurd fancy.  And in history,
what a number of extraordinary events would never have happened if
they had not been predicted!

In the evening I went to the theatre, and found my Corticelli clad
in a pretty cloak, while the other girls looked at me
contemptuously, for they were enraged at the place being taken;
while the proud favourite caressed me with an air of triumph which
became her to admiration.

In the evening I found a good supper awaiting me, a large brazier
on the hearth, and a warm coverlet on the bed.  The mother shewed
me all the things her daughter had bought, and complained that she
had not got any clothes for her brother.  I made her happy by
giving her a few louis.

When I went to bed I did not find my mistress in any amorous
transports, but in a wanton and merry mood.  She made me laugh,
and as she let me do as I liked I was satisfied.  I gave her a
watch when I left her, and promised to sup with her on the
following night.  She was to have danced the pas de deux, and I
went to see her do it, but to my astonishment she only danced with
the other girls.

When I went to supper I found her in despair.  She wept and said
that I must avenge her on the Jew, who had excused himself by
putting the fault on somebody else, but that he was a liar.  I
promised everything to quiet her, and after spending several hours
in her company I returned home, determined to give the Jew a bad
quarter of an hour.  Next morning I sent Costa to ask him to call
on me, but the rascal sent back word that he was not coming, and
if the Corticelli did not like his theatre she might try another.

I was indignant, but I knew that I must dissemble, so I only
laughed.  Nevertheless, I had pronounced his doom, for an Italian
never forgets to avenge himself on his enemy; he knows it is the
pleasure of the gods.

As soon as Costa had left the room, I called Le Duc and told him
the story, saying that if I did not take vengeance I should be
dishonoured, and that it was only he who could procure the
scoundrel a good thrashing for daring to insult me.

"But you know, Le Duc, the affair must be kept secret."

"I only want twenty-four hours to give you an answer."

I knew what he meant, and I was satisfied.

Next morning Le Duc told me he had spent the previous day in
learning the Jew's abode and habits, without asking anybody any
questions.

"To-day I will not let him go out of my sight.  I shall find out
at what hour he returns home, and to-morrow you shall know the
results."

"Be discreet," said I, "and don't let anybody into your plans."

"Not I!"

Next day, he told me that if the Jew came home at the same time
and by the same way as before, he would have a thrashing before he
got to bed.

"Whom have you chosen for this expedition?"

"Myself.  These affairs ought to be kept secret, and a secret
oughtn't to be known to more than two people.  I am sure that
everything will turn out well, but when you are satisfied that the
ass's hide has been well tanned, will there be anything to be
picked up?"

"Twenty-five sequins."

"That will do nicely.  When I have done the trick I shall put on
my great coat again and return by the back door.  If necessary
Costa himself will be able to swear that I did not leave the
house, and that therefore I cannot have committed the assault.
However, I shall put my pistols in my pocket in case of accidents,
and if anybody tries to arrest me I shall know how to defend
myself."

Next morning he came coolly into my room while Costa was putting
on my dressing-gown, and when we were alone he said,--

"The thing's done.  Instead of the Jew's running away when he
received the first blow he threw himself on to the ground.  Then I
tanned his skin for him nicely, but on hearing some people coming
up I ran off.  I don't know whether I did for him, but I gave him
two sturdy blows on the head.  I should be sorry if he were
killed, as then he could not see about the dance."

This jest did not arouse my mirth; the matter promised to be too
serious.

Therese had asked me to dine with the Abbe Gama and M. Sassi, a
worthy man, if one may prostitute the name of man to describe a
being whom cruelty has separated from the rest of humanity; he was
the first castrato of the opera.  Of course the Jew's mishap was
discussed.

"I am sorry for him," said I, "though he is a rascally fellow."

"I am not at all sorry for him myself," said Sassi, "he's a knave."

"I daresay that everybody will be putting down his wooden baptism
to my account."

"No," said the abbe, "people say that M. Casanova did the deed for
good reasons of his own."

"It will be difficult to pitch on the right man," I answered, "the
rascal has pushed so many worthy people to extremities that he
must have a great many thrashings owing him."

The conversation then passed to other topics, and we had a very
pleasant dinner.

In a few days the Jew left his bed with a large plaster on his
nose, and although I was generally regarded as the author of his
misfortune the matter was gradually allowed to drop, as there were
only vague suspicions to go upon.  But the Corticelli, in an
ecstasy of joy, was stupid enough to talk as if she were sure it
was I who had avenged her, and she got into a rage when I would
not admit the deed; but, as may be guessed, I was not foolish
enough to do so, as her imprudence might have been a hanging
matter for me.

I was well enough amused at Florence, and had no thoughts of
leaving, when one day Vannini gave me a letter which someone had
left for me.  I opened it in his presence, and found it contained
a bill of exchange for two hundred Florentine crowns on Sasso
Sassi.  Vannini looked at it and told me it was a good one.  I
went into my room to read the letter, and I was astonished to find
it signed "Charles Ivanoff."  He dated it from Pistoia, and told
me that in his poverty and misfortune he had appealed to an
Englishman who was leaving Florence for Lucca, and had generously
given him a bill of exchange for two hundred crowns, which he had
written in his presence.  It was made payable to bearer.

"I daren't cash it in Florence," said he, "as I am afraid of being
arrested for my unfortunate affair at Genoa.  I entreat you, then,
to have pity on me, to get the bill cashed, and to bring me the
money here, that I may pay my landlord and go."

It looked like a very simple matter, but I might get into trouble,
for the note might be forged; and even if it were not I should be
declaring myself a friend or a correspondent, at all events, of a
man who had been posted.  In this dilemma I took the part of
taking the bill of exchange to him in person.  I went to the
posting establishment, hired two horses, and drove to Pistoia.
The landlord himself took me to the rascal's room, and left me
alone with him.

I did not stay more than three minutes, and all I said was that as
Sassi knew me I did not wish him to think that there was any kind
of connection between us.

"I advise you," I said, "to give the bill to your landlord, who
will cash it at M. Sassi's and bring you your change"

"I will follow your advice," he said, and I therewith returned to
Florence.

I thought no more of it, but in two days' time I received a visit
from M. Sassi and the landlord of the inn at Pistoia.  The banker
shewed me the bill of exchange, and said that the person who had
given it me had deceived me, as it was not in the writing of the
Englishman whose name it bore, and that even if it were, the
Englishman not having any money with Sassi could not draw a bill
of exchange.

"The inn-keeper here," said he, "discounted the bill, the Russian
has gone off, and when I told him that it was a forgery he said
that he knew Charles Ivanoff had it of you, and that thus he had
made no difficulty in cashing it; but now he wants you to return
him two hundred crowns."

"Then he will be disappointed!"

I told all the circumstances of the affair to Sassi; I shewed him
the rascal's letter; I made Dr. Vannini, who had given it me, come
up, and he said he was ready to swear that he had seen me take the
bill of exchange out of the letter, that he had examined it, and
had thought it good.

On this the banker told the inn-keeper that he had no business to
ask me to pay him the money; but he persisted in his demand, and
dared to say that I was an accomplice of the Russian's.

In my indignation I ran for my cane, but the banker held me by the
arm, and the impertinent fellow made his escape without a
thrashing.

"You had a right to be angry," said M.  Sassi, "but you must not
take any notice of what the poor fellow says in his blind rage."

He shook me by the hand and went out.

Next day the chief of police, called the auditor at Florence, sent
me a note begging me to call on him.  There was no room for
hesitation, for as a stranger I felt that I might look on this
invitation as an intimation.  He received me very politely, but he
said I should have to repay the landlord his two hundred crowns,
as he would not have discounted the bill if he had not seen me
bring it.  I replied that as a judge he could not condemn me
unless he thought me the Russian's accomplice, but instead of
answering he repeated that I would have to pay.

"Sir," I replied, "I will not pay."

He rang the bell and bowed, and I left him, walking towards the
banker's, to whom I imparted the conversation I had had from the
auditor.  He was extremely astonished, and at my request called on
him to try and make him listen to reason.  As we parted I told him
that I was dining with the Abbe Gama.

When I saw the abbe I told him what had happened, and he uttered a
loud exclamation of astonishment.

"I foresee," he said, "that the auditor will not let go his hold,
and if M. Sassi does not succeed with him I advise you to speak to
Marshal Botta."

"I don't think that will be necessary; the auditor can't force me
to pay."

"He can do worse."

"What can he do?".

"He can make you leave Florence."

"Well, I shall be astonished if he uses his power in this case,
but rather than pay I will leave the town.  Let us go to the
marshal."

We called on him at four o'clock, and we found the banker there,
who had told him the whole story.

"I am sorry to tell you," said M. Sassi, "that I could do nothing
with the auditor, and if you want to remain in Florence you will
have to pay."

"I will leave as soon as I receive the order," said I; "and as
soon as I reach another state I will print the history of this
shameful perversion of justice."

"It's an incredible, a monstrous sentence" said the marshal, "and
I am sorry I cannot interfere.  You are quite right," he added,
"to leave the place rather than pay."

Early the next morning a police official brought me a letter from
the auditor, informing me that as he could not, from the nature of
the case, oblige me to pay, he was forced to warn me to leave
Florence in three days, and Tuscany in seven.  This, he added, he
did in virtue of his office; but whenever the Grand Duke, to whom
I might appeal, had quashed his judgment I might return.

I took a piece of paper and wrote upon it, "Your judgment is an
iniquitous one, but it shall be obeyed to the letter."

At that moment I gave orders to pack up and have all in readiness
for my departure.  I spent three days of respite in amusing myself
with Therese.  I also saw the worthy Sir Mann, and I promised the
Corticelli to fetch her in Lent, and spend some time with her in
Bologna.  The Abbe Gama did not leave my side for three days, and
shewed himself my true friend.  It was a kind of triumph for me;
on every side I heard regrets at my departure, and curses of the
auditor.  The Marquis Botta seemed to approve my conduct by giving
me a dinner, the table being laid for thirty, and the company
being composed of the most distinguished people in Florence.  This
was a delicate attention on his part, of which I was very
sensible.

I consecrated the last day to Therese, but I could not find any
opportunity to ask her for a last consoling embrace, which she
would not have refused me under the circumstances, and which I
should still fondly remember.  We promised to write often to one
another, and we embraced each other in a way to make her husband's
heart ache.  Next day I started on my journey, and got to Rome in
thirty-six hours.

It was midnight when I passed under the Porta del Popolo, for one
may enter the Eternal City at any time.  I was then taken to the
custom-house, which is always open, and my mails were examined.
The only thing they are strict about at Rome is books, as if they
feared the light.  I had about thirty volumes, all more or less
against the Papacy, religion, or the virtues inculcated thereby.
I had resolved to surrender them without any dispute, as I felt
tired and wanted to go to bed, but the clerk told me politely to
count them and leave them in his charge for the night, and he
would bring them to my hotel in the morning.  I did so, and he
kept his word.  He was well enough pleased when he touched the two
sequins with which I rewarded him.

I put up at the Ville de Paris, in the Piazza di Spagna.  It is
the best inn in the town.  All the world, I found, was drowned in
sleep, but when they let me in they asked me to wait on the ground
floor while a fire was lighted in my room.  All the seats were
covered with dresses, petticoats, and chemises, and I heard a
small feminine voice begging me to sit on her bed.  I approached
and saw a laughing mouth, and two black eyes shining like
carbuncles.

"What splendid eyes!" said I, "let me kiss them."

By way of reply she hid her head under the coverlet, and I slid a
hasty hand under the sheets; but finding her quite naked, I drew
it back and begged pardon.  She put out her head again, and I
thought I read gratitude for my moderation in her eyes.

"Who are you, my angel?"

"I am Therese, the inn-keeper's daughter, and this is my sister."
There was another girl beside her, whom I had not seen, as her
head was under the bolster.

"How old are you?"

"Nearly seventeen."

"I hope I shall see you in my room to-morrow morning."

"Have you any ladies with you?"

"No."

"That's a pity, as we never go to the gentlemen's rooms."

"Lower the coverlet a little; I can't hear what you say."

"It's too cold."

"Dear Therese, your eyes make me feel as if I were in flames."

She put back her head at this, and I grew daring, and after sundry
experiments I was more than ever charmed with her.  I caressed her
in a somewhat lively manner, and drew back my hand, again
apologizing for my daring, and when she let me see her face I
thought I saw delight rather than anger in her eyes and on her
cheeks, and I felt hopeful with regard to her.  I was just going
to begin again, for I felt on fire; when a handsome chambermaid
came to tell me that my room was ready and my fire lighted.

"Farewell till to-morrow," said I to Therese, but she only
answered by turning on her side to go to sleep.

I went to bed after ordering dinner for one o'clock, and I slept
till noon, dreaming of Therese.  When I woke up, Costa told me
that he had found out where my brother lived, and had left a note
at the house.  This was my brother Jean, then about thirty, and a
pupil of the famous Raphael Mengs.  This painter was then deprived
of his pension on account of a war which obliged the King of
Poland to live at Warsaw, as the Prussians occupied the whole
electorate of Saxe.  I had not seen my brother for ten years, and
I kept our meeting as a holiday.  I was sitting down to table when
he came, and we embraced each other with transport.  We spent an
hour in telling, he his small adventures, and I my grand ones, and
he told me that I should not stay at the hotel, which was too
dear, but come and live at the Chevalier Mengs's house, which
contained an empty room, where I could stay at a much cheaper
rate.

"As to your table, there is a restaurant in the house where one
can get a capital meal."

"Your advice is excellent," said I, "but I have not the courage to
follow it, as I am in love with my landlord's daughter;" and I
told him what had happened the night before.

"That's a mere nothing," said he, laughing; "you can cultivate her
acquaintance without staying in the house."

I let myself be persuaded, and I promised to come to him the
following day; and then we proceeded to take a walk about Rome.

I had many interesting memories of my last visit, and I wanted to
renew my acquaintance with those who had interested me at that
happy age when such impressions are so durable because they touch
the heart rather than the mind; but I had to make up my mind to a
good many disappointments, considering the space of time that had
elapsed since I had been in Rome.

I went to the Minerva to find Donna Cecilia; she was no more in
this world.  I found out where her daughter Angelica lived, and I
went to see her, but she gave me a poor reception, and said that
she really scarcely remembered me.

"I can say the same," I replied, "for you are not the Angelica I
used to know.  Good-bye, madam!"

The lapse of time had not improved her personal appearance.  I
found out also where the printer's son, who had married
Barbaruccia, lived, but--I put off the pleasure of seeing him till
another time, and also my visit to the Reverend Father Georgi, who
was a man of great repute in Rome.  Gaspar Vivaldi had gone into
the country.

My brother took me to Madame Cherubini.  I found her mansion to be
a splendid one, and the lady welcomed me in the Roman manner.  I
thought her pleasant and her daughters still more so, but I
thought the crowd of lovers too large and too miscellaneous.
There was too much luxury and ceremony, and the girls, one of whom
was as fair as Love himself, were too polite to everybody.  An
interesting question was put to me, to which I answered in such a
manner as to elicit another question, but to no purpose.  I saw
that the rank of my brother, who had introduced me, prevented my
being thought a person of any consequence, and on hearing an abbe
say, "He's Casanova's brother," I turned to him and said,--

"That's not correct; you should say Casanova's my brother."

"That comes to the same thing."

"Not at all, my dear abbe."

I said these words in a tone which commanded attention, and
another abbe said,--

"The gentleman is quite right; it does not come to the same
thing."

The first abbe made no reply to this.  The one who had taken my
part, and was my friend from that moment, was the famous
Winckelmann, who was unhappily assassinated at Trieste twelve
years afterwards.

While I was talking to him, Cardinal Alexander Albani arrived.
Winckelmann presented me to his eminence, who was nearly blind.
He talked to me a great deal, without saying anything worth
listening to.  As soon as he heard that I was the Casanova who had
escaped from The Leads, he said in a somewhat rude tone that he
wondered I had the hardihood to come to Rome, where on the
slightest hint from the State Inquisitors at Venice an 'ordine
sanctissimo' would re-consign me to my prison.  I was annoyed by
this unseemly remark, and replied in a dignified voice,--

"It is not my hardihood in coming to Rome that your eminence
should wonder at, but a man of any sense would wonder at the
Inquisitors if they had the hardihood to issue an 'ordine
sanctissimo' against me; for they would be perplexed to allege any
crime in me as a pretext for thus infamously depriving me of my
liberty."

This reply silenced his eminence.  He was ashamed at having taken
me for a fool, and to see that I thought him one.  Shortly after I
left and never set foot in that house again.

The Abbe Winckelmann went out with my brother and myself, and as
he came with me to my hotel he did me the honour of staying to
supper. Winckelmann was the second volume of the celebrated Abbe
de Voisenon. He called for me next day, and we went to Villa
Albani to see the Chevalier Mengs, who was then living there and
painting a ceiling.

My landlord Roland (who knew my brother) paid me a visit at
supper. Roland came from Avignon and was fond of good living.  I
told him I was sorry to be leaving him to stay with my brother,
because I had fallen in love with his daughter Therese, although I
had only spoken to her for a few minutes, and had only seen her
head.

"You saw her in bed, I will bet"

"Exactly, and I should very much like to see the rest of her.
Would you be so kind as to ask her to step up for a few minutes?"

"With all my heart."

She came upstairs, seeming only too glad to obey her father's
summons.  She had a lithe, graceful figure, her eyes were of
surpassing brilliancy, her features exquisite, her mouth charming;
but taken altogether I did not like her so well as before.  In
return, my poor brother became enamoured of her to such an extent
that he ended by becoming her slave.  He married her next year,
and two years afterwards he took her to Dresden.  I saw her five
years later with a pretty baby; but after ten years of married
life she died of consumption.

I found Mengs at the Villa Albani; he was an indefatigable worker,
and extremely original in his conceptions.  He welcomed me, and
said he was glad to be able to lodge me at his house in Rome, and
that he hoped to return home himself in a few days, with his whole
family.

I was astonished with the Villa Albani.  It had been built by
Cardinal Alexander, and had been wholly constructed from antique
materials to satisfy the cardinal's love for classic art; not only
the statues and the vases, but the columns, the pedestals--in
fact, everything was Greek. He was a Greek himself, and had a
perfect knowledge of antique work, and had contrived to spend
comparatively little money compared with the masterpiece he had
produced.  If a sovereign monarch had had a villa like the
cardinal's built, it would have cost him fifty million francs, but
the cardinal made a much cheaper bargain.

As he could not get any ancient ceilings, he was obliged to have
them painted, and Mengs was undoubtedly the greatest and the most
laborious painter of his age. It is a great pity that death
carried him off in the midst of his career, as otherwise he would
have enriched the stores of art with numerous masterpieces.  My
brother never did anything to justify his title of pupil of this
great artist.  When I come to my visit to Spain in 1767, I shall
have some more to say about Mengs.

As soon as I was settled with my brother I hired a carriage, a
coachman, and a footman, whom I put into fancy livery, and I
called on Monsignor Cornaro, auditor of the 'rota', with the
intention of making my way into good society, but fearing lest he
as a Venetian might get compromised, he introduced me to Cardinal
Passionei, who spoke of me to the sovereign pontiff.

Before I pass on to anything else, I will inform my readers of
what took place on the occasion of my second visit to this old
cardinal, a great enemy of the Jesuits, a wit, and man of letters.




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ADVENTURES IN THE SOUTH, Vol. 4b, RETURN TO ITALY
by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt






MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
ADVENTURES IN THE SOUTH, Volume 4c--RETURN TO NAPLES


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RETURN TO NAPLES

ROME--NAPLES--BOLOGNA




CHAPTER VIII

Cardinal Passianei--The Pope--Masiuccia--I Arrive At Naples

Cardinal Passionei received me in a large hall where he was
writing.  He begged me to wait till he had finished, but he could
not ask me to take a seat as he occupied the only chair that his
vast room contained.

When he had put down his pen, he rose, came to me, and after
informing me that he would tell the Holy Father of my visit, he
added,--

"My brother Cornaro might have made a better choice, as he knows
the Pope does not like me."

"He thought it better to choose the man who is esteemed than the
man who is merely liked."

"I don't know whether the Pope esteems me, but I am sure he knows
I don't esteem him.  I both liked and esteemed him before he was
pope, and I concurred in his election, but since he has worn the
tiara it's a different matter; he has shewn himself too much of a
'coglione'."

"The conclave ought to have chosen your eminence."

"No, no; I'm a root-and-branch reformer, and my hand would not
have been stayed for fear of the vengeance of the guilty, and God
alone knows what would have come of that.  The only cardinal fit
to be pope was Tamburini; but it can't be helped now.  I hear
people coming; good-bye, come again to-morrow."

What a delightful thing to have heard a cardinal call the Pope a
fool, and name Tamburini as a fit person.  I did not lose a moment
in noting this pleasant circumstance down: it was too precious a
morsel to let slip.  But who was Tamburini?  I had never heard of
him.  I asked Winckelmann, who dined with me.

"He's a man deserving of respect for his virtues, his character,
his firmness, and his farseeing intelligence.  He has never
disguised his opinion of the Jesuits, whom he styles the fathers
of deceits, intrigues, and lies; and that's what made Passionei
mention him.  I think, with him, that Tamburini would be a great
and good pope."

I will here note down what I heard at Rome nine years later from
the mouth of a tool of the Jesuits.  The Cardinal Tamburini was at
the last gasp, and the conversation turned upon him, when somebody
else said,--

"This Benedictine cardinal is an impious fellow after all; he is
on his death-bed, and he has asked for the viaticum, without
wishing to purify his soul by confession."

I did not make any remark, but feeling as if I should like to know
the truth of the matter I asked somebody about it next day, my
informant being a person who must have known the truth, and could
not have had any motive for disguising the real facts of the case.
He told me that the cardinal had said mass three days before, and
that if he had not asked for a confessor it was doubtless because
he had nothing to confess.

Unfortunate are they that love the truth, and do not seek it out
at its source.  I hope the reader will pardon this digression,
which is not without interest.

Next day I went to see Cardinal Passionei, who told me I was quite
right to come early, as he wanted to learn all about my escape
from The Leads, of which he had heard some wonderful tales told.

"I shall be delighted to satisfy your eminence, but the story is a
long one."

"All the better; they say you tell it well."

"But, my lord, am I to sit down on the floor?"

"No, no; your dress is too good for that."

He rang his bell, and having told one of his gentlemen to send up
a seat, a servant brought in a stool.  A seat without a back and
without arms!  It made me quite angry.  I cut my story short, told
it badly, and had finished in a quarter of an hour.

"I write better than you speak," said he.

"My lord, I never speak well except when I am at my ease."

"But you are not afraid of me?"

"No, my lord, a true man and a philosopher can never make me
afraid; but this stool of yours .  .  .  ."

"You like to be at your ease, above all things."

"Take this, it is the funeral oration of Prince Eugene; I make you
a present of it.  I hope you will approve of my Latinity.  You can
kiss the Pope's feet tomorrow at ten o'clock."

When I got home, as I reflected on the character of this strange
cardinal--a wit, haughty, vain, and boastful, I resolved to make
him a fine present.  It was the 'Pandectarum liber unicus' which
M. de F. had given me at Berne, and which I did not know what to
do with.  It was a folio well printed on fine paper, choicely
bound, and in perfect preservation.  As chief librarian the
present should be a valuable one to him, all the more as he had a
large private library, of which my friend the Abbe Winckelmann was
librarian.  I therefore wrote a short Latin letter, which I
enclosed in another to Winckelmann, whom I begged to present my
offering to his eminence.

I thought it was as valuable as his funeral oration at any rate,
and I hoped that he would give me a more comfortable chair for the
future.

Next morning, at the time appointed, I went to Monte Cavallo,
which ought to be called Monte Cavalli, as it gets its name from
two fine statues of horses standing on a pedestal in the midst of
the square, where the Holy Father's palace is situated.

I had no real need of being presented to the Pope by anyone, as
any Christian is at liberty to go in when he sees the door open.
Besides I had known His Holiness when he was Bishop of Padua; but
I had preferred to claim the honor of being introduced by a
cardinal.

After saluting the Head of the Faithful, and kissing the holy
cross embroidered on his holy slipper, the Pope put his right hand
on my left shoulder, and said he remembered that I always forsook
the assembly at Padua, when he intoned the Rosary.

"Holy Father, I have much worse sins than that on my conscience,
so I come prostrate at your foot to receive your absolution."

He then gave me his benediction, and asked me very graciously what
he could do for me.

"I beg Your Holiness to plead for me, that I may be able to return
to Venice."

"We will speak of it to the ambassador, and then we will speak
again to you on the matter."

"Do you often go and see Cardinal Passionei?"

"I have been three times.  He gave me his funeral oration on
Prince Eugene, and in return I sent him the 'Pandects'."

"Has he accepted them?"

"I think so, Holy Father."

"If he has, he will send Winckelmann to pay you for them."

"That would be treating me like a bookseller; I will not receive
any payment."

"Then he will return the volume of the 'Pandects'; we are sure of
it, he always does so."

"If his eminence returns me the 'Pandects', I will return him his
funeral oration."

At this the Pope laughed till his sides shook.

"We shall be pleased to hear the end of the story without anyone
being informed of our innocent curiosity."

With these words, a long benediction delivered with much unction
informed me that my audience was at an end.

As I was leaving His Holiness's palace, I was accosted by an old
abbe, who asked me respectfully if I were not the M. Casanova who
had escaped from The Leads.

"Yes," said I, "I am the man."

"Heaven be praised, worthy sir, that I see you again in such good
estate!"

"But whom have I the honour of addressing?"

"Don't you recollect me?  I am Momolo, formerly gondolier at
Venice."

"Have you entered holy orders, then?"

"Not at all, but here everyone wears the cassock.  I am the first
scopatore (sweeper) of His Holiness the Pope."

"I congratulate you on your appointment, but you mustn't mind me
laughing."

"Laugh as much as you like.  My wife and daughters laugh when I
put on the cassock and bands, and I laugh myself, but here the
dress gains one respect.  Come and see us."

"Where do you live?"

"Behind the Trinity of Monti; here's my address."

"I will come to-night."

I went home delighted with this meeting, and determined to enjoy
the evening with my Venetian boatman.  I got my brother to come
with me, and I told him how the Pope had received me.

The Abbe Winckelmann came in the afternoon and informed me that I
was fortunate enough to be high in favour with his cardinal, and
that the book I had sent him was very valuable; it was a rare
work, and in much better condition than the Vatican copy.

"I am commissioned to pay you for it."

"I have told his eminence that it was a present."

"He never accepts books as presents, and he wants yours for his
own library; and as he is librarian of the Vatican Library he is
afraid lest people might say unpleasant things."

"That's very well, but I am not a bookseller; and as this book
only cost me the trouble of accepting it, I am determined only to
sell it at the same price.  Pray ask the cardinal to honour me by
accepting it."

"He is sure to send it back to you."

"He can if he likes, but I will send back his funeral oration, as
I am not going to be under an obligation to anyone who refuses to
take a present from me."

Next morning the eccentric cardinal returned me my Pandects, and I
immediately returned his funeral oration, with a letter in which I
pronounced it a masterpiece of composition, though I laid barely
glanced over it in reality.  My brother told me I was wrong, but I
did not trouble what he said, not caring to guide myself by his
rulings.

In the evening my brother and I went to the 'scopatore
santissimo', who was expecting me, and had announced me to his
family as a prodigy of a man.  I introduced my brother, and
proceeded to a close scrutiny of the family.  I saw an elderly
woman, four girls, of whom the eldest was twenty-four, two small
boys, and above all universal ugliness.  It was not inviting for a
man of voluptuous tastes, but I was there, and the best thing was
to put a good face on it; so I stayed and enjoyed myself.  Besides
the general ugliness, the household presented the picture of
misery, for the 'scopatore santissimo' and his numerous family
were obliged to live on two hundred Roman crowns a year, and as
there are no perquisites attached to the office of apostolic
sweeper, he was compelled to furnish all needs out of this slender
sum.  In spite of that Momolo was a most generous man.  As soon as
he saw me seated he told me he should have liked to give me a good
supper, but there was only pork chops and a polenta.

"They are very nice," said I; "but will you allow me to send for
half a dozen flasks of Orvieto from my lodging?"

"You are master here."

I wrote a note to Costa, telling him to bring the six flasks
directly, with a cooked ham.  He came in half an hour, and the
four girls cried when they saw him, "What a fine fellow!" I saw
Costa was delighted with this reception, and said to Momolo,

"If you like him as well as your girls I will let him stay."

Costa was charmed with such honour being shewn him, and after
thanking me went into the kitchen to help the mother with the
polenta.

The large table was covered with a clean cloth, and soon after
they brought in two huge dishes of polenta and an enormous pan
full of chops.  We were just going to begin when a knocking on the
street door was heard.

"'Tis Signora Maria and her mother," said one of the boys.

At this announcement I saw the four girls pulling a wry face.
"Who asked them?" said one.  "What do they want?" said another.
"What troublesome people they are!" said a third.  "They might
have stayed at home," said the fourth.  But the good, kindly
father said, "My children, they are hungry, and they shall share
what Providence has given us."

I was deeply touched with the worthy man's kindness.  I saw that
true Christian charity is more often to be found in the breasts of
the poor than the rich, who are so well provided for that they
cannot feel for the wants of others.

While I was making these wholesome reflections the two hungry ones
came in.  One was a young woman of a modest and pleasant aspect,
and the other her mother, who seemed very humble and as if ashamed
of their poverty.  The daughter saluted the company with that
natural grace which is a gift of nature, apologizing in some
confusion for her presence, and saying that she would not have
taken the liberty to come if she had known there was company.  The
worthy Momolo was the only one who answered her, and he said,
kindly, that she had done quite right to come, and put her a chair
between my brother and myself.  I looked at her and thought her a
perfect beauty.

Then the eating began and there was no more talking.  The polenta
was excellent, the chops delicious, and the ham perfect, and in
less than an hour the board was as bare as if there had been
nothing on it; but the Orvieto kept the company in good spirts.
They began to talk of the lottery which was to be drawn the day
after next, and all the girls mentioned the numbers on which they
had risked a few bajocchi.

"If I could be sure of one number," said I, "I would stake
something on it."

Mariuccia told me that if I wanted a number she could give me one.
I laughed at this offer, but in the gravest way she named me the
number 27.

"Is the lottery still open?" I asked the Abbe Momolo.

"Till midnight," he replied, "and if you like I will go and get
the number for you."

"Here are fifty crowns," said I, "put twenty-five crowns on 27-
this for these five young ladies; and the other twenty-five on 27
coming out the fifth number, and this I will keep for myself."

He went out directly and returned with the two tickets.

My pretty neighbour thanked me and said she was sure of winning,
but that she did not think I should succeed as it was not probable
that 27 would come out fifth.

"I am sure of it," I answered, "for you are the fifth young lady I
saw in this house."  This made everybody laugh.  Momolo's wife
told me I would have done much better if I had given the money to
the poor, but her husband told her to be quiet, as she did not
know my intent.  My brother laughed, and told me I had done a
foolish thing.  "I do, sometimes," said I, "but we shall see how
it turns out, and when one plays one is obliged either to win or
lose."

I managed to squeeze my fair neighbour's hand, and she returned
the pressure with all her strength.  From that time I knew that my
fate with Mariuccia was sealed.  I left them at midnight, begging
the worthy Momolo to ask me again in two days' time, that we might
rejoice together over our gains.  On our way home my brother said
I had either become as rich as Croesus or had gone mad.  I told
him that both suppositions were incorrect, but that Mariuccia was
as handsome as an angel, and he agreed.

Next day Mengs returned to Rome, and I supped with him and his
family.  He had an exceedingly ugly sister, who for all that, was
a good and talented woman.  She had fallen deeply in love with my
brother, and it was easy to see that the flame was not yet
extinguished, but whenever she spoke to him, which she did
whenever she could get an opportunity, he looked another way.

She was an exquisite painter of miniatures, and a capital hand at
catching a likeness.  To the best of my belief she is still living
at Rome with Maroni her husband.  She often used to speak of my
brother to me, and one day she said that he must be the most
thankless of men or he would not despise her so.  I was not
curious enough to enquire what claim she had to his gratitude.

Mengs's wife was a good and pretty woman, attentive to her
household duties and very submissive to her husband, though she
could not have loved him, for he was anything but amiable.  He was
obstinate and fierce in his manner, and when he dined at home he
made a point of not leaving the table before he was drunk; out of
his own house he was temperate to the extent of not drinking
anything but water.  His wife carried her obedience so far as to
serve as his model for all the nude figures he painted.  I spoke
to her one day about this unpleasant obligation, and she said that
her confessor had charged her to fulfil it, "for," said he, "if
your husband has another woman for a model he will be sure to
enjoy her before painting her, and that sin would be laid to your
charge."

After supper, Winckelmann, who was as far gone as all the other
male guests, played with Mengs's children.  There was nothing of
the pedant about this philosopher; he loved children and young
people, and his cheerful disposition made him delight in all kinds
of enjoyment.

Next day, as I was going to pay my court to the Pope, I saw Momolo
in the first ante-chamber, and I took care to remind him of the
polenta for the evening.

As soon as the Pope saw me, he said,--

"The Venetian ambassador has informed us that if you wish to
return to your native land, you must go and present yourself
before the secretary of the Tribunal."

"Most Holy Father, I am quite ready to take this step, if Your
Holiness will grant me a letter of commendation written with your
own hand.  Without this powerful protection I should never dream
of exposing myself to the risk of being again shut up in a place
from which I escaped by a miracle and the help of the Almighty."

"You are gaily dressed; you do not look as if you were going to
church."

"True, most Holy Father, but neither am I going to a ball."

"We have heard all about the presents being sent back.  Confess
that you did so to gratify your pride."

"Yes, but also to lower a pride greater than mine."

The Pope smiled at this reply, and I knelt down and begged him to
permit me to present the volume of Pandects to the Vatican
Library.  By way of reply he gave me his blessing, which
signifies, in papal language, "Rise; your request is granted."

"We will send you," said he, "a mark of our singular affection for
you without your having to pay any fees."

A second blessing bid me begone.  I have often felt what a good
thing it would be if this kind of dismissal could be employed in
general society to send away importunate petitioners, to whom one
does not dare say, "Begone."

I was extremely curious to know what the Pope had meant by "a mark
of our singular affection."  I was afraid that it would be a
blessed rosary, with which I should not have known what to do.

When I got home I sent the book by Costa to the Vatican, and then
I went to dine with Mengs.  While we were eating the soup the
winning numbers from the lottery were brought in.  My brother
glanced at them and looked at me with astonishment.  I was not
thinking of the subject at that moment, and his gaze surprised me.

"Twenty-seven," he cried, "came out fifth."

"All the better," said I, "we shall have some amusement out of
it."

I told the story to Mengs, who said,--

"It's a lucky folly for you this time; but it always is a folly."

He was quite right, and I told him that I agreed with him; but I
added that to make a worthy use of the fifteen hundred roman
crowns which fortune had given me, I should go and spend fifteen
days at Naples.

"I will come too," said the Abbe Alfani.  "I will pass for your
secretary."

"With all my heart," I answered, "I shall keep you to your word."

I asked Winckelmann to come and eat polenta with the scopatore
santissimo, and told my brother to shew him the way; and I then
called on the Marquis Belloni, my banker, to look into my
accounts, and to get a letter of credit on the firm at Naples, who
were his agents.  I still had two hundred thousand francs: I had
jewellery worth thirty thousand francs, and fifty thousand florins
at Amsterdam.

I got to Momolo's in the dusk of the evening, and I found
Winckelmann and my brother already there; but instead of mirth
reigning round the board I saw sad faces on all sides.

"What's the matter with the girls?" I asked Momolo.

"They are vexed that you did not stake for them in the same way as
you did for yourself."

"People are never satisfied.  If I had staked for them as I did
for myself, and the number had come out first instead of fifth,
they would have got nothing, and they would have been vexed then.
Two days ago they had nothing, and now that they have twenty-seven
pounds apiece they ought to be contented."

"That's just what I tell their, but all women are the same."

"And men too, dear countryman, unless they are philosophers.  Gold
does not spell happiness, and mirth can only be found in hearts
devoid of care.  Let us say no more about it, but be happy."

Costa placed a basket containing ten packets of sweets, upon the
table.

"I will distribute them," said I, "when everybody is here."

On this, Momolo's second daughter told me that Mariuccia and her
mother were not coming, but that they would send them the sweets.

"Why are they not coming?"

"They had a quarrel yesterday," said the father, "and Mariuccia,
who was in the right, went away saying that she would never come
here again."

"You ungrateful girls!" said I, to my host's daughters, "don't you
know that it is to her that you owe your winnings, for she gave me
the number twenty-seven, which I should never have thought of.
Quick!  think of some way to make her come, or I will go away and
take all the sweets with me."

"You are quite right," said Momolo.

The mortified girls looked at one another and begged their father
to fetch her.

"Ira," said he, "that won't do; you made her say that she would
never come here again, and you must make up the quarrel."

They held a short consultation, and then, asking Costa to go with
them, they went to fetch her.

In half an hour they returned in triumph, and Costa was quite
proud of the part he had taken in the reconciliation.  I then
distributed the sweets, taking care to give the two best packets
to the fair Mary.

A noble polenta was placed upon the board, flanked by two large
dishes of pork chops.  But Momolo, who knew my tastes, and whom I
had made rich in the person of his daughters, added to the feast
some delicate dishes and some excellent wine.  Mariuccia was
simply dressed, but her elegance and beauty and the modesty of her
demeanour completely seduced me.

We could only express our mutual flames by squeezing each other's
hands; and she did this so feelingly that I could not doubt her
love.  As we were going out I took care to go downstairs beside
her and asked if I could not meet her by herself, to which she
replied by making an appointment with me far the next day at eight
o'clock at the Trinity of Monti.

Mariuccia was tall and shapely, a perfect picture, as fair as a
white rose, and calculated to inspire voluptuous desires.  She had
beautiful light brown hair, dark blue eyes, and exquisitely arched
eyelids.  Her mouth, the vermilion of her lips, and her ivory
teeth were all perfect.  Her well-shaped forehead gave her an air
approaching the majestic.  Kindness and gaiety sparkled in her
eyes; while her plump white hands, her rounded finger-tips, her
pink nails, her breast, which the corset seemed scarcely able to
restrain, her dainty feet, and her prominent hips, made her worthy
of the chisel of Praxiteles.  She was just on her eighteenth year,
and so far had escaped the connoisseurs.  By a lucky chance I came
across her in a poor and wretched street, and I was fortunate
enough to insure her happiness.

It may easily be believed that I did not fail to keep the
appointment, and when she was sure I had seen her she went out of
the church.  I followed her at a considerable distance: she
entered a ruined building, and I after her.  She climbed a flight
of steps which seemed to be built in air, and when she had reached
the top she turned.

"No one will come and look for me here," said she, "so we can talk
freely together."

I sat beside her on a stone, and I then declared my passionate
love for her.

"Tell me," I added, "what I can do to make you happy; for I wish
to possess you, but first to shew my deserts."

"Make me happy, and I will yield to your desires, for I love you."

"Tell me what I can do."

"You can draw me out of the poverty and misery which overwhelm me.
I live with my mother, who is a good woman, but devout to the
point of superstition; she will damn my soul in her efforts to
save it.  She finds fault with my keeping myself clean, because
I have to touch myself when I wash, and that might give rise to
evil desires.

"If you had given me the money you made me win in the lottery as a
simple alms she would have made me refuse it, because you might
have had intentions.  She allows me to go by myself to mass
because our confessor told her she might do so; but I dare not
stay away a minute beyond the time, except on feast days, when I
am allowed to pray in the church for two or three hours.  We can
only meet here, but if you wish to soften my lot in life you can
do so as follows:

"A fine young man, who is a hairdresser, and bears an excellent
character, saw me at Momolo's a fortnight ago, and met me at the
church door next day and gave me a letter.  He declared himself my
lover, and said that if I could bring him a dowry of four hundred
crowns, he could open a shop, furnish it, and marry me.

"'I am poor,' I answered, 'and I have only a hundred crowns in
charity tickets, which my confessor keeps for me.'  Now I have two
hundred crowns, for if I marry, my mother will willingly give me
her share of the money you made us gain.  You can therefore make
me happy by getting me tickets to the amount of two hundred crowns
more.  Take the tickets to my confessor, who is a very good man
and fond of me; he will not say anything to my mother about it."

"I needn't go about seeking for charity tickets, my angel.  I will
take two hundred piastres to your confessor to-morrow, and you
must manage the rest yourself.  Tell me his name, and to-morrow I
will tell you what I have done, but not here, as the wind and the
cold would be the death of me.  You can leave me to find out a
room where we shall be at our ease, and without any danger of
people.  suspecting that we have spent an hour together.  I will
meet you at the church to-morrow at the same hour and when you see
me follow me."

Mariuccia told me her confessor's name, and allowed me all the.
caresses possible in our uncomfortable position.  The kisses she
gave me in return for mine left no doubt in my mind, as to her
love for me.  As nine o'clock struck I left her, perishing with
cold, but burning with desire; my only thought being where to find
a room in which I might possess myself of the treasure the next
day.

On leaving the ruined palace, instead of returning to the Piazza
di Spagna I turned to the left and passed along a narrow and dirty
street only inhabited by people of the lowest sort.  As I slowly
walked along, a woman came out of her house and asked me politely
if I were looking for anybody.

"I am looking for a room to let."

"There are none here, sir, but, you will find a hundred in the
square."

"I know it, but I want the room to be here, not for the sake of
the expense, but that I may be sure of being able to spend an hour
or so of a morning with a person in whom I am interested.  I am
ready to pay anything."

"I understand what you mean, and you should have a room in my
house if I had one to spare, but a neighbour of mine has one on
the ground floor, and if you will wait a moment I will go and
speak to her."

"You will oblige me very much."

"Kindly step in here."

I entered a poor room, where all seemed wretchedness, and I saw
two children doing their lessons.  Soon after, the good woman came
back and asked me to follow her.  I took several pieces of money
from my pocket, and put them down on the only table which this
poor place contained.  I must have seemed very generous, for the
poor mother came and kissed my hand with the utmost gratitude.  So
pleasant is it to do good, that now when I have nothing left the
remembrance of the happiness I have given to others at small cost
is almost the only pleasure I enjoy.

I went to a neighbouring house where a woman received me in an
empty room, which she told me she would let cheaply if I would pay
three months in advance, and bring in my own furniture.

"What do you ask for the three months' rent?"

"Three Roman crowns."

"If you will see to the furnishing of the room this very day I
will give you twelve crowns."

"Twelve crowns!  What furniture do you want?"

"A good clean bed, a small table covered with a clean cloth, four
good chairs, and a large brazier with plenty of fire in it, for I
am nearly perishing of cold here.  I shall only come occasionally
in the morning, and I shall leave by noon at the latest."

"Come at three o'clock, then, to-day, and you will find everything
to your satisfaction."

From there I went to the confessor.  He was a French monk, about
sixty, a fine and benevolent-looking man, who won one's respect
and confidence.

"Reverend father," I began, "I saw at the house of Abbe Momolo,
'scoptore santissimo', a young girl named Mary, whose confessor
you are.  I fell in love with her, and offered her money to try
and seduce her.  She replied that instead of trying to lead her
into sin I would do better to get her some charity tickets that
she might be able to marry a young man who loved her, and would
make her happy.  I was touched by what she said, but my passion
still remained.  I spoke to her again, and said that I would give
her two hundred crowns for nothing, and that her mother should
keep them.

"'That would be my ruin,' said she; 'my mother would think the
money was the price of sin, and would not accept it.  If you are
really going to be so generous, take the money to my confessor,
and ask him to do what he can for my marriage.'"

"Here, then, reverend father, is the sum of money for the good
girl; be kind enough to take charge of it, and I will trouble her
no more.  I am going to Naples the day after to-morrow, and I hope
when I come back she will be married."

The good confessor took the hundred sequins and gave me a receipt,
telling me that in interesting myself on behalf of Mariuccia I was
making happy a most pure and innocent dove, whom he had confessed
since she was five years old, and that he had often told her that
she might communicate without making her confession because he
knew she was incapable of mortal sin.

"Her mother," he added, "is a sainted woman, and as soon as I have
enquired into the character of the future husband I will soon
bring the marriage about.  No one shall ever know from whom this
generous gift comes."

After putting this matter in order I dined with the Chevalier
Mengs, and I willingly consented to go with the whole family to
the Aliberti Theatre that evening.  I did not forget, however, to
go and inspect the room I had taken.  I found all my orders
executed, and I gave twelve crowns to the landlady and took the
key, telling her to light the fire at seven every morning.

So impatient did I feel for the next day to come that I thought
the opera detestable, and the night for me was a sleepless one.

Next morning I went to the church before the time, and when
Mariuccia came, feeling sure that she had seen me, I went out.
She followed me at a distance, and when I got to the door of the
lodging I turned for her to be sure that it was I, and then went
in and found the room well warmed.  Soon after Mariuccia came in,
looking timid, confused, and as if she were doubtful of the path
she was treading.  I clasped her to my arms, and reassured her by
my tender embraces; and her courage rose when I shewed her the
confessor's receipt, and told her that the worthy man had promised
to care for her marriage.  She kissed my hand in a transport of
delight, assuring me that she would never forget my kindness.
Then, as I urged her to make me a happy man, she said,--

"We have three hours before us, as I told my mother I was going to
give thanks to God for having made me a winner in the lottery."

This reassured me, and I took my time, undressing her by degrees,
and unveiling her charms one by one, to my delight, without the
slightest attempt at resistance on her part.  All the time she
kept her eyes fixed on mine, as if to soothe her modesty; but when
I beheld and felt all her charms I was in an ecstasy.  What a
body; what beauties!  Nowhere was there the slightest
imperfection.  She was like Venus rising from the foam of the sea.
I carried her gently to the bed, and while she strove to hide her
alabaster breasts and the soft hair which marked the entrance to
the sanctuary, I undressed in haste, and consummated the sweetest
of sacrifices, without there being the slightest doubt in my mind
of the purity of the victim.  In the first sacrifice no doubt the
young priestess felt some pain, but she assured me out of delicacy
that she had not been hurt, and at the second assault she shewed
that she shared my flames.  I was going to immolate the victim for
the third time when the clock struck ten.  She began to be
restless, and hurriedly put on our clothes.  I had to go to
Naples, but I assured her that the desire of embracing her once
more before her marriage would hasten my return to Rome.  I
promised to take another hundred crowns to her confessor, advising
her to spend the money she had won in the lottery on her
trousseau.

"I shall be at Monolo's to-night, dearest, and you must come, too;
but we must appear indifferent to each other, though our hearts be
full of joy, lest those malicious girls suspect our mutual
understanding."

"It is all the more necessary to be cautious," she replied, "as I
have noticed that they suspect that we love each other."

Before we parted she thanked me for what I had done for her, and
begged me to believe that, her poverty notwithstanding, she had
given herself for love alone.

I was the last to leave the house, and I told my landlady that I
should be away for ten or twelve days.  I then went to the
confessor to give him the hundred crowns I had promised my
mistress.  When the good old Frenchman heard that I had made this
fresh sacrifice that Mariuccia might be able to spend her lottery
winnings on her clothes, he told me that he would call on the
mother that very day and urge her to consent to her daughter's
marriage, and also learn where the young man lived.  On my return
from Naples I heard that he had faithfully carried out his
promise.

I was sitting at table with Mengs when a chamberlain of the Holy
Father called.  When he came in he asked M. Mengs if I lived
there, and on that gentleman pointing me out, he gave me, from his
holy master, the Cross of the Order of the Golden Spur with the
diploma, and a patent under the pontifical seal, which, in my
quality as doctor of laws, made me a prothonotary-apostolic 'extra
urbem'.

I felt that I had been highly honoured, and told the bearer that I
would go and thank my new sovereign and ask his blessing the next
day.  The Chevalier Mengs embraced me as a brother, but I had the
advantage over him in not being obliged to pay anything, whereas
the great artist had to disburse twenty-five Roman crowns to have
his diploma made out.  There is a saying at Rome, 'Sine efusione
sanguinis non fit remissio', which may be interpreted, Nothing
without money; and as a matter of fact, one can do anything with
money in the Holy City.

Feeling highly flattered at the favour the Holy Father had shewn
me, I put on the cross which depended from a broad red ribbon-red
being the colour worn by the Knights of St. John of the Lateran,
the companions of the palace, 'comites palatini', or count-
palatins.  About the same time poor Cahusac, author of the opera
of Zoroaster, went mad for joy on the receipt of the same order.
I was not so bad as that, but I confess, to my shame, that I was
so proud of my decoration that I asked Winckelmann whether I
should be allowed to have the cross set with diamonds and rubies.
He said I could if I liked, and if I wanted such a cross he could
get me one cheap.  I was delighted, and bought it to make a show
at Naples, but I had not the face to wear it in Rome.  When I went
to thank the Pope I wore the cross in my button-hole out of
modesty.  Five years afterwards when I was at Warsaw, Czartoryski,
a Russian prince-palatine, made me leave it off by saying,--

"What are you doing with that wretched bauble?  It's a drug in the
market, and no one but an impostor would wear it now."

The Popes knew this quite well, but they continued to give the
cross to ambassadors while they also gave it to their 'valets de
chambre'.  One has to wink at a good many things in Rome.

In the evening Momolo gave me a supper by way of celebrating my
new dignity.  I recouped him for the expense by holding a bank at
faro, at which I was dexterous enough to lose forty crowns to the
family, without having the slightest partiality to Mariuccia who
won like the rest.  She found the opportunity to tell me that her
confessor had called on her, that she had told him where her
future husband lived, and that the worthy monk had obtained her
mother's consent to the hundred crowns being spent on her
trousseau.

I noticed that Momolo's second daughter had taken a fancy to
Costa, and I told Momolo that I was going to Naples, but that I
would leave my man in Rome, and that if I found a marriage had
been arranged on my return I would gladly pay the expenses of the
wedding.

Costa liked the girl, but he did not marry her then for fear of my
claiming the first-fruits.  He was a fool of a peculiar kind,
though fools of all sorts are common enough.  He married her a
year later after robbing me, but I shall speak of that again.

Next day, after I had breakfasted and duly embraced my brother, I
set out in a nice carriage with the Abbe Alfani, Le Duc preceding
me on horseback, and I reached Naples at a time when everybody was
in a state of excitement because an eruption of Vesuvius seemed
imminent.  At the last stage the inn-keeper made me read the will
of his father who had died during the eruption of 1754.  He said
that in the year 1761 God would overwhelm the sinful town of
Naples, and the worthy host consequently advised me to return to
Rome.  Alfani took the thing seriously, and said that we should do
well to be warned by so evident an indication of the will of God.
The event was predicted, therefore it had to happen.  Thus a good
many people reason, but as I was not of the number I proceeded on
my way.




CHAPTER IX

My Short But Happy Stay at Naples--The Duke de Matalone My
Daughter--Donna Lucrezia--My Departure

I shall not, dear reader, attempt the impossible, however much I
should like to describe the joy, the happiness, I may say the
ecstasy, which I experienced in returning to Naples, of which I
had such pleasant memories, and where, eighteen years ago, I had
made my first fortune in returning from Mataro.  As I had come
there for the second time to keep a promise I had made to the Duke
de Matalone to come and see him at Naples, I ought to have visited
this nobleman at once; but foreseeing that from the time I did so
I should have little liberty left me, I began by enquiring after
all my old friends.

I walked out early in the morning and called on Belloni's agent.
He cashed my letter of credit and gave me as many bank-notes as I
liked, promising that nobody should know that we did business
together.  From the bankers I went to see Antonio Casanova, but
they told me he lived near Salerno, on an estate he had bought
which gave him the title of marquis.  I was vexed, but I had no
right to expect to find Naples in the statu quo I left it.  Polo
was dead, and his son lived at St. Lucia with his wife and
children; he was a boy when I saw him last, and though I should
have much liked to see him again I had no time to do so.

It may be imagined that I did not forget the advocate, Castelli,
husband of my dear Lucrezia, whom I had loved so well at Rome and
Tivoli.  I longed to see her face once more, and I thought of the
joy with which we should recall old times that I could never
forget.  But Castelli had been dead for some years, and his widow
lived at a distance of twenty miles from Naples.  I resolved not
to return to Rome without embracing her.  As to Lelio Caraffa, he
was still alive and residing at the Matalone Palace.

I returned, feeling tired with my researches, dressed with care,
and drove to the Matalone Palace, where they told me that the duke
was at table.  I did not care for that but had my name sent in,
and the duke came out and did me the honour of embracing me and
thouing me, and then presented me to his wife, a daughter of the
Duke de Bovino, and to the numerous company at table.  I told him
I had only come to Naples in fulfillment of the promise I had made
him at Paris.

"Then," said he, "you must stay with me;" and, without waiting for
my answer, ordered my luggage to be brought from the inn, and my
carriage to be placed in his coach-house.  I accepted his
invitation.

One of the guests, a fine-looking man, on hearing my name
announced, said gaily,--

"If you bear my name, you must be one of my father's bastards."

"No," said I, directly, "one of your mother's."

This repartee made everybody laugh, and the gentleman who had
addressed me came and embraced me, not in the least offended.  The
joke was explained to me.  His name was Casalnovo, not Casanova,
and he was duke and lord of the fief of that name.

"Did you know," said the Duke de Matalone, "that I had a son?"

"I was told so, but did not believe it, but now I must do penance
for my incredulity, for I see before me an angel capable of
working this miracle."

The duchess blushed, but did not reward my compliment with so much
as a glance; but all the company applauded what I had said, as it
was notorious that the duke had been impotent before his marriage.
The duke sent for his son, I admired him, and told the father that
the likeness was perfect.  A merry monk, who sat at the right hand
of the duchess, said, more truthfully, that there was no likeness
at all.  He had scarcely uttered the words when the duchess coolly
gave him a box on the ear, which the monk received with the best
grace imaginable.

I talked away to the best of my ability, and in half an hour's
time I had won everybody's good graces, with the exception of the
duchess, who remained inflexible.  I tried to make her talk for
two days without success; so as I did not care much about her I
left her to her pride.

As the duke was taking me to my room he noticed my Spaniard, and
asked where my secretary was, and when he saw that it was the Abbe
Alfani, who had taken the title so as to escape the notice of the
Neapolitans, he said,--

"The abbe is very wise, for he has deceived so many people with
his false antiques that he might have got into trouble."

He took me to his stables where he had some superb horses, Arabs,
English, and Andalusians; and then to his gallery, a very fine
one; to his large and choice library; and at last to his study,
where he had a fine collection of prohibited books.

I was reading titles and turning over leaves, when the duke said,--

"Promise to keep the most absolute secrecy on what I am going to
shew you."

I promised, without making any difficulty, but I expected a
surprise of some sort.  He then shewed me a satire which I could
not understand, but which was meant to turn the whole Court into
ridicule.  Never was there a secret so easily kept.

"You must come to the St. Charles Theatre," said he, "and I will
present you to the handsomest ladies in Naples, and afterwards you
can go when you like, as my box is always open to my friends.  I
will also introduce you to my mistress, and she, I am sure, will
always be glad to see you."

"What!  you have a mistress, have you?"

"Yes, but only for form's sake, as I am very fond of my wife.  All
the same, I am supposed to be deeply in love with her, and even
jealous, as I never introduce anyone to her, and do not allow her
to receive any visitors."

"But does not your young and handsome duchess object to your
keeping a mistress?"

"My wife could not possibly be jealous, as she knows that I am
impotent--except, of course, with her."

"I see, but it sems strange; can one be said to have a mistress
whom one does not love?"

"I did not say I loved her not; on the contrary, I am very fond of
her; she has a keen and pleasant wit, but she interests my head
rather than my heart."

"I see; but I suppose she is ugly?"

"Ugly?  You shall see her to-night, and you can tell me what you
think of her afterwards.  She is a handsome and well-educated girl
of seventeen."

"Can she speak French?"

"As well as a Frenchwoman."

"I am longing to see her."

When we got to the theatre I was introduced to several ladies, but
none of them pleased me.  The king, a mere boy, sat in his box in
the middle of the theatre, surrounded by his courtiers, richly but
tastefully dressed.  The pit was full and the boxes also.  The
latter were ornamented with mirrors, and on that occasion were all
illuminated for some reason or other.  It was a magnificent scene,
but all this glitter and light put the stage into the background.

After we had gazed for some time at the scene, which is almost
peculiar to Naples, the duke took me to his private box and
introduced me to his friends, who consisted of all the wits in the
town.

I have often laughed on hearing philosophers declare that the
intelligence of a nation is not so much the result of the climate
as of education.  Such sages should be sent to Naples and then to
St.  Petersburg, and be told to reflect, or simply to look before
them.  If the great Boerhaave had lived at Naples he would have
learnt more about the nature of sulphur by observing its effects
on vegetables, and still more on animals.  In Naples, and Naples
alone, water, and nothing but water, will cure diseases which are
fatal elsewhere, despite the doctors' efforts.

The duke, who had left me to the wits for a short time, returned
and took me to the box of his mistress, who was accompanied by an
old lady of respectable appearance.  As he went in he said,
"'Leonilda mia, ti presento il cavalier Don Giacomo Casanova,
Veneziano, amico mio'."

She received me kindly and modestly, and stopped listening to the
music to talk to me.

When a woman is pretty, one recognizes her charms instantaneously;
if one has to examine her closely, her beauty is doubtful.
Leonilda was strikingly beautiful.  I smiled and looked at the
duke, who had told me that he loved her like a daughter, and that
he only kept her for form's sake.  He understood the glance, and
said,--

"You may believe me."

"It's credible," I replied.

Leonilda no doubt understood what we meant, and said, with a shy
smile,--

"Whatever is possible is credible."

"Quite so," said I, "but one may believe, or not believe,
according to the various degrees of possibility."

"I think it's easier to believe than to disbelieve.  You came to
Naples yesterday; that's true and yet incredible."

"Why incredible?"

"Would any man suppose that a stranger would come to Naples at a
time when the inhabitants are wishing themselves away?"

"Indeed, I have felt afraid till this moment, but now I feel quite
at my ease, since, you being here, St. Januarius will surely
protect Naples."

"Why?"

"Because I am sure he loves you; but you are laughing at me."

"It is such a funny idea.  I am afraid that if I had a lover like
St.  Januarius I should not grant him many favours."

"Is he very ugly, then?"

"If his portrait is a good likeness, you can see for yourself by
examining his statue."

Gaiety leads to freedom, and freedom to friendship.  Mental graces
are superior to bodily charms.

Leonilda's frankness inspired my confidence, and I led the
conversation to love, on which she talked like a past mistress.

"Love," said she, "unless it leads to the possession of the
beloved object, is a mere torment; if bounds are placed to
passion, love must die."

"You are right; and the enjoyment of a beautiful object is not a
true pleasure unless it be preceded by love."

"No doubt if love precedes it accompanies, but I do not think it
necessarily follows, enjoyment."

"True, it often makes love to cease."

"She is a selfish daughter, then, to kill her father; and if after
enjoyment love still continue in the heart of one, it is worse
than murder, for the party in which love still survives must needs
be wretched."

"You are right; and from your strictly logical arguments I
conjecture that you would have the senses kept in subjection: that
is too hard!"

"I would have nothing to do with that Platonic affection devoid of
love, but I leave you to guess what my maxim would be."

"To love and enjoy; to enjoy and love.  Turn and turn about."

"You have hit the mark."

With this Leonilda burst out laughing, and the duke kissed her
hand.  Her governess, not understanding French, was attending to
the opera, but I was in flames.

Leonilda was only seventeen, and was as pretty a girl as the heart
could desire.

The duke repeated a lively epigram of Lafontaine's on "Enjoyment,"
which is only found in the first edition of his works.  It begins
as follows:--

              "La jouissance et les desirs
               Sont ce que l'homme a de plus rare;
               Mais ce ne sons pas vrais plaisirs
               Des le moment qu'on les separe."

I have translated this epigram into Italian and Latin; in the
latter language I was almost able to render Lafontaine line for
line; but I had to use twenty lines of Italian to translate the
first ten lines of the French.  Of course this argues nothing as
to the superiority of the one language over the other.

In the best society at Naples one addresses a newcomer in the
second person singular as a peculiar mark of distinction.  This
puts both parties at their ease without diminishing their mutual
respect for one another.

Leonilda had already turned my first feeling of admiration into
something much warmer, and the opera, which lasted for five hours,
seemed over in a moment.

After the two ladies had gone the duke said, "Now we must part,
unless you are fond of games of chance."

"I don't object to them when I am to play with good hands."

"Then follow me; ten or twelve of my friends will play faro, and
then sit down to a cold collation, but I warn you it is a secret,
as gaming is forbidden.  I will answer for you keeping your own
counsel, however."

"You may do so."

He took me to the Duke de Monte Leone's.  We went up to the third
floor, passed through a dozen rooms, and at last reached the
gamester's chamber.  A polite-looking banker, with a bank of about
four hundred sequins, had the cards in his hands.  The duke
introduced me as his friend, and made me sit beside him.  I was
going to draw out my purse, but I was told that debts were not
paid for twenty-four hours after they were due.  The banker gave
me a pack of cards, with a little basket containing a thousand
counters.  I told the company that I should consider each counter
as a Naples ducat.  In less than two hours my basket was empty.  I
stopped playing and proceeded to enjoy my supper.  It was arranged
in the Neapolitan style, and consisted of an enormous dish of
macaroni and ten or twelve different kinds of shellfish which are
plentiful on the Neapolitan coasts.  When we left I took care not
to give the duke.  time to condole with me on my loss, but began
to talk to him about his delicious Leonilda.

Early next day he sent a page to my room to tell me that if I
wanted to come with him and kiss the king's hand I must put on my
gala dress.  I put on a suit of rose-coloured velvet, with gold
spangles, and I had the great honour of kissing a small hand,
covered with chilblains, belonging to a boy of nine.  The Prince
de St. Nicander brought up the young king to the best of his
ability, but he was naturally a kindly, just, and generous
monarch; if he had had more dignity he would have been an ideal
king; but he was too unceremonious, and that, I think, is a defect
in one destined to rule others.

I had the honour of sitting next the duchess at dinner, and she
deigned to say that she had never seen a finer dress.  "That's my
way," I said, "of distracting attention from my face and figure."
She smiled, and her politeness to me during my stay were almost
limited to these few words.

When we left the table the duke took me to the apartment occupied
by his uncle, Don Lelio, who recognized me directly.  I kissed the
venerable old man's hand, and begged him to pardon me for the
freaks of my youth.  "It's eighteen years ago," said he, "since I
chose M.  Casanova as the companion of your studies" I delighted
him by giving him a brief account of my adventures in Rome with
Cardinal Acquaviva.  As we went out, he begged me to come and see
him often.

Towards the evening the duke said,--

"If you go to the Opera Buffa you will please Leonilda."

He gave me the number of her box, and added,--

"I will come for you towards the close, and we will sup together
as before."

I had no need to order my horses to be put in, as there was always
a carriage ready for me in the courtyard.

When I got to the theatre the opera had begun.  I presented myself
to Leonilda, who received me with the pleasant words, "Caro Don
Giacomo, I am so pleased to see you again."

No doubt she did not like to thou me, but the expression of her
eyes and the tone of her voice were much better than the to which
is often used lavishly at Naples.

The seductive features of this charming girl were not altogether
unknown to me, but I could not recollect of what woman she
reminded me.  Leonilda was certainly a beauty, and something
superior to a beauty, if possible.  She had splendid light
chestnut hair, and her black and brilliant eyes, shaded by thick
lashes, seemed to hear and speak at the same time.  But what
ravished me still more was her expression, and the exquisite
appropriateness of the gestures with which she accompanied what
she was saying.  It seemed as if her tongue could not give speech
to the thoughts which crowded her brain.  She was naturally quick-
witted, and her intellect had been developed by an excellent
education.

The conversation turned upon Lafontaine's epigram, of which I had
only recited the first ten verses, as the rest is too licentious;
and she said,--

"But I suppose it is only a poet's fancy, at which one could but
smile."

"Possibly, but I did not care to wound your ears."

"You are very good," said she, using the pleasant tu, "but all the
same, I am not so thin-skinned, as I have a closet which the duke
has had painted over with couples in various amorous attitudes.
We go there sometimes, and I assure you that I do not experience
the slightest sensation."

"That may be through a defect of temperament, for whenever I see
well-painted voluptuous pictures I feel myself on fire.  I wonder
that while you and the duke look at them, you do not try to put
some of them into practice."

"We have only friendship for one another."

"Let him believe it who will."

"I am sure he is a man, but I am unable to say whether he is able
to give a woman any real proofs of his love."

"Yet he has a son."

"Yes, he has a child who calls him father; but he himself
confesses that he is only able to shew his manly powers with his
wife."

"That's all nonsense, for you are made to give birth to amorous
desires, and a man who could live with you without being able to
possess you ought to cease to live."

"Do you really think so?"

"Dear Leonilda, if I were in the duke's place I would shew you
what a man who really loves can do."

"Caro Don Giacomo, I am delighted to hear you love me, but you
will soon forget me, as you are leaving Naples."

"Cursed be the gaming-table, for without it we might spend some
delightful hour together."

"The duke told me that you lost a thousand ducats yesterday
evening like a perfect gentleman.  You must be very unlucky."

"Not always, but when I play on a day in which I have fallen in
love I am sure to lose."

"You will win back your money this evening."

"This is the declaration day; I shall lose again."

"Then don't play."

"People would say I was afraid, or that all my money was gone."

"I hope at all events that you will win sometimes, and that you
will tell me of your good luck.  Come and see me to-morrow with
the duke."

The duke came in at that moment, and asked me if I had liked the
opera.  Leonilda answered for me,

"We have been talking about love all the time, so we don't know
what has been going on the stage."

"You have done well."

"I trust you will bring M.  Casanova to see me tomorrow morning,
as I hope he will bring me news that he has won."

"It's my turn to deal this evening, dearest, but whether he wins
or loses you shall see him to-morrow.  You must give us some
breakfast."

"I shall be delighted."

We kissed her hand, and went to the same place as the night
before.  The company was waiting for the duke.  There were twelve
members of the club, and they all held the bank in turn.  They
said that this made the chances more equal; but I laughed at this
opinion, as there is nothing more difficult to establish than
equality between players.

The Duke de Matalone sat down, drew out his purse and his pocket-
book, and put two thousand ducats in the bank, begging pardon of
the others for doubling the usual sum in favour of the stranger.
The bank never exceeded a thousand ducats.

"Then," said I, "I will hazard two thousand ducats also and not
more, for they say at Venice that a prudent player never risks
more than he can win.  Each of my counters will be equivalent to
two ducats."  So saying, I took ten notes of a hundred ducats each
from my pocket, and gave them to the last evening's banker who had
won them from me.

Play began; and though I was prudent, and only risked my money on
a single card, in less than three hours my counters were all gone.
I stopped playing, though I had still twenty-five thousand ducats;
but I had said that I would not risk more than two thousand, and I
was ashamed to go back from my word.

Though I have always felt losing my money, no one has ever seen me
put out, my natural gaiety was heightened by art on such
occasions, and seemed to be more brilliant than ever.  I have
always found it a great advantage to be able to lose pleasantly.

I made an excellent supper, and my high spirits furnished me with
such a fund of amusing conversation that all the table was in a
roar.  I even succeeded in dissipating the melancholy of the Duke
de Matalone, who was in despair at having won such a sum from his
friend and guest.  He was afraid he had half ruined me, and also
that people might say he had only welcomed me for the sake of my
money.

As we returned to the palace the conversation was affectionate on
his side and jovial on mine, but I could see he was in some
trouble, and guessed what was the matter.  He wanted to say that I
could pay the money I owed him whenever I liked, but was afraid of
wounding my feelings; but as soon as he got in he wrote me a
friendly note to the effect that if I wanted money his banker
would let me have as much as I required.  I replied directly that
I felt the generosity of his offer, and if I was in need of funds
I would avail myself of it.

Early next morning I went to his room, and after an affectionate
embrace I told him not to forget that we were going to breakfast
with his fair mistress.  We both put on great coats and went to
Leonilda's pretty house.

We found her sitting up in bed, negligently but decently dressed,
with a dimity corset tied with red ribbons.  She looked beautiful,
and her graceful posture added to her charms.  She was reading
Crebillon's Sopha.  The duke sat down at the bottom of the bed,
and I stood staring at her in speechless admiration, endeavouring
to recall to my memory where I had seen such another face as hers.
It seemed to me that I had loved a woman like her.  This was the
first time I had seen her without the deceitful glitter of
candles.  She laughed at my absent-mindedness, and told me to sit
down on a chair by her bedside.

The duke told her that I was quite pleased at having lost two
thousand ducats to his bank, as the loss made me sure she loved
me.

"Caro mio Don Giacomo, I am sorry to hear that!  You would have
done better not to play, for I should have loved you all the same,
and you would have been two thousand ducats better off."

"And I two thousand ducats worse off," said the duke, laughing.

"Never mind, dear Leonilda, I shall win this evening if you grant
me some favour to-day.  If you do not do so, I shall lose heart,
and you will mourn at my grave before long."

"Think, Leonilda, what you can do for my friend."

"I don't see that I can do anything."

The duke told her to dress, that we might go and breakfast in the
painted closet.  She began at once, and preserved a just mean in
what she let us see and what she concealed, and thus set me in
flames, though I was already captivated by her face, her wit, and
her charming manners.  I cast an indiscreet glance towards her
beautiful breast, and thus added fuel to the fire.  I confess that
I only obtained this satisfaction by a species of larceny, but I
could not have succeeded if she had not been well disposed towards
me.  I pretended to have seen nothing.

While dressing she maintained with much ingenuity that a wise girl
will be much more chary of her favours towards a man she loves
than towards a man she does not love, because she would be afraid
to lose the first, whereas she does not care about the second.

"It will not be so with me, charming Leonilda," said I.

"You make a mistake, I am sure."

The pictures with which the closet where we breakfasted was
adorned were admirable more from the colouring and the design than
from the amorous combats they represented.

"They don't make any impression on me," said the duke, and he
shewed us that it was so.

Leonilda looked away, and I felt shocked, but concealed my
feelings.

"I am in the same state as you," said I, "but I will not take the
trouble of convincing you."

"That can't be," said he; and passing his hand rapidly over me he
assured himself that it was so.  "It's astonishing," he cried;
"you must be as impotent as I am."

"If I wanted to controvert that assertion one glance into
Leonilda's eyes would be enough."

"Look at him, dearest Leonilda, that I may be convinced."

Leonilda looked tenderly at me, and her glance produced the result
I had expected.

"Give me your hand," said I, to the poor duke, and he did so.

"I was in the wrong," he exclaimed, but when he endeavoured to
bring the surprising object to light I resisted.  He persisted in
his endeavours, and I determined to play on him a trick.  I took
Leonilda's hand and pressed my lips to it, and just as the duke
thought he had triumphed I besprinkled him, and went off into a
roar of laughter.  He laughed too, and went to get a napkin.

The girl could see nothing of all this, as it went on under the
table; and while my burning lips rested on her hand, my eyes were
fixed on hers and our breath mingled.  This close contact had
enabled me to baptise the duke, but when she took in the joke we
made a group worthy of the pen of Aretin.

It was a delightful breakfast, though we passed certain bounds
which decency ought to have proscribed to us, but Leonilda was
wonderfully innocent considering her position.  We ended the scene
by mutual embraces, and when I took my burning lips from
Leonilda's I felt consumed with a fire which I could not conceal.

When we left I told the duke that I would see his mistress no
more, unless he would give her up to me, declaring that I would
marry her and give her a dower of five thousand ducats.

"Speak to her, and if she consents I will not oppose it.  She
herself will tell you what property she has."

I then went to dress for dinner.  I found the duchess in the midst
of a large circle, and she told me kindly that she was very sorry
to hear of my losses.

"Fortune is the most fickle of beings, but I don't complain of my
loss--nay, when you speak thus I love it, and I even think that
you will make me win this evening."

"I hope so, but I am afraid not; you will have to contend against
Monte Leone, who is usually very lucky."

In considering the matter after dinner, I determined for the
future to play with ready money and not on my word of honour, lest
I should at any time be carried away by the excitement of play and
induced to stake more than I possessed.  I thought, too, that the
banker might have his doubts after the two heavy losses I had
sustained, and I confess that I was also actuated by the gambler's
superstition that by making a change of any kind one changes the
luck.

I spent four hours at the theatre in Leonilda's box, where I found
her more gay and charming than I had seen her before.

"Dear Leonilda," I said, "the love I feel for you will suffer no
delay and no rivals, not even the slightest inconstancy.  I have
told the duke that I am ready to marry you, and that I will give
you a dower of five thousand ducats."

"What did he say?"

"That I must ask you, and that he would offer no opposition."

"Then we should leave Naples together."

"Directly, dearest, and thenceforth death alone would part us."

"We will talk of it to-morrow, dear Don Giacomo, and if I can make
you happy I am sure you will do the same by me."

As she spoke these delightful words the duke came in.

"Don Giacomo and I are talking of marrying," said she.

"Marriage, mia carissima," he replied, "ought to be well
considered beforehand."

"Yes, when one has time; but my dear Giacomo cannot wait, and we
shall have plenty of time to think it over afterwards."

"As you are going to marry," said the duke, "you can put off your
departure, or return after the wedding."

"I can neither put it off nor return, my dear duke.  We have made
up our minds, and if we repent we have plenty of time before us."

He laughed and said we would talk it over next day.  I gave my
future bride a kiss which she returned with ardour, and the duke
and I went to the club, where we found the Duke de Monte Leone
dealing.

"My lord," said I, "I am unlucky playing on my word of honour, so
I hope you will allow me to stake money."

"Just as you please; it comes to the same thing, but don't trouble
yourself.  I have made a bank of four thousand ducats that you may
be able to recoup yourself for your losses."

"Thanks, I promise to break it or to lose as much."

I drew out six thousand ducats, gave two thousand ducats to the
Duke de Matalone, and began to punt at a hundred ducats.  After a
short time the duke left the table, and I finally succeeded in
breaking the bank.  I went back to the place by myself, and when I
told the duke of my victory the next day, he embraced me with
tears of joy, and advised me to stake money for the future.

As the Princess de Vale was giving a great supper, there was no
play that evening.  This was some respite.  We called on Leonilda,
and putting off talking of our marriage till the day after we
spent the time in viewing the wonders of nature around Naples.  In
the evening I was introduced by a friend at the princess's supper,
and saw all the highest nobility of the place.

Next morning the duke told me that he had some business to do, and
that I had better go and see Leonilda, and that he would call for
me later on.  I went to Leonilda, but as the duke did not put in
an appearance we could not settle anything about our marriage.  I
spent several hours with her, but I was obliged to obey her
commands, and could only shew myself amorous in words.  Before
leaving I repeated that it only rested with her to unite our lives
by indissoluble ties, and to leave Naples almost immediately.

When I saw the duke he said,--

"Well, Don Giacomo, you have spent all the morning with my
mistress; do you still wish to marry her?"

"More than ever; what do you mean?"

"Nothing; and as you have passed this trial to which I purposely
subjected you, we will discuss your union tomorrow, and I hope you
will make this charming woman happy, for she will be an excellent
wife."

"I agree with you."

When we went to Monte Leone's in the evening, we saw a banker with
a good deal of gold before him.  The duke told me he was Don Marco
Ottoboni.  He was a fine-looking man, but he held the cards so
closely together in his left hand that I could not see them.  This
did not inspire me with confidence, so I only punted a ducat at a
time.  I was persistently unlucky, but I only lost a score of
ducats.  After five or six deals the banker, asked me politely why
I staked such small sums against him.

"Because I can't see half the pack," I replied, "and I am afraid
of losing."

Some of the company laughed at my answer.

Next night I broke the bank held by the Prince the Cassaro, a
pleasant and rich nobleman, who asked me to give him revenge, and
invited me to supper at his pretty house at Posilipo, where he
lived with a virtuosa of whom he had become amorous at Palermo.
He also invited the Duke de Matalone and three or four other
gentlemen.  This was the only occasion on which I held the bank
while I was at Naples, and I staked six thousand ducats after
warning the prince that as it was the eve of my departure I should
only play for ready money.

He lost ten thousand ducats, and only rose from the table because
he had no more money.  Everybody left the room, and I should have
done the same if the prince's mistress had not owed me a hundred
ducats.  I continued to deal in the hope that she would get her
money back, but seeing that she still lost I put down the cards,
and told her that she must pay me at Rome.  She was a handsome and
agreeable woman, but she did not inspire me with any passions, no
doubt because my mind was occupied with another, otherwise I
should have drawn a bill on sight, and paid myself without
meddling with her purse.  It was two o'clock in the morning when I
got to bed.

Both Leonilda and myself wished to see Caserta before leaving
Naples, and the duke sent us there in a carriage drawn by six
mules, which went faster than most horses.  Leonilda's governess
accompanied us.

The day after, we settled the particulars of our marriage in a
conversation which lasted for two hours.

"Leonilda," began the duke, "has a mother, who lives at a short
distance from here, on an income of six hundred ducats, which I
have given her for life, in return for an estate belonging to her
husband; but Leonilda does not depend on her.  She gave her up to
me seven years ago, and I have given her an annuity of five
hundred ducats, which she will bring to you, with all her diamonds
and an extensive trousseau.  Her mother gave her up to me
entirely, and I gave my word of honour to get her a good husband.
I have taken peculiar care of her education, and as her mind has
developed I have put her on her guard against all prejudices, with
the exception of that which bids a woman keep herself intact for
her future husband.  You may rest assured that you are the first
man whom Leonilda (who is a daughter to me) has pressed to her
heart."

I begged the duke to get the contract ready, and to add to her
dower the sum of five thousand ducats, which I would give him when
the deed was signed.

"I will mortgage them," said he, "on a house which is worth
double."

Then turning to Leonilda, who was shedding happy tears, he said,--

"I am going to send for your mother, who will be delighted to sign
the settlement, and to make the acquaintance of your future
husband."

The mother lived at the Marquis Galiani's, a day's journey from
Naples.  The duke said he would send a carriage for her the next
day, and that we could all sup together the day after.

"The law business will be all done by then, and we shall be able
to go to the little church at Portici, and the priest will marry
you.  Then we will take your mother to St. Agatha and dine with
her, and you can go your way with her maternal blessing."

This conclusion gave me an involuntary shudder, and Leonilda fell
fainting in the duke's arms.  He called her dear child, cared for
her tenderly, and brought her to herself.

We all had to wipe our eyes, as we were all equally affected.

I considered myself as a married man and under obligation to alter
my way of living, and I stopped playing.  I had won more than
fifteen thousand ducats, and this sum added to what I had before
and Leonilda's dowry should have sufficed for an honest
livelihood.

Next day, as I was at supper with the duke and Leonilda, she
said,--

"What will my mother say to-morrow evening, when she sees you?"

"She will say that you are silly to marry a stranger whom you have
only known for a week.  Have you told her my name, my nation, my
condition, and my age?"

"I wrote to her as follows:

"'Dear mamma, come directly and sign my marriage contract with a
gentleman introduced to me by the duke, with whom I shall be
leaving for Rome on Monday next.'"

"My letter ran thus," said the duke,

"'Come without delay, and sign your daughter's marriage contract,
and give her your blessing.  She has wisely chosen a husband old
enough to be her father; he is a friend of mine.'"

"That's not true," cried Leonilda, rushing to my arms, "she will
think you are really old, and I am sorry."

"Is your mother an elderly woman?"

"She's a charming Woman," said the duke, "full of wit, and not
thirty-eight yet."

"What has she got to do with Galiani?"

"She is an intimate friend of the marchioness's, and she lives
with the family but pays for her board."

Next morning, having some business with my banker to attend to, I
told the duke that I should not be able to see Leonilda till
supper-time.  I went there at eight o'clock and I found the three
sitting in front of the fire.

"Here he is!" cried the duke.

As soon as the mother saw me she screamed and fell nearly fainting
on a chair.  I looked at her fixedly for a minute, and exclaimed,--

"Donna Lucrezia!  I am fortunate indeed!"

"Let us take breath, my dear friend.  Come and sit by me.  So you
are going to marry my daughter, are you?"

I took a chair and guessed it all.  My hair stood on end, and I
relapsed into a gloomy silence.

The stupefied astonishment of Leonilda and the duke cannot be
described.  They could see that Donna Lucrezia and I knew each
other, but they could not get any farther.  As for myself, as I
pondered gloomily and compared Leonilda's age with the period at
which I had been intimate with Lucrezia Castelli, I could see that
it was quite possible that she might be my daughter; but I told
myself that the mother could not be certain of the fact, as at the
time she lived with her husband, who was very fond of her and not
fifty years of age.  I could bear the suspense no longer, so,
taking a light and begging Leonilda and the duke to excuse me, I
asked Lucrezia to come into the next room with me.

As soon as she was seated, she drew me to her and said,--

"Must I grieve my dear one when I have loved so well?  Leonilda is
your daughter, I am certain of it.  I always looked upon her as
your daughter, and my husband knew it, but far from being angry,
he used to adore her.  I will shew you the register of her birth,
and you can calculate for yourself.  My husband was at Rome, and
did not see me once, and my daughter did not come before her time.
You must remember a letter which my mother should have given you,
in which I told you I was with child.  That was in January, 1744,
and in six months my daughter will be seventeen.  My late husband
gave her the names of Leonilda Giacomina at the baptismal font,
and when he played with her he always called her by the latter
name.  This idea of your marrying her horrifies me, but I cannot
oppose it, as I am ashamed to tell the reason.  What do you think?
Have you still the courage to marry her?  You seem to hesitate.
Have you taken any earnest of the marriage-bed?"

"No, dear Lucrezia, your daughter is as pure as a lily."

"I breathe again."

"Ah, yes!  but my heart is torn asunder."

"I am grieved to see you thus."

"She has no likeness to me."

"That proves nothing; she has taken after me.  You are weeping,
dearest, you will break my heart."

"Who would not weep in my place?  I will send the duke to you; he
must know all."

I left Lucrezia, and I begged the duke to go and speak to her.
The affectionate Leonilda came and sat on my knee, and asked me
what the dreadful mystery was.  I was too much affected to be able
to answer her; she kissed me, and we began to weep.  We remained
thus sad and silent till the return of the duke and Donna
Lucrezia, who was the only one to keep her head cool.

"Dear Leonilda, said she, "you must be let into the secret of this
disagreeable mystery, and your mother is the proper person to
enlighten you.  Do you remember what name my late husband used to
call you when he petted you?"

"He used to call me his charming Giacomina."

"That is M. Casanova's name; it is the name of your father.  Go
and kiss him; his blood flows in your veins; and if he has been
your lover, repent of the crime which was happily quite
involuntary."

The scene was a pathetic one, and we were all deeply moved.
Leonilda clung to her mother's knees, and in a voice that
struggled with sobs exclaimed,--

"I have only felt what an affectionate daughter might feel for a
father"

At this point silence fell on us, a silence that was only broken
by the sobs of the two women, who held each other tightly
embraced; while the duke and I sat as motionless as two posts, our
heads bent and our hands crossed, without as much as looking at
each other.

Supper was served, and we sat at table for three hours, talking
sadly over this dramatic recognition, which had brought more grief
than joy; and we departed at midnight full of melancholy, and
hoping that we should be calmer on the morrow, and able to take
the only step that now remained to us.

As we were going away the duke made several observations on what
moral philosophers call prejudices.  There is no philosopher who
would maintain or even advance the thesis that the union of a
father and daughter is horrible naturally, for it is entirely a
social prejudice; but it is so widespread, and education has
graven it so deeply in our hearts, that only a man whose heart is
utterly depraved could despise it.  It is the result of a respect
for the laws, it keeps the social scheme together; in fact, it is
no longer a prejudice, it is a principle.

I went to bed, but as usual, after the violent emotion I had
undergone, I could not sleep.  The rapid transition from carnal to
paternal love cast my physical and mental faculties into such a
state of excitement that I could scarcely withstand the fierce
struggle that was taking place in my heart.

Towards morning I fell asleep for a short time, and woke up
feeling as exhausted as two lovers who have been spending a long
and voluptuous winter's night.

When I got up I told the duke that I intended to set out from
Naples the next day; and he observed that as everybody knew I was
on the eve of my departure, this haste would make people talk.

"Come and have some broth with me," said he; "and from henceforth
look upon this marriage project as one of the many pranks in which
you have engaged.  We will spend the three or four days pleasantly
together, and perhaps when we have thought over all this for some
time we shall end by thinking it matter for mirth and not sadness.
Believe me the mother's as good as the daughter; recollection is
often better than hope; console yourself with Lucrezia.  I don't
think you can see any difference between her present appearance
and that of eighteen years ago, for I don't see how she can ever
have been handsomer than she is now."

This remonstrance brought me to my senses.  I felt that the best
thing I could do would be to forget the illusion which had amused
me for four or five days, and as my self-esteem was not wounded it
ought not to be a difficult task; but yet I was in love and unable
to satisfy my love.

Love is not like merchandise, where one can substitute one thing
for another when one cannot have what one wants.  Love is a
sentiment, only the object who has kindled the flame can soothe
the heat thereof.

We went to call on my daughter, the duke in his usual mood, but I
looking pale, depressed, weary, and like a boy going to receive
the rod.  I was extremely surprised when I came into the room to
find the mother and daughter quite gay, but this helped on my
cure.  Leonilda threw her arms round my neck, calling me dear
papa, and kissing me with all a daughter's freedom.  Donna
Lucrezia stretched out her hand, addressing me as her dear friend.
I regarded her attentively, and I was forced to confess that the
eighteen years that had passed away had done little ill to her
charms.  There was the same sparkling glance, that fresh
complexion, those perfect shapes, those beautiful lips--in fine,
all that had charmed my youthful eyes.

We mutely caressed each other.  Leonilda gave and received the
tenderest kisses without seeming to notice what desires she might
cause to arise; no doubt she knew that as her father I should have
strength to resist, and she was right.  One gets used to
everything, and I was ashamed to be sad any longer.

I told Donna Lucrezia of the curious welcome her sister had given
me in Rome, and she went off into peals of laughter.  We reminded
each other of the night at Tivoli, and these recollections
softened our hearts.  From these softened feelings to love is but
a short way; but neither place nor time were convenient, so we
pretended not to be thinking of it.

After a few moments of silence I told her that if she cared to
come to Rome with me to pay a visit to her sister Angelique, I
would take her back to Naples at the beginning of Lent.  She
promised to let me know whether she could come on the following
day.

I sat between her and Leonilda at dinner; and as I could no longer
think of the daughter, it was natural that my old flame for
Lucrezia should rekindle; and whether from the effect of her
gaiety and beauty, or from my need of someone to love, or from the
excellence of the wine, I found myself in love with her by the
dessert, and asked her to take the place which her daughter was to
have filled.

"I will marry you," said I, "and we will all of us go to Rome on
Monday, for since Leonilda is my daughter I do not like to leave
her at Naples."

At this the three guests looked at each other and said nothing.  I
did not repeat my proposal, but led the conversation to some other
topic.

After dinner I felt sleepy and lay down on a bed, and did not wake
till eight o'clock, when to my surprise I found that my only
companion was Lucrezia, who was writing.  She heard me stir, and
came up to me and said affectionately,--

"My dear friend, you have slept for five hours; and as I did not
like to leave you alone I would not go with the duke and our
daughter to the opera."

The memory of former loves awakens when one is near the once
beloved object, and desires rapidly become irresistible if the
beauty still remain.  The lovers feel as if they were once more in
possession of a blessing which belongs to them, and of which they
have been long deprived by unfortunate incidents.  These were our
feelings, and without delay, without idle discussion, and above
all, without false modesty, we abandoned ourselves to love, the
only true source of nature.

In the first interval, I was the first to break the silence; and
if a man is anything of a wit, is he the less so at that delicious
moment of repose which follows on an amorous victory?

"Once again, then," said I, "I am in this charming land which I
entered for the first time to the noise of the drum and the rattle
of musket shots."

This remark made her laugh, and recalled past events to her
memory.  We recollected with delight all the pleasures we had
enjoyed at Testaccio, Frascati, and Tivoli.  We reminded each
other of these events, only to make each other laugh; but with two
lovers, what is laughter but a pretext for renewing the sweet
sacrifice of the goddess of Cythera?

At the end of the second act, full of the enthusiasm of the
fortunate lover, I said,--

"Let us be united for life; we are of the same age, we love each
other, our means are sufficient for us, we may hope to live a
happy life, and to die at the same moment."

"Tis the darling wish of my heart," Lucrezia replied, "but let us
stay at Naples and leave Leonilda to the duke.  We will see
company, find her a worthy husband, and our happiness will be
complete."

"I cannot live at Naples, dearest, and you know that your daughter
intended to leave with me."

"My daughter!  Say our daughter.  I see that you are still in love
with her, and do not wish to be considered her father."

"Alas, yes!  But I am sure that if I live with you my passion for
her will be stilled, but otherwise I cannot answer for myself.  I
shall fly, but flight will not bring me happiness.  Leonilda
charms me still more by her intelligence than by her beauty.  I
was sure that she loved me so well that I did not attempt to
seduce her, lest thereby I should weaken my hold on her
affections; and as I wanted to make her happy I wished to deserve
her esteem.  I longed to possess her, but in a lawful manner, so
that our rights should have been equal.  We have created an angel,
Lucrezia, and I cannot imagine how the duke . . ."

"The duke is completely impotent.  Do you see now how I was able
to trust my daughter to his care?"

"Impotent?  I always thought so myself, but he has a son"

"His wife might possibly be able to explain that mystery to you,
but you may take it for granted that the poor duke will die a
virgin in spite of himself; and he knows that as well as anybody."

"Do not let us say any more about it, but allow me to treat you as
at Tivoli."

"Not just now, as I hear carriage wheels."

A moment after the door opened, and Leonilda laughed heartily to
see her mother in my arms, and threw herself upon us, covering us
with kisses.  The duke came in a little later, and we supped
together very merrily.  He thought me the happiest of men when I
told him I was going to pass the night honourably with my wife
and daughter; and he was right, for I was so at that moment.

As soon as the worthy man left us we went to bed, but here I must
draw a veil over the most voluptuous night I have ever spent.  If
I told all I should wound chaste ears, and, besides, all the
colours of the painter and all the phrases of the poet could not
do justice to the delirium of pleasure, the ecstasy, and the
license which passed  during that night, while two wax lights
burnt dimly on the table like candles before the shrine of a saint.

We did not leave the stage, which I watered with my blood, till
long after the sun had risen.  We were scarcely dressed when the
duke arrived.

Leonilda gave him a vivid description of our nocturnal labours,
but in his unhappy state of impotence he must have been thankful
for his absence.

I was determined to start the next day so as to be at Rome for the
last week of the carnival and I begged the duke to let me give
Leonilda the five thousand ducats which would have been her dower
if she had become my bride.

"As she is your daughter," said he, "she can and ought to take
this present from her father, if only as a dowry for her future
husband."

"Will you accept it, then, my dear Leonilda?"

"Yes, papa dear," she said, embracing me, "on the condition that
you will promise to come and see me again as soon as you hear of
my marriage."

I promised to do so, and I kept my word.

"As you are going to-morrow," said the duke, "I shall ask all the
nobility of Naples to meet you at supper.  In the meanwhile I
leave you with your daughter; we shall see each other again at
suppertime."

He went out and I dined with my wife and daughter in the best of
spirits.  I spent almost the whole afternoon with Leonilda,
keeping within the bounds of decency, less, perhaps, out of
respect to morality, than because of my labours of the night
before.  We did not kiss each other till the moment of parting,
and I could see that both mother and daughter were grieved to lose
me.

After a careful toilette I went to supper, and found an assembly
of a hundred of the very best people in Naples.  The duchess was
very agreeable, and when I kissed her hand to take leave, she
said,

"I hope, Don Giacomo, that you have had no unpleasantness during
your short stay at Naples, and that you will sometimes think of
your visit with pleasure."

I answered that I could only recall my visit with delight after
the kindness with which she had deigned to treat me that evening;
and, in fact, my recollections of Naples were always of the
happiest description.

After I had treated the duke's attendants with generosity, the
poor nobleman, whom fortune had favoured, and whom nature had
deprived of the sweetest of all enjoyments, came with me to the
door of my carriage and I went on my way.




CHAPTER X

My Carriage Broken--Mariuccia's Wedding-Flight of Lord Lismore--My
Return to Florence, and My Departure with the Corticelli

My Spainiard was going on before us on horseback, and I was
sleeping profoundly beside Don Ciccio Alfani in my comfortable
carriage, drawn by four horses, when a violent shock aroused me.
The carriage had been overturned on the highway, at midnight,
beyond Francolisa and four miles from St. Agatha.

Alfani was beneath me and uttered piercing shrieks, for he thought
he had broken his left arm.  Le Duc rode back and told me that the
postillions had taken flight, possibly to give notice of our
mishap to highwaymen, who are very common in the States of the
Church and Naples.

I got out of the carriage easily enough, but poor old Alfani, who
was unwieldly with fat, badly hurt, and half dead with fright,
could not extricate himself without assistance.  It took us a
quarter of an hour to get him free.  The poor wretch amused me by
the blasphemies which he mingled with prayers to his patron saint,
St. Francis of Assisi.

I was not without experience of such accidents and was not at all
hurt, for one's safety depends a good deal on the position one is
in.  Don Ciccio had probably hurt his arm by stretching it out
just as the accident took place.

I took my sword, my musket, and my horse-pistols out of the
carriage, and I made them and my pockets pistols ready so as to
offer a stiff resistance to the brigands if they came; and I then
told Le Duc to take some money and ride off and see if he could
bring some peasants to our assistance.

Don Ciccio groaned over the accident, but I, resolving to sell my
money and my life dearly, made a rampart of the carriage and four
horses, and stood sentry, with my arms ready.

I then felt prepared for all hazards, and was quite calm, but my
unfortunate companion continued to pour forth his groans, and
prayers, and blasphemies, for all that goes together at Naples as
at Rome.  I could do nothing but compassionate him; but in spite
of myself I could not help laughing, which seemed to vex the poor
abbe, who looked for all the world like a dying dolphin as he
rested motionless against the bank.  His distress may be imagined,
when the nearest horse yielded to the call of nature, and voided
over the unfortunate man the contents of its bladder.  There was
nothing to be done, and I could not help roaring with laughter.

Nevertheless, a strong northerly wind rendered our situation an
extremely unpleasant one.  At the slightest noise I cried, "Who
goes there?" threatening to fire on anyone who dared approach.
I spent two hours in this tragic-comic position, until at last
Le Duc rode up and told me that a band of peasants, all armed and
provided with lanterns, were approaching to our assistance.

In less than an hour, the carriage, the horses, and Alfani were
seen to.  I kept two of the country-folk to serve as postillions,
and I sent the others away well paid for the interruption of their
sleep.  I reached St. Agatha at day-break, and I made the devil's
own noise at the door of the postmaster, calling for an attorney
to take down my statement, and threatening to have the postillions
who had overturned and deserted me, hanged.

A wheelwright inspected my coach and pronounced the axle-tree
broken, and told me I should have to remain for a day at least.

Don Ciccio, who stood in need of a surgeon's aid, called on the
Marquis Galliani without telling me anything about it.  However,
the marquis hastened to beg me to stay at his home till I could
continue my journey.  I accepted the invitation with great
pleasure, and with this my ill humour, which was really only the
result of my desire to make a great fuss like a great man,
evaporated.

The marquis ordered my carriage to be taken to his coach-house,
took me by the arm, and led me to his house.  He was as learned as
he was polite, and a perfect Neapolitan--i.e., devoid of all
ceremony.  He had not the brilliant wit of his brother, whom I had
known at Paris as secretary of embassy under the Count Cantillana
Montdragon, but he possessed a well-ordered judgment, founded on
study and the perusal of ancient and modern classics.  Above all,
he was a great mathematician, and was then preparing an annotated
edition of Vitruvius, which was afterwards published.

The marquis introduced me to his wife, whom I knew as the intimate
friend of my dear Lucrezia.  There was something saint-like in her
expression, and to see her surrounded by her little children was
like looking at a picture of the Holy Family.

Don Ciccio was put to bed directly, and a surgeon sent for, who
consoled him by saying that it was only a simple luxation, and
that he would be well again in a few days.

At noon a carriage stopped at the door, and Lucrezia got down.
She embraced the marchioness, and said to me in the most natural
manner, as we shook hands,--

"What happy chance brings you hear, dear Don Giacomo?"

She told her friend that I was a friend of her late husband's, and
that she had recently seen me again with great pleasure at the
Duke de Matalone's.

After dinner, on finding myself alone with this charming woman, I
asked her if it were not possible for us to pass a happy night
together, but she shewed me that it was out of the question, and I
had to yield.  I renewed my offer to marry her.

"Buy a property," said she, "in the kingdom of Naples, and I will
spend the remainder of my days with you, without asking a priest
to give us his blessing, unless we happen to have children."

I could not deny that Lucrezia spoke very sensibly, and I could
easily have bought land in Naples, and lived comfortably on it,
but the idea of binding myself down to one place was so contrary
to my feelings that I had the good sense to prefer my vagabond
life to all the advantages which our union would have given me,
and I do not think that Lucrezia altogether disapproved of my
resolution.

After supper I took leave of everybody, and I set out at day-break
in order to get to Rome by the next day.  I had only fifteen
stages to do, and the road was excellent.

As we were getting into Carillano, I saw one of the two-wheeled
carriages, locally called mantice, two horses were being put into
it, while my carriage required four.  I got out, and on hearing
myself called I turned round.  I was not a little surprised to
find that the occupants of the mantice were a young and pretty
girl and Signora Diana, the Prince de Sassaro's mistress, who
owed me three hundred ounces.  She told me that she was going
to Rome, and that she would be glad if we could make the journey
together.

"I suppose you don't mind stopping for the night at Piperno?"

"No," said I, "I am afraid that can't be managed; I don't intend
to break my journey."

"But you would get to Rome by to-morrow."

"I know that, but I sleep better in my carriage than in the bad
beds they give you in the inns."

"I dare not travel by night."

"Well, well, madam, I have no doubt we shall see each other at
Rome."

"You are a cruel man.  You see I have only a stupid servant, and a
maid who is as timid as I am, besides it is cold and my carriage
is open.  I will keep you company in yours."

"I really can't take you in, as all the available space is taken
up by my old secretary, who broke his arm yesterday."

"Shall we dine together at Terracino?  We could have a little
talk."

"Certainly."

We made good cheer at this small town, which is the frontier of
the States of the Church.  We should not reach Piperno till far on
in the night, and the lady renewed and redoubled her efforts to
keep me till daybreak; but though young and pretty she did not
take my fancy; she was too fair and too fat.  But her maid, who
was a pretty brunette, with a delicious rounded form and a
sparkling eye, excited all my feelings of desire.  A vague hope of
possessing the maid won me over, and I ended by promising the
signora to sup with her, and not to continue my journey without
giving notice to the landlord.

When we got to Piperno, I succeeded in telling the pretty maid
that if she would let me have her quietly I would not go any
further.  She promised to wait for me, and allowed me to take such
liberties as are usually the signs of perfect complaisance.

We had our supper, and I wished the ladies good night and escorted
them to their room, where I took note of the relative positions of
their beds so that there should be no mistake.  I left them and
came back in a quarter of an hour.  Finding the door open I felt
sure of success, and I got into bed; but as I found out, it was
the signora and not the maid who received me.  Evidently the
little hussy had told her mistress the story, and the mistress had
thought fit to take the maid's place.  There was no possibility of
my being mistaken, for though I could not see I could feel.

For a moment I was undecided, should I remain in bed and make the
best of what I had got, or go on my way to Rome immediately?  The
latter counsel prevailed.  I called Le Duc, gave my orders, and
started, enjoying the thought of the confusion of the two women,
who must have been in a great rage at the failure of their plans.
I saw Signora Diana three or four times at Rome, and we bowed
without speaking; if I had thought it likely that she would pay me
the four hundred louis she owed me I might have taken the trouble
to call on her, but I know that your stage queens are the worst
debtors in the world.

My brother, the Chevalier Mengs, and the Abbe Winckelmann were all
in good health and spirits.  Costa was delighted to see me again.
I sent him off directly to His Holiness's 'scopatore maggiore' to
warn him that I was coming to take polenta with him, and all he
need do was to get a good supper for twelve.  I was sure of
finding Mariuccia there, for I knew that Momolo had noticed her
presence pleased me.

The carnival began the day after my arrival, and I hired a superb
landau for the whole week.  The Roman landaus seat four people and
have a hood which may be lowered at pleasure.  In these landaus
one drives along the Corso with or without masks from nine to
twelve o'clock during the carnival time.

From time immemorial the Corso at Rome has presented a strange and
diverting spectacle during the carnival.  The horses start from
the Piazza del Popolo, and gallop along to the Column of Trajan,
between two lines of carriages drawn up beside two narrow
pavements which are crowded with maskers and people of all
classes.  All the windows are decorated.  As soon as the horses
have passed the carriages begin to move, and the maskers on foot
and horseback occupy the middle of the street.  The air is full of
real and false sweetmeats, pamphlets, pasquinades, and puns.
Throughout the mob, composed of the best and worst classes of
Rome, liberty reigns supreme, and when twelve o'clock is announced
by the third report of the cannon of St.  Angelo the Corso begins
to clear, and in five minutes you would look in vain for a
carriage or a masker.  The crowd disperses amongst the
neighbouring streets, and fills the opera houses, the theatres,
the rope-dancers' exhibitions, and even the puppet-shows.  The
restaurants and taverns are not left desolate; everywhere you will
find crowds of people, for during the carnival the Romans only
think of eating, drinking, and enjoying themselves.

I banked my money with M. Belloni and got a letter of credit on
Turin, where I expected to find the Abbe Gama and to receive a
commission to represent the Portuguese Court at the Congress of
Augsburg, to which all Europe was looking forward, and then I went
to inspect my little room, where I hoped to meet Mariuccia the
next day.  I found everything in good order.

In the evening Momolo and his family received me with joyful
exclamations.  The eldest daughter said with a smile that she was
sure she would please me by sending for Mariuccia.

"You are right," said I, "I shall be delighted to see the fair
Mariuccia."

A few minutes after she entered with her puritanical mother, who
told me I must not be surprised to see her daughter better
dressed, as she was going to be married in a few days.  I
congratulated her, and Momolo's daughters asked who was the happy
man.  Mariuccia blushed and said modestly, to one of them,--

"It is somebody whom you know, So and so, he saw me here, and we
are going to open a hair-dresser's shop."

"The marriage was arranged by good Father St. Barnabe," added the
mother.  "He has in his keeping my daughter's dower of four
hundred Roman crowns."

"He's a good lad," said Momolo.  "I have a high opinion of him; he
would have married one of my daughters if I could have given him
such a dowry."

At these words the girl in question blushed and lowered her eyes.

"Never mind, my dear," said I, "your turn will come in time."

She took my words as seriously meant, and her face lit up with
joy.  She thought I had guessed her love for Costa, and her idea
was confirmed when I told him to get my landau the next day and
take out all Momolo's daughters, well masked, as it would not do
for them to be recognized in a carriage I meant to make use of
myself.  I also bade him hire some handsome costumes from a Jew,
and paid the hire-money myself.  This put them all in a good humour.

"How about Signora Maria?" said the jealous sister.

"As Signora Maria is going to be married," I replied, "she must
not be present at any festivity without her future husband."

The mother applauded this decision of mine, and sly Mariuccia
pretended to feel mortified.  I turned to Momolo and begged him to
ask Mariuccia's future husband to meet me at supper, by which I
pleased her mother greatly.

I felt very tired, and having nothing to keep me after seeing
Mariuccia, I begged the company to excuse me, and after wishing
them a good appetite I left them.

I walked out next morning at an early hour.  I had no need of
going into the church, which I reached at seven o'clock, for
Mariuccia saw me at some distance off and followed me, and we were
soon alone together in the little room, which love and voluptuous
pleasure had transmuted into a sumptuous place.  We would gladly
have talked to each other, but as we had only an hour before us,
we set to without even taking off our clothes.  After the last
kiss which ended the third assault, she told me that she was to be
married on the eve of Shrove Tuesday, and that all had been
arranged by her confessor.  She also thanked me for having asked
Momolo to invite her intended.

"When shall we see each other again, my angel?"

"On Sunday, the eve of my wedding, we shall be able to spend four
hours together."

"Delightful!  I promise you that when you leave me you will be in
such a state that the caresses of your husband won't hurt you."

She smiled and departed, and I threw myself on the bed where I
rested for a good hour.

As I was going home I met a carriage and four going at a great
speed.  A footman rode in front of the carriage, and within it I
saw a young nobleman.  My attention was arrested by the blue
ribbon on his breast.  I gazed at him, and he called out my name
and had the carriage stopped.  I was extremely surprised when I
found it was Lord O'Callaghan, whom I had known at Paris at his
mother's, the Countess of Lismore, who was separated from her
husband, and was the kept mistress of M. de St. Aubin, the
unworthy successor of the good and virtuous Fenelon in the
archbishopric of Cambrai.  However, the archbishop owed his
promotion to the fact that he was a bastard of the Duc d'Orleans,
the French Regent.

Lord O'Callaghan was a fine-looking young man, with wit and
talent, but the slave of his unbridled passions and of every
species of vice.  I knew that if he were lord in name he was not
so in fortune, and I was astonished to see him driving such a
handsome carriage, and still more so at his blue ribbon.  In a few
words he told me that he was going to dine with the Pretender, but
that he would sup at home.  He invited me to come to supper, and I
accepted.

After dinner I took a short walk, and then went to enliven myself
at the theatre, where I saw Momolo's girls strutting about with
Costa; afterwards I went to Lord O'Callaghan, and was pleasantly
surprised to meet the poet Poinsinet.  He was young, short, ugly,
full of poetic fire, a wit, and dramatist.  Five or six years
later the poor fellow fell into the Guadalquivir and was drowned.
He had gone to Madrid in the hope of making his fortune.  As I had
known him at Paris I addressed him as an old acquaintance.

"What are you doing at Rome?  Where's my Lord O'Callaghan?"

"He's in the next room, but as his father is dead his title is now
Earl of Lismore.  You know he was an adherent of the Pretender's.
I left Paris with him, well enough pleased at being able to come
to Rome without its costing me anything."

"Then the earl is a rich man now?"

"Not exactly; but he will be, as he is his father's heir, and the
old earl left an immense fortune.  It is true that it is all
confiscated, but that is nothing, as his claims are irresistible."

"In short, he is rich in claims and rich in the future; but how
did he get himself made a knight of one of the French king's
orders?"

"You're joking.  That is the blue ribbon of the Order of St.
Michael, of which the late Elector of Cologne was grand master.
As you know, my lord plays exquisitely on the violin, and when he
was at Bonn he played the Elector a concerto by Tartini.  The
prince could not find words in which to express the pleasure of my
lord's performance, and gave him the ribbon you have seen."

"A fine present, doubtless."

"You don't know what pleasure it gave my lord, for when we go back
to Paris everybody will take it for the Order of the Holy Ghost."

We passed into a large room, where we found the earl with the
party he had asked to supper.  As soon as he saw me he embraced
me, called me his dear friend, and named his guests.  There were
seven or eight girls, all of them pretty, three or four castrati
who played women's parts in the Roman theatre, and five or six
abbes, the husband of every wife and the wives of every husband,
who boasted of their wickedness, and challenged the girls to be
more shameless than they.  The girls were not common courtezans,
but past mistresses of music, painting, and vice considered as a
fine art.  The kind of society may be imagined when I say that I
found myself a perfect novice amongst them.

"Where are you going, prince?" said the earl to a respectable-
looking man who was making for the door.

"I don't feel well, my lord.  I think I must go out."

"What prince is that?" said I.

"The Prince de Chimai.  He is a sub-deacon, and is endeavouring to
gain permission to marry, lest his family should become extinct."

"I admire his prudence or his delicacy, but I am afraid I should
not imitate him."

There were twenty-four of us at table, and it is no exaggeration
to say that we emptied a hundred bottles of the choicest wines.
Everybody was drunk, with the exception of myself and the poet
Poinsinet, who had taken nothing but water.  The company rose from
table, and then began a foul orgy which I should never have
conceived possible, and which no pen could describe, though
possibly a seasoned profligate might get some idea of it.

A castrato and a girl of almost equal height proposed to strip in
an adjoining room, and to lie on their backs, in the same bed with
their faces covered.  They challenged us all to guess which was
which.

We all went in and nobody could pronounce from sight which was
male and which was female, so I bet the earl fifty crowns that I
would point out the woman.

He accepted the wager, and I guessed correctly, but payment was
out of the question.

This first act of the orgy ended with the prostitution of the two
individuals, who defied everybody to accomplish the great act.
All, with the exception of Poinsinet and myself, made the attempt,
but their efforts were in vain.

The second act displayed four or five couples reversed, and here
the abbes shone, both in the active and passive parts of this
lascivious spectacle.  I was the only person respected.

All at once, the earl, who had hitherto remained perfectly
motionless, attacked the wretched Poinsinet, who in vain attempted
to defend himself.  He had to strip like my lord, who was as naked
as the others.  We stood round in a circle.  Suddenly the earl,
taking his watch, promised it to the first who succeeded in giving
them a sure mark of sensibility.  The desire of gaining the prize
excited the impure crowd immensely, and the castrati, the girls,
and the abbes all did their utmost, each one striving to be the
first.  They had to draw lots.  This part interested me most, for
throughout this almost incredible scene of debauchery I did not
experience the slightest sensation, although under other
circumstances any of the girls would have claimed my homage, but
all I did was to laugh, especially to see the poor poet in terror
of experiencing the lust of the flesh, for the profligate nobleman
swore that if he made him lose he would deliver him up to the
brutal lust of all the abbes.  He escaped, probably through fear
of the consequences.

The orgy came to an end when nobody had any further hopes of
getting the watch.  The secret of the Lesbians was only employed,
however, by the abbes and the castrata.  The girls, wishing to be
able to despise those who made use of it, refrained from doing so.
I suspect they were actuated by pride rather than shame, as they
might possibly have employed it without success.

This vile debauch disgusted me, and yet gave me a better knowledge
of myself.  I could not help confessing that my life had been
endangered, for the only arm I had was my sword, but I should
certainly have used it if the earl had tried to treat me like the
others, and as he had treated poor Poinsinet.  I never understood
how it was that he respected me, for he was quite drunk, and in a
kind of Bacchic fury.

As I left, I promised to come and see him as often as he pleased,
but I promised myself never to set foot in his house again.

Next day, he came to see me in the afternoon, and asked me to walk
with him to the Villa Medici.

I complimented him on the immense wealth he had inherited to
enable him to live so splendidly, but he laughed and told me that
he did not possess fifty piastres, that his father had left
nothing but debts, and that he himself already owed three or four
thousand crowns.

"I wonder people give you credit, then."

"They give me credit because everybody knows that I have drawn a
bill of exchange on Paris to the tune of two hundred thousand
francs.  But in four or five days the bill will be returned
protested, and I am only waiting for that to happen to make my
escape."

"If you are certain of its being protested, I advise you to make
your escape to-day; for as it is so large a sum it may be taken up
before it is due."

"No, I won't do that; I have one hope left.  I have written to
tell my mother that I shall be undone if she does not furnish the
banker, on whom I have drawn the bill, with sufficient funds and
if she does that, the bill will be accepted.  You know my mother
is very fond of me."

"Yes, but I also know that she is far from rich."

"True, but M. de St. Aubin is rich enough, and between you and me
I think he is my father.  Meanwhile, my creditors are almost as
quiet as I am.  All those girls you saw yesterday would give me
all they have if I asked them, as they are all expecting me to
make them a handsome present in the course of the week, but I
won't abuse their trust in me.  But I am afraid I shall be obliged
to cheat the Jew, who wants me to give him three thousand sequins
for this ring, as I know it is only worth one thousand."

"He will send the police after you."

"I defy him to do whatever he likes."

The ring was set with a straw-coloured diamond of nine or ten
carats.  He begged me to keep his secret as we parted.  I did not
feel any sentiments of pity for this extravagant madman, as I only
saw in him a man unfortunate by his own fault, whose fate would
probably make him end his days in a prison unless he had the
courage to blow his brains out.

I went to Momolo's in the evening, and found the intended husband
of my fair Mariuccia there, but not the lady herself.  I heard she
had sent word to the 'scopatore santissimo' that, as her father
had come from Palestrina to be present at her wedding, she could
not come to supper.  I admired her subtlety.  A young girl has no
need of being instructed in diplomacy, nature and her own heart
are her teachers, and she never blunders.  At supper I studied the
young man, and found him eminently suitable for Mariuccia; he was
handsome, modest, and intelligent, and whatever he said was spoken
frankly and to the point.

He told me before Momolo's daughter, Tecla, that he would have
married her if she had possessed means to enable him to open his
shop, and that he had reason to thank God for having met Maria,
whose confessor had been such a true spiritual father to her.  I
asked him where the wedding festivities were to take place, and he
told me they were to be at his father's house, on the other side
of the Tiber.  As his father, who kept a garden, was poor, he had
furnished him with ten crowns to defray the expenses.

I wanted to give him the ten crowns, but how was I to do it?  It
would have betrayed me.

"Is your father's garden a pretty one?" I asked.

"Not exactly pretty, but very well kept.  As he owns the land, he
has separated a plot which he wants to sell; it would bring in
twenty crowns a year, and I should be as happy as a cardinal if I
could buy it."

"How much will it cost?"

"It's a heavy price; two hundred crowns."

"Why, that's cheap!  Listen to me.  I have met your future bride
at this house, and I have found her all worthy of happiness.  She
deserves an honest young fellow like you for a husband.  Now what
would you do supposing I were to make you a present of two hundred
crowns to buy the garden?"

"I should put it to my wife's dowry."

"Then here are the two hundred crowns.  I shall give them to
Momolo, as I don't know you well enough, though I think you are
perfectly to be trusted.  The garden is yours, as part of your
wife's dowry."

Momolo took the money, and promised to buy the garden the
following day, and the young man shedding tears of joy and
gratitude fell on his knees and kissed my hand.  All the girls
wept, as I myself did, for there's a contagion in such happy
tears.  Nevertheless, they did not all proceed from the same
source; some were virtuous and some vicious, and the young man's
were the only ones whose source was pure and unalloyed.  I lifted
him from the ground, kissed him, and wished him a happy marriage.
He made bold to ask me to his wedding, but I refused, thanking him
kindly.  I told him that if he wanted to please me, he must come
and sup at Momolo's on the eve of his wedding, and I begged the
good scopatore to ask Mariuccia, her father and mother as well.  I
was sure of seeing her for the last time on the Sunday morning.

At seven o'clock on the Sunday morning we were in each other's
arms, with four hours before us.  After the first burst of mutual
ardour she told me that all arrangements had been made in her
house the evening before, in the presence of her confessor and of
Momolo; and that on the receipt for the two hundred crowns being
handed in the notary had put the garden into the settlement, and
that the good father had made her a present of twenty piastres
towards defraying the notary's fees and the wedding expenses.

"Everything is for the best, and I am sure I shall be happy.  My
intended adores you, but you did wisely not to accept his
invitation, for you would have found everything so poor, and
besides tongues might have been set wagging to my disadvantage."

"You are quite right, dearest, but what do you intend to do if
your husband finds that the door has been opened by someone else,
for possibly he expects you to be a maid."

"I expect he will know no more about it than I did the first time
you knew me; besides, I do not feel that you have defiled me, and
my clean conscience will not allow me to think of the matter; and
I am sure that he will not think of it any more than I."

"Yes, but if he does?"

"It would not be delicate on his part, but what should prevent me
from replying that I don't know what he means?"

"You are right; that's the best way.  But have you told your
confessor of our mutual enjoyment?"

"No, for as I did not give myself up to you with any criminal
intention, I do not think I have offended God."

"You are an angel, and I admire the clearness of your reasoning.
But listen to me; it's possible that you are already with child,
or that you may become so this morning; promise to name the child
after me."

"I will do so."

The four hours sped rapidly away.  After the sixth assault we were
wearied though not satiated.  We parted with tears, and swore to
love each other as brother and sister ever after.

I went home, bathed, slept an hour, rose, dressed, and dined
pleasantly with the family.  In the evening I took the Mengs
family for a drive in my landau, and we then went to the theatre,
where the castrato who played the prima donna was a great
attraction.  He was the favourite pathic of Cardinal Borghese, and
supped every evening with his eminence.

This castrato had a fine voice, but his chief attraction was his
beauty.  I had seen him in man's clothes in the street, but though
a fine-looking fellow, he had not made any impression on me, for
one could see at once that he was only half a man, but on the
stage in woman's dress the illusion was complete; he was
ravishing.

He was enclosed in a carefully-made corset and looked like a
nymph; and incredible though it may seem, his breast was as
beautiful as any woman's; it was the monster's chiefest charm.
However well one knew the fellow's neutral sex, as soon as one
looked at his breast one felt all aglow and quite madly amorous of
him.  To feel nothing one would have to be as cold and impassive
as a German.  As he walked the boards, waiting for the refrain of
the air he was singing, there was something grandly voluptuous
about him; and as he glanced towards the boxes, his black eyes, at
once tender and modest, ravished the heart.  He evidently wished
to fan the flame of those who loved him as a man, and probably
would not have cared for him if he had been a woman.

Rome the holy, which thus strives to make all men pederasts,
denies the fact, and will not believe in the effects of the
glamour of her own devising.

I made these reflections aloud, and an ecclesiastic, wishing to
blind me to the truth, spoke as follows:--

"You are quite right.  Why should this castrato be allowed to shew
his breast, of which the fairest Roman lady might be proud, and
yet wish everyone to consider him as a man and not a woman?  If
the stage is forbidden to the fair sex lest they excite desires,
why do they seek out men-monsters made in the form of women, who
excite much more criminal desires?  They keep on preaching that
pederasty is comparatively unknown and entraps only a few, but
many clever men endeavour to be entrapped, and end by thinking it
so pleasant that they prefer these monsters to the most beautiful
women."

"The Pope would be sure of heaven if he put a stop to this
scandalous practice."

"I don't agree with you.  One could not have a pretty actress to
supper without causing a scandal, but such an invitation to a
castrato makes nobody talk.  It is of course known perfectly well
that after supper both heads rest on one pillow, but what
everybody knows is ignored by all.  One may sleep with a man out
of mere friendship, it is not so with a woman."

"True, monsignor, appearances are saved, and a sin concealed is
half pardoned, as they say in Paris."

"At Rome we say it is pardoned altogether.  'Peccato nascosto non
offende'."

His jesuitical arguments interested me, for I knew that he was an
avowed partisan of the forbidden fruit.

In one of the boxes I saw the Marchioness Passarini (whom I had
known at Dresden) with Don Antonio Borghese, and I went to pay my
addresses to them.  The prince, whom I had known at Paris ten
years before, recognized me, and asked me to dine with him on the
following day.  I went, but my lord was not at home.  A page told
me that my place was laid at table, and that I could dine just as
if the prince was there, on which I turned my back on him and went
away.  On Ash Wednesday he sent his man to ask me to sup with him
and the marchioness, who was his mistress, and I sent word that I
would not fail to come; but he waited for me in vain.  Pride is
the daughter of folly, and always keeps its mother's nature.

After the opera I went to Momolo's, where I found Mariuccia, her
father, her mother, and her future husband.  They were anxiously
expecting me.  It is not difficult to make people happy when one
selects for one's bounty persons who really deserve happiness.  I
was amidst poor but honest people, and I can truly say that I had
a delightful supper.  It may be that some of my enjoyment
proceeded from a feeling of vanity, for I knew that I was the
author of the happiness depicted on the faces of the bride and
bridegroom and of the father and mother of Mariuccia; but when
vanity causes good deeds it is a virtue.  Nevertheless, I owe it
to myself to tell my readers that my pleasure was too pure to have
in it any admixture of vice.

After supper I made a small bank at faro, making everybody play
with counters, as nobody had a penny, and I was so fortunate as to
make everyone win a few ducats.

After the game we danced in spite of the prohibition of the Pope,
whom no Roman can believe to be infallible, for he forbids dancing
and permits games of chance.  His successor Ganganelli followed
the opposite course, and was no better obeyed.  To avoid suspicion
I did not give the pair any present, but I gave up my landau to
them that they might enjoy the carnival on the Corso, and I told
Costa to get them a box at the Capranica Theatre.  Momolo asked me
to supper on Shrove Tuesday.

I wished to leave Rome on the second day of Lent, and I called on
the Holy Father at a time when all Rome was on the Corso.  His
Holiness welcomed me most graciously, and said he was surprised
that I had not gone to see the sights on the Corso like everybody
else.  I replied that as a lover of pleasure I had chosen the
greatest pleasure of all for a Christian--namely, to kneel at the
feet of the vicar of Christ on earth.  He bowed with a kind of
majestic humility, which shewed me how the compliment had pleased
him.  He kept me for more than an hour, talking about Venice,
Padua, and Paris, which latter city the worthy man would not have
been sorry to have visited.  I again commended myself to his
apostolic intercession to enable me to return to my native
country, and he replied,--

"Have recourse to God, dear son; His grace will be more
efficacious than my prayers;" and then he blessed me and wished me
a prosperous journey.

I saw that the Head of the Church had no great opinion of his own
power.

On Shrove Tuesday I dressed myself richly in the costume of
Polichinello, and rode along the Corso showering sweetmeats on all
the pretty women I saw.  Finally I emptied the basket on the
daughters of the worthy 'scopatore', whom Costa was taking about
in my landau with all the dignity of a pasha.

At night-time I took off my costume and went to Momolo's, where I
expected to see dear Mariuccia for the last time.  Supper passed
off in almost a similar manner to the supper of last Sunday; but
there was an interesting novelty for me--namely, the sight of my
beloved mistress in her character of bride.  Her husband seemed to
be much more reserved with respect to me than at our first
meeting.  I was puzzled by his behaviour, and sat down by
Mariuccia and proceeded to question her.  She told me all the
circumstances which had passed on the first night, and she spoke
highly of her husband's good qualities.  He was kind, amorous,
good-tempered, and delicate.  No doubt he must have noticed that
the casket had been opened, but he had said nothing about it.  As
he had spoken about me, she had not been able to resist the
pleasure of telling him that I was her sole benefactor, at which,
so far from being offended, he seemed to trust in her more than
ever.

"But has he not questioned you indirectly as to the connection
between us?"

"Not at all.  I told him that you went to my confessor after
having spoken to me once only in the church, where I told you what
a good chance I had of being married to him."

"Do you think he believed you?"

"I am not sure; however, even if it were otherwise, it is enough
that he pretends to, for I am determined to win his esteem."

"You are right, and I think all the better of him for his
suspicions, for it is better to marry a man with some sense in his
head than to marry a fool."

I was so pleased with what she told me that when I took leave of
the company I embraced the hairdresser, and drawing a handsome
gold watch from my fob I begged him to accept it as a souvenir of
me.  He received it with the utmost gratitude.  From my pocket I
took a ring, worth at least six hundred francs, and put it on his
wife's finger, wishing them a fair posterity and all manner of
happiness, and I then went home to bed, telling Le Duc and Costa
that we must begin to pack up next day.

I was just getting up when they brought me a note from Lord
Lismore, begging me to come and speak to him at noon at the Villa
Borghese.

I had some suspicion of what he might want, and kept the
appointment.  I felt in a mood to give him some good advice.
Indeed, considering the friendship between his mother and myself,
it was my duty to do so.

He came up to me and gave me a letter he had received the evening
before from his mother.  She told him that Paris de Monmartel had
just informed her that he was in possession of a bill for two
hundred thousand francs drawn by her son, and that he would honour
it if she would furnish him with the funds.  She had replied that
she would let him know in two or three days if she could do so;
but she warned her son that she had only asked for this delay to
give him time to escape, as the bill would certainly be protested
and returned, it being absolutely out of the question for her
to get the money.

"You had better make yourself scarce as soon as you can," said I,
returning him the letter.

"Buy this ring, and so furnish me with the means for my escape.
You would not know that it was not my property if I had not told
you so in confidence."

I made an appointment with him, and had the stone taken out and
valued by one of the best jewellers in Rome.

"I know this stone," said he, "it is worth two thousand Roman
crowns."

At four o'clock I took the earl five hundred crowns in gold and
fifteen hundred crowns in paper, which he would have to take to a
banker, who would give him a bill of exchange in Amsterdam.

"I will be off at nightfall," said he, "and travel by myself to
Amsterdam, only taking such effects as are absolutely necessary,
and my beloved blue ribbon."

"A pleasant journey to you," said I, and left him.  In ten days I
had the stone mounted at Bologna.

I got a letter of introduction from Cardinal Albani for Onorati,
the nuncio at Florence, and another letter from M. Mengs to Sir
Mann, whom he begged to receive me in his house.  I was going to
Florence for the sake of the Corticelli and my dear Therese, and I
reckoned on the auditor's feigning to ignore my return, in spite
of his unjust order, especially if I were residing at the English
minister's.

On the second day of Lent the disappearance of Lord Lismore was
the talk of the town.  The English tailor was ruined, the Jew who
owned the ring was in despair, and all the silly fellow's servants
were turned out of the house in almost a state of nakedness, as
the tailor had unceremoniously taken possession of everything in
the way of clothes that he could lay his hands on.

Poor Poinsinet came to see me in a pitiable condition; he had only
his shirt and overcoat.  He had been despoiled of everything, and
threatened with imprisonment.  "I haven't a farthing," said the
poor child of the muses, "I have only the shirt on my back.  I
know nobody here, and I think I shall go and throw myself into the
Tiber."

He was destined, not to be drowned in the Tiber but in the
Guadalquivir.  I calmed him by offering to take him to Florence
with me, but I warned him that I must leave him there, as someone
was expecting me at Florence.  He immediately took up his abode
with me, and wrote verses incessantly till it was time to go.

My brother Jean made me a present of an onyx of great beauty.  It
was a cameo, representing Venus bathing, and a genuine antique, as
the name of the artist, Sostrates, was cut on the stone.  Two
years later I sold it to Dr. Masti, at London, for three hundred
pounds, and it is possibly still in the British Museum.

I went my way with Poinsinet who amused me, in spite of his
sadness, with his droll fancies.  In two days I got down at Dr.
Vannini's, who tried to conceal his surprise at seeing me.  I lost
no time, but waited on Sir ----  Mann immediately, and found him
sitting at table.  He gave me a very friendly reception, but he
seemed alarmed when, in reply to his question, I told him that my
dispute with the auditor had not been arranged.  He told me
plainly that he thought I had made a mistake in returning to
Florence, and that he would be compromised by my staying with him.
I pointed out that I was only passing through Florence.

"That's all very well," said he, "but you know you ought to call
on the auditor."

I promised to do so, and returned to my lodging.  I had scarcely
shut the door, when an agent of police came and told me that the
auditor had something to say to me, and would be glad to see me at
an early hour next morning.

I was enraged at this order, and determined to start forthwith
rather than obey.  Full of this idea I called on Therese and found
she was at Pisa.  I then went to see the Corticelli, who threw her
arms round my neck, and made use of the Bolognese grimaces
appropriate to the occasion.  To speak the truth, although the
girl was pretty, her chief merit in my eyes was that she made me
laugh.

I gave some money to her mother to get us a good supper, and I
took the girl out on pretence of going for a walk.  I went with
her to my lodging, and left her with Poinsinet, and going to
another room I summoned Costa and Vannini.  I told Costa in
Vannini's presence to go on with Le Duc and my luggage the
following day, and to call for me at the "Pilgrim" at Bologna.  I
gave Vannini my instructions, and he left the room; and then I
ordered Costa to leave Florence with Signora Laura and her son,
and to tell them that I and the daughter were on in front.  Le Duc
received similar orders, and calling Poinsinet I gave him ten
Louis, and begged him to look out for some other lodging that very
evening.  The worthy but unfortunate young man wept grateful
tears, and told me that he would set out for Parma on foot next
day, and that there M. Tillot would do some, thing for him.

I went back to the next room, and told the Corticelli to come with
me.  She did so under the impression that we were going back to
her mother's, but without taking the trouble to undeceive her I
had a carriage and pair got ready, and told the postillion to
drive to Uccellatoio, the first post on the Bologna road.

"Where in the world are we going?" said she.

"Bologna."

"How about mamma?"

"She will come on to-morrow."

"Does she know about it?"

"No, but she will to-morrow when Costa comes to tell her, and to
fetch her and your brother"

She liked the joke, and got into the carriage laughing, and we
drove away.




CHAPTER XI

My Arrival at Bologna--I Am Expelled from Modena--I Visit Parma
and Turin--The Pretty Jewess--The Dressmaker

The Corticelli had a good warm mantle, but the fool who carried
her off had no cloak, even of the most meagre kind, to keep off
the piercing cold, which was increased by a keen wind blowing
right in our faces.

In spite of all I would not halt, for I was afraid I might be
pursued and obliged to return, which would have greatly vexed me.

When I saw that the postillion was slackening his speed, I
increased the amount of the present I was going to make him, and
once more we rushed along at a headlong pace.  I felt perishing
with the cold; while the postillions seeing me so lightly clad,
and so prodigal of my money to speed them on their way, imagined
that I was a prince carrying off the heiress of some noble family.
We heard them talking to this effect while they changed horses,
and the Corticelli was so much amused that she did nothing but
laugh for the rest of the way.  In five hours we covered forty
miles; we started from Florence at eight o'clock, and at one in
the morning we stopped at a post in the Pope's territory, where I
had nothing to fear.  The stage goes under the name of "The Ass
Unburdened."

The odd name of the inn made my mistress laugh afresh.  Everybody
was asleep, but the noise I made and the distribution of a few
pauls procured me the privilege of a fire.  I was dying of hunger,
and they coolly told me there was nothing to eat.  I laughed in
the landlord's face, and told him to bring me his butter, his
eggs, his macaroni, a ham, and some Parmesan cheese, for I knew
that so much will be found in the inns all over Italy.  The repast
was soon ready, and I shewed the idiot host that he had materials
for an excellent meal.  We ate like four, and afterwards they made
up an impromptu bed and we went to sleep, telling them to call me
as soon as a carriage and four drew up.

Full of ham and macaroni, slightly warmed with the Chianti and
Montepulciano, and tired with our journey, we stood more in need
of slumber than of love, and so we gave ourselves up to sleep till
morning.  Then we gave a few moments to pleasure, but it was so
slight an affair as not to be worth talking about.

At one o'clock we began to feel hungry again and got up, and the
host provided us with an excellent dinner, after receiving
instructions from me.  I was astonished not to see the carriage
draw up, but I waited patiently all day.  Night came on and still
no coach, and I began to feel anxious; but the Corticelli
persisted in laughing at everything.  Next morning I sent off an
express messenger with instructions for Costa.  In the event of
any violence having taken place, I was resolved to return to
Florence, of which city I could at any time make myself free by
the expenditure of two hundred crowns.

The messenger started at noon, and returned at two o'clock with
the news that my servants would shortly be with me.  My coach was
on its way, and behind it a smaller carriage with two horses, in
which sat an old woman and a young man.

"That's the mother," said Corticelli; "now we shall have some fun.
Let's get something for them to eat, and be ready to hear the
history of this marvellous adventure which she will remember to
her dying day."

Costa told me that the auditor had revenged my contempt of his
orders by forbidding the post authorities to furnish any horses
for my carriage.  Hence the delay.  But here we heard the
allocution of the Signora Laura.

"I got an excellent supper ready," she began, "according to your
orders; it cost me more than ten pauls, as I shall shew you, and I
hope you will make it up to me as I'm but a poor woman.  All was
ready and I joyfully expected you, but in vain; I was in despair.
At last when midnight came I sent my son to your lodging to
enquire after you, but you may imagine my 'grief when I heard that
nobody knew what had become of you.  I passed a sleepless night,
weeping all the time, and in the morning I went and complained to
the police that you had taken off my daughter, and asked them to
send after you and make you give her back to me.  But only think,
they laughed at me!  'Why did you let her go out without you?
laughing in my face.  'Your daughter's in good hands,' says
another, 'you know perfectly well where she is.' In fact I was
grossly slandered."

"Slandered?" said the Corticelli.

"Yes, slandered, for it was as much as to say that I had consented
to your being carried off, and if I had done that the fools might
have known I would not have come to them about it.  I went away in
a rage to Dr. Vannini's, where I found your man, who told me that
you had gone to Bologna, and that I could follow you if I liked.
I consented to this plan, and I hope you wilt pay my travelling
expenses.  But I can't help telling you that this is rather beyond
a joke."

I consoled her by telling her I would pay all she had spent, and
we set off for Bologna the next day, and reached that town at an
early hour.  I sent my servants to the inn with my carriage, and I
went to lodge with the Corticelli.

I spent a week with the girl, getting my meals from the inn, and
enjoying a diversity of pleasures which I shall remember all my
days; my young wanton had a large circle of female friends, all
pretty and all kind.  I lived with them like a sultan, and still I
delight to recall this happy time, and I say with a sigh, 'Tempi
passati'!

There are many towns in Italy where one can enjoy all the
pleasures obtainable at Bologna; but nowhere so cheaply, so
easily, or with so much freedom.  The living is excellent, and
there are arcades where one can walk in the shade in learned and
witty company.  It is a great pity that either from the air, the
water, or the wine--for men of science have not made up their
minds on the subject persons who live at Bologna are subject to a
slight itch.  The Bolognese, however, far from finding this
unpleasant, seem to think it an advantage; it gives them the
pleasure of scratching themselves.  In springtime the ladies
distinguish themselves by the grace with which they use their
fingers.

Towards mid-Lent I left the Corticelli, wishing her a pleasant
journey, for she was going to fulfil a year's engagement at Prague
as second dancer.  I promised to fetch her and her mother to
Paris, and my readers will see how I kept my word.

I got to Modena the evening after I left Bologna, and I stopped
there, with one of those sudden whims to which I have always been
subject.  Next morning I went out to see the pictures, and as I
was returning to my lodging for dinner a blackguardly-looking
fellow came up and ordered me, on the part of the Government, to
continue my journey on the day following at latest.

"Very good," said I, and the fellow went away.

"Who is that man?" I said to the landlord.

"A SPY."

"A spy; and the Government dares to send such a fellow to me?"

"The 'borgello' must have sent him."

"Then the 'borgello' is the Governor of Modena--the infamous
wretch!"

"Hush! hush!  all the best families speak to him in the street."

"Then the best people are very low here, I suppose?"

"Not more than anywhere else.  He is the manager of the opera
house, and the greatest noblemen dine with him and thus secure his
favour."

"It's incredible!  But why should the high and mighty borgello
send me away from Modena?"

"I don't know, but do you take my advice and go and speak to him;
you will find him a fine fellow."

Instead of going to see this b. . . .  I called on the Abbe Testa
Grossa, whom I had known at Venice in 1753.  Although he was a man
of low extraction he had a keen wit.  At this time he was old and
resting on his laurels; he had fought his way into favour by the
sheer force of merit, and his master, the Duke of Modena, had long
chosen him as his representative with other powers.

Abbe Testa Grossa recognized me and gave me the most gracious
reception, but when he heard of what had befallen me he seemed
much annoyed.

"What can I do?" said I.

"You had better go, as the man may put a much more grievous insult
on you."

"I will do so, but could you oblige me by telling me the reason
for such a high-handed action?"

"Come again this evening; I shall probably be able to satisfy
you."

I called on the abbe again in the evening, for I felt anxious to
learn in what way I had offended the lord borgello, to whom I
thought I was quite unknown.  The abbe satisfied me.

"The borgello," said he, "saw your name on the bill which he
receives daily containing a list of the names of those who enter
or leave the city.  He remembered that you were daring enough to
escape from The Leads, and as he does not at all approve of that
sort of thing he resolved not to let the Modenese be contaminated
by so egregious an example of the defiance of justice, however
unjust it may be; and in short he has given you the order to leave
the town."

"I am much obliged, but I really wonder how it is that while you
were telling me this you did not blush to be a subject of the Duke
of Modena's.  What an unworthy action!  How contrary is such a
system of government to all the best interests of the state!"

"You are quite right, my dear sir, but I am afraid that as yet
men's eyes are not open to what best serves their interests."

"That is doubtless due to the fact that so many men are unworthy."

"I will not contradict you."

"Farewell, abbe."

"Farewell, M. Casanova."

Next morning, just as I was going to get into my carriage, a young
man between twenty-five and thirty, tall and strong and broad
shouldered, his eyes black and glittering, his eyebrows strongly
arched, and his general air being that of a cut-throat, accosted
me and begged me to step aside and hear what he had to say.

"If you like to stop at Parma for three days, and if you will
promise to give me fifty sequins when I bring you the news that
the borgello is dead, I promise to shoot him within the next
twenty-four hours."

"Thanks.  Such an animal as that should be allowed to die a
natural death.  Here's a crown to drink my health."

At the present time I feel very thankful that I acted as I did,
but I confess that if I had felt sure that it was not a trap I
should have promised the money.  The fear of committing myself
spared me this crime.

The next day I got to Parma, and I put up at the posting-house
under the name of the Chevalier de Seingalt, which I still bear.
When an honest man adopts a name which belongs to no one, no one
has a right to contest his use of it; it becomes a man's duty to
keep the name.  I had now borne it for two years, but I often
subjoined to it my family name.

When I got to Parma I dismissed Costa, but in a week after I had
the misfortune to take him on again.  His father, who was a poor
violin player, as I had once been, with a large family to provide
for, excited my pity.

I made enquiries about M. Antonio, but he had left the place; and
M.  Dubois Chalelereux, Director of the Mint, had gone to Venice
with the permission of the Duke of Parma, to set up the beam,
which was never brought into use.  Republics are famous for their
superstitious attachment to old customs; they are afraid that
changes for the better may destroy the stability of the state, and
the government of aristocratic Venice still preserves its original
Greek character.

My Spaniard was delighted when I dismissed Costa and
proportionately sorry when I took him back.

"He's no profligate," said Le Duc; "he is sober, and has no liking
for bad company.  But I think he's a robber, and a dangerous
robber, too.  I know it, because he seems so scrupulously careful
not to cheat you in small things.  Remember what I say, sir; he
will do you.  He is waiting to gain your confidence, and then he
will strike home.  Now, I am quite a different sort of fellow, a
rogue in a small way; but you know me."

His insight was, keener than mine, for five or six months later
the Italian robbed me of fifty thousand crowns.  Twenty-three
years afterwards, in 1784, I found him in Venice, valet to Count
Hardegg, and I felt inclined to have him hanged.  I shewed him by
proof positive that I could do so if I liked; but he had resource
to tears and supplications, and to the intercession of a worthy
man named Bertrand, who lived with the ambassador of the King of
Sardinia.  I esteemed this individual, and he appealed to me
successfully to pardon Costa.  I asked the wretch what he had done
with the gold and jewels he had stolen from me, and he told me
that he had lost the whole of it in furnishing funds for a bank at
Biribi, that he had been despoiled by his own associates, and had
been poor and miserable ever since.

In the same year in which he robbed me he married Momolo's
daughter, and after making her a mother he abandoned her.

To pursue our story.

At Turin I lodged in a private house with the Abbe Gama, who had
been expecting me.  In spite of the good abbe's sermon on economy,
I took the whole of the first floor, and a fine suite it was.

We discussed diplomatic topics, and he assured me that I should be
accredited in May, and that he would give me instructions as to
the part I was to play.  I was pleased with his commission, and I
told the abbe that I should be ready to go to Augsburg whenever
the ambassadors of the belligerent powers met there.

After making the necessary arrangements with my landlady with
regard to my meals I went to a coffeehouse to read the papers, and
the first person I saw was the Marquis Desarmoises, whom I had
known in Savoy.  The first thing he said was that all games of
chance were forbidden, and that the ladies I had met would no
doubt be delighted to see me.  As for himself, he said that he
lived by playing backgammon, though he was not at all lucky at it,
as talent went for more than luck at that game.  I can understand
how, if fortune is neutral, the best player will win, but I do not
see how the contrary can take place.

We went for a walk in the promenade leading to the citadel, where
I saw numerous extremely pretty women.  In Turin the fair sex is
most delightful, but the police regulations are troublesome to a
degree.  Owing to the town being a small one and thinly peopled,
the police spies find out everything.  Thus one cannot enjoy any
little freedoms without great precautions and the aid of cunning
procuresses, who have to be well paid, as they would be cruelly
punished if they were found out.  No prostitutes and no kept women
are allowed, much to the delight of the married women, and with
results which the ignorant police might have anticipated.  As well
be imagined, pederasty has a fine field in this town, where the
passions are kept under lock and key.

Amongst the beauties I looked at, one only attracted me.  I asked
Desarmoises her name, as he knew all of them.

"That's the famous Leah," said he; "she is a Jewess, and
impregnable.  She has resisted the attacks of the best strategists
in Turin.  Her father's a famous horse-dealer; you can go and see
her easily enough, but there's nothing to be done there."

The greater the difficulty the more I felt spurred on to attempt
it.

"Take me there," said I, to Desarmoises.

"As soon as you please."

I asked him to dine with me, and we were on our way when we met M.
Zeroli and two or three other persons whom I had met at Aix.  I
gave and received plenty of compliments, but not wishing to pay
them any visits I excused myself on the pretext of business.

When we had finished dinner Desarmoises took me to the horse-
dealer's.  I asked if he had a good saddle horse.  He called a lad
and gave his orders, and whilst he was speaking the charming
daughter appeared on the scene.  She was dazzlingly beautiful, and
could not be more than twenty-two.  Her figure was as lissom as a
nymph's, her hair a raven black, her complexion a meeting of the
lily and the rose, her eyes full of fire, her lashes long, and her
eye-brows so well arched that they seemed ready to make war on any
who would dare the conquest of her charms.  All about her
betokened an educated mind and knowledge of the world.

I was so absorbed in the contemplation of her charms that I did
not notice the horse when it was brought to me.  However, I
proceeded to scrutinise it, pretending to be an expert, and after
feeling the knees and legs, turning back the ears, and looking at
the teeth, I tested its behaviour at a walk, a trot, and a gallop,
and then told the Jew that I would come and try it myself in top-
boots the next day.  The horse was a fine dappled bay, and was
priced at forty Piedmontese pistoles--about a hundred sequins.

"He is gentleness itself," said Leah, "and he ambles as fast as
any other horse trots."

"You have ridden it, then?"

"Often, sir, and if I were rich I would never sell him."

"I won't buy the horse till I have seen you ride it."

She blushed at this.

"You must oblige the gentleman," said her father.  She consented
to do so, and I promised to come again at nine o'clock the next
day.

I was exact to time, as may be imagined, and I found Leah in
riding costume.  What proportions!  What a Venus Callipyge!  I was
captivated.

Two horses were ready, and she leapt on hers with the ease and
grace of a practised rider, and I got up on my horse.  We rode
together for some distance.  The horse went well enough, but what
of that; all my eyes were for her.

As we were turning, I said,--

"Fair Leah, I will buy the horse, but as a present for you; and if
you will not take it I shall leave Turin today.  The only
condition I attach to the gift is, that you will ride with me
whenever I ask you."

I saw she seemed favourably inclined to my proposal, so I told her
that I should stay six weeks at Turin, that I had fallen in love
with her on the promenade, and that the purchase of the horse had
been a mere pretext for discovering to her my feelings.  She
replied modestly that she was vastly flattered by the liking I had
taken to her, and that I need not have made her such a present to
assure myself of her friendship.

"The condition you impose on me is an extremely pleasant one, and
I am sure that my father will like me to accept it."

To this she added,--

"All I ask is for you to make me the present before him, repeating
that you will only buy it on the condition that I will accept it."

I found the way smoother than I had expected, and I did what she
asked me.  Her father, whose name was Moses, thought it a good
bargain, congratulated his daughter, took the forty pistoles and
gave me a receipt, and begged me to do them the honour of
breakfasting with them the next day.  This was just what I wanted.

The following morning Moses received me with great respect.  Leah,
who was in her ordinary clothes, told me that if I liked to ride
she would put on her riding habit.

"Another day," said I; "to-day I should like to converse with you
in your own house."

But the father, who was as greedy as most Jews are, said that if I
liked driving he could sell me a pretty phaeton with two excellent
horses.

"You must shew them to the gentleman," said Leah, possibly in
concert with her father.

Moses said nothing, but went out to get the horses harnessed.

"I will look at them," I said to Leah, "but I won't buy, as I
should not know what to do with them."

"You can take your lady-love out for a drive."

"That would be you; but perhaps you would be afraid!"

"Not at all, if you drove in the country or the suburbs."

"Very good, Leah, then I will look at them."

The father came in, and we went downstairs.  I liked the carriage
and the horses, and I told Leah so.

"Well," said Moses, "you can have them now for four hundred
sequins, but after Easter the price will be five hundred sequins
at least."

Leah got into the carriage, and I sat beside her, and we went for
an hour's drive into the country.  I told Moses I would give him
an answer by the next day, and he went about his business, while
Leah and I went upstairs again.

"It's quite worth four hundred sequins," said I, "and to-morrow I
will buy it with pleasure; but on the same condition as that on
which I bought the horse, and something more--namely, that you
will grant me all the favours that a tender lover can desire."

"You speak plainly, and I will answer you in the same way.  I'm an
honest girl, sir, and not for sale."

"All women, dear Leah, whether they are honest or not, are for
sale.  When a man has plenty of time he buys the woman his heart
desires by unremitting attentions; but when he's in a hurry he
buys her with presents, and even with money."

"Then he's a clumsy fellow; he would do better to let sentiment
and attention plead his cause and gain the victory."

"I wish I could give myself that happiness, fair Leah, but I'm in
a great hurry."

As I finished this sentence her father came in, and I left the
house telling him that if I could not come the next day I would
come the day after, and that we could talk about the phaeton then.

It was plain that Leah thought I was lavish of my money, and would
make a capital dupe.  She would relish the phaeton, as she had
relished the horse, but I knew that I was not quite such a fool as
that.  It had not cost me much trouble to resolve to chance the
loss of a hundred sequins, but beyond that I wanted some value for
my money.

I temporarily suspended my visits to see how Leah and her father
would settle it amongst themselves.  I reckoned on the Jew's
greediness to work well for me.  He was very fond of money, and
must have been angry that his daughter had not made me buy the
phaeton by some means or another, for so long as the phaeton was
bought the rest would be perfectly indifferent to him.  I felt
almost certain that they would come and see me.

The following Saturday I saw the fair Jewess on the promenade.  We
were near enough for me to accost her without seeming to be
anxious to do so, and her look seemed to say, "Come."

"We see no more of you now," said she, "but come and breakfast
with me to-morrow, or I will send you back the horse."

I promised to be with her in good time, and, as the reader will
imagine, I kept my word.

The breakfast party was almost confined to ourselves, for though
her aunt was present she was only there for decency's sake.  After
breakfast we resolved to have a ride, and she changed her clothes
before me, but also before her aunt.  She first put on her leather
breeches, then let her skirts fall, took off her corset, and
donned a jacket.  With seeming indifference I succeeded in
catching a glimpse of a magnificent breast; but the sly puss knew
how much my indifference was worth.

"Will you arrange my frill?" said she.

This was a warm occupation for me, and I am afraid my hand was
indiscreet.  Nevertheless, I thought I detected a fixed design
under all this seeming complaisance, and I was on my guard.

Her father came up just as we were getting on horseback.

"If you will buy the phaeton and horses," said he, "I will abate
twenty sequins."

"All that depends on your daughter," said I.

We set off at a walk, and Leah told me that she had been imprudent
enough to confess to her father that she could make me buy the
carriage, and that if I did not wish to embroil her with him I
would be kind enough to purchase it.

"Strike the bargain," said she, "and you can give it me when you
are sure of my love."

"My dear Leah, I am your humble servant, but you know on what
condition."

"I promise to drive out with you whenever you please, without
getting out of the carriage, but I know you would not care for
that.  No, your affection was only a temporary caprice."

"To convince you of the contrary I will buy the phaeton and put it
in a coach-house.  I will see that the horses are taken-care of,
though I shall not use them.  But if you do not make me happy in
the course of a week I shall re-sell the whole."

"Come to us to-morrow."

"I will do so, but I trust have some pledge of your affection this
morning."

"This morning?  It's impossible."

"Excuse me; I will go upstairs with you, and you can shew me more
than one kindness while you are undressing."

We came back, and I was astonished to hear her telling her father
that the phaeton was mine, and all he had to do was to put in the
horses.  The Jew grinned, and we all went upstairs, and Leah
coolly said,--

"Count out the money."

"I have not any money about me, but I will write you a cheque, if
you like."

"Here is paper."

I wrote a cheque on Zappata for three hundred sequins, payable at
sight.  The Jew went off to get the money, and Leah remained alone
with me.

"You have trusted me," she said, "and have thus shewn yourself
worthy of my love."

"Then undress, quick!"

"No, my aunt is about the house; and as I cannot shut the door
without exciting suspicion, she might come in; but I promise that
you shall be content with me tomorrow.  Nevertheless, I am going
to undress, but you must go in this closet; you may come back when
I have got my woman's clothes on again."

I agreed to this arrangement, and she shut me in.  I examined the
door, and discovered a small chink between the boards.  I got on a
stool, and saw Leah sitting on a sofa opposite to me engaged in
undressing herself.  She took off her shift and wiped her breasts
and her feet with a towel, and just as she had taken off her
breeches, and was as naked as my hand, one of her rings happened
to slip off her finger, and rolled under the sofa.  She got up,
looked to right and left, and then stooped to search under the
sofa, and to do this she had to kneel with her head down.  When
she got back to couch, the towel came again into requisition, and
she wiped herself all over in such a manner that all her charms
were revealed to my eager eyes.  I felt sure that she knew I was a
witness of all these operations, and she probably guessed what a
fire the sight would kindle in my inflammable breast.

At last her toilette was finished, and she let me out.  I clasped
her in my arms, with the words, "I have seen everything."  She
pretended not to believe me, so I chewed her the chink, and was
going to obtain my just dues, when the accursed Moses came in.  He
must have been blind or he would have seen the state his daughter
had put me in; however, he thanked me, and gave me a receipt for
the money, saying, "Everything in my poor house is at your
service."

I bade them adieu, and I went away in an ill temper.  I got into
my phaeton, and drove home and told the coachman to find me a
stable for the horses and a coach-house for the carriage.

I did not expect to see Leah again, and I felt enraged with her.
She had pleased me only too much by her voluptuous attitudes, but
she had set up an irritation wholly hostile to Love.  She had made
Love a robber, and the hungry boy had consented, but afterwards,
when he craved more substantial fare, she refused him, and ardour
was succeeded by contempt.  Leah did not want to confess herself
to be what she really was, and my love would not declare itself
knavish.

I made the acquaintance of an amiable chevalier, a soldier, a man
of letters, and a great lover of horses, who introduced me to
several pleasant families.  However, I did not cultivate them, as
they only offered me the pleasures of sentiment, while I longed
for lustier fare for which I was willing to pay heavily.  The
Chevalier de Breze was not the man for me; he was too respectable
for a profligate like myself.  He bought the phaeton and horses,
and I only lost thirty sequins by the transaction.

A certain M. Baretti, who had known me at Aix, and had been the
Marquis de Pries croupier, took me to see the Mazzoli, formerly a
dancer, and then mistress to the Chevalier Raiberti, a hardheaded
but honest man, who was then secretary for foreign affairs.
Although the Mazzoli was by no means pretty, she was extremely
complaisant, and had several girls at her house for me to see;
but I did not think any of them worthy of occupying Leah's place.
I fancied I no longer loved Leah, but I was wrong.

The Chevalier Cocona, who had the misfortune to be suffering from
a venereal disease, gave me up his mistress, a pretty little
'soubrette'; but in spite of the evidence of my own eyes, and in
spite of the assurances she gave me, I could not make up my mind
to have her, and my fear made me leave her untouched.  Count
Trana, a brother of the chevalier's whom I had known at Aix,
introduced me to Madame de Sc----, a lady of high rank and very
good-looking, but she tried to involve me in a criminal
transaction, and I ceased to call on her.  Shortly after, Count
Trana's uncle died and he became rich and got married, but he
lived an unhappy life.

I was getting bored, and Desarmoises, who had all his meals with
me, did not know what to do.  At last he advised me to make the
acquaintance of a certain Madame R----, a Frenchwoman, and well
known in Turin as a milliner and dressmaker.  She had six or eight
girls working for her in a room adjoining her shop.  Desarmoises
thought that if I got in there I might possibly be able to find
one to my taste.  As my purse was well furnished I thought I
should not have much difficulty, so I called on Madame R----.  I
was agreeably surprised to find Leah there, bargaining for a
quantity of articles, all of which she pronounced to be too dear.
She told me kindly but reproachfully that she had thought I must
be ill.

"I have been very busy," I said; and felt all my old ardour
revive.  She asked me to come to a Jewish wedding, where there
would be a good many people and several pretty girls.  I knew that
ceremonies of this kind are very amusing, and I promised to be
present.  She proceeded with her bargaining, but the price was
still too high and she left the shop.  Madame R---- was going to
put back all the trifles in their places, but I said,--

"I will take the lot myself."

She smiled, and I drew out my purse and paid the money.

"Where do you live, sir?" said she; "and when shall I send you
your purchases?"

"You may bring them to-morrow yourself, and do me the honour of
breakfasting with me."

"I can never leave the shop, sir."  In spite of her thirty-five
years, Madame R---- was still what would be called a tasty morsel,
and she had taken my fancy.

"I want some dark lace," said I.

"Then kindly follow me, sir."

I was delighted when I entered the room to see a lot of young
work-girls, all charming, hard at work, and scarcely daring to
look at me.  Madame R---- opened several cupboards, and showed me
some magnificent lace.  I was distracted by the sight of so many
delicious nymphs, and I told her that I wanted the lace for two
'baoutes' in the Venetian style.  She knew what I meant.  The lace
cost me upwards of a hundred sequins.  Madame R---- told two of
her girls to bring me the lace the next day, together with the
goods which Leah had thought too dear.  They meekly replied,--

"Yes, mother."

They rose and kissed the mother's hand, which I thought a
ridiculous ceremony; however, it gave me an opportunity of
examining them, and I thought them delicious.  We went back to the
shop, and sitting down by the counter I enlarged on the beauty of
the girls, adding, though not with strict truth, that I vastly
preferred their mistress.  She thanked me for the compliment and
told me plainly that she had a lover, and soon after named him.
He was the Comte de St. Giles, an infirm and elderly man, and by
no means a model lover.  I thought Madame R---- was jesting, but
next day I ascertained that she was speaking the truth.  Well,
everyone to his taste, and I suspect that she was more in love
with the count's purse than his person.  I had met him at the
"Exchange" coffeehouse.

The next day the two pretty milliners brought me my goods.  I
offered them chocolate, but they firmly and persistently declined.
The fancy took me to send them to Leah with all the things she had
chosen, and I bade them return and tell me what sort of a
reception they had had.  They said they would do so, and waited
for me to write her a note.

I could not give them the slightest mark of affection.  I dared
not shut the door, and the mistress and the ugly young woman of
the house kept going and coming all the time; but when they came
back I waited for them on the stairs, and giving them a sequin
each told each of them that she might command my heart if she
would.  Leah had accepted my handsome present and sent to say that
she was waiting for me.

As I was walking aimlessly about in the afternoon I happened to
pass the milliner's shop, and Madame R---- saw me and made me come
in and sit down beside her.

"I am really much obliged to you," said she, "for your kindness to
my girls.  They came home enchanted.  Tell me frankly whether you
are really in love with the pretty Jewess."

"I am really in love with her, but as she will not make me happy I
have signed my own dismissal."

"You were quite right.  All Leah thinks of is duping those who are
captivated by her charms."

"Do not your charming apprentices follow your maxims?"

"No; but they are only complaisant when I give them leave."

"Then I commend myself to your intercession, for they would not
even take a cup of chocolate from me."

"They were perfectly right not to accept your chocolate: but I see
you do not know the ways of Turin.  Do you find yourself
comfortable in your present lodging?"

"Quite so."

"Are you perfectly free to do what you like?"

"I think so."

"Can you give supper to anyone you like in your own rooms?  I am
certain you can't."

"I have not had the opportunity of trying the experiment so far,
but I believe .  .  .  ."

"Don't flatter yourself by believing anything; that house is full
of the spies of the police."

"Then you think that I could not give you and two or three of your
girls a little supper?"

"I should take very good care not to go to it, that's all I know.
By next morning it would be known to all the town, and especially
to the police."

"Well, supposing I look out for another lodging?"

"It's the same everywhere.  Turin is a perfect nest of spies; but
I do know a house where you could live at ease, and where my girls
might perhaps be able to bring you your purchases.  But we should
have to be very careful."

"Where is the house I will be guided by you in everything."

"Don't trust a Piedmontese; that's the first commandment here."

She then gave me the address of a small furnished house, which was
only inhabited by an old door-keeper and his wife.

"They will let it you by the month," said she, "and if you pay a
month in advance you need not even tell them your name."

I found the house to be a very pretty one, standing in a lonely
street at about two hundred paces from the citadel.  One gate,
large enough to admit a carriage, led into the country.  I found
everything to be as Madame R---- had described it.  I paid a month
in advance without any bargaining, and in a day I had settled in
my new lodging.  Madame R---- admired my celerity.

I went to the Jewish wedding and enjoyed myself, for there is
something at once solemn and ridiculous about the ceremony; but I
resisted all Leah's endeavours to get me once more into her
meshes..  I hired a close carriage from her father, which with the
horses I placed in the coach-house and stables of my new house.
Thus I was absolutely free to go whenever I would by night or by
day, for I was at once in the town and in the country.  I was
obliged to tell the inquisitive Gama where I was living, and I hid
nothing from Desarmoises, whose needs made him altogether
dependent on me.  Nevertheless I gave orders that my door was shut
to them as to everyone else, unless I had given special
instructions that they were to be admitted.  I had no reason to
doubt the fidelity of my two servants.

In this blissful abode I enjoyed all Mdlle. R----'s girls, one
after the other.  The one I wanted always brought a companion,
whom I usually sent back after giving her a slice of the cake.
The last of them, whose name was Victorine, as fair as day and as
soft as a dove, had the misfortune to be tied, though she knew
nothing about it.  Mdlle. R----, who was equally ignorant on the
subject, had represented her to me as a virgin, and so I thought
her for two long hours in which I strove with might and main to
break the charm, or rather open the shell.  All my efforts were in
vain.  I was exhausted at last, and I wanted to see in what the
obstacle consisted.  I put her in the proper position, and armed
with a candle I began my scrutiny.  I found a fleshy membrane
pierced by so small a hole that large pin's head could scarcely
have gone through.  Victorine encouraged me to force a passage
with my little finger, but in vain I tried to pierce this wall,
which nature had made impassable by all ordinary means.  I was
tempted to see what I could do with a bistoury, and the girl
wanted me to try, but I was afraid of the haemorrhage which might
have been dangerous, and I wisely refrained.

Poor Victorine, condemned to die a maid, unless some clever
surgeon performed the same operation that was undergone by Mdlle.
Cheruffini shortly after M. Lepri married her, wept when I said,--

"My dear child, your little Hymen defies the most vigorous lover
to enter his temple."

But I consoled her by saying that a good surgeon could easily make
a perfect woman of her.

In the morning I told Madame R---- of the case.

She laughed and said,--

"It may prove a happy accident for Victorine; it may make her
fortune."

A few years after the Count of Padua had her operated on, and made
her fortune.  When I came back from Spain I found that she was
with child, so that I could not exact the due reward for all the
trouble I had taken with her.

Early in the morning on Maunday Thursday they told me that Moses
and Leah wanted to see me.  I had not expected to see them, but I
welcomed them warmly.  Throughout Holy Week the Jews dared not
shew themselves in the streets of Turin, and I advised them to
stay with me till the Saturday.  Moses began to try and get me to
purchase a ring from him, and I judged from that that I should not
have to press them very much.

"I can only buy this ring from Leah's hands," said I.

He grinned, thinking doubtless that I intended to make her a
present of it, but I was resolved to disappoint him.  I gave them
a magnificent dinner and supper, and in the evening they were
shewn a double-bedded room not far from mine.  I might have put
them in different rooms, and Leah in a room adjoining mine, which
would have facilitated any nocturnal excursions; but after all I
had done for her I was resolved to owe nothing to a surprise; she
should come of herself.

The next day Moses (who noticed that I had not yet bought the
ring) was obliged to go out on business, and asked for the loan of
my carriage for the whole day, telling me that he would come for
his daughter in the evening.  I had the horses harnessed, and when
he was gone I bought the ring for six hundred sequins, but on my
own terms.  I was in my own house, and Leah could not deceive me.
As soon as the father was safely out of the way I possessed myself
of the daughter.  She proved a docile and amorous subject the
whole day.  I had reduced her to a state of nature, and though her
body was as perfect as can well be imagined I used it and abused
it in every way imaginable.  In the evening her father found her
looking rather tired, but he seemed as pleased as I was.  Leah was
not quite so well satisfied, for till the moment of their
departure she was expecting me to give her the ring, but I
contented myself with saying that I should like to reserve myself
the pleasure of taking it to her.

On Easter Monday a man brought me a note summoning me to appear at
the police office.




CHAPTER XII

My Victory Over the Deputy Chief of Police--My Departure--
Chamberi--Desarmoises's Daughter--M. Morin--M * * * M * * *
--At Aix--The Young Boarder--Lyons--Paris


This citation, which did not promise to lead to anything
agreeable, surprised and displeased me exceedingly.  However, I
could not avoid it, so I drove to the office of the deputy-
superintendent of police.  I found him sitting at a long table,
surrounded by about a score of people in a standing posture.  He
was a man of sixty, hideously ugly, his enormous nose half
destroyed by an ulcer hidden by a large black silk plaster, his
mouth of huge dimensions, his lips thick, with small green eyes
and eyebrows which had partly turned white.  As soon as this
disgusting fellow saw me, he began,--

"You are the Chevalier de Seingalt?"

"That is my name, and I have come here to ask how I can oblige
you?"

"I have summoned you here to order you to leave the place in three
days at latest."

"And as you have no right to give such an order, I have come here
to tell you that I shall go when I please, and not before."

"I will expel you by force."

"You may do that whenever you please.  I cannot resist force, but
I trust you will give the matter a second thought; for in a well-
ordered city they do not expel a man who has committed no crimes,
and has a balance of a hundred thousand francs at the bank."

"Very good, but in three days you have plenty of time to pack up
and arrange matters with your banker.  I advise you to obey, as
the command comes from the king."

"If I were to leave the town I should become accessory to your
injustice!  I will not obey, but since you mention the king's
name, I will go to his majesty at once, and he will deny your
words or revoke the unjust order you have given me with such
publicity."

"Pray, does not the king possess the power to make you go?"

"Yes, by force, but not by justice.  He has also the power to kill
me, but he would have to provide the executioner, as he could not
make me commit suicide."

"You argue well, but nevertheless you will obey."

"I argue well, but I did not learn the art from you, and I will
not obey."

With these words I turned my back on him, and left without another
word.

I was in a furious rage.  I felt inclined to offer overt
resistance to all the myrmidons of the infamous superintendent.
Nevertheless I soon calmed myself, and summoning prudence to my
aid I remembered the Chevalier Raiberti, whom I had seen at his
mistress's house, and I decided on asking his advice.  He was the
chief permanent official in the department of foreign affairs.  I
told the coachman to drive to his house, and I recounted to him
the whole tale, saying, finally, that I should like to speak to
the king, as I was resolved that I would not go unless I was
forced to do so.  The worthy man advised me to go to the Chevalier
Osorio, the principal secretary for foreign affairs, who could
always get an audience of the king.  I was pleased with his
advice, and I went immediately to the minister, who was a Sicilian
and a man of parts.  He gave me a very good reception, and after I
had informed him of the circumstances of the case I begged him to
communicate the matter to his majesty, adding that as the
superintendent's order appeared horribly unjust to me I was
resolved not to obey it unless compelled to do so by main force.
He promised to oblige me in the way I wished, and told me to call
again the next day.

After leaving him I took a short walk to cool myself, and then
went to the Abbe Gama, hoping to be the first to impart my
ridiculous adventure to him.  I was disappointed; he already knew
that I had been ordered to go, and how I had answered the
superintendent.  When he saw that I persisted in my determination
to resist, he did not condemn my firmness, though he must have
thought it very extraordinary, for the good abbe could not
understand anybody's disobeying the order of the authorities.  He
assured me that if I had to go he would send me the necessary
instructions to any address I liked to name.

The next day the Chevalier Osorio received me with the utmost
politeness, which I thought a good omen.  The Chevalier Raiberti
had spoken to him in my behalf, and he had laid the matter before
the king and also before the Count d'Aglie, and the result was
that I could stay as long as I liked.  The Count d'Aglie was none
other than the horrible superintendent.  I was told that I must
wait on him, and he would give me leave to remain at Turin till my
affairs were settled.

"My only business here," said I, "is to spend my money till I have
instructions from the Court of Portugal to attend the Congress of
Augsburg on behalf of his most faithful majesty."

"Then you think that this Congress will take place?"

"Nobody doubts it."

"Somebody believes it will all end in smoke.  However, I am
delighted to have been of service to you, and I shall be curious
to hear what sort of reception you get from the superintendent."

I felt ill at ease.  I went to the police office immediately, glad
to shew myself victorious, and anxious to see how the
superintendent would look when I came in.  However, I could not
flatter myself that he looked ashamed of himself; these people
have a brazen forehead, and do not know what it is to blush.

As soon as he saw me, he began,--

"The Chevalier Osorio tells me that you have business in Turin
which will keep you for some days.  You may therefore stay, but
you must tell me as nearly as possible how long a time you
require."

"I cannot possibly tell you that."

"Why? if you don't mind telling me."

"I am awaiting instructions from the Court of Portugal to attend
the Congress to be held at Augsburg, and before I could tell you
how long I shall have to stay I should be compelled to ask his
most faithful majesty.  If this time is not sufficient for me to
do my business, I will intimate the fact to you."

"I shall be much obliged by your doing so."

This time I made him a bow, which was returned, and on leaving the
office I returned to the Chevalier Osorio, who said, with a smile,
that I had caught the superintendent, as I had taken an indefinite
period, which left me quite at my ease.

The diplomatic Gama, who firmly believed that the Congress would
meet, was delighted when I told him that the Chevalier Osorio was
incredulous on the subject.  He was charmed to think his wit
keener than the minister's; it exalted him in his own eyes.  I
told him that whatever the chevalier might say I would go to
Augsburg, and that I would set out in three or four weeks.

Madame R. congratulated me over and over again, for she was
enchanted that I had humiliated the superintendent; but all the
same we thought we had better give up our little suppers.  As I
had had a taste of all her girls, this was not such a great
sacrifice for me to make.

I continued thus till the middle of May, when I left Turin, after
receiving letters from the Abbe Gama to Lord Stormont, who was to
represent England at the approaching Congress.  It was with this
nobleman that I was to work in concert at the Congress.

Before going to Germany I wanted to see Madame d'Urfe, and I wrote
to her, asking her to send me a letter of introduction to M. de
Rochebaron, who might be useful to me.  I also asked M. Raiberti
to give me a letter for Chamberi, where I wanted to visit the
divine M---- M---- (of whom I still thought with affection) at her
convent grating.  I wrote to my friend Valenglard, asking him to
remind Madame Morin that she had promised to shew me a likeness to
somebody at Chamberi.

But here I must note down an event worthy of being recorded, which
was extremely prejudicial to me.

Five or six days before my departure Desarmoises came to me
looking very downcast, and told me that he had been ordered to
leave Turin in twenty-four hours.

"Do you know why?" I asked him.

"Last night when I was at the coffee-house, Count Scarnafis dared
to say that France subsidised the Berne newspapers.  I told him he
lied, at which he rose and left the place in a rage, giving me a
glance the meaning of which is not doubtful.  I followed him to
bring him to reason or to give him satisfaction; but he would do
nothing and I suspect he went to the police to complain.  I shall
have to leave Turin early to-morrow morning."

"You're a Frenchman, and as you can claim the protection of your
ambassador you will be wrong to leave so suddenly."

"In the first place the ambassador is away, and in the second my
cruel father disavows me.  No, I would rather go, and wait for you
at Lyons.  All I want is for you to lend me a hundred crowns, for
which I will give you an account."

"It will be an easy account to keep," said I, "but a long time
before it is settled."

"Possibly; but if it is in my power I will shew my gratitude for
the kindnesses you have done me."

I gave him a hundred crowns and wished him a pleasant journey,
telling him that I should stop some time at Lyons.

I got a letter of credit on an Augsburg house, and three days
after I left Turin I was at Chamberi.  There was only one inn
there in those days, so I was not much puzzled to choose where I
would go, but for all that I found myself very comfortable.

As I entered my room, I was struck by seeing an extremely pretty
girl coming out of an adjacent room.

"Who is that young lady?" said I to the chambermaid who was
escorting me.

"That's the wife of a young gentleman who has to keep his bed to
get cured of a sword-thrust which he received four days ago on his
way from France."

I could not look at her without feeling the sting of
concupiscence.  As I was leaving my room I saw the door half open,
and I stopped short and offered my services as a neighbour.  She
thanked me politely, and asked me in.  I saw a handsome young man
sitting up in bed, so I went up to enquire how he felt.

"The doctor will not let him talk," said the young lady, "on
account of a sword-thrust in the chest he received at half a
league from here.  We hope he will be all right in a few days, and
then we can continue our journey."

"Where are you going, madam?"

"To Geneva."

Just as I was leaving, a maid came to ask me if I would take
supper in my own room or with the lady.  I laughed at her
stupidity, and said I would sup in my own apartment, adding that I
had not the honour of the lady's acquaintance.

At this the young lady said it would give her great pleasure if I
would sup with her, and the husband repeated this assurance in a
whisper.  I accepted the invitation gratefully, and I thought that
they were really pleased.  The lady escorted me out as far as the
stairs, and I took the liberty of kissing her hand, which in
France is a declaration of tender though respectful affection.

At the post-office I found a letter from Valenglard, telling me
that Madame Morin would wait on me at Chamberi if I would send her
a carriage, and another from Desarmoises dated from Lyons.  He
told me that as he was on his way from Chamberi he had encountered
his daughter in company with a rascal who had carried her off.  He
had buried his sword in his body, and would have killed them if he
had been able to stop their carriage.  He suspected that they had
been staying in Chamberi, and he begged me to try and persuade his
daughter to return to Lyons; and he added that if she would not do
so I ought to oblige him by sending her back by force.  He assured
me that they were not married, and he begged me to answer his
letter by express, for which purpose he sent me his address.

I guessed at once that this daughter of his was my fair neighbour,
but I did not feel at all inclined to come to the aid of the
father in the way he wished.

As soon as I got back to the inn I sent off Le Duc in a travelling
carriage to Madame Morin, whom I informed by letter that as I was
only at Chamberi for her sake I would await her convenience.  This
done, I abandoned myself to the delight I felt at the romantic
adventure which fortune had put in my way.

I repeated Mdlle. Desarmoises and her ravisher, and I did not care
to enquire whether I was impelled in what I did by virtue or vice;
but I could not help perceiving that my motives were of a mixed
nature; for if I were amorous, I was also very glad to be of
assistance to two young lovers, and all the more from my knowledge
of the father's criminal passion.

On entering their room I found the invalid in the surgeon's hands.
He pronounced the wound not to be dangerous, in spite of its
depth; suppuration had taken place without setting up
inflammation--in short, the young man only wanted time and rest.
When the doctor had gone I congratulated the patient on his
condition, advising him to be careful what he ate, and to keep
silent.  I then gave Mdlle.  Desarmoises her father's letter, and
I said farewell for the present, telling them that I would go to
my own room till supper-time.  I felt sure that she would come and
speak to me after reading her father's letter.

In a quarter of an hour she knocked timidly at my door, and when I
let her in she gave me back the letter and asked me what I thought
of doing.

"Nothing.  I shall be only too happy, however, if I can be of any
service to you."

"Ah! I breathe again!"

"Could you imagine me pursuing any other line of conduct?  I am
much interested in you, and will do all in my power to help you.
Are you married?"

"Not yet, but we are going to be married when we get to Geneva."

"Sit down and tell me all about yourself.  I know that your father
is unhappily in love with you, and that you avoid his attentions."

"He has told you that much?  I am glad of it.  A year ago he came
to Lyons, and as soon as I knew he was in the town I took refuge
with a friend of my mother's, for I was aware that I could not
stay in the same house with my father for an hour without exposing
myself to the most horrible outrage.  The young man in bed is the
son of a rich Geneva merchant.  My father introduced him to me two
years ago, and we soon fell in love with each other.  My father
went away to Marseilles, and my lover asked my mother to give me
in marriage to him; but she did not feel authorized to do so
without my father's consent.  She wrote and asked him, but he
replied that he would announce his decision when he returned to
Lyons.  My lover went to Geneva, and as his father approved of the
match he returned with all the necessary documents and a strong
letter of commendation from M. Tolosan.  When my father came
to Lyons I escaped, as I told you, and my lover got M. Tolosan
to ask my hand for him of my father.  His reply was,
'I can give no answer till she returns to my house!'

"M. Tolosan brought this reply to me, and I told him that I was
ready to obey if my mother would guarantee my safety.  She
replied, however, that she knew her husband too well to dare to
have us both under the same roof.  Again did M. Tolosan endeavour
to obtain my father's consent, but to no purpose.  A few days
after he left Lyons, telling us that he was first going to Aix and
then to Turin, and as it was evident that he would never give his
consent my lover proposed that I should go off with him, promising
to marry me as soon as we reached Geneva.  By ill luck we
travelled through Savoy, and thus met my father.  As soon as he
saw us he stopped the carriage and called to me to get out.  I
began to shriek, and my lover taking me in his arms to protect me
my father stabbed him in the chest.  No doubt he would have killed
him, but seeing that my shrieks were bringing people to our
rescue, and probably believing that my lover was as good as dead,
he got on horseback again and rode off at full speed.  I can chew
you the sword still covered with blood."

"I am obliged to answer this letter of his, and I am thinking how
I can obtain his consent."

"That's of no consequence; we can marry and be happy without it."

"True, but you ought not to despise your dower."

"Good heavens! what dower?  He has no money!"

"But on the death of his father, the Marquis Desarmoises .  .  . "

"That's all a lie.  My father has only a small yearly pension for
having served thirty years as a Government messenger.  His father
has been dead these thirty years, and my mother and my sister only
live by the work they do."

I was thunderstruck at the impudence of the fellow, who, after
imposing on me so long, had himself put me in a position to
discover his deceit.  I said nothing.  Just then we were told that
supper was ready, and we sat at table for three hours talking the
matter over.  The poor wounded man had only to listen to me to
know my feelings on the subject.  His young mistress, as witty as
she was pretty, jested on the foolish passion of her father, who
had loved her madly ever since she was eleven.

"And you were always able to resist his attempts?" said I.

"Yes, whenever he pushed things too far."

"And how long did this state of things continue?"

"For two years.  When I was thirteen he thought I was ripe, and
tried to gather the fruit; but I began to shriek, and escaped from
his bed stark naked, and I went to take refuge with my mother, who
from that day forth would not let me sleep with him again."

"You used to sleep with him?  How could your mother allow it?"

"She never thought that there was anything criminal in his
affection for me, and I knew nothing about it.  I thought that
what he did to me, and what he made me do to him, were mere
trifles."

"But you have saved the little treasure?"

"I have kept it for my lover."

The poor lover, who was suffering more from the effects of hunger
than from his wounds, laughed at this speech of hers, and she ran
to him and covered his face with kisses.  All this excited me
intensely.  Her story had been told with too much simplicity not
to move me, especially when I had her before my eyes, for she
possessed all the attractions which a woman can have, and I almost
forgave her father for forgetting she was his daughter and falling
in love with her.

When she escorted me back to my room I made her feel my emotion,
and she began to laugh; but as my servants were close by I was
obliged to let her go.

Early next morning I wrote to her father that his daughter had
resolved not to leave her lover, who was only slightly wounded,
that they were in perfect safety and under the protection of the
law at Chamberi, and finally that having heard their story, and
judging them to be well matched, I could only approve of the
course they had taken.  When I had finished I went into their room
and gave them the letter to read, and seeing the fair runaway at a
loss how to express her 'gratitude, I begged the invalid to let me
kiss her.

"Begin with me," said he, opening his arms.

My hypocritical love masked itself under the guise of paternal
affection.  I embraced the lover, and then more amorously I
performed the same office for the mistress, and skewed them my
purse full of gold, telling them it was at their service.  While
this was going on the surgeon came in, and I retired to my room.

At eleven o'clock Madame Morin and her daughter arrived, preceded
by Le Duc on horseback, who announced their approach by numerous
smacks of his whip.  I welcomed her with open arms, thanking her
for obliging me.

The first piece of news she gave me was that Mdlle. Roman had
become mistress to Louis XV., that she lived in a beautiful house
at Passi, and that she was five months gone with child.  Thus she
was in a fair way to become queen of France, as my divine oracle
had predicted.

"At Grenoble," she added, "you are the sole topic of conversation;
and I advise you not to go there unless you wish to settle in the
country, for they would never let you go.  You would have all the
nobility at your feet, and above all, the ladies anxious to know
the lot of their daughters.  Everybody believes in judicial
astrology now, and Valenglard triumphs.  He has bet a hundred
Louis to fifty  that my niece will be delivered of a young prince,
and he is certain of winning; though to be sure, if he loses,
everybody will laugh at him."

"Don't be afraid of his losing."

"Is it quite certain?"

"Has not the horoscope proved truthful in the principal
particular?  If the other circumstances do not follow, I must have
made a great mistake in my calculations."

"I am delighted to hear you say so."

"I am going to Paris and I hope you will give me a letter of
introduction to Madame Varnier, so that I may have the pleasure of
seeing your niece."

"You shall have the letter to-morrow without fail."

I introduced Mdlle. Desarmoises to her under the family name of
her lover, and invited her to dine with Madame Morin and myself.
After dinner we went to the convent, and M---- M---- came down
very surprised at this unexpected visit from her aunt; but when
she saw me she had need of all her presence of mind.  When her
aunt introduced me to her by name, she observed with true feminine
tact that during her stay at Aix she had seen me five or six times
at the fountain, but that I could not remember her features as she
had always worn her veil.  I admired her wit as much as her
exquisite features.  I thought she had grown prettier than ever,
and no doubt my looks told her as much.  We spent an hour in
talking about Grenoble and her old friends, whom she gladly
recalled to her memory, and then she went to fetch a young girl
who was boarding at the convent, whom she liked and wanted to
present to her aunt.

I seized the opportunity of telling Madame Morin that I was
astonished at the likeness, that her very voice was like that of
my Venetian M---- M-----, and I begged her to obtain me the
privilege of breakfasting with her niece the next day, and of
presenting her with a dozen pounds of capital chocolate.  I had
brought it with me from Genoa.

"You must make her the present yourself," said Madame Morin, "for
though she's a nun she's a woman, and we women much prefer a
present from a man's than from a woman's hand."

M---- M---- returned with the superior of the convent, two other
nuns, and the young boarder, who came from Lyons, and was
exquisitely beautiful.  I was obliged to talk to all the nuns, and
Madame Morin told her niece that I wanted her to try some
excellent chocolate I had brought from Genoa, but that I hoped her
lay-sister would make it.

"Sir," said M---- M----, "kindly send me the chocolate, and to-
morrow we will breakfast together with these dear sisters."

As soon as I got back to my inn I sent the chocolate with a
respectful note, and I took supper in Madame Morin's room with her
daughter and Mdlle. Desarmoises, of whom I was feeling more and
more amorous, but I talked of M---- M---- all the time, and I
could see that the aunt suspected that the pretty nun was not
altogether a stranger to me.

I breakfasted at the convent and I remember that the chocolate,
the biscuits, and the sweetmeats were served with a nicety which
savoured somewhat of the world.  When we had finished breakfast I
told M---- M---- that she would not find it so easy to give me
a dinner, with twelve persons sitting down to table, but I added
that half the company could be in the convent and half in the
parlour, separated from the convent by a light grating.

"It's a sight I should like to see," said I, "if you will allow me
to pay all expenses."

"Certainly," replied M---- M-----, and this dinner was fixed for
the next day.

M---- M---- took charge of the whole thing, and promised to ask
six nuns.  Madame Morin, who knew my tastes, told her to spare
nothing, and I warned her that I would send in the necessary
wines.

I escorted Madame Morin, her daughter, and Mdlle. Desarmoises back
to the hotel, and I then called on M. Magnan, to whom I had been
recommended by the Chevalier Raiberti.  I asked him to get me some
of the best wine, and he took me down to his cellar, and told me
to take what I liked.  His wines proved to be admirable.

This M. Magnan was a clever man, of a pleasant appearance, and
very comfortably off.  He occupied an extremely large and
convenient house outside the town, and there his agreeable wife
dispensed hospitality.  She had ten children, amongst whom there
were four pretty daughters; the eldest, who was nineteen, was
especially good-looking.

We went to the convent at eleven o'clock, and after an hour's
conversation we were told that dinner was ready.  The table was
beautifully laid, covered with a fair white cloth, and adorned
with vases filled with artificial flowers so strongly scented that
the air of the parlour was quite balmy.  The fatal grill was
heavier than I had hoped.  I found myself seated to the left of
M---- M----, and totally unable to see her.  The fair Desarmoises
was at my right, and she entertained us all the time with her
amusing stories.

We in the parlour were waited on by Le Duc and Costa, and the nuns
were served by their lay-sisters.  The abundant provision, the
excellent wines, the pleasant though sometimes equivocal
conversation, kept us all merrily employed for three hours.  Mirth
had the mastery over reason, or, to speak more plainly, we were
all drunk; and if it had not been for the fatal grill, I could
have had the whole eleven ladies without much trouble.  The young
Desarmoises was so gay, indeed, that if I had not restrained her
she would probably have scandalised all the nuns, who would have
liked nothing better.  I was longing to have her to myself, that I
might quench the flame she had kindled in my breast, and I had no
doubt of my success on the first attempt.  After coffee had been
served, we went into another parlour and stayed there till night
came on.  Madame Morin took leave of her niece, and the hand-
shakings, thanks, and promises of remembrance between me and the
nuns, lasted for a good quarter of an hour.  After I had said
aloud to M---- M---- that I hoped to have the pleasure of seeing
her before I left, we went back to the inn in high good humour
with our curious party which I still remember with pleasure.

Madame Morin gave me a letter for her cousin Madame Varnier, and I
promised to write to her from Paris, and tell her all about the
fair Mdlle. Roman.  I presented the daughter with a beautiful pair
of ear-rings, and I gave Madame Morin twelve pounds of good
chocolate which M. Magnan got me, and which the lady thought had
come from Genoa.  She went off at eight o'clock preceded by Le
Duc, who had orders to greet the doorkeeper's family on my behalf.

At Magnan's I had a dinner worthy of Lucullus, and I promised to
stay with him whenever I passed Chamberi, which promise I have
faithfully performed.

On leaving the gourmand's I went to the convent, and M---- M----
came down alone to the grating.  She thanked me for coming to see
her, and added that I had come to disturb her peace of mind.

"I am quite ready, dearest, to climb the harden wall, and I shall
do it more dexterously than your wretched humpback."

"Alas!  that may not be, for, trust me, you are already spied
upon.  Everybody here is sure that we knew each other at Aix.
Let us forget all, and thus spare ourselves the torments of vain
desires."

"Give me your hand."

"No.  All is over.  I love you still, probably I shall always love
you; but I long for you to go, and by doing so, you will give me a
proof of your love."

"This is dreadful; you astonish me.  You appear to me in perfect
health, you are prettier than ever, you are made for the worship
of the sweetest of the gods, and I can't understand how, with a
temperament like yours, you can live in continual abstinence."

"Alas! lacking the reality we console ourselves by pretending.  I
will not conceal from you that I love my young boarder.  It is an
innocent passion, and keeps my mind calm.  Her caresses quench the
flame which would otherwise kill me."

"And that is not against your conscience?"

"I do not feel any distress on the subject."

"But you know it is a sin."

"Yes, so I confess it."

"And what does the confessor say?"

"Nothing.  He absolves me, and I am quite content:"

"And does the pretty boarder confess, too?"

"Certainly, but she does not tell the father of a matter which she
thinks is no sin."

"I wonder the confessor has not taught her, for that kind of
instruction is a great pleasure."

"Our confessor is a wise old man."

"Am I to leave you, then, without a single kiss?"

"Not one."

"May I come again to-morrow?  I must go the day after."

"You may come, but I cannot see you by myself as the nuns might
talk.  I will bring my little one with me to save appearances.
Come after dinner, but into the other parlour."

If I had not known M---- M---- at Aix, her religious ideas would
have astonished me; but such was her character.  She loved God,
and did not believe that the kind Father who made us with passions
would be too severe because we had not the strength to subdue
them.  I returned to the inn, feeling vexed that the pretty nun
would have no more to do with me, but sure of consolation from the
fair Desarmoises.

I found her sitting on her lover's bed; his poor diet and the
fever had left him in a state of great weakness.  She told me that
she would sup in my room to leave him in quiet, and the worthy
young man shook my hand in token of his gratitude.

As I had a good dinner at Magnan's I ate very little supper, but
my companion who had only had a light meal ate and drank to an
amazing extent.  I gazed at her in a kind of wonder, and she
enjoyed my astonishment.  When my servants had left the room I
challenged her to drink a bowl of punch with me, and this put her
into a mood which asked for nothing but laughter, and which
laughed to find itself deprived of reasoning power.  Nevertheless,
I cannot accuse myself of taking an advantage of her condition,
for in her voluptuous excitement she entered eagerly into the
pleasure to which I excited her till two o'clock in the morning.
By the time we separated we were both of us exhausted.

I slept till eleven, and when I went to wish her good day I found
her smiling and as fresh as a rose.  I asked her how she had
passed the rest of the night.

"Very pleasantly,' said she, "like the beginning of the night."

"What time would you like to have dinner?"

"I won't dine; I prefer to keep my appetite for supper."

Here her lover joined in, saying in a weak voice,--

"It is impossible to keep up with her."

"In eating or drinking?" I asked.

"In eating, drinking, and in other things," he replied, with a
smile.  She laughed, and kissed him affectionately.

This short dialogue convinced me that Mdlle. Desarmoises must
adore her lover; for besides his being a handsome young man, his
disposition was exactly suitable to hers.  I dined by myself, and
Le Duc came in as I was having dessert.  He told me that the door-
keeper's daughters and their pretty cousin had made him wait for
them to write to me, and he gave me three letters and three dozen
of gloves which they had presented me.  The letters urged me to
come and spend a month with them, and gave me to understand that I
should be well pleased with my treatment.  I had not the courage
to return to a town, where with my reputation I should have been
obliged to draw horoscopes for all the young ladies or to make
enemies by refusing.

After I had read the letters from Grenoble I went to the convent
and announced my presence, and then entered the parlour which
M---- M---- had indicated.  She soon came down with the pretty
boarder, who feebly sustained my part in her amorous ecstacies.
She had not yet completed her twelfth year, but she was extremely
tall and well developed for her age.  Gentleness, liveliness,
candour, and wit were united in her features, and gave her
expression an exquisite charm.  She wore a well-made corset which
disclosed a white throat, to which the fancy easily added the two
spheres which would soon appear there.  Her entrancing face, her
raven locks, and her ivory throat indicated what might be
concealed, and my vagrant imagination made her into a budding
Venus.  I began by telling her that she was very pretty, and would
make her future husband a happy man.  I knew she would blush at
that.  It may be cruel, but it is thus that the language of
seduction always begins.  A girl of her age who does not blush at
the mention of marriage is either an idiot or already an expert in
profligacy.  In spite of this, however, the blush which mounts to
a young girl's cheek at the approach of such ideas is a puzzling
problem.  Whence does it arise?  It may be from pure simplicity,
it may be from shame, and often from a mixture of both feelings.
Then comes the fight between vice and virtue, and it is usually
virtue which has to give in.  The desires--the servants of vice--
usually attain their ends.  As I knew the young boarder from M----
M----'s description, I could not be ignorant of the source of
those blushes which added a fresh attraction to her youthful
charms.

Pretending not to notice anything, I talked to M---- M---- for a
few moments, and then returned to the assault.  She had regained
her calm.

"What age are you, pretty one?" said I.

"I am thirteen."

"You are wrong," said M---- M----, "you have not
yet completed your twelfth year."

"The time will come," said I, "when you will diminish the tale of
your years instead of increasing it."

"I shall never tell a lie, sir; I am sure of that."

"So you want to be a nun, do you?"

"I have not yet received my vocation; but even if I live in the
world I need not be a liar."

"You are wrong; you will begin to lie as soon as you have a
lover."

"Will my lover tell lies, too?"

"Certainly he will."

"If the matter were really so, then, I should have a bad opinion
of love; but I do not believe it, for I love my sweetheart here,
and I never conceal the truth from her."

"Yes, but loving a man is a different thing to loving a woman."

"No, it isn't; it's just the same."

"Not so, for you do not go to bed with a woman and you do with
your husband."

"That's no matter, my love would be the same."

"What?  You would not rather sleep with me than with M---- M----?"

"No, indeed I should not, because you are a man and would see me."

"You don't want a man to see you, then?"

"No."

"Do you think you are so ugly, then?"

At this she turned to M---- M---- and said, with evident vexation,
"I am not really ugly, am I?"

"No, darling," said M---- M----, bursting with laughter, "it is
quite the other way; you are very pretty."  With these words she
took her on her knee and embraced her tenderly.

"Your corset is too tight; you can't possibly have such a small
waist as that."

"You make a mistake, you can put your hand there and see for
yourself."

"I can't believe it."

M---- M---- then held her close to the grill and told me to see
for myself.  At the same moment she turned up her dress.

"You were right," said I, "and I owe you an apology;" but in my
heart I cursed the grating and the chemise.

"My opinion is," said I to M---- M----, "that we have here a
little boy."

I did not wait for a reply, but satisfied myself by my sense of
touch as to her sex, and I could see that the little one and her
governess were both pleased that my mind was at rest on the
subject.

I drew my hand away, and the little girl looked at M---- M----,
and reassured by her smiling air asked if she might go away for a
moment.  I must have reduced her to a state in which a moment's
solitude was necessary, and I myself was in a very excited
condition.

As soon as she was gone I said to M---- M----,

"Do you know that what you have shewn me has made me unhappy?"

"Has it?  Why?"

"Because your boarder is charming, and I am longing to enjoy her."

"I am sorry for that, for you can't possibly go any further; and
besides, I know you, and even if you could satisfy your passion
without danger to her, I would not give her up to you, you would
spoil her."

"How?"

"Do you think that after enjoying you she would care to enjoy me?
I should lose too heavily by the comparison."

"Give me your hand."

"No."

"Stay, one moment."

"I don't want to see anything."

"Not a little bit?"

"Nothing at all."

"Are you angry with me, then?"

"Not at all.  If you have been pleased I am glad, and if you have
filled her with desires she will love me all the better."

"How pleasant it would be, sweetheart, if we could all three of us
be together alone and at liberty!"

"Yes; but it is impossible."

"Are you sure that no inquisitive eye is looking upon us?"

"Quite sure."

"The height of that fatal grill has deprived me of the sight of
many charms."

"Why didn't you go to the other parlour it is much lower there."

"Let us go there, then."

"Not to-day; I should not be able to give any reason for the
change."

"I will come again to-morrow, and start for Lyons in the evening."

The little boarder came back, and I stood up facing her.  I had a
number of beautiful seals and trinkets hanging from my watch-
chain, and I had not had the time to put myself in a state of
perfect decency again.

She noticed it, and by way of pretext she asked if she might look
at them.

"As long as you like; you may look at them and touch them as
well."

M---- M---- foresaw what would happen and left the room, saying
that she would soon be back.  I had intended to deprive the young
boarder of all interest in my seals by shewing her a curiosity of
another kind.  She did not conceal her pleasure in satisfying her
inquisitiveness on an object which was quite new to her, and which
she was able to examine minutely for the first time in her life.
But soon an effusion changed her curiosity into surprise, and I
did not interrupt her in her delighted gaze.

I saw M---- M---- coming back slowly, and I lowered my shirt
again, and sat down.  My watch and chains were still on the ledge
of the grating, and M---- M---- asked her young friend if the
trinkets had pleased her.

"Yes," she replied, but in a dreamy and melancholy voice.  She had
learnt so much in the course of less than two hours that she had
plenty to think over.  I spent the rest of the day in telling M----
M---- the adventures I had encountered since I had left her; but
as I had not time to finish my tale I promised to return the next
day at the same time.

The little girl, who had been listening to me all the time, though
I appeared to be only addressing her friend, said that she longed
to know the end of my adventure with the Duke of Matelone's
mistress.

I supped with the fair Desarmoises, and after giving her sundry
proofs of my affection till midnight, and telling her that I only
stopped on for her sake, I went to bed.

The next day after dinner I returned to the convent, and having
sent up my name to M---- M---- I entered the room where the
grating was more convenient.

Before long M---- M---- arrived alone, but she anticipated my
thoughts by telling me that her pretty friend would soon join her.

"You have fired her imagination.  She has told me all about it,
playing a thousand wanton tricks, and calling me her dear husband.
You have seduced the girl, and I am very glad you are going or
else you would drive her mad.  You will see how she has dressed
herself."

"Are you sure of her discretion?"

"Perfectly, but I hope you won't do anything in my presence.  When
I see the time coming I will leave the room."

"You are an angel, dearest, but you might be something better than
that if you would--"

"I want nothing for myself; it is out of the question."

"You could--"

"No, I will have nothing to do with a pastime which would rekindle
fires that are hardly yet quenched.  I have spoken; I suffer, but
let us say no more about it."

At this moment the young adept came in smiling, with her eyes full
of fire.  She was dressed in a short pelisse, open in front, and
an embroidered muslin skirt which did not go beyond her knees.
She looked like a sylph.

We had scarcely sat down when she reminded me of the place where
my tale had stopped.  I continued my recital, and when I was
telling them how Donna Lucrezia shewed me Leonilda naked, M----
M---- went out, and the sly little puss asked me how I assured
myself that my daughter was a maid.

I took bold of her through the fatal grating, against which she
placed her pretty body, and shewed her how assured myself of the
fact, and the girl liked it so much that she pressed my hand to
the spot.  She then gave me her hand that I might share her
pleasure, and whilst this enjoyable occupation was in progress
M---- M---- appeared.  My sweetheart said hastily,--

"Never mind, I told her all about it.  She is a good creature and
will not be vexed."  Accordingly M---- M---- pretended not to see
anything, and the precocious little girl wiped her hand in a kind
of voluptuous ecstacy, which shewed how well she was pleased.

I proceeded with my history, but when I came to the episode of the
poor girl who was 'tied', describing all the trouble I had vainly
taken with her, the little boarder got so curious that she placed
herself in the most seducing attitude so that I might be able to
shew her what I did.  Seeing this M---- M---- made her escape.

"Kneel down on the ledge, and leave the rest to me," said the
little wanton.

The reader will guess what she meant, and I have no doubt that she
would have succeeded in her purpose if the fire which consumed me
had not distilled itself away just at the happy moment.

The charming novice felt herself sprinkled, but after ascertaining
that nothing more could be done she withdrew in some vexation.  My
fingers, however, consoled her for the disappointment, and I had
the pleasure of seeing her look happy once more.

I left these charming creatures in the evening, promising to visit
them again in a year, but as I walked home I could not help
reflecting how often these asylums, supposed to be devoted to
chastity and prayer, contain in themselves the hidden germs of
corruption.  How many a timorous and trustful mother is persuaded
that the child of her affection will escape the dangers of the
world by taking refuge in the cloister.  But behind these bolts
and bars desires grow to a frenzied extreme; they crave in vain to
be satisfied.

When I returned to the inn I took leave of the wounded man, whom I
was happy to see out of danger.  In vain I urged him to make use
of my purse; he told me, with an affectionate embrace, that he had
sufficient money, and if not, he had only to write to his father.
I promised to stop at Lyons, and to oblige Desarmoises to desist
from any steps he might be taking against them, telling them I had
a power over him which would compel him to obey.  I kept my word.
After we had kissed and said good-bye, I took his future bride
into my room that we might sup together and enjoy ourselves till
midnight; but she could not have been very pleased with my
farewell salute, for I was only able to prove my love for her
once, as M---- M----'s young friend had nearly exhausted me.

I started at day-break, and the next day I reached the "Hotel du
Parc," at Lyons.  I sent for Desarmoises, and told him plainly
that his daughter's charms had seduced me, that I thought her
lover worthy of her, and that I expected him out of friendship for
me to consent to the marriage.  I went further, and told him that
if he did not consent to everything that very instant I could no
longer be his friend, and at this he gave in.  He executed the
requisite document in the presence of two witnesses, and I sent it
to Chamberi by an express messenger.

This false marquis made me dine with him in his poor house.  There
was nothing about his younger daughter to remind me of the elder,
and his wife inspired me with pity.  Before I left I managed to
wrap up six Louis in a piece of paper, and gave it to her without
the knowledge of her husband.  A grateful look shewed me how
welcome the present was.

I was obliged to go to Paris, so I gave Desarmoises sufficient
money for him to go to Strasburg, and await me there in company
with my Spaniard.

I thought myself wise in only taking Costa, but the inspiration
came from my evil genius.

I took the Bourbonnais way, and on the third day I arrived at
Paris, and lodged at the Hotel du St. Esprit, in the street of the
same name.

Before going to bed I sent Costa with a note to Madame d'Urfe,
promising to come and dine with her the next day.  Costa was a
good-looking young fellow, and as he spoke French badly and was
rather a fool I felt sure that Madame d'Urfe would take him for
some extraordinary being.  She wrote to say that she was
impatiently expecting me.

"How did the lady receive you, Costa?"

"She looked into a mirror, sir, and said some words I could make
nothing of; then she went round the room three times burning
incense; then she came up to me with a majestic air and looked me
in the face; and at last she smiled very pleasantly, and told me
to wait for a reply in the ante-chamber."




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MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
ADVENTURES IN THE SOUTH, Volume 4d--BACK AGAIN TO PARIS


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BACK AGAIN TO PARIS



CHAPTER XIII

My Stay at Paris and My Departure for Strasburg, Where I Find the
Renaud--My Misfortunes at Munich and My Sad Visit to Augsburg


At ten o'clock in the morning, cheered by the pleasant feeling of
being once more in that Paris which is so imperfect, but which is
the only true town in the world, I called on my dear Madame
d'Urfe, who received me with open arms.  She told me that the
young Count d'Aranda was quite well, and if I liked she would ask
him to dinner the next day.  I told her I should be delighted to
see him, and then I informed her that the operation by which she
was to become a man could not be performed till Querilinto, one of
the three chiefs of the Fraternity of the Rosy Cross, was
liberated from the dungeons of the Inquisition, at Lisbon.

"This is the reason," I added, "that I am going to Augsburg in the
course of next month, where I shall confer with the Earl of
Stormont as to the liberation of the adept, under the pretext of a
mission from the Portuguese Government.  For these purposes I shall
require a good letter of credit, and some watches and snuff-boxes
to make presents with, as we shall have to win over certain of the
profane."

"I will gladly see to all that, but you need not hurry yourself as
the Congress will not meet till September."

"Believe me, it will never meet at all, but the ambassadors of the
belligerent powers will be there all the same.  If, contrary to my
expectation, the Congress is held, I shall be obliged to go to
Lisbon.  In any case, I promise to see you again in the ensuing
winter.  The fortnight that I have to spend here will enable me to
defeat a plot of St. Germain's."

"St. Germain--he would never dare to return to Paris."

"I am certain that he is here in disguise.  The state messenger
who ordered him to leave London has convinced him the English
minister was not duped by the demand for his person to be given
up, made by the Comte d'Afri in the name of the king to the
States-General."

All this was mere guess-work, and it will be seen that I guessed
rightly.

Madame d'Urfe then congratulated me on the charming girl whom I
had sent from Grenoble to Paris.  Valenglard had told her the
whole story.

"The king adores her," said she, "and before long she will make
him a father.  I have been to see her at Passi with the Duchesse
de l'Oraguais."

"She will give birth to a son who will make France happy, and in
thirty years time you will see wondrous things, of which,
unfortunately, I can tell you nothing until your transformation.
Did you mention my name to her?"

"No, I did not; but I am sure you will be able to see her, if only
at Madame Varnier's."

She was not mistaken; but shortly afterwards an event happened
which made the madness of this excellent woman much worse.

Towards four o'clock, as we were talking over my travels and our
designs, she took a fancy to walk in the Bois du Boulogne.  She
begged me to accompany her, and I acceded to her request.  We
walked into the deepest recesses of the wood and sat down under a
tree.  "It is eighteen years ago," said she, "since I fell asleep
on the same spot that we now occupy.  During my sleep the divine
Horosmadis came down from the sun and stayed with me till I awoke.
As I opened my eyes I saw him leave me and ascend to heaven.  He
left me with child, and I bore a girl which he took away from me
years ago, no doubt to punish me for, having so far forgotten
myself as to love a mortal after him.  My lovely Iriasis was like
him."

"You are quite sure that M. d'Urfe was not the child's father?"

"M. d'Urfe did not know me after he saw me lying beside the divine
Anael."

"That's the genius of Venus.  Did he squint?"

"To excess.  You are aware, then, that he squints?"

"Yes, and I know that at the amorous crisis he ceases to squint."

"I did not notice that.  He too, left me on account of my sinning
with an Arab."

"The Arab was sent to you by an enemy of Anael's, the genius of
Mercury."

"It must have been so; it was a great misfortune."

"On the contrary, it rendered you more fit for transformation."

We were walking towards the carriage when all at once we saw St.
Germain, but as soon as he noticed us he turned back and we lost
sight of him.

"Did you see him?" said I.  "He is working against us, but our
genie makes him tremble."

"I am quite thunderstruck.  I will go and impart this piece of
news to the Duc de Choiseul to-morrow morning.  I am curious to
hear what he will say when I tell him."

As we were going back to Paris I left Madame d'Urfe, and walked to
the Porte St.  Denis to see my brother.  He and his wife received
me with cries of joy.  I thought the wife very pretty but very
wretched, for Providence had not allowed my brother to prove his
manhood, and she was unhappily in love with him.  I say unhappily,
because her love kept her faithful to him, and if she had not been
in love she might easily have found a cure for her misfortune as
her husband allowed her perfect liberty.  She grieved bitterly,
for she did not know that my brother was impotent, and fancied
that the reason of his abstention was that he did not return her
love; and the mistake was an excusable one, for he was like a
Hercules, and indeed he was one, except where it was most to be
desired.  Her grief threw her into a consumption of which she died
five or six years later.  She did not mean her death to be a
punishment to her husband, but we shall see that it was so.

The next day I called on Madame Varnier to give her Madame Morin's
letter.  I was cordially welcomed, and Madame Varnier was kind
enough to say that she had rather see me than anybody else in the
world; her niece had told her such strange things about me that
she had got quite curious.  This, as is well known, is a
prevailing complaint with women.

"You shall see my niece," she said, "and she will tell you all
about herself."

She wrote her a note, and put Madame Morin's letter under the same
envelope.

"If you want to know what my niece's answer is," said Madame
Varnier, "you must dine with me."

I accepted the invitation, and she immediately told her servant
that she was not at home to anyone.

The small messenger who had taken the note to Passi returned at
four o'clock with the following epistle:

"The moment in which I see the Chevalier de Seingalt once more
will be one of the happiest of my life.  Ask him to be at your
house at ten o'clock the day after tomorrow, and if he can't come
then please let me know."

After reading the note and promising to keep the appointment, I
left Madame Varnier and called on Madame de Rumain, who told me I
must spend a whole day with her as she had several questions to
put to my oracle.

Next day Madame d'Urfe told me the reply she had from the Duc de
Choiseul, when she told him that she had seen the Comte de St.
Germain in the Bois du Boulogne.

"I should not be surprised," said the minister, "considering that
he spent the night in my closet."

The duke was a man of wit and a man of the world.  He only kept
secrets when they were really important ones; very different from
those make-believe diplomatists, who think they give themselves
importance by making a mystery of trifles of no consequence.  It
is true that the Duc de Choiseul very seldom thought anything of
great importance; and, in point of fact, if there were less
intrigue and more truth about diplomacy (as there ought to be),
concealment would be rather ridiculous than necessary.

The duke had pretended to disgrace St. Germain in France that he
might use him as a spy in London; but Lord Halifax was by no means
taken in by this stratagem.  However, all governments have the
politeness to afford one another these services, so that none of
them can reproach the others.

The small Conte d'Aranda after caressing me affectionately begged
me to come and breakfast with him at his boarding-house, telling
me that Mdlle. Viar would be glad to see me.

The next day I took care not to fail in my appointment with the
fair lady.  I was at Madame Varnier's a quarter of an hour before
the arrival of the dazzling brunette, and I waited for her with a
beating at the heart which shewed me that the small favours she
had given me had not quenched the flame of love.  When she made
her appearance the stoutness of her figure carried respect with
it, so that I did not feel as if I could come forward and greet
her tenderly; but she was far from thinking that more respect was
due to her than when she was at Grenoble, poor but also pure.  She
kissed me affectionately and told me as much.

"They think I am happy," said she, "and envy my lot; but can one
be happy after the loss of one's self-respect?  For the last six
months I have only smiled, not laughed; while at Grenoble I
laughed heartily from true gladness.  I have diamonds, lace, a
beautiful house, a superb carriage, a lovely garden, waiting-
maids, and a maid of honour who perhaps despises me; and although
the highest Court ladies treat me like a princess, I do not pass a
single day without experiencing some mortification."

"Mortification?"

"Yes; people come and bring pleas before me, and I am obliged to
send them away as I dare not ask the king anything."

"Why not?"

"Because I cannot look on him as my lover only; he is always my
sovereign, too.  Ah! happiness is to be sought for in simple
homes, not in pompous palaces."

"Happiness is gained by complying with the duties of whatever
condition of life one is in, and you must constrain yourself to
rise to that exalted station in which destiny has placed you."

"I cannot do it; I love the king and I am always afraid of vexing
him.  I am always thinking that he does too much for me, and thus
I dare not ask for anything for others."

"But I am sure the king would be only too glad to shew his love
for you by benefiting the persons in whom you take an interest."

"I know he would, and that thought makes me happy, but I cannot
overcome my feeling of repugnance to asking favours.  I have a
hundred louis a month for pin-money, and I distribute it in alms
and presents, but with due economy, so that I am not penniless at
the end of the month.  I have a foolish notion that the chief
reason the king loves me is that I do not importune him."

"And do you love him?"

"How can I help it?  He is good-hearted, kindly, handsome, and
polite to excess; in short, he possesses all the qualities to
captivate a woman's heart.

"He is always asking me if I am pleased with my furniture, my
clothes, my servants, and my garden, and if I desire anything
altered.  I thank him with a kiss, and tell him that I am pleased
with everything."

"Does he ever speak of the scion you are going to present to him?"

"He often says that I ought to be careful of myself in my
situation.  I am hoping that he will recognize my son as a prince
of the blood; he ought in justice to do so, as the queen is dead."

"To be sure he will."

"I should be very happy if I had a son.  I wish I felt sure that I
would have one.  But I say nothing about this to anyone.  If I
dared speak to the king about the horoscope, I am certain he would
want to know you; but I am afraid of evil tongues."

"So am I.  Continue in your discreet course and nothing will come
to disturb your happiness, which may become greater, and which I
am pleased to have procured for you."

We did not part without tears.  She was the first to go, after
kissing me and calling me her best friend.  I stayed a short time
with Madame Varnier to compose my feelings, and I told her that I
should have married her instead of drawing her horoscope.

"She would no doubt have been happier.  You did not foresee,
perhaps, her timidity and her lack of ambition."

"I can assure you that I did not reckon upon her courage or
ambition.  I laid aside my own happiness to think only of hers.
But what is done cannot be recalled, and I shall be consoled if I
see her perfectly happy at last.  I hope, indeed, she will be so,
above all if she is delivered of a son."

I dined with Madame d'Urfe, and we decided to send back Aranda to
his boarding-school that we might be more free to pursue our
cabalistic operations; and afterwards I went to the opera, where
my brother had made an appointment with me.  He took me to sup at
Madame Vanloo's, and she received me in the friendliest manner
possible.

"You will have the pleasure of meeting Madame Blondel and her
husband," said she.

The reader will recollect that Madame Blondel was Manon Baletti,
whom I was to have married.

"Does she know I am coming?" I enquired.

"No, I promise myself the pleasure of seeing her surprise."

"I am much obliged to you for not wishing to enjoy my surprise as
well.  We shall see each other again, but not to-day, so I must
bid you farewell; for as I am a man of honour I hope never to be
under the same roof as Madame Blondel again."

With this I left the room, leaving everybody in astonishment, and
not knowing where to go I took a coach and went to sup with my
sister-in-law, who was extremely glad to see me.  But all through
supper-time this charming woman did nothing but complain of her
husband, saying that he had no business to marry her, knowing that
he could not shew himself a man.

"Why did you not make the trial before you married?"

"Was it for me to propose such a thing?  How should I suppose that
such a fine man was impotent?  But I will tell you how it all
happened.  As you know, I was a dancer at the Comedie Italienne,
and I was the mistress of M. de Sauci, the ecclesiastical
commissioner.  He brought your brother to my house, I liked him,
and before long I saw that he loved me.  My lover advised me that
it was an opportunity for getting married and making my fortune.
With this idea I conceived the plan of not granting him any
favours.  He used to come and see me in the morning, and often
found me in bed; we talked together, and his passions seemed to be
aroused, but it all ended in kissing.  On my part, I was waiting
for a formal declaration and a proposal of marriage.  At that
period, M. de Sauci settled an annuity of a thousand crowns on me
on the condition that I left the stage.

"In the spring M. de Sauci invited your brother to spend a month
in his country house.  I was of the party, but for propriety's
sake it was agreed that I should pass as your brother's wife.
Casanova enjoyed the idea, looking upon it as a jest, and not
thinking of the consequences.  I was therefore introduced as his
wife to my lover's family, as also to his relations, who were
judges, officers, and men about town, and to their wives, who were
all women of fashion.  Your brother was in high glee that to play
our parts properly we were obliged to sleep together.  For my
part, I was far from disliking the idea, or at all events I looked
upon it as a short cut to the marriage I desired.

"But how can I tell you?  Though tender and affectionate in
everything, your brother slept with me for a month without our
attaining what seemed the natural result under the circumstances."

"You might have concluded, then, that he was impotent; for unless
he were made of stone, or had taken a vow of chastity, his conduct
was inexplicable."

"The fact is, that I had no means of knowing whether he was
capable or incapable of giving me substantial proof of his love."

"Why did you not ascertain his condition for yourself?"

"A feeling of foolish pride prevented me from putting him to the
test.  I did not suspect the truth, but imagined reasons
flattering to myself.  I thought that he loved me so truly that he
would not do anything before I was his wife.  That idea prevented
me humiliating myself by making him give me some positive proof of
his powers."

"That supposition would have been tenable, though highly
improbable, if you had been an innocent young maid, but he knew
perfectly well that your novitiate was long over."

"Very true; but what can you expect of a woman impelled by love
and vanity?"

"Your reasoning is excellent, but it comes rather late."  "Well,
at last we went back to Paris, your brother to his house, and I to
mine, while he continued his courtship, and I could not understand
what he meant by such strange behaviour.  M. de Sauci, who knew
that nothing serious had taken place between us, tried in vain to
solve the enigma.  'No doubt he is afraid of getting you with
child,' he said, 'and of thus being obliged to marry you.' I began
to be of the same opinion, but I thought it a strange line for a
man in love to take.

"M. de Nesle, an officer in the French Guards, who had a pretty
wife I had met in the country, went to your brother's to call on
me.  Not finding me there he asked why we did not live together.
Your brother replied openly that our marriage had been a mere
jest.  M. de Nesle then came to me to enquire if this were the
truth, and when he heard that it was he asked me how I would like
him to make Casanova marry me.  I answered that I should be
delighted, and that was enough for him.  He went again to your
brother, and told him that his wife would never have associated
with me on equal terms if I had not been introduced to her as a
married woman; that the deceit was an insult to all the company at
the country-house, which must be wiped out by his marrying me
within the week or by fighting a duel.  M. de Nesle added that if
he fell he would be avenged by all the gentlemen who had been
offended in the same way.  Casanova replied, laughing, that so far
from fighting to escape marrying me, he was ready to break a lance
to get me.  'I love her,' he said, 'and if she loves me I am quite
ready to give her my hand.  Be kind enough,' he added, 'to prepare
the way for me, and I will marry her whenever you like.'

"M. de Nesle embraced him, and promised to see to everything; he
brought me the joyful news, and in a week all was over.  M. de
Nesle gave us a splendid supper on our wedding-day, and since then
I have had the title of his wife.  It is an empty title, however,
for, despite the ceremony and the fatal yes, I am no wife, for
your brother is completely impotent.  I am an unhappy wretch, and
it is all his fault, for he ought to have known his own condition.
He has deceived me horribly."

"But he was obliged to act as he did; he is more to be pitied than
to be blamed.  I also pity you, but I think you are in the wrong,
for after his sleeping with you for a month without giving any
proof of his manhood you might have guessed the truth.  Even if
you had been a perfect novice, M. de Sauci ought to have known
what was the matter; he must be aware that it is beyond the power
of man to sleep beside a pretty woman, and to press her naked body
to his breast without becoming, in spite of himself, in a state
which would admit of no concealment; that is, in case he were not
impotent."

"All that seems very reasonable, but nevertheless neither of us
thought of it; your brother looks such a Hercules."

"There are two remedies open to you; you can either have your
marriage annulled, or you can take a lover; and I am sure that my
brother is too reasonable a man to offer any opposition to the
latter course."

"I am perfectly free, but I can neither avail myself of a divorce
nor of a lover; for the wretch treats me so kindly that I love him
more and more, which doubtless makes my misfortune harder to bear."

The poor woman was so unhappy that I should have been delighted to
console her, but it was out of the question.  However, the mere
telling of her story had afforded her some solace, and after
kissing her in such a way as to convince her that I was not like
my brother, I wished her good night.

The next day I called on Madame Vanloo, who informed me that
Madame Blondel had charged her to thank me for having gone away,
while her husband wished me to know that he was sorry not to have
seen me to express his gratitude.

"He seems to have found his wife a maid, but that's no fault of
mine; and Manon Baletti is the only person he ought to be grateful
to.  They tell me that he has a pretty baby, and that he lives at
the Louvre, while she has another house in the Rue Neuve-des-
Petits-Champs."

"Yes, but he has supper with her every evening."

"It's an odd way of living."

"I assure you it answers capitally.  Blondel regards his wife as
his mistress.  He says that that keeps the flame of love alight,
and that as he never had a mistress worthy of being a wife, he is
delighted to have a wife worthy of being a mistress."

The next day I devoted entirely to Madame de Rumain, and we were
occupied with knotty questions till the evening.  I left her well
pleased.  The marriage of her daughter, Mdlle. Cotenfau, with M.
de Polignac, which took place five or six years later, was the
result of our cabalistic calculations.

The fair stocking-seller of the Rue des Prouveres, whom I had
loved so well, was no longer in Paris.  She had gone off with a M.
de Langlade, and her husband was inconsolable.  Camille was ill.
Coralline had become the titulary mistress of the Comte de la
Marche, son of the Prince of Conti, and the issue of this union
was a son, whom I knew twenty years later.  He called himself the
Chevalier de Montreal, and wore the cross of the Knights of Malta.
Several other girls I had known were widowed and in the country,
or had become inaccessible in other ways.

Such was the Paris of my day.  The actors on its stage changed as
rapidly as the fashions.

I devoted a whole day to my old friend Baletti, who had left the
theatre and married a pretty ballet-girl on the death of his
father; he was making experiments with a view to finding the
philosopher's stone.

I was agreeably surprised at meeting the poet Poinsinet at the
Comedic Francaise.  He embraced me again and again, and told me
that M. du Tillot had overwhelmed him with kindness at Parma.

"He would not get me anything to do," said Poinsinet, "because a
French poet is rather at a discount in Italy."

"Have you heard anything of Lord Lismore?"

"Yes, he wrote to his mother from Leghorn, telling her that he was
going to the Indies, and that if you had not been good enough to
give him a thousand Louis he would have been a prisoner at Rome."

"His fate interests me extremely, and I should be glad to call on
his lady-mother with you."

"I will tell her that you are in Paris, and I am sure that she
will invite you to supper, for she has the greatest desire to talk
to you."

"How are you getting on here?  Are you still content to serve
Apollo?"

"He is not the god of wealth by any means.  I have no money and no
room, and I shall be glad of a supper, if you will ask me.  I will
read you my play, the 'Cercle', which has been accepted.  I am
sure it will be successful?"

The 'Cercle' was a short prose play, in which the poet satirised
the jargon of Dr. Herrenschwand, brother of the doctor I had
consulted at Soleure.  The play proved to be a great success.

I took Poinsinet home to supper, and the poor nursling of the
muses ate for four.  In the morning he came to tell me that the
Countess of Lismore expected me to supper.

I found the lady, still pretty, in company with her aged lover, M.
de St. Albin, Archbishop of Cambrai, who spent all the revenues of
his see on her.  This worthy prelate was one of the illegitimate
children of the Duc d'Orleans, the famous Regent, by an actress.
He supped with us, but he only opened his mouth to eat, and his
mistress only spoke of her son, whose talents she lauded to the
skies, though he was in reality a mere scamp; but I felt in duty
bound to echo what she said.  It would have been cruel to
contradict her.  I promised to let her know if I saw anything more
of him.

Poinsinet, who was hearthless and homeless, as they say, spent the
night in my room, and in the morning I gave him two cups of
chocolate and some money wherewith to get a lodging.  I never saw
him again, and a few years after he was drowned, not in the
fountain of Hippocrene, but in the Guadalquivir.  He told me that
he had spent a week with M. de Voltaire, and that he had hastened
his return to Paris to obtain the release of the Abbe Morellet
from the Bastile.

I had nothing more to do at Paris, and I was only waiting for some
clothes to be made and for a cross of the order, with which the
Holy Father had decorated me, to be set with diamonds and rubies.

I had waited for five or six days when an unfortunate incident
obliged me to take a hasty departure.  I am loth to write what
follows, for it was all my own fault that I was nearly losing my
life and my honour.  I pity those simpletons who blame fortune and
not themselves for their misfortunes.

I was walking in the Tuileries at ten o'clock in the morning, when
I was unlucky enough to meet the Dangenancour and another girl.
This Dangenancour was a dancer at the opera-house, whom I had
desired to meet previously to my last departure from Paris.  I
congratulated myself on the lucky chance which threw her in my
way, and accosted her, and had not much trouble in inducing her to
dine with me at Choisi.

We walked towards the Pont-Royal, where we took a coach.  After
dinner had been ordered we were taking a turn in the garden, when
I saw a carriage stop and two adventurers whom I knew getting out
of it, with two girls, friends of the ones I had with me.  The
wretched landlady, who was standing at the door, said that if we
liked to sit down together she could give us an excellent dinner,
and I said nothing, or rather I assented to the yes of my two
nymphs.  The dinner was excellent, and after the bill was paid,
and we were on the point of returning to Paris, I noticed that a
ring, which I had taken off to shew to one of the adventurers
named Santis, was still missing.  It was an exceedingly pretty
miniature, and the diamond setting had cost me twenty-five Louis.
I politely begged Santis to return me the ring, and he replied
with the utmost coolness that he had done so already.

"If you had returned it," said I, "it would be on my finger, and
you see that it is not."

He persisted in his assertion; the girls said nothing, but
Santis's friend, a Portuguese, named Xavier, dared to tell me that
he had seen the ring returned.

"You're a liar," I exclaimed; and without more ado I took hold of
Santis by the collar, and swore I would rot let him go till he
returned me my ring.  The Portuguese rose to come to his friend's
rescue, while I stepped back and drew my sword, repeating my
determination not to let them go.  The landlady came on the scene
and began to shriek, and Santis asked me to give him a few words
apart.  I thought in all good faith that he was ashamed to restore
the ring before company, but that he would give it me as soon as
we were alone.  I sheathed my sword, and told him to come with me.
Xavier got into the carriage with the four girls, and they all
went back to Paris.

Santis followed me to the back of the inn, and then assuming a
pleasant smile he told me that he had put the ring into his
friend's pocket for a joke, but that I should have it back at
Paris.

"That's an idle tale," I exclaimed, "your friend said that he saw
you return it, and now he has escaped me.  Do you think that I am
green enough to be taken in by this sort of thing?  You're a
couple of robbers."

So saying, I stretched out my hand for his watch-chain, but he
stepped back and drew his sword.  I drew mine, and we had scarcely
crossed swords when he thrust, and I parrying rushed in and ran
him through and through.  He fell to the ground calling, "Help!" I
sheathed my sword, and, without troubling myself about him, got
into my coach and drove back to Paris.

I got down in the Place Maubert, and walked by a circuitous way to
my hotel.  I was sure that no one could have come after me there,
as my landlord did not even know my name.

I spent the rest of the day in packing up my trunks, and after
telling Costa to place them on my carriage I went to Madame
d'Urfe.  After I had told her of what had happened, I begged her,
as soon as that which she had for me was ready, to send it to me
at Augsburg by Costa.  I should have told her to entrust it to one
of her own servants, but my good genius had left me that day.
Besides I did not look upon Costa as a thief.

When I got back to the hotel I gave the rascal his instructions,
telling him to be quick and to keep his own counsel, and then I
gave him money for the journey.

I left Paris in my carriage, drawn by four hired horses, which
took me as far as the second post, and I did not stop till I got
to Strasburg, where I found Desarmoises and my Spaniard.

There was nothing to keep me in Strasburg, so I wanted to cross
the Rhine immediately; but Desarmoises persuaded me to come with
him to see an extremely pretty woman who had only delayed her
departure for Augsburg in the hope that we might journey there
together.

"You know the lady," said the false marquis, "but she made me give
my word of honour that I would not tell you.  She has only her
maid with her, and I am sure you will be pleased to see her."

My curiosity made me give in.  I followed Desarmoises, and came
into a room where I saw a nice-looking woman whom I did not
recognize at first.  I collected my thoughts, and the lady turned
out to be a dancer whom I had admired on the Dresden boards eight
years before.  She was then mistress to Count Bruhl, but I had not
even attempted to win her favour.  She had an excellent carriage,
and as she was ready to go to Augsburg I immediately concluded
that we could make the journey together very pleasantly.

After the usual compliments had passed, we decided on leaving for
Augsburg the following morning.  The lady was going to Munich, but
as I had no business there we agreed that she should go by
herself.

"I am quite sure," she said, afterwards, "that you will come too,
for the ambassadors do not assemble at Augsburg till next
September."

We supped together, and next morning we started on our way; she in
her carriage with her maid, and I in mine with Desarmoises,
preceded by Le Duc on horseback.  At Rastadt, however, we made a
change, the Renaud (as she was called) thinking that she would
give less opportunity for curious surmises by riding with me while
Desarmoises went with the servant.  We soon became intimate.  She
told me about herself, or pretended to, and I told her all that I
did not want to conceal.  I informed her that I was an agent of
the Court of Lisbon, and she believed me, while, for my part, I
believed that she was only going to Munich and Augsburg to sell
her diamonds.

We began to talk about Desarmoises, and she said that it was well
enough for me to associate with him, but I should not countenance
his styling himself marquis.

"But," said I, "he is the son of the Marquis Desarmoises, of
Nancy."

"No, he isn't; he is only a retired messenger, with a small
pension from the department of foreign affairs.  I know the
Marquis Desarmoises; he lives at Nancy, and is not so old as our
friend."

"Then one can't see how he can be Desarmoises's father."

"The landlord of the inn at Strasburg knew him when he was a
messenger."

"How did you make his acquaintance?"

"We met at the table d'hote.  After dinner he came up to my room,
and told me he was waiting for a gentleman who was going to
Augsburg, and that we might make the journey together.  He told me
the name, and after questioning him I concluded that the gentleman
was yourself, so here we are, and I am very glad of it.  But
listen to me; I advise you to drop all false styles and titles.
Why do you call yourself Seingalt?"

"Because it's my name, but that doesn't prevent my old friends
calling me Casanova, for I am both.  You understand?"

"Oh, yes!  I understand.  Your mother is at Prague, and as she
doesn't get her pension on account of the war, I am afraid she
must be rather in difficulties."

"I know it, but I do not forget my filial duties.  I have sent her
some money."

"That's right.  Where are you going to stay at Augsburg ?"

"I shall take a house, and if you like you shall be the mistress
and do the honours."

"That would be delightful!  We will give little suppers, and play
cards all night."

"Your programme is an excellent one."

"I will see that you get a good cook; all the Bavarian cooks are
good.  We shall cut a fine figure, and people will say we love
each other madly."

"You must know, dearest, that I do not understand jokes at the
expense of fidelity."

"You may trust me for that.  You know how I lived at Dresden."

"I will trust you, but not blindly, I promise you.  And now let us
address each other in the same way; you must call me tu.  You must
remember we are lovers."

"Kiss me!"

The fair Renaud did not like traveling by night; she preferred to
eat a good supper, to drink heavily, and to go to bed just as her
head began to whirl.  The heat of the wine made her into a
Bacchante, hard to appease; but when I could do no more I told her
to leave me alone, and she had to obey.

When we reached Augsburg we alighted at the "Three Moors," but the
landlord told us that though he could give us a good dinner he
could not put us up, as the whole of the hotel had been engaged by
the French ambassador.  I called on M. Corti, the banker to whom I
was accredited, and he soon got me a furnished house with a
garden, which I took for six months.  The Renaud liked it
immensely.

No one had yet arrived at Augsburg.  The Renaud contrived to make
me feel that I should be lonely at Augsburg without her, and
succeeded in persuading me to come with her to Munich.  We put up
at the "Stag," and made ourselves very comfortable, while
Desarmoises went to stay somewhere else.  As my business and that
of my new mate had nothing in common, I gave her a servant and a
carriage to herself, and made myself the same allowance.

The Abbe Gama had given me a letter from the Commendatore Almada
for Lord Stormont, the English ambassador at the Court of Bavaria.
This nobleman being then at Munich I hastened to deliver the
letter.  He received me very well, and promised to do all he could
as soon as he had time, as Lord Halifax had told him all about it.
On leaving his Britannic Lordship's I called on M. de Folard, the
French ambassador, and gave him a letter from M. de Choiseul.  M.
de Folard gave me a hearty welcome, and asked me to dine with him
the next day, and the day after introduced me to the Elector.

During the four fatal weeks I spent at Munich, the ambassador's
house was the only one I frequented.  I call these weeks fatal,
and with reason, for in then I lost all my money, I pledged jewels
(which I never recovered) to the amount of forty thousand francs,
and finally I lost my health.  My assassins were the Renaud and
Desarmoises, who owed me so much and paid me so badly.

The third day after my arrival I had to call on the Dowager
Electress of Saxony.  It was my brother-in-law, who was in her
train, that made me go, by telling me that it must be done, as she
knew me and had been enquiring for me.  I had no reason to repent
of my politeness in going, as the Electress gave me a good
reception, and made me talk to any extent.  She was extremely
curious, like most people who have no employment, and have not
sufficient intelligence to amuse themselves.

I have done a good many foolish things in the course of my
existence.  I confess it as frankly as Rousseau, and my Memoirs
are not so egotistic as those of that unfortunate genius; but I
never committed such an act of folly as I did when I went to
Munich, where I had nothing to do.  But it was a crisis in my
life.  My evil genius had made me commit one folly after another
since I left Turin.  The evening at Lord Lismore's, my connection
with Desarmoises, my party at Choisi, my trust in Costa, my union
with the Renaud, and worse than all, my folly in letting myself
play at faro at a place where the knavery of the gamesters is
renowned all over Europe, followed one another in fatal
succession.  Among the players was the famous, or rather infamous,
Affisio, the friend of the Duc de Deux-Ponts, whom the duke called
his aide-decamp, and who was known for the keenest rogue in the
world.

I played every day, and as I often lost money on my word of
honour, the necessity of paying the next day often caused me the
utmost anxiety.  When I had exhausted my credit with the bankers,
I had recourse to the Jews who require pledges, and in this
Desarmoises and the Renaud were my agents, the latter of whom
ended by making herself mistress of all my property.  This was not
the worst thing she did to me; for she, gave me a disease, which
devoured her interior parts and left no marks outwardly, and was
thus all the more dangerous, as the freshness of her complexion
seemed to indicate the most perfect health.  In short, this
serpent, who must have come from hell to destroy me, had acquired
such a mastery over me that she persuaded me that she would be
dishonoured if I called in a doctor during our stay at Munich, as
everybody knew that we were living together as man and wife.

I cannot imagine what had become of my wits to let myself be so
beguiled, while every day I renewed the poison that she had poured
into my veins.

My stay at Munich was a kind of curse; throughout that dreadful
month I seemed to have a foretaste of the pains of the damned.
The Renaud loved gaming, and Desarmoises was her partner.  I took
care not to play with them, for the false marquis was an
unmitigated cheat and often tricked with less skill than
impudence.  He asked disreputable people to my house and treated
them at my expense; every evening scenes of a disgraceful
character took place.

The Dowager Electress mortified me extremely by the way she
addressed me on my last two visits to her.

"Everybody knows what kind of a life you lead here, and the way
the Renaud behaves, possibly without your knowing it.  I advise
you to have done with her, as your character is suffering."

She did not know what a thraldom I was under.  I had left Paris
for a month, and I had neither heard of Madame d'Urfe nor of
Costa.  I could not guess the reason, but I began to suspect my
Italian's fidelity.  I also feared lest my good Madame d'Urfe
might be dead or have come to her senses, which would have come to
the same thing so far as I was concerned; and I could not possibly
return to Paris to obtain the information which was so necessary
both for calming my mind and refilling my purse.

I was in a terrible state, and my sharpest pang was that I began
to experience a certain abatement of my vigors, the natural result
of advancing years.  I had no longer that daring born of youth and
the knowledge of one's strength, and I was not yet old enough to
have learnt how to husband my forces.  Nevertheless, I made an
effort and took a sudden leave of my mistress, telling her I would
await her at Augsburg.  She did not try to detain me, but promised
to rejoin me as soon as possible; she was engaged in selling her
jewellery.  I set out preceded by Le Duc, feeling very glad that
Desarmoises had chosen to stay with the wretched woman to whom he
had introduced me.  When I reached my pretty house at Augsburg I
took to my bed, determined not to rise till I was cured or dead.
M. Carli, my banker, recommended to me a doctor named Cephalides,
a pupil of the famous Fayet, who had cured me of a similar
complaint several years before.  This Cephalides was considered
the best doctor in Augsburg.  He examined me and declared he could
cure me by sudorifics without having recourse to the knife.  He
began his treatment by putting me on a severe regimen, ordering
baths, and applying mercury locally.  I endured this treatment for
six weeks, at the end of which time I found myself worse than at
the beginning.  I had become terribly thin, and I had two enormous
inguinal tumours.  I had to make up my mind to have them lanced,
but though the operation nearly killed me it did not to make me
any better.  He was so clumsy as to cut the artery, causing great
loss of blood which was arrested with difficulty, and would have
proved fatal if it had not been for the care of M. Algardi, a
Bolognese doctor in the service of the Prince-Bishop of Augsburg.

I had enough of Cephalides, and Dr. Algardi prepared in my
presence eighty-six pills containing eighteen grains of manna.  I
took one of these pills every morning, drinking a large glass of
curds after it, and in the evening I had another pill with barley
water, and this was the only sustenance I had.  This heroic
treatment gave me back my health in two months and a half, in
which I suffered a great deal of pain; but I did not begin to put
on flesh and get back my strength till the end of the year.

It was during this time that I heard about Costa's flight with my
diamonds, watches, snuff-box, linen, rich suits, and a hundred
louis which Madame d'Urfe had given him for the journey.  The
worthy lady sent me a bill of exchange for fifty thousand francs,
which she had happily not entrusted to the robber, and the money
rescued me very opportunely from the state to which my imprudence
had reduced me.

At this period I made another discovery of an extremely vexatious
character; namely, that Le Duc had robbed me.  I would have
forgiven him if he had not forced me to a public exposure, which I
could only have avoided with the loss of my honour.  However, I
kept him in my service till my return to Paris at the commencement
of the following year.

Towards the end of September, when everybody knew that the
Congress would not take place, the Renaud passed through Augsburg
with Desarrnoises on her way to Paris; but she dared not come and
see me for fear I should make her return my goods, of which she
had taken possession without telling me.  Four or five years later
she married a man named Bohmer, the same that gave the Cardinal de
Rohan the famous necklace, which he supposed was destined for the
unfortunate Marie Antoinette.  The Renaud was at Paris when I
returned, but I made no endeavour to see her, as I wished, if
possible, to forget the past.  I had every reason to do so, for
amongst all the misfortunes I had gone through during that
wretched year the person I found most at fault was myself.
Nevertheless, I would have given myself the pleasure of cutting
off Desarmoises's ears; but the old rascal, who, no doubt, foresaw
what kind of treatment I was likely to mete to him, made his
escape.  Shortly after, he died miserably of consumption in
Normandy.

My health had scarcely returned, when I forgot all my woes and
began once more to amuse myself.  My excellent cook, Anna Midel,
who had been idle so long, had to work hard to satisfy my ravenous
appetite.  My landlord and pretty Gertrude, his daughter, looked
at me with astonishment as I ate, fearing some disastrous results.
Dr. Algardi, who had saved my life, prophesied a dyspepsia which
would bring me to the tomb, but my need of food was stronger than
his arguments, to which I paid no kind of attention; and I was
right, for I required an immense quantity of nourishment to
recover my former state, and I soon felt in a condition to renew
my sacrifices to the deity for whom I had suffered so much.

I fell in love with the cook and Gertrude, who were both young and
pretty.  I imparted my love to both of them at once, for I had
foreseen that if I attacked them separately I should conquer
neither.  Besides, I felt that I had not much time to lose, as I
had promised to sup with Madame, d'Urfe on the first night of the
year 1761 in a suite of rooms she had furnished for me in the Rue
de Bac.  She had adorned the rooms with superb tapestry made for
Rene of Savoy, on which were depicted all the operations of the
Great Work.  She wrote to me that she had heard that Santis had
recovered from the wound I had given him, and had been committed
to the Bicetre for fraud.

Gertrude and Anna Midel occupied my leisure moments agreeably
enough during the rest of my stay at Augsburg, but they did not
make me neglect society.  I spent my evenings in a very agreeable
manner with Count Max de Lamberg, who occupied the position of
field-marshal to the prince-bishop.  His wife had all the
attractions which collect good company together.  At this house I
made the acquaintance of the Baron von Selentin, a captain in the
Prussian service, who was recruiting for the King of Prussia at
Augsburg.  I was particularly drawn to the Count Lamberg by his
taste for literature.  He was an extremely learned man, and has
published some excellent works.  I kept up a correspondence with
him till his death, by his own fault, in 1792, four years from the
time of my writing.  I say by his fault, but I should have said by
the fault of his doctors, who treated him mercurially for a
disease which was not venereal; and this treatment not only killed
him but took away his good name.

His widow is still alive, and lives in Bavaria, loved by her
friends and her daughters, who all made excellent marriages.

At this time a miserable company of Italian actors made their
appearance in Augsburg, and I got them permission to play in a
small and wretched theatre.  As this was the occasion of an
incident which diverted me, the hero, I shall impart it to my
readers in the hope of its amusing them also.




CHAPTER XIV

The Actors--Bassi--The Girl From Strasburg The Female Count--
My Return to Paris I Go to Metz--Pretty Raton--The Pretended
Countess Lascaris


A woman, ugly enough, but lively like all Italians, called on me,
and asked me to intercede with the police to obtain permission for
her company to act in Augsburg.  In spite of her ugliness she was
a poor fellow-countrywoman, and without asking her name, or
ascertaining whether the company was good or bad, I promised to do
my best, and had no difficulty in obtaining the favour.

I went to the first performance, and saw to my surprise that the
chief actor was a Venetian, and a fellow-student of mine, twenty
years before, at St. Cyprian's College.  His name was Bassi, and
like myself he had given up the priesthood.  Fortune had made an
actor of him, and he looked wretched enough, while I, the adventurer,
had a prosperous air.

I felt curious to hear his adventures, and I was also actuated by
that feeling of kindliness which draws one towards the companions
of one's youthful and especially one's school days, so I went to
the back as soon as the curtain fell.  He recognized me directly,
gave a joyful cry, and after he had embraced me he introduced me
to his wife, the woman who had called on me, and to his daughter,
a girl of thirteen or fourteen, whose dancing had delighted me.
He did not stop here, but turning to his mates, of whom he was
chief, introduced me to them as his best friend.  These worthy
people, seeing me dressed like a lord, with a cross on my breast,
took me for a cosmopolitan charlatan who was expected at Augsburg,
and Bassi, strange to say, did not undeceive them.  When the
company had taken off its stage rags and put on its everyday rags,
Bassi's ugly wife took me by the arm and said I must come and sup
with her.  I let myself be led, and we soon got to just the kind
of room I had imagined.  It was a huge room on the ground floor,
which served for kitchen, dining-room, and bedroom all at once.
In the middle stood a long table, part of which was covered with a
cloth which looked as if it had been in use for a month, and at
the other end of the room somebody was washing certain earthenware
dishes in a dirty pan.  This den was lighted by one candle stuck
in the neck of a broken bottle, and as there were no snuffers
Bassi's wife snuffed it cleverly with her finger and thumb, wiping
her hand on the table-cloth after throwing the burnt wick on the
floor.  An actor with long moustaches, who played the villain in
the various pieces, served an enormous dish of hashed-up meat,
swimming in a sea of dirty water dignified with the name of sauce;
and the hungry family proceeded to tear pieces of bread off the
loaf with their fingers or teeth, and then to dip them in the
dish; but as all did the same no one had a right to be disgusted.
A large pot of ale passed from hand to hand, and with all this
misery mirth displayed itself on every countenance, and I had to
ask myself what is happiness.  For a second course there was a
dish of fried pork, which was devoured with great relish.  Bassi
was kind enough not to press me to take part in this banquet, and
I felt obliged to him.

The meal over, he proceeded to impart to me his adventures, which
were ordinary enough, and like those which many a poor devil has
to undergo; and while he talked his pretty daughter sat on my
knee.  Bassi brought his story to an end by saying that he was
going to Venice for the carnival, and was sure of making a lot of
money.  I wished him all the luck he could desire, and on his
asking me what profession I followed the fancy took me to reply
that I was a doctor.

"That's a better trade than mine," said he, "and I am happy to be
able to give you a valuable present."

"What is that?" I asked.

"The receipt for the Venetian Specific, which you can sell at two
florins a pound, while it will only cost you four gros."

"I shall be delighted; but tell me, how is the treasury?"

"Well, I can't complain for a first night.  I have paid all
expenses, and have given my actors a florin apiece.  But I am sure
I don't know how I am to play to-morrow, as the company has
rebelled; they say they won't act unless I give each of them a
florin in advance."

"They don't ask very much, however."

"I know that, but I have no money, and nothing to pledge; but they
will be sorry for it afterwards, as I am sure I shall make at
least fifty florins to-morrow."

"How many are there in the company?"

"Fourteen, including my family.  Could you lend me ten florins?
I would pay you back tomorrow night."

"Certainly, but I should like to have you all to supper at the
nearest inn to the theatre.  Here are the ten florins."

The poor devil overflowed with gratitude, and said he would order
supper at a florin a head, according to my instructions.
I thought the sight of fourteen famished actors sitting down to a
good supper would be rather amusing.

The company gave a play the next evening, but as only thirty or at
most forty people were present, poor Bassi did not know where to
turn to pay for the lighting and the orchestra.  He was in
despair; and instead of returning my ten florins he begged me to
lend him another ten, still in the hope of a good house next time.
I consoled him by saying we would talk it over after supper, and
that I would go to the inn to wait for my guests.

I made the supper last three hours by dint of passing the bottle
freely.  My reason was that I had taken a great interest in a
young girl from Strasburg, who played singing chamber-maids.  Her
features were exquisite and her voice charming, while she made me
split my sides with laughing at her Italian pronounced with an
Alsatian accent, and at her gestures which were of the most comic
description.

I was determined to possess her in the course of the next twenty-
four hours, and before the party broke up I spoke as follows:--

"Ladies and gentlemen, I will engage you myself for a week at
fifty florins a day on the condition that you acknowledge me as
your manager for the time being, and pay all the expenses of the
theatre.  You must charge the prices I name for seats, five
members of the company to be chosen by me must sup with me every
evening.  If the receipts amount to more than fifty florins, we
will share the overplus between us."

My proposal was welcomed with shouts of joy, and I called for pen,
ink, and paper, and drew up the agreement.

"For to-morrow," I said to Bassi, "the prices for admission shall
remain the same, but the day after we will see what can be done.
You and your family will sup with me to-morrow, as also the young
Alsatian whom I could never separate from her dear Harlequin:"

He issued bills of an enticing description for the following
evening; but, in spite of all, the pit only contained a score of
common people, and nearly all the boxes were empty.

Bassi had done his best, and when we met at supper he came up to
me looking extremely confused, and gave me ten or twelve florins.

"Courage!" said I; and I proceeded to share them among the guests
present.

We had a good supper, and I kept them at table till midnight,
giving them plenty of choice wine and playing a thousand pranks
with Bassi's daughter and the young Alsatian, who sat one on each
side of me.  I did not heed the jealous Harlequin, who seemed not
to relish my familiarities with his sweetheart.  The latter lent
herself to my endearments with a bad enough grace, as she hoped
Harlequin would marry her, and consequently did not want to vex
him.  When supper was over, we rose, and I took her between my
arms, laughing, and caressing her in a manner which seemed too
suggestive to the lover, who tried to pull me away.  I thought
this rather too much in my turn, and seizing him by his shoulders
I dismissed him with a hearty kick, which he received with great
humility.  However, the situation assumed a melancholy aspect, for
the poor girl began to weep bitterly.  Bassi and his wife, two
hardened sinners, laughed at her tears, and Bassi's daughter said
that her lover had offered me great provocation; but the young
Alsatian continued weeping, and told me that she would never sup
with me again if I did not make her lover return.

"I will see to all that," said I; and four sequins soon made her
all smiles again.  She even tried to shew me that she was not
really cruel, and that she would be still less so if I could
manage the jealous Harlequin.  I promised everything, and she did
her best to convince me that she would be quite complaisant on the
first opportunity.

I ordered Bassi to give notice that the pit would be two florins
and the boxes a ducat, but that the gallery would be opened freely
to the first comers.

"We shall have nobody there," said he, looking alarmed.

"Maybe, but that remains to be seen.  You must request twelve
soldiers to keep order, and I will pay for them."

"We shall want some soldiers to look after the mob which will
beseige the gallery, but as for the rest of the house .  .  .  ."

"Again I tell you, we shall see.  Carry out my instructions, and
whether they prove successful or no, we will have a merry supper
as usual."

The next day I called upon the Harlequin in his little den of a
room, and with two Louis, and a promise to respect his mistress, I
made him as soft as a glove.

Bassi's bills made everybody laugh.  People said he must be mad;
but when it was ascertained that it was the lessee's speculation,
and that I was the lessee, the accusation of madness was turned on
me, but what did I care?  At night the gallery was full an hour
before the rise of the curtain; but the pit was empty, and there was
nobody in the boxes with the exception of Count Lamberg, a Genoese
abbe named Bolo, and a young man who appeared to me a woman in
disguise.

The actors surpassed themselves, and the thunders of applause from
the gallery enlivened the performance.

When we got to the inn, Bassi gave me the three ducats for the
three boxes, but of course I returned them to him; it was quite a
little fortune for the poor actors.  I sat down at table between
Bassi's wife and daughter, leaving the Alsatian to her lover.  I
told the manager to persevere in the same course, and to let those
laugh who would, and I made him promise to play all his best
pieces.

When the supper and the wine had sufficiently raised my spirits, I
devoted my attention to Bassi's daughter, who let me do what I
liked, while her father and mother only laughed, and the silly
Harlequin fretted and fumed at not being able to take the same
liberties with his Dulcinea.  But at the end of supper, when I had
made the girl in a state of nature, I myself being dressed like
Adam before he ate the fatal apple, Harlequin rose, and taking his
sweetheart's arm was going to draw her away.  I imperiously told
him to sit down, and he obeyed me in amazement, contenting himself
with turning his back.  His sweetheart did not follow his example,
and so placed herself on the pretext of defending my victim that
she increased my enjoyment, while my vagrant hand did not seem to
displease her.

The scene excited Bassi's wife, and she begged her husband to give
her a proof of his love for her, to which request he acceded,
while modest Harlequin sat by the fire with his head on his hands.
The Alsatian was in a highly excited state, and took advantage of
her lover's position to grant me all I wished, so I proceeded to
execute the great work with her, and the violent movements of her
body proved that she was taking as active a part in it as myself.

When the orgy was over I emptied my purse on the table, and
enjoyed the eagerness with which they shared a score of sequins.

This indulgence at a time when I had not yet recovered my full
strength made me enjoy a long sleep.  Just as I awoke I was handed
a summons to appear before the burgomaster.  I made haste with my
toilette, for I felt curious to know the reason of this citation,
and I was aware I had nothing to fear.  When I appeared, the
magistrate addressed me in German, to which I turned a deaf ear,
for I only knew enough of that language to ask for necessaries.
When he was informed of my ignorance of German he addressed me in
Latin, not of the Ciceronian kind by any means, but in that
peculiar dialect which obtains at most of the German universities.

"Why do you bear a false name?" he asked.

"My name is not false.  You can ask Carli, the banker, who has
paid me fifty thousand florins."

"I know that; but your name is Casanova, so why do you call
yourself Seingalt?"

"I take this name, or rather I have taken it, because it belongs
to me, and in such a manner that if anyone else dared to take it I
should contest it as my property by every legitimate resource."

"Ah! and how does this name belong to you?"

"Because I invented it; but that does not prevent my being
Casanova as well."

"Sir, you must choose between Casanova and Seingalt; a man cannot
have two names."

"The Spaniards and Portuguese often have half a dozen names."

"But you are not a Spaniard or a Portuguese; you are an Italian:
and, after all, how can one invent a name?"

"It's the simplest thing in the world."

"Kindly explain."

"The alphabet belongs equally to the whole human race; no one can
deny that.  I have taken eight letters and combined them in such a
way as to produce the word Seingalt.  It pleased me, and I have
adopted it as my surname, being firmly persuaded that as no one
had borne it before no one could deprive me of it, or carry it
without my consent."

"This is a very odd idea.  Your arguments are rather specious than
well grounded, for your name ought to be none other than your
father's name."

"I suggest that there you are mistaken; the name you yourself bear
because your father bore it before you, has not existed from all
eternity; it must have been invented by an ancestor of yours who
did not get it from his father, or else your name would have been
Adam.  Does your worship agree to that?"

"I am obliged to; but all this is strange, very strange."

"You are again mistaken.  It's quite an old custom, and I engage
to give you by to-morrow a long list of names invented by worthy
people still living, who are allowed to enjoy their names in peace
and quietness without being cited to the town hall to explain how
they got them."

"But you will confess that there are laws against false names?"

"Yes, but I repeat this name is my true name.  Your name which I
honour, though I do not know it, cannot be more true than mine,
for it is possible that you are not the son of the gentleman you
consider your father."  He smiled and escorted me out, telling me
that he would make enquiries about me of M. Carli.

I took the part of going to M.  Carli's myself.  The story made
him laugh.  He told me that the burgomaster was a Catholic, a
worthy man, well to do, but rather thick-headed; in short, a fine
subject for a joke.

The following morning M. Carli asked me to breakfast, and
afterwards to dine with the burgomaster.

"I saw him yesterday," said he, "and we had a long talk, in the
course of which I succeeded in convincing him on the question of
names, and he is now quite of your opinion."

I accepted the invitation with pleasure, as I was sure of seeing
some good company.  I was not undeceived; there were some charming
women and several agreeable men.  Amongst others, I noticed the
woman in man's dress I had seen at the theatre.  I watched her at
dinner, and I was the more convinced that she was a woman.
Nevertheless, everybody addressed her as a man, and she played the
part to admiration.  I, however, being in search of amusement, and
not caring to seem as if I were taken in, began to talk to her in
a stream of gallantry as one talks to a woman, and I contrived to
let her know that if I were not sure of her sex I had very strong
suspicions.  She pretended not to understand me, and everyone
laughed at my feigned expression of offence.

After dinner, while we were taking coffee, the pretended gentleman
shewed a canon who was present a portrait on one of her rings.  It
represented a young lady who was in the company, and was an
excellent likeness--an easy enough matter, as she was very ugly.
My conviction was not disturbed, but when I saw the imposter
kissing the young lady's hand with mingled affection and respect,
I ceased jesting on the question of her sex.  M. Carli took me
aside for a moment, and told me that in spite of his effeminate
appearance this individual was a man, and was shortly going to
marry the young lady whose hand he had just kissed.

"It may be so," said I, "but I can't believe it all the same."

However, the pair were married during the carnival, and the
husband obtained a rich dowry with his wife.  The poor girl died
of 'grief in the course of a year, but did not say a word till she
was on her death-bed.  Her foolish parents, ashamed of having been
deceived so grossly, dared not say anything, and got the female
swindler out of the way; she had taken good care, however, to lay
a firm hold on the dowry.  The story became known, and gave the
good folk of Augsburg much amusement, while I became renowned for
my sagacity in piercing the disguise.

I continued to enjoy the society of my two servants and of the
fair Alsation, who cost me a hundred louis.  At the end of a week
my agreement with Bassi came to an end, leaving him with some
money in his pocket.  He continued to give performances, returning
to the usual prices and suppressing the free gallery.  He did very
fair business.

I left Augsburg towards the middle of December.

I was vexed on account of Gertrude, who believed herself with
child, but could not make up her mind to accompany me to France.
Her father would have been pleased for me to take her; he had no
hopes of getting her a husband, and would have been glad enough to
get rid of her by my making her my mistress.

We shall hear more of her in the course of five or six years, as
also of my excellent cook, Anna Midel, to whom I gave a present of
four hundred florins.  She married shortly afterwards, and when I
visited the town again I found her unhappy.

I could not make up my mind to forgive Le Duc, who rode on the
coachman's box, and when we were in Paris, half-way along the Rue
St.  Antoine, I made him take his trunk and get down; and I left
him there without a character, in spite of his entreaties.  I
never heard of him again, but I still miss him, for, in spite of
his great failings, he was an excellent servant.  Perhaps I should
have called to mind the important services he had rendered me at
Stuttgart, Soleure, Naples, Florence, and Turin; but I could not
pass over his impudence in compromising me before the Augsburg
magistrate.  If I had not succeeded in bringing a certain theft
home to him, it would have been laid to my door, and I should have
been dishonoured.

I had done a good deal in saving him from justice, and, besides, I
had rewarded him liberally for all the special services he had
done me.

From Augsburg I went to Bale by way of Constance, where I stayed
at the dearest inn in Switzerland.  The landlord, Imhoff, was the
prince of cheats, but his daughters were amusing, and after a
three days' stay I continued my journey.  I got to Paris on the
last day of the year 1761, and I left the coach at the house in
the Rue du Bacq, where my good angel Madame d'Urfe had arranged me
a suite of rooms with the utmost elegance.

I spent three weeks in these rooms without going anywhere, in
order to convince the worthy lady that I had only returned to
Paris to keep my word to her, and make her be born again a man.

We spent the three weeks in making preparations for this divine
operation, and our preparations consisted of devotions to each of
the seven planets on the days consecrated to each of the
intelligences.  After this I had to seek, in a place which the
spirits would point out to me, for a maiden, the daughter of an
adept, whom I was to impregnate with a male child in a manner only
known to the Fraternity of the Rosy Cross.  Madame d'Urfe was to
receive the child into her arms the moment it was born; and to
keep it beside her in bed for seven days.  At the end of the seven
days she would die with her lips on the lips of the child, who
would thus receive her reasonable soul, whereas before it had
only possessed a vegetal soul.

This being done, it was to be my part to care for the child with
the magisterium which was known to me, and as soon as it had
attained to its third year Madame d'Urfe would begin to recover
her self-consciousness, and then I was to begin to initiate her in
the perfect knowledge of the Great Work.

The operation must take place under the full moon during the
months of April, May, or June.  Above all, Madame d'Urfe was to
make a will in favour of the child, whose guardian I was to be
till its thirteenth year.

This sublime madwoman had no doubts whatever as to the truth of
all this, and burned with impatience to see the virgin who was
destined to be the vessel of election.  She begged me to hasten my
departure.

I had hoped, in obtaining my answers from the oracle, that she
would be deterred by the prospect of death, and I reckoned on the
natural love of life making her defer the operation for an
indefinite period.  But such was not the case, and I found myself
obliged to keep my word, in appearance at all events, and to go on
my quest for the mysterious virgin.

What I wanted was some young hussy whom I could teach the part,
and I thought of the Corticelli.  She had been at Prague for the
last nine months, and when we were at Bologna I had promised to
come and see her before the end of the year.  But as I was leaving
Germany--by no means a land of pleasant memories to me--I did not
think it was worth while going out of my way for such a trifle in
the depth of winter.  I resolved to send her enough money for the
journey, and to let her meet me in some French town.

M. de Fouquet, a friend of Madame d'Urfe's, was Governor of Metz,
and I felt sure that, with a letter of introduction from Madame
d'Urfe, this nobleman would give me a distinguished reception.
Besides, his nephew, the Comte de Lastic, whom I knew well, was
there with his regiment.  For these reasons I chose Metz as a
meeting-place with the virgin Corticelli, to whom this new part
would certainly be a surprise.  Madame d'Urfe gave me the
necessary introductions, and I left Paris on January 25th, 1762,
loaded with presents.  I had a letter of credit to a large amount,
but I did not make use of it as my purse was abundantly
replenished.

I took no servant, for after Costa's robbing me and Le Duc's
cheating me I felt as if I could not trust in anyone.  I got to
Metz in two days, and put up at the "Roi Dagobert," an excellent
inn, where I found the Comte de Louvenhaupt, a Swede, whom I had
met at the house of the Princess of Anhalt-Zerbst, mother of the
Empress of Russia.  He asked me to sup with him and the Duc de
Deux Pants, who was travelling incognito to Paris to visit Louis
XV., whose constant friend he was.

The day after my arrival I took my letters to the governor, who
told me I must dine with him every day.  M. de Lastic had left
Metz, much to my regret, as he would have contributed in no small
degree to the pleasure of my stay.  The same day I wrote to the
Corticelli, sending her fifty louis, and telling her to come with
her mother as soon as possible, and to get someone who knew the
way to accompany her.  She could not leaves Prague before the
beginning of Lent, and to make sure of her coming I promised that
I would make her fortune.

In four or five days I knew my way about the town, but I did not
frequent polite assemblies, preferring to go to the theatre, where
a comic opera singer had captivated me.  Her name was Raton, and
she was only fifteen, after the fashion of actresses who always
subtract at least two or three years from their age.  However,
this failing is common to women, and is a pardonable one, since to
be youthful is the greatest of all advantages to them.  Raton was
not so much handsome as attractive, but what chiefly made her an
object of desire was the fact that she had put the price of
twenty-five louis on her maidenhead.  One could spend a night with
her, and make the trial for a Louis; the twenty-five were only to
be paid on the accomplishment of the great work.

It was notorious that numerous officers in the army and young
barristers had undertaken the operation unsuccessfully, and all of
them had paid a louis apiece.

This singular case was enough to whet my curiosity.  I was not
long before I called on Raton, but not wishing to be duped by her
I took due precautions.  I told her that she must come and sup
with me, and that I would give her the twenty-five louis if my
happiness was complete, and that if I were unsuccessful she should
have six louis instead of one, provided that she was not tied.
Her aunt assured me that this was not the case; but I could not
help thinking of Victorine.

Raton came to supper with her aunt, who went to bed in an
adjoining closet when the dessert was brought in.  The girl's
figure was exquisitely beautiful, and I felt that I had no small
task before me.  She was kind, laughing, and defied me to the
conquest of a fleece not of gold, but of ebony, which the youth of
Metz had assaulted in vain.  Perhaps the reader will think that I,
who was no longer in my first vigour, was discouraged by the
thought of the many who had failed; but I knew my powers, and it
only amused me.  Her former lovers had been Frenchmen, more
skilled in carrying strong places by assault than in eluding the
artfulness of a girl who corked herself up.  I was an Italian, and
knew all about that, so I had no doubts as to my victory.

However, my preparations were superfluous; for as soon as Raton
felt from my mode of attack that the trick would be of no avail
she met my desires half-way, without trying the device which had
made her seem to be what she was no longer to her inexpert lovers.
She gave herself up in good faith, and when I had promised to keep
the secret her ardours were equal to mine.  It was not her first
trial, and I consequently need not have given her the twenty-five
louis, but I was well satisfied, and not caring much for
maidenheads rewarded her as if I had been the first to bite at the
cherry.

I kept Raton at a louis a day till the arrival of the Corticelli,
and she had to be faithful to me, as I never let her go out of my
sight.  I liked the girl so well and found her so pleasant that I
was sorry that the Corticelli was coming; however, I was told of
her arrival one night just as I was leaving my box at the theatre.
My footman told me in a loud voice that my lady wife, my daughter,
and a gentleman had just arrived from Frankfort, and were awaiting
me at the inn.

"Idiot," I exclaimed, "I have no wife and no daughter."

However, all Metz heard that my family had arrived.

The Corticelli threw her arms round my neck, laughing as usual,
and her mother presented me to the worthy man who had accompanied
them from Prague to Metz.  He was an Italian named Month, who had
lived for a long time at Prague, where he taught his native
language.  I saw that M. Month and the old woman were suitably
accommodated, and I then led the young fool into my room.  I found
her changed for the better; she had grown, her shape was improved,
and her pleasant manners made her a very charming girl.




CHAPTER XV

I Returned to Paris With The Corticelli, Now Countess Lascaris--
The Hypostasis Fails--Aix-la-Chapelle--Duel--Mimi d'Ache--The
Corticelli Turns Traitress to Her Own Disadvantage--Journey to
Sulzbach


"Why did you allow your mother to call herself my wife, little
simpleton?  Do you think that's a compliment to my judgment?  She
might have given herself out for your governess, as she wishes to
pass you off as my daughter."

"My mother is an obstinate old woman who had rather be whipped at
the cart-tail than call herself my governess.  She has very narrow
ideas, and always thinks that governess and procuress mean the
same thing."

"She's an old fool, but we will make her hear reason either with
her will or in spite of it.  But you look well dressed, have you
made your fortune?"

"At Prague I captivated the affections of Count N----, and he
proved a generous lover.  But let your first action be to send
back M. Month.  The worthy man has his family at Prague to look after;
he can't afford to stay long here."

"True, I will see about it directly."

The coach started for Frankfort the same evening, and summoning
Month I thanked him for his kindness and paid him generously, so
he went off well pleased.

I had nothing further to do at Metz, so I took leave of my new
friends, and in two days time I was at Nancy, where I wrote to
Madame d'Urfe that I was on my way back with a virgin, the last of
the family of Lascaris, who had once reigned at Constantinople.  I
begged her to receive her from my hands, at a country house which
belonged to her, where we should be occupied for some days in
cabalistic ceremonies.

She answered that she would await us at Pont-Carre, an old castle
four leagues distant from Paris, and that she would welcome the
young princess with all possible kindness.

"I owe her all the more friendship," added the sublime madwoman,
"as the family of Lascaris is connected with the family of d'Urfe,
and as I am to be born again in the seed of the happy virgin."

I felt that my task would be not exactly to throw cold water on
her enthusiasm, but to hold it in check and to moderate its
manifestations.  I therefore explained to her by return of post
that she must be content to treat the virgin as a countess, not a
princess, and I ended by informing her that we should arrive,
accompanied by the countess's governess, on the Monday of Holy
Week.

I spent twelve days at Nancy, instructing the young madcap in the
part she had to play, and endeavouring to persuade her mother that
she must content herself with being the Countess Lascaris's humble
servant.  It was a task of immense difficulty; it was not enough
to shew her that our success depended on her submitting; I had to
threaten to send her back to Bologna by herself.  I had good
reason to repent of my perseverance.  That woman's obstinacy was
an inspiration of my good angel's, bidding me avoid the greatest
mistake I ever made.

On the day appointed we reached Pont-Carre.  Madame d'Urfe, whom I
had advised of the exact hour of our arrival, had the drawbridge
of the castle lowered, and stood in the archway in the midst of
her people, like a general surrendering with all the honours of
war.  The dear lady, whose madness was but an excess of wit, gave
the false princess so distinguished a reception that she would
have shewn her amazement if I had not warned her of what she might
expect.  Thrice did she clasp her to her breast with a tenderness
that was quite maternal, calling her her beloved niece, and
explaining the entire pedigrees of the families of Lascaris and
d'Urfe to make the countess understand how she came to be her
niece.  I was agreeably surprised to see the polite and dignified
air with which the Italian wench listened to all this; she did not
even smile, though the scene must have struck her as extremely
laughable.

As soon as we got into the castle Madame d'Urfe proceeded to cense
the new-comer, who received the attention with all the dignity of
an opera queen, and then threw herself into the arms of the
priestess, who received her with enthusiastic affection.

At dinner the countess was agreeable and talkative, which won her
Madame d'Urfe's entire favour; her broken French being easily
accounted for.  Laura, the countess's mother, only knew her native
Italian, and so kept silence.  She was given a comfortable room,
where her meals were brought to her, and which she only left to
hear mass.

The castle was a fortified building, and had sustained several
sieges in the civil wars.  As its name, Pont-Carre, indicated, it
was square, and was flanked by four crenelated towers and
surrounded by a broad moat.  The rooms were vast, and richly
furnished in an old-fashioned way.  The air was full of venomous
gnats who devoured us and covered our faces with painful bites;
but I had agreed to spend a week there, and I should have been
hard put to it to find a pretext for shortening the time.  Madame
d'Urfe had a bed next, her own for her niece, but I was not afraid
of her attempting to satisfy herself as to the countess's
virginity, as the oracle had expressly forbidden it under pain or
failure.  The operation was fixed for the fourteenth day of the
April moon.

On that day we had a temperate supper, after which I went to bed.
A quarter of an hour afterwards Madame d'Urfe came, leading the
virgin Lascaris.  She undressed her, scented her, cast a lovely
veil over her body, and when the countess was laid beside me she
remained, wishing to be present at an operation which was to
result in her being born again in the course of nine months.

The act was consummated in form, and then Madame d'Urfe left us
alone for the rest of the night, which was well employed.
Afterwards, the countess slept with her aunt till the last day of
the moon, when I asked the oracle if the Countess Lascaris had
conceived.  That well might be, for I had spared nothing to that
intent; but I thought it more prudent to make the oracle reply
that the operation had failed because the small Count d'Aranda had
watched us behind a screen.  Madame d'Urfe was in despair, but I
consoled her by a second reply, in which the oracle declared that
though the operation could only be performed in France in April,
it could take place out of that realm in May; but the inquisitive
young count, whose influence had proved so fatal, must be sent for
at least a year to some place a hundred leagues from Paris.  The
oracle also indicated the manner in which he was to travel; he was
to have a tutor, a servant, and all in order.

The oracle had spoken, and no more was wanted.  Madame d'Urfe
thought of an abbe she liked for his tutor, and the count was sent
to Lyons, with strong letters of commendation to M. de Rochebaron,
a relation of his patroness.  The young man was delighted to
travel, and never had any suspicion of the way in which I had
slandered him.  It was not a mere fancy which suggested this
course of action.  I had discovered that the Corticelli was making
up to him, and that her mother favoured the intrigue.  I had
surprised her twice in the young man's room, and though he only
cared for the girl as a youth cares for all girls, the Signora
Laura did not at all approve of my opposing her daughter's
designs.

Our next task was to fix on some foreign town where we could again
attempt the mysterious operation.  We settled on Aix-la-Chapelle,
and in five or six days all was ready for the journey.

The Corticeili, angry with me for having thwarted her in her
projects, reproached me bitterly, and from that time began to be
my enemy; she even allowed herself to threaten me if I did not get
back the pretty boy, as she called him.

"You have no business to be jealous," said she, "and I am the
mistress of my own actions."

"Quite right, my dear," I answered; "but it is my business to see
that you do not behave like a prostitute in your present
position."

The mother was in a furious rage, and said that she and her
daughter would return to Bologna, and to quiet them I promised to
take them there myself as soon as we had been to Aix-la-Chapelle.

Nevertheless I did not feel at ease, and to prevent any plots
taking place I hastened our departure.

We started in May, in a travelling carriage containing Madame
d'Urfe, myself, the false Lascaris, and her maid and favourite,
named Brougnole.  We were followed by a coach with two seats; in
it were the Signora Laura and another servant.  Two men-servants
in full livery sat on the outside of our travelling carriage.  We
stopped a day at Brussels, and another at Liege.  At Aix there
were many distinguished visitors, and at the first ball we
attended Madame d'Urfe presented the Lascaris to two Princesses of
Mecklenburg as her niece.  The false countess received their
embraces with much ease and modesty, and attracted the particular
attention of the Margrave of Baireuth and the Duchess of
Wurtemberg, his daughter, who took possession of her, and did not
leave her till the end of the ball.

I was on thorns the whole time, in terror lest the heroine might
make some dreadful slip.  She danced so gracefully that everybody
gazed at her, and I was the person who was complimented on her
performance.

I suffered a martyrdom, for these compliments seemed to be given
with malicious intent.  I suspected that the ballet-girl had been
discovered beneath the countess, and I felt myself dishonoured.  I
succeeded in speaking privately to the young wanton for a moment,
and begged her to dance like a young lady, and not like a chorus
girl; but she was proud of her success, and dared to tell me that
a young lady might know how to dance as well as a professional
dancer, and that she was not going to dance badly to please me.  I
was so enraged with her impudence, that I would have cast her off
that instant if it had been possible; but as it was not, I
determined that her punishment should lose none of its sharpness
by waiting; and whether it be a vice or a virtue, the desire of
revenge is never extinguished in my heart till it is satisfied.

The day after the ball Madame d'Urfe presented her with a casket
containing a beautiful watch set with brilliants, a pair of
diamond ear-rings, and a ring containing a ruby of fifteen carats.
The whole was worth sixty thousand francs.  I took possession of
it to prevent her going off without my leave.

In the meanwhile I amused myself with play and making bad
acquaintances.  The worst of all was a French officer, named
d'Ache, who had a pretty wife and a daughter prettier still.
Before long the daughter had taken possession of the heart which
the Corticelli had lost, but as soon as Madame d'Ache saw that I
preferred her daughter to herself she refused to receive me at her
house.

I had lent d'Ache ten Louis, and I consequently felt myself
entitled to complain of his wife's conduct; but he answered rudely
that as I only went to the house after his daughter, his wife was
quite right; that he intended his daughter to make a good match,
and that if my intentions were honourable I had only to speak to
the mother.  His manner was still more offensive than his words,
and I felt enraged, but knowing the brutal drunken characteristics
of the man, and that he was always ready to draw cold steel for a
yes or a no, I was silent and resolved to forget the girl, not
caring to become involved with a man like her father.

I had almost cured myself of my fancy when, a few days after our
conversation, I happened to go into a billiard-room where d'Ache
was playing with a Swiss named Schmit, an officer in the Swedish
army.  As soon as d'Ache saw me he asked whether I would lay the
ten Louis he owed me against him.

"Yes," said I, "that will make double or quits."

Towards the end of the match d'Ache made an unfair stroke, which
was so evident that the marker told him of it; but as this stroke
made him the winner, d'Ache seized the stakes and put them in his
pocket without heeding the marker or the other player, who, seeing
himself cheated before his very eyes, gave the rascal a blow
across the face with his cue.  D'Ache parried the blow with his
hand, and drawing his sword rushed at Schmit, who had no arms.
The marker, a sturdy young fellow, caught hold of d'Ache round the
body, and thus prevented murder.  The Swiss went out, saying,

"We shall see each other again."

The rascally Frenchman cooled down, and said to me,

"Now, you see, we are quits."

"Very much quits."

"That's all very well; but, by God!  you might have prevented the
insult which has dishonoured me."

"I might have done so, but I did not care to interfere.  You are
strong enough to look after yourself.  Schmit had not his sword,
but I believe him to be a brave man; and he will give you
satisfaction if you will return him his money, for there can be no
doubt that you lost the match."

An officer, named de Pyene, took me up and said that he himself
would give me the twenty louis which d'Ache had taken, but that
the Swiss must give satisfaction.  I had no hesitation in
promising that he would do so, and said I would bring a reply to
the challenge the next morning.

I had no fears myself.  The man of honour ought always to be ready
to use the sword to defend himself from insult, or to give
satisfaction for an insult he has offered.  I know that the law of
duelling is a prejudice which may be called, and perhaps rightly,
barbarous, but it is a prejudice which no man of honour can
contend against, and I believed Schmit to be a thorough gentleman.

I called on him at day-break, and found him still in bed.  As soon
as he saw me, he said,

"I am sure you have come to ask me to fight with d'Ache.  I am
quite ready to burn powder with him, but he must first pay me the
twenty Louis he robbed me of."

"You shall have them to-morrow, and I will attend you.  D'Ache
will be seconded by M. de Pyene."

"Very good.  I shall expect you at day-break."

Two hours after I saw de Pyene, and we fixed the meeting for the
next day, at six o'clock in the morning.  The arms were to be
pistols.  We chose a garden, half a league from the town, as the
scene of the combat.

At day-break I found the Swiss waiting for me at the door of his
lodgings, carolling the 'ranz-des-vaches', so dear to his fellow-
countrymen.  I thought that a good omen.

"Here you are," said he; "let us be off, then."

On the way, he observed, "I have only fought with men of honour up
to now, and I don't much care for killing a rascal; it's hangman's
work."

"I know," I replied, "that it's very hard to have to risk one's
life against a fellow like that."

"There's no risk," said Schmit, with a laugh.  "I am certain that
I shall kill him."

"How can you be certain?"

"I shall make him tremble."

He was right.  This secret is infallible when it is applied to a
coward.  We found d'Ache and de Pyene on the field, and five or
six others who must have been present from motives of curiosity.

D'Ache took twenty louis from his pocket and gave them to his
enemy, saying,

"I may be mistaken, but I hope to make you pay dearly for your
brutality."  Then turning to me he said,

"I owe you twenty louis also;" but I made no reply.

Schmit put the money in his purse with the calmest air imaginable,
and making no reply to the other's boast placed himself between
two trees, distant about four paces from one another, and drawing
two pistols from his pocket said to d'Ache,

"Place yourself at a distance of ten paces, and fire first.  I
shall walk to and fro between these two trees, and you may walk as
far if you like to do so when my turn comes to fire."

Nothing could be clearer or more calmly delivered than this
explanation.

"But we must decide," said I, "who is to have the first shot."

"There is no need," said Schmit.  "I never fire first, besides,
the gentleman has a right to the first shot."

De Pyene placed his friend at the proper distance and then stepped
aside, and d'Ache fired on his antagonist, who was walking slowly
to and fro without looking at him.  Schmit turned round in the
coolest manner possible, and said,

"You have missed me, sir; I knew you would.  Try again."

I thought he was mad, and that some arrangement would be come to;
but nothing of the kind.  D'Ache fired a second time, and again
missed; and Schmit, without a word, but as calm as death, fired
his first pistol in the air, and then covering d'Ache with his
second pistol hit him in the forehead and stretched him dead on
the ground.  He put back his pistols into his pocket and went off
directly by himself, as if he were merely continuing his walk.  In
two minutes I followed his example, after ascertaining that the
unfortunate d'Ache no longer breathed.

I was in a state of amazement.  Such a duel was more like a combat
of romance than a real fact.  I could not understand it; I had
watched the Swiss, and had not noticed the slightest change pass
over his face.

I breakfasted with Madame d'Urfe, whom I found inconsolable.  It
was the full moon, and at three minutes past four exactly I ought
to perform the mysterious creation of the child in which she was
to be born again.  But the Lascaris, on whom the work was to be
wrought, was twisting and turning in her bed, contorting herself
in such a way that it would be impossible for me to accomplish the
prolific work.

My grief, when I heard what had happened, was hypocritical; in the
first place because I no longer felt any desire for the girl, and
in the second because I thought I saw a way in which I could make
use of the incident to take vengeance on her.

I lavished consolations on Madame d'Urfe; and on consulting the
oracle I found that the Lascaris had been defiled by an evil
genius, and that I must search for another virgin whose purity
must be under the protection of more powerful spirits.  I saw that
my madwoman was perfectly happy with this, and I left her to visit
the Corticelli, whom I found in bed with her mother beside her.

"You have convulsions, have you, dearest?" said I.

"No, I haven't.  I am quite well, but all the same I shall have
them till you give me back my jewel-casket."

"You are getting wicked, my poor child; this comes of following
your mother's advice.  As for the casket, if you are going to
behave like this, probably you will have it."

"I will reveal all."

"You will not be believed; and I shall send you back to Bologna
without letting you take any of the presents which Madame d'Urfe
has given you."

"You ought to have given me back the casket when I declared myself
with child."

Signora Laura told me that this was only too true, though I was
not the father.

"Who is, then?" I asked.

"Count N----, whose mistress she was at Prague."

It did not seem probable, as she had no symptoms of pregnancy;
still it might be so.  I was obliged to plot myself to bring the
plots of these two rascally women to nought, and without saying
anything to them I shut myself up with Madame d'Urfe to enquire of
the oracle concerning the operation which was to make her happy.

After several answers, more obscure than any returned from the
oracular tripod at Delphi, the interpretation of which I left to
the infatuated Madame d'Urfe, she discovered herself--and I took
care not to contradict her--that the Countess Lascaris had gone
mad.  I encouraged her fears, and succeeded in making her obtain
from a cabalistic pyramid the statement that the reason the
princess had not conceived was that she had been defiled by an
evil genius--an enemy of the Fraternity of the Rosy Cross.  This
put Madame d'Urfe fairly on the way, and she added on her own
account that the girl must be with child by a gnome.

She then erected another pyramid to obtain guidance on our quest,
and I so directed things that the answer came that she must write
to the moon.

This mad reply, which should have brought her to her senses, only
made her more crazy than ever.  She was quite ecstatic, and I am
sure that if I had endeavoured to shew her the nothingness of all
this I show have had nothing for my trouble.  Her conclusion would
probably have been that I was possessed by an evil spirit, and was
no longer a true Rosy Cross.  But I had no idea of undertaking a
cure which would have done me harm and her no 'good.  Her
chimerical notions made her happy, and the cold naked truth would
doubtless have made her unhappy.

She received the order to write to the moon with the greater
delight as she knew what ceremonies were to be observed in
addressing that planet; but she could not dispense with the
assistance of an adept, and I knew she would reckon on me.  I told
her I should always be ready to serve her, but that, as she knew
herself, we should have to wait for the first phase of the new
moon.  I was very glad to gain time, for I had lost heavily at
play, and I could not leave Aix-la-Chapelle before a bill, which I
had drawn on M. d'O. of Amsterdam, was cashed.  In the mean time
we agreed that as the Countess Lascaris had become mad, we must
not pay any attention to what she might say, as the words would
not be hers but would proceed from the evil spirit who possessed
her.

Nevertheless, we determined that as her state was a pitiable one,
and should be as much alleviated as possible, she should continue
to dine with us, but that in the evening she was to go to her
governess and sleep with her.

After having thus disposed of Madame d'Urfe to disbelieve whatever
the Corticelli cared to tell her, and to concentrate all her
energies on the task of writing to Selenis, the intelligence of
the moon, I set myself seriously to work to regain the money I had
lost at play; and here my cabala was no good to me.  I pledged the
Corticelli's casket for a thousand louis, and proceeded to play in
an English club where I had a much better chance of winning than
with Germans or Frenchmen.

Three or four days after d'Ache's death, his widow wrote me a note
begging me to call on her.  I found her in company with de Pyene.
She told me in a lugubrious voice that her husband had left many
debts unsettled, and that his creditors had seized everything she
possessed; and--that she was thus unable to pay the expenses of a
journey, though she wanted to take her daughter with her to
Colmar, and there to rejoin her family.

"You caused my husband's death," she added, "and I ask you to give
me a thousand crowns; if you refuse me I shall commence a lawsuit
against you, for as the Swiss officer has left, you are the only
person I can prosecute."

"I am surprised at your taking such a tone towards me," I replied,
coldly, "and were it not for the respect I feel for your
misfortune, I should answer as bitterly as you deserve.  In the
first place I have not a thousand crowns to throw away, and if I
had I would not sacrifice my money to threats.  I am curious to
know what kind of a case you could get up against me in the courts
of law.  As for Schmit, he fought like a brave gentleman, and I
don't think you could get much out of him if he were still here.
Good-day, madam."

I had scarcely got fifty paces from the house when I was joined by
de Pyene, who said that rather than Madame d'Ache should have to
complain of me he would cut my throat on the spot.  We neither of
us had swords.

"Your intention is not a very flattering one," said I, "and there
is something rather brutal about it.  I had rather not have any
affair of the kind with a man whom I don't know and to whom I owe
nothing."

"You are a coward."

"I would be, you mean, if I were to imitate you.  It is a matter
of perfect indifference to me what opinion you may have on the
subject.

"You will be sorry for this."

"Maybe, but I warn you that I never go out unattended by a pair of
pistols, which I keep in good order and know how to use."  So
saying I shewd him the pistols, and took one in my right hand.

At this the bully uttered an oath and we separated.

At a short distance from the place where this scene had occurred I
met a Neapolitan named Maliterni, a lieutenant-colonel and aide to
the Prince de Condo, commander-in-chief of the French army.  This
Maliterni was a boon companion, always ready to oblige, and always
short of money.  We were friends, and I told him what had
happened.

"I should be sorry," said I, "to have anything to do with a fellow
like de Pyene, and if you can rid me of him I promise you a
hundred crowns."

"I daresay that can be managed," he replied, "and I will tell you
what I can do to-morrow!"

In point of fact, he brought me news the next day that my cut-
throat had received orders from his superior officer to leave Aix-
la-Chapelle at day-break, and at the same time he gave me a
passport from the Prince de Conde.

I confess that this was very pleasant tidings.  I have never
feared to cross my sword with any man, though never sought the
barbarous pleasure of spilling men's blood; but on this occasion I
felt an extreme dislike to a duel with a fellow who was probably
of the same caste as his friend d'Ache.

I therefore gave Maliterni my heartiest thanks, as well as the
hundred crowns I had promised him, which I considered so well
employed that I did not regret their loss.

Maliterni, who was a jester of the first water, and a creature of
the Marshal d'Estrees, was lacking neither in wit nor knowledge;
but he was deficient in a sense of order and refinement.  He was a
pleasant companion, for his gaiety was inexhaustible and he had a
large knowledge of the world.  He attained the rank of field-
marshal in 1768, and went to Naples to marry a rich heiress, whom
he left a widow a year after.

The day after de Pyene's departure I received a note from Mdlle.
d'Ache, begging me, for the sake of her sick mother, to come and
see her.  I answered that I would be at such a place at such a
time, and that she could say what she liked to me.

I found her at the place and time I appointed, with her mother,
whose illness, it appeared, did not prevent her from going out.
She called me her persecutor, and said that since the departure of
her best friend, de Pyene, she did not know where to turn; that
she had pledged all her belongings, and that I, who was rich,
ought to aid her, if I were not the vilest of men.

"I feel for your condition," I replied, "as I feel your abuse of
me; and I cannot help saying that you have shewn yourself the
vilest of women in inciting de Pyene, who may be an honest man for
all I know, to assassinate me.  In fine, rich or not, and though I
owe you nothing, I will give you enough money to take your
property out of pawn, and I may possibly take you to Colmar
myself, but you must first consent to my giving your charming
daughter a proof of my affection."

"And you dare to make this horrible proposal to me?"

"Horrible or not, I do make it."

"I will never consent."

"Good day, madam."

I called the waiter to pay him for the refreshments I had ordered,
and I gave the girl six double louis, but her proud mother forbade
her to accept the money from me.  I was not surprised, in spite of
her distress; for the mother was in reality still more charming
than the daughter, and she knew it.  I ought to have given her the
preference, and thus have ended the dispute, but who can account
for his whims?  I felt that she must hate me, for she did not care
for her daughter, and it must have humiliated her bitterly to be
obliged to regard her as a victorious rival.

I left them still holding the six double louis, which pride or
scorn had refused, and I went to the faro-table and decided in
sacrificing them to fortune; but that capricious deity, as proud
as the haughty widow, refused them, and though I left them on the
board for five deals I almost broke the bank.  An Englishman,
named Martin, offered to go shares with me, and I accepted, as I
knew he was a good player; and in the course of eight or ten days
we did such good business that I was not only able to take the
casket out of pledge and to cover all losses, but made a
considerable profit in addition.

About this period, the Corticelli, in her rage against me, had
told Madame d'Urfe the whole history of her life, of our
acquaintance, and of her pregnancy.  But the more truthfully she
told her story so much the more did the good lady believe her to
be mad, and we often laughed together at the extraordinary fancies
of the traitress.  Madame d'Urfe put all her trust in the
instructions which Selenis would give in reply to her letter.

Nevertheless, as the girl's conduct displeased me, I made her eat
her meals with her mother, while I kept Madame d'Urfe company.  I
assured her that we should easily find another vessel of election,
the madness of the Countess Lascaris having made her absolutely
incapable of participating in our mysterious rites.

Before long, d'Ache's widow found herself obliged to give me her
Mimi; but I won her by kindness, and in such a way that the mother
could pretend with decency to know nothing about it.  I redeemed
all the goods she had pawned, and although the daughter had not
yet yielded entirely to my ardour, I formed the plan of taking
them to Colmar with Madame d'Urfe.  To make up the good lady's
mind, I resolved to let that be one of the instructions from the
moon, and this she would not only obey blindly but would have no
suspicions as to my motive.

I managed the correspondence between Selenis and Madame d'Urfe in
the following manner:

On the day appointed, we supped together in a garden beyond the
town walls, and in a room on the ground floor of the house I had
made all the necessary preparations, the letter which was to fall
from the moon, in reply to Madame d'Urfe's epistle, being in my
pocket.  At a little distance from the chamber of ceremonies I had
placed a large bath filled with lukewarm water and perfumes
pleasing to the deity of the night, into which we were to plunge
at the hour of the moon, which fell at one o'clock.

When we had burnt incense, and sprinkled the essences appropriate
to the cult of Selenis, we took off all our clothes, and holding
the letter concealed in my left hand, with the right I graciously
led Madame d'Urfe to the brink of the bath.  Here stood an
alabaster cup containing spirits of wine which I kindled,
repeating magical words which I did not understand, but which she
said after me, giving me the letter addressed to Selenis.  I burnt
the letter in the flame of the spirits, beneath the light of the
moon, and the credulous lady told me she saw the characters she
had traced ascending in the rays of the planet.

We then got into the bath, and the letter, which was written in
silver characters on green paper appeared on the surface of the
water in the course of ten minutes.  As soon as Madame d'Urfe saw
it, she picked it up reverently and got out of the bath with me.

We dried and scented ourselves, and proceeded to put on our
clothes.  As soon as we were in a state of decency I told Madame
d'Urfe that she might read the epistle, which she had placed on a
scented silk cushion.  She obeyed, and I saw sadness visibly
expressed on her features when she saw that her hypostasis was
deferred till the arrival of Querilinthus, whom she would see with
me at Marseilles in the spring of next year.  The genius also said
that the Countess Lascaris could not only do her harm, and that
she should consult me as to the best means of getting rid of her.
The letter ended by ordering her not to leave at Aix a lady who
had lost her husband, and had a daughter who was destined to be of
great service to the fraternity of the R. C.  She was to take them
to Alsace, and not to leave them till they were there, and safe
from that danger which threatened them if they were left to
themselves.

Madame d'Urfe, who with all her folly was an exceedingly
benevolent woman, commended the widow to my care enthusiastically,
and seemed impatient to hear her whole history.  I told her all
the circumstances which I thought would strengthen her in her
resolution to befriend them, and promised to introduce the ladies
to them at the first opportunity.

We returned to Aix, and spent the night in discussing the phantoms
which coursed through her brain.  All was going on well, and my
only care was for the journey to Aix, and how to obtain the
complete enjoyment of Mimi after having so well deserved her
favours.

I had a run of luck at play the next day, and in the evening I
gave Madame d'Ache an agreeable surprise by telling her that I
should accompany her and her Mimi to Colmar.  I told her that I
should begin by introducing her to the lady whom I had the honour
to accompany, and I begged her to be ready by the next day as the
marchioness was impatient to see her.  I could see that she could
scarcely believe her ears, for she thought Madame d'Urfe was in
love with me, and she could not understand her desire to make the
acquaintance of two ladies who might be dangerous rivals.

I conducted them to Madame d'Urfe at the appointed hour, and they
were received with a warmth which surprised them exceedingly, for
they could not be expected to know that their recommendation came
from the moon.  We made a party of four, and while the two ladies
talked together in the fashion of ladies who have seen the world,
I paid Mimi a particular attention, which her mother understood
very well, but which Madame d'Urfe attributed to the young lady's
connection with the Rosy Cross.

In the evening we all went to a ball, and there the Corticelli,
who was always trying to annoy me, danced as no young lady would
dance.  She executed rapid steps, pirouetted, cut capers, and
shewed her legs; in short, she behaved like a ballet-girl.  I was
on thorns.  An officer, who either ignored, or pretended to
ignore, my supposed relation to her, asked me if she was a
professional dancer.  I heard another man behind me say that he
thought he remembered seeing her on the boards at Prague.  I
resolved on hastening my departure, as I foresaw that if I stayed
much longer at Aix the wretched girl would end by costing me my
life.

As I have said, Madame d'Ache had a good society manner, and this
put her in Madame d'Urfe's good graces, who saw in her politeness
a new proof of the favour of Selenis.  Madame d'Ache felt, I
suppose, that she awed me some return after all I had done for
her, and left the ball early, so that when I took Mimi home I
found myself alone with her, and at perfect liberty to do what I
liked.  I profited by the opportunity, and remained with Mimi for
two hours, finding her so complaisant and even passionate that
when I left her I had nothing more to desire.

In three days time I provided the mother and daughter with their
outfit, and we left Aix gladly in an elegant and convenient
travelling carriage which I had provided.  Half an hour before we
left I made an acquaintance which afterwards proved fatal to me.
A Flemish officer, unknown to me, accosted me, and painted his
destitute condition in such sad colours that I felt obliged to
give him twelve louis.  Ten minutes after, he gave me a paper in
which he acknowledged the debt, and named the time in which he
could pay it.  From the paper I ascertained that his name was
Malingan.  In ten months the reader will hear the results.

Just as we were starting I shewed the Corticelli a carriage with
four places, in which she, her mother, and the two maids, were to
travel.  At this she trembled, her pride was wounded, and for a
moment I thought she was going out of her mind; she rained sobs,
abuse, and curses on me.  I stood the storm unmoved, however, and
Madame d'Urfe only laughed at her niece's paroxysms, and seemed
delighted to find herself sitting opposite to me with the servant
of Selenis beside her, while Mimi was highly pleased to be so
close to me.

We got to Liege at nightfall on the next day, and I contrived to
make Madame d'Urfe stay there the day following, wishing to get
horses to take us through the Ardennes, and thus to have the
charming Mimi longer in my possession.

I rose early and went out to see the town.  By the great bridge, a
woman, so wrapped up in a black mantilla that only the tip of her
nose was visible, accosted me, and asked me to follow her into a
house with an open door which she shewed me.

"As I have not the pleasure of knowing you," I replied, "prudence
will not allow me to do so."

"You do know me, though," she replied, and taking me to the corner
of a neighbouring street she shewed me her face.  What was my
surprise to see the fair Stuart of Avignon, the statue of the
Fountain of Vaucluse.  I was very glad to meet her.

In my curiosity I followed her into the house, to a room on the
first floor, where she welcomed me most tenderly.  It was all no
good, for I felt angry with her, and despised her advances, no
doubt, because I had Mimi, and wished to keep all my love for her.
However, I took three louis out of my purse and gave them to her,
asking her to tell me her history.

"Stuart," she said, "was only my keeper; my real name is Ranson,
and I am the mistress of a rich landed proprietor.  I got back to
Liege after many sufferings."

"I am delighted to hear that you are more prosperous now, but it
must be confessed that your behaviour at Avignon was both
preposterous and absurd.  But the subject is not worth discussing.
Good day, madam."

I then returned to my hotel to write an account of what I had seen
to the Marquis Grimaldi.

The next day we left Liege, and were two days passing through the
Ardennes.  This is one of the strangest tracts in Europe: a vast
forest, the traditions of which furnished Ariosto with some
splendid passages.

There is no town in the forest, and though one is obliged to cross
it to pass from one country to another, hardly any of the
necessaries of life are to be found in it.

The enquirer will seek in vain for vices or virtues, or manners of
any kind.  The inhabitants are devoid of correct ideas, but have
wild notions of their own on the power of men they style scholars.
It is enough to be a doctor to enjoy the reputation of an
astrologer and a wizard.  Nevertheless the Ardennes have a large
population, as I was assured that there were twelve hundred
churches in the forest.  The people are good-hearted and even
pleasant, especially the young girls; but as a general rule the
fair sex is by no means fair in those quarters.  In this vast
district watered by the Meuse is the town of Bouillon--a regular
hole, but in my time it was the freest place in Europe.  The Duke
of Bouillon was so jealous of his rights that he preferred the
exercise of his prerogatives to all the honours he might have
enjoyed at the Court of France.  We stayed a day at Metz, but did
not call on anyone; and in three days we reached Colmar, where we
left Madame d'Ache, whose good graces I had completely won.  Her
family, in extremely comfortable circumstances, received the
mother and daughter with great affection.  Mimi wept bitterly when
I left her, but I consoled her by saying that I would come back
before long.  Madame d'Urfe seemed not to mind leaving them, and I
consoled myself easily enough.  While congratulating myself on
having made mother and daughter happy, I adored the secret paths
and ways of Divine Providence.

On the following day we went to Sulzbach, where the Baron of
Schaumburg, who knew Madame d'Urfe, gave us a warm welcome.  I
should have been sadly boared in this dull place if it had not
been for gaming.  Madame d'Urfe, finding herself in need of
company, encouraged the Corticelli to hope to regain my good
graces, and, consequently, her own.  The wretched girl, seeing how
easily I had defeated her projects, and to what a pass of
humiliation I had brought her, had changed her part, and was now
submissive enough.  She flattered herself that she would regain
the favour she had completely lost, and she thought the day was
won when she saw that Madame d'Ache and her daughter stayed at
Colmar.  But what she had more at heart than either my friendship
or Madame d'Urfe's was the jewel-casket; but she dared not ask for
it, and her hopes of seeing it again were growing dim.  By her
pleasantries at table which made Madame d'Urfe laugh she succeeded
in giving me a few amorous twinges; but still I did not allow my
feelings to relax my severity, and she continued to sleep with her
mother.

A week after our arrival at Sulzbach I left Madame d'Urfe with the
Baron of Schaumburg, and I went to Colmar in the hope of good
fortune.  But I was disappointed, as the mother and daughter had
both made arrangements for getting married.

A rich merchant, who had been in love with the mother eighteen
years before, seeing her a widow and still pretty, felt his early
flames revive, and offered his hand and was accepted.  A young
advocate found Mimi to his taste, and asked her in marriage.  The
mother and daughter, fearing the results of my affection, and
finding it would be a good match, lost no time in giving their
consent.  I was entertained in the family, and supped in the midst
of a numerous and choice assemblage; but seeing that I should only
annoy the ladies and tire myself in waiting for some chance favour
if I stayed, I bade them adieu and returned to Sulzbach the next
morning.  I found there a charming girl from Strasburg, named
Salzmann, three or four gamesters who had come to drink the
waters, and several ladies, to whom I shall introduce the reader
in the ensuing chapter.




CHAPTER XVI

I Send The Corticelli to Turin--Helen is Initiated Into The
Mysteries of Love I Go to Lyons--My Arrival at Turin


One of the ladies, Madame Saxe, was intended by nature to win the
devotion of a man of feeling; and if she had not had a jealous
officer in her train who never let her go out of his sight, and
seemed to threaten anyone who aspired to please, she would
probably have had plenty of admirers.  This officer was fond of
piquet, but the lady was always obliged to sit close beside him,
which she seemed to do with pleasure.

In the afternoon I played with him, and continued doing so for
five or six days.  After that I could stand it no longer, as when
he had won ten or twelve louis he invariably rose and left me to
myself.  His name was d'Entragues; he was a fine-looking man,
though somewhat thin, and had a good share of wit and knowledge of
the world.

We had not played together for two days, when one afternoon he
asked if I would like to take my revenge.

"No, I think not," said I, "for we don't play on the same
principle.  I play for amusement's sake and you play to win
money."

"What do you mean?  Your words are offensive."

"I didn't mean them to be offensive, but as a matter of fact, each
time we have played you have risen after a quarter of an hour."

"You ought to be obliged to me, as otherwise you would have lost
heavily."

"Possibly; but I don't think so."

"I can prove it to you:"

"I accept the offer, but the first to leave the table must forfeit
fifty Louis."

"I agree; but money down."

"I never play on credit."

I ordered a waiter to bring cards, and I went to fetch four or
five rolls of a hundred Louis each.  We began playing for five
Louis the game, each player putting down the fifty Louis wagered.

We began to play at three, and at nine o'clock d'Entragues said we
might take some supper.

"I am not hungry," I replied, "but you can go if you want me to
put the hundred Louis in my pocket."

He laughed at this and went on playing, but this lacy fair scowled
at me, though I did not care in the least for that.  All the
guests went to supper, and returned to keep us company till
midnight, but at that hour we found ourselves alone.  D'Entragues
saw what kind of man he had got hold of and said never a word,
while I only opened my lips to score; we played with the utmost
coolness.

At six o'clock the ladies and gentlemen who were taking the waters
began to assemble.  We were applauded for our determination, in
spite of our grim look.  The Louis were on the table; I had lost a
hundred, and yet the game was going in my favour.

At nine the fair Madame Saxe put in an appearance, and shortly
after Madame d'Urfe came in with M. de Schaumburg.  Both ladies
advised us to take a cup of chocolate.  D'Entragues was the first
to consent, and thinking that I was almost done he said,--

"Let us agree that the first man who asks for food, who absents
himself for more than a quarter of an hour, or who falls asleep in
his chair, loses the bet."

"I will take you at your word," I replied, "and I adhere to all
your conditions."

The chocolate came, we took it, and proceeded with our play.  At
noon we were summoned to dinner, but we both replied that we were
not hungry.  At four o'clock we allowed ourselves to be persuaded
into taking some soup.  When supper-time came and we were still
playing, people began to think that the affair was getting
serious, and Madame Saxe urged us to divide the wager.
D'Entragues, who had won a hundred louis, would have gladly
consented, but I would not give in, and M. de Schaumburg
pronounced me within my rights.  My adversary might have abandoned
the stake and still found himself with a balance to the good, but
avarice rather than pride prevented his doing so.  I felt the loss
myself, but what I cared chiefly about was the point of honour.  I
still looked fresh, while he resembled a disinterred corpse.  As
Madame Saxe urged me strongly to give way, I answered that I felt
deeply grieved at not being able to satisfy such a charming woman,
but that there was a question of honour in the case;
and I was determined not to yield to my antagonist if I sat there
till I fell dead to the ground.

I had two objects in speaking thus: I wanted to frighten him and
to make him jealous of me.  I felt certain that a man in a passion
of jealousy would be quite confused, and I hoped his play would
suffer accordingly, and that I should not have the mortification
of losing a hundred louis to his superior play, though I won the
fifty louis of the wager.

The fair Madame Saxe gave me a glance of contempt and left us, but
Madame d'Urfe, who believed I was infallible, avenged me by saying
to d'Entragues, in a tone of the profoundest conviction,--

"O Lord!  I pity you, sir."

The company did not return after supper, and we were left alone to
our play.  We played on all the night, and I observed my
antagonist's face as closely as the cards.  He began to lose his
composure, and made mistakes, his cards got mixed up, and his
scoring was wild.  I was hardly less done up than he; I felt
myself growing weaker, and I hoped to see him fall to the ground
every moment, as I began to be afraid of being beaten in spite of
the superior strength of my constitution.  I had won back my money
by day-break, and I cavilled with him for being away for more than
a quarter of an hour.  This quarrel about nothing irritated him,
and roused me up; the difference of our natures produced these
different results, and my stratagem succeeded because it was
impromptu, and could not have been foreseen.  In the same way in
war, sudden stratagems succeed.

At nine o'clock Madame Saxe came in, her lover was losing.

"Now, sir," she said to me, "you may fairly yield."

"Madam," said I, "in hope of pleasing you, I will gladly divide
the stakes and rise from the table."

The tone of exaggerated gallantry with which I pronounced these
words, put d'Entragues into a rage, and he answered sharply that
he would not desist till one of us was dead.

With a glance at the lady which was meant to be lovelorn, but
which must have been extremely languid in my exhausted state,
I said,--

"You see, Madam, that I am not the more obstinate of the two."

A dish of soup was served to us, but d'Entragues, who was in the
last stage of exhaustion, had no sooner swallowed the soup than he
fell from his chair in a dead faint.  He was soon taken up, and
after I had given six louis to the marker who had been watching
for forty-eight hours, I pocketed the gold, and went to the
apothecary's where I took a mild emetic.  Afterwards I went to bed
and slept for a few hours, and at three o'clock I made an
excellent dinner.

D'Entragues remained in his room till the next day.  I expected a
quarrel, but the night brings counsel, and I made a mistake.  As
soon as he saw me he ran up to me and embraced me, saying,--

"I made a silly bet, but you have given me a lesson which will
last me all my days, and I am much obliged to you for it."

"I am delighted to hear it, provided that your health has not
suffered."

"No, I am quite well, but we will play no more together."

"Well, I hope we shan't play against each other any more."

In the course of eight or ten days I took Madame d'Urfe and the
pretended Lascaris to Bale.  We put up at the inn of the famous
Imhoff, who swindled us, but, all the same, the "Three Kings" is
the best inn in the town.  I think I have noted that noon at Bale
is at eleven o'clock--an absurdity due to some historic event,
which I had explained to me but have forgotten.  The inhabitants
are said to be subject to a kind of madness, of which they are
cured by taking the waters of Sulzbach; but they 'get it again as
soon as they return.

We should have stayed at Bale some time, if it had not been for an
incident which made me hasten our departure.  It was as follows:

My necessities had obliged me to forgive the Corticelli to a
certain extent, and when I came home early I spent the night with
her; but when I came home late, as often happened, I slept in my
own room.  The little hussy, in the latter case, slept also alone
in a room next to her mother's, through whose chamber one had to
pass to get to the daughter's.

One night I came in at one o'clock, and not feeling inclined to
sleep, I took a candle and went in search of my charmer.  I was
rather surprised to find Signora Laura's door half open, and just
as I was going in the old woman came forward and took me by the
arm, begging me not to go into her daughter's room.

"Why?" said I.

"She has been very poorly all the evening, and she is in need of
sleep."

"Very good; then I will sleep too."

So saying I pushed the mother to one side, and entering the girl's
room I found her in bed with someone who was hiding under the
sheets.

I 'gazed at the picture for a moment and then began to laugh, and
sitting down on the bed begged to enquire the name of the happy
individual whom I should have the pleasure of throwing out of the
window.  On a chair I saw the coat, trousers, hat, and cane of the
gentleman; but as I had my two trusty pistols about me I knew I
had nothing to fear; however, I did not want to make a noise.

With tears in her eyes, and trembling all over, the girl took my
hand and begged me to forgive her.

"It's a young lord," said she, "and I don't even know his name."

"Oh, he is a young lord, is he?  and you don't know his name, you
little hussy, don't you?  Well, he will tell me himself."

So saying, I took a pistol and vigorously stripped the sheets off
the cuckoo who had got into my nest.  I saw the face of a young
man whom I did not know, his head covered with a nightcap, but the
rest perfectly naked, as indeed was my mistress.  He turned his
back to me to get his shirt which he had thrown on the floor, but
seizing him by the arm I held him firmly, with my pistol to his
forehead.

"Kindly tell me your name, fair sir."

"I am Count B----, canon of Bale."

"And do you think you have been performing an ecclesiastical
function here?"

"No sir, no, and I hope you will forgive me and the lady too, for
I am the only guilty party."

"I am not asking you whether she is guilty or not."

"Sir, the countess is perfectly innocent."

I felt in a good temper, and far from being angry I was strongly
inclined to laugh.  I found the picture before me an attractive
one; it was amusing and voluptuous.  The sight of the two nudities
on the bed was a truly lascivious one, and I remained
contemplating it in silence for a quarter of an hour, occupied in
resisting a strong temptation to take off my clothes and lie
beside them.  The only thing which prevented my yielding to it was
the fear that I might find the canon to be a fool, incapable of
playing the part with dignity.  As for the Corticelli, she soon
passed from tears to laughter, and would have done it well, but
if, as I feared, the canon was a blockhead, I should have been
degrading myself.

I felt certain that neither of them had guessed my thoughts, so I
rose and told the canon to put on his clothes.

"No one must hear anything more of this," said I, "but you and I
will go to a distance of two hundred paces and burn a little
powder."

"No, no, sir," cried my gentleman, "you may take me where you
like, and kill me if you please, but I was not meant for a
fighting man."

"Really?"

"Yes, sir, and I only became a priest to escape the fatal duty of
duelling."

"Then you are a coward, and will not object to a good thrashing?"

"Anything you like, but it would be cruelty, for my love blinded
me.  I only came here a quarter of an hour ago, and the countess
and her governess were both asleep."

"You are a liar."

"I had only just taken off my shirt when you came, and I have
never seen this angel before."

"And that's gospel truth," said the Corticelli.

"Are you aware that you are a couple of impudent scoundrels?  And
as for you, master canon, you deserve to be roasted like St.
Laurence."

In the meanwhile the wretched ecclesiastic had huddled on his
clothes.

"Follow me, sir," said I, in a tone which froze the marrow of his
bones; and I accordingly took him to my room.

"What will you do," said I, "if I forgive you and let you go
without putting you to shame?"

"I will leave in an hour and a half, and you shall never see me
here again; but even if we meet in the future, you will find me
always ready to do you a service."

"Very good.  Begone, and in the future take more precautions in
your amorous adventures."

After this I went to bed, well pleased with what I had seen and
what I had done, for I now had complete power over the Corticelli.

In the morning I called on her as soon as I got up, and told her
to pack up her things, forbidding her to leave her room till she
got into the carriage.

"I shall say I am ill."

"Just as you please, but nobody will take any notice of you."

I did not wait for her to make any further objections, but
proceeded to tell the tale of what had passed to Madame d'Urfe,
slightly embroidering the narrative.  She laughed heartily, and
enquired of the oracle what must be done with the Lascaris after
her evident pollution by the evil genius disguised as a priest.
The oracle replied that we must set out the next day for Besancon,
whence she would go to Lyons and await me there, while I would
take the countess to Geneva, and thus send her back to her native
country.

The worthy visionary was enchanted with this arrangement, and saw
in it another proof of the benevolence of Selenis, who would thus
give her an opportunity of seeing young Aranda once more.  It was
agreed that I was to rejoin her in the spring of the following
year, to perform the great operation which was to make her be born
a man.  She had not the slightest doubts as to the reasonableness
of this performance.

All was ready, and the next day we started; Madame d'Urfe and I in
the travelling carriage, and the Corticelli, her mother, and the
servants in another conveyance.

When we got to Besancon Madame d'Urfe left me, and on the next day
I journeyed towards Geneva with the mother and daughter.

On the way I not only did not speak to my companions, I did not so
much as look at them.  I made them have their meals with a servant
from the Franche Comte, whom I had taken on M. de Schaumburg's
recommendation.

I went to my banker, and asked him to get me a good coachman, who
would take two ladies of my acquaintance to Turin.

When I got back to the inn I wrote to the Chevalier Raiberti,
sending him a bill of exchange.  I warned him that in three or
four days after the receipt of my letter he would be accosted by a
Bolognese dancer and her mother, bearing a letter of commendation.
I begged him to see that they lodged in a respectable house, and
to pay for them on my behalf.  I also said that I should be much
obliged if he would contrive that she should dance, even for
nothing, at the carnival, and I begged him to warn her that, if I
heard any tales about her when I came to Turin, our relations
would be at an end.

The following day a clerk of M. Tronchin's brought a coachman for
me to see.  The man said he was ready to start as soon as he had
had his dinner.  I confirmed the agreement he had made with the
banker, I summoned the two Corticellis, and said to the coachman,

"These are the persons you are to drive, and they will pay you
when they reach Turin in safety with their luggage.  You are to
take four days and a half for the journey, as is stipulated in the
agreement, of which they have one copy and you another."  An hour
after he called to put the luggage in.

The Corticelli burst into tears, but I was not so cruel as to send
her away without any consolation.  Her bad conduct had been
severely enough punished already.  I made her dine with me, and as
I gave her the letter for M. Raiberti, and twenty-five Louis for
the journey, I told her what I had written to the gentleman, who
would take good care of them.  She asked me for a trunk containing
three dresses and a superb mantle which Madame d'Urfe had given
her before she became mad, but I said that we would talk of that
at Turin.  She dared not mention the casket, but continued
weeping; however, she did not move me to pity.  I left her much
better off than when I first knew her; she had good clothes, good
linen, jewels, and an exceedingly pretty watch I had given her;
altogether a good deal more than she deserved.

As she was going I escorted her to the carriage, less for
politeness' sake than to commend her once more to the coachman.
When she was fairly gone I felt as if a load had been taken off my
back, and I went to look up my worthy syndic, whom the reader will
not have forgotten.  I had not written to him since I was in
Florence, and I anticipated the pleasure of seeing his surprise,
which was extreme.  But after gazing at me for a moment he threw
his arms round my neck, kissed me several times, and said he had
not expected the pleasure of seeing me.

"How are our sweethearts getting on?"

"Excellently.  They are always talking about you and regretting
your absence; they will go wild with joy when they know you are
here."

"You must tell them directly, then."

"I will go and warn them that we shall all sup together this
evening.  By the way, M. de Voltaire has given up his house at
Delices to M.  de Villars, and has gone to live at Ferney."

"That makes no difference to me, as I was not thinking of calling
on him this time.  I shall be here for two or three weeks, and I
mean to devote my time to you."

"You are too good."

"Will you give me writing materials before you go out?  I will
write a few letters while you are away."

He put me in possession of his desk, and I wrote to my late
housekeeper, Madame Lebel, telling her that I was going to spend
three weeks at Geneva, and that if I were sure of seeing her I
would gladly pay a visit to Lausanne.  Unfortunately, I also wrote
to the bad Genoese poet, Ascanio Pogomas, or Giaccomo Passano,
whom I had met at Leghorn.  I told him to go to Turin and to wait
for me there.  At the same time I wrote to M. F----, to whom I had
commended him, asking him to give the poet twelve Louis for the
journey.

My evil genius made me think of this man, who was an imposing-
looking fellow, and had all the air of a magician, to introduce
him to Madame d'Urfe as a great adept.  You will see, dear reader,
in the course of a year whether I had reason to repent of this
fatal inspiration.

As the syndic and I were on our way to our young friend's house I
saw an elegant English carriage for sale, and I exchanged it for
mine, giving the owner a hundred Louis as well.  While the bargain
was going on the uncle of the young theologian who argued so well,
and to whom I had given such pleasant lessons in physiology, came
up to me, embraced me, and asked me to dine with him the next day.

Before we got to the house the syndic informed me that we should
find another extremely pretty but uninitiated girl present.

"All the better," said I, "I shall know how to regulate my
conduct, and perhaps I may succeed in initiating her."

In my pocket I had placed a casket containing a dozen exquisite
rings.  I had long been aware that such trifling presents are
often very serviceable.

The moment of meeting those charming girls once more was one of
the happiest I have ever enjoyed.  In their greeting I read
delight and love of pleasure.  Their love was without envy or
jealousy, or any ideas which would have injured their self-esteem.
They felt worthy of my regard, as they had lavished their favours
on me without any degrading feelings, and drawn by the same
emotion that had drawn me.

The presence of the neophyte obliged us to greet each other with
what is called decency, and she allowed me to kiss her without
raising her eyes, but blushing violently.

After the usual commonplaces had passed and we had indulged in
some double meanings which made us laugh and her look thoughtful,
I told her she was pretty as a little love, and that I felt sure
that her mind, as beautiful as its casket, could harbour no
prejudices.

"I have all the prejudices which honour and religion suggest," she
modestly replied.

I saw that this was a case requiring very delicate treatment.
There was no question of carrying the citadel by sudden assault.
But, as usual, I fell in love with her.

The syndic having pronounced my name, she said,--

"Ah! then, you, sir, are the person who discussed some very
singular questions with my cousin, the pastor's niece.  I am
delighted to make your acquaintance."

"I am equally pleased to make yours, but I hope the pastor's niece
said nothing against me."

"Not at all; she has a very high opinion of you."

"I am going to dine with her to-morrow, and I shall take care to
thank her."

"To-morrow!  I should like to be there, for I enjoy philosophical
discussions though I never dare to put a word in."

The syndic praised her discretion and wisdom in such a manner that
I was convinced he was in love with her, and that he had either
seduced her or was trying to do so.  Her name was Helen.  I asked
the young ladies if Helen was their sister.  The eldest replied,
with a sly smile, that she was a sister, but as yet she had no
brother; and with this explanation she ran up to Helen and kissed
her.  Then the syndic and I vied with each other in paying her
compliments, telling her that we hoped to be her brothers.  She
blushed, but gave no answer to our gallantries.  I then drew forth
my casket, and seeing that all the girls were enchanted with the
rings, I told them to choose which ones they liked best.  The
charming Helen imitated their example, and repaid me with a modest
kiss.  Soon after she left us, and we were once more free, as in
old times.

The syndic had good cause to shew for his love of Helen.  She was
not merely pleasing, she was made to inspire a violent passion.
However, the three friends had no hope of making her join in their
pleasures, for they said that she had invincible feelings of
modesty where men were concerned.

We supped merrily, and after supper we began our sports again, the
syndic remaining as usual a mere looker-on, and well pleased with
his part.  I treated each of the three nymphs to two courses,
deceiving them whenever I was forced by nature to do so.  At
midnight we broke up, and the worthy syndic escorted me to the
door of my lodging.

The day following I went to the pastor's and found a numerous
party assembled, amongst others M. d'Harcourt and M. de Ximenes,
who told me that M. de Voltaire knew that I was at Geneva and
hoped to see me.  I replied by a profound bow.  Mdlle. Hedvig, the
pastor's niece, complimented me, but I was still better pleased to
see her cousin Helen.  The theologian of twenty-two was fair and
pleasant to the eyes, but she had not that 'je ne sais quoi', that
shade of bitter-sweet, which adds zest to hope as well as
pleasure.  However, the evident friendship between Hedvig and
Helen gave me good hopes of success with the latter.

We had an excellent dinner, and while it lasted the conversation
was restricted to ordinary topics; but at dessert the pastor
begged M. de Ximenes to ask his niece some questions.  Knowing his
worldwide reputation, I expected him to put her some problem in
geometry, but he only asked whether a lie could be justified on
the principle of a mental reservation.

Hedvig replied that there are cases in which a lie is necessary,
but that the principle of a mental reservation is always a cheat.

"Then how could Christ have said that the time in which the world
was to come to an end was unknown to Him?"

"He was speaking the truth; it was not known to Him."

"Then he was not God?"

"That is a false deduction, for since God may do all things, He
may certainly be ignorant of an event in futurity."

I thought the way in which she brought in the word "futurity"
almost sublime.  Hedvig was loudly applauded, and her uncle went
all round the table to kiss her.  I had a very natural objection
on the tip of my tongue, which she might have found difficult to
answer, but I wanted to get into her good graces and I kept my own
counsel.

M. d'Harcourt was urged to ask her some questions, but he replied
in the words of Horace, 'Nulla mihi religio est'.  Then Hedvig
turned to me and asked me to put her some hard question,
"something difficult, which you don't know yourself."

"I shall be delighted.  Do you grant that a god possesses in a
supreme degree the qualities of man?"

"Yes, excepting man's weaknesses."

"Do you class the generative power as a weakness?"

"No."

"Will you tell me, then, of what nature would have been the
offspring of a union between a god and a mortal woman?"

Hedvig looked as red as fire.

The pastor and the other guests looked at each other, while I
gazed fixedly at the young theologian, who was reflecting.  M.
d'Harcourt said that we should have to send for Voltaire to settle
a question so difficult, but as Hedvig had collected her thoughts
and seemed ready to speak everybody was silent.

"It would be absurd," said she, "to suppose that a deity could
perform such an action without its having any results.  At the end
of nine months a woman would be delivered a male child, which
would be three parts man and one part god."

At these words all the guests applauded, M. de Ximenes expressed
his admiration of the way the question had been solved, adding,--

"Naturally, if the son of the woman married, his children would be
seven-eighths men and one-eighth gods."

"Yes," said I, "unless he married a goddess, which would have made
the proportion different."

"Tell me exactly," said Hedvig, "what proportion of divinity there
would be in a child of the sixteenth generation."

"Give me a pencil and I will soon tell you," said M. de Ximenes.

"There is no need to calculate it," said I; "the child would have
some small share of the wit which you enjoy."

Everybody applauded this gallant speech, which did not by any
means offend the lady to whom it was addressed.

This pretty blonde was chiefly desirable for the charms of her
intellect.  We rose from the table and made a circle round her,
but she told us with much grace not to pay her any more
compliments.

I took Helen aside, and told her to get her cousin to choose a
ring from my casket, which I gave her, and she seemed glad to
execute the commission.  A quarter of an hour afterwards Hedvig
came to shew me her hand adorned with the ring she had chosen.  I
kissed it rapturously, and she must have guessed from the warmth
of my kisses with what feelings she had inspired me.

In the evening Helen told the syndic and the three girls all about
the morning's discussion without leaving out the smallest detail.
She told the story with ease and grace, and I had no occasion to
prompt her.  We begged her to stay to supper, but she whispered
something to the three friends, and they agreed that it was
impossible; but she said that she might spend a couple of days
with them in their country house on the lake, if they would ask
her mother.

At the syndic's request the girls called on the mother the next
day, and the day after that they went off with Helen.  The same
evening we went and supped with them, but we could not sleep
there.  The syndic was to take me to a house at a short distance
off, where we should be very comfortable.  This being the case
there was no hurry, and the eldest girl said that the syndic and I
could leave whenever we liked, but that they were going to bed.
So saying she took Helen to her room, while the two others slept
in another room.  Soon after the syndic went into the room where
Helen was, and I visited the two others.

I had scarcely been with my two sweethearts for an hour when the
syndic interrupted my erotic exploits by begging me to go.

"What have you done with Helen?" I asked.

"Nothing; she's a simpleton, and an intractable one.  She hid
under the sheets and would not look at my performance with her
friend."

"You ought to go to her direct."

"I have done so, but she repulsed me again and again.  I have
given it up, and shall not try it again, unless you will tame her
for me."

"How is it to be done?"

"Come to dinner to-morrow.  I shall be away at Geneva.  I shall be
back by supper-time.  I wish we could give her too much to drink!"

"That would be a pity.  Let me see what I can do."

I accordingly went to dine with them by myself the next day, and
they entertained me in all the force of the word.  After dinner we
went for a walk, and the three friends understanding my aims left
me alone with the intractable girl, who resisted my caresses in a
manner which almost made me give up the hope of taming her.

"The syndic," said I, "is in love with you, and last night .  .  .

"Last night," she said, "he amused himself with his old friend.  I
am for everyone's following their own tastes, but I expect to be
allowed to follow mine."

"If I could gain your heart I should be happy."

"Why don't you invite the pastor and my cousin to dine with you?
I could come too, for the pastor makes much of everyone who loves
his niece."

"I am glad to hear that.  Has she a lover?"

"No."

"I can scarcely believe it.  She is young, pretty, agreeable, and
very clever."

"You don't understand Genevan ways.  It is because she is so
clever that no young man falls in love with her.  Those who might
be attracted by her personal charms hold themselves aloof on
account of her intellectual capacities, as they would have to sit
in silence before her."

"Are the young Genevans so ignorant, then?"

"As a rule they are.  Some of them have received excellent
educations, but in a general way they are full of prejudice.
Nobody wishes to be considered a fool or a blockhead, but clever
women are not appreciated; and if a girl is witty or well educated
she endeavors to hide her lights, at least if she desires to be
married."

"Ah! now I see why you did not open your lips during our
discussion."

"No, I know I have nothing to hide.  This was not the motive which
made me keep silence, but the pleasure of listening.  I admired my
cousin, who was not afraid to display her learning on a subject
which any other girl would have affected to know nothing about."

"Yes, affected, though she might very probably know as much as her
grandmother."

"That's a matter of morals, or rather of prejudices."

"Your reasoning is admirable, and I am already longing for the
party you so cleverly suggested:"

"You will have the pleasure of being with my cousin."

"I do her justice.  Hedvig is certainly a very interesting and
agreeable girl, but believe me it is your presence that will
constitute my chief enjoyment."

"And how if I do not believe you?"

"You would wrong me and give me pain, for I love you dearly."

"In spite of that you have deceived me.  I am sure that you have
given marks of your affection to those three young ladies.  For my
part I pity them."

"Why?"

"Because neither of them can flatter herself that you love her,
and her alone."

"And do you think that your delicacy of feeling makes you happier
than they are?"

"Yes, I think so though of course, I have no experience in the
matter.  Tell me truly, do you think I am right?"

"Yes, I do."

"I am delighted to hear it; but you must confess that to associate
me with them in your attentions would not be giving me the
greatest possible proof of your love."

"Yes, I do confess it, and I beg your pardon.  But tell me how I
should set to work to ask the pastor to dinner."

"There will be no difficulty.  Just call on him and ask him to
come, and if you wish me to be of the party beg him to ask my
mother and myself."

"Why your mother?"

"Because he has been in love with her these twenty years, and
loves her still."

"And where shall I give this dinner?"

"Is not M. Tronchin your banker?"

"Yes."

"He has a nice pleasure house on the lake; ask him to lend it you
for the day; he will be delighted to do so.  But don't tell the
syndic or his three friends anything about it; they can hear of it
afterwards."

"But do you think your learned cousin will be glad to be in my
company?"

"More than glad, you may be sure."

"Very good, everything will be arranged by tomorrow.  The day
after, you will be returning to Geneva, and the party will take
place two or three days later."

The syndic came back in due course, and we had a very pleasant
evening.  After supper the ladies went to bed as before, and I
went with the eldest girl while the syndic visited the two younger
ones.  I knew that it would be of no use to try to do anything
with Helen, so I contented myself with a few kisses, after which I
wished them good night and passed on to the next room.  I found
them in a deep sleep, and the syndic seemed visibly bored.  He did
not look more cheerful when I told him that I had had no success
with Helen.

"I see," said he, "that I shall waste my time with the little
fool.  I think I shall give her up."

"I think that's the best thing you could do," I replied, "for a
man who languishes after a woman who is either devoid of feeling
or full of caprice, makes himself her dupe.  Bliss should be
neither too easy nor too hard to be won."

The next day we returned to Geneva, and M. Tronchin seemed
delighted to oblige me.  The pastor accepted my invitation, and
said I was sure to be charmed with Helen's mother.  It was easy to
see that the worthy man cherished a tenderness for her, and if she
responded at all it would be all the better for my purposes.

I was thinking of supping with the charming Helen and her three
friends at the house on the lake, but an express summoned me to
Lausanne.  Madame Lebel, my old housekeeper, invited me to sup
with her and her husband.  She wrote that she had made her husband
promise to take her to Lausanne as soon as she got my letter, and
she added she was sure that I would resign everything to give her
the pleasure of seeing me.  She notified the hour at which she
would be at her mother's house.

Madame Lebel was one of the ten or twelve women for whom in my
happy youth I cherished the greatest affection.  She had all the
qualities to make a man a good wife, if it had been my fate to
experience such felicity.  But perhaps I did well not to tie
myself down with irrevocable bonds, though now my independence is
another name for slavery.  But if I had married a woman of tact,
who would have ruled me unawares to myself, I should have taken
care of my fortune and have had children, instead of being lonely
and penniless in my old age.

But I must indulge no longer in digressions on the past which
cannot be recalled, and since my recollections make me happy I
should be foolish to cherish idle regrets.

I calculated that if I started directly I should get to Lausanne
an hour before Madame Lebel, and I did not hesitate to give her
this proof of my regard.  I must here warn my readers, that,
though I loved this woman well, I was then occupied with another
passion, and no voluptuous thought mingled with my desire of
seeing her.  My esteem for her was enough to hold my passions in
check, but I esteemed Lebel too, and nothing would have induced me
to disturb the happiness of this married pair.

I wrote in haste to the syndic, telling him that an important and
sudden call obliged me to start for Lausanne, but that I should
have the pleasure of supping with him and his three friends at
Geneva on the following day.

I knocked at Madame Dubois's door at five o'clock, almost dying
with hunger.  Her surprise was extreme, for she did not know that
her daughter was going to meet me at her house.  Without more ado
I gave her two louis to get us a good supper.

At seven o'clock, Madame Lebel, her husband, and a child of
eighteen months, whom I easily recognized as my own, arrived.  Our
meeting was a happy one indeed; we spent ten hours at table, and
mirth and joy prevailed.  At day-break she started for Soleure,
where Lebel had business.  M. de Chavigni had desired to be
remembered most affectionately to me.  Lebel assured me that the
ambassador was extremely kind to his wife, and he thanked me
heartily for having given such a woman up to him.  I could easily
see that he was a happy husband, and that his wife was as happy as
he.

My dear housekeeper talked to me about my son.  She said that
nobody suspected the truth, but that neither she nor Lebel (who
had faithfully kept his promise, and had not consummated the
marriage for the two months agreed upon) had any doubts.

"The secret," said Lebel to me, "will never be known, and your son
will be my sole heir, or will share my property with my children
if I ever have any, which I doubt."

"My dear," said his wife, "there is somebody who has very strong
suspicions on the subject, and these suspicions will gain strength
as the child grows older; but we have nothing to fear on that
score, as she is well paid to keep the secret."

"And who is this person?" said I.

"Madame ----.  She has not forgotten the past, and often speaks of
you."

"Will you kindly remember me to her?"

"I shall be delighted to do so, and I am sure the message will
give her great pleasure."

Lebel shewed me my ring, and I shewed him his, and gave him a
superb watch for my son.

"You must give it him," I said, "when you think he is old enough."

We shall hear of the young gentleman in twenty-one years at
Fontainebleau.

I passed three hours in telling them of all the adventures I had
during the twenty-seven months since we had seen one another.  As
to their history, it was soon told; it had all the calm which
belongs to happiness.

Madame Lebel was as pretty as ever, and I could see no change in
her, but I was no longer the same man.  She thought me less lively
than of old, and she was right.  The Renaud had blasted me, and
the pretended Lascaris had given me a great deal of trouble and
anxiety.

We embraced each other tenderly, and the wedded pair returned to
Soleure and I to Geneva; but feeling that I wanted rest I wrote to
the syndic that I was not well and could not come till the next
day, and after I had done so I went to bed.

The next day, the eve of my dinner party, I ordered a repast in
which no expense was to be spared.  I did not forget to tell the
landlord to get me the best wines, the choicest liqueurs, ices,
and all the materials for a bowl of punch.  I told him that we
should be six in number, for I foresaw that M. Tronchin would dine
with us.  I was right; I found him at his pretty house ready to
receive us, and I had not much trouble in inducing him to stay.
In the evening I thought it as well to tell the syndic and his
three friends about it in Helen's presence, while she, feigning
ignorance, said that her mother had told her they were going
somewhere or other to dinner.

"I am delighted to hear it," said I; "it must be at
M. Tronchin's."

My dinner would have satisfied the most exacting gourmet, but
Hedvig was its real charm.  She treated difficult theological
questions with so much grace, and rationalised so skilfully, that
though one might not be convinced it was impossible to help being
attracted.  I have never seen any theologian who could treat the
most difficult points with so much facility, eloquence, and real
dignity, and at dinner she completed her conquest of myself.  M.
Tronchin, who had never heard her speak before, thanked me a
hundred times for having procured him this pleasure, and being
obliged to leave us by the call of business he asked us to meet
again in two days' time.

I was much interested during the dessert by the evident tenderness
of the pastor for Helen's mother.  His amorous eloquence grew in
strength as he irrigated his throat with champagne, Greek wine,
and eastern liqueurs.  The lady seemed pleased, and was a match
for him as far as drinking was concerned, while the two girls and
myself only drank with sobriety.  However, the mixture of wines,
and above all the punch, had done their work, and my charmers were
slightly elevated.  Their spirits were delightful, but rather
pronounced.

I took this favourable opportunity to ask the two aged lovers if I
might take the young ladies for a walk in the garden by the lake,
and they told us enthusiastically to go and enjoy ourselves.  We
went out arm in arm, and in a few minutes we were out of sight of
everyone.

"Do you know," said I to Hedvig, "that you have made a conquest of
M. Tronchin?"

"Have I?  The worthy banker asked me some very silly questions."

"You must not expect everyone to be able to contend with you."

"I can't help telling you that your question pleased me best of
all.  A bigoted theologian at the end of the table seemed
scandalized at the question and still more at the answer."

"And why?"

"He says I ought to have told you that a deity could not
impregnate a woman.  He said that he would explain the reason to
me if I were a man, but being a woman and a maid he could not with
propriety expound such mysteries.  I wish you would tell me what
the fool meant."

"I should be very glad, but you must allow me to speak plainly,
and I shall have to take for granted that you are acquainted with
the physical conformation of a man."

"Yes, speak as plainly as you like, for there is nobody to hear
what we say; but I must confess that I am only acquainted with the
peculiarities of the male by theory and reading.  I have no
practical knowledge.  I have seen statues, but I have never seen
or examined a real live man.  Have you, Helen?"

"I have never wished to do so."

"Why not?  It is good to know everything."

"Well, Hedvig, your theologian meant to say that a god was not
capable of this."

"What is that?"

"Give me your hand."

"I can feel it, and have thought it would be something like that;
without this provision of nature man would not be able to
fecundate his mate.  And how could the foolish theologian maintain
that this was an imperfection?"

"Because it is the result of desire, Hedvig, and it would not have
taken place in me if I had not been charmed with you, and if I had
not conceived the most seducing ideas of the beauties that I
cannot see from the view of the beauties I can see.  Tell me
frankly whether feeling that did not give you an agreeable
sensation."

"It did, and just in the place where your hand is now.  Don't you
feel a pleasant tickling there, Helen, after what the gentleman
has been saying to us?"

"Yes, I feel it, but I often do, without anything to excite me."

"And then," said I, "nature makes you appease it .  .  .  thus?"

"Not at all."

"Oh, yes!" said Hedvig.  "Even when we are asleep our hands seek
that spot as if by instinct, and if it were not for that solace I
think we should get terribly ill."

As this philosophical discourse, conducted by the young theologian
in quite a professional manner, proceeded, we reached a beautiful
basin of water, with a flight of marble steps for bathers.
Although the air was cool our heads were hot, and I conceived the
idea of telling them that it would do them good to bathe their feet,
and that if they would allow me I would take off their shoes and
stockings.

"I should like to so much," said Hedvig.

"And I too," said Helen.

"Then sit down, ladies, on the first step."

They proceeded to sit down and I began to take off their shoes,
praising the beauty of their legs, and pretending for the present
not to want to go farther than the knee.  When they got into the
water they were obliged to pick up their clothes, and I encouraged
them to do so.

"Well, well," said Hedvig, "men have thighs too."

Helen, who would have been ashamed to be beaten by her cousin, was
not backward in shewing her legs.

"That will do, charming maids," said I, "you might catch cold if
you stayed longer in the water."

They walked up backwards, still holding up their clothes for fear
of wetting them, and it was then my duty to wipe them dry with all
the handkerchiefs I had.  This pleasant task left me at freedom to
touch and see, and the reader will imagine that I did my best in
that direction.  The fair theologian told me I wanted to know too
much, but Helen let me do what I liked with such a tender and
affectionate expression that it was as much as I could do to keep
within bounds.  At last, when I had drawn on their shoes and
stockings, I told them that I was delighted to have seen the
hidden charms of the two prettiest girls in Geneva.

"What effect had it on you?" asked Hedvig.

"I daren't tell you to look, but feel, both of you."

"Do you bathe, too."

"It's out of the question, a man's undressing takes so much
trouble."

"But we have still two hours before us, in which we need not fear
any interruption."

This reply gave me a foretaste of the bliss I had to gain, but I
did not wish to expose myself to an illness by going into the
water in my present state.  I noticed a summer-house at a little
distance, and feeling sure that M. Tronchin had left the door
open, I took the two girls on my arm and led them there without
giving them any hint of my intentions.  The summer-house was
scented with vases of pot-pourri and adorned with engravings; but,
best of all, there was a large couch which seemed made for repose
and pleasure.  I sat down on it between my two sweethearts, and as
I caressed them I told them I was going to shew them something
they had never seen before, and without more ado I displayed to
their gaze the principal agent in the preservation of the human
race.  They got up to admire it, and taking a hand of each one I
procured them some enjoyment, but in the middle of their labours
an abundant flow of liquid threw them into the greatest
astonishment.

"That," said I, "is the Word which makes men."

"It's beautiful!" cried Helen, laughing at the term "word."

"I have a word too," said Hedvig, "and I will shew it to you if
you will wait a minute."

"Come, Hedvig, and I will save you the trouble of making it
yourself, and will do it better."

"I daresay, but I have never done it with a man."

"No more have I," said Helen.

Placing them in front of me I gave them another ecstacy.  We then
sat down, and while I felt all their charms I let them touch me as
much as they liked till I watered their hands a second time.

We made ourselves decent once more, and spent half an hour in
kisses and caresses, and I then told them that they had made me
happy only in part, but that I hoped they would make my bliss
complete by presenting me with their maidenheads.  I shewed them
the little safety-bags invented by the English in the interests of
the fair sex.  They admired them greatly when I explained their
use, and the fair theologian remarked to her cousin that she would
think it over.  We were now close friends, and soon promised to be
something more; and we walked back and found the pastor and
Helen's mother strolling by the side of the lake.

When I got back to Geneva I went to spend the evening with the
three friends, but I took good care not to tell the syndic
anything about my victory with Helen.  It would only have served
to renew his hopes, and he would have had this trouble for
nothing.  Even I would have done no good without the young
theologian; but as Helen admired her she did not like to appear
her inferior by refusing to imitate her freedom.

I did not see Helen that evening, but I saw her the next day at
her mother's house, for I was in mere politeness bound to thank
the old lady for the honour she had done me.  She gave me a most
friendly reception, and introduced me to two very pretty girls who
were boarding with her.  They might have interested me if I had
been stopping long in Geneva, but as if was Helen claimed all my
attraction.

"To-morrow," said the charming girl, "I shall be able to get a
word with you at Madame Tronchin's dinner, and I expect Hedvig
will have hit on some way for you to satisfy your desires."

The banker gave us an excellent dinner.  He proudly told me that
no inn-keeper could give such a good dinner as a rich gentleman
who has a good cook, a good cellar, good silver plate, and china
of the best quality.  We were twenty of us at table, and the feast
was given chiefly in honour of the learned theologian and myself,
as a rich foreigner who spent money freely.  M. de Ximenes, who
had just arrived from Ferney was there, and told me that M. de
Voltaire was expecting me, but I had foolishly determined not to go.

Hedvig shone in solving the questions put to her by the company.
M. de Ximenes begged her to justify as best she could our first
mother, who had deceived her husband by giving him the fatal apple
to eat.

"Eve," she said, "did not deceive her husband, she only cajoled
him into eating it in the hope of giving him one more perfection.
Besides Eve had not been forbidden to eat the fruit by God, but
only by Adam, and in all probability her woman's sense prevented
her regarding the prohibition as serious."

At this reply, which I found full of sense and wit, two scholars
from Geneva and even Hedvig's uncle began to murmur and shake
their heads.  Madame Tronchin said gravely that Eve had received
the prohibition from God himself, but the girl only answered by a
humble "I beg your pardon, madam."  At this she turned to the
pastor with a frightened manner, and said,--

"What do you say to this?"

"Madam, my niece is not infallible."

"Excuse me, dear uncle, I am as infallible as Holy Writ when I
speak according to it."

"Bring a Bible, and let me see."

"Hedvig, my dear Hedvig, you are right after all.  Here it is.
The prohibition was given before woman was made."

Everybody applauded, but Hedvig remained quite calm; it was only
the two scholars and Madame Tronchin who still seemed disturbed.
Another lady then asked her if it was allowable to believe the
history of the apple to be symbolical.  She replied,--

"I do not think so, because it could only be a symbol of sexual
union, and it is clear that such did not take place between Adam
and Eve in the Garden of Eden."

"The learned differ on this point."

"All the worse for them, madam, the Scripture is plain enough.  In
the first verse of the fourth chapter it is written, that Adam
knew his wife after they had been driven from the Garden, and that
in consequence she conceived Cain."

"Yes, but the verse does not say that Adam did not know her before
and consequently he might have done so."

"I cannot admit the inference, as in that case she would have
conceived; for it would be absurd to suppose that two creatures
who had just left God's hands, and were consequently as nearly
perfect as is possible, could perform the act of generation
without its having any result."

This reply gained everyone's applause, and compliments to Hedvig
made the round of the table.

Mr. Tronchin asked her if the doctrine of the immortality of the
soul could be gathered from the Old Testament alone.

"The Old Testament," she replied, "does not teach this doctrine;
but, nevertheless, human reason teaches it, as the soul is a
substance, and the destruction of any substance is an unthinkable
proposition."

"Then I will ask you," said the banker, "if the existence of the
soul is established in the Bible."

"Where there is smoke there is always fire."

"Tell me, then, if matter can think."

"I cannot answer that question, for it is beyond my knowledge.  I
can only say that as I believe God to be all powerful, I cannot
deny Him the power to make matter capable of thought."

"But what is your own opinion?"

"I believe that I have a soul endowed with thinking capacities,
but I do not know whether I shall remember that I had the honour
of dining with you to-day after I die."

"Then you think that the soul and the memory may be separable; but
in that case you would not be a theologian."

"One may be a theologian and a philosopher, for philosophy never
contradicts any truth, and besides, to say 'I do not know' is not
the same as 'I am sure'"

Three parts of the guests burst into cries of admiration, and the
fair philosopher enjoyed seeing me laugh for pleasure at the
applause.  The pastor wept for joy, and whispered something to
Helen's mother.  All at once he turned to me, saying,--

"Ask my niece some question."

"Yes," said Hedvig, "but it must be something quite new."

"That is a hard task," I replied, "for how am I to know that what
I ask is new to you?  However, tell me if one must stop at the
first principle of a thing one wants to understand."

"Certainly, and the reason is that in God there is no first
principle, and He is therefore incomprehensible."

"God be praised!  that is how I would have you answer.  Can God
have any self-consciousness?"

"There my learning is baffled.  I know not what to reply.  You
should not ask me so hard a thing as that."

"But you wished for something new.  I thought the newest thing
would be to see you at a loss."

"That's prettily said.  Be kind enough to reply for me, gentlemen,
and teach me what to say."

Everybody tried to answer, but nothing was said worthy of record.
Hedvig at last said,--

"My opinion is that since God knows all, He knows of His own
existence, but you must not ask me how He knows it."

"That's well said," I answered; and nobody could throw any further
light on the matter.

All the company looked on me as a polite Atheist, so superficial
is the judgment of society, but it did not matter to me whether
they thought me an Atheist or not.

M. de Ximenes asked Hedvig if matter had been created.

"I cannot recognize the word 'created,'" she replied.  "Ask me
whether matter was formed, and I shall reply in the affirmative.
The word 'created' cannot have existence, for the existence of
anything must be prior to the word which explains it."

"Then what meaning do you assign to the word 'created'?"

"Made out of nothing.  You see the absurdity, for nothing must
have first existed.  I am glad to see you laugh.  Do you think
that nothingness could be created?"

"You are right."

"Not at all, not at all," said one of the guests, superciliously.

"Kindly tell me who was your teacher?" said M. de Ximenes.

"My uncle there."

"Not at all, my dear niece.  I certainly never taught you what you
have been telling us to-day.  But my niece, gentlemen, reads and
reflects over what she has read, perhaps with rather too much
freedom, but I love her all the same, because she always ends by
acknowledging that she knows nothing."

A lady who had not opened her lips hitherto asked Hedvig for a
definition of spirit.

"Your question is a purely philosophical one, and I must answer
that I do not know enough of spirit or matter to be able to give a
satisfactory definition."

"But since you acknowledge the existence of Deity and must
therefore have an abstract idea of spirit, you must have some
notions on the subject, and should be able to tell me how it acts
on matter."

"No solid foundation can be built on abstract ideas.  Hobbes calls
such ideas mere fantasms.  One may have them, but if one begins to
reason on them, one is landed in contradiction.  I know that God
sees me, but I should labour in vain if I endeavoured to prove it
by reasoning, for reason tells us no one can see anything without
organs of sight; and God being a pure spirit, and therefore
without organs, it is scientifically impossible that He can see us
any more than we can see Him.  But Moses and several others have
seen Him, and I believe it so, without attempting to reason on
it."

"You are quite right," said I, "for you would be confronted by
blank impossibility.  But if you take to reading Hobbes you are in
danger of becoming an Atheist."

"I am not afraid of that.  I cannot conceive the possibility of
Atheism."

After dinner everybody crowded round this truly astonishing girl,
so that I had no opportunity of whispering my love.  However, I
went apart with Helen, who told me that the pastor and his niece
were going to sup with her mother the following day.

"Hedvig," she added, "will stay the night and sleep with me as she
always does when she comes to supper with her uncle.  It remains
to be seen if you are willing to hide in a place I will shew you
at eleven o'clock tomorrow, in order to sleep with us.  Call on my
mother at that hour to-morrow, and I will find an opportunity of
shewing you where it is.  You will be safe though not comfortable,
and if you grow weary you can console yourself by thinking that
you are in our minds."

"Shall I have to stay there long?"

"Four hours at the most.  At seven o'clock the street door is
shut, and only opened to anyone who rings."

"If I happen to cough while I am in hiding might I be heard?"

"Yes, that might happen."

"There's a great hazard.  All the rest is of no consequence; but
no matter, I will risk all for the sake of so great happiness."

In the morning I paid the mother a visit, and as Helen was
escorting me out she shewed me a door between the two stairs.

"At seven o'clock," said she, "the door will be open, and when you
are in put on the bolt.  Take care that no one sees you as you are
entering the house."

At a quarter to seven I was already a prisoner.  I found a seat in
my cell, otherwise I should neither have been able to lie down or
to stand up.  It was a regular hole, and I knew by my sense of
smell that hams and cheeses were usually kept there; but it
contained none at present, for I fell all round to see how the
land lay.  As I was cautiously stepping round I felt my foot
encounter some resistance, and putting down my hand I recognized
the feel of linen.  It was a napkin containing two plates, a nice
roast fowl, bread, and a second napkin.  Searching again I came
across a bottle and a glass.  I was grateful to my charmers for
having thought of my stomach, but as I had purposely made a late
and heavy meal I determined to defer the consumption of my cold
collation till a later hour.

At nine o'clock I began, and as I had neither a knife nor a
corkscrew I was obliged to break the neck of the bottle with a
brick which I was fortunately able to detach from the mouldering
floor.  The wine was delicious old Neuchatel, and the fowl was
stuffed with truffles, and I felt convinced that my two nymphs
must have some rudimentary ideas on the subject of stimulants.  I
should have passed the time pleasantly enough if it had not been
for the occasional visits of a rat, who nearly made me sick with
his disgusting odour.  I remembered that I had been annoyed in the
same way at Cologne under somewhat similar circumstances.

At last ten o'clock struck, and I heard the pastor's voice as he
came downstairs talking; he warned the girls not to play any
tricks together, and to go to sleep quietly.  That brought back to
my memory M. Rose leaving Madame Orio's house at Venice twenty-two
years before; and reflecting on my character I found myself much
changed, though not more reasonable; but if I was not so sensible
to the charms of the sex, the two beauties who were awaiting me
were much superior to Madame Orio's nieces.

In my long and profligate career in which I have turned the heads
of some hundreds of ladies, I have become familiar with all the
methods of seduction; but my guiding principle has been never to
direct my attack against novices or those whose prejudices were
likely to prove an obstacle except in the presence of another
woman.  I soon found out that timidity makes a girl averse to
being seduced, while in company with another girl she is easily
conquered; the weakness of the one brings on the fall of the
other.  Fathers and mothers are of the contrary opinion, but they
are in the wrong.  They will not trust their daughter to take a
walk or go to a ball with a young man, but if she has another girl
with her there is no difficulty made.  I repeat, they are in the
wrong; if the young man has the requisite skill their daughter is
a lost woman.  A feeling of false shame hinders them from making
an absolute and determined resistance, and the first step once
taken the rest comes inevitably and quickly.  The girl grants some
small favour, and immediately makes her friend grant a much
greater one to hide her own blushes; and if the seducer is clever
at his trade the young innocent will soon have gone too far to be
able to draw back.  Besides the more innocence a girl has, the
less she knows of the methods of seduction.  Before she has had
time to think, pleasure attracts her, curiosity draws her a little
farther, and opportunity does the rest.

For example, I might possibly have been able to seduce Hedvig
without Helen, but I am certain I should never have succeeded with
Helen if she had not seen her cousin take liberties with me which
she no doubt thought contrary to the feelings of modesty which a
respectable young woman ought to have.

Though I do not repent of my amorous exploits, I am far from
wishing that my example should serve for the perversion of the
fair sex, who have so many claims on my homage.  I desire that
what I say may be a warning to fathers and mothers, and secure me
a place in their esteem at any rate.

Soon after the pastor had gone I heard three light knocks on my
prison door.  I opened it, and my hand was folded in a palm as
soft as satin.  All my being was moved.  It was Helen's hand, and
that happy moment had already repaid me for my long waiting.

"Follow me on tiptoe," she whispered, as soon as she had shut the
door; but in my impatience I clasped her in my arms, and made her
feel the effect which her mere presence had produced on me, while
at the same time I assured myself of her docility.  "There," she
said, "now come upstairs softly after me."

I followed her as best I could in the darkness, and she took me
along a gallery into a dark room, and then into a lighted one
which contained Hedvig almost in a state of nudity.  She came to
me with open arms as soon as she saw me, and, embracing me
ardently, expressed her gratitude for my long and dreary
imprisonment.

"Divine Hedvig," I answered, "if I had not loved you madly I would
not have stayed a quarter of an hour in that dismal cell, but I am
ready to spend four hours there every day till I leave Geneva for
your sake.  But we must not lose any time; let us go to bed."

"Do you two go to bed," said Helen; "I will sleep on the sofa."

"No, no," cried Hedvig, "don't think of it; our fate must be
exactly equal."

"Yes, darling Helen," said I, embracing her; "I love you both with
equal ardour, and these ceremonies are only wasting the time in
which I ought to be assuring you of my passion.  Imitate my
proceedings.  I am going to undress, and then I shall lie in the
middle of the bed.  Come and lie beside me, and I'll shew you how
I love you.  If all is safe I will remain with you till you send
me away, but whatever you do do not put out the light."

In the twinkling of an eye, discussing the theory of shame the
while with the theological Hedvig, I presented myself to their
gaze in the costume of Adam.  Hedvig blushed and parted with the
last shred of her modesty, citing the opinion of St. Clement
Alexandrinus that the seat of shame is in the shirt.  I praised
the charming perfection of her shape, in the hope of encouraging
Helen, who was slowly undressing herself; but an accusation of
mock modesty from her cousin had more effect than all my praises.
At last this Venus stood before me in a state of nature, covering
her most secret parts with her hand, and hiding one breast with
the other, and appearing woefully ashamed of what she could not
conceal.  Her modest confusion, this strife between departing
modesty and rising passion, enchanted me.

Hedvig was taller than Helen; her skin was whiter, and her breasts
double the size of Helen's; but in Helen there was more animation,
her shape was more gently moulded, and her breast might have been
the model for the Venus de Medicis.

She got bolder by degrees, and we spent some moments in admiring
each other, and then we went to bed.  Nature spoke out loudly, and
all we wanted was to satisfy its demands.  With much coolness I
made a woman of Hedvig, and when all was over she kissed me and
said that the pain was nothing in comparison with the pleasure.

The turn of Helen (who was six years younger than Hedvig) now
came, but the finest fleece that I have ever seen was not won
without difficulty.  She was jealous of her cousin's success, and
held it open with her two hands; and though she had to submit to
great pain before being initiated into the amorous mysteries, her
sighs were sighs of happiness, as she responded to my ardent
efforts.  Her great charms and the vivacity of her movements
shortened the sacrifice, and when I left the sanctuary my two
sweethearts saw that I needed repose.

The alter was purified of the blood of the victims, and we all
washed, delighted to serve one another.

Life returned to me under their curious fingers, and the sight
filled them with joy.  I told them that I wished to enjoy them
every night till I left Geneva, but they told me sadly that this
was impossible.

"In five or six days time, perhaps, the opportunity may recur
again, but that will be all."

"Ask us to sup at your inn to-morrow," said Hedvig; "and maybe,
chance will favour the commission of a sweet felony."

I followed this advice.

I overwhelmed them with happiness for several hours, passing five
or six times from one to the other before I was exhausted.  In the
intervals, seeing them to be docile and desirous, I made them
execute Aretin's most complicated postures, which amused them
beyond words.  We kissed whatever took our fancy, and just as
Hedvig applied her lips to the mouth of the pistol, it went off
and the discharge inundated her face and her bosom.  She was
delighted, and watched the process to the end with all the
curiosity of a doctor.  The night seemed short, though we had not
lost a moment's time, and at daybreak we had to part.  I left them
in bed and I was fortunate enough to get away without being
observed.

I slept till noon, and then having made my toilette I went to call
on the pastor, to whom I praised Hedvig to the skies.  This was
the best way to get him to come to supper at Balances the next
day.

"We shall be in the town," said I, "and can remain together as
long as we please, but do not forget to bring the amiable widow
and her charming daughter."

He promised he would bring them both.

In the evening I went to see the syndic and his three friends, who
naturally found me rather insensible to their charms.  I excused
myself by saying that I had a bad headache.  I told them that I
had asked the young theologian to supper, and invited the girls
and the syndic to come too; but, as I had foreseen, the latter
would not hear of their going as it would give rise to gossip.

I took care that the most exquisite wines should form an important
feature of my supper.  The pastor and the widow were both sturdy
drinkers, and I did my best to please them.  When I saw that they
were pretty mellow and were going over their old recollections, I
made a sign to the girls, and they immediately went out as if to
go to a retiring-room.  Under pretext of shewing them the way I
went out too, and took them into a room telling them to wait for
me.

I went back to the supper-room, and finding the old friends taken
up with each other and scarcely conscious of my presence, I gave
them some punch, and told them that I would keep the young ladies
company; they were looking at some pictures, I explained.  I lost
no time, and shewed them some extremely interesting sights.  These
stolen sweets have a wonderful charm.  When we were to some extent
satisfied, we went back, and I plied the punch-ladle more and more
freely.  Helen praised the pictures to her mother, and asked her
to come and look at them.

"I don't care to," she replied.

"Well," said Helen, "let us go and see them again."

I thought this stratagem admissible, and going out with my two
sweethearts I worked wonders.  Hedvig philosophised over pleasure,
and told me she would never have known it if I had not chanced to
meet her uncle.  Helen did not speak; she was more voluptuous than
her cousin, and swelled out like a dove, and came to life only to
expire a moment afterwards.  I wondered at her astonishing
fecundity; while I was engaged in one operation she passed from
death to life fourteen times.  It is true that it was the sixth
time with me, so I made my progress rather slower to enjoy the
pleasure she took in it.

Before we parted I agreed to call on Helen's mother every day to
ascertain the night I could spend with them before I left Geneva.
We broke up our party at two o'clock in the morning.

Three or four days after, Helen told me briefly that Hedvig was to
sleep with her that night, and that she would leave the door open
at the same time as before.

"I will be there."

"And I will be there to shut you up, but you cannot have a light
as the servant might see it."

I was exact to the time, and when ten o'clock struck they came to
fetch me in high glee.

"I forgot to tell you," said Helen, "that you would find a fowl
there."

I felt hungry, and made short work of it, and then we gave
ourselves up to happiness.

I had to set out on my travels in two days.  I had received a
couple of letters from M. Raiberti.  In the first he told me that
he had followed my instructions as to the Corticelli, and in the
second that she would probably he paid for dancing at the carnival
as first 'figurante'.  I had nothing to keep me at Geneva, and
Madame d'Urfe, according to our agreement, would be waiting for me
at Lyons.  I was therefore obliged to go there.  Thus the night
that I was to pass with my two charmers would be my last.

My lessons had taken effect, and I found they had become past
mistresses in the art of pleasure.  But now and again joy gave
place to sadness.

"We shall be wretched, sweetheart," said Hedvig, "and if you like
we will come with you."

"I promise to come and see you before two years have expired,"
said I; and in fact they had not so long to wait.

We fell asleep at midnight, and waking at four renewed our sweet
battles till six o'clock.  Half an hour after I left them, worn
out with my exertions, and I remained in bed all day.  In the
evening I went to see the syndic and his young friends.  I found
Helen there, and she was cunning enough to feign not to be more
vexed at my departure than the others, and to further the
deception she allowed the syndic to kiss her.  I followed suit,
and begged her to bid farewell for me to her learned cousin and to
excuse my taking leave of her in person.

The next day I set out in the early morning, and on the following
day I reached Lyons.  Madame d'Urfe was not there, she had gone to
an estate of hers at Bresse.  I found a letter in which she said
that she would be delighted to see me, and I waited on her without
losing any time.

She greeted me with her ordinary cordiality, and I told her that I
was going to Turin to meet Frederic Gualdo, the head of the
Fraternity of the Rosy Cross, and I revealed to her by the oracle
that he would come with me to Marseilles, and that there he would
complete her happiness.  After having received this oracle she
would not go to Paris before she saw us.  The oracle also bade her
wait for me at Lyons with young d'Aranda; who begged me to take
him with me to Turin.  It may be imagined that I succeeded in
putting him off.

Madame d'Urfe had to wait a fortnight to get me fifty thousand
francs which I might require on my journey.  In the course of this
fortnight I made the acquaintance of Madame Pernon, and spent a
good deal of money with her husband, a rich mercer, in
refurnishing my wardrobe.  Madame Pernon was handsome and
intelligent.  She had a Milanese lover, named Bono, who did
business for a Swiss banker named Sacco.  It was through Madame
Peron that Bono got Madame d'Urfe the fifty thousand francs I
required.  She also gave me the three dresses which she had
promised to the Countess of Lascaris, but which that lady had
never seen.

One of these dresses was furred, and was exquisitely beautiful.  I
left Lyons equipped like a prince, and journeyed towards Turin,
where I was to meet the famous Gualdo, who was none other than
Ascanio Pogomas, whom I had summoned from Berne.  I thought it
would be easy to make the fellow play the part I had destined for
him, but I was cruelly deceived as the reader will see.

I could not resist stopping at Chamberi to see my fair nun, whom I
found looking beautiful and contented.  She was grieving, however,
after the young boarder, who had been taken from the convent and
married.

I got to Turin at the beginning of December, and at Rivoli I found
the Corticelli, who had been warned by the Chevalier de Raiberti
of my arrival.  She gave me a letter from this worthy gentleman,
giving the address of the house he had taken for me as I did not
want to put up at an inn.  I immediately went to take possession
of my new lodging.




CHAPTER XVII

My Old Friends--Pacienza--Agatha--Count Boryomeo--The Ball
--Lord Percy


The Corticelli was as gentle as a lamb, and left me as we got into
Turin.  I promised I would come and see her, and immediately went
to the house the Chevalier had taken, which I found convenient in
every way.

The worthy Chevalier was not long in calling on me.  He gave me an
account of the moneys he had spent on the Corticelli, and handed
over the rest to me.

"I am flush of money," I said, "and I intend to invite my friends
to supper frequently.  Can you lay your hands on a good cook?"

"I know a pearl amongst cooks," said he, "and you can have him
directly."

"You, chevalier, are the pearl of men.  Get me this wonder, tell
him I am hard to please, and agree on the sum I am to pay him per
month."

The cook, who was an excellent one, came the same evening.

"It would be a good idea," said Raiberti, "to call on the Count
d'Aglie.  He knows that the Corticelli is your mistress, and he
has given a formal order to Madame Pacienza, the lady with whom
she lives, that when you come and see her you are not to be left
alone together."

This order amused me, and as I did not care about the Corticelli
it did not trouble me in the least, though Raiberti, who thought I
was in love with her, seemed to pity me.

"Since she has been here," he said, "her conduct has been
irreproachable."

"I am glad to hear that."

"You might let her take some lessons from the dancing-master
Dupre," said he.  "He will no doubt give her something to do at
the carnival."

I promised to follow his advice, and I then paid a visit to the
superintendent of police.

He received me well, complimented me on my return to Turin, and
then added with a smile:--

"I warn you that I have been informed that you keep a mistress,
and that I have given strict orders to the respectable woman with
whom she lives not to leave her alone with you."

"I am glad to hear it," I replied, "and the more as I fear her
mother is not a person of very rigid morals.  I advised the
Chevalier Raiberti of my intentions with regard to her, and I am
glad to see that he has carried them out so well.  I hope the girl
will shew herself worthy of your protection."

"Do you think of staying here throughout the carnival?"

"Yes, if your excellency approves."

"It depends entirely on your good conduct."

"A few peccadilloes excepted, my conduct is always above
reproach."

"There are some peccadilloes we do not tolerate here.  Have you
seen the Chevalier Osorio?"

"I think of calling on him to-day or to-morrow."

"I hope you will remember me to him."

He rang his bell, bowed, and the audience was over.

The Chevalier Osorio received me at his office, and gave me a most
gracious reception.  After I had given him an account of my visit
to the superintendent, he asked me, with a smile, if I felt
inclined to submit with docility to not seeing my mistress in
freedom.

"Certainly," said I, "for I am not in love with her."

Osorio looked at me slyly, and observed, "Somehow I don't think
your indifference will be very pleasing to the virtuous duenna."

I understood what he meant, but personally I was delighted not to
be able to see the Corticelli save in the presence of a female
dragon.  It would make people talk, and I loved a little scandal,
and felt curious to see what would happen.

When I returned to my house I found the Genoese Passano, a bad
poet and worse painter, to whom I had intended to give the part of
a Rosicrucian, because there was something in his appearance which
inspired, if not respect, at least awe and a certain feeling of
fear.  In point of fact, this was only a natural presentiment that
the man must be either a clever rogue or a morose and sullen
scholar.

I made him sup with me and gave him a room on the third floor,
telling him not to leave it without my permission.  At supper I
found him insipid in conversation, drunken, ignorant, and ill
disposed, and I already repented of having taken him under my
protection; but the thing was done.

The next day, feeling curious to see how the Corticelli was
lodged, I called on her, taking with me a piece of Lyons silk.

I found her and her mother in the landlady's room, and as I came
in the latter said that she was delighted to see me and that she
hoped I would often dine with them.  I thanked her briefly and
spoke to the girl coolly enough.

"Shew me your room," said I.  She took me there in her mother's
company.  "Here is something to make you a winter dress," said I,
skewing her the silk.

"Is this from the marchioness?"

"No, it is from me"

"But where are the three dresses she said she would give me?"

"You know very well on what conditions you were to have them, so
let us say no more about it."

She unfolded the silk which she liked very much, but she said she
must have some trimmings.  The Pacienza offered her services, and
said she would send for a dressmaker who lived close by.  I
acquiesced with a nod, and as soon as she had left the room the
Signora Laura said she was very sorry only to be able to receive
me in the presence of the landlady.

"I should have thought," said I, "that a virtuous person like you
would have been delighted."

"I thank God for it every morning and night."

"You infernal old hypocrite!" said I, looking contemptuously at
her.

"Upon my word, anybody who didn't know you would be taken in."

In a few minutes Victorine and another girl came in with their
band-boxes.

"Are you still at Madame R----'s" said I.

"Yes sir," said she, with a blush.

When the Corticelli had chosen what she wanted I told Victorine to
present my compliments to her mistress, and tell her that I would
call and pay for the articles.

The landlady had also sent for a dressmaker, and while the
Corticelli was being measured, she shewed me her figure and said
she wanted a corset.  I jested on the pregnancy with which she
threatened me, and of which there was now no trace, pitying Count
N---- for being deprived of the joys of fatherhood.  I then gave
her what money she required and took my leave.  She escorted me to
the door, and asked me if she should have the pleasure of seeing
me again before long.

"It's a pleasure, is it?"  I replied; "well, I don't know when you
will have it again; it depends on my leisure and my fancy."

It is certain that if I had any amorous feelings or even curiosity
about the girl, I should not have left her in that house for a
moment; but I repeat my love for her had entirely vanished.  There
was one thing, however, which annoyed me intolerably, namely, that
in spite of my coolness towards her, the little hussy pretended to
think that I had forgotten and forgiven everything.

On leaving the Corticelli, I proceeded to call on my bankers,
amongst others on M. Martin, whose wife was justly famous for her
wit and beauty.

I chanced to meet the horse-dealing Jew, who had made money out of
me by means of his daughter Leah.  She was still pretty, but
married; and her figure was too rounded for my taste.  She and her
husband welcomed me with great warmth, but I cared for her no
longer, and did not wish to see her again.

I called on Madame R----, who had been awaiting me impatiently
ever since Victorine had brought news of me.  I sat down by the
counter and had the pleasure of hearing from her lips the amorous
histories of Turin for the past few months.

"Victorine and Caton are the only two of the old set that still
remain, but I have replaced them with others."

"Has Victorine found anyone to operate on her yet?"

"No, she is just as you left her, but a gentleman who is in love
with her is going to take her to Milan."

This gentleman was the Comte de Perouse, whose acquaintance I made
three years afterwards at Milan.  I shall speak of him in due
time.  Madame R---- told me that, in consequence of her getting
into trouble several times with the police, she had been obliged
to promise the Count d'Aglie only to send the girls to ladies,
and, consequently, if I found any of them to my taste I should be
obliged to make friends with their relations and take them to the
festas.  She shewed me the girls in the work-room, but I did not
think any of them worth taking trouble about.

She talked about the Pacienza, and when I told her that I kept the
Corticelli, and of the hard conditions to which I was obliged to
submit, she exclaimed with astonishment, and amused me by her
jests on the subject.

"You are in good hands, my dear sir," said she; "the woman is not
only a spy of d'Aglie's, but a professional procuress.  I wonder
the Chevalier Raiberti placed the girl with her."

She was not so surprised when I told her that the chevalier had
good reasons for his action, and that I myself had good reasons of
my own for wishing the Corticelli to remain there.

Our conversation was interrupted by a customer who wanted silk
stockings.  Hearing him speak of dancing, I asked him if he could
tell me the address of Dupre, the ballet-master.

"No one better, sir, for I am Dupre, at your service."

"I am delighted at this happy chance.  The Chevalier Raiberti gave
me to understand that you might be able to give dancing lessons to
a ballet-girl of my acquaintance."

"M. de Raiberti mentioned your name to me this morning.  You must
be the Chevalier de Seingalt?"

"Exactly."

"I can give the young lady lessons every morning at nine o'clock
at my own home."

"No, do you come to her house, but at whatever hour you like.  I
will pay you, and I hope you will make her one of your best
pupils.  I must warn you, however, that she is not a novice."

"I will call on her to-day, and to-morrow I will tell you what I
can make of her; but I think I had better tell you my terms: I
charge three Piedmontese livres a lesson."

"I think that is very reasonable; I will call on you to-morrow."

"You do me honour.  Here is my address.  If you like to come in
the afternoon you will see the rehearsal of a ballet."

"Is it not rehearsed at the theatre?"

"Yes, but at the theatre no on-lookers are allowed by the orders
of the superintendent of police."

"This superintendent of yours puts his finger into a good many
pies."

"In too many."

"But at your own house anybody may come?"

"Undoubtedly, but I could not have the dancers there if my wife
were not present.  The superintendent knows her, and has great
confidence in her."

"You will see me at the rehearsal."

The wretched superintendent had erected a fearful system of
surveillance against the lovers of pleasure, but it must be
confessed that he was often cheated.  Voluptuousness was all the
more rampant when thus restrained; and so it ever will be while
men have passions and women desires.  To love and enjoy, to desire
and to satisfy one's desires, such is the circle in which we move,
and whence we can never be turned.  When restrictions are placed
upon the passions as in Turkey, they still attain their ends,
but by methods destructive to morality.

At the worthy Mazzali's I found two gentlemen to whom she
introduced me.  One was old and ugly, decorated with the Order of
the White Eagle--his name was Count Borromeo; the other, young and
brisk, was Count A---- B---- of Milan.  After they had gone I was
informed that they were paying assiduous court to the Chevalier
Raiberti, from whom they hoped to obtain certain privileges for
their lordships which were under the Sardinian rule.

The Milanese count had not a penny, and the Lord of the Borromean
Isles was not much better off.  He had ruined himself with women,
and not being able to live at Milan he had taken refuge in the
fairest of his isles, and enjoyed there perpetual spring and very
little else.  I paid him a visit on my return from Spain, but I
shall relate our meeting when I come to my adventures, my
pleasures, my misfortunes, and above all my follies there, for of
such threads was the weft of my life composed, and folly was the
prominent element.

The conversation turned on my house, and the lively Mazzoli asked
me how I liked my cook.  I replied that I had not yet tried him,
but I proposed to put him to test the next day, if she and the
gentlemen would do me the honour of supping with me.

The invitation was accepted, and she promised to bring her dear
chevalier with her, and to warn him of the event, as his health
only allowed him to eat once a day.

I called on Dupre in the afternoon.  I saw the dancers, male and
female, the latter accompanied by their mothers, who stood on one
side muffled up in thick cloaks.  As I passed them under review in
my lordly manner, I noticed that one of them still looked fresh
and pretty, which augured well for her daughter, though the fruit
does not always correspond to the tree.

Dupre introduced me to his wife, who was young and pretty, but who
had been obliged to leave the theatre owing to the weakness of her
chest.  She told me that if the Corticelli would work hard her
husband would make a great dancer of her, as her figure was
eminently suited for dancing.  While I was talking with Madame
Dupre, the Corticelli, late Lascaris, came running up to me with
the air of a favourite, and told me she wanted some ribbons and
laces to make a bonnet.  The others girls began to whisper to each
other, and guessing what they must be saying I turned to Dupre
without taking any notice of Madame Madcap, and gave him twelve
pistoles, saying that I would pay for the lessons three months in
advance, and that I hoped he would bring his new pupil on well.
Such a heavy payment in advance caused general surprise, which I
enjoyed, though pretending not to be aware of it.  Now I know that
I acted foolishly, but I have promised to speak the truth in these
Memoirs, which will not see the light till all light has left my
eyes, and I will keep my promise.

I have always been greedy of distinction; I have always loved to
draw the eyes of men towards men, but I must also add that if I
have humiliated anyone it has always been a proud man or a fool,
for it has been my rule to please everyone if I can.

I sat on one side, the better to observe the swarm of girls, and I
soon fixed my eyes on one whose appearance struck me.  She had a
fine figure, delicate features, a noble air, and a patient look
which interested me in the highest degree.  She was dancing with a
man who did not scruple to abuse her in the coarsest manner when
she made any mistakes, but she bore it without replying, though an
expression of contempt mingled with the sweetness of her face.

Instinct drew me to the mother I have remarked on, and I asked her
to whom the dancer that interested me belonged.

"I am her mother," she replied.

"You, madam!  I should not have thought it possible."

"I was very young when she was born."

"I should think so.  Where do you come from?"

"I am from Lucca, and what is more-a poor widow."

"How can you be poor, when you are still young and handsome, and
have an angel for a daughter?"

She replied only by an expressive glance.  I understood her
reserve, and I stayed by her without speaking.  Soon after,
Agatha, as her daughter was named, came up to her to ask for a
handkerchief to wipe her face.

"Allow me to offer you mine," said I.  It was a white
handkerchief, and scented with attar of roses; this latter
circumstance gave her an excuse for accepting it, but after
smelling it she wanted to return it to me.

"You have not used it," said I! "do so."

She obeyed, and then returned it to me with a bow by way of
thanks.

"You must not give it me back, fair Agatha, till you have had it
washed."

She smiled, and gave it to her mother, glancing at me in a
grateful manner, which I considered of good omen.

"May I have the pleasure of calling on you?" said I.  "I cannot
receive you, sir, except in the presence of my landlady."

"This cursed restriction is general in Turin, then?"

"Yes, the superintendent uses everybody in the same way."

"Then I shall have the pleasure of seeing you again here?"

In the evening I had one of the best suppers I ever had in my
life, if I except those I enjoyed during my stay at Turin.  My
cook was worthy of a place in the kitchen of Lucullus; but without
detracting from his skill I must do justice to the products of the
country.  Everything is delicious; game, fish, birds, meat,
vegetables, fruit, milk, and truffles--all are worthy of the table
of the greatest gourmets, and the wines of the country yield to
none.  What a pity that strangers do not enjoy liberty at Turin!
It is true that better society, and more politeness, such as are
found in several French and Italian towns, are to be wished for.

The beauty of the women of Turin is no doubt due to the excellence
of the air and diet.

I had not much trouble in extracting a promise from Madame Mazzoli
and the two counts to sup with me every night, but the Chevalier
de Raiberti would only promise to come whenever he could.

At the Carignan Theatre, where opera-bouffe was being played, I
saw Redegonde, with whom I had failed at Florence.  She saw me in
the pit and gave me a smile, so I wrote to her, offering my
services if the mother had changed her way of thinking.  She
answered that her mother was always the same, but that if I would
ask the Corticelli she could come and sup with me, though the
mother would doubtless have to be of the party.  I gave her no
answer, as the terms she named were by no means to my taste.

I had a letter from Madame du Rumain, enclosing one from M. de
Choiseul to M. de Chauvelin, the French ambassador at Turin.  It
will be remembered that I had known this worthy nobleman at
Soleure, and had been treated with great politeness by him, but I
wished to have a more perfect title to his acquaintance; hence I
asked Madame du Rumain to give me a letter.

M. de Chauvelin received me with the greatest cordiality; and
reproaching me for having thought a letter of introduction
necessary, introduced me to his charming wife, who was no less
kind than her husband.  Three or four days later he asked me to
dine with him, and I met at his table M. Imberti, the Venetian
ambassador, who said he was very sorry not to be able to present
me at Court.  On hearing the reason M. de Chauvelin offered to
present me himself, but I thought it best to decline with thanks.
No doubt it would have been a great honour, but the result would
be that I should be more spied on than even in this town of spies,
where the most indifferent actions do not pass unnoticed.  My
pleasures would have been interfered with.

Count Borromeo continued to honour me by coming every night to sup
with me, preserving his dignity the while, for as he accompanied
Madame Mazzoli it was not to be supposed that he came because he
was in need of a meal.  Count A---- B---- came more frankly, and I
was pleased with him.  He told me one day that the way I put up
with his visits made him extremely grateful to Providence, for his
wife could not send him any money, and he could not afford to pay
for his dinner at the inn, so that if it were not for my kindness
he would often be obliged to go hungry to bed.  He shewed me his
wife's letters; he had evidently a high opinion of her.  "I hope,"
he would say, "that you will come and stay with us at Milan, and
that she will please you."

He had been in the service of Spain, and by what he said I judged
his wife to be a pleasing brunette of twenty-five or twenty-six.
The count had told her how I had lent him money several times, and
of my goodness to him, and she replied, begging him to express her
gratitude to me, and to make me promise to stay with them at
Milan.  She wrote wittily, and her letters interested me to such
an extent that I gave a formal promise to journey to Milan, if it
were only for the sake of seeing her.

I confess that in doing so I was overcome by my feelings of
curiosity.  I knew they were poor, and I should not have given a
promise which would either bring them into difficulties or expose
me to paying too dearly for my lodging.  However, by way of
excuse, I can only say that curiosity is near akin to love.  I
fancied the countess sensible like an Englishwoman, passionate
like a Spaniard, caressing like a Frenchwoman, and as I had a good
enough opinion of my own merit, I did not doubt for a moment that
she would respond to my affection.  With these pleasant delusions
in my head, I counted on exciting the jealousy of all the ladies
and gentlemen of Milan.  I had plenty of money, and I longed for
an opportunity of spending it.

Nevertheless, I went every day to rehearsal at Dupre's, and I soon
got madly in love with Agatha.  Madame Dupre won over by several
presents I made her, received my confidences with kindness, and by
asking Agatha and her mother to dinner procured me the pleasure of
a more private meeting with my charmer.  I profited by the
opportunity to make known my feelings, and I obtained some slight
favours, but so slight were they that my flame only grew the
fiercer.

Agatha kept on telling me that everybody knew that the Corticelli
was my mistress, and that for all the gold in the world she would
not have it said that she was my last shift, as I could not see
the Corticelli in private.  I swore to her that I did not love the
Corticelli, and that I only kept her to prevent M. Raiberti being
compromised; but all this was of no avail, she had formed her
plans, and nothing would content her but a formal rupture which
would give all Turin to understand that I loved her and her alone.
On these conditions she promised me her heart, and everything
which follows in such cases.

I loved her too well not to endeavour to satisfy her, since my
satisfaction depended on hers.  With this idea I got Dupre to give
a ball at my expense in some house outside the town, and to invite
all the dancers, male and female, who were engaged for the
carnival at Turin.  Every gentleman had the right to bring a lady
to have supper and look on, as only the professional dancers were
allowed to dance.

I told Dupre that I would look after the refreshment department,
and that he might tell everybody that no expense was to be spared.
I also provided carriages and sedan-chairs for the ladies, but
nobody was to know that I was furnishing the money.  Dupre saw
that there was profit in store for him, and went about it at once.
He found a suitable house, asked the lady dancers, and distributed
about fifty tickets.

Agatha and her mother were the only persons who knew that the
project was mine, and that I was responsible to a great extent for
the expenses; but these facts were generally known the day after
the ball.

Agatha had no dress that was good enough, so I charged Madame
Dupre to provide one at my expense, and I was well served.  It is
well known that when this sort of people dip their fingers into
other's purses they are not sparing, but that was just what I
wanted.  Agatha promised to dance all the quadrilles with me, and
to return to Turin with Madame Dupre.

On the day fixed for the ball I stayed to dinner at the Dupre's to
be present at Agatha's toilette.  Her dress was a rich and newly-
made Lyons silk, and the trimming was exquisite Alencon point
lace, of which the girl did not know the value.  Madame R----, who
had arranged the dress, and Madame Dupre, had received
instructions to say nothing about it to her.

When Agatha was ready to start, I told her that the ear-rings she
was wearing were not good enough for her dress.

"That's true," said Madame Dupre, "and it's a great pity."

"Unfortunately," said the mother, "my poor girl hasn't got another
pair."

"I have some pretty imitation pendants, which I could lend you,"
said I; "they are really very brilliant."

I had taken care to put the ear-rings which Madame d'Urfe had
intended for the Countess Lascaris in my pocket.  I drew them out,
and they were greatly admired.

"One would swear they were real diamonds," said Madame Dupre.

I put them in Agatha's ears.  She admired them very much, and said
that all the other girls would be jealous, as they would certainly
take them for real stones.

I went home and made an elaborate toilette, and on arriving at the
ball I found Agatha dancing with Lord Percy, a young fool, who was
the son of the Duke of Northumberland, and an extravagant
spendthrift.

I noticed several handsome ladies from Turin, who, being merely
onlookers, might be thinking that the ball was given for their
amusement, like the fly on the chariot wheel.  All the ambassadors
were present, and amongst others M. de Chauvelin, who told me that
to make everything complete my pretty housekeeper at Soleure was
wanting.

The Marquis and Marchioness de Prie were there also.  The marquis
did not care to dance, so was playing a little game of quinze with
a rude gamester, who would not let the marquis's mistress look
over his cards.  She saw me, but pretended not to recognize me;
the trick I had played her at Aix being probably enough to last
her for some time.

The minuets came to an end, and Dupre announced the quadrilles,
and I was glad to see the Chevalier Ville-Follet dancing with the
Corticelli.  My partner was Agatha, who had great difficulty in
getting rid of Lord Percy, though she told him that she was fully
engaged.

Minuets and quadrilles followed each other in succession, and
refreshments began to make their appearance.  I was delighted to
see that the refreshment counter was furnished with the utmost
liberality.  The Piedmontese, who are great at calculations,
estimated that Dupre must lose by it, the firing of champagne
corks was continuous.

Feeling tired I asked Agatha to sit down, and I was telling her
how I loved her when Madame de Chauvelin and another lady
interrupted us.  I rose to give them place, and Agatha imitated my
example; but Madame de Chauvelin made her sit down beside her, and
praised her dress, and above all the lace trimming.  The other
lady said how pretty her ear-rings were, and what a pity it was
that those imitation stones would lose their brilliance in time.
Madame de Chauvelin, who knew something about precious stones,
said that they would never lose their brilliance, as they were
diamonds of the first water.

"It is not so?" she added, to Agatha, who in the candour of her
heart confessed that they were imitation, and that I had lent them
to her.

At this Madame de Chauvelin burst out laughing, and said,--

"M. de Seingalt has deceived you, my dear child.  A gentleman of
his caste does not lend imitation jewellery to such a pretty girl
as you are.  Your ear-rings are set with magnificent diamonds."

She blushed, for my silence confirmed the lady's assertion, and
she felt that the fact of my having lent her such stones was a
palpable proof of the great esteem in which I held her.

Madame de Chauvelin asked me to dance a minuet with Agatha, and my
partner executed the dance with wonderful grace.  When it was over
Madame de Chauvelin thanked me, and told me that she should always
remember our dancing together at Soleure, and that she hoped I
would dance again with her at her own house.  A profound bow
shewed her how flattered I felt by the compliment.

The ball did not come to an end till four o'clock in the morning,
and I did not leave it till I saw Agatha going away in the company
with Madame Dupre.

I was still in bed the next morning, when my man told me a pretty
woman wanted to speak to me.  I had her in and was delighted to
find it was Agatha's mother.  I made her sit down beside me, and
gave her a cup of chocolate.  As soon as we were alone she drew my
ear-rings from her pocket, and said, with a smile, that she had
just been shewing them to a jeweller, who had offered her a
thousand sequins for them.

"The man's mad," said I, "you ought to have let him have them;
they are not worth four sequins."

So saying, I drew her to my arms and gave her a kiss.  Feeling
that she had shared in the kiss, and that she seemed to like it, I
went farther, and at last we spent a couple of hours in shewing
what a high opinion we had of each other.

Afterwards we both looked rather astonished, and it was the
beautiful mother who first broke the silence.

"Am I to tell my girl," said she, with a smile, "of the way in
which you proved to me that you love her?"

"I leave that to your discretion, my dear," said I.  "I have
certainly proved that I love you, but it does not follow that I do
not adore your daughter.  In fact, I burn for her; and yet, if we
are not careful to avoid being alone together, what has just
happened between us will often happen again."

"It is hard to resist you, and it is possible that I may have
occasion to speak to you again in private."

"You may be sure you will always be welcome, and all I ask of you
is not to put any obstacles in the way of my suit with Agatha."

"I have also a favour to ask."

"If it is within my power, you may be sure I will grant it."

"Very good!  Then tell me if these ear-rings are real, and what
was your intention in putting them in my daughter's ears?"

"The diamonds are perfectly genuine, and my intention was that
Agatha should keep them as a proof of my affection."

She heaved a sigh, and then told me that I might ask them to
supper, with Dupre and his wife, whenever I pleased.  I thanked
her, gave her ten sequins, and sent her away happy.

On reflection I decided that I had never seen a more sensible
woman than Agatha's mother.  It would have been impossible to
announce the success of my suit in a more delicate or more
perspicuous manner.

My readers will ho doubt guess that I seized the opportunity and
brought this interesting affair to a conclusion.  The same evening
I asked Dupre and his wife, Agatha and her mother, to sup with me
the next day, in addition to my usual company.  But as I was
leaving Dupre's I had an adventure.

My man, who was a great rascal, but who behaved well on this
occasion, ran up to me panting for breath, and said triumphantly,

"Sir, I have been looking for you to warn you that I have just
seen the Chevalier de Ville-Follet slip into Madame Pacienza's
house, and I suspect he is making an amorous call on the
Corticelli."

I immediately walked to the abode of the worthy spy in high
spirits, and hoping that my servant's guess had been correct.  I
walked in and found the landlady and the mother sitting together.
Without noticing them, I was making my way towards the
Corticelli's room when the two old ladies arrested my course,
telling me that the signora was not well and wanted rest.  I
pushed them aside, and entered the room so swiftly and suddenly
that I found the gentleman in a state of nature while the girl
remained stretched on the bed as if petrified by my sudden
apparition.

"Sir," said I, "I hope you will pardon me for coming in without
knocking."

"Wait a moment, wait a moment."

Far from waiting I went away in high glee, and told the story to
the Chevalier Raiberti, who enjoyed it as well as I did.  I asked
him to warn the Pacienza woman that from that day I would pay
nothing for Corticelli, who had ceased to belong to me.  He
approved, and said,--

"I suppose you will not be going to complain to the Count
d'Aglie?"

"It is only fools who complain, above all in circumstances like
these."

This scandalous story would have been consigned to forgetfulness,
if it had not been for the Chevalier de Ville-Follet's
indiscretion.  He felt angry at being interrupted in the middle of
the business, and remembering he had seen my man just before fixed
on him as the informer.  Meeting him in the street the chevalier
reproached him for spying, whereon the impudent rascal replied
that he was only answerable to his master, and that it was his
duty to serve me in all things.  On this the chevalier caned him,
and the man went to complain to the superintendent, who summoned
Ville-Follet to appear before him and explain his conduct.  Having
nothing to fear, he told the whole story.

The Chevalier de Raiberti, too, was very ill received when he went
to tell Madame Pacienza that neither he nor I were going to pay
her anything more in future; but he would listen to no defence.
The chevalier came to sup with me, and he informed me that on
leaving the house he had met a police sergeant, whom he concluded
had come to cite the landlady to appear before the Count d'Aglie.

The next day, just as I was going to M.  de Chauvelin's ball, I
received to my great surprise a note from the superintendent
begging me to call on him as he had something to communicate to
me.  I immediately ordered my chairmen to take me to his
residence.

M. de Aglie received me in private with great politeness, and
after giving me a chair he began a long and pathetic discourse,
the gist of which was that it was my duty to forgive this little
slip of my mistress's.

"That's exactly what I am going to do," said I; "and for the rest
of my days I never wish to see the Corticelli again, or to make or
mar in her affairs, and for all this I am greatly obliged to the
Chevalier de Ville-Follet."

"I see you are angry.  Come, come! you must not abandon the girl
for that.  I will have the woman Pacienza punished in such a way
as to satisfy you, and I will place the girl in a respectable
family where you can go and see her in perfect liberty."

"I am greatly obliged to you for your kindness, indeed I am
grateful; but I despise the Pacienza too heartily to wish for her
punishment, and as to the Corticelli and her mother, they are two
female swindlers, who have given me too much trouble already.
I am well quit of them"

"You must confess, however, that you had no right to make a
forcible entry into a room in a house which does not belong to
you."

"I had not the right, I confess, but if I had not taken it I could
never have had a certain proof of the perfidy of my mistress; and
I should have been obliged to continue supporting her, though she
entertained other lovers."

"The Corticelli pretends that you are her debtor, and not vice
versa.  She says that the diamonds you have given another girl
belong of right to her, and that Madame d'Urfe, whom I have the
honour to know, presented her with them."

"She is a liar!  And as you know Madame d'Urfe, kindly write to
her (she is at Lyons); and if the marchioness replies that I owe
the wretched girl anything, be sure that I will discharge the
debt.  I have a hundred thousand francs in good banks of this
town, and the money will be a sufficient surety for the ear-rings
I have disposed of."

"I am sorry that things have happened so."

"And I am very glad, as I have ridden myself of a burden that was
hard to bear."

Thereupon we bowed politely to one another, and I left the office.

At the French ambassador's ball I heard so much talk of my
adventure that at last I refused to reply to any more questions on
the subject.  The general opinion was that the whole affair was a
trifle of which I could not honourably take any notice; but I
thought myself the best judge of my own honour, and was determined
to take no notice of the opinions of others.  The Chevalier de
Ville-Follet came up to me and said that if I abandoned the
Corticelli for such a trifle, he should feel obliged to give me
satisfaction.  I shook his hand, saying,--

"My dear chevalier, it will be enough if you do not demand
satisfaction of me."

He understood how the land lay, and said no more about it; but not
so his sister, the Marchioness de Prie, who made a vigorous attack
on me after we had danced together.  She was handsome, and might
have been victorious if she had liked, but luckily she did not
think of exerting her power, and so gained nothing.

Three days after, Madame de St. Giles, a great power in Turin, and
a kind of protecting deity to all actresses, summoned me to her
presence by a liveried footman.  Guessing what she wanted, I
called on her unceremoniously in a morning coat.  She received me
politely, and began to talk of the Corticelli affair with great
affability; but I did not like her, and replied dryly that I had
had no hesitation in abandoning the girl to the protection of the
gallant gentleman with whom I had surprised her in 'flagrante
delicto'.  She told me I should be sorry for it, and that she
would publish a little story which she had already read and which
did not do me much credit.  I replied that I never changed my
mind, and that threats were of no avail with me.  With that
parting shot I left her.

I did not attach much importance to the town gossip, but a week
after I received a manuscript containing an account--accurate in
most respects--of my relations with the Corticelli and Madame
d'Urfe, but so ill written and badly expressed that nobody could
read it without weariness.  It did not make the slightest
impression on me, and I stayed a fortnight longer in Turin without
its causing me the slightest annoyance.  I saw the Corticelli
again in Paris six months after, and will speak of our meeting in
due time.

The day after M. de Chauvelin's ball I asked Agatha, her mother,
the Dupres, and my usual company to supper.  It was the mother's
business to so arrange matters that the ear-rings should become
Agatha's lawful property, so I left everything to her.  I knew she
would manage to introduce the subject, and while we were at supper
she said that the common report of Turin was that I had given her
daughter a pair of diamond ear-rings worth five hundred Louis,
which the Corticelli claimed as hers by right.

"I do not know," she added, "if they are real diamonds, or if they
belong to the Corticelli, but I do know that my girl has received
no such present from the gentleman."

"Well, well," said I, "we will have no more surmises in the
matter;" and going up to Agatha I put the earrings on her,
saying,--

"Dearest Agatha, I make you a present of them before this company,
and my giving them to you now is a proof that hitherto they have
belonged to me."

Everybody applauded, and I read in the girl's eyes that I should
have no cause to regret my generosity.

We then fell to speaking of the affair of Ville-Follet and the
Corticelli, and of the efforts that had been made to compel me to
retain her.  The Chevalier Raiberti said that in my place he would
have offered Madame de St. Giles or the superintendent to continue
paying for her board, but merely as an act of charity, and that I
could have deposited money with either of them.

"I should be very glad to do so," said I; and the next day the
worthy chevalier made the necessary arrangements with Madame de
St. Giles, and I furnished the necessary moneys.

In spite of this charitable action, the wretched manuscript came
out, but, as I have said, without doing me any harm.  The
superintendent made the Corticelli live in the same house with
Redegonde, and Madame Pacienza was left in peace.

After supper, with the exception of the Chevalier Raiberti, we all
masked, and went to the ball at the opera-house.  I soon seized
the opportunity of escaping with Agatha, and she granted me all
that love can desire.  All constraint was banished; she was my
titular mistress, and we were proud of belonging the one to the
other, for we loved each other.  The suppers I had given at my
house had set me perfectly at liberty, and the superintendent
could do nothing to thwart our love, though he was informed of it,
so well are the spies of Turin organized.

Divine Providence made use of me as its instrument in making
Agatha's fortune.  It may be said that Providence might have
chosen a more moral method, but are we to presume to limit the
paths of Providence to the narrow circle of our prejudices and
conventions?  It has its own ways, which often appear dark to us
because of our ignorance.  At all events, if I am able to continue
these Memoirs for six or seven years more, the reader will see
that Agatha shewed herself grateful.  But to return to our
subject.

The happiness we enjoyed by day and night was so great, Agatha was
so affectionate and I so amorous, that we should certainly have
remained united for some time if it had not been for the event I
am about to relate.  It made me leave Turin much sooner than I had
intended, for I had not purposed to visit the wonderful Spanish
countess at Milan till Lent.  The husband of the Spanish lady had
finished his business and left Turin, thanking me with tears in
his eyes; and if it had not been for me he would not have been
able to quit the town, for I paid divers small debts he had
incurred, and gave him the wherewithal for his journey.  Often is
vice thus found allied to virtue or masking in virtue's guise; but
what matter?  I allowed myself to be taken in, and did not wish to
be disabused.  I do not seek to conceal my faults.  I have always
led a profligate life, and have not always been very delicate in
the choice of means to gratify my passions, but even amidst my
vices I was always a passionate lover of virtue.  Benevolence,
especially, has always had a great charm for me, and I have never
failed to exercise it unless when restrained by the desire of
vengeance--a vice which has always had a controlling influence on
my actions.

Lord Percy, as I have remarked, was deeply in love with my Agatha.
He followed her about everywhere, was present at all the
rehearsals, waited for her at the wings, and called on her every
day, although her landlady, a duenna of the Pacienza school, would
never let her see him alone.  The principal methods of seduction--
rich presents--had not been spared, but Agatha persistently
refused them all, and forbade her duenna to take anything from the
young nobleman.  Agatha had no liking for him, and kept me well
informed of all his actions, and we used to laugh at him together.
I knew that I possessed her heart, and consequently Lord Percy's
attempts neither made me angry or jealous--nay, they flattered my
self-esteem, for his slighted love made my own happiness stand out
in greater relief.  Everybody knew that Agatha remained faithful
to me, and at last Lord Percy was so convinced of the hopelessness
of the attempt that he resolved on making a friend of me, and
winning me over to his interests.

With the true Englishman's boldness and coolness he came to me one
morning, and asked me to give him breakfast.  I welcomed him in
the French manner, that is, with combined cordiality and
politeness, and he was soon completely at his ease.

With insular directness he went straight to the point at the first
interview, declared his love for Agatha, and proposed an exchange,
which amused, but did not offend me, as I knew that such bargains
were common in England.

"I know," said he, "that you are in love with Redegonde, and have
long tried vainly to obtain her; now I am willing to exchange her
for Agatha, and all I want to know is what sum of money you want
over and above?"

"You are very good, my dear lord, but to determine the excess of
value would require a good mathematician.  Redegonde is all very
well, and inspires me with curiosity, but what is she compared to
Agatha?"

"I know, I know, and I therefore offer you any sum you like to
mention."

Percy was very rich, and very passionate.  I am sure that if I had
named twenty-five thousand guineas as overplus, or rather as
exchange--for I did not care for Redegonde--he would have said
done.  However, I did not, and I am glad of it.  Even now, when a
hundred thousand francs would be a fortune to me, I never repent
of my delicacy.

After we had breakfasted merrily together, I told him that I liked
him well, but that in the first place it would be well to
ascertain whether the two commodities would consent to change
masters.

"I am sure of Redegonde's consent," said Lord Percy.

"But I am not at all sure of Agatha's," said I.

"Why not?"

"I have very strong grounds for supposing that she would not
consent to the arrangement.  What reasons have you for the
contrary opinion?"

"She will shew her sense."

"But she loves me."

"Well, Redegonde loves me."

"I dare say; but does she love me?"

"I am sure I don't know, but she will love you."

"Have you consulted her upon the point?"

"No, but it is all the same.  What I want to know now is whether
you approve of my plan, and how much you want for the exchange,
for your Agatha is worth much more than my Redegonde."

"I am delighted to hear you do my mistress justice.  As for the
money question, we will speak of that later.  In the first place I
will take Agatha's opinion, and will let you know the result to-
morrow morning."

The plan amused me, and though I was passionately attached to
Agatha I knew my inconstant nature well enough to be aware that
another woman, may be not so fair as she, would soon make me
forget her.  I therefore resolved to push the matter through if I
could do so in a manner that would be advantageous for her.

What surprised me was that the young nobleman had gained
possession of Redegonde, whose mother appeared so intractable, but
I knew what an influence caprice has on woman, and this explained
the enigma.

Agatha came to supper as usual, and laughed heartily when I told
her of Lord Percy's proposal.

"Tell me," said I, "if you would agree to the change?"

"I will do just as you like," said she; "and if the money he
offers be acceptable to you, I advise you to close with him."

I could see by the tone of her voice that she was jesting, but her
reply did not please me.  I should have liked to have my vanity
flattered by a peremptory refusal, and consequently I felt angry.
My face grew grave, and Agatha became melancholy.

"We will see," said I, "how it all ends."

Next day I went to breakfast with the Englishman, and told him
Agatha was willing, but that I must first hear what Redegonde had
to say.

"Quite right," he observed.

"I should require to know how we are to live together."

"The four of us had better go masked to the first ball at the
Carignan Theatre.  We will sup at a house which belongs to me, and
there the bargain can be struck."

The party took place according to agreement, and at the given
signal we all left the ball-room.  My lord's carriage was in
waiting, and we all drove away and got down at a house I seemed to
know.  We entered the hall, and the first thing I saw was the
Corticelli.  This roused my choler, and taking Percy aside I told
him that such a trick was unworthy of a gentleman.  He laughed,
and said he thought I should like her to be thrown in, and that
two pretty women were surely worth as much as Agatha.  This
amusing answer made me less angry; but, calling him a madman, I
took Agatha by the arm and went out without staying for any
explanations.  I would not make use of his carriage, and instead
of returning to the ball we went home in sedan-chairs, and spent a
delicious night in each other's arms.




End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of MEMOIRES OF JACQUES CASANOVA
ADVENTURES IN THE SOUTH, Vol. 4d, BACK AGAIN TO PARIS
by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt






MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
ADVENTURES IN THE SOUTH, Volume 4e--MILAN


THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR
MACHEN TO WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED
BY ARTHUR SYMONS.




MILAN




CHAPTER XVIII

I Give up Agatha to Lord Percy--I Set out for Milan--The Actress
at Pavia--Countess A * * * B * * *--Disappointment--Marquis
Triulzi--Zenobia--The Two Marchionesses Q * * *--The Venetian
Barbaro


Far from punishing the Corticelli by making her live with
Redegonde, the Count d'Aglie seemed to have encouraged her; and I
was not sorry for it, since as long as she did not trouble me any
more I did not care how many lovers she had.  She had become a
great friend of Redegonde's, and did exactly as she pleased, for
their duenna was much more easy going than the Pacienza.

Nobody knew of the trick which Lord Percy had played me, and I
took care to say nothing about it.  However, he did not give up
his designs on Agatha, his passion for her was too violent.  He
hit upon an ingenious method for carrying out his plans.  I have
already said that Percy was very rich, and spent his money wildly,
not caring at what expenditure he gratified his passion.  I was
the last person to reproach him for his extravagance, and in a
country where money is always scarce his guineas opened every
door to him.

Four or five days after the ball night, Agatha came to tell me
that the manager of the Alexandria Theatre had asked her if she
would take the part of second dancer throughout the carnival time.

"He offered me sixty sequins," she added, "and I told him I would
let him know by to-morrow.  Do you advise me to accept his offer?"

"If you love me, dearest Agatha, you will prove it by refusing all
engagements for a year.  You know I will let you want for nothing.

"I will get you the best masters, and in that time you can perfect
your dancing, and will be able to ask for a first-class
appointment, with a salary of five hundred sequins a year."

"Mamma thinks that I should accept the offer, as the dancing on
the stage will improve my style, and I can study under a good
master all the same.  I think myself that dancing in public would
do me good."

"There is reason in what you say, but you do not need the sixty
sequins.  You will dishonour me by accepting such a poor offer,
and you will do yourself harm too, as you will not be able to ask
for a good salary after taking such a small one."

"But sixty sequins is not so bad for a carnival engagement."

"But you don't want sixty sequins; you can have them without
dancing at all.  If you love me, I repeat, you will tell the
manager that you are going to rest for a year."

"I will do what you please, but it seems to me the best plan would
be to ask an exorbitant sum."

"You are right; that is a good idea.  Tell him you must be first
dancer, and that your salary must be five hundred sequins."

"I will do so, and am only too happy to be able to prove that I
love you."

Agatha had plenty of inborn common sense, which only needed
development.  With that and the beauty which Heaven had given her
her future was assured.

She was eventually happy, and she deserved her happiness.

The next day she told me that the manager did not appear at all
astonished at her demands.

"He reflected a few minutes," said she, "and told me he must think
it over, and would see me again.  It would be amusing if he took
me at my word, would it not?"

"Yes, but we should then have to enquire whether he is a madman or
a beggar on the verge of bankruptcy."

"And if he turns out to be a man of means?"

"In that case you would be obliged to accept."

"That is easily said and easily done, but have I sufficient
talent?  Where shall I find an actor to dance with me?"

"I will engage to find you one.  As to talent, you have enough and
to spare; but you will see that it will come to nothing."

All the time I felt a presentiment that she would be engaged, and
I was right.  The manager came to her the next day, and offered
her the agreement for her signature.  She was quite alarmed, and
sent for me.  I called at her house, and finding the manager there
asked him what security he could give for the fulfilment of his
part of the engagement.

He answered by naming M. Martin, a banker of my acquaintance, who
would be his surety.  I could make no objection to this, and the
agreement was made out in duplicate in good form.

On leaving Agatha I went to M. Raiberti and told him the story.
He shared my astonishment that M. Martin should become surety for
the manager whom he knew, and whose financial position was by no
means good; but the next day the problem was solved, for in spite
of the secrecy that had been observed we found out that it was
Lord Percy who was behind the manager.  I might still bar the
Englishman's way by continuing to keep Agatha, in spite of his
five hundred sequins, but I was obliged to return to France after
Easter to wait on Madame d'Urfe, and afterwards, peace having been
concluded, I thought it would be a good opportunity for seeing
England.  I therefore determined to abandon Agatha, taking care to
bind her new lover to provide for her, and I proceeded to make a
friend of the nobleman.

I was curious to see how he would win Agatha's good graces, for
she did not love him, and physically he was not attractive.

In less than a week we had become intimate.  We supped together
every night either at his house or mine, and Agatha and her mother
were always of the party.  I concluded that his attentions would
soon touch Agatha's heart, and that finding herself so beloved she
would end by loving.  This was enough to make me determine not to
put any obstacles in their way, and I resolved to leave Turin
earlier than I had intended.  In consequence I spoke as follows to
Lord Percy, while we were breakfasting together:

"My lord, you know that I love Agatha, and that she loves me,
nevertheless I am your friend, and since you adore her I will do
my best to hasten your bliss.  I will leave you in possession of
this treasure, but you must promise that when you abandon her you
will give her two thousand guineas."

"My dear sir," said he, "I will give them her now if you like."

"No, my lord, I do not wish her to know anything about our
agreement while you are living happily together."

"Then I will give you a bond binding myself to pay her the two
thousand guineas when we separate."

"I don't want that, the word of an Englishman is enough; but since
we cannot command the fates, and may die without having time to
put our affairs in order, I wish you to take such steps as may
seem convenient to you, whereby that sum would go to her after
your death."

"I give you my word on it."

"That is enough; but I have one other condition to make."

"Say on."

"It is that you promise to say nothing to Agatha before my
departure."

"I swear I will not."

"Very good; and on my part I promise to prepare her for the
change:"

The same day the Englishman, whose love grew hotter and hotter,
made Agatha and her mother rich presents, which under any other
circumstances I should not have allowed them to accept.

I lost no time in preparing Agatha and her mother for the
impending change.  They seemed affected, but I knew they would
soon get reconciled to the situation.  Far from giving me any
cause for complaint, Agatha was more affectionate than ever.  She
listened attentively to my advice as to her conduct towards her
new lover and the world in general, and promised to follow it.  It
was to this advice that she owed her happiness, for Percy made her
fortune.  However, she did not leave the theatre for some years,
when we shall hear more of her.

I was not the man to take presents from my equals, and Percy no
doubt being aware of that succeeded in making me a handsome
present in a very singular way.  I told him that I thought of
paying a visit to England and requested him to give me a letter of
introduction to the duchess, his mother, whereon he drew out a
portrait of her set with magnificent diamonds, and gave it to me,
saying,--

"This is the best letter I can give you.  I will write and tell
her that you will call and give her the portrait, unless, indeed,
she likes to leave it in your hands."

"I hope my lady will think me worthy of such an honour."

There are certain ideas, it seems to me, which enter no head but
an Englishman's.

I was invited by Count A---- B---- to Milan, and the countess
wrote me a charming letter, begging me to get her two pieces of
sarcenet, of which she enclosed the patterns.

After taking leave of all my friends and acquaintances I got a
letter of credit on the banker, Greppi, and started for the
capital of Lombardy.

My separation from Agatha cost me many tears, but not so many as
those shed by her.  Her mother wept also, for she loved me, and
was grateful for all my kindness to her daughter.  She said again
and again that she could never have borne any rival but her own
daughter, while the latter sobbed out that she wished she had not
to part from me.

I did not like Passano, so I sent him to his family at Genoa,
giving him the wherewithal to live till I came for him.  As to my
man, I dismissed him for good reasons and took another, as I was
obliged to have somebody; but since I lost my Spaniard I have
never felt confidence in any of my servants.

I travelled with a Chevalier de Rossignan, whose acquaintance I
had made, and we went by Casal to see the opera-bouffe there.

Rossignan was a fine man, a good soldier, fond of wine and women,
and, though he was not learned, he knew the whole of Dante's
Divine Comedy by heart.  This was his hobby-horse, and he was
always quoting it, making the passage square with his momentary
feelings.  This made him insufferable in society, but he was an
amusing companion for anyone who knew the sublime poet, and could
appreciate his numerous and rare beauties.  Nevertheless he made
me privately give in my assent to the proverb, Beware of the man
of one book.  Otherwise he was intelligent, statesmanlike, and
good-natured.  He made himself known at Berlin by his services as
ambassador to the King of Sardinia.

There was nothing interesting in the opera at Casal, so I went to
Pavia, where, though utterly unknown, I was immediately welcomed
by the Marchioness Corti, who received all strangers of any
importance.  In 1786 I made the acquaintance of her son, an
admirable man, who honoured me with his friendship, and died quite
young in Flanders with the rank of major-general.  I wept bitterly
for his loss, but tears, after all, are but an idle tribute to
those who cause them to flow.  His good qualities had endeared him
to all his acquaintances, and if he had lived longer he would
undoubtedly have risen to high command in the army.

I only stopped two days at Pavia, but it was decreed that I should
get myself talked of, even in that short time.

At the second ballet at the opera an actress dressed in a tippet
held out her cap to the bones as if to beg an alms, while she was
dancing a pas de deux.  I was in the Marchioness of Corti's box,
and when the girl held out her cap to me I was moved by feelings
of ostentation and benevolence to draw forth my purse and drop it
in.  It contained about twenty ducats.  The girl took it, thanked
me with a smile, and the pit applauded loudly.  I asked the
Marquis Belcredi, who was near me, if she had a lover.

"She has a penniless French officer, I believe," he replied;
"there he is, in the pit."

I went back to my inn, and was supping with M. Basili, a Modenese
colonel, when the ballet girl, her mother, and her younger sister
came to thank me for my providential gift.  "We are so poor," said
the girl.

I had almost done supper, and I asked them all to sup with me
after the performance the next day.  This offer was quite a
disinterested one, and it was accepted.

I was delighted to have made a woman happy at so little expense
and without any ulterior objects, and I was giving orders to the
landlord for the supper, when Clairmont, my man, told me that a
French officer wanted to speak to me.  I had him in, and asked
what I could do for him.

"There are three courses before you, Mr. Venetian," said he, "and
you can take which you like.  Either countermand this supper,
invite me to come to it, or come and measure swords with me now."

Clairmont, who was attending to the fire, did not give me time to
reply, but seized a burning brand and rushed on the officer, who
thought it best to escape.  Luckily for him the door of my room
was open.  He made such a noise in running downstairs that the
waiter came out and caught hold of him, thinking he had stolen
something; but Clairmont, who was pursuing him with his firebrand,
had him released.

This adventure became town talk directly.  My servant, proud of
his exploit and sure of my approval, came to tell me that I need
not be afraid of going out, as the officer was only a braggart.
He did not even draw his sword on the waiter who had caught hold
of him, though the man only had a knife in his belt.

"At all events," he added, "I will go out with you."

I told him that he had done well this time, but that for the
future he must not interfere in my affairs.

"Sir," he replied, "your affairs of this kind are mine too, I
shall take care not to go beyond my duty."

With this speech, which I thought very sensible, though I did not
tell him so, he took one of my pistols and saw to the priming,
smiling at me significantly.

All good French servants are of the same stamp as Clairmont; they
are devoted and intelligent, but they all think themselves
cleverer than their masters, which indeed is often the case, and
when they are sure of it they become the masters of their masters,
tyrannize over them, and give them marks of contempt which the
foolish gentlemen endeavour to conceal.  But when the master knows
how to make himself respected, the Clairmonts are excellent.

The landlord of my inn sent a report of the affair to the police,
and the French officer was banished from the town the same day.
At dinner Colonel Basili asked to hear the story, and said that no
one but a French officer would think of attacking a man in his own
room in such a foolish manner.  I differed from him.

"The French are brave," I replied, "but generally they are
perfectly polite and have wonderful tact.  Wretchedness and love,
joined to a false spirit of courage, makes a fool of a man all the
world over."

At supper the ballet-girl thanked me for ridding her of the poor
devil, who (as she said) was always threatening to kill her, and
wearied her besides.  Though she was not beautiful, there was
something captivating about this girl.  She was graceful, well-
mannered, and intelligent, her mouth was well-shaped, and her eyes
large and expressive.  I think I should have found her a good
bargain, but as I wanted to get away from Pavia, and piqued myself
on having been good-natured without ulterior motive, I bade her
farewell after supper, with many thanks for her kindness in
coming.  My politeness seemed rather to confuse her, but she went
away reiterating her gratitude.

Next day I dined at the celebrated Chartreuse, and in the evening
I reached Milan, and got out at Count A---- B----'s, who had not
expected me till the following day.

The countess, of whom my fancy had made a perfect woman,
disappointed me dreadfully.  It is always so when passion gives
reins to the imagination.  The Countess was certainly pretty,
though too small, and I might still have loved her, in spite of my
disappointment, but at our meeting she greeted me with a gravity
that was not to my taste, and which gave me a dislike to her.

After the usual compliments, I gave her the two pieces of sarcenet
she had commissioned me to get.  She thanked me, telling me that
her confessor would reimburse me for my expenditure.  The count
then took me to my room, and left me there till supper.  It was
nicely furnished, but I felt ill at ease, and resolved to leave in
a day or two if the countess remained immovable.  Twenty-four
hours was as much as I cared to give her.

We made a party of four at supper; the count talking all the time
to draw me out, and to hide his wife's sulkiness.  I answered in
the same gay strain, speaking to his wife, however, in the hope of
rousing her.  It was all lost labour.  The little woman only
replied by faint smiles which vanished almost as they came, and by
monosyllabic answers of the briefest description, without taking
her eyes off the dishes which she thought tasteless; and it was to
the priest, who was the fourth person present, that she addressed
her complaints, almost speaking affably to him.

Although I liked the count very well, I could not help pronouncing
his wife decidedly ungracious.  I was looking at her to see if I
could find any justification for her ill humour on her features,
but as soon as she saw me she turned away in a very marked manner,
and began to speak about nothing to the priest.  This conduct
offended me, and I laughed heartily at her contempt, or her
designs on me, for as she had not fascinated me at all I was safe
from her tyranny.

After supper the sarcenet was brought in; it was to be used for a
dress with hoops, made after the extravagant fashion then
prevailing.

The count was grieved to see her fall so short of the praises he
had lavished on her, and came to my room with me, begging me to
forgive her Spanish ways, and saying that she would be very
pleasant when she knew me better.

The count was poor, his house was small, his furniture shabby, and
his footman's livery threadbare; instead of plate he had china,
and one of the countess's maids was chief cook.  He had no
carriages nor horses, not even a saddle horse of any kind.
Clairmont gave me all this information, and added that he had to
sleep in a little kitchen, and was to share his bed with the man
who had waited at table.

I had only one room, and having three heavy trunks found myself
very uncomfortable, and I decided on seeking some other lodging
more agreeable to my tastes.

The count came early in the morning to ask what I usually took for
breakfast.

"My dear count," I replied, "I have enough fine Turin chocolate to
go all round.  Does the countess like it?"

"Very much, but she won't take it unless it is made by her woman."

"Here are six pounds: make her accept it, and tell her that if I
hear anything about payment I shall take it back."

"I am sure she will accept it, and thank you too.  Shall I have
your carriage housed?"

"I shall be extremely obliged to you, and I shall be glad if you
would get me a hired carriage, and a guide for whom you can
answer."

"It shall be done."

The count was going out when the priest, who had supped with us
the night before, came in to make his bow.  He was a man of forty-
one of the tribe of domestic chaplains who are so common in Italy
--who, in return for keeping the accounts of the house, live with
its master and mistress.  In the morning this priest said mass in
a neighbouring church, for the rest of the day he either occupied
himself with the cares of the house, or was the lady's obedient
servant.

As soon as We were alone he begged me to say that he had paid me
the three hundred Milanese crowns for the sarcenet, if the
countess asked me about it.

"Dear, dear, abbe!" said I, laughing, "this sort of thing is not
exactly proper in a man of your sacred profession.  How can you
advise me to tell a lie?  No, sir; if the countess asks me any
such impertinent question, I shall tell her the truth."

"I am sure she will ask you, and if you answer like that I shall
suffer for it."

"Well, sir, if you are in the wrong you deserve to suffer."

"But as it happens, I should be blamed for nothing."

"Well, go and tell her it's a present; and if she won't have that,
tell her I am in no hurry to be paid."

"I see, sir, that you don't know the lady or the way in which this
house is managed.  I will speak to her husband."

In a quarter of an hour the count told me that he owed me a lot of
money, which he hoped to pay back in the course of Lent, and that
I must add the sarcenet to the account.  I embraced him and said
that he would have to keep the account himself, as I never noted
down any of the moneys that I was only too happy to lend to my
friends.

"If your wife asks me whether I have received the money, be sure I
will answer in the affirmative."

He went out shedding grateful tears, while I felt indebted to him
for having given me the opportunity of doing him a service; for I
was very fond of him.

In the morning, the countess being invisible, I watched my man
spreading out my suits over the chairs, amongst them being some
handsome women's cloaks, and a rich red dress deeply trimmed with
fur, which had been originally intended for the luckless
Corticelli.  I should no doubt have given it to Agatha, if I had
continued to live with her, and I should have made a mistake, as
such a dress was only fit for a lady of rank.

At one o'clock I received another visit from the count, who told
me that the countess was going to introduce me to their best
friend.  This was the Marquis Triuizi, a man of about, my own age,
tall, well made, squinting slightly, and with all the manner of a
nobleman.  He told me that besides coming to have the honour of my
acquaintance, he also came to enjoy the fire, "for," said he,
"there's only one fireplace in the house and that's in your room."

As all the chairs were covered, the marquis drew the countess on
to his knee and made her sit there like a baby; but she blushed,
and escaped from his grasp.  The marquis laughed heartily at her
confusion, and she said,--

"Is it possible that a man of your years has not yet learnt to
respect a woman?"

"Really, countess," said he, "I thought it would be very
disrespectful to continue sitting while you were standing."

While Clairmont was taking the clothes off the chairs, the marquis
noticed the mantles and the beautiful dress, and asked me if I
were expecting a lady.

"No," said I, "but I hope to find someone at Milan who will be
worthy of such presents."  I added, "I know the Prince Triulzi, at
Venice; I suppose he is of your family?"

"He says he is, and it may be so; but I am certainly not a member
of his family."

This let me know that I should do well to say no more about the
prince.

"You must stay to dinner, marquis," said Count A---- B----; "and
as you only like dishes prepared by your own cook you had better
send for them."

The marquis agreed, and we made good cheer.  The table was covered
with fair linen and handsome plate, the wine was good and
plentiful, and the servants quick and well dressed.  I could now
understand the marquis's position in the house.  It was his wit
and mirth which kept the conversation going, and the countess came
in for a share of his pleasantries, while she scolded him for his
familiarity.

I could see, however, that the marquis did not want to humiliate
her; on the contrary, he was fond of her, and only wished to bring
down her exaggerated pride.  When he saw her on the point of
bursting into tears of rage and shame, he quieted her down by
saying that no one in Milan respected her charms and her high
birth more than he.

After dinner the tailor who was to measure the countess for a
domino for the ball was announced.  On the marquis's praising the
colours and the beauty of the materials, she told him that I had
brought her the sarcenet from Turin, and this reminded her to ask
me whether I had been paid.

"Your husband settled with me," said I, "but you have given me a
lesson I can never forget."

"What lesson?" said the marquis.

"I had hoped that the countess would have deigned to receive this
poor present at my hands."

"And she wouldn't take it?  It's absurd, on my life."

"There is nothing to laugh at," said the countess, "but you laugh
at everything."

While the man was measuring her, she complained of feeling cold,
as she was in her stays, and her beautiful breast was exposed.
Thereupon, the marquis put his hands on it, as if he were quite
accustomed to use such familiarities.  But the Spaniard, no doubt
ashamed because of my presence, got into a rage, and abused him in
the most awful manner, while he laughed pleasantly, as if he could
calm the storm when he pleased.  This was enough to inform me of
the position in which they stood to one another, and of the part I
ought to take.

We remained together till the evening, when the countess and the
marquis went to the opera, and the count came with me to my room,
till my carriage was ready to take us there too.  The opera had
begun when we got in, and the first person I noticed on the stage
was my dear Therese Palesi, whom I had left at Florence.  It was a
pleasant surprise to me, and I foresaw that we should renew our
sweet interviews while I remained at Milan I was discreet enough
to say nothing to the count about his wife's charms, or the way
their house was managed.  I saw that the place was taken, and the
odd humours of the lady prevented my falling in love with her.
After the second act we went to the assembly rooms, where five or
six banks at faro were being held; I staked and lost a hundred
ducats as if to pay for my welcome, and then rose from the table.

At supper the countess seemed to unbend a little, she condoled
with me on my loss, and I said that I was glad of it as it made
her speak so.

Just as I rang my bell the next morning, Clairmont told me that a
woman wanted to speak to me.

"Is she young?"

"Both young and pretty, sir."

"That will do nicely, shew her in."

I saw a simply dressed girl, who reminded me of Leah.  She was
tall and beautiful, but had not as high pretensions as the Jewess;
as she only wanted to know whether she could do my washing for me.
I was quite taken with her.  Clairmont had just brought me my
chocolate, and I asked her to sit down on the bed; but she
answered modestly that she did not want to trouble me, and would
come again when I was up.

"Do you live at any distance?"

"I live on the ground floor of this house."

"All by yourself?"

"No sir, I have my father and mother."

"And what is your name?"

"Zenobia."

"Your name is as pretty as you are.  Will you give me your hand to
kiss?"

"I can't," she replied, with a smile, "my hand is another's."

"You are engaged, are you?"

"Yes, to a tailor, and we are going to be married before the end
of the carnival:"

"Is he rich or handsome?"

"Neither the one nor the other."

"Then why are you going to marry him?"

"Because I want to have a house of my own:"

"I like you, and will stand your friend.  Go and fetch your
tailor.  I will give him some work to do."

As soon as she went out I got up and told Clairmont to put my
linen on a table.  I had scarcely finished dressing when she came
back with her tailor.  It was a striking contrast, for he was a
little shrivelled-up man, whose appearance made one laugh.

"Well, master tailor," said I, "so you are going to marry this
charming girl?"

"Yes, sir, the banns have been published already."

"You are a lucky fellow indeed to have so much happiness in store.
When are you going to marry her?"

"In ten or twelve days."

"Why not to-morrow?"

"Your worship is in a great hurry."

"I think I should be, indeed," said I, laughing, "if I were in
your place.  I want you to make me a domino for the ball to-
morrow."

"Certainly, sir; but your excellency must find me the stuff, for
nobody in Milan would give me credit for it, and I couldn't afford
to lay out so much money in advance."

"When you are married you will have money and credit too.  In the
meanwhile here are ten sequins for you."

He went away in high glee at such a windfall.

I gave Zenobia some lace to do up, and asked her if she was afraid
of having a jealous husband.

"He is neither jealous nor amorous," she replied.  "He is only
marrying me because I earn more than he does."

"With your charms I should have thought you might have made a
better match."

"I have waited long enough; I have got tired of maidenhood.
Besides, he is sharp if he is not handsome, and perhaps a keen
head is better than a handsome face."

"You are sharp enough yourself, anyhow.  But why does he put off
the wedding?"

"Because he hasn't got any money, and wants to have a fine wedding
for his relations to come to.  I should like it myself."

"I think you are right; but I can't see why you should not let an
honest man kiss your hand."

"That was only a piece of slyness to let you know I was to be
married.  I have no silly prejudices myself."

"Ah, that's better!  Tell your future husband that if he likes me
to be the patron of the wedding I will pay for everything."

"Really?"

"Yes, really.  I will give him twenty-five sequins on the
condition that he spends it all on the wedding."

"Twenty-five sequins!  That will make people talk; but what care
we?  I will give you an answer to-morrow."

"And a kiss now?"

"With all my heart."

Zenobia went away in great delight, and I went out to call on my
banker and dear Therese.

When the door was opened the pretty maid recognized me, and taking
me by the hand led me to her mistress, who was just going to get
up.  Her emotion at seeing me was so great that she could not
utter a word, but only claps me to her breast.

Our natural transports over, Therese told me that she had got
tired of her husband, and that for the last six months they had
not been living together.  She had made him an allowance to get
rid of him, and he lived on it at Rome.

"And where is Cesarino?"

"In this town.  You can see him whenever you like."

"Are you happy?"

"Quite.  People say that I have a lover, but it is not true; and
you can see me at any time with perfect liberty."

We spent two pleasant hours in telling each other of our
experiences since our last meeting, and then, finding her as fresh
and fair as in the season of our early loves, I asked her if she
had vowed to be faithful to her husband.

"At Florence," she replied, "I was still in love with him; but
now, if I am still pleasing in your eyes, we can renew our
connection, and live together till we die."

"I will soon shew you, dearling, that I love you as well as ever."

She answered only by giving herself up to my embrace.

After action and contemplation I left her as amorous as she had
been eighteen years before, but my passion found too many new
objects to remain constant long.

Countess A---- B---- began to be more polite.  "I know where you
have been," said she, with a pleased air; "but if you love that
person, you will not go and see her again, or else her lover will
leave her."

"Then I would take his place, madam."

"You are right in amusing yourself with women who know how to earn
your presents.  I am aware that you never give anything till you
have received evident proofs of their affection."

"That has always been my principle."

"It's an excellent way to avoid being duped.  The lover of the
person you have been with kept a lady in society for some time in
great splendour, but all the rest of us despised her."

"Why so, if you please?"

"Because she lowered herself so terribly.  Greppi is absolutely a
man of no family whatever."

Without expressing my surprise at the name of Greppi, I replied
that a man need not be well born to be an excellent lover.

"The only thing needful," said I, "is a fine physique and plenty
of money, and those ladies who despised their friend were either
ridiculously proud or abominably envious.  I have not the
slightest doubt that if they could find any more Gieppis they
would be willing enough to lower themselves."

She would doubtless have made a sharp reply, for what I had said
had angered her; but the Marquis Triulzi arriving, she went out
with him, while her husband and myself went to a place where there
was a bank at faro, the banker only having a hundred sequins
before him.

I took a card and staked small sums like the rest of the company.
After losing twenty ducats I left the place.

As we were going to the opera the poor count told me I had made
him lose ten ducats on his word of honour, and that he did not
know how he could pay it by the next day.  I pitied him, and gave
him the money without a word; for misery has always appealed
strongly to me.  Afterwards I lost two hundred ducats at the same
bank to which I had lost money the evening before.  The count was
in the greatest distress.  He did not know that Greppi, whom his
proud wife considered so worthless, had a hundred thousand francs
of my money, and that I possessed jewellery to an even greater
amount.

The countess, who had seen me lose, asked me if I would sell my
beautiful dress.

"They say it's worth a thousand sequins," said she.

"Yes, that is so; but I would sell everything I possess before
parting with any of the articles which I intend for the fair sex."

"Marquis Triulzi wants it badly to present to someone."

"I am very sorry, but I cannot sell it to him."

She went away without a word, but I could see that she was
exceedingly vexed at my refusal.

As I was leaving the opera-house I saw Therese getting into her
sedan-chair.  I went up to her, and told her that I was sure she
was going to sup with her lover.  She whispered in my ear that she
was going to sup by herself, and that I might come if I dared.  I
gave her an agreeable surprise by accepting the invitation.

"I will expect you, then," she said.

I asked the count to ride home in my carriage, and taking a chair
I reached Therese's house just as she was going in.

What a happy evening we had!  We laughed heartily when we told
each other our thoughts.

"I know you were in love with Countess A---- B---- ," said she,
"and I felt sure you would not dare to come to supper with me."

"And I thought I should confound you by accepting your invitation,
as I knew Greppi was your lover."

"He is my friend," she replied.  "If he loves me in any other way
than that of friendship, I pity him, for as yet he has not
discovered the secret of seduction."

"Do you think he ever will?"

"No, I don't.  I am rich."

"Yes, but he is richer than you."

"I know that, but I think he loves his money better than he loves
me."

"I understand.  You will make him happy if he loves you well
enough to ruin himself."

"That is it, but it will never come to pass.  But here we are,
together again after a divorce of nearly twenty years.  I don't
think you will find any change in me."

"That is a privilege which nature grants to the fair sex only.
You will find me changed, but you will be able to work miracles."

This was a piece of politeness, for she was hardly capable of
working any miracle.  However, after an excellent supper, we spent
two hours in amorous raptures, and then Morpheus claimed us for
his own.  When we awoke I did not leave her before giving her a
good day equal to the good night which had sent us to sleep.

When I got back I found the fair Zenobia, who said the tailor was
ready to marry her next Sunday if my offer was not a joke.

"To convince you of the contrary," said I, "here are the twenty-
five sequins."

Full of gratitude she let herself fall into my arms, and I covered
her mouth and her beautiful bosom with my fiery kisses.  Therese
had exhausted me, so I did not go any further, but the girl no
doubt attributed my self-restraint to the fact that the door was
open.  I dressed carefully, and made myself look less weary, and
to freshen myself up I had a long drive in an open carriage.

When I returned, I found the Marquis of Triulzi teasing the
countess as usual.  On that day he furnished the dinner, and it
was consequently, a very good one.

The conversation turned on the dress in my possession, and the
countess told the marquis, like an idiot, that it was destined for
the lady who would make me desirous and gratify my desire.

With exquisite politeness the marquis told me that I deserved to
enjoy favours at a cheaper rate.

"I suppose you will be giving it to the person with whom you spent
the night," said the countess.

"That's an impossibility," I answered, "for I spent the night in
play."

Just then Clairmont came in, and told me an officer wanted to
speak to me.  I went to the door, and saw a handsome young fellow,
who greeted me with an embrace.  I recognized him as Barbaro, the
son of a Venetian noble, and brother of the fair and famous Madame
Gritti Scombro, of whom I spoke ten years ago, whose husband had
died in the citadel of Cattaro, where the State Inquisitors had
imprisoned him.  My young friend had also fallen into disgrace
with the despotic Inquisitors.  We had been good friends during
the year before my imprisonment, but I had heard nothing of him
since.

Barbaro told me the chief incidents in a life that had been
adventurous enough, and informed me that he was now in the service
of the Duke of Modena, the Governor of Milan.

"I saw you losing money at Canano's bank," said he, "and
remembering our old friendship I want to communicate to you a sure
way of winning money.  All that is necessary is for me to
introduce you to a club of young men who are very fond of play,
and cannot possibly win."

"Where does this club meet?"

"In an extremely respectable house.  If you agree I will keep the
bank myself, and I am sure of winning.  I want you to lend me
capital, and I only ask a fourth of the profits."

"I suppose you can hold the cards well."

"You are right."

This was as much as to tell me that he was an adroit sharper, or,
in other words, a skilful corrector of fortune's mistakes.  He
concluded by saying that I should find something worth looking at
in the house he had mentioned.

"My dear sir," I replied, "I will give you my decision after
seeing the club to which you want to introduce me."

"Will you be at the theatre coffee-house at three o'clock to-
morrow?"

"Yes, but I hope to see you at the ball in the evening."

Zenobia's betrothed brought me my domino, and the countess had
hers already.  As the ball did not begin till the opera was over,
I went to hear Therese's singing.  In the interval between the
acts I lost another two hundred sequins, and then went home to
dress for the ball.  The countess said that if I would be kind
enough to take her to the ball in my carriage and fetch her home
in it, she would not send for the Marquis Triulzi's.  I replied
that I was at her service.

Under the impression that the fair Spaniard had only given me the
preference to enable me to take liberties with her, I told her I
should be very glad to give her the dress, and that the only
condition was that I should spent a night with her.

"You insult me cruelly," said she, "you must know my character
better than that."

"I know everything, my dear countess; but, after all, the insult's
nothing; you can easily forgive me if you pluck up a little
spirit; trample on a foolish prejudice; get the dress, and make me
happy for a whole night long."

"That it all very well when one is in love, but you must confess
that your coarse way of speaking is more likely to make me hate
you than love you."

"I use that style, because I want to come to the point; I have no
time to waste.  And you, countess, must confess in your turn, that
you would be delighted to have me sighing at your feet."

"It would be all the same to me, I don't think I could love you."

"Then we are agreed on one point at all events, for I love you no
more than you love me."

"And yet you would spend a thousand sequins for the pleasure of
passing a night with me."

"Not at all, I don't want to sleep with you for the sake of the
pleasure, but to mortify your infernal pride, which becomes you so
ill."

God knows what the fierce Spaniard would have answered, but at
that moment the carriage stopped at the door of the theatre.  We
parted, and after I had got tired of threading my way amidst the
crowd I paid a visit to the gaming-room, hoping to regain the
money I had lost.  I had more than five hundred sequins about me
and a good credit at the bank, but I certainly did my best to lose
everything I had.  I sat down at Canano's bank, and noticing that
the poor count, who followed me wherever I went, was the only
person who knew me, I thought I should have a lucky evening.  I
only punted on one card, and spent four hours without losing or
gaining.  Towards the end, wishing to force fortune's favour, I
lost rapidly, and left all my money in the hands of the banker.  I
went back to the ball-room, where the countess rejoined me, and we
returned home.

When we were in the carriage, she said,--

"You lost an immense sum, and I am very glad of it.  The marquis
will give you a thousand sequins, and the money will bring you
luck."

"And you, too, for I suppose you will have the dress?"

"Maybe."

"No, madam, you shall never have it in this way, and you know the
other.  I despise a thousand sequins."

"And I despise you and your presents."

"You may despise me as much as you please, and you may be sure I
despise you."

With these polite expressions we reached the house.  When I got to
my room I found the count there with a long face, as if he wanted
to pity me but dared not do it.  However, my good temper gave him
the courage to say:--

"Triulzi will give you a thousand sequins; that will fit you up
again."

"For the dress you mean?"

"Yes."

"I wanted to give it to your wife, but she said she would despise
it, coming from my hands."

"You astonish me; she is mad after it.  You must have wounded her
haughty temper in some way or another.  But sell it, and get the
thousand sequins."

"I will let you know to-morrow."

I slept four or five hours, and then rose and went out in my great
coat to call on Greppi, for I had no more money.  I took a
thousand sequins, begging him not to tell my affairs to anyone.
He replied that my affairs were his own, and that I could count on
his secrecy.  He complimented me on the esteem in which Madame
Palesi held me, and said he hoped to meet me at supper at her
house one night.

"Such a meeting would give me the greatest pleasure," I replied.

On leaving him I called on Therese, but as there were some people
with her I did not stay long.  I was glad to see that she knew
nothing about my losses or my affairs.  She said that Greppi
wanted to sup with me at her house, and that she would let me know
when the day was fixed.  When I got home I found the count in
front of my fire.

"My wife is in a furious rage with you," said he, "and won't tell
me why."

"The reason is, my dear count, that I won't let her accept the
dress from any hand but mine.  She told me that she should despise
it as a gift from me, but she has nothing to be furious about that
I know."

"It's some mad notion of hers, and I don't know what to make of
it.  But pray attend to what I am about to say to you.  You
despise a thousand sequins--good.  I congratulate you.  But if you
are in a position to despise a sum which would make me happy,
offer up a foolish vanity on the shrine of friendship, take the
thousand sequins, and lend them to me, and let my wife have the
dress, for of course he will give it her."

This proposal made me roar with laughter, and certainly it was of
a nature to excite the hilarity of a sufferer from confirmed
melancholia, which I was far from being.  However, I stopped
laughing when I saw how the poor count blushed from shame.  I
kissed him affectionately to calm him, but at last I was cruel
enough to say,

"I will willingly assist you in this arrangement.  I will sell the
dress to the marquis as soon as you please, but I won't lend you
the money.  I'll give it to you in the person of your wife at a
private interview; but when she receives me she must not only be
polite and complaisant, but as gentle as a lamb.  Go and see if it
can be arranged, my dear count; 'tis absolutely my last word."

"I will see," said the poor husband; and with that he went out.

Barbaro kept his appointment with exactitude.  I made him get into
my carriage, and we alighted at a house at the end of Milan.  We
went to the first floor, and there I was introduced to a fine-
looking old man, an amiable lady of pleasing appearance, and then
to two charming cousins.  He introduced me as a Venetian gentleman
in disgrace with the State Inquisitors, like himself, adding, that
as I was a rich bachelor their good or ill favour made no
difference to me.

He said I was rich, and I looked like it.  My luxury of attire was
dazzling: My rings, my snuff-boxes, my chains, my diamonds, my
jewelled cross hanging on my breast-all gave me the air of an
important personage.  The cross belonged to the Order of the Spur
the Pope had given me, but as I had carefully taken the spur away
it was not known to what order I belonged.  Those who might be
curious did not dare to ask me, for one can no more enquire of a
knight what order he belongs to, than one can say to a lady how
old are you?  I wore it till 1785, when the Prince Palatine of
Russia told me in private that I would do well to get rid of the
thing.

"It only serves to dazzle fools," said he, "and here you have none
such to deal with."

I followed his advice, for he was a man of profound intelligence.
Nevertheless, he removed the corner-stone of the kingdom of
Poland.  He ruined it by the same means by which he had made it
greater.

The old man to whom Barbaro presented me was a marquis.  He told
me that he knew Venice, and as I was not a patrician I could live
as pleasantly anywhere else.  He told me to consider his house and
all he possessed as mine.

The two young marchionesses had enchanted me; they were almost
ideal beauties.  I longed to enquire about them of some good
authority, for I did not put much faith in Barbaro.

In half an hour the visitors commenced to come on foot and in
carriages.  Among the arrivals were several pretty and well-
dressed girls, and numerous smart young men all vying with each
other in their eagerness to pay court to the two cousins.  There
were twenty of us in all.  We sat round a large table, and began
to play a game called bankruptcy.  After amusing myself for a
couple of hours in losing sequins, I went out with Barbaro to the
opera.

"The two young ladies are two incarnate angels," I said to my
countryman.  "I shall pay my duty to them, and shall find out in a
few days whether they are for me.  As for the gaming speculation,
I will lend you two hundred sequins; but I don't want to lose the
money, so you must give me good security."

"To that I agree willingly, but I am certain of giving it you back
with good interest."

"You shall have a half share and not twenty-five per cent., and I
must strongly insist that nobody shall know of my having anything
to do with your bank.  If I hear any rumours, I shall bet heavily
on my own account."

"You may be sure I shall keep the secret; it is to my own interest
to have it believed that I am my own capitalist."

"Very good.  Come to me early to-morrow morning, and bring me good
security, and you shall have the money."

He embraced me in the joy of his heart.

The picture of the two fair ladies was still in my brain, and I
was thinking of enquiring of Greppi when I chanced to see Triulzi
in the pit of the opera-house.  He saw me at the same moment, and
came up to me, saying gaily that he was sure I had had a bad
dinner, and that I had much better dine with him every day.

"You make me blush, marquis, for not having called on you yet."

"No, no; there can be nothing of that kind between men of the
world, who know the world's worth."

"We are agreed there, at all events."

"By the way, I hear you have decided on selling me that handsome
dress of yours.  I am really very much obliged to you, and will
give you the fifteen thousand livres whenever you like."

"You can come and take it to-morrow morning."

He then proceeded to tell me about the various ladies I noticed in
the theatre.  Seizing the opportunity, I said,--

"When I was in church the other day I saw two exquisite beauties.
A man at my side told me they were cousins, the Marchionesses Q----
and I----, I think he said.  Do you know them?  I am quite
curious to hear about them."

"I know them.  As you say, they are charming.  It's not very
difficult to obtain access to them; and I suppose they are good
girls, as I have not heard their names in connection with any
scandal.  However, I know that Mdlle. F has a lover, but it is a
great secret; he is the only son of one of the noblest of our
families.  Unfortunately, they are not rich; but if they are
clever, as I am sure they are, they may make good matches.  If you
like I can get someone to introduce you there."

"I haven't made up my mind yet.  I may be able to forget them
easily only having seen them once.  Nevertheless, I am infinitely
obliged to you for your kind offer"

After the ballet I went into the assembly-room and I heard "there
he is" several times repeated as I came in.  The banker made me a
bow, and offered me a place next to him.  I sat down and he handed
me a pack of cards.  I punted, and with such inveterate bad luck
that in less than an hour I lost seven hundred sequins.  I should
probably have lost all the money I had in my pocket if Canano had
not been obliged to go away.  He gave the cards to a man whose
looks displeased me, and I rose and went home and got into bed
directly, so as not to be obliged to conceal my ill temper.

In the morning Barbaro came to claim the two hundred sequins.  He
gave me the right to sequestrate his pay by way of surety.  I do
not think I should have had the heart to exercise my rights if
things had gone wrong, but I liked to have some control over him.
When I went out I called on Greppi, and took two thousand sequins
in gold.




CHAPTER XIX

Humiliation of The Countess--Zenobia's Wedding--Faro Conquest of
The Fair Irene--Plan for a Masquerade


On my return I found the count with one of the marquis's servants,
who gave me a note, begging me to send the dress, which I did
directly.

"The marquis will dine with us," said the count, "and, no doubt,
he will bring the money with him for this treasure."

"You think it a treasure, then?"

"Yes, fit for a queen to wear."

"I wish the treasure had the virtue of giving you a crown; one
head-dress is as good as another."

The poor devil understood the allusion, and as I liked him I
reproached myself for having humiliated him unintentionally, but I
could not resist the temptation to jest.  I hastened to smooth his
brow by saying that as soon as I got the money for the dress I
would take it to the countess.

"I have spoken to her about it," said he, "and your proposal made
her laugh; but I am sure she will make up her mind when she finds
herself in possession of the dress."

It was a Friday.  The marquis sent in an excellent fish dinner,
and came himself soon after with the dress in a basket.  The
present was made with all ceremony, and the proud countess was
profuse in her expressions of thanks, which the giver received
coolly enough, as if accustomed to that kind of thing.  However,
he ended by the no means flattering remark that if she had any
sense she would sell it, as everybody knew she was too poor to
wear it.  This suggestion by no means met with her approval.  She
abused him to her heart's content, and told him he must be a great
fool to give her a dress which he considered unsuitable to her.

They were disputing warmly when the Marchioness Menafoglio was
announced.  As soon as she came in her eyes were attracted by the
dress, which was stretched over a chair, and finding it superb she
exclaimed,

"I would gladly buy that dress."

"I did not buy it to sell again," said the countess, sharply.

"Excuse me," replied the marchioness, "I thought it was for sale,
and I am sorry it is not."

The marquis, who was no lover of dissimulation, began to laugh,
and the countess, fearing he would cover her with ridicule,
hastened to change the conversation.  But when the marchioness was
gone the countess gave reins to her passion, and scolded the
marquis bitterly for having laughed.  However, he only replied by
remarks which, though exquisitely polite, had a sting in them; and
at last the lady said she was tired, and was going to lie down.

When she had left the room the marquis gave me the fifteen
thousand francs, telling me that they would bring me good luck at
Canano's.

"You are a great favourite of Canano's," he added, "and he wants
you to come and dine with him.  He can't ask you to supper, as he
is obliged to spend his nights in the assembly-rooms."

"Tell him I will come any day he likes except the day after to-
morrow, when I have to go to a wedding at the 'Apple Garden.'"

"I congratulate you," said the count and the marquis together, "it
will no doubt be very pleasant."

"I expect to enjoy myself heartily there."

"Could not we come, too?"

"Do you really want to?"

"Certainly."

"Then I will get you an invitation from the fair bride herself on
the condition that the countess comes as well.  I must warn you
that the company will consist of honest people of the lower
classes, and I cannot have them humiliated in any way."

"I will persuade the countess," said Triulzi.

"To make your task an easier one, I may as well tell you that the
wedding is that of the fair Zenobia."

"Bravo!  I am sure the countess will come to that."

The count went out, and shortly reappeared with Zenobia.  The
marquis congratulated her, and encouraged her to ask the countess
to the wedding.  She seemed doubtful, so the marquis took her by
the hand and let her into the proud Spaniard's room.  In half an
hour they returned informing us that my lady had deigned to accept
the invitation.

When the marquis had gone, the count told me that I might go and
keep his wife company, if I had nothing better to do, and that he
would see to some business.

"I have the thousand sequins in my pocket," I remarked, "and if I
find her reasonable, I will leave them with her."

"I will go and speak to her first."

"Do so."

While the count was out of the room, I exchanged the thousand
sequins for the fifteen thousand francs in bank notes which Greppi
had given me.

I was just shutting up my cash-box when Zenobia came in with my
lace cuffs.  She asked me if I would like to buy a piece of lace.
I replied in the affirmative, and she went out and brought it me.

I liked the lace, and bought it for eighteen sequins, and said,--

"This lace is yours, dearest Zenobia, if you will content me this
moment."

"I love you well, but I should be glad if you would wait till
after my marriage."

"No, dearest, now or never.  I cannot wait.  I shall die if you do
not grant my prayer.  Look! do you not see what a state I am in?"

"I see it plainly enough, but it can't be done."

"Why not?  Are you afraid of your husband noticing the loss of
your maidenhead?"

"Not I, and if he did I shouldn't care.  I promise you if he dared
to reproach me, he should not have me at all."

"Well said, for my leavings are too good for him.  Come quick!"

"But you will shut the door, at least?"

"No, the noise would be heard, and might give rise to suspicion.
Nobody will come in."

With these words I drew her towards me, and finding her as gentle
as a lamb and as loving as a dove, the amorous sacrifice was
offered with abundant libations on both sides.  After the first
ecstacy was over, I proceeded to examine her beauties, and with my
usual amorous frenzy told her that she should send her tailor out
to graze and live with me.  Fortunately she did not believe in the
constancy of my passion.  After a second assault I rested, greatly
astonished that the count had not interrupted our pleasures.  I
thought he must have gone out, and I told Zenobia my opinion,
whereon she overwhelmed me with caresses.  Feeling at my ease, I
set her free from her troublesome clothes, and gave myself up to
toying with her in a manner calculated to arouse the exhausted
senses; and then for the third time we were clasped to each
other's arms, while I made Zenobia put herself into the many
attitudes which I knew from experience as most propitious to the
voluptuous triumph.

We were occupied a whole hour in these pleasures, but Zenobia, in
the flower of her age and a novice, poured forth many more
libations than I.

Just as I lost life for the third time, and Zenobia for the
fourteenth, I heard the count's voice.  I told my sweetheart, who
had heard it as well, and after we had dressed hastily I gave her
the eighteen sequins, and she left the room.

A moment after the count came in laughing, and said,--

"I have been watching you all the time by this chink" (which he
shewed me), "and I have found it very amusing."

"I am delighted to hear it, but keep it to youself."

"Of course, of course."

"My wife," said he, "will be very pleased to see you; and I," he
added, "shall be very pleased as well."

"You are a philosophical husband," said I, "but I am afraid after
the exercises you witnessed the countess will find me rather
slow."

"Not at all, the recollection will make it all the pleasanter for
you."

"Mentally perhaps, but in other respects .  .  ."

"Oh!  you will manage to get out of it."

"My carriage is at your service, as I shall not be going out for
the rest of the day."

I softly entered the countess's room and finding her in bed
enquired affectionately after her health.

"I am very well," said she, smiling agreeably, "my husband has
done me good."

I had seated myself quietly on the bed, and she had shewn no
vexation; certainly a good omen.

"Aren't you going out any more to-day?" said she, "you have got
your dressing-gown on."

"I fell asleep lying on my bed, and when I awoke I decided on
keeping you company if you will be as good and gentle as you are
pretty."

"If you behave well to me, you will always find me so.

"And will you love me?"

"That depends on you.  So you are going to sacrifice Canano to me
this evening."

"Yes, and with the greatest pleasure.  He has won a lot from me
already, and I foresee that he will win the fifteen thousand
francs I have in my pocket to-morrow.  This is the money the
Marquis Triulzi gave me for the dress."

"It would be a pity to lose such a large sum."

"You are right, and I need not lose them if you will be
complaisant, for they are meant for you.  Allow me to shut the
door."

"What for?"

"Because I am perishing with cold and desire, and intend warming
myself in your bed."

"I will never allow that."

"I don't want to force you.  Good-bye, countess, I will go and
warm myself by my own fire, and to-morrow I will wage war on
Canano's bank."

"You are certainly a sad dog.  Stay here, I like your
conversation."

Without more ado I locked the door, took off my clothes, and
seeing that her back was turned to me, jumped into bed beside her.
She had made up her mind, and let me do as I liked, but my combats
with Zenobia had exhausted me.  With closed eyes she let me place
her in all the postures which lubricity could suggest, while her
hands were not idle; but all was in vain, my torpor was complete,
and nothing would give life to the instrument which was necessary
to the operation.

Doubtless the Spaniard felt that my nullity was an insult to her
charms; doubtless I must have tortured her by raising desires
which I could not appease; for several times I felt my fingers
drenched with a flow that shewed she was not passive in the
matter; but she pretended all the while to be asleep.  I was vexed
at her being able to feign insensibility to such an extent, and I
attached myself to her head; but her lips, which she abandoned to
me, and which I abused disgracefully, produced no more effect than
the rest of her body.  I felt angry that I could not effect the
miracle of resurrection, and I decided on leaving a stage where I
had so wretched a part, but I was not generous to her, and put the
finishing stroke to her humiliation by saying,--

"'Tis not my fault, madam, that your charms have so little power
over me.  Here, take these fifteen thousand francs by way of
consolation."

With this apostrophe I left her.

My readers, more especially my lady readers, if I ever have any,
will no doubt pronounce me a detestable fellow after this.  I
understand their feelings, but beg them to suspend their judgment.
They will see afterwards that my instinct served me wonderfully in
the course I had taken.

Early the next day the count came into my room with a very pleased
expression.

"My wife is very well," said he, "and told me to wish you good
day."

I did not expect this, and I no doubt looked somewhat astonished.

"I am glad," he said, "that you gave her francs instead of the
sequins you got from Triulzi, and I hope, as Triulzi said, you
will have luck with it at the bank."

"I am not going to the opera," said I, "but to the masked ball,
and I don't want anyone to recognize me."

I begged him to go and buy me a new domino, and not to come near
me in the evening, so that none but he should know who I was.  As
soon as he had gone out I began to write letters.  I had heavy
arrears to make up in that direction.

The count brought me my domino at noon, and after hiding it we
went to dine with the countess.  Her affability, politeness, and
gentleness astounded me.  She looked so sweetly pretty that I
repented having outraged her so scandalously.  Her insensibility
of the evening before seemed inconceivable, and I began to suspect
that the signs I had noticed to the contrary were only due to the
animal faculties which are specially active in sleep.

"Was she really asleep," said I to myself, "when I was outraging
her so shamefully?"

I hoped it had been so.  When her husband left us alone, I said,
humbly and tenderly, that I knew I was a monster, and that she
must detest me.

"You a monster?" said she.  "On the contrary I owe much to you,
and there is nothing I can think of for which I have cause to
reproach you."

I took her hand, tenderly, and would have carried it to my lips,
but she drew it away gently and gave me a kiss.  My repentance
brought a deep blush to my face.

When I got back to my room I sealed my letters and went to the
ball.  I was absolutely unrecognizable.  Nobody had ever seen my
watches or my snuff-boxes before, and I had even changed my purses
for fear of anybody recognizing me by them.

Thus armed against the glances of the curious, I sat down at
Canano's table and commenced to play in quite a different fashion.
I had a hundred Spanish pieces in my pocket worth seven hundred
Venetian sequins.  I had got this Spanish money from Greppi, and I
took care not to use what Triulzi had given me for fear he should
know me.

I emptied my purse on the table, and in less than an hour it was
all gone.  I rose from the table and everybody thought I was going
to beat a retreat, but I took out another purse and put a hundred
sequins on one card, going second, with paroli, seven, and the va.
The stroke was successful and Canano gave me back my hundred
Spanish pieces, on which I sat down again by the banker, and
recommenced regular play.  Canano was looking at me hard.  My
snuff-box was the one which the Elector of Cologne had given me,
with the prince's portrait on the lid.  I took a pinch of snuff
and he gave me to understand that he would like one too, and the
box was subjected to a general examination.  A lady whom I did not
know said the portrait represented the Elector of Cologne in his
robes as Grand Master of the Teutonic Order.  The box was returned
to me and I saw that it had made me respected, so small a thing
imposes on people.  I then put fifty sequins on one card, going
paroli and paix de paroli, and at daybreak I had broken the bank.
Canano said politely that if I liked to be spared the trouble of
carrying all that gold he would have it weighed and give me a
cheque.  A pair of scales was brought, and it was found that I had
thirty-four pounds weight in gold, amounting to two thousand eight
hundred and fifty-six sequins.  Canano wrote me a cheque, and I
slowly returned to the ball-room.

Barbaro had recognized me with the keenness of a Venetian.  He
accosted me and congratulated me on my luck, but I gave him no
answer, and seeing that I wished to remain incognito he left me.

A lady in a Greek dress richly adorned with diamonds came up to
me, and said in a falsetto voice that she would like to dance with
me.

I made a sign of assent, and as she took off her glove I saw a
finely-shaped hand as white as alabaster, one of the fingers
bearing an exquisite diamond ring.  It was evidently no ordinary
person, and though I puzzled my head I could not guess who she
could be.

She danced admirably, in the style of a woman of fashion, and I
too exerted myself to the utmost.  By the time the dance was over
I was covered with perspiration.

"You look hot," said my partner, in her falsetto voice, "come and
rest in my box."

My heart leaped with joy, and I followed her with great delight;
but as I saw Greppi in the box to which she took me, I had no
doubt that it must be Therese, which did not please me quite so
well.  In short, the lady took off her mask; it was Therese, and I
complimented her on her disguise.

"But how did you recognize me, dearest?"

"By your snuff-box.  I knew it, otherwise I should never have
found you out."

"Then you think that nobody has recognized me?"

"Nobody, unless in the same way as I did."

"None of the people here have seen my snuff-box."

I took the opportunity of handing over to Greppi Canano's cheque,
and he gave me a receipt for it.  Therese asked us to supper for
the ensuing evening, and said,--

"There will be four of us in all."

Greppi seemed curious to know who the fourth person could be, but
I right guessed it would be my dear son Cesarino.

As I went down once more to the ball-room two pretty female
dominos attacked me right and left, telling me that Messer-Grande
was waiting for me outside.  They then asked me for some snuff,
and I gave them a box ornamented with an indecent picture.  I had
the impudence to touch the spring and shew it them, and after
inspecting it they exclaimed,--

"Fie, fie!  your punishment is never to know who we are."

I was sorry to have displeased the two fair masquers, who seemed
worth knowing, so I followed them, and meeting Barbaro, who knew
everybody, I pointed them out to him, and heard to my delight that
they were the two Marchionesses Q---- and F----.  I promised
Barbaro to go and see them.  He said that everybody in the ball-
room knew me, and that our bank was doing very well, though, of
course, that was a trifle to me.

Towards the end of the ball, when it was already full daylight, a
masquer, dressed as a Venetian gondolier, was accosted by a lady
masquer, also in Venetian costume.  She challenged the gondolier
to prove himself a Venetian by dancing the 'forlana' with her.
The gondolier accepted, and the music struck up, but the boatman,
who was apparently a Milanese, was hooted, while the lady danced
exquisitely.  I was very fond of the dance, and I asked the
unknown Venetian lady to dance it again with me.  She agreed, and
a ring was formed round us, and we were so applauded that we had
to dance it over again.  This would have sufficed if a very pretty
shepherdess without a mask had not begged me to dance it with her.
I could not refuse her, and she danced exquisitely; going round
and round the circle three times, and seeming to hover in the air.
I was quite out of breath.  When it was finished, she came up to
me and whispered my name in my ear.  I was astonished, and feeling
the charm of the situation demanded her name.

"You shall know," said she, in Venetian, "if you will come to the
'Three Kings.'"

"Are you alone?"

"No, my father and mother, who are old friends of yours, are with
me"

"I will call on Monday."

What a number of adventures to have in one night!  I went home
wearily, and went to bed, but I was only allowed to sleep for two
hours.  I was roused and begged to dress myself.  The countess,
the marquis, and the count, all ready for Zenobia's wedding,
teased me till I was ready, telling me it was not polite to keep a
bride waiting.  Then they all congratulated me on my breaking the
bank and the run of luck against me.  I told the marquis that it
was his money that had brought me luck, but he replied by saying
that he knew what had become of his money.

This indiscretion either on the count's part or the countess's
surprised me greatly; it seemed to me contrary to all the
principles in intrigue.

"Canano knew you," said the marquis, "by the way you opened your
snuff-box, and he hopes to see us to dinner before long.  He says
he hopes you will win a hundred pounds weight of gold; he has a
fancy for you."

"Canano," said I, "has keen eyes, and plays faro admirably.  I
have not the slightest wish to win his money from him."

We then started for the "Apple Garden," where we found a score of
honest folks and the bride and bridegroom, who overwhelmed us with
compliments.  We soon put the company at their ease.  At first our
presence overawed them, but a little familiarity soon restored the
general hilarity.  We sat down to dinner, and among the guests
were some very pretty girls, but my head was too full of Zenobia
to care about them.  The dinner lasted three hours.  It was an
abundant repast, and the foreign wines were so exquisite that it
was easy to see that the sum I had furnished had been exceeded.
Good fellowship prevailed, and after the first bumper had passed
round everybody proposed somebody else's health, and as each tried
to say something different to his neighbour the most fearful
nonsense prevailed.  Then everybody thought himself bound to sing,
and they were not at all first-rate vocalists by any means.  We
laughed heartily and also caused laughter, for our speeches and
songs were as bad as those of our humble friends.

When we rose from the table kissing became general, and the
countess could not resist laughing when she found herself obliged
to hold out her cheeks for the salute of the tailor, who thought
her laughter a special mark of favour.

Strains of sweet music were heard, and the ball was duly opened by
the newly-married couple.  Zenobia danced, if not exactly well, at
least gracefully; but the tailor, who had never put his legs to
any other use besides crossing them, cut such a ridiculous figure
that the countess had much ado to restrain her laughter.  But in
spite of that I led out Zenobia for the next minuet, and the proud
countess was obliged to dance with the wretched tailor.

When the minuets stopped the square dances began, and refreshments
were liberally handed round.  Confetti, a kind of sweetmeat, even
better than that made at Verdun, were very plentiful.

When we were just going I congratulated the husband and offered to
bring Zenobia home in my carriage, which he was pleased to style a
very honourable offer.  I gave my hand to Zenobia, and helped her
into the carriage, and having told the coachman to go slowly I put
her on my knee, extinguisher fashion, and kept her there all the
time.  Zenobia was the first to get down, and noticing that my
breeches of grey velvet were spoiled, I told her that I would be
with her in a few minutes.  In two minutes I put on a pair of
black satin breeches, and I rejoined the lady before her husband
came in.  She asked what I had been doing, and on my telling her
that our exploits in the carriage had left very evident marks on
my trousers, she gave me a kiss, and thanked me for my
forethought.

Before long the husband and his sister arrived.  He thanked me,
calling me his gossip, and then noticing the change in my dress he
asked me how I had contrived to make the alteration so quickly.

"I went to my room, leaving your wife at your house, for which I
beg your pardon."

"Didn't you see that the gentleman had spilt a cup of coffee over
his handsome breeches?" said Zenobia.

"My dear wife," said the crafty tailor, "I don't see everything,
nor is it necessary that I should do so, but you should have
accompanied the gentleman to his room."

Then turning to me with a laugh, he asked me how I had enjoyed the
wedding.

"Immensely, and my friends have done the same; but you must let me
pay you, dear gossip, for what you spent over and above the
twenty-four sequins.  You can tell me how much it is."

"Very little, a mere trifle; Zenobia shall bring you the bill."

I went home feeling vexed with myself for not having foreseen that
the rogue would notice my change of dress, and guess the reason.
However, I consoled myself with the thought that the tailor was no
fool, and that it was plain that he was content to play the part
we had assigned to him.  So after wishing good night to the count,
the countess and the marquis, who all thanked me for the happy day
they had spent, I went to bed.

As soon as I was awake, I thought of the shepherdess who had
danced the 'forlana' so well at the ball, and I resolved to pay
her a visit.  I was not more interested in her beauty than to find
out who her father and mother, "old friends of mine," could be.  I
dressed and walked to the "Three Kings," and on walking into the
room which the shepherdess had indicated to me, what was my
astonishment to find myself face to face with the Countess
Rinaldi, whom Zavoisky had introduced me to at the 'locanda' of
Castelletto sixteen years ago.  The reader will remember how M. de
Bragadin paid her husband the money he won from me at play.

Madame Rinaldi had aged somewhat, but I knew her directly.
However, as I had never had more than a passing fancy for her, we
did not go back to days which did neither of us any honour.

"I am delighted to see you again," said I; "are you still living
with your husband?"

"You will see him in half an hour, and he will be glad to present
his respects to you."

"I should not at all care for it myself, madam; there are old
quarrels between us which I do not want to renew, so, madam,
farewell."

"No, no, don't go yet, sit down."

"Pardon me."

"Irene, don't let the gentleman go."

At these words Irene ran and barred the way--not like a fierce
mastiff, but like an angel, entreating me to stay with that
mingled look of innocence, fear, and hope, of which girls know the
effect so well.  I felt I could not go.

"Let me through, fair Irene," said I, "we may see each other
somewhere else."

"Pray do not go before you have seen my father:"

The words were spoken so tenderly that our lips met.  Irene was
victorious.  How can one resist a pretty girl who implores with a
kiss?  I took a chair, and Irene, proud of her victory, sat on my
knee and covered me with kisses.

I took it into my head to task the countess where and when Irene
was born.

"At Mantua," said she, "three months after I left Venice."

"And when did you leave Venice?"

"Six months after I met you."

"That is a curious coincidence, and if we had been tenderly
acquainted you might say that Irene was my daughter, and I should
believe you, and think that my affection for her was purely
paternal."

"Your memory is not very good, sir, I wonder at that."

"I may tell you, that I never forget certain things, But I guess
your meaning.  You want me to subdue my liking for Irene.  I am
willing to do so, but she will be the loser."

This conversation had silenced Irene, but she soon took courage,
and said she was like me.

"No, no," I answered, "if you were like me you would not be so
pretty."

"I don't think so; I think you are very handsome."

"You flatter me."

"Stay to dinner with us."

"No, if I stayed I might fall in love with you, and that would be
a pity, as your mother says I am your father."

"I was joking," said the countess, "you may love Irene with a good
conscience."

"We will see what can be done."

When Irene had left the room, I said to the mother,--

"I like your daughter, but I won't be long sighing for her, and
you mustn't take me for a dupe."

"Speak to my husband about it.  We are very poor, and we want to
go to Cremona."

"I suppose Irene has a lover?"

"No."

"But she has had one, of course?"

"Never anything serious."

"I can't believe it."

"It's true, nevertheless.  Irene is intact."

Just then Irene came in with her father, who had aged to such an
extent that I should never have known him in the street.  He came
up to me and embraced me, begging me to forget the past.  "It is
only you," he added, "who can furnish me with funds to go to
Cremona.

"I have several debts here, and am in some danger of imprisonment.
Nobody of any consequence comes to see me.  My dear daughter is
the only thing of value which I still possess.  I have just been
trying to sell this pinchbeck watch, and though I asked only six
sequins, which is half what it is worth, they would not give me
more than two.  When a man gets unfortunate, everything is against
him."

I took the watch, and gave the father six sequins for it, and then
handed it to Irene.  She said with a smile that she could not
thank me, as I only gave her back her own, but she thanked me for
the present I had made her father.

"Here," said she seriously to the old man, "you can sell it again
now."

This made me laugh.  I gave the count ten sequins in addition,
embraced Irene, and said I must be gone, but that I would see them
again in three or four days.

Irene escorted me to the bottom of the stairs, and as she allowed
me to assure myself that she still possessed the rose of
virginity, I gave her another ten sequins, and told her that the
first time she went alone to the ball with me I would give her a
hundred sequins.  She said she would consult her father.

Feeling sure that the poor devil would hand over Irene to me, and
having no apartment in which I could enjoy her in freedom, I
stopped to read a bill in a pastrycook's window.  It announced a
room to let.  I went in, and the pastrycook told me that the house
belonged to him, and his pretty wife, who was suckling a baby,
begged me to come upstairs and see the room.  The street was a
lonely one, and had a pleasing air of mystery about it.  I climbed
to the third floor, but the rooms there were wretched garrets of
no use to me.

"The first floor," said the woman, "consists of a suite of four
nice rooms, but we only let them together."

"Let us go and see them.  Good! they will do.  What is the rent?"

"You must settle that with my husband."

"And can't I settle anything with you, my dear?"

So saying I gave her a kiss which she took very kindly, but she
smelt of nursing, which I detested, so I did not go any farther
despite her radiant beauty.

I made my bargain with the landlord, and paid a month's rent in
advance for which he gave me a receipt.  It was agreed that I
should come and go as I pleased, and that he should provide me
with food.  I gave him a name so common as to tell him nothing
whatever about me, but he seemed to care very little about that.

As I had agreed with Barbaro to visit the fair marchionesses, I
dressed carefully, and after a slight repast with the countess,
who was pleasant but did not quite please me, I met my fellow-
countryman and we called on the two cousins.

"I have come," said I, "to beg your pardons for having revealed to
you the secret of the snuff-box."

They blushed, and scolded Barbaro, thinking that he had betrayed
them.  On examining them I found them far superior to Irene, my
present flame, but their manner, the respect they seemed to
require, frightened me.  I was not at all disposed to dance
attendance on them.  Irene, on the contrary, was an easy prey.  I
had only to do her parents a service, and she was in my power;
while the two cousins had their full share of aristocratic pride,
which debases the nobility to the level of the vilest of the
people, and only imposes upon fools, who after all are in the
majority everywhere.  Further I was no longer at that brilliant
age which fears nothing, and I was afraid that my appearance would
hardly overcome them.  It is true that Barbaro had made me hope
that presents would be of some use, but after what the Marquis
Triulzi had said, I feared that Barbaro had only spoken on
supposition.

When the company was sufficiently numerous, the card-tables were
brought in.  I sat down by Mdlle. Q----, and disposed myself to
play for small stakes.  I was introduced by the aunt, the mistress
of the house, to a young gentleman in Austrian uniform who sat
beside me.

My dear countryman played like a true sharper, much to my
displeasure.  My fair neighbour, at the end of the game, which
lasted four hours, found herself the gainer of a few sequins, but
the officer, who had played on his word of honour, after losing
all the money in his pockets, owed ten louis.  The bank was the
winner of fifty sequins, including the officer's debt.  As the
young man lived at some distance he honoured me by coming in my
carriage.

On the way, Barbaro told us he would introduce us to a girl who
had just come from Venice.  The officer caught fire at this, and
begged that we should go and see her directly, and we accordingly
went.  The girl was well enough looking, but neither I nor the
officer cared much about her.  While they were making some coffee
for us, and Barbaro was entertaining the young lady, I took a pack
of cards, and had not much difficulty in inducing the officer to
risk twenty sequins against the twenty I put on the table.  While
we were playing I spoke to him of the passion with which the young
marchioness inspired me.

"She's my sister," said he.

I knew as much, but pretended to be astonished, and I went on
playing.  Taking the opportunity I told him that I knew of no one
who could let the marchioness know of my affection better than he.
I made him laugh, and as he thought I was jesting he only gave
vague answers; but seeing that while I talked of my passion I
forgot my card, he soon won the twenty sequins from me, and
immediately paid them to Barbaro.  In the excess of his joy he
embraced me as if I had given him the money; and when we parted he
promised to give me some good news of his sister at our next
meeting.

I had to go to supper with Therese, Greppi, and my son, but having
some spare time before me I went to the opera-house.  The third
act was going on, and I accordingly visited the cardroom, and
there lost two hundred sequins at a single deal.  I left the room
almost as if I was flying from an enemy.  Canano shook me by the
hand, and told me he expected me and the marquis to dinner every
day, and I promised we would come at the earliest opportunity.

I went to Therese's, and found Greppi there before me.  Therese
and Don Cesarino, whom I covered with kisses, came in a quarter of
an hour afterwards.  The banker stared at him in speechless
wonder.  He could not make out whether he was my son or my
brother.  Seeing his amazement, Therese told him Cesarino was her
brother.  This stupefied the worthy man still more.  At last he
asked me if I had known Therese's mother pretty well, and on my
answering in the affirmative he seemed more at ease.

The meal was excellent, but all my attention went to my son.  He
had all the advantages of a good disposition and an excellent
education.  He had grown a great deal since I had seen him at
Florence, and his mental powers had developed proportionately.
His presence made the party grave, but sweet.  The innocence of
youth throws around it an ineffable charm; it demands respect and
restraint.  An hour after midnight we left Therese, and I went to
bed, well pleased with my day's work, for the loss of two hundred
sequins did not trouble me much.

When I got up I received a note from Irene, begging me to call on
her.  Her father had given her permission to go to the next ball
with me, and she had a domino, but she wanted to speak to me.  I
wrote and told her I would see her in the course of the day.  I
had written to tell the Marquis Triulzi that I was going to dine
with Canano, and he replied that he would be there.

We found this skilled gamester in a fine house, richly furnished,
and shewing traces on every side of the wealth and taste of its
owner.  Canano introduced me to two handsome women, one of whom
was his mistress, and to five or six marquises; for at Milan no
noble who is not a marquis is thought anything of, just as in the
same way they are all counts at Vicenza.  The dinner was
magnificent and the conversation highly intellectual.  In a
mirthful moment Canano said he had known me for seventeen years,
his acquaintance dating from the time I had juggled a professional
gamester, calling himself Count Celi, out of a pretty ballet-girl
whom I had taken to Mantua.  I confessed the deed and amused the
company by the story of what had happened at Mantua with Oreilan,
and how I had found Count Celi at Cesena metamorphosed into Count
Alfani.  Somebody mentioned the ball which was to be held the next
day, and when I said I was not going they laughed.

"I bet I know you," said Canano, "if you come to the bank."

"I am not going to play any more," said I.

"All the better for me," answered Canano; "for though your punting
is unlucky, you don't leave off till you have won my money.  But
that's only my joke; try again, and I protest I would see you win
half my fortune gladly."

Count Canano had a ring on his finger with a stone not unlike one
of mine; it had cost him two thousand sequins, while mine was
worth three thousand.  He proposed that we should stake them
against each other after having them unmounted and valued.

"When?" said I.

"Before going to the opera."

"Very good; but on two turns of the cards, and a deal to each."

"No, I never punt."

"Then we must equalise the game."

"How do you mean?"

"By leaving doubles and the last two cards out of account."

"Then you would have the advantage."

"If you can prove that I will pay you a hundred sequins.  Indeed,
I would bet anything you like that the game would still be to the
advantage of the banker."

"Can you prove it?"

"Yes; and I will name the Marquis Triulzi as judge."

I was asked to prove my point without any question of a bet.

"The advantages of the banker," said I, "are two.  The first and
the smaller is that all he has got to attend to is not to deal
wrongly, which is a very small matter to an habitual player; and
all the time the punter has to rack his brains on the chances of
one card or another coming out.  The other advantage is one of
time.  The banker draws his card at least a second before the
punter, and this again gives him a purchase"

No one replied; but after some thought the Marquis Triulzi said
that to make the chances perfectly equal the players would have to
be equal, which was almost out of the question.

"All that is too sublime for me," said Canano; "I don't understand
it."  But, after all, there was not much to understand.

After dinner I went to the "Three Kings" to find out what Irene
had to say to me, and to enjoy her presence.  When she saw me she
ran up to me, threw her arms round my neck, and kissed me, but
with too much eagerness for me to lay much value on the salute.
However, I have always known that if one wants to enjoy pleasure
one must not philosophise about it, or one runs a risk of losing
half the enjoyment.  If Irene had struck me in dancing the
'forlana', why should not I have pleased her in spite of my
superiority in age?  It was not impossible, and that should be
enough for me, as I did not intend to make her my wife.

The father and mother received me as their preserver, and they may
have been sincere.  The count begged me to come out of the room
for a moment with him, and when we were on the other side of the
door, said,--

"Forgive an old and unfortunate man, forgive a father, if I ask
you whether it is true that you promised Irene a hundred sequins
if I would let her go to the ball with you."

"It is quite true, but of course you know what the consequences
will be."

At these words the poor old rascal took hold of me in a way which
would have frightened me if I had not possessed twice his
strength, but it was only to embrace me.

We went back to the room, he in tears and I laughing.  He ran and
told his wife, who had not been able to believe in such luck any
more than her husband, and Irene added a comic element to the
scene by saying,--

"You must not think me a liar, or that my parents suspected that I
was imposing on them; they only thought you said fifty instead of
a hundred, as if I were not worth such a sum"

"You are worth a thousand, my dear Irene; your courage in barring
the way pleased me extremely.  But you must come to the ball in a
domino."

"Oh!  you will be pleased with my dress."

"Are those the shoes and buckles you are going to wear?  Have you
no other stockings?  Where are your gloves?"

"Good heavens! I have nothing."

"Quick!  Send for the tradesmen.  We will choose what we want, and
I will pay."

Rinaldi went out to summon a jeweller, a shoemaker, a stocking-
maker, and a perfumer.  I spent thirty sequins in what I
considered necessary, but then I noticed that there was no English
point on her mask, and burst out again.  The father brought in a
milliner, who adorned the mask with an ell of lace for which I
paid twelve sequins.  Irene was in great delight, but her father
and mother would have preferred to have the money in their
pockets, and at bottom they were right.

When Irene put on her fine clothes I thought her delicious, and I
saw what an essential thing dress is to a woman.

"Be ready," said I, "before the time for the opera to-morrow, for
before going to the ball we will sup together in a room which
belongs to me, where we shall be quite at our ease.  You know what
to expect," I added, embracing her.  She answered me with an
ardent kiss.

As I took leave of her father, he asked me where I was going after
leaving Milan.

"To Marseilles, then to Paris, and then to London, at which place
I intend stopping a year."

"Your flight from The Leads was wonderfully lucky."

"Yes, but I risked my life."

"You have certainly deserved all your good fortune."

"Do you think so?  I have only used my fortune--in subservience to
my pleasures."

"I wonder you do not have a regular mistress:"

"The reason is, that I like to be my own master.  A mistress at my
coat-tails would be more troublesome than a wife; she would be an
obstacle to the numerous pleasant adventures I encounter at every
town.  For example, if I had a mistress I should not be able to
take the charming Irene to the ball to-morrow."

"You speak like a wise man."

"Yes, though my wisdom is by no means of the austere kind."

In the evening I went to the opera, and should no doubt have gone
to the card-table if I had not seen Cesarino in the pit.  I spent
two delightful hours with him.  He opened his heart to me, and
begged me to plead for him with his sister to get her consent to
his going to sea, for which he had a great longing.  He said that
he might make a large fortune by a judicious course of trading.
After a temperate supper with my dear boy, I went to bed.  The
next morning the fine young officer, the Marchioness of Q----'s
brother, came and asked me to give him a breakfast.  He said he
had communicated my proposal to his sister, and that she had
replied that I must be making a fool of him, as it was not likely
that a man who lived as I did would be thinking of marrying.

"I did not tell you that I aspired to the honour of marrying her."

"No, and I did not say anything about marriage; but that's what
the girls are always aiming at."

"I must go and disabuse her of the notion."

"That's a good idea; principals are always the best in these
affairs.  Come at two o'clock, I shall be dining there, and as I
have got to speak to her cousin you will be at liberty to say what
you like."

This arrangement suited me exactly.  I noticed that my future
brother-in-law admired a little gold case on my night-table, so I
begged him to accept it as a souvenir of our friendship.  He
embraced me, and put it in his pocket, saying he would keep it
till his dying day.

"You mean till the day when it advances your suit with a lady,"
said I.

I was sure of having a good supper with Irene, so I resolved to
take no dinner.  As the count had gone to St. Angelo, fifteen
miles from Milan, the day before, I felt obliged to wait on the
countess in her room, to beg her to excuse my presence at dinner.
She was very polite, and told me by no means to trouble myself.  I
suspected that she was trying to impose on me, but I wanted her to
think she was doing so successfully.  In my character of dupe I
told her that in Lent I would make amends for the dissipation
which prevented me paying my court to her.  "Happily," I added,
"Lent is not far off."

"I hope it will be so," said the deceitful woman with an
enchanting smile, of which only a woman with poison in her heart
is capable.  With these words she took a pinch of snuff, and
offered me her box.

"But what is this, my dear countess, it isn't snuff?"

"No," she replied, "it makes the nose bleed, and is an excellent
thing for the head-ache."

I was sorry that I had taken it, but said with a laugh, that I had
not got a head-ache, and did not like my nose to bleed.

"It won't bleed much," said she, with a smile, "and it is really
beneficial."

As she spoke, we both began to sneeze, and I should have felt very
angry if I had not seen her smile.

Knowing something about these sneezing powders, I did not think we
should bleed, but I was mistaken.  Directly after, I felt a drop
of blood, and she took a silver basin from her night-table.

"Come here," said she, "I am beginning to bleed too."

There we were, bleeding into the same basin, facing each other in
the most ridiculous position.  After about thirty drops had fallen
from each of us, the bleeding ceased.  She was laughing all the
time, and I thought the best thing I could do was to imitate her
example.  We washed ourselves in fair water in another basin.

"This admixture of our blood," said she, still smiling, "will
create a sweet sympathy between us, which will only end with the
death of one or the other"

I could make no sense of this, but the reader will soon see that
the wretched woman did not mean our friendship to last very long.
I asked her to give me some of the powder, but she refused; and on
my enquiring the name of it, she replied that she did not know, as
a lady friend had given it to her.

I was a good deal puzzled by the effects of this powder, never
having heard of the like before, and as soon as I left the
countess I went to an apothecary to enquire about it, but Mr.
Drench was no wiser than I.  He certainly said that euphorbia
sometimes produced bleeding of the nose, but it was not a case of
sometimes but always.  This small adventure made me think
seriously.  The lady was Spanish, and she must hate me; and these
two facts gave an importance to our blood-letting which it would
not otherwise possess.

I went to see the two charming cousins, and I found the young
officer with Mdlle. F---- in the room by the garden.  The lady was
writing, and on the pretext of not disturbing her I went after
Mdlle. Q----, who was in the garden.  I greeted her politely, and
said I had come to apologize for a stupid blunder which must have
given her a very poor opinion of me.

"I guess what you mean, but please to understand that my brother
gave me your message in perfect innocence.  Let him believe what
he likes.  Do you think I really believed you capable of taking
such a step, when we barely knew each other?"

"I am glad to hear you say so."

"I thought the best thing would be to give a matrimonial turn to
your gallantry.  Otherwise my brother, who is quite a young man,
might have interpreted it in an unfavourable sense."

"That was cleverly done, and of course I have nothing more to say.
Nevertheless, I am 'grateful to your brother for having given you
to understand that your charms have produced a vivid impression on
me.  I would do anything to convince you of my affection."

"That is all very well, but it would have been wiser to conceal
your feelings from my brother, and, allow me to add, from myself
as well.  You might have loved me without telling me, and then,
though I should have perceived the state of your affections, I
could have pretended not to do so.  Then I should have been at my
ease, but as circumstances now stand I shall have to be careful.
Do you see?"

"Really, marchioness, you astonish me.  I was never so clearly
convinced that I have done a foolish thing.  And what is still
more surprising, is that I was aware of all you have told me.  But
you have made me lose my head.  I hope you will not punish me too
severely?"

"Pray inform me how it lies in my power to punish you."

"By not loving me."

"Ah! loving and not loving; that is out of one's power.  Of a
sudden we know that we are in love, and our fate is sealed."

I interpreted these last words to my own advantage, and turned the
conversation.  I asked her if she was going to the ball.

"No."

"Perhaps you are going incognito?"

"We should like to, but it is an impossibility; there is always
someone who knows us."

"If you would take me into your service, I would wager anything
that you would not be recognized."

"You would not care to trouble yourself about us."

"I like you to be a little sceptical, but put me to the proof.  If
you could manage to slip out unobserved, I would engage to
disguise you in such a manner that no one would know you."

"We could leave the house with my brother and a young lady with
whom he is in love.  I am sure he would keep our counsel."

"I shall be delighted, but it must be for the ball on Sunday.  I
will talk it over with your brother.  Kindly warn him not to let
Barbaro know anything about it.  You will be able to put on your
disguise in a place I know of.  However, we can settle about that
again.  I shall carry the matter through, you may be sure, with
great secrecy.  Permit me to kiss your hand."

She gave it me, and after imprinting a gentle kiss I held it to my
heart, and had the happiness of feeling a soft pressure.  I had no
particular disguise in my head, but feeling sure of hitting on
something I put off the consideration of it till the next day; the
present belonged to Irene.  I put on my domino, and went to the
"Three Kings," where I found Irene waiting for me at the door.
She had run down as soon as she had seen my carriage, and I was
flattered by this mark of her eagerness.  We went to my rooms, and
I ordered the confectioner to get me a choice supper by midnight.
We had six hours before us, but the reader will excuse my
describing the manner in which they were spent.  The opening was
made with the usual fracture, which Irene bore with a smile, for
she was naturally voluptuous.  We got up at midnight, pleasantly
surprised to find ourselves famishing with hunger, and a delicious
supper waiting for us.

Irene told me that her father had taught her to deal in such a
manner that she could not lose.  I was curious to see how it was
done, and on my giving her a pack of cards she proceeded to
distract my attention by talking to me, and in a few minutes the
thing was done.  I gave her the hundred sequins I had promised
her, and told her to go on with her play.

"If you only play on a single card," said she, "you are sure to
lose."

"Never mind; go ahead."

She did so, and I was forced to confess that if I had not been
warned I should never have detected the trick.  I saw what a
treasure she must be to the old rascal Rinaldi.  With her air of
innocence and gaiety, she would have imposed on the most
experienced sharpers.  She said in a mortified manner that she
never had any opportunity of turning her talents to account, as
their associates were always a beggarly lot.  She added tenderly
that if I would take her with me she would leave her parents there
and win treasures for me.

"When I am not playing against sharpers," she said, "I can also
punt very well."

"Then you can come to Canano's bank and risk the hundred sequins I
have given you.  Put twenty sequins on a card, and if you win go
paroli, seven, and the va, and leave the game when they turn up.
If you can't make the three cards come out second, you will lose,
but I will reimburse you."

At this she embraced me, and asked if I would take half the
profits.

"No," said I, "you shall have it all."

I thought she would have gone mad with joy.

We went off in sedan-chairs, and the ball not having commenced we
went to the assembly-rooms.  Canano had not yet done anything, and
he opened a pack of cards and pretended not to recognize me, but
he smiled to see the pretty masker, my companion, sit down and
play instead of me.  Irene made him a profound bow as he made room
for her by his side, and putting the hundred sequins before her
she began by winning a hundred and twenty-five, as instead of
going seven and the va, she only went the paix de paroli.  I was
pleased to see her thus careful, and I let her go on.  In the
following deal she lost on three cards in succession, and then won
another paix de paroli.  She then bowed to the banker, pocketed
her winnings, and left the table, but just as we were going out I
heard somebody sobbing, and on my turning to her she said,

"I am sure it is my father weeping for joy."

She had three hundred and sixty sequins which she took to him
after amusing herself for a few hours.  I only danced one minuet
with her, for my amorous exploits and the heavy supper I had taken
had tired me, and I longed for rest.  I let Irene dance with whom
she liked, and going into a corner fell asleep.  I woke up with a
start and saw Irene standing before me.  I had been asleep for
three hours.  I took her back to the "Three Kings," and left her
in the charge of her father and mother.  The poor man was quite
alarmed to see so much gold on the table, and told me to wish him
a pleasant journey, as he was starting in a few hours.  I could
make no opposition and I did not wish to do so, but Irene was
furious.

"I won't go," she cried; "I want to stay with my lover.  You are
the ruin of my life.  Whenever anybody takes a liking to me, you
snatch me away.  I belong to this gentleman, and I won't leave
him."

However, she saw that I did not back her up, and began to weep,
then kissed me again and again, and just as she was going to sit
down, worn out with fatigue and despair, I went off, wishing them
a pleasant journey, and telling Irene we should meet again.  The
reader will learn in due time when and how I saw them again.
After all the fatigue I had gone through I was glad to go to bed.

It was eight o'clock when the young lieutenant awoke me.

"My sister has told me about the masquerade," said he, "but I have
a great secret to confide in you."

"Say on, and count on my keeping your secret."

"One of the finest noblemen of the town, my friend and my cousin's
lover, who has to be very careful of his actions on account of his
exalted position, would like to be of the party if you have no
objection.  My sister and my cousin would like him to come very
much."

"Of course he shall.  I have been making my calculations for a
party of five, and now it will be a party of six, that is all."

"You really are a splendid fellow."

"On Sunday evening you must be at a certain place, of which I will
tell you.  First of all we will have supper, then put on our
disguises, and then go to the ball.  To-morrow at five o'clock we
shall meet at your sister's.  All I want to know is what is the
height of your mistress and of the young nobleman."

"My sweetheart is two inches shorter than my sister, and a little
thinner; my friend is just about the same make as you are, and if
you were dressed alike you would be mistaken for each other."

"That will do.  Let me think it over, and leave me alone now;
there's a Capuchin waiting for me, and I am curious to learn his
business."

A Capuchin had called on me and I had told Clairmont to give him
an alms, but he had said he wanted to speak to me in private.  I
was puzzled, for what could a Capuchin have to say to me?

He came in, and I was at once impressed by his grave and reverend
appearance.  I made him a profound bow and offered him a seat, but
he remained standing, and said,

"Sir, listen attentively to what I am about to tell you, and
beware of despising my advice, for it might cost you your life.
You would repent when it was too late.  After hearing me, follow
my advice immediately; but ask no questions, for I can answer
none.  You may guess, perhaps, that what silences me is a reason
incumbent on all Christians--the sacred seal of the confessional.
You may be sure that my word is above suspicion; I have no
interests of my own to serve.  I am acting in obedience to an
inspiration; I think it must be your guardian angel speaking with
my voice.  God will not abandon you to the malice of your enemies.
Tell me if I have touched your heart, and if you feel disposed to
follow the counsels I am going to give you."

"I have listened to you, father, with attention and respect.
Speak freely and advise me; what you have said has not only moved
me, but has almost frightened me.  I promise to do as you tell me
if it is nothing against honour or the light of reason."

"Very good.  A feeling of charity will prevent your doing anything
to compromise me, whatever may be the end of the affair.  You will
not speak of me to anyone, or say either that you know me or do
not know me?"

"I swear to you I will not on my faith as a Christian.  But speak,
I entreat you.  Your long preface has made me burn with
impatience."

"This day, before noon, go by yourself to ----- Square, No.--- ,
on the second floor, and ring at the bell on your left.  Tell the
person who opens the door that you want to speak to Madame.  You
will be taken to her room without any difficulty; I am sure your
name will not be asked, but if they do ask you, give an imaginary
name.  When you are face to face with the woman, beg her to hear
you, and ask her for her secret, and to inspire confidence put a
sequin or two in her hand.  She is poor, and I am sure that your
generosity will make her your friend.  She will shut her door, and
tell you to say on.

"You must then look grave, and tell her that you are not going to
leave her house before she gives you the little bottle that a
servant brought her yesterday with a note.  If she resists, remain
firm, but make no noise; do not let her leave the room or call
anybody.  Finally, tell her that you will give her double the
money she may lose by giving you the bottle and all that depends
on it.  Remember these words: and all that depends on it.  She
will do whatever you want.  It will not cost you much, but even if
it did, your life is worth more than all the gold of Peru.  I can
say no more, but before I go, promise me that you will follow my
advice."

"Yes, reverend father, I will follow the inspiration of the angel
who led you here."

"May God give you His blessing."

When the good priest went out I did not feel at all disposed to
laugh.  Reason, certainly, bade me despise the warning, but my
inherent superstition was too strong for reason.  Besides, I liked
the Capuchin.  He looked like a good man, and I felt bound by the
promise I had given him.  He had persuaded me, and my reason told
me that a man should never go against his persuasion; in fine, I
had made up my mind.  I took the piece of paper on which I had
written the words I had to use, I put a pair of pistols in my
pocket, and I told Clairmont to wait for me in the square.  This
latter, I thought, was a precaution that could do no harm.

Everything happened as the good Capuchin had said.  The awful old
creature took courage at the sight of the two sequins, and bolted
her door.  She began by laughing and saying that she knew I was
amorous, and that it was my fault if I were not happy, but that
she would do my business for me.  I saw by these words that I had
to do with a pretended sorceress.  The famous Mother Bontemps had
spoken in the same way to me at Paris.  But when I told her that I
was not going to leave the room till I had got the mysterious
bottle, and all that depended on it, her face became fearful; she
trembled, and would have escaped from the room; but I stood before
her with an open knife, and would not suffer her to pass.  But on
my telling her that I would give her double the sum she was to be
paid for her witchcraft, and that thus she would be the gainer and
not a loser in complying with my demands, she became calm once
more.

"I shall lose six sequins," said she, "but you will gladly pay
double when I shew you what I have got; I know who you are."

"Who am I?"

"Giacomo Casanova, the Venetian."

It was then I drew the ten sequins from my purse.  The old woman
was softened at the sight of the money, and said,

"I would not have killed you outright, certainly, but I would have
made you amorous and wretched."

"Explain what you mean."

"Follow me."

I went after her into a closet, and was greatly amazed at sing
numerous articles about which my common sense could tell me
nothing.  There were phials of all shapes and sizes, stones of
different colours, metals, minerals, big nails and small nails,
pincers, crucibles, misshapen images, and the like.

"Here is the bottle," said the old woman.

"What does it contain?"

"Your blood and the countess's, as you will see in this letter."

I understood everything then, and now I wonder I did not burst out
laughing.  But as a matter of fact my hair stood on end, as I
reflected on the awful wickedness of which the Spaniard was
capable.  A cold sweat burst out all over my body.

"What would you have done with this blood?"

"I should have plastered you with it."

"What do you mean by 'plastered'?  I don't understand you."

"I will shew you."

As I trembled with fear the old woman opened a casket, a cubit
long, containing a waxen statue of a man lying on his back.  My
name was written on it, and though it was badly moulded, my
features were recognizable.  The image bore my cross of the Order
of the Golden Spur, and the generative organs were made of an
enormous size.  At this I burst into a fit of hysterical laughter,
and had to sit down in an arm-chair till it was over.

As soon as I had got back my breath the sorceress said,

"You laugh, do you?  Woe to you if I had bathed you in the bath of
blood mingled according to my art, and more woe still if, after I
had bathed yon, I had thrown your image on a burning coal:"

"Is this all?"

"Yes."

"All the apparatus is to become mine for twelve sequins; here they
are.  And now, quick!  light me a fire that I may melt this
monster, and as for the blood I think I will throw it out of the
window."

This was no sooner said than done.

The old woman had been afraid that I should take the bottle and
the image home with me, and use them to her ruin; and she was
delighted to see me melt the image.  She told me that I was an
angel of goodness, and begged me not to tell anyone of what had
passed between us.  I swore I would keep my own counsel, even with
the countess.

I was astonished when she calmly offered to make the countess
madly in love with me for another twelve sequins, but I politely
refused and advised her to abandon her fearful trade if she did
not want to be burnt alive.

I found Clairmont at his post, and I sent him home.  In spite of
all I had gone through, I was not sorry to have acquired the
information, and to have followed the advice of the good Capuchin
who really believed me to be in deadly peril.  He had doubtless
heard of it in the confessional from the woman who had carried the
blood to the witch.  Auricular confession often works miracles of
this kind.

I was determined never to let the countess suspect that I had
discovered her criminal project, and I resolved to behave towards
her so as to appease her anger, and to make her forget the cruel
insult to which I had subjected her.  It was lucky for me that she
believed in sorcery; otherwise she would have had me assassinated.

As soon as I got in, I chose the better of the two cloaks I had,
and presented her with it.  She accepted the gift with exquisite
grace, and asked me why I gave it her.

"I dreamt," said I, "that you were so angry with me that you were
going to have me assassinated."

She blushed, and answered that she had not gone mad.  I left her
absorbed in a sombre reverie.  Nevertheless, whether she forgot
and forgave, or whether she could hit upon no other way of taking
vengeance, she was perfectly agreeable to me during the rest of my
stay in Milan.

The count came back from his estate, and said that we must really
go and see the place at the beginning of Lent.  I promised I would
come, but the countess said she could not be of the party.  I
pretended to be mortified, but in reality her determination was an
extremely pleasant one to me.




CHAPTER XX

The Masquerade--My Amour with the Fair Marchioness--The Deserted
Girl; I Become Her Deliverer--My Departure for St. Angelo


As I had engaged myself to provide an absolutely impenetrable
disguise, I wanted to invent a costume remarkable at once for its
originality and its richness.  I tortured my brains so to speak,
and my readers shall see if they think my invention was a good
one.

I wanted someone on whom I could rely, and above all, a tailor.
It may be imagined that my worthy gossip was the tailor I
immediately thought of.  Zenobia would be as serviceable as her
husband; she could do some of the work, and wait on the young
ladies whom I was going to dress up.

I talked to my gossip, and told him to take me to the best second-
hand clothes dealer in Milan.

When we got to the shop I said to the man--

"I want to look at your very finest costumes, both for ladies and
gentlemen."

"Would you like something that has never been worn?"

"Certainly, if you have got such a thing."

"I have a very rich assortment of new clothes."

"Get me, then, in the first place, a handsome velvet suit, all in
one piece, which nobody in Milan will be able to recognize."

Instead of one he shewed me a dozen such suits, all in excellent
condition.  I chose a blue velvet lined with white satin.  The
tailor conducted the bargaining, and it was laid on one side; this
was for the pretty cousin's lover.  Another suit, in smooth
sulphur-coloured velvet throughout, I put aside for the young
officer.  I also took two handsome pairs of trousers in smooth
velvet, and two superb silk vests.

I then chose two dresses, one flame-coloured and the other purple,
and a third dress in shot silk.  This was for the officer's
mistress.  Then came lace shirts, two for men, and three for
women, then lace handkerchiefs, and finally scraps of velvet,
satin, shot silk, etc., all of different colours.

I paid two hundred gold ducats for the lot, but on the condition
that if anybody came to know that I had bought them by any
indiscretion of his he should give me the money and take back the
materials in whatever condition they might be in.  The agreement
was written out and signed, and I returned with the tailor, who
carried the whole bundle to my rooms over the pastrycook's.

When it was all spread out on the table I told the tailor that I
would blow out his brains if he told anybody about it, and then
taking a stiletto I proceeded to cut and slash the coats, vests,
and trousers all over, to the astonishment of the tailor, who
thought I must be mad to treat such beautiful clothes in this
manner.

After this operation, which makes me laugh to this day when I
remember it, I took the scraps I had bought and said to the
tailor,--

"Now, 'gossip, it is your turn; I want you to sew in these pieces
into the holes I have made, and I hope your tailoring genius will
aid you to produce some pretty contrasts.  You see that you have
got your work cut out for you and no time to lose.  I will see
that your meals are properly served in an adjoining chamber, but
you must not leave the house till the work is finished.  I will go
for your wife, who will help you, and you can sleep together."

"For God's sake, sir! you don't want the ladies' dresses treated
like the coats and trousers?"

"Just the same."

"What a pity!  it will make my wife cry."

"I will console her."

On my way to Zenobia's I bought five pairs of white silk
stockings, men's and women's gloves, two fine castor hats, two
burlesque men's masks, and three graceful-looking female masks.  I
also bought two pretty china plates, and I carried them all to
Zenobia's in a sedanchair.

I found that charming woman engaged in her toilet.  Her beautiful
tresses hung about her neck, and her full breast was concealed by
no kerchief.  Such charms called for my homage, and to begin with
I devoured her with kisses.  I spent half an hour with her, and my
readers will guess that it was well employed.  I then helped her
to finish her toilette, and we went off in the sedan-chair.

We found the tailor engaged in picking out the scraps and cutting
them to fit the holes I had made.  Zenobia looked on in a kind of
stupor, and when she saw me begin to slash the dresses she turned
pale and made an involuntary motion to stay my hand, for not
knowing my intentions she thought I must be beside myself.  Her
husband had got hardened, and reassured her, and when she heard my
explanation she became calm, though the idea struck her as a very
odd one.

When it is a question of an affair of the heart, of the passions,
or of pleasure, a woman's fancy moves much faster than a man's.
When Zenobia knew that these dresses were meant for three
beautiful women, whom I wished to make a centre of attraction to
the whole assembly, she improved on my cuts and slashes, and
arranged the rents in such a manner that they would inspire
passion without wounding modesty.  The dresses were slashed
especially at the breast, the shoulders, and the sleeves; so that
the lace shift could be seen, and in its turn the shift was cut
open here and there, and the sleeves were so arranged that half
the arms could be seen.  I saw sure that she understood what I
wanted, and that she would keep her husband right; and I left
them, encouraging them to work their best and quickest.  But I
looked in three or four times in the day, and was more satisfied
every time with my idea and their execution.

The work was not finished till the Saturday afternoon.  I gave the
tailor six sequins and dismissed him, but I kept Zenobia to attend
on the ladies.  I took care to place powder, pomade, combs, pins,
and everything that a lady needs, on the table, not forgetting
ribbons and pack-thread.

The next day I found play going on in a very spirited manner, but
the two cousins were not at the tables, so I went after them.
They told me they had given up playing as Barbaro always won.

"You have been losing, then?"

"Yes, but my brother has won something," said the amiable Q----.

"I hope luck will declare itself on your side also."

"No, we are not lucky."

When their aunt left the room, they asked me if the lieutenant had
told me that a lady friend of theirs was coming to the ball with
them.

"I know all," I answered, "and I hope you will enjoy yourselves,
but you will not do so more than I.  I want to speak to the
gallant lieutenant to-morrow morning."

"Tell us about our disguises."

"You will be disguised in such a manner that nobody will recognize
you."

"But how shall we be dressed?"

"Very handsomely."

"But what costume have you given us?"

"That is my secret, ladies.  However much I should like to please
you, I shall say nothing till the time for you to dress comes
round.  Don't ask me anything more, as I have promised myself the
enjoyment of your surprise.  I am very fond of dramatic
situations.  You shall know all after supper."

"Are we to have supper, then?"

"Certainly, if you would like it.  I am a great eater myself and I
hope you will not let me eat alone."

"Then we will have some supper to please you.  We will take care
not to eat much dinner, so as to be able to vie with you in the
evening.  The only thing I am sorry about," added Mdlle. Q----,
"is that you should be put to such expense."

"It is a pleasure; and when I leave Milan I shall console myself
with the thought that I have supped with the two handsomest ladies
in the town."

"How is fortune treating you?"

"Canano wins two hundred sequins from me every day."

"But you won two thousand from him in one night."

"You will break his bank on Sunday.  We will bring you luck."

"Would you like to look on?"

"We should be delighted, but my brother says you don't want to go
with us."

"Quite so, the reason is that I should be recognized.  But I
believe the gentleman who will accompany you is of the same figure
as myself."

"Exactly the same," said the cousin; "except that he is fair."

"All the better," said I, "the fair always conquer the dark with
ease."

"Not always," said the other.  "But tell us, at any rate, whether
we are to wear men's dresses."

"Fie!  fie!  I should be angry with myself if I had entertained
such a thought."

"That's curious; why so?"

"I'll tell you.  If the disguise is complete I am disgusted, for
the shape of a woman is much more marked than that of a man, and
consequently a woman in man's dress, who looks like a man, cannot
have a good figure."

"But when a woman skews her shape well?"

"Then I am angry with her for skewing too much, for I like to see
the face and the general outlines of the form and to guess the
rest."

"But the imagination is often deceptive!"

"Yes, but it is with the face that I always fall in love, and that
never deceives me as far as it is concerned.  Then if I have the
good fortune to see anything more I am always in a lenient mood
and disposed to pass over small faults.  You are laughing?"

"I am smiling at your impassioned arguments."

"Would you like to be dressed like a man?"

"I was expecting something of the kind, but after you have said we
can make no more objections."

"I can imagine what you would say; I should certainly not take you
for men, but I will say no more."

They looked at each other, and blushed and smiled as they saw my
gaze fixed on two pre-eminences which one would never expect to
see in any man.  We began to talk of other things, and for two
hours I enjoyed their lively and cultured conversation.

When I left them I went off to my apartments, then to the opera,
where I lost two hundred sequins, and finally supped with the
countess, who had become quite amiable.  However, she soon fell
back into her old ways when she found that my politeness was
merely external, and that I had no intentions whatever of
troubling her in her bedroom again.

On the Saturday morning the young officer came to see me, and I
told him that there was only one thing that I wanted him to do,
but that it must be done exactly according to my instructions.  He
promised to follow them to the letter, and I proceeded,--

"You must get a carriage and four, and as soon as the five of you
are in it tell the coachman to drive as fast as his horses can
gallop out of Milan, and to bring you back again by another road
to the house.  There you must get down, send the carriage away,
after enjoining silence on the coachman, and come in.  After the
ball you will undress in the same house, and then go home in
sedan-chairs.  Thus we shall be able to baffle the inquisitive,
who will be pretty numerous, I warn you."

"My friend the marquis will see to all that," said he, "and I
promise you he will do it well, for he is longing to make your
acquaintance."

"I shall expect you, then, at seven o'clock to-morrow.

"Warn your friend that it is important the coachman should not be
known, and do not let anybody bring a servant."

All these arrangements being made, I determined to disguise myself
as Pierrot.  There's no disguise more perfect; for, besides
concealing the features and the shape of the body, it does not
even let the colour of the skin remain recognizable.  My readers
may remember what happened to me in this disguise ten years
before.  I made the tailor get me a new Pierrot costume, which I
placed with the others, and with two new purses, in each of which
I placed five hundred sequins, I repaired to the pastrycook's
before seven o'clock.  I found the table spread, and the supper
ready.  I shut up Zenobia in the room where the ladies were to
make their toilette, and at five minutes past seven the joyous
company arrived.

The marquis was delighted to make my acquaintance, and I welcomed
him as he deserved.  He was a perfect gentleman in every respect,
handsome, rich, and young, very much in love with the pretty
cousin whom he treated with great respect.  The lieutenant's
mistress was a delightful little lady and madly fond of her lover.

As they were all aware that I did not want them to know their
costumes till after supper, nothing was said about it, and we sat
down to table.  The supper was excellent; I had ordered it in
accordance with my own tastes; that is to say, everything was of
the best, and there was plenty of everything.  When we had eaten
and drunk well, I said,--

"As I am not going to appear with you, I may as well tell you the
parts you are to play.  You are to be five beggars, two men and
three women, all rags and tatters."

The long faces they pulled at this announcement were a pleasant
sight to see.

"You will each carry a plate in your hands to solicit alms, and
you must walk together about the ball-room as a band of
mendicants.  But now follow me and take possession of your ragged
robes."

Although I had much ado to refrain from laughing at the vexation
and disappointment which appeared on all their faces, I succeeded
in preserving my serious air.  They did not seem in any kind of
hurry to get their clothes, and I was obliged to tell them that
they were keeping me waiting.  They rose from the table and I
threw the door open, and all were struck with Zenobia's beauty as
she stood up by the table on which the rich though tattered robes
were displayed, bowing to the company with much grace.

"Here, ladies," said I to the cousins, "are your dresses, and here
is yours, mademoiselle--a little smaller.  Here are your shifts,
your handkerchiefs and your stockings, and I think you will find
everything you require on this table.  Here are masks, the faces
of which shew so poorly beside your own, and here are three plates
to crave alms.  If anybody looks as high as your garters, they
will see how wretched you are, and the holes in the stockings will
let people know that you have not the wherewithal to buy silk to
mend them.  This packthread must serve you for buckles, and we
must take care that there are holes in your shoes and also in your
gloves, and as everything must match, as soon as you have put on
your chemises you must tear the lace round the neck."

While I was going through this explanation I saw surprise and
delight efface the disappointment and vexation which had been
there a moment before.  They saw what a rich disguise I had
provided for them, and they could not find it in their hearts to
say, "What a pity!"

"Here, gentlemen, are your beggar-clothes.  I forgot to lacerate
your beaver hats, but that is soon done.  Well, what do you think
of the costume?"

"Now, ladies, we must leave you; shut the door fast, for it is a
case of changing your shifts.  Now, gentlemen, leave the room."

The marquis was enthusiastic.

"What a sensation we shall create!" said he, "nothing could be
better."

In half an hour we were ready.  The stockings in holes, the worn-
out shoes, the lace in rags, the straggling hair, the sad masks,
the notched plates--all made a picture of sumptuous misery hard to
be described.

The ladies took more time on account of their hair, which floated
on their shoulders in fine disorder.  Mdlle. Q----'s hair was
especially fine, it extended almost to her knees.

When they were ready the door was opened, and we saw everything
which could excite desire without wounding decency.  I admired
Zenobia's adroitness.  The rents in dresses and chemises disclosed
parts of their shoulders, their breasts, and their arms, and their
white legs shone through the holes in the stockings.

I shewed them how to walk, and to sway their heads to and fro, to
excite compassion, and yet be graceful, and how to use their
handkerchiefs to shew people the tears in them and the fineness of
the lace.  They were delighted, and longed to be at the ball, but
I wanted to be there first to have the pleasure of seeing them
come in.  I put on my mask, told Zenobia to go to bed, as we would
not be back till daybreak, and set out on my way.

I entered the ball-room, and as there were a score of Pierrots
nobody noticed me.  Five minutes after there was a rush to see
some maskers who were coming in, and I stood so as to have a good
view.  The marquis came in first between the two cousins.  Their
slow, pitiful step matched the part wonderfully.  Mdlle. Q----
with her flame-coloured dress, her splendid hair, and her fine
shape, drew all eyes towards her.  The astonished and inquisitive
crowd kept silence for a quarter of an hour after they had come
in, and then I heard on every side, "What a disguise!"  "It's
wonderful!"  "Who are they?"  "Who can they be?"  "I don't know."
"I'll find out."

I enjoyed the results of my inventiveness.

The music struck up, and three fine dominos went up to the three
beggar-girls to ask them to dance a minuet, but they excused
themselves by pointing to their dilapidated shoes.  I was
delighted; it shewed that they had entered into the spirit of the
part.

I followed them about for a quarter of an hour, and the curiosity
about them only increased, and then I paid a visit to Canano's
table, where play was running high.  A masquer dressed in the
Venetian style was punting on a single card, going fifty sequins
paroli and paix de paroli, in my fashion.  He lost three hundred
sequins, and as he was a man of about the same size as myself
people said it was Casanova, but Canano would not agree.  In order
that I might be able to stay at the table, I took up the cards and
punted three or four ducats like a beginner.  The next deal the
Venetian masquer had a run of luck, and going paroli, paix de
paroli and the va, won back all the money he had lost.

The next deal was also in his favour, and he collected his
winnings and left the table.

I sat down in the chair he had occupied, and a lady said,--

"That's the Chevalier de Seingalt."

"No," said another.  "I saw him a little while ago in the ball-
room disguised as a beggar, with four other masquers whom nobody
knows."

"How do you mean, dressed as a beggar?" said Canano.

"Why, in rags, and the four others, too; but in spite of that the
dresses are splendid and the effect is very good.  They are asking
for alms."

"They ought to be turned out," said another.

I was delighted to have attained my object, for the recognition of
me was a mere guess.  I began putting sequins on one card, and I
lost five or six times running.  Canano studied me, but I saw he
could not make me out.  I heard whispers running round the table.

"It isn't Seingalt; he doesn't play like that; besides, he is at
the ball."

The luck turned; three deals were in my favour, and brought me
back more than I had lost.  I continued playing with a heap of
gold before me, and on my putting a fistfull of sequins on a card
it came out, and I went paroli and pair de paroli.  I won again,
and seeing that the bank was at a low ebb I stopped playing.
Canano paid me, and told his cashier to get a thousand sequins,
and as he was shuffling the cards I heard a cry of, "Here come the
beggars."

The beggars came in and stood by the table, and Canano, catching
the marquis's eye, asked him for a pinch of snuff.  My delight may
be imagined when I saw him modestly presenting a common horn
snuffbox to the banker.  I had not thought of this detail, which
made everybody laugh immensely.  Mdlle. Q---- stretched out her
plate to ask an alms of Canano, who said,--

"I don't pity you with that fine hair of yours, and if you like to
put it on a card I will allow you a thousand sequins for it."

She gave no answer to this polite speech, and held out her plate
to me, and I put a handful of sequins on it, treating the other
beggars in the same way.

"Pierrot seems to like beggars," said Canano, with a smile.

The three mendicants bowed gratefully to me and left the room.

The Marquis Triulzi who sat near Canano, said,--

"The beggar in the straw-coloured dress is certainly Casanova."

"I recognized him directly," replied the banker, "but who are the
others?"

"We shall find out in due time."

"A dearer costume could not be imagined; all the dresses are quite
new."

The thousand sequins came in, and I carried them all off in two
deals.

"Would you like to go on playing?" said Canano.

I shook my head, and indicating with a sign of my hand that I
would take a cheque, he weighed my winnings and gave me a cheque
for twenty-nine pounds of gold, amounting to two thousand, five
hundred sequins.  I put away the cheque, and after shaking him by
the hand, I got up and rolled away in true Pierrot fashion, and
after making the tour of the ball-room I went to a box on the
third tier of which I had given the key to the young officer, and
there I found my beggars.

We took off our masks and congratulated each other on our success,
and told our adventures.  We had nothing to fear from inquisitive
eyes, for the boxes on each side of us were empty.  I had taken
them myself, and the keys were in my pocket.

The fair beggars talked of returning me the alms I had given them,
but I replied in such a way that they said no more about it.

"I am taken for you, sir," said the marquis, "and it may cause
some annoyance to our fair friends here."

"I have foreseen that," I replied, "and I shall unmask before the
end of the ball.  This will falsify all suppositions, and nobody
will succeed in identifying you."

"Our pockets are full of sweetmeats," said Mdlle.  Q----.
"Everybody wanted to fill our plates."

"Yes," said the cousin, "everybody admired us; the ladies came
down from their boxes to have a closer view of us, and everyone
said that no richer disguise could be imagined."

"You have enjoyed yourselves, then?"

"Yes, indeed."

"And I too.  I feel quite boastful at having invented a costume
which has drawn all eyes upon you, and yet has concealed your
identity."

"You have made us all happy," said the lieutenant's little
mistress.  "I never thought I should have such a pleasant
evening."

"Finis coronat opus," I replied, "and I hope the end will be even
better than the beginning."

So saying I gave my sweetheart's hand a gentle pressure, and
whether she understood me or not I felt her hand tremble in mine.

"We will go down now," said she.

"So will I, for I want to dance, and I am sure I shall make you
laugh as Pierrot."

"Do you know how much money you gave each of us?"

"I cannot say precisely, but I believe I gave each an equal
share."

"That is so.  I think it is wonderful how you could do it."

"I have done it a thousand times.  When I lose a paroli of ten
sequins I put three fingers into my purse, and am certain to bring
up thirty sequins.  I would bet I gave you each from thirty-eight
to forty sequins."

"Forty exactly.  It's wonderful.  We shall remember this masqued
ball."

"I don't think anybody will imitate us," said the marquis.

"No," said the cousin, "and we would not dare to wear the same
dresses again."

We put on our masks, and I was the first to go out.  After
numerous little jocularities with the harlequins, especially the
female ones, I recognized Therese in a domino, and walking up to
her as awkwardly as I could I asked her to dance with me.

"You are the Pierrot who broke the bank?" she said.

I answered the question in the affirmative by a nod.

I danced like a madman, always on the point of falling to the
ground and never actually doing so.

When the dance was over, I offered her my arm and took her back to
her box, where Greppi was sitting by himself.  She let me come in,
and their surprise was great when I took off my mask.  They had
thought I was one of the beggars.  I gave M. Greppi Canano's
cheque, and as soon as he had handed me an acknowledgment I went
down to the ball-room again with my mask off, much to the
astonishment of the inquisitive, who had made sure that the
marquis was I.

Towards the end of the ball I went away in a sedan-chair, which I
stopped near the door of an hotel, and a little further on I took
another which brought me to the door of the pastry-cook's.  I
found Zenobia in bed.  She said she was sure I would come back by
myself.  I undressed as quickly as I could, and got into bed with
this Venus of a woman.  She was absolute perfection.  I am sure
that if Praxiteles had had her for a model, he would not have
required several Greek beauties from which to compose his Venus.
What a pity that such an exquisite figure should be the property
of a sorry tailor.

I stripped her naked, and after due contemplation I made her feel
how much I loved her.  She was pleased with my admiration, and
gave me back as much as she got.  I had her entirely to myself for
the first time.  When we heard the trot of four horses we rose and
put on our clothes in a twinkling.

When the charming beggars came in, I told them that I should be
able to help in their toilette as they had not to change their
chemises, and they did not make many objections.

My gaze was fixed all the while on Mdlle. Q----.  I admired her
charms, and I was delighted to see that she was not miserly in
their display.  After Zenobia had done her hair she left her to
me, and went to attend on the others.  She allowed me to put on
her dress, and did not forbid my eyes wandering towards a large
rent in her chemise, which let me see almost the whole of one of
her beautiful breasts.

"What are you going to do with this chemise?"

"You will laugh at our silliness.  We have determined to keep
everything as a memorial of the splendid evening we have had.  My
brother will bring it all to the house.  Are you coming to see us
this evening?"

"If I were wise I should avoid you."

"And if I were wise I shouldn't ask you to come."

"That is fairly answered!  Of course I will come; but before we
part may I ask one kiss?"

"Say two."

Her brother and the marquis left the room, and two sedan-chairs I
had summoned took off the cousins.

As soon as the marquis was alone with me he asked me very politely
to let him share in the expenses.

"I guessed you were going to humiliate me."

"Such was not my intention, and I do not insist; but then you know
I shall be humiliated."

"Not at all; I reckon on your good sense.  It really costs me
nothing.  Besides, I give you my word to let you pay for all the
parties of pleasure we enjoy together during the carnival.  We
will sup here when you like; you shall invite the company, and I
will leave you to pay the bill."

"That arrangement will suit me admirably.  We must be friends.  I
leave you with this charming attendant.  I did not think that such
a beauty could exist in Milan unknown to all but you."

"She is a townswoman, who knows how to keep a secret.  Do you
not?"

"I would rather die than tell anyone that this gentleman is the
Marquis of F----."

"That's right; always keep your word, and take this trifle as a
souvenir of me."

It was a pretty ring, which Zenobia received with much grace; it
might be worth about fifty sequins.

When the marquis was gone, Zenobia undressed me and did my hair
for the night, and as I got into bed I gave her twenty-four
sequins, and told her she might go and comfort her husband.

"He won't be uneasy," said she, "he is a philosopher."

"He need be with such a pretty wife.  Kiss me again, Zenobia, and
then we must part."

She threw herself upon me, covering me with kisses, and calling me
her happiness and her providence.  Her fiery kisses produced their
natural effect, and after I had given her a fresh proof of the
power of her charms, she left me and I went to sleep.

It was two o'clock when I awoke ravenously hungry.  I had an
excellent dinner, and then I dressed to call on the charming
Mdlle.  Q----, whom I did not expect to find too hard on me, after
what she had said.  Everybody was playing cards with the exception
of herself.  She was standing by a window reading so attentively
that she did not hear me come into the room, but when she saw me
near her, she blushed, shut up the book, and put it in her pocket.

"I will not betray you," said I, "or tell anyone that I surprised
you reading a prayer-book."

"No, don't; for my reputation would be gone if I were thought to
be a devotee."

"Has there been any talk of the masqued ball or of the mysterious
masquers?"

"People talk of nothing else, and condole with us for not having
been to the ball, but no one can guess who the beggars were.  It
seems that an unknown carriage and four that sped like the wind
took them as far as the first stage, and where they went next God
alone knows!  It is said that my hair was false, and I have longed
to let it down and thus give them the lie.  It is also said that
you must know who the beggars were, as you loaded them with
ducats."

"One must let people say and believe what they like and not betray
ourselves."

"You are right; and after all we had a delightful evening.  If you
acquit yourself of all commissions in the same way, you must be a
wonderful man."

"But it is only you who could give me such a commission."

"I to-day, and another to-morrow."

"I see you think I am inconstant, but believe me if I find favour
in your eyes your face will ever dwell in my memory."

"I am certain you have told a thousand girls the same story, and
after they have admitted you to their favour you have despised
them."

"Pray do not use the word 'despise,' or I shall suppose you think
me a monster.  Beauty seduces me.  I aspire to its possession, and
it is only when it is given me from other motives than love that I
despise it.  How should I despise one who loved me?  I should
first be compelled to despise myself.  You are beautiful and I
worship you, but you are mistaken if you think that I should be
content for you to surrender yourself to me out of mere kindness."

"Ah!  I see it is my heart you want."

"Exactly."

"To make me wretched at the end of a fortnight."

"To love you till death, and to obey your slightest wishes."

"My slightest wishes?"

"Yes, for to me they would be inviolable laws."

"Would you settle in Milan?"

"Certainly, if you made that a condition of my happiness."

"What amuses me in all this is that you are deceiving me without
knowing it, if indeed you really love me."

"Deceiving you without knowing it!  That is something new.  If I
am not aware of it, I am innocent of deceit."

"I am willing to admit your innocency, but you are deceiving me
none the less, for after you had ceased to love me no power of
yours could bring love back again."

"That, of course, might happen, but I don't choose to entertain
such unpleasant thoughts; I prefer to think of myself as loving
you to all eternity.  It is certain at all events that no other
woman in Milan has attracted me."

"Not the pretty girl who waited on us, and whose arms you have
possibly left an hour or, two ago?"

"What are you saying?  She is the wife of the tailor who made your
clothes.  She left directly after you, and her husband would not
have allowed her to come at all if he was not aware that she would
be wanted to wait on the ladies whose dresses he had made."

"She is wonderfully pretty.  Is it possible that you are not in
love with her?"

"How could one love a woman who is at the disposal of a low, ugly
fellow?  The only pleasure she gave me was by talking of you this
morning."

"Of me?"

"Yes.  You will excuse me if I confess to having asked her which
of the ladies she waited on looked handsomest without her
chemise."

"That was a libertine's question.  Well, what did she say?"

"That the lady with the beautiful hair was perfect in every
respect."

"I don't believe a word of it.  I have learnt how to change my
chemise with decency, and so as not to shew anything I might not
shew a man.  She only wished to flatter your impertinent
curiosity.  If I had a maid like that, she should soon go about
her business."

"You are angry with me."

"No."

"It's no good saying no, your soul flashed forth in your
denunciation.  I am sorry to have spoken."

"Oh!  it's of no consequence.  I know men ask chambermaids
questions of that kind, and they all give answers like your
sweetheart, who perhaps wanted to make you curious about herself."

"But how could she hope to do that by extolling your charms above
those of the other ladies?  And, how could she know that I
preferred you?"

"If she did not know it, I have made a mistake; but for all that,
she lied to you."

"She may have invented the tale, but I do not think she lied.  You
are smiling again!  I am delighted."

"I like to let you believe what pleases you."

"Then you will allow me to believe that you do not hate me."

"Hate you?  What an ugly word!  If I hated you, should I see you
at all?  But let's talk of something else.  I want you to do me a
favour.  Here are two sequins; I want you to put them on an 'ambe'
in the lottery.  You can bring me the ticket when you call again,
or still better, you can send it me, but don't tell anybody."

"You shall have the ticket without fail, but why should I not
bring it?"

"Because, perhaps, you are tired of coming to see me."

"Do I look like that?  If so I am very unfortunate.  But what
numbers will you have?"

"Three and forty; you gave them me yourself."

"How did I give them you?"

"You put your hand three times on the board, and took up forty
sequins each time.  I am superstitious, and you will laugh at me,
I daresay, but it seems to me that you must have come to Milan to
make me happy."


"Now you make me happy indeed.  You say you are superstitious, but
if these numbers don't win you mustn't draw the conclusion that I
don't love you; that would be a dreadful fallacy."

"I am not superstitious as all that, nor so vile a logician."

"Do you believe I love you?"

"Yes."

"May I tell you so a hundred times?"

"Yes."

"And prove it in every way?"

"I must enquire into your methods before I consent to that, for it
is possible that what you would call a very efficacious method
might strike me as quite useless."

"I see you are going to make me sigh after you for a long time."

"As long as I can."

"And when you have no strength left?"

"I will surrender.  Does that satisfy you?"

"Certainly, but I shall exert all my strength to abate yours."

"Do so; I shall like it."

"And will you help me to succeed?"

"Perhaps."

"Ah, dear marchioness; you need only speak to make a man happy.
You have made me really so, and I am leaving you full of ardour."

On leaving this charming conversationalist I went to the theatre
and then to the faro-table, where I saw the masquer who had won
three hundred sequins the evening before.  This night he was very
unlucky.  He had lost two thousand sequins, and in the course of
the next hour his losses had doubled.  Canano threw down his cards
and rose, saying, "That will do."  The masquer left the table.  He
was a Genoese named Spinola.

"The bank is prosperous," I remarked to Canano.

"Yes," he replied, "but it is not always so.  Pierrot was very
lucky the other night."

"You did not recognize me in the least?"

"No, I was so firmly persuaded that the beggar was you.  You know
who he is?"

"I haven't an idea.  I never saw him before that day."  In this
last particular I did not lie.

"It is said that they are Venetians, and that they went to
Bergamo."

"It may be so, but I know nothing about them.  I left the ball
before they did."

In the evening I supped with the countess, her husband, and
Triulzi.  They were of the same opinion as Canano.  Triulzi said
that I had let the cat out of the bag by giving the beggars
handfuls of sequins.

"That is a mistake," I answered.  "When the luck is in my favour I
never refuse anyone who asks me for money, for I have a
superstition that I should lose if I did.  I had won thirty pounds
weight of gold, and I could afford to let fools talk."

The next day I got the lottery ticket and took it to the
marchioness.  I felt madly in love with her because I knew she was
in love with me.  Neither of them were playing, and I spent two
hours in their company, talking of love all the while and enjoying
their conversation immensely, for they were exceedingly
intelligent.  I left them with the conviction that if the cousin,
and not Mdlle. Q----, had been thrown in my way, I should have
fallen in love with her in just the same manner.

Although the carnival is four days longer at Milan than at any
other town, it was now drawing to a close.  There were three more
balls.  I played every day, and every day I lost two or three
hundred sequins.  My prudence caused even more surprise than my
bad fortune.  I went every day to the fair cousins and made love,
but I was still at the same point; I hoped, but could get nothing
tangible.  The fair marchioness sometimes gave me a kiss, but this
was not enough for me.  It is true that so far I had not dared to
ask her to meet me alone.  As it was I felt my love might die for
want of food, and three days before the ball I asked her if she,
her two friends, the marquis, and the lieutenant, would come and
sup with me.

"My brother," she said, "will call on you to-morrow to see what
can be arranged."

This was a good omen.  The next day the lieutenant came.  I had
just received the drawings at the lottery, and what was my
surprise and delight to see the two numbers three and forty.  I
said nothing to the young marquis, as his sister had forbidden me,
but I foresaw that this event would be favourable to my suit.

"The Marquis of F---- ," said the worthy ambassador, "asks you to
supper in your own rooms with all the band of beggars.  He wishes
to give us a surprise, and would be obliged if you would lend him
the room to have a set of disguises made, and to ensure secrecy he
wants you to let have the same waiting-maid."

"With pleasure; tell the marquis that all shall be according to
his pleasure."

"Get the girl to come there at three o'clock to-day, and let the
pastry-cook know that the marquis has full powers to do what he
likes in the place."

"Everything shall be done as you suggest."

I guessed at once that the marquis wanted to have a taste of
Zenobia; but this seemed to me so natural that, far from being
angry, I felt disposed to do all in my power to favour his plans.
Live and let live has always been my maxim, and it will be so to
my dying day, though now I do but live a life of memories.

As soon as I was dressed I went out, and having told the
pastrycook to consider the gentleman who was coming as myself, I
called on the tailor, who was delighted at my getting his wife
work.  He knew by experience that she was none the worse for these
little absences.

"I don't want you," said I to the tailor, "as it is only women's
dresses that have to be done.  My good gossip here will be
sufficient."

"At three o'clock she may go, and I shall not expect to see her
again for three days."

After I had dined I called as usual on the fair marchioness, and
found her in a transport of delight.  Her lottery ticket had got
her five hundred sequins.

"And that makes you happy, does it?" said I.

"It does, not because of the gain in money, though I am by no
means rich, but for the beauty of the idea and for the thought
that I owe it all to you.  These two things speak volumes in your
favour."

"What do they say?"

"That you deserve to be loved."

"And also that you love me?"

"No, but my heart tells me as much."

"You make me happy, but does not your heart also tell you that you
should prove your love?"

"Dearest, can you doubt it?"

With these words she gave me her hand to kiss for the first time.

"My first idea," she added, "was to put the whole forty sequins on
the 'ambe'."

"You hadn't sufficient courage?"

"It wasn't that, I felt ashamed to do it.  I was afraid that you
might have a thought you would not tell me of--namely, that if I
gave you the forty sequins to risk on the lottery, you would think
I despised your present.  This would have been wrong, and if you
had encouraged me I should have risked all the money."

"I am so sorry not to have thought of it.  You would have had ten
thousand sequins, and I should be a happy man."

"We will say no more about it."

"Your brother tells me that we are going to the masqued ball under
the direction of the marquis, and I leave you to imagine how glad
I feel at the thought of spending a whole night with you.  But one
thought troubles me."

"What is that?"

"I am afraid it will not go off so well as before."

"Don't be afraid, the marquis is a man of much ingenuity, and
loves my cousin's honour as herself.  He is sure to get us
disguises in which we shall not be recognized."

"I hope so.  He wants to pay for everything, including the
supper."

"He cannot do better than imitate your example in that respect."

On the evening of the ball I went at an early hour to the pastry-
cook's, where I found the marquis well pleased with the progress
that had been made.  The dressing room was shut.  I asked him in a
suggestive manner if he was satisfied with Zenobia.

"Yes, with her work," he answered; "I did not ask her to do
anything else for me."

"Oh! of course I believe it, but I am afraid your sweetheart will
be rather sceptical."

"She knows that I cannot love anyone besides herself."

"Well, well, we will say no more about it."

When the guests came the marquis said that as the costumes would
amuse us we had better put them on before supper.

We followed him into the next room, and he pointed out two thick
bundles.

"Here, ladies, are your disguises," said he; "and here is your
maid who will help you while we dress in another room."

He took the larger of the two bundles, and when we were shut up in
our room he undid the string, and gave us our dresses, saying,--

"Let us be as quick as we can."

We burst out laughing to see a set of women's clothes.  Nothing
was wanting, chemises, embroidered shoes with high heels, superb
garters, and, to relieve us of the trouble of having our hair
done, exquisite caps with rich lace coming over the forehead.  I
was surprised to find that my shoes fitted me perfectly, but I
heard afterwards that he employed the same bootmaker as I did.
Corsets, petticoats, gowns, kerchief, fans, work-bags, rouge-
boxes, masks, gloves-all were there.  We only helped each other
with our hair, but when it was done we looked intensely stupid,
with the exception of the young officer, who really might have
been taken for a pretty woman; he had concealed his deficiency in
feminine characteristics by false breasts and a bustle

We took off our breeches one after the other.

"Your fine garters," said I, to the marquis, "make me want to wear
some too."

"Exactly," said the marquis; "but the worst of it is nobody will
take the trouble to find out whether we have garters or not, for
two young ladies five feet ten in height will not inspire very
ardent desires."

I had guessed that the girls would be dressed like men, and I was
not mistaken.  They were ready before us, and when we opened the
door we saw them standing with their backs to the fireplace.

They looked three young pages minus their impudence, for though
they endeavoured to seem quite at their ease they were rather
confused.

We advanced with the modesty of the fair sex, and imitating the
air of shy reserve which the part demanded.  The girls of course
thought themselves obliged to mimic the airs of men, and they did
not accost us like young men accustomed to behave respectfully to
ladies.  They were dressed as running footmen, with tight
breeches, well-fitting waistcoats, open throats, garters with a
silver fringe, laced waistbands, and pretty caps trimmed with
silver lace, and a coat of arms emblazoned in gold.  Their lace
shirts were ornamented with an immense frill of Alencon point.  In
this dress, which displayed their beautiful shapes under a veil
which was almost transparent, they would have stirred the sense of
a paralytic, and we had no symptoms of that disease.  However, we
loved them too well to frighten them.

After the silly remarks usual on such occasions had been passed,
we began to talk naturally while we were waiting for supper.  The
ladies said that as this was the first time they had dressed as
men they were afraid of being recognized.

"Supposing somebody knew us," cried the cousin, "we should be
undone!"

They were right; but our part was to reassure them, though I at
any rate would have preferred to stay where we were.
We sat down to supper, each next to his sweetheart, and to my
surprise the lieutenant's mistress was the first to begin the fun.
Thinking that she could not pretend to be a man without being
impudent, she began to toy with the lady-lieutenant, who defended
himself like a prudish miss.  The two cousins, not to be outdone,
began to caress us in a manner that was rather free.  Zenobia, who
was waiting on us at table could not help laughing when Mdlle. Q---
reproached her for having made my dress too tight in the neck.
She stretched out her hand as if to toy with me, whereupon I gave
her a slight box on the ear, and imitating the manner of a
repentant cavalier she kissed my hand and begged my pardon.

The marquis said he felt cold, and his mistress asked him if he
had his breeches on, and put her hand under his dress to see, but
she speedily drew it back with a blush.  We all burst out
laughing, and she joined in, and proceeded with her part of hardy
lover.

The supper was admirable; everything was choice and abundant.
Warm with love and wine, we rose from the table at which we had
been for two hours, but as we got up sadness disfigured the faces
of the two pretty cousins.  They did not dare to go to the ball in
a costume that would put them at the mercy of all the libertines
there.  The marquis and I felt that they were right.

"We must make up our minds," said the lieutenant, "shall we go to
the ball or go home?"

"Neither," said the marquis, "we will dance here."

"Where are the violins" asked his mistress, "you could not get
them to-night for their weight in gold."

"Well," said I, "we will do without them.  We will have some
punch, laugh, and be merry, and we shall enjoy ourselves better
than at the ball, and when we are tired we can go to sleep.  We
have three beds here."

"Two would be enough," said the cousin.

"True, but we can't have too much of a good thing."

Zenobia had gone to sup with the pastrycook's wife, but she was
ready to come up again when she should be summoned.

After two hours spent in amorous trifling, the lieutenant's
mistress, feeling a little dizzy, went into an adjoining room and
lay down on the bed.  Her lover was soon beside her.

Mdlle. Q----, who was in the same case, told me that she would
like to rest, so I took her into a room where she could sleep the
night, and advised her to do so.

"I don't think I need fear its going any farther," I said, "we
will leave the marquis with your cousin then, and I will watch
over you while you sleep."

"No, no, you shall sleep too."  So saying, she went into the
dressing-room, and asked me to get her cloak.  I brought it to
her, and when she came in she said,--

"I breathe again.  Those dreadful trousers were too tight; they
hurt me."  She threw herself on the bed, with nothing on besides
her cloak.

"Where did the breeches hurt you?" said I.

"I can't tell you, but I should think you must find them
dreadfully uncomfortable."

"But, dearest, our anatomy is different, and breeches do not
trouble us at all where they hurt you."

As I spoke I held her to my breast and let myself fall gently
beside her on the bed.  We remained thus a quarter of an hour
without speaking, our lips glued together in one long kiss.  I
left her a moment by herself, and when I returned she was between
the sheets.  She said she had undressed to be able to sleep
better, and, shutting her eyes, turned away.  I knew that the
happy hour had come, and taking off my woman's clothes in a
twinkling, I gently glided into the bed beside her, for the last
struggles of modesty must be tenderly respected.  I clasped her in
my arms and a gentle pressure soon aroused her passions, and
turning towards me she surrendered to me all her charms.

After the first sacrifice I proposed a wash, for though I could
not exactly flatter myself that I had been the first to break open
the lock, the victim had left some traces on the bed, which looked
as if it were so.  The offer was received with delight, and when
the operation was over she allowed me to gaze on all her charms,
which I covered with kisses.  Growing bolder, she made me grant
her the same privilege.

"What a difference there is," said she, "between nature and art!"

"But of course you think that art is the better?"

"No, certainly not."

"But there may be imperfections in nature, whereas art is
perfect."

"I do not know whether there be any imperfection in what I behold,
but I do know that I have never seen anything so beautiful."

In fact she had the instrument of love before her eyes in all its
majesty, and I soon made her feel its power.  She did not remain
still a moment, and I have known few women so ardent and flexible
in their movements.

"If we were wise," said she, "instead of going to the ball again
we would come here and enjoy ourselves."

I kissed the mouth which told me so plainly that I was to be
happy, and I convinced her by my transports that no man could love
her as ardently as I did.  I had no need to keep her awake, she
shewed no inclination for sleep.  We were either in action or
contemplation, or engaged in amorous discourse, the whole time.  I
cheated her now and then, but to her own advantage, for a young
woman is always more vigorous than a man, and we did not stop till
the day began to break.  There was no need for concealment, for
each had enjoyed his sweetheart in peace and happiness, and it was
only modesty which silenced our congratulations.  By this silence
we did not proclaim our happiness, but neither did we deny it.

When we were ready I thanked the marquis, and asked him to supper
for the next ball night without any pretence of our going to the
masquerade, if the ladies had no objection.  The lieutenant
answered for them in the affirmative, and his mistress threw her
arms round his neck, reproaching him for having slept all night.
The marquis confessed to the same fault, and I repeated the words
like an article of faith, while the ladies kissed us, and thanked
us for our kindness to them.  We parted in the same way as before,
except that this time the marquis remained with Zenobia.

I went to bed as soon as I got home, and slept till three o'clock.
When I got up I found the house was empty, so I went to dine at
the pastry-cook's, where I found Zenobia and her husband, who had
come to enjoy the leavings of our supper.  He told me that I had
made his fortune, as the marquis had given his wife twenty-four
sequins and the woman's dress he had worn.  I gave her mine as
well.  I told my gossip that I should like some dinner, and the
tailor went away in a grateful mood.

As soon as I was alone with Zenobia I asked her if she were
satisfied with the marquis.

"He paid me well," she answered, a slight blush mounting on her
cheeks.

"That is enough," said I, "no one can see you without loving you,
or love you without desiring to possess your charms."

"The marquis did not go so far as that."

"It may be so, but I am surprised to hear it."

When I had dined, I hastened to call on the fair marchioness, whom
I loved more than ever after the delicious night she had given me.
I wanted to see what effect she would have on me, after making me
so happy.  She looked prettier than ever.  She received me in a
way becoming in a mistress who is glad to have acquired some
rights over her lover.

"I was sure," said she, "that you would come and see me; "and
though her cousin was there she kissed me so often and so ardently
that there was no room for doubt as to the manner in which we had
spent our night together.  I passed five hours with her, which
went by all too quickly, for we talked of love, and love is an
inexhaustible subject.  This five hours' visit on the day after
our bridal shewed me that I was madly in love with my new
conquest, while it must have convinced her that I was worthy of
her affection.

Countess A---- B---- had sent me a note asking me to sup with her,
her husband, and the Marquis Triulzi, and other friends.  This
engagement prevented my paying a visit to Canano, who had won a
thousand sequins of me since my great victory as Pierrot.  I knew
that he boasted that he was sure of me, but in my own mind I had
determined to gain the mastery.  At supper the countess waged war
on me.  I slept out at night.  I was rarely visible.  She tried
hard to steal my secret from me, and to get some information as to
my amorous adventures.  It was known that I sometimes supped at
Therese's with Greppi, who was laughed at because he had been
silly enough to say that he had nothing to dread from my power.
The better to conceal my game, I said he was quite right.

The next day Barbaro, who was as honest as most professional
sharpers are, brought me the two hundred sequins I had lent him,
with a profit of two hundred more.  He told me that he had had a
slight difference with the lieutenant, and was not going to play
any more.  I thanked him for having presented me to the fair
marchioness, telling him that I was quite in love with her and in
hopes of overcoming her scruples.  He smiled, and praised my
discretion, letting me understand that I did not take him in; but
it was enough for me not to confess to anything.

About three o'clock I called on my sweetheart, and spent five
hours with her as before.  As Barbaro was not playing, the
servants had been ordered to say that no one was at home.  As I
was the declared lover of the marchioness, her cousin treated me
as an intimate friend.  She begged me to stay at Milan as long as
possible, not only to make her cousin happy, but for her sake as
well, since without me she could not enjoy the marquis's society
in private, and while her father was alive he would never dare to
come openly to the house.  She thought she would certainly become
his wife as soon as her old father was dead, but she hoped vainly,
for soon after the marquis fell into evil ways and was ruined.

Next evening we all assembled at supper, and instead of going to
the ball gave ourselves up to pleasure.  We spent a delicious
night, but it was saddened by the reflection that the carnival was
drawing to a close, and with it our mutual pleasures would be
over.

On the eve of Shrove Tuesday as there was no ball I sat down to
play, and not being able once to hit on three winning cards, I
lost all the gold I had about me.  I should have left the table as
usual if a woman disguised as a man had not given me a card, and
urged me by signs to play it.  I risked a hundred sequins on it,
giving my word for the payment. I lost, and in my endeavours to
get back my money I lost a thousand sequins, which I paid the next
day.

I was just going out to console myself with the company of my dear
marchioness, when I saw the evil-omened masquer approaching,
accompanied by a man, also in disguise, who shook me by the hand
and begged me to come at ten o'clock to the "Three Kings" at such
a number, if the honour of an old friend was dear to me.

"What friend is that?"

"Myself."

"What is your name?"

"I cannot tell you."

"Then you need not tell me to come, for if you were a true friend
of mine you would tell me your name."

I went out and he followed me, begging me to come with him to the
end of the arcades.  When we got there he took off his mask, and I
recognized Croce, whom my readers may remember.

I knew he was banished from Milan, and understood why he did not
care to give his name in public, but I was exceedingly glad I had
refused to go to his inn.

"I am surprised to see you here," said I.

"I dare say your are.  I have come here in this carnival season,
when one can wear a mask, to compel my relations to give me what
they owe me; but they put me off from one day to another, as they
are sure I shall be obliged to go when Lent begins."

"And will you do so?"

"I shall be obliged to, but as you will not come and see me, give
me twenty sequins, which will enable me to leave Milan.  My cousin
owes me ten thousand livres, and will not pay me a tenth even.  I
will kill him before I go."

"I haven't a farthing, and that mask of yours has made me lose a
thousand sequins, which I do not know how to pay.

"I know.  I am an unlucky man, and bring bad luck to all my
friends.  It was I who told her to give you a card, in the hope
that it would change the run against you."

"Is she a Milanese girl?"

"No, she comes from Marseilles, and is the daughter of a rich
agent.  I fell in love with her, seduced her, and carried her off
to her unhappiness.  I had plenty of money then, but, wretch that
I am, I lost it all at Genoa, where I had to sell all my
possessions to enable me to come here.  I have been a week in
Milan.  Pray give me the wherewithal to escape."

I was touched with compassion, and I borrowed twenty sequins from
Canano, and gave them to the poor wretch, telling him to write to
me.

This alms-giving did me good; it made me forget my losses, and I
spent a delightful evening with the marchioness.

The next day we supped together at my rooms, and spent the rest of
the night in amorous pleasures.  It was the Saturday, the last day
of the carnival at Milan, and I spent the whole of the Sunday in
bed, for the marchioness had exhausted me, and I knew that a long
sleep would restore my strength.

Early on Monday morning Clairmont brought me a letter which had
been left by a servant.  It had no signature, and ran as follows:

"Have compassion, sir, on the most wretched creature breathing.
M. de la Croix has gone away in despair.  He has left me here in
the inn, where he has paid for nothing.  Good God!  what will become
of me?  I conjure you to come and see me, be it only to give me
your advice."

I did not hesitate for a moment, and it was not from any impulses
of love or profligacy that I went, but from pure compassion.  I
put on my great coat, and in the same room in which I had seen
Irene I saw a young and pretty girl, about whose face there was
something peculiarly noble and attractive.  I saw in her innocence
and modesty oppressed and persecuted.  As soon as I came in she
humbly apologized for having dared to trouble me, and she asked me
to tell a woman who was in the room to leave it, as she did not
speak Italian.

"She has been tiring me for more than an hour.  I cannot
understand what she says, but I can make out that she wants to do
me a service.  However, I do not feel inclined to accept her
assistance."

"Who told you to come and see this young lady?" said I, to the
woman.

"One of the servants of the inn told me that a young lady from
foreign parts had been left alone here, and that she was much to
be pitied.  My feelings of humanity made me come and see if I
could be useful to her; but I see she is in good hands, and I am
very glad of it for her sake, poor dear!"

I saw that the woman was a procuress, and I only replied with a
smile of contempt.

The poor girl then told me briefly what I had already heard, and
added that Croce, who called himself De St. Croix, had gone to the
gaming-table as soon as he had got my twenty sequins, and that he
had then taken her back to the inn, where he had spent the next
day in a state of despair, as he did not dare to shew himself
abroad in the daytime.  In the evening he put on his mask and went
out, not returning till the next morning.

"Soon after he put on his great coat and got ready to go out,
telling me that if he did not return he would communicate with me
by you, at the same time giving me your address, of which I have
made use as you know.  He has not come back, and if you have not
seen him I am sure he has gone off on foot without a penny in his
pocket.  The landlord wants to be paid, and by selling all I have
I could satisfy his claims; but, good God! what is to become of
me, then?"

"Dare you return to your father?"

"Yes, sir, I dare return to him.  He will forgive me when on my
knees and with tears in my eyes I tell him that I am ready to bury
myself in a nunnery."

"Very good!  then I will take you to Marseilles myself, and in the
meanwhile I will find you a lodging with some honest people.  Till
then, shut yourself up in your room, do not admit anyone to see
you, and be sure I will have a care for you."

I summoned the landlord and paid the bill, which was a very small
one, and I told him to take care of the lady till my return.  The
poor girl was dumb with surprise and gratitude.  I said good-bye
kindly and left her without even taking her hand.  It was not
altogether a case of the devil turning monk; I always had a
respect for distress.

I had already thought of Zenobia in connection with the poor
girl's lodging, and I went to see her on the spot.  In her
husband's presence I told her what I wanted, and asked if she
could find a corner for my new friend.

"She shall have my place," cried the worthy tailor, "if she won't
mind sleeping with my wife.  I will hire a small room hard bye,
and will sleep there as long as the young lady stays."

"That's a good idea, gossip, but your wife will lose by the
exchange."

"Not much," said Zenobia; and the tailor burst out laughing.

"As for her meals," he added, "she must arrange that herself."

"That's a very simple matter," said I, "Zenobia will get them and
I will pay for them."

I wrote the girl a short note, telling her of the arrangements I
had made, and charged Zenobia to take her the letter.  The next
day I found her in the poor lodging with these worthy folks,
looking pleased and ravishingly pretty.  I felt that I could
behave well for the present, but I sighed at the thought of the
journey.  I should have to put a strong restraint on myself.

I had nothing more to do at Milan, but the count had made me
promise to spend a fortnight at St. Angelo.  This was an estate
belonging to him, fifteen miles from Milan, and the count spoke
most enthusiastically of it.  If I had gone away without seeing
St.  Angelo, he would have been exceedingly mortified.  A married
brother of his lived there, and the count often said that his
brother was longing to know me.  When we returned he would no
doubt let me depart in peace.

I had made up my mind to shew my gratitude to the worthy man for
his hospitality, so on the fourth day of Lent I took leave of
Therese, Greppi, and the affectionate marchioness, for two weeks,
and we set out on our way.

To my great delight the countess did not care to come.  She much
preferred staying in Milan with Triulzi, who did not let her lack
for anything.

We got to St. Angelo at three o'clock, and found that we were
expected to dinner.




CHAPTER XXI

An Ancient Castle--Clementine--The Fair Penitent--Lodi--A Mutual
Passion


The manorial castle of the little town of St. Angelo is a vast and
ancient building, dating back at least eight centuries, but devoid
of regularity, and not indicating the date of its erection by the
style of its architecture.  The ground floor consists of
innumerable small rooms, a few large and lofty apartments, and an
immense hall.  The walls, which are full of chinks and crannies,
are of that immense thickness which proves that our ancestors
built for their remote descendants, and not in our modern fashion;
for we are beginning to build in the English style, that is,
barely for one generation.  The stone stairs had been trodden by
so many feet that one had to be very careful in going up or down.
The floor was all of bricks, and as it had been renewed at various
epochs with bricks of divers colours it formed a kind of mosaic,
not very pleasant to look upon.  The windows were of a piece with
the rest; they had no glass in them, and the sashes having in many
instances given way they were always open; shutters were utterly
unknown there.  Happily the want of glass was not much felt in the
genial climate of the country.  The ceilings were conspicuous by
their absence, but there were heavy beams, the haunts of bats,
owls, and other birds, and light ornament was supplied by the
numerous spiders' webs.

In this great Gothic palace--for palace it was rather than castle,
for it had no towers or other attributes of feudalism, except the
enormous coat-of-arms which crowned the gateway--in this palace, I
say, the memorial of the ancient glories of the Counts A---- B----,
which they loved better than the finest modern house, there were
three sets of rooms better kept than the rest.  Here dwelt the
masters, of whom there were three; the Count A---- B----, my
friend, Count Ambrose, who always lived there, and a third, an
officer in the Spanish Walloon Guards.  I occupied the apartment
of the last named.  But I must describe the welcome I received.

Count Ambrose received me at the gate of the castle as if I had
been some high and puissant prince.  The door stood wide open on
both sides, but I did not take too much pride to myself on this
account, as they were so old that it was impossible to shut them.

The noble count who held his cap in his hand, and was decently but
negligently dressed, though he was only forty years old, told me
with high-born modesty that his brother had done wrong to bring me
here to see their miserable place, where I should find none of
those luxuries to which I had been accustomed, but he promised me
a good old-fashioned Milanese welcome instead.  This is a phrase
of which the Milanese are very fond, but as they put it into
practice it becomes them well.  They are generally most worthy and
hospitable people, and contrast favourably with the Piedmontese
and Genoese.

The worthy Ambrose introduced me to his countess and his two
sisters-in-law, one of whom was an exquisite beauty, rather
deficient in manner, but this was no doubt due to the fact that
they saw no polished company whatever.  The other was a thoroughly
ordinary woman, neither pretty nor ugly, of a type which is
plentiful all the world over.  The countess looked like a Madonna;
her features had something angelic about them in their dignity and
openness.  She came from Lodi, and had only been married two
years.  The three sisters were very young, very noble, and very
poor.  While we were at dinner Count Ambrose told me that he had
married a poor woman because he thought more of goodness than
riches.

"She makes me happy," he added; "and though she brought me no
dower, I seem to be a richer man, for she has taught me to look on
everything we don't possess as a superfluity."

"There, indeed," said I, "you have the true philosophy of an
honest man."

The countess, delighted at her husband's praise and my approval,
smiled lovingly at him, and took a pretty baby from the nurse's
arms and offered it her alabaster breast.  This is the privilege
of a nursing mother; nature tells her that by doing so she does
nothing against modesty.  Her bosom, feeding the helpless, arouses
no other feelings than those of respect.  I confess, however, that
the sight might have produced a tenderer sentiment in me; it was
exquisitely beautiful, and I am sure that if Raphael had beheld it
his Madonna would have been still more lovely.

The dinner was excellent, with the exception of the made dishes,
which were detestable.  Soup, beef, fresh salted pork, sausages,
mortadella, milk dishes, vegetables, game, mascarpon cheese,
preserved fruits--all were delicious; but the count having told
his brother that I was a great gourmand, the worthy Ambrose had
felt it his duty to give me some ragouts, which were as bad as can
well be imagined.  I had to taste them, out of politeness; but I
made up my mind that I would do so no more.  After dinner I took
my host apart, and spewed him that with ten plain courses his
table would be delicate and excellent, and that he had no need of
introducing any ragouts.  From that time I had a choice dinner
every day.

There were six of us at table, and we all talked and laughed with
the exception of the fair Clementine.  This was the young countess
who had already made an impression on me.  She only spoke when she
was obliged to do so, and her words were always accompanied with a
blush; but as I had no other way of getting a sight of her
beautiful eyes, I asked her a good many questions.  However, she
blushed so terribly that I thought I must be distressing her, and
I left her in peace, hoping to become better acquainted with her.

At last I was taken to my apartment and left there.  The windows
were glazed and curtained as in the diningroom, but Clairmont came
and told me that he could not unpack my trunks as there were no
locks to anything and should not care to take the responsibility.
I thought he was right, and I went to ask my friend about it.

"There's not a lock or a key," said he, "in the whole castle,
except in the cellar, but everything is safe for all that.  There
are no robbers at St. Angelo, and if there were they would not
dare to come here."

"I daresay, my dear count, but you know' it is my business to
suppose robbers everywhere.  My own valet might take the
opportunity of robbing me, and you see I should have to keep
silence if I were robbed."

"Quite so, I feel the force of your argument.  Tomorrow morning a
locksmith shall put locks and keys to your doors, and you will be
the only person in the castle who is proof against thieves."

I might have replied in the words of Juvenal, 'Cantabit vacuus
coram latrone viator', but I should have mortified him.  I told
Clairmont to leave my trunks alone till next day, and I went out
with Count A---- B---- and his sisters-in-law to take a walk in
the town.

Count Ambrose and his better-half stayed in the castle; the good
mother would never leave her nursling.  Clementine was eighteen,
her married sister being four years older.  She took my arm, and
my friend offered his to Eleanore.

"We will go and see the beautiful penitent," said the count.

I asked him who the beautiful penitent was, and he answered,
without troubling himself about his sisters-in-law,

"She was once a Lais of Milan, and enjoyed such a reputation for
beauty that not only all the flower of Milan but people from the
neighbouring towns were at her feet.  Her hall-door was opened and
shut a hundred times in a day, and even then she was not able to
satisfy the desires aroused.  At last an end came to what the old
and the devout called a scandal.  Count Firmian, a man of learning
and wit, went to Vienna, and on his departure received orders to
have her shut up in a convent.  Our august Marie Therese cannot
pardon mercenary beauty, and the count had no choice but to have
the fair sinner imprisoned.  She was told that she had done amiss,
and dealt wickedly; she was obliged to make a general confession,
and was condemned to a life-long penance in this convent.  She was
absolved by Cardinal Pozzobonelli, Archbishop of Milan, and he
then confirmed her, changing the name of Therese, which she had
received at the baptismal font, to Mary Magdalen, thus shewing her
how she should save her soul by following the example of her new
patroness, whose wantonness had hitherto been her pattern.

"Our family are the patrons of this convent, which is devoted to
penitents.  It is situated in an inaccessible spot, and the
inmates are in the charge of a kind mother-superior, who does her
best to soften the manifold austerities of their existences.  They
only work and pray, and see no one besides their confessor, who
says mass every day.  We are the only persons whom the superioress
would admit, as long as some of our family are present she always
let them bring whom they like."

This story touched me and brought tears to my eyes.  Poor Mary
Magdalen!  Cruel empress!  I think I have noted in another passage
the source of her austere virtue.

When we were announced the mother-superior came to meet us, and
took us into a large hall, where I soon made out the famous
penitent amongst five or six other girls, who were penitents like
herself, but I presume for trifling offences, as they were all
ugly.  As soon as the poor women saw us they ceased working, and
stood up respectfully.  In spite of the severe simplicity of her
dress, Therese made a great impression on me.  What beauty!  What
majesty brought low!  With my profane eyes, instead of looking to
the enormity of the offences for which she was suffering so
cruelly, I saw before me a picture of innocence--a humbled Venus.
Her fine eyes were fixed on the ground, but what was my surprise,
when, suddenly looking at me, she exclaimed,--

"O my God!  what do I see?  Holy Mary, come to my aid!  Begone,
dreadful sinner, though thou deservest to be here more than I.
Scoundrel!"

I did not feel inclined to laugh.  Her unfortunate position, and
the singular apostrophe she had addressed to me, pierced me to the
heart.  The mother-superior hastened to say,--

"Do not be offended, sir, the poor girl has become mad, and unless
she really has recognized you .  .  .  ."

"That is impossible, madam, I have never seen her before."

"Of course not, but you must forgive her, as she has lost the use
of her reason"

"Maybe the Lord has made her thus in mercy."

As a matter of fact, I saw more sense than madness in this
outburst, for it must have been very grievous for the poor girl to
have to encounter my idle curiosity, in the place of her
penitence.  I was deeply moved, and in spite of myself a big tear
rolled down my face.  The count, who had known her, laughed, but I
begged him to restrain himself.

A moment after, the poor wretch began again.  She raved against me
madly, and begged the mother-superior to send me away, as I had
come there to damn her.

The good lady chid her with all a true mother's gentleness, and
told her to leave the room, adding that all who came there only
desired that she should be saved eternally.  She was stern enough,
however, to add, that no one had been a greater sinner than she,
and the poor Magdalen went out weeping bitterly.

If it had been my fortune to enter Milan at the head of a
victorious army, the first thing I should have done would be he
setting free of this poor captive, and if the abbess had resisted
she would have felt the weight of my whip.

When Magdalen was gone, the mother-superior told us that the poor
girl had many good qualities, and if God willed that she should
keep some particle of sense she did not doubt her becoming a saint
like her patroness.

"She has begged me," she added, "to take down the pictures of St.
Louis de Gonzaga and St. Antony from the chapel wall because she
says they distract her fearfully.  I have thought it my duty to
yield to her request, in spite of our confessor, who says it's all
nonsense."

The confessor was a rude churl.  I did not exactly tell the abbess
that, but I said enough for a clever woman as she was to grasp my
meaning.

We left the sorrowful place in sadness and silence, cursing the
sovereign who had made such ill use of her power.

If, as our holy religion maintains, there is a future life before
us all, Marie Therese certainly deserves damnation, if only the
oppressions she has used towards those poor women whose life is
wretched enough at the best.  Poor Mary Magdalen had gone mad and
suffered the torments of the damned because nature had given her
two of her best gifts--beauty, and an excellent heart.  You will
say she had abused them, but for a fault which is only a crime
before God, should a fellow-creature and a greater sinner have
condemned her to such a fearful doom?  I defy any reasonable man
to answer in the affirmative.

On our way back to the castle Clementine, who was on my arm,
laughed to herself once or twice.  I felt curious to know what she
was laughing at, and said,--

"May I ask you, fair countess, why you laugh thus to yourself?"

"Forgive me; I was not amused at the poor girl's recognizing you,
for that must have been a mistake, but I cannot help laughing when
I think of your face at her wordy 'You are more deserving of
imprisonment than I.'"

"Perhaps you think she was right."

"I?  Not at all.  But how is it that she attacked you and not my
brother-in-law?"

"Probably because she thought I looked a greater sinner than he."

"That, I suppose, must have been the reason.  One should never
heed the talk of mad people."

"You are sarcastic, but I take it all in good part.  Perhaps I am
as great a sinner as I look; but beauty should be merciful to me,
for it is by beauty that I am led astray."

"I wonder the empress does not shut up men as well as women."

"Perhaps she hopes to see them all at her feet when there are no
more girls left to amuse them."

"That is a jest.  You should rather say that she cannot forgive
her own sex the lack of a virtue which she exercises so eminently,
and which is so easily observed."

"I have nothing to allege against the empress's virtue, but with
your leave I beg to entertain very strong doubts as to the
possibility of the general exercise of that virtue which we call
continence."

"No doubt everyone thinks by his own standard.  A man may be
praised for temperance in whom temperance is no merit.  What is
easy to you may be hard to me, and 'vice versa'.  Both of us may
be right."

This interesting conversation made me compare Clementine to the
fair marchioness at Milan, but there was this difference between
them: Mdlle. Q---- spoke with an air of gravity and importance,
whereas Clementine expounded her system with great simplicity and
an utter indifference of manner.  I thought her observations so
acute and her utterance so perfect and artistic, that I felt
ashamed of having misjudged her at dinner.  Her silence, and the
blush which mounted to her face when anyone asked her a question,
had made me suspect both confusion and poverty in her ideas, for
timidity is often another word for stupidity; but the conversation
I have just reported made me feel that I had made a great mistake.
The marchioness, being older and having seen more of the world,
was more skilled in argument; but Clementine had twice eluded my
questions with the utmost skill, and I felt obliged to award her
the palm.

When we got back to the castle we found a lady with her son and
daughter, and another relation of the count's, a young abbe, whom
I found most objectionable.

He was a pitiless talker, and on the pretence of having seen me at
Milan he took the opportunity of flattering me in a disgusting
manner.  Besides, he made sheep's eyes at Clementine, and I did
not like the idea of having a fellow like that for a rival.  I
said very dryly that I did not remember him at all; but he was not
a man of delicate feeling, and this did not disconcert him in the
least.  He sat down beside Clementine, and taking her hand told
her that she must add me to the long catalogue of her victims.
She could do nothing else but laugh at silly talk of this kind; I
knew it, but that laugh of hers displeased me.  I would have had
her say--I do not know what, but something biting and sarcastic.
Not at all; the impertinent fellow whispered something in her ear,
and she answered in the same way.  This was more than I could
bear.  Some question or other was being discussed, and the abbe
asked for my opinion.  I do not remember what I answered, but I
know that I gave him a bitter reply in the hope of putting him in
a bad temper and reducing him to silence.  But he was a battle
charger, and used to trumpet, fife, and gun; nothing put him out.
He appealed to Clementine, and I had the mortification of hearing
her opinion given, though with a blush, in his favour.  The fop
was satisfied, and kissed the young countess's hand with an air of
fatuous happiness.  This was too much; and I cursed the abbe and
Clementine, too.  I rose from my seat and went to the window.

The window is a great blessing to an impatient man, whom the rules
of politeness in some degree constrain.  He can turn his back on
bores, without their being able to charge him witch direct
rudeness; but people know what he means, and that soothes his
feelings.

I have noted this trifling circumstance only to point out how bad
temper blinds its victims.  The poor abbe vexed me because he made
himself agreeable to Clementine, with whom I was already in love
without knowing it.  I saw in him a rival, but far from
endeavouring to offend me, he had done his best to please me; and
I should have taken account of his good will.  But under such
circumstances I always gave way to ill humour, and now I am too
old to begin curing myself.  I don't think I need do so, for if I
am ill tempered the company politely pass me over.  My misfortune
obliges me to submit.

Clementine had conquered me in the space of a few hours.  True, I
was an inflammable subject, but hitherto no beauty had committed
such ravages upon me in so short a time.  I did not doubt of
success, and I confess that there was a certain amount of vanity
in this assurance; but at the same time I was modest, for I knew
that at the slightest slip the enterprise would miscarry.  Thus I
regarded the abbe as a wasp to be crushed as speedily as possible.
I was also a victim to that most horrible of passions, jealousy;
it seemed to me that if Clementine was not in love with this man-
monkey, she was extremely indulgent to him; and with this idea I
conceived a horrible plan of revenging my wrongs on her.  Love is
the god of nature, but this god is, after all, only a spoilt
child.  We know all his follies and frailties, but we still adore
him.

My friend the count, who was surprised, I suppose, to see me
contemplating the prospect for such a long time, came up to me and
asked me if I wanted anything.

"I am thinking some matter over," said I, "and I must go and
write one or two letters in my room till it is time for supper."

"You won't leave us surely?" said he.

"Clementine, help me to keep M. de Seingalt; you must make him
postpone his letter-writing."

"But my dear brother," said the charming girl, "if M. de Seingalt
has business to do, it would be rude of me to try and prevent his
doing it."

Though what she said was perfectly reasonable, it stung me to the
quick; when one is in an ill humour, everything is fuel for the
fire.  But the abbe said pleasantly that I had much better come
and make a bank at faro, and as everything echoed this suggestion
I had to give in.

The cards were brought in, and various coloured counters handed
round, and I sat down putting thirty ducats before me.  This was a
very large sum for a company who only played for amusement's sake;
fifteen counters were valued only at a sequin.  Countess Ambrose
sat at my right hand, and the abbe at my left.  As if they had
laid a plot to vex and annoy me, Clementine had made room for him.
I took a mere accident for a studied impertinence, and told the
poor man that I never dealt unless I had a lady on each side of
me, and never by any chance with a priest beside me.

"Do you think it would bring you ill luck?"

"I don't like birds of ill omen."

At this he got up, and Clementine took his place.

At the end of three hours, supper was announced.  Everybody had
won from me except the abbe; the poor devil had lost counters to
the extent of twenty sequins.

As a relation the abbe stayed to supper, but the lady and her
children were asked in vain to do so.

The abbe looked wretched, which made me in a good temper, and
inclined me to be pleasant.  I proceeded to flirt with Clementine,
and by making her reply to the numerous questions I asked, I gave
her an opportunity of displaying her wit, and I could see that she
was grateful.  I was once more myself, and I took pity of the
abbe, and spoke to him politely, asking him his opinion on some
topic.

"I was not listening," said he, "but I hope you will give me my
revenge after supper."

"After supper I shall be going to bed, but you shall have your
revenge, and as much as you like of it, tomorrow, provided that
our charming hostesses like playing.  I hope the luck will be in
your favour."

After supper the poor abbe went sadly away, and the count took me
to my room, telling me that I could sleep securely in spite of the
lack of keys for his sisters-in-law who were lodged close by were
no better off.

I was astonished and delighted at the trust he put in me, and at
the really magnificent hospitality (it must be remembered all
things are relative) with which I had been treated in the castle.

I told Clairmont to be quick about putting my hair in curl-papers,
for I was tired and in need of rest, but he was only half-way
through the operation when I was agreeably surprised by the
apparition of Clementine.

"Sir," said she, "as we haven't got a maid to look after your
linen, I have come to beg you to let me undertake that office."

"You! my dear countess?"

"Yes, I, sir, and I hope you will make no objection.  It will be a
pleasure to me, and I hope to you as well.  Let me have the shirt
you are going to wear to-morrow, and say no more about it."

"Very good, it shall be as you please."

I helped Clairmont to carry my linen trunk into her room, and
added,--

"Every day I want a shirt, a collar, a front, a pair of drawers, a
pair of stocking, and two handkerchiefs; but I don't mind which
you take, and leave the choice to you as the mistress, as I wish
you were in deed and truth.  I shall sleep a happier sleep than
Jove himself.  Farewell, dear Hebe!"

Her sister Eleanore was already in bed, and begged pardon for her
position.  I told Clairmont to go to the count directly, and
inform him that I had changed my mind about the locks.  Should I
be afraid for my poor properties when these living treasures were
confined to me so frankly?  I should have been afraid of offending
them.

I had an excellent bed, and I slept wonderfully.  Clairmont was
doing my hair when my youthful Hebe presented herself with a
basket in her hands.  She wished me good day and said she hoped I
would be contented with her handiwork.  I gazed at her
delightedly, no trace of false shame appeared on her features.
The blush on her cheeks was a witness of the pleasure she
experienced in being useful--a pleasure which is unknown to those
whose curse is their pride, the characteristic of fools and
upstarts.  I kissed her hand and told her that I had never seen
linen so nicely done.

Just then the count came in and thanked Clementine for attending
on me.  I approved of that, but he accompanied his thanks with a
kiss which was well received, and this I did not approve of at
all.  But you will say they were brother-in-law and sister-in-law?
Just so, but I was jealous all the same.  Nature is allwise, and
it was nature that made me jealous.  When one loves and has not as
yet gained possession, jealousy is inevitable; the heart must fear
lest that which it longs for so be carried away by another.

The count took a note from his pocket and begged me to read it.
It came from his cousin the abbe, who begged the count to
apologize to me for him if he was unable to pay the twenty sequins
he had lost to me in the proper time, but that he would discharge
his debt in the course of the week.

"Very good!  Tell him that he can pay when he likes, but warn him
not to play this evening.  I will not take his bets."

"But you would have no objection to his punting with ready money."

"Certainly I should, unless he pays me first, otherwise he would
be punting with my money.  Of course it's a mere trifle, and I
hope he won't trouble himself in the least or put himself to any
inconvenience to pay it."

"I am afraid he will be mortified."

"So much the better," said Clementine; "what did he play for, when
he knew that he could not pay his debts if he incurred any?  It
will be a lesson to him."

This outburst was balm to my heart.  Such is man--a mere selfish
egotist, when passion moves him.

The count made no reply, but left us alone.

"My dear Clementine, tell me frankly whether the rather uncivil
way in which I have treated the abbe has pained you.  I am going
to give you twenty sequins, do you send them to him, and to-night
he can pay me honourably, and make a good figure.  I promise you
no one shall know about it."

"Thank you, but the honour of the abbe is not dear enough to me
for me to accept your offer.  The lesson will do him good.
A little shame will teach him that he must mend his ways."

"You will see he won't come this evening."

"That may be, but do you think I shall care?"

"Well--yes, I did think so."

"Because we joked together, I suppose.  He is a hare-brained
fellow, to whom I do not give two thoughts in the year."

"I pity him, as heartily as I congratulate anyone of whom you do
think."

"Maybe there is no such person"

"What!  You have not yet met a man worthy of your regard?"

"Many worthy of regard, but none of love."

"Then you have never been in love?"

"Never."

"Your heart is empty?"

"You make me laugh.  Is it happiness, is it unhappiness?  Who can
say.  If it be happiness, I am glad, and if it be unhappiness, I
do not care, for I do not feel it to be so."

"Nevertheless, it is a misfortune, and you will know it to have
been so on the day in which you love."

"And if I become unhappy through love, shall I not pronounce my
emptiness of heart to have been happiness."

"I confess you would be right, but I am sure love would make you
happy."

"I do not know.  To be happy one must live in perfect agreement;
that is no easy matter, and I believe it to be harder still when
the bond is lifelong."

"I agree, but God sent us into the world that we might run the
risk"

"To a man it may be a necessity and a delight, but a girl is bound
by stricter laws."

"In nature the necessity is the same though the results are
different, and the, laws you speak of are laid down by society."

The count came in at this point and was astonished to see us both
together.

"I wish you would fall in love with one another," said he.

"You wish to see us unhappy, do you?" said she.

"What do you mean by that?" I cried.

"I should be unhappy with an inconstant lover, and you would be
unhappy too, for you would feel bitter remorse for having
destroyed my peace of mind."

After this she discreetly fled.

I remained still as if she had petrified me, but the count who
never wearied himself with too much thinking, exclaimed,

"Clementine is rather too romantic; she will get over it, however;
she is young yet."

We went to bid good day to the countess, whom we found suckling
her baby.

"Do you know, my dear sister," said the count, "that the chevalier
here is in love with Clementine, and she seems inclined to pay him
back in his own coin?"

The countess smiled and said,--

"I hope a suitable match like that may make us relations."

There is something magical about the word "marriage."

What the countess said pleased me extremely, and I replied with a
bow of the most gracious character.

We went to pay a call on the lady who had come to the castle the
day before.  There was a canon regular there, who after a great
many polite speeches in praise of my country, which he knew only
from books, asked me of what order was the cross I carried on my
breast.

I replied, with a kind of boastful modesty, that it was a peculiar
mark of the favour of the Holy Father, the Pope, who had freely
made me a knight of the Order of St. John Lateran, and a
prothonotary-apostolic.

This monk had stayed at home far from the world, or else he would
not have asked me such a question.  However, far from thinking he
was offending me, he thought he was honouring me by giving me an
opportunity of talking of my own merit.

At London, the greatest possible rudeness is to ask anyone what
his religion is, and it is something the same in Germany; an
Anabaptist is by no means ready to confess his creed.  And in fact
the best plan is never to ask any questions whatever, not even if
a man has change for a louis.

Clementine was delightful at dinner.  She replied wittily and
gracefully to all the questions which were addressed to her.
True, what she said was lost on the majority of her auditors--for
wit cannot stand before stupidity--but I enjoyed her talk
immensely.  As she kept filling up my glass I reproached her, and
this gave rise to the following little dialogue which completed my
conquest.

"You have no right to complain," said she, "Hebe's duty is to keep
the cup of the chief of the gods always full."

"Very good; but you know Jupiter sent her away."

"Yes, but I know why.  I will take care not to stumble in the same
way; and no Ganymede shall take my place for a like cause."

"You are very wise.  Jupiter was wrong, and henceforth I will be
Hercules.  Will that please you, fair Hebe?"

"No; because he did not marry her till after her death."

"True, again.  I will be Iolas then, for .  .  ."

"Be quiet.  Iolas was old."

"True; but so was I yesterday.  You have made me young again."

"I am very glad, dear Iolas; but remember what I did when he left
me."

"And what did you do?  I do not remember."

"I did not believe a word he said."

"You can believe."

"I took away the gift I had made."

At these words this charming girl's face was suffered with
blushes.  If I had touched her with my hand, sure it would have
been on fire; but the rays that darted from her eyes froze my
heart.

Philosophers, be not angry if I talk of freezing rays.  It is no
miracle, but a very natural phenomenon, which is happening every
day.  A great love, which elevates a man's whole nature, is a
strong flame born out of a great cold, such as I then felt for a
moment; it would have killed me if it had lasted longer.

The superior manner in which Clementine had applied the story of
Hebe convinced me not only that she had a profound knowledge of
mythology, but also that she had a keen and far-reaching
intellect.  She had given me more than a glimpse of her learning;
she had let me guess that I interested her, and that she thought
of me.

These ideas, entering a heart which is already warm, speedily set
all the senses in flames.  In a moment all doubt was laid to rest;
Clementine loved me, and I was sure that we should be happy.

Clementine slipped away from the table to calm herself, and thus I
had time to escape from my astonishment.

"Pray where was that young lady educated?"  I said to the
countess.

"In the country.  She was always present when my brother had his
lessons, but the tutor, Sardini, never took any notice of her, and
it was only she who gained anything; my brother only yawned.
Clementine used to make my mother laugh, and puzzle the old tutor
sadly sometimes."

"Sardini wrote and published some poems which are not bad; but
nobody reads them, because they are so full of mythology."

"Quite so.  Clementine possesses a manuscript with which he
presented her, containing a number of mythological tales verified.
Try and make her shew you her books and the verses she used to
write; she won't shew them to any of us."

I was in a great state of admiration.  When she returned I
complimented her upon her acquirements, and said that as I was a
great lover of literature myself I should be delighted if she
would shew me her verses.

"I should be ashamed.  I had to give over my studies two years
ago, when my sister married and we came to live here, where we
only see honest folks who talk about the stable, the harvest, and
the weather.  You are the first person I have seen who has talked
to me about literature.  If our old Sardini had come with us I
should have gone on learning, but my sister did not care to have
him here."

"But my dear Clementine," said the countess, "what do you think my
husband could have done with an old man of eighty whose sole
accomplishments are weighing the wind, writing verses, and talking
mythology?"

"He would have been useful enough," said the husband, "if he could
have managed the estate, but the honest old man will not believe
in the existence of rascals.  He is so learned that he is quite
stupid."

"Good heavens!" cried Clementine.  "Sardini stupid?  It is
certainly easy to deceive him, but that is because he is so noble.
I love a man who is easily deceived, but they call me silly."

"Not at all, my dear sister," said the countess.  "On the
contrary, there is wisdom in all you say, but it is wisdom out of
place in a woman; the mistress of a household does not want to
know anything about literature, poetry, or philosophy, and when it
comes to marrying you I am very much afraid that your taste for
this kind of thing will stand in your way."

"I know it, and I am expecting to die a maid; not that it is much
compliment to the men."

To know all that such a dialogue meant for me, the reader must
imagine himself most passionately in love.  I thought myself
unfortunate.  I could have given her a hundred thousand crowns,
and I would have married her that moment.  She told me that
Sardini was at Milan, very old and ill.

"Have you been to see him?" I asked.

"I have never been to Milan."

"Is it possible?  It is not far from here."

"Distance is relative, you know."

This was beautifully expressed.  It told me without any false
shame that she could not afford to go, and I was pleased by her
frankness.  But in the state of mind I was in I should have been
pleased with anything she chose to do.  There are moments in a
man's life when the woman he loves can make anything of him.

I spoke to her in a manner that affected her so that she took me
into a closet next to her room to shew me her books.  There were
only thirty in all, but they were chosen, although somewhat
elementary.  A woman like Clementine needed something more.

"Do you know, my dear Hebe, that you want more books?"

"I have often suspected it, dear Iolas, without being able to say
exactly what I want."

After spending an hour in glancing over Sardini's works, I begged
her to spew me her own.

"No," said she, "they are too bad."

"I expect so; but the good will outweigh the bad."

"I don't think so."

"Oh, yes!  you needn't be afraid.  I will forgive the bad grammar,
bad style, absurd images, faulty method, and even the verses that
won't scan."

"That's too much, Iolas; Hebe doesn't need so vast a pardon as all
that.  Here, sir, these are my scribblings; sift the faults and
the defaults.  Read what you will."

I was delighted that my scheme of wounding her vanity had
succeeded, and I began by reading aloud an anacreontic, adding to
its beauties by the modulation of my voice, and keenly enjoying
her pleasure at finding her work so fair.  When I improved a line
by some trifling change she noticed it, for she followed me with
her eyes; but far from being humiliated, she was pleased with my
corrections.  The picture was still hers, she thought, though with
my skilled brush I brought out the lights and darkened the
shadows, and she was charmed to see that my pleasure was as great
or greater than hers.  The reading continued for two hours.  It
was a spiritual and pure, but a most intensely voluptuous,
enjoyment.  Happy, and thrice happy, if we had gone no farther;
but love is a traitor who laughs at us when we think to play with
him without falling into his nets.  Shall a man touch hot coals
and escape the burning?

The countess interrupted us, and begged us to join the company.
Clementine hastened to put everything back, and thanked me for the
happiness I had given her.  The pleasure she felt shewed itself in
her blushes, and when she came into the drawing-room she was asked
if she had been fighting, which made her blush still more.

The faro-table was ready, but before sitting down I told Clairmont
to get me four good horses for the following day.  I wanted to go
to Lodi and back by dinnertime.

Everybody played as before, the abbe excepted, and he, to my huge
delight, did not put in an appearance at all, but his place was
supplied by a canon, who punted a ducat at a time and had a pile
of ducats before him.  This made me increase my bank, and when the
game was over, I was glad to see that everybody had won except the
canon, but his losses had not spoilt his temper.

Next day I started for Lodi at day-break without telling anybody
where I was going, and bought all the books I judged necessary for
Clementine, who only knew Italian.  I bought numerous translation,
which I was surprised to find at Lodi, which hitherto had been
only famous in my mind for its cheese, usually called Parmesan.
This cheese is made at Lodi and not at Parma, and I did not fail
to make an entry to that effect under the article "Parmesan" in my
"Dictionary of Cheeses," a work which I was obliged to abandon as
beyond my powers, as Rousseau was obliged to abandon his
"Dictionary of Botany."  This great but eccentric individual was
then known under the pseudonym of Renaud, the Botanist.  'Quisque
histrioniam exercet'.  But Rousseau, great man though he was, was
totally deficient in humour.

I conceived the idea of giving a banquet at Lodi the day after
next, and a project of this kind not calling for much deliberation
I went forthwith to the best hotel to make the necessary
arrangements.  I ordered a choice dinner for twelve, paid the
earnest money, and made the host promise that everything should be
of the best.

When I got back to St. Angelo, I had a sackfull of books carried
into Clementine's room.  She was petrified.  There were more than
one hundred volumes, poets, historians, geographers, philosophers,
scientists--nothing was forgotten.  I had also selected some good
novels, translated from the Spanish, English, and French, for we
have no good novels in Italian.

This admission does not prove by any means that Italian literature
is surpassed by that of any other country.  Italy has little to
envy in other literatures, and has numerous masterpieces, which
are unequalled the whole world over.  Where will you find a worthy
companion to the Orlando Furioso?  There is none, and this great
work is incapable of transalation.  The finest and truest
panegyric of Ariosto was written by Voltaire when he was sixty.
If he had not made this apology for the rash judgement of his
youthful days, he would not have enjoyed, in Italy at all events,
that immortality which is so justly his due.  Thirty-six years ago
I told him as much, and he took me at my word.  He was afraid, and
he acted wisely.

If I have any readers, I ask their pardon for these digressions.
They must remember that these Memoirs were written in my old age,
and the old are always garrulous.  The time will come to them
also, and then they will understand that if the aged repeat
themselves, it is because they live in a world of memories,
without a present and without a future.

I will now return to my narrative, which I have kept steadily in
view.

Clementine gazed from me to the books, and from the books to me.
She wondered and admired, and could scarcely believe this treasure
belonged to her.  At last she collected herself, and said in a
tone full of gratitude,--

"You have come to St. Angelo to make me happy."

Such a saying makes a man into a god.  He is sure that she who
speaks thus will do all in her power to make a return for the
happiness which she has been given.

There is something supremely lovely in the expression of
gratefulness on the face of the being one loves.  If you have not
experienced the feelings I describe, dear reader, I pity you, and
am forced to conclude that you must have been either awkward or
miserly, and therefore unworthy of love.

Clementine ate scarcely anything at dinner, and afterwards retired
to her room where I soon joined her.  We amused ourselves by
putting the books in order, and she sent for a carpenter to make a
bookcase with a lock and key.

"It will be my pleasure to read these books," said she, "when you
have left us."

In the evening she was lucky with the cards, and in delightful
spirits.  I asked them all to dine with me at Lodi, but as the
dinner was for twelve the Countess Ambrose said she would be able
to find the two guests who were wanted at Lodi, and the canon said
he would take the lady friend with her two children.

The next day was one of happy quiet, and I spent it without
leaving the castle, being engaged in instructing my Hebe on the
nature of the sphere, and in preparing her for the beauties of
Wolf.  I presented her with my case of mathematical instruments,
which seemed to her invaluable.

I burned with passion for this charming girl; but would I have
done so in her taste for literature and science had not been
backed up by her personal charms?  I suspect not.  I like a dish
pleasing to the palate, but if it is not pleasing to the eye as
well, I do not taste it but put down as bad.  The surface is
always the first to interest, close examination comes afterwards.
The man who confines himself to superficial charms, is superficial
himself, but with them all love begins, except that which rises in
the realm of fancy, and this nearly always falls before the
reality.

When I went to bed, still thinking of Clementine, I began to
reflect seriously, and I was astonished to find that during all
the hours we had spent together she had not caused the slightest
sensual feeling to arise in me.  Nevertheless, I could not assign
the reason to fear, nor to shyness which is unknown to me, nor to
false shame, nor to what is called a feeling of duty.  It was
certainly not virtue, for I do not carry virtue so far as that.
Then what was it?  I did not tire myself by pursuing the question.
I felt quite sure that the Platonic stage must soon come to an
end, and I was sorry, but my sorrow was virtue in extremis.  The
fine things we read together interested us so strongly that we did
not think of love, nor of the pleasure we took in each other's
company; but as the saying goes, the devil lost nothing by us.
When intellect enters on the field, the heart has to yield; virtue
triumphs, but the battle must not last for long.  Our conquests
made us too sure, but this feeling of security was a Colossus
whose feet were of clay; we knew that we loved but were not sure
that we were beloved.  But when this became manifest the Colossus
must fall to the ground.

This dangerous trust made me go to her room to tell her something
about our journey to Lodi, the carriages were already waiting.
She was still asleep, but my step on the floor made her awake with
a start.  I did not even think it necessary to apologize.  She
told me that Tasso's Aminta had interested her to such an extent
that she had read it till she fell asleep.

"The Pastor Fido will please you still more."

"Is it more beautiful?"

"Not exactly."

"Then why do you say it will please me more?"

"Because it charms the heart.  It appeals to our softest feelings,
and seduces us--and we love seduction."

"It is a seducer, then?"

"No, not a seducer; but seductive, like you."

"That's a good distinction.  I will read it this evening.  Now I
am going to dress."

She put on her clothes in seeming oblivion that I was a man, but
without shewing any sights that could be called indecent.
Nevertheless it struck me that if she had thought I was in love
with her, she would have been more reserved, for as she put on her
chemise, laced her corset, fastened her garters above her knee,
and drew on her boots, I saw glimpses of beauty which affected me
so strongly that I was obliged to go out before she was ready to
quench the flames she had kindled in my senses.

I took the countess and Clementine in my carriage, and sat on the
bracket seat holding the baby on my knee.  My two fair companions
laughed merrily, for I held the child as if to the manner born.
When we had traversed half the distance the baby demanded
nourishment, and the charming mother hastened to uncover a sphere
over which my eyes roved with delight, not at all to her
displeasure.  The child left its mother's bosom satisfied, and at
the sight of the liquor which flowed so abundantly I exclaimed,--

"It must not be lost, madam; allow me to sip nectar which will
elevate me to the rank of the gods.  Do not be afraid of my
teeth."  I had some teeth in those days.

The smiling countess made no opposition, and I proceeded to carry
out my design, while the ladies laughed that magic laugh which not
painter can portray.  The divine Homer is the only poet who has
succeeded in delineating it in those lines in which he describes
Andromache with the young Astyanax in her arms, when Hector is
leaving her to return to the battle.

I asked Clementine if she had the courage to grant me a similar
favour.

"Certainly," said she, "if I had any milk."

"You have the source of the milk; I will see to the rest."

At this the girl's face suffused with such a violent blush that I
was sorry I had spoken; however, I changed the conversation, and
it soon passed away.  Our spirits were so high that when the time
came for us to get down at the inn at Lodi, we could scarcely
believe it possible, so swiftly had the time gone by.

The countess sent a message to a lady friend of hers, begging her
to dine with us, and to bring her sister; while I dispatched
Clairmont to a stationer's, where he bought me a beautiful morocco
case with lock and key, containing paper, pens, sealing-wax, ink-
well, paper knife, seal, and in fact, everything necessary for
writing.  It was a present I meant to give Clementine before
dinner.  It was delightful to watch her surprise and pleasure, and
to read gratitude so legibly written in her beautiful eyes.  There
is not a woman in the world who cannot be overcome by being made
grateful.  It is the best and surest way to get on, but it must be
skilfully used.  The countess's friend came and brought her
sister, a girl who was dazzlingly beautiful.  I was greatly struck
with her, but just then Venus herself could not have dethroned
Clementine from her place in my affections.  After the friends had
kissed each other, and expressed their joy at meeting, I was
introduced, and in so complimentary a manner that I felt obliged
to turn it off with a jest.

The dinner was sumptuous and delicious.  At dessert two self-
invited guests came in, the lady's husband and the sister's lover,
but they were welcome, for it was a case of the more the merrier.
After the meal, in accordance with the request of the company, I
made a bank at faro, and after three hours' play I was delighted
to find myself a loser to the extent of forty sequins.  It was
these little losses at the right time which gave me the reputation
of being the finest gamester in Europe.

The lady's lover was named Vigi, and I asked him if he was
descended from the author of the thirteenth book of the "AEneid."
He said he was, and that in honour of his ancestor he had
translated the poem into Italian verse.  I expressed myself
curious as to his version, and he promised to bring it me in two
days' time.  I complimented him on belonging to such a noble and
ancient family; Maffeo Vigi flourished at the beginning of the
fifteenth century.

We started in the evening, and less than two hours we got home.
The moon which shone brightly upon us prevented me making any
attempts on Clementine, who had put up her feet in order that she
might be able to hold her little nephew with more ease.  The
pretty mother could not help thanking me warmly for the pleasure I
had given them; I was a universal favourite with them all.

We did not feel inclined to eat any supper, and therefore retired
to our apartments; and I accompanied Clementine, who told me that
she was ashamed at not knowing anything about the "AEneid."

"Vigi will bring his translation of the thirteenth book, and I
shall not know a word about it."

I comforted her by telling her that we would read the fine
translation by Annibale Caro that very night.  It was amongst her
books, as also the version by Anguilara, Ovid's Metamorphoses, and
Marchetti's Lucreece.

"But I wanted to read the Pastor Fido."

"We are in a hurry; we must read that another time."

"I will follow your advice in all things, my dear Iolas."

"That will make me happy, dearest Hebe."

We spent the night in reading that magnificent translation in
Italian blank verse, but the reading was often interrupted by my
pupil's laughter when we came to some rather ticklish passage.
She was highly amused by the account of the chance which gave
'AEneas an opportunity of proving his love for Dido in a very
inconvenient place, and still more, when Dido, complaining of the
son of Priam's treachery, says,--

"I might still pardon you if, before abandoning me, you had left
me a little AEneas to play about these halls."

Clementine had cause to be amused, for the reproach has something
laughable in it; but how is it that one does not feel inclined to
smile in reading the Latin--'Si quis mihi parvulus aula luderet
AEneas?'.  The reason must be sought for in the grave and
dignified nature of the Latin tongue.

We did not finish our reading till day-break.

"What a night!" exclaimed Clementine, with a sigh.

"It has been one of great pleasure to me, has it not to you?"

"I have enjoyed it because you have."

"And if you had been reading by yourself?"

"It would have still been a pleasure, but a much smaller one.  I
love your intellect to distraction, Clementine, but tell me, do
you think it possible to love the intellect without loving that
which contains it?"

"No, for without the body the spirit would vanish away."

"I conclude from that that I am deeply in love with you, and that
I cannot pass six or seven hours in your company without longing
to kiss you."

"Certainly, but we resist these desires because we have duties to
perform, which would rise up against us if we left them undone."

"True again, but if your disposition at all resembles mine this
constraint must be very painful to you."

"Perhaps I feel it as much as you do, but it is my belief that it
is only hard to withstand temptation at first.  By degrees one
gets accustomed to loving without running any risk and without
effort.  Our senses, at first so sharp set, end by becoming
blunted, and when this is the case we may spend hours and days in
safety, untroubled by desire."

"I have my doubts as far as I am concerned, but we shall see.
Good night, fair Hebe."

"Good night, my good Iolas, may you sleep well!"

"My sleep will be haunted by visions of you."




CHAPTER XXII

Our Excursion--Parting From Clementine--I Leave Milan With Croce's
Mistress My Arrival At Genoa


The ancients, whose fancy was so fertile in allegory, used to
figure Innocence as playing with a serpent or with a sharp arrow.
These old sages had made a deep study of the human heart; and
whatever discoveries modern science may have made, the old symbols
may still be profitably studied by those who wish to gain a deep
insight into the working of man's mind.

I went to bed, and after having dismissed Clairmont I began to
reflect on my relations with Clementine, who seemed to have been
made to shine in a sphere from which, in spite of her high birth,
her intelligence, and her rare beauty, her want of fortune kept
her apart.  I smiled to myself at her doctrines, which were as
much as to say that the best way of curing appetite was to place a
series of appetising dishes before a hungry man, forbidding him to
touch them.  Nevertheless I could but approve the words which she
had uttered with such an air of innocence--that if one resists
desires, there is no danger of one being humiliated by giving way
to them.

This humiliation would arise from a feeling of duty, and she
honoured me by supposing that I had as high principles as herself.
But at the same time the motive of self-esteem was also present,
and I determined not to do anything which would deprive me of her
confidence.

As may be imagined, I did not awake till very late the next
morning, and when I rang my bell Clementine came in, looking very
pleased, and holding a copy of the Pastor Fido in her hand.  She
wished me good day, and said she had read the first act, and that
she thought it very beautiful, and told me to get up that we might
read the second together before dinner.

"May I rise in your presence?"

"Why not?  A man has need of very little care to observe the laws
of decency."

"Then please give me that shirt."

She proceeded to unfold it, and then put it over my head, smiling
all the time.

"I will do the same for you at the first opportunity," said I.

She blushed and answered, "It's not nearly so far from you to me
as it is from me to you."

"Divine Hebe, that is beyond my understanding.  You speak like the
Cumaean sibyls, or as if you were rendering oracles at your temple
in Corinth."

"Had Hebe a temple at Corinth?  Sardini never said so."

"But Apollodorus says so.  It was an asylum as well as a temple.
But come back to the point, and pray do not elude it.  What you
said is opposed to all the laws of geometry.  The distance from
you to me ought to be precisely the same as from me to you."

"Perhaps, then, I have said a stupid thing."

"Not at all, Hebe, you have an idea which may be right or wrong,
but I want to bring it out.  Come, tell me."

"Well, then, the two distances differ from each other with respect
to the ascent and descent, or fall, if you like.  Are not all
bodies inclined to obey the laws of gravitation unless they are
held back by a superior force?"

"Certainly."

"And is it not the case that no bodies move in an upward direction
unless they are impelled?"

"Quite true."

"Then you must confess that since I am shorter than you I should
have to ascend to attain you, and ascension is always an effort;
while if you wish to attain me, you have only to let yourself go,
which is no effort whatever.  Thus it is no risk at all for you to
let me put on your shirt, but it would be a great risk for me if I
allowed you to do the same service for me.  I might be overwhelmed
by your too rapid descent on me.  Are you persuaded?"

"Persuaded is not the word, fair Hebe.  I am ravished in an
ecstacy of admiration.  Never was paradox so finely maintained.  I
might cavil and contest it, but I prefer to keep silence to admire
and adore."

"Thank you, dear Iolas, but I want no favour.  Tell me how you
could disprove my argument?"

"I should attack it on the point of height.  You know you would
not let me change your chemise even if I were a dwarf."

"Ah, dear Iolas! we cannot deceive each other.  Would that Heaven
had destined me to be married to a man like you!"

"Alas! why am I not worthy of aspiring to such a position?"

I do not know where the conversation would have landed us, but
just then the countess came to tell us that dinner was waiting,
adding that she was glad to see we loved one another.

"Madly," said Clementine, "but we are discreet."

"If you are discreet, you cannot love madly."

"True, countess," said I, "for the madness of love and wisdom
cannot dwell together.  I should rather say we are reasonable, for
the mind may be grave while the heart's gay."

We dined merrily together, then we played at cards, and in the
evening we finished reading the Pastor Fido.  When we were
discussing the beauties of this delightful work Clementine asked
me if the thirteenth book of the "AEneid" was fine.

"My dear countess, it is quite worthless; and I only praised it to
flatter the descendant of the author.  However, the same writer
made a poem on the tricks of countryfolk, which is by no means
devoid of merit.  But you are sleepy, and I am preventing you from
undressing."

"Not at all."

She took off her clothes in a moment with the greatest coolness,
and did not indulge my licentious gaze in the least.  She got into
bed, and I sat beside her; whereupon she sat up again, and her
sister turned her back upon us.  The Pastor Fido was on her night-
table, and opening the book I proceeded to read the passage where
Mirtillo describes the sweetness of the kiss Amaryllis had given
him, attuning my voice to the sentiment of the lines.  Clementine
seemed as much affected as I was, and I fastened my lips on hers.
What happiness! She drew in the balm of my lips with delight, and
appeared to be free from alarm, so I was about to clasp her in my
arms when she pushed me away with the utmost gentleness, begging
me to spare her.

This was modesty at bay.  I begged her pardon, and taking her hand
breathed out upon it all the ecstasy of my lips.

"You are trembling," said she, in a voice that did but increase
the amorous tumult of my heart.

"Yes, dearest countess, and I assure you I tremble for fear of
you.  Good night, I am going; and my prayer must be that I may
love you less."

"Why so?  To love less is to begin to hate.  Do as I do, and pray
that your love may grow and likewise the strength to resist it."

I went to bed ill pleased with myself.  I did not know whether I
had gone too far or not far enough; but what did it matter?  One
thing was certain, I was sorry for what I had done, and that was
always a thought which pained me.

In Clementine I saw a woman worthy of the deepest love and the
greatest respect, and I knew not how I could cease to love her,
nor yet how I could continue loving her without the reward which
every faithful lover hopes to win.

"If she loves me," I said to myself, "she cannot refuse me, but it
is my part to beg and pray, and even to push her to an extremity,
that she may find an excuse for her defeat.  A lover's duty is to
oblige the woman he loves to surrender at discretion, and love
always absolves him for so doing."

According to this argument, which I coloured to suit my passions,
Clementine could not refuse me unless she did not love me, and I
determined to put her to the proof.  I was strengthened in this
resolve by the wish to free myself from the state of excitement I
was in, and I was sure that if she continued obdurate I should
soon get cured.  But at the same time I shuddered at the thought;
the idea, of my no longer loving Clementine seemed to me an
impossibility and a cruelty.

After a troubled night I rose early and went to wish her good
morning.  She was still asleep, but her sister Eleanore was
dressing.

"My sister," said she, "read till three o'clock this morning.  Now
that she has so many books, she is getting quite mad over them.
Let us play a trick on her; get into the bed beside her; it will
be amusing to see her surprise when she wakes up."

"But do you think she will take it as a joke?"

"She won't be able to help laughing; besides, you are dressed."

The opportunity was too tempting, and taking off my dressing-gown,
I gently crept into the bed, and Eleanore covered me up to my
neck.  She laughed, but my heart was beating rapidly.  I could not
give the affair the appearance of a joke, and I hoped Clementine
would be some time before she awoke that I might have time to
compose myself.

I had been in this position for about five minutes, when
Clementine, half asleep and half awake, turned over, and
stretching out her arm, gave me a hasty kiss, thinking I was her
sister.  She then fell asleep again in the same position.  I
should have stayed still long enough, for her warm breath played
on my face, and gave me a foretaste of ambrosia; but Eleanore
could restrain herself no longer, and, bursting into a peal of
laughter, forced Clementine to open her eyes.  Nevertheless, she
did not discover that she held me in her arms till she saw her
sister standing laughing beside the bed.

"This is a fine trick," said she, "you are two charmers indeed!"

This quiet reception gave me back my self-composure, and I was
able to play my part properly.

"You see," said I, "I have had a kiss from my sweet Hebe."

"I thought I was giving it to my sister.  'Tis the kiss that
Amaryllis gave to Mistillo."

"It comes to the same thing.  The kiss has produced its effects,
and Iolas is young again."

"Dear Eleanore, you have gone too far, for we love each other, and
I was dreaming of him."

"No, no," said her sister, "Iolas is dressed.  Look!"

So saying, the little wanton with a swift movement uncovered me,
but at the same time she uncovered her sister, and Clementine with
a little scream veiled the charms which my eyes had devoured for a
moment.  I had seen all, but as one sees lightning.  I had seen
the cornice and the frieze of the altar of love.

Eleanore then went out, and I remained gazing at the treasure I
desired but did not dare to seize.  At last I broke the silence.

"Dearest Hebe," said I, "you are certainly fairer than the
cupbearer of the gods.  I have just seen what must have been seen
when Hebe was falling, and if I had been Jupiter I should have
changed my mind."

"Sardini told me that Jupiter drove Hebe away, and now I ought to
drive Jupiter away out of revenge."

"Yes; but, my angel, I am Iolas, and not Jupiter.  I adore you,
and I seek to quench the desires which torture me."

"This is a trick between you and Eleanore."

"My dearest, it was all pure chance.  I thought I should find you
dressed, and I went in to wish you good day.  You were asleep and
your sister was dressing.  I gazed at you, and Eleanore suggested
that I should lie down beside you to enjoy your astonishment when
you awoke.  I ought to be grateful to her for a pleasure which has
turned out so pleasantly.  But the beauties she discovered to me
surpass all the ideas I had formed on the subject.  My charming
Hebe will not refuse to pardon me."

"No, since all is the effect of chance.  But it is curious that
when one loves passionately one always feels inquisitive
concerning the person of the beloved object."

"It is a very natural feeling, dearest.  Love itself is a kind of
curiosity, if it be lawful to put curiosity in the rank of the
passions; but you have not that feeling about me?"

"No, for fear you might disappoint me, for I love you, and I want
everything to speak in your favour."

"I know you might be disappointed, and consequently I must do
everything in my power to preserve your good opinion."

"Then you are satisfied with me?"

"Surely.  I am a good architect, and I think you are grandly
built."

"Stay, Iolas, do not touch me; it is enough that you have seen
me."

"Alas!  it is by touching that one rectifies the mistakes of the
eyes; one judges thus of smoothness and solidity.  Let me kiss
these two fair sources of life.  I prefer them to the hundred
breasts of Cybele, and I am not jealous of Athys."

"You are wrong there; Sardini told me that it was Diana of Ephesus
who had the hundred breasts."

How could I help laughing to hear mythology issuing from
Clementine's mouth at such a moment!  Could any lover foresee such
an incident?

I pressed with my hand her alabaster breast, and yet the desire of
knowledge subdued love in the heart of Clementine.  But far from
mistaking her condition I thought it a good omen.  I told her that
she was perfectly right, and that I was wrong, and a feeling of
literary vanity prevented her opposing my pressing with my lips a
rosy bud, which stood out in relief against the alabaster sphere.

"You apply your lips in vain, my dear Iolas, the land is barren.
But what are you swallowing?"

"The quintessence of a kiss."

"I think you must have swallowed something of me, since you have
given me a pleasurable sensation I have never before experienced."

"Dear Hebe, you make me happy."

"I am glad to hear it, but I think the kiss on the lips is much
better."

"Certainly, because the pleasure is reciprocal, and consequently
greater."

"You teach by precept and example too.  Cruel teacher!  Enough,
this pleasure is too sweet.  Love must be looking at us and
laughing."

"Why should we not let him enjoy a victory which would make us
both happier?"

"Because such happiness is not built on a sure foundation.  No,
no!  put your arms down.  If we can kill each other with kisses,
let us kiss on; but let us use no other arms."

After our lips had clung to each other cruelly but sweetly, she
paused, and gazing at me with eyes full of passion she begged me
to leave her alone.

The situation in which I found myself is impossible to describe.
I deplored the prejudice which had constrained me, and I wept with
rage.  I cooled myself by making a toilette which was extremely
necessary, and returned to her room.

She was writing.

"I am delighted to see you back," said she, "I am full of the
poetic frenzy and propose to tell the story of the victory we have
gained in verse."

"A sad victory, abhorred by love, hateful to nature."

"That will do nicely.  Will each write a poem; I to celebrate the
victory and you to deplore it.  But you look sad."

"I am in pain; but as the masculine anatomy is unknown to you, I
cannot explain matters."

Clementine did not reply, but I could see that she was affected.
I suffered a dull pain in that part which prejudice had made me
hold a prisoner while love and nature bade me give it perfect
freedom.  Sleep was the only thing which would restore the balance
of my constitution.

We went down to dinner, but I could not eat.  I could not attend
to the reading of the translation which M. Vigi had brought with
him, and I even forgot to compliment him upon it.  I begged the
count to hold the bank for me, and asked the company to allow me
to lie down; nobody could tell what was the matter with me, though
Clementine might have her suspicions.

At supper-time Clementine, accompanied by a servant, brought me a
delicate cold collation, and told me that the bank had won.  It
was the first time it had done so, for I had always taken care to
play a losing game.  I made a good supper, but remained still
melancholy and silent.  When I had finished Clementine bade me
good night, saying that she was going to write her poem.

I, too, was in the vein: I finished my poem, and made a fair copy
of it before I went to bed.  In the morning Clementine came to see
me, and gave me her piece, which I read with pleasure; though I
suspect that the delight my praises gave was equal to mine.

Then came the turn of my composition, and before long I noticed
that the picture of my sufferings was making a profound impression
on her.  Big tears rolled down her cheeks, and from her eyes shot
forth tender glances.  When I had finished, I had the happiness of
hearing her say that if she had known that part of physiology
better, she would not have behaved so.

We took a cup of chocolate together, and I then begged her to lie
down beside me in bed without undressing, and to treat me as I had
treated her the day before, that she might have some experience of
the martyrdom I had sung in my verses.  She smiled and agreed, on
the condition that I should do nothing to her.

It was a cruel condition, but it was the beginning of victory, and
I had to submit.  I had no reason to repent of my submission, for
I enjoyed the despotism she exercised on me, and the pain she must
be in that I did nothing to her, whilst I would not let her see
the charms which she held in her hands.  In vain I excited her to
satisfy herself, to refuse her desires nothing, but she persisted
in maintaining that she did not wish to go any further.

"Your enjoyment cannot be so great as mine," said I.  But her
subtle wit never left her without a reply.

"Then," said she, "you have no right to ask me to pity you."

The test, however, was too sharp for her.  She left me in a state
of great excitement, giving me a kiss which took all doubts away,
and saying that in love we must be all or nothing.

We spent the day in reading, eating, and walking, and in converse
grave and gay.  I could not see, however, that my suit had
progressed, as far as the events of the morning seemed to
indicate.  She wanted to reverse the medal of Aristippus, who
said, in speaking of Lois, "I possess her, but she does not
possess me."  She wanted to be my mistress, without my being her
master.  I ventured to bewail my fate a little, but that did not
seem to advance my cause.

Three or four days after, I asked Clementine in the presence of
her sister to let me lie in bed beside her.  This is the test
proposed to a nun, a widow, a girl afraid of consequences, and it
nearly always succeeds.  I took a packet of fine English letters
and explained their use to her.  She took them examined them
attentively, and after a burst of laughter declared them to be
scandalous, disgusting, horrible in which anathema her sister
joined.  In vain I tried to plead their utility in defence, but
Clementine maintained that there was no trusting them, and pushed
her finger into one so strongly that it burst with a loud crack.
I had to give way, and put my specialties in my pocket, and her
final declaration was that such things made her shudder.

I wished them good night, and retired in some confusion.  I
pondered over Clementine's strange resistance, which could only
mean that I had not inspired her with sufficient love.  I resolved
on overcoming her by an almost infallible method.  I would procure
her pleasures that were new to her without sparing expense.  I
could think of nothing better than to take the whole family to
Milan, and to give them a sumptuous banquet at my pastry-cook's.
"I will take them there," I said to myself, "without saying a word
about our destination till we are on our way, for if I were to
name Milan the count might feel bound to tell his Spanish
countess, that she might have an opportunity of making the
acquaintance of her sisters-in-law, and this would vex me to the
last degree."  The party would be a great treat to the sisters,
who had never been in Milan, and I resolved to make the expedition
as splendid as I possibly could.

When I awoke the next morning I wrote to Zenobia to buy three
dresses of the finest Lyons silk for three young ladies of rank.
I sent the necessary measurements, and instructions as to the
trimming.  The Countess Ambrose's dress was to be white satin with
a rich border of Valenciennes lace.  I also wrote to M. Greppi,
asking him to pay for Zenobia's purchases.  I told her to take the
three dresses to my private lodgings, and lay them upon the bed,
and give the landlord a note I enclosed.  This note ordered him to
provide a banquet for eight persons, without sparing expense.  On
the day and hour appointed, Zengbia was to be at the pastrycook's
ready to wait on the three ladies.  I sent the letter by
Clairmont, who returned before dinner, bearing a note from Zenobia
assuring me that all my wishes should be carried out.  After
dessert I broached my plan to the countess, telling her that I
wanted to give a party like the one at Lodi, but on two
conditions: the first, that no one was to know our destination
till we were in the carriages, and the second, that after dinner
we should return to St. Angelo.

Out of politeness the countess looked at her husband before
accepting the invitation, but he cried out, without ceremony, that
he was ready to go if I took the whole family.

"Very good," said I, "we will start at eight o'clock to-morrow,
and nobody need be at any trouble, the carriages are ordered."

I felt obliged to include the canon, because he was a great
courtier of the countess, and also because he lost money to me
every day, and thus it was he, in fact, who was going to pay for
the expedition.  That evening he lost three hundred sequins, and
was obliged to ask me to give him three day's grace to pay the
money.  I replied by assuring him that all I had was at his
service.

When the company broke up I offered my hand to Hebe, and escorted
her and her sister to their room.  We had begun to read
Fontenelle's "Plurality of Worlds," and I had thought we should
finish it that night; but Clementine said that as she had to get
up early, she would want to get to sleep early also.

"You are right, dearest Hebe, do you go to bed, and I will read to
you."

She made no objection, so I took the Ariosto, and began to read
the history of the Spanish princess who fell in love with
Bradamante.  I thought that by the time I had finished Clementine
would be ardent, but I was mistaken; both she and her sister
seemed pensive.

"What is the matter with you, dearest?  Has Ricciardetto
displeased you?"

"Not at all, he has pleased me, and in the princess's place I
should have done the same; but we shall not sleep all night, and
it is your fault."

"What have I done, pray?"

"Nothing, but you can make us happy, and give us a great proof of
your friendship."

"Speak, then.  What is it you want of me?  I would do anything to
please you.  My life is yours.  You shall sleep soundly."

"Well, then, tell us where we are going to-morrow."

"Have I not already said that I would tell you just as we are
going?"

"Yes, but that won't do.  We want to know now, and if you won't
tell us we shan't sleep, all night, and we shall look frightful
to-morrow."

"I should be so sorry, but I don't think that you could look
frightful."

"You don't think we can keep a secret.  It is nothing very
important, is it?"

"No, it is not very important, but all the same it is a secret."

"It would be dreadful if you refused me."

"Dearest Hebe! how can I refuse you anything?  I confess freely
that I have been wrong in keeping you waiting so long.  Here is my
secret: you are to dine with me to-morrow."

"With you?  Where?"

"Milan."

In their immoderate joy they got out of bed, and without caring
for their state of undress, threw their arms round my neck,
covered me with kisses, clasped me to their breasts, and finally
sat down on my knees.

"We have never seen Milan," they cried, "and it has been the dream
of our lives to see that splendid town.  How often I have been put
to the blush when I have been forced to confess that I have never
been to Milan."

"It makes me very happy," said Hebe, "but my happiness is troubled
by the idea that we shall see nothing of the town, for we shall
have to return after dinner.  It is cruel!  Are we to go fifteen
miles to Milan only to dine and come back again?  At least we must
see our sister-in-law."

"I have foreseen all your objections, and that was the reason I
made a mystery of it, but it has been arranged.  You don't like
it?  Speak and tell me your pleasure."

"Of course we like it, dear Iolas.  The party will be charming,
and perhaps, if we knew all, the very conditions are all for the
best."

"It may be so, but I may not tell you any more now."

"And we will not press you."

In an ecstasy of joy she began to embrace me again, and Eleanore
said that she would go to sleep so as to be more on the alert for
the morrow.  This was the best thing she could have done.  I knew
the fortunate hour was at hand, and exciting Clementine by my
fiery kisses, and drawing nearer and nearer, at last I was in full
possession of the temple I had so long desired to attain.  Hebe's
pleasure and delight kept her silent; she shared my ecstasies, and
mingled her happy tears with mine.

I spent two hours in this manner, and then went to bed, impatient
to renew the combat on the following day more at my ease and with
greater comfort.

At eight o'clock we were all assembled round the breakfast-table,
but in spite of my high spirits I could not make the rest of the
company share them.  All were silent and pensive; curiosity shewed
itself on every face.  Clementine and her sister pretended to
partake the general feeling, and were silent like the rest while I
looked on and enjoyed their expectancy.

Clairmont, who had fulfilled my instructions to the letter, came
in and told us that the carriages were at the door.  I asked my
guests to follow me, and they did so in silence.  I put the
countess and Clementine in my carriage, the latter holding the
baby on her lap, her sister and the three gentlemen being seated
in the other carriage.  I called out, with a laugh,

"Drive to Milan."

"Milan!  Milan!" they exclaimed with one voice.  "Capital!
capital!"

Clairmont galloped in front of us and went off.  Clementine
pretended to be astonished, but her sister looked as if she had
known something of our destination before.  All care, however, had
disappeared, and the highest spirits prevailed.  We stopped at a
village half-way between St.  Angelo and Milan to blow the horses,
and everybody got down.

"What will my wife say?" asked the count.

"Nothing, for she will not know anything about it, and if she does
I am the only guilty party.  You are to dine with me in a suite of
rooms which I have occupied incognito since I have been at Milan;
for you will understand that I could not have my wants attended to
at your house, where the place is already taken."

"And how about Zenobia?"

"Zenobia was a lucky chance, and is a very nice girl, but she
would not suffice for my daily fare."

"You are a lucky fellow!"

"I try to make myself comfortable."

"My dear husband," said the Countess Ambrose, "you proposed a
visit to Milan two years ago, and the chevalier proposed it a few
hours ago, and now we are on our way."

"Yes, sweetheart, but my idea was that we should spend a month
there."

"If you want to do that," said I, "I will see to everything."

"Thank you, my dear sir; you are really a wonderful man."

"You do me too much honour, count, there is nothing wonderful
about me, except that I execute easily an easy task."

"Yes; but you will confess that a thing may be difficult from the
way in which we regard it, or from the position in which we find
ourselves."

"You are quite right."

When we were again on our way the countess said,--

"You must confess, sir, that you are a very fortunate man."

"I do not deny it, my dear countess, but my happiness is due to
the company I find myself in; if you were to expel me from yours,
I should be miserable"

"You are not the kind of man to be expelled from any society."

"That is a very kindly compliment."

"Say, rather, a very true one."

"I am happy to hear you say so, but it would be both foolish and
presumptuous for me to say so myself."

Thus we made merry on our way, above all at the expense of the
canon, who had been begging the countess to intercede with me to
give him leave to absent himself half an hour.

"I want to call on a lady," said he; "I should lose her favour
forever if she came to know that I had been in Milan without
paying her a visit."

"You must submit to the conditions," replied the amiable countess,
"so don't count on my intercession."

We got to Milan exactly at noon, and stepped out at the pastry-
cook's door.  The landlady begged the countess to confide her
child to her care, and shewed her a bosom which proved her
fruitfulness.  This offer was made at the foot of the stairs, and
the countess accepted it with charming grace and dignity.  It was
a delightful episode, which chance had willed should adorn the
entertainment I had invented.  Everybody seemed happy, but I was
the happiest of all.  Happiness is purely a creature of the
imagination.  If you wish to be happy fancy that you are so,
though I confess that circumstances favourable to this state are
often beyond our control.  On the other hand, unfavourable
circumstances are mostly the result of our own mistakes.

The countess took my arm, and we led the way into my room which I
found exquisitely neat and clean.  As I had expected, Zenobia was
there, but I was surprised to see Croce's mistress, looking very
pretty; however, I pretended not to know her.  She was well
dressed, and her face, free from the sadness it had borne before,
was so seductive in its beauty, that I felt vexed at her
appearance at that particular moment.

"Here are two pretty girls," said the countess.  "Who are you,
pray?"

"We are the chevalier's humble servants," said Zenobia, "and we
are here only to wait on you."

Zenobia had taken it on herself to bring her lodger, who began to
speak Italian, and looked at me in doubt, fearing that I was
displeased at her presence.  I had to reassure her by saying I was
very glad she had come with Zenobia.  These words were as balm to
her heart; she smiled again, and became more beautiful than ever.
I felt certain that she would not remain unhappy long; it was
impossible to behold her without one's interest being excited in
her favour.  A bill signed by the Graces can never be protested;
anyone with eyes and a heart honours it at sight.

My humble servants took the ladies' cloaks and followed them into
the bedroom, where the three dresses were laid out on a table.  I
only knew the white satin and lace, for that was the only one I
had designed.  The countess, who walked before her sisters, was
the first to notice it, and exclaimed,--

"What a lovely dress!  To whom does it belong, M. de Seingalt?
You ought to know."

"Certainly.  It belongs to your husband who can do what he likes
with it, and I hope, if he gives it you, you will take it.  Take
it, count; it is yours; and if you refuse I will positively kill
myself."

"We love you too well to drive you to an act of despair.  The idea
is worthy of your nobility of heart.  I take your beautiful
present with one hand, and with the other I deliver it to her to
whom it really belongs."

"What, dear husband!  is this beautiful dress really mine?  Whom
am I to thank?  I thank you both, and I must put it on for
dinner."

The two others were not made of such rich materials, but they were
more showy, and I was delighted to see Clementine's longing gaze
fixed upon the one I had intended for her.  Eleanore in her turn
admired the dress that had been made for her.  The first was in
shot satin, and ornamented with lovely wreaths of flowers; the
second was sky-blue satin, with a thousand flowers scattered all
over it.  Zenobia took upon herself to say that the first was for
Clementine.

"How do you know?"

"It is the longer, and you are taller than your sister."

"That is true.  It is really mine, then?" said she, turning to me.

"If I may hope that you will deign to accept it."

"Surely, dear Iolas, and I will put it on directly."

Eleanore maintained that her dress was the prettier, and said she
was dying to put it on.

"Very good, very good!" I exclaimed, in high glee, "we will leave
you to dress, and here are your maids."

I went out with the two brothers and the canon, and I remarked
that they looked quite confused.  No doubt they were pondering the
prodigality of gamesters; light come, light go.  I did not
interrupt their thoughts, for I loved to astonish people.  I
confess it was a feeling of vanity which raised me above my
fellow-men-at least, in my own eyes, but that was enough for me.
I should have despised anyone who told me that I was laughed at,
but I daresay it was only the truth.

I was in the highest spirits, and they soon proved infectious.  I
embraced Count Ambrose affectionately, begging his pardon for
having presumed to make the family a few small presents, and I
thanked his brother for having introduced me to them.  "You have
all given me such a warm welcome," I added, "that I felt obliged
to give you some small proof of my gratitude."

The fair countesses soon appeared, bedecked with smiles and their
gay attire.

"You must have contrived to take our measures," said they; "but we
cannot imagine how you did it."

"The funniest thing is," said the eldest, "that you have had my
dress made so that it can be let out when necessary without
destroying the shape.  But what a beautiful piece of trimming!  It
is worth four times as much as the dress itself."

Clementine could not keep away from the looking-glass.  She
fancied that in the colours of her dress, rose and green, I had
indicated the characteristics of the youthful Hebe.  Eleanore
still maintained that her dress was the prettiest of all.

I was delighted with the pleasure of my fair guests, and we sat
down to table with excellent appetites.  The dinner was extremely
choice; but the finest dish of all was a dish of oysters, which
the landlord had dressed a la maitre d'hotel.  We enjoyed them
immensely.  We finished off three hundred of them, for the ladies
relished them extremely, and the canon seemed to have an
insatiable appetite; and we washed down the dishes with numerous
bottles of champagne.  We stayed at table for three hours,
drinking, singing, and jesting, while my humble servants, whose
beauty almost rivalled that of my guests, waited upon us.

Towards the end of the meal the pastry-cook's wife came in with
the countess's baby on her breast.  This was a dramatic stroke.
The mother burst into a cry of joy, and the woman seemed quite
proud of having suckled the scion of so illustrious a house for
nearly four hours.  It is well known that women, even more than
men, are wholly under the sway of the imagination.  Who can say
that this woman, simple and honest like the majority of the lower
classes, did not think that her own offspring would be ennobled by
being suckled at the breast which had nourished a young count?
Such an idea is, no doubt, foolish, but that is the very reason
why it is dear to the hearts of the people.

We spent another hour in taking coffee and punch, and then the
ladies went to change their clothes again.  Zenobia took care that
their new ones should be carefully packed in cardboard boxes and
placed under the seat of my carriage.

Croce's abandoned mistress found an opportunity of telling me that
she was very happy with Zenobia.  She asked me when we were to go.

"You will be at Marseilles," said I, pressing her hand,
"a fortnight after Easter at latest."

Zenobia had told me that the girl had an excellent heart, behaved
very discreetly, and that she should be very sorry to see her go.
I gave Zenobia twelve sequins for the trouble she had taken.

I was satisfied with everything and paid the worthy pastry-cook's
bill.  I noticed we had emptied no less than twenty bottles of
champagne, though it is true that we drank very little of any
other wine, as the ladies preferred it.

I loved and was beloved, my health was good, I had plenty of
money, which I spent freely; in fine, I was happy.  I loved to say
so in defiance of those sour moralists who pretend that there is
no true happiness on this earth.  It is the expression on this
earth which makes me laugh; as if it were possible to go anywhere
else in search of happiness.  'Mors ultima linea rerum est'.  Yes,
death is the end of all, for after death man has no senses; but I
do not say that the soul shares the fate of the body.  No one
should dogmatise on uncertainties, and after death everything is
doubtful.

It was seven o'clock when we began our journey home, which we
reached at midnight.  The journey was so pleasant that it seemed
to us but short.  The champagne, the punch, and the pleasure, had
warmed my two fair companions, and by favour of the darkness I was
able to amuse myself with them, though I loved Clementine too well
to carry matters very far with her sister.

When we alighted we wished each other good night, and everybody
retired to his or her room, myself excepted, for I spent several
happy hours with Clementine, which I can never forget.

"Do you think," said she, "that I shall be happy when you have
left me all alone?"

"Dearest Hebe, both of us will be unhappy for the first few days,
but then philosophy will step in and soften the bitterness of
parting without lessening our love."

"Soften the bitterness!  I do not think any philosophy can work
such a miracle.  I know that you, dear sophist, will soon console
yourself with other girls.  Don't think me jealous; I should abhor
myself if I thought I was capable of so vile a passion, but I should
despise myself if I was capable of seeking consolation in your
way."

"I shall be in despair if you entertain such ideas of me."

"They are natural, however."

"Possibly.  What you call 'other girls' can never expel your image
from my breast.  The chief of them is the wife of a tailor, and
the other is a respectable young woman, whom I am going to take
back to Marseilles, whence she has been decoyed by her wretched
seducer.

"From henceforth to death, you and you alone will reign in my
breast; and if, led astray by my senses, I ever press another in
these arms, I shall soon be punished for an act of infidelity in
which my mind will have no share."

"I at all events will never need to repent in that fashion.  But I
cannot understand how, with your love for me, and holding me in
your arms, you can even contemplate the possibility of becoming
unfaithful to me."

"I don't contemplate it, dearest, I merely take it as an
hypothesis."

"I don't see much difference."

What reply could I make?  There was reason in what Clementine
said, though she was deceived, but her mistakes were due to her
love.  My love was so ardent as to be blind to possible--nay,
certain, infidelities.  The only circumstance which made me more
correct in my estimate of the future than she, was that this was
by no means my first love affair.  But if my readers have been in
the same position, as I suppose mast of them have, they will
understand how difficult it is to answer such arguments coming
from a woman one wishes to render happy.  The keenest wit has to
remain silent and to take refuge in kisses.

"Would you like to take me away with you?" said she, "I am ready
to follow you, and it would make me happy.  If you love me, you
ought to be enchanted for your own sake.  Let us make each other
happy, dearest."

"I could not dishonour your family."

"Do you not think me worthy of becoming your wife?"

"You are worthy of a crown, and it is I who am all unworthy of
possessing such a wife.  You must know that I have nothing in the
world except my fortune, and that may leave me to-morrow.  By
myself I do not dread the reverses of fortune, but I should be
wretched if, after linking your fate with mine, you were forced to
undergo any privation."

"I think--I know not why--that you can never be unfortunate, and
that you cannot be happy without me.  Your love is not so ardent
as mine; you have not so great a faith."

"My angel, if my fate is weaker than yours, that is the result of
cruel experience which makes me tremble for the future.
Affrighted love loses its strength but gains reason."

"Cruel reason!  Must we, then, prepare to part?"

"We must indeed, dearest; it is a hard necessity, but my heart
will still be thine.  I shall go away your fervent adorer, and if
fortune favours me in England you will see me again next year.  I
will buy an estate wherever you like, and it shall be yours on
your wedding day, our children and literature will be our
delights."

"What a happy prospect!--a golden vision indeed!  I would that I
might fall asleep dreaming thus, and wake not till that blessed
day, or wake only to die if it is not to be.  But what shall I do
if you have left me with child?"

"Divine Hebe, you need not fear.  I have managed that."

"Managed?  I did not think of that, but I see what you mean, and I
am very much obliged to you.  Alas perhaps after all it would have
been better if you had not taken any precautions, for surely you
are not born for my misfortune, and you could never have abandoned
the mother and the child."

"You are right, sweetheart, and if before two months have elapsed
you find any signs of pregnancy in spite of my precautions, you
have only to write to me, and whatever my fortunes may be, I will
give you my hand and legitimise our offspring.  You would
certainly be marrying beneath your station, but you would not be
the less happy for that, would you?"

"No, no! to bear your name, and to win your hand would be the
crowning of all my hopes.  I should never repent of giving myself
wholly to you."

"You make me happy."

"All of us love you, all say that you are happy, and that you
deserve your happiness.  What praise is this!  You cannot tell how
my heart beats when I hear you lauded when you are away.  When
they say I love you, I answer that I adore you, and you know that
I do not lie."

It was with such dialogues that we passed away the interval
between our amorous transports on the last five or six nights of
my stay.  Her sister slept, or pretended to sleep.  When I left
Clementine I went to bed and did not rise till late, and then I
spent the whole day with her either in private or with the family.
It was a happy time.  How could I, as free as the air, a perfect
master of my movements, of my own free will put my happiness away
from me?  I cannot understand it now.

My luck had made me win all the worthy canon's money, which in
turn I passed on to the family at the castle.  Clementine alone
would not profit by my inattentive play, but the last two days I
insisted on taking her into partnership, and as the canon's bad
luck still continued she profited to the extent of a hundred
louis.  The worthy monk lost a thousand sequins, of which seven
hundred remained in the family.  This was paying well for the
hospitality I had received, and as it was at the expense of the
monk, though a worthy one, the merit was all the greater.

The last night, which I spent entirely with the countess, was very
sad; we must have died of grief if we had not taken refuge in the
transports of love.  Never was night better spent.  Tears of grief
and tears of love followed one another in rapid succession, and
nine times did I offer up sacrifice on the altar of the god, who
gave me fresh strength to replace that which was exhausted.  The
sanctuary was full of blood and tears, but the desires of the
priest and victim still cried for more.  We had at last to make an
effort and part.  Eleanore had seized the opportunity of our
sleeping for a few moments, and had softly risen and left us
alone.  We felt grateful to her, and agreed that she must either
be very insensitive or have suffered torments in listening to our
voluptuous combats.  I left Clementine to her ablutions, of which
she stood in great need, while I went to my room to make my
toilette.

When we appeared at the breakfast, table we looked as if we had
been on the rack, and Clementine's eyes betrayed her feelings, but
our grief was respected.  I could not be gay in my usual manner,
but no one asked me the reason.  I promised to write to them, and
come and see them again the following year.  I did write to them,
but I left off doing so at London, because the misfortunes I
experienced there made me lose all hope of seeing them again.
I never did see any of them again, but I have never forgotten
Clementine.

Six years later, when I came back from Spain, I heard to my great
delight that she was living happily with Count N----, whom she had
married three years after my departure.  She had two sons, the
younger, who must now be twenty-seven, is in the Austrian army.
How delighted I should be to see him!  When I heard of
Clementine's happiness, it was, as I have said, on my return from
Spain, and my fortunes were at a low ebb.  I went to see what I
could do at Leghorn, and as I went through Lombardy I passed four
miles from the estate where she and her husband resided, but I had
not the courage to go and see her; perhaps I was right.  But I
must return to the thread of my story.

I felt grateful to Eleanore for her kindness to us, and I had
resolved to leave her some memorial of me.  I took her apart for a
moment, and drawing a fine cameo, representing the god of Silence,
off my finger, I placed it on hers, and then rejoined the company,
without giving her an opportunity to thank me.

The carriage was ready to take me away, and everyone was waiting
to see me off, but my eyes filled with tears.  I sought for
Clementine in vain; she had vanished.  I pretended to have
forgotten something in my room, and going to my Hebe's chamber I
found her in a terrible state, choking with sobs.  I pressed her
to my breast, and mingled my tears with hers; and then laying her
gently in her bed, and snatching a last kiss from her trembling
lips, I tore myself away from a place full of such sweet and
agonizing memories.

I thanked and embraced everyone, the good canon amongst others,
and whispering to Eleanore to see to her sister I jumped into the
carriage beside the count.  We remained perfectly silent, and
slept nearly the whole of the way.  We found the Marquis Triulzi
and the countess together, and the former immediately sent for a
dinner for four.  I was not much astonished to find that the
countess had found out about our being at Milan, and at first she
seemed inclined to let us feel the weight of her anger; but the
count, always fertile in expedients, told her that it was delicacy
on my part not to tell her, as I was afraid she would be put out
with such an incursion of visitors.

At dinner I said that I should soon be leaving for Genoa, and for
my sorrow the marquis gave me a letter of introduction to the
notorious Signora Isola-Bella, while the countess gave me a letter
to her kinsman the Bishop of Tortona.

My arrival at Milan was well-timed; Therese was on the point of
going to Palermo, and I just succeeded in seeing her before she
left.  I talked to her of the wish of Cesarino to go to sea, and I
did all in my power to make her yield to his inclinations.

"I am leaving him at Milan," said she.  "I know how he got this
idea into his head, but I will never give my consent.  I hope I
shall find him wiser by the time I come back."

She was mistaken.  My son never altered his mind, and in fifteen
years my readers will hear more of him.

I settled my accounts with Greppi and took two bills of exchange
on Marseilles, and one of ten thousand francs on Genoa, where I
did not think I would have to spend much money.  In spite of my
luck at play, I was poorer by a thousand sequins when I left Milan
than when I came there; but my extravagant expenditure must be
taken into account.

I spent all my afternoons with the fair Marchioness sometimes
alone and sometimes with her cousin, but with my mind full of
grief for Clementine she no longer charmed me as she had done
three weeks ago.

I had no need to make any mystery about the young lady I was going
to take with me, so I sent Clairmont for her small trunk, and at
eight o'clock on the morning of my departure she waited on me at
the count's.  I kissed the hand of the woman who had attempted my
life, and thanked her for her hospitality, to which I attributed
the good reception I had had at Milan.  I then thanked the count,
who said once more that he should never cease to be grateful to
me, and thus I left Milan on the 20th of March, 1763.  I never re-
visited that splendid capital.

The young lady, whom out of respect for her and her family I
called Crosin, was charming.  There was an air of nobility and
high-bred reserve about her which bore witness to her excellent
upbringing.  As I sat next to her, I congratulated myself on my
immunity from love of her, but the reader will guess that I was
mistaken.  I told Clairmont that she was to be called my niece,
and to be treated with the utmost respect.

I had had no opportunity of conversing with her, so the first
thing I did was to test her intelligence, and though I had not the
slightest intention of paying my court to her, I felt that it
would be well to inspire her with friendship and confidence as far
as I was concerned.

The scar which my late amours had left was still bleeding, and I
was glad to think that I should be able to restore the young
Marseillaise to the paternal hearth without any painful partings
or vain regrets.  I enjoyed in advance my meritorious action, and
I was quite vain to see my self-restraint come to such a pitch
that I was able to live in close intimacy with a pretty girl
without any other desire than that of rescuing her from the shame
into which she might have fallen if she had traveled alone.  She
felt my kindness to her, and said,--

"I am sure M.  de la Croix would not have abandoned me if he had
not met you at Milan."

"You are very charitable, but I am unable to share in your good
opinion.  To my mind Croce has behaved in a rascally manner, to
say the least of it, for in spite of your many charms he had no
right to count on me in the matter.  I will not say that he openly
scorned you, since he might have acted from despair; but I am sure
he must have ceased to love you, or he could never have abandoned
you thus."

"I am sure of the contrary.  He saw that he had no means of
providing for me, and he had to choose between leaving me and
killing himself."

"Not at all.  He ought to have sold all he had and sent you back
to Marseilles.  Your journey to Genoa would not have cost much,
and thence you could have gone to Marseilles by sea.  Croce
counted on my having been interested in your pretty face, and he
was right; but you must see that he exposed you to a great risk.
You must not be offended if I tell you the plain truth.  If your
face had not inspired me with a lively interest in you, I should
have only felt ordinary compassion on reading your appeal, and
this would not have been enough to force me to great sacrifices of
time and trouble.  But I have no business to be blaming Croce.
You are hurt; I see you are still in love with him."

"I confess it, and I pity him.  As for myself, I only pity my
cruel destiny.  I shall never see him again, but I shall never
love anyone else, for my mind is made up.  I shall go into a
convent and expiate my sins.  My father will pardon me, for he is
a man of an excellent heart.  I have been the victim of love; my
will was not my own.  The seductive influence of passion ravished
my reason from me, and the only thing that I blame myself for is
for not having fortified my mind against it.  Otherwise I cannot
see that I have sinned deeply, but I confess I have done wrong."

"You would have gone with Croce from Milan if he had asked you,
even on foot."

"Of course; it would have been my duty; but he would not expose me
to the misery that he saw before us."

"Nay, you were miserable enough already.  I am sure that if you
meet him at Marseilles you will go with him again."

"Never.  I begin to get back my reason.  I am free once more, and
the day will come when I shall thank God for having forgotten
him."

Her sincerity pleased me, and as I knew too well the power of love
I pitied her from my heart.  For two hours she told me the history
of her unfortunate amour, and as she told it well I began to take
a liking for her.

We reached Tortona in the evening, and with the intention of
sleeping there I told Clairmont to get us a supper to my taste.
While we were eating it I was astonished at my false niece's wit,
and she made a good match for me at the meal, for she had an
excellent appetite, and drank as well as any girl of her age.  As
we were leaving the table, she made a jest which was so much to
the point that I burst out laughing, and her conquest was
complete.  I embraced her in the joy of my heart, and finding my
kiss ardently returned, I asked her without any, circumlocution if
she was willing that we should content ourselves with one bed.

At this invitation her face fell, and she replied, with an air of
submission which kills desire,--

"Alas!  you can do what you like.  If liberty is a precious thing,
it is most precious of all in love."

"There is no need for this disobedience.  You have inspired me
with a tender passion, but if you don't share my feelings my love
for you shall be stifled at its birth.  There are two beds here,
as you see; you can choose which one you will sleep in."

"Then I will sleep in that one, but I shall be very sorry if you
are not so kind to me in the future as you have been in the past."

"Don't be afraid.  You shall not find me un worthy of your esteem.
Good night; we shall be good friends."

Early the next morning I sent the countess's letter to the bishop,
and an hour afterwards, as I was at breakfast, an old priest came
to ask me and the lady with me to dine with my lord.  The
countess's letter did not say anything about a lady, but the
prelate, who was a true Spaniard and very polite, felt that as I
could not leave my real or false niece alone in the inn I should
not have accepted the invitation if she had not been asked as
well.  Probably my lord had heard of the lady through his footmen,
who in Italy are a sort of spies, who entertain their masters with
the scandalous gossip of the place.  A bishop wants something more
than his breviary to amuse him now that the apostolic virtues have
grown old-fashioned and out of date; in short, I accepted the
invitation, charging the priest to present my respects to his
lordship.

My niece was delightful, and treated me as if I had no right to
feel any resentment for her having preferred her own bed to mine.
I was pleased with her behaviour, for now that my head was cool I
felt that she would have degraded herself if she had acted
otherwise.  My vanity was not even wounded, which is so often the
case under similar circumstances.  Self-love and prejudice prevent
a woman yielding till she has been assidiously courted, whereas I
had asked her to share my bed in an off-hand manner, as if it were
a mere matter of form.  However, I should not have done it unless
it had been for the fumes of the champagne and the Somard, with
which we had washed down the delicious supper mine host had
supplied us with.  She had been flattered by the bishop's
invitation, but she did not know whether I had accepted for her as
well as myself; and when I told her that we were going out to
dinner together, she was wild with joy.  She made a careful
toilette, looking very well for a traveller, and at noon my lord's
carriage came to fetch us.

The prelate was a tall man, two inches taller than myself; and in
spite of the weight of his eighty years, he looked well and seemed
quite active, though grave as became a Spanish grandee.  He
received us with a politeness which was almost French, and when my
niece would have kissed his hand, according to custom, he
affectionately drew it back, and gave her a magnificent cross of
amethysts and brilliants to kiss.  She kissed it with devotion,
saying,--

"This is what I love."

She looked at me as she said it, and the jest (which referred to
her lover La Croix or Croce) surprised me.

We sat down to dinner, and I found the bishop to be a pleasant and
a learned man.  We were nine in all; four priests, and two young
gentlemen of the town, who behaved to my niece with great
politeness, which she received with all the manner of good
society.  I noticed that the bishop, though he often spoke to her,
never once looked at her face.  My lord knew what danger lurked in
those bright eyes, and like a prudent greybeard he took care not
to fall into the snare.  After coffee had been served, we took
leave, and in four hours we left Tortona, intending to lie at
Novi.

In the course of the afternoon my fair niece amused me with the
wit and wisdom of her conversation.  While we were supping I led
the conversation up to the bishop, and then to religion, that I
might see what her principles were.  Finding her to be a good
Christian, I asked her how she could allow herself to make a jest
when she kissed the prelate's cross.

"It was a mere chance," she said.  "The equivocation was innocent
because it was not premeditated, for if I had thought it over I
should never have said such a thing."

I pretended to believe her; she might possibly be sincere.  She
was extremely clever, and my love for her was becoming more and
more ardent, but my vanity kept my passion in check.  When she
went to bed I did not kiss her, but as her bed had no screen as at
Tortona, she waited until she thought I was asleep to undress
herself.  We got to Genoa by noon the next day.

Pogomas had got me some rooms and had forwarded me the address.
I visited it, and found the apartment to consist of four well-
furnished rooms, thoroughly comfortable, as the English, who
understand how to take their ease, call it.  I ordered a good
dinner, and sent to tell Pogomas of my arrival.




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MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
IN LONDON AND MOSCOW, Volume 5a--SOUTH OF FRANCE




SOUTH OF FRANCE



CHAPTER I

I Find Rosalie Happy--The Signora Isola-Bella--The Cook--Biribi
--Irene--Possano in Prison--My Niece Proves to be an Old Friend of
Rosalie's


At Genoa, where he was known to all, Pogomas called himself Possano.
He introduced me to his wife and daughter, but they were so ugly and
disgusting in every respect that I left them on some trifling
pretext, and went to dine with my new niece.  Afterwards I went to
see the Marquis Grimaldi, for I longed to know what had become of
Rosalie.  The marquis was away in Venice, and was not expected back
till the end of April; but one of his servants took me to Rosalie,
who had become Madame Paretti six months after my departure.

My heart beat fast as I entered the abode of this woman, of whom I
had such pleasant recollections.  I first went to M. Paretti in his
shop, and he received me with a joyful smile, which shewed me how
happy he was.  He took me to his wife directly, who cried out with
delight, and ran to embrace me.

M. Paretti was busy, and begged me to excuse him, saying his wife
would entertain me.

Rosalie shewed me a pretty little girl of six months old, telling me
that she was happy, that she loved her husband, and was loved by him,
that he was industrious and active in business, and under the
patronage of the Marquis Grimaldi had prospered exceedingly.

The peaceful happiness of marriage had improved her wonderfully; she
had become a perfect beauty in every sense of the word.

"My dear friend," she said, "you are very good to call on me directly
you arrive, and I hope you will dine with us to-morrow.  I owe all my
happiness to you, and that is even a sweeter thought than the
recollection of the passionate hours we have spent together.  Let us
kiss, but no more; my duty as an honest wife forbids me from going
any further, so do not disturb the happiness you have given."

I pressed her hand tenderly, to skew that I assented to the
conditions she laid down.

"Oh! by the way," she suddenly exclaimed, "I have a pleasant surprise
for you."

She went out, and a moment afterward returned with Veronique, who had
become her maid.  I was glad to see her and embraced her
affectionately, asking after Annette.  She said her sister was well,
and was working with her mother.

"I want her to come and wait on my niece while we are here," said I.

At this Rosalie burst out laughing.

"What! another niece?  You have a great many relations!  But as she
is your niece, I hope you will bring her with you to-morrow."

"Certainly, and all the more willingly as she is from Marseilles."

"From Marseilles?  Why, we might know each other.  Not that that
would matter, for all your nieces are discreet young persons.  What
is her name?"

"Crosin."

"I don't know it."

"I daresay you don't.  She is the daughter of a cousin of mine who
lived at Marseilles."

"Tell that to someone else; but, after all, what does it matter?  You
choose well, amuse yourself, and make them happy.  It may be wisdom
after all, and at any rate I congratulate you.  I shall be delighted
to see your niece, but if she knows me you must see that she knows
her part as well."

On leaving Madame Paretti I called on the Signora Isola-Bella, and
gave her the Marquis Triulzi's letter.  Soon after she came into the
room and welcomed me, saying that she had been expecting me, as
Triulzi had written to her on the subject.  She introduced me to the
Marquis Augustino Grimaldi delta Pietra, her 'cicisbeoin-chief'
during the long absence of her husband, who lived at Lisbon.

The signora's apartments were very elegant.  She was pretty with
small though regular features, her manner was pleasant, her voice
sweet, and her figure well shaped, though too thin.  She was nearly
thirty.  I say nothing of her complexion, for her face was plastered
with white and red, and so coarsely, that these patches of paint were
the first things that caught my attention.  I was disgusted at this,
in spite of her fine expressive eyes.  After an hour spent in
question and reply, in which both parties were feeling their way, I
accepted her invitation to come to supper on the following day.  When
I got back I complimented my niece on the way in which she had
arranged her room, which was only separated from mine by a small
closet which I intended for her maid, who, I told her, was coming the
next day.  She was highly pleased with this attention, and it paved
the way for my success.  I also told her that the next day she was to
dine with me at a substantial merchant's as my niece, and this piece
of news made her quite happy.

This girl whom Croce had infatuated and deprived of her senses was
exquisitely beautiful, but more charming than all her physical
beauties were the nobleness of her presence and the sweetness of her
disposition.  I was already madly in love with her, and I repented
not having taken possession of her on the first day of our journey.
If I had taken her at her word I should have been a steadfast lover,
and I do not think it would have taken me long to make her forget her
former admirer.

I had made but a small dinner, so I sat down to supper famishing with
hunger; and as my niece had an excellent appetite we prepared
ourselves for enjoyment, but instead of the dishes being delicate, as
we had expected, they were detestable.  I told Clairmont to send for
the landlady, and she said that she could not help it, as everything
had been done by my own cook.

"My cook?" I repeated.

"Yes, sir, the one your secretary, M. Possano, engaged for you.  I
could have got a much better one and a much cheaper one myself."

"Get one to-morrow."

"Certainly; but you must rid yourself and me of the present cook, for
he has taken up his position here with his wife and children.  Tell
Possano to send for him."

"I will do so, and in the meanwhile do you get me a fresh cook.  I
will try him the day after to-morrow."

I escorted my niece into her room, and begged her to go to bed
without troubling about me, and so saying I took up the paper and
began to read it.  When I had finished, I went up to bed, and said,

"You might spare me the pain of having to sleep by myself."

She lowered her eyes but said nothing, so I gave her a kiss and left
her.

In the morning my fair niece came into my room just as Clairmont was
washing my feet, and begged me to let her have some coffee as
chocolate made her hot.  I told my man to go and fetch some coffee,
and as soon as he was gone she went down on her knees and would have
wiped my feet.

"I cannot allow that, my dear young lady."

"Why not? it is a mark of friendship."

"That may be, but such marks cannot be given to anyone but your lover
without your degrading yourself."

She got up and sat down on a chair quietly, but saying nothing.

Clairmont came back again, and I proceeded with my toilette.

The landlady came in with our breakfast, and asked my niece if she
would like to buy a fine silk shawl made in the Genoese fashion.  I
did not let her be confused by having to answer, but told the
landlady to let us see it.  Soon after the milliner came in, but by
that time I had given my young friend twenty Genoese sequins, telling
her that she might use them for her private wants.  She took the
money, thanking me with much grace, and letting me imprint a
delicious kiss on her lovely lips.

I had sent away the milliner after having bought the shawl, when
Possano took it upon himself to remonstrate with me in the matter of
the cook.

"I engaged the man by your orders," said he, "for the whole time you
stayed at Genoa, at four francs a day, with board and lodging."

"Where is my letter?"

"Here it is: 'Get me a good cook; I will keep him while I stay in
Genoa.'"

"Perhaps you did not remark the expression, d good cook?  Well, this
fellow is a very bad cook; and, at all events, I am the best judge
whether he is good or bad."

"You are wrong, for the man will prove his skill.  He will cite you
in the law courts, and win his case."

"Then you have made a formal agreement with him?"

"Certainly; and your letter authorized me to do so."

"Tell him to come up; I want to speak to him."

While Possano was downstairs I told Clairmont to go and fetch me an
advocate.  The cook came upstairs, I read the agreement, and I saw
that it was worded in such a manner that I should be in the wrong
legally; but I did not change my mind for all that.

"Sir," said the cook, "I am skilled in my business, and I can get
four thousand Genoese to swear as much."

"That doesn't say much for their good taste; but whatever they may-
say, the execrable supper you gave me last night proves that you are
only fit to keep a low eating-house."

As there is nothing more irritable than the feelings of a culinary
artist, I was expecting a sharp answer; but just then the advocate
came in.  He had heard the end of our dialogue, and told me that not
only would the man find plenty of witnesses to his skill, but that I
should find a very great difficulty in getting anybody at all to
swear to his want of skill.

"That may be," I replied, "but as I stick to my own opinion, and
think his cooking horrible, he must go, for I want to get another,
and I will pay that fellow as if he had served me the whole time."

"That won't do," said the cook; "I will summon you before the judge
and demand damages for defamation of character."

At this my bile overpowered me, and I was going to seize him anti
throw him out of the window, when Don Antonio Grimaldi came in.  When
he heard what was the matter, he laughed and said, with a shrug of
his shoulders,

"My dear sir, you had better not go into court, or you will be cast
in costs, for the evidence is against you.  Probably this man makes a
slight mistake in believing himself to be an excellent cook, but the
chief mistake is in the agreement, which ought to have stipulated
that he should cook a trial dinner.  The person who drew up the
agreement is either a great knave or a great fool."

At this Possano struck in in his rude way, and told the nobleman that
he was neither knave nor fool.

"But you are cousin to the cook," said the landlady.

This timely remark solved the mystery.  I paid and dismissed the
advocate, and having sent the cook out of the room I said,

"Do I owe you any money, Possano?"

"On the contrary, you paid me a month in advance, and there are ten
more days of the month to run."

"I will make you a present of the ten days and send you away this
very moment, unless your cousin does not leave my house to-day, and
give you the foolish engagement which you signed in my name."

"That's what I call cutting the Gordian knot," said M. Grimaldi.

He then begged me to introduce him to the lady he had seen with me,
and I did so, telling him she was my niece.

"Signora Isola-Bella will be delighted to see her."

"As the marquis did not mention her in his letter, I did not take the
liberty of bringing her."

The marquis left a few moments afterwards, and soon after Annette
came in with her mother.  The girl had developed in an incredible
manner while I was away.  Her cheeks blossomed like the rose, her
teeth were white as pearls, and her breasts, though modestly
concealed from view, were exquisitely rounded.  I presented her to
her mistress, whose astonishment amused me.

Annette, who looked pleased to be in my service again, went to dress
her new mistress; and, after giving a few sequins to the mother I
sent her away, and proceeded to make my toilette.

Towards noon, just as I was going out with my niece to dine at
Rosalie's, my landlady brought me the agreement Possano had made, and
introduced the new cook.  I ordered the next day's dinner, and went
away much pleased with my comic victory.

A brilliant company awaited us at the Paretti's, but I was agreeably
surprised on introducing my niece to Rosalie to see them recognize
each other.  They called each other by their respective names, and
indulged in an affectionate embrace.  After this they retired to
another room for a quarter of an hour, and returned looking very
happy.  Just then Paretti entered, and on Rosalie introducing him to
my niece under her true name he welcomed her in the most cordial
manner.  Her father was a correspondent of his, and drawing a letter
he had just received from him from his pocket, he gave it to her to
read.  My niece read it eagerly, with tears in her eyes, and gave the
signature a respectful pressure with her lips.  This expression of
filial love, which displayed all the feelings of her heart, moved me
to such an extent that I burst into tears.  Then taking Rosalie
aside, I begged her to ask her husband not to mention the fact to his
correspondent that he had seen his daughter.

The dinner was excellent, and Rosalie did the honours with that grace
which was natural to her.  However, the guests did not by any means
pay her all their attentions, the greater portion of which was
diverted in the direction of my supposed niece.  Her father, a
prosperous merchant of Marseilles, was well known in the commercial
circles of Genoa, and besides this her wit and beauty captivated
everybody, and one young gentleman fell madly in love with her.  He
was an extremely good match, and proved to be the husband whom Heaven
had destined for my charming friend.  What a happy thought it was for
me that I had been the means of rescuing her from the gulf of shame,
misery, and despair, and placing her on the high road to happiness.
I own that I have always felt a keener pleasure in doing good than in
anything else, though, perhaps, I may not always have done good from
strictly disinterested motives.

When we rose from the table in excellent humour with ourselves and
our surroundings, cards were proposed, and Rosalie, who knew my
likings, said it must be trente-quarante.  This was agreed to, and we
played till supper, nobody either winning or losing to any extent.
We did not go till midnight, after having spent a very happy day.

When we were in our room I asked my niece how she had known Rosalie.

"I knew her at home; she and her mother used to bring linen from the
wash.  I always liked her."

"You must be nearly the same age."

"She is two years older than I am.  I recognized her directly."

"What did she tell you?"

"That it was you who brought her from Marseilles and made her
fortune."

"She has not made you the depositary of any other confidences?"

"No, but there are some things which don't need telling."

"You are right.  And what did you tell her?"

"Only what she could have guessed for herself.  I told her that you
were not my uncle, and if she thought you were my lover I was not
sorry.  You do not know how I have enjoyed myself to-day, you must
have been born to make me happy."

"But how about La Croix?"

"For heaven's sake say nothing about him."

This conversation increased my ardour.  She called Annette, and I
went to my room.

As I had expected, Annette came to me as soon as her mistress was in
bed.

"If the lady is really your niece," said she, "may I hope that you
still love me?"

"Assuredly, dear Annette, I shall always love you.  Undress, and let
us have a little talk."

I had not long to wait, and in the course of two voluptuous hours I
quenched the flames that another woman had kindled in my breast.

Next morning Possano came to tell me that he had arranged matters
with the cook with the help of six sequins.  I gave him the money,
and told him to be more careful for the future.

I went to Rosalie's for my breakfast, which she was delighted to give
me: and I asked her and her husband to dinner on the following day,
telling her to bring any four persons she liked.

"Your decision," said I, "will decide the fate of my cook; it will be
his trial dinner."

She promised to come, and then pressed me to tell her the history of
my amours with her fair country-woman.

"Alas!" I said, "you may not believe me, but I assure you I am only
beginning with her."

"I shall certainly believe you, if you tell me so, though it seems
very strange."

"Strange but true.  You must understand, however, that I have only
known her for a very short time; and, again, I would not be made
happy save through love, mere submission would kill me."

"Good! but what did she say of me?"

I gave her a report of the whole conversation I had had with my niece
the night before, and she was delighted."

"As you have not yet gone far with your niece, would you object if
the young man who shewed her so much attention yesterday were of the
party to-morrow?"

"Who is he?  I should like to know him."

"M. N----, the only son of a rich merchant."

"Certainly, bring him with you."

When I got home I went to my niece, who was still in bed, and told
her that her fellow-countryman would dine with us to-morrow.  I
comforted her with the assurance that M. Paretti would not tell her
father that she was in Genoa.  She had been a good deal tormented
with the idea that the merchant would inform her father of all.

As I was going out to supper I told her that she could go and sup
with Rosalie, or take supper at home if she preferred it.

"You are too kind to me, my dear uncle.  I will go to Rosalie's."

"Very good.  Are you satisfied with Annette?"

"Oh! by the way, she told me that you spent last night with her, and
that you had been her lover and her sister's at the same time."

"It is true, but she is very indiscreet to say anything about it."

"We must forgive her, though.  She told me that she only consented to
sleep with you on the assurance that I was really your niece.  I am
sure she only made this confession out of vanity, and in the hope of
gaining my favour, which would be naturally bestowed on a woman you
love."

"I wish you had the right to be jealous of her; and I swear that if
she does not comport herself with the utmost obedience to you in
every respect, I will send her packing, in despite of our relations.
As for you, you may not be able to love me, and I have no right to
complain; but I will not have you degrade yourself by becoming my
submissive victim."

I was not sorry for my niece to know that I made use of Annette, but
my vanity was wounded at the way she took it.  It was plain that she
was not at all in love with me, and that she was glad that there was
a safeguard in the person of her maid, and that thus we could be
together without danger, for she could not ignore the power of her
charms.

We dined together, and augured well of the skill of the new cook.
M. Paretti had promised to get me a good man, and he presented
himself just as we were finishing dinner, and I made a present of him
to my niece.  We went for a drive together, and I left my niece at
Rosalie's, and I then repaired to Isola-Bella's, where I found a
numerous and brilliant company had assembled consisting of all the
best people in Genoa.

Just then all the great ladies were mad over 'biribi', a regular
cheating game.  It was strictly forbidden at Genoa, but this only
made it more popular, and besides, the prohibition had no force in
private houses, which are outside of the jurisdiction of the
Government; in short, I found the game in full swing at the Signora
Isola-Bella's.  The professional gamesters who kept the bank went
from house to house, and the amateurs were advised of their presence
at such a house and at such a time.

Although I detested the game, I began to play--to do as the others
did.

In the room there was a portrait of the mistress of the house in
harlequin costume, and there happened to be the same picture on one
of the divisions of the biribi-table: I chose this one out of
politeness, and did not play on any other.  I risked a sequin each
time.  The board had thirty-six compartments, and if one lost, one
paid thirty-two tines the amount of the stake; this, of course, was
an enormous advantage for the bank.

Each player drew three numbers in succession, and there were three
professionals; one kept the bag, another the bank, and the third the
board, and the last took care to gather in the winnings as soon as
the result was known, and the bank amounted to two thousand sequins
or thereabouts.  The table, the cloth, and four silver candlesticks
belonged to the players.

I sat at the left of Madame Isola-Bella, who began to play, and as
there were fifteen or sixteen of us I had lost about fifty sequins
when my turn came, for my harlequin had not appeared once.  Everybody
pitied me, or pretended to do so, for selfishness is the predominant
passion of gamesters.

My turn came at last.  I drew my harlequin and received thirty-two
sequins.  I left them on the same figure, and got a thousand sequins.
I left fifty still on the board, and the harlequin came out for the
third time.  The bank was broken, and the table, the cloth, the
candlesticks, and the board all belonged to me.  Everyone
congratulated me, and the wretched bankrupt gamesters were hissed,
hooted, and turned out of doors.

After the first transports were over, I saw that the ladies were in
distress; for as there could be no more gaming they did not know what
to do.  I consoled them by declaring that I would be banker, but with
equal stakes, and that I would pay winning cards thirty-six times the
stake instead of thirty-two.  This was pronounced charming of me, and
I amused everybody till supper-time, without any great losses or
gains on either side.  By dint of entreaty I made the lady of the
house accept the whole concern as a present, and a very handsome one
it was.

The supper was pleasant enough, and my success at play was the chief
topic of conversation.  Before leaving I asked Signora Isola-Bella
and her marquis to dine with me, and they eagerly accepted the
invitation.  When I got home I went to see my niece, who told me she
had spent a delightful evening.

"A very pleasant young man," said she, "who is coming to dine with us
to-morrow, paid me great attention."

"The same, I suppose, that did so yesterday?"

"Yes.  Amongst other pretty things he told me that if I liked he
would go to Marseilles and ask my hand of my father.  I said nothing,
but I thought to myself that if the poor young man gave himself all
this trouble he would be woefully misled, as he would not see me."

"Why not?"

"Because I should be in a nunnery.  My kind good father will forgive
me, but I must punish myself."

"That is a sad design, which I hope you will abandon.  You have all
that would make the happiness of a worthy husband.  The more I think
it over, the more I am convinced of the truth of what I say."

We said no more just then, for she needed rest.  Annette came to
undress her, and I was glad to see the goodness of my niece towards
her, but the coolness with which the girl behaved to her mistress did
not escape my notice.  As soon as she came to sleep with me I gently
remonstrated with her, bidding her to do her duty better for the
future.  Instead of answering with a caress, as she ought to have
done, she began to cry.

"My dear child," said I, "your tears weary me.  You are only here to
amuse me, and if you can't do that, you had better go."

This hurt her foolish feelings of vanity, and she got up and went
away without a word, leaving me to go to sleep in a very bad temper.

In the morning I told her, in a stern voice, that if she played me
such a trick again I would send her away.  Instead of trying to
soothe me with a kiss the little rebel burst out crying again.  I
sent her out of the room impatiently, and proceeded to count my
gains.

I thought no more about it, but presently my niece came in and asked
me why I had vexed poor Annette.

"My dear niece," said I, "tell her to behave better or else I will
send her back to her mother's."

She gave me no reply, but took a handful of silver and fled.  I had
not time to reflect on this singular conduct, for Annette came in
rattling her crowns in her pocket, and promised, with a kiss, not to
make me angry any more.

Such was my niece.  She knew I adored her, and she loved me; but she
did not want me to be her lover, though she made use of the
ascendancy which my passion gave her.  In the code of feminine
coquetry such cases are numerous.

Possano came uninvited to see me, and congratulated me on my victory
of the evening before.

"Who told you about it?"

"I have just been at the coffee-house, where everybody is talking of
it.  It was a wonderful victory, for those biribanti are knaves of
the first water.  Your adventure is making a great noise, for
everyone says that you could not have broken their bank unless you
had made an agreement with the man that kept the bag."

"My dear fellow, I am tired of you.  Here, take this piece of money
for your wife and be off."

The piece of money I had given him was a gold coin worth a hundred
Genoese livres, which the Government had struck for internal
commerce; there were also pieces of fifty and twenty-five livres.

I was going on with my calculations when Clairmont brought me a note.
It was from Irene, and contained a tender invitation to breakfast
with her.  I did not know that she was in Genoa, and the news gave me
very great pleasure.  I locked up my money, dressed in haste, and
started out to see her.  I found her in good and well-furnished
rooms, and her old father, Count Rinaldi, embraced me with tears of
joy.

After the ordinary compliments had been passed, the old man proceeded
to congratulate me on my winnings of the night before.

"Three thousand sequins!" he exclaimed, "that is a grand haul
indeed."

"Quite so."

"The funny part of it is that the man who keeps the bag is in the pay
of the others."

"What strikes you as funny in that?"

"Why, he gained half without any risk, otherwise he would not have
been likely to have entered into an agreement with you."

"You think, then, that it was a case of connivance?"

"Everybody says so; indeed what else could it be?  The rascal has
made his fortune without running any risk.  All the Greeks in Genoa
are applauding him and you."

"As the greater rascal of the two?"

"They don't call you a rascal; they say you're a great genius; you
are praised and envied."

"I am sure I ought to be obliged to them."

"I heard it all from a gentleman who was there.  He says that the
second and the third time the man with the bag gave you the office."

"And you believe this?"

"I am sure of it.  No man of honour in your position could have acted
otherwise.  However, when you come to settle up with the fellow I
advise you to be very careful, for there will be spies on your
tracks.  If you like, I will do the business for you."

I had enough self-restraint to repress the indignation and rage I
felt.  Without a word I took my hat and marched out of the room,
sternly repulsing Irene who tried to prevent me from going as she had
done once before.  I resolved not to have anything more to do with
the wretched old count.

This calumnious report vexed me extremely, although I knew that most
gamesters would consider it an honour.  Possano and Rinaldi had said
enough to shew me that all the town was talking over it, and I was
not surprised that everyone believed it; but for my part I did not
care to be taken for a rogue when I had acted honourably.

I felt the need of unbosoming myself to someone, and walked towards
the Strada Balbi to call on the Marquis Grimaldi, and discuss the
matter with him.  I was told he was gone to the courts, so I followed
him there and was ushered into vast hall, where he waited on me.  I
told him my story, and he said,

"My dear chevalier, you ought to laugh at it, and I should not advise
you to take the trouble to refute the calumny."

"Then you advise me to confess openly that I am a rogue?"

"No, for only fools will think that of you.  Despise them, unless
they tell you you are a rogue to your face."

"I should like to know the name of the nobleman who was present and
sent this report about the town."

"I do not know who it is.  He was wrong to say anything, but you
would be equally wrong in taking any steps against him, for I am sure
he did not tell the story with any intention of giving offence; quite
the contrary."

"I am lost in wonder at his course of reasoning.  Let us suppose that
the facts were as he told them, do you think they are to my honour?"

"Neither to your honour nor shame.  Such are the morals and such the
maxims of gamesters.  The story will be laughed at, your skill will
be applauded, and you will be admired, for each one will say that in
your place he would have done likewise!"

"Would you?"

"Certainly.  If I had been sure that the ball would have gone to the
harlequin, I would have broken the rascal's bank, as you did.  I will
say honestly that I do not know whether you won by luck or skill, but
the most probable hypothesis, to my mind, is that you knew the
direction of the ball.  You must confess that there is something to
be said in favour of the supposition."

"I confess that there is, but it is none the less a dishonourable
imputation on me, and you in your turn must confess that those who
think that I won by sleight of hand, or by an agreement with a
rascal, insult me grievously."

"That depends on the way you look at it.  I confess they insult you,
if you think yourself insulted; but they are not aware of that, and
their intention being quite different there is no insult at all in
the matter.  I promise you no one will tell you to your face that you
cheated, but how are you going to prevent them thinking so?"

"Well, let them think what they like, but let them take care not to
tell me their thoughts."

I went home angry with Grimaldi, Rinaldi, and everyone else.  My
anger vexed me, I should properly have only laughed, for in the state
of morals at Genoa, the accusation, whether true or false, could not
injure my honour.  On the contrary I gained by it a reputation for
being a genius, a term which the Genoese prefer to that Methodistical
word, "a rogue," though the meaning is the same.  Finally I was
astonished to find myself reflecting that I should have had no
scruple in breaking the bank in the way suggested, if it had only
been for the sake of making the company laugh.  What vexed me most
was that I was credited with an exploit I had not performed.

When dinner-time drew near I endeavoured to overcome my ill temper
for the sake of the company I was going to receive.  My niece was
adorned only with her native charms, for the rascal Croce had sold
all her jewels; but she was elegantly dressed, and her beautiful hair
was more precious than a crown of rubies.

Rosalie came in richly dressed and looking very lovely.  Her husband,
her uncle, and her aunt were with her, and also two friends, one of
whom was the aspirant for the hand of my niece.

Madame Isola-Bella and her shadow, M. Grimaldi, came late, like great
people.  Just as we were going to sit down, Clairmont told me that a
man wanted to speak to me.

"Shew him in."

As soon as he appeared M. Grimaldi exclaimed:

"The man with the bag!"

"What do you want?" I said, dryly.

"Sir, I am come to ask you to help me.  I am a family man, and it is
thought that .  .  ."

I did not let him finish.

"I have never refused to aid the unfortunate," said I.  "Clairmont,
give him ten sequins.  Leave the room."

This incident spoke in my favour, and made me in a better temper.

We sat down to table, and a letter was handed to me.  I recognized
Possano's writing, and put it in my pocket without reading it.

The dinner was delicious, and my cook was pronounced to have won his
spurs.  Though her exalted rank and the brilliance of her attire gave
Signora Isoia-Bella the first place of right, she was nevertheless
eclipsed by my two nieces.  The young Genoese was all attention for
the fair Marseillaise, and I could see that she was not displeased.
I sincerely wished to see her in love with someone, and I liked her
too well to bear the idea of her burying herself in a convent.  She
could never be happy till she found someone who would make her forget
the rascal who had brought her to the brink of ruin.

I seized the opportunity, when all my guests were engaged with each
other, to open Possano's letter.  It ran as follows:

"I went to the bank to change the piece of gold you gave me.  It was
weighed, and found to be ten carats under weight.  I was told to name
the person from whom I got it, but of course I did not do so.  I then
had to go to prison, and if you do not get me out of the scrape I
shall be prosecuted, though of course I am not going to get myself
hanged for anybody."

I gave the letter to Grimaldi, and when we had left the table he took
me aside, and said,--

"This is a very serious matter, for it may end in the gallows for the
man who clipped the coin."

"Then they can hang the biribanti!  That won't hurt me much."

"No, that won't do; it would compromise Madame Isola-Bella, as biribi
is strictly forbidden.  Leave it all to me, I will speak to the State
Inquisitors about it.  Tell Possano to persevere in his silence, and
that you will see him safely through.  The laws against coiners and
clippers are only severe with regard to these particular coins, as
the Government has special reasons for not wishing them to be
depreciated."

I wrote to Possano, and sent for a pair of scales.  We weighed the
gold I had won at biribi, and every single piece had been clipped.
M. Grimaldi said he would have them defaced and sold to a jeweller.

When we got back to the dining-room we found everybody at play.
M. Grimaldi proposed that I should play at quinze with him.  I
detested the game, but as he was my guest I felt it would be impolite
to refuse, and in four hours I had lost five hundred sequins.

Next morning the marquis told me that Possano was out of prison, and
that he had been given the value of the coin.  He brought me thirteen
hundred sequins which had resulted from the sale of the gold.  We
agreed that I was to call on Madame Isola-Bella the next day, when he
would give me my revenge at quinze.

I kept the appointment, and lost three thousand sequins.  I paid him
a thousand the next day, and gave him two bills of exchange, payable
by myself, for the other two thousand.  When these bills were
presented I was in England, and being badly off I had to have them
protested.  Five years later, when I was at Barcelona, M. de Grimaldi
was urged by a traitor to have me imprisoned, but he knew enough of
me to be sure that if I did not meet the bills it was from sheer
inability to do so.  He even wrote me a very polite letter, in which
he gave the name of my enemy, assuring me that he would never take
any steps to compel me to pay the money.  This enemy was Possano, who
was also at Barcelona, though I was not aware of his presence.  I
will speak of the circumstance in due time, but I cannot help
remarking that all who aided me in my pranks with Madame d'Urfe
proved traitors, with the exception of a Venetian girl, whose
acquaintance the reader will make in the following chapter.

In spite of my losses I enjoyed myself, and had plenty of money, for
after all I had only lost what I had won at biribi.  Rosalie often
dined with us, either alone or with her husband, and I supped
regularly at her home with my niece, whose love affair seemed quite
promising.  I congratulated her upon the circumstance, but she
persisted in her determination to take refuge from the world in a
cloister.  Women often do the most idiotic things out of sheer
obstinacy; possibly they deceive even themselves, and act in good
faith; but unfortunately, when the veil falls from before their eyes,
they see but the profound abyss into which their folly had plunged
them.

In the meanwhile, my niece had become so friendly and familiar that
she would often come and sit on my bed in the morning when Annette
was still in my arms.  Her presence increased my ardour, and I
quenched the fires on the blonde which the brunette was kindling.  My
niece seemed to enjoy the sight, and I could see that her senses were
being pleasantly tortured.  Annette was short-sighted, and so did not
perceive my distractions, while my fair niece caressed me slightly,
knowing that it would add to my pleasures.  When she thought I was
exhausted she told Annette to get up and leave me alone with her, as
she wanted to tell me something.  She then began to jest and toy, and
though her dress was extremely disordered she seemed to think that
her charms would exercise no power over me.  She was quite mistaken,
but I was careful not to undeceive her for fear of losing her
confidence.  I watched the game carefully, and noting how little by
little her familiarity increased, I felt sure that she would have to
surrender at last, if not at Genoa, certainly on the journey, when we
would be thrown constantly in each other's society with nobody to spy
upon our actions, and with nothing else to do but to make love.  It
is the weariness of a journey, the constant monotony, that makes one
do something to make sure of one's existence; and when it comes to
the reckoning there is usually more joy than repentance.

But the story of my journey from Genoa to Marseilles was written in
the book of fate, and could not be read by me.  All I knew was that I
must soon go as Madame d'Urfe was waiting for me at Marseilles.  I
knew not that in this journey would be involved the fate of a
Venetian girl of whom I had never heard, who had never seen me, but
whom I was destined to render happy.  My fate seemed to have made me
stop at Genoa to wait for her.

I settled my accounts with the banker, to whom I had been accredited,
and I took a letter of credit on Marseilles, where, however, I was
not likely to want for funds, as my high treasurer, Madame d'Urfe was
there.  I took leave of Madame Isola-Bella and her circle that I
might be able to devote all my time to Rosalie and her friends.




CHAPTER II

Disgraceful Behaviour of My Brother, the Abbe, I Relieve Him of His
Mistress--Departure from Genoa--The Prince of Monaco--My Niece
Overcome--Our Arrival at Antibes


On the Tuesday in Holy Week I was just getting up, when Clairmont
came to tell me that a priest who would not give his name wanted to
speak to me.  I went out in my night-cap, and the rascally priest
rushed at me and nearly choked me with his embraces.  I did not like
so much affection, and as I had not recognized him at first on
account of the darkness of the room, I took him by the arm and led
him to the window.  It was my youngest brother, a good-for-nothing
fellow, whom I had always disliked.  I had not seen him for ten
years, but I cared so little about him that I had not even enquired
whether he were alive or dead in the correspondence I maintained with
M. de Bragadin, Dandolo, and Barbaro.

As soon as his silly embraces were over, I coldly asked him what
chance had brought him to Genoa in this disgusting state of dirt,
rags, and tatters.  He was only twenty-nine, his complexion was fresh
and healthy, and he had a splendid head of hair.  He was a posthumous
son, born like Mahomet, three months after the death of his father.

"The story of my misfortunes would be only too long.  Take me into
your room, and I will sit down and tell you the whole story."

"First of all, answer my questions.  How long have you been here?"

"Since yesterday."

"Who told you that I was here?"

"Count B----, at Milan."

"Who told you that the count knew me?"

"I found out by chance.  I was at M. de Bragadin's a month ago, and
on his table I saw a letter from the count to you."

"Did you tell him you were my brother?"

"I had to when he said how much I resembled you."

"He made a mistake, for you are a blockhead."

"He did not think so, at all events, for he asked me to dinner."

"You must have cut a pretty figure, if you were in your present
state."

"He gave me four sequins to come here; otherwise, I should never have
been able to do the journey."

"Then he did a very foolish thing.  You're a mere beggar, then; you
take alms.  Why did you leave Venice?  What do you want with me?
I can do nothing for you."

"Ah! do not make me despair, or I shall kill myself."

"That's the very best thing you could do; but you are too great a
coward.  I ask again why you left Venice, where you could say mass,
and preach, and make an honest living, like many priests much better
than you?"

"That is the kernel of the whole matter.  Let us go in and I will
tell you."

"No; wait for me here.  We will go somewhere where you can tell me
your story, if I have patience to listen to it.  But don't tell any
of my people that you are my brother, for I am ashamed to have such a
relation.  Come, take me to the place where you are staying."

"I must tell you that at my inn I am not alone, and I want to have a
private interview with you."

"Who is with you?"

"I will tell you presently, but let us go into a coffeehouse."

"Are you in company with a band of brigands?  What are you sighing
at?"

"I must confess it, however painful it may be to my feelings.  I am
with a woman."

"A woman! and you a priest!"

"Forgive me.  I was blinded by love, and seduced by my senses and her
beauty, so I seduced her under a promise to marry her at Geneva.  I
can never go back to Venice, for I took her away from her father's
house."

"What could you do at Geneva?  They would expel you after you had
been there three or four days.  Come, we will go to the inn and see
the woman you have deceived.  I will speak to you afterwards."

I began to trace my steps in the direction he had pointed out, and he
was obliged to follow me.  As soon as we got to the inn, he went on
in front, and after climbing three flights of stairs I entered a
wretched den where I saw a tall young girl, a sweet brunette, who
looked proud and not in the least confused.  As soon as I made my
appearance she said, without any greeting,--

"Are you the brother of this liar and monster who has deceived me so
abominably?"

"Yes," said I.  "I have the honour."

"A fine honour, truly.  Well, have the kindness to send me back to
Venice, for I won't stop any longer with this rascal whom I listened
to like the fool I was, who turned my head with his lying tales.  He
was going to meet you at Milan, and you were to give us enough money
to go to Geneva, and there we were to turn Protestants and get
married.  He swore you were expecting him at Milan, but you were not
there at all, and he contrived to get money in some way or another,
and brought me here miserably enough.  I thank Heaven he has found
you at last, for if he had not I should have started off by myself
and begged my way.  I have not a single thing left; the wretch sold
all I possessed at Bergamo and Verona.  I don't know how I kept my
senses through it all.  To hear him talk, the world was a paradise
outside Venice, but I have found to my cost that there is no place
like home.  I curse the hour when I first saw the miserable wretch.
He's a beggarly knave; always whining.  He wanted to enjoy his rights
as my husband when we got to Padua, but I am thankful to say I gave
him nothing.  Here is the writing he gave me; take it, and do what
you like with it.  But if you have any heart, send me back to Venice
or I will tramp there on foot."

I had listened to this long tirade without interrupting her.  She
might have spoken at much greater length, so far as I was concerned;
my astonishment took my breath away.  Her discourse had all the fire
of eloquence, and was heightened by her expressive face and the
flaming glances she shot from her eyes.

My brother, sitting down with his head between his hands, and obliged
to listen in silence to this long catalogue of well-deserved
reproaches, gave something of a comic element to the scene.  In spite
of that, however, I was much touched by the sad aspects of the girl's
story.  I felt at once that I must take charge of her, and put an end
to this ill-assorted match.  I imagined that I should not have much
difficulty in sending her back to Venice, which she might never have
quitted if it had not been for her trust in me, founded on the
fallacious promises of her seducer.

The true Venetian character of the girl struck me even more than her
beauty.  Her courage, frank indignation, and the nobility of her
aspect made me resolve not to abandon her.  I could not doubt that
she had told a true tale, as my brother continued to observe a guilty
silence.

I watched her silently for some time, and, my mind being made up,
said,--

"I promise to send you back to Venice with a respectable woman to
look after you; but you will be unfortunate if you carry back with
you the results of your amours."

"What results?  Did I not tell you that we were going to be married
at Geneva?"

"Yes, but in spite of that .  .  ."

"I understand you, sir, but I am quite at ease on that point, as I am
happy to say that I did not yield to any of the wretch's desires."

"Remember," said the abbe, in a plaintive voice, "the oath you took
to be mine for ever.  You swore it upon the crucifix."

So saying he got up and approached her with a supplicating gesture,
but as soon as he was within reach she gave him a good hearty box on
the ear.  I expected to see a fight, in which I should not have
interfered, but nothing of the kind.  The humble abbe gently turned
away to the window, and casting his eyes to heaven began to weep.

"You are too malicious, my dear," I said; "the poor devil is only
unhappy because you have made him in love with you."

"If he is it's his own fault, I should never have thought of him but
for his coming to me and fooling me, I shall never forgive him till
he is out of my sight.  That's not the first blow I have given him;
I had to begin at Padua."

"Yes," said the abbe, "but you are excommunicated, for I am a
priest."

"It's little I care for the excommunication of a scoundrel like you,
and if you say another word I will give you some more."

"Calm yourself, my child," said I; "you have cause to be angry, but
you should not beat him.  Take up your things and follow me."

"Where are you going to take her?" said the foolish priest.

"To my own house, and I should advise you to hold your tongue.  Here,
take these twenty sequins and buy yourself some clean clothes and
linen, and give those rags of yours to the beggars.  I will come and
talk to you to-morrow, and you may thank your stars that you found me
here.  As for you, mademoiselle, I will have you conducted to my
lodging, for Genoa must not see you in my company after arriving here
with a priest.  We must not have any scandal.  I shall place you
under the charge of my landlady, but whatever you do don't tell her
this sad story.  I will see that you are properly dressed, and that
you want for nothing."

"May Heaven reward you!"

My brother, astonished at the sight of the twenty sequins, let me go
away without a word.  I had the fair Venetian taken to my lodging in
a sedan-chair, and putting her under the charge of my landlady I told
the latter to see that she was properly dressed.  I wanted to see how
she would look in decent clothes, for her present rags and tatters
detracted from her appearance.  I warned Annette that a girl who had
been placed in my care would eat and sleep with her, and then having
to entertain a numerous company of guests I proceeded to make my
toilette.

Although my niece had no rights over me, I valued her esteem, and
thought it best to tell her the whole story lest she should pass an
unfavourable judgment on me.  She listened attentively and thanked me
for my confidence in her, and said she should very much like to see
the girl and the abbe too, whom she pitied, though she admitted he
was to be blamed for what he had done.  I had got her a dress to wear
at dinner, which became her exquisitely.  I felt only too happy to be
able to please her in any way, for her conduct towards myself and the
way she treated her ardent lover commanded my admiration.  She saw
him every day either at my house or at Rosalie's.  The young man had
received an excellent education, though he was of the mercantile
class, and wrote to her in a business-like manner, that, as they were
well suited to each other in every way, there was nothing against his
going to Marseilles and obtaining her father's consent to the match,
unless it were a feeling of aversion on her side.  He finished by
requesting her to give him an answer.  She shewed me the letter, and
I congratulated her, and advised her to accept, if there was nothing
about the young man which displeased her.

"There is nothing of the kind," she said, "and Rosalie thinks with
you."

"Then tell him by word of mouth that you give your consent, and will
expect to see him at Marseilles."

"Very good; as you think so, I will tell him tomorrow."

When dinner was over a feeling of curiosity made me go into the room
where Annette was dining with the Venetian girl, whose name was
Marcoline.  I was struck with astonishment on seeing her, for she was
completely changed, not so much by the pretty dress she had on as by
the contented expression of her face, which made her look quite
another person.  Good humour had vanquished unbecoming rage, and the
gentleness born of happiness made her features breathe forth love.
I could scarcely believe that this charming creature before me was
the same who had dealt such a vigorous blow to my brother, a priest,
and a sacred being in the eyes of the common people.  They were
eating, and laughing at not being able to understand each other, for
Marcoline only spoke Venetian, and Annette Genoese, and the latter
dialect does not resemble the former any more than Bohemian resembles
Dutch.

I spoke to Marcoline in her native tongue, which was mine too, and
she said,--

"I seem to have suddenly passed from hell to Paradise."

"Indeed, you look like an angel."

"You called me a little devil this morning.  But here is a fair
angel," said she, pointing to Annette; "we don't see such in Venice."

"She is my treasure."

Shortly after my niece came in, and seeing me talking and laughing
with the two girls began to examine the new-comer.  She told me in
French that she thought her perfectly beautiful, and repeating her
opinion to the girl in Italian gave her a kiss.  Marcoline asked her
plainly in the Venetian manner who she was.

"I am this gentleman's niece, and he is taking me back to Marseilles,
where my home is."

"Then you would have been my niece too, if I had married his brother.
I wish I had such a pretty niece."

This pleasant rejoinder was followed by a storm of kisses given and
returned with ardour which one might pronounce truly Venetian, if it
were not that this would wound the feelings of the almost equally
ardent Provencals.

I took my niece for a sail in the bay, and after we had enjoyed one
of those delicious evenings which I think can be found nowhere else--
sailing on a mirror silvered by the moon, over which float the odours
of the jasmine, the orange-blossom, the pomegranates, the aloes, and
all the scented flowers which grow along the coasts--we returned to
our lodging, and I asked Annette what had become of Marcoline.  She
told me that she had gone to bed early, and I went gently into her
room, with no other intention than to see her asleep.  The light of
the candle awoke her, and she did not seem at all frightened at
seeing me.  I sat by the bed, and fell to making love to her, and at
last made as if I would kiss her, but she resisted, and we went on
talking.

When Annette had put her mistress to bed, she came in and found us
together.

"Go to bed, my dear," said I.  "I will come to you directly."

Proud of being my mistress, she gave me a fiery kiss and went away
without a word.

I began to talk about my brother, and passing from him to myself I
told her of the interest I felt for her, saying that I would either
have her taken to Venice, or bring her with me when I went to France.

"Do you want to marry me?"

"No, I am married already."

"That's a lie, I know, but it doesn't matter.  Send me back to
Venice, and the sooner the better.  I don't want to be anybody's
concubine."

"I admire your sentiments, my dear, they do you honour."

Continuing my praise I became pressing, not using any force, but
those gentle caresses which are so much harder for a woman to resist
than a violent attack.  Marcoline laughed, but seeing that I
persisted in spite of her resistance, she suddenly glided out of the
bed and took refuge in my niece's room and locked the door after her.
I was not displeased; the thing was done so easily and gracefully.  I
went to bed with Annette, who lost nothing by the ardour with which
Marcoline had inspired me.  I told her how she had escaped from my
hands, and Annette was loud in her praises.

In the morning I got up early and went into my niece's room to enjoy
the sight of the companion I had involuntarily given her, and the two
girls were certainly a very pleasant sight.  As soon as my niece saw
me, she exclaimed,--

"My dear uncle, would you believe it?  This sly Venetian has violated
me."

Marcoline understood her, and far from denying the fact proceeded to
give my niece fresh marks of her affection, which were well received,
and from the movements of the sheets which covered them I could make
a pretty good guess as to the nature of their amusement.

"This is a rude shock to the respect which your uncle has had for
your prejudices," said I.

"The sports of two girls cannot tempt a man who has just left the
arms of Annette."

"You are wrong, and perhaps you know it, for I am more than tempted."

With these words I lifted the sheets of the bed.  Marcoline shrieked
but did not move, but my niece earnestly begged me to replace the
bed-clothes.  However, the picture before me was too charming to be
concealed.

At this point Annette came in, and in obedience to her mistress
replaced the coverlet over the two Bacchantes.  I felt angry with
Annette, and seizing her threw her on the bed, and then and there
gave the two sweethearts such an interesting spectacle that they left
their own play to watch us.  When I had finished, Annette, who was in
high glee; said I was quite right to avenge myself on their prudery.
I felt satisfied with what I had done, and went to breakfast.  I then
dressed, and visited my brother.

"How is Marcoline?" said he, as soon as he saw me.

"Very well, and you needn't trouble yourself any more about her.  She
is well lodged, well dressed, and well fed, and sleeps with my
niece's maid."

"I didn't know I had a niece."

"There are many things you don't know.  In three or four days she
will return to Venice."

"I hope, dear brother, that you will ask me to dine with you to-day."

"Not at all, dear brother.  I forbid you to set foot in my house,
where your presence would be offensive to Marcoline, whom you must
not see any more."

"Yes, I will; I will return to Venice, if I have to hang for it."

"What good would that be?  She won't have you."

"She loves me."

"She beats you."

"She beats me because she loves me.  She will be as gentle as a lamb
when she sees me so well dressed.  You do not know how I suffer."

"I can partly guess, but I do not pity you, for you are an impious
and cruel fool.  You have broken your vows, and have not hesitated to
make a young girl endure misery and degradation to satisfy your
caprice.  What would you have done, I should like to know, if I had
given you the cold shoulder instead of helping you?"

"I should have gone into the street, and begged for my living with
her."

"She would have beaten you, and would probably have appealed to the
law to get rid of you."

"But what will you do for me, if I let her go back to Venice without
following her."

"I will take you to France, and try to get you employed by some
bishop."

"Employed!  I was meant by nature to be employed by none but God."

"You proud fool!  Marcoline rightly called you a whiner.  Who is your
God?  How do you serve Him?  You are either a hypocrite or an idiot.
Do you think that you, a priest, serve God by decoying an innocent
girl away from her home?  Do you serve Him by profaning the religion
you do not even understand?  Unhappy fool! do you think that with no
talent, no theological learning, and no eloquence, you can be a
Protestant minister.  Take care never to come to my house, or I will
have you expelled from Genoa."

"Well, well, take me to Paris, and I will see what my brother Francis
can do for me; his heart is not so hard as yours."

"Very good!  you shall go to Paris, and we will start from here in
three or four days.  Eat and drink to your heart's content, but
remain indoors; I will let you know when we are going.  I shall have
my niece, my secretary, and my valet with me.  We shall travel by
sea."

"The sea makes me sick."

"That will purge away some of your bad humours."

When I got home I told Marcoline what had passed between us.

"I hate him!" said she; "but I forgive him, since it is through him I
know you."

"And I forgive him, too, because unless it had been for him I should
never have seen you.  But I love you, and I shall die unless you
satisfy my desires."

"Never; for I know I should be madly in love with you, and then you
would leave me, and I should be miserable again."

"I will never leave you."

"If you will swear that, take me into France and make me all your
own.  Here you must continue living with Annette; besides, I have got
your niece to make love to."

The pleasant part of the affair was that my niece was equally taken
with her, and had begged me to let her take meals with us and sleep
with her.  As I had a prospect of being at their lascivious play, I
willingly consented, and henceforth she was always present at the
table.  We enjoyed her company immensely, for she told us side-
splitting tales which kept us at table till it was time to go to
Rosalie's, where my niece's adorer was certain to be awaiting us.

The next day, which was Holy Thursday, Rosalie came with us to see
the processions.  I had Rosalie and Marcoline with me, one on each
arm, veiled in their mezzaros, and my niece was under the charge of
her lover.  The day after we went to see the procession called at
Genoa Caracce, and Marcoline pointed out my brother who kept hovering
round us, though he pretended not to see us.  He was most carefully
dressed, and the stupid fop seemed to think he was sure to find
favour in Marcoline's eyes, and make her regret having despised him;
but he was woefully deceived, for Marcoline knew how to manage her
mezzaro so well that, though he was both seen and laughed at, the
poor devil could not be certain that she had noticed him at all, and
in addition the sly girl held me so closely by the arm that he must
have concluded we were very intimate.

My niece and Marcoline thought themselves the best friends in the
world, and could not bear my telling them that their amorous sports
were the only reason for their attachment.  They therefore agreed to
abandon them as soon as we left Genoa, and promised that I should
sleep between them in the felucca, all of us to keep our clothes on.
I said I should hold them to their word, and I fixed our departure
for Thursday.  I ordered the felucca to be in readiness and summoned
my brother to go on board.

It was a cruel moment when I left Annette with her mother.  She wept
so bitterly that all of us had to shed tears.  My niece gave her a
handsome dress and I thirty sequins, promising to come and see her
again on my return from England.  Possano was told to go on board
with the abbe; I had provisioned the boat for three days.  The young
merchant promised to be at Marseilles, telling my niece that by the
time he came everything would be settled.  I was delighted to hear
it; it assured me that her father would give her a kind reception.
Our friends did not leave us till the moment we went on board.

The felucca was very conveniently arranged, and was propelled by the
twelve oarsmen.  On the deck there were also twenty-four muskets, so
that we should have been able to defend ourselves against a pirate.
Clairmont had arranged my carriage and my trunks so cleverly, that by
stretching five mattresses over them we had an excellent bed, where
we could sleep and undress ourselves in perfect comfort; we had good
pillows and plenty of sheets.  A long awning covered the deck, and
two lanterns were hung up, one at each end.  In the evening they were
lighted and Clairmont brought in supper.  I had warned my brother
that at the slightest presumption on his part he should be flung into
the sea, so I allowed him and Possano to sup with us.

I sat between my two nymphs and served the company merrily, first my
niece, then Marcoline, then my brother, and finally Possano.  No
water was drunk at table, so we each emptied a bottle of excellent
Burgundy, and when we had finished supper the rowers rested on their
oars, although the wind was very light.  I had the lamps put out and
went to bed with my two sweethearts, one on each side of me.

The light of dawn awoke me, and I found my darlings still sleeping in
the same position.  I could kiss neither of them, since one passed
for my niece, and my sense of humanity would not allow me to treat
Marcoline as my mistress in the presence of an unfortunate brother
who adored her, and had never obtained the least favour from her.  He
was lying near at hand, overwhelmed with grief and seasickness, and
watching and listening with all his might for the amorous encounter
he suspected us of engaging in.  I did not want to have any
unpleasantness, so I contented myself with gazing on them till the
two roses awoke and opened their eyes.

When this delicious sight was over, I got up and found that we were
only opposite Final, and I proceeded to reprimand the master.

"The wind fell dead at Savona, sir"; and all the seamen chorused his
excuse.

"Then you should have rowed instead of idling."

"We were afraid of waking you.  You shall be at Antibes by tomorrow."

After passing the time by eating a hearty meal, we took a fancy to go
on shore at St. Remo.  Everybody was delighted.  I took my two nymphs
on land, and after forbidding any of the others to disembark I
conducted the ladies to an inn, where I ordered coffee.  A man
accosted us, and invited us to come and play biribi at his house.

"I thought the game was forbidden in Genoa," said I.  I felt certain
that the players were the rascals whose bank I had broken at Genoa,
so I accepted the invitation.  My niece had fifty Louis in her purse,
and I gave fifteen to Marcoline.  We found a large assemblage, room
was made for us, and I recognized the knaves of Genoa.  As soon as
they saw me they turned pale and trembled.  I should say that the man
with the bag was not the poor devil who had served me so well without
wanting to.

"I play harlequin," said I.

"There isn't one."

"What's the bank?"

"There it is.  We play for small stakes here, and those two hundred
louis are quite sufficient.  You can bet as low as you like, and the
highest stake is of a louis."

"That's all very well, but my louis is full weight."

"I think ours are, too."

"Are you sure?"

"No."

"Then I won't play," said I, to the keeper of the rooms.

"You are right; bring the scales."

The banker then said that when play was over he would give four
crowns of six livres for every louis that the company had won, and
the matter was settled.  In a moment the board was covered with
stakes.

We each punted a louis at a time, and I and my niece lost twenty
Louis, but Marcoline, who had never possessed two sequins in her life
before, won two hundred and forty Louis.  She played on the figure of
an abbe which came out fifth twenty times.  She was given a bag full
of crown pieces, and we returned to the felucca.

The wind was contrary, and we had to row all night, and in the
morning the sea was so rough that we had to put in at Mentone.  My
two sweethearts were very sick, as also my brother and Possano, but I
was perfectly well.  I took the two invalids to the inn, and allowed
my brother and Possano to land and refresh themselves.  The innkeeper
told me that the Prince and Princess of Monaco were at Mentone, so I
resolved to pay them a visit.  It was thirteen years since I had seen
the prince at Paris, where I had amused him and his mistress Caroline
at supper.  It was this prince who had taken me to see the horrible
Duchess of Rufec; then he was unmarried, and now I met him again in
his principality with his wife, of whom he had already two sons.  The
princess had been a Duchess de Borgnoli, a great heiress, and a
delightful and pretty woman.  I had heard all about her, and I was
curious to verify the facts for myself.

I called on the prince, was announced, and after a long wait they
introduced me to his presence.  I gave him his title of highness,
which I had never done at Paris, where he was not known under his
full style and title.  He received me politely, but with that
coolness which lets one know that one is not an over-welcome visitor.

"You have put in on account of the bad weather, I suppose?" said he.

"Yes, prince, and if your highness will allow me I will spend the
whole day in your delicious villa."  (It is far from being
delicious.)

"As you please.  The princess as well as myself likes it better than
our place at Monaco, so we live here by preference."

"I should be grateful if your highness would present me to the
princess."

Without mentioning my name he ordered a page in waiting to present me
to the princess.

The page opened the door of a handsome room and said, "The Princess,"
and left me.  She was singing at the piano, but as soon as she saw me
she rose and came to meet me.  I was obliged to introduce myself, a
most unpleasant thing, and no doubt the princess felt the position,
for she pretended not to notice it, and addressed me with the utmost
kindness and politeness, and in a way that shewed that she was
learned in the maxims of good society.  I immediately became very
much at my ease, and proceeded in a lordly manner to entertain her
with pleasant talk, though I said nothing about my two lady friends.

The princess was handsome, clever, and good-natured.  Her mother, who
knew that a man like the prince would never make her daughter happy,
opposed the marriage, but the young marchioness was infatuated, and
the mother had to give in when the girl said,--

"O Monaco O monaca."  (Either Monaco or a convent.)

We were still occupied in the trifles which keep up an ordinary
conversation, when the prince came in running after a waiting-maid,
who was making her escape, laughing.  The princess pretended not to
see him, and went on with what she was saying.  The scene displeased
me, and I took leave of the princess, who wished me a pleasant
journey.  I met the prince as I was going out, and he invited me to
come and see him whenever I passed that way.

"Certainly," said I; and made my escape without saying any more.

I went back to the inn and ordered a good dinner for three.

In the principality of Monaco there was a French garrison, which was
worth a pension of a hundred thousand francs to the prince--a very
welcome addition to his income.

A curled and scented young officer, passing by our room, the door of
which was open, stopped short, and with unblushing politeness asked
us if we would allow him to join our party.  I replied politely, but
coldly, that he did us honour--a phrase which means neither yes nor
no; but a Frenchman who has advanced one step never retreats.

He proceeded to display his graces for the benefit of the ladies,
talking incessantly, without giving them time to get in a word, when
he suddenly turned to me and said that he wondered how it was that
the prince had not asked me and my ladies to dinner.  I told him that
I had not said anything to the prince about the treasure I had with
me.

I had scarcely uttered the words, when the kindly blockhead rose and
cried enthusiastically,--

"Parbleu!  I am no longer surprised.  I will go and tell his
highness, and I shall soon have the honour of dining with you at the
castle."

He did not wait to hear my answer, but went off in hot haste.

We laughed heartily at his folly, feeling quite sure that we should
neither dine with him nor the prince, but in a quarter of an hour he
returned in high glee, and invited us all to dinner on behalf of the
prince.

"I beg you will thank his highness, and at the same time ask him to
excuse us.  The weather has improved, and I want to be off as soon as
we have taken a hasty morsel."

The young Frenchman exerted all his eloquence in vain, and at length
retired with a mortified air to take our answer to the prince.

I thought I had got rid of him at last, but I did not know my man.
He returned a short time after, and addressing himself in a
complacent manner to the ladies, as if I was of no more account, he
told them that he had given the prince such a description of their
charms that he had made up his mind to dine with them.

"I have already ordered the table to be laid for two more, as I shall
have the honour of being of the party.  In a quarter of an hour,
ladies, the prince will be here."

"Very good," said I, "but as the prince is coming I must go to the
felucca and fetch a capital pie of which the prince is very fond, I
know.  Come, ladies."

"You can leave them here, sir.  I will undertake to keep them
amused."

"I have no doubt you would, but they have some things to get from the
felucca as well."

"Then you will allow me to come too."

"Certainly with pleasure."

As we were going down the stairs, I asked the innkeeper what I owed
him.

"Nothing, sir, I have just received orders to serve you in
everything, and to take no money from you."

"The prince is really magnificent!"  During this short dialogue, the
ladies had gone on with the fop.  I hastened to rejoin them, and my
niece took my arm, laughing heartily to hear the officer making love
to Marcoline, who did not understand a word he said.  He did not
notice it in the least, for his tongue kept going like the wheel of a
mill, and he did not pause for any answers.

"We shall have some fun at dinner," said my niece, "but what are we
going to do on the felucca?"

"We are leaving.  Say nothing."

"Leaving?"

"Immediately."

"What a jest! it is worth its weight in gold."

We went on board the felucca, and the officer, who was delighted with
the pretty vessel, proceeded to examine it.  I told my niece to keep
him company, and going to the master, whispered to him to let go
directly.

"Directly?"

"Yes, this moment."

"But the abbe and your secretary are gone for a walk, and two of my
men are on shore, too."

"That's no matter; we shall pick them up again at Antibes; it's only
ten leagues, and they have plenty of money.  I must go, and directly.
Make haste."

"All right."

He tripped the anchor, and the felucca began to swing away from the
shore.  The officer asked me in great astonishment what it meant.

"It means that I am going to Antibes and I shall be very glad to take
you there for nothing."

"This is a fine jest!  You are joking, surely?"

"Your company will be very pleasant on the journey."

"Pardieu! put me ashore, for with your leave, ladies, I cannot go to
Antibes."

"Put the gentleman ashore," said I to the master, "he does not seem
to like our company."

"It's not that, upon my honour.  These ladies are charming, but the
prince would think that I was in the plot to play this trick upon
him, which you must confess is rather strong."

"I never play a weak trick."

"But what will the prince say?"

"He may say what he likes, and I shall do as I like."

"Well, it's no fault of mine.  Farewell, ladies! farewell, sir!"

"Farewell, and you may thank the prince for me for paying my bill."

Marcoline who did not understand what was passing gazed in
astonishment, but my niece laughed till her sides ached, for the way
in which the poor officer had taken the matter was extremely comic.

Clairmont brought us an excellent dinner, and we laughed incessantly
during its progress, even at the astonishment of the abbe and Possano
when they came to the quay and found the felucca had flown.  However,
I was sure of meeting them again at Antibes, and we reached that port
at six o'clock in the evening.

The motion of the sea had tired us without making us feel sick, for
the air was fresh, and our appetites felt the benefits of it, and in
consequence we did great honour to the supper and the wine.
Marcoline whose stomach was weakened by the sickness she had
undergone soon felt the effects of the Burgundy, her eyes were heavy,
and she went to sleep.  My niece would have imitated her, but I
reminded her tenderly that we were at Antibes, and said I was sure
she would keep her word.  She did not answer me, but gave me her
hand, lowering her eyes with much modesty.

Intoxicated with her submission which was so like love, I got into
bed beside her, exclaiming,--

"At last the hour of my happiness has come!

"And mine too, dearest."

"Yours?  Have you not continually repulsed me?"

"Never!  I always loved you, and your indifference has been a bitter
grief to me."

"But the first night we left Milan you preferred being alone to
sleeping with me."

"Could I do otherwise without passing in your eyes for one more a
slave to sensual passion than to love?  Besides you might have
thought I was giving myself to you for the benefits I had received;
and though gratitude be a noble feeling, it destroys all the sweet
delights of love.  You ought to have told me that you loved me and
subdued me by those attentions which conquer the hearts of us women.
Then you would have seen that I loved you too, and our affection
would have been mutual.  On my side I should have known that the
pleasure you had of me was not given out of a mere feeling of
gratitude.  I do not know whether you would have loved me less the
morning after, if I had consented, but I am sure I should have lost
your esteem."

She was right, and I applauded her sentiments, while giving her to
understand that she was to put all notions of benefits received out
of her mind.  I wanted to make her see that I knew that there was no
more need for gratitude on her side than mine.

We spent a night that must be imagined rather than described.  She
told me in the morning that she felt all had been for the best, as if
she had given way at first she could never have made up her mind to
accept the young Genoese, though he seemed likely to make her happy.

Marcoline came to see us in the morning, caressed us, and promised to
sleep by herself the rest of the voyage.

"Then you are not jealous?" said I.

"No, for her happiness is mine too, and I know she will make you
happy."

She became more ravishingly beautiful every day.

Possano and the abbe came in just as we were sitting down to table,
and my niece having ordered two more plates I allowed them to dine
with us.  My brother's face was pitiful and yet ridiculous.  He could
not walk any distance, so he had been obliged to come on horseback,
probably for the first time in his life.

"My skin is delicate," said he, "so I am all blistered.  But God's
will be done!  I do not think any of His servants have endured
greater torments than mine during this journey.  My body is sore, and
so is my soul."

So saying he cast a piteous glance at Marcoline, and we had to hold
our sides to prevent ourselves laughing.  My niece could bear it no
more, and said,--

"How I pity you, dear uncle!"

At this he blushed, and began to address the most absurd compliments
to her, styling her "my dear niece."  I told him to be silent, and
not to speak French till he was able to express himself in that
equivocal language without making a fool of himself.  But the poet
Pogomas spoke no better than he did.

I was curious to know what had happened at Mentone after we had left,
and Pogomas proceeded to tell the story.

"When we came back from our walk we were greatly astonished not to
find the felucca any more.  We went to the inn, where I knew you had
ordered dinner; but the inn-keeper knew nothing except that he was
expecting the prince and a young officer to dine with you.  I told
him he might wait for you in vain, and just then the prince came up
in a rage, and told the inn-keeper that now you were gone he might
look to you for his payment.  'My lord,' said the inn-keeper, 'the
gentleman wanted to pay me, but I respected the orders I had received
from your highness and would not take the money.'  At this the prince
flung him a louis with an ill grace, and asked us who we were.  I
told him that we belonged to you, and that you had not waited for us
either, which put us to great trouble.  'You will get away easily
enough,' said he; and then he began to laugh, and swore the jest was
a pleasant one.  He then asked me who the ladies were.  I told him
that the one was your niece, and that I knew nothing of the other;
but the abbe interfered, and said she was your cuisine.  The prince
guessed he meant to say 'cousin,' and burst out laughing, in which he
was joined by the young officer.  'Greet him from me,' said he, as he
went away, 'and tell him that we shall meet again, and that I will
pay him out for the trick he has played me.'  "The worthy host
laughed, too, when the prince had gone, and gave us a good dinner,
saying that the prince's Louis would pay for it all.  When we had
dined we hired two horses, and slept at Nice.  In the morning we rode
on again, being certain of finding you here."  Marcoline told the
abbe in a cold voice to take care not to tell anyone else that she
was his cuisine, or his cousin, or else it would go ill with him, as
she did not wish to be thought either the one or the other.  I also
advised him seriously not to speak French for the future, as the
absurd way in which he had committed himself made everyone about him
ashamed."

Just as I was ordering post-horses to take us to Frejus, a man
appeared, and told me I owed him ten louis for the storage of a
carriage which I had left on his hands nearly three years ago.  This
was when I was taking Rosalie to Italy.  I laughed, for the carriage
itself was not worth five louis.  "Friend," said I, "I make you a
present of the article."

"I don't want your present.  I want the ten louis you owe me."

"You won't get the ten louis.  I will see you further first."

"We will see about that"; and so saying he took his departure.

I sent for horses that we might continue our journey.

A few moments after, a sergeant summoned me to the governor's
presence.  I followed him, and was politely requested to pay the ten
louis that my creditor demanded.  I answered that, in the agreement I
had entered into for six francs a month, there was no mention of the
length of the term, and that I did not want to withdraw my carriage.

"But supposing you were never to withdraw it?"

"Then the man could bequeath his claim to his heir."

"I believe he could oblige you to withdraw it, or to allow it to be
sold to defray expenses."

"You are right, sir, and I wish to spare him that trouble.  I make
him a present of the carriage."

"That's fair enough.  Friend, the carriage is yours."

"But sir," said the plaintiff, "it is not enough; the carriage is not
worth ten louis, and I want the surplus."

"You are in the wrong.  I wish you a pleasant journey, sir, and I
hope you will forgive the ignorance of these poor people, who would
like to shape the laws according to their needs."

All this trouble had made me lose a good deal of time, and I
determined to put off my departure till the next day.  However, I
wanted a carriage for Possano and the abbe, and I got my secretary to
buy the one I had abandoned for four louis.  It was in a deplorable
state, and I had to have it repaired, which kept us till the
afternoon of the next day; however, so far as pleasure was concerned,
the time was not lost.




CHAPTER III

My Arrival at Marseilles--Madame d'Urfe--My Niece Is Welcomed by
Madame Audibert I Get Rid of My Brother and Possano--Regeneration
--Departure of Madame d'Urfe--Marcoline Remains Constant


My niece, now my mistress, grew more dear to me every day, and I
could not help trembling when I reflected that Marseilles would be
the tomb of our love.  Though I could not help arriving there, I
prolonged my happiness as long as I could by travelling by short
stages.  I got to Frejus in less than three hours, and stopped there,
and telling Possano and the abbe to do as they liked during our stay,
I ordered a delicate supper and choice wine for myself and my nymphs.
Our repast lasted till midnight, then we went to bed, and passed the
time in sweet sleep and sweeter pleasures.  I made the same
arrangements at Lucca, Brignoles, and Aubayne, where I passed the
sixth and last night of happiness.

As soon as I got to Marseilles I conducted my niece to Madame
Audibert's, and sent Possano and my brother to the "Trieze Cantons"
inn, bidding them observe the strictest silence with regard to me,
for Madame d'Urfe had been awaiting me for three weeks, and I wished
to be my own herald to her.

It was at Madame Audibert's that my niece had met Croce.  She was a
clever woman, and had known the girl from her childhood, and it was
through her that my niece hoped to be restored to her father's good
graces.  We had agreed that I should leave my niece and Marcoline in
the carriage, and should interview Madame Audibert, whose
acquaintance I had made before, and with whom I could make
arrangements for my niece's lodging till some arrangement was come
to.

Madame Audibert saw me getting out of my carriage, and as she did not
recognize me her curiosity made her come down and open the door.  She
soon recognized me, and consented to let me have a private interview
with the best grace in the world.

I did not lose any time in leading up to the subject, and after I had
given her a rapid sketch of the affair, how misfortune had obliged La
Croix to abandon Mdlle. Crosin, how I had been able to be of service
to her, and finally, how she had had the good luck to meet a wealthy
and distinguished person, who would come to Marseilles to ask her
hand in a fortnight, I concluded by saying that I should have the
happiness of restoring to her hands the dear girl whose preserver I
had been.

"Where is she?" cried Madame Audibert.

"In my carriage.  I have lowered the blinds."

"Bring her in, quick!  I will see to everything.  Nobody shall know
that she is in my house."

Happier than a prince, I made one bound to the carriage and,
concealing her face with her cloak and hood, I led my niece to her
friend's arms.  This was a dramatic scene full of satisfaction for
me.  Kisses were given and received, tears of happiness and
repentance shed, I wept myself from mingled feelings of emotion,
happiness, and regret.

In the meanwhile Clairmont had brought up my niece's luggage, and I
went away promising to return and see her another day.

I had another and as important an arrangement to conclude, I mean
with respect to Marcoline.  I told the postillions to take me to the
worthy old man's where I had lodged Rosalie so pleasantly.  Marcoline
was weeping at this separation from her friend.  I got down at the
house, and made my bargain hastily.  My new mistress was, I said, to
be lodged, fed, and attended on as if she had been a princess.  He
shewed me the apartment she was to occupy; it was fit for a young
marchioness, and he told me that she should be attended by his own
niece, that she should not leave the house, and that nobody but
myself should visit her.

Having made these arrangements I made the fair Venetian come in.  I
gave her the money she had won, which I had converted into gold and
made up to a thousand ducats.

"You won't want it here," said I, "so take care of it.  At Venice a
thousand ducats will make you somebody.  Do not weep, dearest, my
heart is with you, and to-morrow evening I will sup with you."

The old man gave me the latch-key, and I went off to the "Treize
Cantons."  I was expected, and my rooms were adjacent to those
occupied by Madame d'Urfe.

As soon as I was settled, Bourgnole waited on me, and told me her
mistress was alone and expecting me impatiently.

I shall not trouble my readers with an account of our interview, as
it was only composed of Madame d'Urfe's mad flights of fancy, and of
lies on my part which had not even the merit of probability.  A slave
to my life of happy profligacy, I profited by her folly; she would
have found someone else to deceive her, if I had not done so, for it
was really she who deceived herself.  I naturally preferred to profit
by her rather than that a stranger should do so; she was very rich,
and I did myself a great deal of good, without doing anyone any harm.
The first thing she asked me was, "Where is Querilinthos?"  And she
jumped with joy when I told her that he was under the same roof.

"'Tis he, then, who shall make me young again.  So has my genius
assured me night after night.  Ask Paralis if the presents I have
prepared are good enough for Semiramis to present to the head of the
Fraternity of the Rosy Cross."

I did not know what these presents were, and as I could not ask to
see them, I answered that, before consulting Paralis, it would be
necessary to consecrate the gifts under the planetary hours, and that
Querilinthos himself must not see them before the consecration.
Thereupon she took me to her closet, and shewed me the seven packets
meant for the Rosicrucian in the form of offerings to the seven
planets.

Each packet contained seven pounds of the metal proper to the planet,
and seven precious stones, also proper to the planets, each being
seven carats in weight; there were diamonds, rubies, emeralds,
sapphires, chrysolites, topazes, and opals.

I made up my mind that nothing of this should pass into the hands of
the Genoese, and told the mad woman that we must trust entirely in
Paralis for the method of consecration, which must be begun by our
placing each packet in a small casket made on purpose.  One packet,
and one only, could be consecrated in a day, and it was necessary to
begin with the sun.  It was now Friday, and we should have to wait
till Sunday, the day of the sun.  On Saturday I had a box with seven
niches made for the purpose.

For the purposes of consecration I spent three hours every day with
Madame d'Urfe, and we had not finished till the ensuing Saturday.
Throughout this week I made Possano and my brother take their meals
with us, and as the latter did not understand a word the good lady
said, he did not speak a word himself, and might have passed for a
mute of the seraglio.  Madame d'Urfe pronounced him devoid of sense,
and imagined we were going to put the soul of a sylph into his body
that he might engender some being half human, half divine.

It was amusing to see my brother's despair and rage at being taken
for an idiot, and when he endeavoured to say something to spew that
he was not one, she only thought him more idiotic than ever.  I
laughed to myself, and thought how ill he would have played the part
if I had asked him to do it.  All the same the rascal did not lose
anything by his reputation, for Madame d'Urfe clothed him with a
decent splendour that would have led one to suppose that the abbe
belonged to one of the first families in France.  The most uneasy
guest at Madame d'Urfe's table was Possano, who had to reply to
questions, of the most occult nature, and, not knowing anything about
the subject, made the most ridiculous mistakes.

I brought Madame d'Urfe the box, and having made all the necessary
arrangements for the consecrations, I received an order from the
oracle to go into the country and sleep there for seven nights in
succession, to abstain from intercourse with all mortal women, and to
perform ceremonial worship to the moon every night, at the hour of
that planet, in the open fields.  This would make me fit to
regenerate Madame d'Urfe myself in case Querilinthos, for some mystic
reasons, might not be able to do so.

Through this order Madame d'Urfe was not only not vexed with me for
sleeping away from the hotel, but was grateful for the pains I was
taking to ensure the success of the operation.

The day after my arrival I called on Madame Audibert, and had the
pleasure of finding my niece wail pleased with the efforts her friend
was making in her favour.  Madame Audibert had spoken to her father,
telling him that his daughter was with her, and that she hoped to
obtain his pardon and to return to his house, where she would soon
become the bride of a rich Genoese, who wished to receive her from
her father's hands.  The worthy man, glad to find again the lost
sheep, said he would come in two days and take her to her aunt, who
had a house at St. Louis, two leagues from the town.  She might then
quietly await the arrival of her future husband, and avoid all
occasion of scandal.  My niece was surprised that her father had not
yet received a letter from the young man, and I could see that she
was anxious about it; but I comforted her and assured her that I
would not leave Marseilles till I had danced at her wedding.

I left her to go to Marcoline, whom I longed to press to my heart.
I found her in an ecstasy of joy, and she said that if she could
understand what her maid said her happiness would be complete.  I saw
that her situation was a painful one, especially as she was a woman,
but for the present I saw no way out of the difficulty; I should have
to get an Italian-speaking servant, and this would have been a
troublesome task.  She wept with joy when I told her that my niece
desired to be remembered to her, and that in a day she would be on
her father's hearth.  Marcoline had found out that she was not my
real niece when she found her in my arms.

The choice supper which the old man had procured us, and which spewed
he had a good memory for my favorite tastes, made me think of
Rosalie.  Marcoline heard me tell the story with great interest, and
said that it seemed to her that I only went about to make unfortunate
girls happy, provided I found them pretty.

"I almost think you are right," said I; "and it is certain that I
have made many happy, and have never brought misfortune to any girl."

"God will reward you, my dear friend."

"Possibly I am not worth His taking the trouble!"

Though the wit and beauty of Marcoline had charmed me, her appetite
charmed me still more; the reader knows that I have always liked
women who eat heartily.  And in Marseilles they make an excellent
dish of a common fowl, which is often so insipid.

Those who like oil will get on capitally in Provence, for it is used
in everything, and it must be confessed that if used in moderation it
makes an excellent relish.

Marcoline was charming in bed.  I had not enjoyed the Venetian vices
for nearly eight years, and Marcoline was a beauty before whom
Praxiteles would have bent the knee.  I laughed at my brother for
having let such a treasure slip out of his hands, though I quite
forgave him for falling in love with her.  I myself could not take
her about, and as I wanted her to be amused I begged my kind old
landlord to send her to the play every day, and to prepare a good
supper every evening.  I got her some rich dresses that she might cut
a good figure, and this attention redoubled her affection for me.

The next day, which was the second occasion on which I had visited
her, she told me that she had enjoyed the play though she could not
understand the dialogues; and the day after she astonished me by
saying that my brother had intruded himself into her box, and had
said so many impertinent things that if she had been at Venice she
would have boxed his ears.

"I am afraid," she added, "that the rascal has followed me here, and
will be annoying me."

"Don't be afraid," I answered, "I will see what I can do."

When I got to the hotel I entered the abbe's room, and by Possano's
bed I saw an individual collecting lint and various surgical
instruments.

"What's all this?  Are you ill?"

"Yes, I have got something which will teach me to be wiser for the
future."

"It's rather late for this kind of thing at sixty."

"Better late than never."

"You are an old fool.  You stink of mercury."

"I shall not leave my room."

"This will harm you with the marchioness, who believes you to be the
greatest of adepts, and consequently above such weaknesses."

"Damn the marchioness!  Let me be."

The rascal had never talked in this style before.  I thought it best
to conceal my anger, and went up to my brother who was in a corner of
the room.

"What do you mean by pestering Marcoline at the theatre yesterday?"

"I went to remind her of her duty, and to warn her that I would not
be her complaisant lover."

"You have insulted me and her too, fool that you are!  You owe all to
Marcoline, for if it had not been for her, I should never have given
you a second glance; and yet you behave in this disgraceful manner."

"I have ruined myself for her sake, and I can never shew my face in
Venice again.  What right have you to take her from me?"

"The right of love, blockhead, and the right of luck, and the right
of the strongest!  How is it that she is happy with me, and does not
wish to leave me?"

"You have dazzled her."

"Another reason is that with you she was dying of misery and hunger."

"Yes, but the end of it will be that you will abandon her as you have
done with many others, whereas I should have married her."

"Married her!  You renegade, you seem to forget that you are a
priest.  I do not propose to part with her, but if I do I will send
her away rich."

"Well, well, do as you please; but still I have the right to speak to
her whenever I like."

"I have forbidden you to do so, and you may trust me when I tell you
that you have spoken to her for the last time."

So saying I went out and called on an advocate.  I asked him if I
could have a foreign abbe, who was indebted to me, arrested, although
I had no proof of the debt.

"You can do so, as he is a foreigner, but you will have to pay
caution-money.  You can have him put under arrest at his inn, and you
can make him pay unless he is able to prove that he owes you nothing.
Is the sum a large one?"

"Twelve louis."

"You must come with me before the magistrate and deposit twelve
louis, and from that moment you will be able to have him arrested.
Where is he staying?"

"In the same hotel as I am, but I do not wish to have him arrested
there, so I will get him to the 'Ste. Baume,' and put him under
arrest.  Here are the twelve louis caution-money, so you can get the
magistrate's order, and we will meet again to-morrow."

"Give me his name, and yours also."

I returned in haste to the "Treize Cantons," and met the abbe,
dressed up to the nines, and just about to go out.

"Follow me," said I, "I am going to take you to Marcoline, and you
shall have an explanation in her presence."

"With pleasure."

He got into a carriage with me, and I told the coachman to take us to
the "Ste. Baume" inn.  When we got there, I told him to wait for me,
that I was going to fetch Marcoline, and that I would return with her
in a minute.

I got into the carriage again, and drove to the advocate, who gave
the order for arrest to a policeman, who was to execute it.  I then
returned to the "Treize Cantons" and put his belongings into a trunk,
and had them transported to his new abode.

I found him under arrest, and talking to the astonished host, who
could not understand what it was all about.  I told the landlord the
mythical history of the abbe debt to me, and handed over the trunk,
telling him that he had nothing to fear with regard to the bill, as I
would take care that he should be well paid.

I then began my talk with the abbe, telling him that he must get
ready to leave Marseilles the next day, and that I would pay for his
journey to Paris; but that if he did not like to do so, I should
leave him to his fate, and in three days he would be expelled from
Marseilles.  The coward began to weep and said he would go to Paris.

"You must start for Lyons to-morrow, but you will first write me out
an I O U for twelve louis."

"Why?"

"Because I say so.  If you do so I will give you twelve louis and
tear up the document before your face."

"I have no choice in the matter."

"You are right."

When he had written the I O U, I went to take a place in the
diligence for him, and the next morning I went with the advocate to
withdraw the arrest and to take back the twelve louis, which I gave
to my brother in the diligence, with a letter to M. Bono, whom I
warned not to give him any money, and to send him on to Paris by the
same diligence.  I then tore up his note of hand, and wished him a
pleasant journey.

Thus I got rid of this foolish fellow, whom I saw again in Paris in a
month's time.

The day I had my brother arrested and before I went to dine with
Madame d'Urfe I had an interview with Possano in the hope of
discovering the reason of his ill humour.

"The reason is," said he, "that I am sure you are going to lay hands
on twenty or thirty thousand crowns in gold and diamonds, which the
marchioness meant me to have."

"That may be, but it is not for you to know anything about it.  I may
tell you that it rests entirely with me to prevent your getting
anything.  If you think you can succeed go to the marchioness and
make your complaints to her.  I will do nothing to prevent you."

"Then you think I am going to help you in your imposture for nothing;
you are very much mistaken.  I want a thousand louis, and I will have
it, too."

"Then get somebody to give it you," said I; and I turned my back on
him.

I went up to the marchioness and told her that dinner was ready, and
that we should dine alone, as I had been obliged to send the abbe
away.

"He was an idiot; but how about Querilinthos?"

"After dinner Paralis will tell us all about him.  I have strong
suspicions that there is something to be cleared up."

"So have I.  The man seems changed.  Where is he?"

"He is in bed, ill of a disease which I dare not so much as name to
you."

"That is a very extraordinary circumstance; I have never heard of
such a thing before.  It must be the work of an evil genius."

"I have never heard of such a thing, either; but now let us dine.  We
shall have to work hard to-day at the consecration of the tin."

"All the better.  We must offer an expiatory sacrifice to Oromasis,
for, awful thought! in three days he would have to regenerate me, and
the operation would be performed in that condition."

"Let us eat now," I repeated; "I fear lest the hour of Jupiter be
over-past."

"Fear nothing, I will see that all goes well."

After the consecration of the tin had been performed, I transferred
that of Oromasis to another day, while I consulted the oracle
assiduously, the marchioness translating the figures into letters.
The oracle declared that seven salamanders had transported the true
Querilinthos to the Milky Way, and that the man in the next room was
the evil genius, St. Germain, who had been put in that fearful
condition by a female gnome, who had intended to make him the
executioner of Semiramis, who was to die of the dreadful malady
before her term had expired.  The oracle also said that Semiramis
should leave to Payaliseus Galtinardus (myself) all the charge of
getting rid of the evil genius, St. Germain; and that she was not to
doubt concerning her regeneration, since the word would be sent me by
the true Querilinthos from the Milky Way on the seventh night of my
worship of the moon.  Finally the oracle declared that I was to
embrace Semiramis two days before the end of the ceremonies, after an
Undine had purified us by bathing us in the room where we were.

I had thus undertaken to regenerate the worthy Semiramis, and I began
to think how I could carry out my undertaking without putting myself
to shame.  The marchioness was handsome but old, and I feared lest I
should be unable to perform the great act.  I was thirty-eight, and I
began to feel age stealing on me.  The Undine, whom I was to obtain
of the moon, was none other than Marcoline, who was to give me the
necessary generative vigour by the sight of her beauty and by the
contact of her hands.  The reader will see how I made her come down
from heaven.

I received a note from Madame Audibert which made me call on her
before paying my visit to Marcoline.  As soon as I came in she told
me joyously that my niece's father had just received a letter from
the father of the Genoese, asking the hand of his daughter for his
only son, who had been introduced to her by the Chevalier de
Seingalt, her uncle, at the Paretti's.

"The worthy man thinks himself under great obligations to you," said
Madame Audibert.  "He adores his daughter, and he knows you have
cared for her like a father.  His daughter has drawn your portrait in
very favourable colors, and he would be extremely pleased to make
your acquaintance.  Tell me when you can sup with me; the father will
be here to meet you, though unaccompanied by his daughter."

"I am delighted at what you tell me, for the young man's esteem for
his future wife will only be augmented when he finds that I am her
father's friend.  I cannot come to supper, however; I will be here at
six and stop till eight."

As the lady left the choice of the day with me I fixed the day after
next, and then I repaired to my fair Venetian, to whom I told my
news, and how I had managed to get rid of the abbe.

On the day after next, just as we were sitting down to dinner, the
marchioness smilingly gave me a letter which Possano had written her
in bad but perfectly intelligible French.  He had filled eight pages
in his endeavour to convince her that I was deceiving her, and to
make sure he told the whole story without concealing any circumstance
to my disadvantage.  He added that I had brought two girls with me to
Marseilles; and though he did not know where I had hidden them, he
was sure that it was with them that I spent my nights.

After I had read the whole letter through, with the utmost coolness I
gave it back to her, asking her if she had had the patience to read
it through.  She replied that she had run through it, but that she
could not make it out at all, as the evil genius seemed to write a
sort of outlandish dialect, which she did not care to puzzle herself
over, as he could only have written down lies calculated to lead her
astray at the most important moment of her life.  I was much pleased
with the marchioness's prudence, for it was important that she should
have no suspicions about the Undine, the sight and the touch of whom
were necessary to me in the great work I was about to undertake.

After dining, and discharging all the ceremonies and oracles which
were necessary to calm the soul of my poor victim, I went to a banker
and got a bill of a hundred louis on Lyons, to the order of M. Bono,
and I advised him of what I had done, requesting him to cash it for
Possano if it were presented on the day named thereon.

I then wrote the advice for Possano to take with him, it ran as
follows: "M. Bonno, pay to M. Possano, on sight, to himself, and not
to order, the sum of one hundred louis, if these presents are
delivered to you on the 30th day of April, in the year 1763; and
after the day aforesaid my order to become null and void."

With this letter in my hand I went to the traitor who had been lanced
an hour before.

"You're an infamous traitor," I began, "but as Madame d'Urfe knows of
the disgraceful state you are in she would not so much as read your
letter.  I have read it, and by way of reward I give you two
alternatives which you must decide on immediately.  I am in a hurry.
You will either go to the hospital--for we can't have pestiferous
fellows like you here--or start for Lyons in an hour.  You must not
stop on the way, for I have only given you sixty hours, which is
ample to do forty posts in.  As soon as you get to Lyons present this
to M. Bono, and he will give you a hundred louis.  This is a present
from me, and afterwards I don't care what you do, as you are no
longer in my service.  You can have the carriage I bought for you at
Antibes, and there is twenty-five louis for the journey: that is all.
Make your choice, but I warn you that if you go to the hospital I
shall only give you a month's wages, as I dismiss you from my service
now at this instant."

After a moment's reflection he said he would go to Lyons, though it
would be at the risk of his life, for he was very ill.

"You must reap the reward of your treachery," said I, "and if you die
it will be a good thing for your family, who will come in for what I
have given you, but not what I should have given you if you had been
a faithful servant."

I then left him and told Clairmont to pack up his trunk.  I warned
the inn-keeper of his departure and told him to get the post horses
ready as soon as possible.

I then gave Clairmont the letter to Bono and twenty-five Louis, for
him to hand them over to Possano when he was in the carriage and
ready to go off.

When I had thus successfully accomplished my designs by means of the
all-powerful lever, gold, which I knew how to lavish in time of need,
I was once more free for my amours.  I wanted to instruct the fair
Marcoline, with whom I grew more in love every day.  She kept telling
me that her happiness would be complete if she knew French, and if
she had the slightest hope that I would take her to England with me.

I had never flattered her that my love would go as far as that, but
yet I could not help feeling sad at the thought of parting from a
being who seemed made to taste voluptuous pleasures, and to
communicate them with tenfold intensity to the man of her choice.
She was delighted to hear that I had got rid of my two odious
companions, and begged me to take her to the theatre, "for," said
she, "everybody is asking who and what I am, and my landlord's niece
is quite angry with me because I will not let her tell the truth"

I promised I would take her out in the course of the next week, but
that for the present I had a most important affair on hand, in which
I had need of her assistance.

"I will do whatever you wish, dearest."

"Very good!  then listen to me.  I will get you a disguise which will
make you look like a smart footman, and in that costume you will call
on the marchioness with whom I live, at the hour I shall name to you,
and you will give her a note.  Have you sufficient courage for that?"

"Certainly.  Will you be there?"

"Yes.  She will speak, but you must pretend to be dumb, as the note
you bring with you will tell us; as also that you have come to wait
upon us while we are bathing.  She will accept the offer, and when
she tells you to undress her from head to foot you will do so.  When
you have done, undress yourself, and gently rub the marchioness from
the feet to the waist, but not higher.  In the meanwhile I shall have
taken off my clothes, and while I hold her in a close embrace you
must stand so that I can see all your charms.

"Further, sweetheart, when I leave you you must gently wash her
generative organs, and afterwards wipe them with a fine towel.  Then
do the same to me, and try to bring me to life again.  I shall
proceed to embrace the marchioness a second time, and when it is over
wash her again and embrace her, and then come and embrace me and kiss
in your Venetian manner the instrument with which the sacrifice is
consummated.  I shall then clasp the marchioness to my arms a third
time, and you must caress us till the act is complete.  Finally, you
will wash us for the third time, then dress, take what she gives you
and come here, where I will meet you in the course of an hour."

"You may reckon on my following all your instructions, but you must
see that the task will be rather trying to my feelings."

"Not more trying than to mine.  I could do nothing with the old woman
if you were not present."

"Is she very old?"

"Nearly seventy."

"My poor sweetheart!  I do pity you.  But after this painful duty is
over you must sup here and sleep with me."

"Certainly."

On the day appointed I had a long and friendly interview with the
father of my late niece.  I told him all about his daughter, only
suppressing the history of our own amours, which were not suitable
for a father's ears.  The worthy man embraced me again and again,
calling me his benefactor, and saying that I had done more for his
daughter than he would have done himself, which in a sense was
perhaps true.  He told me that he had received another letter from
the father, and a letter from the young man himself, who wrote in the
most tender and respectful manner possible.

"He doesn't ask anything about the dower," said he, "a wonderful
thing these days, but I will give her a hundred and fifty thousand
francs, for the marriage is an excellent one, above all after my poor
simpleton's escape.  All Marseilles knows the father of her future
husband, and to-morrow I mean to tell the whole story to my wife, and
I am sure she will forgive the poor girl as I have done."

I had to promise to be present at the wedding, which was to be at
Madame Audibert's.  That lady knowing me to be very fond of play, and
there being a good deal of play going on at her house, wondered why
she did not see more of me; but I was at Marseilles to create and not
to destroy: there is a time for everything.

I had a green velvet jacket made for Marcoline, with breeches of the
same and silver-lace garters, green silk stockings, and fine leather
shoes of the same colour.  Her fine black hair was confined in a net
of green silk, with a silver brooch.  In this dress the voluptuous
and well-rounded form of Marcoline was displayed to so much
advantage, that if she had shewn herself in the street all Marseilles
would have run after her, for, in spite of her man's dress, anybody
could see that she was a girl.  I took her to my rooms in her
ordinary costume, to shew her where she would have to hide after the
operation was over.

By Saturday we had finished all the consecrations, and the oracle
fixed the regeneration of Semiramis for the following Tuesday, in the
hours of the sun, Venus, and Mercury, which follow each other in the
planetary system of the magicians, as also in Ptolemy's.  These hours
were in ordinary parlance the ninth, tenth, and eleventh of the day,
since the day being a Tuesday, the first hour was sacred to Mars.
And as at the beginning of May the hours are sixty-five minutes long,
the reader, however little of a magician he may be, will understand
that I had to perform the great work on Madame d'Urfe, beginning at
half-past two and ending at five minutes to six.  I had taken plenty
of time, as I expected I should have great need of it.

On the Monday night, at the hour of the moon, I had taken Madame
d'Urfe to the sea-shore, Clairmont following behind with the box
containing the offerings, which weighed fifty pounds.

I was certain that nobody could see us, and I told my companion that
the time was come.  I told Clairmont to put down the box beside us,
and to go and await us at the carriage.  When we were alone we
addressed a solemn prayer to Selenis, and then to the great
satisfaction of the marchioness the box was consigned to the address.
My satisfaction however was still greater than hers, for the box
contained fifty pounds of lead.  The real box, containing the
treasure, was comfortably hidden in my room.

When we got back to the "Treize Cantons," I left Madame d'Urfe alone,
telling her that I would return to the hotel when I had performed my
conjurations to the moon, at the same hour and in the same place in
which I had performed the seven consecrations.

I spoke the truth.  I went to Marcoline, and while she was putting on
her disguise I wrote on a sheet of white paper, in large and odd-
looking letters, the following sentences, using, instead of ink,
rock-alum:

"I am dumb but not deaf.  I am come from the Rhone to bathe you.  The
hour of Oromasis has begun."

"This is the note you are to give to the marchioness," I said, "when
you appear before her."

After supper we walked to the hotel and got in without anyone seeing
us.  I hid Marcoline in a large cupboard, and then putting on my
dressing-gown I went to the marchioness to inform her that Selenis
had fixed the next day for the hour of regeneration, and that we must
be careful to finish before the hour of the moon began, as otherwise
the operation would be annulled or at least greatly enfeebled.

"You must take care," I added, "that the bath be here beside your
bed, and that Brougnole does not interrupt us."

"I will tell her to go out.  But Selenis promised to send an Undine."

"True, but I have not yet seen such a being."

"Ask the oracle."

"Willingly."

She herself asked the question imploring Paralis not to delay the
time of her regeneration, even though the Undine were lacking, since
she could very well bathe herself.

"The commands of Oromasis change not," came the reply; "and in that
you have doubted them you have sinned."

At this the marchioness arose and performed an expiatory sacrifice,
and it appeared, on consulting the oracle, that Oromasis was
satisfied.

The old lady did not move my pity so much as my laughter.  She
solemnly embraced me and said,--

"To-morrow, Galtinardus, you will be my spouse and my father."
When I got back to my room and had shut the door, I drew the Undine
out of her place of concealment.  She undressed, and as she knew that
I should be obliged to husband my forces, she turned her back on me,
and we passed the night without giving each other a single kiss, for
a spark would have set us all ablaze.

Next morning, before summoning Clairmont, I gave her her breakfast,
and then replaced her in the cupboard.  Later on, I gave her her
instructions over again, telling her to do everything with calm
precision, a cheerful face, and, above all, silence.

"Don't be afraid," said she, "I will make no mistakes."

As we were to dine at noon exactly, I went to look for the
marchioness, but she was not in her room, though the bath was there,
and the bed which was to be our altar was prepared.

A few moments after, the marchioness came out of her dressing-room,
exquisitely painted, her hair arranged with the choicest lace, and
looking radiant.  Her breasts, which forty years before had been the
fairest in all France, were covered with a lace shawl, her dress was
of the antique kind, but of extremely rich material, her ear-rings
were emeralds, and a necklace of seven aquamarines of the finest
water, from which hung an enormous emerald, surrounded by twenty
brilliants, each weighing a carat and a half, completed her costume.
She wore on her finger the carbuncle which she thought worth a
million francs, but which was really only a splendid imitation.

Seeing Semiramis thus decked out for the sacrifice, I thought it my
bounden duty to offer her my homage.  I would have knelt before her
and kissed her hand, but she would not let me, and instead opened her
arms and strained me to her breast.

After telling Brougnole that she could go out till six o'clock, we
talked over our mysteries till the dinner was brought in.

Clairmont was the only person privileged to see us at dinner, at
which Semiramis would only eat fish.  At half-past one I told
Clairmont I was not at home to anyone, and giving him a louis I told
him to go and amuse himself till the evening.

The marchioness began to be uneasy, and I pretended to be so, too.  I
looked at my watch, calculated how the planetary hours were
proceeding, and said from time to time,--

"We are still in the hour of Mars, that of the sun has not yet
commenced."

At last the time-piece struck half-past two, and in two minutes
afterwards the fair and smiling Undine was seen advancing into the
room.  She came along with measured steps, and knelt before Madame
d'Urfe, and gave her the paper she carried.  Seeing that I did not
rise, the marchioness remained seated, but she raised the spirit with
a gracious air and took the paper from her.  She was surprised,
however, to find that it was all white.

I hastened to give her a pen to consult the oracle on the subject,
and after I had made a pyramid of her question, she interpreted it
and found the answer:

"That which is written in water must be read in water."

"I understand now," said she, and going to the bath she plunged the
paper into it, and then read in still whiter letters: "I am dumb, but
not deaf.  I am come from the Rhone to bathe you.  The hour of
Oromasis has begun."

"Then bathe me, divine being," said Semiramis, putting down the paper
and sitting on the bed.

With perfect exactitude Marcoline undressed the marchioness, and
delicately placed her feet in the water, and then, in a twinkling she
had undressed herself, and was in the bath, beside Madame d'Urfe.
What a contrast there was between the two bodies; but the sight of
the one kindled the flame which the other was to quench.

As I gazed on the beautiful girl, I, too, undressed, and when I was
ready to take off my shirt I spoke as follows: "O divine being, wipe
the feet of Semiramis, and be the witness of my union with her, to
the glory of the immortal Horomadis, King of the Salamanders."

Scarcely had I uttered my prayer when it was granted, and I
consummated my first union with Semiramis, gazing on the charms of
Marcoline, which I had never seen to such advantage before.

Semiramis had been handsome, but she was then what I am now, and
without the Undine the operation would have failed.  Nevertheless,
Semiramis was affectionate, clean, and sweet in every respect, and
had nothing disgusting about her, so I succeeded.

When the milk had been poured forth upon the altar, I said,--

"We must now await the hour of Venus."

The Undine performed the ablutions, embraced the bride, and came to
perform the same office for me.

Semiramis was in an ecstasy of happiness, and as she pointed out to
me the beauties of the Undine I was obliged to confess that I had
never seen any mortal woman to be compared to her in beauty.
Semiramis grew excited by so voluptuous a sight, and when the hour of
Venus began I proceeded to the second assault, which would be the
severest, as the hour was of sixty-five minutes.  I worked for half
an hour, steaming with perspiration, and tiring Semiramis, without
being able to come to the point.  Still I was ashamed to trick her.
She, the victim, wiped the drops of sweat from my forehead, while the
Undine, seeing my exhaustion, kindled anew the flame which the
contact of that aged body had destroyed.  Towards the end of the
hour, as I was exhausted and still unsuccessful, I was obliged to
deceive her by making use of those movements which are incidental to
success.  As I went out of the battle with all the signs of my
strength still about me, Semiramis could have no doubts as to the
reality of my success, and even the Undine was deceived when she came
to wash me.  But the third hour had come, and we were obliged to
satisfy Mercury.  We spent a quarter of the time in the bath, while
the Undine delighted Semiramis by caresses which would have delighted
the regent of France, if he had ever known of them.  The good
marchioness, believing these endearments to be peculiar to river
spirits, was pleased with everything, and begged the Undine to shew
me the same kindness.  Marcoline obeyed, and lavished on me all the
resources of the Venetian school of love.  She was a perfect Lesbian,
and her caresses having soon restored me to all my vigour I was
encouraged to undertake to satisfy Mercury.  I proceeded to the work,
but alas! it was all in vain.  I saw how my fruitless efforts vexed
the Undine, and perceiving that Madame d'Urfe had had enough, I again
took the course of deceiving her by pretended ecstacies and
movements, followed by complete rest.  Semiramis afterwards told me
that my exertions shewed that I was something more than mortal.

I threw myself into the bath, and underwent my third ablution, then I
dressed.  Marcoline washed the marchioness and proceeded to clothe
her, and did so with such a graceful charm that Madame d'Urfe
followed the inspiration of her good genius, and threw her
magnificent necklace over the Undine's neck.  After a parting
Venetian kiss she vanished, and went to her hiding place in the
cupboard.

Semiramis asked the oracle if the operation had been successful.  The
answer was that she bore within her the seed of the sun, and that in
the beginning of next February she would be brought to bed of another
self of the same sex as the creator; but in order that the evil genii
might not be able to do her any harm she must keep quiet in her bed
for a hundred and seven hours in succession.

The worthy marchioness was delighted to receive this order, and
looked upon it as a good omen, for I had tired her dreadfully.  I
kissed her, saying that I was going to the country to collect
together what remained of the substances that I had used in my
ceremonies, but I promised to dine with her on the morrow.

I shut myself up in my room with the Undine, and we amused ourselves
as best we could till it was night, for she could not go out while it
was light in her spiritual costume.  I took off my handsome wedding
garment, and as soon as it was dusk we crept out, and went away to
Marcoline's lodging in a hackney coach, carrying with us the
planetary offerings which I had gained so cleverly.

We were dying of hunger, but the delicious supper which was waiting
for us brought us to life again.  As soon as we got into the room
Marcoline took off her green clothes and put on her woman's dress,
saying,--

"I was not born to wear the breeches.  Here, take the beautiful
necklace the madwoman gave me!"

"I will sell it, fair Undine, and you shall have the proceeds."

"Is it worth much?"

"At least a thousand sequins.  By the time you get back to Venice you
will be worth at least five thousand ducats, and you will be able to
get a husband and live with him in a comfortable style."

"Keep it all, I don't want it; I want you.  I will never cease to
love you; I will do whatever you tell me, and I promise never to be
jealous.  I will care for you--yes, as if you were my son."

"Do not let us say anything more about it, fair Marcoline, but let us
go to bed, for you have never inspired me with so much ardour as
now."

"But you must be tired."

"Yes, but not exhaustion, for I was only able to perform the
distillation once."

"I thought you sacrificed twice on that old altar.  Poor old woman!
she is still pretty, and I have no doubt that fifty years ago she was
one of the first beauties in France.  How foolish of her to be
thinking of love at that age."

"You excited me, but she undid your work even more quickly."

"Are you always obliged to have--a girl beside you when you make love
to her?"

"No; before, there was no question of making a son."

"What? you are going to make her pregnant?  That's ridiculous!  Does
she imagine that she has conceived?"

"Certainly; and the hope makes her happy."

"What a mad idea!  But why did you try to do it three times?"

"I thought to shew my strength, and that if I gazed on you I should
not fail; but I was quite mistaken."

"I pity you for having suffered so much."

"You will renew my strength."

As a matter of fact, I do not know whether to attribute it to the
difference between the old and the young, but I spent a most
delicious night with the beautiful Venetian--a night which I can only
compare to those I passed at Parma with Henriette, and at Muran with
the beautiful nun.  I spent fourteen hours in bed, of which four at
least were devoted to expiating the insult I had offered to love.
When I had dressed and taken my chocolate I told Marcoline to dress
herself with elegance, and to expect me in the evening just before
the play began.  I could see that she was intensely delighted with
the prospect.

I found Madame d'Urfe in bed, dressed with care and in the fashion of
a young bride, and with a smile of satisfaction on her face which I
had never remarked there before.

"To thee, beloved Galtinardus, I owe all my happiness," said she, as
she embraced me.

"I am happy to have contributed to it, divine Semiramis, but you must
remember I am only the agent of the genii."

Thereupon the marchioness began to argue in the most sensible manner,
but unfortunately the foundation of her argument was wholly
chimerical.

"Marry me," said she; "you will then be able to be governor of the
child, who will be your son.  In this manner you will keep all my
property for me, including what I shall have from my brother M. de
Pontcarre, who is old and cannot live much longer.  If you do not
care for me in February next, when I shall be born again, into what
hands shall I fall!  I shall be called a bastard, and my income of
twenty-four thousand francs will be lost to me.  Think over it, dear
Galtinardus.  I must tell you that I feel already as if I were a man.
I confess I am in love with the Undine, and I should like to know
whether I shall be able to sleep with her in fourteen or fifteen
years time.  I shall be so if Oromasis will it, and then I shall be
happy indeed.  What a charming creature she is?  Have you ever seen a
woman like her?  What a pity she is dumb!"

"She, no doubt, has a male water-spirit for a lover.  But all of them
are dumb, since it is impossible to speak in the water.  I wonder she
is not deaf as well.  I can't think why you didn't touch her.  The
softness of her skin is something wonderful--velvet and satin are not
to be compared to it!  And then her breath is so sweet!  How
delighted I should be if I could converse with such an exquisite
being."

"Dear Galtinardus, I beg you will consult the oracle to find out
where I am to be brought to bed, and if you won't marry me I think I
had better save all I have that I may have some provision when I am
born again, for when I am born I shall know nothing, and money will
be wanted to educate me.  By selling the whole a large sum might be
realized which could be put out at interest.  Thus the interest would
suffice without the capital being touched."

"The oracle must be our guide," said I.  "You will be my son, and I
will never allow anyone to call you a bastard."

The sublime madwoman was quiet by this assurance.

Doubtless many a reader will say that if I had been an honest man I
should have undeceived her, but I cannot agree with them; it would
have been impossible, and I confess that even if it had been possible
I would not have done so, for it would only have made me unhappy.

I had told Marcoline to dress with elegance, and I put on one of my
handsomest suits to accompany her to the theatre.  Chance brought the
two sisters Rangoni, daughters of the Roman consul, into our box.  As
I had made their acquaintance on my first visit to Marseilles, I
introduced Marcoline to them as my niece, who only spoke Italian.  As
the two young ladies spoke the tongue of Tasso also, Marcoline was
highly delighted.  The younger sister, who was by far the handsomer
of the two, afterwards became the wife of Prince Gonzaga Solferino.
The prince was a cultured man, and even a genius, but very poor.  For
all that he was a true son of Gonzaga, being a son of Leopold, who
was also poor, and a girl of the Medini family, sister to the Medini
who died in prison at London in the year 1787.

Babet Rangoni, though poor, deserved to become s princess, for she
had all the airs and manners of one.  She shines under her name of
Rangoni amongst the princess and princesses of the almanacs.  Her
vain husband is delighted at his wife being thought to belong to the
illustrious family of Medini--an innocent feeling, which does neither
good nor harm.  The same publications turn Medini into Medici, which
is equally harmless.  This species of lie arises from the idiotic
pride of the nobles who think themselves raised above the rest of
humanity by their titles which they have often acquired by some act
of baseness.  It is of no use interfering with them on this point,
since all things are finally appreciated at their true value, and the
pride of the nobility is easily discounted when one sees them as they
really are.

Prince Gonzaga Solferino, whom I saw at Venice eighteen years ago,
lived on a pension allowed him by the empress.  I hope the late
emperor did not deprive him of it, as it was well deserved by this
genius and his knowledge of literature.

At the play Marcoline did nothing but chatter with Babet Rangoni, who
wanted me to bring the fair Venetian to see her, but I had my own
reasons for not doing so.

I was thinking how I could send Madame d'Urfe to Lyons, for I had no
further use for her at Marseilles, and she was often embarrassing.
For instance, on the third day after her regeneration, she requested
me to ask Paralis where she was to die--that is, to be brought to
bed.  I made the oracle reply that she must sacrifice to the water-
spirits on the banks of two rivers, at the same hour, and that
afterwards the question of her lying-in would be resolved.  The
oracle added that I must perform three expiatory sacrifices to
Saturn, on account of my too harsh treatment of the false
Querilinthos, and that Semiramis need not take part in these
ceremonies, though she herself must perform the sacrifices to the
water-spirits.

As I was pretending to think of a place where two rivers were
sufficiently near to each other to fulfil the requirements of the
oracle, Semiramis herself suggested that Lyons was watered by the
Rhone and the Saone, and that it would be an excellent place for the
ceremony.  As may be imagined, I immediately agreed with her.  On
asking Paralis if there were any preparations to be made, he replied
that it Would be necessary to pour a bottle of sea-water into each
river a fortnight before the sacrifice, and that this ceremony was to
be performed by Semiramis in person, at the first diurnal hour of the
moon.

"Then," said the marchioness, "the bottles must be filled here, for
the other French ports are farther off.  I will go as soon as ever I
can leave my bed, and will wait for you at Lyons; for as you have to
perform expiatory sacrifices to Saturn in this place, you cannot come
with me."

I assented, pretending sorrow at not being able to accompany her.
The next morning I brought her two well-sealed bottles of sea-water,
telling her that she was to pour them out into the two rivers on the
15th of May (the current month).  We fixed her departure for the
11th, and I promised to rejoin her before the expiration of the
fortnight.  I gave her the hours of the moon in writing, and also
directions for the journey.

As soon as the marchioness had gone I left the "Treize Cantons" and
went to live with Marcoline, giving her four hundred and sixty louis,
which, with the hundred and forty she had won at biribi, gave her a
total of six hundred louis, or fourteen thousand four hundred francs.
With this sum she could look the future in the face fearlessly.

The day after Madame d'Urfe's departure, the betrothed of Mdlle.
Crosin arrived at Marseilles with a letter from Rosalie, which he
handed to me on the day of his arrival.  She begged me in the name of
our common honour to introduce the bearer in person to the father of
the betrothed.  Rosalie was right, but as the lady was not my real
niece there were some difficulties in the way.  I welcomed the young
man and told him that I would first take him to Madame Audibert, and
that we could then go together to his father-in-law in prospective.

The young Genoese had gone to the "Treize Cantons," where he thought
I was staying.  He was delighted to find himself so near the goal of
his desires, and his ecstacy received a new momentum when he saw how
cordially Madame Audibert received him.  We all got into my carriage
and drove to the father's who gave him an excellent reception, and
then presented him to his wife, who was already friendly disposed
towards him.

I was pleasantly surprised when this good and sensible man introduced
me to his wife as his cousin, the Chevalier de Seingalt, who had
taken such care of their daughter.  The good wife and good mother,
her husband's worthy partner, stretched out her hand to me, and all
my trouble was over.

My new cousin immediately sent an express messenger to his sister,
telling her that he and his wife, his future son-in-law, Madame
Audibert, and a cousin she had not met before, would come and dine
with her on the following day.  This done he invited us, and Madame
Audibert said that she would escort us.  She told him that I had
another niece with me, of whom his daughter was very fond, and would
be delighted to see again.  The worthy man was overjoyed to be able
to increase his daughter's happiness.

I, too, was pleased with Madame Audibert's tact and thoughtfulness;
and as making Marcoline happy was to make me happy also, I expressed
my gratitude to her in very warm terms.

I took the young Genoese to the play, to Marcoline's delight, for she
would have liked the French very much if she could have understood
them.  We had an excellent supper together, in the course of which I
told Marcoline of the pleasure which awaited her on the morrow.  I
thought she would have gone wild with joy.

The next day we were at Madame Audibert's as punctually as Achilles
on the field of battle.  The lady spoke Italian well, and was charmed
with Marcoline, reproaching me for not having introduced her before.
At eleven we got to St. Louis, and my eyes were charmed with the
dramatic situation.  My late niece had an air of dignity which became
her to admiration, and received her future husband with great
graciousness; and then, after thanking me with a pleasant smile for
introducing him to her father, she passed from dignity to gaiety, and
gave her sweetheart a hundred kisses.

The dinner was delicious, and passed off merrily; but I alone
preserved a tender melancholy, though I laughed to myself when they
asked me why I was sad.  I was thought to be sad because I did not
talk in my usual vivacious manner, but far from being really sad that
was one of the happiest moments of my life.  My whole being was
absorbed in the calm delight which follows a good action.  I was the
author of the comedy which promised such a happy ending.  I was
pleased with the thought that my influence in the world was more for
good than for ill, and though I was not born a king yet I contrived
to make many people happy.  Everyone at table was indebted to me for
some part of their happiness, and the father, the mother, and the
betrothed pair wholly so.  This thought made me feel a peaceful calm
which I could only enjoy in silence.

Mdlle.  Crosin returned to Marseilles with her father, her mother,
and her future husband, whom the father wished to take up his abode
with them.  I went back with Madame Audibert, who made me promise to
bring the delightful Marcoline to sup with her.

The marriage depended on the receipt of a letter from the young man's
father, in answer to one from my niece's father.  It will be taken
for granted that we were all asked to the wedding, and Marcoline's
affection for me increased every day.

When we went to sup with Madame Audibert we found a rich and witty
young wine merchant at her house.  He sat beside Marcoline, who
entertained him with her sallies; and as the young man could speak
Italian, and even the Venetian dialect (for he had spent a year at
Venice), he was much impressed by the charms of my new niece.

I have always been jealous of my mistresses; but when a rival
promises to marry them and give them a good establishment, jealousy
gives way to a more generous feeling.  For the moment I satisfied
myself by asking Madame Audibert who he was, and I was delighted to
hear that he had an excellent reputation, a hundred thousand crowns,
a large business, and complete independence.

The next day he came to see us in our box at the theatre, and
Marcoline received him very graciously.  Wishing to push the matter
on I asked him to sup with us, and when he came I was well pleased
with his manners and his intelligence; to Marcoline he was tender but
respectful.  On his departure I told him I hoped he would come and
see us again, and when we were alone I congratulated Marcoline on her
conquest, and shewed her that she might succeed almost as well as
Mdlle.  Crosin.  But instead of being grateful she was furiously,
angry.

"If you want to get rid of me," said she, "send me back to Venice,
but don't talk to me about marrying."

"Calm yourself, my angel!  I get rid of you?  What an idea!  Has my
behaviour led you to suppose that you are in my way?  This handsome,
well-educated, and rich young man has come under my notice.  I see he
loves you and you like him, and as I love you and wish to see you
sheltered from the storms of fortune, and as I think this pleasant
young Frenchman would make you happy, I have pointed out to you these
advantages, but instead of being grateful you scold me.  Do not weep,
sweetheart, you grieve my very soul!"

"I am weeping because you think that I can love him."

"It might be so, dearest, and without my honour taking any hurt; but
let us say no more about it and get into bed."

Marcoline's tears changed to smiles and kisses, and we said no more
about the young wine merchant.  The next day he came to our box
again, but the scene had changed; she was polite but reserved, and I
dared not ask him to supper as I had done the night before.  When we
had got home Marcoline thanked me for not doing so, adding that she
had been afraid I would.

"What you said last night is a sufficient guide for me for the
future."

In the morning Madame Audibert called on behalf of the wine merchant
to ask us to sup with him.  I turned towards the fair Venetian, and
guessing my thoughts she hastened to reply that she would be happy to
go anywhere in company with Madame Audibert.  That lady came for us
in the evening, and took us to the young man's house, where we found
a magnificent supper, but no other guests awaiting us.  The house was
luxuriously furnished, it only lacked a mistress.  The master divided
his attention between the two ladies, and Marcoline looked ravishing.
Everything convinced me that she had kindled the ardour of the worthy
young wine merchant.

The next day I received a note from Madame Audibert, asking me to
call on her.  When I went I found she wanted to give my consent to
the marriage of Marcoline with her friend.

"The proposal is a very agreeable one to me," I answered, "and I
would willingly give her thirty thousand francs as a dowry, but I can
have nothing to do with the matter personally.  I will send her to
you; and if you can win her over you may count on my word, but do not
say that you are speaking on my behalf, for that might spoil
everything."

"I will come for her, and if you like she shall dine with me, and you
can take her to the play in the evening."

Madame Audibert came the following day, and Marcoline went to dinner
with her.  I called for her at five o'clock, and finding her looking
pleased and happy I did not know what to think.  As Madame Audibert
did not take me aside I stifled my curiosity and went with Marcoline
to the theatre, without knowing what had passed.

On the way Marcoline sang the praises of Madame Audibert, but did not
say a word of the proposal she must have made to her.  About the
middle of the piece, however, I thought I saw the explanation of the
riddle, for the young man was in the pit, and did not come to our box
though there were two empty places.

We returned home without a word about the merchant or Madame
Audibert, but as I knew in my own mind what had happened, I felt
disposed to be grateful, and I saw that Marcoline was overjoyed to
find me more affectionate than ever.  At last, amidst our amorous
assaults, Marcoline, feeling how dearly I loved her, told me what had
passed between her and Madame Audibert.

"She spoke to me so kindly and so sensibly," said she, "but I
contented myself with saying that I would never marry till you told
me to do so.  All the same I thank you with all my heart for the ten
thousand crowns you are willing to give me.  You have tossed the ball
to me and I have sent it back.  I will go back to Venice whenever you
please if you will not take me to England with you, but I will never
marry.  I expect we shall see no more of the young gentleman, though
if I had never met you I might have loved him."

It was evidently all over, and I liked her for the part she had
taken, for a man who knows his own worth is not likely to sigh long
at the feet of an obdurate lady.

The wedding-day of my late niece came round.  Marcoline was there,
without diamonds, but clad in a rich dress which set off her beauty
and satisfied my vanity.




CHAPTER IV

I Leave Marseilles--Henriette at Aix--Irene at Avignon--Treachery of
Possano--Madame d'Urfe Leaves Lyon


The wedding only interested me because of the bride.  The plentiful
rather than choice repast, the numerous and noisy company, the empty
compliments, the silly conversation, the roars of laughter at very
poor jokes--all this would have driven me to despair if it had not
been for Madame Audibert, whom I did not leave for a moment.
Marcoline followed the young bride about like a shadow, and the
latter, who was going to Genoa in a week, wanted Marcoline to come in
her tram, promising to have her taken to Venice by a person of trust,
but my sweetheart would listen to no proposal for separating her from
me,--

"I won't go.  to Venice," she said, "till you send me there."

The splendours of her friend's marriage did not make her experience
the least regret at having refused the young wine merchant.  The
bride beamed with happiness, and on my congratulating her she
confessed her joy to be great, adding that it was increased by the
fact that she owed it all to me.  She was also very glad to be going
to Genoa, where she was sure of finding a true friend in Rosalie, who
would sympathize with her, their fortunes having been very similar.

The day after the wedding I began to make preparations for my
departure.  The first thing I disposed of was the box containing the
planetary offerings.  I kept the diamonds and precious stones, and
took all the gold and silver to Rousse de Cosse, who still held the
sum which Greppi had placed to my credit.  I took a bill of exchange
on Tourton and Bauer, for I should not be wanting any money at Lyons
as Madame d'Urfe was there, and consequently the three hundred louis
I had about me would be ample.  I acted differently where Marcoline
was concerned.  I added a sufficient sum to her six hundred louis to
give her a capital in round numbers of fifteen thousand francs.  I
got a bill drawn on Lyons for that amount, for I intended at the
first opportunity to send her back to Venice, and with that idea had
her trunks packed separately with all the linen and dresses which I
had given her in abundance.

On the eve of our departure we took leave of the newly-married couple
and the whole family at supper, and we parted with tears, promising
each other a lifelong friendship.

The next day we set out intending to travel all night and not to stop
till we got to Avignon, but about five o'clock the chain of the
carriage broke, and we could go no further until a wheelwright had
repaired the damage.  We settled ourselves down to wait patiently,
and Clairmont went to get information at a fine house on our right,
which was approached by an alley of trees.  As I had only one
postillion, I did not allow him to leave his horses for a moment.
Before long we saw Clairmont reappear with two servants, one of whom
invited me, on behalf of his master, to await the arrival of the
wheelwright at his house.  It would have been churlish to refuse this
invitation which was in the true spirit of French politeness, so
leaving Clairmont in charge Marcoline and I began to wend our way
towards the hospitable abode.

Three ladies and two gentleman came to meet us, and one of the
gentlemen said they congratulated themselves on my small mishap,
since it enabled madam to offer me her house and hospitality.  I
turned towards the lady whom the gentleman had indicated, and thanked
her, saying, that I hoped not to trouble her long, but that I was
deeply grateful for her kindness.  She made me a graceful curtsy, but
I could not make out her features, for a stormy wind was blowing, and
she and her two friends had drawn their hoods almost entirely over
their faces.  Marcoline's beautiful head was uncovered and her hair
streaming in the breeze.  She only replied by graceful bows and
smiles to the compliments which were addressed to her on all sides.
The gentleman who had first accosted me asked me, as he gave her his
arm, if she were my daughter.  Marcoline smiled and I answered that
she was my cousin, and that we were both Venetians.

A Frenchman is so bent on flattering a pretty woman that he will
always do so, even if it be at the expense of a third party.  Nobody
could really think that Marcoline was my daughter, for though I was
twenty years older than she was, I looked ten years younger than my
real age, and so Marcoline smiled suggestively.

We were just going into the house when a large mastiff ran towards
us, chasing a pretty spaniel, and the lady, being afraid of getting
bitten, began to run, made a false step, and fell to the ground.  We
ran to help her, but she said she had sprained her ankle, and limped
into the house on the arm of one of the gentlemen.  Refreshments were
brought in, and I saw that Marcoline looked uneasy in the company of
a lady who was talking to her.  I hastened to excuse her, saying that
she did not speak French.  As a matter of fact, Marcoline had begun
to talk a sort of French, but the most charming language in the world
will not bear being spoken badly, and I had begged her not to speak
at all till she had learned to express herself properly.  It is
better to remain silent than to make strangers laugh by odd
expressions and absurd equivocations.

The less pretty, or rather the uglier, of the two ladies said that it
was astonishing that the education of young ladies was neglected in
such a shocking manner at Venice.  "Fancy not teaching them French!"

"It is certainly very wrong, but in my country young ladies are
neither taught foreign languages nor round games.  These important
branches of education are attended to afterwards."

"Then you are a Venetian, too?"

"Yes, madam."

"Really, I should not have thought so."

I made a bow in return for this compliment, which in reality was only
an insult; for if flattering to me it was insulting to the rest of my
fellow-countrymen, and Marcoline thought as much for she made a
little grimace accompanied by a knowing smile.

"I see that the young lady understands French," said our flattering
friend, "she laughs exactly in the right place."

"Yes, she understands it, and as for her laughter it was due to the
fact that she knows me to be like all other Venetians."

"Possibly, but it is easy to see that you have lived a long time in
France."

"Yes, madam," said Marcoline; and these words in her pretty Venetian
accent were a pleasure to hear.

The gentleman who had taken the lady to her room said that she found
her foot to be rather swollen, and had gone to bed hoping we would
all come upstairs.

We found her lying in a splendid bed, placed in an alcove which the
thick curtains of red satin made still darker.  I could not see
whether she was young or old, pretty or ugly.  I said that I was very
sorry to be the indirect cause of her mishap, and she replied in good
Italian that it was a matter of no consequence, and that she did not
think she could pay too dear for the privilege of entertaining such
pleasant guests.

"Your ladyship must have lived in Venice to speak the language with
so much correctness."

"No, I have never been there, but I have associated a good deal with
Venetians."

A servant came and told me that the wheelwright had arrived, and that
he would take four hours to mend my carriage, so I went downstairs.
The man lived at a quarter of a league's distance, and by tying the
carriage pole with ropes, I could drive to his place, and wait there
for the carriage to be mended.  I was about to do so, when the
gentleman who did the honours of the house came and asked me, on
behalf of the lady, to sup and pass the night at her house, as to go
to the wheelwright's would be out of my way; the man would have to
work by night, I should be uncomfortable, and the work would be ill
done.  I assented to the countess's proposal, and having agreed with
the man to come early the next day and bring his tools with him, I
told Clairmont to take my belongings into the room which was assigned
to me.

When I returned to the countess's room I found everyone laughing at
Marcoline's sallies, which the countess translated.  I was not
astonished at seeing the way in which my fair Venetian caressed the
countess, but I was enraged at not being able to see her, for I knew
Marcoline would not treat any woman in that manner unless she were
pretty.

The table was spread in the bedroom of the countess, whom I hoped to
see at supper-time, but I was disappointed; for she declared that she
could not take anything, and all supper-time she talked to Marcoline
and myself, shewing intelligence, education, and a great knowledge of
Italian.  She let fall the expression, "my late husband," so I knew
her for a widow, but as I did not dare to ask any questions, my
knowledge ended at that point.  When Clairmont was undressing me he
told me her married name, but as I knew nothing of the family that
was no addition to my information.

When we had finished supper, Marcoline took up her old position by
the countess's bed, and they talked so volubly to one another that
nobody else could get in a word.

When politeness bade me retire, my pretended cousin said she was
going to sleep with the countess.  As the latter laughingly assented,
I refrained from telling my madcap that she was too forward, and I
could see by their mutual embraces that they were agreed in the
matter.  I satisfied myself with saying that I could not guarantee
the sex of the countess's bed-fellow, but she answered,

"Never mind; if there be a mistake I shall be the gainer."

This struck me as rather free, but I was not the man to be
scandalized.  I was amused at the tastes of my fair Venetian, and at
the manner in which she contrived to gratify them as she had done at
Genoa with my last niece.  As a rule the Provencal women are inclined
this way, and far from reproaching them I like them all the better
for it.

The next day I rose at day-break to hurry on the wheelwright, and
when the work was done I asked if the countess were visible.
Directly after Marcoline came out with one of the gentlemen, who
begged me to excuse the countess, as she could not receive me in her
present extremely scanty attire; "but she hopes that whenever you are
in these parts you will honour her and her house by your company,
whether you are alone or with friends."

This refusal, gilded as it was, was a bitter pill for me to swallow,
but I concealed my disgust, as I could only put it down to
Marcoline's doings; she seemed in high spirits, and I did not like to
mortify her.  I thanked the gentleman with effusion, and placing a
Louis in the hands of all the servants who were present I took my
leave.

I kissed Marcoline affectionately, so that she should not notice my
ill humour, and asked how she and the countess spent the night."

"Capitally," said she.  "The countess is charming, and we amused
ourselves all night with the tricks of two amorous women."

"Is she pretty or old?"

"She is only thirty-three, and, I assure you, she is as pretty as my
friend Mdlle. Crosin.  I can speak with authority for we saw each
other in a state of nature."

"You are a singular creature; you were unfaithful to me for a woman,
and left me to pass the night by myself."

"You must forgive me, and I had to sleep with her as she was the
first to declare her love."

"Really?  How was that?"

"When I gave her the first of my kisses she returned it in the
Florentine manner, and our tongues met.  After supper, I confess, I
was the first to begin the suggestive caresses, but she met me half-
way.  I could only make her happy by spending the night with her.
Look, this will shew you how pleased she was."

With these words Marcoline drew a superb ring, set with brilliants,
from her finger.  I was astonished.

"Truly," I said, "this woman is fond of pleasure and deserves to have
it."

I gave my Lesbian (who might have vied with Sappho) a hundred.
kisses, and forgave her her infidelity.

"But," I remarked, "I can't think why she did not want me to see her;
I think she has treated me rather cavalierly."

"No, I think the reason was that she was ashamed to be seen by my
lover after having made me unfaithful to him; I had to confess that
we were lovers."

"Maybe.  At all events you have been well paid; that ring is worth
two hundred louis:"

"But I may as well tell you that I was well enough paid for the
pleasure I gave by the pleasure I received."

"That's right; I am delighted to see you happy."

"If you want to make me really happy, take me to England with you.
My uncle will be there, and I could go back to Venice with him."

"What!  you have an uncle in England?  Do you really mean it?  It
sounds like a fairy-tale.  You never told me of it before."

"I have never said anything about it up to now, because I have always
imagined that this might prevent your accomplishing your desire."

"Is your uncle a Venetian?  What is he doing in England?  Are you
sure that he will welcome you?"

"Yes."

"What is his name?  And how are we to find him in a town of more than
a million inhabitants?"

"He is ready found.  His name is Mattio Boisi, and he is valet de
chambre to M. Querini, the Venetian ambassador sent to England to
congratulate the new king; he is accompanied by the Procurator
Morosini.  My uncle is my mother's brother; he is very fond of me,
and will forgive my fault, especially when he finds I am rich.  When
he went to England he said he would be back in Venice in July, and we
shall just catch him on the point of departure."

As far as the embassy went I knew it was all true, from the letters I
had received from M. de Bragadin, and as for the rest Marcoline
seemed to me to be speaking the truth.  I was flattered by her
proposal and agreed to take her to England so that I should possess
her for five or six weeks longer without committing myself to
anything.

We reached Avignon at the close of the day, and found ourselves very
hungry.  I knew that the "St. Omer" was an excellent inn, and when I
got there I ordered a choice meal and horses for five o'clock the
next morning.  Marcoline, who did not like night travelling, was in
high glee, and threw her arms around my neck, saying,--

"Are we at Avignon now?"

"Yes, dearest."

"Then I conscientiously discharge the trust which the countess placed
in me when she embraced me for the last time this morning.  She made
me swear not to say a word about it till we got to Avignon."

"All this puzzles me, dearest; explain yourself."

"She gave me a letter for you,"

"A letter?"

"Will you forgive me for not placing it in your hands sooner?"

"Certainly, if you passed your word to the countess; but where is
this letter?"

"Wait a minute."

She drew a large bundle of papers from her pocket, saying,--

"This is my certificate of baptism."

"I see you were born in 1746."

"This is a certificate of 'good conduct.'"

"Keep it, it may be useful to you."

"This is my certificate of virginity."

"That's no use.  Did you get it from a midwife?"

"No, from the Patriarch of Venice."

"Did he test the matter for himself?"

"No, he was too old; he trusted in me."

"Well, well, let me see the letter."

"I hope I haven't lost it."

"I hope not, to God."

"Here is your brother's promise of marriage; he wanted to be a
Protestant."

"You may throw that into the fire."

"What is a Protestant?"

"I will tell you another time.  Give me the letter."

"Praised be God, here it is!"

"That's lucky; but it has no address."

My heart beat fast, as I opened it, and found, instead of an address,
these words in Italian:

"To the most honest man of my acquaintance."

Could this be meant for me?  I turned down the leaf, and read one
word--Henriette!  Nothing else; the rest of the paper was blank.

At the sight of that word I was for a moment annihilated.

"Io non mori, e non rimasi vivo."

Henriette!  It was her style, eloquent in its brevity.  I recollected
her last letter from Pontarlier, which I had received at Geneva, and
which contained only one word--Farewell!

Henriette, whom I had loved so well, whom I seemed at that moment to
love as well as ever.  "Cruel Henriette," said I to myself, "you saw
me and would not let me see you.  No doubt you thought your charms
would not have their old power, and feared lest I should discover
that after all you were but mortal.  And yet I love you with all the
ardour of my early passion.  Why did you not let me learn from your
own mouth that you were happy?  That is the only question I should
have asked you, cruel fair one.  I should not have enquired whether
you loved me still, for I feel my unworthiness, who have loved other
women after loving the most perfect of her sex.  Adorable Henriette,
I will fly to you to-morrow, since you told me that I should be
always welcome."

I turned these thoughts over in my own mind, and fortified myself in
this resolve; but at last I said,--

"No, your behaviour proves that you do not wish to see me now, and
your wishes shall be respected; but I must see you once before I
die."

Marcoline scarcely dared breathe to see me thus motionless and lost
in thought, and I do not know when I should have come to myself if
the landlord had not come in saying that he remembered my tastes, and
had got me a delicious supper.  This brought me to my senses, and I
made my fair Venetian happy again by embracing her in a sort of
ecstacy.

"Do you know," she said, "you quite frightened me?  You were as pale
and still as a dead man, and remained for a quarter of an hour in a
kind of swoon, the like of which I have never seen.  What is the
reason?  I knew that the countess was acquainted with you, but I
should never have thought that her name by itself could have such an
astonishing effect."

"Well, it is strange; but how did you find out that the countess knew
me?"

"She told me as much twenty times over in the night, but she made me
promise to say nothing about it till I had given you the letter."

"What did she say to you about me?"

"She only repeated in different ways what she has written for an
address."

"What a letter it is!  Her name, and nothing more."

"It is very strange."

"Yes, but the name tells all."

"She told me that if I wanted to be happy I should always remain with
you.  I said I knew that well; but that you wanted to send me back to
Venice, though you were very fond of me.  I can guess now that you
were lovers.  How long ago was it?"

"Sixteen or seventeen years."

"She must have been very young, but she cannot have been prettier
than she is now."

"Be quiet, Marcoline."

"Did your union with her last long?"

"We lived together four months in perfect happiness."

"I shall not be happy for so long as that."

"Yes you will, and longer, too; but with another man, and one more
suitable to you in age.  I am going to England to try to get my
daughter from her mother."

"Your daughter?  The countess asked me if you were married, and I
said no."

"You were right; she is my illegitimate daughter.  She must be ten
now, and when you see her you will confess that she must belong to
me."

Just as we were sitting down to table we heard someone going
downstairs to the table d'hote in the room where I had made Madame
Stuard's acquaintance, our door was open, and we could see the people
on the stairs; and one of them seeing us gave a cry of joy, and came
running in, exclaiming, "My dear papa!  "I turned to the light and
saw Irene, the same whom I had treated so rudely at Genoa after my
discussion with her father about biribi.  I embraced her effusively,
and the sly little puss, pretending to be surprised to see Marcoline,
made her a profound bow, which was returned with much grace.
Marcoline listened attentively to our conversation.

"What are you doing here, fair Irene?"

"We have been here for the last fortnight.  Good heavens!  how lucky
I am to find you again.  I am quite weak.  Will you allow me to sit
down, madam?"

"Yes, yes, my dear," said I, "sit down;" and I gave her a glass of
wine which restored her.

A waiter came up, and said they were waiting for her at supper, but
she said, "I won't take any supper;" and Marcoline, always desirous
of pleasing me, ordered a third place to be laid.  I made her happy
by giving an approving nod.

We sat down to table, and ate our meal with great appetite.  "When we
have done," I said to Irene, "you must tell us what chance has
brought you to Avignon."

Marcoline, who had not spoken a word hitherto, noticing how hungry
Irene was, said pleasantly that it would have been a mistake if she
had not taken any supper.  Irene was delighted to hear Venetian
spoken, and thanked her for her kindness, and in three or four
minutes they had kissed and become friends.

It amused me to see the way in which Marcoline always fell in love
with pretty women, just as if she had been a man.

In the course of conversation I found that Irene's father and mother
were at the table d'hote below, and from sundry exclamations, such as
"you have been brought to Avignon out of God's goodness," I learned
that they were in distress.  In spite of that Irene's mirthful
countenance matched Marcoline's sallies, and the latter was delighted
to hear that Irene had only called me papa because her mother had
styled her my daughter at Milan.

We had only got half-way through our supper when Rinaldi and his wife
came in.  I asked them to sit down, but if it had not been for Irene
I should have given the old rascal a very warm reception.  He began
to chide his daughter for troubling me with her presence when I had
such fair company already, but Marcoline hastened to say that Irene
could only have given me pleasure, for in my capacity of her uncle I
was always glad when she was able to enjoy the society of a sweet
young girl.

"I hope," she added, "that if she doesn't mind she will sleep with
me."

"Yes, yes," resounded on all sides, and though I should have
preferred to sleep with Marcoline by herself, I laughed and agreed; I
have always been able to accommodate myself to circumstances.

Irene shared Marcoline's desires, for when it was settled that they
should sleep together they seemed wild with joy, and I added fuel to
the fire by plying them with punch and champagne.

Rinaldi and his wife did not leave us till they were quite drunk.
When we had got rid of them, Irene told us how a Frenchman had fallen
in love with her at Genoa, and had persuaded her father to go to Nice
where high play was going on, but meeting with no luck there she had
been obliged to sell what she had to pay the inn-keeper.  Her lover
had assured her that he would make it up to her at Aix, where there
was some money owing to him, and she persuaded her father to go
there; but the persons who owed the money having gone to Avignon,
there had to be another sale of goods.

"When we got here the luck was no better, and the poor young man,
whom my father reproached bitterly, would have killed himself if I
had not given him the mantle you gave me that he might pawn it and go
on his quest.  He got four louis for it, and sent me the ticket with
a very tender letter, in which he assured me that he would find some
money at Lyons, and that he would then return and take us to
Bordeaux, where we are to find treasures.  In the meanwhile we are
penniless, and as we have nothing more to sell the landlord threatens
to turn us out naked."

"And what does your father mean to do?"

"I don't know.  He says Providence will take care of us."

"What does your mother say?"

"Oh!  she was as quiet as usual."

"How about yourself?"

"Alas!  I have to bear a thousand mortifications every day.  They are
continually reproaching me with having fallen in love with this
Frenchman, and bringing them to this dreadful pass."

"Were you really in love with him?"

"Yes, really."

"Then you must be very unhappy."

"Yes, very; but not on account of my love, for I shall get over that
in time, but because of that which will happen to-morrow."

"Can't you make any conquests at the table-d'hote?"

"Some of the men say pretty things to me, but as they all know how
poor we are they are afraid to come to our room."

"And yet in spite of all you keep cheerful; you don't look sad like
most of the unhappy.  I congratulate you on your good spirits."
Irene's tale was like the fair Stuard's story over again, and
Marcoline, though she had taken rather too much champagne, was deeply
moved at this picture of misery.  She kissed the girl, telling her
that I would not forsake her, and that in the meanwhile they would
spend a pleasant night.

"Come! let us to bed!" said she; and after taking off her clothes she
helped Irene to undress.  I had no wish to fight, against two, and
said that I wanted to rest.  The fair Venetian burst out laughing and
said,--

"Go to bed and leave us alone."

I did so, and amused myself by watching the two Bacchantes; but
Irene, who had evidently never engaged in such a combat before, was
not nearly so adroit as Marcoline.

Before long Marcoline brought Irene in her arms to my bedside, and
told me to kiss her.

"Leave me alone, dearest," said I, "the punch has got into your head,
and you don't know what you are doing."

This stung her; and urging Irene to follow her example, she took up a
position in my bed by force; and as there was not enough room for
three, Marcoline got on top of Irene, calling her her wife.

I was virtuous enough to remain a wholly passive spectator of the
scene, which was always new to me, though I had seen it so often; but
at last they flung themselves on me with such violence that I was
obliged to give way, and for the most part of the night I performed
my share of the work, till they saw that I was completely exhausted.
We fell asleep, and I did not wake up till noon, and then I saw my
two beauties still asleep, with their limbs interlaced like the
branches of a tree.  I thought with a sigh of the pleasures of such a
sleep, and got out of bed gently for fear of rousing them.  I ordered
a good dinner to be prepared, and countermanded the horses which had
been waiting several hours.

The landlord remembering what I had done for Madame Stuard guessed I
was going to do the same for the Rinaldis, and left them in peace.

When I came back I found my two Lesbians awake, and they gave me such
an amorous welcome that I felt inclined to complete the work of the
night with a lover's good morning; but I began to feel the need of
husbanding my forces, so I did nothing, and bore their sarcasms in
silence till one o'clock, when I told them to get up, as we ought to
have done at five o'clock, and here was two o'clock and breakfast not
done.

"We have enjoyed ourselves," said Marcoline, "and time that is given
to enjoyment is never lost."

When they were dressed, I had coffee brought in, and I gave Irene
sixteen louis, four of which were to redeem her cloak.  Her father
and mother who had just dined came in to bid us good-day, and Irene
proudly gave her father twelve Louis telling him to scold her a
little less in future.  He laughed, wept, and went out, and then came
back and said he found a good way of getting to Antibes at a small
cost, but they would have to go directly, as the driver wanted to get
to St. Andiol by nightfall.

"I am quite ready."

"No, dear Irene," said I, "you shall not go; you shall dine with your
friend, and your driver can wait.  Make him do so, Count Rinaldi; my
niece will pay, will you not, Marcoline?"

"Certainly.  I should like to dine here, and still better to put off
our departure till the next day."

Her wishes were my orders.  We had a delicious supper at five
o'clock, and at eight we went to bed and spent the night in
wantonness, but at five in the morning all were ready to start.
Irene, who wore her handsome cloak, shed hot tears at parting from
Marcoline, who also wept with all her heart.  Old Rinaldi, who proved
himself no prophet, told me that I should make a great fortune in
England, and his daughter sighed to be in Marcoline's place.
We shall hear of Rinaldi later on.

We drove on for fifteen posts without stopping, and passed the night
at Valence.  The food was bad, but Marcoline forgot her discomfort in
talking of Irene.

"Do you know," said she, "that if it had been in my power I should
have taken her from her parents.  I believe she is your daughter,
though she is not like you."

"How can she be my daughter when I have never known her mother?"

"She told me that certainly."

"Didn't she tell you anything else?"

"Yes, she told me that you lived with her for three days and bought
her maidenhead for a thousand sequins."

"Quite so, but did she tell you that I paid the money to her father?"

"Yes, the little fool doesn't keep anything for herself.  I don't
think I should ever be jealous of your mistresses, if you let me
sleep with them.  Is not that a mark of a good disposition?
Tell me."

"You have, no doubt, a good disposition, but you could be quite as
good without your dominant passion."

"It is not a passion.  I only have desires for those I love."

"Who gave you this taste?"

"Nature.  I began at seven, and in the last ten years I have
certainly had four hundred sweethearts."

"You begin early.  But when did you begin to have male sweethearts?"

"At eleven."

"Tell me all about it."

"Father Molini, a monk, was my confessor, and he expressed a desire
to know the girl who was then my sweetheart.  It was in the carnival
time, and he gave us a moral discourse, telling us that he would take
us to the play if we would promise to abstain for a week.  We
promised to do so, and at the end of the week we went to tell him
that we had kept our word faithfully.  The next day Father Molini
called on my sweetheart's aunt in a mask, and as she knew him, and as
he was a monk and a confessor, we were allowed to go with him.
Besides, we were mere children; my sweetheart was only a year older
than I.

"After the play the father took us to an inn, and gave us some
supper; and when the meal was over he spoke to us of our sin, and
wanted to see our privates.  'It's a great sin between two girls,'
said he, 'but between a man and a woman it is a venial matter.  Do
you know how men are made?'  We both knew, but we said no with one
consent.  'Then would you like to know?' said he.  We said we should
like to know very much, and he added, 'If you will promise to keep it
a secret, I may be able to satisfy your curiosity.'  We gave our
promises, and the good father proceeded to gratify us with a sight of
the riches which nature had lavished on him, and in the course of an
hour he had turned us into women.  I must confess that he understood
so well how to work on our curiosity that the request came from us.
Three years later, when I was fourteen, I became the mistress of a
young jeweller.  Then came your brother; but he got nothing from me,
because he began by saying that he could not ask me to give him any
favours till we were married."

"You must have been amused at that."

"Yes, it did make me laugh, because I did not know that a priest
could get married; and he excited my curiosity by telling me that
they managed it at Geneva.  Curiosity and wantonness made me escape
with him; you know the rest."

Thus did Marcoline amuse me during the evening, and then we went to
bed and slept quietly till the morning.  We started from Valence at
five, and in the evening we were set down at the "Hotel du Parc" at
Lyons.

As soon as I was settled in the pleasant apartments allotted to me I
went to Madame d'Urfe, who was staying in the Place Bellecour, and
said, as usual, that she was sure I was coming on that day.  She
wanted to know if she had performed the ceremonies correctly, and
Paralis, of course, informed her that she had, whereat she was much
flattered.  The young Aranda was with her, and after I had kissed him
affectionately I told the marchioness that I would be with her at ten
o'clock the next morning, and so I left her.

I kept the appointment and we spent the whole of the day in close
conference, asking of the oracle concerning her being brought to bed,
how she was to make her will, and how she should contrive to escape
poverty in her regenerated shape.  The oracle told her that she must
go to Paris for her lying-in, and leave all her possessions to her
son, who would not be a bastard, as Paralis promised that as soon as
I got to London an English gentleman should be sent over to marry
her.  Finally, the oracle ordered her to prepare to start in three
days, and to take Aranda with her.  I had to take the latter to
London and return him to his mother, for his real position in life
was no longer a mystery, the little rascal having confessed all;
however, I had found a remedy for his indiscretion as for the
treachery of the Corticelli and Possano.

I longed to return him to the keeping of his mother, who constantly
wrote me impertinent letters.  I also wished to take my daughter,
who, according to her mother, had become a prodigy of grace and
beauty.

After the oracular business had been settled, I returned to the
"Hotel du Parc" to dine with Marcoline.  It was very late, and as I
could not take my sweetheart to the play I called on M. Bono to
enquire whether he had sent my brother to Paris.  He told me that he
had gone the day before, and that my great enemy, Possano, was still
in Lyons, and that I would do well to be on my guard as far as he was
concerned.

"I have seen him," said Bono; "he looks pale and undone, and seems
scarcely able to stand.  'I shall die before long,' said he, 'for
that scoundrel Casanova has had me poisoned; but I will make him pay
dearly for his crime, and in this very town of Lyons, where I know he
will come, sooner or later.'

"In fact, in the course of half an hour, he made some terrible
accusations against you, speaking as if he were in a fury.  He wants
all the world to know that you are the greatest villain unhung, that
you are ruining Madame d'Urfe with your impious lies; that you are a
sorcerer, a forger, an utter of false moneys, a poisoner--in short,
the worst of men.  He does not intend to publish a libellous pamphlet
upon you, but to accuse you before the courts, alleging that he wants
reparation for the wrongs you have done his person, his honour, and
his life, for he says you are killing him by a slow poison.  He adds
that for every article he possesses the strongest proof.

"I will say nothing about the vague abuse he adds to these formal
accusations, but I have felt it my duty to warn you of his
treacherous designs that you may be able to defeat them.  It's no
good saying he is a miserable wretch, and that you despise him; you
know how strong a thing calumny is."

"Where does the fellow live?"

"I don't know in the least."

"How can I find out?"

"I can't say, for if he is hiding himself on purpose it would be hard
to get at him."

"Nevertheless, Lyons is not so vast a place."

"Lyons is a perfect maze, and there is no better hiding-place,
especially to a man with money, and Possano has money."

"But what can he do to me?"

"He can institute proceedings against you in the criminal court,
which would cause you immense anxiety and bring down your good name
to the dust, even though you be the most innocent, the most just of
men."

"It seems to me, then, that the best thing I can do will be to be
first in the field."

"So I think, but even then you cannot avoid publicity."

"Tell me frankly if you feel disposed to bear witness to what the
rascal has said in a court of justice."

"I will tell all I know with perfect truth."

"Be kind enough to tell me of a good advocate."

"I will give you the address of one of the best; but reflect before
you do anything.  The affair will make a noise."

"As I don't know where he lives, I have really no choice in the
matter."

If I had known where he lived I could have had Possano expelled from
Lyons through the influence of Madame d'Urfe, whose relative, M. de
la Rochebaron, was the governor; but as it was, I had no other course
than the one I took.

Although Possano was a liar and an ungrateful, treacherous hound, yet
I could not help being uneasy.  I went to my hotel, and proceeded to
ask for police protection against a man in hiding in Lyons, who had
designs against my life and honour.

The next day M. Bono came to dissuade me from the course I had taken.

"For," said he, "the police will begin to search for him, and as soon
as he hears of it he will take proceedings against you in the
criminal courts, and then your positions will be changed.  It seems
to me that if you have no important business at Lyons you had better
hasten your departure."

"Do you think I would do such a thing for a miserable fellow like
Possano?  No!  I would despise myself if I did.  I would die rather
than hasten my departure on account of a rascal whom I loaded with
kindnesses, despite his unworthiness!  I would give a hundred louis
to know where he is now."

"I am delighted to say that I do not know anything about it, for if I
did I would tell you, and then God knows what would happen!  You
won't go any sooner; well, then, begin proceedings, and I will give
my evidence by word of mouth or writing whenever you please."

I went to the advocate whom M. Bono had recommended to me, and told
him my business.  When he heard what I wanted he said,----

"I can do nothing for you, sir, as I have undertaken the case of your
opponent.  You need not be alarmed, however, at having spoken to me,
for I assure you that I will make no use whatever of the information.
Possano's plea or accusation will not be drawn up till the day after
to-morrow, but I will not tell him to make baste for fear of your
anticipating him, as I have only been informed of your intentions by
hazard.  However, you will find plenty of advocates at Lyons as
honest as I am, and more skilled."

"Could you give me the name of one?"

"That would not be etiquette, but M. Bono, who seems to have kindly
spoken of me with some esteem, will be able to serve you."

"Can you tell me where your client lives?"

"Since his chief aim is to remain hidden, and with good cause, you
will see that I could not think of doing such a thing."

In bidding him farewell I put a louis on the table, and though I did
it with the utmost delicacy he ran after me and made me take it back.

"For once in a way," I said to myself, "here's an honest advocate."

As I walked along I thought of putting a spy on Possano and finding
out his abode, for I felt a strong desire to have him beaten to
death; but where was I to find a spy in a town of which I knew
nothing?  M. Bono gave me the name of another advocate, and advised
me to make haste.

"'Tis in criminal matters" said he, "and in such cases the first
comer always has the advantage."

I asked him to find me a trusty fellow to track out the rascally
Possano, but the worthy man would not hear of it.  He shewed me that
it would be dishonourable to set a spy on the actions of Possano's
advocate.  I knew it myself; but what man is there who has not
yielded to the voice of vengeance, the most violent and least
reasonable of all the passions.

I went to the second advocate, whom I found to be a man venerable not
only in years but in wisdom.  I told him all the circumstances of the
affair, which he agreed to take up, saying he would present my plea
in the course of the day.

"That's just what I want you to do," said I, "for his own advocate
told me that his pleas would be presented the day after to-morrow."

"That, sir," said her "would not induce me to act with any greater
promptness, as I could not consent to your abusing the confidence of
my colleague."

"But there is nothing dishonourable in making use of information
which one has acquired by chance."

"That may be a tenable position in some cases, but in the present
instance the nature of the affair justifies prompt action.  'Prior in
tempore, Potior in jure'.  Prudence bids us attack our enemy.  Be so
kind, if you please, to call here at three o'clock in the afternoon."

"I will not fail to do so, and in the meanwhile here are six louis."

"I will keep account of my expenditure on your behalf."

"I want you not to spare money."

"Sir, I shall spend only what is absolutely necessary."

I almost believed that probity had chosen a home for herself amongst
the Lyons advocates, and here I may say, to the honour of the French
bar, that I have never known a more honest body of men than the
advocates of France.

At three o'clock, having seen that the plan was properly drawn up, I
went to Madame d'Urfe's, and for four hours I worked the oracle in a
manner that filled her with delight, and in spite of my vexation I
could not help laughing at her insane fancies on the subject of her
pregnancy.  She was certain of it; she felt all the symptoms.  Then
she said how sorry she felt that she would not be alive to laugh at
all the hypotheses of the Paris doctors as to her being delivered of
a child, which would be thought very extraordinary in a woman of her
age.

When I got back to the inn I found Marcoline very melancholy.  She
said she had been waiting for me to take her to the play, according
to my promise, and that I should not have made her wait in vain.

"You are right, dearest, but an affair of importance has kept me with
the marchioness.  Don't be put out."

I had need of some such advice myself, for the legal affair worried
me, and I slept very ill.  Early the next morning I saw my counsel,
who told me that my plea had been laid before the criminal
lieutenant.

"For the present," said he, "there is nothing more to be done, for as
we don't know where he is we can't cite him to appear."

"Could I not set the police on his track?"

"You might, but I don't advise you to do so.  Let us consider what
the result would be.  The accuser finding himself accused would have
to defend himself and prove the accusation he has made against you.
But in the present state of things, if he does not put in an
appearance we will get judgment against him for contempt of court and
also for libel.  Even his counsel will leave him in the lurch if he
persistently refuses to shew himself."

This quieted my fears a little, and I spent the rest of the day with
Madame d'Urfe, who was going to Paris on the morrow.  I promised to
be with her as soon as I had dealt with certain matters which
concerned the honour of the Fraternity R. C..

Her great maxim was always to respect my secrets, and never to
trouble me with her curiosity.  Marcoline, who had been pining by
herself all day, breathed again when I told her that henceforth I
should be all for her.

In the morning M. Bono came to me and begged me to go with him to
Possano's counsel, who wanted to speak to me.  The advocate said that
his client was a sort of madman who was ready to do anything, as he
believed himself to be dying from the effects of a slow poison.

"He says that even if you are first in the field he will have you
condemned to death.  He says he doesn't care if he is sent to prison,
as he is certain of coming out in triumph as he has the proof of all
his accusations.  He shews twenty-five louis which you gave him, all
of which are clipped, and he exhibits documents dated from Genoa
stating that you clipped a number of gold pieces, which were melted
by M. Grimaldi in order that the police might not find them in your
possession.  He has even a letter from your brother, the abbe,
deposing against you.  He is a madman, a victim to syphilis, who
wishes to send you to the other world before himself, if he can.  Now
my advice to you is to give him some money and get rid of him.  He
tells me that he is the father of a family, and that if M. Bono would
give him a thousand louis he would sacrifice vengeance to necessity.
He told me to speak to M. Bono about it; and now, sir what do you
say?"

"That which my just indignation inspires me to say regarding a rascal
whom I rescued from poverty, and who nevertheless pursues me with
atrocious calumnies; he shall not have one single farthing of mine."

I then told the Genoa story, putting things in their true light, and
adding that I could call M. Grimaldi as a witness if necessary.

"I have delayed presenting the plea," said the counsel, "to see if
the scandal could be hushed up in any way, but I warn you that I
shall now present it."

"Do so; I shall be greatly obliged to you."

I immediately called on my advocate, and told him of the rascal's
proposal; and he said I was quite right to refuse to have any
dealings with such a fellow.  He added that as I had M. Bono as a
witness I ought to make Possano's advocate present his plea, and I
authorized him to take proceedings in my name.

A clerk was immediately sent to the criminal lieutenant, praying him
to command the advocate to bring before him, in three days, the plea
of one Anami, alias Pogomas, alias Possano, the said plea being
against Jacques Casanova, commonly called the Chevalier de Seingalt.
This document, to which I affixed my signature, was laid before the
criminal lieutenant.

I did not care for the three days' delay, but my counsel told me it
was always given, and that I must make up my mind to submit to all
the vexation I should be obliged to undergo, even if we were wholly
successful.

As Madame d'Urfe had taken her departure in conformity with the
orders of Paralis, I dined with Marcoline at the inn, and tried to
raise my spirits by all the means in my power.  I took my mistress to
the best milliners and dressmakers in the town, and bought her
everything she took a fancy to; and then we went to the theatre,
where she must have been pleased to see all eyes fixed on her.
Madame Pernon, who was in the next box to ours, made me introduce
Marcoline to her; and from the way they embraced each other when the
play was over I saw they were likely to become intimate, the only
obstacle to their friendship being that Madame Pernon did not know a
word of Italian, and that Marcoline did not dare to speak a word of
French for fear of making herself ridiculous.  When we got back to
the inn, Marcoline told me that her new friend had given her the
Florentine kiss: this is the shibboleth of the sect.

The pretty nick-nacks I had given her had made her happy; her ardour
was redoubled, and the night passed joyously.

I spent the next day in going from shop to shop, making fresh
purchases for Marcoline, and we supped merrily at Madame Pernon's.

The day after, M. Bono came to see me at an early hour with a smile
of content on his face.

"Let us go and breakfast at a coffee-house," said he; "we will have
some discussion together."

When we were breakfasting he shewed me a letter written by Possano,
in which the rascal said that he was ready to abandon proceedings
provided that M. de Seingalt gave him a hundred louis, on receipt of
which he promised to leave Lyons immediately.

"I should be a great fool," said I, "if I gave the knave more money
to escape from the hands of justice.  Let him go if he likes, I won't
prevent him; but he had better not expect me to give him anything.
He will have a writ out against him to-morrow.  I should like to see
him branded by the hangman.  He has slandered me, his benefactor, too
grievously; let him prove what he says, or be dishonoured before all
men."

"His abandoning the proceedings," said M. Bono, "would in my opinion
amount to the same thing as his failing to prove his charges, and you
would do well to prefer it to a trial which would do your reputation
no good, even if you were completely successful.  And the hundred
louis is nothing in comparison with the costs of such a trial."

"M. Bono, I value your advice very highly, and still more highly the
kindly feelings which prompt you, but you must allow me to follow my
own opinion in this case."

I went to my counsel and told him of the fresh proposal that Possano
had made, and of my refusal to listen to it, begging him to take
measures for the arrest of the villain who had vowed my death.

The same evening I had Madame Pernon and M. Bono, who was her lover,
to sup with me; and as the latter had a good knowledge of Italian
Marcoline was able to take part in the merriment of the company.

The next day Bono wrote to tell me that Possano had left Lyons never
to return, and that he had signed a full and satisfactory retraction.
I was not surprised to hear of his flight, but the other circumstance
I could not understand.  I therefore hastened to call on Bono, who
showed me the document, which was certainly plain enough.

"Will that do?" said he.

"So well that I forgive him, but I wonder he did not insist on the
hundred Louis."

"My dear sir, I gave him the money with pleasure, to prevent a
scandalous affair which would have done us all harm in becoming
public.  If I had told you nothing, you couldn't have taken any steps
in the matter, and I felt myself obliged to repair the mischief I had
done in this way.  You would have known nothing about it, if you had
said that you were not satisfied.  I am only too glad to have been
enabled to skew my friendship by this trifling service.  We will say
no more about it."

"Very good," said I, embracing him, "we will say no more, but please
to receive the assurance of my gratitude."

I confess I felt much relieved at being freed from this troublesome
business.




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MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
IN LONDON AND MOSCOW, Volume 5b--TO LONDON



THE MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA DE SEINGALT

THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR
MACHEN TO WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED BY ARTHUR
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TO LONDON



CHAPTER V

I Meet the Venetian Ambassadors at Lyons, and also Marcoline's Uncle
--I Part from Marcoline and Set Out for Paris--An Amorous Journey


Thus freed from the cares which the dreadful slanders of Possano had
caused me, I gave myself up to the enjoyment of my fair Venetian,
doing all in my power to increase her happiness, as if I had had a
premonition that we should soon be separated from one another.

The day after the supper I gave to Madame Pernon and M. Bono, we went
to the theatre together, and in the box opposite to us I saw M.
Querini, the procurator, Morosini, M. Memmo, and Count Stratico, a
Professor of the University of Padua.  I knew all these gentlemen;
they had been in London, and were passing through Lyons on their
return to Venice.

"Farewell, fair Marcoline!" I said to myself, feeling quite broken-
hearted, but I remained calm, and said nothing to her.  She did not
notice them as she was absorbed in her conversation with M. Bono, and
besides, she did not know them by sight.  I saw that M. Memmo had
seen me and was telling the procurator of my presence, and as I knew
the latter very well I felt bound to pay them my respects then and
there.

Querini received me very politely for a devotee, as also did
Morosini, while Memmo seemed moved; but no doubt he remembered that
it was chiefly due to his mother that I had been imprisoned eight
years ago.  I congratulated the gentlemen on their embassy to
England, on their return to their native land, and for form's sake
commended myself to their good offices to enable me to return also.
M. Morosini, noticing the richness of my dress and my general
appearance of prosperity, said that while I had to stay away he had
to return, and that he considered me the luckier man.

"Your excellency is well aware," said I, "that nothing is sweeter
than forbidden fruit."

He smiled, and asked me whither I went and whence I came.

"I come from Rome," I answered, "where I had some converse with the
Holy Father, whom I knew before, and I am going through Paris on my
way to London.

"Call on me here, if you have time, I have a little commission to
give you."

"I shall always have time to serve your excellency in.  Are you
stopping here for long?"

"Three or four days."

When I 'got back to my box Marcoline asked me who were the gentlemen
to whom I had been speaking.  I answered coolly and indifferently,
but watching her as I spoke, that they were the Venetian ambassadors
on their way from London.  The flush of her cheek died away and was
replaced by pallor; she raised her eyes to heaven, lowered them, and
said not a word.  My heart was broken.  A few minutes afterwards she
asked me which was M. Querini, and after I had pointed him out to her
she watched him furtively for the rest of the evening.

The curtain fell, we left our box, and at the door of the theatre we
found the ambassadors waiting for their carriage.  Mine was in the
same line as theirs.  The ambassador Querini said,--

"You have a very pretty young lady with you."

Marcoline stepped forward, seized his hand, and kissed it before I
could answer.

Querini, who was greatly astonished, thanked her and said,--

"What have I done to deserve this honour?"

"Because," said Marcoline, speaking in the Venetian dialect, "I have
the honour of knowing his excellency M. Querini."

"What are you doing with M. Casanova?"

"He is my uncle."

My carriage came up.  I made a profound bow to the ambassadors, and
called out to the coachman, "To the 'Hotel du Parc'."  It was the
best hotel in Lyons, and I was not sorry for the Venetians to hear
where I was staying.

Marcoline was in despair, for she saw that the time for parting was
near at hand.

"We have three or four days before us," said I, "in which we can
contrive how to communicate with your uncle Mattio.  I must commend
you highly for kissing M. Querini's hand.  That was a masterstroke
indeed.  All will go off well; but I hope you will be merry, for
sadness I abhor."

We were still at table when I heard the voice of M. Memmo in the
ante-chamber; he was a young man, intelligent and good-natured.  I
warned Marcoline not to say a word about our private affairs, but to
display a moderate gaiety.  The servant announced the young nobleman,
and we rose to welcome him; but he made us sit down again, and sat
beside us, and drank a glass of wine with the utmost cordiality.  He
told me how he had been supping with the old devotee Querini, who had
had his hand kissed by a young and fair Venetian.  The ambassadors
were much amused at the circumstance, and Querini himself, in spite
of his scrupulous conscience, was greatly flattered.

"May I ask you, mademoiselle," he added, "how you came to know M.
Querini?"

"It's a mystery, sir."

"A mystery, is it?  What fun we shall have tomorrow!  I have come,"
he said, addressing himself to me, "to ask you to dine with us to-
morrow, and you must bring your charming niece."

"Would you like to go, Marcoline?"

"'Con grandissimo piacere'!  We shall speak Venetian, shall we not?"

"Certainly."

"'E viva'! I cannot learn French."

"M. Querini is in the same position," said M. Memmo.

After half an hour's agreeable conversation he left us, and Marcoline
embraced me with delight at having made such a good impression on
these gentlemen.

"Put on your best dress to-morrow," said I, "and do not forget your
jewels.  Be agreeable to everybody, but pretend not to see your Uncle
Mattio, who will be sure to wait at table."

"You may be sure I shall follow your advice to the letter."

"And I mean to make the recognition a scene worthy of the drama.  I
intend that you shall be taken back to Venice by M. Querini himself,
while your uncle will take care of you by his special orders."

"I shall be delighted with this arrangement, provided it succeeds."

"You may trust to me for that."

At nine o'clock the next day I called on Morosini concerning the
commissions he had for me.  He gave me a little box and a letter for
Lady Harrington, and another letter with the words,--

"The Procurator Morosini is very sorry not to have been able to take
a last leave of Mdlle. Charpillon."

"Where shall I find her?"

"I really don't know.  If you find her, give her the letter; if not,
it doesn't matter.  That's a dazzling beauty you have with you,
Casanova."

"Well, she has dazzled me."

"But how did she know Querini?"

"She has seen him at Venice, but she has never spoken to him."

"I thought so; we have been laughing over it, but Querini is hugely
pleased.  But how did you get hold of her?  She must be very young,
as Memmo says she cannot speak French."

"It would be a long story to tell, and after all we met through a
mere chance."

"She is not your niece."

"Nay, she is more--she is my queen."

"You will have to teach her French, as when you get to London."

"I am not going to take her there; she wants to return to Venice."

"I pity you if you are in love with her!  I hope she will dine with
us?"

"Oh, yes! she is delighted with the honour."

"And we are delighted to have our poor repast animated by such a
charming person."

"You will find her worthy of your company; she is full of wit."

When I got back to the inn I told Marcoline that if anything was said
at dinner about her return to Venice, she was to reply that no one
could make her return except M. Querini, but that if she could have
his protection she would gladly go back with him.

"I will draw you out of the difficulty," said I; and she promised to
carry out my instructions.

Marcoline followed my advice with regard to her toilette, and looked
brilliant in all respects; and I, wishing to shine in the eyes of the
proud Venetian nobles, had dressed myself with the utmost richness.
I wore a suit of grey velvet, trimmed with gold and silver lace; my
point lace shirt was worth at least fifty louis; and my diamonds, my
watches, my chains, my sword of the finest English steel, my snuff-
box set with brilliants, my cross set with diamonds, my buckles set
with the same stones, were altogether worth more than fifty thousand
crowns.  This ostentation, though puerile in itself, yet had a
purpose, for I wished M. de Bragadin to know that I did not cut a bad
figure in the world; and I wished the proud magistrates who had made
me quit my native land to learn that I had lost nothing, and could
laugh at their severity.

In this gorgeous style we drove to the ambassador's dinner at half-
past one.

All present were Venetians, and they welcomed Marcoline
enthusiastically.  She who was born with the instinct of good manners
behaved with the grace of a nymph and the dignity of a French
princess; and as soon as she was seated between two grave and
reverend signors, she began by saying that she was delighted to find
herself the only representative of her sex in this distinguished
company, and also that there were no Frenchmen present.

"Then you don't like the French," said M. Memmo.

"I like them well enough so far as I know them, but I am only
acquainted with their exterior, as I don't speak or understand the
language."

After this everybody knew how to take her, and the gaiety became
general.

She answered all questions to the point, and entertained the company
with her remarks on French manners, so different to Venetian customs.

In the course of dinner M. Querini asked how she had known him, and
she replied that she had often seen him at Divine service, whereat
the devotee seemed greatly flattered.  M. Morosini, pretending not to
know that she was to return to Venice, told her that unless she made
haste to acquire French, the universal language, she would find
London very tedious, as the Italian language was very little known
there.

"I hope," she replied, "that M. de Seingalt will not bring me into
the society of people with whom I cannot exchange ideas.  I know I
shall never be able to learn French."

When we had left the table the ambassadors begged me to tell the
story of my escape from The Leads, and I was glad to oblige them.
My story lasted for two whole hours; and as it was noticed that
Marcoline's eyes became wet with tears when I came to speak of my
great danger.  She was rallied upon the circumstance, and told that
nieces were not usually so emotional.

"That may be, gentlemen," she replied, "though I do not see why a
niece should not love her uncle.  But I have never loved anyone else
but the hero of the tale, and I cannot see what difference there can
be between one kind of love and another."

"There are five kinds of love known to man," said M. Querini.  "The
love of one's neighbour, the love of God, which is beyond compare,
the highest of all, love matrimonial, the love of house and home, and
the love of self, which ought to come last of all, though many place
it in the first rank."

The nobleman commented briefly on these diverse kinds of love, but
when he came to the love of God he began to soar, and I was greatly
astonished to see Marcoline shedding tears, which she wiped away
hastily as if to hide them from the sight of the worthy old man whom
wine had made more theological than usual.  Feigning to be
enthusiastic, Marcoline took his hand and kissed it, while he in his
vain exaltation drew her towards him and kissed her on the brow,
saying, "Poveretta, you are an angel!"

At this incident, in which there was more love of our neighbour than
love of God, we all bit our lips to prevent ourselves bursting out
laughing, and the sly little puss pretended to be extremely moved.

I never knew Marcoline's capacities till then, for she confessed that
her emotion was wholly fictitious, and designed to win the old man's
good graces; and that if she had followed her own inclinations she
would have laughed heartily.  She was designed to act a part either
upon the stage or on a throne.  Chance had ordained that she should
be born of the people, and her education had been neglected; but if
she had been properly tutored she would have been fit for anything.

Before returning home we were warmly invited to dinner the next day.

As we wanted to be together, we did not go to the theatre that day
and when we got home I did not wait for Marcoline to undress to cover
her with kisses.

"Dear heart," said I, "you have not shewn me all your perfections
till now, when we are about to part; you make me regret you are going
back to Venice.  Today you won all hearts."

"Keep me then, with you, and I will ever be as I have been to-day.
By the way, did you see my uncle?"

"I think so.  Was it not he who was in continual attendance?"

"Yes.  I recognized him by his ring.  Did he look, at me?"

"All the time, and with an air of the greatest astonishment.  I
avoided catching his eye, which roved from you to me continually."

"I should like to know what the good man thinks!  You will see him
again to-morrow.  I am sure he will have told M. Querini that, I am
his niece, and consequently not yours.

"I expect so, too."

"And if M. Querini says as much to me to-morrow, I, expect I shall
have to, admit the fact.  What do you think?"

"You must undoubtedly tell him the truth, but frankly and openly, and
so as not to let him think that you have need of him to return to
Venice.  He is not your father, and has no right over your liberty."

"Certainly not."

"Very good.  You must also agree that I am not your uncle, and that
the bond between us is, of the most tender description.  Will, there
be any difficulty is that?"

"How can you ask me such a question?  The link between us makes me
feel proud, and will ever do so."

"Well, well, I say no more.  I trust entirely in your tact.  Remember
that Querini and no other must take you back to Venice; he must treat
you as if you were his daughter.  If he will not consent, you shall
not return at all."

"Would to God it were so!"

Early the next morning I got a note from M. Querini requesting me to
call on him, as he wanted to speak to me on a matter of importance.

"We are getting on," said Marcoline.  "I am very glad that things
have taken this turn, for when you come back you can tell me the
whole story, and I can regulate my conduct accordingly."

I found Querini and Morosini together.  They gave me their hands when
I came in, and Querini asked me to sit down, saying that there would
be nothing in our discussion which M. Morosini might not hear.

"I have a confidence to make to you, M. Casanova," he began; "but
first I want you to do me the same favor."

"I can have no secrets from your excellency."

"I am obliged to you, and will try to deserve your good opinion.
I beg that you will tell me sincerely whether you know the young
person who is with you, for no one believes that she is your niece."

"It is true that she is--not my niece, but not being acquainted with
her relations or family I cannot be said to know her in the sense
which your excellency gives to the word.  Nevertheless, I am proud to
confess that I love her with an affection which will not end save
with my life."

"I am delighted to hear you say so.  How long have you had her?"

"Nearly two months."

"Very good!  How did she fall into your hands?"

"That is a point which only concerns her, and you will allow me not
to answer that question."

"Good!  we will go on.  Though you are in love with her, it is very
possible that you have never made any enquiries respecting her
family."

"She has told me that she has a father and a mother, poor but honest,
but I confess I have never been curious enough to enquire her name.
I only know her baptismal name, which is possibly not her true one,
but it does quite well for me."

"She has given you her true name."

"Your excellency surprises me!  You know her, then?"

"Yes; I did not know her yesterday, but I do now.  Two months .  .  .
Marcoline .  .  .  yes, it must be she.  I am now certain that my man
is not mad."

"Your man?"

"Yes, she is his niece.  When we were at London he heard that she had
left the paternal roof about the middle of Lent.  Marcoline's mother,
who is his sister, wrote to him.  He was afraid to speak to her
yesterday, because she looked so grand.  He even thought he must be
mistaken, and he would have been afraid of offending me by speaking
to a grand lady at my table.  She must have seen him, too."

"I don't think so, she has said nothing about it to me."

"It is true that he was standing behind her all the time.  But let us
come to the point.  Is Marcoline your wife, or have you any intention
of marrying her?"

"I love her as tenderly as any man can love a woman, but I cannot
make her a wife; the reasons are known only to herself and me."

"I respect your secret; but tell me if you would object to my begging
her to return to Venice with her uncle?"

"I think Marcoline is happy, but if she has succeeded in gaining the
favour of your excellency, she is happier still; and I feel sure that
if she were to go back to Venice under the exalted patronage of your
excellency, she would efface all stains on her reputation.  As to
permitting her to go, I can put no stumblingblock in the way, for I
am not her master.  As her lover I would defend her to the last drop
of my blood, but if she wants to leave me I can only assent, though
with sorrow."

"You speak with much sense, and I hope you will not be displeased at
my undertaking this good work.  Of course I shall do nothing without
your consent."

"I respect the decrees of fate when they are promulgated by such a
man as you.  If your excellency can induce Marcoline to leave me, I
will make no objection; but I warn you that she must be won mildly.
She is intelligent, she loves me, and she knows that she is
independent; besides she reckons on me, and she has cause to do so.
Speak to her to-day by herself; my presence would only be in your
way.  Wait till dinner is over; the interview might last some time."

"My dear Casanova, you are an honest man.  I am delighted to have
made your acquaintance."

"You do me too much honour.  I may say that Marcoline will hear
nothing of all this."

When I got back to the inn, I gave Marcoline an exact account of the
whole conversation, warning her that she would be supposed to know
nothing about it.

"You must execute a masterly stroke, dearest," said I, "to persuade
M. Querini that I did not lie in saying that you had not seen your
uncle.  As soon as you see him, you must give a shout of surprise,
exclaim, 'My dear uncle!' and rush to his arms.  This would be a
splendid and dramatic situation, which would do you honour in the
eyes of all the company."

"You may be sure that I shall play the part very well, although my
heart be sad."

At the time appointed we waited on the ambassadors, and found that
all the other guests had assembled.  Marcoline, as blithe and smiling
as before, first accosted M. Querini, and then did the polite to all
the company.  A few minutes before dinner Mattio brought in his
master's spectacles on a silver tray.  Marcoline, who was sitting
next to M. Querini, stopped short in something she was saying, and
staring at the man, exclaimed in a questioning voice,--

"My uncle?"

"Yes, my dear niece."

Marcoline flung herself into his arms, and there was a moving scene,
which excited the admiration of all.

"I knew you had left Venice, dear uncle, but I did not know you were
in his excellency's service.  I am so glad to see you again!  You
will tell my father and mother about me?  You see I am happy.  Where
were you yesterday?"

"Here."

"And you didn't see me?"

"Yes; but your uncle there .  .  ."

"Well," said I, laughing, "let us know each other, cousin, and be
good friends.  Marcoline, I congratulate you on having such an honest
man for an uncle."

"That is really very fine," said M. Querini; and everybody
exclaimed, "Very affecting, very affecting indeed!"

The newly-found uncle departed, and we sat down to dinner, but in
spirits which differed from those of yesterday.  Marcoline bore
traces of those mingled emotions of happiness and regret which move
loyal hearts when they call to mind ther native land.  M. Querini
looked at her admiringly, and seemed to have all the confidence of
success which a good action gives to the mind.  M. Morosini sat a
pleased spectator.  The others were attentive and curious as to what
would come next.  They listened to what was said, and hung on
Marcoline's lips.

After the first course there was greater unison in the company, and
M. Morosini told Marcoline that if she would return to Venice she
would be sure of finding a husband worthy of her.

"I must be the judge of that," said she.

"Yes, but it is a good thing to have recourse to the advice of
discreet persons who are interested in the happiness of both
parties."

"Excuse me, but I do not think so.  If I ever marry, my husband will
have to please me first."

"Who has taught you this maxim?" said Querini.

"My uncle, Casanova, who has, I verily believe, taught me everything
that can be learnt in the two months I have been happy enough to live
with him."

"I congratulate the master and the pupil, but you are both too young
to have learnt all the range of science.  Moral science cannot be
learnt in two months."

"What his excellency has just said," said I, turning to Marcoline,
"is perfectly correct.  In affairs of marriage both parties should
rely to a great extent on the advice of friends, for mere marriages
of inclination are often unhappy."

"That is a really philosophical remark, my dear Marcoline," said
Querini; "but tell me the qualities which in your opinion are
desirable in a husband."

"I should be puzzled to name them, but they would all become manifest
in the man that pleased me."

"And supposing he were a worthless fellow?"

"He would certainly not please me, and that's the reason why I have
made up my mind never to marry a man whom I have not studied."

"Supposing you made a mistake?"

"Then I would weep in secret."

"How if you were poor?"

"She need never fear poverty, my lord," said I.  "She has an income
of fifty crowns a month for the remainder of her life."

"Oh, that's a different matter.  If that is so, sweetheart, you are
privileged.  You will be able to live at Venice in perfect
independence."

"I think that to live honourably there I only need the protection of
a lord like your excellency."

"As to that, Marcoline, I give you my word that I will do all in my
power for you if you come to Venice.  But let me ask you one
question, how are you sure of your income of fifty crowns a month?
You are laughing."

"I laugh because I am such a silly little thing.  I don't have any
heed for my own business.  My friend there will tell you all about
it."

"You have not been joking, have you?" said the worthy old man to me.

"Marcoline," said I, "has not only capital which will produce a
larger sum than that which I have named, but she has also valuable
possessions.  Your excellency will note her wisdom in saying that she
would need your lordship's protection at Venice, for she will require
someone to look after the investment of her capital.  The whole
amount is in my hands, and if she likes Marcoline can have it all in
less than two hours."

"Very good; then you must start for Venice the day after to-morrow.
Mattio is quite ready to receive you."

"I have the greatest respect and love for my uncle, but it is not to
his care that your excellency must commend me if I resolve to go."

"Then to whom?"

"To your own care, my lord.  Your excellency has called me dear
daughter two or three times, lead me, then, to Venice, like a good
father, and I will come willingly; otherwise I protest I will not
leave the man to whom I owe all I have.  I will start for London with
him the day after to-morrow."

At these words which delighted me silence fell on all.  They waited
for M. Querini to speak, and the general opinion seemed to be that he
had gone too far to be able to draw back.  Nevertheless, the old man
kept silence; perhaps in his character of devotee he was afraid of
being led into temptation, or of giving occasion to scandal, and the
other guests were silent like him, and ate to keep each other in
countenance.  Mattio's hand trembled as he waited; Marcoline alone
was calm and collected.  Dessert was served, and still no one dared
to say a word.  All at once this wonderful girl said, in an inspired
voice, as if speaking to herself,--

"We must adore the decrees of Divine Providence, but after the issue,
since mortals are not able to discern the future, whether it be good
or whether it be evil."

"What does that reflection relate to, my dear daughter?" said M.
Querini, "and why do you kiss my hand now?"

"I kiss your hand because you have called me your dear daughter for
the fourth time."

This judicious remark elicited a smile of approval from all, and
restored the general gaiety; but M. Querini asked Marcoline to
explain her observation on Providence.

"It was an inspiration, and the result of self-examination.  I am
well; I have learned something of life; I am only seventeen, and in
the course of two months I have become rich by honest means.  I am
all happy, and yet I owe my happiness to the greatest error a maiden
can commit.  Thus I humble myself before the decrees, of Providence
and adore its wisdom."

"You are right, but, none the less you ought to repent of what you
have done."

"That's where I am puzzled; for before I can repent; I must think of
it, and when I think of it I find nothing for which to repent.  I
suppose I shall have to consult some great theologian on the point."

"That will not be necessary; you are, intelligent, and your heart is
good, and I will give you the necessary instruction on the way.  When
one repents there is no need to think of the pleasure which our sins
have given us."

In his character of apostle the good M. Querini was becoming piously
amorous of his fair proselyte.  He left the table for a few moments,
and when he returned he, told Marcoline that if he had a young lady
to take to, Venice he should be obliged to leave her in the care of
his housekeeper, Dame Veneranda, in whom he had every confidence.

"I have just been speaking to her; and if you would like to come, all
is arranged.  You shall sleep with her, and dine with us till we get
to Venice, and then I will deliver, you into your mother's keeping,
in the presence of your uncle.  What do you say?"

"I will come with pleasure:"

"Come and see Dame Veneranda."

"Willingly."

"Come with us, Casanova."

Dame Veneranda looked a perfect cannoness, and I did not think that
Marcoline would fall, in love with her, but she seemed sensible and
trustworthy.  M. Querini told her in our presence what he had just
told Marcoline, and the duenna assured him that she would take, the
utmost care of the young lady.  Marcoline kissed her and called her
mother, thus gaining the old lady's, good graces.  We rejoined, the
company, who expressed to Marcoline their intense pleasure at having
her for a companion on their journey.

"I shall have to put my steward in another carriage," said
M. Querini, "as the calash only holds two."

"That will not be necessary," I remarked, "for Marcoline has her
carriage, and Mistress Veneranda will find it a very comfortable one.
It will hold her luggage as well."

"You, want to give me your carriage," said Marcoline.  "You are too
good to me"

I could made no reply, my emotion was so great.  I turned aside and
wiped, away my tears.  Returning to the company, I found that
Marcoline had vanished and M. Morosini, who, was also much affected
told me she had gome, to speak to Mistress Veneranda.  Everybody was
melancholy, and seeing that I was the cause I began to talk about
England, where I hoped to make my fortune with a project of mine, the
success of which only depended on Lord Egremont.  M. de Morosini said
he would give me a letter for Lord Egremont and another for
M. Zuccata, the Venetian ambassador.

"Are you not afraid," said M. Querini, "of getting into, trouble with
the State Inquisitors for recommending M. Casanova?"

Morosini replied coldly that as the Inquisitors had, not told him for
what crime I was condemned, he did not feel himself bound to share
their judgment.  Old Querini, who was extremely particular, shook his
head and said nothing.

Just then Marcoline came back to the room, and everybody could see
that she had been weeping.  I confess that this mark of her affection
was as pleasing to my vanity as to my love; but such is man, and
such, doubtless, is the reader who may be censuring my conduct.
This charming girl, who still, after all these years, dwells in my
old heart, asked me to take her back to the inn, as she wanted to
pack up her trunks.  We left directly, after having promised to come
to dinner on the following day.

I wept bitterly when I got to my room.  I told Clairmont to see that
the carriage was in good order, and then, hastily undressing, I flung
myself on the bed in my dressing-gown, and wept as if some blessing
was being taken from me against my will.  Marcoline, who was much
more sensible, did what she could to console me, but I liked to
torment myself, and her words did but increase my despair.

"Reflect," said she, "that it is not I who am leaving you, but you
who are sending me away; that I long to spend the rest of my days
with you, and that you have only got to say a word to keep me."

I knew that she was right; but still a fatal fear which has always
swayed me, the fear of being bound to anyone, and the hypocrisy of a
libertine ever longing for change, both these feelings made me
persist in my resolution and my sadness.

About six o'clock MM. Morosini and Querini came into the courtyard
and looked at the carriage, which was being inspected by the
wheelwright.  They spoke to Clairmont, and then came to see us.

"Good heavens!" said M. Querini, seeing the numerous boxes which she
was going to place on her carriage; and when he had heard that her
carriage was the one he had just looked at, he seemed surprised; it
was indeed a very good vehicle.

M. Morosini told Marcoline that if she liked to sell it when she got
to Venice he would give her a thousand Venetian ducats, or three
thousand francs for it.

"You might give her double that amount," said I, "for it is worth
three thousand ducats."

"We will arrange all that," said he; and Querini added,--

"It will be a considerable addition to the capital she proposes to
invest."

After some agreeable conversation I told M. Querini that I would give
him a bill of exchange for five thousand ducats, which, with the
three or four thousand ducats the sale of her jewellery would
realize, and the thousand for the carriage, would give her a capital
of nine or ten thousand ducats, the interest of which would bring her
in a handsome income.

Next morning I got M. Bono to give me a bill of exchange on M.
Querini's order, and at dinner-time Marcoline handed it over to her
new protector, who wrote her a formal receipt.  M. Morosini gave me
the letters he had promised, and their departure was fixed for eleven
o'clock the next day.  The reader may imagine that our dinner-party
was not over gay.  Marcoline was depressed, I as gloomy as a
splenetic Englishman, and between us we made the feast more like a
funeral than a meeting of friends.

I will not attempt to describe the night I passed with my charmer.
She asked me again and again how I could be my own executioner; but I
could not answer, for I did not know.  But how often have I done
things which caused me pain, but to which I was impelled by some
occult force it was my whim not to resist.

In the morning, when I had put on my boots and spurs, and told
Clairmont not to be uneasy if I did not return that night, Marcoline
and I drove to the ambassadors' residence.  We breakfasted together,
silently enough, for Marcoline had tears in her eyes, and everyone
knowing my noble conduct towards her respected her natural grief.
After breakfast we set out, I sitting in the forepart of the
carriage, facing Marcoline and Dame Veneranda, who would have made me
laugh under any other circumstances, her astonishment at finding
herself in a more gorgeous carriage than the ambassador's was so
great.  She expatiated on the elegance and comfort of the equipage,
and amused us by saying that her master was quite right in saying
that the people would take her for the ambassadress.  But in spite of
this piece of comedy, Marcoline and I were sad all the way.  M.
Querini, who did not like night travelling, made us stop at Pont-
Boivoisin, at nine o'clock, and after a bad supper everyone went to
bed to be ready to start at daybreak.  Marcoline was to sleep with
Veneranda, so I accompanied her, and the worthy old woman went to bed
without any ceremony, lying so close to the wall that there was room
for two more; but after Marcoline had got into bed I sat down on a
chair, and placing my head beside hers on the pillow we mingled our
sobs and tears all night.

When Veneranda, who had slept soundly, awoke, she was much astonished
to see me still in the same position.  She was a great devotee, but
women's piety easily gives place to pity, and she had moved to the
furthest extremity of the bed with the intention of giving me another
night of love.  But my melancholy prevented my profiting by her
kindness.

I had ordered a saddle horse to be ready for me in the morning.  We
took a hasty cup of coffee and bade each other mutual farewells.  I
placed Marcoline in the carriage, gave her a last embrace, and waited
for the crack of the postillion's whip to gallop back to Lyons.  I
tore along like a madman, for I felt as if I should like to send the
horse to the ground and kill myself.  But death never comes to him
that desires it, save in the fable of the worthy Lafontaine.  In six
hours I had accomplished the eighteen leagues between Pont-Boivoisin
and Lyons, only stopping to change horses.  I tore off my clothes and
threw myself on the bed, where thirty hours before I had enjoyed all
the delights of love.  I hoped that the bliss I had lost would return
to me in my dreams.  However, I slept profoundly, and did not wake
till eight o'clock.  I had been asleep about nineteen hours.

I rang for Clairmont, and told him to bring up my breakfast, which I
devoured eagerly.  When my stomach was restored in this manner I fell
asleep again, and did not get up till the next morning, feeling quite
well, and as if I could support life a little longer.

Three days after Marcoline's departure I bought a comfortable two-
wheeled carriage with patent springs, and sent my trunks to Paris by
the diligence.  I kept a portmanteau containing the merest
necessaries, for I meant to travel in a dressing-gown and night-cap,
and keep to myself all the way to Paris.  I intended this as a sort
of homage to Marcoline, but I reckoned without my host.

I was putting my jewellery together in a casket when Clairmont
announced a tradesman and his daughter, a pretty girl whom I had
remarked at dinner, for since the departure of my fair Venetian I had
dined at the table-d'hote by way of distraction.

I shut up my jewels and asked them to come in, and the father
addressed me politely, saying,--

"Sir, I have come to ask you to do me a favour which will cost you
but little, while it will be of immense service to my daughter and
myself."

"What can I do for you?  I am leaving Lyons at day-break to-morrow."

"I know it, for you said so at dinner; but we shall be ready at any
hour.  Be kind enough to give my daughter a seat in your carriage.  I
will, of course, pay for a third horse, and will ride post."

"You cannot have seen the carriage."

"Excuse me, I have done so.  It is, I know, only meant for one, but
she could easily squeeze into it.  I know I am troubling you, but if
you were aware of the convenience it would be to me I am sure you
would not refuse.  All the places in the diligence are taken up to
next week, and if I don't get to Paris in six days I might as well
stay away altogether.  If I were a rich man I would post, but that
would cost four hundred francs, and I cannot afford to spend so much.
The only course open to me is to leave by the diligence tomorrow, and
to have myself and my daughter bound to the roof.  You see, sir, the
idea makes her weep, and I don't like it much better myself."

I looked attentively at the girl, and found her too pretty for me to
keep within bounds if I travelled alone with her.  I was sad, and the
torment I had endured in parting from Marcoline had made me resolve
to avoid all occasions which might have similar results.  I thought
this resolve necessary for my peace of mind.

"This girl," I said to myself, "may be so charming that I should fall
in love with her if I yield to the father's request, and I do not
wish for any such result."

I turned to the father and said,--

"I sympathize with you sincerely; but I really don't see what I can
do for you without causing myself the greatest inconvenience."

"Perhaps you think that I shall not be able to ride so many posts in
succession, but you needn't be afraid on that score:"

"The horse might give in; you might have a fall, and I know that I
should feel obliged to stop, and I am in a hurry.  If that reason
does not strike you as a cogent one, I am sorry, for to me it appears
unanswerable."

"Let us run the risk, sir, at all events."

"There is a still greater risk of which I can tell you nothing.  In
brief, sir, you ask what is impossible."

"In Heaven's name, sir," said the girl, with a voice and a look that
would have pierced a heart of stone, "rescue me from that dreadful
journey on the roof of the diligence!  The very idea makes me
shudder; I should be afraid of falling off all the way; besides,
there is something mean in travelling that way.  Do but grant me this
favour, and I will sit at your feet so as not to discomfort you."

"This is too much!  You do not know me, mademoiselle.  I am neither
cruel nor impolite, especially where your sex is concerned, though my
refusal must make you feel otherwise.  If I give way you may regret
it afterwards, and I do not wish that to happen."  Then, turning to
the father, I said,--

"A post-chaise costs six Louis.  Here they are; take them.  I will
put off my departure for a few hours, if necessary, to answer for the
chaise, supposing you are not known here, and an extra horse will
cost four Louis take them.  As to the rest, you would have spent as
much in taking two places in the diligence."

"You are very kind, sir, but I cannot accept your gift.  I am not
worthy of it, and I should be still less worthy if I accepted the
money.  Adele, let us go.  Forgive us, sir, if we have wasted half an
hour of your time.  Come, my poor child."

"Wait a moment, father."

Adele begged him to wait, as her sobs almost choked her.  I was
furious with everything, but having received one look from her
beautiful eyes I could not withstand her sorrow any longer, and said,

"Calm yourself, mademoiselle.  It shall never be said that I remained
unmoved while beauty wept.  I yield to your request, for if I did not
I should not be able to sleep all night.  But I accede on one
condition," I added, turning to her father, "and that is that you sit
at the back of the carriage."

"Certainly; but what is to become of your servant?"

"He will ride on in front.  Everything is settled.  Go to bed now,
and be ready to start at six o'clock."

"Certainly, but you will allow me to pay for the extra horse?"

"You shall pay nothing at all; it would be a shame if I received any
money from you.  You have told me you are poor, and poverty is no
dishonour; well, I may tell you that I am rich, and riches are no
honour save when they are used in doing good.  Therefore, as I said,
I will pay for all."

"Very good, but I will pay for the extra horse in the carriage."

"Certainly not, and let us have no bargaining, please; it is time to
go to bed.  I will put you down at Paris without the journey costing
you a farthing, and then if you like you may thank me; these are the
only conditions on which I will take you.  Look!  Mdlle. Adele is
laughing, that's reward enough for me."

"I am laughing for joy at having escaped that dreadful diligence
roof."

"I see, but I hope you will not weep in my carriage, for all sadness
is an abomination to me."

I went, to bed, resolved to struggle against my fate no longer.  I
saw that I could not withstand the tempting charms of this new
beauty, and I determined that everything should be over in a couple
of days.  Adele had beautiful blue eyes, a complexion wherein were
mingled the lily and the rose, a small mouth, excellent teeth, a
figure still slender but full of promise; here, surely, were enough
motives for a fresh fall.  I fell asleep, thanking my good genius for
thus providing me with amusement on the journey.

Just before we started the father came and asked if it was all the
same to me whether we went by Burgundy or the Bourbonnais.

"Certainly.  Do you prefer any particular route?"

"If I went through Nevers I might be able to collect a small
account."

"Then we will go by the Bourbonnais."

Directly after Adele, simply but neatly dressed, came down and wished
me good day, telling me that her father was going to put a small
trunk containing their belongings at the back of the carriage.
Seeing me busy, she asked if she could help me in any way.

"No," I replied, "you had better take a seat,"

She did so, but in a timid manner, which annoyed me, because it
seemed to express that she was a dependent of mine.  I told her so
gently, and made her take some coffee with me, and her shyness soon
wore off.

We were just stepping into the carriage when a man came and told me
that the lamps were out of repair and would come off if something
were not done to them.  He offered to put them into good repair in
the course of an hour.  I was in a terrible rage, and called
Clairmont and began to scold him, but he said that the lamps were all
right a short while ago, and that the man must have put them out of
order that he might have the task of repairing them.

He had hit it off exactly.  I had heard of the trick before, and I
called out to the man; and on his answering me rather impudently, I
began to kick him, with my pistol in my hand.  He ran off swearing,
and the noise brought up the landlord and five or six of his people.
Everybody said I was in the right, but all the same I had to waste
two hours as it would not have been prudent to travel without lamps.

Another lamp-maker was summoned; he looked at the damage, and laughed
at the rascally trick his fellow-tradesman had played me.

"Can I imprison the rascal?" I said to the landlord.  "I should like
to have the satisfaction of doing so, were it to cost me two Louis."

"Two Louis!  Your honour shall be attended to in a moment."

I was in a dreadful rage, and did not notice Adele, who was quite
afraid of me.  A police official came up to take my information, and
examine witnesses, and to draw up the case.

"How much is your time worth, sir?" he asked me.

"Five louis."

With these words I slid two louis into his hand, and he immediately
wrote down a fine of twenty louis against the lamp-maker, and then
went his way, saying,--

"Your man will be in prison in the next ten minutes."  I breathed
again at the prospect of vengeance.  I then begged Mdlle.  Adele's
pardon, who asked mine in her turn, not knowing how I had offended
her.  This might have led to some affectionate passages, but her
father came in saying that the rascal was in prison, and that
everyone said I was right.

"I am perfectly ready to swear that he did the damage," said he.

"You saw him, did you?"

"No, but that's of no consequence, as everybody is sure he did it."

This piece of simplicity restored my good temper completely, and I
began to ask Moreau, as he called himself, several questions.  He
told me he was a widower, that Adele was his only child, that he was
going to set up in business at Louviers, and so on.

In the course of an hour the farce turned into a tragedy, in the
following manner.  Two women, one of them with a baby at her breast,
and followed by four brats, all of whom might have been put under a
bushel measure, came before me, and falling on their knees made me
guess the reason of this pitiful sight.  They were the wife, the
mother, and the children of the delinquent.

My heart was soon moved with pity for them, for my vengeance had been
complete, and I did not harbour resentment; but the wife almost put
me in a fury again by saying that her husband was an innocent man,
and that they who had accused him were rascals.

The mother, seeing the storm ready to burst, attacked me more
adroitly, admitting that her son might be guilty, but that he must
have been driven to it by misery, as he had got no bread wherewith to
feed his children.  She added:

"My good sir, take pity on us, for he is our only support.  Do a good
deed and set him free, for he would stay in prison all his days
unless we sold our beds to pay you."

"My worthy woman, I forgive him completely.  Hand this document to
the police magistrate and all will be well."

At the same time I gave her a louis and told her to go, not wishing
to be troubled with her thanks.  A few moments after, the official
came to get my signature for the man's release, and I had to pay him
the legal costs.  My lamps cost twelve francs to mend, and at nine
o'clock I started, having spent four or five louis for nothing.

Adele was obliged to sit between my legs, but she was ill at ease.
I told her to sit further back, but as she would have had to lean on
me, I did not urge her; it would have been rather a dangerous
situation to begin with.  Moreau sat at the back of the carriage,
Clairmont went on in front, and we were thus neck and neck, or rather
neck and back, the whole way.

We got down to change horses, and as we were getting into the
carriage again Adele had to lift her leg, and shewed me a pair of
black breeches.  I have always had a horror of women with breeches,
but above all of black breeches.

"Sir," said I to her father, "your daughter has shewn me her black
breeches."

"It's uncommonly lucky for her that she didn't shew you something
else."

I liked the reply, but the cursed breeches had so offended me that I
became quite sulky.  It seemed to me that such clothes were a kind of
rampart or outwork, very natural, no doubt, but I thought a young
girl should know nothing of the danger, or, at all events, pretend
ignorance if she did not possess it.  As I could neither scold her
nor overcome my bad temper, I contented myself with being polite, but
I did not speak again till we got to St. Simphorien, unless it was to
ask her to sit more comfortably.

When we got to St. Simphorien I told Clairmont to go on in front and
order us a good supper at Roanne, and to sleep there.  When we were
about half-way Adele told me that she must be a trouble to me, as I
was not so gay as I had been.  I assured her that it was not so, and
that I only kept silence that she might be able to rest.

"You are very kind," she answered, "but it is quite a mistake for you
to think that you would disturb me by talking.  Allow me to tell you
that you are concealing the real cause of your silence."

"Do you know the real cause?"

"Yes, I think I do."

"Well, what is it?"

"You have changed since you saw my breeches."

"You are right, this black attire has clothed my soul with gloom."

"I am very sorry, but you must allow that in the first place I was
not to suppose that you were going to see my breeches, and in the
second place that I could not be aware that the colour would be
distasteful to you."

"True again, but as I chanced to see the articles you must forgive my
disgust.  This black has filled my soul with funereal images, just as
white would have cheered me.  Do you always wear those dreadful
breeches?"

"I am wearing them for the first time to-day."

"Then you must allow that you have committed an unbecoming action."

"Unbecoming?"

"Yes, what would you have said if I had come down in petticoats this
morning?  You would have pronounced them unbecoming.  You are
laughing."

"Forgive me, but I never heard anything so amusing.  But your
comparison will not stand; everyone would have seen your petticoats,
whereas no one has any business to see my breeches."

I assented to her logic, delighted to find her capable of tearing my
sophism to pieces, but I still preserved silence.

At Roanne we had a good enough supper, and Moreau, who knew very well
that if it had not been for his daughter there would have been no
free journey and free supper for him, was delighted when I told him
that she kept me good company.  I told him about our discussion on
breeches, and he pronounced his daughter to be in the wrong, laughing
pleasantly.  After supper I told him that he and his daughter were to
sleep in the room in which we were sitting, while I would pass the
night in a neighbouring closet.

Just as we were starting the next morning, Clairmont told me that he
would go on in front, to see that our beds were ready, adding that as
we had lost one night it would not do much harm if we were to lose
another.

This speech let me know that my faithful Clairmont began to feel the
need of rest, and his health was dear to me.  I told him to stop at
St. Pierre le Mortier, and to take care that a good supper was ready
for us.  When we were in the carriage again, Adele thanked me.

"Then you don't like night travelling?" I said.

"I shouldn't mind it if I were not afraid of going to sleep and
falling on you."

"Why, I should like it.  A pretty girl like you is an agreeable
burden."

She made no reply, but I saw that she understood; my declaration was
made, but something more was wanted before I could rely on her
docility.  I relapsed into silence again till we got to Varennes, and
then I said,--

"If I thought you could eat a roast fowl with as good an appetite as
mine, I would dine here."

"Try me, I will endeavour to match you."

We ate well and drank better, and by the time we started again we
were a little drunk.  Adele, who was only accustomed to drink wine
two or three times a year, laughed at not being able to stand
upright, but seemed to be afraid that something would happen.  I
comforted her by saying that the fumes of champagne soon evaporated;
but though she strove with all her might to keep awake, nature
conquered, and letting her pretty head fall on my breast she fell
asleep, and did not rouse herself for two hours.  I treated her with
the greatest respect, though I could not resist ascertaining that the
article of clothing which had displeased me so much had entirely
disappeared.

While she slept I enjoyed the pleasure of gazing on the swelling
curves of her budding breast, but I restrained my ardour, as the
disappearance of the black breeches assured me that I should find her
perfectly submissive whenever I chose to make the assault.  I wished,
however, that she should give herself up to me of her own free will,
or at any rate come half-way to meet me, and I knew that I had only
to smooth the path to make her do so.

When she awoke and found that she had been sleeping in my arms, her
astonishment was extreme.  She apologized and begged me to forgive
her, while I thought the best way to put her at ease would be to give
her an affectionate kiss.  The result was satisfactory; who does not
know the effect of a kiss given at the proper time?

As her dress was in some disorder she tried to adjust it, but we were
rather pushed for space, and by an awkward movement she uncovered her
knee.  I burst out laughing and she joined me, and had the presence
of mind to say:

"I hope the black colour has given you no funereal thoughts this
time."

"The hue of the rose, dear Adele, can only inspire me with delicious
fancies."

I saw that she lowered her eyes, but in a manner that shewed she was
pleased.

With this talk--and, so to speak, casting oil on the flames--we
reached Moulin, and got down for a few moments.  A crowd of women
assailed us with knives and edged tools of all sorts, and I bought
the father and daughter whatever they fancied.  We went on our way,
leaving the women quarrelling and fighting because some had sold
their wares and others had not.

In the evening we reached St. Pierre; but during the four hours that
had elapsed since we left Moulin we had made way, and Adele had
become quite familiar with me.

Thanks to Clairmont, who had arrived two hours before, an excellent
supper awaited us.  We supped in a large room, where two great white
beds stood ready to receive us.

I told Moreau that he and his daughter should sleep in one bed, and I
in the other; but he replied that I and Adele could each have a bed
to ourselves, as he wanted to start for Nevers directly after supper,
so as to be able to catch-his debtor at daybreak, and to rejoin us
when we got there the following day.

"If you had told me before, we would have gone on to Nevers and slept
there."

"You are too kind.  I mean to ride the three and a half stages.  The
riding will do me good, and I like it.  I leave my daughter in your
care.  She will not be so near you as in the carriage."

"Oh, we will be very discreet, you may be sure!"

After his departure I told Adele to go to bed in her clothes, if she
were afraid of me.

"I shan't be offended," I added.

"It would be very wrong of me," she answered, "to give you such a
proof of my want of confidence."

She rose, went out a moment, and when she came back she locked the
door, and as soon as she was ready to slip off her last article of
clothing came and kissed me.  I happened to be writing at the time,
and as she had come up on tiptoe I was surprised, though in a very
agreeable manner.  She fled to her bed, saying saucily,

"You are frightened of me, I think?"

"You are wrong, but you surprised me.  Come back, I want to see you
fall asleep in my arms."

"Come and see me sleep."

"Will you sleep all the time?"

"Of course I shall."

"We will see about that."

I flung the pen down, and in a moment I held her in my arms, smiling,
ardent, submissive to my desires, and only entreating me to spare
her.  I did my best, and though she helped me to the best of her
ability, the first assault was a labour of Hercules.  The others were
pleasanter, for it is only the first step that is painful, and when
the field had been stained with the blood of three successive
battles, we abandoned ourselves to repose.  At five o'clock in the
morning Clairmont knocked, and I told him to get us some coffee.  I
was obliged to get up without giving fair Adele good day, but I
promised that she should have it on the way.

When she was dressed she looked at the altar where she had offered
her first sacrifice to love, and viewed the signs of her defeat with
a sigh.  She was pensive for some time, but when we were in the
carriage again her gaiety returned, and in our mutual transports we
forgot to grieve over our approaching parting.

We found Moreau at Nevers; he was in a great state because he could
not get his money before noon.  He dared not ask me to wait for him,
but I said that we would have a good dinner and start when the money
was paid.

While dinner was being prepared we shut ourselves up in a room to
avoid the crowd of women who pestered us to buy a thousand trifles,
and at two o'clock we started, Moreau having got his money.  We got
to Cosne at twilight, and though Clairmont was waiting for us at
Briane, I decided on stopping where I was, and this night proved
superior to the first.  The next day we made a breakfast of the meal
which had been prepared for our supper, and we slept at
Fontainebleau, where I enjoyed Adele for the last time.  In the
morning I promised to come and see her at Louviers, when I returned
from England, but I could not keep my word.

We took four hours to get from Fontainebleau to Paris, but how
quickly the time passed.  I stopped the carriage near the Pont St.
Michel, opposite to a clockmaker's shop, and after looking at several
watches I gave one to Adele, and then dropped her and her father at
the corner of the Rue aux Ours.  I got down at the "Hotel de
Montmorenci," not wanting to stop with Madame d'Urfe, but after
dressing I went to dine with her.






CHAPTER VI

I Drive My Brother The Abbe From Paris--Madame du Rumain Recovers Her
Voice Through My Cabala--A Bad Joke--The Corticelli--I Take d'Aranda
to London My Arrival At Calais


As usual, Madame d'Urfe received me with open arms, but I was
surprised at hearing her tell Aranda to fetch the sealed letter she
had given him in the morning.  I opened it, found it was dated the
same day, and contained the following:

"My genius told me at day-break that Galtinardus was starting from
Fontainebleau, and that he will come and dine with me to-day."

She chanced to be right, but I have had many similar experiences in
the course of my life-experiences which would have turned any other
man's head.  I confess they have surprised me, but they have never
made me lose my reasoning powers.  Men make a guess which turns out
to be correct, and they immediately claim prophetic power; but they
forgot all about the many cases in which they have been mistaken.
Six months ago I was silly enough to bet that a bitch would have a
litter of five bitch pups on a certain day, and I won.  Everyone
thought it a marvel except myself, for if I had chanced to lose I
should have been the first to laugh.

I naturally expressed my admiration for Madame d'Urfe's genius, and
shared her joy in finding herself so well during her pregnancy.  The
worthy lunatic had given orders that she was not at home to her usual
callers, in expectation of my arrival, and so we spent the rest of
the day together, consulting how we could make Aranda go to London of
his own free will; and as I did not in the least know how it was to
be done, the replies of the oracle were very obscure.  Madame d'Urfe
had such a strong dislike to bidding him go, that I could not presume
on her obedience to that extent, and I had to rack my brains to find
out some way of making the little man ask to be taken to London as a
favour.

I went to the Comedie Italienne, where I found Madame du Rumain, who
seemed glad to see me back in Paris again.

"I want to consult the oracle on a matter of the greatest
importance," said she, "and I hope you will come and see me
tomorrow."

I, of course, promised to do so.

I did not care for the performance, and should have left the theatre
if I had not wanted to see the ballet, though I could not guess the
peculiar interest it would have for me.  What was my surprise to see
the Corticelli amongst the dancers.  I thought I would like to speak
to her, not for any amorous reasons, but because I felt curious to
hear her adventures.  As I came out I met the worthy Baletti, who
told me he had left the stage and was living on an annuity.  I asked
him about the Corticelli, and he gave me her address, telling me that
she was in a poor way.

I went to sup with my brother and his wife, who were delighted to see
me, and told me that I had come just in time to use a little gentle
persuasion on our friend the abbe, of whom they had got tired.

"Where is he?"

"You will see him before long, for it is near supper-time; and as
eating and drinking are the chief concerns of his life, he will not
fail to put in an appearance."

"What has he done?"

"Everything that a good-for-nothing can do; but I hear him coming,
and I will tell you all about it in his presence."

The abbe was astonished to see me, and began a polite speech,
although I did not favour him with so much as a look.  Then he asked
me what I had against him.

"All that an honest man can have against a monster.  I have read the
letter you wrote to Possano, in which I am styled a cheat, a spy, a
coiner, and a poisoner.  What does the abbe think of that?"

He sat down to table without a word, and my brother began as follows:

"When this fine gentleman first came here, my wife and I gave him a
most cordial welcome.  I allowed him a nice room, and told him to
look upon my house as his own.  Possibly with the idea of interesting
us in his favour, he began by saying that you were the greatest
rascal in the world.  To prove it he told us how he had carried off a
girl from Venice with the idea of marrying her, and went to you at
Genoa as he was in great necessity.  He confesses that you rescued
him from his misery, but he says that you traitorously took
possession of the girl, associating her with two other mistresses you
had at that time.  In fine, he says that you lay with her before his
eyes, and that you drove him from Marseilles that you might be able
to enjoy her with greater freedom.

"He finished his story by saying that as he could not go back to
Venice, he needed our help till he could find some means of living on
his talents or through his profession as a priest.  I asked him what
his talents were, and he said he could teach Italian; but as he
speaks it vilely, and doesn't know a word of French, we laughed at
him.  We were therefore reduced to seeing what we could do for him in
his character of priest, and the very next day my wife spoke to M. de
Sauci, the ecclesiastical commissioner, begging him to give my
brother an introduction to the Archbishop of Paris, who might give
him something that might lead to his obtaining a good benefice.  He
would have to go to our parish church, and I spoke to the rector of
St. Sauveur, who promised to let him say mass, for which he would
receive the usual sum of twelve sols.  This was a very good
beginning, and might have led to something worth having; but when we
told the worthy abbe of our success, he got into a rage, saying that
he was not the man to say mass for twelve sols, nor to toady the
archbishop in the hope of being taken into his service.  No, he was
not going to be in anyone's service.  We concealed our indignation,
but for the three weeks he has been here he has turned everything
upside down.  My wife's maid left us yesterday, to our great
annoyance, because of him; and the cook says she will go if he
remains, as he is always bothering her in the kitchen.  We are
therefore resolved that he shall go, for his society is intolerable
to us.  I am delighted to have you here, as I think we ought to be
able to drive him away between us, and the sooner the better."

"Nothing easier," said I; "if he likes to stay in Paris, let him do
so.  You can send off his rags to some furnished apartments, and
serve him with a police order not to put foot in your house again.
On the other hand if he wants to go away, let him say where, and I
will pay his journey-money this evening."

"Nothing could be more generous.  What do you say, abbe?"

"I say that this is the way in which he drove me from Marseilles.
What intolerable violence!"

"Give God thanks, monster, that instead of thrashing you within an
inch of your life as you deserve, I am going to give you some money!
You thought you would get me hanged at Lyons, did you?"

"Where is Marcoline ?"

"What is that to you?  Make haste and choose between Rome and Paris,
and remember that if you choose Paris you will have nothing to live
on."

"Then I will go to Rome."

"Good!  The journey only costs twenty louis, but I will give you
twenty-five."

"Hand them over."

"Patience.  Give me pens, ink and paper."

"What are you going to write?"

"Bills of exchange on Lyons, Turin, Genoa, Florence, and Rome.  Your
place will be paid as far as Lyons, and there you will be able to get
five louis, and the same sum in the other towns, but as long as you
stay in Paris not one single farthing will I give you.  I am staying
at the 'Hotel Montmorenci;' that's all you need know about me."

I then bade farewell to my brother and his wife, telling them that we
should meet again.  Checco, as we called my brother, told me he would
send on the abbe's trunk the day following, and I bade him do so by
all means.

The next day trunk and abbe came together.  I did not even look at
him, but after I had seen that a room had been assigned to him, I
called out to the landlord that I would be answerable for the abbe's
board and lodging for three days, and not a moment more.  The abbe
tried to speak to me, but I sternly declined to have anything to say
to him, strictly forbidding Clairmont to admit him to my apartments.

When I went to Madame du Rumain's, the porter said,--

"Sir, everybody is still asleep, but who are you?  I have
instructions."

"I am the Chevalier de Seingalt."

"Kindly come into my lodge, and amuse yourself with my niece.  I will
soon be with you."

I went in, and found a neatly-dressed and charming girl.

"Mademoiselle," said I, "your uncle has told me to come and amuse
myself with you."

"He is a rascal, for he consulted neither of us."

"Yes, but he knew well enough that there could be no doubt about my
opinion after I had seen you."

"You are very flattering, sir, but I know the value of compliments."

"Yes, I suppose that you often get them, and you well deserve them
all."

The conversation, as well as the pretty eyes of the niece, began to
interest me, but fortunately the uncle put an end to it by begging me
to follow him.  He took me to the maid's room, and I found her
putting on a petticoat, and grumbling the while.

"What is the matter, my pretty maid?  You don't seem to be in a good
humour."

"You would have done better to come at noon; it is not nine o'clock
yet, and madame did not come home till three o'clock this morning.  I
am just going to wake her, and I am sorry for her."

I was taken into the room directly, and though her eyes were half
closed she thanked me for awaking her, while I apologized for having
disturbed her sleep.

"Raton," said she, "give us the writing materials, and go away.
Don't come till I call you, and if anyone asks for me, I am asleep."

"Very good, madam, and I will go to sleep also."

"My dear M. Casanova, how is it that the oracle has deceived us?
M. du Rumain is still alive, and he ought to have died six months
ago.  It is true that he is not well, but we will not go into all
that again.  The really important question is this: You know that
music is my favourite pursuit, and that my voice is famous for its
strength and compass; well, I have comrletely lost it.  I have not
sung a note for three months.  The doctors have stuffed me with
remedies which have had no effect: It makes me very unhappy, for
singing was the one thing that made me cling to life.  I entreat you
to ask the oracle how I can recover my voice.  How delighted I should
be if I could sing by to-morrow.  I have a great many people coming
here, and I should enjoy the general astonishment.  If the oracle
wills it I am sure that it might be so, for I have a very strong
chest.  That is my question; it is a long one, but so much the
better; the answer will be long too, and I like long answers."

I was of the same opinion, for when the question was a long one, I
had time to think over the answer as I made the pyramid.  Madame
Rumain's complaint was evidently something trifling, but I was no
physician, and knew nothing about medicine.  Besides, for the honour
of the cabala, the oracle must have nothing to do with mere empiric
remedies.  I soon made up my mind that a little care in her way of
living would soon restore the throat to its normal condition, and any
doctor with brains in his head could have told her as much.  In the
position I was in, I had to make use of the language of a charlatan,
so I resolved on prescribing a ceremonial worship to the sun, at an
hour which would insure some regularity in her mode of life.

The oracle declared that she would recover her voice in twenty-one
days, reckoning from the new moon, if she worshipped the rising sun
every morning, in a room which had at least one window looking to the
east.

A second reply bade her sleep seven hours in succession before she
sacrificed to the sun, each hour symbolizing one of the seven
planets; and before she went to sleep she was to take a bath in
honour of the moon, placing her legs in lukewarm water up to the
knees.  I then pointed out the psalms which she was to recite to the
moon, and those which she was to say in the face of the rising sun,
at a closed window.

This last direction filled her with admiration, "for," said she, "the
oracle knew that I should catch cold if the window were open.  I will
do everything the oracle bids me," added the credulous lady, "but I
hope you will get me everything necessary for the ceremonies"

"I will not only take care that you have all the requisites, but as a
proof of my zeal for you, I will come and do the suffumigations
myself that you may learn how it is done."

She seemed deeply moved by this offer, but I expected as much.  I
knew how the most trifling services are assessed at the highest
rates; and herein lies the great secret of success in the world,
above all, where ladies of fashion are concerned.

As we had to begin the next day, being the new moon, I called on her
at nine o'clock.  As she had to sleep for seven successive hours
before performing the ceremonies to the rising sun, she would have to
go to bed before ten; and the observance of all these trifles was of
importance, as anyone can understand.

I was sure that if anything could restore this lady's voice a careful
regimen would do it.  I proved to be right, and at London I received
a grateful letter announcing the success of my method.

Madame du Rumain, whose daughter married the Prince de Polignac, was
a lover of pleasure, and haunted grand supper-parties.  She could not
expect to enjoy perfect health, and she had lost her voice by the way
in which she had abused it.  When she had recovered her voice, as she
thought, by the influence of the genii, she laughed at anyone who
told her that there was no such thing as magic.

I found a letter from Therese at Madame d'Urfe's, in which she
informed me that she would come to Paris and take her son back by
force if I did not bring him to London, adding that she wanted a
positive reply.  I did not ask for anything more, but I thought
Therese very insolent.

I told Aranda that his mother would be waiting for us at Abbeville in
a week's time, and that she wanted to see him.

"We will both give her the pleasure of seeing us."

"Certainly," said he; "but as you are going on to London, how shall I
come back?"

"By yourself," said Madame d'Urfe, "dressed as a postillion."

"What shall I ride post?  How delightfull"

"You must only cover eight or ten posts a day, for you have no need
to risk your life by riding all night."

"Yes, yes; but I am to dress like a postillion, am I not?"

"Yes; I will have a handsome jacket and a pair of leather breeches
made for you, and you shall have a flag with the arms of France on
it."

"They will take me for a courier going to London."

With the idea that to throw difficulties in the way would confirm him
in his desire to go, I said roughly that I could not hear of it, as
the horse might fall and break his neck.  I had to be begged and
entreated for three days before I would give in, and I did so on the
condition that he should only ride on his way back.

As he was certain of returning to Paris, he only took linen
sufficient for a very short absence; but as I knew that once at
Abbeville he could not escape me, I sent his trunk on to Calais,
where we found it on our arrival.  However, the worthy Madame d'Urfe
got him a magnificent postillion's suit, not forgetting the top-boots.

This business which offered a good many difficulties was happily
arranged by the action of pure chance; and I am glad to confess that
often in my life has chance turned the scale in my favour.

I called on a banker and got him to give me heavy credits on several
of the most important houses in London, where I wished to make
numerous acquaintances.

While I was crossing the Place des Victoires, I passed by the house
where the Corticelli lived, and my curiosity made me enter.  She was
astonished to see me, and after a long silence she burst into tears,
and said,--

"I should never have been unhappy if I had never known you."

"Yes, you would, only in some other way; your misfortunes are the
result of your bad conduct.  But tell me what are your misfortunes."

"As I could not stay in Turin after you had dishonoured me .  .  ."

"You came to dishonour yourself here, I suppose.  Drop that tone, or
else I will leave you."

She began her wretched tale, which struck me with consternation, for
I could not help feeling that I was the first and final cause of this
long list of woes.  Hence I felt it was my duty to succour her,
however ill she had treated me in the past.

"Then," said I, "you are at present the victim of a fearful disease,
heavily in debt, likely to be turned out of doors and imprisoned by
your creditors.  What do you propose to do?"

"Do!  Why, throw myself in the Seine, to be sure; that's all that is
left for me to do.  I have not a farthing left."

"And what would you do if you had some money?"

"I would put myself under the doctor's hands, in the first place, and
then if any money was left I would go to Bologna and try to get a
living somehow.  Perhaps I should have learnt a little wisdom by
experience."

"Poor girl, I pity you!  and in spite of your bad treatment of me,
which has brought you to this pass, I will not abandon you.  Here are
four louis for your present wants, and to-morrow I will tell you
where you are to go for your cure.  When you have got well again, I
will give you enough money for the journey.  Dry your tears, repent,
amend your ways, and may God have mercy on you!"

The poor girl threw herself on the ground before me, and covered one
of my hands with kisses, begging me to forgive her for the ill she
had done me.  I comforted her and went my way, feeling very sad.  I
took a coach and drove to the Rue de Seine, where I called on an old
surgeon I knew, told him the story, and what I wanted him to do.  He
told me he could cure her in six weeks without anybody hearing about
it, but that he must be paid in advance.

"Certainly; but the girl is poor, and I am doing it out of charity."

The worthy man took a piece of paper and gave me a note addressed to
a house in the Faubourg St.  Antoine, which ran as follows:

"You will take in the person who brings you this note and three
hundred francs, and in six weeks you will send her back cured, if it
please God.  The person has reasons for not wishing to be known."

I was delighted to have managed the matter so speedily and at such a
cheap rate, and I went to bed in a calmer state of mind, deferring my
interview with my brother till the next day.

He came at eight o'clock, and, constant to his folly, told me he had
a plan to which he was sure I could have no objection.

"I don't want to hear anything about it; make your choice, Paris or
Rome."

"Give me the journey-money, I will remain at Paris; but I will give a
written engagement not to trouble you or your brother again.  That
should be sufficient."

"It is not for you to judge of that.  Begone!  I have neither the
time nor the wish to listen to you.  Remember, Paris without a
farthing, or Rome with twenty-five louis."

Thereupon I called Clairmont, and told him to put the abbe out.

I was in a hurry to have done with the Corticelli affair, and went to
the house in the Faubourg St. Antoine, where I found a kindly and
intelligent-looking man and woman, and all the arrangements of the
house satisfactory and appropriate to the performance of secret
cures.  I saw the room and the bath destined for the new boarder,
everything was clean and neat, and I gave them a hundred crowns, for
which they handed me a receipt.  I told them that the lady would
either come in the course of the day, or on the day following.

I went to dine with Madame d'Urfe and the young Count d'Aranda.
After dinner the worthy marchioness talked to me for a long time of
her pregnancy, dwelling on her symptoms, and on the happiness that
would be hers when the babe stirred within her.  I had put to a
strong restrain upon myself to avoid bursting out laughing.  When I
had finished with her I went to the Corticelli, who called me her
saviour and her guardian angel.  I gave her two louis to get some
linen out of pawn, and promised to come and see her before I left
Paris, to give her a hundred crowns, which would take her back to
Bologna.  Then I waited on Madame du Rumain who had said farewell to
society for three weeks.

This lady had an excellent heart, and was pretty as well, but she had
so curious a society-manner that she often made me laugh most
heartily.  She talked of the sun and moon as if they were two Exalted
Personages, to whom she was about to be presented.  She was once
discussing with me the state of the elect in heaven, and said that
their greatest happiness was, no doubt, to love God to distraction,
for she had no idea of calm and peaceful bliss.

I gave her the incense for the fumigation, and told her what psalms
to recite, and then we had a delicious supper.  She told her chamber-
maid to escort me at ten o'clock to a room on the second floor which
she had furnished for me with the utmost luxury, adding,--

"Take care that the Chevalier de Seingalt is able to come into my
room at five o'clock to-morrow."

At nine o'clock I placed her legs in a bath of lukewarm water, and
taught her how to suffumigate.  Her legs were moulded by the hand of
the Graces and I wiped them amorously, laughing within myself at her
expression of gratitude, and I then laid her in bed, contenting
myself with a solemn kiss on her pretty forehead.  When it was over I
went up to my room where I was waited on by the pretty maid, who
performed her duties with that grace peculiar to the French
soubrette, and told me that as I had become her mistress's
chambermaid it was only right that she should be my valet.  Her mirth
was infectious, and I tried to make her sit down on my knee; but she
fled away like a deer, telling me that I ought to take care of myself
if I wanted to cut a good figure at five o'clock the next day.  She
was wrong, but appearances were certainly against us, and it is well
known that servants do not give their masters and mistresses the
benefit of the doubt.

At five o'clock in the morning I found Madame du Rumain nearly
dressed when I went into her room, and we immediately went into
another, from which the rising sun might have been see if the "Hotel
de Bouillon" had not been in the way, but that, of course, was a
matter of no consequence.  Madame du Rumain performed the ceremonies
with all the dignity of an ancient priestess of Baal.  She then sat
down to her piano, telling me that to find some occupation for the
long morning of nine hours would prove the hardest of all the rules,
for she did not dine till two, which was then the fashionable hour.
We had a meat breakfast without coffee, which I had proscribed, and I
left her, promising to call again before I left Paris.

When I got back to my inn, I found my brother there looking very
uneasy at my absence at such an early hour.  When I saw him
I cried,--

"Rome or Paris, which is it to be?"

"Rome," he replied, cringingly.

"Wait in the antechamber.  I will do your business for you."

When I had finished I called him in, and found my other brother and
his wife, who said they had come to ask me to give them a dinner.

"Welcome!" said I.  "You are come just in time to see me deal with
the abbe, who has resolved at last to go to Rome and to follow my
directions."

I sent Clairmont to the diligence office, and told him to book a
place for Lyons; and then I wrote out five bills of exchange, of five
louis each, on Lyons, Turin, Genoa, Florence, and Rome.

"Who is to assure me that these bills will be honoured?"

"I assure you, blockhead.  If you don't like them you can leave
them."

Clairmont brought the ticket for the diligence and I gave it to the
abbe, telling him roughly to be gone.

"But I may dine with you, surely?" said he.

"No, I have done with you.  Go and dine with Possano, as you are his
accomplice in the horrible attempt he made to murder me.  Clairmont,
shew this man out, and never let him set foot here again."

No doubt more than one of my readers will pronounce my treatment of
the abbe to have been barbarous; but putting aside the fact that I
owe no man an account of my thoughts, deeds, and words, nature had
implanted in me a strong dislike to this brother of mine, and his
conduct as a man and a priest, and, above all, his connivance with
Possano, had made him so hateful to me that I should have watched him
being hanged with the utmost indifference, not to say with the
greatest pleasure.  Let everyone have his own principles and his own
passions, and my favourite passion has always been vengeance.

"What did you do with the girl he eloped with?" said my sister-in-
raw.

"I sent her back to Venice with the ambassadors the better by thirty
thousand francs, some fine jewels, and a perfect outfit of clothes.
She travelled in a carriage I gave her which was worth more than two
hundred louis."

"That's all very fine, but you must make some allowance for the
abbe's grief and rage at seeing you sleep with her."

"Fools, my dear sister, are made to suffer such grief, and many
others besides.  Did he tell you that she would not let him have
anything to do with her, and that she used to box his ears?"

"On the the contrary, he was always talking of her love for him."

"He made himself a fine fellow, I have no doubt, but the truth is, it
was a very ugly business."

After several hours of pleasant conversation my brother left, and I
took my sister-in-law to the opera.  As soon as we were alone this
poor sister of mine began to make the most bitter complaints of my
brother.

"I am no more his wife now," said she, "than I was the night before
our marriage."

"What!  Still a maid?"

"As much a maid as at the moment I was born.  They tell me I could
easily obtain a dissolution of the marriage, but besides the scandal
that would arise, I unhappily love him, and I should not like to do
anything that would give him pain."

"You are a wonderful woman, but why do you not provide a substitute
for him?"

"I know I might do so, without having to endure much remorse, but I
prefer to bear it."

"You are very praiseworthy, but in the other ways you are happy?"

"He is overwhelmed with debt, and if I liked to call upon him to give
me back my dowry he would not have a shirt to his back.  Why did he
marry me?  He must have known his impotence.  It was a dreadful thing
to do."

"Yes, but you must forgive him for it."

She had cause for complaint, for marriage without enjoyment is a
thorn without roses.  She was passionate, but her principles were
stronger than her passions, or else she would have sought for what
she wanted elsewhere.  My impotent brother excused himself by saying
that he loved her so well that he thought cohabitation with her would
restore the missing faculty; he deceived himself and her at the same
time.  In time she died, and he married another woman with the same
idea, but this time passion was stronger than virtue, and his new
wife drove him away from Paris.  I shall say more of him in twenty
years time.

At six o'clock the next morning the abbe went off in the diligence,
and I did not see him for six years.  I spent the day with Madame
d'Urfe, and I agreed, outwardly, that young d'Aranda should return to
Paris as a postillion.  I fixed our departure for the day after next.

The following day, after dining with Madame d'Urfe who continued to
revel in the joys of her regeneration, I paid a visit to the
Corticelli in her asylum.  I found her sad and suffering, but
content, and well pleased with the gentleness of the surgeon and his
wife, who told me they would effect a radical cure.  I gave her
twelve louis, promising to send her twelve more as soon as I had
received a letter from her written at Bologna.  She promised she
would write to me, but the poor unfortunate was never able to keep
her word, for she succumbed to the treatment, as the old surgeon
wrote to me, when I was at London.  He asked what he should do with
the twelve louis which she had left to one Madame Laura, who was
perhaps known to me.  I sent him her address, and the honest surgeon
hastened to fulfil the last wishes of the deceased.

All the persons who helped me in my magical operations with Madame
d'Urfe betrayed me, Marcoline excepted, and all save the fair
Venetian died miserably.  Later on the reader will hear more of
Possano and Costa.

The day before I left for London I supped with Madame du Rumain, who
told me that her voice was already beginning to return.  She added a
sage reflection which pleased me highly.

"I should think," she observed, "that the careful living prescribed
by the cabala must have a good effect on my health."

"Most certainly," said I, "and if you continue to observe the rules
you will keep both your health and your voice."

I knew that it is often necessary to deceive before one can instruct;
the shadows must come before the dawn.

I took leave of my worthy Madame d'Urfe with an emotion which I had
never experienced before; it must have been a warning that I should
never see her again.  I assured her that I would faithfully observe
all my promises, and she replied that her happiness was complete, and
that she knew she owed it all to me.  In fine, I took d'Aranda and
his top-boots, which he was continually admiring, to my inn, whence
we started in the evening, as he had begged me to travel by night.
He was ashamed to be seen in a carriage dressed as a courier.

When we reached Abbeville he asked me where his mother was.

"We will see about it after dinner."

"But you can find out in a moment whether she is here or not?"

"Yes, but there is no hurry."

"And what will you do if she is not here?"

"We will go on till we meet her on the way.  In the meanwhile let us
go and see the famous manufactory of M. Varobes before dinner."

"Go by yourself.  I am tired, and I will sleep till you come back."

"Very good."

I spent two hours in going over the magnificent establishment, the
owner himself shewing it me, and then I went back to dinner and
called for my young gentleman.

"He started for Paris riding post," replied the innkeeper, who was
also the post-master, "five minutes after you left.  He said he was
going after some dispatches you had left at Paris."

"If you don't get him back I will ruin you with law-suits; you had no
business to let him have a horse without my orders."

"I will capture the little rascal, sir, before he has got to Amiens."

He called a smart-looking postillion, who laughed when he heard what
was wanted.

"I would catch him up," said he, "even if he had four hours start.
You shall have him here at six o'clock."

"I will give you two louis."

"I would catch him for that, though he were a very lark."

He was in the saddle in five minutes, and by the rate at which he
started I did not doubt his success.  Nevertheless I could not enjoy
my dinner.  I felt so ashamed to have been taken in by a lad without
any knowledge of the world.  I lay down on a bed and slept till the
postillion aroused me by coming in with the runaway, who looked half
dead.  I said nothing to him, but gave orders that he should be
locked up in a good room, with a good bed to sleep on, and a good
supper; and I told the landlord that I should hold him answerable for
the lad as long as I was in his inn.  The postillion had caught him
up at the fifth post, just before Amiens, and as he was already quite
tired out the little man surrendered like a lamb.

At day-break I summoned him before me, and asked him if he would come
to London of his own free will or bound hand and foot.

"I will come with you, I give you my word of honour; but you must let
me ride on before you.  Otherwise, with this dress of mine, I should
be ashamed to go.  I don't want it to be thought that you had to give
chase to me, as if I had robbed you."

"I accept your word of honour, but be careful to keep it.  Embrace
me, and order another saddle-horse."

He mounted his horse in high spirits, and rode in front of the
carriage with Clairmont.  He was quite astonished to find his trunk
at Calais, which he reached two hours before me.




CHAPTER VII

My Arrival in London; Madame Cornelis--I Am Presented at Court--
I Rent a Furnished House--I Make a Large Circle of Acquaintance--
Manners of the English


When I got to Calais I consigned my post-chaise to the care of the
landlord of the inn, and hired a packet.  There was only one
available for a private party, there being another for public use at
six francs apiece.  I paid six guineas in advance, taking care to get
a proper receipt, for I knew that at Calais a man finds himself in an
awkward position if he is unable to support his claim by documents.

Before the tide was out Clairmont got all my belongings on board, and
I ordered my supper.  The landlord told me that louis were not
current in England, and offered to give me guineas in exchange for
mine; but I was surprised when I found he gave me the same number of
guineas as I had given him of louis.  I wanted him to take the
difference--four per cent.--but he refused, saying that he did not
allow anything when the English gave him guineas for louis.  I do not
know whether he found his system a profitable one on the whole, but
it was certainly so for me.

The young Count d'Aranda, to whom I had restored his humble name of
Trenti, was quite resigned, but proud of having given me a specimen
of his knowingness by riding post.  We were just going to sit down at
table, well pleased with one another, when I heard a loud
conversation in English going on near my door, and mine host came in
to tell me what it was about.

"It's the courier of the Duke of Bedford, the English ambassador,"
said he; "he announces the approach of his master, and is disputing
with the captain of the packet.  He says he hired the boat by letter,
and that the captain had no right to let it to you.  The master
maintains that he has received no such letter, and no one can prove
that he is telling a lie."

I congratulated myself on having taken the packet and paid the
earnest-money, and went to bed.  At day-break the landlord said that
the ambassador had arrived at midnight, and that his man wanted to
see me.

He came in and told me that the nobleman, his master, was in a great
hurry to get to London, and that I should oblige him very much by
yielding the boat to him.

I did not answer a word, but wrote a note which ran as follows:

"My lord duke may dispose of the whole of the packet, with the
exception of the space necessary for my own accommodation, that of
two other persons, and my luggage.  I am delighted to have the
opportunity of obliging the English ambassador."

The valet took the note, and returned to thank me on behalf of his
master, who stipulated, however, that he should be allowed to pay for
the packet.

"Tell him that it is out of the question, as the boat is paid for
already."

"He will give you the six guineas"

"Tell your master that I cannot allow him to pay.  I do not buy to
sell again."

The duke called on me in the course of half an hour, and said that we
were both of us in the right.

"However," he added, "there is a middle course, let us adopt it, and
I shall be just as much indebted to you."

"What is that, my lord?"

"We will each pay half."

"My desire to oblige you, my lord, will not allow me to refuse, but
it is I who will be indebted to you for the honour your lordship does
me.  We will start as soon as you like, and I can make my
arrangements accordingly."

He shook my hand and left the room, and when he had gone I found
three guineas on the table.  He had placed them there without my
noticing them.  An hour afterwards I returned his call, and then told
the master to take the duke and his carriages on board.

We took two hours and a half in crossing the Channel; the wind was
strong, but we made a good passage.

The stranger who sets his foot on English soil has need of a good
deal of patience.  The custom-house officials made a minute,
vexatious and even an impertinent perquisition; but as the duke and
ambassador had to submit, I thought it best to follow his example;
besides, resistance would be useless.  The Englishman, who prides
himself on his strict adherence to the law of the land, is curt and
rude in his manner, and the English officials cannot be compared to
the French, who know how to combine politeness with the exercise of
their rights.

English is different in every respect from the rest of Europe; even
the country has a different aspect, and the water of the Thames has a
taste peculiar to itself.  Everything has its own characteristics,
and the fish, cattle, horses, men, and women are of a type not found
in any other land.  Their manner of living is wholly different from
that of other countries, especially their cookery.  The most striking
feature in their character is their national pride; they exalt
themselves above all other nations.

My attention was attracted by the universal cleanliness, the beauty
of the country, the goodness of the roads, the reasonable charges for
posting, the quickness of the horses, although they never go beyond a
trot; and lastly, the construction of the towns on the Dover road;
Canterbury and Rochester for instance, though large and populous, are
like long passages; they are all length and no breadth.

We got to London in the evening and stopped at the house of Madame
Cornelis, as Therese called herself.  She was originally married to
an actor named Imer, then to the dancer Pompeati, who committed
suicide at Venice by ripping up his stomach with a razor.

In Holland she had been known as Madame Trenti, but at London she had
taken the name of her lover Cornelius Rigerboos, whom she had
contrived to ruin.

She lived in Soho Square, almost facing the house of the Venetian
ambassador.  When I arrived I followed the instructions I had
received in her last letter.  I left her son in the carriage, and
sent up my name, expecting she would fly to meet me; but the porter
told me to wait, and in a few minutes a servant in grand livery
brought me a note in which Madame Cornelis asked me to get down at
the house to which her servant would conduct me.  I thought this
rather strange behaviour, but still she might have her reasons for
acting in this manner, so I did not let my indignation appear.  When
we got to the house, a fat woman named Rancour, and two servants,
welcomed us, or rather welcomed my young friend; for the lady
embraced him, told him how glad she was to see him, and did not
appear to be aware of my existence.

Our trunks were taken in, and Madame Rancour having ascertained which
belonged to Cornelis, had them placed in a fine suite of three rooms,
and said, pointing out to him the apartment and the two servants,

"This apartment and the two servants are for you, and I, too, am your
most humble servant."

Clairmont told me that he had put my things in a room which
communicated with Cornelis's.  I went to inspect it, and saw djrectly
that I was being treated as if I were a person of no consequence.
The storm of anger was gathering, but wonderful to relate, I subdued
myself, and did not say a word.

"Where is your room?" I said to Clairmont.

"Near the roof, and I am to share it with one of those two louts you
saw."

The worthy Clairmont, who knew my disposition, was surprised at the
calm with which I said,--

"Take your trunk there."

"Shall I open yours?"

"No.  We will see what can be done to-morrow."

I still kept on my mask, and returned to the room of the young
gentleman who seemed to be considered as my master.  I found him
listening with a foolish stare to Madame Rancour, who was telling him
of the splendid position his mother occupied, her great enterprise,
her immense credit, the splendid house she had built, her thirty-
three servants, her two secretaries, her six horses, her country
house, etc., etc.

"How is my sister Sophie?" said the young gentleman.

"Her name is Sophie, is it?  She is only known as Miss Cornelis.  She
is a beauty, a perfect prodigy, she plays at sight on several
instruments, dances like Terpsichore, speaks English, French, and
Italian equally well--in a word, she is really wonderful.  She has a
governess and a maid.  Unfortunately, she is rather short for her
age; she is eight."

She was ten, but as Madame Rancour was not speaking to me I refrained
from interrupting her.

My lord Cornelis, who felt very tired, asked at what hour they were
to sup.

"At ten o'clock and not before," said the duenna, "for Madame
Cornelis is always engaged till then.  She is always with her lawyer,
on account of an important law-suit she has against Sir Frederick
Fermer."

I could see that I should learn nothing worth learning by listening
to the woman's gossip, so I took my hat and cane and went for a walk
in the immense city, taking care not to lose my way.

It was seven o'clock when I went out, and a quarter of an hour after,
seeing a number of people in a coffeehouse, I entered it.  It was the
most notorious place in London, the resort of all the rascally
Italians in town.  I had heard of it at Lyons, and had taken a firm
resolve never to set foot in it, but almighty chance made me go there
unknown to myself.  But it was my only visit.

I sat down by myself and called for a glass of lemonade, and before
long a man came and sat by me to profit by the light.  He had a
printed paper in his hand, and I could see that the words were
Italian.  He had a pencil with which he scratched out some words and
letters, writing the corrections in the margin.  Idle curiosity made
me follow him in his work, and I noticed him correcting the word
'ancora', putting in an 'h' in the margin.  I was irritated by this
barbarous spelling, and told him that for four centuries 'ancora' had
been spelt without an 'h'.

"Quite so," said he, "but I am quoting from Boccaccio, and one should
be exact in quotations."

"I apologize, sir; I see you are a man of letters."

"Well, in a small way.  My name is Martinelli."

"Then you are in a great way indeed.  I know you by repute, and if I
am not mistaken you are a relation of Calsabigi, who has spoken of
you to me.  I have read some of your satires."

"May I ask to whom I have the honour of speaking?"

"My name is Seingalt.  Have you finished your edition of the
Decameron?"

"I am still at work on it, and trying to increase the number of my
subscribers."

"If you will be so kind I should be glad to be of the number."

"You do me honour."

He gave me a ticket, and seeing that it was only for a guinea I took
four, and telling him I hoped to see him again at the same coffee-
house, the name of which I asked him, he told it me, evidently
astonished at my ignorance; but his surprise vanished when I informed
him that I had only been in London for an hour, and that it was my
first visit to the great city.

"You will experience some trouble in finding your way back," said he,
"allow me to accompany you."

When we had got out he gave me to understand that chance had led me
to the "Orange Coffee House," the most disreputable house in London.

"But you go there."

"Yes, but I can say with Juvenal:

"'Cantabit vacuus coram latrone viator.'

"The rogues can't hurt me; I know them and they know me; we never
trouble each other."

"You have been a long time in London, I suppose."

"Five years."

"I presume you know a good many people."

"Yes, but I seldom wait on anyone but Lord Spencer.  I am occupied
with literary work and live all by myself.  I don't make much, but
enough to live on.  I live in furnished apartments, and have twelve
shirts and the clothes you see on my back, and that is enough for my
happiness.

               "'Nec ultra deos lacesso.'"

I was pleased with this honest man, who spoke Italian with the most
exquisite correctness.

On the way back I asked him what I had better do to get a comfortable
lodging.  When he heard the style in which I wished to live and the
time I proposed to spend in London, he advised me to take a house
completely furnished.

"You will be given an inventory of the goods," said he, "and as soon
as you get a surety your house will be your castle."

"I like the idea," I answered, "but how shall I find such a house?"

"That is easily done."

He went into a shop, begged the mistress to lend him the Advertiser,
noted down several advertisements, and said,--

"That's all we have to do."

The nearest house was in Pall Mall and we went to see it.  An old
woman opened the door to us, and shewed us the ground floor and the
three floors above.  Each floor contained two rooms and a closet.
Everything shone with cleanliness; linen, furniture, carpets,
mirrors, and china, and even the bells and the bolts on the doors.
The necessary linen was kept in a large press, and in another was the
silver plate and several sets of china.  The arrangements in the
kitchen were excellent, and in a word, nothing was lacking in the way
of comfort.  The rent was twenty guineas a week, and, not stopping to
bargain, which is never of any use in London, I told Martinelli that
I would take it on the spot.

Martinelli translated what I said to the old woman, who told me that
if I liked to keep her on as housekeeper I need not have a surety,
and that it would only be necessary for me to pay for each week in
advance.  I answered that I would do so, but that she must get me a
servant who could speak French or Italian as well as English.  She
promised to get one in a day's time, and I paid her for four weeks'
rent on the spot, for which she gave me a receipt under the name of
the Chevalier de Seingalt.  This was the name by which I was known
during the whole of my stay in London.

Thus in less than two hours I was comfortably settled in a town which
is sometimes described as a chaos, especially for a stranger.  But in
London everything is easy to him who has money and is not afraid of
spending it.  I was delighted to be able to escape so soon from a
house where I was welcomed so ill, though I had a right to the best
reception; but I was still more pleased at the chance which had made
me acquainted with Martinelli, whom I had known by repute for six
years.

When I got back Madame Cornelis had not yet arrived, though ten
o'clock had struck.  Young Cornelis was asleep on the sofa.  I was
enraged at the way the woman treated me, but I resolved to put a good
face on it.

Before long three loud knocks announced the arrival of Madame
Cornelis in a sedan-chair, and I heard her ascending the stairs.  She
came in and seemed glad to see me, but did not come and give me those
caresses which I had a right to expect.  She ran to her son and took
him on her knee, but the sleepy boy did not respond to her kisses
with any great warmth.

"He is very tired, like myself," said I, "and considering that we are
travellers in need of rest you have kept us waiting a long time."

I do not know whether she would have answered at all, or, if so, what
her answer would have been, for just at that moment a servant came in
and said that supper was ready.  She rose and did me the honour to
take my arm, and we went into another room which I had not seen.  The
table was laid for four, and I was curious enough to enquire who was
the fourth person.

"It was to have been my daughter, but I left her behind, as when I
told her that you and her brother had arrived she asked me if you
were well."

"And you have punished her for doing so?"

"Certainly, for in my opinion she ought to have asked for her brother
first and then for you.  Don't you think I was right?"

"Poor Sophie!  I am sorry for her.  Gratitude has evidently more
influence over her than blood relationship."

"It is not a question of sentiment, but of teaching young persons to
think with propriety."

"Propriety is often far from proper."

The woman told her son that she was working hard to leave him a
fortune when she died, and that she had been obliged to summon him to
England as he was old enough to help her in her business.

"And how am I to help you, my dear mother?"

"I give twelve balls and twelve suppers to the nobility, and the same
number to the middle classes in the year.  I have often as many as
six hundred guests at two guineas a head.  The expenses are enormous,
and alone as I am I must be robbed, for I can't be in two places at
once.  Now that you are here you can keep everything under lock and
key, keep the books, pay and receive accounts, and see that everyone
is properly attended to at the assemblies; in fine, you will perform
the duties of the master."

"And do you think that I can do all that?"

"You will easily learn it."

"I think it will be very difficult."

"One of my secretaries will come and live with you, and instruct you
in everything.  During the first year you will only have to acquire
the English language, and to be present at my assemblies, that I may
introduce you to the most distinguished people in London.  You will
get quite English before long."

"I would rather remain French."

"That's mere prejudice, my dear, you will like the sound of Mister
Cornelis by-and-bye."

"Cornelis?"

"Yes; that is your name."

"It's a very funny one."

"I will write it down, so that you may not forget it."  Thinking that
her dear son was joking.  Madame Cornelis looked at me in some
astonishment, and told him to go to bed, which he did instantly.
When we were alone she said he struck her as badly educated, and too
small for his age.

"I am very much afraid," said she, "that we shall have to begin his
education all over again.  What has he learnt in the last six years?"

"He might have learnt a great deal, for he went to the best boarding
school in Paris; but he only learnt what he liked, and what he liked
was not much.  He can play the flute, ride, fence, dance a minuet,
change his shirt every day, answer politely, make a graceful bow,
talk elegant trifles, and dress well.  As he never had any
application, he doesn't know anything about literature; he can
scarcely write, his spelling is abominable, his arithmetic limited,
and I doubt whether he knows in what continent England is situated."

"He has used the six years well, certainly."

"Say, rather, he has wasted them; but he will waste many more."

"My daughter will laugh at him; but then it is I who have had the
care of her education.  He will be ashamed when he finds her so well
instructed though she is only eight."

"He will never see her at eight, if I know anything of reckoning; she
is fully ten."

"I think I ought to know the age of my own daughter.  She knows
geography, history, languages, and music; she argues correctly, and
behaves in a manner which is surprising in so young a child.  All the
ladies are in love with her.  I keep her at a school of design all
day; she shews a great taste for drawing.  She dines with me on
Sundays, and if you would care to come to dinner next Sunday you will
confess that I have not exaggerated her capacities."

It was Monday.  I said nothing, but I thought it strange that she did
not seem to consider that I was impatient to see my daughter.  She
should have asked me to meet her at supper the following evening.

"You are just in time," said she, "to witness the last assembly of
the year; for in a few weeks all the nobility will leave town in
order to pass the summer in the country.  I can't give you a ticket,
as they are only issued to the nobility, but you can come as my
friend and keep close to me.  You will see everything.  If I am asked
who you are, I will say that you have superintended the education of
my son in Paris, and have brought him back to me."

"You do me too much honour."

We continued talking till two o'clock in the morning, and she told me
all about the suit she had with Sir Frederick Fermer.  He maintained
that the house she had built at a cost of ten thousand guineas
belonged to him as he had furnished the money.  In equity he was
right, but according to English law wrong, for it was she who had
paid the workmen, the contractors, and the architect; it was she that
had given and received receipts, and signed all documents.   The
house, therefore, belonged to her, and Fermer admitted as much; but
he claimed the sum he had furnished, and here was the kernel of the
whole case, for she had defied him to produce a single acknowledgment
of money received.

"I confess," said this honest woman, "that you have often given me a
thousand pounds at a time, but that was a friendly gift, and nothing
to be wondered at in a rich Englishman, considering that we were
lovers and lived together."

She had won her suit four times over in two years, but Fermer took
advantage of the intricacies of English law to appeal again and
again, and now he had gone to the House of Lords, the appeal to which
might last fifteen years.

"This suit," said the honest lady, "dishonours Fermer."

"I should think it did, but you surely don't think it honours you."

"Certainly I do."

"I don't quite understand how you make that out."

"I will explain it all to you."

"We will talk it over again"

In the three hours for which we talked together this woman did not
once ask me how I was, whether I was comfortable, how long I intended
to stay in London, or whether I had made much money.  In short she
made no enquiries what ever about me, only saying with a smile, but
not heedlessly,--

"I never have a penny to spare."

Her receipts amounted to more than twenty-four thousand pounds per
annum, but her expenses were enormous and she had debts.

I avenged myself on her indifference by not saying a word about
myself.  I was dresssed simply but neatly, and had not any jewellry
or diamonds about my person.

I went to bed annoyed with her, but glad to have discovered the
badness of her heart.  In spite of my longing to see my daughter I
determined not to take any steps to meet her till the ensuing Sunday,
when I was invited to dinner.

Early next morning I told Clairmont to pull all my goods and chattels
in a carriage, and when all was ready I went to take leave of young
Cornelis, telling him I was going to live in Pall Mall, and leaving
him my address.

"You are not going to stay with me, then?" said he.

"No, your mother doesn't know how to welcome or to treat me."

"I think you are right.  I shall go back to Paris."

"Don't do anything so silly.  Remember that here you are at home, and
that in Paris you might not find a roof to shelter you.  Farewell; I
shall see you on Sunday."

I was soon settled in my new house, and I went out to call on M.
Zuccato, the Venetian ambassador.  I gave him M. Morosini's letter,
and he said, coldly, that he was glad to make my acquaintance.  When
I asked him to present me at Court the insolent fool only replied
with a smile, which might fairly be described as contemptuous.  It
was the aristocratic pride coming out, so I returned his smile with a
cold bow, and never set foot in his house again.

On leaving Zuccato I called on Lord Egremont, and finding him ill
left my letter with the porter.  He died a few days after, so M.
Morosini's letters were both useless through no fault of his.  We
shall learn presently what was the result of the little note.

I then went to the Comte de Guerchi, the French ambassador, with a
letter from the Marquis Chauvelin, and I received a warm welcome.
This nobleman asked me to dine with him the following day, and told
me that if I liked he would present me at Court after chapel on
Sunday.  It was at that ambassador's table that I made the
acquaintance of the Chevalier d'Eon, the secretary of the embassy,
who afterwards became famous.  This Chevalier d'Eon was a handsome
woman who had been an advocate and a captain of dragoons before
entering the diplomatic service; she served Louis XV. as a valiant
soldier and a diplomatist of consummate skill.  In spite of her manly
ways I soon recognized her as a woman; her voice was not that of a
castrato, and her shape was too rounded to be a man's.  I say nothing
of the absence of hair on her face, as that might be an accident.

In the first days of my stay in London I made the acquaintance of my
bankers; who held at least three hundred thousand francs of my money.
They all honoured my drafts and offered their services to me, but I
did not make use of their good offices.

I visited the theatres of Covent Garden and Drury Lane, but I could
not extract much enjoyment out of the perfomances as I did not know a
word of English.  I dined at all the taverns, high and low, to get
some insight into the peculiar manners of the English.  In the
morning I went on 'Change, where I made some friends.  It was there
that a merchant to whom I spoke got me a Negro servant who spoke
English, French, and Italian with equal facility; and the same
individual procured me a cook who spoke French.  I also visited the
bagnios where a rich man can sup, bathe, and sleep with a fashionable
courtezan, of which species there are many in London.  It makes a
magnificent debauch and only costs six guineas.  The expense may be
reduced to a hundred francs, but economy in pleasure is not to my
taste.

On Sunday I made an elegant toilette and went to Court about eleven,
and met the Comte de Guerchi as we had arranged.  He introduced me to
George III., who spoke to me, but in such a low voice that I could
not understand him and had to reply by a bow.  The queen made up for
the king, however, and I was delighted to observe that the proud
ambassador from my beloved Venice was also present.  When M. de
Guerchi introduced me under the name of the Chevalier de Seingalt,
Zuccato looked astonished, for Mr. Morosini had called me Casanova in
his letter.  The queen asked me from what part of France I came, and
understanding from my answer that I was from Venice, she looked at
the Venetian ambassador, who bowed as if to say that he had no
objection to make.  Her Majesty then asked me if I knew the
ambassadors extraordinary, who had been sent to congratulate the
king, and I replied that I had the pleasure of knowing them
intimately, and that I had spent three days in their society at
Lyons, where M. Morosini gave me letters for my Lord d'Egremont and
M. Zuccato.

"M. Querini amused me extremely," said the queen; "he called me a
little devil."

"He meant to say that your highness is as witty as an angel."

I longed for the queen to ask me why I had not been presented by M.
Zuccatto, for I had a reply on the tip of my tongue that would have
deprived the ambassador of his sleep for a week, while I should have
slept soundly, for vengeance is a divine pleasure, especially when it
is taken on the proud and foolish; but the whole conversation was a
compound of nothings, as is usual in courts.

After my interview was over I got into my sedan-chair and went to
Soho Square.  A man in court dress cannot walk the streets of London
without being pelted with mud by the mob, while the gentleman look on
and laugh.  All customs must be respected; they are all at once
worthy and absurd.

When I got to the house of Madame Cornelis, I and my Negro Jarbe were
shewn upstairs, and conducted through a suite of gorgeous apartments
to a room where the lady of the house was sitting with two English
ladies and two English gentlemen.  She received me with familiar
politeness, made me sit down in an armchair beside her, and then
continued the conversation in English without introducing me.  When
her steward told her that dinner was ready, she gave orders for the
children to be brought down.

I had long desired this meeting, and when I saw Sophie I ran to meet
her; but she, who had profited by her mother's instructions, drew
back with profound courtesy and a compliment learnt by heart.  I did
not say anything for fear I should embarrass her, but I felt grieved
to the heart.

Madame Cornelis then brought forward her son, telling the company
that I had brought him to England after superintending his education
for six years.  She spoke in French, so I was glad to see that her
friends understood that language.

We sat down to table; Madame Cornelis between her two children, and I
between the two Englishwomen, one of whom delighted me by her
pleasant wit.  I attached myself to her as soon as I noticed that the
mistress of the house only spoke to me by chance, and that Sophie did
not look at me.  She was so like me that no mistake was possible.  I
could see that she had been carefully tutored by her mother to behave
in this manner, and I felt this treatment to be both absurd and
impertinent.

I did not want to let anyone see that I was angry, so I began to
discourse in a pleasant strain on the peculiarities of English
manners, taking care, however, not to say anything which might wound
the insular pride of the English guests.  My idea was to make them
laugh and to make myself agreeable, and I succeeded, but not a word
did I speak to Madame Cornelis; I did not so much as look at her.

The lady next to me, after admiring the beauty of my lace, asked me
what was the news at Court.

"It was all news to me," said I, "for I went there to-day for the
first time."

"Have you seen the king?" said Sir Joseph Cornelis.

"My dear, you should not ask such questions," said his mother.

"Why not?"

"Because the gentleman may not wish to answer them."

"On the contrary, madam, I like being questioned.  I have been
teaching your son for the last six years to be always asking
something, for that is the way to acquire knowledge.  He who asks
nothing knows nothing."

I had touched her to the quick, and she fell into a sulky silence.

"You have not told me yet," said the lad, "whether you saw the king."

"Yes, my man, I saw the king and the queen, and both their majesties
did me the honour to speak to me."

"Who introduced you?"

"The French ambassador."

"I think you will agree with me," said the mother, "that last
question was a little too much."

"Certainly it would be if it were addressed to a stranger, but not to
me who am his friend.  You will notice that the reply he extracted
from me did me honour.  If I had not wished it to be known that I had
been at Court, I should not have come here in this dress."

"Very good; but as you like to be questioned, may I ask you why you
were not presented by your own ambassador?"

"Because the Venetian ambassador would not present me, knowing that
his Government have a bone to pick with me."

By this time we had come to the dessert, and poor Sophie had not
uttered a syllable.

"Say something to M. de Seingalt," said her mother.

"I don't know what to say," she answered.  "Tell M. de Seingalt to
ask me some questions, and I will answer to the best of my ability."

"Well, Sophie, tell me in what studies you are engaged at the present
time."

"I am learning drawing; if you like I will shew you some of my work."

"I will look at it with pleasure; but tell me how you think you have
offended me; you have a guilty air."

"I, sir?  I do not think I have done anything amiss."

"Nor do I, my dear; but as you do not look at me when you speak I
thought you must be ashamed of something.  Are you ashamed of your
fine eyes?  You blush.  What have you done?"

"You are embarrassing her," said the mother.  "Tell him, my dear,
that you have done nothing, but that a feeling of modesty and respect
prevents you from gazing at the persons you address."

"Yes," said I; "but if modesty bids young ladies lower their eyes,
politeness should make them raise them now and again."

No one replied to this objection, which was a sharp cut for the
absurd woman; but after an interval of silence we rose from the
table, and Sophie went to fetch her drawings.

"I won't look at anything, Sophie, unless you will look at me."

"Come," said her mother, "look at the gentleman."

She obeyed as quickly as lightning, and I saw the prettiest eyes
imaginable.

"Now," said I, "I know you again, and perhaps you may remember having
seen me."

"Yes, although it is six years ago since we met, I recognized you
directly."

"And yet you did not look me in the face!  If you knew how impolite
it was to lower your eyes when you are addressing anyone, you would
not do it.  Who can have given you such a bad lesson?"

The child glanced towards her mother, who was standing by a window,
and I saw who was her preceptress.

I felt that I had taken sufficient vengeance, and began to examine
her drawings, to praise them in detail, and to congratulate her on
her talents.  I told her that she ought to be thankful to have a
mother who had given her so good an education.  This indirect
compliment pleased Madame Cornelis, and Sophie, now free from all
restraint, gazed at me with an expression of child-like affection
which ravished me.  Her features bore the imprint of a noble soul
within, and I pitied her for having to grow up under the authority of
a foolish mother.  Sophie went to the piano, played with feeling, and
then sang some Italian airs, to the accompaniment of the guitar, too
well for her age.  She was too precocious, and wanted much more
discretion in her education than Madame Cornelis was able to give
her.

When her singing had been applauded by the company, her mother told
her to dance a minuet with her brother, who had learnt in Paris, but
danced badly for want of a good carriage.  His sister told him so
with a kiss, and then asked me to dance with her, which I did very
readily.  Her mother, who thought she had danced exquisitely, as was
indeed the case, told her that she must give me a kiss.  She came up
to me, and drawing her on my knee I covered her face with kisses,
which she returned with the greatest affection.  Her mother laughed
with all her heart, and then Sophie, beginning to be doubtful again,
went up to her and asked if she were angry.  Her mother comforted her
with a kiss.

After we had taken coffee, which was served in the French fashion,
Madame Cornelis shewed me a magnificent hall which she had built, in
which she could give supper to four hundred persons seated at one
table.  She told me, and I could easily believe her, that there was
not such another in all London.

The last assembly was given before the prorogation of Parliament; it
was to take place in four or five days.  She had a score of pretty
girls in her service, and a dozen footmen all in full livery.

"They all rob me," said she, "but I have to put up with it.  What I
want is a sharp man to help me and watch over my interests; if I had
such an one I should make an immense fortune in a comparatively short
time; for when it is a question of pleasure, the English do not care
what they spend."

I told her I hoped she would find such man and make the fortune, and
then I left her, admiring her enterprise.

When I left Soho Square I went to St. James's Park to see Lady
Harrington for whom I bore a letter, as I have mentioned.  This lady
lived in the precincts of the Court, and received company every
Sunday.  It was allowable to play in her house, as the park is under
the jurisdiction of the Crown.  In any other place there is no
playing cards or singing on Sundays.  The town abounds in spies, and
if they have reason to suppose that there is any gaming or music
going on, they watch for their opportunity, slip into the house, and
arrest all the bad Christians, who are diverting themselves in a
manner which is thought innocent enough in any other country.  But to
make up for this severity the Englishman may go in perfect liberty to
the tavern or the brothel, and sanctify the Sabbath as he pleases.

I called on Lady Harrington, and having sent up my letter she
summoned me into her presence.  I found her in the midst of about
thirty persons, but the hostess was easily distinguished by the air
of welcome she had for me.

After I had made my bow she told me she had seen me at Court in the
morning, and that without knowing who I was she had been desirous of
making my acquaintance.  Our conversation lasted three-quarters of an
hour, and was composed of those frivolous observations and idle
questions which are commonly addressed to a traveller.

The lady was forty, but she was still handsome.  She was well known
for her gallantries and her influence at Court.  She introduced me to
her husband and her four daughters, charming girls of a marriageable
age.  She asked me why I had come to London when everybody was on the
point of going out of town.  I told her that as I always obeyed the
impulse of the moment, I should find it difficult to answer her
question; besides, I intended staying for a year, so that the
pleasure would be deferred but not lost.

My reply seemed to please her by its character of English
independence, and she offered with exquisite grace to do all in her
power for me.

"In the meanwhile," said she, "we will begin by letting you see all
the nobility at Madame Cornelis's on Thursday next.  I can give you a
ticket to admit to ball and supper.  It is two guineas."

I gave her the money, and she took the ticket again, writing on it,
"Paid.--Harrington."

"Is this formality necessary, my lady?"

"Yes; or else they would ask you for the money at the doors."

I did not think it necessary to say anything about my connection with
the lady of Soho Square.

While Lady Harrington was making up a rubber at whist, she asked me
if I had any other letters for ladies.

"Yes," said I, "I have one which I intend to present to-morrow.  It
is a singular letter, being merely a portrait."

"Have you got it about you?"

"Yes, my lady."

"May I see it?"

"Certainly.  Here it is."

"It is the Duchess of Northumberland.  We will go and give it her."

"With pleasure!"

"Just wait till they have marked the game."

Lord Percy had given me this portrait as a letter of introduction to
his mother.

"My dear duchess," said Lady Harrington, "here is a letter of
introduction which this gentleman begs to present to you."

"I know, it is M. de Seingalt.  My son has written to me about him.
I am delighted to see you, Chevalier, and I hope you will come and
see me.  I receive thrice a week."

"Will your ladyship allow me to present my valuable letter in
person?"

"Certainly.  You are right."

I played a rubber of whist for very small stakes, and lost fifteen
guineas, which I paid on the spot.  Directly afterwards Lady
Harrington took me apart, and gave me a lesson which I deem worthy of
record.

"You paid in gold," said she; "I suppose you had no bank notes about
you?"

"Yes, my lady, I have notes for fifty and a hundred pounds."

"Then you must change one of them or wait till another time to play,
for in England to pay in gold is a solecism only pardonable in a
stranger.  Perhaps you noticed that the lady smiled?"

"Yes; who is she?"

"Lady Coventry, sister of the Duchess of Hamilton."

"Ought I to apologize?"

"Not at all, the offence is not one of those which require an
apology.  She must have been more surprised than offended, for she
made fifteen shillings by your paying her in gold."

I was vexed by this small mischance, for Lady Coventry was an
exquisitely beautiful brunette.  I comforted myself, however, without
much trouble.

The same day I made the acquaintance of Lord Hervey, the nobleman who
conquered Havana, a pleasant an intelligent person.  He had married
Miss Chudleigh, but the marriage was annulled.  This celebrated Miss
Chudleigh was maid of honour to the Princess Dowager of Wales, and
afterwards became Duchess of Kingston.  As her history is well known
I shall say something more of her in due course.  I went home well
enough pleased with my day's work.

The next day I began dining at home, and found my cook very
satisfactory; for, besides the usual English dishes, he was
acquainted with the French system of cooking, and did fricandeaus,
cutlets, ragouts, and above all, the excellent French soup, which is
one of the principal glories of France.

My table and my house were not enough for my happiness.  I was alone,
and the reader will understand by this that Nature had not meant me
for a hermit.  I had neither a mistress nor a friend, and at London
one may invite a man to dinner at a tavern where he pays for himself,
but not to one's own table.  One day I was invited by a younger son
of the Duke of Bedford to eat oysters and drink a bottle of
champagne.  I accepted the invitation, and he ordered the oysters and
the champagne, but we drank two bottles, and he made me pay half the
price of the second bottle.  Such are manners on the other side of
the Channel.  People laughed in my face when I said that I did not
care to dine at a tavern as I could not get any soup.

"Are you ill?" they said, "soup is only fit for invalids."

The Englishman is entirely carnivorous.  He eats very little bread,
and calls himself economical because he spares himself the expense of
soup and dessert, which circumstance made me remark that an English
dinner is like eternity: it has no beginning and no end.  Soup is
considered very extravagant, as the very servants refuse to eat the
meat from which it has been made.  They say it is only fit to give to
dogs.  The salt beef which they use is certainly excellent.  I cannot
say the same for their beer, which was so bitter that I could not
drink it.  However, I could not be expected to like beer after the
excellent French wines with which the wine merchant supplied me,
certainly at a very heavy cost.

I had been a week in my new home without seeing Martinelli.  He came
on a Monday morning, and I asked him to dine with me.  He told me
that he had to go to the Museum, and my curiosity to see the famous
collection which is such an honour to England made me accompany him.
It was there that I made the acquaintance of Dr. Mati, of whom I
shall speak in due course.

At dinner Martinelli made himself extremely pleasant.  He had a
profound knowledge of the English manners and customs which it
behoved me to know if I wished to get on.  I happened to speak of the
impoliteness of which I had been guilty in paying a gaming debt in
gold instead of paper, and on this text he preached me a sermon on
the national prosperity, demonstrating that the preference given to
paper shews the confidence which is felt in the Bank, which may or
may not be misplaced, but which is certainly a source of wealth.
This confidence might be destroyed by a too large issue of paper
money, and if that ever took place by reason of a protracted or
unfortunate war, bankruptcy would be inevitable, and no one could
calculate the final results.

After a long discussion on politics, national manners, literature, in
which subjects Martinelli shone, we went to Drury Lane Theatre, where
I had a specimen of the rough insular manners.  By some accident or
other the company could not give the piece that had been announced,
and the audience were in a tumult.  Garrick, the celebrated actor who
was buried twenty years later in Westminster Abbey, came forward and
tried in vain to restore order.  He was obliged to retire behind the
curtain.  Then the king, the queen, and all the fashionables left the
theatre, and in less than an hour the theatre was gutted, till
nothing but the bare walls were left.

After this destruction, which went on without any authority
interposing, the mad populace rushed to the taverns to consume gin
and beer.  In a fortnight the theatre was refitted and the piece
announced again, and when Garrick appeared before the curtain to
implore the indulgence of the house, a voice from the pit shouted,
"On your knees."  A thousand voices took up the cry "On your knees,"
and the English Roscius was obliged to kneel down and beg
forgiveness.  Then came a thunder of applause, and everything was
over.  Such are the English, and above all, the Londoners.  They hoot
the king and the royal family when they appear in public, and the
consequence is, that they are never seen, save on great occasions,
when order is kept by hundreds of constables.

One day, as I was walking by myself, I saw Sir Augustus Hervey, whose
acquaintance I had made, speaking to a gentleman, whom he left to
come to me.  I asked him whom he had been speaking to.

"That's the brother of Earl Ferrers," said he, "who was hanged a
couple of months ago for murdering one of his people."

"And you speak to his brother?"

"Why shouldn't I?"

"Is he not dishonoured by the execution of his relative?"

"Dishonoured!  Certainly not; even his brother was not dishonoured.
He broke the law, but he paid for it with his life, and owed society
nothing more.  He's a man of honour, who played high and lost; that's
all.  I don't know that there is any penalty in the statute book
which dishonours the culprit; that would be tyrannical, and we would
not bear it.  I may break any law I like, so long as I am willing to
pay the penalty.  It is only a dishonour when the criminal tries to
escape punishment by base or cowardly actions."

"How do you mean?"

"To ask for the royal mercy, to beg forgiveness of the people, and
the like."

"How about escaping from justice?"

"That is no dishonour, for to fly is an act of courage; it continues
the defiance of the law, and if the law cannot exact obedience, so
much the worse for it.  It is an honour for you to have escaped from
the tyranny of your magistrates; your flight from The Leads was a
virtuous action.  In such cases man fights with death and flees from
it.  'Vir fugiens denuo pugnabit'."

"What do you think of highway robbers, then?"

"I detest them as wretches dangerous to society, but I pity them when
I reflect that they are always riding towards the gallows.  You go
out in a coach to pay a visit to a friend three or four miles out of
London.  A determined and agile-looking fellow springs upon you with
his pistol in his hand, and says, 'Your money or your life.'  What
would you do in such a case?"

"If I had a pistol handy I would blow out his brains, and if not I
would give him my purse and call him a scoundrelly assassin."

"You would be wrong in both cases.  If you killed him, you would be
hanged, for you have no right to take the law into your own hands;
and if you called him an assassin, he would tell you that he was no
assassin as he attacked you openly and gave you a free choice.  Nay,
he is generous, for he might kill you and take your money as well.
You might, indeed, tell him he has an evil trade, and he would tell
you that you were right, and that he would try to avoid the gallows
as long as possible.  He would then thank you and advise you never to
drive out of London without being accompanied by a mounted servant,
as then no robber would dare to attack you.  We English always carry
two purses on our journeys; a small one for the robbers and a large
one for ourselves."

What answer could I make to such arguments, based as they were on the
national manners?  England is a rich sea, but strewn with reefs, and
those who voyage there would do well to take precautions.  Sir
Augustus Hervey's discourse gave me great pleasure.

Going from one topic to another, as is always the way with a
desultory conversation, Sir Augustus deplored the fate of an unhappy
Englishman who had absconded to France with seventy thousand pounds,
and had been brought back to London, and was to be hanged.

"How could that be?" I asked.

"The Crown asked the Duc de Nivernois to extradite him, and Louis XV.
granted the request to make England assent to some articles of the
peace.  It was an act unworthy of a king, for it violates the right
of nations.  It is true that the man is a wretch, but that has
nothing to do with the principle of the thing."

"Of course they have got back the seventy thousand pounds?"

"Not a shilling of it."

"How was that?"

"Because no money was found on him.  He has most likely left his
little fortune to his wife, who can marry again as she is still young
and pretty."

"I wonder the police have not been after her."

"Such a thing is never thought of.  What could they do?  It's not
likely that she would confess that her husband left her the stolen
money.  The law says robbers shall be hanged, but it says nothing
about what they have stolen, as they are supposed to have made away
with it.  Then if we had to take into account the thieves who had
kept their theft and thieves who had spent it, we should have to make
two sets of laws, and make all manner of allowances; the end of it
would be inextricable confusion.  It seems to us Englishmen that it
would not be just to ordain two punishments for theft.  The robber
becomes the owner of what he has stolen; true, he 'got it by
violence, but it is none the less his, for he can do what he likes
with it.  That being the case, everyone should be careful to keep
what he has, since he knows that once stolen he will never see it
again.  I have taken Havana from Spain: this was robbery on a large
scale."

He talked at once like a philosopher and a faithful subject of his
king.

Engaged in this discussion we walked towards the Duchess of
Northumberland's, where I made the acquaintance of Lady Rochefort,
whose husband had just been appointed Spanish ambassador.  This
lady's gallantries were innumerable, and furnished a fresh topic of
conversation every day.

The day before the assembly at Soho Square Martinelli dined with me,
and told me that Madame Cornelis was heavily in debt, and dared not
go out except on Sundays, when debtors are privileged.

"The enormous and unnecessary expense which she puts herself to,"
said he, "will soon bring her to ruin.  She owes four times the
amount of her assets, even counting in the house, which is a doubtful
item, as it is the subject of litigation."

This news only distressed me for her children's sake, for I thought
that she herself well deserved such a fate.




CHAPTER VIII

The Assembly--Adventure at Ranelagh The English Courtezans--Pauline


I went in due time to the assembly, and the secretary at the door
wrote down my name as I handed in my ticket.  When Madame Cornelis
saw me she said she was delighted I had come in by ticket, and that
she had had some doubts as to whether I would come.

"You might have spared yourself the trouble of doubting," said I,
"for after hearing that I had been to Court you might have guessed
that a matter of two guineas would not have kept me away.  I am sorry
for our old friendship's sake that I did not pay the money to you;
for you might have known that I would not condescend to be present in
the modest manner you indicated."

This address, delivered with an ironical accent, embarrassed Madame
Cornelis, but Lady Harrington, a great supporter of hers, came to her
rescue.

"I have a number of guineas to hand over to you, my dear Cornelis,
and amongst others two from M. de Seingalt, who, I fancy, is an old
friend of yours.  Nevertheless, I did not dare to tell him so," she
added, with a sly glance in my direction.

"Why not, my lady?  I have known Madame Cornelis for many years."

"I should think you have," she answered, laughing, "and I
congratulate you both.  I suppose you know the delightful Miss Sophie
too, Chevalier?"

"Certainly, my lady, who so knows the mother knows the daughter."

"Quite so, quite so."

Sophie was standing by, and after kissing her fondly Lady Harrington
said,--

"If you love yourself, you ought to love her, for she is the image of
you."

"Yes, it is a freak of nature."

"I think there is something more than a freak in this instance."

With these words the lady took Sophie's hand, and leaning on my arm
she led us through the crowd, and I had to bear in silence the
remarks of everyone.

"There is Madame Cornelis's husband."

"That must be M. Cornelis."

"Oh!  there can be no doubt about it."

"No, no," said Lady Harrington, "you are all quite wrong."

I got tired of these remarks, which were all founded on the
remarkable likeness between myself and Sophie.  I wanted Lady
Harrington to let the child go, but she was too much amused to do so.

"Stay by me," she said, "if you want to know the names of the
guests."  She sat down, making me sit on one side and Sophie on the
other.

Madame Cornelis then made her appearance, and everyone asked her the
same questions, and made the same remarks about me.  She said bravely
that I was her best and her oldest friend, and that the likeness
between me and her daughter might possibly be capable of explanation.
Everyone laughed and said it was very natural that it should be so.
To change the subject, Madame Cornelis remarked that Sophie had
learnt the minuet and danced it admirably.

"Then fetch a violin player," said Lady Harrington, "that we may have
the pleasure of witnessing the young artist's performance."

The ball had not yet begun, and as soon as the violinist appeared, I
stepped forward and danced with Sophie, to the delight of the select
circle of spectators.

The ball lasted all night without ceasing, as the company ate by
relays, and at all times and hours; the waste and prodigality were
worthy of a prince's palace.  I made the acquaintance of all the
nobility and the Royal Family, for they were all there, with the
exception of the king and queen, and the Prince of Wales.  Madame
Cornelis must have received more than twelve hundred guineas, but the
outlay was enormous, without any control or safeguard against the
thefts, which must have been perpetrated on all sides.  She tried to
introduce her son to everybody, but the poor lad looked like a
victim, and did nothing but make profound bows.  I pitied him from my
heart.

As soon as I got home I went to bed and spent the whole of the next
day there.  The day after I went to the "Staven Tavern," as I had
been told that the prettiest girls in London resorted to it.  Lord
Pembroke gave me this piece of information; he went there very
frequently himself.  When I got to the tavern I asked for a private
room, and the landlord, perceiving that I did not know English,
accosted me in French, and came to keep me company.  I was astonished
at his grave and reverend manner of speaking, and did not like to
tell him that I wanted to dine with a pretty Englishwoman.  At last,
however, I summoned up courage to say, with a great deal of
circumlocution, that I did not know whether Lord Pembroke had
deceived me in informing me that I should find the prettiest girls in
London at his house.

"No, sir," said he, "my lord has not deceived you, and you can have
as many as you like."

"That's what I came for."

He called out some name, and a tidy-looking lad making his
appearance, he told him to get me a wench just as though he were
ordering a bottle of champagne.  The lad went out, and presently a
girl of herculean proportions entered.

"Sir," said I, "I don't like the looks of this girl."

"Give her a shilling and send her away.  We don't trouble ourselves
about ceremonies in London."

This put me at my ease, so I paid my shilling and called for a
prettier wench.  The second was worse than the first, and I sent her
away, and ten others after her, while I could see that my
fastidiousness amused the landlord immensely.

"I'll see no more girls," said I at last, "let me have a good dinner.
I think the procurer must have been making game of me for the sake of
the shillings."

"It's very likely; indeed it often happens so when a gentleman does
not give the name and address of the wench he wants."

In the evening as I was walking in St.  James's Park, I remembered it
was a Ranelagh evening, and wishing to see the place I took a coach
and drove there, intending to amuse myself till midnight, and to find
a beauty to my taste.

I was pleased with the rotunda.  I had some tea, I danced some
minuets, but I made no acquaintances; and although I saw several
pretty women, I did not dare to attack any of them.  I got tired, and
as it was near midnight I went out thinking to find my coach, for
which I had not paid, still there, but it was gone, and I did not
know what to do.  An extremely pretty woman who was waiting for her
carriage in the doorway, noticed my distress, and said that if I
lived anywhere near Whitehall, she could take me home.  I thanked her
gratefully, and told her where I lived.  Her carriage came up, her
man opened the door, and she stepped in on my arm, telling me to sit
beside her, and to stop the carriage when it got to my house.

As soon as we were in the carriage, I burst out into expressions of
gratitude; and after telling her my name I expressed my regret at not
having seen her at Soho Square.

"I was not in London," she replied, "I returned from Bath to-day."

I apostrophised my happiness in having met her.  I covered her hands
with kisses, and dared to kiss her on the cheek; and finding that she
smiled graciously, I fastened my lips on hers, and before long had
given her an unequivocal mark of the ardour with which she had
inspired me.

She took my attentions so easily that I flattered myself I had not
displeased her, and I begged her to tell me where I could call on her
and pay my court while I remained in London, but she replied,--

"We shall see each other again; we must be careful."

I swore secrecy, and urged her no more.  Directly after the carriage
stopped, I kissed her hand and was set down at my door, well pleased
with the ride home.

For a fortnight I saw nothing of her, but I met her again in a house
where Lady Harrington had told me to present myself, giving her name.
It was Lady Betty German's, and I found her out, but was asked to sit
down and wait as she would be in soon.  I was pleasantly surprised to
find my fair friend of Ranelagh in the room, reading a newspaper.  I
conceived the idea of asking her to introduce me to Lady Betty, so I
went up to her and proffered my request, but she replied politely
that she could not do so not having the honour to know my name.

"I have told you my name, madam.  Do you not remember me?"

"I remember you perfectly, but a piece of folly is not a title of
acquaintance."

I was dumbfounded at the extraordinary reply, while the lady calmly
returned to her newspaper, and did not speak another word till the
arrival of Lady Betty.

The fair philosopher talked for two hours without giving the least
sign of knowing who I was, although she answered me with great
politeness whenever I ventured to address her.  She turned out to be
a lady of high birth and of great reputation.

Happening to call on Martinelli, I asked him who was the pretty girl
who was kissing her hands to me from the house opposite.  I was
pleasantly surprised to hear that she was a dancer named Binetti.
Four years ago she had done me a great service at Stuttgart, but I
did not know she was in London.  I took leave of Martinelli to go and
see her, and did so all the more eagerly when I heard that she had
parted from her husband, though they were obliged to dance together
at the Haymarket.

She received me with open arms, telling me that she had recognized me
directly.

"I am surprised, my dear elder," said she, "to see you in London."

She called me "elder" because I was the oldest of her friends.

"Nor did I know that you were here.  I came to town after the close
of the opera.  How is it that you are not living with your husband?"

"Because he games, loses, and despoils me of all I possess.  Besides,
a woman of my condition, if she be married, cannot hope that a rich
lover will come and see her, while if she be alone she can receive
visits without any constraint."

"I shouldn't have thought they would be afraid of Binetti; he used to
be far from jealous."

"Nor is he jealous now; but you must know that there is an English
law which allows the husband to arrest his wife and her lover if he
finds them in 'flagrante delicto'.  He only wants two witnesses, and
it is enough that they are sitting together on a bed.  The lover is
forced to pay to the husband the half of all he possesses.  Several
rich Englishmen have been caught in this way, and now they are very
shy of visiting married women, especially Italians."

"So you have much to be thankful for.  You enjoy perfect liberty, can
receive any visitors you like, and are in a fair way to make a
fortune."

"Alas!  my dear friend, you do not know all.  When he has information
from his spies that I have had a visitor, he comes to me in a sedan-
chair at night, and threatens to turn me out into the street if I do
not give him all the money I have.  He is a terrible rascal!"

I left the poor woman, after giving her my address, and telling her
to come and dine with me whenever she liked.  She had given me a
lesson on the subject of visiting ladies.  England has very good
laws, but most of them are capable of abuse.  The oath which jurymen
have to take to execute them to the letter has caused several to be
interpreted in a manner absolutely contrary to the intention of the
legislators, thus placing the judges in a difficult predicament.
Thus new laws have constantly to be made, and new glosses to explain
the old ones.

My Lord Pembroke, seeing me at my window, came in, and after
examining my house, including the kitchen, where the cook was at
work, told me that there was not a nobleman in town who had such a
well-furnished and comfortable house.  He made a calculation, and
told me that if I wanted to entertain my friends I should require
three hundred pounds a month.  "You can't live here," said he,
"without a pretty girl, and those who know that you keep bachelor's
hall are of opinion that you are very wise, and will save a great
deal of useless expense."

"Do you keep a girl, my lord?"

"No, for I am unfortunate enough to be disgusted with a woman after I
have had her for a day."

"Then you require a fresh one every day?"

"Yes, and without being as comfortable as you I spend four times as
much.  You must know that I live in London like a stranger.  I never
dine at my own house.  I wonder at your dining alone."

"I can't speak English.  I like soup and good wine, and that is
enough to keep me from your taverns."

"I expect so, with your French tastes."

"You will confess that they are not bad tastes."

"You are right, for, good Englishman as I am, I get on very well in
Paris."

He burst out laughing when I told him how I had dispatched a score of
wenches at the "Staven Tavern," and that my disappointment was due to
him.

"I did not tell you what names to send for, and I was wrong."

"Yes, you ought to have told me."


"But even if I did they wouldn't have come, for they are not at the
orders of the procurers.  If you will promise to pay them as I do, I
will give you some tickets which will make them come."

"Can I have them here?"

"Just as you like."

"That will be most convenient for me.  Write out the tickets and let
them know French if you can."

"That's the difficulty; the prettiest only speak English."

"Never mind, we shall understand each other well enough for the
purpose I dare say."

He wrote several tickets for four and six guineas each; but one was
marked twelve guineas.

"She is doubly pretty, is she?" said I.

"Not exactly, but she has cuckolded a duke of Great Britain who keeps
her, and only uses her once or twice a month."

"Would you do me the honour of testing the skill of my cook?"

"Certainly, but I can't make an appointment."

"And supposing I am out."

"I'll go to the tavern."

Having nothing better to do I sent Jarbe to one of the four-guinea
wenches, telling him to advise her that she would dine with me.  She
came.  She did not attract me sufficiently to make me attempt more
than some slight toying.  She went away well pleased with her four
guineas, which she had done nothing to earn.  Another wench, also at
four guineas, supped with me the following evening.  She had been
very pretty, and, indeed, was so still, but she was too melancholy
and quiet for my taste, and I could not makeup my mind to tell her to
undress.

The third day, not feeling inclined to try another ticket, I went to
Covent Garden, and on meeting an attractive young person I accosted
her in French, and asked her if she would sup with me.

"How much will you give me at dessert?"

"Three guineas."

"Come along."

After the play I ordered a good supper for two, and she displayed an
appetite after mine own heart.  When we had supped I asked for her
name and address, and I was astonished to find that she was one of
the girls whom Lord Pembroke had assessed at six guineas.  I
concluded that it was best to do one's own business, or, at any rate,
not to employ noblemen as agents.  As to the other tickets, they
procured me but little pleasure.  The twelve-guinea one, which I had
reserved for the last, as a choice morsel, pleased me the least of
all, and I did not care to cuckold the noble duke who kept her.

Lord Pembroke was young, handsome, rich, and full of wit.  I went to
see him one day, and found him just getting out of bed.  He said he
would walk with me and told his valet to shave him.

"But," said I, "there's not a trace of beard on your face."

"There never is," said he, "I get myself shaved three times a day."

"Three times?"

"Yes, when I change my shirt I wash my hands; when I wash my hands I
have to wash my face, and the proper way to wash a man's face is with
a razor."

"When do you make these three ablutions?"

"When I get up, when I dress for dinner, and when I go to bed, for I
should not like the woman who is sleeping with me to feel my beard."

We had a short walk together, and then I left him as I had some
writing to do.  As we parted, he asked me if I dined at home.  I
replied in the affirmative, and foreseeing that he intended dining
with me I warned my cook to serve us well, though I did not let him
know that I expected a nobleman to dinner.  Vanity has more than one
string to its bow.

I had scarcely got home when Madame Binetti came in, and said that if
she were not in the way, she would be glad to dine with me.  I gave
her a warm welcome, and she said I was really doing her a great
service, as her husband would suffer the torments of hell in trying
to find out with whom she had dined.

This woman still pleased me; and though she was thirty-five, nobody
would have taken her for more than twenty-five.  Her appearance was
in every way pleasing.  Her lips were of the hue of the rose,
disclosing two exquisite rows of teeth.  A fine complexion, splendid
eyes, and a forehead where Innocence might have been well enthroned,
all this made an exquisite picture.  If you add to this, that her
breast was of the rarest proportions, you will understand that more
fastidious tastes than mine would have been satisfied with her.

She had not been in my house for half an hour when Lord Pembroke came
in.  They both uttered an exclamation, and the nobleman told me that
he had been in love with her for the last six months; that he had
written ardent letters to her of which she had taken no notice.

"I never would have anything to do with him," said she, "because he
is the greatest profligate in all England; and it's a pity," she
added, "because he is a kindhearted nobleman."

This explanation was followed by a score of kisses, and I saw that
they were agreed.


We had a choice dinner in the French style, and Lord Pembroke swore
he had not eaten so good a dinner for the last year.

"I am sorry for you," he said, "when I think of you being alone every
day."

Madame Binetti was as much a gourmet as the Englishman, and when we
rose from table we felt inclined to pass from the worship of Comus to
that of Venus; but the lady was too experienced to give the
Englishman anything more than a few trifling kisses.

I busied myself in turning over the leaves of some books I had bought
the day before, and left them to talk together to their heart's
content; but to prevent their asking me to give them another dinner I
said that I hoped chance would bring about such another meeting on
another occasion.

At six o'clock, after my guests had left me, I dressed and went to
Vauxhaull, where I met a French officer named Malingan, to whom I had
given some money at Aix-la-Chapelle.  He said he would like to speak
to me, so I gave him my name and address.  I also met a well-known
character, the Chevalier Goudar, who talked to me about gaming and
women.  Malingan introduced me to an individual who he said might be
very useful to me in London.  He was a man of forty, and styled
himself son of the late Theodore, the pretender to the throne of
Corsica, who had died miserably in London fourteen years before,
after having been imprisoned for debt for seven years.  I should have
done better if I had never gone to Vauxhall that evening.

The entrance-fee at Vauxhall was half the sum charged at Ranelagh,
but in spite of that the amusements were of the most varied kinds.
There was good fare, music, walks in solitary alleys, thousands of
lamps, and a crowd of London beauties, both high and low.

In the midst of all these pleasures I was dull, because I had no girl
to share my abode or my good table, and make it dear to me.  I had
been in London for six weeks; ana in no other place had I been alone
for so long.

My house seemed intended for keeping a mistress with all decency, and
as I had the virtue of constancy a mistress was all I wanted to make
me happy.  But how was I to find a woman who should be the equal of
those women I had loved before?  I had already seen half a hundred of
girls, whom the town pronounced to be pretty, and who did not strike
me as even passable.  I thought the matter over continually, and at
last an odd idea struck me.

I called the old housekeeper, and told her by the servant, who acted
as my interpreter, that I wanted to let the second or third floor for
the sake of company; and although I was at perfect liberty to do what
I liked with the house, I would give her half-a-guinea a week extra.
Forthwith I ordered her to affix the following bill to the window:

Second or third floor to be let, furnished, to a young lady speaking
English and French, who receives no visitors, either by day or night.

The old Englishwoman, who had seen something of the world, began to
laugh so violently when the document was translated to her that I
thought she would have choked.

"What are you laughing at, my worthy woman?"

"Because this notice is a laughing matter."

"I suppose you think I shall have no applications?"

"Not at all, the doorstep will be crowded from morn to night, but I
shall leave it all to Fanny.  Only tell me how much to ask."

"I will arrange about the rent in my interview with the young lady.
I don't think I shall have so many enquiries, for the young lady is
to speak French and English, and also to be respectable.  She must
not receive any visits, not even from her father and mother, if she
has them."

"But there will be a mob in front of the house reading the notice."

"All the better.  Nothing is the worse for being a little odd."

It happened just as the old woman had foretold; as soon as the notice
was up, everybody stopped to read it, made various comments, and
passed on.  On the second day after it was up, my Negro told me that
my notice was printed in full in the St. James's Chronicle, with some
amusing remarks.  I had the paper brought up to me, and Fanny
translated it.  It ran as follows:

"The landlord of the second and third floors probably occupies the
first floor himself.  He must be a man of the world and of good
taste, for he wants a young and pretty lodger; and as he forbids her
to receive visits, he will have to keep her company himself."

He added,--

"The landlord should take care lest he become his own dupe, for it is
very likely that the pretty lodger would only take the room to sleep
in, and possibly only to sleep in now and then; and if she chose she
would have a perfect right to refuse to receive the proprietor's
visits."

These sensible remarks delighted me, for after reading them I felt
forewarned.

Such matters as these give their chief interest to the English
newspapers.  They are allowed to gossip about everything, and the
writers have the knack of making the merest trifles seem amusing.
Happy is the nation where anything may be written and anything said!

Lord Pembroke was the first to come and congratulate me on my idea,
and he was succeeded by Martinelli; but he expressed some fears as to
the possible consequences, "for," said he, "there are plenty of women
in London who would come and lodge with you to be your ruin."

"In that case," I answered, "it would be a case of Greek meeting
Greek; however, we shall see.  If I am taken in, people will have the
fullest right to laugh at me, for I have been warned."

I will not trouble my readers with an account of the hundred women
who came in the first ten days, when I refused on one pretext or
another, though some of them were not wanting in grace and beauty.
But one day, when I was at dinner, I received a visit from a girl of
from twenty to twenty-four years, simply but elegantly dressed; her
features were sweet and gracious, though somewhat grave, her
complexion pale, and her hair black.  She gave me a bow which I had
to rise to return, and as I remained standing she politely begged me
not to put myself out, but to continue my dinner.  I begged her to be
seated and to take dessert, but she refused with an air of modesty
which delighted me.

This fair lady said, not in French, but in Italian worthy of a
Sinnese, its purity was so perfect, that she hoped I would let her
have a room on the third floor, and that she would gladly submit to
all my conditions.

"You may only make use of one room if you like, but all the floor
will belong to you."

"Although the notice says the rooms will be let cheaply, I shall not
be able to afford more than one room.  Two shillings a week is all I
can spend."

"That's exactly what I want for the whole suite of rooms; so you see
you can use them all.  My maid will wait on you, get you whatever
food you may require, and wash your linen as well.  You can also
employ her to do your commissions, so that you need not go out for
trifles."

"Then I will dismiss my maid," she said; "she robs me of little, it
is true, but still too much for my small means.  I will tell your
maid what food to buy for me every day, and she shall have six sots a
week for her pains."

"That will be ample.  I should advise you to apply to my cook's wife,
who will get your dinner and supper for you as cheaply as you could
buy it."

"I hardly think so, for I am ashamed to tell you how little I spend."

"Even if you only spend two sols a day, she will give you two sols'
worth.  All the same I advise you to be content with what you get
from the kitchen, without troubling about the price, for I usually
have provision made for four, though I dine alone, and the rest is
the cook's perquisite.  I merely advise you to the best of my
ability, and I hope you will not be offended at my interest in your
welfare."

"Really, sir, you are too generous."

"Wait a moment, and you will see how everything will be settled
comfortably."

I told Clairmont to order up the maid and the cook's wife, and I said
to the latter:

"For how much could you provide dinner and supper for this young lady
who is not rich, and only wants to eat to live?"

"I can do it very cheaply; for you usually eat alone, and have enough
for four."

"Very good; then I hope you will treat her very well for the sum she
gives you."

"I can only afford five sols a day."

"That will do nicely."

I gave orders that the bill should be taken down directly, and that
the young lady's room should be made comfortable.  When the maid and
the cook's wife had left the room, the young lady told me that she
should only go out on Sundays to hear mass at the Bavarian
ambassador's chapel, and once a month to a person who gave her three
guineas to support her.

"You can go out when you like," said I, "and without rendering an
account to anybody of your movements."

She begged me not to introduce anyone to her, and to tell the, porter
to deny her to anyone who might come to the door to make enquiries.
I promised that her wishes should be respected, and she went away
saying that she was going for her trunk.

I immediately ordered my household to treat her with the utmost
respect.  The old housekeeper told me that she had paid the first
week in advance, taking a receipt, and had gone, as she had come, in
a sedan-chair.  Then the worthy old woman made free to tell me to be
on my guard.

"Against what?  If I fall in love with her, so much the better; that
is just what I want.  What name did she give you?"

"Mistress Pauline.  She was quite pale when she came, and she went
away covered with blushes."

I was delighted to hear it.  I did not want a woman merely to satisfy
my natural desires, for such can be found easily enough; I wished for
some one whom I could love.  I expected beauty, both of the body and
the soul; and my love increased with the difficulties and obstacles I
saw before me.  As to failure, I confess I did not give it a moment's
thought, for there is not a woman in the world who can resist constant
and loving attentions, especially when her lover is ready to
make great sacrifices.

When I got back from the theatre in the evening the maid told me that
the lady had chosen a modest closet at the back, which was only
suitable for a servant.  She had had a moderate supper, only drinking
water, and had begged the cook's wife only to send her up soup and
one dish, to which the woman had replied that she must take what was
served, and what she did not eat would do for the servant.

"When she finished she shut herself up to write, and wished me good
evening with much politeness."

"What is she going to take in the morning?"

"I asked her, and she said she would only take a little bread."

"Then you had better tell her that it is the custom of the house for
the cook to serve everybody with coffee, chocolate, or tea, according
to taste, in the morning, and that I shall be pained if she refuses
to fare like the rest of us.  But don't tell her I said so.  Here's a
crown for you, and you shall have one every week if you will wait
upon and care for her properly."

Before going to bed I wrote her a polite note, begging her to leave
the closet.  She did so, but she went into another back room, and
consented to take coffee for her breakfast.  Wishing to make her dine
and sup with me, I was dressing myself, and preparing to proffer my
request in such a way as to make a refusal impossible, when young
Cornelis was announced.  I received him smilingly, and thanked him
for the first visit he had paid me in the course of six weeks.

"Mamma hasn't allowed me to come.  I have tried to do so a score of
times without her leave.  Read this letter, and you will find
something which will surprise you."

I opened the letter and read as follows:

"Yesterday a bailiff waited for my door to be opened and slipped in
and arrested me.  I was obliged to go with him, and I am now in the
sponging-house, and if I can't get bail by to-day he will take me to
Kings Bench Prison.  The bail I require is to the amount of two
hundred pounds, to pay a bill which has fallen due.  Dear friend,
come and succour me or else my other creditors will get wind of my
imprisonment and I shall be ruined.  You surely will not allow that
to happen, if not for my sake at least for the sake of my innocent
children.  You cannot bail me yourself, but you can easily get a
householder to do so.  If you have the time come and call on me, and
I will shew you that I could not help doing the bill, otherwise I
could not have given my last ball, as the whole of my plate and china
was pledged."

I felt angry with the impudent woman who had hitherto paid me so
little attention, and I wrote that I could only pity her, and that I
had no time to go and see her, and that I should be ashamed to ask
anyone to bail her out.

When young Cornelis had gone away in a melancholy mood, I told
Clairmont to ask Pauline if she would allow me to bid her a good day.
She sent word that I was at liberty to do so, and on going upstairs
to her room I found her sitting at a table on which were several
books.

Some linen on a chest of drawers did not give me the idea that she
was very poor.

"I am immensely obliged," said she, "for all your goodness to me."

"Say nothing of that, madam; it is I who have need of your goodness."

"What can I do to shew my gratitude?"

"Could you trouble yourself to take your meals with me?  When I am
alone I eat like an ogre, and my health suffers.  If you do not feel
inclined to grant me that favour, do not hesitate to refuse, and I
assure you you shall fare just as well as if you had acceded to my
request."

"I shall be delighted to dine and sup with you; sir, whenever you are
alone and you like to send for me.  Nevertheless, I am not sure that
my society will amuse you."

"Very good, I am grateful to you, and I promise you you shall never
repent of your kindness.  I will do my best to amuse you, and I hope
I shall succeed, for you have inspired me with the liveliest
interest.  We will dine at one to-day."

I did not sit down or look at her books, or even ask her if she had
spent a good night.  The only thing I noted was that she had looked
pale and careworn when I came in, and when I went out her cheeks were
the colour of the rose.

I went for a walk in the park, feeling quite taken with this charming
woman, and resolved to make her love me, for I did not want to owe
anything to gratitude.  I felt curious to know where she came from,
and suspected she was an Italian; but I determined to ask her no
questions for fear of offending her.

When I got home Pauline came down of her own free will, and I was
delighted with this, which I took for a good omen.  As we had half an
hour before us, I asked her how she found her health.

"Nature," she replied, "has favoured me with such a good constitution
that I have never had the least sickness in my life, except on the
sea."

"You have made a voyage, then."

"I must have done so to come to England."

"You might be an Englishwoman."

"Yes, for the English language has been familiar to me from my
childhood."

We were seated on a sofa, and on the table in front of us was a
chess-board.  Pauline toyed with the pawns, and I asked her if she
could play chess.

"Yes, and pretty well too from what they tell me."

"Then we will have a game together; my blunders will amuse you."

We began, and in four moves I was checkmated.  She laughed, and I
admired her play.  We began again, and I was checkmated in five
moves.  My agreeable guest laughed heartily, and while she laughed I
became intoxicated with love, watching the play of her features, her
exquisite teeth, and her happy expression.  We began another game,
Pauline played carelessly, and I placed her in a difficult position.

"I think you may conquer me," said she.

"What happiness for me!"

The servant came in to tell us that dinner was ready.

"Interruptions are often extremely inconvenient," said I, as I
offered her my arm, feeling quite sure that she had not lost the
significance of my last words, for women find a meaning for
everything.

We were just sitting down to table when Clairmont announced my
daughter and Madame Rancour.

"Tell them that I am at dinner, and that I shall not be disengaged
till three o'clock."

Just as my man was leaving the room to carry back my answer, Sophie
rushed in and knelt before me, choking with sobs.

This was too much for me, and raising her I took her on my knees,
saying I knew what she had come for, and that for love of her I would
do it.

Passing from grief to joy the dear child kissed me, calling me her
father, and at last made me weep myself.

"Dine with us, dear Sophie," said I, "I shall be the more likely to
do what you wish."

She ran from my arms to embrace Pauline, who was weeping out of
sympathy, and we all dined happily together.  Sophie begged me to
give Madame Rancour some dinner.

"It shall be so if you please, but only for your sake, for that woman
Rancour deserves that I should leave her standing at the door to
punish her for her impertinence to me when I came to London."

The child amused us in an astonishing way all dinnertime, Pauline
keeping her ears open and not saying a word, so surprised was she to
hear a child of her age talk in a way that would have excited
attention in a woman of twenty.  Although perfectly respectful she
condemned her mother's conduct, and said that she was unfortunate in
being obliged to give her a blind obedience.

"I would wager that you don't love her much."

"I respect, but I cannot love her, for I am always afraid.  I never
see her without fearing her."

"Why do you weep, then, at her fate?"

"I pity her, and her family still more, and the expressions she used
in sending me to you were very affecting."

"What were these expressions?"

"'Go,' said she, 'kneel before him, for you and you alone can soften
his heart.'"

"Then you knelt before me because your mother told you to do so."

"Yes, for if I had followed my own inclination I should have rushed
to your arms."

"You answer well.  But are you sure of persuading me?"

"No, for one can never be sure of anything; but I have good hopes of
success, remembering what you told me at the Hague.  My mother told
me that I was only three then, but I know I was five.  She it was who
told me not to look at you when I spoke to you, but fortunately you
made her remove her prohibition.  Everybody says that you are my
father, and at the Hague she told me so herself; but here she is
always dinning it into my ears that I am the daughter of M. de
Monpernis."

"But, Sophie dear, your mother does wrong in making you a bastard
when you are the legitimate daughter of the dancer Pompeati, who
killed himself at Vienna."

"Then I am not your daughter?"

"Clearly, for you cannot have two fathers, can you?"

"But how is it that I am your image?"

"It's a mere chance."

"You deprive me of a dream which has made me happy."

Pauline said nothing, but covered her with kisses, which Sophie
returned effusively.  She asked me if the lady was my wife, and on my
replying in the affirmative she called Pauline her "dear mamma,"
which made "dear mamma" laugh merrily.

When the dessert was served I drew four fifty-pound notes out of my
pocket-book, and giving them to Sophie told her that she might hand
them over to her mother if she liked, but that the present was for
her and not for her mother.

"If you give her the money," I said, "she will be able to sleep to-
night in the fine house where she gave me such a poor reception."

"It makes me unhappy to think of it, but you must forgive her."

"Yes, Sophie; but out of love for you."

"Write to her to the effect that it is to me you give the money, not
to her; I dare not tell her so myself."

"I could not do that, my dear; it would be insulting her in her
affliction.  Do you understand that?"

"Yes, quite well."

"You may tell her that whenever she sends you to dine or sup with me,
she will please me very much."

"But you can write that down without wounding her, can you not?  Do
so, I entreat you.  Dear mamma," said she, addressing Pauline, "ask
papa to do so, and then I will come and dine with you sometimes."

Pauline laughed with all her heart as she addressed me as husband,
and begged me to write the desired epistle.  The effect on the mother
could only let her know how much I loved her daughter, and would
consequently increase her love for her child.  I gave in, saying that
I could not refuse anything to the adorable woman who had honoured me
with the name of husband.  Sophie kissed us, and went away in a happy
mood.

"It's a long time since I have laughed so much," said Pauline, "and I
don't think I have ever had such an agreeable meal.  That child is a
perfect treasure.  She is unhappy, poor little girl, but she would
not be so if I were her mother."

I then told her of the true relationship between Sophie and myself,
and the reasons I had for despising her mother.

"I wonder what she will say when Sophie tells her that she found you
at table with your wife."

"She won't believe it, as she knows my horror for the sacrament of
matrimony."

"How is that?"

"I hate it because it is the grave of love."

"Not always."

As she said this Pauline sighed, and lowering her eyes changed the
conversation.  She asked me how long I intended to stay in London and
when I had replied, "Nine or ten months," I felt myself entitled to
ask her the same question.

"I really can't say," she answered, "my return to my country depends
on my getting a letter."

"May I ask you what country you come from?"

"I see I shall soon have no secrets from you, but let me have a
little time.  I have only made your acquaintance to-day, and in a
manner which makes me have a very high opinion of you."

"I shall try my best to deserve the good opinions you have conceived
of my character."

"You have shewn yourself to me in a thoroughly estimable light."

"Give me your esteem, I desire it earnestly, but don't say anything
of respect, for that seems to shut out friendship; I aspire to yours,
and I warn you that I shall do my best to gain it."

"I have no doubt you are very clever in that way, but you are
generous too, and I hope you will spare me.  If the friendship
between us became too ardent, a parting would be dreadful, and we may
be parted at any moment, indeed I ought to be looking forward to it."

Our dialogue was getting rather sentimental, and with that ease which
is only acquired in the best society, Pauline turned it to other
topics, and soon asked me to allow her to go upstairs.  I would have
gladly spent the whole day with her, for I have never met a woman
whose manners were so distinguished and at the same time so pleasant.

When she left me I felt a sort of void, and went to see Madame
Binetti, who asked me for news of Pembroke.  She was in a rage with
him.

"He is a detestable fellow," said she; "he would like to have a fresh
wife every day!  What do you think of such conduct?"

"I envy him his happiness."

"He enjoys it because all women are such fools.  He caught me through
meeting me at your house; he would never have done so otherwise.
What are you laughing at?"

"Because if he has caught you, you have also caught him; you are
therefore quits."

"You don't know what you are talking about."

I came home at eight o'clock, and as soon as Fanny had told Pauline
that I had returned she came downstairs.  I fancied she was trying to
captivate me by her attentions, and as the prospect was quite
agreeable to me I thought we should come to an understanding before
very long.

Supper was brought in and we stayed at table till midnight, talking
about trifles, but so pleasantly that the time passed away very
quickly.  When she left me she wished me good night, and said my
conversation had made her forget her sorrows.

Pembroke came next morning to ask me to give him breakfast, and
congratulated me on the disappearance of the bill from my window.

"I should very much like to see your boarder," said he.

"I daresay, my lord, but I can't gratify your curiosity just now, for
the lady likes to be alone, and only puts up with my company because
she can't help it."

He did not insist, and to turn the conversation I told him that
Madame Binetti was furious with him for his inconstancy, which was a
testimony to his merits.  That made him laugh, and without giving me
any answer he asked me if I dined at home that day.

"No, my lord, not to-day."

"I understand.  Well, it's very natural; bring the affair to a happy
conclusion."

"I will do my best."

Martinelli had found two or three parodies of my notice in the
Advertiser, and came and read them to me.  I was much amused with
them; they were mostly indecent, for the liberty of the press is much
abused in London.  As for Martinelli he was too discreet and delicate
a man to ask me about my new boarder.  As it was Sunday, I begged him
to take me to mass at the Bavarian ambassador's chapel; and here I
must confess that I was not moved by any feelings of devotion, but by
the hope of seeing Pauline.  I had my trouble for nothing, for, as I
heard afterwards, she sat in a dark corner where no one could see
her.  The chapel was full, and Martinelli pointed out several lords
and ladies who were Catholics, and did not conceal their religion.

When I got home I received a note from Madame Cornelis, saying that
as it was Sunday and she could go out freely, she hoped I would let
her come to dinner.  I shewed the letter to Pauline, not knowing
whether she would object to dining with her, and she said she would
be happy to do so, provided there were no men.  I wrote in answer to
Madame Cornelis that I should be glad to see her and her charming
daughter at dinner.  She came, and Sophie did not leave my side for a
moment.  Madame Cornelis, who was constrained in Pauline's presence,
took me aside to express her gratitude and to communicate to me some
chimerical schemes of hers which were soon to make her rich.

Sophie was the life and soul of the party, but as I happened to tell
her mother that Pauline was a lady who was lodging in my house, she
said,

"Then she is not your wife?"

"No; such happiness is not for me.  It was a joke of mine, and the
lady amused herself at the expense of your credulity."

"Well, I should like to sleep with her."

"Really?  When?"

"Whenever mamma will let me."

"We must first ascertain," said the mother, "what the lady thinks of
the arrangement."

"She needn't fear a refusal," said Pauline, giving the child a kiss.

"Then you shall have her with pleasure, madam.  I will get her
governess to fetch her away to-morrow."

"At three o'clock," said I, "for she must dine with us."

Sophie, taking her mother's silence for consent, went up to her and
kissed her, but these attentions were but coldly received.  She
unfortunately did not know how to inspire love.

After Madame Cornelis had gone, I asked Pauline if she would like to
take a walk with Sophie and myself in the suburbs, where nobody would
know her.

"In prudence," said she, "I cannot go out unless I am alone."

"Then shall we stay here?"

"We could not do better."

Pauline and Sophie sang Italian, French, and English duets, and the
concert of their voices seemed to me ravishing.  We supped gaily, and
at midnight I escorted them to the third floor, telling Sophie that I
would come and breakfast with her in the morning, but that I should
expect to find her in bed.  I wanted to see if her body was as
beautiful as her face.  I would gladly have asked Pauline to grant me
the same favour, but I did not think things had advanced far enough
for that.  In the morning I found Pauline up and dressed.

When Sophie saw me she laughed and hid her head under the sheets, but
as soon as she felt me near her she soon let me see her pretty little
face, which I covered with kisses.

When she had got up we breakfasted together, and the time went by as
pleasantly as possible till Madame Rancour came for her little
charge, who went away with a sad heart.  Thus I was left alone with
my Pauline who began to inspire me with such ardent desires that I
dreaded an explosion every moment.  And yet I had not so much as
kissed her hand.

When Sophie had gone I made her sit beside me, and taking her hand I
kissed it rapturously, saying,

"Are you married, Pauline?"

"Yes."

"Do you know what it is to be a mother?"

"No, but I can partly imagine what happiness it must be."

"Are you separated from your husband?"

"Yes, by circumstances and against our will.  We were separated
before we had cohabited together."

"Is he at London?"

"No, he is far away, but please don't say anything more about it."

"Only tell me whether my loss will be his gain."

"Yes, and I promise not to leave you till I have to leave England--
that is, unless you dismiss me--and I shall leave this happy island
to be happy with the husband of my choice."

"But I, dear Pauline, will be left unhappy, for I love you with all
my heart, and am afraid to give you any proof of my love."

"Be generous and spare me, for I am not my own mistress, and have no
right to give myself to you; and perhaps, if you were so ungenerous
as to attack me, I should not have the strength to resist."

"I will obey, but I shall still languish.  I cannot be unhappy unless
I forfeit your favour."

"I have duties to perform, my dear friend, and I cannot neglect them
without becoming contemptible in my own eyes and yours too."

"I should deem myself the most miserable of men if I despised a woman
for making me happy."

"Well, I like you too well to think you capable of such conduct, but
let us be moderate, for we may have to part to-morrow.  You must
confess that if we yielded to desire, this parting would be all the
more bitter.  If you are of another opinion, that only shews that
your ideas of love and mine are different."

"Then tell me of what sort of love is that with which I am happy
enough to have inspired you?"

"It is of such a kind that enjoyment would only increase it, and yet
enjoyment seems to me a mere accident."

"Then what is its essence?"

"To live together in perfect unity."

"That's a blessing we can enjoy from morning to eve, but why should
we not add the harmless accident which would take so short a time,
and give us such peace and tranquillity.  You must confess, Pauline,
that the essence cannot exist long without the accident."

"Yes, but you in your turn, you will agree that the food often proves
in time to be deadly."

"No, not when one loves truly, as I do.  Do you think that you will
not love me so well after having possessed me?"

"No, it's because I think quite otherwise, that I dread to make the
moment of parting so bitter."

"I see I must yield to your logic.  I should like to see the food on
which you feed your brain, otherwise your books.  Will you let me
come upstairs?"

"Certainly, but you will be caught."

"How?"

"Come and see."

We went to her room, and I found that all her books were Portuguese,
with the exception of Milton, in English, Ariosto, in Italian, and
Labruyere's "Characters," in French.

"Your selection gives me a high idea of your mental qualities," said
I, "but tell me, why do you give such a preference to Camoens and all
these Portuguese authors?"

"For a very good reason, I am Portuguese myself."

"You Portuguese?  I thought you were Italian.  And so you already
know five languages, for you doubtless know Spanish."

"Yes, although Spanish is not absolutely necessary."

"What an education you have had!"

"I am twenty-two now, but I knew all these languages at eighteen."

"Tell me who you are, tell me all about yourself.  I am worthy of
your confidence."

"I think so too, and to give you a proof of my trust in you I am
going to tell you my history, for since you love me you can only wish
to do me good."

"What are all these manuscripts?"

"My history, which I have written down myself.  Let us sit down:"




CHAPTER IX

Pauline's Story--I Am Happy--Pauline Leaves Me

I am the only daughter of the unfortunate Count X----o, whom
Carvailho Oeiras killed in prison on suspicion of being concerned in
the attempt on the king's life, in which the Jesuits were supposed to
have had a hand.  I do not know whether my father was innocent or
guilty, but I do know that the tyrannical minister did not dare to
have him tried, or to confiscate the estates, which remain in my
possession, though I can only enjoy them by returning to my native
land.

"My mother had me brought up in a convent where her sister was
abbess.  I had all kinds of masters, especially an Italian from
Leghorn, who in six years taught me all that he thought proper for me
to know.  He would answer any questions I chose to put him, save on
religious matters, but I must confess that his reserve made me all
the fonder of him, for in leaving me to reflect on certain subjects
by myself he did a great deal to form my judgment.

"I was eighteen when my grandfather removed ms from the convent,
although I protested that I would gladly stay there till I got
married.  I was fondly attached to my aunt, who did all in her power
after my mother's death to make me forget the double loss I had
sustained.  My leaving the convent altered the whole course of my
existence, and as it was not a voluntary action I have nothing to
repent of.

"My grandfather placed me with his sister-in-law, the Marchioness
X----o, who gave me up half her house.  I had a governess, a
companion, maids, pages, and footmen, all of whom, though in my
service, were under the orders of my governess, a well-born lady, who
was happily honest and trustworthy.

"A year after I had left the convent my grandfather came and told me
in the presence of my governess that Count Fl---- had asked my hand
for his son, who was coming from Madrid end would arrive that day.

"'What answer did you give him, dear grandfather?'

"'That the marriage would be acceptable to the whole of the nobility,
and also to the king and royal family.'

"'But are you quite sure that the young count will like me and that I
shall like the count?'

"'That, my dear daughter, is a matter of course, and there need be no
discussion on the subject.'

"'But it is a question in which I am strongly interested, and I
should like to consider it very carefully.  We shall see how matters
arrange themselves.'

"'You can see each other before deciding, but you must decide all the
same.'

"'I hope so, but let us not be too certain.  We shall see.'

"As soon as my grandfather had gone I told my governess that I had
made up my mind never to give my hand save where I had given my
heart, and that I should only marry a man whose character and tastes
I had carefully studied.  My governess gave me no answer, and on my
pressing her to give me her opinion, she replied that she thought her
best course would be to keep silence on such a delicate question.
This was as much as to tell me that she thought I was right; at least
I persuaded myself that it was so.

"The next day I went to the convent, and told the story to my aunt,
the abbess, who listened to me kindly and said it was to be hoped
that I should fall in love with him and he with me, but that even if
it were otherwise she was of opinion that the marriage would take
place, as she had reasons for believing that the scheme came from the
Princess of Brazil, who favoured Count Fl----.

"Though this information grieved me, I was still glad to hear it, and
my resolution never to marry save for love was all the more strongly
confirmed.

"In the course of a fortnight the count arrived, and my grandfather
presented him to me, several ladies being in the company.  Nothing
was said about marrying, but there was a deal of talk about the
strange lands and peoples the new arrival had seen.  I listened with
the greatest attention, not opening my mouth the whole time.  I had
very little knowledge of the world, so I could not make any
comparisons between my suitor and other men, but my conclusion was
that he could never hope to please any woman, and that he would
certainly never be mine.  He had an unpleasant sneering manner, joked
in bad taste, was stupid, and a devotee, or rather a fanatic.
Furthermore he was ugly and ill-shapen, and so great a fop that he
was not ashamed to relate the story of his conquests in France and
Italy.

"I went home hoping with all my heart that he had taken a dislike to
me, and a week which passed away without my hearing anything on the
subject confirmed me in this belief, but I was doomed to be
disappointed.  My great-aunt asked me to dinner, and when I went I
found the foolish young man and his father present, together with my
grandfather, who formally introduced him to me as my future husband,
and begged me to fix the wedding day.  I made up my mind that I would
rather die than marry him, and answered politely but coldly that I
would name the day when I had decided on marrying, but I should
require time to think it over.  The dinner went off silently, and I
only opened my mouth to utter monosyllables in reply to questions
which I could not avoid.  After the coffee had been served I left the
house, taking no notice of anyone besides my aunt and my grandfather.

"Some time elapsed; and I again began to hope that I had effectually
disgusted my suitor, but one morning my governess told me that Father
Freire was waiting to speak to me in the ante-chamber.  I ordered him
to be sent in.  He was the confessor of the Princess of Brazil, and
after some desultory conversation he said the princess had sent him
to congratulate me on my approaching marriage with Count Fl----.

"I did not evince any surprise, merely replying that I was sensible
of her highness's kindness, but that nothing had been decided so far,
as I was not thinking of getting married.

"The priest, who was a perfect courtier, smiled in a manner, half
kindly, half sardonic, and said that I was at that happy age when I
had no need to think of anything, as my kind friends and relations
did all my thinking for me.

"I only answered by an incredulous smile, which, for all his monastic
subtlety, struck him as the expression of a young girl's coyness.

"Foreseeing the persecution to which I should be subjected, I went
the next day to my aunt the abbess, who could not refuse me her
advice.  I began by stating my firm resolve to die rather than wed a
being I detested.

"The worthy nun replied that the count had been introduced to her,
and that to tell the truth she thought him insufferable; all the
same, she said she was afraid I should be made to marry him.

"These words were such a shock to me that I turned the conversation,
and spoke of other subjects for the remainder of my visit.  But when
I got back to my house I pursued an extraordinary course.  I shut
myself up in my closet and wrote a letter to the executioner of my
unhappy father, the pitiless Oeiras, telling him the whole story, and
imploring him to protect me and to speak to the king in my favour;
'for,' said I, 'as you have made me an orphan it is your duty before
God to care for me.' I begged him to shelter me from the anger of the
Princess of Brazil, and to leave me at liberty to dispose of my hand
according to my pleasure.

"Though I did not imagine Oeiras to be a humane man, yet I thought he
must have some sort of a heart; besides, by this extraordinary step
and the firmness of my language, I hoped to appeal to his pride and
to interest him in my favour.  I felt sure that he would do me
justice, if only to prove that he had not been unjust to my father.
I was right, as will be seen, and although I was but an inexperienced
girl my instinct served me well.

"Two days elapsed before I was waited on by a messenger from Oeiras,
who begged the honour of a private interview with me.  The messenger
told me that the minister wished me to reply to all who pressed me to
marry that I should not decide until I was assured that the princess
desired the match.  The minister begged me to excuse his not
answering my letter, but he had good reasons for not doing so.  The
messenger assured me that I could count on his master's support.

"His message delivered, the gentleman took leave with a profound bow,
and went back without waiting for an answer.  I must confess that the
young man's looks had made a great impression on me.  I cannot
describe my feelings, but they have exerted great influence on my
conduct, and will no doubt continue to do so for the rest of my life.

"This message put me quite at ease, for he would never have given me
the instructions he did without being perfectly sure that the
princess would not interfere any farther with my marriage; and so I
gave myself up entirely to the new sentiments which possessed my
heart.  Though strong, the flame would no doubt soon have died down
if it had not received fresh fuel every day, for when I saw the young
messenger a week later in church I scarcely recognized him.  From
that moment, however, I met him everywhere; out walking, in the
theatre, in the houses where I called, and especially when I was
getting in or out of my carriage he was ever beside me, ready to
offer his hand; and I got so used to his presence that when I missed
his face I felt a void at my heart that made me unhappy.

"Almost every day I saw the two Counts Fl---- at my great-aunt's, but
as there was no longer any engagement between us their presence
neither joyed me nor grieved me.  I had forgiven them but I was not
happy.  The image of the young messenger, of whom I knew nothing, was
ever before me, and I blushed at my thoughts though I would not ask
myself the reasons.

"Such was my state of mind, when one day I heard a voice, which was
unknown to me, in my maid's room.  I saw a quantity of lace on a
table and proceeded to examine it without paying any attention to a
girl who was standing near the table and curtsying to me.  I did not
like any of the lace, so the girl said that she would bring me some
more to choose from the next day, and as I raised my eyes I was
astonished to see that she had the face of the young man who was
always in my thoughts.  My only resource was to doubt their identity
and to make myself believe that I had been deceived by a mere chance
likeness.  I was reassured on second thoughts; the girl seemed to me
to be taller than the young man, whom I hesitated to believe capable
of such a piece of daring.  The girl gathered up her lace and went
her way without raising her eyes to mine, and this made me feel
suspicious again.

"'Do you know that girl?' I said, coldly, to my maid, and she replied
that she had never seen her before.  I went away without another
word, not knowing what to think.

"I thought it over and resolved to examine the girl when she came on
the following day, and to unmask her if my suspicions proved to be
well founded.  I told myself that she might be the young man's
sister, and that if it were otherwise it would be all the more easy
to cure myself of my passion.  A young girl who reasons on love falls
into love, especially if she have no one in whom to confide.

"The pretended lace-seller duly came the next day with a box of lace.
I told her to come into my room, and then speaking to her to force
her to raise her eyes I saw before me the being who exerted such a
powerful influence over me.  It was such a shock that I had no
strength to ask her any of the questions I had premeditated.
Besides, my maid was in the room, and the fear of exposing myself
operated, I think, almost as strongly as emotion.  I set about
choosing some pieces of lace in a mechanical way, and told my maid to
go and fetch my purse.  No sooner had she left the room than the
lace-seller fell at my feet and exclaimed passionately,

"'Give me life or death, madam, for I see you know who I am.'

"'Yes, I do know you, and I think you must have gone mad.'

"'Yes, that may be; but I am mad with love.  I adore you.'

"'Rise, for my maid will come back directly.'

"'She is in my secret.'

"'What!  you have dared '

"He got up, and the maid came in and gave him his money with the
utmost coolness.  He picked up his lace, made me a profound bow, and
departed.

"It would have been natural for me to speak to my maid, and still
more natural if I had dismissed her on the spot.  I had no courage to
do so, and my weakness will only astonish those rigorous moralists
who know nothing of a young girl's heart, and do not consider my
painful position, passionately in love and with no one but myself to
rely on.

"I did not follow at once the severe dictates of duty; afterwards it
was too late, and I easily consoled myself with the thought that I
could pretend not to be aware that the maid was in the secret.  I
determined to dissemble, hoping that I should never see the
adventurous lover again, and that thus all would be as if it had
never happened.

"This resolve was really the effect of anger, for a fortnight passed
by without my seeing the young man in the theatre, the public walks,
or in any of the public places he used to frequent, and I became sad
and dreamy, feeling all the time ashamed of my own wanton fancies.
I longed to know his name, which I could only learn from my maid, and
it was out of the question for me to ask Oeiras.  I hated my maid,
and I blushed when I saw her, imagining that she knew all.  I was
afraid that she would suspect my honour, and at another time I feared
lest she might think I did not love him; and this thought nearly
drove me mad.  As for the young adventurer I thought him more to be
pitied than to be blamed, for I did not believe that he knew I loved
him, and it seemed to me that the idea of my despising him was enough
vengeance for his audacity.  But my thoughts were different when my
vanity was stronger than love, for then despair avenged itself on
pride, and I fancied he would think no more of me, and perhaps had
already forgotten me.

"Such a state cannot last long, for if nothing comes to put an end to
the storm which tosses the soul to and fro, it ends at last by making
an effort of itself to sail into the calm waters of peace.

"One day I put on a lace kerchief I had bought from him, and asked my
maid,

"'What has become of the girl who sold me this kerchief?'

"I asked this question without premeditation; it was, as it were, an
inspiration from my 'good or my evil genius.

"As crafty as I was simple, the woman answered that to be sure he had
not dared to come again, fearing that I had found out his disguise.

"'Certainly,' I replied, 'I found it out directly, but I was
astonished to hear that you knew this lace-seller was a young man.'

"'I did not think I should offend you, madam, I know him well.'

"'Who is he?

"'Count d'Al----; you ought to know him, for he paid you a visit
about four months ago'

"'True, and it is possible that I did not know him, but why did you
tell a lie when I asked you, "Do you know that girl?"'

"'I lied to spare your feelings, madam, and I was afraid you would be
angry at the part I had taken:

"'You would have honoured me more by supposing the contrary.  When
you went out, and I told him he was mad, and that you would find him
on his knees when you returned, he told me you were in the secret.'

"'If it be a secret, but it seems to me a mere joke:

"'I wished to think so too, but nevertheless it seemed of such weight
to me, that I resolved to be silent that I might not be obliged to
send you away.'

"'My idea was that you would have been amused, but as you take it
seriously I am sorry that I have failed in my strict duty.'

"So weak is a woman in love that in this explanation which should
have shewn me the servant's fault in all its enormity I only saw a
full justification.  In fact she had given peace to my heart, but my
mind was still uneasy.  I knew that there was a young Count d'Al----
belonging to a noble family, but almost penniless.  All he had was
the minister's patronage, and the prospect of good State employments.
The notion that Heaven meant me to remedy the deficiencies in his
fortune made me fall into a sweet reverie, and at last I found myself
deciding that my maid who put it all down as a jest had more wit than
I.  I blamed myself for my scrupulous behaviour, which seemed no
better than prudery.  My love was stronger than I thought, and this
is my best excuse, besides I had no one to guide or counsel me.

"But after sunshine comes shadow.  My soul was like the ebb and tide
of the sea, now in the heights and now in the depths.  The resolve,
which the count seemed to have taken, to see me no more, either
shewed him to be a man of little enterprise or little love, and this
supposition humiliated me.  'If,' I said to myself, 'the count is
offended with me for calling him a madman, he can have no delicacy
and no discretion; he is unworthy of my love.'

"I was in this dreadful state of uncertainty when my maid took upon
herself to write to the count that he could come and see me under the
same diguise.  He followed her advice, and one fine morning the
crafty maid came into my chamber laughing, and told me that the lace-
seller was in the next room.  I was moved exceedingly, but
restraining myself I began to laugh also, though the affair was no
laughing matter for me.

"'Shall I shew her in?  said the maid.

"'Are you crazy?

"Shall I send her away?

"'No, I will go and speak to him myself.'

"This day was a memorable one.  My maid left the room now and again,
and we had plenty of time to disclose our feelings to one another.  I
frankly confessed that I loved him, but added that it were best that
I should forget him, as it was not likely that my relations would
consent to our marriage.  In his turn he told me that the minister
having resolved to send him to England, he would die of despair
unless he carried with him the hope of one day possessing me, for he
said he loved me too well to live without me.  He begged me to allow
him to come and see me under the same disguise, and though I could
not refuse him anything I said that we might be discovered.

"'It is enough for me,' he replied, tenderly, 'that you will incur no
danger, my visits will be set down to the account of your maid.'

"'But I am afraid for you,' I replied, 'your disguise is a crime in
itself; your reputation will suffer, and that will not tend to bring
the wish of your heart nearer.'

"In spite of my objections, my heart spoke in his favour, and he
pleaded so well and promised to be so discreet that at last I said I
would see him gladly whenever he liked to come.

"Count Al---- is twenty-two, and is shorter than I; he is small-
boned, and in his disguise as a lace-seller it was hard to recognize
him, even by his voice, which is very soft.  He imitated the gestures
and ways of women to perfection, and not a few women would be only
too glad to be like him.

"Thus for nearly three months the disguised count came to see me
three or four times a week, always in my maid's room, and mostly in
her presence.  But even if we had been perfectly alone his fear of my
displeasure was too great to allow him to take the slightest
liberties.  I think now that this mutual restraint added fuel to our
flames, for when we thought of the moment of parting it was with dumb
sadness and with no idea of taking the opportunity of rendering one
another happy.  We flattered ourselves that Heaven would work some
miracle in our favour, and that the day would never come wherein we
should be parted.

"But one morning the count came earlier than usual, and, bursting
into tears, told me that the minister had given him a letter for
M. de Saa, the Portuguese ambassador at London, and another letter
open for the captain of a ship which was shortly to sail for London.
In this letter the minister ordered the captain to embark Count
Al----, to take him to London, and to treat him with distinction.

"My poor lover was overwhelmed, he was nearly choked with sobs, and
his brain was all confusion.  For his sake, and taking pity on his
grief and my love, I conceived the plan of accompanying him as his
servant, or rather to avoid disguising my sex, as his wife.  When I
told him, he was at once stupefied and dazzled.  He was beyond
reasoning, and left everything in my hands.  We agreed to discuss the
matter at greater length on the following day, and parted.

"Foreseeing that it would be difficult for me to leave the house in
woman's dress, I resolved to disguise myself as a man.  But if I kept
to my man's dress I should be obliged to occupy the position of my
lover's valet, and have to undertake tasks beyond my strength.  This
thought made me resolve to impersonate the master myself, but
thinking that I should not care to see my lover degraded to the rank
of a servant, I determined that he should be my wife, supposing that
the captain of the ship did not know him by sight.

"'As soon as we get to England,' I thought, 'we will get married, and
can resume our several dresses.  This marriage will efface whatever
shame may be attached to our flight; they will say, perhaps, that the
count carried me off; but a girl is not carried off against her
will, and Oeiras surely will not persecute me for having made the
fortune of his favourite.  As to our means of subsistence, till I get
my rents, I can sell my diamonds, and they will realize an ample
sum.'

"The next day, when I told my lover of this strange plan, he made no
objections.  The only obstacle which he thought of was the
circumstance that the sea-captain might know him by sight, and this
would have been fatal; but as he did not think it likely we
determined to run the risk, and it was agreed that he should get me
the clothes for the new part I was to play.

"I saw my lover again after an interval of three days; it was
nightfall when he came.  He told me that the Admiralty had informed
him that the ship was riding at the mouth of the Tagus, and that the
captain would put out to sea as soon as he had delivered his
dispatches and had received fresh instructions.  Count Al was
consequently requested to be at a certain spot at midnight, and a
boat would be in waiting to take him on board.

"I had made up my mind, and this was enough for me; and after having
fixed the time and place of meeting, I shut myself up, pretending to
be unwell.  I put a few necessaries into a bag, not forgetting the
precious jewel-casket, and I dressed myself up as a man and left the
house by a stair only used by the servants.  Even the porter did not
see me as I made my escape.

"Fearing lest I should go astray the count was waiting for me at a
short distance, and I was pleasantly surprised when he took me by the
arm, saying, "Tis I."  From this careful action, simple though it
was, I saw that he had intelligence; he was afraid to catch hold of
me without making himself known.  We went to a house where he had his
trunk, and in half an hour his disguise was made.  When all was ready
a man came for our slight baggage, and we walked to the river where
the count was waiting for us.  It was eleven o'clock when we left
land, and thinking my jewels would be safer in his pocket than in my
bag, I gave them to him, and we anxiously awaited the arrival of the
captain.  He came aboard with his officers at midnight, and accosted
me politely, saying he had received orders to treat me with
distinction.  I thanked him cordially, and introduced my wife to him,
whom he greeted respectfully, saying he was delighted to have such a
charming passenger, who would doubtless give us a fortunate voyage.
He was too polite to be astonished that the minister had made no
mention of the count's wife in his letter.

"We got to the frigate in less than an hour; she was three leagues
from land, and as soon as we got on board the captain ordered the men
to set sail.  He took us to a room which was extremely comfortable,
considering it was only a cabin, and after doing the honours left us
to ourselves.

"When we were alone we thanked Heaven that everything had gone off so
well, and far from going to sleep we spent the night in discussing
the bold step we had taken, or rather, only just begun to take;
however, we hoped it would have as fortunate an ending as beginning.
When the day dawned our hearts were gladdened because Lisbon was no
longer in sight, and as we were in need of rest I laid down on a
seat, while the count got into a hammock, neither of us troubling to
undress.

"We were just falling asleep, when we began to feel the approach of
sea-sickness, and for three days we knew no peace.

"On the fourth day, scarcely being able to stand upright for
weakness, we began to be hungry, and had to exercise a careful
moderation, so as not to become seriously ill.  Happily for us the
captain had a store of good food, and our meals were delicate and
well-served.

"My lover, whose sickness has been more severe than mine, used this
as a pretext for not leaving his room.  The captain only came to see
us once; this must have been out of extreme politeness, for in
Portugal one may be jealous and yet not ridiculous.  As for me, I
stood upon the bridge nearly all day; the fresh air did me good, and
I amused myself by scanning the horizon with my telescope.

"The seventh day of the voyage my heart trembled as with a
presentiment of misfortune, when the sailors said that a vessel which
could be seen in the distance was a corvette which was due to sail a
day after us, but being a swift sailor would probably reach England
two or three days before us.

"Though the voyage from Lisbon to England is a long one we had a fair
wind all the way, and in fourteen days we dropped anchor at day-break
in the port of Plymouth.

"The officer sent ashore by the captain to ask leave to disembark
passengers came on board in the evening with several letters.  One
the captain read with peculiar attention, and then called me to one
side and said,

"'This letter comes from Count Oeiras, and enjoins me, on my life,
not to let any Portuguese young lady land, unless she be known to me.
I am to take her back to Lisbon after having executed my various
commissions.  There is neither wife nor maid on my frigate, except
the countess your wife.  If you can prove that she is really your
wife she may land with you;  otherwise, you see, I cannot disobey the
minister's orders.'

"'She is my wife,' I said, coolly; 'but as I could not foresee this
accident I have no papers to prove the fact.'

"'I am sorry to hear it, as in that case she must go back to Lisbon.
You may be sure I will treat her with all possible respect.'

"'But a wife may not be parted from her husband.'

"'Quite so, but I cannot disobey orders.  If you like you can return
to Lisbon in the corvette; you will be there before us.'

"'Why cannot I return in this frigate?

"'Because I have distinct orders to put you on land.  And now I come
to think of it, how was it that there was not a word about your wife
in the letter you gave me when we started?  If the lady is not the
person meant by the minister, you may be sure she will be sent back
to join you in London.'

"'You will allow me to go and speak to her?

"'Certainly, but in my presence.'

"My heart was broken; nevertheless, I had to put a good face on the
losing game I was playing.  I went to the count, and addressing him
as my dear wife communicated the order which was to part us.

"I was afraid he would betray himself, but he was strong-minded
enough to restrain his emotion, and only replied that we must needs
submit, and that we should see each other again in a couple of
months.

"As the captain stood beside us, I could only utter common-places.  I
warned him, however, that I should write to the abbess directly I got
to London, who was the first person he must go and see at Lisbon, as
she would have my address.  I took care not to ask for my jewel-case,
as the captain might have thought that my false wife was some rich
young lady whom I had seduced.

"We had to abandon ourselves to our destiny.  We embraced each other
and mingled our ears, and the captain wept, too, when he heard me
say,

"'Trust in all things to the worthy captain, and let us not fear at
all.'

"The count's trunk was lowered into the boat, and as I did not dare
to take my bag I found myself loaded with nothing but a man's
clothes, which would not have fitted me, even if I had intended to
keep up my disguise.

"When I came to the custom-house I saw my possessions.  There were
books, letters, linen, some suits of clothes, a sword and two pairs
of pistols, one pair of which I put in my pockets, and then I went to
an inn where the host said that if I wanted to travel to London the
next morning I should only have to pay for one horse.

"'Who are the people,' said I, 'who desire a companion?

"'You shall sup with them if you like,' said he.

"I accepted the offer, and found the party consisted of a minister of
religion and two ladies whose faces pleased me.  I was fortunate
enough to win their good graces, and early the next day we got to
London and alighted in the Strand at an inn where I only dined, going
out to seek a lodging appropriate to my means and the kind of life I
wished to lead.  Fifty Lisbon pieces and a ring of about the same
value was all that I possessed in the world.

"I took a room on the third floor, being attracted by the honest and
kindly expression of the landlady.  I could only trust in God and
confide my position to her.  I agreed to pay her ten shillings a
week, and begged her to get me some woman's clothes, for I was afraid
to go out in my man's dress any longer.

"The next day I was clothed like a poor girl who desires to escape
notice.  I spoke English well enough to seem a native of the country,
and I knew how I must behave if I wished to be let alone.  Although
the landlady was a worthy woman, her house was not exactly suitable
for me; my stay in England might be protracted, and if I came to
destitution I should be wretched indeed; so I resolved to leave the
house.  I received no visitors, but I could not prevent the
inquisitive from hovering round my door, and the more it became known
that I saw no one, the more their curiosity increased.  The house was
not quiet enough.  It was near the Exchange, and the neighborhood
swarmed with young men who came to dine on the first floor of the
house, and did their best to cure me of my sadness, as they called
it, though I had not shewn any signs of wishing to be cured.

"I made up my mind not to spend more than a guinea a week, and
resolved to sell my ring if I could have the money paid to me at
intervals.  An old jeweler who lodged next door, and for whose
honesty my landlady answered, told me it was worth a hundred and
fifty guineas, and asked me to let him have it if I had no better
offer.  I had not thought it to be so valuable, and I sold it to him
on condition that he would pay me four guineas a month, and that I
should be at liberty to buy it back if I could do so before all the
payments had been made.

"I wanted to keep my ready money, which I still have by me, so as to
be able to go back to Lisbon by land when I can do so in safety, for
I could not face the horrors of a sea voyage a second time.

"I told my case to my worthy landlady who still befriends me, and she
helped me to get another lodging, but I had to procure a servant to
fetch me my food; I could not summon up courage to have my meals in a
coffee-house.  However, all my servants turned out ill; they robbed
me continually, and levied a tax on all their purchases.

"The temperance I observed--for I almost lived on bread and water--
made me get thinner every day, still I saw no way of mending my
existence till chance made me see your singular announcement.  I
laughed at it; and then drawn by some irresistible power, or perhaps
by the curiosity that falls to the lot of most of us women,
I could not resist going in and speaking to you.  Instinct thus
pointed out the way to improve my lot without increasing my
expenditure.

"When I got back I found a copy of the Advertiser on my landlady's
table; it contained some editorial fun on the notice I had just read.
The writer said that the master of the house was an Italian, and had
therefore nothing to fear from feminine violence.  On my side I
determined to hazard everything, but I feel I have been too hasty,
and that there are certain attacks which it is pleasant not to
resist.  I was brought up by an Italian, a clever and good man, and I
have always had a great respect for your fellow-countrymen."

My fair Portuguese had finished her story, and I observed,--

"Really, your history has amused me very much; it has all the air of
a romance."

"Quite so," said she; "but it is a strictly historical romance.  But
the most amusing thing to me is that you have listened to it without
weariness."

"That is your modesty, madam; not only, has your tale interested me,
but now that I know you are a Portuguese I am at peace with the
nation."

"Were you at war with us, then?"

"I have never forgiven you for letting your Portuguese Virgil die
miserably two hundred years ago."

"You mean Camoens.  But the Greeks treated Homer in the same way."

"Yes, but the faults of others are no excuse for our own."

"You are right; but how can you like Camoens so much if you do not
know Portuguese?"

"I have read a translation in Latin hexameters so well done that I
fancied I was reading Virgil."

"Is that truly so?"

"I would never lie to you."

"Then I make a vow to learn Latin."

"That is worthy of you, but it is of me that you must learn the
language.  I will go to Portugal and live and die there, if you will
give me your heart.'

"My heart!  I have only one, and that is given already.  Since I have
known you I have despised myself, for I am afraid I have an
inconstant nature."

"It will be enough for me if you will love me as your father,
provided I may sometimes take my daughter to my arms.  But go on with
your story, the chief part is yet untold.  What became of your lover,
and what did your relations do when they found out your flight?"

"Three days after I arrived in this vast city I wrote to the abbess,
my aunt, and told her the whole story, begging her to protect my
lover, and to confirm me in my resolution never to return to Lisbon
till I could do so in security, and have no obstacles placed in the
way of my marriage.  I also begged her to write and inform me of all
that happened, addressing her letters to 'Miss Pauline,' under cover
of my landlady.

"I sent my letter by Paris and Madrid, and I had to wait three months
before I got an answer.  My aunt told me that the frigate had only
returned a short time, and that the captain immediately on his
arrival wrote to the minister informing him that the only lady who
was in his ship when he sailed was still on board, for he had brought
her back with him, despite the opposition of Count Al-----, who
declared she was his wife.  The captain ended by asking his
excellency for further orders with respect to the lady aforesaid.

"Oeiras, feeling sure that the lady was myself, told the captain to
take her to the convent of which my aunt was abbess, with a letter he
had written.  In this letter he told my aunt that he sent her her
niece, and begged her to keep the girl securely till further orders.
My aunt was extremely surprised, but she would have been still more
surprised if she had not got my letter a few days before.  She
thanked the captain for his care, and took the false niece to a room
and locked her up.  She then wrote to Oeiras, telling him that she
had received into her convent a person supposed to be his niece, but
as this person was really a man in woman's dress she begged his
excellency to remove him as soon as possible.

"When the abbess had written this curious letter she paid a visit to
the count, who fell on his knees before her.  My good aunt raised
him, and shewed him my letter.  She said that she had been obliged to
write to the minister, and that she had no doubt he would be removed
from the convent in the course of a few hours.  The count burst into
tears, and begging the abbess to protect us both gave her my jewel-
casket, which the worthy woman received with great pleasure.  She
left him, promising to write to me of all that happened.

"The minister was at one of his country estates, and did not receive
the abbess's letter till the next day, but hastened to reply in
person.  My aunt easily convinced his excellency of the need for
keeping the matter secret, for a man had been sent into the convent,
which would be to her dishonour.  She shewed the proud minister the
letter she had had from me, and told him how the honest young man had
given her my jewel-casket.  He thanked her for her open dealing, and
begged her pardon with a smile for sending a fine young man to her
nunnery.

"'The secret,' said he, 'is of the greatest importance; we must see
that it goes no farther.  I will relieve you of your false niece, and
take her away in my carriage.'

"My aunt took him at his word and brought out the young recluse, who
drove away with the minister.  The abbess tells me that from that day
she has heard nothing about him, but that all Lisbon is talking over
the affair, but in a wholly distorted manner.  They say that the
minister first of all put me under the care of my aunt, but soon
after took me away, and has kept me in some secret place ever since.
Count Al---- is supposed to be in London, and I in the minister's
power, and probably we are supposed to have entered into a tender
relationship.  No doubt his excellency is perfectly well informed of
my doings here, for he knows my address and has spies everywhere.

"On the advice of my aunt I wrote to Oeiras a couple of months ago,
telling him that I am ready to return to Lisbon, if I may marry Count
Al---- and live in perfect liberty.  Otherwise, I declared, I would
stay in London, where the laws guaranteed my freedom.  I am waiting
for his answer every day, and I expect it will be a favourable one,
for no one can deprive me of my estates, and Oeiras will probably be
only too glad to protect me to lessen the odium which attaches to his
name as the murderer of my father."

Pauline made no mystery of the names of the characters, but she may
be still alive, and I respect her too well to run the risk of
wounding her, though these Memoirs will not see the light of day
during my lifetime.  It is sufficient to say that the story is known
to all the inhabitants of Lisbon, and that the persons who figure in
it are public characters in Portugal.

I lived with dear Pauline in perfect harmony, feeling my love for her
increase daily, and daily inspiring her with tenderer feelings
towards myself.  But as my love increased in strength, I grew thin
and feeble; I could not sleep nor eat.  I should have languished away
if I had not succeeded in gratifying my passion.  On the other hand,
Pauline grew plumper and prettier every day.

"If my sufferings serve to increase your charms," said I, "you ought
not to let me die, for a dead man has no suffering."

"Do you think that your sufferings are due to your love for me?"

"Certainly."

"There may be something in it, but, believe me, the tender passion
does not destroy the appetite nor take away the power of sleep.  Your
indisposition is undoubtedly due to the sedentary life you have been
leading of late.  If you love me, give me a proof of it; go out for a
ride."

"I cannot refuse you anything, dearest Pauline, but what then?"

"Then you shall find me grateful to you, you will have a good
appetite, and will sleep well."

"A horse, a horse!  Quick!  My boots!"  I kissed her hand--for I had
not got any farther than that--and began to ride towards Kingston.
I did not care for the motion of trotting, so I put my horse at a
gallop, when all of a sudden he stumbled, and in an instant I was
lying on the ground in front of the Duke of Kingston's house.  Miss
Chudleigh happened to be at the window, and seeing me thrown to the
ground uttered a shriek.  I raised my head and she recognized me, and
hastened to send some of her people to help me.  As soon as I was on
my feet I wanted to go and thank her, but I could not stir, and a
valet who knew something of surgery examined me, and declared that I
had put out my collar-bone and would require a week's rest.

The young lady told me that if I liked to stay in her house the
greatest care should be taken of me.  I thanked her warmly, but
begged her to have me taken home, as I should not like to give her so
much trouble.  She immediately gave the necessary orders, and I was
driven home in a comfortable carriage.  The servants in charge would
not acept any money, and I saw in the incident a proof of that
hospitality for which the English are famed, although they are at the
same time profoundly egotistic.

When I got home I went to bed, and sent for a surgeon, who laughed
when I told him that I had put out a bone.

"I'll wager it is nothing more than a sprain.  I only wish it was put
out that I might have some chance of shewing my skill."

"I am delighted," I said, "not to be in a position to call for that
amount of talent, but I shall have a high opinion of you if you set
me up in a short time."

I did not see Pauline, much to my astonishment.  I was told she had
gone out in a sedan-chair, and I almost felt jealous.  In two hours
she came in looking quite frightened, the old house-keeper having
told her that I had broken my leg, and that the doctor had been with
me already.

"Unhappy wretch that I am!" she exclaimed as she came to my bedside,
"'tis I that have brought you to this."

With these words she turned pale and almost fell in a swoon beside
me.

"Divine being!" I cried, as I pressed her to my breast, "it is
nothing; only a sprain."

"What pain that foolish old woman has given me!

"God be praised that it is no worse!  Feel my heart."

"Oh, yes! I felt it with delight.  It was a happy fall for me."

Fastening my lips on hers, I felt with delight that our transports
were mutual, and I blessed the sprain that had brought me such bliss.

After these ectasies I felt that Pauline was laughing.

"What are you laughing at, sweetheart?"

"At the craft of love, which always triumphs at last."

"Where have you been?"

"I went to my old jeweler's to redeem my ring, that you might have a
souvenir of me; here it is."

"Pauline!  Pauline!  a little love would have been much more precious
to me than this beautiful ring."

"You shall have both.  Till the time of my departure, which will come
only too soon, we will live together like man and wife; and to-night
shall be our wedding night, and the bed the table for the feast."

"What sweet news you give me, Pauline!  I cannot believe it till my
happiness is actually accomplished."

"You may doubt, if you like; but let it be a slight doubt, or else
you will do me wrong.  I am tired of living with you as a lover and
only making you wretched, and the moment I saw you on horseback I
determined to belong to you.  Consequently I went to redeem the ring
directly you left, and I do not intend to leave you until I receive
the fatal message from Lisbon.  I have dreaded its arrival every day
for the last week."

"May the messenger that brings it be robbed on the way."

"No such luck, I am afraid."

As Pauline was standing, I asked her to come to my arms, for I longed
to give her some palpable signs of my love.

"No, dearest, one can love and yet be wise; the door is open."

She got down Ariosto and began to read to me the adventure of
Ricciardetto with Fiordespina, an episode which gives its beauty to
the twenty-ninth canto of that beautiful poem which I knew by heart.
She imagined that she was the princess, and I Ricciardetto.  She
liked to fancy,

     'Che il ciel L'abbia concesso,
     Bradamante cangiata in miglior sesso.'

When she came to the lines;

     'Le belle braccia al collo indi mi getta,
     E dolcemente stringe, a baccia in bocca:
     Tu puoi pensar se allora la saetta
     Dirizza Amor, se in mezzo al cor mi tocca.'

She wanted some explanations on the expression 'baccia in bocca', and
on the love which made Ricciardetto's arrow so stiff, and I, only too
ready to comment on the text, made her touch an arrow as stiff as
Ricciardetto's.  Of course, she was angry at that, but her wrath did
not last long.  She burst out laughing when she came to the lines,

     'Io il veggo, io il sento, e a pena vero parmi:
     Sento in maschio in femina matarsi.'

And then,

     'Cosi le dissi, e feci ch'ella stessa
     Trovo con man la veritade expressa.

She expressed her, wonder that this poem abounding in obscenities had
not been put on the "Index" at Rome.

"What you call obscenity is mere license, and there is plenty of that
at Rome."

"That's a joke which should bring the censures of the Church upon
you.  But what do you call obscenities, if Ariosto is not obscene?"

"Obscenity disgusts, and never gives pleasure."

"Your logic is all your own, but situated as I am I cannot reargue
your proposition.  I am amused at Ariosto's choosing a Spanish woman
above all others to conceive that strange passion for Bradamante."

"The heat of the Spanish climate made him conclude that the Spanish
temperament was also ardent, and consequently whimsical in its
tastes."

"Poets are a kind of madmen who allow themselves to give utterance to
all their fancies."

The reading was continued, and I thought my time had come when she
read the verses:

     Io senza scale in su la rooca salto,
     E to stendardo piantovi di botto,
     E la nemica mia mi caccio sotto**

**I scaled the rock without a ladder, I planted my standard suddenly,
and held my enemy beneath me.

I wanted to give her a practical illustration of the lines, but with
that sensibility so natural to women, and which they can use so well
as a goad to passion, she said,--

"Dearest, you might make yourself worse; let us wait till your sprain
is cured."

"Are we to wait till I am cured for the consummation of our
marriage?"

"I suppose so, for if I am not mistaken the thing can't be done
without a certain movement."

"You are wrong, dear Pauline, but it would make no difference to me
even if it were so.  You may be sure I would not put it off till to-
morrow, even if it cost me my leg.  Besides, you shall see that there
are ways and means of satisfying our passions without doing me any
harm.  Is that enough for you?"

"Well, well, as it is written that a wife should obey her husband,
you will find me docile."

"When?"

"After supper."

"Then we will have no supper.  We shall dine with all the better
appetite to-morrow.  Let us begin now."

"No, for the suspicions of the servants might be aroused.  Love has
its rules of decency like everything else."

"You talk as wisely as Cato, and I am obliged to confess that you are
right in all you say."

Supper was served as usual; it was delicate enough, but the thought
of approaching bliss had taken away our appetites, and we ate only
for form's sake.  At ten o'clock we were at liberty, and could
indulge our passion without any fear of being disturbed.

But this delightful woman, who had so plainly told me a few hours
before that when I was cured we would live together as man and wife,
was now ashamed to undress before me.  She could not make up her
mind, and told me so, laughing at herself.  From this circumstance I
gathered that the decency of the body is more tenacious in its grasp
than the purity of the soul.

"But, sweetheart," said I, "you dressed and undressed for a fortnight
before your betrothed."

"Yes, but he was always lying in his hammock with his back towards me
at night, and in the morning he never turned round and wished me good
day till he knew I was dressed."

"What, he never turned?"

"I never let him take any liberties."

"Such virtue is incomprehensible to me."

"You see the count was to be my husband, and I was to be his wife,
and in such cases a young woman is careful.  Besides, I believe that
if one will but refrain from taking the first step, continence is
easy.  Then the count was naturally timid, and would never have taken
any liberties without my encouraging him, which I took care not to
do.  For this once, you will allow me to sleep with you in my
clothes."

"Certainly, if you wish me to be dressed also, otherwise it would be
unbearable for both of us."

"You are very cruel."

"But, dearest, are you not ashamed of these foolish scruples?"

"Well, well, put out the candles, and in a minute I will be beside
you."

"Very good; though the want of light will deprive me of a great
pleasure.  Quick, out with them!"

My charming Portuguese did not reflect that the moon shone full into
the room, and that the muslin curtains would not prevent my seeing
her exquisite figure, which shewed to greater advantage in the
position she happened to take.  If Pauline had been a coquette I
should have considered her scruples as mere artifice calculated to
increase my ardour; but she had no need to use such stratagems.  At
last she was within my arms, and we clasped each other closely and in
silence that was only broken by the murmur of our kisses.  Soon our
union became closer, and her sighs and the ardour of her surrender
shewed me that her passion was more in need of relief than mine.  I
was sufficiently master of myself to remember that I must have a care
for her honour, greatly to her astonishment, for she confessed she
had never thought of such a thing, and had given herself up freely,
resolved to brave the consequences which she believed to be
inevitable.  I explained the mystery and made her happy.

Till this moment love alone had swayed me, but now that the bloody
sacrifice was over I felt full of respect and gratitude.  I told her
effusively that I knew how great was my happiness, and that I was
ready to sacrifice my life to her to prove my love.

The thought that our embraces would have no dangerous result had put
Pauline at her ease, and she have reins to her ardent temperament,
while I did valiant service, till at last we were exhausted and the
last sacrifice was not entirely consummated.  We abandoned ourselves
to a profound and peaceful sleep.  I was the first to awake; the sun
was shining in through the window, and I gazed on Pauline.  As I
looked at this woman, the first beauty in Portugal, the only child of
an illustrious family, who had given herself to me all for love, and
whom I should possess for so short a time, I could not restrain a
profound sigh.

Pauline awoke, and her gaze, as bright as the rising sun in
springtime, fixed itself on me truthfully and lovingly.

"What are you thinking of, dearest?"

"I am trying to convince myself that my happiness is not a dream, and
if it be real I want it to last for ever.  I am the happy mortal to
whom you have given up your great treasure, of which I am unworthy,
though I love you tenderly."

"Sweetheart, you are worthy of all my devotion and affection, if you
have not ceased to respect me."

"Can you doubt it, Pauline?"

"No, dearest, I think you love me, and that I shall never repent
having trusted in you."

The sweet sacrifice was offered again, and Pauline rose and laughed
to find that she was no longer ashamed of her nakedness before me.
Then, passing from jest to earnest, she said,--

"If the loss of shame is the result of knowledge, how was it that our
first parents were not ashamed till they had acquired knowledge?"

"I don't know, dearest, but tell me, did you ever ask your learned
Italian master that same question?"

"Yes, I did."

"What did he say?"

"That their shame arose not from their enjoyment, but from
disobedience; and that in covering the parts which had seduced them,
they discovered, as it were, the sin they had committed.  Whatever
may be said on the subject, I shall always think that Adam was much
more to blame than Eve."

"How is that?"

"Because Adam had received the prohibition from God, while Eve had
only received it from Adam."

"I thought that both of them received the prohibition directly from
God."

"You have not read Genesis, then."

"You are laughing at me."

"Then you have read it carelessly, because it is distinctly stated
that God made Eve after he had forbidden Adam to eat of the fruit."

"I wonder that point has not been remarked by our commentators; it
seems a very important one to me."

"They are a pack of knaves, all sworn enemies of women."

"No, no, they give proofs of quite another feeling only too often."

"We won't say anything more about it.  My teacher was an honest man."

"Was he a Jesuit?"

"Yes, but of the short robe."

"What do you mean?"

"We will discuss the question another time."

"Very good; I should like to have it proved to me that a man can be a
Jesuit and honest at the same time."

"There are exceptions to all rules."

My Pauline was a profound thinker, and strongly attached to her
religion.  I should never have discovered that she possessed this
merit if I had not slept with her. I have known several women of the
same stamp; if you wish to know the elevation of their souls, you
must begin by damning them.  When this is done, one enjoys their
confidence, for they have no secrets for the happy victor.  This is
the reason why the charming though feeble sex loves the brave and
despises the cowardly.  Sometimes they appear to love cowards, but
always for their physical beauty.  Women amuse themselves with such
fellows, but are the first to laugh if they get caned.

After the most delicious night I had ever passed, I resolved not to
leave my house till Pauline had to return to Portugal.  She did not
leave me for a moment, save to hear mass on Sundays.  I shut my door
to everybody, even to the doctor, for my sprain disappeared of
itself.  I did not fail to inform Miss Chudleigh of my rapid cure;
she had sent twice a day ever since the accident to learn how I was.

Pauline went to her room after our amorous conflict, and I did not
see her again till dinner-time; but when I did see her I thought her
an angel.  Her face had caught the hues of the lily and the rose, and
had an air of happiness I could not help admiring.

As we both wanted to have our portraits taken, I asked Martinelli to
send me the best miniature-painter in London.  He sent a Jew, who
succeeded admirably.  I had my miniature mounted in a ring and gave
it to Pauline; and this was the only present she would accept from
me, who would have thought myself all the richer if she had accepted
all I had.

We spent three weeks in a happy dream which no pen can describe.  I
was quite well again, and we tasted all the sweets of love together.
All day and all night we were together, our desires were satisfied
only to be renewed; we enjoyed the extremest bliss.  In a word, it is
difficult to form a just idea of the state of two individuals who
enjoy all the range of physical and mental pleasures together, whose
life is for the present without thought of the future; whose joys are
mutual and continual; such, nevertheless, was the position of myself
and my divine Pauline.

Every day I discovered in her some fresh perfection which made me
love her more; her nature was inexhaustible in its treasures, for her
mental qualities even surpassed her physical beauties, and an
excellent education had wonderfully increased the powers of her
intelligence.  With all the beauty and grace of a woman she had that
exalted character which is the lot of the best of men.  She began to
flatter herself that the fatal letter would never come, and the count
was little more than a dream of the past.  Sometimes she would say
that she could not understand how a pretty face could exercise such a
strong influence over us in spite of our reason.

"I have found out too late," she added, "that chance alone can make a
marriage, contracted for such physical reasons, happy."

The 1st of August was a fatal day for both of us.  Pauline received a
letter from Lisbon, which summoned her home without delay, and I had
a letter from Paris announcing the death of Madame d'Urfe.  Madame du
Rumain told me that on the evidence of her maid the doctors had
pronounced her death to be due to an overdose of the liquid she
called "The Panacea."  She added that a will had been found which
savoured of a lunatic asylum, for she had left all her wealth to the
son or daughter that should be born of her, declaring that she was
with child.  I was to be the governor of the infant; this vexed me
exceedingly, as I knew I should be the laughing-stock of Paris for a
week at least.  Her daughter, the Comtesse de Chatelet, had taken
possession of all her real estate and of her pocket-book, which
contained, to my surprise, four hundred thousand francs.  It was a
great shock for me, but the contents of the two letters Pauline had
received was a greater blow.  One was from her aunt, and the other
from Oeiras, who begged her to return to Lisbon as soon as possible,
and assured her that she should be put in possession of her property
on her arrival, and would be at liberty to marry Count Al---- in the
sight of all the world.  He sent her a cheque for twenty million
reis.  I was not aware of the small value of the coin, and was in an
ecstasy; but Pauline laughed, and said it only came to two thousand
pounds, which was a sufficient sum, however, to allow her to travel
in the style of a duchess.  The minister wanted her to come by sea,
and all she had to do was to communicate with the Portuguese
ambassador, who had orders to give her a passage on a Portuguese
frigate which happened to be riding in an English port.  Pauline
would not hear of the voyage, or of applying to the ambassador, for
she did not want anyone to think that she had been obliged to return.
She was angry with the minister for having sent her a cheque,
thinking that he must be aware that she had been in need, but I soon
brought her to see reason on this point, telling her that it was a
very thoughtful and delicate proceeding on the part of Oeiras, and
that he had merely lent-her the money, and not given it to her.

Pauline was rich, and she was a high-minded woman.  Her generosity
may be estimated by her giving me her ring when she was in want, and
she certainly never counted on my purse, though she may have felt
sure that I would not abandon her.  I am sure she believed me to be
very rich, and my conduct was certainly calculated to favour that
idea.

The day and even the night passed sadly.  The next day Pauline
addressed me as follows:

"We must part, dear friend, and try to forget one another, for my
honour obliges me to become the wife of the count as soon as I arrive
in Lisbon.  The first fancy of my heart, which you have almost
effaced, will regain all its old force when I see you no longer, and
I am sure I shall love my husband, for he is a goodhearted, honest,
and pleasant young man; that much I know from the few days we lived
together.

"Now I have a favour to ask of you, which I am sure you will grant.
Promise me never to come to Lisbon without my permission.  I hope you
will not seek to know my reasons; you would not, I am sure, come to
trouble my peace, for if I sinned I should be unhappy, and you would
not desire that for me.  I have dreamed we have lived together as man
and wife, and now we are parted I shall fancy myself a widow about to
undertake another marriage."

I burst into tears, and pressing her to my breast promised I would do
as she wished.

Pauline wrote to her aunt and Oeiras that she would be in Lisbon in
October, and that they should have further news of her when she
reached Spain.  She had plenty of money, and bought a carriage and
engaged a maid, and these arrangements took up her time during the
last week she spent with me.  I made her promise me to let Clairmont
accompany her as far as Madrid.  She was to send me back my faithful
servant when she reached the Spanish capital, but fate had decreed
that I should see his face no more.

The last few days were spent partly in sorrow and partly in delight.
We looked at each other without speaking, and spoke without knowing
what we said.  We forgot to eat, and went to bed hoping that love and
anguish would keep us awake, but our exhausted bodies fell into a
heavy sleep, and when we awoke we could only sigh and kiss again.

Pauline allowed me to escort her as far as Calais, and we started on
the 10th of August, only stopping at Dover to embark the carriage on
the packet, and four hours afterwards we disembarked at Calais, and
Pauline, considering her widowhood had begun, begged me to sleep in
another room.  She started on the 12th of August, preceded by my poor
Clairmont, and resolved only to travel by daytime.

The analogy between my parting with Pauline and my parting with
Henriette fifteen years before, was exceedingly striking; the two
women were of very similar character, and both were equally
beautiful, though their beauty was of a different kind.  Thus I fell
as madly in love with the second as with the first, both being
equally intelligent.  The fact that one had more talent and less
prejudices than the other must have been an effect of their different
educations.  Pauline had the fine pride of her nation, her mind was a
serious cast, and her religion was more an affair of the heart than
the understanding.  She was also a far more ardent mistress than
Henriette.  I was successful with both of them because I was rich; if
I had been a poor man I should never have known either of them.  I
have half forgotten them, as everything is forgotten in time, but
when I recall them to my memory I find that Henriette made the
profounder impression on me, no doubt because I was twenty-five when
I knew her, while I was thirty-seven in London.

The older I get the more I feel the destructive effects of old age;
and I regret bitterly that I could not discover the secret of
remaining young and happy for ever.  Vain regrets! we must finish as
we began, helpless and devoid of sense.

I went back to England the same day, and had a troublesome passage.
Nevertheless, I did not rest at Dover; and as soon as I got to London
I shut myself up with a truly English attack of the spleen, while I
thought of Pauline and strove to forget her.  Jarbe put me to bed,
and in the morning, when he came into my room, he made me shudder
with a speech at which I laughed afterwards.

"Sir," said he, "the old woman wants to know whether she is to put up
the notice again."

"The old hag!  Does she want me to choke her?"

"Good heavens-no, sir!  She is very fond of you, seeing you seemed so
sad, she thought .  .  .  ."

"Go and tell her never to think such things again, and as for you . .
.  .  ."

"I will do as you wish, sir."

"Then leave me."




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by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt






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MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
IN LONDON AND MOSCOW, Volume 5c--THE ENGLISH




THE ENGLISH




CHAPTER X

Eccentricity of the English--Castelbajac Count Schwerin--Sophie at
School--My Reception at the Betting Club--The Charpillon


I passed a night which seemed like a never-ending nightmare, and I
got up sad and savage, feeling as if I could kill a man on the
smallest provocation.  It seemed as if the house, which I had
hitherto thought so beautiful, was like a millstone about my neck.
I went out in my travelling clothes, and walked into a coffee-house,
where I saw a score of people reading the papers.

I sat down, and, not understanding English, passed my time in gazing
at the goers and comers.  I had been there some time when my
attention was attracted by the voice of a man speaking as follows in
French:

"Tommy has committed suicide, and he was wise, for he was in such a
state that he could only expect unhappiness for the rest of his
life."

"You are quite mistaken," said the other, with the greatest
composure.  "I was one of his creditors myself, and on making an
inventory of his effects I feel satisfied that he has done a very
foolish and a very childish thing; he might have lived on
comfortably, and not killed himself for fully six months."

At any other time this calculation would have made me laugh, and, as
it was, I felt as if the incident had done me good.

I left the coffee-house without having said a word or spent a penny,
and I went towards the Exchange to get some money.  Bosanquet gave me
what I wanted directly, and as I walked out with him I noticed a
curious-looking individual, whose name I asked.

"He's worth a hundred thousand," said the banker.

"And who is that other man over there?"

"He's not worth a ten-pound note."

"But I don't want to hear what they are worth; it's their names I
want."

"I really don't know."

"How can you tell how much they are worth, not knowing their names?"

"Names don't go for anything here.  What we want to know about a man
is how much he has got?  Besides; what's in a name?  Ask me for a
thousand pounds and give me a proper receipt, and you can do it under
the name of Socrates or Attila, for all I care.  You will pay me back
my money as Socrates or Attila, and not as Seingalt; that is all."

"But how about signing bills of exchange?"

"That's another thing; I must use the name which the drawer gives
me."

"I don't understand that."

"Well, you see, you are not English, nor are you a business man."

On leaving him I walked towards the park, but wishing to change a
twenty-pound note before going in I went to a fat merchant, an
epicure whose acquaintance I had made at the tavern, and put down the
note on his counter, begging him to cash it for me.

"Come again in an hour," said he, "I have no money by me just now."

"Very good; I will call again when I come from the park."

"Take back your note; you shall give it to me when I hand you the
money."

"Never mind; keep it.  I don't doubt your honesty."

"Don't be so foolish.  If you left me the note I should certainly
decline to hand over the money, if only for the sake of giving you a
lesson."

"I don't believe you are capable of such dishonesty."

"Nor am I, but when it comes to such a simple thing as putting a bank
note in your pocket, the most honest man in the world would never
dream of having such a thing in his possession without having paid
the money for it, and the least slip of memory might lead to a
dispute in which you would infallibly come off second best."

"I feel the force of your arguments, especially in a town where so
much business is carried on."

When I got into the park I met Martinelli and thanked him for sending
me a copy of the Decameron, while he congratulated me on my re-
appearance in society, and on the young lady of whom I had been the
happy possessor and no doubt the slave.

"My Lord Pembroke has seen her," said he, "and thought her charming."

"What?  Where could he have seen her?"

"In a carriage with you driving fast along the Rochester road.  It is
three or four days ago."

"Then I may tell you that I was taking her to Calais; I shall never
see her face again."

"Will you let the room again in the same way?"

"No, never again, though the god of love has been propitious to me.
I shall be glad to see you at my house whenever you like to come."

"Shall I send you a note to warn you?"

"Not at all."

We walked on talking about literature, manners, and so forth, in an
aimless way.  All at once, as we approached Buckingham House, I saw
five or six persons, relieving nature amidst the bushes, with their
hinder parts facing the passers-by.  I thought this a disgusting
piece of indecency, and said as much to Martinelli, adding that the
impudent rascals might at least turn their faces towards the path.

"Not at all," he exclaimed, "for then they might be recognized;
whereas in exposing their posteriors they run no such risk; besides
the sight makes squeamish persons turn away."

"You are right, but you will confess that the whole thing strikes a
stranger as very revolting."

"Yes, there is nothing so ineradicable as national prejudice.  You
may have noticed that when an Englishman wants to ease his sluices in
the street, he doesn't run up an alley or turn to the wall like we
do."

"Yes, I have noticed them turning towards the middle of the street,
but if they thus escape the notice of the people in the shops and on
the pavement they are seen by everybody who is driving in a carriage,
and that is as bad."

"The people in the carriages need not look."

"That is true"

We walked on to the Green Park, and met Lord Pembroke on horseback.
He stopped and burst into exclamations on seeing me.  As I guessed
the cause of his surprise, I hastened to tell him that I was a free
man once more, to my sorrow, and felt lonely amidst my splendour.

"I feel rather curious about it, and perhaps I may come and keep you
company to-day."

We parted, and reckoning on seeing him at dinner I, went back to tell
my cook that dinner was to be served in the large room.  Martinelli
had an engagement and could not come to dinner, but he led me out of
the park by a door with which I was not acquainted, and sent me on my
way.

As we were going along we saw a crowd of people who seemed to be
staring at something.  Martinelli went up to the crowd, and then
returned to me, saying,--

"That's a curious sight for you; you can enter it amidst your remarks
on English manners."

"What is it?"

"A man at the point of death from a blow he has received in boxing
with another sturdy fellow."

"Cannot anything be done?"

"There is a surgeon there who would bleed him, if he were allowed."

"Who could prevent him?"

"That's the curious part of it.  Two men have betted on his death or
recovery.  One says, 'I'll bet twenty guineas he dies,' and the other
says, 'Done.'  Number one will not allow the surgeon to bleed him,
for if the man recovered his twenty guineas would be gone."

"Poor man!  what pitiless betters!"

"The English are very strange in their betting proclivities; they bet
about everything.  There is a Betting Club to which I will introduce
you, if you like."

"Do they speak French there?"

"Most certainly, for it is composed of men of wit and mark."

"What do they do?"

"They talk and argue, and if one man brings forward a proposition
which another denies, and one backs his opinion, the other has to bet
too, on pain of a fine which goes to the common fund."

"Introduce me to this delightful club, by all means;  it will make my
fortune, for I shall always take care to be on the right side."

"You had better be careful; they are wary birds."

"But to return to the dying man; what will be done to his
antagonist?"

"His hand will be examined, and if it is found to be just the same as
yours or mine it will be marked, and he will be let go."

"I don't understand that, so kindly explain.  How do they recognize a
dangerous hand?"

"If it is found to be marked already, it is a proof that he has
killed his man before and has been marked for it, with the warning,
'Take care not to kill anyone else, for if you do you will be
hanged.'"

"But supposing such a man is attacked?"

"He ought to shew his hand, and then his adversary would let him
alone."

"But if not?"

"Then he is defending himself; and if he kills his man he is
acquitted, provided he can bring witnesses to swear that he was
obliged to fight."

"Since fighting with the fist may cause death, I wonder it is
allowed."

"It is only allowed for a wager.  If the combatants do not put one or
more pieces of money on the ground before the fight, and there is a
death, the man is hanged."

"What laws!  What manners!"

In such ways I learnt much concerning the manner and customs of this
proud nation, at once so great and so little.

The noble lord came to dinner, and I treated him in a manner to make
him wish to come again.  Although there were only the two of us, the
meal lasted a long time, as I was anxious for additional information
on what I had heard in the morning, especially on the Betting Club.
The worthy Pembroke advised me not to have anything to do with it,
unless I made up my mind to keep perfect silence for four or five
weeks.

"But supposing they ask me a question?"

"Evade it."

"Certainly, if I am not in a position to give my opinion; but if I
have an opinion, the powers of Satan could not shut my mouth."

"All the worse for you."

"Are the members knaves?"

"Certainly not.  They are noblemen, philosophers, and epicures; but
they are pitiless where a bet is concerned."

"Is the club treasury rich?"

"Far from it; they are all ashamed to pay a fine, and prefer to bet.
Who will introduce you?"

"Martinelli."

"Quite so; through Lord Spencer, who is a member.  I would not become
one."

"Why not?"

"Because I don't like argument."

"My taste runs the other way, so I shall try to get in."

"By the way, M. de Seingalt, do you know that you are a very
extraordinary man?"

"For what reason, my lord?"

"You shut yourself up for a whole month with a woman who spent
fourteen months in London without anybody making her acquaintance or
even discovering her nationality.  All the amateurs have taken a
lively interest in the affair."

"How did you find out that she spent fourteen months in London?"

"Because several persons saw her in the house of a worthy widow where
she spent the first month.  She would never have anything to say to
any advances, but the bill in your window worked wonders."

"Yes, and all the worse for me, for I feel as if I could never love
another woman."

"Oh, that's childish indeed!  You will love another woman in a week-
nay, perhaps to-morrow, if you will come and dine with me at my
country house.  A perfect French beauty has asked me to dine with
her.  I have told some of my friends who are fond of gaming."

"Does the charming Frenchwoman like gaming?"

"No, but her husband does."

"What's his name?"

"He calls himself Count de Castelbajac."

"Ah!  Castelbajac?"

"Yes."

"He is a Gascon?"

"Yes."

"Tall, thin, and dark, and marked with the smallpox?

"Exactly!  I am delighted to find you know him.  You will agree with
me that his wife is very pretty?"

"I really can't say.  I knew Castelbajac, as he calls himself, six
years ago, and I never heard he was married.  I shall be delighted to
join you, however.  I must warn you not to say anything if he seems
not to know me; he may possibly have good reasons for acting in that
manner.  Before long I will tell you a story which does not represent
him in a very advantageous manner.  I did not know he played.  I
shall take care to be on my guard at the Betting Club, and I advise
you, my lord, to be on your guard in the society of Castelbajac."

"I will not forget the warning."

When Pembroke had left me I went to see Madame Cornelis, who had
written a week before to tell me my daughter was ill, and explained
that she had been turned from my doors on two occasions though she
felt certain I was in.  To this I replied that I was in love, and so
happy within my own house that I had excluded all strangers, and with
that she had to be contented, but the state in which I found little
Sophie frightened me.  She was lying in bed with high fever, she had
grown much thinner, and her eyes seemed to say that she was dying of
grief.  Her mother was in despair, for she was passionately fond of
the child, and I thought she would have torn my eyes out when I told
her that if Sophie died she would only have herself to reproach.
Sophie, who was very good-hearted, cried out, "No, no!  papa dear;"
and quieted her mother by her caresses.

Nevertheless, I took the mother aside, and told her that the disease
was solely caused by Sophie's dread of her severity.

"In spite of your affection," said I, "you treat her with
insufferable tyranny.  Send her to a boardingschool for a couple of
years, and let her associate with girls of good family.  Tell her
this evening that she is to go to school, and see if she does not get
better."

"Yes," said she, "but a good boarding-school costs a hundred guineas
a year, including masters."

"If I approve of the school you select I will pay a year in advance."

On my making this offer the woman, who seemed to be living so
luxuriously, but was in reality poverty-stricken, embraced me with
the utmost gratitude.

"Come and tell the news to your daughter now," said she, "I should
like to watch her face when she hears it."

"Certainly."

"My dear Sophie," I said, "your mother agrees with me that if you had
a change of air you would get better, and if you would like to spend
a year or two in a good school I will pay the first year in advance."

"Of course, I will obey my dear mother," said Sophie.

"There is no question of obedience.  Would you like to go to school?
Tell me truly."

"But would my mother like me to go?"

"Yes, my child, if it would please you."

"Then, mamma, I should like to go very much."

Her face flushed as she spoke, and I knew that my diagnosis had been
correct.  I left her saying I should hope to hear from her soon.

At ten o'clock the next day Jarbe came to ask if I had forgotten my
engagement.

"No," said I, "but it is only ten o'clock."

"Yes, but we have twenty miles to go."

"Twenty miles?"

"Certainly, the house is at St. Albans."

"It's very strange Pembroke never told me; how did you find out the
address?"

"He left it when he went away:"

"Just like an Englishman."

I took a post-chaise, and in three hours I had reached my
destination.  The English roads are excellent, and the country offers
a smiling prospect on every side.  The vine is lacking, for though
the English soil is fertile it will not bear grapes.

Lord Pembroke's house was not a particularly large one, but twenty
masters and their servants could easily be accommodated in it.

The lady had not yet arrived, so my lord shewed me his gardens, his
fountains, and his magnificent hot-houses; also a cock chained by the
leg, and of a truly ferocious aspect.

"What have we here, my lord?"

"A cock."

"I see it is, but why do you chain it?"

"Because it is savage.  It is very amorous, and if it were loose it
would go after the hens, and kill all the cocks on the country-side."

"But why do you condemn him to celibacy?"

"To make him fiercer.  Here, this is the list of his conquests."

He gave me a list of his cock's victories, in which he had killed the
other bird; this had happened more than thirty times.  He then shewed
me the steel spurs, at the sight of which the cock began to ruffle
and crow.  I could not help laughing to see such a martial spirit in
so small an animal.  He seemed possessed by the demon of strife, and
lifted now one foot and now the other, as if to beg that his arms
might be put on.

Pembroke then exhibited the helmet, also of steel.

"But with such arms," said I, "he is sure of conquest."

"No; for when he is armed cap-a-pie he will not fight with a
defenceless cock."

"I can't believe it, my lord."

"It's a well-known fact.  Here, read this."

He then gave me a piece of paper with this remarkable biped's
pedigree.  He could prove his thirty-two quarters more easily than a
good many noblemen, on the father's side, be it understood, for if he
could have proved pure blood on the mother's side as well, Lord
Pembroke would have decorated him with the Order of the Golden Fleece
at least.

"The bird cost me a hundred guineas," said he, "but I would not sell
him for a thousand."

"Has he any offspring?"

"He tries his best, but there are difficulties."

I do not remember whether Lord Pembroke explained what these
difficulties were.  Certainly the English offer more peculiarities to
the attentive observer than any other nation.

At last a carriage containing a lady and two gentlemen drove up to
the door.  One of the gentlemen was the rascally Castelbajac and the
other was introduced as Count Schwerin, nephew of the famous marshal
of that name who fell on what is commonly called the field of glory.
General Bekw---- an Englishman who was in the service of the King of
Prussia, and was one of Pembroke's guests, received Schwerin
politely, saying that he had seen his uncle die; at this the modest
nephew drew the Order of the Black Eagle from his breast, and shewed
it to us all covered with blood.

"My uncle wore it on the day of his death, and the King of Prussia
allowed me to keep it as a noble memorial of my kinsman."

"Yes," said an Englishman who was present, "but the coat-pocket is
not the place for a thing like that."

Schwerin made as if he did not understand, and this enabled me to
take his measure.

Lord Pembroke took possession of the lady, whom I did not think
worthy of being compared to Pauline.  She was paler and shorter, and
utterly deficient in Pauline's noble air; besides, when she smiled it
spoiled her face, and this is a defect in a woman, to whom laughter
should always be becoming.

Lord Pembroke introduced us all to each other, and when he came to me
Castelbajac said he was delighted to see me again, although he might
easily have pretended not to know me under my name of Seingalt.

We had a good English dinner, and afterwards the lady proposed a game
of faro.  My lord never played, so the general consented to amuse the
company by holding the bank, and placed a hundred guineas and several
bank notes on the table.  There might be a thousand guineas in all.
He then gave twenty counters to each punter, saying that every
counter was worth ten shillings.  As I only staked gold against gold
I would not accept them.  By the third deal Schwerin had lost his
twenty counters and asked for twenty more; but the banker told him he
must pay for them, and the self-styled field-marshal's nephew lapsed
into silence and played no more.

At the following deal Castelbajac was in the same position as his
friend, and being on my side he begged to be allowed to take ten
pieces.

"You will bring me ill-luck," I said, coldly, warding off his hand;
and he went out to the garden, no doubt to swallow the affront he had
received.  The lady said her husband had forgotten his pocketbook.
An hour afterwards the game came to an end, and I took my leave,
after inviting Lord Pembroke and the rest of the company to dine with
me the next day.

I got home at eleven o'clock without meeting any highwaymen as I had
expected, indeed I had put up six guineas in a small purse for their
special use and benefit.  I woke up my cook to tell him that the next
day I should have twelve people to dinner, and that I hoped he would
do me honour.  I found a letter from Madame Cornelis on my table
telling me that she and her daughter would drive with me on the
following Sunday, and that we could go and see the boarding-school
she had selected.

Next day Lord Pembroke and the fair Frenchwoman were the first to
arrive.  They drove in a carriage with two rather uncomfortable
seats, but this discomfort is favourable to love.  The Gascon and the
Prussian were the last to come.

We sat down to table at two and left it at four, ail of us well
pleased with the cook, and still more so with the wine merchant; for
though we had emptied forty bottles of wine, not one of us was at all
intoxicated.

After coffee had been served the general invited us all to sup with
him, and Madame Castelbajac begged me to hold a bank.  I did not wait
to be pressed but placed a thousand guineas on the table, and as I
had no counters of any kind I warned the company that I would only
play gold against gold, and that I should stop playing whenever I
thought fit.

Before the game began the two counts paid their losses of the day
before to the general in bank notes, which he begged me to change.  I
also changed two other notes presented to me by the same gentleman,
and put them all under my snuff-box.  Play began.  I had no croupier,
so I was obliged to deal slowly and keep an eye on the two counts,
whose method of play was very questionable.  At last both of them
were dried up, and Castelbajac gave me a bill of exchange for two
hundred guineas, begging me to discount it for him.

"I know nothing about business," I replied.

An Englishman took the bill, and after a careful examination said he
neither knew the drawer, the accepter, nor the backer.

"I am the backer," said Castelbajac, "and that ought to be enough, I
think."

Everybody laughed, besides myself, and I gave it him back
courteously, saying politely that he could get it discounted on
'Change the next day.  He got up in a bad temper, and left the room,
murmuring some insolent expressions.  Schwering followed him.

After these two worthy gentlemen had left us, I went on dealing till
the night was far advanced, and then left off, though I was at a
loss.  However, the general had a run of luck, and I thought it best
to stop.  Before leaving he took me and Lord Pembroke aside, and
begged me to contrive that the two knaves should not come to his
house the followifig day.  "For," said he, "if that Gascon were to be
half as insolent to me as he was to you, I should shew him out by the
window."

Pembroke said he would tell the lady of the general's wishes.

"Do you think," said I, "that those four notes of theirs can be
forgeries?"

"It's very possible."

"What would you advise my doing to clear the matter up?"

"I would send them to the bank."

"And if they should be forgeries?"

"I would have patience, or I would arrest the rascals."

The next day I went to the bank myself, and the person to whom I gave
the notes gave me them back, saying, coldly,--

"These notes are bad, sir."

"Be kind enough to examine them closely."

"It's no good, they are evident forgeries.  Return them to the person
from whom you got them, and he will be only too glad to cash them."

I was perfectly aware that I could put the two knaves under lock and
key, but I did not want to do so.  I went to Lord Pembroke to find
out their address, but he was still in bed, and one of his servants
took me to them.  They were surprised to see me.  I told them coolly
enough that the four notes were forged, and that I should feel much
obliged if they would give me forty guineas and take their notes
back.

"I haven't got any money," said Castelbajac, "and what you say
astonishes me very much.  I can only return them to the persons who
gave them to me, if the are really the same notes that we gave you
yesterday."

At this suggestion the blood rushed to my face, and with a withering
glance and an indignant apostrophe I left them.  Lord Pembroke's
servant took me to a magistrate who, having heard my statement on
oath, gave me a paper authorizing me to arrest two counts.  I gave
the document to an alderman, who said he would see it was carried
out, and I went home ill pleased with the whole business.

Martinelli was waiting for me; he had come to ask me to give him a
dinner.  I told him my story, without adding that the knaves were to
be arrested, and his advice delivered with philosophic calm was to
make an autoda-fe of the four notes.  It was very good advice, but I
did not take it.

The worthy Martinelli, thinking to oblige me, told me that he had
arranged with Lord Spencer the day on which I was to be introduced to
the club, but I answered that my fancy for going there was over.  I
ought to have treated this learned and distinguished man with more
politeness, but who can sound human weakness to its depths?  One
often goes to a wise man for advice which one has not the courage to
follow.

In the evening I went to the general's, and found the self-styled
Countess Castelbajac seated on Lord Pembroke's knees.  The supper was
a good one, and passed off pleasantly; the two rascals were not
there, and their absence was not remarked.  When we left the table we
went into another room, and played till day-break.  I left the board
with a loss of two or three hundred guineas.

I did not wake till late the next morning, and when I did my man told
me that a person wanted to speak to me.  I had him shewn in, and as
he only spoke English the negro had to be our interpreter.  He was
the chief of the police, and told me that if I would pay for the
journey he would arrest Castelbajac at Dover, for which town he had
started at noon.  As to the other he was sure of having him in the
course of the night.  I gave him a guinea, and told him it would be
enough to catch the one, and that the other could go where he liked.

The next day was Sunday, the only day on which Madame Cornelis could
go abroad without fear of the bailiff.  She came to dine with me, and
brought her daughter, whom the prospect of leaving her mother had
quite cured.  The school which Madame Cornelis had chosen was at
Harwich, and we went there after dinner.

The head-mistress was a Catholic, and though she must have been
sixty, she looked keen, witty, and as if she knew the ways of the
world.  She had received an introduction from Lady Harrington, and so
welcomed the young lady in the most cordial manner.  She had about
fifteen young boarders of thirteen or fourteen years of age.  When
she presented Sophie to them as a new companion, they crowded round
her and covered her with caresses.  Five or six were perfect angels
of beauty, and two or three were hideously ugly; and such extremes
are more common in England than anywhere else.  My daughter was the
smallest of them all, but as far as beauty went she had nothing to
fear by comparison, and her talents placed her on a par with the
eldest, while she responded to their caresses with that ease which
later in life is only acquired with great difficulty.

We went over the house, and all the girls followed us, and those who
could speak French or Italian spoke to me, saying how much they would
love my daughter, while those who could not speak sufficiently well
held off as if ashamed of their ignorance.  We saw the bedrooms, the
dining-room, the drawing-room, the harps and the pianos--in fact,
everything, and I decided that Sophie could not be better placid.  We
went into the head-mistress's private room, and Madame Cornelis paid
her a hundred guineas in advance, and obtained a receipt.  We then
agreed that Sophie should be received as a boarder as soon as she
liked to come, that she was to bring her bed with her, and all the
necessary linen.  Madame Cornelis made the final arrangements on the
ensuing Sunday.

Next day the alderman told me that Count Schwerin was a prisoner, and
wanted to speak to me.  I declined at first, but as the alderman's
messenger told me, through Jarbe, that the poor devil had not a
farthing in his pocket, I was moved with compassion.  As he was
charged with uttering forged notes he had been taken to Newgate, and
was in danger of being hanged.

I followed the magistrate's messenger, and cannot say how the woeful
aspect, the tears and supplications for mercy of the poor wretch,
moved my heart.  He swore that Castelbajac had given him the notes,
but he added that he knew where they came from originally, and would
tell me if I would release him.

A little bitterness still remained in my breast, so I told him that
if he knew who forged the notes he could certainly escape the
gallows, but that I should keep him prisoner till I got my money
back.  At this threat his tears and supplications began over again
and with renewed force, and telling me that he was in utter poverty
he emptied his pockets one after the other to shew me that he had no
money, and at last offered me the bloodstained badge of his uncle.  I
was delighted to be able to relieve him without any appearance of
weakness, and accepted the bauble as a pledge, telling him that he
should have it back on payment of forty pounds.

I wrote out a formal release, and in his presence and in that of the
alderman I burnt the four notes and set him free.

Two days afterwards the so-called countess came to my house, saying
that now Castelbajac and Schewirin were gone, she knew not where to
lay her head.  She complained bitterly of Lord Pembroke, who deserted
her after making her give him the clearest proofs of her affection.
By way of consolation I told her that it would be very foolish of him
to have abandoned her before instead of after.

To get rid of her I was obliged to give her the money to pay her
journey to Calais.  She told me she did not want to rejoin the
Gascon, who was not really her husband.  We shall hear more of these
persons in the course of three years.

Two or three days later an Italian called on me, and gave me a letter
from my friend Baletti, which recommended the bearer, Constantini, a
native of Vicenza, to my good offices.  He had come to London on a
matter of importance in which I could help him.

I assured M. Constantini that I was only too happy to do anything to
justify the confidence placed in my by one of my best friends, and he
said that the long journey had almost exhausted his purse; but he
added,--

"I know that my wife lives here, and that she is rich.  I shall
easily find out where she lives, and you know that as I am her
husband all that is hers is mine."

"I was not aware of that."

"Then you don't know the laws of this country?"

"Not at all."

"I am sorry to hear it, but such is the case.  I am going to her
house, and I shall turn her out of doors with nothing else than the
dress on her back, for the furniture, clothes, jewels, linen-in fact,
all her possessions, belong to me.  May I ask you to be with me when
I perform this exploit?"

I was astonished.  I asked him if he had told Baletti what he
intended to do.

"You are the first person to whom I have disclosed my intentions."

I could not treat him as a madman, for he did not look like one, and,
concluding that there really might be the law he had alleged, I
replied that I did not feel inclined to join him in his enterprise,
of which I disapproved very strongly, unless his wife had actually
robbed him of what she possessed.

"She has only robbed me of my honour, sir, and she left me, taking
her talents with her.  She must have made a great fortune here, and
have I not a right to take it from her, were it only for vengeance
sake?"

"That may be, but I ask you what you would think of me if I agreed to
join you in an undertaking which seems a cruel one to me, however
good your reasons may be.  Besides I may know your wife, she may even
be a friend of mine."

"I will tell you her name."

"No, I beg of you not to do so, although I do not know any Madame
Constantini."

"She has changed her name to Calori, and she sings at the
'Haymarket.'"

"I know who she is now.  I am sorry you have told me."

"I have no doubt you will keep my secret, and I am now going to find
out where she lives; for that is the principal thing."

He left me weeping, and I pitied him, but at the same time I was
sorry that he had made me the depositary of his secret.  A few hours
after I called on Madame Binetti, and she told me the histories of
all the artistes in London.  When she came to the Calori she told me
that she had had several lovers out of whom she had made a great
deal, but at present she had no lover, unless it were the violinist
Giardini, with whom she was in love in earnest.

"Where does she come from?"

"From Vicenza."

"Is she married?"

"I don't think so."

I thought no more of this wretched business, but three or four days
later I had a letter from King's Bench Prison.  It was from
Constantini.  The poor wretch said I was the only friend he had in
London, and that he hoped I would come and see him, were it only to
give him some advice.

I thought it my duty to accede to his request, and I went to the
prison, where I found the poor man in a wretched state, with an old
English attorney, who spoke a little bad Italian, and was known to
me.

Constantini had been arrested the day before on account of several
bills drawn by his wife which had not been taken up.  By these bills
she appeared in debt to the amount of a thousand guineas.  The
attorney had got the five bills, and he was trying to make some
arrangements with the husband.

I saw at once that the whole thing was a scandalous swindle, for
Madame Binetti had told me that the Calori was very rich.  I begged
the attorney to leave me alone with the prisoner, as I wanted to have
some private conversation with him.

"They have arrested me for my wife's debts," said he, "and they tell
me I must pay them because I am her husband."

"It's a trick your wife has played on you; she must have found out
you were in London."

"She saw me through the window."

"Why did you delay putting your project into execution?"

"I meant to carry it out this morning, but how was I to know that she
had debts?"

"Nor has she any debts; these bills are shams.  They must have been
ante-dated, for they were really executed yesterday.  It's a bad
business, and she may have to pay dearly for it."

"But in the meanwhile I am in prison."

"Never mind, trust to me, I will see you again tomorrow."

This scurvy trick had made me angry, and I made up my mind to take up
the poor man's cause.  I went to Bosanquet, who told me that the
device was a very common one in London, but that people had found out
the way to defeat it.  Finally, he said that if the prisoner
interested me he would put the case into the hands of a barrister who
would extricate him from his difficulty, and make the wife and the
lover, who had probably helped her, repent of their day's work.  I
begged him to act as if my interests were at stake, and promised to
guarantee all expenses.

"That's enough," said he; "don't trouble yourself any more about it."

Same days after Mr. Bosanquet came to tell me that Constantini had
left the prison and England as well, according to what the barrister
who had charge of the case told him.

"Impossible!"

"Not at all.  The lover of his wife, foreseeing the storm that was
about to burst over their heads, got round the fellow, and made him
leave the country by means of a sum more or less large."

The affair was over, but it was soon in all the newspapers, garnished
with all the wit imaginable, and Giardini was warmly praised for the
action he had taken.

As for me I was glad enough to have the matter over, but I felt vexed
with Constantini for having fled without giving the lovers a lesson.
I wrote an account of the circumstances to Baletti, and I heard from
Madame Binetti that the Calori had given her husband a hundred
guineas to leave the country.  Some years later I saw the Calori at
Prague.

A Flemish officer, the man whom I had helped at Aix-la-Chapelle, had
called on me several times, and had even dined three or four times
with me.  I reproached myself for not having been polite enough to
return his call, and when we met in the street, and he reproached me
for not having been to see him, I was obliged to blush.  He had his
wife and daughter with him, and some feeling of shame and a good deal
of curiosity made me call on him.

When he saw me he threw his arms about my neck, calling me his
preserver.  I was obliged to receive all the compliments which knaves
make to honest men when they hope to take them in.  A few moments
after, an old woman and a girl came in, and I was introduced as the
Chevalier de Seingalt, of whom he had spoken so often.  The girl,
affecting surprise, said she had known a M. Casanova, who was very
like me.  I answered that Casanova was my name as well as Seingalt,
but that I had not the happiness of recollecting her.

"My name was Anspergher when I saw you," she replied, "but now it is
Charpillon; and considering that we only met once, and that I was
only thirteen at the time, I do not wonder at your not recollecting
me.  I have been in London with my mother and aunts for the last four
years."

"But where had I the pleasure of speaking to you?"

"At Paris."

"In what part of Paris?"

"In the Bazaar.  You were with a charming lady, and you gave me these
buckles" (she shewed me them on her shoes), "and you also did me the
honour to kiss me."

I recollected the circumstance, and the reader will remember that I
was with Madame Baret, the fair stocking-seller.

"Now I remember you," said I; "but I do not recognize your aunt."

"This is the sister of the one you saw, but if you will take tea with
us you will see her."

"Where do you live?"

"In Denmark Street, Soho."




CHAPTER XI

The Charpillon--Dreadful Consequences of My Acquaintance With Her


The name Charpillon reminded me that I was the bearer of a letter for
her, and drawing it from my pocket-book I gave it her, saying that
the document ought to cement our acquaintance.

"What!" she exclaimed, "a letter from the dear ambassador Morosini.
How delighted I am to have it!  And you have actually been all these
months in London without giving it me?"

"I confess I am to blame, but, as you see, the note has no address on
it.  I am grateful for the chance which has enabled me to discharge
my commission to-day."

"Come and dine with us to-morrow."

"I cannot do so, as I am expecting Lord Pembroke to dinner."

"Will you be alone?"

"I expect so."

"I am glad to hear it; you will see my aunt and myself appearing on
the scene."

"Here is my address; and I shall be delighted if you will come and
see me."

She took the address, and I was surprised to see her smile as she
read it.

"Then you are the Italian," she said, "who put up that notice that
amused all the town?"

"I am."

"They say the joke cost you dear."

"Quite the reverse; it resulted in the greatest happiness."

"But now that the beloved object has left you, I suppose you are
unhappy?"

"I am; but there are sorrows so sweet that they are almost joys."

"Nobody knows who she was, but I suppose you do?"

"Yes."

"Do you make a mystery of it?"

"Surely, and I would rather die than reveal it."

"Ask my aunt if I may take some rooms in your house; but I am afraid
my mother would not let me."

"Why do you want to lodge cheaply?"

"I don't want to lodge cheaply, but I should like to punish the
audacious author of that notice."

"How would you punish me?"

"By making you fall in love with me, and then tormenting you.  It
would have amused me immensely."

"Then you think that you can inspire me with love, and at the same
time form the dreadful plan of tyrannising over the victim of your
charms.  Such a project is monstrous, and unhappily for us poor men,
you do not look a monster.  Nevertheless, I am obliged to you for
your frankness, and I shall be on my guard."

"Then you must take care never to see me, or else all your efforts
will be in vain."

As the Charpillon had laughed merrily through the whole of this
dialogue, I took it all as a jest, but I could not help admiring her
manner, which seemed made for the subjugation of men.  But though I
knew it not, the day I made that woman's acquaintance was a luckless
one for me, as my readers will see.

It was towards the end of the month of September, 1763, when I met
the Charpillon, and from that day I began to die.  If the lines of
ascent and declination are equal, now, on the first day of November,
1797, I have about four more years of life to reckon on, which will
pass by swiftly, according to the axiom 'Motus in fine velocior'.

The Charpillon, who was well known in London, and I believe is still
alive, was one of those beauties in whom it is difficult to find any
positive fault.  Her hair was chestnut coloured, and astonishingly
long and thick, her blue eyes were at once languorous and brilliant,
her skin, faintly tinged with a rosy hue, was of a dazzling
whiteness; she was tall for her age, and seemed likely to become as
tall as Pauline.  Her breast was perhaps a little small, but
perfectly shaped, her hands were white and plump, her feet small, and
her gait had something noble and gracious.  Her features were of that
exquisite sensibility which gives so much charm to the fair sex, but
nature had given her a beautiful body and a deformed soul.  This
siren had formed a design to wreck my happiness even before she knew
me, and as if to add to her triumph she told me as much.

I left Malingan's house not like a man who, fond of the fair sex, is
glad to have made the acquaintance of a beautiful woman, but in a
state of stupefaction that the image of Pauline, which was always
before me, was not strong enough to overcome the influence of a
creature like the Charpillon, whom in my heart I could not help
despising.

I calmed myself by saying that this strong impression was due to
novelty, and by hoping that I should soon be disenchanted.

"She will have no charm," said I, "when I have once possessed her,
and that will not be long in coming."  Perhaps the reader will think
that I was too presumptuous, but why should I suppose that there
would be any difficulty?  She had asked me to dinner herself, she had
surrendered herself entirely to Morosini, who was not the man to sigh
for long at any woman's feet, and must have paid her, for he was not
young enough nor handsome enough to inspire her with a fancy for him.
Without counting my physical attractions, I had plenty of money, and
I was not afraid of spending it; and so I thought I could count on an
easy victory.

Pembroke had become an intimate friend of mine since my proceedings
with regard to Schwerin.  He admired my conduct in not making any
claim on the general for half my loss.  He had said we would make a
pleasant day of it together, and when he saw that my table was laid
for four he asked who the other guests were to be.  He was extremely
surprised when he heard that they were the Charpillon and her aunt,
and that the girl had invited herself when she heard he was to dine
with me.

"I once took a violent fancy for the little hussy," said he.  "It was
one evening when I was at Vauxhall, and I offered her twenty guineas
if she would come and take a little walk with me in a dark alley.
She said she would come if I gave her the money in advance, which I
was fool enough to do.  She went with me, but as soon as we were
alone she ran away, and I could not catch her again, though I looked
for her all the evening."

"You ought to have boxed her ears before everybody."

"I should have got into trouble, and people would have laughed at me
besides.  I preferred to despise her and the money too.  Are you in
love with her?"

"No; but I am curious, as you were."

"Take care! she will do all in her power to entrap you."

She came in and went up to my lord with the most perfect coolness,
and began to chatter away to him without taking any notice of me.
She laughed, joked, and reproached him for not having pursued her at
Vauxhall.  Her stratagem, she said, was only meant to excite him the
more.

"Another time," she added, "I shall not escape you."

"Perhaps not, my dear, for another time I shall take care not to pay
in advance."

"Oh, fie! you degrade yourself by talking about paying."

"I suppose I honour you."

"We never talk of such things."

Lord Pembroke laughed at her impertinences, while she made a vigorous
assault on him, for his coolness and indifference piqued her.

She left us soon after dinner, making me promise to dine with her the
day after next.

I passed the next day with the amiable nobleman who initiated me into
the mysteries of the English bagnio, an entertainment which I shall
not describe, for it is well known to all who care to spend six
guineas.

On the day appointed, my evil destiny made me go to the Charpillon's;
the girl introduced me to her mother, whom I at once recollected,
although she had aged and altered since I had seen her.

In the year 1759 a Genevan named Bolome had persuaded me to sell her
jewels to the extent of six thousand francs, and she had paid me in
bills drawn by her and her two sisters on this Bolome, but they were
then known as Anspergher.  The Genevan became bankrupt before the
bills were due, and the three sisters disappeared.  As may be
imagined, I was surprised to find them in England, and especially to
be introduced to them by the Charpillon, who, knowing nothing of the
affair of the jewels, had not told them that Seingalt was the same as
Casanova, whom they had cheated of six thousand francs.

"I am delighted to see you again," were the first words I addressed
to her.

"I recollect you, sir; that rascal Bolome .  .  .  ."

"We will discuss that subject another time.  I see you are ill."

"I have been at death's door, but I am better now.  My daughter did
not tell me your proper name."

"Yes, she did.  My name is Seingalt as well as Casanova.  I was known
by the latter name at Paris when I made your daughter's acquaintance,
though I did not know then that she was your daughter."

Just then the grandmother, whose name was also Anspergher, came in
with the two aunts, and a quarter of an hour later three men arrived,
one of whom was the Chevalier Goudar, whom I had met at Paris.  I did
not know the others who were introduced to me under the names of
Rostaing and Caumon.  They were three friends of the household, whose
business it was to bring in dupes.

Such was the infamous company in which I found myself, and though I
took its measure directly, yet I did not make my escape, nor did I
resolve never to go to the house again.  I was fascinated; I thought
I would be on my guard and be safe, and as I only wanted the daughter
I looked on all else as of little moment.

At table I led the conversation, and thought that my prey would soon
be within my grasp.  The only thing which annoyed me was that the
Charpillon, after apologizing for having made me sit down to such a
poor dinner, invited herself and all the company to sup with me on
any day I liked to mention.  I could make no opposition, so I begged
her to name the day herself, and she did so, after a consultation
with her worthy friends.

After coffee had been served we played four rubbers of whist, at
which I lost, and at midnight I went away ill pleased with myself,
but with no purpose of amendment, for this sorceress had got me in
her toils.

All the same I had the strength of mind to refrain from seeing her
for two days, and on the third, which was the day appointed for the
cursed supper, she and her aunt paid me a call at nine o'clock in the
morning.

"I have come to breakfast with you, and to discuss a certain
question," said she, in the most engaging manner.

"Will you tell me your business now, or after breakfast?"

"After breakfast; for we must be alone."

We had our breakfast, and then the aunt went into another room, and
the Charpillon, after describing the monetary situation of the
family, told me that it would be much relieved if her aunt could
obtain a hundred guineas.

"What would she do with the money?"

"She would make the Balm of Life, of which she possesses the secret,
and no doubt she would make her fortune, too."

She then began to dilate on the marvellous properties of the balm, on
its probable success in a town like London, and on the benefits which
would accrue to myself, for of course I should share in the profits.
She added that her mother and aunt would give me a written promise to
repay the money in the course of six years.

"I will give you a decided answer after supper."

I then began to caress her, and to make assaults in the style of an
amorous man, but it was all in vain, though I succeeded in stretching
her on a large sofa.  She made her escape, however, and ran to her
aunt, while I followed her, feeling obliged to laugh as she did.  She
gave me her hand, and said,--

"Farewell, till this evening."

When they were gone, I reflected over what had passed and thought
this first scene of no bad augury.  I saw that I should get nothing
out of her without spending a hundred guineas, and I determined not
to attempt to bargain, but I would let her understand that she must
make up her mind not to play prude.  The game was in my hands, and
all I had to do was to take care not to be duped.

In the evening the company arrived, and the girl asked me to hold a
bank till supper was ready; but I declined, with a burst of laughter
that seemed to puzzle her.

"At least, let us have a game of whist," said she.

"It seems to me," I answered, "that you don't feel very anxious to
hear my reply."

"You have made up your mind, I suppose?"

"I have, follow me."

She followed me into an adjoining room, and after she had seated
herself on a sofa, I told her that the hundred guineas were at her
disposal.

"Then please to give the money to my aunt, otherwise these gentlemen
might think I got it from you by some improper means."

"I will do so."

I tried to get possession of her, but in vain; and I ceased my
endeavours when she said,--

"You will get nothing from me either by money or violence; but you
can hope for all when I find you really nice and quiet."

I re-entered the drawing-room, and feeling my blood boiling I began
to play to quiet myself.  She was as gay as ever, but her gaiety
tired me.  At supper I had her on my right hand, but the hundred
impertinences which, under other circumstances, would have amused me,
only wearied me, after the two rebuffs I had received from her.

After supper, just as they were going, she took me aside, and told me
that if I wanted to hand over the hundred guineas she would tell her
aunt to go with me into the next room.

"As documents have to be executed," I replied, "it will take some
time; we will talk of it again.

"Won't you fix the time?"

I drew out my purse full of gold, and shewed it her, saying,--

"The time depends entirely on you."

When my hateful guests were gone, I began to reflect, and came to the
conclusion that this young adventuress had determined to plunder me
without giving me anything in return.  I determined to have nothing
more to do with her, but I could not get her beauty out of my mind.

I felt I wanted some distraction, something that would give me new
aims and make me forget her.  With this idea I went to see my
daughter, taking with me an immense bag of sweets.

As soon as I was in the midst of the little flock, the delight became
general, Sophie distributing the sweetmeats to her friends, who
received them gratefully.

I spent a happy day, and for a week or two I paid several visits to
Harwich.  The mistress treated me with the utmost politeness and my
daughter with boundless affection, always calling me "dear papa."

In less than three weeks I congratulated myself on having forgotten
the Charpillon, and on having replaced her by innocent amours, though
one of my daughter's schoolmates pleased me rather too much for my
peace of mind.

Such was my condition when one morning the favourite aunt of the
Charpillon paid me a call, and said that they were all mystified at
not having seen me since the supper I had given them, especially
herself, as her niece had given her to understand that I would
furnish her with the means of making the Balm of Life.

"Certainly; I would have given you the hundred guineas if your niece
had treated me as a friend, but she refused me favours a vestal might
have granted, and you must be aware that she is by no means a
vestal."

"Don't mind my laughing.  My niece is an innocent, giddy girl; she
loves you, but she is afraid you have only a passing whim for her.
She is in bed now with a bad cold, and if you will come and see her I
am sure you will be satisfied."

These artful remarks, which had no doubt been prepared in advance,
ought to have aroused all my scorn, but instead of that they awakened
the most violent desires.  I laughed in chorus with the old woman,
and asked what would be the best time to call.

"Come now, and give one knock."

"Very good, then you may expect me shortly."

I congratulated myself on being on the verge of success, for after
the explanation I had had with the aunt, and having, as I thought, a
friend in her, I did not doubt that I should succeed.

I put on my great coat, and in less than a quarter of an hour I
knocked at their door.  The aunt opened to me, and said,--

"Come back in a quarter of an hour; she has been ordered a bath, and
is just going to take it."

"This is another imposture.  You're as bad a liar as she is."

"You are cruel and unjust, and if you will promise to be discreet, I
will take you up to the third floor where she is bathing."

"Very good; take me."  She went upstairs, I following on tiptoe, and
pushed me into a room, and shut the door upon me.  The Charpillon was
in a huge bath, with her head towards the door, and the infernal
coquette, pretending to think it was her aunt, did not move, and
said,--

"Give me the towels, aunt."

She was in the most seductive posture, and I had the pleasure of
gazing on her exquisite proportions, hardly veiled by the water.

When she caught sight of me, or rather pretended to do so, she gave a
shriek, huddled her limbs together, and said, with affected anger,--

"Begone!"

"You needn't exert your voice, for I am not going to be duped."

"Begone!"

"Not so, give me a little time to collect myself."

"I tell you, go!"

"Calm yourself, and don't be afraid of my skewing you any violence;
that would suit your game too well."

"My aunt shall pay dearly for this."

"She will find me her friend.  I won't touch you, so shew me a little
more of your charms."

"More of my charms?"

"Yes; put yourself as you were when I came in."

"Certainly not.  Leave the room."

"I have told you I am not going, and that you need not fear for your
.  .  .  well, for your virginity, we will say."

She then shewed me a picture more seductive than the first, and
pretending kindliness, said,--

"Please, leave me; I will not fail to shew my gratitude."

Seeing that she got nothing, that I refrained from touching her, and
that the fire she had kindled was in a fair way to be put out, she
turned her back to me to give me to understand that it was no
pleasure to her to look at me.  However, my passions were running
high, and I had to have recourse to self-abuse to calm my senses, and
was glad to find myself relieved, as this proved to me that the
desire went no deeper than the senses.

The aunt came in just as I had finished, and I went out without a
word, well pleased to find myself despising a character wherein
profit and loss usurped the place of feeling.

The aunt came to me as I was going out of the house, and after
enquiring if I were satisfied begged me to come into the parlour.

"Yes," said I, "I am perfectly satisfied to know you and your niece.
Here is the reward."

With these words I drew a bank-note for a hundred pounds from my
pocket-book, and was foolish enough to give it her, telling her that
she could make her balm, and need not trouble to give me any document
as I knew if would be of no value.  I had not the strength to go away
without giving her anything, and the procuress was sharp enough to
know it.

When I got home I reflected on what had happened, and pronounced
myself the conqueror with great triumph.  I felt well at ease, and
felt sure that I should never set foot in that house again.  There
were seven of them altogether, including servants, and the need of
subsisting made them do anything for a living; and when they found
themselves obliged to make use of men, they summoned the three
rascals I have named, who were equally dependent on them.

Five or six days afterwards, I met the little hussy at Vauxhall in
company with Goudar.  I avoided her at first, but she came up to me
reproaching me for my rudeness.  I replied coolly enough, but
affecting not to notice my manner, she asked me to come into an
arbour with her and take a cup of tea.

"No, thank you," I replied, "I prefer supper."

"Then I will take some too, and you will give it me, won't you, just
to shew that you bear no malice?"

I ordered supper for four and we sat down together as if we had been
intimate friends.

Her charming conversation combined with her beauty gradually drew me
under her charm, and as the drink began to exercise its influence
over me, I proposed a turn in one of the dark walks, expressing a
hope that I should fare better than Lord Pembroke.  She said gently,
and with an appearance of sincerity that deceived me, that she wanted
to be mine, but by day and on the condition that I would come and see
her every day.

"I will do so, but first give me one little proof of your love."

"Most certainly not."

I got up to pay the bill, and then I left without a word, refusing to
take her home.  I went home by myself and went to bed.

The first thought when I awoke was that I was glad she had not taken
me at my word; I felt very strongly that it was to my interest to
break off all connection between that creature and myself.  I felt
the strength of her influence over me, and that my only way was to
keep away from her, or to renounce all pretension to the possession
of her charms.

The latter plan seemed to me impossible, so I determined to adhere to
the first; but the wretched woman had resolved to defeat all my
plans.  The manner in which she succeeded must have been the result
of a council of the whole society.

A few days after the Vauxhall supper Goudar called on me, and began
by congratulating me on my resolution not to visit the Ansperghers
any more, "for," said he, "the girl would have made you more and more
in love with her, and in the end she would have seduced you to
beggary."

"You must think me a great fool.  If I had found her kind I should
have been grateful, but without squandering all my money; and if she
had been cruel, instead of ridiculous, I might have given her what I
have already given her every day, without reducing myself to
beggary."

"I congratulate you; it shews that you are well off.  But have you
made up your mind not to see her again?"

"Certainly."

"Then you are not in love with her?"

"I have been in love, but I am so no longer; and in a few days she
will have passed completely out of my memory.  I had almost forgotten
her when I met her with you at Vauxhall."

"You are not cured.  The way to be cured of an amour does not lie in
flight, when the two parties live in the same town.  Meetings will
happen, and all the trouble has to be taken over again."

"Then do you know a better way?"

"Certainly; you should satiate yourself.  It is quite possible that
the creature is not in love with you, but you are rich and she has
nothing.  You might have had her for so much, and you could have left
her when you found her to be unworthy of your constancy.  You must
know what kind of a woman she is."

"I should have tried this method gladly, but I found her out."

"You could have got the best of her, though, if you had gone to work
in the proper way.  You should never have paid in advance.  I know
everything."

"What do you mean?"

"I know she has cost you a hundred guineas, and that you have not won
so much as a kiss from her.  Why, my dear sir, you might have had her
comfortably in your own bed for as much!  She boasts that she took
you in, though you pride yourself on your craft."

"It was an act of charity towards her aunt."

"Yes, to make her Balm of Life; but you know if it had not been for
the niece the aunt would never have had the money."

"Perhaps not, but how come you who are of their party to be talking
to me in this fashion?"

"I swear to you I only speak out of friendship for you, and I will
tell you how I came to make the acquaintance of the girl, her mother,
her grandmother and her two aunts, and then you will no longer
consider me as of their party.

"Sixteen months ago I saw M. Morosini walking about Vauxhall by
himself.  He had just come to England to congratulate the king on his
accession to the throne, on behalf of the Republic of Venice.  I saw
how enchanted he was with the London beauties, and I went up to him
and told him that all these beauties were at his service.  This made
him laugh, and on my repeating that it was not a jest he pointed out
one of the girls, and asked if she would be at his service.  I did
not know her, so I asked him to wait awhile, and I would bring him
the information he required.  There was no time to be lost, and I
could see that the girl was not a vestal virgin, so I went up to her
and told her that the Venetian ambassador was amorous of her, and
that I would take her to him if she would receive his visits.  The
aunt said that a nobleman of such an exalted rank could only bring
honour to her niece.  I took their address, and on my way back to the
ambassador I met a friend of mine who is learned in such commodities,
and after I had shewed him the address he told me it was the
Charpillon."

"And it was she?"

"It was.  My friend told me she was a young Swiss girl who was not
yet in the general market, but who would soon be there, as she was
not rich, and had a numerous train to support.

"I rejoined the Venetian, and told him that his business was done,
and asked him at what time I should introduce him the next day,
warning him that as she had a mother and aunts she would not be
alone.

"'I am glad to hear it,' said he, 'and also that she is not a common
woman.' He gave me an appointment for the next day, and we parted.

"I told the ladies at what hour I should have the pleasure of
introducing the great man to them, and after warning them that they
must appear not to know him I went home.

"The following day I called on M. de Morosini, and took him to
Denmark Street incognito.  We spent an hour in conversation, and then
went away without anything being settled.  On the way back the
ambassador told me that he should like to have the girl on conditions
which he would give me in writing at his residence.

"These conditions were that she should live in a furnished house free
of rent, without any companion, and without receiving any visitors.
His excellency would give her fifty guineas a month, and pay for
supper whenever he came and spent the night with her.  He told me to
get the house if his conditions were received.  The mother was to
sign the agreement.

"The ambassador was in a hurry, and in three days the agreement was
signed; but I obtained a document from the mother promising to let me
have the girl for one night as soon as the Venetian had gone; it was
known he was only stopping in London for a year."

Goudar extracted the document in question from his pocket, and gave
it to me.  I read it and re-read it with as much surprise as
pleasure, and he then proceeded with his story.

"When the ambassador had gone, the Charpillon, finding herself at
liberty once more, had Lord Baltimore, Lord Grosvenor, and M. de Saa,
the Portuguese ambassador, in turn, but no titular lover.  I insisted
on having my night with her according to agreement, but both mother
and daughter laughed at me when I spoke of it.  I cannot arrest her,
because she is a minor, but I will have the mother imprisoned on the
first opportunity, and you will see how the town will laugh.  Now you
know why I go to their house; and I assure you you are wrong if you
think I have any part in their councils.  Nevertheless, I know they
are discussing how they may catch you, and they will do so if you do
not take care."

"Tell the mother that I have another hundred guineas at her service
if she will let me have her daughter for a single night."

"Do you mean that?"

"Assuredly, but I am not going to pay in advance."

"That's the only way not to be duped.  I shall be glad to execute
your commission."

I kept the rogue to dinner, thinking he might be useful to me.  He
knew everything and everybody, and told me a number of amusing
ancedotes.  Although a good-for-nothing fellow, he had his merits.
He had written several works, which, though badly constructed, shewed
he was a man of some wit.  He was then writing his "Chinese Spy," and
every day he wrote five or six news-letters from the various coffee-
houses he frequented.  I wrote one or two letters for him, with which
he was much pleased.  The reader will see how I met him again at
Naples some years later.

The next morning, what was my surprise to see the Charpillon, who
said with an air that I should have taken for modesty in any other
woman,--

"I don't want you to give me any breakfast, I want an explanation,
and to introduce Miss Lorenzi to you."

I bowed to her and to her companion, and then said,--

"What explanation do you require?"

At this, Miss Lorenzi, whom I had never seen before, thought proper
to leave us, and I told my man that I was not at home to anybody.  I
ordered breakfast to be served to the companion of the nymph, that
she might not find the waiting tedious.

"Sir," said the Charpillon, "is it a fact that you charged the
Chevalier Goudar to tell my mother that you would give a hundred
guineas to spend the night with me?"

"No, not to spend a night with you, but after I had passed it.  Isn't
the price enough?"

"No jesting, sir, if you please.  There is no question of bargaining;
all I want to know is whether you think you have a right to insult
me, and that I am going to bear it?"

"If you think yourself insulted, I may, perhaps, confess I was wrong;
but I confess I did not think I should have to listen to any
reproaches from you.  Gondar is one of your intimate friends, and
this is not the first proposal he has taken to you.  I could not
address you directly, as I know your arts only too well."

"I shall not pay any attention to your abuse of my self; I will only
remind you of what I said 'that neither money nor violence were of
any use,' and that your only way was to make me in love with you by
gentle means.  Shew me where I have broken my word!  It is you that
have foresworn yourself in coming into my bath-room, and in sending
such a brutal message to my mother.  No one but a rascal like Goudar
would have dared to take such a message."

"Goudar a rascal, is he?  Well, he is your best friend.  You know he
is in love with you, and that he only got you for the ambassador in
the hope of enjoying you himself.  The document in his possession
proves that you have behaved badly towards him.  You are in his debt,
discharge it, and then call him a rascal if you have the conscience
to do so.  You need not trouble to weep, for I knew the source of
those tears; it is defiled."

"You know nothing of it.  I love you, and it is hard to have you
treat me so."

"You love me?  You have not taken the best way to prove it!"

"As good a way as yours.  You have behaved to me as if I were the
vilest of prostitutes, and yesterday you seemed to think I was a
brute beast, the slave of my mother.  You should have written to me
in person, and without the intervention of so vile an agent; I should
have replied in the same way, and you need not have been afraid that
you would be deceived."

"Supposing I had written, what would your answer have been?"

"I should have put all money matters out of question.  I should have
promised to content you on the condition that you would come and
court me for a fortnight without demanding the slightest favour.  We
should have lived a pleasant life; we should have gone to the theatre
and to the parks.  I should have become madly in love with you.  Then
I should have given myself up to you for love, and nothing but love.
I am ashamed to say that hitherto I have only given myself out of
mere complaisance.  Unhappy woman that I am! but I think nature meant
me to love, and I thought when I saw you that my happy star had sent
you to England that I might know the bliss of true affection.
Instead of this you have only made me unhappy.  You are the first man
that has seen me weep; you have troubled my peace at home, for my
mother shall never have the sum you promised her were it for nothing
but a kiss."

"I am sorry to have injured you, though I did not intend to do so;
but I really don't know what I can do."

"Come and see us, and keep your money, which I despise.  If you love
me, come and conquer me like a reasonable and not a brutal lover; and
I will help you, for now you cannot doubt that I love you."

All this seemed so natural to me that I never dreamed it contained a
trap.  I was caught, and I promised to do what she wished, but only
for a fortnight.  She confirmed her promise, and her countenance
became once more serene and calm.  The Charpillon was a born actress.

She got up to go, and on my begging a kiss as a pledge of our
reconciliation she replied, with a smile, the charm of which she well
knew, that it would not do to begin by breaking the term of our
agreement, and she left me more in love than ever, and full of
repentance for my conduct.




CHAPTER XII

Goudar's Chair

If she had written all this to me instead of coming and delivering it
viva voce, it would probably have produced no effect; there would
have been no tears, no ravishing features.  She probably calculated
all this, for women have a wonderful instinct in these matters.

That very evening I began my visits, and judged from my welcome that
my triumph was nigh at hand.  But love fills our minds with idle
visions, and draws a veil over the truth.

The fortnight went by without my even kissing her hand, and every
time I came I brought some expensive gift, which seemed cheap to me
when I obtained such smiles of gratitude in exchange.  Besides these
presents, not a day passed without some excursion to the country or
party at the theatre; that fortnight must have cost me four hundred
guineas at the least.

At last it came to an end, and I asked her in the presence of her
mother where she would spend the night with me, there or at my house.
The mother said that we would settle it after supper, and I made no
objection, not liking to tell her that in my house the supper would
be more succulent, and a better prelude for the kind of exercise I
expected to enjoy.

When we had supped the mother took me aside, and asked me to leave
with the company and then to come back.  I obeyed, laughing to myself
at this foolish mystery, and when I came back I found the mother and
the daughter in the parlour, in which a bed had been laid on the
floor.

Though I did not much care for this arrangement, I was too amorous to
raise any objection at a moment when I thought my triumph was at
hand; but I was astonished when the mother asked me if I would like
to pay the hundred guineas in advance.

"Oh, fie!" exclaimed the girl; and her mother left the room, and we
locked the door.

My amorous feelings, so long pent up within my breast, would soon
find relief.  I approached her with open arms; but she avoided my
caress, and gently begged me to get into bed while she prepared to
follow me.  I watched her undress with delight, but when she had
finished she put out the candles.  I complained of this act of hers,
but she said she could not sleep with the light shining on her.  I
began to suspect that I might have some difficulties thrown in my way
to sharpen the pleasure, but I determined to be resigned and to
overcome them all.

When I felt her in the bed I tried to clasp her in my arms, but found
that she had wrapped herself up in her long night-gown; her arms were
crossed, and her head buried in her chest.  I entreated, scolded,
cursed, but all in vain; she let me go on, and answered not a word.

At first I thought it was a joke, but I soon found out my mistake;
the veil fell from my eyes and I saw myself in my true colours, the
degraded dupe of a vile prostitute.

Love easily becomes fury.  I began to handle her roughly, but she
resisted and did not speak.  I tore her night-gown to rags, but I
could not tear it entirely off her.  My rage grew terrible, my hands
became talons, and I treated her with the utmost cruelty; but all for
nothing.  At last, with my hand on her throat, I felt tempted to
strangle her; and then I knew it was time for me to go.

It was a dreadful night.  I spoke to this monster of a woman in every
manner and tone-with gentleness, with argument, rage, remonstrance,
prayers, tears, and abuse, but she resisted me for three hours
without abandoning her painful position, in spite of the torments I
made her endure.

At three o'clock in the morning, feeling my mind and body in a state
of exhaustion, I got up and dressed myself by my sense of touch.  I
opened the parlour door, and finding the street door locked I shook
it till a servant came and let me out.  I went home and got into bed,
but excited nature refused me the sleep I needed so.  I took a cup of
chocolate, but it would not stay on my stomach, and soon after a
shivering fit warned me that I was feverish.  I continued to be ill
till the next day, and then the fever left me in a state of complete
exhaustion.

As I was obliged to keep to my bed for a few days, I knew that I
should soon get my health again; but my chief consolation was that at
last I was cured.  My shame had made me hate myself.

When I felt the fever coming on I told my man not to let anybody come
to see me, and to place all my letters in my desk; for I wanted to be
perfectly well before I troubled myself with anything.

On the fourth day I was better, and I told Jarbe to give me my
letters.  I found one from Pauline, dated from Madrid, in which she
informed me that Clairmont had saved her life while they were fording
a river, and she had determined to keep him till she got to Lisbon,
and would then send him back by sea.  I congratulated myself at the
time on her resolve; but it was a fatal one for Clairmont, and
indirectly for me also.  Four months after, I heard that the ship in
which he had sailed had been wrecked, and as I never heard from him
again I could only conclude that my faithful servant had perished
amidst the waves.

Amongst my London letters I found two from the infamous mother of the
infamous Charpillon, and one from the girl herself.  The first of the
mother's letters, written before I was ill, told me that her daughter
was ill in bed, covered with bruises from the blows I had given her,
so that she would be obliged to institute legal proceedings against
me.  In the second letter she said she had heard I too was ill, and
that she was sorry to hear it, her daughter having informed her that
I had some reason for my anger; however, she would not fail to
justify herself on the first opportunity.  The Charpillon said in her
letter that she knew she had done wrong, and that she wondered I had
not killed her when I took her by the throat.  She added that no
doubt I had made up my mind to visit her no more, but she hoped I
would allow her one interview as she had an important communication
to make to me.  There was also a note from Goudar, saying that he
wanted to speak to me, and that he would come at noon.  I gave orders
that he should be admitted.

This curious individual began by astonishing me; he told me the whole
story of what had taken place, the mother having been his informant.

"The Charpillon," he added, "has not got a fever, but is covered with
bruises.  What grieves the old woman most is that she has not got the
hundred guineas."

"She would have had them the next morning," I said, "if her daughter
had been tractable."

"Her mother had made her swear that she would not be tractable, and
you need not hope to possess her without the mother's consent."

"Why won't she consent?"

"Because she thinks that you will abandon the girl as soon as you
have enjoyed her."

"Possibly, but she would have received many valuable presents, and
now she is abandoned and has nothing."

"Have you made up your mind not to have anything more to do with
her?"

"Quite."

"That's your wisest plan, and I advise you to keep to it,
nevertheless I want to shew you something which will surprise you.  I
will be back in a moment."

He returned, followed by a porter, who carried up an arm-chair
covered with a cloth.  As soon as we were alone, Goudar took off the
covering and asked me if I would buy it.

"What should I do with it?  It is not a very attractive piece of
furniture."

"Nevertheless, the price of it is a hundred guineas."

"I would not give three."

"This arm-chair has five springs, which come into play all at once as
soon as anyone sits down in it.  Two springs catch the two arms and
hold them tightly, two others separate the legs, and the fifth lifts
up the seat."

After this description Goudar sat down quite naturally in the chair
and the springs came into play and forced him into the position of a
woman in labour.

"Get the fair Charpillon to sit in this chair," said he, "and your
business is done."

I could not help laughing at the contrivance, which struck me as at
once ingenious and diabolical, but I could not make up my mind to
avail myself of it.

"I won't buy it," said I, "but I shall be obliged if you will leave
it here till to-morrow."

"I can't leave it here an hour unless you will buy it; the owner is
waiting close by to hear your answer."

"Then take it away and come back to dinner."

He shewed me how I was to release him from his ridiculous position,
and then after covering it up again he called the porter and went
away.

There could be no doubt as to the action of the machinery, and it was
no feeling of avarice which hindered me from buying the chair.  As I
have said, it seemed rather a diabolical idea, and besides it might
easily have sent me to the gallows.  Furthermore, I should never have
had the strength of mind to enjoy the Charpillon forcibly, especially
by means of the wonderful chair, the mechanism of which would have
frightened her out of her wits.

At dinner I told Goudar that the Charpillon had demanded an
interview, and that I had wished to keep the chair so as to shew her
that I could have her if I liked.  I shewed him the letter, and he
advised me to accede to her request, if only for curiosity's sake.

I was in no hurry to see the creature while the marks on her face and
neck were still fresh, so I spent seven or eight days without making
up my mind to receive her.  Goudar came every day, and told me of the
confabulations of these women who had made up their minds not to live
save by trickery.

He told me that the grandmother had taken the name of Anspergher
without having any right to it, as she was merely the mistress of a
worthy citizen of Berne, by whom she had four daughters; the mother
of the Charpillon was the youngest of the family, and, as she was
pretty and loose in her morals, the Government had exiled her with
her mother and sisters.  They had then betaken themselves to Franche-
Comte, where they lived for some time on the Balm of Life.  Here it
was that the Charpillon came into the world, her mother attributing
her to a Count de Boulainvilliers.  The child grew up pretty, and the
family removed to Paris under the impression that it would be the
best market for such a commodity, but in the course of four years the
income from the Balm having dwindled greatly, the Charpillon being
still too young to be profitable, and debtors closing round them on
every side, they resolved to come to London.

He then proceeded to tell me of the various tricks and cheats which
kept them all alive.  I found his narrative interesting enough then,
but the reader would find it dull, and I expect will be grateful for
my passing it over.

I felt that it was fortunate for me that I had Goudar, who introduced
me to all the most famous courtezans in London, above all to the
illustrious Kitty Fisher, who was just beginning to be fashionable.
He also introduced me to a girl of sixteen, a veritable prodigy of
beauty, who served at the bar of a tavern at which we took a bottle
of strong beer.  She was an Irishwoman and a Catholic, and was named
Sarah.  I should have liked to get possession of her, but Goudar had
views of his own on the subject, and carried her off in the course of
the next year.  He ended by marrying her, and she was the Sara Goudar
who shone at Naples, Florence, Venice, and elsewhere.  We shall hear
of her in four or five years, still with her husband.  Goudar had
conceived the plan of making her take the place of Dubarry, mistress
of Louis XV., but a lettre de cachet compelled him to try elsewhere.
Ah! happy days of lettres de cachet, you have gone never to return!

The Charpillon waited a fortnight for me to reply, and then resolved
to return to the charge in person.  This was no doubt the result of a
conference of the most secret kind, for I heard nothing of it from
Gondar.

She came to see my by herself in a sedan-chair, and I decided on
seeing her.  I was taking my chocolate and I let her come in without
rising or offering her any breakfast.  She asked me to give her some
with great modesty, and put up her face for me to give her a kiss,
but I turned my head away.  However, she was not in the least
disconcerted.

"I suppose the marks of the blows you gave me make my face so
repulsive?"

"You lie; I never struck you."

"No, but your tiger-like claws have left bruises all over me.  Look
here.  No, you needn't be afraid that what you see may prove too
seductive; besides, it will have no novelty for you."

So saying the wretched creature let me see her body, on which some
livid marks were still visible.

Coward that I was!  Why did I not look another way?  I will tell you:
it was because she was so beautiful, and because a woman's charms are
unworthy of the name if they cannot silence reason.  I affected only
to look at the bruises, but it was an empty farce.  I blush for
myself; here was I conquered by a simple girl, ignorant of well nigh
everything.  But she knew well enough that I was inhaling the poison
at every pore.  All at once she dropped her clothes and came and sat
beside me, feeling sure that I should have relished a continuance of
the spectacle.

However, I made an effort and said, coldly, that it was all her own
fault.

"I know it is," said she, "for if I had been tractable as I ought to
have been, you would have been loving instead of cruel.  But
repentance effaces sin, and I am come to beg pardon.  May I hope to
obtain it?"

"Certainly; I am angry with you no longer, but I cannot forgive
myself.  Now go, and trouble me no more."

"I will if you like, but there is something you have not heard, and I
beg you will listen to me a moment."

"As I have nothing to do you can say what you have got to say, I will
listen to you."

In spite of the coldness of my words, I was really profoundly
touched, and the worst of it was that I began to believe in the
genuineness of her motives.

She might have relieved herself of what she had to say in a quarter
of an hour, but by dint of tears, sighs, groans, digressions, and so
forth, she took two hours to tell me that her mother had made her
swear to pass the night as she had done.  She ended by saying that
she would like to be mine as she had been M. Morosini's, to live with
me, and only to go out under my escort, while I might allow her a
monthly sum which she would hand over to her mother, who would, in
that case, leave her alone.

She dined with me, and it was in the evening that she made this
proposition.  I suppose because she thought me ripe for another
cheat.  I told her that it might be arranged, but that I should
prefer to settle with her mother, and that she would see me at their
house the following day, and this seemed to surprise her.

It is possible that the Charpillon would have granted me any favour
on that day, and then there would have been no question of deception
or resistance for the future.  Why did I not press her?  Because
sometimes love stupefies instead of quickens, and because I had been
in a way her judge, and I thought it would be base of me to revenge
myself on her by satisfying my amorous desires, and possibly because
I was a fool, as I have often been in the course of my existence.
She must have left me in a state of irritation, and no doubt she
registered a vow to revenge herself on me for the half-contemptuous
way in which I had treated her.

Goudar was astonished when he heard of her visit, and of the way in
which I had spent the day.  I begged him to get me a small furnished
house, and in the evening I went to see the infamous woman in her own
house.

She was with her mother, and I laid my proposal before them.

"Your daughter will have a house at Chelsea," said I to the mother,
"where I can go and see her whenever I like, and also fifty guineas a
month to do what she likes with."

"I don't care what you give her a month," she replied, "but before I
let her leave my house she must give me the hundred guineas she was
to have had when she slept with you."

"It is your fault that she didn't have them; however, to cut the
matter short, she shall give them to you."

"And in the meanwhile, till you have found the house, I hope you will
come and see me."

"Yes."

The next day Goudar shewed me a pretty house at Chelsea, and I took
it, paying ten guineas, a month's rent, in advance, for which I
received a receipt.  In the afternoon I concluded the bargain with
the mother, the Charpillon being present.  The mother asked me to
give her the hundred guineas, and I did so, not fearing any
treachery, as nearly the whole of the girl's clothing was already at
Chelsea.

In due course we went to our country house.  The Charpillon liked the
house immensely, and after a short talk we supped merrily together.
After supper we went to bed, and she granted me some slight
preliminary favours, but when I would have attained my end I found an
obstacle which I had not expected.  She gave me some physiological
reasons for the circumstances, but not being a man to stop for so
little, I would have gone on, but she resisted, and yet with such
gentleness that I left her alone and went to sleep.  I awoke sooner
than she did, and determined to see whether she had imposed on me; so
I raised her night-gown carefully, and took off her linen only to
find that I had been duped once more.  This roused her, and she tried
to stop me, but it was too late.  However, I gently chid her for the
trick, and feeling disposed to forgive it set about making up for
lost time, but she got on the high horse, and pretended to be hurt at
my taking her by surprise.  I tried to calm her by renewed
tenderness, but the wretched creature only got more furious, and
would give me nothing.  I left her alone, but I expressed my opinion
of her in pretty strong terms.  The impudent slut honoured me with a
smile of disdain, and then beginning to dress herself she proceeded
to indulge in impertinent repartees.  This made me angry, and I gave
her a box on the ears which stretched her at full length on the
floor.  She shrieked, stamped her feet, and made a hideous uproar;
the landlord came up, and she began to speak to him in English, while
the blood gushed from her nose.

The man fortunately spoke Italian, and told me that she wanted to go
away, and advised me to let her do so, or she might make it awkward
for me, and he himself would be obliged to witness against me.

"Tell her to begone as fast as she likes," said I, "and to keep out
of my sight for ever."

She finished dressing, staunched the blood, and went off in a sedan-
chair, while I remained petrified, feeling that I did not deserve to
live, and finding her conduct utterly outrageous and
incomprehensible.

After an hour's consideration I decided on sending her back her
trunk, and then I went home and to bed, telling my servants I was not
at home to anyone.

I spent twenty-four hours in pondering over my wrongs, and at last my
reason told me that the fault was mine; I despised myself.  I was on
the brink of suicide, but happily I escaped that fate.

I was just going out when Goudar came up and made me go in with him,
as he said he wanted to speak to me.  After telling me that the
Charpillon had come home with a swollen cheek which prevented her
shewing herself, he advised me to abandon all claims on her or her
mother, or the latter would bring a false accusation against me which
might cost me my life.  Those who know England, and especially London
will not need to be informed as to the nature of this accusation,
which is so easily brought in England; it will suffice to say that
through it Sodom was overwhelmed.

"The mother has engaged me to mediate," said Goudar, "and if you will
leave her alone, she will do you no harm."

I spent the day with him, foolishly complaining, and telling him that
he could assure the mother that I would take no proceedings against
her, but that I should like to know if she had the courage to receive
this assurance from my own lips.

"I will carry your message," said he, "but I pity you; for you are
going into their nets again, and will end in utter ruin."

I fancied they would be ashamed to see me; but I was very much
mistaken, for Goudar came back laughing, and said the mother
expressed a hope that I should always be the friend of the family.
I ought to have refused to have anything more to do with them, but I
had not the strength to play the man.  I called at Denmark Street the
same evening, and spent an hour without uttering a syllable.  The
Charpillon sat opposite to me, with eyes lowered to a piece of
embroidery, while from time to time she pretended to wipe away a tear
as she let me see the ravages I had worked on her cheek.

I saw her every day and always in silence till the fatal mark had
disappeared, but during these mad visits the poison of desire was so
instilled into my veins that if she had known my state of mind she
might have despoiled me of all I possessed for a single favour.

When she was once more as beautiful as ever I felt as if I must die
if I did not hold her in my arms again, and I bought a magnificent
pier-glass and a splendid breakfast service in Dresden china, and
sent them to her with an amorous epistle which must have made her
think me either the most extravagant or the most cowardly of men.
She wrote in answer that she would expect me to sup with her in her
room, that she might give me the tenderest proofs of her gratitude.

This letter sent me completely mad with joy, and in a paroxysm of
delight I resolved to surrender to her keeping the two bills of
exchange which Bolomee had given me, and which gave me power to send
her mother and aunts to prison.

Full of the happiness that awaited me, and enchanted with my own
idiotic heroism, I went to her in the evening.  She received me in
the parlour with her mother, and I was delighted to see the pier-
glass over the mantel, and the china displayed on a little table.
After a hundred words of love and tenderness she asked me to come up
to her room, and her mother wished us good night.  I was overwhelmed
with joy.  After a delicate little supper I took out the bills of
exchange, and after telling her their history gave them up to her, to
shew that I had no intention of avenging myself on her mother and
aunts.  I made her promise that she would never part with them, and
she said she would never do so, and with many expressions of
gratitude and wonder at my generosity she locked them up with great
care.

Then I thought it was time to give her some marks of my passion, and
I found her kind; but when I would have plucked the fruit, she
clasped me to her arms, crossed her legs, and began to weep bitterly.

I made an effort, and asked her if she would be the same when we were
in bed.  She sighed, and after a moment's pause, replied, "Yes."

For a quarter of an hour I remained silent and motionless, as if
petrified.  At last I rose with apparent coolness, and took my cloak
and sword.

"What!" said she, "are you not going to spend the night with me?"

"No."

"But we shall see each other to-morrow?"

"I hope so.  Good night."

I left that infernal abode, and went home to bed.




CHAPTER XIII

The End of the Story Stranger Than the Beginning


At eight o'clock the next morning Jarbe told me that the Charpillon
wanted to see me, and that she had sent away her chairmen.

"Tell her that I can't see her."

But I had hardly spoken when she came in, and Jarbe went out.  I
addressed her with the utmost calmness, and begged her to give me
back the two bills of exchange I had placed in her hands the night
before.

"I haven't got them about me; but why do you want me to return them
to you?"

At this question I could contain myself no longer, and launched a
storm of abuse at her.  It was an explosion which relieved nature,
and ended with an involuntary shower of tears.  My infamous
seductress stood as calmly as Innocence itself; and when I was so
choked with sobs that I could not utter a word, she said she had only
been cruel because her mother had made her swear an oath never to
give herself to anyone in her own house, and that she had only come
now to convince me of her love, to give herself to me without
reserve, and never to leave me any more if I wished it.

The reader who imagines that at these words rage gave place to love,
and that I hastened to obtain the prize, does not know the nature of
the passion so well as the vile woman whose plaything I was.  From
hot love to hot anger is a short journey, but the return is slow and
difficult.  If there be only anger in a man's breast it may be
subdued by tenderness, by submission, and affection; but when to
anger is added a feeling of indignation at having been shamefully
deceived, it is impossible to pass suddenly to thoughts of love and
voluptuous enjoyment.  With me mere anger has never been of long
duration, but when I am indignant the only cure is forgetfulness.

The Charpillon knew perfectly well that I would not take her at her
word, and this kind of science was inborn in her.  The instinct of
women teaches them greater secrets than all the philosophy and the
research of men.

In the evening this monster left me, feigning to be disappointed and
disconsolate, and saying,--

"I hope you will come and see me again when you are once more
yourself."

She had spent eight hours with me, during which time she had only
spoken to deny my suppositions, which were perfectly true, but which
she could not afford to let pass.  I had not taken anything all day,
in order that I might not be obliged to offer her anything or to eat
with her.

After she had left me I took some soup and then enjoyed a quiet
sleep, for which I felt all the better.  When I came to consider what
had passed the, day before I concluded that the Charpillon was
repentant, but I seemed no longer to care anything about her.

Here I may as well confess, in all humility, what a change love
worked on me in London, though I had attained the age of thirty-
eight.  Here closed the first act of my life; the second closed when
I left Venice in 1783, and probably the third will close here, as I
amuse myself by writing these memoirs.  Thus, the three-act comedy
will finish, and if it be hissed, as may possibly be the case, I
shall not hear the sounds of disapproval.  But as yet the reader has
not seen the last and I think the most interesting scene of the first
act.

I went for a walk in the Green Park and met Goudar.  I was glad to
see him, as the rogue was useful to me.

"I have just been at the Charpillons," he began; "they were all in
high spirits.  I tried in vain to turn the conversation on you, but
not a word would they utter."

"I despise them entirely," I rejoined, "I don't want to have anything
more to do with them."

He told me I was quite right, and advised me to persevere in my plan.
I made him dine with me, and then we went to see the well-known
procuress, Mrs. Wells, and saw the celebrated courtezan, Kitty
Fisher, who was waiting for the Duke of ---- to take her to a ball.
She was magnificently dressed, and it is no exaggeration to say that
she had on diamonds worth five hundred thousand francs.  Goudar told
me that if I liked I might have her then and there for ten guineas.
I did not care to do so, however, for, though charming, she could
only speak English, and I liked to have all my senses, including that
of hearing, gratified.  When she had gone, Mrs.  Wells told us that
Kitty had eaten a bank-note for a thousand guineas, on a slice of
bread and butter, that very day.  The note was a present from Sir
Akins, brother of the fair Mrs. Pitt.  I do not know whether the bank
thanked Kitty for the present she had made it.

I spent an hour with a girl named Kennedy, a fair Irishwoman, who
could speak a sort of French, and behaved most extravagantly under
the influence of champagne; but the image of the Charpillon was still
before me, though I knew it not, and I could not enjoy anything.
I went home feeling sad and ill pleased with myself.  Common sense
told me to drive all thoughts of that wretched woman out of my head,
but something I called honour bade me not leave her the triumph of
having won the two bills of exchange from me for nothing, and made me
determine to get them back by fair means or foul.

M. Malingan, at whose house I had made the acquaintance of this
creature, come and asked me to dinner.  He had asked me to dine with
him several times before, and I had always refused, and now I would
not accept until I had heard what guests he had invited.  The names
were all strange to me, so I agreed to come.

When I arrived I found two young ladies from Liege, in one of whom I
got interested directly.  She introduced me to her husband, and to
another young man who seemed to be the cavalier of the other lady,
her cousin.

The company pleased me, and I was in hopes that I should spend a
happy day, but my evil genius brought the Charpillon to mar the
feast.  She came into the room in high glee, and said to Malingan,--

"I should not have come to beg you to give me a dinner if I had known
that you would have so many guests, and if I am at all in the way I
will go."

Everybody welcomed her, myself excepted, for I was on the rack.  To
make matters worse, she was placed at my left hand.  If she had come
in before we sat down to dinner I should have made some excuse and
gone away, but as we had begun the soup a sudden flight would have
covered me with ridicule.  I adopted the plan of not looking at her,
reserving all my politeness for the lady on my right.  When the meal
was over Malingan took me apart, and swore to me that he had not
invited the Charpillon, but I was not convinced, though I pretended
to be for politeness' sake.

The two ladies from Liege and their cavaliers were embarking for
Ostend in a few days, and in speaking of their departure the one to
whom I had taken a fancy said that she was sorry to be leaving
England without having seen Richmond.  I begged her to give me the
pleasure of shewing it her, and without waiting for an answer I asked
her husband and all the company to be present, excepting the
Charpillon, whom I pretended not to see.

The invitation was accepted.

"Two carriages," I said, "holding four each, shall be ready at eight
o'clock, and we shall be exactly eight."

"No, nine, for I am coming," said the Charpillon, giving me an
impudent stare, "and I hope you will not drive me away."

"No, that would be impolite, I will ride in front on horseback."

"Oh, not at all!  Emilie shall sit on my lap."

Emilie was Malingan's daughter, and as everybody seemed to think the
arrangement an extremely pleasant one I had not the courage to
resist.  A few moments after, I was obliged to leave the room for a
few moments, and when I came back I met her on the landing.  She told
me I had insulted her grievously, and that unless I made amends I
should feel her vengeance.

"You can begin your vengeance," I said, "by returning my bills of
exchange"

"You shall have them to-morrow, but you had better try and make me
forget the insult you have put on me."

I left the company in the evening, having arranged that we should all
breakfast together the next day.

At eight o'clock the two carriages were ready, and Malingan, his
wife, his daughter, and the two gentlemen got into the first vehicle,
and I had to get into the second with the ladies from Liege and the
Charpillon, who seemed to have become very intimate with them.  This
made me ill-tempered, and I sulked the whole way.  We were an hour
and a quarter on the journey, and when we arrived I ordered a good
dinner, and then we proceeded to view the gardens; the day was a
beautiful one, though it was autumn.

Whilst we were Walking the Charpillon came up to me and said she
wanted to return the bills in the same place in which I had given her
them.  As we were at some distance from the others I pelted her with
abuse, telling her of her perfidy and of her corruption at an age
when she should have retained some vestiges of innocence calling her
by the name she deserved, as I reminded her how often she had already
prostituted herself; in short I threatened her with my vengeance if
she pushed me to extremities.  But she was as cold as ice, and
opposed a calm front to the storm of invective I rained in her ears.
However, as the other guests were at no great distance, she begged me
to speak more softly, but they heard me and I was very glad of it.

At last we sat down to dinner, and the wretched woman contrived to
get a place beside me, and behaved all the while as if I were her
lover, or at any rate as if she loved me.  She did not seem to care
what people thought of my coldness, while I was in a rage, for the
company must either have thought me a fool or else that she was
making game of me.

After dinner we returned to the garden, and the Charpillon,
determined to gain the victory, clung to my arm and after several
turns led me towards the maze where she wished to try her power.  She
made me sit down on the grass beside her and attacked me with
passionate words and tender caresses, and by displaying the most
interesting of her charms she succeeded in seducing me, but still I
do not know whether I were impelled by love or vengeance, and I am
inclined to think that my feelings were a compound of both passions.

But at the moment she looked the picture of voluptuous abandon.
Her ardent eyes, her fiery cheeks, her wanton kisses, her swelling
breast, and her quick sighs, all made me think that she stood as much
in need of defeat as I of victory; certainly I should not have judged
that she was already calculating on resistance.

Thus I once more became tender and affectionate; I begged pardon for
what I had said and done.  Her fiery kisses replied to mine, and I
thought her glance and the soft pressure of her body were inviting me
to gather the delicious fruit; but just as my hand opened the door of
the sanctuary, she gave a sudden movement, and the chance was lost.

"What! you would deceive me again."

"No, no but we have done enough now.  I promise to spend the night in
your arms in your own house."

For a moment I lost my senses.  I only saw the deceitful wretch who
had profited by my foolish credulity so many times, and I resolved to
enjoy or take vengeance.  I held her down with my left arm, and
drawing a small knife from my pocket I opened it with my teeth and
pricked her neck, threatening to kill her if she resisted me.

"Do as you like," she said with perfect calm, "I only ask you to
leave me my life, but after you have satisfied yourself I will not
leave the spot; I will not enter your carriage unless you carry me by
force, and everybody shall know the reason."

This threat had no effect, for I had already got back my senses, and
I pitied myself for being degraded by a creature for whom I had the
greatest contempt, in spite of the almost magical influence she had
over me, and the furious desires she knew how to kindle in my breast.
I rose without a word, and taking my hat and cane I hastened to leave
a place where unbridled passion had brought me to the brink of ruin.

My readers will scarcely believe me (but it is nevertheless the exact
truth) when I say that the impudent creature hastened to rejoin me,
and took my arm again as if nothing had happened.  A girl of her age
could not have played the part so well unless she had been already
tried in a hundred battles.  When we rejoined the company I was asked
if I were ill, while nobody noticed the slightest alteration in her.

When we got back to London I excused myself under the plea of a bad
headache, and returned home.

The adventure had made a terrible impression on me, and I saw that if
I did not avoid all intercourse with this girl I should be brought to
ruin.  There was something about her I could not resist.  I therefore
resolved to see her no more, but feeling ashamed of my weakness in
giving her the bills of exchange I wrote her mother a note requesting
her to make her daughter return them, or else I should be compelled
to take harsh measures.

In the afternoon I received the following reply:

"Sir,--I am exceedingly surprised at your addressing yourself to me
about the bills you handed to my daughter.  She tells me she will
give you them back in person when you shew more discretion, and have
learnt to respect her."

This impudent letter so enraged me that I forgot my vow of the
morning.  I put two pistols in my pocket and proceeded to the
wretched woman's abode to compel her to return me my bills if she did
not wish to be soundly caned.

I only took the pistols to overawe the two male rascals who supped
with them every evening.  I was furious when I arrived, but I passed
by the door when I saw a handsome young hairdresser, who did the
Charpillon's hair every Saturday evening, going into the house.

I did not want a stranger to be present at the scene I meant to make,
so I waited at the corner of the street for the hairdresser to go.
After I had waited half an hour Rostaing and Couman, the two supports
of the house, came out and went away, much to my delight.  I waited
on; eleven struck, and the handsome barber had not yet gone.  A
little before midnight a servant came out with a lamp, I suppose to
look for something that had fallen out of the window.  I approached
noiselessly, stepped in and opened the parlour-door, which was close
to the street, and saw .  .  .  the Charpillon and the barber
stretched on the sofa and doing the beast with two backs, as
Shakespeare calls it.

When the slut saw me she gave a shriek and unhorsed her gallant, whom
I caned soundly until he escaped in the confusion consequent on the
servants, mother, and aunts all rushing into the room.  While this
was going on the Charpillon, half-naked, remained crouched behind the
sofa, trembling lest the blows should begin to descend on her.  Then
the three hags set upon me like furies; but their abuse only
irritated me, and I broke the pier-'glass, the china, and the
furniture, and as they still howled and shrieked I roared out that if
they did not cease I would break their heads.  At this they began to
calm.

I threw myself upon the fatal sofa, and bade the mother to return me
the bills of exchange; but just then the watchman came in.

There is only one watchman to a district, which he perambulates all
night with a lantern in one hand and a staff in the other.  On these
men the peace of the great city depends.  I put three or four crowns
into his hand and said "Go away," and so saying shut the door upon
him.  Then I sat down once more and asked again for the bills of
exchange:

"I have not got them; my daughter keeps them."

"Call her."

The two maids said that whilst I was breaking the china she had
escaped by the street door, and that they did not know what had
become of her.  Then the mother and aunts began to shriek, weep, and
exclaim,--

"My poor daughter alone in the streets of London at midnight!  My
dear niece, alas! alas! she is lost.  Cursed be the hour when you
came to England to make us all unhappy!"

My rage had evaporated, and I trembled at the thought of this young
frightened girl running about the streets at such an hour.

"Go and look for her at the neighbours' houses," I said to the
servants, "no doubt you will find her.  When you tell me she is safe,
you shall have a guinea apiece."

When the three Gorgons saw I was interested, their tears, complaints,
and invectives began again with renewed vigor, while I kept silence
as much as to say that they were in the right.  I awaited the return
of the servants with impatience, and at last at one o'clock they came
back with looks of despair.

"We have looked for her everywhere," said they, "but we can't find
her."

I gave them the two guineas as if they had succeeded, whilst I sat
motionless reflecting on the terrible consequences of my anger.  How
foolish is man when he is in love!

I was idiot enough to express my repentance to the three old cheats.
I begged them to seek for her everywhere when dawn appeared, and to
let me know of her return that I might fall at her feet to beg
pardon, and never see her face again.  I also promised to pay for all
the damage I had done, and to give them a full receipt for the bills
of exchange.  After these acts, done to the everlasting shame of my
good sense, after this apology made to procuresses who laughed at me
and my honour, I went home, promising two guineas to the servant who
should bring me tidings that her young mistress had come home.
On leaving the house I found the watchman at the door; he had been
waiting to see me home.  It was two o'clock.  I threw myself on my
bed, and the six hours of sleep I obtained, though troubled by
fearful dreams, probably saved me from madness.

At eight o'clock I heard a knock at the door, and on opening the
window found it was one of the servants from the house of my foes.  I
cried out to let her in, and I breathed again on hearing that Miss
Charpillon had just arrived in a sedan-chair in a pitiable condition,
and that she had been put to bed.

"I made haste to come and tell you," said the cunning maid, "not for
the sake of your two guineas, but because I saw you were so unhappy."
This duped me directly.  I gave her the two guineas, and made her sit
down on my bed, begging her to tell me all about her mistress's
return.  I did not dream that she had been schooled by my enemies;
but during the whole of this period I was deprived of the right use
of my reason.

The slut began by saying that her young mistress loved me, and had
only deceived me in accordance with her mother's orders.

"I know that," I said, "but where did she pass the night?"

"At a shop which she found open, and where she was known from having
bought various articles there.  She is in bed with a fever, and I am
afraid it may have serious consequences as she is in her monthly
period."

"That's impossible, for I caught her in the act with her
hairdresser."

"Oh, that proves nothing! the poor young man does not look into
things very closely."

"But she is in love with him."

"I don't think so, though she has spent several hours in his
company."

"And you say that she loves me!"

"Oh, that has nothing to do with it!  It is only a whim of hers with
the hairdresser."

"Tell her that I am coming to pass the day beside her bed, and bring
me her reply."

"I will send the other girl if you like."

"No, she only speaks English."

She went away, and as she had not returned by three o'clock I decided
on calling to hear how she was.  I knocked at the door, and one of
the aunts appeared and begged me not to enter as the two friends of
the house were there in a fury against me, and her niece lay in a
delirium, crying out "There's Seingalt, there's Seingalt!  He's
going to kill me.  Help!  help!" "For God's sake, sir, go away,"

I went home desperate, without the slightest suspicion that it was
all a lie.  I spent the whole day without eating anything; I could
not swallow a mouthful.  All night I kept awake, and though I took
several glasses of strong waters I could obtain no rest.

At nine o'clock the next morning I knocked at the Charpillon's door,
and the old aunt came and held it half open as before.  She forbade
me to enter, saying that her niece was still delirious, continually
calling on me in her transports, and that the doctor had declared
that if the disease continued its course she had not twenty-four
hours to live.  "The fright you gave her has arrested her periods;
she is in a terrible state."

"O, fatal hairdresser!" I exclaimed.

"That was a mere youthful folly; you should have pretended not to
have seen anything."

"You think that possible, you old witch, do you?  Do not let her lack
for anything; take that."

With these words I gave her a bank note for ten guineas and went
away, like the fool I was.  On my way back I met Goudar, who was
quite frightened at my aspect.  I begged him to go and see how the
Charpillon really was, and then to come and pass the rest of the day
with me.  An hour after he came back and said he had found them all
in tears and that the girl was in extremis.

"Did you see her?"

"No, they said she could see no one."

"Do you think it is all true?"

"I don't know what to think; but one of the maids, who tells me the
truth as a rule, assured me that she had become mad through her
courses being stopped, while she has also a fever and violent
convulsions.  It is all credible enough, for these are the usual
results of a shock when a woman is in such a situation.  The girl
told me it was all your fault."

I then told him the whole story.  He could only pity me, but when he
heard that I had neither eaten nor slept for the last forty-eight
hours he said very wisely that if I did not take care I should lose
my reason or my life.  I knew it, but I could find no remedy.  He
spent the day with me and did me good.  As I could not eat I drank a
good deal, and not being able to sleep I spent the night in striding
up and down my room like a man beside himself.

On the third day, having heard nothing positive about the Charpillon,
I went out at seven o'clock in the morning to call on her.  After I
had waited a quarter of an hour in the street, the door was partly
opened, and I saw the mother all in tears, but she would not let me
come in.  She said her daughter was in the last agony.  At the same
instant a pale and thin old man came out, telling the mother that we
must resign ourselves to the will of God.  I asked the infamous
creature if it were the doctor.

"The doctor is no good now," said the old hypocrite, weeping anew,
"he is a minister of the Gospel, and there is another of them
upstairs.  My poor daughter!  In another hour she will be no more."

I felt as if an icy hand had closed upon my heart.  I burst into
tears and left the woman, saying,--

"It is true that my hand dealt the blow, but her death lies at your
door."

As I walked away my knees seemed to bend under me, and I entered my
house determined to commit suicide,--

With this fearful idea, I gave orders that I was not at home to
anyone.  As soon as I got to my room I put my watches, rings, snuff-
boxes, purse and pocket-book in my casket, and shut it up in my
escritoire.  I then wrote a letter to the Venetian ambassador,
informing him that all my property was to go to M. de Bragadin after
my death.  I sealed the letter and put it with the casket, and took
the key with me, and also silver to the amount of a few guineas.  I
took my pistols and went out with the firm intention of drowning
myself in the Thames, near the Tower of London.

Pondering over my plan with the utmost coolness, I went and bought
some balls of lead as large as my pockets would hold, and as heavy as
I could bear, to carry to the Tower, where I intended to go on foot.
On my way I was strengthened in my purpose by the reflection, that if
I continued to live I should be tormented for the remainder of my
days by the pale shade of the Charpillon reproaching me as her
murderer.  I even congratulated myself on being able to carry out my
purpose without any effort, and I also felt a secret pride in my
courage.

I walked slowly on account of the enormous weight I bore, which would
assure me a speedy passage to the bottom of the river.

By Westminster Bridge my good fortune made me meet Sir Edgar, a rich
young Englishman, who lived a careless and joyous life.  I had made
his acquaintance at Lord Pembroke's, and he had dined with me several
times.  We suited one another, his conversation was agreeable, and we
had passed many pleasant hours together.  I tried to avoid him, but
he saw me, and came up and took me by the arm in a friendly manner.

"Where are you going?  Come with me, unless you are going to deliver
some captive.  Come along, we shall have a pleasant party."

"I can't come, my dear fellow, let me go."

"What's the matter?  I hardly recognized you, you looked so solemn."

"Nothing is the matter."

"Nothing?  You should look at your face in the glass.  Now I feel
quite sure that you are going to commit a foolish action."

"Not at all."

"It's no good denying it."

"I tell you there's nothing the matter with me.  Good bye, I shall
see you again."

"It's no good, I won't leave you.  Come along, we will walk
together."

His eyes happening to fall on my breeches pocket, he noticed my
pistol, and putting his hand on the other pocket he felt the other
pistol, and said,--

"You are going to fight a duel; I should like to see it.  I won't
interfere with the affair, but neither will I leave you."

I tried to put on a smile, and assured him that he was mistaken, and
that I was only going for a walk to pass the time.

"Very good," said Edgar, "then I hope my society is as pleasant to
you as yours is to me; I won't leave you.  After we have taken a walk
we will go and dine at the 'Canon.'  I will get two girls to come and
join us, and we shall have a gay little party of four."

"My dear friend, you must excuse me; I am in a melancholy mood, and I
want to be alone to get over it."

"You can be alone to-morrow, if you like, but I am sure you will be
all right in the next three hours, and if not, why I will share your
madness.  Where did you think of dining?"

"Nowhere; I have no appetite.  I have been fasting for the last three
days, and I can only drink."

"Ah! I begin to see daylight.  Something has crossed you, and you are
going to let it kill you as it killed one of my brothers.  I must see
what can be done."

Edgar argued, insisted, and joked till at last I said to myself, "A
day longer will not matter, I can do the deed when he leaves me, and
I shall only have to bear with life a few hours longer."

When Edgar heard that I had no particular object in crossing the
bridge he said that we had better turn back, and I let myself be
persuaded; but in half an hour I begged him to take me somewhere
where I could wait for him, as I could not bear the weight of the
lead any longer.  I gave him my word of honour that I would meet him
at the "Canon."

As soon as I was alone I emptied my pockets, and put the leaden balls
into a cupboard.  Then I lay down and began to consider whether the
good-natured young man would prevent me committing suicide, as he had
already made me postpone it.

I reasoned, not as one that hopes, but rather as one that foresaw
that Edgar would hinder me from shortening my days.  Thus I waited in
the tavern for the young Englishman, doubtful whether he was doing me
a service or an injury.

He came back before long, and was pleased to find me.

"I reckoned on your keeping your word," said he.

"You did not think that I would break my word of honour."

"That's all right; I see you are on the way to recovery."

The sensible and cheerful talk of the young man did me good, and I
began to feel better, when the two young wantons, one of whom was a
Frenchwoman, arrived in high spirits.  They seemed intended for
pleasure, and Nature had dowered them with great attractions.  I
appreciated their charms, but I could not welcome them in the manner
to which they were accustomed.  They began to think me some poor
valetudinarian; but though I was in torments, a feeling of vanity
made me endeavour to behave sensibly.  I gave them some cold kisses
and begged Edgar to tell his fellow-countrywoman that if I were not
three parts dead I would prove how lovely and charming I thought her.
They pitied me.  A man who has spent three days without eating or
sleeping is almost incapable of any voluptuous excitement, but mere
words would not have convinced these priestesses of Venus if Edgar
had not given them my name.  I had a reputation, and I saw that when
they heard who I was they were full of respect.  They all hoped that
Bacchus and Comus would plead the cause of Love, and I let them talk,
knowing that their hopes were vain.

We had an English dinner; that is, a dinner without the essential
course of soup, so I only took a few oysters and a draught of
delicious wine, but I felt better, and was pleased to see Edgar
amusing himself with the two nymphs.

The young madcap suddenly proposed that the girls should dance a
hornpipe in the costume of Mother Eve, and they consented on the
condition that we would adopt the dress of Father Adam, and that
blind musicians were summoned.  I told them that I would take off my
clothes to oblige them, but that I had no hopes of being able to
imitate the seductive serpent.  I was allowed to retain my dress, on
the condition that if I felt the prick of the flesh I should
immediately undress.  I agreed to do so, and the blind musicians were
sent for, and while they tuned their instruments toilettes were made,
and the orgy began.

It taught me same useful lessons.  I learnt from it that amorous
pleasures are the effect and not the cause of gaiety.  I sat gazing
at three naked bodies of perfect grace and beauty, the dance and the
music were ravishing and seductive, but nothing made any impression
on me.  After the dance was over the male dancer treated the two
females, one after the other, until he was forced to rest.  The
French girl came up to ascertain whether I skewed any signs of life,
but feeling my hopeless condition she pronounced me useless.

When it was all over I begged Edgar to give the French girl four
guineas, and to pay my share, as I had very little money about me.

What should I have said if I had been told in the morning that
instead of drowning myself I should take part in so pleasant an
entertainment?

The debt I had contracted with the young Englishman made me resolve
to put off my suicide to another day.  After the nymphs had gone I
tried to get rid of Edgar, but in vain; he told me I was getting
better, that the oysters I had taken skewed my stomach was improving,
and that if I came with him to Ranelagh I should be able to make a
good dinner the next day.  I was weak and indifferent and let myself
be persuaded, and got into a coach with Edgar in obedience to the
Stoic maxim I had learnt in the happy days of my youth: 'Sequere
Deum'.

We entered the fine rotunda with our hats off, and began to walk
round and round, our arms behind our backs--a common custom in
England, at least in those days.

A minuet was being danced, and I was so attracted by a lady who
danced extremely well that I waited for her to turn round.  What made
me notice her more particularly was that her dress and hat were
exactly like those I had given to the Charpillon a few days before,
but as I believed the poor wretch to be dead or dying the likeness
did not inspire me with any suspicion.  But the lady turned round,
lifted her face, and I saw--the Charpillon herself!

Edgar told me afterwards that at that moment he thought to see me
fall to the ground in an epileptic fit; I trembled and shuddered so
terribly.

However, I felt so sure she was ill that I could not believe my own
eyes, and the doubt brought me to my senses.

"She can't be the Charpillon," I said to myself, "she is some other
girl like her, and my enfeebled senses have led me astray."  In the
meanwhile the lady, intent on her dancing, did not glance in my
direction, but I could afford to wait.  At last she lifted her arms
to make the curtsy at the end of the minuet, I went up instinctively
as if I were about to dance with her; she looked me in the face, and
fled.

I constrained myself; but now that there could be no doubt my
shuddering fit returned, and I made haste to sit down.  A cold sweat
bedewed my face and my whole body.  Edgar advised me to take a cup of
tea but I begged him to leave me alone for a few moments.

I was afraid that I was on the point of death; I trembled all over,
and my heart beat so rapidly that I could not have stood up had I
wished.

At last, instead of dying, I got new life.  What a wonderful change I
experienced!  Little by little my peace of mind returned, and I could
enjoy the glitter of the multitudinous wax lights.  By slow degrees I
passed through all the shades of feeling between despair and an
ecstasy of joy.  My soul and mind were so astonished by the shock
that I began to think I should never see Edgar again.

"This young man," I said to myself, "is my good genius, my guardian
angel, my familiar spirit, who has taken the form of Edgar to restore
me to my senses again."

I should certainly have persisted in this idea if my friend had not
reappeared before very long.

Chance might have thrown him in the way of one of those seductive
creatures who make one forget everything else; he might have left
Ranelagh without having time to tell me he was going, and I should
have gone back to London feeling perfectly certain that I had only
seen his earthly shape.  Should I have been disabused if I had seen
him a few days after?  Possibly; but I am not sure of it.  I have
always had a hankering after superstition, of which I do not boast;
but I confess the fact, and leave the reader to judge me.

However, he came back in high spirits, but anxious about me.  He was
surprised to find me full of animation, and to hear me talking in a
pleasant strain on the surrounding objects and persons.

"Why, you are laughing!" said he, "your sadness has departed, then?"

"Yes, good genius, but I am hungry, and I want you to do me a favour,
if you have no other pressing engagements."

"I am free till the day after to-morrow, and till then you can do
what you like with me."

"I owe my life to you, but to make your gift complete I want you to
spend this night and the whole of the next day with me."

"Done."

"Then let us go home."

"With all my heart; come along."

I did not tell him anything as we were in the coach, and when we got
home I found nothing fresh, except a note from Goudar, which I put in
my pocket, intending to reserve all business for the next day.

It was an hour after midnight.  A good supper was served to us, and
we fell to; for my part I devoured my food like a wild beast.  Edgar
congratulated me, and we went to bed, and I slept profoundly till
noon.  When I awoke I breakfasted with Edgar, and told him the whole
story, which would have ended with my life if he had not met me on
Westminster Bridge, and he had not been keen enough to mark my
condition.  I took him to my room, and shewed him my escritoire, my
casket, and my will.  I then opened Goudar's letter, and read:

"I am quite sure that the girl you know of is very far from dying, as
she has gone to Ranelagh with Lord Grosvenor."

Although Edgar was a profligate, he was a sensible man, and my story
made him furious.  He threw his arms around my neck, and told me he
should always think the day on which he rescued me from death for so
unworthy an object the happiest in his life.  He could scarcely
credit the infamy of the Charpillon and her mother.  He told me I
could have the mother arrested, though I had not got the bills of
exchange, as her mother's letter acknowledging her daughter's
possession of the bills was sufficient evidence.

Without informing him of my intention, I resolved that moment to have
her arrested.  Before we parted we swore eternal friendship, but the
reader will see before long what a penance the kind Englishman had to
do for befriending me.

The next day I went to the attorney I had employed against Count
Schwerin.  After hearing my story he said that I had an undoubted
claim, and that I could arrest the mother and the two aunts.

Without losing time I went before a magistrate, who took my sworn
information and granted me a warrant.  The same official who had
arrested Schwerin took charge of the affair; but as he did not know
the women by sight it was necessary that someone who did should go
with him, for though he was certain of surprising them there might be
several other women present, and he might not arrest the right ones.

As Goudar would not have undertaken the delicate task of pointing
them out, I resolved on accompanying him myself.

I made an appointment with him at an hour when I knew they would be
all in the parlour.  He was to enter directly the door was opened,
and I would come in at the same instant and point out the women he
had to arrest.  In England all judicial proceedings are conducted
with the utmost punctuality, and everything went off as I had
arranged.  The bailiff and his subaltern stepped into the parlour and
I followed in their footsteps.  I pointed out the mother and the two
sisters and then made haste to escape, for the sight of the
Charpillon, dressed in black, standing by the hearth, made me
shudder.  I felt cured, certainly; but the wounds she had given me
were not yet healed, and I cannot say what might have happened if the
Circe had had the presence of mind to throw her arms about my neck
and beg for mercy.

As soon as I had seen these women in the hands of justice I fled,
tasting the sweets of vengeance, which are very great, but yet a sign
of unhappiness.  The rage in which I had arrested the three
procuresses, and my terror in seeing the woman who had well-nigh
killed me, shewed that I was not really cured.  To be so I must fly
from them and forget them altogether.

The next morning Goudar came and congratulated me on the bold step I
had taken, which proved, he said, that I was either cured or more in
love than ever.  "I have just come from Denmark Street," he added,
"and I only saw the grandmother, who was weeping bitterly, and an
attorney, whom no doubt she was consulting."

"Then you have heard what has happened?"

"Yes, I came up a minute after you had gone and I stayed till the
three old sluts made up their minds to go with the constable.  They
resisted and said he ought to leave them till the next day, when they
would be able to find someone to bail them.  The two bravos drew
their swords to resist the law, but the other constable disarmed them
one after the other, and the three women were led off.  The
Charpillon wanted to accompany them, but it was judged best that she
should remain at liberty, in order to try and set them free."

Goudar concluded by saying that he should go and see them in prison,
and if I felt disposed to come to an arrangement he would mediate
between us.  I told him that the only arrangement I would accept was
the payment of the six thousand francs, and that they might think
themselves very lucky that I did not insist on having my interest,
and thus repaying myself in part for the sums they had cheated out of
me.

A fortnight elapsed without my hearing any more of the matter.  The
Charpillon dined with them every day, and in fact, kept them.  It
must have cost her a good deal, for they had two rooms, and their
landlord would not allow them to have their meals prepared outside
the prison.  Goudar told me that the Charpillon said she would never
beg me to listen to her mother, though she knew she had only to call
on me to obtain anything she wanted.  She thought me the most
abominable of men.  If I feel obliged to maintain that she was
equally abominable, I must confess that on this occasion she shewed
more strength of mind than I; but whereas I had acted out of passion,
her misdeeds were calculated, and tended solely to her own interests.

For the whole of this fortnight I had sought for Edgar in vain, but
one morning he came to see me, looking in high spirits.

"Where have you been hiding all this time?" said I, "I have been
looking for you everywhere."

"Love has been keeping me a prisoner," said he, "I have got some
money for you."

"For me?  From what quarter?"

"On behalf of the Ansperghers.  Give me a receipt and the necessary
declaration, for I am going to restore them myself to the poor
Charpillon, who has been weeping for the last fortnight."

"I daresay she has, I have seen her weep myself; but I like the way
in which she has chosen the being who delivered me from her chains as
a protector.  Does she know that I owe my life to you?"

"She only knew that I was with you at Ranelagh when you saw her
dancing instead of dying, but I have told her the whole story since."

"No doubt she wants you to plead with me in her favour."

"By no means.  She has just been telling me that you are a monster of
ingratitude, for she loved you and gave you several proofs of her
affection, but now she hates you."

"Thank Heaven for that!  The wretched woman!  It's curious she should
have selected you as her lover by way of taking vengeance on me, but
take care! she will punish you."

"It may be so, but at all events it's a pleasant kind of punishment."

"I hope you may be happy, but look to yourself; she is a mistress in
all sorts of deceit."

Edgar counted me out two hundred and fifty guineas, for which I gave
him a receipt and the declaration he required, and with these
documents he went off in high spirits.

After this I might surely flatter myself that all was at an end
between us, but I was mistaken.

Just about this time the Crown Prince of Brunswick, now the reigning
duke, married the King of England's sister.  The Common Council
presented him with the freedom of the City, and the Goldsmith's
Company admitted him into their society, and gave him a splendid box
containing the documents which made him a London citizen.  The prince
was the first gentleman in Europe, and yet he did not disdain to add
this new honour to a family illustrious for fourteen hundred years.

On this occasion Lady Harrington was the means of getting Madame
Cornelis two hundred guineas.  She lent her room in Soho Square to a
confectioner who gave a ball and supper to a thousand persons at
three guineas each.  I paid my three guineas, and had the honour of
standing up all the evening with six hundred others, for the table
only seated four hundred, and there were several ladies who were
unable to procure seats.  That evening I saw Lady Grafton seated
beside the Duke of Cumberland.  She wore her hair without any powder,
and all the other ladies were exclaiming about it, and saying how
very unbecoming it was.  They could not anathematize the innovator
too much, but in less than six months Lady Grafton's style of doing
the hair became common, crossed the Channel, and spread all over
Europe, though it has been given another name.  It is still in
fashion, and is the only method that can boast the age of thirty
years, though it was so unmercifully ridiculed at first.

The supper for which the giver of the feast had received three
thousand guineas, or sixty-five thousand francs, contained a most
varied assortment of delicacies, but as I had not been dancing, and
did not feel taken with any of the ladies present, I left at one in
the morning.  It was Sunday, a day on which all persons, save
criminals, are exempt from arrest; but, nevertheless, the following
adventure befell me:

I was dressed magnificently, and was driving home in my carriage,
with my negro and another servant seated behind me; and just as we
entered Pall Mall I heard a voice crying, "Good night, Seingalt."  I
put my head out of the window to reply, and in an instant the
carriage was surrounded by men armed with pistols, and one of them
said,--

"In the king's name!"

My servant asked what they wanted, and they answered,--

"To take him to Newgate, for Sunday makes no difference to
criminals."

"And what crime have I committed?"

"You will hear that in prison."

"My master has a right to know his crime before he goes to prison,"
said the negro.

"Yes, but the magistrate's abed."

The negro stuck to his position, however, and the people who had come
up declared with one consent that he was in the right.

The head-constable gave in, and said he would take me to a house in
the city.

"Then drive to that city," said I, "and have done with it."

We stopped before the house, and I was placed in a large room on the
ground floor, furnished solely with benches and long tables.  My
servant sent back the carriage, and came to keep me company.  The six
constables said they could not leave me, and told me I should send
out for some meat and drink for them.  I told my negro to give them
what they wanted, and to be as amicable with them as was possible.

As I had not committed any crime, I was quite at ease; I knew that my
arrest must be the effect of a slander, and as I was aware that
London justice was speedy and equitable, I thought I should soon be
free.  But I blamed myself for having transgressed the excellent
maxim, never to answer anyone in the night time; for if I had not
done so I should have been in my house, and not in prison.  The
mistake, however, had been committed, and there was nothing to be
done but to wait patiently.  I amused myself by reflecting on my
rapid passage from a numerous and exalted assemblage to the vile
place I now occupied, though I was still dressed like a prince.

At last the day dawned, and the keeper of the tavern came to see who
the prisoner was.  I could not helping laughing at him when he saw
me, for he immediately began to abuse the constables for not awaking
him when I came; he had lost the guinea I should have paid for a
private room.  At last news was brought that the magistrate was
sitting, and that I must be brought up.

A coach was summoned, and I got into it, for if I had dared to walk
along the streets in my magnificent attire the mob would have pelted
me.

I went into the hall of justice, and all eyes were at once attracted
towards me; my silks and satins appeared to them the height of
impertinence.

At the end of the room I saw a gentleman sitting in an arm-chair, and
concluded him to be my judge.  I was right, and the judge was blind.
He wore a broad band round his head, passing over his eyes.  A man
beside me, guessing I was a foreigner, said in French,--

"Be of good courage, Mr. Fielding is a just and equitable
magistrate."

I thanked the kindly unknown, and was delighted to see before me this
famous and estimable writer, whose works are an honour to the English
nation.

When my turn came, the clerk of the court told Mr. Fielding my name,
at least, so I presume.

"Signor Casanova," said he, in excellent Italian, "be kind enough to
step forward.  I wish to speak to you."

I was delighted to hear the accents of my native tongue, and making
my way through the press I came up to the bar of the court, and
said,--

"Eccomi, Signore."

He continued to speak Italian, and said,--

"Signor de Casanova, of Venice, you are condemned to perpetual
confinement in the prisons of His Majesty the King of Great Britain."

"I should like to know, sir, for what crime I am condemned.  Would
you be kind enough to inform me as to its nature?"

"Your demand is a reasonable one, for with us no one is condemned
without knowing the cause of his condemnation.  You must know, then,
that the accusation (which is supported by two witnesses) charges you
with intending to do grievous bodily harm to the person of a pretty
girl; and as this pretty girl aforesaid goes in dread of you, the law
decrees that you must be kept in prison for the rest of your days."

"Sir, this accusation is a groundless calumny; to that I will take my
oath!  It is very possible indeed that the girl may fear my vengeance
when she comes to consider her own conduct, but I can assure you that
I have had no such designs hitherto, and I don't think I ever shall."

"She has two witnesses."

"Then they are false ones.  But may I ask your worship the name of my
accuser?"

"Miss Charpillon."

"I thought as much; but I have never given her aught but proofs of my
affection."

"Then you have no wish to do her any bodily harm?"

"Certainly not."

"Then I congratulate you.  You can dine at home; but you must find
two sureties.  I must have an assurance from the mouths of two
householders that you will never commit such a crime."

"Whom shall I find to do so?"

"Two well-known Englishmen, whose friendship you have gained, and who
know that you are incapable of such an action.  Send for them, and if
they arrive before I go to dinner I will set you at liberty."

The constable took me back to prison, where I had passed the night,
and I gave my servants the addresses of all the householders I
recollected, bidding them explain my situation, and to be as quick as
possible.  They ought to have come before noon, but London is such a
large place!  They did not arrive, and the magistrate went to dinner.
I comforted myself by the thought that he would sit in the afternoon,
but I had to put up with a disagreeable experience.

The chief constable, accompanied by an interpreter, came to say that
I must go to Newgate.  This is a prison where the most wretched and
abject criminals are kept.

I signified to him that I was awaiting bail, and that he could take
me to Newgate in the evening if it did not come, but he only turned a
deaf ear to my petition.  The interpreter told me in a whisper that
the fellow was certainly paid by the other side to put me to trouble,
but that if I liked to bribe him I could stay where I was.

"How much will he want?"

The interpreter took the constable aside, and then told me that I
could stay where I was for ten guineas.

"Then say that I should like to see Newgate."

A coach was summoned, and I was taken away.

When I got to this abode of misery and despair, a hell, such as Dante
might have conceived, a crowd of wretches, some of whom were to be
hanged in the course of the week, greeted me by deriding my elegant
attire.  I did not answer them, and they began to get angry and to
abuse me.  The gaoler quieted them by saying that I was a foreigner
and did not understand English, and then took me to a cell, informing
me how much it would cost me, and of the prison rules, as if he felt
certain that I should make a long stay.  But in the course of half an
hour, the constable who had tried to get ten guineas out of me told
me that bail had arrived and that my carriage was at the door.

I thanked God from the bottom of my heart, and soon found myself in
the presence of the blind magistrate.  My bail consisted of Pegu, my
tailor, and Maisonneuve, my wine merchant, who said they were happy
to be able to render me this slight service.  In another part of the
court I noticed the infamous Charpillon, Rostaing, Goudar, and an
attorney.  They made no impression on me, and I contented myself with
giving them a look of profound contempt.

My two sureties were informed of the amount in which they were to
bail me, and signed with a light heart, and then the magistrate said,
politely,--

"Signor Casanova, please to sign your name for double the amount, and
you will then be a free man again."

I went towards the clerk's table, and on asking the sum I was to
answer for was informed that it was forty guineas, each of my
sureties signing for twenty.  I signed my name, telling Goudar that
if the magistrate could have seen the Charpillon he would have valued
her beauty at ten thousand guineas.  I asked the names of the two
witnesses, and was told that they were Rostaing and Bottarelli.  I
looked contemptuously at Rostaing, who was as pale as death, and
averting my face from the Charpillon out of pity, I said,--

"The witnesses are worthy of the charge."

I saluted the judge with respect, although he could not see me, and
asked the clerk if I had anything to pay.  He replied in the
negative, and a dispute ensued between him and the attorney of my
fair enemy, who was disgusted on hearing that she could not leave the
court without paying the costs of my arrest.

Just as I was going, five or six well-known Englishmen appeared to
bail me out, and were mortified to hear that they had come too late.
They begged me to forgive the laws of the land, which are only too
often converted into a means for the annoyance of foreigners.

At last, after one of the most tedious days I have ever spent, I
returned home and went to bed, laughing at the experience I had
undergone.




End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of MEMOIRES OF JACQUES CASANOVA
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MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
IN LONDON AND MOSCOW, Volume 5d--LONDON TO BERLIN



THE MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA DE SEINGALT

THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR
MACHEN TO WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED BY ARTHUR
SYMONS.




FLIGHT FROM LONDON TO BERLIN




CHAPTER XIV

Bottarelli--A Letter from Pauline--The Avenging Parrot--Pocchini--
Guerra, the Venetian--I Meet Sara Again; My Idea of Marrying Her and
Settling in Switzerland--The Hanoverians

Thus ended the first act of the comedy; the second began the next
morning.  I was just getting up, when I heard a noise at the street
door, and on putting my head out of the window I saw Pocchini, the
scoundrel who had robbed me at Stuttgart trying to get into my house.
I cried out wrathfully that I would have nothing to do with him, and
slammed down my window.

A little later Goudar put in an appearance.  He had got a copy of the
St. James's Chronicle, containing a brief report of my arrest, and of
my being set a liberty under a bail of eighty guineas.  My name and
the lady's were disguised, but Rostaing and Bottarelli were set down
plainly, and the editor praised their conduct.  I felt as if I should
like to know Bottarelli, and begged Goudar to take me to him, and
Martinelli, happening to call just then, said he would come with us.

We entered a wretched room on the third floor of a wretched house,
and there we beheld a picture of the greatest misery.  A woman and
five children clothed in rags formed the foreground, and in the
background was Bottarelli, in an old dressing-gown, writing at a
table worthy of Philemon and Baucis.  He rose as we came in, and the
sight of him moved me to compassion.  I said,--

"Do you know me, sir?"

"No, sir, I do not."

"I am Casanova, against whom you bore false witness; whom you tried
to cast into Newgate."

"I am very sorry, but look around you and say what choice have I?  I
have no bread to give my children.  I will do as much in your favour
another time for nothing."

"Are you not afraid of the gallows?"

"No, for perjury is not punished with death; besides it is very
difficult to prove."

"I have heard you are a poet."

"Yes.  I have lengthened the Didone and abridged the Demetrio."

"You are a great poet, indeed!"

I felt more contempt than hatred for the rascal, and gave his wife a
guinea, for which she presented me with a wretched pamphlet by her
husband: "The Secrets of the Freemasons Displayed."  Bottarelli had
been a monk in his native city, Pisa, and had fled to England with
his wife, who had been a nun.

About this time M. de Saa surprised me by giving me a letter from my
fair Portuguese, which confirmed the sad fate of poor Clairmont.
Pauline said she was married to Count Al----.  I was astonished to
hear M. de Saa observe that he had known all about Pauline from the
moment she arrived in London.  That is the hobby of all diplomatists;
they like people to believe that they are omniscient.  However, M. de
Saa was a man of worth and talent, and one could excuse this weakness
as an incident inseparable from his profession; while most
diplomatists only make themselves ridiculous by their assumption of
universal knowledge.

M. de Saa had been almost as badly treated by the Charpillon as
myself, and we might have condoled with one another, but the subject
was not mentioned.

A few days afterwards, as I was walking idly about, I passed a place
called the Parrot Market.  As I was amusing myself by looking at
these curious birds, I saw a fine young one in a cage, and asked what
language it spoke.  They told me that it was quite young and did not
speak at all yet, so I bought it for ten guineas.  I thought I would
teach the bird a pretty speech, so I had the cage hung by my bed, and
repeated dozens of times every day the following sentence: "The
Charpillon is a bigger wh--e than her mother."

The only end I had in view was my private amusement, and in a
fortnight the bird had learnt the phrase with the utmost exactness;
and every time it uttered the words it accompanied them with a shriek
of laughter which I had not taught it, but which made me laugh
myself.

One day Gondar heard the bird, and told me that if I sent it to the
Exchange I should certainly get fifty guineas for it.  I welcomed the
idea, and resolved to make the parrot the instrument of my vengeance
against the woman who had treated me so badly.  I secured myself from
fear of the law, which is severe in such cases, by entrusting the
bird to my negro, to whom such merchandise was very suitable.

For the first two or three days my parrot did not attract much
attention, its observations being in French; but as soon as those who
knew the subject of them had heard it, its audience increased and
bids were made.  Fifty guineas seemed rather too much, and my negro
wanted me to lower the price, but I would not agree, having fallen in
love with this odd revenge.

In the course of a week Goudar came to inform me of the effect the
parrot's criticism had produced in the Charpillon family.  As the
vendor was my negro, there could be no doubt as to whom it belonged,
and who had been its master of languages.  Goudar said that the
Charpillon thought my vengeance very ingenious, but that the mother
and aunts were furious.  They had consulted several counsel, who
agreed in saying that a parrot could not be indicted for libel, but
that they could make me pay dearly for my jest if they could prove
that I had been the bird's instructor.  Goudar warned me to be
careful of owning to the fact, as two witnesses would suffice to undo
me.

The facility with which false witnesses may be produced in London is
something dreadful.  I have myself seen the word evidence written in
large characters in a window; this is as much as to say that false
witnesses may be procured within.

The St. James's Chronicle contained an article on my parrot, in which
the writer remarked that the ladies whom the bird insulted must be
very poor and friendless, or they would have bought it at once, and
have thus prevented the thing from becoming the talk of the town.  He
added,--

"The teacher of the parrot has no doubt made the bird an instrument
of his vengeance, and has displayed his wit in doing so; he ought to
be an Englishman."

I met my good friend Edgar, and asked him why he had not bought the
little slanderer.

"Because it delights all who know anything about the object of the
slander," said he.

At last Jarbe found a purchaser for fifty guineas, and I heard
afterwards that Lord Grosvenor had bought it to please the
Charpillon, with whom he occasionally diverted himself.

Thus my relations with that girl came to an end.  I have seen her
since with the greatest indifference, and without any renewal of the
old pain.

One day, as I was going into St. James's Park, I saw two girls
drinking milk in a room on the ground floor of a house.  They called
out to me, but not knowing them I passed on my way.  However, a young
officer of my acquaintance came after me and said they were Italians,
and being curious to see them I retracted my steps.

When I entered the room I was accosted by the scoundrelly Pocchini,
dressed in a military uniform, who said he had the honour of
introducing me to his daughters.

"Indeed," said I, "I remember two other daughters of yours robbing me
of a snuff-box and two watches at Stuttgart."

"You lie!" said the impudent rascal.

I gave him no verbal answer, but took up a glass of milk and flung it
in his face, and then left the room without more ado.

I was without my sword.  The young officer who had brought me into
the place followed me and told me I must not go without giving his
friend some satisfaction.

"Tell him to come out, and do you escort him to the Green Park, and I
shall have the pleasure of giving him a caning in your presence,
unless you would like to fight for him; if so, you must let me go
home and get my sword.  But do you know this man whom you call your
friend?"

"No, but he is an officer, and it is I that brought him here."

"Very good, I will fight to the last drop of my blood; but I warn you
your friend is a thief.  But go; I will await you."

In the course of a quarter of an hour they all came out, but the
Englishman and Pocchini followed me alone.  There were a good many
people about, and I went before them till we reached Hyde Park.
Pocchini attempted to speak to me, but I replied, lifting my cane,--

"Scoundrel, draw your sword, unless you want me to give you a
thrashing!"

"I will never draw upon a defenceless man."

I gave him a blow with my cane by way of answer, and the coward,
instead of drawing his sword, began to cry out that I wished to draw
him into a fight.  The Englishman burst out laughing and begged me to
pardon his interference, and then, taking me by the arm, said,--

"Come along, sir, I see you know the gentleman."

The coward went off in another direction, grumbling as he went.

On the way I informed the officer of the very good reasons I had for
treating Pocchini as a rogue, and he agreed that I had been perfectly
right.  "Unfortunately," he added, "I am in love with one of his
daughters."

When we were in the midst of St. James's Park we saw them, and I
could not help laughing when I noticed Goudar with one of them on
each side.

"How did you come to know these ladies?" said I.

"Their father the captain," he answered, "has sold me jewels; he
introduced me to them."

"Where did you leave our father?" asked one.

"In Hyde Park, after giving him a caning."

"You served him quite right."

The young Englishman was indignant to hear them approving my ill-
treatment of their father, and shook my hand and went away, swearing
to me that he would never be seen in their company again.

A whim of Goudar's, to which I was weak enough to consent, made me
dine with these miserable women in a tavern on the borders of London.
The rascally Goudar made them drunk, and in this state they told some
terrible truths about their pretended father.  He did not live with
them, but paid them nocturnal visits in which he robbed them of all
the money they had earned.  He was their pander, and made them rob
their visitors instructing them to pass it off as a joke if the theft
was discovered.  They gave him the stolen articles, but he never said
what he did with them.  I could not help laughing at this involuntary
confession, remembering what Goudar had said about Pocchini selling
him jewels.

After this wretched meal I went away leaving the duty of escorting
them back to Goudar.  He came and saw me the next day, and informed
me that the girls had been arrested and taken to prison just as they
were entering their house.

"I have just been to Pocchini's," said he, "but the landlord tells me
he has not been in since yesterday."

The worthy and conscientious Goudar added that he did not care if he
never saw him again, as he owed the fellow ten guineas for a watch,
which his daughters had probably stolen, and which was well worth
double.

Four days later I saw him again, and he informed me that the rascal
had left London with a servant-maid, whom he had engaged at a
registry office where any number of servants are always ready to take
service with the first comer.  The keeper of the office answers for
their fidelity.

"The girl he has gone with is a pretty one, from what the man tells
me, and they have taken ship from London.  I am sorry he went away
before I could pay him for the watch; I am dreading every moment to
meet the individual from whom it was stolen."

I never heard what became of the girls, but Pocchini will re-appear
on the scene in due course.

I led a tranquil and orderly life, which I should have been pleased
to continue for the remainder of my days; but circumstances and my
destiny ordered it otherwise, and against these it is not becoming in
a Christian philosopher to complain.  I went several times to see my
daughter at her school, and I also frequented the British Museum,
where I met Dr. Mati.  One day I found an Anglican minister with him,
and I asked the clergyman how many different sects there were in
England.

"Sir," he replied in very tolerable Italian, "no one can give a
positive answer to that question, for every week some sect dies and
some new one is brought into being.  All that is necessary is for a
man of good faith, or some rogue desirous of money or notoriety, to
stand in some frequented place and begin preaching.  He explains some
texts of the Bible in his own fashion, and if he pleases the gapers
around him they invite him to expound next Sunday, often in a tavern.
He keeps the appointment and explains his new doctrines in a spirited
manner.  Then people begin to talk of him; he disputes with ministers
of other sects; he and his followers give themselves a name, and the
thing is done.  Thus, or almost thus, are all the numerous English
sects produced."

About this time M. Steffano Guerra, a noble Venetian who was
travelling with the leave of his Government, lost a case against an
English painter who had executed a miniature painting of one of the
prettiest ladies in London, Guerra having given a written promise to
pay twenty-five guineas.  When it was finished Guerra did not like
it, and would not take it or pay the price.  The Englishman, in
accordance with the English custom, began by arresting his debtor;
but Guerra was released on bail, and brought the matter before the
courts, which condemned him to pay the twenty-five guineas.  He
appealed, lost again, and was in the end obliged to pay.  Guerra
contented that he had ordered a portrait, that a picture bearing no
likeness to the lady in question was not a portrait, and that he had
therefore a right to refuse payment.  The painter replied that it was
a portrait as it had been painted from life.  The judgment was that
the painter must live by his trade, and that as Guerra had given him
painting to do he must therefore provide him with the wherewithal to
live, seeing that the artist swore he had done his best to catch the
likeness.  Everybody thought this sentence just, and so did I; but I
confess it also seemed rather hard, especially to Guerra, who with
costs had to pay a hundred guineas for the miniature.

Malingan's daughter died just as her father received a public box on
the ear from a nobleman who liked piquet, but did not like players
who corrected the caprices of fortune.  I gave the poor wretch the
wherewithal to bury his daughter and to leave England.  He died soon
after at Liege, and his wife told me of the circumstance, saying that
he had expired regretting his inability to pay his debts.

M. M---- F---- came to London as the representative of the canton of
Berne, and I called, but was not received.  I suspected that he had
got wind of the liberties I had taken with pretty Sara, and did not
want me to have an opportunity for renewing them.  He was a somewhat
eccentric man, so I did not take offence, and had almost forgotten
all about it when chance led me to the Marylebone Theatre one
evening.  The spectators sat at little tables, and the charge for
admittance was only a shilling, but everyone was expected to order
something, were it only a pot of ale.

On going into the theatre I chanced to sit down beside a girl whom I
did not notice at first, but soon after I came in she turned towards
me, and I beheld a ravishing profile which somehow seemed familiar;
but I attributed that to the idea of perfect beauty that was graven
on my soul.  The more I looked at her the surer I felt that I had
never seen her before, though a smile of inexpressible slyness had
begun to play about her lips.  One of her gloves fell, and I hastened
to restore it to her, whereupon she thanked me in a few well-chosen
French sentences.

"Madam is not English, then?" said I, respectfully.

"No, sir, I am a Swiss, and a friend of yours."

At this I looked round, and on my right hand sat Madame M---- F----,
then her eldest daughter, then her husband.  I got up, and after
bowing to the lady, for whom I had a great esteem, I saluted her
husband, who only replied by a slight movement of the head.  I asked
Madame M---- F---- what her husband had against me, and she said that
Possano had written to him telling some dreadful stories about me.

There was not time for me to explain and justify myself, so I devoted
all my energies to the task of winning the daughter's good graces.
In three years she had grown into a perfect beauty: she knew it, and
by her blushes as she spoke to me I knew she was thinking of what had
passed between us in the presence of my housekeeper.  I was anxious
to find out whether she would acknowledge the fact, or deny it
altogether.  If she had done so I should have despised her.  When I
had seen her before, the blossom of her beauty was still in the bud,
now it had opened out in all its splendour.

"Charming Sara," I said, "you have so enchanted me that I cannot help
asking you a couple of questions, which if you value my peace of mind
you will answer.  Do you remember what happened at Berne?"

"Yes."

"And do you repent of what you did?"

"No."

No man of any delicacy could ask the third question, which may be
understood.  I felt sure that Sara would make me happy-nay, that she
was even longing for the moment, and gave reins to my passions,
determined to convince her that I was deserving of her love.
The waiter came to enquire if we had any orders, and I begged Madame
M---- F---- to allow me to offer her some oysters.  After the usual
polite refusals she gave in, and I profited by her acceptance to
order all the delicacies of the season, including a hare (a great
delicacy in London), champagne, choice liqueurs, larks, ortolans,
truffles, sweetmeats--everything, in fact, that money could buy, and
I was not at all surprised when the bill proved to amount to ten
guineas.  But I was very much surprised when M. M---- F----, who had
eaten like a Turk and drunk like a Swiss, said calmly that it was too
dear.

I begged him politely not to trouble himself about the cost; and by
way of proving that I did not share his opinion, I gave the waiter
half-a-guinea; the worthy man looked as if he wished that such
customers came more often.  The Swiss, who had been pale and gloomy
enough a short while before; was rubicund and affable.  Sara glanced
at me and squeezed my hand; I had conquered.

When the play was over, M---- F---- asked me if I would allow him to
call on me.  I embraced him in reply.  His servant came in, and said
that he could not find a coach; and I, feeling rather surprised that
he had not brought his carriage, offered him the use of mine, telling
my man to get me a sedan-chair.

"I accept your kind offer," said he, "on the condition that you allow
me to occupy the chair."

I consented to this arrangement, and took the mother and the two
daughters with me in the carriage.

On the way, Madame M---- F---- was very polite, gently blaming her
husband for the rudeness of which I had to complain.  I said that I
would avenge myself by paying an assiduous court to him in the
future; but she pierced me to the heart by saying that they were on
the point of departing.  "We wanted to go on the day after next," she
said, "and to-morrow we shall have to leave our present rooms to
their new occupants.  A matter of business which my husband was not
able to conclude will oblige us to stay for another week, and to-
morrow we shall have the double task of moving and finding new
apartments."

"Then you have not yet got new rooms?"

"No, but my husband says he is certain to find some to-morrow
morning."

"Furnished, I suppose, for as you intend to leave you will be
selling, your furniture."

"Yes, and we shall have to pay the expenses of carriage to the
buyer."

On hearing that M. M---- F---- was sure of finding lodgings, I was
precluded from offering to accommodate them in my own house, as the
lady might think that I only made the offer because I was sure it
would not be accepted.

When we got to the door of their house we alighted, and the mother
begged me to come in.  She and her husband slept on the second floor,
and the two girls on the third.  Everything was upside down, and as
Madame M---- F---- had something to say to the landlady she asked me
to go up with her daughters.  It was cold, and the room we entered
had no fire in it.  The sister went into the room adjoining and I
stayed with Sara, and all of a sudden I clasped her to my breast, and
feeling that her desires were as ardent as mine I fell with her on to
a sofa where we mingled our beings in all the delights of voluptuous
ardours.  But this happiness was short lived; scarcely was the work
achieved when we heard a footstep on the stair.  It was the father.

If M---- F---- had had any eyes he must have found us out, for my
face bore the marks of agitation, the nature of which it was easy to
divine.  We exchanged a few brief compliments; I shook his hand and
disappeared.  I was in such a state of excitement when I got home
that I made up my mind to leave England and to follow Sara to
Switzerland.  In the night I formed my plans, and resolved to offer
the family my house during the time they stayed in England, and if
necessary to force them to accept my offer.

In the morning I hastened to call on M---- F----, and found him on
his doorstep.

"I am going to try and get a couple of rooms," said he.

"They are already found," I replied.  "My house is at your service,
and you must give me the preference.  Let us come upstairs."

"Everybody is in bed."

"Never mind," said I, and we proceeded to go upstairs.

Madame M---- F---- apologized for being in bed.  Her husband told her
that I wanted to let them some rooms, but I laughed and said I
desired they would accept my hospitality as that of a friend.  After
some polite denials my offer was accepted, and it was agreed that the
whole family should take up their quarters with me in the evening.

I went home, and was giving the necessary orders when I was told that
two young ladies wished to see me.  I went down in person, and I was
agreeably surprised to see Sara and her sister.  I asked them to come
in, and Sara told me that the landlady would not let their belongings
out of the house before her father paid a debt of forty guineas,
although a city merchant had assured her it should be settled in a
week.  The long and snort of it was that Sara's father had sent me a
bill and begged me to discount it.

I took the bill and gave her a bank note for fifty pounds in
exchange, telling her that she could give me the change another time.
She thanked me with great simplicity and went her way, leaving me
delighted with the confidence she had placed in me.

The fact of M. M---- F----'s wanting forty guineas did not make me
divine that he was in some straits, for I looked at everything
through rose-coloured glasses, and was only too happy to be of
service to him.

I made a slight dinner in order to have a better appetite for supper,
and spent the afternoon in writing letters.  In the evening M. M----
F----'s man came with three great trunks and innumerable card-board
boxes, telling me that the family would soon follow; but I awaited
them in vain till nine o'clock.  I began to get alarmed and went to
the house, where I found them all in a state of consternation.  Two
ill-looking fellows who were in the room enlightened me; and assuming
a jovial and unconcerned air, I said,--

"I'll wager, now, that this is the work of some fierce creditor."

"You are right," answered the father, "but I am sure of discharging
the debt in five or six days, and that's why I put off my departure."

"Then you were arrested after you had sent on your trunks."

"Just after."

"And what have you done?"

"I have sent for bail."

"Why did you not send to me?"

"Thank you, I am grateful for your kindness, but you are a foreigner,
and sureties have to be householders."

"But you ought to have told me what had happened, for I have got you
an excellent supper, and I am dying of hunger."

It was possible that this debt might exceed my means, so I did not
dare to offer to pay it.  I took Sara aside, and on hearing that all
his trouble was on account of a debt of a hundred and fifty pounds, I
asked the bailiff whether we could go away if the debt was paid.

"Certainly," said he, shewing me the bill of exchange.

I took out three bank notes of fifty pounds each, and gave them to
the man, and taking the bill I said to the poor Swiss,--

"You shall pay me the money before you leave England."

The whole family wept with joy, and after embracing them all I
summoned them to come and sup with me and forget the troubles of
life.

We drove off to my house and had a merry supper, though the worthy
mother could not quite forget her sadness.  After supper I took them
to the rooms which had been prepared for them, and with which they
were delighted, and so I wished them good night, telling them that
they should be well entertained till their departure, and that I
hoped to follow them into Switzerland.

When I awoke the next day I was in a happy frame of mind.  On
examining my desires I found that they had grown too strong to be
overcome, but I did not wish to overcome them.  I loved Sara, and I
felt so certain of possessing her that I put all desires out of my
mind; desires are born only of doubt, and doubt torments the soul.
Sara was mine; she had given herself to me out of pure passion,
without any shadow of self-interest.

I went to the father's room, and found him engaged in opening his
trunks.  His wife looked sad, so I asked her if she were not well.
She replied that her health was perfect, but that the thought of the
sea voyage troubled her sorely.  The father begged me to excuse him
at breakfast as he had business to attend to.  The two young ladies
came down, and after we had breakfast I asked the mother why they
were unpacking their trunks so short a time before starting.  She
smiled and said that one trunk would be ample for all their
possessions, as they had resolved to sell all superfluities.  As I
had seen some beautiful dresses, fine linen, and exquisite lace, I
could not refrain from saying that it would be a great pity to sell
cheaply what would have to be replaced dearly.

"You are right," she said, "but, nevertheless, there is no pleasure
so great as the consciousness of having paid one's debts."

"You must not sell anything," I replied, in a lively manner, "for as
I am going to Switzerland with you I can pay your debts, and you
shall repay me when you can."

At these words astonishment was depicted on her face.

"I did not think you were speaking seriously," said she.

"Perfectly seriously, and here is the object of my vows."

With these words I seized Sara's hand and covered it with kisses.

Sara blushed, said nothing, and the mother looked kindly at us; but
after a moment's silence she spoke at some length, and with the
utmost candour and wisdom.  She gave me circumstantial information as
to the position of the family and her husband's restricted means,
saying that under the circumstances he could not have avoided running
into debt, but that he had done wrong to bring them all with him to
London.

"If he had been by himself," she said, "he could have lived here
comfortably enough with only one servant, but with a family to
provide for the two thousand crowns per annum provided by the
Government are quite insufficient.  My old father has succeeded in
persuading the State to discharge my husband's debts, but to make up
the extra expense they will not employ a Charge d'affaires; a banker
with the title of agent will collect the interest on their English
securities."

She ended by saying that she thought Sara was fortunate to have
pleased me, but that she was not sure whether her husband would
consent to the marriage.

The word "marriage" made Sara blush, and I was pleased, though it was
evident there would be difficulties in the way.

M---- F---- came back and told his wife that two clothes dealers
would come to purchase their superfluous clothes in the afternoon;
but after explaining my ideas I had not much trouble in convincing
him that it would be better not to sell them, and that he could
become my debtor to the amount of two hundred pounds, on which he
could pay interest till he was able to return me my capital.  The
agreement was written out the same day, but I did not mention the
marriage question, as his wife had told me she would discuss it with
him in private.

On the third day he came down by himself to talk with me.

"My wife," he began, "has told me of your intentions, and I take it
as a great honour, I assure you; but I cannot give you my Sara, as
she is promised to M. de W----, and family reasons prevent me from
going back from my word.  Besides my old father, a strict Calvinist,
would object to the difference in religion.  He would never believe
that his dear little grandchild would be happy with a Roman Catholic"

As a matter of fact I was not at all displeased at what he said.  I
was certainly very fond of Sara, but the word "marriage" had a
disagreeable sound to me.  I answered that circumstances might change
in time, and that in the meanwhile I should be quite content if he
would allow me to be the friend of the family and to take upon myself
all the responsibility of the journey.  He promised everything, and
assured me that he was delighted at his daughter having won my
affection.

After this explanation I gave Sara as warm marks of my love as
decency would allow in the presence of her father and mother, and I
could see that all the girl thought of was love.

The fifth day I went up to her room, and finding her in bed all the
fires of passion flamed up in my breast, for since my first visit to
their house I had not been alone with her.  I threw myself upon her,
covering her with kisses, and she shewed herself affectionate but
reserved.  In vain I endeavoured to succeed; she opposed a gentle
resistance to my efforts, and though she caressed me, she would not
let me attain my end.

"Why, divine Sara," said I, "do you oppose my loving ecstasy?"

"Dearest, I entreat of you not to ask for any more than I am willing
to give."

"Then you no longer love me?"

"Cruel man, I adore you!"

"Then why do you treat me to a refusal, after having once surrendered
unreservedly?"

"I have given myself to you, and we have both been happy, and I think
that should be enough for us."

"There must be some reason for this change.  If you love me, dearest
Sara, this renunciation must be hard for you to bear."

"I confess it, but nevertheless I feel it is my duty.  I have made up
my mind to subdue my passion from no weak motive, but from a sense of
what I owe to myself.  I am under obligations to you, and if I were
to repay the debt I have contracted with my body I should be degraded
in my own eyes.  When we enjoyed each other before only love was
between us--there was no question of debit and credit.  My heart is
now the thrall of what I owe you, and to these debts it will not give
what it gave so readily to love."

"This is a strange philosophy, Sara; believe me it is fallacious, and
the enemy of your happiness as well as mine.  These sophisms lead you
astray and wound me to the heart.  Give me some credit for delicacy
of feeling, and believe me you owe me nothing."

"You must confess that if you had not loved me you would have done
nothing for my father."

"Certainly I will confess nothing of the kind; I would readily do as
much, and maybe more, out of regard for your worthy mother.  It is
quite possible, indeed, that in doing this small service for your
father I had no thoughts of you at all."

"It might be so; but I do not believe it was so.  Forgive me,
dearest, but I cannot make up my mind to pay my debts in the way you
wish."

"It seems to me that if you are grateful to me your love ought to be
still more ardent."

"It cannot be more ardent than it is already."

"Do you know how grievously you make me suffer?"

"Alas!  I suffer too; but do not reproach me; let us love each other
still."

This dialogue is not the hundredth part of what actually passed
between us till dinner-time.  The mother came in, and finding me
seated at the foot of the daughter's bed, laughed, and asked me why I
kept her in bed.  I answered with perfect coolness that we had been
so interested in our conversation that we had not noticed the flight
of time.

I went to dress, and as I thought over the extraordinary change which
had taken place in Sara I resolved that it should not last for long.
We dined together gaily, and Sara and I behaved in all respects like
two lovers.  In the evening I took them to the Italian Opera, coming
home to an excellent supper.

The next morning I passed in the city, having accounts to settle with
my bankers.  I got some letters of exchange on Geneva, and said
farewell to the worthy Mr. Bosanquet.  In the afternoon I got a coach
for Madame M---- F---- to pay some farewells calls, and I went to say
good-bye to my daughter at school.  The dear little girl burst into
tears, saying that she would be lost without me, and begging me not
to forget her.  I was deeply moved.  Sophie begged me to go and see
her mother before I left England, and I decided on doing so.

At supper we talked over our journey, and M. M---- F---- agreed with
me that it would be better to go by Dunkirk than Ostend.  He had very
little more business to attend to.  His debts were paid, and he said
he thought he would have a matter of fifty guineas in his pocket at
the journey's end, after paying a third share of all the travelling
expenses.  I had to agree to this, though I made up my mind at the
same time not to let him see any of the accounts.  I hoped to win
Sara, in one way or another, when we got to Berne.

The next day, after breakfast, I took her hand in presence of her
mother, and asked her if she would give me her heart if I could
obtain her father's consent at Berne.

"Your mother," I added, "has promised me that hers shall not be
wanting."

At this the mother got up, and saying that we had no doubt a good
deal to talk over, she and her eldest daughter went out to pay some
calls.

As soon as we were alone Sara said that she could not understand how
I could have the smallest doubt as to whether her consent would be
given.

"I have shewn you how well I love you," said she, tenderly; "and I am
sure I should be very happy as your wife.  You may be sure that your
wishes will be mine, and that, however far you lead me, Switzerland
shall claim no thought of mine."

I pressed the amorous Sara to my bosom in a transport of delight,
which was shared by her; but as she saw me grow more ardent she
begged me to be moderate.  Clasping me in her arms she adjured me not
to ask her for that which she was determined not to grant till she
was mine by lawful wedlock.

"You will drive me to despair!  Have you reflected that this
resistance may cost me my life?  Can you love, and yet entertain this
fatal prejudice?  And yet I am sure you love me, and pleasure too."

"Yes, dearest one, I do love you, and amorous pleasure with you; but
you must respect my delicacy."

My eyes were wet with tears, and she was so affected that she fell
fainting to the ground.  I lifted her up and gently laid her on the
bed.  Her pallor alarmed me.  I brought smelling-salts, I rubbed her
forehead with Savoy-water, and she soon opened her eyes, and seemed
delighted to find me calm again.

The thought of taking advantage of her helplessness would have
horrified me.  She sat up on the bed, and said,--

"You have just given a true proof of the sincerity of your
affection."

"Did you think, sweetheart, that I was vile enough to abuse your
weakness?  Could I enjoy a pleasure in which you had no share?"

"I did not think you would do such a thing, but I should not have
resisted, though it is possible that I should not have loved you
afterwards."

"Sara, though you do not know, you charm my soul out of my body."

After this I sat down sadly on the bed, and abandoned myself to the
most melancholy reflections, from which Sara did not endeavour to
rouse me.

Her mother came in and asked why she was on the bed, but not at all
suspiciously.  Sara told her the truth.

M. M---- F---- came in soon after, and we dined together, but
silently.  What I had heard from the girl's lips had completely
overwhelmed me.  I saw I had nothing to hope for, and that it was
time for me to look to myself.  Six weeks before, God had delivered
me from my bondage to an infamous woman, and now I was in danger of
becoming the slave of an angel.  Such were my reflections whilst Sara
was fainting, but it was necessary for me to consider the matter at
my leisure.

There was a sale of valuable articles in the city, the means taken
for disposing of them being a lottery.  Sara had read the
announcement, and I asked her with her mother and sister to come with
me and take part in it.  I had not much trouble in obtaining their
consent, and we found ourselves in distinguished company, among the
persons present being the Countess of Harrington, Lady Stanhope, and
Emilie and her daughters.  Emilie had a strange case before the
courts.  She had given information to the police that her husband had
been robbed of six thousand pounds, though everyone said that she
herself was the thief.

Madame M---- F---- did not take a ticket, but she allowed me to take
tickets for her daughters, who were in high glee, since for ten or
twelve guineas they got articles worth sixty.

Every day I was more taken with Sara; but feeling sure that I should
only obtain slight favours from her, I thought it was time to come to
an explanation.  So after supper I said that as it was not certain
that Sara could become my wife I had determined not to accompany them
to Berne.  The father told me I was very wise, and that I could still
correspond with his daughter, Sara said nothing, but I could see she
was much grieved.

I passed a dreadful night; such an experience was altogether new to
me.  I weighed Sara's reasons, and they seemed to me to be merely
frivolous, which drove me to conclude that my caresses had displeased
her.

For the last three days I found myself more than once alone with her;
but I was studiously moderate, and she caressed me in a manner that
would have made my bliss if I had not already obtained the one great
favour.  It was at this time I learnt the truth of the maxim that if
abstinence is sometimes the spur of love, it has also the contrary
effect.  Sara had brought my feeling to a pitch of gentle friendship,
while an infamous prostitute like the Charpillon, who knew how to
renew hope and yet grant nothing, ended by inspiring me with
contempt, and finally with hatred.

The family sailed for Ostend, and I accompanied them to the mouth of
the Thames.  I gave Sara a letter for Madame de W----.  This was the
name of the learned Hedvig whom she did not know.  They afterwards
became sisters-in-law, as Sara married a brother of M. de W----, and
was happy with him.

Even now I am glad to hear tidings of my old friends and their
doings, but the interest I take in such matters is not to be compared
to my interest in some obscure story of ancient history.  For our
contemporaries, the companions, of our youthful follies, we have a
kind of contempt, somewhat similar to that which we entertain for
ourselves.  Four years ago I wrote to Madame G---- at Hamburg, and my
letter began:

"After a silence of twenty-one years .  .  ."

She did not deign to reply, and I was by no means displeased.  We
cared no longer for one another, and it is quite natural that it
should be so.

When I tell my reader who Madame G---- is, he will be amused.  Two
years ago I set out for Hamburg, but my good genius made me turn back
to Dux; what had I to do at Hamburg?

After my guests were gone I went to the Italian Opera at Covent
Garden, and met Goudar, who asked me if I would come to the Sartori's
concert.  He told me I should see a beautiful young English woman
there who spoke Italian.  As I had just lost Sara I did not much care
about making new acquaintances, but still I was curious to see the
young marvel.  I indulged my curiosity, and I am glad to say that
instead of being amused I was wearied, though the young English woman
was pretty enough.  A young Livonian, who called himself Baron of
Stenau, seemed extremely interested in her.  After supper she offered
us tickets for the next concert, and I took one for myself and one
for Gondar, giving her two guineas, but the Livonian baron took fifty
tickets, and gave her a bank note for fifty guineas.  I saw by this
that he wanted to take the place by storm, and I liked his way of
doing it.  I supposed him to be rich, without caring to enquire into
his means.  He made advances to me and we became friends, and the
reader will see in due time what a fatal acquaintance he was.

One day as I was walking with Goudar in Hyde Park he left me to speak
to two ladies who seemed pretty.

He was not long absent, and said, when he rejoined me,--

"A Hanoverian lady, a widow and the mother of five daughters, came to
England two months ago with her whole family.  She lives close by,
and is occupied in soliciting compensation from the Government for
any injury that was done her by the passage of the Duke of
Cumberland's army.  The mother herself is sick and and never leaves
her bed; she sends her two eldest daughters to petition the
Government, and they are the two young ladies you have just seen.
They have not met with any success.  The eldest daughter is twenty-
two, and the youngest fourteen; they are all pretty and can speak
English, French, and German equally well, and are always glad to see
visitors.  I had been to visit them myself, but as I gave them
nothing I do not care to go there alone a second time.  If you like,
however, I can introduce you."

"You irritate my curiosity.  Come along, but if the one that pleases
me is not complaisant she shall have nothing."

"They will not even allow one to take them by the hand."

"They are Charpillons, I suppose."

"It looks like it.  But you won't see any men there:"

We were shewn into a large room where I noticed three pretty girls
and an evil-looking man.  I began with the usual compliments, to
which the girls replied politely, but with an air of great sadness.

Goudar spoke to the man, and then came to me shrugging his shoulders,
and saying,--

"We have come at a sad time.  That man is a bailiff who has come to
take the mother to prison if she can't pay her landlord the twenty
guineas' rent she owes him, and they haven't got a farthing.  When
the mother has been sent to prison the landlord will no doubt turn
the girls out of doors."

"They can live with their mother for nothing."

"Not at all.  If they have got the money they can have their meals in
prison, but no one is allowed to live in a prison except the
prisoners."

I asked one of them where her sisters were.

"They have gone out, to look for money, for the landlord won't accept
any surety, and we have nothing to sell."

"All this is very sad; what does your mother say?"

"She only weeps, and yet, though she is ill and cannot leave her bed,
they are going to take her to prison.  By way of consolation the
landlord says he will have her carried."

"It is very hard.  But your looks please me, mademoiselle, and if you
will be kind I may be able to extricate you from the difficulty."

"I do not know what you mean by 'kind.'"

"Your mother will understand; go and ask her."

"Sir, you do not know us; we are honest girls, and ladies of position
besides."

With these words the young woman turned her back on me, and began to
weep again.  The two others, who were quite as pretty, stood straight
up and said not a word.  Goudar whispered to me in Italian that
unless we did something for them we should cut but a sorry figure
there; and I was cruel enough to go away without saying a word.




CHAPTER XV

The Hanoverians


As we were leaving the house we met the two eldest sisters, who came
home looking very sad.  I was struck by their beauty, and extremely
surprised to hear myself greeted by one of them, who said,--

"It is M. the Chevalier de Seingalt."

"Himself, mademoiselle, and sorely grieved at your misfortune."

"Be kind enough to come in again for a moment."

"I am sorry to say that I have an important engagement."

"I will not keep you for longer than a quarter of an hour."

I could not refuse so small a favour, and she employed the time in
telling me how unfortunate they had been in Hanover, how they had
come to London to obtain compensation, of their failure, their debts,
the cruelty of the landlord, their mother's illness, the prison that
awaited her, the likelihood of their being cast into the street, and
the cruelty of all their acquaintances.

"We have nothing to sell, and all our resources consist of two
shillings, which we shall have to spend on bread, on which we live."

"Who are your friends?  How can they abandon you at such a time?"

She mentioned several names--among others, Lord Baltimore, Marquis
Carracioli, the Neapolitan ambassador, and Lord Pembroke.

"I can't believe it," said I, "for I know the two last noblemen to be
both rich and generous.  There must be some good reason for their
conduct, since you are beautiful; and for these gentlemen beauty is a
bill to be honoured on sight."

"Yes, there is a reason.  These rich noblemen abandon us with
contempt.  They refuse to take pity on us because we refuse to yield
to their guilty passion."

"That is to say, they have taken a fancy to you, and as you will not
have pity on them they refuse to have pity on you.  Is it not so?"

"That is exactly the situation."

"Then I think they are in the right."

"In the right?"

"Yes, I am quite of their opinion.  We leave you to enjoy your sense
of virtue, and we spend our money in procuring those favours which
you refuse us.  Your misfortune really is your prettiness, if you
were ugly you would get twenty guineas fast enough.  I would give you
the money myself, and the action would be put down to benevolence;
whereas, as the case stands, if I were to give you anything it would
be thought that I was actuated by the hope of favours to come, and I
should be laughed at, and deservedly, as a dupe."

I felt that this was the proper way to speak to the girl, whose
eloquence in pleading her cause was simply wonderful.

She did not reply to my oration, and I asked her how she came to know
me.

"I saw you at Richmond with the Charpillon."

"She cost me two thousand guineas, and I got nothing for my money;
but I have profited by the lesson, and in future I shall never pay in
advance."

Just then her mother called her, and, begging me to wait a moment,
she went into her room, and returned almost directly with the request
that I would come and speak to the invalid.

I found her sitting up in her bed; she looked about forty-five, and
still preserved traces of her former beauty; her countenance bore the
imprint of sadness, but had no marks of sickness whatsoever.  Her
brilliant and expressive eyes, her intellectual face, and a
suggestion of craft about her, all bade me be on my guard, and a sort
of false likeness to the Charpillon's mother made me still more
cautious, and fortified me in my resolution to give no heed to the
appeals of pity.

"Madam," I began, "what can I do for you?"

"Sir," she replied, "I have heard the whole of your conversations
with my daughters, and you must confess that you have not talked to
them in a very fatherly manner."

"Quite so, but the only part which I desire to play with them is that
of lover, and a fatherly style would not have been suitable to the
part.  If I had the happiness of being their father, the case would
be altered.  What I have said to your daughters is what I feel, and
what I think most likely to bring about the end I have in view.  I
have not the slightest pretence to virtue, but I adore the fair sex,
and now you and they know the road to my purse.  If they wish to
preserve their virtue, why let them; nobody will trouble them, and
they, on their side, must not expect anything from men.  Good-bye,
madam; you may reckon on my never addressing your daughters again."

"Wait a moment, sir.  My husband was the Count of ----, and you see
that my daughters are of respectable birth."

"Have you not pity for our situation?"

"I pity you extremely, and I would relieve you in an instant if your
daughters were ugly, but as it is they are pretty, and that alters
the case."

"What an argument!"

"It is a very strong one with me, and I think I am the best judge of
arguments which apply to myself.  You want twenty guineas; well, you
shall have them after one of your five countesses has spent a joyous
night with me."

"What language to a woman of my station!  Nobody has ever dared to
speak to me in such a way before."

"Pardon me, but what use is rank without a halfpenny?  Allow me to
retire.

"To-day we have only bread to eat."

"Well, certainly that is rather hard on countesses."

"You are laughing at the title, apparently."

"Yes, I am; but I don't want to offend you.  If you like, I will stop
to dinner, and pay for all, yourself included."

"You are an eccentric individual.  My girls are sad, for I am going
to prison.  You will find their company wearisome."

"That is my affair."

"You had much better give them the money you would spend on the
dinner."

"No, madam.  I must have at least the pleasures of sight and sound
for my money.  I will stay your arrest till to-morrow, and afterwards
Providence may possibly intervene on your behalf."

"The landlord will not wait."

"Leave me to deal with him."

I told Goudar to go and see what the man would take to send the
bailiff away for twenty-four hours.  He returned with the message
that he must have a guinea and bail for the twenty guineas, in case
the lodgers might take to flight before the next day.

My wine merchant lived close by.  I told Gondar to wait for me, and
the matter was soon settled and the bailiff sent away, and I told the
five girls that they might take their ease for twenty-four hours
more.

I informed Gondar of the steps I had taken, and told him to go out
and get a good dinner for eight people.  He went on his errand, and I
summoned the girls to their mother's bedside, and delighted them all
by telling them that for the next twenty-four hours they were to make
good cheer.  They could not get over their surprise at the suddenness
of the change I had worked in the house.

"But this is all I can do for you," said I to the mother.  "Your
daughters are charming, and I have obtained a day's respite for you
all without asking for anything in return; I shall dine, sup, and
pass the night with them without asking so much as a single kiss, but
if your ideas have not changed by to-morrow you will be in exactly
the same position as you were a few minutes ago, and I shall not
trouble you any more with my attentions."

"What do you mean my 'changing my ideas'?"

"I need not tell you, for you know perfectly well what I mean."

"My daughters shall never become prostitutes."

"I will proclaim their spotless chastity all over London--but I shall
spend my guineas elsewhere."

"You are a cruel man."

"I confess I can be very cruel, but it is only when I don't meet with
kindness."

Goudar came back and we returned to the ladies' room, as the mother
did not like to shew herself to my friend, telling me that I was the
only man she had permitted to see her in bed during the whole time
she had been in London.

Our English dinner was excellent in its way, but my chief pleasure
was to see the voracity with which the girls devoured the meal.  One
would have thought they were savages devouring raw meat after a long
fast.  I had got a case of excellent wine and I made each of them
drink a bottle, but not being accustomed to such an indulgence they
became quite drunk.  The mother had devoured the whole of the
plentiful helpings I had sent in to her, and she had emptied a bottle
of Burgundy, which she carried very well.

In spite of their intoxication, the girls were perfectly safe; I kept
my word, and Goudar did not take the slightest liberty.  We had a
pleasant supper, and after a bowl of punch I left them feeling in
love with the whole bevy, and very uncertain whether I should be able
to shew as brave a front the next day.

As we were going away Goudar said that I was conducting the affair
admirably, but if I made a single slip I should be undone.

I saw the good sense of his advice, and determined to shew that I was
as sharp as he.

The next day, feeling anxious to hear the result of the council which
the mother had doubtless held with the daughters, I called at their
house at ten o'clock.  The two eldest sisters were out, endeavouring
to beat up some more friends, and the three youngest rushed up to me
as if they had been spaniels and I their master, but they would not
even allow me to kiss them.  I told them they made a mistake, and
knocked at the mother's door.  She told me to come in, and thanked me
for the happy day I had given them.

"Am I to withdraw my bail, countess?"

"You can do what you like, but I do not think you capable of such an
action."

"You are mistaken.  You have doubtless made a deep study of the human
heart; but you either know little of the human mind, or else you
think you have a larger share than any other person.  All your
daughters have inspired me with love, but were it a matter of life
and death I would not do a single thing for them or you before you
have done me the only favour that is in your power.  I leave you to
your reflections, and more especially to your virtues."

She begged me to stay, but I did not even listen to her.  I passed by
the three charmers, and after telling my wine merchant to withdraw
his security I went in a furious mood to call on Lord Pembroke.  As
soon as I mentioned the Hanoverians he burst out laughing, and said
these false innocents must be made to fulfil their occupation in a
proper manner.

"They came whining to me yesterday," he proceeded, "and I not only
would not give them anything, but I laughed them to scorn.  They have
got about twelve guineas out of me on false pretences; they are as
cunning sluts as the Charpillon."

I told him what I had done the day before, and what I intended to
offer: twenty guineas for the first, and as much for each of the
others, but nothing to be paid in advance.

"I had the same idea myself, but I cried off, and I don't think
you'll succeed, as Lord Baltimore offered them forty apiece; that is
two hundred guineas in all, and the bargain has fallen through
because they want the money to be paid in advance.  They paid him a
visit yesterday, but found him pitiless, for he has been taken in
several times by them."

"We shall see what will happen when the mother is under lock and key;
I'll bet we shall have them cheaply."

I came home for dinner, and Goudar, who had just been at their house,
reported that the bailiff would only wait till four o'clock, that the
two eldest daughters had come back empty-handed, and that they had
been obliged to sell one of their dresses to buy a morsel of bread.

I felt certain that they would have recourse to me again, and I was
right.  We were at dessert when they put in an appearance.  I made
them sit down, and the eldest sister exhausted her eloquence to
persuade me to give them another three days' grace.

"You will find me insensible," said I, "unless you are willing to
adopt my plan.  If you wish to hear it, kindly follow me into the
next room."

She did so, leaving her sister with Goudar, and making her sit down
on a sofa beside me, I shewed her twenty guineas, saying,--

"These are yours; but you know on what terms?"

She rejected my offer with disdain, and thinking she might wish to
salve her virtue by being attacked, I set to work; but finding her
resistance serious I let her alone, and begged her to leave my house
immediately.  She called to her sister, and they both went out.

In the evening, as I was going to the play, I called on my wine
merchant to hear the news.  He told me that the mother had been taken
to prison, and that the youngest daughter had gone with her; but he
did not know what had become of the four others.

I went home feeling quite sad, and almost reproaching myself for not
having taken compassion on then; however, just as I was sitting down
to supper they appeared before me like four Magdalens.  The eldest,
who was the orator of the company, told me that their mother was in
prison, and that they would have to pass the night in the street if I
did not take pity on them.

"You shall have rooms, beds, and good fires," said I, "but first let
me see you eat."

Delight appeared on every countenance, and I had numerous dishes
brought for them.  They ate eagerly but sadly, and only drank water.

"Your melancholy and your abstinence displeases me," said I, to the
eldest girl; "go upstairs and you will find everything necessary for
your comfort, but take care to be gone at seven in the morning and
not to let me see your faces again."

They went up to the second floor without a word.

An hour afterwards, just as I was going to bed, the eldest girl came
into my room and said she wished to have a private interview with me.
I told my negro to withdraw, and asked her to explain herself.

"What will you do for us," said she, "if I consent to share your
couch?"

"I will give you twenty guineas, and I will lodge and board you as
long as you give me satisfaction."

Without saying a word she began to undress, and got into bed.  She
was submissive and nothing more, and did not give me so much as a
kiss.  At the end of a quarter of an hour I was disgusted with her
and got up, and giving her a bank note for twenty guineas I told her
to put on her clothes and go back to her room.

"You must all leave my house to-morrow," I said, "for I am ill
pleased with you.  Instead of giving yourself up for love you have
prostituted yourself.  I blush for you."

She obeyed mutely, and I went to sleep in an ill humour.

At about seven o'clock in the morning I was awakened by a hand
shaking me gently.  I opened my eyes, and I was surprised to see the
second daughter.

"What do you want?" I said, coldly.

"I want you to take pity on us, and shelter us in your house for a
few days longer.  I will be very grateful.  My sister has told me
all, you are displeased with her, but you must forgive her, for her
heart is not her own.  She is in love with an Italian who is in
prison for debt."

"And I suppose you are in love with someone else?"  "No, I am not."

"Could you love me?"

She lowered her eyes, and pressed my hand gently.  I drew her towards
me, and embraced her, and as I felt her kisses answer mine,
I said,--

"You have conquered."

"My name is Victoire."

"I like it, and I will prove the omen a true one."

Victoire, who was tender and passionate, made me spend two delicious
hours, which compensated me for my bad quarter of an hour of the
night before.

When our exploits were over, I said,--

"Dearest Victoire, I am wholly throe.  Let your mother be brought
here as soon as she is free.  Here are twenty guineas for you."

She did not expect anything, and the agreeable surprise made her in
an ecstasy; she could not speak, but her heart was full of happiness.
I too was happy, and I believed that a great part of my happiness was
caused by the knowledge that I had done a good deed.  We are queer
creatures all of us, whether we are bad or good.  From that moment I
gave my servants orders to lay the table for eight persons every day,
and told them that I was only at home to Goudar.  I spent money
madly, and felt that I was within a measurable distance of poverty.

At noon the mother came in a sedan-chair, and went to bed directly.
I went to see her, and did not evince any surprise when she began to
thank me for my noble generosity.  She wanted me to suppose that she
thought I had given her daughters forty guineas for nothing, and I
let her enjoy her hypocrisy.

In the evening I took them to Covent Garden, where the castrato
Tenducci surprised me by introducing me to his wife, of whom he had
two children.  He laughed at people who said that a castrato could
not procreate.  Nature had made him a monster that he might remain a
man; he was born triorchis, and as only two of the seminal glands had
been destroyed the remaining one was sufficient to endow him with
virility.

When I got back to my small seraglio I supped merrily with the five
nymphs, and spent a delicious night with Victoire, who was overjoyed
at having made my conquest.  She told me that her sister's lover was
a Neapolitan, calling himself Marquis de Petina, and that they were
to get married as soon as he was out of prison.  It seemed he was
expecting remittances, and the mother would be delighted to see her
daughter a marchioness.

"How much does the marquis owe?"

"Twenty guineas."

"And the Neapolitan ambassador allows him to languish in prison for
such a beggarly sum?  I can't believe it."

"The ambassador won't have anything to do with him, because he left
Naples without the leave of the Government."

"Tell your sister that if the ambassador assures me that her lover's
name is really the Marquis de Petina, I will get him out of prison
immediately."

I went out to ask my daughter, and another boarder of whom I was very
fond, to dinner, and on my way called on the Marquis of Caraccioli,
an agreeable man, whose acquaintance I had made at Turin.  I found
the famous Chevalier d'Eon at his house, and I had no need of a
private interview to make my inquiries about Petina.

"The young man is really what he professes to me," said the
ambassador, "but I will neither receive him nor give him any money
till I hear from my Government that he has received leave to travel."

That was enough for me, and I stayed there for an hour listening to
d'Eon's amusing story.

Eon had deserted the embassy on account of ten thousand francs which
the department of foreign affairs at Versailles had refused to allow
him, though the money was his by right.  He had placed himself under
the protection of the English laws, and after securing two thousand
subscribers at a guinea apiece, he had sent to press a huge volume in
quarto containing all the letters he had received from the French
Government for the last five or six years.

About the same time a London banker had deposited the sum of twenty
thousand guineas at the Bank of England, being ready to wager that
sum that Eon was a woman.  The bet was taken by a number of persons
who had formed themselves into a kind of company for the purpose, and
the only way to decide it was that Eon should be examined in the
presence of witnesses.  The chevalier was offered half the wager, but
he laughed them to scorn.  He said that such an examination would
dishonour him, were he man or woman.  Caraccioli said that it could
only dishonour him if he were a woman, but I could not agree with
this opinion.  At the end of a year the bet was declared off; but in
the course of three years he received his pardon from the king, and
appeared at Court in woman's dress, wearing the cross of St. Louis.

Louis XV.  had always been aware of the chevalier's sex, but Cardinal
Fleuri had taught him that it became kings to be impenetrable, and
Louis remained so all his life.

When I got home I gave the eldest Hanoverian twenty guineas, telling
her to fetch her marquis out of prison, and bring him to dine with
us, as I wanted to know him.  I thought she would have died with joy.

The third sister, having taken counsel with Victoire, and doubtless
with her mother also, determined to earn twenty guineas for herself,
and she had not much trouble in doing so.  She it was on whom Lord
Pembroke had cast the eye of desire.

These five girls were like five dishes placed before a gourmand, who
enjoys them one after the other.  To my fancy the last was always the
best.  The third sister's name was Augusta.

Next Sunday I had a large number of guests.  There were my daughter
and her friend, Madame Cornelis, and her son.  Sophie was kissed and
caressed by the Hanoverians, while I bestowed a hundred kisses on
Miss Nancy Steyne, who was only thirteen, but whose young beauty
worked sad havoc with my senses.  My affection was supposed to be
fatherly in its character, but, alas I it was of a much more fleshly
kind.  This Miss Nancy, who seemed to me almost divine, was the
daughter of a rich merchant.  I said that I wanted to make her
father's acquaintance, and she replied that her father proposed
coming to call on me that very day.  I was delighted to hear of the
coincidence, and gave order that he should be shewn in as soon as he
came.

The poor marquis was the only sad figure in the company.  He was
young and well-made, but thin and repulsively ugly.  He thanked me
for my kindness, saying that I had done a wise thing, as he felt sure
the time would come when he would repay me a hundredfold.

I had given my daughter six guineas to buy a pelisse, and she took me
to my bedroom to shew it me.  Her mother followed her to congratulate
me on my seraglio.

At dinner gaiety reigned supreme.  I sat between my daughter and Miss
Nancy Steyne, and felt happy.  Mr. Steyne came in as we were at the
oysters.  He kissed his daughter with that tender affection which is
more characteristic, I think, of English parents than those of any
other nation.

Mr. Steyne had dined, but he nevertheless ate a hundred scolloped
oysters, in the preparation of which my cook was wonderfully expert;
he also honoured the champagne with equal attention.

We spent three hours at the table and then proceeded to the third
floor, where Sophie accompanied her mother's singing on the piano,
and young Cornelis displayed his flute-playing talents.  Mr. Steyne
swore that he had never been present at such a pleasant party in his
life, adding that pleasure was forbidden fruit in England on Sundays
and holidays.  This convinced me that Steyne was an intelligent man,
though his French was execrable.  He left at seven, after giving a
beautiful ring to my daughter, whom he escorted back to school with
Miss Nancy.

The Marquis Petina foolishly observed to me that he did not know
where to find a bed.  I understood what he wanted, but I told him he
would easily find one with a little money.  Taking his sweetheart
aside I gave her a guinea for him, begging her to tell him not to
visit me again till he was invited.

When all the guests were gone, I led the five sisters to the mother's
room.  She was wonderfully well, eating, drinking, and sleeping to
admiration, and never doing anything, not even reading or writing.
She enjoyed the 'dolce far niente' in all the force of the term.
However, she told me she was always thinking of her family, and of
the laws which it imposed on her.

I could scarcely help laughing, but I only said that if these laws
were the same as those which her charming daughters followed, I
thought them wiser than Solon's.

I drew Augusta on to my knee, and said,--

"My lady, allow me to kiss your delightful daughter."

Instead of giving me a direct answer, the old hypocrite began a long
sermon on the lawfulness of the parental kiss.  All the time Augusta
was lavishing on me secret but delicious endearments.

          'O tempora! O mores!'

The next day I was standing at my window, when the Marquis
Caraccioli, who was passing by, greeted me, and asked me if he could
come in.  I bade him welcome, and summoning the eldest sister told
the ambassador that this young lady was going to marry the Marquis
Petina as soon as his remittances arrived.

He addressed himself to her, and spoke as follows:

"Mademoiselle, it is true that your lover is really a marquis, but he
is very poor and will never have any money; and if he goes back to
Naples he will be imprisoned, and if he is released from the State
prison his creditors will put him in the Vittoria."

However this salutary warning had no effect.

After the ambassador had taken his leave I was dressing to take a
ride when Augusta told me that, if I liked, Hippolyta her sister
would come with me, as she could ride beautifully.

"That's amusing," said I, "make her come down."

Hippolyta came down and begged me to let her ride with me, saying
that she would do me credit.

"Certainly;" said I, "but have you a man's riding suit or a woman's
costume?"

"No."

"Then we must put off the excursion till to-morrow."

I spent the day in seeing that a suit was made for her, and I felt
quite amorous when Pegu, the tailor, measured her for the breeches.
Everything was done in time and we had a charming ride, for she
managed her horse with wonderful skill.

After an excellent supper, to which wine had not been lacking, the
happy Hippolyta accompanied Victoire into my room and helped her to
undress.  When she kissed her sister I asked if she would not give me
a kiss too, and after some jesting Augusta changed the joke into
earnest by bidding her come to bed beside me, without taking the
trouble to ask my leave, so sure did she feel of my consent.  The
night was well spent, and I had no reason to complain of want of
material, but Augusta wisely let the newcomer have the lion's share
of my attentions.

Next day we rode out again in the afternoon, followed by my negro,
who was a skilful horseman himself.  In Richmond Park Hippolyta's
dexterity astonished me; she drew all eyes on her.  In the evening we
came home well pleased with our day's ride, and had a good supper.

As the meal proceeded I noticed that Gabrielle, the youngest of all,
looked sad and a little sulky.  I asked her the reason, and with a
little pout that became her childish face admirably, she replied,--

"Because I can ride on horseback as well as my sister."

"Very good," said I, "then you shall ride the day after to-morrow."
This put her into a good temper again.

Speaking of Hippolyta's skill, I asked her where she had learnt to
ride.  She simply burst out laughing.  I asked her why she laughed,
and she said,--

"Why, because I never learnt anywhere; my only masters were courage
and some natural skill."

"And has your sister learnt?"

"No," said Gabrielle, "but I can ride just as well."

I could scarcely believe it, for Hippolyta had seemed to float on her
horse, and her riding skewed the utmost skill and experience.  Hoping
that her sister would vie with her, I said that I would take them out
together, and the very idea made them both jump with joy.

Gabrielle was only fifteen, and her shape, though not fully
developed, was well marked, and promised a perfect beauty by the time
she was in her maturity.  Full of grace and simplicity, she said she
would like to come with me to my room, and I readily accepted her
offer, not caring whether the scheme had been concerted between her
and her other sisters.

As soon as we were alone, she told me that she had never had a lover,
and she allowed me to assure myself of the fact with the same child-
like simplicity.  Gabrielle was like all the others; I would have
chosen her if I had been obliged to make the choice.  She made me
feel sorry for her sake, to hear that the mother had made up her mind
to leave.  In the morning I gave her her fee of twenty guineas and a
handsome ring as a mark of my peculiar friendship, and we spent the
day in getting ready our habits for the ride of the day following.

Gabrielle got on horseback as if she had had two years in the riding
school.  We went along the streets at a walking pace, but as soon as
we were in the open country we broke into a furious gallop, and kept
it up till we got to Barnet, where we stopped to breakfast.  We had
done the journey in twenty-five minutes, although the distance is
nearly ten miles.  This may seem incredible, but the English horses
are wonderfully swift, and we were all of us well mounted.  My two
nymphs looked ravishing.  I adored them, and I adored myself for
making them so happy.

Just as we were remounting, who should arrive but Lord Pembroke.  He
was on his way to St. Alban's.  He stopped his horse, and admired the
graceful riding of my two companions; and not recognizing them
immediately, he begged leave to pay his court to them.  How I laughed
to myself!  At last he recognized them, and congratulated me on my
conquest, asking if I loved Hippolyta.  I guessed his meaning, and
said I only loved Gabrielle.

"Very good," said he; "may I come and see you?"

"Certainly," I replied.

After a friendly hand-shake we set out once more, and were soon back
in London.

Gabrielle was done up and went to bed directly; she slept on till the
next morning without my disturbing her peaceful sleep, and when she
awoke and found herself in my arms, she began to philosophise.

"How easy it is," said she, "to be happy when one is rich, and how
sad it is to see happiness out of one's reach for lack of a little
money.  Yesterday I was the happiest of beings, and why should I not
be as happy all my days?  I would gladly agree that my life should be
short provided that it should be a happy one."

I, too, philosophised, but my reflections were sombre.  I saw my
resources all but exhausted, and I began to meditate a journey to
Lisbon.  If my fortune had been inexhaustible, the Hanoverians might
have held me in their silken fetters to the end of my days.  It
seemed to me as if I loved them more like a father than a lover, and
the fact that I slept with them only added to the tenderness of the
tie.  I looked into Gabrielle's eyes, and there I saw but love.  How
could such a love exist in her unless she were naturally virtuous,
and yet devoid of those prejudices which are instilled into us in our
early years.

The next day Pembroke called and asked me to give him a dinner.
Augusta delighted him.  He made proposals to her which excited her
laughter as he did not want to pay till after the event, and she
would not admit this condition.  However, he gave her a bank note for
ten guineas before he left, and she accepted it with much grace.  The
day after he wrote her a letter, of which I shall speak presently.

A few minutes after the nobleman had gone the mother sent for me to
come to her, and after paying an eloquent tribute to my virtues, my
generosity, and my unceasing kindness towards her family, she made
the following proposal:

"As I feel sure that you have all the love of a father for my
daughters, I wish you to become their father in reality!  I offer you
my hand and heart; become my husband, you will be their father, their
lord and mine.  What do you say to this?"

I bit my lips hard and had great difficulty in restraining my
inclination to laughter.  Nevertheless, the amazement, the contempt,
and the indignation which this unparalleled piece of impudence
aroused in me soon brought me to myself.  I perceived that this
consummate hypocrite had counted on an abrupt refusal, and had only
made this ridiculous offer with the idea of convincing me that she
was under the impression that I had left her daughters as I had found
them, and that the money I had spent on them was merely a sign of my
tender and fatherly affection.  Of course she knew perfectly well how
the land lay, but she thought to justify herself by taking this step.
She was aware that I could only look upon such a proposal as an
insult, but she did not care for that.

I resolved to keep on the mask, and replied that her proposition was
undoubtedly a very great honour for me, but it was also a very
important question, and so I begged her to allow me some time for
consideration.

When I got back to my room I found there the mistress of the wretched
Marquis Petina, who told me that her happiness depended on a
certificate from the Neapolitan ambassador that her lover was really
the person he professed to be.  With this document he would be able
to claim a sum of two hundred guineas, and then they could both go to
Naples, and he would marry her there.  "He will easily obtain the
royal pardon," said she.  "You, and you alone, can help us in the
matter, and I commend myself to your kindness."

I promised to do all I could for her.  In fact, I called on the
ambassador, who made no difficulty about giving the required
certificate.  For the moment my chilly conquest was perfectly happy,
but though I saw she was very grateful to me I did not ask her to
prove her gratitude.




CHAPTER XVI

Augusta Becomes Lord Pembroke's Titular Mistress  The King of
Corsica's Son--M. du Claude, or the Jesuit Lavalette--Departure of
the Hanoverians I Balance My Accounts--The Baron Stenau--The English
Girl, and What She Gave Me--Daturi--My Flight from London--Comte St.
Germain--Wesel


Lord Pembroke wrote to Augusta offering her fifty guineas a month for
three years, with lodging, board, servants, and carriage at St.
Albans, without reckoning what she might expect from his grateful
affection if it were returned.

Augusta translated the letter for me, and asked for my advice.

"I can't give you any counsel," said I, "in a matter which only
concerns your own heart and your own interests."

She went up to her mother, who would come to no conclusion without
first consulting me, because, as she said, I was the wisest and most
virtuous of men.  I am afraid the reader will differ from her here,
but I comfort myself by the thought that I, too, think like the
reader.  At last it was agreed that Augusta should accept the offer
if Lord Pembroke would find a surety in the person of some reputable
London merchant, for with her beauty and numerous graces she was sure
to, become Lady Pembroke before long.  Indeed, the mother said she
was perfectly certain of it, as otherwise she could not have given
her consent, as her daughters were countesses, and too good to be any
man's mistresses.

The consequence was that Augusta wrote my lord a letter, and in three
days it was all settled.  The merchant duly signed the contract, at
the foot of which I had the honour of inscribing my name as a
witness, and then I took the merchant to the mother, and he witnessed
her cession of her daughter.  She would not see Pembroke, but she
kissed her daughter, and held a private colloquy with her.

The day on which Augusta left my house was signalized by an event
which I must set down.

The day after I had given the Marquis Petina's future bride the
required certificate, I had taken out Gabrielle and Hippolyta for a
ride.  When I got home I found waiting for me a person calling
himself Sir Frederick, who was said to be the son of Theodore, King
of Corsica, who had died in London.  This gentleman said he wished to
speak to me in private, and when we were alone he said he was aware
of my acquaintance with the Marquis Petina, and being on the eve of
discounting a bill of two hundred guineas for him he wished to be
informed whether it was likely that he could meet the bill when it
fell due.

"It is important that I should be informed on that point," he added,
"for the persons who are going to discount the bill want me to put my
signature to it."

"Sir," I replied, "I certainly am acquainted with the marquis, but I
know nothing about his fortune.  However, the Neapolitan ambassador
assured me that he was the Marquis Petina."

"If the persons who have the matter in hand should drop it, would you
discount the bill?  You shall have it cheap."

"I never meddle with these speculations.  Good day, Sir Frederick."

The next day Goudar came and said that a M. du Claude wanted to speak
to me.

"Who is M. du Claude?"

"The famous Jesuit Lavalette, who was concerned in the great
bankruptcy case which ruined the Society in France.  He fled to
England under a false name.  I advise you to listen to him, for he
must have plenty of money."

"A Jesuit and a bankrupt; that does not sound very well."

"Well, I have met him in good houses, and knowing that I was
acquainted with you he addressed himself to me.  After all, you run
no risk in listening to what he has to say."

"Well, well, you can take me to him; it will be easier to avoid any
entanglement than if he came to see me."

Goudar went to Lavalette to prepare the way, and in the afternoon he
took me to see him.  I was well enough pleased to see the man, whose
rascality had destroyed the infamous work of many years.  He welcomed
me with great politeness, and as soon as we were alone he shewed me a
bill of Petina's, saying,--

"The young man wants me to discount it, and says you can give me the
necessary information."

I gave the reverend father the same answer as I had given the King of
Corsica's son, and left him angry with this Marquis of Misery who had
given me so much needless trouble.  I was minded to have done with
him, and resolved to let him know through his mistress that I would
not be his reference, but I could not find an opportunity that day.

The next day I took my two nymphs for a ride, and asked Pembroke to
dinner.  In vain we waited for Petina's mistress; she was nowhere to
be found.  At nine o'clock I got a letter from her, with a German
letter enclosed for her mother.  She said that feeling certain that
her mother would not give her consent to her marriage, she had eloped
with her lover, who had got together enough money to go to Naples,
and when they reached that town he would marry her.  She begged me to
console her mother and make her listen to reason, as she had not gone
off with an adventurer but with a man of rank, her equal.  My lips
curled into a smile of pity and contempt, which made the three
sisters curious.  I shewed them the letter I had just received, and
asked them to come with me to their mother.

"Not to-night," said Victoire, "this terrible news would keep her
awake."

I took her advice and we supped together, sadly enough.

I thought the poor wretch was ruined for life, and I reproached
myself with being the cause of her misfortune; for if I had not
released the marquis from prison this could never have happened.  The
Marquis Caraccioli had been right in saying that I had done a good
deed, but a foolish one.  I consoled myself in the arms of my dear
Gabrielle.

I had a painful scene with the mother the next morning.  She cursed
her daughter and her seducer, and even blamed me.  She wept and
stormed alternately.

It is never of any use to try and convince people in distress that
they are wrong, for one may only do harm, while if they are left to
themselves they soon feel that they have been unjust, and are
grateful to the person who let them exhaust their grief without any
contradiction.

After this event I spent a happy fortnight in the society of
Gabrielle, whom Hippolyta and Victoire looked on as my wife.  She
made my happiness and I made hers in all sorts of ways, but
especially by my fidelity; for I treated her sisters as if they had
been my sisters, shewing no recollection of the favours I had
obtained from them, and never taking the slightest liberty, for I
knew that friendship between women will hardly brook amorous rivalry.
I had bought them dresses and linen in abundance, they were well
lodged and well fed, I took them to the theatre and to the country,
and the consequence was they all adored me, and seemed to think that
this manner of living would go on for ever.  Nevertheless, I was
every day nearer and nearer to moral and physical bankruptcy.  I had
no more money, and I had sold all my diamonds and precious stones.  I
still possessed my snuff-boxes, my watches, and numerous trifles,
which I loved and had not the heart to sell; and, indeed, I should
not have got the fifth part of what I gave for them.  For a whole
month I had not paid my cook, or my wine merchant, but I liked to
feel that they trusted me.  All I thought of was Gabrielle's love,
and of this I assured myself by a thousand delicacies and attentions.

This was my condition when one day Victoire came to me with sadness
on her face, and said that her mother had made up her mind to return
to Hanover, as she had lost all hope of getting anything from the
English Court.

"When does she intend to leave?"

"In three or four days."

"And is she going without telling me, as if she were leaving an inn
after paying her bill?"

"On the contrary, she wishes to have a private talk with you."

I paid her a visit, and she began by reproaching me tenderly for not
coming to see her more often.  She said that as I had refused her
hand she would not run the risk of incurring censure or slander of
any kind.  "I thank you from my heart," she added, "for all the
kindness you have shewn my girls, and I am going to take the three I
have left away, lest I lose them as I have lost the two eldest.  If
you like, you may come too and stay with us as long as you like in my
pretty country house near the capital."

Of course I had to thank her and reply that my engagements did not
allow me to accept her kind offer.

Three days after, Victoire told me, as I was getting up, that they
were going on board ship at three o'clock.  Hippolyta and Gabrielle
made me come for a ride, according to a promise I had given them the
night before.  The poor things amused themselves, while I grieved
bitterly, as was my habit when I had to separate from anyone that I
loved.

When we came home I lay down on my bed, not taking any dinner, and
seeing nothing of the three sisters till they had made everything
ready for the journey.  I got up directly before they left, so as not
to see the mother in my own room, and I saw her in hers just as she
was about to be taken down into my carriage, which was in readiness
at the door.  The impudent creature expected me to give her some
money for the journey, but perceiving that I was not likely to bleed,
she observed, with involuntary sincerity, that her purse contained
the sum of a hundred and fifty guineas, which I had given to her
daughters; and these daughters of hers were present, and sobbed
bitterly.

When they were gone I closed my doors to everyone, and spent three
days in the melancholy occupation of making up my accounts.  In the
month I had spent with the Hanoverians I had dissipated the whole of
the sum resulting from the sale of the precious stones, and I found
that I was in debt to the amount of four hundred guineas.  I resolved
to go to Lisbon by sea, and sold my diamond cross, six or seven gold
snuff-boxes (after removing the portraits), all my watches except
one, and two great trunks full of clothes.  I then discharged my
debts and found I was eighty guineas to the good, this being what
remained of the fine fortune I had squandered away like a fool or a
philosopher, or, perhaps, a little like both.  I left my fine house
where I had lived so pleasantly, and took a little room at a guinea a
week.  I still kept my negro, as I had every reason to believe him to
be a faithful servant.

After taking these measures I wrote to M. de Bragadin, begging him to
send me two hundred sequins.

Thus having made up my mind to leave London without owing a penny to
anyone, and under obligations to no man's purse, I waited for the
bill of exchange from Venice.  When it came I resolved to bid
farewell to all my friends and to try my fortune in Lisbon, but such
was not the fate which the fickle goddess had assigned to me.

A fortnight after the departure of the Hanoverians (it was the end of
February in the year 1764), my evil genius made me go to the "Canon
Tavern," where I usually dined in a room by myself.  The table was
laid and I was just going to sit down, when Baron Stenau came in and
begged me to have my dinner brought into the next room, where he and
his mistress were dining.

"I thank you," said I, "for the solitary man grows weary of his
company."

I saw the English woman I had met at Sartori's, the same to whom the
baron had been so generous.  She spoke Italian, and was attractive in
many ways, so I was well pleased to find myself opposite to her, and
we had a pleasant dinner.

After a fortnight's abstinence it was not surprising that she
inspired me with desires, but I concealed them nevertheless, for her
lover seemed to respect her.  I only allowed myself to tell the baron
that I thought him the happiest of men.

Towards the close of the dinner the girl noticed three dice on the
mantel and took them up, saying,--

"Let us have a wager of a guinea, and spend it on oysters and
champagne."

We could not refuse, and the baron having lost called the waiter and
gave him his orders.

While we were eating the oysters she suggested that we should throw
again to see which should pay for the dinner.

We did so and she lost.

I did not like my luck, and wishing to lose a couple of guineas I
offered to throw against the baron.  He accepted, and to my annoyance
I won.  He asked for his revenge and lost again.

"I don't want to win your money," said I, "and I will give you your
revenge up to a hundred guineas."

He seemed grateful and we went on playing, and in less than half an
hour he owed me a hundred guineas.

"Let us go on," said he.

"My dear baron, the luck's against you; you might lose a large sum of
money.  I really think we have had enough."

Without heeding my politeness, he swore against fortune and against
the favour I seemed to be shewing him.  Finally he got up, and taking
his hat and cane, went out, saying,--

"I will pay you when I come back."

As soon as he had gone the girl said:

"I am sure you have been regarding me as your partner at play."

"If you have guessed that, you will also have guessed that I think
you charming."

"Yes, I think I have."

"Are you angry with me?"

"Not in the least."

"You shall have the fifty guineas as soon as he has paid me."

"Very good, but the baron must know nothing about it."

"Of course not."

The bargain was scarcely struck before I began to shew her how much I
loved her.  I had every reason to congratulate myself on her
complaisance, and I thought this meeting a welcome gleam of light
when all looked dark around me.  We had to make haste, however, as
the door was only shut with a catch.  I had barely time to ascertain
her address and the hour at which she could see me, and whether I
should have to be careful with her lover.  She replied that the
baron's fidelity was not of a character to make him very exacting.  I
put the address in my pocket, and promised to pass a night with her.

The baron came in again, and said,--

"I have been to a merchant to discount this bill of exchange, and
though it is drawn on one of the best house in Cadiz, and made out by
a good house in London, he would not have anything to do with it."

I took the bill and saw some millions mentioned on it, which
astonished me.

The baron said with a laugh that the currency was Portuguese milries,
and that they amounted to five hundred pounds sterling.

"If the signatures are known," said I, "I don't understand why the
man won't discount it.  Why don't you take it to your banker?"

"I haven't got one.  I came to England with a thousand gold pieces in
my pocket, and I have spent them all.  As I have not got any letters
of credit I cannot pay you unless the bill is discounted.  If you
have got any friends on the Exchange, however, you could get it
done."

"If the names prove good ones I will let you have the money to-morrow
morning."

"Then I will make it payable to your order."

He put his name to it, and I promised to send him either the money or
the bill before noon on the day following.  He gave me his address
and begged me to come and dine with him, and so we parted.

The next day I went to Bosanquet, who told me that Mr. Leigh was
looking out for bills of exchange on Cadiz, and I accordingly waited
on him.  He exclaimed that such paper was worth more than gold to
him, and gave me five hundred and twenty guineas, of course after I
had endorsed it.

I called on the baron and gave him the money I had just received, and
he thanked me and gave me back the hundred guineas.  Afterwards we
had dinner, and fell to talking of his mistress.

"Are you in love with her?" said I.

"No; I have plenty of others, and if you like her you can have her
for ten guineas."

I liked this way of putting it, though I had not the slightest idea
of cheating the girl out of the sum I had promised her.  On leaving
the baron I went to see her, and as soon as she heard that the baron
had paid me she ordered a delicious supper, and made me spend a night
that obliterated all my sorrows from my memory.  In the morning, when
I handed over the fifty guineas, she said that as a reward for the
way in which I kept my promise I could sup with her whenever I liked
to spend six guineas.  I promised to come and see her often.

The next morning I received a letter through the post, written in bad
Italian, and signed, "Your obedient godson, Daturi."  This godson of
mine was in prison for debt, and begged me to give him a few
shillings to buy some food.

I had nothing particular to do, the appellation of godson made me
curious, and so I went to the prison to see Daturi, of whose identity
I had not the slightest idea.  He was a fine young man of twenty; he
did not know me, nor I him.  I gave him his letter, and begging me to
forgive him he drew a paper from his pocket and shewed me his
certificate of baptism, on which I saw my own name inscribed beside
his name and those of his father and mother, the parish of Venice,
where he was born, and the church in which he was baptized; but still
I racked my memory in vain; I could not recollect him.

"If you will listen to me," he said, "I can set you right; my mother
has told me the story a hundred times."

"Go on," said I, "I will listen;" and as he told his story I
remembered who he was.

This young man whom I had held at the font as the son of the actor
Daturi was possibly my own son.  He had come to London with a troupe
of jugglers to play the illustrious part of clown, or pagliazzo, but
having quarrelled with the company he had lost his place and had got
into debt to the extent of ten pounds sterling, and for this debt he
had been imprisoned.  Without saying anything to him about my
relations with his mother, I set him free on the spot, telling him to
come to me every morning, as I would give him two shillings a day for
his support.

A week after I had done this good work I felt that I had caught the
fearful disease from which the god Mercury had already delivered me
three times, though with great danger and peril of my life.  I had
spent three nights with the fatal English woman, and the misfortune
was doubly inconvenient under the circumstances.  I was on the eve of
a long sea voyage, and though Venus may have risen from the waves of
the sea, sea air is by no means favourable to those on whom she has
cast her malign aspect.  I knew what to do, and resolved to have my
case taken in hand without delay.

I left my house, not with the intention of reproaching the English
woman after the manner of fools, but rather of going to a good
surgeon, with whom I could make an agreement to stay in his house
till my cure was completed.

I had my trunks packed just as if I was going to leave London,
excepting my linen, which I sent to my washerwoman who lived at a
distance of six miles from town, and drove a great trade.

The very day I meant to change my lodging a letter was handed to me.
It was from Mr. Leigh, and ran as follows:

"The bill of exchange I discounted for you is a forgery, so please to
send me at your earliest convenience the five hundred and twenty
guineas; and if the man who has cheated you will not reimburse the
money, have him arrested.  For Heaven's sake do not force me to have
you arrested to-morrow, and whatever you do make haste, for this may
prove a hanging matter."

Fortunately I was by myself when I received the letter.  I fell upon
my bed, and in a moment I was covered with a cold sweat, while I
trembled like a leaf.  I saw the gallows before me, for nobody would
lend me the money, and they would not wait for my remittance from
Venice to reach me.

To my shuddering fit succeeded a burning fever.  I loaded my pistols,
and went out with the determination of blowing out Baron Stenau's
brains, or putting him under arrest if he did not give me the money.
I reached his house, and was informed that he had sailed for Lisbon
four days ago.

This Baron Stenau was a Livonian, and four months after these events
he was hanged at Lisbon.  I only anticipate this little event in his
life because I might possibly forget it when I come to my sojourn at
Riga.

As soon as I heard he was gone I saw there was no remedy, and that I
must save myself.  I had only ten or twelve guineas left, and this
sum was insufficient.  I went to Treves, a Venetian Jew to whom I had
a letter from Count Algarotti, the Venetian banker.  I did not think
of going to Bosanquet, or Sanhel, or Salvador, who might possibly
have got wind of my trouble, while Treves had no dealings with these
great bankers, and discounted a bill for a hundred sequins readily
enough.  With the money in my pocket I made my way to my lodging,
while deadly fear dogged every step.  Leigh had given me twenty-four
hours' breathing time, and I did not think him capable of breaking
his word, still it would not do to trust to it.  I did not want to
lose my linen nor three fine suits of clothes which my tailor was
keeping for me, and yet I had need of the greatest promptitude.

I called in Jarbe and asked him whether he would prefer to take
twenty guineas and his dismissal, or to continue in my service.  I
explained that he would have to wait in London for a week, and join
me at the place from which I wrote to him.

"Sir," said he, "I should like to remain in your service, and I will
rejoin you wherever you please.  When are you leaving?"

"In an hour's time; but say not a word, or it will cost me my life."

"Why can't you take me with you?"

"Because I want you to bring my linen which is at the wash, and my
clothes which the tailor is making.  I will give you sufficient money
for the journey."

"I don't want anything.  You shall pay me what I have spent when I
rejoin you.  Wait a moment."

He went out and came back again directly, and holding out sixty
guineas, said,--

"Take this, sir, I entreat you, my credit is good for as much more in
case of need."

"I thank you, my good fellow, but I will not take your money, but be
sure I will not forget your fidelity."

My tailor lived close by and I called on him, and seeing that my
clothes were not yet made up I told him that I should like to sell
them, and also the gold lace that was to be used in the trimming.  He
instantly gave me thirty guineas which meant a gain to him of twenty-
five per cent.  I paid the week's rent of my lodging, and after
bidding farewell to my negro I set out with Daturi.  We slept at
Rochester, as my strength would carry me no farther.  I was in
convulsions, and had a sort of delirium.  Daturi was the means of
saving my life.

I had ordered post-horses to continue our journey, and Daturi of his
own authority sent them back and went for a doctor, who pronounced me
to be in danger of an apoplectic fit and ordered a copious blood-
letting, which restored my calm.  Six hours later he pronounced me
fit to travel.  I got to Dover early in the morning, and had only
half an hour to stop, as the captain of the packet said that the tide
would not allow of any delay.  The worthy sailor little knew how well
his views suited mine.  I used this half hour in writing to Jarbe,
telling him to rejoin me at Calais, and Mrs. Mercier, my landlady, to
whom I had addressed the letter, wrote to tell me that she had given
it him with her own hands.  However, Jarbe did not come.  We shall
hear more of this negro in the course of two years.

The fever and the virus that was in my blood put me in danger of my
life, and on the third day I was in extremis.  A fourth blood-letting
exhausted my strength, and left me in a state of coma which lasted
for twenty-four hours.  This was succeeded by a crisis which restored
me to life again, but it was only by dint of the most careful
treatment that I found myself able to continue my journey a fortnight
after my arrival in France.

Weak in health, grieved at having been the innocent cause of the
worthy Mr. Leigh's losing a large sum of money, humiliated by my
flight from London, indignant with Jarbe, and angry at being obliged
to abandon my Portuguese project, I got into a post-chaise with
Daturi, not knowing where to turn or where to go, or whether I had
many more weeks to live.

I had written to Venice asking M. de Bragadin to send the sum I have
mentioned to Brussels instead of London.

When I got to Dunkirk, the day after I left Paris, the first person I
saw was the merchant S----, the husband of that Therese whom my
readers may remember, the niece of Tiretta's mistress, with whom I
had been in love seven years ago.  The worthy man recognized me, and
seeing his astonishment at the change in my appearance I told him I
was recovering from a long illness, and then asked after his wife.

"She is wonderfully well," he answered, "and I hope we shall have the
pleasure of seeing you to dinner tomorrow."

I said I wanted to be off at day-break, but he would not hear of it,
and protested he would be quite hurt if I went away without seeing
his wife and his three children.  At last I appeased him by saying
that we would sup together.

My readers will remember that I had been on the point of marrying
Therese, and this circumstance made me ashamed of presenting myself
to her in such a sorry plight.

In a quarter of an hour the husband arrived with his wife and three
children, the eldest of whom looked, about six.  After the usual
greetings and tiresome enquiries after my health, Therese sent back
the two younger children, rightly thinking that the eldest would be
the only one in whom I should take any interest.  He was a charming
boy; and as he was exactly like his mother, the worthy merchant had
no doubts as to the parentage of the child.

I laughed to myself at finding my offspring thus scattered all over
Europe.  At supper Therese gave me news of Tiretta.  He had entered
the Dutch East India Company's service, but having been concerned in
a revolt at Batavia, he had only escaped the gallows by flight--I had
my own thoughts as to the similarity between his destiny and mine,
but I did not reveal them.  After all it is an easy enough matter for
an adventurous man, who does not look where he is going, to get
hanged for a mere trifle.

The next day, when I got to Tournay, I saw some grooms walking fine
horses up and down, and I asked to whom they belonged.

"'To the Comte de St. Germain, the adept, who has been here a month,
and never goes out.  Everybody who passes through the place wants to
see him; but he is invisible."

This was enough to give me the same desire, so I wrote him a letter,
expressing my wish to speak to him, and asking him to name an hour.
His reply, which I have preserved, ran as follows:

"The gravity of my occupation compels me to exclude everyone, but you
are an exception.  Come whenever you like, you will be shewn in.  You
need not mention my name nor your own.  I do not ask you to share my
repast, far my food is not suitable to others--to you least of all,
if your appetite is what it used to be."

At nine o'clock I paid my call, and found he had grown a beard two
inches long.  He had a score of retorts before him, full of liquids
in various stages of digestion.  He told me he was experimenting with
colours for his own amusement, and that he had established a hat
factory for Count Cobenzl, the Austrian ambassador at Brussels.  He
added that the count had only given him a hundred and fifty thousand
florins, which were insufficient.  Then we spoke of Madame d'Urfe.

"She poisoned herself," said he, "by taking too strong a dose of the
Universal Medicine, and her will shews that she thought herself to be
with child.  If she had come to me, I could have really made her so,
though it is a difficult process, and science has not advanced far
enough for us to be able to guarantee the sex of the child."

When he heard the nature of my disease, he wanted me to stay three
days at Tournay for him to give me fifteen pills, which would
effectually cure me, and restore me to perfect health.  Then he
shewed me his magistrum, which he called athoeter.  It was a white
liquid contained in a well-stoppered phial.  He told me that this
liquid was the universal spirit of nature, and that if the wax on the
stopper was pricked ever so lightly, the whole of the contents would
disappear.  I begged him to make the experiment.  He gave me the
phial and a pin, and I pricked the wax, and to lo! the phial was
empty.

"It is very fine," said I, "but what good is all this?"

"I cannot tell you; that is my secret."

He wanted to astonish me before I went, and asked me if I had any
money about me.  I took out several pieces and put them on the table.
He got up, and without saying what he was going to do he took a
burning coal and put it on a metal plate, and placed a twelve-sols
piece with a small black grain on the coal.  He then blew it, and in
two minutes it seemed on fire.

"Wait a moment," said the alchemist, "let it get cool;" and it cooled
almost directly.

"Take it; it is yours," said he.

I took up the piece of money and found it had become gold.  I felt
perfectly certain that he had smuggled my silver piece away, and had
substituted a gold piece coated with silver for it.  I did not care
to tell him as much, but to let him see that I was not taken in, I
said,--

"It is really very wonderful, but another time you should warn me
what you are going to do, so that the operation might be attentively
watched, and the piece of money noted before being placed on the
burning coal."

"Those that are capable of entertaining doubts of my art," said the
rogue, "are not worthy to speak to me."

This was in his usual style of arrogance, to which I was accustomed.
This was the last time I saw this celebrated and learned impostor; he
died at Schlesing six or seven years after.  The piece of money he
gave me was pure gold, and two months after Field-marshal Keith took
such a fancy to it that I gave it him.

I left Tournay the next morning, and stopped at Brussels to await the
answer of the letter which I had written to M. de Bragadin.  Five
days after I got the letter with a bill of exchange for two hundred
ducats.

I thought of staying in Brussels to get cured, but Daturi told me
that he had heard from a rope-dancer that his father and mother and
the whole family were at Brunswick, and he persuaded me to go there,
assuring me that I should be carefully looked after.

He had not much difficulty in getting me to go to Brunswick, as I was
curious to see again the mother of my godson, so I started the same
day.  At Ruremonde I was so ill that I had to stop for thirty-six
hours.  At Wesel I wished to get rid of my post-chaise, for the
horses of the country are not used to going between shafts, but what
was my surprise to meet General Bekw there.

After the usual compliments had passed, and the general had condoled
with me on my weak state of health, he said he should like to buy my
chaise and exchange it for a commodious carriage, in which I could
travel all over Germany.  The bargain was soon struck, and the
general advised me to stay at Wesel where there was a clever young
doctor from the University of Leyden, who would understand my case
better than the Brunswick physicians.

Nothing is easier than to influence a sick man, especially if he be
in search of fortune, and knows not where to look for the fickle
goddess.  General Bekw----, who was in garrison at Wesel, sent for
Dr. Pipers, and was present at my confession and even at the
examination.

I will not revolt my readers by describing the disgusting state in
which I was, suffice it to say that I shudder still when I think of
it.

The young doctor, who was gentleness personified, begged me to come
and stay with him, promising that his mother and sisters should take
the greatest care of me, and that he would effect a radical cure in
the course of six weeks if I would carry out all his directions.  The
general advised me strongly to stay with the doctor, and I agreed all
the more readily as I wished to have some amusement at Brunswick and
not to arrive there deprived of the use of all my limbs.  I therefore
gave in, but the doctor would not hear of any agreement.  He told me
that I could give him whatever I liked when I went away, and he would
certainly be satisfied.  He took his leave to go and make my room
ready, and told me to come in an hour's time.  I went to his house in
a sedan-chair, and held a handkerchief before my face, as I was
ashamed that the young doctor's mother and sisters should see me in
the state I was in.

As soon as I got to my room, Daturi undressed me and I went to bed.




CHAPTER XVII

My Cure--Daturi is Beaten by Some Soldiers--I Leave Wesel for
Brunswick--Redegonde--Brunswick--The Hereditary Prince--The Jew--
My Stay at Wolfen-Buttel The Library--Berlin Calsabigi and the Berlin
Lottery--Mdlle. Belanger


At Supper-time, the doctor, his mother, and one of his sisters came
to see me.  All of them bore the love of their kind written on their
features; they assured me that I should have all possible care at
their hands.  When the ladies were gone the doctor explained his
treatment.  He said that he hoped to cure me by the exhibition of
sudorifices and mercurial pills, but he warned me I must be very
careful in my diet and must not apply myself in any way.  I promised
to abide by his directions, and he said that he would read me the
newspaper himself twice a week to amuse me, and by way of a beginning
he informed me that the famous Pompadour was dead.

Thus I was condemned to a state of perfect rest, but it was not the
remedies or the abstinence I dreaded most; I feared the effects of
ennui; I thought I should die of it.  No doubt the doctor saw the
danger as well as myself, for he asked me if I would mind his sister
coming and working in my room occasionally with a few of her friends.
I replied that, despite my shame of shewing myself to young ladies in
such a condition, I accepted her offer with delight.  The sister was
very grateful for what she was pleased to call my kindness, for my
room was the only one which looked in the street, and as everyone
knows girls are very fond of inspecting the passers-by. Unfortunately
this arrangement turned out ill for Daturi.  The poor young man had
only received the education of a mountebank, and it was tiresome for
him to pass all his time in my company.  When he saw that I had
plenty of friends, he thought I could dispense with his society, and
only thought of amusing himself.  On the third day towards the
evening he was carried home covered with bruises.  He had been in the
guard-room with the soldiers, and some quarrel having arisen he had
got a severe beating.  He was in a pitiable state; all over blood and
with three teeth missing.  He told me the story with tears, and
begged me to take vengeance on his foes.

I sent my doctor to General Bekw----, who said that all he could do
was to give the poor man a bed in the hospital.  Baturi had no bones
broken, and in a few days was quite well, so I sent him on to
Brunswick with a passport from General Salomon.  The loss of his
teeth secured him from the conscription; this, at any rate, was a
good thing.

The treatment of the young doctor was even more successful than he
had anticipated, for in a month I was perfectly well again, though
terribly thin.  The worthy people of the house must have taken an
idea of me not in the least like myself; I was thought to be the most
patient of men, and the sister and her young lady friends must have
considered me as modesty personified; but these virtues only resulted
from my illness and my great depression.  If you want to discover the
character of a man, view him in health and freedom; a captive and in
sickness he is no longer the same man.

I gave a beautiful dress to the sister, and twenty louis to the
doctor, and both seemed to me extremely satisfied.

On the eve of my departure I received a letter from Madame du Rumain,
who had heard I was in want from my friend Baletti, and sent me a
bill of exchange on Amsterdam for six hundred florins.  She said I
could repay her at my convenience, but she died before I was able to
discharge the debt.

Having made up my mind to go to Brunswick, I could not resist the
temptation to pass through Hanover, for whenever I thought of
Gabrielle I loved her still.  I did not wish to stop any length of
time, for I was poor and I had to be careful of my health.  I only
wished to pay her a flying visit on the estate which her mother had
at Stocken, as she had told me.  I may also say that curiosity was a
motive for this visit.

I had decided to start at day-break in my new carriage, but the fates
had ordained it otherwise.

The English general wrote me a note asking me to sup with him,
telling me that some Italians would be present, and this decided me
to stay on, but I had to promise the doctor to observe strict
temperance.

My surprise may be imagined when I saw the Redegonde and her
abominable mother.  The mother did not recognize me at first, but
Redegonde knew me directly, and said,--

"Good Heavens! how thin you have become!"

I complimented her on her beauty, and indeed she had improved
wonderfully.

"I have just recovered from a dangerous illness," said I, "and I am
starting for Brunswick at day-break tomorrow."

"So are we," she exclaimed, looking at her mother.

The general, delighted to find that we knew each other, said we could
travel together.

"Hardly, I think," I replied, "unless the lady-mother has changed her
principles since I knew her."

"I am always the same," she said, dryly enough; but I only replied
with a glance of contempt.

The general held a bank at faro at a small table.  There were several
other ladies and some officers, and the stakes were small.  He
offered me a place, but I excused myself, saying that I never played
while on a journey.

At the end of the deal the general returned to the charge, and
said,--

"Really, chevalier, this maxim of yours is anti-social; you must
play."

So saying he drew several English bank notes from his pocket-book,
telling me they were the same I had given him in London six months
ago.

"Take your revenge," he added; "there are four hundred pounds here."

"I don't want to lose as much as that," I replied, "but I will risk
fifty pounds to amuse you."

With this I took out the bill of exchange that Madame du Rumain had
sent me.

The general went on dealing, and at the third deal I found I was
fifty guineas to the good, and with that I was satisfied.  Directly
afterwards supper was announced, and we went into the dining-room.

Redegonde, who had learnt French admirably, kept everybody amused.
She had been engaged by the Duke of Brunswick as second singer, and
she had come from Brussels.  She bemoaned her journey in the
uncomfortable post-chaise, and expressed a fear that she would be ill
by the time she got to her journey's end.

"Why, there's the Chevalier Seingalt all alone in a most comfortable
carriage," said the general.

Redegonde smiled.

"How many people will your carriage hold?"

"Only two."

"Then it's out of the question, for I never let my daughter travel
alone with anybody."

A general burst of laughter, in which Redegonde joined, seemed to
confuse the mother in some degree; but like a good daughter Redegonde
explained that her mother was always afraid of her being
assassinated.

The evening passed away in pleasant conversation, and the younger
singer did not need much persuasion to seat herself at the piano,
where she sang in a manner that won genuine applause.

When I wanted to go the general begged me to breakfast with him,
saying that the post-chaise did not go till twelve, and that this act
of politeness was due to my young fellow-countrywoman.  Redegonde
joined in, reproaching me with my behaviour at Turin and Florence,
though she had nothing really to complain of.  I gave in, and feeling
that I wanted rest I went to bed.

The next morning, at nine o'clock, I took leave of the worthy doctor
and his family and walked to the general's, giving orders that my
carriage should be brought round as soon as it was ready.

In half an hour Redegonde and her mother arrived, and I was
astonished to see them accompanied by the brother who had been my
servant at Florence.

When breakfast was over my carriage stood at the door, and I made my
bow to the general and all the company, who were standing in the hall
to see me off.  Redegonde came down the steps with me, and asked if
my carriage was comfortable, and then got into it.  I got in after
her without the slightest premeditation, and the postillion, seeing
the carriage full, gave a crack with his whip and we were off,
Redegonde shrieking with laughter.  I was on the point of telling him
to stop, but seeing her enjoyment of the drive I held my tongue, only
waiting for her to say, "I have had enough."  But I waited in vain,
and we had gone over half a league before she said a word.

"I have laughed, and laugh still," she said, "when I think of what my
mother will say at this freak of mine.  I had no intentions in
getting into the carriage, and I am sure you cannot have told the
postillion to drive on."

"You may be quite sure of that."

"All the same my mother will believe it to be a deeply-laid plan, and
that strikes me as amusing."

"So it is; I am quite satisfied, certainly.  Now you are here you had
better come on with me to Brunswick; you will be more comfortable
than in a villainous stage coach."

"I should be delighted, but that would be pushing matters too far.
No, we will stop at the first stage and wait for the coach."

"You may do so if you please, but you will excuse my waiting."

"What! you would leave me all alone?"

"You know, dear Redegonde, that I have always loved you, and I am
ready to take you with me to Brunswick; what more can I say?"

"If you love me you will wait with me and restore me to my mother,
who must be in despair."

"In spite of my devotion I am afraid I cannot do so."

Instead of turning sulky the young madcap began to laugh again; and I
determined she should come with me to Brunswick.

When we got to the end of the stage there were no horses ready.  I
arranged matters with the postillion, and after baiting the horses we
set out once more.  The roads were fearful, and we did not come to
the second posting-stage till nightfall.

We might have slept there, but not wishing to be caught up by the
coach and to lose my prize, I ordered fresh horses and we resumed our
journey in spite of Redegonde's tears and supplications.  We
travelled all night and reached Lippstadt in the early morning, and
in spite of the unseasonableness of the hour I ordered something to
eat.  Redegonde wanted a rest, as indeed did I, but she had to give
way when I said caressingly that we could sleep at Minden.  Instead
of scolding me she began to smile, and I saw she guessed what she had
to expect; in fact, when we got to Minden we had supper, and then
went to bed together as man and wife, and stayed in bed for five
hours.  She was quite kind, and only made me entreat her for form's
sake.

We got to Hanover and put up at an excellent inn where we had a
choice meal, and where I found the waiter who was at the inn in
Zurich when I waited on the ladies at table.  Miss Chudleigh had
dined there with the Duke of Kingston, and they had gone on to
Berlin.

We had a beautiful French bed in which to spend the night, and in the
morning we were awakened by the noise of the stage coach.  Redegonde
not wishing to be surprised in my arms rang the bell and told the
waiter by no means to admit the lady who would come out of the coach
and ask to be shewn in directly; but her precaution was vain, for, as
the waiter went out, the mother and son came in, and we were taken in
'flagrante delicto'.

I told them to wait outside, and getting up in my shirt I locked the
door.  The mother began to abuse me and her daughter, and threatened
me with criminal proceedings if I did not give her up.  Redegonde,
however, calmed her by telling her the story, and she believed, or
pretended to believe, it was all chance; but she said,--

"That's all very well; but you can't deny, you little slut, that you
have been sleeping with him."

"Oh, there's no harm in that, for you know, dear mamma, nobody does
anything asleep."

Without giving her the time to reply she threw her arms round her
neck and promised to go on with her in the coach.

After things had been thus settled, I dressed myself, and gave them
all a good breakfast, and went on my way to Brunswick, where I
arrived a few hours before them.

Redegonde had deprived me of my curiosity to see Gabrielle; besides,
in the condition I was in, my vanity would have suffered grievously.
As soon as I had settled in a good inn I sent for Daturi, who came
immediately, elegantly dressed, and very anxious to introduce to me a
certain Signor Nicolini, theatrical manager.  This Nicolini
understood his craft perfectly, and was high in favour with the
prince to whom his daughter Anna was mistress.  He gave me a
distinguished and a cordial greeting, and was very anxious that I
should stay with him, but I was able to escape the constraint of such
an arrangement without giving him any offense.  I accepted his offer
to take my meals at his table, which was furnished by an excellent
cook and surrounded by a distinguished company.  Here was no
gathering of men of title, with the cold and haughty manners of the
Court, all were talented, and such company to my mind was delightful.

I was not well, and I was not rich, or else I should have made a
longer stay at Brunswick, which had its charms for me.  But we will
not anticipate, though as old age steals on a man he is never tired
of dwelling again and again on the incidents of his past life, in
spite of his desire to arrest the sands which run out so quickly.

The third day after my arrival at Brunswick, Redegonde knowing that I
was dining at Nicolini's came there too.  Everybody had found out,
somehow or other, that we had travelled from Wesel to Hanover
together, and they were at liberty to draw whatever conclusions they
pleased.

Two days later the crown prince arrived from Potsdam on a visit to
his future bride, the daughter of the reigning duke, whom he married
the year after.

The Court entertained in the most magnificent manner, and the
hereditary prince, now the reigning duke, honoured me with an
invitation.  I had met his highness at an assembly in Soho Square,
the day after he had been made a London citizen.

It was twenty-two years since I had been in love with Daturi's
mother.  I was curious to see the ravages which time had worked on
her, but I had reason to repent of my visit, for she had grown
terribly ugly.  She knew it herself, and a blush of shame appeared on
those features which had once been fair.

The prince had an army of six thousand foot in good condition.  This
army was to be reviewed on a plain at a little distance from the
town, and I went to see the spectacle, and was rewarded by having
rain dripping down my back the whole time.  Among the numerous
spectators were many persons of fashion, ladies in handsome dresses,
and a good sprinkling of foreigners.  I saw the Honourable Miss
Chudleigh, who honoured me by addressing me, and asked me, amongst
other questions, how long I had left London.  She was dressed in
Indian muslin, and beneath it she only wore a chemise of fine
cambric, and by the time the rain had made her clothes cling to her
body she looked more than naked, but she did not evince any
confusion.  Most of the ladies sheltered themselves from the rain
under elegant tents which had been erected.

The troops, who took no notice of the weather, executed their
manoeuvres, and fired their muskets in a manner which seemed to
satisfy good judges.

There was nothing further to attract me at Brunswick, and I thought
of spending the summer at Berlin, which I concluded would be more
amusing than a small provincial town.  Wanting an overcoat I bought
the material from a Jew, who offered to discount bills of exchange
for me if I had any.  I had the bill which Madame du Rumain had sent
me, and finding that it would be convenient for me to get it
discounted, I gave it to the Israelite, who cashed it, deducting
commission at the ordinary rate of two per cent.  The letter was
payable to the order of the Chevalier de Seingalt, and with that name
I endorsed it.

I thought no more of the matter, but early the next day the same Jew
called on me, and told me that I must either return him his money, or
give sureties for the amount till he had ascertained whether the bill
was a forgery or not.

I was offended at this piece of impertinence, and feeling certain
that the bill was a good one I told the fellow that he might set his
mind at rest and let me alone, as I should not give him any sureties.

"I must either have the money or the surety," said he, "and if you
refuse I will have you arrested; your character is well known."

This was too much for me, and raising my cane I gave him a blow on
the head which he must have felt for many a long day.  I then dressed
and dined with Nicolini, without thinking or speaking of this
disagreeable incident.

The next day as I was taking a walk outside the town walls, I met the
prince on horseback, followed by a single groom.  I bowed to him as
he passed, but he came up to me and said,--

"You are leaving Brunswick, chevalier?"

"In two or three days, your highness."

"I heard this morning that a Jew has brought a complaint against you
for beating him because he asked you to give him security for a bill
of exchange which he was afraid of."

"My lord, I cannot answer for the effects of my indignation against a
rascal who dared to come and insult me in my own house, but I do know
that if I had given him security I should have impugned my own
honour.  The impertinent scoundrel threatened to have me arrested,
but I know that a just Government rules here, and not arbitrary
power."

"You are right; it would be unjust to have you arrested, but he is
afraid for his ducats."

"He need not be afraid, my lord, for the bill is drawn by a person of
honour and of high station in society."

"I am delighted to hear it.  The Jew said he would never have
discounted the bill if you had not mentioned my name."

"That's a lie!  Your highness' name never passed, my lips."

"He also says that you endorsed the bill with a false name."

"Then he lies again, for I signed myself Seingalt, and that name is
mine."

"In short, it is a case of a Jew who has been beaten, and is afraid
of being duped.  I pity such an animal, and I must see what I can do
to prevent his keeping you here till he learns the fate of the bill
at Amsterdam.  As I have not the slightest doubt as to the goodness
of the bill, I will take it up myself, and this very morning: thus
you will be able to leave when you like.  Farewell, chevalier!
I wish you a pleasant journey."

With this compliment the prince left me, without giving me time to
answer him.  I might have felt inclined to tell him that by taking up
the bill he would give the Jew and everyone else to understand that
it was a favour done to me, to the great hurt of my honour, and that
consequently I should be obliged by his doing nothing of the kind.
But though the prince was a man of generosity and magnanimity, he was
deficient in that delicate quality which we call tact.  This defect,
common amongst princes, arises from their education, which places
them above the politeness which is considered necessary in ordinary
mortals.

He could not have treated me worse than he did, if he had been
certain of my dishonesty, and wished me to understand that I was
forgiven, and that he would bear all the consequences of my
misdemeanour.  With this idea in my head, I said to myself; "Perhaps,
indeed, this is exactly what the prince does think.  Is it the Jew or
me that he pities?  If the latter, I think I must give him a lesson,
though I do not wish to cause him any humiliation."

Feeling deeply humiliated myself, and pondering on my position,
I walked away, directing my attention especially to the duke's
concluding words.  I thought his wish for a pleasant journey
supremely out of place, under the circumstances, in the mouth of one
who enjoyed almost absolute power.  It was equivalent to an order to
leave the town, and I felt indignant at the thought.

I therefore resolved to vindicate my honour by neither going away nor
remaining.

"If I stay," I said to myself, "the Jew will be adjudged to be in the
right; and if I go the duke will think I have profited by his favour,
and so to speak, by his present of fifty louis if the bill were
protested.  I will not let anyone enjoy a satisfaction which is no
one due."

After these considerations, which I thought worthy of a wiser head
than mine, I packed up my trunk, ordered horses, and after a good
dinner and the payment of my bill I went to Wolfenbuttel with the
idea of spending week there.  I was sure of finding amusement, for
Wolfenbuttel contains the third largest library in Europe, and I had
long been anxious to see it.

The learned librarian, whose politeness was all the better for being
completely devoid of affection, told me that not only could I have
whatever books I wished to see, but that I could take them to my
lodging, not even excepting the manuscripts, which are the chief
feature in that fine library.

I spent a week in the library, only leaving it to take my meals and
go to bed, and I count this week as one of the happiest I have ever
spent, for then I forgot myself completely; and in the delight of
study, the past, the present, and the future were entirely blotted
out.  Of some such sort, I think, must be the joys of the redeemed;
and now I see that only a few trifling little circumstances and
incidents were wanting to make me a perfect sage.  And here I must
note a circumstance which my readers may scarcely believe, but which,
for all that, is quite true-namely, that I have always preferred
virtue to vice, and that when I sinned I did so out of mere lightness
of heart, for which, no doubt, I shall be blamed by many persons.
But, no matter--a man has only to give an account of his actions to
two beings, to himself here and to God hereafter.

At Wolfenbuttel I gathered a good many hints on the "Iliad" and
"Odyssey," which will not be found in any commentator, and of which
the great Pope knew nothing.  Some of these considerations will be
found in my translation of the "Iliad," the rest are still in
manuscript, and will probably never see the light.  However, I burn
nothing, not even these Memoirs, though I often think of doing so,
but the time never comes.

At the end of the week I returned to the same inn at Brunswick which
I had occupied before, and let my godson Daturi know of my arrival.

I was delighted to hear that no one suspected that I had spent the
fortnight within five leagues of Brunswick.  Daturi told me that the
general belief was that I had returned the Jew his money and got the
bill of exchange back.  Nevertheless I felt sure that the bill had
been honoured at Amsterdam, and that the duke knew that I had been
staying at Wolfenbuttel.

Daturi told me that Nicolini was expecting to see me at dinner, and I
was not astonished to hear of it, for I had not taken leave of
anyone.  I accordingly went, and the following incident, which served
to justify me in the eyes of all men, took place:

We were at the roast when one of the prince's servants came in with
the Jew I had beaten.  The poor man came up humbly to me, and spoke
as follows:

"I am ordered to come here, sir, to apologize for suspecting the
authenticity of the bill of exchange you gave me.  I have been
punished by being fined the amount of my commission."

"I wish that had been your only punishment," said I.

He made me a profound bow, and went out, saying that I was only too
good.

When I 'got back to the inn, I found a letter from Redegonde in which
she reproached me tenderly for not having been once to see her all
the time I had been at Brunswick, and begging me to breakfast with
her in a little country house.

"I shall not be in my mother's company," she added, "but in that of a
young lady of your acquaintance, whom, I am sure, you will be glad to
see once more."

I liked Redegonde, and I had only neglected her at Brunswick because
my means did not allow my making her a handsome present.  I resolved
to accept her invitation, my curiosity being rather stimulated by the
account of the young lady.

I was exact at the time indicated, and I found Redegonde looking
charming in a pretty room on the ground floor, and with her was a
young artiste whom I had known as a child shortly before I had been
put under the Leads.  I pretended to be delighted to see her, but I
was really quite taken up with Redegonde, and congratulated her upon
her pretty house.  She said she had taken it for six months, but did
not sleep there.  After coffee had been served we were on the point
of going out for a stroll, when who should come in but the prince.
He smiled pleasantly when he saw us, and apologized to Redegonde for
interrupting our little party.

The appearance of the prince enlightened me as to the position of my
delightful fellow countrywoman, and I understood why she had been so
precise about the time at which I was to come.  Redegonde had made
the conquest of the worthy prince, who was always disposed to
gallantry, but felt it his duty during the first year of his marriage
with the King of England's sister to preserve some kind of incognito
in his amours.

We spent an hour in walking up and down and talking of London and
Berlin, but nothing was said of the Jew or the bill of exchange.  He
was delighted with my warm eulogium of his library at Wolfenbuttel,
and laughed with all his heart when I said that unless it had been
for the intellectual nourishment I enjoyed, the bad fare at the inn
would certainly have reduced me to half my present size.

After bidding a graceful farewell to the nymph, the prince left us,
and we heard him galloping away on his horse.

When I was alone with Redegonde, far from begging for new favours, I
advised her to be faithful to the prince; but though appearances were
certainly not deceitful in this case, she would not admit anything.
This was in accordance with her part as young mistress, and I did not
reproach her for her want of confidence.

I spent the rest of the day at the inn, and started the next morning
at day-break.

When I got to Magdeburg, I took a letter of introduction from General
Bekw---- to an officer.  He shewed me the fortress, and kept me for
three days making me taste all the pleasures of the table, women, and
gaming.  However, I was very moderate, and managed to increase my
savings in a small degree, contenting myself with modest wagers.

From Magdeburg I went straight to Berlin, without caring to stop at
Potsdam, as the king was not there.  The fearful Prussian roads with
their sandy soil made me take three days to do eighteen Prussian
miles.  Prussia is a country of which much could be made with labour
and capital, but I do not think it will ever become a really fine
country.

I put up at the "Hotel de Paris," which was both comfortable and
economical.  Madame Rufin who kept it had entered into the spirit of
her business without losing her French politeness, and thus the inn
had got a reputation.  As soon as I was in my room she came to ask me
if I were satisfied, and to make divers arrangements for my comfort.
There was a table d'hote, and those who ate in their private rooms
paid double.

"This arrangement," I said, "may suit you, but for the present it
will not suit me.  I want to dine in my own room, but I don't want to
pay double; I will therefore pay as if I were in the public room, but
if you like you need only send me up half the number of dishes."

"I agree, on the condition that you sup with me; we will not put it
in the accounts, and you will only meet friends at my little
suppers."

I thought her proposal so curious a one that I had a great
inclination to laugh, but finding it at the same time very
advantageous I accepted frankly, and as if we had long been friends.

On the first day I was tired, and did not sup with her till the day
following.  Madame Rufin had a husband who attended to the cooking,
and a son, but neither of them came to these suppers.  The first time
I went to one of them I met an elderly but agreeable and sensible
gentleman.  He lodged in a room adjoining mine, and called himself
Baron Treidel; his sister had married the Duke of Courland, Jean
Ernest Biron, or Birlen.  The baron, who was extremely pleasant,
became my friend, and remained so for the couple of months I spent in
Berlin.  I also met a Hamburg merchant, named Greve, and his wife,
whom he had just married and had brought to Berlin that she might see
the marvels of the Warrior-King's Court.  She was as pleasant as her
husband, and I paid her an assiduous court.  A lively and high-
spirited individual called Noel, who was the sole and beloved cook of
his Prussian Majesty, was the fourth person.  He only came rarely to
the suppers on account of his duties in the king's kitchen.  As I
have said, his majesty had only this one cook, and Noel had only one
scullion to help him.

M. Noel, the ambassador of the French Republic at the Hague, is, as I
am assured, the son of this cook, who was an excellent man.  And here
I must say, in despite of my hatred for the French Revolutionary
Government, that I am not at all ill pleased that a man of talents
should be enabled to fill exalted offices, which under the old system
of privilege were often occupied by fools.

If it had not been for the culinary skill of Noel the cook, the
famous Atheist physician Lametrie would not have died of indigestion,
for the pie he succeeded in eating in his extremity was made by Noel.

Lametrie often supped with Madame Rufin and I thought it disobliging
of him to die so soon, for I should have liked to know him, as he was
a learned man and full of mirth.  He expired laughing, though it is
said that death from indigestion is the most painful of all.
Voltaire told me that he thought Lametrie the most obstinate Atheist
in the world, and I could easily believe it after reading his works.
The King of Prussia himself pronounced his funeral oration, using the
words, "It is not wonderful that he only believed in the existence of
matter, for all the spirit in the world was enclosed in his own body.
No one but a king would venture on such a sally in a funeral oration.
However, Frederick the Great was a Deist and not an Atheist; but that
is of little consequence, since he never allowed the belief in a God
to influence his actions in the slightest degree.  Some say that an
Atheist who ponders over the possible existence of a God is better
than a Deist who never thinks of the Deity, but I will not venture to
decide this point."

The first visit I paid in Berlin was to Calsabigi, the younger
brother of the Calsabigi with whom I had founded the lottery in Paris
in 1757.  He had left Paris and his wife too, and had set up a
lottery in Brussels; but his extravagance was so great that he became
a bankrupt in spite of the efforts of Count Cobenzl to keep him
going.  He fled from Brussels to Berlin, and was introduced to the
King of Prussia.  He was a plausible speaker, and persuaded the
monarch to establish a lottery, to make him the manager, and to give
him the title of Counsellor of State.  He promised that the lottery
should bring in an annual revenue of at least two hundred thousand
crowns, and only asked a percentage of ten per cent. for himself.

The lottery had been going for two years, and had had a great
success, as hitherto it had had no large losses; but the king, who
knew that the luck might turn, was always in a fidget about it.  With
this idea he told Calsabigi that he must carry it on on his own
responsibility and pay him a hundred thousand crowns per annum, that
being the cost of his Italian Theatre.

I happened to call on Calsabigi on the very day on which the king
intimated to him this decision.  After talking over our old
relationship and the vicissitudes we had both experienced, he told me
what had happened; it seemed an unexpected blow to him.  The next
drawing, he said, would be at the king's risk; but the public would
have to be informed that in future the lottery would be a private
one.  He wanted capital to the amount of two million crowns, for he
foresaw that otherwise the lottery would collapse, as people would
not risk their money without the certainty of being paid in the event
of their winning.  He said he would guarantee me an income of ten
thousand crowns per annum if I succeeded in making the king change
his mind, and by way of encouragement he recalled to my mind the
effect of my persuasive powers at Paris seven years before.

"'Tis a good omen," said he, "and without any superstition I believe
that the good genius of the lottery has brought me to Berlin just
now."

I laughed at his illusions, but I pitied him.  I shewed him the
impossibility of convincing an individual whose only argument was,
"I am afraid, and I don't wish to be afraid any longer."  He begged
me to stay to dinner and introduced me to his wife.  This was a
double surprise for me, in the first place because I thought General
La Motte, as his first wife was called, to be still living, and in
the second place because I recognized in this second wife of his,
Mdlle. Belanger.  I addressed the usual compliments to her and
enquired after her mother.  She replied with a profound sigh, and
told me not to ask any questions about her family as she had only bad
news to tell me.

I had known Madame Belanger at Paris; she was a widow with one
daughter, and seemed to be well off.  Now I saw this daughter, pretty
enough and well married, and yet in this doleful humour, and I felt
embarrassed and yet curious.

After Calsabigi had placed me in a position to entertain a high
opinion of the skill of his cook, he shewed me his horses and
carriages, begging me to take a drive with his wife and come back to
supper, which, as he said, was his best meal.

When we were in the carriage together, the necessity of talking about
something led me to ask the lady by what happy chain of circumstances
she found herself the wife of Calsabigi.

"His real wife is still alive, so I have not the misfortune of
occupying that position, but everyone in Berlin thinks I am his
lawful wife.  Three years ago I was deprived of my mother and the
means of livelihood at one stroke, for my mother had an annuity.
None of my relations were rich enough to help me, and wishing to live
virtuously above all things I subsisted for two years on the sale of
my mother's furniture, boarding with a worthy woman who made her
living by embroidery.  I learnt her art, and only went out to mass on
Sundays.  I was a prey to melancholy, and when I had spent all I had
I went to M. Brea, a Genoese, on whom I thought I could rely.  I
begged him to get me a place as a mere waiting-maid, thinking that I
was tolerably competent for such a position.  He promised to do what
he could for me, and five or six days afterwards he made me the
following proposal:

"He read me a letter from Calsabigi, of whom I had never heard, in
which he charged him to send a virtuous young lady to Berlin.  She
must be of good birth, good education, and pleasant appearance, as
when his aged and infirm wife died he intended to marry her.

"As such a person would most probably be badly off, Calsabigi begged
M. Brea to give her fifty Louis to buy clothes and linen and fifty
Louis to journey to Berlin with a maid.  M. Brea was also authorized
to promise that the young lady should hold the position of
Calsabigi's wife, and be presented in that character to all his
friends; that she should have a waiting-maid, a carriage, an
allowance of clothes, and a certain monthly amount as pin-money to be
spent as she chose.  He promised, if the arrangement was not found
suitable, to set her free at the end of a year, giving her a hundred
Louis, and leaving her in possession of whatever money she might have
saved, and such clothes and jewels as he might have given her; in
fine, if the lady agreed to live with him till he was able to marry
her, Calsabigi promised to execute a deed of gift in her favour to
the amount of ten thousand crowns which the public would believe to
be her dowry, and if he died before being able to marry her she would
have a right to claim the aforesaid sum from his estate.

"With such fine promises did Brea persuade me to leave my native
country to come and dishonour myself here, for though everybody
treats me as if I were his wife, it is probably known that I am only
his mistress.  I have been here for six months, and I have never had
an instant's happiness."

"Has he not kept the conditions you have mentioned?"  "Conditions!
Calsabigi's state of health will kill him long before his wife, and
in that case I shall have nothing, for he is loaded with debt, and
his creditors would have the first claim on the estate.  Besides, I
do not like him; and the reason is that he loves me too much.  You
can understand that; his devotion worries me."

"At all events, you can return to Paris in six months' time, or, in
fact, do anything you like when the term stipulated has expired.  You
will get your hundred louis, and can lay in a pretty stock of linen."

"If I go to Paris I shall be dishonoured, and if I remain here I
shall be dishonoured.  In fact, I am very unhappy, and Brea is the
cause of my woe.  Nevertheless, I can't blame him, as he could not
have been aware that his friend's property only consisted of debts.
And now the king has withdrawn his countenance, the lottery will
fail, and Calsabigi will inevitably become a bankrupt."

She had studiously refrained from exaggeration, and I could not help
confessing that she was to be pitied.  I advised her to try and sell
the deed of gift for ten thousand crowns, as it was not likely he
would raise any objection.

"I have thought it over," said she, "but to do that I have need of a
friend; of course, I do not expect to dispose of it save at a great
loss."

I promised to see what I could do for her.

There were four of us at supper.  The fourth person was a young man
who had helped in the Paris and Brussels Lotteries, and had followed
Calsabigi to Berlin.  He was evidently in love with Mdlle. Belanger,
but I did not think his love was crowned with success.

At dessert Calsabigi begged me to give him my opinion of a scheme he
had drafted, the aim of which was to bring in a sum of two million
crowns, so that the credit of the lottery might remain secure.

The lady left us to talk business at our ease.  She was between
twenty-four and twenty-five, and without having much wit she
possessed a great knowledge of the usages of society, which is better
than wit in a woman; in fine, she had all that a man could well
desire.  The sentiments I felt for her were confined to those of
friendship and esteem after the confidence she had placed in me.

Calsabigi's project was brief, but clear and well imagined.  He
invited capitalists not to speculate in the lottery, but to guarantee
it for a certain sum.  In the case of the lottery's losing, each
guarantor would have to share in paying according to the sum named,
and in like manner they would share in the profits.

I promised to give him my opinion in writing by the next day, and I
substituted the following plan for his:

1.  A capital of a million, would, I judged, be ample.

2.  This million should be divided into a hundred shares of ten
thousand crowns each.

3.  Each share must be taken up before a notary, who would answer for
the shareholder's solvency.

4.  All dividends to be paid the third day after the drawing.

5.  In case of loss the shareholder to renew his share.

6.  A cashier, chosen by a majority of four-fifths of the
shareholders, to have the control of all moneys.

7.  Winning tickets to be paid the day after the drawing.

8.  On the eve of a drawing the shareholders' cashier to have an
account of receipts from the lottery cashier, and the former to lock
the safe with three keys, one of which to remain in his hands, one in
the hands of the lottery cashier, and one in the hands of the manager
of the lottery.

9.  Only the simple drawing, the ambe and the terne to be retained;
the quarterne and the quine to be abolished.

10.  On the three combinations a shilling to be the minimum, and a
crown the maximum stake; the offices to be closed twenty-four hours
before the drawing.

11.  Ten per cent. to go to Calsabigi, the manager; all expenses of
farming to be paid by him.

12.  Calsabigi to be entitled to the possession of two shares,
without a guarantee being required.


I saw by Calsabigi's face that the plan did not please him, but I
told him that he would not get shareholders save on these terms, or
on terms even less favourable to himself.

He had degraded the lottery to the level of biribi; his luxury and
extravagance caused him to be distrusted; it was known that he was
head over ears in debt, and the king could not banish the fear that
he would be cheated in spite of the keenness of his comptroller-
general.

The last drawing under the king's sanction made everyone in good
spirits, for the lottery lost twenty thousand crowns.  The king sent
the money immediately by a privy councillor, but it was said, when he
heard the result of the drawing, that he burst out laughing,
observing,--

"I knew it would be so, and I am only too happy to have got quit of
it so cheaply."

I thought it my duty to go and sup with the director to console him,
and I found him in a state of great depression.  He could not help
thinking that his unhappy drawing would make the task of getting
shareholders more difficult than ever.  Hitherto the lottery had
always been a gainer, but its late loss could not have come at a
worse time.

Nevertheless, he did not lose heart, and the next morning the public
were informed by printed bills that the office would remain closed
till a sufficient number of guarantors were found.




CHAPTER XVIII

Lord Keith--My Appointment to Meet the King in the Garden of Sans-
Souci My Conversation with Frederick the Great--Madame Denis The
Pomeranian Cadets--Lambert--I Go to Mitau My Welcome at the Court,
and My Administrative Journey


The fifth day after my arrival at Berlin I presented myself to the
lord-marshal, who since the death of his brother had been styled Lord
Keith.  I had seen him in London after his return from Scotland,
where he had been reinstated in the family estates, which had been
confiscated for Jacobinism.  Frederick the Great was supposed to have
brought this about.  Lord Keith lived at Berlin, resting on his
laurels, and enjoying the blessings of peace.

With his old simplicity of manner he told me he was glad to see me
again, and asked if I proposed making any stay at Berlin.  I replied
that I would willingly do so if the king would give me a suitable
office.  I asked him if he would speak a word in my favour; but he
replied that the king liked to judge men's characters for himself,
and would often discover merit where no one had suspected its
presence, and vice versa.

He advised me to intimate to the king in writing that I desired to
have the honour of an interview.  "When you speak to him," the good
old man added, "you may say that you know me, and the king will
doubtless address me on the subject, and you may be sure what I say
shall not be to your disadvantage."

"But, my lord, how can I write to a monarch of whom I know nothing,
and who knows nothing of me?  I should not have thought of such a
step."

"I daresay, but don't you wish to speak to him?"

"Certainly."

"That is enough.  Your letter will make him aware of your desire and
nothing more."

"But will he reply?"

"Undoubtedly; he replies to everybody.  He will tell you when and
where he will see you.  His Majesty is now at Sans-Souci.  I am
curious to know the nature of your interview with the monarch who, as
you can see, is not afraid of being imposed on."

When I got home I wrote a plain but respectful letter to the king,
asking where and at what time I could introduce myself to him.

In two days I received a letter signed "Frederick," in which the
receipt of my letter was acknowledged, and I was told that I should
find his majesty in the garden of Sans-Souci at four o'clock.

As may be imagined I was punctual to my appointment.  I was at Sans-
Souci at three, clad in a simple black dress.  When I got into the
court-yard there was not so much as a sentinel to stop me, so I went
on mounted a stair, and opened a door in front of me.  I found myself
in a picture-gallery, and the curator came up to me and offered to
shew me over it.

"I have not come to admire these masterpieces," I replied, "but to
see the king, who informed me in writing that I should find him in
the garden."

"He is now at a concert playing the flute; he does so every day after
dinner.  Did he name any time?"

"Yes, four o'clock, but he will have forgotten that."

"The king never forgets anything; he will keep the appointment, and
you will do well to go into the garden and await him."

I had been in the garden for some minutes when I saw him appear,
followed by his reader and a pretty spaniel.  As soon as he saw me he
accosted me, taking off his old hat, and pronouncing my name.  Then
he asked in a terrible voice what I wanted of him.  This greeting
surprised me, and my voice stuck in my throat.

"Well, speak out.  Are you not the person who wrote to me?"

"Yes, sire, but I have forgotten everything now.  I thought that I
should not be awed by the majesty of a king, but I was mistaken.  My
lord-marshal should have warned me."

"Then he knows you?  Let us walk.  What is it that you want?  What do
you think of my garden?"

His enquiries after my needs and of his garden were simultaneous.  To
any other person I should have answered that I did not know anything
about gardening, but this would have been equivalent to refusing to
answer the question; and no monarch, even if he be a philosopher,
could endure that.  I therefore replied that I thought the garden
superb.

"But," he said, "the gardens of Versailles are much finer."

"Yes, sire, but that is chiefly on account of the fountains."

"True, but it is not my fault; there is no water here.  I have spent
more than three hundred thousand crowns to get water, but
unsuccessfully."

"Three hundred thousand crowns, sire!  If your majesty had spent them
all at once, the fountains should be here."

"Oh, oh!  I see you are acquainted with hydraulics."

I could not say that he was mistaken, for fear of offending him, so I
simply bent my head, which might mean either yes or no.  Thank God
the king did not trouble to test my knowledge of the science of
hydraulics, with which I was totally unacquainted.

He kept on the move all the time, and as he turned his head from one
side to the other hurriedly asked me what forces Venice could put
into the field in war time.

"Twenty men-of-war, sire, and a number of galleys."

"What are the land forces?"

"Seventy thousand men, sire; all of whom are subjects of the
Republic, and assessing each village at one man."

"That is not true; no doubt you wish to amuse me by telling me these
fables.  Give me your opinions on taxation."

This was the first conversation I had ever had with a monarch.  I
made a rapid review of the situation, and found myself much in the
same position as an actor of the improvised comedy of the Italians,
who is greeted by the hisses of the gods if he stops short a moment.
I therefore replied with all the airs of a doctor of finance that I
could say something about the theory of taxation.

"That's what I want," he replied, "for the practice is no business of
yours."

"There are three kinds of taxes, considered as to their effects.  The
first is ruinous, the second a necessary evil, and the third
invariably beneficial"

"Good!  Go on."

"The ruinous impost is the royal tax, the necessary is the military,
and the beneficial is the popular."

As I had not given the subject any thought I was in a disagreeable
position, for I was obliged to go on speaking, and yet not to talk
nonsense.

"The royal tax, sire, is that which deplenishes the purses of the
subject to fill the coffers of the king."

"And that kind of tax is always ruinous, you think."

"Always, sire; it prevents the circulation of money--the soul of
commerce and the mainstay of the state."

"But if the tax be levied to keep up the strength of the army, you
say it is a necessary evil."

"Yes, it is necessary and yet evil, for war is an evil."

"Quite so; and now about the popular tax."

"This is always a benefit, for the monarch takes with one hand and
gives with the other; he improves towns and roads, founds schools,
protects the sciences, cherishes the arts; in fine, he directs this
tax towards improving the condition and increasing the happiness of
his people."

"There is a good deal of truth in that.  I suppose you know
Calsabigi?"

"I ought to, your majesty, as he and I established the Genoa Lottery
at Paris seven years ago."

"In what class would you put this taxation, for you will agree that
it is taxation of a kind?"

"Certainly, sire, and not the least important.  It is beneficial when
the monarch spends his profits for the good of the people."

"But the monarch may lose?"

"Once in fifty."

"Is that conclusion the result of a mathematical calculation?"

"Yes, sire."

"Such calculations often prove deceptive."

"Not so, may it please your majesty, when God remains neutral."

"What has God got to do with it?"

"Well, sire, we will call it destiny or chance."

"Good!  I may possibly be of your opinion as to the calculation, but
I don't like your Genoese Lottery.  It seems to me an elaborate
swindle, and I would have nothing more to do with it, even if it were
positively certain that I should never lose."

"Your majesty is right, for the confidence which makes the people
risk their money in a lottery is perfectly fallacious."

This was the end of our strange dialogue, and stopping before a
building he looked me over, and then, after a short silence,
observed,--

"Do you know that you are a fine man?"

"Is it possible that, after the scientific conversation we have had,
your majesty should select the least of the qualities which adorn
your life guardsmen for remark?"

The king smiled kindly, and said,--

"As you know Marshal Keith, I will speak to him of you."

With that he took off his hat, and bade me farewell.  I retired with
a profound bow.

Three or four days after the marshal gave me the agreeable news that
I had found favour in the king's eyes, and that his majesty thought
of employing me.

I was curious to learn the nature of this employment, and being in no
kind of hurry I resolved to await events in Berlin.  The time passed
pleasantly enough, for I was either with Calsabigi, Baron Treidel, or
my landlady, and when these resources failed me, I used to walk in
the park, musing over the events of my life.

Calsabigi had no difficulty in obtaining permission to continue the
lottery on his own account, and he boldly announced that henceforward
he would conduct the lottery on his own risk.  His audacity was
crowned with success, and he obtained a profit of a hundred thousand
crowns.  With this he paid most of his debts, and gave his mistress
ten thousand crowns, she returning the document entitling her to that
amount.  After this lucky drawing it was easy to find guarantors, and
the lottery went on successfully for two or three years.

Nevertheless Calsabigi ended by becoming bankrupt and died poor
enough in Italy.  He might be compared to the Danaides; the more he
got the more he spent.  His mistress eventually made a respectable
marriage and returned to Paris, where she lived in comfort.

At the period of which I am speaking, the Duchess of Brunswick, the
king's sister, came to pay him a visit.  She was accompanied by her
daughter who married the Crown Prince of Prussia in the following
year.  I saw the king in a suit of lustring trimmed with gold lace,
and black silk stockings on his legs.  He looked truly comic, and
more like a theatrical heavy father than a great king.  He came into
the hall with his sister on his arm and attracted universal
attention, for only very old men could remember seeing him without
his uniform and top-boots.

I was not aware that the famous Madame Denis was at Berlin, and it
was therefore an agreeable surprise to me to see her in the ballet
one evening, dancing a pas seul in an exquisite manner.  We were old
friends, and I resolved to pay her a visit the next day.

I must tell the reader (supposing I ever have one), that when I was
about twelve years old I went to the theatre with my mother and saw,
not without much heart-beating, a girl of eight who danced a minuet
in so ravishing a manner that the whole house applauded loudly.  This
young dancer, who was the pantaloon's daughter, charmed me to such a
degree that I could not resist going to her dressing-room to
compliment her on her performance.  I wore the cassock in those days,
and she was astonished when she heard her father order her to get up
and kiss me.  She kissed me, nevertheless, with much grace, and
though I received the compliment with a good deal of awkwardness I
was so delighted, that I could not help buying her a little ring from
a toy merchant in the theatre.  She kissed me again with great
gratitude and enthusiasm.

The pleasantest part about this was that the sequin I had given for
the ring belonged to Dr. Gozzi, and so when I went back to him I was
in a pitiable state, for I had not only spent money which did not
belong to me, but I had spent it for so small a favour as a kiss.

I knew that the next day I should have to give an account of the
money he had entrusted to me, and not having the least idea as to
what I should say, I had a bad night of it.  The next morning
everything came out, and my mother made up the sequin to the doctor.
I laugh now when I think of this childish piece of gallantry, which
was an omen of the extent to which my heart was to be swayed by the
fair sex.

The toy-woman who had sold me the ring came the next day at dinner-
time to our house, and after producing several rings and trinkets
which were judged too dear, she began to praise my generosity, and
said that I had not thought the ring I had given to pretty Jeannette
too dear.  This did my business; and I had to confess the whole,
laying my fault to the account of love, and promising not to do such
a thing again.  But when I uttered the word love, everybody roared
with laughter, and began to make cruel game of me.  I wished myself a
mile away, and registered an interior resolve never to confess my
faults again.  The reader knows how well I kept my promise.

The pantaloon's little daughter was my mother's goddaughter, and my
thoughts were full of her.  My mother, who loved me and saw my pain,
asked me if I would like the little girl to be asked to supper.  My
grandmother, however, opposed the idea, and I was obliged to her.

The day after this burlesque scene I returned to Padua, where Bettina
soon made me forget the little ballet-girl.  I saw her again at
Charlottenbourg, and that was now seventeen years ago.

I longed to have a talk with her, and to see whether she would
remember me, though I did not expect her to do so.  I asked if her
husband Denis was with her, and they told me that the king had
banished him because he ill-treated her.

I called on her the day after the performance, and was politely
received, but she said she did not think she had had the pleasure of
seeing me before.

By degrees I told her of the events of her childhood, and how she
enchanted all Venice by the grace with which she danced the minuet.
She interrupted me by saying that at that time she was only six years
old.

"You could not be more," I replied, "for I was only ten; and
nevertheless, I fell in love with you, and never have I forgotten the
kiss you gave me by your father's order in return for some trifling
present I made you."

"Be quiet; you gave me a beautiful ring, and I kissed you of my own
free will.  You wore the cassock then.  I have never forgotten you.
But can it really be you?"

"It is indeed."

"I am.  delighted to see you again.  But I could never have
recognized you, and I suppose you would not have recognized me."

"No, I should not have known you, unless I had heard your name
mentioned."

"One alters in twenty years, you know."

"Yes, one cannot expect to have the same face as at six."

"You can bear witness that I am not more than twenty-six, though some
evil speakers give me ten years more."

"You should not take any notice of such calumnies, my dear.  You are
in the flower of your age, and made for the service of love.  For my
part, I congratulate myself on being able to tell you that you are
the first woman that inspired me with a real passion."

We could not help becoming affectionate if we continued to keep up
the conversation in this style, but experience had taught us that it
was well to remain as we were for the present.

Madame Denis was still fresh and youthful looking, though she
persisted in abbreviating her age by ten years.  Of course she could
not deceive me, and she must have known it, nevertheless, she liked
me to bear outward testimony to her youthfulness.  She would have
detested me if I had attempted to prove to her what she knew
perfectly well, but did not care to confess.  No doubt she cared
little for my thoughts on the subject, and she may have imagined that
I owed her gratitude for diminishing her age, as it enabled me to
diminish my own to make our tales agree.  However, I did not trouble
myself much about it, for it is almost a duty in an actress to
disguise her age, as in spite of talent the public will not forgive a
woman for having been born too soon.

I thought her behaviour augured well, and I hoped she would not make
me languish long.  She shewed me her house, which was all elegance
and good taste.  I asked her if she had a lover, and she replied with
a smile that all Berlin thought so, but that it was nevertheless
deceived on the principal point, as the individual in question was
more of a father than a lover.

"But you deserve to have a real lover; I cannot conceive how you can
do without one."

"I assure you I don't trouble myself about it.  I am subject to
convulsions, which are the plague of my life.  I want to try the
Teplitz waters, which are said to be excellent for all nervous
affections; but the king has refused his permission, which I,
nevertheless, hope to obtain next year."

I felt ardently disposed, and I thought she was pleased with the
restraint I put upon myself.

"Will you be annoyed," said I, "if I call upon you frequently?"

"If you don't mind I will call myself your niece, or your cousin, and
then we can see each other."

"Do you know that that may possibly be true?  I would not swear that
you were not my sister."

This sally made us talk of the friendship that had subsisted between
her father and my mother, and we allowed ourselves those caresses
which are permitted to near relations; but feeling that things were
going too far we ceased.  As she bade me farewell, she asked me to
dine with her the next day, and I accepted.

As I went back to my inn I reflected on the strange combinations
which made my life one continuous chain of events, and I felt it my
duty to give thanks to eternal Providence, for I felt that I had been
born under a happy star.

The next day, when I went to dine with Madame Denis, I found a
numerous company assembled.  The first person who greeted me with the
warmth of an old friend was a young dancer named Aubri, whom I had
known at Paris and at Venice.  He was famous for having been the
lover of one of the most exalted Venetian ladies, and at the same
time her husband's pathic.  It was said that this scandalous intimacy
was of such a nature that Aubri used to sleep between the husband and
wife.  At the beginning of Lent the State Inquisitors sent him to
Trieste.  He introduced me to his wife, who danced like himself and
was called La Panting.  He had married her at St. Petersburg, from
which city he had just come, and they were going to spend the winter
in Paris.  The next person who advanced to greet me was a fat man,
who held out his hand and said we had been friends twenty-five years
ago, but that we were so young then that it would be no wonder if we
did not know each other.  "We knew each other at Padua, at Dr.
Gozzi's," he added; "my name is Joseph da Loglio."

"I remember you," I replied, "in those days you were violoncello at
the Russian chapel."

"Exactly; and now I am returning to my native land to leave it no
more.  I have the honour to introduce you to my wife, who was born at
St. Petersburg, but is a daughter of Modonis the violinist, whose
reputation is European.  In a week I shall be at Dresden, where I
hope to have the honour of seeing Madame Casanova, your mother."

I was delighted to find myself in such congenial society, but I could
see that Madame Denis did not relish these recollections extending
over a quarter of a century, and I turned the conversation to the
events at St. Petersburg which had resulted in Catherine the Great
ascending the throne.  Da Loglio told us that he had taken a small
part in this conspiracy, and had thought it prudent to get out of the
way.  "Fortunately," he added, "this was a contingency I had long
provided against, and I am in a position to spend the rest of my days
in comfort in Italy."

Madame Denis then observed:

"A week ago a Piedmontese, named Audar, was introduced to me.  He had
been a chief mover in the conspiracy, and the empress gave him a
present of a hundred thousand roubles and an order to leave Russia
immediately."

I heard afterwards that this Audar bought an estate in Piedmont on
which he built a fine mansion.  In two or three years it was struck
by a thunder-bolt, and the unfortunate man was killed in the ruins of
his own house.  If this was a blow from an Almighty hand, it could
not, at all events, have been directed by the genius of Russia, for
if the unfortunate Peter III. had lived, he would have retarded
Russian civilization by a hundred years.

The Empress Catherine rewarded all the foreigners who had assisted
her in her plots most magnificently, and shewed herself grateful to
the Russians who had helped her to mount the throne; while, like a
crafty politician, she sent such nobles as she suspected to be averse
to revolution out of the country.

It was Da Loglio and his pretty wife who determined me to betake
myself to Russia in case the King of Prussia did not give me any
employment.  I was assured that I should make my fortune there, and
Da Loglio promised to give me good instructions.

As soon as this worthy man left Berlin my intimacy with Madame Denis
commenced.  One night when I was supping with her she was seized with
convulsions which lasted all the night.  I did not leave her for a
moment, and in the morning, feeling quite recovered, her gratitude
finished what my love had begun twenty-six years before, and our
amorous commerce lasted while I stayed at Berlin.  We shall hear of
her again at Florence six years later.

Some days after Madame Denis took me to Potsdam to shew me all the
sights of the town.  Our intimacy offended no one, for she was
generally believed to be my niece, and the general who kept her
either believed the report, or like a man of sense pretended to
believe it.

Amongst other notable things I saw at Potsdam was the sight of the
king commanding the first battalion of his grenadiers, all picked
men, the flower of the Prussian army.

The room which we occupied at the inn faced a walk by which the king
passed when he came from the castle.  The shutters were all closed,
and our landlady told us that on one occasion when a pretty dancer
called La Reggiana was sleeping in the same room, the king had seen
her in 'puris naturalibus'.  This was too much for his modesty, and
he had ordered the shutters to be closed, and closed they had
remained, though this event was four years old.  The king had some
cause to fear, for he had been severely treated by La Barbarina.  In
the king's bedroom we saw her portrait, that of La Cochois, sister to
the actress who became Marchioness d'Argens, and that of Marie
Theresa, with whom Frederick had been in love, or rather he had been
in love with the idea of becoming emperor.

After we had admired the beauty and elegance of the castle, we could
not help admiring the way in which the master of the castle was
lodged.  He had a mean room, and slept on a little bed with a screen
around it.  There was no dressing-gown and no slippers.  The valet
shewed us an old cap which the king put on when he had a cold; it
looked as if it must be very uncomfortable.  His majesty's bureau was
a table covered with pens, paper, half-burnt manuscripts, and an ink-
pot; beside it was a sofa.  The valet told us that these manuscripts
contained the history of the last Prussian war, and the king had been
so annoyed by their accidentally getting burnt that he had resolved
to have no more to do with the work.  He probably changed his mind,
for the book, which is little esteemed, was published shortly after
his death.

Five or six weeks after my curious conversation with the monarch,
Marshal Keith told me that his majesty had been pleased to create me
a tutor to the new corps of Pomeranian cadets which he was just
establishing.  There were to be fifteen cadets and five tutors, so
that each should have the care of three pupils.  The salary was six
hundred crowns and board found.  The duty of the tutors was to follow
or accompany the cadets wherever they went, Court included.  I had to
be quick in making up my mind, for the four others were already
installed, and his majesty did not like to be kept waiting.  I asked
Lord Keith where the college was, and I promised to give him a reply
by the next day.

I had to summon all my powers of self-restraint to my assistance when
I heard this extravagant proposal as coming from a man who was so
discreet in most things, but my astonishment was increased when I saw
the abode of these fifteen young noblemen of rich Pomerania.  It
consisted of three or four great rooms almost devoid of furniture,
several whitewashed bedrooms, containing a wretched bed, a deal
table, and two deal chairs.  The young cadets, boys of twelve or
thirteen, all looked dirty and untidy, and were boxed up in a
wretched uniform which matched admirably their rude and rustic faces.
They were in company with their four governors, whom I took for their
servants, and who looked at me in a stupefied manner, not daring to
think that I was to be their future colleague.

Just as I was going to bid an eternal farewell to this abode of
misery, one of the governors put his head out of the window and
exclaimed,--

"The king is riding up."

I could not avoid meeting him, and besides, I was glad enough to see
him again, especially in such a place.

His majesty came up with his friend Icilius, examined everything, and
saw me, but did not honour me with a word.  I was elegantly dressed,
and wore my cross set with brilliants.  But I had to bite my lips so
as not to burst out laughing when Frederick the Great got in a
towering rage at a chamber utensil which stood beside one of the
beds, and which did not appear to be in a very cleanly condition.

"Whose bed is this?" cried the monarch.

"Mine, sire," answered a trembling cadet.

"Good! but it is not you I am angry with; where is your governor?"

The fortunate governor presented himself, and the monarch, after
honouring him with the title of blockhead, proceeded to scold him
roundly.  However, he ended by saying that there was a servant, and
that the governor ought to see that he did his work properly.
This disgusting scene was enough for me, and I hastened to call on
Marshal Keith to announce my determination.  The old soldier laughed
at the description I gave him of the academy, and said I was quite
right to despise such an office; but that I ought, nevertheless, to
go and thank the king before I left Berlin.  I said I did not feel
inclined for another interview with such a man, and he agreed to
present my thanks and excuses in my stead.

I made up my mind to go to Russia, and began my preparations in good
earnest.  Baron Treidel supported my resolve by offering to give me a
letter of introduction to his sister, the Duchess of Courland.  I
wrote to M. de Bragadin to 'give me a letter for a banker at St.
Petersburg, and to remit me through him every month a sum which would
keep me in comfort.

I could not travel without a servant, and chance kindly provided me
with one.  I was sitting with Madame Rufin, when a young Lorrainer
came in; like Bias, he bore all his fortune with him, but, in his
case, it was carried under his arm.  He introduced himself thus:

"Madam, my name is Lambert, I come from Lorraine, and I wish to lodge
here."

"Very good, sir, but you must pay for your board and lodging every
day."

"That, madam, is out of the question, for I have not got a farthing,
but I shall have some money when I discover who I am."

"I am afraid I cannot put you up on those conditions, sir."

He was going away with a mortified air, when my heart was touched,
and I called him back.

"Stay," said I, "I will pay for you to-day."

Happiness beamed over his face.

"What have you got in that little bundle?" said I.

"Two shirts, a score of mathematical books, and some other trifles."

I took him to my room, and finding him tolerably well educated, I
asked him how he came to be in such a state of destitution.

"I come from Strasburg," he replied, "and a cadet of a regiment
stationed there having given me a blow in a coffee-house I paid him a
visit the next day in his own room and stabbed him there.

"After this I went home, made up my bundle, and left the town.  I
walked all the way and lived soberly, so that my money lasted till
this morning.  To-morrow I shall write to my mother, who lives at
Luneville, and I am sure she will send me some money."

"And what do you think of doing?"

"I want to become a military engineer, but if needs must I am ready
to enlist as a private soldier."

"I can give you board and lodging till you hear from your mother."

"Heaven has sent you in my way," said he, kissing my hand gratefully.

I did not suspect him of deceiving me, though he stumbled somewhat in
his narrative.  However my curiosity led me to write to M.
Schauenbourg, who was then at Strasburg, to enquire if the tale were
true.

The next day I happened to meet an officer of engineers, who told me
that young men of education were so plentiful that they did not
receive them into the service unless they were willing to serve as
common soldiers.  I was sorry for the young man to be reduced so low
as that.  I began to spend some time with him every day in
mathematical calculations, and I conceived the idea of taking him
with me to St. Petersburg, and broached the subject to him.

"It would be a piece of good fortune for me," he replied, "and to
shew my gratitude I will gladly wait on you as a servant during the
journey."

He spoke French badly, but as he was a Lorrainer I was not astonished
at that.  Nevertheless I was surprised to find that he did not know a
word of Latin, and that his spelling was of the wildest description.
He saw me laughing, but did not seem in the least ashamed.  Indeed he
said that he had only gone to school to learn mathematics, and that
he was very glad that he had escaped the infliction of learning
grammar.  Indeed, on every subject besides mathematics, he was
profoundly ignorant.  He had no manners whatever; in fact, he was a
mere peasant.

Ten or twelve days later I received a letter from M. de Schauenbourg,
saying that the name of Lambert was unknown in Strasburg, and that no
cadet had been killed or wounded.

When I shewed Lambert this letter he said that as he wished to enter
the army he thought it would be of service to him to shew that he was
brave, adding that as this lie had not been told with the idea of
imposing on me I should forgive it.

"Poverty," said he, "is a rascally teacher, that gives a man some bad
lessons.  I am not a liar by disposition, but I have nevertheless
told you a lie on another and a more important matter.  I don't
expect any money whatever from my poor mother, who rather needs that
I should send money to her.  So forgive me, and be sure I shall be a
faithful servant to you."

I was always ready to forgive other men's peccadilloes, and not
without cause.  I liked Lambert's line of argument, and told him that
we would set out in five or six days.

Baron Bodisson, a Venetian who wanted to sell the king a picture by
Andrea del Sarto, asked me to come with him to Potsdam and the desire
of seeing the monarch once again made me accept the invitation.  When
I reached Potsdam I went to see the parade at which Frederick was
nearly always to be found.  When he saw me he came up and asked me in
a familiar manner when I was going to start for St. Petersburg.

"In five or six days, if your majesty has no objection."

"I wish you a pleasant journey; but what do you hope to do in that
land?"

"What I hoped to do in this land, namely, to please the sovereign."

"Have you got an introduction to the empress?"

"No, but I have an introduction to a banker."

"Ah! that's much better.  If you pass through Prussia on your return
I shall be delighted to hear of your adventures in Russia."

"Farewell, sire."

Such was the second interview I had with this great king, whom I
never saw again.

After I had taken leave of all my friends I applied to Baron Treidel,
who gave me a letter for M. de Kaiserling, lord-chancellor at Mitau,
and another letter for his sister, the Duchess of Courland, and I
spent the last night with the charming Madame Denis.  She bought my
post-chaise, and I started with two hundred ducats in my purse.  This
would have been ample for the whole journey if I had not been so
foolish as to reduce it by half at a party of pleasure with some
young merchants at Dantzic.  I was thus unable to stay a few days at
Koenigsberg, though I had a letter to Field-Marshal von Lewald, who
was the governor of the place.  I could only stay one day to dine
with this pleasant old soldier, who gave me a letter for his friend
General Woiakoff, the Governor of Riga.

I found I was rich enough to arrive at Mitau in state, and I
therefore took a carriage and six, and reached my destination in
three days.  At the inn where I put up I found a Florentine artiste
named Bregonei, who overwhelmed me with caresses, telling me that I
had loved her when I was a boy and wore the cassock.  I saw her six
years later at Florence, where she was living with Madame Denis.

The day after my departure from Memel, I was accosted in the open
country by a man whom I recognized as a Jew.  He informed me that I
was on Polish territory, and that I must pay duty on whatever
merchandise I had with me.

"I am no merchant," said I, "and you will get nothing out of me."

"I have the right to examine your effects," replied the Israelite,
"and I mean to make use of it."

"You are a madman," I exclaimed, and I ordered the postillion to whip
him off.

But the Jew ran and seized the fore horses by the bridle and stopped
us, and the postillion, instead of whipping him, waited with Teutonic
calm for me to come and send the Jew away.  I was in a furious rage,
and leaping out with my cane in one hand and a pistol in the other I
soon put the Jew to flight after applying about a dozen good sound
blows to his back.  I noticed that during the combat my fellow-
traveller, my Archimedes-in-ordinary, who had been asleep all the
way, did not offer to stir.  I reproached him for his cowardice; but
he told me that he did not want the Jew to say that we had set on him
two to one.

I arrived at Mitau two days after this burlesque adventure and got
down at the inn facing the castle.  I had only three ducats left.

The next morning I called on M. de Kaiserling, who read the Baron de
Treidel's letter, and introduced me to his wife, and left me with her
to take the baron's letter to his sister.

Madame de Kaiserling ordered a cup of chocolate to be brought me by a
beautiful young Polish girl, who stood before me with lowered eyes as
if she wished to give me the opportunity of examining her at ease.
As I looked at her a whim came into my head, and, as the reader is
aware, I have never resisted any of my whims.  However, this was a
curious one.  As I have said, I had only three ducats left, but after
I had emptied the cup of chocolate I put it back on the plate and the
three ducats with it.

The chancellor came back and told me that the duchess could not see
me just then, but that she invited me to a supper and ball she was
giving that evening.  I accepted the supper and refused the ball, on
the pretext that I had only summer clothes and a black suit.  It was
in the beginning of October, and the cold was already commencing to
make itself felt.  The chancellor returned to the Court, and I to my
inn.

Half an hour later a chamberlain came to bring me her highness's
compliments, and to inform me that the ball would be a masked one,
and that I could appear in domino.

"You can easily get one from the Jews," he added.  He further
informed me that the ball was to have been a full-dress one, but that
the duchess had sent word to all the guests that it would be masked,
as a stranger who was to be present had sent on his trunks.

"I am sorry to have caused so much trouble," said I.

"Not at all," he replied, "the masked ball will be much more relished
by the people."

He mentioned the time it was to begin, and left me.

No doubt the reader will think that I found myself in an awkward
predicament, and I will be honest and confess I was far from being at
my ease.  However, my good luck came to my assistance.

As Prussian money (which is the worst in Germany) is not current in
Russia, a Jew came and asked me if I had any friedrichs d'or,
offering to exchange them against ducats without putting me to any
loss.

"I have only ducats," I replied, "and therefore I cannot profit by
your offer."

"I know it sir, and you give them away very cheaply."

Not understanding what he meant, I simply gazed at him, and he went
on to say that he would be glad to let me have two hundred ducats if
I would kindly give him a bill on St. Petersburg for roubles to that
amount.

I was somewhat surprised at the fellow's trustfulness, but after
pretending to think the matter over I said that I was not in want of
ducats, but that I would take a hundred to oblige him.  He counted
out the money gratefully, and I gave him a bill on the banker,
Demetrio Papanelopoulo, for whom Da Loglio had given me a letter.
The Jew went his way, thanking me, and saying that he would send me
some beautiful dominos to choose from.  Just then I remembered that I
wanted silk stockings, and I sent Lambert after the Jew to tell him
to send some.  When he came back he told me that the landlord had
stopped him to say that I scattered my ducats broadcast, as the Jew
had informed him that I had given three ducats to Madame de
Kaiserling's maid.

This, then, was the key to the mystery, and it made me lose myself in
wonder at the strangeness of the decrees of fortune.  I should not
have been able to get a single crown at Mitau if it had not been for
the way in which I scattered my three remaining ducats.  No doubt the
astonished girl had published my generosity all over the town, and
the Jew, intent on money-making, had hastened to offer his ducats to
the rich nobleman who thought so little of his money.

I repaired to Court at the time appointed, and M. de Kaiserling
immediately presented me to the duchess, and she to the duke, who was
the celebrated Biron, or Birlen, the former favourite of Anna
Ivanovna.  He was six feet in height, and still preserved some traces
of having been a fine man, but old age had laid its heavy hand on
him.  I had a long talk with him the day after the ball.

A quarter of an hour after my arrival, the ball began with a
polonaise.  I was a stranger with introductions, so the duchess asked
me to open the ball with her.  I did not know the dance, but I
managed to acquit myself honourably in it, as the steps are simple
and lend themselves to the fancy of the dancer.

After the polonaise we danced minuets, and a somewhat elderly lady
asked me if I could dance the "King Conqueror," so I proceeded to
execute it with her.  It had gone out of fashion since the time of
the Regency, but my companion may have shone in it in those days.
All the younger ladies stood round and watched us with admiration.

After a square dance, in which I had as partner Mdlle. de Manteufel,
the prettiest of the duchess's maids of honour, her highness told me
that supper was ready.  I came up to her and offered my arm, and
presently found myself seated beside her at a table laid for twelve
where I was the only gentleman.  However, the reader need not envy
me; the ladies were all elderly dowagers, who had long lost the power
of turning men's heads.  The duchess took the greatest care of my
comforts, and at the end of the repast gave me with her own hands a
glass of liqueur, which I took for Tokay and praised accordingly, but
it turned out to be only old English ale.  I took her back to the
ball when we rose from table.  The young chamberlain who had invited
me told me the names of all the ladies present, but I had no time to
pay my court to any of them.

The next day I dined with M. de Kaiserling, and handed Lambert over
to a Jew to be clothed properly.

The day after I dined with the duke with a party consisting only of
men.  The old prince made me do most of the talking, and towards the
end of the dinner the conversation fell upon the resources of the
country which was rich in minerals and semi-minerals.  I took it into
my head to say that these resources ought to be developed, and that
they would become precious if that were done.  To justify this remark
I had to speak upon the matter as if I had made it my principal
study.  An old chamberlain, who had the control of the mines, after
allowing me to exhaust my enthusiasm, began to discuss the question
himself, made divers objections, but seemed to approve of many of my
remarks.

If I had reflected when I began to speak in this manner that I should
have to act up to my words, I should certainly have said much less;
but as it was, the duke fancied that I knew much more than I cared to
say.  The result was that, when the company had risen from the table,
he asked me if I could spare him a fortnight on my way to St.
Petersburg.  I said I should be glad to oblige him, and he took me to
his closet and said that the chamberlain who had spoken to me would
conduct me over all the mines and manufactories in his duchies, and
that he would be much obliged if I would write down any observations
that struck me.  I agreed to his proposal, and said I would start the
next day.

The duke was delighted with my compliance, and gave the chamberlain
the necessary orders, and it was agreed that he should call for me at
day-break with a carriage and six.

When I got home I made my preparations, and told Lambert to be ready
to accompany me with his case of instruments.  I then informed him of
the object of the journey, and he promised to assist me to the best
of his ability, though he knew nothing about mines, and still less of
the science of administration.

We started at day-break, with a servant on the box, and two others
preceding us on horseback, armed to the teeth.  We changed horses
every two or three hours, and the chamberlain having brought plenty
of wine we refreshed ourselves now and again.

The tour lasted a fortnight, and we stopped at five iron and copper
manufactories.  I found it was not necessary to have much technical
knowledge to make notes on what I saw; all I required was a little
sound argument, especially in the matter of economy, which was the
duke's main object.  In one place I advised reforms, and in another I
counselled the employment of more hands as likely to benefit the
revenue.  In one mine where thirty convicts were employed I ordered
the construction of a short canal, by which three wheels could be
turned and twenty men saved.  Under my direction Lambert drew the
plans, and made the measurements with perfect accuracy.  By means of
other canals I proposed to drain whole valleys, with a view to obtain
the sulphur with which the soil was permeated.

I returned to Mitau quite delighted at having made myself useful, and
at having discovered in myself a talent which I had never suspected.
I spent the following day in making a fair copy of my report and in
having the plans done on a larger scale.  The day after I took the
whole to the duke, who seemed well pleased; and as I was taking leave
of him at the same time he said he would have me drive to Riga in one
of his carriages, and he gave me a letter for his son, Prince
Charles, who was in garrison there.

The worthy old man told me to say plainly whether I should prefer a
jewel or a sum of money of equivalent value.

"From a philosopher like your highness," I replied, "I am not afraid
to take money, for it may be more useful to me than jewels."

Without more ado he gave me a draft for four hundred albertsthalers,
which I got cashed immediately, the albertsthaler being worth half a
ducat.  I bade farewell to the duchess, and dined a second time with
M. de Kaiserling.

The next day the young chamberlain came to bring me the duke's
letter, to wish me a pleasant journey, and to tell me that the Court
carriage was at my door.  I set out well pleased with the assistance
the stuttering Lambert had given me, and by noon I was at Riga.  The
first thing I did was to deliver my letter of introduction to Prince
Charles.




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IN LONDON AND MOSCOW, Volume 5e--RUSSIA AND POLAND




RUSSIA AND POLAND




CHAPTER XIX

My Stay at Riga--Campioni St. Heleine--D'Asagon--Arrival of the
Empress--I Leave Riga and Go to St.  Petersburg--I See Society
--I Buy Zaira


Prince Charles de Biron, the younger son of the Duke of Courland,
Major-General in the Russian service, Knight of the Order of St.
Alexander Newski, gave me a distinguished reception after reading his
father's letter.  He was thirty-six years of age, pleasant-looking
without being handsome, and polite and well-mannered, and he spoke
French extremely well.  In a few sentences he let me know what he
could do for me if I intended to spend some time at Riga.  His table,
his friends, his pleasures, his horses, his advice, and his purse,
all these were at my service, and he offered them with the frankness
of the soldier and the geniality of the prince.

"I cannot offer you a lodging," he said, "because I have hardly
enough room for myself, but I will see that you get a comfortable
apartment somewhere."

The apartment was soon found, and I was taken to it by one of the
prince's aides-de-camp.  I was scarcely established when the prince
came to see me, and made me dine with him just as I was.  It was an
unceremonious dinner, and I was pleased to meet Campioni, of whom I
have spoken several times in these Memoirs.  He was a dancer, but
very superior to his fellows, and fit for the best company polite,
witty, intelligent, and a libertine in a gentlemanly way.  He was
devoid of prejudices, and fond of women, good cheer, and heavy play,
and knew how to keep an even mind both in good and evil fortune.  We
were mutually pleased to see each other again.

Another guest, a certain Baron de St. Heleine from Savoy, had a
pretty but very insignificant wife.  The baron, a fat man, was a
gamester, a gourmand, and a lover of wine; add that he was a past
master in the art of getting into debt and lulling his creditors into
a state of false security, and you have all his capacities, for in
all other respects he was a fool in the fullest sense of the word.
An aide-decamp and the prince's mistress also dined with us.  This
mistress, who was pale, thin, and dreamy-looking, but also pretty,
might be twenty years old.  She hardly ate anything, saying that she
was ill and did not like anything on the table.  Discontent shewed
itself on her every feature.  The prince endeavoured, but all in
vain, to make her eat and drink, she refused everything disdainfully.
The prince laughed good-humouredly at her in such a manner as not to
wound her feelings.

We spent two hours pleasantly enough at table, and after coffee had
been served, the prince, who had business, shook me by the hand and
left me with Campioni, telling me always to regard his table as my
last resource.

This old friend and fellow-countryman took me to his house to
introduce me to his wife and family.  I did not know that he had
married a second time.  I found the so-called wife to be an
Englishwoman, thin, but full of intelligence.  She had a daughter of
eleven, who might easily have been taken for fifteen; she, too, was
marvellously intelligent, and danced, sang, and played on the piano
and gave such glances that shewed that nature had been swifter than
her years.  She made a conquest of me, and her father congratulated
me to my delight, but her mother offended her dreadfully by calling
her baby.

I went for a walk with Campioni, who gave me a good deal of
information, beginning with himself.

"I have lived for ten years," he said, "with that woman.  Betty, whom
you admired so much, is not my daughter, the others are my children
by my Englishwoman.  I have left St. Petersburg for two years, and I
live here well enough, and have pupils who do me credit.  I play with
the prince, sometimes winning and sometimes losing, but I never win
enough to enable me to satisfy a wretched creditor I left at St.
Petersburg, who persecutes me on account of a bill of exchange.  He
may put me in prison any day, and I am always expecting him to do
so."

"Is the bill for a large sum?"

"Five hundred roubles."

"That is only two thousand francs."

"Yes, but unfortunately I have not got it."

"You ought to annul the debt by paying small sums on account."

"The rascal won't let me."

"Then what do you propose doing?"

"Win a heavy sum, if I can, and escape into Poland.

"The Baron de St. Heleine will run away, too if he can, for he only
lives on credit.  The prince is very useful to us, as we are able to
play at his house; but if we get into difficulty he could not
extricate us, as he is heavily in debt himself.  He always loses at
play.  His mistress is expensive, and gives him a great deal of
trouble by her ill-humour."

"Why is she so sour?"

"She wants him to keep his word, for he promised to get her married
at the end of two years; and on the strength of this promise she let
him give her two children.  The two years have passed by and the
children are there, and she will no longer allow him to have anything
to do with her for fear of having a third child."

"Can't the prince find her a husband?"

"He did find her a lieutenant, but she won't hear of anybody under
the rank of major."

The prince gave a state dinner to General Woyakoff (for whom I had a
letter), Baroness Korf, Madame Ittinoff, and to a young lady who was
going to marry Baron Budberg, whom I had known at Florence, Turin,
and Augsburg, and whom I may possibly have forgotten to mention.

All these friends made me spend three weeks very pleasantly, and I
was especially pleased with old General Woyakoff.  This worthy man
had been at Venice fifty years before, when the Russians were still
called Muscovites, and the founder of St. Petersburg was still alive.
He had grown old like an oak, without changing his horizons.  He
thought the world was just the same as it had been when he was young,
and was eloquent in his praise of the Venetian Government, imagining
it to be still the same as he had left it.

At Riga an English merchant named Collins told me that the so-called
Baron de Stenau, who had given me the forged bill of exchange, had
been hanged in Portugal.  This "baron" was a poor clerk, and the son
of a small tradesman, and had left his desk in search of adventure,
and thus he had ended.  May God have mercy upon his soul!

One evening a Russian, on his way from Poland, where he had been
executing some commission for the Russian Court, called on the
prince, played, and lost twenty thousand roubles on his word of
honour.  Campioni was the dealer.  The Russian gave bills of exchange
in payment of his debts; but as soon as he got to St.  Petersburg he
dishonoured his own bills, and declared them worthless, not caring
for his honour or good faith.  The result of this piece of knavery
was not only that his creditors were defrauded, but gaming was
henceforth strictly forbidden in the officers' quarters.

This Russian was the same that betrayed the secrets of Elizabeth
Petrovna, when she was at war with Prussia.  He communicated to
Peter, the empress's nephew and heir-presumptive, all the orders she
sent to her generals, and Peter in his turn passed on the information
to the Prussian king whom he worshipped.

On the death of Elizabeth, Peter put this traitor at the head of the
department for commerce, and the fellow actually made known, with the
Czar's sanction, the service for which he had received such a reward,
and thus, instead of looking upon his conduct as disgraceful, he
gloried over it.  Peter could not have been aware of the fact that,
though it is sometimes necessary to reward treachery, the traitor
himself is always abhorred and despised.

I have remarked that it was Campioni who dealt, but he dealt for the
prince who held the bank.  I had certain claims, but as I remarked
that I expected nothing and would gladly sell my expectations for a
hundred roubles, the prince took me at my word and gave me the amount
immediately.  Thus I was the only person who made any money by our
night's play.

Catherine II, wishing to shew herself to her new subjects, over whom
she was in reality supreme, though she had put the ghost of a king in
the person of Stanislas Poniatowski, her former favourite, on the
throne of Poland, came to Riga, and it was then I saw this great
sovereign for the first time.  I was a witness of the kindness and
affability with which she treated the Livonian nobility, and of the
way in which she kissed the young ladies, who had come to kiss her
hand, upon the mouth.  She was surrounded by the Orloffs and by other
nobles who had assisted in placing her on the throne.  For the
comfort and pleasure of her loyal subjects the empress graciously
expressed her intention of holding a bank at faro of ten thousand
roubles.

Instantly the table and the cards were brought forward, and the piles
of gold placed in order.  She took the cards, pretended to shuffle
them, and gave them to the first comer to cut.  She had the pleasure
of seeing her bank broken at the first deal, and indeed this result
was to be expected, as anybody not an absolute idiot could see how
the cards were going.  The next day the empress set out for Mitau,
where triumphal arches were erected in her honour.  They were made of
wood, as stone is scarce in Poland, and indeed there would not have
been time to build stone arches.

The day after her arrival great alarm prevailed, for news came that a
revolution was ready to burst out at St. Petersburg, and some even
said that it had begun.  The rebels wished to have forth from his
prison the hapless Ivan Ivanovitz, who had been proclaimed emperor in
his cradle, and dethroned by Elizabeth Petrovna.  Two officers to
whom the guardianship of the prince had been confided had killed the
poor innocent monarch when they saw that they would be overpowered.

The assassination of the innocent prince created such a sensation
that the wary Panin, fearing for the results, sent courier after
courier to the empress urging her to return to St. Petersburg and
shew herself to the people.

Catherine was thus obliged to leave Mitau twenty-four hours after she
had entered it, and after hastening back to the capital she arrived
only to find that the excitement had entirely subsided.  For politic
reasons the assassins of the wretched Ivan were rewarded, and the
bold man who had endeavoured to rise by her fall was beheaded.

The report ran that Catherine had concerted the whole affair with the
assassins, but this was speedily set down as a calumny.  The czarina
was strong-minded, but neither cruel nor perfidious.  When I saw her
at Riga she was thirty-five, and had reigned two years.  She was not
precisely handsome, but nevertheless her appearance was pleasing, her
expression kindly, and there was about her an air of calm and
tranquillity which never left her.

At about the same time a friend of Baron de St. Heleine arrived from
St. Petersburg on his way to Warsaw.  His name was Marquis Dragon,
but he called himself d'Aragon.  He came from Naples, was a great
gamester, a skilled swordsman, and was always ready to extract
himself from a difficulty by a duel.  He had left St. Petersburg
because the Orloffs had persuaded the empress to prohibit games of
chance.  It was thought strange that the prohibition should come from
the Orloffs, as gaming had been their principal means of gaining a
livelihood before they entered on the more dangerous and certainly
not more honourable profession of conspiracy.  However, this measure
was really a sensible one.  Having been gamesters themselves they
knew that gamesters are mostly knaves, and always ready to enter into
any intrigue or conspiracy provided it assures them some small gain;
there could not have been better judges of gaming and its
consequences than they were.

But though a gamester may be a rogue he may still have a good heart,
and it is only just to say that this was the case with the Orloffs.
Alexis gained the slash which adorns his face in a tavern, and the
man who gave the blow had just lost to him a large sum of money, and
considered his opponent's success to be rather the result of
dexterity than fortune.  When Alexis became rich and powerful,
instead of revenging himself, he hastened to make his enemy's
fortune.  This was nobly done.

Dragon, whose first principle was always to turn up the best card,
and whose second principle was never to shirk a duel, had gone to St.
Petersburg in 1759 with the Baron de St. Heleine.  Elizabeth was
still on the throne, but Peter, Duke of Holstein, the heir-
presumptive, had already begun to loom large on the horizon.  Dragon
used to frequent the fencing school where the prince was a frequent
visitor, and there encountered all comers successfully.  The duke got
angry, and one day he took up a foil and defied the Neapolitan
marquis to a combat.  Dragon accepted and was thoroughly beaten,
while the duke went off in triumph, for he might say from henceforth
that he was the best fencer in St. Petersburg.

When the prince had gone, Dragon could not withstand the temptation
of saying that he had only let himself be beaten for fear of
offending his antagonist; and this boast soon got to the grand-duke's
ears.  The great man was terribly enraged, and swore he would have
him banished from St. Petersburg if he did not use all his skill, and
at the same time he sent an order to Dragon to be at the fencing
school the next day.

The impatient duke was the first to arrive, and d'Aragon was not long
in coming.  The prince began reproaching him for what he had said the
day before, but the Neapolitan, far from denying the fact, expressed
himself that he had felt himself obliged to shew his respect for his
prince by letting him rap him about for upwards of two hours.

"Very good," said the duke, "but now it is your turn; and if you
don't do your best I will drive you from St.  Petersburg."

"My lord, your highness shall be obeyed.  I shall not allow you to
touch me once, but I hope you will deign to take me under your
protection."

The two champions passed the whole morning with the foils, and the
duke was hit a hundred times without being able to touch his
antagonist.  At last, convinced of Dragon's superiority, he threw
down his foil and shook him by the hand, and made him his fencer-in-
ordinary, with the rank of major in his regiment of Holsteiners.

Shortly after, D'Aragon having won the good graces of the duke
obtained leave to hold a bank at faro in his court, and in three or
four years he amassed a fortune of a hundred thousand roubles, which
he took with him to the Court of King Stanislas, where games of all
sorts were allowed.  When he passed through Riga, St. Heleine
introduced him to Prince Charles, who begged him to call on him the
next day, and to shew his skill with the foils against himself and
some of his friends.  I had the honour to be of the number; and
thoroughly well he beat us, for his skill was that of a demon.  I was
vain enough to become angry at being hit at every pass, and told him
that I should not be afraid to meet him at a game of sharps.  He was
calmer, and replied by taking my hand, and saying,--

"With the naked sword I fence in quite another style, and you are
quite right not to fear anyone, for you fence very well."

D'Aragon set out for Warsaw the next day, but he unfortunately found
the place occupied by more cunning Greeks than himself.  In six
months they had relieved him of his hundred thousand roubles, but
such is the lot of gamesters; no craft can be more wretched than
theirs.

A week before I left Riga (where I stayed two months) Campioni fled
by favour of the good Prince Charles, and in a few days the Baron de
St. Heleine followed him without taking leave of a noble army of
creditors.  He only wrote a letter to the Englishman Collins, to whom
he owed a thousand crowns, telling him that like an honest man he had
left his debts where he had contracted them.  We shall hear more of
these three persons in the course of two years.

Campioni left me his travelling carriage, which obliged me to use six
horses on my journey to St. Petersburg.  I was sorry to leave Betty,
and I kept up an epistolary correspondence with her mother throughout
the whole of my stay at St. Petersburg.

I left Riga with the thermometer indicating fifteen degrees of frost,
but though I travelled day and night, not leaving the carriage for
the sixty hours for which my journey lasted, I did not feel the cold
in the least.  I had taken care to pay all the stages in advance, and
Marshal Braun, Governor of Livonia, had given me the proper passport.
On the box seat was a French servant who had begged me to allow him
to wait on me for the journey in return for a seat beside the
coachman.  He kept his word and served me well, and though he was but
ill clad he bore the horrible cold for two days and three nights
without appearing to feel it.  It is only a Frenchman who can bear
such trials; a Russian in similar attire would have been frozen to
death in twenty-four hours, despite plentiful doses of corn brandy.
I lost sight of this individual when I arrived at St.  Petersburg,
but I met him again three months after, richly dressed, and occupying
a seat beside mine at the table of M. de Czernitscheff.  He was the
uchitel of the young count, who sat beside him.  But I shall have
occasion to speak more at length of the office of uchitel, or tutor,
in Russia.

As for Lambert, who was beside me in the carriage, he did nothing but
eat, drink, and sleep the whole way; seldom speaking, for he
stammered, and could only talk about mathematical problems, on which
I was not always in the humour to converse.  He was never amusing,
never had any sensible observation to make on the varied scenes
through which we passed; in short, he was a fool, and wearisome to
all save himself.

I was only stopped once, and that was at Nawa, where the authorities
demanded a passport, which I did not possess.  I told the governor
that as I was a Venetian, and only travelled for pleasure, I did not
conceive a passport would be necessary, my Republic not being at war
with any other power, and Russia having no embassy at Venice.

"Nevertheless," I added, "if your excellency wills it I will turn
back; but I shall complain to Marshal Braun, who gave me the passport
for posting, knowing that I had not the political passport."

After rubbing his forehead for a minute, the governor gave me a pass,
which I still possess, and which brought me into St.  Petersburg,
without my having to allow the custom-house officers to inspect my
trunks.

Between Koporie and St. Petersburg there is only a wretched hut for
the accommodation of travellers.  The country is a wilderness, and
the inhabitants do not even speak Russian.  The district is called
Ingria, and I believe the jargon spoken has no affinity with any
other language.  The principal occupation of the peasants is robbery,
and the traveller does well not to leave any of his effects alone for
a moment.

I got to St.  Petersburg just as the first rays of the sun began to
gild the horizon.  It was in the winter solstice, and the sun rose at
the extremity of an immense plain at twenty-four minutes past nine,
so I am able to state that the longest night in Russia consists of
eighteen hours and three quarters.

I got down in a fine street called the Millione.  I found a couple of
empty rooms, which the people of the house furnished with two beds,
four chairs, and two small tables, and rented to me very cheaply.
Seeing the enormous stoves, I concluded they must consume a vast
amount of wood, but I was mistaken.  Russia is the land of stoves as
Venice is that of cisterns.  I have inspected the interior of these
stoves in summer-time as minutely as if I wished to find out the
secret of making them; they are twelve feet high by six broad, and
are capable of warming a vast room.  They are only refuelled once in
twenty-four hours, for as soon as the wood is reduced to the state of
charcoal a valve is shut in the upper part of the stove.

It is only in the houses of noblemen that the stoves are refuelled
twice a day, because servants are strictly forbidden to close the
valve, and for a very good reason.

If a gentleman chance to come home and order his servants to warm his
room before he goes to bed, and if the servant is careless enough to
close the valve before the wood is reduced to charcoal, then the
master sleeps his last sleep, being suffocated in three or four
hours.  When the door is opened in the morning he is found dead, and
the poor devil of a servant is immediately hanged, whatever he may
say.  This sounds severe, and even cruel; but it is a necessary
regulation, or else a servant would be able to get rid of his master
on the smallest provocation.

After I had made an agreement for my board and lodging, both of which
were very cheap (now St. Petersburg, is as dear as London), I brought
some pieces of furniture which were necessaries for me, but which
were not as yet much in use in Russia, such as a commode, a bureau, &c.

German is the language principally spoken in St. Petersburg, and I
did not speak German much better then than I do now, so I had a good
deal of difficulty in making myself understood, and usually excited
my auditors to laughter.

After dinner my landlord told me that the Court was giving a masked
ball to five thousand persons to last sixty hours.  He gave me a
ticket, and told me I only needed to shew it at the entrance of the
imperial palace.

I decided to use the ticket, for I felt that I should like to be
present at so numerous an assembly, and as I had my domino still by
me a mask was all I wanted.  I went to the palace in a sedan-chair,
and found an immense crowd assembled, and dancing going on in several
halls in each of which an orchestra was stationed.  There were long
counters loaded with eatables and drinkables at which those who were
hungry or thirsty ate or drank as much as they liked.  Gaiety and
freedom reigned everywhere, and the light of a thousand wax candles
illuminated the hall.  Everything was wonderful, and all the more so
from its contrast with the cold and darkness that were without.  All
at once I heard a masquer beside me say to another,--

"There's the czarina."

We soon saw Gregory Orloff, for his orders were to follow the empress
at a distance.

I followed the masquer, and I was soon persuaded that it was really
the empress, for everybody was repeating it, though no one openly
recognized her.  Those who really did not know her jostled her in the
crowd, and I imagined that she would be delighted at being treated
thus, as it was a proof of the success of her disguise.  Several
times I saw her speaking in Russian to one masquer and another.  No
doubt she exposed her vanity to some rude shocks, but she had also
the inestimable advantage of hearing truths which her courtiers would
certainly not tell her.  The masquer who was pronounced to be Orloff
followed her everywhere, and did not let her out of his sight for a
moment.  He could not be mistaken, as he was an exceptionally tall
man and had a peculiar carriage of the head.

I arrested my progress in a hall where the French square dance was
being performed, and suddenly there appeared a masquer disguised in
the Venetian style.  The costume was so complete that I at once set
him down as a fellow-countryman, for very few strangers can imitate
us so as to escape detection.  As it happened, he came and stood next
to me.

"One would think you were a Venetian," I said to him in French.

"So I am."

"Like myself."

"I am not jesting."

"No more am I."

"Then let us speak in Venetian."

"Do you begin, and I will reply."

We began our conversation, but when he came to the word Sabato,
Saturday, which is a Sabo in Venetian, I discovered that he was a
real Venetian, but not from Venice itself.  He said I was right, and
that he judged from my accent that I came from Venice.

"Quite so," said I.

"I thought Bernadi was the only Venetian besides myself in St.
Petersburg."

"You see you are mistaken."

"My name is Count Volpati di Treviso."

"Give me your address, and I will come and tell you who I am, for I
cannot do so here."

"Here it is."

After leaving the count I continued my progress through this
wonderful hall, and two or three hours after I was attracted by the
voice of a female masquer speaking Parisian French in a high
falsetto, such as is common at an opera ball.

I did not recognize the voice but I knew the style, and felt quite
certain that the masquer must be one of my old friends, for she spoke
with the intonations and phraseology which I had rendered popular in
my chief places of resort at Paris.

I was curious to see who it could be, and not wishing to speak before
I knew her, I had the patience to wait till she lifted her mask, and
this occurred at the end of an hour.  What was my surprise to see
Madame Baret, the stocking-seller of the Rue St. Honor& My love awoke
from its long sleep, and coming up to her I said, in a falsetto
voice,--

"I am your friend of the 'Hotel d'Elbeuf.'"

She was puzzled, and looked the picture of bewilderment.  I whispered
in her ear, "Gilbert Baret, Rue des Prouveres," and certain other
facts which could only be known to herself and a fortunate lover.

She saw I knew her inmost secrets, and drawing me away she begged me
to tell her who I was.

"I was your lover, and a fortunate one, too," I replied; "but before
I tell you my name, with whom are you, and how are you?"

"Very well; but pray do not divulge what I tell you.  I left Paris
with M. d'Anglade, counsellor in the Court of Rouen.  I lived happily
enough for some time with him, and then left him to go with a
theatrical manager, who brought me here as an actress under the name
of de l'Anglade, and now I am kept by Count Rzewuski, the Polish
ambassador.  And now tell me who you are?"

Feeling sure of enjoying her again, I lifted my mask.  She gave a cry
of joy, and exclaimed,--

"My good angel has brought you to St.  Petersburg."

"How do you mean?"

"Rzewuski is obliged to go back to Poland, and now I count on you to
get me out of the country, for I can no longer continue in a station
for which I was not intended, since I can neither sing nor act."

She gave me her address, and I left her delighted with my discovery.
After having passed half an hour at the counter, eating and drinking
of the best, I returned to the crowd and saw my fair stocking-seller
talking to Count Volpati.  He had seen her with me, and hastened to
enquire my name of her.  However, she was faithful to our mutual
promise, and told him I was her husband, though the Venetian did not
seem to give the least credence to this piece of information.

At last I was tired and left the ball, and went to bed intending to
go to mass in the morning.  I slept for some time and woke, but as it
was still dark I turned on the other side and went to sleep again.
At last I awoke again, and seeing the daylight stealing through my
double windows, I sent for a hairdresser, telling my man to make
haste as I wanted to hear mass on the first Sunday after my arrival
in St. Petersburg.

"But sir," said he, "the first Sunday was yesterday; we are at Monday
now."

"What! Monday?"

"Yes, sir."

I had spent twenty-seven hours in bed, and after laughing at the
mishap I felt as if I could easily believe it, for my hunger was like
that of a cannibal.

This is the only day which I really lost in my life; but I do not
weep like the Roman emperor, I laugh.  But this is not the only
difference between Titus and Casanova.

I called on Demetrio Papanelopulo, the Greek merchant, who was to pay
me a hundred roubles a month.  I was also commended to him by M. da
Loglio, and I had an excellent reception.  He begged me to come and
dine with him every day, paid me the roubles for the month due, and
assured me that he had honoured my bill drawn at Mitau.  He also
found me a reliable servant, and a carriage at eighteen roubles, or
six ducats per month.  Such cheapness has, alas! departed for ever.

The next day, as I was dining with the worthy Greek and young
Bernardi, who was afterwards poisoned, Count Volpati came in with the
dessert, and told us how he had met a Venetian at the ball who had
promised to come and see him.

"The Venetian would have kept his promise," said I, "if he had not
had a long sleep of twenty-seven hours.  I am the Venetian, and am
delighted to continue our acquaintance."

The count was about to leave, and his departure had already been
announced in the St. Petersburg Gazette.  The Russian custom is not
to give a traveller his passports till a fortnight has elapsed after
the appearance of his name in the paper.  This regulation is for the
advantage of tradesmen, while it makes foreigners think twice before
they contract any debts.

The next day I took a letter of introduction to M. Pietro Ivanovitch
Melissino, colonel and afterwards general of artillery.  The letter
was written by Madame da Loglio, who was very intimate with
Melissino.  I was most politely welcomed, and after presenting me to
his pleasant wife, he asked me once for all to sup with him every
night.  The house was managed in the French style, and both play and
supper were conducted without any ceremony.  I met there Melissino's
elder brother, the procurator of the Holy Synod and husband of the
Princess Dolgorouki.  Faro went on, and the company was composed of
trustworthy persons who neither boasted of their gains nor bewailed
their losses to anyone, and so there was no fear of the Government
discovering this infrigement of the law against gaming.  The bank was
held by Baron Lefort, son of the celebrated admiral of Peter the
Great.  Lefort was an example of the inconstancy of fortune; he was
then in disgrace on account of a lottery which he had held at Moscow
to celebrate the coronation of the empress, who had furnished him
with the necessary funds.  The lottery had been broken and the fact
was attributed to the baron's supposed dishonesty.

I played for small stakes and won a few roubles.  I made friends with
Baron Lefort at supper, and he afterwards told me of the vicissitudes
he had experienced.

As I was praising the noble calmness with which a certain prince had
lost a thousand roubles to him, he laughed and said that the fine
gamester I had mentioned played upon credit but never paid.

"How about his honour?"

"It is not affected by the non-payment of gaming debts.  It is an
understood thing in Russia that one who plays on credit and loses may
pay or not pay as he wishes, and the winner only makes himself
ridiculous by reminding the loser of his debt."

"Then the holder of the bank has the right to refuse to accept bets
which are not backed by ready money."

"Certainly; and nobody has a right to be offended with him for doing
so.  Gaming is in a very bad state in Russia.  I know young men of
the highest rank whose chief boast is that they know how to conquer
fortune; that is, to cheat.  One of the Matuschkins goes so far as to
challenge all foreign cheats to master him.  He has just received
permission to travel for three years, and it is an open secret that
he wishes to travel that he may exercise his skill.  He intends
returning to Russia laden with the spoils of the dupes he has made."

A young officer of the guards named Zinowieff, a relation of the
Orloffs, whom I had met at Melissino's, introduced me to Macartney,
the English ambassador, a young man of parts and fond of pleasure.
He had fallen in love with a young lady of the Chitroff family, and
maid of honour to the empress, and finding his affection reciprocated
a baby was the result.  The empress disapproved strongly of this
piece of English freedom, and had the ambassador recalled, though she
forgave her maid of honour.  This forgiveness was attributed to the
young lady's skill in dancing.  I knew the brother of this lady, a
fine and intelligent young officer.  I had the good fortune to be
admitted to the Court, and there I had the pleasure of seeing Mdlle.
Chitroff dancing, and also Mdlle. Sievers, now Princesss, whom I saw
again at Dresden four years ago with her daughter, an extremely
genteel young princess.  I was enchanted with Mdlle.  Sievers, and
felt quite in love with her; but as we were never introduced I had no
opportunity of declaring my passion.  Putini, the castrato, was high
in her favour, as indeed he deserved to be, both for his talents and
the beauties of his person.

The worthy Papanelopulo introduced me to Alsuwieff, one of the
ministers, a man of wit and letters, and only one of the kind whom I
met in Russia.  He had been an industrious student at the University
of Upsala, and loved wine, women, and good cheer.  He asked me to
dine with Locatelli at Catherinhoff, one of the imperial mansions,
which the empress had assigned to the old theatrical manager for the
remainder of his days.  He was astonished to see me, and I was more
astonished still to find that he had turned taverner, for he gave an
excellent dinner every day to all who cared to pay a rouble,
exclusive of wine.  M. d'Alsuwieff introduced me to his colleague in
the ministry, Teploff, whose vice was that he loved boys, and his
virtue that he had strangled Peter III.

Madame Mecour, the dancer, introduced me to her lover, Ghelaghin,
also a minister.  He had spent twenty years of his life in Siberia.

A letter from Da Loglio got me a warm welcome from the castrato
Luini, a delightful man, who kept a splendid table.  He was the lover
of Colonna, the singer, but their affection seemed to me a torment,
for they could scarce live together in peace for a single day.  At
Luini's house I met another castrato, Millico, a great friend of the
chief huntsman, Narischkin, who also became one of my friends.  This
Narischkin, a pleasant and a well-informed man, was the husband of
the famous Maria Paulovna.  It was at the chief huntsman's splendid
table that I met Calogeso Plato, now archbishop of Novgorod, and then
chaplain to the empress.  This monk was a Russian, and a master of
ruses, understood Greek, and spoke Latin and French, and was what
would be called a fine man.  It was no wonder that he rose to such a
height, as in Russia the nobility never lower themselves by accepting
church dignities.

Da Loglio had given me a letter for the Princess Daschkoff, and I
took it to her country house, at the distance of three versts from
St. Petersburg.  She had been exiled from the capital, because,
having assisted Catherine to ascend the throne, she claimed to share
it with her.

I found the princess mourning for the loss of her husband.  She
welcomed me kindly, and promised to speak to M. Panin on my behalf;
and three days later she wrote to me that I could call on that
nobleman as soon as I liked.  This was a specimen of the empress's
magnanimity; she had disgraced the princess, but she allowed her
favourite minister to pay his court to her every evening.  I have
heard, on good authority, that Panin was not the princess's lover,
but her father.  She is now the President of the Academy of Science,
and I suppose the literati must look upon her as another Minerva, or
else they would be ashamed to have a woman at their head.  For
completeness' sake the Russians should get a woman to command their
armies, but Joan d'Arcs are scarce.

Melissino and I were present at an extraordinary ceremony on the Day
of the Epiphany, namely the blessing of the Neva, then covered with
five feet of ice.

After the benediction of the waters children were baptized by being
plunged into a large hole which had been made in the ice.  On the day
on which I was present the priest happened to let one of the children
slip through his hands.

"Drugoi!" he cried.

That is, "Give me another."  But my surprise may be imagined when I
saw that the father and mother of the child were in an ecstasy of
joy; they were certain that the babe had been carried straight to
heaven.  Happy ignorance!

I had a letter from the Florentine Madame Bregonci for her friend the
Venetian Roccolini, who had left Venice to go and sing at the St.
Petersburg Theatre, though she did not know a note of music, and had
never appeared on the stage.  The empress laughed at her, and said
she feared there was no opening in St. Petersburg for her peculiar
talents, but the Roccolini, who was known as La Vicenza, was not the
woman to lose heart for so small a check.  She became an intimate
friend of a Frenchwoman named Prote, the wife of a merchant who lived
with the chief huntsman.  She was at the same time his mistress and
the confidante of his wife Maria Petrovna, who did not like her
husband, and was very much obliged to the Frenchwoman for delivering
her from the conjugal importunities.

This Prote was one of the handsomest women I have ever seen, and
undoubtedly the handsomest in St. Petersburg at that time.  She was
in the flower of her age.  She had at once a wonderful taste for
gallantry and for all the mysteries of the toilette.  In dress she
surpassed everyone, and as she was witty and amusing she captivated
all hearts.  Such was the woman whose friend and procuress La Vicenza
had become.  She received the applications of those who were in love
with Madame Prote, and passed them on, while, whether a lover's suit
was accepted or not, the procuress got something out of him.

I recognized Signora Roccolini as soon as I saw her, but as twenty
years had elapsed since our last meeting she did not wonder at my
appearing not to know her, and made no efforts to refresh my memory.
Her brother was called Montellato, and he it was who tried to
assassinate me one night in St. Mark's Square, as I was leaving the
Ridotto.  The plot that would have cost me my life, if I had not made
my escape from the window, was laid in the Roccolini's house.

She welcomed me as a fellow-countryman in a strange land, told me of
her struggles, and added that now she had an easy life of it, and
associated with the pleasantest ladies in St. Petersburg.

"I am astonished that you have not met the fair Madame Prote at the
chief huntsman's, for she is the darling of his heart.  Come and take
coffee with me to-morrow, and you shall see a wonder."

I kept the appointment, and I found the lady even more beautiful than
the Venetian's praises of her had led me to expect.  I was dazzled by
her beauty, but not being a rich man I felt that I must set my wits
to work if I wanted to enjoy her.  I asked her name, though I knew it
quite well, and she replied, "Prote."

"I am glad to hear it, madam," said I, "for you thereby promise to be
mine."

"How so?" said she, with a charming smile.  I explained the pun, and
made her laugh.  I told her amusing stories, and let her know the
effect that her beauty had produced on me, and that I hoped time
would soften her heart to me.  The acquaintance was made, and
thenceforth I never went to Narischkin's without calling on her,
either before or after dinner.

The Polish ambassador returned about that time, and I had to forego
my enjoyment of the fair Anglade, who accepted a very advantegeous
proposal which was made her by Count Brawn.  This charming
Frenchwoman died of the small-pox a few months later, and there can
be no doubt that her death was a blessing, as she would have fallen
into misery and poverty after her beauty had once decayed.

I desired to succeed with Madame Prote, and with that idea I asked
her to dinner at Locatelli's with Luini, Colonna, Zinowieff, Signora
Vicenza, and a violinist, her lover.  We had an excellent dinner
washed down with plenty of wine, and the spirits of the company were
wound up to the pitch I desired.  After the repast each gentleman
went apart with his lady, and I was on the point of success when an
untoward accident interrupted us.  We were summoned to see the proofs
of Luini's prowess; he had gone out shooting with his dogs and guns.

As I was walking away from Catherinhoff with Zinowieff I noticed a
young country-woman whose beauty astonished me.  I pointed her out to
the young officer, and we made for her; but she fled away with great
activity to a little cottage, where we followed her.  We went in and
saw the father, mother, and some children, and in a corner the timid
form of the fair maiden.

Zinowieff (who, by the way, was for twenty years Russian ambassador
at Madrid) had a long conversation in Russian with the father.  I did
not understand what was said, but I guessed it referred to the girl
because, when her father called her, she advanced submissively, and
stood modestly before us.

The conversation over, Zinowieff went out, and I followed him after
giving the master of the house a rouble.  Zinowieff told me what had
passed, saying that he had asked the father if he would let him have
the daughter as a maid-servant, and the father had replied that it
should be so with all his heart, but that he must have a hundred
roubles for her, as she was still a virgin.  "So you see," added
Zinowieff, "the matter is quite simple."

"How simple?"

"Why, yes; only a hundred roubles."

"And supposing me to be inclined to give that sum?"

"Then she would be your servant, and you could do anything you liked
with her, except kill her."

"And supposing she is not willing?"

"That never happens, but if it did you could have beaten her."

"Well, if she is satisfied and I enjoy her, can I still continue to
keep her?"

"You will be her master, I tell you, and can have her arrested if she
attempts to escape, unless she can return the hundred roubles you
gave for her."

"What must I give her per month?"

"Nothing, except enough to eat and drink.  You must also let her go
to the baths on Saturday and to the church on Sunday."

"Can I make her come with me when I leave St. Petersburg?"

"No, unless you obtain permission and find a surety, for though the
girl would be your slave she would still be a slave to the empress."

"Very good; then will you arrange this matter for me?  I will give
the hundred roubles, and I promise you I will not treat her as a
slave.  But I hope you will care for my interests, as I do not wish
to be duped."

"I promise you you shall not be duped; I will see to everything.
Would you like her now?"

"No, to-morrow."

"Very good; then to-morrow it shall be."

We returned to St. Petersburg in a phaeton, and the next day at nine
o'clock I called on Zinowieff, who said he was delighted to do me
this small service.  On the way he said that if I liked he could get
me a perfect seraglio of pretty girls in a few days.

"No," said I, "one is enough."  And I gave him the hundred roubles.

We arrived at the cottage, where we found the father, mother, and
daughter.  Zinowieff explained his business crudely enough, after the
custom of the country, and the father thanked St. Nicholas for the
good luck he had sent him.  He spoke to his daughter, who looked at
me and softly uttered the necessary yes.

Zinowieff then told me that I ought to ascertain that matters were
intact, as I was going to pay for a virgin.  I was afraid of
offending her, and would have nothing to do with it; but Zinowieff
said the girl would be mortified if I did not examine her, and that
she would be delighted if I place her in a position to prove before
her father and mother that her conduct had always been virtuous.  I
therefore made the examination as modestly as I could, and I found
her to be intact.  To tell the truth, I should not have said anything
if things had been otherwise.

Zinowieff then gave the hundred roubles to the father, who handed
them to his daughter, and she only took them to return them to her
mother.  My servant and coachman were then called in to witness as
arrangement of which they knew nothing.

I called her Zaira, and she got into the carriage and returned with
me to St. Petersburg in her coarse clothes, without a chemise of any
kind.  After I had dropped Zinowieff at his lodging I went home, and
for four days I was engaged in collecting and arranging my slave's
toilet, not resting till I had dressed her modestly in the French
style.  In less than three months she had learnt enough Italian to
tell me what she wanted and to understand me.  She soon loved me, and
afterwards she got jealous.  But we shall hear more of her in the
following chapter.




CHAPTER XX

Crevecoeur--Bomback--Journey to Moscow--My Adventures At
St. Petersburg

The day on which I took Zaira I sent Lambert away, for I did not know
what to do with him.  He got drunk every day, and when in his cups he
was unbearable.  Nobody would have anything to say to him except as a
common soldier, and that is not an enviable position in Russia.  I
got him a passport for Berlin, and gave him enough money for the
journey.  I heard afterwards that he entered the Austrian service.

In May, Zaira had become so beautiful that when I went to Moscow I
dared not leave her behind me, so I took her in place of a servant.
It was delicious to me to hear her chattering in the Venetian dialect
I had taught her.  On a Saturday I would go with her to the bath
where thirty of forty naked men and women were bathing together
without the slightest constraint.  This absence of shame must arise,
I should imagine, from native innocence; but I wondered that none
looked at Zaira, who seemed to me the original of the statue of
Psyche I had seen at the Villa Borghese at Rome.  She was only
fourteen, so her breast was not yet developed, and she bore about her
few traces of puberty.  Her skin was as white as snow, and her ebony
tresses covered the whole of her body, save in a few places where the
dazzling whiteness of her skin shone through.  Her eyebrows were
perfectly shaped, and her eyes, though they might have been larger,
could not have been more brilliant or more expressive.  If it had not
been for her furious jealousy and her blind confidence in fortune-
telling by cards, which she consulted every day, Zaira would have
been a paragon among women, and I should never have left her.

A young and distinguished-looking Frenchman came to St. Petersburg
with a young Parisian named La Riviere, who was tolerably pretty but
quite devoid of education, unless it were that education common to
all the girls who sell their charms in Paris.  This young man came to
me with a letter from Prince Charles of Courland, who said that if I
could do anything for the young couple he would be grateful to me.
They arrived just as I was breakfasting with Zaira.

"You must tell me," said I to the young Frenchman, "in what way I can
be of use to you."

"By admitting us to your company, and introducing us to your
friends."

"Well, I am a stranger here, and I will come and see you, and you can
come and see me, and I shall be delighted; but I never dine at home.
As to my friends, you must feel that, being a stranger, I could not
introduce you and the lady.  Is she your wife?  People will ask me
who you are, and what you are doing at St. Petersburg.  What am I to
say?  I wonder Prince Charles did not send you to someone else."

"I am a gentleman of Lorraine, and Madame la Riviere is my mistress,
and my object in coming to St. Petersburg is to amuse myself."

"Then I don't know to whom I could introduce you under the
circumstances; but I should think you will be able to find plenty of
amusement without knowing anyone.  The theatres, the streets, and
even the Court entertainments, are open to everyone.  I suppose you
have plenty of money?"

"That's exactly what I haven't got, and I don't expect any either."

"Well, I have not much more, but you really astonish me.  How could
you have been so foolish as to come here without money?"

"Well, my mistress said we could do with what money we got from day
to day.  She induced me to leave Paris without a farthing, and up to
now it seems to me that she is right.  We have managed to get on
somehow."

"Then she has the purse?"

"My purse," said she, "is in the pockets of my friends."

"I understand, and I am sure you have no difficulty in finding the
wherewithal to live.  If I had such a purse, it should be opened for
you, but I am not a rich man."

Bomback, a citizen of Hamburg, whom I had known in England whence he
had fled on account of his debts, had come to St. Petersburg and
entered the army.  He was the son of a rich merchant and kept up a
house, a carriage, and an army of servants; he was a lover of good
cheer, women, and gambling, and contracted debts everywhere.  He was
an ugly man, but full of wit and energy.  He happened to call on me
just as I was addressing the strange traveller whose purse was in the
pocket of her friends.  I introduced the couple to him, telling the
whole story, the item of the purse excepted.  The adventure was just
to Bomback's taste, and he began making advances to Madame la
Riviere, who received them in a thoroughly professional spirit, and I
was inwardly amused and felt that her axiom was a true one.  Bomback
asked them to dine with him the next day, and begged them to come and
take an unceremonious dinner the same day with him at Crasnacaback.
I was included in the invitation, and Zaira, not understanding
French, asked me what we were talking about, and on my telling her
expressed a desire to accompany me.  I gave in to appease her, for I
knew the wish proceeded from jealousy, and that if I did not consent
I should be tormented by tears, ill-humour, reproaches, melancholy,
etc.  This had occurred several times before, and so violent had she
been that I had been compelled to conform to the custom of the
country and beat her.  Strange to say, I could not have taken a
better way to prove my love.  Such is the character of the Russian
women.  After the blows had been given, by slow degrees she became
affectionate again, and a love encounter sealed the reconciliation.

Bomback left us to make his preparations in high spirits, and while
Zaira was dressing, Madame Riviere talked in such a manner as to make
me almost think that I was absolutely deficient in knowledge of the
world.  The astonishing thing was that her lover did not seem in the
least ashamed of the part he had to play.  He might say that he was
in love with the Messalina, but the ex.  cuse would not have been
admissible.

The party was a merry one.  Bomback talked to the adventuress, Zaira
sat on my knee, and Crevecoeur ate and drank, laughed in season and
out of season, and walked up and down.  The crafty Madame Riviere
incited Bomback to risk twenty-five roubles at quinze; he lost and
paid pleasantly, and only got a kiss for his money.  Zaira, who was
delighted to be able to watch over me and my fidelity, jested
pleasantly on the Frenchwoman and the complaisance of her lover.
This was altogether beyond her comprehension, and she could not
understand how he could bear such deeds as were done before his face.

The next day I went to Bomback by myself, as I was sure of meeting
young Russian officers, who would have annoyed me by making love to
Zaira in their own language.  I found the two travellers and the
brothers Lunin, then lieutenants but now generals.  The younger of
them was as fair and pretty as any girl.  He had been the beloved of
the minister Teploff, and, like a lad of wit, he not only was not
ashamed but openly boasted that it was his custom to secure the good-
will of all men by his caresses.

He had imagined the rich citizen of Hamburg to be of the same tastes
as Teploff, and he had not been mistaken; and so he degraded me by
forming the same supposition.  With this idea he seated himself next
to me at table, and behaved himself in such a manner during dinner
that I began to believe him to be a girl in man's clothes.

After dinner, as I was sitting at the fire, between him and the
Frenchman, I imparted my suspicions to him; but jealous of the
superiority of his sex, he displayed proof of it on the spot, and
forthwith got hold of me and put himself in a position to make my
happiness and his own as he called it.  I confess, to my shame, that
he might perhaps have succeeded, if Madame la Riviere, indignant at
this encroachment of her peculiar province, had not made him desist.

Lunin the elder, Crevecceur, and Bomback, who had been for a walk,
returned at nightfall with two or three friends, and easily consoled
the Frenchman for the poor entertainment the younger Lunin and myself
had given him.

Bomback held a bank at faro, which only came to an end at eleven,
when the money was all gone.  We then supped, and the real orgy
began, in which la Riviere bore the brunt in a manner that was simply
astonishing.  I and my friend Lunin were merely spectators, and poor
Crevecoeur had gone to bed.  We did not separate till day-break.

I got home, and, fortunately for myself, escaped the bottle which
Zaira flung at my head, and which would infallibly have killed me if
it had hit me.  She threw herself on to the ground, and began to
strike it with her forehead.  I thought she had gone mad, and
wondered whether I had better call for assistance; but she became
quiet enough to call me assassin and traitor, with all the other
abusive epithets that she could remember.  To convict me of my crime
she shewed me twenty-five cards, placed in order, and on them she
displayed the various enormities of which I had been guilty.

I let her go on till her rage was somewhat exhausted, and then,
having thrown her divining apparatus into the fire, I looked at her
in pity and anger, and said that we must part the next day, as she
had narrowly escaped killing me.  I confessed that I had been with
Bomback, and that there had been a girl in the house; but I denied
all the other sins of which she accused me.  I then went to sleep
without taking the slightest notice of her, in spite of all she said
and did to prove her repentance.

I woke after a few hours to find her sleeping soundly, and I began to
consider how I could best rid myself of the girl, who would probably
kill me if we continued living together.  Whilst I was absorbed in
these thoughts she awoke, and falling at my feet wept and professed
her utter repentance, and promised never to touch another card as
long as I kept her.

At last I could resist her entreaties no longer, so I took her in my
arms and forgave her; and we did not part till she had received
undeniable proofs of the return of my affection.  I intended to start
for Moscow in three days, and she was delighted when she heard she
was to go.

Three circumstances had won me this young girl's furious affection.
In the first place I often took her to see her family, with whom I
always left a rouble; in the second I made her eat with me; and in
the third I had beaten her three or four times when she had tried to
prevent me going out.

In Russia beating is a matter of necessity, for words have no force
whatever.  A servant, mistress, or courtezan understands nothing but
the lash.  Words are altogether thrown away, but a few good strokes
are entirely efficacious.  The servant, whose soul is still more
enslaved than his body, reasons somewhat as follows, after he has had
a beating:

"My master has not sent me away, but beaten me; therefore he loves
me, and I ought to be attached to him."

It is the same with the Russian soldier, and in fact with everybody.
Honour stands for nothing, but with the knout and brandy one can get
anything from them except heroical enthusiasm.

Papanelopulo laughed at me when I said that as I liked my Cossack I
should endeavour to correct him with words only when he took too much
brandy.

"If you do not beat him," he said, "he will end by beating you;" and
he spoke the truth.

One day, when he was so drunk as to be unable to attend on me, I
began to scold him, and threatened him with the stick if he did not
mend his ways.  As soon as he saw my cane lifted, he ran at me and
got hold of it; and if I had not knocked him down immediately, he
would doubtless have beaten me.  I dismissed him on the spot.  There
is not a better servant in the world than a Russian.  He works
without ceasing, sleeps in front of the door of his master's bedroom
to be always ready to fulfil his orders, never answering his
reproaches, incapable of theft.  But after drinking a little too much
brandy he becomes a perfect monster; and drunkenness is the vice of
the whole nation.

A coachman knows no other way of resisting the bitter cold to which
he is exposed, than by drinking rye brandy.  It sometimes happens
that he drinks till he falls asleep, and then there is no awaking for
him in this world.  Unless one is very careful, it is easy to lose an
ear, the nose, a cheek, or a lip by frost bites.  One day as I was
walking out on a bitterly cold day, a Russian noticed that one of my
ears was frozen.  He ran up to me and rubbed the affected part with a
handful of snow till the circulation was restored.  I asked him how
he had noticed my state, and he said he had remarked the livid
whiteness of my ear, and this, he said, was always a sign that the
frost had taken it.  What surprised me most of all is that sometimes
the part grows again after it has dropped off.  Prince Charles of
Courland assured me that he had cost his nose in Siberia, and that it
had grown again the next summer.  I have been assured of the truth of
this by several Russians.

About this time the empress made the architect Rinaldi, who had been
fifty years in St. Petersburg, build her an enormous wooden
amphitheatre so large as to cover the whole of the space in front of
the palace.  It would contain a hundred thousand spectators, and in
it Catherine intended to give a vast tournament to all the knights of
her empire.  There were to be four parties of a hundred knights each,
and all the cavaliers were to be clad in the national costume of the
nations they represented.  All the Russians were informed of this
great festival, which was to be given at the expense of the
sovereign, and the princes, counts, and barons were already arriving
with their chargers from the most remote parts of the empire.  Prince
Charles of Courland wrote informing me of his intention to be
present.

It had been ordained, that the tournament should take place on the
first fine day, and this precaution was a very wise one; for,
excepting in the season of the hard frosts, a day without rain, or
snow, or wind, is a marvel.  In Italy, Spain, and France, one can
reckon on fine weather, and bad weather is the exception, but it is
quite the contrary in Russia.  Ever since I have known this home of
frost and the cold north wind, I laugh when I hear travelling
Russians talking of the fine climate of their native country.
However, it is a pardonable weakness, most of us prefer "mine" to
"thine;" nobles affect to consider themselves of purer blood than the
peasants from whom they sprang, and the Romans and other ancient
nations pretended that they were the children of the gods, to draw a
veil over their actual ancestors who were doubtless robbers.  The
truth is, that during the whole year 1756 there was not one fine day
in Russia, or in Ingria at all events, and the mere proofs of this
statement may be found in the fact that the tournament was not held
in that year.  It was postponed till the next, and the princes,
counts, barons, and knights spent the winter in the capital, unless
their purses forbade them to indulge in the luxuries of Court life.
The dear Prince of Courland was in this case, to my great
disappointment.

Having made all arrangements for my journey to Moscow, I got into my
sleeping carriage with Zaira, having a servant behind who could speak
both Russian and German.  For twenty-four roubles the chevochic
(hirer out of horses) engaged to carry me to Moscow in six days and
seven nights with six horses.  This struck me as being extremely
cheap.  The distance is seventy-two Russian stages, almost equivalent
to five hundred Italian miles, or a hundred and sixty French leagues.

We set out just as a cannon shot from the citadel announced the close
of day.  It was towards the end of May, in which month there is
literally no night at St. Petersburg.  Without the report of the
cannon no one would be able to tell when the day ended and the night
began.  One can read a letter at midnight, and the moonlight makes no
appreciable difference.  This continual day lasts for eight weeks,
and during that time no one lights a candle.  At Moscow it is
different; a candle is always necessary at midnight if one wished to
read.

We reached Novgorod in forty-eight hours, and here the chevochic
allowed us a rest of five hours.  I saw a circumstance there which
surprised me very much, though one has no business to be surprised at
anything if one travels much, and especially in a land of half
savages.  I asked the chevochic to drink, but he appeared to be in
great melancholy.  I enquired what was the matter, and he told Zaira
that one of his horses had refused to eat, and that it was clear that
if he could not eat he could not work.  We followed him into the
stable, and found the horse looking oppressed by care, its head
lowered and motionless; it had evidently got no appetite.  His master
began a pathetic oration, looking tenderly at the animal, as if to
arouse it to a sense of duty, and then taking its head, and kissing
it lovingly, he put it into the manger, but to no purpose.  Then the
man began to weep bitterly, but in such a way that I had the greatest
difficulty to prevent myself laughing, for I could see that he wept
in the hope that his tears might soften the brute's heart.  When he
had wept some time he again put the horse's head into the manger, but
again to no purpose.  At this he got furious and swore to be avenged.
He led the horse out of the stable, tied it to a post, and beat it
with a thick stick for a quarter of an hour so violently that my
heart bled for the poor animal.  At last the chevochic was tired out,
and taking the horse back to the stable he fastened up his head once
more, and to my astonishment it began to devour its provender with
the greatest appetite.  At this the master jumped for joy, laughed,
sang, and committed a thousand extravagancies, as if to shew the
horse how happy it had made him.  I was beside myself with
astonishment, and concluded that such treatment would have succeeded
nowhere but in Russia, where the stick seems to be the panacea or
universal medicine.

They tell me, however, that the stick is gradually going out of
fashion.  Peter the Great used to beat his generals black and blue,
and in his days a lieutenant had to receive with all submission the
cuffs of his captain, who bent before the blows of his major, who did
the same to his colonel, who received chastisement from his general.
So I was informed by old General Woyakoff, who was a pupil of Peter
the Great, and had often been beaten by the great emperor, the
founder of St. Petersburg.

It seems to me that I have scarcely said anything about this great
and famous capital, which in my opinion is built on somewhat
precarious foundations.  No one but Peter could have thus given the
lie to Nature by building his immense palaces of marble and granite
on mud and shifting sand.  They tell me that the town is now in its
manhood, to the honour of the great Catherine; but in the year 1765
it was still in its minority, and seemed to me only to have been
built with the childish aim of seeing it fall into ruins.  Streets
were built with the certainty of having to repair them in six months'
time.  The whole place proclaimed itself to be the whim of a despot.
If it is to be durable constant care will be required, for nature
never gives up its rights and reasserts them when the constraint of
man is withdrawn.  My theory is that sooner or later the soil must
give way and drag the vast city with it.

We reached Moscow in the time the chevochic had promised.  As the
same horses were used for the whole journey, it would have been
impossible to travel mote quickly.  A Russian told me that the
Empress Elizabeth had done the journey in fifty-two hours.

"You mean that she issued a ukase to the effect that she had done
it," said a Russian of the old school; "and if she had liked she
could have travelled more quickly still; it was only a question of
the wording of the ukase."

Even when I was in Russia it was not allowable to doubt the
infallibility of a ukase, and to do so was, equivalent to high
treason.  One day I was crossing a canal at St. Petersburg by a small
wooden bridge; Melissino Papanelopulo, and some other Russians were
with me.  I began to abuse the wooden bridge, which I characterized
as both mean and dangerous.  One of my companions said that on such a
day it would be replaced by a fine stone bridge, as the empress had
to pass there on some state occasion.  The day named way three weeks
off, and I said plainly that it was impossible.  One of the Russians
looked askance at me, and said there was no doubt about it, as a
ukase had been published ordering that the bridge should be built.  I
was going to answer him, but Papanelopulo gave my hand a squeeze, and
whispered "Taci!" (hush).

The bridge was not built, but I was not justified, for the empress
published another ukase in which she declared it to be her gracious
pleasure that the bridge should not be built till the following year.
If anyone would see what a pure despotism is like, let him go to
Russia.

The Russian sovereigns use the language of despotism on all
occasions.  One day I saw the empress, dressed in man's clothes,
going out for a ride.  Her master of the horse, Prince Repnin, held
the bridle of the horse, which suddenly gave him a kick which broke
his anklebone.  The empress instantly ordained that the horse should
be taken away, and that no one should mount it again under pain of
death.  All official positions in Russia have military rank assigned
to them, and this sufficiently indicates the nature of the
Government.  The coachman-in-chief of her imperial highness holds the
rank of colonel, as also does her chief cook.  The castrato Luini was
a lieutenant-colonel, and the painter Toretti only a captain, because
he had only eight hundred roubles a year, while the coachman had
three thousand.  The sentinels at the doors of the palace have their
muskets crossed, and ask those who wish to pass through what is their
rank.  When I was asked this question, I stopped short; but the
quick-witted officer asked me how much I had a year, and on my
replying, at a hazard, three thousand roubles, he gave me the rank of
general, and I was allowed to pass.  I saw the czarina for a moment;
she stopped at the door and took off her gloves to give her hands to
be kissed by the officer and the two sentinels.  By such means as
this she had won the affection of the corps, commanded by Gregorius
Gregorovitch Orloff, on which her safety depended in case of
revolution.

I made the following notes when I saw the empress hearing mass in her
chapel.  The protopapa, or bishop, received her at the door to give
her the holy water, and she kissed his episcopal ring, while the
prelate, whose beard was a couple of feet in length, lowered his head
to kiss the hands of his temporal sovereign and spiritual head, for
in Russia the he or she on the throne is the spiritual as well as
temporal head of the Church.

She did not evidence the least devotion during mass; hypocrisy did
not seem to be one of her vices.  Now she smiled at one of her suite,
now at another, and occasionally she addressed the favourite, not
because she had anything to say to him, but to make him an object of
envy to the others.

One evening, as she was leaving the theatre where Metastasio's
Olympiade had been performed, I heard her say,--

"The music of that opera has given the greatest pleasure to everyone,
so of course I am delighted with it; but it wearies me, nevertheless.
Music is a fine thing, but I cannot understand how anyone who is
seriously occupied can love it passionately.  I will have Buranello
here, and I wonder whether he will interest me in music, but I am
afraid nature did not constitute me to feel all its charms."

She always argued in that way.  In due time I will set down her words
to me when I returned from Moscow.  When I arrived at that city I got
down at a good inn, where they gave me two rooms and a coach-house
for my carriage.  After dinner I hired a small carriage and a guide
who could speak French.  My carriage was drawn by four horses, for
Moscow is a vast city composed of four distinct towns, and many of
the streets are rough and ill-paved.  I had five or six letters of
introduction, and I determined to take them all.  I took Zaira with
me, as she was as curious to see everything as a girl of fourteen
naturally is.  I do not remember what feast the Greek Church was
keeping on that day, but I shall never forget the terrific bell-
ringing with which my ears were assailed, for there are churches
every where.  The country people were engaged in sowing their grain,
to reap it in September.  They laughed at our Southern custom of
sowing eight months earlier, as unnecessary and even prejudicial to
the crops, but I do not know where the right lies.  Perhaps we may
both be right, for there is no master to compare with experience.
I took all the introductions I had received from Narischkin, Prince
Repnin, the worthy Pananelopulo, and Melissino's brother.  The next
morning the whole of the persons at whose houses I had left letters
called on me.  They all asked Zaira and myself to dinner, and I
accepted the invitation of the first comer, M. Dinidoff, and promised
to dine with the rest on the following days, Zaira, who had been
tutored by me to some extent, was delighted to shew me that she was
worthy of the position she occupied.  She was exquisitely dressed,
and won golden opinions everywhere, for our hosts did not care to
enquire whether she were my daughter, my mistress, or my servant, for
in this matter, as in many others, the Russians are excessively
indulgent.  Those who have not seen Moscow have not seen Russia, for
the people of St, Petersburg are not really Russians at all.  Their
court manners are very different from their manners 'au naturel', and
it may be said with truth that the true Russian is as a stranger in
St. Petersburg.  The citizens of, Moscow, and especially the rich
ones, speak with pity of those, who for one reason or another, had
expatriated themselves; and with them to expatriate one's self is to
leave Moscow, which they consider as their native land.  They look on
St. Petersburg with an envious eve, and call it the ruin of Russia.
I do not know whether this is a just view to take of the case, I
merely repeat what I have heard.

In the course of a week I saw all the sights of Moscow--the
manufacturers, the churches, the remains of the old days, the
museums, the libraries, (of no interest to my mind), not forgetting
the famous bell.  I noticed that their bells are not allowed to swing
like ours, but are motionless, being rung by a rope attached to the
clapper.

I thought the Moscow women more handsome than those of St.
Petersburg, and I attribute this to the great superiority of the air.
They are gentle and accessible by nature; and to obtain the favour of
a kiss on the lips, one need only make a show of kissing their hands.

There was good fare in plenty, but no delicacy in its composition or
arrangement.  Their table is always open to friends and
acquaintances, and a friend may bring to five or six persons to
dinner, and even at the end of the meals you will never hear a
Russian say, "We have had dinner; you have come too late."  Their
souls are not black enough for them to pronounce such words as this.
Notice is given to the cook, and the dinner begins over again.  They
have a delicious drink, the name of which I do not remember; but it
is much superior to the sherbet of Constantinople.  The numerous
servants are not given water, but a light, nourishing, and agreeable
fluid, which may be purchased very cheaply.  They all hold St.
Nicholas in the greatest reverence, only praying to God through the
mediation of this saint, whose picture is always suspended in the
principal room of the house.  A person coming in makes first a bow to
the image and then a bow to the master, and if perchance the image is
absent, the Russian, after gazing all round, stands confused and
motionless, not knowing what to do.  As a general rule the Muscovites
are the most superstitious Christians in the world.  Their liturgy is
in Greek, of which the people understand nothing, and the clergy,
themselves extremely ignorant, gladly leave them completely in the
dark on all matters connected with religion.  I could never make them
understand that the only reason for the Roman Christians making the
sign of the Cross from left to right, while the Greeks make it from
right to left, is that we say 'spiritus sancti', while they say
'agion pneuma'.

"If you said pneuma agion," I used to say, "then you would cross
yourself like us, and if we said sancti spiritus we should cross
ourselves like you."

"The adjective," replied my interlocutor, "should always precede the
substantive, for we should never utter the name of God without first
giving Him some honourable epithet."

Such are nearly all the differences which divide the two churches,
without reckoning the numerous idle tales which they have as well as
ourselves, and which are by no means the least cherished articles of
their faith.

We returned to St. Petersburg by the way we had come, but Zaira would
have liked me never to leave Moscow.  She had become so much in love
with me by force of constant association that I could not think
without a pang of the moment of separation.  The day after our
arrival in the capital I took her to her home, where she shewed her
father all the little presents I had given her, and told him of the
honour she had received as my daughter, which made the good man laugh
heartily.

The first piece of news I heard was that a ukase had been issued,
ordering the erection of a temple dedicated to God in the Moscoi
opposite to the house where I resided.  The empress had entrusted
Rinaldi, the architect, with the erection.  He asked her what emblem
he should put above the portal, and she replied,--

"No emblem at all, only the name of God in large letters."

"I will put a triangle."

"No triangle at all; but only the name of God in whatever language
you like, and nothing more."

The second piece of news was that Bomback had fled and had been
captured at Mitau, where he believed himself in safety.  M. de
Simolia had arrested him.  It was a grave case, for he had deserted;
however, he was given his life, and sent into barracks at
Kamstchatka.  Crevecoeur and his mistress had departed, carrying some
money with them, and a Florentine adventurer named Billotti had fled
with eighteen thousand roubles belonging to Papanelopulo, but a
certain Bori, the worthy Greek's factotum, had caught him at Mitau
and brought him back to St. Petersburg, where he was now in prison.
Prince Charles of Courland arrived about this time, and I hastened to
call upon him as soon as he advised me of his coming.  He was lodging
in a house belonging to Count Dimidoff, who owned large iron mines,
and had made the whole house of iron, from attic to basement.  The
prince had brought his mistress with him, but she was still in an
ill-humour, and he was beginning to get heartily sick of her.  The
man was to be pitied, for he could not get rid of her without finding
her a husband, and this husband became more difficult to find every
day.  When the prince saw how happy I was with my Zaira, he could not
help thinking how easily happiness may be won; but the fatal desire
for luxury and empty show spoils all, and renders the very sweets of
life as bitter as gall.

I was indeed considered happy, and I liked to appear so, but in my
heart I was wretched.  Ever since my imprisonment under The Leads, I
had been subject to haemorrhoids, which came on three or four times a
year.  At St. Petersburg I had a serious attack, and the daily pain
and anxiety embittered my existence.  A vegetarian doctor called
Senapios, for whom I had sent, gave me the sad news that I had a
blind or incomplete fistula in the rectum, and according to him
nothing but the cruel pistoury would give me any relief, and indeed
he said I had no time to lose.  I had to agree, in spite of my
dislike to the operation; but fortunately the clever surgeon whom the
doctor summoned pronounced that if I would have patience nature
itself would give me relief.  I had much to endure, especially from
the severe dieting to which I was subjected, but which doubtless did
me good.

Colonel Melissino asked me to be present at a review which was to
take place at three versts from St. Petersburg, and was to be
succeeded by a dinner to twenty-four guests, given by General Orloff.
I went with the prince, and saw a cannon fired twenty times in a
minute, testing the performance with my watch.

My neighbour at dinner was the French ambassador.  Wishing to drink
deeply, after the Russian fashion, and thinking the Hungarian wine as
innocent as champagne, he drank so bravely that at the end of dinner
he had lost the use of his legs.  Count Orloff made him drink still
more, and then he fell asleep and was laid on a bed.

The gaiety of the meal gave me some idea of Russian wit.  I did not
understand the language, so M. Zinowieff translated the curious
sallies to me while the applause they had raised was still
resounding.

Melissino rose to his feet, holding a large goblet full of Hungarian
wine in his hand.  There was a general silence to listen to him.  He
drank the health of General Orloff in these words:

"May you die when you become rich."

The applause was general, for the allusion was to the unbounded
generosity of Orloff.  The general's reply struck me as better still,
but it was equally rugged in character.  He, too, took a full cup,
and turning to Melissino, said,

"May you never die till I slay you!"

The applause was furious, for he was their host and their general.

The Russian wit is of the energetic kind, devoid of grace; all they
care about is directness and vigour.

Voltaire had just sent the empress his "Philosophy of History," which
he had written for her and dedicated to her.  A month after, an
edition of three thousand copies came by sea, and was sold out in a
week, for all the Russians who knew a little French were eager to
possess a copy of the work.  The leaders of the Voltaireans were two
noblemen, named, respectively, Stroganoff and Schuvaloff.  I have
seen verses written by the former of these as good as Voltaire's own
verses, and twenty years later I saw an ode by the latter of which
Voltaire would not have been ashamed, but the subject was ill chosen;
for it treated of the death of the great philosopher who had so
studiously avoided using his pen on melancholy themes.  In those days
all Russians with any pretensions to literature read nothing but
Voltaire, and when they had read all his writings they thought
themselves as wise as their master.  To me they seemed pigmies
mimicking a giant.  I told them that they ought to read all the books
from which Voltaire had drawn his immense learning, and then,
perhaps, they might become as wise as he.  I remember the saying of a
wise man at Rome: "Beware of the man of one book."  I wonder whether
the Russians are more profound now; but that is a question I cannot
answer.  At Dresden I knew Prince Biloselski, who was on his way back
to Russia after having been ambassador at Turin.  He was the author
of an admirable world on metaphysics, and the analysis of the soul
and reason.

Count Panin was the tutor of Paul Petrovitch, heir-presumptive to the
throne.  The young prince had a severe master, and dared not even
applaud an air at the opera unless he first received permission to do
so from his mentor.

When a courier brought the news of the sudden death of Francis I.,
Emperor of Germany and of the Holy Roman Empire, the czarina being at
Czarsko-Zelo, the count minister-tutor was in the palace with his
pupil, then eleven years old.  The courier came at noon, and gave the
dispatch into the hands of the minister, who was standing in the
midst of a crowd of courtiers of whom I was one.  The prince imperial
was at his right hand.  The minister read the dispatch in a low
voice, and then said:

"This is news indeed.  The Emperor of the Romans has died suddenly."

He then turned to Paul, and said to him,--

"Full court mourning, which your highness will observe for three
months longer than the empress."

"Why so?" said Paul.

"Because, as Duke of Holstein, your highness has a right to attend
the diet of the empire, a privilege," he added, turning to us, "which
Peter the Great desired in vain."

I noted the attention with which the Grand Duke Paul listened to his
mentor, and the care with which he concealed his joy at the news.  I
was immensely pleased with this way of giving instruction.  I said as
much to Prince Lobkowitz, who was standing by me, and he refined on
my praises.  This prince was popular with everyone.  He was even
preferred to his predecessor, Prince Esterhazy; and this was saying a
great deal, for Esterhazy was adored in Russia.  The gay and affable
manner of Prince Lobkowitz made him the life and soul of all the
parties at which he was present.  He was a constant courtier of the
Countess Braun, the reigning beauty, and everyone believed his love
had been crowned with success, though no one could assert as much
positively.

There was a great review held at a distance of twelve or fourteen
versts from St. Petersburg, at which the empress and all her train of
courtiers were present.  The houses of the two or three adjoining
villages were so few and small that it would be impossible for all
the company to find a lodging.  Nevertheless I wished to be present
chiefly to please Zaira, who wanted to be seen with me on such an
occasion.  The review was to last three days; there were to be
fireworks, and a mine was to be exploded besides the evolutions of
the troops.  I went in my travelling carriage, which would serve me
for a lodging if I could get nothing better.

We arrived at the appointed place at eight o'clock in the morning;
the evolutions lasted till noon.  When they were over we went towards
a tavern and had our meal served to us in the carriage, as all the
rooms in the inn were full.

After dinner my coachman tried in vain to find me a lodging, so I
disposed myself to sleep all night in the carriage; and so I did for
the whole time of the review, and fared better than those who had
spent so much money to be ill lodged.  Melissino told me that the
empress thought my idea a very sensible one.  As I was the only
person who had a sleeping carriage, which was quite a portable house
in itself, I had numerous visitors, and Zaira was radiant to be able
to do the honours.

I had a good deal of conversation during the review with Count Tott,
brother of the nobleman who was employed at Constantinople, and known
as Baron Tott.  We had known each other at Paris, and afterwards at
the Hague, where I had the pleasure of being of service to him.  He
had come to St. Petersburg with Madame de Soltikoff, whom he had met
at Paris, and whose lover he was.  He lived with her, went to Court,
and was well received by everyone.

Two or three years after, the empress ordered him to leave St.
Petersburg on account of the troubles in Poland.  It was said that he
kept up a correspondence with his brother, who was endeavouring to
intercept the fleet under the command of Alexis Orloff.  I never
heard what became of him after he left Russia, where he obliged me
with the loan of five hundred roubles, which I have not yet been able
to return to him.

M. Maruzzi, by calling a Venetian merchant, and by birth a Greek,
having left trade to live like a gentleman, came to St. Petersburg
when I was there, and was presented at Court.  He was a fine-looking
man, and was admitted to all the great houses.  The empress treated
him with distinction because she had thoughts of making him her agent
at Venice.  He paid his court to the Countess Braun, but he had
rivals there who were not afraid of him.  He was rich enough, but did
not know how to spend his money; and avarice is a sin which meets
with no pity from the Russian ladies.

I went to Czarsko-Zelo, Peterhoff, and Cronstadt, for if you want to
say you have been in a country you should see as much as possible of
it.  I wrote notes and memorandums on several questions with the hope
of their procuring me a place in the civil service, and all my
productions were laid before the empress but with no effect.  In
Russia they do not think much of foreigners unless they have
specially summoned them; those who come of their own account rarely
make much, and I suspect the Russians are right.




CHAPTER XXI

I See the Empress--My Conversations with Her--The Valville--I Leave
Zaiya I Leave St. Petersburg and Arrive at Warsaw--The Princes Adam
Czartoryski and Sulkowski--The King of Poland--Theatrical Intrigues
--Byanicki

I thought of leaving Russia at the beginning of the autumn, but I was
told by M M. Panin and Alsuwieff that I ought not to go without
having spoken to the empress.

"I should be sorry to do so," I replied, "but as I can't find anyone
to present me to her, I must be resigned."

At last Panin told me to walk in a garden frequented by her majesty
at an early hour, and he said that meeting me, as it were by chance,
she would probably speak to me.  I told him I should like him to be
with her, and he accordingly named a day.

I repaired to the garden, and as I walked about I marvelled at the
statuary it contained, all the statues being made of the worst stone,
and executed in the worst possible taste.  The names cut beneath them
gave the whole the air of a practical joke.  A weeping statue was
Democritus; another, with grinning mouth, was labelled Heraclitus; an
old man with a long beard was Sappho; and an old woman, Avicenna; and
so on.

As I was smiling at this extraordinary collection, I saw the czarina,
preceded by Count Gregorius Orloff, and followed by two ladies,
approaching.  Count Panin was on her left hand.  I stood by the hedge
to let her pass, but as soon as she came up to me she asked,
smilingly, if I had been interested in the statues.  I replied,
following her steps, that I presumed they had been placed there to
impose on fools, or to excite the laughter of those acquainted with
history.

"From what I can make out," she replied, "the secret of the matter is
that my worthy aunt was imposed on, and indeed she did not trouble
herself much about such trifles.  But I hope you have seen other
things in Russia less ridiculous than these statues?"

I entertained the sovereign for more than an hour with my remarks on
the things of note I had seen in St. Petersburg.  The conversation
happened to turn on the King of Prussia, and I sang his praises; but
I censured his terrible habit of always interrupting the person whom
he was addressing.  Catherine smiled and asked me to tell her about
the conversation I had had with this monarch, and I did so to the
best of my ability.  She was then kind enough to say that she had
never seen me at the Courtag, which was a vocal and instrumental
concert given at the palace, and open to all.  I told her that I had
only attended once, as I was so unfortunate as not to have a taste
for music.  At this she turned to Panin, and said smilingly that she
knew someone else who had the same misfortune.  If the reader
remembers what I heard her say about music as she was leaving the
opera, he will pronounce my speech to have been a very courtier-like
one, and I confess it was; but who can resist making such speeches to
a monarch, and above all, a monarch in petticoats?

The czarina turned from me to speak to M. Bezkoi, who had just come
up, and as M. Panin left the garden I did so too, delighted with the
honour I had had.

The empress, who was a woman of moderate height and yet of a majestic
appearance, thoroughly understood the art of making herself loved.
She was not beautiful, but yet she was sure of pleasing by her
geniality and her wit, and also by that exquisite tact which made one
forget the awfulness of the sovereign in the gentleness of the woman.
A few days after, Count Partin told me that the empress had twice
asked after me, and that this was a sure sign I had pleased her.  He
advised me to look out for another opportunity of meeting her, and
said that for the future she would always tell me to approach
whenever she saw me, and that if I wanted some employment she might
possible do something for me.

Though I did not know what employ I could ask for in that
disagreeable country, I was glad to hear that I could have easy
access to the Court.  With that idea I walked in the garden every
day, and here follows my second conversation with the empress
She saw me at a distance and sent an officer to fetch me into her
presence.  As everybody was talking of the tournament, which had to
be postponed on account of the bad weather, she asked me if this kind
of entertainment could be given at Venice.  I told her some amusing
stories on the subject of shows and spectacles, and in this relation
I remarked that the Venetian climate was more pleasant than the
Russian, for at Venice fine days were the rule, while at St.
Petersburg they were the exception, though the year is younger there
than anywhere else.

"Yes," she said, "in your country it is eleven days older."

"Would it not be worthy of your majesty to put Russia on an equality
with the rest of the world in this respect, by adopting the Gregorian
calendar?  All the Protestants have done so, and England, who adopted
it fourteen years ago, has already gained several millions.  All
Europe is astonished that the old style should be suffered to exist
in a country where the sovereign is the head of the Church, and whose
capital contains an academy of science.  It is thought that Peter the
Great, who made the year begin in January, would have also abolished
the old style if he had not been afraid of offending England, which
then kept trade and commerce alive throughout your vast empire."
"You know," she replied, with a sly smile, "that Peter the Great was
not exactly a learned man."

"He was more than a man of learning, the immortal Peter was a genius
of the first order.  Instinct supplied the place of science with him;
his judgment was always in the right.  His vast genius, his firm
resolve, prevented him from making mistakes, and helped him to
destroy all those abuses which threatened to oppose his great
designs."

Her majesty seemed to have heard me with great interest, and was
about to reply when she noticed two ladies whom she summoned to her
presence.  To me she said,--

"I shall be delighted to reply to you at another time," and then
turned towards the ladies.

The time came in eight or ten days, when I was beginning to think she
had had enough of me, for she had seen me without summoning me to
speak to her.

She began by saying what I desired should be done was done already.
"All the letters sent to foreign countries and all the important
State records are marked with both dates."

"But I must point out to your majesty that by the end of the century
the difference will be of twelve days, not eleven."

"Not at all; we have seen to that.  The last year of this century
will not be counted as a leap year.  It is fortunate that the
difference is one of eleven days, for as that is the number which is
added every year to the epact our epacts are almost the same.  As to
the celebration of Easter, that is a different question.  Your
equinox is on March the 21st, ours on the 10th, and the astronomers
say we are both wrong; sometimes it is we who are wrong and sometimes
you, as the equinox varies.  You know you are not even in agreement
with the Jews, whose calculation is said to be perfectly accurate;
and, in fine, this difference in the time of celebrating Easter does
not disturb in any way public order or the progress of the
Government."

"Your majesty's words fill me with admiration, but the Festival of
Christmas----"

"I suppose you are going to say that we do not celebrate Christmas in
the winter solstice as should properly be done.  We know it, but it
seems to me a matter of no account.  I would rather bear with this
small mistake than grievously afflict vast numbers of my subjects by
depriving them of their birthdays.  If I did so, there would be no
open complaints uttered, as that is not the fashion in Russia; but
they would say in secret that I was an Atheist, and that I disputed
the infallibility of the Council of Nice.  You may think such
complaints matter for laughter, but I do not, for I have much more
agreeable motives for amusement."

The czarina was delighted to mark my surprise.  I did not doubt for a
moment that she had made a special study of the whole subject.
M. Alsuwieff told me, a few days after, that she had very possibly
read a little pamphlet on the subject, the statements of which
exactly coincided with her own.  He took care to add, however, that
it was very possible her highness was profoundly learned on the
matter, but this was merely a courtier's phrase.

What she said was spoken modestly and energetically, and her good
humour and pleasant smile remained unmoved throughout.  She exercised
a constant self-control over herself, and herein appeared the
greatness of her character, for nothing is more difficult.  Her
demeanour, so different from that of the Prussian king, shewed her to
be the greater sovereign of the two; her frank geniality always gave
her the advantage, while the short, curt manners of the king often
exposed him to being made a dupe.  In an examination of the life of
Frederick the Great, one cannot help paying a deserved tribute to his
courage, but at the same time one feels that if it had not been for
repeated turns of good fortune he must have succumbed, whereas
Catherine was little indebted to the favours of the blind deity.  She
succeeded in enterprises which, before her time, would have been
pronounced impossibilities, and it seemed her aim to make men look
upon her achievements as of small account.

I read in one of our modern journals, those monuments of editorial
self-conceit, that Catherine the Great died happily as she had lived.
Everybody knows that she died suddenly on her close stool.  By
calling such a death happy, the journalist hints that it is the death
he himself would wish for.  Everyone to his taste, and we can only
hope that the editor may obtain his wish; but who told this silly
fellow that Catherine desired such a death?  If he regards such a
wish as natural to a person of her profound genius I would ask who
told him that men of genius consider a sudden death to be a happy
one?  Is it because that is his opinion, and are we to conclude that
he is therefore person of genius?  To come to the truth we should
have to interrogate the late empress, and ask her some such question
as:

"Are you well pleased to have died suddenly?"

She would probably reply:

"What a foolish question!  Such might be the wish of one driven to
despair, or of someone suffering from a long and grievous malady.
Such was not my position, for I enjoyed the blessings of happiness
and good health; no worse fate could have happened to me.  My sudden
death prevented me from concluding several designs which I might have
brought to a successful issue if God had granted me the warning of a,
slight illness.  But it was not so; I had to set out on the long
journey at a moment's notice, without the time to make any
preparations.  Is my death any the happier from my not foreseeing it?
Do you think me such a coward as to dread the approach of what is
common to all?  I tell you that I should have accounted myself happy
if I had had a respite of but a day.  Then I should not complain of
the Divine justice."

"Does your highness accuse God of injustice, then?"

"What boots it, since I am a lost soul?  Do you expect the damned to
acknowledge the justice of the decree which has consigned them to
eternal woe?"

"No doubt it is a difficult matter, but I should have thought that a
sense of the justice of your doom would have mitigated the pains of
it."

"Perhaps so, but a damned soul must be without consolation for ever."

"In spite of that there are some philosophers who call you happy in
your death by virtue of its suddenness."

"Not philosophers, but fools, for in its suddenness was the pain and
woe."

"Well said; but may I ask your highness if you admit the possibility
of a happy eternity after an unhappy death, or of an unhappy doom
after a happy death?"

"Such suppositions are inconceivable.  The happiness of futurity lies
in the ecstasy of the soul in feeling freed from the trammels of
matter, and unhappiness is the doom of a soul which was full of
remorse at the moment it left the body.  But enough, for my
punishment forbids my farther speech."

"Tell me, at least, what is the nature of your punishment?"

"An everlasting weariness.  Farewell."

After this long and fanciful digression the reader will no doubt be
obliged by my returning to this world.

Count Panin told me that in a few days the empress would leave for
her country house, and I determined to have an interview with her,
foreseeing that it would be for the last time.

I had been in the garden for a few minutes when heavy rain began to
fall, and I was going to leave, when the empress summoned me into an
apartment on the ground floor of the palace, where she was walking up
and down with Gregorovitch and a maid of honour.

"I had forgotten to ask you," she said, graciously, "if you believe
the new calculation of the calendar to be exempt from error?"

"No, your majesty; but the error is so minute that it will not
produce any sensible effect for the space of nine or ten thousand
years."

"I thought so; and in my opinion Pope Gregory should not have
acknowledged any mistake at all.  The Pope, however, had much less
difficulty in carrying out his reform than I should have with my
subjects, who are too fond of their ancient usages and customs."
"Nevertheless, I am sure your majesty would meet with obedience."
"No doubt, but imagine the grief of my clergy in not being able to
celebrate the numerous saints' days, which would fall on the eleven
days to be suppressed.  You have only one saint for each day, but we
have a dozen at least.  I may remark also that all ancient states and
kingdoms are attached to their ancient laws.  I have heard that your
Republic of Venice begins the year in March, and that seems to me, as
it were, a monument and memorial of its antiquity--and indeed the
year begins more naturally in March than in January--but does not
this usage cause some confusion?"

"None at all, your majesty.  The letters M V, which we adjoin to all
dates in January and February, render all mistakes impossible."

"Venice is also noteworthy for its peculiar system of heraldry, by
the amusing form under which it portrays its patron saint, and by the
five Latin words with which the Evangelist is invoked, in which, as I
am told, there is a grammatical blunder which has become respectable
by its long standing.  But is it true that you do not distinguish
between the day and night hours?"

"It is, your majesty, and what is more we reckon the day from the
beginning of the night."

"Such is the force of custom, which makes us admire what other
nations think ridiculous.  You see no inconvenience in your division
of the day, which strikes me as most inconvenient."

"You would only have to look at your watch, and you would not need to
listen for the cannon shot which announces the close of day."

"Yes, but for this one advantage you have over us, we have two over
you.  We know that at twelve o'clock it is either mid-day or
midnight."

The czarina spoke to me about the fondness of the Venetians for games
of chance, and asked if the Genoa Lottery had been established there.
"I have been asked," she added, "to allow the lottery to be
established in my own dominions; but I should never permit it except
on the condition that no stake should be below a rouble, and then the
poor people would not be able to risk their money in it."

I replied to this discreet observation with a profound inclination of
the head, and thus ended my last interview with the famous empress
who reigned thirty-five years without committing a single mistake of
any importance.  The historian will always place her amongst great
sovereigns, though the moralist will always consider her, and
rightly, as one of the most notable of dissolute women.

A few days before I left I gave an entertainment to my friends at
Catherinhoff, winding up with a fine display of fireworks, a present
from my friend Melissino.  My supper for thirty was exquisite, and my
ball a brilliant one.  In spite of the tenuity of my purse I felt
obliged to give my friends this mark of my gratitude for the kindness
they had lavished on me.

I left Russia with the actress Valville, and I must here tell the
reader how I came to make her acquaintance.

I happened to go to the French play, and to find myself seated next
to an extremely pretty lady who was unknown to me.  I occasionally
addressed an observation to her referring to the play or actors, and
I was immensely delighted with her spirited answers.  Her expression
charmed me, and I took the liberty of asking her if she were a
Russian.

"No, thank God!" she replied, "I am a Parisian, and an actress by
occupation.  My name is Valville; but I don't wonder I am unknown to
you, for I have been only a month here, and have played but once."

"How is that?"

"Because I was so unfortunate as to fail to win the czarina's favour.
However, as I was engaged for a year, she has kindly ordered that my
salary of a hundred roubles shall be paid monthly.  At the end of the
year I shall get my passport and go."

"I am sure the empress thinks she is doing you a favour in paying you
for nothing."

"Very likely; but she does not remember that I am forgetting how to
act all this time."

"You ought to tell her that."

"I only wish she would give me an audience."

"That is unnecessary.  Of course, you have a lover."

"No, I haven't."

"It's incredible to me!"

"They say the incredible often happens."

"I am very glad to hear it myself."

I took her address, and sent her the following note the next day:

"Madam,--I should like to begin an intrigue with you.  You have
inspired me with feelings that will make me unhappy unless you
reciprocate them.  I beg to take the liberty of asking myself to sup
with you, but please tell me how much it will cost me.  I am obliged
to leave for Warsaw in the course of a month, and I shall be happy to
offer you a place in my travelling carriage.  I shall be able to get
you a passport.  The bearer of this has orders to wait, and I hope
your answer will be as plainly worded as my question."

In two hours I received this reply:

"Sir,--As I have the knack of putting an end to an intrigue when it
has ceased to amuse me, I have no hesitation in accepting your
proposal.  As to the sentiments with which you say I have inspired
you, I will do my best to share them, and to make you happy.  Your
supper shall be ready, and later on we will settle the price of the
dessert.  I shall be delighted to accept the place in your carriage
if you can obtain my expenses to Paris as well as my passport.  And
finally, I hope you will find my plain speaking on a match with
yours.  Good bye, till the evening."

I found my new friend in a comfortable lodging, and we accosted each
other as if we had been old acquaintances.

"I shall be delighted to travel with you," said she, "but I don't
think you will be able to get my passport."

"I have no doubt as to my success," I replied, "if you will present
to the empress the petition I shall draft for you."

"I will surely do so," said she, giving me writing materials.

I wrote out the following petition,--

"Your Majesty,--I venture to remind your highness that my enforced
idleness is making me forget my art, which I have not yet learnt
thoroughly.  Your majesty's generosity is therefore doing me an
injury, and your majesty would do me a great benefit in giving me
permission to leave St. Petersburg."

"Nothing more than that?"

"Not a word."

"You say nothing about the passport, and nothing about the journey-
money.  I am not a rich woman."

"Do you only present this petition; and, unless I am very much
mistaken, you will have, not only your journey-money, but also your
year's salary."

"Oh, that would be too much!"

"Not at all.  You do not know Catherine, but I do.  Have this copied,
and present it in person."

"I will copy it out myself, for I can write a good enough hand.
Indeed, it almost seems as if I had composed it; it is exactly my
style.  I believe you are a better actor than I am, and from this
evening I shall call myself your pupil.  Come, let us have some
supper, that you may give me my first lesson."

After a delicate supper, seasoned by pleasant and witty talk, Madame
Valville granted me all I could desire.  I went downstairs for a
moment to send away my coachman and to instruct him what he was to
say to Zaira, whom I had forewarned that I was going to Cronstadt,
and might not return till the next day.  My coachman was a Ukrainian
on whose fidelity I could rely, but I knew that it would be necessary
for me to be off with the old love before I was on with the new.

Madame Valville was like most young Frenchwomen of her class; she had
charms which she wished to turn to account, and a passable education;
her ambition was to be kept by one man, and the title of mistress was
more pleasing in her ears than that of wife.

In the intervals of four amorous combats she told me enough of her
life for me to divine what it had been.  Clerval, the actor, had been
gathering together a company of actors at Paris, and making her
acquaintance by chance and finding her to be intelligent, he assured
her that she was a born actress, though she had never suspected it.
The idea had dazzled her, and she had signed the agreement.  She
started from Paris with six other actors and actresses, of whom she
was the only one that had never played.

"I thought," she said, "it was like what is done at Paris, where a
girl goes into the chorus or the ballet without having learnt to sing
or dance.  What else could I think, after an actor like Clerval had
assured me I had a talent for acting and had offered me a good
engagement?  All he required of me was that I should learn by heart
and repeat certain passages which I rehearsed in his presence.  He
said I made a capital soubrette, and he certainly could not have been
trying to deceive me, but the fact is he was deceived himself.  A
fortnight after my arrival I made my first appearance, and my
reception was not a flattering one."

"Perhaps you were nervous?"

"Nervous? not in the least.  Clerval said that if I could have put on
the appearance of nervousness the empress, who is kindness itself,
would certainly have encouraged me."

I left her the next morning after I had seen her copy out the
petition.  She wrote a very good hand.

"I shall present it to-day," said she.

I wished her good luck, and arranged to sup with her again on the day
I meant to part with Zaira.

All French girls who sacrifice to Venus are in the same style as the
Valville; they are entirely without passion or love, but they are
pleasant and caressing.  They have only one object; and that is their
own profit.  They make and unmake an intrigue with a smiling face and
without the slightest difficulty.  It is their system, and if it be
not absolutely the best it is certainly the most convenient.

When I got home I found Zaira submissive but sad, which annoyed me
more than anger would have done, for I loved her.  However, it was
time to bring the matter to an end, and to make up my mind to endure
the pain of parting.

Rinaldi, the architect, a man of seventy, but still vigorous and
sensual, was in love with her, and he had hinted to me several times
that he would be only too happy to take her over and to pay double
the sum I had given for her.  My answer had been that I could only
give her to a man she liked, and that I meant to make her a present
of the hundred roubles I had given for her.  Rinaldi did not like
this answer, as he had not very strong hopes of the girl taking a
fancy to him; however, he did not despair.

He happened to call on me on the very morning on which I had
determined to give her up, and as he spoke Russian perfectly he gave
Zaira to understand how much he loved her.  Her answer was that he
must apply to me, as my will was law to her, but that she neither
liked nor disliked anyone else.  The old man could not obtain any
more positive reply and left us with but feeble hopes, but commending
himself to my good offices.

When he had gone, I asked Zaira whether she would not like me to
leave her to the worthy man, who would treat her as his own daughter.

She was just going to reply when I was handed a note from Madame
Valville, asking me to call on her, as she had a piece of news to
give me.  I ordered the carriage immediately, telling Zaira that I
should not be long.

"Very good," she replied, "I will give you a plain answer when you
come back."

I found Madame Valville in a high state of delight.

"Long live the petition!" she exclaimed, as soon as she saw me.
"I waited for the empress to come out of her private chapel.  I
respectfully presented my petition, which she read as she walked
along, and then told me with a kindly smile to wait a moment.  I
waited, and her majesty returned me the petition initialled in her
own hand, and bade me take it to M. Ghelagin.  This gentleman gave me
an excellent reception, and told me that the sovereign hand ordered
him to give me my passport, my salary for a year, and a hundred
ducats for the journey.  The money will be forwarded in a fortnight,
as my name will have to be sent to the Gazette."

Madame Valville was very grateful, and we fixed the day of our
departure.  Three or four days later I sent in my name to the
Gazette.

I had promised Zaira to come back, so telling my new love that I
would come and live with her as soon as I had placed the young
Russian in good hands, I went home, feeling rather curious to hear
Zaira's determination.

After Zaira had supped with me in perfect good humour, she asked if
M. Rinaldi would pay me back the money I had given far her.  I said
he would, and she went on,--

"It seems to me that I am worth more than I was, for I have all your
presents, and I know Italian."

"You are right, dear, but I don't want it to be said that I have made
a profit on you; besides, I intend to make you a present of the
hundred roubles."

"As you are going to make me such a handsome present, why not send me
back to my father's house?  That would be still more generous.  If M.
Rinaldi really loves me, he can come and talk it over with my father.
You have no objection to his paying me whatever sum I like to
mention."

"Not at all.  On the contrary, I shall be very glad to serve your
family, and all the more as Rinaldi is a rich man."

"Very good; you will be always dear to me in my memory.  You shall
take me to my home to-morrow; and now let us go to bed."

Thus it was that I parted with this charming girl, who made me live
soberly all the time I was at St. Petersburg.  Zinowieff told me that
if I had liked to deposit a small sum as security I could have taken
her with me; but I had thought the matter over, and it seemed to me
that as Zaira grew more beautiful and charming I should end by
becoming a perfect slave to her.  Possibly, however, I should not
have looked into matters so closely if I had not been in love with
Madame Valville.

Zaira spent the next morning in gathering together her belongings,
now laughing and now weeping, and every time that she left her
packing to give me a kiss I could not resist weeping myself.  When I
restored her to her father, the whole family fell on their knees
around me.  Alas for poor human nature! thus it is degraded by the
iron heel of oppression.  Zaira looked oddly in the humble cottage,
where one large mattress served for the entire family.

Rinaldi took everything in good part.  He told me that since the
daughter would make no objection he had no fear of the father doing
so.  He went to the house the next day, but he did not get the girl
till I had left St. Petersburg.  He kept her for the remainder of his
days, and behaved very handsomely to her.

After this melancholy separation Madame Valville became my sole
mistress, and we left the Russian capital in the course of a few
weeks.  I took an Armenian merchant into my service; he had lent me a
hundred ducats, and cooked very well in the Eastern style.  I had a
letter from the Polish resident to Prince Augustus Sulkowski, and
another from the English ambassador for Prince Adam Czartoryski.

The day after we left St. Petersburg we stopped at Koporie to dine;
we had taken with us some choice viands and excellent wines.  Two
days later we met the famous chapel-master, Galuppi or Buranelli, who
was on his way to St. Petersburg with two friends and an artiste.  He
did not know me, and was astonished to find a Venetian dinner
awaiting him at the inn, as also to hear a greeting in his mother
tongue.  As soon as I had pronounced my name he embraced me with
exclamations of surprise and joy.

The roads were heavy with rain, so we were a week in getting to Riga,
and when we arrived I was sorry to hear that Prince Charles was not
there.  From Riga, we were four days before getting to Konigsberg,
where Madame Valville, who was expected at Berlin, had to leave me.
I left her my Armenian, to whom she gladly paid the hundred ducats I
owed him.  I saw her again two years later, and shall speak of the
meeting in due time.

We separated like good friends, without any sadness.  We spent the
night at Klein Roop, near Riga, and she offered to give me her
diamonds, her jewels, and all that she possessed.  We were staying
with the Countess Lowenwald, to whom I had a letter from the Princess
Dolgorouki.  This lady had in her house, in the capacity of
governess, the pretty English woman whom I had known as Campioni's
wife.  She told me that her husband was at Warsaw, and that he was
living with Villiers.  She gave me a letter for him, and I promised
to make him send her some money, and I kept my word.  Little Betty
was as charming as ever, but her mother seemed quite jealous of her
and treated her ill.

When I reached Konigsberg I sold my travelling carriage and took a
place in a coach for Warsaw.  We were four in all, and my companions
only spoke German and Polish, so that I had a dreadfully tedious
journey.  At Warsaw I went to live with Villiers, where I hoped to
meet Campioni.

It was not long before I saw him, and found him well in health and in
comfortable quarters.  He kept a dancing school, and had a good many
pupils.  He was delighted to have news of Fanny and his children.  He
sent them some money, but had no thoughts of having them at Warsaw,
as Fanny wished.  He assured me she was not his wife.

He told me that Tomatis, the manager of the comic opera, had made a
fortune, and had in his company a Milanese dancer named Catai, who
enchanted all the town by her charms rather than her talent.  Games
of chance were permitted, but he warned me that Warsaw was full of
card-sharpers.  A Veronese named Giropoldi, who lived with an officer
from Lorrain called Bachelier, held a bank at faro at her house,
where a dancer, who had been the mistress of the famous Afflisio at
Vienna, brought customers.

Major Sadir, whom I have mentioned before, kept another gaming-house,
in company with his mistress, who came from Saxony.  The Baron de St.
Heleine was also in Warsaw, but his principal occupation was to
contract debts which he did not mean to pay.  He also lived in
Villier's house with his pretty and virtuous young wife, who would
have nothing to say to us.  Campioni told me of some other
adventurers, whose names I was very glad to know that I might the
better avoid them.

The day after my arrival I hired a man and a carriage, the latter
being an absolute necessity at Warsaw, where in my time, at all
events, it was impossible to go on foot.  I reached the capital of
Poland at the end of October, 1765.

My first call was on Prince Adam Czartoryski, Lieutenant of Podolia,
for whom I had an introduction.  I found him before a table covered
with papers, surrounded by forty or fifty persons, in an immense
library which he had made into his bedroom.  He was married to a very
pretty woman, but had not yet had a child by her because she was too
thin for his taste.

He read the long letter I gave him, and said in elegant French that
he had a very high opinion of the writer of the letter; but that as
he was very busy just then he hoped I would come to supper with him
if I had nothing better to do.

I drove off to Prince Sulkouski, who had just been appointed
ambassador to the Court of Louis XV.  The prince was the elder of
four brothers and a man of great understanding, but a theorist in the
style of the Abbe St. Pierre.  He read the letter, and said he wanted
to have a long talk with me; but that being obliged to go out he
would be obliged if I would come and dine with him at four o'clock.
I accepted the invitation.

I then went to a merchant named Schempinski, who was to pay me fifty
ducats a month on Papanelopulo's order.  My man told me that there
was a public rehearsal of a new opera at the theatre, and I
accordingly spent three hours there, knowing none and unknown to all.
All the actresses were pretty, but especially the Catai, who did not
know the first elements of dancing.  She was greatly applauded, above
all by Prince Repnin, the Russian ambassador, who seemed a person of
the greatest consequence.

Prince Sulkouski kept me at table for four mortal hours, talking on
every subject except those with which I happened to be acquainted.
His strong points were politics and commerce, and as he found my mind
a mere void on these subjects, he shone all the more, and took quite
a fancy to me, as I believe, because he found me such a capital
listener.

About nine o'clock, having nothing better to do (a favourite phrase
with the Polish noblemen), I went to Prince Adam, who after
pronouncing my name introduced me to the company.  There were present
Monseigneur Krasinski, the Prince-Bishop of Warmia, the Chief
Prothonotary Rzewuski, whom I had known at St. Petersburg, the
Palatin Oginski, General Roniker, and two others whose barbarous
names I have forgotten.  The last person to whom he introduced me was
his wife, with whom I was very pleased.  A few moments after a fine-
looking gentleman came into the room, and everybody stood up.  Prince
Adam pronounced my name, and turning to me said, coolly,--

"That's the king."

This method of introducing a stranger to a sovereign prince was
assuredly not an overwhelming one, but it was nevertheless a
surprise; and I found that an excess of simplicity may be as
confusing as the other extreme.  At first I thought the prince might
be making a fool of me; but I quickly put aside the idea, and stepped
forward and was about to kneel, but his majesty gave me his hand to
kiss with exquisite grace, and as he was about to address me, Prince
Adam shewed him the letter of the English ambassador, who was well
known to the king.  The king read it, still standing, and began to
ask me questions about the Czarina and the Court, appearing to take
great interest in my replies.

When supper was announced the king continued to talk, and led me into
the supper-room, and made me sit down at his right hand.  Everybody
ate heartily except the king, who appeared to have no appetite, and
myself, who had no right to have any appetite, even if I had not
dined well with Prince Sulkouski, for I saw the whole table hushed to
listen to my replies to the king's questions.

After supper the king began to comment very graciously on my answers.
His majesty spoke simply but with great elegance.  As he was leaving
he told me he should always be delighted to see me at his Court, and
Prince Adam said that if I liked to be introduced to his father, I
had only to call at eleven o'clock the next morning.

The King of Poland was of a medium height, but well made.  His face
was not a handsome one, but it was kindly and intelligent.  He was
rather short-sighted, and his features in repose bore a somewhat
melancholy expression; but in speaking, the whole face seemed to
light up.  All he said was seasoned by a pleasant wit.

I was well enough pleased with this interview, and returned to my
inn, where I found Campioni seated amongst several guests of either
sex, and after staying with them for half an hour I went to bed.

At eleven o'clock the next day I was presented to the great Russian
Paladin.  He was in his dressing-gown, surrounded by his gentlemen in
the national costume.  He was standing up and conversing with his
followers in a kindly but grave manner.  As soon as his son Adam
mentioned my name, he unbent and gave me a most kindly yet dignified
welcome.  His manners were not awful, nor did they inspire one with
familiarity, and I thought him likely to be a good judge of
character.  When I told him that I had only gone to Russia to amuse
myself and see good company, he immediately concluded that my aims in
coming to Poland were of the same kind; and he told me that he could
introduce me to a large circle.  He added that he should be glad to
see me to dinner and supper whenever I had no other engagements.

He went behind a screen to complete his toilette, and soon appeared
in the uniform of his regiment, with a fair peruke in the style of
the late King Augustus II.  He made a collective bow to everyone, and
went to see his wife, who was recovering from a disease which would
have proved fatal if it had not been for the skill of Reimann, a
pupil of the great Boerhaave.  The lady came of the now extinct
family of Enoff, whose immense wealth she brought to her husband.
When he married her he abandoned the Maltese Order, of which he had
been a knight.  He won his bride by a duel with pistols on horseback.
The lady had promised that her hand should be the conqueror's
guerdon, and the prince was so fortunate as to kill his rival.  Of
this marriage there issued Prince Adam and a daughter, now a widow,
and known under the name of Lubomirska, but formerly under that of
Strasnikowa, that being the title of the office her husband held in
the royal army.

It was this prince palatine and his brother, the High Chancellor of
Lithuania, who first brought about the Polish troubles.  The two
brothers were discontented with their position at the Court where
Count Bruhl was supreme, and put themselves at the head of the plot
for dethroning the king, and for placing on the throne, under Russian
protection, their young nephew, who had originally gone to St.
Petersburg as an attache at the embassy, and afterwards succeeded in
winning the favour of Catherine, then Grand Duchess, but soon to
become empress.

This young man was Stanislas Poniatowski, son of Constance
Czartoryski and the celebrated Poniatowski, the friend of Charles
III.  As luck would have it, a revolution was unnecessary to place
him on the throne, for the king died in 1763, and gave place to
Prince Poniatowski, who was chosen king on the 6th of September,
1776, under the title of Stanislas Augustus I.  He had reigned two
years at the time of my visit; and I found Warsaw in a state of
gaiety, for a diet was to be held and everyone wished to know how it
was that Catherine had given the Poles a native king.

At dinner-time I went to the paladin's and found three tables, at
each of which there were places for thirty, and this was the usual
number entertained by the prince.  The luxury of the Court paled
before that of the paladin's house.  Prince Adam said to me,

"Chevalier, your place will always be at my father's table."

This was a great honour, and I felt it.  The prince introduced me to
his handsome sister, and to several palatins and starosts.  I did not
fail to call on all these great personages, so in the course of a
fortnight I found myself a welcome guest in all the best houses.

My purse was too lean to allow of my playing or consoling myself with
a theatrical beauty, so I fell back on the library of Monseigneur
Zalewski, the Bishop of Kiowia, for whom I had taken a great liking.
I spent almost all my mornings with him, and it was from this prelate
that I learnt all the intrigues and complots by which the ancient
Polish constitution, of which the bishop was a great admirer, had
been overturned.  Unhappily, his firmness was of no avail, and a few
months after I left Warsaw the Russian tyrants arrested him and he
was exiled to Siberia.

I lived calmly and peaceably, and still look back upon those days
with pleasure.  I spent my afternoons with the paladin playing
tressette an Italian game of which he was very fond, and which I
played well enough for the paladin to like to have me as a partner.

In spite of my sobriety and economy I found myself in debt three
months after my arrival, and I did not know where to turn for help.
The fifty ducats per month, which were sent me from Venice, were
insufficient, for the money I had to spend on my carriage, my
lodging, my servant, and my dress brought me down to the lowest ebb,
and I did not care to appeal to anyone.  But fortune had a surprise
in store for me, and hitherto she had never left me.

Madame Schmit, whom the king for good reasons of his own had
accommodated with apartments in the palace, asked me one evening to
sup with her, telling me that the king would be of the party.  I
accepted the invitation, and I was delighted to find the delightful
Bishop Kraswiski, the Abbe Guigiotti, and two or three other amateurs
of Italian literature.  The king, whose knowledge of literature was
extensive, began to tell anecdotes of classical writers, quoting
manuscript authorities which reduced me to silence, and which were
possibly invented by him.  Everyone talked except myself, and as I
had had no dinner I ate like an ogre, only replying by monosyllables
when politeness obliged me to say something.  The conversation turned
on Horace, and everyone gave his opinion on the great materialist's
philosophy, and the Abbe Guigiotti obliged me to speak by saying that
unless I agreed with him I should not keep silence.

"If you take my silence for consent to your extravagant eulogium of
Horace," I said, "you are mistaken; for in my opinion the 'nec cum
venari volet poemata panges', of which you think so much, is to my
mind a satire devoid of delicacy."

"Satire and delicacy are hard to combine."

"Not for Horace, who succeeded in pleasing the great Augustus, and
rendering him immortal as the protector of learned men.  Indeed other
sovereigns seem to vie with him by taking his name and even by
disguising it."

The king (who had taken the name of Augustus himself) looked grave
and said,--

"What sovereigns have adopted a disguised form of the name Augustus?"

"The first king of Sweden, who called himself Gustavus, which is only
an anagram of Augustus."

"That is a very amusing idea, and worth more than all the tales we
have told.  Where did you find that?"

"In a manuscript at Wolfenbuttel."

The king laughed loudly, though he himself had been citing
manuscripts.  But he returned to the charge and said,--

"Can you cite any passage of Horace (not in manuscript) where he
shews his talent for delicacy and satire?"

"Sir, I could quote several passages, but here is one which seems to
me very good: 'Coyam rege', says the poet, 'sua de paupertate
tacentes, plus quan pocentes ferent."

"True indeed," said the king, with a smile.

Madame Schmit, who did not know Latin, and inherited curiosity from
her mother, and eventually from Eve, asked the bishop what it meant,
and he thus translated it:

"They that speak not of their necessities in the presence of a king,
gain more than they that are ever asking."

The lady remarked that she saw nothing satirical in this.

After this it was my turn to be silent again; but the king began to
talk about Ariosto, and expressed a desire to read it with me.  I
replied with an inclination of the head, and Horace's words: 'Tempora
quoeram'.

Next morning, as I was coming out from mass, the generous and
unfortunate Stanislas Augustus gave me his hand to kiss, and at the
same time slid a roll of money into my hand, saying,--

"Thank no one but Horace, and don't tell anyone about it."

The roll contained two hundred ducats, and I immediately paid off my
debts.  Since then I went almost every morning to the king's closet,
where he was always glad to see his courtiers, but there was no more
said about reading Ariosto.  He knew Italian, but not enough to speak
it, and still less to appreciate the beauties of the great poet.
When I think of this worthy prince, and of the great qualities he
possessed as a man, I cannot understand how he came to commit so many
errors as a king.  Perhaps the least of them all was that he allowed
himself to survive his country.  As he could not find a friend to
kill him, I think he should have killed himself.  But indeed he had
no need to ask a friend to do him this service; he should have
imitated the great Kosciuszko, and entered into life eternal by the
sword of a Russian.

The carnival was a brilliant one.  All Europe seemed to have
assembled at Warsaw to see the happy being whom fortune had so
unexpectedly raised to a throne, but after seeing him all were agreed
that, in his case at all events, the deity had been neither blind nor
foolish.  Perhaps, however, he liked shewing himself rather too much.
I have detected him in some distress on his being informed that there
was such a thing as a stranger in Warsaw who had not seen him.  No
one had any need of an introduction, for his Court was, as all Courts
should be, open to everyone, and when he noticed a strange face he
was the first to speak.

Here I must set down an event which took place towards the end of
January.  It was, in fact, a dream; and, as I think I have confessed
before, superstition had always some hold on me.

I dreamt I was at a banquet, and one of the guests threw a bottle at
my face, that the blood poured forth, that I ran my sword through my
enemy's body, and jumped into a carriage, and rode away.

Prince Charles of Courland came to Warsaw, and asked me to dine with
him at Prince Poninski's, the same that became so notorious, and was
afterwards proscribed and shamefully dishonoured.  His was a
hospitable house, and he was surrounded by his agreeable family.  I
had never called on him, as he was not a 'persona grata' to the king
or his relations.

In the course of the dinner a bottle of champagne burst, and a piece
of broken glass struck me just below the eye.  It cut a vein, and the
blood gushed over my face, over my clothes, and even over the cloth.
Everybody rose, my wound was bound up, the cloth was changed, and the
dinner went on merrily.  I was surprised at the likeness between my
dream and this incident, while I congratulated myself on the happy
difference between them.  However, it all came true after a few
months.

Madame Binetti, whom I had last seen in London, arrived at Warsaw
with her husband and Pic the dancer.  She had a letter of
introduction to the king's brother, who was a general in the Austrian
service, and then resided at Warsaw.  I heard that the day they came,
when I was at supper at the palatin's.  The king was present, and
said he should like to keep them in Warsaw for a week and see them
dance, if a thousand ducats could do it.

I went to see Madame Binetti and to give her the good news the next
morning.  She was very much surprised to meet me in Warsaw, and still
more so at the news I gave her.  She called Pic who seemed undecided,
but as we were talking it over, Prince Poniatowski came in to
acquaint them with his majesty's wishes, and the offer was accepted.
In three days Pic arranged a ballet; the costumes, the scenery, the
music, the dancers--all were ready, and Tomatis put it on handsomely
to please his generous master.  The couple gave such satisfaction
that they were engaged for a year.  The Catai was furious, as Madame
Binetti threw her completely into the shade, and, worse still, drew
away her lovers.  Tomatis, who was under the Catai's influence, made
things so unpleasant for Madame Binetti that the two dancers became
deadly enemies.

In ten or twelve days Madame Binetti was settled it a well-furnished
house; her plate was simple but good, her cellar full of excellent
wine, her cook an artist and her adorers numerous, amongst them being
Moszciuski and Branicki, the king's friends.

The pit was divided into two parties, for the Catai was resolved to
make a stand against the new comer, though her talents were not to be
compared to Madame Binetti's.  She danced in the first ballet, and
her rival in the second.  Those who applauded the first greeted that
second in dead silence, and vice versa.  I had great obligations
towards Madame Binetti, but my duty also drew me towards the Catai,
who numbered in her party all the Czartoryskis and their following,
Prince Lubomirski, and other powerful nobles.  It was plain that I
could not desert to Madame Binetti without earning the contempt of
the other party.

Madame Binetti reproached me bitterly, and I laid the case plainly
before her.  She agreed that I could not do otherwise, but begged me
to stay away from the theatre in future, telling me that she had got
a rod in pickle for Tomatis which would make him repent of his
impertinence.  She called me her oldest friend; and indeed I was very
fond of her, and cared nothing for the Catai despite her prettiness.

Xavier Branicki, the royal Postoli, Knight of the White Eagle,
Colonel of Uhlans, the king's friend, was the chief adorer of Madame
Binetti.  The lady probably confided her displeasure to him, and
begged him to take vengeance on the manager, who had committed so
many offences against her.  Count Branicki in his turn probably
promised to avenge her quarrel, and, if no opportunity of doing so
arose, to create an opportunity.  At least, this is the way in which
affairs of this kind are usually managed, and I can find no better
explanation for what happened.  Nevertheless, the way in which the
Pole took vengeance was very original and extraordinary.

On the 20th of February Branicki went to the opera, and, contrary to
his custom, went to the Catai's dressing-room, and began to pay his
court to the actress, Tomatis being present.  Both he and the actress
concluded that Branicki had had a quarrel with her rival, and though
she did not much care to place him in the number of her adorers, she
yet gave him a good reception, for she knew it would be dangerous to
despise his suit openly.

When the Catai had completed her toilet, the gallant postoli offered.
her his arm to take her to her carriage, which was at the door.
Tomatis followed, and I too was there, awaiting my carriage.  Madame
Catai came down, the carriage-door was opened, she stepped in, and
Branicki got in after her, telling the astonished Tomatis to follow
them in the other carriage.  Tomatis replied that he meant to ride in
his own carriage, and begged the colonel to get out.  Branicki paid
no attention, and told the coachman to drive on.  Tornatis forbade
him to stir, and the man, of course, obeyed his master.  The gallant
postcili was therefore obliged to get down, but he bade his hussar
give Tomatis a box on the ear, and this order was so promptly and
vigorously obeyed that the unfortunate man was on the ground before
he had time to recollect that he had a sword.  He got up eventually
and drove off, but he could eat no supper, no doubt because he had a
blow to digest.  I was to have supped with him, but after this scene
I had really not the face to go.  I went home in a melancholy and
reflective mood, wondering whether the whole had been concerted; but
I concluded that this was impossible, as neither Branicki nor Binetti
could have foreseen the impoliteness and cowardice of Tomatis.

In the next chapter the reader will see how tragically the matter
ended.




CHAPTER XXII

My Duel with Branicki--My Journey to Leopol and Return to Warsaw
--I Receive the Order to Leave--My Departure with the Unknown One

On reflection I concluded that Branicki had not done an ungentlemanly
thing in getting into Tomatis's carriage; he had merely behaved with
impetuosity, as if he were the Catai's lover.  It also appeared to me
that, considering the affront he had received from the jealous
Italian, the box on the ear was a very moderate form of vengeance.
A blow is bad, of course, but not so bad as death; and Branicki might
very well have run his sword through the manager's body.  Certainly,
if Branicki had killed him he would have been stigmatised as an
assassin, for though Tomatis had a sword the Polish officer's
servants would never have allowed him to draw it, nevertheless I
could not help thinking that Tomatis should have tried to take the
servant's life, even at the risk of his own.  He wanted no more
courage for that than in ordering the king's favourite to come out of
the carriage.  He might have foreseen that the Polish noble would be
stung to the quick, and would surely attempt to take speedy
vengeance.

The next day the encounter was the subject of all conversations.
Tomatis remained indoors for a week, calling for vengeance in vain.
The king told him he could do nothing for him, as Branicki maintained
he had only given insult for insult.  I saw Tomatis, who told me in
confidence that he could easily take vengeance, but that it would
cost him too dear.  He had spent forty thousand ducats on the two
ballets, and if he had avenged himself he would have lost it nearly
all, as he would be obliged to leave the kingdom.  The only
consolation he had was that his great friends were kinder to him than
ever, and the king himself honoured him with peculiar attention.
Madame Binetti was triumphant.  When I saw her she condoled with me
ironically on the mishap that had befallen my friend.  She wearied
me; but I could not guess that Branicki had only acted at her
instigation, and still less that she had a grudge against me.
Indeed, if I had known it, I should only have laughed at her, for I
had nothing to dread from her bravo's dagger.  I had never seen him
nor spoken to him; he could have no opportunity for attacking me.  He
was never with the king in the morning and never went to the
palatin's to supper, being an unpopular character with the Polish
nobility.  This Branicki was said to have been originally a Cossack,
Branecki by name.  He became the king's favorite and assumed the name
of Branicki, pretending to be of the same family as the illustrious
marshal of that name who was still alive; but he, far from
recognizing the pretender, ordered his shield to be broken up and
buried with him as the last of the race.  However that may be,
Branicki was the tool of the Russian party, the determined enemy of
those who withstood Catherine's design of Russianising the ancient
Polish constitution.  The king liked him out of habit, and because he
had peculiar obligations to him.

The life I lived was really exemplary.  I indulged neither in love
affairs nor gaming.  I worked for the king, hoping to become his
secretary.  I paid my court to the princess-palatine, who liked my
company, and I played tressette with the palatin himself.

On the 4th of March, St. Casimir's Eve, there was a banquet at Court
to which I had the honour to be invited.  Casimir was the name of the
king's eldest brother, who held the office of grand chamberlain.
After dinner the king asked me if I intended going to the theatre,
where a Polish play was to be given for the first time.  Everybody
was interested in this novelty, but it was a matter of indifference
to me as I did not understand the language, and I told the king as
much.

"Never mind," said he, "come in my box."

This was too flattering an invitation to be refused, so I obeyed the
royal command and stood behind the king's chair.  After the second
act a ballet was given, and the dancing of Madame Caracci, a
Piedmontese, so pleased his majesty that he went to the unusual pains
of clapping her.

I only knew the dancer by sight, for I had never spoken to her.  She
had some talents.  Her principal admirer was Count Poninski, who was
always reproaching me when I dined with him for visiting the other
dancers to the exclusion of Madame Caracci.  I thought of his
reproach at the time, and determined to pay her a visit after the
ballet to congratulate her on her performance and the king's
applause.  On my way I passed by Madame Binetti's dressing-room, and
seeing the door open I stayed a moment.  Count Branicki came up, and
I left with a bow and passed on to Madame Caracci's dressing-room.
She was astonished to see me, and began with kindly reproaches for my
neglect; to which I replied with compliments, and then giving her a
kiss I promised to come and see her.

Just as I embraced her who should enter but Branicki, whom I had left
a moment before with Madame Binetti.  He had clearly followed me in
the hopes of picking a quarrel.  He was accompanied by Bininski, his
lieutenant-colonel.  As soon as he appeared, politeness made me stand
up and turn to go, but he stopped me.

"It seems to me I have come at a bad time; it looks as if you loved
this lady."

"Certainly, my lord; does not your excellency consider her as worthy
of love?"

"Quite so; but as it happens I love her too, and I am not the man to
bear any rivals."

"As I know that, I shall love her no more."

"Then you give her up?"

"With all my heart; for everyone must yield to such a noble as you
are."

"Very good; but I call a man that yields a coward."

"Isn't that rather a strong expression?"

As I uttered these words I looked proudly at him and touched the hilt
of my sword.  Three or four officers were present and witnessed what
passed.

I had hardly gone four paces from the dressing-room when I heard
myself called "Venetian coward."  In spite of my rage I restrained
myself, and turned back saying, coolly and firmly, that perhaps a
Venetian coward might kill a brave Pole outside the theatre; and
without awaiting a reply I left the building by the chief staircase.

I waited vainly outside the theatre for a quarter of an hour with my
sword in my hand, for I was not afraid of losing forty thousand
ducats like Tomatis.  At last, half perishing with cold, I called my
carriage and drove to the palatin's, where the king was to sup.

The cold and loneliness began to cool my brain, and I congratulated
myself on my self-restraint in not drawing my sword in the actress's
dressing-room; and I felt glad that Branicki had not followed me down
the stairs, for his friend Bininski had a sabre, and I should probably
have been assassinated.

Although the Poles are polite enough, there is still a good deal of
the old leaven in them.  They are still Dacians and Samaritans at
dinner, in war, and in friendship, as they call it, but which is
often a burden hardly to be borne.  They can never understand that a
man may be sufficient company for himself, and that it is not right
to descend on him in a troop and ask him to give them dinner.

I made up my mind that Madame Binetti had excited Branicki to follow
me, and possibly to treat me as he had treated Tomatis.  I had not
received a blow certainly, but I had been called a coward.  I had no
choice but to demand satisfaction, but I also determined to be
studiously moderate throughout.  In this frame of mind I got down at
the palatin's, resolved to tell the whole story to the king, leaving
to his majesty the task of compelling his favourite to give me
satisfaction.

As soon as the palatin saw me, he reproached me in a friendly manner
for keeping him waiting, and we sat down to tressette.  I was his
partner, and committed several blunders.  When it came to losing a
second game he said,--

"Where is your head to-night?"

"My lord, it is four leagues away."

"A respectable man ought to have his head in the game, and not at a
distance of four leagues."

With these words the prince threw down his cards and began to walk up
and down the room.  I was rather startled, but I got up and stood by
the fire, waiting for the king.  But after I had waited thus for half
an hour a chamberlain came from the palace, and announced that his
majesty could not do himself the honour of supping with my lord that
night.

This was a blow for me, but I concealed my disappointment.  Supper
was served, and I sat down as usual at the left hand of the palatin,
who was annoyed with me, and chewed it.  We were eighteen at table,
and for once I had no appetite.  About the middle of the supper
Prince Gaspard Lubomirski came in, and chanced to sit down opposite
me.  As soon as he saw me he condoled with me in a loud voice for
what had happened.

"I am sorry for you," said he, "but Branicki was drunk, and you
really shouldn't count what he said as an insult."

"What has happened?" became at once the general question.  I held my
tongue, and when they asked Lubomirski he replied that as I kept
silence it was his duty to do the same.

Thereupon the palatin, speaking in his friendliest manner, said to
me,--

"What has taken place between you and Branicki?"

"I will tell you the whole story, my lord, in private after supper."

The conversation became indifferent, and after the meal was over the
palatin took up his stand by the small door by which he was
accustomed to leave the room, and there I told him the whole story.
He sighed, condoled with me, and added,--

"You had good reasons for being absent-minded at cards."

"May I presume to ask your excellency's advice?"

"I never give advice in these affairs, in which you must do every-
thing or nothing."

The palatin shook me by the hand, and I went home and slept for six
hours.  As soon as I awoke I sat up in bed, and my first thought was
everything or nothing.  I soon rejected the latter alternative, and I
saw that I must demand a duel to the death.  If Branicki refused to
fight I should be compelled to kill him, even if I were to lose my
head for it.

Such was my determination; to write to him proposing a duel at four
leagues from Warsaw, this being the limit of the starostia, in which
duelling was forbidden on pain of death.  I Wrote as follows, for I
have kept the rough draft of the letter to this day:

"WARSAW,

"March 5th, 1766.  5 A.M.

"My Lord,--Yesterday evening your excellency insulted me with a light
heart, without my having given you any cause or reason for doing so.
This seems to indicate that you hate me, and would gladly efface me
from the land of the living.  I both can and will oblige you in this
matter.  Be kind enough, therefore, to drive me in your carriage to a
place where my death will not subject your lordship to the vengeance
of the law, in case you obtain the victory, and where I shall enjoy
the same advantage if God give me grace to kill your lordship.  I
should not make this proposal unless I believe your lordship to be of
a noble disposition.

"I have the honour to be, etc."

I sent this letter an hour before day-break to Branicki's lodging in
the palace.  My messenger had orders to give the letter into the
count's own hands, to wait for him to rise, and also for an answer.

In half an hour I received the following answer:

"Sir,--I accept your proposal, and shall be glad if you will have the
kindness to inform me when I shall have the honour of seeing you.

"I remain, sir, etc."

I answered this immediately, informing him I would call on him the
next day, at six o'clock in the morning.

Shortly after, I received a second letter, in which he said that I
might choose the arms and place, but that our differences must be
settled in the course of the day.

I sent him the measure of my sword, which was thirty-two inches long,
telling him he might choose any place beyond the ban.  In reply, I
had the following:

"Sir,--You will greatly oblige me by coming now.  I have sent my
carriage.

"I have the honour to be, etc."

I replied that I had business all the day, and that as I had made up
my mind not to call upon him, except for the purpose of fighting, I
begged him not to be offended if I took the liberty of sending back
his carriage.

An hour later Branicki called in person, leaving his suite at the
door.  He came into the room, requested some gentlemen who were
talking with me to leave us alone, locked the door after them, and
then sat down on my bed.  I did not understand what all this meant so
I took up my pistols.

"Don't be afraid," said he, "I am not come to assassinate you, but
merely to say that I accept your proposal, on condition only that the
duel shall take place to-day.  If not, never!"

"It is out of the question.  I have letters to write, and some
business to do for the king."

"That will do afterwards.  In all probability you will not fall, and
if you do I am sure the king will forgive you.  Besides, a dead man
need fear no reproaches."

"I want to make my will."

"Come, come, you needn't be afraid of dying; it will be time enough
for you to make your will in fifty years."

"But why should your excellency not wait till tomorrow?"

"I don't want to be caught."

"You have nothing of the kind to fear from me."

"I daresay, but unless we make haste the king will have us both
arrested."

"How can he, unless you have told him about our quarrel?"

"Ah, you don't understand!  Well, I am quite willing to give you
satisfaction, but it must be to-day or never."

"Very good.  This duel is too dear to my heart for me to leave you
any pretext for avoiding it.  Call for me after dinner, for I shall
want all my strength."

"Certainly.  For my part I like a good supper after, better than a
good dinner before."

"Everyone to his taste."

"True.  By the way, why did you send me the length of your sword?  I
intend to fight with pistols, for I never use swords with unknown
persons."

"What do you mean?  I beg of you to refrain from insulting me in my
own house.  I do not intend to fight with pistols, and you cannot
compel me to do so, for I have your letter giving me the choice of
weapons."

"Strictly speaking, no doubt you are in the right; but I am sure you
are too polite not to give way, when I assure you that you will lay
me under a great obligation by doing so.  Very often the first shot
is a miss, and if that is the case with both of us, I promise to
fight with swords as long as you like.  Will you oblige me in the
matter?"

"Yes, for I like your way of asking, though, in my opinion, a pistol
duel is a barbarous affair.  I accept, but on the following
conditions: You must bring two pistols, charge them in my presence,
and give me the choice.  If the first shot is a miss, we will fight
with swords till the first blood or to the death, whichever you
prefer.  Call for me at three o'clock, and choose some place where we
shall be secure from the law."

"Very good.  You are a good fellow, allow me to embrace you.  Give me
your word of honour not to say a word about it to anyone, for if you
did we should be arrested immediately."

"You need not be afraid of my talking; the project is too dear to
me."

"Good.  Farewell till three o'clock."

As soon as the brave braggart had left me, I placed the papers I was
doing for the king apart, and went to Campioni, in whom I had great
confidence.

"Take this packet to the king," I said, "if I happen to be killed.
You may guess, perhaps, what is going to happen, but do not say a
word to anyone, or you will have me for your bitterest enemy, as it
would mean loss of honour to me."

"I understand.  You may reckon on my discretion, and I hope the
affair may be ended honourably and prosperously for you.  But take a
piece of friendly advice--don't spare your opponent, were it the king
himself, for it might cost you your life.  I know that by experience."

"I will not forget.  Farewell."

We kissed each other, and I ordered an excellent dinner, for I had no
mind to be sent to Pluto fasting.  Campioni came in to dinner at one
o'clock, and at dessert I had a visit from two young counts, with
their tutor, Bertrand, a kindly Swiss.  They were witnesses to my
cheerfulness and the excellent appetite with which I ate.  At half-
past two I dismissed my company, and stood at the window to be ready
to go down directly Branicki's carriage appeared.  He drove up in a
travelling carriage and six; two grooms, leading saddle-horses, went
in front, followed by his two aide-de-camps and two hussars.  Behind
his carriage stood four servants.  I hastened to descend, and found
my enemy was accompanied by a lieutenant-general and an armed
footman.  The door was opened, the general gave me his place, and I
ordered my servants not to follow me but to await my orders at the
house.

"You might want them," said Branicki; "they had better come along."

"If I had as many as you, I would certainly agree to your
proposition; but as it is I shall do still better without any at all.
If need be, your excellency will see that I am tended by your own
servants."

He gave me his hand, and assured me they should wait on me before
himself.

I sat down, and we went off.

It would have been absurd if I had asked where we were going, so I
held my tongue, for at such moments a man should take heed to his
words.  Branicki was silent, and I thought the best thing I could do
would be to engage him in a trivial conversation.

"Does your excellency intend spending the spring at Warsaw?"

"I had thought of doing so, but you may possibly send me to pass the
spring somewhere else."

"Oh, I hope not!"

"Have you seen any military service?"

"Yes; but may I ask why your excellency asks me the question, for--"

"I had no particular reason; it was only for the sake of saying
something."

We had driven about half an hour when the carriage stopped at the
door of a large garden.  We got down and, following the postoli,
reached a green arbour which, by the way, was not at all green on
that 5th of March.  In it was a stone table on which the footman
placed two pistols, a foot and half long, with a powder flask and
scales.  He weighed the powder, loaded them equally, and laid them
down crosswise on the table.

This done, Branicki said boldly,

"Choose your weapon, sir."

At this the general called out,

"Is this a duel, sir?"

"Yes."

"You cannot fight here; you are within the ban."

"No matter."

"It does matter; and I, at all events, refuse to be a witness.  I am
on guard at the castle, and you have taken me by surprise."

"Be quiet; I will answer for everything.  I owe this gentleman
satisfaction, and I mean to give it him here."

"M. Casanova," said the general, "you cannot fight here."

"Then why have I been brought here?  I shall defend myself wherever I
am attacked."

"Lay the whole matter before the king, and you shall have my voice in
your favour."

"I am quite willing to do so, general, if his excellency will say
that he regrets what passed between us last night."

Branicki looked fiercely at me, and said wrathfully that he had come
to fight and not to parley.

"General," said I, "you can bear witness that I have done all in my
power to avoid this duel."

The general went away with his head between his hands, and throwing
off my cloak I took the first pistol that came to my hand.  Branicki
took the other, and said that he would guarantee upon his honour that
my weapon was a good one.

"I am going to try its goodness on your head," I answered.

He turned pale at this, threw his sword to one of his servants, and
bared his throat, and I was obliged, to my sorrow, to follow his
example, for my sword was the only weapon I had, with the exception
of the pistol.  I bared my chest also, and stepped back five or six
paces, and he did the same.

As soon as we had taken up our positions I took off my hat with my
left hand, and begged him to fire first.

Instead of doing so immediately he lost two or three seconds in
sighting, aiming, and covering his head by raising the weapon before
it.  I was not in a position to let him kill me at his ease, so I
suddenly aimed and fired on him just as he fired on me.  That I did
so is evident, as all the witnesses were unanimous in saying that
they only heard one report.  I felt I was wounded in my left hand,
and so put it into my pocket, and I ran towards my enemy who had
fallen.  All of a sudden, as I knelt beside him, three bare swords
were flourished over my head, and three noble assassins prepared to
cut me down beside their master.  Fortunately, Branicki had not lost
consciousness or the power of speaking, and he cried out in a voice
of thunder,--

"Scoundrels! have some respect for a man of honour."

This seemed to petrify them.  I put my right hand under the pistoli's
armpit, while the general helped him on the other side, and thus we
took him to the inn, which happened to be near at hand.

Branicki stooped as he walked, and gazed at me curiously, apparently
wondering where all the blood on my clothes came from.

When we got to the inn, Branicki laid himself down in an arm-chair.
We unbuttoned his clothes and lifted up his shirt, and he could see
himself that he was dangerously wounded.  My ball had entered his
body by the seventh rib on the right hand, and had gone out by the
second false rib on the left.  The two wounds were ten inches apart,
and the case was of an alarming nature, as the intestines must have
been pierced.  Branicki spoke to me in a weak voice,--

"You have killed me, so make haste away, as you are in danger of the
gibbet.  The duel was fought in the ban, and I am a high court
officer, and a Knight of the White Eagle.  So lose no time, and if
you have not enough money take my purse."

I picked up the purse which had fallen out, and put it back in his
pocket, thanking him, and saying it would be useless to me, for if I
were guilty I was content to lose my head.  "I hope," I added, "that
your wound will not be mortal, and I am deeply grieved at your
obliging me to fight."

With these words I kissed him on his brow and left the inn, seeing
neither horses nor carriage, nor servant.  They had all gone off for
doctor, surgeon, priest, and the friends and relatives of the wounded
man.

I was alone and without any weapon, in the midst of a snow-covered
country, my hand was wounded, and I had not the slightest idea which
was the way to Warsaw.

I took the road which seemed most likely, and after I had gone some
distance I met a peasant with an empty sleigh.

"Warszawa?" I cried, shewing him a ducat.

He understood me, and lifted a coarse mat, with which he covered me
when I got into the sleigh, and then set off at a gallop.

All at once Biniski, Branicki's bosom-friend, came galloping
furiously along the road with his bare sword in his hand.  He was
evidently running after me.  Happily he did not glance at the
wretched sleigh in which I was, or else he would undoubtedly have
murdered me.  I got at last to Warsaw, and went to the house of
Prince Adam Czartoryski to beg him to shelter me, but there was
nobody there.  Without delay I determined to seek refuge in the
Convent of the Recollets, which was handy.

I rang at the door of the monastery, and the porter seeing me covered
with blood hastened to shut the door, guessing the object of my
visit.  But I did not give him the time to do so, but honouring him
with a hearty kick forced my way in.  His cries attracted a troop of
frightened monks.  I demanded sanctuary, and threatened them with
vengeance if they refused to grant it.  One of their number spoke to
me, and I was taken to a little den which looked more like a dungeon
than anything else.  I offered no resistance, feeling sure that they
would change their tune before very long.  I asked them to send for
my servants, and when they came I sent for a doctor and Campioni.
Before the surgeon could come the Palatin of Polduchia was announced.
I had never had the honour of speaking to him, but after hearing the
history of my duel he was so kind as to give me all the particulars
of a duel he had fought in his youthful days.  Soon after came the
Palatin of Kalisch, Prince Jablenowski.  Prince Sanguska, and the
Palatin of Wilna, who all joined in a chorus of abuse of the monks
who had lodged me so scurvily.  The poor religious excused themselves
by saying that I had ill-treated their porter, which made my noble
friends laugh; but I did not laugh, for my wound was very painful.
However I was immediately moved into two of their best guest-rooms.

The ball had pierced my hand by the metacarpus under the index
finger, and had broken the first phalanges.  Its force had been
arrested by a metal button on my waistcoat, and it had only inflicted
a slight wound on my stomach close to the navel.  However, there it
was and it had to be extracted, for it pained me extremely.  An
empiric named Gendron, the first surgeon my servants had found, made
an opening on the opposite side of my hand which doubled the wound.
While he was performing this painful operation I told the story of
the duel to the company, concealing the anguish I was enduring.  What
a power vanity exercises on the moral and physical forces!  If I had
been alone I should probably have fainted.

As soon as the empiric Gendron was gone, the palatin's surgeon came
in and took charge of the case, calling Gendron a low fellow.  At the
same time Prince Lubomirski, the husband of the palatin's daughter,
arrived, and gave us all a surprise by recounting the strange
occurrences which had happened after the duel.  Bininski came to
where Branicki was lying, and seeing his wound rode off furiously on
horseback, swearing to strike me dead wherever he found me.  He
fancied I would be with Tomatis, and went to his house.  He found
Tomatis with his mistress, Prince Lubomirski, and Count Moszczinski,
but no Casanova was visible.  He asked where I was, and on Tomatis
replying that he did not know he discharged a pistol at his head.  At
this dastardly action Count Moszczincki seized him and tried to throw
him out of the window, but the madman got loose with three cuts of
his sabre, one of which slashed the count on the face and knocked out
three of his teeth.

"After this exploit," Prince Lubomirski continued, "he seized me by
the throat and held a pistol to my head, threatening to blow out my
brains if I did not take him in safety to the court where his horse
was, so that he might get away from the house without any attack
being made on him by Tomatis's servants; and I did so immediately.
Moszczinski is in the doctor's hands, and will be laid up for some
time.

"As soon as it was reported that Branicki was killed, his Uhlans
began to ride about the town swearing to avenge their colonel, and to
slaughter you.  It is very fortunate that you took refuge here.

"The chief marshal has had the monastery surrounded by two hundred
dragoons, ostensibly to prevent your escape, but in reality to defend
you from Branicki's soldiers.

"The doctors say that the postoli is in great danger if the ball has
wounded the intestines, but if not they answer for his recovery.  His
fate will be known tomorrow.  He now lies at the lord chamberlain's,
not daring to have himself carried to his apartments at the palace.
The king has been to see him, and the general who was present told
his majesty that the only thing that saved your life was your threat
to aim at Branicki's head.  This frightened him, and to keep your
ball from his head he stood in such an awkward position that he
missed your vital parts.  Otherwise he would undoubtedly have shot
you through the heart, for he can split a bullet into two halves by
firing against the blade of a knife.  It was also a lucky thing for
you that you escaped Bininski, who never thought of looking for you
in the wretched sleigh."

"My lord, the most fortunate thing for me is that I did not kill my
man outright.  Otherwise I should have been cut to pieces just as I
went to his help by three of his servants, who stood over me with
drawn swords.  However, the postoli ordered them to leave me alone.

"I am sorry for what has happened to your highness and Count
Moszczinski; and if Tomatis was not killed by the madman it is only
because the pistol was only charged with powder."

"That's what I think, for no one heard the bullet; but it was a mere
chance."

"Quite so."

Just then an officer of the palatin's came to me with a note from his
master, which ran as follows:

"Read what the king says to me, and sleep well."

The king's note was thus conceived:

"Branicki, my dear uncle, is dangerous wounded.  My surgeons are
doing all they can for him, but I have not forgotten Casanova.  You
may assure him that he is pardoned, even if Branicki should die."

I kissed the letter gratefully, and shewed it to my visitors, who
lauded this generous man truly worthy of being a king.

After this pleasant news I felt in need of rest, and my lords left
me.  As soon as they were gone, Campioni, who had come in before and
had stood in the background, came up to me and gave me back the
packet of papers, and with tears of joy congratulated me on the happy
issue of the duel.

Next day I had shoals of visitors, and many of the chiefs of the
party opposed to Branicki sent me purses full of gold.  The persons
who brought the money on behalf of such a lord or lady, said that
being a foreigner I might be in need of money, and that was their
excuse for the liberty they had taken.  I thanked and refused them
all, and sent back at least four thousand ducats, and was very proud
of having done so.  Campioni thought it was absurd, and he was right,
for I repented afterwards of what I had done.  The only present I
accepted was a dinner for four persons, which Prince Adam Czartoryski
sent me in every day, though the doctor would not let me enjoy it, he
being a great believer in diet.

The wound in my stomach was progressing favourably, but on the fourth
day the surgeons said my hand was becoming gangrened, and they agreed
that the only remedy was amputation.  I saw this announced in the
Court Gazette the next morning, but as I had other views on the
matter I laughed heartily at the paragraph.  The sheet was printed at
night, after the king had placed his initials to the copy.  In the
morning several persons came to condole with me, but I received their
sympathy with great irreverence.  I merely laughed at Count Clary,
who said I would surely submit to the operation; and just as he
uttered the words the three surgeons came in together.

"Well, gentlemen," said I, "you have mustered in great strength; why
is this?"

My ordinary surgeon replied that he wished to have the opinion of the
other two before proceeding to amputation, and they would require to
look at the wound.

The dressing was lifted and gangrene was declared to be undoubtedly
present, and execution was ordered that evening.  The butchers gave
me the news with radiant faces, and assured me I need not be afraid
as the operation would certainly prove efficacious.

"Gentlemen," I replied, "you seem to have a great many solid
scientific reasons for cutting off my hand; but one thing you have
not got, and that is my consent.  My hand is my own, and I am going
to keep it."

"Sir, it is certainly gangrened; by to-morrow the arm will begin to
mortify, and then you will have to lose your arm."

"Very good; if that prove so you shall cut off my arm, but I happen
to know something of gangrene, and there is none about me."

"You cannot know as much about it as we do."

"Possibly; but as far as I can make out, you know nothing at all."

"That's rather a strong expression."

"I don't care whether it be strong or weak; you can go now."

In a couple of hours everyone whom the surgeons had told of my
obstinacy came pestering me.  Even the prince-palatin wrote to me
that the king was extremely surprised at my lack of courage.  This
stung me to the quick, and I wrote the king a long letter, half in
earnest and half in jest, in which I laughed at the ignorance of the
surgeons, and at the simplicity of those who took whatever they said
for gospel truth.  I added that as an arm without a hand would be
quite as useless as no arm at all, I meant to wait till it was
necessary to cut off the arm.

My letter was read at Court, and people wondered how a man with
gangrene could write a long letter of four pages.  Lubomirski told me
kindly that I was mistaken in laughing at my friends, for the three
best surgeons in Warsaw could not be mistaken in such a simple case.

"My lord, they are not deceived themselves, but they want to deceive
me."

"Why should they?"

"To make themselves agreeable to Branicki, who is in a dangerous
state, and might possibly get better if he heard that my hand had
been taken off."

"Really that seems an incredible idea to me!"

"What will your highness say on the day when I am proved to be
right?"

"I shall say you are deserving of the highest praise, but the day
must first come."

"We shall see this evening, and I give you my word that if any
gangrene has attacked the arm, I will have it cut off to-morrow
morning."

Four surgeons came to see me.  My arm was pronounced to be highly
aedematous, and of a livid colour up to the elbow; but when the lint
was taken off the wound I could see for myself that it was
progressing admirably.  However, I concealed my delight.  Prince
Augustus Sulkowski and the Abbe Gouvel were present; the latter being
attached to the palatin's court.  The judgment of the surgeons was
that the arm was gangrened, and must be amputated by the next morning
at latest.

I was tired of arguing with these rascals, so I told them to bring
their instruments, and that I would submit to the operation.  At this
they went way in high glee, to tell the news at the Court, to
Branicki, to the palatin, and so forth.  I merely gave my servants
orders to send them away when they came.

I can dwell no more on this matter, though it is interesting enough
to me.  However, the reader will no doubt be obliged to me by my
simply saying that a French surgeon in Prince Sulkowski's household
took charge of the case in defiance of professional etiquette, and
cured me perfectly, so I have my hand and my arm to this day.

On Easter Day I went to mass with my arm in a sling.  My cure had
only lasted three weeks, but I was not able to put the hand to any
active employment for eighteen months afterwards.  Everyone was
obliged to congratulate me on having held out against the amputation,
and the general consent declared the surgeons grossly ignorant, while
I was satisfied with thinking them very great knaves.

I must here set down an incident which happened three days after the
duel.

I was told that a Jesuit father from the bishop of the diocese wanted
to speak to me in private, and I had him shewn in, and asked him what
he wanted.

"I have come from my lord-bishop," said he, "to absolve you from the
ecclesiastical censure, which you have incurred by duelling."

"I am always delighted to receive absolution, father, but only after
I have confessed my guilt.  In the present case I have nothing to
confess; I was attacked, and I defended myself.  Pray thank my lord
for his kindness.  If you like to absolve me without confession, I
shall be much obliged."

"If you do not confess, I cannot give you absolution, but you can do
this: ask me to absolve you, supposing you have fought a duel."

"Certainly; I shall be glad if you will absolve me, supposing I have
fought a duel."

The delightful Jesuit gave me absolution in similar terms.  He was
like his brethren--never at a loss when a loophole of any kind is
required.

Three days before I left the monastery, that is on Holy Thursday, the
marshal withdrew my guard.  After I had been to mass on Easter Day, I
went to Court, and as I kissed the king's hand, he asked me (as had
been arranged) why I wore my arm in a sling.  I said I had been
suffering from a rheum, and he replied, with a meaning smile,--

"Take care not to catch another."

After my visit to the king, I called on Branicki, who had made daily
enquiries afer my health, and had sent me back my sword, He was
condemned to stay in bed for six weeks longer at least, for the wad
of my pistol had got into the wound, and in extracting it the opening
had to be enlarged, which retarded his recovery.  The king had just
appointed him chief huntsman, not so exalted an office as
chamberlain, but a more lucrative one.  It was said he had got the
place because he was such a good shot; but if that were the reason I
had a better claim to it, for I had proved the better shot--for one
day at all events.

I entered an enormous ante-room in which stood officers, footmen,
pages, and lacqueys, all gazing at me with the greatest astonishment.
I asked if my lord was to be seen, and begged the door-keeper to send
in my name.  He did not answer, but sighed, and went into his
master's room.  Directly after, he came out and begged me, with a
profound bow, to step in.

Branicki, who was dressed in a magnificent gown and supported by
pillows and cushions, greeted me by taking off his nightcap.  He was
as pale as death.

"I have come here, my lord," I began, "to offer you my service, and
to assure you how I regret that I did not pass over a few trifling
words of yours."

"You have no reason to reproach yourself, M. Casanova."

"Your excellency is very kind.  I am also come to say that by
fighting with me you have done me an honour which completely swallows
up all offence, and I trust that you will give me your protection for
the future."

"I confess I insulted you, but you will allow that I have paid for
it.  As to my friends, I openly say that they are my enemies unless
they treat you with respect.  Bininski has been cashiered, and his
nobility taken from him; he is well served.  As to my protection you
have no need of it, the king esteems you highly, like myself, and all
men of honour.  Sit down; we will be friends.  A cup of chocolate for
this gentleman.  You seem to have got over your wound completely."

"Quite so, my lord, except as to the use of my fingers, and that will
take some time."

"You were quite right to withstand those rascally surgeons, and you
had good reason for your opinion that the fools thought to please me
by rendering you one-handed.  They judged my heart by their own.  I
congratulate you on the preservation of your hand, but I have not
been able to make out how my ball could have wounded you in the hand
after striking your stomach."

Just then the chocolate was brought, and the chamberlain came in and
looked at me with a smile.  In five minutes the room was full of
lords and ladies who had heard I was with Branicki, and wanted to
know how we were getting on.  I could see that they did not expect to
find us on such good terms, and were agreeably surprised.  Branicki
asked the question which had been interrupted by the chocolate and
the visitors over again.

"Your excellency will allow me to assume the position I was in as I
received your fire."

"Pray do so."

I rose and placed myself in the position, and he said he understood
how it was.

A lady said,--

"You should have put your hand behind your body."

"Excuse me, madam, but I thought it better to put my body behind my
hand."

This sally made Branicki laugh, but his sister said to me,--

"You wanted to kill my brother, for you aimed at his head."

"God forbid, madam!  my interest lay in keeping him alive to defend
me from his friends."

"But you said you were going to fire at his head."

"That's a mere figure of speech, just as one says, 'I'll blow your
brains out.' The skilled duellist, however, always aims at the middle
of the body; the head does not offer a large enough surface."

"Yes," said Branicki, "your tactics were superior to mine, and I am
obliged to you for the lesson you gave me."

"Your excellency gave me a lesson in heroism of far greater value."

"You must have had a great deal of practice with the pistol,"
continued his sister.

"Not at all, madam, I regard the weapon with detestation.  This
unlucky shot was my first; but I have always known a straight line,
and my hand has always been steady."

"That's all one wants," said Branicki.  "I have those advantages
myself, and I am only too well pleased that I did not aim so well as
usual."

"Your ball broke my first phalanges.  Here it is you see, flattened
by my bone.  Allow me to return it to you."

"I am sorry to say I can't return yours, which I suppose remains on
the field of battle."

"You seem to be getting better, thank God!"

"The wound is healing painfully.  If I had imitated you I should no
longer be in the land of the living; I am told you made an excellent
dinner?"

"Yes, my lord, I was afraid I might never have another chance of
dining again."

"If I had dined, your ball would have pierced my intestines; but
being empty it yielded to the bullet, and let it pass by harmlessly."

I heard afterwards that on the day of the duel Branicki had gone to
confession and mass, and had communicated.  The priest could not
refuse him absolution, if he said that honour obliged him to fight;
for this was in accordance with the ancient laws of chivalry.  As for
me I only addressed these words to God:

"Lord, if my enemy kill me, I shall be damned; deign, therefore, to
preserve me from death.  Amen."

After a long and pleasant conversation I took leave of the hero to
visit the high constable, Count Bielinski, brother of Countess
Salmor.  He was a very old man, but the sovereign administrator of
justice in Poland.  I had never spoken to him, but he had defended me
from Branicki's Uhlans, and had made out my pardon, so I felt bound
to go and thank him.

I sent in my name, and the worthy old man greeted me with:

"What can I do for you?"

"I have come to kiss the hand of the kindly man that signed my
pardon, and to promise your excellency to be more discreet in
future."

"I advise you to be more discreet indeed.  As for your pardon, thank
the king; for if he had not requested me especially to grant it you,
I should have had you beheaded."

"In spite of the extenuating circumstances, my lord?"

"What circumstances?  Did you or did you not fight a duel."

"That is not a proper way of putting it; I was obliged to defend
myself.  You might have charged me with fighting a duel if Branicki
had taken me outside the ban, as I requested, but as it was he took
me where he willed and made me fight.  Under these circumstances I am
sure your excellency would have spared my head."

"I really can't say.  The king requested that you should be pardoned,
and that shews he believes you to be deserving of pardon; I
congratulate you on his good will.  I shall be pleased if you will
dine with me tomorrow."

"My lord, I am delighted to accept your invitation."

The illustrious old constable was a man of great intelligence.  He
had been a bosom-friend of the celebrated Poniatowski, the king's
father.  We had a good deal of conversation together at dinner the
next day.

"What a comfort it would have been to your excellency's friend," said
I, "if he could have lived to see his son crowned King of Poland."

"He would never have consented."

The vehemence with which he pronounced these words gave me a deep
insight into his feelings.  He was of the Saxon party.  The same day,
that is on Easter Day, I dined at the palatin's.

"Political reasons," said he, "prevented me from visiting you at the
monastery; but you must not think I had forgotten you, for you were
constantly in my thoughts.  I am going to lodge you here, for my wife
is very fond of your society; but the rooms will not be ready for
another six weeks."

"I shall take the opportunity, my lord, of paying a visit to the
Palatin of Kiowia, who has honoured me with an invitation to come and
see him."

"Who gave you the invitation?"

"Count Bruhl, who is at Dresden; his wife is daughter of the
palatin."

"This journey is an excellent idea, for this duel of yours has made
you innumerable enemies, and I only hope you will have to fight no
more duels.  I give you fair warning; be on your guard, and never go
on foot, especially at night."

I spent a fortnight in going out to dinner and supper every day.  I
had become the fashion, and wherever I went I had to tell the duel
story over again.  I was rather tired of it myself, but the wish to
please and my own self-love were too strong to be resisted.  The king
was nearly always present, but feigned not to hear me.  However, he
once asked me if I had been insulted by a patrician in Venice,
whether I should have called him out immediately.

"No, sire, for his patrician pride would have prevented his
complying, and I should have had my pains for my trouble."

"Then what would you have done?"

"Sire, I should have contained myself, though if a noble Venetian
were to insult me in a foreign country he would have to give me
satisfaction."

I called on Prince Moszczinski, and Madame Binetti happened to be
there; the moment she saw me she made her escape.

"What has she against me?" I asked the count.

"She is afraid of you, because she was the cause of the duel, and now
Branicki who was her lover will have nothing more to say to her.  She
hoped he would serve you as he served Tomatis, and instead of that
you almost killed her bravo.  She lays the fault on him for having
accepted your challenge, but he has resolved to have done with her."

This Count Moszczinski was both good-hearted and quick-witted, and
so, generous that he ruined himself by making presents.  His wounds
were beginning to heal, but though I was the indirect cause of his
mishap, far from bearing malice against me he had become my friend.

The person whom I should have expected to be most grateful to me for
the duel was Tomatis, but on the contrary he hated the sight of me
and hardly concealed his feelings.  I was the living reproach of his
cowardice; my wounded hand seemed to shew him that he had loved his
money more than his honour.  I am sure he would have preferred
Branicki to have killed me, for then he would have become an object
of general execration, and Tomatis would have been received with less
contempt in the great houses he still frequented.

I resolved to pay a visit to the discontented party who had only
recognized the new king on compulsion, and some of whom had not
recognized him at all; so I set out with my true friend Campioni and
one servant.

Prince Charles of Courland had started for Venice, where I had given
him letters for my illustrious friends who would make his visit a
pleasant one.  The English ambassador who had given me an
introduction to Prince Adam had just arrived at Warsaw.  I dined with
him at the prince's house, and the king signified his wish to be of
the party.  I heard a good deal of conversation about Madame de
Geoffrin, an old sweetheart of the king's whom he had just summoned
to Warsaw.  The Polish monarch, of whom I cannot speak in too
favourable terms, was yet weak enough to listen to the slanderous
reports against me, and refused to make my fortune.  I had the
pleasure of convincing him that he was mistaken, but I will speak of
this later on.

I arrived at Leopol the sixth day after I had left Warsaw, having
stopped a couple of days at Prince Zamoiski's; he had forty thousand
ducats a-year, but also the falling sickness.

"I would give all my goods," said he, "to be cured."

I pitied his young wife.  She was very fond of him, and yet had to
deny him, for his disease always came on him in moments of amorous
excitement.  She had the bitter task of constantly refusing him, and
even of running away if he pressed her hard.  This great nobleman,
who died soon after, lodged me in a splendid room utterly devoid of
furniture.  This is the Polish custom; one is supposed to bring one's
furniture with one.

At Leopol I put up, at an hotel, but I soon had to move from thence
to take up my abode with the famous Kaminska, the deadly foe of
Branicki, the king, and all that party.  She was very rich, but she
has since been ruined by conspiracies.  She entertained me
sumptuously for a week, but the visit was agreeable to neither side,
as she could only speak Polish and German.  From Leopol I proceeded
to a small town, the name of which I forget (the Polish names are
very crabbed) to take an introduction from Prince Lubomirski to
Joseph Rzewuski, a little old man who wore a long beard as a sign of
mourning for the innovations that were being introduced into his
country.  He was rich, learned, superstitiously religious, and polite
exceedingly.  I stayed with him for three days.  He was the commander
of a stronghold containing a garrison of five hundred men.

On the first day, as I was in his room with some other officers,
about eleven o'clock in the morning, another officer came in,
whispered to Rzewuski, and then came up to me and whispered in my
ear, "Venice and St. Mark."

"St. Mark," I answered aloud, "is the patron saint and protector of
Venice," and everybody began to laugh.

It dawned upon me that "Venice and St. Mark" was the watchword, and I
began to apologize profusely, and the word was changed.

The old commander spoke to me with great politeness.  He never went
to Court, but he had resolved on going to the Diet to oppose the
Russian party with all his might.  The poor man, a Pole of the true
old leaven, was one of the four whom Repnin arrested and sent to
Siberia.

After taking leave of this brave patriot, I went to Christianpol,
where lived the famous palatin Potocki, who had been one of the
lovers of the empress Anna Ivanovna.  He had founded the town in
which he lived and called it after his own name.  This nobleman,
still a fine man, kept a splendid court.  He honoured Count Bruhl by
keeping me at his house for a fortnight, and sending me out every day
with his doctor, the famous Styrneus, the sworn foe of Van Swieten, a
still more famous physician.  Although Styrneus was undoubtedly a
learned man, I thought him somewhat extravagant and empirical.  His
system was that of Asclepiades, considered as exploded since the time
of the great Boerhaave; nevertheless, he effected wonderful cures.

In the evenings I was always with the palatin and his court.  Play
was not heavy, and I always won, which was fortunate and indeed
necessary for me.  After an extremely agreeable visit to the palatin
I returned to Leopol, where I amused myself for a week with a pretty
girl who afterwards so captivated Count Potocki, starost of Sniatin,
that he married her.  This is purity of blood with a vengeance in
your noble families!

Leaving Leopol I went to Palavia, a splendid palace on the Vistula,
eighteen leagues distant from Warsaw.  It belonged to the prince
palatin, who had built it himself.

Howsoever magnificent an abode may be, a lonely man will weary of it
unless he has the solace of books or of some great idea.  I had
neither, and boredom soon made itself felt.

A pretty peasant girl came into my room, and finding her to my taste
I tried to make her understand me without the use of speech, but she
resisted and shouted so loudly that the door-keeper came up, and
asked me, coolly,--

"If you like the girl, why don't you go the proper way to work?"

"What way is that?"

"Speak to her father, who is at hand, and arrange the matter
amicably."

"I don't know Polish.  Will you carry the thing through?"

"Certainly.  I suppose you will give fifty florins?"

"You are laughing at me.  I will give a hundred willingly, provided
she is a maid and is as submissive as a lamb."

No doubt the arrangement was made without difficulty, for our hymen
took place the same evening, but no sooner was the operation
completed than the poor lamb fled away in hot haste, which made me
suspect that her father had used rather forcible persuasion with her.
I would not have allowed this had I been aware of it.

The next morning several girls were offered to me, but the faces of
all of them were covered.

"Where is the girl?" said I.  "I want to see her face."

"Never mind about the face, if the rest is all right."

"The face is the essential part for me," I replied, "and the rest I
look upon as an accessory."

He did not understand this.  However, they were uncovered, but none
of their faces excited my desires.

As a rule, the Polish women are ugly; a beauty is a miracle, and a
pretty woman a rare exception.  At the end of a week of feasting and
weariness, I returned to Warsaw.

In this manner I saw Podolia and Volkynia, which were rebaptized a
few years later by the names of Galicia and Lodomeria, for they are
now part of the Austrian Empire.  It is said, however, that they are
more prosperous than they ever were before.

At Warsaw I found Madame Geoffrin the object of universal admiration;
and everybody was remarking with what simplicity she was dressed.  As
for myself, I was received not coldly, but positively rudely.  People
said to my face,--

"We did not expect to see you here again.  Why did you come back?"

"To pay my debts."

This behaviour astonished and disgusted me.  The prince-palatin even
seemed quite changed towards me.  I was still invited to dinner, but
no one spoke to me.  However, Prince Adam's sister asked me very
kindly to come and sup with her, and I accepted the invitation with
delight.  I found myself seated opposite the king, who did not speak
one word to me the whole time.  He had never behaved to me thus
before.

The next day I dined with the Countess Oginski, and in the course of
dinner the countess asked where the king had supper the night before;
nobody seemed to know, and I did not answer.  Just as we were rising,
General Roniker came in, and the question was repeated.

"At Princess Strasnikowa's," said the general, "and M. Casanova was
there."

"Then why did you not answer my question?" said the countess to me.

"Because I am very sorry to have been there.  His majesty neither
spoke to me nor looked at me.  I see I am in disgrace, but for the
life of me I know not why."

On leaving the house I went to call on Prince Augustus Sulkowski, who
welcomed me as of old, but told me that I had made a mistake in
returning to Warsaw as public opinion was against me.

"What have I done?"

"Nothing; but the Poles are always inconstant and changeable.
'Sarmatarum virtus veluti extra ipsos'.  This inconstancy will cost
us dear sooner or later.  Your fortune was made, but you missed the
turn of the tide, and I advise you to go."

"I will certainly do so, but it seems to me rather hard."

When I got home my servant gave me a letter which some unknown person
had left at my door.  I opened it and found it to be anonymous, but I
could see it came from a well-wisher.  The writer said that the
slanderers had got the ears of the king, and that I was no longer a
persona grata at Court, as he had been assured that the Parisians had
burnt me in effigy for my absconding with the lottery money, and that
I had been a strolling player in Italy and little better than a
vagabond.

Such calumnies are easy to utter but hard to refute in a foreign
country.  At all Courts hatred, born of envy, is ever at work.  I
might have despised the slanders and left the country, but I had
contracted debts and had not sufficient money to pay them and my
expenses to Portugal, where I thought I might do something.

I no longer saw any company, with the exception of Campioni, who
seemed more distressed than myself.  I wrote to Venice and everywhere
else, where there was a chance of my getting funds; but one day the
general, who had been present at the duel, called on me, and told me
(though he seemed ashamed of his task) that the king requested me to
leave the ban in the course of a week.

Such a piece of insolence made my blood boil, and I informed the
general that he might tell the king that I did not feel inclined to
obey such an unjust order, and that if I left I would let all the
world know that I had been compelled to do so by brute force.

"I cannot take such a message as that," said the general, kindly.
"I shall simply tell the king that I have executed his orders, and no
more; but of course you must follow your own judgment."

In the excess of my indignation I wrote to the king that I could not
obey his orders and keep my honour.  I said in my letter,--

"My creditors, sire, will forgive me for leaving Poland without
paying my debts, when they learn that I have only done so because
your majesty gave me no choice."

I was thinking how I could ensure this letter reaching the king, when
who should arrive but Count Moszczinski.  I told him what had
happened, and asked if he could suggest any means of delivering tire
letter.  "Give it to me," said he; "I will place it in the king's
hands."

As soon as he had gone I went out to take the air, and called on
Prince Sulkowski, who was not at all astonished at my news.  As if to
sweeten the bitter pill I had to swallow, he told me how the Empress
of Austria had ordered him to leave Vienna in twenty-four hours,
merely because he had complimented the Archduchess Christina on
behalf of Prince Louis of Wurtemberg.

The next day Count Moszczinski brought me a present of a thousand
ducats from the king, who said that my leaving Warsaw would probably
be the means of preserving my life, as in that city I was exposed to
danger which I could not expect to escape eventually.

This referred to five or six challenges I had received, and to which
I had not even taken the trouble to reply.  My enemies might possibly
assassinate me, and the king did not care to be constantly anxious on
my account.  Count Moszczinski added that the order to leave carried
no dishonour with it, considering by whom it had been delivered, and
the delay it gave me to make my preparations.

The consequence of all this was that I not only gave my word to go,
but that I begged the count to thank his majesty for his kindness,
and the interest he had been pleased to take in me.

When I gave in, the generous Moszczinski embraced me, begged me to
write to him, and accept a present of a travelling carriage as a
token of his friendship.  He informed me that Madame Binetti's
husband had gone off with his wife's maid, taking with him her
diamonds, jewels, linen, and even her silver plate, leaving her to
the tender mercies of the dancer, Pic.  Her admirers had clubbed
together to make up to her for what her husband had stolen.  I also
heard that the king's sister had arrived at Warsaw from Bialistock,
and it was hoped that her husband would follow her.  This husband was
the real Count Branicki, and the Branicki, or rather Branecki, or
Bragnecki, who had fought with me, was no relation to him whatever.

The following day I paid my debts, which amounted to about two
hundred ducats, and I made preparations for starting for Breslau, the
day after, with Count Clary, each of us having his own carriage.
Clary was one of those men to whom lying has become a sort of second
nature; whenever such an one opens his mouth, you may safely say to
him, "You have lied, or you are going to lie."  If they could feel
their own degradation, they would be much to be pitied, for by their
own fault at last no one will believe them even when by chance they
speak the truth.  This Count Clary, who was not one of the Clarys of
Teplitz, could neither go to his own country nor to Vienna, because
he had deserted the army on the eve of a battle.  He was lame, but he
walked so adroitly that his defect did not appear.  If this had been
the only truth he concealed, it would have been well, for it was a
piece of deception that hurt no one.  He died miserably in Venice.

We reached Breslau in perfect safety, and without experiencing any
adventures.  Campioni, who had accompanied me as far as Wurtemburg,
returned, but rejoined me at Vienna in the course of seven months.
Count Clary had left Breslau, and I thought I would make the
acquaintance of the Abbe Bastiani, a celebrated Venetian, whose
fortune had been made by the King of Prussia.  He was canon of the
cathedral, and received me cordially; in fact, each mutually desired
the other's acquaintance.  He was a fine well-made man, fair-
complexioned, and at least six feet high.  He was also witty,
learned, eloquent, and gifted with a persuasive voice; his cook was
an artist, his library full of choice volumes, and his cellar a very
good one.  He was well lodged on the ground floor, and on the first
floor he accommodated a lady, of whose children he was very fond,
possibly because he was their father.  Although a great admirer of
the fair sex, his tastes were by no means exclusive, and he did not
despise love of the Greek or philosophic kind.  I could see that he
entertained a passion for a young priest whom I met at his table.
This young abbe was Count di Cavalcano and Bastiani seemed to adore
him, if fiery glances signified anything; but the innocent young man
did not seem to understand, and I suppose Bastiani did not like to
lower his dignity by declaring his love.  The canon shewed me all the
letters he had received from the King of Prussia before he had been
made canon.  He was the son of a tailor at Venice, and became a
friar, but having committed some peccadillo which got him into
trouble, he was fortunate enough to be able to make his escape.  He
fled to The Hague, and there met Tron, the Venetian ambassador, who
lent him a hundred ducats with which he made his way to Berlin and
favour with the king.  Such are the ways by which men arrive at
fortune!  'Sequere deum'!

On the event of my departure from Breslau I went to pay a call on a
baroness for whom I had a letter of introduction from her son, who
was an officer of the Polish Court.  I sent up my name and was asked
to wait a few moments, as the baroness was dressing.  I sat down
beside a pretty girl, who was neatly dressed in a mantle with a hood.
I asked her if she were waiting for the baroness like myself.

"Yes, sir," she replied, "I have come to offer myself as governess
for her three daughters."

"What!  Governess at your age?"

"Alas! sir, age has nothing to do with necessity.  I have neither
father nor mother.  My brother is a poor lieutenant who cannot help
me; what can I do?  I can only get a livelihood by turning my good
education to account."

"What will your salary be?"

"Fifty wretched crowns, enough to buy my dresses."

"It's very little."

"It is as much as people give."

"Where are you living now?"

"With a poor aunt, where I can scarce earn enough bread to keep me
alive by sewing from morning till night."

"If you liked to become my governess instead of becoming a children's
governess, I would give you fifty crowns, not per year, but per
month."

"Your governess?  Governess to your family, you mean, I suppose?"

"I have no family; I am a bachelor, and I spend my time in
travelling.  I leave at five o'clock to-morrow morning for Dresden,
and if you like to come with me there is a place for you in my
carriage.  I am staying at such an inn.  Come there with your trunk,
and we will start together."

"You are joking; besides, I don't know you."

"I am not jesting; and we should get to know each other perfectly
well in twenty-four hours; that is ample time."

My serious air convinced the girl that I was not laughing at her; but
she was still very much astonished, while I was very much astonished
to find I had gone so far when I had only intended to joke.  In
trying to win over the girl I had won over myself.  It seemed to me a
rare adventure, and I was delighted to see that she was giving it her
serious attention by the side-glances she kept casting in my
direction to see if I was laughing at her.  I began to think that
fate had brought us together that I might become the architect of her
fortune.  I had no doubt whatever as to her goodness or her feelings
for me, for she completely infatuated my judgment.  To put the
finishing stroke on the affair I drew out two ducats and gave them
her as an earnest of her first month's wages.  She took them timidly,
but seemed convinced that I was not imposing on her.

By this time the baroness was ready, and she welcomed me very kindly;
but I said I could not accept her invitation to dine with her the
following day, as I was leaving at day-break.  I replied to all the
questions that a fond mother makes concerning her son, and then took
leave of the worthy lady.  As I went out I noticed that the would-be
governess had disappeared.  The rest of the day I spent with the
canon, making good cheer, playing ombre, drinking hard, and talking
about girls or literature.  The next day my carriage came to the door
at the time I had arranged, and I went off without thinking of the
girl I had met at the baroness's.  But we had not gone two hundred
paces when the postillion stopped, a bundle of linen whirled through
the window into the carriage, and the governess got in.  I gave her a
hearty welcome by embracing her, and made her sit down beside me, and
so we drove off.

In the ensuing chapter the reader will become more fully acquainted
with my fresh conquest.  In the meantime let him imagine me rolling
peacefully along the Dresden road.




CHAPTER XXIII

My Arrival at Dresden with Maton--She Makes Me a Present--Leipzig--
Castelbajac--Schwerin--Return to Dresden and Departure--I Arrive at
Vienna--Pocchini's Vengeance


When I saw myself in the carriage with this pretty girl, who had
fallen on me as if from the clouds, I imagined I was intended to
shape her destiny.  Her tutelary genius must have placed her in my
hands, for I felt inclined to do her all the good that lay in my
power.  But for myself; was it a piece of good or ill luck for me?
I formed the question, but felt that time alone could give the
answer.  I knew that I was still living in my old style, while I was
beginning to feel that I was no longer a young man.

I was sure that my new companion could not have abandoned herself to
me in this manner, without having made up her mind to be complaisant;
but this was not enough for me, it was my humour to be loved.  This
was my chief aim, everything else was only fleeting enjoyment, and as
I had not had a love affair since I parted with Zaira, I hoped most
fervently that the present adventure would prove to be one.

Before long I learnt that my companion's name was Maton; this at
least was her surname, and I did not feel any curiosity to know the
name of the he or she saint whom her godmothers had constituted her
patron at the baptismal font.  I asked her if she could write French
as well as she spoke it, and she shewed me a letter by way of sample.
It assured me that she had received an excellent education, and this
fact increased my pleasure in the conquest I had made.  She said she
had left Breslau without telling her aunt or her cousin that she was
going, perhaps never to return.

"How about your belongings?"

"Belongings?  They were not worth the trouble of gathering together.
All I have is included in that small package, which contains a
chemise, a pair of stockings, some handkerchiefs, and a few
nicknacks."

"What will your lover say?"

"Alas! I haven't got one to say anything."

"I cannot credit that."

"I have had two lovers; the first one was a rascal, who took
advantage of my innocence to seduce me, and then left me when I
ceased to present any novelty for him; my second was an honest man,
but a poor lieutenant with no prospects of getting on.  He has not
abandoned me, but his regiment was ordered to Stetin, and since
then--"

"And since then?"

"We were too poor to write to one another, so we had to suffer in
silence."

This pathetic history seemed to bear the marks of truth; and I
thought it very possible that Maton had only come with me to make her
fortune or to do rather better than she had been doing, which would
not be difficult.  She was twenty-five years old, and as she had
never been out of Breslau before, she would doubtless be delighted to
see what the world was like at Dresden.  I could not help feeling
that I had been a fool to burden myself with the girl, who would most
likely cost me a lot of money; but still I found my conduct
excusable, as the chances were a hundred to one against her accepting
the proposal I had been foolish enough to make.  In short, I resolved
to enjoy the pleasure of having a pretty girl all to myself, and I
determined not to do anything during the journey, being anxious to
see whether her moral qualities would plead as strongly with me as
her physical beauty undoubtedly did.  At nightfall I stopped, wishing
to spend the night at the posting-station.  Maton, who had been very
hungry all day, but had not dared to tell me so, ate with an amazing
and pleasing appetite; but not being accustomed to wine, she would
have fallen asleep at table, if I had not begged her to retire.  She
begged my pardon, assuring me she would not let such a thing occur
again.  I smiled by way of reply, and stayed at the table, not
looking to see whether she undressed or went to bed in her clothes.
I went to bed myself soon after, and at five o'clock was up again to
order the coffee, and to see that the horses were put in.  Maton was
lying on her bed with all her clothes on, fast asleep, and perspiring
with the heat.  I woke her, telling her that another time she must
sleep more comfortably, as such heats were injurious to health.

She got up and left the room, no doubt to wash, for she returned
looking fresh and gay, and bade me good day, and asked me if I would
like to give her a kiss.

"I shall be delighted," I replied; and, after kissing her, I made her
hurry over the breakfast, as I wished to reach Dresden that evening.
However, I could not manage it, my carriage broke down, and took five
hours to mend, so I had to sleep at another posting station.  Maton
undressed this time, but I had the firmness not to look at her.

When I reached Dresden I put up at the "Hotel de Saxe," taking the
whole of the first floor.  My mother was in the country, and I paid
her a visit, much to her delight; we made quite an affecting picture,
with my arm in a sling.  I also saw my brother John and his wife
Therese, Roland, and a Roman girl whom I had known before him, and
who made much of me.  I also saw my sister, and I then went with my
brother to pay my suit to Count Bruhl and to his wife, the daughter
of the palatin of Kiowia, who was delighted to hear news of her
family.  I was welcomed everywhere, and everywhere I had to tell the
story of my duel.  I confess that very little pressing was required,
for I was very proud of it.

At this period the States were assembled in Dresden, and Prince
Xavier, uncle of the Elector, was regent during his minority.

The same evening I went to the opera-house, where faro was played.  I
played, but prudently, for my capital only consisted of eighteen
hundred ducats.

When I came back we had a good supper, and Maton pleased me both by
her appetite and amiability.  When we had finished I affectionately
asked her if she would like to share my bed, and she replied as
tenderly that she was wholly mine.  And so, after passing a
voluptuous night, we rose in the morning the best friends in the
world.

I spent the whole morning in furnishing her toilette.  A good many
people called on me, and wanted to be presented to Maton; but my
answer was that, as she was only my housekeeper, and not my wife, I
could not have the pleasure of introducing her.  In the same way I
had instructed her that she was not to let anyone in when I was away.
She was working in her room on the linen I had provided for her,
aided in her task by a seamstress.  Nevertheless, I did not want to
make her a slave, so I occasionally took her into the pleasant
suburbs of Dresden, where she was at liberty to speak to any of my
acquaintances we might meet.

This reserve of mine which lasted for the fortnight we stayed in
Dresden was mortifying for all the young officers in the place, and
especially for the Comte de Bellegarde, who was not accustomed to
being denied any girl to whom he chose to take a fancy.  He was a
fine young fellow, of great boldness and even impudence, and one day
he came into our room and asked me to give him a dinner just as Maton
and myself were sitting down to table.  I could not refuse him, and I
could not request Maton to leave the room, so from the beginning to
the end of the meal he showered his military jokes and attentions on
her, though he was perfectly polite the whole time.  Maton behaved
very well; she was not prudish, nor did she forget the respect she
owed to me and indeed to herself.

I was accustomed to take a siesta every day after dinner, so half an
hour after the conclusion of the meal I stated the fact and begged
him to leave us.  He asked smilingly if the lady took a siesta too,
and I replied that we usually took it together.  This made him take
up his hat and cane, and as he did so he asked us both to dine with
him the next day.  I replied that I never took Maton out anywhere,
but that he would be welcome to come and take pot-luck with us every
day if he liked.

This refusal exhausted his resources, and he took his leave if not
angrily, at least very coldly.

My mother returned to her town apartments, which were opposite to
mine, and the next day when I was calling on her I noticed the erker
(a sort of grating in the Spanish fashion) which indicated my rooms
in the hotel.  I happened to look in that direction and I saw
Maton at the window standing up and talking to M. de Bellegarde, who
was at a neighbouring window.  This window belonged to a room which
adjoined my suite of rooms, but did not belong to it.  This discovery
amused me.  I knew what I was about, and did not fear to be made a
cuckold in spite of myself.  I was sure I had not been observed, and
I was not going to allow any trespassers.  I was jealous, in fact;
but the jealousy was of the mind, not the heart.

I came in to dinner in the highest spirits, and Maton was as gay as
myself.  I led the conversation up to Bellegarde, and said I believed
him to be in love with her.

"Oh, he is like all officers with girls; but I don't think he is more
in love with me than any other girl."

"Oh, but didn't he come to call on me this morning?"

"Certainly not; and if he had come the maid would have told him you
were out."

"Did you not notice him walking up and down 'under the windows?"

"No."

This was enough for me; I knew they had laid a plot together.  Maton
was deceiving me, and I should be cheated in twenty-four hours unless
I took care.  At my age such treason should not have astonished me,
but my vanity would not allow me to admit the fact.

I dissembled my feelings and caressed the traitress, and then leaving
the house I went to the theatre where I played with some success and
returned home while the second act was in progress; it was still
daylight.  The waiter was at the door, and I asked him whether there
were any rooms besides those which I occupied on the first floor.
"Yes, two rooms, both looking on the street."

"Tell the landlord that I will take them both."

"They were taken yesterday evening."

"By whom?"

"By a Swiss officer, who is entertaining a party of friends to supper
here this evening."

I said no more lest I should awaken suspicion; but I felt sure that
Bellegarde could easily obtain access to my rooms from his.  Indeed,
there was a door leading to the room where Maton slept with her maid
when I did not care to have her in my room.  The door was bolted on
her side, but as she was in the plot there was not much security in
this.

I went upstairs softly, and finding Maton on the balcony, I said,
after some indifferent conversation, that I should like to change
rooms.

"You shall have my room," I said, "and I will have yours; I can read
there, and see the people going by."

She thought it a very good idea, and added that it would serve us
both if I would allow her to sit there when I was out.

This reply shewed me that Maton was an old hand, and that I had
better give her up if I did not wish to be duped.

I changed the rooms, and we supped pleasantly together, laughing and
talking, and in spite of all her craft Maton did not notice any
change in me.

I remained alone in my new room, and soon heard the voices of
Bellegarde and his merry companions.  I went on to the balcony, but
the curtains of Bellegarde's room were drawn, as if to assure me that
there was no complot.  However, I was not so easily deceived, and I
found afterwards that Mercury had warned Jupiter that Amphytrion had
changed his room.

Next day, a severe headache, a thing from which I seldom suffer, kept
me to the house all day.  I had myself let blood, and my worthy
mother, who came to keep me company, dined with Maton.  My mother had
taken a weakness for the girl, and had often asked me to let her come
and see her, but I had the good sense to refuse this request.  The
next day I was still far from well, and took medicine, and in the
evening, to my horror, I found myself attacked by a fearful disease.
This must be a present from Maton, for I had not known anyone else
since leaving Leopol.  I spent a troubled night, rage and indignation
being my principal emotions; and next morning, coming upon Maton
suddenly, I found everything in the most disgusting state.  The
wretched creature confessed she had been infected for the last six
months, but that she had hoped not to give it me, as she had washed
herself carefully whenever she thought I was going to have to do with
her.

"Wretch, you have poisoned me; but nobody shall know it, as it is by
my own fault, and I am ashamed of it.  Get up, and you shall see how
generous I can be."

She got up, and I had all the linen I had given her packed into a
trunk.  This done, I told my man to take a small room for her at
another inn.  His errand was soon over, and I then told Maton to go
immediately, as I had done with her.  I gave her fifty crowns, and
made her sign a receipt specifying the reason why I had sent her
away, and acknowledging that she had no further claim upon me.  The
conditions were humiliating, and she wished me to soften them down,
but she soon gave in when I told her that unless she signed I would
turn her into the streets as naked as when I found her.

"What am I to do here?  I don't know anyone."

"If you like to return to Breslau I will pay your expenses there."

She made no answer, so I sent her away bag and baggage, and merely
turned my back on her when she went down on her knees to excite my
compassion.

I got rid of her without the slightest feeling of pity, for from what
she had done to me and from what she was preparing to do I considered
her as a mere monster, who would sooner or later have cost me my
life.

I left the inn the following day, and I took a furnished apartment on
the first floor of the house where my mother lived for six months,
and proceeded about my cure.  Everyone asked me what I had done with
my housekeeper, and I said that having no further need of her
services I had sent her away.

A week afterwards my brother John came to tell me that Bellegarde and
five or six of his friends were on the sick list; Maton had certainly
lost no time.

"I am sorry for them, but it's their own fault; why didn't they take
more care?"

"But the girl came to Dresden with you."

"Yes, and I sent her about her business.  It was enough for me to
keep them off while she was under my charge.  Tell them that if they
complain of me they are wrong, and still more wrong to publish their
shame.  Let them learn discretion and get themselves cured in
secrecy, if they do not want sensible men to laugh at them.  Don't
you think I am right?"

"The adventure is not a very honourable one for you."

"I know it, and that's why I say nothing; I am not such a fool as to
proclaim my shame from the housetops.  These friends of yours must be
simpletons indeed; they must have known that I had good reasons for
sending the girl away, and should consequently have been on their
guard.  They deserve what they got, and I hope it may be a lesson to
them."

"They are all astonished at your being well."

"You may comfort them by saying that I have been as badly treated as
they, but that I have held my tongue, not wishing to pass for a
simpleton."

Poor John saw he had been a simpleton himself and departed in
silence.  I put myself under a severe diet, and by the middle of
August my health was re-established.

About this time, Prince Adam Czartoryski's sister came to Dresden,
lodging with Count Bruhl.  I had the honour of paying my court to
her, and I heard from her own mouth that her royal cousin had had the
weakness to let himself be imposed on by calumnies about me.  I told
her that I was of Ariosto's opinion that all the virtues are nothing
worth unless they are covered with the veil of constancy.

"You saw yourself when I supped with you, how his majesty completely
ignored me.  Your highness will be going to Paris next year; you will
meet me there and you can write to the king that if I had been burnt
in effigy I should not venture to shew myself."

The September fair being a great occasion at Leipzig, I went there to
regain my size by eating larks, for which Leipzig is justly famous.
I had played a cautious but a winning game at Dresden, the result of
which had been the gain of some hundreds of ducats, so I was able to
start for Leipzig with a letter of credit for three thousand crowns
on the banker Hohman, an intelligent old man of upwards of eighty.
It was of him I heard that the hair of the Empress of Russia, which
looked a dark brown or even black, had been originally quite fair.
The old banker had seen her at Stettin every day between her seventh
and tenth years, and told me that even then they had begun to comb
her hair with lead combs, and to rub a certain composition into it.
From an early age Catherine had been looked upon as the future bride
of the Duke of Holstein, afterwards the hapless Peter III.  The
Russians are fair as a rule, and so it was thought it that the
reigning family should be dark.

Here I will note down a pleasant adventure I had at Leipzig.  The
Princess of Aremberg had arrived from Vienna, and was staying at the
same hotel as myself.  She took a fancy to go to the fair incognito,
and as she had a large suite she dressed up one of her maids as the
princess, and mingled with her following.  I suppose my readers to be
aware that this princess was witty and beautiful, and that she was
the favourite mistress of the Emperor Francis the First.

I heard of his masquerade, and leaving my hotel at the same time I
followed her till she stopped at a stall, and then going up to her
and addressing her as one would any other maid, I asked if that
(pointing at the false princess) were really the famous Princess of
Aremberg.

"Certainly," she replied.

"I can scarcely believe it, for she is not pretty, and she, has, not
the look nor the manners of a princess."

"Perhaps you are not a good judge of princesses."

"I have seen enough of them anyhow, and to prove that I am a good
judge I say that it is you who ought to be the princess; I would
willingly give a hundred ducats to spend the night with you."

"A hundred ducats!  What would you do if I were to take you at your
word?"

"Try me.  I lodge at the same hotel as you, and if yet can contrive
ways and means, I will give you the money in advance, but not till I
am sure of my prize, for I don't like being taken in."

"Very good.  Say not a word to anyone, but try to speak with me
either before or after supper.  If you are brave enough to face
certain risks, we will spend the night together."

"What is your name?"

"Caroline."

I felt certain it would come to nothing, but I was glad to have
amused the princess, and to have let her know that I appreciated her
beauties, and I resolved to go on with the part I was playing.
About supper-time I began a promenade near the princess's apartments,
stopping every now and then in front of the room where her women were
sitting, till one of them came out to ask me if I wanted anything.

"I want to speak for a moment to one of your companions to whom I had
the pleasure of talking at the fair."

"You mean Caroline, I expect?"

"Yes."

"She is waiting on the princess, but she will be out in half an
hour."

I spent this half hour in my own room, and then returned to dance
attendance.  Before long the same maid to whom I had spoken came up
to me and told me to wait in a closet which she shewed me, telling me
that Caroline would be there before long.  I went into the closet,
which was small, dark, and uncomfortable.  I was soon joined by a
woman.  This time I was sure it was the real Caroline, but I said
nothing.

She came, in, took my hand, and told me that if I would wait there
she would come to me as soon as her mistress was in bed.

"Without any light?"

"Of course, or else the people of the house would notice it, and I
should not like that."

"I cannot do anything without light, charming Caroline; and besides,
this closet is not a very nice place to pass five or six hours.
There is another alternative, the first room above is mine.  I shall
be alone, and I swear to you that no one shall come in; come up and
make me happy; I have got the hundred ducats here."


"Impossible!  I dare not go upstairs for a million ducats."

"So much the worse for you, as I am not going to stay in this hole
which "has only a chair in it, if you offer me a million and a half.
Farewell, sweet Caroline."

"Wait a moment; let me go out first."

The sly puss went out quickly enough, but I was as sharp as she, and
trod on the tail of her dress so that she could not shut the door
after her.  So we went out together, and I left her at the door,
saying,--

"Good night, Caroline, you see it was no use."

I went to bed well pleased with the incident.  The princess, it was
plain, had intended to make me pass the night in the hole of a
closet, as a punishment for having dared to ask the mistress of an
emperor to sleep with me for a hundred crowns.

Two days later, as I was buying a pair of lace cuffs, the princess
came into the shop with Count Zinzendorf, whom I had known at Paris
twelve years before.  just as I was making way for the lady the count
recognized me, and asked me if I knew anything about the Casanova
that had fought the duel at Warsaw.

"Alas! count, I am that Casanova, and here is my arm still in a
sling."

"I congratulate you, my dear fellow; I should like to hear about it."

With these words he introduced me to the princess, asking her if she
had heard of the duel.

"Yes; I heard something about it in the papers.  So this is the hero
of the tale.  Delighted to make your acquaintance."

The princess spoke with great kindness, but with the cool politeness
of the Court.  She did not give me the slightest sign of recognition,
and of course I imitated her in her reserve.

I visited the count in the afternoon, and he begged me to come and
see the princess, who would be delighted to hear the account of my
duel from my own lips, and I followed him to her apartment with
pleasure.  The princess listened to my narrative in stately sort, and
her women never looked at me.  She went away the day after, and the
story went no farther.

Towards the end of the fair I received a very unexpected visit from
the fair Madame Castelbajac.  I was just sitting down to table to eat
a dozen larks, when she made her appearance.

"What, madam, you here!"

"Yes, to my sorrow.  I have been here for the last three weeks, and
have seen you several times, but you have always avoided us."

"Who are 'us'?"

"Schwerin and myself"

"Schwerin is here, is he?"

"Yes; and in prison on account of a forged bill.  I am sure I do not
know what they will do to the poor wretch.  He would have been wise
to have fled, but it seems as if he wanted to get hanged."

"And you have been with him ever since you left England? that is,
three years ago."

"Exactly.  Our occupation is robbing, cheating, and escaping from one
land to another.  Never was a woman so unhappy as I."

"For how much is the forged bill?"

"For three hundred crowns.  Do a generous action M. Casanova, and let
bygones be bygones; deliver the poor wretch from the gallows and me
from death, for if he is hanged I shall kill myself."

"Indeed, madam, he may hang for me, for he did his best to send me to
the gallows with his forged bills; but I confess I pity you.  So
much, indeed, that I invite you to come to Dresden with me the day
after to-morrow, and I promise to give you three hundred crowns as
soon as Schwerin has undergone the extreme penalty of the law.  I
can't understand how a woman like you can have fallen in love with a
man that has neither face, nor talents, nor wit, nor fortune, for all
that he has to boast of is his name of Schwerin."

"I confess, to my shame, that I never loved him.  Ever since the
other rogue, Castelbajac--who, by the way, was never married to me--
made me know him, I have only lived with him by force, though his
tears and his despairs have excited my compassion.  If destiny had
given me an honest man in his stead, I would have forsaken him long
ago, for sooner or later he will be the death of me."

"Where do you live?"

"Nowhere.  I have been turned out into the street with nothing but
the clothes on my back.  Have compassion on me."

With these words the hapless woman threw herself at my knees and
burst into tears.  I was much affected.  The waiter of the inn stood
staring with amazement till I told him to go out.  I may safely say
that this woman was one of the most handsome in France; she was
probably about twenty-six years old.  She had been the wife of a
druggist of Montpellier, and had been so unfortunate as to let
Castelbajac seduce her.  At London her beauty had produced no
impression on me, my heart was another's; nevertheless, she was made
to seduce the heart of man.

I raised her from her knees, and said I felt inclined to help her,
but that in the first place she must calm herself, and in the second
share my supper.  The waiter brought another bed and put it in my
room, without receiving any orders to do so; this made me feel
inclined to laugh.

The appetite with which the poor woman ate, despite her sorrow,
reminded me of the matron of Ephesus.  When supper was over I gave
her her choice: she might either stay in Leipzig and fare as best she
might, or I would reclaim her effects, take her with me to Dresden,
and pay her a hundred gold ducats as soon as I could be certain that
she would not give the money to the wretch who had reduced her to
such an extremity.  She did not ask much time for reflection.  She
said that it would be no good for her to stay in Leipzig, for she
could do nothing for the wretched Schwerin or even keep herself for a
day, for she had not got a farthing.  She would have to beg or to
become a prostitute, and she could not make up her mind to either
course.

"Indeed," she concluded, "if you were to give me the hundred ducats
this moment, and I used them to free Schwerin, I should be no better
off than before; so I accept your generous offer thankfully."

I embraced her, promised to get back what her landlord had seized for
rent, and then begged her to go to bed, as she was in need of rest.

"I see," she answered, "that either out of liking or for politeness'
sake you will ask me for those favours which I should be only too
happy to grant, but if I allowed that it would be a bad return indeed
for your kindness.  Look at my linen, and behold in what a state that
unhappy wretch has left me!"

I saw that I ran the risk of being infected again, and thanked her
for warning me of the danger I ran.  In spite of her faults she was a
woman of feeling, and had an excellent heart, and from these good
qualitites of hers proceeded all her misfortunes.

The next morning I arranged for the redemption of her effects, which
cost me sixty crowns of Saxony, and in the afternoon the poor woman
saw herself once more in possession of her belongings, which she had
thought never to see again.  She seemed profoundly grateful, and
deplored her state, which hindered her from proving the warmth of her
feelings.

Such is the way of women: a grateful woman has only one way of
shewing her gratitude, and that is to surrender herself without
reserve.  A man is different, but we are differently constituted; a
man is made to give and a woman to receive.

The next day, a short while before we left, the broker I had employed
in the redemption of the lady's effects, told me that the banker,
whom Schwerin had cheated, was going to send an express to Berlin, to
enquire whether the king would object to Count Schwerin's being
proceeded against with the utmost rigour of the law.

"Alas!" cried his late mistress, "that's what he was most afraid of.
It's all up with him.  The King of Prussia will pay his debts, but he
will end his days at Spandau.  Why didn't they put him there before I
ever knew him?"

She left Leipzig with me, and our appearance at Dresden caused a good
deal of surprise.  She was not a mere girl, like Maton; she had a
good appearance, and a modest yet distinguished manner.  I called her
Countess Blasin, and introduced her to my mother and relations, and
put her in my best room.  I summoned the doctor who had treated me,
and made him swear not to disclose the countess's state, but to tell
everyone that he came to see me.  I took her to the theatre, and it
was my humour to have her regarded as a person of distinction.  Good
treatment soon restored her to health, and by the end of November she
believed herself in a state to reward me for my kindness.

The wedding was a secret one, but none the less pleasant; and as if
by way of wedding present the next day I heard that the King of
Prussia had paid Schwerin's debts, and had had him brought to Berlin
under a strong escort.  If he is alive, the rascal is at Spandau to
this day.

The time had come for me to pay her the hundred ducats.  I told her
frankly that I was obliged to go to Portugal, and that I could not
make my appearance there in company with a pretty woman without
failing in my project.  I added that my means would not allow me to
pay double expenses for so long a journey.

She had received too many proofs of my love to think for a moment
that I had got tired of her, and wanted to be on with some other
woman.  She told me that she owed everything to me, while I owed
nothing to her; and that all she asked of me was to enable her to
return to Montpellier.

"I have relations there," said she, "who will be glad to see me, and
I hope that my husband will let me return to him.  I am the Prodigal
Son, and I hope to find in him the forgiving father."

I told her I would do my utmost to send her home in safety and
comfort.

Towards the middle of December I left Dresden with Madame Blasin.  My
purse only contained four hundred ducats, for I had had a run of bad
luck at play; and the journey to Leipzig had cost me altogether three
hundred ducats.  I told my mistress nothing of all this, for my only
thought was how to please her.

We stayed a short while at Prague, and reached Vienna on Christmas
Day.  We put up at the "Red Bull," the Countess Blasin (who had been
transformed into a milliner) in one room, and I in another, so that
we might pass for strangers while continuing our intimacy.

The next morning, as we were taking coffee together, two individuals
came into the room, and asked the rude question,--

"Who are you, madam?"

"My name is Blasin."

"Who is this gentleman?"

"You had better ask him."

"What are you doing at Vienna?"

"Taking coffee.  I should have thought you could have seen that for
yourselves."

"If the gentleman is not your husband, you will leave the town within
twenty-four hours."

"The gentleman is my friend, and not my husband; and I shall leave
Vienna exactly when I choose, unless you make me go away by force."

"Very good.  We are aware, sir, that you have a separate room, but
that makes no difference."

Thereupon one of the policemen entered my room, I following him.

"What do you want here?" said I.

"I am looking at your bed, and I can see you have not slept in it.
That's enough."

"The devil!  What business have you here at all, and who authorizes
such disgraceful proceedings?"

He made no reply, but returned to Madame Blasin's room, where they
both ordered her to leave Vienna in the course of twenty-four hours,
and then they both left us.

"Dress yourself," said I to her, "and tell the French ambassador the
whole story.  Tell him that you are a milliner, Blasin by name, and
that all you want is to go from here to Strasburg, and from there to
Montpellier."

While she was dressing I ordered a carriage and a servant to be in
attendance.  She returned in an hour's time, and said the ambassador
had assured her that she would be left alone, and need not leave
Vienna till she thought fit.  I took her to mass in triumph, and
then, as the weather was bad, we spent the rest of the day in eating
and drinking and sitting by the fire.

At eight o'clock in the evening the landlord came up and said very
politely that he had been ordered by the police to give the lady a
room at some distance from mine, and that he was obliged to obey.

"I am quite ready to change my room," said Madame Blasin, with a
smile.

"Is the lady to sup alone?" I asked.

"I have received no instructions on that point."

"Then I will sup with her, and I hope you will treat us well."

"You shall be well served, sir."

In spite of the detestable and tyrannical police we spent the last
four days and nights together in the closest intimacy.  When she left
I wanted her to take fifty Louis; but she would only have thirty,
saying that she could travel to Montpellier on that sum, and have
money in her pocket when she got there.  Our parting was an affecting
one.  She wrote to me from Strasburg, and we shall hear of her again
when I describe my visit to Montpellier.

The first day of the year 1767 I took an apartment in the house of a
certain Mr. Schroder, and I took letters of introduction to Madame de
Salmor and Madame de Stahremberg.  I then called on the elder
Calsabigi, who was in the service of Prince Kaunitz.

This Calsabigi, whose whole body was one mass of eruption, always
worked in bed, and the minister, his master, went to see him almost
every day.  I went constantly to the theatre, where Madame Vestris
was dancing.  On January the 7th or 8th, I saw the empress dowager
come to the theatre dressed in black; she was received with applause,
as this was the first appearance she had made since the death of her
husband.  At Vienna I met the Comte de la Perouse, who was trying to
induce the empress to give him half a million of florins, which
Charles VI.  owed his father.  Through him I made the acquaintance of
the Spaniard Las Casas, a man of intelligence, and, what is a rare
thing in a Spaniard, free from prejudices.  I also met at the count's
house the Venetian Uccelli, with whom I had been at St. Cyprian's
College at Muran; he was, at the time of which I write, secretary to
the ambassador, Polo Renieri.  This gentleman had a great esteem for
me, but my affair with the State Inquisitors prevented him from
receiving me.  My friend Campioni arrived at this date from Warsaw;
he had passed through Cracovia.  I accommodated him in my apartment
with great pleasure.  He had an engagement at London, but to my great
delight he was able to spend a couple of months with me.

Prince Charles of Courland, who had been at Venice and had been well
received by M. de Bragadin and my other friends, had been in Vienna
and had left it a fortnight before my arrival to return to Venice.
Prince Charles wrote to tell me that there was no bounds to the care
and kindness of my Venetian friends, and that he would be grateful to
me for all his days.

I lived very quietly at Vienna; my health was good, and I thought of
nothing but my journey to Portugal, which I intended to take place in
the spring.  I saw no company of any kind, whether good or ill.
I often called on Calsabigi, who made a parade of his Atheism, and
slandered my friend Metastasio, who dispised him.  Calsabigi knew it
and laughed at him; he was a profound politician and the right hand
of Prince Kaunitz.

One day after dinner, as I was sitting at table with my friend
Campioni, a pretty little girl, between twelve and thirteen, as I
should imagine, came into my room with mingled boldness and fear, and
made me a low bow.  I asked her what she wanted, and she replied in
Latin verse to the effect that her mother was in the next room, and
that if I liked she would come in.  I replied in Latin prose that I
did not care about seeing her mother, telling her my reasons with
great plainness.  She replied with four Latin lines, but as they were
not to the point I could see that she had learnt them by heart, and
repeated them like a parrot.  She went on-still in Latin verse--to
tell me that her mother must come in or else the authorities might
think I was abusing her.

This last phrase was uttered with all the directness of the Latin
style.  It made me burst out laughing, and I felt inclined to explain
to her what she had said in her own language.  The little slut told
me she was a Venetian, and this putting me at my ease I told her that
the authorities would never suspect her of doing such a thing as she
was too young.  At this the girl seemed to reflect a moment, and then
recited some verses from the Priapeia to the effect that unripe fruit
is often more piquant than that which is ripe.  This was enough to
set me on fire, and Campioni, seeing that he was not wanted, went
back to his room.

I drew her gently to me and asked her if her father was at Vienna.
She said yes, and instead of repulsing my caresses she proceeded to
accompany my actions with the recital of erotic verses.  I sent her
away with a fee of two ducats, but before she went she gave me her
address written in German with four Latin verses beneath, stating
that her bedfellow would find her either Hebe or Ganymede, according
to his liking.

I could not help admiring the ingenuity of her father, who thus
contrived to make a living out of his daughters.  She was a pretty
girl enough, but at Vienna pretty girls are so common that they often
have to starve in spite of their charms.  The Latin verses had been
thrown in as an attraction in this case, but I did not think she
would find it very remunerative in Vienna.

Next evening my evil genius made me go and seek her out at the
address she had given me.  Although I was forty-two years old, in
spite of the experience I had had, I was so foolish as to go alone.
The girl saw me coming from the window, and guessing that I was
looking for her, she came down and shewed me in.  I went in, I went
upstairs, and when I found myself in the presence of the wretch
Pocchini my blood froze in my veins.  A feeling of false shame
prevented my retracing my steps, as it might have looked as if I had
been afraid.  In the same room were his pretended wife, Catina, two
Sclavonic-looking assassins, and the decoy-duck.  I saw that this was
not a laughing matter, so I dissembled to the best of my ability, and
made up my mind to leave the place in five minutes' time.

Pocchini, swearing and blaspheming, began to reproach me with the
manner in which I had treated him in England, and said that his time
had come, and that my life was in his hands.  One of the two Sclavs
broke in, and said we must make friends, and so made me sit down,
opened a bottle, and said we must drink together.  I tried to put as
good a face upon it as I could, but I begged to be excused, on which
Pocchini swore that I was afraid of having to pay for the bottle of
wine.

"You are mistaken," said I; "I am quite ready to pay."

I put my hand in my pocket to take out a ducat without drawing out my
purse, but the Sclav told me I need not be afraid, as I was amongst
honest people.  Again shame made me yield, and as I had some
difficulty in extracting my purse, the Sclav kindly did it for me.
Pocchini immediately snatched it from his hands, and said he should
keep it as part compensation for all I had made him endure.

I saw that it was a concerted scheme, and said with a smile that he
could do as he liked, and so I rose to leave them.  The Sclav said we
must embrace each other, and on my declaring that to be unnecessary,
he and his comrade drew their sabres, and I thought myself undone.
Without more ado, I hastened to embrace them.  To my astonishment
they let me go, and I went home in a grievous state, and not knowing
what else to do went to bed.




End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of MEMOIRES OF JACQUES CASANOVA
IN LONDON AND MOSCOW, Vol. 5e, RUSSIA AND POLAND
by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt






MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
SPANISH PASSIONS, Volume 6a--SPAIN


THE MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA DE SEINGALT

THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR MACHEN TO
WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED BY ARTHUR SYMONS.




SPAIN


CHAPTER I

I Am Ordered to Leave Vienna--The Empress Moderates but Does Not Annul
the Order--Zavoiski at Munich--My Stay at Augsburg--Gasconnade at
Louisburg--The Cologne Newspaper--My Arrival at Aix-la-Chapelle


The greatest mistake a man that punishes a knave can commit is to leave
the said rogue alive, for he is certain to take vengeance.
If I had had my sword in the den of thieves, I should no doubt have
defended myself, but it would have gone ill with me, three against one,
and I should probably have been cut to pieces, while the murderers would
have escaped unpunished.

At eight o'clock Campioni came to see me in my bed, and was astonished at
my adventure.  Without troubling himself to compassionate me, we both
began to think how we could get back my purse; but we came to the
conclusion that it would be impossible, as I had nothing more than my
mere assertion to prove the case.  In spite of that, however, I wrote out
the whole story, beginning with the girl who recited the Latin verses.  I
intended to bring the document before the police; however, I had not time
to do so.

I was just sitting down to dinner, when an agent of the police came and
gave me an order to go and speak to Count Schrotembach, the Statthalter.
I told him to instruct my coachman, who was waiting at the door, and that
I would follow him shortly.

When I called on the Statthalter, I found him to be a thick-set
individual; he was standing up, and surrounded by men who seemed ready to
execute his orders.  When he saw me, he shewed me a watch, and requested
me to note the hour.

"I see it."

"If you are at Vienna at that time to-morrow I shall have you expelled
from the city."

"Why do you give me such an unjust order?"

"In the first place, I am not here to give you accounts or reasons for my
actions.  However, I may tell you that you are expelled for playing at
games of chance, which are forbidden by the laws under pain of the
galleys.  Do you recognize that purse and these cards?"

I did not know the cards, but I knew the purse which had been stolen from
me.  I was in a terrible rage, and I only replied by presenting the
magistrate with the truthful narrative of what had happened to me.  He
read it, and then said with a laugh that I was well known to be a man of
parts, that my character was known, that I had been expelled from Warsaw,
and that as for the document before him he judged it to be a pack of
lies, since in his opinion it was altogether void of probability.

"In fine," he added, "you will obey my order to leave the town, and you
must tell me where you are going."

"I will tell you that when I have made up my mind to go."

"What?  You dare to tell me that you will not obey?"

"You yourself have said that if I do not go I shall be removed by force."

"Very good.  I have heard you have a strong will, but here it will be of
no use to you.  I advise you to go quietly, and so avoid harsh measures."

"I request you to return me that document."

"I will not do so.  Begone!"

This was one of the most terrible moments of my life.  I shudder still
when I think of it.  It was only a cowardly love of life that hindered me
from running my sword through the body of the Statthalter, who had
treated me as if he were a hangman and not a judge.

As I went away I took it into my head to complain to Prince Kaunitz,
though I had not the honour of knowing him.  I called at his house, and a
man I met told me to stay in the ante-chamber, as the prince would pass
through to go to dinner.

It was five o'clock.  The prince appeared, followed by his guests,
amongst whom was M. Polo Renieri, the Venetian ambassador.  The prince
asked me what he could do for me, and I told my story in a loud voice
before them all.

"I have received my order to go, but I shall not obey.  I implore your
highness to give me your protection, and to help me to bring my plea to
the foot of the throne."

"Write out your petition," he replied, "and I will see that the empress
gets it.  But I advise you to ask her majesty for a respite, for if you
say that you won't obey, she will be predisposed against you."

"But if the royal grace does not place me in security, I shall be driven
away by violence."

"Then take refuge with the ambassador of your native country."

"Alas, my lord, my country has forsaken me.  An act of legal though
unconstitutional violence has deprived me of my rights as a citizen.  My
name is Casanova, and my country is Venice."

The prince looked astonished and turned to the Venetian ambassador, who
smiled, and whispered to him for ten minutes.

"It's a pity," said the prince, kindly, "that you cannot claim the
protection of any ambassador."

At these words a nobleman of colossal stature stepped forward and said I
could claim his protection, as my whole family, myself included, had
served the prince his master.  He spoke the truth, for he was the
ambassador of Saxony.

"That is Count Vitzthum," said the prince.  "Write to the empress, and I
will forward your petition immediately.  If there is any delay in the
answer, go to the count; you will be safe with him, until you like to
leave Vienna."

In the meanwhile the prince ordered writing materials to be brought me,
and he and his guests passed into the dining-hall.

I give here a copy of the petition, which I composed in less than ten
minutes.  I made a fair copy for the Venetian ambassador to send home to
the Senate:

"MADAM,--I am sure that if, as your royal and imperial highness were
walking in your garden, an insect appealed plaintively to you not to
crush it, you would turn aside, and so avoid doing the poor creature any
hurt.

"I, madam, am an insect, and I beg of you that you will order
M. Statthalter Schrotembach to delay crushing me with your majesty's
slipper for a week.  Possibly, after that time has elapsed, your majesty
will not only prevent his crushing me, but will deprive him of that
slipper, which was only meant to be the terror of rogues, and not of an
humble Venetian, who is an honest man, though he escaped from The Leads.

"In profound submission to your majesty's will,
     "I remain,
                              "CASANOVA.

"Given at Vienna, January 21st, 1769."


When I had finished the petition, I made a fair draft of it, and sent it
in to the prince, who sent it back to me telling me that he would place
it in the empress's hands immediately, but that he would be much obliged
by my making a copy for his own use.

I did so, and gave both copies to the valet de chambre, and went my way.
I trembled like a paralytic, and was afraid that my anger might get me
into difficulty.  By way of calming myself, I wrote out in the style of a
manifesto the narrative I had given to the vile Schrotembach, and which
that unworthy magistrate had refused to return to me.

At seven o'clock Count Vitzthum came into my room.  He greeted me in a
friendly manner and begged me to tell him the story of the girl I had
gone to see, on the promise of the Latin quatrain referring to her
accommodating disposition.  I gave him the address and copied out the
verses, and he said that was enough to convince an enlightened judge that
I had been slandered; but he, nevertheless, was very doubtful whether
justice would be done me.

"What! shall I be obliged to leave Vienna to-morrow?"

"No, no, the empress cannot possibly refuse you the week's delay."

"Why not?"

"Oh! no one could refuse such an appeal as that.  Even the prince could
not help smiling as he was reading it in his cold way.  After reading it
he passed it on to me, and then to the Venetian ambassador, who asked him
if he meant to give it to the empress as it stood.  'This petition,'
replied the prince, 'might be sent to God, if one knew the way;' and
forthwith he ordered one of his secretaries to fold it up and see that it
was delivered.  We talked of you for the rest of dinner, and I had the
pleasure of hearing the Venetian ambassador say that no one could
discover any reason for your imprisonment under the Leads.  Your duel was
also discussed, but on that point we only knew what has appeared in the
newspapers.  Oblige me by giving me a copy of your petition; that phrase
of Schrotembach and the slipper pleased me vastly."

I copied out the document, and gave it him with a copy of my manifesto.
Before he left me the count renewed the invitation to take refuge with
him, if I did not hear from the empress before the expiration of the
twenty-four hours.

At ten o'clock I had a visit from the Comte de la Perouse, the Marquis de
las Casas, and Signor Uccelli, the secretary of the Venetian embassy.
The latter came to ask for a copy of my petition for his chief.  I
promised he should have it, and I also sent a copy of my manifesto.  The
only thing which rather interfered with the dignity of this latter piece,
and gave it a somewhat comic air, were the four Latin verses, which might
make people imagine that, after enjoying the girl as Hebe, I had gone in
search of her as Ganymede.  This was not the case, but the empress
understood Latin and was familiar with mythology, and if she had looked
on it in the light I have mentioned I should have been undone.  I made
six copies of the two documents before I went to bed; I was quite tired
out, but the exertion had somewhat soothed me.  At noon the next day,
young Hasse (son of the chapel-master and of the famous Trustina),
secretary of legation to Count Vitzthum, came to tell me from the
ambassador that nobody would attack me in my own house, nor in my
carriage if I went abroad, but that it would be imprudent to go out on
foot.  He added that his chief would have the pleasure of calling on me
at seven o'clock.  I begged M. Hasse to let me have all this in writing,
and after he had written it out he left me.

Thus the order to leave Vienna had been suspended; it must have been done
by the sovereign.

"I have no time to lose," said I to myself, "I shall have justice done
me, my assassins will be condemned, my purse will be returned with the
two hundred ducats in it, and not in the condition in which it was shewn
to me by the infamous Schrotembach, who will be punished by dismissal, at
least."

Such were my castles in Spain; who has not built such?  'Quod nimis
miseri volunt hoc facile credunt', says Seneca.  The wish is father to
the thought.

Before sending my manifesto to the empress, Prince Kaunitz, and to all
the ambassadors, I thought it would be well to call on the Countess of
Salmor, who spoke to the sovereign early and late.  I had had a letter of
introduction for her.

She greeted me by saying that I had better give up wearing my arm in a
sling, as it looked as ii I were a charlatan; my arm must be well enough
after nine months.

I was extremely astonished by this greeting, and replied that if it were
not necessary I should not wear a sling, and that I was no charlatan.

"However," I added, "I have come to see you on a different matter."

"Yes, I know, but I will have nothing to do with it.  You are all as bad
as Tomatis."

I gave a turn round and left the room without taking any further notice
of her.  I returned home feeling overwhelmed by the situation.  I had
been robbed and insulted by a band of thorough-paced rascals;
I could do nothing, justice was denied me, and now I had been made a mock
of by a worthless countess.  If I had received such an insult from a man
I would have soon made him feel the weight of one arm at all events.  I
could not bear my arm without a sling for an hour; pain and swelling set
in immediately.  I was not perfectly cured till twenty months after the
duel.

Count Vitzthum came to see me at seven o'clock.  He said the empress had
told Prince Kaunitz that Schrotembach considered my narrative as pure
romance.  His theory was that I had held a bank at faro with sharpers'
cards, and had dealt with both hands the arm in the sling being a mere
pretence.  I had then been taken in the act by one of the gamesters, and
my unjust gains had been very properly taken from me.  My detector had
then handed over my purse, containing forty ducats, to the police, and
the money had of course been confiscated.  The empress had to choose
between believing Schrotembach and dismissing him; and she was not
inclined to do the latter, as it would be a difficult matter to find him
a successor in his difficult and odious task of keeping Vienna clear of
human vermin.

"This is what Prince Kaunitz asked me to tell you.  But you need not be
afraid of any violence, and you can go when you like."

"Then I am to be robbed of two hundred ducats with impunity.  The empress
might at least reimburse me if she does nothing more.  Please to ask the
prince whether I can ask the sovereign to give me that satisfaction; the
least I can demand."

"I will tell him what you say."

"If not, I shall leave; for what can I do in a town where I can only
drive, and where the Government keeps assassins in its pay?"

"You are right.  We are all sure that Pocchini has calumniated you.  The
girl who recites Latin verses is well known, but none know her address.
I must advise you not to publish your tale as long as you are in Vienna,
as it places Schrotembach in a very bad light, and you see the empress
has to support him in the exercise of his authority."

"I see the force of your argument, and I shall have to devour my anger.
I will leave Vienna as soon as the washerwoman sends home my linen, but I
will have the story printed in all its black injustice."

"The empress is prejudiced against you, I don't know by whom."

"I know, though; it is that infernal old hag, Countess Salmor."

The next day I received a letter from Count Vitzthum, in which he said
that Prince Kaunitz advised me to forget the two hundred ducats, that the
girl and her so-called mother had left Vienna to all appearance, as
someone had gone to the address and had failed to find her.

I saw that I could do nothing, and resolved to depart in peace, and
afterwards to publish the whole story and to hang Pocchini with my own
hands when next I met him.  I did neither the one nor the other.

About that time a young lady of the Salis de Coire family arrived at
Vienna without any companion.  The imperial hangman Schrotembach, ordered
her to leave Vienna in two days.  She replied that she would leave
exactly when she felt inclined.  The magistrate consigned her to
imprisonment in a convent, and she was there still when I left.  The
emperor went to see her, and the empress, his mother, asked him what he
thought of her.  His answer was, "I thought her much more amusing than
Schrotembach."

Undoubtedly, every man worthy of the name longs to be free, but who is
really free in this world?  No one.  The philosopher, perchance, may be
accounted so, but it is at the cost of too precious sacrifices at the
phantom shrine of Liberty.

I left the use of my suite of rooms, for which I had paid a month in
advance, to Campioni, promising to wait for him at Augsburg, where the
Law alone is supreme.  I departed alone carrying with me the bitter
regret that I had not been able to kill the monster, whose despotism had
crushed me.  I stopped at Linz on purpose to write to Schrotembach even a
more bitter letter than that which I had written to the Duke of
Wurtemburg in 1760.  I posted it myself, and had it registered so as to
be sure of its reaching the scoundrel to whom it had been addressed.  It
was absolutely necessary for me to write this letter, for rage that has
no vent must kill at last.  From Linz I had a three days' journey to
Munich, where I called on Count Gaetan Zavoicki, who died at Dresden
seven years ago.  I had known him at Venice when he was in want, and I
had happily been useful to him.  On my relating the story of the robbery
that had been committed on me, he no doubt imagined I was in want, and
gave me twenty-five louis.  To tell the truth it was much less than what
I had given him at Venice, and if he had looked upon his action as paying
back a debt we should not have been quits; but as I had never wished him
to think that I had lent, not given him money, I received the present
gratefully.  He also gave me a letter for Count Maximilian Lamberg,
marshal at the court of the Prince-Bishop of Augsburg, whose acquaintance
I had the honour of having.

There was no theatre then in Augsburg, but there were masked balls in
which all classes mingled freely.  There were also small parties where
faro was played for small stakes.  I was tired of the pleasure, the
misfortune, and the griefs I had had in three capitals, and I resolved to
spend four months in the free city of Augsburg, where strangers have the
same privileges as the canons.  My purse was slender, but with the
economical life I led I had nothing to fear on that score.  I was not far
from Venice, where a hundred ducats were always at my service if I wanted
them.  I played a little and waged war against the sharpers who have
become more numerous of late than the dupes, as there are also more
doctors than patients.  I also thought of getting a mistress, for what is
life without love?  I had tried in vain to retrace Gertrude; the engraver
was dead, and no one knew what had become of his daughter.

Two or three days before the end of the carnival I went to a hirer of
carriages, as I had to go to a ball at some distance from the town.
While the horses were being put in, I entered the room to warm my hands,
for the weather was very cold.  A girl came up and asked me if I would
drink a glass of wine.

"No," said I; and on the question being repeated, repeated the
monosyllable somewhat rudely.  The girl stood still and began to laugh,
and I was about to turn angrily away when she said,--

"I see you do not remember me?"

I looked at her attentively, and at last I discovered beneath her
unusually ugly features the lineaments of Anna Midel, the maid in the
engraver's house.

"You remind me of Anna Midel," said I.

"Alas, I was Anna Midel once.  I am no longer an object fit for love, but
that is your fault."

"Mine?"

"Yes; the four hundred florins you gave me made Count Fugger's coachman
marry me, and he not only abandoned me but gave me a disgusting disease,
which was like to have been my death.  I recovered my health, but I never
shall recover my good looks."

"I am very sorry to hear all this; but tell me what has become of
Gertrude?"

"Then you don't know that you are going to a ball at her house to-night?"

"Her house?"

"Yes.  After her father's death she married a well-to-do and respectable
man, and I expect you will be pleased with the entertainment"

"Is she pretty still?"

"She is just as she used to be, except that she is six years older and
has had children."

"Is she gallant?"

"I don't think so."

Anna had spoken the truth.  Gertrude was pleased to see me, and
introduced me to her husband as one of her father's old lodgers, and I
had altogether a pleasant welcome; but, on sounding her, I found she
entertained those virtuous sentiments which might have been expected
under the circumstances.

Campioni arrived at Augsburg at the beginning of Lent.  He was in company
with Binetti, who was going to Paris.  He had completely despoiled his
wife, and had left her for ever.  Campioni told me that no one at Vienna
doubted my story in the slightest degree.  Pocchini and the Sclav had
disappeared a few days after my departure, and the Statthalter had
incurred a great deal of odium by his treatment of me.  Campioni spent a
month with me, and then went on to London.

I called on Count Lamberg and his countess, who, without being beautiful,
was an epitome of feminine charm and amiability.  Her name before
marriage was Countess Dachsberg.  Three months after my arrival, this
lady, who was enciente, but did not think her time was due, went with
Count Fugger, dean of the chapter, to a party of pleasure at an inn three
quarters of a league from Augsburg.  I was present; and in the course of
the meal she was taken with such violent pains that she feared she would
be delivered on the spot.  She did not like to tell the noble canon, and
thinking that I was more likely to be acquainted with such emergencies
she came up to me and told me all.  I ordered the coachman to put in his
horses instantly, and when the coach was ready I took up the countess and
carried her to it.  The canon followed us in blank astonishment, and
asked me what was the matter.  I told him to bid the coachman drive fast
and not to spare his horses.  He did so, but he asked again what was the
matter.

"The countess will be delivered of a child if we do not make haste."

I thought I should be bound to laugh, in spite of my sympathies for the
poor lady's pains, when I saw the dean turn green and white and purple,
and look as if he were going into a fit, as he realized that the countess
might be delivered before his eyes in his own carriage.  The poor man
looked as grievously tormented as St. Laurence on his gridiron.  The
bishop was at Plombieres; they would write and tell him!  It would be in
all the papers!  "Quick!  coachman, quick!"

We got to the castle before it was too late.  I carried the lady into her
rook, and they ran for a surgeon and a midwife.  It was no good, however,
for in five minutes the count came out and said the countess
had just been happily delivered.  The dean looked as if a weight had
been taken off his mind; however, he took the precaution of having
himself blooded.

I spent an extremely pleasant four months at Augsburg, supping twice or
thrice a week at Count Lamberg's.  At these suppers I made the
acquaintance of a very remarkable man--Count Thura and Valsamina, then a
page in the prince-bishop's household, now Dean of Ratisbon.  He was
always at the count's, as was also Dr. Algardi, of Bologna, the prince's
physician and a delightful man.

I often saw at the same house a certain Baron Sellenthin, a Prussian
officer, who was always recruiting for his master at Augsburg.  He was a
pleasant man, somewhat in the Gascon style, soft-spoken, and an expert
gamester.  Five or six years ago I had a letter from him dated Dresden,
in which he said that though he was old, and had married a rich wife, he
repented of having married at all.  I should say the same if I had ever
chanced to marry.

During my stay at Augsburg several Poles, who had left their country on
account of the troubles, came to see me.  Amongst others was Rzewuski,
the royal Prothonotary, whom I had known at St. Petersburg as the lover
of poor Madame Langlade.

"What a diet!  What plots!  What counterplots!  What misfortunes!" said
this honest Pole, to me.  "Happy are they who have nothing to do with
it!"

He was going to Spa, and he assured me that if I followed him I should
find Prince Adam's sister, Tomatis, and Madame Catai, who had become the
manager's wife.  I determined to go to Spa, and to take measures so that
I might go there with three or four hundred ducats in my purse.  To this
intent I wrote to Prince Charles of Courland, who was at Venice, to send
me a hundred ducats, and in my letter I gave him an infallible receipt
for the philosopher's stone.  The letter containing this vast secret was
not in cypher, so I advised him to burn it after he had read it, assuring
him that I possessed a copy.  He did not do so, and it was taken to Paris
with his order papers when he was sent to the Bastile.

If it had not been for the Revolution my letter would never have seen the
light.  When the Bastille was destroyed, my letter was found and printed
with other curious compositions, which were afterwards translated into
German and English.  The ignorant fools that abound in the land where my
fate wills that I should write down the chief events of my long and
troublous life--these fools, I say, who are naturally my sworn foes (for
the ass lies not down with the horse), make this letter an article of
accusation against me, and think they can stop my mouth by telling me
that the letter has been translated into German, and remains to my
eternal shame.  The ignorant Bohemians are astonished when I tell them
that I regard the letter as redounding to my glory, and that if their
ears were not quite so long their blame would be turned into praise.

I do not know whether my letter has been correctly translated, but since
it has become public property I shall set it down here in homage to
truth, the only god I adore.  I have before me an exact copy of the
original written in Augsburg in the year 1767, and we are now in the year
1798.

It runs as follows:

"MY LORD,--I hope your highness will either burn this letter after
reading it, or else preserve it with the greatest care.  It will be
better, however, to make a copy in cypher, and to burn the original.  My
attachment to you is not my only motive in writing; I confess my interest
is equally concerned.  Allow me to say that I do not wish your highness
to esteem me alone for any qualities you may have observed in me; I wish
you to become my debtor by the inestimable secret I am going to confide
to you.  This secret relates to the making of gold, the only thing of
which your highness stands in need.  If you had been miserly by nature
you would be rich now; but you are generous, and will be poor all your
days if you do not make use of my secret.

"Your highness told me at Riga that you would like me to give you the
secret by which I transmuted iron into copper; I never did so, but now I
shall teach you how to make a much more marvellous transmutation.  I
should point out to you, however, that you are not at present in a
suitable place for the operation, although all the materials are easily
procurable.  The operation necessitates my presence for the construction
of a furnace, and for the great care necessary, far the least mistake
will spoil all.  The transmutation of Mars is an easy and merely
mechanical process, but that of gold is philosophical in the highest
degree.  The gold produced will be equal to that used in the Venetian
sequins.  You must reflect, my lord, that I am giving you information
which will permit you to dispense with me, and you must also reflect that
I am confiding to you my life and my liberty.

"The step I am taking should insure your life-long protection, and should
raise you above that prejudice which is entertained against the general
mass of alchemists.  My vanity would be wounded if you refuse to
distinguish me from the common herd of operators.  All I ask you is that
you will wait till we meet before undertaking the process.  You cannot do
it by yourself, and if you employ any other person but myself, you will
betray the secret.  I must tell you that, using the same materials, and
by the addition of mercury and nitre, I made the tree of projection for
the Marchioness d'Urfe and the Princess of Anhalt.  Zerbst calculated the
profit as fifty per cent.  My fortune would have been made long ago, if I
had found a prince with the control of a mint whom I could trust.  Your
character enables me to confide in you.  However, we will come to the
point.

"You must take four ounces of good silver, dissolve in aqua fortis,
precipitate secundum artem with copper, then wash in lukewarm water to
separate the acids; dry, mix with half an ounce of sal ammoniac, and
place in a suitable vessel.  Afterwards you must take a pound of alum, a
pound of Hungary crystals, four ounces of verdigris, four ounces of
cinnabar, and two ounces of sulphur.  Pulverise and mix, and place in a
retort of such size that the above matters will only half fill it.  This
retort must be placed over a furnace with four draughts, for the heat
must be raised to the fourth degree.  At first your fire must be slow so
as to extract the gross phlegm of the matter, and when the spirit begins
to appear, place the receiver under the retort, and Luna with the
ammoniac salts will appear in it.  All the joinings must be luted with
the Philosophical Luting, and as the spirit comes, so regulate your
furnace, but do not let it pass the third degree of heat.

"So soon as the sublimation begins then boldly open your forth vent, but
take heed that that which is sublimed pass not into the receiver where is
your Luna, and so you must shut, the mouth of the retort closely, and
keep it so for twenty-four hours, and then take off your fastenings, and
allow the distillation to go on.  Then you must increase your fire so
that the spirits may pass, over, until the matter in the retort is quite
desiccated.  After this operation has been performed three times, then
you shall see, the gold appear in the retort.  Then draw it forth and
melt it, adding your corpus perfectum.  Melt with it two ounces of gold,
then lay it in water, and you shall find four ounces of pure gold.

"Such my lord, is the gold mine for your mint of Mitau, by which, with
the assistance of a manager and four men, you can assure yourself a
revenue of a thousand ducats a week, and double, and quadruple that sum,
if your highness chooses to increase the men and the furnaces.  I ask
your highness to make me your manager.  But remember it must be a State
secret, so burn this letter, and if your highness would give me any
reward in advance, I only ask you to give me your affection and esteem.
I shall be happy if I have reason to believe that my master will also be
my friend.  My life, which this letter places in your power, is ever at
your service, and I know not what I shall do if I ever have cause to
repent having disclosed my secret.  I have the honour to be, etc."

In whatever language this letter may have been translated, if its sense
run not as above, it is not my letter, and I am ready to give the lie to
all the Mirabeaus in the world.  I have been called an exile, but
wrongfully, for a man who has to leave a country by virtue of a 'lettre
de cachet' is no exile.  He is forced to obey a despotic monarch who
looks upon his kingdom as his house, and turns out of doors anyone who
meets with his displeasure.

As soon as my purse swelled to a respectable size, I left Augsburg, The
date of my departure was June 14th, 1767.  I was at Ulm when a courier of
the Duke of Wurtemburg's passed through the town with the news that his
highness would arrive from Venice in the course of five or six days.
This courier had a letter for me.  It had been entrusted to him by Prince
Charles of Courland, who had told the courier that he would find me at
the "Hotel du Raisin," in Augsburg.  As it happened, I had left the day
before, but knowing the way by which I had gone he caught me up at Ulm.
He gave me the letter and asked me if I were the same Casanova who had
been placed under arrest and had escaped, on account of some gambling
dispute with three officers.  As I was never an adept in concealing the
truth, I replied in the affirmative.  A Wurtemburg officer who was
standing beside us observed to me in a friendly manner that he was at
Stuttgart at the time, and that most people concurred in blaming the
three officers for their conduct in the matter.

Without making any reply I read the letter, which referred to our private
affairs, but as I was reading it I resolved to tell a little lie--one of
those lies which do nobody any harm.

"Well, sir," I said to the officer, "his highness, your sovereign, has
listened to reason at last, and this letter informs me of a reparation
which is in every way satisfactory.  The duke has created me his private
secretary, with a salary of twelve hundred a year.  But I have waited for
it a long time.  God knows what has become of the three officers!"

"They are all at Louisburg, and ------ is now a colonel."

"Well, they will be surprised to hear my news, and they will hear it
to-morrow, for I am leaving this place in an hour.  If they are at
Louisburg, I shall have a triumph; but I am sorry not to be able to
accompany you, however we shall see each other the day after tomorrow."

I had an excellent night, and awoke with the beautiful idea of going to
Louisburg, not to fight the three officers but to frighten them, triumph
over them, and to enjoy a pleasant vengeance for the injury they had done
me.  I should at the same time see a good many old friends; there was
Madame Toscani, the duke's mistress; Baletti, and Vestri, who had married
a former mistress of the duke's.  I had sounded the depths of the human
heart, and knew I had nothing to fear.  The duke was on the point of
returning, and nobody would dream of impugning the truth of my story.
When he actually did arrive he would not find me, for as soon as the
courier announced his approach I should go away, telling everybody that I
had orders to precede his highness, and everybody would be duped.

I never had so pleasant an idea before.  I was quite proud of it, and I
should have despised myself if I had failed to carry it into effect.  It
would be my vengeance on the duke, who could not have forgotten the
terrible letter I had written him; for princes do not forget small
injuries as they forget great services.

I slept badly the following night, my anxiety was so great, and I reached
Louisburg and gave my name at the town gates, without the addition of my
pretended office, for my jest must be matured by degrees.  I went to stay
at the posting-inn, and just as I was asking for the address of Madame
Toscani, she and her husband appeared on the scene.  They both flung
their arms around my neck, and overwhelmed me with compliments on my
wounded arm and the victory I had achieved.

"What victory?"

"Your appearance here has filled the hearts of all your friends with
joy."

"Well, I certainly am in the duke's service, but how did you find it
out?"

"It's the common talk.  The courier who gave you the letter has spread it
all abroad, and the officer who was present and arrived here yesterday
morning confirmed it.  But you cannot imagine the consternation of your
three foes.  However, we are afraid that you will have some trouble with
them, as they have kept your letter of defiance given from Furstenberg."

"Why didn't they meet me, then?"

"Two of them could not go, and the third arrived too late."

"Very good.  If the duke has no objection I shall be happy to meet them
one after another, not three all at once.  Of course, the duel must be
with pistols; a sword duel is out of the question with my arm in a
sling."

"We will speak of that again.  My daughter wants to make peace before the
duke comes, and you had better consent to arrangements, for there are
three of them, and it isn't likely that you could kill the whole three
one after the other."

"Your daughter must have grown into a beauty."

"You must stop with us this evening; you will see her, for she is no
longer the duke's mistress.  She is going to get married."

"If your daughter can bring about an arrangement I would gladly fall in
with it, provided it is an honourable one for me."

"How is it that you are wearing the sling after all these months?"

"I am quite cured, and yet my arm swells as soon as I let it swing loose.
You shall see it after dinner, for you must dine with me if you want me
to sup with you."

Next came Vestri, whom I did not know, accompained by my beloved Baletti.
With them was an officer who was in love with Madame Toscani's second
daughter, and another of their circle, with whom I was also unacquainted.
They all came to congratulate me on my honourable position in the duke's
service.  Baletti was quite overcome with delight.  The reader will
recollect that he was my chief assistant in my escape from Stuttgart, and
that I was once going to marry his sister.  Baletti was a fine fellow,
and the duke was very fond of him.  He had a little country house, with a
spare room, which he begged me to accept, as he said he was only too
proud that the duke should know him as my best friend.  When his highness
came, of course I would have an apartment in the palace.  I accepted; and
as it was still early, we all went to see the young Toscani.  I had loved
her in Paris before her beauty had reached its zenith, and she was
naturally proud to shew me how beautiful she had become.  She shewed me
her house and her jewels, told me the story of her amours with the duke,
of her breaking with him on account of his perpetual infidelities, and of
her marriage with a man she despised, but who was forced on her by her
position.

At dinner-time we all went to the inn, where we met the offending
colonel; he was the first to take off his hat, we returned the salute,
and he passed on his way.

The dinner was a pleasant one, and when it was over I proceeded to take
up my quarters with Baletti.  In the evening we went to Madame Toscani's,
where I saw two girls of ravishing beauty, Madame Toscani's daughter and
Vestri's wife, of whom the duke had had two children.  Madame Vestri was
a handsome woman, but her wit and the charm of her manner enchanted me
still more.  She had only one fault--she lisped.

There was a certain reserve about the manner of Mdlle. Toscani, so I
chiefly addressed myself to Madame Vestri, whose husband was not jealous,
for he neither cared for her nor she for him.  On the day of my arrival
the manager had distributed the parts of a little play which was to be
given in honour of the duke's arrival.  It had been written by a local
author, in hopes of its obtaining the favour of the Court for him.

After supper the little piece was discussed.  Madame Vestri played the
principal part, which she was prevailed upon to recite.

"Your elocution is admirable, and your expression full of spirit," I
observed; "but what a pity it is that you do not pronounce the dentals."

The whole table scouted my opinion.

"It's a beauty, not a defect," said they.  "It makes her acting soft and
delicate; other actresses envy her the privilege of what you call a
defect."

I made no answer, but looked at Madame Vestri.

"Do you think I am taken in by all that?" said she.

"I think you are much too sensible to believe such nonsense."

"I prefer a man to say honestly, 'what a pity,' than to hear all that
foolish flattery.  But I am sorry to say that there is no remedy for the
defect."

"No remedy?"

"No."

"Pardon me, I have an infallible remedy for your complaint.  You shall
give me a good hearty blow if I do not make you read the part perfectly
by to-morrow, but if I succeed in making you read it as your husband, for
example's sake, might read it you shall permit me to give you a tender
embrace."

"Very good; but what must I do?"

"You must let me weave a spell over your part, that is all.  Give it to
me.  To-morrow morning at nine o'clock I will bring it to you to get my
blow or my kiss, if your husband has no objection."

"None whatever; but we do not believe in spells."

"You are right, in a general way; but mine will not fail."

"Very good."

Madame Vestri left me the part, and the conversation turned on other
subjects.  I was condoled with on my swollen hand, and I told the story
of my duel.  Everybody seemed to delight in entertaining me and feasting
me, and I went back to Baletti's in love with all the ladies, but
especially with Madame Vestri and Mdlle. Toscani.

Baletti had a beautiful little girl of three years old.

"How did you get that angel?" I asked.

"There's her mother; and, as a proof of my hospitality, she shall sleep
with you to-night."

"I accept your generous offer; but let it be to-morrow night."

"And why not to-night?"

"Because I shall be engaged all night in weaving my spell."

"What do you mean?  I thought that was a joke."

"No, I am quite serious."

"Are you a little crazy?"

"You shall see.  Do you go to bed, and leave me a light and writing
materials."

I spent six hours in copying out the part, only altering certain phrases.
For all words in which the letter r appeared I substituted another.  It
was a tiresome task, but I longed to embrace Madame Vestri before her
husband.  I set about my task in the following manner:

The text ran:

"Les procedes de cet homme m'outragent et me deseparent, je dois penser a
me debarrasser."

For this I substituted:

"Cet homme a des facons qui m'offensent et me desolent, il faut que je
m'en defasse;" and so on throughout the piece.

When I had finished I slept for three hours, and then rose and dressed.
Baletti saw my spell, and said I had earned the curses of the young
author, as Madame Vestri would no doubt make him write all
parts for her without using the letter 'r'; and, indeed, that was just
what she did.

I called on the actress and found her getting up.  I gave her the part,
and as soon as she saw what I had done she burst out into exclamations of
delight; and calling her husband shewed him my contrivance, and said she
would never play a part with an 'r' in it again.  I promised to copy them
all out, and added that I had spent the whole night in amending the
present part.  "The whole night!  Come and take your reward, for you are
cleverer than any sorcerer.  We must have the author to dinner, and I
shall make him promise to write all my parts without the 'r', or the duke
will not employ him.  Indeed, I don't wonder the duke has made you his
secretary.  I never thought it would be possible to do what you have
done; but I suppose it was very difficult?"

"Not at all.  If I were a pretty woman with the like defect I should take
care to avoid all words with an 'r; in them."

"Oh, that would be too much trouble."

"Let us bet again, for a box or a kiss, that you can spend a whole day
without using an 'r'.  Let us begin now."

"All in good time," said she, "but we won't have any stake, as I think
you are too greedy."

The author came to dinner, and was duly attacked by Madame Vestri.  She
began by saying that it was an author's duty to be polite to actresses,
and if any of them spoke with a lisp the least he could do was to write
their parts without the fatal letter.

The young author laughed, and said it could not be done without spoiling
the style.  Thereupon Madame Vestri gave him my version of her part,
telling him to read it, and to say on his conscience whether the style
had suffered.  He had to confess that my alterations were positive
improvements, due to the great richness of the French language.  And he
was right, for there is no language in the world that can compare in
copiousness of expression with the French.

This trifling subject kept us merry, but Madame Vestri expressed a devout
wish that all authors would do for her what I had done.  At Paris, where
I heard her playing well and lisping terribly, she did not find the
authors so obliging, but she pleased the people.  She asked me if I would
undertake to recompose Zaire, leaving out the r's.

"Ah!" said I, "considering that it would have to be in verse, and in
Voltairean verse, I would rather not undertake the task."

With a view to pleasing the actress the young author asked me how I would
tell her that she was charming without using an 'r'.

"I should say that she enchanted me, made me in an ecstasy, that she is
unique."

She wrote me a letter, which I still keep, in which the 'r' does not
appear.  If I could have stayed at Stuttgart, this device of mine might
have won me her favours; but after a week of feasting and triumph the
courier came one morning at ten o'clock and announced that his highness,
the duke, would arrive at four.

As soon as I heard the news I told Baletti with the utmost coolness that
I thought it would be only polite to meet my lord, and swell his train on
his entry into Louisburg; and as I wished to meet him at a distance of
two stages I should have to go at once.  He thought my idea an excellent
one, and went to order post-horses immediately; but when he saw me
packing up all my belongings into my trunk, he guessed the truth and
applauded the jest.  I embraced him and confessed my hardihood.  He was
sorry to lose me, but he laughed when he thought of the feelings of the
duke and of the three officers when they found out the trick.  He
promised to write to me at Mannheim, where I had decided on spending a
week to see my beloved Algardi, who was in the service of the Elector.  I
had also letters for M. de Sickirigen and Baron Becker, one of the
Elector's ministers.

When the horses were put in I embraced Baletti, his little girl, and his
pretty housekeeper, and ordered the postillion to drive to Mannheim.

When we reached Mannheim I heard that the Court was at Schwetzingen, and
I bade the postillion drive on.  I found everyone I had expected to see.
Algardi had got married, M. de Sickingen was soliciting the position of
ambassador to Paris, and Baron Becker introduced me to the Elector.  Five
or six days after my arrival died Prince Frederic des Deux Ponts, and I
will here relate an anecdote I heard the day before he died.

Dr. Algardi had attended on the prince during his last illness.  I was
supping with Veraci, the poet-laureate, on the eve of the prince's death,
and in the course of supper Algardi came in.

"How is the prince?" said I.

"The poor prince--he cannot possibly live more than twenty-four hours."

"Does he know it?"

"No, he still hopes.  He grieved me to the heart by bidding me tell him
the whole truth; he even bade me give my word of honour that I was
speaking the truth.  Then he asked me if he were positively in danger of
death."

"And you told him the truth?"

"Certainly not.  I told him his sickness was undoubtedly a mortal one,
but that with the help of nature and art wonders might be worked."

"Then you deceived him, and told a lie?"

"I did not deceive him; his recovery comes under the category of the
possible.  I did not want to leave him in despair, for despair would most
certainly kill him."

"Yes, yes; but you will confess that you told him a lie and broke your
word of honour."

"I told no lie, for I know that he may possibly be cured."

"Then you lied just now?"

"Not at all, for lie will die to-morrow."

"It seems to me that your reasoning is a little Jesuitical."

"No, it is not.  My duty was to prolong my patient's life and to spare
him a sentence which would most certainly have shortened it, possibly by
several hours; besides, it is not an absolute impossibility that he
should recover, therefore I did not lie when I told him that he might
recover, nor did I lie just now when I gave it as my opinion (the result
of my experience) that he would die to-morrow.  I would certainly wager a
million to one that he will die to-morrow, but I would not wager my
life."

"You are right, and yet for all that you deceived the poor man; for his
intention in asking you the question was not to be told a commonplace
which he knew as well as you, but to learn your true opinion as to his
life or death.  But again I agree with you that as his physician you were
quite right not to shorten his few remaining hours by telling him the
terrible truth."

After a fortnight I left Schwetzingen, leaving some of my belongings
under the care of Veraci the poet, telling him I would call for them some
day; but I never came, and after a lapse of thirty-one years Veraci keeps
them still.  He was one of the strangest poets I have ever met.  He
affected eccentricity to make himself notorious, and opposed the great
Metastasio in everything, writing unwieldy verses which he said gave more
scope for the person who set them to music.  He had got this extravagant
notion from Jumelli.

I traveled to Mayence and thence I sailed to Cologne, where I looked
forward to the pleasure of meeting with the burgomaster's wife who
disliked General Kettler, and had treated me so well seven years ago.
But that was not the only reason which impelled me to visit that odious
town.  When I was at Dresden I had read in a number of the Cologne
Gazette that "Master Casanova has returned to Warsaw only to be sent
about his business again.  The king has heard some stories of this famous
adventurer, which compel him to forbid him his Court."

I could not stomach language of this kind, and I resolved to pay Jacquet,
the editor, a visit, and now my time had come.

I made a hasty dinner and then called on the burgomaster, whom I found
sitting at table with his fair Mimi.  They welcomed me warmly, and for
two hours I told them the story of my adventures during the last seven
years.  Mimi had to go out, and I was asked to dine with them the next
day.

I thought she looked prettier than ever, and my imagination promised me
some delicious moments with her.  I spent an anxious and impatient night,
and called on my Amphitryon at an early hour to have an opportunity of
speaking to his dear companion.  I found her alone, and began with an
ardent caress which she gently repelled, but her face froze my passion in
its course.

"Time is an excellent doctor," said she, "and it has cured me of a
passion which left behind it the sting of remorse."

"What!  The confessional .  .  .  ."

"Should only serve as a place wherein to confess our sins of the past,
and to implore grace to sin no more."

"May the Lord save me from repentance, the only source of which is a
prejudice!  I shall leave Cologne to-morrow."

"I do not tell you to go."

"If there is no hope, it is no place for me.  May I hope?"

"Never."

She was delightful at table, but I was gloomy and distracted.  At seven
o'clock next day I set out, and as soon as I had passed the Aix la
Chapelle Gate, I told the postillion to stop and wait for me.  I then
walked to Jacquet's, armed with a pistol and a cane, though I only meant
to beat him.

The servant shewed me into the room where he was working by himself.  It
was on the ground floor, and the door was open for coolness' sake.

He heard me coming in and asked what he could do for me.

"You scoundrelly journalist."  I replied, "I am the adventurer Casanova
whom you slandered in your miserable sheet four months ago."

So saying I directed my pistol at his head, with my left hand, and lifted
my cane with my right.  But the wretched scribbler fell on his knees
before me with clasped hands and offered to shew me the signed letter he
had received from Warsaw, which contained the statements he had inserted
in his paper.

"Where is this letter?"

"You shall have it in a moment."

I made way for him to search, but I locked and bolted the door to prevent
his escaping.  The man trembled like a leaf and began to look for the
letter amongst his Warsaw correspondence, which was in a disgraceful
state of confusion.  I shewed him the date of the article in the paper,
but the letter could not be found; and at the end of an hour he fell down
again on his knees, and told me to do what I would to him.  I gave him a
kick and told him to get up and follow me.  He made no reply, and
followed me bareheaded till he saw me get into my chaise and drive off,
and I have no doubt he gave thanks to God for his light escape.  In the
evening, I reached Aix-la-Chapelle, where I found Princess Lubomirska,
General Roniker, several other distinguished Poles, Tomatis and his wife,
and many Englishmen of my acquaintance.




CHAPTER II

My Stay at Spa--The Blow--The Sword--Della Croce--Charlotte; Her Lying-in
and Death--A Lettre de Cachet Obliges Me to Leave Paris in the Course of
Twenty-four Hours


All my friends seemed delighted to see me, and I was well pleased to find
myself in such good company.  People were on the point of leaving Aix for
Spa.  Nearly everyone went, and those who stayed only did so because
lodgings were not to be had at Spa.  Everybody assured me that this was
the case, and many had returned after seeking in vain for a mere garret.
I paid no attention to all this, and told the princess that if she would
come with me I would find some lodging, were it only in my carriage.  We
accordingly set out the next day, and got to Spa in good time, our
company consisting of the princess, the prothonotary, Roniker, and the
Tomatis.  Everyone except myself had taken rooms in advance, I alone knew
not where to turn. I got out and prepared for the search, but before
going along the streets I went into a shop and bought a hat, having lost
mine on the way.  I explained my situation to the shopwoman, who seemed
to take an interest in me, and began speaking to her husband in Flemish
or Walloon, and finally informed me that if it were only for a few days
she and her husband would sleep in the shop and give up their room to me.
But she said that she had absolutely no room whatever for my man.

"I haven't got one."

"All the better.  Send away your carriage."

"Where shall I send it?"

"I will see that it is housed safely."

"How much am I to pay?"

"Nothing; and if you are not too particular, we should like you to share
our meals."

"I accept your offer thankfully."

I went up a narrow staircase, and found myself in a pretty little room
with a closet, a good bed, suitable furniture, and everything perfectly
neat and clean.  I thought myself very lucky, and asked the good people
why they would not sleep in the closet rather than the shop, and they
replied with one breath that they would be in my way, while their niece
would not interfere with me.

This news about the niece was a surprise to me.  The closet had no door,
and was not much bigger than the bed which it contained; it was, in fact,
a mere alcove, without any window.

I must note that my hostess and her husband, both of them from Liege,
were perfect models of ugliness.

"It's not within the limits of possibility," I said to myself, "for the
niece to be uglier than they, but if they allow her to sleep thus in the
same room with the first comer, she must be proof against all
temptation."

However, I gave no sign, and did not ask to see the niece for fear of
offense, and I went out without opening my trunk.  I told them as I went
out that I should not be back till after supper, and gave them some money
to buy wax candles and night lights.

I went to see the princess with whom I was to sup.  All the company
congratulated me on my good fortune in finding a lodging.  I went to the
concert, to the bank at faro, and to the other gaming saloons, and there
I saw the so-called Marquis d'Aragon, who was playing at piquet with an
old count of the Holy Roman Empire.  I was told about the duel he had had
three weeks before with a Frenchman who had picked a quarrel with him;
the Frenchman had been wounded in the chest, and was still ill.
Nevertheless, he was only waiting for his cure to be completed to have
his revenge, which he had demanded as he was taken off the field.  Such
is the way of the French when a duel is fought for a trifling matter.
They stop at the first blood, and fight the duel over and over again.  In
Italy, on the other hand, duels are fought to the death.  Our blood burns
to fire when our adversary's sword opens a vein.  Thus stabbing is common
in Italy and rare in France; while duels are common in France, and rare
in Italy.

Of all the company at Spa, I was most pleased to see the Marquis
Caraccioli, whom I had left in London.  His Court had given him leave of
absence, and he was spending it at Spa.  He was brimful of wit and the
milk of human kindness, compassionate for the weaknesses of others, and
devoted to youth, no matter of what sex, but he knew well the virtue of
moderation, and used all things without abusing them.  He never played,
but he loved a good gamester and despised all dupes.  The worthy marquis
was the means of making the fortune of the so-called Marquis d'Aragon by
becoming surety for his nobility and bona fides to a wealthy English
widow of fifty, who had taken a fancy to him, and brought him her fortune
of sixty thousand pounds sterling.  No doubt the widow was taken with the
gigantic form and the beautiful title of d'Aragon, for Dragon (as his
name really was) was devoid of wit and manners, and his legs, which I
suppose he kept well covered, bore disgusting marks of the libertine life
he had led.  I saw the marquis some time afterwards at Marseilles, and a
few years later he purchased two estates at Modena.  His wife died in due
course, and according to the English law he inherited the whole of her
property.

I returned to my lodging in good time, and went to bed without seeing the
niece, who was fast asleep.  I was waited on by the ugly aunt, who begged
me not to take a servant while I remained in her house, for by her
account all servants were thieves.

When I awoke in the morning the niece had got up and gone down.  I
dressed to go to the Wells, and warned my host and hostess that I should
have the pleasure of dining with them.  The room I occupied was the only
place in which they could take their meals, and I was astonished when
they came and asked my permission to do so.  The niece had gone out, so I
had to put my curiosity aside.  When I was out my acquaintances pointed
out to me the chief beauties who then haunted the Wells.  The number of
adventurers who flock to Spa during the season is something incredible,
and they all hope to make their fortunes; and, as may be supposed, most
of them go away as naked as they came, if not more so.  Money circulates
with great freedom, but principally amongst the gamesters, shop-keepers,
money-lenders, and courtezans.  The money which proceeds from the
gaming-table has three issues: the first and smallest share goes to the
Prince-Bishop of Liege; the second and larger portion, to the numerous
amateur cheats who frequent the place; and by far the largest of all to
the coffers of twelve sharpers, who keep the tables and are authorized by
the sovereign.

Thus goes the money.  It comes from the pockets of the dupes--poor moths
who burn their wings at Spa!

The Wells are a mere pretext for gaming, intriguing, and fortune-hunting.
There are a few honest people who go for amusement, and a few for rest
and relaxation after the toils of business.

Living is cheap enough at Spa.  The table d'hote is excellent, and only
costs a small French crown, and one can get good lodging for the like
sum.

I came home at noon having won a score of louis.  I went into the shop,
intending to go to my room, but I was stopped short by seeing a handsome
brunette, of nineteen or twenty, with great black eyes, voluptuous lips,
and shining teeth, measuring out ribbon on the counter.  This, then, was
the niece, whom I had imagined as so ugly.  I concealed my surprise and
sat down in the shop to gaze at her and endeavour to make her
acquaintance.  But she hardly seemed to see me, and only acknowledged my
presence by a slight inclination of the head.  Her aunt came down to say
that dinner was ready, and I went upstairs and found the table laid for
four.  The servant brought in the soup, and then asked me very plainly to
give her some money if I wanted any wine, as her master and mistress only
drank beer.  I was delighted with her freedom, and gave her money to buy
two bottles of Burgundy.

The master came up and shewed me a gold repeater with a chain also of
gold by a well-known modern maker.  He wanted to know how much it was
worth.

"Forty louis at the least."

"A gentleman wants me to give him twenty louis for it, on the condition
that I return it to-morrow if he brings me twenty-two."

"Then I advise you to accept his offer."

"I haven't got the money."

"I will lend it you with pleasure."

I gave him the twenty Louis, and placed the watch in my jewel-casket.  At
table the niece sat opposite to me, but I took care not to look at her,
and she, like a modest girl, did not say a score of words all through the
meal.  The meal was an excellent one, consisting of soup, boiled beef, an
entree, and a roast.  The mistress of the house told me that the roast
was in my honour, "for," she said, "we are not rich people, and we only
allow ourselves this Luxury on a Sunday."  I admired her delicacy, and
the evident sincerity with which she spoke.  I begged my entertainers to
help me with my wine, and they accepted the offer, saying they only
wished they were rich enough to be able to drink half a bottle a day.

"I thought trade was good with you."

"The stuff is not ours, and we have debts; besides, the expenses are very
great.  We have sold very little up to now."

"Do you only sell hats?"

"No, we have silk handkerchiefs, Paris stockings, and lace ruffs, but
they say everything is too dear."

"I will buy some things for you, and will send all my friends here.
Leave it to me; I will see what I can do for you."

"Mercy, fetch down one or two packets of those handkerchiefs and some
stockings, large size, for the gentleman has a big leg."

Mercy, as the niece was called, obeyed.  I pronounced the handkerchiefs
superb and the stockings excellent.  I bought a dozen, and I promised
them that they should sell out their whole stock.  They overwhelmed me
with thanks, and promised to put themselves entirely in my hands.

After coffee, which, like the roast, was in my honour, the aunt told her
niece to take care to awake me in the morning when she got up.  She said
she would not fail, but I begged her not to take too much trouble over
me, as I was a very heavy sleeper.

In the afternoon I went to an armourer's to buy a brace of pistols, and
asked the man if he knew the tradesman with whom I was staying.

"We are cousins-german," he replied.

"Is he rich?"

"Yes, in debts."

Why?"

"Because he is unfortunate, like most honest people."

"How about his wife?"

"Her careful economy keeps him above water."

"Do you know the niece?"

"Yes; she's a good girl, but very pious.  Her silly scruples keep
customers away from the shop."

"What do you think she should do to attract customers?"

"She should be more polite, and not play the prude when anyone wants to
give her a kiss."

"She is like that, is she?"

"Try her yourself and you will see.  Last week she gave an officer a box
on the ear.  My cousin scolded her, and she wanted to go back to Liege;
however, the wife soothed her again.  She is pretty enough, don't you
think so?"

"Certainly I do, but if she is as cross-grained as you say, the best
thing will be to leave her alone."

After what I had heard I made up my mind to change my room, for Mercy had
pleased me in such a way that I was sure I should be obliged to pay her a
call before long, and I detested Pamelas as heartily as Charpillons.

In the afternoon I took Rzewuski and Roniker to the shop, and they bought
fifty ducats' worth of goods to oblige me.  The next day the princess and
Madame Tomatis bought all the handkerchiefs.

I came home at ten o'clock, and found Mercy in bed as I had done the
night before.  Next morning the watch was redeemed, and the hatter
returned me twenty-two louis.  I made him a present of the two louis, and
said I should always be glad to lend him money in that way--the profits
to be his.  He left me full of gratitude.

I was asked to dine with Madame Tomatis, so I told my hosts that I would
have the pleasure of supping with them, the costs to be borne by me.  The
supper was good and the Burgundy excellent, but Mercy refused to taste
it.  She happened to leave the room for a moment at the close of the
meal, and I observed to the aunt that her niece was charming, but it was
a pity she was so sad.

"She will have to change her ways, or I will keep her no longer."

"Is she the same with all men?"

"With all."

"Then she has never been in love."

"She says she has not, but I don't believe her."

"I wonder she can sleep so comfortably with a man at a few feet distant."

"She is not afraid."

Mercy came in, bade us good night, and said she would go to bed.  I made
as if I would give her a kiss, but she turned her back on me, and placed
a chair in front of her closet so that I might not see her taking off her
chemise.  My host and hostess then went to bed, and so did I, puzzling my
head over the girl's behaviour which struck me as most extraordinary and
unaccountable.  However, I slept peacefully, and when I awoke the bird
had left the nest.  I felt inclined to have a little quiet argument with
the girl, and to see what I could make of her; but I saw no chance of my
getting an opportunity.  The hatter availed himself of my offer of purse
to lend money on pledges, whereby he made a good profit.  There was no
risk for me in the matter, and he and his wife declared that they blessed
the day on which I had come to live with them.

On the fifth or sixth day I awoke before Mercy, and only putting on my
dressing-gown I came towards her bed.  She had a quick ear and woke up,
and no sooner did she see me coming towards her than she asked me what I
wanted.  I sat down on her bed and said gently that I only wanted to wish
her a good day and to have a little talk.  It was hot weather, and she
was only covered by a single sheet; and stretching out one arm I drew her
towards me, and begged her to let me give her a kiss.  Her resistance
made me angry; and passing an audacious hand under the sheet I discovered
that she was made like other women; but just as my hand was on the spot,
I received a fisticuff on the nose that made me see a thousand stars, and
quite extinguished the fire of my concupiscence.  The blood streamed from
my nose and stained the bed of the furious Mercy.  I kept my presence of
mind and left her on the spot, as the blow she had given me was but a
sample of what I might expect if I attempted reprisals.  I washed my face
in cold water, and as I was doing so Mercy dressed herself and left the
room.

At last my blood ceased to flow, and I saw to my great annoyance that my
nose was swollen in such a manner that my face was simply hideous.  I
covered it up with a handkerchief and sent for the hairdresser to do my
hair, and when this was done my landlady brought me up some fine trout,
of which I approved; but as I was giving her the money she saw my face
and uttered a cry of horror.  I told her the whole story, freely
acknowledging that I was in the wrong, and begging her to say nothing to
her niece.  Then heeding not her excuses I went out with my handkerchief
before my face, and visited a house which the Duchess of Richmond had
left the day before.

Half of the suite she had abandoned had been taken in advance by an
Italian marquis; I took the other half, hired a servant, and had my
effects transported there from my old lodgings.  The tears and
supplications of my landlady had no effect whatever upon me, I felt I
could not bear the sight of Mercy any longer.

In the house into which I had moved I found an Englishman who said he
would bring down the bruise in one hour, and make the discoloration of
the flesh disappear in twenty-four.  I let him do what he liked and he
kept his word.  He rubbed the place with spirits of wine and some drug
which is unknown to me; but being ashamed to appear in public in the
state I was in, I kept indoors for the rest of the day.  At noon the
distressed aunt brought me my trout, and said that Mercy was cut to the
heart to have used me so, and that if I would come back I could do what I
liked with her.

"You must feel," I replied, "that if I complied with your request the
adventure would become public to the damage of my honour and your
business, and your niece would not be able to pass for a devotee any
longer."

I made some reflections on the blow she had given the officer, much to
the aunt's surprise, for she could not think how I had heard of it; and I
shewed her that, after having exposed me to her niece's brutality, her
request was extremely out of place.  I concluded by saying that I could
believe her to be an accomplice in the fact without any great stretch of
imagination.  This made her burst into tears, and I had to apologize and
to promise to continue forwarding her business by way of consolation, and
so she left me in a calmer mood.  Half an hour afterwards her husband
came with twenty-five Louis I had lent him on a gold snuff-box set with
diamonds, and proposed that I should lend two hundred Louis on a ring
worth four hundred.

"It will be yours," he said, "if the owner does not bring me two hundred
and twenty Louis in a week's time."

I had the money and proceeded to examine the stone which seemed to be a
good diamond, and would probably weigh six carats as the owner declared.
The setting was in gold.

"I consent to give the sum required if the owner is ready to give me a
receipt."

"I will do so myself in the presence of witnesses."

"Very good.  You shall have the money in the course of an hour; I am
going to have the stone taken out first.  That will make no difference to
the owner, as I shall have it reset at my own expense.  If he redeems it,
the twenty Louis shall be yours."

"I must ask him whether he has any objection to the stone being taken
out."

"Very good, but you can tell him that if he will not allow it to be done
he will get nothing for it."

He returned before long with a jeweller who said he would guarantee the
stone to be at least two grains over the six carats.

"Have you weighed it?"

"No, but I am quite sure it weighs over six carats."

"Then you can lend the money on it?"

"I cannot command such a sum."

"Can you tell me why the owner objects to the stone being taken out and
put in at my expense?"

"No, I can't; but he does object."

"Then he may take his ring somewhere else."

They went away, leaving me well pleased at my refusal, for it was plain
that the stone was either false or had a false bottom.

I spent the rest of the day in writing letters and making a good supper,
In the morning I was awoke by someone knocking at my door, and on my
getting up to open it, what was my astonishment to find Mercy!

I let her in, and went back to bed, and asked her what she wanted with me
so early in the morning.  She sat down on the bed, and began to overwhelm
me with apologies.  I replied by asking her why, if it was her principle
to fly at her lovers like a tiger, she had slept almost in the same room
as myself.

"In sleeping in the closet," said she, "I obeyed my aunt's orders, and in
striking you (for which I am very sorry) I was but defending my honour;
and I cannot admit that every man who sees me is at liberty to lose his
reason.  I think you will allow that your duty is to respect, and mine to
defend, my honour."

"If that is your line of argument, I acknowledge that you are right; but
you had nothing to complain of, for I bore your blow in silence, and by
my leaving the house you might know that it was my intention to respect
you for the future.  Did you come to hear me say this?  If so, you are
satisfied.  But you will not be offended if I laugh at your excuses, for
after what you have said I cannot help thinking them very laughable."

"What have I said?"

"That you only did your duty in flattening my nose.  If so, do you think
it is necessary to apologize for the performance of duty?"

"I ought to have defended myself more gently.  But forget everything and
forgive me; I will defend myself no more in any way.  I am yours and I
love you, and I am ready to prove my love."

She could not have spoken more plainly, and as she spoke the last words
she fell on me with her face close to mine, which she bedewed with her
tears.  I was ashamed of such an easy conquest, and I gently withdrew
from her embrace, telling her to return after the bruise on my face had
disappeared.  She left me deeply mortified.

The Italian, who had taken half the suite of rooms, had arrived in the
course of the night.  I asked his name, and was given a card bearing the
name of The Marquis Don Antonio della Croce.

Was it the Croce I knew?

It was very possible.

I asked what kind of an establishment he had, and was informed that the
marchioness had a lady's maid, and the marquis a secretary and two
servants.  I longed to see the nobleman in question.

I had not long to wait, for as soon as he heard that I was his neighbour,
he came to see me, and we spent two hours in telling each other our
adventures since we had parted in Milan.  He had heard that I had made
the fortune of the girl he had abandoned, and in the six years that had
elapsed he had been travelling all over Europe, engaged in a constant
strife with fortune.  At Paris and Brussels he had made a good deal of
money, and in the latter town he had fallen in love with a young lady of
rank, whom her father had shut up in a convent.  He had taken her away,
and she it was whom he called the Marchioness della Croce, now six months
with child.

He made her pass for his wife, because, as he said, he meant to marry her
eventually.

"I have fifty thousand francs in gold," said he, "and as much again in
jewellery and various possessions.  It is my intention to give suppers
here and hold a bank, but if I play without correcting the freaks of
fortune I am sure to lose."  He intended going to Warsaw, thinking I
would give him introductions to all my friends there; but he made a
mistake, and I did not even introduce him to my Polish friends at Spa.  I
told him he could easily make their acquaintance by himself, and that I
would neither make nor mar with him.

I accepted his invitation to dinner for the same day.  His secretary, as
he called him, was merely his confederate.  He was a clever Veronese
named Conti, and his wife was an essential accomplice in Croce's designs.

At noon my friend the hatter came again with the ring, followed by the
owner, who looked like a bravo.  They were accompanied by the jeweller
and another individual.  The owner asked me once more to lend him two
hundred louis on the ring.

My proper course would have been to beg to be excused, then I should have
had no more trouble in the matter; but it was not to be.  I wanted to
make him see that the objection he made to having the stone taken out was
an insuperable obstacle to my lending him the money.

"When the stone is removed," said I, "we shall see what it really is.
Listen to my proposal: if it weighs twenty-six grains, I will give you,
not two but three hundred louis, but in its present condition I shall
give nothing at all."

"You have no business to doubt my word; you insult me by doing so."

"Not at all, I have no intentions of the kind.  I simply propose a wager
to you.  If the stone be found to weigh twenty-six grains, I shall lose
two hundred Louis, if it weighs much less you will lose the ring."

"That's a scandalous proposal; it's as much as to tell me that I am a
liar."

I did not like the tone with which these words were spoken, and I went up
to the chest of drawers where I kept my pistols, and bade him go and
leave me in peace.

Just then General Roniker came in, and the owner of the ring told him of
the dispute between us.  The general looked at the ring, and said to
him,--

"If anyone were to give me the ring I should not have the stone taken
out, because one should not look a gift horse in the mouth; but if it
came to a question of buying or lending I would not give a crown for it,
were the owner an emperor, before the stone was taken out; and I am very
much surprised at your refusing to let this be done."

Without a word the knave made for the door, and the ring remained in the
hands of my late host.

"Why didn't you give him his ring?" said I.

"Because I have advanced him fifty Louis on it; but if he does not redeem
it to-morrow I will have the stone taken out before a judge, and
afterwards I shall sell it by auction."

"I don't like the man's manners, and I hope you will never bring anyone
to my rooms again."

The affair came to the following conclusion: The impostor did not redeem
the ring, and the Liege tradesman had the setting removed.  The diamond
was found to be placed on a bed of rock crystal, which formed two-thirds
of the whole bulk.  However, the diamond was worth fifty Louis, and an
Englishman bought it.  A week afterwards the knave met me as I was
walking by myself, and begged me to follow him to place where we should
be free from observation, as his sword had somewhat to say to mine.
Curiously enough I happened to be wearing my sword at the time.

"I will not follow you," I replied; "the matter can be settled here?"

"We are observed."

"All the better.  Make haste and draw your sword first."

"The advantage is with you."

"I know it, and so it ought to be.  If you do not draw I will proclaim
you to be the coward I am sure you are."

At this he drew his sword rapidly and came on, but I was ready to receive
him.  He began to fence to try my mettle, but I lunged right at his
chest, and gave him three inches of cold steel.  I should have killed him
on the spot if he had not lowered his sword, saying he would take his
revenge at another time.  With this he went off, holding his hand to the
wound.

A score of people were close by, but no one troubled himself about the
wounded man, as he was known to have been the aggressor.  The duel had no
further consequences for me.  When I left Spa the man was still in the
surgeon's hands.  He was something worse than an adventurer, and all the
French at Spa disowned him.

But to return to Croce and his dinner.

The marchioness, his wife so-called, was a young lady of sixteen or
seventeen, fair-complexioned and tall, with all the manners of the
Belgian nobility.  The history of her escape is well known to her
brothers and sisters, and as her family are still in existence my readers
will be obliged to me for concealing her name.

Her husband had told her about me, and she received me in the most
gracious manner possible.  She shewed no signs of sadness or of
repentance for the steps she had taken.  She was with child for some
months, and seemed to be near her term, owing to the slimness of her
figure.  Nevertheless she had the aspect of perfect health.  Her
countenance expressed candour and frankness of disposition in a
remarkable degree.  Her eyes were large and blue, her complexion a
roseate hue, her small sweet mouth, her perfect teeth made her a beauty
worthy of the brush of Albano.

I thought myself skilled in physiognomy, and concluded that she was not
only perfectly happy, but also the cause of happiness.  But here let me
say how vain a thing it is for anyone to pronounce a man or woman to be
happy or unhappy from a merely cursory inspection.

The young marchioness had beautiful ear-rings, and two rings, which gave
me a pretext for admiring the beauty of her hands.

Conti's wife did not cut any figure at all, and I was all eyes for the
marchioness, whose name was Charlotte.  I was profoundly impressed by her
that I was quite abstracted during dinner.

I sought in vain to discover by what merits Croce had been able to seduce
two such superior women.  He was not a fine-looking man, he was not well
educated, his manners were doubtful, and his way of speaking by no means
seductive; in fine, I saw nothing captivating about him, and yet I could
be a witness to his having made two girls leave their homes to follow
him.  I lost myself in conjecture; but I had no premonition of what was
to happen in the course of a few weeks.

When dinner was over I took Croce apart, and talked seriously to him.  I
impressed on him the necessity of circumspect conduct, as in my opinion
he would be for ever infamous if the beautiful woman whom he had seduced
was to become wretched by his fault.

"For the future I mean to trust to my skill in play, and thus I am sure
of a comfortable living."

"Does she know, that your revenue is fed solely by the purses of dupes?"

"She knows that I am a gamester; and as she adores me, her will is as
mine.  I am thinking of marrying her at Warsaw before she is confined.
If you are in any want of money, look upon my purse as your own."

I thanked him, and once more pressed on him the duty of exercising
extreme prudence.

As a matter of fact, I had no need of money.  I had played with
moderation, and my profits amounted to nearly four hundred louis.  When
the luck turned against me I was wise enough to turn my back on the
board.  Although the bruise that Mercy had given me was still apparent, I
escorted the marchioness to the tables, and there she drew all eyes upon
her.  She was fond of piquet, and we played together for small stakes for
some time.  In the end she lost twenty crowns to me, and I was forced to
take the money for fear of offending her.

When we went back we met Croce and Conti, who had both won--Conti a score
of louis at Faro, and Croce more than a hundred guineas at 'passe dix',
which he had been playing at a club of Englishmen.  I was more lively at
supper than dinner, and excited Charlotte to laughter by my wit.

Henceforth the Poles and the Tomatis only saw me at intervals.  I was in
love with the fair marchioness, and everybody said it was very natural.
When a week had elapsed, Croce, finding that the pigeons would not come
to be plucked, despite the suppers he gave, went to the public room, and
lost continually.  He was as used to loss as to gain, and his spirits
were unaltered; he was still gay, still ate well and drank better, and
caressed his victim, who had no suspicions of what was going on.

I loved her, but did not dare to reveal my passion, fearing lest it
should be unrequited; and I was afraid to tell her of Croce's losses lest
she should put down my action to some ulterior motive; in fine, I was
afraid to lose the trust she had already begun to place in me.

At the end of three weeks Conti, who had played with prudence and
success, left Croce and set out for Verona with his wife and servant.  A
few days later Charlotte dismissed her maid, sending her back to Liege,
her native town.

Towards the middle of September all the Polish party left the Spa for
Paris, where I promised to rejoin them.  I only stayed for Charlotte's
sake; I foresaw a catastrophe, and I would not abandon her.  Every day
Croce lost heavily, and at last he was obliged to sell his jewellery.
Then came Charlotte's turn; she had to give up her watches, ear-rings,
her rings, and all the jewels she had.  He lost everything, but this
wonderful girl was as affectionate as ever.  To make a finish he
despoiled her of her lace and her best gowns, and then selling his own
wardrobe he went to his last fight with fortune, provided with two
hundred Louis.  He played like a madman, without common-sense or
prudence, and lost all.

His pockets were empty, and seeing me he beckoned to me, and I followed
him out of the Spa.

"My friend," he began, "I have two alternatives, I can kill myself this
instant or I can fly without returning to the house.  I shall embrace the
latter and go to Warsaw on foot, and I leave my wife in your hands, for I
know you adore her.  It must be your task to give her the dreadful news
of the pass to which I have come.  Have a care of her, she is too good by
far for a poor wretch like me.  Take her to Paris and I will write to you
there at your brother's address.  I know you have money, but I would die
rather than accept a single louis from you.  I have still two or three
pieces left, and I assure you that I am richer at the present moment than
I was two months ago.  Farewell; once more I commend Charlotte to your
care; I would that she had never known me."

With these words he shed tears, and embracing me went his way.  I was
stupefied at what lay before me.

I had to inform a pregnant woman that the man she dearly loved had
deserted her.  The only thought that supported me in that moment was that
it would be done for love of her, and I felt thankful that I had
sufficient means to secure her from privation.

I went to the house and told her that we might dine at once, as the
marquis would be engaged till the evening.  She sighed, wished him luck,
and we proceeded to dine.  I disguised my emotions so well that she
conceived no suspicion.  After the meal was over, I asked her to walk
with me in the garden of the Capuchin Monastery, which was close at hand.
To prepare her for the fatal news I asked her if she would approve of her
lover exposing himself to assassination for the sake of bidding adieu to
her rather than making his escape.

"I should blame him for doing so," she replied.  "He ought to escape by
all means, if only to save his life for my sake.  Has my husband done so?
Speak openly to me.  My spirit is strong enough to resist even so fatal a
blow, for I know I have a friend in you.  Speak."

"Well, I will tell you all.  But first of all remember this; you must
look upon me as a tender father who will never let you want, so long as
life remains to him."

"In that case I cannot be called unfortunate, for I have a true friend.
Say on."

I told all that Croce had told me, not omitting his last words: "I
commend Charlotte to your care; I would that she had never known me."

For a few minutes she remained motionless, as one turned into stone.  By
her attitude, by her laboured and unequal breath, I could divine somewhat
of the battle between love, and anger, and sorrow, and pity, that was
raging in the noble breast.  I was cut to the heart.  At last she wiped
away the big tears that began to trickle down her cheeks, and turning to
me sighed and said,--

"Dear friend, since I can count on you, I am far indeed from utter
misery."

"I swear to you, Charlotte, that I will never leave you till I place you
again in your husband's hands, provided I do not die before."

"That is enough.  I swear eternal gratitude, and to be as submissive to
you as a good daughter ought to be."

The religion and philosophy with which her heart and mind were fortified,
though she made no parade of either, began to calm her spirit, and she
proceeded to make some reflections on Croce's unhappy lot, but all in
pity not in anger, excusing his inveterate passion for play.  She had
often heard from Croce's lips the story of the Marseilles girl whom he
had left penniless in an inn at Milan, commending her to my care.  She
thought it something wonderful that I should again be intervening as the
tutelary genius; but her situation was much the worse, for she was with
child.

"There's another difference," I added, "for I made the fortune of the
first by finding her an honest husband, whereas I should never have the
courage to adopt the same method with the second."

"While Croce lives I am no man's wife but his, nevertheless I am glad to
find myself free."

When we were back in the house, I advised her to send away the servant
and to pay his journey to Besanion, where she had taken him.  Thus all
unpleasantness would be avoided.  I made her sell all that remained of
her poor lover's wardrobe, as also his carriage, for mine was a better
one.  She shewed me all she had left, which only amounted to some sets of
linen and three or four dresses.

We remained at Spa without going out of doors.  She could see that my
love was a tenderer passion than the love of a father, and she told me
so, and that she was obliged to me for the respect with which I treated
her.  We sat together for hours, she folded in my arms, whilst I gently
kissed her beautiful eyes, and asked no more.  I was happy in her
gratitude and in my powers of self-restraint.  When temptation was too
strong I left the beautiful girl till I was myself again, and such
conquests made me proud.  In the affection between us there was somewhat
of the purity of a man's first love.

I wanted a small travelling cap, and the servant of the house went to my
former lodging to order one.  Mercy brought several for me to choose
from.  She blushed when she saw me, but I said nothing to her.  When she
had gone I told Charlotte the whole story, and she laughed with all her
heart when I reminded her of the bruise on my face when we first met, and
informed her that Mercy had given it me.  She praised my firmness in
rejecting her repentance, and agreed with me in thinking that the whole
plan had been concerted between her and her aunt.

We left Spa without any servant, and when we reached Liege we took the
way of the Ardennes, as she was afraid of being recognized if we passed
through Brussels.  At Luxemburg we engaged a servant, who attended on us
till we reached Paris.  All the way Charlotte was tender and
affectionate, but her condition prescribed limits to her love, and I
could only look forward to the time after her delivery.  We got down at
Paris at the "Hotel Montmorenci," in the street of the same name.

Paris struck me quite as a new place.  Madame d'Urfe was dead, my friends
had changed their houses and their fortunes; the poor had become rich and
the rich poor, new streets and buildings were rising on all sides; I
hardly knew my way about the town.  Everything was dearer; poverty was
rampant, and luxury at it highest pitch.  Perhaps Paris is the only city
where so great a change could take place in the course of five or six
years.

The first call I made was on Madame du Rumain, who was delighted to see
me.  I repaid her the money she had so kindly lent me in the time of my
distress.  She was well in health, but harassed by so many anxieties and
private troubles that she said Providence must have sent me to her to
relieve her of all her griefs by my cabala.  I told her that I would wait
on her at any hour or hours; and this, indeed, was the least I could do
for the woman who had been so kind to me.

My brother had gone to live in the Faubourg St. Antoine.  Both he and his
wife (who remained constant to him, despite his physical disability) were
overjoyed to see me, and entreated me to come and stop with them.  I told
them I should be glad to do so, as soon as the lady who had travelled
with me had got over her confinement.  I did not think proper to tell
them her story, and they had the delicacy to refrain from questioning me
on the subject.  The same day I called on Princess Lubomirska and
Tomatis, begging them not to take it amiss if my visits were few and far
between, as the lady they had seen at Spa was approaching her
confinement, and demanded all my care.

After the discharge of these duties I remained constantly by Charlotte's
side.  On October 8th I thought it would be well to take her to Madame
Lamarre, a midwife, who lived in the Faubourg St. Denis, and Charlotte
was of the same opinion.  We went together, she saw the room, the bed,
and heard how she would be tended and looked after, for all of which I
would pay.  At nightfall we drove to the place, with a trunk containing
all her effects.

As we were leaving the Rue Montmorenci our carriage was obliged to stop
to allow the funeral of some rich man to go by.  Charlotte covered her
face with her handkerchief, and whispered in my ear,
"Dearest, I know it is a foolish superstition, but to a woman in my
condition such a meeting is of evil omen."

"What, Charlotte!  I thought you were too wise to have such silly fears.
A woman in child-bed is not a sick woman, and no woman ever died of
giving birth to a child except some other disease intervened."

"Yes, my dear philosopher, it is like a duel; there are two men in
perfect health, when all of a sudden there comes a sword-thrust, and one
of them is dead."

"That's a witty idea.  But bid all gloomy thoughts go by, and after your
child is born, and we have placed it in good hands, you shall come with
me to Madrid, and there I hope to see you happy and contented."

All the way I did my best to cheer her, for I knew only too well the
fatal effects of melancholy on a pregnant woman, especially in such a
delicate girl as Charlotte.

When I saw her completely settled I returned to the hotel, and the next
day I took up my quarters with my brother.  However, as long as my
Charlotte lived, I only slept at his house, for from nine in the morning
till after midnight I was with my dear.

On October 13th Charlotte was attacked with a fever which never left her.
On the 17th she was happily delivered of a boy, which was immediately
taken to the church and baptized at the express wishes of the mother.
Charlotte wrote down what its name was to be--Jacques (after me), Charles
(after her), son of Antonio della Croce and of Charlotte de (she gave her
real name).  When it was brought from the church she told Madame Lamarre
to carry it to the Foundling Hospital, with the certificate of baptism in
its linen.  I vainly endeavoured to persuade her to leave the care of the
child to me.  She said that if it lived the father could easily reclaim
it.  On the same day, October 18th, the, midwife gave me the following
certificate, which I still possess:

It was worded as follows:

"We, J. B. Dorival, Councillor to the King, Commissary of the Chatelet,
formerly Superintendent of Police in the City of Paris, do certify that
there has been taken to the Hospital for Children a male infant,
appearing to be one day old, brought from the Faubourg St. Denis by the
midwife Lamarre, and bearing a certificate of baptism to the effect that
its name is Jacques Charles, son of Antonio della Croce and of Charlotte
de ---- .  Wherefore, we have delivered the above certificate at our
office in the City of Paris, this 18th day of October, in the year of our
Lord, 1767, at seven o'clock in the afternoon.

"DORIVAL."

If any of my readers have any curiosity to know the real name of the
mother, I have given them the means of satisfying it.

After this I did not leave the bed of the invalid for a single instant.
In spite of all the doctor's care the fever increased, and at five
o'clock in the morning of October 26th, she succumbed to it.  An hour
before she sighed her last, she bade me the last farewell in the presence
of the venerable ecclesiastic who had confessed her at midnight.  The
tears which gather fast as I write these words are probably the last
honours I shall pay to this poor victim of a man who is still alive, and
whose destiny seemed to be to make women unhappy.

I sat weeping by the bed of her I loved so dearly, and in vain Madame
Lamarre tried to induce me to come and sit with her.  I loved the poor
corpse better than all the world outside.

At noon my brother and his wife came to see me; they had not seen me for
a week, and were getting anxious.  They saw the body lovely in death;
they understood my tears, and mingled theirs with mine.  At last I asked
them to leave me, and I remained all night by Charlotte's bed, resolved
not to leave it till her body had been consigned to the grave.

The day before this morning of unhappy memory my brother had given me
several letters, but I had not opened any of them.  On my return from the
funeral I proceeded to do so, and the first one was from M. Dandolo,
announcing the death of M. de Bragadin; but I could not weep.  For
twenty-two years M. de Bragadin had been as a father to me, living
poorly, and even going into debt that I might have enough.  He could not
leave me anything, as his property was entailed, while his furniture and
his library would become the prey of his creditors.  His two friends, who
were my friends also, were poor, and could give me nothing but their
love.  The dreadful news was accompanied by a bill of exchange for a
thousand crowns, which he had sent me twenty-four hours before his death,
foreseeing that it would be the last gift he would ever make me.

I was overwhelmed, and thought that Fortune had done her worst to me.

I spent three days in my brother's house without going out.  On the
fourth I began to pay an assiduous court to Princess Lubomirska, who had
written the king, her brother, a letter that must have mortified him, as
she proved beyond a doubt that the tales he had listened to against me
were mere calumny.  But your kings do not allow so small a thing to vex
or mortify them.  Besides, Stanislas Augustus had just received a
dreadful insult from Russia.  Repnin's violence in kidnapping the three
senators who had spoken their minds at the Diet was a blow which must
have pierced the hapless king to the heart.

The princess had left Warsaw more from hatred than love; though such was
not the general opinion.  As I had decided to visit the Court of Madrid
before going to Portugal, the princess gave me a letter of introduction
to the powerful Count of Aranda; and the Marquis Caraccioli, who was
still at Paris, gave me three letters, one for Prince de la Catolica, the
Neapolitan ambassador at Madrid, one for the Duke of Lossada, the king's
favourite and lord high steward, and a third for the Marquis Mora
Pignatelli.

On November 4th I went to a concert with a ticket that the princess had
given me.  When the concert was half-way through I heard my name
pronounced, accompanied by scornful laughter.  I turned round and saw the
gentleman who was speaking contemptuously of me.  It was a tall young man
sitting between two men advanced in years.  I stared him in the face, but
he turned his head away and continued his impertinencies, saying, amongst
other things, that I had robbed him of a million francs at least by my
swindling his late aunt, the Marchioness d'Urfe.

"You are an impudent liar," I said to him, "and if we were out of this
room I would give you a kick to teach you to speak respectfully."

With these words I made my way out of the hall, and on turning my head
round I saw that the two elderly men were keeping the young blockhead
back.  I got into my carriage and waited some time, and as he did not
come I drove to the theatre and chanced to find myself in the same box as
Madame Valville.  She informed me that she had left the boards, and was
kept by the Marquis the Brunel.

"I congratulate you, and wish you good luck."

"I hope you will come to supper at my house."

"I should be only too happy, but unfortunately I have an engagement; but
I will come and see you if you will give me your address."

So saying, I slipped into her hand a rouleau, it being the fifty louis I
owed her.

"What is this?"

"The money you lent me so kindly at Konigsberg."

"This is neither the time nor the place to return it.  I will only take
it at my own house, so please do not insist."

I put the money back into my pocket, she gave me her address, and I left
her.  I felt too sad to visit her alone.

Two days later, as I was at table with my brother, my sister-in-law, and
some young Russians whom he was teaching to paint, I was told that a
Chevalier of St. Louis wanted to speak to me in the antechamber.  I went
out, and he handed me a paper without making any preface.  I opened the
document, and found it was signed "Louis."  The great king ordered me to
leave Paris in twenty-four hours and his realm of France within three
weeks, and the reason assigned was: "It is our good pleasure."




CHAPTER III

My Departure From Paris--My Journey to Madrid--The Count of Aranda
--The Prince de la Catolica--The Duke of Lossada--Mengs--A Ball--Madame
Pichona--Donna Ignazia


"Well, chevalier," I said, "I have read the little note, and I will try
and oblige his majesty as soon as possible.  However, if I have not time
to get away in twenty-four hours, his majesty must work his dread will on
me."

"My dear sir, the twenty-four hours are a mere formality.  Subscribe the
order and give me a receipt for the lettre de cachet, and you can go at
your convenience.  All I ask of you is that you give me your word of
honour not to go to the theatres or public places of amusement on foot."

"I give you my word with pleasure."

I took the chevalier to my room and gave him the necessary
acknowledgment, and with the observation that he would be glad to see my
brother, whom he knew already, I led him into the dining-room, and
explained with a cheerful face the purport of his visit.

My brother laughed and said,--

"But, M. Buhot, this news is like March in Lent, it was quite
unnecessary; my brother was going in the course of a week."

"All the better.  If the minister had been aware of that he would not
have troubled himself about it."

"Is the reason known?"

"I have heard something about a proposal to kick a gentleman, who though
young, is too exalted a person to be spoken to in such a manner."

"Why, chevalier," said I, "the phrase is a mere formality like the
twenty-four hours for if the impudent young rascal had come out he would
have met me, and his sword should have been sufficient to ward off any
kicks."

I then told the whole story, and Buhot agreed that I was in the right
throughout; adding that the police were also in the right to prevent any
encounter between us.  He advised me to go next morning and tell the tale
to M. de Sartine, who knew me, and would be glad to have the account from
my own lips.  I said nothing, as I knew the famous superintendent of
police to be a dreadful sermoniser.

The lettre de cachet was dated November 6th, and I did not leave Paris
till the 20th.

I informed all my friends of the great honour his majesty had done me,
and I would not hear of Madame du Rumain appealing to the king on my
behalf, though she said she felt certain she could get the order revoked.
The Duc de Choiseul gave me a posting passport dated November 19th, which
I still preserve.

I left Paris without any servant, still grieving, though quietly, over
Charlotte's fate.  I had a hundred Louis in cash, and a bill of exchange
on Bordeaux for eight thousand francs.  I enjoyed perfect health, and
almost felt as if I had been rejuvenated.  I had need of the utmost
prudence and discretion for the future.  The deaths of M.  de Bragadin
and Madame d'Urfe had left me alone in the world, and I was slowly but
steadily approaching what is called a certain age, when women begin to
look on a man with coldness.

I only called on Madame Valville on the eve of my departure: and found
her in a richly-furnished house, and her casket well filled with
diamonds.  When I proposed to return her the fifty louis, she asked me if
I had got a thousand; and on learning that I had only five hundred she
refused the money absolutely and offered me her purse, which I in my turn
refused.  I have not seen the excellent creature since then, but before I
left I gave her some excellent advice as to the necessity of saving her
gains for the time of her old age, when her charms would be no more.  I
hope she has profited by my counsel.  I bade farewell to my brother and
my sister-in-law at six o'clock in the evening, and got into my chaise in
the moonlight, intending to travel all night so as to dine next day at
Orleans, where I wanted to see an old friend.  In half an hour I was at
Bourg-la-Reine, and there I began to fall asleep.  At seven in the
morning I reached Orleans.

Fair and beloved France, that went so well in those days, despite lettres
de cachet, despite corvees, despite the people's misery and the king's
"good pleasure," dear France, where art thou now?  Thy sovereign is the
people now, the most brutal and tyrannical sovereign in the world.  You
have no longer to bear the "good pleasure" of the sovereign, but you have
to endure the whims of the mob and the fancies of the Republic--the ruin
of all good Government.  A republic presupposes self-denial and a
virtuous people; it cannot endure long in our selfish and luxurious days.

I went to see Bodin, a dancer, who had married Madame Joffroy, one of my
thousand mistresses whom I had loved twenty-two years ago, and had seen
later at Turin, Paris, and Vienna.  These meetings with old friends and
sweethearts were always a weak or rather a strong point with me.  For a
moment I seemed to be young again, and I fed once more on the delights of
long ago.  Repentance was no part of my composition.

Bodin and his wife (who was rather ugly than old-looking, and had become
pious to suit her husband's tastes, thus giving to God the devil's
leavings), Bodin, I say, lived on a small estate he had purchased, and
attributed all the agricultural misfortunes he met with in the course of
the year to the wrath of an avenging Deity.

I had a fasting dinner with them, for it was Friday, and they strictly
observed all the rules of the Church.  I told them of my adventures of
the past years, and when I had finished they proceeded to make
reflections on the faults and failings of men who have not God for a
guide.  They told me what I knew already: that I had an immortal soul,
that there was a God that judgeth righteously, and that it was high time
for me to take example by them, and to renounce all the pomps and
vanities of the world.

"And turn Capuchin, I suppose?"

"You might do much worse."

"Very good; but I shall wait till my beard grows the necessary length in
a single night."

In spite of their silliness, I was not sorry to have spent six hours with
these good creatures who seemed sincerely repentant and happy in their
way, and after an affectionate embrace I took leave of them and travelled
all night.  I stopped at Chanteloup to see the monument of the taste and
magnificence of the Duc de Choiseul, and spent twenty-four hours there.
A gentlemanly and polished individual, who did not know me, and for whom
I had no introduction, lodged me in a fine suite of rooms, gave me
supper, and would only sit down to table with me after I had used all my
powers of persuasion.  The next day he treated me in the same way, gave
me an excellent dinner, shewed me everything, and behaved as if I were
some prince, though he did not even ask my name.  His attentions even
extended to seeing that none of his servants were at hand when I got into
my carriage and drove off.  This was to prevent my giving money to any of
them.

The castle on which the Duc de Choiseul had spent such immense sums had
in reality cost him nothing.  It was all owing, but he did not trouble
himself about that in the slightest degree, as he was a sworn foe to the
principle of meum and tuum.  He never paid his creditors, and never
disturbed his debtors.  He was a generous man; a lover of art and
artists, to whom he liked to be of service, and what they did for him he
looked upon as a grateful offering.  He was intellectual, but a hater of
all detail and minute research, being of a naturally indolent and
procrastinating disposition.  His favourite saying was,

"There's time enough for that."

When I got to Poitiers, I wanted to push on to Vivonne; it was seven
o'clock in the evening, and two girls endeavoured to dissuade me from
this course.

"It's very cold," said they, "and the road is none of the best.  You are
no courier, sup here, we will give you a good bed, and you shall start
again in the morning."

"I have made up my mind to go on, but if you will keep me company at
supper I will stay."

"That would cost you too dearly."

"Never too dear.  Quick I make up your minds."

"Well, we will sup with you."

"Then lay the table for three; I must go on in an hour."

"In an hour!  You mean three, sir; papa will take two hours to get you a
good supper."

"Then I will not go on, but you must keep me company all night."

"We will do so, if papa does not object.  We will have your chaise put
into the coach-house."

These two minxes gave me an excellent supper, and were a match for me in
drinking as well as eating.  The wine was delicious, and we stayed at
table till midnight, laughing and joking together, though without
overstepping the bounds of propriety.

About midnight, the father came in jovially, and asked me how I had
enjoyed my supper.

"Very much," I answered, "but I have enjoyed still more the company of
your charming daughters."

"I am delighted to hear it.  Whenever you come this way they shall keep
you company, but now it is past midnight, and time for them to go to
bed."

I nodded my head, for Charlotte's death was still too fresh in my memory
to admit of my indulging in any voluptuous pleasures.  I wished the girls
a pleasant sleep, and I do not think I should even have kissed them if
the father had not urged me to do this honour to their charms.  However,
my vanity made me put some fire into the embrace, and I have no doubt
they thought me a prey to vain desires.

When I was alone I reflected that if I did not forget Charlotte I was a
lost man.  I slept till nine o'clock, and I told the servant that came to
light my fire to get coffee for three, and to have my horses put in.

The two pretty girls came to breakfast with me, and I thanked them for
having made me stay the night.  I asked for the bill, and the eldest said
it was in round figures a Louis apiece.  I shewed no sign of anger at
this outrageous fleecing, but gave them three Louis with the best grace
imaginable and went on my way.  When I reached Angouleme, where I
expected to find Noel, the King of Prussia's cook, I only found his
father, whose talents in the matter of pates was something prodigious.
His eloquence was as fervent as his ovens.  He said he would send his
pates all over Europe to any address I liked to give him.

"What!  To Venice, London, Warsaw, St. Petersburg?"

"To Constantinople, if you like.  You need only give me your address, and
you need not pay me till you get the pates."

I sent his pates to my friends in Venice, Warsaw, and Turin, and
everybody thanked me for the delicious dish.

Noel had made quite a fortune.  He assured me he had sent large
consignments to America, and with the exception of some losses by
shipwreck all the pates had arrived in excellent condition.  They were
chiefly made of turkeys, partridges, and hare, seasoned with truffles,
but he also made pates de foie gras of larks and of thrushes, according
to the season.

In two days I arrived at Bordeaux, a beautiful town coming only second to
Paris, with respect to Lyons be it said.  I spent a week there, eating
and drinking of the best, for the living there is the choicest in the
world.

I transferred my bill of exchange for eight thousand francs to a Madrid
house, and crossed the Landes, passing by Mont de Marsan, Bayonne, and
St. Jean de Luz, where I sold my post-chaise.  From St. Jean de Luz I
went to Pampeluna by way of the Pyrenees, which I crossed on mule-back,
my baggage being carried by another mule.  The mountains struck me as
higher than the Alps.  In this I may possibly be wrong, but I am certain
that the Pyrenees are the most picturesque, fertile, and agreeable of the
two.

At Pampeluna a man named Andrea Capello took charge of me and my luggage,
and we set out for Madrid.  For the first twenty leagues the travelling
was easy enough, and the roads as good as any in France.  These roads did
honour to the memory of M. de Gages, who had administered Navarre after
the Italian war, and had, as I was assured, made the road at his own
expense.  Twenty years earlier I had been arrested by this famous
general; but he had established a claim on posterity greater than any of
his victories.  These laurels were dyed in blood, but the maker of a good
road is a solid benefactor of all posterity.

In time this road came to an end, and thenceforth it would be incorrect
to say that the roads were bad, for, to tell the truth, there were no
roads at all.  There were steep ascents and violent descents, but no
traces of carriage wheels, and so it is throughout the whole of Old
Castile.  There are no good inns, only miserable dens scarce good enough
for the muleteers, who make their beds beside their animals.  Signor or
rather Senor Andrea tried to choose the least wretched inns for me, and
after having provided for the mules he would go round the entire village
to get something for me to eat.  The landlord would not stir; he shewed
me a room where I could sleep if I liked, containing a fire-place, in
which I could light a fire if I thought fit, but as to procuring firewood
or provisions, he left that all to me.  Wretched Spain!

The sum asked for a night's accommodation was less than a farmer would
ask in France or Germany for leave to sleep in his barn; but there was
always an extra charge of a 'pizetta por el ruido'.  The pizetta is worth
four reals; about twenty-one French sous.

The landlord smoked his paper cigarette nonchalantly enough, blowing
clouds of smoke into the air with immense dignity.  To him poverty was as
good as riches; his wants were small, and his means sufficed for them.
In no country in Europe do the lower orders live so contentedly on a very
little as in Spain.  Two ounces of white bread, a handful of roast
chestnuts or acorns (called bellotas in Spanish) suffice to keep a
Spaniard for a day.  It is his glory to say when a stranger is departing
from his abode,--

"I have not given myself any trouble in waiting on him."

This proceeds in part from idleness and in part from Castilian pride.  A
Castilian should not lower himself, they say, by attending on a Gavacho,
by which name the Spaniards know the French, and, indeed, all foreigners.
It is not so offensive as the Turkish appellation of dog, or the damned
foreigner of the English.  Of course, persons who have travelled or have
had a liberal education do not speak in this way, and a respectable
foreigner will find reasonable Spaniards as he will find reasonable Turks
and Englishmen.

On the second night of my journey I slept at Agreda, a small and ugly
town, or rather village.  There Sister Marie d'Agreda became so crazy as
to write a life of the Virgin, which she affirmed to have been dictated
to her by the Mother of the Lord.  The State Inquisitors had given me
this work to read when I was under the Leads, and it had nearly driven me
mad.

We did ten Spanish leagues a day, and long and weary leagues they seemed
to me.  One morning I thought I saw a dozen Capuchins walking slowly in
front of us, but when we caught them up I found they were women of all
ages.

"Are they mad?" I said to Senior Andrea.

"Not at all.  They wear the Capuchin habit out of devotion, and you would
not find a chemise on one of them."

There was nothing surprising in their not having chemises, for the
chemise is a scarce article in Spain, but the idea of pleasing God by
wearing a Capuchin's habit struck me as extremely odd.  I will here
relate an amusing adventure which befell me on my way.

At the gate of a town not far from Madrid I was asked for my passport.  I
handed it over, and got down to amuse myself.  I found the chief of the
customs' house engaged in an argument with a foreign priest who was on
his way to Madrid, and had no passport for the capital.  He skewed one he
had had for Bilbao, but the official was not satisfied.  The priest was a
Sicilian, and I asked him why he had exposed himself to being placed in
this disagreeable predicament.  He said he thought it was unnecessary to
have a passport in Spain when one had once journeyed in the country.

"I want to go to Madrid," said he to me, "and hope to obtain a chaplaincy
in the house of a grandee.  I have a letter for him."

"Shew it; they will let you pass then."

"You are right."

The poor priest drew out the letter and skewed it to the official, who
opened it, looked at the signature, and absolutely shrieked when he saw
the name Squillace.

"What, senor abbe!  you are going to Madrid with a letter from Squillace,
and you dare to skew it?"

The clerks, constables, and hangers-on, hearing that the hated Squillace,
who would have been stoned to death if it had not been for the king's
protection, was the poor abbe's only patron, began to beat him violently,
much to the poor Sicilian's astonishment.

I interposed, however, and after some trouble I succeeded in rescuing the
priest, who was then allowed to pass, as I believe, as a set-off against
the blows he had received.

Squillace was sent to Venice as Spanish ambassador, and in Venice he died
at an advanced age.  He was a man designed to be an object of intense
hatred to the people; he was simply ruthless in his taxation.

The door of my room had a lock on the outside but none on the inside.
For the first and second night I let it pass, but on the third I told
Senor Andrea that I must have it altered.

"Senor Don Jacob, you must bear with it in Spain, for the Holy
Inquisition must always be at liberty to inspect the rooms of
foreigners."

"But what in the devil's name does your cursed Inquisition want....?"

"For the love of God, Senor Jacob, speak not thus! if you were overheard
we should both be undone."

"Well, what can the Holy Inquisition want to know?"

"Everything.  It wants to know whether you eat meat on fast days, whether
persons of opposite sexes sleep together, if so, whether they are
married, and if not married it will cause both parties to be imprisoned;
in fine, Senor Don Jaimo, the Holy inquisition is continually watching
over our souls in this country."

When we met a priest bearing the viaticum to some sick man, Senor Andrea
would tell me imperatively to get out of my carriage, and then there was
no choice but to kneel in the mud or dust as the case might be.  The
chief subject of dispute at that time was the fashion of wearing
breeches.  Those who wore 'braguettes' were imprisoned, and all tailors
making breeches with 'braguettes' were severely punished.  Nevertheless,
people persisted in wearing them, and the priests and monks preached in
vain against the indecency of such a habit.  A revolution seemed
imminent, but the matter was happily settled without effusion of blood.
An edict was published and affixed to the doors of all the churches, in
which it was declared that breeches with braguettes were only to be worn
by the public hangmen.  Then the fashion passed away; for no one cared to
pass for the public executioner.

By little and little I got an insight into the manners of the Spanish
nation as I passed through Guadalaxara and Alcala, and at length arrived
at Madrid.

Guadalaxara, or Guadalajara, is pronounced by the Spaniards with a strong
aspirate, the x and j having the same force.  The vowel d, the queen of
letters, reigns supreme in Spain; it is a relic of the old Moorish
language.  Everyone knows that the Arabic abounds in d's, and perhaps the
philologists are right in calling it the most ancient of languages, since
the a is the most natural and easy to pronounce of all the letters.  It
seems to me very mistaken to call such words as Achald, Ayanda, Almanda,
Acard, Agracaramba, Alcantara, etc., barbarous, for the sonorous ring
with which they are pronounced renders the Castilian the richest of all
modern languages.  Spanish is undoubtedly one of the finest, most
energetic, and most majestic languages in the world.  When it is
pronounced 'ore rotundo' it is susceptible of the most poetic harmony.
It would be superior to the Italian, if it were not for the three
guttural letters, in spite of what the Spaniards say to the contrary.  It
is no good remonstrating with them.

'Quisquis amat ranam, ranam purat esse Dianam'.

As I was entering the Gate of Alcala, my luggage was searched, and the
clerks paid the greatest attention to my books, and they were very
disappointed only to find the "Iliad" in Greek, and a Latin Horace.  They
were taken away, but three days after, they were returned to me at my
lodging in the Rue de la Croix where I had gone in spite of Senor Andrea,
who had wanted to take me elsewhere.  A worthy man whom I had met in
Bordeaux had given me the address.  One of the ceremonies I had to
undergo at the Gate of Alcala displeased me in the highest degree.  A
clerk asked me for a pinch of snuff, so I took out my snuff-box and gave
it him, but instead of taking a pinch he snatched it out of my hands and
said,--

"Senor, this snuff will not pass in Spain" (it was French rappee); and
after turning it out on the ground he gave me back the box.

The authorities are most rigorous on the matter of this innocent powder,
and in consequence an immense contraband trade is carried on.  The spies
employed by the Spanish snuff-makers are always on the look-out after
foreign snuff, and if they detect anyone carrying it they make him pay
dearly for the luxury.  The ambassadors of foreign powers are the only
persons exempted from the prohibitions.  The king who stuffs into his
enormous nose one enormous pinch as he rises in the morning wills that
all his subjects buy their snuff of the Spanish manufacturers.  When
Spanish snuff is pure it is very good, but at the time I was in Spain the
genuine article could hardly be bought for its weight in gold.  By reason
of the natural inclination towards forbidden fruit, the Spaniards are
extremely fond of foreign snuff, and care little for their own; thus
snuff is smuggled to an enormous extent.

My lodging was comfortable enough, but I felt the want of a fire as the
cold was more trying than that of Paris, in spite of the southern
latitude.  The cause of this cold is that Madrid is the highest town in
Europe.  From whatever part of the coast one starts, one has to mount to
reach the capital.  The town is also surrounded by mountains and hills,
so that the slightest touch of wind from the north makes the cold
intense.  The air of Madrid is not healthy for strangers, especially for
those of a full habit of body; the Spaniards it suits well enough, for
they are dry and thin, and wear a cloak even in the dog days.

The men of Spain dwell mentally in a limited horizon, bounded by
prejudice on every side; but the women, though ignorant, are usually
intelligent; while both sexes are the prey of desires, as lively as their
native air, as burning as the sun that shines on them.  Every Spaniard
hates a foreigner, simply because he is a foreigner, but the women avenge
us by loving us, though with great precautions, for your Spaniard is
intensely jealous.  They watch most jealously over the honour of their
wives and daughters.  As a rule the men are ugly, though there are
numerous exceptions; while the women are pretty, and beauties are not
uncommon.  The southern blood in their veins inclines them to love, and
they are always ready to enter into an intrigue and to deceive the spies
by whom they are surrounded.  The lover who runs the greatest dangers is
always the favourite.  In the public walks, the churches, the theatres,
the Spanish women are always speaking the language of the eyes.  If the
person to whom it is addressed knows how to seize the instant, he may be
sure of success, but if not, the opportunity will never be offered him
again.

I required some kind of heat in my room, and could not bear a charcoal
brazier, so I incited an ingenious tin-smith to make me a stove with a
pipe going out of the window.  However, he was so proud of his success
that he made me pay dearly.

Before the stove was ready I was told where I might go and warm myself an
hour before noon, and stay till dinner-time.  It is called La Pueyta del
Sol, "The Gate of the Sun."  It is not a gate, but it takes its name from
the manner in which the source of all heat lavishes his treasures there,
and warms all who come and bask in his rays.  I found a numerous company
promenading there, walking and talking, but it was not much to my taste.

I wanted a servant who could speak French, and I had the greatest
difficulty in getting one, and had to pay dearly, for in Madrid the kind
of man I wanted was called a page.  I could not compel him to mount
behind my carriage, nor to carry a package, nor to light me by night with
a torch or lantern.

My page was a man of thirty, and terribly ugly; but this was a
recommendation, as his ugliness secured him from the jealous suspicions
of husbands.  A woman of rank will not drive out without one of these
pages seated in the forepart of her carriage.  They are said to be more
difficult to seduce than the strictest of duennas.

I was obliged to take one of these rascally tribe into my service, and I
wish he had broken his leg on his way to my house.

I delivered all my introductions, beginning with the letter from Princess
Lubomirska to the Count of Aranda.  The count had covered himself with
glory by driving the Jesuits out of Spain.  He was more powerful than the
king himself, and never went out without a number of the royal guardsmen
about him, whom he made to sit down at his table.  Of course all the
Spaniards hated him, but he did not seem to care much for that.  A
profound politician, and absolutely resolute and firm, he privately
indulged in every luxury that he forbade to others, and did not care
whether people talked of it or not.

He was a rather ugly man, with a disagreeable squint.  His reception of
me was far from cordial.

"What do you want in Spain?" he began.

"To add fresh treasures to my store of experience, by observing the
manners and the customs of the country, and if possible to serve the
Government with such feeble, talents as I may possess."

"Well, you have no need of my protection.  If you do not infringe the
laws, no one will disturb you.  As to your obtaining employment, you had
better go to the representative of your country; he will introduce you at
Court, and make you known."

"My lord, the Venetian ambassador will do nothing for me; I am in
disgrace with the Government.  He will not even receive me at the
embassy."

"Then I would advise you to give up all hopes of employment, for the king
would begin by asking your ambassador about you, and his answer would be
fatal.  You will do well to be satisfied with amusing yourself."

After this I called on the Neapolitan ambassador, who talked in much the
same way.  Even the Marquis of Moras, one of the most pleasant men in
Spain, did not hold out any hopes.  The Duke of Lossada, the high steward
and favourite of his Catholic majesty, was sorry to be disabled from
doing me any service, in spite of his good will, and advised me, in some
way or other, to get the Venetian ambassador to give me a good word, in
spite of my disgrace.  I determined to follow his advice, and wrote to M.
Dandolo, begging him to get the ambassador to favour me at the Spanish
Court in spite of my quarrel with the Venetian Government.  I worded my
letter in such a way that it might be read by the Inquisitors themselves,
and calculated on its producing a good impression.

After I had written this letter I went to the lodging of the Venetian
ambassador, and presented myself to the secretary, Gaspar Soderini, a
worthy and intelligent man.  Nevertheless, he dared to tell me that he
was astonished at my hardihood in presenting myself at the embassy.

"I have presented myself, sir, that my enemies may never reproach me for
not having done so; I am not aware that I have ever done anything which
makes me too infamous to call on my ambassador.  I should have credited
myself with much greater hardihood if I had left without fulfilling this
duty; but I shall be sorry if the ambassador views my proceedings in the
same light as yourself, and puts down to temerity what was meant for a
mark of respect.  I shall be none the less astonished if his excellency
refuses to receive me on account of a private quarrel between myself and
the State Inquisitors, of which he knows no more than I do, and I know
nothing.  You will excuse my saying that he is not the ambassador of the
State Inquisitors, but of the Republic of which I am a subject; for I
defy him and I defy the Inquisitors to tell me what crime I have
committed that I am to be deprived of my rights as a Venetian citizen.  I
think that, while it is my duty to reverence my prince in the person of
my ambassador, it is his duty to afford me his protection."

This speech had made Soderini blush, and he replied,--

"Why don't you write a letter to the ambassador, with the arguments you
have just used to me?"

"I could not write to him before I know whether he will receive me or
not.  But now, as I have reason to suppose that his opinions are much the
same as your own, I will certainly write to him."

"I do not know whether his excellency thinks as I do or not, and, in
spite of what I said to you, it is just possible that you do not know my
own opinions on the question; but write to him, and he may possibly give
you an audience."

"I shall follow your advice, for which I am much obliged."

When I got home I wrote to his excellency all I had said to the
secretary, and the next day I had a visit from Count Manucci.  The count
proved to be a fine-looking young man of an agreeable presence.  He said
that he lived in the embassy, that his excellency had read my letter, and
though he grieved not to receive me publicly he should be delighted to
see me in private, for he both knew and esteemed me.

Young Manucci told me that he was a Venetian, and that he knew me by
name, as he often heard his father and mother lamenting my fortune.
Before long it dawned upon me that this Count Manucci was the son of that
Jean Baptiste Manucci who had served as the spy of the State Inquisitors
and had so adroitly managed to get possession of my books of magic, which
were in all probability the chief corpus delicti.

I did not say anything to him, but I was certain that my guess was
correct.  His mother was the daughter of a valet de chambre, and his
father was a poor mechanic.  I asked the young man if he were called
count at the embassy, and he said he bore the title in virtue of a
warrant from the elector-palatine.  My question skewed him that I knew
his origin, and he began to speak openly to me; and knowing that I was
acquainted with the peculiar tastes of M. de Mocenigo, the ambassador, he
informed me laughingly that he was his pathic.

"I will do my best for you," he added; and I was glad to hear him say so,
for an Alexis should be able to obtain almost anything from his Corydon.
We embraced, and he told me as we parted that he would expect me at the
embassy in the afternoon, to take coffee in his room; the ambassador, he
said, would certainly come in as soon as he heard of my presence.

I went to the embassy, and had a very kind reception from the ambassador,
who said he was deeply grieved not to be able to receive me publicly.  He
admitted that he might present me at Court without compromising himself,
but he was afraid of making enemies.

"I hope soon to receive a letter from a friend of mine, which will
authorise your excellency producing me."

"I shall be delighted, in that case, to present you to all the Spanish
ministers."

This Mocenigo was the same that acquired such a reputation at Paris by
his leanings to pederasty, a vice or taste which the French hold in
horror.  Later on, Mocenigo was condemned by the Council of Ten to ten
years' imprisonment for having started on an embassy to Vienna without
formal permission.  Maria Theresa had intimated to the Venetian
Government that she would not receive such a character, as his habits
would be the scandal of her capital.  The Venetian Government had some
trouble with Mocenigo, and as he attempted to set out for Vienna they
exiled him and chose another ambassador, whose morals were as bad, save
that the new ambassador indulged himself with Hebe and not Ganymede,
which threw a veil of decency over his proceedings.

In spite of his reputation for pederasty, Mocenigo was much liked at
Madrid.  On one occasion I was at a ball, and a Spaniard noticing me with
Manucci, came up to me, and told me with an air of mystery that that
young man was the ambassador's wife.  He did not know that the ambassador
was Manucci's wife; in fact, he did not understand the arrangement at
all.  "Where ignorance is bliss!" etc.  However, in spite of the
revolting nature of this vice, it has been a favourite one with several
great men.  It was well-known to the Ancients, and those who indulged in
it were called Hermaphrodites, which symbolises not a man of two sexes
but a man with the passions of the two sexes.

I had called two or three times on the painter Mengs, who had been
painter in ordinary to his Catholic majesty for six years, and had an
excellent salary.  He gave me some good dinners.  His wife and family
were at Rome, while he basked in the royal favours at Madrid, enjoying
the unusual privilege of being able to speak to the king whenever he
would.  At Mengs's house I trade the acquaintance of the architect
Sabatini, an extremely able man whom the king had summoned from Naples to
cleanse Madrid, which was formerly the dirtiest and most stinking town in
Europe, or, for the matter of that, in the world.  Sabatini had become a
rich man by constructing drains, sewers, and closets for a city of
fourteen thousand houses.  He had married by proxy the daughter of
Vanvitelli, who was also an architect at Naples, but he had never seen
her.  She came to Madrid about the same time as myself.  She was a beauty
of eighteen, and no sooner did she see her husband than she declared she
would never be his wife.  Sabatini was neither a young man nor a handsome
one, but he was kind-hearted and distinguished; and when he told his
young wife that she would have to choose between him and a nunnery, she
determined to make the best of what she thought a bad bargain.  However,
she had no reason to repent of her choice; her husband was rich,
affectionate, and easygoing, and gave her everything she wanted.  I
sighed and burned for her in silence, not daring to declare my love, for
while the wound of the death of Charlotte was still bleeding I also began
to find that women were beginning to give me the cold shoulder.

By way of amusing myself I began to go to the theatre, and the masked
balls to which the Count of Aranda had established.  They were held in a
room built for the purpose, and named 'Los Scannos del Peral'.  A Spanish
play is full of absurdities, but I rather relished the representations.
The 'Autos Sacramentales' were still represented; they were afterwards
prohibited.  I could not help remarking the strange way in which the
boxes are constructed by order of the wretched police.  Instead of being
boarded in front they are perfectly open, being kept up by small pillars.
A devotee once said to me at the theatre that this was a very wise
regulation, and he was surprised that it was not carried into force in
Italy.

"Why so?"

"Because lovers, who feel sure that no one in the pit can see them, may
commit improprieties."

I only answered with a shrug of the shoulders.

In a large box opposite to the stage sat 'los padres' of the Holy
Inquisition to watch over the morals of actors and audience.  I was
gazing on them when of a sudden the sentinel at the door of the pit
called out "Dios!" and at this cry all the actors and all the audience,
men and women, fell down on their knees, and remained kneeling till the
sound of a bell in the street ceased to be heard.  This bell betokened
that a priest was passing by carrying the viaticum to some sick man.  I
felt very much inclined to laugh, but I had seen enough of Spanish
manners to refrain.  All the religion of the Spaniard is in outward show
and ceremony.  A profligate woman before yielding to the desires of her
lover covers the picture of Christ, or the Virgin, with a veil.  If the
lover laughed at this absurdity he would run a risk of being denounced as
an Atheist, and most probably by the wretched woman who had sold him her
charms.

In Madrid, and possibly all over Spain, a gentleman who takes a lady to a
private room in an inn must expect to have a servant in the room the
whole of the time, that he may be able to swear that the couple took no
indecent liberties with each other.  In spite of all, profligacy is
rampant at Madrid, and also the most dreadful hypocrisy, which is more
offensive to true piety than open sin.  Men and women seemed to have come
to an agreement to set the whole system of surveillance utterly at
nought.  However, commerce with women is not without its dangers; whether
it be endemic or a result of dirty habits, one has often good reason to
repent the favours one has obtained.

The masked ball quite captivated me.  The first time I went to see what
it was like and it only cost me a doubloon (about eleven francs), but
ever after it cost me four doubloons, for the following reason:

An elderly gentleman, who sat next me at supper, guessed I was a
foreigner by my difficulty in making myself understood by the waiter, and
asked me where, I had left my lady friend.

"I have not got one; I came by myself to enjoy this delightful and
excellently-managed entertainment."

"Yes, but you ought to come with a companion; then you could dance.  At
present you cannot do so, as every lady has her partner, who will not
allow her to dance with anyone else."

"Then I must be content not to dance, for, being a stranger, I do not
know any lady whom I can ask to come with me."

"As a stranger you would have much less difficulty in securing a partner
than a citizen of Madrid.  Under the new fashion, introduced by the Count
of Aranda, the masked ball has become the rage of all the women in the
capital.  You see there are about two hundred of them on the floor to-
night; well, I think there are at least four thousand girls in Madrid who
are sighing for someone to take them to the ball, for, as you may know,
no woman is allowed to come by herself.  You would only have to go to any
respectable people, give your name and address, and ask to have the
pleasure of taking their daughter to the ball.  You would have to send
her a domino, mask, and gloves; and you would take her and bring her back
in your carriage."

"And if the father and mother refused?"

"Then you would make your bow and go, leaving them to repent of their
folly, for the girl would sigh, and weep, and moan, bewail parental
tyranny, call Heaven to witness the innocency of going to a ball, and
finally go into convulsions."

This oration, which was uttered in the most persuasive style, made me
quite gay, for I scented an intrigue from afar.  I thanked the masked
(who spoke Italian very well) and promised to follow his advice and to
let him know the results.

"I shall be delighted to hear of your success, and you will find me in
the box, where I shall be glad if you will follow me now, to be
introduced to the lady who is my constant companion."

I was astonished at so much politeness, and told him my name and followed
him.  He took me into a box where there were two ladies and an elderly
man.  They were talking about the ball, so I put in a remark or two on
the same topic, which seemed to meet with approval.  One of the two
ladies, who retained some traces of her former beauty, asked me, in
excellent French, what circles I moved in.

"I have only been a short time in Madrid, and not having been presented
at Court I really know no one."

"Really!  I quite pity you.  Come and see me, you will be welcome.  My
name is Pichona, and anybody will tell you where I live."

"I shall be delighted to pay my respects to you, madam."

What I liked best about the spectacle was a wonderful and fantastic dance
which was struck up at midnight.  It was the famous fandango, of which I
had often heard, but of which I had absolutely no idea.
I had seen it danced on the stage in France and Italy, but the actors
were careful not to use those voluptuous gestures which make it the most
seductive in the world.  It cannot be described.  Each couple only dances
three steps, but the gestures and the attitudes are the most lascivious
imaginable.  Everything is represented, from the sigh of desire to the
final ecstasy; it is a very history of love.  I could not conceive a
woman refusing her partner anything after this dance, for it seemed made
to stir up the senses.  I was so excited at this Bacchanalian spectacle
that I burst out into cries of delight.  The masker who had taken me to
his box told me that I should see the fandango danced by the Gitanas with
good partners.

"But," I remarked, "does not the Inquisition object to this dance?"

Madame Pichona told me that it was absolutely forbidden, and would not be
danced unless the Count of Aranda had given permission.

I heard afterwards that, on the count forbidding the fandango, the ball-
room was deserted with bitter complaints, and on the prohibition being
withdrawn everyone was loud in his praise.

The next day I told my infamous page to get me a Spaniard who would teach
me the fandango.  He brought me an actor, who also gave me Spanish
lessons, for he pronounced the language admirably.  In the course of
three days the young actor taught me all the steps so well that, by the
confession of the Spaniards themselves, I danced it to perfection.

For the next ball I determined to carry the masker's advice into effect,
but I did not want to take a courtesan or a married woman with me, and I
could not reasonably expect that any young lady of family would accompany
me.

It was St. Anthony's Day, and passing the Church of the Soledad I went
in, with the double motive of hearing mass and of procuring a partner for
the next day's ball.

I noticed a fine-looking girl coming out of the confessional, with
contrite face and lowered eyes, and I noted where she went.  She knelt
down in the middle of the church, and I was so attracted by her
appearance that I registered a mental vow to the effect that she should
be my first partner.  She did not look like a person of condition, nor,
so far as I could see, was she rich, and nothing about her indicated the
courtesan, though women of that class go to confession in Madrid like
everybody else.  When mass was ended, the priest distributed the
Eucharist, and I saw her rise and approach humbly to the holy table, and
there receive the communion.  She then returned to the church to finish
her devotions, and I was patient enough to wait till they were over.

At last she left, in company with another girl, and I followed her at a
distance.  At the end of a street her companion left her to go into her
house, and she, retracing her steps, turned into another street and
entered a small house, one story high.  I noted the house and the street
(Calle des Desinjano) and then walked up and down for half an hour, that
I might not be suspected of following her.  At last I took courage and
walked in, and, on my ringing a bell, I heard a voice,

"Who is there?"

"Honest folk," I answered, according to the custom of the country; and
the door was opened.  I found myself in the presence of a man, a woman,
the young devotee I had followed, and another girl, somewhat ugly.

My Spanish was bad, but still it was good enough to express my meaning,
and, hat in hand, I informed the father that, being a stranger, and
having no partner to take to the ball, I had come to ask him to give me
his daughter for my partner, supposing he had a daughter.  I assured him
that I was a man of honour, and that the girl should be returned to him
after the ball in the same condition as when she started.

"Senor," said he, "there is my daughter, but I don't know you, and I
don't know whether she wants to go."

"I should like to go, if my parents will allow me."

"Then you know this gentleman?"

"I have never seen him, and I suppose he has never seen me."

"You speak the truth, senora."

The father asked me my name and address, and promised I should have a
decisive answer by dinner-time, if I dined at home.  I begged him to
excuse the liberty I had taken, and to let me know his answer without
fail, so that I might have time to get another partner if it were
unfavourable to me.

Just as I was beginning to dine my man appeared.  I asked him to sit
down, and he informed me that his daughter would accept my offer, but
that her mother would accompany her and sleep in the carriage.  I said
that she might do so if she liked, but I should be sorry for her on
account of the cold.  "She shall have a good cloak," said he; and he
proceeded to inform me that he was a cordwainer.

"Then I hope you will take my measure for a pair of shoes."

"I daren't do that; I'm an hidalgo, and if I were to take anyone's
measure I should have to touch his foot, and that would be a degradation.
I am a cobbler, and that is not inconsistent with my nobility."

"Then, will you mend me these boots?"

"I will make them like new; but I see they want a lot of work; it will
cost you a pezzo duro, about five francs."

I told him that I thought his terms very reasonable, and he went out with
a profound bow, refusing absolutely to dine with me.

Here was a cobbler who despised bootmakers because they had to touch the
foot, and they, no doubt, despised him because he touched old leather.
Unhappy pride how many forms it assumes, and who is without his own
peculiar form of it?

The next day I sent to the gentleman-cobbler's a tradesman with dominos,
masks, and gloves; but I took care not to go myself nor to send my page,
for whom I had an aversion which almost amounted to a presentiment.  I
hired a carriage to seat four, and at nightfall I drove to the house of
my pious partner, who was quite ready for me.  The happy flush on her
face was a sufficient index to me of the feelings of her heart.  We got
into the carriage with the mother, who was wrapped up in a vast cloak,
and at the door of the dancing-room we descended, leaving the mother in
the carriage.  As soon as we were alone my fair partner told me that her
name was Donna Ignazia.




CHAPTER IV

My Amours With Donna Ignazia--My Imprisonment At Buen Retiro--My Triumph
--I Am Commended to the Venetian Ambassador by One of the State
Inquisitors


We entered the ball-room and walked round several times.  Donna Ignazia
was in such a state of ecstasy that I felt her trembling, and augured
well for my amorous projects.  Though liberty, nay, license, seemed to
reign supreme, there was a guard of soldiers ready to arrest the first
person who created any disturbance.  We danced several minuets and square
dances, and at ten o'clock we went into the supper-room, our conversation
being very limited all the while, she not speaking for fear of
encouraging me too much, and I on account of my poor knowledge of the
Spanish language.  I left her alone for a moment after supper, and went
to the box, where I expected to find Madame Pichona, but it was occupied
by maskers, who were unknown to me, so I rejoined my partner, and we went
on dancing the minuets and quadrilles till the fandango was announced.  I
took my place with my partner, who danced it admirably, and seemed
astonished to find herself so well supported by a foreigner.  This dance
had excited both of us, so, after taking her to the buffet and giving her
the best wines and liqueurs procurable, I asked her if she were content
with me.  I added that I was so deeply in love with her that unless she
found some means of making me happy I should undoubtedly die of love.  I
assured her that I was ready to face all hazards.

"By making you happy," she replied, "I shall make myself happy, too.  I
will write to you to-morrow, and you will find the letter sewn into the
hood of my domino."

"You will find me ready to do anything, fair Ignazia, if you will give me
hope."

At last the ball was over, and we went out and got into the carriage.
The mother woke up, and the coachman drove off, and I, taking the girl's
hands, would have kissed them.  However, she seemed to suspect that I had
other intentions, and held my hands clasped so tightly that I believe I
should have found it a hard task to pull them away.  In this position
Donna Ignazia proceeded to tell her mother all about the ball, and the
delight it had given her.  She did not let go my hands till we got to the
corner of their street, when the mother called out to the coachman to
stop, not wishing to give her neighbours occasion for slander by stopping
in front of their own house.

The next day I sent for the domino, and in it I found a letter from Donna
Ignazia, in which she told me that a Don Francisco de Ramos would call on
me, that he was her lover, and that he would inform me how to render her
and myself happy.

Don Francisco wasted no time, for the next morning at eight o'clock my
page sent in his name.  He told me that Donna Ignazia, with whom he spoke
every night, she being at her window and he in the street, had informed
him that she and I had been at the ball together.  She had also told him
that she felt sure I had conceived a fatherly affection for her, and she
had consequently prevailed upon him to call on me, being certain that I
would treat him as my own son.  She had encouraged him to ask me to lend
him a hundred doubloons which would enable them to get married before the
end of the carnival.

"I am employed at the Mint," he added, "but my present salary is a very
small one.  I hope I shall get an increase before long, and then I shall
be in a position to make Ignazia happy.  All my relations live at Toledo,
and I have no friends at Madrid, so when we set up our only friends will
be the father and mother of my wife and yourself, for I am sure you love
her like a daughter."

"You have probed my heart to its core," I replied, "but just now I am
awaiting remittances, and have very little money about me.  You may count
on my discretion, and I shall be delighted to see you whenever you care
to call on me."

The gallant made me a bow, and took his departure in no good humour.  Don
Francisco was a young man of twenty-two, ugly and ill-made.  I resolved
to nip the intrigue in the bud, for my inclination for Donna Ignazia was
of the lightest description; and I went to call on Madame Pichona, who
had given me such a polite invitation to come and see her.  I had made
enquiries about her, and had found out that she was an actress and had
been made rich by the Duke of Medina-Celi.  The duke had paid her a visit
in very cold weather, and finding her without a fire, as she was too poor
to buy coals, had sent her the next day a silver stove, which he had
filled with a hundred thousand pezzos duros in gold, amounting to three
hundred thousand francs in French money.  Since then Madame Pichona lived
at her ease and received good company.

She gave me a warm reception when I called on her, but her looks were
sad.  I began by saying that as I had not found her in her box on the
last ball night I had ventured to come to enquire after her health.

"I did not go," said she, "for on that day died my only friend the Duke
of Medina-Celi.  He was ill for three days."

"I sympathise with you.  Was the duke an old man?"

"Hardly sixty.  You have seen him; he did not look his age."

"Where have I seen him?"

"Did he not bring you to my box?"

"You don't say so!  He did not tell me his name and I never saw him
before."

I was grieved to hear of his death; it was in all probability a
misfortune for me as well as Madame Pichona.  All the duke's estate
passed to a son of miserly disposition, who in his turn had a son who was
beginning to evince the utmost extravagance.

I was told that the family of Medina-Celi enjoys thirty titles of
nobility.

One day a young man called on me to offer me, as a foreigner, his
services in a country which he knew thoroughly.

"I am Count Marazzini de Plaisance," he began, "I am not rich and I have
come to Madrid to try and make my fortune.  I hope to enter the bodyguard
of his Catholic majesty.  I have been indulging in the amusements of the
town ever since I came.  I saw you at the ball with an unknown beauty.  I
don't ask you to tell me her name, but if you are fond of novelty I can
introduce you to all the handsomest girls in Madrid."

If my experience had taught me such wholesome lessons as I might have
expected, I should have shown the impudent rascal the door.  Alas!
I began to be weary of my experience and the fruits of it; I began to
feel the horrors of a great void; I had need of some slight passion to
wile away the dreary hours.  I therefore made this Mercury welcome, and
told him I should be obliged by his presenting me to some beauties,
neither too easy nor too difficult to access.

"Come with me to the ball," he rejoined, "and I will shew you some women
worthy of your attention."

The ball was to take place the same evening, and I agreed; he asked me to
give him some dinner, and I agreed to that also.  After dinner he told me
he had no money, and I was foolish enough to give him a doubloon.  The
fellow, who was ugly, blind of one eye, and full of impudence, shewed me
a score of pretty women, whose histories he told me, and seeing me to be
interested in one of them he promised to bring her to a procuress.  He
kept his word, but he cost me dear; for the girl only served for an
evening's amusement.

Towards the end of the carnival the noble Don Diego, the father of Donna
Ignazia, brought me my boots, and the thanks of his wife and himself for
the pleasure I had given her at the ball.

"She is as good as she is beautiful," said I, "she deserves to prosper,
and if I have not called on her it is only that I am anxious to do
nothing which could injure her reputation."

"Her reputation, Senor Caballero, is above all reproach, and I shall be
delighted to see you whenever you honour me with a call."

"The carnival draws near to its end," I replied, "and if Donna Ignazia
would like to go to another ball I shall be happy to take her again."

"You must come and ask her yourself."

"I will not fail to do so."

I was anxious to see how the pious girl, who had tried to make me pay a
hundred doubloons for the chance of having her after her marriage, would
greet me, so I called the same day.  I found her with her mother, rosary
in hand, while her noble father was botching old boots.  I laughed
inwardly at being obliged to give the title of don to a cobbler who would
not make boots because he was an hidalgo.  Hidalgo, meaning noble, is
derived from 'higo de albo', son of somebody, and the people, whom the
nobles call 'higos de nade', sons of nobody, often revenge themselves by
calling the nobles hideputas, that is to say, sons of harlots.

Donna Ignazia rose politely from the floor, where she was sitting cross-
legged, after the Moorish fashion.  I have seen exalted ladies in this
position at Madrid, and it is very common in the antechambers of the
Court and the palace of the Princess of the Asturias.  The Spanish women
sit in church in the same way, and the rapidity with which they can
change this posture to a kneeling or a standing one is something amazing.

Donna Ignazia thanked me for honouring her with a visit, adding that she
would never have gone to the ball if it had not been for me, and that she
never hoped to go to it again, as I had doubtless found someone else more
worthy of my attentions.

"I have not found anyone worthy to be preferred before you," I replied,
"and if you would like to go to the ball again I should be most happy to
take you."

The father and mother were delighted with the pleasure I was about to
give to their beloved daughter.  As the ball was to take place the same
evening, I gave the mother a doubloon to get a mask and domino.  She went
on her errand, and, as Don Diego also went out on some business, I found
myself alone with the girl.  I took the opportunity of telling her that
if she willed I would be hers, as I adored her, but that I could not sigh
for long.

"What can you ask, and what can I offer, since I must keep myself pure
for my husband?"

"You should abandon yourself to me without reserve, and you may be sure
that I should respect your innocence."

I then proceeded to deliver a gentle attack, which she repulsed, with a
serious face.  I stopped directly, telling her that she would find me
polite and respectful, but not in the least affectionate, for the rest of
the evening.

Her face had blushed a vivid scarlet, and she replied that her sense of
duty obliged her to repulse me in spite of herself.

I liked this metaphysical line of argument.  I saw that I had only to
destroy the idea of duty in her and all the rest would follow.  What I
had to do was to enter into an argument, and to bear away the prize
directly I saw her at a loss for an answer.

"If your duty," I began, "forces you to repulse me in spite of yourself,
your duty is a burden on you.  If it is a burden on you, it is your
enemy, and if it is your enemy why do you suffer it thus lightly to gain
the victory?  If you were your own friend, you would at once expel this
insolent enemy from your coasts."

"That may not be."

"Yes, it may.  Only shut your eyes."

"Like that?"

"Yes."

I immediately laid hands on a tender place; she repulsed me, but more
gently and not so seriously as before.

"You may, of course, seduce me," she said, "but if you really love me you
will spare me the shame."

"Dearest Ignazia, there is no shame in a girl giving herself up to the
man she loves.  Love justifies all things.  If you do not love me I ask
nothing of you."

"But how shall I convince you that I am actuated by love and not by
complaisance?"

"Leave me to do what I like, and my self-esteem will help me to believe
you."

"But as I cannot be certain that you will believe me, my duty plainly
points to a refusal."

"Very good, but you will make me sad and cold."

"Then I shall be sad, too."

At these encouraging words I embraced her, and obtained some solid
favours with one hardy hand.  She made no opposition, and I was well
pleased with what I had got; and for a first attempt I could not well
expect more.

At this juncture the mother came in with the dominos and gloves.  I
refused to accept the change, and went away to return in my carriage, as
before.

Thus the first step had been taken, and Donna Ignazia felt it would be
ridiculous not to join in with my conversation at the ball which all
tended to procuring the pleasure of spending our nights together.  She
found me affectionate all the evening, and at supper I did my best to get
her everything she liked.  I made her see that the part she had at last
taken was worthy of praise, and not blame.  I filled her pockets with
sweets, and put into my own pockets two bottles of ratafia, which I
handed over to the mother, who was asleep in the carriage.  Donna Ignazia
gratefully refused the quadruple I wished to give her, saying that if it
were in my power to make such presents, I might give the money to her
lover whenever he called on me.

"Certainly," I answered, "but what shall I say to prevent his taking
offence?"

"Tell him that it is on account of what he asked you.  He is poor, and I
am sure he is in despair at not seeing me in the window to-night.  I
shall tell him I only went to the ball with you to please my father."

Donna Ignazia, a mixture of voluptuousness and piety, like most Spanish
women, danced the fandango with so much fire that no words could have
expressed so well the Joys that were in store for me.  What a dance it
is!  Her bosom was heaving and her blood all aflame, and yet I was told
that for the greater part of the company the dance was wholly innocent,
and devoid of any intention.  I pretended to believe it, but I certainly
did not.  Ignazia begged me to come to mass at the Church of the Soledad
the next day at eight o'clock.  I had not yet told her that it was there
I had seen her first.  She also asked me to come and see her in the
evening, and said she would send me a letter if we were not left alone
together.

I slept till noon, and was awoke by Marazzini, who came to ask me to give
him some dinner.  He told me he had seen me with my fair companion the
night before, and that he had vainly endeavoured to find out who she was.
I bore with this singularly misplaced curiosity, but when it came to his
saying that he would have followed us if he had had any money, I spoke to
him in a manner that made him turn pale.  He begged pardon, and promised
to bridle his curiosity for the future.  He proposed a party of pleasure
with the famous courtezan Spiletta, whose favours were dear, but I
declined, for my mind was taken up with the fair Ignazia, whom I
considered a worthy successor to Charlotte.

I went to the church, and she saw me when she came in, followed by the
same companion as before.

She knelt down at two or three paces from me, but did not once look in my
direction.  Her friend, on the other hand, inspected me closely; she
seemed about the same age as Ignazia, but she was ugly.  I also noticed
Don Francisco, and as I was going out of the church my rival followed me,
and congratulated me somewhat bitterly on my good fortune in having taken
his mistress a second time to the ball.  He confessed that he had been on
our track the whole evening, and that he should have gone away well
enough pleased if it had not been for the way in which we dance the
fandango.  I felt this was an occasion for a little gentle management,
and I answered good-humouredly that the love he thought he noticed was
wholly imaginary, and that he was wrong to entertain any suspicions as to
so virtuous a girl as Donna Ignazia.  At the same time I placed an ounce
in his hand, begging him to take it on account.  He did so with an
astonished stare, and, calling me his father and guardian angel, swore an
eternal gratitude.

In the evening I called on Don Diego, where I was regaled with the
excellent ratafia I had given the mother, and the whole family began to
speak of the obligations Spain owed to the Count of Aranda.

"No exercise is more healthful than dancing," said Antonia, the mother,
"and before his time balls were strictly forbidden.  In spite of that he
is hated for having expelled 'los padres de la compagnia de Jesus', and
for his sumptuary regulations.  But the poor bless his name, for all the
money produced by the balls goes to them."

"And thus," said the father, "to go to the ball is to do a pious work."

"I have two cousins," said Ignazia, "who are perfect angels of goodness.
I told them that you had taken me to the ball; but they are so poor that
they have no hope of going.  If you like you can make them quite happy by
taking them on the last day of the carnival.  The ball closes at
midnight, so as not to profane Ash Wednesday."

"I shall be happy to oblige you, all the more as your lady mother will
not be obliged to wait for us in the carriage."

"You are very kind; but I shall have to introduce you to my aunt; she is
so particular.  When she knows you, I am sure she will consent, for you
have all the air of discretion.  Go and see her to-day; she lives in the
next street, and over her door you will see a notice that lace is washed
within.  Tell her that my mother gave you the address.  To-morrow
morning, after mass, I will see to everything else, and you must come
here at noon to agree as to our meeting on the last day of the carnival."

I did all this, and the next day I heard that it was settled.

"I will have the dominos ready at my house," I said, "and you must come
in at the back door.  We will dine in my room, mask, and go to the ball.
The eldest of your cousins must be disguised as a man."

"I won't tell her anything about that, for fear she might think it a sin,
but once in your house you will have no difficulty in managing her."

The younger of the two cousins was ugly, but looked like a woman, where
as the elder looked like an ugly dressed man in woman's clothes.  She
made an amusing contrast with Donna Ignazia, who looked most seductive
when she laid aside her air of piety.

I took care that everything requisite for our disguises should be at hand
in a neighbouring closet, unbeknown to my rascally page.  I gave him a
piece of money in the morning, and told him to spend the last day of the
carnival according to his own taste, as I should not require his services
till noon the day after.

I ordered a good dinner, and a waiter to serve it, at the tavern, and got
rid of Marazzini by giving him a doubloon.  I took great pains over the
entertainment I was to give the two cousins and the fair Ignazia, whom I
hoped that day to make my mistress.  It was all quite a novelty for me; I
had to do with three devotees, two hideous and the third ravishingly
beautiful, who had already had a foretaste of the joys in store for her.

They came at noon, and for an hour I discoursed to them in a moral and
unctuous manner.  I had taken care to provide myself with some excellent
wine, which did not fail to take effect on the three girls, who were not
accustomed to a dinner that lasted two hours.  They were not exactly
inebriated, but their spirits were worked up to a pitch they had never
attained before.

I told the elder cousin, who might be twenty-five years old, that I was
going to disguise her as a man; consternation appeared on her features,
but I had expected as much, and Donna Ignazia told her she was only too
lucky, and her sister observed that she did not think it could be a sin.

"If it were a sin," said I, "do you suppose that I should have suggested
it to your virtuous sister."

Donna Ignazia, who knew the Legendarium by heart, corroborated my
assertion by saying that the blessed St. Marina had passed her whole life
in man's clothes; and this settled the matter.

I then burst into a very high-flown eulogium of her intellectual
capacity, so as to enlist her vanity in the good cause.

"Come with me," said I, "and do you ladies wait here; I want to enjoy
your surprise when you see her in man's clothes."

The ugly cousin made a supreme effort and followed me, and when she had
duly inspected her disguise I told her to take off her boots and to put
on white stockings and shoes, of which I had provided several pairs.  I
sat down before her, and told her that if she suspected me of any
dishonourable intentions she would commit a mortal sin, as I was old
enough to be her father.  She replied that she was a good Christian, but
not a fool.  I fastened her garters for her, saying that I should never
have supposed she had so well-shapen and so white a leg, which compliment
made her smile in a satisfied manner.

Although I had a fine view of her thighs, I observed no traces of a blush
on her face.  I then gave her a pair, of my breeches, which fitted her
admirably, though I was five inches taller than she, but this difference
was compensated by the posterior proportions, with which, like most
women, she was bountifully endowed.  I turned away to let her put them on
in freedom, and, having given her a linen shirt, she told me she had
finished before she had buttoned it at the neck.  There may possibly have
been a little coquetry in this, as I buttoned the shirt for her, and was
thus gratified with a sight of her splendid breast.  I need not say
whether she was pleased or not at my refraining from complimenting her
upon her fine proportions.  When her toilette was finished I surveyed her
from head to foot, and pronounced her to be a perfect man, with the
exception of one blemish.

"I am sorry for that."

"Will you allow me to arrange your shirt so as to obviate it?"

"I shall be much obliged, as I have never dressed in man's clothes
before."

I then sat down in front of her, and, after unbuttoning the fly, arranged
the shirt in a proper manner.  In doing so I allowed myself some small
liberties, but I toyed with such a serious air that she seemed to take it
all as a matter of course.

When I had put on her domino and mask I led her forth, and her sister and
Donna Ignazia congratulated her on her disguise, saying that anybody
would take her for a man.

"Now it's your turn," I said to the younger one.

"Go with him," said the elder, "Don Jaime is as honest a man as you will
find in Spain."

There was really not much to be done to the younger sister, her disguise
being simply a mask and domino, but as I wanted to keep Ignazia a long
time I made her put on white stockings, change her kerchief, and a dozen
other trifles.  When she was ready I brought her forth, and Donna Ignazia
noticing that she had changed her stockings and kerchief, asked her
whether I were as expert at dressing a lady as at turning a lady into a
gentleman.

"I don't know," she replied, "I did everything for myself."

Next came the turn of Don Diego's daughter, and as soon as I had her in
the closet I did my pleasure on her, she submitting with an air that
seemed to say, "I only give in because I can't resist."  Wishing to save
her honour I withdrew in time, but in the second combat I held her for
half an hour to my arms.  However, she was naturally of a passionate
disposition, and nature had endowed her with a temperament able to resist
the most vigorous attacks.  When decency made us leave the closet, she
remarked to her cousins,

"I thought I should never have done; I had to alter the whole fit of the
domino."

I admired her presence of mind.

At nightfall we went to the ball, at which the fandango might be danced
ad libitum by a special privilege, but the crowd was so great that
dancing was out of the question.  At ten we had supper, and then walked
up and down, till all at once the two orchestras became silent.  We heard
the church clocks striking midnight the carnival was over, and Lent had
begun.

This rapid transition from wantonness to devotion, from paganism to
Christianity, has something startling and unnatural about it.  At fifty-
nine minutes past eleven the senses are all aglow; midnight sounds, and
in a minute they are supposed to be brought low, and the heart to be full
of humble repentance; it is an absurdity, an impossibility.

I took the three girls to my house to take off their dominos, and we then
escorted the two cousins home.  When we had left them for a few minutes
Donna Ignazia told me that she would like a little coffee.  I understood
her, and took her to my house, feeling sure of two hours of mutual
pleasure.

I took her to my room, and was just going out to order the coffee when I
met Don Francisco, who asked me plainly to let him come up, as he had
seen Donna Ignazia go in with me.  I had sufficient strength of mind to
conceal my rage and disappointment, and told him to come in, adding that
his mistress would be delighted at this unexpected visit.  I went
upstairs, and he followed me, and I shewed him into the room,
congratulating the lady on the pleasant surprise.

I expected that she would play her part as well as I had played mine, but
I was wrong.  In her rage she told him that she would never have asked me
to give her a cup of coffee if she had foreseen this piece of
importunity, adding that if he had been a gentleman he would have known
better than to intrude himself at such an hour.

In spite of my own anger I felt that I must take the poor devil's part;
he looked like a dog with a tin kettle tied to his tail.  I tried to calm
Donna Ignazia, telling her that Don Francisco had seen us by a mere
accident, and that it was I who had asked him to come upstairs, in the
hope of pleasing her.

Donna Ignazia feigned to be persuaded and asked her lover to sit down,
but she did not speak another word to him, confining her remarks to me,
saying how much she had enjoyed the ball, and how kind I had been to take
her cousins.

After he had taken a cup of coffee, Don Francisco bade us a good night.
I told him I hoped he would come and see me before Lent was over, but
Donna Ignazia only vouchsafed him a slight nod.  When he had gone she
said, sadly enough, that she was sorry he had deprived us both of our
pleasure, and that she was sure Don Francisco was still hanging about the
place, and that she dared not expose herself to his vengeance.  "So take
me home, but if you love me come and see me again.  The trick the stupid
fellow has played me shall cost him dear.  Are you sure I don't love
him?"

"Quite certain, for you love me too well to love anybody else."

Donna Ignazia gave me a hasty proof of her affection, and I escorted her
home, assuring her that she would be the sole object of my thoughts as
long as I stayed at Madrid.

The next day I dined with Mengs, and the day after that I was accosted in
the street by an ill-looking fellow, who bade me follow him to a
cloister, as he had something of importance to communicate to me.

As soon as he saw that we were unobserved, he told me that the Alcalde
Messa was going to pay me a visit that same night with a band of police,
"of whom," he added, "I am one.  He knows you have concealed weapons in
your room.  He knows, or thinks he knows, certain other things which
authorize him to seize your person and to take you to the prison where
persons destined for the galleys are kept.  I give you all this warning
because I believe you to be a man of honour.  Despise not my advice, but
look to yourself, and get into some place of security."

I credited what he told me, as the circumstance of my having arms was
perfectly true, so I gave the man a doubloon, and, instead of calling on
Donna Ignazia, as I intended, I went back to my lodging, and after
putting the weapons under my cloak I went to Mengs's, leaving word at the
cafe to send me my page as soon as he came back.  In Mengs's house I was
safe, as it belonged to the king.

The painter was an honest fellow, but proud and suspicious in excess.  He
did not refuse me an asylum for the night, but he told me that I must
look out for some other refuge, as the alcalde must have some other
accusation against me, and that knowing nothing of the merits or demerits
of the case he could not take any part in it.  He gave me a room and we
supped together, discussing the matter all the time, I persisting that
the possession of arms was my only offence, and he replying that if it
were so I should have awaited the alcalde fearlessly, as it stood to
reason that a man had a right to keep defensive weapons in his own room.
To this I answered that I had only come to him to avoid passing the night
in prison, as I was certain that the man had told me the truth.

"To-morrow I shall look out for another lodging."

I confessed, however, that it would have been wiser of me to leave my
pistols and musket in my room.

"Yes, and you might have remained there yourself.  I did not think you
were so easily frightened."

As we were arguing it over my landlord came and said that the alcalde
with thirty constables had been to my apartment and had broken open the
door.  He had searched everything, but unsuccessfully, and had gone away
after sealing the room and its contents.  He had arrested and imprisoned
my page on the charge of having warned me, "for otherwise," he said, "the
Venetian gentleman would never have gone to the house of Chevalier Mengs,
where he is out of my power."

At this Mengs agreed that I had been right in believing my informant's
tale, and he added that the first thing in the morning I should go and
protest my innocence before the Count of Aranda, but he especially urged
on me the duty of defending the poor page.  My landlord went his way, and
we continued the discussion, Mengs insisting on the page's innocence,
till at last I lost all patience, and said,--

"My page must be a thorough-paced scoundrel; the magistrate's arresting
him for warning me is an absolute proof that he knew of my approaching
arrest.  What is a servant who does not warn his master under such
circumstances but a rascal?  Indeed I am absolutely certain that he was
the informer, for he was the only person who knew where the arms were
concealed."

Mengs could find no answer to this, and left to go to bed.  I did the
same and had an excellent night.

Early the next morning the great Mengs sent me linen and all the
requisites of the toilette.  His maid brought me a cup of chocolate, and
his cook came to ask if I had permission to eat flesh-meat.  In such ways
a prince welcomes a guest, and bids him stay, but such behaviour in a
private person is equivalent to a hint to go.  I expressed my gratitude,
and only accepted a cup of chocolate and one handkerchief.

My carriage was at the door, and I was just taking leave of Mengs when an
officer appeared on the scene, and asked the painter if the Chevalier de
Casanova was in his house.

"I am the Chevalier de Casanova," said I.

"Then I hope you will follow me of your own free will to the prison of
Buen Retiro.  I cannot use force here, for this house is the king's, but
I warn you that in less than an hour the Chevalier Mengs will have orders
to turn you out, and then you will be dragged to prison, which would be
unpleasant for you.  I therefore advise you to follow me quietly, and to
give up such weapons as you may possess."

"The Chevalier Mengs will give you the weapons in question.  I have
carried them with me for eleven years; they are meant to protect me on
the highways.  I am ready to follow you, but first allow me to write four
notes; I shall not be half an hour."

"I can neither allow you to wait nor to write, but you will be at liberty
to do so after you have reached the prison."

"Very good; then I am ready to follow you, for I have no choice.  I shall
remember Spanish justice!"

I embraced Mengs, had the weapons put into my carriage, and got in with
the officer, who seemed a perfect gentleman.

He took me to the Castle of Buen Retiro, formerly a royal palace, and now
a prison.  When my conductor had consigned me to the officer of the watch
I was handed over to a corporal, who led me into a vast hall on the
ground floor of the building.  The stench was dreadful, and the prisoners
were about thirty, ten of them being soldiers.  There were ten or twelve
large beds, some benches, no tables, and no chairs.

I asked a guard to get me some pens, ink, and paper, and gave him a duro
for the purpose.  He took the coin smilingly, and went away, but he did
not return.  When I asked his brethren what had become of him they
laughed in my face.  But what surprised me the most was the sight of my
page and Marazzini, who told me in Italian that he had been there for
three days, and that he had not written to me as he had a presentiment
that we should soon meet.  He added that in a fortnight's time we should
be sent off under a heavy escort to work in some fortress, though we
might send our pleas to the Government, and might possibly be let out
after three or four years' imprisonment.

"I hope," he said, "not to be condemned before I am heard.  The alcalde
will come and interrogate you tomorrow, and your answers will be taken
down; that's all.  You may then be sent to hard labour in Africa."

"Has your case been heard yet?"

"They were at me about it for three hours yesterday."

"What kind of questions did they ask you?"

"They wished to know what banker furnished me with money for my expenses.
I told them I had not got a banker, and that I lived by borrowing from my
friends, in the expectation of becoming one of the king's body-guard.
They then asked me how it was that the Parmese ambassador knew nothing
about me, and I replied that I had never been presented to him.

"'Without the favour of your ambassador,' they objected, 'you could never
join the royal guard, and you must be aware of that, but the king's
majesty shall give you employment where you will stand in need of no
commendation;' and so the alcalde left me.  If the Venetian ambassador
does not interpose in your behalf you will be treated in the same way."

I concealed my rage, and sat down on a bed, which I left after three
hours, as I found myself covered with the disgusting vermin which seem
endemic in Spain.  The very sight of them made me sick.  I stood upright,
motionless, and silent, devouring the bile which consumed me.

There was no good in talking; I must write; but where was I to find
writing materials?  However, I resolved to wait in silence; my time must
come, sooner or later.

At noon Marazzini told me that he knew a soldier for whose
trustworthiness he would answer, and who would get me my dinner if I gave
him the money.

"I have no appetite," I replied, "and I am not going to give a farthing
to anyone till the stolen crown is restored to me."

He made an uproar over this piece of cheating, but the soldiers only
laughed at him.  My page then asked him to intercede with me, as he was
hungry, and had no money wherewith to buy food.

"I will not give him a farthing; he is no longer in my service, and would
to God I had never seen him!"

My companions in misery proceeded to dine on bad garlic soup and wretched
bread, washed down by plain water, two priests and an individual who was
styled corregidor excepted, and they seemed to fare very well.

At four o'clock one of Mengs's servants brought me a dinner which would
have sufficed for four.  He wanted to leave me the dinner and come for
the plates in the evening; but not caring to share the meal with the vile
mob around me I made him wait till I had done and come again at the same
time the next day, as I did not require any supper.  The servant obeyed.
Marazzini said rudely that I might at least have kept the bottle of wine;
but I gave him no answer.

At five o'clock Manucci appeared, accompanied by a Spanish officer.
After the usual compliments had passed between us I asked the officer if
I might write to my friends, who would not allow me to stay much longer
in prison if they were advised of my arrest.

"We are no tyrants," he replied; "you can write what letters you like."

"Then," said I, "as this is a free country, is it allowable for a soldier
who has received certain moneys to buy certain articles to pocket the
money and appropriate it to his own use?"

"What is his name?"

The guard had been relieved, and no one seemed to know who or where he
was.

"I promise you, sir," said the officer, "that the soldier shall be
punished and your money restored to you; and in the meanwhile you shall
have pens, ink, paper, a table, and a candle, immediately."

"And I," added Manucci, "promise you that one of the ambassador's
servants shall wait on you at eight o'clock to deliver any letters you
may write.

I took three crowns from my pocket, and told my fellow-prisoners that the
first to name the soldier who had deceived me should have the money;
Marazzini was the first to do so.  The officer made a note of the man's
name with a smile; he was beginning to know me; I had spent three crowns
to get back one, and could not be very avaricious.

Manucci whispered to me that the ambassador would do his best in a
confidential way to get my release, and that he had no doubt of his
success.

When my visitors were gone I sat down to write, but I had need of all my
patience.  The rascally prisoners crowded round me to read what I was
writing, and when they could not understand it they were impudent enough
to ask me to explain it to them.  Under the pretext of snuffing the
candle, they put it out.  However, I bore with it all.  One of the
soldiers said he would keep them quiet for a crown, but I gave him no
answer.  In spite of the hell around me, I finished my letters and sealed
them up.  They were no studied or rhetorical epistles, but merely the
expression of the fury with which I was consumed.

I told Mocenigo that it was his duty to defend a subject of his prince,
who had been arrested and imprisoned by a foreign power on an idle
pretext.  I shewed him that he must give me his protection unless I was
guilty, and that I had committed no offence against the law of the land.
I reminded him that I was a Venetian, in spite of my persecution at the
hands of the State Inquisitors, and that being a Venetian I had a right
to count on his protection.

To Don Emmanuel de Roda, a learned scholar, and the minister of justice,
I wrote that I did not ask any favour but only simple justice.

"Serve God and your master," said I.  "Let his Catholic majesty save me
from the hands of the infamous alcalde who has arrested me, an honest and
a law-abiding man, who came to Spain trusting in his own innocence and
the protection of the laws.  The person who writes to you, my lord, has a
purse full of doubloons in his pocket; he has already been robbed, and
fears assassination in the filthy den in which he has been imprisoned."

I wrote to the Duke of Lossada, requesting him to inform the king that
his servants had subjected to vile treatment a man whose only fault was
that he had a little money.  I begged him to use his influence with his
Catholic majesty to put a stop to these infamous proceedings.

But the most vigorous letter of all was the one I addressed to the Count
of Aranda.  I told him plainly that if this infamous action went on I
should be forced to believe that it was by his orders, since I had stated
in vain that I came to Madrid with an introduction to him from a
princess.

"I have committed no crime," I said; "what compensation am I to have when
I am released from this filthy and abominable place?  Set me at liberty
at once, or tell your hangmen to finish their work, for I warn you that
no one shall take me to the galleys alive."

According to my custom I took copies of all the letters, and I sent them
off by the servant whom the all-powerful Manucci despatched to the
prison.  I passed such a night as Dante might have imagined in his Vision
of Hell.  All the beds were full, and even if there had been a spare
place I would not have occupied it.  I asked in vain for a mattress, but
even if they had brought me one, it would have been of no use, for the
whole floor was inundated.  There were only two or three chamber utensils
for all the prisoners, and everyone discharged his occasions on the
floor.

I spent the night on a narrow bench without a back, resting my head on my
hands.

At seven o'clock the next morning Manucci came to see me; I looked upon
him as my Providence.  I begged him to take me down to the guard-room,
and give me some refreshment, for I felt quite exhausted.  My request was
granted, and as I told my sufferings I had my hair done by a barber.

Manucci told me that my letters would be delivered in the course of the
day, and observed, smilingly, that my epistle to the ambassador was
rather severe.  I shewed him copies of the three others I had written,
and the inexperienced young man told me that gentleness was the best way
to obtain favours.  He did not know that there are circumstances in which
a man's pen must be dipped in gall.  He told me confidentially that the
ambassador dined with Aranda that day, and would speak in my favour as a
private individual, adding that he was afraid my letter would prejudice
the proud Spaniard against me.

"All I ask of you," said I, "is not to tell the ambassador that you have
seen the letter I wrote to the Count of Aranda."

He promised he would keep the secret.

An hour after his departure I saw Donna Ignazia and her father coming in,
accompanied by the officer who had treated me with such consideration.
Their visit cut me to the quick; nevertheless, I felt grateful, for it
shewed me the 'goodness of Don Diego's heart and the love of the fair
devotee.

I gave them to understand, in my bad Spanish, that I was grateful for the
honour they had done me in visiting me in this dreadful situation.  Donna
Ignazia did not speak, she only wept in silence; but Don Diego gave me
clearly to understand that he would never have come to see me unless he
had felt certain that my accusation was a mistake or an infamous calumny.
He told me he was sure I should be set free, and that proper satisfaction
would be given me.

"I hope so," I replied, "for I am perfectly innocent of any offence."
I was greatly touched when the worthy man slipped into my hands a
rouleau, telling me it contained twelve quadruples, which I could repay
at my convenience.

It was more than a thousand francs, and my hair stood on end.  I pressed
his hand warmly, and whispered to him that I had fifty in my pocket,
which I was afraid to shew him, for fear the rascals around might rob me.
He put back his rouleau, and bade me farewell in tears, and I promised to
come and see him as soon as I should be set at liberty.

He had not sent in his name, and as he was very well dressed he was taken
for a man of importance.  Such characters are not altogether exceptional
in heroic Spain; it is a land of extremes.

At noon Mengs's servant came with a dinner that was choicer than before,
but not so plentiful.  This was just what I liked.  He waited for me to
finish, and went away with the plates, carrying my heartiest thanks to
his master.

At one o'clock an individual came up to me and bade me follow him.
He took me to a small room, where I saw my carbine and pistols.  In front
of me was the Alcalde Messa, seated at a table covered with documents,
and a policeman stood on each side of him.  The alcalde told me to sit
down, and to answer truly such questions as might be put to me, warning
me that my replies would be taken down.

"I do not understand Spanish well, and I shall only give written answers
to any questions that may be asked of me, in Italian, French, or Latin."

This reply, which I uttered in a firm and determined voice, seemed to
astonish him.  He spoke to me for an hour, and I understood him very
well, but he only got one reply:

"I don't understand what you say.  Get a judge who understands one of the
languages I have named, and I will write down my answers."

The alcalde was enraged, but I did not let his ill-humour or his threats
disturb me.

Finally he gave me a pen, and told me to write my name, profession, and
business in Spain in Italian.  I could not refuse him this pleasure, so I
wrote as follows:

"My name is Jacques Casanova; I am a subject of the Republic of Venice,
by profession a man of letters, and in rank a Knight of the Golden Spur.
I have sufficient means, and I travel for my pleasure.  I am known to the
Venetian ambassador, the Count of Aranda, the Prince de la Catolica, the
Marquis of Moras, and the Duke of Lossada.  I have offended in no manner
against the laws of his Catholic majesty, but in spite of my innocence I
have been cast into a den of thieves and assassins by magistrates who
deserve a ten times greater punishment.  Since I have not infringed the
laws, his Catholic majesty must know that he has only one right over me,
and that is to order me to leave his realms, which order I am ready to
obey.  My arms, which I see before me, have travelled with me for the
last eleven years; I carry them to defend myself against highwaymen.
They were seen when my effects were examined at the Gate of Alcala, and
were not confiscated; which makes it plain that they have served merely
as a pretext for the infamous treatment to which I have been subjected."

After I had written out this document I gave it to the alcalde, who
called for an interpreter.  When he had had it read to him he rose
angrily and said to me,--

"Valga me Dios!  You shall suffer for your insolence."

With this threat he went away, ordering that I should be taken back to
prison.

At eight o'clock Manucci called and told me that the Count of Aranda had
been making enquiries about me of the Venetian ambassador, who had spoken
very highly in my favour, and expressed his regret that he could not take
my part officially on account of my being in disgrace with the State
Inquisitors.

"He has certainly been shamefully used," said the count, "but an
intelligent man should not lose his head.  I should have known nothing
about it, but for a furious letter he has written me; and Don
Emmanuel de Roda and the Duke of Lossada have received epistles in the
same style.  Casanova is in the right, but that is not the way to address
people."

"If he really said I was in the right, that is sufficient."

"He said it, sure enough."

"Then he must do me justice, and as to my style everyone has a style of
their own.  I am furious, and I wrote furiously.  Look at this place; I
have no bed, the floor is covered with filth, and I am obliged to sleep
on a narrow bench.  Don't you think it is natural that I should desire to
eat the hearts of the scoundrels who have placed me here?  If I do not
leave this hell by tomorrow, I shall kill myself, or go mad."

Manucci understood the horrors of my situation.  He promised to come
again early the next day, and advised me to see what money would do
towards procuring a bed, but I would not listen to him, for I was
suffering from injustice, and was therefore obstinate.  Besides, the
thought of the vermin frightened me, and I was afraid for my purse and
the jewels I had about me.

I spent a second night worse than the first, going to sleep from sheer
exhaustion, only to awake and find myself slipping off the bench.

Manucci came before eight o'clock, and my aspect shocked him.  He had
come in his carriage, bringing with him some excellent chocolate, which
in some way restored my spirits.  As I was finishing it, an officer of
high rank, accompanied by two other officers, came in and called out,--

"M. de Casanova!"

I stepped forward and presented myself.

"Chevalier," he began, "the Count of Aranda is at the gate of the prison;
he is much grieved at the treatment you have received.  He only heard
about it through the letter you wrote him yesterday, and if you had
written sooner your pains would have been shorter."

"Such was my intention, colonel, but a soldier .  .  .  ."

I proceeded to tell him the story of the swindling soldier, and on
hearing his name the colonel called the captain of the guard, reprimanded
him severely, and ordered him to give me back the crown himself.  I took
the money laughingly, and the colonel then ordered the captain to fetch
the offending soldier, and to give him a flogging before me.

This officer, the emissary of the all-powerful Aranda, was Count Royas,
commanding the garrison of Buen Retiro.  I told him all the circumstances
of my arrest, and of my imprisonment in that filthy place.  I told him
that if I did not get back that day my arms, my liberty, and my honour, I
should either go mad or kill myself.

"Here," I said, "I can neither rest nor sleep, and a man needs sleep
every night.  If you had come a little earlier you would have seen the
disgusting filth with which the floor was covered."

The worthy man was taken aback with the energy with which I spoke.  I saw
his feelings, and hastened to say,--

"You must remember, colonel, that I am suffering from injustice, and am
in a furious rage.  I am a man of honour, like yourself, and you can
imagine the effect of such treatment on me."

Manucci told him, in Spanish, that in my normal state I was a good fellow
enough.  The colonel expressed his pity for me, and assured me that my
arms should be restored to me, and my liberty too, in the course of the
day.

"Afterwards," said he, "you must go and thank his excellency the Count of
Aranda, who came here expressly for your sake.  He bade me tell you that
your release would be delayed till the afternoon, that you may have full
satisfaction for the affront you have received, if it is an affront, for
the penalties of the law only dishonour the guilty.  In this instance the
Alcalde Messa has been deceived by the rascal who was in your service."

"There he is," said I.  "Be good enough to have him removed, or else, in
my indignation, I might kill him."

"He shall be taken away this moment," he replied.

The colonel went out, and two minutes later two soldiers came in and took
the rogue away between them.  I never saw him again, and never troubled
myself to enquire what had become of him.

The colonel begged me to accompany him to the guard-room, to see the
thieving soldier flogged.  Manucci was at my side, and at some little
distance stood the Count of Aranda, surrounded by officers, and
accompanied by a royal guard.

The business kept us there for a couple of hours.  Before leaving me the
colonel begged me to meet Mengs at dinner at his house.

When I returned to my filthy prison I found a clean arm-chair, which I
was informed had been brought in for me.  I sat down in it immediately,
and Manucci left me, after embracing me again and again.  He was my
sincere friend, and I can never forgive myself the stupidity which made
me offend him grievously.  He never forgave me, at which I am not
surprised, but I believe my readers will agree with me in thinking that
he carried his vengeance too far.

After the scene which had taken place, the vile crowd of prisoners stood
gazing at me in stupid silence, and Marazzini came up to me and begged me
to use my offices for him.

Dinner was brought me as usual, and at three o'clock the Alcalde Messa
appeared and begged me to follow him, as he had received orders to take
me back to my lodging, where he hoped I should find everything in perfect
order.  At the same time he shewed me my arms, which one of his men was
going to bring to my house.  The officer of the guard returned me my
sword, the alcalde, who was in his black cloak, put himself on my left
hand, and thus I was escorted home with a guard of thirty constables.
The seals were removed from my apartment, and after a brief inspection I
pronounced that everything was in perfect order.

"If you had not a rascal and a traitor (who shall end his days in the
galleys) in your service, Senor Caballero, you would never have written
down the servants of his Catholic majesty as scoundrels."

"Senor Alcalde, my indignation made me write the same sentence to four of
his majesty's ministers.  Then I believed what I wrote, but I do so no
longer.  Let us forget and forgive; but you must confess that if I had
not known how to write a letter you would have sent me to the galleys."

"Alas! it is very likely."

I need not say that I hastened to remove all traces of the vile prison
where I had suffered so much.  When I was ready to go out my first
grateful visit was paid to the noble cobbler.  The worthy man was proud
of the fulfilment of his prophecy, and glad to see me again.  Donna
Ignazia was wild with delight--perhaps she had not been so sure of my
release--and when Don Diego heard of the satisfaction that had been given
me he said that a grandee of Spain could not have asked for more.  I
begged the worthy people to come and dine with me, telling them that I
would name the day another time, and they accepted gladly.

I felt that my love for Donna Ignazia had increased immensely since our
last meeting.

Afterwards I called on Mengs, who with his knowledge of Spanish law
expected nothing less than to see me.  When he heard of my triumphant
release he overwhelmed me with congratulations.  He was in his Court
dress--an unusual thing with him, and on my asking him the reason he told
me that he had been to Don Emmanuel de Roda's to speak on my behalf, but
had not succeeded in obtaining an audience.  He gave me a Venetian letter
which had just arrived for me.  I opened it, and found it was from M.
Dandolo, and contained an enclosure for M. de Mocenigo.  M. Dandolo said
that on reading the enclosed letter the ambassador would have no more
scruples about introducing me, as it contained a recommendation from one
of the Inquisitors on behalf of the three.

When I told Mengs of this he said it was now in my power to make my
fortune in Spain, and that now was the time when all the ministers would
be only too anxious to do something for me to make me forget the wrongs I
had received.

"I advise you," he said, "to take the letter to the ambassador
immediately.  Take my carriage; after what you have undergone for the
last few days you cannot be in a walking humour."

I had need of rest, and told Mengs that I would not sup with him that
night, but would dine with him the next day.  The ambassador was out, so
I left the letter with Manucci, and then drove home and slept profoundly
for twelve hours.

Manucci came to see me the next day in high spirits, and told me that M.
Girolamo Zulian had written to the ambassador on behalf of M. du Mula,
informing him that he need not hesitate to countenance me, as any
articles the Tribunal might have against me were in no degree prejudicial
to my honour.

"The ambassador," he continued, "proposes to introduce you at Court next
week, and he wants you to dine with him to-day; there will be a numerous
company at dinner."

"I am engaged to Mengs."

"No matter, he shall be asked as well; you must come.  Consider the
effect of your presence at the ambassador's the day after your triumph."

"You are right.  Go and ask Mengs, and tell the ambassador that I have
much pleasure in accepting his invitation."




CHAPTER V

Campomanes--Olavides--Sierra Morena--Aranjuez--Mengs--The Marquis
Grimaldi--Toledo--Madame Pelliccia--My Return to Madrid


Different circumstances in my life seem to have combined to render me
somewhat superstitious; it is a humiliating confession, and yet I make
it.  But who could help it?  A man who abandons himself to his whims and
fancies is like a child playing with a billiard cue.  It may make a
stroke that would be an honour to the most practised and scientific
player; and such are the strange coincidences of life which, as I have
said, have caused me to become superstitious.

Fortune, which under the humbler name of luck seems but a word, is a very
divinity when it guides the most important actions of a man's life.
Always it has seemed to me that this divinity is not blind, as the
mythologists affirm; she had brought me low only to exalt me, and I found
myself in high places, only, as it seems, to be cast into the depths.
Fortune has done her best to make me regard her as a reasoning, almighty
power; she has made me feel that the strength of my will is as nothing
before this mysterious power, which takes my will and moulds it, and
makes it a mere instrument for the accomplishment of its decrees.

I could not possibly have done anything in Spain without the help of the
representative of my country, and he would not have dared to do anything
for me without the letter I had just given him.  This letter, in its
turn, would probably have had but slight effect if it had not come to
hand so soon after my imprisonment, which had become the talk of the
town, through the handsome satisfaction the Count of Aranda had given me.

The letter made the ambassador sorry that he had not interposed on my
behalf, but he hoped people would believe that the count would not have
acted as he did if it had not been for his interposition.  His favourite,
Count Manucci, had come to ask me to dinner; as it happened I was engaged
to Mengs, which obtained an invitation for the painter, and flattered his
vanity excessively.  He fancied that the invitation proceeded from
gratitude, and it certainly smoothed away the mortification he had felt
at seeing me arrested in his house.  He immediately wrote to the effect
that he would call upon me with his carriage.

I called on the Count of Aranda, who kept me waiting for a quarter of an
hour, and then came in with some papers in his hand.  He smiled when he
saw me, and said,--

"Your business is done.  Stay, here are four letters; take them and read
them over again."

"Why should I read them again?  This is the document I gave the alcalde."

"I know that.  Read, and confess that you should not have written so
violently, in spite of the wrongs that vexed you."

"I crave your pardon, my lord, but a man who meditates suicide does not
pick terms.  I believed that your excellency was at the bottom of it
all."

"Then you don't know me.  Go and thank Don Emmanuel de Roda, who wants to
know you, and I shall be glad if you will call once on the alcalde, not
to make him an apology, for you owe him none, but as an act of politeness
to salve over the hard things you said of him.  If you write the history
of Princess Lubomirska, I hope you will tell her that I did my best for
you."

I then called on Colonel Royas, who told me that I had made a great
mistake in saying that I was satisfied.

"What could I claim?"

"Everything.  Dismissal of the alcalde and compensation to the tune of
fifty thousand duros.  Spain is a country where a man may speak out save
in the matters which the Holy Inquisition looks after."

This colonel, now a general, is one of the pleasantest Spaniards I have
ever met.

I had not long returned to my lodging when Mengs called for me in his
carriage.  The ambassador gave me a most gracious reception, and
overwhelmed Mengs with compliments for having endeavoured to shelter me.
At dinner I told the story of my sufferings at Buen Retiro, and the
conversation I had just had with the Count of Aranda, who had returned me
my letters.  The company expressed a desire to see them, and everyone
gave an opinion on the matter.

The guests were Abbe Bigliardi, the French consul, Don Rodrigues de
Campomanes, and the famous Don Pablo d'Olavides.  Everyone spoke his
mind, and the ambassador condemned the letters as too ferocious.  On the
other hand, Campomanes approved them, saying that they were not abusive,
and were wonderfully adapted to my purpose, namely, to force the reader
to do me prompt justice, were the reader to be the king himself.
Olavides and Bigliardi echoed this sentiment.  Mengs sided with the
ambassador, and begged me to come and live with him, so as not to be
liable to any more inconveniences from spying servants.  I did not accept
this invitation till I had been pressed for some time, and I noted the
remark of the ambassador, who said I owed Mengs this reparation for the
indirect affront he had received.

I was delighted to make the acquaintance of Campomanes and Olavides, men
of intellect and of a stamp very rare in Spain.  They were not exactly
men of learning, but they were above religious prejudices, and were not
only fearless in throwing public scorn upon them but even laboured openly
for their destruction.  It was Campomanes who had furnished Aranda with
all the damaging matter against the Jesuits.  By a curious coincidence,
Campomanes, the Count of Aranda, and the General of the Jesuits, were all
squint-eyed.  I asked Campomanes why he hated the Jesuits so bitterly,
and he replied that he looked upon them in the same light as the other
religious orders, whom he considered a parasitical and noxious race, and
would gladly banish them all, not only from the peninsula but from the
face of the earth.

He was the author of all the pamphlets that had been written on the
subject of mortmain; and as he was an intimate friend of the
ambassador's, M. Mocenigo had furnished him with an account of the
proceedings of the Venetian Republic against the monks.  He might have
dispensed with this source of information if he had read the writings of
Father Paul Sarpi on the same subject.  Quick-sighted, firm, with the
courage of his opinions, Campomanes was the fiscal of the Supreme Council
of Castille, of which Aranda was president.  Everyone knew him to be a
thoroughly honest man, who acted solely for the good of the State.  Thus
statesmen and officials had warm feelings of respect for him, while the
monks and bigots hated the sound of his name, and the Inquisition had
sworn to be his ruin.  It was said openly that he would either become a
bishop or perish in the cells of the holy brotherhood.  The prophecy was
only partly fulfilled.  Four years after my visit to Spain he was
incarcerated in the dungeons of the Inquisition, but he obtained his
release after three years' confinement by doing public penance.  The
leprosy which eats out the heart of Spain is not yet cured.  Olavides was
still more harshly treated, and even Aranda would have fallen a victim if
he had not had the good sense to ask the king to send him to France as
his ambassador.  The king was very glad to do so, as otherwise he would
have been forced to deliver him up to the infuriated monks.
Charles III. (who died a madman) was a remarkable character.  He was as
obstinate as a mule, as weak as a woman, as gross as a Dutchman, and a
thorough-paced bigot.  It was no wonder that he became the tool of his
confessor.

At the time of which I am speaking the cabinet of Madrid was occupied in
a curious scheme.  A thousand Catholic families had been enticed from
Switzerland to form a colony in the beautiful but deserted region called
the Sierra Morena, well known all over Europe by its mention in Don
Quixote.  Nature seemed there to have lavished all her gifts; the climate
was perfect, the soil fertile, and streams of all kinds watered the land,
but in spite of all it was almost depopulated.

Desiring to change this state of things, his Catholic majesty had decided
to make a present of all the agricultural products for a certain number
of years to industrious colonists.  He had consequently invited the Swiss
Catholics, and had paid their expenses for the journey.  The Swiss
arrived, and the Spanish government did its best to provide them with
lodging and spiritual and temporal superintendence.  Olavides was the
soul of this scheme.  He conferred with the ministers to provide the new
population with magistrates, priests, a governor, craftsmen of all kinds
to build churches and houses, and especially a bull-ring, a necessity for
the Spaniards, but a perfectly useless provision as far as the simple
Swiss were concerned.

In the documents which Don Pablo Olavides had composed on the subject he
demonstrated the inexpediency of establishing any religious orders in the
new colony, but if he could have proved his opinion to be correct with
foot and rule he would none the less have drawn on his head the
implacable hatred of the monks, and of the bishop in whose diocese the
new colony was situated.  The secular clergy supported Olavides, but the
monks cried out against his impiety, and as the Inquisition was eminently
monkish in its sympathies persecution had already begun, and this was one
of the subjects of conversation at the dinner at which I was present.

I listened to the arguments, sensible and otherwise, which were advanced,
and I finally gave my opinion, as modestly as I could, that in a few
years the colony would banish like smoke; and this for several reasons.

"The Swiss," I said, "are a very peculiar people; if you transplant them
to a foreign shore, they languish and die; they become a prey to home-
sickness.  When this once begins in a Switzer, the only thing is to take
him home to the mountain, the lake, or the valley, where he was born, or
else he will infallibly die."

"It would be wise, I think," I continued, "to endeavour to combine a
Spanish colony with the Swiss colony, so as to effect a mingling of
races.  At first, at all events, their rules, both spiritual and
temporal, should be Swiss, and, above all, you would have to insure them
complete immunity from the Inquisition.  The Swiss who has been
bred in the country has peculiar customs and manners of love-making, of
which the Spanish Church might not exactly approve; but the least attempt
to restrain their liberty in this respect would immediately bring about a
general home-sickness."

At first Olavides thought I was joking, but he soon found out that my
remarks had some sense in them.  He begged me to write out my opinions on
the subject, and to give him the benefit of my knowledge.  I promised to
do so, and Mengs fixed a day for him to come and dine with me at his
house.

The next day I moved my household goods to Mengs's house, and began my
philosophical and physiological treatise on the colony.

I called on Don Emmanuel de Roda, who was a man of letters, a 'rara aves'
in Spain.  He liked Latin poetry, had read some Italian, but very
naturally gave the palm to the Spanish poets.  He welcomed me warmly,
begged me to come and see him again, and told me how sorry he had been at
my unjust imprisonment.

The Duke of Lossada congratulated me on the way in which the Venetian
ambassador spoke of me everywhere, and encouraged me in my idea of
getting some place under Government, promising to give me his support in
the matter.

The Prince della Catolica, invited me to dinner with the Venetian
ambassador; and in the course of three weeks I had made a great number of
valuable acquaintances.  I thought seriously of seeking employment in
Spain, as not having heard from Lisbon I dared not go there on the chance
of finding something to do.  I had not received any letters from Pauline
of late, and had no idea as to what had become of her.

I passed a good many of my evenings with a Spanish lady, named Sabatini,
who gave 'tertullas' or assemblies, frequented chiefly by fifth-rate
literary men.  I also visited the Duke of Medina-Sidonia, a well-read and
intelligent man, to whom I had been presented by Don Domingo Varnier, one
of the gentlemen of the king's chamber, whom I had met at Mengs's house.
I paid a good many visits to Donna Ignazia, but as I was never left alone
with her these visits became tiresome.  When I suggested a party of
pleasure with her and her cousins, she replied that she would like it as
much as I, but as it was Lent and near Holy Week, in which God died for
our salvation, it was more fit to think of penance than pleasure.  After
Easter, she said, we might consider the matter.  Ignazia was a perfect
example of the young Spanish devotee.

A fortnight after, the King and Court left Madrid for Aranjuez.
M. de Mocenigo asked me to come and stay with him, as he would be able to
present me at Court.  As may be imagined, I should have been only too
glad to accept, but on the eve of my departure, as I was driving with
Mengs, I was suddenly seized with a fever, and was convulsed so violently
that my head was dashed against the carriage window, which it shivered to
fragments.  Mengs ordered the coachman to drive home, and I was put to
bed.  In four hours I was seized with a sweating fit, which lasted for
ten or twelve hours.  The bed and two mattresses were soaked through with
my perspiration, which dripped on to the floor beneath.  The fever abated
in forty-eight hours, but left me in such a state of weakness that I was
kept to my bed for a whole week, and could not go to Aranjuez till Holy
Saturday.  The ambassador welcomed me warmly, but on the night I arrived
a small lump which I had felt in the course of the day grew as large as
an egg, and I was unable to go to mass on Easter Day.

In five days the excrescence became as large as an average melon, much to
the amazement of Manucci and the ambassador, and even of the king's
surgeon, a Frenchman who declared he had never seen the like before.  I
was not alarmed personally, for, as I suffered no pain and the lump was
quite soft, I guessed it was only a collection of lymph, the remainder of
the evil humours which I had sweated away in the fever.  I told the
surgeon the history of the fever and begged him to lance the abscess,
which he did, and for four days the opening discharged an almost
incredible amount of matter.  On the fifth day the wound was almost
healed, but the exhaustion had left me so weak that I could not leave my
bed.

Such was my situation when I received a letter from Mengs.  It is before
me at the present moment, and I give below a true copy:

"Yesterday the rector of the parish in which I reside affixed to the
church-door a list of those of his parishioners who are Atheists and have
neglected their Easter duties.  Amongst them your name figures in full,
and the aforesaid rector has reproached me bitterly for harbouring a
heretic.  I did not know what answer to make, for I feel sure that you
could have stopped in Madrid a day longer to discharge the duties of a
Christian, even if it were only out of regard for me.  The duty I owe to
the king, my master, the care I am bound to take of my reputation, and my
fears of being molested, all make me request you to look upon my house as
yours no longer.  When you return to Madrid you may go where you will,
and my servants shall transport your effects to your new abode.

"I am, etc.,

"ANTONIO RAPHAEL MENGS."


I was so annoyed by this rude, brutal, and ungrateful letter, that if I
had not been seven leagues from Madrid, and in a state of the utmost
weakness, Mengs should have suffered for his insolence.  I told the
messenger who had brought it to begone, but he replied that he had orders
to await my reply.  I crushed the letter in my hand and flung it at his
face, saying,--

"Go and tell your unworthy master what I did with his letter, and tell
him that is the only answer that such a letter deserves."

The innocent messenger went his way in great amazement.

My anger gave me strength, and having dressed myself and summoned a
sedan-chair I went to church, and was confessed by a Grey Friar, and at
six o'clock the next morning I received the Sacrament.

My confessor was kind enough to give me a certificate to the effect that
I had been obliged to keep my bed since my arrival 'al sitio', and that
in spite of my extreme weakness I had gone to church, and had confessed
and communicated like a good Christian.  He also told me the name of the
priest who had affixed the paper containing my name to the door of the
church.

When I returned to the ambassador's house I wrote to this priest, telling
him that the certificate enclosed would inform him as to my reasons for
not communicating.  I expressed a hope that, being satisfied of my
orthodoxy, he would not delay in removing my name from his church-doors,
and I concluded by begging him to hand the enclosed letter to the
Chevalier Mengs.

To the painter I wrote that I felt that I had deserved the shameful
insult he had given me by my great mistake in acceding to his request to
honour him by staying in his house.  However, as a good Christian who had
just received the Holy Communion, I told him that his brutal behaviour
was forgiven; but I bade him to take to heart the line, well known to all
honest people, and doubtless unknown to him:

'Turpius ejicitur quam non admittitur hospes.'

After sending the letter I told the ambassador what had happened, to
which he replied,--

"I am not at all surprised at what you tell me.  Mengs is only liked for
his talents in painting; in everything else he is well known to be little
better than a fool."

As a matter of fact he had only asked me to stay with him to gratify his
own vanity.  He knew that all the town was talking of my imprisonment and
of the satisfaction the Count of Aranda had accorded me, and he wanted
people to think that his influence had obtained the favour that had been
shewn me.  Indeed, he had said in a moment of exaltation that I should
have compelled the Alcade Messa to escort me not to my own house but to
his, as it was in his house that I had been arrested.

Mengs was an exceedingly ambitious and a very jealous man; he hated all
his brother painters.  His colour and design were excellent, but his
invention was very weak, and invention is as necessary to a great painter
as a great poet.

I happened to say to him one day, "Just as every poet should be a
painter, so every painter should be a poet;" and he got quite angry,
thinking that I was alluding to his weakness of imagination, which he
felt but would not acknowledge.

He was an ignorant man, and liked to pass for a scholar; he sacrificed to
Bacchus and Comus, and would fain be thought sober; he was lustful, bad-
tempered, envious, and miserly, but yet would be considered a virtuous
man.  He loved hard work, and this forced him to abstain, as a rule, from
dinner, as he drank so inordinately at that meal that he could do nothing
after it.  When he dined out he had to drink nothing but water, so as not
to compromise his reputation for temperance.  He spoke four languages,
and all badly, and could not even write his native tongue with
correctness; and yet he claimed perfection for his grammar and
orthography, as for all his other qualities.  While I was staying with
him I became acquainted with some of his weak points, and endeavoured to
correct them, at which he took great offence.  The fellow writhed under a
sense of obligation to me.  Once I prevented his sending a petition to
the Court, which the king would have seen, and which would have made
Mengs ridiculous.  In signing his name he had written 'el mas inclito',
wishing to say your most humble.  I pointed out to him that 'el mas
inclito' meant the most illustrious, and that the Spanish for the
expression he wanted was 'el mas humilde'.  The proud fool was quite
enraged, telling me that he knew Spanish better than I, but when the
dictionary was searched he had to swallow the bitter pill of confessing
himself in the wrong.

Another time I suppressed a heavy and stupid criticism of his on someone
who had maintained that there were no monuments still existing of the
antediluvian period.  Mengs thought he would confound the author by
citing the remains of the Tower of Babel--a double piece of folly, for in
the first place there are no such remains, and in the second, the Tower
of Babel was a post-diluvian building.

He was also largely given to the discussion of metaphysical questions, on
which his knowledge was simply nil, and a favourite pursuit of his was
defining beauty in the abstract, and when he was on this topic the
nonsense he talked was something dreadful.

Mengs was a very passionate man, and would sometimes beat his children
most cruelly.  More than once I have rescued his poor sons from his
furious hands.  He boasted that his father, a bad Bohemian artist, had
brought him up with the stick.  Thus, he said, he had become a great
painter, and he wished his own children to enjoy the same advantages.

He was deeply offended when he received a letter, of which the address
omitted his title of chevalier, and his name, Rafael.  One day I ventured
to say that these things were but trifles after all, and that I had taken
no offence at his omitting the chevalier on the letters he had written to
me, though I was a knight of the same order as himself.  He very wisely
made no answer; but his objection to the omission of his baptismal name
was a very ridiculous one.  He said he was called Antonio after Antonio
Correggio, and Rafael after Rafael da Urbino, and that those who omitted
these names, or either of them, implicitly denied his possession of the
qualities of both these great painters.

Once I dared to tell him that he had made a mistake in the hand of one of
his figures, as the ring finger was shorter than the index.  He replied
sharply that it was quite right, and shewed me his hand by way of proof.
I laughed, and shewed him my hand in return, saying that I was certain
that my hand was made like that of all the descendants of Adam.

"Then whom do you think that I am descended from?"

"I don't know, but you are certainly not of the same species as myself."

"You mean you are not of my species; all well-made hands of men, and
women too, are like mine and not like yours."

"I'll wager a hundred doubloons that you are in the wrong."

He got up, threw down brushes and palette, and rang up his servants,
saying,--

"We shall see which is right."

The servants came, and on examination he found that I was right.  For
once in his life, he laughed and passed it off as a joke, saying,--

"I am delighted that I can boast of being unique in one particular, at
all events."

Here I must note another very sensible remark of his.

He had painted a Magdalen, which was really wonderfully beautiful.  For
ten days he had said every morning, "The picture will be finished to-
night."  At last I told him that he had made a mistake in saying it would
be finished, as he was still working on it.

"No, I have not," he replied, "ninety-nine connoisseurs out of a hundred
would have pronounced it finished long ago, but I want the praise of the
hundredth man.  There's not a picture in the world that can be called
finished save in a relative sense; this Magdalen will not be finished
till I stop working at it, and then it will be only finished relatively,
for if I were to give another day's work to it it would be more finished
still.  Not one of Petrarch's sonnets is a really finished production;
no, nor any other man's sonnets.  Nothing that the mind of man can
conceive is perfect, save it be a mathematical theorem."

I expressed my warm approval of the excellent way in which he had spoken.
He was not so sensible another time when he expressed a wish to have been
Raphael.

"He was such a great painter."

"Certainly," said I, "but what can you mean by wishing you had been
Raphael?  This is not sense; if you had been Raphael, you would no longer
be existing.  But perhaps you only meant to express a wish that you were
tasting the joys of Paradise; in that case I will say no more."

"No, no; I mean I would have liked to have been Raphael without troubling
myself about existing now, either in soul or body."

"Really such a desire is an absurdity; think it over, and you will see it
for yourself."

He flew into a rage, and abused me so heartily that I could not help
laughing.

Another time he made a comparison between a tragic author and a painter,
of course to the advantage of the latter.

I analysed the matter calmly, shewing him that the painter's labour is to
a great extent purely mechanical, and can be done whilst engaged in
casual talk; whilst a well-written tragedy is the work of genius pure and
simple.  Therefore, the poet must be immeasurably superior to the
painter.

"Find me if you can," said I, "a poet who can order his supper between
the lines of his tragedy, or discuss the weather whilst he is composing
epic verses."

When Mengs was beaten in an argument, instead of acknowledging his
defeat, he invariably became brutal and insulting.  He died at the age of
fifty, and is regarded by posterity as a Stoic philosopher, a scholar,
and a compendium of all the virtues; and this opinion must be ascribed to
a fine biography of him in royal quarto, choicely printed, and dedicated
to the King of Spain.  This panegyric is a mere tissue of lies.  Mengs
was a great painter, and nothing else; and if he had only produced the
splendid picture which hangs over the high altar of the chapel royal at
Dresden, he would deserve eternal fame, though indeed he is indebted to
the great Raphael for the idea of the painting.

We shall hear more of Mengs when I describe my meeting with him at Rome,
two or three years later.

I was still weak and confined to my room when Manucci came to me, and
proposed that I should go with him to Toledo.

"The ambassador," he said, "is going to give a grand official dinner to
the ambassadors of the other powers, and as I have not been presented at
Court I am excluded from being present.  However, if I travel, my absence
will not give rise to any remarks.  We shall be back in five or six
days."

I was delighted to have the chance of seeing Toledo, and of making the
journey in a comfortable carriage, so I accepted.  We started the next
morning, and reached Toledo in the evening of the same day.  For Spain we
were lodged comfortably enough, and the next day we went out under the
charge of a cicerone, who took us to the Alcazar, the Louvre of Toledo,
formerly the palace of the Moorish kings.  Afterwards we inspected the
cathedral, which is well worthy of a visit, on account of the riches it
contains.  I saw the great tabernacle used on Corpus Christi.  It is made
of silver, and is so heavy that it requires thirty strong men to lift it.
The Archbishop of Toledo has three hundred thousand duros a year, and his
clergy have four hundred thousand, amounting to two million francs in
French money.  One of the canons, as he was shewing me the urns
containing the relics, told me that one of them contained the thirty
pieces of silver for which Judas betrayed our Lord.  I begged him to let
me see them, to which he replied severely that the king himself would not
have dared to express such indecent curiosity.

I hastened to apologise, begging him not to take offence at a stranger's
heedless questions; and this seemed to calm his anger.

The Spanish priests are a band of knaves, but one has to treat them with
more respect than one would pay to honest men elsewhere.  The following
day we were shewn the museum of natural history.  It was rather a dull
exhibition; but, at all events, one could laugh at it without exciting
the wrath of the monks and the terrors of the Inquisition.  We were
shewn, amongst other wonders, a stuffed dragon, and the man who exhibited
it said,--

"This proves, gentlemen, that the dragon is not a fabulous animal;" but I
thought there was more of art than nature about the beast.  He then
shewed us a basilisk, but instead of slaying us with a glance it only
made us laugh.  The greatest wonder of all, however, was nothing else
than a Freemason's apron, which, as the curator very sagely declared,
proved the existence of such an order, whatever some might say.

The journey restored me to health, and when I returned to Aranjuez, I
proceeded to pay my court to all the ministers.  The ambassador presented
me to Marquis Grimaldi, with whom I had some conversations on the subject
of the Swiss colony, which was going on badly.  I reiterated my opinion
that the colony should be composed of Spaniards.

"Yes," said he, "but Spain is thinly peopled everywhere, and your plan
would amount to impoverishing one district to make another rich."

"Not at all, for if you took ten persons who are dying of poverty in the
Asturias, and placed them in the Sierra Morena, they would not die till
they had begotten fifty children.  This fifty would beget two hundred and
so on."

My scheme was laid before a commission, and the marquis promised that I
should be made governor of the colony if the plan was accepted.

An Italian Opera Comique was then amusing the Court, with the exception
of the king, who had no taste for music.  His majesty bore a considerable
resemblance to a sheep in the face, and it seemed as if the likeness went
deeper, for sheep have not the slightest idea of sound.  His favourite
pursuit was sport, and the reason will be given later on.

An Italian musician at the Court desired to compose some music for a new
opera, and as there was no time to send to Italy I offered to compose the
libretto.  My offer was accepted, and by the next day the first act was
ready.  The music was composed in four days, and the Venetian ambassador
invited all the ministers to the rehearsal in the grand hall of his
palace.  The music was pronounced exquisite; the two other acts were
written, and in a fortnight the opera was put upon the stage.  The
musician was rewarded handsomely, but I was considered too grand to work
for money and my reward was paid me in the Court money of compliments.
However, I was glad to see that the ambassador was proud of me and that
the minister's esteem for me seemed increased.

In writing the libretto I had become acquainted with the actresses.  The
chief of them was a Roman named Pelliccia, neither pretty nor ugly, with
a slight squint, and but moderate talents.  Her younger sister was pretty
if not handsome; but no one cared for the younger, while the elder was a
universal favourite.  Her expression was pleasant, her smile delightful,
and her manners most captivating.  Her husband was an indifferent
painter, plain-looking, and more like her servant than her husband.  He
was indeed her very humble servant, and she treated him with great
kindness.  The feelings she inspired me with were not love, but a sincere
respect and friendship.  I used to visit her every day, and wrote verses
for her to sing to the Roman airs she delivered so gracefully.

On one of the days of rehearsals I was pointing out to her the various
great personages who were present.  The manager of the company,
Marescalchi by name, had entered into an arrangement with the Governor of
Valentia to bring the company there in September to play comic opera in a
small theatre which had been built on purpose.  Italian opera had
hitherto never been presented at Valentia, and Marecalchi hoped to make a
good deal of money there.  Madame Pelliccia knew nobody in Valentia, and
wanted a letter of introduction to someone there.  She asked me if I
thought she could venture to ask the Venetian ambassador to do her the
favour, but I advised her to try the Duke of Arcos.

"Where is he?"

"That gentleman who is looking in your direction now."

"How can I dare to ask him?"

"He is a true nobleman, and I am sure he will be only too happy to oblige
you.  Go and ask him now; you will not be denied."

"I haven't the courage to do so.  Come with me and introduce me."

"That would spoil everything; he must not even think that I am your
adviser in the matter.  I am just going to leave you; you must make your
request directly afterwards."

I walked towards the orchestra, and looking round I saw that the duke was
approaching the actress.

"The thing's as good as done," I said to myself.

After the rehearsal was over Madame Pelliccia came and told me that the
Duke would give her the letter on the day on which the opera was
produced.  He kept his word, and she received a sealed letter for a
merchant and banker, Don Diego Valencia.

It was then May, and she was not to go to Valentia till September, so we
shall hear what the letter contained later on.

I often saw the king's gentleman of the chamber, Don Domingo Varnier,
another 'gentleman in the service of the Princess of the Asturias, and
one of the princess's bed-chamber women.  This most popular princess
succeeded in suppressing a good deal of the old etiquette, and the tone
of her Court had lost the air of solemnity common in Spanish society.  It
was a strange thing to see the King of Spain always dining at eleven
o'clock, like the Parisian cordwainers in the seventeenth century.  His
meal always consisted of the same dishes, he always went out hunting at
the same hour, coming back in the evening thoroughly fatigued.

The king was ugly, but everything is relative, he was handsome compared
with his brother, who was terrifically ugly.

This brother never went anywhere without a picture of the Virgin, which
Mengs had painted for him.  It was two feet high by three and a half
broad.  The figure was depicted as seated on the grass with legs crossed
after the Eastern fashion, and uncovered up to the knees.  It was, in
reality, a voluptuous painting; and the prince mistook for devotion that
which was really a sinful passion, for it was impossible to look upon the
figure without desiring to have the original within one's arms.  However,
the prince did not see this, and was delighted to find himself in love
with the mother of the Saviour.  In this he was a true Spaniard; they
only love pictures of this kind, and interpret the passions they excite
in the most favourable sense.

At Madrid I had, seen a picture of the Madonna with the child at her
breast.  It was the altarpiece of a chapel in the Calle St. Jeronimo.
The place was filled all day by the devout, who came to adore the Mother
of God, whose figure was only interesting by reason of her magnificent
breast.  The alms given at this chapel were so numerous, that in the
hundred and fifty years, since the picture had been placed there, the
clergy had been able to purchase numerous lamps and candlesticks of
silver, and vessels of silver gilt, and even of gold.  The doorway was
always blocked by carriages, and a sentinel was placed there to keep
order amongst the coachmen; no nobleman would pass by without going in to
pray to the Virgin, and to contemplate those 'beata ubera, quae
lactaverunt aeterni patris filium'.  But there came a change.

When I returned to Madrid I wanted to pay a visit to the Abbe Pico, and
told my coachman to take another way so as to avoid the crush in front of
the chapel.

"It is not so frequented now, senor," said he, "I can easily get by it."

He went on his way, and I found the entrance to the chapel deserted.  As
I was getting out of the carriage I asked my coachman what was the reason
of the change, and he replied,--

"Oh, senor! men are getting more wicked every day,"

This reason did not satisfy me, and when I had taken my chocolate with
the abbe, an intelligent and venerable old man, I asked him why the
chapel in question had lost its reputation.

He burst out laughing, and replied,--

"Excuse me, I really cannot tell you.  Go and see for yourself; your
curiosity will soon be satisfied."

As soon as I left him I went to the chapel, and the state of the picture
told me all.  The breast of the Virgin had disappeared under a kerchief
which some profane brush had dared to paint over it.  The beautiful
picture was spoilt; the magic and fascination had disappeared.  Even the
teat had been painted out; the Child held on to nothing, and the head of
the Virgin no longer appeared natural.

This disaster had taken place at the end of the Carnival of 1768.  The
old chaplain died, and the Vandal who succeeded him pronounced the
painting to be a scandalous one, and robbed it of all its charm.

He may have been in the right as a fool, but as a Christian and a
Spaniard he was certainly in the wrong, and he was probably soon
convinced of the mistake he had made by the diminution in the offerings
of the faithful.

My interest in the study of human nature made me call on this priest,
whom I expected to find a stupid old man.

I went one morning, but instead of being old, the priest was an active,
clever-looking man of thirty, who immediately offered me chocolate with
the best grace imaginable.  I refused, as was my duty as a stranger, and
indeed the Spaniards offer visitors chocolate so frequently at all hours,
that if one accepted it all one would be choked.

I lost no time in exordiums, but came to the point at once, by saying
that as a lover of paintings I had been grieved at finding the
magnificent Madonna spoilt.

"Very likely," he replied, "but it was exactly the physical beauty of the
picture that rendered it in my eyes unfit to represent one whose aspect
should purify and purge the senses, instead of exciting them.  Let all
the pictures in the world be destroyed, if they be found to have caused
the commission of one mortal sin."

"Who allowed you to commit this mutilation?  The Venetian State
Inquisitors, even M.  Barberigo, though he is a devout man, would have
put you under the Leads for such a deed.  The love of Paradise should not
be allowed to interfere with the fine arts, and I am sure that St. Luke
himself (who was a painter, as you know) would condemn you if he could
come to life again."

"Sir, I needed no one's leave or license.  I have to say mass at that
altar every day, and I am not ashamed to tell you that I was unable to
consecrate.  You are a man and a Christian, you can excuse my weakness.
That voluptuous picture drew away my thoughts from holy things."

"Who obliged you to look at it?"

"I did not look at it; the devil, the enemy of God, made me see it in
spite of myself."

"Then you should have mutilated yourself like Origen.  Your generative
organs, believe me, are not so valuable as the picture you have ruined."

"Sir, you insult me."

"Not at all, I have no intention of doing so."

That young priest shewed me the door with such brusqueness that I felt
sure he would inform against me to the Inquisition.  I knew he would have
no difficulty in finding out my name, so I resolved to be beforehand with
him.

Both my fear and my resolve were inspired by an incident which I shall
mention as an episode.

A few days before, I had met a Frenchman named Segur, who had just come
out of the prisons of the Inquisition.  He had been shut up for three
years for committing the following crime:

In the hall of his house there was a fountain, composed of a marble basin
and the statue of a naked child, who discharged the water in the same way
as the well-known statue of Brussels, that is to say, by his virile
member.  The child might be a Cupid or an Infant Jesus, as you pleased,
but the sculptor had adorned the head with a kind of aureole; and so the
fanatics declared that it was a mocking of God.

Poor Segur was accused of impiety, and the Inquisition dealt with him
accordingly.

I felt that my fault might be adjudged as great as Segur's, and not
caring to run the risk of a like punishment I called on the bishop, who
held the office of Grand Inquisitor, and told him word for word the
conversation I had had with the iconoclast chaplain.  I ended by craving
pardon, if I had offended the chaplain, as I was a good Christian, and
orthodox on all points.

I had never expected to find the Grand Inquisitor of Madrid a kindly and
intelligent, though ill-favoured, prelate; but so it was, and he did
nothing but laugh from the beginning to the end of my story, for he would
not let me call it a confession.

"The chaplain," he said, "is himself blameworthy and unfit for his
position, in that he has adjudged others to be as weak as himself; in
fact, he has committed a wrong against religion.  Nevertheless, my dear
son, it was not wise of you to go and irritate him."
As I had told him my name he shewed me, smilingly, an accusation against
me, drawn up by someone who had witnessed the fact.  The good bishop
gently chid me for having called the friar-confessor of the Duke of
Medina an ignoramus.  He had refused to admit that a priest might say
mass a second time on a high festival, after breaking his fast, on the
command of his sovereign prince, who, by the hypothesis, had not heard
mass before.

"You were quite right in your contention," said the Inquisitor, "but yet
every truth is not good to utter, and it was wrong to call the man an
ignoramus in his presence.  For the future you would do well to avoid all
idle discussion on religious matters, both on dogma and discipline.  And
I must also tell you, in order that you may not leave Spain with any
harsh ideas on the Inquisition, that the priest who affixed your name to
the church-door amongst the excommunicated has been severely reprimanded.
He ought to have given you a fatherly admonition, and, above all,
enquired as to your health, as we know that you were seriously ill at the
time."

Thereupon I knelt down and kissed his hand, and went my way, well pleased
with my call.

To go back to Aranjuez.  As soon as I heard that the ambassador could not
put me up at Madrid, I wrote to the worthy cobbler, Don Diego, that I
wanted a well-furnished room, a closet, a good bed, and an honest
servant.  I informed him how much I was willing to spend a month, and
said I would leave Aranjuez as soon as I heard that everything was ready.

I was a good deal occupied with the question of colonising the Sierra
Morena; I wrote principally on the subject of the civil government, a
most important item in a scheme for a new colony.  My articles pleased
the Marquis Grimaldi and flattered Mocenigo; for the latter hoped that I
should become governor of the colony, and that his embassy would thereby
shine with a borrowed light.

My labours did not prevent my amusing myself, and I frequented the
society of those about the Court who could tell me most of the king and
royal family.  Don Varnier, a man of much frankness and intelligence, was
my principal source of information.

I asked him one day whether the king was fond of Gregorio Squillace only
because he had been once his wife's lover.

"That's an idle calumny," he replied.  "If the epithet of 'chaste' can be
applied to any monarch, Charles III. certainly deserves it better than
any other.  He has never touched any woman in his life except his wife,
not only out of respect or the sanctity of marriage, but also as a good
Christian.  He has avoided this sin that his soul may remain pure, and so
as not to have the shame of confessing it to his chaplain.  He enjoys an
iron constitution, sickness is unknown to him, and he is a thorough
Spaniard in temperament.  Ever since his marriage he has paid his duty to
his wife every day, except when the state of her health compelled her to
call for a truce.  In such seasons this chaste husband brought down his
fleshly desires by the fatigue of hunting and by abstinence.  You can
imagine his distress at being left a widower, for he would rather die
than take a mistress.  His only resource was in hunting, and in so
planning out his day that he should have no time left wherein to think of
women.  It was a difficult matter, for he cares neither for reading nor
writing, music wearies him, and conversation of a lively turn inspires
him with disgust.

"He has adopted the following plan, in which he will preserve till his
dying day: He dresses at seven, then goes into his closet and has his
hair dressed.  At eight o'clock he says his prayers, then hears mass, and
when this is over he takes chocolate and an enormous pinch of snuff, over
which his big nose ruminates for some minutes; this is his only pinch in
the whole day.  At nine o'clock he sees his ministers, and works with
them till eleven.  Then comes dinner, which he always takes alone, then a
short visit to the Princess of the Austurias, and at twelve sharp he gets
into his carriage and drives to the hunting-grounds.  At seven o'clock he
takes a morsel wherever he happens to be, and at eight o'clock he comes
home, so tired that he often goes to sleep before he can get his clothes
off.  Thus he keeps down the desires of the flesh."

"Poor voluntary martyr!"

"He thought of marrying a second time, but when Adelaide of France saw
his portrait she was quite frightened and refused him.  He was very
mortified, and renounced all thoughts of marriage; and woe to the
courtier who should advise him to get a mistress!"

In further speaking of his character Don Domingo told me that the
ministers had good cause for making him inaccessible, as whenever anyone
did succeed in getting at him and asked a favour, he made a point of
granting it, as it was at such times that he felt himself really a king.

"Then he is not a hard man, as some say?"

"Not at all.  Kings seldom have the reputation they deserve.  The most
accessible monarchs are the least generous; they are overwhelmed with
importunate requests, and their first instinct is always to refuse."

"But as Charles III. is so inaccessible he can have no opportunity of
either granting or refusing."

"People catch him when he is hunting; he is usually in a good humour
then.  His chief defect is his obstinacy; when he has once made up his
mind there is no changing it.

"He has the greatest liking for his brother, and can scarce refuse him
anything, though he must be master in all things.  It is thought he will
give him leave to marry for the sake of his salvation; the king has the
greatest horror of illegitimate children, and his brother has three
already."

There were an immense number of persons at Aranjuez, who persecuted the
ministers in the hope of getting employment.

"They will go back as they come," said Don Domingo, "and that is empty-
handed."

"Then they ask impossibilities?"

"They don't ask anything.  'What do you want?' says a minister.

"'What your excellency will let me have.'

"'What can you do?'

"'I am ready to do whatever your excellency pleases to think best for me'

"'Please leave me.  I have no time to waste.'"

That is always the way.  Charles III. died a madman; the Queen of
Portugal is mad; the King of England has been mad, and, as some say, is
not really cured.  There is nothing astonishing in it; a king who tries
to do his duty is almost forced into madness by his enormous task.

I took leave of M. Mocenigo three days before he left Aranjuez, and I
embraced Manucci affectionately.  He had been most kind to me throughout
my stay.

My cobbler had written to tell me that for the sum I had mentioned he
could provide me with a Biscayan maid who could cook.  He sent me the
address of my new lodging in the Calle Alcala.  I arrived there in the
afternoon, having started from Aranjuez in the morning.

I found that the Biscayan maid could speak French; my room was a very
pleasant one, with another chamber annexed where I could lodge a friend.
After I had had my effects carried up I saw my man, whose face pleased
me.

I was anxious to test the skill of my cook, so I ordered her to get a
good supper for me, and I gave her some money.

"I have some money," she replied, "and I will let you have the bill to-
morrow."

After taking away whatever I had left with Mengs I went to Don Diego's
house, and to my astonishment found it empty.  I went back and asked
Philippe, my man, where Don Diego was staying.

"It's some distance, sir; I will take you there tomorrow."

"Where is my landlord?"

"In the floor above; but they are very quiet people."

"I should like to see him."

"He is gone out and won't be home till ten."

At nine o'clock I was told that my supper was ready.  I was very hungry,
and the neatness with which the table was laid was a pleasant surprise in
Spain.  I was sorry that I had had no opportunity of expressing my
satisfaction to Don Diego, but I sat down to supper.  Then indeed I
thought the cobbler a hero; the Biscayan maid might have entered into
rivalry with the best cook in France.  There were five dishes, including
my favourite delicacy 'las criadillas', and everything was exquisite.  My
lodging was dear enough, but the cook made the whole arrangement a
wonderful bargain.

Towards the end of supper Philippe told me that the landlord had come in,
and that with my leave he would wish me a good evening.

"Shew him in by all means."

I saw Don Diego and his charming daughter enter; he had rented the house
on purpose to be my landlord.




CHAPTER VI

My Amours With Donna Ignazia--Return of M. de Mocenino to Madrid


All you barons, counts, and marquises who laugh at an untitled man who
calls himself a gentleman, pause and reflect, spare your disdain till you
have degraded him; allow him a gentle title so long as he does gentle
deeds.  Respect the man that defines nobility in a new way, which you
cannot understand.  With him nobility is not a series of descents from
father to son; he laughs at pedigrees, in which no account is taken of
the impure blood introduced by wifely infidelities; he defines a nobleman
as one who does noble deeds, who neither lies nor cheats, who prefers his
honour to his life.

This latter part of the definition should make you tremble for your
lives, if you meditate his dishonour.  From imposture comes contempt,
from contempt hatred, from hatred homicide, which takes out the blot of
dishonour.

The cobbler Don Diego might have feared, perhaps, that I should laugh at
him, when he told me he was noble; but feeling himself to be really so he
had done his best to prove it to me.  The fineness of his behaviour when
I was in prison had given me some idea of the nobility of his soul, but
he was not content with this. On the receipt of my letter, he had taken a
new house only to give up the best part of it to me.  No doubt he
calculated on not losing in the long run, as after I had left he would
probably have no difficulty in letting the apartment, but his chief
motive was to oblige me.

He was not disappointed; henceforth I treated him entirely as an equal.
Donna Ignazia was delighted at what her father had done for me.  We
talked an hour, settling our business relations over a bottle of
excellent wine.  I succeeded in my contention that the Biscayan cook
should be kept at my expense.  All the same, I wanted the girl to think
that she was in Don Diego's service, so I begged him to pay her every
day, as I should take all my meals at home, at all events, till the
return of the ambassador.  I also told him that it was a penance to me to
eat alone, and begged him to keep me company at dinner and supper every
day.  He tried to excuse himself, and at last gave in on the condition
that his daughter should take his place when he had too much work to do.
As may be imagined I had anticipated this condition, and made no
difficulty about it.

The next morning, feeling curious to see the way in which my landlord was
lodged, I paid him a visit.  I went into the little room sacred to Donna
Ignazia.  A bed, a chest, and a chair made up the whole furniture; but
beside the bed was a desk before a picture, four feet high, representing
St. Ignatius de Loyola as a fine young man, more calculated to irritate
the sense than to arouse devotion.

My cobbler said to me,

"I have a much better lodging than I had before; and the rent of your
room pays me for the house four times over."

"How about the furniture and the linen?"

"It will all be paid in the course of four years.  I hope this house will
be the dower of my daughter.  It is an excellent speculation, and I have
to thank you for it."

"I am glad to hear it; but what is this, you seem to be making new
boots?"

"Quite so; but if you look you will see that I am working on a last which
has been given me.  In this way I have not to put them on, nor need I
trouble myself whether they fit well or ill."

"How much do you get?"

"Thirty reals."

"That's a larger price than usual."

"Yes, but there's a great difference between my work and my leather, and
the usual work and leather of the bootmakers."

"Then I will have a last made, and you shall make me a pair of shoes, if
you will; but I warn you they must be of the finest skin, and the soles
of morocco."

"They will cost more, and not last so long."

"I can't help that; I can't bear any but the lightest boots."

Before I left him he said his daughter should dine with me that day as he
was very busy.

I called on the Count of Aranda, who received me coldly, but with great
politeness.  I told him how I had been treated by my parish priest and by
Mengs.

"I heard about it; this was worse than your imprisonment, and I don't
know what I could have done for you if you had not communicated, and
obliged the priest to take out your name.  Just now they are trying to
annoy me with posters on the walls, but I take no notice."

"What do they want your excellency to do?"

To allow long cloaks and low-crowned hats; you must know all about it."

"I only arrived at Madrid yesterday evening."

"Very good.  Don't come here on Sunday, as my house is to be blown up."

"I should like to see that, my lord, so I will be in your hall at noon."

"I expect you will be in good company."

I duly went, and never had I seen it so full.  The count was addressing
the company, under the last poster threatening him with death, two very
energetic lines were inscribed by the person who put up the poster,
knowing that he was at the same time running his head into the noose:

          Si me cogen, me horqueran,
          Pero no me cogeran.

     "If they catch me, they will hang me,
     So I shall not let them catch me."

At dinner Donna Ignazia told me how glad she was to have me in the house,
but she did not respond to all my amorous speeches after Philippe had
left the room.  She blushed and sighed, and then being obliged to say
something, begged me to forget everything that had passed between us.  I
smiled, and said that I was sure she knew she was asking an
impossibility.  I added that even if I could forget the past I would not
do so.

I knew that she was neither false nor hypocritical, and felt sure that
her behaviour proceeded from devotion; but I knew this could not last
long.  I should have to conquer her by slow degrees.  I had had to do so
with other devotees who had loved me less than she, nevertheless, they
had capitulated.  I was therefore sure of Donna Ignazia.

After dinner she remained a quarter of an hour with me, but I refrained
from any amorous attempts.

After my siesta I dressed, and went out without seeing her.  In the
evening when she came in for her father, who had supped with me, I
treated her with the greatest politeness without shewing any ill-humour.
The following day I behaved in the same manner.  At dinner she told me
she had broken with her lover at the beginning of Lent, and begged me not
to see him if he called on me.

On Whit Sunday I called on the Count of Aranda, and Don Diego, who was
exquisitely dressed, dined with me.  I saw nothing of his daughter.  I
asked after her, and Don Diego replied, with a smile, that she had shut
herself up in her room to celebrate the Feast of Pentecost.  He
pronounced these words in a manner and with a smile that he would not
have dared to use if he had been speaking to a fellow-Spaniard.  He added
that she would, no doubt, come down and sup with me, as he was going to
sup with his brother.

"My dear Don Diego, don't let there be any false compliments between us.
Before you go out, tell your daughter not to put herself out for me, and
that I do not pretend to put my society in comparison with that of God.
Tell her to keep her room to-night, and she can sup with me another time.
I hope you will take my message to her."

"As you will have it so, you shall be obeyed."

After my siesta, the worthy man said that Donna Ignazia thanked me and
would profit by my kindness, as she did not want to see anyone on that
holy day.

"I am very glad she has taken me at my word, and to-morrow I will thank
her for it."

I had some difficulty in shaping my lips to this reply; for this excess
of devotion displeased me, and even made me tremble for her love.  I
could not help laughing, however, when Don Diego said that a wise father
forgives an ecstasy of love.  I had not expected such a philosophic
remark from the mouth of a Spaniard.

The weather was unpleasant, so I resolved to stay indoors.  I told
Philippe that I should not want the carriage, and that he could go out.
I told my Biscayan cook that I should not sup till ten.  When I was alone
I wrote for some time, and in the evening the mother lit my candles,
instead of the daughter, so in the end I went to bed without any supper.
At nine o'clock next morning, just as I was awaking, Donna Ignazia
appeared, to my great astonishment, telling me how sorry she was to hear
that I had not taken any supper.

"Alone, sad, and unhappy," I replied, "I felt that abstinence was the
best thing for me."

"You look downcast."

"You alone can make me look cheerful."

Here my barber came in, and she left me.  I then went to mass at the
Church of the Good Success, where I saw all the handsome courtezans in
Madrid.  I dined with Don Diego, and when his daughter came in with
dessert he told her that it was her fault I had gone supperless to bed.

"It shall not happen again," said she.

"Would you like to come with me to our Lady of Atocha?" said I.

"I should like it very much," she replied, with a side-glance at her
father.

"My girl," said Don Diego, "true devotion and merriment go together, and
the reason is that the truly devout person has trust in God and in the
honesty of all men.  Thus you can trust in Don Jaime as an honest man,
though he has not the good fortune to be born in Spain."

I could not help laughing at this last sentence, but Don Diego was not
offended.  Donna Ignazia kissed her father's hands, and asked if she
might bring her cousin too.

"What do you want to take the cousin for?" said Don Diego; "I will answer
for Don Jaime."

"You are very kind, Don Diego, but if Ignazia likes her cousin to come I
shall be delighted, provided it be the elder cousin, whom I like better
than the younger."

After this arrangement the father went his way, and I sent Philippe to
the stables to put in four mules.

When we were alone Ignazia asked me repentantly to forgive her.

"Entirely, if you will forgive me for loving you."

"Alas, dearest!  I think I shall go mad if I keep up the battle any
longer."

"There needs no battle, dearest Ignazia, either love me as I love you, or
tell me to leave the house, and see you no more.  I will obey you, but
that will not make you happy."

"I know that.  No, you shall not go from your own house.  But allow me to
tell you that you are mistaken in your estimate of my cousins'
characters.  I know what influenced you, but you do not know all.  The
younger is a good girl, and though she is ugly, she too has succumbed to
love.  But the elder, who is ten times uglier, is mad with rage at never
having had a lover.  She thought she had made you in love with her, and
yet she speaks evil of you.  She reproaches me for having yielded so
easily.  and boasts that she would never have gratified your passion."

"Say no more, we must punish her; and the younger shall come."

"I am much obliged to you."

"Does she know that we love each other?"

"I have never told her, but she has guessed it, and pities me.  She wants
me to join her in a devotion to Our Lady de la Soledad, the effect of
which would be a complete cure for us both."

"Then she is in love, too?"

"Yes; and she is unhappy in her love, for it is not returned.  That must
be a great grief."

"I pity her, and yet, with such a face, I do not know any man who would
take compassion on her.  The poor girl would do well to leave love alone.
But as to you.  .  .  ."

"Say nothing about me: my danger is greater than hers.  I am forced to
defend myself or to give in, and God knows there are some men whom it is
impossible to ward off!  God is my witness that in Holy Week I went to a
poor girl with the smallpox, and touched her in the hope of catching it,
and so losing my beauty; but God would not have it so, and my confessor
blamed me, bidding me to do a penance I had never expected."

"Tell me what it is?"

"He told me that a handsome face is the index of a handsome soul, and is
a gift of God, for which a woman should render thanks continually; that
in attempting to destroy this beauty I had sinned, for I had endeavoured
to destroy God's handiwork.  After a good deal of rebuke in this style,
he ordered me to put a little rouge on my cheeks whenever I felt myself
looking pale.  I had to submit, and I have bought a pot of rouge, but
hitherto I have not felt obliged to use it.  Indeed, my father might
notice it, and I should not like to tell him that it is done by way of
penance."

"Is your confessor a young man?"

"He is an old man of seventy."

"Do you tell him all your sins without reserve?"

"Certainly, for the smallest circumstance may be really a great sin."

"Does he ask you questions?"

"No, for he sees that I am telling him the whole truth.  It is a great
trial, but I have to submit to it."

"Have you had this confessor for long?"

"For two years.  Before him I had a confessor who was quite unbearable.
He asked me questions which made me quite indignant."

"What questions were these?"

"You must please excuse me telling you."

"Why do you go to confession so often?"

"Why?  Would to God I had not good cause! but after all I only go once a
week."

"That's too often."

"Not so, for when I am in mortal sin I cannot sleep at night.  I am
afraid of dying in my sleep."

"I pity you, dearest; I have a consolation which is denied you.  I have
an infinite trust in the infinite mercy of God."

The cousin arrived and we set out.  We found a good many carriages in
front of the church-door, and the church itself was full of devotees,
both male and female.  Amongst others I saw the Duchess of Villadorias,
notorious for her andromania.  When the 'furor uterinus' seized her,
nothing could keep her back.  She would rush at the man who had excited
her, and he had no choice but to satisfy her passion.  This had happened
several times in public assemblies, and had given rise to some
extraordinary scenes.  I had seen her at a ball; she was still both young
and pretty.  As I entered the church I saw her kneeling on the stones of
the church floor.  She lifted her eyes, and gazed at me, as if doubtful
whether she knew me or not, as she had only seen me in domino.  After my
devotees had prayed for half an hour, they rose to go, and the duchess
rose also; and as soon as we were out of the church she asked me if I
knew her.  I replied in the affirmative, and she asked why I had not been
to see her, and if I visited the Duchess of Benevento.  I told her that I
did not visit her grace, and that I should have the honour of paying her
a call before long.

On our way I explained to my two companions the nature of the duchess's
malady.  Donna Ignazia asked me anxiously if I really meant to go and see
her.  She seemed reassured when I replied in the negative.

A common and to my mind a ridiculous question is which of the two sexes
enjoys the generative act the more.  Homer gives us Jupiter and Juno
disputing on this point.  Tiresias, who was once a woman, has given a
correct though amusing decision on the point.  A laconic answer has it
that a woman enjoys the act the most because with her it is sharper,
repeated more frequently, and finally because the battle is fought in her
field.  She is at the same time an active and passive agent, while action
is indispensable to the pleasure of the man.  But the most conclusive
reason is that if the woman's pleasure were not the greater nature would
be unjust, and she never is or can be unjust.  Nothing in this universe
is without its use, and no pleasure or pain is without its compensation
or balance.  If woman had not more pleasure than man she would not have
more organs than he.  The greater nervous power planted in the female
organ is demonstrated by the andromania to which some women are subject,
and which makes them either Messalines or martyrs.  Men have nothing at
all similar to this.

Nature has given to women this special enjoyment to compensate for the
pains they have to undergo.  What man would expose himself, for the
pleasure he enjoys, to the pains of pregnancy and the dangers of
childbed?  But women will do so again and again; so it must be concluded
that they believe the pleasure to outbalance the pain; and so it is
clearly the woman who has the better share in the enjoyment.
In spite of this, if I had the choice of being born again as a woman, I
should say no; for in spite of my voluptuousness, a man has pleasures
which a woman cannot enjoy.  Though, indeed, rather than not be born
again, I would be a woman, and even a brute, provided always that I had
my memory, for without it I should no longer be myself.

We had some ices, and my two companions returned home with me, well
pleased with the enjoyment I had given them without offending God.
Donna Ignazia, who was delighted with my continence during the day, and
apparently afraid of its not lasting, begged me to invite her cousin to
supper.  I agreed, and even did so with pleasure.

The cousin was ugly, and also a fool, but she had a great heart and was
sympathetic.  I knew that Donna Ignazia had told her all, and as
she was no restraint on me I did not mind her being at supper, while
Ignazia looked upon her as a safeguard.

The table had been laid for three, when I heard a step coming up the
stairs.  It was the father, and I asked him to sup with us.  Don Diego
was a pleasant man, as I have said, but what amused me most of all about
him was his moral maxims.  He knew or suspected that I was fond of his
daughter, though in an honourable way; he thought my honour or his
daughter's piety would be a sufficient safeguard.  If he had suspected
what had really happened, I do not think he would ever have allowed us to
be together.

He sat beside his niece and facing his daughter, and did most of the
talking, for your Spaniard, though grave, is eloquent, and fond of
hearing the fine harmonies of his native tongue.

It was very hot, so I asked him to take off his waistcoat, and to tell
his daughter to do just as she would if only he and his wife had been
present.

Donna Ignazia had not to be entreated long before she took off her
kerchief, but the poor cousin did not like having to shew us her bones
and swarthy skin.

Donna Ignazia told her father how much she had enjoyed herself, and how
they had seen the Duchess of Villadorias, who had asked me to come and
see her.

The good man began to philosophise and to jest on her malady, and he told
me some stories, germane to the question, which the girls pretended not
to understand.

The good wine of La Mancha kept us at table till a late hour, and the
time seemed to pass very quickly.  Don Diego told his niece that she
could sleep with his daughter, in the room we were in, as the bed was big
enough for two.  I hastened to add that if the ladies would do so I
should be delighted; but Donna Ignazia blushed and said it would not do,
as the room was only separated from mine by a glass door.
At this I smiled at Don Diego, who proceeded to harangue his daughter in
a manner which amused me extremely.  He told her that I was at least
twenty years older than herself, and that in suspecting me she had
committed a greater sin than if she allowed me to take some slight
liberty.

"I am sure," he added, "that when you go to confession next Sunday you
will forget to accuse yourself of having wrongfully suspected Don Jaime
of a dishonourable action."

Donna Ignazia looked at me affectionately, asked my pardon, and said she
would do whatever her father liked.  The cousin said nothing, and the
father kissed his daughter, bade me a good night, and went away well
pleased with the harangue he had delivered.

I suspected that Donna Ignazia expected me to make some attempt on her
honour, and feeling sure that she would resist for the sake of
appearance, I determined to leave her in peace.  Next morning I got up
and went into their room in the hope of playing some trick on them.
However, the birds were flown, and I had no doubt that they had gone to
hear mass.

Donna Ignazia came home by herself at ten o'clock.  She found me alone,
dressed, and writing.  She told me she had been in the church for three
hours.

"You have been to confession, I suppose?"

"No; I went last Sunday, and I shall wait till next Sunday."

"I am very glad that your confession will not be lengthened by any sins I
have helped you to commit."

"You are wrong."

"Wrong?  I understand; but you must know that I am not going to be damned
for mere desires.  I do not wish to torment you or to become a martyr
myself.  What you granted me has made me fall deeply in love with you,
and it makes me shudder when I imagine that our love has become a subject
of repentance with you.  I have had a bad night; and it is time for me to
think of my health.  I must forget you, but to bring about that effect I
will see you no longer.  I will keep on the house, but I will not live in
it.  If your religion is an intelligent one, you will approve of my idea.
Tell your confessor of it next Sunday, and you will see that he will
approve it."

"You are right, but I cannot agree to it.  You can go away if you like,
and I shall say nothing, but I shall be the most unhappy girl in all
Madrid."

As she spoke these words, two big tears rolled down her cheeks, and her
face dropped; I was profoundly moved.

"I love you, dearest Ignazia, and I hope not to be damned for my love.  I
cannot see you without loving you and to this love some positive proof is
essential; otherwise, I am unhappy.  If I go you say you will be unhappy,
and if I stay it is I that will be unhappy, my health will be ruined.
But tell me which I shall do stay or go?  Say."

"Stay."

"Then you must be as loving and tender as you were before."

"Alas! I promised to commit that sin no more.  I tell you to stay,
because I am sure that in eight or ten days we shall have become so
accustomed to one another that I shall be able to love you like a father,
and you will be able to take me in your arms without any amorous
sentiments."

"Are you sure of this?"

"Yes, dearest, quite sure."

"You make a mistake."

"Let me be mistaken, and believe me I shall be glad to be mistaken."

"Unhappy devotee!"

"Why unhappy?"

"Nothing, nothing.  I may be too long, I shall endanger .  .  . let
us say no more about it.  I will stay."

I went out more pained with her state than my own, and I felt that the
best thing I could do would be to forget her, "for," said I to myself,
"even if I do enjoy her once, Sunday will come again; she will confess,
repent, and I shall have to begin all over again.  She confessed her
love, and flatters herself that she will be able to subdue it--a foolish
hope, which could only exist in a mind under the dominion of prejudice."

I came home at noon, and Don Diego dined with me; his daughter did not
appear till the dessert.  I begged her to sit down, politely, but coldly.
Her father asked her jestingly if I had paid her a visit in the night.

"I never suspected Don Jaime of such a thing," she replied, "and I only
objected out of shyness."

I interrupted her by praising her modesty, and telling her that she would
have done quite right to beware of me, if my sense of duty had not been
stronger than any voluptuous desires inspired by her charms.

Don Diego pronounced this declaration of love as good as anything to be
found in the "Morte d'Arthur."

His daughter said I was laughing at her, but Don Diego said he was
certain that I was in earnest, and that I had known her before taking her
to the ball.

"You are utterly mistaken," said Donna Ignazia, with some degree of fire.

"Your father is wiser than you, senora," I replied.

"What!  How and when did you see me?"

"At the church where I heard mass, and you communicated, when you went
out with your cousin.  I followed you at some distance; you can guess the
rest."

She was speechless, and her father enjoyed the consciousness of his
superior intellect.

"I am going to see the bull fight," said he; "it's a fine day, and all
Madrid will be there, so one must go early to get a good place.  I advise
you to go, as you have never seen a bull fight; ask Don Jaime to take you
with him, Ignazia."

"Would you like to have my companionship?" said she, tenderly.

"Certainly I would, but you must bring your cousin, as I am in love with
her."

Don Diego burst out laughing, but Ignazia said, slyly,

"It is not so impossible after all."

We went to see the splendid but barbarous spectacle in which Spaniards
take so much delight.  The two girls placed themselves in front of the
only vacant box, and I sat behind on the second bench, which was a foot
and a half higher than the first.  There were already two ladies there,
and much to my amusement one of them was the famous Duchess of
Villadorias.  She was in front of me, and sat in such a position that her
head was almost between my legs.  She recognized me, and said we were
fortunate in meeting one another; and then noticing Donna Ignazia, who
was close to her, she congratulated me in French on her charms, and asked
me whether she was my mistress or my wife.  I replied that she was a
beauty before whom I sighed in vain.  She replied, with a smile, that she
was rather a sceptical person; and turning to Donna Ignazia began a
pleasant and amorous discourse, thinking the girl to be as learned in the
laws of love as herself.  She whispered something in her ear which made
Ignazia blush, and the duchess, becoming enthusiastic, told me I had
chosen the handsomest girl in Madrid, and that she would be delighted to
see us both at her country house.

I promised to come, as I was obliged to do, but I begged to be excused
naming the day.  Nevertheless, she made me promise to call on her at four
o'clock the next day, telling me, much to my terror, that she would be
alone.  She was pretty enough, but too notorious a character; and such a
visit would have given rise to talk.

Happily the fight began, and silence became general, for the Spaniards
are passionately devoted of bull fighting.

So much has been written on the subject that my readers will pardon my
giving a detailed account of the fight.  I may say that the sport is, in
my opinion, a most barbarous one, and likely to operate unfavourably on
the national morals; the arena is sometimes drenched in the blood of
bulls, horses, and even of the unfortunate picadores and matadores, whose
sole defence is the red rag with which they irritate the bull.

When it was over I escorted the girls--who had enjoyed themselves
immensely--back to the house, and made the ugly cousin stay to supper, as
I foresaw that they would again sleep together.

We supped together, but it was a melancholy affair, for Don Diego was
away, and I did not feel in the humour to amuse my company.

Donna Ignazia became pensive when, in reply to a question of hers, I said
that it would be absolutely rude of me not to go to the duchess's.

"You will come with me some day," I added, "to dine at her country
house."

"You need not look for that."

"Why not?"

"Because she is a madwoman.  She talked to me in a way that would have
offended me if I did not know that she fancied she was honouring me by
laying aside her rank."

We rose from table, and after I had dismissed my man we sat on the
balcony to wait for Don Diego and to enjoy the delicious evening breezes.

As we sat near to each other in the twilight, so favourable to lovers'
vows, I looked into Donna Ignazia's eyes, and saw there that my hour had
come.  I clasped her to me with one arm, I clung with my lips to hers,
and by the way she trembled I guessed the flame which consumed her.

"Will you go and see the duchess?"

"No, if you will promise me not to go to confession next Sunday."

"But what will he say if I do not go?"

"Nothing at all, if he understands his business.  But let us talk it over
a little."

We were so tightly clasped together that the cousin, like a good girl,
left us, and went to the other end of the balcony, taking care to look
away from us.

Without changing my position, in spite of the temptation to do so, I
asked her if she felt in the humour to repent of the sin she was ready to
commit.

"I was not thinking of repentance just then, but as you remind me of it,
I must tell you that I shall certainly go to confession."

"And after you have been to confession will you love me as you love me
now?"

"I hope God will give me strength to offend Him no more."

"I assure you that if you continue loving me God will not give you grace,
yet I feel sure that on Sunday evening you will refuse me that which you
are now ready to grant."

"Indeed I will, sweetheart; but why should we talk of that now?"

"Because if I abandon myself to pleasure now I shall be more in love with
you than ever, and consequently more unhappy than ever, when the day of
your repentance comes.  So promise me that you will not go to confession
whilst I remain at Madrid, or give the fatal order now, and bid me leave
you.  I cannot abandon myself to love to-day knowing that it will be
refused me on Sunday."

As I remonstrated thus, I clasped her affectionately in my arms,
caressing her most ardently; but before coming to the decisive action I
asked her again whether she would promise not to go to confession next
Sunday.

"You are cruel," said she, "I cannot make you that promise for my
conscience sake."

At this reply, which I had quite expected, I remained motionless, feeling
sure that she must be in a state of desperate irritation at the work half
begun and not concluded.  I, too, suffered, for I was at the door of the
sanctuary, and a slight movement would have sent me into the inmost
shrine; but I knew that her torments must be greater than mine, and that
she could not resist long.

Donna Ignazia was indeed in a terrible state; I had not repulsed her, but
I was perfectly inactive.  Modesty prevented her asking me openly to
continue, but she redoubled her caresses, and placed herself in an easier
position, reproaching me with my cruelty.  I do not know whether I could
have held out much longer, but just then the cousin turned round and told
us that Don Diego was coming in.

We hastened to arrange our toilette, and to sit in a decent position.
The cousin came up to us, and Don Diego, after making a few remarks, left
us on the balcony, wishing us a good night.  I might have begun over
again, but I clung to my system of repression, and after wishing the
girls good night with a melancholy air, I went to bed.

I hoped Donna Ignazia would repent and come and keep me company, but I
was disappointed.  They left their room early in the morning, and at noon
Don Diego came to dine with me, saying his daughter had such a bad
headache that she had not even gone to mass.

"We must get her to eat something."

"No, I think abstinence will do her good, and in the evening I daresay
she will be able to sup with you."

I went to keep her company by her bedside after I had taken my siesta.
I did my best for three hours to convince her of her folly; but she kept
her eyes closed, and said nothing, only sighing when I said something
very touching.

I left her to walk in St. Jerome's Park, and told her that if she did not
sup with me I should understand that she did not wish to see me again.
This threat had its effect.  She came to table at supper-time, but she
looked pale and exhausted.  She ate little, and said nothing, for she
knew not what to say.  I saw that she was suffering, and I pitied her
from my heart.

Before going to bed she asked me if I had been to see the duchess.  She
seemed somewhat cheered when I answered in the negative.  I told her that
she might satisfy herself of the truth of my reply by asking Philippe,
who had taken my note begging her grace to excuse me for that day.

"But will you go another day?"

"No, dearest, because I see it would grieve you."

She gave a sigh of content, and I embraced her gently, and she left me as
sad as I was.

I could see that what I asked of her was a great deal; but I had good
grounds for hope, as I knew her ardent disposition.  It was not God and I
that were disputing for her, but her confessor and I.  If she had not
been a Catholic I should have won her the first day.

She had told me that she would get into trouble with her confessor if she
did not go to him as usual; she had too much of fine Spanish honour in
her to tell him what was not true, or to endeavour to combine her love
with her religion.

The Friday and the Saturday passed without any events of consequence.
Her father, who could not blind himself to our love any longer, trusted,
I suppose, to his daughter's virtue, and made her dine and sup with me
every day.  On Saturday evening Donna Ignazia left me sadder than ever,
and turned her head away when I would have kissed her as usual.
I saw what was the matter; she was going to communicate the next day.
I admired her consistency, in spite of myself, and pitied her heartily;
for I could guess the storm that must be raging in her breast.  I began
to repent having demanded all, and wished I had been contented with a
little.

I wished to be satisfied with my own eyes, and got up early on Sunday
morning and followed her.  I knew that she would call for her cousin, so
I went on to the church.  I placed myself by the sacristy-door, where I
could see without being seen.

I waited a quarter of an hour, then they came in, and after kneeling down
for a few moments, separated, each going to her own confessor.

I only noticed Donna Ignazia; I saw her going to the confessional, and
the confessor turning towards her.

I waited patiently.  I thought the confession would never come to an end.
"What is he saying?" I repeated to myself as I saw the confessor speaking
to her now and again.

I could bear it no longer, and I was on the point of going away when I
saw her rise from her knees.

Donna Ignazia, looking like a saint, came to kneel in the church, but out
of my sight.  I thought she would come forward to receive the Holy
Communion at the end of the Mass that was being said, but instead of that
she went towards the door, rejoined her cousin and they left the church.
I was astonished.  My heart was seized with a pang of remorse.

"It's all over," I said to myself.  "The poor girl has made a sincere and
full confession, she has avowed her love, and the priest's cruel duty has
made him refuse her absolution.

"All is lost.  What will come of it?"

"My peace of mind and hers require me to leave her.

"Wretch that I am, to have lost all for all! I should have made allowance
for the peculiar Spanish character.

"I might have enjoyed her by surprise now and again; the difficulty would
have added piquancy to the intrigue.  I have behaved as if I were once
more twenty, and I have lost all.

"At dinner she will be all sad and tearful.  I must find some way out of
this terrible situation."

Thus soliloquising, I came home ill pleased with the line of conduct I
had adopted.

My hairdresser was waiting for me, but I sent him away, and told my cook
not to serve my dinner till I ordered it; then, feeling the need of rest,
I flung myself on my bed and slept profoundly till one o'clock.

I got up and ordered dinner to be brought in, and sent a message to the
father and daughter that I was expecting them.

My surprise may be imagined when Donna Ignazia appeared in a costume of
black velvet, adorned with ribbons and lace.  In my opinion there is no
more seductive costume in Europe when the wearer is pretty.

I also noticed that every feature of her face breathed peace and calm; I
had never seen her looking so well, and I could not help congratulating
her.  She replied with a smile, and I gave her a kiss, which she took as
meekly as a lamb.

Philippe arrived, and we sat down to table.  I saw that my fair
sweetheart had crossed the Rubicon; the day was won.

"I am going to be happy," said she, "but let us say nothing, and it will
come of itself."

However, I did not conceal my bliss, and made love to her whenever the
servant was out of the room.  She was not only submissive, but even
ardent.

Before we left the table she asked me if I still loved her.

"More than ever, darling; I adore you."

"Then take me to the bull fight."

"Quick!  Fetch the hairdresser."

When my hair was done I made an elaborate toilette, and burning with
impatience we set out on foot, as I was afraid we should not secure a
good place if we waited till the carriage was ready.  We found a fine box
with only two persons in it, and Ignazia, after glancing round, said she
was glad that the detestable duchess was not anywhere near us.

After some fine sport my mistress begged me to take her to the Prado,
where all the best people in Madrid are to be seen.

Donna Ignazia leant on my arm, seemed proud to be thought mine, and
filled me with delight.

All at once we met the Venetian ambassador and his favourite, Manucci.
They had just arrived from Aranjuez.  We greeted each other with due
Spanish politeness, and the ambassador paid me a high compliment on the
beauty of my companion.  Donna Ignazia pretended not to understand, but
she pressed my arm with Spanish delicacy.

After walking a short distance with us M. de Mocenigo said he hoped I
would dine with him on the following day, and after I had nodded
acquiescence in the French style we parted.

Towards the evening we took some ices and returned home, and the gentle
pressure of my arm on the way prepared me for the bliss I was to enjoy.

We found Don Diego on the balcony waiting for us.  He congratulated his
daughter on her pleasant appearance and the pleasure she must have taken
in my society.

Charmed with papa's good humour, I asked him to sup with us, and he
accepted, and amused us with his witty conversation and a multitude of
little tales that pleased me exceedingly.  He made the following speech
on leaving us, which I give word for word, but I cannot give the reader
any idea of the inimitable Spanish gravity with which it was delivered.

"Amigo Senior Don Jaime, I leave you here to enjoy the cool air with my
daughter.  I am delighted at your loving her, and you may be assured that
I shall place no obstacle in the way of your becoming my son-in-law as
soon as you can shew your titles of nobility."

When he was gone, I said to his daughter,--

"I should be only too happy, if it could be managed; but you must know
that in my country they only are called nobles who have an hereditary
right to rule the state.  If I had been born in Spain I should be noble,
but as it is I adore you, and I hope you will make me happy."

"Yes, dearest, but we must be happy together; I cannot suffer any
infidelity."

"I give you my word of honour that I will be wholly faithful to you."

"Come then, 'corazon mio', let us go in."

"No, let us put out the lights, and stay here a quarter of an hour.  Tell
me, my angel, whence comes this unexpected happiness?"

"You owe it to a piece of tyranny which drove me to desperation.  God is
good, and I am sure He would not have me become my own executioner.  When
I told my confessor that I could not help loving you, but that I could
restrain myself from all excess of love, he replied that this self-
confidence was misplaced, as I had already fallen.  He wanted me to
promise never to be alone with you again, and on my refusing to do so he
would not give me absolution.

"I have never had such a piece of shame cast on me, but I laid it all in
the hands of God, and said, 'Thy will be done.'

"Whilst I heard mass my mind was made up, and as long as you love me I
shall be yours, and yours only.  When you leave Spain and abandon me to
despair, I shall find another confessor.  My conscience holds me
guiltless; this is my comfort.  My cousin, whom I have told all, is
astonished, but then she is not very clever."

After this declaration, which put me quite at my ease, and would have
relieved me of any scruples if I had had them, I took her to my bed.  In
the morning, she left me tired out, but more in love with her than ever.




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CHAPTER VII

I Make a Mistake and Manucci Becomes My Mortal Foe--His Vengeance--
I Leave Madrid--Saragossa--Valentia--Nina--I Arrive at Barcelona


If these Memoirs, only written to console me in the dreadful weariness
which is slowly killing me in Bohemia--and which, perhaps, would kill me
anywhere, since, though my body is old, my spirit and my desires are as
young as ever--if these Memoirs are ever read, I repeat, they will only
be read when I am gone, and all censure will be lost on me.

Nevertheless, seeing that men are divided into two sections, the one and
by far the greater composed of the ignorant and superficial, and the
other of the learned and reflective, I beg to state that it is to the
latter I would appeal.  Their judgment, I believe, will be in favour of
my veracity, and, indeed, why should I not be veracious?  A man can have
no object in deceiving himself, and it is for myself that I chiefly
write.

Hitherto I have spoken nothing but the truth, without considering whether
the truth is in my favour or no.  My book is not a work of dogmatic
theology, but I do not think it will do harm to anyone; while I fancy
that those who know how to imitate the bee and to get honey from every
flower will be able to extract some good from the catalogue of my vices
and virtues.

After this digression (it may be too long, but that is my business and
none other's), I must confess that never have I had so unpleasant a truth
to set down as that which I am going to relate.  I committed a fatal act
of indiscretion--an act which after all these years still gives my heart
a pang as I think of it.

The day after my conquest I dined with the Venetian ambassador, and I had
the pleasure of hearing that all the ministers and grandees with whom I
had associated had the highest possible opinion of me.  In three or four
days the king, the royal family, and the ministers would return to town,
and I expected to have daily conferences with the latter respecting the
colony in the Sierra Morena, where I should most probably be going.
Manucci, who continued to treat me as a valued friend, proposed to
accompany me on my journey, and would bring with him an adventuress, who
called herself Porto-Carrero, pretending to be the daughter or niece of
the late cardinal of that name, and thus obtained a good deal of
consideration; though in reality she was only the mistress of the French
consul at Madrid, the Abbe Bigliardi.

Such was the promising state of my prospects when my evil genius brought
to Madrid a native of Liege, Baron de Fraiture, chief huntsman of the
principality, and a profligate, a gamester, and a cheat, like all those
who proclaim their belief in his honesty nowadays.

I had unfortunately met him at Spa, and told him I was was going to
Portugal.  He had come after me, hoping to use me as a means of getting
into good society, and of filling his pocket with the money of the dupes
he aspired to make.

Gamesters have never had any proof of my belonging to their infernal
clique, but they have always persisted in believing that I too am a
"Greek."

As soon as this baron heard that I was in Madrid he called on me, and by
dint of politeness obliged me to receive him.  I thought any small
civilities I might shew or introductions I might give could do me no
harm.  He had a travelling companion to whom he introduced me.  He was a
fat, ignorant fellow, but a Frenchman, and therefore agreeable.  A
Frenchman who knows how to present himself, who is well dressed, and has
the society air, is usually accepted without demur or scrutiny.  He had
been a cavalry captain, but had been fortunate enough to obtain an
everlasting furlough.

Four or five days after his appearance the baron asked me quietly enough
to lend him a score of louis, as he was hard up.  I replied as quietly,
thanking him for treating me as a friend, but informing him that I really
could not lend him the money, as I wanted what little I had for my own
necessities.

"But we can do good business together, and you cannot possibly be
moneyless."

"I do not know anything about good business, but I do know that I want my
money and cannot part with it."

"We are at our wits' end to quiet our landlord; come and speak to him."

"If I were to do so I should do you more harm than good.  He would ask me
if I would answer for you, and I should reply that you are one of those
noblemen who stand in need of no surety.  All the same, the landlord
would think that if I did not stand your surety, it must be from my
entertaining doubts as to your solvency."

I had introduced Fraiture to Count Manucci, on the Pando, and he
requested me to take him to see the count, to which request I was foolish
enough to accede.

A few days later the baron opened his soul to Manucci.

He found the Venetian disposed to be obliging, but wary.  He refused to
lend money himself, but introduced the baron to someone who lent him
money on pledges without interest.

The baron and his friend did a little gaming and won a little money, but
I held aloof from them to the best of my ability.

I had my colony and Donna Ignazia, and wanted to live peacefully; and if
I had spent a single night away from home, the innocent girl would have
been filled with alarm.

About that time M. de Mocenigo went as ambassador to France, and was
replaced by M. Querini.  Querini was a man of letters, while Mocenigo
only liked music and his own peculiar kind of love.

The new ambassador was distinctly favourable to me, and in a few days I
had reason to believe that he would do more for me than ever Mocenigo
would have done.

In the meanwhile, the baron and his friend began to think of beating a
retreat to France.  There was no gaming at the ambassador's and no gaming
at the Court; they must return to France, but they owed money to their
landlord, and they wanted money for the journey.  I could give them
nothing, Manucci would give them nothing; we both pitied them, but our
duty to ourselves made us cruel to everyone else.  However, he brought
trouble on us.

One morning Manucci came to see me in evident perturbation.

"What is the matter?" said I.

"I do not know exactly.  For the last week I have refused to see the
Baron Fraiture, as not being able to give him money, his presence only
wearied me.  He has written me a letter, in which he threatens to blow
out his brains to-day if I will not lend him a hundred pistoles."

"He said the same thing to me three days ago; but I replied that I would
bet two hundred pistoles that he would do nothing of the kind.  This made
him angry, and he proposed to fight a duel with me; but I declined on the
plea that as he was a desperate man either he would have an advantage
over me or I, over him.  Give him the same answer, or, better still, no
answer at all."

"I cannot follow your advice.  Here are the hundred pistoles.  Take them
to him and get a receipt."

I admired his generosity and agreed to carry out his commission.  I
called on the baron, who seemed rather uncomfortable when I walked in;
but considering his position I was not at all surprised.

I informed him that I was the bearer of a thousand francs from Count
Manucci, who thereby placed him in a position to arrange his affairs and
to leave Madrid.  He received the money without any signs of pleasure,
surprise, or gratitude, and wrote out the receipt.  He assured me that he
and his friend would start for Barcelona and France on the following day.

I then took the document to Manucci, who was evidently suffering from
some mental trouble; and I remained to dinner with the ambassador.  It
was for the last time.

Three days after I went to dine with the ambassadors (for they all dined
together), but to my astonishment the porter told me that he had received
orders not to admit me.

The effect of this sentence on me was like that of a thunderbolt; I
returned home like a man in a dream.  I immediately sat down and wrote to
Manucci, asking him why I had been subjected to such an insult; but
Philippe, my man, brought me back the letter unopened.

This was another surprise; I did not know what to expect next.
"What can be the matter?" I said to myself.  "I cannot imagine, but I
will have an explanation, or perish."

I dined sadly with Donna Ignazia, without telling her the cause of my
trouble, and just as I was going to take my siesta a servant of Manucci's
brought me a letter from his master and fled before I could read it.
The letter contained an enclosure which I read first.  It was from Baron
de Fraiture.  He asked Manucci to lend him a hundred pistoles, promising
to shew him the man whom he held for his dearest friend to be his worst
enemy.

Manucci (honouring me, by the way, with the title of ungrateful traitor)
said that the baron's letter had excited his curiosity and he he had met
him in St. Jerome's Park, where the baron had clearly proved this enemy
to be myself, since I had informed the baron that though the name of
Manucci was genuine the title of count was quite apocryphal.

After recapitulating the information which Fraiture had given him, and
which could only have proceeded from myself, he advised me to leave
Madrid as soon as possible, in a week at latest.

I can give the reader no idea of the shock this letter gave me.  For the
first time in my life I had to confess myself guilty of folly,
ingratitude, and crime.  I felt that my fault was beyond forgiveness, and
did not think of asking Manucci to pardon me; I could do nothing but
despair.

Nevertheless, in spite of Manucci's just indignation, I could not help
seeing that he had made a great mistake in advising me, in so insulting a
manner, to leave Madrid in a week.  The young man might have known that
my self-respect would forbid my following such a piece of advice.  He
could not compel me to obey his counsel or command; and to leave Madrid
would have been to commit a second baseness worse than the first.

A prey to grief I spent the day without taking any steps one way or the
other, and I went to bed without supping and without the company of Donna
Ignazia.

After a sound sleep I got up and wrote to the friend whom I had offended
a sincere and humble confession of my fault.  I concluded my letter by
saying that I hoped that this evidence of my sincere and heartfelt
repentance would suffice, but if not that I was ready to give him any
honourable satisfaction in my power.

"You may," I said, "have me assassinated if you like, but I shall not
leave Madrid till its suits me to do so."

I put a commonplace seal on my letter, and had the address written by
Philippe, whose hand was unknown to Manucci, and then I sent it to Pando
where the king had gone.

I kept my room the whole day; and Donna Ignazia, seeing that I had
recovered my spirits to some degree, made no more enquiries about the
cause of my distress.  I waited in the whole of the next day, expecting a
reply, but in vain.

The third day, being Sunday, I went out to call on the Prince della
Catolica.  My carriage stopped at his door, but the porter came out and
told me in a polite whisper that his highness had his reasons for not
receiving me any longer.

This was an unexpected blow, but after it I was prepared for anything.

I drove to the Abbe Bigliardi, but the lackey, after taking in my name,
informed me that his master was out.

I got into my carriage and went to Varnier, who said he wanted to speak
to me.

"Come into my carriage," said I, "we will go and hear mass together."

On our way he told me that the Venetian ambassador, Mocenigo, had warned
the Duke of Medina Sidonia that I was a dangerous character.

"The duke," he added, "replied that he would cease to know you as soon as
he found out the badness of your character himself."

These three shocks, following in such quick succession, cast me into a
state of confusion.  I said nothing till we heard mass together, but I
believe that if I had not then told him the whole story I should have had
an apoplectic fit.

Varnier pitied me, and said,--

"Such are the ways of the great when they have abjured all virtue and
honesty.  Nevertheless, I advise you to keep silence about it, unless you
would irritate Manucci still farther."

When I got home I wrote to Manucci begging him to suspend his vengeance,
or else I should be obliged to tell the story to all those who insulted
me for the ambassador's sake.  I sent the letter to M.  Soderini, the
secretary of the embassy, feeling sure that he would forward it to
Manucci.

I dined with my mistress, and took her to the bull fight, where I chanced
to find myself in a box adjoining that in which Manucci and the two
ambassadors were seated.  I made them a bow which they were obliged to
return, and did not vouchsafe them another glance for the rest of the
spectacle.

The next day the Marquis Grimaldi refused to receive me, and I saw that I
should have to abandon all hope.  The Duke of Lossada remained my friend
on account of his dislike to the ambassador and his unnatural tastes; but
he told me that he had been requested not to receive me, and that he did
not think I had the slightest chance of obtaining any employment at
Court.

I could scarcely believe in such an extremity of vengeance: Manucci was
making a parade of the influence he possessed over his wife the
ambassador.  In his insane desire for revenge he had laid all shame
aside.

I was curious to know whether he had forgotten Don Emmanuel de Roda and
the Marquis de la Moras; I found both of them had been forewarned against
me.  There was still the Count of Aranda, and I was just going to see him
when a servant of his highness's came and told me that his master wished
to see me.

I shuddered, for in my then state of mind I drew the most sinister
conclusions from the message.

I found the great man alone, looking perfectly calm.  This made me pluck
up a heart.  He asked me to sit down--a favour he had not hitherto done
me, and this further contributed to cheer me.

"What have you been doing to offend your ambassador?" he began.

"My lord, I have done nothing to him directly, but by an inexcusable act
of stupidity I have wounded his dear friend Manucci in his tenderest
part.  With the most innocent intentions I reposed my confidence in a
cowardly fellow, who sold it to Manucci for a hundred pistoles.  In his
irritation, Manucci has stirred up the great man against me: 'hinc illae
lacrimae'."

"You have been unwise, but what is done is done.  I am sorry for you,
because there is an end to all your hopes of advancement.  The first
thing the king would do would be to make enquiries about you of the
ambassador."

"I feel it to my sorrow, my lord, but must I leave Madrid?"

"No.  The ambassador did his best to make me send you way, but I told him
that I had no power over you so long as you did not infringe the laws."

"'He has calumniated a Venetian subject whom I am bound to protect,' said
he.

"'In that case,' I replied, 'you can resort to the ordinary law, and
punish him to the best of your ability.'"

"The ambassador finally begged me to order you not to mention the matter
to any Venetian subjects at Madrid, and I think you can safely promise me
this."

"My lord, I have much pleasure in giving your excellency my word of
honour not to do so."

"Very good.  Then you can stay at Madrid as long as you please; and,
indeed, Mocenigo will be leaving in the course of a week."

From that moment I made up my mind to amuse myself without any thought of
obtaining a position in Spain.  However, the ties of friendship made me
keep up my acquaintance with Varnier, the Duke of Medina Sidonia, and the
architect, Sabatini, who always gave me a warm welcome, as did his wife.

Donna Ignazia had more of my company than ever, and congratulated me on
my freedom from the cares of business.

After the departure of Mocenigo I thought I would go and see if Querini,
his nephew, was equally prejudiced against me.  The porter told me that
he had received orders not to admit me, and I laughed in the man's face.

Six or seven weeks after Manucci's departure I, too, left Madrid.  I did
so on compulsion, in spite of my love for Ignazia, for I had no longer
hopes of doing anything in Portugal, and my purse was nearly exhausted.

I thought of selling a handsome repeater and a gold snuff-box so as to
enable me to go to Marseilles, whence I thought of going to
Constantinople and trying my fortune there without turning renegade.
Doubtless, I should have found the plan unsuccessful, for I was attaining
an age when Fortune flies.  I had no reason, however, to complain of
Fortune, for she had been lavish in her gifts to me, and I in my turn had
always abused them.

In my state of distress the learned Abbe Pinzi introduced me to a Genoese
bookseller, named Carrado, a thoroughly honest man, who seemed to have
been created that the knavery of most of the Genoese might be pardoned.
To him I brought my watch and snuff-box, but the worthy Carrado not only
refused to buy them, but would not take them in pledge.  He gave me
seventeen hundred francs with no other security than my word that I would
repay him if I were ever able to do so.  Unhappily I have never been able
to repay this debt, unless my gratitude be accounted repayment.

As nothing is sweeter than the companionship between a man and the woman
he adores, so nothing is bitterer than the separation; the pleasure has
vanished away, and only the pain remains.

I spent my last days at Madrid drinking the cup of pleasure which was
embittered by the thought of the pain that was to follow.  The worthy
Diego was sad at the thought of losing me, and could with difficulty
refrain from tears.

For some time my man Philippe continued to give me news of Donna Ignazia.
She became the bride of a rich shoemaker, though her father was extremely
mortified by her making a marriage so much beneath her station.

I had promised the Marquis de las Moras and Colonel Royas that I would
come and see them at Saragossa, the capital of Aragon, and I arrived
there at the beginning of September.  My stay lasted for a fortnight,
during which time I was able to examine the manners and customs of the
Aragonese, who were not subject to the ordinances of the Marquis of
Aranda, as long cloaks and low hats were to be seen at every corner.
They looked like dark phantoms more than men, for the cloak covered up at
least half the face.  Underneath the cloak was carried el Spadino, a
sword of enormous length.  Persons who wore this costume were treated
with great respect, though they were mostly arrant rogues; still they
might possibly be powerful noblemen in disguise.

The visitor to Saragossa should see the devotion which is paid to our
Lady del Pilar.  I have seen processions going along the streets in which
wooden statues of gigantic proportions were carried.  I was taken to the
best assemblies, where the monks swarmed.  I was introduced to a lady of
monstrous size, who, I was informed, was cousin to the famous Palafox,
and I did not feel my bosom swell with pride as was evidently expected.
I also made the acquaintance of Canon Pignatelli, a man of Italian
origin.  He was President of the Inquisition, and every morning he
imprisoned the procuress who had furnished him with the girl with whom he
had supped and slept.  He would wake up in the morning tired out with the
pleasures of the night; the girl would be driven away and the procuress
imprisoned.  He then dressed, confessed, said mass, and after an
excellent breakfast with plenty of good wine he would send out for
another girl, and this would go on day after day.  Nevertheless, he was
held in great respect at Saragossa, for he was a monk, a canon, and an
Inquisitor.

The bull fights were finer at Saragossa than at Madrid--that is to say,
they were deadlier; and the chief interest of this barbarous spectacle
lies in the shedding of blood.  The Marquis de las Moras and Colonel
Royas gave me some excellent dinners.  The marquis was one of the
pleasantest men I met in Spain; he died very young two years after.

The Church of Nuestra Senora del Pilar is situated on the ramparts of the
town, and the Aragonese fondly believe this portion of the town defences
to be impregnable.

I had promised Donna Pelliccia to go and see her at Valentia, and on my
way I saw the ancient town of Saguntum on a hill at some little distance.
There was a priest travelling with me and I told him and the driver (who
preferred his mules to all the antiquities in the world) that I should
like to go and see the town.  How the muleteer and the priest objected to
this proposal!

"There are only ruins there, senor."

"That's just what I want to see."

"We shall never get to Valentia to-night."

"Here's a crown; we shall get there to-morrow."

The crown settled everything, and the man exclaimed,

"Valga me Dios, es un hombre de buen!" (So help me God, this is an honest
man!) A subject of his Catholic majesty knows no heartier praise than
this.

I saw the massive walls still standing and in good condition, and yet
they were built during the second Punic War.  I saw on two of the
gateways inscriptions which to me were meaningless, but which Seguier,
the old friend of the Marquis Maffei, could no doubt have deciphered.

The sight of this monument to the courage of an ancient race, who
preferred to perish in the flames rather than surrender, excited my awe
and admiration.  The priest laughed at me, and I am sure he would not
have purchased this venerable city of the dead if he could have done so
by saying a mass.  The very name has perished; instead of Saguntum it is
called Murviedro from the Latin 'muri veteres' (old walls); but Time that
destroys marble and brass destroys also the very memory of what has been.

"This place," said the priest, "is always called Murviedro."

"It is ridiculous to do so," I replied; "common sense forbids us calling
a thing old which was once young enough.  That's as if you would tell me
that New Castille is really new."

"Well, Old Castille is more ancient than New Castille."

"No so.  New Castille was only called so because it was the latest
conquest; but as a matter of fact it is the older of the two."

The poor priest took refuge in silence; shaking his head, and evidently
taking me for a madman.

I tried vainly to find Hannibal's head, and the inscription in honour of
Caesar Claudius, but I found out the remains of the amphitheatre.

The next day I remarked the mosaic pavement, which had been discovered
twenty years before.

I reached Valentia at nine o'clock in the morning, and found that I
should have to content myself with a bad lodging, as Marescalchi, the
opera manager, had taken all the best rooms for the members of his
company.  Marescalchi was accompanied by his brother, a priest, whom I
found decidedly learned for his age.  We took a walk together, and he
laughed when I proposed going into a cafe, for there was not such a thing
in the town.  There were only taverns of the lowest class where the wine
is not fit to drink.  I could scarcely believe it, but Spain is a
peculiar country.  When I was at Valentia, a good bottle of wine was
scarcely obtainable, though Malaga and Alicante were both close at hand.

In the first three days of my stay at Valentia (the birthplace of
Alexander VI.), I saw all the objects of interest in the town, and was
confirmed in my idea that what seems so admirable in the descriptions of
writers and the pictures of artists loses much of its charm on actual
inspection.

Though Valentia is blessed with an excellent climate, though it is well
watered, situated in the midst of a beautiful country, fertile in all the
choicest products of nature, though it is the residence of many of the
most distinguished of the Spanish nobility, though its women are the most
handsome in Spain, though it has the advantage of being the seat of an
archbishop; in spite of all these commodities, it is a most disagreeable
town to live in.  One is ill lodged and ill fed, there is no good wine
and no good company, there is not even any intellectual provision, for
though there is a university, lettered men are absolutely unknown.

As for the bridges, churches, the arsenal, the exchange, the town hall,
the twelve town gates, and the rest, I could not take pleasure in a town
where the streets are not paved, and where a public promenade is
conspicuous by its absence.  Outside the town the country is delightful,
especially on the side towards the sea; but the outside is not the
inside.

The feature which pleased me most was the number of small one-horse
vehicles which transport the traveller rapidly from one point to another,
at a very slight expense, and will even undertake a two or three days'
journey.

If my frame of mind had been a more pleasant one, I should have travelled
through the kingdoms of Murcia and Grenada, which surpass Italy in beauty
and fertility.

Poor Spaniards!  This beauty and fertility of your land are the cause of
your ignorance, as the mines of Peru and Potosi have brought about that
foolish pride and all the prejudices which degrade you.

Spaniards, when will the impulse come? when will you shake off that fatal
lethargy?  Now you are truly useless to yourselves, and the rest of the
world; what is it you need?

A furious revolution, a terrible shock, a conquest of regeneration; your
case is past gentle methods, it needs the cautery and the fire.

The first call I paid was on Donna Pelliccia.  The first performance was
to be given in two days.  This was not a matter of any difficulty, as the
same operas were to be presented as had been already played at Aranjuez,
the Escurial, and the Granja, for the Count of Aranda would never have
dared to sanction the performance of an Italian comic opera at Madrid.
The novelty would have been too great, and the Inquisition would have
interfered.

The balls were a considerable shock, and two years after they were
suppressed.  Spain will never make any real advance, until the
Inquisition is suppressed also.

As soon as Donna Pelliccia arrived, she sent in the letter of
introduction she had received from the Duke of Arcos, three months
before.  She had not seen the duke since their meeting at Aranjuez.

Madam," said Don Diego, the person to whom she was commended, "I have
come to offer you my services, and to tell you of the orders his grace
has laid on me, of which you may possibly be ignorant."

"I hope, sir," she replied, "that I am not putting you to any
inconvenience, but I am extremely grateful to the duke and to yourself;
and I shall have the honour of calling on you to give you my thanks."

"Not at all; I have only to say that I have orders to furnish you with
any sums you may require, to the amount of twenty-five thousand
doubloons."

"Twenty-five thousand doubloons?"

"Exactly, madam, two hundred and fifty thousand francs in French money,
and no more.  Kindly read his grace's letter; you do not seem to be aware
of its contents."

The letter was a brief one:

"Don Diego,--You will furnish Donna Pelliccia with whatever sums she may
require, not exceeding twenty-five thousand doubloons, at my account.

"THE DUKE DOS ARCOS"


We remained in a state of perfect stupefaction.  Donna Pelliccia returned
the epistle to the banker, who bowed and took his leave.

This sounds almost incredible generosity, but in Spain such things are
not uncommon.  I have already mentioned the munificent gift of Medina-
Celi to Madame Pichona.

Those who are unacquainted with the peculiar Spanish character and the
vast riches of some of the nobility, may pronounce such acts of
generosity to be ridiculous and positively injurious, but they make a
mistake.  The spendthrift gives and squanders by a kind of instinct, and
so he will continue to do as long as his means remain.  But these
splendid gifts I have described do not come under the category of
senseless prodigality.  The Spaniard is chiefly ambitious of praise, for
praise he will do anything; but this very desire for admiration serves to
restrain him from actions by which he would incur blame.  He wants to be
thought superior to his fellows, as the Spanish nation is superior to all
other nations; he wants to be thought worthy of a throne, and to be
considered as the possessor of all the virtues.

I may also note that while some of the Spanish nobility are as rich as
the English lords, the former have not so many ways of spending their
money as the latter, and thus are enabled to be heroically generous on
occasion.

As soon as Don Diego had gone, we began to discuss the duke's noble
behaviour.

Donna Pelliccia maintained that the duke had wished to shew his
confidence in her by doing her the honour of supposing her incapable of
abusing his generosity; "at all events," she concluded, "I would rather
die of hunger than take a single doubloon of Don Diego."

"The duke would be offended," said a violinist; "I think you ought to
take something."

"You must take it all," said the husband.

I was of the lady's opinion, and told her that I was sure the duke would
reward her delicacy by making her fortune.

She followed my advice and her own impulse, though the banker
remonstrated with her.

Such is the perversity of the human mind that no one believed in Donna
Pelliccia's delicacy.  When the king heard what had happened he ordered
the worthy actress to leave Madrid, to prevent the duke ruining himself.

Such is often the reward of virtue here below, but the malicious persons
who had tried to injure Donna Pelliccia by calumniating her to the king
were the means of making her fortune.

The duke who had only spoken once or twice to the actress in public, and
had never spent a penny on her, took the king's command as an insult, and
one not to be borne.  He was too proud to solicit the king to revoke the
order he had given, and in the end behaved in a way befitting so noble-
minded a man.  For the first time he visited Donna Pelliccia at her own
house, and begging her to forgive him for having been the innocent cause
of her disgrace, asked her to accept a rouleau and a letter which he laid
on the table.

The rouleau contained a hundred gold ounces with the words "for
travelling expenses," and the letter was addressed to a Roman bank, and
proved to be an order for twenty-four thousand Roman crowns.

For twenty-nine years this worthy woman kept an establishment at Rome,
and did so in a manner which proved her worthy of her good fortune.

The day after Donna Pelliccia's departure the king saw the Duke of Arcos,
and told him not to be sad, but to forget the woman, who had been sent
away for his own good.

"By sending her away, your majesty obliged me to turn fiction into fact,
for I only knew her by speaking to her in various public places, and I
had never made her the smallest present."

"Then you never gave her twenty-five thousand doubloons?"

"Sire, I gave her double that sum, but only on the day before yesterday.
Your majesty has absolute power, but if she had not received her
dismissal I should never have gone to her house, nor should I have given
her the smallest present."

The king was stupefied and silent; he was probably meditating on the
amount of credit a monarch should give to the gossip that his courtiers
bring him.

I heard about this from M. Monnino, who was afterwards known under the
title of Castille de Florida Blanca, and is now living in exile in
Murcia, his native country.

After Marescalchi had gone, and I was making my preparations for my
journey to Barcelona, I saw one day, at the bull fight, a woman whose
appearance had a strange kind of fascination about it.

There was a knight of Alcantara at my side, and I asked him who the lady
was.

"She is the famous Nina."

"How famous?"

"If you do not know her story, it is too long to be told here."

I could not help gazing at her, and two minutes later an ill-looking
fellow beside her came up to my companion and whispered something in his
ear.

The knight turned towards me and informed me in the most polite manner
that the lady whose name I had asked desired to know mine.

I was silly enough to be flattered by her curiosity, and told the
messenger that if the lady would allow me I would come to her box and
tell her my name in person after the performance.

"From your accent I should suppose you were an Italian."

"I am a Venetian."

"So is she."

When he had gone away my neighbour seemed inclined to be more
communicative, and informed me that Nina was a dancer whom the Count de
Ricla, the Viceroy of Barcelona, was keeping for some weeks at Valentia,
till he could get her back to Barcelona, whence the bishop of the diocese
had expelled her on account of the scandals to which she gave rise.  "The
count," he added, "is madly in love with her, and allows her fifty
doubloons a day."

"I should hope she does not spend them."

"She can't do that, but she does not let a day pass without committing
some expensive act of folly."

I felt curious to know a woman of such a peculiar character, and longed
for the end of the bull fight, little thinking in what trouble this new
acquaintance would involve me.

She received me with great politeness, and as she got into her carriage
drawn by six mules, she said she would be delighted if I would breakfast
with her at nine o'clock on the following day.

I promised to come, and I kept my word.

Her house was just outside the town walls, and was a very large building.
It was richly and tastefully furnished, and was surrounded by an enormous
garden.

The first thing that struck me was the number of the lackeys and the
richness of their liveries, and the maids in elegant attire, who seemed
to be going and coming in all directions.

As I advanced I heard an imperious voice scolding some one.

The scold was Nina, who was abusing an astonished-looking man, who was
standing by a large table covered with stuffs and laces.

"Excuse me," said she, "but this fool of a Spaniard wants to persuade me
that this lace is really handsome."

She asked me what I thought of the lace, and though I privately thought
it lace of the finest quality, I did not care to contradict her, and so
replied that I was no judge.

"Madam," said the tradesman, "if you do not like the lace, leave it; will
you keep the stuffs?"

"Yes," she replied; "and as for the lace, I will shew you that it is not
the money that deters me."

So saying the mad girl took up a pair of scissors and cut the lace into
fragments.

"What a pity!" said the man who had spoken to me at the bull fight.
"People will say that you have gone off your head."

"Be silent, you pimping rogue!" said she, enforcing her words with a
sturdy box on the ear.

The fellow went off, calling her strumpet, which only made her scream
with laughter; then, turning to the Spaniard, she told him to make out
his account directly.

The man did not want telling twice, and avenged himself for the abuse he
had received by the inordinate length of his bill.

She took up the account and placed her initials at the bottom without
deigning to look at the items, and said,--

"Go to Don Diego Valencia; he will pay you immediately."

As soon as we were alone the chocolate was served, and she sent a message
to the fellow whose ears she had boxed to come to breakfast directly.

"You needn't be surprised at my way of treating him," she said.  "He's a
rascal whom Ricla has placed in my house to spy out my actions, and I
treat him as you have seen, so that he may have plenty of news to write
to his master."

I thought I must be dreaming; such a woman seemed to me beyond the limits
of the possible.

The poor wretch, who came from Bologna and was a musician by profession,
came and sat down with us without a word.  His name was Molinari.

As soon as he had finished his breakfast he left the room, and Nina spent
an hour with me talking about Spain, Italy, and Portugal, where she had
married a dancer named Bergonzi.

"My father," she said, "was the famous charlatan Pelandi; you may have
known him at Venice."

After this piece of confidence (and she did not seem at all ashamed of
her parentage) she asked me to sup with her, supper being her favourite
meal.  I promised to come, and I left her to reflect on the extraordinary
character of the woman, and on the good fortune which she so abused.

Nina was wonderfully beautiful; but as it has always been my opinion that
mere beauty does not go for much, I could not understand how a viceroy
could have fallen in love with her to such an extent.  As for Molinari,
after which I had seen, I could only set him down as an infamous wretch.

I went to supper with her for amusement's sake, for, with all her beauty,
she had not touched my heart in the slightest degree.  It was at the
beginning of October, but at Valentia the thermometer marked twenty
degrees Reaumur in the shade.

Nina was walking in the garden with her companion, both of them being
very lightly clad; indeed, Nina had only her chemise and a light
petticoat.

As soon as she saw me she came up and begged me to follow their example
in the way of attire, but I begged to be excused.  The presence of that
hateful fellow revolted me in the highest degree.

In the interval before supper Nina entertained me with a number of
lascivious anecdotes of her experiences from the time she began her
present mode of living up to the age of twenty-two, which was her age
then.

If it had not been for the presence of the disgusting Argus, no doubt all
these stories would have produced their natural effect on me; but as it
was they had none whatever.

We had a delicate supper and ate with appetite, and after it was over I
would have gladly left them; but Nina would not let me go.  The wine had
taken effect, and she wished to have a little amusement.

After all the servants had been dismissed, this Messalina ordered
Molinari to strip naked, and she then began to treat him in a manner
which I cannot describe without disgust.

The rascal was young and strong, and, though he was drunk, Nina's
treatment soon placed him in a hearty condition.  I could see that she
wished me to play my part in the revels, but my disgust had utterly
deprived me of all my amorous faculties.

Nina, too, had undressed, and seeing that I viewed the orgy coldly she
proceeded to satiate her desires by means of Molinari.

I had to bear with the sight of this beautiful woman coupling herself
with an animal, whose only merit lay in his virile monstrosity, which she
no doubt regarded as a beauty.

When she had exhausted her amorous fury she threw herself into a bath,
then came back, drank a bottle of Malmsey Madeira, and finally made her
brutal lover drink till he fell on to the floor.

I fled into the next room, not being able to bear it any longer, but she
followed me.  She was still naked, and seating herself beside me on an
ottoman she asked me how I had enjoyed the spectacle.

I told her boldy that the disgust with which her wretched companion had
inspired me was so great that it had utterly annulled the effect of her
charms.

"That may be so, but now he is not here, and yet you do nothing.  One
would not think it, to look at you."

"You are right, for I have my feelings like any other man, but he has
disgusted me too much.  Wait till tomorrow, and let me not see that
monster so unworthy of enjoying you."

"He does not enjoy me.  If I thought he did I would rather die than let
him have to do with me, for I detest him."

"What! you do not love him, and yet you make use of him in the way you
do?"

"Yes, just as I might use a mechanical instrument."

In this woman I saw an instance of the depths of degradation to which
human nature may be brought.

She asked me to sup with her on the following day, telling me that we
would be alone, as Molinari would be ill.

"He will have got over the effects of the wine."

"I tell you he will be ill.  Come to-morrow, and come every evening."

"I am going the day after to-morrow."

"You will not go for a week, and then we will go together."

"That's impossible."

"If you go you will insult me beyond bearing."

I went home with my mind made up to depart without having anything more
to do with her; and though I was far from inexperienced in wickedness of
all kinds, I could not help feeling astonished at the unblushing
frankness of this Megaera, who had told me what I already knew, but in
words that I had never heard a woman use before.

"I only use him to satisfy my desires, and because I am certain that he
does not love me; if I thought he did I would rather die than allow him
to do anything with me, for I detest him."

The next day I went to her at seven o'clock in the evening.  She received
me with an air of feigned melancholy, saying,--

"Alas! we shall have to sup alone; Molinari has got the colic."

"You said he would be ill; have you poisoned him?"

"I am quite capable of doing so, but I hope I never shall."

"But you have given him something?"

"Only what he likes himself; but we will talk of that again.  Let us sup
and play till to-morrow, and tomorrow evening we will begin again."

"I am going away at seven o'clock to-morrow."

"No, no, you are not; and your coachman will have no cause for complaint,
for he has been paid; here is the receipt."

These remarks, delivered with an air of amorous despotism, flattered my
vanity.  I made up my mind to submit gaily, called her wanton, and said I
was not worth the pains she was taking over me.

"What astonishes me," said I, "is that with this fine house you do not
care to entertain company."

"Everybody is afraid to come; they fear Ricla's jealousy, for it is well
known that that animal who is now suffering from the colic tells him
everything I do.  He swears that it is not so, but I know him to be a
liar.  Indeed, I am very glad he does write to Ricla, and only wish he
had something of real importance to write about."

"He will tell him that I have supped alone with you."

"All the better; are you afraid?"

"No; but I think you ought to tell me if I have anything really to fear."

"Nothing at all; it will fall on me."

"But I should not like to involve you in a dispute which might be
prejudicial to your interests."

"Not at all; the more I provoke him, the better he loves me, and I will
make him pay dearly when he asks me to make it up."

"Then you don't love him?"

"Yes, to ruin him; but he is so rich that there doesn't seem much hope of
my ever doing that."

Before me I saw a woman as beautiful as Venus and as degraded as Lucifer;
a woman most surely born to be the ruin of anyone who had the misfortune
to fall in love with her.  I had known women of similar character, but
never one so dangerous as she.

I determined to make some money out of her if I could.

She called for cards, and asked me to play with her at a game called
primiera.  It is a game of chance, but of so complicated a nature that
the best player always wins.  In a quarter of an hour I found that I was
the better player, but she had such luck that at the end of the game I
had lost twenty pistoles, which I paid on the spot.  She took the money,
promising to give me my revenge.

We had supper, and then we committed all the wantonness she wished and I
was capable of performing, for with me the age of miracles was past.

The next day I called to see her earlier in the evening.  We played
again; and she lost, and went on losing evening after evening, till I had
won a matter of two or three hundred doubloons, no unwelcome addition to
my somewhat depleted purse.

The spy recovered from his colic and supped with us every evening, but
his presence no longer interfered with my pleasure since Nina had ceased
to prostitute herself to him in my presence.  She did the opposite;
giving herself to me, and telling him to write to the Comte de Ricla
whatever he liked.

The count wrote her a letter which she gave me to read.  The poor love-
sick viceroy informed her that she might safely return to Barcelona, as
the bishop had received an order from the Court to regard her as merely
au actress, whose stay in his diocese would only be temporary; she would
thus be allowed to live there in peace so long as she abstained from
giving cause for scandal.  She told me that whilst she was at Barcelona I
could only see her after ten o'clock at night, when the count always left
her.  She assured me that I should run no risk whatever.

Possibly I should not have stayed at Barcelona at all if Nina had not
told me that she would always be ready to lend me as much money as I
wanted.

She asked me to leave Valentia a day before her, and to await her at
Tarragona.  I did so, and spent a very pleasant day in that town, which
abounds in remains of antiquity.

I ordered a choice supper according to her instructions, and took care
that she should have a separate bedroom so as to avoid any scandal.

She started in the morning begging me to wait till the evening, and to
travel by night so as to reach Barcelona by day-time.  She told me to put
up at the "Santa Maria," and not to call till I had heard from her.

I followed all the directions given me by this curious woman, and found
myself comfortably lodged at Barcelona.  My landlord was a Swiss who told
me in confidence that he had received instructions to treat me well, and
that I had only to ask for what I wanted.

We shall see soon what was the result of all this.




CHAPTER VIII

My Imprudence--Passano--I Am Imprisoned--My Departure from Barcelona--
Madame Castelbajac at Montpellier--Nimes--I Arrive at Aix


Although my Swiss landlord seemed an honest and trustworthy kind of man,
I could not help thinking that Nina had acted very imprudently in
commending me to him.  She was the viceroy's mistress; and though the
viceroy might be a very agreeable man, he was a Spaniard, and not likely
to be easy-going in his love affairs.  Nina herself had told me that he
was ardent, jealous, and suspicious.  But the mischief was done, and
there was no help for it.

When I got up my landlord brought me a valet de place, for whose
character he said he could answer, and he then sent up an excellent
dinner.  I had slept till three o'clock in the afternoon.

After dinner I summoned my host, and asked him whether Nina had told him
to get me a servant.  He answered in the affirmative, and added that a
carriage was awaiting my commands at the door; it had been taken by the
week.

"I am astonished to hear it, for no one but myself can say what I can
afford or not."

"Sir, everything is paid for."

"Paid for!  I will not have it!"

"You can settle that with her, but I shall certainly take no payment."

I saw dangers ahead, but as I have never cared to cherish forbodings I
dismissed the idea.

I had a letter of introduction from the Marquis de las Moras to Don
Miguel de Cevallos, and another from Colonel Royas to Don Diego de la
Secada.  I took my letters, and the next day Don Diego came to see me,
and took me to the Comte de Peralda.  The day after Don Miguel introduced
me to the Comte de Ricla, Viceroy of Catalonia, and the lover of Nina.

The Comte de Peralada was a young man with a pleasant face but with an
ill-proportioned body.  He was a great debauchee and lover of bad
company, an enemy of religion, morality, and law.  He was directly
descended from the Comte de Peralada, who served Philip II. so well that
this king declared him "count by the grace of God."  The original patent
of nobility was the first thing I saw in his antechamber, where it was
framed and glazed so that all visitors might see it in the quarter of an
hour they were kept waiting.

The count received me with an easy and cordiale manner, which seemed to
say that he renounced all the dignities of his rank.  He thanked Don
Diego for introducing me, and talked a good deal about Colonel Royas.  He
asked me if I had seen the English girl he was keeping at Saragossa, and
on my replying in the affirmative, he told me in a whisper that he had
slept with her.

He took me to his stables, where he had some splendid horses, and then
asked me to dine with him the next day.

The viceroy received me in a very different manner; he stood up so that
he might not have to offer me a chair, and though I spoke Italian, with
which language I knew him to be well acquainted, he answered me in
Spanish, styling me 'ussia' (a contraction of 'vuestra senoria', your
lordship, and used by everyone in Spain), while I gave him his proper
title of excellence.

He talked a good deal about Madrid, and complained that M. de Mocenigo
had gone to Paris by Bayonne instead of Barcelona, as he had promised
him.

I tried to excuse my ambassador by saying that by taking the other route
he had saved fifty leagues of his journey, but the viceroy replied that
'tenir la palabra' (keeping to one's words) comes before all else.

He asked me if I thought of staying long at Barcelona, and seemed
surprised when I told him that, with his leave, I hoped to make a long
stay.

"I hope you will enjoy yourself," he said, "but I must warn you that if
you indulge in the pleasures which my nephew Peralada will doubtless
offer you, you will not enjoy a very good reputation at Barcelona."

As the Comte de Ricla made this observation in public, I thought myself
justified in communicating it to Peralada himself.  He was delighted, and
told me, with evident vanity, that he had gone to Madrid three times, and
had been ordered to return to Catalonia on each occasion.

I thought my best plan would be to follow the viceroy's indirect advice,
so I refused to join in any of the little parties of pleasure which
Peralada proposed.

On the fifth day after my arrival, an officer came to ask me to dinner at
the viceroy's.  I accepted the invitation with much pleasure, for I had
been afraid of the viceroy's having heard of my relations with Nina, and
thought it possible that he might have taken a dislike to me.  He was
very pleasant to me at dinner, often addressing his observations to me,
but always in a tone of great gravity.

I had been in Barcelona for a week, and was beginning to wonder why I had
not heard from Nina; but one evening she wrote me a note, begging me to
come on foot and alone to her house at ten o'clock the same night.

If I had been wise I should not have gone, for I was not in love with the
woman, and should have remembered the respect due to the viceroy; but I
was devoid of all wisdom and prudence.  All the misfortunes I have
experienced in my long life never taught me those two most necessary
virtues.

At the hour she had named I called on her, wearing my great coat, and
with a sword for my only weapon.  I found Nina with her sister, a woman
of thirty-six or thereabouts, who was married to an Italian dancer,
nicknamed Schizza, because he had a flatter nose than any Tartar.

Nina had just been supping with her lover, who had left her at ten
o'clock, according to his invariable custom.

She said she was delighted to hear I had been to dinner with him, as she
had herself spoken to him in my praise, saying how admirably I had kept
her company at Valentia.

"I am glad to hear it, but I do not think you are wise in inviting me to
your house at such late hours."

"I only do so to avoid scandal amongst my neighbours."

"In my opinion my coming so late is only likely to increase the
probability of scandal, and to make your viceroy jealous."

"He will never hear of your coming."

"I think you are mistaken."

I went away at midnight, after a conversation of the most decent
character.  Her sister did not leave us for a moment, and Nina gave her
no cause to suspect the intimacy of our relations.

I went to see her every evening, without encroaching on the count's
preserves.  I thought myself secure, but the following warning should
have made me desist if I had not been carried away by the forces of
destiny and obstinacy in combination.

An officer in the Walloon Guards accosted me one day as I was walking by
myself just outside the town.  He begged me in the most polite manner to
excuse him if he spoke on a matter which was indifferent to him but of
great consequence to me.

"Speak, sir," I replied, "I will take whatever you say in good part."

"Very good.  You are a stranger, sir, and may not be acquainted with our
Spanish manners, consequently you are unaware of the great risk you run
in going to see Nina every evening after the count has left her."

"What risk do I run?  I have no doubt that the count knows all about it
and does not object."

"I have no doubt as to his knowing it, and he may possibly pretend to
know nothing before her, as he fears as well as loves her; but if she
tells you that he does not object, she either deceives herself or you.
He cannot love her without being jealous, and a jealous Spaniard .  .  .

"Follow my advice, sir, and forgive my freedom."

"I am sincerely obliged to you for your kind interest in me, but I cannot
follow your advice, as by doing so I should be wanting in politeness to
Nina, who likes to see me and gives me a warm welcome.  I shall continue
to visit her till she orders me not to do so, or till the count signifies
to me his displeasure at my visits to his mistress."

"The count will never do such a thing; he is too careful of his dignity."

The worthy officer then narrated to me all the acts of injustice which
Ricla had committed since he had fallen in love with this woman.  He had
dismissed gentlemen from his service on the mere suspicion that they were
in love with her; some had been exiled, and others imprisoned on one
frivolous pretext or another.  Before he had known Nina he had been a
pattern of wisdom, justice, and virtue, and now he had become unjust,
cruel, blindly passionate, and in every way a scandal to the high
position he occupied.

All this should have influenced me, but it had not the slightest effect.
I told him for politeness' sake that I would endeavour to part from her
by degrees, but I had no intention of doing so.

When I asked him how he knew that I visited Nina, he laughed and said it
was a common topic of conversation all over the town.

The same evening I called on her without mentioning my conversation with
the officer.  There would have been some excuse for me if I had been in
love with her, but as it was .  .  .  I acted like a madman.

On the 14th of November I went to see her at the usual time.  I found her
with a man who was shewing her miniatures.  I looked at him and found
that he was the scoundrel Passano, or Pogomas.

My blood boiled; I took Nina's hand and led her into a neighbouring room,
and told her to dismiss the rogue at once, or I would go to return no
more.

"He's a painter."

"I am well acquainted with his history, and will tell you all about it
presently; but send him away, or I shall go."

She called her sister, and told her to order the Genoese to leave the
house and never to enter it again.

The thing was 'done in a moment, but the sister told us that as he went
out he had said,--

"Se ne pentira" ("He shall be sorry for it").

I occupied an hour in relating some of the injuries I had received from
this scoundrelly fellow.

The next day (November 15th), I went to Nina at the usual time, and after
spending two hours in pleasant converse with her and her sister I went
out as the clocks were striking midnight.

The door of the house was under an arcade, which extended to the end of
the street.  It was a dark night; and I had scarcely gone twenty-five
paces when two men suddenly rushed at me.

I stepped back, drawing my sword, and exclaiming, "Assassins!" and then
with a rapid movement, I thrust my blade into the body of the nearest
assailant.  I then left the arcade, and began to run down the street.
The second assassin fired a pistol at me, but it fortunately missed me.
I fell down and dropped my hat in my rapid flight, and got up and
continued my course without troubling to pick it up.  I did not know
whether I was wounded or not, but at last I got to my inn, and laid down
the bloody sword on the counter, under the landlord's nose.  I was quite
out of breath.

I told the landlord what had happened, and on taking off my great coat, I
found it to be pierced in two places just below the armpit.

"I am going to bed," I said to the landlord, "and I leave my great coat
and the sword in your charge.  Tomorrow morning I shall ask you to come
with me before the magistrate to denounce this act of assassination, for
if the man was killed it must be shewn that I only slew him to save my
own life."

"I think your best plan would be to fly Barcelona immediately."

"Then you think I have not told you the strict truth?"

"I am sure you have; but I know whence the blow comes, and God knows what
will befall you!"

"Nothing at all; but if I fly I shall be accounted guilty.  Take care of
the sword; they tried to assassinate me, but I think the assassins got
the worst of it."

I went to bed somewhat perturbed, but I had the consoling thought that if
I had killed a man I had done so to self-defence; my conscience was quite
clear.

At seven o'clock the next morning I heard a knocking at my door.  I
opened it, and saw my landlord, accompanied by an officer, who told me to
give him all my papers, to dress, and to follow him, adding that he
should be compelled to use force in case of resistance.

"I have no intention of resisting," I replied.  "By whose authority do
you ask me for my papers?"

"By the authority of the governor.  They will be returned to you if
nothing suspicious is found amongst them."

"Where are you going to take me?"

"To the citadel."

I opened my trunk, took out my linen and my clothes, which I gave to my
landlord, and I saw the officer's astonishment at seeing my trunk half
filled with papers.

"These are all the papers I have," I said.  I locked the box and gave the
officer the key.

"I advise you, sir," he said, "to put all necessary articles into a
portmanteau."  He then ordered the landlord to send me a bed, and finally
asked me if I had any papers in my pockets.

"Only my passports."

"That's exactly what we want," he rejoined, with a grim smile.

"My passports are sacred; I will never give them to anyone but the
governor-general.  Reverence your king; here is his passport, here is
that of the Count of Aranda, and here the passport of the Venetian
ambassador.  You will have to bind me hand and foot before you get them."

"Be more moderate, sir.  In giving them to me it is just as if you gave
them to the viceroy.  If you resist I will not bind you hand and foot,
but I shall take you before the viceroy, and then you will be forced to
give them up in public.  Give them to me with a good grace, and you shall
have an acknowledgement."

The worthy landlord told me I should be wiser to give in, so I let myself
be persuaded.  The officer gave me a full quittance, which I put in my
pocketbook (this he let me keep out of his kindness), and then I followed
him.  He had six constables with him, but they kept a good distance away.
Comparing this with the circumstances of my arrest at Madrid, I thought
myself well treated.

Before we left the inn the officer told me that I might order what meals
I pleased, and I asked the landlord to let me have my dinner and supper
as usual.

On the way I told him of my adventure of the night before; he listened
attentively but made no comments.

When we reached the citadel I was delivered to the officer of the guard,
who gave me a room on the first floor.  It was bare of furniture, but the
windows looked on to a square and had no iron bars.

I had scarcely been there ten minutes when my carpet bag and an excellent
bed were brought in.

As soon as I was alone I began to think over the situation.  I finished
where I ought to have begun.

"What can this imprisonment have to do with my last night's adventure?" I
reflected.

I could not make out the connection.

"They are bent on examining my papers; they must think I have been
tampering in some political or religious intrigue; but my mind is quite
at ease on that score.  I am well lodged at present, and no doubt shall
be set free after my papers have been examined; they can find nothing
against me there.

"The affair of my attempted assassination will, no doubt, be considered
separately.

"Even if the rascal is dead, I do not see what they can do to me.

"On the other hand, my landlord's advice to fly from Barcelona looks
ominous; what if the assassins received their orders from some person
high in authority?

"It is possible that Ricla may have vowed my ruin, but it does not seem
probable to me.

"Would it have been wise to follow the landlord's advice?

"Possibly, but I do not think so; my honour would have suffered, and I
might have been caught and laid up in some horrid dungeon, whereas for a
prison I am comfortable enough here.

"In three or four days the examination of my papers will have been
completed, and as there is nothing in them likely to be offensive to the
powers that be, they will be returned to me with my liberty, which will
taste all the sweeter for this short deprivation.

"As for my passports they all speak in my favour.

"I cannot think that the all-powerful hand of the viceroy could have
directed the assassin's sword; it would be a dishonour to him, and if it
were so, he would not be treating me so kindly now.  If it were his
doing, he must have heard directly that the blow had failed, and in that
case I do not think he would have arrested me this morning.

"Shall I write to Nina?  Will writing be allowed here?"

As I was puzzling my brains with these reflections, stretched on my bed
(for I had no chair), I heard some disturbance, and on opening my window
I saw, to my great astonishment, Passano being brought into the prison by
a corporal and two soldiers.  As he was going in, the rascal looked up
and saw me, and began to laugh.

"Alas!" I said to myself, "here is fresh food for conjecture.  The fellow
told Nina's sister that I should be sorry for what I had done.  He must
have directed some fearful calumny against me, and they are imprisoning
him so as to be sure of his evidence."

On reflection, I was well pleased at the turn affairs had taken.

An excellent dinner was set before me, but I had no chair or table.  The
deficiency was remedied by the soldier who was in charge of me for the
consideration of a duro.

Prisoners were not allowed to have pen and ink without special
permission; but paper and pencils were not included under this
regulation, so my guard got them for me, together with candles and
candlesticks, and I proceeded to kill time by making geometrical
calculations.  I made the obliging soldier sup with me, and he promised
to commend me to one of his comrades who would serve me well.  The guard
was relieved at eleven.

On the fourth day the officer of the guard came to me with a distressed
look, and told me that he had the disagreeable duty of giving me some
very bad news.

"What is that, sir?"

"I have received orders to transfer you to the bottom of the tower."

"To transfer me?"

"Yes."

"Then they must have discovered in me a criminal of the deepest dye!  Let
us go at once."

I found myself in a kind of round cellar, paved with large flagstones,
and lighted by five or six narrow slits in the walls.  The officer told
me I must order what food  required to be brought once a day, as no one
was allowed to come into the 'calabozo', or dungeon, by night.

"How about lights?"

"You may lave one lamp always burning, and that will be enough, as books
are not allowed.  When your dinner is brought, the officer on duty will
open the pies and the poultry to see that they do not contain any
documents; for here no letters are allowed to come in or go out."

"Have these orders been given for my especial benefit?"

"No, sir; it is the ordinary rule.  You will be able to converse with the
sentinel."

"The door will be open, then?"

"Not at all."

"How about the cleanliness of my cell?"

"A soldier will accompany the officer in charge of your dinner, and he
will attend to your wants for a trifle."

"May I amuse myself by making architectural plans with the pencil?"

"As much as you like."

"Then will you be good enough to order some paper to be bought for me?"

"With pleasure."

The officer seemed to pity me as he left me, and bolted and barred the
heavy door behind which I saw a man standing sentry with his bayonet
fixed.  The door was fitted with a small iron grating.

When I got my paper and my dinner at noonday the officer cut open a fowl,
and plunged a fork in the other dishes so as to make sure that there were
no papers at the bottom.

My dinner would have sufficed for six people.  I told the officer that I
should be much honoured by his dining with me, but he replied that it was
strictly forbidden.  He gave me the same answer when I asked if I might
have the newspapers.

It was a festival time for the sentinels, as I shared my meals and my
good wine with them; and consequently these poor fellows were firmly
attached to me.

I was curious to know who was paying for my good cheer, but there was no
chance of my finding out, for the waiter from the inn was never allowed
to approach my cell.

In this dungeon, where I was imprisoned for forty-two days, I wrote in
pencil and without other reference than my memory, my refutation of
Amelot de la Houssaye's "History of the Venetian Government."

I was most heartily amused during my imprisonment, and in the following
manner:

While I was at Warsaw an Italian named Tadini came to Warsaw.  He had an
introduction to Tomatis who commended him to me.  He called himself an
oculist.  Tomatis used to give him a dinner now and again, but not being
well off in those days I could only give him good words and a cup of
coffee when he chanced to come about my breakfast-time.

Tadini talked to everybody about the operations he had performed, and
condemned an oculist who had been at Warsaw for twenty years, saying that
he did not understand how to extract a cataract, while the other oculist
said that Tadini was a charlatan who did not know how the eye was made.

Tadini begged me to speak in his favour to a lady who had had a cataract
removed by the Warsaw oculist, only to return again a short time after
the operation.

The lady was blind of the one eye, but she could see with the other, and
I told Tadini that I did not care to meddle with such a delicate matter.

"I have spoken to the lady," said Tadini, "and I have mentioned your name
as a person who will answer for me."

"You have done wrong; in such a matter I would not stand surety for the
most learned of men, and I know nothing about your learning."

"But you know I am an oculist."

"I know you were introduced to me as such, but that's all.  As a
professional man, you should not need anyone's commendation, you should
be able to say, 'Operibus credite'.  That should be your motto."

Tadini was vexed with my incredulity, and shewed me a number of
testimonials, which I might possibly have read, if the first which met my
eye had not been from a lady who protested to all and singular that
M. Tadini had cured her of amaurosis.  At this I laughed in his face and
told him to leave me alone.

A few days after I found myself dining with him at the house of the lady
with the cataract.  She had almost made up her mind to submit to the
operation, but as the rascal had mentioned my name, she wanted me to be
present at a dispute between Tadini and the other oculist who came in
with the dessert.

I disposed myself to listen to the arguments of the two rival professors
with considerable pleasure.  The Warsaw oculist was a German, but spoke
French very well; however, he attacked Tadini in Latin.  The Italian
checked him by saying that their discourse must be conducted in a
language intelligible to the lady, and I agreed with him.  It was plain
that Tadini did not know a word of Latin.

The German oculist began by admitting that after the operation for
cataract there was no chance of the disease returning, but that there was
a considerable risk of the crystalline humour evaporating, and the
patient being left in a state of total blindness.

Tadini, instead of denying this statement (which was inaccurate), had the
folly to take a little box out of his pocket.  It contained a number of
minute round crystals.

"What's that?" said the old professor.

"A substance which I can place in the cornea to supply the loss of the
crystalline matter."

The German went off into a roar of laughter so long and loud that the
lady could not help laughing.  I should have liked to join them, but I
was ashamed to be thought the patron of this ignorant fellow, so I
preserved a gloomy silence.

Tadini no doubt interpreted my silence as a mark of disapproval of the
German's laughter, and thought to better matters by asking me to give my
opinion.

"As you want to hear it," said I, "here it is."

"There's a great difference between a tooth and the crystalline humour;
and though you may have succeeded in putting an artificial tooth into a
gum, this treatment will not do with the eye."

"Sir, I am not a dentist."

"No, nor an oculist either."

At this the ignorant rascal got up and left the room, and it was
decidedly the best thing he could do.

We laughed over this new treatment, and the lady promised to have nothing
more to do with him.  The professor was not content to despise his
opponent in silence.  He had him cited before the Faculty of Medicine to
be examined on his knowledge of the eye, and procured the insertion of a
satiric article in the news on the new operation for replacing the
crystalline humour, alluding to the wonderful artist then in Warsaw who
could perform this operation as easily as a dentist could put in a false
tooth.

This made Tadini furious, and he set upon the old professor in the street
and forced him to the refuge in a house.

After this he no doubt left the town on foot, for he was seen no more.
Now the reader is in a position to understand my surprise and amusement,
when, one day as I peered through the grating in my dungeon, I saw the
oculist Tadini standing over me with gun in hand.  But he at all events
evinced no amusement whatever, while I roared and roared again with
laughter for the two hours his duty lasted.

I gave him a good meal and a sufficiency of my excellent wine, and at the
end a crown, promising that he should have the same treatment every time
he returned to the post.  But I only saw him four times, as the guard at
my cell was a position eagerly coveted and intrigued for by the other
soldiers.

He amused me by the story of his misadventures since he had left Warsaw.
He had travelled far and wide without making a fortune, and at last
arrived in Barcelona, where he failed to meet with any courtesy or
consideration.  He had no introduction, no diploma; he had refused to
submit to an examination in the Latin tongue, because (as he said) there
was no connection between the learned languages and the diseases of the
eye; and the result was that, instead of the common fate of being ordered
to leave the country, he was made into a soldier.  He told me in
confidence that he intended to desert, but he said he should take care to
avoid the galleys.

"What have you done with your crystals?"

"I have renounced them since I left Warsaw, though I am sure they would
succeed."

I never heard of him again.

On December 28th, six weeks after my arrest, the officer of the guard
came to my cell and told me to dress and follow him.

"Where are we going?"

"I am about to deliver you to an officer of the viceroy, who is waiting."

I dressed hastily, and after placing all my belongings in a portmanteau I
followed him.  We went to the guardroom, and there I was placed under the
charge of the officer who had arrested me, who took me to the palace.
There a Government official shewed me my trunk, telling me that I should
find all my papers intact; and he then returned me my three passports,
with the remark that they were genuine documents.

"I knew that all along."

"I suppose so, but we had reasons for doubting their authenticity."

"They must have been strange reasons, for, as you now confess, these
reasons were devoid of reason."

"You must be aware that I cannot reply to such an objection."

"I don't ask you to do so."

"Your character is perfectly clear; all the same I must request you to
leave Barcelona in three days, and Catalonia in a week."

"Of course I will obey; but it strikes me that the Catalonian method of
repairing injustice is somewhat peculiar."

"If you think you have ground for complaint you are at liberty to go to
Madrid and complain to the Court."

"I have certainly grounds enough for complaint, sir, but I shall go to
France, and not to Madrid; I have had enough of Spanish justice.  Will
you please give me the order to leave in writing?"

"That's unnecessary; you may take it for granted.  My name is Emmanuel
Badillo; I am a secretary of state.  That gentleman will escort you back
to the room where you were arrested.  You will find everything just as
you have left it.  You are a free man.  To-morrow I will send you your
passport, signed by the viceroy and myself.  Good day, sir."

Accompanied by the officer and a servant bearing my portmanteau, I
proceeded to my old inn.

On my way I saw a theatrical poster, and decided to go to the opera.
The good landlord was delighted to see me again, and hastened to light me
a fire, for a bitterly cold north wind was blowing.  He assured me that
no one but himself had been in my room, and in the officer's presence he
gave me back my sword, my great coat, and, to my astonishment, the hat I
had dropped in my flight from the assassins.

The officer asked me if I had any complaints to make, and I replied that
I had none.

"I should like to hear you say that I had done nothing but my duty, and
that personally I have not done you any injury."

I shook his hand, and assured him of my esteem.

"Farewell, sir," said he, "I hope you will have a pleasant journey."
I told my landlord that I would dine at noon, and that I trusted to him
to celebrate my liberation in a fitting manner, and then I went to the
post office to see if there were any letters for me.  I found five or six
letters, with the seals intact, much to my astonishment.  What is one to
make of a Government which deprives a man of his liberty on some trifling
pretext, and, though seizing all his papers, respects the privacy of his
letters?  But Spain, as I have remarked, is peculiar in every way.
These letters were from Paris, Venice, Warsaw, and Madrid, and I have
never had any reason to believe that any other letters had come for me
during my imprisonment.

I went back to my inn, and asked my landlord to bring the bill.

"You do not owe me anything, sir.  Here is your bill for the period
preceding your imprisonment, and, as you see, it has been settled.  I
also received orders from the same source to provide for you during your
imprisonment, and as long as you stayed at Barcelona."

"Did you know how long I should remain in prison?"

"No, I was paid by the week."

"Who paid you?"

"You know very well."

"Have you had any note for me?"

"Nothing at all."

"What has become of the valet de place?"

"I paid him, and sent him away immediately after your arrest."

"I should like to have him with me as far as Perpignan."

"You are right, and I think the best thing you can do is to leave Spain
altogether, for you will find no justice in it."

"What do they say about my assassination?"

"Why, they say you fired the shot that people heard yourself, and that
you made your own sword bloody, for no one was found there, either dead
or wounded."

"That's an amusing theory.  Where did my hat come from?"

"It was brought to me three days after."

"What a confusion!  But was it known that I was imprisoned in the tower?"

"Everybody knew it, and two good reasons were given, the one in public,
and the other in private."

"What are these reasons?"

"The public reason was that you had forged your passports; the private
one, which was only whispered at the ear, was that you spent all your
nights with Nina."

"You might have sworn that I never slept out of your inn."

"I told everyone as much, but no matter; you did go to her house, and for
a certain nobleman that's a crime.  I am glad you did not fly as I
advised you, for as it is your character is cleared before everybody."

"I should like to go to the opera this evening; take me a box."

"It shall be done; but do not have anything more to do with Nina, I
entreat you."

"No, my good friend, I have made up my mind to see her no more."

Just as I was sitting down to dinner, a banker's clerk brought me a
letter which pleased me very much.  It contained the bills of exchange I
had drawn in Genoa, in favour of M. Augustin Grimaldi.  He now sent them
back, with these words:

"Passano has been vainly endeavouring to persuade me to send these bills
to Barcelona, so that they may be protested, and you arrested.  I now
send them to you to convince you that I am not one of those who delight
in trampling down the victims of bad fortune.

"--Genoa, November 30th, 1768."


For the fourth time a Genoese had behaved most generously to me.  I was
almost persuaded that I ought to forgive the infamous Passano for the
sake of his four excellent fellow-countrymen.

But this virtue was a little beyond me.  I concluded that the best thing
I could do would be to rid the Genoese name of the opprobrium which this
rascal was always bringing on it, but I could never find an opportunity.
Some years after I heard that the wretch died in miserable poverty in
Genoa.

I was curious at the time to know what had become of him, as it was
important for me to be on my guard.  I confided my curiosity to my
landlord, and he instructed one of the servants to make enquiries.  I
only heard the following circumstance:

Ascanio Pogomas, or Passano, had been released at the end of November,
and had then been embarked on a felucca bound for Toulon.

The same day I wrote a long and grateful letter to M. Grimaldi.  I had
indeed reason to be grateful, for if he had listened to my enemy he might
have reduced me to a state of dreadful misery.

My landlord had taken the box at the opera in my name, and two hours
afterwards, to everyone's great astonishment, the posters announcing the
plays of the evening were covered by bills informing the public that two
of the performers had been taken ill, that the play would not be given,
and the theatre closed till the second day of the new year.

This order undoubtedly came from the viceroy, and everybody knew the
reason.

I was sorry to have deprived the people of Barcelona of the only
amusement they had in the evening, and resolved to stay indoors, thinking
that would be the most dignified course I could adopt.

Petrarch says,--

'Amor che fa gentile un cor villano'.

If he had known the lover of Nina he would have changed the line into

'Amor che fa villan un cor gentile'.

In four months I shall be able to throw some more light on this strange
business.

I should have left Barcelona the same day, but a slight tinge of
superstition made me desire to leave on the last day of the unhappy year
I had spent in Spain.  I therefore spent my three days of grace in
writing letters to all my friends.

Don Miguel de Cevallos, Don Diego de la Secada, and the Comte de la
Peralada came to see me, but separately.  Don Diego de la Secada was the
uncle of the Countess A---- B---- whom I had met at Milan.  These
gentlemen told me a tale as strange as any of the circumstances which had
happened to me at Barcelona.

On the 26th of December the Abbe Marquisio, the envoy of the Duke of
Modena, asked the viceroy, before a considerable number of people, if he
could pay me a visit, to give me a letter which he could place in no
hands but mine.  If not he said he should be obliged to take the letter
to Madrid, for which town he was obliged to set out the next day.

The count made no answer, to everyone's astonishment, and the abbe left
for Madrid the next day, the eve of my being set at liberty.

I wrote to the abbe, who was unknown to me, but I never succeeded in
finding out the truth about this letter.

There could be no doubt that I had been arrested by the despotic viceroy,
who had been persuaded by Nina that I was her favoured lover.  The
question of my passports must have been a mere pretext, for eight or ten
days would have sufficed to send them to Madrid and have them back again
if their authenticity had been doubted.  Possibly Passano might have told
the viceroy that any passports of mine were bound to be false, as I
should have had to obtain the signature of my own ambassador.  This, he
might have said, was out of the question as I was in disgrace with the
Venetian Government.  As a matter of fact, he was mistaken if he really
said so, but the mistake would have been an excusable one.

When I made up my mind at the end of August to leave Madrid, I asked the
Count of Aranda for a passport.  He replied that I must first obtain one
from my ambassador, who, he added, could not refuse to do me this
service.

Fortified with this opinion I called at the embassy.  M. Querini was at
San Ildefonso at the time, and I told the porter that I wanted to speak
to the secretary of embassy.

The servant sent in my name, and the fop gave himself airs, and pretended
that he could not receive me.  In my indignation I wrote to him saying
that I had not called to pay my court to the secretary, but to demand a
passport which was my right.  I gave my name and my degree (doctor of
law), and begged him to leave the passport with the porter, as I should
call for it on the following day.

I presented myself accordingly, and the porter told me that the
ambassador had left verbal orders that I was not to have a passport.

I wrote immediately to the Marquis Grimaldi and to the Duke of Lossada,
begging them to request the ambassador to send me a passport in the usual
form, or else I should publish the shameful reasons for which his uncle
Mocenigo had disgraced me.

I do not know whether these gentlemen shewed my letters to Querini, but I
do know that the secretary Oliviera sent me my passport.

Thereupon the Count Aranda furnished me with a passport signed by the
king.

On the last day of the year I left Barcelona with a servant who sat
behind my chaise, and I agreed with my driver to take me to Perpignan by
January 3rd, 1769.

The driver was a Piedmontese and a worthy man: The next day he came into
the room of the wayside inn where I was dining, and in the presence of my
man asked me whether I had any suspicion that I was being followed.

"Well, I may be," I said, "but what makes you ask that question?"

"As you were leaving Barcelona yesterday, I noticed three ill-looking
fellows watching us, armed to the teeth.  Last night they slept in the
stable with my mules.  They dined here to-day, and they went on three
quarters of an hour ago.  They don't speak to anyone, and I don't like
the looks of them."

"What shall we do to avoid assassination, or the dread of it?"

"We must start late, and stop at an inn I know of, a league this side of
the ordinary stage where they will be awaiting us.  If they turn back,
and sleep at the same inn as ourselves, we shall be certain."

I thought the idea a sensible one, and we started, I going on foot nearly
the whole way; and at five o'clock we halted at a wretched inn, but we
saw no signs of the sinister trio.

At eight o'clock I was at supper, when my man came in and told me that
the three fellows had come back, and were drinking with our driver in the
stable.

My hair stood on end.  There could be no more doubt about the matter.

At present, it was true, I had nothing to fear; but it would be getting
dark when we arrived at the frontier, and then my peril would come.

I told my servant to shew no sign, but to ask the driver to come and
speak with me when the assassins were asleep.

He came at ten o'clock, and told me plainly that we should be all
murdered as we approached the French frontier.

"Then you have been drinking with them?"

"Yes, and after we had dispatched a bottle at my expense, one of them
asked me why I had not gone on to the end of the stage, where you would
be better lodged.  I replied that it was late, and you were cold.  I
might have asked in my turn, why they had not stayed at the stage
themselves, and where they were going, but I took care to do nothing of
the kind.  All I asked was whether the road to Perpignan was a good one,
and they told me it was excellent all the way."

"What are they doing now?"

"They are sleeping by my mules, covered with their cloaks."

"What shall we do?"

"We will start at day-break after them, of course, and we shall dine at
the usual stage; but after dinner, trust me, we will take a different
road, and at midnight we shall be in France safe and sound."

If I could have procured a good armed escort I would not have taken his
advice, but in the situation I was in I had no choice.

We found the three scoundrels in the place where the driver had told me
we should see them.  I gave them a searching glance, and thought they
looked like true Sicarii, ready to kill anyone for a little money.

They started in a quarter of an hour, and half an hour later we set out,
with a peasant to guide us, and so struck into a cross road.  The mules
went at a sharp pace, and in seven hours we had done eleven leagues.  At
ten o'clock we stopped at an inn in a French village, and we had no more
to fear.  I gave our guide a doubloon, with which he was well pleased,
and I enjoyed once more a peaceful night in a French bed, for nowhere
will you find such soft beds or such delicious wines as in the good land
of France.

The next day I arrived at the posting-inn at Perpignan in time for
dinner.  I endeavoured in vain to think who could have paid my assassins,
but the reader will see the explanation when we get twenty days farther.

At Perpignan I dismissed my driver and my servant, rewarding them
according to my ability.  I wrote to my brother at Paris, telling him I
had had a fortunate escape from the dagger of the assassin.  I begged him
to direct his answer to Aix, where I intended to spend a fortnight, in
the hope of seeing the Marquis d'Argens.  I left Perpignan the day after
my arrival, and slept at Narbonne, and the day after at Beziers.

The distance from Narbonne to Beziers is only five leagues, and I had not
intended to stop; but the good cheer which the kindest of landladies gave
me at dinner made me stop with her to supper.

Beziers is a town which looks pleasant even at the worst time of the
year.  A philosopher who wished to renounce all the vanities of the
world, and an Epicurean who would enjoy good cheer cheaply, could find no
better retreat than Beziers.

Everybody at Beziers is intelligent, all the women are pretty, and the
cooks are all artists; the wines are exquisite--what more could one
desire!  May its riches never prove its ruin!

When I reached Montpellier, I got down at the "White Horse," with the
intention of spending a week there.  In the evening I supped at the table
d'hote, where I found a numerous company, and I saw to my amusement that
for every guest there was a separate dish brought to table.

Nowhere is there better fare than at Montpellier.  'Tis a veritable land
of Cocagne!

The next day I breakfasted at the cafe (an institution peculiar to
France, the only country where the science of living is really
understood), and addressed the first gentleman I met, telling him that I
was a stranger and that I would like to know some of the professors.  He
immediately offered to take me to one of the professors who enjoyed a
great reputation.

Herein may be seen another of the good qualities of the French, who rank
above other nations by so many titles.  To a Frenchman a foreigner is a
sacred being; he receives the best of hospitality, not merely in form,
but in deed; and his welcome is given with that easy grace which so soon
sets a stranger at his ease.

My new friend introduced me to the professor, who received me with all
the polished courtesy of the French man of letters.  He that loves
letters should love all other lovers of letters, and in France that is
the case, even more so than Italy.  In Germany the literary man has an
air of mysterious reserve.  He thinks he is proclaiming to all the world
that he at all events is a man of no pretension, whereas his pride peeps
through every moment.  Naturally the stranger is not encouraged by such a
manner as this.

At the time of my visit there was an excellent company of actors at
Montpellier, whom I went to see the same evening.  My bosom swelled at
finding myself in the blessed air of France after all the annoyances I
had gone through in Spain.  I seemed to have become young again; but I
was altered, for several beautiful and clever actresses appeared on the
stage without arousing any desires within me; and I would have it so.

I had a lively desire to find Madame Castelbajac, not with any wish to
renew my old relations with her.  I wished to congratulate her on her
improved position, but I was afraid of compromising her by asking for her
in the town.

I knew that her husband was an apothecary, so I resolved to make the
acquaintance of all the apothecaries in the place.  I pretended to be in
want of some very rare drugs, and entered into conversation about the
differences between the trade in France and in foreign countries.  If I
spoke to the master I hoped he would talk to his wife about the stranger
who had visited the countries where she had been, and that that would
make her curious to know me.  If, on the other hand, I spoke to the man,
I knew he would soon tell me all he knew about his master's family.

On the third day my stratagem succeeded.  My old friend wrote me a note,
telling me that she had seen me speaking to her husband in his shop.  She
begged me to come again at a certain time, and to tell her husband that I
had known her under the name of Mdlle.  Blasin in England, Spa, Leipzig,
and Vienna, as a seller of lace.  She ended her note with these words:

"I have no doubt that my husband will finally introduce you to me as his
wife."

I followed her advice, and the good man asked me if I had ever known a
young lace seller of the name of Mdlle.  Blasin, of Montpellier.

"Yes, I remember her well enough--a delightful and most respectable young
woman; but I did not know she came from Montpellier.  She was very pretty
and very sensible, and I expect she did a good business.  I have seen her
in several European cities, and the last time at Vienna, where I was able
to be of some slight service to her.  Her admirable behaviour won her the
esteem of all the ladies with whom she came in contact.  In England I met
her at the house of a duchess."

"Do you think you would recognize her if you saw her again?"

"By Jove!  I should think so!  But is she at Montpellier?  If so, tell
her that the Chevalier de Seingalt is here."

"Sir, you shall speak to her yourself, if you will do me the honour to
follow me."

My heart leapt, but I restrained myself.  The worthy apothecary went
through the shop, climbed a stair, and, opening a door on the first
floor, said to me,--

"There she is."

"What, mademoiselle!  You here?  I am delighted to see you."

"This is not a young lady, sir, 'tis my dear wife; but I hope that will
not hinder you from embracing her."

"I have never had such an honour; but I will avail myself of your
permission with pleasure.  Then you have got married at Montpellier.  I
congratulate both of you, and wish you all health and happiness.  Tell
me, did you have a pleasant journey from Vienna to Lyons?"

Madame Blasin (for so I must continue to designate her) answered my
question according to her fancy, and found me as good an actor as she was
an actress.

We were very glad to see each other again, but the apothecary was
delighted at the great respect with which I treated his wife.

For a whole hour we carried on a conversation of a perfectly imaginary
character, and with all the simplicity of perfect truth.

She asked me if I thought of spending the carnival at Montpellier, and
seemed quite mortified when I said that I thought of going on the next
day.

Her husband hastened to say that that was quite out of the question.

"Oh, I hope you won't go," she added, "you must do my husband the honour
of dining with us."

After the husband had pressed me for some time I gave in, and accepted
their invitation to dinner for the day after next.

Instead of stopping two days I stopped four.  I was much pleased with the
husband's mother, who was advanced in years but extremely intelligent.
She had evidently made a point of forgetting everything unpleasant in the
past history of her son's wife.

Madame Blasin told me in private that she was perfectly happy, and I had
every reason to believe that she was speaking the truth.  She had made a
rule to be most precise in fulfilling her wifely duties, and rarely went
out unless accompanied by her husband or her mother-in-law.

I spent these four days in the enjoyment of pure and innocent friendship
without there being the slightest desire on either side to renew our
guilty pleasures.

On the third day after I had dined with her and her husband, she told me,
while we were alone for a moment, that if I wanted fifty louis she knew
where to get them for me.  I told her to keep them for another time, if I
was so happy as to see her again, and so unhappy as to be in want.

I left Montpellier feeling certain that my visit had increased the esteem
in which her husband and her mother-in-law held her, and I congratulated
myself on my ability to be happy without committing any sins.

The day after I had bade them farewell, I slept at Nimes, where I spent
three days in the company of a naturalist: M. de Seguier, the friend of
the Marquis Maffei of Verona.  In his cabinet of natural history I saw
and admired the immensity and infinity of the Creator's handiwork.

Nimes is a town well worthy of the stranger's observation; it provides
food for the mind, and the fair sex, which is really fair there, should
give the heart the food it likes best.

I was asked to a ball, where, as a foreigner, I took first place--a
privilege peculiar to France, for in England, and still more in Spain, a
foreigner means an enemy.

On leaving Nimes I resolved to spend the carnival at Aix, where the
nobility is of the most distinguished character.  I believe I lodged at
the "Three Dolphins," where I found a Spanish cardinal on his way to Rome
to elect a successor to Pope Rezzonico.




CHAPTER IX

My Stay at Aix; I Fall Ill--I am Cared for By an Unknown Lady--
The Marquis d'Argens--Cagliostro

My room was only separated from his Castilian eminence's by a light
partition, and I could hear him quite plainly reprimanding his chief
servant for being too economical.

"My lord, I do my best, but it is really impossible to spend more, unless
I compel the inn-keepers to take double the amount of their bills; and
your eminence will admit that nothing in the way of rich and expensive
dishes has been spared."

"That may be, but you ought to use your wits a little; you might for
example order meals when we shall not require any.  Take care that there
are always three tables--one for us, one for my officers, and the third
for the servants.  Why I see that you only give the postillions a franc
over the legal charge, I really blush for you; you must give them a crown
extra at least.  When they give you change for a louis, leave it on the
table; to put back one's change in one's pocket is an action only worthy
of a beggar.  They will be saying at Versailles and Madrid, and maybe at
Rome itself, that the Cardinal de la Cerda is a miser.  I am no such
thing, and I do not want to be thought one.  You must really cease to
dishonour me, or leave my service."

A year before this speech would have astonished me beyond measure, but
now I was not surprised, for I had acquired some knowledge of Spanish
manners.  I might admire the Senor de la Cerda's prodigality, but I could
not help deploring such ostentation on the part of a Prince of the Church
about to participate in such a solemn function.

What I had heard him say made me curious to see him, and I kept on the
watch for the moment of his departure.  What a man!  He was not only ill
made, short and sun-burnt; but his face was so ugly and so low that I
concluded that AEsop himself must have been a little Love beside his
eminence.  I understood now why he was so profuse in his generosity and
decorations, for otherwise he might well have been taken for a stableboy.
If the conclave took the eccentric whim of making him pope, Christ would
never have an uglier vicar.

I enquired about the Marquis d'Argens soon after the departure of his
eminence, and was told that he was in the country with his brother, the
Marquis d'Eguille, President of the Parliament, so I went there.

This marquis, famous for his friendship for Frederick II. rather than for
his writings (which are no longer read), was an old man when I saw him.
He was a worthy man, fond of pleasure, a thorough-paced Epicurean, and
had married an actress named Cochois, who had proved worthy of the honour
he had laid on her.  He was deeply learned and had a thorough knowledge
of Latin, Greek, and Hebrew literature.  His memory was prodigious.

He received me very well, and recalled what his friend the marshal had
written about me.  He introduced me to his wife and to his brother, a
distinguished jurist, a man of letters, and a strictly moral man by
temperament as much as religion.  Though a highly intellectual man, he
was deeply and sincerely religious.

He was very fond of his brother, and grieved for his irreligion, but
hoped that grace would eventually bring him back to the fold of the
Church.  His brother encouraged him in his hopes, while laughing at them
in private, but as they were both sensible men they never discussed
religion together.

I was introduced to a numerous company of both sexes, chiefly consisting
of relations.  All were amiable and highly polished, like all the
Provencal nobility.

Plays were performed on the miniature stage, good cheer prevailed, and at
intervals we walked in the garden, in spite of the weather.  In Province,
however, the winter is only severe when the wind blows from the north,
which unfortunately often happens.

Among the company were a Berlin lady (widow of the marquis's nephew) and
her brother.  This young gentleman, who was gay and free from care,
enjoyed all the pleasures of the house without paying any attention to
the religious services which were held every day.  If he thought on the
matter at all, he was a heretic; and when the Jesuit chaplain was saying
mass he amused himself by playing on the flute; he laughed at everything.
He was unlike his sister, who had not only become a Catholic, but was a
very devout one.  She was only twenty-two.

Her brother told me that her husband, who had died of consumption, and
whose mind was perfectly clear to the last, as is usually the case in
phthisis, had told her that he could not entertain any hopes of seeing
her in the other world unless she became a Catholic.

These words were engraved on her heart; she had adored her husband, and
she resolved to leave Berlin to live with his relations.  No one ventured
to oppose this design, her brother accompanying her, and she was welcomed
joyfully by all her husband's kinsfolk.

This budding saint was decidedly plain.

Her brother, finding me less strict than the others, soon constituted
himself my friend.  He came over to Aix every day, and took me to the
houses of all the best people.

We were at least thirty at table every day, the dishes were delicate
without undue profusion, the conversation gay and animated without any
improprieties.  I noticed that whenever the Marquis d'Argens chanced to
let slip any equivocal expressions, all the ladies made wry faces, and
the chaplain hastened to turn the conversation.  This chaplain had
nothing jesuitical in his appearance; he dressed in the costume of an
ordinary priest, and I should never had known him if the Marquis d'Argens
had not warned me.  However, I did not allow his presence to act as a wet
blanket.

I told, in the most decent manner possible, the story of the picture of
the Virgin suckling her Divine Child, and how the Spaniards deserted the
chapel after a stupid priest had covered the beautiful breast with a
kerchief.  I do not know how it was, but all the ladies began to laugh.
The disciple of Loyola was so displeased at their mirth, that he took
upon himself to tell me that it was unbecoming to tell such equivocal
stories in public.  I thanked him by an inclination of the head, and the
Marquis d'Argens, by way of turning the conversation, asked me what was
the Italian for a splendid dish of stewed veal, which Madame d'Argens was
helping.

"Una crostata," I replied, "but I really do not know the Italian for the
'beatilles' with which it is stuffed."

These 'beatilles' were balls of rice, veal, champignons, artichoke, foie
gras, etc.

The Jesuit declared that in calling them 'beatilles' I was making a mock
of the glories of hereafter.

I could not help roaring with laughter at this, and the Marquis d'Eguille
took my part, and said that 'beatilles' was the proper French for these
balls.

After this daring difference of opinion with his director, the worthy man
thought it would be best to talk of something else.  Unhappily, however,
he fell out of the frying-pan into the fire by asking me my opinion as to
the election of the next pope.

"I believe it will be Ganganelli," I replied, "as he is the only monk in
the conclave."

"Why should it be necessary to choose a monk?"

"Because none but a monk would dare to commit the excess which the
Spaniards will demand of the new pope."

"You mean the suppression of the Jesuits."

"Exactly."

"They will never obtain such a demand."

"I hope not, for the Jesuits were my masters, and I love them
accordingly.  But all the same Ganganelli will be elected, for an amusing
and yet a weighty reason."

"Tell us the reason."

"He is the only cardinal who does not wear a wig; and you must consider
that since the foundation of the Holy See the Pope has never been
bewigged."

This reason created a great deal of amusement; but the conversation was
brought back to the suppression of the Jesuits, and when I told the
company that I had heard from the Abbe Pinzi I saw the Jesuit turn pale.

"The Pope could never suppress the order," he said.

"It seems that you have never been at a Jesuit seminary," I replied, "for
the dogma of the order is that the Pope can do everything, 'et aliquid
pluris'."

This answer made everybody suppose me to be unaware that I was speaking
to a Jesuit, and as he gave me no answer the topic was abandoned.

After dinner I was asked to stay and see 'Polieucte' played; but I
excused myself, and returned to Aix with the young Berliner, who told me
the story of his sister, and made me acquainted with the character of the
society to which the Marquis d'Eguille was chiefly addicted.  I felt that
I could never adapt myself to their prejudices, and if it had not been
for my young friend, who introduced me to some charming people, I should
have gone on to Marseilles.

What with assemblies, balls, suppers, and the society of the handsome
Provenqal ladies, I managed to spend the whole of the carnival and a part
of Lent at Aix.

I had made a present of a copy of the "Iliad" to the learned Marquis
d'Argens; to his daughter, who was also a good scholar, I gave a Latin
tragedy.

The "Iliad" had Porphyry's comment; it was a copy of a rare edition, and
was richly bound.

As the marquis came to Aix to thank me, I had to pay another visit to the
country house.

In the evening I drove back in an open carriage.  I had no cloak, and a
cold north wind was blowing; I was perishing with cold, but instead of
going to bed at once I accompanied the Berliner to the house of a woman
who had a daughter of the utmost beauty.  Though the girl was only
fourteen, she had all the indications of the marriageable age, and yet
none of the Provencal amateurs had succeeded in making her see daylight.
My friend had already made several unsuccessful efforts.  I laughed at
him, as I knew it was all a cheat, and I followed him to the house with
the idea of making the young imposter dismount from her high horse, as I
had done in similar cases in England and Metz.

We set to work; and, far from resisting, the girl said she would be only
too glad to get rid of the troublesome burden.

I saw that the difficulty only proceeded from the way she held herself,
and I ought to have whipped her, as I had done in Venice twenty-five
years ago, but I was foolish enough to try to take the citadel by storm.
But my age of miracles was gone.

I wearied myself to no purpose for a couple of hours, and then went to my
inn, leaving the young Prussian to do his best.

I went to bed with a pain in my side, and after six hours' sleep awoke
feeling thoroughly ill.  I had pleurisy.  My landlord called in an old
doctor, who refused to let me blood.  A severe cough came on, and the
next day I began to spit blood.  In six or seven days the malady became
so serious that I was confessed and received the last sacraments.

On the tenth day, the disease having abated for three days, my clever old
doctor answered for my life, but I continued to spit blood till the
eighteenth day.

My convalescence lasted for three weeks, and I found it more trying than
the actual illness, for a man in pain has no time to grow weary.
Throughout the whole case I was tended day and night by a strange woman,
of whom I knew nothing.  She nursed me with the tenderest care, and I
awaited my recovery to give her my sincere thanks.

She was not an old woman, neither was she attractive looking.  She had
slept in my room all the time.  After Eastertide, feeling I was well
enough to venture out, I thanked her to the best of my ability, and asked
who had sent her to me.  She told me it was the doctor, and so bade me
farewell.

A few days later I was thanking my old doctor for having procured me such
a capital nurse, but he stared at me and said he knew nothing about the
woman.

I was puzzled, and asked my landlord if she could throw any light on the
strange nurse's identity; but she knew nothing, and her ignorance seemed
universal.  I could not discover whence or how she came to attend me.

After my convalescence I took care to get all the letters which had been
awaiting me, and amongst them was a letter from my brother in Paris, in
answer to the epistle I wrote him from Perpignan.  He acknowledged my
letter, and told me how delighted he had been to receive it, after
hearing the dreadful news that I had been assassinated on the borders of
Catalonia at the beginning of January.

"The person who gave me the news," my brother added, "was one of your
best friends, Count Manucci, an attache at the Venetian embassy.  He said
there could be no doubt as to the truth of the report."

This letter was like a flash of lightning to me.  This friend of mine had
pushed his vengeance so far as to pay assassins to deprive me of my life.

Manucci had gone a little too far.

He must have been pretty well qualified to prophesy, as he was so certain
of my death.  He might have known that in thus proclaiming in advance the
manner of my death, he was also proclaiming himself as my murderer.

I met him at Rome, two years later, and when I would have made him
confess his guilt, he denied everything, saying he had received the news
from Barcelona; however, we will speak of this in its proper place.

I dined and supped every day at the table d'hote, and one day I heard the
company talking of a male and female pilgrim who had recently arrived.
They were Italians, and were returning from St. James of Compostella.
They were said to be high-born folks, as they had distributed large alms
on their entry into the town.

It was said that the female pilgrim, who had gone to bed on her arrival,
was charming.  They were staying at the same inn as I was, and we all got
very curious about them.

As an Italian, I put myself at the head of the band who proceeded to call
on the pilgrims, who, in my opinion, must either be fanatics or rogues.

We found the lady sitting in an arm-chair, looking very tired.  She was
young, beautiful, and melancholy-looking, and in her hands she held a
brass crucifix some six inches long.  She laid it down when we came in,
and got up and received us most graciously.  Her companion, who was
arranging cockle-shells on his black mantle, did not stir; he seemed to
say, by glancing at his wife, that we must confine our attentions to her.
He seemed a man of twenty-four or twenty-five years of age.  He was short
and badly hung, and his face bore all the indications of daring,
impudence, scarcasm, and imposture.  His wife, on the other hand, was all
meekness and simplicity, and had that modesty which adds so much to the
charm of feminine beauty.  They only spoke just enough French to make
themselves understood on their journey, and when they heard me addressing
them in Italian they seemed much relieved.

The lady told me she was a Roman, but I could have guessed as much from
her accent.  I judged the man to be a Neapolitan or Sicilian.  Their
passport, dated Rome, called him Balsamo, while she bore the names of
Serafina Feliciani, which she still retains.  Ten years later we shall
hear more of this couple under the name of Cagliostro.

"We are going back to Rome," said she, "well pleased with our devotions
to St. James of Compostella and to Our Lady del Pilar.  We have walked
the whole way on foot, living on alms, so as to more surely win the mercy
of the God whom I have offended so grievously.  We have had silver, and
even gold money given us, and in every town we came to we gave what
remained to the poor, so as not to offend God by lack of faith.

"My husband is strong, and has not suffered much, but I have found so
much walking very fatiguing.  We have slept on straw or bad beds, always
with our clothes on, to avoid contracting diseases it would be hard to
rid one's self of."

It seemed to me that this last circumstance was added to make us wish to
find out whether the rest of her body could compare with her hands and
arms in whiteness.

"Do you think of making any stay?"

"My weariness will oblige us to stay here for three days; then we shall
go to Rome by the way of Turin, where we shall pay our devotion to the
Holy Sudary."

"You know, of course, that there are several of them in Europe."

"So we have heard, but we are assured that the Sudary of Turin is the
true one.  It is the kerchief with which St. Veronica wiped the face of
Our Lord, who left the imprint of His divine face upon it."

We left them, well pleased with the appearance and manners of the lady
pilgrim, but placing very little trust in her devotion.  I was still weak
from my illness, and she inspired me with no desires, but the rest would
have gladly supped with her if they had thought there was anything to
follow.

Next day her husband asked me if I would come up and breakfast with them,
or if they should come down and breakfast with me.  It would have been
impolite to have replied neither, so I said that I should be delighted to
see them in my room.

At breakfast I asked the pilgrim what he did, and he replied that he was
an artist.

He could not design a picture, but he could copy it, and he assured me
that he could copy an engraving so exactly that none could tell the copy
from the original.

"I congratulate you.  If you are not a rich man, you are, at least,
certain of earning a living with this talent."

"Everybody says the same, but it is a mistake.  I have pursued this craft
at Rome and at Naples, and found I had to work all day to make half a
tester, and that's not enough to live on."

He then shewed me some fans he had done, and I thought them most
beautiful.  They were done in pen and ink, and the finest copper-plate
could not have surpassed them.

Next he showed me a copy from a Rembrandt, which if anything, was finer
than the original.  In spite of all he swore that the work he got barely
supported him, but I did not believe what he said.  He was a weak genius
who preferred a vagabond life to methodical labour.

I offered a Louis for one of his fans, but he refused to take it, begging
me to accept the fan as a gift, and to make a collection for him at the
table d'hote, as he wanted to start the day after next.

I accepted the present and promised to do as he desired, and succeeded in
making up a purse of two hundred francs for them.

The woman had the most virtuous air.  She was asked to write her name on
a lottery ticket, but refused, saying that no honest girls were taught to
write at Rome.

Everybody laughed at this excuse except myself, and I pitied her, as I
could see that she was of very low origin.

Next day she came and asked me to give her a letter of introduction for
Avignon.  I wrote her out two; one to M. Audifret the banker, and the
other to the landlady of the inn.  In the evening she returned me the
letter to the banker, saying that it was not necessary for their
purposes.  At the same time she asked me to examine the letter closely,
to see if it was really the same document I had given her.  I did so, and
said I was sure it was my letter.

She laughed, and told me I was mistaken as it was only a copy.

"Impossible!"

She called her husband, who came with the letter in his hand.

I could doubt no longer, and said to him,--

"You are a man of talents, for it is much harder to imitate a handwriting
than an engraving.  You ought to make this talent serve you in good
stead; but be careful, or it may cost you your life."

The next day the couple left Aix.  In ten years I saw them again under
the name of Count and Countess Pellegrini.

At the present period he is in a prison which he will probably never
leave, and his wife is happy, maybe, in a convent.




CHAPTER X

My Departure--Letter from Henriette--Marsellies--History of Nina--Nice--
Turin--Lugano--Madame De****

As soon as I had regained my usual strength, I went to take leave of the
Marquis d'Argens and his brother.  I dined with them, pretending not to
observe the presence of the Jesuit, and I then spent three delightful
hours in conversation with the learned and amiable Marquis d'Argens.  He
told me a number of interesting anecdotes about the private life of
Frederick II.  No doubt the reader would like to have them, but I lack
the energy to set them down.  Perhaps some other day when the mists about
Dux have dispersed, and some rays of the sun shine in upon me, I shall
commit all these anecdotes to paper, but now I have not the courage to do
so.

Frederick had his good and his bad qualities, like all great men, but
when every deduction on the score of his failings has been made, he still
remains the noblest figure in the eighteenth century.

The King of Sweden, who has been assassinated, loved to excite hatred
that he might have the glory of defying it to do its worst.  He was a
despot at heart, and he came to a despot's end.  He might have foreseen a
violent death, for throughout his life he was always provoking men to the
point of despair.  There can be no comparison between him and Frederick.

The Marquis d'Argens made me a present of all his works, and on my asking
him if I could congratulate myself on possessing the whole number, he
said yes, with the exception of a fragment of autobiography which he had
written in his youth, and which he had afterwards suppressed.

"Why so?" I asked.

"Because I was foolish enough to write the truth.  Never give way to this
temptation, if it assails you.  If you once begin on this plan you are
not only compelled to record all your vices and follies, but to treat
them in the severe tone of a philosophical historian.  You must not, of
course, omit the good you may have done; and so praise and blame is
mingled on every page.  All the evil you say of yourself will be held for
gospel, your peccadilloes will be made into crimes, and your good deeds
will not only be received with incredulity, but you will be taxed with
pride and vanity for having recorded them.  Besides, if you write your
memoirs, you make an enemy in every chapter if you once begin to tell the
truth.  A man should neither talk of himself nor write of himself, unless
it be to refute some calumny or libel."

I was convinced, and promised never to be guilty of such a folly, but in
spite of that I have been writing memoirs for the last seven years, and
though I repent of having begun, I have sworn to go on to the end.
However, I write in the hope that my Memoirs may never see the light of
day; in the first place the censure would not allow them to be printed,
and in the second I hope I shall be strong-minded enough, when my last
illness comes, to have all my papers burnt before my eyes.  If that be
not the case I count on the indulgence of my readers, who should remember
that I have only written my story to prevent my going mad in the midst of
all the petty insults and disagreeables which I have to bear day by day
from the envious rascals who live with me in this castle of Count
Waldstein, or Wallenstein, at Dux.

I write ten or twelve hours a day, and so keep black melancholy at bay.
My readers shall hear more of my sufferings later on, if I do not die
before I write them down.

The day after Corpus Christi I left Aix for Marseilles.  But here I must
set down a circumstance that I had forgotten; I mean the procession of
Corpus Christi.

Everyone knows that this festival is celebrated with great ceremony all
over Christendom; but at Aix these ceremonies are of such a nature that
every man of sense must be shocked at my recital.

It is well known that this procession in honour of the Being of beings,
represented under the sacramental forms, is followed by all the religious
confraternities, and this is duly done at Aix; but the scandalous part of
the ceremony is the folly and the buffoonery which is allowed in a rite
which should be designed to stir up the hearts of men to awe and
reverence their Creator.

Instead of that, the devil, death, and the seven deadly sins, are
impersonated in the procession.  They are clad in the most absurd
costumes, and make hideous contortions, beating and abusing each other in
their supposed vexation at having to join in the Creator's praises.  The
people hoot and hiss them, the lower classes sing songs in derision of
them, and play them all manner of tricks, and the whole scene is one of
incredible noise, uproar, and confusion, more worthy of some pagan
bacchanalia than a procession of Christian people.  All the country-folk
from five or six leagues around Aix pour into the town on that day to do
honour to God.  It is the only occasion of the kind, and the clergy,
either knavish or ignorant, encourage all this shameful riot.  The lower
orders take it all in good faith, and anyone who raised any objection
would run some risk, for the bishop goes in front of the saturnalia, and
consequently it is all holy.

I expressed my disapproval of the whole affair, as likely to bring
discredit on religion, to a councillor of parliament, M. de St. Marc; but
he told me gravely that it was an excellent thing, as it brought no less
than a hundred thousand francs into the town on the single day.

I could find no reply to this very weighty reason.

Every day I spent at Aix I thought of Henriette.  I knew her real name,
and remembering the message she had sent me by Marcoline I hoped to meet
her in some assembly, being ready to adapt my conduct to hers.  I had
often heard her name mentioned, but I never allowed myself to ask any
question, not wishing our old friendship to be suspected.  Believing her
to be at her country house, I had resolved on paying her a visit, and had
only stayed on at Aix so as to recover my health before seeing her.  In
due course I left Aix with a letter in my pocket for her, resolving to
send it in, and to remain in my carriage till she asked me to get down.

We arrived at her residence at eleven o'clock.  A man came to the door,
took my letter, and said madam should have it without fail.

"Then she is not here."

"No, sir; she is at Aix."

"Since when?"

"For the last six months."

"Where does she live?"

"In her town house.  She will be coming here in three weeks to spend the
summer as usual."

"Will you let me write a letter?"

"If you will get down you will find all the necessary materials in
madam's room."

I went into the house, and to my extreme surprise found myself face to
face with my nurse.

"You live here, then."

"Yes, sir."

"Since when?"

"For the last ten years."

"How did you come to nurse me?"

"If you will step upstairs I will tell you."

Her story was as follows:

"Madam sent for me in haste, and told me to go and attend to you as if it
were herself.  She told me to say that the doctor had sent me if you
asked any questions."

"The doctor said he didn't know you."

"Perhaps he was speaking the truth, but most likely he had received
orders from madam.  That's all I know, but I wonder you haven't seen her
at Aix."

"She cannot see any company, for I have been everywhere."

"She does not see any company at her own house, but she goes everywhere."

"It's very strange.  I must have seen her, and yet I do not think I could
have passed her by unrecognized.  You have been with her ten years?"

"Yes, sir, as I had the honour of informing you."

"Has she changed?  Has she had any sickness?  Has she aged?"

"Not at all.  She has become rather stout, but I assure you you would
take her for a woman of thirty."

"I must be blind, or I cannot have seen her.  I am going to write to her
now."

The woman went out, leaving me in astonishment, at the extraordinary
situation in which I was placed.

"Ought I to return to Aix immediately?" I asked myself. She has a town
house, but does not see company, but she might surely see me: She loves
me still.  She cared for me all through my illness, and she would not
have done so if she had become indifferent to me.  She will be hurt at my
not recognizing her.  She must know that I have left Aix, and will no
doubt guess that I am here now.  Shall I go to her or shall I write?
I resolved to write, and I told her in my letter that I should await her
reply at Marseilles.  I gave the letter to my late nurse, with some money
to insure its being dispatched at once, and drove on to Marseilles where
I alighted at an obscure inn, not wishing to be recognized.  I had
scarcely got out of my carriage when I saw Madame Schizza, Nina's sister.
She had left Barcelona with her husband.  They had been at Marseilles
three or four days and were going to Leghorn.

Madame Schizza was alone at the moment, her husband having gone out; and
as I was full of curiosity I begged her to come up to my room while my
dinner was getting ready.

"What is your sister doing?  Is she still at Barcelona?"

"Yes; but she will not be there long, for the bishop will not have her in
the town or the diocese, and the bishop is stronger than the viceroy.
She only returned to Barcelona on the plea that she wished to pass
through Catalonia of her way home, but she does not need to stay there
for nine or ten months on that account.  She will have to leave in a
month for certain, but she is not much put out, as the viceroy is sure to
keep her wherever she goes, and she may eventually succeed in ruining
him.  In the meanwhile she is revelling in the bad repute she has gained
for her lover."

"I know something of her peculiarities; but she cannot dislike a man who
has made her rich."

"Rich!  She has only got her diamonds.  Do you imagine this monster
capable of any feelings of gratitude?  She is not a human being, and no
one knows her as I do.  She has made the count commit a hundred acts of
injustice so that all Spain may talk of her, and know that she has made
herself mistress of his body and soul, and all he has.  The worse his
actions are, the more certain she feels that people will talk of her, and
that is all she wants.  Her obligations to me are beyond counting, for
she owes me all, even to her existence, and instead of continuing my
husband in her service she has sent him about his business."

"Then I wonder how she came to treat me so generously."

"If you knew all, you would not feel grateful to her."

"Tell me all, then."

"She only paid for your keep at the inn and in prison to make people
believe you were her lover, and to shame the count.  All Barcelona knows
that you were assassinated at her door, and that you were fortunate
enough to run the fellow through."

"But she cannot have been the instigator of, or even the accomplice in,
the plot for my assassination.  That's against nature."

"I dare say, but everything in Nina is against nature.  What I tell you
is the bare truth, for I was a witness of it all.  Whenever the viceroy
visited her she wearied him with praise of your gallantry, your wit, your
noble actions, comparing you with the Spaniards, greatly to their
disadvantage.

"The count got impatient and told her to talk of something else, but she
would not; and at last he went away, cursing your name.  Two days before
you came to grief he left her, saying,--

"'Valga me Dios!  I will give you a pleasure you do not expect.'

"I assure you that when we heard the pistol-shot after you had gone, she
remarked, without evincing the slightest emotion, that the shot was the
pleasure her rascally Spaniard had promised her.

"I said that you might be killed.

"'All the worse for the count,' she replied, 'for his turn will come
also.'

"Then she began laughing like a madcap; she was thinking of the
excitement your death would cause in Barcelona.

"At eight o'clock the following day, your man came and told her that you
had been taken to the citadel; and I will say it to her credit, she
seemed relieved to hear you were alive."

"My man--I did not know that he was in correspondence with her."

"No, I suppose not; but I assure you the worthy man was very much
attached to you."

"I am sure he was.  Go on."

"Nina then wrote a note to your landlord.  She did not shew it me, but it
no doubt contained instructions to supply you with everything.

"The man told us that he had seen your sword all red with blood, and that
your cloak had a bullet hole through it.  She was delighted, but do not
think it was because she loved you; she was glad you had escaped that you
might take your revenge.  However, she was troubled by the pretext on
which the count had had you arrested.

"Ricla did not come to see her that day, but he came the next day at
eight o'clock, and the infamous creature received him with a smiling
face.  She told him she had heard he had imprisoned you, and that she was
obliged to him, as he had, of course, done so to protect you from any
fresh attempts on your life.

"He answered, dryly, that your arrest had nothing to do with anything
that might have happened the night before.  He added that you had only
been seized pending the examination of your papers, and that if they were
found to be in good form, you would be set at liberty in the course of a
few days.

"Nina asked him who was the man that you had wounded.  He replied that
the police were enquiring into the matter, but that so far they had
neither found a dead man nor a wounded man, nor any traces of blood.  All
that had been found was Casanova's hat, and this had been returned to
him.

"I left them alone together till midnight, so I cannot say what further
converse they may have had on the subject, but three or four days later
everybody knew that you were imprisoned in the tower.

"Nina asked the count the reason of this severity in the evening, and he
replied that your passports were thought to be forgeries, because you
were in disgrace with the State Inquisitors, and therefore would not be
in a position to get a passport from the Venetian ambassador.  On this
supposition he said you had been placed in the tower, and if it proved to
be a true one, you would be still more severely punished.

"This news disturbed us, and when we heard that Pogomas had been arrested
we felt certain he had denounced you in revenge for your having procured
his dismissal from Nina's house.  When we heard that he had been let out
and sent to Genoa, we expected to hear of your being set at liberty, as
the authorities must have been satisfied of the genuine character of your
passports; but you were still shut up, and Nina did not know what to
think, and the count would not answer her when she made enquiries about
you.  She had made up her mind to say no more about it, when at last we
heard you had been set free and that your passports had been declared
genuine.

"Nina thought to see you in the pit of the opera-house, and made
preparations for a triumph in her box; but she was in despair when she
heard no performance was to be given.  In the evening the count told her
that your passports had been returned with the order to leave in three
days.  The false creature praised her lover's prudence to his face, but
she cursed him in her heart.

"She knew you would not dare to see her, and when you left without
writing her a note, she said you had received secret orders not to hold
any further communications with her.  She was furious with the viceroy.

"'If Casanova had had the courage to ask me to go with him, I would have
gone,' said she.

"Your man told her of your fortunate escape from three assassins.  In the
evening she congratulated Ricla on the circumstance, but he swore he knew
nothing about it.  Nina did not believe him.  You may thank God from the
bottom of your heart that you ever left Spain alive after knowing Nina.
She would have cost you your life at last, and she punishes me for having
given her life."

"What!  Are you her mother?"

"Yes; Nina, that horrible woman, is my daughter."

"Really?  Everybody says you are her sister."

"That is the horrible part of it, everybody is right."

"Explain yourself"

"Yes, though it is to my shame.  She is my sister and my daughter, for
she is the daughter of my father."

"What! your father loved you?"

"I do not know whether the scoundrel loved me, but he treated me as his
wife.  I was sixteen then.  She is the daughter of the crime, and God
knows she is sufficient punishment for it.  My father died to escape her
vengeance; may he also escape the vengeance of God.  I should have
strangled her in her cradle, but maybe I shall strangle her yet.  If I do
not, she will kill me."

I remained dumb at the conclusion of this dreadful story, which bore all
the marks of truth.

"Does Nina know that you are her mother?"

"Her own father told her the secret when she was twelve, after he had
initiated her into the life she has been living ever since.  He would
have made her a mother in her turn if he had not killed himself the same
year, maybe to escape the gallows."

"How did the Conte de Ricla fall in love with her?"

"It is a short story and a curious one.  Two years ago she came to
Barcelona from Portugal, and was placed in one of the ballets for the
sake of her pretty face, for as to talents she had none, and could only
do the rebaltade (a sort of skip and pirouette) properly.

"The first evening she danced she was loudly applauded by the pit, for as
she did the rebaltade she shewed her drawers up to her waist.  In Spain
any actress who shews her drawers on the stage is liable to a fine of a
crown.  Nina knew nothing about this, and, hearing the applause, treated
the audience to another skip of the same kind, but at the end of the
ballet she was told to pay two crowns for her immodesty.  Nina cursed and
swore, but she had to give in.  What do you think she did to elude the
law, and at the same time avenge herself?"

"Danced badly, perhaps."

"She danced without any drawers at all, and did her rebdltade as before,
which caused such an effervescence of high spirits in the house as had
never been known at Barcelona.

"The Conte de Ricla had seen her from his box, and was divided between
horror and admiration, and sent for the inspector to tell him that this
impudent creature must be punished.

"'In the mean time,' said he, 'bring her before me.'

"Presently Nina appeared in the viceroy's box, and asked him, impudently,
what he wanted with her.

"'You are an immodest woman, and have failed in your duty to the public.'

"'What have I done?

"'You performed the same skip as before.'

"'Yes, but I haven't broken your law, for no one can have seen my drawers
as I took the precaution not to put any on.  What more can I do for your
cursed law, which has cost me two crowns already?  Just tell me.'

"The viceroy and the great personages around him had much ado to refrain
from laughter, for Nina was really in the right, and a serious discussion
of the violated law would have been ridiculous.

"The viceroy felt he was in a false position, and merely said that if she
ever danced without drawers again she should have a month's imprisonment
on bread and water.

"A week after one of my husband's ballets was given.  It was so well
received that the audience encored it with enthusiasm.  Ricla gave orders
that the public should be satisfied, and all the dancers were told they
would have to reappear.

"Nina, who was almost undressed, told my husband to do as best he could,
as she was not going to dance again.  As she had the chief part my
husband could not do without her, and sent the manager to her dressing-
room.  She pushed the poor man out with so much violence that he fell
against the wall of the passage, head foremost.

"The manager told his piteous tale to the viceroy, who ordered two
soldiers to bring her before him.  This was his ruin; for Nina is a
beautiful woman, and in her then state of undress she would have seduced
the coldest of men.

"The count reproved her, but his voice and his manner were ill-assured,
and growing bolder as she watched his embarrassment, Nina replied that he
might have her torn to pieces if he liked, but she would not dance
against her will, and nowhere in her agreement was it stipulated that she
should dance twice in the same evening, whether for his pleasure or
anyone else's.  She also expressed her anger at making her appear before
him in a state of semi-nudity, and swore she would never forgive his
barbarous and despotic conduct.

"'I will dance no more before you or your people.

'Let me go away, or kill me if you like; do your worst on me, and you
shall find that I am a Venetian and a free woman!'

"The viceroy sat astonished, and said she must be mad.  He then summoned
my husband and told him she was no longer in his service.  Nina was told
she was free, and could go where she would.

"She went back to her dressing-room and came to us, where she was living.

"The ballet went on without her, and the poor viceroy sat in a dream, for
the poison had entered into his veins.

"Next day a wretched singer named Molinari called on Nina and told her
that the viceroy was anxious to know whether she were really mad or not,
and would like to see her in a country house, the name of which he
mentioned: this was just what the wretched woman wanted.

"'Tell his highness,' she said to Molinari, "that I will come, and that
he will find me as gentle as a lamb and as good as an angel.'

"This is the way in which the connection began, and she fathomed his
character so astutely that she maintained her conquest as much with ill-
treatment and severity as with her favours."

Such was the tale of the hapless Madame Schizza.  It was told with all
the passion of an Italian divided between repentance for the past and the
desire of vengeance.

The next day, as I had expected, I received a letter from Henriette.  It
ran as follows:

"My Dear Old Friend,--Nothing could be more romantic than our meeting at
my country house six years ago, and now again, after a parting of so many
years.  Naturally we have both grown older, and though I love you still I
am glad you did not recognize me.  Not that I have become ugly, but I am
stout, and this gives me another look.  I am a widow, and well enough off
to tell you that if you lack money you will find some ready for you in
Henriette's purse.  Do not come back to Aix to see me, as your return
might give rise to gossip; but if you chance to come here again after
some time, we may meet, though not as old acquaintances.  I am happy to
think that I have perhaps prolonged your days by giving you a nurse for
whose trustworthiness I would answer.  If you would like to correspond
with me I should be happy to do my part.  I am very curious to know what
happened to you after your flight from The Leads, and after the proofs
you have given me of your discretion I think I shall be able to tell you
how we came to meet at Cesena, and how I returned to my country.  The
first part is a secret for everyone; only M. d'Antoine is acquainted with
a portion of the story.  I am grateful for the reticence you have
observed, though Marcoline must have delivered the message I gave her.
Tell me what has become of that beautiful girl.  Farewell!"

I replied, accepting her offer to correspond, and I told her the whole
story of my adventures.  From her I received forty letters, in which the
history of her life is given.  If she die before me, I shall add these
letters to my Memoirs, but at present she is alive and happy, though
advanced in years.

The day after I went to call on Madame Audibert, and we went together to
see Madame N---- N----, who was already the mother of three children.
Her husband adored her, and she was very happy.  I gave her good news of
Marcoline, and told the story of Croce and Charlotte's death, which
affected her to tears.

In turn she told me about Rosalie, who was quite a rich woman.  I had no
hopes of seeing her again, for she lived at Genoa, and I should not have
cared to face M. Grimaldi.

My niece (as I once called her) mortified me unintentionally; she said I
was ageing.  Though a man can easily make a jest of his advancing years,
a speech like this is not pleasant when one has not abandoned the pursuit
of pleasure.  She gave me a capital dinner, and her husband made me
offers which I was ashamed to accept.  I had fifty Louis, and, intending
to go on to Turin, I did not feel uneasy about the future.

At Marseilles I met the Duc de Vilardi, who was kept alive by the art of
Tronchin.  This nobleman, who was Governor of Provence, asked me to
supper, and I was surprised to meet at his house the self-styled Marquis
d'Aragon; he was engaged in holding the bank.  I staked a few coins and
lost, and the marquis asked me to dine with him and his wife, an elderly
Englishwoman, who had brought him a dowry of forty thousand guineas
absolutely, with twenty thousand guineas which would ultimately go to her
son in London.  I was not ashamed to borrow fifty Louis from this lucky
rascal, though I felt almost certain that I should never return the
money.

I left Marseilles by myself, and after crossing the Alps arrived at
Turin.

There I had a warm welcome from the Chevalier Raiberti and the Comte de
la Perouse.  Both of them pronounced me to be looking older, but I
consoled myself with the thought that, after all, I was only forty-four.

I became an intimate friend of the English ambassador, Sir N----, a rich,
accomplished and cultured man, who kept the choicest of tables.
Everybody loved him, and amongst others this feeling was warmly shared by
a Parmese girl, named Campioni, who was wonderfully beautiful.

As soon as I had told my friends that I intended to go into Switzerland
to print at my own expense a refutation in Italian of the "History of the
Venetian Government," by Amelot de la Houssaye, they all did their best
by subscribing and obtaining subscriptions.  The most generous of all was
the Comte de la Perouse, who gave me two hundred and fifty francs for
fifty copies.  I left Turin in a week with two thousand lire in my purse.
With this I should be able to print the book I had composed in my prison;
but I should have to rewrite it 'ab initio', with the volume to my hand,
as also the "History of Venice," by Nani.

When I had got these works I set out with the intention of having my book
printed at Lugano, as there was a good press there and no censure.  I
also knew that the head of the press was a well-read man, and that the
place abounded in good cheer and good society.

Lugano is near Milan, Como, and Lake Maggiore, and I was well pleased
with the situation.  I went to the best inn, which was kept by a man
named Tagoretti, who gave me the best room in the house.

The day after my arrival I called on Dr. Agnelli, who was at once
printer, priest, theologian, and an honest man.  I made a regular
agreement with him, he engaging to print at the rate of four sheets a
week, and on my side I promised to pay him every week.  He reserved the
right of censorship, expressing a hope that our opinions might coincide.

I gave him the preface and the preliminary matter at once, and chose the
paper and the size, large octavo.

When I got back to my inn the landlord told me that the bargello, or
chief constable, wanted to see me.

Although Lugano is in Switzerland, its municipal government is modelled
after that of the Italian towns.

I was curious to hear what this ill-omened personage could have to say to
me, so I told him to shew him in.  After giving me a profound bow, with
his hat in his hand, Signor Bargello told me that he had come to offer me
his services, and to assure me that I should enjoy complete tranquillity
and safety in Lugano, whether from any enemies within the State or from
the Venetian Government, in case I had any dispute with it.

"I thank you, signor," I replied, "and I am sure that you are telling me
the truth, as I am in Switzerland."

"I must take the liberty of telling you, sir, that it is customary for
strangers who take up their residence in Lugano, to pay some trifling
sum, either by the week, the month, or the year."

"And if they refuse to pay?"

"Then their safety is not so sure."

"Money does everything in Lugano, I suppose."

"But, sir----"

"I understand, but let me tell you that I have no fears, and I shall
consequently beg to be excused from paying anything."

"You will forgive me, but I happen to know that you have some disputes
with the Venetian Government."

"You are making a mistake, my good fellow."

"No, I am not."

"If you are so sure, find someone to bet me two hundred sequins that I
have reason to fear the Venetian Government; I will take the bet and
deposit the amount."

The bargello remained silent, and the landlord told him he seemed to have
made some kind of mistake, so he went away, looking very disappointed.

My landlord was delighted to hear that I thought of making some stay at
Lugano, and advised me to call on the high bailiff, who governed the
place.

"He's a very nice Swiss gentleman," said he, "and his wife a clever
woman, and as fair as the day."

"I will go and see him to-morrow."

I sent in my name to the high bailiff at noon on the day following, and
what was my surprise to find myself in the presence of M. de R and his
charming wife.  Beside her was a pretty boy, five or six years old.

Our mutual surprise may be imagined!




CHAPTER XI

The Punishment of Marazzani--I Leave Lugano--Turin--M. Dubois at Parma--
Leghorn--The Duke of Orloff--Pisa--Stratico--Sienna--The Marchioness
Chigi--My Departure from Sienna With an Englishwoman


These unforeseen, haphazard meetings with old friends have always been
the happiest moments of my life.

We all remained for some time dumb with delight.  M. de R. was the first
to break the silence by giving me a cordial embrace.  We burst out into
mutual excuses, he for having imagined that there might be other
Casanovas in Italy, and I for not having ascertained his name.  He made
me take pot-luck with him the same day, and we seemed as if we had never
parted.  The Republic had given him this employ--a very lucrative one--
and he was only sorry that it would expire in two years.  He told me he
was delighted to be able to be of use to me, and begged me to consider he
was wholly at my service.  He was delighted to hear that I should be
engaged in seeing my work through the press for three or four months, and
seemed vexed when I told him that I could not accept his hospitality more
than once a week as my labours would be incessant.

Madame de R---- could scarcely recover from her surprise.  It was nine
years since I had seen her at Soleure, and then I thought her beauty must
be at its zenith; but I was wrong, she was still more beautiful and I
told her so.  She shewed me her only child, who had been born four years
after my departure.  She cherished the child as the apple of her eye, and
seemed likely to spoil it; but I heard, a few years ago, that this child
is now an amiable and accomplished man.

In a quarter of an hour Madame de R---- informed me of all that had
happened at Soleure since my departure.  Lebel had gone to Besancon,
where he lived happily with his charming wife.

She happened to observe in a casual way that I no longer looked as young
as I had done at Soleure, and this made me regulate my conduct in a
manner I might not otherwise have done.  I did not let her beauty carry
me away; I resisted the effect of her charms, and I was content to enjoy
her friendship, and to be worthy of the friendship of her good husband.

The work on which I was engaged demanded all my care and attention, and a
love affair would have wasted most of my time.

I began work the next morning, and save for an hour's visit from M. de
R---- I wrote on till nightfall.  The next day I had the first proof-
sheet with which I was well enough pleased.

I spent the whole of the next month in my room, working assiduously, and
only going out to mass on feast days, to dine with M. de R----, and to
walk with his wife and her child.

At the end of a month my first volume was printed and stitched, and the
manuscript of the second volume was ready for the press.  Towards the end
of October the printer sent in the entire work in three volumes, and in
less than a year the edition was sold out.

My object was not so much to make money as to appease the wrath of the
Venetian Inquisitors; I had gone all over Europe, and experienced a
violent desire to see my native land once more.

Amelot de la Houssaye had written his book from the point of view of an
enemy of Venice.  His history was rather a satire, containing learned and
slanderous observations mingled together.  It had been published for
seventy years, but hitherto no one had taken the trouble to refute it.
If a Venetian had attempted to do so he would not have obtained
permission from his Government to print it in the States of Venice, for
the State policy is to allow no one to discuss the actions of the
authorities, whether in praise or blame; consequently no writer had
attempted to refute the French history, as it was well known that the
refutation would be visited with punishment and not with reward.

My position was an exceptional one.  I had been persecuted by the
Venetian Government, so no one could accuse me of being partial; and by
my exposing the calumnies of Amelot before all Europe I hoped to gain a
reward, which after all would only be an act of justice.

I had been an exile for fourteen years, and I thought the Inquisitors
would be glad to repair their injustice on the pretext of rewarding my
patriotism.

My readers will see that my hopes were fulfilled, but I had to wait for
five more years instead of receiving permission to return at once.

M. de Bragadin was dead, and Dandolo and Barbaro were the only friends I
had left at Venice; and with their aid I contrived to subscribe fifty
copies of my book in my native town.

Throughout my stay at Lugano I only frequented the house of M. de R-----,
where I saw the Abbe Riva, a learned and discreet man, to whom I had been
commended by M. Querini, his relation.  The abbe enjoyed such a
reputation for wisdom amongst his fellow-countrymen that he was a kind of
arbiter in all disputes, and thus the expenses of the law were saved.
It was no wonder that the gentlemen of the long robe hated him most
cordially.  His nephew, Jean Baptiste Riva, was a friend of the Muses, of
Bacchus, and of Venus; he was also a friend of mine, though I could not
match him with the bottles.  He lent me all the nymphs he had initiated
into the mysteries, and they liked him all the better, as I made them
some small presents.  With him and his two pretty sisters I went to the
Borromean Isles.  I knew that Count Borromeo, who had honoured me with
his friendship at Turin, was there, and from him I felt certain of a warm
welcome.  One of the two sisters had to pass for Riva's wife, and the
other for his sister-in-law.

Although the count was a ruined man he lived in his isles like a prince.

It would be impossible to describe these Islands of the Blest; they must
be seen to be imagined.  The inhabitants enjoy an everlasting spring;
there is neither heat nor cold.

The count regaled us choicely, and amused the two girls by giving them
rods and lines and letting them fish.  Although he was ugly, old, and
ruined, he still possessed the art of pleasing.

On the way back to Lugano, as I was making place for a carriage in a
narrow road, my horse slipped and fell down a slope ten feet high.  My
head went against a large stone, and I thought my last hour was come as
the blood poured out of the wound.  However, I was well again in a few
days.  This was my last ride on horseback.

During my stay at Lugano the inspectors of the Swiss cantons came there
in its turn.  The people dignified them with the magnificent title of
ambassadors, but M. de R---- was content to call them avoyers.

These gentlemen stayed at my inn, and I had my meals with them throughout
their stay.

The avoyer of Berne gave me some news of my poor friend M. F----.  His
charming daughter Sara had become the wife of M, de V----, and was happy.

A few days after these pleasant and cultured men had left, I was startled
one morning by the sudden appearance of the wretched Marazzani in my
room.  I seized him by his collar, threw him out, and before he had time
to use his cane or his sword, I had kicked, beaten, and boxed him most
soundly.  He defended himself to the best of his ability, and the
landlord and his men ran up at the noise, and had some difficulty in
separating us.

"Don't let him go!" I cried, "send for the bargello and have him away to
prison."

I dressed myself hastily, and as I was going out to see M. de R----, the
bargello met me, and asked me on what charge I gave the man into custody.

"You will hear that at M. de R----'s, where I shall await you."

I must now explain my anger.  You may remember, reader, that I left the
wretched fellow in the prison of Buen Retiro.  I heard afterwards that
the King of Spain, Jerusalem, and the Canary Islands, had given him a
small post in a galley off the coast of Africa.

He had done me no harm, and I pitied him; but not being his intimate
friend, and having no power to mitigate the hardship of his lot, I had
well-nigh forgotten him.

Eight months after, I met at Barcelona Madame Bellucci, a Venetian
dancer, with whom I had had a small intrigue.  She gave an exclamation of
delight on seeing me, and said she was glad to see me delivered from the
hard fate to which a tyrannous Government had condemned me.

"What fate is that?" I asked, "I have seen a good deal of misfortune
since I left you."

"I mean the presidio."

"But that has never been my lot, thank God!  Who told you such a story?"

"A Count Marazzani, who was here three weeks ago, and told me he had been
luckier than you, as he had made his escape."

"He's a liar and a scoundrel; and if ever I meet him again he shall pay
me dearly."

From that moment I never thought of the rascal without feeling a lively
desire to give him a thrashing, but I never thought that chance would
bring about so early a meeting.

Under the circumstances I think my behaviour will be thought only
natural.  I had beaten him, but that was not enough for me.  I seemed to
have done nothing, and indeed, I had got as good as I gave.

In the mean time he was in prison, and I went to M. de R---- to see what
he could do for me.

As soon as M. de R heard my statement he said he could neither keep him
in prison nor drive him out of the town unless I laid a plea before him,
craving protection against this man, whom I believed to have come to
Lugano with the purpose of assassinating me.

"You can make the document more effective," he added, "by placing your
actual grievance in a strong light, and laying stress on his sudden
appearance in your room without sending in his name.  That's what you had
better do, and it remains to be seen how I shall answer your plea.  I
shall ask him for his passport and delay the case, and order him to be
severely treated; but in the end I shall only be able to drive him out of
the town, unless he can find good bail."

I could ask no more.  I sent in my plea, and the next day I had the
pleasure of seeing him brought into the court bound hand and foot.

M. de R began to examine him, and Marazzani swore he had no evil
intentions in calling on me.  As to the calumny, he protested he had only
repeated common rumour, and professed his joy at finding it had been
mistaken.

This ought to have been enough for me, but I continued obdurate.

M. de R---- said the fact of my being sent to the galleys having been
rumoured was no justification for his repeating it.

"And furthermore," he proceeded, "M.  Casanova's suspicion that you were
going to assassinate him is justified by your giving a false name, for
the plaintiff maintains that you are not Count Marazzani at all.  He
offers to furnish surety on this behalf, and if M. Casanova does you
wrong, his bail will escheat to you as damages.  In the mean time you
will remain in prison till we have further information about your real
status."

He was taken back, and as the poor devil had not a penny in his pocket it
would have been superfluous to tell the bargedlo to treat him severely.

M. de R wrote to the Swiss agent at Parma to obtain the necessary
information; but as the rascal knew this would be against him, he wrote
me a humble letter, in which he confessed that he was the son of a poor
shopkeeper of Bobbio, and although his name was really Marazzani, he had
nothing to do with the Marazzanis of Plaisance.  He begged me to set him
at liberty.

I shewed the letter to M. de R----, who let him out of prison with orders
to leave Lugano in twenty-four hours.

I thought I had been rather too harsh with him, and gave the poor devil
some money to take him to Augsburg, and also a letter for M. de
Sellentin, who was recruiting there for the Prussian king.  We shall hear
of Marazzani again.

The Chevalier de Breche came to the Lugano Fair to buy some horses, and
stopped a fortnight.  I often met him at M. de R----'s, for whose wife he
had a great admiration, and I was sorry to see him go.

I left Lugano myself a few days later, having made up my mind to winter
in Turin, where I hoped to see some pleasant society.

Before I left I received a friendly letter from Prince Lubomirski, with a
bill for a hundred ducats, in payment of fifty copies of my book.  The
prince had become lord high marshal on the death of Count Bilinski.

When I got to Turin I found a letter from the noble Venetian M. Girolamo
Zulian, the same that had given me an introduction to Mocenigo.  His
letter contained an enclosure to M. Berlendis, the representative of the
Republic at Turin, who thanked me for having enabled him to receive me.

The ambassador, a rich man, and a great lover of the fair sex, kept up a
splendid establishment, and this was enough for his Government, for
intelligence is not considered a necessary qualification for a Venetian
ambassador.  Indeed it is a positive disadvantage, and a witty ambassador
would no doubt fall into disgrace with the Venetian Senate.  However,
Berlendis ran no risk whatever on this score; the realm of wit was an
unknown land to him.

I got this ambassador to call the attention of his Government to the work
I had recently published, and the answer the State Inquisitors gave may
astonish my readers, but it did not astonish me.  The secretary of the
famous and accursed Tribunal wrote to say that he had done well to call
the attention of the Inquisitors to this work, as the author's
presumption appeared on the title-page.  He added that the work would be
examined, and in the mean time the ambassador was instructed to shew me
no signal marks of favour lest the Court should suppose he was protecting
me as a Venetian.

Nevertheless, it was the same tribunal that had facilitated my access to
the ambassador to Madrid--Mocenigo.

I told Berlendis that my visits should be limited in number, and free
from all ostentation.

I was much interested in his son's tutor; he was a priest, a man of
letters, and a poet.  His name was Andreis, and he is now resident in
England, where he enjoys full liberty, the greatest of all blessings.

I spent my time at Turin very pleasantly, in the midst of a small circle
of Epicureans; there were the old Chevalier Raiberti, the Comte de la
Perouse, a certain Abbe Roubien, a delightful man, the voluptuous Comte
de Riva, and the English ambassador.  To the amusements which this
society afforded I added a course of reading, but no love affairs
whatever.

While I was at Turin, a milliner, Perouse's mistress, feeling herself in
'articulo mortis', swallowed the portrait of her lover instead of the
Eucharist.  This incident made me compose two sonnets, which pleased me a
good deal at the time, and with which I am still satisfied.  No doubt
some will say that every poet is pleased with his own handiwork, but as a
matter of fact, the severest critic of a sensible author is himself.

The Russian squadron, under the command of Count Alexis Orloff, was then
at Leghorn; this squadron threatened Constantinople, and would probably
have taken it if an Englishman had been in command.

As I had known Count Orloff in Russia, I imagined that I might possibly
render myself of service to him, and at the same time make my fortune.

The English ambassador having given me a letter for the English consul, I
left Turin with very little money in my purse and no letter of credit on
any banker.

An Englishman named Acton commended me to an English banker at Leghorn,
but this letter did not empower me to draw any supplies.

Acton was just then involved in a curious complication.  When he was at
Venice he had fallen in love with a pretty woman, either a Greek or a
Neapolitan.  The husband, by birth a native of Turin, and by profession a
good-for-nothing, placed no obstacle in Acton's way, as the Englishman
was generous with his money; but he had a knack of turning up at those
moments when his absence would have been most desirable.

The generous but proud and impatient Englishman could not be expected to
bear this for long.  He consulted with the lady, and determined to shew
his teeth.  The husband persisted in his untimely visits, and one day
Acton said, dryly,--

"Do you want a thousand guineas?  You can have them if you like, on the
condition that your wife travels with me for three years without our
having the pleasure of your society."

The husband thought the bargain a good one, and signed an agreement to
that effect.

After the three years were over the husband wrote to his wife, who was at
Venice, to return to him, and to Acton to put no obstacle in the way.

The lady replied that she did not want to live with him any more, and
Acton explained to the husband that he could not be expected to drive his
mistress away against her will.  He foresaw, however, that the husband
would complain to the English ambassador, and determined to be before-
handed with him.

In due course the husband did apply to the English ambassador, requesting
him to compel Acton to restore to him his lawful wife.  He even asked the
Chevalier Raiberti to write to the Commendatore Camarana, the Sardinian
ambassador at Venice, to apply pressure on the Venetian Government, and
he would doubtless have succeeded if M. Raiberti had done him this
favour.  However, as it was he did nothing of the sort, and even gave
Acton a warm welcome when he came to Turin to look into the matter.  He
had left his mistress at Venice under the protection of the English
consul.

The husband was ashamed to complain publicly, as he would have been
confronted with the disgraceful agreement he had signed; but Berlendis
maintained that he was in the right, and argued the question in the most
amusing manner.  On the one hand he urged the sacred and inviolable
character of the marriage rite, and on the other he shewed how the wife
was bound to submit to her husband in all things.  I argued the matter
with him myself, shewing him his disgraceful position in defending a man
who traded on his wife's charms, and he was obliged to give in when I
assured him that the husband had offered to renew the lease for the same
time and on the same terms as before.

Two years later I met Acton at Bologna, and admired the beauty whom he
considered and treated as his wife.  She held on her knees a fine little
Acton.

I left Turin for Parma with a Venetian who, like myself, was an exile
from his country.  He had turned actor to gain a livelihood; and was
going to Parma with two actresses, one of whom was interesting.  As soon
as I found out who he was, we became friends, and he would have gladly
made me a partner in all his amusements, by the way, if I had been in the
humour to join him.

This journey to Leghorn was undertaken under the influence of chimercial
ideas.  I thought I might be useful to Count Orloff, in the conquest he
was going to make, as it was said, of Constantinople.  I fancied that it
had been decreed by fate that without me he could never pass through the
Dardanelles.  In spite of the wild ideas with which my mind was occupied,
I conceived a warm friendship for my travelling companion, whose name was
Angelo Bentivoglio.  The Government never forgave him a certain crime,
which to the philosophic eye appears a mere trifle.  In four years later,
when I describe my stay at Venice, I shall give some further account of
him.

About noon we reached Parma, and I bade adieu to Bentivoglio and his
friends.  The Court was at Colorno, but having nothing to gain from this
mockery of a court, and wishing to leave for Bologna the next morning, I
asked Dubois-Chateleraux, Chief of the Mint, and a talented though vain
man, to give me some dinner.  The reader will remember that I had known
him twenty two years before, when I was in love with Henriette.  He was
delighted to see me, and seemed to set great store by my politeness in
giving him the benefit of my short stay at Parma.  I told him that Count
Orloff was waiting for me at Leghorn, and that I was obliged to travel
day and night.

"He will be setting sail before long," said he; "I have advices from
Leghorn to that effect."

I said in a mysterious tone of voice that he would not sail without me,
and I could see that my host treated me with increased respect after
this.  He wanted to discuss the Russian Expedition, but my air of reserve
made him change the conversation.

At dinner we talked a good deal about Henriette, whom he said he had
succeeded in finding out; but though he spoke of her with great respect,
I took care not to give him any information on the subject.  He spent the
whole afternoon in uttering complaints against the sovereigns of Europe,
the King of Prussia excepted, as he had made him a baron, though I never
could make out why.

He cursed the Duke of Parma who persisted in retaining his services,
although there was no mint in existence in the duchy, and his talents
were consequently wasted there.

I listened to all his complaints, and agreed that Louis XV. had been
ungrateful in not conferring the Order of St. Michael on him; that Venice
had rewarded his services very shabbily; that Spain was stingy, and
Naples devoid of honesty, etc., etc.  When he had finished, I asked him
if he could give me a bill on a banker for fifty sequins.

He replied in the most friendly manner that he would not give me the
trouble of going to a banker for such a wretched sum as that; he would be
delighted to oblige me himself.

I took the money promising to repay him at an early date, but I have
never been able to do so.  I do not know whether he is alive or dead, but
if he were to attain the age of Methuselah I should not entertain any
hopes of paying him; for I get poorer every day, and feel that my end is
not far off.

The next day I was in Bologna, and the day after in Florence, where I met
the Chevalier Morosini, nephew of the Venetian procurator, a young man of
nineteen, who was travelling with Count Stratico, professor of
mathematics at the University of Padua.  He gave me a letter for his
brother, a Jacobin monk, and professor of literature at Pisa, where I
stopped for a couple of hours on purpose to make the celebrated monk's
acquaintance.  I found him even greater than his fame, and promised to
come again to Pisa, and make a longer stay for the purpose of enjoying
his society.

I stopped an hour at the Wells, where I made the acquaintance of the
Pretender to the throne of Great Britain, and from there went on to
Leghorn, where I found Count Orloff still waiting, but only because
contrary winds kept him from sailing.

The English consul, with whom he was staying, introduced me at once to
the Russian admiral, who received me with expressions of delight.  He
told me he would be charmed if I would come on board with him.  He told
me to have my luggage taken off at once, as he would set sail with the
first fair wind.  When he was gone the English consul asked me what would
be my status with the admiral.

"That's just what I mean to find out before embarking my effects."

"You won't be able to speak to him till to-morrow."  Next morning I
called on Count Orloff, and sent him in a short note, asking him to give
me a short interview before I embarked my mails.

An officer came out to tell me that the admiral was writing in bed, and
hoped I would wait.

"Certainly."

I had been waiting a few minutes, when Da Loglio, the Polish agent at
Venice and an old friend of mine, came in.

"What are you doing here, my dear Casanova?" said he.

"I am waiting for an interview with the admiral."

"He is very busy."

After this, Da Loglio coolly went into the admiral's room.  This was
impertinent of him; it was as if he said in so many words that the
admiral was too busy to see me, but not too busy to see him.

A moment after, Marquis Manucci came in with his order of St. Anne and
his formal air.  He congratulated me on my visit to Leghorn, and then
said he had read my work on Venice, and had been surprised to find
himself in it.

He had some reason for surprise, for there was no connection between him
and the subject-matter; but he should have discovered before that the
unexpected often happens.  He did not give me time to tell him so, but
went into the admiral's room as Da Loglio had done.

I was vexed to see how these gentlemen were admitted while I danced
attendance, and the project of sailing with Orloff began to displease me.

In five hours Orloff came out followed by a numerous train.  He told me
pleasantly that we could have our talk at table or after dinner.

"After dinner, if you please," I said.

He came in and sat down at two o'clock, and I was among the guests.

Orloff kept on saying, "Eat away, gentlemen, eat away;" and read his
correspondence and gave his secretary letters all the time.

After dinner he suddenly glanced up at me, and taking me by the hand led
me to the window, and told me to make haste with my luggage, as he should
sail before the morning if the wind kept up.

"Quite so; but kindly tell me, count, what is to be my status or
employment an board your ship?"

"At present I have no special employ to give you; that will come in time.
Come on board as my friend."

"The offer is an honourable one so far as you are concerned, but all the
other officers might treat me with contempt.  I should be regarded as a
kind of fool, and I should probably kill the first man who dared to
insult me.  Give me a distinct office, and let me wear your uniform; I
will be useful to you.  I know the country for which you are bound, I can
speak the language, and I am not wanting in courage."

"My dear sir, I really have no particular office to give you."

"Then, count, I wish you a pleasant sail; I am going to Rome.  I hope you
may never repent of not taking me, for without me you will never pass the
Dardanelles."

"Is that a prophecy?"

"It's an oracle."

"We will test its veracity, my dear Calchus."

Such was the short dialogue I had with the worthy count, who, as a matter
of fact, did not pass the Dardanelles.  Whether he would have succeeded
if I had been on board is more than I can say.

Next day I delivered my letters to M.  Rivarola and the English banker.
The squadron had sailed in the early morning.

The day after I went to Pisa, and spent a pleasant week in the company of
Father Stratico, who was made a bishop two or three years after by means
of a bold stroke that might have ruined him.  He delivered a funeral
oration over Father Ricci, the last general of the Jesuits.  The Pope,
Ganganelli, had the choice of punishing the writer and increasing the
odium of many of the faithful, or of rewarding him handsomely.  The
sovereign pontiff followed the latter course.  I saw the bishop some
years later, and he told me in confidence that he had only written the
oration because he felt certain, from his knowledge of the human heart,
that his punishment would be a great reward.

This clever monk initiated me into all the charms of Pisan society.  He
had organized a little choir of ladies of rank, remarkable for their
intelligence and beauty, and had taught them to sing extempore to the
guitar.  He had had them instructed by the famous Gorilla, who was
crowned poetess-laureate at the capitol by night, six years later.  She
was crowned where our great Italian poets were crowned; and though her
merit was no doubt great, it was, nevertheless, more tinsel than gold,
and not of that order to place her on a par with Petrarch or Tasso.

She was satirised most bitterly after she had received the bays; and the
satirists were even more in the wrong than the profaners of the capitol,
for all the pamphlets against her laid stress on the circumstance that
chastity, at all events, was not one of her merits.  All poetesses, from
the days of Homer to our own, have sacrificed on the altar of Venus.  No
one would have heard of Gorilla if she had not had the sense to choose
her lovers from the ranks of literary men; and she would never have been
crowned at Rome if she had not succeeded in gaining over Prince Gonzaga
Solferino, who married the pretty Mdlle. Rangoni, daughter of the Roman
consul, whom I knew at Marseilles, and of whom I have already spoken.

This coronation of Gorilla is a blot on the pontificate of the present
Pope, for henceforth no man of genuine merit will accept the honour which
was once so carefully guarded by the giants of human intellect.

Two days after the coronation Gorilla and her admirers left Rome, ashamed
of what they had done.  The Abbe Pizzi, who had been the chief promoter
of her apotheosis, was so inundated with pamphlets and satires that for
some months he dared not shew his face.

This is a long digression, and I will now return to Father Stratico, who
made the time pass so pleasantly for me.

Though he was not a handsome man, he possessed the art of persuasion to
perfection; and he succeeded in inducing me to go to Sienna, where he
said I should enjoy myself.  He gave me a letter of introduction for the
Marchioness Chigi, and also one for the Abbe Chiaccheri; and as I had
nothing better to do I went to Sienna by the shortest way, not caring to
visit Florence.

The Abbe Chiaccheri gave me a warm welcome, and promised to do all he
could to amuse me; and he kept his word.  He introduced me himself to the
Marchioness Chigi, who took me by storm as soon as she had read the
letter of the Abbe Stratico, her dear abbe, as she called him, when she
read the superscription in his writing.

The marchioness was still handsome, though her beauty had begun to wane;
but with her the sweetness, the grace, and the ease of manner supplied
the lack of youth.  She knew how to make a compliment of the slightest
expression, and was totally devoid of any affection of superiority.

"Sit down," she began.  "So you are going to stay a week, I see, from the
dear abbe's letter.  That's a short time for us, but perhaps it may be
too long for you.  I hope the abbe has not painted us in too rosy
colours."

"He only told me that I was to spend a week here, and that I should find
with you all the charms of intellect and sensibility."

"Stratico should have condemned you to a month without mercy."

"Why mercy?  What hazard do I run?"

"Of being tired to death, or of leaving some small morsel of your heart
at Sienna."

"All that might happen in a week, but I am ready to dare the danger, for
Stratico has guarded me from the first by counting on you, and from the
second by counting on myself.  You will receive my pure and intelligent
homage.  My heart will go forth from Sienna as free as it came, for I
have no hope of victory, and defeat would make me wretched."

"Is it possible that you are amongst the despairing?"

"Yes, and to that fact I owe my happiness."

"It would be a pity for you if you found yourself mistaken."

"Not such a pity as you may think, Madam.  'Carpe diem' is my motto.
'Tis likewise the motto of that finished voluptuary, Horace, but I only
take it because it suits me.  The pleasure which follows desires is the
best, for it is the most acute.

"True, but it cannot be calculated on, and defies the philosopher.  May
God preserve you, madam, from finding out this painful truth by
experience!  The highest good lies in enjoyment; desire too often remains
unsatisfied.  If you have not yet found out the truth of Horace's maxim,
I congratulate you."

The amiable marchioness smiled pleasantly and gave no positive answer.

Chiaccheri now opened his mouth for the first time, and said that the
greatest happiness he could wish us was that we should never agree.  The
marchioness assented, rewarding Chiaccheri with a smile, but I could not
do so.

"I had rather contradict you," I said, "than renounce all hopes of
pleasing you.  The abbe has thrown the apple of discord between us, but
if we continue as we have begun I shall take up my abode at Sienna."

The marchioness was satisfied with the sample of her wit which she had
given me, and began to talk commonplaces, asking me if I should like to
see company and enjoy society of the fair sex.  She promised to take me
everywhere.

"Pray do not take the trouble," I replied.  "I want to leave Sienna with
the feeling that you are the only lady to whom I have done homage, and
that the Abbe Chiaccheri has been my only guide."

The marchioness was flattered, and asked the abbe and myself to dine with
her on the following day in a delightful house she had at a hundred paces
from the town.

The older I grew the more I became attached to the intellectual charms of
women.  With the sensualist, the contrary takes place; he becomes more
material in his old age: requires women well taught in Venus's shrines,
and flies from all mention of philosophy.

As I was leaving her I told the abbe that if I stayed at Sienna I would
see no other woman but her, come what might, and he agreed that I was
very right.

The abbe shewed me all the objects of interest in Sienna, and introduced
me to the literati, who in their turn visited me.

The same day Chiaccheri took me to a house where the learned society
assembled.  It was the residence of two sisters--the elder extremely ugly
and the younger very pretty, but the elder sister was accounted, and very
rightly, the Corinna of the place.  She asked me to give her a specimen
of my skill, promising to return the compliment.  I recited the first
thing that came into my head, and she replied with a few lines of
exquisite beauty.  I complimented her, but Chiaccheri (who had been her
master) guessed that I did not believe her to be the author, and proposed
that we should try bouts rimes.  The pretty sister gave out the rhymes,
and we all set to work.  The ugly sister finished first, and when the
verses came to be read, hers were pronounced the best.  I was amazed, and
made an improvisation on her skill, which I gave her in writing.  In five
minutes she returned it to me; the rhymes were the same, but the turn of
the thought was much more elegant.  I was still more surprised, and took
the liberty of asking her name, and found her to be the famous
"Shepherdess," Maria Fortuna, of the Academy of Arcadians.

I had read the beautiful stanzas she had written in praise of Metastasio.
I told her so, and she brought me the poet's reply in manuscript.

Full of admiration, I addressed myself to her alone, and all her
plainness vanished.

I had had an agreeable conversation with the marchioness in the morning,
but in the evening I was literally in an ecstacy.

I kept on talking of Fortuna, and asked the abbe if she could improvise
in the manner of Gorilla.  He replied that she had wished to do so, but
that he had disallowed it, and he easily convinced me that this
improvisation would have been the ruin of her fine talent.  I also agreed
with him when he said that he had warned her against making impromptus
too frequently, as such hasty verses are apt to sacrifice wit to rhyme.

The honour in which improvisation was held amongst the Greeks and Romans
is due to the fact that Greek and Latin verse is not under the dominion
of rhyme.  But as it was, the great poets seldom improvised; knowing as
they did that such verses were usually feeble and common-place.

Horace often passed a whole night searching for a vigorous and elegantly-
turned phrase.  When he had succeeded, he wrote the words on the wall and
went to sleep.  The lines which cost him nothing are generally prosaic;
they may easily be picked out in his epistles.

The amiable and learned Abbe Chiaccheri, confessed to me that he was in
love with his pupil, despite her ugliness.  He added that he had never
expected it when he began to teach her to make verses.

"I can't understand that," I said, "sublata lucerna', you know."

"Not at all," said he, with a laugh, "I love her for her face, since it
is inseperable from my idea of her."

A Tuscan has certainly more poetic riches at his disposal than any other
Italian, and the Siennese dialect is sweeter and more energetic than that
of Florence, though the latter claims the title of the classic dialect,
on account of its purity.  This purity, together with its richness and
copiousness of diction it owes to the academy.  From the great richness
of Italian we can treat a subject with far greater eloquence than a
French writer; Italian abounds in synonyms, while French is lamentably
deficient in this respect.  Voltaire used to laugh at those who said that
the French tongue could not be charged with poverty, as it had all that
was necessary.  A man may have necessaries, and yet be poor.  The
obstinacy of the French academy in refusing to adopt foreign words skews
more pride than wisdom.  This exclusiveness cannot last.

As for us we take words from all languages and all sources, provided they
suit the genius of our own language.  We love to see our riches increase;
we even steal from the poor, but to do so is the general characteristic
of the rich.

The amiable marchioness gave us a delicious dinner in a house designed by
Palladio.  Chiaccheri had warned me to say nothing about the Shepherdess
Fortuna; but at dinner she told him she was sure he had taken me to her
house.  He had not the face to deny it, and I did not conceal the
pleasure I had received.

"Stratico admires Fortuna," said the marchioness, "and I confess that her
writings have great merit, but it's a pity one cannot go to the house,
except under an incognito."

"Why not?" I asked, in some astonishment.

"What!" said she to the abbe, "you did not tell him whose house it is?"

"I did not think it necessary, her father and mother rarely shew
themselves."

"Well, it's of no consequence."

"But what is her father?" I asked, "the hangman, perhaps?"

"Worse, he's the 'bargello', and you must see that a stranger cannot be
received into good society here if he goes to such places as that."

Chiaccheri looked rather hurt, and I thought it my duty to say that I
would not go there again till the eve of my departure.

"I saw her sister once," said the marchioness; "she is really charmingly
pretty, and it's a great pity that with her beauty and irreproachable
morality she should be condemned to marry a man of her father's class."

"I once knew a man named Coltellini," I replied; "he is the son of the
bargello of Florence, and is poet-inordinary to the Empress of Russia.
I shall try to make a match between him and Fortuna's sister; he is a
young man of the greatest talents."

The marchioness thought my idea an excellent one, but soon after I heard
that Coltellini was dead.

The 'bargello' is a cordially-detested person all over Italy, if you
except Modena, where the weak nobility make much of the 'bargello', and
do justice to his excellent table.  This is a curious fact, for as a rule
these bargellos are spies, liars, traitors, cheats, and misanthropes, for
a man despised hates his despisers.

At Sienna I was shewn a Count Piccolomini, a learned and agreeable man.
He had a strange whim, however, of spending six months in the year in the
strictest seclusion in his own house, never going out and never seeing
any company; reading and working the whole time.  He certainly did his
best to make up for his hibernation during the other six months in the
year.

The marchioness promised she would come to Rome in the course of the
summer.  She had there an intimate friend in Bianconi who had abandoned
the practice of medicine, and was now the representative of the Court of
Saxony.

On the eve of my departure, the driver who was to take me to Rome came
and asked me if I would like to take a travelling companion, and save
myself three sequins.

"I don't want anyone."

"You are wrong, for she is very beautiful"

"Is she by herself?"

"No, she is with a gentleman on horseback, who wishes to ride all the way
to Rome."

"Then how did the girl come here?"

"On horseback, but she is tired out, and cannot bear it any longer.  The
gentleman has offered me four sequins to take her to Rome, and as I am a
poor man I think you might let me earn the money."

"I suppose he will follow the carriage?"

"He can go as he likes; that can't make much difference to either of us."

"You say she is young and pretty."

"I have been told so, but I haven't seen her myself."

"What sort of a man is her companion?"

"He's a fine man, but he can speak very little Italian."

"Has he sold the lady's horse?"

"No, it was hired.  He has only one trunk, which will go behind the
carriage."

"This is all very strange.  I shall not give any decision before speaking
to this man."

"I will tell him to wait on you."

Directly afterwards, a brisk-looking young fellow, carrying himself well
enough, and clad in a fancy uniform, came in.  He told me the tale I had
heard from the coachman, and ended by saying that he was sure I would not
refuse to accommodate his wife in my carriage.

"Your wife, sir?"

I saw he was a Frenchman, and I addressed him in French.

"God be praised!  You can speak my native tongue.  Yes, sir, she is an
Englishwoman and my wife.  I am sure she will be no trouble to you."

"Very good.  I don't want to start later than I had arranged.  Will she
be ready at five o'clock?"

"Certainly."

The next morning when I got into my carriage, I found her already there.
I paid her some slight compliment, and sat down beside her, and we drove
off.




CHAPTER XII

Miss Betty--TheComte de L'Etoile--Sir B * * * M * * *--Reassured


This was the fourth adventure I had had of this kind.  There is nothing
particularly out of the common in having a fellow-traveller in one's
carriage; this time, however, the affair had something decidedly romantic
about it.

I was forty-five, and my purse contained two hundred sequins.  I still
loved the fair sex, though my ardour had decreased, my experience had
ripened, and my caution increased.  I was more like a heavy father than a
young lover, and I limited myself to pretensions of the most modest
character.

The young person beside me was pretty and gentle-looking, she was neatly
though simply dressed in the English fashion, she was fair and small, and
her budding breast could be seen outlined beneath the fine muslin of her
dress.  She had all the appearances of modesty and noble birth, and
something of virginal innocence, which inspired one with attachment and
respect at the same time.

"I hope you can speak French madam?" I began.

"Yes, and a little Italian too."

"I congratulate myself on having you for my travelling companion."

"I think you should congratulate me."

"I heard you came to Sienna on horseback."

"Yes, but I will never do such a foolish thing again."  "I think your
husband would have been wise to sell his horse and buy a carriage."

"He hired it; it does not belong to him.  From Rome we are going to drive
to Naples."

"You like travelling?"

"Very much, but with greater comfort."

With these words the English girl, whose white skin did not look as if it
could contain a drop of blood, blushed most violently.

I guessed something of her secret, and begged pardon; and for more than
an hour I remain silent, pretending to gaze at the scenery, but in
reality thinking of her, for she began to inspire me with a lively
interest.

Though the position of my young companion was more than equivocal, I
determined to see my way clearly before I took any decisive step; and I
waited patiently till we got to Bon Couvent, where we expected to dine
and meet the husband.

We got there at ten o'clock.

In Italy the carriages never go faster than a walk; a man on foot can
outstrip them, as they rarely exceed three miles an hour.  The tedium of
a journey under such circumstances is something dreadful, and in the hot
months one has to stop five or six hours in the middle of the day to
avoid falling ill.

My coachman said he did not want to go beyond St. Quirico, where there
was an excellent inn, that night, so he proposed waiting at Bon Couvent
till four o'clock.  We had therefore six hours wherein to rest.

The English girl was astonished at not finding her husband, and looked
for him in all directions.  I noticed her, and asked the landlord what
had become of him.  He informed us that he had breakfasted and baited his
horse, and had then gone on, leaving word that he would await us at St.
Quirico and order supper there.

I thought it all very strange, but I said nothing.  The poor girl begged
me to excuse her husband's behaviour.

"He has given me a mark of his confidence, madam, and there is nothing to
be offended at."

The landlord asked me if the vetturino paid my expenses, and I answered
in the negative; and the girl then told him to ask the vetturino if he
was paying for her.

The man came in, and to convince the lady that providing her with meals
was not in the contract, he gave her a paper which she handed to me to
read.  It was signed "Comte de l'Etoile."

When she was alone with me my young companion begged me only to order
dinner for myself.

I understood her delicacy, and this made her all the dearer to me.

"Madame," said I, "you must please look upon me as an old friend.
I guess you have no money about you, and that you wish to fast from
motives of delicacy.  Your husband shall repay me, if he will have it so.
If I told the landlord to only prepare dinner for myself I should be
dishonouring the count, yourself possibly, and myself most of all."

"I feel you are right sir.  Let dinner be served for two, then; but I
cannot eat, for I feel ill, and I hope you will not mind my lying on the
bed for a moment."

"Pray do not let me disturb you.  This is a pleasant room, and they can
lay the table in the next.  Lie down, and sleep if you can, and I will
order dinner to be ready by two.  I hope you will be feeling better by
then."

I left her without giving her time to answer, and went to order dinner.

I had ceased to believe the Frenchman to be the beautiful Englishwoman's
husband, and began to think I should have to fight him.

The case, I felt certain, was one of elopement and seduction; and,
superstitious as usual, I was sure that my good genius had sent me in the
nick of time to save her and care for her, and in short to snatch her
from the hands of her infamous deceiver.

Thus I fondled my growing passion.

I laughed at the absurd title the rascal had given himself, and when the
thought struck me that he had possibly abandoned her to me altogether, I
made up my mind that he deserved hanging.  Nevertheless, I resolved never
to leave her.

I lay down on the bed, and as I built a thousand castles in the air I
fell asleep.

The landlady awoke me softly, saying that three o'clock had struck.

"Wait a moment before you bring in the dinner.  I will go and see if the
lady is awake."

I opened the door gently, and saw she was still asleep, but as I closed
the door after me the noise awoke her, and she asked if I had dined.

"I shall not take any dinner, madam, unless you do me the honour to dine
with me.  You have had a five hours' rest, and I hope you are better."

"I will sit down with you to dinner, as you wish it."

"That makes me happy, and I will order dinner to be served forthwith."

She ate little, but what little she did eat was taken with a good
appetite.  She was agreeably surprised to see the beefsteaks and plum
pudding, which I had ordered for her.

When the landlady came in, she asked her if the cook was an Englishman,
and when she heard that I had given directions for the preparation of her
national dishes, she seemed full of gratitude.  She cheered up, and
congratulated me on my appetite, while I encouraged her to drink some
excellent Montepulciano and Montefiascone.  By dessert she was in good
spirits, while I felt rather excited.  She told me, in Italian, that she
was born in London, and I thought I should have died with joy, in reply
to my question whether she knew Madame Cornelis, she replied that she had
known her daughter as they had been at school together.

"Has Sophie grown tall?"

"No, she is quite small, but she is very pretty, and so clever."

"She must now be seventeen."

"Exactly.  We are of the same age."

As she said this she blushed and lowered her eyes.

"Are you ill?"

"Not at all.  I scarcely like to say it, but Sophie is the very image of
you."

"Why should you hesitate to say so?  It has been remarked to me before.
No doubt it is a mere coincidence.  How long ago is it since you have
seen her?"

"Eighteen months; she went back to her mother's, to be married as it was
said, but I don't know to whom."

"Your news interests me deeply."

The landlord brought me the bill, and I saw a note of three pains which
her husband had spent on himself and his horse.

"He said you would pay," observed the landlord.

The Englishwoman blushed.  I paid the bill, and we went on.

I was delighted to see her blushing, it proved she was not a party to her
husband's proceedings.

I was burning with the desire to know how she had left London and had met
the Frenchman, and why they were going to Rome; but I did not want to
trouble her by my questions, and I loved her too well already to give her
any pain.

We had a three hours' drive before us, so I turned the conversation to
Sophie, with whom she had been at school.

"Was Miss Nancy Steyne there when you left?" said I.

The reader may remember how fond I had been of this young lady, who had
dined with me, and whom I had covered with kisses, though she was only
twelve.

My companion sighed at hearing the name of Nancy, and told me that she
had left.

"Was she pretty when you knew her?"

"She was a beauty, but her loveliness was a fatal gift to her.  Nancy was
a close friend of mine, we loved each other tenderly; and perhaps our
sympathy arose from the similarity of the fate in store for us.  Nancy,
too loving and too simple, is now, perhaps, even more unhappy than
myself."

"More unhappy?  What do you mean?"

"Alas!"

"Is it possible that fate has treated you harshly?  Is it possible that
you can be unhappy with such a letter of commendation as nature has given
you?"

"Alas! let us speak of something else."

Her countenance was suffused with emotion.  I pitied her in secret, and
led the conversation back to Nancy.

"Tell me why you think Nancy is unhappy."

"She ran away with a young man she loved; they despaired of gaining the
parents' consent to the match.  Since her flight nothing has been heard
of her, and you see I have some reason to fear that she is unhappy."

"You are right.  I would willingly give my life if it could be the saving
of her."

"Where did you know her?"

"In my own house.  She and Sophie dined with me, and her father came in
at the end of the meal."

"Now I know who you are.  How often have I heard Sophie talking of you.
Nancy loved you as well as her father.  I heard that you had gone to
Russia, and had fought a duel with a general in Poland.  Is this true?
How I wish I could tell dear Sophie all this, but I may not entertain
such hopes now."

"You have heard the truth about me; but what should prevent you writing
what you like to England?  I take a lively interest in you, trust in me,
and I promise you that you shall communicate with whom you please."

"I am vastly obliged to you."

With these words she became silent, and I left her to her thoughts.

At seven o'clock we arrived at St. Quirico, and the so-called Comte de
l'Etoile came out and welcomed his wife in the most loving fashion,
kissing her before everybody, no doubt with the object of giving people
to understand that she was his wife, and I her father.

The girl responded to all his caresses, looking as if a load had been
lifted off her breast, and without a word of reproach she went upstairs
with him, having apparently forgotten my existence.  I set that down to
love, youth, and the forgetfulness natural to that early age.

I went upstairs in my turn with my carpet bag, and supper was served
directly, as we had to start very early the next morning if we wished to
reach Radicofani before the noonday heat.

We had an excellent supper, as the count had preceded us by six hours,
and the landlord had had plenty of time to make his preparations.  The
English girl seemed as much in love with de l'Etoile as he with her, and
I was left completely out in the cold.  I cannot describe the high
spirits, the somewhat risky sallies, and the outrageous humours of the
young gentleman; the girl laughed with all her heart, and I could not
help laughing too.

I considered that I was present at a kind of comedy, and not a gesture,
not a word, not a laugh did I allow to escape me.

"He may be merely a rich and feather-brained young officer," I said to
myself, "who treats everything in this farcical manner.  He won't be the
first of the species I have seen.  They are amusing, but frivolous, and
sometimes dangerous, wearing their honour lightly, and too apt to carry
it at the sword's point."

On this hypothesis I was ill pleased with my position.  I did not much
like his manner towards myself; he seemed to be making a dupe of me, and
behaved all the while as if he were doing me an honour.

On the supposition that the Englishwoman was his wife, his treatment of
myself was certainly not warranted, and I was not the man to play zero.
I could not disguise the fact, however, that any onlooker would have
pronounced me to be playing an inferior part.

There were two beds in the room where we had our supper.  When the
chambermaid came to put on the sheets, I told her to give me another
room.  The count politely begged me to sleep in the same room with them,
and the lady remained neutral; but I did not much care for their company,
and insisted on leaving them alone.

I had my carpet bag taken to my room, wished them a good night and locked
myself in.  My friends had only one small trunk, whence I concluded that
they had sent on their luggage by another way; but they did not even have
the trunk brought up to their room.  I went to bed tranquilly, feeling
much less interested about the lady than I had been on the journey.

I was roused early in the morning, and made a hasty toilette.  I could
hear my neighbours dressing, so I half opened my door, and wished them
good day without going into their room.

In a quarter of an hour I heard the sound of a dispute in the court-yard,
and on looking out, there were the Frenchman and the vetturino arguing
hotly.  The vetturino held the horse's bridle, and the pretended count
did his best to snatch it away from him.

I guessed the bone of contention: the Frenchman had no money, and the
vetturino asked in vain for his due.  I knew that I should be drawn into
the dispute, and was making up my mind to do my duty without mercy, when
the Count de l'Etoile came in and said,--

"This blockhead does not understand what I say to him; but as he may have
right on his side, I must ask you to give him two sequins.  I will return
you the money at Rome.  By an odd chance I happen to have no money about
me, but the fellow might trust me as he has got my trunk.  However, he
says he must be paid, so will you kindly oblige me?  You shall hear more
of me at Rome."

Without waiting for me to reply, the rascal went out and ran down the
stairs.  The vetturino remained in the room.  I put my head out of the
window, and saw him leap on horseback and gallop away.

I sat down on my bed, and turned the scene over in my mind, rubbing my
hands gently.  At last I went off into a mad roar of laughter; it struck
me as so whimsical and original an adventure.

"Laugh too," said I to the lady, "laugh or I will never get up."

"I agree with you that it's laughable enough, but I have not the spirit
to laugh."

"Well, sit down at all events."

I gave the poor devil of a vetturino two sequins, telling him that I
should like some coffee and to start in a quarter of an hour.

I was grieved to see my companion's sadness.

"I understand your grief," said I, "but you must try to overcome it.  I
have only one favour to ask of you, and if you refuse to grant me that, I
shall be as sad as you, so we shall be rather a melancholy couple."

"What can I do for you?"

"You can tell me on your word of honour whether that extraordinary
character is your husband, or only your lover."

"I will tell you the simple truth; he is not my husband, but we are going
to be married at Rome."

"I breathe again.  He never shall be your husband, and so much the better
for you.  He has seduced you, and you love him, but you will soon get
over that."

"Never, unless he deceives me."

"He has deceived you already.  I am sure he has told you that he is rich,
that he is a man of rank, and that he will make you happy; and all that
is a lie."

"How can you know all this?"

"Experience--experience is my great teacher.  Your lover is a young
feather-brain, a man of no worth.  He might possibly marry you, but it
would be only to support himself by the sale of your charms."

"He loves me; I am sure of it."

"Yes, he loves you, but not with the love of a man of honour.  Without
knowing my name, or my character, or anything about me, he delivered you
over to my tender mercies.  A man of any delicacy would never abandon his
loved one thus."

"He is not jealous.  You know Frenchmen are not."

"A man of honour is the same in France, and England, and Italy, and all
the world over.  If he loved you, would he have left you penniless in
this fashion?  What would you do, if I were inclined to play the brutal
lover?  You may speak freely."

"I should defend myself."

"Very good; then I should abandon you here, and what would you do then?
You are pretty, you are a woman of sensibility, but many men would take
but little account of your virtue.  Your lover has left you to me; for
all he knew I might be the vilest wretch; but as it is, cheer up, you
have nothing to fear.

"How can you think that adventurer loves you?  He is a mere monster.  I
am sorry that what I say makes you weep, but it must be said.  I even
dare tell you that I have taken a great liking to you; but you may feel
quite sure that I shall not ask you to give me so much as a kiss, and I
will never abandon you.  Before we get to Rome I shall convince you that
the count, as he calls himself, not only does not love you, but is a
common swindler as well as a deceiver."

"You will convince me of that?"

"Yes, on my word of honour!  Dry your eyes, and let us try to make this
day pass as pleasantly as yesterday.  You cannot imagine how glad I feel
that chance has constituted me your protector.  I want you to feel
assured of my friendship, and if you do not give me a little love in
return, I will try and bear it patiently."

The landlord came in and brought the bill for the count and his mistress
as well as for myself.  I had expected this, and paid it without a word,
and without looking at the poor wandering sheep beside me.  I recollected
that too strong medicines kill, and do not cure, and I was afraid I had
said almost too much.

I longed to know her history, and felt sure I should hear it before we
reached Rome.  We took some coffee and departed, and not a word passed
between us till we got to the inn at La Scala, where we got down.

The road from La Scala to Radicofani is steep and troublesome.  The
vetturino would require an extra horse, and even then would have taken
four hours.  I decided, therefore, to take two post horses, and not to
begin the journey till ten o'clock.

"Would it not be better to go on now?" said the English girl; "it will be
very hot from ten till noon."

"Yes, but the Comte de l'Ltoile, whom we should be sure to meet at
Radicofani, would not like to see me."

"Why not?  I am sure he would."

If I had told her my reason she would have wept anew, so in pity I spared
her.  I saw that she was blinded by love, and could not see the true
character of her lover.  It would be impossible to cure her by gentle and
persuasive argument; I must speak sharply, the wound must be subjected to
the actual cautery.  But was virtue the cause of all this interest?  Was
it devotion to a young and innocent girl that made me willing to
undertake so difficult and so delicate a task?  Doubtless these motives
went for something, but I will not attempt to strut in borrowed plumes,
and must freely confess that if she had been ugly and stupid I should
probably have left her to her fate.  In short, selfishness was at the
bottom of it all, so let us say no more about virtue.

My true aim was to snatch this delicate morsel from another's hand that I
might enjoy it myself.  I did not confess as much to myself, for I could
never bear to calmly view my own failings, but afterwards I came to the
conclusion that I acted a part throughout.  Is selfishness, then, the
universal motor of our actions?  I am afraid it is.

I made Betty (such was her name) take a country walk with me, and the
scenery there is so beautiful that no poet nor painter could imagine a
more delicious prospect.  Betty spoke Tuscan with English idioms and an
English accent, but her voice was so silvery and clear that her Italian
was delightful to listen to.  I longed to kiss her lips as they spoke so
sweetly, but I respected her and restrained myself.

We were walking along engaged in agreeable converse, when all at once we
heard the church bells peal out.  Betty said she had never seen a
Catholic service, and I was glad to give her that pleasure.  It was the
feast day of some local saint, and Betty assisted at high mass with all
propriety, imitating the gestures of the people, so that no one would
have taken her for a Protestant.  After it was over, she said she thought
the Catholic rite was much more adapted to the needs of loving souls than
the Angelican.  She was astonished at the southern beauty of the village
girls, whom she pronounced to be much handsomer that the country lasses
in England.  She asked me the time, and I replied without thinking that I
wondered she had not got a watch.  She blushed and said the count had
asked her to give it him to leave in pawn for the horse he hired.

I was sorry for what I had said, for I had put Betty, who was incapable
of a lie, to great pain.

We started at ten o'clock with three horses, and as a cool wind was
blowing we had a pleasant drive, arriving at Radicofani at noon.

The landlord, who was also the postmaster, asked if I would pay three
pauls which the Frenchman had expended for his horse and himself,
assuring the landlord that his friend would pay.

For Betty's sake I said I would pay; but this was not all.

"The gentleman," added the man, "has beaten three of my postillions with
his naked sword.  One of them was wounded in the face, and he has
followed his assailant, and will make him pay dearly for it.  The reason
of the assault was that they wanted to detain him till he had paid."

"You were wrong to allow violence to be used; he does not look like a
thief, and you might have taken it for granted that I should pay."

"You are mistaken; I was not obliged to take anything of the sort for
granted; I have been cheated in this sort many times before.  Your dinner
is ready if you want any."

Poor Betty was in despair.  She observed a distressed silence; and I
tried to raise her spirits, and to make her eat a good dinner, and to
taste the excellent Muscat, of which the host had provided an enormous
flask.

All my efforts were in vain, so I called the vetturino to tell him that I
wanted to start directly after dinner.  This order acted on Betty like
magic.

"You mean to go as far as Centino, I suppose," said the man.  "We had
better wait there till the heat is over."

"No, we must push on, as the lady's husband may be in need of help.  The
wounded postillion has followed him; and as he speaks Italian very
imperfectly, there's no knowing what may happen to him."

"Very good; we will go off."

Betty looked at me with the utmost gratitude; and by way of proving it,
she pretended to have a good appetite.  She had noticed that this was a
certain way of pleasing me.

While we were at dinner I ordered up one of the beaten postillions, and
heard his story.  He was a frank rogue; he said he had received some
blows with the flat of the sword, but he boasted of having sent a stone
after the Frenchman which must have made an impression on him.

I gave him a Paul, and promised to make it a crown if he would go to
Centino to bear witness against his comrade, and he immediately began to
speak up for the count, much to Betty's amusement.  He said the man's
wound in the face was a mere scratch, and that he had brought it on
himself, as he had no business to oppose a traveller as he had done.  By
way of comfort he told us that the Frenchman had only been hit by two or
three stones.  Betty did not find this very consoling, but I saw that the
affair was more comic than tragic, and would end in nothing.  The
postillion went off, and we followed him in half an hour.

Betty was tranquil enough till we got there, and heard that the count had
gone on to Acquapendente with the two postillions at his heels; she
seemed quite vexed.  I told her that all would be well; that the count
knew how to defend himself; but she only answered me with a deep sigh.

I suspected that she was afraid we should have to pass the night
together, and that I would demand some payment for all the trouble I had
taken.

"Would you like us to go on to Acquapendente?" I asked her.

At this question her face beamed all over; she opened her arms, and I
embraced her.

I called the vetturino, and told him.  I wanted to go on to Acquapendente
immediately.

The fellow replied that his horses were in the stable, and that he was
not going to put them in; but that I could have post horses if I liked.

"Very good.  Get me two horses immediately."

It is my belief that, if I had liked, Betty would have given me
everything at that moment, for she let herself fall into my arms.  I
pressed her tenderly and kissed her, and that was all She seemed grateful
for my self-restraint.

The horses were put in, and after I had paid the landlord for the supper,
which he swore he had prepared for us, we started.

We reached Acquapendente in three quarters of an hour, and we found the
madcap count in high spirits.  He embraced his Dulcinea with transports,
and Betty seemed delighted to find him safe and sound.  He told us
triumphantly that he had beaten the rascally postillions, and had warded
their stones off.

"Where's the slashed postillion?" I asked.

"He is drinking to my health with his comrade; they have both begged my
pardon."

"Yes," said Betty, "this gentleman gave him a crown."

"What a pity!  You shouldn't have given them anything."

Before supper the Comte de l'Etoile skewed us the bruises on his thighs
and side; the rascal was a fine well-made fellow.  However, Betty's
adoring airs irritated me, though I was consoled at the thought of the
earnest I had received from her.

Next day, the impudent fellow told me that he would order us a good
supper at Viterbo, and that of course I would lend him a sequin to pay
for his dinner at Montefiascone.  So saying, he skewed me in an off-hand
way a bill of exchange on Rome for three thousand crowns.

I did not trouble to read it, and gave him the sequin, though I felt sure
I should never see it again.

Betty now treated me quite confidentially, and I felt I might ask her
almost any questions.

When we were at Montefiascone she said,--

"You see my lover is only without money by chance; he has a bill of
exchange for a large amount."

"I believe it to be a forgery."

"You are really too cruel."

"Not at all; I only wish I were mistaken, but I am sure of the contrary.
Twenty years ago I should have taken it for a good one, but now it's
another thing, and if the bill is a good one, why did he not negotiate it
at Sienna, Florence, or Leghorn?"

"It may be that be had not the time; he was in such a hurry to be gone.
Ah! if you knew all!"

"I only want to know what you like to tell me, but I warn you again that
what I say is no vague suspicion but hard fact."

"Then you persist in the idea that he does not love me."

"Nay, he loves you, but in such a fashion as to deserve hatred in
return."

"How do you mean?"

"Would you not hate a man who loved you only to traffic in your charms?"

"I should be sorry for you to think that of him."

"If you like, I will convince you of what I say this evening."

"You will oblige me; but I must have some positive proof.  It would be a
sore pain to me, but also a true service."

"And when you are convinced, will you cease to love him?"

"Certainly; if you prove him to be dishonest, my love will vanish away."

"You are mistaken; you will still love him, even when you have had proof
positive of his wickedness.  He has evidently fascinated you in a deadly
manner, or you would see his character in its true light before this."

"All this may be true; but do you give me your proofs, and leave to me
the care of shewing that I despise him."

"I will prove my assertions this evening; but tell me how long you have
known him?"

"About a month; but we have only been together for five days."

"And before that time you never accorded him any favours?"

"Not a single kiss.  He was always under my windows, and I had reason to
believe that he loved me fondly."

"Oh, yes! he loves you, who would not? but his love is not that of a man
of honour, but that of an impudent profligate."

"But how can you suspect a man of whom you know nothing?"

"Would that I did not know him!  I feel sure that not being able to visit
you, he made you visit him, and then persuaded you to fly with him."

"Yes, he did.  He wrote me a letter, which I will shew you.  He promises
to marry me at Rome."

"And who is to answer for his constancy?"

"His love is my surety."

"Do you fear pursuit?"

"No."

"Did he take you from a father, a lover, or a brother?"

"From a lover, who will not be back at Leghorn for a week or ten days."

"Where has he gone?"

"To London on business; I was under the charge of a woman whom he
trusted."

"That's enough; I pity you, my poor Betty.  Tell me if you love your
Englishman, and if he is worthy of your love."

"Alas!  I loved him dearly till I saw this Frenchman, who made me
unfaithful to a man I adored.  He will be in despair at not finding me
when he returns."

"Is he rich?"

"Not very; he is a business man, and is comfortably off."

"Is he young?"

"No.  He is a man of your age, and a thoroughly kind and honest person.
He was waiting for his comsumptive wife to die to marry me."

"Poor man!  Have you presented him with a child?"

"No.  I am sure God did not mean me for him, for the count has conquered
me completely."

"Everyone whom love leads astray says the same thing."

"Now you have heard everything, and I am glad I told you, for I am sure
you are my friend."

"I will be a better friend to you, dear Betty, in the future than in the
past.  You will need my services, and I promise not to abandon you.  I
love you, as I have said; but so long as you continue to love the
Frenchman I shall only ask you to consider me as your friend."

"I accept your promise, and in return I promise not to hide anything from
you."

"Tell me why you have no luggage."

"I escaped on horseback, but my trunk, which is full of linen and other
effects, will be at Rome two days after us.  I sent it off the day before
my escape, and the man who received it was sent by the count."

"Then good-bye to your trunk!"

"Why, you foresee nothing but misfortune!"

"Well, dear Betty, I only wish my prophecies may not be accomplished.
Although you escaped on horseback I think you should have brought a cloak
and a carpet bag with some linen."

"All that is in the small trunk; I shall have it taken into my room
tonight."

We reached Viterbo at seven o'clock, and found the count very cheerful.

In accordance with the plot I had laid against the count, I began by
shewing myself demonstratively fond of Betty, envying the fortunate
lover, praising his heroic behaviour in leaving her to me, and so forth.

The silly fellow proceeded to back me up in my extravagant admiration.
He boasted that jealousy was utterly foreign to his character, and
maintained that the true lover would accustom himself to see his mistress
inspire desires in other men.

He proceeded to make a long dissertation on this theme, and I let him go
on, for I was waiting till after supper to come to the conclusive point.

During the meal I made him drink, and applauded his freedom from vulgar
prejudices.  At dessert he enlarged on the duty of reciprocity between
lovers.

"Thus," he remarked, "Betty ought to procure me the enjoyment of Fanny,
if she has reason to think I have taken a fancy to her; and per contra,
as I adore Betty, if I found that she loved you I should procure her the
pleasure of sleeping with you."

Betty listened to all this nonsense in silent astonishment.

"I confess, my dear count," I replied, "that, theoretically speaking,
your system strikes me as sublime, and calculated to bring about the
return of the Golden Age; but I am afraid it would prove absurd in
practice.  No doubt you are a man of courage, but I am sure you would
never let your mistress be enjoyed by another man.  Here are twenty-five
sequins.  I will wager that amount that you will not allow me to sleep
with your wife."

"Ha!  ha!  You are mistaken in me, I assure you.  I'll bet fifty sequins
that I will remain in the room a calm spectator of your exploits.  My
dear Betty, we must punish this sceptic; go to bed with him."

"You are joking."

"Not at all; to bed with you, I shall love you all the more."

"You must be crazy, I shall do nothing of the kind."

The count took her in his arms, and caressing her in the tenderest manner
begged her to do him this favour, not so much for the twenty-five Louis,
as to convince me that he was above vulgar prejudices.  His caresses
became rather free, but Betty repulsed him gently though firmly, saying
that she would never consent, and that he had already won the bet, which
was the case; in fine the poor girl besought him to kill her rather than
oblige her to do a deed which she thought infamous.

Her words, and the pathetic voice with which they were uttered, should
have shamed him, but they only put him into a furious rage.  He repulsed
her, calling her the vilest names, and finally telling her that she was
a hypocrite, and he felt certain she had already granted me all a
worthless girl could grant.

Betty grew pale as death, and furious in my turn, I ran for my sword.  I
should probably have run him through, if the infamous scoundrel had not
fled into the next room, where he locked himself in.

I was in despair at seeing Betty's distress, of which I had been the
innocent cause, and I did my best to soothe her.

She was in an alarming state.  Her breath came with difficulty, her eyes
seemed ready to start out of her head, her lips were bloodless and
trembling, and her teeth shut tight together.  Everyone in the inn was
asleep.  I could not call for help, and all I could do was to dash water
in her face, and speak soothing words.

At last she fell asleep, and I remained beside her for more than two
hours, attentive to her least movements, and hoping that she would awake
strengthened and refreshed.

At day-break I heard l'Etoile going off, and I was glad of it.  The
people of the inn knocked at our door, and then Betty awoke.

"Are you ready to go, my dear Betty?"

"I am much better, but I should so like a cup of tea."

The Italians cannot make tea, so I took what she gave me, and went to
prepare it myself.

When I came back I found her inhaling the fresh morning air at the
window.  She seemed calm, and I hoped I had cured her.  She drank a few
cups of tea (of which beverage the English are very fond), and soon
regained her good looks.

She heard some people in the room where we had supped, and asked me if I
had taken up the purse which I had placed on the table.  I had forgotten
it completely.

I found my purse and a piece of paper bearing the words, "bill of
exchange for three thousand crowns."  The impostor had taken it out of
his pocket in making his bet, and had forgotten it.  It was dated at
Bordeaux, drawn on a wine merchant at Paris to l'Etoile's order.  It was
payable at sight, and was for six months.  The whole thing was utterly
irregular.

I took it to Betty, who told me she knew nothing about bills, and begged
me to say nothing more about that infamous fellow.  She then said, in a
voice of which I can give no idea,--

"For pity's sake do not abandon a poor girl, more worthy of compassion
than blame!"

I promised her again to have all a father's care for her, and soon after
we proceeded on our journey.

The poor girl fell asleep, and I followed her example.  We were awoke by
the vetturino who informed us, greatly to our astonishment, that we were
at Monterosi.  We had slept for six hours, and had done eighteen miles.

We had to stay at Monterosi till four o'clock, and we were glad of it,
for we needed time for reflection.

In the first place I asked about the wretched deceiver, and was told that
he had made a slight meal, paid for it, and said he was going to spend
the night at La Storta.

We made a good dinner, and Betty plucking up a spirit said we must
consider the case of her infamous betrayer, but for the last time.

"Be a father to me," said she; "do not advise but command; you may reckon
on my obedience.  I have no need to give you any further particulars, for
you have guessed all except the horror with which the thought of my
betrayer now inspires me.  If it had not been for you, he would have
plunged me into an abyss of shame and misery."

"Can you reckon on the Englishman forgiving you?"

"I think so."

"Then we must go back to Leghorn.  Are you strong enough to follow this
counsel?  I warn you that if you approve of it, it must be put into
execution at once.  Young, pretty, and virtuous as you are, you need not
imagine that I shall allow you to go by yourself, or in the company of
strangers.  If you think I love you, and find me worthy of your esteem,
that is sufficient regard for me.  I will live with you like a father, if
you are not in a position to give me marks of a more ardent affection.
Be sure I will keep faith with you, for I want to redeem your opinion of
men, and to shew you that there are men as honourable as your seducer was
vile."

Betty remained for a quarter of an hour in profound silence, her head
resting on her elbows, and her eyes fixed on mine.  She did not seem
either angry or astonished, but as far as I could judge was lost in
thought.  I was glad to see her reflective, for thus she would be able to
give me a decided answer: At last she said:

"You need not think, my dear friend, that my silence proceeds from
irresolution.  If my mind were not made up already I should despise
myself.  I am wise enough at any rate to appreciate the wisdom of your
generous counsels.  I thank Providence that I have fallen into the hands
of such a man who will treat me as if I were his daughter."

"Then we will go back to Leghorn, and start immediately."

"My only doubt is how to manage my reconcilliation with Sir B---- M----.
I have no doubt he will pardon me eventually; but though he is tender and
good-hearted he is delicate where a point of honour is concerned, and
Subject to sudden fits of violence.  This is what I want to avoid; for he
might possibly kill me, and then I should be the cause of his ruin."

"You must consider it on the way, and tell me any plans you may think
of."

"He is an intelligent man, and it would be hopeless to endeavour to dupe
him by a lie.  I must make a full confession in writing without hiding a
single circumstance; for if he thought he was being duped his fury would
be terrible.  If you will write to him you must not say that you think me
worthy of forgiveness; you must tell him the facts and leave him to judge
for himself.  He will be convinced of my repentance when he reads the
letter I shall bedew with my tears, but he must not know of my
whereabouts till he has promised to forgive me.  He is a slave to his
word of honour, and we shall live together all our days without my ever
hearing of this slip.  I am only sorry that I have behaved so foolishly."

"You must not be offended if I ask you whether you have ever given him
like cause for complaint before."

"Never."

"What is his history?"

"He lived very unhappily with his first wife; and he was divorced from
his second wife for sufficient reasons.  Two years ago he came to our
school with Nancy's father, and made my acquaintance.  My father died,
his creditors seized everything, and I had to leave the school, much to
Nancy's distress and that of the other pupils.  At this period Sir B----
M---- took charge of me, and gave me a sum which placed me beyond the
reach of, want for the rest of my days.  I was grateful, and begged him
to take me with him when he told me he was leaving England.  He was
astonished; and, like a man of honour, said he loved me too well to
flatter himself that we could travel together without his entertaining
more ardent feelings for me than those of a father.  He thought it out of
the question for me to love him, save as a daughter.

"This declaration, as you may imagine, paved the way for a full
agreement."

"'However you love me,' I said, 'I shall be well pleased, and if I can do
anything for you I shall be all the happier.'

"He then gave me of his own free will a written promise to marry me on
the death of his wife.  We started on our travels, and till my late
unhappy connection I never gave him the slightest cause for complaint."

"Dry your eyes, dear Betty, he is sure to forgive you.  I have friends at
Leghorn, and no one shall find out that we have made acquaintance.  I
will put you in good hands, and I shall not leave the town till I hear
you are back with Sir B---- M-----.  If he prove inexorable I promise
never to abandon you, and to take you back to England if you like."

"But how can you spare the time?"

"I will tell you the truth, my dear Betty.  I have nothing particular to
do at Rome, or anywhere else.  London and Rome are alike to me."

"How can I shew my gratitude to you?"

I summoned the vetturino, and told him we must return to Viterbo.  He
objected, but I convinced him with a couple of piastres, and by agreeing
to use the post horses and to spare his own animals.

We got to Viterbo by seven o'clock, and asked anxiously if no one had
found a pocket-book which I pretended I had lost.  I was told no such
thing had been found, so I ordered supper with calmness, although
bewailing my loss.  I told Betty that I acted in this sort to obviate any
difficulties which the vetturino might make about taking us back to
Sienna, as he might feel it his duty to place her in the hands of her
supposed husband.  I had up the small trunk, and after we had forced the
lock Betty took out her cloak and the few effects she had in it, and we
then inspected the adventurer's properties, most likely all he possessed
in the world.  A few tattered shirts, two or three pairs of mended silk
stockings, a pair of breeches, a hare's foot, a pot of grease, and a
score of little books-plays or comic operas, and lastly a packet of
letters; such were the contents of the trunk.

We proceeded to read the letters, and the first thing we noted was the
address: "To M. L'Etoile, Actor, at Marseilles, Bordeaux, Bayonne,
Montpellier, etc."

I pitied Betty.  She saw herself the dupe of a vile actor, and her
indignation and shame were great.

"We will read it all to-morrow," said I; "to-day we have something else
to do."

The poor girl seemed to breathe again.

We got over our supper hastily, and then Betty begged me to leave her
alone for a few moments for her to change her linen and go to bed.

"If you like," said I, "I will have a bed made up for me in the next
room."

"No, dear friend, ought I not to love your society?  What would have
become of me without you?"

I went out for a few minutes, and when I returned and came to her bedside
to wish her good night, she gave me such a warm embrace that I knew my
hour was come.

Reader, you must take the rest for granted.  I was happy, and I had
reason to believe that Betty was happy also.

In the morning, we had just fallen asleep, when the vettuyino knocked at
the door.

I dressed myself hastily to see him.

"Listen," I said, "it is absolutely necessary for me to recover my
pocket-book, and I hope to find it at Acquapendente."

"Very good, sir, very good," said the rogue, a true Italian, "pay me as
if I had taken you to Rome, and a sequin a day for the future, and if you
like, I will take you to England on those terms."

The vetturino was evidently what is called wide awake.  I gave him his
money, and we made a new agreement.  At seven o'clock we stopped at
Montefiascone to write to Sir B---- M---- , she in English, and I in
French.

Betty had now an air of satisfaction and assurance which I found
charming.  She said she was full of hope, and seemed highly amused at the
thought of the figure which the actor would cut when he arrived at Rome
by himself.  She hoped that we should come across the man in charge of
her trunk, and that we should have no difficulty in getting it back.

"He might pursue us."

"He dare not do so."

"I expect not, but if he does I will give him a warm welcome.  If he does
not take himself off I will blow out his brains."

Before I began my letter to Sir B---- M----.  Betty again warned me to
conceal nothing from him.

"Not even the reward you gave me?"

"Oh, yes!  That is a little secret between ourselves."

In less than three hours the letters were composed and written.  Betty
was satisfied with my letter; and her own, which she translated for my
benefit, was a perfect masterpiece of sensibility, which seemed to me
certain of success.

I thought of posting from Sienna, to ensure her being in a place of
safety before the arrival of her lover.

The only thing that troubled me was the bill of exchange left behind by
l'Etoile, for whether it were true or false, I felt bound to deal with it
in some way, but I could not see how it was to be done.

We set out again after dinner in spite of the heat, and arrived at
Acquapendente in the evening and spent the night in the delights of
mutual love.

As I was getting up in the morning I saw a carriage in front of the inn,
just starting for Rome.  I imagined that amidst the baggage Betty's trunk
might be discovered, and I told her to get up, and see if it were there.
We went down, and Betty recognized the trunk she had confided to her
seducer.

We begged the vetturino to restore it to us, but he was inflexible; and
as he was in the right we had to submit.  The only thing he could do was
to have an embargo laid on the trunk at Rome, the said embargo to last
for a month.  A notary was called, and our claim properly drawn up.  The
vetturino, who seemed an honest and intelligent fellow, assured us he had
received nothing else belonging to the Comte de l'Etoile, so we were
assured that the actor was a mere beggar on the lookout for pickings, and
that the rags in the small trunk were all his possessions.

After this business had been dispatched Betty brightened up amazingly.

"Heaven," she exclaimed, "is arranging everything.  My mistake will serve
as a warning to me for the future, for the lesson has been a severe one,
and might have been much worse if I had not had the good fortune of
meeting you."

"I congratulate you," I replied, "on having cured yourself so quickly of
a passion that had deprived you of your reason."

"Ah! a woman's reason is a fragile thing.  I shudder when I think of the
monster; but I verily believe that I should not have regained my senses
if he had not called me a hypocrite, and said that he was certain I had
already granted you my favours.  These infamous words opened my eyes, and
made me see my shame.  I believe I would have helped you to pierce him to
the heart if the coward had not run away.  But I am glad he did run away,
not for his sake but for ours, for we should have been in an unpleasant
position if he had been killed."

"You are right; he escaped my sword because he is destined for the rope."

"Let him look to that himself, but I am sure he will never dare to shew
his face before you or me again."

We reached Radicofani at ten o'clock, and proceeded to write postscripts
to our letters to Sir B---- M---- We were sitting at the same table,
Betty opposite to the door and I close to it, so that anyone coming in
could not have seen me without turning round.

Betty was dressed with all decency and neatness, but I had taken off my
coat on account of the suffocating heat.  Nevertheless, though I was in
shirt sleeves, I should not have been ashamed of my attire before the
most respectable woman in Italy.

All at once I heard a rapid step coming along the passage, and the door
was dashed open.  A furious-looking man came in, and, seeing Betty, cried
out,--

"Ah! there you are."

I did not give him time to turn round and see me, but leapt upon him and
seized him by the shoulders.  If I had not done so he would have shot me
dead on the spot.

As I leapt upon him I had involuntarily closed the door, and as he cried,
"Let me go, traitor!" Betty fell on her knees before him, exclaiming,
"No, no! he is my preserver."

Sir B---- M---- was too mad with rage to pay any attention to her,
and kept on,---

"Let me go, traitors"

As may be imagined, I did not pay much attention to this request so long
as the loaded pistol was in his hand.

In our struggles he at last fell to the ground and I on top of him.
The landlord and his people had heard the uproar, and were trying to get
in; but as we had fallen against the door they could not do so.

Betty had the presence of mind to snatch the pistol from his hand, and I
then let him go, calmly observing,

"Sir, you are labouring under a delusion."

Again Betty threw herself on her knees, begging him to calm himself, as I
was her preserver not her betrayer.

"What do you mean by 'preserver'?" said B---- M----

Betty gave him the letter, saying,--

"Read that."

The Englishman read the letter through without rising from the ground,
and as I was certain of its effect I opened the door and told the
landlord to send his people away, and to get dinner for three, as
everything had been settled.




End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of MEMOIRES OF JACQUES CASANOVA
SPANISH PASSIONS, Vol. 6b, EXPELLED FROM SPAIN
by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt






MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
SPANISH PASSIONS, Volume 6c--ROME



THE MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA DE SEINGALT

THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR MACHEN TO
WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED BY ARTHUR SYMONS.




RETURN TO ROME


CHAPTER XIII

Rome--The Actor's Punishment--Lord Baltimore--Naples--Sara Goudar--
Departure of Betty--Agatha--Medina--Albergoni--Miss Chudleigh--The Prince
of Francavilla--The Swimmers


As I fell over the Englishman I had struck my hand against a nail, and
the fourth finger of my left hand was bleeding as if a vein had been
opened. Betty helped me to tie a handkerchief around the wound, while Sir
B---- M---- read the letter with great attention.  I was much pleased
with Betty's action, it shewed she was confident, and sure of her lover's
forgiveness.

I took up my coat and carpet-bag, and went into the next room to change
my linen, and dress for dinner.  Any distress at the termination of my
intrigue with Betty was amply compensated for by my joy at the happy
ending of a troublesome affair which might have proved fatal for me.

I dressed myself, and then waited for half an hour, as I heard Betty and
Sir B---- M---- speaking in English calmly enough, and I did not care to
interrupt them.  At last the Englishman knocked at my door, and came in
looking humble and mortified.  He said he was sure I had not only saved
Betty, but had effectually cured her of her folly.

"You must forgive my conduct, sir," said he, "for I could not guess that
the man I found with her was her saviour and not her betrayer.  I thank
Heaven which inspired you with the idea of catching hold of me from
behind, as I should certainly have killed you the moment I set eyes on
you, and at this moment I should be the most wretched of men.  You must
forgive me, sir, and become my friend."

I embraced him cordially, telling him that if I had been in his place I
should have acted in a precisely similar manner.

We returned to the room, and found Betty leaning against the bed, and
weeping bitterly.

The blood continuing to flaw from my wound, I sent for a surgeon who said
that a vein had been opened, and that a proper ligature was necessary.

Betty still wept, so I told Sir B---- M---- that in my opinion she
deserved his forgiveness.

"Forgiveness?" said he, "you may be sure I have already forgiven her, and
she well deserves it.  Poor Betty repented directly you shewed her the
path she was treading, and the tears she is shedding now are tears of
sorrow at her mistake.  I am sure she recognizes her folly, and will
never be guilty of such a slip again."

Emotion is infectious.  Betty wept, Sir B---- M---- wept, and I wept to
keep them company.  At last nature called a truce, and by degrees our
sobs and tears ceased and we became calmer.

Sir B---- M----, who was evidently a man of the most generous character,
began to laugh and jest, and his caresses had great effect in calming
Betty.  We made a good dinner, and the choice Muscat put us all in the
best of spirits.

Sir B---- M---- said we had better rest for a day or two; he had
journeyed fifteen stages in hot haste, and felt in need of repose.

He told us that on arriving at Leghorn, and finding no Betty there, he
had discovered that her trunk had been booked to Rome, and that the
officer to whom it belonged had hired a horse, leaving a watch as a
pledge for it.  Sir B---- M---- recognized Betty's watch, and feeling
certain that she was either on horseback with her seducer or in the wagon
with her trunk, he immediately resolved to pursue.

"I provided myself," he added, "with two good pistols, not with the idea
of using one against her, for my first thought about her was pity, and my
second forgiveness; but I determined to blow out the scoundrel's brains,
and I mean to do it yet.  We will start for Rome to-morrow."

Sir B---- M----'s concluding words filled Betty with joy, and I believe
she would have pierced her perfidious lover to the heart if he had been
brought before her at that moment.

"We shall find him at Roland's," said I.

Sir B---- M---- took Betty in his arms, and gazed at me with an air of
content, as if he would have shewn me the greatness of an English heart--
a greatness which more than atones for its weakness.

"I understand your purpose," I said, "but you shall not execute your
plans without me.  Let me have the charge of seeing that justice is done
you.  If you will not agree, I shall start for Rome directly, I shall get
there before you, and shall give the wretched actor warning of your
approach.  If you had killed him before I should have said nothing, but
at Rome it is different, and you would have reason to repent of having
indulged your righteous indignation.  You don't know Rome and priestly
justice.  Come, give me your hand and your word to do nothing without my
consent, or else I shall leave you directly."

Sir B---- M---- was a man of my own height but somewhat thinner, and five
or six years older; the reader will understand his character without my
describing it.

My speech must have rather astonished him, but he knew that my
disposition was benevolent, and he could not help giving me his hand and
his pledge.

"Yes, dearest," said Betty, "leave vengeance to the friend whom Heaven
has sent us."

"I consent to do so, provided everything is done in concert between us."

After this we parted, and Sir B---- M----, being in need of rest, I went
to tell the vetturino that we should start for Rome again on the
following day.

"For Rome!  Then you have found your pocketbook?  It seems to me, my good
sir, that you would have been wiser not to search for it."

The worthy man, seeing my hand done up in lint, imagined I had fought a
duel, and indeed everybody else came to the same conclusion.

Sir B---- M---- had gone to bed, and I spent the rest of the day in the
company of Betty, who was overflowing with the gratitude.  She said we
must forget what had passed between us, and be the best of friends for
the rest of our days, without a thought of any further amorous relations.
I had not much difficulty in assenting to this condition.

She burned with the desire for vengeance on the scoundrelly actor who had
deceived her; but I pointed out that her duty was to moderate Sir B----
M----'s passions, as if he attempted any violence in Rome it might prove
a very serious matter for him, besides its being to the disadvantage of
his reputation to have the affair talked of.

"I promise you," I added, "to have the rogue imprisoned as soon as we
reach Rome, and that ought to be sufficient vengeance for you.  Instead
of the advantages he proposed for himself, he will receive only shame and
all the misery of a prison."

Sir B---- M---- slept seven or eight hours, and rose to find that a good
deal of his rage had evaporated.  He consented to abide by my
arrangements, if he could have the pleasure of paying the fellow a visit,
as he wanted to know him.

After this sensible decision and a good supper I went to my lonely couch
without any regret, for I was happy in the consciousness of having done a
good action.

We started at day-break the next morning, and when we reached
Acquapendente we resolved to post to Rome.  By the post the journey took
twelve hours, otherwise we should have been three days on the road.

As soon as we reached Rome I went to the customhouse and put in the
document relating to Betty's trunk.  The next day it was duly brought to
our inn and handed over to Betty.

As Sir B---- M---- had placed the case in my hands I went to the
bargello, an important person at Rome, and an expeditious officer when he
sees a case clearly and feels sure that the plaintiffs do not mind
spending their money.  The bargello is rich, and lives well; he has an
almost free access to the cardinal-vicar, the governor, and even the Holy
Father himself.

He gave me a private interview directly, and I told him the whole story,
finally saying that all we asked for was that the rogue should be
imprisoned and afterwards expelled from Rome.

"You see," I added, "that our demand is a very moderate one, and we could
get all we want by the ordinary channels of the law; but we are in a
hurry, and I want you to take charge of the whole affair.  If you care to
do so we shall be prepared to defray legal expenses to the extent of
fifty crowns."

The bargello asked me to give him the bill of exchange and all the
effects of the adventurer, including the letters.

I had the bill in my pocket and gave it him on the spot, taking a receipt
in exchange.  I told him to send to the inn for the rest.

"As soon as I have made him confess the facts you allege against him,"
said the bargello, "we shall be able to do something.  I have already
heard that he is at Roland's, and has been trying to get the
Englishwoman's trunk.  If you liked to spend a hundred crowns instead of
fifty we could send him to the galleys for a couple of years."

"We will see about that," said I, "for the present we will have him into
prison."

He was delighted to hear that the horse was not l'Etoile's property, and
said that if I liked to call at nine o'clock he would have further news
for me.

I said I would come.  I really had a good deal to do at Rome.  I wanted
to see Cardinal Bernis in the first place, but I postponed everything to
the affair of the moment.

I went back to the inn and was told by a valet de place, whom Sir B----
M---- had hired, that the Englishman had gone to bed.

We were in need of a carriage, so I summoned the landlord and was
astonished to find myself confronted by Roland in person.

"How's this?" I said.  "I thought you were still at the Place d'Espagne."

"I have given my old house to my daughter who has married a prosperous
Frenchman, while I have taken this palace where there are some
magnificent rooms."

"Has your daughter many foreigners staying at her house now?"

"Only one Frenchman, the Comte de l'Etoile, who is waiting for his
equipage to come on.  He has an excellent horse, and I am thinking of
buying it from him."

"I advise you to wait till to-morrow, and to say nothing about the advice
I have given you."

"Why should I wait?"

"I can't say any more just now."

This Roland was the father of the Therese whom I had loved nine years
before, and whom my brother Jean had married in 1762, a year after my
departure.  Roland told me that my brother was in Rome with Prince
Beloselski, the Russian ambassador to the Court of Saxony.

"I understood that my brother could not come to Rome."

"He came with a safe-conduct which the Dowager Electress of Saxony
obtained for him from the Holy Father.  He wants his case to be re-tried,
and there he makes a mistake, for if it were heard a hundred times the
sentence would continue the same.  No one will see him, everyone avoids
him, even Mengs will have nothing to say to him."

"Mengs is here, is he?  I though he had been at Madrid."

"He has got leave of absence for a year, but his family remains in
Spain."

After hearing all this news which was far from pleasant to me, as I did
not wish to see Mengs or my brother, I went to bed, leaving orders that
I was to be roused in time for dinner.

In an hour's time I was awakened by the tidings that some one was waiting
to give me a note.  It was one of the bargello's men, who had come to
take over l'Etoile's effects.

At dinner I told Sir B---- M---- what I had done, and we agreed that he
should accompany me to the bargello's in the evening.

In the afternoon we visited some of the principal palaces, and after
taking Betty back to the inn we went to the bargello, who told us our man
was already in prison, and that it would cost very little to send him to
the galleys.

"Before making up my mind I should like to speak to him," said Sir B----
M----."

"You can do so to-morrow.  He confessed everything without any trouble,
and made a jest of it, saying he was not afraid of any consequences, as
the young lady had gone with him of her own free will.  I shewed him the
bill of exchange, but he evinced no emotion whatever.  He told me that he
was an actor by profession, but also a man of rank.  As to the horse, he
said he was at perfect liberty to sell it, as the watch he had left in
pledge was worth more than the beast."

I had forgotten to inform the bargello that the watch aforesaid belonged
to Betty.

We gave the worthy official fifty crowns, and supped with Betty, who had,
as I have remarked, recovered her trunk, and had been busying herself in
putting her things to rights.

She was glad to hear that the rascal was in prison, but she did not seem
to wish to pay him a visit.

We went to see him in the afternoon of the next day.

The bargello had assigned us an advocate, who made out a document
demanding payment by the prisoner of the expenses of the journey, and of
his arrest, together with a certain sum as compensation to the person
whom he had deceived, unless he could prove his right to the title of
count in the course of six weeks.

We found l'Etoile with this document in his hand; someone was translating
it for him into French.

As soon as the rascal saw me, he said, with a laugh, that I owed him
twenty-five Louis as he had left Betty to sleep with me.

The Englishman told him he lied; it was he that had slept with her.

"Are you Betty's lover?" asked l'Etoile.

"Yes, and if I had caught you with her I should have blown out your
brains, for you have deceived her doubly; you're only a beggarly actor."

"I have three thousand crowns."

"I will pay six thousand if the bill proves to be a good one.  In the
meanwhile you will stay here, and if it be false, as I expect it is, you
will go to the galleys."

"Very good."

"I shall speak to my counsel."

We went out and called on the advocate, for Sir B---- M---- had a lively
desire to send the impudent rascal to the galleys.  However, it could not
be done, for l'Etoile said he was quite ready to give up the bill, but
that he expected Sir B---- M---- to pay a crown a day for his keep while
he remained in prison.

Sir B---- M---- thought he would like to see something of Rome, as he was
there, and was obliged to buy almost everything as he had left his
belongings behind him, while Betty was well provided for as her trunk was
of immense capacity.  I went with them everywhere; it was not exactly the
life I liked, but there would be time for me to please myself after they
had gone.  I loved Betty without desiring her, and I had taken a liking
to the Englishman who had an excellent heart.  At first he wanted to stay
a fortnight at Rome, and then to return to Leghorn; but his friend Lord
Baltimore, who had come to Rome in the meanwhile, persuaded him to pay a
short visit to Naples.

This nobleman, who had with him a very pretty Frenchwoman and two
servants, said he would see to the journey, and that I must join the
party.  I had made his acquaintance at London.

I was glad to have the opportunity of seeing Naples again.  We lodged at
the "Crocielles" at Chiaggia, or Chiaja, as the Neapolitans call it.

The first news I heard was the death of the Duke of Matalone and the
marriage of his widow with Prince Caramanica.

This circumstance put an end to some of my hopes, and I only thought of
amusing myself with my friends, as if I had never been at Naples before.
Lord Baltimore had been there several times, but his mistress, Betty, and
Sir B---- M----, were strangers, and wanted to see everything.  I
accordingly acted as cicerone, for which part I and my lord, too, were
much better qualified than the tedious and ignorant fellows who had an
official right to that title.

The day after our arrival I was unpleasantly surprised to see the
notorious Chevalier Goudar, whom I had known at London.  He called on
Lord Baltimore.

This famous rout had a house at Pausilippo, and his wife was none other
than the pretty Irish girl Sara, formerly a drawer in a London tavern.
The reader has been already introduced to her.  Goudar knew I had met
her, so he told me who she was, inviting us all to dine with him the next
day.

Sara skewed no surprise nor confusion at the sight of me, but I was
petrified.  She was dressed with the utmost elegance, received company
admirably, spoke Italian with perfect correctness, talked sensibly, and
was exquisitely beautiful; I was stupefied; the metamorphosis was so
great.

In a quarter of an hour five or six ladies of the highest rank arrived,
with ten or twelve dukes, princes, and marquises, to say nothing of a
host of distinguished strangers.

The table was laid for thirty, but before dinner Madame Goudar seated
herself at the piano, and sang a few airs with the voice of a siren, and
with a confidence that did not astonish the other guests as they knew
her, but which astonished me extremely, for her singing was really
admirable.

Goudar had worked this miracle.  He had been educating her to be his wife
for six or seven years.

After marrying her he had taken her to Paris, Vienna, Venice, Florence,
Rome, etc., everywhere seeking fortune, but in vain.  Finally he had come
to Naples, where he had brought his wife into the fashion of obliging her
to renounce in public the errors of the Anglican heresy.  She had been
received into the Catholic Church under the auspices of the Queen of
Naples.  The amusing part in all this was that Sara, being an Irishwoman,
had been born a Catholic, and had never ceased to be one.

All the nobility, even to the Court, went to see Sara, while she went
nowhere, for no one invited her.  This kind of thing is a characteristic
of nobility all the world over.

Goudar told me all these particulars, and confessed that he only made his
living by gaming.  Faro and biribi were the only pillars of his house;
but they must have been strong ones, for he lived in great style.

He asked me to join with him, and I did not care to refuse; my purse was
fast approaching total depletion, and if it were not for this resource I
could not continue living in the style to which I had been accustomed.

Having taken this resolution I declined returning to Rome with Betty and
Sir B---- M-----, who wanted to repay me all I had spent on her account.
I was not in a position to be ostentatious, so I accepted his generous
offer.

Two months later I heard that l'Etoile had been liberated by the
influence of Cardinal Bernis, and had left Rome.  Next year I heard at
Florence that Sir B---- M----- had returned to England, where no doubt he
married Betty as soon as he became a widower.

As for the famous Lord Baltimore he left Naples a few days after my
friends, and travelled about Italy in his usual way.  Three years later
he paid for his British bravado with his life.  He committed the wild
imprudence of traversing the Maremma in August, and was killed by the
poisonous exhalations.

I stopped at "Crocielles," as all the rich foreigners came to live there.
I was thus enabled to make their acquaintance, and put them in the way of
losing their money at Goudar's.  I did not like my task, but
circumstances were too strong for me.

Five or six days after Betty had left I chanced to meet the Abby Gama,
who had aged a good deal, but was still as gay and active as ever.  After
we had told each other our adventures he informed me that, as all the
differences between the Holy See and the Court of Naples had been
adjusted, he was going back to Rome.

Before he went, however, he said he should like to present me to a lady
whom he was sure I should be very glad to see again.

The first persons I thought of were Donna Leonilda, or Donna Lucrezia,
her mother; but what was my surprise to see Agatha, the dancer with whom
I had been in love at Turin after abandoning the Corticelli.

Our delight was mutual, and we proceeded to tell each other the incidents
of our lives since we had parted.

My tale only lasted a quarter of an hour, but Agatha's history was a long
one.

She had only danced a year at Naples.  An advocate had fallen in love
with her, and she shewed me four pretty children she had given him.  The
husband came in at supper-time, and as she had often talked to him about
me he rushed to embrace me as soon as he heard my name.  He was an
intelligent man, like most of the pagletti of Naples.  We supped together
like old friends, and the Abbe Gama going soon after supper I stayed with
them till midnight, promising to join them at dinner the next day.

Although Agatha was in the very flower of her beauty, the old fires were
not rekindled in me.  I was ten years older.  My coolness pleased me, for
I should not have liked to trouble the peace of a happy home.

After leaving Agatha I proceeded to Goudar's, in whose bank I took a
strong interest.  I found a dozen gamesters round the table, but what was
my surprise to recognize in the holder of the bank Count Medini.

Three or four days before this Medini had been expelled from the house of
M. de Choiseul, the French ambassador; he had been caught cheating at
cards.  I had also my reason to be incensed against him; and, as the
reader may remember, we had fought a duel.

On glancing at the bank I saw that it was at the last gasp.  It ought to
have held six hundred ounces, and there were scarcely a hundred.  I was
interested to the extent of a third.

On examining the face of the punter who had made these ravages I guessed
the game.  It was the first time I had seen the rascal at Goudar's.

At the end of the deal Goudar told me that this punter was a rich
Frenchman who had been introduced by Medini.  He told me I should not
mind his winning that evening, as he would be sure to lose it all and a
good deal more another time.

"I don't care who the punter is," said I, "it is not of the slightest
consequence to me, as I tell you plainly that as long as Medini is the
banker I will have nothing to do with it."

"I have told Medini about it and wanted to take a third away from the
bank, but he seemed offended and said he would make up any loss to you,
but that he could not have the bank touched."

"Very good, but if he does not bring me my money by to-morrow morning
there will be trouble.  Indeed, the responsibility lies with you, for I
have told you that as long as Medini deals I will have nothing to do with
it."

"Of course you have a claim on me for two hundred ounces, but I hope you
will be reasonable; it would be rather hard for me to lose two-thirds."

Knowing Goudar to be a greater rascal than Medini, I did not believe a
word he said; and I waited impatiently for the end of the game.

At one o'clock it was all over.  The lucky punter went off with his
pockets full of gold, and Medini, affecting high spirits, which were very
much out of place, swore his victory should cost him dear.

"Will you kindly give me my two hundred ounces," said I, "for, of course,
Gondar told you that I was out of it?"

"I confess myself indebted to you for that amount, as you absolutely
insist, but pray tell me why you refuse to be interested in the bank when
I am dealing."

"Because I have no confidence in your luck."

"You must see that your words are capable of a very unpleasant
interpretation."

"I can't prevent your interpreting my words as you please, but I have a
right to my own opinion.  I want my two hundred ounces, and I am quite
willing to leave you any moneys you propose to make out of the conqueror
of to-night.  You must make your arrangements with M. Goudar, and by noon
to-morrow, you, M. Goudar, will bring me that sum."

"I can't remit you the money till the count gives it me, for I haven't
got any money."

"I am sure you will have some money by twelve o'clock to-morrow morning.
Goodnight."

I would not listen to any of their swindling arguments, and went home
without the slightest doubt that they were trying to cheat me.  I
resolved to wash my hands of the whole gang as soon as I had got my money
back by fair means or foul.

At nine the next morning I received a note from Medini, begging me to
call on him and settle the matter.  I replied that he must make his
arrangements with Goudar, and I begged to be excused calling on him.

In the course of an hour he paid me a visit, and exerted all his
eloquence to persuade me to take a bill for two hundred ounces, payable
in a week.  I gave him a sharp refusal, saying that my business was with
Goudar and Gondar only, and that unless I received the money by noon I
should proceed to extremities.  Medini raised his voice, and told me that
my language was offensive; and forthwith I took up a pistol and placed it
against his cheek, ordering him to leave the room.  He turned pale, and
went away without a word.

At noon I went to Gondar's without my sword, but with two good pistols in
my pocket.  Medini was there, and began by reproaching me with attempting
to assassinate him in my own house.

I took no notice of this, but told Gondar to give me my two hundred
ounces.

Goudar asked Medini to give him the money.

There would undoubtedly have been a quarrel, if I had not been prudent
enough to leave the room, threatening Gondar with ruin if he did not send
on the money directly.

Just as I was leaving the house, the fair Sara put her head out of the
window, and begged me to come up by the back stairs and speak to her.

I begged to be excused, so she said she would come down, and in a moment
she stood beside me.

"You are in the right about your money," she said, "but just at present
my husband has not got any; you really must wait two or three days, I
will guarantee the payment."

"I am really sorry," I replied, "not to be able to oblige such a charming
woman, but the only thing that will pacify me is my money, and till I
have had it, you will see me no more in your house, against which I
declare war."

Thereupon she drew from her finger a diamond ring, worth at least four
hundred ounces, and begged me to accept it as a pledge.

I took it, and left her after making my bow.  She was doubtless
astonished at my behaviour, for in her state of deshabille she could not
have counted on my displaying such firmness.

I was very well satisfied with my victory, and went to dine with the
advocate, Agatha's husband.  I told him the story, begging him to find
someone who would give me two hundred ounces on the ring.

"I will do it myself," said he; and he gave me an acknowledgment and two
hundred ounces on the spot.  He then wrote in my name a letter to Goudar,
informing him that he was the depositary of the ring.

This done, I recovered my good temper.

Before dinner Agatha took me into her boudoir and shewed me all the
splendid jewels I had given her when I was rich and in love.

"Now I am a rich woman," said she, "and my good fortune is all your
making; so take back what you gave me.  Don't be offended; I am so
grateful to you, and my good husband and I agreed on this plan this
morning."

To take away any scruples I might have, she shewed me the diamonds her
husband had given her; they had belonged to his first wife and were worth
a considerable sum.

My gratitude was too great for words, I could only press her hand, and
let my eyes speak the feelings of my heart.  Just then her husband came
in.

It had evidently been concerted between them, for the worthy man embraced
me, and begged me to accede to his wife's request.

We then joined the company which consisted of a dozen or so of their
friends, but the only person who attracted my attention was a very young
man, whom I set down at once as in love with Agatha.  His name was
Don Pascal Latilla; and I could well believe that he would be successful
in love, for he was intelligent, handsome, and well-mannered.  We became
friends in the course of the meal.

Amongst the ladies I was greatly pleased with one young girl.  She was
only fourteen, but she looked eighteen.  Agatha told me she was studying
singing, intending to go on the stage as she was so poor.

"So pretty, and yet poor?"

"Yes, for she will have all or nothing; and lovers of that kind are rare
in Naples."

"But she must have some lover?"

"If she has, no one has heard of him.  You had better make her
acquaintance and go and see her.  You will soon be friends."

"What's her name?"

"Callimena.  The lady who is speaking to her is her aunt, and I expect
they are talking about you."

We sat down to the enjoyment of a delicate and abundant meal.  Agatha, I
could see, was happy, and delighted to shew me how happy she was.  The
old Abbe Gama congratulated himself on having presented me.  Don Pascal
Latilla could not be jealous of the attentions paid me by his idol, for I
was a stranger, and they were my due; while her husband prided himself on
his freedom from those vulgar prejudices to which so many Neapolitans are
subject.

In the midst of all this gaiety I could not help stealing many a furtive
glance towards Callimena.  I addressed her again and again, and she
answered me politely but so briefly as to give me no opportunity of
displaying my powers in the way of persiflage.

I asked if her name was her family name or a pseudonym.

"It is my baptismal name."

"It is Greek; but, of course, you know what it means?"

"No."

"Mad beauty, or fair moon."

"I am glad to say that I have nothing in common with my name."

"Have you any brothers or sisters?"

"I have only one married sister, with whom you may possibly be
acquainted."

"What is her name, and who is her husband?"

"Her husband is a Piedmontese, but she does not live with him."

"Is she the Madame Slopis who travels with Aston?"

"Exactly."

"I can give you good news of her."

After dinner I asked Agatha how she came to know Callimena.

"My husband is her godfather."

"What is her exact age?"

"Fourteen."

"She's a simple prodigy!  What loveliness!"

"Her sister is still handsomer."

"I have never seen her."

A servant came in and said M. Goudar would like to have a little private
conversation with the advocate.

The advocate came back in a quarter of an hour, and informed me that
Goudar had given him the two hundred ounces, and that he had returned him
the ring.

"Then that's all settled, and I am very glad of it.  I have certainly
made an eternal enemy of him, but that doesn't trouble me much."

We began playing, and Agatha made me play with Callimena, the freshness
and simplicity of whose character delighted me.

I told her all I knew about her sister, and promised I would write to
Turin to enquire whether she were still there.  I told her that I loved
her, and that if she would allow me, I would come and see her.  Her reply
was extremely satisfactory.

The next morning I went to wish her good day.  She was taking a music
lesson from her master.  Her talents were really of a moderate order, but
love made me pronounce her performance to be exquisite.

When the master had gone, I remained alone with her.  The poor girl
overwhelmed me with apologies for her dress, her wretched furniture, and
for her inability to give me a proper breakfast.

"All that make you more desirable in my eyes, and I am only sorry that I
cannot offer you a fortune."

As I praised her beauty, she allowed me to kiss her ardently, but she
stopped my further progress by giving me a kiss as if to satisfy me.

I made an effort to restrain my ardour, and told her to tell me truly
whether she had a lover.

"Not one."

"And have you never had one?"

"Never."

"Not even a fancy for anyone?"

"No, never."

"What, with your beauty and sensibility, is there no man in Naples who
has succeeded in inspiring you with desire?"

"No one has ever tried to do so.  No one has spoken to me as you have,
and that is the plain truth."

"I believe you, and I see that I must make haste to leave Naples, if I
would not be the most unhappy of men."

"What do you mean?"

"I should love you without the hope of possessing you, and thus I should
be most unhappy."

"Love me then, and stay.  Try and make me love you.  Only you must
moderate your ecstacies, for I cannot love a man who cannot exercise
self-restraint."

"As just now, for instance?"

"Yes.  If you calm yourself I shall think you do so for my sake, and thus
love will tread close on the heels of gratitude."

This was as much as to tell me that though she did not love me yet I had
only to wait patiently, and I resolved to follow her advice.  I had
reached an age which knows nothing of the impatient desires of youth.

I gave her a tender embrace, and as I was getting up to go I asked her if
she were in need of money.

This question male her blush, and she said I had better ask her aunt, who
was in the next room.

I went in, and was somewhat astonished to find the aunt seated between
two worthy Capuchins, who were talking small talk to her while she worked
at her needle.  At a little distance three young girls sat sewing.

The aunt would have risen to welcome me, but I prevented her, asked her
how she did, and smilingly congratulated her on her company.  She smiled
back, but the Capuchins sat as firm as two stocks, without honouring me
with as much as a glance.

I took a chair and sat down beside her.

She was near her fiftieth year, though some might have doubted whether
she would ever see it again; her manner was good and honest, and her
features bore the traces of the beauty that time had ruined.

Although I am not a prejudiced man, the presence of the two evil-smelling
monks annoyed me extremely.  I thought the obstinate way in which they
stayed little less than an insult.  True they were men like myself, in
spite of their goats' beards and dirty frocks, and consequently were
liable to the same desires as I; but for all that I found them wholly
intolerable.  I could not shame them without shaming the lady, and they
knew it; monks are adepts at such calculations.

I have travelled all over Europe, but France is the only country in which
I saw a decent and respectable clergy.

At the end of a quarter of an hour I could contain myself no longer, and
told the aunt that I wished to say something to her in private.  I
thought the two satyrs would have taken the hint, but I counted without
my host.  The aunt arose, however, and took me into the next room.

I asked my question as delicately as possible, and she replied,--

"Alas! I have only too great a need of twenty ducats (about eighty
francs) to pay my rent."

I gave her the money on the spot, and I saw that she was very grateful,
but I left her before she could express her feelings.

Here I must tell my readers (if I ever have any) of an event which took
place on that same day.

As I was dining in my room by myself, I was told that a Venetian
gentleman who said he knew me wished to speak to me.

I ordered him to be shewn.  in, and though his face was not wholly
unknown to me I could not recollect who he was.

He was tall, thin and wretched, misery and hunger spewing plainly in his
every feature; his beard was long, his head shaven, his robe a dingy
brown, and bound about him with a coarse cord, whence hung a rosary and a
dirty handkerchief.  In the left hand he bore a basket, and in the right
a long stick; his form is still before me, but I think of him not as a
humble penitent, but as a being in the last state of desperation; almost
an assassin.

"Who are you?" I said at length.  "I think I have seen you before, and
yet .  .  ."

"I will soon tell you my name and the story of my woes; but first give me
something to eat, for I am dying of hunger.  I have had nothing but bad
soup for the last few days."

"Certainly; go downstairs and have your dinner, and then come back to me;
you can't eat and speak at the same time."

My man went down to give him his meal, and I gave instructions that I was
not to be left alone with him as he terrified me.

I felt sure that I ought to know him, and longed to hear his story.

In three quarters of an hour he came up again, looking like some one in a
high fever.

"Sit down," said I, "and speak freely."

"My name is Albergoni."

"What!"

Albergoni was a gentleman of Padua, and one of my most intimate friends
twenty-five years before.  He was provided with a small fortune, but an
abundance of wit, and had a great leaning towards pleasure and the
exercise of satire.  He laughed at the police and the cheated husbands,
indulged in Venus and Bacchus to excess, sacrificed to the god of
pederasty, and gamed incessantly.  He was now hideously ugly, but when I
knew him first he was a very Antinous.

He told me the following story:

"A club of young rakes, of whom I was one, had a casino at the Zuecca; we
passed many a pleasant hour there without hurting anyone.  Some one
imagined that these meetings were the scenes of unlawful pleasures, the
engines of the law were secretly directed against us, and the casino was
shut up, and we were ordered to be arrested.  All escaped except myself
and a man named Branzandi.  We had to wait for our unjust sentence for
two years, but at last it appeared.  My wretched fellow was condemned to
lose his head, and afterwards to be burnt, while I was sentenced to ten
years' imprisonment 'in carcere duro'.  In 1765 I was set free, and went
to Padua hoping to live in peace, but my persecutors gave me no rest, and
I was accused of the same crime.  I would not wait for the storm to
burst, so I fled to Rome, and two years afterwards the Council of Ten
condemned me to perpetual banishment.

"I might bear this if I had the wherewithal to live, but a brother-in-law
of mine has possessed himself of all I have, and the unjust Tribunal
winks at his misdeeds.

"A Roman attorney made me an offer of an annuity of two pawls a day on
the condition that I should renounce all claims on my estate.  I refused
this iniquitous condition, and left Rome to come here and turn hermit.  I
have followed this sorry trade for two years, and can bear it no more."

"Go back to Rome; you can live on two pawls a day."

"I would rather die."

I pitied him sincerely, and said that though I was not a rich man he was
welcome to dine every day at my expense while I remained in Naples, and I
gave him a sequin.

Two or three days later my man told me that the poor wretch had committed
suicide.

In his room were found five numbers, which he bequeathed to Medini and
myself out of gratitude for our kindness to him.  These five numbers were
very profitable to the Lottery of Naples, for everyone, myself excepted,
rushed to get them.  Not a single one proved a winning number, but the
popular belief that numbers given by a man before he commits suicide are
infallible is too deeply rooted among the Neapolitans to be destroyed by
such a misadventure.

I went to see the wretched man's body, and then entered a cafe.  Someone
was talking of the case, and maintaining that death by strangulation must
be most luxurious as the victim always expires with a strong erection.
It might be so, but the erection might also be the result of an agony of
pain, and before anyone can speak dogmatically on the point he must first
have had a practical experience.

As I was leaving the cafe I had the good luck to catch a handkerchief
thief in the act; it was about the twentieth I had stolen from me in the
month I had spent at Naples.  Such petty thieves abound there, and their
skill is something amazing.

As soon as he felt himself caught, he begged me not to make any noise,
swearing he would return all the handkerchiefs he had stolen from me,
which, as he confessed, amounted to seven or eight.

"You have stolen more than twenty from me."

"Not I, but some of my mates.  If you come with me, perhaps we shall be
able to get them all back."

"Is it far off?"

"In the Largo del Castello.  Let me go; people are looking at us."

The little rascal took me to an evil-looking tavern, and shewed me into a
room, where a man asked me if I wanted to buy any old things.  As soon as
he heard I had come for my handkerchiefs, he opened a big cupboard full
of handkerchiefs, amongst which I found a dozen of mine, and bought them
back for a trifle.

A few days after I bought several others, though I knew they were stolen.

The worthy Neapolitan dealer seemed to think me trustworthy, and three or
four days before I left Naples he told me that he could sell me, for ten
or twelve thousand ducats, commodities which would fetch four times that
amount at Rome or elsewhere.

"What kind of commodities are they?"

"Watches, snuff-boxes, rings, and jewels, which I dare not sell here."

"Aren't you afraid of being discovered?"

"Not much, I don't tell everyone of my business."

I thanked him, but I would not look at his trinkets, as I was afraid the
temptation of making such a profit would be too great.

When I got back to my inn I found some guests had arrived, of whom a few
were known to me.  Bartoldi had arrived from Dresden with two young
Saxons, whose tutor he was.  These young noblemen were rich and handsome,
and looked fond of pleasure.

Bartoldi was an old friend of mine.  He had played Harlequin at the King
of Poland's Italian Theatre.  On the death of the monarch he had been
placed at the head of the opera-buffa by the dowager electress, who was
passionately fond of music.

Amongst the other strangers were Miss Chudleigh, now Duchess of Kingston,
with a nobleman and a knight whose names I have forgotten.

The duchess recognized me at once, and seemed pleased that I paid my
court to her.  An hour afterwards Mr. Hamilton came to see her, and I was
delighted to make his acquaintance.  We all dined together.  Mr.
Hamilton was a genius, and yet he ended by marrying a mere girl, who was
clever enough to make him in love with her.  Such a misfortune often
comes to clever men in their old age.  Marriage is always a folly; but
when a man marries a young woman at a time of life when his physical
strength is running low, he is bound to pay dearly for his folly; and if
his wife is amorous of him she will kill him even years ago I had a
narrow escape myself from the same fate.

After dinner I presented the two Saxons to the duchess; they gave her
news of the dowager electress, of whom she was very fond.  We then went
to the play together.  As chance would have it, Madame Goudar occupied
the box next to ours, and Hamilton amused the duchess by telling the
story of the handsome Irishwoman, but her grace did not seem desirous of
making Sara's acquaintance.

After supper the duchess arranged a game of quinze with the two
Englishmen and the two Saxons.  The stakes were small, and the Saxons
proved victorious.  I had not taken any part in the game, but I resolved
to do so the next evening.

The following day we dined magnificently with the Prince of Francavilla,
and in the afternoon he took us to the bath by the seashore, where we saw
a wonderful sight.  A priest stripped himself naked, leapt into the
water, and without making the slightest movement floated on the surface
like a piece of deal.  There was no trick in it, and the marvel must be
assigned to some special quality in his organs of breathing.  After this
the prince amused the duchess still more pleasantly.  He made all his
pages, lads of fifteen to seventeen, go into the water, and their various
evolutions afforded us great pleasure.  They were all the sweethearts of
the prince, who preferred Ganymede to Hebe.

The Englishmen asked him if if he would give us the same spectacle, only
subsituting nymphs for the 'amoyini', and he promised to do so the next
day at his splendid house near Portici, where there was a marble basin in
the midst of the garden.




CHAPTER XIV

My Amours with Gallimena--Journey to Soyento--Medini--Goudar--
Miss Chudleigh--The Marquis Petina--Gaetano--Madame Cornelis's Son--
An Anecdote of Sara Goudar--The Florentines Mocked by the King--
My Journey to Salerno, Return to Naples, and Arrival at Rome


The Prince of Francavilla was a rich Epicurean, whose motto was 'Fovet et
favet'.

He was in favour in Spain, but the king allowed him to live at Naples, as
he was afraid of his initiating the Prince of Asturias, his brothers, and
perhaps the whole Court, into his peculiar vices.

The next day he kept his promise, and we had the pleasure of seeing the
marble basin filled with ten or twelve beautiful girls who swam about in
the water.

Miss Chudleigh and the two other ladies pronounced this spectacle
tedious; they no doubt preferred that of the previous day.

In spite of this gay company I went to see Callimena twice a day; she
still made me sigh in vain.

Agatha was my confidante; she would gladly have helped me to attain my
ends, but her dignity would not allow of her giving me any overt
assistance.  She promised to ask Callimena to accompany us on an
excursion to Sorento, hoping that I should succeed in my object during
the night we should have to spend there.

Before Agatha had made these arrangements, Hamilton had made similar ones
with the Duchess of Kingston, and I succeeded in getting an invitation.
I associated chiefly with the two Saxons and a charming Abbe Guliani,
with whom I afterwards made a more intimate acquaintance at Rome.

We left Naples at four o'clock in the morning, in a felucca with twelve
oars, and at nine we reached Sorrento.

We were fifteen in number, and all were delighted with this earthly
paradise.

Hamilton took us to a garden belonging to the Duke of Serra Capriola, who
chanced to be there with his beautiful Piedmontese wife, who loved her
husband passionately.

The duke had been sent there two months before for having appeared in
public in an equipage which was adjudged too magnificent.  The minister
Tanucci called on the king to punish this infringement of the sumptuary
laws, and as the king had not yet learnt to resist his ministers, the
duke and his wife were exiled to this earthly paradise.  But a paradise
which is a prison is no paradise at all; they were both dying of ennui,
and our arrival was balm in Gilead to them.

A certain Abbe Bettoni, whose acquaintance I had made nine years before
at the late Duke of Matalone's, had come to see them, and was delighted
to meet me again.

The abbe was a native of Brescia, but he had chosen Sorento as his
residence.  He had three thousand crowns a year, and lived well, enjoying
all the gifts of Bacchus, Ceres, Comus, and Venus, the latter being his
favourite divinity.  He had only to desire to attain, and no man could
desire greater pleasure than he enjoyed at Sorento.  I was vexed to see
Count Medini with him; we were enemies, and gave each other the coldest
of greetings.

We were twenty-two at table and enjoyed delicious fare, for in that land
everything is good; the very bread is sweeter than elsewhere.  We spent
the afternoon in inspecting the villages, which are surrounded by avenues
finer than the avenues leading to the grandest castles in Europe.

Abbe Bettoni treated us to lemon, coffee, and chocolate ices, and some
delicious cream cheese.  Naples excells in these delicacies, and the abbe
had everything of the best.  We were waited on by five or six country
girls of ravishing beauty, dressed with exquisite neatness.  I asked him
whether that were his seraglio, and he replied that it might be so, but
that jealousy was unknown, as I should see for myself if I cared to spend
a week with him.

I envied this happy man, and yet I pitied him, for he was at least twelve
years older than I, and I was by no means young.  His pleasures could not
last much longer.

In the evening we returned to the duke's, and sat down to a supper
composed of several kinds of fish.

The air of Sorento gives an untiring appetite, and the supper soon
disappeared.

After supper my lady proposed a game at faro, and Bettoni, knowing Medini
to be a professional gamester, asked him to hold the bank.  He begged to
be excused, saying he had not enough money, so I consented to take his
place.

The cards were brought in, and I emptied my poor purse on the table.  It
only held four hundred ounces, but that was all I possessed.

The game began; and on Medini asking me if I would allow him a share in
the bank, I begged him to excuse me on the score of inconvenience.

I went on dealing till midnight, and by that time I had only forty ounces
left.  Everybody had won except Sir Rosebury, who had punted in English
bank notes, which I had put into my pocket without counting.

When I got to my room I thought I had better look at the bank notes, for
the depletion of my purse disquieted me.  My delight may be imagined.  I
found I had got four hundred and fifty pounds--more than double what I
had lost.

I went to sleep well pleased with my day's work, and resolved not to tell
anyone of my good luck.

The duchess had arranged for us to start at nine, and Madame de Serra
Capriola begged us to take coffee with her before going.

After breakfast Medini and Bettoni came in, and the former asked Hamilton
whether he would mind his returning with us.  Of course, Hamilton could
not refuse, so he came on board, and at two o'clock I was back at my inn.
I was astonished to be greeted in my antechamber by a young lady, who
asked me sadly whether I remembered her.  She was the eldest of the five
Hanoverians, the same that had fled with the Marquis dells Petina.

I told her to come in, and ordered dinner to be brought up.

"If you are alone," she said, "I should be glad to share your repast."

"Certainly; I will order dinner for two."

Her story was soon told.  She had come to Naples with her husband, whom
her mother refused to recognize.  The poor wretch had sold all he
possessed, and two or three months after he had been arrested on several
charges of forgery.  His poor mate had supported him in prison for seven
years.  She had heard that I was at Naples, and wanted me to help her,
not as the Marquis della Petina wished, by lending him money, but by
employing my influence with the Duchess of Kingston to make that lady
take her to England with her in her service.

"Are you married to the marquis?"

"No."

"Then how could you keep him for seven years?"

"Alas .  .  .  .  You can think of a hundred ways, and they would all be
true."

"I see."

"Can you procure me an interview with the duchess?"

"I will try, but I warn you that I shall tell her the simple truth."

"Very good."

"Come again to-morrow."

At six o'clock I went to ask Hamilton how I could exchange the English
notes I had won, and he gave me the money himself.

Before supper I spoke to the duchess about the poor Hanoverian.  My lady
said she remembered seeing her, and that she would like to have a talk
with her before coming to any decision.  I brought the poor creature to
her the next day, and left them alone.  The result of the interview was
that the duchess took her into her service in the place of a Roman girl,
and the Hanoverian went to England with her.  I never heard of her again,
but a few days after Petina sent to beg me to come and see him in prison,
and I could not refuse.  I found him with a young man whom I recognized
as his brother, though he was very handsome and the marquis very ugly;
but the distinction between beauty and ugliness is often hard to point
out.

This visit proved a very tedious one, for I had to listen to a long story
which did not interest me in the least.

As I was going out I was met by an official, who said another prisoner
wanted to speak to me.

"What's his name?"

"His name is Gaetano, and he says he is a relation of yours."

My relation and Gaetano!  I thought it might be the abbe.

I went up to the first floor, and found a score of wretched prisoners
sitting on the ground roaring an obscene song in chorus.

Such gaiety is the last resource of men condemned to imprisonment on the
galleys; it is nature giving her children some relief.

One of the prisoners came up to me and greeted me as "gossip."  He would
have embraced me, but I stepped back.  He told me his name, and I
recognized in him that Gaetano who had married a pretty woman under my
auspices as her godfather.  The reader may remember that I afterwards
helped her to escape from him.

"I am sorry to see you here, but what can I do for you?"

"You can pay me the hundred crowns you owe me, for the goods supplied to
you at Paris by me."

This was a lie, so I turned my back on him, saying I supposed
imprisonment had driven him mad.

As I went away I asked an official why he had been imprisoned, and was
told it was for forgery, and that he would have been hanged if it had not
been for a legal flaw.  He was sentenced to imprisonment for life.

I dismissed him from my mind, but in the afternoon I had a visit from
an advocate who demanded a hundred crowns on Gaetano's behalf,
supporting his claim by the production of an immense ledger,
where my name appeared as debtor on several pages.

"Sir," said I, "the man is mad; I don't owe him anything, and the
evidence of this book is utterly worthless.

"You make a mistake, sir," he replied; "this ledger is good evidence, and
our laws deal very favorably with imprisoned creditors.  I am retained
for them, and if you do not settle the matter by to-morrow I shall serve
you with a summons."

I restrained my indignation and asked him politely for his name and
address.  He wrote it down directly, feeling quite certain that his
affair was as good as settled.

I called on Agatha, and her husband was much amused when I told my story.

He made me sign a power of attorney, empowering him to act for me, and he
then advised the other advocate that all communications in the case must
be made to him alone.

The 'paglietti' who abound in Naples only live by cheating, and
especially by imposing on strangers.

Sir Rosebury remained at Naples, and I found myself acquainted with all
the English visitors.  They all lodged at "Crocielles," for the English
are like a flock of sheep; they follow each other about, always go to the
came place, and never care to shew any originality.  We often arranged
little trips in which the two Saxons joined, and I found the time pass
very pleasantly.  Nevertheless, I should have left Naples after the fair
if my love for Callimena had not restrained me.  I saw her every day and
made her presents, but she only granted me the slightest of favours.

The fair was nearly over, and Agatha was making her preparations for
going to Sorento as had been arranged.  She begged her husband to invite
a lady whom he had loved before marrying her while she invited Pascal
Latilla for herself, and Callimena for me.

There were thus three couples, and the three gentlemen were to defray all
expenses.

Agatha's husband took the direction of everything.

A few days before the party I saw, to my surprise, Joseph, son of Madame
Cornelis and brother of my dear Sophie.

"How did you come to Naples?  Whom are you with?"

"I am by myself.  I wanted to see Italy, and my mother gave me this
pleasure.  I have seen Turin, Milan, Genoa, Florence, Venice, and Rome;
and after I have done Italy I shall see Switzerland and Germany, and then
return to England by way of Holland."

"How long is this expedition to take?"

"Six months."

"I suppose you will be able to give a full account of everything when you
go back to London?"

"I hope to convince my mother that the money she spent was not wasted."

"How much do you think it will cost you?"

"The five hundred guineas she gave me, no more."

"Do you mean to say you are only going to spend five hundred guineas in
six months?  I can't believe it."

"Economy works wonders."

"I suppose so.  How have you done as to letters of introduction in all
these countries of which you now know so much?"

"I have had no introductions.  I carry an English passport, and let
people think that I am English."

"Aren't you afraid of getting into bad company?"

"I don't give myself the chance.  I don't speak to anyone, and when
people address me I reply in monosyllables.  I always strike a bargain
before I eat a meal or take a lodging.  I only travel in public
conveyances."

"Very good.  Here you will be able to economize; I will pay all your
expenses, and give you an excellent cicerone, one who will cost you
nothing."

"I am much obliged, but I promised my mother not to accept anything from
anybody."

"I think you might make an exception in my case."

"No.  I have relations in Venice, and I would not take so much as a
single dinner from them.  When I promise, I perform."

Knowing his obstinacy, I did not insist.  He was now a young man of
twenty-three, of a delicate order of prettiness, and might easily have
been taken for a girl in disguise if he had not allowed his whiskers to
grow.

Although his grand tour seemed an extravagant project, I could not help
admiring his courage and desire to be well informed.

I asked him about his mother and daughter, and he replied to my questions
without reserve.

He told me that Madame Cornelis was head over ears in debts, and spent
about half the year in prison.  She would then get out by giving fresh
bills and making various arrangements with her creditors, who knew that
if they did not allow her to give her balls, they could not expect to get
their money.

My daughter, I heard, was a pretty girl of seventeen, very talented, and
patronized by the first ladies in London.  She gave concerts, but had to
bear a good deal from her mother.

I asked him to whom she was to have been married, when she was taken from
the boarding school.  He said he had never heard of anything of the kind.

"Are you in any business?"

"No.  My mother is always talking of buying a cargo and sending me with
it to the Indies, but the day never seems to come, and I am afraid it
never will come.  To buy a cargo one must have some money, and my mother
has none."

In spite of his promise, I induced him to accept the services of my man,
who shewed him all the curiosities of Naples in the course of a week.

I could not make him stay another week.  He set out for Rome, and wrote
to me from there that he had left six shirts and a great coat behind him.
He begged me to send them on, but he forgot to give me his address.

He was a hare-brained fellow, and yet with the help of two or three sound
maxims he managed to traverse half Europe without coming to any grief.

I had an unexpected visit from Goudar, who knew the kind of company I
kept, and wanted me to ask his wife and himself to dinner to meet the two
Saxons and my English friends.

I promised to oblige him on the understanding that there was to be no
play at my house, as I did not want to be involved in any unpleasantness.
He was perfectly satisfied with this arrangement, as he felt sure his
wife would attract them to his house, where, as he said, one could play
without being afraid of anything.

As I was going to Sorento the next day, I made an appointment with him
for a day after my return.

This trip to Sorento was my last happy day.

The advocate took us to a house where we were lodged with all possible
comfort.  We had four rooms; the first was occupied by Agatha and her
husband, the second by Callimena and the advocate's old sweetheart, the
third by Pascal Latilla, and the fourth by myself.

After supper we went early to bed, and rising with the sun we went our
several ways; the advocate with his old sweetheart, Agatha with Pascal,
and I with Callimena.  At noon we met again to enjoy a delicious dinner,
and then the advocate took his siesta, while Pascal went for a walk with
Agatha and her husband's sweetheart, and I wandered with Callimena under
the shady alleys where the heat of the sun could not penetrate.  Here it
was that Callimena consented to gratify my passion.  She gave herself for
love's sake alone, and seemed sorry she had made me wait so long.

On the fourth day we returned to Naples in three carriages, as there was
a strong wind.  Callimena persuaded me to tell her aunt what had passed
between us, that we might be able to meet without any restraint for the
future.

I approved of her idea, and, not fearing to meet with much severity from
the aunt, I took her apart and told her all that had passed, making her
reasonable offers.

She was a sensible woman, and heard what I had to say with great good
humour.  She said that as I seemed inclined to do something for her
niece, she would let me know as soon as possible what she wanted most.
I remarked that as I should soon be leaving for Rome, I should like to
sup with her niece every evening.  She thought this a very natural wish
on my part, and so we went to Callimena, who was delighted to hear the
result of our interview.

I lost no time, but supped and passed that night with her.  I made her
all my own by the power of my love, and by buying her such things as she
most needed, such as linen, dresses, etc.  It cost me about a hundred
louis, and in spite of the smallness of my means I thought I had made a
good bargain.  Agatha, whom I told of my good luck, was delighted to have
helped me to procure it.

Two or three days after I gave a dinner to my English friends, the two
Saxons, Bartoldi their governor, and Goudar and his wife.

We were all ready, and only waiting for M. and Madame Goudar, when I saw
the fair Irishwoman come in with Count Medini.  This piece of insolence
made all the blood in my body rush to my head.  However, I restrained
myself till Goudar came in, and then I gave him a piece of my mind.  It
had been agreed that his wife should come with him.  The rascally fellow
prevaricated, and tried hard to induce me to believe that Medini had not
plotted the breaking of the bank, but his eloquence was in vain.

Our dinner was a most agreeable one, and Sara cut a brilliant figure, for
she possessed every pleasing quality that can make a woman attractive.
In good truth, this tavern girl would have filled a throne with any
queen; but Fortune is blind.

When the dinner was over, M. de Buturlin, a distinguished Russian, and a
great lover of pretty women, paid me a visit.  He had been attracted by
the sweet voice of the fair Sara, who was singing a Neapolitan air to the
guitar.  I shone only with a borrowed light, but I was far from being
offended.  Buturlin fell in love with Sara on the spot, and a few months
after I left he got her for five hundred Louis, which Goudar required to
carry out the order he had received, namely, to leave Naples in three
days.

This stroke came from the queen, who found out that the king met Madame
Goudar secretly at Procida.  She found her royal husband laughing
heartily at a letter which he would not shew her.

The queen's curiosity was excited, and at last the king gave in, and her
majesty read the following:

"Ti aspettero nel medesimo luogo, ed alla stessa ora, coll' impazienza
medesima che ha una vacca che desidera l'avvicinamento del toro."

"Chi infamia!" cried the queen, and her majesty gave the cow's husband to
understand that in three days he would have to leave Naples, and look for
bulls in other countries.

If these events had not taken place, M. de Buturlin would not have made
so good a bargain.

After my dinner, Goudar asked all the company to sup with him the next
evening.  The repast was a magnificent one, but when Medini sat down at
the end of a long table behind a heap of gold and a pack of cards, no
punters came forward.  Madame Goudar tried in vain to make the gentlemen
take a hand.  The Englishmen and the Saxons said politely that they
should be delighted to play if she or I would take the bank, but they
feared the count's extraordinary fortune.

Thereupon Goudar had the impudence to ask me to deal for a fourth share.

"I will not deal under a half share," I replied, "though I have no
confidence in my luck."

Goudar spoke to Medini, who got up, took away his share, and left me the
place.

I had only two hundred ounces in my purse.  I placed them beside Goudar's
two hundred, and in two hours my bank was broken, and I went to console
myself with my Callimena.

Finding myself penniless I decided to yield to the pressure of Agatha's
husband, who continued to beg me to take back the jewelry I had given his
wife.  I told Agatha I would never have consented if fortune had been
kinder to me.  She told her husband, and the worthy man came out of his
closet and embraced me as if I had just made his fortune.

I told him I should like to have the value of the jewels, and the next
day I found myself once more in possession of fifteen thousand francs.
From that moment I decided to go to Rome, intending to stop there for
eight months; but before my departure the advocate said he must give me a
dinner at a casino which he had at Portici.

I had plenty of food for thought when I found myself in the house where I
had made a small fortune by my trick with the mercury five-and-twenty
years ago.

The king was then at Portici with his Court, and our curiosity attracting
us we were witnesses of a most singular spectacle.

The king was only nineteen and loved all kinds of frolics.  He conceived
a desire to be tossed in a blanket!  Probably few crowned heads have
wished to imitate Sancho Panza in this manner.

His majesty was tossed to his heart's content; but after his aerial
journeys he wished to laugh at those whom he had amused.  He began by
proposing that the queen should take part in the game; on her replying by
shrieks of laughter, his majesty did not insist.

The old courtiers made their escape, greatly to my regret, for I should
have liked to see them cutting capers in the air, specially Prince Paul
Nicander, who had been the king's tutor, and had filled him with all his
own prejudices.

When the king saw that his old followers had fled, he was reduced to
asking the young nobles present to play their part.

I was not afraid for myself, as I was unknown, and not of sufficient rank
to merit such an honour.

After three or four young noblemen had been tossed, much to the amusement
of the queen and her ladies, the king cast his eyes on two young
Florentine nobles who had lately arrived at Naples.  They were with their
tutor, and all three had been laughing heartily at the disport of the
king and his courtiers.

The monarch came up and accosted them very pleasantly, proposing that
they should take part in the game.

The wretched Tuscans had been baked in a bad oven; they were undersized,
ugly, and humpbacked.

His majesty's proposal seemed to put them on thorns.  Everybody listened
for the effects of the king's eloquence; he was urging them to undress,
and saying that it would be unmannerly to refuse; there could be no
humiliation in it, he said, as he himself had been the first to submit.

The tutor felt that it would not do to give the king a refusal, and told
them that they must give in, and thereupon the two Florentines took off
their clothes.

When the company saw their figures and doleful expressions, the laughter
became general.  The king took one of them by the hand, observing in an
encouraging manner that there would be no danger; and as a special honour
he held one of the corners of the blanket himself.  But, for all that,
big tears rolled down the wretched young man's cheeks.

After three or four visits to the ceiling, and amusing everyone by the
display of his long thin legs, he was released, and the younger brother
went to the torture smilingly, for which he was rewarded by applause.

The governor, suspecting that his majesty destined him for the same fate,
had slipped out; and the king laughed merrily when he heard of his
departure.

Such was the extraordinary spectacle we enjoyed--a spectacle in every way
unique.

Don Pascal Latilla, who had been lucky enough to avoid his majesty's
notice, told us a number of pleasant anecdotes about the king; all shewed
him in the amiable light of a friend of mirth and an enemy to all pomp
and stateliness, by which kings are hedged in generally.  He assured us
that no one could help liking him, because he always preferred to be
treated as a friend rather than a monarch.

"He is never more grieved," said Pascal, "than when his minister Tanucci
shews him that he must be severe, and his greatest joy is to grant a
favour."

Ferdinand had not the least tincture of letters, but as he was a man of
good sense he honoured lettered men most highly, indeed anyone of merit
was sure of his patronage.  He revered the minister Marco, he had the
greatest respect for the memory of Lelio Caraffa, and of the Dukes of
Matalone, and he had provided handsomely for a nephew of the famous man
of letters Genovesi, in consideration of his uncle's merits.

Games of chance were forbidden; and one day he surprised a number of the
officers of his guard playing at faro.  The young men were terrified at
the sight of the king, and would have hidden their cards and money.

"Don't put yourselves out," said the kindly monarch, "take care that
Tanucci doesn't catch you, but don't mind me."

His father was extremely fond of him up to the time when he was obliged
to resist the paternal orders in deference to State reasons.

Ferdinand knew that though he was the King of Spain's son, he was none
the less king of the two Sicilies, and his duties as king had the
prerogative over his duties as son.

Some months after the suppression of the Jesuits, he wrote his father a
letter, beginning:

"There are four things which astonish me very much.  The first is that
though the Jesuits were said to be so rich, not a penny was found upon
them at the suppression; the second, that though the Scrivani of Naples
are supposed to take no fees, yet their wealth is immense; the third,
that while all the other young couples have children sooner or later, we
have none; and the fourth, that all men die at last, except Tanucci, who,
I believe, will live on in 'saecula saeculorum'."

The King of Spain shewed this letter to all the ministers and
ambassadors, that they might see that his son was a clever man, and he
was right; for a man who can write such a letter must be clever.

Two or three days later, the Chevalier de Morosini, the nephew of the
procurator, and sole heir of the illustrious house of Morosini, came to
Naples accompanied by his tutor Stratico, the professor of mathematics at
Padua, and the same that had given me a letter for his brother, the Pisan
professor.  He stayed at the "Crocielles," and we were delighted to see
one another again.

Morosini, a young man of nineteen, was travelling to complete his
education.  He had spent three years at Turin academy, and was now under
the superintendence of a man who could have introduced him to the whole
range of learning, but unhappily the will was wanting in the pupil.  The
young Venetian loved women to excess, frequented the society of young
rakes, and yawned in good company.  He was a sworn foe to study, and
spent his money in a lavish manner, less from generosity than from a
desire to be revenged on his uncle's economies.  He complained of being
still kept in tutelage; he had calculated that he could spend eight
hundred sequins a month, and thought his allowance of two hundred sequins
a month an insult.  With this notion, he set himself to sow debts
broadcast, and only laughed at his tutor when he mildly reproached him
for his extravagance, and pointed out that if he were saving for the
present, he would be able to be all the more magnificent on his return to
Venice.  His uncle had made an excellent match for him; he was to marry a
girl who was extremely pretty, and also the heiress of the house of
Grimani de Servi.

The only redeeming feature in the young man's character was that he had a
mortal hatred of all kinds of play.

Since my bank had been broken I had been at Goudar's, but I would not
listen to his proposal that I should join them again.  Medini had become
a sworn foe of mine.  As soon as I came, he would go away, but I
pretended not to notice him.  He was at Goudar's when I introduced
Morosini and his mentor, and thinking the young man good game he became
very intimate with him.  When he found out that Morosini would not hear
of gaming, his hatred of me increased, for he was certain that I had
warned the rich Venetian against him.

Morosini was much taken with Sara's charms, and only thought of how he
could possess her.  He was still a young man, full of romantic notions,
and she would have become odious in his eyes if he could have guessed
that she would have to be bought with a heavy price.

He told me several times that if a woman proposed payment for her
favours, his disgust would expel his love in a moment.  As he said, and
rightly, he was as good a man as Madame Goudar was a woman.

This was distinctly a good point in his character; no woman who gave her
favours in exchange for presents received could hope to dupe him.  Sara's
maxims were diametrically opposed to his; she looked on her love as a
bill of exchange.

Stratico was delighted to see him engaged in this intrigue, for the chief
point in dealing with him was to keep him occupied.  If he had no
distractions he took refuge in bad company or furious riding.  He would
sometimes ride ten or twelve stages at full gallop, utterly ruining the
horses.  He was only too glad to make his uncle pay for them, as he swore
he was an old miser.

After I had made up my mind to leave Naples, I had a visit from Don
Pascal Latilla, who brought with him the Abbe Galiani, whom I had known
at Paris.

It may be remembered that I had known his brother at St. Agatha's, where
I had stayed with him, and left him Donna Lucrezia Castelli.

I told him that I had intended to visit him, and asked if Lucrezia were
still with him.

"She lives at Salerno," said he, "with her daughter the Marchioness
C----."

I was delighted to hear the news; if it had not been for the abbe's
visit, I should never have heard what had become of these ladies.

I asked him if he knew the Marchioness C----.

"I only know the marquis," he replied, "he is old and very rich."

That was enough for me.

A couple of days afterwards Morosini invited Sara, Goudar, two young
gamesters, and Medini, to dinner.  The latter had not yet given up hopes
of cheating the chevalier in one way or another.

Towards the end of dinner it happened that Medini differed in opinion
from me, and expressed his views in such a peremptory manner that I
remarked that a gentleman would be rather more choice in his expressions.

"Maybe," he replied, "but I am not going to learn manners from you."

I constrained myself, and said nothing, but I was getting tired of his
insolence; and as he might imagine that my resentment was caused by fear,
I determined on disabusing him.

As he was taking his coffee on the balcony overlooking the sea, I came up
to him with my cup in my hand, and said that I was tired of the rudeness
with which he treated me in company.

"You would find me ruder still," he replied, "if we could meet without
company."

"I think I could convince you of your mistake if we could have a private
meeting."

"I should very much like to see you do it."

"When you see me go out, follow me, and don't say a word to anyone."

"I will not fail."

I rejoined the company, and walked slowly towards Pausilippo.  I looked
back and saw him following me; and as he was a brave fellow, and we both
had our swords, I felt sure the thing would soon be settled.

As soon as I found myself in the open country, where we should not be
interrupted, I stopped short.

As he drew near I attempted a parley, thinking that we might come to a
more amicable settlement; but the fellow rushed on me with his sword in
one hand and his hat in the other.

I lunged out at him, and instead of attempting to parry he replied in
quart.  The result was that our blades were caught in each other's
sleeves; but I had slit his arm, while his point had only pierced the
stuff of my coat.

I put myself on guard again to go on, but I could see he was too weak to
defend himself, so I said if he liked I would give him quarter.

He made no reply, so I pressed on him, struck him to the ground, and
trampled on his body.

He foamed with rage, and told me that it was my turn this time, but that
he hoped I would give him his revenge.

"With pleasure, at Rome, and I hope the third lesson will be more
effectual than the two I have already given you."

He was losing a good deal of blood, so I sheathed his sword for him and
advised him to go to Goudar's house, which was close at hand, and have
his wound attended to.

I went back to "Crocielles" as if nothing had happened.  The chevalier
was making love to Sara, and the rest were playing cards.

I left the company an hour afterwards without having said a word about my
duel, and for the last time I supped with Callimena.  Six years later I
saw her at Venice, displaying her beauty and her talents on the boards of
St. Benedict's Theatre.

I spent a delicious night with her, and at eight o'clock the next day I
went off in a post-chaise without taking leave of anyone.

I arrived at Salerno at two o'clock in the afternoon, and as soon as I
had taken a room I wrote a note to Donna Lucrezia Castelli at the Marquis
C----'s.

I asked her if I could pay her a short visit, and begged her to send a
reply while I was taking my dinner.

I was sitting down to table when I had the pleasure of seeing Lucrezia
herself come in.  She gave a cry of delight and rushed to my arms.

This excellent woman was exactly my own age, but she would have been
taken for fifteen years younger.

After I had told her how I had come to hear about her I asked for news of
our daughter.

"She is longing to see you, and her husband too; he is a worthy old man,
and will be so glad to know you."

"How does he know of my existence?"

"Leonilda has mentioned your name a thousand times during the five years
they have been married.  He is aware that you gave her five thousand
ducats.  We shall sup together."

"Let us go directly; I cannot rest till I have seen my Leonilda and the
good husband God has given her.  Have they any children?"

"No, unluckily for her, as after his death the property passes to his
relations.  But Leonilda will be a rich woman for all that; she will have
a hundred thousand ducats of her own."

"You have never married."

"No."

"You are as pretty as you were twenty-six years ago, and if it had not
been for the Abbe Galiani I should have left Naples without seeing you."

I found Leonilda had developed into a perfect beauty.  She was at that
time twenty-three years old.

Her husband's presence was no constraint upon her; she received me with
open arms, and put me completely at my ease.

No doubt she was my daughter, but in spite of our relationship and my
advancing years I still felt within my breast the symptoms of the
tenderest passion for her.

She presented me to her husband, who suffered dreadfully from gout, and
could not stir from his arm-chair.

He received me with smiling face and open arms, saying,--

"My dear friend, embrace me."

I embraced him affectionately, and in our greeting I discovered that he
was a brother mason.  The marquis had expected as much, but I had not;
for a nobleman of sixty who could boast that he had been enlightened was
a 'rara avis' in the domains of his Sicilian majesty thirty years ago.

I sat down beside him and we embraced each other again, while the ladies
looked on amazed, wondering to see us so friendly to each other.

Donna Leonilda fancied that we must be old friends, and told her husband
how delighted she was.  The old man burst out laughing, and Lucrezia
suspecting the truth bit her lips and said nothing.  The fair marchioness
reserved her curiosity for another reason.

The marquis had seen the whole of Europe.  He had only thought of
marrying on the death of his father, who had attained the age of ninety.
Finding himself in the enjoyment of thirty thousand ducats a year he
imagined that he might yet have children in spite of his advanced age.
He saw Leonilda, and in a few days he made her his wife, giving her a
dowry of a hundred thousand ducats.  Donna Lucrezia went to live with her
daughter.  Though the marquis lived magnificently, he found it difficult
to spend more than half his income.

He lodged all his relations in his immense palace; there were three
families in all, and each lived apart.

Although they were comfortably off they were awaiting with impatience the
death of the head of the family, as they would then share his riches.
The marquis had only married in the hope of having an heir; and these
hopes he could no longer entertain.  However, he loved his wife none the
less, while she made him happy by her charming disposition.

The marquis was a man of liberal views like his wife, but this was a
great secret, as free thought was not appreciated at Salerno.
Consequently, any outsider would have taken the household for a truly
Christian one, and the marquis took care to adopt in appearance all the
prejudices of his fellow-countrymen.

Donna Lucrezia told me all this three hours after as we walked in a
beautiful garden, where her husband had sent us after a long conversation
on subjects which could not have been of any interest to the ladies.
Nevertheless, they did not leave us for a moment, so delighted were they
to find that the marquis had met a congenial spirit.

About six o'clock the marquis begged Donna Lucrezia to take me to the
garden and amuse me till the evening.  His wife he asked to stay, as he
had something to say to her.

It was in the middle of August and the heat was great, but the room on
the ground floor which we occupied was cooled by a delicious breeze.

I looked out of the window and noticed that the leaves on the trees were
still, and that no wind was blowing; and I could not help saying to the
marquis that I was astonished to find his room as cool as spring in the
heats of summer.

"Your sweetheart will explain it to you," said he.

We went through several apartments, and at last reached a closet, in one
corner of which was a square opening.

From it rushed a cold and even violent wind.  From the opening one could
go down a stone staircase of at least a hundred steps, and at the bottom
was a grotto where was the source of a stream of water as cold as ice.
Donna Lucrezia told me it would be a great risk to go down the steps
without excessively warm clothing.

I have never cared to run risks of this kind.  Lord Baltimore, on the
other hand, would have laughed at the danger, and gone, maybe, to his
death.  I told my old sweetheart that I could imagine the thing very well
from the description, and that I had no curiosity to see whether my
imagination were correct.

Lucrezia told me I was very prudent, and took me to the garden.

It was a large place, and separated from the garden common to the three
other families who inhabited the castle.  Every flower that can be
imagined was there, fountains threw their glittering sprays, and grottoes
afforded a pleasing shade from the sun.

The alleys of this terrestrial paradise were formed of vines, and the
bunches of grapes seemed almost as numerous as the leaves.

Lucrezia enjoyed my surprise, and I told her that I was not astonished at
being more moved by this than by the vines of Tivoli and Frascati.  The
immense rather dazzles the eyes than moves the heart.

She told me that her daughter was happy, and that the marquis was an
excellent man, and a strong man except for the gout.  His great grief was
that he had no children.  Amongst his dozen of nephews there was not one
worthy of succeeding to the title.

"They are all ugly, awkward lads, more like peasants than noblemen; all
their education has been given them by a pack of ignorant priests; and so
it is not to be wondered that the marquis does not care for them much."

"But is Leonilda really happy?"

"She is, though her husband cannot be quite so ardent as she would like
at her age."

"He doesn't seem to me to be a very jealous man."

"He is entirely free from jealousy, and if Leonilda would take a lover I
am sure he would be his best friend.  And I feel certain he would be only
too glad to find the beautiful soil which he cannot fertile himself
fertilized by another."

"Is it positively certain that he is incapable of begetting a child?"

"No, when he is well he does his best; but there seems no likelihood of
his ardour having any happy results.  There was some ground to hope in
the first six months of the marriage, but since he has had the gout so
badly there seems reason to fear lest his amorous ecstasies should have a
fatal termination.  Sometimes he warts to approach her, but she dare not
let him, and this pains her very much."

I was struck with a lively sense of Lucrezia's merits, and was just
revealing to her the sentiments which she had re-awakened in my breast,
when the marchioness appeared in the garden, followed by a page and a
young lady.

I affected great reverence as she came up to us; and as if we had given
each other the word, she answered me in atone of ceremonious politeness.

"I have come on an affair of the highest importance," she said, "and if I
fail I shall for ever lose the reputation of a diplomatist?"

"Who is the other diplomatist with whom you are afraid of failing?"

"'Tis yourself."

"Then your battle is over, for I consent before I know what you ask.  I
only make a reserve on one point."

"So much the worse, as that may turn out to be just what I want you to
do.  Tell me what it is."

"I was going to Rome, when the Abbe Galiani told me that Donna Lucrezia
was here with you."

"And can a short delay interfere with your happiness?  Are you not your
own master?"

"Smile on me once more; your desires are orders which must be obeyed.  I
have always been my own master, but I cease to be so from this moment,
since I am your most humble servant."

"Very good.  Then I command you to come and spend a few days with us at
an estate we have at a short distance.  My husband will have himself
transported here.  You will allow me to send to the inn for your
luggage?"

"Here, sweet marchioness, is the key to my room.  Happy the mortal whom
you deign to command."

Leonilda gave the key to the page, a pretty boy, and told him to see that
all my belongings were carefully taken to the castle.

Her lady-in-waiting was very fair.  I said so to Leonilda in French, not
knowing that the young lady understood the language, but she smiled and
told her mistress that we were old acquaintances.

"When had I the pleasure of knowing you, mademoiselle?"

"Nine year ago.  You have often spoken to me and teased me."

"Where, may I ask?"

"At the Duchess of Matalone's."

"That may be, and I think I do begin to remember, but I really cannot
recollect having teased you."

The marchioness and her mother were highly amused at this conversation,
and pressed the girl to say how I had teased her.  She confined herself,
however, to saying that I had played tricks on her.  I thought I
remembered having stolen a few kisses, but I left the ladies to think
what they liked.

I was a great student of the human heart, and felt that these reproaches
of Anastasia's (such was her name) were really advances, but unskillfully
made, for if she had wanted more of me, she should have held her peace
and bided her time.

"It strikes me," said I, "that you were much smaller in those days."

"Yes, I was only twelve or thirteen.  You have changed also."

"Yes, I have aged."

We began talking about the late Duke of Matalone, and Anastasia left us.

We sat down in a charming grotto, and began styling each other papa and
daughter, and allowing ourselves liberties which threatened to lead to
danger.

The marchioness tried to calm my transports by talking of her good
husband.

Donna Lucrezia remarked our mutual emotion as I held Leonilda in my arms,
and warned us to be careful.  She then left us to walk in a different
part of the garden.

Her words had the contrary effect to what was intended, for as soon as
she left us in so opportune a manner, although we had no intention of
committing the double crime, we approached too near to each other, and an
almost involuntary movement made, the act complete.

We remained motionless, looking into one another's eyes, in mute
astonishment, as we confessed afterwards, to find neither guilt nor
repentance in our breasts.

We rearranged our position, and the marchioness sitting close to me
called me her dear husband, while I called her my dear wife.

The new bond between us was confirmed by affectionate kisses.  We were
absorbed and silent, and Lucrezia was delighted to find us so calm when
she returned.

We had no need to warn each other to observe secrecy.  Donna Lucrezia was
devoid of prejudice, but there was no need to give her a piece of useless
information.

We felt certain that she had left us alone, so as not to be a witness of
what we were going to do.

After some further conversation we went back to the palace with
Anastasia, whom we found in the alley by herself.

The marquis received his wife with joy, congratulating her on the success
of her negotiations.  He thanked me for my compliance, and assured me I
should have a comfortable apartment in his country house.

"I suppose you will not mind having our friend for a neighbor?" he said
to Lucrezia.

"No," said she; "but we will be discreet, for the flower of our lives has
withered."

"I shall believe as much of that as I please."

The worthy man dearly loved a joke.

The long table was laid for five, and as soon as dinner was served an old
priest came in and sat down.  He spoke to nobody, and nobody spoke to
him.

The pretty page stood behind the marchioness, and we were waited on by
ten or twelve servants.

I had only a little soup at dinner, so I ate like an ogre, for I was very
hungry, and the marquis's French cook was a thorough artist.

The marquis exclaimed with delight as I devoured one dish after another.
He told me that the only fault in his wife that she was a very poor eater
like her mother.  At dessert the wine began to take effect, and our
conversation, which was conducted in French, became somewhat free.  The
old priest took no notice, as he only understood Italian, and he finally
left us after saying the 'agimus'.

The marquis told me that this ecclesiastic had been a confessor to the
palace for the last twenty years, but had never confessed anybody.  He
warned me to take care what I said before him if I spoke Italian, but he
did not know a word of French.

Mirth was the order of the day, and I kept the company at table till an
hour after midnight.

Before we parted for the night the marquis told me that we would start in
the afternoon, and that he should arrive an hour before us.  He assured
his wife that he was quite well, and that he hoped to convince her that
I had made him ten years younger.  Leonilda embraced him tenderly,
begging him to be careful of his health.

"Yes, yes," said he, "but get ready to receive me."

I wished them a good night, and a little marquis at nine months from
date.

"Draw the bill," said he to me, "and to-morrow I will accept it."

"I promise you," said Lucrezia, "to do my best to ensure your meeting
your obligations."

Donna Lucrezia took me to my room, where she handed me over to the charge
of an imposing-looking servant, and wished me a good night.

I slept for eight hours in a most comfortable bed, and when I was dressed
Lucrezia took me to breakfast with the marchioness, who was at her
toilette.

"Do you think I may draw my bill at nine months?" said I.

"It will very probably be met," said she.

"Really?"

"Yes, really; and it will be to you that my husband will owe the
happiness he has so long desired.  He told me so when he left me an hour
ago.

"I shall be delighted to add to your mutual happiness."

She looked so fresh and happy that I longed to kiss her, but I was
obliged to restrain myself as she was surrounded by her pretty maids.

The better to throw any spies off the scent I began to make love to
Anastasia, and Leonilda pretended to encourage me.

I feigned a passionate desire, and I could see that I should not have
much trouble in gaining my suit.  I saw I should have to be careful if I
did not want to be taken at my word; I could not bear such a surfeit of
pleasures.

We went to breakfast with the marquis, who was delighted to see us.  He
was quite well, except the gout which prevented his walking.

After breakfast we heard mass, and I saw about twenty servants in the
chapel.  After the service I kept the marquis company till dinner-time.
He said I was very good to sacrifice the company of the ladies for his
sake.

After dinner we set out for his country house; I in a carriage with the
two ladies, and the marquis in a litter borne by two mules.

In an hour and a half we arrived at his fine and well-situated castle.

The first thing the marchioness did was to take me into the garden, where
my ardour returned and she once more abandoned herself to me.

We agreed that I should only go to her room to court Anastasia, as it was
necessary to avoid the slightest suspicion.

This fancy of mine for his wife's maid amused the marquis, for his wife
kept him well posted in the progress of our intrigue.

Donna Lucrezia approved of the arrangement as she did not want the
marquis to think that I had only come to Salerno for her sake.  My
apartments were next to Leonilda's, but before I could get into her room
I should be obliged to pass through that occupied by Anastasia, who slept
with another maid still prettier than herself.

The marquis came an hour later, and he said he would get his people to
carry him in an arm-chair round the gardens, so that he might point out
their beauties to me.  After supper he felt tired and went to bed,
leaving me to entertain the ladies.

After a few moments' conversation, I led the marchioness to her room, and
she said I had better go to my own apartment through the maids' room,
telling Aanastasia to shew me the way.

Politeness obliged me to shew myself sensible of such a favour, and I
said I hoped she would not be so harsh as to lock her door upon me.

"I shall lock my door," said she, "because it is my duty to do so.  This
room is my mistress's closet, and my companion would probably make some
remark if I left the door open contrary to my usual custom."

"Your reasons are too good for me to overcome, but will you not sit down
beside me for a few minutes and help me to recollect how I used to tease
you?"

"I don't want you to recollect anything about it; please let me go."

"You must please yourself," said I; and after embracing her and giving
her a kiss, I wished her good night.

My servant came in as she went out, and I told him that I would sleep by
myself for the future.

The next day the marchioness laughingly repeated the whole of my
conversation with Anastasia.

"I applauded her virtuous resistance, but I said she might safely assist
at your toilette every evening."

Leonilda gave the marquis a full account of my talk with Anastasia.  The
old man thought I was really in love with her, and had her in to supper
for my sake, so I was in common decency bound to play the lover.
Anastasia was highly pleased at my preferring her to her charming
mistress, and at the latter's complaisance towards our love-making.

The marquis in his turn was equally pleased as he thought the intrigue
would make me stay longer at his house.

In the evening Anastasia accompanied me to my room with a candle, and
seeing that I had no valet she insisted combing my hair.  She felt
flattered at my not presuming to go to bed in her presence, and kept me
company for an hour; and as I was not really amorous of her, I had no
difficulty in playing the part of the timid lover.  When she wished me
good night she was delighted to find my kisses as affectionate but not so
daring as those of the night before.

The marchioness said, the next morning, that if the recital she had heard
were true, she was afraid Anastasia's company tired me, as she very well
knew that when I really loved I cast timidity to the winds.

"No, she doesn't tire me at all; she is pretty and amusing.  But how can
you imagine that I really love her, when you know very well that the
whole affair is only designed to cast dust in everyone's eyes?"

"Anastasia fully believes that you adore her, and indeed I am not sorry
that you should give her a little taste for gallantry."

"If I can persuade her to leave her door open I can easily visit you, for
she will not imagine for a moment that after leaving her I go to your
room instead of my own."

"Take care how you set about it."

"I will see what I can do this evening."

The marquis and Lucrezia had not the slightest doubt that Anastasia spent
every night with me, and they were delighted at the idea.

The whole of the day I devoted to the worthy marquis, who said my company
made him happy.  It was no sacrifice on my part, for I liked his
principles and his way of thinking.

On the occasion of my third supper with Anastasia I was more tender than
ever, and she was very much astonished to find that I had cooled down
when I got to my room.

"I am glad to see you so calm," said she, "you quite frightened me at
supper."

"The reason is that I know you think yourself in danger when you are
alone with me."

"Not at all; you are much more discreet than you were nine years ago."

"What folly did I commit then?"

"No folly, but you did not respect my childhood."

"I only gave you a few caresses, for which I am now sorry, as you are
frightened of me, and persist in locking your door."

"I don't mistrust you, but I have told you my reasons for locking the
door.  I think that you must mistrust me, as you won't go to bed while I
am in the room."

"You must think me very presumptuous.  I will go to bed, but you must not
leave me without giving me a kiss."

"I promise to do so."

I went to bed, and Anastasia spent half an hour beside me.  I had a good
deal of difficulty in controlling myself, but I was afraid of her telling
the marchioness everything.

As she left me she gave me such a kind embrace that I could bear it no
longer, and guiding her hand I skewed her the power she exercised over
me.  She then went away, and I shall not say whether my behaviour
irritated or pleased her.

The next day I was curious to know how much she had told the marchioness,
and on hearing nothing of the principal fact I felt certain she would not
lock her door that evening.

When the evening came I defied her to skew the same confidence in me as I
had shewn in her.  She replied that she would do so with pleasure, if I
would blow out my candle and promise not to put my hand on her.  I easily
gave her the required promise, for I meant to keep myself fresh for
Leonilda.

I undressed hastily, followed her with bare feet, and laid myself beside
her.

She took my hands and held them, to which I offered no resistance.  We
were afraid of awakening her bedfellow, and kept perfect silence.  Our
lips however gave themselves free course, and certain motions, natural
under the circumstances, must have made her believe that I was in
torments.  The half hour I passed beside her seemed extremely long to me,
but it must have been delicious to her, as giving her the idea that she
could do what she liked with me.

When I left her after we had shared an ecstatic embrace, I returned to my
room, leaving the door open.  As soon as I had reason to suppose that she
was asleep, I returned, and passed through her room to Leonilda's.  She
was expecting me, but did not know of my presence till I notified it with
a kiss.

After I had given her a strong proof of my love, I told her of my
adventure with Anastasia, and then our amorous exploits began again, and
I did not leave her till I had spent two most delicious hours.  We agreed
that they should not be the last, and I returned to my room on tiptoe as
I had come.

I did not get up till noon, and the marquis and his wife jested with me
at dinner on the subject of my late rising.  At supper it was Anastasia's
turn, and she seemed to enjoy the situation.  She told me in the evening
that she would not lock her door, but that I must not come into her room,
as it was dangerous.  It would be much better, she said, for us to talk
in my room, where there would be no need of putting out the light.  She
added that I had better go to bed, as then she would feel certain that
she was not tiring me in any way.

I could not say no, but I flattered myself that I would keep my strength
intact for Leonilda.

I reckoned without my host, as the proverb goes.

When I held Anastasia between my arms in bed, her lips glued to mine, I
told her, as in duty bound, that she did not trust in me enough to lie
beside me with her clothes off.

Thereupon she asked me if I would be very discreet.

If I had said no, I should have looked a fool.  I made up my mind, and
told her yes, determined to satisfy the pretty girl's desires.

In a moment she was in my arms, not at all inclined to keep me to my
promise.

Appetite, it is said, comes in eating.  Her ardour made me amorous, and I
rendered homage to her charms till I fell asleep with fatigue.

Anastasia left me while I was asleep, and when I awoke I found myself in
the somewhat ridiculous position of being obliged to make a full
confession to the marchioness as to why I had failed in my duties to her.

When I told Leonilda my tale, she began to laugh and agreed that further
visits were out of the question.  We made up our minds, and for the
remainder of my visit our amorous meetings only took place in the
summerhouses in the garden.

I had to receive Anastasia every night, and when I left for Rome and did
not take her with me she considered me as a traitor.

The worthy marquis gave me a great surprise on the eve of my departure.
We were alone together, and he began by saying that the Duke of Matalone
had told him the reason which had prevented me marrying Leonilda, and
that he had always admired my generosity in making her a present of five
thousand ducats, though I was far from rich.

"These five thousand ducats," he added, "with seven thousand from the
duke, composed her dower, and I have added a hundred thousand, so that
she is sure of a comfortable living, even if I die without a successor.

"Now, I want you to take back the five thousand ducats you gave her; and
she herself is as desirous of your doing so as I am.  She did not like to
ask you herself; she is too delicate."

"Well, I should have refused Leonilda if she had asked me, but I accept
this mark of your friendship.  A refusal would have borne witness to
nothing but a foolish pride, as I am a poor man.  I should like Leonilda
and her mother to be present when you give me the money."

"Embrace me; we will do our business after dinner."

Naples has always been a temple of fortune to me, but if I went there now
I should starve.  Fortune flouts old age.

Leonilda and Lucrezia wept with joy when the good marquis gave me the
five thousand ducats in bank notes, and presented his mother-in-law with
an equal sum in witness of his gratitude to her for having introduced me
to him.

The marquis was discreet enough not to reveal his chief reason.  Donna
Lucrezia did not know that the Duke of Matalone had told him that
Leonilda was my daughter.

An excess of gratitude lessened my high spirits for the rest of the day,
and Anastasia did not spend a very lively night with me.

I went off at eight o'clock the next morning.  I was sad, and the whole
house was in tears.

I promised that I would write to the marquis from Rome, and I reached
Naples at eleven o'clock.

I went to see Agatha, who was astonished at my appearance as she had
thought I was at Rome.  Her husband welcomed me in the most friendly
manner, although he was suffering a great deal.

I said I would dine with them and start directly afterwards, and I asked
the advocate to get me a bill on Rome for five thousand ducats, in
exchange for the bank notes I gave him.

Agatha saw that my mind was made up, and without endeavoring to persuade
me to stay went in search of Callimena.

She too had thought I was in Rome, and was in an ecstasy of delight to
see me again.

My sudden disappearance and my unexpected return were the mystery of the
day, but I did not satisfy anyone's curiosity.

I left them at three o'clock, and stopped at Montecasino, which I had
never seen.  I congratulated myself on my idea, for I met there Prince
Xaver de Saxe, who was travelling under the name of Comte de Lusace with
Madame Spinucci, a lady of Fermo, with whom he had contracted a semi-
clandestine marriage.  He had been waiting for three days to hear from
the Pope, for by St. Benedict's rule women are not allowed in
monasteries; and as Madame Spinucci was extremely curious on the subject,
her husband had been obliged to apply for a dispensation to the Holy
Father.

I slept at Montecasino after having seen the curiosities of the place,
and I went on to Rome, and put up with Roland's daughter in the Place
d'Espagne.




CHAPTER XV

Margarita--Madame Buondcorsi--The Duchess of Fiano--Cardinal Bernis--
The Princess Santa Croce--Menicuccio and His Sister


I had made up my mind to spend a quiet six months at Rome, and the day
after my arrival I took a pleasant suite of rooms opposite the Spanish
Ambassador, whose name was d'Aspura.  It happened to be the same rooms as
were occupied twenty-seven years ago by the teacher of languages, to whom
I had gone for lessons while I was with Cardinal Acquaviva.  The landlady
was the wife of a cook who only, slept with his better half once a week.
The woman had a daughter of sixteen or seventeen years old, who would
have been very pretty if the small-pox had not deprived her of one eye.
They had provided her with an ill-made artificial eye, of a wrong size
and a bad colour, which gave a very unpleasant expression to her face.
Margarita, as she was called, made no impression on me, but I made her a
present which she valued very highly.  There was an English oculist named
Taylor in Rome at that time, and I got him to make her an eye of the
right size and colour.  This made Margarita imagine that I had fallen in
love with her, and the mother, a devotee, was in some trouble as to
whether my intentions were strictly virtuous.

I made arrangements with the mother to supply me with a good dinner and
supper without any luxury.  I had three thousand sequins, and I had made
up my mind to live in a quiet and respectable manner.

The next day I found letters for me in several post-offices, and the
banker Belloni, who had known me for several years, had been already
advised of my bill of exchange.  My good friend Dandolo sent me two
letters of introduction, of which one was addressed to M. Erizzo, the
Venetian ambassador.  He was the brother of the ambassador to Paris.
This letter pleased me greatly.  The other was addressed to the Duchess
of Fiano, by her brother M. Zuliani.

I saw that I should be free of all the best houses, and I promised myself
the pleasure of an early visit to Cardinal Bernis.

I did not hire either a carriage or a servant.  At Rome both these
articles are procurable at a moment's notice.

My first call was on the Duchess of Fiano.  She was an ugly woman, and
though she was really very good-natured, she assumed the character of
being malicious so as to obtain some consideration.

Her husband, who bore the name of Ottoboni, had only married her to
obtain an heir, but the poor devil turned out to be what the Romans call
'babilano', and we impotent.  The duchess told me as much on the occasion
of my third visit.  She did not give me the information in a complaining
tone, or as if she was fain to be consoled, but merely to defy her
confessor, who had threatened her with excommunication if she went on
telling people about her husband's condition, or if she tried to cure him
of it.

The duchess gave a little supper every evening to her select circle of
friends.  I was not admitted to these reunions for a week or ten days, by
which time I had made myself generally popular.  The duke did not care
for company and supped apart.

The Prince of Santa Croce was the duchess's 'cavaliere servante', and the
princess was served by Cardinal Bernis.  The princess was a daughter of
the Marquis Falconieri, and was young, pretty, lively, and intended by
nature for a life of pleasure.  However, her pride at possessing the
cardinal was so great that she did not give any hope to other competitors
for her favour.

The prince was a fine man of distinguished manners and great capability,
which he employed in business speculations, being of opinion, and
rightly, that it was no shame for a nobleman to increase his fortune by
the exercise of his intelligence.  He was a careful man, and had attached
himself to the duchess because she cost him nothing, and he ran no risk
of falling in love with her.

Two or three weeks after my arrival he heard me complaining of the
obstacles to research in the Roman libraries, and he offered to give me
an introduction to the Superior of the Jesuits.  I accepted the offer,
and was made free of the library; I could not only go and read when I
liked, but I could, on writing my name down, take books away with me.
The keepers of the library  always brought me candles when it grew dark,
and their politeness was so great that they gave me the key of a side
door, so that I could slip in and out as I pleased.

The Jesuits were always the most polite of the regular clergy, or,
indeed, I may say the only polite men amongst them; but during the crisis
in which they were then involved, they were simply cringing.

The King of Spain had called for the suppression of the order, and the
Pope had promised that it should be done; but the Jesuits did not think
that such a blow could ever be struck, and felt almost secure.  They did
not think that the Pope's power was superhuman so far as they were
concerned.  They even intimated to him by indirect channels that his
authority did not extend to the suppression of the order; but they were
mistaken.  The sovereign pontiff delayed the signature of the bull, but
his hesitation proceeded from the fact that in signing it he feared lest
he should be signing his own sentence of death.  Accordingly he put it
off till he found that his honour was threatened.  The King of Spain, the
most obstinate tyrant in Europe, wrote to him with his own hand, telling
him that if he did not suppress the order he would publish in all the
languages of Europe the letters he had written when he was a cardinal,
promising to suppress the order when he became Pope.  On the strength of
these letters Ganganelli had been elected.

Another man would have taken refuge in casuistry and told the king that
it was not for a pope to be bound to the cardinal's promises, in which
contention he would have been supported by the Jesuits.  However, in his
heart Ganganelli had no liking for the Jesuits.  He was a Franciscan, and
not a gentleman by birth.  He had not a strong enough intellect to defy
the king and all his threats, or to bear the shame of being exhibited to
the whole world as an ambitious and unscrupulous man.

I am amused when people tell me that Ganganelli poisoned himself by
taking so many antidotes.  It is true that having reason, and good
reason, to dread poison, he made use of antidotes which, with his
ignorance of science, might have injured his health; but I am morally
certain that he died of poison which was given by other hands than his
own.

My reasons for this opinion are as follows:

In the year of which I am speaking, the third of the Pontificate of
Clement XIV., a woman of Viterbo was put in prison on the charge of
making predictions.  She obscurely prophesied the suppression of the
Jesuits, without giving any indication of the time; but she said very
clearly that the company would be destroyed by a pope who would only
reign five years three months and three days--that is, as long as Sixtus
V., not a day more and not a day less.

Everybody treated the prediction with contempt, as the product of a
brain-sick woman.  She was shut up and quite forgotten.

I ask my readers to give a dispassionate judgment, and to say whether
they have any doubt as to the poisoning of Ganganelli when they hear that
his death verified the prophecy.

In a case like this, moral certainty assumes the force of scientific
certainty.  The spirit which inspired the Pythia of Viterbo took its
measures to inform the world that if the Jesuits were forced to submit to
being suppressed, they were not so weak as to forego a fearful vengeance.
The Jesuit who cut short Ganganelli's days might certainly have poisoned
him before the bull was signed, but the fact was that they could not
bring themselves to believe it till it took place.  It is clear that if
the Pope had not suppressed the Jesuits, they would not have poisoned
him, and here again the prophecy could not be taxed with falsity.  We may
note that Clement XIV., like Sixtus V., was a Franciscan, and both were
of low birth.  It is also noteworthy that after the Pope's death the
prophetess was liberated, and, though her prophecy had been fulfilled to
the letter, all the authorities persisted in saying that His Holiness had
died from his excessive use of antidotes.

It seems to me that any impartial judge will scout the idea of Ganganelli
having killed himself to verify the woman of Viterbo's prediction.  If
you say it was a mere coincidence, of course I cannot absolutely deny
your position, for it may have been chance; but my thoughts on the
subject will remain unchanged.

This poisoning was the last sign the Jesuits gave of their power.  It was
a crime, because it was committed after the event, whereas, if it had
been done before the suppression of the order, it would have been a
stroke of policy, and might have been justified on politic grounds.  The
true politician looks into the future, and takes swift and certain
measures to obtain the end he has in view.

The second time that the Prince of Santa Croce saw me at the Duchess of
Fiano's, he asked me 'ex abrupta' why I did not visit Cardinal Bernis.

"I think of paying my suit to him to-morrow," said I.

"Do so, for I have never heard his eminence speak of anyone with as much
consideration as he speaks of yourself."

"He has been very kind to me, and I shall always be grateful to him."

The cardinal received me the next day with every sign of delight at
seeing me.  He praised the reserve with which I had spoken of him to the
prince, and said he need not remind me of the necessity for discretion as
to our old Venetian adventures.

"Your eminence," I said, "is a little stouter, otherwise you look as
fresh as ever and not at all changed."

"You make a mistake.  I am very different from what I was then.  I am
fifty-five now, and then I was thirty-six.  Moreover, I am reduced to a
vegetable diet."

"Is that to keep down the lusts of the flesh?"

"I wish people would think so; but no one does, I am afraid."

He was glad to hear that I bore a letter to the Venetian ambassador,
which I had not yet presented.  He said he would take care to give the
ambassador a prejudice in my favour, and that he would give me a good
reception.

"We will begin to break the ice to-morrow," added this charming cardinal.
"You shall dine with me, and his excellence shall hear of it."

He heard with pleasure that I was well provided for as far as money was
concerned, and that I had made up my mind to live simply and discreetly
so long as I remained in Rome.

"I shall write about you to M---- M----," he said.  "I have always kept
up a correspondence with that delightful nun."

I then amused him by the, talk of my adventure with the nun of Chamberi.

"You ought to ask the Prince of Santa Croce to introduce you to the
princess.  We might pass some pleasant hours with her, though not in our
old Venetian style, for the princess is not at all like M---- M----.

"And yet she serves to amuse your eminence?"

"Well, I have to be content with what I can get."

The next day as I was getting up from dinner the cardinal told me that M.
Zuliani had written about me to the ambassador, who would be delighted to
make my acquaintance, and when I went I had an excellent reception from
him.

The Chevalier Erizzo, who is still alive, was a man of great
intelligence, common sense, and oratorical power.  He complimented me on
my travels and on my being protected by the State Inquisitors instead of
being persecuted by them.  He kept me to dinner, and asked me to dine
with him whenever I had no other engagement.

The same evening I met Prince Santa Croce at the duchess's, and asked him
to introduce me to his wife.

"I have been expecting that," he replied "even since the cardinal talked
to her about you for more than an hour.  You can call any day at eleven
in the morning or two in the afternoon."

I called the next day at two o'clock.  She was taking her siesta in bed,
but as I had the privileges allowed to a person of no consequence she let
me in directly.  She was young, pretty, lively, curious, and talkative;
she had not enough patience to wait for my answer to her questions.  She
struck me as a toy, well adapted to amuse a man of affairs, who felt the
need of some distraction.  The cardinal saw her regularly three times a
day; the first thing in the morning he called to ask if she had had a
good night, at three o'clock in the afternoon he took coffee with her,
and in the evening he met her at the assembly.  He always played at
piquet, and played with such talent that he invariably lost six Roman
sequins, no more and no less.  These losses of the cardinal's made the
princess the richest young wife in Rome.

Although the marquis was somewhat inclined to be jealous, he could not
possibly object to his wife enjoying a revenue of eighteen hundred francs
a month, and that without the least scandal, for everything was done in
public, and the game was honestly conducted.  Why should not fortune fall
in love with such a pretty woman?

The Prince of Santa Croce could not fail to appreciate the friendship of
the cardinal for his wife, who gave him a child every year, and sometimes
every nine months, in spite of the doctor's warnings to beware of
results.  It was said that to make up for his enforced abstinence during
the last few days of his wife's pregnancy, the prince immediately set to
again when the child was being baptized.

The friendship of the cardinal for the prince's wife also gave him the
advantage of getting silks from Lyons without the Pope's treasurer being
able to say anything, as the packets were addressed to the French
ambassador.  It must also be noted that the cardinal's patronage kept
other lovers from the house.  The High Constable Colonna was very much
taken with her.  The prince had surprised this gentleman talking to the
princess in a room of the palace and at an hour when she was certain that
the cardinal would not be in the way.  Scarcely had the Colonna gone when
the prince told his wife that she would accompany him into the country
the next day.  She protested, saying that this sudden order was only a
caprice and that her honour would not allow of her obeying him.  The
prince, however, was very determined, and she would have been obliged to
go if the cardinal had not come in and heard the story from the mouth of
the innocent princess.  He shewed the husband that it was to his own
interests to go into the country by himself, and to let his wife remain
in Rome.  He spoke for her, assuring the prince that she would take more
care for the future and avoid such meetings, always unpleasant in a
house.

In less than a month I became the shadow of the three principal persons
in the play.  I listened and admired and became as necessary to the
personages as a marker at billiards.  When any of the parties were
afflicted I consoled them with tales or amusing comments, and, naturally,
they were grateful to me.  The cardinal, the prince, and his fair wife
amused each other and offended no one.

The Duchess of Fiano was proud of being the possessor of the prince who
left his wife to the cardinal, but no one was deceived but herself.  The
good lady wondered why no one acknowledged that the reason why the
princess never came to see her was mere jealousy.  She spoke to me on the
subject with so much fire that I had to suppress my good sense to keep
her good graces.

I had to express my astonishment as to what the cardinal could see in the
princess, who, according to her, was skinny in person and silly in mind,
altogether a woman of no consequence.  I agreed to all this, but I was
far from thinking so, for the princess was just the woman to amuse a
voluptuous and philosophic lover like the cardinal.

I could not help thinking now and again that the cardinal was happier in
the possession of this treasure of a woman than in his honours and
dignities.

I loved the princess, but as I did not hope for success I confined myself
strictly to the limits of my position.

I might, no doubt, have succeeded, but more probably I should have raised
her pride against me, and wounded the feelings of the cardinal, who was
no longer the same as when we shared M---- M---- in common.  He had told
me that his affection for her was of a purely fatherly character, and I
took that as a hint not to trespass on his preserves.

I had reason to congratulate myself that she observed no more ceremony
with me than with her mail.  I accordingly pretended to see nothing,
while she felt certain I saw all.

It is no easy matter to win the confidence of such a woman, especially if
she be served by a king or a cardinal.

My life at Rome was a tranquil and happy one.  Margarita had contrived to
gain my interest by the assiduity of her attentions.  I had no servant,
so she waited on me night and morning, and her false eye was such an
excellent match that I quite forgot its falsity.  She was a clever, but a
vain girl, and though at first I had no designs upon her I flattered her
vanity by my conversation and the little presents I bestowed upon her,
which enabled her to cut a figure in church on Sundays.  So before long I
had my eyes opened to two facts; the one that she was sure of my love,
and wondered why I did not declare it; the other, that if I chose I had
an easy conquest before me.

I guessed the latter circumstance one day when, after I had asked her to
tell me her adventures from the age of eleven to that of eighteen, she
proceeded to tell me tales, the telling of which necessitated her
throwing all modesty to the winds.

I took the utmost delight in these scandalous narrations, and whenever I
thought she had told the whole truth I gave her a few pieces of money;
while whenever I had reason to suppose that she had suppressed some
interesting circumstances I gave her nothing.

She confessed to me that she no longer possessed that which a maid can
lose but once, that a friend of hers named Buonacorsi was in the same
case, and finally she told me the name of the young man who had relieved
them both of their maidenheads.

We had for neighbor a young Piedmontese abbe named Ceruti, on whom
Margarita was obliged to wait when her mother was too busy.  I jested
with her about him, but she swore there was no lovemaking between them.

This abbe was a fine man, learned and witty, but he was overwhelmed with
debt and in very bad odour at Rome on account of an extremely unpleasant
story of which he was the hero.

They said that he had told an Englishman, who was in love with Princess
Lanti, that she was in want of two hundred sequins, that the Englishman
had handed over the money to the abbe, and that the latter had
appropriated it.

This act of meanness had been brought to light by an explanation between
the lady and the Englishman.  On his saying to the princess that he was
ready to do anything for her, and that the two hundred sequins he had
given her were as nothing in comparison with what he was ready to do, she
indignantly denied all knowledge of the transaction.  Everything came
out.  The Englishman begged pardon, and the abbe was excluded from the
princess's house and the Englishman's also.

This Abbe Ceruti was one of those journalists employed to write the
weekly news of Rome by Bianconi; he and I had in a manner become friends
since we were neighbours.  I saw that he loved Margarita, and I was not
in the least jealous, but as he was a handsome young fellow I could not
believe that Margarita was cruel to him.  Nevertheless, she assured me
that she detested him, and that she was very sorry that her mother made
her wait on him at all.

Ceruti had already laid himself under obligations to me.  He had borrowed
a score of crowns from me, promising to repay them in a week, and three
weeks had gone by without my seeing the money.  However, I did not ask
for it, and would have lent him as much more if he had requested me.  But
I must tell the story as it happened.

Whenever I supped with the Duchess of Fiano I came in late, and Margarita
waited up for me.  Her mother would go to bed.  For the sake of amusement
I used to keep her for an hour or two without caring whether our
pleasantries disturbed the abbe, who could hear everything we said.

One evening I came home at midnight and was surprised to find the mother
waiting for me.

"Where is your daughter?" I enquired.

"She's asleep, and I really cannot allow you to pass the whole night with
her any longer."

"But she only stays with me till I get into bed.  This new whim wounds my
feelings.  I object to such unworthy suspicions.  What has Margarita been
telling you?  If she has made any complaints of me, she has lied, and I
shall leave your house to-morrow."

"You are wrong; Margarita has made no complaints; on the contrary she
says that you have done nothing to her."

"Very good.  Do you think there is any harm in a little joking?"

"No, but you might be better employed."

"And these are your grounds for a suspicion of which you should be
ashamed, if you are a good Christian."

"God save me from thinking evil of my neighbour, but I have been informed
that your laughter and your jests are of such a nature as to be offensive
to people of morality."

"Then it is my neighbour the abbe who has been foolish enough to give you
this information?"

"I cannot tell you how I heard it, but I have heard it."

"Very good.  To-morrow I shall seek another lodging, so as to afford your
tender conscience some relief."

"Can't I attend on you as well as my daughter?"

"No; your daughter makes me laugh, and laughing is beneficial to me,
whereas you would not make me laugh at all.  You have insulted me, and I
leave your house to-morrow."

"I shall have to tell my husband the reason of your departure, and I do
not want to do that."

"You can do as you like; that's no business of mine.  Go away; I want to
get into bed."

"Allow me to wait on you."

"Certainly not; if you want anybody to wait on me, send Margarita."

"She's asleep."

"Then wake her up."

The good woman went her way, and two minutes later, the girl came in with
little on but her chemise.  She had not had time to put in her false eye,
and her expression was so amusing that I went off into a roar of
laughter.

"I was sleeping soundly," she began, "and my mother woke me up all of a
sudden, and told me to come and wait on you, or else you would leave, and
my father would think we had been in mischief."

"I will stay, if you will continue to wait on me."

"I should like to come very much, but we mustn't laugh any more, as the
abbe has complained of us."

"Oh! it is the abbe, is it?"

"Of course it is.  Our jests and laughter irritate his passions."

"The rascal!  We will punish him rarely.  If we laughed last night, we
will laugh ten times louder tonight."

Thereupon we began a thousand tricks, accompanied by shouts and shrieks
of laughter, purposely calculated to drive the little priest desperate.
When the fun was at its height, the door opened and the mother came in.

I had Margarita's night-cap on my head, and Margarita's face was adorned
with two huge moustaches, which I had stuck on with ink.  Her mother had
probably anticipated taking us in the fact, but when she came in she was
obliged to re-echo our shouts of mirth.

"Come now," said I, "do you think our amusements criminal?"

"Not a bit; but you see your innocent orgies keep your neighbour awake."

"Then he had better go and sleep somewhere else; I am not going to put
myself out for him.  I will even say that you must choose between him and
me; if I consent to stay with you, you must send him away, and I will
take his room."

"I can't send him away before the end of the month, and I am afraid he
will say things to my husband which will disturb the peace of the house."

"I promise you he shall go to-morrow and say nothing at all.  Leave him
to me; the, abbe shall leave of his own free will, without giving you the
slightest trouble.  In future be afraid for your daughter when she is
alone with a man and you don't hear laughing.  When one does not laugh,
one does something serious."

After this the mother seemed satisfied and went off to bed.  Margarita
was in such high spirits over the promised dismissal of the abbe that I
could not resist doing her justice.  We passed an hour together without
laughing, and she left me very proud of the victory she had gained.

Early the next day I paid the abbe a visit, and after reproaching him for
his behaviour I gave him his choice between paying me the money he owed
me and leaving the house at once.  He did his best to get out of the
dilemma, but seeing that I was pitiless he said he could not leave
without paying a few small sums he owed the landlord, and without the
wherewithal to obtain another lodging.

"Very good," said I, "I will present you with another twenty crowns; but
you must go to-day, and not say a word to anyone, unless you wish me to
become your implacable enemy."

I thus got rid of him and entered into possession of the two rooms.
Margarita was always at my disposal, and after a few days so was the fair
Buonacorsi, who was much the prettier of the two.

The two girls introduced me to the young man who had seduced them.

He was a lad of fifteen or sixteen, and very handsome though short.
Nature had endowed him with an enormous symbol of virility, and at
Lampsacus he would no doubt have had an altar erected to him beside that
of Priapus, with which divinity he might well have contended.

He was well-mannered and agreeable, and seemed much above a common
workman.  He did not love Margarita or Mdlle. Bounacorsi; he had merely
satisfied their curiosity.  They saw and admired, and wished to come to a
nearer acquaintance; he read their minds and offered to satisfy them.
Thereupon the two girls held a consultation, and pretending to submit out
of mere complaisance; the double deed was done.  I liked this young man,
and gave him linen and clothes.  So before long he had complete
confidence in me.  He told me he was in love with a girl, but unhappily
for him she was in a convent, and not being able to win her he was
becoming desperate.  The chief obstacle to the match lay in the fact that
his earnings only amounted to a paul a day, which was certainly an
insufficient sum to support a wife on.

He talked so much about her that I became curious, and expressed a desire
to see her.  But before coming to this I must recite some other incidents
of my stay at Rome.

One day I went to the Capitol to see the prizes given to the art
students, and the first face I saw was the face of Mengs.  He was with
Battoni and two or three other painters, all being occupied in adjudging
the merits of the various pictures.

I had not forgotten his treatment of me at Madrid, so I pretended not to
see him; but as soon as he saw me, he came up and addressed me as
follows:

"My dear Casanova, let us forget what happened at Madrid and be friends
once more."

"So be it, provided no allusion is made to the cause of our quarrel; for
I warn you that I cannot speak of it and keep my head cool."

"I dare say; but if you had understood my position at Madrid you would
never have obliged me to take a course which gave me great pain."

"I do not understand you."

"I dare say not.  You must know, then, that I was strongly suspected of
being a Protestant; and if I had shewn myself indifferent to your
conduct, I might possibly have been ruined.  But dine with me tomorrow;
we will make up a party of friends, and discuss our quarrel in a good
bottle of wine.  I know that you do not receive your brother, so he shall
not be there.  Indeed, I do not receive him myself, for if I did all
honest people would give me the cold shoulder."

I accepted his friendly invitation, and was punctual to the appointment.

My brother left Rome a short time afterwards with Prince Beloselski, the
Russian ambassador to Dresden, with whom he had come; but his visit was
unsuccessful, as Rezzonico proved inexorable.  We only saw each other two
or three times at Rome.

Three or four days after he had gone I had the agreeable surprise of
seeing my brother the priest, in rags as usual.  He had the impudence to
ask me to help him.

"Where do you come from?"

"From Venice; I had to leave the place, as I could no longer make a
living there."

"Then how do you think of making a living at Rome?"

"By saying masses and teaching French."

"You a teacher of languages!  Why, you do not know your native tongue."

"I know Italian and French too, and I have already got two pupils."

"They will no doubt make wonderful progress under your fostering care.
Who are they?"

"The son and daughter of the inn-keeper, at whose house I am staying.
But that's not enough to keep me, and you must give me something while I
am starting."

"You have no right to count on me.  Leave the room."

I would not listen to another word, and told Margarita to see that he did
not come in again.

The wretched fellow did his best to ruin me with all my friends,
including the Duchess of Fiano and the Abbe Gama.  Everybody told me that
I should either give him some help, or get him out of Rome; I got
heartily sick of the sound of his name.  At last the Abbe Ceruti came and
told me that if I did not want to see my brother begging his bread in the
streets I must give him some assistance.

"You can keep him out of Rome," he said, "and he is ready to go if you
will allow him three pauls a day."  I consented, and Ceruti hit on a plan
which pleased me very much.  He spoke to a priest who served a convent of
Franciscan nuns.  This priest took my brother into his service, and gave
him three pauls for saying one mass every day.  If he could preach well
he might earn more.

Thus the Abbe Casanova passed away, and I did not care whether he knew or
not where the three pauls had come from.  As long as I stayed at Rome the
nine piastres a month came in regularly, but after my departure he
returned to Rome, went to another convent, and died there suddenly
thirteen or fourteen years ago.

Medini had also arrived in Rome, but we had not seen each other.  He
lived in the street of the Ursulines at the house of one of the Pope's
light-cavalry men, and subsisted on the money he cheated strangers of.

The rascal had done well and had sent to Mantua for his mistress, who
came with her mother and a very pretty girl of twelve or thirteen.
Thinking it would be to his advantage to take handsome furnished
apartments he moved to the Place d'Espagne, and occupied a house four or
five doors from me, but I knew nothing of all this at the time.

Happening to dine one day with the Venetian ambassador, his excellency
told me that I should meet a certain Count. Manucci who had just arrived
from Paris, and had evinced much delight on learning that I was at Rome.

"I suppose you know him well," said the ambassador, "and as I am going to
present him to the Holy Father to-morrow, I should be much obliged if you
could tell me who he really is."

"I knew him at Madrid, where he lived with Mocenigo our ambassador; he is
well mannered, polite, and a fine looking young man, and that's all I
know about him."

"Was he received at the Spanish Court?"

"I think so, but I cannot be positive."

"Well, I think he was not received; but I see that you won't tell me all
you know about him.  It's of no consequence; I shall run no risk in
presenting him to the Pope.  He says he is descended from Manucci, the
famous traveller of the thirteenth century, and from the celebrated
printers of the same name who did so much for literature.  He shewed me
the Aldine anchor on his coat of arms which has sixteen quarters."

I was astonished beyond measure that this man who had plotted my
assassination should speak of me as an intimate friend, and I determined
to conceal my feelings and await events.  I did not shew the least sign
of anger, and when after greeting the ambassador he came up to me with
open arms, I received him cordially and asked after Mocenigo.

Manucci talked a great deal at dinner, telling a score of lies, all in my
honour, about my reception at Madrid.  I believe his object was to force
me to lie too, and to make me do the same for him another time.

I swallowed all these bitter pills, for I had no choice in the matter,
but I made up my mind I would have a thorough explanation the next day.

A Frenchman, the Chevalier de Neuville by name, who had come with
Manucci, interested me a great deal.  He had come to Rome to endeavour to
obtain the annulment of marriage of a lady who was in a convent at
Mantua.  He had a special recommendation to Cardinal Galli.

His conversation was particularly agreeable, and when we left the
ambassador's I accepted the offer to come into his carriage with Manucci,
and we drove about till the evening.

As we were returning at nightfall he told us that he was going to present
us to a pretty girl with whom we would sup and where we should have a
game of faro.

The carriage stopped at the Place d'Espagne, at a short distance from my
lodging, and we went up to a room on the second floor.  When I went in I
was surprised to see Count Medini and his mistress, the lady whom the
chevalier had praised, and whom I found not at all to my taste.  Medini
received me cordially, and thanked the Frenchman for having made me
forget the past, and having brought me to see him.

M. de Neuville looked astonished, and to avoid any unpleasant
explanations I turned the conversation.

When Medini thought a sufficient number of punters were present he sat
down at a large table, placed five or six hundred crowns in gold and
notes before him, and began to deal.  Manucci lost all the gold he had
about him, Neuville swept away half the bank, and I was content with the
humble part of spectator.

After supper, Medini asked the chevalier to give him his revenge, and
Manucci asked me to lend him a hundred sequins.  I did so, and in an hour
he had not one left.  Neuville, on the other hand, brought down Medini's
bank to twenty or thirty sequins, and after that we retired to our
several homes.

Manucci lodged with my sister-in-law, Roland's daughter, and I had made
up my mind to give him an early call; but he did not leave me the
opportunity, as he called on me early in the morning.

After returning me the hundred sequins he embraced me affectionately,
and, shewing me a large letter of credit on Bettoni, said that I must
consider his purse as mine.  In short, though he said nothing about the
past, he gave me to understand that he wished to initiate a mutual policy
of forget and forgive.

On this occasion my heart proved too strong for my brain; such has often
been the case with me.  I agreed to the articles of peace he offered and
required.

Besides, I was no longer at that headstrong age which only knows one kind
of satisfaction, that of the sword.  I remembered that if Manucci had
been wrong so had I, and I felt that my honour ran no danger of being
compromised.

The day after, I went to dinner with him.  The Chevalier de Neuville came
in towards the close of the meal, and Medini a few moments later.  The
latter called on us to hold a bank, each in his turn, and we agreed.
Manucci gained double what he had lost; Neuvilie lost four hundred
sequins, and I only lost a trifle.  Medini who had only lost about fifty
sequins was desperate, and would have thrown himself out of the window.

A few days later Manucci set out for Naples, after giving a hundred louis
to Medini's mistress, who used to sup with him; but this windfall did not
save Medini from being imprisoned for debt, his liabilities amounting to
more than a thousand crowns.

The poor wretch wrote me doleful epistles, entreating me to come to his
assistance; but the sole effect of his letters was to make me look after
what he called his family, repaying myself with the enjoyment of his
mistress's young sister.  I did not feel called upon to behave generously
to him for nothing.

About this time the Emperor of Germany came to Rome with his brother, the
Grand Duke of Tuscany.

One of the noblemen in their suite made the girl's acquaintance, and gave
Medini enough to satisfy his creditors.  He left Rome soon after
recovering his liberty, and we shall meet him again in a few months.

I lived very happily amongst the friends I had made for myself.  In the
evenings I visited the Duchess of Fiano, in the afternoons the Princess
of Santa Croce.  The rest of my time I spent at home, where I had
Margarita, the fair Buonacorsi, and young Menicuccio, who told me so much
about his lady-love that I felt quite curious to see her.

The girl was in a kind of convent where she had been placed out of
charity.  She could only leave it to get married, with the consent of the
cardinal who superintended the establishment.  When a girl went out and
got married, she received a dower of two hundred Roman crowns.

Menicuccio had a sister in the same convent, and was allowed to visit her
on Sundays; she came to the grating, followed by her governess.  Though
Menicuccio was her brother, she was not permitted to see him alone.

Five or six months before the date of which I am writing his sister had
been accompanied to the grating by another girl, whom he had never seen
before, and he immediately fell in love with her.

The poor young man had to work hard all the week, and could only visit
the convent on holidays; and even then he had rarely the good luck to see
his lady-love.  In five or six months he had only seen her seven or eight
times.

His sister knew of his love, and would have done all in her power for
him, but the choice of a companion did not rest with her, and she was
afraid of asking for this particular girl for fear of exciting suspicion.

As I have said, I had made up my mind to pay the place a visit, and on
our way Menicuccio told me that the women of the convent were not nuns,
properly speaking, as they had never taken any vow and did not wear a
monastic dress.  In spite of that they had few temptations to leave their
prison house, as they would only find themselves alone in the world with
the prospect of starvation or hard work before them.  The young girls
only came out to get married, which was uncommon, or by flight, which was
extremely difficult.

We reached a vast ill-built house, near one of the town gates--a lonely
and deserted situation, as the gate led to no highway.  When we went into
the parlour I was astonished to see the double grating with bars so thick
and close together that the hand of a girl of ten could scarce have got
through.  The grating was so close that it was extremely difficult to
make out the features of the persons standing on the inner side,
especially as this was only lighted by the uncertain reflection from the
outer room.  The sight of these arrangements made me shudder.

"How and where have you seen your mistress?" I asked Menicuccio; "for
there I see nothing but darkness."

"The first time the governess chanced to have a candle, but this
privilege is confined, under pain of excommunication, to relations."

"Then she will have a light to-day?"

"I expect not, as the portress will have sent up word that there was a
stranger with me."

"But how could you see your sweetheart, as you are not related to her?"

"By chance; the first time she came my sister's governess--a good soul--
said nothing about it.  Ever since there has been no candle when she has
been present."  Soon after, the forms of three or four women were dimly
to be seen; but there was no candle, and the governess would not bring
one on any consideration.  She was afraid of being found out and
excommunicated.

I saw that I was depriving my young friend of a pleasure, and would have
gone, but he told me to stay.  I passed an hour which interested me in
spite of its painfulness.  The voice of Menicuccio's sister sent a thrill
through me, and I fancied that the blind must fall in love through their
sense of hearing.  The governess was a woman under thirty.  She told me
that when the girls attained their twenty-fifth year they were placed in
charge of the younger ones, and at thirty-five they were free to leave
the convent if they liked, but that few cared to take this step, for fear
of falling into misery.

"Then there are a good many old women here?"

"There are a hundred of us, and the number is only decreased by death and
by occasional marriages."

"But how do those who go out to get married succeed in inspiring the love
of their husbands?"

"I have been here for twenty years, and in that time only four have gone
out, and they did not know their husbands till they met at the altar.  As
might be expected, the men who solicit the cardinal for our hands are
either madmen, or fellows of desperate fortunes who want the two hundred
piastres.  However, the cardinal-superintendent refuses permission unless
the postulant can satisfy him that he is capable of supporting a wife."

"How does he choose his bride?"

"He tells the cardinal what age and disposition he would prefer, and the
cardinal informs the mother-superior."

"I suppose you keep a good table, and are comfortably lodged."

"Not at all.  Three thousand crowns a year are not much to keep a hundred
persons.  Those who do a little work and earn something are the best
off."

"What manner of people put their daughters in such a prison?"

"Either poor people or bigots who are afraid of their children falling
into evil ways.  We only receive pretty girls here."

"Who is the judge of their prettiness?"

"The parents, the priest, and on the last appeal the cardinal-
superintendent, who rejects plain girls without pity, observing that ugly
women have no reason to fear the seductions of vice.  So you may imagine
that, wretched as we are, we curse those who pronounced us pretty."

"I pity you, and I wonder why leave is not given to see you openly; you
might have some chance of getting married then."

"The cardinal says that it is not in his power to give permission, as
anyone transgressing the foundation is excommunicated."

"Then I should imagine that the founder of this house is now consumed by
the flames of hell"

"We all think so, and hope he may stay there.  The Pope ought to take
some order with the house."

I gave her ten crowns, saying that as I could not see her I could not
promise a second visit, and then I went away with Menicuccio, who was
angry with himself for having procured me such a tedious hour.

"I suppose I shall never see your mistress or your sister," said I; "your
sister's voice went to my heart."

"I should think your ten paistres ought to work miracles."

"I suppose there is another parlour."

"Yes; but only priests are allowed to enter it under pain of
excommunication, unless you get leave from the Holy Father."

I could not imagine how such a monstrous establishment could be
tolerated, for it was almost impossible, under the circumstances, for the
poor girls to get a husband.  I calculated that as two hundred piastres
were assigned to each as a dowry in case of marriage, the founder must
have calculated on two marriages a year at least, and it seemed probable
that these sums were made away with by some scoundrel.

I laid my ideas before Cardinal Bernis in the presence of the princess,
who seemed moved with compassion for these poor women, and said I must
write out a petition and get it signed by all of them, entreating the
Holy Father to allow them the privileges customary in all other convents.

The cardinal told me to draft the supplication, to obtain the signatures,
and to place it in the hands of the princess.  In the meantime he would
get the ear of the Holy Father, and ascertain by whose hands it was most
proper for the petition to be presented.

I felt pretty sure of the signatures of the greater number of the
recluses, and after writing out the petition I left it in the hands of
the governess to whom I had spoken before.  She was delighted with the
idea, and promised to give me back the paper when I came again, with the
signatures of all her companions in misfortune.

As soon as the Princess Santa Croce had the document she addressed
herself to the Cardinal-Superintendent Orsini, who promised to bring the
matter before the Pope.  Cardinal Bernis had already spoken to His
Holiness.

The chaplain of the institute was ordered to warn the superior that for
the future visitors were to be allowed to see girls in the large parlour,
provided they were accompanied by a governess.

Menicuccio brought me this news, which the princess had not heard, and
which she was delighted to hear from my lips.

The worthy Pope did not stop there.  He ordered a rigid scrutiny of the
accounts to be made, and reduced the number from a hundred to fifty,
doubling the dower.  He also ordered that all girls who reached the age
of twenty-five without getting married should be sent away with their
four hundred crowns apiece; that twelve discreet matrons should have
charge of the younger girls, and that twelve servants should be paid to
do the hard work of the house.




CHAPTER XVI

I Sup at the Inn With Armelline and Emilie


These innovations were the work of some six months.  The first reform was
the abolition of the prohibition on entering the large parlour and even
the interior of the convent; for as the inmates had taken no vows and
were not cloistered nuns, the superior should have been at liberty to act
according to her discretion.  Menicuccio had learnt this from a note his
sister wrote him, and which he brought to me in high glee, asking me to
come with him to the convent, according to his sister's request, who said
my presence would be acceptable to her governess.  I was to ask for the
governess.

I was only too glad to lend myself to this pleasant arrangement, and felt
curious to see the faces of the three recluses, as well as to hear what
they had to say on these great changes.

When we got into the large parlour I saw two grates, one occupied by the
Abbe Guasco, whom I had known in Paris in 1751, the other by a Russian
nobleman, Ivan Ivanovitch Schuvaloff, and by Father Jacquier, a friar
minim of the Trinita dei Monti, and a learned astronomer.  Behind the
grate I saw three very pretty girls.

When our friends came down we began a very interesting conversation,
which had to be conducted in a low tone for fear of our being overheard.
We could not talk at our ease till the other visitors had taken their
leave.  My young friend's mistress was a very pretty girl, but his
sister was a ravishing beauty.  She had just entered on her sixteenth
year, but she was tall and her figure well developed; in short, she
enchanted me.  I thought I had never seen a whiter skin or blacker hair
and eyebrows and eyes, but still more charming was the sweetness of her
voice and expression, and the naive simplicity of her expressions.  Her
governess who was ten or twelve years older than she was, was a woman of
an extremely interesting expression; she was pale and melancholy looking,
no doubt from the fires which she had been forced to quench within her.
She delighted me by telling me of the confusion which the new regulations
had caused in the house.

"The mother-superior is well pleased," she said, "and all my young
companions are overjoyed; but the older ones whom circumstance has made
into bigots are scandalized at everything.  The superior has already
given orders for windows to be made in the dark parlours, though the old
women say that she cannot go beyond the concessions she has already
received.  To this the superior answered that as free communication had
been allowed, it would be absurd to retain the darkness.  She has also
given orders for the alteration of the double grating, as there was only
a single one in the large parlour."

I thought the superior must be a woman of intelligence, and expressed a
desire to see her.  Emilie obtained this pleasure for me the following
day.

Emilie was the friend of Armelline, Menicuccio's sister.  This first
visit lasted two hours, and seemed all too short.  Menicuccio spoke to
his well-beloved at the other grating.

I went away, after having given them ten Roman crowns as before.  I
kissed Armelline's fair hands, and as she felt the contact of my lips her
face was suffused by a vivid blush.  Never had the lips of man touched
more dainty hands before, and she looked quite astounded at the ardour
with which I kissed them.

I went home full of love for her, and without heeding the obstacles in my
path I gave reins to my passion, which seemed to me the most ardent I had
ever experienced.

My young friend was in an ocean of bliss.  He had declared his love, and
the girl had said that she would gladly become his wife if he could get
the cardinal's consent.  As this consent only depended on his ability to
keep himself, I promised to give him a hundred crowns and my patronage.
He had served his time as a tailor's apprentice, and was in a position to
open a shop of his own.

"I envy your lot," said I, "for your happiness is assured, while I,
though I love your sister, despair of possessing her."

"Are you married then?" he asked.

"Alas, yes!  Keep my counsel, for I propose visiting her every day, and
if it were known that I was married, my visits would be received with
suspicion."

I was obliged to tell this lie to avoid the temptation of marrying her,
and to prevent Armelline thinking that I was courting her with that
intention.

I found the superioress a polite and clever woman, wholly free from
prejudices.  After coming down to the grate to oblige me, she sometimes
came for her own pleasure.  She knew that I was the author of the happy
reform in the institution, and she told me that she considered herself
under great obligations to me.  In less than six weeks three of her girls
made excellent marriages, and six hundred crowns had been added to the
yearly income of the house.

She told me that she was ill pleased with one of their confessors.  He
was a Dominican, and made it a rule that his penitents should approach
the holy table every Sunday and feast day; he kept them for hours in the
confessional, and imposed penances and fastings which were likely to
injure the health of young girls.

"All this," said she, "cannot improve them from a mortal point of view,
and takes up a lot of their time, so that they have none left for their
work, by the sale of which they procure some small comforts for
themselves.

"How many confessors have you?"

"Four."

"Are you satisfied with the other three?"

"Yes, they are sensible men, and do not ask too much of poor human
nature."

"I will carry your just complaint to the cardinal; will you write out
your petition?"

"Kindly give me a model."

I gave her a rough draft, which she copied out and signed, and I laid it
before his eminence.  A few days after the Dominican was removed, and his
penitents divided amongst the three remaining confessors.  The younger
members of the community owed me a great debt of gratitude on account of
this change.

Menicuccio went to see his sweetheart every holiday, while I, in my
amorous ardour, visited his sister every morning at nine o'clock.  I
breakfasted with her and Emilie, and remained in the parlour till eleven.
As there was only one grating I could lock the door behind me, but we
could be seen from the interior of the convent, as the door was left open
to admit light, there being no window.  This was a great annoyance for
me; recluses, young or old, were continually passing by, and none of them
failed to give a glance in the direction of the grate; thus my fair
Armelline could not stretch out her hand to receive my amorous kisses.

Towards the end of December the cold became intense, and I begged the
superior to allow me to place a screen in front of the door, as I feared
I should catch cold otherwise.  The worthy woman granted my request
without any difficulty, and we were at our ease for the future, though
the desires with which Armelline inspired me had become dreadful torment.

On the 1st day of January, 1771, I presented each of them with a good
winter dress, and sent the superior a quantity of chocolate, sugar, and
coffee, all of which were extremely welcome.

Emilie often came by herself to the grating, as Armelline was not ready,
and in the same way Armelline would come by herself when her governess
happened to be busy.  It was in these quarters of an hour that she
succeeded in captivating me, heart and soul.

Emilie and Armelline were great friends, but their prejudices on the
subject of sensual enjoyment were so strong that I could never get them
to listen to licentious talk, to allow certain small liberties which I
would gladly have taken, or to afford me those pleasures of the eyes that
we accept in default of better things.

One day they were petrified by my asking them whether they did not
sometimes sleep in the same bed, so as to give each other proofs of the
tenderness of their mutual affection.

How they blushed Emilie asked me with the most perfect innocence what
there was in common between affection and the inconvenience of sleeping
two in a narrow bed.

I took care not to explain myself, for I saw that I had frightened them.
No doubt they were of the same flesh and blood as I, but our educators
had differed widely.  They had evidently never confided their little
secrets to one another, possibly not even to their confessor, either
through shame, or with the idea that the liberties they indulged in alone
were no sin.

I made them a present of some silk stockings, lined with plush to keep
out the cold, and vainly endeavoured to make them try the stockings on
before me.  I might say as often as I pleased that there was no real
difference between a man's legs and a woman's, and that their confessor
would laugh at them if they confessed to shewing their legs.  They only
answered that girls were not allowed to take such a liberty, as they wore
petticoats on purpose to conceal their legs.

The manner in which Emilie spoke, always with Armelline's approbation,
convinced me that their modesty was genuine.  I penetrated her idea; she
thought that in acceding to my request she would be lowering herself in
my eyes, and that I should despise her ever after.  Nevertheless Emilie
was a woman of twenty-seven, and by no means a devotee.

As for Armelline, I could see that she took Emilie for her model, and
would have been ashamed of appearing less precise than her friend.  I
thought she loved me, and that, contrary to the general rule, she would
be more easily won by herself than in company with her friend.

I made the trial one morning when she appeared at the grating by herself,
telling me that her governess was busy.  I said that I adored her and was
the most hapless of men, for being a married man I had no hope of ever
being able to clasp her to my arms and cover her with kisses.

"Can I continue to live, dear Armelline, with no other consolation than
that of kissing your fair hands?"

At these words, pronounced with so much passion, she fixed her gaze on
me, and after a few moments' reflection she began to kiss my hands as
ardently as I had kissed hers.

I begged her to put her mouth so that I might kiss it.  She blushed arid
looked down, and did nothing.  I bewailed my fate bitterly, but in vain.
She was deaf and dumb till Emilie came and asked us why we were so dull.

About this time, the beginning of 1771, I was visited by Mariuccia, whom
I had married ten years before to a young hairdresser.  My readers may
remember how I met her at Abbe Momolo's.  During the three months I had
been in Rome I had enquired in vain as to what had become of her; so that
I was delighted when she made her appearance.

"I saw you at St. Peter's," said she, "at the midnight mass on Christmas
Eve, but not daring to approach you because of the people with whom I
was, I told a friend of mine to follow you and find out where you lived."

"How is it that I have tried to find you out in vain for the last three
months?"

"My husband set up at Frascati eight years ago, and we have lived there
very happily ever since."

"I am very glad to hear it.  Have you any children?"

"Four; and the eldest, who is nine years old, is very like you."

"Do you love her?"

"I adore her, but I love the other three as well."

As I wanted to go to breakfast with Armelline I begged Margarita to keep
Mariuccia company till my return.

Mariuccia dined with me, and we spent a pleasant day together without
attempting to renew our more tender relationship.  We had plenty to talk
about, and she told me that Costa, my old servant, had come back to Rome
in a splendid coach, three years after I had left, and that he had
married one of Momolo's daughters.

"He's a rascal; he robbed me."

"I guessed as much; his theft did him no good.  He left his wife two
years after their marriage, and no one knows what has become of him."

"How about his wife?"

"She is living miserably in Rome.  Her father is dead."

I did not care to go and see the poor woman, for I could not do anything
for her, and I could not have helped saying that if I caught her husband
I would do my best to have him hanged.  Such was indeed my intention up
to the year 1785, when I found this runagate at Vienna.  He was then
Count Erdich's man, and when we come to that period the reader shall hear
what I did.

I promised Mariuccia to come and see her in the course of Lent.

The Princess Santa Croce and the worthy Cardinal Bernis pitied me for my
hapless love; I often confided my sufferings to their sympathizing ears.

The cardinal told the princess that she could very well obtain permission
from Cardinal Orsini to take Armelline to the theatre, and that if I
cared to join the party I might find her less cruel.

"The cardinal will make no objection," said he, "as Armelline has taken
no vows; but as you must know our friend's mistress before making your
request, you have only to tell the cardinal that you would like to see
the interior of the house."

"Do you think he will give me leave?"

"Certainly; the inmates are not cloistered nuns.  We will go with you."

"You will come too? that will be a delightful party indeed."

"Ask for leave, and we will arrange the day."

This plan seemed to me a delicious dream.  I guessed that the gallant
cardinal was curious to see Armelline, but I was not afraid as I knew he
was a constant lover.  Besides I felt sure that if he took an interest in
the fair recluse he would be certain to find her a husband.

In three or four days the princess summoned me to her box in the Alberti
Theatre, and shewed me Cardinal Orsini's note, allowing her and her
friends to see the interior of the house.

"To-morrow afternoon," said she, "we will fix the day and the hour for
the visit."

Next day I paid my usual visit to the recluses, and the superioress came
to tell me that the cardinal had told her that the Princess Santa Croce
was coming to visit the house with some friends.

"I know it," said I; "I am coming with her."

"When is she coming?"

"I don't know yet, but I will inform you later on."

"This novelty has turned the house upside down.  The devotees scarcely
know whether they are awake or dreaming, for with the exception of a few
priests, the doctor, and the surgeon, no one has ever entered the house
since its foundation."

"All these restrictions are now removed, and you need not ask the
cardinal's permission to receive visits from your friends."

"I know that, but I don't like to go so far."

The time for the visit was fixed for the afternoon of the next day, and I
let the superioress know early the next morning.  The Duchess of Fiano
had asked to join us; the cardinal came, of course, dressed as a simple
priest, with no indication of his exalted rank.  He knew Armelline
directly from my description, and congratulated her on having made my
acquaintance.

The poor girl blushed to the roots of her hair; and I thought she would
have fainted when the princess, after telling her she was the prettiest
girl in the house, gave her two affectionate kisses, a mark of friendship
strictly forbidden by the rules.

After these caresses, the princess proceeded to compliment the
superioress.  She said that I had done well to praise her parts, as she
could judge of them by the order and neatness which reigned everywhere.

"I shall mention your name to Cardinal Orsini," she added, "and you may
be sure I shall do you all the justice you deserve."

When we had seen all the rooms, which contained nothing worth seeing, I
presented Emilie to the princess, who received her with great cordiality.

"I have heard of your sadness," she said, "but I know the reason of it.
You are a good girl, and pretty too, and I shall get you a husband who
will cure you of your melancholy."

The superioress gave a smile of approbation, but I saw a dozen aged
devotees pulling wry faces.

Emilie dared not reply, but she took the princess's hand and kissed it,
as if to summon her to keep her promise.

As for me, I was delighted to see that though all the girls were really
pretty, my Armelline eclipsed them all, as the light of the sun obscures
the stars.

When we came down to the parlour, the princess told Armelline that she
meant to ask leave of the cardinal to take her two or three times to the
theatre before Lent began.  This observation seemed to petrify everyone
except the superioress, who said that his eminence had now a perfect
right to relax any or all of the rules of the establishment.

Poor Armelline was so overwhelmed between joy and confusion that she
could not speak.  She seemed unable to find words wherein to thank the
princess, who commended her and her friend Emilie to the superioress
before she left the house, and gave her a small present to buy
necessaries for them.

Not to be outdone, the Duchess of Fiano told the superioress that she
would make me the almoner of her bounty towards Armelline and Emilie.
My expressions of gratitude to the princess when we were back in the
carriage may be imagined.

I had no need to excuse Armelline, for the princess and the cardinal had
gauged her capacities.  Her confusion had prevented her shewing her
cleverness, but her face shewed her to possess it.  Besides, the
influence of the education she had received had to be taken into account.
The princess was impatient to take her to the theatre, and afterwards to
supper at an inn, according to the Roman custom.

She wrote the names of Armelline and Emilie upon her tablets, so as to
remember them on every occasion.

I did not forget the mistress of my poor friend Menicuccio, but the time
was not opportune for mentioning her name.  The next day, however, I got
the cardinal's ear, and told him that I was anxious to do something for
the young man.  The cardinal saw him, and Menicuccio pleased him so well
that the marriage took place before the end of the carnival, the bride
having a dowry of five hundred crowns.  With this sum and the hundred
crowns I gave him, he was in a position to open a shop for himself.

The day after the princess's visit was a triumphant one for me.  As soon
as I appeared at the grating the superioress was sent for, and we had an
interview.

The princess had given her fifty crowns, which she was going to lay out
on linen for Armelline and Emilie.

The recluses were stupefied when I told them that the fat priest was
Cardinal Bernis, as they had an idea that a cardinal can never doff the
purple.

The Duchess of Fiano had sent a cask of wine, which was an unknown
beverage there, and these presents made them hope for others.  I was
looked upon as the bringer of all this good luck, and gratitude shewed
itself so plainly in every word and glance that I felt I might hope for
everything.

A few days later, the princess told Cardinal Orsini that she had taken a
peculiar interest in two of the young recluses, and desiring to provide
them with suitable establishments she wished to take them now and again
to the theatre so as to give them some knowledge of the world.  She
undertook to take them and bring them back herself or only to confide
them to sure hands.  The cardinal replied that the superioress should
receive instructions to oblige her in every paraticular.

As soon as I heard of this from the princess, I said that I would
ascertain what orders had been actually received at the convent.

The next day the superioress told me that his eminence had instructed her
to do what she thought best for the welfare of the young people committed
to her charge.

"I have also received orders," she added, "to send in the names of those
who have attained the age of thirty, and wish to leave the convent, that
they may receive a warrant for their two hundred crowns.  I have not yet
published this command, but I haven't the slightest doubt that we shall
get rid of a score at least."

I told the princess of the cardinal's orders, and she agreed with me that
his behaviour was most generous.

Cardinal Bernis, who was by, advised her that the first time she took the
girls to the theatre she had better go in person, and tell the
superioress that she would always send her carriage and liveried servants
to fetch them.

The princess approved of this advice, and a few days later she called for
Emilie and Armelline, and brought them to her palace, where I awaited
them with the cardinal, the prince, and the Duchess of Fiano.

They were welcomed warmly, encouraged to reply, to laugh, and to say what
was in their minds, but all in vain; finding themselves for the first
time in a splendid apartment surrounded by brilliant company, they were
so confounded that they could not say a word.  Emilie persisted in rising
from her seat whenever she was addressed, and Armelline shone only by her
beauty and the vivid blush which suffused her face whenever she was
addressed.  The princess might kiss her as much as she pleased, but the
novice had not the courage to return her kisses.

At last Armelline mustered up courage to take the princess's hand and
kiss it, but when the lady kissed her on the lips the girl remained
inactive, seeming to be absolutely ignorant of such a natural and easy
matter as the returning of a kiss.

The cardinal and the prince laughed; the duchess said that so much
restraint was unnatural.  As for me I was on thorns, such awkwardness
seemed to me near akin to stupidity, for Armelline had only to do to the
princess's lips what she had already done to her hand.  No doubt she
fancied that to do to the princess what the princess had done to her
would shew too much familiarity.

The cardinal took me on one side and said he could not believe that I had
not initiated her in the course of two months' intimacy, but I pointed
out to him the immense force of long engrained prejudice.

Far this first tine the princess had made up her mind to take them to the
Torre di Nonna Theatre, as comic pieces were played there, and they could
not help but laugh.

After the play we went to sup at an inn, and at table the good cheer and
my exhortations began to take some effect on her.  We persuaded them to
drink a little wine, and their spirits improved visibly.  Emilie ceased
to be sad, and Armelline gave the princess some real kisses.  We
applauded their efforts to be gay and our applause convinced them that
they had done nothing wrong.

Of course the princess charged me with the pleasant trust of taking the
two guests back to the convent.  Now, I thought, my time has come; but
when we were in the carriage I saw that I had reckoned without my host.
When I would have kissed, heads were turned aside; when I would have
stretched forth an indiscreet hand, dresses were wrapped more tightly;
when I would have forced my way, I was resisted by force; when I
complained, I was told that I was in the wrong; when I got in a rage, I
was allowed to say on; and when I threatened to see them no more, they
did not believe me.

When we got to the convent a servant opened the side door, and noticing
that she did not shut it after the girls, I went in too, and went with
them to see the superioress, who was in bed, and did not seem at all
astonished to see me.  I told her that I considered it my duty to bring
back her young charges in person.  She thanked me, asked them if they had
had a pleasant evening, and bade me good night, begging me to make as
little noise as possible on my way downstairs.

I wished them all happy slumbers, and after giving a sequin to the
servant who opened the door, and another to the coachman, I had myself
set down at the door of my lodging.  Margarita was asleep on a sofa and
welcomed me with abuse, but she soon found out by the ardour of my
caresses that I had not been guilty of infidelity.

I did not get up till noon, and at three o'clock I called on the princess
and found the cardinal already there.

They expected to hear the story of my triumph, but the tale I told and my
apparent indifference in the matter came as a surprise.

I may as well confess that my face was by no means the index of my mind.
However, I did my best to give the thing a comic turn, saying that I did
not care for Pamelas, and that I had made up my mind to give up the
adventure.

"My dear fellow," said the cardinal, "I shall take two or three days
before I congratulate you on your self-restraint."

His knowledge of the human heart was very extensive.

Armelline thought I must have slept till late as she did not see me in
the morning as usual; but when the second day went by without my coming
she sent her brother to ask if I were ill, for I had never let two days
pass without paying her a visit.

Menicuccio came accordingly, and was delighted to find me in perfect
health.

"Go and tell your sister," I said, "that I shall continue to interest the
princess on her behalf, but that I shall see her no more."

"Why not?"

"Because I wish to cure myself of an unhappy passion.  Your sister does
not love me: I am sure of it.  I am no longer a young man, and I don't
feel inclined to become a martyr to her virtue.  Virtue goes rather too
far when it prevents a girl giving the man who adores her a single kiss."

"Indeed, I would not have believed that of her."

"Nevertheless it is the fact, and I must make an end of it.  Your sister
cannot understand the danger she runs in treating a lover in this
fashion.  Tell her all that, my dear Menicuccio, but don't give her any
advice of your own."

"You can't think how grieved I am to hear all this; perhaps it's Emilie's
presence that makes her so cold."

"No; I have often pressed her when we have been alone together, but all
in vain.  I want to cure myself, for if she does not love me I do not
wish to obtain her either by seduction or by any feeling of gratitude on
her part.  Tell me how your future bride treats you."

"Very well, ever since she has been sure of my marrying her."

I felt sorry then that I had given myself out as a married man, for in my
state of irritation I could even have given her a promise of marriage
without deliberately intending to deceive her.

Menicuccio went on his way distressed, and I went to the meeting of the
"Arcadians," at the Capitol, to hear the Marchioness d'Aout recite her
reception piece.  This marchioness was a young Frenchwoman who had been
at Rome for the last six months with her husband, a man of many talents,
but inferior to her, for she was a genius.  From this day I became her
intimate friend, but without the slightest idea of an intrigue, leaving
all that to a French priest who was hopelessly in love with her, and had
thrown up his chances of preferment for her sake.

Every day the Princess Santa Croce told me that I could have the key to
her box at the theatre whenever I liked to take Armelline and Emilie, but
when a week passed by without my giving any sign she began to believe
that I had really broken off the connection.

The cardinal, on the other hand, believed me to be still in love, and
praised my conduct.  He told me that I should have a letter from the
superioress, and he was right; for at the end of the week she wrote me a
polite note begging me to call on her, which I was obliged to obey.

I called on her, and she began by asking me plainly why my visits had
ceased.

"Because I am in love with Armelline."

"If that reason brought you here every day, I do not see how it can have
suddenly operated in another direction."

"And yet it is all quite natural; for when one loves one desires, and
when one desires in vain one suffers, and continual suffering is great
unhappiness.  And so you see that I am bound to act thus for my own
sake."

"I pity you, and see the wisdom of your course; but allow me to tell you
that, esteeming Armelline, you have no right to lay her open to a
judgment being passed upon her which is very far from the truth."

"And what judgment is that?"

"That your love was only a whim, and that as soon as it was satisfied you
abandoned her."

"I am sorry indeed to hear of this, but what can I do?  I must cure
myself of this unhappy passion.  Do you know any other remedy than
absence?  Kindly advise me."

"I don't know much about the affection called love, but it seems to me
that by slow degrees love becomes friendship, and peace is restored."

"True, but if it is to become friendship, love must be gently treated.
If the beloved object is not very tender, love grows desperate and turns
to indifference or contempt.  I neither wish to grow desperate nor to
despise Armelline, who is a miracle of beauty and goodness.  I shall do
my utmost for her, just as if she had made me happy, but I will see her
no more."

"I am in complete darkness on the matter.  They assure me that they have
never failed in their duty towards you, and that they cannot imagine why
you have ceased coming here."

"Whether by prudence, or timidity, or a delicate wish not to say anything
against me, they have told you a lie; but you deserve to know all, and my
honour requires that I should tell you the whole story."

"Please do so; you may count on my discretion."

I then told my tale, and I saw she was moved.

"I have always tried," she said, "never to believe evil except on
compulsion, nevertheless, knowing as I do the weakness of the human
heart, I could never have believed that throughout so long and intimate
an acquaintance you could have kept yourself so severely within bounds.
In my opinion there would be much less harm in a kiss than in all this
scandal."

"I am sure that Armelline does not care about it."

"She does nothing but weep."

"Her tears probably spring from vanity, or from the cause her companions
assign for my absence."

"No, I have told them all that you are ill."

"What does Emilie say?"

"She does not weep, but she looks sad, and says over and over again that
it is not her fault if you do not come, thereby hinting that it is
Armelline's fault.  Come tomorrow to oblige me.  They are dying to see
the opera at the Aliberti, and the comic opera at the Capronica."

"Very good, then I will breakfast with them to-morrow morning, and to-
morrow evening they shall see the opera."

"You are very good; I thank you.  Shall I tell them the news?"

"Please tell Armelline that I am only coming after hearing all that you
have said to me."

The princess skipped for joy when she heard of my interview with the
superioress, and the cardinal said he had guessed as much.  The princess
gave me the key of her box, and ordered that her carriage and servants
should be at my orders.

The next day when I went to the convent Emilie came down by herself to
reproach me on my cruel conduct.  She told me that a man who really loved
would not have acted in such a manner, and that I had been wrong to tell
the superioress everything.

"I would not have said anything if I had had anything important to say."

"Armelline has become unhappy through knowing you."

"Because she does not want to fail in her duty, and she sees that you
only love her to turn her from it."

"But her unhappiness will cease when I cease troubling her."

"Do you mean you are not going to see her any more?"

"Exactly.  Do you think that it costs me no pain?  But I must make the
effort for the sake of my peace of mind."

"Then she will be sure that you do not love her."

"She must think what she pleases.  In the meanwhile I feel sure that if
she loved me as I loved her, we should be of one mind."

"We have duties which seem to press lightly on you."

"Then be faithful to your duties, and permit a man of honour to respect
them by visiting you no more."

Armelline then appeared.  I thought her changed.

"Why do you look so grave and pale?"

"Because you have grieved me."

"Come then, be gay once more, and allow me to cure myself of a passion,
the essence of which is to induce you to fail in your duty.  I shall be
still your friend, and I shall come to see you once a week while I remain
in Rome."

"Once a week!  You needn't have begun by coming once a day."

"You are right; it was your kind expression which deceived me, but I hope
you will allow me to become rational again.  For this to happen, I must
try not to see you more than I can help.  Think over it, and you will see
that I am doing all for the best."

"It's very hard that you can't love me as I love you."

"You mean calmly, and without desires."

"I don't say that; but holding your desires in check, if they are
contrary to the voice of duty."

"I'm too old to learn this method, and it does not seem to me an
attractive one.  Kindly tell me whether the restraint of your desires
gives you much pain?"

"I don't repress my desires when I think of you, I cherish them; I wish
you were the Pope, I wish you were my father, that I might caress you in
all innocence; in my dreams I wish you could become a girl, so that we
might always live happily together."

At this true touch of native simplicity, I could not help smiling.

I told them that I should come in the evening to take them to the
Aliberti, and felt in a better humour after my visit, for I could see
that there was no art or coquetry in what Armelline said.  I saw that she
loved me, but would not come to a parley with her love, hence her
repugnance to granting me her favours; if she once did so, her eyes would
be opened.  All this was pure nature, for experience had not yet taught
her that she ought either to avoid me or to succumb to my affection.

In the evening I called for the two friends to take them to the opera,
and I had not long to wait.  I was by myself in the carriage, but they
evinced no surprise.  Emilie conveyed to me the compliments of the
superioress, who would be obliged by my calling on her the following day.
At the opera I let them gaze at the spectacle which they saw for the
first time, and answered whatever questions they put to me.  As they were
Romans, they ought to have known what a castrato was, nevertheless,
Armelline took the wretched individual who sang the prima donna's part
for a woman, and pointed to his breast, which was really a fine one.

"Would you dare to sleep in the same bed with him?" I asked.

"No; an honest girl ought always to sleep by herself."

Such was the severity of the education they had received.  Everything
connected with love was made a mystery of, and treated with a kind of
superstitious awe.  Thus Armelline had only let me kiss her hands after a
long contest, and neither she nor Emilie would allow me to see whether
the stockings I had given them fitted well or not.  The severe
prohibition that was laid on sleeping with another girl must have made
them think that to shew their nakedness to a companion would be a great
sin, and let a man see their beauties a hideous crime.  The very idea of
such a thing must have given them a shudder.

Whenever I had attempted to indulge in conversation which was a little
free, I had found them deaf and dumb.

Although Emilie was a handsome girl in spite of her pallor, I did not
take sufficient interest in her to try to dissipate her melancholy; but
loving Armelline to desperation I was cut to the quick to see her look
grave when I asked her if she had any idea of the difference between the
physical conformation of men and women.

As we were leaving Armelline said she was hungry, as she had scarcely
eaten anything for the last week on account of the grief I had given her.

"If I had foreseen that," I answered, "I would have ordered a good
supper, whereas I have now only potluck to offer you."

"Never mind.  How many shall we be?"

"We three."

"So much the better; we shall be more at liberty."

"Then you don't like the princess?"

"I beg your pardon, but she wants me to kiss her in a way I don't like."

"Nevertheless, you kissed her ardently enough."

"I was afraid she would take me for a simpleton if I did not do so."

"Then do you think you committed a sin in kissing her like that?"

"Certainly not, for it was very unpleasant for me."

"Then why won't you make the same effort on my behalf?"

She said nothing, and when we got to the inn I ordered them to light a
fire and to get a good supper ready.

The waiter asked me if I would like some oysters, and noticing the
curiosity of my guests on the subject I asked him how much they were."

"They are from the arsenal at Venice," he replied, "and we can't sell
them under fifty pains a hundred."

"Very good, I will take a hundred, but you must open them here."

Armelline was horrified to think that I was going to pay five crowns for
her whim, and begged me to revoke the order; but she said nothing when I
told her that no pleasure of hers could be bought too dearly by me.

At this she took my hand and would have carried it to her lips, but I
took it away rather roughly, greatly to her mortification.

I was sitting in front of the fire between them, and I was sorry at
having grieved her.

"I beg pardon, Armelline," I said, "I only took my hand away because it
was not worthy of being carried to your fair lips."

In spite of this excuse she could not help two big tears coursing down
her blushing cheeks.  I was greatly pained.

Armelline was a tender dove, not made to be roughly treated.  If I did
not want her to hate me I felt that I must either not see her at all or
treat her more gently for the future.

Her tears convinced me that I had wounded her feelings terribly, and I
got up and went out to order some champagne.

When I came back I found that she had been weeping bitterly.  I did not
know what to do; I begged her again and again to forgive me, and to be
gay once more, unless she wished to subject me to the severest of all
punishments.

Emilie backed me up, and on taking her hand and covering it with kisses,
I had the pleasure of seeing her smile once more.

The oysters were opened in our presence, and the astonishment depicted on
the girls' countenances would have amused me if my heart had been more at
ease.  But I was desperate with love, and Armelline begged me vainly to
be as I was when we first met.

We sat down, and I taught my guests how to suck up the oysters, which
swam in their own liquid, and were very good.

Armelline swallowed half a dozen, and then observed to her friend that so
delicate a morsel must be a sin.

"Not on account of its delicacy," said Emilie, "but because at every
mouthful we swallow half a Paul."

"Half a Paul!" said Armelline, "and the Holy Father does not forbid such
a luxury?  If this is not the sin of gluttony, I don't know what is.
These oysters are delightful; but I shall speak about the matter to my
director."

These simplicities of hers afforded me great mental pleasure, but I
wanted bodily pleasure as well.

We ate fifty oysters, and drank two bottles of sparkling champagne, which
made my two guests eruct and blush and laugh at the same time.

I would fain have laughed too and devoured Armelline with my kisses, but
I could only devour her with by eyes.

I kept the remainder of the oysters for dessert, and ordered the supper
to be served.  It was an excellent meal, and the two heroines enjoyed it;
even Emilie became quite lively.

I ordered up lemons and a bottle of rum, and after having the fifty
remaining oysters opened I sent the waiter away.  I then made a bowl of
punch, pouring in a bottle of champagne as a finishing touch.

After they had swallowed a few oysters and drank one or two glasses of
punch, which they liked amazingly, I begged Emilie to give me an oyster
with her lips.

"I am sure you are too sensible to find anything wrong in that," I added.

Emilie was astonished at the proposition, and thought it over.  Armelline
gazed at her anxiously, as if curious as to how she would answer me.

"Why don't you ask Armelline?" she said at length.

"Do you give him one first," said Armelline, "and if you have the courage
I will try to do the same."

"What courage do you want?  It's a child's game; there's no harm in it."

After this reply, I was sure of victory.  I placed the shell on the edge
of her lips, and after a good deal of laughing she sucked in the oyster,
which she held between her lips.  I instantly recovered it by placing my
lips on hers.

Armelline clapped her hands, telling Emilie that she would never have
thought her so brave; she then imitated her example, and was delighted
with my delicacy in sucking away the oyster, scarcely touching her lips
with mine.  My agreeable surprise may be imagined when I heard her say
that it was my turn to hold the oysters.  It is needless to say that I
acquitted myself of the duty with much delight.

After these pleasant interludes we went to drinking punch and swallowing
oysters.

We all sat in a row with our backs to the fire, and our brains began to
whirl, but never was there such a sweet intoxication.  However, the punch
was not finished and we were getting very hot.  I took off my coat, and
they were obliged to unlace their dresses, the bodices of which were
lined with fur.  Guessing at necessities which they did not dare to
mention, I pointed out a closet where they could make themselves
comfortable, and they went in hand-in-hand.  When they came out they were
no longer timid recluses, they were shrieking with laughter, and reeling
from side to side.

I was their screen as we sat in front of the fire, and I gazed freely on
charms which they could no longer conceal.  I told them that we must not
think of going till the punch was finished, and they agreed, saying, in
high glee, that it would be a great sin to leave so good a thing behind.

I then presumed so far as to tell them that they had beautiful legs, and
that I should be puzzled to assign the prize between them.  This made
them gayer than ever, for they had not noticed that their unlaced bodices
and short petticoats let me see almost everything.

After drinking our punch to the dregs, we remained talking for half an
hour, while I congratulated myself on my self-restraint.  Just as we were
going I asked them if they had any grounds of complaint against me.
Armelline replied that if I would adopt her as my daughter she was ready
to follow me to the end of the world.  "Then you are not afraid of my
turning you from the path of duty?"

"No, I feel quite safe with you."

"And what do you say, dear Emilie?"

"I shall love you too, when you do for me what the superioress will tell
you to-morrow."

"I will do anything, but I shan't come to speak to her till the evening,
for it is three o'clock now."

They laughed all the louder, exclaiming,--

"What will the mother say?"

I paid the bill, gave something to the waiter, and took them back to the
convent, where the porteress seemed well enough pleased with the new
rules when she saw two sequins in her palm.

It was too late to see the superioress, so I drove home after rewarding
the coachman and the lackey.

Margarita was ready to scratch my eyes out if I could not prove my
fidelity, but I satisfied her by quenching on her the fires Armelline and
the punch had kindled.  I told her I had been kept by a gaming party, and
she asked no more questions.

The next day I amused the princess and the cardinal by a circumstantial
account of what had happened.

"You missed your opportunity," said the princess.

"I don't think so," said the cardinal, "I believe, on the contrary, that
he has made his victory more sure for another time."

In the evening, I went to the convent where the superioress gave me her
warmest welcome.  She complimented me on having amused myself with the
two girls till three o'clock in the morning without doing anything wrong.
They had told her how we had eaten the oysters, and she said it was an
amusing idea.  I admired her candour, simplicity, or philosophy,
whichever you like to call it.

After these preliminaries, she told me that I could make Emilie happy by
obtaining, through the influence of the princess, a dispensation to marry
without the publication of banns a merchant of Civita Vecchia, who would
have married her long ago only that there was a woman who pretended to
have claims upon him.  If banns were published this woman would institute
a suit which might go on forever.

"If you do this," she concluded, "you will have the merit of making
Emilie happy."

I took down the man's name, and promised to do my best with the princess.

"Are you still determined to cure yourself of your love for Armelline?"

"Yes, but I shall not begin the cure till Lent."

"I congratulate you; the carnival is unusually long this year."

The next day I spoke of the matter to the princess.  The first requisite
was a certificate from the Bishop of Civita Vecchia, stating that the man
was free to marry.  The cardinal said that the man must come to Rome, and
that the affair could be managed if he could bring forward two good
witnesses who would swear that he was unmarried.

I told the superioress what the cardinal said, and she wrote to the
merchant, and a few days after I saw him talking to the superioress and
Emilie through the grating.

He commended himself to my protection, and said that before he married he
wanted to be sure of having six hundred crowns.

The convent would give him four hundred crowns, so we should have to
obtain a grant of two hundred more.

I succeeded in getting the grant, but I first contrived to have another
supper with Armelline, who asked me every morning when I was going to
take her to the comic opera.  I said I was afraid of turning her astray
from the path of duty, but she replied that experience had taught her to
dread me no longer.




CHAPTER XVII

The Florentine--Marriage of Emilie--Scholastica--Armelline at the Ball


Before the supper I had loved Armelline to such an extent that I had
determined to see her no more, but after it I felt that I must obtain her
or die.  I saw that she had only consented to my small liberties because
she regarded them as mere jokes, of no account, and I resolved to take
advantage of this way of looking at it to go as far as I could.  I begin
to play the part of indifferent to the best of my ability, only visiting
her every other day, and looking at her with an expression of polite
interest.  I often pretended to forget to kiss her hand, while I kissed
Emilie's and told her that if I felt certain of receiving positive marks
of her affection I should stay at Civita Vecchia for some weeks after she
was married.  I would not see Armelline's horror, who could not bear me
to take a fancy to Emilie.

Emilie said that she would be more at liberty when she was married, while
Armelline, vexed at her giving me any hopes, told her sharply that a
married woman had stricter duties to perform than a girl.

I agreed with her in my heart, but as it would not have suited my purpose
to say so openly I insinuated the false doctrine that a married woman's
chief duty is to keep her husband's descent intact, and that everything
else is of trifling importance.

With the idea of driving Emilie to an extremity I told Emilie that if she
wanted me to exert myself to my utmost for her she must give me good
hopes of obtaining her favours not only after but before marriage.

"I will give you no other favours."  she replied, "than those which
Armelline may give you.  You ought to try to get her married also."

In spite of her grief at these proposals, gentle Armelline replied,----

"You are the only man I have ever seen; and as I have no hopes of getting
married I will give you no pledges at all, though I do not know what you
mean by the word."

Though I saw how pure and angelic she was, I had the cruelty to go away,
leaving her to her distress.

It was hard for me to torment her thus, but I thought it was the only way
to overcome her prejudices.

Calling on the Venetian ambassador's steward I saw some peculiarly fine
oysters, and I got him to let me have a hundred.  I then took a box at
the Capronica Theatre, and ordered a good supper at the inn where we had
supped before.

"I want a room with a bed," I said to the waiter.

"That's not allowed in Rome, signor," he replied, "but on the third floor
we have two rooms with large sofas which might do instead, without the
Holy Office being able to say anything."

I looked at the rooms and took them, and ordered the man to get the best
supper that Rome could offer.

As I was entering the boa with the two girls I saw the Marchioness d'Aout
was my near neighbour.  She accosted me, and congratulated herself on her
vicinity to me.  She was accompanied by her French abbe, her husband, and
a fine-looking young man, whom I had never seen before.  She asked who my
companions were, and I told her they were in the Venetian ambassador's
household.  She praised their beauty and began to talk to Armelline, who
answered well enough till the curtain went up.  The young man also
complimented her, and after having asked my permission he gave her a
large packet of bonbons, telling her to share them with her neighbour.
I had guessed him to be a Florentine from his accent, and asked him if
the sweets came from the banks of the Arno; he told me they were from
Naples, whence he had just arrived.

At the end of the first act I was surprised to hear him say that he had a
letter of introduction for me from the Marchioness of C----.

"I have just heard your name," he said, "and tomorrow I shall have the
honour of delivering the letter in person, if you will kindly give me
your address."

After these polite preliminaries I felt that I must comply with his
request.

I asked after the marquis, his mother-in-law, and Anastasia, saying that
I was delighted to hear from the marchioness from whom I had been
expecting an answer for the last month.

"The charming marchioness has deigned to entrust me with the answer you
speak of."

"I long to read it."

"Then I may give you the letter now, though I shall still claim the
privilege of calling on you to-morrow.  I will bring it to you in your
box, if you will allow me."

"Pray do so."

He might easily have given it to me from the box where he was, but this
would not have suited his plans.  He came in, and politeness obliged me
to give him my place next to Armelline.  He took out an elaborate pocket-
book, and gave me the letter.  I opened it, but finding that it covered
four pages, I said I would read it when I got home, as the box was dark.
"I shall stay in Rome till Easter," he said, "as I want to see all the
sights; though indeed I cannot hope to see anything more beautiful than
the vision now before me."

Armelline, who was gazing fixedly at him, blushed deeply.  I felt that
his compliment, though polite, was entirely out of place, and in some
sort an insult to myself.  However, I said nothing, but decided mentally
that the Florentine Adonis must be a fop of the first water.

Finding his compliment created a silence, he saw he had made himself
offensive, and after a few disconnected remarks withdrew from the box.
In spite of myself the man annoyed me, and I congratulated Armelline on
the rapidity of her conquest, asking her what she thought of him.
"He is a fine man, but his compliments shews he has no taste.  Tell me,
is it the custom for people of fashion to make a young girl blush the
first time they see her?"

"No, dear Armelline, it is neither customary nor polite; and anyone who
wishes to mix in good society would never do such a thing."

I lapsed into silence, as though I wanted to listen to the music; but as
a matter of fact my heart was a prey to cruel jealousy.  I thought the
matter over, and came to the conclusion that the Florentine had treated
me rudely.  He might have guessed that I was in love with Armelline, and
to make such an open declaration of love to my very face was nothing more
nor less than an insult to me.

After I had kept this unusual silence for a quarter of an hour the simple
Armelline made me worse by saying that I must calm myself, as I might be
sure that the young man's compliment had not given her the slightest
pleasure.  She did not see that by saying this she made me feel that the
compliment had had the directly opposite effect.

I said that I had hoped he had pleased her.

To finish the matter up, she said by way of soothing me that the young
man did not mean to vex me, as he doubtless took me for her father.

What could I reply to this observation, as cruel as it was reasonable?
Nothing; I could only take refuge in silence and a fit of childish ill-
humour.

At last I could bear it no longer, and begged the two girls to come away
with me.

The second act was just over, and if I had been in my right senses I
should never have made them such an unreasonable request; but the
crassness of my proceedings did not strike me till the following day.

In spite of the strangeness of my request they merely exchanged glances
and got ready to go.  Not knowing what better excuse to give I told them
I did not want the princess's carriage to be noticed as everyone left the
theatre, and that I would bring them again to the theatre the following
day.

I would not let Armelline put her head inside the Marchioness d'Aout's
box, and so we went out.  I found the man who accompanied the carriage
talking to one of his mates at the door of the theatre, and this made me
think that the princess had come to the opera.

We got down at the inn, and I whispered to the man to take his horses
home and to call for us at three o'clock; for the cold was intense, and
both horses and men had to be considered.

We began by sitting down in front of a roaring fire, and for half an hour
we did nothing but eat oysters, which were opened in our presence by a
clever waiter, who took care not to lose a drop of the fluid.  As quick
as he opened we ate, and the laughter of the girls, who talked of how we
had eaten them before, caused my anger to gradually disappear.

In Armelline's gentleness I saw the goodness of her heart, and I was
angry with myself for my absurd jealousy of a man who was much more
calculated to please a young girl than I.

Armelline drank champagne, and stole occasional glances in my direction
as if to entreat me to join them in their mirth.

Emilie spoke of her marriage, and without saying anything about my
projected visit to Civita Vecchia I promised that her future husband
should have his plenary dispensation before very long.  While I spoke I
kissed Armelline's fair hands, and she looked at me as if thankful for
the return of my affection.

The oysters and champagne had their natural effect, and we had a
delightful supper.  We had sturgeon and some delicious truffles, which I
enjoyed not so much for my own sake as for the pleasure with which my
companions devoured them.

A man in love is provided with a kind of instinct which tells him that
the surest way to success is to provide the beloved object with pleasures
that are new to her.

When Armelline saw me become gay and ardent once more she recognized her
handiwork, and was doubtless proud of the power she exercised over me.
She took my hand of her own accord, and continued gazing into my eyes.
Emilie was occupied in the enjoyment of the meal, and did not trouble
herself about our behaviour.  Armelline was so tender and loving that I
made sure of victory after we had had some more oysters and a bowl of
punch.

When the dessert, the fifty oysters, and all the materials for making the
punch were on the table, the waiter left the room, saying that the ladies
would find every requisite in the neighbouring apartment.

The room was small, and the fire very hot, and I bade the two friends
arrange their dress more comfortably.

Their dresses fitted their figures, and were trimmed with fur and
stiffened with whalebones, so they went into the next room, and came back
in white bodices and short dimity petticoats, laughing at the slightness
of their attire.

I had sufficient strength of mind to conceal my emotion, and even not to
look at their breasts when they complained of having no neckerchiefs or
breast-bands to their chemises.  I knew how inexperienced they were, and
felt certain that when they saw the indifference with which I took their
slight attire they themselves would think it was of no consequence.
Armelline and Emilie had both beautiful breasts, and knew it; they were
therefore astonished at my indifference, perhaps thought that I had never
seen a fine breast.  As a matter of fact a fine figure is much more
scarce at Rome than a pretty face.

Thus, in spite of their modesty, their vanity impelled them to shew me
that my indifference was ill-placed, but it was my part to put them at
their ease, and to make them fling shame to the winds.

They were enchanted when I told them to try their hands at a bowl of
punch, and they simply danced for joy when I pronounced it better than my
own brew.

Then came the oyster-game, and I scolded Armelline for having swallowed
the liquid as I was taking the oyster from her lips.  I agreed that it
was very hard to avoid doing so, but I offered to shew them how it could
be done by placing the tongue in the way.  This gave me an opportunity of
teaching them the game of tongues, which I shall not explain because it
is well known to all true lovers.  Armelline played her part with such
evident relish that I could see she enjoyed it as well as I, though she
agreed it was a very innocent amusement.

It so chanced that a fine oyster slipped from its shell as I was placing
it between Emilie's lips.  It fell on to her breast, and she would have
recovered it with her fingers; but I claimed the right of regaining it
myself, and she had to unlace her bodice to let me do so.  I got hold of
the oyster with my lips, but did so in such a manner as to prevent her
suspecting that I had taken any extraordinary pleasure in the act.
Armelline looked on without laughing; she was evidently surprised at the
little interest I had taken in what was before my eye.  Emilie laughed
and relaced her bodice.

The opportunity was too good to be lost, so taking Armelline on my knee I
gave her an oyster and let it slip as Emilie's had slipped, much to the
delight of the elder, who wanted to see how her young companion would go
through the ordeal.

Armelline was really as much delighted herself, though she tried to
conceal her pleasure.

"I want my oyster," said I.

"Take it, then."

There was no need to tell me twice.  I unlaced her corset in such a way
as to make it fall still lower, bewailing the necessity of having to
search for it with my hands.

What a martyrdom for an amorous man to have to conceal his bliss at such
a moment!

I did not let Armelline have any occasion to accuse me of taking too much
licence, for I only touched her alabaster spheres so much as was
absolutely necessary.

When I had got the oyster again I could restrain myself no more, and
affixing my lips to one of the blossoms of her breast I sucked it with a
voluptuous pleasure which is beyond all description.

She was astonished, but evidently moved, and I did not leave her till my
enjoyment was complete.

When she marked my dreamy langourous gaze, she asked me it it had given
me much pleasure to play the part of an infant.

"Yes, dearest," I replied, "but it's only an innocent jest."

"I don't think so; and I hope you will say nothing about it to the
superioress.  It may be innocent for you, but it is not for me, as I
experienced sensations which must partake of the nature of sin.  We will
pick up no more oysters."

"These are mere trifles," said Emilie, "the stain of which will easily be
wiped out with a little holy water.  At all events we can swear that
there has been no kissing between us."

They went into the next room for a moment, I did the same, and we then
sat on the sofa before the fire.  As I sat between them I observed that
our legs were perfectly alike, and that I could not imagine why women
stuck so obstinately to their petticoats.

While I talked I touched their legs, saying it was just as if I were to
touch my own.

They did not interrupt this examination which I carried up to the knee,
and I told Emilie that all the reward I would ask for my services was
that I might see her thighs, to compare them with Armelline's.

"She will be bigger than I," said Armelline, "though I am the taller."

"Well, there would be no harm in letting me see."

"I think there would."

"Well, I will feel with my hands."

"No, you would look at the same time."

"I swear I will not."

"Let me bandage your eyes."

"Certainly; but I will: bandage yours too."

"Yes; we will play, at blindman's buff."

Before the bandaging began I took care to make them swallow a good dose
of punch, and, then we proceeded to play.  The two girls let me span
their thighs several times, laughing and falling over me whenever my
hands went too high.

I lifted the bandage and saw everything, but they pretended not to
suspect anything.

They treated me in the same way, no doubt to see what it was that they
felt when they fell upon me.

This delightful game went on; till exhausted, nature would not allow me
to play it any more.  I put myself in a state of decency, and then told
them to take off their bandages.

They did so and sat beside me, thinking, perhaps, that they would be able
to, disavow everything on the score of the bandage.

It seemed to me that Emilie had had a lover, though I took good care not
to tell her so; but Armelline was a pure virgin.  She was meeker than her
friend, and her great eyes shone as voluptuously but more modestly.

I would have snatched a kiss from her pretty mouth, but she turned away
her head, though she squeezed my hands tenderly.  I was astonished at
this refusal after the liberties I had taken with her.

We had talked about balls, and they were both extremely anxious to see
one.

The public ball was the rage with all the young Romans.  For ten long
years the Pope Rezzonico had deprived them of this pleasure.
Although Rezzonico forbade dancing, he allowed gaming of every
description.  Ganganelli, his successor, had other views, and forbade
gaming but allowed dancing.

So much for papal infallibility; what one condemns the other approves.
Ganganelli thought it better to let his subjects skip than to give them
the opportunity of ruining themselves, of committing suicide, or of
becoming brigands; but Rezzonico did not see the matter in that light.
I promised the girls I would take them to the ball as soon as I could
discover one where I was not likely to be recognized.

Three o'clock struck, and I took them back to the convent, well enough
pleased with the progress I had made, though I had only increased my
passion.  I was surer than ever that Armelline was born to exercise an
irresistible sway over every man who owed fealty to beauty.

I was amongst her liegemen, and am so still, but the incense is all gone
and the censer of no value.

I could not help reflecting on the sort of glamour which made me fall in
love with one who seemed all new to me, while I loved her in exactly the
same manner as I had loved her predecessor.  But in reality there was no
real novelty; the piece was the same, though the title might be altered.
But when I had won what I coveted, did I realize that I was going over
old ground?  Did I complain?  Did I think myself deceived?

Not one whit; and doubtless for this reason, that whilst I enjoyed the
piece I kept my eyes fixed on the title which had so taken my fancy.
If this be so, of what use is title at all?  The title of a book, the
name of a dish, the name of a town--of what consequence are all these
when what one wants is to read the book, to eat the dish, and to see the
town.

The comparison is a sophism.  Man becomes amorous through the senses,
which, touch excepted, all reside in the head.  In love a beautiful face
is a matter of the greatest moment.

A beautiful female body might well excite a man to carnal indulgence,
even though the head were covered, but never to real love.  If at the
moment of physical delight the covering were taken away, and a face of
hideous, revolting ugliness disclosed, one would fly in horror, in spite
of the beauties of the woman's body.

But the contrary does not hold good.  If a man has fallen in love with a
sweet, enchanting face, and succeeds in lifting the veil of the sanctuary
only to find deformities there, still the face wins the day, atones for
all, and the sacrifice is consummated.

The face is thus paramount, and hence it has come to be agreed that
women's bodies shall be covered and their faces disclosed; while men's
clothes are arranged in such a way that women can easily guess at what
they cannot see.

This arrangement is undoubtedly to the advantage of women; art can
conceal the imperfections of the face, and even make it appear beautiful,
but no cosmetic can dissemble an ugly breast, stomach, or any other part
of the man body.

In spite of this, I confess that the phenomerides of Sparta were in the
right, like all women who, though they possess a fine figure, have a
repulsive face; in spite of the beauty of the piece, the title drives
spectators away.  Still an interesting face is an inseparable accident of
love.

Thrice happy are they who, like Armelline, have beauty both in the face
and body.

When I got home I was so fortunate as to find Margarita in a deep sleep.
I took care not to awake her, and went to bed with as little noise as
possible.  I was in want of rest, for I no longer enjoyed the vigour of
youth, and I slept till twelve.

When I awoke, Margarita told me that a handsome young man had called on
me at ten o'clock, and that she had amused him till eleven, not daring to
awake me.

"I made him some coffee," said she, "and he was pleased to pronounce it
excellent.  He would not tell me his name, but he will come again
tomorrow.  He gave me a piece of money, but I hope you will not mind.
I don't know how much it is worth."

I guessed that it was the Florentine.  The piece was of two ounces.  I
only laughed, for not loving Margarita I was not jealous of her.  I told
her she had done quite right to amuse him and to accept the piece, which
was worth forty-eight pauls.

She kissed me affectionately, and thanks to this incident I heard nothing
about my having come home so late.

I felt curious to learn more about this generous Tuscan, so I proceeded
to read Leonilda's letter.

His name, it appeared, was M----.  He was a rich merchant established in
London, and had been commended to her husband by a Knight of Malta.

Leonilda said he was generous, good-hearted, and polished, and assured me
that I should like him.

After telling me the family news, Leonilda concluded by saying that she
was in a fair way to become a mother, and that she would be perfectly
happy if she gave birth to a son.  She begged me to congratulate the
marquis.

Whether from a natural instinct or the effects of prejudice, this news
made me shudder.  I answered her letter in a few days, enclosing it in a
letter to the marquis, in which I told him that the grace of God was
never too late, and that I had never been so much pleased by any news as
at hearing he was likely to have an heir.

In the following May Leonilda gave birth to a son, whom I saw at Prague,
on the occasion of the coronation of Leopold.  He called himself Marquis
C----, like his father, or perhaps we had better say like his mother's
husband, who attained the age of eighty.

Though the young marquis did not know my name, I got introduced to him,
and had the pleasure of meeting him a second time at the theatre.  He was
accompanied by a priest, who was called his governor, but such an office
was a superfluity for him, who was wiser at twenty than most men are at
sixty.

I was delighted to see that the young man was the living image of the old
marquis.  I shed tears of joy as I thought how this likeness must have
pleased the old man and his wife, and I admired this chance which seemed
to have abetted nature in her deceit.

I wrote to my dear Leonilda, placing the letter in the hands of her son.
She did not get it till the Carnival of 1792, when the young marquis
returned to Naples; and a short time after I received an answer inviting
me to her son's marriage and begging me to spend the remainder of my days
with her.

"Who knows?  I may eventually do so."

I called on the Princess Santa Croce at three o'clock, and found her in
bed, with the cardinal reading to her.

The first question she asked was, why I had left the opera at the end of
the second act.

"Princess, I can tell you an interesting history of my six hours of
adventure, but you must give me a free hand, for some of the episodes
must be told strictly after nature."

"Is it anything in the style of Sister M---- M----?" asked the cardinal.

"Yes, my lord, something of the kind."

"Princess, will you be deaf?" said his eminence,

"Of course I will," she replied.

I then told my tale almost as I have written it.  The slipping oysters
and the game of blind man's buff made the princess burst with laughing,
in spite of her deafness.  She agreed with the cardinal that I had acted
with great discretion, and told me that I should be sure to succeed on
the next attempt.

"In three or four days," said the cardinal, "you will have the
dispensation, and then Emilie can marry whom she likes."

The next morning the Florentine came to see me at nine o'clock, and I
found him to answer to the marchioness's description; but I had a bone to
pick with him, and I was none the better pleased when he began asking me
about the young person in my box at the theatre; he wanted to know
whether she were married or engaged, if she had father, mother, or any
other relations.

I smiled sardonically, and begged to be excused giving him the required
information, as the young lady was masked when he saw her.

He blushed, and begged my pardon.

I thanked him for doing Margarita the honour of accepting a cup of coffee
from her hands, and begged him to take one with me, saying I would
breakfast with him next morning.  He lived with Roland, opposite St.
Charles, where Madame Gabrieli, the famous singer, nicknamed la Coghetta,
lived.

As soon as the Florentine was gone, I went to St. Paul's in hot haste,
for I longed to see what reception I should have from the two vestals I
had initiated so well.

When they appeared I noticed a great change.  Emilie had become gay,
while Armelline looked sad.

I told the former that she should have her dispensation in three days,
and her warrant for four hundred crowns in a week.

"At the same time," I added, "you shall have your grant of two hundred
crowns."

At this happy tidings she ran to tell the superioress of her good
fortune.

As soon as I was alone with Armelline I took her hands and covered them
with kisses, begging her to resume her wonted gaiety.

"What shall I do," said she, "without Emilie?  What shall I do when you
are gone?  I am unhappy.  I love myself no longer."

She shed tears which pierced me to the heart.  I swore I would not leave
Rome till I had seen her married with a dowry of a thousand crowns.

"I don't want a thousand crowns, but I hope you will see me married as
you say; if you do not keep your promise it will kill me."

"I would die rather than deceive you; but you on your side must forgive
my love, which, perhaps, made me go too far the other evening."

"I forgive you everything if you will remain my friend."

"I will; and now let me kiss your beautiful lips."

After this first kiss, which I took as a pledge of certain victory, she
wiped away her tears; and soon after Emilie reappeared, accompanied by
the superioress, who treated me with great cordiality.

"I want you to do as much for Armelline's new friend as you have done for
Emilie," said she.

"I will do everything in my power," I replied; "and in return I hope you
will allow me to take these young ladies to the theatre this evening."

"You will find them ready; how could I refuse you anything?"

When I was alone with the two friends I apologised for having disposed of
them without their consent.

"Our consent!" said Emilie: "we should be ungrateful indeed if we refused
you anything after all you have done for us."

"And you, Armelline, will you withstand my love?"

"No; so long as it keeps within due bounds.  No more blind man's buff!"

"And it is such a nice game!  You really grieve me."

"Well, invent another game," said Emilie.

Emilie was becoming ardent, somewhat to my annoyance, for I was afraid
Armelline would get jealous.  I must not be charged with foppishness on
this account.  I knew the human heart.

When I left them I went to the Tordinona Theatre and took a box, and then
ordered a good supper at the same inn, not forgetting the oysters, though
I felt sure I should not require their aid.

I then called on a musician, whom I requested to get me three tickets for
a ball, where no one would be likely to know me.

I went home with the idea of dining by myself, but I found a note from
the Marchioness d'Aout, reproaching me in a friendly manner for not
having broken bread with her, and inviting me to dinner.  I resolved to
accept the invitation, and when I got to the house I found the young
Florentine already there.

It was at this dinner that I found out many of his good qualities, and I
saw that Donna Leonilda had not said too much in his favour.

Towards the end of the meal the marchioness asked why I had not stayed
till the end of the opera.

"Because the young ladies were getting tired."

"I have found out that they do not belong to the Venetian ambassador's
household.

"You are right, and I hope you will pardon my small fiction."

"It was an impromptu effort to avoid telling me who they are, but they
are known."

"Then I congratulate the curious."

"The one I addressed deserves to excite general curiosity; but if I were
in your place I should make her use a little powder."

"I have not the authority to do so, and if I had, I would not trouble her
for the world."

I was pleased with the Florentine, who listened to all this without
saying a word.  I got him to talk of England and of his business.  He
told me that he was going to Florence to take possession of his
inheritance, and to get a wife to take back with him to London.  As I
left, I told him that I could not have the pleasure of calling on him
till the day after next, as I was prevented by important business.  He
told me I must come at dinnertime, and I promised to do so.

Full of love and hope, I went for my two friends, who enjoyed the whole
play without any interruption.

When we alighted at the inn I told the coachman to call for me at two,
and we then went up to the third floor, where we sat before the fire
while the oysters were being opened.  They did not interest us as they
had done before.

Emilie had an important air; she was about to make a good marriage.
Armelline was meek, smiling, and affectionate, and reminded me of the
promise I had given her.  I replied by ardent kisses which reassured her,
while they warned her that I would fain increase the responsibility I had
already contracted towards her.  However, she seemed resigned, and I sat
down to table in a happy frame of mind.

As Emilie was on the eve of her wedding, she no doubt put down my neglect
of her to my respect for the sacrament of matrimony.

When supper was over I got on the sofa with Armelline, and spent three
hours which might have been delicious if I had not obstinately
endeavoured to obtain the utmost favour.  She would not give in; all my
supplications and entreaties could not move her; she was sweet, but firm.
She lay between my arms, but would not grant what I wanted, though she
gave me no harsh or positive refusal.

It seems a puzzle, but in reality it is quite simple.

She left my arms a virgin, sorry, perhaps, that her sense of duty had not
allowed her to make me completely happy.

At last nature bade me cease, in spite of my love, and I begged her to
forgive me.  My instinct told me that this was the only way by which I
might obtain her consent another time.

Half merry and half sad, we awoke Emilie who was in a deep sleep, and
then we started.  I went home and got into bed, not troubling myself
about the storm of abuse with which Margarita greeted me.

The Florentine gave me a delicious dinner, overwhelmed me with
protestations of friendship, and offered me his purse if I needed it.

He had seen Armelline, and had been pleased with her.  I had answered him
sharply when he questioned me about her, and ever since he had never
mentioned her name.

I felt grateful to him, and as if I must make him some return.

I asked him to dinner, and had Margarita to dine with us.  Not caring for
her I should have been glad if he had fallen in love with her; there
would have been no difficulty, I believe, on her part, and certainly not
on mine; but nothing came of it.  She admired a trinket which hung from
his watch-chain, and he begged my permission to give it her.  I told him
to do so by all means, and that should have been enough; but the affair
went no farther.

In a week all the arrangements for Emilie's marriage had been made.  I
gave her her grant, and the same day she was married and went away with
her husband to Civita Vecchia.  Menicuccio, whose name I have not
mentioned for some time, was well pleased with my relations with his
sister, foreseeing advantages for himself, and still better pleased with
the turn his own affairs were taking, for three days after Emilie's
wedding he married his mistress, and set up in a satisfactory manner.
When Emilie was gone the superioress gave Armelline a new companion.  She
was only a few years older than my sweetheart, and very pretty; but she
did not arouse a strong interest in my breast.  When violently in love no
other woman has ever had much power over me.

The superioress told me that her name was Scholastica, and that she was
well worthy of my esteem, being, as she said, as good as Emilie.  She
expressed a hope that I would do my best to help Scholastica to marry a
man whom she knew and who was in a good position.

This man was the son of a cousin of Scholastica's.  She called him her
nephew, though he was older than she.  The dispensation could easily be
got for money, but if it was to be had for nothing I should have to make
interest with the Holy Father.  I promised I would do my best in the
matter.

The carnival was drawing to a close, and Scholastica had never seen an
opera or a play.  Armelline wanted to see a ball, and I had at last
succeeded in finding one where it seemed unlikely that I should be
recognized.  However, it would have to be carefully managed, as serious
consequences might ensue; so I asked the two friends if they would wear
men's clothes, to which they agreed very heartily.

I had taken a box at the Aliberti Theatre for the day after the ball, so
I told the two girls to obtain the necessary permission from the
superioress.

Though Armelline's resistance and the presence of her new friend
discouraged me, I procured everything requisite to transform them into
two handsome lads.

As Armelline got into the carriage she gave me the bad news that
Scholastica knew nothing about our relations, and that we must be careful
what we did before her.  I had no time to reply, for Scholastica got in,
and we drove off to the inn.  When we were seated in front of a good
fire, I told them that if they liked I would go into the next room in
spite of the cold.

So saying, I shewed them their disguises, and Armelline said it would do
if I turned my back, appealing to Scholastics to confirm her.

"I will do as you like," said she, "but I am very sorry to be in the way.
You are in love with each other, and here am I preventing you from giving
one another marks of your affection.  Why don't you treat me with
confidence?  I am not a child, and I am your friend."

These remarks shewed that she had plenty of common sense, and I breathed
again.

"You are right, fair Scholastics," I said, "I do love Armelline, but she
does not love me, and refuses to make me happy on one pretence or
another."

With these words I left the room, and after shutting the door behind me
proceeded to make up a fire in the second apartment.

In a quarter of an hour Armelline knocked at the door, and begged me to
open it.  She was in her breeches, and said they needed my assistance as
their shoes were so small they could not get them on.

I was in rather a sulky humour, so she threw her arms round my neck and
covered my face with kisses which soon restored me to myself.

While I was explaining the reason of my ill temper, and kissing whatever
I could see, Scholastica burst out laughing.

"I was sure that I was in the way," said she; "and if you do not trust
me, I warn you that I will not go with you to the opera to-morrow."

"Well, then, embrace him," said Armelline.

"With all my heart."

I did not much care for Armelline's generosity, but I embraced
Scholastica as warmly as she deserved.  Indeed I would have done so if
she had been less pretty, for such kindly consideration deserved a
reward.  I even kissed her more ardently than I need have done, with the
idea of punishing Armelline, but I made a mistake.  She was delighted,
and kissed her friend affectionately as if in gratitude.

I made them sit down, and tried to pull on their shoes, but I soon found
that they were much too small, and that we must get some more.

I called the waiter who attended to us, and told him to go and fetch a
bootmaker with an assortment of shoes.

In the meanwhile I would not be contented with merely kissing Armelline.
She neither dared to grant nor to refuse; and as if to relieve herself of
any responsibility, made Scholastica submit to all the caresses I
lavished on her.  The latter seconded my efforts with an ardour that
would have pleased me exceedingly if I had been in love with her.

She was exceedingly beautiful, and her features were as perfectly
chiselled as Armelline's, but Armelline was possessed of a delicate and
subtle charm of feature peculiar to herself.

I liked the amusement well enough, but there was a drop of bitterness in
all my enjoyment.  I thought it was plain that Armelline did not love me,
and that Scholastica only encouraged me to encourage her friend.

At last I came to the conclusion that I should do well to attach myself
to the one who seemed likely to give me the completest satisfaction.

As soon as I conceived this idea I felt curious to see whether Armelline
would discover any jealousy if I shewed myself really in love with
Scholastica, and if the latter pronounced me to be too daring, for
hitherto my hands had not crossed the Rubicon of their waistbands.  I was
just going to work when the shoemaker arrived, and in a few minutes the
girls were well fitted.

They put on their coats, and I saw two handsome young men before me,
while their figures hinted their sex sufficiently to make a third person
jealous of my good fortune.

I gave orders for supper to be ready at midnight, and we went to the
ball.  I would have wagered a hundred to one that no one would recognize
me there, as the man who got the tickets had assured me that it was a
gathering of small tradesmen.  But who can trust to fate or chance?

We went into the hall, and the first person I saw was the Marchioness
d'Aout, with her husband and her inseparable abbe.

No doubt I turned a thousand colours, but it was no good going back, for
the marchioness had recognized me, so I composed myself and went up to
her.  We exchanged the usual compliments of polite society, to which she
added some good-natured though ironical remarks on my two young friends.
Not being accustomed to company, they remained confused and speechless.
But the worst of all was to come.  A tall young lady who had just
finished a minuet came up to Armelline, dropped a curtsy, and asked her
to dance.

In this young lady I recognized the Florentine who had disguised himself
as a girl, and looked a very beautiful one.

Armelline thought she would not appear a dupe, and said she recognized
him.

"You are making a mistake," said he, calmly.  "I have a brother who is
very like me, just as you have a sister who is your living portrait.  My
brother had the pleasure of exchanging a few words with her at the
Capronica."  The Florentine's cleverness made the marchioness laugh, and
I had to join in her mirth, though I felt little inclination to do so.

Armelline begged to be excused dancing, so the marchioness made her sit
between the handsome Florentine and herself.  The marquis took possession
of Scholastica, and I had to be attentive to the marchioness without
seeming to be aware of the existence of Armelline, to whom the Florentine
was talking earnestly.

I felt as jealous as a tiger; and having to conceal my rage under an air
of perfect satisfaction, the reader may imagine how well I enjoyed the
ball.

However, there was more anxiety in store for me; for presently I noticed
Scholastica leave the marquis, and go apart with a middle-aged man, with
whom she conversed in an intimate manner.

The minuets over, the square dances began, and I thought I was dreaming
when I saw Armelline and the Florentine taking their places.

I came up to congratulate them, and asked Armelline, gently, if she was
sure of the steps.

"This gentleman says I have only to imitate him, and that I cannot
possibly make any mistakes."

I had nothing to say to this, so I went towards Scholastica, feeling very
curious to know who was her companion.

As soon as she saw me she introduced me to him, saying timidly that this
was the nephew of whom she had spoken, the same that wished to marry her.

I was surprised, but I did not let it appear.  I told him that the
superioress had spoken of him to me, and that I was thinking over the
ways and means of obtaining a dispensation without any costs.

He was an honest-looking man, and thanked me heartily, commending himself
to my good offices, as he said he was far from rich.

I left them together, and on turning to view the dance I was astonished
to see that Armelline was dancing admirably, and executing all the
figures.  The Florentine seemed a finished dancer, and they both looked
very happy.

I was far from pleased, but I congratulated them both on their
performance.  The Florentine had disguised himself so admirably that no
one would have taken him for a man.  It was the Marchioness d'Aout who
had been his dresser.

As I was too jealous to leave Armelline to her own devices, I refused to
dance, preferring to watch her.

I was not at all uneasy about Scholastica, who was with her betrothed.
About half-past eleven the Marchioness d'Aout, who was delighted with
Armelline, and possibly had her protege's happiness in view, asked me, in
a tone that amounted to a command, to sup with her in company with my two
companions.

"I cannot have the honour," I replied, "and my two companions know the
reason."

"That is as much as to say," said the marchioness, "that he will do as
you please," turning to Armelline as she spoke.

I addressed myself to Armelline, and observed smilingly that she knew
perfectly well that she must be home by half-past twelve at latest.

"True," she replied, "but you can do as you please."

I replied somewhat sadly that I did not feel myself at liberty to break
my word, but that she could make me do even that if she chose.

Thereupon the marchioness, her husband, the abbe, and the Florentine,
urged her to use her power to make me break my supposed word, and
Armelline actually began to presume to do so.

I was bursting with rage; but making up my mind to do anything rather
than appear jealous, I said simply that I would gladly consent if her
friend would consent also.

"Very well," said she, with a pleased air that cut me to the quick, "go
and ask her."

That was enough for me.  I went to Scholastica and told her the
circumstances in the presence of her lover, begging her to refuse without
compromising me.

Her lover said I was perfectly right, but Scholastica required no
persuasion, telling me that she had quite made up her mind not to sup
with anyone.

She came with me, and I told her to speak to Armelline apart before
saying anything to the others.

I led Scholastica before the marchioness, bewailing my want of success.

Scholastica told Armelline that she wanted to say a few words to her
aside, and after a short conversation they came back looking sorry, and
Armelline told the marchioness that she found it would be impossible for
them to come.  The lady did not press us any longer, so we went away.

I told Scholastica's intended to keep what had passed to himself, and
asked him to dine with me on the day after Ash Wednesday.

The night was dark, and we walked to the place where I had ordered the
carriage to be in waiting.

To me it was as if I had come out of hell, and on the way to the inn I
did not speak a word, not even answering the questions which the too-
simple Armelline addressed to me in a voice that would have softened a
heart of stone.  Scholastica avenged me by reproaching her for having
obliged me to appear either rude or jealous, or a breaker of my word.

When we got to the inn Armelline changed my jealous rage into pity; her
eyes swam with tears, which Scholastica's home truths had drawn forth.

The supper was ready, so they had no time to change their dress.  I was
sad enough, but I could not bear to see Armelline sad also.  I resolved
to do my best to drive away her melancholy, even though I suspected that
it arose from love of the Florentine.

The supper was excellent, and Scholastica did honour to it, while
Armelline, contrary to her wont, scarcely touched a thing.  Scholastica
was charming.  She embraced her friend, and told her to be merry with
her, as I had become the friend of her betrothed, and she was sure I
would do as much for her as I had done for Emilie.  She blessed the ball
and the chance which had brought him there.  In short, she did her best
to shew Armelline that with my love she had no reason to be sad.

Armelline dared not disclose the true cause of her sadness.  The fact
was, that she wanted to get married, and the handsome Florentine was the
man to her liking.

Our supper came to an end, and still Armelline was gloomy.  She only
drank one glass of punch, and as she had eaten so little I would not try
and make her drink more for fear lest it should do her harm.
Scholastica, on the other hand, took such a fancy to this agreeable
fluid, which she tasted for the first time, that she drank deeply, and
was amazed to find it mounting to her head instead of descending to her
stomach.  In this pleasant state, she felt it was her duty to reconcile
Armelline and myself, and to assure us that we might be as tender as we
liked without minding her presence.

Getting up from table and standing with some difficulty, she carried her
friend to the sofa, and caressed her in such a way that Armelline could
not help laughing, despite her sadness.  Then she called me and placed
her in my arms.  I caressed her, and Armelline, though she did not
repulse me, did not respond as Scholastica had hoped.  I was not
disappointed; I did not think it likely she would grant now what she had
refused to grant when I had held her in my arms for those hours whilst
Emilie was fast asleep.

However, Scholastica began to reproach me with my coldness, though I
deserved no blame at all on this score.

I told them to take off their men's clothes, and to dress themselves as
women.

I helped Scholastica to take off her coat and waistcoat, and then aided
Armelline in a similar manner.

When I brought them their chemises, Armelline told me to go and stand by
the fire, and I did so.

Before long a noise of kissing made me turn round, and I saw Scholastica,
on whom the punch had taken effect, devouring Armelline's breast with
kisses.  At last this treatment had the desired result; Armelline became
gay, and gave as good as she got.

At this sight the blood boiled in my veins, and running to them I found
Scholastic was not ill pleased that I should do justice to her beautiful
spheres, while for the nonce I transformed her into a nurse.

Armelline was ashamed to appear less generous than her friend, and
Scholastica was triumphant when she saw the peculiar use to which (for
the first time) I put Armelline's hands.

Armelline called to her friend to help, and she was not backward; but in
spite of her twenty years her astonishment at the catastrophe was great.

After it was over I put on their chemises and took off their breeches
with all the decency imaginable, and after spending a few minutes in the
next room they came and sat down on my knee of their own accord.

Scholastica, instead of being annoyed at my giving the preference to the
hidden charms of Armelline, seemed delighted, watching what I did, and
how Armelline took it, with the closest attention.  She no doubt longed
to see me perform the magnum opus, but the gentle Armelline would not
allow me to go so far.

After I had finished with Armelline I recollected I had duties towards
Scholastica, and I proceeded to inspect her charms.

It was difficult to decide which of the two deserved to carry off the
apple.  Scholastica, perhaps, was strictly speaking the more beautiful of
the two, but I loved Armelline, and love casts a glamour over the beloved
object.  Scholastica appeared to me to be as pure a virgin as Armelline,
and I saw that I might do what I liked with her.  But I would not abuse
my liberty, not caring to confess how powerful an ally the punch had
been.

However, I did all in my power to give her pleasure without giving her
the greatest pleasure of all.  Scholastica, was glutted with voluptuous
enjoyment, and was certain that I had only eluded her desires from
motives of delicacy.

I took them back to the convent, assuring them that I would take them to
the opera on the following evening.

I went to bed, doubtful whether I had gained a victory or sustained a
defeat; and it was not till I awoke that I was in a position to give a
decided opinion.

[There is here a considerable hiatus in the authors manuscript.]




End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of MEMOIRES OF JACQUES CASANOVA
SPANISH PASSIONS, Vol. 6c, ROME
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MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
SPANISH PASSIONS, Volume 6d--FLORENCE TO TRIESTE



THE MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA DE SEINGALT

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FLORENCE to TRIESTE


CHAPTER XVIII
Madame Denis--Dedini--Zanovitch--Zen--I Am Obliged to Leave--I Arrive at
Bologna--General Albergati

Without speaking at any length I asked the young grand duke to give me an
asylum in his dominions for as long as I might care to stay.  I
anticipated any questions he might have asked by telling him the reasons
which had made me an exile from my native land.

"As to my necessities," I added, "I shall ask for help of no one; I have
sufficient funds to ensure my independence.  I think of devoting the
whole of my time to study."

"So long as your conduct is good," he replied, "the laws guarantee your
freedom; but I am glad you have applied to me.  Whom do you know in
Florence?"

"Ten years ago, my lord, I had some distinuished acquaintances here; but
now I propose to live in retirement, and do not intend renewing any old
friendships."

Such was my conversation with the young sovereign, and after his
assurances I concluded that no one would molest me.

My adventures in Tuscany the years before were in all probability
forgotten, or almost forgotten, as the new Government had nothing in
common with the old.

After my interview with the grand duke I went to a bookseller's shop and
ordered some books.  A gentleman in the shop, hearing me making enquiries
about Greek works, accosted me, and we got on well together.  I told him
I was working at a translation of the "Iliad," and in return he informed
me that he was making a collection of Greek epigrams, which he wished to
publish in Greek and Italian.  I told him I should like to see this work,
whereupon he asked me where I lived.  I told him, learnt his name and
address, and called on him the next day.  He returned the visit, and we
became fast friends, though we never either walked or ate together.

This worthy Florentine was named (or is named, if he be still alive)
Everard de Medici.

I was very comfortable with Allegranti; I had the quiet so necessary to
literary labours, but nevertheless I made up my mind to change my
lodging.  Magdalena, my landlord's niece, was so clever and charming,
though but a child, that she continually disturbed my studies.  She came
into my room, wished me good day, asked me what kind of a night I had
spent, if I wanted anything, and the sight of her grace and beauty and
the sound of her voice so ravished me, that I determined to seek safety
in flight.

A few years later Magdalena became a famous musician.

After leaving Allegranti I took rooms in a tradesman's house; his wife
was ugly, and he had no pretty daughters or seductive nieces.  There I
lived for three weeks like Lafontaine's rat, very discreetly.

About the same time, Count Stratico arrived at Florence with his pupil,
the Chevalier Morosini, who was then eighteen.  I could not avoid calling
on Stratico.  He had broken his leg some time before and was still unable
to go out with his pupil, who had all the vices and none of the virtues
of youth.  Consequently, Stratico was always afraid of something
happening to him, and he begged me to make myself his companion, and even
to share his pleasures, so that he might not go into bad company and
dangerous houses alone and undefended.

Thus my days of calm study vanished away.  I had to partake in the
debauchery of a young rake, and all out of pure sensibility.

The Chevalier Morosini was a thorough-paced profligate.  He hated
literature, good society, and the company of sensible people.  His daily
pleasures were furious riding, hard drinking, and hard dissipation with
prostitutes, whom he sometimes almost killed.

This young nobleman paid a man for the sole service of getting him a
woman or a girl every day.

During the two months which he passed in Florence I saved his life a
score of times.  I got very tired of my duty, but I felt bound to
persevere.

He was liberal to the verge of recklessness, and would never allow me to
pay for anything.  Even here, however, disputes often arose between us;
as he paid, he wanted me to eat, drink, and dissipate in the same
measures as himself.  However, I had my own way on most occasions, only
giving in when it suited me to do so.

We went to see the opera at Lucca, and drought two of the dancers home to
supper.  As the chevalier was drunk as usual, he treated the woman he had
chosen--a superb creature--very indifferently.  The other was pretty
enough, but I had done nothing serious with her, so I proceeded to avenge
the beauty.  She took me for the chevalier's father, and advised me to
give him a better education.

After the chevalier was gone I betook myself to my studies again, but I
supped every night with Madame Denis, who had formerly been a dancer in
the King of Prussia's service, and had retired to Florence.

She was about my age, and therefore not young, but still she had
sufficient remains of her beauty to inspire a tender passion; she did not
look more than thirty.  She was as fresh as a young girl, had excellent
manners, and was extremely intelligent.  Besides all these advantages,
she had a comfortable apartment on the first floor of one of the largest
cafes in Florence.  In front of her room was a balcony where it was
delicious to sit and enjoy the cool of the evening.

The reader may remember how I had become her friend at Berlin in 1764,
and when we met again at Florence our old flames were rekindled.

The chief boarder in the house where she lived was Madame Brigonzi, whom
I had met at Memel.  This lady, who pretended that she had been my
mistress twenty-five years before, often came into Madame Denis's rooms
with an old lover of hers named Marquis Capponi.

He was an agreeable and well-educated man; and noticing that he seemed to
enjoy my conversation I called on him, and he called on me, leaving his
card as I was not at home.

I returned the visit, and he introduced me to his family and invited me
to dinner.  For the first time since I had come to Florence I dressed
myself with elegance and wore my jewels.

At the Marquis Capponi's I made the acquaintance of Corilla's lover, the
Marquis Gennori, who took me to a house where I met my fate.  I fell in
love with Madame a young widow, who had been spending a few months in
Paris.  This visit had added to her other attractions the charm of a good
manner, which always counts for so much.

This unhappy love made the three months longer which I spent in Florence
painful to me.

It was at the beginning of October, and about that time Count Medini
arrived at Florence without a penny in his pocket, and without being able
to pay his vetturino, who had arrested him.

The wretched man, who seemed to follow me wherever I went, had taken up
his abode in the house of a poor Irishman.

I do not know how Medini found out that I was at Florence, but he wrote
me a letter begging me to come and deliver him from the police, who
besieged his room and talked of taking him to prison.  He said he only
wanted me to go bail for him, and protested that I should not run any
risk, as he was sure of being able to pay in a few days.

My readers will be aware that I had good reason for not liking Medini,
but in spite of our quarrel I could not despise his entreaty.  I even
felt inclined to become his surety, if he could prove his capability of
paying the sum for which he had been arrested.  I imagined that the sum
must be a small one, and could not understand why the landlord did not
answer for him.  My surprise ceased, however, when I entered his room.

As soon as I appeared he ran to embrace me, begging me to forget the
past, and to extract him from the painful position in which he found
himself.

I cast a rapid glance over the room, and saw three trunks almost empty,
their contents being scattered about the floor.  There was his mistress,
whom I knew, and who had her reasons for not liking me; her young sister,
who wept; and her mother, who swore, and called Medini a rogue, saying
that she would complain of him to the magistrate, and that she was not
going to allow her dresses and her daughter's dresses to be seized for
his debts.

I asked the landlord why he did not go bail, as he had these persons and
their effects as security.

"The whole lot," he answered, "won't pay the vetturino, and the sooner
they are out of my house the better I shall be pleased."

I was astonished, and could not understand how the bill could amount to
more than the value of all the clothes I saw on the floor, so I asked the
vetturino to tell me the extent of the debt.

He gave me a paper with Medini's signature; the amount was two hundred
and forty crowns.

"How in the world," I exclaimed, "could he contract this enormous debt?"

I wondered no longer when the vetturino told me that he had served them
for the last six weeks, having conducted the count and the three women
from Rome to Leghorn, and from Leghorn to Pisa, and from Pisa to
Florence, paying for their board all the way.

"The vetturino will never take me as bail for such an amount," I said to
Medini, "and even if he would I should never be so foolish as to contract
such a debt."

"Let me have a word with you in the next room," said he; "I will put the
matter clearly before you."

"Certainly."

Two of the police would have prevented his going into the next room, on
the plea that he might escape through the window, but I said I would be
answerable for him.

Just then the poor vetturino came in and kissed my hand, saying that if I
would go bail for the count he would let me have three months wherein to
find the money.

As it happened it was the same man who had taken me to Rome with the
Englishwoman who had been seduced by the actor l'Etoile.  I told him to
wait a moment.

Medini who was a great talker and a dreadful liar thought to persuade me
by shewing me a number of open letters, commending him in pompous terms
to the best houses in Florence.  I read the letters, but I found no
mention of money in them, and I told him as much.

"I know," said he, "but there is play going on in these houses, and I am
sure of gaining immense sums."

"You may be aware that I have no confidence in your good luck."

"Then I have another resource."

"What is that?"

He shewed me a bundle of manuscript, which I found to be an excellent
translation of Voltaire's "Henriade" into Italian verse.  Tasso himself
could not have done it better.  He said he hoped to finish the poem at
Florence, and to present it to the grand duke, who would be sure to make
him a magnificent present, and to constitute him his favourite.

I would not undeceive him, but I laughed to myself, knowing that the
grand duke only made a pretence of loving literature.  A certain Abbe
Fontaine, a clever man, amused him with a little natural history, the
only science in which he took any interest.  He preferred the worst prose
to the best verse, not having sufficient intellect to enjoy the subtle
charms of poetry.  In reality he had only two passions--women and money.

After spending two wearisome hours with Medini, whose wit was great and
his judgment small, after heartily repenting of having yielded to my
curiosity and having paid him a visit, I said shortly that I could do
nothing for him.  Despair drives men crazy; as I was making for the door,
he seized me by the collar.

He did not reflect in his dire extremity that he had no arms, that I was
stronger than he, that I had twice drawn his blood, and that the police,
the landlord, the vetturirco, and the servants, were in the next room.  I
was not coward enough to call for help; I caught hold of his neck with
both hands and squeezed him till he was nearly choked.  He had to let go
at last, and then I took hold of his collar and asked him if he had gone
mad.

I sent him against the wall, and opened the door and the police came in.

I told the vetturino that I would on no account be Medini's surety, or be
answerable for him in any way.

Just as I was going out, he leapt forward crying that I must not abandon
him.

I had opened the door, and the police, fearing he would escape, ran
forward to get hold of him.  Then began an interesting battle.  Medini,
who had no arms, and was only in his dressing-gown, proceeded to
distribute kicks, cuffs, and blows amongst the four cowards, who had
their swords at their sides, whilst I held the door to prevent the
Irishman going out and calling for assistance.

Medini, whose nose was bleeding and his dress all torn, persisted in
fighting till the four policemen let him alone.  I liked his courage, and
pitied him.

There was a moment's silence, and I asked his two liveried servants who
were standing by me why they had not helped their master.  One said he
owed him six months' wages, and the other said he wanted to arrest him on
his own account.

As Medini was endeavouring to staunch the blood in a basin of water, the
vetturino told him that as I refused to be his surety he must go to
prison.

I was moved by the scene that I had witnessed, and said to the vetturino,

"Give him a fortnight's respite, and if he escapes before the expiration
of that term I will pay you."

He thought it over for a few moments, and then said,--

"Very good, sir, but I am not going to pay any legal expenses."

I enquired how much the costs amounted to, and paid them, laughing at the
policemen's claim of damages for blows they had received.

Then the two rascally servants said that if I would not be surety in the
same manner on their account, they would have Medini arrested.  However,
Medini called out to me to pay no attention to them whatever.

When I had given the vetturino his acknowledgment and paid the four or
five crowns charged by the police, Medini told me that he had more to say
to me; but I turned my back on him, and went home to dinner.

Two hours later one of his servants came to me and promised if I would
give him six sequins to warn me if his master made any preparations for
flight.

I told him drily that his zeal was useless to me, as I was quite sure
that the count would pay all his debts within the term; and the next
morning I wrote to Medini informing him of the step his servant had
taken.  He replied with a long letter full of thanks, in which he exerted
all his eloquence to persuade me to repair his fortunes.  I did not
answer.

However, his good genius, who still protected him, brought a person to
Florence who drew him out of the difficulty.  This person was Premislas
Zanovitch, who afterwards became as famous as his brother who cheated
the Amsterdam merchants, and adopted the style of Prince Scanderbeck.  I
shall speak of him later on.  Both these finished cheats came to a bad
end.

Premislas Zanovitch was then at the happy age of twenty-five; he was the
son of a gentleman of Budua, a town on the borders of Albania and
Dalmatia, formerly subject to the Venetian Republic and now to the Grand
Turk.  In classic times it was known as Epirus.

Premislas was a young man of great intelligence, and after having studied
at Venice, and contracted a Venetian taste for pleasures and enjoyments
of all sorts, he could not make up his mind to return to Budua, where his
only associates would be dull Sclavs--uneducated, unintellectual, coarse,
and brutish.  Consequently, when Premislas and his still more talented
brother Stephen were ordered by the Council of Ten to enjoy the vast sums
they had gained at play in their own country, they resolved to become
adventurers.  One took the north and the other the south of Europe, and
both cheated and duped whenever the opportunity for doing so presented
itself.

I had seen Premislas when he was a child, and had already heard reports
of a notable achievement of his.  At Naples he had cheated the Chevalier
de Morosini by persuading him to become his surety to the extent of six
thousand ducats, and now he arrived in Florence in a handsome carriage,
bringing his mistress with him, and having two tall lackeys and a valet
in his service.

He took good apartments, hired a carriage, rented a box at the opera, had
a skilled cook, and gave his mistress a lady-in-waiting.  He then shewed
himself at the best club, richly dressed, and covered with jewellery.  He
introduced himself under the name of Count Premislas Zanovitch.

There is a club in Florence devoted to the use of the nobility.  Any
stranger can go there without being introduced, but so much the worse for
him if his appearance fails to indicate his right to be present.  The
Florentines are ice towards him, leave him alone, and behave in such a
manner that the visit is seldom repeated.  The club is at once decent and
licentious, the papers are to be read there, games of all kinds are
played, food and drink may be had, and even love is available, for ladies
frequent the club.

Zanovitch did not wait to be spoken to, but made himself agreeable to
everyone, and congratulated himself on mixing in such distinguished
company, talked about Naples which he had just left, brought in his own
name with great adroitness, played high, lost merrily, paid after
pretending to forget all about his debts, and in short pleased everyone.
I heard all this the next day from the Marquis Capponi, who said that
someone had asked him if he knew me, whereat he answered that when I left
Venice he was at college, but that he had often heard his father speak of
me in very high terms.  He knew both the Chevalier Morosini and Count
Medini, and had a good deal to say in praise of the latter.  The marquis
asked me if I knew him, and I replied in the affirmative, without feeling
it my duty to disclose certain circumstances which might not have been
advantageous to him; and as Madame Denis seemed curious to make his
acquaintance the Chevalier Puzzi promised to bring him to see her, which
he did in the course of a few days.

I happened to be with Madame Denis when Puzzi presented Zanovitch, and I
saw before me a fine-looking young men, who seemed by his confident
manner to be sure of success in all his undertakings.  He was not exactly
handsome, but he had a perfect manner and an air of gaiety which seemed
infectious, with a thorough knowledge of the laws of good society.  He
was by no means an egotist, and seemed never at a loss for something to
talk about.  I led the conversation to the subject of his country, and he
gave me an amusing description of it, talking of his fief-part of which
was within the domains of the sultan-as a place where gaiety was unknown,
and where the most determined misanthrope would die of melancholy.

As soon as he heard my name he began speaking to me in a tone of the most
delicate flattery.  I saw the makings of a great adventurer in him, but I
thought his luxury would prove the weak point in his cuirass.  I thought
him something like what I had been fifteen years ago, but as it seemed
unlikely that he had my resources I could not help pitying him.

Zanovitch paid me a visit, and told me that Medini's position had excited
his pity, and that he had therefore paid his debts.

I applauded his generosity, but I formed the conclusion that they had
laid some plot between them, and that I should soon hear of the results
of this new alliance.

I returned Zanovitch's call the next day.  He was at table with his
mistress, whom I should not have recognized if she had not pronounced my
name directly she saw me.

As she had addressed me as Don Giacomo, I called her Donna Ippolita, but
in a voice which indicated that I was not certain of her identity.  She
told me I was quite right.

I had supped with her at Naples in company with Lord Baltimore, and she
was very pretty then.

Zanovitch asked me to dine with him the following day, and I should have
thanked him and begged to be excused if Donna Ippolita had not pressed me
to come.  She assured me that I should find good company there, and that
the cook would excel himself.

I felt rather curious to see the company, and with the idea of shewing
Zanovitch that I was not likely to become a charge on his purse, I
dressed myself magnificently once more.

As I had expected, I found Medini and his mistress there, with two
foreign ladies and their attendant cavaliers, and a fine-looking and
well-dressed Venetian, between thirty-five and forty, whom I would not
have recognized if Zanovitch had not told me his name, Alois Zen.

"Zen was a patrician name, and I felt obliged to ask what titles I ought
to give him.

"Such titles as one old friend gives another, though it is very possible
you do not recollect me, as I was only ten years old when we saw each
other last."

Zen then told me he was the son of the captain I had known when I was
under arrest at St. Andrews.

"That's twenty-eight years ago; but I remember you, though you had not
had the small-pox in those days."

I saw that he was annoyed by this remark, but it was his fault, as he had
no business to say where he had known me, or who his father was.

He was the son of a noble Venetian--a good-for-nothing in every sense of
the word.

When I met him at Florence he had just come from Madrid, where he had
made a lot of money by holding a bank at faro in the house of the
Venetian ambassador, Marco Zen.

I was glad to meet him, but I found out before the dinner was over that
he was completely devoid of education and the manners of a gentleman; but
he was well content with the one talent he possessed, namely, that of
correcting the freaks of fortune at games of chance.  I did not wait to
see the onslaught of the cheats on the dupes, but took my leave while the
table was being made ready.

Such was my life during the seven months which I spent at Florence.

After this dinner I never saw Zen, or Medini, or Zanovitch, except by
chance in the public places.

Here I must recount some incidents which took place towards the middle of
December.

Lord Lincoln, a young man of eighteen, fell in love with a Venetian
dancer named Lamberti, who was a universal favourite.  On every night
when the opera was given the young Englishman might be seen going to her
camerino, and everyone wondered why he did not visit her at her own
house, where he would be certain of a good welcome, for he was English,
and therefore rich, young, and handsome.  I believe he was the only son
of the Duke of Newcastle.

Zanovitch marked him down, and in a short time had become an intimate
friend of the fair Lamberti.  He then made up to Lord Lincoln, and took
him to the lady's house, as a polite man takes a friend to see his
mistress.

Madame Lamberti, who was in collusion with the rascal, was not niggardly
of her favours with the young Englishman.  She received him every night
to supper with Zanovitch and Zen, who had been presented by the Sclav,
either because of his capital, or because Zanovitch was not so
accomplished a cheat.

For the first few nights they took care to let the young nobleman win.
As they played after supper, and Lord Lincoln followed the noble English
custom of drinking till he did not know his right hand from his left, he
was quite astonished on waking the next morning to find that luck had
been as kind to him as love.  The trap was baited, the young lord
nibbled, and, as may be expected, was finally caught.

Zen won twelve thousand pounds of him, and Zanovitch lent him the money
by installments of three and four hundred louis at a time, as the
Englishman had promised his tutor not to play, on his word of honour.

Zanovitch won from Zen what Zen won from the lord, and so the game was
kept up till the young pigeon had lost the enormous sum of twelve
thousand guineas.

Lord Lincoln promised to pay three thousand guineas the next day, and
signed three bills of exchange for three thousand guineas each, payable
in six months, and drawn on his London banker.

I heard all about this from Lord Lincoln himself when we met at Bologna
three months later.

The next morning the little gaming party was the talk of Florence.  Sasso
Sassi, the banker, had already paid Zanovitch six thousand sequins by my
lord's orders.

Medini came to see me, furious at not having been asked to join the
party, while I congratulated myself on my absence.  My surprise may be
imagined, when, a few days after, a person came up to my room, and
ordered me to leave Florence in three days and Tuscany in a week.

I was petrified, and called to my landlord to witness the unrighteous
order I had received.

It was December 28th.  On the same date, three years before, I had
received orders to leave Barcelona in three days.

I dressed hastily and went to the magistrate to enquire the reason for my
exile, and on entering the room I found it was the same man who had
ordered me to leave Florence eleven years before.

I asked him to give me his reasons, and he replied coldly that such was
the will of his highness.

"But as his highness must have his reasons, it seems to me that I am
within my rights in enquiring what they are."

"If you think so yqu had better betake yourself to the prince; I know
nothing about it.  He left yesterday for Pisa, where he will stay three
days; you can go there."

"Will he pay for my journey?"

"I should doubt it, but you can see for yourself."

"I shall not go to Pisa, but I will write to his highness if you will
promise to send on the letter."

"I will do so immediately, for it is my duty."

"Very good; you shall have the letter before noon tomorrow, and before
day-break I shall be in the States of the Church."

"There's no need for you to hurry yourself."

"There is a very great hurry.  I cannot breathe the air of a country
where liberty is unknown and the sovereign breaks his word; that is what
I am going to write to your master."

As I was going out I met Medini, who had come on the same business as
myself.

I laughed, and informed him of the results of my interview, and how I had
been told to go to Pisa.

"What!  have you been expelled, too?"

"Yes."

"What have you done?"

"Nothing."

"Nor I.  Let us go to Pisa."

"You can go if you like, but I shall leave Florence tonight."

When I got home I told my landlord to get me a carriage and to order four
post-horses for nightfall, and I then wrote the following letter to the
grand duke:

"My Lord; The thunder which Jove has placed in your hands is only for the
guilty; in launching it at me you have done wrong.  Seven months ago you
promised that I should remain unmolested so long as I obeyed the laws.
I have done so scrupulously, and your lordship has therefore broken your
word.  I am merely writing to you to let you know that I forgive you, and
that I shall never give utterance to a word of complaint.  Indeed I would
willingly forget the injury you have done me, if it were not necessary
that I should remember never to set foot in your realms again.  The
magistrate tells me that I can go and see you at Pisa, but I fear such a
step would seem a hardy one to a prince, who should hear what a man has
to say before he condemns him, and not afterwards.

"I am, etc."


When I had finished the letter I sent it to the magistrate, and then I
began my packing.

I was sitting down to dinner when Medini came in cursing Zen and
Zanovitch, whom he accused of being the authors of his misfortune, and of
refusing to give him a hundred sequins, without which he could not
possibly go.

"We are all going to Pisa," said he, "and cannot imagine why you do not
come, too."

"Very good," I said, laughingly, "but please to leave me now as I have to
do my packing."

As I expected, he wanted me to lend him some money, but on my giving him
a direct refusal he went away.

After dinner I took leave of M. Medici and Madame Dennis, the latter of
whom had heard the story already.  She cursed the grand duke, saying she
could not imagine how he could confound the innocent with the guilty.
She informed me that Madame Lamberti had received orders to quit, as also
a hunchbacked Venetian priest, who used to go and see the dancer but had
never supped with her.  In fact, there was a clean sweep of all the
Venetians in Florence.

As I was returning home I met Lord Lincoln's governor; whom I had known
at Lausanne eleven years before.  I told him of what had happened to me
through his hopeful pupil getting himself fleeced.  He laughed, and told
me that the grand duke had advised Lord Lincoln not to pay the money he
had lost, to which the young man replied that if he were not to pay he
should be dishonoured since the money he had lost had been lent to him.

In leaving Florence I was cured of an unhappy love which would doubtless
have had fatal consequences if I had stayed on.  I have spared my readers
the painful story because I cannot recall it to my mind even now without
being cut to the heart.  The widow whom I loved, and to whom I was so
weak as to disclose my feelings, only attached me to her triumphal car to
humiliate me, for she disdained my love and myself.  I persisted in my
courtship, and nothing but my enforced absence would have cured me.

As yet I have not learnt the truth of the maxim that old age, especially
when devoid of fortune, is not likely to prove attractive to youth.

I left Florence poorer by a hundred sequins than when I came there.  I
had lived with the most careful economy throughout the whole of my stay.

I stopped at the first stage within the Pope's dominions, and by the last
day but one of the year I was settled at Bologna, at "St. Mark's Hotel."

My first visit was paid to Count Marulli, the Florentine charge
d'affaires.  I begged him to write and tell his master, that, out of
gratitude for my banishment, I should never cease to sing his praises.

As the count had received a letter containing an account of the whole
affair, he could not quite believe that I meant what I said.

"You may think what you like," I observed, "but if you knew all you would
see that his highness has done me a very great service though quite
untentionally."

He promised to let his master know how I spoke of him.

On January 1st, 1772, I presented myself to Cardinal Braneaforte, the
Pope's legate, whom I had known twenty years before at Paris, when he had
been sent by Benedict XVI. with the holy swaddling clothes for the newly-
born Duke of Burgundy.  We had met at the Lodge of Freemasons, for the
members of the sacred college were by no means afraid of their own
anathemas.  We had also some very pleasant little suppers with pretty
sinners in company with Don Francesco Sensate and Count Ranucci.  In
short, the cardinal was a man of wit, and what is called a bon vivant.

"Oh, here you are!" cried he, when he saw me; "I was expecting you"

"How could you, my lord?  Why should I have come to Bologna rather than
to any other place?"

"For two reasons.  In the first place because Bologna is better than many
other places, and besides I flatter myself you thought of me.  But you
needn't say anything here about the life we led together when we were
young men."

"It has always been a pleasant recollection to me."

"No doubt.  Count Marulli told me yesterday that you spoke very highly of
the grand duke, and you are quite right.  You can talk to me in
confidence; the walls of this room have no ears.  How much did you get of
the twelve thousand guineas?"

I told him the whole story, and shewed him a copy of the letter which I
had written to the grand duke.  He laughed, and said he was sorry I had
been punished for nothing.

When he heard I thought of staying some months at Bologna he told me that
I might reckon on perfect freedom, and that as soon as the matter ceased
to become common talk he would give me open proof of his friendship.

After seeing the cardinal I resolved to continue at Bologna the kind of
life that I had been leading at Florence.  Bologna is the freest town in
all Italy; commodities are cheap and good, and all the pleasures of life
may be had there at a low price.  The town is a fine one, and the streets
are lined with arcades--a great comfort in so hot a place.

As to society, I did not trouble myself about it.  I knew the Bolognese;
the nobles are proud, rude, and violent; the lowest orders, known as the
birichini, are worse than the lazzaroni of Naples, while the tradesmen
and the middle classes are generally speaking worthy and respectable
people.  At Bologna, as at Naples, the two extremes of society are
corrupt, while the middle classes are respectable, and the depository of
virtue, talents, and learning.

However, my intention was to leave society alone, to pass my time in
study, and to make the acquaintance of a few men of letters, who are
easily accessible everywhere.

At Florence ignorance is the rule and learning the exception, while at
Bologna the tincture of letters is almost universal.  The university has
thrice the usual number of professors; but they are all ill paid, and
have to get their living out of the students, who are numerous.  Printing
is cheaper at Bologna than anywhere else, and though the Inquisition is
established there the press is almost entirely free.

All the exiles from Florence reached Bologna four or five days after
myself.  Madame Lamberti only passed through on her way to Venice.
Zanovitch and Zen stayed five or six days; but they were no longer in
partnership, having quarreled over the sharing of the booty.

Zanovitch had refused to make one of Lord Lincoln's bills of exchange
payable to Zen, because he did not wish to make himself liable in case
the Englishman refused to pay.  He wanted to go to England, and told Zen
he was at liberty to do the same.

They went to Milan without having patched up their quarrel, but the
Milanese Government ordered them to leave Lombardy, and I never heard
what arrangements they finally came to.  Later on I was informed that the
Englishman's bills had all been settled to the uttermost farthing.

Medini, penniless as usual, had taken up his abode in the hotel where I
was staying, bringing with him his mistress, her sister, and her mother,
but with only one servant.  He informed me that the grand duke had
refused to listen to any of them at Pisa, where he had received a second
order to leave Tuscany, and so had been obliged to sell everything.  Of
course he wanted me to help him, but I turned a deaf ear to his
entreaties.

I have never seen this adventurer without his being in a desperate state
of impecuniosity, but he would never learn to abate his luxurious habits,
and always managed to find some way or other out of his difficulties.  He
was lucky enough to fall in with a Franciscan monk named De Dominis at
Bologna, the said monk being on his way to Rome to solicit a brief of
'laicisation' from the Pope.  He fell in love with Medini's mistress, who
naturally made him pay dearly for her charms.

Medini left at the end of three weeks.  He went to Germany, where he
printed his version of the "Henriade," having discovered a Maecenas in
the person of the Elector Palatin.  After that he wandered about Europe
for twelve years, and died in a London prison in 1788.

I had always warned him to give England a wide berth, as I felt certain
that if he once went there he would not escape English bolts and bars,
and that if he got on the wrong side of the prison doors he would never
come out alive.  He despised my advice, and if he did so with the idea of
proving me a liar, he made a mistake, for he proved me to be a prophet.

Medini had the advantage of high birth, a good education, and
intelligence; but as he was a poor man with luxurious tastes he either
corrected fortune at play or went into debt, and was consequently obliged
to be always on the wing to avoid imprisonment.

He lived in this way for seventy years, and he might possibly be alive
now if he had followed my advice.

Eight years ago Count Torio told me that he had seen Medini in a London
prison, and that the silly fellow confessed he had only come to London
with the hope of  proving me to be a liar.

Medini's fate shall never prevent me from giving good advice to a poor
wretch on the brink of the precipice.  Twenty years ago I told Cagliostro
(who called himself Count Pellegrini in those days) not to set his foot
in Rome, and if he had followed this counsel he would not have died
miserably in a Roman prison.

Thirty years ago a wise man advised me to beware visiting Spain.  I went,
but, as the reader knows, I had no reason to congratulate myself on my
visit.

A week after my arrival at Bologna, happening to be in the shop of
Tartuffi, the bookseller, I made the acquaintance of a cross-eyed priest,
who struck me, after a quarter of an hour's talk as a man of learning and
talent.  He presented me with two works which had recently been issued by
two of the young professors at the university He told me that I should
find them amusing reading, and he was right.

The first treatise contended that women's faults should be forgiven them,
since they were really the work of the matrix, which influenced them in
spite of themselves.  The second treatise was a criticism of the first.
The author allowed that the uterus was an animal, but he denied the
alleged influence, as no anatomist had succeeded in discovering any
communication between it and the brain.

I determined to write a reply to the two pamphlets, and I did so in the
course of three days.  When my reply was finished I sent it to M.
Dandolo, instructing him to have five hundred copies printed.  When they
arrived I gave a bookseller the agency, and in a fortnight I had made a
hundred sequins.

The first pamphlet was called "Lutero Pensante," the second was in French
and bore the title "La Force Vitale," while I called my reply "Lana
Caprina."  I treated the matter in an easy vein, not without some hints
of deep learning, and made fun of the lucubrations of the two physicians.
My preface was in French, but full of Parisian idioms which rendered it
unintelligible to all who had not visited the gay capital, and this
circumstance gained me a good many friends amongst the younger
generation.

The squinting priest, whose name was Zacchierdi, introduced me to the
Abbe Severini, who became my intimate friend in the course of ten or
twelve days.

This abbe made me leave the inn, and got me two pleasant rooms in the
house of a retired artiste, the widow of the tenor Carlani.  He also made
arrangements with a pastrycook to send me my dinner and supper.  All
this, plus a servant, only cost me ten sequins a month.

Severini was the agreeable cause of my losing temporarily my taste for
study.  I put by my "Iliad," feeling sure that I should be able to finish
it again.

Severini introduced me to his family, and before long I became very
intimate with him.  I also became the favourite of his sister, a lady
rather plain than pretty, thirty years old, but full of intelligence.

In the course of Lent the abbe introduced me to all the best dancers and
operatic singers in Bologna, which is the nursery of the heroines of the
stage.  They may be had cheaply enough on their native soil.

Every week the good abbe introduced me to a fresh one, and like a true
friend he watched carefully over my finances.  He was a poor man himself,
and could not afford to contribute anything towards the expenses of our
little parties; but as they would have cost me double without his help,
the arrangement was a convenient one for both of us.

About this time there was a good deal of talk about a Bolognese nobleman,
Marquis Albergati Capacelli.  He had made a present of his private
theatre to the public, and was himself an excellent actor.  He had made
himself notorious by obtaining a divorce from his wife, whom he did not
like, so as to enable him to marry a dancer, by whom he had two children.
The amusing point in this divorce was that he obtained it on the plea
that he was impotent, and sustained his plea by submitting to an
examination, which was conducted as follows:

Four skilled and impartial judges had the marquis stripped before them,
and did all in their power to produce an erection; but somehow or other
he succeeded in maintaining his composure, and the marriage was
pronounced null and void on the ground of relative impotence, for it was
well known that he had had children by another woman.

If reason and not prejudice had been consulted, the procedure would have
been very different; for if relative impotence was considered a
sufficient ground for divorce, of what use was the examination?

The marquis should have sworn that he could do nothing with his wife, and
if the lady had traversed this statement the marquis might have
challenged her to put him into the required condition.

But the destruction of old customs and old prejudices is often the work
of long ages.

I felt curious to know this character, and wrote to M. Dandolo to get me
a letter of introduction to the marquis.

In a week my good old friend sent me the desired letter.  It was written
by another Venetian, M. de Zaguri, an intimate friend of the marquis.

The letter was not sealed, so I read it.  I was delighted; no one could
have commended a person unknown to himself but the friend of a friend in
a more delicate manner.

I thought myself bound to write a letter of thanks to M. Zaguri.  I said
that I desired to obtain my pardon more than ever after reading his
letter, which made me long to go to Venice, and make the acquaintance of
such a worthy nobleman.

I did not expect an answer, but I got one.  M. Zaguri said that my desire
was such a flattering one to himself, that he meant to do his best to
obtain my recall.

The reader will see that he was successful, but not till after two years
of continuous effort.

Albergati was away from Bologna at the time, but when he returned
Severini let me know, and I called at the palace.  The porter told me
that his excellence (all the nobles are excellences at Bologna) had gone
to his country house, where he meant to pass the whole of the spring.

In two or three days I drove out to his villa.  I arrived at a charming
mansion, and finding no one at the door I went upstairs, and entered a
large room where a gentleman and an exceedingly pretty woman were just
sitting down to dinner.  The dishes had been brought in, and there were
only two places laid.

I made a polite bow, and asked the gentleman if I had the honour of
addressing the Marquis Albergati.  He replied in the affirmative,
whereupon I gave him my letter of introduction.  He took it, read the
superscription, and put it in his pocket, telling me I was very kind to
have taken so much trouble, and that he would be sure to read it.

"It has been no trouble at all," I replied, "but I hope you will read the
letter.  It is written by M. de Zaguri, whom I asked to do me this
service, as I have long desired to make your lordship's acquaintance."

His lordship smiled and said very pleasantly that he would read it after
dinner, and would see what he could do for his friend Zaguri.

Our dialogue was over in a few seconds.  Thinking him extremely rude I
turned my back and went downstairs, arriving just in time to prevent the
postillion taking out the horses.  I promised him a double gratuity if he
would take me to some village at hand, where he could bait his horses
while I breakfasted.

Just as the postillion had got on horseback a servant came running up.
He told me very politely that his excellence begged me to step upstairs.

I put my hand in my pocket and gave the man my card with my name and
address, and telling him that that was what his master wanted, I ordered
the postillion to drive off at a full gallop.

When we had gone half a league we stopped at a good inn, and then
proceeded on our way back to Bologna.

The same day I wrote to M. de Zaguri, and described the welcome I had
received at the hands of the marquis.  I enclosed the letter in another
to M. Dandolo, begging him to read it, and to send it on.  I begged the
noble Venetian to write to the marquis that having offended me grievously
he must prepare to give me due satisfaction.

I laughed with all my heart next day when my landlady gave me a visiting
card with the inscription, General the Marquis of Albeygati.  She told me
the marquis had called on me himself, and on hearing I was out had left
his card.

I began to look upon the whole of his proceedings as pure gasconnade,
only lacking the wit of the true Gascon.  I determined to await M.
Zaguri's reply before making up my mind as to the kind of satisfaction I
should demand.

While I was inspecting the card, and wondering what right the marquis had
to the title of general, Severini came in, and informed me that the
marquis had been made a Knight of the Order of St. Stanislas by the King
of Poland, who had also given him the style of royal chamberlain.

"Is he a general in the Polish service as well?" I asked.

"I really don't know."

"I understand it all," I said to myself.  "In Poland a chamberlain has
the rank of adjutant-general, and the marquis calls himself general.  But
general what?  The adjective without a substantive is a mere cheat."

I saw my opportunity, and wrote a comic dialogue, which I had printed the
next day.  I made a present of the work to a bookseller, and in three or
four days he sold out the whole edition at a bajocco apiece.




CHAPTER XIX

Farinello and the Electress Dowager of Saxony--Madame Slopitz--Nina--
The Midwife--Madame Soavi--Abbe Bolini--Madame Viscioletta--
The Seamstress--The Sorry Pleasure of Revenge--Severini Goes to Naples
--My Departure--Marquis Mosca


Anyone who attacks a proud person in a comic vein is almost sure of
success; the laugh is generally on his side.

I asked in my dialogue whether it was lawful for a provost-marshal to
call himself simply marshal, and whether a lieutenant-colonel had a right
to the title of colonel.  I also asked whether the man who preferred
titles of honour, for which he had paid in hard cash, to his ancient and
legitimate rank, could pass for a sage.

Of course the marquis had to laugh at my dialogue, but he was called the
general ever after.  He had placed the royal arms of Poland over the gate
of his palace, much to the amusement of Count Mischinski, the Polish
ambassador to Berlin, who happened to be passing through Bologna at that
time.

I told the Pole of my dispute with the mad marquis, and persuaded him to
pay Albergati a visit, leaving his card.  The ambassador did so, and the
call was returned, but Albergati's cards no longer bore the title of
general.

The Dowager Electress of Saxony having come to Bologna, I hastened to pay
my respects to her.  She had only come to see the famous catstrato
Farinello, who had left Madrid, and now lived at Bologna in great
comfort.  He placed a magnificent collation before the Electress, and
sang a song of his own composition, accompanying himself on the piano.
The Electress, who was an enthusiastic musician, embraced Farinello,
exclaiming,--

"Now I can die happy."

Farinello, who was also known as the Chevalier Borschi had reigned, as it
were, in Spain till the Parmese wife of Philip V. had laid plots which
obliged him to leave the Court after the disgrace of Enunada.  The
Electress noticed a portrait of the queen, and spoke very highly of her,
mentioning some circumstances which must have taken place in the reign of
Ferdinand VI.

The famous musician burst into tears, and said that Queen Barbara was as
good as Elizabeth of Parma was wicked.

Borschi might have been seventy when I saw him at Bologna.  He was very
rich and in the enjoyment of good health, and yet he was unhappy,
continually shedding tears at the thought of Spain.

Ambition is a more powerful passion than avarice.  Besides, Farinello had
another reason for unhappiness.

He had a nephew who was the heir to all his wealth, whom he married to a
noble Tuscan lady, hoping to found a titled family, though in an indirect
kind of way.  But this marriage was a torment to him, for in his impotent
old age he was so unfortunate as to fall in love with his niece, and to
become jealous of his nephew.  Worse than all the lady grew to hate him,
and Farinello had sent his nephew abroad, while he never allowed the wife
to go out of his sight.

Lord Lincoln arrived in Bologna with an introduction for the cardinal
legate, who asked him to dinner, and did me the honour of giving me an
invitation to meet him.  The cardinal was thus convinced that Lord
Lincoln and I had never met, and that the grand duke of Tuscany had
committed a great injustice in banishing me.  It was on that occasion
that the young nobleman told me how they had spread the snare, though he
denied that he had been cheated; he was far too proud to acknowledge such
a thing.  He died of debauchery in London three or four years after.

I also saw at Bologna the Englishman Aston with Madame Slopitz, sister of
the Charming Cailimena.  Madame Slopitz was much handsomer than her
sister.  She had presented Aston with two babes as beautiful as Raphael's
cherubs.

I spoke of her sister to her, and from the way in which I sang her
praises she guessed that I had loved her.  She told me she would be in
Florence during the Carnival of 1773, but I did not see her again till
the year 1776, when I was at Venice.

The dreadful Nina Bergonci, who had made a madman of Count Ricla, and was
the source of all my woes at Barcelona, had come to Bologna at the
beginning of Lent, occupying a pleasant house which she had taken.  She
had carte blanche with a banker, and kept up a great state, affirming
herself to be with child by the Viceroy of Catalonia, and demanding the
honours which would be given to a queen who had graciously chosen Bologna
as the place of her confinement.  She had a special recommendation to the
legate, who often visited her, but in the greatest secrecy.

The time of her confinement approached, and the insane Ricla sent over a
confidential man, Don Martino, who was empowered to have the child
baptized, and to recognize it as Ricla's natural offspring.

Nina made a show of her condition, appearing at the theatre and in the
public places with an enormous belly.  The greatest noble of Bologna paid
court to her, and Nina told them that they might do so, but that she
could not guarantee their safety from the jealous dagger of Ricla.  She
was impudent enough to tell them what happened to me at Barcelona, not
knowing that I was at Bologna.

She was extremely surprised to hear from Count Zini, who knew me, that I
inhabited the same town as herself.

When the count met me he asked me if the Barcelona story was true.  I did
not care to take him into my confidence, so I replied that I did not know
Nina, and that the story had doubtless been made up by her to see whether
he would encounter danger for her sake.

When I met the cardinal I told him the whole story, and his eminence was
astonished when I gave him some insight into Nina's character, and
informed him that she was the daughter of her sister and her grandfather.

"I could stake my life," said I, "that Nina is no more with child than
you are."

"Oh, come!" said he, laughing, "that is really too strong; why shouldn't
she have a child?  It is a very simple matter, it seems to me.  Possibly
it may not be Ricla's child but there can be no doubt that she is with
somebody's child.  What object could she have for feigning pregnancy?"

"To make herself famous by defiling the Count de Ricla, who was a model
of justice and virtue before knowing this Messalina.  If your eminence
knew the hideous character of Nina you would not wonder at anything she
did."

"Well, we shall see."

"Yes."

About a week later I heard a great noise in the street, and on putting my
head out of the window I saw a woman stripped to the waist, and mounted
on an ass, being scourged by the hangman, and hooted by a mob of all the
biricchini in Bologna.  Severini came up at the same moment and informed
me that the woman was the chief midwife in Bologna, and that her
punishment had been ordered by the cardinal archbishop.

"It must be for some great crime," I observed.

"No doubt.  It is the woman who was with Nina the day before yesterday."

"What! has Nina been brought to bed?"

"Yes; but of a still-born child."

"I see it all."

Next day the story was all over the town.

A poor woman had come before the archbishop, and had complained bitterly
that the midwife Teresa had seduced her, promising to give her twenty
sequins if she would give her a fine boy to whom she had given birth a
fortnight ago.  She was not given the sum agreed upon, and in her despair
at hearing of the death of her child she begged for justice, declaring
herself able to prove that the dead child said to be Nina's was in
reality her own.

The archbishop ordered his chancellor to enquire into the affair with the
utmost secrecy, and then proceed to instant and summary execution.

A week after this scandal Don Martino returned to Barcelona; but Nina
remained as impudent as ever, doubled the size of the red cockades which
she made her servants wear, and swore that Spain would avenge her on the
insolent archbishop.  She remained at Bologna six weeks longer,
pretending to be still suffering from the effects of her confinement.
The cardinal legate, who was ashamed of having had anything to do with
such an abandoned prostitute, did his best to have her ordered to leave.

Count Ricla, a dupe to the last, gave her a considerable yearly income on
the condition that she should never come to Barcelona again; but in a
year the count died.

Nina did not survive him for more than a year, and died miserably from
her fearful debauchery.  I met her mother and sister at Venice, and she
told me the story of the last two years of her daughter's life; but it is
so sad and so disgusting a tale that I feel obliged to omit it.

As for the infamous midwife, she found powerful friends.

A pamphlet appeared in which the anonymous author declared that the
archbishop had committed a great wrong in punishing a citizen in so
shameful a manner without any of the proper formalities of justice.  The
writer maintained that even if she were guilty she had been unjustly
punished, and should appeal to Rome.

The prelate, feeling the force of these animadversions, circulated a
pamphlet in which it appeared that the midwife had made three prior
appearances before the judge, and that she would have been sent to the
gallows long ago if the archbishop had not hesitated to shame three of
the noblest families in Bologna, whose names appeared in documents in the
custody of his chancellor.

Her crimes were procuring abortion and killing erring mothers,
substituting the living for the dead, and in one case a boy for a girl,
thus giving him the enjoyment of property which did not belong to him.

This pamphlet of the prelate reduced the patrons of the infamous midwife
to silence, for several young noblemen whose mothers had been attended by
her did not relish the idea of their family secrets being brought to
light.

At Bologna I saw Madame Marucci, who had been expelled from Spain for the
same reason as Madame Pelliccia.  The latter had retired to Rome, while
Madame Marucci was on her way to Lucca, her native country.

Madame Soavi, a Bolognese dancer whom I had known at Parma and Paris,
came to Bologna with her daughter by M. de Marigni.  The girl, whose name
was Adelaide, was very beautiful, and her natural abilities had been
fostered by a careful education.

When Madame Soavi got to Bologna she met her husband whom she had not
seen for fifteen years.

"Here is a treasure for you," said she, shewing him her daughter.

"She's certainly very pretty, but what am I to do with her?  She does not
belong to me."

"Yes she does, as I have given her to you.  You must know that she has
six thousand francs a year, and that I shall be her cashier till I get
her married to a good dancer.  I want her to learn character dancing, and
to make her appearance on the boards.  You must take her out on
holidays."

"What shall I say if people ask me who she is?"

"Say she is your daughter, and that you are certain, because your wife
gave her to you."

"I can't see that."

"Ah, you have always stayed at home, and consequently your wits are
homely."

I heard this curious dialogue which made me laugh then, and makes me
laugh now as I write it.  I offered to help in Adelaide's education, but
Madame Soavi laughed, and said,--

"Fox, you have deceived so many tender pullets, that I don't like to
trust you with this one, for fear of your making her too precocious."

"I did not think of that, but you are right."

Adelaide became the wonder of Bologna.

A year after I left the Comte du Barri, brother-in-law of the famous
mistress of Louis XV., visited Bologna, and became so amorous of Adelaide
that her mother sent her away, fearing he would carry her off.

Du Barri offered her a hundred thousand francs for the girl, but she
refused the offer.

I saw Adelaide five years later on the boards of a Venetian theatre.
When I went to congratulate her, she said,--

"My mother brought me into the world, and I think she will send me out of
it; this dancing is killing me."

In point of fact this delicate flower faded and died after seven years of
the severe life to which her mother had exposed her.

Madame Soavi who had not taken the precaution to settle the six thousand
francs on herself, lost all in losing Adelaide, and died miserably after
having rolled in riches.  But, alas!  I am not the man to reproach anyone
on the score of imprudence.

At Bologna I met the famous Afflisio, who had been discharged from the
imperial service and had turned manager.  He went from bad to worse, and
five or six years later committed forgery, was sent to the galleys, and
there died.

I was also impressed by the example of a man of a good family, who had
once been rich.  This was Count Filomarino.  He was living in great
misery, deprived of the use of all his limbs by a succession of venereal
complaints.  I often went to see him to give him a few pieces of money,
and to listen to his malevolent talk, for his tongue was the only member
that continued active.  He was a scoundrel and a slanderer, and writhed
under the thought that he could not go to Naples and torment his
relations, who were in reality respectable people, but monsters according
to his shewing.

Madame Sabatini, the dancer, had returned to Bologna, having made enough
money to rest upon her laurels.  She married a professor of anatomy, and
brought all her wealth to him as a dower.  She had with her her sister,
who was not rich and had no talents, but was at the same time very
agreeable.

At the house I met an abbe, a fine young man of modest appearance.  The
sister seemed to be deeply in love with him, while he appeared to be
grateful and nothing more.

I made some remark to the modest Adonis, and he gave me a very sensible
answer.  We walked away together, and after telling each other what
brought us to Bologna we parted, agreeing to meet again.

The abbe, who was twenty-four or twenty-five years old, was not in
orders, and was the only son of a noble family of Novara, which was
unfortunately poor as well as noble.

He had a very scanty revenue, and was able to live more cheaply at
Bologna than Novara, where everything is dear.  Besides, he did not care
for his relations; he had no friends, and everybody there was more or
less ignorant.

The Abbe de Bolini, as he was called, was a man of tranquil mind, living
a peaceful and quiet life above all things.  He liked lettered men more
than letters, and did not trouble to gain the reputation of a wit.  He
knew he was not a fool, and when he mixed with learned men he was quite
clever enough to be a good listener.

Both temperament and his purse made him temperate in all things, and he
had received a sound Christian education.  He never talked about
religion, but nothing scandalized him.  He seldom praised and never
blamed.

He was almost entirely indifferent to women, flying from ugly women and
blue stockings, and gratifying the passion of pretty ones more out of
kindliness than love, for in his heart he considered women as more likely
to make a man miserable than happy.  I was especially interested in this
last characteristic.

We had been friends for three weeks when I took the liberty of asking him
how he reconciled his theories with his attachment to Brigida Sabatini.

He supped with her every evening, and she breakfasted with him every
morning.  When I went to see him, she was either there already or came in
before my call was over.  She breathed forth love in every glance, while
the abbe was kind, but, in spite of his politeness, evidently bored.

Brigida looked well enough, but she was at least ten years older than the
abbe.  She was very polite to me and did her best to convince me that the
abbe was happy in the possession of her heart, and that they both enjoyed
the delights of mutual love.

But when I asked him over a bottle of good wine about his affection for
Brigida, he sighed, smiled, blushed, looked down, and finally confessed
that this connection was the misfortune of his life.

"Misfortune?  Does she make you sigh in vain?  If so you should leave
her, and thus regain your happiness."

"How can I sigh?  I am not in love with her.  She is in love with me, and
tries to make me her slave."

"How do you mean?"

"She wants me to marry her, and I promised to do so, partly from
weakness, and partly from pity; and now she is in a hurry."

"I daresay; all these elderly girls are in a hurry."

"Every evening she treats me to tears, supplications, and despair.  She
summons me to keep my promise, and accuses me of deceiving her, so you
may imagine that my situation is an unhappy one."

"Have you any obligations towards her?"

"None whatever.  She has violated me, so to speak, for all the advances
came from her.  She has only what her sister gives her from day to day,
and if she got married she would not get that."

"Have you got her with child?"

"I have taken good care not to do so, and that's what has irritated her;
she calls all my little stratagems detestable treason."

"Nevertheless, you have made up your mind to marry her sooner or later?"

"I'd as soon hang myself.  If I got married to her I should be four times
as poor as I am now, and all my relations at Novara would laugh at me for
bringing home a wife of her age.  Besides, she is neither rich nor well
born, and at Novara they demand the one or the other."

"Then as a man of honour and as a man of sense, you ought to break with
her, and the sooner the better."

"I know, but lacking normal strength what am I to do?  If I did not go
and sup with her to-night, she would infallibly come after me to see what
had happened.  I can't lock my door in her face, and I can't tell her to
go away."

"No, but neither can go on in this miserable way.

"You must make up your mind, and cut the Gordian knot, like Alexander."

"I haven't his sword."

"I will lend it you."

"What do you mean?"

"Listen to me.  You must go and live in another town.  She will hardly go
after you there, I suppose."

"That is a very good plan, but flight is a difficult matter."

"Difficult?  Not at all.  Do you promise to do what I tell you, and I
will arrange everything quite comfortably.  Your mistress will not know
anything about it till she misses you at supper."

"I will do whatever you tell me, and I shall never forget your kindness;
but Brigida will go mad with grief."

"Well my first order to you is not to give her grief a single thought.
You have only to leave everything to me.  Would you like to start to-
morrow?"

"To-morrow?"

"Yes.  Have you any debts?"

"No."

"Do you want any money?"

"I have sufficient.  But the idea of leaving tomorrow has taken my breath
away.  I must have three days delay."

"Why so?"

"I expect some letters the day after to-morrow, and I must write to my
relations to tell them where I am going."

"I will take charge of your letters and send them on to you."

"Where shall I be?"

"I will tell you at the moment of your departure; trust in me.  I will
send you at once where you will be comfortable.  All you have to do is to
leave your trunk in the hands of your landlord, with orders not to give
it up to anyone but myself."

"Very good.  I am to go without my trunk, then."

"Yes.  You must dine with me every day till you go, and mind not to tell
anyone whatsoever that you intend leaving Bologna."

"I will take care not to do so."

The worthy young fellow looked quite radiant.  I embraced him and thanked
him for putting so much trust in me.

I felt proud at the good work I was about to perform, and smiled at the
thought of Brigida's anger when she found that her lover had escaped.
I wrote to my good friend Dandolo that in five or six days a young abbe
would present himself before him bearing a letter from myself.  I begged
Dandolo to get him a comfortable and cheap lodging, as my friend was so
unfortunate as to be indifferently provided with money, though an
excellent man.  I then wrote the letter of which the abbe was to be the
bearer.

Next day Bolini told me that Brigida was far from suspecting his flight,
as owing to his gaiety at the thought of freedom he had contented her so
well during the night she had passed with him that she thought him as
much in love as she was.

"She has all my linen," he added, "but I hope to get a good part of it
back under one pretext or another, and she is welcome to the rest."

On the day appointed he called on me as we had arranged the night before,
carrying a huge carpet bag containing necessaries.  I took him to Modena
in a post chaise, and there we dined; afterward I gave him a letter for
M. Dandolo, promising to send on his trunk the next day.

He was delighted to hear that Venice was his destination, as he had long
wished to go there, and I promised him that M. Dandolo should see that he
lived as comfortably and cheaply as he had done at Bologna.

I saw him off, and returned to Bologna.  The trunk I dispatched after him
the following day.

As I had expected, the poor victim appeared before me all in tears the
next day.  I felt it my duty to pity her; it would have been cruel to
pretend I did not know the reason for her despair.  I gave her a long but
kindly sermon, endeavouring to persuade her that I had acted for the best
in preventing the abbe marrying her, as such a step would have plunged
them both into misery.

The poor woman threw herself weeping at my feet, begging me to bring her
abbe back, and swearing by all the saints that she would never mention
the word "marriage" again.  By way of calming her, I said I would do my
best to win him over.

She asked where he was, and I said at Venice; but of course she did not
believe me.  There are circumstances when a clever man deceives by
telling the truth, and such a lie as this must be approved by the most
rigorous moralists.

Twenty-seven months later I met Bolini at Venice.  I shall describe the
meeting in its proper place.

A few days after he had gone, I made the acquaintance of the fair
Viscioletta, and fell so ardently in love with her that I had to make up
my mind to buy her with hard cash.  The time when I could make women fall
in love with me was no more, and I had to make up my mind either to do
without them or to buy them.

I cannot help laughing when people ask me for advice, as I feel so
certain that my advice will not be taken.  Man is an animal that has to
learn his lesson by hard experience in battling with the storms of life.
Thus the world is always in disorder and always ignorant, for those who
know are always in an infinitesimal proportion to the whole.

Madame Viscioletta, whom I went to see every day, treated me as the
Florentine widow had done, though the widow required forms and ceremonies
which I could dispense with in the presence of the fair Viscioletta, who
was nothing else than a professional courtezan, though she called herself
a virtuosa.

I had besieged her for three weeks without any success, and when I made
any attempts she repulsed me laughingly.

Monsignor Buoncompagni, the vice-legate, was her lover in secret, though
all the town knew it, but this sort of conventional secrecy is common
enough in Italy.  As as ecclesiastic he could not court her openly, but
the hussy made no mystery whatever of his visits.

Being in need of money, and preferring to get rid of my carriage than of
anything else, I announced it for sale at the price of three hundred and
fifty Roman crowns.  It was a comfortable and handsome carriage, and was
well worth the price.  I was told that the vice-legate offered three
hundred crowns, and I felt a real pleasure in contradicting my favoured
rival's desires.  I told the man that I had stated my price and meant to
adhere to it, as I was not accustomed to bargaining.

I went to see my carriage at noon one day to make sure that it was in
good condition, and met the vice-legate who knew me from meeting me at
the legate's, and must have been aware that I was poaching on his
preserves.  He told me rudely that the carriage was not worth more than
three hundred crowns, and that I ought to be glad of the opportunity of
getting rid of it, as it was much too good for me.

I had the strength of mind to despise his violence, and telling him dryly
that I did not chaffer I turned my back on him and went my way.

Next day the fair Viscioletta wrote me a note to the effect that she
would be very much obliged if I would let the vice-legate have the
carriage at his own price, as she felt sure he would give it to her.  I
replied that I would call on her in the afternoon, and that my answer
would depend on my welcome, I went in due course, and after a lively
discussion, she gave way, and I signified my willingness to sell the
carriage for the sum offered by the vice-legate.

The next day she had her carriage, and I had my three hundred crowns, and
I let the proud prelate understand that I had avenged myself for his
rudeness.

About this time Severini succeeded in obtaining a position as tutor in an
illustrious Neapolitan family, and as soon as he received his journey-
money he left Bologna.  I also had thoughts of leaving the town.

I had kept up an interesting correspondence with M. Zaguri, who had made
up his mind to obtain my recall in concert with Dandolo, who desired
nothing better.  Zaguri told me that if I wanted to obtain my pardon I
must come and live as near as possible to the Venetian borders, so that
the State Inquisitors might satisfy themselves of my good conduct.
M. Zuliani, brother to the Duchess of Fiano, gave me the same advice, and
promised to use all his interest in my behalf.

With the idea of following this counsel I decided to set up my abode at
Trieste, where M.  Zaguri told me he had an intimate friend to whom he
would give me a letter of introduction.  As I could not go by land
without passing through the States of Venice I resolved to go to Ancona,
whence boats sail to Trieste every day.  As I should pass through Pesaro
I asked my patron to give me a letter for the Marquis Mosca, a
distinguished man of letters whom I had long wished to know.  Just then
he was a good deal talked about on account of a treatise on alms which he
had recently published, and which the Roman curia had placed on the
"Index."

The marquis was a devotee as well as a man of learning, and was imbued
with the doctrine of St. Augustine, which becomes Jansenism if pushed to
an extreme point.

I was sorry to leave Bologna, for I had spent eight pleasant months
there.  In two days I arrived at Pesaro in perfect health and well
provided for in every way.

I left my letter with the marquis, and he came to see me the same day.
He said his house would always be open to me, and that he would leave me
in his wife's hands to be introduced to everybody and everything in the
place.  He ended by asking me to dine with him the following day, adding
that if I cared to examine his library he could give me an excellent cup
of chocolate.

I went, and saw an enormours collection of comments on the Latin poets
from Ennius to the poets of the twelfth century of our era.  He had had
them all printed at his own expense and at his private press, in four
tall folios, very accurately printed but without elegance.  I told him my
opinion, and he agreed that I was right.

The want of elegance which had spared him an outlay of a hundred thousand
francs had deprived him of a profit of three hundred thousand.

He presented me with a copy, which he sent to my inn, with an immense
folio volume entitled "Marmora Pisaurentia," which I had no time to
examine.

I was much pleased with the marchioness, who had three daughters and two
sons, all good-looking and well bred.

The marchioness was a woman of the world, while her husband's interests
were confined to his books.  This difference in disposition sometimes
gave rise to a slight element of discord, but a stranger would never have
noticed it if he had not been told.

Fifty years ago a wise man said to me: "Every family is troubled by some
small tragedy, which should be kept private with the greatest care.  In
fine, people should learn to wash their dirty linen in private."

The marchioness paid me great attention during the five days I spent at
Pesaro.  In the day she drove me from one country house to another, and
at night she introduced me to all the nobility of the town.

The marquis might have been fifty then.  He was cold by temperament, had
no other passion but that of study, and his morals were pure.  He had
founded an academy of which he was the president.  Its design was a fly,
in allusion to his name Mosca, with the words 'de me ce', that is to say,
take away 'c' from 'musca' and you have 'musa'.

His only failing was that which the monks regard as his finest quality,
he was religious to excess, and this excess of religion went beyond the
bounds where 'nequit consistere rectum'.

But which is the better, to go beyond these bounds, or not to come up to
them?  I cannot venture to decide the question.  Horace says,--

               "Nulla est mihi religio!"

and it is the beginning of an ode in which he condemns philosophy for
estranging him from religion.

Excess of every kind is bad.

I left Pesaro delighted with the good company I had met, and only sorry I
had not seen the marquis's brother who was praised by everyone.




CHAPTER XX

A Jew Named Mardocheus Becomes My Travelling Companion--He Persuades Me
to Lodge in His House--I Fall in Love With His Daughter Leah--
After a Stay of Six Weeks I Go to Trieste


Some time elapsed before I had time to examine the Marquis of Mosca's
collection of Latin poets, amongst which the 'Priapeia' found no place.

No doubt this work bore witness to his love for literature but not to his
learning, for there was nothing of his own in it.  All he had done was to
classify each fragment in chronological order.  I should have liked to
see notes, comments, explanations, and such like; but there was nothing
of the kind.  Besides, the type was not elegant, the margins were poor,
the paper common, and misprints not infrequent.  All these are bad
faults, especially in a work which should have become a classic.
Consequently, the book was not a profitable one; and as the marquis was
not a rich man he was occasionally reproached by his wife for the money
he had expended.

I read his treatise on almsgiving and his apology for it, and understood
a good deal of the marquis's way of thinking.  I could easily imagine
that his writings must have given great offence at Rome, and that with
sounder judgment he would have avoided this danger.  Of course the
marquis was really in the right, but in theology one is only in the right
when Rome says yes.

The marquis was a rigorist, and though he had a tincture of Jansenism he
often differed from St. Augustine.

He denied, for instance, that almsgiving could annul the penalty attached
to sin, and according to him the only sort of almsgiving which had any
merit was that prescribed in the Gospel: "Let not thy right hand know
what thy left hand doeth."

He even maintained that he who gave alms sinned unless it was done with
the greatest secrecy, for alms given in public are sure to be accompanied
by vanity.

It might have been objected that the merit of alms lies in the intention
with which they are given.  It is quite possible for a good man to slip a
piece of money into the palm of some miserable being standing in a public
place, and yet this may be done solely with the idea of relieving
distress without a thought of the onlookers.

As I wanted to go to Trieste, I might have crossed the gulf by a small
boat from Pesaro; a good wind was blowing, and I should have got to
Trieste in twelve hours.  This was my proper way, for I had nothing to do
at Ancona, and it was a hundred miles longer; but I had said I would go
by Ancona, and I felt obliged to do so.

I had always a strong tincture of superstition, which has exercised
considerable influence on my strange career.

Like Socrates I, too, had a demon to whom I referred my doubtful
counsels, doing his will, and obeying blindly when I felt a voice within
me telling me to forbear.

A hundred times have I thus followed my genius, and occasionally I have
felt inclined to complain that it did not impel me to act against my
reason more frequently.  Whenever I did so I found that impulse was right
and reason wrong, and for all that I have still continued reasoning.

When I arrived at Senegallia, at three stages from Ancona, my vetturino
asked me, just as I was going to bed, whether I would allow him to
accommodate a Jew who was going to Ancona in the chaise.

My first impulse made me answer sharply that I wanted no one in my
chaise, much less a Jew.

The vetturino went out, but a voice said within me, "You must take this'
poor Israelite;" and in spite of my repugnance I called back the man and
signified my assent.

"Then you must make up your mind to start at an earlier hour, for it is
Friday to-morrow, and you know the Jews are not allowed to travel after
sunset."

"I shall not start a moment earlier than I intended, but you can make
your horses travel as quickly as you like."

He gave me no answer, and went out.  The next morning I found my Jew, an
honest-looking fellow, in the carriage.  The first thing he asked me was
why I did not like Jews.

"Because your religion teaches you to hate men of all other religions,
especially Christians, and you think you have done a meritorious action
when you have deceived us.  You do not look upon us as brothers.  You are
usurious, unmerciful, our enemies, and so I do not like you."

"You are mistaken, sir.  Come with me to our synagogue this evening, and
you will hear us pray for all Christians, beginning with our Lord the
Pope."

I could not help bursting into a roar of laughter.

"True," I replied, "but the prayer comes from the mouth only, and not
from the heart.  If you do not immediately confess that the Jews would
not pray for the Christians if they were the masters, I will fling you
out of the chaise."

Of course I did not carry out this threat, but I completed his confusion
by quoting in Hebrew the passages in the Old Testament, where the Jews
are bidden to do all possible harm to the Gentiles, whom they were to
curse every day.

After this the poor man said no more.  When we were going to take our
dinner I asked him to sit beside me, but he said his religion would not
allow him to do so, and that he would only eat eggs, fruit, and some
foiegras sausage he had in his pocket.  He only drank water because he
was not sure that the wine was unadulterated.

"You stupid fellow," I exclaimed, "how can you ever be certain of the
purity of wine unless you have made it yourself?"

When we were on our way again he said that if I liked to come and stay
with him, and to content myself with such dishes as God had not
forbidden, he would make me more comfortable than if I went to the inn,
and at a cheaper rate.

"Then you let lodgings to Christians?"

"I don't let lodgings to anybody, but I will make an exception in your
case to disabuse you of some of your mistaken notions.  I will only ask
you six pauls a day, and give you two good meals without wine."

"Then you must give me fish and wine, I paying for them as extras."

"Certainly; I have a Christian cook, and my wife pays a good deal of
attention to the cooking."

"You can give me the foie gras every day, if you will eat it with me."

"I know what you think, but you shall be satisfied."

I got down at the Jew's house, wondering at myself as I did so.  However,
I knew that if I did not like my accommodation I could leave the next
day.

His wife and children were waiting for him, and gave him a joyful welcome
in honour of the Sabbath.  All servile work was forbidden on this day
holy to the Lord; and all over the house, and in the face of all the
family, I observed a kind of festal air.

I was welcomed like a brother, and I replied as best I could; but a word
from Mardocheus (so he was called) changed their politeness of feeling
into a politeness of interest.

Mardocheus shewed me two rooms for me to choose the one which suited me,
but liking them both I said I would take the two for another paul a day,
with which arrangement he was well enough pleased.

Mardocheus told his wife what we had settled, and she instructed the
Christian servant to cook my supper for me.

I had my effects taken upstairs, and then went with Mardocheus to the
synagogue.

During the short service the Jews paid no attention to me or to several
other Christians who were present.  The Jews go to the synagogue to pray,
and in this respect I think their conduct worthy of imitation by the
Christians.

On leaving the synagogue I went by myself to the Exchange, thinking over
the happy time which would never return.

It was in Ancona that I had begun to enjoy life; and when I thought it
over, it was quite a shock to find that this was thirty years ago, for
thirty years is a long period in a man's life.  And yet I felt quite
happy, in spite of the tenth lustrum so near at hand for me.

What a difference I found between my youth and my middle age!  I could
scarcely recognize myself.  I was then happy, but now unhappy; then all
the world was before me, and the future seemed a gorgeous dream, and now
I was obliged to confess that my life had been all in vain.  I might live
twenty years more, but I felt that the happy time was passed away, and
the future seemed all dreary.

I reckoned up my forty-seven years, and saw fortune fly away.  This in
itself was enough to sadden me, for without the favours of the fickle
goddess life was not worth living, for me at all events.

My object, then, was to return to my country; it was as if I struggled to
undo all that I had done.  All I could hope for was to soften the
hardships of the slow but certain passage to the grave.

These are the thoughts of declining years and not of youth.  The young
man looks only to the present, believes that the sky will always smile
upon him, and laughs at philosophy as it vainly preaches of old age,
misery, repentance, and, worst of all, abhorred death.

Such were my thoughts twenty-six years ago; what must they be now, when I
am all alone, poor, despised, and impotent.  They would kill me if I did
not resolutely subdue them, for whether for good or ill my heart is still
young.  Of what use are desires when one can no longer satisfy them?  I
write to kill ennui, and I take a pleasure in writing.  Whether I write
sense or nonsense, what matters?  I am amused, and that is enough.

     'Malo scriptor delirus, inersque videri,
     Dum mea delectent mala me vel denique fallunt,
     Quam sapere.'

When I came back I found Mardocheus at supper with his numerous family,
composed of eleven or twelve individuals, and including his mother--an
old woman of ninety, who looked very well.  I noticed another Jew of
middle age; he was the husband of his eldest daughter, who did not strike
me as pretty; but the younger daughter, who was destined for a Jew of
Pesaro, whom she had never seen, engaged all my attention.  I remarked to
her that if she had not seen her future husband she could not be in love
with him, whereupon she replied in a serious voice that it was not
necessary to be in love before one married.  The old woman praised the
girl for this sentiment, and said she had not been in love with her
husband till the first child was born.

I shall call the pretty Jewess Leah, as I have good reasons for not using
her real name.

While they were enjoying their meal I sat down beside her and tried to
make myself as agreeable as possible, but she would not even look at me.

My supper was excellent, and my bed very comfortable.

The next day my landlord told me that I could give my linen to the maid,
and that Leah could get it up for me.

I told him I had relished my supper, but that I should like the foie gras
every day as I had a dispensation.

"You shall have some to-morrow, but Leah is the only one of us who eats
it."

"Then Leah must take it with me, and you can tell her that I shall give
her some Cyprus wine which is perfectly pure."

I had no wine, but I went for it the same morning to the Venetian consul,
giving him M. Dandolo's letter.

The consul was a Venetian of the old leaven.  He had heard my name, and
seemed delighted to make my acquaintance.  He was a kind of clown without
the paint, fond of a joke, a regular gourmand, and a man of great
experience.  He sold me some Scopolo and old Cyprus Muscat, but he began
to exclaim when he heard where I was lodging, and how I had come there.

"He is rich," he said, "but he is also a great usurer, and if you borrow
money of him he will make you repent it."

After informing the consul that I should not leave till the end of the
month, I went home to dinner, which proved excellent.

The next day I gave out my linen to the maid, and Leah came to ask me how
I liked my lace got up.

If Leah had examined me more closely she would have seen that the sight
of her magnificent breast, unprotected by any kerchief, had had a
remarkable effect on me.

I told her that I left it all to her, and that she could do what she
liked with the linen.

"Then it will all come under my hands if you are in no hurry to go."

"You can make me stay as long as you like," said I; but she seemed not to
hear this declaration.

"Everything is quite right," I continued, "except the chocolate; I like
it well frothed."

"Then I will make it for you myself."

"Then I will give out a double quantity, and we will take it together."

"I don't like chocolate."

"I am sorry to hear that; but you like foie gras?"

"Yes, I do; and from what father tells me I am going to take some with
you to-day."

"I shall be delighted."

"I suppose you are afraid of being poisoned?"

"Not at all; I only wish we could die together."

She pretended not to understand, and left me burning with desire.  I felt
that I must either obtain possession of her or tell her father not to
send her into my room any more.

The Turin Jewess had given me some valuable hints as to the conduct of
amours with Jewish girls.

My theory was that Leah would be more easily won than she, for at Ancona
there was much more liberty than at Turin.

This was a rake's reasoning, but even rakes are mistaken sometimes.

The dinner that was served to me was very good, though cooked in the
Jewish style, and Leah brought in the foie gras and sat down opposite to
me with a muslin kerchief over her breast.

The foie gras was excellent, and we washed it down with copious libations
of Scopolo, which Leah found very much to her taste.

When the foie gras was finished she got up, but I stopped her, for the
dinner was only half over.

"I will stay then," said she, "but I am afraid my father will object."

"Very good.  Call your master," I said to the maid who came in at that
moment, "I have a word to speak to him."

"My dear Mardocheus," I said when he came, "your daughter's appetite
doubles mine, and I shall be much obliged if you will allow her to keep
me company whenever we have foie gras."

"It isn't to my profit to double your appetite, but if you like to pay
double I shall have no objection."

"Very good, that arrangement will suit me."

In evidence of my satisfaction I gave him a bottle of Scopolo, which Leah
guaranteed pure.

We dined together, and seeing that the wine was making her mirthful I
told her that her eyes were inflaming me and that she must let me kiss
them.

"My duty obliges me to say nay.  No kissing and no touching; we have only
got to eat and drink together, and I shall like it as much as you."

"You are cruel."

"I am wholly dependent on my father."

"Shall I ask your father to give you leave to be kind?"

"I don't think that would be proper, and my father might be offended and
not allow me to see you any more."

"And supposing he told you not to be scrupulous about trifles?"

"Then I should despise him and continue to do my duty."

So clear a declaration shewed me that if I persevered in this intrigue I
might go on for ever without success.  I also bethought me that I ran a
risk of neglecting my chief business, which would not allow me to stay
long in Ancona.

I said nothing more to Leah just then, and when the dessert came in I
gave her some Cyprus wine, which she declared was the most delicious
nectar she had ever tasted.

I saw that the wine was heating her, and it seemed incredible to me that
Bacchus should reign without Venus; but she had a hard head, her blood
was hot and her brain cool.

However, I tried to seize her hand and kiss it, but she drew it away,
saying pleasantly,--

"It's too much for honour and too little for love."

This witty remark amused me, and it also let me know that she was not
exactly a neophyte.

I determined to postpone matters till the next day, and told her not to
get me any supper as I was supping with the Venetian consul.

The consul had told me that he did not dine, but that he would always be
delighted to see me at supper.

It was midnight when I came home, and everyone was asleep except the maid
who let me in.  I gave her such a gratuity that she must have wished me
to keep late hours for the rest of my stay.

I proceeded to sound her about Leah, but she told me nothing but good.
If she was to be believed, Leah was a good girl, always at work, loved by
all, and fancy free.  The maid could not have praised her better if she
had been paid to do so.

In the morning Leah brought the chocolate and sat down on my bed, saying
that we should have some fine foie gras, and that she should have all the
better appetite for dinner as she had not taken any supper.

"Why didn't you take any supper?"

"I suppose it was because of your excellent Cyprus wine, to which my
father has taken a great liking."

"Ah!  he like it?  We will give him some."

Leah was in a state of undress as before, and the sight of her half-
covered spheres drove me to distraction.

"Are you not aware that you have a beautiful breast?" said I.

"I thought all young girls were just the same."

"Have you no suspicion that the sight is a very pleasant one for me?"

"If that be so, I am very glad, for I have nothing to be ashamed of, for
a girl has no call to hide her throat any more than her face, unless she
is in grand company."

As she was speaking, Leah looked at a golden heart transfixed with an
arrow and set with small diamonds which served me as a shirt stud.

"Do you like the little heart?" said I.

"Very much.  Is it pure gold?"

"Certainly, and that being so I think I may offer it to you."

So saying I took it off, but she thanked me politely, and said that a
girl who gave nothing must take nothing.

"Take it; I will never ask any favour of you."

"But I should be indebted to you, and that's the reason why I never take
anything."

I saw that there was nothing to be done, or rather that it would be
necessary to do too much to do anything, and that in any case the best
plan would be to give her up.

I put aside all thoughts of violence, which would only anger her or make
her laugh at me.  I should either have been degraded, or rendered more
amorous, and all for nothing.  If she had taken offense she would not
have come to see me any more, and I should have had nought to complain
of.  In fine I made up my mind to restrain myself, and indulge no more in
amorous talk.

We dined very pleasantly together.  The servant brought in some shell-
fish, which are forbidden by the Mosaic Law.  While the maid was in the
room I asked Leah to take some, and she refused indignantly; but directly
the girl was gone she took some of her own accord and ate them eagerly,
assuring me that it was the first time she had had the pleasure of
tasting shellfish.

"This girl," I said to myself, "who breaks the law of her religion with
such levity, who likes pleasure and does not conceal it, this is the girl
who wants to make me believe that she is insensible to the pleasures of
love; that's impossible, though she may not love me.  She must have some
secret means of satisfying her passions, which in my opinion are very
violent.  We will see what can be done this evening with the help of a
bottle of good Muscat."

However, when the evening came, she said she could not drink or eat
anything, as a meal always prevented her sleeping.

The next day she brought me my chocolate, but her beautiful breast was
covered with a white kerchief.  She sat down on the bed as usual, and I
observed in a melancholy manner that she had only covered her breast
because I had said I took a pleasure in seeing it.

She replied that she had not thought of anything, and had only put on her
kerchief because she had had no time to fasten her stays.

"You are whole right," I said, smilingly, "for if I were to see the whole
breast I might not think it beautiful."

She gave no answer, and I finished my chocolate.

I recollected my collection of obscene pictures, and I begged Leah to
give me the box, telling her that I would shew her some of the most
beautiful breasts in the world.

"I shan't care to see them," said she; but she gave me the box, and sat
down on my bed as before.

I took out a picture of a naked woman lying on her back and abusing
herself, and covering up the lower part of it I shewed it to Leah.

"But her breast is like any other," said Leah.

"Take away your handkerchief."

"Take it back; it's disgusting.  It's well enough done," she added, with
a burst of laughter, "but it's no novelty for me."

"No novelty for you?"

"Of course not; every girl does like that before she gets married."

"Then you do it, too?"

"Whenever I want to."

"Do it now."

"A well-bred girl always does it in private."

"And what do you do after?"

"If I am in bed I go to sleep."

"My dear Leah, your sincerity is too much for me.  Either be kind or
visit me no more."

"You are very weak, I think."

"Yes, because I am strong."

"Then henceforth we shall only meet at dinner.  But chew me some more
miniatures."

"I have some pictures which you will not like."

"Let me see them."

I gave her Arentin's figures, and was astonished to see how coolly she
examined them, passing from one to the other in the most commonplace way.

"Do you think them interesting?" I said.

"Yes, very; they are so natural.  But a good girl should not look at such
pictures; anyone must be aware that these voluptuous attitudes excite
one's emotions."

"I believe you, Leah, and I feel it as much as you.  Look here!"

She smiled and took the book away to the window, turning her back towards
me without taking any notice of my appeal.

I had to cool down and dress myself, and when the hairdresser arrived
Leah went away, saying she would return me my book at dinner.

I was delighted, thinking I was sure of victory either that day or the
next, but I was out of my reckoning.

We dined well and drank better.  At dessert Leah took the book out of her
pocket and set me all on fire by asking me to explain some of the
pictures but forbidding all practical demonstration.

I went out impatiently, determined to wait till next morning.

When the cruel Jewess came in the morning she told me that she wanted
explanations, but that I must use the pictures and nothing more as a
demonstration of my remarks.

"Certainly," I replied, "but you must answer all my questions as to your
sex."

"I promise to do so, if they arise naturally from the pictures."

The lesson lasted two hours, and a hundred times did I curse Aretin and
my folly in shewing her his designs, for whenever I made the slightest
attempt the pitiless woman threatened to leave me.  But the information
she gave me about her own sex was a perfect torment to me.  She told me
the most lascivious details, and explained with the utmost minuteness the
different external and internal movements which would be developed in the
copulations pictured by Aretin.  I thought it quite impossible that she
could be reasoning from theory alone.  She was not troubled by the
slightest tincture of modesty, but philosophized on coition as coolly and
much more learnedly than Hedvig.  I would willingly have given her all I
possessed to crown her science by the performance of the great work.  She
swore it was all pure theory with her, and I thought she must be speaking
the truth when she said she wanted to get married to see if her notions
were right or wrong.  She looked pensive when I told her that the husband
destined for her might be unable to discharge his connubial duties more
than once a week.

"Do you mean to say," said she, "that one man is not as good as another?"

"How do you mean?"

"Are not all men able to make love every day, and every hour, just as
they eat, drink and sleep every day?"

"No, dear Leah, they that can make love every day are very scarce."

In my state of chronic irritation I felt much annoyed that there was no
decent place at Ancona where a man might appease his passions for his
money.  I trembled to think that I was in danger of falling really in
love with Leah, and I told the consul every day that I was in no hurry to
go.  I was as foolish as a boy in his calf-love.  I pictured Leah as the
purest of women, for with strong passions she refused to gratify them.
I saw in her a model of virtue; she was all self-restraint and purity,
resisting temptation in spite of the fire that consumed her.

Before long the reader will discover how very virtuous Leah was.

After nine or ten days I had recourse to violence, not in deeds but in
words.  She confessed I was in the right, and said my best plan would be
to forbid her to come and see me in the morning.  At dinner, according to
her, there would be no risk.

I made up my mind to ask her to continue her visits, but to cover her
breast and avoid all amorous conversation.

"With all my heart," she replied, laughing; "but be sure I shall not be
the first to break the conditions."

I felt no inclination to break them either, for three days later I felt
weary of the situation, and told the consul I would start on the first
opportunity.  My passion for Leah was spoiling my appetite, and I thus
saw myself deprived of my secondary pleasure without any prospect of
gaining my primary enjoyment.

After what I had said to the consul I felt I should be bound to go, and I
went to bed calmly enough.  But about two o'clock in the morning I had,
contrary to my usual habit, to get up and offer sacrifice to Cloacina.  I
left my room without any candle, as I knew my way well enough about the
house.

The temple of the goddess was on the ground floor, but as I had put on my
soft slippers, and walked very softly, my footsteps did not make the
least noise.

On my way upstairs I saw a light shining through a chink in the door of a
room which I knew to be unoccupied.  I crept softly up, not dreaming for
a moment that Leah could be there at such an hour.  But on putting my eye
to the chink I found I could see a bed, and on it were Leah and a young
man, both stark naked, and occupied in working out Aretin's postures to
the best of their ability.  They were whispering to one another, and
every four or five minutes I had the pleasure of seeing a new posture.
These changes of position gave me a view of all the beauties of Leah, and
this pleasure was something to set against my rage in having taken such a
profligate creature for a virtuous woman.

Every time they approached the completion of the great work they stopped
short, and completed what they were doing with their hands.

When they were doing the Straight Tree, to my mind the most lascivious of
them all, Leah behaved like a true Lesbian; for while the young man
excited her amorous fury she got hold of his instrument and took it
between her lips till the work was complete.  I could not doubt that she
had swallowed the vital fluid of my fortunate rival.

The Adonis then shewed her the feeble instrument, and Leah seemed to
regret what she had done.  Before long she began to excite him again; but
the fellow looked at his watch, pushed her away, and began to put on his
shirt.

Leah seemed angry, and I could see that she reproached him for some time
before she began to dress.

When they were nearly clothed I softly returned to my room and looked out
of a window commanding the house-door.  I had not to wait long before I
saw the fortunate lover going out.

I went to bed indignant with Leah; I felt myself degraded.  She was no
longer virtuous, but a villainous prostitute in my eyes; and I fell to
sleep with the firm resolve of driving her from my room the next morning,
after shaming her with the story of the scene I had witnessed.  But,
alas, hasty and angry resolves can seldom withstand a few hours' sleep.
As soon as I saw Leah coming in with my chocolate, smiling and gay as
usual, I told her quite coolly all the exploits I had seen her executing,
laying particular stress on the Straight Tree, and the curious liquid she
had swallowed.  I ended by saying that I hoped she would give me the next
night, both to crown my love and insure my secrecy.

She answered with perfect calm that I had nothing to expect from her as
she did not love me, and as for keeping the secret she defied me to
disclose it.

"I am sure you would not be guilty of such a disgraceful action," said
she.

With these words she turned her back on me and went out.

I could not help confessing to myself that she was in the right; I could
not bring myself to commit such a baseness.  She had made me reasonable
in a few words:

"I don't love you."  There was no reply to this, and I felt I had no
claim on her.

Rather it was she who might complain of me; what right had I to spy over
her?  I could not accuse her of deceiving me; she was free to do what she
liked with herself.  My best course was clearly to be silent.

I dressed myself hastily, and went to the Exchange, where I heard that a
vessel was sailing for Fiume the same day.

Fiume is just opposite Ancona on the other side of the gulf.  From Fiume
to Trieste the distance is forty miles, and I decided to go by that
route.

I went aboard the ship and took the best place, said good-bye to the
consul, paid Mardocheus, and packed my trunks.

Leah heard that I was going the same day, and came and told me that she
could not give me back my lace and my silk stockings that day, but that I
could have them by the next day.

"Your father," I replied coolly, "will hand them all over to the Venetian
consul, who will send them to me at Trieste."

Just as I was sitting down to dinner, the captain of the boat came for my
luggage with a sailor.  I told him he could have my trunk, and that I
would bring the rest aboard whenever he liked to go.

"I intend setting out an hour before dusk."

"I shall be ready."

When Mardocheus heard where I was going he begged me to take charge of a
small box and a letter he wanted to send to a friend.

"I shall be delighted to do you this small service."

At dinner Leah sat down with me and chattered as usual, without troubling
herself about my monosyllabic answers.

I supposed she wished me to credit her with calm confidence and
philosophy, while I looked upon it all as brazen impudence.

I hated and despised her.  She had inflamed my passions, told me to my
face she did not love me, and seemed to claim my respect through it all.
Possibly she expected me to be grateful for her remark that she believed
me incapable of betraying her to her father.

As she drank my Scopolo she said there were several bottles left, as well
as some Muscat.

"I make you a present of it all," I replied, "it will prime you up for
your nocturnal orgies."

She smiled and said I had had a gratuitous sight of a spectacle which was
worth money, and that if I were not going so suddenly she would gladly
have given me another opportunity.

This piece of impudence made me want to break the wine bottle on her
head.  She must have known what I was going to do from the way I took it
up, but she did not waver for a moment.  This coolness of hers prevented
my committing a crime.

I contented myself with saying that she was the most impudent slut I had
ever met, and I poured the wine into my glass with a shaking hand, as if
that were the purpose for which I had taken up the bottle.

After this scene I got up and went into the next room; nevertheless, in
half an hour she came to take coffee with me.

This persistence of hers disgusted me, but I calmed myself by the
reflection that her conduct must be dictated by vengeance.

"I should like to help you to pack," said she.

"And I should like to be left alone," I replied; and taking her by the
arm I led her out of the room and locked the door after her.

We were both of us in the right.  Leah had deceived and humiliated me,
and I had reason to detest her, while I had discovered her for a monster
of hypocrisy and immodesty, and this was good cause for her to dislike
me.

Towards evening two sailors came after the rest of the luggage, and
thanking my hostess I told Leah to put up my linen, and to give it to her
father, who had taken the box of which I was to be the bearer down to the
vessel.

We set sail with a fair wind, and I thought never to set face on Leah
again.  But fate had ordered otherwise.

We had gone twenty miles with a good wind in our quarter, by which we
were borne gently from wave to wave, when all of a sudden there fell a
dead calm.

These rapid changes are common enough in the Adriatic, especially in the
part we were in.

The calm lasted but a short time, and a stiff wind from the west-north-
west began to blow, with the result that the sea became very rough, and I
was very ill.

At midnight the storm had become dangerous.  The captain told me that if
we persisted in going in the wind's eye we should be wrecked, and that
the only thing to be done was to return to Ancona.

In less than three hours we made the harbour, and the officer of the
guard having recognized me kindly allowed me to land.

While I was talking to the officer the sailors took my trunks, and
carried them to my old lodgings without waiting to ask my leave.

I was vexed.  I wanted to avoid Leah, and I had intended to sleep at the
nearest inn.  However, there was no help for it.  When I arrived the Jew
got up, and said he was delighted to see me again.

It was past three o'clock in the morning, and I felt very ill, so I said
I would not get up till late, and that I would dine in my bed without any
foie gras.  I slept ten hours, and when I awoke I felt hungry and rang my
bell.

The maid answered and said that she would have the honour of waiting on
me, as Leah had a violent headache.

I made no answer, thanking Providence for delivering me from this
impudent and dangerous woman.

Having found my dinner rather spare I told the cook to get me a good
supper.

The weather was dreadful.  The Venetian consul had heard of my return,
and not having seen me concluded I was ill, and paid me a two hours'
visit.  He assured me the storm would last for a week at least.  I was
very sorry to hear it; in the first place, because I did not want to see
any more of Leah, and in the second, because I had not got any money.
Luckily I had got valuable effects, so this second consideration did not
trouble me much.

As I did not see Leah at supper-time I imagined that she was feigning
illness to avoid meeting me, and I felt very much obliged to her on this
account.  As it appeared, however, I was entirely mistaken in my
conjectures.

The next day she came to ask for chocolate in her usual way, but she no
longer bore upon her features her old tranquillity of expression.

"I will take coffee, mademoiselle," I observed; "and as I do not want
foie gras any longer, I will take dinner by myself.  Consequently, you
may tell your father that I shall only pay seven pauls a day.  In future
I shall only drink Orvieto wine."

"You have still four bottles of Scopolo and Cyprus"

"I never take back a present; the wine belongs to you.  I shall be
obliged by your leaving me alone as much as possible, as your conduct is
enough to irritate Socrates, and I am not Socrates.  Besides, the very
sight of you is disagreeable to me.  Your body may be beautiful, but
knowing that the soul within is a monster it charms me no longer.  You
may be very sure that the sailors brought my luggage here without my
orders, or else you would never have seen me here again, where I dread
being poisoned every day."

Leah went out without giving me any answer, and I felt certain that after
my plain-spoken discourse she would take care not to trouble me again.

Experience had taught me that girls like Leah are not uncommon.  I had
known specimens at Spa, Genoa, London, and at Venice, but this Jewess was
the worst I had ever met.

It was Saturday.  When Mardocheus came back from the synagogue he asked
me gaily why I had mortified his daughter, as she had declared she had
done nothing to offend me.

"I have not mortified her, my dear Mardocheus, or at all events, such was
not my intention; but as I have put myself on diet, I shall be eating no
more foie gras, and consequently I shall dine by myself, and save three
pauls a day."

"Leah is quite ready to pay me out of her private purse, and she wants to
dine with you to assure you against being poisoned, as she informs me
that you have expressed that fear."

"That was only a jest; I am perfectly aware that I am in the house of an
honest man.  I don't want your daughter to pay for herself, and to prove
that I am not actuated by feelings of economy, you shall dine with me
too.  To offer to pay for me is an impertinence on her part.  In fine, I
will either dine by myself and pay you seven pawls a day, or I will pay
you thirteen, and have both father and daughter to dine with me."

The worthy Mardocheus went away, saying that he really could not allow me
to dine by myself.

At dinner-time I talked only to Mardocheus, without glancing at Leah or
paying any attention to the witty sallies she uttered to attract me.  I
only drank Orvieto.

At dessert Leah filled my glass with Scopolo, saying that if I did not
drink it neither would she.

I replied, without looking at her, that I advised her only to drink water
for the future, and that I wanted nothing at her hands.

Mardocheus, who liked wine, laughed and said I was right, and drank for
three.

The weather continued bad, and I spent the rest of the day in writing,
and after supper I retired and went to sleep.

Suddenly I was aroused by a slight noise.

"Who is there?" said I.

I heard Leah's voice, whispering in reply,

"'Tis I; I have not come to disturb you, but to justify myself."

So saying she lay down on the bed, but on the outside of the coverlet.

I was pleased with this extraordinary visit, for my sole desire was for
vengeance, and I felt certain of being able to resist all her arts.  I
therefore told her politely enough that I considered her as already
justified and that I should be obliged by her leaving me as I wanted to
go to sleep.

"Not before you have heard what I have to say."

"Go on; I am listening to you."

Thereupon she began a discourse which I did not interrupt, and which
lasted for a good hour.

She spoke very artfully, and after confessing she had done wrong she said
that at my age I should have been ready to overlook the follies of a
young and passionate girl.  According to her it was all weakness, and
pardonable at such an age.

"I swear I love you," said she, "and I would have given you good proof
before now if I had not been so unfortunate as to love the young
Christian you saw with me, while he does not care for me in the least;
indeed I have to pay him.

"In spite of my passion," she continued, "I have never given him what a
girl can give but once.  I had not seen him for six months, and it was
your fault that I sent for him, for you inflamed me with your pictures
and strong wines."

The end of it all was that I ought to forget everything, and treat her
kindly during the few days I was to remain there.

When she finished I did not allow myself to make any objection.  I
pretended to be convinced, assuring her that I felt I had been in the
wrong in letting her see Aretin's figures, and that I would no longer
evince any resentment towards her.

As her explanation did not seem likely to end in the way she wished, she
went on talking about the weakness of the flesh, the strength of self-
love which often hushes the voice of passion, etc., etc.; her aim being
to persuade me that she loved me, and that her refusals had all been
given with the idea of making my love the stronger.

No doubt I might have given her a great many answers, but I said nothing.
I made up my mind to await the assault that I saw was impending, and then
by refusing all her advances I reckoned on abasing her to the uttermost.
Nevertheless, she made no motion; her hands were at rest, and she kept
her face at a due distance from mine.

At last, tired out with the struggle, she left me pretending to be
perfectly satisfied with what she had done.

As soon as she had gone, I congratulated myself on the fact that she had
confined herself to verbal persuasion; for if she had gone further she
would probably have achieved a complete victory, though we were in the
dark.

I must mention that before she left me I had to promise to allow her to
make my chocolate as usual.

Early the next morning she came for the stick of chocolate.  She was in a
complete state of negligee, and came in on tiptoe, though if she chose to
look towards the bed she might have seen that I was wide awake.

I marked her artifices and her cunning, and resolved to be equal to all
her wiles.  When she brought the chocolate I noticed that there were two
cups on the tray, and I said,--

"Then it is not true that you don't like chocolate?"

"I feel obliged to relieve you of all fear of being poisoned."

I noticed that she was now dressed with the utmost decency, while half an
hour before she had only her chemise and petticoat her neck being
perfectly bare.  The more resolved she seemed to gain the victory, the
more firmly I was determined to humiliate her, as it appeared to me the
only other alternative would have been my shame and dishonour; and this
turned me to stone.

In spite of my resolves, Leah renewed the attack at dinner, for, contrary
to my orders, she served a magnificent foie gras, telling me that it was
for herself, and that if she were poisoned she would die of pleasure;
Mardocheus said he should like to die too, and began regaling himself on
it with evident relish.

I could not help laughing, and announced my wish to taste the deadly
food, and so we all of us were eating it.

"Your resolves are not strong enough to withstand seduction," said Leah.
This remark piqued me, and I answered that she was imprudent to disclose
her designs in such a manner, and that she would find my resolves strong
enough when the time came.

A faint smile played about her lips.

"Try if you like," I said, "to persuade me to drink some Scopolo or
Muscat.  I meant to have taken some, but your taunt has turned me to
steel.  I mean to prove that when I make up my mind I never alter it."

"The strong-minded man never gives way," said Leah, "but the good-hearted
man often lets himself be overpersuaded."

"Quite so, and the good-hearted girl refrains from taunting a man for his
weakness for her."

I called the maid and told her to go to the Venetian consul's and get me
some more Scopolo and Muscat.  Leah piqued me once more by saying
enthusiastically,--

"I am sure you are the most good-hearted of men as well as the firmest."
Mardocheus, who could not make out what we meant, ate, drank, and
laughed, and seemed pleased with everything.

In the afternoon I went out to a cafe in spite of the dreadful weather.
I thought over Leah and her designs, feeling certain that she would pay
me another nocturnal visit and renew the assault in force.  I resolved to
weaken myself with some common woman, if I could find one at all
supportable.

A Greek who had taken me to a disgusting place a few days before,
conducted me to another where he introduced me to a painted horror of a
woman from whose very sight I fled in terror.

I felt angry that in a town like Ancona a man of some delicacy could not
get his money's worth for his money, and went home, supped by myself, and
locked the door after me.

The precaution, however, was useless.

A few minutes after I had shut the door, Leah knocked on the pretext that
I had forgotten to give her the chocolate.

I opened the door and gave it her, and she begged me not to lock myself
in, as she wanted to have an important and final interview.

"You can tell me now what you want to say."

"No, it will take some time, and I should not like to come till everyone
is asleep.  You have nothing to be afraid of; you are lord of yourself.
You can go to bed in peace."

"I have certainly nothing to be afraid of, and to prove it to you I will
leave the door open."

I felt more than ever certain of victory, and resolved not to blow out
the candles, as my doing so might be interpreted into a confession of
fear.  Besides, the light would render my triumph and her humiliation
more complete.  With these thoughts I went to bed.

At eleven o'clock a slight noise told me that my hour had come.  I saw
Leah enter my room in her chemise and a light petticoat.  She locked my
door softly, and when I cried, "Well; what do you want with me?" she let
her chemise and petticoat drop, and lay down beside me in a state of
nature.

I was too much astonished to repulse her.

Leah was sure of victory, and without a word she threw herself upon me,
pressing her lips to mine, and depriving me of all my faculties except
one.

I utilised a short moment of reflection by concluding that I was a
presumtuous fool, and that Leah was a woman with a most extensive
knowledge of human nature.

In a second my caress became as ardent as hers, and after kissing her
spheres of rose and alabaster I penetrated to the sanctuary of love,
which, much to my astonishment, I found to be a virgin citadel.

There was a short silence, and then I said,--

"Dearest Leah, you oblige me to adore you; why did you first inspire me
with hate?  Are you not come here merely to humiliate me, to obtain an
empty victory?  If so, I forgive you; but you are in the wrong, for,
believe me, enjoyment is sweeter far than vengeance."

"Nay, I have not come to achieve a shameful victory, but to give myself
to you without reserve, to render you my conqueror and my king.  Prove
your love by making me happy, break down the barrier which I kept intact,
despite its fragility and my ardour, and if this sacrifice does not
convince you of my affection you must be the worst of men."

I had never heard more energetic opinions, and I had never seen a more
voluptuous sight.  I began the work, and while Leah aided me to the best
of her ability, I forced the gate, and on Leah's face I read the most
acute pain and pleasure mingled.  In the first ecstasy of delight I felt
her tremble in every limb.

As for me, my enjoyment was quite new; I was twenty again, but I had the
self-restraint of my age, and treated Leah with delicacy, holding her in
my arms till three o'clock in the morning.  When I left her she was
inundated and exhausted with pleasure, while I could do no more.

She left me full of gratitude, carrying the soaking linen away with her.
I slept on till twelve o'clock.

When I awoke and saw her standing by my bedside with the gentle love of
the day after the wedding, the idea of my approaching departure saddened
me.  I told her so, and she begged me to stay on as long as I could.  I
repeated that we would arrange everything when we met again at night.

We had a delicious dinner, for Mardocheus was bent on convincing me that
he was no miser.

I spent the afternoon with the consul, and arranged that I should go on a
Neapolitan man-of-war which was in quarantine at the time, and was to
sail for Trieste.

As I should be obliged to pass another month at Ancona, I blessed the
storm that had driven me back.

I gave the consul the gold snuff-box with which the Elector of Cologne
had presented me, keeping the portrait as a memento.  Three days later he
handed me forty gold sequins, which was ample for my needs.

My stay in Ancona was costing me dear; but when I told Mardocheus that I
should not be going for another month he declared he would no longer feed
at my expense.  Of course I did not insist.  Leah still dined with me.

It has always been my opinion, though perhaps I may be mistaken, that the
Jew was perfectly well aware of my relations with his daughter.  Jews are
usually very liberal on this article, possibly because they count on the
child being an Israelite.

I took care that my dear Leah should have no reason to repent of our
connection.  How grateful and affectionate she was when I told her that I
meant to stay another month!  How she blessed the bad weather which had
driven me back.  We slept together every night, not excepting those
nights forbidden by the laws of Moses.

I gave her the little gold heart, which might be worth ten sequins, but
that would be no reward for the care she had taken of my linen.  She also
made me accept some splendid Indian handkerchiefs.  Six years later I met
her again at Pesaro.

I left Ancona on November 14th, and on the 15th I was at Trieste.




CHAPTER XXI

Pittoni--Zaguri--The Procurator Morosini--The Venetian Consul--Gorice--
The French Consul--Madame Leo--My Devotion to The State Inquisitors--
Strasoldo--Madame Cragnoline--General Burghausen


The landlord asked me my name, we made our agreement, and I found myself
very comfortably lodged.  Next day I went to the post-office and found
several letters which had been awaiting me for the last month.  I opened
one from M. Dandolo, and found an open enclosure from the patrician Marco
Dona, addressed to Baron Pittoni, Chief of Police.  On reading it, I
found I was very warmly commended to the baron.  I hastened to call on
him, and gave him the letter, which he took but did not read.  He told me
that M. Donna had written to him about me, and that he would be delighted
to do anything in his power for me.

I then took Mardocheus's letter to his friend Moses Levi.  I had not the
slightest idea that the letter had any reference to myself, so I gave it
to the first clerk that I saw in the office.

Levi was an honest and an agreeable man, and the next day he called on me
and offered me his services in the most cordial manner.  He shewed me the
letter I had delivered, and I was delighted to find that it referred to
myself.  The worthy Mardocheus begged him to give me a hundred sequins in
case I needed any money, adding that any politeness shewn to me would be
as if shewn to himself.

This behaviour on the part of Mardocheus filled me with gratitude, and
reconciled me, so to speak, with the whole Jewish nation.  I wrote him a
letter of thanks, offering to serve him at Venice in any way I could.

I could not help comparing the cordiality of Levi's welcome with the
formal and ceremonious reception of Baron Pittoni.  The baron was ten or
twelve years younger than I.  He was a man of parts, and quite devoid of
prejudice.  A sworn foe of 'meum and tuum', and wholly incapable of
economy, he left the whole care of his house to his valet, who robbed
him, but the baron knew it and made no objection.  He was a determined
bachelor, a gallant, and the friend and patron of libertines.  His chief
defect was his forgetfulness and absence of mind, which made him
mismanage important business.

He was reputed, though wrongly, to be a liar.  A liar is a person who
tells falsehoods intentionally, while if Pittoni told lies it was because
he had forgotten the truth.  We became good friends in the course of a
month, and we have remained friends to this day.

I wrote to my friends at Venice, announcing my arrival at Trieste, and
for the next ten days I kept my room, busied in putting together the
notes I had made on Polish events since the death of Elizabeth Petrovna.
I meant to write a history of the troubles of unhappy Poland up to its
dismemberment, which was taking place at the epoch in which I was
writing.

I had foreseen all this when the Polish Diet recognized the dying czarina
as Empress of all the Russians, and the Elector of Brandenburg as King of
Prussia, and I proceeded with my history; but only the first three
volumes were published, owing to the printers breaking the agreement.

The four last volumes will be found in manuscript after my death, and
anyone who likes may publish them.  But I have become indifferent to all
this as to many other matters since I have seen Folly crowned king of the
earth.

To-day there is no such country as Poland, but it might still be in
existence if it had not been for the ambition of the Czartoryski family,
whose pride had been humiliated by Count Bruhl, the prime minister.  To
gain vengeance Prince Augustus Czartoryski ruined his country.  He was so
blinded by passion that he forgot that all actions have their inevitable
results.

Czartoryski had determined not only to exclude the House of Saxony from
the succession, but to dethrone the member of that family who was
reigning.  To do this the help of the Czarina and of the Elector of
Brandenburg was necessary, so he made the Polish Diet acknowledge the one
as Empress of all the Russians, and the other as King of Prussia.  The
two sovereigns would not treat with the Polish Commonwealth till this
claim had been satisfied; but the Commonwealth should never have granted
these titles, for Poland itself possessed most of the Russias, and was
the true sovereign of Prussia, the Elector of Brandenburg being only Duke
of Prussia in reality.

Prince Czartoryski, blinded by the desire of vengeance, persuaded the
Diet that to give the two sovereigns these titles would be merely a form,
and that they would never become anything more than honorary.  This might
be so, but if Poland had possessed far-seeing statesmen they would have
guessed that an honorary title would end in the usurpation of the whole
country.

The Russian palatin had the pleasure of seeing his nephew Stanislas
Poniatowski on the throne.

I myself told him that these titles gave a right, and that the promise
not to make any use of them was a mere delusion.  I added jokingly--for
I was obliged to adopt a humorous tone--that before long Europe would
take pity on Poland, which had to bear the heavy weight of all the
Russias and the kingdom of Prussia as well, and the Commonwealth would
find itself relieved of all these charges.

My prophecy has been fulfilled.  The two princes whose titles were
allowed have torn Poland limb from limb; it is now absorbed in Russia and
Prussia.

The second great mistake made by Poland was in not remembering the
apologue of the man and the horse when the question of protection
presented itself.

The Republic of Rome became mistress of the world by protecting other
nations.

Thus Poland came to ruin through ambition, vengeance, and folly--but
folly most of all.

The same reason lay at the root of the French Revolution.  Louis XVI.
paid the penalty of his folly with his life.  If he had been a wise ruler
he would still be on the throne, and France would have escaped the fury
of the Revolutionists.  France is sick; in any other country this
sickness might be remedied, but I would not wonder if it proved incurable
in France.

Certain emotional persons are moved to pity by the emigrant French
nobles, but for my part I think them only worthy of contempt.  Instead of
parading their pride and their disgrace before the eyes of foreign
nations, they should have rallied round their king, and either have saved
the throne or died under its ruins.  What will become of France?  It was
hard to say; but it is certain that a body without a head cannot live
very long, for reason is situate in the head.

On December 1st Baron Pittoni begged me to call on him as some one had
come from Venice on purpose to see me.

I dressed myself hastily, and went to the baron's, where I saw a fine-
looking man of thirty-five or forty, elegantly dressed.  He looked at me
with the liveliest interest.

"My heart tells me," I began, "that your excellence's name is Zaguri?"

"Exactly so, my dear Casanova.  As soon as my friend Dandolo told me of
your arrival here, I determined to come and congratulate you on your
approaching recall, which will take place either this year or the next,
as I hope to see two friends of mine made Inquisitors.  You may judge of
my friendship for you when I tell you that I am an 'avogador', and that
there is a law forbidding such to leave Venice.  We will spend to-day and
to-morrow together."

I replied in a manner to convince him that I was sensible of the honour
he had done me; and I heard Baron Pittoni begging me to excuse him for
not having come to see me.  He said he had forgotten all about it, and a
handsome old man begged his excellence to ask me to dine with him, though
he had not the pleasure of knowing me.

"What!" said Zaguri.  "Casanova has been here for the last ten days, and
does not know the Venetian consul?"

I hastened to speak.

"It's my own fault," I observed, "I did not like calling on this
gentleman, for fear he might think me contraband."

The consul answered wittily that I was not contraband but in quarantine,
pending my return to my native land; and that in the meanwhile his house
would always be open to me, as had been the house of the Venetian consul
at Ancona.

In this manner he let me know that he knew something about me, and I was
not at all sorry for it.

Marco Monti, such was the consul's name, was a man of parts and much
experience; a pleasant companion and a great conversationalist, fond of
telling amusing stories with a grave face--in fact, most excellent
company.

I was something of a 'conteur' myself, and we soon became friendly rivals
in telling anecdotes.  In spite of his thirty additional years I was a
tolerable match for him, and when we were in a room there was no question
of gaining to kill the time.

We became fast friends, and I benefited a good deal by his offices during
the two years I spent in Trieste, and I have always thought that he had a
considerable share in obtaining my recall.  That was my great object in
those days; I was a victim to nostalgia, or home sickness.

With the Swiss and the Sclavs it is really a fatal disease, which carries
them off if they are not sent home immediately.  Germans are subject to
this weakness also; whilst the French suffer very little, and Italians
not much more from the complaint.

No rule, however, lacks its exception, and I was one.  I daresay I should
have got over my nostalgia if I had treated it with contempt, and then I
should not have wasted ten years of my life in the bosom of my cruel
stepmother Venice.

I dined with M. Zaguri at the consul's, and I was invited to dine with
the governor, Count Auersperg, the next day.

The visit from a Venetian 'avogador' made me a person of great
consideration.  I was no longer looked upon as an exile, but as one who
had successfully escaped from illegal confinement.

The day after I accompanied M.  Zaguri to Gorice, where he stayed three
days to enjoy the hospitality of the nobility.  I was included in all
their invitations, and I saw that a stranger could live very pleasantly
at Gorice.

I met there a certain Count Cobenzl, who may be alive now--a man of
wisdom, generosity, and the vastest learning, and yet without any kind of
pretention.  He gave a State dinner to M. Zaguri, and I had the pleasure
of meeting there three or four most charming ladies.  I also met Count
Tomes, a Spaniard whose father was in in the Austrian service.  He had
married at sixty, and had five children all as ugly as himself.  His
daughter was a charming girl in spite of her plainness; she evidently got
her character from the mother's side.  The eldest son, who was ugly and
squinted, was a kind of pleasant madman, but he was also a liar, a
profligate, a boaster, and totally devoid of discretion.  In spite of
these defects he was much sought after in society as he told a good tale
and made people laugh.  If he had been a student, he would have been a
distinguished scholar, as his memory was prodigious.  He it was who
vainly guaranteed the agreement I made with Valerio Valeri for printing
my "History of Poland."  I also met at Gorice a Count Coronini, who was
known in learned circles as the author of some Latin treatises on
diplomacy.  Nobody read his books, but everybody agreed that he was a
very learned man.

I also met a young man named Morelli, who had written a history of the
place and was on the point of publishing the first volume.  He gave me
his MS. begging me to make any corrections that struck me as desirable.
I succeeded in pleasing him, as I gave him back his work without a single
note or alteration of any kind, and thus he became my friend.

I became a great friend of Count Francis Charles Coronini, who was a man
of talents.  He had married a Belgian lady, but not being able to agree
they had separated and he passed his time in trifling intrigues, hunting,
and reading the papers, literary and political.  He laughed at those
sages who declared that there was not one really happy person in the
world, and he supported his denial by the unanswerable dictum:

"I myself am perfectly happy."

However, as he died of a tumor in the head at the age of thirty-five, he
probably acknowledged his mistake in the agonies of death.

There is no such thing as a perfectly happy or perfectly unhappy man in
the world.  One has more happiness in his life and another more
unhappiness, and the same circumstance may produce widely different
effects on individuals of different temperaments.

It is not a fact that virtue ensures happiness for the exercise of some
virtues implies suffering, and suffering is incompatible with happiness.

My readers may be aware that I am not inclined to make mental pleasure
pre-eminent and all sufficing.  It may be a fine thing to have a clear
conscience, but I cannot see that it would at all relieve the pangs of
hunger.

Baron Pittoni and myself escorted Zaguri to the Venetian border, and we
then returned to Trieste together.

In three or four days Pittoni took me everywhere, including the club
where none but persons of distinction were admitted.  This club was held
at the inn where I was staying.

Amongst the ladies, the most noteworthy was the wife of the merchant,
David Riguelin, who was a Swabian by birth.

Pittoni was in love with her and continued so till her death.  His suit
lasted for twelve years, and like Petrarch, he still sighed, still hoped,
but never succeeded.  Her name was Zanetta, and besides her beauty she
had the charm of being an exquisite singer and a polished hostess.  Still
more noteworthy, however, was the unvarying sweetness and equability of
her disposition.

I did not want to know her long before recognizing that she was
absolutely impregnable.  I told Pittoni so, but all in vain; he still fed
on empty hope.

Zanetta had very poor health, though no one would have judged so from her
appearance, but it was well known to be the case.  She died at an early
age.

A few days after M.  Zaguri's departure, I had a note from the consul
informing me that the Procurator Morosini was stopping in my inn, and
advising me to call on him if I knew him.

I was infinitely obliged for this advice, for M.  Morosini was a
personage of the greatest importance.  He had known me from childhood,
and the reader may remember that he had presented me to Marshal
Richelieu, at Fontainebleau, in 1750.

I dressed myself as if I had been about to speak to a monarch, and sent
in a note to his room.

I had not long to wait; he came out and welcomed me most graciously,
telling me how delighted he was to see me again.

When he heard the reason of my being at Trieste, and how I desired to
return to my country, he assured me he would do all in his power to
obtain me my wish.  He thanked me for the care I had taken of his nephew
at Florence, and kept me all the day while I told him my principal
adventures.

He was glad to hear that M. Zaguri was working for me, and said that they
must concert the mater together.  He commended me warmly to the consul,
who was delighted to be able to inform the Tribunal of the consideration
with which M. Morosini treated me.

After the procurator had gone I began to enjoy life at Trieste, but in
strict moderation and with due regard for economy, for I had only fifteen
sequins a month.  I abjured play altogether.

Every day I dined with one of the circle of my friends, who were the
Venetian consul, the French consul (an eccentric but worthy man who kept
a good cook), Pittoni, who kept an excellent table, thanks to his man who
knew what was to his own interests, and several others.

As for the pleasures of love I enjoyed them in moderation, taking care of
my purse and of my health.

Towards the end of the carnival I went to a masked ball at the theatre,
and in the course of the evening a harlequin came up and presented his
columbine to me.  They both began to play tricks on me.  I was pleased
with the columbine, and felt a strong desire to be acquainted with her.
After some vain researches the French consul, M. de St. Sauveur, told me
that the harlequin was a young lady of rank, and that the columbine was a
handsome young man.

"If you like," he added, "I will introduce you to the harlequin's family,
and I am sure you will appreciate her charms when you see her as a girl."

As they persisted in their jokes I was able, without wounding decency
overmuch, to convince myself that the consul was right on the question of
sex; and when the ball was over I said I should be obliged by his
introducing me as he had promised.  He promised to do so the day after
Ash Wednesday.

Thus I made the acquaintance of Madame Leo, who was still pretty and
agreeable, though she had lived very freely in her younger days.  There
was her husband, a son, and six daughters, all handsome, but especially
the harlequin with whom I was much taken.  Naturally I fell in love with
her, but as I was her senior by thirty years, and had begun my addresses
in a tone of fatherly affection, a feeling of shame prevented my
disclosing to her the real state of my heart.  Four years later she told
me herself that she had guessed my real feelings, and had been amused by
my foolish restraint.

A young girl learns deeper lessons from nature than we men can acquire
with all our experience.

At the Easter of 1773 Count Auersperg, the Governor of Trieste, was
recalled to Vienna, and Count Wagensberg took his place.  His eldest
daughter, the Countess Lantieri, who was a great beauty, inspired me with
a passion which would have made me unhappy if I had not succeeded in
hiding it under a veil of the profoundest respect.

I celebrated the accession of the new governor by some verses which I had
printed, and in which, while lauding the father, I paid conspicuous
homage to the charms of the daughter.

My tribute pleased them, and I became an intimate friend of the count's.
He placed confidence in me with the idea of my using it to my own
advantage, for though he did not say so openly I divined his intention.

The Venetian consul had told me that he had been vainly endeavouring for
the last four years to get the Government of Trieste to arrange for the
weekly diligence from Trieste to Mestre to pass by Udine, the capital of
the Venetian Friuli.

"This alteration," he had said, "would greatly benefit the commerce of
the two states; but the Municipal Council of Trieste opposes it for a
plausible but ridiculous reason."

These councillors, in the depth of their wisdom, said that if the
Venetian Republic desired the alteration it would evidently be to their
advantage, and consequently to the disadvantage of Trieste.

The consul assured me that if I could in any way obtain the concession it
would weigh strongly in my favour with the State Inquisitors, and even in
the event of my non-success he would represent my exertions in the most
favourable light.

I promised I would think the matter over.

Finding myself high in the governor's favour, I took the opportunity of
addressing myself to him on the subject.  He had heard about the matter,
and thought the objection of the Town Council absurd and even monstrous;
but he professed his inability to do anything himself.

"Councillor Rizzi," said he, "is the most obstinate of them all, and has
led astray the rest with his sophisms.  But do you send me in a
memorandum shewing that the alteration will have a much better effect on
the large commerce of Trieste than on the comparatively trifling trade of
Udine.  I shall send it into the Council without disclosing the
authorship, but backing it with my authority, and challenging the
opposition to refute your arguments.  Finally, if they do not decide
reasonably I shall proclaim before them all my intention to send the
memoir to Vienna with my opinion on it."

I felt confident of success, and wrote out a memoir full of
incontrovertible reasons in favour of the proposed change.

My arguments gained the victory; the Council were persuaded, and Count
Wagensberg handed me the decree, which I immediately laid before the
Venetian consul.  Following his advice, I wrote to the secretary of the
Tribunal to the effect that I was happy to have given the Government a
proof of my zeal, and an earnest of my desire to be useful to my country
and to be worthy of being recalled.

Out of regard for me the count delayed the promulgation of the decree for
a week, so that the people of Udine heard the news from Venice before it
had reached Trieste, and everybody thought that the Venetian Government
had achieved its ends by bribery.  The secretary of the Tribunal did not
answer my letter, but he wrote to the consul ordering him to give me a
hundred ducats, and to inform me that this present was to encourage me to
serve the Republic.  He added that I might hope great things from the
mercy of the Inquisitors if I succeeded in negotiating the Armenian
difficulty.

The consul gave me the requisite information, and my impression was that
my efforts would be in vain; however, I resolved to make the attempt.

Four Armenian monks had left the Convent of St. Lazarus at Venice, having
found the abbot's tyranny unbearable.  They had wealthy relations at
Constantinople, and laughed the excommunication of their late tyrant to
scorn.  They sought asylum at Vienna, promising to make themselves useful
to the State by establishing an Armenian press to furnish all the
Armenian convents with books.  They engaged to sink a capital of a
million florins if they were allowed to settle in Austria, to found their
press, and to buy or build a convent, where they proposed to live in
community but without any abbot.

As might be expected the Austrian Government did not hesitate to grant
their request; it did more, it gave them special privileges.

The effect of this arrangement would be to deprive Venice of a lucrative
trade, and to place it in the emperor's dominions.  Consequently the
Viennese Court sent them to Trieste with a strong recommendation to the
governor, and they had been there for the past six months.

The Venetian Government, of course, wished to entice them back to Venice.
They had vainly induced their late abbot to make handsome offers to them,
and they then proceeded by indirect means, endeavoring to stir up
obstacles in their way, and to disgust them with Trieste.

The consul told me plainly that he had not touched the matter, thinking
success to be out of the question; and he predicted that if I attempted
it I should find myself in the dilemma of having to solve the insoluble.
I felt the force of the consul's remark when I reflected that I could not
rely on the governor's assistance, or even speak to him on the subject.
I saw that I must not let him suspect my design, for besides his duty to
his Government he was a devoted friend to the interests of Trieste, and
for this reason a great patron of the monks.

In spite of these obstacles my nostalgia made me make acquaintance with
these monks under pretence of inspecting their Armenian types, which they
were already casting.  In a week or ten days I became quite intimate with
them.  One day I said that they were bound in honour to return to the
obedience of their abbot, if only to annul his sentence of
excommunication.

The most obstinate of them told me that the abbot had behaved more like a
despot than a father, and had thus absolved them from their obedience.
"Besides," he said, "no rascally priest has any right to cut off good
Christians from communion with the Saviour, and we are sure that our
patriarch will give us absolution and send us some more monks."

I could make no objection to these arguments; however, I asked on another
occasion on what conditions they would return to Venice.

The most sensible of them said that in the first place the abbot must
withdraw the four hundred thousand ducats which he had entrusted to the
Marquis Serpos at four per cent.

This sum was the capital from which the income of the Convent of St.
Lazarus was derived.  The abbot had no right whatever to dispose of it,
even with the consent of a majority among the monks.  If the marquis
became bankrupt the convent would be utterly destitute.  The marquis was
an Armenian diamond merchant, and a great friend of the abbot's.

I then asked the monks what were the other conditions, and they replied
that these were some matters of discipline which might easily be settled;
they would give me a written statement of their grievances as soon as I
could assure them that the Marquis Serpos was no longer in possession of
their funds.

I embodied my negotiations in writing, and sent the document to the
Inquisitors by the consul.  In six weeks I received an answer to the
effect that the abbot saw his way to arranging the money difficulty, but
that he must see a statement of the reforms demanded before doing so.
This decided me to have nothing to do with the affair, but a few words
from Count Wagensberg made me throw it up without further delay.  He gave
me to understand that he knew of my attempts to reconcile the four monks
with their abbot, and he told me that he had been sorry to hear the
report, as my success would do harm to a country where I lived and where
I was treated as a friend.

I immediately told him the whole story, assuring him that I would never
have begun the negotiation if I had not been certain of failure, for I
heard on undoubted authority that Serpos could not possibly restore the
four hundred thousand ducats.

This explanation thoroughly dissipated any cloud that might have arisen
between us.

The Armenians bought Councillor Rizzi's house for thirty thousand
florins.  Here they established themselves, and I visited them from time
to time without saying anything more about Venice.

Count Wagensberg gave me another proof of his friendship.  Unhappily for
me he died during the autumn of the same year, at the age of fifty.

One morning he summoned me, and I found him perusing a document he had
just received from Vienna.  He told me he was sorry I did not read
German, but that he would tell me the contents of the paper.

"Here," he continued, "you will be able to serve your country without in
any way injuring Austria.

"I am going to confide in you a State secret (it being understood of
course that my name is never to be mentioned) which ought to be greatly
to your advantage, whether you succeed or fail; at all hazards your
patriotism, your prompt action, and your cleverness in obtaining such
information will be made manifest.  Remember you must never divulge your
sources of information; only tell your Government that you are perfectly
sure of the authenticity of the statement you make.

"You must know," he continued, "that all the commodities we export to
Lombardy pass through Venice where they have to pay duty.  Such has long
been the custom, and it may still be so if the Venetian Government will
consent to reduce the duty of four per cent to two per cent.

"A plan has been brought before the notice of the Austrian Court, and it
has been eagerly accepted.  I have received certain orders on the matter,
which I shall put into execution without giving any warning to the
Venetian Government.

"In future all goods for Lombardy will be embarked here and disembarked
at Mezzola without troubling the Republic.  Mezzola is in the territories
of the Duke of Modem; a ship can cross the gulf in the night, and our
goods will be placed in storehouses, which will be erected.

"In this way we shall shorten the journey and decrease the freights, and
the Modenese Government will be satisfied with a trifling sum, barely
equivalent to a fourth of what we pay to Venice.

"In spite of all this, I feel sure that if the Venetian Government wrote
to the Austrian Council of Commerce expressing their willingness to take
two per cent henceforth, the proposal would be accepted, for we Austrians
dislike novelties.

"I shall not lay the matter before the Town Council for four or five
days, as there is no hurry for us; but you had better make haste, that
you may be the first to inform your Government of the matter.

"If everything goes as I should wish I hope to receive an order from
Vienna suspending the decree just as I am about to make it public."

Next morning the governor was delighted to hear that everything had been
finished before midnight.  He assured me that the consul should not have
official information before Saturday.  In the meanwhile the consul's
uneasy state of mind was quite a trouble to me, for I could not do
anything to set his mind at ease.

Saturday came and Councillor Rizzi told me the news at the club.  He
seemed in high spirits over it, and said that the loss of Venice was the
gain of Trieste.  The consul came in just then, and said that the loss
would be a mere trifle for Venice, while the first-shipwreck would cost
more to Trieste than ten years' duty.  The consul seemed to enjoy the
whole thing, but that was the part he had to play.  In all small trading
towns like Trieste, people make a great account of trifles.

I went to dine with the consul, who privately confessed his doubts and
fears on the matter.

I asked him how the Venetians would parry the blow, and he replied,--

"They will have a number of very learned consultations, and then they
will do nothing at all, and the Austrians will send their goods wherever
they please."

"But the Government is such a wise one."

"Or rather has the reputation of wisdom."

"Then you think it lives on its reputation?"

"Yes; like all your mouldy institutions, they continue to be simply
because they have been.  Old Governments are like those ancient dykes
which are rotten at the base, and only stay in position by their weight
and bulk."

The consul was in the right.  He wrote to his chief the same day, and in
the course of the next week he heard that their excellencies had received
information of the matter some time ago by extraordinary channels.

For the present his duties would be confined to sending in any additional
information on the same subject.

"I told you so," said the consul; "now, what do you think of the wisdom
of our sages?"

"I think Bedlam of Charenton were their best lodging."

In three weeks the consul received orders to give me another grant of a
hundred ducats, and to allow me ten sequins a month, to encourage me to
deserve well of the State.

From that time I felt sure I should be allowed to return in the course of
the year, but I was mistaken, for I had to wait till the year following.

This new present, and the monthly payment of ten sequins put me at my
ease, for I had expensive tastes of which I could not cure myself.  I
felt pleased at the thought that I was now in the pay of the Tribunal
which had punished me, and which I had defied.  It seemed to me a
triumph, and I determined to do all in my power for the Republic.

Here I must relate an amusing incident, which delighted everyone in
Trieste.

It was in the beginning of summer.  I had been eating sardines by the
sea-shore, and when I came home at ten o'clock at night I was astonished
to be greeted by a girl whom I recognized as Count Strasoldo's maid.

The count was a handsome young man, but poor like most of that name; he
was fond of expensive pleasures, and was consequently heavily in debt.
He had a small appointment which brought him in an income of six hundred
florins, and he had not the slightest difficulty in spending a year's pay
in three months.  He had agreeable manners and a generous disposition,
and I had supped with him in company with Baron Pittoni several times.
He had a girl in his service who was exquisitely pretty, but none of the
count's friends attempted her as he was very jealous.  Like the rest, I
had seen and admired her, I had congratulated the count on the possession
of such a treasure in her presence, but I had never addressed a word to
her.

Strasoldo had just been summoned to Vienna by Count Auersperg who liked
him, and had promised to do what he could for him.  He had got an
employment in Poland, his furniture had been sold, he had taken leave of
everyone, and nobody doubted that he would take his pretty maid with him.
I thought so too, for I had been to wish him a pleasant journey that
morning, and my astonishment at finding the girl in my room may be
imagined.

"What do you want, my dear?" I asked.

"Forgive me, sir, but I don't want to go with Strasoldo, and I thought
you would protect me.  Nobody will be able to guess where I am, and
Strasoldo will be obliged to go by himself.  You will not be so cruel as
to drive me away?"

"No, dearest."

"I promise you I will go away to-morrow, for Strasoldo is going to leave
at day-break."

"My lovely Leuzica (this was her name), no one would refuse you an
asylum, I least of all.  You are safe here, and nobody shall come in
without your leave.  I am only too happy that you came to me, but if it
is true that the count is your lover you may be sure he will not go so
easily.  He will stay the whole of to-morrow at least, in the hope of
finding you again."

"No doubt he will look for me everywhere but here.  Will you promise not
to make me go with him even if be guesses that I am with you?"

"I swear I will not."

"Then I am satisfied."

"But you will have to share my bed."

"If I shall not inconvenience you, I agree with all my heart."

"You shall see whether you inconvenience me or not.  Undress, quick!  But
where are your things?"

"All that I have is in a small trunk behind the count's carriage, but I
don't trouble myself about it."

"The poor count must be raging at this very moment."

"No, for he will not come home till midnight.  He is supping with Madame
Bissolotti, who is in love with him."

In the meantime Leuzica had undressed and got into bed.  In a moment I
was beside her, and after the severe regimen of the last eight months I
spent a delicious night in her arms, for of late my pleasures had been
few.

Leuzica was a perfect beauty, and worthy to be a king's mistress; and if
I had been rich I would have set up a household that I might retain her
in my service.

We did not awake till seven o'clock.  She got up, and on looking out of
the window saw Strasoldo's carriage waiting at the door.

I confronted her by saying that as long as she liked to stay with me no
one could force her away.

I was vexed that I had no closet in my room, as I could not hide her from
the waiter who would bring us coffee.  We accordingly dispensed with
breakfast, but I had to find out some way of feeding her.  I thought I
had plenty of time before me, but I was wrong.

At ten o'clock I saw Strasoldo and his friend Pittoni coming into the
inn.  They spoke to the landlord, and seemed to be searching the whole
place, passing from one room to another.

I laughed, and told Leuzica that they were looking for her, and that our
turn would doubtless come before long.

"Remember your promise," said she.

"You may be sure of that."

The tone in which this remark was delivered comforted her, and she
exclaimed,--

"Well; well, let them come; they will get nothing by it."

I heard footsteps approaching, and went out, closing the door behind me,
and begging them to excuse my not asking them in, as there was a
contraband commodity in my room.

"Only tell me that it is not my maid," said Strasoldo, in a pitiable
voice.  "We are sure she is here, as the sentinel at the gate saw her
come in at ten o'clock."

"You are right, the fair Leuzica is at this moment in my room.  I have
given her my word of honour that no violence shall be used, and you may
be sure I shall keep my word."

"I shall certainly not attempt any violence, but I am sure she would come
of her own free will if I could speak to her."

"I will ask her if she wishes to see you.  Wait a moment."

Leuzica had been listening to our conversation, and when I opened the
door she told me that I could let them in.

As soon as Strasoldo appeared she asked him proudly if she was under any
obligations to him, if she had stolen anything from him, and if she was
not perfectly free to leave him when she liked.

The poor count replied mildly that on the contrary it was he who owed her
a year's wages and had her box in his possession, but that she should not
have left him without giving any reason.

"The only reason is that I don't want to go to Vienna," she replied.
"I told you so a week ago.  If you are an honest man you will leave me my
trunk, and as to my wages you can send them to me at my aunt's at Laibach
if you haven't got any money now."

I pitied Strasoldo from the bottom of my heart; he prayed and entreated,
and finally wept like a child.  However, Pittoni roused my choler by
saying that I ought to drive the slut out of my room.

"You are not the man to tell me what I ought and what I ought not to do,"
I replied, "and after I have received her in my apartments you ought to
moderate your expressions."

Seeing that I stood on my dignity he laughed, and asked me if I had
fallen in love with her in so short a time.

Strasoldo here broke in by saying he was sure she had not slept with me.

"That's where you are mistaken," said she, "for there's only one bed, and
I did not sleep on the floor."

They found prayers and reproaches alike useless and left us at noon.
Leuzica was profuse in her expressions of gratitude to me.

There was no longer any mystery, so I boldly ordered dinner for two, and
promised that she should remain with me till the count had left Trieste.

At three o'clock the Venetian consul came, saying that Count Strasoldo
had begged him to use his good offices with me to persuade me to deliver
up the fair Leuzica.

"You must speak to the girl herself," I replied; "she came here and stays
here of her own free will."

When the worthy man had heard the girl's story he went away, saying that
we had the right on our side.

In the evening a porter brought her trunk, and at this she seemed touched
but not repentant.

Leuzica supped with me and again shared my couch.  The count left Trieste
at day-break.

As soon as I was sure that he was gone, I took a carriage and escorted
the fair Leuzica two stages on her way to Laibach.  We dined together,
and I left her in the care of a friend of hers.

Everybody said I had acted properly, and even Pittoni confessed that in
my place he would have done the same.

Poor Strasoldo came to a bad end.  He got into debt, committed
peculation, and had to escape into Turkey and embrace Islam to avoid the
penalty of death.

About this time the Venetian general, Palmanova, accompanied by the
procurator Erizzo, came to Trieste to visit the governor, Count
Wagensberg.  In the afternoon the count presented me to the patricians
who seemed astonished to see me at Trieste.

The procurator asked me if I amused myself as well as I had done at Paris
sixteen years ago, and I told him that sixteen years more, and a hundred
thousand francs less, forced me to live in a different fashion.
While we were talking, the consul came in to announce that the felucca
was ready.  Madame de Lantieri as well as her father pressed me to join
the party.

I gave a bow, which might mean either no or yes, and asked the consul
what the party was.  He told me that they were going to see a Venetian
man-of-war at anchor in the harbor; his excellence there being the
captain I immediately turned to the countess and smilingly professed my
regret that I was unable to set foot on Venetian soil.

Everybody exclaimed at me,--

"You have nothing to fear.  You are with honest people.  Your suspicion
is quite offensive."

"That is all very fine, ladies and gentlemen, and I will come with all my
heart, if your excellences will assure me that my joining this little
party will not be known to the State Inquisitors possibly by to-morrow."

This was enough.  Everybody looked at me in silence, and no objections
could be found to my argument.

The captain of the vessel, who did not know me, spoke a few whispered
words to the others, and then they left.

The next day the consul told me that the captain had praised my prudence
in declining to go on board, as if anyone had chanced to tell him my name
and my case whilst I was on his ship, it would have been his duty to
detain me.

When I told the governor of this remark he replied gravely that he should
not have allowed the ship to leave the harbour.

I saw the procurator Erizzo the same evening, and he congratulated me on
my discretion, telling me he would take care to let the Tribunal know how
I respected its decisions.

About this time I had the pleasure of seeing a beautiful Venetian, who
visited Trieste with several of her admirers.  She was of the noble
family of Bon, and had married Count Romili de Bergamo, who left her free
to do whatever she liked.  She drew behind her triumphal chariot an old
general, Count Bourghausen, a famous rake who had deserted Mars for the
past ten years in order to devote his remaining days to the service of
Venus.  He was a delightful man, and we became friends.  Ten years later
he was of service to me, as my readers will find in the next volume,
which may perhaps be the last.




CHAPTER XXII

Some Adventures at Trieste--I Am of Service to the Venetian Government--
My Expedition to Gorice and My Return to Trieste--I Find Irene as an
Actress and Expert Gamester


Some of the ladies of Trieste thought they would like to act a French
play, and I was made stage manager.  I had not only to choose the pieces,
but to distribute the parts, the latter being a duty of infinite
irksomeness.

All the actresses were new to the boards, and I had immense trouble in
hearing them repeat their parts, which they seemed unable to learn by
heart.  It is a well-known fact that the revolution which is really
wanted in Italy is in female education.  The very best families with few
exceptions are satisfied with shutting up their daughters in a convent
for several years till the time comes for them to marry some man whom
they never see till the eve or the day of their marriage.  As a
consequence we have the 'cicisbeo', and in Italy as in France the idea
that our nobles are the sons of their nominal fathers is a purely
conventional one.

What do girls learn in convents, especially in Italian convents?  A few
mechanical acts of devotion and outward forms, very little real religion,
a good deal of deceit, often profligate habits, a little reading and
writing, many useless accomplishments, small music and less drawing, no
history, no geography or mythology, hardly any mathematics, and nothing
to make a girl a good wife and a good mother.

As for foreign languages, they are unheard of; our own Italian is so soft
that any other tongue is hard to acquire, and the 'dolce far niente'
habit is an obstacle to all assiduous study.

I write down these truths in spite of my patriotism.  I know that if any
of my fellow-countrywomen come to read me they will be very angry; but I
shall be beyond the reach of all anger.

To return to our theatricals.  As I could not make my actresses get their
parts letter perfect, I became their prompter, and found out by
experience all the ungratefulness of the position.

The actors never acknowledged their debt to the prompter, and put down
to his account all the mistakes they make.

A Spanish doctor is almost as badly off; if his patient recovers, the
cure is set down to the credit of one saint or another; but if he dies,
the physician is blamed for his unskilful treatment.

A handsome negress, who served the prettiest of my actresses to whom I
shewed great attentions, said to me one day,--

"I can't make out how you can be so much in love with my mistress, who
is as white as the devil."

"Have you never loved a white man?" I asked.

"Yes," said she, "but only because I had no negro, to whom I should
certainly have given the preference."

Soon after the negress became mine, and I found out the falsity of the
axiom, 'Sublata lucerna nullum discrimen inter feminas', for even in the
darkness a man would know a black woman from a white one.

I feel quite sure myself that the negroes are a distinct species from
ourselves.  There is one essential difference, leaving the colour out of
account--namely, that an African woman can either conceive or not, and
can conceive a boy or a girl.  No doubt my readers will disbelieve this
assertion, but their incredulity would cease if I instructed them in the
mysterious science of the negresses.

Count Rosenberg, grand chamberlain of the emperor, came on a visit to
Trieste in company with an Abbe Casti, whose acquaintance I wished to
make on account of some extremely blasphemous poems he had written.
However, I was disappointed; and instead of a man of parts, I found the
abbe to be an impudent worthless fellow, whose only merit was a knack of
versification.

Count Rosenberg took the abbe with him, because he was useful in the
capacities of a fool and a pimp-occupations well suited to his morals,
though by no means agreeable to his ecclesiastical status.  In those
days syphilis had not completely destroyed his uvula.

I heard that this shameless profligate, this paltry poetaster, had been
named poet to the emperor.  What a dishonour to the memory of the great
Metastasio, a man free from all vices, adorned with all virtues, and of
the most singular ability.

Casti had neither a fine style, nor a knowledge of dramatic
requirements, as appears from two or three comic operas composed by him,
in which the reader will find nothing but foolish buffooneries badly put
together.  In one of these comic operas he makes use of slander against
King Theodore and the Venetian Republic, which he turns into ridicule by
means of pitiful lies.

In another piece called The Cave of Trophonius, Casti made himself the
laughing-stock of the literary world by making a display of useless
learning which contributes nothing towards the plot.

Among the persons of quality who came to Gorice, I met a certain Count
Torriano, who persuaded me to spend the autumn with him at a country
house of his six miles from Gorice.

If I had listened to the voice of my good genius I should certainly
never have gone.

The count was under thirty, and was not married.  He could not exactly
be called ugly in spite of his hangdog countenance, in which I saw the
outward signs of cruelty, disloyalty, treason, pride, brutal sensuality,
hatred, and jealousy.  The mixture of bad qualities was such an
appalling one that I thought his physiognomy was at fault, and the goods
better than the sign.  He asked me to come and see him so graciously
that I concluded that the man gave the lie to his face.

I asked about him before accepting the invitation, and I heard nothing
but good.  People certainly said he was fond of the fair sex, and was a
fierce avenger of any wrong done to him, but not thinking either of
these characteristics unworthy of a gentleman I accepted his invitation.
He told me that he would expect me to meet him at Gorice on the first
day of September, and that the next day we would leave for his estate.

In consequence of Torriano's invitation I took leave of everybody,
especially of Count Wagensberg, who had a serious attack of that malady
which yields so easily to mercury when it is administered by a skilled
hand, but which kills the unfortunate who falls amongst quacks.  Such
was the fate of the poor count; he died a month after I had left
Trieste.

I left Trieste in the morning, dined at Proseco, and reached Gorice in
good time.  I called at Count Louis Torriano's mansion, but was told he
was out.  However, they allowed me to deposit what little luggage I had
when I informed them that the count had invited me.  I then went to see
Count Torres, and stayed with him till supper-time.

When I got back to the count's I was told he was in the country, and
would not be back till the next day, and that in the meantime my trunks
had been taken to the inn where a room and supper had been ordered.

I was extremely astonished, and went to the inn, where I was served with
a bad supper in an uncomfortable room; however, I supposed that the
count had been unable to accommodate me in his house, and I excused him
though I wished he had forewarned me.  I could not understand how a
gentleman who has a house and invites a friend can be without a room
wherein to lodge him.

Next morning Count Torriano came to see me, thanked me for my
punctuality, congratulated himself on the pleasure he expected to derive
from my society, and told me he was very sorry we could not start for
two days, as a suit was to be heard the next day between himself and a
rascally old farmer who was trying to cheat him.

"Well, well," said I, "I will go and hear the pleadings; it will be an
amusement for me."

Soon after he took his leave, without asking me where I intended dining,
or apologizing for not having accommodated me himself.

I could not make him out; I thought he might have taken offence at my
descending at his doors without having given him any warning.

"Come, come, Casanova," I said to myself, "you may be all abroad.
Knowledge of character is an unfathomable gulf.  We thought we had
studied it deeply, but there is still more to learn; we shall see.  He
may have said nothing out of delicacy.  I should be sorry to be found
wanting in politeness, though indeed I am puzzled to know what I have
done amiss."

I dined by myself, made calls in the afternoon, and supped with Count
Tomes.  I told him that I promised myself the pleasure of hearing the
eloquence of the bar of Gorice the next day.

"I shall be there, too," said he, "as I am curious to see what sort of a
face Torriano will put on it, if the countryman wins.  I know something
about the case," he continued, "and Torriano is sure of victory, unless
the documents attesting the farmer's indebtedness happen to be
forgeries.  On the other hand, the farmer ought to win unless it can be
shewn that the receipts signed by Torriano are forgeries.  The farmer
has lost in the first court and in the second court, but he has paid the
costs and appealed from both, though he is a poor man.  If he loses to-
morrow he will not only be a ruined man, but be sentenced to penal
servitude, while if he wins, Torriano should be sent to the galleys,
together with his counsel, who has deserved this fate many times
before."

I knew Count Tomes passed for somewhat of a scandal-monger, so his
remarks made little impression on me beyond whetting my curiosity.  The
next day I was one of the first to appear in the court, where I found
the bench, plaintiff and defendant, and the barristers, already
assembled.  The farmer's counsel was an old man who looked honest, while
the count's had all the impudence of a practised knave.  The count sat
beside him, smiling disdainfully, as if he was lowering himself to
strive with a miserable peasant whom he had already twice vanquished.

The farmer sat by his wife, his son, and two daughters, and had that air
of modest assurance which indicates resignation and a good conscience.

I wondered how such honest people could have lost in two courts; I was
sure their cause must be a just one.

They were all poorly clad, and from their downcast eyes and their humble
looks I guessed them to be the victims of oppression.

Each barrister could speak for two hours.

The farmer's advocate spoke for thirty minutes, which he occupied by
putting in the various receipts bearing the count's signature up to the
time when he had dismissed the farmer, because he would not prostitute
his daughters to him.  He then continued, speaking with calm precision,
to point out the anachronisms and contradictions in the count's books
(which made his client a debtor), and stated that his client was in a
position to prosecute the two forgers who had been employed to compass
the ruin of an honest family, whose only crime was poverty.  He ended
his speech by an appeal for costs in all the suits, and for compensation
for loss of time and defamation of character.

The harangue of the count's advocate would have lasted more than two
hours if the court had not silenced him.  He indulged in a torrent of
abuse against the other barrister, the experts in hand-writing, and the
peasant, whom he threatened with a speedy consignment to the galleys.

The pleadings would have wearied me if I had been a blind man, but as it
was I amused myself by a scrutiny of the various physiognomies before
me.  My host's face remained smiling and impudent through it all.

The pleadings over, the court was cleared, and we awaited the sentence
in the adjoining room.

The peasant and his family sat in a corner apart, sad, sorry, and
comfortless, with no friend to speak a consoling word, while the count
was surrounded by a courtly throng, who assured him that with such a
case he could not possibly lose; but that if the judges did deliver
judgment against him he should pay the peasant, and force him to prove
the alleged forgery.

I listened in profound silence, sympathising with the countryman rather
than my host, whom I believed to be a thorough-paced scoundrel, though I
took care not to say so.

Count Torres, who was a deadly foe to all prudence and discretion, asked
me my opinion of the case, and I whispered that I thought the count
should lose, even if he were in the right, on account of the infamous
apostrophes of his counsel, who deserved to have his ears cut off or to
stand in the pillory for six months.

"And the client too," said Tomes aloud; but nobody had heard what I had
said.

After we had waited for an hour the clerk of the court came in with two
papers, one of which he gave to the peasant's counsel and the other to
Torriano's.  Torriano read it to himself, burst into a loud laugh, and
then read it aloud.

The court condemned the count to recognize the peasant as his creditor,
to pay all costs, and to give him a year's wages as damages; the
peasant's right to appeal ad minimum on account of any other complaints
he might have being reserved.

The advocate looked downcast, but Torriano consoled him by a fee of six
sequins, and everybody went away.

I remained with the defendant, and asked him if he meant to appeal to
Vienna.

"I shall appeal in another sort," said he; but I did not ask him what he
meant.

We left Gorice the next morning.

My landlord gave me the bill, and told me he had received instructions
not to insist on my paying it if I made any difficulty, as in that case
the count would pay himself.

This struck me as somewhat eccentric, but I only laughed.  However, the
specimens I had seen of his character made me imagine that I was going
to spend six weeks with a dangerous original.

In two hours we were at Spessa, and alighted at a large house, with
nothing distinguished about it from an architectural point of view.  We
went up to the count's room, which was tolerably furnished, and after
shewing me over the house he took me to my own room.  It was on the
ground floor, stuffy, dark, and ill furnished.

"Ah!" said he, "this is the room my poor old father used to love to sit
in; like you, he was very fond of study.  You may be sure of enjoying
perfect liberty here, for you will see no one."

We dined late, and consequently no supper was served.  The eating and
the wine were tolerable, and so was the company of a priest, who held
the position of the count's steward; but I was disgusted at hearing the
count, who ate ravenously, reproach me with eating too slowly.

When we rose from table he told me he had a lot to do, and that we
should see each other the next day.

I went to my room to put things in order, and to get out my papers.  I
was then working at the second volume of the Polish troubles.

In the evening I asked for a light as it was growing dark, and presently
a servant came with one candle.  I was indignant; they ought to have
given me wax lights or a lamp at least.  However, I made no complaint,
merely asking one of the servants if I was to rely on the services of
any amongst them.

"Our master has given us no instructions on the subject, but of course
we will wait on you whenever you call us."

This would have been a troublesome task, as there was no bell, and I
should have been obliged to wander all over the house, to search the
courtyard, and perhaps the road, whenever I wanted a servant.

"And who will do my room?" I asked.

"The maid."

"Then she has a key of her own?"

"There is no need for a key, as your door has no lock, but you can bolt
yourself in at night."

I could only laugh, whether from ill humour or amusement I really cannot
say.  However, I made no remark to the man.

I began my task, but in half an hour I was so unfortunate as to put out
the candle whilst snuffing it.  I could not roam about the house in the
dark searching for a light, as I did not know my way, so I went to bed
in the dark more inclined to swear than to laugh.

Fortunately the bed was a good one, and as I had expected it to be
uncomfortable I went to sleep in a more tranquil humour.

In the morning nobody came to attend on me, so I got up, and after
putting away my papers I went to say good morning to my host in
dressing-gown and nightcap.  I found him under the hand of one of his
men who served him as a valet.  I told him I had slept well, and had
come to breakfast with him; but he said he never took breakfast, and
asked me, politely enough, not to trouble to come and see him in the
morning as he was always engaged with his tenants, who were a pack of
thieves.  He then added that as I took breakfast he would give orders to
the cook to send me up coffee whenever I liked.

"You will also be kind enough to tell your man to give me a touch with
his comb after he has done with you."

"I wonder you did not bring a servant."

"If I had guessed that I should be troubling you, I should certainly
have brought one."

"It will not trouble me but you, for you will be kept waiting."

"Not at all.  Another thing I want is a lock to my door, for I have
important papers for which I am responsible, and I cannot lock them up
in my trunk whenever I leave my room."

"Everything is safe in my house."

"Of course, but you see how absurd it would be for you to be answerable
in case any of my papers were missing.  I might be in the greatest
distress, and yet I should never tell you of it."

He remained silent for some time, and then ordered his man to tell the
priest to put a lock on my door and give me the key.

While he was thinking, I noticed a taper and a book on the table beside
his bed.  I went up to it, and asked politely if I might see what kind
of reading had beguiled him to sleep.  He replied as politely,
requesting me not to touch it.  I withdrew immediately, telling him with
a smile that I felt sure that it was a book of prayers, but that I would
never reveal his secret.

"You have guessed what it is," he said, laughing.

I left him with a courteous bow, begging him to send me his man and a
cup of coffee, chocolate, or broth, it mattered not which.

I went back to my room meditating seriously on his strange behaviour,
and especially on the wretched tallow candle which was given me, while
he had a wax taper.  My first idea was to leave the house immediately,
for though I had only fifty ducats in my possession my spirit was as
high as when I was a rich man; but on second thoughts I determined not
to put myself in the wrong by affronting him in such a signal manner.

The tallow candle was the most grievous wrong, so I resolved to ask the
man whether he had not been told to give me wax lights.  This was
important, as it might be only a piece of knavery or stupidity on the
part of the servant.

The man came in an hour with a cup of coffee, sugared according to his
taste or that of the cook.  This disgusted me, so I let it stay on the
table, telling him, with a burst of laughter (if I had not laughed I
must have thrown the coffee in his face), that that was not the way to
serve breakfast.  I then got ready to have my hair done.

I asked him why he had brought me a wretched tallow candle instead of
two wax lights.

"Sir," the worthy man replied, humbly, "I could only give you what the
priest gave me; I received a wax taper for my master and a candle for
you."

I was sorry to have vexed the poor fellow, and said no more, thinking
the priest might have taken a fancy to economise for the count's profit
or his own.  I determined to question him on the subject.

As soon as I was dressed I went out to walk off my bad humour.  I met
the priest-steward, who had been to the locksmith.  He told me that the
man had no ready-made locks, but he was going to fit my door with a
padlock, of which I should have the key.

"Provided I can lock my door," I said, "I care not how it's done."

I returned to the house to see the padlock fitted, and while the
locksmith was hammering away I asked the priest why he had given a
tallow candle instead of one or two wax tapers.

"I should never dare to give you tapers, sir, without express orders
from the count."

"I should have thought such a thing would go without saying."

"Yes, in other houses, but here nothing goes without saying.  I have to
buy the tapers and he pays me, and every time he has one it is noted
down."

"Then you can give me a pound of wax lights if I pay you for them?"

"Of course, but I think I must tell the count, for you know .  .  .  ."

"Yes, I know all about it, but I don't care:"

I gave him the price of a pound of wax lights, and went for a walk, as
he told me dinner was at one.  I was somewhat astonished on coming back
to the house at half-past twelve to be told that the count had been half
an hour at table.

I did not know what to make of all these acts of rudeness; however, I
moderated my passion once more, and came in remarking that the abbe had
told me dinner was at one.

"It is usually," replied the count, "but to-day I wanted to pay some
calls and take you with me, so I decided on dining at noon.  You will
have plenty of time."

He then gave orders for all the dishes that had been taken away to be
brought back.

I made no answer, and sat down to table, and feigning good humour ate
what was on the table, refusing to touch those dishes which had been
taken away.  He vainly asked me to try the soup, the beef, the entrees;
I told him that I always punished myself thus when I came in late for a
nobleman's dinner.

Still dissembling my ill humour, I got into his carriage to accompany
him on his round of visits.  He took me to Baron del Mestre, who spent
the whole of the year in the country with his family, keeping up a good
establishment.

The count spent the whole of the day with the baron, putting off the
other visits to a future time.  In the evening we returned to Spessa.
Soon after we arrived the priest returned the money I had given him for
the candles, telling me that the count had forgotten to inform him that
I was to be treated as himself.

I took this acknowledgement for what it was worth.

Supper was served, and I ate with the appetite of four, while the count
hardly ate at all.

The servant who escorted me to my room asked me at what time I should
like breakfast.  I told him, and he was punctual; and this time the
coffee was brought in the coffee-pot and the sugar in the sugar basin.

The valet did my hair, and the maid did my room, everything was changed,
and I imagined that I had given the count a little lesson, and that I
should have no more trouble with him.  Here, however, I was mistaken, as
the reader will discover.

Three or four days later the priest came to me one morning, to ask when
I would like dinner, as I was to dine in my room.

"Why so?" I asked.

"Because the count left yesterday for Gorice, telling me he did not know
when he should come back.  He ordered me to give you your meals in your
room."

"Very good.  I will dine at one."

No one could be more in favour of liberty and independence than myself,
but I could not help feeling that my rough host should have told me he
was going to Gorice.  He stayed a week, and I should have died of
weariness if it had not been for my daily visits to the Baron del
Mestre.  Otherwise there was no company, the priest was an uneducated
man, and there were no pretty country girls.  I felt as if I could not
bear another four weeks of such a doleful exile.

When the count came back, I spoke to him plainly.

"I came to Spessa," I said, "to keep you company and to amuse myself;
but I see that I am in the way, so I hope you will take me back to
Gorice and leave me there.  You must know that I like society as much as
you do, and I do not feel inclined to die of solitary weariness in your
house."

He assured me that it should not happen again, that he had gone to
Gorice to meet an actress, who had come there purposely to see him, and
that he had also profited by the opportunity to sign a contract of
marriage with a Venetian lady.

These excuses and the apparently polite tone in which they were uttered
induced me to prolong my stay with the extraordinary count.

He drew the whole of his income from vineyards, which produced an
excellent white wine and a revenue of a thousand sequins a year.
However, as the count did his best to spend double that amount, he was
rapidly ruining himself.  He had a fixed impression that all the tenants
robbed him, so whenever he found a bunch of grapes in a cottage he
proceeded to beat the occupants unless they could prove that the grapes
did not come from his vineyards.  The peasants might kneel down and beg
pardon, but they were thrashed all the same.

I had been an unwilling witness of several of these arbitrary and cruel
actions, when one day I had the pleasure of seeing the count soundly
beaten by two peasants.  He had struck the first blow himself, but when
he found that he was getting the worst of it he prudently took to his
heels.

He was much offended with me for remaining a mere spectator of the fray;
but I told him very coolly that, being the aggressor, he was in the
wrong, and in the second place I was not going to expose myself to be
beaten to a jelly by two lusty peasants in another man's quarrel.

These arguments did not satisfy him, and in his rage he dared to tell me
that I was a scurvy coward not to know that it was my duty to defend a
friend to the death.

In spite of these offensive remarks I merely replied with a glance of
contempt, which he doubtless understood.

Before long the whole village had heard what had happened, and the joy
was universal, for the count had the singular privilege of being feared
by all and loved by none.  The two rebellious peasants had taken to
their heels.  But when it became known that his lordship had announced
his resolution to carry pistols with him in all future visits, everybody
was alarmed, and two spokesmen were sent to the count informing him that
all his tenants would quit the estate in a week's time unless he gave
them a promise to leave them in peace in their humble abodes.

The rude eloquence of the two peasants struck me as sublime, but the
count pronounced them to be impertinent and ridiculous.

"We have as good a right to taste the vines which we have watered with
the sweat of our brow," said they, "as your cook has to taste the dishes
before they are served on your table."

The threat of deserting just at the vintage season frightened the count,
and he had to give in, and the embassy went its way in high glee at its
success.

Next Sunday we went to the chapel to hear mass, and when we came in the
priest was at the altar finishing the Credo.  The count looked furious,
and after mass he took me with him to the sacristy, and begun to abuse
and beat the poor priest, in spite of the surplice which he was still
wearing.  It was really a shocking sight.

The priest spat in his face and cried help, that being the only revenge
in his power.

Several persons ran in, so we left the sacristy.  I was scandalised, and
I told the count that the priest would be certain to go to Udine, and
that it might turn out a very awkward business.

"Try to prevent his doing so," I added, "even by violence, but in the
first place endeavour to pacify him."

No doubt the count was afraid, for he called out to his servants and
ordered them to fetch the priest, whether he could come or no.  His
order was executed, and the priest was led in, foaming with rage,
cursing the count, calling him excommunicated wretch, whose very breath
was poisonous; swearing that never another mass should be sung in the
chapel that had been polluted with sacrilege, and finally promising that
the archbishop should avenge him.

The count let him say on, and then forced him into a chair, and the
unworthy ecclesiastic not only ate but got drunk.  Thus peace was
concluded, and the abbe forgot all his wrongs.

A few days later two Capuchins came to visit him at noon.  They did not
go, and as he did not care to dismiss them, dinner was served without
any place being laid for the friars.  Thereupon the bolder of the two
informed the count that he had had no dinner.  Without replying, the
count had him acommodated with a plateful of rice.  The Capuchin refused
it, saying that he was worthy to sit, not only at his table, but at a
monarch's.  The count, who happened to be in a good humour, replied that
they called themselves "unworthy brethren," and that they were
consequently not worthy of any of this world's good things.

The Capuchin made but a poor answer, and as I thought the count to be in
the right I procceded to back him up, telling the friar he ought to be
ashamed at having committed the sin of pride, so strictly condemned by
the rules of his order.

The Capuchin answered me with a torrent of abuse, so the count ordered a
pair of scissors to be brought, that the beards of the filthy rogues
might be cut off.  At this awful threat the two friars made their
escape, and we laughed heartily over the incident.

If all the count's eccentricities had been of this comparatively
harmless and amusing nature, I should not have minded, but such was far
from being the case.

Instead of chyle his organs must have distilled some virulent poison; he
was always at his worst in his after dinner hours.  His appetite was
furious; he ate more like a tiger than a man.  One day we happened to be
eating woodcock, and I could not help praising the dish in the style of
the true gourmand.  He immediately took up his bird, tore it limb from
limb, and gravely bade me not to praise the dishes I liked as it
irritated him.  I felt an inclination to laugh and also an inclination
to throw the bottle at his head, which I should probably have indulged
in had I been twenty years younger.  However, I did neither, feeling
that I should either leave him or accommodate myself to his humours.

Three months later Madame Costa, the actress whom he had gone to see at
Gorice, told me that she would never have believed in the possibility of
such a creature existing if she had not known Count Torriano.

"Though he is a vigorous lover," she continued, "it is a matter of great
difficulty with him to obtain the crisis; and the wretched woman in his
arms is in imminent danger of being strangled to death if she cannot
conceal her amorous ecstacy.  He cannot bear to see another's pleasure.
I pity his wife most heartily."

I will now relate the incident which put an end to my relations with
this venomous creature.

Amidst the idleness and weariness of Spessa I happened to meet a very
pretty and very agreeable young widow.  I made her some small presents,
and finally persuaded her to pass the night in my room.  She came at
midnight to avoid observation, and left at day-break by a small door
which opened on to the road.

We had amused ourselves in this pleasant manner for about a week, when
one morning my sweetheart awoke me that I might close the door after her
as usual.  I had scarcely done so when I heard cries for help.  I
quickly opened it again, and I saw the scoundrelly Torriano holding the
widow with one hand while he beat her furiously with a stick he held in
the other.  I rushed upon him, and we fell together, while the poor
woman made her escape.

I had only my dresing-gown on, and here I was at a disadvantage; for
civilized man is a poor creature without his clothes.  However, I held
the stick with one hand, while I queezed his throat with the other.  On
his side he clung to the stick with his right hand, and pulled my hair
with the left.  At last his tongue started out and he had to let go.

I was on my feet again in an instant, and seizing the stick I aimed a
sturdy blow at his head, which, luckily for him, he partially parried.

I did not strike again, so he got up, ran a little way, and began to
pick up stones.  However, I did not wait to be pelted, but shut myself
in my room and lay down on the bed, only sorry that I had not choked the
villain outright.

As soon as I had rested I looked to my pistols, dressed myself, and went
out with the intention of looking for some kind of conveyance to take me
back to Gorice.  Without knowing it I took a road that led me to the
cottage of the poor widow, whom I found looking calm though sad.  She
told me she had received most of the blows on her shoulders, and was not
much hurt.  What vexed her was that the affair would become public, as
two peasants had seen the count beating her, and our subsequent combat.

I gave her two sequins, begging her to come and see me at Gorice, and to
tell me where I could find a conveyance.

Her sister offered to shew me the way to a farm, where I could get what
I wanted.  On the way she told me that Torriano had been her sister's
enemy before the death of her husband because she rejected all his
proposals.

I found a good conveyance at the farm, and the man promised to drive me
in to Gorice by dinner-time.

I gave him half-a-crown as an earnest, and went away, telling him to
come for me.

I returned to the count's and had scarcely finished getting ready when
the conveyance drove up.

I was about to put my luggage in it, when a servant came from the count
asking me to give him a moment's conversation.

I wrote a note in French, saying that after what had passed we ought not
to meet again under his roof.

A minute later he came into my room, and shut the door, saying,--

"As you won't speak to me, I have come to speak to you."

"What have you got to say?"

"If you leave my house in this fashion you will dishonour me, and I will
not allow it."

"Excuse me, but I should very much like to see how you are going to
prevent me from leaving your house."

"I will not allow you to go by yourself; we must go together."

"Certainly; I understand you perfectly.  Get your sword or your pistols,
and we will start directly.  There is room for two in the carriage."

"That won't do.  You must dine with me, and then we can go in my
carriage."

You make a mistake.  I should be a fool if I dined with you when our
miserable dispute is all over the village; to-morrow it will have
reached Gorice."

"If you won't dine with me, I will dine with you, and people may say
what they like.  We will go after dinner, so send away that conveyance."

I had to give in to him.  The wretched count stayed with me till noon,
endeavouring to persuade me that he had a perfect right to beat a
country-woman in the road, and that I was altogether in the wrong.

I laughed, and said I wondered how he derived his right to beat a free
woman anywhere, and that his pretence that I being her lover had no
right to protect her was a monstrous one.

"She had just left my arms," I continued, "was I not therefore her
natural protector?  Only a coward or a monster like yourself would have
remained indifferent, though, indeed, I believe that even you would have
done the same."

A few minutes before we sat down to dinner he said that neither of us
would profit by the adventure, as he meant the duel to be to the death.

"I don't agree with you as far as I am concerned," I replied; "and as to
the duel, you can fight or not fight, as you please; for my part I have
had satisfaction.  If we come to a duel I hope to leave you in the land
of the living, though I shall do my best to lay you up for a
considerable time, so that you may have leisure to reflect on your
folly.  On the other hand, if fortune favours you, you may act as you
please"

"We will go into the wood by ourselves, and my coachman shall have
orders to drive you wherever you like if you come out of the wood by
yourself."

"Very good indeed; and which would you prefer--swords or pistols?"

"Swords, I think."

"Then I promise to unload my pistols as soon as we get into the
carriage."

I was astonished to find the usually brutal count become quite polite at
the prospect of a duel.  I felt perfectly confident myself, as I was
sure of flooring him at the first stroke by a peculiar lunge.  Then I
could escape through Venetian territory where I was not known.

But I had good reasons for supposing that the duel would end in smoke as
so many other duels when one of the parties is a coward, and a coward I
believed the count to be.

We started after an excellent dinner; the count having no luggage, and
mine being strapped behind the carriage.

I took care to draw the charges of my pistols before the count.

I had heard him tell the coachman to drive towards Gorice, but every
moment I expected to hear him order the man to drive up this or that
turning that we might settle our differences.

I asked no questions, feeling that the initiative lay with him; but we
drove on till we were at the gates of Gorice, and I burst out laughing
when I heard the count order the coachman to drive to the posting inn.

As soon as we got there he said,--

"You were in the right; we must remain friends.  Promise me not to tell
anyone of what has happened."

I gave him the promise; we shook hands, and everything was over.

The next day I took up my abode in one of the quietest streets to finish
my second volume on the Polish troubles, but I still managed to enjoy
myself during my stay at Gorice.  At last I resolved on returning to
Trieste, where I had more chances of serving and pleasing the State
Inquisitors.

I stayed at Gorice till the end of the year 1773, and passed an
extremely pleasant six weeks.

My adventure at Spessa had become public property.  At first everybody
addressed me on the subject, but as I laughed and treated the whole
thing as a joke it would soon be forgotten.  Torriano took care to be
most polite whenever we met; but I had stamped him as a dangerous
character, and whenever he asked me to dinner or supper I had other
engagements.

During the carnival he married the young lady of whom he had spoken to
me, and as long as he lived her life was misery.  Fortunately he died a
madman thirteen or fourteen years after.

Whilst I was at Gorice Count Charles Coronini contributed greatly to my
enjoyment.  He died four years later, and a month before his death he
sent me his will in ostosyllabic Italian verses--a specimen of
philosophic mirth which I still preserve.  It is full of jest and wit,
though I believe if he had guessed the near approach of death he would
not have been so cheerful, for the prospect of imminent destruction can
only enliven the heart of a maniac.

During my stay at Gorice a certain M. Richard Lorrain came there.  He
was a bachelor of forty, who had done good financial service under the
Viennese Government, and had now retired with a comfortable pension.  He
was a fine man, and his agreeable manners and excellent education
procured him admission into the best company in the town.

I met him at the house of Count Torres, and soon after he was married to
the young countess.

In October the new Council of Ten and the new Inquisitors took office,
and my protectors wrote to me that if they could not obtain my pardon in
the course of the next twelve months they would be inclined to despair.
The first of the Inquisitors was Sagredo, and intimate friend of the
Procurator Morosini's; the second, Grimani, the friend of my good
Dandolo; and M. Zaguri wrote to me that he would answer for the third,
who, according to law, was one of the six councillors who assist the
Council of Ten.

It may not be generally known that the Council of Ten is really a
council of seventeen, as the Doge has always a right to be present.

I returned to Trieste determined to do my best for the Tribunal, for I
longed to return to Venice after nineteen years' wanderings.

I was then forty-nine, and I expected no more of Fortune's gifts, for
the deity despises those of ripe age.  I thought, however, that I might
live comfortably and independently at Venice.

I had talents and experience, I hoped to make use of them, and I thought
the Inquisitors would feel bound to give me some sufficient employment.

I was writing the history of the Polish troubles, the first volume was
printed, the second was in preparation, and I thought of concluding the
work in seven volumes.  Afterwards I had a translation of the "Iliad" in
view, and other literary projects would no doubt present themselves.

In fine, I thought myself sure of living in Venice, where many persons
who would be beggars elsewhere continue to live at their ease.

I left Gorice on the last day of December, 1773, and on January 1st I
took up my abode at Trieste.

I could not have received a warmer welcome.  Baron Pittoni, the Venetian
consul, all the town councillors, and the members of the club, seemed
delighted to see me again.  My carnival was a pleasant one, and in the
beginning of Lent I published the second volume of my work on Poland.

The chief object of interest to me at Trieste was an actress in a
company that was playing there.  She was no other than the daughter of
the so-called Count Rinaldi, and my readers may remember her under the
name of Irene.  I had loved her at Milan, and neglected her at Genoa on
account of her father's misdeeds, and at Avignon I had rescued her at
Marcoline's request.  Eleven years had passed by since I had heard of
her.

I was astonished to see her, and I think more sorry than glad, for she
was still beautiful, and I might fall in love again; and being no longer
in a position to give her assistance, the issue might be unfortunate for
me.  However, I called on her the next day, and was greeted with a
shriek of delight.  She told me she had seen me at the theatre, and felt
sure I would come and see her.

She introduced me to her husband, who played parts like Scapin, and to
her nine-year-old daughter, who had a talent for dancing.

She gave me an abridged account of her life since we had met.  In the
year I had seen her at Avignon she had gone to Turin with her father.
At Turin she fell in love with her present husband, and left her parents
to join her lot to his.

"Since that," she said, "I have heard of my father's death, but I do not
know what has become of my mother."

After some further conversation she told me she was a faithful wife,
though she did not push fidelity so far as to drive a rich lover to
despair.

"I have no lovers here," she added, "but I give little suppers to a few
friends.  I don't mind the expense, as I win some money at faro."

She was the banker, and she begged me to join the party now and then.

"I will come after the play to-night," I replied, "but you must not
expect any high play of me."

I kept the appointment and supped with a number of silly young
tradesmen, who were all in love with her.

After supper she held a bank, and I was greatly astonished when I saw
her cheating with great dexterity.  It made me want to laugh; however, I
lost my florins with a good grace and left.  However, I did not mean to
let Irene think she was duping me, and I went to see her next morning at
rehearsal, and complimented her on her dealing.  She pretended not to
understand what I meant, and on my explaining myself she had the
impudence to tell me that I was mistaken.

In my anger I turned my back on her saying, "You will be sorry for this
some day."

At this she began to laugh, and said, "Well, well, I confess! and if you
tell me how much you lost you shall have it back, and if you like you
shall be a partner in the game."

"No, thank you, Irene, I will not be present at any more of your
suppers.  But I warn you to be cautious; games of chance are strictly
forbidden."

"I know that, but all the young men have promised strict secrecy."

"Come and breakfast with me whenever you like."

A few days later she came, bringing her daughter with her.  The girl was
pretty, and allowed me to caress her.

One day Baron Pittoni met them at my lodgings, and as he liked young
girls as well as I he begged Irene to make her daughter include him in
her list of favoured lovers.

I advised her not to reject the offer, and the baron fell in love with
her, which was a piece of luck for Irene, as she was accused of playing
unlawful games, and would have been severely treated if the baron had
not given her warning.  When the police pounced on her, they found no
gaming and no gamesters, and nothing could be done.

Irene left Trieste at the beginning of Lent with the company to which
she belonged.  Three years later I saw her again at Padua.  Her daughter
had become a charming girl, and our acquaintance was renewed in the
tenderest manner.

          [Thus abruptly end the Memoirs of Giacome Casanova,
          Chevalier de Seingalt, Knight of the Golden Spur,
          Prothonotary Apostolic, and Scoundrel Cosmopolitic.]




End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of MEMOIRES OF JACQUES CASANOVA
SPANISH PASSIONS, Vol. 6d, FLORENCE TO TRIESTE
by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt






MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798
SPANISH PASSIONS, Volume 6e--OLD AGE AND DEATH



THE MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA DE SEINGALT
THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR MACHEN
TO WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED BY ARTHUR SYMONS.




OLD AGE AND DEATH OF CASANOVA


APPENDIX AND SUPPLEMENT


Whether the author died before the work was complete, whether the
concluding volumes were destroyed by himself or his literary executors,
or whether the MS. fell into bad hands, seems a matter of uncertainty,
and the materials available towards a continuation of the Memoirs are
extremely fragmentary.  We know, however, that Casanova at last succeeded
in obtaining his pardon from the authorities of the Republic, and he
returned to Venice, where he exercised the honourable office of secret
agent of the State Inquisitors--in plain language, he became a spy.  It
seems that the Knight of the Golden Spur made a rather indifferent
"agent;" not surely, as a French writer suggests, because the dirty work
was too dirty for his fingers, but probably because he was getting old
and stupid and out-of-date, and failed to keep in touch with new forms of
turpitude.  He left Venice again and paid a visit to Vienna, saw beloved
Paris once more, and there met Count Wallenstein, or Waldstein.  The
conversation turned on magic and the occult sciences, in, which Casanova
was an adept, as the reader of the Memoirs will remember, and the count
took a fancy to the charlatan.  In short Casanova became librarian at the
count's Castle of Dux, near Teplitz, and there he spent the fourteen
remaining years of his life.

As the Prince de Ligne (from whose Memoirs we learn these particulars)
remarks, Casanova's life had been a stormy and adventurous one, and it
might have been expected that he would have found his patron's library a
pleasant refuge after so many toils and travels.  But the man carried
rough weather and storm in his own heart, and found daily opportunities
of mortification and resentment.  The coffee was ill made, the maccaroni
not cooked in the true Italian style, the dogs had bayed during the
night, he had been made to dine at a small table, the parish priest had
tried to convert him, the soup had been served too hot on purpose to
annoy him, he had not been introduced to a distinguished guest, the count
had lent a book without telling him, a groom had not taken off his hat;
such were his complaints.  The fact is Casanova felt his dependent
position and his utter poverty, and was all the more determined to stand
to his dignity as a man who had talked with all the crowned heads of
Europe, and had fought a duel with the Polish general.  And he had
another reason for finding life bitter--he had lived beyond his time.
Louis XV. was dead, and Louis XVI. had been guillotined; the Revolution
had come; and Casanova, his dress, and his manners, appeared as odd and
antique as some "blood of the Regency" would appear to us of these days.
Sixty years before, Marcel, the famous dancing-master, had taught young
Casanova how to enter a room with a lowly and ceremonious bow; and still,
though the eighteenth century is drawning to a close, old Casanova enters
the rooms of Dux with the same stately bow, but now everyone laughs.  Old
Casanova treads the grave measures of the minuet; they applauded his
dancing once, but now everyone laughs.  Young Casanova was always dressed
in the height of the fashion; but the age of powder, wigs, velvets, and
silks has departed, and old Casanova's attempts at elegance ("Strass"
diamonds have replaced the genuine stones with him) are likewise greeted
with laughter.  No wonder the old adventurer denounces the whole house of
Jacobins and canaille; the world, he feels, is permanently out of joint
for him; everything is cross, and everyone is in a conspiracy to drive
the iron into his soul.

At last these persecutions, real or imaginary, drive him away from Dux;
he considers his genius bids him go, and, as before, he obeys.  Casanova
has but little pleasure or profit out of this his last journey; he has to
dance attendance in ante-chambers; no one will give him any office,
whether as tutor, librarian, or chamberlain.  In one quarter only is he
well received--namely, by the famous Duke of Weimar; but in a few days he
becomes madly jealous of the duke's more famous protegees, Goethe and
Wieland, and goes off declaiming against them and German literature
generally--with which literature he was wholly unacquainted.  From Weimar
to Berlin; where there are Jews to whom he has introductions.  Casanova
thinks them ignorant, superstitious, and knavish; but they lend him
money, and he gives bills on Count Wallenstein, which are paid.  In six
weeks the wanderer returns to Dux, and is welcomed with open arms; his
journeys are over at last.

But not his troubles.  A week after his return there are strawberries at
dessert; everyone is served before himself, and when the plate comes
round to him it is empty.  Worse still: his portrait is missing from his
room, and is discovered 'salement placarde a la porte des lieux
d'aisance'!

Five more years of life remained to him.  They were passed in such petty
mortifications as we have narrated, in grieving over his 'afreuse
vieillesse', and in laments over the conquest of his native land Venice,
once so splendid and powerful.  His appetite began to fail, and with it
failed his last source of pleasure, so death came to him somewhat as a
release.  He received the sacraments with devotion, exclaimed,--

"Grand Dieu, et vous tous temoins de ma mort, j'ai vecu en philosophe, et
je meurs en Chretien," and so died.

It was a quiet ending to a wonderfully brilliant and entirely useless
career.  It has been suggested that if the age in which Casanova lived
had been less corrupt, he himself might have used his all but universal
talents to some advantage, but to our mind Casanova would always have
remained Casanova.  He came of a family of adventurers, and the reader of
his Memoirs will remark how he continually ruined his prospects by his
ineradicable love for disreputable company.  His "Bohemianism" was in his
blood, and in his old age he regrets--not his past follies, but his
inability to commit folly any longer.  Now and again we are inclined to
pronounce Casanova to be an amiable man; and if to his generosity and
good nature he had added some elementary knowledge of the distinction
between right and wrong, he might certainly have laid some claim to the
character.  The Prince de Ligne draws the following portrait of him under
the name of Aventuros:

"He would be a handsome man if he were not ugly; he is tall and strongly
built, but his dark complexion and his glittering eyes give him a fierce
expression.  He is easier to annoy than amuse; he laughs little but makes
others laugh by the peculiar turn he gives to his conversation.  He knows
everything except those matters on the knowledge of which he chiefly
prides himself, namely, dancing, the French language, good taste, and
knowledge of the world.  Everything about him is comic, except his
comedies; and all his writings are philosophical, saving those which
treat of philosophy.  He is a perfect well of knowledge, but he quotes
Homer and Horace ad nauseam."






                               SUPPLEMENT
                                   TO

                             THE MEMOIRS OF
                            JACQUES CASANOVA
                              DE SEINGALT
          Containing an Outline of Casanova's career from the
                year 1774, when his own Memoirs abruptly
                      end, until his death in 1798





PART THE FIRST

VENICE
1774-1782


CASANOVA'S RETURN TO VENICE

Thus Casanova ended his Memoirs, concluding his narrative with his
sojourn at Trieste, in January 1774, where he had remained, except for a
few excursions, since the 15th November 1772.  He was forty-nine years of
age.  Since his unfortunate experiences in England, the loss of his
fortune and the failure of his efforts to obtain congenial and
remunerative employment in Germany or Russia, he had come to concentrate
his efforts on a return to his native city.

Of his faithful friends, the nobles Bragadin, Barbaro and Dandolo, the
first had died in 1767, having gone into debt "that I might have enough,"
sending Casanova, from his death-bed, a last gift of a thousand crowns.
Barbaro who had died also, in 1771, left Casanova a life-income of six
sequins a month.  The survivor, Dandolo, was poor, but until his death,
he also gave Casanova a monthly provision of six sequins.
However, Casanova was not without influential friends who might not only
obtain a pardon from the State Inquisitors but also assist him to
employment; and, in fact, it was through such influence as that wielded
by the Avogador Zaguri and the Procurator Morosini, that Casanova
received his pardon, and later, a position as "Confidant," or Secret
Agent, to the Inquisitors at Venice.

Casanova re-entered Venice the 14th September 1774 and, presenting
himself, on the 18th, to Marc-Antoine Businello, Secretary of the
Tribunal of the Inquisitors of State, was advised that mercy had been
accorded him by reason of his refutation of the History of the Venetian
Government by Amelot de la Houssaie which he had written during his
forty-two day imprisonment at Barcelona in 1768.  The three Inquisitors,
Francesco Grimani, Francesco Sagredo and Paolo Bembo, invited him to
dinner to hear his story of his escape from The Leads.

In 1772, Bandiera, the Republic's resident at Ancona, drew this portrait
of Casanova:

"One sees everywhere this unhappy rebel against the justice of the August
Council, presenting himself boldly, his head carried high, and well
equipped.  He is received in many houses and announces his intention of
going to Trieste and, from there, of returning to Germany.  He is a man
of forty years or more," [in reality, forty-seven] "of high stature and
excellent appearance, vigorous, of a very brown color, the eye bright,
the wig short and chestnut-brown.  He is said to be haughty and
disdainful; he speaks at length, with spirit and erudition."  [Letter of
information to the Very Illustrious Giovanni Zon, Secretary of the August
Council of Ten at Venice.  2 October 1772.]

Returning to Venice after an absence of eighteen years, Casanova renewed
his acquaintance with many old friends, among whom were:

The Christine of the Memoirs.  Charles, who married Christine, the
marriage being arranged by Casanova while in Venice in 1747, was of
financial assistance to Casanova, who "found him a true friend."  Charles
died "a few months before my last departure from Venice," in 1783.

Mlle.  X----  C---- V----, really Giustina de Wynne, widow of the Count
Rosenberg, Austrian Ambassador at Venice.  "Fifteen years afterwards, I
saw her again and she was a widow, happy enough, apparently, and enjoying
a great reputation on account of her rank, wit and social qualities, but
our connection was never renewed."

Callimena, who was kind to him "for love's sake alone" at Sorrento in
1770.

Marcoline, the girl he took away from his younger brother, the Abby
Casanova, at Geneva in 1763.

Father Balbi, the companion of his flight from The Leads.

Doctor Gozzi, his former teacher at Padua, now become Arch-Priest of St.
George of the Valley, and his sister Betting.  "When I went to pay him a
visit .  .  .  she breathed her last in my arms, in 1776, twenty-four
hours after my arrival.  I will speak of her death in due time."

Angela Toselli, his first passion.  In 1758 this girl married the
advocate Francesco Barnaba Rizzotti, and in the following year she gave
birth to a daughter, Maria Rizzotti (later married to a M. Kaiser) who
lived at Vienna and whose letters to Casanova were preserved at Dux.

C----  C----, the young girl whose love affair with Casanova became
involved with that of the nun M---- M---- Casanova found her in Venice "a
widow and poorly off."

The dancing girl Binetti, who assisted Casanova in his flight from
Stuttgart in 1760, whom he met again in London in 1763, and who was the
cause of his duel with Count Branicki at Warsaw in 1766.  She danced
frequently at Venice between 1769 and 1780.

The good and indulgent Mme. Manzoni, "of whom I shall have to speak very
often."

The patricians Andrea Memmo and his brother Bernardo who, with
P. Zaguri were personages of considerable standing in the Republic and
who remained his constant friends.  Andrea Memmo was the cause of the
embarrassment in which Mlle.  X---- C---- V----  found herself in Paris
and which Casanova vainly endeavored to remove by applications of his
astonishing specific, the 'aroph of Paracelsus'.

It was at the house of these friends that Casanova became acquainted with
the poet, Lorenzo Da Ponte.  "I made his acquaintance," says the latter,
in his own Memoirs, "at the house of Zaguri and the house of Memmo, who
both sought after his always interesting conversation, accepting from
this man all he had of good, and closing their eyes, on account of his
genius, upon the perverse parts of his nature."

Lorenzo Da Ponte, known above all as Mozart's librettist, and whose youth
much resembled that of Casanova, was accused of having eaten ham on
Friday and was obliged to flee from Venice in 1777, to escape the
punishment of the Tribunal of Blasphemies.  In his Memoirs, he speaks
unsparingly of his compatriot and yet, as M. Rava notes, in the numerous
letters he wrote Casanova, and which were preserved at Dux, he proclaims
his friendship and admiration.

Irene Rinaldi, whom he met again at Padua in 1777, with her daughter who
"had become a charming girl; and our acquaintance was renewed in the
tenderest manner."

The ballet-girl Adelaide, daughter of Mme. Soavi, who was also a dancer,
and of a M. de Marigny.

Barbara, who attracted Casanova's attention at Trieste, in 1773, while he
was frequenting a family named Leo, but toward whom he had maintained an
attitude of respect.  This girl, on meeting him again in 1777, declared
that "she had guessed my real feelings and had been amused by my foolish
restraint."

At Pesaro, the Jewess Leah, with whom he had the most singular
experiences at Ancona in 1772.




                                   II
                     RELATIONS WITH THE INQUISITORS


Soon after reaching Venice, Casanova learned that the Landgrave of Hesse
Cassel, following the example of other German princes, wished a Venetian
correspondent for his private affairs.  Through some influence he
believed he might obtain this small employment; but before applying for
the position he applied to the Secretary of the Tribunal for permission.
Apparently nothing came of this, and Casanova obtained no definite
employment until 1776.

Early in 1776, Casanova entered the service of the Tribunal of
Inquisitors as an "occasional Confidant," under the fictitious name of
Antonio Pratiloni, giving his address as "at the Casino of S. E. Marco
Dandolo."

In October 1780, his appointment was more definitely established and he
was given a salary of fifteen ducats a month.  This, with the six sequins
of life-income left by Barbaro and the six given by Dandolo, gave him a
monthly income of three hundred and eighty-four lires--about seventy-four
U. S. dollars--from 1780 until his break with the Tribunal at the end of
1781.

In the Archives of Venice are preserved forty-eight letters from
Casanova, including the Reports he wrote as a "Confidant," all in the
same handwriting as the manuscript of the Memoirs.  The Reports may be
divided into two classes: those referring to commercial or industrial
matters, and those referring to the public morals.

Among those of the first class, we find:

A Report relating to Casanova's success in having a change made in the
route of the weekly diligence running from Trieste to Mestre, for which
service, rendered during Casanova's residence at Trieste in 1773, he
received encouragement and the sum of one hundred ducats from the
Tribunal.

A Report, the 8th September 1776, with information concerning the rumored
project of the future Emperor of Austria to invade Dalmatia after the
death of Maria Theresa.  Casanova stated he had received this information
from a Frenchman, M. Salz de Chalabre, whom he had known in Paris twenty
years before.  This M. Chalabre [printed Calabre] was the pretended
nephew of Mme. Amelin.  "This young man was as like her as two drops of
water, but she did not find that a sufficient reason for avowing herself
his mother."  The boy was, in fact, the son of Mme.  Amelin and of M. de
Chalabre, who had lived together for a long time.

A Report, the 12th of December 1776, of a secret mission to Trieste, in
regard to a project of the court of Vienna for making Fiume a French
port; the object being to facilitate communications between this port and
the interior of Hungary.  For this inquiry, Casanova received sixteen
hundred lires, his expenditures amounting to seven hundred and sixty-six
lires.

A Report, May-July 1779, of an excursion in the market of Ancona for
information concerning the commercial relations of the Pontifical States
with the Republic of Venice.  At Forli, in the course of this excursion,
Casanova visited the dancing-girl Binetti.  For this mission Casanova
received forty-eight sequins.

A Report, January 1780, remarking a clandestine recruiting carried out by
a certain Marrazzani for the [Prussian] regiment of Zarembal.

A Report, the 11th October 1781, regarding a so-called Baldassare
Rossetti, a Venetian subject living at Trieste, whose activities and
projects were of a nature to prejudice the commerce and industry of the
Republic.

Among the Reports relating to public morals may be noted:

December 1776.  A Report on the seditious character of a ballet called
"Coriolanus."  The back of this report is inscribed: "The impressario of
S. Benedetto, Mickel de l'Agata, shall be summoned immediately; it has
been ordered that he cease, under penalty of his life, from giving the
ballet Coriolanus at the theater.  Further, he is to collect and deposit
all the printed programmes of this ballet."

December 1780.  A Report calling to the attention of the Tribunal the
scandalous disorders produced in the theaters when the lights were
extinguished.

3rd May 1781.  A Report remarking that the Abbe Carlo Grimani believed
himself exempt, in his position as a priest, from the interdiction laid
on patricians against frequenting foreign ministers and their suites.  On
the back of this Report is written: "Ser Jean Carlo, Abbe Grimani, to be
gently reminded, by the Secretary, of the injunction to abstain from all
commerce with foreign ministers and their adherents"

Venetian nobles were forbidden under penalty of death from holding any
communication with foreign ambassadors or their households.  This was
intended as a precaution to preserve the secrets of the Senate.

26th November 1781.  A Report concerning a painting academy where nude
studies were made, from models of both sexes, while scholars only twelve
or thirteen years of age were admitted, and where dilettantes who were
neither painters nor designers, attended the sessions.

22nd December 1781.  By order, Casanova reported to the Tribunal a list
of the principal licentious or antireligious books to be found in the
libraries and private collections at Venice: la Pucelle; la Philosophie
de l'Histoire; L'Esprit d'Helvetius; la Sainte Chandelle d'Arras; les
Bijoux indiscrets; le Portier des Chartreux; les Posies de Baffo; Ode
a Priape; de Piron; etc., etc.

In considering this Report, which has been the subject of violent
criticism, we should bear in mind three points:

first--the Inquisitors required this information; second--no one in their
employ could have been in a better position to give it than Casanova;
third--Casanova was morally and economically bound, as an employee of the
Tribunal, to furnish the information ordered, whatever his personal
distaste for the undertaking may have been.  We may even assume that he
permitted himself to express his feelings in some indiscreet way, and his
break with the Tribunal followed, for, at the end of 1781, his commission
was withdrawn.  Certainly, Casanova's almost absolute dependence on his
salary, influenced the letter he wrote the Inquisitors at this time.

"To the Illustrious and Most Excellent Lords, the Inquisitors of State:

"Filled with confusion, overwhelmed with sorrow and repentance,
recognizing myself absolutely unworthy of addressing my vile letter to
Your Excellencies confessing that I have failed in my duty in the
opportunities which presented themselves, I, Jacques Casanova, invoke, on
my knees, the mercy of the Prince; I beg that, in compassion and grace,
there may be accorded me that which, in all justice and on reflection,
may be refused me.

"I ask the Sovereign Munificence to come to my aid, so that, with the
means of subsistence, I may apply myself vigorously, in the future, to
the service to which I have been privileged.

"After this respectful supplication, the wisdom of Your Excellencies may
judge the disposition of my spirit and of my intentions."

The Inquisitors decided to award Casanova one month's pay, but specified
that thereafter he would receive salary only when he rendered important
services.

In 1782 Casanova made a few more Reports to the Tribunal, for one of
which, regarding the failure of an insurance and commercial house at
Trieste, he received six sequins.  But the part of a guardian of the
public morals, even through necessity, was undoubtedly unpleasant to him;
and, in spite of the financial loss, it may be that his release was a
relief.



                                  III
                           FRANCESCA BUSCHINI

Intimately connected with Casanova's life at this period was a girl named
Francesca Buschini.  This name does not appear in any of the literary,
artistic or theatrical records of the period, and, of the girl, nothing
is known other than that which she herself tells us in her letters to
Casanova.  From these very human letters, however, we may obtain, not
only certain facts, but also, a very excellent idea of her character.
Thirty-two of her letters, dated between July 1779 and October 1787,
written in the Venetian dialect, were preserved in the library at Dux.

She was a seamstress, although often without work, and had a brother, a
younger sister and also a mother living with her.  The probabilities are
that she was a girl of the most usual sort, but greatly attached to
Casanova who, even in his poverty, must have dazzled her as a being from
another world.  She was his last Venetian love, and remained a faithful
correspondent until 1787; and it is chiefly from her letters, in which
she comments on news contained in Casanova's letters to her, that light
is thrown on the Vienna-Paris period, particularly, of Casanova's life.
For this, Francesca has placed us greatly in her debt.

With this girl, at least between 1779 and 1782, Casanova rented a small
house at Barbaria delle Tole, near S. Giustina, from the noble Pesaro at
S. Stae.  Casanova, always in demand for his wit and learning, often took
dinner in the city.  He knew that a place always awaited him at the house
of Memmo and at that of Zaguri and that, at the table of these
patricians, who were distinguished by their intellectual superiority, he
would meet men notable in science and letters.  Being so long and so
closely connected with theatrical circles, he was often seen at the
theater, with Francesca.  Thus, the 9th August 1786, the poor girl, in an
excess of chagrin writes: "Where are all the pleasures which formerly you
procured me?  Where are the theatres, the comedies which we once saw
together?"

On the 28th July 1779, Francesca wrote:

"Dearest and best beloved,

" .  .  .  In the way of novelties, I find nothing except that S. E.
Pietro Zaguri has arrived at Venice; his servant has been twice to ask
for you, and I have said you were still at the Baths of Abano . . ."

The Casanova-Buschini establishment kept up relations, more or less
frequent and intimate, with a few persons, most of whom are mentioned in
Francesca's letters; the Signora Anzoletta Rizzotti; the Signora
Elisabeth Catrolli, an ancient comedienne; the Signora Bepa Pezzana; the
Signora Zenobia de Monti, possibly the mother of that Carlo de Monti,
Venetian Consul at Trieste, who was a friend to Casanova and certainly
contributed toward obtaining his pardon from the Inquisitors;
a M. Lunel, master of languages, and his wife.





                                   IV
                              PUBLICATIONS


Casanova's principal writings during this period were:

His translation of the Iliad, the first volume of which was issued in
1775, the second in 1777 and the third in 1778.

During his stay at Abano in 1778, he wrote the Scrutinio del libro,
eulogies of M. de Voltaire "by various hands."  In the dedication of this
book, to the Doge Renier, he wrote, "This little book has recently come
from my inexperienced pen, in the hours of leisure which are frequent at
Abano for those who do not come only for the baths."

From January until July 1780, he published, anonymously, a series of
miscellaneous small works, seven pamphlets of about one hundred pages
each, distributed at irregular intervals to subscribers.

From the 7th October to the end of December, 1780, on the occasions of
the representations given by a troupe of French comedians at the San
Angelo theater, Casanova wrote a little paper called The Messenger of
Thalia.  In one of the numbers, he wrote:

"French is not my tongue; I make no pretentions and, wrong or astray, I
place on the paper what heaven sends from my pen.  I give birth to
phrases turned to Italian, either to see what they look like or to
produce a style, and often, also, to draw, into a purist's snare, some
critical doctor who does not know my humor or how my offense amuses me."

The "little romance" referred to in the following letter to "Mlle. X----
C---- V---- ," appeared in 1782, with the title; 'Di anecdoti vinizani
militari a amorosi del secolo decimo quarto sotto i dogati di Giovanni
Gradenigoe di Giovanni Dolfin'. Venezia, 1782.





                                   V
                     MLLE. X . . . C . . . V. . .


In 1782, a letter written by this lady, Giustina de Wynne, referring to a
visit to Venice of Paul I, Grand Duke, afterward Emperor of Russia, and
his wife, was published under the title of Du sejour des Comptes du Nord
a Venise en janvier mdcclxxxii.  If he had not previously done so,
Casanova took this occasion to recall himself to the memory of this lady
to whom he had once been of such great service.  And two very polite
letters were exchanged:

"Madam,

"The fine epistle which V. E. has allowed to be printed upon the sojourn
of C. and of the C. du Nord in this city, exposes you, in the position of
an author, to endure the compliments of all those who trouble themselves
to write.  But I flatter myself, Madam, that V. E. will not disdain mine.

"The little romance, Madam, a translation from my dull and rigid pen, is
not a gift but a very paltry offering which I dare make to the
superiority of your merit.

"I have found, Madam, in your letter, the simple, flowing style of
gentility, the one which alone a woman of condition who writes to her
friend may use with dignity.  Your digressions and your thoughts are
flowers which . . . (forgive an author who pilfers from you the delicious
nonchalance of an amiable writer) or . . . a will-o'-the-wisp which, from
time to time, issues from the work, in spite of the author, and burns the
paper.

"I aspire, Madam, to render myself favorable to the deity to which reason
advises me to make homage.  Accept then the offering and render happy he
who makes it with your indulgence.

"I have the honor to sign myself, if you will kindly permit me, with very
profound respect.

"Giacomo Casanova."


"Monsieur

"I am very sensible, Monsieur, of the distinction which comes to me from
your approbation of my little pamphlet. The interest of the moment, its
references and the exaltation of spirits have gained for it the tolerance
and favorable welcome of the good Venetians.  It is to your politeness in
particular, Monsieur, that I believe is due the marked success which my
work has had with you.  I thank you for the book which you sent me and I
will risk thanking you in advance for the pleasure it will give me.  Be
persuaded of my esteem for yourself and for your talents.  And I have the
honor to be, Monsieur.

"Your very humble servant de Wynne de Rosemberg."


Among Casanova's papers at Dux was a page headed "Souvenir," dated the
2nd September 1791, and beginning: "While descending the staircase, the
Prince de Rosemberg told me that Madame de Rosemberg was dead .  .  .  .
This Prince de Rosemberg was the nephew of Giustina."

Giustina died, after a long illness, at Padua, the 21st August 1791, at
the age of fifty-four years and seven months.



                                   VI
                          LAST DAYS AT VENICE

Toward the end of 1782, doubtless convinced that he could expect nothing
more from the Tribunal, Casanova entered the service of the Marquis
Spinola as a secretary.  Some years before, a certain Carletti, an
officer in the service of the court of Turin, had won from the Marquis a
wager of two hundred and fifty sequins.  The existence of this debt
seemed to have completely disappeared from the memory of the loser.  By
means of the firm promise of a pecuniary recompense, Casanova intervened
to obtain from his patron a written acknowledgment of the debt owing to
Carletti.  His effort was successful; but instead of clinking cash,
Carletti contented himself with remitting to the negotiator an assignment
on the amount of the credit.  Casanova's anger caused a violent dispute,
in the course of which Carlo Grimani, at whose house the scene took
place, placed him in the wrong and imposed silence.

The irascible Giacomo conceived a quick resentment.  To discharge his
bile, he found nothing less than to publish in the course of the month of
August, under the title of: 'Ne amori ne donne ovvero la Stalla d'Angia
repulita', a libel in which Jean Carlo Grimani, Carletti, and other
notable persons were outraged under transparent mythological pseudonyms.

This writing embroiled the author with the entire body of the Venetian
nobility.

To allow the indignation against him to quiet down, Casanova went to pass
some days at Trieste, then returned to Venice to put his affairs in
order.  The idea of recommencing his wandering life alarmed him.  "I have
lived fifty-eight years," he wrote, "I could not go on foot with winter
at hand, and when I think of starting on the road to resume my
adventurous life, I laugh at myself in the mirror."




                            PART THE SECOND
                              VIENNA-PARIS
                                   I
                               1783-1785
                            TRAVELS IN 1783


Casanova left Venice in January 1783, and went to Vienna.

On the 16th April Elisabeth Catrolli wrote to him at Vienna:

"Dearest of friends,

"Your letter has given me great pleasure.  Be assured, I infinitely
regret your departure.  I have but two sincere friends, yourself and
Camerani.  I do not hope for more.  I could be happy if I could have at
least one of you near me to whom 1 could confide my cruel anxieties.

"To-day, I received from Camerani a letter informing me that, in a former
one, he had sent me a bill of exchange: I did not receive it, and I fear
it has been lost.

"Dear friend, when you reach Paris, clasp him to your heart for me.  .In
regard to Chechina [Francesca Buschini] I would say that I have not seen
her since the day I took her your letter.  Her mother is the ruin of that
poor girl; let that suffice; I will say no more.  .  . . "

After leaving Venice, Casanova apparently took an opportunity to pay his
last disrespects to the Tribunal.  At least, in May 1783, M. Schlick,
French Secretary at Venice, wrote to Count Vergennes: "Last week there
reached the State Inquisitors an anonymous letter stating that, on the
25th of this month, an earthquake, more terrible than that of Messina,
would raze Venice to the ground.  This letter has caused a panic here.
Many patricians have left the capital and others will follow their
example.  The author of the anonymous letter .  .  .  is a certain
Casanova, who wrote from Vienna and found means to slip it into the
Ambassador's own mails."

In about four months, Casanova was again on the way to Italy.  He paused
for a week at Udine and arrived at Venice on the 16th June.  Without
leaving his barge, he paused at his house just long enough to salute
Francesca.  He left Mestre on Tuesday the 24th June and on the same day
dined at the house of F. Zanuzzi at Bassano.  On the 25th he left Bassano
by post and arrived in the evening at Borgo di Valsugano.

On the 29th, he wrote to Francesca from the Augsbourg.  He had stopped at
Innsbruck to attend the theater and was in perfect health.  He had
reached Frankfort in forty-eight hours, traveling eighteen posts without
stopping.

From Aix-la-Chapelle, on the 16th July, he wrote Francesca that he had
met, in that city, Cattina, the wife of Pocchini.  Pocchini was sick and
in deep misery.  Casanova, recalling all the abominable tricks this rogue
had played on him refused Cattina the assistance she begged for in tears,
laughed in her face, and said: "Farewell, I wish you a pleasant death."

At Mayence, Casanova embarked on the Rhine in company with the Marquis
Durazzo, former Austrian Ambassador at Venice.  The voyage was excellent
and in two days he arrived at Cologne, in rugged health, sleeping well
and eating like a wolf.

On the 3oth July he wrote to Francesca from Spa and in this letter
enclosed a good coin.  Everything was dear at Spa; his room cost eight
lires a day with everything else in proportion.

On the 6th September he wrote from Antwerp to one of his good friends,
the Abbe Eusebio della Lena, telling him that at Spa an English woman who
had a passion for speaking Latin wished to submit him to trials which he
judged it unnecessary to state precisely.  He refused all her proposals,
saying, however, that he would not reveal them to anyone; but that he did
not feel he should refuse also "an order on her banker for twenty-five
guineas."

On the 9th he wrote to Francesca from Brussels, and on the 12th he sent
her a bill of exchange on the banker Corrado for one hundred and fifty
lires.  He said he had been intoxicated "because his reputation had
required it."  "This greatly astonishes me," Francesca responded, "for I
have never seen you intoxicated nor even illuminated .  .  .  .  I am
very happy that the wine drove away the inflammation in your teeth."

Practically all information of Casanova's movements in 1783 and 1784 is
obtained from Francesca's letters which were in the library at Dux.

In her letters of the 27th June and 11th July, Francesca wrote Casanova
that she had directed the Jew Abraham to sell Casanova's satin habit and
velvet breeches, but could not hope for more than fifty lires because
they were patched.  Abraham had observed that at one time the habit had
been placed in pledge with him by Casanova for three sequins.

On the 6th September, she wrote:

"With great pleasure, I reply to the three dear letters which you wrote
me from Spa: the first of the 6th August, from which I learned that your
departure had been delayed for some days to wait for someone who was to
arrive in that city.  I was happy that your appetite had returned,
because good cheer is your greatest pleasure .  .  .  .

"In your second letter which you wrote me from Spa on the 16th August, I
noted with sorrow that your affairs were not going as you wished.  But
console yourself, dear friend, for happiness will come after trouble; at
least, I wish it so, also, for you yourself can imagine in what need I
find myself, I and all my family .  .  .  .  I have no work, because I
have not the courage to ask it of anyone.  My mother has not earned even
enough to pay for the gold thread with the little cross which you know I
love.  Necessity made me sell it.

"I received your last letter of the 20th August from Spa with another
letter for S. E.  the Procurator Morosini.  You directed me to take it to
him myself, and on Sunday the last day of August, I did not fail to go
there exactly at three o'clock.  At once on my arrival, I spoke to a
servant who admitted me without delay; but, my dear friend, I regret
having to send you an unpleasant message.  As soon as I handed him the
letter, and before he even opened it, he said to me, 'I always know
Casanova's affairs which trouble me.'  After having read hardly more than
a page, he said: 'I know not what to do!'  I told him that, on the 6th of
this month, I was to write you at Paris and that, if he would do me the
honor of giving me his reply, I would put it in my letter.  Imagine what
answer he gave me!  I was much surprised!  He told me that I should wish
you happiness but that he would not write to you again.  He said no more.
I kissed his hands and left.  He did not give me even a sou.  That is all
he said to me .  .  .  .

"S. E. Pietro Zaguri sent to me to ask if I knew where you were, because
he had written two letters to Spa and had received no reply .  .  .  ."




                                   II
                                 PARIS

On the night of the 18th or 19th September 1783, Casanova arrived at
Paris.

On the 30th he wrote Francesca that he had been well received by his
sister-in-law and by his brother, Francesco Casanova, the painter.
Nearly all his friends had departed for the other world, and he would now
have to make new ones, which would be difficult as he was no longer
pleasing to the women.

On the 14th October he wrote again, saying that he was in good health and
that Paris was a paradise which made him feel twenty years old.  Four
letters followed; in the first, dated from Paris on S. Martin's Day, he
told Francesco not to reply for he did not know whether he would prolong
his visit nor where he might go.  Finding no fortune in Paris, he said he
would go and search elsewhere.  On the 23rd, he sent one hundred and
fifty lires; "a true blessing," to the poor girl who was always short of
money.

Between times, Casanova passed eight days at Fontainebleau, where he met
"a charming young man of twenty-five," the son of "the young and lovely
O'Morphi" who indirectly owed to him her position, in 1752, as the
mistress of Louis XV.  "I wrote my name on his tablets and begged him to
present my compliments to his mother."

He also met, in the same place, his own son by Mme. Dubois, his former
housekeeper at Soleure who had married the good M. Lebel.  "We shall hear
of the young gentleman in twenty-one years at Fontainebleau."

"When I paid my third visit to Paris, with the intention of ending my
days in that capital, I reckoned on the friendship of M. d'Alembert, but
he died, like, Fontenelle, a fortnight after my arrival, toward the end
of 1783."

It is interesting to know that, at this time, Casanova met his famous
contemporary, Benjamin Franklin.  "A few days after the death of the
illustrious d'Alembert," Casanova assisted, at the old Louvre, in a
session of the Academie des Inscriptions et Belles-Lettres.  "Seated
beside the learned Franklin, I was a little surprised to hear Condorcet
ask him if he believed that one could give various directions to an air
balloon.  This was the response: 'The matter is still in its infancy, so
we must wait.'  I was surprised.  It is not believable that the great
philosopher could ignore the fact that it would be impossible to give the
machine any other direction than that governed by the air which fills it,
but these people 'nil tam verentur, quam ne dubitare aliqua de re
videantur."

On the 13th November, Casanova left Paris in company with his brother,
Francesco, whose wife did not accompany him.  "His new wife drove him
away from Paris."

"Now [1797 or 1798] I feel that I have seen Paris and France for the last
time.  That popular effervescence [the French Revolution] has disgusted
me and I am too old to hope to see the end of it."



                                  III
                                 VIENNA


On the 29th November, Casanova wrote from Frankfort that a drunken
postillon had upset him and in the fall he had dislocated his left
shoulder, but that a good bone-setter had restored it to place.  On the
1st December he wrote that he was healed, having taken medicine and
having been blooded.  He promised to send Francesca eight sequins to pay
her rent.  He reached Vienna about the 7th of December and on the 15th
sent Francescd a bill of exchange for eight sequins and two lires.

On the last day of 1783, Francesca wrote to him at Vienna:

"I see by your good letter that you will go to Dresden and then to Berlin
and that you will return to Vienna the 10th January .  .  .  .
I am astonished, my dear friend, at the great journeys you make in this
cold weather, but, still, you are a great man, big-hearted, full of
spirit and courage; you travel in this terrible cold as though it were
nothing .  .  .  ."

On the 9th January, Casanova wrote from Dessau to his brother Giovanni,
proposing to make peace with him, but without results.  On the 27th, he
was at Prague.  By the 16th February, he was again in Vienna, after a
trip lasting sixty-two days.  His health was perfect, and he had gained
flesh due, as he wrote Francesca, to his contented mind which was no
longer tormented.

In February, he entered the service of M. Foscarini, Venetian Ambassador,
"to write dispatches."

On the 10th March, Francesca wrote:

"Dearest of Friends, I reply at once to your good letter of the 28th
February which I received Sunday .  .  .  .  I thank you for your
kindness which makes you say that you love me and that when you have
money you will send me some .  .  .  but that at the moment you are dry
as a salamander.  I do not know what sort of animal that is.  But as for
me I am certainly dry of money and I am consumed with the hope of having
some .  .  .  .  I see that you were amused at the Carnival and that you
were four times at the masked ball, where there were two hundred women,
and that you danced minuets and quadrilles to the great astonishment of
the ambassador Foscarini who told everyone that you were sixty years old,
although in reality you have not yet reached your sixtieth year.  You
might well laugh at that and say that he must be blind to have such an
idea.

"I see that you assisted, with your brother, at a grand dinner at the
Ambassador's .  .  .  .

"You say that you have read my letters to your brother and that he
salutes me.  Make him my best compliments and thank him.  You ask me to
advise you whether, if he should happen to return to Venice with you, he
could lodge with you in your house.  Tell him yes, because the chickens
are always in the loft and make no dirt; and, as for the dogs, one
watches to see that they do not make dirt.  The furniture of the
apartment is already in place; it lacks only a wardrobe and the little
bed which you bought for your nephew and the mirror; as for the rest,
everything is as you left it. . . ."

It is possible that, at the "grand dinner," Casanova was presented to
Count Waldstein, without whose kindness to Casanova the Memoirs probably
would never have been written.  The Lord of Dux, Joseph Charles Emmanuel
Waldstein-Wartenberg, Chamberlain to Her Imperial Majesty, descendant of
the great Wallenstein, was the elder of the eleven children of Emmanuel
Philibert, Count Waldstein, and Maria Theresa, Princess Liechtenstein.
Very egotistic and willful in his youth, careless of his affairs, and an
imprudent gambler, at thirty years of age he had not yet settled down.
His mother was disconsolated that her son could not separate himself from
occupations "so little suited to his spirit and his birth:"

On the 13th March 1784, Count Lamberg wrote Casanova: "I know M. le C.
de Waldstein through having heard him praised by judges worthy of
appreciating the transcendent qualities of more than one kind peculiar to
the Count.  I congratulate you on having such a Maecenas, and I
congratulate him in his turn on having chosen such a man as yourself."
Which last remark certainly foreshadows the library at Dux.

Later, on the lath March, 1785, Zaguri wrote: "In two months at the
latest, all will be settled.  I am very happy."  Referring further, it is
conjectured, to Casanova's hopes of placing himself with the Count.




                                   IV
                         LETTERS FROM FRANCESCA


20th March 1784.  "I see that you will print one of your books; you say
that you will send me two hundred copies which I can sell at thirty sous
each; that you will tell Zaguri and that he will advise those who wish
copies to apply to me .  . ."

This book was the Lettre historico-critique sur un fait connu dependant
d'une cause peu connue, adressee au duc de * * *, 1784.

3rd April 1784.  "I see with pleasure that you have gone to amuse
yourself in company with two ladies and that you have traveled five posts
to see the Emperor [Joseph II] .  .  .  .  You say that your fortune
consists of one sequin .  .  .  .  I hope that you obtained permission to
print your book, that you will send me the two hundred copies, and that I
may be able to sell them.  .  . ."

14th April 1784.  "You say that a man without money is the image of
death, that he is a very wretched animal.  I learn with regret that I am
unlikely to see you at the approaching Festival of the Ascension .  .  .
that you hope to see me once more before dying .  .  .  .  You make me
laugh, telling me that at Vienna a balloon was made which arose in the
air with six persons and that it might be that you would go up also."

28th April 1784.  "I see, to my lively regret, that you have been in bed
with your usual ailment [hemorrhoids].  But I am pleased to know that you
are better.  You certainly should go to the baths .  .  .  .  I have been
discouraged in seeing that you have not come to Venice because you have
no money ....  P. S.  Just at this moment I have received a good letter,
enclosing a bill of exchange, which I will go and have paid .  .  .  ."

5th May 1784.  "I went to the house of M.  Francesco Manenti, at
S.  Polo di Campo, with my bill of exchange, and he gave me at once
eighteen pieces of ten lires each .  .  .  .  I figure that you made fun
of me saying seriously that you will go up in a balloon and that, if the
wind is favorable, you will go in the air to Trieste and then from
Trieste to Venice."

19th May 1784.  "I see, to my great regret, that you are in poor health
and still short of money ....  You say that you need twenty sequins and
that you have only twenty trari .  .  .  .  I hope that your book is
printed.  .  . ."

29th May 1784.  "I note with pleasure that you are going to take the
baths; but I regret that this treatment enfeebles and depresses you.  It
reassures me that you do not fail in your appetite nor your sleep....
I hope I will not hear you say again that you are disgusted with
everything, and no longer in love with life .  .  .  .  I see that for
you, at this moment, fortune sleeps .  .  .  .  I am not surprised that
everything is so dear in the city where you are, for at Venice also one
pays dearly and everything is priced beyond reach."

Zaguri wrote Casanova the 12th May, that he had met Francesca in the
Mongolfieri casino.  And on the 2nd June Casanova, doubtless feeling his
helplessness in the matter of money, and the insufficiency of his
occasional remittances, and suspicious of Francesca's loyalty, wrote her
a letter of renunciation.  Then came her news of the sale of his books;
and eighteen months passed before he wrote to her again.

On the 12th June 1784, Francesca replied: "I could not expect to convey
to you, nor could you figure, the sorrow that tries me in seeing that you
will not occupy yourself any more with me .  .  .  .  I hid from you that
I had been with that woman who lived with us, with her companion, the
cashier of the Academie des Mongolfceristes.  Although I went to this
Academy with prudence and dignity, I did not want to write you for fear
you would scold me.  That is the only reason, and hereafter you may be
certain of my sincerity and frankness. . . .  I beg you to forgive me
this time, if I write you something I have never written for fear that
you would be angry with me because I had not told you.  Know then that
four months ago, your books which were on the mezzanine were sold to a
library for the sum of fifty lires, when we were in urgent need.  It was
my mother who did it. . . ."

26th June 1784.  ".  .  .  Mme.  Zenobia [de Monti] has asked me if I
would enjoy her company.  Certain that you would consent I have allowed
her to come and live with me.  She has sympathy for me and has always
loved me."

7th July 1784.  "Your silence greatly disturbs me!  To receive no more of
your letters!  By good post I have sent you three letters, with this one,
and you have not replied to any of them.  Certainly, you have reason for
being offended at me, because I hid from you something which you learned
from another .  .  .  .  But you might have seen, from my last letter,
that I have written you all the truth about my fault and that I have
asked your pardon for not writing it before....  Without you and your
help, God knows what will become of us....  For the rent of your chamber
Mme.  Zenobia will give us eight lires a month and five lires for
preparing her meals.  But what can one do with thirteen lires!  .  .  .
I am afflicted and mortified .  .  .  .  Do not abandon me."



                                   V
                          LAST DAYS AT VIENNA

In 1785, at Vienna, Casanova ran across Costa, his former secretary who,
in 1761, had fled from him taking "diamonds, watches, snuffbox, linen,
rich suits and a hundred louis."  "In 1785, I found this runagate at
Vienna.  He was then Count Erdich's man, and when we come to that period,
the reader shall hear what I did."

Casanova did not reach this period, in writing his Memoirs, but an
account of this meeting is given by Da Ponte, who was present at it, in
his Memoirs.  Costa had met with many misfortunes, as he told Casanova,
and had himself been defrauded.  Casanova threatened to have him hanged,
but according to Da Ponte, was dissuaded from this by counter accusations
made by Costa.

Da Ponte's narration of the incident is brilliant and amusing, in spite
of our feeling that it is maliciously exaggerated: "Strolling one morning
in the Graben with Casanova, I suddenly saw him knit his brows, squawk,
grind his teeth, twist himself, raise his hands skyward, and, snatching
himself away from me, throw himself on a man whom I seemed to know,
shouting with a very loud voice: 'Murderer, I have caught thee.'
A crowd having gathered as a result of this strange act and yell, I
approached them with some disgust; nevertheless, I caught Casanova's hand
and almost by force I separated him from the fray.  He then told me the
story, with desperate motions and gestures, and said that his antagonist
was Gioachino Costa, by whom he had been betrayed.  This Gioachino Costa,
although he had been forced to become a servant by his vices and bad
practices, and was at that very time servant to a Viennese gentleman, was
more or less of a poet.  He was, in fact, one of those who had honored me
with their satire, when the Emperor Joseph selected me as poet of his
theater.  Costa entered a cafe, and while I continued to walk with
Casanova, wrote and send him by a messenger, the following verses:

     "'Casanova, make no outcry;
     You stole, indeed, as well as I;
     You were the one who first taught me;
     Your art I mastered thoroughly.
     Silence your wisest course will be.'

"These verses had the desired effect.  After a brief silence, Casanova
laughed and then said softly in my ear : 'The rogue is right.'  He went
into the cafe and motioned to Costa to come out; they began to walk
together calmly, as if nothing had happened, and they parted shaking
hands repeatedly and seemingly calm and friendly.  Casanova returned to
me with a cameo on his little finger, which by a strange coincidence,
represented Mercury, the god-protector of thieves.  This was his greatest
valuable, and it was all that was left of the immense booty, but
represented the character of the two restored friends, perfectly."

Da Ponte precedes this account with a libellous narrative of Casanova's
relations with the Marquise d'Urfe, even stating that Casanova stole from
her the jewels stolen in turn by Costa, but, as M. Maynial remarks, we
may attribute this perverted account "solely to the rancour and antipathy
of the narrator."  It is more likely that Casanova frightened Costa
almost out of his wits, was grimly amused at his misfortunes, and let him
go, since there was no remedy to Casanova's benefit, for his former
rascality.  Casanova's own brief, anticipatory account is given in his
Memoirs.

In 1797, correcting and revising his Memoirs, Casanova wrote: "Twelve
years ago, if it had not been for my guardian angel, I would have
foolishly married, at Vienna, a young, thoughtless girl, with whom I had
fallen in love."  In which connection, his remark is interesting: "I have
loved women even to madness, but I have always loved liberty better; and
whenever I have been in danger of losing it, fate has come to my rescue."

While an identification of the "young, thoughtless girl" has been
impossible, M. Rava believes her to be "C. M.," the subject of a poem
found at Dux, written in duplicate, in Italian and French, and headed
"Giacomo Casanova, in love, to C. M."

"When, Catton, to your sight is shown the love
Which all my tenderest caresses prove,
Feeling all pleasure's sharpest joys and fears,
Burning one moment, shivering the next,
Caressing you while showering you with tears,
Giving each charm a thousand eager kisses,
Wishing to touch at once a thousand blisses
And, at the ones beyond my power, vexed,
Abandoned in a furious desire,
Leaving these charms for other charms that fire,
Possessing all and yet desiring
Until, destroyed by excesses of pleasure,
Finding no words of love nor anything
To express my fires overflowing measure
Than deepening sighs and obscure murmuring:
Ah!  Then you think to read my inmost heart
To find the love that can these signs impart
....Be not deceived.  These transports, amorous cries,
These kisses, tears, desires and heavy sighs,
Of all the fire which devours me
Could less than even the lightest tokens be."

Evidently this same girl is the authoress of the two following letters
written by "Caton M .  .  .  ."  to Casanova in 1786.

12th April 1786.  "You will infinitely oblige me if you will tell me to
whom you wrote such pretty things about me; apparently it is the Abbe Da
Ponte; but I would go to his house and, either he would prove that you
had written it or I would have the honor of telling him that he is the
most infamous traducer in the world.  I think that the lovely picture
which you make of my future has not as much excuse as you may think, and,
in spite of your science, you deceive yourself....  But just now I will
inform you of all my wooers and you can judge for yourself by this
whether I deserve all the reproaches you made me in your last letter.  It
is two years since I came to know the Count de K .  .  .  .; I could have
loved him but I was too honest to be willing to satisfy his desires .  .
.  .  Some months afterward, I came to know the Count de M .  . .; he was
not so handsome as K .  .  .  .  but he possessed every possible art for
seducing a girl; I did everything for him, but I never loved him as much
as his friend.  In fine, to tell you all my giddinesses in a few words, I
set everything right again with K .  .  .  .  and got myself into a
quarrel with M .  .  .  ., then I left K.  .  .  .  and returned to M .
.  .  ., but at the house of the latter there was always an officer who
pleased me more than both the two others and who sometimes conducted me
to the house; then we found ourselves at the house of a friend, and it is
of this same officer that I am ill.  So, my dear friend, that is all.  I
do not seek to justify my past conduct; on the contrary, I know well that
I have acted badly....  I am much afflicted at being the cause of your
remaining away from Venice during the Carnival .  .  .  .  I hope to see
you soon again and am, with much love,

"Monsieur, your sincere
"Caton M.  .  . ."

16th July 1786.  "I have spoken with the Abbe Da Ponte.  He invited me to
come to his house because, he said, he had something to tell me for you.
I went there, but was received so coldly that I am resolved not to go
there again.  Also, Mlle. Nanette affected an air of reserve and took at
on herself to read me lessons on what she was pleased to call my
libertinism .  .  .  .  I beg that you will write nothing more about me
to these two very dangerous personages....  Just now I will tell you of a
little trick which I played on you, which without doubt deserves some
punishment.  The young, little Kasper, whom you formerly loved, came to
ask me for the address of her dear Monsieur de Casanova, so that she
could write a very tender letter full of recollections.  I had too much
politeness to wish to refuse a pretty girl, who was once the favorite of
my lover, so just a request, so I gave her the address she wished; but I
addressed the letter to a city far from you.  Is it not, my dear friend,
that you would like well to know the name of the city, so that you could
secure the letter by posts.  But you can depend on my word that you will
not know it until you have written me a very long letter begging me very
humbly to indicate the place where the divine letter of the adorable
object of your vows has gone.  You might well make this sacrifice for a
girl in whom the Emperor [Joseph II] interests himself, for it is known
that, since your departure from Vienna, it is he who is teaching her
French and music; and apparently he takes the trouble of instructing her
himself, for she often goes to his house to thank him for his kindnesses
to her, but I know not in what way she expresses herself.

"Farewell, my dear friend.  Think sometimes of me and believe that I am
your sincere friend."

On the 23rd April 1785, the ambassador Foscarini died, depriving Casanova
of a protector, probably leaving him without much money, and not in the
best of health.  He applied for the position of secretary to Count
Fabris, his former friend, whose name had been changed from Tognolo, but
without success.  Casanova then determined to go to Berlin in the hope of
a place in the Academy.  On the 30th July he arrived at Bruen in Moravia,
where his friend Maximilian-Joseph, Count Lamberg gave him, among other
letters of recommendation, a letter addressed to Jean-Ferdinand Opiz,
Inspector of Finances and Banks at Czaslau, in which he wrote:

"A celebrated man, M. Casanova, will deliver to you, my dear friend, the
visiting card with which he is charged for Mme. Opiz and yourself.
Knowing this amiable and remarkable man, will mark an epoch in your life,
be polite and friendly to him, 'quod ipsi facies in mei memoriam
faciatis'.  Keep yourself well, write to me, and if you can direct him
to some honest man at Carlsbad, fail not to do so.  .  .  ."

On the 15th August 1785, M. Opiz wrote Count Lamberg about Casanova's
visit:

"Your letter of the 30th, including your cards for my wife and myself,
was delivered the first of this month by M. Casanova.  He was very
anxious to meet the Princess Lubomirski again at Carlsbad.  But as
something about his carriage was broken, he was obliged to stop in
Czaslau for two hours which he passed in my company.  He has left Czaslau
with the promise of giving me a day on his return.  I am already
delighted.  Even in the short space of time in which I enjoyed his
company, I found in him a man worthy of our highest consideration and of
our love, a benevolent philosopher whose homeland is the great expanse of
our planet (and not Venice alone) and who values only the men in the
kings .  .  .  .  I know absolutely no one at Carlsbad, so I sincerely
regret being unable to recommend him to anyone there, according to your
desire.  He did not wish, on account of his haste, to pause even at
Prague and, consequently, to deliver, at this time, your letter to Prince
Furstemberg."





                             PART THE THIRD
                                  DUX
                               1786-1798
                                   I
                           THE CASTLE AT DUX


It is uncertain how long Casanova remained at Carlsbad.  While there,
however, he met again the Polish nobleman Zawoiski, with whom he had
gambled in Venice in 1746.  "As to Zawoiski, I did not tell him the story
until I met him in Carlsbad old and deaf, forty years later."  He did not
return to Czaslau, but in September 1785 he was at Teplitz where he found
Count Waldstein whom he accompanied to his castle at Dux.

From this time onward he remained almost constantly at the castle where
he was placed in charge of the Count's library and given a pension of one
thousand florins annually.

Describing his visit to the castle in 1899, Arthur Symons writes: "I had
the sensation of an enormous building: all Bohemian castles are big, but
this one was like a royal palace.  Set there in the midst of the town,
after the Bohemian fashion, it opens at the back upon great gardens, as
if it were in the midst of the country.  I walked through room after
room, corridor after corridor; everywhere there were pictures, everywhere
portraits of Wallenstein, and battle scenes in which he led on his
troops.  The library, which was formed, or at least arranged, by
Casanova, and which remains as he left it, contains some twenty-five
thousand volumes, some of them of considerable value .  .  .  .  The
library forms part of the Museum, which occupies a ground-floor wing of
the castle.  The first room is an armoury, in which all kinds of arms are
arranged, in a decorative way, covering the ceiling and the walls with
strange patterns.  The second room contains pottery, collected by
Casanova's Waldstein on his Eastern travels.  The third room is full of
curious mechanical toys, and cabinets, and carvings in ivory.  Finally,
we come to the library, contained in the two innermost rooms.  The book
shelves are painted white and reach to the low vaulted ceilings, which
are whitewashed.  At the end of a bookcase, in the corner of one of the
windows, hangs a fine engraved portrait of Casanova."

In this elaborate setting, Casanova found the refuge he so sadly needed
for his last years.  The evil days of Venice and Vienna, and the problems
and makeshifts of mere existence, were left behind.  And for this refuge
he paid the world with his Memoirs.




                                   II
                         LETTERS FROM FRANCESCA

In 1786, Casanova renewed his correspondence with Francesca, who wrote:

1st July 1786.  "After a silence of a year and a half, I received from
you yesterday a good letter which has consoled me in informing me that
you are in perfect health.  But, on the other hand, I was much pained to
see that in your letter you did not call me Friend, but Madame . . . .
You have reason to chide me and to reproach me for having rented a house
without surety or means of paying the rent.  As to the advice you give me
that if some honest person would pay me my rent, or at least a part of
it, I should have no scruples about taking it because a little more, or a
little less, would be of little importance .  .  .  .  I declare to you
that I have been disconsolated at receiving from you such a reproach
which is absolutely unjustified .  .  .  .  You tell me that you have
near you a young girl who merits all your solicitations and your love,
she and her family of six persons who adore you and give you every
attention; that she costs you all you have, so that you cannot send me
even a sou .  .  .  .  I am pained to hear you say that you will never
return to Venice, and yet I hope to see you again.  .  . ."

The "young girl" referred to in Francesca's letter was Anna-Dorothea
Kleer, daughter of the porter of the castle.  This young girl became
pregnant in 1786 and Casanova was accused of seducing her.  The guilty
one, however, was a painter named Schottner who married the unfortunate
girl in January 1787.

                                        9th August 1786.

"My only true friend,

"It is two days since I received your dear letter; I was very happy to
see your writing ....  You have reason to mortify me and reproach me in
recalling all the troubles I caused you, and especially that which you
call treachery, the sale of your books, of which in part I was not guilty
.  .  .  .  Forgive me, my dear friend, me and my foolish mother who,
despite all my objections, absolutely insisted on selling them.
Regarding that which you write me that you know that my mother, last
year, told about that you had been my ruin, this may unhappily be true,
since you already know the evil thoughts of my mother, who even says that
you are still at Venice .  .  .  .  When have I not been always sincere
with you, and when have I not at least listened to your good advices and
offers?  I am in a desperate situation, abandoned by all, almost in the
streets, almost about to be homeless .  .  .  .  Where are all the
pleasures which formerly you procured me?  Where are the theatres, the
comedies which we once saw together? .  .  ."


                                        5th January 1787.

"The first of the year I received your dear letter with the bill of
exchange for one hundred and twenty-five lires which you sent me so
generously .  .  .  .  You say you have forgiven me for all the troubles
I have caused you.  Forget all, then, and do not accuse me any more of
things which are but too true and of which the remembrance alone cuts me
to the heart .  .  .  .  You write me that you have been forgotten by a
person of whom you were very fond, that she is married and that you have
not seen her for more than a month."

The "person" referred to was Anna Kleer.


                                        5th October 1787.

.  .  "Until the other day, I had been waiting for your arrival, hoping
that you would come to assist at the entry of the Procurator Memmo....
I see by your good letter that you were not able to get away, since your
presence is nearly always necessary in the great castle . .  .  .
I learn of the visit you have received from the Emperor who wished to see
your library of forty-thousand volumes! .  .  .  You say that you detest
the chase and that you are unhappy when politeness obliges you to go . .
.  .  I am pleased to know that you are in good health, that you are
stout and that you have a good appetite and sleep well .  .  .  .  I hope
that the printing of your book [Histoire de ma fuite] is going according
to your wishes.  If you go to Dresden for the marriage of  your niece,
enjoy yourself for me .  .  .  .  Forget not to write to me; this gives
me such pleasure!  Remember me.  Full of confidence in your friendship, I
am, and always will be, your true and sincere friend,

"Francesca Buschina."




                                  III
                     CORRESPONDENCE AND ACTIVITIES

In 1787, a book was published under the title of 'Dreissig Brief uber
Galizien by Traunpaur', which included this passage: "The most famous
adventurers of two sorts (there are two, in fact: honest adventurers and
adventurers of doubtful reputation) have appeared on the scene of the
kingdom of Poland.  The best known on the shores of the Vistula are: the
miraculous Cagliostro: Boisson de Quency, grand charlatan, soldier of
fortune, decorated with many orders, member of numerous Academies: the
Venetian Casanova of Saint-Gall, a true savant, who fought a duel with
Count Branicki: the Baron de Poellnitz .  .  .  the lucky Count Tomatis,
who knew so well how to correct fortune, and many others."

In June 1789, Casanova received a letter from Teresa Boisson de Quency,
the wife of the adventurer above referred to:

"Much honored Monsieur Giacomo:

"For a long time I have felt a very particular desire to evidence to you
the estimation due your spirit and your eminent qualities: the superb
sonnet augmented my wish.  But the inconveniences of childbirth and the
cares required by a little girl whom I adore, made me defer this
pleasure.  During my husband's absence, your last and much honored letter
came to my hands.  Your amiable compliments to me, engage me to take the
pen to give you renewed assurance that you have in me a sincere admirer
of your great talent .  .  .  .  When I wish to point out a person who
writes and thinks with excellence, I name Monsieur Casanova .  .  .  ."

In 1793, Teresa de Quency wished to return to Venice at which time Zaguri
wrote Casanova: "The Bassani has received letters from her husband which
tell her nothing more than that he is alive."

Casanova passed the months of May, June and July 1788 at Prague,
supervising the printing of the Histoire de ma fuite.

"I remember laughing very heartily at Prague, six years ago, on learning
that some thin-skinned ladies, on reading my flight from The Leads, which
was published at that date, took great offense at the above account,
which they thought I should have done well to leave out."

In May he was troubled with an attack of the grippe.  In October, he was
in Dresden, apparently with his brother.  Around this time "The
Magdalene," a painting by Correggio, was stolen from the Museum of the
Elector.

On the 30th October 1788, Casanova wrote to the Prince Belozelski,
Russian Minister to the Court of Dresden: "Tuesday morning, after having
embraced my dear brother, I got into a carriage to return here.  At the
barrier on the outskirts of Dresden, I was obliged to descend, and six
men carried the two chests of my carriage, my two night-bags and my
capelire into a little chamber on the ground level, demanded my keys, and
examined everything .  .  .  .  The youngest of these infamous executors
of such an order told me they were searching for 'The Magdalene!  .  .  .
The oldest had the impudence to put his hands on my waistcoat .  .  .  .
At last they let me go.

"This, my prince, delayed me so that I could not reach Petervalden by
daylight.  I stopped at an evil tavern where, dying of famine and rage, I
ate everything I saw; and, wishing to drink and not liking beer, I gulped
down some beverage which my host told me was good and which did not seem
unpleasant.  He told me that it was Pilnitz Moste.  This beverage aroused
a rebellion in my guts.  I passed the night tormented by a continual
diarrhoea.  I arrived here the day before yesterday (the 28th), where I
found an unpleasant duty awaiting me.  Two months ago, I brought a woman
here to cook, needing her while the Count is away; as soon as she
arrived, I gave her a room and I went to Leipzig.  On returning here, I
found three servants in the hands of surgeons and all three blame my cook
for putting them in such a state.  The Count's courier had already told
me, at Leipzig, that she had crippled him.  Yesterday the Count arrived
and would do nothing but laugh, but I have sent her back and exhorted her
to imitate the Magdalene.  The amusing part is that she is old, ugly and
ill-smelling."

In 1789, 1791 and 1792, Casanova received three letters from Maddalena
Allegranti, the niece of J. B. Allegranti the innkeeper with whom
Casanova lodged at Florence in 1771.  "This young person, still a child,
was so pretty, so gracious, with such spirit and such charms, that she
incessantly distracted me.  Sometimes she would come into my chamber to
wish me good-morning .  .  .  .  Her appearance, her grace, the sound of
her voice .  .  . were more than I could resist; and, fearing the
seduction would excuse mine, I could find no other expedient than to take
flight .  .  .  .  Some years later, Maddalena became a celebrated
musician."

At this period of Casanova's life, we hear again of the hussy who so
upset Casanova during his visit to London that he was actually on the
point of committing suicide through sheer desperation.  On the 20th
September 1789, he wrote to the Princess Clari, sister of the Prince de
Ligne: "I am struck by a woman at first sight, she completely ravishes
me, and I am perhaps lost, for she may be a Charpillon."

There were, among the papers at Dux, two letters from Marianne
Charpillon, and a manuscript outlining the story of Casanova's relations
with her and her family, as detailed in the Memoirs: With the story in
mind, the letters from this girl, "the mistress, now of one, now of
another," are of interest:

"I know not, Monsieur, whether you forgot the engagement Saturday last;
as for me, I remember that you consented to give us the pleasure of
having you at dinner to-day, Monday, the 12th of the month.  I would
greatly like to know whether your ill-humor has left you; this would
please me.  Farewell, in awaiting the honor of seeing you.

"Marianne de Charpillon."


"Monsieur,

"As I have a part in all which concerns you, I am greatly put out to know
of the new illness which incommodes you; I hope that this will be so
trifling that we will have the pleasure of seeing you well and at our
house, to-day or to-morrow.

"And, in truth, the gift which you sent me is so pretty that I know not
how to express to you the pleasure it has given me and how much I value
it; and I cannot see why you must always provoke me by telling me that it
is my fault that you are filled with bile, while I am as innocent as a
new-born babe and would wish you so gentle and patient that your blood
would become a true clarified syrup; this will come to you if you follow
my advice.  I am, Monsieur,

"Your very humble servant,
"[Marianne Charpillon]
"Wednesday at six o'clock"


On the 8th April, 1790, Zaguri wrote in reference to vertigo of which
Casanova complained: "Have you tried riding horseback?  Do you not think
that is an excellent preservative?  I tried it this last summer and I
find myself very well"

In 1790, Casanova had a conversation with the Emperor Joseph II at
Luxemburg, on the subject of purchased nobility, which he reports in the
Memoirs.

This same year, attending the coronation of Leopold at Prague, Casanova
met his grandson (and, probably, as he himself believed, his own son),
the son of Leonilda, who was the daughter of Casanova and Donna Lucrezia,
and who was married to the Marquis C .  .  .  .  In 1792, Leonilda wrote,
inviting Casanova to "spend the remainder of my days with her."

In February 1791, Casanova wrote to Countess Lamberg: "I have in my
capitularies more than four hundred sentences which pass for aphorisms
and which include all the tricks which place one word for another.  One
can read in Livy that Hannibal overcame the Alps by means of vinegar.  No
elephant ever uttered such a stupidity.  Livy?  Not at all.  Livy was not
a beast; it is you who are, foolish instructor of credulous youth!  Livy
did not say aceto which means vinegar, but aceta which means axe"

In April 1791, Casanova wrote to Carlo Grimani at Venice, stating that he
felt he had committed a great fault in publishing his libel, 'Ne amori ne
donne', and very humbly begging his pardon.  Also that his Memoirs would
be composed of six volumes in octavo with a seventh supplementary volume
containing codicils.

In June, Casanova composed for the theater of Princess Clari, at Teplitz,
a piece entitled: 'Le Polemoscope ou la Calomnie demasquee par la
presence d'esprit, tragicomedie en trois actes'.  The manuscript was
preserved at Dux, together with another form of the same, having the sub-
title of 'La Lorgnette Menteuse ou la Calomnie demasquee'.  It may be
assumed that the staging of this piece was an occasion of pleasant
activity for Casanova.

In January 1792, during Count Waldstein's absence in London or Paris,
Casanova was embroiled with M. Faulkircher, maitre d'hotel, over the
unpleasant matter indicated in two of Casanova's letters to this
functionary:

"Your rascally Vidierol .  .  .  tore my portrait out of one of my books,
scrawled my name on it, with the epithet which you taught him and then
stuck it on the door of the privy ....

"Determined to make sure of the punishment of your infamous valet, and
wishing at the same time to give proof of my respect for Count Waldstein,
not forgetting that, as a last resort, I have the right to invade his
jurisdiction, I took an advocate, wrote my complaint and had it
translated into German .  .  .  .  Having heard of this at Teplitz, and
having known that I would not save your name, you came to my chamber to
beg me to write whatever I wished but not to name you because it would
place you wrong before the War Council and expose you to the loss of your
pension .  .  .  .  I have torn up my first complaint and have written a
second in Latin, which an advocate of Bilin has translated for me and
which I have deposited at the office of the judiciary at Dux...."

Following this matter, Casanova attended the Carnival at Oberleutensdorf,
and left at Dux a manuscript headed 'Passe temps de Jacques Casanova de
Seingalt pour le carnaval de l'an 1792 dans le bourg d'Oberleutensdorf'.
While in that city, meditating on the Faulkircher incident, he wrote also
'Les quinze pardons, monologue nocturne du bibliothecaire', also
preserved in manuscript at Dux, in which we read:

"Gerron, having served twenty years as a simple soldier, acquired a great
knowledge of military discipline.  This man was not yet seventy years
old.  He had come to believe, partly from practice, partly from theory,
that twenty blows with a baton on the rump are not dishonoring.  When the
honest soldier was unfortunate enough to deserve them, he accepted them
with resignation.  The pain was sharp, but not lasting; it did not
deprive him of either appetite nor honor .  .  .  .  Gerron, becoming a
corporal, had obtained no idea of any kind of sorrow other than that
coming from the blows of a baton on the rump .  .  .  .  On this idea, he
thought that the soul of an honest man was no different than a soldier's
breech.  If Gerron caused trouble to the spirit of a man of honor, he
thought that this spirit, like his own, had only a rump, and that any
trouble he caused would pass likewise.  He deceived himself.  The breech
of the spirit of an honest man is different than the breech of the spirit
of a Gerron who rendered compatible the rank of a military officer with
the vile employments of a domestic and the stable-master of some
particular lord.  Since Gerron deceived himself, we must pardon him
all his faults .  .  ."  etc.

Casanova complained of the Faulkircher incident to the mother of Count
Waldstein, who wrote: "I pity you, Monsieur, for being obliged to live
among such people and in such evil company, but my son will not forget
that which he owes to himself and I am sure he will give you all the
satisfaction you wish."  Also to his friend Zaguri, who wrote, the 16th
March: "I hope that the gout in your hand will not torment you any more
.  .  .  You have told me the story I asked about and which begins: 'Two
months have passed since an officer, who is at Vienna, insulted me!'  I
cannot understand whether he who wrote you an insulting letter is at
Vienna or whether he is at Dux.  When will the Count return?....  You
should await his return because you would have, among other reasons to
present to him, that of not wishing to have recourse to other
jurisdiction than his....  You say your letters have been intercepted?
Someone has put your portrait in the privy?  The devil!  It is a miracle
that you have not killed someone.  Positively, I am curious to know the
results and I hope that you make no mistakes in this affair which appears
to me very delicate."

In August 1792, or thereabouts, Da Ponte on his way to Dresden, visited
Casanova at Dux, in the hope of collecting an old debt, but gave up this
hope on realizing Casanova's limited resources.  In the winter of 1792-3
Da Ponte found himself in great distress in Holland.  "Casanova was the
only man to whom I could apply," he writes in his Memoirs.  "To better
dispose him, I thought to write him in verse, depicting my troubles and
begging him to send me some money on account of that which he still owed
me.  Far from considering my request, he contented himself with replying,
in vulgar prose, by a laconic billet which I transcribe: 'When Cicero
wrote to his friends, he avoided telling them of his affairs.'"

In May 1793, Da Ponte wrote from London: "Count Waldstein has lived a
very obscure life in London, badly lodged, badly dressed, badly served,
always in cabarets, cafes, with porters, with rascals, with .  .  .  we
will leave out the rest.  He has the heart of an angel and an excellent
character, but not so good a head as ours."

Toward the end of 1792, Cssanova wrote a letter to Robespierre, which, as
he advises M. Opiz, the 13th January 1793, occupied one hundred and
twenty folio pages.  This letter was not to be found at Dux and it may
possibly have been sent, or may have been destroyed by Casanova on the
advice of Abbe O'Kelly.  Casanova's feelings were very bitter over the
trial of Louis XVI., and in his letters to M. Opiz he complained bitterly
of the Jacobins and predicted the ruin of France.  Certainly, to
Casanova, the French Revolution represented the complete overthrow of
many of his cherished illusions.

On the 1st August 1793, Wilhelmina Rietz, Countess Lichtenau (called the
Pompadour of Frederic-William II., King of Prussia) wrote to the
librarian at Dux:

"Monsieur

"It seems impossible to know where Count Valstaine [Waldstein] is
staying, whether he is in Europe, Africa, America, or possibly the
Megamiques.  If he is there, you are the only one who could insure his
receiving the enclosed letter.

"For my part, I have not yet had time to read their history, but the
first reading I do will assuredly be that.

"Mademoiselle Chappuis has the honor of recalling herself to your memory,
and I have that of being your very humble servant,

"Wilhelmina Rietz."


The allusions to a "history" and to the 'Megamiques' in this letter refer
to Casanova's romance, 'Icosameron'.

About this time, Count Waldstein returned to Dux after having been, at
Paris, according to Da Ponte, concerned in planning the flight of Louis
XVI., and in attempting to save the Princess Lamballe.  On the 17th
August, Casanova replied to the above letter:

"Madame,

"I handed the Count your letter two minutes after having received it,
finding him easily.  I told him that he should respond at once, for the
post was ready to go; but, as he begged to wait for the following
ordinary, I did not insist.  The day before yesterday, he begged me to
wait again, but he did not find me so complaisant.  I respond to you,
Madame, for his carelessness in replying to letters is extreme; he is so
shameful that he is in despair when he is obliged to it.  Although he may
not respond, be sure of seeing him at your house at Berlin after the
Leipzig Fair, with a hundred bad excuses which you will laugh at and
pretend to believe good ones .  .  .  .  This last month, my wish to see
Berlin again has become immeasurable, and I will do my best to have Count
Waldstein take me there in the month of October or at least to permit me
to go .  .  .  .  You have given me an idea of Berlin far different than
that the city left with me when I passed four months there twenty-nine
years ago .  .  .  .  If my 'Icosameron' interests you, I offer you its
Spirit.  I wrote it here two years ago and I would not have published it
if I had not dared hope that the Theological Censor would permit it.  At
Berlin no one raised the least difficulty .  .  .  .  If circumstances do
not permit me to pay you my respects at Berlin, I hope for the happiness
of seeing you here next year . . . ."

Sometime after this and following his quarrel with M. Opiz, Casanova
evidently passed through a period of depression, as indicated by a
manuscript at Dux, headed "Short reflection of a philosopher who finds
himself thinking of procuring his own death," and dated "the 13th
December 1793, the day dedicated to S. Lucie, remarkable in my too long
life."

"Life is a burden to me.  What is the metaphysical being who prevents me
from slaying myself?  It is Nature.  What is the other being who enjoins
me to lighten the burdens of that life which brings me only feeble
pleasures and heavy pains?  It is Reason.  Nature is a coward which,
demanding only conservation, orders me to sacrifice all to its existence.
Reason is a being which gives me resemblance to God, which treads
instinct under foot and which teaches me to choose the best way after
having well considered the reasons.  It demonstrates to me that I am a
man in imposing silence on the Nature which opposes that action which
alone could remedy all my ills.

"Reason convinces me that the power I have of slaying myself is a
privilege given me by God, by which I perceive that I am superior to all
animals created in the world; for there is no animal who can slay itself
nor think of slaying itself, except the scorpion, which poisons itself,
but only when the fire which surrounds it convinces it that it cannot
save itself from being burned.  This animal slays itself because it fears
fire more than death.  Reason tells me imperiously that I have the right
to slay myself, with the divine oracle of Cen: 'Qui non potest vivere
bene non vivat male.'  These eight words have such power that it is
impossible that a man to whom life is a burden could do other than slay
himself on first hearing them."

Certainly, however, Casanova did not deceive himself with these sophisms,
and Nature, who for many years had unquestionably lavished her gifts on
him, had her way.

Over the end of the year, the two mathematicians, Casanova and Opiz, at
the request of Count Waldstein, made a scientific examination of the
reform of the calendar as decreed the 5th October 1793 by the National
Convention.

In January 1795, Casanova wrote to the Princess Lobkowitz to thank her
for her gift of a little dog.  On the 16th the Princess wrote from
Vienna:

"Monsieur,

"I am enchanted at the charming reception you accorded the dog which I
sent you when I learned of the death of your well-loved greyhound,
knowing that she would nowhere be better cared for than with you,
Monsieur.  I hope with all my heart that she has all the qualities which
may, in some fashion, help you to forget the deceased .  .  .  ."


In the autumn of 1795, Casanova left Dux.  The Prince de Ligne writes in
his Memoirs: "God directed him to leave Dux.  Scarcely believing in more
than his death, which he no longer doubted, he pretended that each thing
he had done was by the direction of God and this was his guide.  God
directed him to ask me for letters of recommendation to the Duke of
Weimar, who was my good friend, to the Duchess of Gotha, who did not know
me, and to the Jews of Berlin.  And he departed secretly, leaving for
Count Waldstein a letter at once tender, proud, honest and irritating.
Waldstein laughed and said he would return.  Casanova waited in ante-
chambers; no one would place him either as governor, librarian or
chamberlain.  He said everywhere that the Germans were thorough beasts.
The excellent and very amiable Duke of Weimer welcomed him wonderfully;
but in an instant he became jealous of Goethe and Wieland, who were under
the Duke's protection.  He declaimed against them and against the
literature of the country which he did not, and could not, know.  At
Berlin, he declaimed against the ignorance, the superstition and the
knavery of the Hebrews to whom I had addressed him, drawing meanwhile,
for the money they claimed of him, bills of exchange on the Count who
laughed, paid, and embraced him when he returned.  Casanova laughed,
wept, and told him that God had ordered him to make this trip of six
weeks, to leave without speaking of it, and to return to his chamber at
Dux.  Enchanted at seeing us again, he agreeably related to us all the
misfortunes which had tried him and to which his susceptibility gave the
name of humiliations.  'I am proud,' he said, 'because I am nothing'.  .
. . Eight days after his return, what new troubles!  Everyone had been
served strawberries before him, and none remained for him."

The Prince de Ligne, although he was Casanova's sincere friend and
admirer, gives a rather somber picture of Casanova's life at Dux: "It
must not be imagined that he was satisfied to live quietly in the refuge
provided him through the kindness of Waldstein.  That was not within his
nature.  Not a day passed without trouble; something was certain to be
wrong with the coffee, the milk, the dish of macaroni, which he required
each day.  There were always quarrels in the house.  The cook had ruined
his polenta; the coachman had given him a bad driver to bring him to see
me; the dogs had barked all night; there had been more guests than usual
and he had found it necessary to eat at a side table.  Some hunting-horn
had tormented his ear with its blasts; the priest had been trying to
convert him; Count Waldstein had not anticipated his morning greeting;
the servant had delayed with his wine; he had not been introduced to some
distinguished personage who had come to see the lance which had pierced
the side of the great Wallenstein; the Count had lent a book without
telling him; a groom had not touched his hat to him; his German speech
had been misunderstood; he had become angry and people had laughed at
him."

Like Count Waldstein, however, the Prince de Ligne made the widest
allowances, understanding the chafing of Casanova's restless spirit.
"Casanova has a mind without an equal, from which each word is
extraordinary and each thought a book."

On the 16th December, he wrote Casanova: "One is never old with your
heart, your genius and your stomach."

Casanova's own comment on his trip away from Dux will be found in the
Memoirs.  "Two years ago, I set out for Hamburg, but my good genius made
me return to Dux.  What had I to do at Hamburg?"

On the 10th December, Casanova's brother Giovanni [Jean] died.  He was
the Director of the Academy of Painting at Dresden.  Apparently the two
brothers could not remain friends.

Giovanni left two daughters, Teresa and Augusta, and two sons, Carlo and
Lorenzo.  While he was unable to remain friendly with his brother,
Casanova apparently wished to be of assistance to his nieces, who were
not in the best of circumstances, and he exchanged a number of letters
with Teresa after her father's death.

On the occasion of Teresa Casanova's visit to Vienna in 1792, Princess
Clari, oldest sister of the Prince de Ligne, wrote of her: "She is
charming in every way, pretty as love, always amiable; she has had great
success.  Prince Kaunitz loves her to the point of madness."

In a letter of the 25th April 1796, Teresa assured her "very amiable and
very dear uncle" that the cautions, which occupied three-fourths of his
letter, were unnecessary; and compared him with his brother Francois, to
the injury of the latter.  On the 5th May, Teresa wrote:

"Before thanking you for your charming letter, my very kind uncle, I
should announce the issue of our pension of one hundred and sixty crowns
a year, which is to say, eighty crowns apiece; I am well satisfied for
I did not hope to receive so much."  In the same letter, Teresa spoke of
seeing much of a "charming man," Don Antonio, who was no other than the
rascally adventurer Don Antonio della Croce with whom Casanova had been
acquainted since 1753, who assisted Casanova in losing a thousand sequins
at Milan in 1763; who in 1767, at Spa, following financial reverses,
abandoned his pregnant mistress to the charge of Casanova; and who in
August 1795, wrote to Casanova: "Your letter gave me great pleasure as
the sweet souvenir of our old friendship, unique and faithful over a
period of fifty years."

It is probable that, at this time, Casanova visited Dresden and Berlin
also.  In his letter "To Leonard Snetlage," he writes: "'That which
proves that revolution should arrive,' a profound thinker said to me in
Berlin, last year, 'is that it has arrived.'"

On the 1st March, 1798, Carlo Angiolini, the son of Maria Maddalena,
Casanova's sister, wrote to Casanova: "This evening, Teresa will marry M.
le Chambellan de Veisnicht [Von Wessenig] whom you know well."  This
desirable marriage received the approval of Francesco also.  Teresa, as
the Baroness Wessenig, occupied a prominent social position at Dresden.
She died in 1842.

Between the 13th February and the 6th December 1796, Casanova engaged in
a correspondence with Mlle. Henriette de Schuckmann who was visiting at
Bayreuth.  This Henriette (unfortunately not the Henriette of the Memoirs
whose "forty letters" to Casanova apparently have not been located), had
visited the library at Dux in the summer of 1786.  "I was with the
Chamberlain Freiberg, and I was greatly moved, as much by your
conversation as by your kindness which provided me with a beautiful
edition of Metastasio, elegantly bound in red morocco."  Finding herself
at Bayreuth in an enforced idleness and wishing a stimulant, wishing also
to borrow some books, she wrote Casanova, under the auspices of Count
Koenig, a mutual friend, the 13th February 1796, recalling herself to his
memory.  Casanova responded to her overtures and five of her letters were
preserved at Dux.  On the 28th May Henriette wrote:

"But certainly, my good friend, your letters have given me the greatest
pleasure, and it is with a rising satisfaction that I pore over all you
say to me.  I love, I esteem, I cherish, your frankness .  .  .  .
I understand you perfectly and I love to distraction the lively and
energetic manner with which you express yourself."

On the 30th September, she wrote: "You will read to-day, if you please, a
weary letter; for your silence, Monsieur, has given me humors.  A promise
is a debt, and in your last letter you promised to write me at least a
dozen pages.  I have every right to call you a bad debtor; I could summon
you before a court of justice; but all these acts of vengeance would not
repair the loss which I have endured through my hope and my fruitless
waiting .  .  .  .  It is your punishment to read this trivial page;
but although my head is empty, my heart is not so, and it holds for you
a very living friendship."

In March 1797, this Henriette went to Lausanne and in May from there to
her father's home at Mecklenburg.




                                   IV
                CORRESPONDENCE WITH JEAN-FERDINAND OPIZ


On the 27th July 1792, Casanova wrote M. Opiz that he had finished the
twelfth volume of his Memoirs, with his age at forty-seven years [1772].
"Our late friend, the worthy Count Max Josef Lamberg," he added, "could
not bear the idea of my burning my Memoirs, and expecting to survive me,
had persuaded me to send him the first four volumes.  But now there is no
longer any questions that his good soul has left his organs.  Three weeks
ago I wept for his death, all the more so as he would still be living if
he had listened to me.  I am, perhaps, the only one who knows the truth.
He who slew him was the surgeon Feuchter at Cremsir, who applied thirty-
six mercurial plasters on a gland in his left groin which was swollen but
not by the pox, as I am sure by the description he gave me of the cause
of the swelling.  The mercury mounted to his esophagus and, being able to
swallow neither solids nor fluids, he died the 23rd June of positive
famine .  .  .  .  The interest of the bungling surgeon is to say that he
died of the pox.  This is not true, I beg, you to give the lie to anyone
you hear saying it.  I have before my eyes four hundred and sixty of his
letters over which I weep and which I will burn.  I have asked Count
Leopold to burn mine, which he had saved, and I hope that he will please
me by doing it. I have survived all my true friends.  'Tempus abire mihi
est' Horace says to me.

"Returning to my Memoirs .  .  .  I am a detestable man; but I do not
care about having it known, and I do not aspire to the honor of the
detestation of posterity.  My work is full of excellent moral
instructions.  But to what good, if the charming descriptions of my
offences excite the readers more to action than to repentance?
Furthermore, knowing readers would divine the names of all the women and
of the men which I have masked, whose transgressions are unknown to the
world, my indiscretion would injure them, they would cry out against my
perfidy, even though every word of my history were true .  .  .  .  Tell
me yourself whether or not I should burn my work?  I am curious to have
your advice."

On the 6th May 1793, Casanova wrote Opiz: "The letter of recommendation
you ask of me to the professor my brother for your younger son, honors
me; and there is no doubt that, having for you all the estimation your
qualities merit, I should send it to you immediately.  But this cannot
be.  And here is the reason.  My brother is my enemy; he has given me
sure indications of it and it appears that his hate will not cease until
I no longer exist.  I hope that he may long survive me and be happy.
This desire is my only apology."

"The epigraph of the little work which I would give to the public,"
Casanova wrote the 23rd August 1793, "is 'In pondere et mensura'.  It is
concerned with gravity and measure.  I would demonstrate not only that
the course of the stars is irregular but also that it is susceptible only
to approximate measures and that consequently we must join physical and
moral calculations in establishing celestial movements.  For I prove that
all fixed axes must have a necessarily irregular movement of oscillation,
from which comes a variation in all the necessary curves of the planets
which compose their eccentricities and their orbits.  I demonstrate that
light has neither body nor spirit; I demonstrate that it comes in an
instant from its respective star; I demonstrate the impossibility of many
parallaxes and the uselessness of many others.  I criticize not only
Tiko-Brahi, but also Kepler and Newton .  .  .  .

"I wish to send you my manuscript and give you the trouble of publishing
it with my name at Prague or elsewhere .  .  .  .  I will sell it to the
printer or to yourself for fifty florins and twenty-five copies on fine
paper when it is printed."

But Opiz replied:

"As the father of a family, I do not feel myself authorized to dispose of
my revenues on the impulse of my fancy or as my heart suggests....  and
no offer of yours could make me a book-seller."

This shows plainly enough that Opiz, for all his interest in Casanova,
had not the qualities of true friendship.

On the 6th September 1793, Casanova wrote:

"I will have my Reveries printed at Dresden, and I will be pleased to
send you a copy.  I laughed a little at your fear that I would take
offense because you did not want my manuscript by sending me the
ridiculous sum I named to you.  This refusal, my dear friend, did not
offend me.  On the contrary it was useful as an aid in knowing character.
Add to this that in making the offer I thought to make you a gift.  Fear
nothing from the event.  Your system of economy will never interfere with
either my proceedings or my doctrines; and I am in no need of begging
you, for I think that your action followed only your inclination and
consequently your greatest pleasure."

On the insistence of Opiz, Casanova continued his correspondence, but he
passed over nothing more, neither in exact quotations from Latin authors,
nor solecisms, nor lame reasonings.  He even reproached him for his poor
writing and did not cease joking at the philanthropic and amiable
sentiments Opiz loved to parade while at the same time keeping his purse-
strings tight.  A number of quarreling letters followed, after which the
correspondence came to an end.  One of Casanova's last letters, that of
the 2nd February 1794, concludes: "One day M. de Bragadin said to me:
'Jacques, be careful never to convince a quibbler, for he will become
your enemy.'  After this wise advice I avoided syllogism, which tended
toward conviction.  But in spite of this you have become my enemy. . . ."

Among the Casanova manuscripts at Dux was one giving his final comment on
his relations with Opiz.  Accusing Opiz of bringing about a quarrel,
Casanova nevertheless admits that he himself may not be blameless, but
lays this to his carelessness.  "I have a bad habit," he writes, "of not
reading over my letters.  If, in re-reading those I wrote to M. Opiz,
I had found them bitter, I would have burned them."  Probably Casanova
struck the root of the matter in his remark, "Perfect accord is the first
charm of a reciprocal friendship."  The two men were primarily of
so different a temperament, that they apparently could not long agree
even on subjects on which they were most in accord.

The complete correspondence is of very considerable interest.




                                   V
                              PUBLICATIONS


In 1786, Casanova published 'Le soliloque d'un penseur', in which he
speaks of Saint-Germain and of Cagliostro.  On the 23rd December 1792,
Zaguri wrote Casanova that Cagliostro was in prison at San Leo.  "Twenty
years ago, I told Cagliostro not to set his foot in Rome, and if he had
followed this advice he would not have died miserably in a Roman prison."

In January 1788, appeared 'Icosameron' a romance in five volumes,
dedicated to Count Waldstein, which he describes as "translated from the
English."  This fanciful romance, which included philosophic and
theological discussions, was the original work of Casanova and not a
translation.  It was criticized in 1789 by a literary journal at Jena.
Preserved at Dux were several manuscripts with variants of 'Icosameron'
and also an unpublished reply to the criticism.

In 1788 Casanova published the history of his famous flight from The
Leads.  An article on this book appeared in the German 'Litteratur-
Zeitung', 29th June 1789: "As soon as the history was published and while
it was exciting much interest among us and among our neighbors, it was
seen that other attempts at flight from prisons would make their
appearance.  The subject in itself is captivating; all prisoners awake
our compassion, particularly when they are enclosed in a severe prison
and are possibly innocent .  .  .  .  The history with which we are
concerned has all the appearances of truth; many Venetians have testified
to it, and the principal character, M. Casanova, brother of the
celebrated painter, actually lives at Dux in Bohemia where the Count
Waldstein has established him as guardian of his important library."

In July 1789 there was discovered, among the papers of the Bastille, the
letter which Casanova wrote from Augsburg in May 1767 to Prince Charles
of Courlande on the subject of fabricating gold.  Carrel published this
letter at once in the third volume of his 'Memoirs authentiques et
historiques sur la Bastille'.  Casanova kept a copy of this letter and
includes it in the Memoirs.

In October 1789, Casanova wrote M. Opiz that he was writing to a
professor of mathematics [M. Lagrange] at Paris, a long letter in
Italian, on the duplication of the cube, which he wished to publish.
In August 1790, Casanova published his 'Solution du Probleme Deliaque
demontree and Deux corollaires a la duplication de hexadre'.  On the
subject of his pretended solution of this problem in speculative
mathematics, Casanova engaged with M. Opiz in a heated technical
discussion between the 16th September and 1st November 1790.  Casanova
sought vainly to convince Opiz of the correctness of his solution.
Finally, M. Opiz, tired of the polemics, announced that he was leaving on
a six-weeks tour of inspection and that he would not be able to occupy
himself with the duplication of the cube for some time to come.  On the
1st November, Casanova wished him a pleasant journey and advised him to
guard against the cold because "health is the soul of life."

In 1797, appeared the last book published during Casanova's lifetime, a
small work entitled: 'A Leonard Snetlage, docteur en droit de
l'Universite de Goettingue, Jacques Casanova, docteur en droit de
l'Universite de Padoue'.  This was a careful criticism of the neologisms
introduced into French by the Revolution.  In reference to Casanova's
title of "Doctor," researches by M.  Favoro at the University of Padua
had failed to establish this claim, although, in the Memoirs Casanova had
written:

"I remained at Padua long enough to prepare myself for the Doctor's
degree, which I intended to take the following year."  With this devil of
a man, it is always prudent to look twice before peremptorily questioning
the truth of his statement.  And in fact, the record of Casanova's
matriculation was discovered by Signor Bruno Brunelli.




                                   VI
                           SUMMARY of MY LIFE

The 2nd November, 1797, Cecilia Roggendorff wrote to Casanova: "By the
way, how do you call yourself, by your baptismal name?  On what day and
in what year were you born?  You may laugh, if you wish, at my questions,
but I command you to satisfy me .  .  ."  To this request, Casanova
responded with:

"Summary of My Life:--my mother brought me into the world at Venice on
the 2nd April, Easter day of the year 1725.  She had, the night before,
a strong desire for crawfish.  I am very fond of them.

"At baptism, I was named Jacques-Jerome.  I was an idiot until I was
eight-and-a-half years old.  After having had a hemorrhage for three
months, I was taken to Padua, where, cured of my imbecility, I applied
myself to study and, at the age of sixteen years I was made a doctor and
given the habit of a priest so that I might go seek my fortune at Rome.

"At Rome, the daughter of my French instructor was the cause of my being
dismissed by my patron, Cardinal Aquaviva.

"At the age of eighteen years, I entered the military service of my
country, and I went to Constantinople.  Two years afterward, having
returned to Venice, I left the profession of honor and, taking the bit in
my teeth, embraced the wretched profession of a violinist.  I horrified
my friends, but this did not last for very long.

"At the age of twenty-one years, one of the highest nobles of Venice
adopted me as his son, and, having become rich, I went to see Italy,
France, Germany and Vienna where I knew Count Roggendorff.  I returned
to Venice, where, two years later, the State Inquisitors of Venice, for
just and wise reasons, imprisoned me under The Leads.

"This was the state prison, from which no one had ever escaped, but, with
the aid of God, I took flight at the end of fifteen months and went to
Paris.  In two years, my affairs prospered so well that I became worth a
million, but, all the same, I went bankrupt.  I made money in Holland;
suffered misfortune in Stuttgart; was received with honors in
Switzerland; visited M. de Voltaire; adventured in Genoa, Marseilles,
Florence and in Rome where the Pope Rezzonico, a Venetian, made me a
Chevalier of Saint-Jean-Latran and an apostolic protonotary.  This was in
the year 1760.

"In the same year I found good fortune at Naples; at Florence I carried
off a girl; and, the following year, I was to attend the Congress at
Augsburg, charged with a commission from the King of Portugal.  The
Congress did not meet there and, after the publication of peace, I passed
on into England, which great misfortunes caused me to leave in the
following year, 1764.  I avoided the gibbet which, however, should not
have dishonored me as I should only have been hung.  In the same year I
searched in vain for fortune at Berlin and at Petersburg, but I found it
at Warsaw in the following year.  Nine months afterwards, I lost it
through being embroiled in a pistol duel with General Branicki; I pierced
his abdomen but in eight months he was well again and I was very much
pleased.  He was a brave man.  Obliged to leave Poland, I returned to
Paris in 1767, but a 'lettre de cachet' obliged me to leave and I went to
Spain where I met with great misfortunes.  I committed the crime of
making nocturnal visits to the mistress of the 'vice-roi', who was a
great scoundrel.

"At the frontiers of Spain, I escaped from assassins only to suffer, at
Aix, in Provence, an illness which took me to the edge of the grave,
after spitting blood for eighteen months.

"In the year 1769, I published my Defense of the Government of Venice, in
three large volumes, written against Amelot de la Houssaie.

"In the following year the English Minister at the Court of Turin sent
me, well recommended, to Leghorn.  I wished to go to Constantinople with
the Russian fleet, but as Admiral Orlof, would not meet my conditions, I
retraced my steps and went to Rome under the pontificate of Ganganelli.

"A happy love affair made me leave Rome and go to Naples and, three
months later, an unhappy love made me return to Rome.  I had measured
swords for the third time with Count Medini who died four years ago at
London, in prison for his debts.

"Having considerable money, I went to Florence, where, during the
Christmas Festival, the Archduke Leopold, the Emperor who died four or
five years ago, ordered me to leave his dominions within three days.  I
had a mistress who, by my advice, became Marquise de * * * at Bologna.

"Weary of running about Europe, I determined to solicit mercy from the
Venetian State Inquisitors.  For this purpose, I established myself at
Trieste where, two years later, I obtained it.  This was the 14th
September 1774.  My return to Venice after nineteen years was the most
pleasant moment of my life.

"In 1782, I became embroiled with the entire body of the Venetian
nobility.  At the beginning of 1783, I voluntarily left the ungrateful
country and went to Vienna.  Six months later I went to Paris with the
intention of establishing myself there, but my brother, who had lived
there for twenty-six years, made me forget my interests in favor of his.
I rescued him from the hands of his wife and took him to Vienna where
Prince Kaunitz engaged him to establish himself.  He is still there,
older than I am by two years.

"I placed myself in the service of M. Foscarini, Venetian Ambassador, to
write dispatches.  Two years later, he died in my arms, killed by the
gout which mounted into his chest.  I then set out for Berlin in the hope
of securing a position with the Academy, but, half way there, Count
Waldstein stopped me at Teplitz and led me to Dux where I still am and
where, according to all appearances, I shall die.

"This is the only summary of my life that I have written, and I permit
any use of it which may be desired.

"'Non erubesco evangelium'.

"This 17th November 1797.

"Jacques Casanova."


In reference to Casanova's ironic remark about his escape from England,
see his conversation, on the subject of "dishonor," with Sir Augustus
Hervey at London in 1763, which is given in the Memoirs.




                                  VII
                            LAST DAYS AT DUX

Scattered through the Memoirs are many of Casanova's thoughts about his
old age.  Some were possibly incorporated in the original text, others
possibly added when he revised the text in 1797.  These vary from
resignation to bitterness, doubtless depending on Casanova's state of
mind at the moment he wrote them:

"Now that I am seventy-two years old, I believe myself no longer
susceptible of such follies.  But alas! that is the very thing which
causes me to be miserable."

"I hate old age which offers only what I already know, unless I should
take up a gazette."

"Age has calmed my passions by rendering them powerless, but my heart has
not grown old and my memory has kept all the freshness of youth."

"No, I have not forgotten her [Henriette]; for even now, when my head is
covered with white hair, the recollection of her is still a source of
happiness for my heart."

"A scene which, even now, excites my mirth."

"Age, that cruel and unavoidable disease, compels me to be in good
health, in spite of myself."

"Now that I am but the shadow of the once brilliant Casanova, I love to
chatter."

"Now that age has whitened my hair and deadened the ardor of my senses,
my imagination does not take such a high flight and I think differently."

"What embitters my old age is that, having a heart as warm as ever, I
have no longer the strength necessary to secure a single day as blissful
as those which I owed to this charming girl."

"When I recall these events, I grow young again and feel once more the
delights of youth, despite the long years which separate me from that
happy time."

"Now that I am getting into my dotage, 1 look on the dark side of
everything.  I am invited to a wedding and see naught but gloom; and,
witnessing the coronation of Leopold II, at Prague, I say to myself,
'Nolo coronari'.  Cursed old age, thou art only worthy of dwelling in
hell."

"The longer I live, the more interest I take in my papers.  They are the
treasure which attaches me to life and makes death more hateful still."

And so on, through the Memoirs, Casanova supplies his own picture,
knowing very well that the end, even of his cherished memories, is not
far distant.

In 1797, Casanova relates an amusing, but irritating incident, which
resulted in the loss of the first three chapters of the second volume of
the Memoirs through the carelessness of a servant girl at Dux who took
the papers "old, written upon, covered with scribbling and erasures," for
"her own purposes," thus necessitating a re-writing, "which I must now
abridge," of these chapters.  Thirty years before, Casanova would
doubtless have made love to the girl and all would have been forgiven.
But, alas for the "hateful old age" permitting no relief except
irritation and impotent anger.

On the 1st August, 1797, Cecilia Roggendorff, the daughter of the Count
Roggendorff [printed Roquendorf] whom Casanova had met at Vienna in 1753,
wrote: "You tell me in one of your letters that, at your death,
you will leave me, by your will, your Memoirs which occupy twelve
volumes."

At this time, Casanova was revising, or had completed his revision of,
the twelve volumes.  In July 1792, as mentioned above, Casanova wrote
Opiz that he had arrived at the twelfth volume.  In the Memoirs
themselves we read, ".  .  .  the various adventures which, at the age of
seventy-two years, impel me to write these Memoirs . . .," written
probably during a revision in 1797.

At the beginning of one of the two chapters of the last volume, which
were missing until discovered by Arthur Symons at Dux in 1899, we read:
"When I left Venice in the year 1783, God ought to have sent me to Rome,
or to Naples, or to Sicily, or to Parma, where my old age, according to
all appearances, might have been happy.  My genius, who is always right,
led me to Paris, so that I might see my brother Francois, who had run
into debt and who was just then going to the Temple.  I do not care
whether or not he owes me his regeneration, but I am glad to have
effected it.  If he had been grateful to me, I should have felt myself
paid; it seems to me much better that he should carry the burden of his
debt on his shoulders, which from time to time he ought to find heavy. He
does not deserve a worse punishment.  To-day, in the seventy-third year
of my life, my only desire is to live in peace and to be far from any
person who might imagine that he has rights over my moral liberty, for it
is impossible that any kind of tyranny should not coincide with this
imagination."

Early in February, 1798, Casanova was taken sick with a very grave
bladder trouble of which he died after suffering for three-and-a-half
months.  On the 16th February Zaguri wrote: "I note with the greatest
sorrow the blow which has afflicted you."  On the 31st March, after
having consulted with a Prussian doctor, Zaguri sent a box of medicines
and he wrote frequently until the end.

On the 20th April Elisa von der Recke, whom Casanova had met, some years
before, at the chateau of the Prince de Ligne at Teplitz, having returned
to Teplitz, wrote: "Your letter, my friend, has deeply affected me.
Although myself ill, the first fair day which permits me to go out will
find me at your side."  On the 27th, Elisa, still bedridden, wrote that
the Count de Montboisier and his wife were looking forward to visiting
Casanova.  On the 6th May she wrote, regretting that she was unable to
send some crawfish soup, but that the rivers were too high for the
peasants to secure the crawfish.  "The Montboisier family, Milady Clark,
my children and myself have all made vows for your recovery."  On the
8th, she sent bouillon and madeira.

On the 4th June, 1798, Casanova died. His nephew, Carlo Angiolini was
with him at the time.  He was buried in the churchyard of Santa Barbara
at Dux. The exact location of his grave is uncertain, but a tablet,
placed against the outside wall of the church reads:


                                 JAKOB
                                CASANOVA
                       Venedig 1725      Dux 1798




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